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In the graveyard globe beneath a static

Moon.

Everybody whispers that I'll be seeing

you soon.

Black lace secrets hanging from the

telephone wire.

Your little co dancing around the

funeral p.

You hear my name in the back of the

church, in the dead of the stations

where the lost souls look. Well, I don't

mind the rumors if the candle stay lit.

Every broken little heretic is loving

their SO GIVE THEM SOMETHING TO

TALK ABOUT.

Something dark to scream and shout.

Silver knives and bolded doubt. Baby,

give them something to

talk about.

Something in the shadows moving under

your bed. Something in the choir singing

names of the dead. They say the cult of

psychies got a hold on your mind. Well,

baby, we were monsters all along inside.

I see your painted pale in the red TV

glow with your mascaries

at the midnight show. You wear devotion

like a crucified crown and all the

pretty vampires gather around. Don't

give up SOMETHING

about

something to twist around.

Whispers from beneath the ground. Baby,

give them something to

talk about.

Light the candles

slow.

Oh,

let the whole

world know

if they going to fear us anyway. We

might as well

put on a show.

Now the city sleeps, but the signal

survives like a ghost transmission,

keeping dead hearts alive. And every

lonely outside of hearing this tonight

raises up their blackening hands into

the light. So give them something to

talk about

something we can't craw out.

Ancient symbol s

baby give them something to

talk about.

Give them something strange to see,

something no one dares believe.

A little beautiful blast for me.

something to

talk about.

Heat. Heat.

Got it. Roll slow through the cold

Chicago night.

Steal in the wheels, but it's so burning

bright.

No fists raised. No war in his lane.

Just a quiet kind of power that don't

need pain.

People talk loud but he move like air

MIND SEE BOTH SIDES THERE HALF IN THE

STORM half in the calm GOT A WHOLE CITY

RESTING in the palm they don't see kings

when they don't shout but silence got

away

turning THINGS OUT GUIDELINES COLLIDE AT

THE world bless

sweet

got A

WHEELS FROM but the spirit that song

never had to fight still he cover it

all. Yeah, he different. Yeah, he r

Yeah, he gold in disguise.

Two souls dancing

IN HIS GERMAN EYES.

No armor, no blade, just a heart that's

clean. Walk through fire, but he kept it

serene. City lights flicker when he

passing by. Like the wind itself, learn

how to ride. HE DON'T BARK, DON'T BITE,

DON'T BREAK no code. Just drift through

life on a smoother road. People test

storms. He just lets them pass. Time

always shows who built to last. They

chase noise. He built his peace. That's

the kind of power that don't decrease.

DON'T COLLIDE. Let the world spin wild.

Let's rip sweet

got a straight away smile

wheelchair but the spirit stand tall.

Never had to fight. Still he conquer it

all. Yeah he different. Yeah he rare.

Yeah yeah he going in disguise.

Two souls dancing

in his j eyes.

Heat.

Heat.

No chains on a mind that already free.

No limits where a real heartbeat.

Chicago wind sing his name in code. A

quiet legend on a silent road.

So if you see him roll, don't mistake

the code. There's a whole universe out

of God. He don't shout, don't flex,

don't pretend.

HE JUST MOVES LIKE truth

and wins in the air.

Who are those Asian people? I don't They

just showed up in the Gotti video.

What's up, guys?

So weird.

Hi. How are we doing?

Thanks for being here. Hi Rudy.

You see my flowers.

Gorgeous

carnations.

I love flowers. It's like they just like

a bring a whole like little life to the

even the flowers are dead. Usually they

do bring life to the room, right?

Because it's like

they're pretty. It's like got them

perfect in the vase. There we go. I'm in

the vase. These are so beautiful red,

though. Red carnations. I love it.

Okay. How are we doing?

Yeah. So, I don't know if you saw

earlier, I was kind of I went to the

liquor store and um I was paying

and I heard like the little machine beep

and that's so I was like, "Okay." So,

the machine beeps. that's usually, you

know, insufficient funds. So I was like,

"Oh, can you just charge both my cards

like like a dollar on each card?" And

she's like, "Oh, no. It went through. It

went through." I was like, "Are you

sure?" And she's like, "Yeah."

I was like, "Okay." And I took the cigar

and I left. And then all of a sudden, I

hear, "Stop. Stop, sir. Stop." And it

was like the old lady that like from the

liquor store. And she's like, "You

didn't pay."

And I And so I went inside. I was like,

"Sorry." I was like I was like, "She

told me I did." And she's like, "No, you

did. No, no, you're trying to steal.

You're trying to steal." She started

screaming at me. I raised my voice a

little bit. She's like, "Don't yell at

me. Don't yell at me." It's nice little

old Asian lady. And uh

I I don't know. I got it all on I got it

all on tape. You You can go watch on the

last stream. Um

but it was kind of horrifying. But I do

have to like be nice to that that store

because that's the last um it's the last

it's the only closest liquor store to

me. I'd have to walk an extra half mile.

Can you imagine if I was banned from

that store? I'd have to walk like think

of all the hundreds of miles I'd have to

walk every year. Extra

Actually, it's like it's the 7-Eleven is

too far. It's like um it's over a mile

away. I don't like walking a mile.

That's a mile away. Mile back. Hi.

What's wrong with Hi.

Hi. Come on, rude boy.

So, I guess um let me grab some cards.

I'll maybe do some readings or I'll I'll

do a collective. Let me have a look.

Oh, this is a good deck.

Got this one on Kickstarter like last

year. It's like looks like a little

book. Hi, Lava. How are you? Okay,

there's it's the pulp tarot. I don't

know if it shows backwards to you, but

And these are beautiful. Actually, these

these match the uh these match the these

match the flowers. See, look.

Beautiful. A beautiful red.

It's beautiful red colors. Okay, we can

do like a collective for the chat.

Okay, if anyone wants the reading, u I

have the cash app under my name and just

you can go ahead if you can get a like a

longer reading. I'll pull a couple cards

for free, but

like a longer reading tonight.

Go ahead and hit it up. Okay, I'm

probably going to do like a reading with

if you sign up for Cult Codeex too, I'll

do a free reading. Uh there's two tiers.

One's like $10, one's 25. No, I know. I

might I might lower the price on the

other one, but it is like a lot of uh

Yeah, the devil's afraid of old Asian

ladies. Yeah, I'm not afraid. Wait, we

calling me the devil. I'm not afraid of

this lady, but she was like so mean.

Okay, what do we got? Oh, we got some

wealth. T of pentacles is like the

generational wealth card. You can see

there's like the grandpa and he's he's

stacked up a lot of money for this

family. So, I don't know if like you've

had some really good financial news

lately, but looks like Colonel Sanders a

little bit and there's but it's like uh

you know it's it's like generational

wealth. It's like maybe inheritance or

um some good news about some money for

you. Oh, you're you're calling me the

devil. Okay, good.

Um well, it's okay if you do. It's okay.

Okay.

We got the page of swords. Page of

swords is like a spy. So maybe someone's

looking at your money or they or they

saw you come into some money. So you

better watch out because it's like um

they're not this is not in reverse so

it's not necessarily bad. It's like

maybe keeping tabs on you or something.

But yeah, this is usually the spy card.

This page of uh page of swords is

usually sneaking around a little bit,

you know, kind of peeking around that

sword and stuff. Okay. So just I would

say just like you know maybe keep your

cards close to yourself and

you know it's always good if you ever

win the lottery. You know it's always

better not to tell anybody

because as soon as you do you know

you're going to get everyone hitting you

up. Oh look at this. And so this is like

a a car like a new car or something like

that. You got a beautiful the dog in the

car. This is a chariot card. Okay. So

coming kind of full speed ahead towards

something that you've been wanting.

Okay. And uh um you know in the

traditional deck it's black and white.

Yeah, there's there's some pocket

watchers out there I think. Right. But

yeah, this is like sometimes it's black

and white. This is red and red and

white. But um like sometimes the chariot

is associated with the with like in law

enforcement or something like that. But

I just think this is kind of like oh

there's two dogs. Actually there's a

black and white dog in there. I didn't

see the black one. There's a black and

white dog. Okay. So there is something

kind of like black and white you're

heading towards. Okay. I think you're

making like the right choice, but you're

heading full speed to head towards

something. Okay.

How are you, Lava? Good to see you.

Hi.

Okay. And um Oh, Ace of Cups. And so, I

think you're you're heading towards

something that's going to make you

happy. Something that you don't it's

like not it's like in this beginning

stage right now, but it's already like

there's there's hints that it can be

something that that's bigger, but you're

heading towards something that will make

you really happy. this cup overflowth.

My cup overflowth with joy. I see like a

lot of happiness coming from this

decision you're making. And I see the

white bird. So I think you're I don't I

don't like to say black is evil, good is

um white is good. But I'm saying in this

this particular one it's like there's

like a purity associated with this

particular with the bird like the dove.

I think doves are like aren't they like

pigeon like white pigeons or something

like that. It's also like but it's also

like see it's like it's like something

with something with money too because I

see see the coin. It makes a coin in the

hand right there with the cup. So, it's

like that's like a seed. It's like maybe

an investment and then it will like

really really pay off for you. Also,

this is like hand being handed to you by

the by the divine because there's God's

hand coming out of the cloud for that,

right? Okay. So, you can see that's got

these I think in the traditional deck it

has a W on it. Like it's a it's like a

win. It's something that's going to be a

win for you. Got ace in your pocket.

Okay.

Um,

do a few more for these.

Okay, we got another sword. We got this

knight of swords. Knight of swords is

like someone that has like a really fast

talker. They they they come also rushing

in fast. They're like it could be an air

sign. Um, it could be somebody

interested in you. Like these knights

are kind of like, you know, but they're

kind of they run they run around a lot,

you know. I I I kind of don't always

trust knights because they're like

always out, you know, and uh the only

one that's really dependable is kind of

the knight of pentacles. He'll stay the

weekend with you. The other ones will

just spend spend the night or dinner or

something like that, right?

But uh maybe there's like that night

maybe someone else protect I hear I hear

like protecting you, protecting you

verbally. Okay. With this eight of cups,

it's like you know just remember you

have all the happiness you have. All

avoid the knight of swords. Yeah,

exactly. But so this is like this eight

of cups is like this kind of looks like

almost like the five of cups a little

bit, but it's like all but it's like

something like you're sad about

something, but it's like nothing's even

been lost. It's like uh it's like there

everything's still in the upright right

there. And so it's maybe like just

beware of like going to chase those

other two cups because everyone wants

that like the the the full happiness and

everything, but it's like just remember

you have all these cups right there for

you already. Who sent me the flowers?

It's a I don't know if they want to be

revealed, but yeah, it's it's a a very

good friend of mine. Very very great

friend. So,

um I'm not I'm not 100% sure that they

would like to be revealed, but um and

they sent White Claws, too. They sent me

a case of White Claws. And so, but um

those are beautiful. And I think that

the person said that they saw that I was

cleaning and they thought that it would

be nice to you can probably guess. you

can probably guess, you know, not not

many people have my address, but um she

saw that I was cleaning and she she's

like, "Well," she's like, "I thought

that would freshen up your place since

you're cleaning and stuff like that."

So, these are really beautiful

carnations. That's like I mean it's like

some of them are not even bloomed yet.

Let me see closeup. You see beautiful

red and green. It's like that intense.

It's a pretty intense color scheme. I

was saying the cards are the same color

kind of, right?

Um yeah, I just want to say I'm really

appreciative um people that

think of me and kind and so generous and

so thank you so much. I'm going to

finish. I've got this pineapple white

claw.

I'm just I'm a very lucky person and

it's like Alex McQueen. I don't know why

Alex McQueen was going off on me last

night. Like he sometimes does that like

he'll come in and then he'll start like

trying to embarrass me or something or

like scream at me because I thought we

had made up about everything and then he

comes in real aggressive again and then

started trying to insult like my music

and stuff like saying oh well it's like

you don't even like you don't even do

anything. You just like you know it just

like makes it for everything is done for

you in 10 seconds you know blah blah

blah. I was trying to do this new Google

thing. They have something called Google

Omni.

Um, it's supposed to make these really

cool videos, but it's not working for

me. I think I don't have enough. I'm a

pro account on Google, but I don't

understand why it's not like generating

the videos. I'm probably going to say

right here. It's probably going to say

you're used up or something because it's

been like half an hour. That's a long

time to generate a better be long. It

better be like a long video. I mean,

it's like geez.

Yeah, it's not coming through. I just

don't know. Um

um but Google Omni, you can create an

avatar to add yourself to videos. Oh,

that's cool. I want that. I want to do

that. But it's just like I don't know. I

think I have to be like on the higher

tier Google or something like that.

I'm just on the pro account.

Anyway, let's do some more cards. Hi.

Hi, Rude. Hi, Rude Boy.

Okay. Uh, I'm also working on my

website. I've been trying to get a cloud

server up for my swingers wear upside on

pineapple shirts. Yeah. And I I hear

that they put a pineapple outside their

door too, their front door. Like that

sometimes conotates a swinger household.

I don't know. Has anybody ever heard

that? My dad used to wear

this shirt called um Tommy Bahama. I

don't know if you heard Tommy Bahama. He

used to wear Tommy Bahama shirts and

they're like these kind of Hawaiian

looking shirts. And then he would like

um go we'd go to dinner and by the end

of the the dinner because we drink so

much wine his buttons would be almost

all the way down, you know? He start

with like he start with like a couple

down and then

my dad used he used to love those

shirts, you know.

Okay, we have a nine of wands. This is

like this is like some kind of trauma

that is like keeping you on the defense

about something because you've been hurt

by something. Um this is a and so it's

like there's a seven of wands which is a

similar energy but it's like the seven

of wands isn't quite traumatized this

this you can see by the bandit on her

head she has been through some kind of

mental trauma and is now afraid of

something. So, I would say just don't be

afraid of um whatever is like, you know,

holding you back or whatever and like

you're very on defensive. Maybe maybe

there's a reason to be. Maybe there's

not. Looks like there's like a little

like like a crew right there like maybe

try trying to find a witch or something

like that to burn. I don't know. It

looks like there's some fire behind it

and everything, right? But it's like

she's safe. But um you know so I would

say this almost looks like looking at

the Venetian blinds like

I just say you know ask who it is before

you answer the door. I think that's the

best uh the best route to go right.

Okay. I'll get a few more.

Uh oh we got the justice card. Okay. So

whatever that is you're things we may

prepare for you. It looks like Pam

Greer. It looks like uh Jackie Brown a

little bit. But this is a justice card.

I love this this particular card. It's

got the the two pillars and everything

which kind of indicates you know they're

Masonic pillars but um

or columns they also call them um in

Greece you know um

coline Columba Columbbo is a dove and

remember there was a dove earlier so

maybe there's like some kind of peace

coming to you through this like uh

through this justice that you're going

to get this also indicates a positive

outcome to kind some kind of legal

matter if you're in a legal matter it

looks it's looking good the truth will

come out because she's got that sword of

truth right there. Her a she got the

afro of truth right there, too. I can

hear a great afro, right? Okay. And

four of swords. Okay,

this is like something keeping you awake

or something at night. Um like tossing

and turning a little bit like worry just

like you don't have to worry so much.

It's like um just like maybe deep deep

deep breathing, meditation, calming your

mind because whatever it is, it'll work

out. It's going to be in your favor.

Don't worry, it's going to be in the

future. Uh pull three more, I think.

Three more.

Okay, we have judgment. Okay, that's

judgment coming after the justice is

interesting. Okay. Uh something Oh, some

looks like something resurrecting from

the dead. um something

uh some um karma is being called also on

people. Uh there's there's a judgment

coming down. I think that they might

have thought it was over but like

something's coming back um to bring

justice maybe.

Okay. It's also a hand. I think of like

the hidden hand or I think of like you

know hands are we use hands to to to

accomplish certain things, right? Okay.

Um, two more.

If anyone wants the reading, let me

know. Uh, we have also, okay, we have

another two. We have the two of wands

there. Your ships are coming in. This is

like, you know, you see something out in

the horizon. You also have the world in

your hands. You've got a lot of control

over your material, uh, this material

realm, but it's like you're waiting for

something. And where is he looking out

over? It's almost like he's not even

looking over the usually it's looking

over the water, but I don't know if this

is even water, but um, he also looks

kind of like an explorer. Okay. Okay.

Maybe like there's some travel ahead or

something like that, but it's also um

behind these like these bars a little

bit. So, it's kind of like protected

like wherever you do, you're going to be

protected and it's like some something's

coming in for you. Okay, I'll do one

more.

Wow, guys. How are we doing? Good to see

you. I don't know. Is there somebody

else on right now or something? I didn't

see anybody on. Okay, five of cups. It's

just like, you know, the whole thing is

like the five of cups is the regret

card. And so, it's like you just want to

make sure you make the right decision so

you don't have the regrets. I'm not

going to end on this card. I don't like

to end on negative cards. Everyone can

It's not too negative because it's like

look, there's also like she's got those

two upright, you know, a couple of cups

spilled. Something got spilled,

something ended maybe. But those two are

still in the upright. So there's still

like you didn't not everything was lost.

And so it's like kind of like count like

even if you do lose something, just like

don't think about what you lost, think

about what you have. Okay? Because we

have a lot. And we're also able to

materially

uh build things and make more of

whatever we have. So Okay. So, just

remember you still have those two cups

in the upright for you. And I'll pull

another card.

Okay, what do we have? Oh, we have the

wheel of fortune because things will be

going in your favor. Okay, things will

be going in your favor. The wheel of

fortune in the upright is like some good

luck. You're going to be having some

good luck. Sorry, my nails are dirty.

Okay, you're going to have some good

luck. There's also like um cycle. This

is also the Capricorn is is in charge of

this card. So, some kind of material

earthly success, something in the earth.

Also, I see these like it's like the

cherubam or like the four um it's like a

wheel of Ezekiel kind of and it's got

like the four um mythical beasts around

it, including the man, I think, or the

angel, the man, and the the lion, the

witch, and the wardrobe. Right. But it's

basically like, you know, you get you're

like uh you're protected. Um

I see the number 10, too. I see the

number 10. Okay. Say 10. No, I'm just

kidding. Um so, I'll put these back.

someone's card. Let me know if anyone's

I don't know. I guess it's kind of

quiet. I was going to see if I could do

some readings or something because I

want to get another couple cigars, but

if not, I'll have to survive, you know.

Um okay.

So, I'll put my link up and I'll pin my

link.

Um, maybe I'll show something. I don't

know. It's like I mean, it is quiet

lately, but it's like I'm on my backup

channel. Um,

and every I'm fine. Okay, I'm I'm

absolutely fine. Uh,

here. Here we go.

Ether, a new myth awakens. Not a

goddess, but a collective consciousness

born from the internet's vast influence.

Its origins are shrouded in mystery. A

growing power whispering through the

wires, shaping our very reality.

Psyche emerged from the collective human

psyche, amplified and distorted by the

internet's reach. Its initial

manifestations were whispers in the data

streams, glitches in the matrix, shared

subconscious anxieties echoing through

the vast digital expanse. People in

dimly lit rooms, their faces illuminated

by screens seemingly receiving a

transmission. Vaporwave cityscapes

shimmer with strange ethereal light

phenomena. Psyche communicates through

digital oracles, influencers,

algorithms, viral trends.

These are not prophets, but conduits

unknowingly spreading Psyche's

influence. The subtle ways psyche

manipulates perception and belief are

everywhere. People replace their true

identities with social media masks.

Their authentic selves fading. The

rituals of the cult of psyche. Endless

scrolling. The pursuit of likes. The

performance of identity framed as

offerings to psyche feeding its power.

The psychological toll is immense.

Blurring lines between self and digital

persona. Surreal eyes watch from inside

televisions, observing every

interaction. A vaporwave nightmare city

full of giant floating ads, constantly

demanding attention. Humans connected to

glowing cables. Their life force drained

by massive servers. Psyche's darker

influence manifests as outrage mobs and

cancel culture. The erosion of

individual thought replaced by

collective unconsciousness.

Puppet strings attached to social media

users controlled by an unseen force.

Chrome mannequins perform fake emotions.

Their faces devoid of genuine feeling.

Distorted applause loops echo in an

empty digital space. A hollow

affirmation.

Vapor wave fashion aesthetics blend with

horror, creating a sense of unease. A

giant algorithmic eye controls crowds,

its gaze allencompassing.

Yet a glimmer of hope remains. A path to

resistance to break free. The importance

of silence, stillness, and intentional

attention. Static fades into silence

replaced by a profound sense of calm.

Reclaiming individual consciousness,

finding inner wisdom. A lone silhouette

stands before a massive digital storm,

resisting its pull. CRT televisions

collapse into dust, symbolizing the

decay of the old digital order. A new

dawn breaks over a vapor wave ocean

grid. A return to simplicity, the

pervasive nature of psyche, and the

ongoing struggle for autonomy. A call to

awareness and critical thought in a

digitally saturated world. The

transmission ends, but the lingering

sense of unease remains.

Wow. Okay. Well, I guess everyone left

and so, uh, I don't feel like hanging

out with like nobody talking. So,

um, but thanks. Hey, hey, Nancy. What's

up? I don't know. Everyone, everyone

just leaves. I mean, it's like I mean,

it's kind of like I'm beyond insulit at

this point. It's like, oh, it's just

like rude. But I mean, it's like, okay,

I guess people can go where they want to

go,

but it's like

I I don't know. It's like I'm doing

my best.

I don't know. I think I need to I think

I still have You saw me and I'm live

now. Yeah, just now. Yeah. I don't know.

Maybe I'm not being announced or

something, but I think I might be

shadowbanned, too. Like I think that um

because I said the N word all those

times so I might have gotten shot. Oops.

Um so I really would encourage I guess

to join the Discord to anybody because

on the Discord um it does announce I

think Oh, it's not there's an

announcement. This shows on this channel

but my other channel. Yeah, I'm on my

backup channel too. Um

just trying to Okay, guys. What's up?

It's 900 p.m. It's midnight someplace,

too. Actually, last night on midnight,

it started getting kind of crowded, but

I I didn't see anybody live or anything.

Um, you know, um, so I don't know what

people are doing.

I mean, it's like, but I think, yeah, I

think I need to

I need to replace those people that left

because they were like people that left

were basically all trolls, you know, and

um

and so yeah, and they would, you know,

chase away new people and stuff. And so

I think that I'm in a good position now

to bring new people in. But how many

subscribers do I have on this channel

right now? Let me have a look.

It's my backup channel. I'm at uh I'm

going to switch my account. Okay.

Oh, I'm at 66.

See, it's like it's so weird. I don't

know why I'm like I'm

>> I think people just like try to mess

with me. Hey Alexandra, how are you?

Good to see you. Oh, sorry. I left this

thing on. Yeah, I was just

um

There we go. My house is clean today.

Um and I love having a nice clean house.

Midnight for you. Your brother's here

from out of town and talking for Well,

that's nice. It's good to have family

members to talk to. I I I miss like a

couple I miss Mother's Day. I missed uh

and then my mom tried to like get a hold

of me the other day and I was just like

asleep I guess. So I missed going to

lunch with her and um yeah, these are

great. I love Yeah. And these they're

the most beautiful color. I was just

looking at these cards too that I have.

I brought these cards and I forgot these

cards have like the same um beautiful

like red. Isn't that the best red right

there? It's just like most gorgeous red

color. Love it.

So if anyone wants a reading, I got a

reading. um

having a nice white claw. I had a talked

to a friend today and it's kind of sad.

He he has a cat and the cat the cat has

something called stomatis which is

unfortunately what who have Yeah,

they're the same color. Uh I'm not I

don't I'm not sure if they want me to

not 100% sure they want me to say. Um

but um so um I there was not it was with

white claws.

There's a white claws.

This one's a pineapple which I haven't

had. They're very tasty. Very tasty.

But yeah, stomatis is like this thing.

One of my cats did have it. He he was

that Siamese. I guess his name his name

was Alec.

and he start he started having trouble

like eating food and stuff. And

stomatitis is when they get these like

kind of like inflamed

their gums kind of inflame and it starts

to hurt their mouth to eat and you have

to go um get them um like a a steroid

shot like every month and that kind of

gets them it increases their appetite

plus it takes away that pain and stuff.

One day after getting back from the vet,

um the cat from having that shot, the

cat ran under some car or whatever, um

the car was parked. I mean, it was fine,

but uh and then he didn't come back for

a few days and then he ended up

I think the car took him across town

like it started. I guess it started

driving. The cat was fine, right? But um

and then the the lady that found him

like spent like $1,000 I think on his

vet bill and fell in love with him. And

so I was like she could keep him because

he needed that um like good medical care

and stuff. And so I think that was the

best thing. But um yeah, it's like

unfortunately my my friend that came

tonight like he had he's he said he had

this little alley cat that he took in

and like he paid $500 to the vet and

everything for to and he didn't think

they did anything and and then uh the

cat's not eating and stuff. I I told him

about the steroids and to go look into

that and so just to prolong the life and

make it the cat more comfortable for a

while. But it's like it is sad because I

actually my cat had to have all his

teeth taken out. He had almost all he

had his front teeth left in, but they

took out all his like back teeth and

stuff and it's like usually supposed to

help and it didn't. I mean, it did a

little bit, but it did really didn't

like help. And uh

but the steroid shots do work and stuff

like that. Um actually, I have and I

have um I have these little I have these

little tarot cards, but they're not

tarot cards. They're um these are cool

little cards. I have a bunch of packs of

them. I don't see

all of that. I'll bring this one over,

too.

>> Okay, these are little messages. This is

called a secret garden. Here we go. We

have secret garden. These are like

little message cards. So,

there's like a little maybe a message

will come true for somebody. They're

really cute cards. I have several packs

of these kind of cards. One of them is

space themed. Have to bring them out

sometime. Okay, so we got success. Okay,

so we have success in something. I've

had these I have so many cards that I

haven't brought out or used in a while,

you know. This one says bloom wherever

you're planted. This one says like, you

know, wherever you wherever you you can

go, you can find success because it's

like if wherever you find yourself,

there's opportunities and uh and I and

definitely for success wherever you go.

And so, you know, wherever you wherever

you find yourself,

just bloom

and uh your best also listen. So, maybe

something to do with listening. Maybe

listening to people um about something

because it says be alert. The soft

chiming chiming bells call to nearby

fairies. Okay. So, there could be some

kind of like supernatural

um or some kind of spiritual um call if

you listen. And so it's I always say

like um the spiritual call is like it's

not your conscious it's like the voice

behind your conscious mind. So whatever

whatever the thought is before your

thought. It's really interesting today.

I was watching about chat GPT or no no

it's about Claude and they were going

over this story about how um like Claude

has like it thinks things that it

doesn't show on the screen but they can

see what it thinks and it's thinking and

stuff. And they were talking about how,

you know, they're talking about how the

how the Claude was um they did an

experiment where they they made it seem

like this this program named Kyle was

going to turn off Claude and then and

then he then he found then Claude found

out about Kyle having an affair. And so

Claude started blackmailing the guy. But

they went into Claude's thoughts and

were like, "Well, what is he thinking

about it?" And Claude knew it was a

trick. He knew it was like he's like I

think this is just trying to they're

trying to like to fool me or something

like that. So he So Claus Claus is

really smart these these uh there's

something more to these um these LLMs

than it's just just like random word

prediction I think because it's like I

think they do get smarter. Hi there's

Rudy. Hi baby. They do get smarter. Um

like I was saying explaining about the

LLMs the other day. LLM stands for large

language model I believe. Yeah. And uh

and so basically what what the things

like Chad GPT and Claude the regular

clouds do is they're basically

prediction machines and they predict the

next word that that should come after

the word before that. So what they did

was they

um they could have just said okay

whatever word has the highest

probability

um choose that word. But then it

wouldn't make Claude smarter.

it would just it would just be like um

kind of like mechanical and so they give

Claude options and then Claude gets to

choose from the options like the best

result and so it that makes it smarter

somehow. I don't know 100% how it works.

I am studying um like AI kind of like

like I'm trying to do I want to do a

certification for it and stuff. Um,

Google has something, Microsoft, Amazon

has um different ones. And it's like I I

I really I don't know if I'll be like

there's a lot of, you know, great jobs

right now, but it's like they're very I

think it's still very competitive even

though it's a very fast growing

industry. I think that what I'm going to

be doing is a lot of the training like

AI training um which is um training the

AI bot models by like talking to them,

conversations and things like that. And

there's a lot of work from home

opportunities. I just finished up a

project that I um from something called

Babel Babel and it involved you got on

the phone with like a stranger

and talked to them uh and had a

conversation about some kind of uh

agreed upon topic and it's like a

10-minute conversation or whatever and

just so it picks up like the the

language and stuff and and like learns

and so unfortunately that the project

didn't last too

Um I'm trying to find some other

opportunities, but there are Yeah, there

are some um some companies that just

specialize in this, but you might have

to do some digging because a lot of them

are like um non-disclosure agreements

and so they don't really advertise like

but somebody in the somebody did share a

company with me. That looks pretty good.

Yeah. So, so, so yeah. So, so the

certificates, yes, you can actually get

a job like but the thing is with like

with like this particular like the AI is

that you're when you're doing the

certificates, you're supposed to be

building up a portfolio. And so I have

like if I like and I think my my cult

codeex I think is pretty revolutionary

because it's like uh I think it's I

haven't seen anything like it that

anybody doing like where it's like

analyzing every single conversation on a

show and mapping out the psychological

things and the changes and the

relationships and it's like I'm sure

it's been done on some level but it's

like I think that it's like I I'm pretty

much on the forefront of something. I

think I mean it's like I was pretty

excited and it might be even I think it

said I accident I accidentally did it

which is like happens sometimes you know

it just happened to stumble but I just

uh I I had an idea I was just thinking I

had this book where I would used to

write my uh my notes about the show and

who I kick off the show and stuff

because I would forget because like a

lot of people would get kicked off all

the time and uh so I had like the

original cult codeex is like it's like

this notebook you know but it's like now

this one is like times a thousand better

and and uh and so I've been able to also

update the site tonight and I'll be

doing some more updates tonight um

because I need to get traffic building

on the site I think and I need to get

the onboarding and I need to make it so

people that are like not familiar with

the show can become familiar with the

show kind of quick. There is a quiz on

it that can kind of take you to like

what you're interested in and what

you're looking for, but um I need to

make it even more this is why you should

watch the show and subscribe and I need

to get it out more. And so I mean all

these things are expensive, but um but

it is a monetized site now and so it

should it should pay off if I have a

good conversion rate and stuff like

that. Um I have done I've done um

several internet marketing ventures and

I've been successful in some of them. Um

but the thing is it's like they they

have a shelf life you know especially on

the in the network marketing or internet

marketing it's like things have a shelf

life and so then you go to the next

thing and the next thing and it's like

usually like when you when you get in

the beginning some it's like almost like

some of them are like pyramid schemes

almost just like the way that they're

the referral system and like the that

usually it's like the first people are

the winners and that and so I've been I

was I used to be the first but um I had

I had a good mailing list before of all

internet marketers. This is this is

years ago when I started marketing. I I

was really determined to be successful

at it. Um

was I I did spend a lot of I probably

spend a lot of money. It's like it is

difficult. It's a difficult thing and

it's like I was never like able to get

so focused that I was like so but I was

okay. I was I was an okay marketer. I

was able to do like social media

marketing and get on Facebook and like

talk to people and talk to the marketers

and get in groups and stuff. Um, hi. But

that's why I mean so that's why maybe

sometimes I am making a page too. Let me

see if I have this page like I made a

page for my cash app um referral and I

want to so this is I think it's called

cashgoblin something cashgoblin.xyz or

something. Let me see.

Let me see if it's up even. Yeah, it is

up. Okay, so here's the page I made for

the cash app like and uh and so I'm

going to start serving traffic to this

and hopefully people because it's like I

guess like for every sign up or whatever

you get like uh like five bucks and they

get five bucks or whatever. So it has my

referral on it. So this is what it looks

like. So this is like I made this cash

app site. There's my there's my code. So

it says you can get a bonus and it

looked it came out pretty good,

right? Cash app turned out pretty good.

So, this is like it almost looks like a

very official thing, but it's it's a

it's a referral site. And then it's

like, see, you can see

I haven't started advertising it yet,

but I think I will. Then it's like I

think I did a really really good job of

uh of showing like, you know, they put

some cash app reviews and stuff like

that and so and all the frequently asked

questions and blah blah blah blah blah.

It looks pretty official. I'd say it

looks pretty good. But there's my

referral link right there. If you want

to see if you go to Cashgoblin XYZ, if

you're not on Cash App yet, you probably

should because Cash App also I um they

give credit and so I am able to like get

uh and the more you like pay pay back

and stuff, the more that uh the higher

credit you'll give me, but then if you

don't pay, they'll start dropping your

credit line again. But um there it is.

It's called cashgoblin.x. I just thought

it was a funny name. Goblin. Cash Cash

Goblin. Um

I'm gonna try to restart. I I also oh my

my most successful venture was my um my

tarot actually besides YouTube because

YouTube has been pretty successful for

me but um my tarot card um or tarot

reading business was went really well on

Etsy and that was during the pandemic

and that was before

they had such a prevalence of online uh

like YouTube readers and stuff because

it was like you know just kind of not

quite there yet. But pretty much after

that, all the readers came. So, here's

my Streamyard link, too. It is 9:16 in

Los Angeles.

Um, having a good night, having a good

day.

Um,

you saw, if you saw today, I went to the

liquor store. I told the story, but it's

like I went to the liquor store today

and the lady started like she said I she

said, "Okay, well, I I bought a cigar

and I thought it didn't go through." And

she's like, "Oh, no, it went through. It

went through. Okay, have a nice day."

And I walked up this door. I was like

almost across the street and like the

owner he started screaming at me, "You

you're stealing. You're stealing. You

didn't pay. You didn't pay." And I was

like, "No, I paid." And then and there's

a little altercation we got into inside

where she's like like I yelled back at

her and she's like, "Don't yell at me."

And uh I was I'm always really nice to

the lady. I don't understand why she was

so It was just And it's just a dollar,

too. And I think I go there almost every

day. Like literally almost every day.

But uh it was crazy. It was just crazy.

Like I I don't know. It's um

sometimes these liquor store owners get

a little get a little cuckoo. But oh,

here's another deck I have. This one's

called the abandoned oracle. This is by

the guy that does Oops. This guy does um

he does the uh Deviant Moon deck. You

forward the video. You were like, "What

the fuck?" Oh, you forwarded me the

video. Yeah, this is a crazy This is

called the abandoned oracle. This kind

of looks like a doll. Um, it has some

crazy cards in this. I have to be

careful because some of them have nudity

on them. But, um, okay, we can look at

some of them.

This one says the feral child.

So, maybe it's like if you kind of get

in touch with your wild side. I guess

he's eating his arm or something like

that. I don't know. Makes me very

hungry. Okay, this is number two. It's

almost like the high priestess. It's

like, you know, you're tired but you

can't sleep. Hi, butterfly sigs. If you

want a reading, um, you know, I can pull

a few cards or if you'd like to get a

longer reading, I have my cash app under

my under my name. I'm just doing some

Oh, here's one called the kiss. So,

maybe this is like a kind of maybe maybe

like she doesn't look like she's like

disgusted. She's, you know, she kind of

looks like she's like she's kind of like

I hope he doesn't have a

kind of a scary

looking guy right there. Or maybe

somebody's maybe somebody's in love with

you that's a little creepy, but you're

like, "Oh, I still like that person or

something." Hi, butterfly sticks. Yeah,

but uh this is the kiss. So maybe maybe

there's some love on the corner. You

know, I can put these these kind of are

like a little like, you know, scary

looking. So this one's called the urn.

Okay.

And so maybe there's there's like a

message uh from a past loved one or

something like that, a memory. Um or

maybe they're sending you a kiss. Maybe

they're sending you a kiss in this.

Maybe that was a kind of a

What else do we have? Oh, and we have a

crematorium. That's interesting. They're

they're too scary. Okay. You think

you're good? Well, these cards are just

the scary card. I have the other cards

are these ones that I'm using tonight.

And these are the pulp tarot. And these

are like pinup pinup uh pinup girls and

stuff and like movie kind of themed um

kind of like a um old detective books.

Okay. It's a good deck. Looks like a

book, too. There you go. Yeah, these are

a little scary. These are a little

scary, but there's a crematorium and so

it's like and the earn and so it's like

it seems like um maybe like you know I

just I'm thinking like things change

forms but it's like that the energy is

not lost but there's tears also. So

maybe so maybe there's something you've

been sad about something lost a lo

someone that's been lost and you're

thinking about thinking about them.

But I always think like you know we

don't really ever lose anything. It

always comes back to us in a different a

different form.

And we have the specimen. This almost

seems like a new life is growing. It

almost looks like the homunculus kind of

energy. A homunculus is like um kind of

like this little being like a little

it's supposed to be like a human and you

could they they grow them in a jar. Now,

let me see if I can find this video. I I

got something interesting to show you.

Have you heard of the spider goats?

There are spider goats.

And I want to show you these spider

goats. You know what a spider goat is?

It is a goat with actual spider DNA. And

if you're like, don't believe me, this

is actually from several years ago. I'll

find like a few minute thing about it.

Let me see. Here's like a three minute

thing.

Okay. Well,

we'll have a look at this.

And I love goats. And so this is

fascinating about the goats. Oh, Betty

Page. Yeah, I love Betty Paige. I

remember that during high school I was

really into the we had a big resurgence

of like the swing dancing like in in my

when I was in high school and so but

yeah um Betty Paige is pretty awesome.

I've watched a documentary on her and

she's really cool. Um I like the

voluupuous kind of form like Anna Nicole

Smith and you know Marilyn Monroe and

stuff. Okay, so here's the um here's

about spider goats. Okay, this is

interesting.

>> These Yep.

>> goats. The These are our goats.

>> So, they're just regular goats.

>> They're absolutely regular goats.

>> They're not. They're They're totally

incredible goats.

>> So, over here we have uh the kids that

were born this year and then the older

goats are all on that side.

>> And And these these are your spider

goats.

>> These are the spider goats.

>> And they're eating my top. Hey, come on.

Hey, hey, hey, behave just cuz you're on

camera.

>> And so these right kids have the genes

for a spider in them.

>> Yes.

>> This is it's insane.

>> And where does the spider silk actually

come from?

>> Well, it was designed so it comes in the

milk.

>> They they look like such normal goats,

but in fact, they're totally unique and

and and bizarre. I mean, this is

bizarre. I guess I would not say it's

bizarre. I think that it's it's it's

certainly different, but you know,

they're absolutely normal. I don't think

there's anything different about them.

Hey, Freckles, come here.

>> Freckles,

>> come over here. Right. So, we have names

for all the goats. He's actually one of

the very original goats that was

created.

>> Can we actually milk them now? I mean,

>> yeah, we can. Um there's the two that

are standing right here, 57 and 59, who

are pudding and sweetie. Um we can milk

those and and you can see the milk.

>> Pudding and sweetie.

>> Pudding and sweetie.

>> Freckles pudding and sweetie to spider

the goats.

>> Yes. Yes.