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Psyche celebrates reaching YouTube Partner status and discusses his plans for future content, including private readings and IRL events. He also shares personal anecdotes and interactions with his cat, Trix, and chat members.
Open Panel[Music]
welcome to the night the cards laid out
the
show St shine is so bright watch the
secret
sunfold there's magic in her
hands whisper what the future
holds thanks to the
mystery yeah yeah yeah
so let the tarot move with the
Rhythm yeah yeah yeah wo
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oh heart in the balance every card and
Open
Door feel the romance in every Arcane
more
Destiny
inwin as the moon begins to
sword dance to the mystery
yeah yeah yeah
so let the tarot move with the
with yeah yeah
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yeah
Crystal Vision and her G time can steal
this moment life's un
certain dance we Chase with love W and
poent dance to the
mystery yeah yeah yeah
so let the tarot move with the
Rhythm yeah yeah yeah wo
[Music]
hey I'm
back that was pretty
quick think here's what I
got great
beautiful it's very good
too it's a frozen tropical Citrus energy
Dr
I need a little bit caffeine in my my
system how's everyone doing you have to
see how cute trick is right
now sitting there by my lap hi
babe cutie Cutie Pie
Trix is like hugest cat like he'll just
I just lift up the covers and he'll just
jump inside under the
covers you like to sleep under the cover
and then he starts purring and he's
under there just
purr very cute how's everyone this
morning I'm just having a good morning
morning
drink it's very good
how's everyone good morning Jay dog how
are
you and I woke up kind of early I was up
to at 7 in the
morning um that I I had like a nice long
sleep last
night just too cute you so cute my
you sitting on my
lap Mr
Trix
hi you on
TV
hi
oh sorry you can see how messy my place
is I'm
sorry um yes listen sweet PE and
positive energy okay let me bad morning
I'm
sorry you know I don't like to hear that
I like to but you know it's a bad
morning you know things can only get
better right let's send let's send sweet
peace and positive energy and love okay
let's send and to everybody here's let's
all send each other love and positive
energy I really believe in that
okay what you're meowing hi someone say
hi to
me hi
babe so
sweet yeah let s some
love we all have some bad mornings but
you know what it's Friday you got the
weekend ahead of
us is
happy with
me you know and sometimes just looking
at a
cat okay okay sweet PE well I hope it
gets better okay we're sending out love
to you how's everyone doing like having
your
how's everyone this morning yeah we're
having a good uh a good like little
panel I'm going some crazy guys that I
had fun okay and uh appreciate them for
being on the show anyone's welcome on
the panel I'm also doing readings I'm
doing um you know I still doing the free
readings you know a few cards but um
you'd like a more detailed reading um
you can cash app and my cash app's been
acting funny lately it did it worked
once yesterday um and then a couple of
times people tried to send it it wasn't
working I don't know what's going on
with it but um if you go and it's like
it's not in my um show description it's
in the um my channel description I have
I have my uh my PayPal there and so and
so if you're having trouble with cash
app you can send PayPal and also I'm
doing um I'm doing private readings over
either Discord or or the phone or you
know um
FaceTime okay and now those are hour
long readings and they you know so and
they're they're very detailed we'll go
over everything we can go over
everything we'll use several decks and
uh you know I had really good feedback
from the readings I've done on that and
so okay so also have a store on Etsy I
think the store is in the show
description in the channel description
okay my Etsy store if you're interested
in checking that
out um yeah or just contact me on
Discord further but yeah I'm do I've
been doing some great readings on the
show I'm having a really fun time doing
doing those readings and got good
feedback from those as well I'll still
be doing General readings and just my uh
just having the general fun show I have
I had I've been having such fun open
panels
lately been pretty wild my my show my
channel is doing really well I want
sitting 2,000 subscribers let me see
where I am on my show let me see how
many subscribers do I have not that
subscribers I have
1,840 something subscribers I think
we're almost getting there to the
2,000 yeah if you know somebody that
would like the uh like the show please
let them know and go ahead and share I
know I do private a lot of streams and
stuff like that but you know you can
always let people know um or if you know
people on panels and stuff like that I
do like to go to a lot of panels if you
have a panel um you'd like me to check
out and stuff like that just go ahead
and share most of you more mods and
stuff or you can let a mod know your
channel name and um I'm sure someone
will be happy to help you
yeah so let's say like a little
morning let's set an intention that this
is going to be a great day you know
sometimes that know days start out um
slow or days start out you know and not
not great but the crazy dream about you
and Lisa Jordana we're living on IRL
we're doing IRL and we're giving a
reading and get eating at some Cafe wow
Jay dog that's really cool because
that's that's what I would like to uh
that's what I would like to do that's
what I would I was I think in my mind if
I was to go to Florida I'd probably just
do um one or two days um uh with her on
IRL and do like a long reading and you
know you know she likes those cafes
that's really cool though I I've had a
few Alisa
dreams and sometime and had a dream
about Benny and I used to dream about
Emma too
um um that's because I would like um
play their shows when I would sleep and
stuff like that and so and
so I love dreaming about my friends on
uh on
YouTube it's kind of weird because I
haven't met person I I've had beta
dreams too I've dream
beta a few
times yeah I hope so too like I hope so
too and then you know because this Eric
was there and it's like you know she
does like to uh I think I'd be
considered maybe a Super Fan you know Le
like you know like like Eric is and so
she I I've asked her before where I was
like if I can get out to Florida um can
I do IRL with you and she said yes and
so you know it's a matter of me booking
a plane ticket and figuring out a few
like little Logistics about it you
know but I do have some contacts um in
Florida now like
um hey what's up hi hi show your
booty I do have some contacts in Florida
and so I would love to I would love to
do that someday uh hopefully this year
we'll see what'll happen you know I'm
trying to trying to focus on saving for
that but not not the best at saving I
kind of burn through cash you know but
um that would be a dream coming true
definitely so let's see I still got some
cigars okay need a lighter got my drink
my uh going pretty fast but this is like
an icy mango refresher I feel bad for
yesterday you remember teasing you've
been teasing VA and getting
going hard at her recently I will lay
off and leave her and stop peing her oh
I don't I don't think she Minds you dog
I don't think you're the
um be Jay dog bothering you it's okay
you can tease me Jay dog go ahead and
tease
me I feel bad too I feel well I don't
feel too terrible but I do I was
watching back my stream and I was
teasing Michael
I kept saying oh you sent me a butthole
photo and then he was like I did not I
was like yes and I was like it's on
Discord and I was just pretend wasn't
true he never sent me any but it's like
I don't really I don't really remember
doing that and then I was like I I
watched back I was I did it for like I
was teasing him for like an hour he was
just so irritated but he took it well he
took it well oh you kissing me you to
give you kisses
you kissing me oh she's so sweet you the
sweetest
hi this is Lenor L nor is like my little
little
kisser yeah Michael took it well
so it's so good like it's very it's very
like um lot of strawberries on the
bottom see it gets like darker at the
bottom it's really good
oh want a kiss you seen a cat kiss like
that she's like she's very affectionate
you're very affectionate
huh oh baby
yeah I would
probably like I just showed on my last
show I showed Elisa um Alisa um has a
dog I think name is dog's name is gonzo
she names her dog after the Muppets and
stuff because you know we're big Muppets
fans Tes Street and stuff I send her
songs like from Fall that bird hi baby
Kermit to frog rainbow connection but
she has a her car is like the call I
call it the Kermit
mobile because it's like this Jeep it's
like a Jeep hi babe it's a Jeep with um
it's the brightest neon color like I've
ever seen on a car that it's like you
know people say oh it's a weird car but
it's like m imagine like you know in a
parking lot it's be so easy to spot so
it's like that's a it's a pretty cool uh
cool idea you know you never lose your
car because it's just so bright it's
like glowing
green yeah Muppet Babies Muppet Babies I
forgot the lyrics of the song yeah I
like Muppet Babies yeah and they had
like baby Gonzo baby the baby Miss Piggy
I don't remember and then they baby
Kermit um and you know all a beaker
remember did a baby Beaker and
stuff what what sound did Beaker make he
just he
just kind of never was kind of didn't
speak English
but it's funny because I remember that
was animated but it's like I don't think
they like I don't think that did they
replay that because I I just have never
seen it since then hey what's up 710
Muppet speak of the I was just talking
about Muppets and then someone then a
muppet just popped up that's cool is
that magic I don't know are you a muppet
fan but um yeah definitely if you you
check out Alisa um she's a big Muppets
fan we're both 80s babies I'm
81 isn't that crazy yeah maybe that is
so you so so um yeah YouTube suggested
that right so the guys the algorithm
really does I mean does work right I'm
going to keep keep that in mind it's
like I've talking about something and
then and then it comes up on the
algorithm that's very strange that's
kind of like the weirdest thing is on
your hom Pages now is this your first
I'm finding the
show we're talking Muppet baby I
mentioned Muppets because Alisa has a
dog named Gonzo she has well she had a
dog named Kermit that's what her show is
called Kermit and friends her discord's
called Kermit and friends and uh she
also has something called she called it
the Church of the Kermit
Terian and she said it's like really
funny because she's like she's like oh I
was like I was like U my church refused
to baptize me so I started my own church
you control the algorithm Oliver yeah
but this is Lenor and Lenor you know I
don't have a dog I don't have pet name
after well the only pet like that I
don't think has a muppet name is pickle
but I think pickle is the sweetest like
cutest name for her dog she has a dog
named Pickle this is Lenor and Lenor has
a very unique
name um I was like thinking name for a
black cat and it's like I just remember
like the Raven and like Lenor is and the
Raven and I just like I had a black cat
that I lost and I remember always
talking about lost Lenor and stuff so um
I named her Lenor and then I figured out
in
French did you guys make um um who U I
know no I think you're talking about
Emma sweet pee I think you're thinking
of
Emma um not Al Lisa um Emma and I had
not made up with Emma and Emma has
basically told me to go the hell away so
I will um same with Clumsy Clairvoyance
that told me to go away these people I
was like you know
very members of their members of their
shows for a long time and I think I was
Emma's first member um and I was big
supporters and I always sent people over
there and stuff and then last time I
sent people to Emma she said I was I was
I was it was harassment and stuff like
that and that she was going to
report me and stuff like that also now p
is saying she's gonna um wants me to
take down all the streams that she was
on and stuff I mean I I don't know it's
like you know she when you're a guest on
somebody's show it's kind of like you
know that's not a copyright thing you
know it's not like I I use her show or
something like that so it's you know
it's it's unfortunate NE are friends you
know that they're trying to threaten me
now it's not cool no I never threatened
them I never I never
so all I can say is maybe it's jealousy
I'm not sure I'm sorry mentioned her
name again um you know I said I won't
mention their names again um but you
know I do share like how I feel and I
tell the truth and stuff like that and I
know I know a lot of people know what
I'm talking about and stuff like that
so yeah it's unfortunate you know but I
do have great friends and I and because
I I never did anything to those people I
never did
anything actually my my feelings got
hurt actually they
by them and stuff like that but you know
I ended up apologizing and then then
they say oh my apologies are fake I'm
fake I'm a cult leader I'm or like I use
cult manipulation tactics I'm trying to
brainwash people and it's like I'm just
myself
guys
yeah I'm just myself I um to a fault and
I wor my heart on my sleeve kind
of and so you know my feelings get hurt
and you know and sometimes I do say
things I regret and my feelings get hurt
and you know I get mad and I sometimes
you know it's like
but I do where my heart on my sleeve and
I you know but like I said the do's
always
open but someone said I said the door's
always open she's said your door is a
trap I don't know what that even that
means I don't know what that
means but I'm not bad and I don't hate
them
yeah it's consent when we go on channels
P it's written in the terms of service
on YouTube therefore you
forfeit all rights to suit for likeness
and appearances on shows yeah I know
like hello you know it's like it's like
you know I can't go to somebody and say
oh take off your take down your show
because I I was on your panel I just
didn't like my appearance or something
like that I took Emma's down as a
courtesy I I mean but it's like I didn't
I didn't have to
but I don't know why she asked me to
take it down either because it was
basically just promoting her I had her
her um her Channel her website um
streaming at the bottom the entire time
I was a very nice interview um and so I
don't understand
like um I don't understand
so I don't know it's like they're
they're trying to hurt me like hurt me
like I like I all I'd ever did was um
send people over to their shows right
but you know some people will switch up
on you in life you know but I I don't
think I've changed I
mean I have uh you know we all change
right it's like but I'm basically I'm
the same person
right
yeah I know I know it's just like it's
just like sad because why is it getting
to threats like what am I what did I do
to them I just don't understand I didn't
do anything to them all I did was like
like pour love into them and it's like
wow now it's really
getting kind of getting nasty so I'm
just going to leave them alone you know
they don't I'm not going to force myself
um onto their shows and stuff like that
anymore I was trying to lighten the mood
sometimes you know try try to have fun I
would come on as Nicholas Cage and
Emma's I would come onas cage and Elon
Musk and she would like just laugh and
the chat was laughing and it was funny
and stuff like that she didn't she
didn't even know it was me I did I did
eventually reveal all my accounts and
stuff like that but
um and I was I've never been told to
like you know I've never been told to
leave the room get out of here like by
you know clumsy told me just get out of
here and you're not welcome here get
like like I can't even be in the not I
understand like you know you can mute me
in the chat but I'm not even wanted in
the room and stuff so kind of hurt my
feelings a little bit but you know I'll
get over it I'll get over it how's
everyone doing I need a lighter I need a
lighter real quick where's my
lighter it's a 7-Eleven lighter
right and it's like and Emma's very
successful Emma Emma Emma I thought I
was part of that I thought I was you
know I
was oh I brought I just I introduced a
lot of people to her there's still
people I talk to oh they're like oh do
you remember like I just with this guy
his name is rage r I think he's a cage
fighter he's like he's like oh you're
ter reader like Emma levian I was like
yeah I told you about Emma
Emma and several other people you know I
told I told him a lot of people got
readings and stuff like that I was I was
also her mod a very loyal mod what
happened there is that I made a joke
about a diddy party or something in her
chat and she thought it was like I was
calling I was I don't know she thought
it
was so so confusing it's so confusing
so yeah guys guys I'm also very loyal
you know and it's like and so that's why
it hurts sometimes when it's like I get
thrown away like garbage which is but
they kind of did yeah but yeah and it's
like the more successful I got you know
some people people just didn't like
it and it's like you know I'm still I'm
just still in my beginning stages I've
just been doing the open panels for a
couple months I started my channel six
months ago this channel is it's it's
like it's like my baby and so when
people like threaten to do that kind of
stuff it's like okay that's like that's
like it's like messing with my baby
okay yeah and you know what but you know
what the good thing is is that I was so
focused on these other people that it
was preventing me from focusing on my
show you know I'd be in there I'd be in
there like all night sometimes and stuff
like that and now I can and I didn't
want to like you know be at the same
time as her and stuff like that now now
I guess I uh now I guess
uh I can just focus on my show the only
person uh I I really the only shows I
really focus on now are um are on um
Alisa and Bea and some other open Panel
shows that are friendly to me and stuff
like that and these CH but but also um I
go into these shows like I was trying to
get this panel the other night they're
talking about like some some esoteric
stuff like but it was a black panel
we're talking about pyramids and stuff
like that and I I was already banned in
their chat
right yeah oh she I mean she you know I
really like was a fan of elvar and stuff
and it's like and I I just like liked
her vibe I mean know enemma is a very s
like a very kind of similar kind of a
comedian um suck you this kind
of um kind of vibe and stuff like that
but it's also like what's also sad is
like there's a lot of people like I
introduced to to these people and it's
like and these people ended up leaving
me and then they hate me now because and
it's like you know that's why I I'm like
very careful about um people telling me
things like um you know about other
people and stuff like that so I need to
like really see for myself CU it's like
people are some people out there want to
break apart relationships and stuff like
that um and so I try to give people the
benefit of Doubt and I'm also forgiving
I'm also forgiving but I don't think
they're going to ever I don't think
they're ever gonna you know they never
forgave me I don't even know for what
anymore right all I did was and you know
I can only apologize so many times
so but no shade on them you know I wish
them the best uh best of luck on on
their uh on their endeavors
it's okay if I won't be a part of it but
you know I'm not I'm not a bad person to
know because I am a I do like to promote
other people like a lot and you guys if
you ever have a channel I will help
promote you if you want to get to 50
subscribers I will help you you can
promotee on my Discord you can promote
on my show you can come on my panel
promote um I will go on to your panels
and you know
um and uh you know help with some
content and stuff like that and I will
send and my friends over there too you
know
so it's really you
know just a little bit unfortunate how's
everyone doing today
though it's very good it's a little bit
Frozen Yeah well she kind of she kind of
got nasty kind of both like you know
they kind of just turn nasty on me for
no reason but you know I'm not
everyone's cup of tea
it's like I was just basically in the
their chats and stuff Hello Fearless
Soul how are you you going make some
dinner oh yeah so it's afternoon there
fearless are you in England or something
or in the Europe because it's only it's
only 9:00 am here it's very
early um but if anyone's interested in a
reading today you know they got the
banner on the bottom with a little bit
of information about that because I'm
doing longer um longer readings um you
know for a small donation and then I'll
still do my free reading if You' like a
card or a few cards and stuff like
happy you know
anytime just let me
know you're in the UK Al awesome London
yeah I've been to London actually my
brother-in-law um I think it's my former
brother-in-law now but he um he was from
Manchester and so I went to um London
and then to Manchester I went to the
Lowry I went to Canal Street is that
right it's called Canal
Street um it's like the gay the gay my
brother-in-law's brother was his older
brother was was gay he passed away
unfortunately but at pretty young age I
think it his like 50 or something his
name was
Julian he he took me out partying there
and uh I think it's called Canal Street
but um Maybe I'm Wrong um and uh and
then I went I did I did a lot of
traveling through Europe and stuff like
that I haven't I haven't traveled in a
while how's everyone doing I found this
cigar right here want to smoke I'm
plugging my phone my phone in so it
doesn't die we
go yeah I love London I went to the you
know I did the kind of like the um I
went to Madam Tu so and I you know I
remember the Madam toos was really
really cool there like um if you ever
see the wax museum
there my Fearless Souls is Big talls
longtime girlfriend are you
are you are your Fearless Souls your big
tall's big talls longtime girlfriend
that's cool I thought he was like some
other guy named um named
blade I also had a lot of drama with and
stuff like that Blade's still in the
chat and stuff like that I think he was
here yesterday like a lot a lot his name
is also
death um he was also I introduced him to
Emma and then she fired me as a mod
brought him as a mod um and then
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um her mods were's okay B big tall isn't
blade okay well some of these people
talk the same way and it's like they
know uh they know the same people I I
don't know it gets confusing I don't I
can never tell who who's who you know
it's so easy to have have
a okay he just jokes around yeah um yeah
and so I I I ended up um you know I had
I you know I did unmod him because he
was like um timing out people and stuff
like that
but
um yeah you never know who's who yeah he
seems like and I I ended up also
unblocking everybody um that was blocked
in my chat there's only two people like
one person has a doxing name and the
other person oh I think it's Terror
Destroyer who just like comes in and you
know they come I see I've seen him come
to a lot of tarot streams and they come
in and just mess around and spam and
stuff like that no he didn't he didn't
offend me I just thought he was someone
else and and I was like you know one
time one night I got I was getting
trolled by a lot of people like I've
never I had a troll thing where it's
like I had so many people coming in
trolling one night it was like so
many that it was like I've never seen
anybody on you and I watch a lot of
YouTube um I watch a lot of shows on
YouTube I've seen like a lot of trolling
like bennies and stuff I've never had
seen so much bad trolling as that night
and stuff like that but I did you know I
do forgive everybody and everyone's
welcome I I unblocked um anyone that was
muted I have like I've told my
mods not to block anybody not unless
they uh unless you docks
somebody um you won't even be timed out
you
know Bea taught me a
lot uh he has his own times out he only
times out his own stock accounts called
raging Seaman and has other raging troll
account
okay so he's raging Seaman hold on so I
thought raging Seaman
was ELO I'm I get really confused and
like some like I think Sam man was in my
panel this morning under the name Arthur
I'm not sure it's like I just so it get
so confusing you
know and I need sometimes I need these
things pointed out but whoever you are
like but I was like I said I was in Emma
under Nicholas Cage and Elon Musk okay
those are two of my fake accounts right
so if
you um I hope that's not against the
rules or like considered imitating or
people or something like that there kind
of like you
know you not all of them okay
yeah oh yeah so he has some troll
accounts yeah so this is my um this is
my Starbucks I'm just going to mix it up
a little bit it's called Uh tropical
Citrus Frozen um energy
drink so woke up this morning and in
kind of a good mood and like I just need
a little more caffeine so anyone
interested on coming on the panel raging
Seaman is Big Tall raging Sean is berry
hold on oh okay okay raging Seaman okay
aging Sean could be bronze bird oh my
gosh yeah see how confusing it
gets Barry bronze birg samon um Arthur
they kind of have similar voices to me
and and also even TY
desantes but
um hey yep I'm back KZ what's up
good to see you and KZ it was fun
talking to you this morning then of
course you're welcome back up on the
panel if you want um I always like
talking to people I met in Alisa and
other places like most of the people
here like like also I recommend if you
want to stream and stuff like that I
would say you want to stream or if you
want to have a YouTube account your
might my process was this well it took a
long time for me to to get the courage
to start start to do it but I just got
drunk one night and I went to the beach
down set on the rocks and I told the
story of cupid and psyche and that was
my my first content right and then I
also um
would I wanted to get to 50 subscribers
and so I went u i met Benny and Benny
allowed me like he would fall asleep on
his stream sometimes and so I would just
chat in his stream that's why I started
my Discord it was like Afterparty it
started as an Afterparty for Benny um
when he fell asleep or something like
that and then or the stream ended so we
because I I love just chatting with
people and I so I see so many people
from Benny's like are like coming here
and stuff and we're like and then I met
trient Trident I haven't seen stream for
a
while um last time I saw him he you know
it's like um seen he he's been in kind
of a crabby mood and stuff like that and
it's like so I just like I feel like I'm
bothering him so but he was always nice
to me I was I was his mod too I was
Benny's mod his mod uh then I met you
know Saint through Tri
and then and then then they all knew
they all know Alisa and stuff like and
Trent actually went out on a I don't
know it's a date or something but
there's a picture he looks like he's
about maybe 18 years old he looks maybe
even younger he looks like he's he looks
very young but there's a picture of him
with Al Lisa and stuff like that
um I don't know I don't think it was a
date but
um I think they had a falling out I'm
not sure um also Saints out of jail guys
um Saint is back streaming I saw him
streaming last night I said hi to him
he's always really really kind to me um
I hear he's on the wagon so I wish him
well with that because you know I used
to wake up and he'd be um drinking the
titos early in the morning and stuff
like that and he'd do these you know um
fire sales where he he'd take shots and
stuff for for the when they send a Dono
but he yeah he drank quite a lot
sometimes he would you know he'd be um
yelling the n-word out the window and
going a little bit little bit wild it
was really funny actually on
Thanksgiving um he was making like
Thanksgiving dinner and like the turkey
was like not defrosted and he was like
defrosting in his bathtub yeah there are
really wonderful people on this channel
in the chat and like very supportive
people oh my gosh so many um and so and
you know you will meet friends here like
you will meet friends here you will see
them other places and if like but yeah
back to like how I was um sted my
channel like so Benny would help me like
I would say can I get a shout out for my
channel whatever and I went subscribers
and so he'd like he'd uh he he he got me
he got me like the 30 or something then
I met this woman Chona in the
Philippines and um and she also really
helped me her name is chona's Adventure
Vlog and she's really sweet she she
streams you know St remember he was
saying in blad streamer house when and
Willie two guns died oh my gosh well the
last time I saw Saint I think he was in
it was a couple nights ago and he was in
mold Mansion back in mold mansion and
stuff like that um and that's that was
kind of entertaining I saw him biting
with Sonic and mold Mansion I was there
for that oh Trix is in the Trix is in
the cat RV over there so
cute so the cat RV is the the closest I
got to uh the closest I've gotten to um
being an RV but um but then I would
start doing open panels and so you were
you were saying like I don't know was
Arthur he he knew about some stuff that
happened in the beef sector I'm really
surprised about that cuz that was like
last year and it just like and so it's
like you know it's so funny how these
how work gets around about stuff but
yeah I I actually played Hood Jeopardy
one night um on the on the show I think
her name is China baby or something like
that China um and I I was on Hood
Jeopardy and I got a few uh I got a few
um few points on that game but you know
I was the only white person there I was
on the show called the good [ __ ] show
and I had this whole like B it was like
you know I was like you know that's
where I kind of started like hion guys
you know oh yeah that's where Mondo's at
yeah B Mansion yeah it's I think it's in
uh it's in like Jamaica New York or
something like that not Jamaica the
country but there's Jamaica Street in
New York I don't the doc okay but um
yeah um I would love
to eventually go to like go to RV
someday if there's an RV like if maybe
there's going to be an RV in my area or
something like that I'd love to go hang
out on RV and you know I like to party
it's like that's that's how I kind of
like why I'm a I don't it's like that's
what Benny was one of my influences to
like you know oh you can like party on
stream and like hang out with people and
like that's what I I really like that
Vibe and so but Benny doesn't want
anything to do with me anymore because
I'm blocked on all my account I don't
know if he blocked me or blade blade is
like one of his only mods now um thank
you Cliff you know Cliff I I can't I
mean right now I can't um do um I'm
trying to figure out um I'll try to do
the TTS thing very soon where you can
like you know requests and songs um but
I do U I'm trying to avoid any kind of
copyright thing right now so I have to
figure some stuff out I did YouTube
school because I I played too many
copyright stuff and so I am uh but I do
appreciate your song request and uh I
will in the future try to do that but I
will check out that song bass Surfer
okay Speedy's Black Sun okay I'm I'm G
to I'm going to look that up and listen
to it later but um thank you for the
thank you for the suggestion I like your
avatar is that like an animal I can't
tell KZ yeah so mold Mansion yeah last
time I watched I watched mold mansion
and then um there's Nana Pips was there
and I know Nana Pips was um she started
mentioning Alisa and stuff like that and
I was like oh my gosh and so I looked up
I looked up Nana Pips and Alisa and I
found like where Alisa had Nana Pips as
her assistant for a little bit oh Jim
Nick's
boyfriend okay thank you Miss Fearless
thank
you yeah and mondo is Mondo seemed like
a cool guy too like um I saw he was just
sitting oh B Surfer is Jim Nick's
boyfriend oh
wow I'll to check it
out Jim Mi a sweetheart she's on the
show sometimes
but I have great people on this panel on
the show oh my gosh we had such a great
panel the other day like I woke up like
at 4 in the morning and then it was just
like um you know all the 40 diamond
stuff was happening and like I I mean
I've been I've gotten clipped a bunch of
times I've had like AI video made of me
and Joker or the Brokeback Mountain
thing it's very
funny also now now now met blogger I met
be has introduced me to a lot of a lot
of great people and also I had I had
yesterday I had Jadis on the show he's a
fart knocker of De
Bron yeah I um yeah if you know somebody
you know you can always like
um so somebody interesting or that that
is a streamer or something like that um
you can always let him know about my
panel and stuff I still trying to get
some Howard Stern people here like like
Wendy I know from Wendy from Howard
Stern also High Pitch Eric called into
Lisa the other day but he uses real
voice and she's like why do you sound
different he he his his his high pitch
voice was fake completely
fake pretty
funny comes the trash
guy the more more I drink of this the
better it gets cuz I'm getting down to
the strawberry puree
part
H okay the prey
color sorry it's little
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loud you thought about bringing Saint on
but then he went to the big house yeah
well Saint's out now but I know Saint um
you know um I would love sa to come on
the show I I'll ask him I just I don't
know if he was like that interested in
being on like some people you know are
not being on panels and stuff like that
but I have tried to I think I've I've uh
promoted my show there
before um I'm kind of
getting like a lot of people are really
nice about letting me promote but like
last time I asked Benny I think that's
why Benny St I asked Benny about ip2
Network and he's like oh no no no like
like he was like no no you can't like
you know and and then um then he
unmodded me and then said oh can I get a
shout out Benny and he's like oh and and
I was like Benny you created a monster
because it's like you know I kind of
like he helped me start streaming and
stuff like he's like I didn't create a
monster and it's like now kind of my
show is I know Benny got Shadow band the
first time I was in there he had like
over 100 people
now I think my chats are a little bit
bigger than his
but I would love to you know help
promote him and stuff but I'm blocked
there so on both my accounts on two of
my accounts and so I'm not going to
bother him I don't if other people got
involved I never did anything to
Benny I would I would send him some nice
dones what's up
ba look
hi oh you're kissing me hey
Lenor yeah I'm just meeting but I'm
meeting some great people like and then
you know scribbles I was in scribbles
chat and nobody said nobody saw me in
there last night when I called in on a
scribbles I think he was an RV or
something like that but I called like 20
times we gave a phone number I had to
maybe 20 30 times I I kep dialing
dialing dialing eventually they answered
and and he take it well it's like I I
like I like guys that are not like
homophobic because some some guys in the
community homophobic and then they'll
have some gay Scandal happen and stuff
like that but I like I like
how how be got so pretty I don't know
she's just born that way she's just
gorgeous gorgeous woman
Hi how are you Lenor made toast that
sounds so good B cheese and Spike
spice here's Lenor she's so beautiful
you like you like me
Lenor give you a little
rub if I have alterate accounts it won
say b i no aging demon I don't
know I don't know bronzer
I'm feeling the energy yeah Oliver is
handsome I thought he looked like his
profile picture but then he came on I'm
not sure you're just you're just
purring aren't you most precious cat you
see yourself in you see yourself in the
mirror Lenor is so
beautiful here Lenor can you give me a
kiss
it is Mercury retrograde bronze bird I
think it started March 14th I don't know
how much I think it's until next month
so yeah that's why there's going to be
Mercury retrograde guys Mercury is the
planet it's like the closest planet to
the to the sun right and it's a very
fast moving um planet and stuff like
that but when it goes into retrograde
you know it has mercury has to do with
communication Mercury rules Gemini I
believe
right so it has to do with communication
and and the air and uh you know air
waves and things like that and so
there's always like some kind of
miscommunication issues during the uh
Mercury retrograde and there's like um
delays and that kind of stuff so if you
experience technical difficulties delays
and any of that you know you can blame
Mercury retrograde
but it's bringing out the devils
yeah I showed my I showed my my family
the tattoo my tattoo and my my niece was
like oh that cat looks mean I've also
show them pictures of of Lenor before
and they're like she looks like me but
she's really like the sweetest cat black
cats get the worst reputation but
they're actually like very sweet
cats like she especially based on the
North like she's very very
sweet I don't know why they get a bad
reputation kind but kind of like me I'm
like I'm like Lenor reminds me of my
heart because it looks it looks it looks
it might look look look black right it's
actually so beautiful and loving
right
kisses I don't know where ELO
is um I definitely think so bronze I
definitely think so I think it's the you
know they because people just associate
them with like w Witchcraft and like you
know evil and stuff like that but cann't
be further from the truth they're very
sweet cats and it's a shame yeah all
cats are good luck right but I say I say
out of all the cats like well Trix is
very very sweet Lola's very very sweet
um and uh and Lenor these are those are
like the ones that like to cuddle under
the covers and stuff like that yeah
Superstition and most superstitions are
like you know like Friday the 13th I you
know I've usually had good luck on
Friday the 13th so don't believe like
little superstitions all the time you
know sometimes the opposite is true
about
them but um yeah they black you know
actually you know about the plague yeah
Egyptians worship them yeah the goddess
bastet was like was a a black cat-headed
goddess and uh I think Egyptians
actually you know they're known for like
um um genetic engineering and stuff like
that that's why you know just like the
hybrids they have the they all have the
humans with the animal heads and stuff
like that so I think like they might
have taken like a the African jungle cat
and mixed them with the reptile or
something like that it came out with
with with cats you know these little and
Lenor definitely has Snake Eyes you
snake
eyes her eyes are her peoples are big
right now oh my gosh how's everyone
doing in the chat genetic engineering
yeah they're known for that let me see
if I can find something on that they
were you know they were very they
believe a black crow or yeah imminent
death they would mummify the pets yeah
they have there there's mummified cats
they found in in uh in the tombs yeah so
you know the Egyptians so they have like
the animal headed gods and goddesses let
me see if I can find something
genetic engineering
ancient
Egypt okay let's
see wow it says
Okay um Anubis gen genetic secrets of
Egypt
unwrapped DNA for mummies found a site
once known for its cult to the Egyptian
god of the the afterlife is unwrapping
intriguing um insight into the people
well there there's not information about
it here but I've seen it I've heard
about it before yeah they're looking
also there's also um like there's a you
know Scotland
right um Scotland is named after
actually this Egyptian pharaoh Pharaoh's
wife or you know her name was Scot and
they actually there's a there's actually
a tomb for Scot okay and uh that's from
like Scotland SC o ta scota Egypt I
think she's like a
blonde yeah it says um a medieval Irish
and Scottish legend Scot is the daughter
of an Egyptian pharaoh and an ancestor
of The gales she said to be the origin
of their Latin Latin name Scotti but
historians say she was purely
mythological okay
that here's her this is her on a boat
right and she mythological but I I do
know there's a tomb for her and stuff
like that so I'm not quite sure how
mythological she is let's
see okay so there sco's grave here's a
sign post for it sco's
grave yes cats choose us
right
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um
Scotia and she was also known as serat
okay I don't know it's very interesting
to look into can you get
a right your sister's C you love her hey
what's up K yeah what's up everybody it
was good yeah how's everybody in the
chat weren't the cats Left Behind from
the anunaki oh yeah well there's a I
mean there's very in Anunnaki that's
like Su Sumeria you know there were the
first uh kuna form tablets I'll tell the
story sometime there's like the oldest
in the world let me see it's called Uh
en's
descent into the
underworld it's one of my favorite
stories okay
okay okay and it's a
poem
okay now this one's a little bit too
long okay I need to find a short
short
version okay well so Anana is like Venus
right okay this is a this is it's a
little bit long but I'll read
okay it says the story The First Time
The Story of Anana was ever told it was
written in poetry on terracotta tablets
thousands of years ago its Timeless
wisdom and unending heartbreak have
thrived over centuries of retellings and
today we tell tell this tale once more
Our Story begins with inana one of the
most popular Mesopotamian deities okay
she was the goddess of love sex
fertility and War symbolizing all
aspects of life now inana had a sister
arish keal like kull you know who is the
goddess of the dead and the underworld
and together the two sisters were
embodied a great polarity with Anana
known as the Queen of Heaven and arish
kagal the queen of the underworld now
nothing is really known of the sister's
relationship before the pivotal moment
in time before kall's husband the bull
of heaven was slaughtered and our poor
Queen of the Dead became a deeply
grieving Widow whose cries were so loud
they pierced through the underworld and
into the Realms of heaven and it was
those very cries that our story Begins
for it was by hearing these very cries
that Anana decided that she must descend
into the underworld to comfort her
widowed sister but journeying to the
underworld was not like visiting another
country no the underworld was a place
from which nobody returned no living
Soul was allowed to enter the underworld
and leave it at the same leave it all
the same and Anana was warned of this
that if she went to her grieving sister
she would not be allowed to come back oh
Billy Carson yeah all I want to do is a
zoom zoom zoom okay but Anana would not
be swayed from her decision she would
dress in all her finest protective or
dorment and set out to find her sister
warnings be damned and so enana set off
for the Land of the Dead and upon
arriving at its Gates Our Fair queen met
the fierce gate gatekeeper NTI he
demanded to know what foolish Soul was
trying to enter the place that no soul
could leave and Anana in all her
fierceness and all her love said I am
Anana Queen of Heaven let me in to see
my sister arish kagal to be with her
while they greet give her husband's
funeral rights Netty not expecting Anana
to arrive and not entirely sure what to
do informs her that she must in that he
must consult with Irish kagal before he
can let her in so the gatekeeper runs to
the queen side and tells her of her
sister's
arrival now it was said that arish kagal
harbored a deep dist taste for the ways
of her sister for reasons we can only
guess but we'll never know for sure
perhaps it was because inana was a
beauty and that embodied Lush and
thriving life while R kagal was not
perhaps it was because she thought her
sister would be arrogant and ignorant
not knowing the true ways of death and
the law like her or maybe it was
something Petty from their youth but
whatever it was it was with these
distasteful feelings in mind that arisal
did allow her sister in but on the
condition that as Anana passes each of
the seven Gates she must shed one of her
G um garments and so Netty returned to
the gate and allowed Anana through
taking a garment from each uh for each
uh from her as she passed and so I
remember it was like her earrings her
like Crown um her and it's like all her
adornments her clothes and so she was
completely naked right and by the time
she Ed the underworld Anana was very
fully naked and exposed but Anana would
not be dismayed by the setback
vulnerable and defenseless our righteous
goddess continued to make her way
through the underworld and into arish
ga's Throne Room shout out from our Lord
scribbles what's up thank you when she
entered the room she saw that she and
her sister were not alone the judges of
the underworld had all gathered to pass
judgment on the living Soul who dared to
enter the realm of death and as each
judge passed their Grim judgments all
was not looking good for inana but there
were still hope her sister was the queen
and all judgments came down to Queen
arisal for the final word but it was
then that arish kagal looked at her
sister the sister she had despised for
so many years the sister she loathed
down to her very bones and set her eye
of death death upon her striking Anana
dead on the throne room floor as a final
humiliation for the Queen of Heaven
arish picked up her sister's corpse and
hung it on meat hooks next to her throne
and that's how it was for three days and
three nights arishka gal continued to
rule the underworld with her sister's
corpse hanging at her side but what
rishal didn't know was that before inana
began her journey to the underworld she
instructed her faithful adviser nin
shubar to seek help if she did not
return after three
days okay this is a good story
and our advisor ninar I think was gay
right it says as long all loyal advisers
do ninar went to the highest in the in
the lands for help ninar ran to
anky the the god of wisdom and water the
only one the one who originally blessed
inana with many of her gifts she he she
begged him oh it's she was a woman okay
she begged him to help save inana for it
had been three days and three nights and
still the queen had not returned and so
loving in Nana as he did created two
androgynous demons that could enter the
underworld in secret to retrieve the
fairy Nana and the demons wasted no time
going straight to arish kagal side in
search of the Goddess but when they
entered the throne room the demons saw
arish kagal in the throws of a deep and
thrashing labor and the two sympathized
with her pain AR rishal grateful for
these two strangers would give her such
a kindness granted them anything they
like riches lands titles anything could
be theirs but the demons of course
didn't want any of that and asked for
the corpse hanging on the wall it was
then a rishal distracted by the Pains of
Labor realized she had been tricked but
as word was law she allowed the two
demons to take her sister's corpse and
flee so these are androgynous
androgynous and so they're both male and
female you know they're kind of trans
transexuals maybe
right the demons once okay so so they
she took a they let her take A's body so
the demons once out of sight from rishal
gave Ana's corpse the food and water of
Life Reviving Anana from the grips of
death but just as warned there was a
price to pay for the living to enter the
land of death and in order for Anana to
remain alive and return to the land
above another must take her place in the
land below so Anana and the demons set
out to find her replacement first They
Came Upon ninar Ana's loyal servant and
suggest she be taken in her place but
reana refused ninar was deeply loyal and
helped her Escape okay so here's the gay
guy it says Then They Came Upon Shara a
friend and mutian who was still deep in
mourning for for um his beloved inana
again inana refused because he
rightfully mourned her passing and
finally They Came Upon dumuzid Ina's
Lover he wasn't mourning at all and in
fact was quite enjoying life without his
lover around entertaining himself on
lavish luxuries and beautiful girls and
Anana seeing this flew into a rage and
demanded deusu be taken to the
underworld in her place but all did not
end so simply for a sweet goddess after
a while inana began to feel a deep and
heavy regret struck with a sorrow and
guilt for her now dead lover and along
with his sister Gana and his mother
sirur inana grieved Dum musa's death for
months and this is how it was three
women drowning inside their grief all
consumed by the pain of their shared
loss until one day a small fly
approaches the ladies and tell them
where duma's body could be found the fly
goes on to tell the women that by
finding his body they'd be able to
change his fate so the women follow the
fly and go to duman's corpse and it is
here that
Gana declares that she will do anything
to bring bring her brother back and she
will take his place in the Underworld
and she would be killed instead and
Anana in all her power and her grace is
able to take Gest chana's words and
changed M's Fai she decrees that her
lover will only spend half the year in
the Underworld and the other half in
heaven with her and a sister guest Tana
will take his place in the Underworld
for the time he spends in heaven and
this inana decides as how it will go and
that as a face would have it is exactly
how it went a deal is struck Nana gets
to hold her lover once more and dumus
and his sister SP the the rest of
Eternity in a dance between the two
Realms and that my dear reader is the
end of our story it was the love of a
sibling that started it all and a love
of a sibling that ended it yep so isn't
that a great story
though yeah there's a lot going on
you're at the
thrift yeah there's a really funny um I
think it's a funny hidden camera show
where they have a big bin of like um
used
underwear for like a dollar I forgot
exactly what it was but yeah that's a
beautiful story isn't
it think it's one of the oldest stories
in the world
right that drink is so good at the
end
so F okay still have some cigar left
good morning everyone how's everyone
doing
today oh got caffeine in me you went to
Home on the panel we had nice 30 people
in the chat somebody proba left in there
a prank with are you buying used
underware at the thrift store
Oliver you have jigsaw
puzzles 30 of them that's a
lot the problem with puzzles is like I
would always lose a piece you know and
it's
like
yeah I used to like I I used to I know
someone that would have puzzles and you
can take this thing called puzzle glue
you complete the puzzle and you and you
like or you have to do it upside down or
something like that and you know because
it's hard to like flip over you can
probably flip I figure out a way to flip
it over but how big it is and you um you
can um put this glue called puzzle glue
on the back of it and then it will just
be like a the picture right it'll just
turn into the thing you haven't done a
puzzle in a long time
I know I know be it's so I have things
are very random here sometimes I I have
no idea what some people are talking
about sometime
but I'm entertained
okay sometimes sometimes the you're
Pet's puzzled yeah puzzle is puzzle I'm
puzzled
oh how are you guys doing today I'm G to
finish up this drink
very
good Starbucks always talk with the
first
sip this one has the last
sip the last sip is U the best I think I
already said when they send your brain
you'd rather plant roses Etc Joy nature
yeah
yeah I have a little backyard you know I
have a a few kittens buried there
because I had a couple litters of
kittens unfortunately few of them passed
away the first one was a really cute
gray oh my God it was so
sad and then another one was
um was U when when the night she they
were born one when it passed away that
night and another one pass a few weeks
later and so it's I just don't know what
happened you
know and then um but out of all those
cats um I have marbles from those first
two um I have marbles and I have
Freya I had Freya and Macy and then I
had you know then guys remember magic I
I had a cat named magic just like he
just disappeared and it was like magic
and
tricks did his names go
together and then uh pie and Tux and P
disappeared tux is round I think he's
he's with my neighbors but he he likes
to go outside you like you like you
rather plant bubblegum kush plants
yeah sounds
good remind me of a
story my um my dad you know uh he had
this he had a secret drawer you know and
I I always you know how kids get into
like everything right so when I was a
kid I um I figured out his secret drawer
and stuff like that and I figured out
the key where you know the key do it and
I opened his drawer I was probably and
this is like during like the 80s like
probably late ' 80s I was maybe the
early 90s when they had all this like
Nancy Reagan stona drugs stuff you know
and they were like there and they're
like oh if you see you know and so I and
so I like opened the drawer there was
like a marijuana growers guy there was
marijuana there was um zigzags I
remember there zigzag papers and stuff
like that and U so my dad had all this
weed and uh and then I like later you
know my dad passed away but I remember
like we one of his we're all talking
about him and stuff like that and it's
like he a friend down the street and he
like had helped his friend grow plants
in the backyard and stuff like that but
I remember I found all this marijuana
and stuff in the drawer and so I went
and told my sister I was like what is
this and she's and it's like and she's
like well she's like oh my
God she's like she's like she's like you
know don't tell anybody you know and she
because you know in school they say oh
turn in your turn in your parents like
you know so I know of course I would I
never told anybody so but then then when
I got a little bit older I figured out
how to um how to roll a joint and stuff
like that and i' get into I'd find his
his weed once in a while he did like he
did like weed you know once in a while
also at his funeral someone told a story
or celebration of life his friend told a
story like they were all in uh in Mexico
in P of viarta he they would take family
trips there we take family trips there
but he took a trip with all his friends
and stuff like that too and uh they have
a we rented this Villa and it has like a
movie theater in it right yeah I'm not a
narc right I know I did not I I just
told my sister sister I told my sister
about it I told my sister I didn't tell
anybody but they it was like at that
time they were like they're telling you
oh you know and my sister was like don't
tell anybody okay so I never did but
yeah and I was I just remember it
smelled really good it smelled really
weird and um it had a really good smell
and um yeah but later I would just break
into his weed stash and like and Palm
Springs and stuff like that it's I I was
probably smoking weed when I was like 12
years old or 13 or something like that I
figur I I can barely figure out how to
do it but I eventually figured out how
to roll a joint and stuff like that
and uh my family is like very um
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um they they're accepting a weed right I
was stealing yeah I was stealing little
nugs it was yeah it was like you know it
was like it was like it was not like the
weed today it was kind of like very you
know it was very like um there was not
really like nugs it was like it was like
very it was like this tobacco kind of
stuff where was just like like very
stringy but it smelled really good
and so he set up his friend um to uh to
grow at my his friend's backyard and he
grew these huge plants and stuff like
that but yeah my dad liked weed and but
yeah so they told the story about in
Mexico he like he broke he broke out all
these all this weed and stuff like that
and they they got all the friends got
high and stuff on uh on weed and they he
put on some kind of like I forgot some
what band it was some kind of rock band
um and then they played in the big
theater and all got high and stuff like
that everyone everyone got a kick of
that story also my dad's celebration of
life um we you know we um we all wore
white it was like wear white and stuff
like that it was I think around his
birthday that we did it it was a few
months like he's he passed away
unfortunately last year and like I think
a in
April uh middle of April and stuff like
that but um but we all wore white and
then we took a tequila shot after at the
end like they pass they just brought
around tequila shops my Dad loved
tequila he loved
wine he was always you know he was
always the best driver I don't I don't
think he ever got in a car accident or
anything like ever I think and uh you
know he was um he was a very good driver
and stuff like that we were always safe
and everything but yeah he did enjoy his
wine and um I think he like also when
when I was a kid I would think can I
take a to your beer and stuff and I
would he'd like let me oh I was I was
very close to my dad my dad I move he
moved me back down here you know um to
be closer to the family and this is
probably 2018 he moved me back down here
and he like he like
specially picked out this this apartment
for me just because it was like it was
just he had had a back has a backyard
he's like so excited he had his backyard
he's like because you have cats and but
I was like well Dad he's like so your
cats will have a backyard I'm like well
Dad the cats
will you can you can't keep cats in the
backyard unless it has to be like I have
to have a huge net or something like
that you know because it's like the cats
that you know they like to wander all
around the neighborhood and stuff and
you can't really keep yeah yeah it's the
worst part of life and it's like my dad
was like you know he was a great great
man like he um was um
very amazing businessman he was um he
was also he did this um he was in Home
Owners Association of of of our city
that we lived in like and he was a
president of the homeowners association
there's also this there's this pool
called Rosler pool it was like a pool
from like 60s or 70s and he like um he
basically was the architect for
redesigning it and he um is able to get
all the legal stuff and and he got all
these people together to like make this
beautiful beach club okay now it's like
this beach club in in pal it's called
palb Beach and athletic club now and um
but he would he but he designed that and
he he made this gazebo he like he like
to like um restore things he was in real
estate um he worked until the end you
know he was he was always working and
stuff like that um and so uh yeah he was
a great man and and uh
also he would like you know if he could
could take you to Hollywood and point
out every any place you could go he was
like a tour guide he could like tell you
all interesting things that happened
here and here and here show you
celebrities houses and Palm Springs he
would drive us around show us like
Elvis's house and U we actually um yeah
there's like a lot of interesting stuff
um but yeah he would take me to lunch
every week you know we love he L to go
to this place called Joe's Eat At Joe's
it's great nearby here and uh and have
breakfast like the John Wayne special he
like big meat like big breakfast and he
loved to eat he just loved to enjoy life
he loved to drink um he loved my mom um
very much you know and he my mom's
beautiful like and so and you know my
they were also like the Brady Bunch he
had two kids from his previous marriage
his first son he actually adopted and
he's a My Brother David um is actually
he he was adopted but he's a ginger I
didn't know he was adopted until I was a
teenager but he does not look like
anybody else in the family but he he's G
not gingered like he's Ginger yeah he's
red hair but and he has um he has three
kids and actually um his oldest daughter
Amanda my niece is like um um she is on
her way to having five or six kids now
it's like the and they uh and then so we
I have like 14 15 nieces and nephews
yeah he was he was wonderful you know it
was like a huge shock a huge loss um it
happened very suddenly um he he kind of
didn't talk about his health problems
like he's having health problems at the
end and stuff like that and then he did
uh have a rare form of of a bladder
cancer and the worst part was like you
know then he was like under hospice like
home hospice care and stuff like that
and he he was always like like to be you
know out and about and like he was still
was still he still wanted to he was
still like oh we're gonna we're going to
go to lunch again soon okay you know
I'll get better I'll get better and then
um then he was basically um kind of like
he hated being under the care and stuff
like that but he did have really good
nurses and that's why I have a heart for
nurses and I have a heart for also he
had these Filipino nurses that were like
he really liked like a lot of them were
gay Were Gay and stuff like that but
they were just they're just very
compassionate
right oh you are your mentor to
S but you know it did it was um sudden
like I
think almost a year to this day I
remember like we got a call like oh go
to the go to the house and and he
announced like it was really funny
though CU my brother because I'm told
you my brother David or okay so he like
he has red hair and stuff like that and
he but he's very religious like he was
all you know he's very into church my
dad was not very religious and stuff
like that my or not not at all
religious but um um but he he an to the
family and then you know that you know
he's like he's like you know you know I
don't have very long left and stuff like
that and the news is not good my brother
David did a prayer and he kind of was
like a long rambling prayer and so my
dad like when he when he got to like a
when he got to a l in the prayer my
dad's like oh that was beautiful David
he was kind of cut it off in the middle
because he was not really into like into
the religion too much and everyone just
kind of laughed you know um because my
dad was like thank you he just put up
his hand thank you thank you he like
that's that was beautiful if it was I
don't think the prayer was over and
stuff like that but yeah it was just it
was terrible you know and it's like so
this is almost the year of the day I
think it was March 26 um last year when
he announced it and then a couple weeks
later he was gone and um things aren't
the same things aren't the same and uh
it was uh it's very sad and uh but you
know that my dad was also he was 85
years old right and so he had a long
life he also had 20 probably 20 years
ago he got had diagnosed with prostate
cancer they caught it in time
fortunately and he was able to you know
have a surgery and and live live a lot
many more years but he was I was hoping
he'd Liv to you know 100 or more you
know and uh it was just it was shocking
but he did live a long life and I was
I'm very lucky that have had him my in
my life for so long and um but yeah it's
terrible but how's everyone doing yeah
he was a wonderful
father yeah it's like I always say like
in a million years in a million
reincarnations I don't like you know
yeah carish all the memories
yeah but um
yeah I can actually I'll show you a
picture if you'd like to see a picture
of
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him you can see how much he loved life
just by and he also said on his uh his
celebration of life we made they made
these all these billboards with all
these pictures on it um and he wrote one
of the picture he's like life is good
and he was always very like a big lover
of life okay so here's his
picture he has a glass
of he's holding up his glass of wine
right
there so I'm just sharing that with you
I'll read I'll read his I'll read his
obituary okay I'm not going to say his
name or his details but it says he says
a man of class intelligence and wit
passed away peacefully on April 16th
with his beloved wife and soulmate by
his side born in the city of Los Angeles
he was from Glendale his legacy
reverberates through the hearts of all
who are fortunate enough to know him a
veteran who served in with honor in the
Marine Corps during the Korean War he
pursued higher education and graduated
from UCLA as a successful real estate
entrepreneur his influence extended far
beyond his professional achievements he
was deeply committed to his community
holding a found affection for his
residence um and his passion for
preserving the area's natural beauty and
historical landmarks was evident through
his dedicated volunteer work notably
contributing to the re Rehabilitation of
the iconic Beach Club and gazebo known
as known as Rosser point he was a true
Visionary passionate about architecture
and design but beyond his professional
Pursuits he was a man who knew how to
enjoy life he could often be found
taking pleasure in a relaxing evening
with his constant dinner date his
beloved wife sharing Shing stories and
laughter nothing brought him more joy
than being surrounded by his loved ones
he leaves behind his wife of 47 years
with whom he shared a deep and enduring
love together they built a beautiful
family including seven children 14
grandchildren and three
great-grandchildren he found joy and
inspiration and the serenity of his home
away from home um and spent many
wonderful memories have been shared
there he lived life on his own terms
with no regrets when he reached the end
of the road leaving behind a legacy
filled with love laughter and enduring
impact while his loss is deeply felt his
friends and family are comforted by the
knowledge that he lived a life
characterized by happiness and
accomplishment his absence leaves a void
in the lives of those who knew him but
his memory will be cherished forever so
that was it so it's a beautiful
beautiful uh beautiful bituary you know
thank you for letting me share that with
you and um you know it's a little
personal but you know I'd like to uh
thank you thank
you thank you yes rest in peace
death but yeah also you know I know he
like you know if there is reincarnation
I believe in life after death and
reincarnation but I think so I think um
I think he's probably already
reincarnated because he just was so so
into love he was yeah he was a great guy
thank
you great man and you know my family my
family too is like a you know wonderful
family and you know I'm I'm kind of like
you know I'm kind of like you know like
my dad was
always um always accepting of me being
gay you know and like and so um and he
also he also understood like I have like
a little bit of a different kind of life
and stuff like that so you know he
uh he was just accepting it that and
really helped but when he picked out
this place you know he picked out he
looked the backyard for the cast but
also he picked out a location where I
could walk everywhere right cuz he
probably knew I wouldn't be driving
anytime soon and so there he just has
it's just the best area like you know
and it's uh he really like he really
helped me out
okay so the only reason I'm here is
because of my dad like you
know um he uh he really looked out for
me and like wanted me to do well I even
have this this pillow right here it's
little open but this is it says this is
a shirt I used to wear when you hold it
know I'm there love Dad and this is one
of his shirts you and there's like a
little wine stain on it still there's a
little wine stain somewhere
on but yeah he loved these kind of
shirts it's kind of this is unbuttoned
but he always had his like he always had
some shirts unbuttoned and stuff like
that and uh he just loved he loved
watching sunsets and going to like also
they said like he had a more active
social life with my mom like they they
were just going on all the time you know
all like they had like my brothers and
sisters were saying they had a more they
had a more active social life than uh
than any of us right like there just he
was just always out and so he lived life
to the fullest and you know he had a
great life and uh but you know it was
too soon yeah thank you
Peta yeah I do yeah I give the credit I
give the credit to him because it's like
if it wasn't for him I would you know I
kind of need to be watched watched out
for sometime you know because you know I
had my like little wild times and um and
but he always looked out for me
right thank
you but I'm wearing like I'm wearing I
wear these see I wear these Birkin socks
these are his Birkin socks you know I
wear this is what these are the shoes I
wear it has this kind of kind of molded
to his feet I have several pairs of his
shoes and I have some of his clothes and
stuff like that he was a little bit of a
bigger guy know it's probably a couple
hundred pounds and stuff like that so
I'm wearing a belt and stuff like that
because he was a little bigger but you
know um and he you know he he um he was
very interesting and um I have a and I
have
a I was raised I was RA raised I was
raised well and it's U maybe that's what
but I uh I think I turned out
okay no matter no matter what it's like
you know it turned out okay but you know
I think my mom knows I have a good heart
and stuff like that and uh
and have a great family so hopefully
everyone's doing well today thank you
for letting me share some some of that
stuff it's been a year now and so it's
like kind of like you know just
remembering D but never forgotten
right I just say you know I wish I had
more um you I wish I saved all the car
you know I'm kind of like you know I
don't have he us to like great great
birthday cards and stuff I wish I had
saved all this stuff some like a lot of
the stuff has been lost but the memories
will will never be never be forgotten
and stuff like that so even those
Jeffrey dmer glasses those
were I got oh also he loved um True
Crime he loved like um history and PBS
he loved learning about um Evolution and
U you know like just like and we' always
and we had when I grew up we had every
Sunday we had like a family night on
Sunday where we we'd always have family
family nights and stuff like that um but
he got with my mom
each had two kids um from previous
marriages and they're both divorcees and
stuff and in the late 70s I think they
were traveling around in a mobile home
or RV or something like that with all
these kids and then they got married um
and then they're like my mom's like
let's have one more child you know
because they had four kids together
right and there let's have one more so
they had me and then um then then my my
mom always wanted a daughter so they
they they it again and uh so I had you
know she had a daughter and then my then
they had my last little brother he was
and he was a surprise you know um but um
they love my little yeah they just they
he just loved his kids so much
and how's everyone doing hey Samantha
how are
you you know he he hated he hated that I
smoked he hated smoking like it was
always like Never Smoke and then I then
I I started smoking when I was like 13
14 years old I would like have people
buy me cigarettes and stuff like that
from school it was back in back back
when I was in school in like middle
school high school they really didn't
like card as much as they did now now
it's like 21 and over but you know and
they they they're very strict about
caring but back then it's like you could
just kind of like I could buy cigarettes
pretty much I was like 13 14 and stuff
like that um but he hated that I smoked
and
uh but everything else he's pretty much
fine with
yep yeah I did quit cigarettes but I do
smoke these swisser
sweets occasionally I smoke weed still
um
but I smoked weed for 25 years guys I
smoked for 25 years um like since I my
in college I had a roommate from Chicago
and Brendan and stuff like that and he
was really into weed and so I I
basically I failed out of my college
hello hello Chris I sorry hello Cheryl
how are you I'm sorry oh thank you I'm
wear my smile thank you that been a nice
morning having a good day so far I woke
up I just had a weird dream this morning
I just remember in the dream I was like
I was in somebody's house like that it
was like not my house and stuff like
that and I remember they were coming
home or something and I like left and I
kind of was like I thought the cops were
chasing me and I went into this like
tattoo place and some guy would had the
same tattoo as me he's like look at the
tattoo I just got and I was like I have
the same exact tattoo it's this one
right here
and
uh oh my dad my dad also he didn't like
tattoos and stuff like that but then and
my and my family didn't either very much
and then I ended up getting my tattoo on
my back and I showed and but he was like
he liked it and um and now my mom
started getting tattooed my mom has like
cherry blossoms or something on her arm
on her on her wrist and stuff like that
she has tattoos and my little sister got
her some tattoos and my my um my sister
got a tattoo that said love Dad she had
a like a birthday card and and she had
the tattoo artist I put the love Dad I
to do a DMT stream soon yeah Armen I can
make DMT I can make
it um it's not difficult to make it's
just like you know it's not expensive
terribly expensive I all all you need to
do is there's um you have to buy the
root bark and I can tell you how to make
it guys if you I'll tell you I'll tell
you kind of the process you should watch
it there's videos um this guy named um
what's his
name well there's a guy that it's not on
YouTube videos aren't on YouTube but
they're like on other websites and it's
like how to make DMT and what you do is
you buy the root bark the root bark is
like 50
bucks it's on sale you can buy and I I
buy it powdered it's this brown kind of
reddish brown root bark it's called
mimosa
hostilis and you take that and you mix
in um vinegar and you and you mix in
like a calcium what's it like a calcium
P powder okay um and then you put it on
a you put it in a pie dish right and you
put it on a slow cooker you kind of heat
it up and you pour on um paint thinner
on it and then you basically like you
know let it let it um blend in you cook
it and you heat it up you know for a
while you pour out the um pour out all
the paint thinner onto another pie dish
right you you just get out all the
liquid out of the out of the bark
and then with that you cover it with a
plastic wrap and then you put it in the
freezer kind of tilted to one side so
all the liquid is like on one part of it
and then these crystals will start
forming right yeah you use paint thinner
right and the crystals form in the paint
thinner and so then you leave it in the
freezer for you know sometimes it takes
a day but the more longer you leave I
guess the more crystals you get I was
kind of impatient CU I was like I want
to get high on this right but um and
then you basically will pour out all the
paint thinner right and it will just
leave the crystals behind right and you
let it kind of like evap everything else
evaporate and then you scrape up the
crystals and you can and you smoke it
and so you want to make root beer yeah
so I like to I like to figure out how to
make stuff like that like and um also I
can you know I told I made kombucha I
made homemade kombucha and stuff like
that but DMT is pretty intense it's
pretty intense but I mean it lasts not
very long but there's a way actually if
you take a
um
um MH
aoi receptor like you don't know there's
certain things you can take that um that
will make it like it's because if you go
to like do aasa and stuff which is very
similar it's the same thing but
basically it's much
stronger there's there's something some
difference in it where it'll just like
it lasts for hours instead of just like
you know a few minutes but yeah it's
it's very intense it's like I like I
used to like to watch music videos and
the music videos would like come a lot
like everything comes alive and stuff
like that for a few minutes and you you
see see crazy [ __ ] and stuff like that
it's pretty pretty crazy right how's
everyone doing
um yeah so I have a video somewhere on
how to make it and stuff but yeah it's
like it's not hard to make but there's
different methods of making it I just
like you know if you mess up little in
the steps a little bit sometimes it's
then it's like it's a waste and stuff
like that so I haven't done it in a
while it's too trippy for you yeah I
used to love to do um mushrooms and also
one time I went to a rave when I was
like 18 I did liquid acid I just kept
there was are really yeah Ma MAOI
inhibitor yeah you you need to use one
of those when you take it and it will
last like a lot longer
right would you want to have king cobra
on my show yes can you uh can you um
please please uh please direct him to my
show and yeah I I would love that I I
mean I don't know who it is necessarily
but you know I'm I love uh recommended
guests and things like that and I I'll
check out his show too and you know and
uh you know I I did I did a great
one-on-one interview of fortunately the
interview um I was asked to take it down
because you know you know you know who
but um I did a really good interview and
I'm I'm goodna doing one-on-one
interviews unfortunately with Jadis
yesterday he didn't think I did the best
job of interviewing him but uh you know
I just try to have a a conversation let
me see so king cobra I think I have
heard of King Cobra okay let me see if I
can find him on YouTube though let me
see if I recognize them
okay how's everyone doing today and if
anyone has a ask to recommend um you
know direct them I'd love to have I'd
love to do IRL with scribbles you know
if you can if you can
uh I know well now I talk to scribbles
too yeah okay thank
you yeah I'd love to have a I'd love to
do an interview with Alisa too I've
asked I did I have asked her and she
said we'll do it eventually like um but
yeah I called into at Lisa the last
couple nights he
MDW um what does that mean is that's the
that's his name look at this guy oh my I
know I can't oh my
God look at this king
cobra look at that snake wow pring Cra
Crazy
um yeah is that is that the name of his
channel
MDW I don't know what is M oh most
definitely what's up okay cool
I'd love
to I would love to I I just can someone
post his channel too I'll check out his
channel
um yeah thank you guys too it's like you
know I've been able to meet so so many
great people um you know through ba and
uh DJ Electra and other people in the
chat uh okay king cobra JFS
okay
JF s
I see
him okay he looks
interesting I see him is this
guy it's Josh sers he lost his okay
okay found
him I have too many subscriptions I need
to take off the subscription one
second
um Great Britain new I'll take off this
Great Britain news Okay
unsubscribe Josh
Saunders okay found him
okay I'm
subscribed
uh looks kind of he uses steroids he
does Brazilian jiu-jitsu and stuff cool
or I don't know I think that's a
different one or I'm not
sure how's everyone doing oh yeah thank
you Josh thank you uh thank you sweet
PE yeah his ex-girlfriend would be
interesting interview naked and laughing
or queen coper she calls herself let's
welcome our
guest uh who is this can we see your can
I see you
backstage
okay oh it's Nick
okay what's this what is that
noise what's going on
here we're running
is it dancing for
me yeah I would love to meet his
girlfriend is another side I'm not said
it said like L cow I saw like I saw some
c a l cow stuff like that and I've been
called a l cow too you know it's like
and I think they call Lisa Lisa's been
called Lisa's been called a horr c h o r
o r cow
oh she would
that's we're coming to you
Psy thank you hey Nick do you have your
you're trying to get 50
subscribers trying I'm trying to show
butthole on your freaking backstage to
get to 50 oh my god oh my
god well I'll help you yeah everyone
subscribe to Nick okay um yeah I'm
sure what is going on what is is that
what is that what is that
map whoa here we go guys
yes look at the sexy
body
right here we go
guys Nick is very sexy
oh no
necklace
fuing yeah nice been nice
abs
yeah Nick is always sexy Nick always has
something interesting going on I think
there's a few there's a few there's a
few quotes for the show it's like my
show it's like what is Nick doing
where's be and where's where's psyche
those are like the top three comments in
the chat
never heard his voice before yeah he's a
nice
voice it's kind of I don't know I don't
know what's happening with the audio but
oh here we go look at
that there you
go are you on a
treadmill oh my
god well
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I'm gonna
be that's a nice
butt yeah I just had to mute him because
it's like that I don't know if he's not
talking and there's some strange sounds
there but um I'll on
mute here we
go all noidea what's going
on I
love that's that's how you go outside
too
okay yeah so yeah we'll just uh we can
just watch I think he's very great B oh
he's going fast oh my God how oh that's
really fast you ever seen someone run
fast than a treadmill before that is
power
running my grandma like you know my
grandma my grandma used to be on Like
Home shopping and stuff like that she
bought a lot of cap De Monte and stuff
but one time on the home shopping she
bought this
treadmill but it's one of these
treadmills it was like it was like a
non-electric treadmill where it's like
it just like it's like basically you
just walked on it it would move yeah
there he goes That's Nick bronze bird is
Nick
Johnson he's a very sexy Nick Johnson
Nick's been around um how is he doing
that I don't know he's very fast he uh
Nick has been around on my show since um
since I started um the live stream but I
met him actually on Joker's panel he's
also known as Erica abadu um he likes to
get no no shirt and stuff like that he
knows
exactly yeah yeah Nick Johnson
exactly and uh I think I've seen him on
on be like I met I met um ba on Joker's
panel too and so and uh also I met um
who else I met clumsy Bean gang or broom
broom gang or Bean gang I think both
right yeah so I met a lot of interesting
people through Joker and stuff like that
and and I I like Joker a lot like you
know now Joker and I are like this that
channel I recommend to you is super
soldier talk the um the host name is
James he's live now but check him out
when I get a chance stop drooling I know
I
know I wonder I wonder if Nick is by
curious you
know I'm sure sure he has a lot of fans
of both sexes right I can't quite see
what that projection is but Nick is yeah
he was just like he on Joker show he was
like just you know
um has all these props and costumes and
you know themed and he's he's sexy and
he he doesn't mind if I hit on him oh my
God stop droing look what he's doing oh
my God there we go oh he should have
showed his foot oh no oh my gosh he's
going to do a handstand this is this is
great that was so it wasn't that fast it
was this this this real guys I'm it's
like you know it's pretty surreal I
think I need I wish I had some weed for
this but and he also has these really
cool vaporizer you know guys you can
like put this weed in a vaporizer kind
of thing where it's like it like just
like leaves behind like the weed but
like all the THC comes out of it I'm not
I was like I'm you can get big hits of
it and stuff like that uh what is Joker
Channel okay I got Joker's Channel let
me see Joker I think it's called it's
called Joker
TV
um let me see I find it in
my find it in my subscriptions let me
see Joker Joker
Joker I found
here's Joker's
Channel
um yeah I don't like Joker when I first
met him like he was like you know he's
like I first met him I thought he was
kind of like he got offended when I was
like hitting hitting on him and stuff
and he's like who's this gay guy psyche
but now he like likes me now now he's
now he's there's Joker's Channel The
Faded Joker oh my gosh I'll put the I'll
put the volume on
this is a workout guys this is a like
like a workout video what's
that oh it's a
cap you're supposed to take this
one run with
this yep hey person how are you
yeah um yeah and if it wasn't for Joker
I might not have met be because um I
remember I was on I was like who's this
beautiful woman with the sweet voice
with the cats and you know I have the
cats too and and but um I was in the
chat talking and it's like I I never got
her attention in the chat when she was
on the panel and stuff like that and
then I went to her her Channel and I
came on her panel and love it sight
right on both both of our parts but yeah
um Qui day at work oh my God look at
that he's holding a whole punching bag
doing that look at this
[ __ ] that's great he's a tall skiny but
a great body and like he's good at
working out he showing off it's okay
don't mind him showing off I'll put
on oh dear
lord look at him go
well see him he's uh seen like roll
around this huge um this huge like
tractor tractor tire oh my God tread
bare feet got this you got what are
those pantaloons you're wearing like P
parachute pants or
pantaloons or shorts
shorts very very handsome he's also a
great skateboard he's a he's
multi-talented he also I I think he was
dressed as Santa Claus last year here
and he went viral just to Santa Claus
getting he got arrested for like
pretending to fish or something like
that I forgot then he yeld at the cops
and he picture the Santa Claus outfit
getting arrested can you
imagine thank you guys thank you
everyone hit the like yeah got Nick on
the
panel like swim trunks very sexy
though yeah
okay it's a day at the beach day at the
beach I'll probably stay on for like
stay on for another 20 minutes and then
you know I got to go get cigars soon and
stuff like that um I want to like and
maybe um be back tonight and get some um
then I'll
some M teas or mangoritas or whatever my
favorite drinks are and you
know I'll try to have a I'll I'll cook
him some
salmon and
uh how are you guys doing though
wonderful talk wonderful I'm hanging out
with you guys in the morning I know I
like to take afternoon naps too um I did
have that caffeine drink I just almost
out of tobacco though I I really don't
like smoking out of my pipe oh I still
have this left this is kind of iing
smoke this I
think oh my
God oh my God imagine
imagine so
funny how heavy is that bad look is
heavy just I'm just hypnotized I'm just
hypnotized right now
guys everyone doing
chat if anyone wants a reading right now
um I'll pull a card if you want but um a
few cards for you you want to do like
the more detailed reading and just like
five bucks and and then private reading
yeah I wish I had Nick's ABS too you see
my I don't have bad ABS but it's like
you know I'm just so skinny I don't have
a great chest but I have nice abs
they
okay you're wrestling with the bag
yeah
yeah I know I don't compare to Nick I
just like my abs look kind of sad next
to Nick
but I'm very tall skinny guys guys I'm
6'3 and like 150 lbs so I'm very tall
and skinny
Alisa Alisa says that like she's like
she said she's 5'7 Or 5'8 I think she's
like six foot tall she's so tall she's
like a giant compared to other people on
the show sometimes and she
always I think I don't know if she'll I
think she'll be on today probably um
probably usually comes on about 1
1:30 he live stream are you also under
the beas foot soldier account um
oh yeah beat live stream yeah read oh
that's not him okay you have a Reddit
for
BET um's live stream
advertisement oh my
God you're wrestling with would you ever
wrestle with me Nick
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for well I was I remember I tried to do
this thing where I was doing push-ups
and stuff like that I also have I also
have this um this U pull-up bar and
stuff like that I'm just kind of I've
been lazy lately with like exercising
but um that'd be great if I could get
ripped and stuff like that but I'm I'm
too afraid to take steroids because I'm
afraid my nuts would up and I lose my
hair so I'm too afraid to do steroids I
could you know I don't want to lose my
hair is like you know I'm not gonna ra I
think I'd rather have like the uh the
nice hair
then
um and like the great body but yeah
that'd be terrible if my ball shriveled
up and I like um I lost my hair if I did
steroids you know so I'm afraid to do
them oh my God what's going
on
back on the on the ChatterBait thing I
was doing I Nick you know a chatter bit
Nick actually stopped by the chatter but
I wasn't I wasn't naked I was just
streaming there but
um um I I was smoking my pipe on the um
on the camera this this and it says like
then then I I got timed out but I got
like I they took the stream down and
then I got a message saying mod is
timing me out for for doing drugs on the
camera or something like that this is
just
tobacco Rosemary yeah so yeah you lose
your hair it's from stress which causes
you stress so it's a circle use rosemary
oil yeah um I don't know why I have such
you know see I have this like hairline
right there you can see it like look
like little horns
right yeah but it's just like you know
you can see how like long my arms are
like look it's impossible to gain any
weight like how long look how
long and it's not even my arms are just
like see skinny I'm just like got my
arms go up they're very very
long oh thank you thank you I appreciate
that be his live stream yeah I'm gonna
look at my let me look at my stats right
now um because I I think there's
interesting stuff in the stats let's
see stats um I need to go to YouTube
Studio I'll tell you where people are
from that visit the
show kind of interesting some of the
stats are interesting let me see rub the
oil in your hair it really helps give it
time also I would say for um I heard um
for I don't know it's a wi tail or
something like that or W something but
to prevent gray hair um if you eat a lot
of beet juice or stuff like that appar
if you do the modao drops your regrows
hair but if you stop using the new hair
will imediately fall out here we go look
at this look at that oh my
God I like
this let me see my St Okay you Okay
Channel okay YouTube Studio
so I'll look my stats let's
see oh oh gosh
guys guys guys I have important
announcement guys guys I have an
important
announcement one
second you see it
go
Psy
go congrat your [ __ ]
like thank you
guys thank you so
much
we we
I did it guys thank you guys so
much man be on here all day
working
talking go
sight wow guys I don't know what to say
I'm shocked I I thought it would be like
I thought it would be you know take
longer I thought it because I thought it
would take month I didn't know it would
be so fast thank you
guys guys is is there a Super Chat
button now let me see I'm not sure it
says now I can monetize my videos shorts
and live streams and I get support VI
chat or email okay
awesome guys thank
you what does that mean yes
guys thank
you and so
yeah guys
wow guys I'm I'm speechless I'm so
excited oh my God I didn't know be I
didn't know it would happen this
fast
wow enable Super Chat yeah I'm gonna
have to to go in my settings Super Chat
um yeah if you guys can help if you guys
can let me know how to I'll have to I'll
figure it out I'll figure it out but
yeah that is so exciting guys I'm really
really thank you
wow
guys yeah yeah now I can St yeah now I
can take that
yeah wow
guys so you like me you really like me
yes guys
okay a it
St does anybody know does anybody know
how to do
it it's party tonight guys it's gonna be
a big party tonight guys I'm so excited
thank you guys so much for your support
I could not have done this without you
you
guys thank you so much
I'm really excited I'm really
excited
um honor thank
you
all is
going I don't I don't want to I don't
want to take off my screen I take a
picture of it I'm now you now guys I'm
officially a YouTube
Partner okay
uh yeah desktop I guess yeah I think I
can do it through
um the desktop or I could probably use
do it on my desktop version of a YouTube
studio just guessing
Okay thank you guys you want to come up
and come up to panel and talk because
I'm I'm in the mood
okay I guess I will shortly I mean I'll
stay on until till 11:
a.m then I will go look I look into into
that and stuff like
that I'll make a banner real quick
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little celebration
Banner was drugs is what they used to
say
was didn't know which way I was
G new Banner
guys
song
CH thank you guys so much I'll do a new
brand color let see this is a
congratulatory
Bowl thank
you well it's kind of Ashes but fix the
color
new color hey Grand you want hit this
dirty
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go oh guys that's a thrill that is a
thrill that is exciting news thank you
guys for your support again um
y yeah thank you
yeah all
right I can't I can't text her because
um yeah you can't text her because I'm
using my phone
yes thank you sassy okay hold
on okay guys guys I'm gonna end real
quick I'm just gonna I'm gonna talk to
VI and stuff and I'm gonna end real
quick and I'll I'll try to be right back
okay let me see maybe I can do it
without that let's
go okay so I can start my say super chat
um get
started okay
okay guys super chats super stickers
super thanks are now on did they come
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on maybe maybe um you come back in I
don't know think might be enabled
now thank you guys I just appreciate it
thank you so
much so exciting I'm I'm going to check
out
my also guys I'm going to start I'm
going to start membership program too I
just going have to figure that out a
little bit but uh I'm on my way guys let
me see my
channel
live let me see save to watch ler
okay okay
I see it on mine I see it on
mine you see there's little this should
be like a little dollar little dollar
sign next to it you can
see it's on now you see it yes guys this
is so awesome and yeah everything's
appreciated yeah now for the now for
readings um you know can um can send
Super Chat and you know everything's so
appreciated guys I do appreciate you
very much I love I love doing YouTube I
love I love this platform and I um I'm
really
excited thank you guys so
much exciting guys
exciting a
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goal thank you guys so
much now yeah now because the cash app
was not working anymore and so now um I
think it's best I think it's best to
focus on the super and Stu like that
yeah there we
go so excited guys yes yes yes I my my
title of my show one second or change
the title of today's
stream I I can't edit it right now
but 30 diamond diamond you see read the
banner
you don't see yeah yeah you might have
to leave and come back I don't know
because uh yeah another way to refresh
hey what's up lordy Diamond you see the
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banner I'm very excited guys how awesome
that was really really faster than I
thought cuz it's like guys cuz I was
like looking yesterday and it wasn't
even on step three it was like in step
three is like um the approval process I
was approved really fast you don't see
the banner you don't see the banner
there Banner on the
bottom the
screen does every everyone see
it you see it now
yep awesome guys I'm so excited oh
Oliver thank
you I love you too buddy thank you for
my first Super Chat
guys wow
guys I love you thank you so
much I love you too
buddy
[ __ ] this is freaking exciting as hell y
thank you so
much awesome Three diamond
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com
second you can see it now
yeah I'm so excited guys yeah so my I'm
officially officially monetized this is
my official this my this is my this is
my official job now officially working
for YouTube
okay or official partner with YouTube
right I'm partner so together thank you
nobody thank you so
much and it's
great can't wait for I can't wait for be
to see I know she's gonna be thrilled
and um everybody thank you so much
yes it's a perfect day guys I woke up
today and I was just like you I just had
a had a good feeling
to is that
all who is
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that okay oh
it's thank you
you
guys Yum Yum Yum Yum Yow Yow Yow Yow Yow
Yow Yow Yow Yow Yow Yow oh it's Steve
Jobs
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okay I just knew it would be a great day
though guys like guys I can't believe it
I can't believe it guys I'm so
excited thank you guys for everything
too it's like
could not have done it without you guys
so you're we're all in this how are you
doing really I'm really shocked
how how um how fast it happened you
know so I think I'm doing something
right here you know because um that's
really really
fast instead instead it would take up to
a month you know and it was just been a
few days you know and it's like I
Patiently I think
uh wow guys wow wow wow wow
wow amazing amazing thank
you
and have to figure out figure out a
membership and stuff like that for my
membership I'm just thinking you know
you I'll probably cool emojis and um
I'll be able to
um to do really cool things so thank you
guys
yeah thank you oh yeah thank you you
know thank you I just appreciate you
guys so
much thank
you thank you thank you thank you
you know
ni you can come up and say hi to Nick um
he's very cute you see look at the stud
I
think you know flirty Diamond Nick you
know flirty Diamond take
anywhere oh
man he doesn't want to say hi he doesn't
I I don't know I think he's just
distracted I don't know what we're
seeing Nick Nick Nick Nick what what
what can you say hi to flry
Diamond oh FL
Diamond yes Gish I made it I made it I'm
so excited I can't see
myself what is
that George L gave it
to oh it sounds kind of inappropriate
when I say like
that thank
you dude that last [ __ ] bag pick up
with my foot [ __ ] killed and got
pulled
something oh little [ __ ] all right here
we go feel like waiting I feel like
waiting for VA to get
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here oh I'm sweating out every [ __ ]
pore
[ __ ] let's try not to get that
electrical
shot hey FL Diamond says she's just
looking at your abs while she's doing
her makeup oh
oh that was so
sweet maybe she could just uh send some
of that love directly to me in the Via
cash app what up my gay people my people
my people my people it's your boy big
ELO how you doing
sir good you heard that exciting news
ELO oh no not really it's just Friday
man look at my look at my look at the
banner you said what look at the banner
on the screen the bottom of the
screen oh it says I'm just
look it says it says I'm just
looking no what are you trying to say
that flirty is here I don't give a
damn's
aanan ban see the ban I am now oh YouTu
oh wow
congratulations
golly okay okay
okay I thought you talking about flirty
you know what I'm saying I'm like what
Banner you know I got you I got
you [ __ ] damn that's what's up I didn't
notice either I didn't even notice yeah
so did you or you gotta wait you gotta
wait right no it's I'm approved the
super chats are going the super chats
are
ready
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okay I I got yeah I didn't even notice
man
I know you I know you've been waiting on
it you know yeah but it happened really
that background noise is that you boy
number
two boy turn your volume down
[ __ ] I muted
him I can't hear psych man you know he
just got you know promoted you know to
YouTube Partner you know God
Dam that's good though man now you can
do your your your your Terra card R you
know more you know
often you know people could join
memberships did you set that up already
or you just set up the uh I set up the
super chats because I just it just
happened and so uh and uh so I was able
to enable the super chats I will I I
will figure out the membership like
probably today and I'll try to I make it
a special membership and stuff like that
and just like I just love you guys so
much like this is a thrill because it's
like I now
if find it's like I I I thought like you
know if I stick to this YouTube you know
I just focus on one platform like
YouTube I Love YouTube platform I love
the it's like you know this the biggest
platform in the world basically and it's
like um so it's really really awesome oh
my gosh crazy I know I know you've been
waiting on it you know so congrats man
just you gotta protect it you know when
you got people up here I lost mine I can
get it back now March 18th I don't know
what date it is yeah
ail but but you gota yeah you gotta be
careful because uh you know a lot of us
been losing it you know
so well yeah I'm gonna be very I'm gonna
be careful I do have a I do have a
backup account and stuff guys um um
which I might be moving some content
some of the content to the show of the
show into more of the the backup some of
the but you know I think I think I'm
doing okay like it it looks like you
know I know that YouTube will like you
know they they look at my show and stuff
like that I think they're liking the
numbers and stuff like that and uh and
because it was a really fast approval
process I mean it's like I've been I'm
just so happy it's like
it's yeah that good good thank
you where bet bet where you
at I see be I can't wait to tell her
like I just cannot wait
um I got got to talk to Bea cuz I I you
know I don't really watch Empress but I
went over there and she was talking
about be I'm like damn girl it's been
about a month and you still talking
about beer
man yeah I know yeah I know and it's
like
that's I I I I went to empress's channel
like a few nights ago and everything
okay you're on some music okay thank you
thank you Tracy yes thank you so much
Tracy y'all want to go ahead and then
donate it's the bottom right hand corner
it's a dollar
sign everything is through YouTube you
know everything is through YouTube so
your information cannot get out there
you know everything's through YouTube
you want to donate to you know sites
donate to this guy here you know he been
working hard he been hustling you know
put the gayness beside you know put put
the Gess aside you know what I'm saying
y thank you and and ELO
sorry if I like
ever came on too strong yeah yeah Tommy
was Tommy ain't appreciate that you know
Tommy has some words for you you know
Tommy James my nickel he's mad at me he
has some words CA uh cause uh come on
now that it's getting a little gay it's
like me asking my girl you mad at me man
I'm I'm good I'm good psyche you good
man okay okay yeah yeah just don't be
doing that gay [ __ ] man I know you get a
little tipsy you get a little bit of
them wine coolers you and you start to
talk in that gay [ __ ] you know what I'm
saying got to calm down maybe maybe if
Nick is this Nick here maybe if Nick was
up here you'd be you know me you could
give him all the attention you know just
like you did Jay dog you
know you know yeah you know there's a
couple people there's a couple people
out there that don't appreciate that you
know don't appreciate you coming strong
to a straight man you know what I
mean you
got you know it's I I was uh if you know
about the beef sector right and so
there's a guy in the beef sector named
SSI and like when I first started doing
panels like I was like I was like oh
you're cute whatever and it's like and
then he would like kind of flirt back
but it's like and then he
um he give your real name correct yeah
okay okay maybe I mean maybe I don't
know man maybe you go hit a bar or
something you know I mean just you know
you ain't G to find love on the internet
you know that right
yeah but it's like it's kind of like got
go
out I don't have that many places to go
because you know the city's kind of
conservative in a way you know and it's
like um there's not a gay bar around
this there's there's all there is is a
sports bar and stuff like that um near
nearby and Stu like that and I just
don't know anybody around here and and
also like you know I had problems with
people some people some friends in my
real life and stuff like that it's and
so but uh so this is is my social life
basically yeah so no yeah no INF no info
is going through YouTube so I'm going to
be changing up um my description of my
channel and stuff like that I'm going to
take out take down those other payment
links I'm going to be
focusing on um on the on the YouTube
uh on the YouTube chats let me see I'm
taking this down edit this description
uh
edit just know you gonna have a lot of
haters out there you know so you got to
be careful you know you going to have
some haters out there you I'm like what
he got he got a YouTube Partner you know
got to be careful yeah well I hope you
know I hope that most people are happy
for me you know I know not everyone will
be right but it's like yeah I just fix
my I just fix my uh my description okay
um
yeah it is really thrilling guys yeah
and so yeah know and but it's also I've
given my name before and stuff like that
it's like you know I I don't have you
know I don't have a you know is is this
[ __ ] putting baby oil on himself I'm
about to get the hell up out of here
what the hell you doing over there man
you baby oil you Diddy in yourself didy
Bo what the [ __ ] come on man what the
[ __ ] this [ __ ] putting baby oil
on himself getting ready for the show
man what is that e i it's some type of
liquid that's what I'm saying
yeah I really bet I do think it's better
for the algorithm if I do just if I
promote the super chats and stuff like
that because you know YouTube does get a
cut but it's also
easier to use the super chats and uh
yeah it's Chrisco he's putting some
Crisco on okay wow look at that it's
coconut
oil okay coconut
oil why is it in bag like
that like actual coconut actual coconuts
my God spicy
guys Elo Elo oh
yeah guys when I when I hit on people
you know it's like I see how they'll
react and like you know I don't hear you
because it this [ __ ] sound or
is it me man check my
setting I muted
him hello might have been my setting I
don't know n no it's him it's
definitely yeah get that sound fixed man
put some headphones
on or something who that Nick right yeah
that's
Nick damn you steady worried about
putting baby oil on put some [ __ ]
headphones on he's getting ready for the
party
right it's a [ __ ] headphones
you're right you're right
oh [ __ ] this guy sticking
out yeah I got yeah it ain't much going
on right now you know Tommy James went
live
earlier you know he said his his two
cents about what you got going on over
here you know if you watching honestly I
think you should uh have a oneon-one
with psyche man we got to resolve this
issue
Tommy pan over
Tommy what I do to Tommy I thought Tommy
and I were cool what did I do to Tommy
because I hit on him he don't like the
the you know the fact you be coming on
strong the straight men you know you and
then you got Diamond over here
pretending to be a woman and you know
that's a problem to Tommy Tommy don't
like that man Tommy man Diamond has been
absolutely open about about everything
you know Diamond never diamond is
Diamond is u i saw she posted on my
Discord or it's uh she posted her
chatter bait and she's under the trans
and so it's not yeah when was this um
it's on my Discord I saw this morning oh
so finally flirty you want to come out
the [ __ ] closet
after this last two weeks huh you had my
[ __ ] BG fooled you had my my
haga I don't mean to call I'm trying to
call her out but she put she shared it
and said it said um on okay finally you
know you got to come out the CL but then
the fact that you sit here lying after
all this evidence came out you know you
should have been uppr you know that you
was a [ __ ]
man you know ELO you know I have to say
ELO though it's like maybe I didn't
notice like the first day I met her but
then um like on saman's panel like he
was playing I think be's panel and stuff
like that yeah KK KK did the expose I
know yeah that's what yeah she um she
posted she posted on my Discord she
posted a bunch of stuff um today but
does say did say trans you know so I
don't think it's a secret
um she also has yeah he doing too much
bro turn your camera off man nobody want
to see that [ __ ] dog realy but you never
know who's straight or not and stuff
like that so if like if someone tells me
I'm a straight guy and stuff like that
but I do have like a you know I know I
know I know it's kind of but it's also
kind of like a joke cuz half these
people I don't even know I don't even
know what they look like like stuff it's
like I just hear the voice like I've
never seen ELO like what what is ELO's
picture let me check hold on this all I
know about ELO I just know he has a nice
voice but look what is this that's my OG
pick right there
when it's a mask man don't you see my my
many of my profile pcks that got the
mask on
completely I have no idea what you look
like so how can I even hit on you if I
don't even know you look like I just you
know see what I'm saying CU I'm not gay
so I'm not worried about you [ __ ]
hitting on okay you talking about yeah
calm down go get some [ __ ] dick man
go go outside in the real world and I
know they got you know dating sites that
you know instead is chatterbay for gay
men I mean you know go out on the gay
sites try the gay
sites I was I did I was on I was on
grinder and it was a disaster and
someone I had a black iy come try to
trap out my house and stuff like that
and so I I'm off of that
website oh gosh guys okay it's 1111 guys
make a
wish and uh I'm just gonna finish up my
I a little am I out of tobacco okay so
I'm out of tobacco um you know I'm going
to wrap it up a little oh you're
refering to Tommy's comments oh
yeah so you know but Tom yeah Tommy you
know it's like you know do I know even
know what Tommy looks like but Tommy
it's no offense and it's kind of jokes
it's kind of like you know it's kind of
like my I have a little stick you know
it's like a stick to like you know to
like play with play with people's
boundaries and stuff like that by joking
but you know what's funny is like it's
okay for like straight guys to like joke
about that with each other and say oh
[ __ ] and and you know you know and or
mess around like that and it's like but
when a gay guy does it it's now it's all
of a sudden you know oh my God you know
right the gay guys or straight guys can
joke about it all day long you know it's
like why that's kind of
discrimination you be you o you o be
doing too much man you need to rewatch
your lives maybe you you be too drunk to
remember what's going on but you be o
with it you know you gotta try to you
got enough gay men around like Nick to
say something to him you know what I'm
saying I don't think ni you go you go
you go straight oh Nick ain't gay I
thought he was gay way he be acting like
I don't know
I thought ni was gay but I'm just saying
like that's why Tommy's like I never I
think he said he never come on your
panel because he ain't got time for a
gay man to be hitting on him he's
straight you know that seems like
homophobia because has he come on my
panel before and if he has I think so
yeah I think he's come on your Chanel
yeah I was respectful to him I don't
think I even hit on him I don't even
think he's my type is he white I doubt
it I think you hit on I think I think
you hit on every person that's come on
your team
is he black or is he white he's white
redhead I'm not I'm not into I'm not
into redheads I'm not really into white
guy except for like scribbles and stuff
like that I think scribbles is cute and
a few other you know [ __ ] cute and
stuff like that um I'm I'm into Mexican
guys he's white and ginger okay well
that's not really my type I mean I just
said earlier today my type is not Ginger
but also like some straight guys are
flattered by it and like I just want to
see how people react so like someone
says and I like some and sometimes you
know with you it's like you're like no
but it's like your your reactions are
funny and stuff like that it's like you
know and it's like
but I I try not to hit on people that
don't that really don't like it that are
really offended I think but some people
most people are like are like uh this
you know it's like a joke and stuff like
that I don't mean any offense and I'm
sorry if I offend I'm sure I've scared
people away and stuff but also there's
people that just don't like that I'm gay
and stuff like
that I I know I know I know I'm I am
very descriptive I know I know I know
and guys when I get when I get drunk you
know this is my social life wasn't
wasn't sweet pee I thought you was
beefing with Sweet Pea or was that
somebody else not me I'm not beefing
with anybody it's like you know some
people are mad at me and stuff but I'm I
try not to fight with anybody I you know
you read you read a message and I
thought it was from I thought it was
from remember you read a message
somebody wrote you last night or
something like
that oh that's pie oh Pi not P okay one
okay I got it I got it yo did did you uh
read that what is that a donation
or um did you read did you read the
Oliver donation
$499 yes I did Oliver says
congratulations buddy meow meow meow
meow meow yeah thank
[Music]
you I think it's right here I can I can
start um yeah it's like I think it
started on the I think oh yeah my my uh
my streamyard will automatically star
them let me let me go back and I'll post
my my great thank you for my first Super
Chat amazing guys amazing amazing
amazing now for now for um for readings
and stuff like that um you know it's
like I'll do for the $5 I'll do like a
nice nice readings for everyone um but
I'll also do free readings you know I'll
do free short short free readings you
can't you got to set up your money your
bank account and all that you got to set
that up it takes a while so you got to
do that ASAP got to go into in there and
do the AdSense and all that yeah I think
I said I I think they send checks I
think they send you checks and stuff
like that not I got I've gotten paid out
it was through the bank okay so just
double check but and then and then um
you have to you don't get paid you got
to get a 100 bucks before they send you
out send that money out like every
$100 okay did you know that or no I mean
it's like I knew that it's going to it's
going to you know it's probably going to
take you know probably GNA be I think uh
you know there's I know that there's
cashing out but uh I think I'll I think
I'll get there I think I'll get there I
just don't know I think I just know some
people get AdSense checks and everything
okay yeah well I appreciate I appreciate
everything hold I'm gon I'm trying to
scroll back up let me see I still see
that comment hold
on hello everyone thank you thank you
thank you thank you um
yeah I'll try and guys yeah I'll have to
be I'll have to be a little bit strict
stricter in the panels and stuff like
that um you know because it's like and
like I do I mean I have B people and
it's like um like you know MC Nemesis
and you know of course um Noel I think
those are the those are the ban people
right
now it's just like they've constantly
and also also I don't like you know H I
know he he bombed me he bombed ba and
stuff like that it's like that's not
cool um but here there's the Oliver
there we go thank you Oliver for your
Super Chat thank you so much yeah I
heard I heard Q45 got pressed by a
couple Hispanics man like I don't know
if he uh privated that live I mean he
hasn't been privating in his last live
so I don't see why he would private that
one you know unless he really got
pressed by some [ __ ] Mexicans you know
whatever Tommy is okay yeah well I say
maybe maybe somebody called it maybe
somebody called it I don't
know but uh yeah man you gotta watch
what people talk about you gotta watch
some words I can tell I can give you a
couple words the the Fe you know the one
I think you just said it too you got to
calm down I think you definitely said it
like 20 minutes ago so you can't say
that word you can't say a lot of words
that typically cuz I I be going hard up
here you know I'm saying like maggot you
know yeah uh
all types of them words you gotta watch
them words you gotta you gota be
listening you know okay you know what
I'm saying dmer pay attention you
listening yes
two12 yep yep but uh if you I mean I'd
hate to say this [ __ ] but somehow KK
keeps her [ __ ] man KK been running along
with her [ __ ] so I don't know if I don't
think you cool with her though but I was
gonna say ass KK I'd hate to say that
[ __ ] but it is what it is I am cool I'm
cool with the
KK other people that but yeah I think KK
yeah somehow KK is able to keep I think
K you know KK tried to make herself
really likable so people don't really be
flagging her you know that's that's the
thing you know she she TR come off as
likable so yeah and I'm gonna you know
it's like I'm gonna have to you know
mind my p's and q's and you know and you
know I'm going
to I'm going to take your take people's
advice and you know I know some people
have been just like you know lot longer
and stuff I and I trust you know I think
I have some good friends I'm gonna you
know I'm gonna stop the feuding with
with other channels and stuff like that
I don't really try to Feud with other
channels but some people take it the
wrong way and stuff like that um but I
really you know I I just hope you know I
just like you
know oh you know it's like it's sad like
there's some people that hate me and
stuff like that and there homophobia and
stuff like that or I don't know I don't
know but I'm gonna I think I'm gonna
okay what's up Michael did you see did
you hear the news Michael did you hear
the
is Is It Michael micheel over there
playing both sides you know what I'm
saying he playing both
sides you I know I know I know you like
this guy but you know he be playing both
sides you gota be careful man he be over
there with Janet you know he might be
one of our spies you gota be careful
right well I have little birds tell me
stuff and stuff like that but uh you
know I I try to be cool with everybody
I'm not mad at anybody you know I'm not
I'm like I actually apologize and stuff
like that know I have like you know
shared some some messages and stuff that
you know that people have uh sent me and
stuff like that were just because it's
there were shocking messages and stuff
like that and and it's like they give me
the wrong way and stuff like that so
it's like it's kind of like I'm sh my
side of stuff and
like he comes up here and he doesn't say
a [ __ ] thing for the most part like
to me that's a spa you just out here the
spa you
know you come up on a you really don't
say understandable if you don't say
nothing here and there but he quiet the
whole time like that's some weirdo [ __ ]
I know tripping chat or is am I
delusional or some [ __ ] I don't know man
I be doing that sometimes but it's
because other people be talking like a
[ __ ] so I just stay quiet you
know I because I tend to [ __ ]
interrupt quick you know so I'm like let
me just let these [ __ ] talk but
yeah just be careful you know he be he
be he be lurking man yeah
well I know there's there's a lot of
people that are just like they work in
the chat like because they'll they'll
like they'll they'll they will tell me
like later like you know that they just
don't say anything they're just quiet in
the chat and it's like yeah I don't know
what's quite going on with some people
they here it's like it's not really like
spying because it's not like it's not
like this is private and they're like
but it's like you know this is like a
you know public and so everything said
here is public and stuff like that so y
see that chat see that Sassy I'm telling
first thing you see
that yeah it's crazy because you got
more subs than me you know so you've
been in the game for longer than I have
I'm assuming I mean I'm at where am I at
I'm at almost 1200 you know so but you I
think you at like what 15 16 14 18400 or
1,840 or
something
1,840 yeah
but I've been at this since um since I
think I started this channel like last
probably probably like a year ago I mean
I just like and then I put content up
like probably like eight months ago then
I started doing live streams probably
six months ago and then I've been doing
panels for a couple months and since I
started doing the panels it really has
taken off I hear once I've heard from
other people once they were monetized um
things um I joined May 14th 2024 okay so
um about you know like about 10 months
ago and so
um um yeah but I hear from other people
like once they got monetized they um
they the things really took off and so
maybe things will take off even more so
uh yeah but I'm I'm very happy with the
you know especially like I've seen
people with like 50,000 subscribers that
have had less people in their chats than
I than I do you know and so it's like I
really have a good quality of of um of
subscribers and stuff like that also I
know a lot of people from other places
and other panels and stuff like that and
uh like a lot and also a lot of very
loyal people that are here that are here
a lot supporting me and so I just want
to like like I'm saying I want to say
thank you thank you guys um for your
support and I yeah I'm GNA be I'm GNA be
you know now I'm going to take things a
little bit more seriously now I know
I've been like you know have be kind of
like kind of like
a free and
know free with what I've been saying and
stuff like that free with the panels but
I'm going to try to keep it more
professional and you know I'm taking
this very
seriously um and uh I just want to say
thank you guys so much for your support
and my channel and um just cheering me
on and participating in the chats and um
and being on my panels and stuff like
that thank you every everybody okay and
I'm I'm I'm you know bygones be bygones
with those other people I won't even not
not even bring their bring their um
their names up 320 subscribers in the
last month yeah so thank you sweet PE
yep so it's growing really fast you know
I mean that's I think uh you know I'm a
capital another thing that helped if
people share the live you know if people
share the live you know that that helps
hit the like button you know yeah you
gota you gotta promote that hitting the
like button I used to promote my [ __ ]
all the time and I always always had
like 60 70 80 likes you know I was
promoted like every 15 minutes you know
that pushes out the content where you
get more people you know and I notice
you don't like joining other people
panels like that you know you do but
it's like beat and that's it you know
yeah you got you got you gotta you gota
you know spr your wings you know promote
yourself you know promote your channel
promote
your that's how well that's when I
started out like that's why like a lot a
lot of my subscribers come from like
when I go on other panels especially
because I like I do like readings and
stuff like that and so some people are
interested in Tarot I also like I like I
also have a service I can provide which
I really like like that's why I love
Tarot too it's like it's also great for
YouTube like you know because it's very
Visual and stuff like that um but I do
have you know I'm not just like you know
asking for donations you know I'll be
I'll be happy to do readings and stuff
like that and I'm a you know I'm also
you know like I said on Etsy I've done
like 1,00 readings like so I've done
thousands of readings like you know like
really thousands of readings and I I've
got feedback my my Etsy store if you
check it out you can see my the feedback
and it's like very very very like
everything is mostly five stars I think
it's like 4.8 um out of five um star
ratings and so I'm a very high uh very
high um satisfaction rate I've had many
return customers and I'm you know I've
been doing teror since I was eight um
and you know you know I think I'm gotten
a lot of experience and I think I'm
pretty good I think I'm pretty good I
think uh and I like I think I have a
good style I I have a very optimistic um
way of looking at I'm not it's not not
like fortune telling it's more like you
know here's things to think about here's
the current energies and stuff like that
so I I not everyone's in the tarot but
that's why also it's like you know
tarot's part of the show but also you
know have the cats and I have the open
panels and I have like I think a really
diverse audience like really diverse you
know um like from because I because I
you know I start I started in the beef
sector doing panels okay and so those
were tough and I kind of got
banned I kind of got myself in a little
trouble sometimes on a few of those
channels
right and so
um yeah and uh so I I I started in the
toughest panels like those beef sectors
see you soon see you soon thank you uh
thank you sweet PE and I hope you have a
wonderful day too I started in tough
panels and so and also I started in
tough chats I'm modding for like you
know Benny and other people um um who
have very like a lot of trolls in our
chat I've learned I learned a lot right
and so um I'm really I really have had
and also you know I just but I'm like a
Capricorn so Capricorns we climbed that
mountain I I knew I was like if I start
when I start the channel it's gonna be
successful because I'm gonna keep going
I'm gonna just put put in work put in
work people said oh you need to stream
more you need to um you know stream
every day I I think I I I've streamed
every day this year except for one day I
took one Monday off I didn't stream but
every other day I have um I have been um
streaming and then I'm now I'm doing
really long streams too but you know I'm
so I'm so uh thrilled that the like my
numbers are good and you know a lot of
people doubted me and like a lot of
people were saying oh your show is this
your show is that your show is toxic you
know I I've been running the show like I
want to I I always wanted a show kind of
like with a kind of variety of Howard
Stern where we have interesting um
people and we have like a little bit of
uh there's a little bit of drama and uh
yeah the watch time because my watch
time is like I think I was like at the
start of this year I had like a thousand
hours total watch time and I was like
well you know this rid I'll probably
maybe an April have 3,000 hours I have
almost I have like um over I have like
almost 9,000 hours now and so and it's
like also people are watching for a lot
longer I think is like average like 20
minutes um people and I remember it used
to be like average of five minutes and
stuff like that so it's like you know
people are watching people are
participating um I will also I think
it's a good good idea just to for me to
be promoting the super chats and stuff
like that um with all how the
alternative methods of payment and stuff
like that but you know the the the cash
app has just been like not not like not
working and stuff it's very frustrating
and stuff like that it's for me and
other people and stuff like that and
also um so and I know YouTube does take
a nice cut of cut of the super chats a
little cut but it's like you know I
think that it helps the uh the algorithm
if I continue to promote super chats and
I and uh and they'll yeah will affect
the watch time yeah well yeah but now my
watch time is like now I mean I I I had
the um I got the hours for the because
basically the watch time is like just
for the for the um for the hours and I
do I I don't try to to private something
unless either I'm like I said something
stupid or it's like U um or you know it
got the porn bombed or like you know
something like that so I that's why
that's why sometimes I will private
stuff but you know thank you guys for
your advice and your support and your
it's really really um really humbling
and really exciting and I'm I'm So yeah
thank you mojojo yeah so yeah I hope uh
I'm going to be looking into the
membership and stuff like that and then
um also you know I don't know if the ads
will there might might start to be few
ads and stuff I did I did uh I forgot
when I for I did this but I actually I
uh subscribed to YouTube premium I don't
even know I didn't remember doing it but
it's like I I got a message oh welcome
to YouTube premium so I don't know
um I don't remember subscribing to
YouTube premium but all of a sudden
today it said YouTube premium I'm not
sure if that's a if that's a perk or
something or I actually I actually
purchased it thank you Nick I think Nick
is
Frozen let me just talk to Big ELO yeah
get him up out of here man at least yeah
get him up out of here man no good man
where be at can you get in contact with
be what the [ __ ] she doing I
haven't se I saw me I seen her this
morning she was in here this morning no
she was in your chat wasn't she in your
chat earlier I of SW i' seen her talking
on people in chat he was in chat earlier
but then and then I just but then I like
while I was on this show right now I I
like went to my you went to my YouTube
studio and um and then it said you're
now a YouTube partner and stuff like
that so yeah I'll figure it I'll figure
it out guys and you know it's like and
also you know if you don't want to do
the Super Chat thing you know you can
still Al
maybe alternate way up and stuff like
that but I think uh it's could be best
to best to you know just promote the uh
you know things through YouTube now you
know it's like I'm going to support this
platform it's been been good to me it's
uh things are going well
um yeah I'm just excited excited and so
he started to get that Shoney huh you
want that money don't you for that money
you been waiting for them dollars
I want to be doing this uh you know this
is basically I've been doing it fulltime
I've been doing I've been working you
know do more hours a day on this than I
have doing any any job but you know the
difference is you know this morning I
was doing in my underwear you know I can
do it I can do it you know be drinking
and stuff like that and so pretty
exciting [ __ ] though very exciting I'm
like
uh I'm doing good guys I'm
good yes I'll still have you don't if
you don't want to do the payment through
the through the um through YouTube
though super chats I'll still have my uh
I still have my you know my cash up and
cash been annoying me now it's like
saying oh
be I don't I don't know I was able to
get one of my or one of my uh my cash
offs yesterday
butt getting cancelled the last second
so I think it'll be
better I'm excited guys guys things are
happening fast things are things are
really working out um and just really
really really stoked and thank you guys
for your support again and uh yeah and
I'm just kind of on cloud night I'm
really really happy I'm GNA probably
like let be know let my Discord know
um or else figure out I just uh but you
know you're here you know I really
appreciate you being here I appreciate
any super chats I'll do do readings
readings for you you know and uh I'm
going to figure out the membership I got
some to figure out I'm going to wrap
defitely I'm definitely looking for be
to donate you know I'm definitely
looking for be to donate you know we got
to test her her loyalty you understand
what I'm saying to you
py be be is very loyal be is yeah be is
awesome I don't know be been acting
funny lately man he might be talking
behind your back I'm G be honest with
you I I don't think so I really don't
think so like and she said look look
look she like psyche that gay guy he he
just annoys me he's he got a tattoo and
then it brought me so much pain and I
should have been the first one with that
tattoo you know that's what she said man
I'm like that did she you know you know
need to cut that I don't believe you but
I she loves my tattoo she she shared it
and stuff like that and that was that
was for her I watch that girl man that
girl she move funny sometimes you know
what I'm saying
I'm joking with
you beo pop up out of nowhere saying he
lying he
lyy I would
never I try to get beat up
out well that's why I I know but I know
sometimes people will like um well not I
know I know I trust her completely but
uh like people will like try to say oh
this person like remember there a whole
thing oh she's trying to take over your
show Jan's trying to take over your show
and stuff like that and it's like no
they they're just huge supporters and
they've helped me so much and uh so I
love you people yeah I yeah but who was
who was taking over your show though was
it well they said be was doing that I
thought it was Janet I never recall be
taking over anything yeah I don't
remember that either or maybe I wasn't
watching or something maybe she was
different back people were saying
they're saying that both but and but
it's like they're saying that both but
it was like I feel like it was like to
to cause conflict or to like make me
like doubt them or something like that
like some people are like kind of haters
of like people that are have strong
friendships and stuff and so and I know
we all have our share of haters and
stuff like that yeah yeah the the Janet
chapter that was you know it was a you
know she she but she did she did teach
me some things and stuff like that and
it's like I don't I don't think she's a
bad person but it's like she has her own
style and I was like you know it was
always going to be a temporary
with like with you know but you know
so like I I agree with the be philosophy
of like you know be doesn't really um
hide people on her Channel she like
doesn't um really delete comments and
you know and and I know she was very
hurt people were thinking that she was
like she doesn't guys she doesn't delete
any comments in my chat unless because I
just have a few like few rules about no
doxing and stuff like that or and one
time I've asked her to take take down an
like someone said this all are being
bombed in the comments with the nword
before and I said and I asked my mods to
delete and so that's one like so she's
she's not hiding anybody you know guys
and if you're not if you're not a mod
you don't see exactly what's happening
and stuff like that I see I see
everything okay or or um or you know
people will tell me if I have Rogue mods
and stuff like that
um how's everyone doing it's just an
exciting day guys it's celebration today
I cannot wait um I cannot wait for uh
for tonight we're going to have a fun uh
fun fun party it just like so cool and I
love being I love the the clips people
have done also I do allow the the the
restreaming of my show on other channels
and stuff like that you know like with
you know Joker I'll never I don't I'm
not gonna ever mess with anybody over
like sharing my content or me something
so
right um yeah I don't receive government
assistance I don't I don't receive any
government assistance and so um I do not
I need to worry about that you know
that's one of the benefits of not having
government assistance is I have to worry
about um that kind of stuff um so but
thank you for that advice yeah I know
that yeah say it with me thank you for
the advice you know so um yeah I know
that's uh I like I like to be very
honestar Oliver need to assist with
these nuts anytime Oliver anytime I'll
be happy to help you
out yeah guys I don't know oh I'll be
backy I'll be back you hear me all right
congrats man congrats again yeah thank
you ELO you have a great day I'll see
you
soon yeah guys so I'm gonna go maybe go
grab um go oh she'll be upset I know
okay I'll I'll leave you but you just
you just said it
yeah I'm gonna go maybe grab a cigar
maybe like you know um and
then no say it with me that is just um
people speculate you know because I do
not I do
not I do not I'm on food stamps I'm not
on um EBT I'm not or yeah not on the EBT
or anything I
am I am uh
yeah it's okay
Oliver yeah but that's really that's
really it's really you know I I'll say
I'm not on government assistance but
beyond that it's really none of nobody's
business and I and you know I've been
working on this channel you know I do
have I do have um
some some people that um support me and
okay so but I'm a I'm a I'm I'm psyche
is okay guys you know don't you don't
need to worry about psyche you know I'm
doing okay okay now I'm GNA be hopefully
I'll be doing even better okay um but I
love you guys I'm gonna maybe I'll take
a little nap thank you Canada Dry thank
you everyone in chat thank you for the
super chat um Oliver and uh I really
look forward to um
talking to you guys again soon you know
we'll have a fun party tonight we're GNA
have a celebration okay this and this is
just the start of this you know this
channel is just getting started okay and
I want it to be not only a platform for
me I want I want you know I want you
guys to be um supported too and if you
guys need any help from me um or advice
from me because I know I get I've been
got I've gotten wonderful advice from
people um that have helped me out so
much and I do have I've learned a lot
too and so I can give you if you need
advice about starting your channel if
you need help getting your 50
subscribers I just I just helped
Beetlejuice a little bit and he just got
this first 50 subscribers now he's um he
started live
streaming yeah Canada Dry Canada Dry was
a little bit of it was a wardrobe
malfunction it was a little it was a
little it was a little camera thing it
wasn't I don't think it was intentional
no I'm sure it wasn't intentional I know
it was little it was little you know
sometime we you know Janet Jackson at
the Super Bowl remember that year and it
was just like you know the there little
wardrobe malfunction is the term they
use right but you
know and I know I know it they might
have been clipped and stuff like that
but you know VA is handling it really
well and uh you know we have nothing to
be ashamed of in this life right and but
it's like you don't really you know see
everyone later okay I want to say thank
you guys I'll be back on tonight okay
we're gonna have a
party uh we're gonna have a wonderful um
wonderful night we're gonna be hanging
out we're gonna have a fun panel have a
great show I love my show I'm I really I
love YouTube thank you YouTube for um
for letting me partner with you
appreciate you guys thank you hope you a
wonderful day I will see you soon okay
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