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Psyche hosts a casual, music-heavy episode featuring original songs and gratitude for supportive community members, with technical difficulties and relaxed banter throughout.
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Browse era →Welcome to the night. The cards laid out for show. Stars shining so bright. Watch the secrets unfold. There's magic in her hands. Whisper what the future holds.
Dance to the mystery. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. So, let the tarot move with the rhythm. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Flow.
Hearts in the balance, every card an open door. Feel the romance in every arcane war. Destiny entwined as the moon begins to soar.
Dance to the mystery. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Flow. Let the tarot move with the rhythm. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Flow. Crystal
visions and her gaze. Time can steal this moment. Life's uncertain dance we chase with love. Wen pen dance to the mystery.
Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. So let the tarot move with the rhythm. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.
Tell me how you think I'm wrong when I say I feel so lost. Tell me why you think your love erase all that it cost. Tell me why you look at me like I'm just a piece of dust. Tell me how you think you know when I give away my trust.
Ain't nobody going to get me now. No, not when I feel this way. Ain't nobody going to save me now. From the things that I can't say.
Tell me why you think it's easy to just put the blame on me. Tell me how I'm supposed to act when you all just won't see. Tell me why you take a shot when I'm already feeling low. Tell me why I even try when you all just steal the
show. Ain't nobody going to get me now. No, not when I feel this way. Ain't nobody going to save me now from the things that I can't say.
Yeah, I might love the pain, but I hate what you all bring. Yeah, I might feel the strain or let you take my swing. Ain't nobody going to get me now. No, not when I feel this way.
Ain't nobody going to save me now. From the things that I can't say.
Who are you, Brad? Who are you, Bradley? Do I I don't even know you're a member. Well, I appreciate you being a member. I'll say that. Hold on one second. But because you like said that, I I made it longer. I mean, it's like I don't like being told what to do. Thank you. They're compilation CD. Um, you know, I have stuff for free right
now on my Mixcloud if you want to like go listen to this stuff. You like me? Okay, hold on. I need to figure out how what am I? You like me? Okay, good. I just like I have trouble trust trusting people sometimes. But hey, you like me. That's all I need to know. Okay. I mean, I came kind of to the show. Okay, guys. I I want to thank
um Scribbles and his uh his wife. Okay, so Scribbles um I went over to the show. You know, I like Scribbles. You know who Scribbles is, guys? He's uh he's a really cool streamer. He's he has like a tattoo on his face. What's it say? Say like or something. It's really cool, but it's
cool. And uh yeah, he um I went over there. I was like one of the first people in the chat and he's like, "Hey." He's like, "Oh my." He's like, "Oh, I remember you." He's like, "Oh, Psyche." He's like, "Oh, you changed your name." He's like, "Do you think you could do a reading for me?" And I was like, "Sure." And uh so I did a hopefully I did a good reading for him. And then I did for his
wife. I also I saw Satan today. Satan was really cool. I just wanted to say, wow, it's really cool to, you know, have people that are nice to me, have people that are cool to me. So anyway, I really want to thank them and uh I'm going to try to post their channels on I'm gonna actually make sure I post
their channels in um my the site I'm working on and stuff on the uh the psychiverse or whatever. what if they if they if they want it there. I just or actually I'm I think I'm just going to like try to put all the people that I really like on there, but hopefully they don't mind. I think it's
uh yeah, it'll just tell when they're on and stuff. Anyway, let's see. How's everyone in chat doing? Let me see. How play a million interest? I don't know. It's like darn it. What did he do? He did a lot of stuff. Oh, there's Tony. Hey, psycho. Hey, by the way, Tony, thank you so much for the um the two bags of fertilizer. That's perfect. It's just perfect for my garden. That's just
a perfect amount. You didn't Not too much, not too little. Um you know, I had two nice free bags of fertilizer outside my door. Um unfortunately, the guy that came by for the lawn mower, I guess I I think uh somebody else must have gotten the lawn mower or something like that. So, unfortunately, I actually I don't
even have a lawn or lawn mower. So, the guy was very disappointed. Anyway, I do have another intro, though. No, I'm just kidding. What is Oh my gosh. What happened to my screen? The Hold on. Something's not right. Is this right? Hold on there. Oh, there we go. Okay. Is it right?
Okay, that's better. That's better. Okay. Um, what was that? that would happen when I wake up in the morning. Who's there by my side? My small little cat with so she cuddles. She's always there
for me. My little kitty friend, she's the best to see. She's got a tiny and my heart. Her little paws are soft. is a work of art. She's playful and she's funny. Always bringing joy. My small little cat, my body.
I love my small little cat. She's always there. She brings me life small.
She's my guiding light. I wake up every morning and she is by my side with a fluffy fur and her eyes open wide and she stretches. She's ready to play.
My small little cap brightening up my day. She's always there. No matter what I do, climbing up the curtains, causing a little to do. But I can't be mad cuz she's just so cute. A small little cat.
She's my absolute. I love my small little cat. She always
brings me life. This is my dying life.
She's not
Small cat. She's my guiding light. I love my small little cat.
She's always there. She's wearing morning night. She brings me to life. She's my guiding light. I love my small little cat.
Come on, little cat. Okay, I need to fix the screen obviously. So, I'm kind of blurry into the back of it. Hold on a second. There we go. Okay, that's better. Well, I need to put a background. Okay, let's figure it out here. Capricorn, can we see it at all?
Beautiful. How is your day? I'm sorry I like left a little bit earlier today because it was um There we go. Oh, yeah. I I kind of got distracted by like trying to figure some stuff out. So, hi Chanel. I couldn't help myself. Where's
everybody? Why is everyone so quiet? Oh, no. Not more hate watchers. I hate that. Um, Chanel's here. I thought Tony was here earlier. Who's this Tony person? Hi, Psycho. It's Raccoon Gang. Ah, you're fine. You're fine. Hi. Okay, Low
Rider Chanel. Look, he's nice. Okay. Meow. Meow. Meow. Meow. Okay, let me turn that off. Um okay. Yeah. So, in case you didn't hear, I was
I went to Scribbles today on his backup channel. It's He's Yeah, he put me on Streamyard. It was really cool. It He's really super cool. I like and his uh Mrs. Scribbles. They're really cool and I I wish them the best and thank you for letting me read for you guys and being so cool to me. And then uh saying thank you for
also like saying hi to me. Good to see you guys. It's been a little bit crazy lately. I don't know. It's been Wow. It's been really crazy lately. But hopefully everyone's getting along tonight. I don't think Tony sent me the fertilizer though. I mean, not the Tony
in the room, but Tony did. Or I shouldn't even say his name. Okay. It's like Beetlejuice. You just don't say the name or then it they appear. I fix that. There we go. I don't know what's kind of weird about Oh, I know cuz I freaking change the size of everything. Hold on a second.
That's why I was like way way off. Okay, I need to change it. Okay, there we go. Like that. And then uh Oh, okay. Keep changes and Oh, I think that's fine. I can close that. Okay. Sorry. Hi. What's up, money420? There. That's perfect. Okay, now I figured it out.
Okay, I can go like Oh. Okay. Um, I'm going to put Scribbles chat or his uh show in in the chat so you guys can check him out. He's really One time I called him and I was like, "Hi, Scribbles. I'm the guy you dated in
jail." But he never went to jail. And I never did. But he laughed. It was funny. It was funny. He's really He is a good-looking dude though. I mean, but I'm not gonna He has a wife and stuff. Um I don't know what how I would find him. I can go like this YouTube. Check out this guy's chat, but you know,
he's really cool. I mean, it's like I mean, I'm not very cool. He's cool. So check out like like don't think he's like someone like me like that you can just troll. Oh, Q's on too. Yeah. Well, here's his backup channel. Here you go, guys. you will be
probably maed if you mess with them because um he actually one of the first things I saw was when he went to Vegas and some he was like looking at this like these like show girls kind of like looking at their butts and stuff and then um like their pimp or something came running up and he m the pimp in the face. It was better than it was almost good as oh also I was accused channel
yesterday and he was nice to me too. So, it was like, you know, oh, also when I went to Saints, he was like, he's like, Psyche, he's like, "You've been on trip kick." He's like, "I saw you in a couple things." He's like, "I saw you like" and I was like, "Yeah, I've been clipped like 10 times." Um, so, hey, Halo Jamie, there's a there's I think this might be his backup channel,
but you can, of course, find another channel through there. I'm gonna put Saint 10, too. Oh, Saints channel. Uh, oh, hold on. There we This is Saint um Saint's also really cool dude. Sec guess it was a But guess who's a mod
over at Saints? Guess our old nemesis Oliver Jabron. That's a I I hid him. I mean I No, I mean I just hit him for me. Ah, you like those. Oh, they're so cool. Jamie. Yeah, Jamie sent some really cool stuff. Saints channel. Um, who else? Let me see. I'll I'll show you
I'll show you Q's channel, too. It's Fish Taco 10. I think something like that. I don't know if he did he name that after me. What an honor. Can you believe people are like naming Oh People are like naming their their like channels after like the inside joke
about that's so cool. I'm like wow. But today I was like listening to KK's and I was like oh my god Christine's there beat is there Tommy J. I'm like I'm like I know all these people and unfortunately all of them hate me but it was kind of funny because it's like it's a small world right? It's like I was
like I just know I know like practically like a lot of people and everyone knows me but that's why I didn't say anything. Let me see. Fish taco pen. Is that it? I don't know. Let me check. What's my phone ringing for? Maybe it's the number 10. Let me see.
Uh oh yeah, here it is. He's actually on Oh, I'm not going to say he's on. Don't go over there right now. I mean, I mean, I'm streaming here, but you can check him out later here or check him out whenever you get bored here. Whatever.
That's a fish taco 10. Maybe it's not after me or something. I don't know. It uh Oh, I think Did I make fish tacos famous on What is with my computer? I'm so sorry, guys. Just one second. That's why I have to like play a
million songs. Oh, it's that's why it's so because There we go. That's better. Okay, now we're Now we're Now we're getting somewhere. Now we're getting somewhere. Okay, there we go. Perfect. Perfect. Perfect. There. I got my Capricorn. Okay. Uh yeah, I'm going to look. Oh yeah, I want to I have to go. I have to save
them and I'm going to put them in a video. Jamie, so I got some channels up. Let's see. There's only 11 people. Oh, everyone left when I posted the channels. Um, you want to come up? They don't. I do have a new like video to premiere. I haven't I haven't heard
really heard here. Listen to this. Oh, that's not it. Is it
Why isn't there sound?
Nothing ever works.
You guys hear me? Okay.
Okay. Video Freaking sound. It is a never- ending story. Let me see if the sound's broken or something. What did I do?
Why isn't there sound?
Something's wrong.
Okay. Well, I I'm I'm I everything up. Okay. Never mind. Never mind. Never mind. I don't know. Everyone's leaving. I mean, it's Guys, I'm a mess right now. I'm going to eat my Big Mac and Feel like I'm like all alone.
How's this for a background?
Why is it other? Okay.
Feel like something's not quite right. Do you ever get a weird feeling? Do you ever get the feeling you're being watched? Just kidding. Um, oh, here we go. This one's com. Oh, Jamie. Let me see if the other sounds work.
Oh, hey. What's up? I can see a Hello. Hello. things. >> Okay. Okay. So, let me see if I can show you any of my work. >> That's not I mean that was like a while ago, but I'm sorry. I'm a little bit >> a place to stay. Period. Whether it's her house, whoever pays the bill, she
gave you a place to stay. You're an ungrateful son of a >> Look like right now look. Turn off the look. Say me and Barry, right? Me and Barry me. Do you hear me? Is anyone hear me? What is this? >> I live on I live in a >> Does anyone hear me? Do you hear me? Do you hear me? Say one in the chat if you
can hear me. Something's wrong. Oh, the volume was off. The volume was off. It was on mute. Okay, I think it should work now. Now we can try. Now we can play the video. Okay, here we go. This is a new video. Desktop.
Is it >> kind of
My astrology born where horizons tip the scales. Justice rides on whispered gales. In the ninth, the law of stars is written.
A pilgrim's flame that won't submit. Pluto carves the bones of fate. Saturn forges. Jupiter inflates. Between the cracks of time, you stand.
Balancing worlds in each hand. Stress of the night sky burning in your eyes. Truth dressed in shadows. Wisdom in disguise.
You're the cord of cosmos. The voice that won't lie. Breaking chains of silence where fallen empires die.
Pluto storm the hidden throne. Just as born of the marrow stone Saturn's crown, the weight you bear, still you rise, still you dare.
Jupiter loves the endless flame expanding the lorry riding the game. Libra's arc across the seas. You judge the world with galaxies. Skills of the night sky
burning in your eyes. Truth dressed in shadows. Wisdom in disguise. You're the cord of cosmos.
The voice that won't lie. Breaking chains of silence where fallen empires die. You walk the halls of myth untold.
A balance keeper draped in gold. Philosopher destroyer king. A pilgrim forging everything. The sacred law you guard divine.
Your heart's the temple soul, the shrine. So raise the scales against the void. Rebuild the truths they once destroyed.
From shadows depth to story height, you are the balance. The endless fight. Look at this.
The endless fight.
That was it. I mean, I was just kind of slow. I mean, I my best. Okay. I was just experimenting. Okay. Just trying something out. There we go. Yeah. Everyone scroll up a little bit and subscribe to Q. Um, scribbles and
sink. You liked it? Okay, cool. It's a cool little I I was experimenting with the cap cut video, but it's like really it was like really hard to edit in it because it's really really tiny and so I had the screen like all blown up and it's like so I needed to I need
to get better at it. But okay, thank you so very much. Okay. Um, what? So, what happened on today? Like, anybody else? So, I told you I went to K Well, I was just in KK's for like just watching. I don't know what was going on. There was this woman named Chicken Cakes or something like
that. I mean, she was like, and Tommy, I was like, "Oh my god, I know all the people." Christine was there. Bea was in there. I was like, "Oh my god, I just know every I know a lot of people." I got I told you I got some fertilizer. Um, someone got free fertilizer
delivered to my doorstep. How convenient, right? And uh, and some guy came looking for a lawn mower, but I don't have a lawn mower or a lawn. I don't know why like he would think that I would have a lawn like Well, I don't I'm sure I know somebody told him I had a lawn mower, but like does it
make sense that I would have a lawn mower like in my I don't know. just very strange. But he was really nice. It was like a nice little Asian guy and he's like, "Oh my god, I'm sorry." And I was like, "Tell the cops." Yeah. Also, I told you somebody came by this morning like, "Hello." at the door. And I was like, "Yeah." He's like, "I'm I'm here for the scrap metal." I was like, "Oh,
there's no scrap metal here." And he's like, "What? Yeah, I just talked to you on the phone." And I was like, "That wasn't me. Call the guy back. He's like some kind of weird con artist that's like sending people on wild goose chases. The guy's like, "Motherfucker." He was so mad cuz I guess he's like he's telling people that there's like
valuable scrap met I mean how valuable can scrap metal be? Like is it valuable? Like how much is it? Does anybody know how much it like and like what like what do they think I would have? Like I just don't know. Like where like do they see there's no no scrap there? I don't like like a yum lumber yard or something like that. It's like a nice like little manicured
house. I I don't know. I might have scrap metal like this is my house or something. It's just kind of stupid. But uh you know people believe anything these days. So anything else? Anybody hear anything interesting? But it was pretty cool when I went to Saints. He was like, "Oh, I saw you on Tripkick." Like, "Yeah." And he's like, "Are they?" He's like, "Are people being mean to
you?" Copper House value. Yeah. But that's like in a in India there's like copper wires or copper like a Hey, what's up? What's up X Tracy? In India there people would people die because they um they like turn off the I guess it's like railroads or electricity goes through all these copper wires and then it's like when they turn it off people
try to steal it but then it might turn back on if they get the timing wrong. Uh he needs to back. Yeah, I know. Isn't it ridiculous Jay Dog? It's ridiculous, but it's like the people are nice. I actually meet some nice people, but they're like always disappointed. They're like, "Oh my gosh, it's just people just coming thinking that there's going to be some kind of like great thing." But I did get free fertilizer.
So, guys, and I have a Big Mac tonight. I got my McDonald's, guys. I think I'm like living on McDonald's. Oh. Oh, it's my neighbor. I'm like living on McDonald's now. Is that good for you? I remember I used to eat McDonald's and I get sick. Am I like am I going to get sick? I've been eating it every day for like I and
I eat the fries on the way home and I just like I get a large fries and I for like a dollar to you can use the app and you can get the fries for $125. Get always use an app for like restaurants because you can save so much money like it would cost like probably5 to$10 more. Don't eat fast food. Well,
it's a kind of a treat. Make a cockshaped scrap metal outside your door and say there it is.
Uh oh. Hold on. I heard someone making a lot of noise outside. I need to look at my window. Hold on.
Hold on.
It was just my neighbor. Just my neighbor. I was thinking though, remember you know that lady like her name is like um her name is like I think her name is Shrek. Oh no no no her name is Shannon. Um yeah she um she was like oh I don't watch
psyche. She's like she but okay she has seen me do readings. She knows about my like Tik Tok advertisements that is like really buried in all my millions of shorts and uh you know and then she like she said and he does he gets his ebike. So she knows about the ebike and then she knows about well then she what she
doesn't know is that you know I do spoil the kitty cats right but um I mean it's like how does she Oh you like Big Macs? Me too. Here little mouse. I like these because then then the cats like don't bring in mice and eat them and stuff. Here. Here you go, babe. Here.
Put the mouse on him. Play with it. Look at his pink little ears. Isn't he cute? He's so cute. Yeah, Big Macs are good. Look at I mean, I get the fries Big Macs. I get usually what I get is like I get a coffee. Hey, I've had like five coffees today. Hey, what are you doing? What? What are you doing? Come and say hi
here. Here. Get the Get the mousey. Get the mousey. Get the mousy. Get the mousy. They love little toys. Get the little toysy here. Hi. What's wrong here? Oh,
yeah. He's a cute little cat. Nothing fragile about this Yankee. Look at this. Beautiful, huh? I mean, it looks like it should be in a museum. Look how like beautiful waxy. I like the sauce on this. I did get this like um I got the McGriddle this morning and I got this like weird sauce on it. It kind of
smelled weird, but it tasted good. It's like a spicy like weird sauce on it. I don't know. And I got a bunch of eggs on it. It is kind of expensive because I think it was like 20 bucks practically for like the two coffee like a like a Frappuccino, a large coffee, large fries, and a Big Mac was almost like $18
or something. Stop eating at McDonald's, but it's so good. It's really good. I don't Oh, the fries are gross after cold, but I'm still going to eat them.
McDonald's is good. It's like a familiar taste, you know? I don't know what we're going to do. I just I just This one's going to do a panel, I guess. Here, come on up. You want to come say hi? Let's have a show. Let's do a show. Hey, how about like I do a free panel? Maybe
I'm not so desperate for fish tacos today and dick that I'll do a free panel right? Hey, Psyche. I mean, these people are just terrible. Well, like if I do a sponsored panel, is there something wrong with like sponsorships? I mean, it's not like I'm putting commercials. Well, there are commercials in the show,
but that's YouTube doing that. Not like I'm making a ton of money from that. I think I'm making a little bit of revenue from the ads, though. McDonald's is good. And you don't have a refined palette. You are accustomed to trash. Yeah, I am accustomed to trash because you're here all the time, Jacob Chavez. But you know what? I think I'm getting a better taste. Going to kick you out.
And if you don't know about McDonald's coffee, McDonald's coffee is bomb. But I don't like you. I don't like you. The only thing I like about you is you kind of look like Joker. And that's why I kind kind of confuse you for him. But you're not him. And so that's disappointing. So I'm going to kick you out of the room. Go away. >> Hey, look. I want to show you something,
too. Watch this. Very weak. >> Yep. Yeah. Like your um your face. >> But look, look what Scribbles called my show. >> Tarot reading >> with Psyche Awakens. You like the reading? I think you like the reading.
Oh, what does he say? still talking about it.
>> He's really cute, huh?
I let me see how the let me look at if the chat was talking about me. Let me see. It says reflection of the bull leaked on the ruds dog me ground vice. I don't think they're talking about me. I can't Oh, someone in 420 says has me blocked again round elk hits different
in the chili. >> I don't know what they're talking about. I think it was like but it is it is you can check out my reading there. like, >> oh, they're talking about farts. I don't know what they're talking about, but it's called Tarot Card Reading with Psyche Awakens TV. You can just check out I'm gonna maybe share this I'll
share his uh a I just got a message. Hold on. I I want to um I'm going to share this this chat though. If you want to check out the uh this uh the reading I did at the beginning of his show for him and his wife or his Yeah, his wife. It was really, really, really good.
I mean, it was just like he was really cool and it was I think I did a pretty good reading. Check out this live. That's his. If you want to go go watch that instead, it's fine. I just want people to enjoy that. You just have to was at the very beginning of the show. That was my appearance, right? Because it looks a little bit quiet in here. So,
if anyone wants to come up to the stage, you're welcome. I don't like really have that much kind of like I might be taking little break um after today. Not not that I was like I mean it might just be gone for a little bit like maybe like I'll try to come back tomorrow. I don't
know. I just I think it may be better if I um if I take a little break because it's like it is kind of like emotionally um exhausting and stuff like that lately and I have been like I've streamed every day except for like three days this year. Hi. You're calling me Psycho? You know that uh Psycho is one of my
favorite movies. Oh, and that stupid woman um Shannon or Sharon or whatever. I was like, "Oh, the Queen of Wands." It's like this is a Norman Bates's mother card. It's not called a Norman Bates's mother card. Literally the card had Norman Bates's mother corpse on it. Like it's like I guess she doesn't know like you know
Hitchcock movies or whatever. But it's one of my favorites. I need a break. Too much YouTube is not good. Right. Oh my gosh. It's ex It's exhausting. It's exhausting. Um I try really hard though, right? I've been trying like I've been not no not trying so too hard but I've been like you know putting a
lot of effort into my show and stuff to like and people say oh it's just easy even Alex was like oh my god Alex was like I'm a nice guy thank you Tony you're a nice guy too thank you for being friendly even but Alex McQueen was like oh my god he's like how do you do it he's like I was confused without even anybody on the panel and I mean Alex couldn't even figure out how to turn on
the camera I don't think because or else he just didn't really want Do you still want to see the bad the the bad Tony? Oh, yeah. Well, he's around all the time. He's like his name is Allied Master Computer. He's in Kate's. He's in Beas. Um he's in KK's. He's He's like in all
the other stuff, right? Thank you. Yeah. I mean, I I used to stream a lot more. I used to stream like for 12 hours and I'd get drunk and I'd fall asleep on like every show. I would actually wake up and start streaming and then I would like stream until I passed out. Like
that's how much I used to stream. It was but that's it's not good because I need time to like you know you know for myself and stuff but it was it was fun. But yeah, so but in those days you probably did get some like embarrassing footage of like, you know, I was just on the camera all the time. But
so maybe I picked my nose once. I I don't know.
So Subie, do I know Billy Hayden? Sounds familiar. Is Billy Hayden a streamer or Oh, he's a good guy. He comes here. Oh, yeah. I re I recognize that name. I recognize the name. Um yeah. Um I I have mostly good people.
Like the Today I had like, you know, Natalie and Gotti were on the panel, but there was like the chat was like it was just the same troll over and over and over and over and over. It was this guy Mike Hall. Mike Hall. and he was coming on all these different names just being annoying and every time I saw him speak I would just hide him and it's like
that's so many accounts right a lot of accounts um but anyway I think it's like okay so yesterday was 9:30 right it was um September 30th so 930 that's like 93 million how about acid I can't remember I know acid so the we're
like 93 3 million miles away from the sun. So that's 93. Also in the lima there's like he subbed to you and then flipped out. Are you talking about there's someone named acid trip or something like that? Oh my gosh, guys. I have the coolest I found the coolest like I'm in, you know, in Instagram. I came across like some really cool stuff like the trippy stuff
and I So look at this stuff I've been saving on my on my computer on my uh tablet. Let me see doc on pictures. Let me see if I can get in my photos. It's like trippy as hell. Oh yeah, I do have them. Look, look. Watch this one. Look at this. I have to get it on my screen.
Look at that It looks even better. I'll try to get it on the screen. Let me see if I can get it up. I'll see if I can save it and bring it on the screen. That'd be so cool if I could do that. Um because it's like there's they're really I would I need some like hallucinogenic mushrooms or something because it looks so much so cool. Okay, I think I need to go to my
other account. Let me see Google Photos. Let me see if this works. Oh, bodybuilder. Oh, yep. I think I found Let me see what I Oh, okay. Here it is. Let me see if I can save this one.
>> Okay. Yeah, it's 14 seconds. Okay, let me see. Download on the desktop. Okay, where is it? Let me see. Users John download. Okay, see if I can put it up. Watch this I don't know if it saved the whole
thing. Video say users John
Desktop. Desktop download. Where did it go? So, I'm sorry. I'm like way Okay, here it is. Watch this.
Was that it? It's pretty cool.
>> Yeah, you need more mushrooms. I think I'm sorry if I gave anybody epilepsy. I think I gave everyone like a new kind of epilepsy after that. Yeah, we need some mushrooms. Would you look at that? Yeah, I have there. I have a bunch of them. I don't know why there's only one saved. Let me see if I have any more. Let me put my glasses on. Oh, wait. I do. Hold on. Let me see.
That's what I got. Okay, I do have more here. Look at this one. This one's longer. I put this one on. Need to save. Oops. That's the Rim Reaper. I'm gonna try one more. This one's This one's a little longer.
It has Rick and Morty in it, I think.
Okay. Are you ready, guys? Guys, if if it's like if things like if hallucinate if like hallucinating disturbs you, you might want to look away from the screen right about
now. Let's go. I wake up to a little bit of drool on my pillow. Feel like it's going to be a bad day. Yeah, I'm tired of and the coffee ain't hit yet. Damn, ain't that
great. I don't want to go to work cuz my boss is a jerk and I'm not even that paid. I need a change in my life cuz I don't feel alive and there's nothing that makes me happy. Oh, hold my beer for a minute. I'm about to quit my job, cash in for a ticket. I'm going on a trip and I don't plan to visit. I'm going to stay there till I feel like I'm winning. Oh, and this is just the beginning. I need a big change. Help me
feel like living. I need a big swing. Home runs I'm hitting and I'll never look back. Moving on till I get it all. And we all got dreams. We all want things. But what you going to do for it? How you going to move forward? What you going to be? And do you believe you can do anything?
What you going to do for it? How you going? What you going to be?
Let's go. Hey. Yeah. This is my life, my strife, my right to fight, to die. And this is my game to play to claim a brand new name. Oh, and I ain't going to lie to you. I'm a bit nervous that I might screw everything up that I've ever done. But what's the point of living if you ain't having fun? I guess I'll try
this, try that, might miss. Got to find what I'm good at. I guess I look here, look there over where am I scared. Where am I at? I got to make it in this life. Whatever makes me happy know I'm doing things right. Sipping in the summer on a goose and sprite or find a nightclub for the end of the night. Oh, and we all got dreams.
We all want things, but what you going to do for it? How you going to move for it? What you going to be? And do you believe we can do anything? What you going to do? How you going? What you going to be?
on Instagram. I don't know how I came across that. You like that stuff? Hey, Barbara. Let's see. Is everyone That should be mod. It looks like everybody in the room is a mod. Okay, that's good. You're not okay, Jamie. Oh, no. Jamie, I heard from a old friend of mine. Actually, let me see. I'm not going to say who it was, but yeah, we have a it was kind of I was told
a I guess it's not going to really like work out maybe. I don't know. I mean, it might Oh, look at Jamie made some cool stuff, too. You don't know what tomorrow will bring, so don't stay mad for too long. Learn to forgive and love with all your heart. Don't worry about people that don't like you. Enjoy the ones that love you. Oh, that's Look how pretty. Oh, I know. I recognize that person kind
of. And I was thinking, Jamie, I know. Remember when we all were friends? Like, you know, not Jamie knows who I'm talking about. We were all like got along at one point and it's like, I don't know what happened. Hey, is Janet here? What's up, Janet? Janet, you want to come up tonight? I I I wanna Yep. We're Oh, yeah. You want to come up? I want to I want to talk to
you. I mean, not about anything bad. All All good. It's all good. I just need to talk to a friend and like a lot of people are too shy to come up you know like a lot of like you know I'm not like you know making anybody you know sponsor panel or anything. I just want to talk
to people. Hold on. Let me see. Where's my Anybody's welcome to, but if you want, you know, of course. And also like you know people some people maybe want to do one-on- ones like if it gets like because you know like I don't I don't I don't like the feeling of having all these people yell at me on the panel and so some like if people bo if someone
bothers people if someone's like bothering people like you know if Alex starts yelling at people and stuff then I won't mind like kicking him off and doing oneonone and then like maybe having him on like a little bit later oneonone. I think I don't know. I haven't seen him in a couple days. Where'd he go? I don't think he's hidden in the chat.
But he has his own show now. I think he was trying to do his own lives and stuff again. Oh, here we go. Hi, Janet. >> Sorry, I was on mute. Hi. How the hell are you?
>> I'm doing okay. How are you? I'm good. Thanks for asking. Thanks for inviting me up. What's going on? >> Yeah. I mean, it's like, you know, like for all that's been said, it's like, you know, you you know, I I've had, you know, we I've had ups and downs with people, but it's like I never had such a bad time as I had with some
people like we know. And it's like it's just like so crazy like how I was I don't know. It's I'm just like happy that I had such good people like remaining. It's like after all like the the fireworks explosions and everything like look who's stay like always look at who's remaining like who's still there like with you and stuff like that and who's causing the problems and stuff >> right? It's like and so thank you for, like that
you know, staying by me and like, you know, forgiving me for like, you know, my my mistakes and like my stupidity because I've made mistakes, but it's like some people are willing to >> We all have. We all have. Just people don't take accountability for their mistakes. >> Yeah. I mean, it's like and it's like, you know, >> I appreciate you saying that because I
told you I'd stay by your side. I told you that even though we went through what we went through, friends make it to the end. >> Yeah. And you never like and from all I've been think, you know, like, oh, this person said this >> on me about me and you, you know that people that was what they were doing. >> I didn't need to do that. If I needed to
say something, you I can come sell you. I can turn on my camera like you do and we can have that. But I don't want to talk bad to you. I don't want to talk nasty cuz nothing happened. When them people tried to attack us, I stood up. You and her said, "No, let's just do what they want." And look what happened. So I didn't judge anybody for what they did. But I didn't go talking about
folks. Folks did that to me. See, they keep trying to play victim perpetrator. But I don't go for nobody. I don't have to. I stand in my own. I am Empress. I'm her. >> Right. So I've never changed from the time I met you. I'm still hurt. >> Yeah. It's just like it was like looking back I was like pretty much like just
like I was in like some kind of state of trauma and it's like and then it's like I mean not from you. >> We all go through it. >> We all go through the echo I call it. It's just that when we come out, >> right? And we're either different or you're going to be like them. They're in it. They're chaotic demon. They're like basically dead souls. They're clung to
the alcohol. you know, when you were drinking. >> But you know, the Most High wants us to go through some things sometimes so you can understand where people are at in their life. >> Um, when I came out here six years ago, I used to drink every day. I used to cuss folks. I used to do it. But I changed like and I learned that again, if you really are a content creator, you're building kind of you're helping
people and you stand on that. You come out here, you give life and energy to people. They respect you. They love you. They shouldn't be telling you what to do. You know, but you learn learn the ones that love you, learn the ones that hate you. And again, they're all just kind of like in the Matrix, right? So, even in the Matrix, when they were all
on that ship, they were all in brown outfits, Kiana wasn't any different than the driver, the black guy or or the lady. But when they suited up and they got into the seats and they locked in and they came into this world, they became what they wanted. and they saw the people that were the ones. So there are ones that are deliberately trying to
make you fall when you were no one, let's say, and you were just running around in chats networking for yourself. You knew what you were doing then. >> So even if you thought you were no one then, you were because you made that name to start growing. No one made you. People helped you and then tried to use it against you. So let's be honest, they didn't make you. I didn't meet you from
her or anyone else. I met you in a sector where you were up there with a Halloween c um mask on coming up 20,000 times on that panel never giving up determined to make sure you were going to make them people laugh. >> I did. He found me. I laughed and followed you. And >> right because it was like kind of like
put out there that it's like I was like I was like nobody and then until I met this one other person and then it's like and then then >> because manipulation and narcissistic Then I people are real and you're very vulnerable to that because one thing you told the enemy was I need friends. You didn't say I want true individuals who will you know keep me in line. You said
I wanted friends and so people said oh well let's pick that friend card and be a buddy troll to him. Let's let's show them that friends are you know doing what they did. But you said today that your friendship meant that you see it now. you see what really means a lot to you and who really cares. You shouldn't let no one change your mind. >> No one should be telling you who to be
friends with or how to move psych or none of that. They should be respecting what you do. The people that care about Janet, they don't tell me what to do. They tell me how they feel if something's done. They're hating the fact that they lying on my dog. But you remember when my dog was sick? I sent you pictures of my dog and I said, "I can't come to your show, psychic."
Remember that night? I said, "I can only come an hour cuz my dog was sick. The back legs wasn't working. The baby was shutting down cuz she was getting old with cancer." Right. But they mocked that. >> Wasn't true. I knew that wasn't like whatever it was wasn't true. And it's like and then it's like when they I like examined, you know, I didn't I didn't even need to examine because I remember like just like every all the dates were
off. It was just like, >> right? And I don't have no criminal record. They can't pull that that record for real. That ain't no real record. >> And you're not you're not I mean that that would be like the most monstrous thing. But if people are so willing to believe like like even that's obviously >> they want that to be the truth so that it doesn't hurt for what they really are. >> Yeah.
>> See if you lie on someone it makes them feel better about the lying. That's all. They don't believe it. They just rather >> showing money is showing a video. He said can you play the video? What is it? It's I put the link in the chat if I can play it. Um I can't copy from there. I can probably maybe I don't know what is it money though. I didn't even know what it is before I before I play anything.
But yeah. Um >> so that's an example of what they'll do to you. They'll cause stories. >> You know the woman named Shannon? >> Yeah. >> You know woman named Shannon >> Shannon in-law or something? >> Yeah, I do. I do. I do. >> Did you see the clip of the reading and stuff? >> No. >> Okay. It's really short but >> I worked seven days a week like last week.
I mean, I played it before, but this woman because it's so kind of it's a trip kick. This this woman like um said some stuff about some stuff about kind of like and she almost like even though she said horrible things about me, she did kind of tell the like something interesting and I just want to get your opinion about one of the things she says about me like or like how I came into the thing. I don't think whatever she
says about you know Alexandra it's complete but what she what she says about somebody else and why you know what you know what this Okay I don't know you you'll have to see it's real quick it's just really short video this is oh my gosh >> okay there's a new video there's a new one over me too I'm quick okay but >> you know again you know you that if you cause all that conversation so
the celebrities have a certain way and you know this again you're not you making videos on them you're clipping and cutting your own content. It's different. People making videos on you, you're the star of the show regardless of it's depicted good or bad. >> Look at this guys. I didn't see this. Look at this. That's why Saint was like, "Oh, because Saint today I talked to him. He's like, "Oh my god." He's like, "I saw you clipped in like trip kickoff videos." But look at this, Jen. I didn't
see this yet. Look at this. Look at this. Look at this. >> Me. Me. This one has me in it. These top three right there. So, this is what I wanted to show right here. So, >> here we go. Oh, yeah. I'll just This is interesting. You can see how I'm how I was kind of treated when I went to Kate's panel one day. Watch >> everyone.
What's going on? Having a battle Her
Hey. Hey, Taki. Why don't you come up and show us your beta pose with your little American flag song, >> Sers is cooking tonight. >> The weirdo. Why don't you go lay in a puddle of goddamn kitty litter, Oh, I'm gonna go buy fish tacos with Alexander Myers. You haven't
realized, you The only reason why she's over there is because you have an audience sometimes and she wants to Beeta over. You didn't realize her content's beta. It ain't you face boy. It's not you and your little weird ass cat you got over there. >> Damn. >> I have a question for you, Psyche. Are are you that broke that you actually
have to charge people to open a panel? I mean, are you really that goddamn broke that you have to charge people to start talking? >> No, he's just that he's just that pathetically desperate. Did you guys see his new advertisements? Come join my popular panel. I'll give you readings, but I don't even know what the death card means. But I can
show you my tank dressed in American flag in my bay pose. That is the real psych. That is the real psych. You do. So you do watch psych. You do watch something. No, I watch the clips. >> I watch beep. I watch Janny. I watch Trip kick because
I watching four hours of some gay guy pretending to be a psychic beg for money for fish tacos. Get the out of here. >> I forgot what I'm on. It's a weird perverts all up in there all the time. weird. Let me tell you something. If Jimbo was up there telling women that the only way they could get
up on the panels if they show their tits, they would roast him for eternity about being a sexual predator. >> But psyche can sit up there and say, "Well, you can always if you show your schlong." E, >> you're a gross out, Yeah, I had I had I did have to show my dick to get up there.
>> He's laying on a puddle of kitty litter talking about how he's the devil. You're a weirdo, The only reason why you get any attention that you do is because you're lol. >> So So Shannon Shannon, can can he come up here and give you a a tarot reading? I I'll pay for it. >> Oh, please allow him to. I would love to rip his little American flag
up his ass. >> You hear that site? I see you $5 for a tarot for uh Shannon. You got to come up here and do it. >> Yeah, I I Let's see how well you read tarot. Tell me what the death card's about again cuz you totally that up. I don't even So you saying he So you saying he he been reading them wrong the whole time? >> Yes. He doesn't know what the he's
doing. He might as well get out some baseball cards and pull out Joe Deaggio and say today I think you're going to hit a home run. How the he got How the he got tarot in his name and he he read the cards from >> I I don't know >> how's he trying to act like he's a
celebrity and people want to see him when he's living with a bunch of old women cats sleeping on kitty litter and riding a ebook to get fish tacos. Are you guys really buying that >> Said it. You killing them. Give her a reading. She said you don't read the cards right. Oh my god. >> Prove to us that you reading the cards right and sight.
>> Yeah, right. >> Cuz that's Hey, that's up. Cuz I done got some readings from you, man. You giving me wrong readings. >> Gonna tell you what they really mean cuz he goes all over the place like he's full of He doesn't know what the any of them mean. You know how long I've been watching tarot? Tell me again how the death card is uh
what was it you said it was? It was about uh something something someone in your life leaving you. Are you talking about Shannon? Shannon, you can't tell me because I I'm telling you I got I paid for readings from him. So you telling me that he he he read to me the wrong the two times I got tell you the one time I saw him reading.
He said the death card was about leaving something behind or whatever else. That's not what the death card's about. It's about new beginnings. It means the end of a right >> cycle in your life and a beginning one. So I can tell you right now that he's full of >> Then he pulls out his little Disney princess cards >> talking some about the four of cups. doesn't know
about cards. At least get out the key they give you in a fuckard and read what they mean. Five dollars for the cats. Yet I've never seen him buy for his cats ever. I've seen him buy an ebike. I've seen him ride to the beach and buy fish tacos. I've seen him try to get the butcher's phone
number. I've seen him pull his legs up like he was a female in his little red, white, and blue panties. But I've seen him do by but lick goddamn snatches of women that he think are more popular than him. Hey, where's your trilogy out there?
Where's Where's Psyches beauties? Not one of those talk to you anymore, dumb >> How's that for a goddamn friendship?
>> Here's the truth, Psyche. I'm going to give you the truth. You know what you were? You were cannon fodder. Bea brought you to Bea brought those people to your place because she didn't want you to have a real stream. She didn't bring you to Sand Man's. She didn't bring them to Kate's. She didn't bring them. She brought them to your channel.
And none of us knew who the you were. You were just one of her weirdos that she had in her back pocket. So instead of losing her channel, she could with yours. Good job. Such entertainment. >> Dumb. Who the is this? Who is this? First of all, Shannon
What is it? First of all, I pulled I pulled the card for her. So, she got the That's her first card. Okay. >> Big That's all it is. That's all it is. That's her only card, too. That's her right away. That's all I got. And I do know how to read tarot. >> Show your cards and read them. So, so we can see that you can read the right.
>> Yeah. Yeah. Let's see the cut card. Let's see. >> I can't, but it's not appropriate for Kate show. I have more respect for Kate than to than to get her her >> shows the con card. I want to see >> look between your legs and it's that smelly snatch between your leg. That's >> Well, you wouldn't know what a snatch all it is. look like since all you smell is
>> Okay. >> Wow. Wow. You got me there. >> Got me there. You got me there. I think >> Oh my god. My cat better than you, I Why don't you stare at a and it won't smell like >> You like I don't even know you. Like what are you talking about? If you don't even know me, how can you talk? You You're talking about some character you see on
>> This is This is Shannon. She's a queen of the of Gen X. >> She ain't queen of >> She is Gen X. I'm certainly not the queen you are, boy. That's for sure. >> Never be the queen. I am. >> No, don't worry. I don't want to be. >> I didn't realize that turning your couch you. into a litter box made you a
know this I don't even know this >> I don't even know. Oh my gosh. My video. They need to be added. >> Why don't Why don't you eag a little bit? >> I don't know how she knows me. How does she know so much about me? She sounds She's like I don't I know zero about her.
>> Well, because you get clipped because you're an LOL cow. >> You're lol cow. So they clap. >> Really? Well, milk me, Milk me. How about some fresh grass? How about some green grass? It really hurt. >> Honestly, because you're having up here. I don't know if I can stay up there. >> Okay, go beyond
only member here. You have to respect a little bit. Why did you pull a >> I had a premonition I was going to hear some dumb screaming about me on a show and then I came over here and here you were premonition. >> Oh gosh. By the way, >> make sure make sure you pull out the key for the card so you actually know what
they mean. >> I don't need the key for the card because I've been doing tarot since I was eight years old. Okay. So, by the way, >> yeah. And every eight-year-old is so gifted doing tarot. started. It's called like, you know, you learn over the years. >> Well, I've been doing tarot since I was two. So, I win. >> You haven't been doing tarot at all, >> Yes, I have. I do tarot every have you? day. >> Okay. Well, you know, you should be careful about disparaging fellow readers. The karma is really bad on
that. >> Oh, yeah. Okay. I I'll worry about my karma as you're >> know. Okay. Have a show. Like, how do you know the public stream that everybody clips because you're a total I have I have a reading for you. >> If you want to shut up, I'll give you a good reading. But if you don't want to shut up, then it's fine. >> Big mad. Little mad.
>> Let's just for >> All right. Do the read. Do the reading. Psych. Do the reading. >> Baby. So, okay. So, I will I'll do the reading. Okay. >> Okay. This this is this for Shannon. This Shannon's reading. >> Shannon. So, you received justice for something in the recent past. I don't know if that was a successful court case or something in the recent past, but you something was made fair for you. And you've also got like all you see all these options available to you now
because of this. Um, but it's a lot of confusion because of it because there's so many. You're going to want to pick the one that you most gravitate towards that looks like something to do with love because there's like a two of cups and this is like you know two equals um meeting and you know starting something that can grow into something bigger. You're also coming up as queen of wands and so you've got a lot of good fiery
power. This is also like the Norman dates mom card. Okay. Whatever. Also also because you are >> some more some more about that card. >> What's some more about the card? Well, it says courage, confidence, independence. >> Norman Bates's mom. That's what it says. Have you ever saw psycho? That is that is Norman Bates's mother. >> If you ever saw Psycho, that's Norman
Bates's mother. Okay. >> That's Queen of Wands. Somebody go look up what the Queen of Wands representation is. >> Courage, confidence, independence. Okay. Yeah, that's what it says. Okay. There. >> Yeah. So that's that's not a dates, mom. Okay. Light lie lie some more because it's not going for you. Go ahead. >> Okay. Well, whatever. Whatever. I'm going to do this quick reading for you. Okay. Finally, we have the T of the T of Wands, which means you've been carrying
some burdens. You've been carrying other people's burdens. Maybe because you're in this Queen's energy, like a lot of people go to you for help and things like that, but it is very heavy. It's a heavy. You got burdens going on in the future. >> Shannon is correct. The Queen of Wands is passion, competence, charisma, and fierce independence, symbolizing someone who boldly pursue
their dreams with courage and enthusiasm. This card encourages you to express your authentic self, embrace creative endeavors, and take an active role in shaping your life, Okay. And I >> doing it since you were eight. But you can't even get the cards right.
>> Exactly. You don't even know. You don't >> I got all the cards. even know. You don't even know to look to see if the cards reversed. You >> I just pulled them reverse. So they're not reversed. You Okay. Anyway, that would be they come out reversed. They wouldn't just turn them upside down on my own. Okay. Well, anyway, you know nothing about tarot, so whatever. So, okay.
>> You know nothing about Okay. Thank you, K, for having me on. I guess that just leaves one score to settle. You can't hurt me. >> Then let this be our final battle.
There's a lack of explanation for that.
Okay, Janet, what' you think? Yeah. >> Yes, dear. I think that the editing was amazing. Uh that's, you know, positive. I definitely feel like that, you know, they showed the part where, you know, they jumped on you about maybe not knowing the tarot and then, you know, in
the end kind of put a little comedy spin on it. So, it's a lot better than them ugly videos that are being made about me. You know, I gotta be a green woman that looks like the like the garbage pale exorcist kid. But no, I think your videos are cool. But the question comes in, um, why you feel like you have to,
you know, defend yourself about tarot? You do it and it's good for you. What's the problem? Ain't every tarot person different? I mean, they're questioning your card, your ethnic or something. What? >> Oh, what? Everything you were fighting for? Because I don't feel like you can fight if you can't be heard. What's the
sense of screaming over people? You know your truth, so why bother? I've actually, you know, you know how I do. I won't go there, but I don't want to lose my voice over it. I want turn by turn. So, you didn't get a turn. So, what were you trying to say up there when you were talking like respect? I I didn't like I I just went in the chat and then I she
was I heard my name brought up or whatever and I was like you know kind of just like talking from the chat and then it turned into like oh come up and I'm um I do want to like I I mean it's like now I feel bad because I heard this woman has like you know she has one leg or something like that and it's like but I and I did see her show. She has literally like two people in her chat. One of one of them is her mod and like literally just like I was like
>> okay but those are things to be catty and petty. Let's talk about >> not being catty. That was the I mean that's honestly the truth. Literally two people understand excuse me pirates actually had one eyes too. So let's not her from >> saying no I'm not saying I feel bad for her because of that. I didn't know she was like
>> I would ask the question was she right or wrong? >> Well she's wrong. I mean even what she said is like I mean exactly what I said the car was. I couldn't really talk. You're not supposed to really talk over someone doing the reading, right? Like and she had this other guy screaming, "Oh, and I it was exactly what I said the cards were down to the Norman Bates's mother stuff." I just think it's
like interesting. She's like, "Oh, well, Beeta just brought you or she just brought people over to your chat because she didn't want her chat like, you know, her show but she wanted to with your show." And I'm just thinking back to all the guests and stuff like like it was just like all of a sudden I just
>> bring over people to your show that she knew were uh bad for the show. She did. >> She never denied bringing over people. She can't control the bad people she brought over. I don't care for the girl, but let's be honest. >> She didn't bring them over there for them to mess up your She knew they were ancient
>> I'm not I'm not sure about that. Like I'm not quite sure about that, but I mean just >> I mean my opinion >> my opinion and because I was there at the time when she was doing this with you correct >> and again she would open up your panel to help you. She was helping you. Her
goal was to bring everybody that was over there from hers to you because you were doing the same type of shows she did when she came to my show. She knew not them people weren't allowed there. She she tried to bring them one time and we evolvedly talked about no because I got people with um anxieties and things and they don't need to be triggered by
that that stuff. >> Some of us some of them can't handle that, right? So, she knew that not >> you're being kinder. You're being kinder >> I'm just being honest at that time. I than I was. believe that she was really just bringing people to help you. But in return, there could have been something
there. I'm not saying you you're not right. I'm saying at first what I saw psych was her trying to bring the crowd for you to make it look like oh my god I'm bringing you numbers I'm this person that helped you right so because in return then it'd be like well I did this for you look what I did for you you know so that's what I kind of thought maybe I
wrong though I I mean you tell me >> well you know we had you know I had a falling out with her um just yesterday >> I mean I will never like Barracuda she's a lion too patty wear it as But I mean, it is what it is. She's a weak hoe >> and she, you know,
>> does what she does. >> You know, about this also like Yeah. Like, uh, you know, uh, I don't I don't know, but, you know, it's good. Well, you know, maybe I should look at it more kindly because, uh, I don't know. I'm just picking up a lot of pieces. There's a lot of people I
have to I had to like cut out cut out of uh cut off of the show and it didn't take my show. You know, >> I never asked you to come over to my show and bring your crowd. I never asked you why you didn't come to my show when I always came to yours. They never argued about none of that, did we? So, again, people's intentions. That's what
you should really be paying attention to. What were people's intentions when they're doing the things they're doing for you? out because um >> well they tell you manipulative people tell you >> when you didn't have this I did that >> I uh there it is right there >> looking back on like some of the old episodes because I do go look at the look at them for clipping and stuff like
that and now wow I have thousands of hours of material even though I deleted half of my streams I still have thousands of hours of material to go through so many things but it's like I did notice um some bullying that I was like um repressing or like you know especially you know when I would leave
the panel or just disappear. I was like I you know I was drinking a lot too, right? I was just drinking a lot and it was I was having fun but watching back it was like I was green. I was like and I was trying to be so I was so nice and I did I have changed where I'm not like as nice as I was but looking back I was like
>> just like the new per I just didn't know anything about anything you know it's like I just didn't know what I was getting into and it's like oh I feel bad for like that guy that was >> friends you didn't say you wanted football friends you didn't say you wanted cheerleading friends you didn't say you wanted gothic friends you just said do you want any friend I'll take any. And here come the ones that came
out of the darkness, the little vampires, little demons and They said, "Oh, he need a friend. Let's suck on this and run him dry. See if we can get him to do what they made you almost do." >> But you've survived, sweetheart. I've watched your progress. >> You got to stop talking to the crowd. Remember, we're the show. We're the host.
>> And when we go home and close it, you need to close the doors all the way. They shouldn't have access to to uh John. John and Psych are two different people. When you start understanding that and stay tes on both sides, you'll be at peace of mind, my friend. And again, you continue with your beautiful AIS and all your beautiful stuff around her. And you
keep on asking for money on the a YouTube channel that uh is monetized. You know what I mean? Like what we're talking about. So that's what I'm doing is like, you know, not only try different things and be successful and stuff like I've had some great months. I've had some shitty months, but it's like I've still every month I've been monetized. I made I've been able to cash, you know, cash out because I've made over like, you know, the $100
threshold or whatever. >> I wouldn't care what others say. You know the truth. You know what they did. And again, you know what they continue to do? They'll smile in your face all the time trying to take your place. They're backstabbers. So again, if you can't tell the truth.
>> Yep. >> How about this one? Beans, greens, tomatoes. >> Wait a minute. >> All right. I love you. >> I gotta get back to the real world, darling. I love you too, darling. Kiss >> I'll turn on my camera. for coming.
>> I know. I'll turn on my camera. >> Wait, let's go the other way. Hold on. >> You stay strong, too. And you know what? You all got a friend in me. >> It still didn't turn. >> Thank you so much for just being my friend. Okay, you are. I love you. >> There we go.
>> A beautiful Capricorn. Capricorn. Capricorn energy, right? Always. We're coming. The new year's coming. New things are coming. Just stand for something so you don't fall for everything. Okay. >> Right. Thanks for having me. >> Always. >> Love you. >> Love you. Peace.
>> See, that's people, you know, there are great relationships that I've made. I I I mean like see even like remember I thought like Sig was the biggest problem and like Sig is like turns out he was like he's just kind of like a not really even not really even that bad you know but
there there there have been worse. Hey everybody, do you want to
have a seizure?
I'm sorry. I hope no one did did I was just kidding. I didn't really didn't want anybody that was I hope is everyone okay? I'm sorry. Wow, I'm a little bit dizzy. I'm sorry, guys. I I I can see in the corner of my eye the numbers falling. Why do I do that? Why do I Why do I purposely do that? Hopefully I just hope that the right You're having a seizure.
Oh, I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. Oh, my head is like I don't know. I love that thing. I don't I'm really into psychedelics. I've done I've done DMT and you know mushrooms and yeah as I mean I've done a bunch of psychedelics. Not you know I probably have uh flashbacks once in a while but wow
everyone synchro puff go. Oh my gosh that was funny. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to do that. I didn't mean to do that. I forgot to tell clones. Oh, that Thank you, Clones. That was funny. I mean, I I'm sorry, guys. I'm sorry. I didn't I didn't want you to. But yeah, I kind of I kind of did like
that. Yeah. So, I'm going to try to come tomorrow. Maybe I'll take the weekend off. Maybe Saturday, Sunday. Take a little breather. Take a little repress. Uh but we do, guys. We have some You're calling your lawyer. Oh Well, I I did say, "Do
you want to have a seizure?" You could have like just said no in lab. Dr. Rabbit. Hey, is Dr. Are you You're not Uncle Rabbit, are you? There's this guy named Uncle Rabbit. He was always perving out on Benny's. I don't know. Can you hit the Oh, sure. Of course. Time. Everybody on the count of three. What do you want to taste after three?
One two >> taste the biscuit. >> One, >> taste the biscuit. >> One more time. Three two >> taste the biscuit. >> There we go. That I guess. Is a biscuit like a mushroom? That'd be kind of
interesting. Uh-oh. What if it's like, you know, like um a D R O C H R O M E or something like that? What if it's like really dark and it's like they want that's all they wanted to do is like get all my AGR you know chro me like levels high so they can eat my brain someday.
Wouldn't that be interesting? I don't think so. Um anyway, how are we doing in chat? I don't know what we're going to do. I I I think there's one more um time to do an apartment cleanup stream. My apartment's pretty clean. I was I cleaned today actually. I did laundry. I um kind of mopped up. Um I did clean the
the couch off and stuff. Why is it a mushroom? I don't know. I was I was actually a a little a little friend sent me that clip. I don't know. I think they like probably just found that clip and it just had a mushroom. Maybe it's maybe it's a mushroom biscuit. I don't know. Show the carpet. Um I did Here. Look. Here's my carpet. Hold on. You can see a my camera to go out. It might go out little bit. I don't know. I don't want
because every time I touch it, it seems to go out. But let me see. I mean, it's not perfect, but it's not bad. I mean, there is it terrible. No, not terrible. My my curtains are a little bit faded, but um I am kind of interested in looking at the at least the new trip kicks just to see. I'm not going to play the whole thing because that was like
yesterday, but I want to see what what they made me into. Not Not the Jerry Springer one, but there's a new I don't like the Jerry Springer guy one. I mean, you know, it's fine with the I don't know. I Where is it? I think that there's uh what was the newest one? Let's see.
It says Oh, me versus a scrapper army episode and it says beta versus psyche. And then Okay, the other one's a Jerry Springer one. Okay. Well, let's just have a quick look. I just want to see like basically the basically Oh, I want to see the uh Sorry. I want to see the uh AI in it because I love AI, you know.
Let's see. Have a look. Especially, let's have a look at Oh, no, that's not it. Okay, share the screen. Let's have a little look see.
They're having a live about me. I'm getting
I think it's I think it's getting to him. I almost feel bad. I my thing is I've witnessed multiple attempts of him trying to work it out and just talk one-on-one with VA and it's like someone always intervenes someone and
I'm like why does it have to be like that? Um and always to her benefit. It's always someone coming to her her defense. And I kind of sort of feel bad a little bit for him because Yes. his mic's always so quiet and everyone
screams over him. It's annoying. Yeah. Or like um he said he got kicked off Sandman's panel. like so that I I just feel bad on like a I wish I could um I want to I want to like take over and
scream for him and like fight for it cuz like I just like oh my god but this has been going they feel it like this every week. I know. It's just I don't feel bad like that beat us, but I like I just want him to have a fighting camp and so I just sit there like, "Oh no,
get louder. Get assertive." I want him to fight back and I feel like he doesn't get that chance because it's always a dog pile on >> I never saw this. >> Not that I take either side. I just want to see him him like be able to stand on his own and
battle beat one-on-one. Then um it seems like she always has some army behind her and it's Psyche is literally the male version of Vegan Patriot. >> Yeah, it's a lot. It's a lot of Eldo, I just saw somebody sent
me like a screenshot. that's the that I got to deal with. I give like people chances and I got to deal with that, you know? Are you serious, Barry? You're my mod and you're like looking to give all my information to people and then you're telling me you're a good person. >> W >> um somebody else is like, "Oh my god, like look, look at Barry. is like saying
all this about you and like egging on freaking like Shannon, some lady named Shannon up there like always like talking, ranting, just talking nonsense. And I'm like, okay, do I don't even really like acknowledge you lady. I don't know why you think you know so much about me. She's like, "Oh my god, Vita has like all these videos nude and like moaning." I'm like, "What the
Provide that." me. >> Do you do you realize Psych has no content unless we are his content? You know that, right? >> I can't believe you did an unban like that, honestly. Jeez. >> What happened? >> I can't believe you did an unban.
>> There were so many. There was like three salmons. I didn't even know which one was the real Salman. But you know who wasn't on there? Psyche. Nike wasn't on there at all. He wasn't He wasn't banned. >> I I honestly think he is, unless somebody wants to admit to it truthfully
and prove it to me. I think he is Psyche HIV and that one did get banned and that's the one he was typing under and maybe he didn't realize it. >> Well, he's blaming Eldo. He's saying that's Eldo's alt. He was like, Eldo, that's Eldo. Eldo is saying this and that. Eldo is just saying VA like why are you banning people and protecting
psyche when he allows people like VA's uncle as you know alt names like >> towards like protecting him you know I'll be like okay fine I'm going to delete that that's a disgusting name but then he has like people called Bea's uncle rolling around in his chat and he doesn't even give a
>> do I never saw that >> well I'm telling you I think that HIV1 is him. I truly do. Especially after yesterday when he said that he is blocked and after he jumped down like within less than 30 seconds he typed something with his name. Just saying.
>> I don't I don't believe that because I don't think he would use a like that to discuss his own name. He's very careful about his name. We're going to have a discussion. Okay. >> Christine, you're an idiot. >> Um, at this point, I would not put anything past him. And there is um Katie
name that's not real. >> Yeah, I just found him right now. Got it. >> Yes. Thank you. >> But he does use alts. Yeah, I had No, >> I mean he said he's used alts, but I mean I don't know if he's going to go as far as you know using like >> what better way what better way backstage people
>> listen Psych is capable of anything if he's capable if he's capable of doing that to his arm saying he was asleep when that happened to him then he's capable of of of making that off >> okay and and that's not me okay I didn't create all I he mad because I said leave that all in the chat. There's no nothing wrong with that art. You know, that's
the only thing I said. But me being that art, no, that's not me. >> If it's too dumb for you, Psych, then leave. It's not that hard. Leave. >> It's okay, Psych. Because remember, people's names are in there. People's dogs, animals are in there. Just be careful.
>> I saw it in Kim K's chat. Somebody sent me a screenshot where Barry's like, "Bita, I could have offered I could have paid got paid for 100. It's like why would you even say that? Like if you want to go ahead and get the money, you know, why are you saying that? Like I thought you were like cool with me, Barry. I don't get that at all. >> This Barry was blazing Shannon
talking about cook BB. Cook BB. I need you to come up here to Cook BB. I mean, no disrespect to Shannon, but then she couldn't even hear her. She lost her voice. Like, you know what I'm saying? What the Come on, man. Shannon Shannon said she was going to retire. Shannon, stick to being retired. You know, stay off the internet, Shannon. You know what I'm saying? No disrespect, man. Or disrespectfully. I don't really
care. But you know what I'm saying? Like, you know what I mean? Like, that was just whack, bro. You know what I'm saying? B, like, she said I apologized to her. What the did I apologize to her for? I've I've never had to apologize to her. I've never done to her. Only thing I've ever said is like I don't really like with her because
I know she's going through her medical stuff and all that stuff and I don't really want to Shannon. >> I was like I don't you know I wish her that like she has a good recovery and all that stuff but what the do I need to apologize to her for? She made up a bunch of stories about me because she thinks like raging demon is some great white and night like you know uh I
don't know somebody with credibility and so honest and she was like saying that he sent like pictures of me like videos of me full naked I don't have that like are you kidding me from raging demon >> she was like I won't show like that like I don't I have it if you first of all you're saying you have videos of me in your phone which do not exist Okay. And
second of all, you refuse to carry it because you're not like that. But you're going to bring it up like and lie. She lies a lot. She She lies a lot. That woman Shannon lies a lot. >> Yes. >> I I have to step down. I have to handle a few things. But um Eldo, will you stay up here or come back up if Psych happens
to come up mute? Let them. And then if you need to intervene because Beta needs that support because she's too nice. Sorry, Beta. You're too nice. >> I love you, Christine. You're so sweet. >> Yeah, I tried. I did try. Time said she'd go one-on-one. I don't know. Maybe you misunderstood, but no, she wasn't
planning on doing that. She was going to have all five people up there. Sam, man, Eldo. I mean, what the Isn't she ridiculous? Oh, no conditions. All I said is that can we go one-on-one and then not if someone you know someone sends money to clap me in the middle of my sentence not to clap me which happened on salmon the last three times which happened on Summer's channel. So
and then she is clapping. She clapped my friend for $5, right? Talk about, you know, oh my god, talk about desperation. This one person defended me one time. She kicks them off for $5, right? I never clapped anyone for $5 except it was like, you know, $5 a minute or $5 for five minutes or something like that. Yeah, it's ridiculous.
It's ridiculous. It's stupid. It's like I tried, guys. I tried. I did try. Thought I was live. I was live and then I ended because I thought she was gonna do a one-on-one with me. You know, like a lot of people in chat would like to see that. I just don't understand why she can't talk to me without other people there. Like she needs like the
support like she like and also she used to put conditions on me all the time. Oh my gosh. You know, I'm I'm gonna I'm never coming back here again unless you do this. Unless you do this. That's what she'd always say, right? She told me to kick people off. I know. She No, she's a She's a coward. Just coward. Yeah, go ahead. Talk about KK
Sammon. Like, that's so interesting. KK's a nice person. Salmon's a nice person. Whatever. It's not that interesting to me. I don't understand the whole KK Saman sub. Who really? I mean, go talk about that. Just uh stop using me for content, though, because when I went over there, you're all talking about me. You name the the stream referencing me.
I'm doing I thought it was worth maybe salvaging a relationship, but it's not to her. Come on. Very calm. Watch back. Watch back yesterday saying watch the trip kick things. You can just see I just get bulldozed. It's not fair. So, if I set a condition for like 10 minutes, what is it? She's on for like
12 hours at a time. What's 10 minutes to like not have a bunch of like, you know, people like echoing in the background? I don't know. I guess it's not worth it. I'm not worth it to her. She's not worth it to me. You're right, Charisma. I give up. I just give up on that. That is just one um that is just one rabbit hole you don't want to go down. It's just
ridiculous. God damn ridiculous, >> right? >> Emma and Clown. Oh, cry me a river.
>> What are you going to come here and yell >> after a year? It's pretty sad that you run to VA. You run to beta to tell. Oh, VA. He's as good as he's talking about. He's got a show. Like, what the I know that was you. But is it unreasonable to ask for oneonone? I don't know. No. Run to beta. Run to beta. Go to betas. She'll give you a
platform. Oh, I introduced you. That's what's annoying. You bring up Emma and Clumsy. How about like those are my relationships to worry about. How about you stay out of that, right? You don't know what happened in those relationships. I had you promoted on my new website. You're just done with the drama. Well, you're in the middle of it now because
you come in saying, "Oh, how you're you're you're doing this to your old friends. I'm so sick of people saying that. They're obviously not my friends. You focus on you." And I I never did anything wrong to you. I never did. What did I do wrong to you for you to like just like go against me like that? >> Thought we were friends, right? Well, it was a surprise. The
website's not up yet. I was going to like show you, but yeah. Yeah, I'm kidding you. Well, I'll I'll be sure to take you off. All it was to do is to promote you. All it was to do is try to help. I didn't try to help you. I didn't introduce you guys. Plus, I don't forget what you did. What? You got You tried to get me clipped on thinking that. What are you talking
about? You nut you're just nuts. I'm about to block you in the chat. What the So silly. So silly. And I remember when when the whole clumsy thing happened. Wow. I was blocked immediately in your chat and you left my Discord, right? Over the clumsy. I mean, what was that about? Yeah. I don't know. What did I do? I still don't know. I still don't
know. I didn't try to get you clipped on anything. You were on her damn show and Tripkick clicked you. You think I I controlled Tripkick? No. You think? See, these are called turn coats. And then I say, "Oh, Gypsy was such a good friend to you." Oh, yeah.
Does she Does she hear me out? Did she say, "Hey, what's going on?" No, she always just runs to be Oh, you know, it's like girls club. It's going to be girls club. I'm wrong because I'm a male, right? I got your name wrong. Well, I'm sorry. So, you have Gypsy Tarot. Your name is not able to be tagged because you have some kind of setting on. What the No. Time. She doesn't. She doesn't. Time. She doesn't.
You see what? Yep. Do you see? Look, these are these are my friends. These are my friends. Oh, you're giving up all your old friends. These are people that betrayed me. Betrayers. No, she's too cowardly. Trust me, she's too cowardly. I'll get I'll put the link down if some if she comes up. I'll do one-on-one. I'll I will, but she's not going to. Whatever. What What did I do,
Gypsy? What did I do? What personal stuff? What personal stuff crushed you? I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know what you're talking about. I have no idea. You just you drink the Kool-Aid. It's okay. It's okay. Everyone does. Everyone like a lot of people do. I'm not really surprised. Well, if it's not about Emmy or Clumsy, why do you bring that up first? You said Emor Clumsy. People are just hurt. You don't think they're
betraying me on purpose? What? It's like, look at all the people that are over there as her mods that used to be my mods. They're just butt hurt that I unmodded them or did something, right? Don't you don't come at me kindly. You come at me yelling at me. Okay. I'm self-deflecting. What? What do you want me to say, Teresa? What do you want
me to say? I was with you from the beginning. I was with you from the beginning. Okay. Before any of this, I brought you into the world. Okay. No, I don't take any credit for it. You said all you. But it's fine. Wow. >> Yeah. I asked you to go to that chat. Did you defend me? No. Did you say one word in defense of me? No. Not one word.
It's fine. It's fine. I just know what to expect now. >> Yeah, there is what I mean that's the biggest thing I did. Oh, I I tagged the wrong person. It's called an accident. I mean, it's like I don't know. It's getting too dumb for me. This is getting too stupid. But let's see the receipts. You're protecting your heart from me. Oh, what did I do to you? You said it was about Emma. You said it was about Emma's discord, right? What did I do to
you? Why is it about Emma? And what was I mean, it's like Emma and Clumsy. You didn't even like those people. I mean, geez. Maybe you like Clumsy, but you certainly didn't like Emma. But anyway, >> no, but you had enough time to talk to Beeta about it and say, "Beta, he's asking me to go defend him or something like that because she's like three or four. This is how Psyche treats all his friends." Yeah. Like, um, well, you're
not my friend, BG. So, why don't you stay the out of it? Okay. Okay. But did you see what was going on? Because the whole thing was about me. It says psyche asleep tarot. It's okay. I know you're already a Ricky class. You could have checked it out later. Just the replay. The thing was that was all slander. You should see
what they talk about me, you know. Are you my friend, BG? No. Yeah. Go pick up Go pick up Q who mates homeless people. That's fine, right? You can I'm going to be on the defensive especially you were just over there on VAS. You know, you don't join you don't join my
panel anymore. You just join hers. Talk to her. Oh, sweetheart. You know, it's like I am attacked. All I wanted Yeah. All I wanted to do was have 10 minutes with Bea to talk to her if if she wanted to try to salvage the friendship because the last three times I've been on,
she has been attacking me and I have to has has to have four or five people on yelling at me. And then the last time they said, "Okay, well, everyone will mute." and nobody muted and people were talking over me and so I left and then they're like, "Oh, you ran. I didn't run. It's not a fair fight and I don't want to fight. I was trying to have a conversation. She still won't have the conversation."
And it's like, and I ask for that condition. I mean, she used to tell me, "Kick this person out of your talk about you and me." That's what See, that's exactly how it should be. It's like every day, you know how much I I woke up this morning, people banging on my door, this guy and his granddaughter looking for scrap metal, and then it
happens again, and then it happens again. Then it happens again. They have that guy on the show. It's okay, Teresa. And I apologize if I overreacted and sorry, maybe I misunderstood, but it's like, you know, my feelings are hurt, too. And everyone's acting like I'm just this hurtful, mean person, and I'm not. It's like I get pushed into a corner and I get upset and it's like and I'm sorry if
I wasn't there for you when you needed me, but I'm here. I mean, it's like I always try to take your calls or call you back or write back. I always will have you on panel. I know. And well, actually, they're not they're not bad people. They're nice people. Some of the people I talk to are really nice. I'm sorry I overreacted. I'm just in a bad mood about like, you know, VA won't talk to me for five
minutes, not even a minute. YouTube world's not for you. But we're you're in it, Teresa. And I'm sorry if I brought you too far into this the drama community by introducing you to her. I mean, it's like, you know, she's talking about Chona. She's like, "Oh, your Chona just bought you all your subscriptions or whatever. She doesn't understand, right? She doesn't understand. You know, you know how wonderful Chonah is." She's
she's like now she's badmouthing Chona, right? The sweetest like the sweetest lady. I said, "Jonah helped me get my channel started. Not you, Bea." I had over a thousand people in my chat and she's like, "Oh, you just she bought all the people." No, no, no, no, no. Teresa, you were there. You were in my early lives, right? There were lots of people in them. I had at least like 10 people
in my very early lives. When you do like live streams, people can come in and stuff. And they they don't pay for the pizza though. And so, it's not pizza. It's just an unpaid pizza that I'm expected to pay for. And so, I have to send the disappointed Mexican pizza lady away. stuff. Okay, I'm sorry. What kind of sick? It hurts. People I love turn on me for her again and again and again. They
got HK Memphis Shay. They got Sweet Pea. All these people. They're constantly harassing with a biscuit song. Look at Look at her thing. Oh, Biscuit Queen. What is it? Is it about something other than trying to with me? I don't think so. Because that's a 14-year-old meme that she begged me to play on my show and I was like, "No." Then I write a biscuit song called Beat as Biscuits and it's like, "Oh, that's harassing."
It's a good It was a good naturatured thing. I love you, Gotti. Oh, God. I love you, too. I think you're a good person. I think that it's like VA has turned you against me.
on the corner. >> Can I work it out with anybody? No. resta.
>> Oh, thank was that I want to thank uh I never saw any of that. I mean, except, you know, I never saw Kate like defending me like that. I did see her like um one time like um like um talking about that kind of the same like similar thing where she was like wow she was she she
actually was watching the Sandman uh let me see hold on she was watching beta the beta clip and everything with the with the bronze bird and like her yelling at over me and and Kate was like oh my god if I was psyche I would be like annoyed too and I'd be like and I was like and
Kate didn't I didn't even think like you know I thought she pretty much hated me but that was really touching actually like um that she stood up for me um a little bit like or like wanted me to stand up for myself and I and I should I was you know uh I'm going to try to make my mic
louder and and uh now I know what to ect with uh you know sorry
I love Tracy too. Oh no Tracy. Oh yeah. Tracy X. The other Tracy
not so much. That was one of the people I like asked. I said, "Hey, I'm being like criminally harassed." Um, this is like the Tracy with, you know, the Michael Tracy. Um, I was like, "I'm being criminally harassed and on this show." She goes, she was on this show like in the chat, so talking
So, or like, you know, at least in the chat and stuff.
I don't know. And I'm kind of like I don't want to like get emotional. Where who's got a KKK dog? I don't know. They had those. The ghost dog. Okay.
Thank you. Thank you, Trip Kick. That was a good video. But not like I'm not really. It's like I don't I don't want to be mad at anybody. I always like feel bad afterward. One time Jamie Rose I called Jamie Rose a one time on my
show and I felt so bad the next day and I was like oh my god. And I like ap she I apologized to her and she didn't even care. I mean she didn't even care that I called her that. You know, it's kind of funny like, you know, so some people
I hope Jamie Rose comes back again soon, too. I don't know. Um, I love Oh, no. I love you, Trace. Oh, you're my You're my You're my home girl. Oh, Joe. Oh, and Joe, let me see what's Joe's saying. It's a great th is a great Thursday. Today's Wednesday, isn't it?
Is it th Oh, it's Wednesday. show. Come on. Okay. Well, you know, I do feel like I have like a protector and it's like my inner self and it's like and she's like, you know, she's a Scorpio, you know, cuz I know Nick said it was not his favorite
song but I do feel like I am protected spiritually.
So, maybe I'll just wrap up. Hold on. But I love you guys. Maybe I'll come back. It's 10 o'clock. Might come back. What's in the future? Where in the future? Oh, hold on. Oh, it's 1:00 in the morning on the East Coast. You're a
Scorpio Shan. Well, cuz it's like I you know, isn't it funny like too like my protector is I consider my protector and it's not funny or it's just but I do cons you know my spirit is like kind of my protector and
I feel like it's a feminine spirit but
Scorpio got to Watch out that the the stinger can come out if you get get too close sometimes. I love you guys. Thank you for being here. I'll see you soon.
I was born with shadows climbing the throne. 10,000 nights. But I stood alone. Every scar a secret carved in stone. Carrying storms that cut to the bone.
They said ambition burns to wild. But it whispers fierce and defiled. She wraps my name in fire and steel. She is the yoke. They cannot tell.
Lily lives inside me. A goddess in the night. Scorpio crown above me. Turning painside. Through the struggle, through the fire, she lifts me higher still. The male psyche standing by her unbroken whale.
Every tower they tried to tear down. Every dagger aimed at my crown. She was the shadow guarding the gate.
The serpent who teaches me not to break. In the underworld I learned her name. Her rage became my same. Not punishment
but revelation. Lilith builds the elevation. Villain lives inside me. A goddess in the night. Scorpio crown above me.
Turning pain aside. Through the struggle through the fire. She lifts me higher. Still the male standing but it's her unbroken. Well, not fallen, not forsaken.
The throne was always taken by the part of me they feared by the voice that roar so clear.
Lilith lives inside me. My goddess and my shield. Scorpio empire. My destiny revealed. Through the struggle, through the fire, I claim the cosmic throne. The male psyche raining, but I never rain alone.
Her crown is mine. A rageous light. Together we walk into eternal night.
I was born where shadows climb the throne. 10,000 eyes, but I stood alone. Every scar a secret carved in stone carrying stones
that cut to the bone. They said amition burns to wild but Lilith whispers fierce and defile.
She wraps my name in fire and steel. She is the earth they cannot kill. Lilith lives inside me. God in the
night. Scorpio crown above me. Turning pain to side. Through the struggle through the fire. She lifts me higher. Still the male psyche standing. But it's her unbroken will.
Every tower they try to tear down. Every dagger aimed at my crown. She was the shadow caught in the gate. The serpent who teaches me not to break.
In the underworld I learned her name. Her rage became my sacred flame. Not punishment but revelation. Lilith built the elevation. Lilith lives inside me. God in the night. Scorpio crown above
me. Turning pain to side. Through the struggle, through the fire, she lifts me higher. Still the male psyche standing, but it's her unbroken will, not fallen,
not forsen. The throne was always taken by the part of me. They feared by the voice that roar so clear.
Lilith lives inside me. My goddess and my shield. Scorpions rising. Destiny revealed. Through the struggle, through the fire, I claim the cosmic thy
rain, but I never rain alone. Our cloud is our raes. Together we walk into
eternal night.
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