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Psyche celebrates reaching YouTube Partner status and discusses his plans for future content, including private readings and IRL events. He also shares personal anecdotes and interactions with his cat, Trix, and chat members.
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sunfold there's magic in her hands whisper what the future holds thanks to the mystery yeah yeah yeah
so let the tarot move with the Rhythm yeah yeah yeah wo [Music] oh heart in the balance every card and
Open Door feel the romance in every Arcane more Destiny inwin as the moon begins to sword dance to the mystery
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poent dance to the mystery yeah yeah yeah so let the tarot move with the Rhythm yeah yeah yeah wo
[Music] hey I'm back that was pretty quick think here's what I got great beautiful it's very good
too it's a frozen tropical Citrus energy Dr
I need a little bit caffeine in my my system how's everyone doing you have to see how cute trick is right
now sitting there by my lap hi babe cutie Cutie Pie Trix is like hugest cat like he'll just I just lift up the covers and he'll just jump inside under the covers you like to sleep under the cover
and then he starts purring and he's under there just purr very cute how's everyone this morning I'm just having a good morning morning
drink it's very good
how's everyone good morning Jay dog how are you and I woke up kind of early I was up to at 7 in the morning um that I I had like a nice long sleep last night just too cute you so cute my
you sitting on my lap Mr Trix hi you on TV
hi oh sorry you can see how messy my place is I'm sorry um yes listen sweet PE and positive energy okay let me bad morning I'm sorry you know I don't like to hear that I like to but you know it's a bad morning you know things can only get better right let's send let's send sweet
peace and positive energy and love okay let's send and to everybody here's let's all send each other love and positive energy I really believe in that okay what you're meowing hi someone say hi to me hi babe so sweet yeah let s some
love we all have some bad mornings but you know what it's Friday you got the weekend ahead of us is happy with me you know and sometimes just looking at a
cat okay okay sweet PE well I hope it gets better okay we're sending out love to you how's everyone doing like having your how's everyone this morning yeah we're having a good uh a good like little
panel I'm going some crazy guys that I had fun okay and uh appreciate them for being on the show anyone's welcome on the panel I'm also doing readings I'm doing um you know I still doing the free readings you know a few cards but um you'd like a more detailed reading um you can cash app and my cash app's been acting funny lately it did it worked
once yesterday um and then a couple of times people tried to send it it wasn't working I don't know what's going on with it but um if you go and it's like it's not in my um show description it's in the um my channel description I have I have my uh my PayPal there and so and so if you're having trouble with cash app you can send PayPal and also I'm
doing um I'm doing private readings over either Discord or or the phone or you know um FaceTime okay and now those are hour long readings and they you know so and they're they're very detailed we'll go over everything we can go over everything we'll use several decks and uh you know I had really good feedback from the readings I've done on that and
so okay so also have a store on Etsy I think the store is in the show description in the channel description okay my Etsy store if you're interested in checking that out um yeah or just contact me on Discord further but yeah I'm do I've been doing some great readings on the show I'm having a really fun time doing doing those readings and got good
feedback from those as well I'll still be doing General readings and just my uh just having the general fun show I have I had I've been having such fun open panels lately been pretty wild my my show my channel is doing really well I want sitting 2,000 subscribers let me see where I am on my show let me see how
many subscribers do I have not that subscribers I have 1,840 something subscribers I think we're almost getting there to the 2,000 yeah if you know somebody that would like the uh like the show please let them know and go ahead and share I know I do private a lot of streams and stuff like that but you know you can
always let people know um or if you know people on panels and stuff like that I do like to go to a lot of panels if you have a panel um you'd like me to check out and stuff like that just go ahead and share most of you more mods and stuff or you can let a mod know your channel name and um I'm sure someone will be happy to help you yeah so let's say like a little morning let's set an intention that this
is going to be a great day you know sometimes that know days start out um slow or days start out you know and not not great but the crazy dream about you and Lisa Jordana we're living on IRL we're doing IRL and we're giving a reading and get eating at some Cafe wow Jay dog that's really cool because that's that's what I would like to uh that's what I would like to do that's
what I would I was I think in my mind if I was to go to Florida I'd probably just do um one or two days um uh with her on IRL and do like a long reading and you know you know she likes those cafes that's really cool though I I've had a few Alisa
dreams and sometime and had a dream about Benny and I used to dream about Emma too um um that's because I would like um play their shows when I would sleep and stuff like that and so and so I love dreaming about my friends on uh on YouTube it's kind of weird because I haven't met person I I've had beta
dreams too I've dream beta a few times yeah I hope so too like I hope so too and then you know because this Eric was there and it's like you know she does like to uh I think I'd be considered maybe a Super Fan you know Le like you know like like Eric is and so she I I've asked her before where I was
like if I can get out to Florida um can I do IRL with you and she said yes and so you know it's a matter of me booking a plane ticket and figuring out a few like little Logistics about it you know but I do have some contacts um in Florida now like um hey what's up hi hi show your
booty I do have some contacts in Florida and so I would love to I would love to do that someday uh hopefully this year we'll see what'll happen you know I'm trying to trying to focus on saving for that but not not the best at saving I kind of burn through cash you know but um that would be a dream coming true
definitely so let's see I still got some cigars okay need a lighter got my drink my uh going pretty fast but this is like an icy mango refresher I feel bad for yesterday you remember teasing you've been teasing VA and getting going hard at her recently I will lay off and leave her and stop peing her oh
I don't I don't think she Minds you dog I don't think you're the um be Jay dog bothering you it's okay you can tease me Jay dog go ahead and tease
me I feel bad too I feel well I don't feel too terrible but I do I was watching back my stream and I was teasing Michael I kept saying oh you sent me a butthole photo and then he was like I did not I was like yes and I was like it's on Discord and I was just pretend wasn't true he never sent me any but it's like
I don't really I don't really remember doing that and then I was like I I watched back I was I did it for like I was teasing him for like an hour he was just so irritated but he took it well he took it well oh you kissing me you to give you kisses
you kissing me oh she's so sweet you the sweetest hi this is Lenor L nor is like my little little kisser yeah Michael took it well
so it's so good like it's very it's very like um lot of strawberries on the bottom see it gets like darker at the bottom it's really good
oh want a kiss you seen a cat kiss like that she's like she's very affectionate you're very affectionate huh oh baby yeah I would probably like I just showed on my last show I showed Elisa um Alisa um has a
dog I think name is dog's name is gonzo she names her dog after the Muppets and stuff because you know we're big Muppets fans Tes Street and stuff I send her songs like from Fall that bird hi baby Kermit to frog rainbow connection but she has a her car is like the call I call it the Kermit
mobile because it's like this Jeep it's like a Jeep hi babe it's a Jeep with um it's the brightest neon color like I've ever seen on a car that it's like you know people say oh it's a weird car but it's like m imagine like you know in a parking lot it's be so easy to spot so it's like that's a it's a pretty cool uh cool idea you know you never lose your
car because it's just so bright it's like glowing green yeah Muppet Babies Muppet Babies I forgot the lyrics of the song yeah I like Muppet Babies yeah and they had like baby Gonzo baby the baby Miss Piggy I don't remember and then they baby Kermit um and you know all a beaker
remember did a baby Beaker and stuff what what sound did Beaker make he just he just kind of never was kind of didn't speak English
but it's funny because I remember that was animated but it's like I don't think they like I don't think that did they replay that because I I just have never seen it since then hey what's up 710 Muppet speak of the I was just talking about Muppets and then someone then a muppet just popped up that's cool is that magic I don't know are you a muppet
fan but um yeah definitely if you you check out Alisa um she's a big Muppets fan we're both 80s babies I'm 81 isn't that crazy yeah maybe that is so you so so um yeah YouTube suggested that right so the guys the algorithm
really does I mean does work right I'm going to keep keep that in mind it's like I've talking about something and then and then it comes up on the algorithm that's very strange that's kind of like the weirdest thing is on your hom Pages now is this your first I'm finding the
show we're talking Muppet baby I mentioned Muppets because Alisa has a dog named Gonzo she has well she had a dog named Kermit that's what her show is called Kermit and friends her discord's called Kermit and friends and uh she also has something called she called it the Church of the Kermit Terian and she said it's like really funny because she's like she's like oh I
was like I was like U my church refused to baptize me so I started my own church you control the algorithm Oliver yeah but this is Lenor and Lenor you know I don't have a dog I don't have pet name after well the only pet like that I don't think has a muppet name is pickle but I think pickle is the sweetest like cutest name for her dog she has a dog
named Pickle this is Lenor and Lenor has a very unique name um I was like thinking name for a black cat and it's like I just remember like the Raven and like Lenor is and the Raven and I just like I had a black cat that I lost and I remember always talking about lost Lenor and stuff so um I named her Lenor and then I figured out in
French did you guys make um um who U I know no I think you're talking about Emma sweet pee I think you're thinking of Emma um not Al Lisa um Emma and I had not made up with Emma and Emma has basically told me to go the hell away so I will um same with Clumsy Clairvoyance
that told me to go away these people I was like you know very members of their members of their shows for a long time and I think I was Emma's first member um and I was big supporters and I always sent people over there and stuff and then last time I sent people to Emma she said I was I was I was it was harassment and stuff like that and that she was going to report me and stuff like that also now p
is saying she's gonna um wants me to take down all the streams that she was on and stuff I mean I I don't know it's like you know she when you're a guest on somebody's show it's kind of like you know that's not a copyright thing you know it's not like I I use her show or something like that so it's you know it's it's unfortunate NE are friends you know that they're trying to threaten me
now it's not cool no I never threatened them I never I never so all I can say is maybe it's jealousy I'm not sure I'm sorry mentioned her name again um you know I said I won't mention their names again um but you know I do share like how I feel and I tell the truth and stuff like that and I
know I know a lot of people know what I'm talking about and stuff like that so yeah it's unfortunate you know but I do have great friends and I and because I I never did anything to those people I never did anything actually my my feelings got hurt actually they by them and stuff like that but you know I ended up apologizing and then then
they say oh my apologies are fake I'm fake I'm a cult leader I'm or like I use cult manipulation tactics I'm trying to brainwash people and it's like I'm just myself guys
yeah I'm just myself I um to a fault and I wor my heart on my sleeve kind of and so you know my feelings get hurt and you know and sometimes I do say things I regret and my feelings get hurt and you know I get mad and I sometimes you know it's like but I do where my heart on my sleeve and I you know but like I said the do's always
open but someone said I said the door's always open she's said your door is a trap I don't know what that even that means I don't know what that means but I'm not bad and I don't hate them yeah it's consent when we go on channels
P it's written in the terms of service on YouTube therefore you forfeit all rights to suit for likeness and appearances on shows yeah I know like hello you know it's like it's like you know I can't go to somebody and say oh take off your take down your show because I I was on your panel I just didn't like my appearance or something like that I took Emma's down as a courtesy I I mean but it's like I didn't
I didn't have to but I don't know why she asked me to take it down either because it was basically just promoting her I had her her um her Channel her website um streaming at the bottom the entire time I was a very nice interview um and so I don't understand
like um I don't understand so I don't know it's like they're they're trying to hurt me like hurt me like I like I all I'd ever did was um send people over to their shows right but you know some people will switch up on you in life you know but I I don't
think I've changed I mean I have uh you know we all change right it's like but I'm basically I'm the same person right yeah I know I know it's just like it's just like sad because why is it getting to threats like what am I what did I do to them I just don't understand I didn't do anything to them all I did was like
like pour love into them and it's like wow now it's really getting kind of getting nasty so I'm just going to leave them alone you know they don't I'm not going to force myself um onto their shows and stuff like that anymore I was trying to lighten the mood sometimes you know try try to have fun I would come on as Nicholas Cage and Emma's I would come onas cage and Elon
Musk and she would like just laugh and the chat was laughing and it was funny and stuff like that she didn't she didn't even know it was me I did I did eventually reveal all my accounts and stuff like that but um and I was I've never been told to like you know I've never been told to leave the room get out of here like by you know clumsy told me just get out of here and you're not welcome here get
like like I can't even be in the not I understand like you know you can mute me in the chat but I'm not even wanted in the room and stuff so kind of hurt my feelings a little bit but you know I'll get over it I'll get over it how's everyone doing I need a lighter I need a lighter real quick where's my lighter it's a 7-Eleven lighter
right and it's like and Emma's very successful Emma Emma Emma I thought I was part of that I thought I was you know I was oh I brought I just I introduced a lot of people to her there's still people I talk to oh they're like oh do you remember like I just with this guy his name is rage r I think he's a cage fighter he's like he's like oh you're ter reader like Emma levian I was like yeah I told you about Emma Emma and several other people you know I
told I told him a lot of people got readings and stuff like that I was I was also her mod a very loyal mod what happened there is that I made a joke about a diddy party or something in her chat and she thought it was like I was calling I was I don't know she thought it
was so so confusing it's so confusing so yeah guys guys I'm also very loyal you know and it's like and so that's why it hurts sometimes when it's like I get thrown away like garbage which is but they kind of did yeah but yeah and it's like the more successful I got you know some people people just didn't like
it and it's like you know I'm still I'm just still in my beginning stages I've just been doing the open panels for a couple months I started my channel six months ago this channel is it's it's like it's like my baby and so when people like threaten to do that kind of stuff it's like okay that's like that's like it's like messing with my baby okay yeah and you know what but you know
what the good thing is is that I was so focused on these other people that it was preventing me from focusing on my show you know I'd be in there I'd be in there like all night sometimes and stuff like that and now I can and I didn't want to like you know be at the same time as her and stuff like that now now I guess I uh now I guess
uh I can just focus on my show the only person uh I I really the only shows I really focus on now are um are on um Alisa and Bea and some other open Panel shows that are friendly to me and stuff like that and these CH but but also um I go into these shows like I was trying to get this panel the other night they're talking about like some some esoteric
stuff like but it was a black panel we're talking about pyramids and stuff like that and I I was already banned in their chat right yeah oh she I mean she you know I really like was a fan of elvar and stuff and it's like and I I just like liked her vibe I mean know enemma is a very s like a very kind of similar kind of a
comedian um suck you this kind of um kind of vibe and stuff like that but it's also like what's also sad is like there's a lot of people like I introduced to to these people and it's like and these people ended up leaving me and then they hate me now because and it's like you know that's why I I'm like
very careful about um people telling me things like um you know about other people and stuff like that so I need to like really see for myself CU it's like people are some people out there want to break apart relationships and stuff like that um and so I try to give people the benefit of Doubt and I'm also forgiving I'm also forgiving but I don't think they're going to ever I don't think
they're ever gonna you know they never forgave me I don't even know for what anymore right all I did was and you know I can only apologize so many times so but no shade on them you know I wish them the best uh best of luck on on their uh on their endeavors
it's okay if I won't be a part of it but you know I'm not I'm not a bad person to know because I am a I do like to promote other people like a lot and you guys if you ever have a channel I will help promote you if you want to get to 50 subscribers I will help you you can promotee on my Discord you can promote on my show you can come on my panel promote um I will go on to your panels
and you know um and uh you know help with some content and stuff like that and I will send and my friends over there too you know so it's really you know just a little bit unfortunate how's everyone doing today
though it's very good it's a little bit Frozen Yeah well she kind of she kind of got nasty kind of both like you know they kind of just turn nasty on me for no reason but you know I'm not everyone's cup of tea it's like I was just basically in the their chats and stuff Hello Fearless Soul how are you you going make some dinner oh yeah so it's afternoon there
fearless are you in England or something or in the Europe because it's only it's only 9:00 am here it's very early um but if anyone's interested in a reading today you know they got the banner on the bottom with a little bit of information about that because I'm doing longer um longer readings um you know for a small donation and then I'll
still do my free reading if You' like a card or a few cards and stuff like happy you know anytime just let me know you're in the UK Al awesome London yeah I've been to London actually my brother-in-law um I think it's my former brother-in-law now but he um he was from Manchester and so I went to um London
and then to Manchester I went to the Lowry I went to Canal Street is that right it's called Canal Street um it's like the gay the gay my brother-in-law's brother was his older brother was was gay he passed away unfortunately but at pretty young age I think it his like 50 or something his name was Julian he he took me out partying there
and uh I think it's called Canal Street but um Maybe I'm Wrong um and uh and then I went I did I did a lot of traveling through Europe and stuff like that I haven't I haven't traveled in a while how's everyone doing I found this cigar right here want to smoke I'm plugging my phone my phone in so it doesn't die we
go yeah I love London I went to the you know I did the kind of like the um I went to Madam Tu so and I you know I remember the Madam toos was really really cool there like um if you ever see the wax museum there my Fearless Souls is Big talls longtime girlfriend are you
are you are your Fearless Souls your big tall's big talls longtime girlfriend
that's cool I thought he was like some other guy named um named blade I also had a lot of drama with and stuff like that Blade's still in the chat and stuff like that I think he was here yesterday like a lot a lot his name is also death um he was also I introduced him to Emma and then she fired me as a mod brought him as a mod um and then
[Music] um her mods were's okay B big tall isn't blade okay well some of these people talk the same way and it's like they know uh they know the same people I I don't know it gets confusing I don't I can never tell who who's who you know it's so easy to have have
a okay he just jokes around yeah um yeah and so I I I ended up um you know I had I you know I did unmod him because he was like um timing out people and stuff like that but um yeah you never know who's who yeah he seems like and I I ended up also
unblocking everybody um that was blocked in my chat there's only two people like one person has a doxing name and the other person oh I think it's Terror Destroyer who just like comes in and you know they come I see I've seen him come to a lot of tarot streams and they come in and just mess around and spam and stuff like that no he didn't he didn't offend me I just thought he was someone else and and I was like you know one
time one night I got I was getting trolled by a lot of people like I've never I had a troll thing where it's like I had so many people coming in trolling one night it was like so many that it was like I've never seen anybody on you and I watch a lot of YouTube um I watch a lot of shows on YouTube I've seen like a lot of trolling like bennies and stuff I've never had seen so much bad trolling as that night and stuff like that but I did you know I
do forgive everybody and everyone's welcome I I unblocked um anyone that was muted I have like I've told my mods not to block anybody not unless they uh unless you docks somebody um you won't even be timed out you know Bea taught me a
lot uh he has his own times out he only times out his own stock accounts called raging Seaman and has other raging troll account okay so he's raging Seaman hold on so I thought raging Seaman was ELO I'm I get really confused and like some like I think Sam man was in my panel this morning under the name Arthur
I'm not sure it's like I just so it get so confusing you know and I need sometimes I need these things pointed out but whoever you are like but I was like I said I was in Emma under Nicholas Cage and Elon Musk okay those are two of my fake accounts right so if you um I hope that's not against the rules or like considered imitating or people or something like that there kind
of like you know you not all of them okay
yeah oh yeah so he has some troll accounts yeah so this is my um this is my Starbucks I'm just going to mix it up a little bit it's called Uh tropical Citrus Frozen um energy drink so woke up this morning and in kind of a good mood and like I just need a little more caffeine so anyone interested on coming on the panel raging
Seaman is Big Tall raging Sean is berry hold on oh okay okay raging Seaman okay aging Sean could be bronze bird oh my gosh yeah see how confusing it gets Barry bronze birg samon um Arthur they kind of have similar voices to me
and and also even TY desantes but
um hey yep I'm back KZ what's up good to see you and KZ it was fun talking to you this morning then of course you're welcome back up on the panel if you want um I always like talking to people I met in Alisa and other places like most of the people here like like also I recommend if you want to stream and stuff like that I
would say you want to stream or if you want to have a YouTube account your might my process was this well it took a long time for me to to get the courage to start start to do it but I just got drunk one night and I went to the beach down set on the rocks and I told the story of cupid and psyche and that was my my first content right and then I
also um would I wanted to get to 50 subscribers and so I went u i met Benny and Benny allowed me like he would fall asleep on his stream sometimes and so I would just chat in his stream that's why I started my Discord it was like Afterparty it started as an Afterparty for Benny um when he fell asleep or something like that and then or the stream ended so we because I I love just chatting with
people and I so I see so many people from Benny's like are like coming here and stuff and we're like and then I met trient Trident I haven't seen stream for a while um last time I saw him he you know it's like um seen he he's been in kind of a crabby mood and stuff like that and it's like so I just like I feel like I'm bothering him so but he was always nice
to me I was I was his mod too I was Benny's mod his mod uh then I met you know Saint through Tri and then and then then they all knew they all know Alisa and stuff like and Trent actually went out on a I don't know it's a date or something but there's a picture he looks like he's about maybe 18 years old he looks maybe even younger he looks like he's he looks
very young but there's a picture of him with Al Lisa and stuff like that um I don't know I don't think it was a date but um I think they had a falling out I'm not sure um also Saints out of jail guys um Saint is back streaming I saw him streaming last night I said hi to him he's always really really kind to me um I hear he's on the wagon so I wish him
well with that because you know I used to wake up and he'd be um drinking the titos early in the morning and stuff like that and he'd do these you know um fire sales where he he'd take shots and stuff for for the when they send a Dono but he yeah he drank quite a lot sometimes he would you know he'd be um yelling the n-word out the window and
going a little bit little bit wild it was really funny actually on Thanksgiving um he was making like Thanksgiving dinner and like the turkey was like not defrosted and he was like defrosting in his bathtub yeah there are really wonderful people on this channel in the chat and like very supportive people oh my gosh so many um and so and you know you will meet friends here like
you will meet friends here you will see them other places and if like but yeah back to like how I was um sted my channel like so Benny would help me like I would say can I get a shout out for my channel whatever and I went subscribers and so he'd like he'd uh he he he got me he got me like the 30 or something then I met this woman Chona in the Philippines and um and she also really
helped me her name is chona's Adventure Vlog and she's really sweet she she streams you know St remember he was saying in blad streamer house when and Willie two guns died oh my gosh well the last time I saw Saint I think he was in it was a couple nights ago and he was in mold Mansion back in mold mansion and stuff like that um and that's that was kind of entertaining I saw him biting
with Sonic and mold Mansion I was there for that oh Trix is in the Trix is in the cat RV over there so cute so the cat RV is the the closest I got to uh the closest I've gotten to um being an RV but um but then I would start doing open panels and so you were you were saying like I don't know was
Arthur he he knew about some stuff that happened in the beef sector I'm really surprised about that cuz that was like last year and it just like and so it's like you know it's so funny how these how work gets around about stuff but yeah I I actually played Hood Jeopardy one night um on the on the show I think her name is China baby or something like
that China um and I I was on Hood Jeopardy and I got a few uh I got a few um few points on that game but you know I was the only white person there I was on the show called the good [ __ ] show and I had this whole like B it was like you know I was like you know that's where I kind of started like hion guys you know oh yeah that's where Mondo's at
yeah B Mansion yeah it's I think it's in uh it's in like Jamaica New York or something like that not Jamaica the country but there's Jamaica Street in New York I don't the doc okay but um yeah um I would love to eventually go to like go to RV someday if there's an RV like if maybe there's going to be an RV in my area or something like that I'd love to go hang
out on RV and you know I like to party it's like that's that's how I kind of like why I'm a I don't it's like that's what Benny was one of my influences to like you know oh you can like party on stream and like hang out with people and like that's what I I really like that Vibe and so but Benny doesn't want anything to do with me anymore because I'm blocked on all my account I don't
know if he blocked me or blade blade is like one of his only mods now um thank you Cliff you know Cliff I I can't I mean right now I can't um do um I'm trying to figure out um I'll try to do the TTS thing very soon where you can like you know requests and songs um but I do U I'm trying to avoid any kind of
copyright thing right now so I have to figure some stuff out I did YouTube school because I I played too many copyright stuff and so I am uh but I do appreciate your song request and uh I will in the future try to do that but I will check out that song bass Surfer okay Speedy's Black Sun okay I'm I'm G to I'm going to look that up and listen
to it later but um thank you for the thank you for the suggestion I like your avatar is that like an animal I can't tell KZ yeah so mold Mansion yeah last time I watched I watched mold mansion and then um there's Nana Pips was there and I know Nana Pips was um she started mentioning Alisa and stuff like that and I was like oh my gosh and so I looked up
I looked up Nana Pips and Alisa and I found like where Alisa had Nana Pips as her assistant for a little bit oh Jim Nick's boyfriend okay thank you Miss Fearless thank
you yeah and mondo is Mondo seemed like a cool guy too like um I saw he was just sitting oh B Surfer is Jim Nick's boyfriend oh wow I'll to check it out Jim Mi a sweetheart she's on the show sometimes but I have great people on this panel on
the show oh my gosh we had such a great panel the other day like I woke up like at 4 in the morning and then it was just like um you know all the 40 diamond stuff was happening and like I I mean I've been I've gotten clipped a bunch of times I've had like AI video made of me and Joker or the Brokeback Mountain thing it's very
funny also now now now met blogger I met be has introduced me to a lot of a lot of great people and also I had I had yesterday I had Jadis on the show he's a fart knocker of De Bron yeah I um yeah if you know somebody you know you can always like um so somebody interesting or that that
is a streamer or something like that um you can always let him know about my panel and stuff I still trying to get some Howard Stern people here like like Wendy I know from Wendy from Howard Stern also High Pitch Eric called into Lisa the other day but he uses real voice and she's like why do you sound different he he his his his high pitch voice was fake completely
fake pretty funny comes the trash
guy the more more I drink of this the better it gets cuz I'm getting down to the strawberry puree part H okay the prey color sorry it's little [Music]
loud you thought about bringing Saint on but then he went to the big house yeah well Saint's out now but I know Saint um you know um I would love sa to come on the show I I'll ask him I just I don't know if he was like that interested in being on like some people you know are not being on panels and stuff like that but I have tried to I think I've I've uh
promoted my show there before um I'm kind of getting like a lot of people are really nice about letting me promote but like last time I asked Benny I think that's why Benny St I asked Benny about ip2 Network and he's like oh no no no like like he was like no no you can't like you know and and then um then he unmodded me and then said oh can I get a
shout out Benny and he's like oh and and I was like Benny you created a monster because it's like you know I kind of like he helped me start streaming and stuff like he's like I didn't create a monster and it's like now kind of my show is I know Benny got Shadow band the first time I was in there he had like over 100 people now I think my chats are a little bit bigger than his but I would love to you know help
promote him and stuff but I'm blocked there so on both my accounts on two of my accounts and so I'm not going to bother him I don't if other people got involved I never did anything to Benny I would I would send him some nice dones what's up ba look hi oh you're kissing me hey
Lenor yeah I'm just meeting but I'm meeting some great people like and then you know scribbles I was in scribbles chat and nobody said nobody saw me in there last night when I called in on a scribbles I think he was an RV or something like that but I called like 20 times we gave a phone number I had to maybe 20 30 times I I kep dialing dialing dialing eventually they answered
and and he take it well it's like I I like I like guys that are not like homophobic because some some guys in the community homophobic and then they'll have some gay Scandal happen and stuff like that but I like I like how how be got so pretty I don't know she's just born that way she's just gorgeous gorgeous woman
Hi how are you Lenor made toast that sounds so good B cheese and Spike spice here's Lenor she's so beautiful you like you like me Lenor give you a little
rub if I have alterate accounts it won say b i no aging demon I don't know I don't know bronzer
I'm feeling the energy yeah Oliver is handsome I thought he looked like his profile picture but then he came on I'm not sure you're just you're just purring aren't you most precious cat you see yourself in you see yourself in the mirror Lenor is so beautiful here Lenor can you give me a kiss
it is Mercury retrograde bronze bird I think it started March 14th I don't know how much I think it's until next month so yeah that's why there's going to be Mercury retrograde guys Mercury is the planet it's like the closest planet to the to the sun right and it's a very fast moving um planet and stuff like that but when it goes into retrograde you know it has mercury has to do with
communication Mercury rules Gemini I believe right so it has to do with communication and and the air and uh you know air waves and things like that and so there's always like some kind of miscommunication issues during the uh Mercury retrograde and there's like um delays and that kind of stuff so if you experience technical difficulties delays
and any of that you know you can blame Mercury retrograde but it's bringing out the devils
yeah I showed my I showed my my family the tattoo my tattoo and my my niece was like oh that cat looks mean I've also show them pictures of of Lenor before and they're like she looks like me but she's really like the sweetest cat black cats get the worst reputation but they're actually like very sweet cats like she especially based on the North like she's very very
sweet I don't know why they get a bad reputation kind but kind of like me I'm like I'm like Lenor reminds me of my heart because it looks it looks it looks it might look look look black right it's actually so beautiful and loving right kisses I don't know where ELO
is um I definitely think so bronze I definitely think so I think it's the you know they because people just associate them with like w Witchcraft and like you know evil and stuff like that but cann't be further from the truth they're very sweet cats and it's a shame yeah all cats are good luck right but I say I say out of all the cats like well Trix is
very very sweet Lola's very very sweet um and uh and Lenor these are those are like the ones that like to cuddle under the covers and stuff like that yeah Superstition and most superstitions are like you know like Friday the 13th I you know I've usually had good luck on Friday the 13th so don't believe like little superstitions all the time you know sometimes the opposite is true
about them but um yeah they black you know actually you know about the plague yeah Egyptians worship them yeah the goddess bastet was like was a a black cat-headed goddess and uh I think Egyptians actually you know they're known for like um um genetic engineering and stuff like that that's why you know just like the hybrids they have the they all have the humans with the animal heads and stuff
like that so I think like they might have taken like a the African jungle cat and mixed them with the reptile or something like that it came out with with with cats you know these little and Lenor definitely has Snake Eyes you snake eyes her eyes are her peoples are big right now oh my gosh how's everyone doing in the chat genetic engineering yeah they're known for that let me see if I can find something on that they
were you know they were very they believe a black crow or yeah imminent death they would mummify the pets yeah they have there there's mummified cats they found in in uh in the tombs yeah so you know the Egyptians so they have like the animal headed gods and goddesses let me see if I can find something genetic engineering ancient
Egypt okay let's
see wow it says Okay um Anubis gen genetic secrets of Egypt unwrapped DNA for mummies found a site once known for its cult to the Egyptian god of the the afterlife is unwrapping intriguing um insight into the people well there there's not information about
it here but I've seen it I've heard about it before yeah they're looking also there's also um like there's a you know Scotland right um Scotland is named after actually this Egyptian pharaoh Pharaoh's wife or you know her name was Scot and they actually there's a there's actually
a tomb for Scot okay and uh that's from like Scotland SC o ta scota Egypt I think she's like a blonde yeah it says um a medieval Irish and Scottish legend Scot is the daughter of an Egyptian pharaoh and an ancestor of The gales she said to be the origin
of their Latin Latin name Scotti but historians say she was purely mythological okay that here's her this is her on a boat right and she mythological but I I do know there's a tomb for her and stuff like that so I'm not quite sure how mythological she is let's
see okay so there sco's grave here's a sign post for it sco's grave yes cats choose us right [Music] um Scotia and she was also known as serat
okay I don't know it's very interesting to look into can you get a right your sister's C you love her hey what's up K yeah what's up everybody it was good yeah how's everybody in the chat weren't the cats Left Behind from the anunaki oh yeah well there's a I mean there's very in Anunnaki that's
like Su Sumeria you know there were the first uh kuna form tablets I'll tell the story sometime there's like the oldest in the world let me see it's called Uh en's descent into the
underworld it's one of my favorite stories okay okay okay and it's a poem okay now this one's a little bit too long okay I need to find a short short
version okay well so Anana is like Venus right okay this is a this is it's a little bit long but I'll read okay it says the story The First Time The Story of Anana was ever told it was written in poetry on terracotta tablets thousands of years ago its Timeless wisdom and unending heartbreak have thrived over centuries of retellings and
today we tell tell this tale once more Our Story begins with inana one of the most popular Mesopotamian deities okay she was the goddess of love sex fertility and War symbolizing all aspects of life now inana had a sister arish keal like kull you know who is the goddess of the dead and the underworld and together the two sisters were embodied a great polarity with Anana
known as the Queen of Heaven and arish kagal the queen of the underworld now nothing is really known of the sister's relationship before the pivotal moment in time before kall's husband the bull of heaven was slaughtered and our poor Queen of the Dead became a deeply grieving Widow whose cries were so loud they pierced through the underworld and into the Realms of heaven and it was those very cries that our story Begins
for it was by hearing these very cries that Anana decided that she must descend into the underworld to comfort her widowed sister but journeying to the underworld was not like visiting another country no the underworld was a place from which nobody returned no living Soul was allowed to enter the underworld and leave it at the same leave it all the same and Anana was warned of this that if she went to her grieving sister
she would not be allowed to come back oh Billy Carson yeah all I want to do is a zoom zoom zoom okay but Anana would not be swayed from her decision she would dress in all her finest protective or dorment and set out to find her sister warnings be damned and so enana set off for the Land of the Dead and upon arriving at its Gates Our Fair queen met
the fierce gate gatekeeper NTI he demanded to know what foolish Soul was trying to enter the place that no soul could leave and Anana in all her fierceness and all her love said I am Anana Queen of Heaven let me in to see my sister arish kagal to be with her while they greet give her husband's funeral rights Netty not expecting Anana to arrive and not entirely sure what to
do informs her that she must in that he must consult with Irish kagal before he can let her in so the gatekeeper runs to the queen side and tells her of her sister's arrival now it was said that arish kagal harbored a deep dist taste for the ways of her sister for reasons we can only guess but we'll never know for sure perhaps it was because inana was a beauty and that embodied Lush and
thriving life while R kagal was not perhaps it was because she thought her sister would be arrogant and ignorant not knowing the true ways of death and the law like her or maybe it was something Petty from their youth but whatever it was it was with these distasteful feelings in mind that arisal did allow her sister in but on the condition that as Anana passes each of the seven Gates she must shed one of her
G um garments and so Netty returned to the gate and allowed Anana through taking a garment from each uh for each uh from her as she passed and so I remember it was like her earrings her like Crown um her and it's like all her adornments her clothes and so she was completely naked right and by the time she Ed the underworld Anana was very fully naked and exposed but Anana would
not be dismayed by the setback vulnerable and defenseless our righteous goddess continued to make her way through the underworld and into arish ga's Throne Room shout out from our Lord scribbles what's up thank you when she entered the room she saw that she and her sister were not alone the judges of the underworld had all gathered to pass judgment on the living Soul who dared to
enter the realm of death and as each judge passed their Grim judgments all was not looking good for inana but there were still hope her sister was the queen and all judgments came down to Queen arisal for the final word but it was then that arish kagal looked at her sister the sister she had despised for so many years the sister she loathed down to her very bones and set her eye
of death death upon her striking Anana dead on the throne room floor as a final humiliation for the Queen of Heaven arish picked up her sister's corpse and hung it on meat hooks next to her throne and that's how it was for three days and three nights arishka gal continued to rule the underworld with her sister's corpse hanging at her side but what rishal didn't know was that before inana began her journey to the underworld she
instructed her faithful adviser nin shubar to seek help if she did not return after three days okay this is a good story and our advisor ninar I think was gay right it says as long all loyal advisers do ninar went to the highest in the in
the lands for help ninar ran to anky the the god of wisdom and water the only one the one who originally blessed inana with many of her gifts she he she begged him oh it's she was a woman okay she begged him to help save inana for it had been three days and three nights and still the queen had not returned and so loving in Nana as he did created two androgynous demons that could enter the
underworld in secret to retrieve the fairy Nana and the demons wasted no time going straight to arish kagal side in search of the Goddess but when they entered the throne room the demons saw arish kagal in the throws of a deep and thrashing labor and the two sympathized with her pain AR rishal grateful for these two strangers would give her such a kindness granted them anything they like riches lands titles anything could
be theirs but the demons of course didn't want any of that and asked for the corpse hanging on the wall it was then a rishal distracted by the Pains of Labor realized she had been tricked but as word was law she allowed the two demons to take her sister's corpse and flee so these are androgynous androgynous and so they're both male and female you know they're kind of trans
transexuals maybe right the demons once okay so so they she took a they let her take A's body so the demons once out of sight from rishal gave Ana's corpse the food and water of Life Reviving Anana from the grips of death but just as warned there was a price to pay for the living to enter the land of death and in order for Anana to remain alive and return to the land
above another must take her place in the land below so Anana and the demons set out to find her replacement first They Came Upon ninar Ana's loyal servant and suggest she be taken in her place but reana refused ninar was deeply loyal and helped her Escape okay so here's the gay guy it says Then They Came Upon Shara a friend and mutian who was still deep in
mourning for for um his beloved inana again inana refused because he rightfully mourned her passing and finally They Came Upon dumuzid Ina's Lover he wasn't mourning at all and in fact was quite enjoying life without his lover around entertaining himself on lavish luxuries and beautiful girls and Anana seeing this flew into a rage and demanded deusu be taken to the
underworld in her place but all did not end so simply for a sweet goddess after a while inana began to feel a deep and heavy regret struck with a sorrow and guilt for her now dead lover and along with his sister Gana and his mother sirur inana grieved Dum musa's death for months and this is how it was three women drowning inside their grief all
consumed by the pain of their shared loss until one day a small fly approaches the ladies and tell them where duma's body could be found the fly goes on to tell the women that by finding his body they'd be able to change his fate so the women follow the fly and go to duman's corpse and it is here that Gana declares that she will do anything to bring bring her brother back and she will take his place in the Underworld
and she would be killed instead and Anana in all her power and her grace is able to take Gest chana's words and changed M's Fai she decrees that her lover will only spend half the year in the Underworld and the other half in heaven with her and a sister guest Tana will take his place in the Underworld for the time he spends in heaven and this inana decides as how it will go and that as a face would have it is exactly
how it went a deal is struck Nana gets to hold her lover once more and dumus and his sister SP the the rest of Eternity in a dance between the two Realms and that my dear reader is the end of our story it was the love of a sibling that started it all and a love of a sibling that ended it yep so isn't that a great story though yeah there's a lot going on you're at the
thrift yeah there's a really funny um I think it's a funny hidden camera show where they have a big bin of like um used underwear for like a dollar I forgot exactly what it was but yeah that's a beautiful story isn't it think it's one of the oldest stories in the world
right that drink is so good at the end so F okay still have some cigar left good morning everyone how's everyone doing today oh got caffeine in me you went to Home on the panel we had nice 30 people in the chat somebody proba left in there
a prank with are you buying used underware at the thrift store
Oliver you have jigsaw puzzles 30 of them that's a lot the problem with puzzles is like I would always lose a piece you know and it's like yeah I used to like I I used to I know someone that would have puzzles and you can take this thing called puzzle glue you complete the puzzle and you and you
like or you have to do it upside down or something like that and you know because it's hard to like flip over you can probably flip I figure out a way to flip it over but how big it is and you um you can um put this glue called puzzle glue on the back of it and then it will just be like a the picture right it'll just turn into the thing you haven't done a puzzle in a long time
I know I know be it's so I have things are very random here sometimes I I have no idea what some people are talking about sometime but I'm entertained okay sometimes sometimes the you're Pet's puzzled yeah puzzle is puzzle I'm puzzled
oh how are you guys doing today I'm G to finish up this drink
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good Starbucks always talk with the first sip this one has the last sip the last sip is U the best I think I already said when they send your brain you'd rather plant roses Etc Joy nature yeah yeah I have a little backyard you know I have a a few kittens buried there because I had a couple litters of
kittens unfortunately few of them passed away the first one was a really cute gray oh my God it was so sad and then another one was um was U when when the night she they were born one when it passed away that night and another one pass a few weeks later and so it's I just don't know what
happened you know and then um but out of all those cats um I have marbles from those first two um I have marbles and I have Freya I had Freya and Macy and then I had you know then guys remember magic I I had a cat named magic just like he just disappeared and it was like magic and
tricks did his names go together and then uh pie and Tux and P disappeared tux is round I think he's he's with my neighbors but he he likes to go outside you like you like you rather plant bubblegum kush plants yeah sounds
good remind me of a story my um my dad you know uh he had this he had a secret drawer you know and I I always you know how kids get into like everything right so when I was a kid I um I figured out his secret drawer and stuff like that and I figured out the key where you know the key do it and I opened his drawer I was probably and this is like during like the 80s like
probably late ' 80s I was maybe the early 90s when they had all this like Nancy Reagan stona drugs stuff you know and they were like there and they're like oh if you see you know and so I and so I like opened the drawer there was like a marijuana growers guy there was marijuana there was um zigzags I remember there zigzag papers and stuff like that and U so my dad had all this
weed and uh and then I like later you know my dad passed away but I remember like we one of his we're all talking about him and stuff like that and it's like he a friend down the street and he like had helped his friend grow plants in the backyard and stuff like that but I remember I found all this marijuana and stuff in the drawer and so I went and told my sister I was like what is this and she's and it's like and she's like well she's like oh my
God she's like she's like she's like you know don't tell anybody you know and she because you know in school they say oh turn in your turn in your parents like you know so I know of course I would I never told anybody so but then then when I got a little bit older I figured out how to um how to roll a joint and stuff like that and i' get into I'd find his his weed once in a while he did like he
did like weed you know once in a while also at his funeral someone told a story or celebration of life his friend told a story like they were all in uh in Mexico in P of viarta he they would take family trips there we take family trips there but he took a trip with all his friends and stuff like that too and uh they have a we rented this Villa and it has like a
movie theater in it right yeah I'm not a narc right I know I did not I I just told my sister sister I told my sister about it I told my sister I didn't tell anybody but they it was like at that time they were like they're telling you oh you know and my sister was like don't tell anybody okay so I never did but yeah and I was I just remember it smelled really good it smelled really weird and um it had a really good smell
and um yeah but later I would just break into his weed stash and like and Palm Springs and stuff like that it's I I was probably smoking weed when I was like 12 years old or 13 or something like that I figur I I can barely figure out how to do it but I eventually figured out how to roll a joint and stuff like that and uh my family is like very um
[Music] um they they're accepting a weed right I was stealing yeah I was stealing little nugs it was yeah it was like you know it was like it was like it was not like the weed today it was kind of like very you know it was very like um there was not really like nugs it was like it was like very it was like this tobacco kind of stuff where was just like like very
stringy but it smelled really good and so he set up his friend um to uh to grow at my his friend's backyard and he grew these huge plants and stuff like that but yeah my dad liked weed and but yeah so they told the story about in Mexico he like he broke he broke out all these all this weed and stuff like that and they they got all the friends got high and stuff on uh on weed and they he
put on some kind of like I forgot some what band it was some kind of rock band um and then they played in the big theater and all got high and stuff like that everyone everyone got a kick of that story also my dad's celebration of life um we you know we um we all wore white it was like wear white and stuff like that it was I think around his birthday that we did it it was a few
months like he's he passed away unfortunately last year and like I think a in April uh middle of April and stuff like that but um but we all wore white and then we took a tequila shot after at the end like they pass they just brought around tequila shops my Dad loved tequila he loved wine he was always you know he was always the best driver I don't I don't
think he ever got in a car accident or anything like ever I think and uh you know he was um he was a very good driver and stuff like that we were always safe and everything but yeah he did enjoy his wine and um I think he like also when when I was a kid I would think can I take a to your beer and stuff and I would he'd like let me oh I was I was very close to my dad my dad I move he moved me back down here you know um to
be closer to the family and this is probably 2018 he moved me back down here and he like he like specially picked out this this apartment for me just because it was like it was just he had had a back has a backyard he's like so excited he had his backyard he's like because you have cats and but I was like well Dad he's like so your cats will have a backyard I'm like well Dad the cats
will you can you can't keep cats in the backyard unless it has to be like I have to have a huge net or something like that you know because it's like the cats that you know they like to wander all around the neighborhood and stuff and you can't really keep yeah yeah it's the worst part of life and it's like my dad was like you know he was a great great
man like he um was um very amazing businessman he was um he was also he did this um he was in Home Owners Association of of of our city that we lived in like and he was a president of the homeowners association there's also this there's this pool called Rosler pool it was like a pool from like 60s or 70s and he like um he
basically was the architect for redesigning it and he um is able to get all the legal stuff and and he got all these people together to like make this beautiful beach club okay now it's like this beach club in in pal it's called palb Beach and athletic club now and um but he would he but he designed that and he he made this gazebo he like he like to like um restore things he was in real
estate um he worked until the end you know he was he was always working and stuff like that um and so uh yeah he was a great man and and uh also he would like you know if he could could take you to Hollywood and point out every any place you could go he was like a tour guide he could like tell you all interesting things that happened here and here and here show you
celebrities houses and Palm Springs he would drive us around show us like Elvis's house and U we actually um yeah there's like a lot of interesting stuff um but yeah he would take me to lunch every week you know we love he L to go to this place called Joe's Eat At Joe's it's great nearby here and uh and have breakfast like the John Wayne special he
like big meat like big breakfast and he loved to eat he just loved to enjoy life he loved to drink um he loved my mom um very much you know and he my mom's beautiful like and so and you know my they were also like the Brady Bunch he had two kids from his previous marriage his first son he actually adopted and he's a My Brother David um is actually he he was adopted but he's a ginger I
didn't know he was adopted until I was a teenager but he does not look like anybody else in the family but he he's G not gingered like he's Ginger yeah he's red hair but and he has um he has three kids and actually um his oldest daughter Amanda my niece is like um um she is on
her way to having five or six kids now it's like the and they uh and then so we I have like 14 15 nieces and nephews yeah he was he was wonderful you know it was like a huge shock a huge loss um it happened very suddenly um he he kind of didn't talk about his health problems like he's having health problems at the
end and stuff like that and then he did uh have a rare form of of a bladder cancer and the worst part was like you know then he was like under hospice like home hospice care and stuff like that and he he was always like like to be you know out and about and like he was still was still he still wanted to he was still like oh we're gonna we're going to
go to lunch again soon okay you know I'll get better I'll get better and then um then he was basically um kind of like he hated being under the care and stuff like that but he did have really good nurses and that's why I have a heart for nurses and I have a heart for also he had these Filipino nurses that were like he really liked like a lot of them were gay Were Gay and stuff like that but they were just they're just very
compassionate right oh you are your mentor to S but you know it did it was um sudden like I think almost a year to this day I remember like we got a call like oh go to the go to the house and and he announced like it was really funny though CU my brother because I'm told you my brother David or okay so he like
he has red hair and stuff like that and he but he's very religious like he was all you know he's very into church my dad was not very religious and stuff like that my or not not at all religious but um um but he he an to the family and then you know that you know he's like he's like you know you know I don't have very long left and stuff like
that and the news is not good my brother David did a prayer and he kind of was like a long rambling prayer and so my dad like when he when he got to like a when he got to a l in the prayer my dad's like oh that was beautiful David he was kind of cut it off in the middle because he was not really into like into the religion too much and everyone just kind of laughed you know um because my
dad was like thank you he just put up his hand thank you thank you he like that's that was beautiful if it was I don't think the prayer was over and stuff like that but yeah it was just it was terrible you know and it's like so this is almost the year of the day I think it was March 26 um last year when he announced it and then a couple weeks
later he was gone and um things aren't the same things aren't the same and uh it was uh it's very sad and uh but you know that my dad was also he was 85 years old right and so he had a long life he also had 20 probably 20 years ago he got had diagnosed with prostate cancer they caught it in time
fortunately and he was able to you know have a surgery and and live live a lot many more years but he was I was hoping he'd Liv to you know 100 or more you know and uh it was just it was shocking but he did live a long life and I was I'm very lucky that have had him my in
my life for so long and um but yeah it's terrible but how's everyone doing yeah he was a wonderful father yeah it's like I always say like in a million years in a million reincarnations I don't like you know
yeah carish all the memories yeah but um yeah I can actually I'll show you a picture if you'd like to see a picture of [Music] him you can see how much he loved life just by and he also said on his uh his celebration of life we made they made
these all these billboards with all these pictures on it um and he wrote one of the picture he's like life is good and he was always very like a big lover of life okay so here's his
picture he has a glass of he's holding up his glass of wine right there so I'm just sharing that with you I'll read I'll read his I'll read his obituary okay I'm not going to say his name or his details but it says he says a man of class intelligence and wit
passed away peacefully on April 16th with his beloved wife and soulmate by his side born in the city of Los Angeles he was from Glendale his legacy reverberates through the hearts of all who are fortunate enough to know him a veteran who served in with honor in the Marine Corps during the Korean War he pursued higher education and graduated from UCLA as a successful real estate
entrepreneur his influence extended far beyond his professional achievements he was deeply committed to his community holding a found affection for his residence um and his passion for preserving the area's natural beauty and historical landmarks was evident through his dedicated volunteer work notably contributing to the re Rehabilitation of the iconic Beach Club and gazebo known
as known as Rosser point he was a true Visionary passionate about architecture and design but beyond his professional Pursuits he was a man who knew how to enjoy life he could often be found taking pleasure in a relaxing evening with his constant dinner date his beloved wife sharing Shing stories and laughter nothing brought him more joy than being surrounded by his loved ones he leaves behind his wife of 47 years
with whom he shared a deep and enduring love together they built a beautiful family including seven children 14 grandchildren and three great-grandchildren he found joy and inspiration and the serenity of his home away from home um and spent many wonderful memories have been shared there he lived life on his own terms with no regrets when he reached the end of the road leaving behind a legacy filled with love laughter and enduring
impact while his loss is deeply felt his friends and family are comforted by the knowledge that he lived a life characterized by happiness and accomplishment his absence leaves a void in the lives of those who knew him but his memory will be cherished forever so that was it so it's a beautiful beautiful uh beautiful bituary you know thank you for letting me share that with
you and um you know it's a little personal but you know I'd like to uh thank you thank you thank you yes rest in peace death but yeah also you know I know he like you know if there is reincarnation I believe in life after death and reincarnation but I think so I think um
I think he's probably already reincarnated because he just was so so into love he was yeah he was a great guy thank you great man and you know my family my family too is like a you know wonderful family and you know I'm I'm kind of like you know I'm kind of like you know like my dad was
always um always accepting of me being gay you know and like and so um and he also he also understood like I have like a little bit of a different kind of life and stuff like that so you know he uh he was just accepting it that and really helped but when he picked out this place you know he picked out he looked the backyard for the cast but
also he picked out a location where I could walk everywhere right cuz he probably knew I wouldn't be driving anytime soon and so there he just has it's just the best area like you know and it's uh he really like he really helped me out okay so the only reason I'm here is because of my dad like you
know um he uh he really looked out for me and like wanted me to do well I even have this this pillow right here it's little open but this is it says this is a shirt I used to wear when you hold it know I'm there love Dad and this is one of his shirts you and there's like a little wine stain on it still there's a little wine stain somewhere
on but yeah he loved these kind of shirts it's kind of this is unbuttoned but he always had his like he always had some shirts unbuttoned and stuff like that and uh he just loved he loved watching sunsets and going to like also they said like he had a more active social life with my mom like they they were just going on all the time you know all like they had like my brothers and
sisters were saying they had a more they had a more active social life than uh than any of us right like there just he was just always out and so he lived life to the fullest and you know he had a great life and uh but you know it was too soon yeah thank you Peta yeah I do yeah I give the credit I give the credit to him because it's like
if it wasn't for him I would you know I kind of need to be watched watched out for sometime you know because you know I had my like little wild times and um and but he always looked out for me right thank
you but I'm wearing like I'm wearing I wear these see I wear these Birkin socks these are his Birkin socks you know I wear this is what these are the shoes I wear it has this kind of kind of molded to his feet I have several pairs of his shoes and I have some of his clothes and stuff like that he was a little bit of a bigger guy know it's probably a couple hundred pounds and stuff like that so I'm wearing a belt and stuff like that
because he was a little bigger but you know um and he you know he he um he was very interesting and um I have a and I have a I was raised I was RA raised I was raised well and it's U maybe that's what but I uh I think I turned out
okay no matter no matter what it's like you know it turned out okay but you know I think my mom knows I have a good heart and stuff like that and uh and have a great family so hopefully everyone's doing well today thank you for letting me share some some of that stuff it's been a year now and so it's like kind of like you know just
remembering D but never forgotten right I just say you know I wish I had more um you I wish I saved all the car you know I'm kind of like you know I don't have he us to like great great birthday cards and stuff I wish I had saved all this stuff some like a lot of the stuff has been lost but the memories will will never be never be forgotten
and stuff like that so even those Jeffrey dmer glasses those were I got oh also he loved um True Crime he loved like um history and PBS he loved learning about um Evolution and U you know like just like and we' always and we had when I grew up we had every
Sunday we had like a family night on Sunday where we we'd always have family family nights and stuff like that um but he got with my mom each had two kids um from previous marriages and they're both divorcees and stuff and in the late 70s I think they were traveling around in a mobile home or RV or something like that with all these kids and then they got married um and then they're like my mom's like
let's have one more child you know because they had four kids together right and there let's have one more so they had me and then um then then my my mom always wanted a daughter so they they they it again and uh so I had you know she had a daughter and then my then
they had my last little brother he was and he was a surprise you know um but um they love my little yeah they just they he just loved his kids so much and how's everyone doing hey Samantha how are
you you know he he hated he hated that I smoked he hated smoking like it was always like Never Smoke and then I then I I started smoking when I was like 13 14 years old I would like have people buy me cigarettes and stuff like that from school it was back in back back when I was in school in like middle school high school they really didn't
like card as much as they did now now it's like 21 and over but you know and they they they're very strict about caring but back then it's like you could just kind of like I could buy cigarettes pretty much I was like 13 14 and stuff like that um but he hated that I smoked and uh but everything else he's pretty much fine with
yep yeah I did quit cigarettes but I do smoke these swisser sweets occasionally I smoke weed still um but I smoked weed for 25 years guys I smoked for 25 years um like since I my in college I had a roommate from Chicago and Brendan and stuff like that and he was really into weed and so I I
basically I failed out of my college hello hello Chris I sorry hello Cheryl how are you I'm sorry oh thank you I'm wear my smile thank you that been a nice morning having a good day so far I woke up I just had a weird dream this morning I just remember in the dream I was like I was in somebody's house like that it was like not my house and stuff like that and I remember they were coming home or something and I like left and I kind of was like I thought the cops were
chasing me and I went into this like tattoo place and some guy would had the same tattoo as me he's like look at the tattoo I just got and I was like I have the same exact tattoo it's this one right here and uh oh my dad my dad also he didn't like tattoos and stuff like that but then and my and my family didn't either very much
and then I ended up getting my tattoo on my back and I showed and but he was like he liked it and um and now my mom started getting tattooed my mom has like cherry blossoms or something on her arm on her on her wrist and stuff like that she has tattoos and my little sister got her some tattoos and my my um my sister got a tattoo that said love Dad she had
a like a birthday card and and she had the tattoo artist I put the love Dad I to do a DMT stream soon yeah Armen I can make DMT I can make it um it's not difficult to make it's just like you know it's not expensive terribly expensive I all all you need to do is there's um you have to buy the
root bark and I can tell you how to make it guys if you I'll tell you I'll tell you kind of the process you should watch it there's videos um this guy named um what's his name well there's a guy that it's not on YouTube videos aren't on YouTube but they're like on other websites and it's like how to make DMT and what you do is you buy the root bark the root bark is like 50
bucks it's on sale you can buy and I I buy it powdered it's this brown kind of reddish brown root bark it's called mimosa hostilis and you take that and you mix in um vinegar and you and you mix in like a calcium what's it like a calcium P powder okay um and then you put it on
a you put it in a pie dish right and you put it on a slow cooker you kind of heat it up and you pour on um paint thinner on it and then you basically like you know let it let it um blend in you cook it and you heat it up you know for a while you pour out the um pour out all the paint thinner onto another pie dish
right you you just get out all the liquid out of the out of the bark and then with that you cover it with a plastic wrap and then you put it in the freezer kind of tilted to one side so all the liquid is like on one part of it and then these crystals will start forming right yeah you use paint thinner right and the crystals form in the paint thinner and so then you leave it in the freezer for you know sometimes it takes
a day but the more longer you leave I guess the more crystals you get I was kind of impatient CU I was like I want to get high on this right but um and then you basically will pour out all the paint thinner right and it will just leave the crystals behind right and you let it kind of like evap everything else evaporate and then you scrape up the crystals and you can and you smoke it and so you want to make root beer yeah so I like to I like to figure out how to
make stuff like that like and um also I can you know I told I made kombucha I made homemade kombucha and stuff like that but DMT is pretty intense it's pretty intense but I mean it lasts not very long but there's a way actually if you take a um um MH aoi receptor like you don't know there's
certain things you can take that um that will make it like it's because if you go to like do aasa and stuff which is very similar it's the same thing but basically it's much stronger there's there's something some difference in it where it'll just like it lasts for hours instead of just like you know a few minutes but yeah it's it's very intense it's like I like I used to like to watch music videos and the music videos would like come a lot like everything comes alive and stuff
like that for a few minutes and you you see see crazy [ __ ] and stuff like that it's pretty pretty crazy right how's everyone doing um yeah so I have a video somewhere on how to make it and stuff but yeah it's like it's not hard to make but there's different methods of making it I just like you know if you mess up little in the steps a little bit sometimes it's then it's like it's a waste and stuff
like that so I haven't done it in a while it's too trippy for you yeah I used to love to do um mushrooms and also one time I went to a rave when I was like 18 I did liquid acid I just kept there was are really yeah Ma MAOI inhibitor yeah you you need to use one of those when you take it and it will last like a lot longer
right would you want to have king cobra on my show yes can you uh can you um please please uh please direct him to my show and yeah I I would love that I I mean I don't know who it is necessarily but you know I'm I love uh recommended guests and things like that and I I'll check out his show too and you know and uh you know I I did I did a great
one-on-one interview of fortunately the interview um I was asked to take it down because you know you know you know who but um I did a really good interview and I'm I'm goodna doing one-on-one interviews unfortunately with Jadis yesterday he didn't think I did the best job of interviewing him but uh you know I just try to have a a conversation let me see so king cobra I think I have heard of King Cobra okay let me see if I
can find him on YouTube though let me see if I recognize them okay how's everyone doing today and if anyone has a ask to recommend um you know direct them I'd love to have I'd love to do IRL with scribbles you know if you can if you can uh I know well now I talk to scribbles too yeah okay thank
you yeah I'd love to have a I'd love to do an interview with Alisa too I've asked I did I have asked her and she said we'll do it eventually like um but yeah I called into at Lisa the last couple nights he MDW um what does that mean is that's the that's his name look at this guy oh my I know I can't oh my
God look at this king cobra look at that snake wow pring Cra Crazy um yeah is that is that the name of his channel
MDW I don't know what is M oh most definitely what's up okay cool I'd love to I would love to I I just can someone post his channel too I'll check out his channel um yeah thank you guys too it's like you know I've been able to meet so so many great people um you know through ba and
uh DJ Electra and other people in the chat uh okay king cobra JFS
okay JF s
I see him okay he looks interesting I see him is this
guy it's Josh sers he lost his okay
okay found him I have too many subscriptions I need to take off the subscription one second
um Great Britain new I'll take off this Great Britain news Okay unsubscribe Josh Saunders okay found him okay I'm subscribed uh looks kind of he uses steroids he does Brazilian jiu-jitsu and stuff cool
or I don't know I think that's a different one or I'm not sure how's everyone doing oh yeah thank you Josh thank you uh thank you sweet PE yeah his ex-girlfriend would be interesting interview naked and laughing or queen coper she calls herself let's welcome our
guest uh who is this can we see your can I see you backstage okay oh it's Nick okay what's this what is that
noise what's going on here we're running
is it dancing for me yeah I would love to meet his girlfriend is another side I'm not said it said like L cow I saw like I saw some c a l cow stuff like that and I've been called a l cow too you know it's like
and I think they call Lisa Lisa's been called Lisa's been called a horr c h o r o r cow oh she would that's we're coming to you Psy thank you hey Nick do you have your
you're trying to get 50 subscribers trying I'm trying to show butthole on your freaking backstage to get to 50 oh my god oh my god well I'll help you yeah everyone subscribe to Nick okay um yeah I'm
sure what is going on what is is that what is that what is that map whoa here we go guys yes look at the sexy body right here we go
guys Nick is very sexy oh no necklace fuing yeah nice been nice abs yeah Nick is always sexy Nick always has something interesting going on I think there's a few there's a few there's a
few quotes for the show it's like my show it's like what is Nick doing where's be and where's where's psyche those are like the top three comments in the chat never heard his voice before yeah he's a nice voice it's kind of I don't know I don't know what's happening with the audio but
oh here we go look at that there you go are you on a treadmill oh my god well
[Music] I'm gonna be that's a nice butt yeah I just had to mute him because it's like that I don't know if he's not talking and there's some strange sounds there but um I'll on
mute here we go all noidea what's going on I love that's that's how you go outside
too okay yeah so yeah we'll just uh we can just watch I think he's very great B oh he's going fast oh my God how oh that's really fast you ever seen someone run fast than a treadmill before that is power running my grandma like you know my grandma my grandma used to be on Like Home shopping and stuff like that she
bought a lot of cap De Monte and stuff but one time on the home shopping she bought this treadmill but it's one of these treadmills it was like it was like a non-electric treadmill where it's like it just like it's like basically you just walked on it it would move yeah there he goes That's Nick bronze bird is Nick Johnson he's a very sexy Nick Johnson
Nick's been around um how is he doing that I don't know he's very fast he uh Nick has been around on my show since um since I started um the live stream but I met him actually on Joker's panel he's also known as Erica abadu um he likes to get no no shirt and stuff like that he knows
exactly yeah yeah Nick Johnson exactly and uh I think I've seen him on on be like I met I met um ba on Joker's panel too and so and uh also I met um who else I met clumsy Bean gang or broom broom gang or Bean gang I think both right yeah so I met a lot of interesting
people through Joker and stuff like that and and I I like Joker a lot like you know now Joker and I are like this that channel I recommend to you is super soldier talk the um the host name is James he's live now but check him out when I get a chance stop drooling I know I know I wonder I wonder if Nick is by curious you
know I'm sure sure he has a lot of fans of both sexes right I can't quite see what that projection is but Nick is yeah he was just like he on Joker show he was like just you know um has all these props and costumes and
you know themed and he's he's sexy and he he doesn't mind if I hit on him oh my God stop droing look what he's doing oh my God there we go oh he should have showed his foot oh no oh my gosh he's going to do a handstand this is this is
great that was so it wasn't that fast it was this this this real guys I'm it's like you know it's pretty surreal I think I need I wish I had some weed for this but and he also has these really cool vaporizer you know guys you can like put this weed in a vaporizer kind of thing where it's like it like just like leaves behind like the weed but
like all the THC comes out of it I'm not I was like I'm you can get big hits of it and stuff like that uh what is Joker Channel okay I got Joker's Channel let me see Joker I think it's called it's called Joker TV
um let me see I find it in my find it in my subscriptions let me see Joker Joker Joker I found here's Joker's Channel um yeah I don't like Joker when I first met him like he was like you know he's
like I first met him I thought he was kind of like he got offended when I was like hitting hitting on him and stuff and he's like who's this gay guy psyche but now he like likes me now now he's now he's there's Joker's Channel The Faded Joker oh my gosh I'll put the I'll put the volume on
this is a workout guys this is a like like a workout video what's that oh it's a
cap you're supposed to take this one run with
this yep hey person how are you yeah um yeah and if it wasn't for Joker I might not have met be because um I remember I was on I was like who's this beautiful woman with the sweet voice with the cats and you know I have the cats too and and but um I was in the chat talking and it's like I I never got
her attention in the chat when she was on the panel and stuff like that and then I went to her her Channel and I came on her panel and love it sight right on both both of our parts but yeah um Qui day at work oh my God look at that he's holding a whole punching bag doing that look at this [ __ ] that's great he's a tall skiny but
a great body and like he's good at working out he showing off it's okay don't mind him showing off I'll put
on oh dear lord look at him go well see him he's uh seen like roll around this huge um this huge like tractor tractor tire oh my God tread bare feet got this you got what are those pantaloons you're wearing like P
parachute pants or pantaloons or shorts shorts very very handsome he's also a great skateboard he's a he's multi-talented he also I I think he was dressed as Santa Claus last year here and he went viral just to Santa Claus getting he got arrested for like pretending to fish or something like
that I forgot then he yeld at the cops and he picture the Santa Claus outfit getting arrested can you imagine thank you guys thank you everyone hit the like yeah got Nick on the
panel like swim trunks very sexy though yeah okay it's a day at the beach day at the beach I'll probably stay on for like stay on for another 20 minutes and then you know I got to go get cigars soon and stuff like that um I want to like and
maybe um be back tonight and get some um then I'll some M teas or mangoritas or whatever my favorite drinks are and you know I'll try to have a I'll I'll cook him some salmon and uh how are you guys doing though wonderful talk wonderful I'm hanging out
with you guys in the morning I know I like to take afternoon naps too um I did have that caffeine drink I just almost out of tobacco though I I really don't like smoking out of my pipe oh I still have this left this is kind of iing smoke this I
think oh my God oh my God imagine imagine so funny how heavy is that bad look is
heavy just I'm just hypnotized I'm just hypnotized right now guys everyone doing chat if anyone wants a reading right now um I'll pull a card if you want but um a few cards for you you want to do like the more detailed reading and just like five bucks and and then private reading
yeah I wish I had Nick's ABS too you see my I don't have bad ABS but it's like you know I'm just so skinny I don't have a great chest but I have nice abs
they
okay you're wrestling with the bag yeah yeah I know I don't compare to Nick I just like my abs look kind of sad next to Nick but I'm very tall skinny guys guys I'm 6'3 and like 150 lbs so I'm very tall and skinny
Alisa Alisa says that like she's like she said she's 5'7 Or 5'8 I think she's like six foot tall she's so tall she's like a giant compared to other people on the show sometimes and she always I think I don't know if she'll I think she'll be on today probably um probably usually comes on about 1
1:30 he live stream are you also under the beas foot soldier account um oh yeah beat live stream yeah read oh that's not him okay you have a Reddit for BET um's live stream
advertisement oh my God you're wrestling with would you ever wrestle with me Nick [Music] for well I was I remember I tried to do this thing where I was doing push-ups and stuff like that I also have I also have this um this U pull-up bar and
stuff like that I'm just kind of I've been lazy lately with like exercising but um that'd be great if I could get ripped and stuff like that but I'm I'm too afraid to take steroids because I'm afraid my nuts would up and I lose my hair so I'm too afraid to do steroids I could you know I don't want to lose my hair is like you know I'm not gonna ra I think I'd rather have like the uh the nice hair
then um and like the great body but yeah that'd be terrible if my ball shriveled up and I like um I lost my hair if I did steroids you know so I'm afraid to do them oh my God what's going
on back on the on the ChatterBait thing I was doing I Nick you know a chatter bit Nick actually stopped by the chatter but I wasn't I wasn't naked I was just streaming there but um um I I was smoking my pipe on the um on the camera this this and it says like
then then I I got timed out but I got like I they took the stream down and then I got a message saying mod is timing me out for for doing drugs on the camera or something like that this is just tobacco Rosemary yeah so yeah you lose your hair it's from stress which causes you stress so it's a circle use rosemary
oil yeah um I don't know why I have such you know see I have this like hairline right there you can see it like look like little horns right yeah but it's just like you know you can see how like long my arms are like look it's impossible to gain any weight like how long look how
long and it's not even my arms are just like see skinny I'm just like got my arms go up they're very very long oh thank you thank you I appreciate that be his live stream yeah I'm gonna look at my let me look at my stats right now um because I I think there's interesting stuff in the stats let's
see stats um I need to go to YouTube Studio I'll tell you where people are from that visit the show kind of interesting some of the stats are interesting let me see rub the oil in your hair it really helps give it time also I would say for um I heard um for I don't know it's a wi tail or
something like that or W something but to prevent gray hair um if you eat a lot of beet juice or stuff like that appar if you do the modao drops your regrows hair but if you stop using the new hair will imediately fall out here we go look at this look at that oh my God I like
this let me see my St Okay you Okay Channel okay YouTube Studio so I'll look my stats let's see oh oh gosh guys guys guys I have important
announcement guys guys I have an important announcement one
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go Psy go congrat your [ __ ] like thank you guys thank you so much
we we I did it guys thank you guys so much man be on here all day working talking go
sight wow guys I don't know what to say I'm shocked I I thought it would be like I thought it would be you know take longer I thought it because I thought it would take month I didn't know it would be so fast thank you guys guys is is there a Super Chat button now let me see I'm not sure it says now I can monetize my videos shorts and live streams and I get support VI
chat or email okay awesome guys thank you what does that mean yes guys thank you and so yeah guys
wow guys I'm I'm speechless I'm so excited oh my God I didn't know be I didn't know it would happen this fast wow enable Super Chat yeah I'm gonna have to to go in my settings Super Chat um yeah if you guys can help if you guys can let me know how to I'll have to I'll
figure it out I'll figure it out but yeah that is so exciting guys I'm really really thank you wow guys yeah yeah now I can St yeah now I can take that
yeah wow guys so you like me you really like me yes guys
okay a it
St does anybody know does anybody know how to do it it's party tonight guys it's gonna be a big party tonight guys I'm so excited thank you guys so much for your support I could not have done this without you you guys thank you so much I'm really excited I'm really excited
um honor thank you all is
going I don't I don't want to I don't want to take off my screen I take a picture of it I'm now you now guys I'm officially a YouTube Partner okay uh yeah desktop I guess yeah I think I can do it through
um the desktop or I could probably use do it on my desktop version of a YouTube studio just guessing
Okay thank you guys you want to come up and come up to panel and talk because I'm I'm in the mood okay I guess I will shortly I mean I'll stay on until till 11: a.m then I will go look I look into into that and stuff like
that I'll make a banner real quick
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little celebration Banner was drugs is what they used to say was didn't know which way I was G new Banner guys song
CH thank you guys so much I'll do a new brand color let see this is a congratulatory Bowl thank you well it's kind of Ashes but fix the color
new color hey Grand you want hit this dirty [ __ ] we go oh guys that's a thrill that is a thrill that is exciting news thank you
guys for your support again um y yeah thank you yeah all right I can't I can't text her because um yeah you can't text her because I'm using my phone yes thank you sassy okay hold
on okay guys guys I'm gonna end real quick I'm just gonna I'm gonna talk to VI and stuff and I'm gonna end real quick and I'll I'll try to be right back okay let me see maybe I can do it without that let's
go okay so I can start my say super chat um get started okay
okay guys super chats super stickers super thanks are now on did they come [Music]
on maybe maybe um you come back in I don't know think might be enabled now thank you guys I just appreciate it thank you so much so exciting I'm I'm going to check out my also guys I'm going to start I'm going to start membership program too I just going have to figure that out a
little bit but uh I'm on my way guys let me see my channel
live let me see save to watch ler okay okay I see it on mine I see it on
mine you see there's little this should be like a little dollar little dollar sign next to it you can
see it's on now you see it yes guys this is so awesome and yeah everything's appreciated yeah now for the now for readings um you know can um can send Super Chat and you know everything's so appreciated guys I do appreciate you very much I love I love doing YouTube I love I love this platform and I um I'm really
excited thank you guys so
much exciting guys
exciting a [Music] goal thank you guys so much now yeah now because the cash app was not working anymore and so now um I think it's best I think it's best to
focus on the super and Stu like that yeah there we go so excited guys yes yes yes I my my title of my show one second or change the title of today's
stream I I can't edit it right now but 30 diamond diamond you see read the banner
you don't see yeah yeah you might have to leave and come back I don't know because uh yeah another way to refresh hey what's up lordy Diamond you see the [Music] banner I'm very excited guys how awesome that was really really faster than I thought cuz it's like guys cuz I was like looking yesterday and it wasn't
even on step three it was like in step three is like um the approval process I was approved really fast you don't see the banner you don't see the banner there Banner on the bottom the screen does every everyone see it you see it now
yep awesome guys I'm so excited oh Oliver thank you I love you too buddy thank you for my first Super Chat guys wow guys I love you thank you so
much I love you too buddy [ __ ] this is freaking exciting as hell y thank you so
much awesome Three diamond [Music] com second you can see it now
yeah I'm so excited guys yeah so my I'm officially officially monetized this is my official this my this is my this is my official job now officially working for YouTube okay or official partner with YouTube right I'm partner so together thank you nobody thank you so
much and it's great can't wait for I can't wait for be to see I know she's gonna be thrilled and um everybody thank you so much
yes it's a perfect day guys I woke up today and I was just like you I just had a had a good feeling to is that all who is [Music] that okay oh
it's thank you you guys Yum Yum Yum Yum Yow Yow Yow Yow Yow Yow Yow Yow Yow Yow Yow oh it's Steve Jobs
[Music] okay I just knew it would be a great day though guys like guys I can't believe it I can't believe it guys I'm so excited thank you guys for everything too it's like could not have done it without you guys
so you're we're all in this how are you doing really I'm really shocked how how um how fast it happened you know so I think I'm doing something right here you know because um that's really really fast instead instead it would take up to
a month you know and it was just been a few days you know and it's like I Patiently I think uh wow guys wow wow wow wow wow amazing amazing thank
you and have to figure out figure out a membership and stuff like that for my membership I'm just thinking you know you I'll probably cool emojis and um I'll be able to um to do really cool things so thank you guys
yeah thank you oh yeah thank you you know thank you I just appreciate you guys so much thank you thank you thank you thank you
you know ni you can come up and say hi to Nick um he's very cute you see look at the stud I think you know flirty Diamond Nick you know flirty Diamond take anywhere oh
man he doesn't want to say hi he doesn't I I don't know I think he's just distracted I don't know what we're seeing Nick Nick Nick Nick what what what can you say hi to flry Diamond oh FL
Diamond yes Gish I made it I made it I'm so excited I can't see myself what is that George L gave it to oh it sounds kind of inappropriate when I say like
that thank you dude that last [ __ ] bag pick up with my foot [ __ ] killed and got pulled something oh little [ __ ] all right here we go feel like waiting I feel like waiting for VA to get [Music]
here oh I'm sweating out every [ __ ] pore [ __ ] let's try not to get that electrical shot hey FL Diamond says she's just looking at your abs while she's doing her makeup oh
oh that was so sweet maybe she could just uh send some of that love directly to me in the Via cash app what up my gay people my people my people my people it's your boy big ELO how you doing
sir good you heard that exciting news ELO oh no not really it's just Friday man look at my look at my look at the banner you said what look at the banner on the screen the bottom of the screen oh it says I'm just
look it says it says I'm just looking no what are you trying to say that flirty is here I don't give a damn's aanan ban see the ban I am now oh YouTu oh wow congratulations golly okay okay okay I thought you talking about flirty
you know what I'm saying I'm like what Banner you know I got you I got you [ __ ] damn that's what's up I didn't notice either I didn't even notice yeah so did you or you gotta wait you gotta wait right no it's I'm approved the super chats are going the super chats are ready
[Music] okay I I got yeah I didn't even notice man I know you I know you've been waiting on it you know yeah but it happened really that background noise is that you boy number two boy turn your volume down
[ __ ] I muted him I can't hear psych man you know he just got you know promoted you know to YouTube Partner you know God Dam that's good though man now you can do your your your your Terra card R you know more you know often you know people could join
memberships did you set that up already or you just set up the uh I set up the super chats because I just it just happened and so uh and uh so I was able to enable the super chats I will I I will figure out the membership like probably today and I'll try to I make it a special membership and stuff like that and just like I just love you guys so much like this is a thrill because it's
like I now if find it's like I I I thought like you know if I stick to this YouTube you know I just focus on one platform like YouTube I Love YouTube platform I love the it's like you know this the biggest platform in the world basically and it's like um so it's really really awesome oh my gosh crazy I know I know you've been
waiting on it you know so congrats man just you gotta protect it you know when you got people up here I lost mine I can get it back now March 18th I don't know what date it is yeah ail but but you gota yeah you gotta be careful because uh you know a lot of us been losing it you know
so well yeah I'm gonna be very I'm gonna be careful I do have a I do have a backup account and stuff guys um um which I might be moving some content some of the content to the show of the show into more of the the backup some of the but you know I think I think I'm doing okay like it it looks like you know I know that YouTube will like you know they they look at my show and stuff
like that I think they're liking the numbers and stuff like that and uh and because it was a really fast approval process I mean it's like I've been I'm just so happy it's like it's yeah that good good thank you where bet bet where you
at I see be I can't wait to tell her like I just cannot wait um I got got to talk to Bea cuz I I you know I don't really watch Empress but I went over there and she was talking about be I'm like damn girl it's been about a month and you still talking about beer man yeah I know yeah I know and it's
like that's I I I I went to empress's channel like a few nights ago and everything okay you're on some music okay thank you thank you Tracy yes thank you so much Tracy y'all want to go ahead and then donate it's the bottom right hand corner it's a dollar
sign everything is through YouTube you know everything is through YouTube so your information cannot get out there you know everything's through YouTube you want to donate to you know sites donate to this guy here you know he been working hard he been hustling you know put the gayness beside you know put put
the Gess aside you know what I'm saying y thank you and and ELO sorry if I like ever came on too strong yeah yeah Tommy was Tommy ain't appreciate that you know Tommy has some words for you you know Tommy James my nickel he's mad at me he has some words CA uh cause uh come on
now that it's getting a little gay it's like me asking my girl you mad at me man I'm I'm good I'm good psyche you good man okay okay yeah yeah just don't be doing that gay [ __ ] man I know you get a little tipsy you get a little bit of them wine coolers you and you start to talk in that gay [ __ ] you know what I'm saying got to calm down maybe maybe if
Nick is this Nick here maybe if Nick was up here you'd be you know me you could give him all the attention you know just like you did Jay dog you know you know yeah you know there's a couple people there's a couple people out there that don't appreciate that you know don't appreciate you coming strong to a straight man you know what I mean you
got you know it's I I was uh if you know about the beef sector right and so there's a guy in the beef sector named SSI and like when I first started doing panels like I was like I was like oh you're cute whatever and it's like and then he would like kind of flirt back but it's like and then he um he give your real name correct yeah
okay okay maybe I mean maybe I don't know man maybe you go hit a bar or something you know I mean just you know you ain't G to find love on the internet you know that right yeah but it's like it's kind of like got go out I don't have that many places to go because you know the city's kind of conservative in a way you know and it's
like um there's not a gay bar around this there's there's all there is is a sports bar and stuff like that um near nearby and Stu like that and I just don't know anybody around here and and also like you know I had problems with people some people some friends in my real life and stuff like that it's and so but uh so this is is my social life basically yeah so no yeah no INF no info
is going through YouTube so I'm going to be changing up um my description of my channel and stuff like that I'm going to take out take down those other payment links I'm going to be focusing on um on the on the YouTube uh on the YouTube chats let me see I'm taking this down edit this description uh edit just know you gonna have a lot of haters out there you know so you got to
be careful you know you going to have some haters out there you I'm like what he got he got a YouTube Partner you know got to be careful yeah well I hope you know I hope that most people are happy for me you know I know not everyone will be right but it's like yeah I just fix my I just fix my uh my description okay
um yeah it is really thrilling guys yeah and so yeah know and but it's also I've given my name before and stuff like that it's like you know I I don't have you know I don't have a you know is is this [ __ ] putting baby oil on himself I'm about to get the hell up out of here what the hell you doing over there man
you baby oil you Diddy in yourself didy Bo what the [ __ ] come on man what the [ __ ] this [ __ ] putting baby oil on himself getting ready for the show man what is that e i it's some type of liquid that's what I'm saying
yeah I really bet I do think it's better for the algorithm if I do just if I promote the super chats and stuff like that because you know YouTube does get a cut but it's also easier to use the super chats and uh yeah it's Chrisco he's putting some Crisco on okay wow look at that it's coconut
oil okay coconut oil why is it in bag like that like actual coconut actual coconuts my God spicy guys Elo Elo oh yeah guys when I when I hit on people
you know it's like I see how they'll react and like you know I don't hear you because it this [ __ ] sound or is it me man check my setting I muted him hello might have been my setting I don't know n no it's him it's definitely yeah get that sound fixed man
put some headphones on or something who that Nick right yeah that's Nick damn you steady worried about putting baby oil on put some [ __ ] headphones on he's getting ready for the party right it's a [ __ ] headphones
you're right you're right oh [ __ ] this guy sticking
out yeah I got yeah it ain't much going on right now you know Tommy James went live earlier you know he said his his two cents about what you got going on over here you know if you watching honestly I think you should uh have a oneon-one with psyche man we got to resolve this
issue Tommy pan over Tommy what I do to Tommy I thought Tommy and I were cool what did I do to Tommy because I hit on him he don't like the the you know the fact you be coming on strong the straight men you know you and then you got Diamond over here pretending to be a woman and you know
that's a problem to Tommy Tommy don't like that man Tommy man Diamond has been absolutely open about about everything you know Diamond never diamond is Diamond is u i saw she posted on my Discord or it's uh she posted her chatter bait and she's under the trans
and so it's not yeah when was this um it's on my Discord I saw this morning oh so finally flirty you want to come out the [ __ ] closet after this last two weeks huh you had my [ __ ] BG fooled you had my my
haga I don't mean to call I'm trying to call her out but she put she shared it and said it said um on okay finally you know you got to come out the CL but then the fact that you sit here lying after all this evidence came out you know you should have been uppr you know that you was a [ __ ] man you know ELO you know I have to say
ELO though it's like maybe I didn't notice like the first day I met her but then um like on saman's panel like he was playing I think be's panel and stuff like that yeah KK KK did the expose I know yeah that's what yeah she um she posted she posted on my Discord she posted a bunch of stuff um today but
does say did say trans you know so I don't think it's a secret um she also has yeah he doing too much bro turn your camera off man nobody want to see that [ __ ] dog realy but you never know who's straight or not and stuff like that so if like if someone tells me I'm a straight guy and stuff like that but I do have like a you know I know I know I know it's kind of but it's also
kind of like a joke cuz half these people I don't even know I don't even know what they look like like stuff it's like I just hear the voice like I've never seen ELO like what what is ELO's picture let me check hold on this all I know about ELO I just know he has a nice voice but look what is this that's my OG pick right there when it's a mask man don't you see my my
many of my profile pcks that got the mask on completely I have no idea what you look like so how can I even hit on you if I don't even know you look like I just you know see what I'm saying CU I'm not gay so I'm not worried about you [ __ ] hitting on okay you talking about yeah calm down go get some [ __ ] dick man
go go outside in the real world and I know they got you know dating sites that you know instead is chatterbay for gay men I mean you know go out on the gay sites try the gay sites I was I did I was on I was on grinder and it was a disaster and someone I had a black iy come try to
trap out my house and stuff like that and so I I'm off of that
website oh gosh guys okay it's 1111 guys make a wish and uh I'm just gonna finish up my I a little am I out of tobacco okay so I'm out of tobacco um you know I'm going to wrap it up a little oh you're refering to Tommy's comments oh yeah so you know but Tom yeah Tommy you
know it's like you know do I know even know what Tommy looks like but Tommy it's no offense and it's kind of jokes it's kind of like you know it's kind of like my I have a little stick you know it's like a stick to like you know to like play with play with people's boundaries and stuff like that by joking but you know what's funny is like it's okay for like straight guys to like joke about that with each other and say oh
[ __ ] and and you know you know and or mess around like that and it's like but when a gay guy does it it's now it's all of a sudden you know oh my God you know right the gay guys or straight guys can joke about it all day long you know it's like why that's kind of discrimination you be you o you o be doing too much man you need to rewatch
your lives maybe you you be too drunk to remember what's going on but you be o with it you know you gotta try to you got enough gay men around like Nick to say something to him you know what I'm saying I don't think ni you go you go you go straight oh Nick ain't gay I thought he was gay way he be acting like I don't know
I thought ni was gay but I'm just saying like that's why Tommy's like I never I think he said he never come on your panel because he ain't got time for a gay man to be hitting on him he's straight you know that seems like homophobia because has he come on my panel before and if he has I think so yeah I think he's come on your Chanel yeah I was respectful to him I don't
think I even hit on him I don't even think he's my type is he white I doubt it I think you hit on I think I think you hit on every person that's come on your team is he black or is he white he's white redhead I'm not I'm not into I'm not into redheads I'm not really into white guy except for like scribbles and stuff like that I think scribbles is cute and a few other you know [ __ ] cute and
stuff like that um I'm I'm into Mexican guys he's white and ginger okay well that's not really my type I mean I just said earlier today my type is not Ginger but also like some straight guys are flattered by it and like I just want to see how people react so like someone says and I like some and sometimes you know with you it's like you're like no but it's like your your reactions are
funny and stuff like that it's like you know and it's like but I I try not to hit on people that don't that really don't like it that are really offended I think but some people most people are like are like uh this you know it's like a joke and stuff like that I don't mean any offense and I'm sorry if I offend I'm sure I've scared people away and stuff but also there's people that just don't like that I'm gay
and stuff like that I I know I know I know I'm I am very descriptive I know I know I know and guys when I get when I get drunk you know this is my social life wasn't wasn't sweet pee I thought you was beefing with Sweet Pea or was that somebody else not me I'm not beefing with anybody it's like you know some people are mad at me and stuff but I'm I
try not to fight with anybody I you know you read you read a message and I thought it was from I thought it was from remember you read a message somebody wrote you last night or something like that oh that's pie oh Pi not P okay one okay I got it I got it yo did did you uh read that what is that a donation
or um did you read did you read the Oliver donation $499 yes I did Oliver says congratulations buddy meow meow meow meow meow yeah thank [Music] you I think it's right here I can I can start um yeah it's like I think it started on the I think oh yeah my my uh
my streamyard will automatically star them let me let me go back and I'll post my my great thank you for my first Super Chat amazing guys amazing amazing amazing now for now for um for readings and stuff like that um you know it's like I'll do for the $5 I'll do like a nice nice readings for everyone um but
I'll also do free readings you know I'll do free short short free readings you can't you got to set up your money your bank account and all that you got to set that up it takes a while so you got to do that ASAP got to go into in there and do the AdSense and all that yeah I think I said I I think they send checks I think they send you checks and stuff
like that not I got I've gotten paid out it was through the bank okay so just double check but and then and then um you have to you don't get paid you got to get a 100 bucks before they send you out send that money out like every $100 okay did you know that or no I mean it's like I knew that it's going to it's going to you know it's probably going to
take you know probably GNA be I think uh you know there's I know that there's cashing out but uh I think I'll I think I'll get there I think I'll get there I just don't know I think I just know some people get AdSense checks and everything okay yeah well I appreciate I appreciate everything hold I'm gon I'm trying to scroll back up let me see I still see
that comment hold on hello everyone thank you thank you thank you thank you um yeah I'll try and guys yeah I'll have to be I'll have to be a little bit strict stricter in the panels and stuff like that um you know because it's like and
like I do I mean I have B people and it's like um like you know MC Nemesis and you know of course um Noel I think those are the those are the ban people right now it's just like they've constantly and also also I don't like you know H I know he he bombed me he bombed ba and
stuff like that it's like that's not cool um but here there's the Oliver there we go thank you Oliver for your Super Chat thank you so much yeah I heard I heard Q45 got pressed by a couple Hispanics man like I don't know if he uh privated that live I mean he hasn't been privating in his last live so I don't see why he would private that
one you know unless he really got pressed by some [ __ ] Mexicans you know whatever Tommy is okay yeah well I say maybe maybe somebody called it maybe somebody called it I don't know but uh yeah man you gotta watch what people talk about you gotta watch some words I can tell I can give you a couple words the the Fe you know the one
I think you just said it too you got to calm down I think you definitely said it like 20 minutes ago so you can't say that word you can't say a lot of words that typically cuz I I be going hard up here you know I'm saying like maggot you know yeah uh all types of them words you gotta watch them words you gotta you gota be listening you know okay you know what
I'm saying dmer pay attention you listening yes two12 yep yep but uh if you I mean I'd hate to say this [ __ ] but somehow KK keeps her [ __ ] man KK been running along with her [ __ ] so I don't know if I don't think you cool with her though but I was
gonna say ass KK I'd hate to say that [ __ ] but it is what it is I am cool I'm cool with the KK other people that but yeah I think KK yeah somehow KK is able to keep I think K you know KK tried to make herself really likable so people don't really be flagging her you know that's that's the
thing you know she she TR come off as likable so yeah and I'm gonna you know it's like I'm gonna have to you know mind my p's and q's and you know and you know I'm going to I'm going to take your take people's advice and you know I know some people have been just like you know lot longer and stuff I and I trust you know I think I have some good friends I'm gonna you know I'm gonna stop the feuding with with other channels and stuff like that
I don't really try to Feud with other channels but some people take it the wrong way and stuff like that um but I really you know I I just hope you know I just like you know oh you know it's like it's sad like there's some people that hate me and stuff like that and there homophobia and stuff like that or I don't know I don't know but I'm gonna I think I'm gonna okay what's up Michael did you see did you hear the news Michael did you hear
the is Is It Michael micheel over there playing both sides you know what I'm saying he playing both sides you I know I know I know you like this guy but you know he be playing both sides you gota be careful man he be over there with Janet you know he might be one of our spies you gota be careful right well I have little birds tell me
stuff and stuff like that but uh you know I I try to be cool with everybody I'm not mad at anybody you know I'm not I'm like I actually apologize and stuff like that know I have like you know shared some some messages and stuff that you know that people have uh sent me and stuff like that were just because it's there were shocking messages and stuff like that and and it's like they give me the wrong way and stuff like that so
it's like it's kind of like I'm sh my side of stuff and like he comes up here and he doesn't say a [ __ ] thing for the most part like to me that's a spa you just out here the spa you know you come up on a you really don't say understandable if you don't say nothing here and there but he quiet the
whole time like that's some weirdo [ __ ] I know tripping chat or is am I delusional or some [ __ ] I don't know man I be doing that sometimes but it's because other people be talking like a [ __ ] so I just stay quiet you know I because I tend to [ __ ] interrupt quick you know so I'm like let me just let these [ __ ] talk but
yeah just be careful you know he be he be he be lurking man yeah well I know there's there's a lot of people that are just like they work in the chat like because they'll they'll like they'll they'll they will tell me like later like you know that they just don't say anything they're just quiet in the chat and it's like yeah I don't know what's quite going on with some people they here it's like it's not really like spying because it's not like it's not
like this is private and they're like but it's like you know this is like a you know public and so everything said here is public and stuff like that so y see that chat see that Sassy I'm telling first thing you see that yeah it's crazy because you got
more subs than me you know so you've been in the game for longer than I have I'm assuming I mean I'm at where am I at I'm at almost 1200 you know so but you I think you at like what 15 16 14 18400 or 1,840 or something 1,840 yeah
but I've been at this since um since I think I started this channel like last probably probably like a year ago I mean I just like and then I put content up like probably like eight months ago then I started doing live streams probably six months ago and then I've been doing panels for a couple months and since I started doing the panels it really has
taken off I hear once I've heard from other people once they were monetized um things um I joined May 14th 2024 okay so um about you know like about 10 months ago and so um um yeah but I hear from other people like once they got monetized they um
they the things really took off and so maybe things will take off even more so uh yeah but I'm I'm very happy with the you know especially like I've seen people with like 50,000 subscribers that have had less people in their chats than I than I do you know and so it's like I really have a good quality of of um of subscribers and stuff like that also I
know a lot of people from other places and other panels and stuff like that and uh like a lot and also a lot of very loyal people that are here that are here a lot supporting me and so I just want to like like I'm saying I want to say thank you thank you guys um for your support and I yeah I'm GNA be I'm GNA be you know now I'm going to take things a little bit more seriously now I know
I've been like you know have be kind of like kind of like a free and know free with what I've been saying and stuff like that free with the panels but I'm going to try to keep it more professional and you know I'm taking this very seriously um and uh I just want to say thank you guys so much for your support
and my channel and um just cheering me on and participating in the chats and um and being on my panels and stuff like that thank you every everybody okay and I'm I'm I'm you know bygones be bygones with those other people I won't even not not even bring their bring their um their names up 320 subscribers in the
last month yeah so thank you sweet PE yep so it's growing really fast you know I mean that's I think uh you know I'm a capital another thing that helped if people share the live you know if people share the live you know that that helps hit the like button you know yeah you gota you gotta promote that hitting the like button I used to promote my [ __ ]
all the time and I always always had like 60 70 80 likes you know I was promoted like every 15 minutes you know that pushes out the content where you get more people you know and I notice you don't like joining other people panels like that you know you do but it's like beat and that's it you know yeah you got you got you gotta you gota you know spr your wings you know promote
yourself you know promote your channel promote your that's how well that's when I started out like that's why like a lot a lot of my subscribers come from like when I go on other panels especially because I like I do like readings and stuff like that and so some people are interested in Tarot I also like I like I also have a service I can provide which I really like like that's why I love Tarot too it's like it's also great for
YouTube like you know because it's very Visual and stuff like that um but I do have you know I'm not just like you know asking for donations you know I'll be I'll be happy to do readings and stuff like that and I'm a you know I'm also you know like I said on Etsy I've done like 1,00 readings like so I've done thousands of readings like you know like really thousands of readings and I I've
got feedback my my Etsy store if you check it out you can see my the feedback and it's like very very very like everything is mostly five stars I think it's like 4.8 um out of five um star ratings and so I'm a very high uh very high um satisfaction rate I've had many return customers and I'm you know I've
been doing teror since I was eight um and you know you know I think I'm gotten a lot of experience and I think I'm pretty good I think I'm pretty good I think uh and I like I think I have a good style I I have a very optimistic um way of looking at I'm not it's not not like fortune telling it's more like you know here's things to think about here's the current energies and stuff like that so I I not everyone's in the tarot but
that's why also it's like you know tarot's part of the show but also you know have the cats and I have the open panels and I have like I think a really diverse audience like really diverse you know um like from because I because I you know I start I started in the beef sector doing panels okay and so those were tough and I kind of got banned I kind of got myself in a little
trouble sometimes on a few of those channels right and so um yeah and uh so I I I started in the toughest panels like those beef sectors see you soon see you soon thank you uh thank you sweet PE and I hope you have a wonderful day too I started in tough panels and so and also I started in
tough chats I'm modding for like you know Benny and other people um um who have very like a lot of trolls in our chat I've learned I learned a lot right and so um I'm really I really have had and also you know I just but I'm like a Capricorn so Capricorns we climbed that mountain I I knew I was like if I start when I start the channel it's gonna be successful because I'm gonna keep going I'm gonna just put put in work put in
work people said oh you need to stream more you need to um you know stream every day I I think I I I've streamed every day this year except for one day I took one Monday off I didn't stream but every other day I have um I have been um streaming and then I'm now I'm doing really long streams too but you know I'm so I'm so uh thrilled that the like my numbers are good and you know a lot of
people doubted me and like a lot of people were saying oh your show is this your show is that your show is toxic you know I I've been running the show like I want to I I always wanted a show kind of like with a kind of variety of Howard Stern where we have interesting um people and we have like a little bit of uh there's a little bit of drama and uh yeah the watch time because my watch
time is like I think I was like at the start of this year I had like a thousand hours total watch time and I was like well you know this rid I'll probably maybe an April have 3,000 hours I have almost I have like um over I have like almost 9,000 hours now and so and it's like also people are watching for a lot longer I think is like average like 20 minutes um people and I remember it used
to be like average of five minutes and stuff like that so it's like you know people are watching people are participating um I will also I think it's a good good idea just to for me to be promoting the super chats and stuff like that um with all how the alternative methods of payment and stuff like that but you know the the the cash app has just been like not not like not working and stuff it's very frustrating and stuff like that it's for me and
other people and stuff like that and also um so and I know YouTube does take a nice cut of cut of the super chats a little cut but it's like you know I think that it helps the uh the algorithm if I continue to promote super chats and I and uh and they'll yeah will affect the watch time yeah well yeah but now my watch time is like now I mean I I I had the um I got the hours for the because
basically the watch time is like just for the for the um for the hours and I do I I don't try to to private something unless either I'm like I said something stupid or it's like U um or you know it got the porn bombed or like you know something like that so I that's why that's why sometimes I will private
stuff but you know thank you guys for your advice and your support and your it's really really um really humbling and really exciting and I'm I'm So yeah thank you mojojo yeah so yeah I hope uh I'm going to be looking into the membership and stuff like that and then
um also you know I don't know if the ads will there might might start to be few ads and stuff I did I did uh I forgot when I for I did this but I actually I uh subscribed to YouTube premium I don't even know I didn't remember doing it but it's like I I got a message oh welcome to YouTube premium so I don't know um I don't remember subscribing to
YouTube premium but all of a sudden today it said YouTube premium I'm not sure if that's a if that's a perk or something or I actually I actually purchased it thank you Nick I think Nick is Frozen let me just talk to Big ELO yeah get him up out of here man at least yeah get him up out of here man no good man where be at can you get in contact with
be what the [ __ ] she doing I haven't se I saw me I seen her this morning she was in here this morning no she was in your chat wasn't she in your chat earlier I of SW i' seen her talking on people in chat he was in chat earlier but then and then I just but then I like while I was on this show right now I I like went to my you went to my YouTube
studio and um and then it said you're now a YouTube partner and stuff like that so yeah I'll figure it I'll figure it out guys and you know it's like and also you know if you don't want to do the Super Chat thing you know you can still Al maybe alternate way up and stuff like that but I think uh it's could be best to best to you know just promote the uh
you know things through YouTube now you know it's like I'm going to support this platform it's been been good to me it's uh things are going well um yeah I'm just excited excited and so he started to get that Shoney huh you want that money don't you for that money you been waiting for them dollars I want to be doing this uh you know this
is basically I've been doing it fulltime I've been doing I've been working you know do more hours a day on this than I have doing any any job but you know the difference is you know this morning I was doing in my underwear you know I can do it I can do it you know be drinking and stuff like that and so pretty exciting [ __ ] though very exciting I'm like
uh I'm doing good guys I'm good yes I'll still have you don't if you don't want to do the payment through the through the um through YouTube though super chats I'll still have my uh I still have my you know my cash up and cash been annoying me now it's like saying oh be I don't I don't know I was able to get one of my or one of my uh my cash
offs yesterday butt getting cancelled the last second so I think it'll be better I'm excited guys guys things are happening fast things are things are really working out um and just really really really stoked and thank you guys for your support again and uh yeah and
I'm just kind of on cloud night I'm really really happy I'm GNA probably like let be know let my Discord know um or else figure out I just uh but you know you're here you know I really appreciate you being here I appreciate any super chats I'll do do readings readings for you you know and uh I'm
going to figure out the membership I got some to figure out I'm going to wrap defitely I'm definitely looking for be to donate you know I'm definitely looking for be to donate you know we got to test her her loyalty you understand what I'm saying to you py be be is very loyal be is yeah be is
awesome I don't know be been acting funny lately man he might be talking behind your back I'm G be honest with you I I don't think so I really don't think so like and she said look look look she like psyche that gay guy he he just annoys me he's he got a tattoo and then it brought me so much pain and I should have been the first one with that
tattoo you know that's what she said man I'm like that did she you know you know need to cut that I don't believe you but I she loves my tattoo she she shared it and stuff like that and that was that was for her I watch that girl man that girl she move funny sometimes you know what I'm saying I'm joking with
you beo pop up out of nowhere saying he lying he lyy I would never I try to get beat up out well that's why I I know but I know sometimes people will like um well not I
know I know I trust her completely but uh like people will like try to say oh this person like remember there a whole thing oh she's trying to take over your show Jan's trying to take over your show and stuff like that and it's like no they they're just huge supporters and they've helped me so much and uh so I love you people yeah I yeah but who was who was taking over your show though was
it well they said be was doing that I thought it was Janet I never recall be taking over anything yeah I don't remember that either or maybe I wasn't watching or something maybe she was different back people were saying they're saying that both but and but it's like they're saying that both but it was like I feel like it was like to to cause conflict or to like make me like doubt them or something like that
like some people are like kind of haters of like people that are have strong friendships and stuff and so and I know we all have our share of haters and stuff like that yeah yeah the the Janet chapter that was you know it was a you know she she but she did she did teach me some things and stuff like that and it's like I don't I don't think she's a bad person but it's like she has her own style and I was like you know it was
always going to be a temporary with like with you know but you know so like I I agree with the be philosophy of like you know be doesn't really um hide people on her Channel she like doesn't um really delete comments and you know and and I know she was very hurt people were thinking that she was like she doesn't guys she doesn't delete any comments in my chat unless because I
just have a few like few rules about no doxing and stuff like that or and one time I've asked her to take take down an like someone said this all are being bombed in the comments with the nword before and I said and I asked my mods to delete and so that's one like so she's she's not hiding anybody you know guys and if you're not if you're not a mod you don't see exactly what's happening and stuff like that I see I see everything okay or or um or you know
people will tell me if I have Rogue mods and stuff like that um how's everyone doing it's just an exciting day guys it's celebration today I cannot wait um I cannot wait for uh for tonight we're going to have a fun uh fun fun party it just like so cool and I love being I love the the clips people
have done also I do allow the the the restreaming of my show on other channels and stuff like that you know like with you know Joker I'll never I don't I'm not gonna ever mess with anybody over like sharing my content or me something so right um yeah I don't receive government assistance I don't I don't receive any government assistance and so um I do not I need to worry about that you know
that's one of the benefits of not having government assistance is I have to worry about um that kind of stuff um so but thank you for that advice yeah I know that yeah say it with me thank you for the advice you know so um yeah I know that's uh I like I like to be very
honestar Oliver need to assist with these nuts anytime Oliver anytime I'll be happy to help you out yeah guys I don't know oh I'll be backy I'll be back you hear me all right congrats man congrats again yeah thank you ELO you have a great day I'll see
you soon yeah guys so I'm gonna go maybe go grab um go oh she'll be upset I know okay I'll I'll leave you but you just you just said it yeah I'm gonna go maybe grab a cigar maybe like you know um and
then no say it with me that is just um people speculate you know because I do not I do not I do not I'm on food stamps I'm not on um EBT I'm not or yeah not on the EBT or anything I am I am uh yeah it's okay
Oliver yeah but that's really that's really it's really you know I I'll say I'm not on government assistance but beyond that it's really none of nobody's business and I and you know I've been working on this channel you know I do have I do have um some some people that um support me and okay so but I'm a I'm a I'm I'm psyche
is okay guys you know don't you don't need to worry about psyche you know I'm doing okay okay now I'm GNA be hopefully I'll be doing even better okay um but I love you guys I'm gonna maybe I'll take a little nap thank you Canada Dry thank you everyone in chat thank you for the super chat um Oliver and uh I really
look forward to um talking to you guys again soon you know we'll have a fun party tonight we're GNA have a celebration okay this and this is just the start of this you know this channel is just getting started okay and I want it to be not only a platform for me I want I want you know I want you guys to be um supported too and if you guys need any help from me um or advice
from me because I know I get I've been got I've gotten wonderful advice from people um that have helped me out so much and I do have I've learned a lot too and so I can give you if you need advice about starting your channel if you need help getting your 50 subscribers I just I just helped Beetlejuice a little bit and he just got this first 50 subscribers now he's um he started live
streaming yeah Canada Dry Canada Dry was a little bit of it was a wardrobe malfunction it was a little it was a little it was a little camera thing it wasn't I don't think it was intentional no I'm sure it wasn't intentional I know it was little it was little you know sometime we you know Janet Jackson at the Super Bowl remember that year and it was just like you know the there little wardrobe malfunction is the term they use right but you
know and I know I know it they might have been clipped and stuff like that but you know VA is handling it really well and uh you know we have nothing to be ashamed of in this life right and but it's like you don't really you know see everyone later okay I want to say thank you guys I'll be back on tonight okay we're gonna have a party uh we're gonna have a wonderful um
wonderful night we're gonna be hanging out we're gonna have a fun panel have a great show I love my show I'm I really I love YouTube thank you YouTube for um for letting me partner with you appreciate you guys thank you hope you a wonderful day I will see you soon okay
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