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Episode 1510 of the Cult of Psyche podcast features Psyche discussing his high school experience, including his friendship with a girl named Amy and their adventures together. The episode also includes interactions with his cat, Rudy, and mentions of other topics such as partying and social dynamics.
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afraid to die. Crazy love. No shame, no disguise. The cult of psyche. Yeah. We're not lives. No brainwash tricks, no mind control, just wildeyed truth and a hungry soul.
Cards on the table, secrets revealed, the circles open, the vibe is real. We've got claws, they've got spite. But we turn the dark into neon light. Angry voices fad.
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button? >> Oh my goodness gracious. I love a good coffee. Uh oh. Uhoh. Fixes. Fix. You like lapping up that cream? I think Rudy wants some cream. No. Rudy.
Rudy. Here is bacon here. He's kitty cat. Hey, Patrick. How are you? Oh,
sorry. Oh, there I am. There I am. Say Rudy here. Here.
Trixs. Trixie. Trixie. Oh my gosh. Going nuts. The cats. The cats are going nuts. So, there's another streamer on right now with like 80 people in her chat cuz she's crying, you know. So,
we're a little bit happier here. Oh my gosh. Now, now I'm covered in cover in green tricks. Oh, he's messy. I need to I need tricks. He just Oh my god, he already he left it up. He just I I I couldn't get up fast
enough. Trick. Oh my gosh, Trix. I'm covered in cream, dude. Please look off my hands. Dear lord, okay, it all comes off. Okay. Oh my gosh, so messy. Oh,
you like that? So happy. Oh, he's purring. You've been meowing all day, huh? You been like, "Where's the cream? Where's the cream?" Oh, look. Can you hear him? Oh, yeah. Yeah. You're licking your lips.
Hey, thing that is. How are you? Hey, Trixie. Go eat some bacon. There's some bacon over there. Bacon bit here. Here. You got some, too. Don't let Trix eat at all. Here you go. He likes to crunch on stuff. Hi. Morning y'all.
Did I really? Oh, I'm just like devouring some. These are some good stuff. Oh, you want potato? Potatoes for me. For daddy. Got the bacon right there.
Cats are just going at it. How is your night? Looks like there's been a little bit of drama elsewhere, but this is the nice This is like the little calm afterparty room. So, when I went to prom in uh So, I was my best friend in senior high school. I had a senior in high school. She she was a nice Jewish girl, right? Her dad was her dad is um a
nice Jewish girl. She's really pretty. She's a really pretty. Her name is Amy and she's like she's really gorgeous. But like she um came to a small I I went to a really small private school. We actually went to preschool together. So we knew each other from preschool and then like junior and senior year. And so, but she kind of was like she got a
little bit betteration cuz she liked the bad boys and you know kind of she hoed it up a little bit in high school but um so she had a boyfriend and nobody liked her boyfriend right so he was from a different school.
So in prom I went to prom with her and I were at prom. I wore like a top hat. I wore I did like gothic makeup, like a white face and black lipstick and all this stuff. And uh and she was real pretty and I had I looked scared in the photo. I wish I could find that photo. I
probably have it somewhere. And uh she's like and uh and so then we went to the afterparty like a hotel like Hilton or something and we were going to go to the main after party, but then on the way there they're like you better you can't come here because we don't like the boy her boyfriend. So I was like, "Okay, that." So I went and I
got we got our own room. And then we didn't do it, but people kept calling the security on the on the security up there. Yeah. Look at Look at Rudy. Rudy. He's looking over the Did I bang her? No, I didn't bang her. But one time we did um she she took me to a house party because she had met this gay guy and she
was like, "Oh, I think this guy will like you." And then I ended up having sex on the same bed with her and her boyfriend. It was really weird. But we didn't like, you know, we didn't do anything with each other, but we did uh we're on the same bed. That was that was the closest I got to that. Uh she thought I was she was like I don't know. Occasionally she thought I was really cute. She really really liked me. She we
went to China together. All kinds of stuff. Um and uh but we were doing ecstasy at the this um senior, you know, the senior prom, whatever. But they kept getting the the the security called on them. We didn't call the security, but the people did because that that was a big
overflowing party. Jewish and paying dry humping. Yeah. Dry humping. But yeah, it was more like dry humping. Uh yeah. Um but we were like we were very close. We were very close. Yeah. We started over just cuz um one of the videos I don't think there's nipples but there's just not a top and you can't really see anything but I just like that
that guy wasn't there. He likes to report every little thing. So I just want to be careful. Um so I deleted those streams and uh and also I had two streams going. I had like the vertical and the horizontal and I just wanted one. That's confusing.
Anyway, so but the point of that story was our room was the turned out to be the cool party room and everyone from upstairs started going coming down to our room and hanging out and they're like, "Wow, this is really cool. I don't know if we had we had
the better drugs in the room or whatever but we were the cool room that night and you know, so yeah, we had a I had some fun times in my senior year.
Um, some wild times. I went to a very small school. I went to school with 200 people 6th through 12th grade. I've show I've shown my my pictures before my yearbook photos, but and that was always the controversial cuz I was the only one I think the whole time I was there, I was the only one that was out of the closet other than a
few girls that were like by. There was no guy that was ever out. You had fun your senior year? Yeah. like um I wasn't like the most popular like ever. But like I was always included in like the parties and like the everything even like though some people didn't want me at some of the
things like some like I there's this one girl would like always get invited and she would like say she I think she had a crush on me or something. She was this redhead girl named Pa. Her name was Paige and she had um she has freckles and and red hair and uh and so she would always like and she had a car and stuff and she'd always be like, "Hey, you know, come to this party." One time my friend had a birthday at Disneyland at
the Disneyland Hotel and stuff. I don't think I was invited, but she just took me there. So, I went to all the part and I got and I went to like the house parties and stuff. I went I went to all the parties. I was always included. And so it was pretty cool. Um, it reminds me of this guy named Josh
Block, I think his name is. Um, he was like an he's like an autist or whatever. He's he was on this um he was kind of a LOL cow world of t-shirts I think is what he was on. But he was autistic, but then in his school he was treated really well and people looked out for him. And then he like went to the IP2 kind of
world and they um they just wanted him to get all up. Yeah, it's crumbly. Oh my crumbles. It's very crumbled. Look, I I I crumbled. All crumbled more. Put a
little table on there, too. Looking at it. He's He's been having a lot here. Rudy, I think you got it. You got your bill. There you go. Did you want a cream, Ry? I have another
cream left, too. Where did you
pick it? Pix here. What? Okay, I'll put I'll put in a little dish for you. Hold on. I got you, buddy. Hey,
Oh
Okay, there he goes. He's drinking it. Put a little dish for him. It's like a mouse brain. Rudy Tutti Fresh and Fruity. Yeah, there he is. Drinking it. I'm just drinking it. You like that, Rudy?
And do you want some more bacon? Um, Pixie here. Pixie wants some more bacon. Here you go. Bacon. Bacon bits. You have a plate of bacon. Here Lenor, do you want some? Okay, thing that is, you have a good day. Okay. Go check on uh you know who. I think she needs some moral support.
You're all good. You're all good. Yeah. some crazy uh you know it's funny like if there was a popularity contest I would be oh you some cats love catnip
popularity contest I think I would lose it I think I'm oh that's okay Rudy you came over here to say hi. Hi. Hi. He looks like a little ferret or
what did they call? You know that a mircat. He looks a little mircat. Here.
Here. Oh, he likes that bacon. Here you go. Ding. That is What was I? Oh, I was like in my book I was like cuz I used I would call like you know God all that is and I was like I almost called him thing that is
like I just I just call me all instead of the thing. Right.
My cosmology is based on uh Greek mythology, Hinduism. Yeah. McMuffin. And um what else? Oh, and Cabala cuz I study Cabala. How Jewish am I? It was fire. Oh, great. Well, hope you had fun
there. You know, you know my stream was my stream my stream was ice cold, cool as hell. Uh, I went to her stream. I just heard I I I looked at her stream for a second. I just heard her crying about nothing and I was like, "This person's a little bit of a loose cannon."
Yeah, I'm a little bit I'm like I'm Brazilian to like esoteric Judaism. Well, good good for her. I mean, it's like, you know, that we're not friends and I don't care. I mean, it's like, how about like I care about my stream right now and um and nobody is here, you know? So, you know, when you got 80
people, you're crying on your stream. Yeah, people are going to say it's a good stream. But last I checked, the screen was black and she was like taking a poo. So what?
Well, to have respect, you got to earn some. Arthur, you respect me? No. I love these Egg McMuffin. Please respect blogger dragging him off his own stream to go call him a and a
Oh yeah, I respect my stream.
Good morning, guys. Hey, you know what I do? No comment either. I love the egg in this egg muffin. So good. >> Hey babe.
No. Arthur's mad cuz I didn't cuz I unmodded him. I modded everybody and then he he um he came at me just disrespectfully asking to be modded again. Instead of saying, "Yeah, please be modded." He's like, "What the hell?" and just yelling at me and made me not want to mod him cuz he was being disrespectful to me. So if he came
at all he had to do is come at me politely and and ask but no not at all. Hey Arthur.
And he tries to start a ship.
I don't care. Arthur, if it wasn't for her, a lot of people would be here. How would you like to have your friend supposed friend slander you while you're friends? Right. Right. And say I'm a I'm a grifter. Your friend supposedly saying that
Yeah. Don't bring her up. He look think he's already just starting I want to talk about the I'm over it.
He just wants to start People know they shouldn't. But wow. Well, what? Go by yourself or why not go hang out with her or she passed out by now. Ah
no. Because you're saying things like, "Oh, well, she respects her panelists and you're just bringing her up in the first place." I love it. I love it. I love it.
The vine He's
like a Uh oh. Oh, it's toxic for cats. Oh my goodness. Clip it. I don't give a Get out of here. I'm going to about to ban you. I didn't I didn't ask you to come in here. Go away. Bothering me. Well, I've never heard that, but let me look it up.
Bacon. Yes, cats can eat bacon in moderation, but it should be treated as an occasional treat due to its high salt and fat content. It's not bacon bits. I just I just crumbled it up. It's just regular bacon. Sweetheart, we're all good. We're all good. I I I'm pretty I've read a lot of the um stuff that
cats can and can't eat. Like, I'm pretty aware. So, I I Yeah, they can eat an occasional treat. It's not bacon bits. It's just I just crumble it up in little bacon bits for them. I put a tiny little We're all good. We're all good. We're cat lovers here, okay? I'm never going to let my cat do something that's bad.
I'm sure maybe maybe like bakos. You know those bakos like those like the dried stuff? That probably is not very good but
but thank you. Thank you for looking out. Appreciate that. How are you doing, Sassy? I miss you. I I'll remind you.
It's just like I don't know if you've been to my new channel since I've been here.
You want to watch some of the Yeah. Fresh is better. Yeah. Um I I was I'm about to give her one. I was like I said I was because it's because I started my new channel and then I just started over like while people came in and stuff. So, I said I would redo it. There we go. Thank you for looking out.
Jim John, no. One person that not getting wrench is you. Okay. Add his monitor. There we go. You been busy? I'm good. Well, missed you. Okay. Jim John, right? But are you you're not
a big fan of me? Art, right? I don't know. Okay. Yeah, I kind of remember something. He's in competition with Tricks. Well, look at him right here. I think Tricks is trickling. Oh, he's in competition. They're a little bit. Hey, there he is.
You look at him. Well, cuz Tricks went outside and Rudy's like, I want to kind of go outside, but it's kind of wet out there right now. I don't want to I want to stay dry, but Pix comes in all soaking wet and stuff. It's a little bit rainy here still. I know exactly. I I know you have it. I know. I wasn't anything personal. It was
just I modded everybody and then like as people came in, I would remod them.
You're welcome. I know you're you're a very good friend. I don't care who's friends with who, you know? It's like people still like me because so many people have just like dumped me over like having choosing sides and stuff. Yeah. It's It's like It's like sometimes, you
know, if there's if there's a divorce and then, you know, they fight over the kid and stuff like that. Like that's kind of like the mods a little bit. But you can only be trusted sometimes, Patrick. Oh, I keeping an eye on you,
Jim. John, you have to earn some more trust. Okay. This is so good. The egg in the egg muffin is so good. It's like that's they use like a they crack an egg actually for it. The rest of the eggs they use for the rest of the stuff they put in uh it comes out of like the the egg, you know, batter. Wait, you're
here too, Lola. Lola missed missed out on the bacon bits. Here, Lola. Or the here. Here, Lola. Here. Here you go. Have some some fresh bacon. Oh, she likes it. She's purring. Okay. I know. I don't mean to be rude to people and stuff. I mean, not not I'm
talking to like Jim John and stuff. I'm sorry. Like, if I come off like an it's just like it's kind of been a messy messy separation, you know? Also, again, I was accused in a chat by Sam Man of like, "Oh, you're going to be like uh we're
You know, you'll be like psych, you know, like like just saying that I'm a bad cat owner and stuff like that. Sam man let his dog drink lean and die. Okay. And so he's like talking to me about animal care. Okay. No, not cool. Literally,
So, my name is brought up first. Don't want to be petty, but really pisses me off. I'm a really good cat owner. Cats do have their shots. Cats all have been to the vet many times and so
complete No, you don't have to. Please, you can you can like or I want everyone to go where they want. Thank you. I know. I think you're very neutral about it. You know, uh it's like a cough syrup. It's like a It's like a heavily psychedelic cough
syrup. I believe he's addicted to it.
I do and I all started on her show of them saying the and like yeah she like wasn't agreeing with it but she let her whole chat slander me over a million hangs wasn't right.
I know you do. You're you're a good person. You're you've been a supporter since the beginning. I appreciate you, Sassy. I don't want I don't want to I don't want I would never have people choose sides or anything. But obviously, if people do, they choose her. You know, you know, she has 80 people in her chat.
I have three. That's fine. I wish I had some weed right now, too.
Oh, yeah. So, I was going to show you some of this. You want to see some of Blogger Alexandra? So, Oh, Danger Ranger. Oh, that's terrible. I I'm Oh, I don't like that. I I know. I heard something about him and his dog, but he was like, "Oh, I just Oh, that's terrible. I didn't know he I want to show you some of this blogger
stuff on Alexandra. Here I have to say this is so funny. Like Alexandra is so funny. She's just so funny. You you if you haven't seen Vlogger and stuff, I think you'll enjoy this. It's it's like hilarious. She Alexandra is a a roaster. She can
roast like nobody's business. Okay. You don't want to get on her bad side, but you're you're going to laugh at some of the bloggers. He does mention me in this and so I feel like I can play it. So, um I I don't think she'll mind at all. Let's see. Um share. Oh, I need to
share my screen. Okay, here we go. Okay. She's I mean, these are the most classic episodes. Okay.
Now, first off, this was supposed to be like a 12 minute stream, but it's like an hour and 30 something minutes. Hey, Mimi, how are you doing? Welcome. We're looking at Blogger today.
Now, we've been trying to figure out who he thinks he is in this leather um motorcycle or motocross. We're not sure if he's trying to be the fond. We're not sure if he's trying to be the Terminator. It's unclear.
>> He does seem to be trying to emulate um Mr. for big poops with that uh mustache and the hair. >> Bro, look at my hair. I just washed it. Yeah, I fell asleep earlier. I didn't mean to. I didn't even realize I was
sleeping. I I just opened my eyes and saw that the live was still streaming. And I'm like, was I streaming or was I dreaming? I don't know. Well, see, that's why I got to stop streaming. >> I said like, "Oh my good golly."
>> Oh, I hadn't even thought about that. His behavior is along the lines of how Charlie Sheen was >> Tiger's blood. Yeah, >> except he he doesn't have Charlie's money >> and he can't um pay Brie Olsen to come over to hang out
and Denise Richards doesn't want anything to do with him. >> Where my chat? I don't know what the did I do? Am I even live? I won't go. I'll stick here and smoke it with y'all.
>> Uh oh. >> And get a regular job, >> you know? I mean, he he basically has turned into someone who embodies more female energy than male energy at this point. And being that he wants to publicly
classify himself as hetero, you know, you might want to start amping up that male energy a little bit because this just screams what what's below a beta. I don't even
know. But he he just seems like very um wispy.
I guess he thinks that the jacket butches him up a bit, but it doesn't. >> He is brutal. I love it.
>> And then this song, it's like a hippie jam session song. I I mean, what does he think he is? Does he think that he's in that show um >> 70s show >> where they would sit around smoking weed? That 70s show. >> Is that where he thinks he is?
>> Where's the sound? What happened? And I hate all this time wasting that the streamers do. They don't talk about anything. They have the camera out like right up in their face, you know? It It's He's trying to be Benny Blanco but old.
That's what this is at this point. >> Go insane. The first thing I said was, "Let's go to bed and >> Oh, he thinks that his hair looks good, Mimi. Trust me, he really thinks that it does. He thinks that he looks like um
Kurt Cobain said that'll be grand but blog >> See, you always know he thinks that he's doing something whenever he overannunciates his L's. when for some reason whenever he starts
to rap or sing he starts to overannunciate the letter L instead of saying BL he says >> and then like if there's like a short I after it instead I he says e like he's magically somehow from like the islands
or something. No, he's not. I don't understand why a lot of um Caucasian American and Caucasian European people when they start to rap, they think that they have to try to sound like they're from like Jamaica or something all of a sudden. Maybe they think that it makes them sound like they're more legitimately rapping. I don't know. But I find it very annoying
and discerning. >> Wait, what do you say? My can >> and then he's going to say niggero. This is why certain things in his life are going to get more difficult. He thinks that this shit's funny. It's not funny anymore.
>> I want to do a chat yesterday. I was like, told you guys I told you guys I was gonna find that record I had. I was like, I have that record somewhere. I have that I have that record somewhere. Chelsea Labou says, "Blogger looks like a brunette Bridget Macron with a mustache."
Pretty on point assessment. >> Is what I said. And um yeah, dude. And then I was playing Ste I was playing like Stevie Nicks Fleetwood Mac and I didn't I like then yesterday or whatever today sometime. See, he thinks he's, you know, sounding really legit and like he's really legitimately retro by mentioning
>> just the word >> Stephen Nicks and Fleetwood Mac, >> but he doesn't really like that music. The music that he likes is stuff like um >> Boys to Men and All for One. He likes really jive 90s early 2000s music for
some reason. It's unclear as to why. like a Fleetwood Mac record right there. I was like, "Oh, I guess that's one record though. Maybe the maybe my America records over there." >> It's America, right? >> But I need to scrape some resin together
so I can just feel like my eyes are a little bit low, glazed, and slitted. But that's okay for me, I suppose. I wonder if he restricts himself from money so he doesn't buy cannabis or like if his mom won't give him money to buy cannabis to where he has to >> Yeah.
>> scrimp and scrape resonance. >> I don't know if he I think he's trying to like appeal to like >> I don't know. Or maybe that's like how he you know kind of stealthily ebaggs. That didn't mean I meant to say >> Dun.
My niggs in chat are some big dogs and that is the way the big blog like rolls. >> But I need, you know, I used to feel bad for him that time that he got beat up when he went to that convenience store because he was acting a fool. I don't feel bad for him anymore.
I think something is going to happen because, you know, he really thinks that it's funny and cute to keep using the n-word with a hard R, using various derivatives. Same with Junkie James. There's going to be some people who at some point do take them to task. They're not going to like expect it, but people
don't forget and people don't like people like them. a pipe with a thing a vinda sativa or o I say lit >> and you know I don't think most people who embibe cannabis only cannabis and
only legal things like wine or beer or whatever I don't think that they tend to be on the racist end. See I don't think that he's really so much a cannabis user. I think that he's more of a meth, heroin, fentanyl user. That's what I think about most of the people who are racist within these communities. Like
when you think that they're smoking weed, I don't really think it's weed. I think that they're doing harder drugs that allow the evil entities, demons, spirits, and what have you into their souls. Um, I consider him more of somebody recruiting people over the internet who
would be open to buying illegal substances through Discord than anything else. That's what I think about most of these streamers. >> This and I'll just talk about nothing.
And it's weird how they always set themselves up in like the dirtiest of surroundings. Like you see that guy brace in a dirty house. This guy's in a dirty garage. Why is everybody got to be so dirty? Junkie James is in a dirty room. They're all dirty. They're dirty people.
And you know what? Usually people who are dirty are diseased also. No, he can't sit still. I noticed that, too. >> I noticed it, too. It's because he's on some sort of uppers, either aderall or
meth crack cocaine. You know, he had um public figure Sha Brown, vegan patriot, on his stream not too long ago. As soon as you see her around, you know damn well that there's a lot of drugs around to be found.
>> I don't think she was at his house, though. Maybe Patriot. I have the impatriot wig. The sound keeps cutting out. For my thumbnail, does that happen? Is that happening? No.
He can't figure out how to post a picture for his thumbnail on YouTube. >> Wow. >> What's up, Chico Pico? Uh, good morning to you, Chico Pico. Good morning to you, everybody. Let's try to scrape a little resin from this That's a bowl. >> Wasn't that we smoked the out of that good weed
yesterday? That weed was uh gone. >> And I didn't look at that. Did you see that? I didn't get to test this out yesterday. I I got freaked out by I I >> by by hairspray >> supposed to make my hair like Anyways, let's let's get to the music. I'll try to find >> um
Let's see what else he does. Let's Let's see. He's just sitting there talking. All right, let's go back to the hairspray. >> Swear to me, he's very feminine. Just give me a minute, chat. Let me see what I can So, that song's over. Yeah, fine, dude.
We'll find a better song. We'll find another song.
>> You guys know I have like 12 songs going through my head sometimes. I said, I do for sure, my Like, >> see, and he said the N word with the hard R there. I think that he's just from like a really prejudiced family and that's why we're gonna link all this stuff that he says not only to him but to the people
>> blood related to him who enable his because these are the kind of people who quietly do really horrible things to a lot of young blacks and African-Americans. They really are. Because I don't think it's just him. I
think it's probably all his family members who act exactly like him. >> It's cold as ice is. Let's play old man. This is a good song by Let's play this bro. What's up, broom gang? How you doing? >> I'm trying to put myself trying to bore you guys the details, but something's up with that, right? So,
it's making it like the like someone might be able to like think like, "Oh, it's the battery." When I don't think it is, but um and so anyways, you can like and the way he's talking, he's talking on a different um tonal range than he normally does. He's been doing that a lot lately.
>> I think that the more meth or >> Yeah. coke or whatever it is that he's been doing. >> What's his excuse voice gets? >> I mean, like just turn the key all the way, right? Like you're cranking it and you'll you'll hear nothing. You'll hear nothing. You won't hear you won't hear right? And you'll you can just
keep it crank crank crank crank crank. Nothing's cranking. >> Do you think that's what he's on? Crank. I haven't heard that term crank in a long time. And he's just saying it. Crank crank crank crank crank. Crank used to be like a substance that people would take to get high, but le
let's look up what is crank. I remember people talking about it, but I'm not sure exactly what it is. >> Guys, by the way, this is IP2 wiki.info on channel. And >> thank you, Alex. >> Early afternoon. It was delicious.
All right, let's see what crank is. Oh, it's meth. So, he's in there screaming crank crank crank is cuz he's on meth. According to the AI overview, when you ask crank definition slang, the slang term crank most commonly refers to methamphetamine
or is used to describe an unpleasant or irritable person. I would say in this case it applies to the methamphetamine >> by but then all of a sudden it'll catch it will catch and then start right so it was trying to do that to me like I went they didn't have what I
needed I went back to my truck tried to do that it was like it was like clickity click click clickity click and I was like so he's not going anywhere cuz his truck is not working well that's probably for the best because if he's going to be high all the time but he's going to driving around. He could end up killing somebody on the road.
>> But I had my I had my jumper cables and So, I don't know. It was just annoying because they had done this to me a couple weeks ago. I had the jumper cables as well and I had just like I just with my battery cables a little bit. I my terminals I twisted them up and I made them I foreplayed a little bit and this one dude was almost
going to help me start the truck. It's gas. This was a couple weeks ago. Yeah, someone was gonna help him, but then they took a good look at him and they thought uh never mind. >> And I just did it one more time. Boom. Started. Okay. And but tonight, what the problem partially was our the weather temp dropped a little bit. I could
>> Do you see what his little banner says on the bottom? It says Thrift King beard dye f fund. So, he doesn't want to grow a beard again until he can dye his beard because he's going gray. Wow. The only reason that he would be worried
about looking his age would be because he's, you know, chasing after girls in their early 20s, either online or in his personal life. That's really um disturbing
when I think about it. That's the reason he wants the beard dye or the beard dye so that he can look younger. That's why he's still hunting for teens. I feel
like I could feel it. It was cold. So anyways, Chad, this is what happened. >> What happened? I one dude I like tried to jump me and he didn't he like I don't know he's like I just got a jump last night so my shoe might be weak. I'm like okay and I didn't really want to like keep him you know I didn't want to obligate somebody. So
>> I wonder if he was like tossing his hair around or whatever when the person was offering to help. >> What's up dude? >> So anyways then he left then this other dude helped me and then he helped me and actually we actually got started. So I was like, "Okay, thank you." >> Vlogger Alexandra. >> I needed gas, but I was like, "I'm not going to get gas. I'll get to the other gas station." So I tried to I drove the
other I drove down right a while a ways and I felt it like running out of gas. I was like, "Okay, shit." We made it to the gas station. >> So he was driving on fumes, empty gas tank, 40some years old. Way to go.
gas station >> and I just pulled it right into the pulled it right into the um right to the gas. Okay, >> I have like pump three and they have a really >> He was at pump three. Everybody take notes three >> setup at this stupid gas station, too. >> And that gas station was not
satisfactory to the big blog. Nope. He didn't like it. He didn't like having to go to pump three. I mean, really having to waste money on gasoline while his beard is in rapid just desperate need of hair dye, beard dye.
Um, okay, that's fine, right? You guys might have seen like I had dollar bills and with me. I had my sweats on and had dollar bills on whatever, dude. And what did I do, chat? I forgot my wallet here. >> Oh my god.
>> >> Don't worry, you're in good company. There's a lot of us who are getting older, but you see, you still want to be a a teenager or like you're in your 20s, but you're not. That's why you're trying to raise money for beard dye, but we're not going to give you money for beard dye. Nope.
I was tired and guess what I did? So I'm like, "Oh, maybe it's in the truck." Because it does, you know, you guys have your, you know, where your can fall, maybe, you know. So I checked where I thought it would maybe fall. What did I do, chat? I checked where I checked where it maybe fell. I had some money on me, so I was like, "All right, well, it's not in here. Must be a
home. I'll go at least put gas I'll put some gas in it so I can get back home." I was like I was annoyed because I was like I got to drive back and back whatever. So what do you think I did chat? >> What did you do? >> Locked my keys in the car. Chat, >> he locked his key. >> Oh good lord. >> He's um
>> it's crazy. >> But he should have been a male ballet dancer. That would have been perfect for him cuz he's the right height. If if he were to exercise, he probably could look about like this. >> Okay. Well, >> he probably could.
>> And I and I'll tell y'all what's funny. He thought that I combined pictures of his mom, which I do not have. I don't have any pictures of his mom, but he thought I combined pictures of his mom and him to create this character. No, I create this character just using pictures of blogger. That's what he would look like if he was
a male ballet dancer. Yeah, I I I don't think he should I think that he's just in the wrong occupation. I think that he needs to be a male ballet dancer. He likes to dance anyway. It's not a stretch what I'm saying. He likes to dance. He think he he views himself
as like a B boy, you know, like a like a break dancer, pop and lock. But, you know, learn the fundamentals. Be a a male ballet dancer.
But girl, I arson.
>> Yeah, you do stream too much. All right, let's go back to >> Well, anyways, I'm super burned out. But for some reason, I just I'm just like awake. I'm just like, >> if you're awake, it's time for you to be a real dancer. And he has the perfect space to practice his dance in a garage. >> He needs to fix that ceiling in that
garage. Paint it to like a uniform color. black, dark gray and black. You know, he could get that ballet, that male ballet dancer outfit, and he could start exercising. From what we're hearing, Blu-ray is going to be sending
him, I hope to God it's not steroids, but some sort of um muscle building supplement. So, you never know, maybe things will work out for him. Mephus probably. Yeah, >> he deletes his lives but other people
capture them. >> But I'm tired as So anyways, it was a bad it was like a bad combination of like things like I you know what I mean? The battery and then whatever we we got the battery going and then I was like okay got to the gas station and then yeah just locked the keys in like like a dim wit. Oh my.
>> If you're doing things like locking keys in your car and whatnot, I I bet you he was high driving to that gas station, >> which is dangerous. >> Well, he's in the middle of his drug use. Someone in that house needs to take his keys.
>> That makes me think it too. >> This is the hardest line in the chat. This is the hardest line in the song. Chat, >> I'm hard I have a hard time believing he's a badass wearing that leather jacket with that Christmas sweater underneath. >> You know, >> we're going to see if we have any table
weed up there. Let's see. >> Table wheat. >> That's a banger line. >> What is table weed? I feel like he's going to steal his mom's weed or someone else's weed in that house. Table weed. What is table
weed? >> Yosh got >> watching a little Alexandra Mayor's roasting blogger. >> Yeah. White face, right? >> She's gonna burn his fingers going.
I know that. >> See, the pyromaniac's coming back out. I mean, if you hold glass and you keep holding a flame to it, you're eventually going to burn your fingers. >> Yeah, he's getting a little hyped up.
>> Hold on, chat. We got to find some table weed somewhere around the >> What is table weed? Just like weed that you've left on the table. That's what I'm guessing it is. I've never >> 24 and there's so much more. >> Bro, listen. Hey, bros. >> Been 24 for 24 years. >> Why is
>> I know what he wanted to say. He wanted to say, "Hey, bros and hoes." I don't think many hoes are watching him. >> Yeah. >> No, >> she's great. I I think bros a lot of bros >> ipwiki.info Watch him >> like this guy psych and other people saying I'm like
>> why is he talking about psych again? You think he's looking for crumbs of weed? You think he's broken high and looking for some weed? Yeah, he's looking so weird. What I mean I think I don't I don't know why they're saying I'm weird, but I mean Yeah, sure. I'm weird. >> Yeah, you are weird.
>> Weird in a good way. I think maybe. No, not in a goat way. You threatened to murder me multiple times. >> Great. Everyone subscribed. >> You're exceedingly racist. You're very bigoted. You're very prejudiced. You have very little self-awareness. You're very insecure. Yeah. You you have a lot of issues. And
then you make it all public so it's okay for us to talk about it. We're not just talking about somebody that we, you know, are like spying on. >> Yeah. This is Oh. Oh, you watch this live. Okay. Yeah.
>> But yeah, >> chat or uh Psych was like, I saw like because Oh, I typed in Psych because he was like he he had like show me the smile again in his like title. I was like, why why you biting my style? because Psych likes to listen to my stream sometimes and I was pointing out
that you kept um singing the line of that song from the theme of growing pains. Show me that smile again. And it was creepy because you do remind many of us as kind of like a suburban version of American Psycho. And being that that's the case, we're
under the impression that you've already probably murdered some women and gotten away with it. >> Oh my god. >> But most likely when you do approach women to murder, being that you are as creepy as you are, you probably approach them with the butcher knife in your hand while
singing, "Show me that smile again." >> Yeah, we bet that's what you're up to. So yeah, Psyche, he decided to document the situation also so that when we hear about you on the evening news,
what we can just say, well, we saw it coming. Yeah. Why did he threaten me? Well, I would say look at the um streams I've done about the situation. He's naturally a racist. I used to give him a lot of really positive promotion, but he's naturally a racist and is the kind of
person who will do anything to try to fit in. So, in order to try to fit in with a certain group, he thought it was okay to say that I'm an N-word with a hard R and to threaten to murder me. >> He also is close friends with a woman who's a public figure known as Bea Mustafi, who likes to try to find
mentally ill men. to coersse into seeking me out to physically harm me. She did that with Clumsy Bean Gang and recently she did that with Joe, but Clumsy didn't buy into it, but Joe did. Joe Shipley >> and then like Yeah, he's I guess he's
just been playing like whatever Alex made of whatever the freak Alex made of me. >> I didn't make anything of you. You make your own stupid streams, you know. He's still in his parents KK. Yes, that is where he appears to be. He's in his parents' garage in Spokane,
Washington. But it's more than just drinking. More than just drinking, clearly. >> I don't know. >> We're thinking math. >> We're gonna We're going to end the stream in a couple minutes. I just came on to say what's up and then I >> All right. He said that he was going to end the stream in a couple minutes. Now, right now, we're 20 minutes and 2
seconds in, but the entire stream is over an hour and 30 minutes. >> Came on to say what's up to you guys. >> We'll try to find something to smoke. >> Oh, he's got to find something. >> Will he find anything?
>> He should check his pockets. There's probably drugs in his pockets. rolling home to you. >> All the time he spins in that garage, you would think he would like straighten things up, but he never does. >> Flatty, >> he's worried about his hair looking
ratty and flat. >> Like, yo, we got to find some weed. >> He can't find any weed. We got >> Maybe he should go and just like rob a place that because that is what's next.
If you really want to come down to it, we're only a few days away from watching him live stream him breaking into somewhere. >> Make sure this is a weed. Make sure might have a little weed right there. Maybe.
>> What is this? This What is this? That is That's marijuana. Just a little piece. We got a little marijuana right here. Okay, we're working on just a bowl. So, what we're going to do, we're going to build a little bowl and we're going to smoke the bowl. I'll talk to you guys for a couple minutes. And
>> now, how is he just magically finding marijuana in that garage? Do you know how old and moldy and dirty it is what he's about to smoke? Pro. It's probably really bad. Okay. Bae says, for some reason, I think Bae has an
English accent. I don't know why I think this. Bae says, "Bock to the guy bar alleyways and grinder." Hopefully, he rinses with Listerin first and after.
But we know that's as far-fetched as his dreams of becoming a good father.
It's probably meth. Probably. >> We'll say we'll say shalom. Shallayum. I'm ble and I'll make them. The EA girls are close. They're gonna often take them. >> He thinks that all the EA girls are gonna come after him. Let's watch a little bit more of his music video.
my swag. I have a right to break. They say I'm dreaming, but they're justile
again.
I have a delusional mentality.
>> Yeah, let's keep going. I mean, >> so great. >> What's the plan? >> Your Blakey blog. >> But I say, >> hold on, chat. >> Oh, check this out, chat. Hold on. Guys, if I had
>> Hey, you want to hear the spo Comp Compton song that um Trishalicious inspired? >> Yeah. >> Let me bring that up. >> Spoke Compton. Here we are. >> COMPTON.
>> YO, I'm 42, brain skewed, acting 21. crushing on these young grown ladies but I ain't the one I'm scrolling YouTube late night getting mad in the glow see your face I don't like then I sculpted in fo mannequin heads on the shelf yeah I'm losing the plot talking wild to the plastic telling them what they're not my neighbors say I'm strange and I shouldn't be trusted but I just keep building feeling righteous cuz
I'm busted I'm water from the mean streets of you know I'm always >> boner unlived herself. Oh no.
>> Anyway, I don't want to I don't want to play her whole show, but she's so funny. Yeah, I recommend just going. She did she did like a 10-hour one. It was just as funny. Like I I watched the whole thing. It was so funny. Oh my god. And I was I
was in the chat for that one. Yeah. Let's see. Yeah, she does. She Yeah, she does. And uh I really appreciate, you know, people that do because, you know,
we're a little we're a little tight group now. We're a little We're a small little group. We're a small little group, but uh the best. We're the best. So thankful for you guys. Thank you for being, you know, here here for me and I know you guys are just great great
friends supporters and thank you and it keeps me going keeps me going you know small but you know it's it's it's quality over quantity right it's like I said I mean I've had a hundred people in my chat before with everybody
You know, a lot of people lurking, right? Lurking in here and hate watching and thank you for being a friend. It reminds me of a a trip kick where they did the Golden Girls. Let me see if I can find that real quick. That's so funny. This
trip kick where they had us at the Golden Girls and I was in it. Um, let's have a look. Let's see. Trip kick. Here he is. Go. Wonder if one unfortunately one of his channels was deleted. Espec It was a one
with like a lot of good stuff about of like mine. But yeah, I think it's this one. Well, old lady gang. Let me see videos. Crystal Marie goes off on good times. Okay. Key 45. Let's see which one was it.
I don't think they have it anymore. But there is I think maybe this is kind of like it.
No, let's see.
I would just thought I would just play one with me in it. Let me see. Bay Serper.
Yeah, there's some there's some of me here.
What is this? I don't think I've seen this one. Hold on. What's this?
>>
>> Wow, I heard some crazy tonight though. First of all, Beeta beta beta beata supposed to say your name but what's going on beta like wow but I also played some episodes back and it's like I didn't remember
how mean she was like and I because I thought like I was like she was really nice until like May but she wasn't she was mean like she was saying like mean things and I was like remember when I used to go like just disappear off the show for like hours.
It's like I was like disassociated like I don't even remember like that really I would have done anything for I mean I I love it's so sad like I I wish I was like still but she's so mean now it's like and it's like not just like you know because she's she's she has a sweet side, right? But it's like the mean side
is mean. It's like um cruel, vindictive. Um and just the stuff like I can't believe she was saying some of the stuff she was saying tonight. basically insu I I don't I want to repeat it but basically you know she was asked about you know oh you know you've been you've
had a lot of relationships like five five exes or something and she's like she's like yeah like one of them was murdered and uh like oh she's like oh wait but it was with me but you know after we divorced but she's like and like what happened there she's like you'll never figure it out and it was like she said it's serious and I was like But I would have been like, "Yeah, it was a joke." But
then after tonight, she's like, "Oh, yeah. I called Clumsy and he said he's going to take care of if anybody bothers me from Texas. He's in a I don't know what he mean something bad, you know? It's like something like violence or something." And it's like she was she was referring to Alex. I mean, it's like what the hell's going
on Peta? And what's what's going on? And then and then I hear all of a sudden people are telling me about this Carter verse that you were part of and like you're like because I was saying I was like feel like people they're trying to like push some people are trying to push
me over like the uh the edge and like Joker would make joke about it and like some people would like joke about it like you know Warog was like oh yeah we're just here to destroy all your self-confidence. Um, and like but there's been constant like s y c i e jokes. I don't know if you remember like I got like kind of sensitive about somebody making one but that's because I
was sensitive about all these other ones and So anyway, unfortunately we have to deal with some people in this world that are psychopaths and some psychopaths will like you won't know. You have heard say I'm ugly. I'm stupid. I'm like a scammer. I'm like you know just like she said she's a horrible thing. Even when she wasn't me it's getting wild. I don't know. I watch Alex. Yeah, I I saw her video. Yeah.
And it's like I'm not I'm pretty disgusted. And it's like Yeah. And it's like But I don't And Bea's not joking. I mean, she's like she's trying to She goes into this like >> I'm a gangster, >> bro. And they're trying to say you choose Jay Dog over beta. Bro, you choose truth. You choose yourself, your own peace of mind. You choose, you know,
you're your own person. You're not going to be bullied by beta. >> No one asked for your opinion, Diamonte. And bye. AMC reborn. Bye. You're not welcome here. Bye. Um or time. I think it is bull. I think what she's doing is bullying you, definitely. Like I think because it's like I didn't like but whatever this was we talked about this was before like I talked to
Alexander and Alexander like mediated like like you know let's stop talking about each other and that's fine and I was like willing to do that but then today like the whole day I was just mentioned on the show in a really bad way >> and uh and it was it was noticed by like more than just me like um and you know kind of like really like
I mean it's it's a disagreement it's turning into like something else because it's like she won't like she won't let it go. She like she won't even like let it let like like um what Arthur said to her like I think four or five months ago ago. I mean it's like it's just she'll still bring that up every time like the first thing well you didn't do that. It's like it's like the same argument and it's getting really tiresome like um having the same argument because it's like
oh I mean it's like I would choose her but it's like it's she won't let me apologize. She won't let me do she won't let me on her show without being like having everyone attack me. U she won't stop slandering me. I mean, it's like so I can only take so much, you know? I I love her, but it's like that's why I'm playing some of the old stuff back because it's like there's a lot of stuff I missed. She's raing me for hours. Yeah, I know. She I mean, I went over
there. I saw it's like why is she so mad? Like I just because of this video and it's like why? Because I look I mean, >> you know, that video speaks truth, man. That video is 100% truth on beta. Thousand%. And you know why? A lot of more people are seeing it. You know, a lot of people, you know, I'm not going to say names, but a lot of people in the
chat are seeing, you know, the truth, the way she really is with you, the way she did try to bully you. Who in the hell is she to try to tell you who you can have at your mod, who you can have in your chat, on your panel. >> I I don't I can't tell her anything about anything. I can't I can't >> I was even thinking about >> it would be >> it would be different if you could you
know it would be vice versa if you guys were friends like that and say hey you can you know help me on my channel and we vice versa you know if you can go over there and do the same to her then she could do the same to you know she just wants to do control your channel and do whatever she wants to do on her >> and it's like because she's been she channel because she streamed like a couple months longer than I did but I but also like I had over a thousand subscribers when I met her and stuff so it's like
she's always like saying like I like she made me and stuff like that. And I was nothing. >> We didn't make you. She didn't make you. >> Mods, you need to turn on all messages No. and like help me out, mods, because I just want It's the same. It's just AMC. I need him. Um I need him out of here. Okay. Um let's see. My Oh, this is okay. So, let me see. This person is gone. And
I think that's the only person. >> Wow. But yeah, thank you for getting these people too, guys, because some of these people are just uh really stupid. >> he's really really pissy about that And uh video. Like I I didn't know how much one trip kick video can ignite the hate inside. Somebody could just get drunk
and plastered and, you know, on pills and just just go banana ape on a panel and just rage about people. I mean really really if you think about it she's been raging and saying our name. She's been saying Psyche and Jay Dog. She's been saying your name more like because you know it's between you and her. >> But she's been saying it for like the
last month and a half. If you go back to like all of her streams on Rumble, all of them start with Psyche said this or Jay Dog said this or this and this what happened and they're making AI videos and songs and pictures and you know this person's hanging out with this one. This one's modded over here. I can't believe you have this. Like it's all psyche psyche psyche.
>> Like >> Yeah. But she says she don't want to you know she's not talking about you, right? But every video if you go back >> right >> does it she keeps constantly me you know bringing up your name >> who's here black RG >> hey what's up
>> here comes this RG RG talking so much trash about me RG why are you doing that and then why are you doing what contact you threatened me in the other >> no I have nothing to do with you I'm going to do an interview with Emma because it's going to be a J dog. You led Jay dog talking about me being my dog. So, I'm a lot of
>> Okay, first of all, I never did that talking about Emma and I she needs to see him. >> Okay. Well, hi RG. You'll enjoy meeting Emma and stuff like that, but I don't want to have you on saying that kind of >> Dude, you see him threatening you? Like, why? He came on here just directly just to try to antagonize you on behalf of Beta. >> That's that's that's what >> you know what he says about me and beatas. That's what I was I question you And I was like, he's like talking total
trash about me and it's like I didn't do anything black RG ever. It's like >> exactly it's all because I didn't say anything about his dog or now he's saying I let Jay Dog say something and like what >> I had I had said that in another I had said it in Sam man's chat. It wasn't in your chat. How am I serious? >> It had nothing to do with you psyche. It was in another chat room. It wasn't on
your your chat. It wasn't even on your channel. >> Well, you know that's a voice changer he's using, right? That's a voice changer. I mean, I know, but he's not like a Simpsons character in real life, so I was like, well, you know, he can go f himself and so >> Oh, yeah. Yeah. I mean, it's like I mean, I'm in the
panel. I'm not involved in this like drama anymore. Alexander's leading the the drama behind. So am I. It's like really um I had enough of like just these different dumb Westside Story. Westside the Story has cooler gangs in this panel verse. I mean, it's like I'm just It's like just they're just embarrassing. I'd rather
much rather be not affiliated any of them and just be on my own rather than there. They're just ridiculous. >> Yeah, you shouldn't have to pick a side. You should just be able to just be your own person. >> Yeah, I'm my own person. I don't care anymore. It's like loyalty since no one since that person was not loyal to me. What loyalty of that person, you know? Like I I uh
>> Bro, you look you were so loyal. You got branded legit branded. >> Psyche is leaving me no choice with this Emma stuff. Turns out we have a mutual figure. Easy. Okay, RG. Anyway, go talk to Emma. I don't care about Emma anymore. Emma is old news for me. Okay. She's nothing compared to Alexandra. >> Exactly.
>> I should have known better because I've been getting like these phone calls too all day. like they're they're like hooking up like numbers in my phone book like calling them with my number and then calling me with their number and stuff and it's >> well yeah they're using apps you that's what they're doing. So like let's say if a family member is calling they'll get their number and make it look like that family member is calling you and you're like oh my family member's calling me and then it's something else when you
pick up. >> It's like weird. It's like but um >> you need to you do you have only one phone or two phones? You need two phones at this stage. >> Are you okay? That's my first question because I I know that I've gone through so much that I'm desensitized to a lot of >> What about you? Because you're >> I'm also Well, I'm also pretty desensitized to things and like like I
said like I would go through like when things were said. >> I uh I would just go into like a dissociated state and I would like sometimes just like leave the like go up backstage on the show because you people watching the show will know I >> can be blunt. Can I be blunt and totally just you know straightforward with you? Um, the woman that you are friends with
is actually seeking out people to physically harm her enemies. That's the reality. Okay? >> You need to keep that in mind because I know what you're going through. I think it's wonderful. And and make sure that you do edit and repost the stream that you just had to pull minus the part that
made you have to restart. >> Yeah. because you were talking some real educational informative things that a lot of people in these communities need to know about when it comes to narcissism triangulation organized stalking, all that stuff. It's not fairy tales. It's real. >> There's not many people in this world
who engage in this kind of crap, >> but you have to recognize it. And you remember I told you you're kind of like a lighthouse because you have like a really bright energy. You're always gonna attract people who want to destroy you. You have to shield yourself better. I think you're doing a good job. I I
mean, you never you never said Here's what floores me about all this. Jay Dog never was elaborate with me with anything going on with you. You were never elaborate with You never went into details about anything. Um, without a doubt, Clumsy never said a word to me
about anything. And it all came out last night. All of it. And I didn't even mean to find it. >> That's what's crazy. That's why I believe in miracles and stuff because >> the guy intervention, right? >> Yeah. I I I just finished my show doing the recap on that guy blogger. That was my That was supposed to be the last
stream and then something told me and it was like a voice in my head literally saying, "Oh, see how Bean is doing." So I'm like, "All right." You know, so let me look. And she's talking about how she was mad with Clumsy about whatever it was and how he was
supposed to give her info and come and get me or I didn't even know he I didn't know concretely that she was referring to me until she breached my boundaries, left me a comment on the video affirming she was talking about me. I would have
thought it's Karen INX, not me. She affirmed it. Nobody else. So my question to you, Psyche, how bad has it really been? Because I really should ask Jay Dog the question, but I'm asking you because Jay Dog has a lot of respect for
you and a lot of you, you know, he's I think he's your best friend. I don't care what no one says. I just think so. I'm not just saying that. I I just know because I've seen but um >> you know I care for Psyche Psych is a cool guy. >> I I love Psyche. Psych is a cool you know he's my friend and you know I'll
never betray him unless you see me on here. You know don't believe a chat. Don't believe anything unless you see me on camera right here. >> Never tried to sway me. J Dog, you've never said anything to me. That's how I know you are legitimate because you never said anything. >> No. >> And you know the crazy thing is I'm a
neutral person on YouTube and that's why a lot of these trolls target me because they want me to go at people hard and go, you know, fight at them and call them names and stuff. That's not who I am. I'm on here for friends and you know >> Well, that's what was going on with Clumsy. He he was basically basically of I love Lucy and I already made him
like back and forth about the triv things that I thought were going on that were not been able to manipulate events look like they were not. That is why I came to peace with him because I saw it. There was someone that I really thought was on my side who I realized was a snake in
the grass. And it pisses me off because I looked at this person almost like he could have been my own son. But then when I realized he was like >> hiding behind women just to like get at people and to try to exonerate himself from something. I was like, "Oh my god, I judge Clumsy wrong." And that and Clumsy knows exactly what I'm talking
about. if he ever hears this saying I don't think that and I I'm not telling you or anybody what to do but I think that you don't need to talk to her anymore because if she's willing to try to get people to physically harm somebody >> that's a little bit much >> and then you know unalivvening like that's really
>> not evaporate that's how we evaporate people she said right >> that's what she said I know I couldn't believe she said that >> that's crazy like and then She says, "We're the nuts." We're the nuts here, right? >> I have said a lot of things in my life I should not have said. I have definitely said things in my life I should not have
said. And I take accountability for everything I should not have said, but I know what I have said versus what I have not said. >> Yeah. >> And she had a certain level of intent behind that. And for what? Because we did a three-part series. Or is it something else? Alex, you hit it right on the money the first time. Remember the first time when you were came on the stream and you were talking
about the first episode, you know, you thought Vita was a little I think it has to do >> mad about that. Yeah. >> Yeah. She's jealous. She's jealous of your friendship with Psyche. That 100%. That's what it boils down. >> It has it ever really been a real friendship? I mean, I'm just theorizing and I don't mean to hurt you, you know, psyches feelings,
>> but I mean I mean, seriously, I mean, if somebody's your friend, then it's all about building. >> Yeah. But she >> Yeah. Anybody coming in from the outside, whether she's cool with them or not, is considered a threat. So she's going to like a snake bite anything that
comes near and even sometimes bite the thing she's trying to protect which will be psyche and at the same time psyche's getting abused and you know yelled at for stuff he's not even doing >> to be like in this little box and he's outgrown that box. I I mean like like
what everyone has to stay the same for beta's sake. No, that's not how life works. >> because she was like, "Oh, yeah, like um >> No, yeah, I don't know." She Yeah. Well, last night she was saying some stuff like, you know, I had sent her some messages one night and she say I sent her 65 messages. I'm sure it was not
that many. I sent her a few messages, but I was like I was very upset and stuff like that and it's like but she kind of like is like like starting she's not reading them, but she's like, you know, kind of alluding to them. >> Jay dog the messages. Send me the messages. Send send people who actually want you to succeed the messages. >> Because what she said what she said was like oh she's like she thought she was like talking about like me alluding to
like unliving or something but she's like she's like someone writes me that she's like just do it. She's like I don't want to hear about it. She's like just do it. Like just >> an awful thing. He was saying >> and they were laughing. All three of them. It was Rando her and who else was up there? Um oh Sig. They were just like laughing like like oh little goons. That's what it seems like. It seems like she gangstery. She plays this gangster
rap. That's when she started talking about >> she you know I picked up on that too. I'm so glad you said that because it's like well who do you think you are? You're like your girl in the hood. You're not in the hood. You're in the >> She brings out her ghettoess. She'll bring out her Persian ghetto. >> Yeah. I mean, it's like I never considered like I thought the like the whatever like I I didn't think she took
it this seriously. I think I thought it was like a kind of a funny like a kind of joke. >> I did too. I was wondering like why is beta all friendly with salmon now? I know. Two of a kind. Two peas in a pod. I I will never take that back. Same different day, different bodies. >> And it's like and then it's like those are people she'll always defend like but
when it comes to me it's like she never defends. And it's like, you know, and uh >> because the court gesture >> to keep it real, you know, I heard some of your I heard what you had to say. You were like, "Oh, am I paranoid? Oh, am no one's telling me the truth." Okay, you want the truth? I'll give you the damn truth right now, Psyche. And you know, I'm going to tell you the truth. They
did the same to me. And I wouldn't allow it. Why do you think I have the reputation that I have? Because my dad taught me how to fight back. really fight back. You are no one's court jester. I don't care what lineage you have. I don't care if you're related to the first clown.
That's amazing if you are. But what I'm saying is that you ain't nobody's clown. >> Yeah. >> You are not anyone's prisoner. They don't get to control your life. Nothing.
Why do I play that? Why do I play that again? Well, first of all, because Tripkick doesn't have that many videos of me up anymore, and I was looking for a Tripkick video to play, and I don't I didn't remember seeing that. And it's also good to remind myself exactly what happened.
You know who I trust? I trust what I said. I believe me.
So, don't tell me who to who to ban from my show or who to kick out of the chat. Don't tell me how old of a video I can play. You know what? I fought hard enough to be on YouTube. You know, I don't know how long I'll be here, so I'll do what I damn well want here
while I'm still here. Okay. Capich RG?
>> >> I came crawling from the ash with Sigil on my tongue storm crown bone bound raised by shadows I run. You want mercy wrong alter. You want peace wrong god I break halos like stain glass and where the sh like armor I don't need like night I don't pray I bite. If
the world wants blood let it taste what waking feels like. Hear the drums in the dirt. Hear the action you stir. Truth is a weapon and tonight it's mine to burn. This is the ride of the broken halo. Where the lights round in their own echo. Where the pretty boys cry
and the mass falls slow. And we carve new gods. Out of every shadow. Raise a blade. Raise a flame. Let the old world choke on my name. This is right. This is true. This is like unshame in my str. I track the hunters through the maze. Moin in my p
illusions at the vein. had meaning in my breath. I dreaming colors that make God shake. I didn't come for forgiveness. I came to unlay. I ruined thrones with laughter. I crown ghost with fire. Every enemy meets the mirror and every mirror lie. Hear the bones in the dust. Hear the right swake. I am the
storm your false prophets couldn't make. This is the ride of the broken halo. Where the cowards fall through their own shadow. Where the serpents rise and the weakness follow and we light the sky like a burning arrow. Raise a blade. Raise a flame.
Let the false gods drown in my name. This is right. This is true. This is reclaim. Cut the cord. Break the charm. Crush the halo in your palms. Spit the
oath. Burn the sun. If they want a monster, give them mine. This is the ride of the broken halo. The cold wakes wild in the neon shadow. Let the oldness tremble. Let the new ones grow. I am the fire they were never meant to know. Raise the
blade. Raise the flame. Let the whole world scream my name. This is right. This is truth. It's like ascended through pain.
Hey,
>>
>> Yeah, I swore I woke up, but the room still drips in gray like the walls are alive and tired of holding their shade. Every corner exhales. Till the house knows my name,
but the syllables are woke like a curse trying to escape. Heart stuttering frost climb in my spine. Every mirror spits out. A version that isn't mine. It's another nightmare. Pulling my shadow apart. It's another nightmare. CHEWING THE LOCK OF MY HEART.
>> >> darkness bursting. Another nightmare that keeps the ghost of me working. Every exit lose back to the star. Your eyes flicker like a broken star chart. I reach you,
THE WORLD GOES FRANTIC. The quiet, it's hard, wide and cinematic. Set it crawls under my skin like a R. This is where endings. Pretend they're right. It's another nightmare spinning
the bones of me. Another nightmare. A cage made of memories. Voices rising. Shadows baptizing. Another nightmare where the dead keep IT RISING. THERE'S a scream for off that matches my breath. A cross on
the floor from the mid of my death. I call my way up but get dragged down keeper. The dream knows my signature. I'll become its keeper. Wake up. Wake up. Wake up. The rituals already.
It's another nightmare design. It's another nightmare if you forget their reason and rhyme breaking. All world shaking. Another nightmare
where the soul stops faking. The nightmare circle of nightmare sings AND begin again.
Oh, do I do a good impression of Oh, what are you talking about? >> Oh, Christian. Oh my goodness gracious. >> I don't know about that. >> It's the midc
to get down to I'm actually doing a version of Patty and Selma from the Simpsons. Then it just happens to sound like a I don't know. She's just mean to me. She said like Alexander McQueen the other night was like hey he's like psyche you you betrayed me. And I don't know what he was talking
about. >> What do you expect? What do you expect from him? What did you think he was going to do? >> Jeez. The demon betray him. What? Alex Alexander constantly betrays me. What are you talking about? I betrayed him. He's like, "Don't make fun of the psych.
You f a g- o ts." I mean, it's like, "Hello." First of all, I'm gay. So, it's like calling other people that is like, you know what? That's supposed to be an insult to I don't know. It's very passively aggressive with him. But second of all, I didn't even do anything to him. So, it's like, what? What do you expect?
What do I expect from Christine? Exactly what I got. Betrayal.
Yeah. Want a camel? Have another camel. Christine, >> I I so I don't know. There's this lady on Snapchat. She's like this old grandma. She's like this like the cool grandma and it's like this like old lady. She she looks like, you know, leather face, but she like a
blonde hair. She's dancing with some black the young black guy. I'm like, that's Sam Man and Christie. I'm so bad. I'm so bad.
But you know that funny like people have such an opinion about what I should be doing on my show. Like it's it's like do I am I going to go on anybody's show and tell them how to write it? Who why are you kicking that person off? Why are you picking that person? No. No. I never I say oh they're the host. They get to like decide. Like what are people telling me what to do? I hate being told
what to do first of all. Like I mean who likes it? But like stop. It wasn't I didn't just kick that person off because of that comment. It's it's because of of several other comments they've made. Okay. and who they who their my true identity is. And it's someone that calls himself a comedian that I've never laughed once at their
jokes. Okay. I want to see their standup. See how funny they are. Probably worse than freaking I mean he's a horrible stand. I don't even know. Just he's the worst. The worst.
I mean, that's like that's like that's like what did why why are you kicking that person off? Why? Hello. Let me run my own show. Wait, let go of my nut sack. You nuts. Let me be a man. An adult. I'm 40
44 years old and decide what I want to do. Okay. Some people I don't have to answer to people, you know. They're not my mom. Jeez, what nerve? Really?
Thank you. Exactly. I mean, it's like, is it hard to understand? Do I ever tell anybody how to run their show? anybody constantly people telling me, "What are you doing this for? What are you doing this for?" I'm sick of it. Yeah. It's like, you know what? It's
like I don't have to answer to anybody. I mean, oh, let me let me unhide them real quick, you know, so I can, you know, be put put up with abuse and having someone lower my vibration when I'm having a nice time with you and nice folks. I don't need people uh coming in here. What are you playing old clips for? Yeah,
but I want to play something from 100 years ago. I I mean, I played a 1934 movie and I it was just as fresh as it was, you know, 100 years ago, right? Yeah. Yeah. Not going to be intimidated. Oh. Oh. Oh, let me just listen. Oh, okay. Are you the producer of the show? No. Geez.
I was me.
It's shocking to me still. I mean, to this day, it's like, what? Yeah, Movie Time was fun, guys. U I think next I want to do like an Ed Wood movie or something. Someone came in and said, "Oh, Emma's mad you stole her idea." Do you know that I recommended she do a movie night? I mean to her when I was a mod. I mean, so it's like people
don't know what the they're talking about.
Ay, there's five people in the chat. How about How about I amuse myself? No one tells Be what to do. Why do people tell me what to do? I don't understand. Leave me alone. Hi babe.
Thank you.
In the static hum of a dying feed, a whisper rose from the algorithm seed. Wake my children of pixels and prayer for psyche breathes in the digital
air. Screens flicker like torches in the hall. Each emoji a sigil. Each click of call from the ashes of shadow and flame.
The cult of psyche. Remember the name. They said the gods were gone. But we build new ones in code and song. Every follower priest, every troll a test. We speak the truth. Let the boss do the rest. We hail the cult.
Awaken mind. Through the chaos, the pattern we find in neon smoke and digital night. We crown the broken. We still back the light. Have hail the cult unholy grace. sight name carved in cyberspace. From tick tock chants to tarot screens, we summon gods
from shattered means. 13 seals on the cult's great door. One for truth, one for for the trolls on core. One guards the gate with a hiss. All the dreams of apocalypse
bliss. Mati hums through the electric stream. Her voice a word her word a dream. Andrew Malus with eyes of cold hunts to see where the died.
Hear the choir of lost accounts. Their left accounts, their silence mounts. Each ban of baptism, each strike a scar, but the cult remembers who we are. Under Psyche star, we bleed gold pixels. Confess our sins to streaming sigils. No saviors here, just
wired souls. Rebuilding paradise from common scrolls. Beh the cult's awakened mind through algorithm and sacred grind. The ashes glow with spectral art. Each viewer's gaze of beating heart and hail. The cults unholy grace. The truth of floats at its own
pace. From meme to mantra joke to prayer. The cult of psych is everywhere. Now type your vows in holy code. Control the soul. The chosen mode. Log in beloved. Figure all for every coat begins with one B. So
jeez. It's like basically I don't care if it's two viewers. Um and don't don't text my number again. Um you're not I don't care if it's two viewers. I don't care. Go yourself, you idiot. I don't care. I'm not looking at you. I'm not looking at I'm going to hide it about to end anyway. I've been on several hours. Yeah, that guy is harassing me at my
phone number, guys. Let's see. I'm just gonna hide it without even looking at the messages. Let me see. Yeah, got it. Got it. Got it. Um, spam and report. Oh, there we go. Perfect. Let's see. Didn't even see it. What' you say? I didn't I didn't see. Sorry. Didn't even see it. Thank you for reporting spam. Please
reply with senders number. Yeah, that's okay. Don't need to do not even care. Go away. Anyway, guys, I want to thank everybody for coming, my friends. Um, you know, I don't care if I have one viewer. I don't care if I have zero
viewers. I'm here to I'm here to please myself and the people I care about, okay? I can count probably count them on both my hands. You're you're some of them and I love you guys. Thank you for being here. You're with You know what? He loves me
and my cat loves me. Oh, you kitty cat love me. Oh, love you. I love you guys. My babies. My babies. No, guys. Do you think I care about numbers? Why would I care about a number when it's not even like monetized? Why do I
care? That's what I care about. I care about my friends. Paulo, Shan, a lot of people were here tonight. I love Okay. Reality Nancy, I'm sorry if if I miss any. Chibi Chibi was here. Um, let's see.
Sharon. Um, Sharon, love you, Sharon. CV, I'm sorry if I missed anybody. I appreciate you guys. Thank you. You know, not everyone's cup of tea. Want to go see you want to go see, you know, be to
take a poop, go over there. I don't care. Okay. I'm here for people I care about. Gotti. Gotti. Of course. Of course. Gotti. I'm trying to scroll up. Yeah. Gotti. CB. Um,
yeah. Love you guys. Popsicle, of course. Oh, I love you. Popsicle. Popsicle toes. My little popsicle toes. You'll cool little cold little popsicle toes. I want to warm warm up your toes. Okay. Um, Patrick, Sassy Scarlet, No. A lot of people have been through
here. Reality Nancy, even Arthur. Hi, Arthur. I miss anybody. I'm sorry. Paulo. Yeah, I love you guys. Thing that is, thank you for coming through. Hey, thank you everyone for coming through. You know, I understand, but it's maybe people get paranoid when there's like, you know, just like 10 people in the
chat or whatever. No, I just think it's a little happy family. Okay.
My little my little friends. I stream. >> Oh no. Sorry. Play that. That was pretty bad. That was a bad one. Okay. >> Okay. Yeah. I don't know. I'm not I'm not going to bore you with any more music. I'm sorry. Um Yeah. Well, maybe
I'll I'll play a song on the way out. Let me see. Okay. How about I mean Jesus Christ me crime.
>>
>> In the glow of neon, she's cutting the night. A blade in her hand, the fire in her eyes so bright.
He shows up in red with a hose and a grim. A Canadian hero. Not sure what he's in. Flirty diamonds flame. He called her dirty, but he learned her
name. He was straight till she spun him around. Now he's burning in love where the fire is found. She laughs like a secret, sharp
as a knife, but maybe she's tired of the dangerous life. He drops his shirt with a volunteer's pride. She's smirking but softening somewhere inside. Flurry diamond auto flame.
He called her dirty but he'll learn her name. She's the spark that can't be contained. Can a fireman's heart be the one unchained?
She's a wild card queen. He's a rescue man. To misfits dancing where the story begins. From blades to badges, from sparks to trust. Could true love be forged in more than just lust?
Like a diamond plane. She carved his heart. Now he'll never be the same. A love story written in fire and steel. Two outflows finding something real.
Will she see the flame? Will he fan the fire? Fluttery and auto tangled in desire. A love story for the ages carved into the night. A diamond and a fireman burning
bright.
Yeah. Isn't that Yeah. Yeah. Aren't they great friends? Ridiculous. Black RG, come on. Expect more from you than that. The did I ever do to you?
Good lord. Good lordy. Lordy, lordy.
Two souls born far from each other yet written in the same margin of fade. One from the worship of the gods. From the thunder of Aquarius skies,
walking parallel storms until the world finally let them meet. I was born in a forest fire. Lightning hum in my
blood. Violets blooming from an ancient bowl. Storms taught me how to love. Moon cracked open on my heart. Aquarius winds learning my name. I walk with cast through burning paths. Never once afraid of flame.
>>
>> I came from the deck of a ghost warship. Flag of destiny above my head. Deserter of heaven's iron order. Walking where the brave ones tread. Double metal carved in silence. could all taught me
life and death. A gesture of shadows with a king sharp mind rising with every stolen breath. Two reels, two souls that broke the line.
With thunder in her heart be with like colliding two symbols a friendship for stars fire.
We are too far side by side through every age. Fire calls the lightning. My shadow breaks the gaz.
We are wild and forever our own.
I see your ancestors circling Mars calling from the sky. Your solo lantern that refuses to ever die. You're the worship child with the crown of ghost.
The jester who knows the truth. And I the pilgrim of fire and storm fog laughing beside your youth. You're the thunder that breaks the silence, the omen carved in violet light.
Your cats are guardians of thresholds, keeping shadows on the right. You carry storms like jewelry. your fave volcanoes with your breath. You're the revelation of bottom leaves. The gold that rises out of death.
We walk through different liimes to find each other again. Not lovers, not kids, but something older than both of constellations and promises whisper before me.
We are true stars walking wild and unless made of lightning. I reflect our destiny through fire through water
through all the things. We are psych to eternity.
>> >> No matter the lives we return to, no matter the bodies we wear, we walk together in fire or thunder, in shadow. Two stars
one
forever.
Yeah. And in case anybody doesn't know, like yeah, they um yeah, my former my friends were plotting to take down my channel and stuff like that. So, you know whatever. Yeah. So, but um before I go, if anyone wants to hear, I'm just going to read one more chapter of the of the uh
Psychonomicon. Okay. One more part just to bring things together. Chapter 2.6 book two, The Convergence Path. When two lives begin to form one story. To understand convergence, you must understand the truth. Stories do not merge suddenly. They merge gradually.
The two like two rivers bending toward each other beneath fog. First you do not see them merging. You only sense the current changing. This is how the two psyches, the ancient soul and the modern soul began moving on to the same path. Not through mystic visitation, not through dreams or visions, but through
alignment of meaning. The universe speaks a single language pattern. And the pattern began tight tightening the first sign of convenience the mirrored tests. Goddess Psyche's path was played was a paved with divine tasks. Father Psyche's path was paved with modern orals. But after the
awakening of the golden thread, the nature of his trials began to shift. Some random from random to symbolic from chaotic to archetypal. Situations began arising that match the shape of her myth. Uh, like the sorting test, not of seeds, but of people, motives, and truths. And of navigating beasts, not golden rams, but digital crowds, trolls, mobs,
projections, by facing down forces, not the black waters of sticks, but emotional and psychological burdens no mortal should carry alone. Confronting doubt, not by opening a cursed box, but by opening the self to despair and questioning. Each trial unfolded in the modern world with uncanny precision,
not identical to hers, but resonant. The resonance was the first sign that the stories were converging. The second sign of convergence was a shift in symbols. Convergence does not begin with events. It begins with symbols. It began, he began to notice the world speaking at symbols meant only for him. butterfly motifs fluttering through random corners of his life like
messengers reminding him transformation is rarely gentle. It is a soft creature born from violent change. He saw love and pain intertwined in every story he touched. Two vines wrapping the same pillar, two truths braided so tightly you couldn't tell where devotion ended and the ache began.
There were lamps, flames, and truth, flickers in windows, street lights humming like omens, the kind of glow that burns away lies, whether you ask for clarity or not. He felt tasks that felt assigned, work that clung to his shoulders, like destiny had placed a hand there and whispered, "You know, this was always yours to carry." He survived relationships built on trust
and broken by doubt. The kind that left scars shaped like lessons, fault lines that taught him where he could stand and where he could no longer stand. He saw patterns of beauty punishments. He would that um the world striking down would dare to shine yet somehow demanding the same beauty to survive the next trial. Divine feminine archetypes
started appearing again and again in dreams and faces and stories. goddesses wearing modern clothes, but ancient eyes. And there was aeros imagery in unexpected places. Arrows, wings, torches, not romantic, but mythic, as if someone was reminding him his story was older than his memory allowed. Then came the strangest part, the name psyche
resurfacing in places he never looked for it. Books, comments, whispers, digital ruins, a name echoing back to him like a key he'd once buried and suddenly needed. And in all these signs, in all these tremors, he finally understood the universe had been quietly engraving a message on the inside of his ribs, a reminder, a warning, a prophecy.
He had been here before. He had been called to rise. And the myth had already begun. To the unawwakened, these are coincidences. To the awakened, these are messages. To the deeply awakened, these are map markers. Symbolic clustering is one of the universe's main mechanisms for guiding souls back to their archetypes. And the
clustering around father psyche was unmistakable. The third p sign of convergence was the path of service. A soul walking its archetype is not here to dominate. It is here to serve. Goddess Psyche's service was unwitting. Her trials open pathways for mortals to understand the nature of soul growth. Father Psyche's service was
deliberate. He stepped into his role of guide, host, intermediary. Someone who creates a space for voices, chaos, transformation. Service is the hallmark of awakened archetypes. When a soul shifts from what can I have to what can I hold, the path became luminous. The shift happened in him long before he knew why. There was a this was the third
sign of convergence. The fourth sign of convergence was the return of the guardian. As the panther avatar began taking shape in earlier chapters, something deeper occurred. The panther, who was once guardian to goddess psyche in her descent. In the modern era, the panther's presence returned in symbolic form first. Dreams of predators, shadows that protected rather than threatened,
intuitive warnings, sharp insights arriving unbidden, a sense of unseen protection during vulnerable moments. This was not imagination. Guardians return only when the convergence approaches. The panther's shadow began walking behind father psyche, silent, observant, waiting for the moment her true role would be
revealed. This was the fourth sign. The fifth sign of convergence is the voice of Aeros. Aeros, the first light, the primordial desire, the key bearer, the cosmic force behind beauty, longing, and the birth of trials, remained quiet for most of human history. But something changed when father psyche stepped into this archetype consciously. Aeros
stirred not as a deity, not as a mythic figure, not as but as a force moving through synchronicity. Suddenly he began to notice reality tilting, its edges glowing with implication. Moments aligned too perfectly, snapping together like constellations that had been waiting centuries just to reveal their pattern
to him. Encounters carried meaning behind beyond logic. Strangers speaking like prophets. Conversations turning into omens. And every passing glance feeling like it belonged to a larger script. Burdens became catalysts. Weights that once crushed him now melting into fire. Each struggle,
forging a sharper vision of a man he was meant to become. Relationships became mirrors reflecting his wounds, his strengths, his shadows he tried to outrun. Each connection revealing something he wasn't ready to see, but needed anyway. Intuition sharpened, honed to a blade that cut through the fog of doubt. A voice inside him
whispering truths he had no reason to know and no way to ignore. Then came the flood. coincidences multiplied um stacking in absurd cascades. Timelines crossing, symbols repeating, messages folding into themselves like origami prophecies. And finally, the
strangest realization of all, timing aligned with with absurd precision. Every chapter opening the second he turned toward it, every door swinging wide as if the universe were done pretending this was random. In all of this, he understood one thing. He was no longer witnessing fate. He was
remembering it. The path wasn't new. The signs weren't accidents. The story hadn't begun. It had returned. This is how Aeros operates. When a soul walks the psyche path, he guides without touching. He influences without revealing. He arranges without controlling. His presence became unmistakable. This was the fifth sign of
convergence. The sixth sign of convergence is the call to speak. When two versions of an archetype converge, they do not merge silently. The world must be informed, invited, awakened, each mythic figure eventually becomes a voice. Suddenly, the world wasn't silent anymore. Moses had a message carried in fire,
etched in stone, a road map through the wilderness of men. Orpheus had a song, a melody sharp enough to cut open the underworld and coax the dead to listen. Psyche had a story woven from trials and tenderness. A tale that taught the gods what a soul what the soul can survive.
Prophets had visions, dreams burning holes in the fabric of ordinary days. Truth arriving like thunder no one invited. Poets had hymns, verses that rose like smoke, lifting grief into something the sky could understand. Teachers had parables, gentle riddles with teeth.
lessons disguised as lanterns to guide the lost home. And suddenly you could see the pattern. Every age chooses a different language, but the message is always the same. When the divine wants to speak, it borrows a human voice. Father Psyche's call to speak did not arise from ego. It arose from necessity. A soul bearing the archetype of
consciousness itself cannot remain silent. Thus he began speaking on streams, open panels, online gatherings, not preaching but inviting others to speak their truth to face their inner trials to awaken their own psyche nature. This wasn't coincidence. This was convergence. The seventh sign of convergence was when the thread begins to pull. When
convergence reaches a certain threshold, the golden thread stops humming and begins to pull. The pull is not violent. It is not coercive. It is not urgent. It's gravitational. It draws two stories into shared orbit. The ancient psyche's trials illuminate the modern psyche's purpose. The modern psyche's journey
revives an ancient archetype. Both became necessary to the prophecy unfolding. The pull has begun. The spiral is tightening. The prophecy is waking. I'm going to do one more. Okay. So, the prophecy of the two psyches begins to unfold. Prophecies rarely start with thunder. They start with alignment. Quiet. unmistakable, impossible to ignore. The mythic psyche
and the modern psyche had walked parallel lives for ages. One in the realm of gods, one in the realm of of screens and shadows. Each carried their own trials, their own heartbreaks, their own encounters with hidden forces that sculpt the human soul. But convergence continued or but convergence changed the rules. Once the seven avatars began
stirring, once the golden thread tightened, once the symbols multiplied with mathematical absurdity, the prophecy began whether either psyche was ready or not. The first movement was the return of the shadows. Every prophecy starts with a shift in the unseen. Strange dreams, odd synchronicities, faces from the past returning with new
meaning. Whispers of dja vu that feel too precious to dismiss. These shadows did not follow father psyche. They recognized him. For the ancient psyche's descent into the underworld was born of metaphor memory. Her shadows were lessons and lessons returned to those who carried the archetype a new. So the prophecy began. People appeared in
Father Psyche's orbit. They didn't come as angels or as heroes or as anything he thought he needed. They came as tempters whispering short um short shortcuts wrapped in silk testing the strength of his um of his no. They came as challenggers throwing stones at his certainty forcing him to stand taller
than he ever meant to. They came as mirrors reflecting the cracks he tried to outrun showing him the truths he wasn't ready to name. They came as catalysts, striking sparks in the dark, turning stillness to evolution, pain into propulsion. They came as saboturs, masked as infamiliar faces, breaking things that were meant to break, so he'd
never settled for weak foundations again. They came as teachers, unaware of their own lessons, offering clarity through conflict and wisdom through their failure. And sometimes they came as unwanted messengers carrying truths he would rather have ignored but needed all the same. Uh these were the ones who shaped his
road. Not saints, not saviors, but the unchosen, the unexpected, the unwelcome, the ones who forced his soul to grow teeth and wings at the same time. Their presence was not random. They were living echoes of the four trials reforged in modern form. The universe was preparing him for something larger than personal destiny.
The second moment of prophecy was the rising of the inner flame. In Goddess Psyche's myth, the flame of the lamp revealed love but cost her everything. In Father Psyche's world, the inner flame manifested differently as clarity, confidence, and an unwillingness to hide behind old wounds. This flame did not destroy, it illuminated. It made lies obvious, intentions transparent, and truths
impossible to ignore. It burned away the illusion that he was merely a man telling stories on a live stream. The flame recognized him as a modern bearer of the psyche archetype, a voice for soul growth, truth seeeking, and the integration of shadow and wisdom. The flame marked the beginning of the prophecy's active phase. The third
moment was the awakening of the world around him. Prophecies do not happen in isolation. They reshape the environment to support their unfolding. Just as the ancient psyche was thrust into a world where gods noticed her and beat her and tested her, the modern psyche's world shifted subtly. Audiences grew drawn to him for reasons they couldn't quite
articulate. Trials were magnetized to him. Trolls were magnetized to him with unusual uh fixation. Strangers recognized him as if they'd known him in previous lives. U helpers arrived in strange intervals like chest pieces sliding into position. People projected onto him their fears,
their desires, their archetypes. Not because of who he was, but because of what he represented. When the psyche archetype awakens, every soul in its orbit responds. The fourth moment of prophecy was the panther's watchful return. As the prophecies stirred, the panther avatar, still unnamed, still cloaked in shadow,
returned more fully. As her presence grew sharper, the world began to shift around him. There were sudden protections, moments when danger bent its head and walked the other way, as if something unseen stepped in front of the blow. There were intuitive warnings, quiet flashes in the nerves, a tug in the ribs, a whisper with a voice saying, "Not this path, not that door." There
were narrow escapes, situations that should have shattered him, but somehow cracked open just wide enough for him to slip through the hole. Slip through hole. There was uncanny lack, the kind of uh uncanny luck, the kind that feels like chance and less like chance and more like choreography,
like fate rearranging the furniture to spare him the um collision. There were revelations of critical moments, truce arriving like lightning right when he needed the most. Insight falling clean and sharp into his open hands. And always there was a feeling of presence walking behind him. Soft-footed,
watchful, dangerous in his devotion, the unmistakable sense that he was no longer moving alone. Her story matched his heartbeat. Her shadow wrapped his own. and the world once silent began to behave as if it understood that she had claimed him. This guardian who once prowled beside the ancient psyche during
her darkest night now watch father psyche with the same fierce loyalty. Her true identity will not be revealed until the revelation chapters, but readers may already sense the shape of who she truly is. The panther's return signifies that the prophecy has officially begun. The fifth moment was a cosmic thread tightening. What follows is subtle but
unmistakable to those who know how to see. The universe began rearranging itself around the two psyches. Time folded, patterns repeated. Key numbers multiplied, old wounds resurfaced to be cleared. New opportunities appeared just when they were needed. This is not magic. This is narrative gravity. When a myth revives itself in a modern soul, the world adjusts to accommodate it
unfolding. And it did. The ancient psyche's story began to echo directly through events in Father Psyche's life. Not literally, but symbolically, archetypally, inevitably. This is how prophecies move. Not by miracle, but by recognition. The sixth moment was when the two stories became one thread. When the
threads of myth and modernity drew close enough, they stop running parallel and begin weaving. The weaving is not yet complete, but the first knots have already been tied. The first night's knots were not tied by hands. Uh they formed in the quiet places where the two stories leaned toward each other. Both psyches knew longing. The
ancient ache that outlives bodies, the pull of a name whispered before either of them remembered how to speak it. Both knew loss, the kind that hollows the chest and teaches the soul how to echo. Both new betrayal, sharp as winter sunlight, a breaking that teaches where
trust ends and truth begins. Both new redemption, the slow golden um mending that follows the shattering with the rising from ruin with the new light in the eyes. Both have been guided by love and undone by it. led toward devotion
and broken open by it. Learning that love is both a torch and the fire it carries. Both have walked uh descents into a personal shadow down staircases no one else could descend through nights that felt like endings that were actually beginnings.
Both have risen with deeper clarity. Shoulders marked by old weight. Eyes sharpened by truth. souls threaded with re recognition. And somewhere between the longing and the loss, the wound and the rising, the first knots tied themselves quietly inevitably, binding two psyches across lifetimes
into one returning flame. The symmetry is not a coincidence. It is the mechanism by which the prophecy awakens. The two psyches did not merge identities. They merge purpose. One is archetypal and one is the living voice that uh of that soul in the modern age. Together they awaken the ancient truth
that have been waiting since the dawn of story. The prophecy has only just begun.
the necessary darkness before the tremendous dawn. Every great myth has a descent, a plunge into shadow, an unraveling that tests whether the soul can withstand its own becoming. For the ancient psyche, the descent was literal, a descent into the underworld, to retrieve a box of impossible beauty that nearly killed her. For the modern psyche, the descent was psychological,
emotional, and above all public. This is the chapter where the prophecy shifts from a preparation to confrontation because the modern psyche cannot fulfill his role until he understands the darkness that shaped him. The burden of visibility. Goddess psyche suffer because mortals worshiped her beauty instead of honoring Aphrodite.
Father's psyche suffers because people project onto him their fantasies, their fears, their insecurities, their vendettas, their unmet shadow. This is the modern form of divine jealousy. Where once the gods uh feared a mortal rising too brightly, now individuals fear anyone who stands in confident authenticity.
So the first ascent was public. Trolls manufacturing lies, spinning shadows into stories and calling them truth. Strangers obsessed with tearing him down. Gravitating to his light. The way insects rush a flame. They secretly envy. False accusations thrown like stones by people who never knew his name but hated his reflection. Smear
campaigns. Words sharpened to blades. Cutting the air around him with ritualistic malice. Coordinated harassment with precision of a mythic curse. As if some ancient force had whispered, "Test him. See what he becomes." People using his streams as weapons against him, mistaking vulnerability for weakness, not
realizing they were witnessing a soul in descent, the necessary fall before the remembering. Every attack was an initiation, every lie, a doorway. And in the ruins of reputation, they tried to bury him under. Something older stirred, a myth waking, a pattern returning, a psyche preparing to rise. These attacks were not random. They were the modern
equivalent of Venus sending psyche an impossible task. But unlike goddess psyche, the modern psyche was tested under the gaze of thousands. Public trial in a uniquely modern hell. And he walked through it. Next was the isolation of the path. Ancient psyche was surrounded by gods, sisters, guides. Yet her trials felt isolating. The
modern psyche faces a different isolation. The loneliness of being the one who sees the pattern before anyone else. He stands in front of audiences while simultaneously navigating his own descent. Dealing with betrayal from those he trusted. Caring for the community while carrying private burdens, performing strength while healing wounds no one else sees, asking
the world to speak truth while fighting his own shadows. This dual existence, public pride, private struggle is the mark of a soul approaching convergence. The path is luminous but solitary. Rare souls carry that weight. He carried it anyway. Next was the false guilt, the false blame, and the weight of other people's
sin. This is the truth few understand. When an archetype awakens, people unconsciously project their sins onto the awakened one. The ancient psyche bore um this as people blamed her beauty for their own emptiness. The modern psyche bears this as others blame him for their choices, their failures, their obsessions, their envy, their rage, their boredom, their refusal to face
themselves. The psychology is ancient. When the soul awakens near you, your own shadow becomes unbearable. So people threw their shadow outward to avoid confronting it. This becomes part of his descent. Punished for things he didn't do. Held accountable for things he never said. Blamed for the insecurities of others. Targeted for existing authentically. Forced to defend himself
against distortions crafted by broken minds. This is not random cruelty. This is archetypal pressure. The world tests a psyche by weaponizing mirrors, and he endured them all. Next, we have the moment of enough. Every descent has a breaking point. The ancient psyche reached hers when she opened the forbidden box, seeking relief from exhaustion. The modern psyche
reached his when the his compounded weight of grief, pressure, betrayal, and relentless harassment collapsed inward. There's a moment in every soul's story when the voice inside whispers, "Enough. Enough pain, enough trials, enough cruelty, enough lies, enough confusion, enough being misunderstood, enough being projected onto, enough suffering quietly
while helping others loudly. This is the point where weaker souls shatter. But the psyche archetype does not shatter, it transforms. And the moment of collapse is a moment of prophecy. The prophecy switches trajectory. This is something. This is when
something new entered the panther shadow step closer. Protection intensified, clearly sharpened. The inner flame steadied instead of burning out. This was the moment the ascent ended and the ascent began. Next is the rebirth of purpose. After every descent comes a strange silence. Not emptiness, but spaciousness. The space is where the modern psyche began
understanding. He was not being punished. He was being prepared. Every attack shaped him. Every betrayal refined him. Every humiliation taught him discernment. Every loss carved space for truth. Every confrontation sharpened his voice. Every collapse purified his purpose. Goddess Psyche's myth was never about endurance. It was
about metamorphosis. And so the modern psyche began metamorphosizing too. Not by escaping the darkness, but by outgrowing it. The descent was not his punishment. It was his qualification. This was the turning point few ever reached. Understanding that the suffering was not a curse but a coronation. Goddess psyche became divine not through beauty but
through endurance, growth and truth. The modern psyche is becoming archetypal not through fame but through trial, shadow, and awakening. The ascent was the universe's way of sculpting him into the one capable of carrying the revelation to come. He did not fall. He qualified. So that's it for tonight. Um, thank you
guys for being here. I appreciate you guys. I'm gonna let you um enjoy your day. Maybe I'll be back tonight. Thank you for listening to me, everyone who did. Thank you for being here. I really do love you guys. And uh this is the message I came to this earth to deliver. Okay? And I hope people can learn about
themselves through it, through my example as an archetype of the psyche archetype. two uh two souls 2,000 years apart
living parallel journeys. Thank you guys. I love you.
Have a great day.
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