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um it was interesting um I'm okay yeah I'm okay um he he was cute and he was like it seemed like it was going good and then he was like he was like oh he's like he was like he didn't like the cats the cats were like making him itch and then like I don't know and then he was like just more interested he's like oh I got to make some money I'm like trying to make money from other people and stuff like
that and he's like calling other guys and like and then he just like left and stuff I'm F I'm fine he just left I I gave him I gave him some more money like and stuff like that like just I was like H out stay and stuff like that but um yeah I don't know I think he's all about all about the money and she not not really that
nice we had someone chase the music and stuff and like um I was like just tell me you're not you're like not attracted or something like that but it's like he's like trying to like he's like oh no no it's not that he's like I'm really hungry I'm like well I have I have this food right here and it's like oh it's okay it's okay no
guys I need I need to I I deserve it guys I deserve it yeah all all the hearts I've broken in my life you know I deserve heart broken too it's okay you did leave a bottle of GHB here I think hold on you'll just take
that maybe it's empty I don't know
empty it's full wow well yeah could been worse but it was it was a kind of expensive mistake you know it's kind of expensive from he hung out for like let see 1226 he came at like n N9 or 10 or something I don't know it wasn't no no I didn't I didn't get like robbed robbed
or murder or anything I just felt kind of like I gave him some more money and like and he didn't like me and so it it's kind of like like insulting him so didn't really hook me up with anything it's okay it's okay I'll be fine guys
on to the next one on to the next one I I'll survive I'll Will Survive hello I'll survive everything's good everything's good I should have I should have not given should not given him more money that was stupid he's like oh it's all about the Benjamin I was like I it's like are you even gay I don't even know
if he was gay it's just like it's seems he's crying like the probably user of guys and stuff like that something like fo thank you I did show him like some of my like streams and stuff like that and like I was like trying to like entertain him and he's like I showed him he didn't like the parody video I know people don't like the parody videos I do they
all hate the parody videos he kind of liked Lisa Jordana oh I don't know what am I gonna do guys I don't know not dream right like he was just trying I feel like he was trying to use me to get to down to the area and then like I don't think it
was the cats that he like mebe probably just it wasn't me I don't know pass that earlier yeah I just had a grinder disaster dat and was like just was not good I don't know he was he was he was like cute but it's like he was like it was just like some ulterior motive or something was not right about it I don't know it just felt
like didn't said right with me and then he's like calling other guys and like just going past the house he's trying to make money and stuff like that he's just looking for money and stuff I don't know give me somebody that like actually like give me the time of day and stuff they so so annoying so annoying I was like okay you don't like the cats I was like we can go and like
we can go walk to the beach and we can like we can go like hang out the park and stuff like that he's like he's like oh the I I don't want the feds to get me I you think I'm like a Fed federal
agent thank you yeah some money Hustler and it's like yeah he got some money and like that I mean I paid for like the Uber and then I gave him some cash and stuff like that and and then he like like
left I know and I got people on grying I got people riding all night wanting to like meet me and stuff that actually would like like me and stuff like that and I go for like this jerks and stuff they don't even care I don't know I'm fine though I'm fine it was it was kind of like few good moments and it was like it's cool it's cool it's cool to hang out with
somebody and like kind of like I got to like rub on his leg and a little bit and like that but it's was like just wasn't feeling it he was like I rubbed his neck and then I like touched his ear he's like sorted of like oh take a l and stuff like I don't know they seems like it wasn't like really gay I don't know yeah I hate those kind of dates yeah I hate this kind of it's like I
don't know he's just like maybe Gay for this day or whatever I don't know I think he's using he was like saying oh he's saying I was he was on the phone with somebody saying I was being uncooperative or something like that and like I was cooperative I was trying to like know I was trying to be very cooperative and help him out like whatever whatever whatever let's move on
let's move on yeah let's say have a nice uh have a nice um Sunday night Sunday have a nice week this week maybe I just need to like stay off a grinder and yeah lies and and just like people like like even like be a friend like see for few hours and stuff he's like oh the cats were making me itchy and stuff like the cats weren't even
inside like and just tricks like liked him and like wanted to like went into like um be on his lap and stuff the cats were like liking him and Rudy came out and was on his lap and stuff like that cats were friendly and like I don't think he was allergic he's like oh no I the cat the cats aren't even inside they're indoor outdoor cats I don't know
and then when he left he was I was like come on dude you're going to do me like that and he's like he's like okay bye he just like left and he just like left he's like I'll be back I'm like sure you will and he just like left guys K God I'm okay I like you know I'm not exposed to any kind of STD he just like I just feel like kind of rejected a little bit like was I wasn't
like attractive to him or am I attractive at all I don't know maybe I'm maybe I'm not attractive person I don't know try to do myself I know I don't want a sex based relationship either but sex is part of it and it's like that's you know it's it's part of like the even it was like just a hookup like a one hookup it's like that that would have been worth it
because he was talking like he wanted to do all this stuff with me and so he just wanted to use me and stuff yeah not you're not worthy of me but he a cute guy he came he came down and he was like he was nice and like stuff like that and then he was like oh what did he say oh he he's like oh you like this certain artist and I
was like yeah I know songs and he's like no sympathy ain't nothing for free and it's kind of like okay yeah I got scammed or whatever got scammed just to bring him down the area you could like meet other guys in the area and stuff like that and make money from them and stuff like it's like a whole toally get
down scam and like that like wow wow wow wellow wow not nice not nice not nice it was it was not nice not nice but I got his bottle of GHP he's not getting it back this is sour makes me not want a
date on I'm grinder anymore but it's like no I'm broke I'm fing broke this week but you know it's all worth it it's all worth it you know you know got I paid for my chatu that was worth it I love my chatu I love my manicure I love my my shape those all those are all expensive kind of things those are all
important things and so I'll be you know I'll be able to like survive the weekend stuff like that just like should not have given him money like I feel stupid for that I feel like an idiot I like I was like I was like come on stay and it's like because it's like if you weren't going out to make money I like I'm I'll give you some cash and stuff like that and uh and you say stay
here he's like okay then I'll walk I'll walk to the beach with you and so now he was like I I gotta go I gotta go then he's like yeah it's okay yeah accient grinder it's was a mess yeah it's just a mess it's a mess guys that's a
mess I don't know I'm thinking about checking this G HP right now seeing how it is maybe it's try I I I don't know if he want to leave this whole bot a little bit with me'll be back for it or something keep thinking I'm hear noises
outside it's h it's h Miss but it's like you know it's like it was it would have been cool it would have been cool to like have some affection likeing stuff like that and like not not like one-sided it's he saw my picture saw me I thought he's he was like oh I like your beard you're a good looking B he's all like all in it for like a
little bit and then like just like wasn't returning the affection really and so it's like and I was like then I got kind of like you know my butt hurt but wish my butt hurt that would have been a fun day no it's fine I know I'm
depressed that sucks I've got like bunch of other dates on grinder now I can't afford a can't afford another date this week to this guy expensive mistake I spent money for the Uber and getting down here so go meet
other people stupid I'm stupid
your makeover is going to flood the Twinkies in on this page yeah maybe is there any Twinkie that wants to date me I don't know I have a feeling I don't know if anyone like really likes me in that way am I am I physically attractive I don't know I've never felt physically attractive I've never felt like goodlooking like I always like you know I've had like a few like people attracted to me and stuff like that but
it's like just very they're very rare very rare breed feel like a lot of people just like want to use me and like that or it's like like me for like something else other reason
yeah he this bottle of GHB here I have a free bottle of GHB unless it's just water and stuff and I'm I got really really scammed but I didn't I I try to buy the GHB maybe that's maybe that he left the bottle of GHB here and that bottle is full of GHP then maybe it's worth it I'll give it a
try yeah thank you guys do I look okay I didn't like yeah you didn't like my my shave beard or something like that or like there's something about I don't
know I love my tattoo though that is so cool I'm so happy I got my tattoo so happy people are users these days people are users these days and it's like especially like with the gay community it's like people know how to use gay people and stuff like that so they can go house to house and the gay guys they're getting the money and stuff like
that just like I did tonight right it's like like he didn't he didn't give me any anything to scream about he's like oh well you're like you know we smok we smoked or whatever we smoked and we like you were sitting here smoking the whole time I was like it was like not even like it's not even good
it was like crumbs it was like little crumbs love me little crumbs it stings
thanks hurts hurts my heart a little bit just crumbs PRS but if he left his if he accidentally left his bottle of GHP here and it was a full bottle of GHP then it's kind of okay it's kind of evened out and stuff like that but uh I
don't feel like really doing GHB right now tonight I don't know just he's eating crackers he left crackers here is that is that a sign he's calling me a cracker or something oh God oh thanks for nothing dude thanks for
nothing crumbs guys PRS two crumbs couple little CRS
also like you know you guys were worried out for me he's going to be back for that GHB for sure doesn't have the balls don't you think uh don't drink that you could not know but another stuff right I don't know should I try it I'll do cap full if I
die I had had a nice life guys I'll have a cap full of it I like
water she shouldn't left so quickly it's GP oh my God the poppers
oh no not like the cat stri first I'll experiment it was kind of like tastes like perfume a little bit nothing to do with you just scammers I don't know he left this whole bottle of GHP oh my God what does GHB taste
like I don't think I Dr pop no I could I smelled it it didn't smell like popper it didn't smell like anything I think I'm fine I think I'm fine hi Meer it was just uh it was a cat full of GHP oh yeah I want alcohol too right no I I stopped taking the alcohol he was like
like oh he's like alcohol yeah hopefully I'll be okay I just take a yeah poppers is an inhalent it's like a it's called poppers or um Amil Amal nitrate or something it's um Rush it's called Rush too I know I'm
I'm not I'm not drunk anymore I stopped drinking alcohol like a long time ago so I just like a cat full of it I think I'm okay I don't know I don't really feel anything really might be okay
guys didn't taste very good I I pass out I pass out call ambulance no I'm just kidding I I don't but he thought I was a federal agent or something like kind of that's kind of like
paranoid yeah I'll be I'll be careful I was just like I'm kind of like sobered up like that it was it was quite a few hours ago that I I drank my last beer so I think I'll be okay yeah feel kind of like was it supposed to do something like I didn't really feel I don't know what that was I don't really feel maybe it was just something kind of like some something else because I don't really feel like
anything thought was a yeah he was like he was like oh I don't he's like I can't go out with you I don't want to get like arrested by the feds and stuff like I'm like what I'm like I'm like a fat I just I don't he just saying stupid things um and then I was like are you even gay and he was like he just ignored me and stuff like that and then it's like he seemed like okay he's just about like hustling and money and stuff a few
minutes to kick in yeah I kind of like feel a little bit of buzz from it you guys will get to see you guys will get to see it's going to take a minute to kick in okay how will it feel I don't know I I think I've done GHB before it felt like I was like swimming and stuff like that
but um May I should have done that on my stream guys don't do drugs don't do drugs you know yeah I just take a c I took a cap full is that too much I every is there 11 people or one person in this yet I can't tell okay probably like my ver BL bluring yeah was okay well now I have a now I have a GHP for
the week maybe it's worth it maybe maybe that was the made it all worth it I can't really get GP right GHP okay I'm kind of like feeling a little buzzed share bed with a good cat yeah
take the rest for me yeah Mary I should have like taken it with a like a chaser or something it tastes really disgusting it's not very good it's not good cats are all here you're happy cat you're happy cat L is here Rudy came out and like Rudy like was cuddling with with us and stuff like that and like like like DXs of course like likes
everybody trick is like going on his lap and he's like oh I don't like if you're over UK earli Special K yeah one time I did like Special K like I almost made I almost had sex with this with this girl I was talking to and like that this like she was a Victoria she was and she gave me got this she she did a lot of drugs and she like got me
this Special K and like we were like you know I was gay but we just like I passed out we like made out we almost made out you think the rest for me yeah guys anyone want to buy some GHP I don't know it's kind of crazy he's bought part party favors and stuff like that you you
know um but it was like it' be cool if like he was attracted to me I guess like it makes me feel like I'm not attractive because it's like you saw my picture you saw you see what I look like like on like I have a probably not the
best picture right yeah so um maybe everybody's using me for for whatever like for whatever not I grinder supposed to be for hookup it was supposed to be like you know I should have like I could have like you know been more forward and like just like try to suck his dick or something like that but I like I didn't
I'm like respectful like I'm just like I kind of feel out like touch his leg and stuff like that and see like how he reacts and stuff he was like okay like it was like that the date rap I don't know yeah what like if he was if he would found me attractive though like it's like I just like I don't like being found
unattractive I don't know I will yeah I won't worry about that he was he was okay you know he might have been straight I don't know he seemed like he wasn't really that into guys and stuff like that but then he was calling guys and stuff like that not rues yeah GHB is like a it's like a rave drug I think it's like I'm feeling like a little bit of buz on it uh Ace of
Pentacles reversed yeah you're I'm going to lose some money I'm going to be sad right about the T of Pentacles and stuff like people do use it that way yeah I've been I've been robbed by um by a few people um not from like match. one guy m.com just stole my credit card and tried to charge something so that didn't work that didn't happen another
guy stole a bunch of um I stole my wallet but it had like um these Green Green Dot cards in it and stuff and I was able to get the money back and stuff like that but or a lot of it back but some it was Cash in there though and reverse yeah you don't let some dick head
attracted to me yeah I know like you know I don't know I would like to be I would like I was feeling good today I was feeling attractive and a feeling like oh yeah this guy wants to come and talk to me I'm like you know I like brought him down here gave him some extra money and
then he just like taks off and very rudely very rudely in a very rude way where he's like okay bye bye not going to be back it's fine guys other guys the people there's people writing me that I'm not attracted to and it's like I'm not but I'm not going to waste their
time yeah grinder disaster de guys you want to come on the panel you guys are like my real friends you know so you guys get me even if like you know I was like I was like we can be friends and stuff like I want I can be friends I can help you make money I can help him make money and stuff I can like um he's like how can you help me
make money I'm like well I can like give you ideas and stuff like that I can like I can go walk with you and do tarot readings on the beach or something like that I don't know he needs money so bad I don't know told my mom to leave her husband and she thought that I wanted that like what the
oh yeah there's what's up Noble Castro how are you just had a just had a disaster grinder day but it's it turned out good because it's like he left his whole bottle of GHP accidentally and uh and then uh you know we didn't have sex and so that's uh that's uh positive because
it's like that could have been like you know diseases or risk for some infection or something like that yeah and also I'm I'm glad I like you know didn't have sex I don't need to have sex with people right now I just need I just need friends and I was just wearing a friend to hang out with for the night it was just like seems like it was just way too quick and I was like
oh it turned out good cuz you didn't get robbed or beat up you were worried yeah I knew I was I knew I wasn't going to get robbed or be up but and I wrote in my Discord I was like hey it's going to be okay because he's he's a good-looking guy and he was nice and stuff like that first and he was nice throughout the thing but it was like he was just like occupied on his phone and like calling other people and stuff like that yeah
it's just like it's just up you know I spent like a little too much money bringing him down here gave him some extra money and like like then for nothing he just ticks off and like but he was asking for even more he was asking for even more he was like can you get me a gift card can you get a gift card and stuff like that or can you get I need a can you give me Uber back like I was like no I told him
I I told him I cannot get him an Uber back but I basically pay for an Uber back you know I PID another 30 bucks or whatever okay yeah it sucks hairy balls ha donkey balls but that's life guys we're not going to know there's people that are going to be using you some of them want to use you some of them want to be used by you some of them want to abuse you some of them
be abused some of them want to have sex with you some of them will want to just like flirt with you so you give them money and then they they leave and like they never talk to you again so that's my mistake I learned I live you live you learn right you you cry you love you
learn I'm happy though I'm happy though that I had at least like met somebody and had like a little gave it a try now now I now I now I know it doesn't work hey sweetheart hey I'm sorry it didn't work out but I'm just glad you're okay I mean it could have been so much worse I
was so worried like he just looked like a gangster he looked like he was you know on some other trip and sounds like he was he just was out for money and people are such users these days it's so hard to meet someone but you are way too good for that so yeah
thank you don't even stress I mean you need to get like a place where you can go where there's like a lot of people that you can meet like a hobby that there's a lot of gay people at maybe or I don't know right well you can and so it's like I can't really go anywhere like I can't it's like I'm kind of stuck here like and it's like I mean you know
there Redondo it's like not really big gay community I mean I'm sure there are gay people here but it's like kind of like a different kind of I just I don't know a cute guy that works at the bagels store at uh at Einstein Bagels and stuff like that but it's like guy I hooked up on what on Grinder like a year ago he still likes me and he he's wanting to hook up again and stuff like that yeah gay people are the worst
AR they I don't even know if he was gay mether I don't even know boy bro I need I don't think he looked very gay to me but I don't know yeah my dad was gay and I didn't even know I was testing it out cuz it's like he should have been like I was like and I touched his ear and something like that and he's like he just like was like oh he just like giggled or something
like that he's like that's ticklish and stuff like that it was like kind of like he's just like was like allowing it like me to touch him and stuff like that not like really like so it's like maybe he was just straight or something like that um maybe he just does things for money and he was looking for more money you know when you say you live in by the beach people think you have
money right like a lot of money and I live by the beach but I don't a lot of money but that's just kind of the I know think he like texted I think he texted some guy like he knows some guy down this air because he said he spent time down the beach area or something like that or like he's like oh I spent time like this this city like like nearby and stuff and he know and he was calling people and he's like like oh he's like
said he said I wasn't cooperating he said and then he said like I'm and the guy's like oh just send me your address like and it's like so some other guy like was gonna he's gonna come pick up money or something like well that's screw him he's a it's his loss really it's his loss right because I was like I was like I'm
actually like a cool person I was like I'm a good person I'm like um you know like and I I'm I'm a quality individual I was like I'm a cool person like i' would be a good friend too even if I was like I like and he's like he like oh it's the cats and stuff like the cats I'm he's like the cats are making me itch or something and I was like the cats aren't even like around they're not even in the house and like um and I was like if I like if you don't like me just
be honest about it be's like oh no no I'm not no not it's like I was like but I hate people that are lying it's even more offensive than it's like because if you you can say you know just remember just remember that it's two separate things he wasn't there for a date he was there to to get money somehow so and it has nothing to do with you so don't take
this personally this is nothing to do with you this is nothing personal that guy was doing something else so you just you got to separate those two things right now because it's not it's not personal hello Hi how are you Crystal Crystal's here with DJ hi oh you're so cute I love your
avatars thank you oh you look so cute you always look so cute I like your voice I love how like you can like just like change your like hair like in one second yeah I know it's so it's nice it's like a Dream It's like a dream of mine
yep how's your night going oh it's going so good oh you know I was thinking I always think of a man of you oh my gosh psyche I'm so sorry I don't really know your real name so it's so weird to say
like just psyche you know in a sense is my real that's my real name you know lot everyone calls me Psyche on the internet but it's like you can call me psych or or John did not go well Tracy it was just it was just a disaster but it's like it's fine it was not it was not anything terrible happened it was
just like it was just a disappointment yeah but listen I thought that it would have been such good content and you just blew me off like it was like nothing by the way me listen yes
that you could have this Bert Bronx remember I told you to look him up he's a YouTuber and he really likes to do dating things on the internet guy you blew him off yes the black guy and you blew him off I subscribed to him was
like why did you blow him off so like and I just didn't have time I'm just like busy I wanted to I want to see his channel stuff but I was like I was like he's like he was cute and stuff and then like I think someone was on the panel with like a straight guy that was like not interested in Mak me like looking at looking looking at other guys right he's not straight oh he's not yeah
he's not straight at all no there's there's a guy I was talking to on the panel that was straight that was like oh you know he looks like a something or I don't know I it was just like no he's not straight at all he's um and he loves talking about sex and that's and he loves doing dating streams and that's
why I thought that the whole thing would have been
perfect because at least you could have had some fun on stream and then it would have been completely clean he wouldn't have done you know he knows how to stream and that sounds like an opportunity that you know psyche should maybe take up sounds good oh he just won that show
um something um something fish the balloon popping what is it you know that the the something fish uh with Mr Beast okay oh yeah was it the squid games
$50,000 um recently that's how much did he we games 50,000 50,000 yeah damn that's a lot I thought you said 3,000 at first I was like that's good but 50,000 damn no he won
50,000 wow that's awesome um what is that called that's called um and see these are the people that you can just wind up meeting that you could just like these are the people you need to wind up like you know just you know going in and maybe going into
Mr BEAST's challenges and then maybe getting your own chance you know right yeah why not I don't know I want me both of you for both of you for both of you you guys are both have channels there I've never actually watched Mr Beast I've never watched him is i' I've
seen like I I don't even know the thing what it's called I know I have a buddy that won $10,000 on a leap stream but oh wow I won 10,000 or he he was like given 10,000 on a
sleep stream and it was so funny because he said thanks for the 10,000 cuz he was he thought it was $10 and it was 10,000 holy that's crazy Mr Beast I heard Mr Beast is famous for like famous for like having PR and stuff and then giving them to his friends like like um
like ranging like he gives away cars that was completely he did not and if he would have knew how degenerate AA was he would have never given him dollars I'll tell you that guys guys everyone can recommend people for me to
check that was completely that was completely random that had to have been well a lot of contest are rigged you know the McDonald's and the mcmf McDonald sleeping listen AA used to do sleep streams and he would have like three or four and then like you know I remember when he did I really never
watch a sleep streams I started watching when he started doing like when he had like eight people I was like one of the eight people I goldfish okay he started he started eating the Goldfish he started fighting
with people on the internet oh what a trip he started fight with the old people on the internet and he was like naming them as the fish and he'd eat them well you know you know the big popular game now is like the balloon popping challenge the funniest part
listen listen the funniest part is that he would have to get a taxi right and go to this PT store right
okay he would have to go he would have to travel all this way and then he have to go and then he had to this elaborate like you put him in this other elaborate uh cage dude it was hilarious Ser is it was the funniest
I'm gonna go I just had to get some I have to get some stuff done but it was good seeing you I hope your night gets better I'm so sorry I'm so sorry you're so cute you look so cute I love your hair oh thank you take care you guys I'll talk to you soon have a good night thank you for being show love you good night Crystal Crystal you know
my mom used to be on game shows in in like the 70s and 80s and she like won a lot of money on the game shows she was on the one called the the magic mystery ball machine like the like it was like this pinball machine and like that like um game and then she was on like the what was her first husband she was on the the newly way game she was also she was on other game show that's so
cool that's so cool like Europe she won like a fur coat and she like um won like a like $20,000 gosh no she did not yeah that because that stuff was so fun back
then yeah yeah I would love I would love to I oh my gosh listen my mom was a p po shark at one point and she was literally a professional like she was doing like ESPN and she got like she was going
to like she would go to Vegas and they gave her like these we all got one I feel like we all got one and different but it was like Chanel's they were Chanel and then the next year we got like a 's it the Gucci gure and like
like in these like goody goodie bags you know what I mean yeah yeah there's a lot of yeah I would love I would love to go on like I went I I'm pretty good at Jeopardy like I'm like able to like answer like a lot of the questions but it's like you can go like audition on like the website like do a quiz and stuff like that and I like I'm not even close it's like you need to be like really really smart but it's
like then when it comes down to it they just choose people that are like good-look and stuff like that my my aunt would always try to get on prices right and like she would never get chosen you think it's only about the looks I don't think it's about the looks in the
audience you know the audience get that one chance those audience get that like well my dad my my mom and dad went together to audition my dad got every question right and then my mom got like every question wrong and then they chose my mom to be on the show and stuff like that so it's like and because she's you know she's like more is what it is you
know it happens like that you know it's like that they pick photogenic people they pick people that are like relatable to like certain people I don't know it's like Price is Right they like you have to go at like 5: in the morning and then they like have like their screeners come out and like they choose a people like ahead of time who's going to be really yeah based on based on their looks
basically or or how they think they're gonna their personality how they on a show I think I'd be good on a game show I think it's I think it's like time and day I think sometimes they're like okay we're gonna you know what we're feeling
really um we need like a granny today or you know what going to need NY today I don't know yeah oh yeah people are like relable like they pick like people that they think everyone will like there's people that are photogenic and good on camera and stuff especially for the prices right and stuff like that but yeah ultimately The Producers choose who's going to be
on and it's not about like passing the quizzes or knowing the answers it's about how you look and like how they think they're going to be on the show it's like but so yeah but game shows aren't very popular anymore they used to be popular in like the 80s and stuff now they have the Game Show Network kind of has a few things but I I don't know if Wheel of Fortune is still on or anything Alex rebec of course is dead I think and
uh you know so there's a new Jeopardy or the what is the pric is right oh and I heard something really bad about um Crystal whatever anyways how was your night did you have a good night everybody will be okay
everybody's going to be all right you know what everybody gets old it happens to all of us I'm old as I'm in my 40s why 40 whatever we we grew up in the 80s though
you know the 80s was an awesome decade for like TV and movies and like just like a more innocent time it was before the internet and so it was like you know people would that's what I was just thinking about like like if I would have grown up like with all this hatred I don't know what
would have became of me because like I really feed off people's energy and it's like so I hate that I do that that's why I have to like pull myself away from people you're an empath right the empath is like you're sensitive to people's energy and it's like you feel their emotions and you like
I hate when people with people I I feel negative energy very strongly like and that's like especially strongly and so it's like that's why it's like I try to stay very positive and like stay away from too much negative energy but uh game show still going um just got a new van white this year oh the game shows are still going yeah I just don't have a regular TV I'm not sure what's going on on TV and I see
there all these all these YouTubes all these YouTube um game shows now but like the squid games like and with Mr Beast it's so fake and it's like it's ridiculous and um I don't like the squid game kind of mentality oh okay that's what that guy's in yeah the squid games well it's like it's it's copy of
that TV show The Squid games and it's all about like um like people are desperate from for like money and like they're willing to like do like weird things and like turn turn on people and like I don't know I don't like the Survivor or like that kind of like where it's like to turn on people and stuff like that to win the game and like
that I don't either I don't either I wouldn't be a good player at that game I guarantee you unless we all like teamed up and then i' would love to do Jeopardy or or like you know jeopardy or like um I don't know are some reality like big
brother that'd be a fun reality show to do like big brother would be fun um because you get to like well that that's kind of like a mean-spirited show too where you have to like turn on people in the house and vote people out of the house and stuff like that but it' be kind of interesting just to be on TV and stuff like that who knows how they choose those people yeah actually I can't even watch that show it's pretty ridiculous what's
up Tracy how are you doing Tracy how's everyone in chat I don't think okay when you're in a game like that I think that's a little bit different that's completely different than what we're doing here you know what I mean like here we're trying to have fun like people like do really mean
things uh and say really like makeup stories about people it's really shitty I'm telling you yeah oh I know and well now it's like you know that's the whole thing with like you know it's like everyone's like um people are being paid to like with people and people are being it's like there's a whole thing where people are being paid to
like they done it to me and they you know I know that they're doing you know what's so crazy is that they're using the same story lying they the same script they never even changed it the whole thing with the Tommy and then you know I was just drunk listen I
ain't gonna lie I get drunk and I forget so if I do talk I might talk but at that time I I knew exactly and then I was actually recording at that time but these people were and then they use the same exact script on
me and got so many people pissed off but listen they were saying that because I said okay there is like a conversation because at that time trip KCK put out a video and I was in it right and we were talking about
it and then we were talking about who they were right and then I said if I could guess who it was I would said I would think it was fing Gish because it's like I feel like it's got a woman's touch and she's like like it feels like it's a smart thing or whatever and then all these
people like started hating on me and saying like um I was like saying that I knew exactly they did the same thing to her I was like oh my God and then they said the same thing like I was like talking about Tommy I was like I would even like what I don't know if I know these people
but but yeah I I took I took I took a sip of GHB I did like a GHB out of like a little capful of it he left his bottle of GHB here I don't even know if it was GHB it tasted like cologne or something like that just it got me so yeah don't worry okay Cesar you it'll work later C are trying to get on get on to talk do you want a reading tonight um um Crystal or
sure but listen but listen can you listen to me for one second yes I'm sorry I'm sorry he was saying the same thing that they had already said to me like like I don't know like maybe like a year ago the same
script right well there's like scammer scripts too like people there's like there's like you know scammer scripts they use the same script and it's like just like the people that do catfishing they just copy and paste romantic quotes and stuff like that and like it's like they're very generic and stuff like that and then people fall for them again and again they're just tested now ai listen
there's this guy there is this guy like uh his name was alien Andy and I think that's jany jany oh J think you just change his name to jany I think alien Andy just Chang his name to Janny janny's clips yeah oh yeah he I don't like that guy he
was like saying he was making accusations on me yesterday about me and um seducing Benny or something like that because I was I was on Benny's panel and I was in his chat and stuff like that like he's like you're you're hitting on a young guy and stuff like that like I don't know this guy jany's Clips I don't know if it's same Janny but he was like then then then now everyone's now everyone's saying that like in different chat rooms and stuff like oh
yeah you're so my gosh like it's like I didn't even like ever even hit on him like I was just like I know you're so silly about it and I like how funny you are about it you know I know it gets like maybe it's you know what is so funny about it is because these guys are so creepy to the girls and then you
creep them out and it's like amazing to me it's like you are like a golden god I was saying this to my people like I think that you're like a golden god thank you thank you so much well I you know psyche's a goddess and like Cupid's a God and like maybe like I'm a little I'm like a little bit of
cupid and psyche a little bit I feel like a maybe I'm a Demi God or something like that but I'm Prometheus tight part Titan Blood part human and stuff like but I really care about human beings and and I know I'm a human too and it's like I just want human beings to like be appreciate being human and not like want to be God and not want to be like or want to be animals and just be like human and stuff
like that because everybody wants to be an animal nowadays everyone's identifies as a unicorn or like you know different animals and stuff like that and it's like no just be like a human being and so we can all relate special than anybody else everyone we're all human we all we all breathe the same and um bleed bleed the same and you know
we all go to the bathroom and the same it's like you know we're all we're all all different we're all the same though it's like you know we we're all we have the common human experience and like when people start to say they're they're Gods and then humans are animals and stuff like that and there's like that makes a pyramid system and stuff like that you can dehumanize people and deify themselves it's like a very big part of
narcissism right change they're changing the past right well that too like the secret societies they like they think they're Gods and then they see people as sheep and like and as animals and things like that and it's like to be to be exploited with and stuff like that and I don't it's like that's that's inhuman basically to me it's like to be
which which is but it's not godly it's not it's not I think Godly is Godly and what is God I mean you know what Godly is our um our own Godly like hearts like you know God is in our hearts you know what I mean like I believe God is love I believe God is love and it's like but I also think that a duality in the world
where we can appreciate like everything but even hate is love in a certain way because difference it was I'd rather some been told I hate I was hated than I was just like I was just like not you know just like not not not interesting or I was like you know I don't know some
people I would kind of like wish I would take that one back I think like a lot of guys on grinder tonight writing me though and maybe I should be writing to them and stuff like instead of like paying attention listen I thought that Burke guy would be perfect for you because
he's so funny and he loves talking about sex he does yeah and he's loves and he's an streamer dating I'm gonna check him out I'm gonna check him out definitely oh yeah so this so the guys that are writing me though I'm not like that
interested in like there's this guy okay he wrote me no this guy is so funny oh yeah I'm I'm interested I'm interested I I'll I'll definitely like hit him up like um he's really funny too he's like weirdly funny cuz he's like uh you'll like watch watch any of his stuff he's very
funny Bert Bronx he's perfect for you except for he lives in New York oh he lives in New York yeah I can't do long distance right now it's like it's like too it's like I need to like I just need to like hook up with somebody this is perfect for you because he only wants to do online dating I think
okay uh like not like the not like the Manny or bossing yeah no not I wasn't the Manning or bosing I was like I was just I was just like you know he said stuff in the emails to me like that he was that what what he wanted to do and stuff but then it was like he just wanted to like do business and stuff with other people and stuff like that the guy that came tonight so it was a disaster it was a disaster date but it
was still you know it was fine it was fine like for a real dude are you hurting bad yeah saal shockra yeah it's like yeah it's it's not easy this dating stuff you know we need it's long distance dating oh my gosh I would never date you never date
anybody like who oh you never date a woman I would never date a woman no you know what a lesbian brings for second date you know what a lesbian brings for the second date are U-Haul that's a joke it's a really bad joke yeah lesbians bring a a uul a second date right because they move so fast they
like move they like nest in I heard you say this joke before yeah not a good joke okay I'm sorry that was bomb okay B bomb joke I don't know um I don't know I don't even know good gay jokes you know it's like I mean it's like I I would love to have some good gay jokes I just know the only good joke I know is like a
vampire walks into a bar no I'm scared I mean I'm not scared of gay people gay people are not they're gay people are usually nice people it's like they're they're like you know they're like they're not they're usually like peaceful people they're usually like fun and they like you know you know on a you know they have parades and like
that and they like they're open-minded and they I don't like the touchy touchy the too touchy right with other women but that women are kind of like women are kind of like more naturual you don't like the gay guys touching you or what or the women touching you or the or do you mean I don't like you don't
want me to be touched okay well it's like but you like straight guys to touch you like you yeah but just not like I don't know I don't know I don't know I guess it's just it's just weird I don't
know you can probably you can probably find some guys on YouTube like there mean there's like you know at least YouTube it's like you can you know each other by video and stuff like that so you have you can develop a relationship like that it's not just like pictures like on grinder it's like all pictures and stuff like that so you don't really know how the person is and stuff until you meet them and stuff and so on YouTube at least you get to like you really you know you really like them
you'll like and you'll find a you'll develop an attraction to people's personalities and stuff so you know you you're attracted to them and stuff on pictures you should look that bird BR I know I I did I subscribed to him I subscribed to him I checked him out I'm subscribed I I uh oh you should um like go live with them yeah I want to
I I want to I'll have to contact them on the I'll find him on live stream and stuff like that I I'll like figure out how to like contact him and stuff but I'm down to talk to him he seems like a good he would love like I don't know what's going on with him but he is like super
funny yeah I find I like funny guys I like because he's like such a soft guy he's actually like a really nice guy yeah I kind of like bad boys I mean it's I'm more into like kind of maybe mean guys but it's like mean guys that at least are practice me in certain way
where it's like you know it's like not just like me guys that just want to like ask for money and like make money and stuff like that I'm so used I hate these Hustlers that are just like trying to like scam gay guys for money and like because they know gay guys are like you know generous or whatever like they think that I don't know there's like gay guys see taken advantage of a lot like
um especially by certain certain types of men right and it covers emotions the chakra is like the seat of the emotion allows you to experience joy and with their creativity I don't know why my my comments aren't really coming up yeah me's giving me good advice yeah me it's like I just rather like date you I just rather date you and like have a like long distance than like deal
with these grinder people I'm like I'm so sick of grinder now it's like and not it's not I don't like to like just hook up with people and I don't want to like but it's like having a long-term relationship for gay people is like so almost impossible it's they're guys you know and like guys are just have a short attention span and dealing with two guys it's it's impossible
like w I don't know just up guys just want to hook up and then it's like you know the first after you hook up one time it's like okay you know G to the next 10,000 people and stuff I just I just don't like it I like to do like I want to be like in know like my prince charming like white horse and like a you know I
want to fall in love and stuff like that and it's like it's not it's not easy in a gay community it's like everyone just wants to hook up and like do do three sus four sums and like I'm more well especially where you're coming from I mean look how you're talking right well yeah but it's like I
mean it's like everyone needs to like have sex once in a while but it's like I'd rather like find that person like you're not talking as you want to find one person I'm not well I really know I really do I that's why I don't like that's why I'm not promiscuous I I can hook up with some well it's it
really sounds different right it but it's I'm gay too and so it's like it's a different thing it's like it's it's not like straight people have a reason it's not really a different thing what is because straight people like they have a reason it's not no it's not women are like women are like you from gay guys they said that
they thought differently yeah I'm saying like gay guys will like hook up on the first date woman is like if she hooks on the first date they can she's considered like a or something like that gay guys guys it's like that's just like a given that they're going to hook up on the first date or whatever or like not even have a dinner or something like that there's no there's no game to it there's no chase
there's like it's just guys it's like look sex sex you know just like very not true though that's not true women you women you have to like you know whine and dine and then like you know oppress them and like you know over time it's usually takes a little longer for for for uh for men to go with women and stuff how's everyone doing tonight I
hope I'm not depressing anybody but my horrible grinder date just I gay guy friends and that's not true okay just not true that what it's your own lifestyle it's like how you want to like go about it yourself right it's just hard it's
hard it's also harder to meet people because you have like a lower dating po like like there's like you know 90% of people are straight or 95% of people are straight and so you'll have five like 5% you can't just be like oh my gosh and that's I did that because I was I'm gay right right but I'm saying men coming together is like easier than a man and a woman coming together because it's like
men coming together will be like just like easily like let's have sex you know instantly woman there's like a game to it and you have to impress her and stuff like that especially a high high value woman and stuff like that guys is just like this very visual about like you know hooking up like well maybe you're not thinking of with the right
mind I know well yeah but it's like that's the G that's like I don't like the gay community like that like that that much because it's like they're they're like a little bit like um they're a little bit promiscuous like way too promiscuous not that see you're putting yourself is like everybody right I'm not peris he's a gay
guy is not like that yeah yeah yeah there's different PE there's different personalities and stuff but it's like right I'll find someone I know I've already got like 10 people on Grinder like writing me and stuff like that but it's like I just don't feel like hooking up and it's like I just I feel like hooking up tonight I was like the guy was cute and stuff like that I just feel like he was like straight or something like that or just
like a hustler kind of thing and he's like he's like saying no sympathy ain't nothing for free he's like like you know the song he and I was like yeah I knew exactly the song he was talking about like like he was like singing the song No sympy can invite him up invite him up to the panel yeah yeah maybe I will no no he's not he's not here he's
not here there's nobody here oh me is trying to get no who who um everyone's welcome on the panel no no he's not here like no nobody on Grinder's here tonight um I just have my I uh how's everyone doing tonight okay I'm going to get in a better mood now I'm in a much better
I took that GHB and it got me tired okay you getting ready to go to bed yeah okay sweetheart well thank you for coming up and chatting okay I love you have a great night love good night good night good night come back soon yeah I I hope I don't offend I don't want to offend
anybody or like you know misunderstand anybody I I know maybe I'm maybe the GHB got me got me a little wasted or something like that I feel like kind of buzzed or something but I feel fine should I do more of it we are being led by our way by our words yeah we're being led by our words and our words were our words were our
words are swords right and our words will kind of like manifest and like you know we say something we believe it and stuff like that and so yeah women are different from men right it's very different kind of like experience right yeah wounds yeah we're being led by our wounds yeah yeah and then people will exploit our wounds and people you know we'll be we'll be like um you
know hurt and we'll be vulnerable and we'll be like those some people will smell that and they'll be able to like swipe right in um and like pick they they they target your your wounds and things like that your vulnerabilities and um like sharks it's like you know when you wear your wounds I wear my heart of my sleeve and it's kind of like it's kind of obvious
like what my wounds are and so it's very easy to figure that out and like to exploit it exploit it but it's like that's why I don't really trust is what just is like what is just triggered what just like what just happened yeah what just happened what's up what's up Meer I'm here I'm fine my eyes look big or
something I think I had too much GHP women are more emotional okay well women are more emotional okay women are more emotional but okay they feel emotions deeper but they're more also in control of their emotions men are like more um out of control with their emotions they're more like the women are like emotional ninjas men are like emotional babies and like so women are
like the mother men are like kind of like the baby and stuff like that right I don't know I don't want a stereotype but it's like women are more more mature than men men just want to hook up right it's just you know that's how it is it's like basically it's like very rare to want to they want to like partner and start a family it's like in the gay community it's like being like oh let's go on a you know let's go to the bar and like sleep with everybody we can and
stuff like that and invite other people to relationship open relationships bring lot people into bed and stuff like that not into that I'm like I'm like very traditional you're like you're like hello I hate how I misread um I can't even see the comments that's why it's it's a very turn phone I
can't see the comments a little way okay okay I came across okay I hate how I misre I came across when text I know texting is hard to do like because it's like your sometimes the message doesn't come um come through sometimes clearly right through through text or through chat the voice chat or the the chat on on YouTube sometimes you
can't tell the tone and you it's like yeah you can misunderstand that's why I like panels and chatting don't be mad don't get mad Caesar don't don't G don't G at me guys I I think I look good today I think I look pretty good today that's why I was like I thought was I thought I look looking pretty good do gay man adopted start family yeah um yeah they do they
do they do and they also they adopt the most like the the the unadoptable like the children are usually considered unadoptable crack babies and things like that that gay gays will adopt them and like give them a really good life usually and uh they're they're like the considered the least desirable to adopt and things like that but um you can see
there's a lot of gay people that are like there's more life than sex but sex is part of life and it's like you know you can always you can always masturbate and stuff like that and there plenty of porn out there for everybody you know every every uh every fetish every every kind of thing you're looking for is out there but it's like I think uh what I really want is love right I would I love
like love affection at least like to be like considered attractive and like sucker and stuff I don't know I need to stop being dating uh getting gangsters right there's all these nice guys riding me and I don't like the nice guys I don't like the nice they look like he looks
too nice he looks too nice they're all these friendly guys right I'm not interested I just like the mean guys I don't know why it's like it's a it's a curse oh you're passing kidney stones oh ouch I'm sorry Meer hope you're feel hope you feel better you have the hopefully you there's some medicine
for that or get onert after surgery or something it's like that's very painful yeah I know Tracy I want true I want true love wounds yeah I'm wounded I'm wounded and I'm not like the best uh here we have another guest Crystal's back come on
crystal oh here we go I was so rude I didn't like you hi Crystal oh hold on my goodness my phone is this not working not not cooperating
there hello Crystal hey can you hear me hi I was so rude turn on her phone hi Crystal Crystal's not there it's just like not going well for me tonight
everything's going very slow not sure I think the GHP me up okay how's everyone doing I don't know every anyone do GHP before it's kind of like it's kind of tastes disgusting hello
oh you're going to give me a reading and I like overt talked you and I'm sorry and that's what I was going to say I was like oh my gosh I was about to go to sleep and I was like oh my
gosh Chris maray saw me some titties girl liy tell me what's up liy how are you hey look at this cute guy hi hi there's a cute guy he Chris Chris maray I want to say some of your double day beautiful titties you beautiful ass
you know what I'm saying Crystal you there hey hi Crystal hi Crystal hey uh H go what do we what are we calling you oh I don't know girl remember when you like came on you had that low cut top
and you got some big old titties I want suck them oh my gosh you know what's up beautiful girl how about you how about you pretty kitties you very pretty kitties yeah yeah kid just this guy gay or who's this cute guy you know um he
is um he is bisexual okay yeah I I would literally suck the F out of Chris Marie's though oh my God that doesn't and he has
keys you know you guys want you guys want to hear something I want see
oh what was that noise that my bum oh my God yeah oh that's how you fell in love fell in love yeah I just heard your sing right I don't I don't know what the that
was I found a new chat to talk to good mine yeah okay good I want I want see you put your webcam on and show you show your big beautiful titties no all right one second I think I added
you I think I subscribed to you I want to go to bed one second he psych awareness psych awakens psyche awakens awaken psyche awakens he farted a condom out someone said yeah wow well I I would have almost did that tonight if I would have had sex but so I'm glad glad I didn't have sex tonight I'm glad I glad
I didn't but it was like it was just weird oh my gosh you have to dance for psych yeah I'd love to liy are you going by liy what are you going by he left the room oh he's on yeah he I think he had to go I think he like uh trying to
subscribe to me both incels of course psyche isn't on their time yeah I'm like you know I'm I'm I'm like a I'm like I'm just a cell not an incel incel is like involuntarily celibate I'm I'm voluntarily celibate but now I'm trying to get late and it's like it's like I'm getting frustrated because um just like I feel like I'm getting relationship
scammed by people and like that so I'm I think T I think grinder is not like a great place to meet people but the internet in general is not I should that what happened it just like cut out and and like really weirdly my my sound or my my my video yeah your
sound yeah I have a cheap phone I I need to upgrade my equipment here you know I don't know it keeps crashing I'm just like maybe it's like I still but I have like a fun chat I just I'm so little bit down I need to be like happier I me usually happy and so I was like so confident oh my gosh let's get happy dude come on get happy you saw my
tattoo Crystal oh I freaking did dude and I want to tell you I've been watching your streams I've been like like every time I get like I'm just like clean like I feel like every time I'm home I'm cleaning
and I'm watching your streams lately and I freaking enjoy it so freaking much you've been like you've been making lighthearted and fun and I I'm vibing so much thank you I'm happy I'm happy you like my my streams and I'm having I'm having
so much fun doing I just got my 2000 never see I never see the late night ones like the the the P Diddy ones right we're gonna I think we just started doing those and I I will continue doing those what he didn't give me blue balls I was like not even like it was not even like I just like I can tell like when someone's into me and it's like then I
get that's what it gets me attracted and stuff like that just didn't seem like he was interested and like kind of like was not really reciprocating I was like okay so then I got I get kind of offended and like it's not yeah it's not like attractive to me when someone's like not into me too I don't but then it's like you know man who are you
talking because I went on this guy I brought over tonight to my house the guy the guy the new guy oh okay yeah who's the panel guy that guy was what was that guy's name Iggy his name was Iggy why am I spending tax I spend your tax do on Tinder I'm spending it I spend it on grinder right yeah I'm I'm trying to be careful where did he go I don't know I think he may
had to go to the bathroom or something like that liy come back liy oh liy okay grinder yeah be careful I know it's not it's not it's not a safe place it's like it's a dangerous um Place full of full of um predators and scammers and people that are praying on other people and stuff like that or just people that just want to have sexy was a good you know he
was a good person being a good uh donator you know like a good like you know cute seemed cute but he seemed interested in you he seemed very interested in you listen he was being a good person to Good Times uh he's just a
follow follower of like the community okay but um and I think back in those days like at that time I think if Bjorn wouldn't have been like oh I I
love you I love you or whatever he was saying to me qust Moi you know qust Moi you know that kind of that came before blackout everybody always says blackout it qu movie but that was actually form by Bjorn back in the day anyways it
doesn't really even matter so the guy said Mo Jo Jupiter the guy said I look like Iggy Pop I think tonight he said I look like IG IG pop so so we are one said I'm on SSI or something I'm not on SSI not SSI I'm not I'm not on any government assistant I'm I'm fully um fully fully self
self-supporting right not on any government assistance how is he a ha or misle okay I don't know guys we're you're fake to I'm not on SSI I'm telling you I'm not an SSI I'm not using the system I don't government assistance not at all not even not on food stamps which everyone can get if they want you know it's like a more slander it's just more slander more accusations right I
know why don't they think that you're not like a famous Hollywood actress actress well it's like and how do I live without a job I'm sorry I forget I mean I'm able to I'm able to I'm able to support myself and my cats and stuff like that right not your business how I support how I live without a job right
as long as I'm living right not on government assistance I'm not yeah you may have never been Dexter in your entire life yeah well Dexter's pretty cute Dexter's pretty cute I I have that serial killer Vibes right like I'm not a serial killer the guy was tonight when he was like saying think he thought it was a Fed he was like he's like oh you're a fed and like that right
yeah you know guys I'm I'm I'm about to be monetized I got my 3,000 watch hours was in Hollywood yeah I live near Hollywood too and it's like I would love to be a famous Hollywood act don't tell everybody don't tell everybody I'm saying too much that's okay what did I live near Hollywood I live I live I tell
where where I live right I'm clearly mentally disabled well if I am then I should be getting disability right you're truly one and that is what have no eyeballs I have no eyeballs not you those the person said that oh yeah I heard from a
group that you are Oni but it's okay you got a lie to kick it you ain't got a lie to I don't know you heard from a group there's a group talking to me right there's a group talking about me i' i' love to hear they're saying all this kind of right oh my gosh there's no group talking about you don't worry about them I don't know who you know what honestly they're probably is cuz
listen when you start getting like they started harassing ing me like I told you with that whole trip kick thing and like the James thing they literally said the same thing about me when like Jimmy what's going on
manm what's going on with y'all why y'all got me up out of here last night I told you I was gonna show y'all something I want I wanted the woman to goddamn judge my dad bod okay Crystal can you judge his dad bod let's see I want to see Jimmy's body go ahead no no God godamn it put on full screen put on full screen
let's hold look now we ain't going on no full screen we that's weird man okay okay oh now now now now hold look I want the woman to D my dad B see what I'm saying what y think about my dad
B put on music oh hell no this is weird that's weird have music I like it a lot wow gy Jimmy thank you for doing that no no hey Chris what you think about my dad
B see what I'm saying now look I'm being real like y'all see this nice tit no nobody got no goddamn tits I'm saying look swoll out this what I'm saying y'all see y'all see a
y look you got beard TI KK I'm get flag because your CHS are so big they're bigger than uh that girl no Wells you got bigger chts than Kate I like it groovy Jimmy groovy Jimmy
bigger tits all the K like ah no nobody got T can't I'm tired I kind of like I kind of like a guy with like a little bit of a tits right I like I kind of like like guys with
a man moves man moves shut the up me I'm sorry see what I'm
saying script dude they were trying to say that I was like they asked asked me about or I mentioned okay I think it was like just topic of conversation where we were just like like who do you think uh trip
KCK is you know and I was like I always think I always think it's Kish because it's like womenly
in a sense uhhuh who is trip kick and then I feel like jany is like do you know who alien Andy is I'm not sure but um yeah Janny I'm not alen Andy okay alien Andy jany like whatever I mean it's like he insulted me and stuff
and started bring rumors about me and like that now people repeating and thinking they're true and stuff and but I don't know if that's true listen I'm not saying if I'm not saying that I know that that's who they are right I'm saying anyone can hide on the internet right we can all we can all have our own aliases we we don't even see you know most of the time they don't cam up or
anything they just are in chat talking right how are you guys doing tonight 19 people in the chat awesome I had said that before and I think like for whatever reason like they use that same I think she had mentioned it's just because she had got
clipped and she had mentioned trip kick you know cuz she had been clipped you know had beta had been clipped you know what I so they use literally the same script on her as they had done on me in the past
mhm yep it's like a formula it's like just like a trolling formula to yeah and it's weird it's really weird and they used Tommy James against me at back then and I kept telling Tommy like dude I'm not talking on you but at that time
Tommy did not want to hear any of it oh and I was just like you Tommy I'm talking on you you you know cuz then that's how it goes yeah people like the drama and stuff like I mean it's fun to like have like a little bit of drama but it's like it's also fun to like um it's also fun to like be able to like know that you're
with each other instead of like just being with right it's like you can with each other but that's not Tommy and I now Tommy and I are cool I'm just saying like at that time um you know it's it's just like a manipulation game I guess you could say right yeah I know it's just and it's like you're not supposed to respond and you're supposed to ignore and stuff
like that but it's just it bothers me when like it like people are like spreading rumors and stuff like that and like affecting other relation bad so bad so bad you know that they've made bad things up and like done like weird things and like and like even under my under like it's hell yeah it's crazy like look
somebody somebody was talking about you ran through all the uh whatam call it the sports bet money on you spend it on me or something these crazy me no I'm talking to Crystal with some little new Li talking about you spent all the uh NFL sports V bunny on meth or
something well there he go see it right well how how does anybody know anything I mean it's like crazy it's like these people do not know anything about our lives it's like except you know I share I share my life and stuff like that ever think I would I don't do drugs yeah I'm saying I know you don't but it was Barry it was that that goddamn pork
chop uh Barry running around with that lot right of course how how did he know how would he even know that like it's like people start saying things that they wouldn't even know like I just got told oh I'm on SSI or something like that like never told by a group I'm on SSI like what no maybe they're just trying to get me to say oh yes I'm on
SSI but no I'm not and I will defend myself and I don't want to like false narratives going out how's everyone doing yeah now you're trying to put false narratives out on me like you're trying to like me wow what did I do what I say I didn't say anything about
you who putting out false like Barry look Barry's putting out the false narratives well these guys nobody need should take these people seriously trying to like just just attack trying to get a to go I'm I'm saying he was all in the chat
running around with that goddamn lot right well block people in chat you can like ignore them I can block people on my chat like um um that are like slandering people or doxy and stuff like that and it's like I have mods watching out for that my chat's not about like um spreading gossip and stuff like that or
spreading rumors or like unsubstantiated stuff that we can never really no one could even know or who who even cares it's none of our business it's like especially people in the chat are like you know you know what the funniest part is is that everything that they say is like so terribly
false exactly they say anything they want no listen but these people there is people that actually hack like in real and then it makes it makes like me
like like these inent people it makes me scared of like a lot of these other people you got to have a thick skin to be on YouTube I mean to be even be in the chats you have to have like a you know troll troll proof you know I it's not that it's not TR you don't understand I don't I don't I'm probably I don't understand I probably don't I
don't know what you're talking about know when they get your credit card information your whole all that you have to start closing everything down yeah that's like fraud you know that's that's that's very illegal and it's very like I know it's very illegal and that's when people press charges and this is when things
get a little bit harder yeah well we don't need to talk about everything that happens on the you know what I mean right but but that's all you can also lie on the internet too so no one knows what the truth is right yeah who's the dumb either me I'm dumb I don't know I'm going a little slow tonight I'm just a little depressed are
you guys okay I got a question for both of y'all like look like do do do to do the Hispanics make some good enchiladas where y'all is at yeah I mean La so of course we have Mexicans here so they make the best inch here Mak very good man this crazy this
crazy day I had like some crazy inst why is this guys why does he sound like he's talking through what is he talking through I don't know Jimmy come on the screen I want to see your your tits what the is WR with you oh Jimmy is that you what are you
doing buddy hold what you talking about what I'm doing what what did you think about the dad B I loved it I love it I didn't even see it w I wasn't paying attention I was just listening I have the phone on T I saw they're luscious out of here with that with that with that uh with that Momo it's like we ain't on that type of time
that was for the ladies I want I want I was trying to show Chris Marita and them the dad B come on excuse me appreciate yeah we appreciate it a hello hello ladies y'all let me know what y'all thought about motherfucker's dad bot oh ladies in the chat let him know
he doesn't want to hear from me go go ahead and let him know in the chat you SE you're not dumb I'm talking about these lame ass MFS and they be crying when they're ass oh yeah I know I don't know what's going on in chat right now we have people from their channel here like all trolling it's cool it's cool that's cool I'm just complaining about my date and stuff like that so I'm like in a bad I'm in a little bit of a bad mood but I still feel like streaming right now I
took GHB so I'm like a little bit like my head's kind of spinning and stuff and I'm plus I'm like I was drunk earlier so and I'm been awake all day Jimmy sucks okay no I think I don't think Jimmy sucks which which one of them which one of the says that okay
HR I know HR see what I'm saying she's yeah HR be grooving see I'm saying she's a she just hating in the chat I'm saying pic Graham is here I like pico Graham I think I I I know him from from uh several chats Mojo Joo jup Juniper's here what's up guys I'll do readings if
anyone wants to I like that's what I was gonna say I like joined again because I didn't want to feel rude like I like you said you're going to do a reading and then but now I gotta go be hold on okay got you but no listen I didn't want to be rude and I got off the phone but I I
am really tired okay well I'll do a reading for you if you want me to while you use the bathroom or or you can okay you know we'll figure whatever you want would want yeah let me let me know let me know if you if you get tired I'll you know you guys
want I'll just go for you real quick look get my cards up
I should have listened to Meer I should have listened to Meer about the whole thing I wouldn't had the terrible date oh back to the melad I think I think somebody put some goddamn FedEd cheese or something in the melad over like one of the melad I had today so I was selling crack saying on on the Block and all that and know
we fell out the spot man I think they have some FedEd cheese in them enchiladas man you ever y'all ever seen somebody put some feted cheese in enchiladas some some uh spanic people that was
crazy come on man I actually about the feta cheese and
enchiladas like a good white cheese or something like that right like a CO coach cheese I don't know what it's called it's like a good uh good good white cheese not a a Mediterranean cheese it's kind of interesting but I'm sure they taste good Jimmy when how many girlfriends do you have Jimmy being asked let see Jimmy you need to pay the
child support you them there's whole Jimmy have a bunch of your army here tonight uh I I don't know about an army there's probably some haters that's probably some haters in the chat okay that's cool they I think they hate me they they don't seem to hate you
though now I was in the gas station and earlier it was some was asking me if I was goddamn if I was in Florida see what I'm saying like automatically thing look think I'm a goddamn type of a black Cuban or something see what I'm
saying man you got that goddamn you like you like you speak Spanish I speak Spanish lot of people in California speak Spanish because we have so many many Mexicans here I love we right by the border we got a whole lot of Mexicans over in
Texas saying that's that's why people think that uh it's crazy in California come to Texas all the essay got guns and all of that stuff it's up say well I'm sure there's like a lot more Mexicans in Texas but there's like a lot like there's every race here like there's La has every race it's like
crazy there's like many uh many variety of people in La definitely people from all over the country and also the best looking people too come to California too to like try to get an entertainment industry and you know make it out here and like that it's a hard it's a very competitive place it's it's all about who you know and like you know it's like
all competition I don't even like to play that game I just like to oh look uh how many breaths was shown last night oh I don't want to interrupt you guys going on you good how many breasts were showing last night I don't know I saw a few I think I saw a few nipples
but it's like uh they're all privated now but uh there was a nip slip and I think there might have been some flashing and Joker twerks I I was half naked the whole time so I can't I can't say anything yeah everyone okay everyone okay in chat okay do you want a reading Crystal oh
yeah I'm so tired but yeah okay okay okay okay I got you cards okay okay hold on hold on hold on okay so I got the devil reversed and so you're overcoming some of some kind of like addiction or some kind of like attachment to the material realm the devil's in revers it's like you're overcoming any of this neg any of this
negativity or maybe you got out of a contract or something like that so I see you in this Queen of Pentacles energy we have the devil revers you have the Queen of Pentacles so you're like coming into your you know your abundant you're like you're able to make money manifest things you're like out of this devil energy also you're you
CED this opportunity this new thing that will make you really happy it's it's also a win it's a w it's also from uh a hand from God handing you something that's making you happy because you've been heartbroken coming out of this too t of Swords reversed okay one more for you you got the sun card so it's like this you're all you're going to be very very happy it's going to be this is the happiest card in the deck the sun's
coming out after that all that betrayal and everything You' been handing new opportunity you're abundant and you're overcoming um something in the material world some kind of some kind of attachment to the material world so I hope you like that I do I don't know what attachment that's could be I mean it's like it's like we're all attached to the physical
physical world in some way but um you know it's like we have to remember our spiritual self and so I I don't know necessarily what it is sometimes it's like a talk relationship I tell you that I've been cleaning and it's like a really like I
have like a hard attachment to like throw away like um like really expensive things right you want to throw away expensive things well you know don't throw away expensive things like you just donate to charity and stuff or um or find another use for them right but yeah cleaning is
always a good thing it's always good to clean it's spring cleaning and you know always clear stuff but like there's only so much you can throw away and like uh they take so much and you know yeah you can I don't know yeah you're right I don't know I'm I'm probably not right I don't I don't I don't think I
know very much anymore I'm just like I'm not best of character what kind of psychic am I if I can't predict how my grinder day won will go right or if I can't control my chat both seems to hate me well like listen like okay for instance how many
times am I gonna redo this table that cost me like you know $600 oh you know what I mean how many times am I going to do this it's like been 20 years right well $600 table sounds like it's probably high quality you know you can always repurpose it or
like put a table I've been repurposing it for 20 years like for years is is it just down to like now it's like hardly there the tables it fine it's fine it's doing fine it's just like it's fine it's fine there's nothing
wrong with it okay good well I'll let you go to bed Crystal and thank you for coming on the show you know what I'm saying that it's just like sit like 20 years older like right why am I still like and I hold on to this thing that is like really really
that convenient in the spot for my kitties and everything right well just leave it out in the curb and maybe someone someone else will pick it up yeah you know what I'm sizzling though like I don't want to get like I have like an attachment issue with like and I don't even like keep a
lot of right well $600 an expensive table it should be lasting you 20 years right it's like you know you want to hold on to expensive things like that well yeah it came with four chairs huh it came with four chairs good just put some put in another room
or something like that I don't know like uh or donate it to Salvation Army you know it's like you know you get a new table you know what I'm saying though like it's not really all that convenient in this room anymore right y something life is like that it's like life is
a for the kitties for the kitties you know more convenient for the kitties yeah that should be yeah should yeah it's like you want to make the house for the kitties and accessible yeah it's not really that
great anymore you know it was years well maybe it will be good you can you can revarnish it or something to it I it it looks so cool it looks so cool dude it's so cool if nothing else you y firewood and something something right I
can't even like it looks so cool I did so good on it there's like no way I want to like see this is why the attachment is cuz this thing look like when I bought it and then I like SED it and like made
it and I was like you know what I'm G to scuff it all up and like may like because I live like where there's like a lot of trees and so I wanted like tree area you know like I want like you know like to like
blend in with scenery well wonderful so I made like Farm you know and I scuffed it all up you know yeah well that's that's that's called like what is it called like that's like a it looks really Su smooth it's called um it's called
um I don't know it's called rustic or something like that or or shabby or shabby my hair is Silky Smooth right like my skin is too so good yes you look handsome thank you I wish my date would
have thought that tonight but no oh look at your hair it looks so amazing thank you I think I think it looks kind of greasy and like not perfect but yeah not the hairline the hairline yeah yeah that's where my horns used to
be you see like the little horn place for my horn for thank you yeah I think I look good with the shaved and I my hair looks better with the shaved I didn't need my haircut I think you got a shower tonight fits it fits it looks great thank you so much you're so sweet you're
beautiful like um I think I'm most beautiful chat most beauti full panel really awesome people awesome friends I have the most awesome show and it's like that's why I came right here after this horrible date and I like and I wanted to talk to you guys thank you guys for the
compliments okay thank you so much I can't believe you had a horrible date that is insane to me oh I've had many horrible dates so it's like you know it's like not it's not it's not easy it's not easy dating sucks that's why I don't go on grinder but it's like I just tried it
again and then I regret it now right did not go well did not go well yeah thank you moo Jo I had a nice shape I I got shaped well you'll find the right one maybe it's not I'm fine being alone and stuff like that you know what kitties are good too you know just
friendly and like you can always do your dates right have fun I I get late any time like I just would like to like meet somebody that was like like cool like spend time with and like make out and like cuddle with and like hug and stuff except for some people but keeps dying I'm sorry except
for some people would but without them there would be for the show right yeah we're having a good show I mean it's like this is entertaining love will happen naturally if it's supposed to happen it will happen it's like I like if it's not supposed to happen it won't it's like I believe in fate I believe in like divinely orchestrated um Partnerships and things like that I just would like it you know like like it to happen with somebody that I want and
stuff like that that that really loves me that it's not just trying to use me and stuff like that you know it's not always easy we be agreeing all the time yeah I I don't with like hawaian you need somebody tropical tropical I like I like I like Islanders I like uh you know sens
Hawaiians piji I like Puerto Ricans I like Cubans I like I like I like everybody I like Dominicans um I like black people Canadians Mexicans um colians you know whatever whatever I like I like someone just someone I don't know I me I see you somewhere tropical tropical yeah I would like to I
would I'd like to go to like an island like kitties yes I want to have a I want to have kitty Island I just have kitty Island that's kind of like my Discord is like my my my little kitty Community like like everyone loves cats Copic of cancer yeah um I you have cats
Crystal yes I have two cats and I have two little baby kitties that I'm fostering oh that hopefully I well they're going to the vet this
week and then I know a family that will possibly okay they lost their dog not too long
ago and so the kitties might be in store for them because I don't want a dog anymore oh Kitty gang b k someone El T she was doing so show Jimmy you look like the new famous people who think you're a serial killer
on Tik Tok I know I get well yeah Jimmy looks like a serial killer too I get the serial killer thing all the time I don't know Jeffrey dmer dmer or who was deed Bundy or yeah Bundy Dexter definitely Dexter
too you're you're an actor over Dexter I it I I'm kind of an actor I used to I to be plays gay people are in drama and stuff like that but that's why they're all a lot of them are theater I think a lot of Hollywood is gay
like you know they say that Dexter looks like Tom Brady too as well I have soku eyes you know soku eyes I have the kind of s eyes where it's like I think that's mean like the whites of your eyes are like wher on the bottom or something serial killer eyes everybody I don't know if I have serial
killer eyes I think I have do I have serial killer eyes Crystal my eyes oh my gosh you might you might just oh I'm not I'm not a Ste
killer I'm a lover not a fighter I know but listen I did hear that there's like a thing they say that like the whites on the bottom
SSE a lot of people have those no no they don't no a lot of people don't do I have them well well don't pull your eyes out like that stop
well act normal act normal that no you don't have them when you act normal okay I don't have someu eyes guys so I don't have serero killer eyes oh myself from stage he's a killer don't trust this man yeah I'm not a killer I don't I'm not a
killer I would I would not her to fly I my I am Norm I'm my last name is bit his eyes are normal now he was just like making him weird am not Mak I swear my eyes are just normal right now I'm just trying to they're normal are they big stop
it can see yeah I I I have like kind of reptilian eyes sometimes like where like they like shape shift a little bit sometimes are like little slits I'm not looking into your eyes not what are you looking at well I'm not going to look into your eyes I don't know what kind of you're
on not I some GHB I took a cap of GHB he left the bottle of it I supposed to leave a bottle so I can get the or something oh my the I wasn't even I don't even know I know I don't I don't know anymore I'm
just all I know you don't even know anymore I don't even know anymore I'm just I just know I'm just like just living I got that I got the the tattoo over my heart and that's gonna be my uh I'm gonna have that when I pass away yep the kitties because that's my heart be the kitties forever how's
everyone doing the Sun so sweet that's so sweet I feel like the man they're picking on you guys like they're going to pick on you too like it sucks I know oh yeah I've been picked on all my life so I'm used to it but it's like it's it's okay it's like I have enough people that love me and stuff like that I just like you know it's like I just don't understand what it's about
like get I get picked on on my dates I get picked on my my my chat right you guys are not I know you guys aren't doing anything out of like weird like you know like I don't know how to explain it but people
take uh things way different than what it really was or is you know what I mean you just can't have fun anymore and people you know just blow it up right well it's like I don't even have I don't I have fun just like being myself and stuff like that and it's like uh but and I go into chats and it's like I I hate
on everybody and stuff like that and it's like people get mad at yeah I hate that they're picking on beta though well I know but but Bea like has a thick skin and she like she can give it right back and stuff like that it's like you know but she is very sensitive about it and I there's like everyone everyone's sensitive in a way to be picked on stuff yeah and she is very sensitive I'm telling you she a I like myself you know
I'm actually you know I put on a hard shell but I'm super sensitive A lot of people with with their hard it's to protect and stuff like that it's like a little bit of a wall to like but just like at least like at Lea will like people will she'll fight with people and then you know Lisa jordano
she fight with people and then she'll like be all arguing and stuff and then like she'll like be in the car later and start crying and stuff because because she has like she's very sensitive and like she'll just think about what they said and like she'll start crying and stuff she's very because she's a cancer so she's very cancer cancers are very very sensitive they're very uh they're water signs right um Scorpio
Pisces we have the same I think we have I have the same birthday as who as me as Alisa Alisa oh yeah so you're okay you're a cancer too yeah and Lisa is also cancer and plus Scorpio Moon and Scorpio ascendant so that's very very
watery like very emotional also very like magical and uh very very dangerous to with because it's like the the Scorpio is kind of dangerous to mess around with they have the sharp singer right patrons a water sign yeah I have the only water
I have in my chart is Lilith in the 10th house um and scor Scorpio your Pisces yep Pisces the R by Neptune cancer Ru by the moon cancer goes through all these moon phases the cancer is the Moon Moon card too Pisces yeah Pisces is and Jupiter I think Ru
rules rules rules Pisces and that's the worst part is the moon part right go through phases and stuff like that and so it's like you go through emotional phases and it's like you know so it's like and but also the cancers when it's full moon the cancers will be able to see like ghosts and things like that they're like very like yeah very you know it's so
crazy is I was cleaning my bathroom and I've been like cleaning like every part of my bathroom like literally like every single piece of makeup all that in my bathroom
and I found two pennies and I still haven't looked at them and I found a dime but they were perfectly symet they were symmetry like on each corner of like uh the bathroom the medicine cabinet I
guess you would call it a medicine I don't have any medicine in there but yeah the medicine cabinet um but there was two pennies I haven't looked at the two pennies there was two pennies in a dime I wonder what that means look at the dates and stuff like that on them maybe there I haven't
looked at the two pennies I just looked at the dime tonight it said 1999 okay 1999 upside down is 6661 I graduated 1999 High School I turned 18 that Year how's everyone doing in chat are we having fun or is like are
is everyone sick of me already about guys I'm getting monetized now I'm about I already got my 3,000 hours I got my subscribers I'm getting monetized I'm very excited I just I'm just kind of down tonight because I had my horrible date but he was cute though he was cute un fortunately he was not in me two pennies after Trump is getting a total rid of pennies well two so you on 12 cents you know that you know what it
means that you got 12 cents extra money in your pocket amazing sassy your mom passed at 9 five it's amazing it leads 101 today wow 101 that's amazing yeah my grandparents were alive they'd be well into their hundreds now so it's
like there wouldn't be a lot oh my gosh so is everyone okay I don't know are you okay Crystal are you a little bit of a troll Crystal little what are you a little bit of a troll
sometimes troll that are you Joker Joker don't talk to me that way is that joker no that's me that's me oh Joker's not I can't hear it's it's breaking up I I love talking to you though you're
like you're you're I love have you have you on the show and you're like such a supporter and everything and yeah do show she hates you small lady says you hate her yeah I don't know I think everyone's kind of like has littleit trolling them you know it's it comes out the right times the right
people sometimes and sometimes it comes out you know try to I try to troll the right people if I ever troll but I'm not have a little you have like good energy I'm not like over here like dude there's like certain times certain things for certain
places right you know if we're chilling I'm not going to like act out and like try to like entertain the reason back to the chat and stuff like that I think oh my gosh I can't your thing is up maybe it's
mine oh it's like it's like buzzing
so is that better Crystal dropped out how's everyone doing guys Jimmy has a how do you know Jimmy oh Jimmy so you've seen his eyes before yeah jimm he's very attractive though he's cute I never saw groovy Jimmy thank you for coming gby Jimmy and all your chat and stuff your
little army what everyone doing look at my eyes into my eyes am I crashing out I don't know sadly yes I'm doing okay I think I'm doing okay got 24 people in the chat anyone want to talk about anything anyone want to come on the panel any want to have a fun we'll have a you can have a diddy party
oh it's okay I fixed my audio too I think I my speaker phone you can hear it now okay perfect can you hear me now Tommy can you hear me yeah I should they shouldn't have taken that GHP it got me all up color eyes would you say you have Jimmy well you talking is Jimmy in the chat I don't know are you talking to me
I have I have green eyes or hazel eyes hazel eyes Behind These Hazel Eyes audio is good guys okay we're doing good yeah just had a kind of a bummer night now I'm like bummed out and it I sound great thank you very
much I'm great hope I look great I'm gonna Takei off my shirt maybe where is no my name is not John I'm not Jimmy what everyone thinks I'm groovy Jimmy I'm me take off my shirt Tommy can you hear me the Tommy movie is really good Tina Turner's in it
and she plays the Gypsy Acid Queen hi Meer what's up to take off my shirt she have I'm gonna have my own Diddy party yeah who take off my shirt now because I have the cool tatto
black cat angry black cat I had a feeling I should do
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I'm a gypsy an acid Queen tear your soul apart here I know this guy doesn't know what he's missing out on he didn't know he's missing out on like I have a great big old SCH right G gbh I don't know yeah I don't know I just think just left
this little container on my on my iaint I fainted because Pig tall is there right yeah I painted I'm back I think I look good with this tattoo though I think I like it on my it's my first chest tattoo I just have one on my back back my neck my
back actually I'm not a bottom and so it's like it would have been a disaster if I would have had sex with that guy I would not have been able to right a the queen SE was wild yeah that's crazy that was I saw the play tomm me too that was pretty cool um and I saw it on Broadway actually in New York but I love that the who movie I love um who's
Karen Black and Roger Roger do do dalry and Tina Turner and Elton John's in it really good um really good movie I just can't play any more songs from movies I got a warning today on YouTube I can't play songs anymore I'm getting too popular getting too popular
don't get in trouble for boobs I don't get in trouble for for uh nudity I just get in trouble for playing songs isn't that crazy how's everyone doing well most of it was filmed near you okay yeah is that in uh New York or
I think it was England maybe England for KKK M you feel out of your comfort zone but b t aren't you aren't you like some you're aren't you part Moen why are you a KKK member feel out of your comfort zone here why this is not a KKK Riley here just
very very white your South England yeah Elton John that was a good movie though I love I love
Tommy I love musicals I love Phan of the Opera lame is a Rob not sure about the movies as much I like I love the plays I love those plays wow I'm getting I'm feel up with that GHP now whoa I'm getting you're a Samoan KKK member that's interest I I there's like there's black KKK members it's crazy it's like you can't really tell who's under that robe sometimes
right and I don't know why black people join the KKK what was a Pooky hit one yeah I I don't know twirl the Pooky right what's up Crystal it's me it's me
oh I want to tell you one thing I love about you yeah I love that you um make these guys like feel uncomfortable like these guys say some of the the most terrible things to the
girls you don't even say bad things to the guys okay if you were you know what I mean and you are making them feel uncomfortable when you're not even saying the half the that they say to us okay I hear that I hear that yeah and
I find it I love it when you do it and it makes me uh laugh and just Glory just like it just like brightens my entire soul more guys to hit on I I need guys everyone bringing some hot guys over here I'll hit on any any guys especially if they're pigs and stuff like that I'm
happy I'm happy to like to serve them some of what they dish out you know see if they can handle it handle if they like uh they like it for me and stuff me joining the KK is like you joining Palestine big tall said okay yeah I'm I don't understand Palestine I don't know politics like that I either I don't
really want to know yeah I just want to I just want people to get along I think there's you know I agree come on can't we all just get along we're all people and it comes down to it it's like you know we're all human beings and like Wars are just kind of fought by the governments and things like that for stupid reasons and stuff so King Rob is in the building what's up guys I'm sorry
I'm like a little bit down tonight I'm sorry a little bit down oh but I just wanted to tell you that well thank you I appreciate that that's a beautiful compliment I want to say thank you for like always just being kind is kind and nice to me and supporting my channel and oh I love I love your freaking energy I
love that you're uh positive you you take the like man so well I wish like I like adore the way you like you guys handle like that's what I love about beta like Bea is
like so good at that like like I like I wish I could be more like that you know like I could just like whatever people like to just make up about you and you just don't care right and I know Tommy like I know
there's there is okay a level you don't care right but when people start saying like things about your body and like making like weird up and like saying that you're doing this and that with your body like that is gets weird okay it
gets it gets uncomfortable uh I don't like it and it's been like people have been doing that for to me for like a while now that's like super not okay and now like I think I'm GNA be okay well you know you you know you know
yourself you know you know the truth and stuff like that so no matter what people say it's like as long as you know the truth and it's like you know your loved ones will know the truth and things like that and people that love you will know the truth and just like it's just a bunch of bunch of um sad trolls that just like make up and like will say the whatever um will try to hurt you the
worst right yeah and I go hard as I'll go hard dude yeah it's good I mean I I I will like I'll bite with troll I mean it's like I'll wrestle with the trolls I don't feed the trolls I wrestle with them and I will like you know give it back to them and stuff like like that but it's like I'm a fighter I have my
Mars in my first half and so I have like this like fighting Spirit right and so it's like and things things do uh I do like to address things and I do like to tell the whole truth and so that's why I get annoyed because I tell such whole truth that it's like but it's like there's nothing really nothing else to say I I em I embarrass myself but what I say people
say I'm too cocky but I you're being watched we're all being watched we're all being watched me we're all being watched this is like surveillance it's really hurtful to me that I've been well I'm like in a community I'm
like so stuffy sitting this way oh cuz I have a deviated septum anyway I had a nose job I don't know if I had a deviated septum I had a nose job just see how nice my nose is nice oh it looks beautiful thank you used to look
like a used to look like a parrot's beak looked like a bird looked like a bird but now it looks like this whole it was handsome I bet you had such a cute nose before too it wasn't it wasn't kind of like yes it was it was not cute it was a it was like a yeah it was L like a
looked like a two Sam or something like that oh my gosh why is that not cute I don't know do you see how cute the tip is now this tip I didn't have this tip before this was like that is a cute tip thank you I had a very good surgeon I got when I was 17 years old I got my uh my nose my nose done like I was very supported by my family
in doing that because I kind of like well you know we I think we all few of us in our family have have nose jobs and stuff like that because some of us had a big nose my father had a my father had a very
big nose like a big kind he um he always good in it see I'm like such a weirdo too
because like a particular nose or like that could be like a a beautiful thing right well it's like you know like my grandfather always say like the bigger than knows like the like the smer you're supposed to be or like you know you're supposed to be like a he said
like it was it was was a good thing right
yeah I still have a big nose ear the bigger the nose and the bigger the ears is the smarter and I have this like little thing on my ear too I have this like little let's see oh it's like this little this little tip right there on my ear oh gosh yeah I shouldn't have taking that GHP guys I'm like weird
right now that was crazy tasted like tasted like perfume or something like that how are you guys doing like perfume it tasted just bad it tastes like a I don't know if it tasted like but it doesn't smell but ter what is this supposed to taste like I don't know just mether what do GHB
supposed to taste like you got the oen Wilson nose yeah I just have the oen Wilson you yeah I don't know it's it tastes like chemic some kind of chemical and stuff I'm just glad it wasn't a poppers something my gosh please don't do drugs no more no I just it's GHB it's like you know it's like a little H it's like little party water I don't know get
people like get people do a lot of drugs usually it's like we uh we're known for like experimenting on with drugs because you know I can make DMT too I know how to make DMT I know had a I you know whenever I quit One Drug I started another drug so now I drink a lot of
alcohol it's even worse I out of my mind these days but uh I like mushrooms I do like mushrooms I just they're they're hard to get for me because I you know but I do like mushrooms I want to get um I want to grow them and stuff like that I like I can make DMT yeah biggish someone likes
biggish noses Barbara strand nose yeah it's not good yeah depressant drug someone says depressant drug GHB is a depressing drug me it slows down messages traveling between the brain and body GBL yeah so it's yeah so my that's why my brain is like going very slow I don't know if this guy was sent
into what are you talking about I don't know small no this is that's slanderous you know please someone can a mod um time that person out for 24 hours or oh yeah no he's not chemicals yeah it tastes like chemicals D drugs are chemicals we're chemicals
right we're we're our brain is chemicals weed is a chemical you know THC all all these things are are chemicals even food is food is chemical compound right even food is chemicals right what will burn your skin the GHB yeah it didn't burn me it didn't burn me is
that where do the uh the thingies come from like you know when you see like people that do drugs uhhuh they have like marks like welps like right like
wounds well depending on the drug you know that some people pick their skin and things like that and some people some like there's a strug called crocodile that is supposedly like turns your skin into like crocodile skin and like that and uh yeah um big toall drinks 10 monsters a day but that's drinking a lot of caffeine caffeine is a drug right all these are
drugs um yeah know there's depressants there stimulants it's like we we all have a different chemical makeup that and things will affect us differently we can all find like our we can all be functional on some kind of drug right and dysfunctional in others it's best to be in moderation but I've tried every drug I've done every drug there is
practically they need to invent some new drugs I wish Quaaludes would come back right dude never you know what's weird is like I've only done drugs that were prescribed and I don't even know what they were CU probably like I couldn't pronounce them
uhhuh and um was like for like you know like a week or whatever well yeah the pharmace pharmaceutical company you know it's like all these all these drugs are like um you know very powerful and they're not natural and they're they're just basically basically
for the pharmaceutical company I would never I don't do drugs I don't like drugs I'm not a like I don't know I really like try to stay away from people always my whole life that do drugs well yeah there's with the
drug Crowds Are like toxic people sometimes they're just like they can be like um you know like narcissists gangstalkers Psychopaths like the all all these yeah but also other people like can use drugs too and like you're fine
and fun you know what or not like and they're just this psychic know right some people some people could use need need drugs to say St stay sane you know it's like this like a what's
the uh Xanax volume like C some people down the ad all I would be a terrified yeah well my friend Brandy oh
sorry okay bry's your friend brandy brandy the alcohol or what here never mind never mind never mind take this story back okay no worries no worries I'm just a little slow slow tonight I'm probably like things are just going over my head
like a little bit a little bit slow see yeah these are G me well somebody she' given me something we were like a show and I was having like a panic attack and she like gave me a piece of a
pill and she was like this is for anxiety and I was like I think I'm going to have more an anxiety attack taking this and I was like I'm not taking it and she put it in my drink and she told me I put it in your drink and I got so up
dude I got so that well you're not supposed to like mix things with alcohol really right it's like I think that's that was my problem I mix the GHB with alcohol tonight and it's like it was not very good for me I think he was supposed to maybe he was supposed to leave that GHB here so I take the GHB and then like maybe he was paid to do that or something like that um I don't
know I don't know it's weird days hear the show me scared them a living out of me like my own friend drag me dude that's scary well they mean she she like told you about it right I get she here like and I was like no I ain't taking
that oh gosh yeah I told her I wasn't taking yeah drugs we can we can all do drugs and and there's different chemical reactions and stuff like that and so it's like you know we got we have to be careful you know um what we take but you
know I'm sure uh sure I'll be okay no drugs dude I'm like no except for gummies dude yeah gummies I heard mushroom gummies are really good like the um or weed gummies or mushroom gummies like especially micro does yeah it's okay Caesar it's okay U micro do um gummies are supposedly
cure depression and stuff like that or micro doing other drugs too like just like a tiny little bit of the drug will have a effect on you and stuff like that I think we like take huge amounts of drugs and you I think I'll be okay I you'll be I mean everybody has
like their thing right like everybody knows what they can like handle I can't I would never yeah well part of it is experimenting though because you don't know sometimes how you're going to react to things and stuff like that so it's experimenting part partially I'm down to
experiment I've I've done plenty of experimenting but I think my experimenting days are are over can kill me I don't know I don't know Caesar I don't know Caesar I don't know if it can kill me I've survived this far been a lot worse a lot worse shroom gummies make you even more depressed yeah so you have to it different things will work for
different people I had know people that take shroom gummies and they're like it's cured their depression shroom gummies yeah well I know people that do and they has cured their depression and things like that when when like no other thing would yeah I don't know about depression situation I heard I heard mushrooms and
mush like mushrooms are like like good for depression like and especially micro does of it I'm probably depressed all the time but I just like like live life right like as long as it's not dehab or it's like it prevents you from like living life you know it's like or makes
like life not fun anymore and stuff like that like that's what some depression can do there's there's super uh there's super good ways to like you get out of depression just like naturally you can exercise work out you know like run like get exercise that is
really good yeah exercise and do things you love and like find a find a fun hobby and like you know fall in love and stuff like that but uh I don't know I'm having a weird day but you know know like I never
really work out like longer than like two weeks or so but those two weeks like get my mind cleared and sit ready for myself to get all like know up again I'm down to always get up I'm like such a partyer like I can't
like I'm just like my life is a party now right it's like I just have fun but it's like hard because it's like you know you get hung over and like you're like forget to sleep don't forget to sleep yeah I well I will I was I know I've been up all day I took a six mile walk
today and so hey Jamie what's what's up today I took a six mile walk today and it's like and then I had my date and stuff like that so um yeah think I hope I'll I hope it'll be okay Cesar Cesar I'll be okay what's up guys yeah I came on here for a second we stay I'm so tired okay good night I love you
thank you have a great night I love you thank you Crystal thank you guys yeah I don't know should I should I like leave leave the stream is I too much tonight I too much should should have done I will be okay I'll be just fine guys I made it this far made this far I'll continue making
it this far if I don't it's my time to go no I'm not worried about it right does not kill me makes me stronger I don't know like but you guys can monitor me monitor me make sure I'm okay um you're taken sorry all the goodl
looking men are always taken I know it's so sad well the I know yeah goodl looking men are always taken right where can we search you can okay search to me you can search me on anywhere I'm psyche awakens everywhere
everywhere all over YouTube everywhere find me on Instagram okay you go okay bye Cesar where can we search you search for
me in your dreams I'll be there Freddy Krueger mask how are you guys doing anyone want to hop on panel anyone want to ask any more questions I'm just like had a weird 48 Hours yeah me too I don't
know had a weird day too do I ever sleep yes I sleep I I I sleep all the time every day feel like I'm awake tonight though hanging out until sun comes up Sunday watch much love okay I love you Mojo Joe thank you I'm sorry I don't want to be a downer tonight I don't me
to be a downer I'm just like your heterosexual Greek God okay where can find me on YouTube You're You Found Me already I'm psyche awakens right just have to or Instagram psyche awakens on Instagram Psy awakens um most places I'm not that many places though I'm me Instagram and YouTube search
psyche awakens what sup X how are you you see my new tattoo X
know what nope one a no Ro Joe is getting ready to fight the Powerpuff Girls I like him and Sedusa from the to how many hours do I sleep well I usually will sleep from like um no like 300 in the morning until
like noon and then like I'll take a nap again oh like I I sleep all day not lying about anything what are you lying about what I tell you the truth I tell you everything I will tell you everything you want to know I'll tell you everything my eyes so
big better just see you I don't lie oops I don't have a reason to lie open book what am I lying about just tell me what am I lying
about only thing I know is that this grinder date probably tried to Dr drug me or something like that or do something and like you didn't do anything else not very fun very fun feel like it was a setup set up set up set I paid for
it there's just monit for me make sure I'm okay my eyes eyes okay can you take my my blood pressure can you take my my
vitals my daugh look at the skeleton just love my tattoo though love my be a kitty gang
I got high for my tattoo got hi doing that tattoo serotonin how's everyone doing 30 people in the chat everyone's being very quiet and the panel's very quiet tonight why everyone's just want watching me why is everyone watching me not
talking come on you take another bite I don't know I should I take another sip of my bottle of huge bottle of GHB this person left in my house for some reason poisonous should not have taken that when I'm
drinking are you okay Patricia why is everyone sad why is everyone sad I just had a bad Tinder date not Tinder date Grinder like someone told me on the other channel you look like cyrex from Team i' offended you oh thank thanks a lot cyrex from Teemu me come on oh God you know that you know guys you're you're
dicks um your my my date gave me drugs you g me drugs eyes be bigger than your stomach yeah it's okay can handle it he left drugs here he left Big B of GHB here it's a bad day it was actually I had a great day actually I had a I had a manicure I had a a shave
yeah well whatever whatever do I sound like Cyrax right no I'm fine I'm much better looking at Cyrax he has scabs on his head he looks like a green he looks like a not Green Goblin but he looks like a goblin It Was a Good Day Today Was a Good Day Ice Ice Cube
right um sure I can Sean are you gonna support my channel and and be a be a supporter and a friend and not talk trash about me and like not be mean to me I'm you you have to swear it swear it swear on swear it swear it to me Sean
swear I had a good day well today might be a bad day it was a bad date it's not a bad day it's not even a bad date really it was just sucky date sucky date sucky suck suck yes yes I can mod you back I can mod you back
okay you tell your heart no and walk in the other direction right I'm being blocked from coming on the panel I don't know why um I don't know is trolls I don't know I think 90% of my chat is trolls it's probably Sean you're GNA give him Pi P picks if you mod him he's going you
I don't even know what he looks like it's okay Sean you can be a mod I need all the good mods I can get how are you Jamie I don't know I don't know if anyone likes me anymore I never tried GSB personally I always more of a farming guy he was my druggy dude I did know someone who at least a gallon of GHB on Deck The Wild
yeah me congratulations on G no me is not marrying me me doesn't like me anymore I don't think anyone likes me I'm not sure and I think V likes me I like myself that's fine Jamie likes
me Alli likes me maybe I don't know I don't know who likes me or not it's very confusing someone must like me because four people like the chat five people now 30 people in the chat guys can you hit the like button
there's five likes and there's 30 people in the chat yeah as long as I like myself someone must like my channel though 30,000
views um 30,000 views um 3,000 watch hours he yo he yo 1,640 subscribers not bad not bad at all
I need love I need love I need
love sorry I need love I'm never gonna um go on another date in my life so done with I'm done with dating done with guys I'm turning lesbian
I'm just getting back together with my girlfriend Rosie Palm left Lefty Lucy I don't know Rosie Palm whatever the left hand is my me in my hands just you in your hands I what song is that pink your hands the Tinder but Tinder is like for
straight people isn't it is it for straight people or gay people I'll go to grinder I'll go to grinder let me let me check it out there any more any more Secret Service spies sent to like with me see how am I doing it looks interesting look at this guy has a
cat KY gang he's too young though he's 21 what the why is 21 year old right me um how about this guy not my
type not really my type this guy hey hold on hey he's cute I think I don't know maybe yes he is look I'll BR him back hello
I just said I wasn't going to go on grinder anymore like R think Sor is little Sora is a little Sora Sora I just know scoro um yeah I get a lot of messages
today I don't feel like it's going very well going well everyone doing nuh not not not a read me know ask me another
way all these people online at 3 in the morning that's crazy 4 in the morning she go to bed soon h h no one's really cute find one cute guy you Hearts is Killing Time online yeah let's we can all hang out here I'm sorry it's like a
little bit of a Downer Downer panel should be like hyper but I'm not I'm like in a bad mood this guy this guy's kind of oh my God very hairy hairy this guy
is yeah what do you guys feel like doing come on the panel or something chat with me come chat with me and and a big big T you don't have to tell me like people telling me I look like Cyrax you know that bothers me right you know doesn't really bother me because I know I don't but it's not very
nice thing to say did Chris who's Chris Chris Chris Hall CH Chris is a straight guy there killing time just killing
me no I I'm not feeling like even if I so I don't care boo okay no I'm not interested in Chris Hall I'm not interested in Chris not he's a very nice guy though he's he's more interested in he's a straight guy he told me he's
stra I have to respect every's boundaries right not getting Chris Hall yeah I'm really I'm really interested in dating big tall oh yeah you're straight too
H guys are really freaking me out tonight curious about the March 1 thing yeah 31 maybe it's like a portal or something 31 is 32 is it 33 almost 33 31 was the day I got monetized and I
got a manicure got my tattoo I got I had a really terrible date so yeah sitting here with my tattoo I love my tattoo though that's exactly what I wanted
beautiful beautiful I love it anything I'm really happy got that ELO um yeah ELO doesn't like my channel anymore cuz I kicked him off my panel just for like 10 minutes and then he like got all spended where where's Tracy U my Tracy was here earlier she was here earlier I
think she probably asleep yeah I mean she still want to date I want to date an old old man old man it's like I thought you got a black pooie on your chest I thought you were
gay got a black poo effect back to see yeah you thought I was gay I I mean it's Lor Lenora it says be be this Kitty gang beautiful black cat it's like
that yeah I am gay I'm very gay I have a black on my chest I also have a crazy ass uh
see
it see it oh my gosh I have no clue what's going on to be honest I didn't watch any streams yesterday dude I'm telling you psyche what you're telling me that um but I was drugged or something or the I don't know it was an attack Hitman psychic Hitman
I don't think so he's just some kind of why'd you get The Little Mermaid on your chest it's not Little Mermaid it's Lenor Lenor see Lenor a nor mermaid black cat it's an angry black cat face it's all bloody still so it's a
little bit oh on my back oh that's a that's that's a succubus tattoo it's um it's based on an Nicole Smith and the Lords of acid um artwork and I said add horns in a tail Kitty gang Kitty gangy Kitty gangg forever I also have we also have a gang sign too
G my eye go yeah I had that when I was 18 succubus tattoo I always have a B on my back somewhere got a su B on my back
MH yeah I will I will I will I will I'm very very happy very happy person I don't need I Don't Need Love from somebody else I love myself enough what kind of night is it oh was
it's kind of like a kind of like a Dy party my name's not Jimmy here tattoo really cool Tatu you keep calling me
Jimmy see I love it so much kg how's everyone doing 35 people like no one's really saying much tattoo or press it's a real tattoo it's a real bloody tatto covered in I would not date Sig I'm not really
affected to Sig he's not really my type a little bit feminine Len yeah I got Lenor Sig is a I know Sig's available I think Sig Sig straight right uh my name is not Jimmy it's not James or Jimmy it's John John you call me Johnny how can you call you can call me on the
phone like um you call me on Discord join my Discord and you can um call me on Discord chat can chat with me if you want I'm very available I have a dragon T you covering half your back that's awesome well I have like this one these little eyes right
there there more where is it that solve a just solve puzzle I these Stars around here somewhere we go stars eyes of Horus right and I got this
skull the Discord of you should date raging Ste you raing Dem I don't know Jing Demon's too far away he's too far I think he's straight too I he is in love with vaa he's got the one Dragon well it's covering half your back that's a pretty big covering your birth mark my my back is covered in moles you
know my have two covers some birth marks too I also have three nipples nipp right there is it right there
okay where's the Discord um Jamie are you able to post the Discord or I can I can post
it look like he's on the keto diet yeah I'm definitely I'm on the the alcohol diet kombucha and uh GHB okay my Discord here we go Discord
you're all welcome to Discord you can call me on Discord are you guys doing I'm adding the Discord to the chat
link I don't know I'm just like so everything's going good and everything's going bad right it's all good it's all bad we'll see how things go right his ass in his ass change change the title of the stream to open
Panel rer disaster is over there you go B the m patch on your right shoulder turny to it sleepy okay on social media it's too much for my hands to type yeah it's okay changed the title of my stream
here's open on MySpace if you little fellas want to follow me T is my only friend no one's on MySpace anymore big tall Myspace is over space was like so 19 99 or 2003 or something I don't know it's very old I like Facebook Facebook's
out of it new thing is Instagram or Discord discord's The Best Thing Justin I don't know I don't know I trust your choice in man big tall you told me to date Chris Hall and you said I look like Cyrax it's very
rude I like I like better with my beard I think right like too I look too like weird or my beard I look fine hair is looking good what's up guys 32 people in chat awesome hang out I'll hang out with you guys I'll I'll I'll be
I I'll like MOG the chat with my ribs I'll do a goon
face okay guys guys comment you guys are welcome to come and go as you please sure don't feel young neither do well you know I feel young I feel like I'm pretty I feel like Peter Pan right I'm 44 but I feel like I'm
34 ages a just a oh a perspective my tatto black tatto black heart my black heart over my black
heart angry cat it's really a sweet cat we're all we're all young at heart right you're old you're young what's everyone doing the chat's going slow for the amount of people in here it's kind of strange one just staring at me I being
flipped take my vitals take my Vital Signs please sure I don't die maybe time to take more GHP I'm going to finish this bottle tonight yum wash it down with some beer
okay okay guys I feel feel like I'm looking weird I look weird made a just track on your channel I went Kendrick on everything tell everyone about the Matrix and red Knight vision goggles well on GMT okay well the Matrix and red Knight vision goggles okay when you're on
GMT you will uh Rob you're timing people out okay when you're on DMC you will see like you basically go to this night it's like a nightclub it's like an alien nightclub right and it's like it shows everything's an illusion because you'll see reptiles having drinks and stuff like that and gnomes out of the corner of your eye and like
little elves and running around and and like little space people and it's really cool I W you try DMT at least once I can make it I can tell you how to make it but I don't think I'm allowed to
just need to buy the bark mimosa hostilis and uh or acosia youa or yeah and then uh acid and DMT well it's like acid is LSD right and okay bye acid is
LSD and uh okay breakfast time and uh GMT is um DMT DMT is like naturally occurring your brain it's released usually before death um it's found in trees certain trees it's found in like a lot of trees and a lot of lot of plants and stuff like that but strongest in
certain plants like the most hostil you can distill it out of there at the bark you have trippy ass dreams like that natur naturally kind of sucks honestly yeah um some dreams are kind of kind be kind of scary you know it's like but I like DMT I like watching music videos on DMT and it's like whoa some of
them are like just like inside the music video it's very Vivid very Vivid see like everything sounds different you can watch them here high and then you watch them later and it's like they're different they're totally different may be
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sorry try 420 I don't plan on testing it out but I'm studing it's effect you tried 420 okay going to fry Friday night right um yeah you TR you tried weed like a lot of people tried weed like weed I've Tred to read for 25 years um I think it's it's fine we have THC
receptors in our brain right we're going to say we're going to fry Friday night right has streams breakfast time yep I can tell you about any drug I've been on every drug everything possible to walk in this smug yeah
well don't want run get some you know boots or something I don't know guys impossible for me talk in this m my brain my brain is M drugs are a powerful tool right it can be right like this purple syrup right
what's that purple syrup called the scissor mean or robot testin I have Robo do too you take robot testin and like trip out too but don't do that yeah I like herb it's that nice
DXM yeah composing the night vision demon god was see what a seene when Tri tripping I met a strong psychic that told me people say like him when tripping comparing red Vision Dem goggles to what is seen with just tripping met a strong psychic that told me people say like him when
tripping I'm sure I understand that says C oh c okay people see like him when tripping okay Red Knight vision goggles is that like the red pill he like him okay means Prine with C they can't do
DXM not for I did so much DXM one time in college I just I was like I I did it when I was like 16 at like this this like college Camp right and it was like like you drank a bottle of robot tesin I Tri my I Tri my balls off and I made out with piz you know some guy and uh we were just I was but I was walking around like a robot and stuff like that then in
college I was like buy the buy the the pills like um the DXM pills like a bunch of cough medicine it was already at that time it was already like you could only buy a certain amount of them and I took the whole thing and I was like tripped so hard that I like woke up the next day I I myself and and then my room was like you're act like a baby
when on that I was like he like he went insane I don't remember anything about about it but it's um it's not the best uh best thing to do want you don't want to like really abuse that too much DM's powerful there's supposed to be these Vietnam a night vision goggles that allow people to see ores and flying demons she trying
to get a pair sounds interesting Vietnam era night vision goggles interesting sounds like old technology but it's Vietnam era I don't know if you can see flying demons though I can show you where you can see flying demons though without goggles everywhere call acid
fry fry fry fry a I used to do a lot of ecstasy did a lot of um every drug done every drug not recommend certain drugs like
heroin um can I can see demons I see dead people I see demons I see things flying around oh the hydrocodone syrups yellow there was a block thing luring inside your bathroom all night oh I see like little black orbs sometimes I see like white orbs too Hy yourone syrup the yellow mixing the
purple with the yellow is super fire I don't know I need I need to try those syrups not not available to me really all I have is this thing this GHB this guy left in my table for some reason I think it's like poison poison
me oh I don't know it's very bad very bad it's like eat me drink me Alice and Wonderland right it's like feel like I got much smaller when I or it got much bigger I'm not sure I
need to eat something and come back right side you got to watch out you can just exercise that black thing mus exercise get it out get it out get it
out yeah lean yeah isn't it can be prescribed lean I think it's like a scissor right scissor I don't know I don't know you said these things called Quaaludes that were supposed to be really good but they were like illegal
by the time I was around they popular in the 70s qu ludes q a a l u g s ludes also like um matth used to be called perver perver it was in Nazi Germany I'm
up up GHB with up not very good I don't think I think I should do that again yeah get it's not that hard to get like drugs in California eat me drink me is a
man Al yep I know eat me drink meat me drink me are you the rabbit and all this kind of cool little some little man sweet dreams are made of yeah so guys I wrote to Emma yesterday and she's just
ignoring all my emails and I was also I joined her server again like the third time and then um I say I join I'm started my own server on her server started my own page and then I got kicked off I got banned yeah Golden Age gz that's my my favorite and albums also
Mechanical Animals is really good and also also the first one first like lunch boox and Stu sorry guys I'm so out of it I'm sorry need you guys to like watch me so I don't die or something like that oh gosh pick up your Mystic cross
and follow me with Jesus teaching palmistry okay follow me was Jesus teaching palmistry I don't know um Jesus um her was initiated in Egypt and then he like um he was he did Magic and he um he got like the sacred name like yah Yahweh yah
V Yahweh V I don't know the for letter name of God and he like he said he put it in his thigh they cut it up in his thigh and uh he HIIT it inside his eye and so it's on the T you to read the Tet about that he licked by a robot on DMT once okay interesting
muscular diox there are two can pass poses that he taught result in the Mystic cross exent okay was one of these
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all I know all I know only supp I know is this one the be Kitty game how are you guys doing I love you guys putting up with me like
not train wor than Cyrax called worse than Cyrax wow how nice Cyrax disgusting in F person on the internet first should be last and the last should be the first thumb to pointer and thumb to Pinky Okay
thumb to the pointer thumb to the pinky okay oh yeah is like these are these are like yantas in Hinduism right it's like Yana I wish I was around try qu from what I was told they're safer than benzos and which is pretty ironic yeah it's always like the wor wor drugs
that still available and the best drugs right yeah the first will be the last and the last will be the first like that keeping fingers erect she stretched in the lines okay hold oh yeah like that I don't
know like that
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idea okay I try I don't know try my best fingers are wct
things of Jesus going like this how you guys doing are you just trying to watch me crash out or something it's mind blowing to me that barbs are so prescribed right well they prescribe every drug they have they have legal heroin like they have legal meth they
have they Xanax and painkiller heroin I mean like they have every drug every drug prescribed except anything
natural yeah as they doing okay come on in the panel somewh get cold like this cold air
the devil or dog pose it's the girdle of meance in the palmistry it's only game marker that I found in Palm guys with it think dicks are delicious devil or dog ears pose but a girl of Venus and the devil or dog's ear I have that one you know see me I like
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guys guys guys guys you're just watching me just watching me like I'm not going to crash out I'm going to be fine just watch me talk me getting like dizzy very dizzy Visions
blurry I being under attack not proud to try to brag or anything that pretty well vered in Pharmacology I enjoyed learning about I PL of experimenting my days basically doing the hand sign already it's basically folding down ring and middle fingers to thumb while keeping other straight ring and middle fingers to thumb ring middle finger to thumb while keeping the other straight okay oh I
guess you that looks like looks like set set demon the an DXM once it had me walking like a serfer and everything was wonky for a really long time yeah I was walking like a robot called Robo do I like like a
robot right yeah these um mes are very um powerful very powerful things right this is like a almost like a cuck sign
cockled cuckoo C for c um should like not be W be online right now I just need you guys to watch make sure I'm okay the dog ear's hand pose G of Venus creates an arc for from the pointer finger to the Pinky
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is no do this one okay this this do that that it
right need you guys to watch make sure I don't die wouldn't they funny if I died on my stream okay middle and ring are touching thumb okay middle finger and the ring are touching the thumb there's a okay there you go got it got
it dog ears means I'm
gay okay good I got it Joshua thank you for teaching me what does this mean what you do going cap oh the I'm afraid to I'm afraid I'll die I have a full bottle of it though I have a full bottle of
it this
bottle pool he left it here for some reason why would he leave this here why would he want me to take this anyway and he wasn't was going to sleep with me he just wanted me do he wanted me to take this I don't
know shouldn't have taken it should not have taken it I won't do it anymore Dr like I'm not going to take anymore not going to take anymore tonight I feel like feel weird I want to
die it's kind of poison like weird tasting pie like a drinking cologne or something maybe maybe spin should be happy I should be happy why but why would you want me to get high and something that you don't want to he just wanted to hang out with me he
didn't even want to hang out with me he just wanted to bring me GHB Arc from the pointer to pinky Mak someone love a gay relation very deeply I've seen one guy with one person and he was back of Tears it's really deep in his hands though the arc from the pointer to the pinky makes someone love a gay relation
very deeply interesting yeah I don't know someone must have been using that on me because I fall lovees too hard fall very in love always Crash and Burn it's hard to tell with liquids or it's kind of substance nowadays some could be kind of synthetic analog benzo or tranquilizer there endless kinds no
joke yeah I don't know it was probably some kind of like weird concoction made like he was probably paid to like give to me and was probably paid to like contact me on grinder or something like that I don't know should not trust anybody anymore why would he want to like come over here and like hang out like he didn't want to hang I don't know
you didn't want to like have sex but wanted to give me drugs I don't get it you didn't want to hang out you just wanted to leave me drugs weird why what is it what is it what's wrong
with me guys I don't know nothing God I'm such an narcissist or else I would have no s how are you doing need to make guys to make sure I don't
die okay the deepest marking your palm don't show your palms again you did before and remember that's what the point you said you're not as gay as you think apparently what's and remember what's the point you're not as gay as you think apparently it's not the deepest marking don't show it yours
again before remember what's the point if it's not g then it's BDO the precursor to GBL I don't know it's is that bad it's it's a GHP I think just the same thing G is the longest oh G just last the longest yeah
I don't know it's like not even gay people don't even do GP really it's like not like a really it's not like sex drug it's like weird it's like why would you leave a whole bottle of it and like leave it here and then leave for me to drink and I drink it drink a cap this one dude I no is back in the day we get
all the different kinds of research chemicals and analog TRS online yeah research chemicals and yeah you can get all this stuff I guess to get stuff from India Indian Pharmacy what if someone was trying to poison me or drug me or something take advantage
of me what if what up 800 B is legal I think GHB is probably legal in somewhere there was this one benzo that L less than a milligram and i' make it even the hardest benzo use are blackout for three to 5 J that's
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out weird I don't know I didn't know it was a thing actually making me I just need to make sure I'm okay I know the ones Nick Ben Roman rooc lost for days I don't how long will I be h on
this do you think whole bottle of it been drinking it had forever I don't remember being like this before I remember like being Mak feel like this
weird just last few hours
think you very interesting no way you guys you guys know that he was going to do that he was going to bring that so excited to have like me even like me okay think I'll be okay
guys not Cyrax I'm not don't look like Cyrax much better looking much um more much cooler than he's like but shorter and not smacking I don't know whatever I took is not was not
good I'm concerned why would he leave that whole bottle that come back for it other guy house I brought him down here somebody else pick them up nearby what
that what to use
me yeah $2 really cheap up are strong trying first syze NES yeah it's the bottle was $20 that is
cheap and stuff like that but it's like still why do you leave a $20 bottle PHP we
Rivers how's everyone doing I'm doing okay hand POS that blocks the Palm requires the best beast marking and makes the finger nails grow like crazy that what's that one the
pal this one hey hey Trix yeah hi bab hi Trixie hi Mr Trixie hi Trix you're blocking the
camera your balls just stretching back your fingers the back hey Trix hey
Trixie doing hand poses I on GP hi baby oh my gosh he purring P Tri show women is called to dry your nails yeah look like this
right people say there used to be this thing where like okay they're like look at your look at your feet and then you like look at your foot and like and I I look at my feet from the back and then they're like look at your hand and I like look at my hand like that like the dry your nails pose and that's like that's like what women do it's like your Gaye or guys are supposed to look at their Naes like this and they're
supposed to like lift their their foot up not not look at it from behind you're supposed to lift it up like like um in the front what are you doing see my kitty catch you there so
skinny Skin and Bones SK bones baby pring you're pring pring I love you you're perfect
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whatever what animal Palms are G the chimpanzee monkey Beast hand hand animal go man
animal there's my little protector my heart yeah guys I'm still here I'm still standing one on Gilla palmistry the
Beast marking is also called the full hand and palmistry meaning all gifts
present gorilla pal Tre called that means all gifts that means Pandora all gifts means Pandora Pandora President right means Pandora Pandora's Box hold on what's it
mean harami was psychic and knew they were gonna eat him Haram harami yeah maybe who who ate harambe one atat him just just got shot going end him ENT him
yeah well we all we all will sometime who knows who knows are you're sitting in front of my camera you all got to go sometime right in the sake of character account I change up wording marks you got your pals you guys want to see my Palms he said don't show my Palms though we still
going to show them wa do my pal guys want tell an m on my pal let see
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heartline strong Lifeline M Venus a little compass on it see a compass yeah the guy the guy didn't tonight didn't like my um he didn't like my uh song parodies I just played a few I played Nikki Minaj um and I played
like a couple other on and he was like oh kny hand he like rolling his eyes and I they were funny I don't know not everyone gets my sense of
humor
okay
hello I did it good how are you I'm doing I did it I did it go damn it good
man good to see you where are you thank you for talking to me what's up oh my name's up on there D how do I CH my name on there it's got to go back to Meer to is too formal I can't I can't change it for you
think I can maybe I can't figure out right now but um yeah guess hold on I can figure it out yeah shout out to Nick because uh yeah some of the things that he was saying without words was uh was some real
Nick was Nick in the chat or what yeah oh this was not this not in this stream when when we were when we were on a few days ago okay wait what did he say Nick winter or or the other
nick uh with with other things it was just a combination of things okay I don't know what you're talking shout out to Nick I know about it later you oh wait I don't know about Nick
winter know the other Nick but yeah also you've been saying some Johnson yeah I I'm not I don't I don't know I don't I don't know very much anymore I just like I think I'm just kind of a
dumb how are you doing I'm I'm I'm I'm self-sabotaging but I'm not gonna it's okay I felt that way I felt that way too a little while like yesterday day before day before that I felt like I was doing the
same I'm trying to like CH but it's like feel like it's the same keeps happening over and over again like the same people treating me like like this guy like this happened before with these people it's like oh it's like some
yeah yeah like go it's like these uh cycles that that we keep it's like it's like these cycles that we keep replaying it's like you know we it's like we've been on this Carousel long enough you like you see it coming you know it's coming you know but like there's a chance that it might not happen but then it always does you know because it's like we're we're doing the
same thing kind of sort of anex different result it's like and he's like oh he's like well can't people change their mind and I was like well why did you change your mind like it's like you saw my photo you like you saw you I think you saw my video I I think I show like you know it's like he's like so he knows what I looked like and stuff like that and he's like and he's he's like oh the
cat you have cats and stuff like that and and he's like oh so he's allergic to cats but he wasn't like sneezing or like sniffling or anything he was just like using the cats as an excuse stuff like that and I was like well just tell me just annoys me if you're like lying about it like or like you're like um it's like just it's it's cool if you're
like unattracted to me but it's like don't say it's like the cats or like just like try to get to different Cs and like try to ask me for money and stuff like that whether whether he whether he was paid or whether he was sent to you like physically by people okay it's one thing but like it could also be like like I said like there's a spiritual
element to this that like I we're missing you know and and it's it's not it's not it's just I'm just saying D like I've literally gone through the same that you're going through right now just few days ago the exact same except without the G because I G but like someone was altering me G and I said no thanks I
don't like I don't do it like oh okay well like here I'm just gonna give this to you and was like giving me other stuff I'm like uh and I kind of didn't take it you know he's like and so like because they didn't there's like conversations and going on I could hear his neighbors next door like having a party and and you know and then and then like and then uh he leaves
like oh I'm I gotta go to the store and the guy leaves he comes back and the whole mood changed right he's kind of like not wanting to do anything anymore and then he's kind of like okay well you can stay here all you want I have another condo around the corner I just have to go and take care of some work really quick and blah blah blah just make yourself at home just you know be comfortable go go to sleep need to whatever and there's all these like
there's all this everywhere like all this drugs laid out there's a whole suitcase packed with a bunch of stuff that doesn't belong to him it's like a a suitcase of somebody else's stuff that was all there and then like papers and like it was just like it it looked like a setup dude like I'm just like what the is going on you know and I didn't I didn't do whatever he left out for me you know I actually took it so that I could have it tested and because
like whatever it was that was supposed to be I don't think that's what it was and it was something about like what Nick was thing you know I think it was like I was supposed to do that and then I was supposed to like out or I don't know what the what the was going on but it was very planned it looked it felt very planned and the fact that I wasn't taking I wasn't biting
just kind of sort of playing stupid and just sitting there kind of like smiling you know and and yeah he left he left me there and I just met this guy he leaves me there in his cond with all this all this money all this stuff all this other people's stuff and it's like okay go ahead go to sleep and I'm like okay this feels like a sad I'm not going so I I let him go I like okay you know I I told
you know it made it seem like I was picking him up on his little on his little offer there and I left I ended up I left I left the house I left the the condo and I ended up walking around the city for like literally hours okay it was like three in three or like like three in the morning and I walked around the the loop in Chicago like up and down the whacker Drive By The River and everything just like
walked all around dude I walked likeing like probably like miles dude you know before I was before my friend Charlie picked me up yeah it just seemed like a setup tonight we sick because it's like he just like he's like oh I changed my mind and then he's like calling people on the phone like that are like nearby and like he's like he's like left really quickly
and he's like um this guy this guy was doing the same to me he was like on his phone like you know like like and then and then and then and then we're talking about people that we have in common you know and these people that we have in common just so happen to be people that that have been doing spell work on like they're all connected same people dude and it's like it's
like higher up it's like you wouldn't believe how high up this this this pain goes okay but it's something with magic and it's like with with uh it's like something with magic it's something with with it's bad it's whatever it is it's bad and and and they're like really affecting people
that are gifted and that that that literally that the impath people that actually are waking people up like people when they do stuff do something bad to you if they have any feeling at all then they feel bad for it because you didn't do anything about it you just kind of let it happen and then you will continue to let it happen because you're nice you're nice you're too nice
you know same thing with me you know you're about to get bom well hello guys my name is Chris the YouTuber I am a meth addict I love yeah I used to I like I like the
way makes me feel I just don't like the way so
after you hear that drugs are bad I'm okay just B you see what I mean psych yeah bad I know they're bad but it's like they're fun and it's like I don't know it's ni to have like a a change in
your mind occasionally but it's like not if you're like being like drugged and like that like I didn't know what it was in the bottle like why would you bring GHB like it's that's not really a gay drug to do like like for sex is a gay drug it is a gay drug dude like you go people used to go to the clubs and
with GP and like dancing and people that take GHP in the gay scene they they'll it with and end up like you know what I mean and
person he was like oh um um you shouldn't take this yet because um because you're you're you're drinking and stuff like why would he bring it up in the first place if he not having sex and stuff like that just like just wanted me to like just get up on it I don't know
yeah it uh it it brings out this like really sexual like animal nature in some people well didn't in him I don't know I don't know he didn't take any of it he just left it left it on the table just like and he left without it you know what that tells me that tells me that
like you know dude I'm telling you it's a setup set up to put you under or a setup for you to be caught with it like you're selling you know that's exactly what the you know it's like they want you to react but they're using your wounding so that you can act on it you know what I mean you're nice
nice how do you find me how do you find me just because I was just on grinder I don't know he just he found me on grinder and I like he messaged me and then he my my heart my my heart is like literally hurting now okay
of me or hting probably imagine but something on connect unbelievable unreal how connected people you know what I mean under people know
who they're even working for some people aren't even aware that they Satan and this entity is work through them to disable yeah well like I mean I've survived a lot more
than this like before like yeah I mean so have I we've both survived you know we've all survived 100% of our worst days ever you know like but that's not the point the point is right now is like a really important time when it comes to like our spiritual Evolution as a whole okay and and
grounding right now is like super necessary you know and that's why that's why I'm drawing to you because you're a Capricorn okay and you have you have water plac andot air plac okay but you're mainly ground ground okay and that's why I like
so out in ouring astrology know like you're grounding for me and I'm like air for you and fire too I mean know like it's a great it's a great hearing you know I don't I don't want to like romanticize anything you know looking at facts as they are and seeing play out right before
my you're on to something I think I'm something and I think that people that that on our team don't like like it at all well if you you didn't like you could like it could have been poison on something like you it's like could kill me on something it's just like why give
me drugs and it's like just like just mess me up and like that I I took it myself I did it for myself I took it myself and I probably took more of it it's like not tonight but I don't know right take their poison they give you supposed to kill you but little do they know you're
fullblown addict and like what that was to it's it's like Ras Rasputin you know Rasputin like he would like he like took a lot of poison okay hold on one second have another guess rasp would take poison and like that and then he would like just survive on every and nothing would kill him and stuff hold on
one second I need put my banner up one second if it was possible to bur a hole in the camera with yeah oh it's Nick wincher yeah win in chat how's it going hi I'll talk to you one
again hi how's it going doing all right well nice to meet you m have you seen you have you been in chat before in the panel um May maybe okay I think we talked we we talked before somewhere hey how'd you find my show in the first place
though H who was it maybe I saw that you were joining a bunch of panels and someone mentioned you had a channel and uh link your uh channel on chat thank you awesome someone saying I have a menacing stare I
don't mean to have a menacing stair I try I'm just have a
just what do you want to talk about Nick um I just SP from different uh life experience what y' all been
through uh but I I feel it mether talking about with people uh with uh trying to set people up or trying to get people fake fake drugs or stuff that's waste
right yeah like weird it was like was like just like a supposed be like a date and stuff like that and it was just like was like just all about like bringing me drugs and stuff like that or something I don't know yeah purpose without like like showing me any affection or anything
very strange very strange I for what we talked about before was like it's supposed to be like very hot day and I was like supposed to go well but kind reminded me of the devil too his name was also Seth is like Seth the Egyptian goddess
Seth this weird
hi guys
sounding so what's up Nick what's up Nick so so you so you think people have set people up and stuff like that so you have an opinion about that like like siging people up like unfortunately and there's just weirdos out there that'll drug people you know what I
mean I've been in the drug crowds before and it's like yeah there there there's a lot of psychopaths in there like a big problem now where I'm from I don't know if it's still a big problem but for a while a lot of and it was you know guys
and girls but a lot of people a lot of people using dating app to meet up with people they go to a restaurant or bar or whatever dropped some and it it wasn't just GHP it was all kinds of stuff but stuff to make
basically make them pass out or them up and they'd set him up and Rob them that's bad but this guy left I mean he left he just left it behind and stuff like so he left like not for Rob me that means like I'm not saying that that that's probably yeah that's people will
do that kind of stuff I've been like probably robbed because of the that same thing or just like you know people would give me Xanax and I pass out and then they do stuff best friend is dating app and she said she gets ghosted yeah well I yeah I ghosted a million times on dating apps but it's like when you meet somebody in person and meet and they you're supposed to like meet and
stuff and then they like just want to do drugs and then leave and stuff like that without like I don't I was like are you even I was like are you even gay I was like I just can't he just didn't respond he didn't say anything he just ignored me when I said that so I was like I don't know I I think he just couldn't lie and say like I think he probably was
straight or something yeah um yeah it's just uh just annoying it's just annoying it's like uh and uh you know I'm just like I don't want to be paranoid about it but it's like feel like there's some kind of like um something fishy going on a little
bit I so I grew up in the San Francisco Bay Area uhuh so and I I grew up I had tons of friends I'm not gay or by personally myself but I had I had tons of friends that were gay by lesbian
friends and in my earlier year uh I I used to go to a lot of raves and almost all of them were there's new terms from now but we called them undergrounds at the time like not not not legal not regulated
basically the only thing security checked you for was make sure you didn't have like weapons on you yeah have you heard of Mer Maritime Hall I think it was called Maritime Hall that in San Francisco that's where they used to have like a lot of events like h youever heard of that maybe I i' I've scrambled my brain my memory is
terrible okay I I used to live in like Atherton it's like San Jose it's like between San Jose San Francisco and it's like uh it's in Palo Alto California IAT so we go to San Francisco and party and go to Raves and we go to concerts and yeah and uh oops me me went off yeah um but yeah so I mean as I
you know I've been around for a while I mean I'm 44 so i' I've like had experience with a lot of drugs and stuff like that I've done G I've done all these drugs before but it's just like very strange that it gets this date and then the date just totally like turns sour and it's like then he leaves behind drugs like and stuff like that and like gets me all like up and like out
of my head tonight there behind all this GHP and stuff the whole bottle of it and uh I should not have taken it I should not have taken it especially my bad and stuff like that so but whatever you know I made myself I'm very honest about it oop you just did House parties and
one particular house party was for the lgbtq it was the best yeah lgbtq was like we know we know how a party like we usually usually there's like a lot of hot chicks around too like that like straight guys can enjoy it too because they'll be like beautiful women and stuff that will like actually like um you know like they actually like their guys are friendly to like gay
people like because it's like they think that's kind of masculine you know or that you know they think he's secure in his masculinity because he's not like so insecure to like oh I hate gay people and everything so it's lot homophobic you know it's like they don't want to go to gay bars and it's like they're missing out because they get free drinks they get have the they get get good
drugs they get like a um you know just fun it's like they're Tau chicks and like that are like you know like plentiful and stuff I don't know there's like a that's one thing I will say back in the day if you wanted to
have solid plugs on stuff that was reliable and you're not c yeah my gay always the best stuff there certain there's certain groups that just like know how to party like I mean it's like in the gays are one K are one of the groups that just
like they're just like party because it's like you know we do a lot more we do a lot more like self-medicating and stuff like that and right it's like um yeah I know I I know it's like it's it was dangerous I was stupid to like to do
that right but it's like I am I'm like I'm very sensitive to my surroundings and stuff like that so I knew stuff was going on and it's like I have feelings feelings about all this stuff already and it's like I had warnings and stuff but it's like I just I had the horny horniness right where it's like I was just like ready to like
I was be horny and stuff didn't work out well for me it doesn't work out they can't you know you can't let your dick think for your brain and stuff like that but that's what I do sometimes uh I'm not perfect I haven't had sex for like a year and a half probably so I was like but to ready to like have an experience I was like I can't wait to have an experience and
tell the chat and be so excited then it was just like a bad experience yeah yeah yeah he was he was like 36 37 or 38 but he looks he looks he was goodl looking and stuff but it was like it was like the devil it was like the devil it's like the devil always comes bearing gifts and like goodlook and like attractive and you know it's like he
always comes with everything you want and stuff like that that's how the Devil comes to your door Never Comes knocking like like looking like the devil right
Sac well I mean I wasn't even that horny I wasn't even that horny because I like when it was like he wasn't like responding and so I I just I only respond when like someone is like attracted to me like and so it's like because he wasn't responding like I wasn't attracted to him and so I was never like really like I never like push I didn't push it I just I'm on the other side of the couch and
just watch watch music videos and stuff until he like left the devil's always Charming that's how they get you right it's like the narcissist the psychopath the it's glib charm it's glib it's like um it's like a it's like a mask it's like they're very Charming but but it's like a superficial
charm yeah well he was wearing he was wearing some kind of like Hood like a hoodie hoodie stuff I don't know what's your favorite talking bird mine is a raven mine is Big Bird it's my favorite um talking bird someone asking in the chat your favorite talking
birdine is mine is Big Bird I had a talking bird African yeah we had African gray parrot too and we had a we had Amazon parrot and we had um um the and then there's and
I like I like bird the parrot okay yeah par parrots talk to yeah what's your favorite talking bird what's your favorite talking bird your name is Josh I'm sorry no nick nick I'm sorry Nick nick uh I'm not too familiar with birds as long as it's not the ghetto bird oh yeah pigeon
pigeon minor bird a minor bird I think or let me see a talking bird yeah I said big bird that's that was my answer okay Big Bird that's that's my perfect dance I like your hair you know what the ghetto bird is right yeah it's a helicopter right right police helicopter yeah those things those
things are scary when they start talking over your neighborhood flying over your house guy a guy that I knew um that I knew like who stabbed me and stuff and he and he stabbed my neighbor like in like in his neck and stuff like that and so R left my house and so I heard a ghetto bird the husand so I I'm familiar
with the ghetto of a talking bird as a pet is that if you exit the body before it departs and you're spared The Sting of death and you have a body really really capable of speech well I don't know me Meer I like your piercing there seems to be a lot he has a lot of piercings in ear doesn't he 32 of 32
piercings it's a magic is it today 32 today is three2 yes it is 32 also three yeah what oh 3
three2 no noking not stab no stab I got I got I was stabbed in the ear by with by a sharp object inside my ear inside like the ear um by a psychopath and and it bled a lot and then um then he killed my neighbor like a year later um by
stabbing him in the neck and then he killed himself in in a prison um be hanging himself no lost there that yeah that was just one of the many many horrible experiences I had in in Glendale very traumatizing I love trauma
yeah it's okay I mean it's harder for him and the person that he killed I at least survived he could have killed me I'm okay yeah I'm just a little bit down tonight or today like should I took took a little bit something I shouldn't have taken GP and all me
up huh what's that looks like you have contacts on look I have contacts on um my ey color no that's my ior but people said it looks different on my television screen yeah well my eyes because my face
is all shaved too I feel like you have a lot of stories I do have a lot of stories I I mean I have so many stories it's like I have a lot of trauma it's like uh I have had people I had some I had people come out from Chicago like fly in like literally like to oh yeah you're from Chicago too I'm sorry but yeah no I someone from Chicago like fly in and like live with me and stuff like that and like got me like heavily on
drugs and stuff like that and she was like just like always talked about how she was like sent there and stuff like that and she was like you know it's like I don't know like it's like this really weird situation where it's like and I couldn't get rid of her and stuff like that and she would like really like almost forced me to do to do drugs and so of course
not really forced I would do them voluntarily but she got me very heavily involved in it and like was very much much of a enabler now being part of bkg you're very will protected thank you R I love that you see my tattoo
Nick my tattoo here you go I saw you saw it's really good I love it I feel feel why it's over my heart because it's protecting my my my heart is like protected from from all this
like my little black heart bkg has beat a kitty gang do you have a story stories to tell and I tell the story I tell all the embarrassing stories on my on my channel too it's like I I I moved several times I had been gangstalked I've been um narcissistic abuse I've
been um freaking with Psychopaths and all kinds you got out of those situations from those situations is what's supposed to keep like it's able to
recogniz right now problem is I'm still attracted I'm like attracted to like certain like negative types of people I'm like attracted to like to like
uh like thorough th seeking Behavior Adrenaline Rush type stuff right because I get bored and then it's like I so then it's like get bored after like a while and then I like like I'm attracted to like bad boys and like you know like and like just like drugs sometimes and that's why I stay home too everyone every I'm
attracted to some chaos right that's I do stay home but everyone is in prison right now everyone got arrested pretty much and so they're all in prison and it's like so it's like I'm I'm starting to attracted psychos or data community of psychos yeah I'm I'm just attracted to like certain psych psycho psychos I'm not attracted to like nice guys at all
like or like you know just like normal people like have to be like like bad boys you know I'm not bad yeah you're a bad boy you're a bad boy I like you change my community I don't have but I my community now is bkg and like my my YouTube Community it's my family
right yeah there's chaos inside my mind I need to find inner peace well I can't help what I'm attracted to I can't help that I'm attracted to like guys with tattoos and like and and uh and kind of mean attitude and stuff like that that are like cool I I don't know like they're muscular sexy certain guys I don't know and these guys are like they know how to take advantage of gay people
right it's like kind of dangerous being gay especially when I that's why that's why I stay inside too it's like just like the guy in grinding it's like like he's like going around to different gay guys like probably different gay guys like they're giving him money and stuff like that and he's like so he just like need needed me to like bring him down to you know and an Uber to the city and then he's he can go
get picked up by them easier and stuff like that I don't know he's making all these calls and saying oh he's saying he's like oh he's not cooperating and stuff like that about me and it was like he was talking to this guy like he like the guy knew who I was or something I don't know yeah s yeah I have unresolved trauma adults were attracted to things
that we dreaded when we were children yeah no I know I think uh I don't know there is chaos inside my mind I have a good community of people around me now on YouTube but um my real life I have some scary uh people and they're getting out of jail a prison
soon all I I can relate through different reasons and experiences in my life but I know what you're talking about with like the real seeking Behavior adrenaline adrenaline right it's like it's like you know there's
Rush sometimes see I've done a lot of stupid stuff lived a very lived very dangerous periods of my life which I've got myself into right
yeah I've done my best to on it like just cut ties with damn near everyone okay right well the thing is like we can like that's when it like you can heal is because we can't heal when like we're being constantly attacked and stuff like that and it's like when we're we're it's like it's hard to get out of
these situations like when the people are like all around us all the time and it's like that's why I had divine intervention like these people went to prison like all around the same time and stuff like that so I was like everybody right and so um I've had a chance to heal for a while and like deprogram and like and I plus I like learned a lot about narcissistic abuse and like the
cycles of like um love bombing um idealizing devaluing um discarding um and then repeating with like the Hoover and then the love bombing again and like repeating cycles and it's I've learned the cycles and stuff like that but it's like you know it's like when you're lonely and when you're like you know or when you're like
drugs and it's like when you have and they're kind of forcing their way and you're like not social and it's like so it's like I need people to come to me and stuff like that to like kind of like but I'm getting better now because I have a good group of people on YouTube I'm not alone anymore but before YouTube I was like not even like talking about I didn't want to talk to PE anybody I was like um not even on YouTube for a while
when I started watching YouTube like last year I was like not talking in the chats for a while I was like took me a while to like be able to open up to people and now I can't stop talking I know I'm just like D I can't shut up it's like so it's really been a good thing I'm not alone anymore like I wasn't alone for Valentine's Day I'm like I'm not alone like tonight when I was like had the date I was like able to
talk to people before and after and like get get a good people's uh guidance opinions and uh and support and things like that so it's like I'm really lucky like I have people I have good people in my life now so I'd say say everyone find your like Soul Family on YouTube like or like somewhere you know it's like it's
not necessarily there's going to be bad people out there too and stuff and people that will use you too and stuff like that but there'll be like a lot of good people that you can find like especially if you start your CH own channel you'll find like your audience you'll have your audience will like find you and they'll like they'll like you and what you have to say and stuff they care about you
thing I came to realize many years ago now is having a small circle of loved ones and people you trust is way like a million times better than having a big circle of you know
quotequote friends but damn near like can't barely can trust half of them right people you're able to trust is like you kind of one hand usually like you can count like maybe like five if you're lucky like you you have five people that you can trust like truly your true friends you know it's like
that's like most people don't even have that many like it's like you don't need like a million friends you know you need like a few tight few close people that you can actually trust but it's like the most dangerous people are like a friend that comes an enemy that comes like just guys as a friend right they can do more damage to you you trust them you open up they know your weaknesses they know your
vulnerabilities they have access to you and they can like triangulate and they can do smear campaigns and they can go behind your back and do all kinds of stuff and like they're they're dangerous they can you you can also like pretend to be your friend and like say things and you believe them and stuff like that they can sabotage you that way like by
get gaslighting you know Gasol basically so yeah and I'm a huge advocate I'm a huge Second Amendment Advocate and I don't care what the laws say you always have the right protect
yourself I'll just leave it at that oh yeah yep like gun RS yeah I agree I agree be arms you're talking about yeah uh I don't care what state law or laws in
general say they have the right so well I agree but I mean that's why they're trying to do the school the school shootings and stuff like that they they want to take away the Second Amendment so they scops designed to like um disarm the people so they can take
control basically when people are dis yeah they never let a good tragedy go to wait that's the that's the saying right I think I think they manufacture these tragedies in order to like change you know it's like um um problem reaction solution the hegelian dialect it's like you know they create the problem up for
the planned reaction so they can Implement their their solution that they wanted to implement the whole time like it's like it's all it's selective on what they report they'll cover a mass mass casualty event 247 and
Blaster that everywhere nonstop what if the what if these events are what if these events that are publicized are actually all designed and they like exactly they're designed for the you can check you see the names the people you can see like like that there's never any it's always the same story this this lone this lone nut shooter that was like you know um that
was able to get a gun it's like and he's always this dork and then like they kill everybody in the room and then they unal themselves it's always the same story sometimes they have a gay angle to it right but when it comes to like you know normal
regular crime gun crime uhhuh the only places like newswise that you'll hear about it is local news at most you won't be hearing about all the gun crime reported on a national level and that's
because that kind of gun crime is committed by criminals and criminals don't legally own their guns which defeats the whole purpose of the anti-gun agenda but that that's why they love blowing those like yeah I won't go down
I could rant forever about it I believe we should have the right to defend ourselves in our our homes and stuff like that and it's like and if criminals are the only ones who who are allowed to be armed or the only ones on on arms who have arms then it's like then we're at the mercy of criminals and the police actually well and it's like you know we
both live in California the California gun laws are such a joke very hard to get a gun here right well if if you want to get a gun you know legally by all the California laws and regulations you can apply for a gun
license at the police station here and it's like it'll take it'll do over it'll take years you have to know somebody personally to be able to be able to get a license look that a conceal carry permit yeah yeah yeah exactly what you
have something where that c art art supplies you're showing I see but like you know we have a 10 round magazine limit here you can't have magazines or guns that hold more
than 10 rounds does a single does a single criminal follow that law no yeah they have AR15s and like that machine guns and assault rifles and stuff like that yeah you can't you can't
have assault rifles or assault weapons which is done I won't get the any weapons and assault weapon once you assault someone with it anyway bar bar carry even carry a knife in California these days it's like you know it's like ridiculous
I I mean I've been told by law enforcement both retired and active they've told me like whatever the gun logs are if you like do what you got to do you have the right to defend yourself don't tell
anyone I think I like I like other weapons like tasers and like you know um like uh St guns and like you know nunchucks or whatever there other things you can like use as Weapons like that are because guns like you know do we really need like to have like um assault rifles like for the population I don't
know it's like it's maybe like it should be reserved for like the uh well ironic if you if you actually it's an interesting thing if you ever want to do dive into it all gun all firearm related homicides in
America well over 90% I forgot exactly what it is well like well over 90% of firearm related homicides or violence are committed with handguns uhuh yeah less than 5% is committed with rifles
mhm uh I think the remaining remaining 5% committed a combination of rifles shotguns and other guns but almost all firearm related homicides and violence is committed with handguns yeah but you know in Japan
there's like no there's there's no guns and there's no there's like hard being any murders in Japan and stuff like that right God didn't ban Rock it's a different culture though it's they uh got an insanely High suicide
rate very Mur they very low murder rate um and uh I think they like a few murders year what is this a webcam what are you showing what are you showing this a it's a little and
it's on my dresser God didn't ban um rocks when Kane ended AEL that someone said yeah okay so yeah you know rock like a bat a baseball bat can use to like hit a baseball or can be use to like you know um to to beat somebody up right I mean it's like the are these are tools weapons are tools but like guns they
have only have on purpose it's like that's like to kill or to like like to hurt it's like definitely going to like you don't shoot something that's like doesn't like it's not alive and stuff like that it's like basically very powerful they're fun you don't have to you only use them on people or animals well yeah but you can shoot cans
and stuff you can do target practice and stuff but it's like yeah that it's like the real they really designed to like destroy like you know matter what it's tear paper it's not the tool that's used it's responsible yeah it's a people it's like and so it's like yeah you can kill with with a the like a lot of you can improvise weapons you can you can kill somebody with like you know
every kind of weapon or any kind of object and stuff like that you kill somebody with a drinking and stuff like poke them hard enough in the right spot right so I don't know everything can be used as a weapon kind of and uh pretty
sure again it's been a quite a few years since I checked the exact statistics but FBI statistics there was more homicides committed with bladed weapons and blunt weapons or just final like hand to
hand physical contact and there were Firearms Al together which really surprised me sta there's a lot of Statistics that be very surprising for example do you know how many missing uh missing people like people are kidnapped every year like you know how many like you know like missing people are kidnapped like um that are
never that are like actually not by not by like um by someone other than one of their parents and stuff like that and like how many there actually are like because we think there's a huge human trafficking problem but like there's like probably like less than a like a hundred people are actually kidnapped and like never found in the United States like according to the statistics and that's like and that's like a
country of 600 million people it's like and so that is like very very rare it's like very rare for someone to be kidnapped and stuff like that right and it's like we think there's a huge like um human trafficking problem right but it's
like I feel like a lot of people they don't officially label it a kidnapping or abduction and they just go as missing persons but I think it's I think it's more rare than we think people are like people are like oh it's um it's so like
it's so I don't know s you have you can't show your feet on the feet this guy saw it in the chat like wants to come join and show his you cannot show your feet you can join but don't show your feet or be naked please yeah I don't know I I think a lot of Statistics are overblown just for for people to like you know to social engineering and stuff like that um I think a lot of stuff is overblown in the news like I
don't know I think I think a lot of most of the serial killers I think are all fake it's all it's all like scops like John Wayne Casey 33 bodies under his floorboards right how can you have 33 bodies under your floorboard like is there even room in any house for 33 B on the floorboard
it smell and stuff and just doesn't make sense I I I'm afraid to I I love uh crime stuff and general uh learning about it h like there's stuff there's stuff you can buy
at any hardware store basically hardware store grocery store whatever certain chemicals and things that you can use to uh make
the weapons corpse Odus for lack of but I'm saying that's like I mean it's like John Wayne gasy obviously it's like 33 is like a code number of course and like John John Wayne is a code word and like G gayy is like a code word and heuse Pogo the clown I mean there's like this is all like there's a lot of code stuff going on I know how to read some
of these codes um sad you I know you can show your feet online on the panel but I just don't want to see your feet because they're they they looked a little bit um green last time and everyone was shocked okay but I like you s though okay yeah Selena the celestial True Crime readings and then we had a true crime guy on today earlier too we have a lot of True
Crime going on my father loved True Crime and I I do too like I used to study all these things but I don't really believe um some of the stuff is real okay if he shows his feet guys I'm sorry okay one thing that uh like fascinates
me not like a good way it just fascinates me the subject is you ever heard of a Missing 411 no it's a it's all the people that go missing in National Parks or uh
Wildlife land lot is that a lot of people i s a lot of people go missing I'm fine or they'll go missing and be like Myster like there's there's
all sorts of examples yeah they'll go missing in one area and somehow be found in another area just like a few hours later but it's like a 100 miles away and they're they're out
in the middle of the Wilderness so like it's it's like physically impossible to travel that distance F you need a pedicure why are your feet green they're all like puffy in
green okay sorry guys where's that's a blister I can't take that oh I can off stage that was disgusting another thing I know depending on the location
is a lot of criminal activity goes on out in the middle of nowhere right uh I think a lot of uh in certain regions a lot of the Missing 411 stuff is people coming across Criminal activ or just coming across psychos and they
get they get movie like No Country for Old Men or something when like I don't know what movie it was but he like goes and he finds like this like all these people were dead in this drug deal in the middle of the desert and stuff like that and they're all and then um then he finds like he finds like the money and stuff like that because they all got killed and he finds like the money and like then they go they start looking for the money from I think it's No Country
for Old Men or something like that I'm pretty sure it's that movie yeah he said thanks for my sex s no nobody liked that movie or nobody liked the feet saw just just Fe yeah I love that movie that's a great movie that's a that's a great movie about Psychopaths too it's like has a that's a pretty good um because this guy felt like he was like an avenging angel
or whatever like um you know the guy in the movie that the killer in the movie The Hitman yeah yeah well he did like a just a really good job or trying and he like a a psycho legit psychopath Hit Man Fire right and also he like he's like a chaos person because he like wouldn't he like
like sometimes he like flipped a coin or something like that or he like or he he killed people like based on like Chance some people he let survive and stuff and like yeah when it came to like people that weren't part of the contract that might have uh yeah crossed his path and stuff I can't remember exactly the story behind the uh coin but
it's a also see far see Fargo to that's another one that's another good one where it's like they uh they uh Fargo is like where they try kidnpped this guy's wife in order to like get this bounty and then or to get this uh you
know and then um and then um there's all the stuff that happened in that movie too what's the one where there they in the snow and like like then like these people see that the see them killing them and they chase the people and kill them I don't know that there's like a lot of good I see Fargo that's really
good B's character was Sugar Sugar oh yeah so that's ban sugar what's up what's up Rogue how are you hey good morning good morning how are you I'm okay no matter all
right have you slept slept I have not slept I uh GB feel okay okay I feel fine I like I was feeling very like slow for a little
bit I'm like I think it was love purpose for some some not a tweet
out of my mind I'm just kid um I'm not a tweaker but tweaker I've been a tweaker in the past is it once a tweaker always a tweaker I don't know how does it go I don't know well now you're part of a an an
organization that has your back bkg yes that is fcking very good I just know I just know VA has my back I have her back and it's like and then you know all of us have each other's backs like it's like I think a like whole thing about it is
like we're all like a group of like animal lovers and like friends that help each other and have each other's backs and I I I don't admit anything to you BG lot of stories I have a lot of
stories give me a theme and I'll share a story what do you want to story about or yeah name a them like what kind of um yeah white
noise what about well let me tell you a story when I was when I was a bouncer at the gay club there was I was very young I was like 19 and then there was this lady who was my Nemesis and then when first time I met her she even looked at
me and then she said like all bers hatte me I was like okay well it's good to know and uh she and then she put a first stop she because I fight like a man and she was this tiny tiny lady and
uh fast forward like three weeks and she gets into a fight with this other wom and I don't know if anybody here has ever like stopped a woman fight they L you on each other's hair like they just get a hold of each other's hair so as I pull this
lady away she she comes up with two fistfuls of hair from the other woman and she starts like like trying to punch me and hit me and I'm just carrying her out and like definitely that that was that was a big lesson like it's like as far as like breaking up
women fights that was big here I have another story one time I was doing this job at a bar in not a super nice place in town and uh this guy you you were not allowed to step outside a bar with a drink and uh this guy just walks out
like it's nothing and I so I'm telling him like no you can't like you can't do that and he's like what since when I like well I don't know since I've had this job at least so he he didn't know that and turns that like so we started talking a bit turns out that he had just gotten out of prison after like being there for a long long time
that's why he didn't know um and again fast forward like three four hours into the night and then sometime somebody comes and tells me like some like there's this guy in the bathroom like he he's he's full of blood he's all
up full of blood so I go and check and it was the same guy that he was just anyway he was covered in blood like apparently this three Native American guys jumped him he probably said wrong thing to them and they jumped him in the bathroom they him up we had to
call an ambulance and everything he was like unconscious that he was he was up uh cuz I don't know what he said but it was like you could tell that poor guy like he had not he didn't have the proper time to adapt to society uh coming out of prison he he he
he like he looked like he was very out of plays but he survived uh yeah it's another story for Selena yeah that's awesome well it's like you know it's like when you're live in prison it's like there's a whole like other thing like Lefty Gunplay I saw like a video where he's working out and like every time that the the guy was was
working out with like would come from behind him and stuff like that he would like run around like he think someone's like coming behind him like that and like he would like he was like and he knew all all the workout was like prison based workout like that well you know the term arrest to development I think comes from not keeping up with mure with not maturing at the same rate of others
when you get arrested and it happens to a lot of people I definitely had a degree of that um like my 20s I I spent them in a very specific way so I I think that at this age at 37 I'm immature to an extent um but rest of development is
just kind of like not maturing at the same rate as others a lot of Housewives have that uh a lot of people in the military have that obviously people from prison they you just people arrest the development means not maturing at the same rate as uh as others and it happens
you know athletes a lot of professional athletes have it it happens you know the more opport the more that a society like American society presents opportunity the more that happens you know if you just kind of like in a third world country where you just have to like settle for whatever pays the bills and considering yourself lucky that
you're going to be a little bit um protected from that but when you have a lot of opportunity uh in a society there's going to be a little bit more rested development and I I have it probably which just am here talking to you true that's very true yeah but you know we all have our own we got our own pace and some people
have more responsibilities than other people I mean I don't have I don't have like kids and stuff like that so I I'm probably like less mature than like a lot of parents are you know that that's an interesting point to bring up I think like you know but this week has exposed me and made me discuss
the concept of anthropocentrism a lot which is just humans like kind of like building your worldview around very much around humans and not nature and I think that a lot of humans like to think that to be fully
mature you have to be a parent which I deeply disagree with uh I don't think I don't think that you need to be a parent to experience full maturity as a human and they think it's a very
anthropocentric view that you that you should parent a child um to experience the ultimate version of the human um story per se not everyone should have children I don't think and like also like um like
when you have children then you kind of like they you're somebody like they're like you know they someone you have you protect more than yourself or you love more than yourself like for many people and so it's like that's why and they have to have responsibility to take care of material and stuff like that so they you have to like I see I see your point yeah absolutely absolutely you you well and I I see this with a lot of like
I started martial arts when I was very very young and I remember seeing these guys who were like in their 40s come on the mat and you start at like late 30s 40s and and it was all rooted because it's like now they have something to protect uh now they have a child to protect but now you're like like leaving
work in your 40s and getting your ass kicked by 20 year olds like why the didn't you think about it sooner as far as being a responsible human I'm not gonna say being a responsible man I'm not going to put gender into it but just responsible enough human that if you wanted to bring something to the world that is so delicate needs so much
protection why did you not anticipate being ready to protect
it the whole society should protect you know the children and children and the uh and the elderly and but you know I think it's part of you know think of nature like like they even like a a little kitten can get eaten by a hog like I think there's there's always
like preditors that are gonna seek the weak well what we need to protect the vulnerable you know there's there's vulnerable people everywhere there's you know um it's like as a society we do protect them I think like they're like
very highly I think these are protected people you know it's like um but that parents parenting is part of it like the parents are like usually that's like person they the they love more than themselves and so they um they they grow up real they they they come to realizations that make them mature faster I think like um about yes it
definitely makes a mature it's it's like force maturity and then some people that struggle with like imposing discipline within their lives and and and and a clear path they tend to just assimilate Parenthood as like oh this will straighten me up like this will this will give me discipline this will like
just like you said it's a self-imposed level of um of discipline like you look horrified I agree with that wrog I'm
apparent but I think everyone has their own path and has values regardless children yeah Selena 100% % it's um um I'm not a parent hello hori look you froze looking like like you saw the devil
dude like what's like what's her name that lady his phone might have died or
is he okay no yeah it's just after uh maybe it's probably might have died the worst moment he's got another dive like a deep
dive yeah as far as dating I I somehow I like to date I don't know like the part of me like I like I have a lot of respect for mothers because of this topic that we're talking about like they care about something and they protect something and they have a strong sense
of Duty um so I I have a lot of respect so perhaps in the long term I see myself like just dating a single mom like helping her with whatever she needs
H that's I me personally I just I Still Still uh trying to get myself what was that so me personally
I'm still trying to get myself uh solid before considering any serious relationships that's wise that's very wise because when you enter a relationship like it's um it can it
exposes uh it exposes your your your deepest insecurities is really and if you're a ble to address your deepest insecurities and turn soci insecurities and weaknesses into strengths you'll be able to share that with the other person um so I think it's very wise to dedicate the time to focus
on yourself and and build a strong enough Foundation as a human that you know once you're challenged to the core you fall back on on that strong on the strength that you build throughout this
time does that I hope I'm making sense yeah with my thing without going into detail the best way I can describe it I lived a certain kind of life for since basically since I graduated
high school and just recently in the past few years stopped living that life and now a more legitimate civilian life so it's taking time to get used and what that
is sorry guys I had I just left for a few minutes because I I just got clipped by jany again I don't know Nancy is there anything more than me just saying refrain from saying that word in the chat Janny Clips I'm not sure if there's more of me in that but I'm getting clipped I'm getting clipped like crazy and uh it's okay it's kind of cool yeah hope I don't know I'm sorry interrupt
you guys well like as a member of the lgbtq community Nick I uh you you you're doing well because you're part of the lgbtq community right me I'm just kidding I'm just I'm just joking I got no problem with though I'm just not I'm not
personally well I'm I'm very I'm very LGBT friendly because I'm I'm gay so I I have no shame in my game no not at all um yeah yeah you can be like an ally and not be gay though you can be LGBT friendly you
can be like a friend a friend but not necess you don't have to be gay yeah but you know what there's nothing more annoying than those that just scream about it oh I'm an Al I'm an ally blah blah blah it's like shut the up and live your life like I have a friend that's like that I have a friend that is just like he even has a
shirt a pen a pen he has a pen Ally it's like all right dude like like just live your life and your decision making will tell us who you are you don't have to wear it right I mean you don't have to wear it like just like you gay pride parades I mean I don't think the any parades I mean Pride was like Lucifer's thing right it's like pride is
like a one of the seven there's two words that I never use is and I'm going to use them now just for context they are pride and hate those two words I Ure to never use in my vocabulary yeah is hate is a strong word I guess but even hate has this place in this world right it's like you can hate you
can hate you can hate hate right you can hate hate no but list think of let's think of that like hate is a manifestation of extreme anger and anger is an emotion right so to an extent if you are able to completely dominate yourself to have control of your
emotions you know you know that anger is a weakness so why will you be extremely weak as far as like going to the point where this emotion of anger which makes you weak leads you to the point of hate so so that that is just an extremely emotionally weak person that is just not
in control of themselves at all well I think anger has a anger has a place and anger anger is like appropriate sometimes and it's like you know it's like you it's you have to can be angry at like you know violence and angry at um no you don't need to be like
for example I'll give you you don't need to be angry to do violence right I always said really honestly like I really don't hate anyone but I do automatically hate pedophiles rapists animal
abusers people that abuse the elderly or mentally uh or physically handicapped but those are your those are your your your values your virtues like you you believe in in in respecting others and I don't like I I and you can
protect that and you can even exercise violence upon it but you don't need to be angry over it no I'm I'm just saying like if I were like just in general those are people I hate if that makes sense yeah yeah well
it it it it's speak volumes about your character right but you don't think of what and it makes it makes unfortunately makes it weaker it makes you weaker to to allow anger into your life like any type of emotion is going to affect your breathing which is then going to a f
your heart rate which is then going to make you think in a less powerful way like if you're able to tame your emotions to use your mind under the most brutal circumstances you'll be a more dangerous man because you'll be able to
just rationalize things and say I like this is the proper way to conquer the situation without any emotion whatsoever like the hand self-awareness you need to know what you're willing to kill for and what you're willing to die for no I know
exactly what you're talking about it I struggled with the controlling it when I was much younger but over time I learned how to control it and not let it control
me people say like women are like are are like more emotional and things like that I think women feel emotions like more strongly but they're like more they're more in control of their emotions in a certain way they're like emotional ninjas and men are like kind of like babies where men are
like have like control emotions that is true that is true where a lot of men just approach emotion as like like oh no it doesn't affect doesn't affect me but they have zero control of it and they are the most
affected by it like and I've seen dudes that I know not name names it's not just people on internet just in general I know plenty of dudes that are straight up drama queens yeah yeah yeah yeah but but but it's it's part of
it's part of like at least in the west like American like man culture to be like oh no I don't feel emotions blah blah and then to just be a little about it to just have no control over their emotions like you have to understand your weaknesses before you can turn them into strengths because men have the more men are the more rational rational kind of the kind of the brain women have the
more emotional side of the brain but so men can be more be more rational as a whole women can be like operate more from the emotional world but it's like we both have to use both and balance that's where that's where like when when dealing with women sometimes you just have to this is what I've learned this maturity has stopped me like sometimes just dealing with women when they're
being emotional and they're acting out of emotion some sometimes just kind of like detecting it like reading the behavior and being like all right we'll we'll we'll talk about this once once you're no longer driven by emotion and care you
care that'll make them even more Angry sometimes don't say don't tell women calm down understanding them understanding them understanding is say okay you're being you're being led by your emotions because you're a woman and it's okay but not you know kind of not saying it you
know what I mean not not saying this word like hey you're a woman and you're being driven by your emotions like just like telling myself that in my mind like kind of reading the situation and just going all right okay say what you need to say they it all out right what like when you're in your emotions when you're in your emotions you don't make rational decisions you're
like you're operating from your emotions that's why they do news stories like with very emotional things it's like people like they're not being rational about it they just get in their emotions about it and they they're they're not being logical yeah that's why you know you don't want to make decisions when you're when you're angry or things like
that like you're not you're so far away from wisdom when you're operating when you're making decisions based on emotion it's it's actually quite make itless you make decisions based on love like love if you make if you have an ultimate like based on love that's a kind of an emotion right if you can make can
operate strong emotion but like at the same time like the worst some of the worst crimes against humanity have been name have been exercised in the Name of Love right but it's like yeah okay yeah but in the in the name of religion maybe but not not not real love like it's like you know not the biggest crimes are not
because of love it's like that's basically out of ignorance or hate the biggest cries Against Humanity I think that I think that that I think that true wisdom lies in an emotionalized State maybe I think that emotion is important it's like that it's like it should be balanced with rationality and
it's like because emotion can be a driving force between for like the decision making and stuff I think I think it should be part of your foundation and your verses right but when it comes down to you out and about and operating through life I I think that you know the most
powerful humans conquer their emotions and they those hence hence those emotions don't influence their decision making hey but don't forget emotions and feelings are what separate us from the machines right yeah yeah yeah yeah
that's I mean and and and at this current agage and and era that's going to become much more important I think because we be like having to go against machines just for our own subsistence you don't have a motion and
then you'll be like okay it's okay to like kill or or un alive certain certain parts of the population and stuff or like for population control because that rationally then it's like that be like more less like like less resources taken up and things like that that would be rational but then like that's where that's where Humanity kicks in you know
the term Humanity comes from from us being able to experience compassion and to not just like just eliminate all the weak right like compassion is isn't it compassion and emotion kind of is it compassion is emotion I think so I won't say that's a good question that I don't
know how to answer like I don't know somebody with more experience and training than I will be able to answer that I don't know if compassion is an emotion compassion is like empathy empathy it's like a it's a feeling right it's a feeling and so emotions are feelings that's what I it's like a not it's not like a logical thing it's like a it's a
heart you will say like we will perhaps that and this is just me again being ignorant I do not know this but perhaps that's where Humanity comes to play like the intersection between thought and emotion where you realize that something is weaker than you but you have enough love in your heart to
protected right okay that's interesting all I'm saying with the robots is yeah ai ai is scary as and it's not fall down and then on top of
it uh uh the uh powers that be the you know the superpowers of the world are all all the Next Generation military technology is all being focused on
autonomous uh combat Vehicles ground Vehicles I'll be back okay SE vehicles take care aircraft everything the and they they're having autonomous vehicles that are also uh they call it a what is what's it
I forget the exact term but it's a AI enhanced autonomous autonomous vehicles so that they can make decisions on their own but supposedly humans still have the ability to take manual
control but if you know anything about AI it starts to become rapidly so Advanced that it often yeah how much power we give the AI I mean how much power we we decide to give them it's all programming it's all we we
programing what to do so it's like it doesn't decide to make decisions on its own we give it we give it the authority to like make these decisions like basically programming but at the same time we we as humans we have grown so lazy that we we you know there's probably a huge Market a lot of
money to be made on giving all of our power to AI right when that stuff starts happening yeah that's and I'm already plan like in the next couple years I'm already planning on moving further away from H civilization and more into a
rural area with the ultimate goal of uh like long-term goal of my life was being as off off grid and self- sustaining as possible right well Nick like because you are definitely part of the lgbtq community you're gonna do well I'm just kidding dude I'm just
King I'm just joking uh P what's with your eyes you look like you took some sort of drug or something and I took GHB I already said I took GHB um that some guys what is g like this liquid it's like this liquid and it's like um it's
like I don't know it um counteract with my alcohol and how were you a security bouncer at a club and you don't know what GHP is this was when I that's this was like when I was a bouncer I was this was like fifth not even 15 like
damn dude 19 years ago 19 years it's commonly used as a date rape drug so he he does what you took psyche it's technically not I don't yeah I I mean it didn't like knock me out but it's like knock it with
alcohol and I don't know why he like brought it and stuff like that we wasn't we didn't even hook up so the they didn't go well it was a pretty bad day tonight you had somebody over tonight yeah oh damn like all these things Happ I just went to sleep and I woke up and look at all your Adventures
dude is hear with dkg dkg what did he know about dkg or dkg what is that bkg kitty gang yeah he knew about who who did who oh no did he no the guy
no he on my tattoo and he I told her I show him be and stuff like that but he was like not that um intimidated that you're part of bkg well he should know I'm not the most intimidating person you know I'm not trying to like you know yeah but I mean
bkg is a very dangerous organization I know yeah I know that it's also it's also a very kind organization in a certain ways like we love we love kittens be loves aat you you saw my tat
you right yeah you saw myat and puppies too right puppies and animals and and uh and streamers to live streamers it's a very dangerous organization
streamer verse reality n North everyone doing yeah yeah here's my tattoo if you haven't seen that's an actual tattoo guy like is that an actual tattoo yeah I put it on my screen damn well I
mean huh is see now but see yeah B it says it's okay it's it's like Arab it's Arabic lettering it's Arabic style lettering it's not Arabic but it's Arabic oh because VA is is VA
Khalifa khif khif Khalifa yeah well uh I mean
yeah what's your home no M I don't know if you ever like mentioned it before I don't ask to if you don't want to but uh What uh part of this round rock that we call Earth do you come from or are you from Western North
America oh right on yeah I'm from Northern California yeah I know both of you guys are from California I've seen I've seen you around in chat forever but I don't think we've ever talked on a panel or anything oh well it's very nice to meet
you nuk oh yeah very nice to very nice to talk you guys I got so many hot on
uh yeah yeah I mean um I talk a lot of um this is uh for me it it's I I will say that I I have a degree in
sociology and it is it is a a great is the ultimate form of people watching this is what this is is the ultimate form people watching right um and now that I have delv into interacting with the people within it um I have learned
to become more respectful um I have learned that that uh I perhaps need to be less um of an and uh and just open my mind to the way that different people live their
lives you know as long as their moral compass is trained pointed in the same direction as mine there's no reason whatsoever for me to judge them so it has opened my mind um and I'm grateful for it so
yeah kind of living that live ever you know treat people like you want to be treated and the golden rule like um you know they just like let people be themselves and um long as people aren't hurting anybody them do what they want yeah as far I think that the again like
I had like an eight hour debate about three weeks back where where we discussed you know capabilities of humans and different things but moral compass is is what allows me to respect somebody I and I guess that's deling into emotion but
but developed in some people like the morals can be they have to be developed in some people like they can people can mature in their and that's where that's where like as long as your moral compass aligns with mine I will respect you no matter how you live your life no matter how you
don't live your life I will respect you and I will protect you to the best my abilities very good oh stop off that's definitely one thing uh I feel like more
like a lot of people talk about the par parasocial aspect of the internet world and y d but at least when it comes to like the ip2 like in my opinion ip2 has been been dead for years
but when it was more of a community feel like if more of the ip2 people as far as the viewers go had a more kind of like this panel stuff more actual verbal con like interaction and
not just Anonymous names and chat but actually got to like talk to each other and yeah with Alisa it's like being parasocial like so with Lisa Jordana
like or like you know other people it's like I actually talk to them I and like I communicate with them and so it's like different than parasocial than it's like parasocial is like when you're just like basically just like w somebody and then you know you think you're you're like you you think you're friends with them but it's like they don't even know who you are and stuff like that it's
like it's like have more interactions we can actually develop friendships and stuff like that not it's not like a well and it's it leads to to there's certain people that I will never interact with in my own path in my
own life that I lead that enlighten me as far as just how humans can for example like I tried to to join cadon pan because I I I used to like kadana um and then this kid this is this was a a genuine reminder of racism where
like I I think that nowadays racism is thrown around just kind of like like so easily just like oh yeah they just that guy's racist racist racist but I hadn't come across it and in in a long time um it was very interesting to detected like within this this young kid why I forgot his name with the curly
hair and the mustage um I know you're talking about I don't want to say name I I don't have problems with people I know exactly what you're talking about but it was like they they they were they were somehow just putting a label on me that that my illegal
immigrant families blah blah blah is a because of my accent which I decided to keep I can when I teach I can I eliminate this accent so I'm better understood but it was it was just like assuming that I have a illegal immigrant family and and that they're getting
deported and blah blah blah uh and it was it was it was an eye opener it was like you have no idea um what I do for living uh where I what I sacrifice for for this country you have no idea whatsoever and you're putting this label
on me that I I I I I I thank them for reminding me that unfortunately there's still people that are that ignorant and racist um and you know well let's be honest like especially from the ip2 community but in on the internet in
general a lot of people throw all types of racist or hateful speech and whatever around and they almost Bond they they bond based in it but they would never say it to someone face to face in real
life oh of course I I was always very uh before I discovered who ice posidon was back in a like late 2016 I was very
anti- social media technology and all that stuff so and I had I had experienced quite a lot in my life and so when I first started you know becoming more of a frequent viewer and all that and just saying all the
stuff people would say in chat it was surprising I was like what what the and racism and homophobia like the nword just thrown around like and like you know it's like a lot of homophobia but it's like at the same time it's like there's all racism involved and St it's like there really like I don't think
there's like really you know it's not like KKK out of racism it's like more like just like like like this weird nerdy racism like it's a it it's yeah is it's not true it's not true hate it's just like this culturally
inspired homophobia and racism yeah that that that like it's like nerdy I don't it's so weird dude it's so weird trolly racism it's like trollish racism it's like versus like the n-word know well I I'll say like the again like you
I I lived a very I'm not I'm 31 I'm not the old I'm not saying like I've Liv the like craziest longest life ever but for my age I definitely feel like I've experienced uh quite a
lot uh and I've met like legit R like legit racist like people that were in uh you know certain white supremacist gang mainly because they had to join when they were
in prison they weren't really given an option but uh when you meet people like that and even that like even actual racists
don't talk the way online quote unquote racists talk I agree I agree because I think like like an actual racist is going to be a lot more proactive about it it's going to be intelligent enough to conceal their
racism yeah they're not they're not like exactly they're not loud and open about it yeah absolutely it's going to be let's say imagine like affecting economy to an extent where the people that you hate don't get the same level of
opportunity uh and that so yeah that's I'm not I don't know I'm not gonna say that to an extent I respect that more but it's it's like it's like well at least you're doing it in a disciplined fashion you know it's a it's like you're being a piece of in disciplined fashion
and like I know I'm not making excuses for them but when it comes to like the prison politics especially in in California I know a lot of uh a lot of people don't understand it from they're from other countries or
even other parts of America but like West Coast prison politics it's all it's all uh racial politics these people are brought down to their most animalistic core so they said they separate people by in the
races in in in the prisons and stuff like that and like then they have like the whole Peckerwood like you know the the prison gangs where they all the races will have their own kind of gang like their own racial racial based gang and stuff like that like if you go to prison you're part of bkg everybody's going to respect you well I've been to I've been to jail
I've been to jail and I was with the peckerwoods and they liked me I I even had a peckerwood boyfriend well isn't that crazy like they kind of like don't give you an option like so I don't have tattoos and there's I I'm not as worried
about it now but there was a very valid reason why I've never gotten a tattoo and that's because of the way I used to live my life if I got in trouble I would have definitely gone to prison but I ref I refused to
join any type of white RAC racial gang so one thing I learned that when uh a couple of my buddies did uh was they would get a they would get a star David tattoos on them
and identify as a Jewish and then that way it's not safe for them to be put in the white population so they'd be put in the other other population and you're still at risk the for the most part the whites will understand but they're still
they'll still look at you as like someone that wasn't willing to go into the white population it's it's weird they separate out they separate the Gaze out too but I mean it's like but I said I was straight or they ask I think I said I was straight so I was with the the straight population I was with the regular I was with different people like
I just was there for three days or something like that but I was with like this is very inging to me I actually I I work uh with the government so I've never been in trouble with the law or anything like that I've never been to jail or prison or anything um so this is uh uh super interesting to me like I think there's a
level of Sociology that goes on in prisons and jails that is unique to to humanity because you're bringing ra to your most carnal cell so it's it's really interesting thank you guys for sharing thank you very much
iy I plenty of jail stores I just have a few jail stores but uh yeah I feel it's a miracle I am still alive and it's also a miracle I never got incarcerated for
anything other than uh when I was a minor I got arrested for vandalism charges but that doesn't count yeah I just I just had M glad you're not de
Che to you not being cheers to all we're all we're all live you made it we've been through I've been through some well especially like Nick being part of the lgbtq community I'm just kidding I like the same laugh this
is I'm I'm I'm lgbtq I'm just I'm G no sh no idea we have no idea but I'm not even like part of the community really like that Community It's like because it's like I'm not I'm kind of rejected by that Community like a little bit
because it's like they're like very I I'm like um more the Q I'm not I'm not like really like into like the gay lifestyle it's pretty much like I don't know I'm just
gay but I'm not like really into parad or like
the gay yeah some things are funny when a g then been through
some we love it for well psyche what's the I'm just curi like what I'm just curious what's your opinion on like uh I I I refer to it like I got like like I said a bunch of gay LGBT friends
uhuh and relatives what's your opinion on this like we call it like the New Age movement with all the pronouns and oh I can't stand it it's the woke the woke movement or I can't stand it thank you very interesting that's what I've
been like all my OG OG LGBT friends family whatever that's what everyone says to me and but like uh I also
am kind of at the uh I me I'm a millennial uhuh so it's kind of when that stuff started to become popular but I've Al like I I've been surrounded by a lot of that you know crazy it's too crazy it's like and then it's like so politically correct
and I'm I'm like you know I'm very I hate politically correct stuff it's like I'm I'm very Politically Incorrect person it's like uh you know I'm just it's like I don't like being corrected like by people like oh you're not supposed to say this or this or this it's like um you know it's like you can say whatever we want like we can use I don't like the pronouns and stuff like
that I think pronouns are like you know never GHB again I know I'm not going to GHB hting good on Psy yeah um GHB sucks you don't have to do a parade to be part of the community we're a community together we stand as friends and we support everyone we respect heterosexuals yeah it's like that it's like I just don't yeah I don't feel like I'm I'm invited to the parade sometimes
or it's like I don't know I just I just don't fit in well it's like this is how I look at it it's h it's like some people trying to fit in Imagine like like acting like you're part of like your homosexual just to fit in right because it's cool because it's a cool thing or
becoming trans because it's cool well nobody does nobody nobody really does that just to be cool I mean it's like I honestly dude like look at the generation this new generation it's it's it's like disturbing
because in schools like Public Schools they're pushing like a lot of this agenda and I hate to say it like that but it's this like agenda yeah yeah absolutely absolutely I think it's part of this part of the political stuff is to RI people up like they're having drag queen story hours okay first of all drag
queens are not transexuals they're usually like gay men like who are doing playing a character or something like that and so it's like it's not like but they make it cool they glamorize it they thing no it's almost like
they're trying to convince like I like again I have no problem if you're gay lesbian bisexual whatever but it's almost like they're saying if you are that that's not enough like you gotta be yes BR or you gotta be one of these other
pronouns like they're really they're really pushing this on people yeah yeah absolutely there it's indoctrination it's like social indoctrination it's like if you want to have to an extent it's like if you want to have uh an easier life be gay no it's not an easier life it's like I that's like it's not like that's actually how you approach it because
you're genuinely a a gay man but imagine somebody who's not truly like gay and they're like oh I want to be cool like I want to do the cool thing so I I'll just be gay I don't think I don't think really that that I don't think they just choose like they say the pronoun they'll say like I'm panx stuff because the pronouns
are like all in and stuff but actually I don't think they're going to turn gay because it's cool and stuff like that I think so I think when you have no identity and you want to be a cool human being and the way to be cool is to be gay or trans or whatever the like you're gonna do you're gonna do that you know what I mean
well it's it's this agenda where they're saying like if someone you know young age is you know probably is like gay or by or lesbian and they're starting to identify like that they'll like they a lot of just a
lot of mainstream media even in the schools they'll be like you know it's okay if you're transsexual well and also imagine being like a a white kid like imagine being like a white straight kit like if you're a white straight kit there's going to be so so much like oh okay or toughen up or
whatever the but if you're a gay kid gay white kid or gay trans kid like we have all this resources for you like we're gonna treat you we're GNA care for you you're part of this community we want you to be strong but if you're gay now I'm sorry but if you're a straight white kid it's just like you the gay the gay the gay are GNA be
the minority though and so it's like sometimes we protect we protect like the the the smaller like the the the the gays are gonna be under attack and like that but like you're old school you're you're genuine you're always you're like yeah like o OG
LGBT more the old school yeah I'm like I'm I'm like you know the yeah because you you are genuine and hands why you deserve so much respect but I'm talking about like indoctrination via culture uh just like Nick is talking about I think we Nick and I are talking about the same exact thing there's an
indoctrination where there it's a straight indoctrination where it's like there's a lot of gays that were like that have to stay there they stay their straight and stuff like that because this this is is like I I can I can hear your age as you say these things this is no longer the era we live in dude
yeah changing around but it's like it's better to have protection for people that are marginalized and so so it's better to have some resources but then no extreme is good no extreme is good so imagine that extreme taking over culture so then people who are not truly gay pretending to be gay to benefit from
that protection or even like or even just like people that are probably you know like probably gay or by or lesbian being pressured by their own you know supposed you know like Community to be trans because for some reason I don't think like I don't
think people are like becoming trans because they think it's cool I think it's like that's they are they are we can disagree like we can agree to disagree but I know sometimes parents push push it on their kids and stuff but I don't think people are just like oh I I want to be a female a transexual has like that's one of the hardest like LIF Lifestyles live most of them become
prostitutes and stuff like that but they don't know this they don't know this because Society prous push like culture and movies and TV push like it's a cool thing to do so they don't know the struggle of of actually being a trans person like like the people in Thailand for example they don't know
that they don't know that at all but they they like okay I want to fit in within this Society so I must pursue this pth well and another thing is like the thing that bothers this is the thing that bothers me the most about it is is I don't remember exactly which states
specifically and which areas or whatever but there are places in our country where kids as young as like Elementary School age Middle School age are are legally being allowed by the government to start uh
transitioning taking there's reasons for well well the reasons for this's but they don't they don't need their they don't need parental consent right I know but that's ful develop they're not gonna get to the doctor without the parents taking them it's like it's kind of like a red hering or kind of like you know it's just like a
false kind of like thing it's like usually going to be very like iVision up cuz I know parents with kids that are doing that I even parents like push the gay agenda on the kid right okay happen is
like that's it's controversial I would say you know I'm I'm for like transition like transitioning like when above 18 and over we honestly like three years back when be transitioned be was a man and she transitioned is not a man is a beautiful not a
she's I I know she's not a man she's she's a woman no no say a woman but she's don't don't don't say that the other thing I was trying to get at with that is kids at that young of an
age elementary school middle school I don't care if it's like gay straight transexual what ever they should not be having any sort of sexual identity agenda pushed on them like they're way too young for that there's no they haven't even hit puberty and they're talking about like
sexual identity yeah that's should I don't again like I don't care if it's gay straight whatever that should not even be a thing happening at topic be discussed with people of that age at all yeah it's like I think it's like lot of this is like to get people upset I don't think it's like such a big issue
where it's like all these kids are turning gay and stuff like that and like the and the parents are deciding but I'm saying like sometimes you know okay so the thing of transitioning the puberty blockers they are I mean I I some not not a big percentage of people it's a very small like
little that's because they're not being heard enough but if we think of the the the Zoomers and the Alpha generation like they are you have to be a rebel to not be gay you have to rebel against being gay well I don't know I'm just saying it
was like it was like not ever anything cool when I was like in in a school I was the only one ever coming out of the Clos my years 100% because you are OG like you are you you you actually experience the adversity that comes with being a truly gay man he was not cool to be gay when you were in school I cannot imagine the level of harassment that you
had to experience and overcome but now now terrible and I can only imagine in 2025 it's like if you want to be a cool human being be gay different I don't know I think there's more openness but I don't think it's like people are changing their
sexuality just because it's cool I mean they're I think I think because think of like a young white kid a young white kid like what what is the place in the world today for a young white kid other than evil it's almost like they you canot just be like a young white kid you cannot be that because somehow Society
labels you as evil if you're just that race that's not even like sexuality that's just race now white people are exactly so that's a whole new level of judgment exactly I agree 100% so that is Extreme judgment and do you think when you're so insecure and young you don't want to
feel safe so you just want you'll just join in whatever party makes you feel safe and the wild thing to me I I I I'm not like extremely well traveled but i' I've gone to several I traveled to several different
countries you have yeah really that's sad ass where have you been I've been to Mexico I've been to England France
Italy nice uh Greece I'm I'm half Greek so I have family in gree that's badass dude I've been around the world too I've been around the world too and it's like um you know
like Greece Spain England um Thailand and it's like you know I think Thailand some Asian countries are very gay friendly and they have a huge trans population and stuff like that and they and also like there different places around the world have different like like uh opinions about trans like in Iran you can't you can do you can get married um gay you can do gay marriage
but you have to one of them has to have a sex change and the government will pay for the sex change and stuff like that isn't that that's wild isn't yeah it's crazy but um you know that's like you know it's better than like than murdering gays like what they do in a lot of uh in a lot of uh countries you know they in
Russ Russia Russia they still concentration camps for gays still in Russia in Russia right now they have con right now they have concentration camps for gays it's very I can't I can't tell I yeah that's another thing I I won't I'll try to avoid thing about but I've had so many conversations with
people I know where they've said basically long story short they've said like oh we I would have more freedom if I lived in Russia basically is what they would get at I'm I'm like you don't know what you're talking about you have no idea what the
you're talking about you're so they get thank you Nick like you it like I said it's an honor to know you because you have you're a well Tri thinking man and absolutely it's there just like this hyper conservative people just saying that oh yeah Russia masculinity like you have no
clue how you will be perceived there it's not it's not say it's not safe for gay people I don't think in Russia I don't think it's safe there I don't think it's safe for
like so like I I also I grew up in a very culturally diverse area like e ethnic ethnically National nationalities religious blah blah blah all that like very diverse area and a lot of them were either immigrants themselves or kids of
immigrants and that was another thing I just learned a lot about their home countries and a lot of why they move here and yeah a lot of people take the the the way in which you live in the United
States for granted um and and some people especially those who have not experienced the adversity of surviving another Nation um sometimes
promote they I don't know sometimes they they they become the thing that you don't want to come across as far as um what what's the term um stagnancy per se just just just not doing anything where you're at not
moving forward at all and just becoming part of the problem stagnancy stagnant I don't yeah being stagnant the state of being stagnant America we have a lot more freedom to like do like do what we want to do like to you know we can everyone can create their own business we can like everyone can like have a chance to
generate wealth and stuff like that correct but but but when you're when you're born into it right and you don't have the perspective to understand how humble you should be under such opportunity then you become a little bit of you become stagnant you just fall back it's like when people come from from here from different countries they
can appreciate how free the economy is and so they can make a lot of money and like gener like that's my story that that's at least I I can speak that's that's how I have built my wealth that's how I have built my respect my reputation I come from another country where we lack opportunities and I am deeply humbled by the
opportunities that this country present so I grant my service to it yeah well we they should be they should be teaching us you know teaching like people like how know amazing their opportunities are here and how like free the economy is compared to other but it's like you we
take it for granted because we don't see we don't experience the the uh the yeah you don't know how it is try survive um in a different world another thing I always try and explain to People Too go kind of going
back to the racism subject whereas you know as racist as people think America can be it is it honestly is nothing compared to most countries most other countries and cultures and whatever are all really racist
and it's surprising who they're racist too and it's usually like so like here we have like you know we consider white like anyone who's Caucasian white skinned a white person but if you go to Eastern Europe they all consider themselves other the race like completely different
races it's it's pretty wild like oh I don't know like I think I think we have like more more diversity here like we have like all Races here and so plus we're like we're like all like everyone's doing interracial here and like so there's like everybody has like so much different race in them already
here I think it's like it's hard to be racist here because we're all all pretty mixed like in other countries there's probably like like in all Japan it's like everyone's like most people are Japanese right it's like and then there you know it's like and that's they're kind of racist this is where where my my
body Cent I'm deeply grateful for all the white chicks like all I do is I just bang usually blondes with blue eyes like I cannot remember last time that I had sex and it wasn't a blonde with blue eyes Friday night happened and she was gorgeous she had blonde hair but with
dark eyes she had blonde hair with dark eyes and I allowed it I allowed it because she was gorgeous but that's one thing that I love about the United States is that it present the bangle the white that I get to there we go like Russ Russia for example this is
just I'm just remembering things that friends of mine told me back in the day if you're not from like certain Reg that are mainly the wealthy regions in Russia if you're not from there and especially if you have if you have any
other skin tone other than pale white every it doesn't matter if you're Asian Arabic FL whatever if you're not that particular type of white you're labeled they just have one label for everyone else and it's
black Rogue why why are you coming up for two two two microphon okay hold on go I my dog was like in my face so my nose like tipped the screen can you hear me okay yeah
yeah there's like a lot of racism like in in Russia and other places I mean there's racism in like in Africa towards white people and stuff like that I mean it's like there's different even like they especially with like religious belief and Africa all the like
ethnic genocides and tribal Warfare and like stuff they're all the same they're all black they're all African but okay like your eyes your eyes are screaming like your
help me like for anyone that is older studies history like all the uh like after the collapse of the Soviet Union all the different ethnic Wars in uh Eastern Europe like you know the
Balkans BR bkg is a very dangerous organization
yeah yeah bkg like imagine if you in Eastern Europe and they know you're bkg they will bow down to you they'll be like holy bkg J oh I know I know guys you're not being mean I'm just like kind of like um people in the chat know you're not being
mean I'm like I GHP like Tri me out um yeah um okay so what was the so what are we talking about okay U we're talking about racism oh okay um yeah about like you you are part of bkg and there's open spot to be secretary do you want to be sec I'm president bkg just so
you I want be the high PR I want to be the high priest I want to be the high priest highest this was something interesting I learned uh uh few years ago U when I was talking to a couple Swedish friends of mine
in even in Sweden the like they consider if you're from like Northern or Southern Sweden and even I guess some parts of central Sweden they consider themselves not so much like completely different races but like completely different people Germany I lived in Germany and
then if you call I'm going to use I hope there's no Eastern Germans in the chat but aie ossi is a ay to an Eastern German that's like saying the n word to a black person they they uh they they in Germany there's still a big divide between the
East and the West after World War II um so yeah it's a it's everywhere just but like people in America there's one race there's there's a human race there's a human race that's what we have to remember it's like we're all human beings and stuff is like all
the everything else is just like you know like just like separating separating us it's like there's identities racial identities but we're all human beings and it's like we're really like that's the are you familiar with the races that are not allowed in bkg um no you have to fill you have to
fill me in um hold on P El here hold real quick tell me the canine race those goddamn dogs the dog the dog people canines okay yeah yeah we hate the dog people okay I'm a are bigfoots allowed
Bigfoot Bigfoot allowed okay hold on no that that that's a whole different gang that's BFG that's Bigfoot gang we're bkg yes yeah big bigot rarely ever shows up to anything the bird gang the bird gang like people like birds
we're at war with oh yeah we are at war with them okayo hello hello Cheers Cheers are you a nice person you you you know me okay hold on one
second see me on see me on the screen you know me hey this is bkg this is bkg you better show respect one random quick question uh Nomad oh hey what's up brm are you are
you a pro Second Amendment person hell yeah hell yeah earlier on today I told I told I told our host that I was gonna put a bullet through his call you were just kidding I hope yeah well no I mean you say you were going to Li my arm I kill you if you
did that's a little extreme for a random licking of an armpit now I I would understand if there was a good pimp SLP that was coming their way you know just to make sure that they remember but like that's a little different yeah no no if if you try l Mar I'll will put a bullet through his scroll and he knows it it's a little much not gonna lie
anyway hi hello so I'm gathering that uh stuff didn't go the way that it was supposed to I don't want to bring it up or talk about if like it's it's sensitive or whatever but I asked you in the chat how you were doing and if you were okay and
stuff so who's this guy human Remo R's my friend from uh from another channel from other channels he's we we ended up meeting um oh what were we doing like it was you
had found one of my other friends or somebody else that I know on the YouTube streets panels and you had jumped in there randomly and we had gotten onto a discussion about something and then a bunch of us ended up kind of migrating over here and occasionally like uh uh it might no I don't think it was DJ Electra maybe it was Harley D I don't remember you know about
bkg no I do not not off the top of my head anyway really bkg well well Psy do you care to inform him about bkg it's oh it's be Kitty gang and uh be this Kitty game be you know be this kitty it's like I don't know it's it's be's
gang okay it's a dangerous organization dangerous organization
yeah uh yeah it's cool I got a tattoo see yeah you ended up showing that tattoo off last night I thought it was really cool yeah there we go change the vibe here yeah I like it how's everyone
doing doing good good good morning everybody 7 am here in La nice La morning like overcast sky is gray but I'm having fun here today had a really bad date last night it sucked um it's a real
tattoo real bkg Cheers Cheers bkg it runs deep y someone has feedback I'll I'll unmute myself
on so what's the name of new guy who just joined because I can't see it I think you got feedback uh see if you got the uh what's it the background noise uh Echo cancellation yeah EO
cancellation yes but uh it's remal that would be me hello okay hello that better cheers yep that's better cheers everybody yeah cheers everybody damn
dud
fter uhoh whoops I didn't do it you did it you did it no I'm fine I'm fine I'm back welcome back I'm good you're
right that's so crazy yeah have my goat picture up okay so what's the next topic so okay so how are you guys okay so what would you like to talk about drugs drugs okay don't don't do GHB ever okay don't do
GHB so how long will you be awake for I don't know I went to sleep I take naps and stuff I'm I make a usually wake during the day you fed have you fed the cats I fed the cats cats have plenty of
food okay that's good don't hurt yourself like I'm okay doing good I'm I'm happy is my mic okay
okay freeing okay good yeah let me think okay so drugs okay let's talk about drugs so I've done I've done like every drug right I've done every drug um and uh drugs are bad I'm okay no um it's freezing right now and
that's why I have my eyes open because it's pith I've done damn near every pharmaceutical yeah well I've done I can you can you please stop doing drugs who me
you no I will not stop why the drugs are bad and K no they're not bad I mean drugs are drugs are chemicals we're chemicals and so it's I can make DMT like we can do different chemicals and stuff like that it's like it's basically an exp experiment no just stop doing drugs
please no why because I'm gay and it's like I feel like I uh hold on I don't know why I feel like a psyche if he has the echo canellation somebody said it was there I'll you're trying to suppress the pain of being gay
Rog no it's just a different it's I'm allow it's like a different like uh it's like a different lifestyle I guess um it's like don't do drugs don't do drugs no I I I feel like I don't I I have uh I just have to myself to worry about and I like um yeah do
drugs no M have you ever at least uh dabbled and no I have for but good for you thank but uh also keep an open mind
on I think this gu should be sleeping right now R thing like if you if you actually care about him you probably I agree keeping him awake like I don't think I not pro drug at all and I live
in I I I I sleep all day sometimes I'm fine I get plenty of sleep or a straight man tell a gay man what to do I don't know yeah it's like exactly I uh I I don't tell you what to do like no one tells me what to do like I I'm grow man I make my decisions but I would also be an improper friend
if I wasn't for warning about things that were possibly coming and expressing my concern for your well-being that would make me a thank it's coming what do you mean it's coming something's coming my thing is there's never going to be a world without drugs and drug users and drug
addicts yeah but there's a world inside you you can have the discipline to not partake in that or at the very least this is the point I'm getting at armm reduction try everything in moderation if possible
right it's like e I'm a huge harm reduction Advocate I agree doesn't like to use them because of all it sound we're just hearing it just Wisconsin's ear he'd rather not hear and I don't blame him who I'm sorry oh is there bad feedback or
something I'm sorry I I'll I think that you got to be a stronger minded human being to conquer the pain that's leading you to the drugs yeah I know I know it's it is there is like some you know gays have like a higher drug um drug drug rate and and they're higher incarceration rate a higher um mental illness rate a higher a
higher unal living rate a higher murder rate because you you deal with a lot of adversity but will you not agree with me that it requires a lot of mental and emotional strength to overcome the adversity and just not partake in being
part of the just the percentage of of people that fall into drug use right well I haven't I haven't you know I haven't un alived myself I haven't like you know been unive the average gay man lives to 30 years old so I'm already like way past my life
expectancy so I just like do what I want to your own man you don't need to compare yourself to any statistics no drugs for you you understand okay okay you also agree though that alcohol is just as bad as drugs agreed thank and weed is a drug weed is a drug
and um like you know caffeine is a drug and like there's a lot of oh yeah sugar is a drug sugar but you have taken this too far you have taken this too far and you need sleep you understand you hear me no I'm going to the wheels fall
off like no and you gota understand it like anybody who actually gives a about you is gonna call you out on it you need sleep and you need to St doing the drugs that you're doing you're not sleep don't tell me what to do don't tell me what to do I'm going to tell you what to
do I don't think it's a I don't think it's a telling you what to do so much is it you know expressing you know innate concern concern I'm fine I like I said like I had a date last night and uh it went
really bad and so and your excuse drugs you're spiraling a little about crashing absolutely fine abely fine you need sleep you need sleep as I'm enjoying I'm might awake I don't need sleep I'm not gonna
fall I fall asleep tonight I'll sleep tonight when the Sun goes down see even the cats giving their giving their no cat saying go to sleep go to sleep yeah he is no I'm fine I'm fine oh
I've been drugs since I was like a cutie I 14 years old hello little kitty hello yeah me too it's not something I'm proud of that's an adorable kitty thank you he's
adorable yeah a not bad you have a very good heart my friend this is the only reason why I'm manifesting concern is because you have a very good heart and I don't wish to S I don't want I want to watch you suffer that the only reason why I manifesting con I'm not I'm not
suffering I'm I'm I'm feeling fine I just I should have taken the GHP I don't know what's in it and I think there's like pink cocaine or something I don't know yeah that's what I was saying earlier is with all the synthetic drugs the analog
dra all that research chemical it literally in my opinion could be anything which is the scary part yeah it could be and I don't know he left it here like and he didn't like for I don't know why and stuff so he left it
here and just like without and just like said oh I just he changed his mind about everything else I don't know he's it was very strange then he goes to meet somebody other some other guy um whatever you did drugs with a stranger
that you have sex with I didn't have sex with him he he he he he just like uh he blew me off he what he blew me off he suck your penis no he no he didn't do we didn't nothing happened there absolutely nothing happened
I think I like rubbed his massage his back for like 10 seconds I think and it was just like I just didn't there was no vibe so oh didn't I don't know it was just probably that probably for the best that's probably for the best probably for the best yeah probably is I'm cool with it it's like
whatever it just like view well I used used and abused he got mad at me because I was like I called him out and did did you throw a punch no nothing
happened I'm glad I'm glad there no but he did he know you were bkg um I think so I think he saw the uh he saw my tattoo yeah yeah are you familiar with the Rival people from bkg because you we have some enemies I it's so sight you have to you have to fil you
have to fill me in on everything yeah you could like like if bkg like if and you come across certain you're type of people we have to fight them on site spiritual warfare at that point yeah against I'm a remember of the syrup wizard
syndicate I love you go ahead sorry I smoke weed for like 25 years like every day and then I like quit weed last year and I quit all the I don't do drugs all the time I just like have done them occasionally it's like a not an everyday thing I don't I
don't go seek them out I don't go I don't I'm fine absolutely fine Welly if you're doing okay uh I'm going to bounce I'm elsewhere apparently so thank you than I'm for joining take cheers and blessings to all of
you friend thank you being here thank you for being kind of got thrown up track yeah here we go I'm a high ranking member of the firearm Familia awesome that that Gang has a problem with bkg
I I want to form alliances and stuff it's it's like not it's not about like gang Warfare and stuff like it's about like I mean I mean you put bkg on your chest like it you you committ it to a way of life as long as you uh support the Second Amendment or at the very
least don't have the face now as long as you Pro Second Amendment or at the Le don't have a problem with it bkg bkg bkg is is totally again second
amendment that is slander and defamation to I defer to to Bea for all the all the all the rules I'm the president of the club Okay I'm I think she said I could be the high
priest no I'm the president okay yeah you're I'm I'm high priest no I'm president try argu with
you oh man I just hope you don't die tonight all the drugs either no I won't die tonight because I'm I'm not going to do any more of this GHB I'd pour that I would put gloves on first then pour that down the suck
sink then pour bleach afterwards make sure there's no residue left in the sink I probably will how's everyone doing you want to hear something I have been doing a fast since Thursday night I
haven't eaten any food whatsoever since Thursday night and Sunday morning what then what I haven't eaten any food whatsoever since Thursday night oh Dam I've had had plenty to
eat yeah I love you yeah make sure everyone make sure to eat and drink and keep hydrated and um you know all that kind of stuff I clean my house I like uh I you know got my nails done I I got my beard shaved and I got my tattoo and then all I slept I sleep I had any sleep since yesterday um
I slept yesterday yeah I slept yesterday I didn't sleep last night I'm gonna drive I'm GNA drive up into the sieras today and go shooting and take my quad out go four-wheeling but of course it started raining
I haven't eaten since Friday night but I fued Friday night and Saturday I just did nothing other than relax and I guess now Sunday morning and uh I'm not I'm not officially like dating this
girl like she's very beautiful she has she's gorgeous she's just genetically beautiful but we're not officially dating so the the sex I had on Friday night doesn't affect the relation with her at all
um but I haven't in since yeah I haven't in since Friday night because this is how I approach eating I think you got earn it like you put in your work out of the gym and then you get to eat to complement the workout and if you haven't worked out which I don't work out on Friday Saturday Sunday then you you don't
eat I will I have a sandwich I have plenty of food have a cheesecake pie of Cheesecake it's like I had a sandwich oh man I have a
sandwich I'm doing good I feel fine I feel fine feeling absolutely fine like look crazy okay should we do Koke I can't do karaoke because I got I got a warning yesterday well I don't know if we can play they were you there when I sang
with arms open yeah with arms open did you get you can sing songs and stuff like that can sing songs um let's see you know you know what funny everyone loved Creed can't I can't play music though
because I got a warning and yeah what if I play it and sing it would that be okay you have to S you can just sing it you can't you can't play it play the music because the I got I got a warning cop I got a pop copyright warning Creed was super Popular until it came out that they were a Christian
rock and then all of a sudden everyone started uh liking them as much I think that's kind of lame well it's like I think that they were I mean I don't know if they stopp people stopped liking them it's like but it's like I don't know they were like pushing their religion on it it was like kind of like a Christian man so it seemed uncool and stuff like that because the rock industry is all like
satanic and stuff like that but they have good beautiful music and stuff yeah well that's the thing is like if you listen arms Open by Creed if you listen to their music it really isn't to not too not too preachy on the Christian stuff but I think he was kind of preachy about it like an interviews but how
about is Christian there's a lot of Christian artists and stuff like you know like um but they don't like really talk about it so satanic the industry it's like
Bally new you can't you can't play it man life yeah it's going change I close my eyes begin to pray you can't play the of joy
down can't playong because I'm getting warnings and I'm almost monetized I have my 3,000 hours and stuff like that I got my 3,000 hours so I'm about to be monetized so you already got a you got a warning already from just now no I but I got a warning um I got a warning yesterday after
karaoke stuff can you hear me can you hear me hey Janet yeah hi baby I'm at work but no no no music no music he can sing it but he can't play the music can't no he's playing the music he's playing it no playing nothing my love they're gonna get your channels
yeah no no no we did that last night we learned remember I'm pretty familiar with the I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry yeah you heard they can't be played why are we here like it can't
be continu by itself so if you take you take every 15 to 20 seconds all right I want play the song here you know y'all ain't going to come up here acting like y'all
going to do something okay I've been hat in the chat but what we're not going to do is disrespect him when he says don't play music then do it I don't care about no heterosexual gay nothing he's in charge if he says he doesn't want music don't play it in the background and disrespect him again shut the up now I'm going back to the chat I don't
care what you say like I said that's what it is you're not here to do nothing okay you go get fingers in your butt somewhere else okay don't you dare disrespect them again because you're I don't care and you're not and you're third class American so Stand Down You're third class American so
stand down like I said I'll come back up here about him so respect him that's why don't and that's why you're lonely and you're not no no is you there's nobody you got to pay for it you have to pay for it that's why you disappeared cuz again you're a
weak man like I said mess with him again and Watch What Happens mess with him again and watch what happens I don't care I don't care I don't care about none of that I don't care about none of that I don't care about none of that I don't care about none of that none of that's gonna affect me but like I said
do it again and watch what happens I'm going back to the chat I love yous and I'm still here I don't care about none of that you are in charge you hear I got go don't let them try to disrespect you he's already trying to overt talk you and disrespect you cuz he thinks gay is not cool he's a queer too bro so don't
let them do that you understand I'm here for you we got you if I gotta come back up here I'm cussing them the out they better do what you say baby you're no no you're play cuz you don't got no place here ho you don't got no place you don't got no place here
ho you don't got no place here remember that place here he place here I I officially expelled that person from bkg I don't think Rogue Nomad was trying to be offensive
or I know but Rog you can't play um play music in the even in the background because I got I got like I warn then I said I was sorry okay just it's just I know you not I I was just trying to say I know you were not trying to be disrespectful but it's like you were um but I just like that's the
reason like um I said you want me to leave you want me to leave I I want I want to see you flex no I don't want you to leave okay he left okay I I I just all I said was reiterated what I said before and know it's fine I wasn't mad or anything but uh I don't want to get my channel in
trouble and stuff okay dude um so how are you doing I'm I'm really I'm very familiar with the copyright rules when it comes to live streaming and all that stuff but uh I was a moderator
for my channel for many years where we had to always deal with the YouTube to and all that stuff so no yeah I'm familiar with all that stuff they said next time I get a I get a strike next time and stuff and uh it would it would take my channel up for a week and stuff like
that and I'm about to be monetized and stuff like that and so you can always uh you can always um just delete the video the VOD that hasn't copyrighted or you can even go back and edit it and just remove the part of the video that has music in it if you want to still keep the video out yeah that's what I've been
doing and stuff like that I I mean I delete them or I can take out but it's like they said I got I got they said I they gave me several warnings and now they're like this is the final warning and then um you're gonna and they took the video off in the middle they took the stream off in the middle of the stream and so um then they said next time it will be a strike and stuff like and I'm about to be monetized and stuff
so I'm trying to like just like follow the rules for right now until like like you know make sure I I get it cuz uh yeah I'm almost there I have my 3,000 watch hours I have my um I have my enough subscribers and everything so
I can be monetized soon and so um I'm very excited and uh Channel's really my Channel's really taking off I'm really happy I love this channel I love like my chat I love the my panel I love uh I love what I'm doing and stuff like that that and just still trying to figure out
some of the ropes CU I've never gotten a warning before like that yeah what's up did you see my tattoo Theo my my tattoo is all my tattoo is all um bloody still but I'll show it here
see where is it there go a beautiful
Lor yes how are how are we guys doing we're we're doing all good I'm totally awake I'm totally fine totally fine totally happy so still need Mater material my channel yep you got it rid of the stubborn refusing to follow you're not expressing it publicly talk um to is not is not is a an issue want to lose your chat either you will lose
the chat on your videos if you try to keep editing yeah exactly I'm trying to like run the channel perfectly and I'm just like still learning and stuff yeah she's coming from a good place yeah yeah she's very supportive she is so awesome like be and Tracy and Trac um
Janet and Tracy are all really awesome wonderful people nice yeah I'm just chilling got too much background noise right now or join okay anybody like some smooches I'd like some Oliver i' like a
kiss okay how's everybody okay good wow I've had a lot I've had a lot of people coming coming in and out of the chat it's pretty cool nice full chat for 7:30 a.m. yeah maybe I'll see yeah
but I feel like hang out still but I'll stay on for another 3 minutes then I'll then I'll take a long break until later today hey Rudy Rudy's over here Rudy come come and say hi I'm rude I have a cat Rudy that's little red cat Rudy come here come up
here yeah what is going on let me see what is going on I got um yeah kind of pissed off but it's still about last night I I'm so upset see our last name is not a common last name and we're from the same state technically
with the last name yep Janet and I are cousins Kitty smooshes Janet and I are cousins we the same last name yes Janet is awesome awesome awesome um yeah you're awesome too dude like um I I love you how you had great
conversation and are hanging in there and like you're a nice guy and I like your positive energy I like your second amendment you know I'm I'm a Libertarian you know I'm all for yeah I'm I'm a Libertarian I'm for the Second Amendment you know I'm for all
freedoms and everything and I appreciate freedoms Freedom for um religion freedom of um freedom of speech and uh second amendments and all those right you're fruitarian Alber ja Bron pretty good
yeah technically if I if I had to choose one I guess I I'd be a Libertarian but I I personally don't think political parties should exist answer not no bueno what I like to say is I call myself a
constitutionalist the Constitution is my uh political party yeah that's awesome Constitution that's very you know very important it's like our backbone of the the government of our freedoms and things like that I think Democrat and Republican are both Like These Wings on the same
bird left left wing right wing same bird yeah and a bird can't fly with just one wing and it's like I think they're kind of I think there's a secret shadow government um beyond the scenes pulling all the strings and they are just not
really they're just like the the that's on stage that's what all we see on stage but I'm more for Freedom I'm for I'm for like the the socially liberal economically conservative kind of uh um legalize all drugs freedom for everybody I actually love white people
mother's German my father's Nigeria my family the one that actually seyi and I belong to aren't so good on the color Cory Felman and William defo had a meth baby oh that's very nice say it's Don't Legalize all drugs decriminalize them yeah decriminalize only legalizing does is
give the government regular the ability to have more control over them regulate them and tax the out of them and give you less Freedom with them everything should be decriminalized I'll tell you when when California made weed when
California basically ditched the whole medical cannabis thing and made it recreational it ruined it it ruined everything well now now if I had my I had possession charges like my only my legal like my only legal trouble was because of possession charges right and if like nowadays I couldn't even be
arrested for that it's like it was I would just be I would like not even like it's not even like illegal anymore like the amount I had like the small amount like it was just like our basically just when they yeah when they got real
strict on pharmaceutical drugs uh uh around 2017 2018 ironically enough like you can get caught with fol meth like whatever as long as it's a small amount it's um just the what do they call that
uh not like a crime it's just you just basically pay the fine I forgot what it's called yeah just F but well in like I think in Chicago now they have like um they have a thing where it's like you can like do like these really horrible things like kidnapping and all these other things and like just go get
checked out of jail it's like extreme crime yeah Sam in New York yeah there's so many cases of people that like stab people shoot people very violently assault people and they get lit out like the same day or the next day that's that's scary that's that's
like that's scary because like the only deterent like a lot of people have not to do that kind of stuff is like the jail like jail B like because they were keeping people in jail for like way too long without trial and stuff like that and like so they just said said okay we'll just like let you out right away for and stuff like that and um yeah a
lot of yeah a lot of places in California too like Oakland is really bad right now and that's yeah I'm not but because the police got defunded so much there's literally just such a tiny
police force that they don't even bother responding to a lot of calls so unless it's like a multi casualty right call they like they AR it's crazy they don't really respond to anything yeah well you know I'm I I don't think the jail should be full of
like people on the drug users and things like that they should be treatment and stuff for like know treatment drug I'm talking about like VI the violent offenders yeah oh yeah the violent offenders too that's crazy it's like they just let them out
yeah I I mean even I got friends that got really light sentencing for certain charges right it it was pretty shocking but a lot of time it's like the first time off Fender people like that like the first
Defender but it's like you know if you like are repeat offenders repat Defenders can go for a long time for like stupid no yeah but even like the people I'm thinking of like multiple uh illegal firearm
possessions but like even on like third one they the the the only punishment they got was like a year on H uh like the probation with the ankle monitor house arrest it's like
damn it's your third your third offense getting convicted of that you don't even have to serve any jail time strikes and stuff like you know the strikes right like people get strikes and then uh if they're on Pro if they break parole or probation and stuff like that then they
can I don't know where are my eyelids my eyelids are fine I think bro eyelids are literally behind his hairline right now okay I just have I just have big eyes what what big eyes I have oh gosh when everyone's everyone's saying my eyes are too big it's fine I'm
just wiw I'm having a good day um yeah like the law yeah people always people always think I'm on a some sort of a downer because my eyes are always like the oh no they're talking about you or me I'm not
sure fine you're is fine you're not a downer you're a good uh you're definitely a good because I was I'm like I always a calm person I'm not I'm always I'm I'm a mellow person but also I guess
cuz my eyes always look like this people always think I'm on like benzos or Opus or whatever I'm like I can't help that I this is what my eyes look like they think you're on on benzo I
think I'm on I'm on up hey hey rest yeah he's tired need some rest some food we love thank you I love you too Tracy I'll I'll I'll rest in like 20 minutes I I'll wrap up the show I know I've been on for like six and a half probably almost six and a half hours and stuff but I'm you know I just wanted I had a good time talking to everybody and like it was fun and I you
know I'm sorry I was like a little bit I did like the GHB on the stream I to I took St on the stream and I was like whoa that F me out yeah I've seen I've seen live streamers do damn near every type of drug
like at least the modern day drugs like I've seen people smoke banol on stream smoke mask smoke crack I think people cook crack yeah I don't think I don't think it's a not really supposed to be doing that it's just it's always like kind of mind when you see that stuff yeah being
live Streed to hundreds of people yeah that was like back in the day on ip2 yeah ip2 um I've seen some crazy stuff in that RV happen skandy candy or like who else ski Mas candy or I know a bunch of uh I can't
stand that guy I never watch him I watched him when I watched him when he first started and this was like back really kind of before ip2 was even a thing it was when ice posidon and CX was still fairly
popular and he would just uh hang out outside iceid in's Mansion he's like he's entertaining I entertaining I'm going to go take take his laptop apart to find the archons no I will not oh I don't have a laptop I have a phone all I have is a phone right
now I I have no laptop there's no archons in my phone so I'm doing good guys we're just like a nice 15 people in the chat are kissing me I wonder if I can ever get on the ip2 network I wonder if they would ever let me on never don't ever get on that chip no why not as someone that's been watching
these types of stream at someone who's seen the birth of I2 the rise and the fall there there's no there's no good reason to be
Hest maybe I'll start like a start like a website where I could like put on um different streamers and like when people are on and stuff like that if easy Cory def Bros yeah um I would like to be able to promote or to let people know when like my friends streams are on too like you know vaa and like all these channels
I watch um so I wonder maybe I can do something I I have to figure it out would like to help promote people more of course I will promote anybody that wants to uh promote their Channel you can just like put it in the chat um if you guys need help to get started to
stream if you guys want to start streaming I can give you advice for that um G first 50 subscribers I'm really like into helping people and so also I can uh give you some good advice okay anybody or and do you have your do you have do you have a stream dude or do
you have a do do you stream no are you interested want to no I'm too paranoid well it's like you're your face is already out there you know so it's you're too paranoid for what what do you think will happen I was paranoid because I my face was out there but I
just I just it's more of a I I don't like I just don't like technology that's that's my you know what I mean I hear I hear you you are kind of like able to like be on panels and stuff like that which is really cool and so I mean that's like you know people would like to hear what you have to say and stuff like that you can get political views
and stuff and yeah I recommend everyone start streaming because everyone can find their uh Their audience and um and uh people want to hear what people have to say and it's fun it's really fun there's not enough open panels and uh and streamers right has homie blink tonight no no um Pico my I think my uh
my eyes are um like that's A Clockwork Orange my eyes things they're not closing anymore I'm okay my eyes look so big they they're very nice and big right I have beautiful big eyes you can
really see the color what color eyes do you have dude I'm sorry I'm well I'm not gonna hit on you I promise brown eyes brown eyes I have hazel eyes have nice hazel eyes I have my eyebrows tattooed on his eyelid someone said okay yeah I know
they're just like so big today big eyes I have to go like this are they normal again just I've just SC I'm so funny okay y I'm staying on for another 15 minutes then I think everyone's ready me me to go I think I'm
scaring everybody but uh been fun still having fun like I I don't know I would stream I I the other day I streamed like 20 almost the whole day I was awake and I was fine um now I'm a little bit like jittery right now but I'm doing okay I'm doing okay look at this have you ever seen this
cable you seen that yeah I saw you show that the other day they're starting to my eyes are starting to back to to my normal eyes thank you thank God yeah thank God don't worry guys I'm totally fine I
can totally totally uh you br some coffee and toast I know I do I need to get I have I have a I have the pizza bagel still I haven't eaten yet was that from two days ago yeah pizza
bagel got still half a sandwich left I got some big gulp milk are you are you married or you have a girlfriend D no no
um as far as like serious relationship goes I'm not planning on getting into one any at least not anytime soon just until I get myself
uh well you know I think you you make a good boyfriend know to somebody you know I know you're not interested in me but you could find appreciate that oh no problem you're you're a good-looking guy I'm not to I'm trying to hit on you or anything I'm I'm respectful and Stu figured it out you
come to conclusion we are the Q in the community yep I think so Janet yeah we're the que definitely the que I'm queer I'm here I'm queer wait a minute what's going on here I don't know I just just having oh hold on it says use the banner to summarize oh no I have this Banner so I need to
turn say use the banner here there we go fix it fix it I'm still getting used to this uh this uh streamyard format okay style let me just bear with me chat I'm like go like this what's going on here like that I
get it okay doing fine testing thank you thank you With Arms Wide Open oh my God now I'm singing it it's a catchy song I can't lie
yeah it's not a bad song I mean it's like you know you know what I you know who I didn't I didn't really care for was like P or was that no yeah P they were kind of like a Christian band what weren't they but they were like of Darkness it stands for Prince of Darkness you don't know I
thought I'm probably thinking of a different one evanesence terore like Points of Authority something Authority there was this band what was it called I forgot what it was called but it was like it was called the oh it was called apologetics okay mer it was
called the Apologetics and it's about it was like these um these like pop songs in Christian style what's up Meer um I'm just testing fonts and stuff there go like that is that good I premium fonts hold on not allow to use premium fonts God
okay I I'm into all kinds of different music though I'm into like oops okay I'm into like um a lot of different music too like all kinds of music but a a lot of rock and some rap okay trying to figure out some shut up
okay how everyone doing we're having fun yeah there we go look colors are changing I actually kind of laugh when people go through my uh when I show people my little uh playist or whatever it is on on
uh YouTube all the videos I gathered I I was playing the guy I was playing the guy like my these I like these parody songs and they're so funny and I was playing them last night he was like getting so he was like didn't like them at all he was like I didn't have much of a sense of humor at all but uh ip2 has
declined ask Andy's in jail right now I think ip2 has declined looking for okay me yeah me's here figured out yeah wait a minute what's going on here I don't know so yeah SK mask Andy he banned me Saints in jail right now um I Andy's in
jail um Benny's Banned Me um it's not it's not looking good good for me no um kind of crazy I'm always getting uh always getting oh the briefcase that's that's called the M McGuffin you guys that McGuffin and the in pul fiction
it's like you never see what's in that briefcase but it's like it's like shown like a few times like it's called McGuffin what does that mean I'll tell have you heard of McGuffin I always assumed it was theud the one dude I think it was like a soul or
somebody somebody's Soul or something oh yeah the actor's name but the guy that the uh he had like the on the back of his neck they only showed it like a couple times and kind of hinted or emphasized
whatever the word is that he uh like sold his soul basically yeah I think it's called McGuffin but I can't I can't look it up the cats are running around I love Fulk fiction I love that movie I saw that when I was like let's see it came out when I was probably in sixth grade and uh one of my favorites um what
else okay I'll recommend some movies okay go guys see Rosemary's Baby you can see uh let's see you can see Midsummer you can see Joe Sanders is live okay I'll let everyone go to Joe S Jose Sanders okay oh my my things my tablet charged so fast have you ever had top secret clearance to look in that
briefcase okay yeah well I want to tell you what McGuffin is that's what it's called in like a it's like a movie device it's called McGuffin MCG f i okay guys ever heard that go it
means I know someone that's their last name it's a cool last name okay well stupid tablet's not very fast okay Google watch B days ago you've seen it hundreds of time oh my God I've seen it a lot too also see um whatever
happened to Baby Jane like got I watched that around the same time it's a really good McGuffin is a plot device in a story where an object event or character derives the plot and motivates characters but is not important to the story itself the term was popularized by Alfred Hitchcock for example the meaning of
uh 39 steps the uranium granules and notorious the Falcon and malti Falcon the FedEx box and Castaway the briefcase from uh P fiction yeah let's called him MC guffin rose bud and citizen can right um very interesting it's usually revealed early in the story becomes less
important as the plot progresses it can be replaced by another object eventor character is essentially the trigger that sets The Plot In Motion I if there's anything more about this yeah MCU it's just a fun word to say so how yeah horror films the info like Crypt Keys Etc yeah the light on your face makes it
look like you're holding the lock Nar from the movie Heavy Metal okay oh you're staying here Paul you're awesome yeah I love horror movies I love U like hereditary and and um and Midsummer and and us do I know vegan Patriot yeah I I was just in her chat the other day and uh she was uh well I
was just she was asleep snoring and then like the chat was like talking and stuff and bunch of people I know bunch of people in there and I run into people everywhere that I know I like her I like vegan Patriot she's like she had a cute dog that was dressed in a dress like a little sundress and it would like just hop up on her and it's really cute dog it's
better dressed than I am movie Heavy Metal W that's cool what that your art yeah uh I like the do graffiti wow it's awesome see um Caesar's an artist
um yeah Me artist too you'll see um his art too so
cool love the colors she re pops on your feet she's always looking to in California oh really I'm I'm going go collab with her I'd love to Sor I love the graffiti style uh the only thing I actually got in
legal trouble for at a very young age
Al and they the punishment the punishment does not fit the crime I'll tell you that so I stopped early and now that it was weird I I never realized how addicted I was to doing graffiti until I had to
stop my dad's a Graff wrer
guys see you have to guys you guys watch old movies called like like with Betty Davis like she just on Joan Crawford like like Baby Jane and like those other Joan Crawford movies they're so good they're like so some of them are really scary and like they're really good old movies right old movies like yeah we love the art though me
see that what is it Chile Chile that's my baby yeah whatever happened to Baby Jame mommy Deus yeah Mommy Deus with away is it P away
yeah B based on the book by Christina Crawford right we have day Bes when I was when I was born with Dy Dave that's the number um that that song was like a number one song wow guys look I got clipped on this uh J imagine Janney video and I'm on the cover of it
like they put me on the cover of it look well no no I'll see you in a little you're I'm I don't know why I got clipped though it's only two minute long clip
from saying that word in the chat not I we've different reason why she oh that's awesome thank you dude got I got clipped in this uh I got clipped in this video look okay hold on second I show you hold on oh I'm
just organiz they're everywhere yeah that reality Nancy Joan Crawford yeah she adopted those kids and uh and then she was like yeah she was mean to them yeah she she I'm sh said it yeah yeah they done away Alfred
Hitchcock movies yeah um yeah Alfred hcock I like I like um like the birds I don't know if that's Al yeah I think that's Al Birds yeah look what I got um I got clipped in this Empress in this sorry in this jany
Cliff's home I'll show you look at this this is so funny I'm I'm on the cover of the video and then they they they clip me in it hold on is this that's a cover of it and it's like I'm not I won't play the whole it's like a couple minute long but I'll show you the little part where I'm on it
yeah please refrain from saying that word in the chat and it's not
alling guys you know what you should see is as dark dark city it's like if you like the Matrix you like dark city what's that Meer you want to show some art me or how cute you are yeah
uh yeah
uh nice
Tas tasa 2020 red dirt and oh yeah over here
that I have like a I wait for it to pop up on my computer so I can see it on the bigger picture sick yeah that's dope as yeah
one
behind very good Chi J chicken Army what's that oh I was saying hi to someone in the chat that's my it's beautiful yeah I love you using p colors like you can even have like you can have like just
the simplest lettering doesn't really matter it's always in my opinion at least it's always like the colors and patterns and stuff like that that makes it hella dope very
dope yeah talented artist my dad is really good too like
the
yeah was like one of theing
can see from the Chicago it 80 1980 something I don't know I used to watch all sorts I used man I still love graffiti but I remember like back in the day uh
there would be like graffiti movies and people would upload them online what was that wild style yeah wild wild style I wish I remembered all the names cuz there's
like there's like an east east one is a is a friend of my dad um couple other people I'm trying to remember um I'm like really terrible with those names like my dad's my my dad's like OG graffy writing
friends oh yeah oh those are those are cool I got a bunch of those black cat firework yeah yeah I got some got some really uh good
firework kind that they don't sell anywhere can't sell any
I
see is that yes is yes there you are
hey I'm free for a second I'm going try and see if this
works I love you I love you
too yeah
it's crazy night crazy morning talk later okay okay sounds good sounds
good um Rudy come here yeah let's see so let's see I've been on for like almost seven hours I think uh think I've uh set all set all I can say right now I'll be back I'll be back today guys I'm
getting hey uh let's pull let's pull three cards for me you and Nick how about that okay let's do that I go okay before I go off okay I'll grab my cards
okay Nick cards today Nick are you there okay Nick is frozen I think you're Frozen you're Frozen in my hearts wide
open I can your
heart oh okay I look like someone said I have Momo eyes that is very insulting but oh he's un Frozen Nick do you want to take cards cards want some
cards like uh ter cards uh not too much he left I think he left yeah terot cards yeah not too not too much not too familiar with
them would you like a few cards and I can do a quick reading I do that's what I do I read oh sure okay do you have any question or do you just want to general
question I hope it's nothing bad no no no there's nothing bad about three cards okay for one for me okay pull three cards one for him one for for me and then one for
you okay okay well him okay so for you Nick I got I got the Chariot and so it's like you're moving forward um like Full Speed Ahead on something and you're like able to like to navigate you this is like also like Chariot can mean like driving this you said you have a a tractor maybe this is
like you your tractor or something like that or not your tractor your truck what you say you're driving a truck ATV y rock crawlers all sorts of yeah I'm see like I'm seeing a um like a a forward movement see he's like
he's like um he's bringing two cities together all right um there's two there's two sphinxes driving the The Chariot that's like a that's like your mind you have balance over the your mind you have a good balance between like good and bad or good and evil or you've got that square on your chest meaning like you are grounded for the most part
um and I see I see like forward movement like you're you're you're pushing something forward is what I see in that
card that's nice that's actually pretty dope me like a fast communication coming in eight of eight of Wands is that my card yeah it's eight of Wands yeah eight of Wands fast communication things are happening
really fast for you coming in fast okay I'm just doing quick quick little for me what judgment the Judgment card judgement is being called I hope that uh everything goes well what's up Janet chicken J Janice chicken Army
Janet yeah guys sorry I'm just doing really quick okay now he's gonna do something I just did a quick little quickie I got a quick little
video um my kind of my kind of redneck uh Magic tricks I guess we're talking about uh things that go
boom see I turn the volume up on that turn up what is that boom fireworks what are
those oh what that neck I'll show you what they are you can't doesn't matter what state you're in you won't ever find these in a
store got to know someone or know what you're
doing gonna win fight oh wow at this combination this is interesting wait a second did you
Chang boom
boom okay boy cool cards yeah uh Five of Swords five of Wands Ace of Wands that's taking new action towards this uh ending this fight here just like
uh ending fight like I said that Chariot uh coming in to push something along right the eight of Wands it's me the energy the fire right know and then Psy what your card was what the Ace of Wands or what was your what was your what was your card I it was just a chariot for him
for him it was a chariot I just pulled one okay yeah yep awesome thank you yeah look okay yeah yeah yeah oh my God perfect this is perfect okay yeah this is um
this is Nick all this is Nick okay this actually came in the reverse this is the argument right this is argument this is conflict this is fighting okay I saw it like this when it came out okay so this sh is pushing forward pushing some to end some fight he's pushing to end some
fight okay my card uh I mean sorry I'm sorry likey card likey cards was the five of Wands five of Wands this is conflict and stuff right this also wanted to come out in the reverse it was more like on its side okay this is this is like five people pretty much getting each other's way trying to work together right this is fighting right another
conflict card right the Ace of Wands what was my card ace of Wands like like new action taking new action uh a new action or new way of doing things is presenting itself it's also fire lots of fire fire air air fans
the flame air pushes things along so whatever you're doing Nick thank you because it's it's for good it's for a good reason I believe all right all I ever do is try and be positive and help people and have
fun you one a fun thing I got yes got I got a Canon hey you know I was addicted to the Hoke pokei one time you were and then I turned myself around oh my God and then
I turned myself around it's a black powder cannon that's what it's all about you shoot billiard balls out of them pool balls what is that it's a Canon camera you made a cannon out of what no it's a
it's a miniature it's technically a mortar uh but it's a black powder Cannon to use a Black Gun black gunpowder and we we've always just like uh we would put a damp rag stuff a damp rag in there so that it would build the
pressure to properly combust and it just makes like a giant a real big boom and a giant Fireball cool but technically you could you can shoot uh billiard balls out of them
whoa that's something that boom boom for some reason it's another thing that I've become like known known for having
no it's awesome I love I love the redneck technology the cool redneck Tech cool part about a black powder anything is there there's no
federal regulations on it so you can literally order that thing online if you wanted to it's cool it's crazy it's crazy you can like also order like print out guns over the internet and then it's like you can 3D printed gun parts and like all disassembled and then put it together and stuff you can
order depending on what state you live in uh a lot of states it is legal uh you can't like it's perfectly legal to make your own firearms some states require you to if you do make one to get a serial serial number put on it so a lot of states don't require that but a lot
of anti-gun States it's uh highly illegal yeah which is stupid but that's where that that's where that term ghost gun came from they thought it they just another
one of those words that they made made up to try and make guns look scary but in reality people have been making their own guns since the invention of guns it's nothing new I know with like the what's that what's that one woman that she the
winchest Anna Winchester or Winchester have you heard of the Winchester rifle oh yeah uh what's her first name Anna Mary Winchester Mary Winchester okay Mary and she bought that she built that house with all the the the crazy like doors like that went to nowhere and stuff like
that and like yeah it's pretty cool story there's actually if you believe in it there is a uh method behind the madness so to speak so she's
got uh num like uh numerology or numerical patterns yeah I forget exactly what the numbers are but uh well she thought it was like she thought that she got she had a reading from a psychic I think and the psychics or or she figured out herself but they psychic said that her house was haunted by all the people
that were killed by the Winchester rifles and it was like the all the Karma like that that's partially true so what she wanted to do is build a house or just build a place of uh residence for all any any and all
Restless spirits to be able to uh um stay at and or and another thing it's been called as like the Grand Central Station for Spirits so they can uh easily there's
like a lot of portals there as they call them uh so the spirits want to travel around and do their Spirit thing it's a giant place for all kinds of spirits today awesome it's really
cool yeah well I think I think I've been on for seven hours I think I'm gonna end the um land the plane and end the live but I'll be on later it was great having you on the show it was so much fun thank you chat and everybody for coming in I'm sorry I was a little bit Moody today and whatever but I love you guys and I'll be back later I'm going to get some little
bit of and relaxation I hope you guys have fun um and I'll see you guys soon okay love you thank you love you guys
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