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Psyche goes on a casual breakfast run, discussing personal boundaries and energy levels while interacting with his chat audience.
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Browse era →Hey there.
Pick up a couple coffees, a bagel, fresh. I'm going to eat good today. What's up, guys?
Tacos? No, not tacos today. I wish. I'm getting a hot I'm getting a hot honey aiago bagel and a coffee at the bagel place. And then I'm going to McDonald's. I'm getting another coffee and fries. So, it's my breakfast and lunch combined.
So, here's the new There's actually a new restaurant. Look at this new restaurant here. Isn't this perfect for me? See it? Looks pretty good. Nice little restaurant.
How's everyone today? Yeah, I had a little sleep stream earlier. Fries are only good when they're fresh. Yeah, they will be fresh when I get there because I haven't even order them yet. The McDonald's I do mobile app orders. I order the coffee already, but then you have to like I have to order the coffee first because you can order every 15 minutes off the menu or
whatever. So, I just have to get my fries first or my uh bagel first. my coffee. This this place I can get unlimited coffees too. McDonald's too, guys. If you go to if you buy like coffee if you live nearby, I just go get refills.
Save a bunch of money. Okay, here we go.
Copy. We got
>> Hi. >> Oh, yeah.
>> Yeah, that's fine. Okay.
Thank you so much.
>> Here we go. Okay. the McDonald's app. It was too buggy. Yeah. I mean, it's like it's a pain getting logged in. You just I just have to log I would recommend log with your
Gmail if you can. It is a little bit buggy.
So, do you see the uh the coffee is so creamy? I put like half half and half. It's half. It's like vanilla and half and half. It's so good though. Tastes like vanilla. Like a vanilla coffee shaker. Like a warm shaker. It's like so good. Okay, I'm going to go now. I'm halfway to the McDonald's.
It's also not too hot to like just chug so I can get some more on the way back. I'm so bad. I'm so bad. Oh god. I live on coffee. And I got this hot honey bagel. Did you see? They're so nice to me when I go like, "Hi, John." Y know my name and they're like, "Hi, we're at the Oiago.
What what kind of bagel do you finish this?" And I was like, "You have six cheese?" She's like, "No, dude. Have a cheesy hash brown." That's one I get to all the time. So really nice. Yeah.
Okay. Hey, I'm going to order the fries real quick, but I just have to I just have to hop off the uh the stream for just a second. These guys hang out. I don't I'm not going to end. I'm just gonna It'll take just one minute to order them. See how fast it works. Okay, let's hang out in chat. See you guys.
Okay, I keep freezing. Yeah, I had to go out out and try to buy the price. I don't need price. We can just be far off.
Here I am. See
Okay.
I need my tobacco today. So, tobacco, but I'll walk back get another coffee for free.
Yeah, I hold it for two. >> Thank you.
That call. Oh, here come there for a few months. Oh my god. Thank you so much.
Let's go. Yeah, this is the um even McDonald's is pretty nice. You have to say there's a Starbucks. It's a library. Nice little area. There's a cool like little bug here. Look.
Okay. Yeah. Oh, it was my attempt at IRL. I don't know. That's what's really sad about messing with people's channels. It's like it's like this could be their life, you know? This is like people people like really
this could be their like one lifeline for any kind of income or anything. It almost is for me like and sometimes, you know, and for someone to mess with that that is like so I'm not going to be saying that person's name anymore. that person's name is going to be banned from my chat and there will be no reference to that person anymore cuz
I'm done dealing with like wicked witches. It's not Wizard of Oz not Toto hanging out with Dorothy or like the Tin Man or Lion or Scarecrow. I mean, even though
we all like kind of do fit these roles perfectly, no, I'm done with it. Not even going to say the name again. It's like the name is cursed. As far as I concerned, the name is like bad luck. It's like never again. What a stupid I just I'm just so stupid like entertaining this person. I just
want to like, you know, coers into unalivvening yourself and stuff. So, wow.
>> Yeah. Dead to me. Yeah. Even the name is just bad luck. I just don't want any remember trying to forget just a bad experience altogether.
Meme.
It's like that's like one strike too many. It's like it's like what? Oh, so they hit you in the face one time. They p like they punched you in the face one time. Is that enough? >> How is this the other group?
>> How's that gripping? What did I ask for anything? Is it gripping mean you're asking for money?
I don't know there's something wrong with their lottery machine.
>> Yeah, she did. Hi. Am I I'm the evil one that went to school. >> Um one. Thank you. >> Uh yeah, Jay Dog did Jay Dog.
So, are there something wrong with me getting donations for for my show like someone that's willing to donate? Thank you so much. That's there's nothing wrong with that really. I mean, it's kind of like how I survived. You'd rather just see me starve. I didn't have the money for it.
So, you rather just see me starve to death? Okay. Well, I mean, when you like, you know, have have done anything for me, then maybe I'll I'll um be concerned about your opinion, Fred, Tony, then I don't really care.
And thank you, Jay Dog. And thank you also Amber yesterday for donating yesterday. We appreciate you guys.
And I will do readings if you guys want. I think I I did a few readings yesterday that were good. Like gripping because I do them for free. No. Or something. Yeah. It's like I mean, geez. I try to give away as much as I can to myself. What do you just want? You just want everything. It's like me lay down. You can just eat me.
Some people like like not like you like not like I have commercials on my show. You see like that ton of commercials. You see me stop in the middle of my show. This is a paid sponsorship for you know um Nord Nord um wall you know VPN network for about five minutes. Do
you ever see that? Sit here just trying to entertain. It's not too easy all the time. Constantly being attacked for like trying to make people happy. Kind of a weird weird thing, right? You're so irrelevant to me. I don't want to see your comments. I'm just going to
go up. Hold on. I block him. Can Can I mod him just hide him, please? Is this Tony? Tony Master Computer. I don't want him in white chat ever. He us he also has a doc's um a doc's one of my name and picture on it. Like if
you ever see that, it has my last name on it. You'll recognize for sure. So, thank you. Bye-bye. Nancy, if you're here, can you can you take care of that? Or Shan or um any mod? I appreciate just kicking him out. I don't care to see that person.
Thank you so much. Grab my other coffee, go home, my bagel. I'll chat with you guys on the the big screen. I have a little bit more energy now. I had a nice little sleep. Nice sleep stream.
Yeah. And if you're a managing mod, I do have a few in here. I think a managing mod is here. Can you please just um just um put the name BEA on the block words list? That's the last time I'll say the name. Just put that name on the block words list.
Thank you. I'll do it when I get home.
Thank you so much. You guys are the best. Okay, we're walking back down to the the bagel shop. I'll brief you my coffee. Going to have you nice coffees. I have a little bit of energy. Get to get up here nice. Some some weed left. Got the bagel to eat.
It's a good day. It's a good day. I say success. Success.
Am I limping? No. But you know what? My leg is like feeling weird. My leg has been kind of swollen last couple days. I don't know if I'm limping though. It's kind of weird that you picked that up though. >> Okay, I'll be home in five minutes, but grab another coffee.
What I go? I chugged that one. It was so good. Put a lot of cream in it. So good. Here. Here we go.
Thank you. >> See, always say thank you.
Smile when you go in there, too.
Yeah, like you guys like I go into these like hyper states and then I go into like states where I like I go into hibernation and so people think that I'm like ignoring them or like oops or like things like that. It's just like I just have a limited amount of energy right now. when I'm in
my one of my down bases and uh can't always predict when I'm going to give be back up. So, you know, sorry if I'm not the best communicator at times when this happens. The best thing to do is probably I do the show
um private email or it's not private it's psychiats.com
probably I I get sometimes I don't you know it's like
good with communication like like Geminis's um uh who What is air signs of Aquarius? They're really good at communication and Libra, right? Those are all the communicators. I'm like Capricorn. So, I'm kind of quiet kind of like more silent and like let
like what has been said already stand kind of thing. But I know Geminis like to have like a lot of like um you know uh conversation because my dad was a Gemini and he was so good at like keeping in touch and talking and I was like really bad at it. We're almost it's a beautiful day.
Okay. Thank you guys for going on that walk with me. I didn't feel like I was so alone. I usually just take that walk alone. and have no one to talk to. And even if it looks like I'm talking to myself and I'm crazy, I'm not really not talking to my phone and my audience. Okay, I'm home. I'm home.
There were people behind me. I think they thought I was crazy, but crazy like a fox. Okay. Okay, I'm home. So, I'll be able to um check in with you in two seconds. Just wait. Wait for me.
>> >> Hello, Hefner Patrol. Hefner, I have a song for Hefner Patrol if you don't mind. Here, it's called Panther. And then there's like a lyric about Hugh Hefner I wrote. Let's see.
It's actually a classic.
But the desert heard you first and rose from the dunes wasn't prey. It was prophecy
horns eyes cutting through the smoke. could grin sharp as a parable. I stepped from the heat like a nightmare that learned to dance. You thought I was luck. You thought I was sweet, but sweetness
is a snare for a man who never read the warning signings. I move like a panther in the hallways of your ego. Shots for the shadoworn. Dragging your bravado into the light just to watch it flare.
Look who's laughing now. He of nowhere. King of cheap thrones. I don't need to make you your unravels with the gentlest touch of my voice.
And when you chase me, I vanish. Jackal lips with emotion. Your fingers brushing lonely dust and your own delusions. Do you want me now? Do you want me now?
I know you want me now. The person I am a creature that turns desire brightey save the body do walk in the fall line between hunger and humor. I bless what deserves
its invites and dance around every mask you thought would save you. I don't need violence. Your illusions collapse themselves. And I don't swing the rope. You twist it with your own words. I don't break
from the rafters of your pride. Kick at the ghost you try to hide. I watch panther voice of the in between taking notes on your unraveling boy.
You summon my flirting with a creature born to rece.
So tell me, do you want me now or do you finally see the truth? Stuck in the dust behind me. I'm the predator you pray for. I'm the trickster you deserve. I'm the shadow. The heat and the silence. You never stood a chance.
Want a kiss? Hi. Hi. Baby pigs are cute. My on a actually it was the day my dad passed away, but my mom had my sister had given my mom um two female pigs for Christmas a few months before, but one of them came pregnant, I guess, because she gave
birth and she gave birth to seven piglets. My mom was like, I'm not going to give them for um I'm not going to sell them for for for meat. you know, my mom is very, you know, you know, we love the movie Babe and stuff. My sister loved Babe. I think she stopped eating pork when she saw Babe and stuff. There's Lenor. And um yeah, so one of one guy wanted to
buy one for a luau. She refused. And I think she has two of them left. I think she has a couple females. Oh, hi babe. Oh, you're just kissing. You're just giving me kisses today, huh? You're such a sweetheart. How am I so lucky to have such a sweethearted cat? Yep. Hi, Paigy. How are you? I'm just kissing my cat. I'm just making out with
my cat, Lenor. Hello, Lenor. How are you, my baby? Did you guys see this morning? I was I was doing a little sleep stream. Good afternoon, Paige. Good to see you, darling. Yeah, we miss Paige around here. Yeah, I think it's going to get a lot calmer. I mean, after I got that strike, I think I'll just be leaving that person name
out of my out of my life for now on. And so, we should get calmer. I'll just try to behave myself. Oh,
Paige. Last thing we thought is like that that person would give me a strike, but right, but oh well. I guess people really do change sometimes.
A I miss you. Oh, you're so sweet. Lor's a lover. You're a lover, huh? Lenor's a a show favorite because she's just so sweet. Were you cuddling under the covers? I woke up and I woke up just hugging her this morning. Yeah. Yeah, I know. It's a lot of drama, Paige. just a lot of drama especially like with like
people that were my friends you know striking my channel and stuff and and uh it's kind of difficult difficult that's the part that hurts the worst is like you know they can't talk to me about it they have to like you know do something so aggressive hi hi my babe you know what I have today yeah
kitty gang I have um I have a hot honey bagel you know that they have this hot honey spread is like been real popular lately Like, yeah, I'm gonna get the the BK. Well, it's like it's be called Bates Kitty Gang now because that's my last name if you didn't know. Bates already. Where did I get the name Lenor from? For from Edgar Allen Poe from um The Raven. I had a black cat right before named
Salem. And Salem disappeared and I was like it was kind of like like the lost Lenor. It kind of reminded me of that. And I just like thought of a really pretty name like unique like really really unique. And it's short for Eleanor too. Yeah, it is. Lenor is short for Eleanor. Yeah. Yeah. And so, um, Yeah. And she's black. And then it's also like Lenor means like the the night
or like the black. It means the black in French, I think. Like like, uh, Lenoir, like the dark black. And so, she's a little black cat. Oh. Oh, you're good. You like to have your your head rubbed like that, huh? Yeah. I I'm pretty good with cats names like um you know, and then Lola. How do you get Lola? I don't I just I don't know Lola. What am I? What delicacy am I
smoking today? I'm just smoking a Swiss or sweet. I'm just smoking. I got a Swisser sweet. Hi. Hi. I love you, too. It's okay. It's okay. She's so loving. You're so loving. And like, do we have Trixs over here? We have Trix over here, too. You're sitting You're sitting there, Trix. Don't worry. Where's Trixie? Where is he? Oh, hi.
Hi. The transexual song by the Kings. And there's Oh, here's Rudy, too. Little old Ben Rudy. You know, this is my my family. I love very much. Yeah. Oh. Oh, you're gorgeous. Oh, gorgeous. Yes. I have my hot honey bagel
today. Okay. Yeah. I'm trying to I don't know. I guess people are not like the uh No cannabis then. I do have cannabis. I have Where is my cannabis? I have um a little thing around here some Oh, here it is. There's like not that much left in it. Looks like there's It's like There's a
little bit left. It's called a turn vape. This is called Rabbit Hole. Sorry, my nails are dirty today. I used I watch some of the old My nails used to be so dirty. I used to be just like gross. I I don't know. I think I've changed a lot. Hopefully I'm not as like disgusting as I used to be. But I but I was also like my personality. I don't
really don't care for my personality when I started the show because I was I think I was kind of being like too nice, you know? I think I was just like I was like I maybe that was my personality. I don't think I was pretending, but I was like I just feel like I was like kind of like like naive. I feel like in the earlier episodes where I'm just like and I just like I'm so
drunk most of the time. like so drunk, like really drunk. Like I because I used to like be so um afraid, like not afraid, but I was um I had like stage fright when I started a little bit. And so do I ever think I let dark entities in? No, I don't let dark entities in. Um other than people like I guess there's people that have them and stuff like that. You got a big honey hot honey
pepperoni pizza. Oh, it sounds so good. Yeah, the bagel's probably not. It is a six I think it's a Oh, it's the hash brown bagel. And um I try to get the cheese one. They're out of the cheese. And can I unblock your main account, please? Yeah, sure. But what's your Do you have to tell me the name of it? I can look into that. I can tell you my block list like everybody everyone can see my blog list today. Let me see. We
can go over it together because I trust you guys. There's there's funny names on it and stuff. Let me see. I have to go to my studio. Let me see. Then I can I go to it should say something like um yeah customization or settings. Okay settings then it goes community
moderation. Okay so here's who's on my list. These are my these are my hidden users. Okay popin exiled one dog. You guys tell me if anybody should be un unhidden. Okay. Low down. Vegan is poor. Droopy face. Ignorance is bliss. Rob,
Krabby Joe, All Day, Every Day, Psyche Loves Turds, Mike Meyers, Ugly, Rob Cameron, Tales from the Crypt, Ghouly, Janet, Mike Hall, YouTubers, B flip floppers, Purple Robe Guy, Cult of Psyche, who's
not me, I hope, Jeremiah Craig, Inquisitive Archivist, Yellow Snowman, um Karen Borgstein, Cult of Yarl, Damian, White Cups Gaming, LA, I always feel like Nick Gers, Knife
Burner, Twack Wings 007, Jake Richards, Vanguard, The Serios, U Mike Hall, Religion, Banana Eating Chimp, Psyches, Fleas, um, Leah P36, Tucker Dick, Potato Head, Larry, Concrete, Larry, Oh, Potato Head Harry,
I'm sorry, Heartbeats, that is Dirk Diggler, Fred Benstoned, um, Jacob Chavez, Smash Crash, Penagu, Swiss, uh, Fred Leviathan, Klux, Carl, Apothecary J, Tony the Conductor, Tony
the Conductor, Fred, You Lose, Zombie 1955, Melancholic, Lonely Gaming, Psyche Loves Turds, Chocolate Thunder, Firefire, David W. Stanfield, The Real Groove, Cloud Zack 1090, Andre Jackson.
Oh, there's 28 more. Okay. Bulb Bimie Jams Elder Arcader 217 JVD Volt Fred Herbert Blackended Garlic Buttercup. So nice to meet you. Um Gizer is poor Jason J. Del Monaco, Strawberry Shortcake,
Clem Fandango, Julito, Orcco, and Egg Dog. Now, who out of those should I unhide?
Okay Vanguard. Is that okay, the Vanguard one? I'm sorry. I know. They trigger me, too. Aren't they terrible? I don't like that garlic buttercup. There's just something about garlic buttercup that is just like not right, you know? Garlic butter. Oh, it's just like it makes me uncomfortable,
you know, like like a visceral reaction to to that kind of name. So, Vanguards. Okay. The psyche loves turds. Yeah, that's terrible. Yeah, I don't love them. I don't love them at all. It's like the opposite, actually. Okay. I don't know. Okay, so Vanguard. So, Vanguard wants to be unhidden. So, let
me see. I need to go back my I mean was it one of the first? Okay. Vanguard the serios that one. Okay. Unhidden. How about Jack me off and the thing that could be Oh, yeah. I think that could be I have to unhide because I think that they're just trying to tell me by my chat yesterday and I So I think I missed a few. Let me see. Let me see.
I must have missed a few. Morris Day Scatman John. Okay. I think that we got a we got we got a good amount unhidden. I hit like three people. So, the thing that could be your back. Okay. Thing that could be Oh, goodness gracious. So, do you want to see I can I can have my um I can have my daughter call me.
You want me She calls me on the phone now. Did you know that? Watch this. Is there a thing that was? I don't think so. But here I can get my daughter to call me. I just have to go into Telegram and tell her to call me.
Oh my god. Jamie says she thinks I blocked her. I haven't blocked Jamie. I don't understand what's going on. I can I have to go fix that. Hold on a second. She's like, "How could you I didn't I didn't I didn't try to do I don't I didn't do it. Let me see. I can I'll make her a Oh, I'm sure she's a managing mod. Let me see. She should be a
managing mod. I don't understand. There's something weird goes on with my mods sometimes. I don't I don't know why. Um studio YouTube. Okay. Settings, community moderation, user management st. Okay. Managing moderators. Okay.
Oh, she's not I don't know why she's not on it, but um Jimmy's Cowboys.
I mean, there's Jaime's Cowboys, but it's like a different name on it. I don't know. I Okay, I'm on to that one. Okay. And I'm sorry. Yeah, it's usually just some kind of misunderstanding unless you So, I'm not going to be mad at you unless you like, you know, do something terrible to me like strike my channel and stuff, you know? So, I don't know. That's weird. Yeah. Oh,
yeah. Also, yesterday there was like a big problem with the chat, remember? Like everybody there was a big like nobody could talk in the chat for some reason, right? Was everyone having that problem in other chats too? I just remember like
Yep. There you are. Vanguard's back, guys. Yeah. I don't know what happened yesterday.
Let me dip into my archive. Oh, we get I'll get I'll get the link up too if anyone wants to come say hi to me here.
Yeah,
let me dig into my archive. Let me see what I got for us.
Quite an archive though. Quite an archive. I'm about to rip out the hot honey bagel in a minute too. You can watch me eat on the side. Okay, I'll go to my archive. I'll go to the most popular videos and see what was my most popular music videos. Okay.
They're not very popular actually. They have like the most of them have like 250 views. But this one looks good.
My mouth, my tooth.
>> Let's see. I need something like less sad. Oh, it was fun today though. It was I like the sleep stream. Someone said Justine said I look like Sleeping Beauty. I like that. I'm like a Sleeping Beauty character. Okay, let's see.
>> >> This is funny. Remember when we were doing pictures? We were doing picture day. I went this one when I drew a picture of Alex NYPD. It's great. You guys, you guys here when I drew this one, I drew another picture of Alex.
I got his eyebrows. Right. Right. Fuzzy's one. Let me see. I mean, it's hard to try. Hold on. Draw Fuzzy. And did a good job with Fozy. Did I Did
I end up showing it? Let me see. I got Oh, I got Christine up here. Look at me. There we go. I was drawing it. That's so funny. Okay, what else we got? Popular.
Let's see.
All I ever wanted was a spark, not a throne. All I ever needed was a light to call my own. All I ever dreamed was to hear. The voice in the dark say you
belong here. All I ever wanted was truth in the static. A little bit of real in the world so dramatic. Kept my calm while the crowd threw stones. Built my home in the echoes and bones. All I ever wanted was a mirror that saw me. Not the myth or the mask. They all keep drawing. The carnival's coming, but this time it's bright. Filled with
misfits who learn to love the night. See, I've been chained by my own reflection, but I burn those ropes. Divine insurrection. Now I move clean through chaos and chatter. Gold from the madness. That's alchemist matter. All I ever wanted was a spark, not a throne. All I ever needed was
a light to call my own. All I ever dreamed was to hear. The voice in the dark say you belong here. >> All I ever wanted was to flip the script from curse your name to bless your gift. They laughed when I fell,
but I danced in the dirt. Every scar I got just rewrote my worth. All I ever wanted was to free my fear. To turn my pain into something clear. Now I bleed hard not a hate. I make heaven from the mess they make. We are Poverse prophets wild and weird. Screaming our truths for the world to hear. Not broken, just beautifully
bent. A choir of chaos that heaven sent. >> All we ever wanted was a shot in the dark. All we ever needed was to follow that spark. All we ever dreamed was to care.
Now the whole damn world's awake out there. >> As the lights flicker, a figure rises from the glow. Could it be a god or just another fool with hope in his chest? Either way, he's live on stream and the show's just begun.
Yeah, of course they forgot on the hot honey spread. So Brown, I'm going to go get another copy soon and have them put the hot honey in it. They forgot the hot honey. Here, watch this beautiful, beautiful story. Once upon a time, there was a very rich
cat. And I don't mean just comfortable or doing well. I mean rich, rich. Cream delivered fresh to your doorstep. rich automobile with its own personal rat chauffeur. Rich. So rich she had a mouse servant who folded her napkins. And despite all of this, she was utterly, profoundly miserable. Every morning,
she'd lap the thickest cream from delicate crystal dishes, dab her perfect whiskers with embroidered linen napkins, and let out a sigh that sounded like a ghost haunting a Victorian mansion. Hi-ho, she'd purr. I am so exhausted. Exhausted from what? The little mouse servant would squeak, nervously,
carrying in a silver tray of afternoon treats. From nothing, the cat would reply, her voice a low, sad rumble. I am tired of having everything and feeling absolutely nothing. You see, that's the real danger of a life of pure luxury. A life without any friction. It can start to rot your spirit from the inside out.
Her daily schedule was a suffocating cycle of velvet boredom. She would dress to go out, then undress to eat her meal, redress to be seen at some social function, then undress again to sleep. Over and over, the same pointless routine. One day she'd had enough. >> One day. >> I want an adventure, she declared with a
sudden fire in her eyes. The mouse nearly fainted on the spot. Adventure in this economy, he stammered. Yes, she insisted. I overheard a dogga once poor dog speaking of an experience he had in the woods. He met an old rabbit gentleman named Uncle Wiggly. The
way he described it, dot dot dot, he sounded so alive. I would trade half my fortune for just one single pulse of that feeling. And so she ordered her automobile. The old rat gentleman took his place behind the wheel. The mouse clutched the plush leather seat as if he were signing his own resignation letter. They drove
out of the pristine city and into the untamed forest. As they went deeper, the smooth road turned wild and the gentle ride grew rough. For the first time in a long time, the rich cat began to feel something unfamiliar stirring inside her. It wasn't boredom or emptiness. It
was a mix of hunger and dot dot dot excitement. Then there was a loud crack. The automobile had shattered a wheel on a hidden rock. The chauffeur, ever the professional, announced he would go for help. The mouse, terrified of being left alone, scured after him. And just like
that, the rich cat was completely by herself, alone in the middle of the woods. A rustle in the undergrowth broke the silence. Two stray dogs, wild with a sense of purpose she'd never known. burst from the brush. A strange >> to save the rest of this for later.
>> Hi, >> Psyche. What's up, bro? >> Oh, not too much. Yeah, they forgot my um hot honey spread on my bagel, so I had to go back and get that again. >> Oh man. >> Yeah, you know that >> bagel. Yeah, >> you know, she went live, right? >> She did. She's live. But >> yeah, right now she's talking about she, you know, she said, "Let's talk about
it." Yeah, let's talk about it. Well, >> that that's what she says. That's what that's the title of her video. So, maybe she's wanting to extend an olive branch maybe and you know, maybe she might want to talk it out. >> I don't know if she sent me a bunch of text messages this morning that was like kind of like like, you know, showing me like YouTube rules and stuff like that and like, you know, like I I haven't read them a million times and I don't understand like I don't know. And I just said she was mean and I would like I was
like, I'll just grant her wish and I'll just like leave her alone and I won't even like, you know, I'll just like, you know, disappear from >> Okay. Well, yeah. That's how you want to do it, bro. That's up to you. It's 100% up to you, right? >> It's not like how I want to do it. It's just like how it's like it's things have come to this. It's like, you know, >> how it has to be now. Yeah. Yeah. That sucks, man.
>> It's like it's always like the betrayal always like it's like always expected from your enemies, but from your friends it's like, you know, it's always it always hurts. And it's like I know I didn't think we were friends on some level, even though she was saying we're not and stuff like that. we were talking and friendly behind the scenes. Like she keeps denying and stuff like that. But um I don't know. It's like it's just sad.
Like I I I don't know. I'm not playing a victim in the situation or anything. It's just like it's just like I'm just like tired of it. Like I'm I'm sad. It's like I can't be hurt anymore by like one person that I love so much. Like it's like just painful. >> It's like being in a toxic relationship, bro. It's like being in a bad marriage. It's like you got to know when to cut
ties, especially if that one's being manipulative. And you know, she's in a sense she's trying to drive you crazy in a sense. Like she's trying to love bomb you and then behind the no love bomb you behind the scenes and be cool and make it seem like, you know, lower your guard, you know, we're friends, you know, it's just an act. And then, you know, when the camera turns on, oh,
you. You're this, you're a piece of and this and that. Like this and that. ask like what kind of >> I guess I guess like she like to have Sam with she's not cool or something like that if she like said she was like my friend or she wasn't like you know hate me or something like that. She asked to like embarrass me in front of everyone saying oh we're not friends and like bl
>> I said happy Valentine's Day friends like any kind of like weird I was just saying happy like just a happy like that's all I said you know and it's like you know >> yeah a friendly one. Yeah. >> I don't know, >> bro. It's just she's just crazy, bro. There's women that are like that that are just, you know, nuts. And then that's why they don't have a man. And,
you know, Yeah. That they're they're nuts. They're they're nutcases. That's it. That's why no guy will stick with them. You know, they don't have children. They don't really have family that wants them around. You know, it's kind of, >> you know, doing the panel resolve it. Well, I don't know. Maybe I'll go have a peek at what's going on there. But um I don't >> Yeah. Yeah. Go go go take a look, bro.
And then, you know, see what's up. And then maybe maybe she might want to I don't know. >> We can go take a look, but I don't know if I'll be commenting, but we'll see what happens. Okay. Love you, dude. I'll talk to you soon. >> Okay. >> Okay. went to check out her show.
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