Episode 0 opens with a horror-themed atmospheric intro before Psyche addresses community conflicts, denying extortion accusations and condemning personal attacks involving family members.
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The episode begins with a 5-minute horror-themed spoken-word intro depicting a surreal sitcom nightmare [0:35-5:22]. Psyche then appears live, adjusting their hair and acknowledging they were irritated earlier but cooled down after running errands [5:40-6:10]. They announce intent to "read some of you for filth" regarding ongoing interpersonal conflicts [6:11-6:27]. Psyche describes a pattern of friends unfriending/refriending repeatedly and hanging up during conversations [9:49-10:04]. They reference an appearance on Money420's panel where they were the only panelist with camera on, and Christine was present [12:00-12:21]. Psyche details extortion accusations: Brandon allegedly demanded $1,000 for an internship (vs $300), then claimed Psyche wanted $2,000 — which Psyche denies asking for or endorsing [12:23-12:52]. A "chat room granny" brought up Psyche's deceased father and inheritance in a personal attack; Psyche condemns this and warns against mentioning family members [13:02-13:20]. Psyche objects to being called "PDF" with their legal name attached without evidence [13:22-13:30]. They compare the attackers to Christine and Brandon, describing them as having "the same energy" and "almost like the same demon running their mind — probably a gay male demon which I know how to deal with" [13:46-14:15].
This episode appears to establish the show's signature blend of theatrical horror framing and raw interpersonal confrontation. The intro suggests a self-aware mythos — the "sitcom that never ended" broadcasting from "forgotten timelines" — which may function as a meta-commentary on parasocial performance. The conflict segment suggests a pattern where Psyche positions themselves as both vulnerable and combative, framing antagonists as sharing a singular malicious energy ('same demon'). The repeated references to mental health context ('look at people's mental illness') and friendship volatility (30+ unfriend/refriend cycles) suggest the community dynamics are central to the show's evolving narrative, not peripheral drama.
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sitcom never really ended. It only wanted something more. It's a rare condition. In this day and age, the melody slows, the voices distort, the audience vanishes.
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Okay. Oh my gosh, my hair. Good morning, Let me fix it.
I was I was mad or a little bit I was a little bit more irritated a few minutes ago, but I just ran to the store like three times and so I lost a lot of steam on that. But uh if you want me to read you, I'll read you. I mean, read you like for filth. Some of you deserve it. Some of you are cool
people. Some of you are just chatter. Some of you are just like, you know, just trolls, but some of you are just I mean, I don't know. I mean, it gets ridiculous. Not I mean, it's like and just take what applies to you. I mean, it's like if you're not, I know you're not, but if you are, you know, you are, you know, I mean, it's like um I mean, one thing after another.
No, I'll miss you. I'll miss you. I'm like, I'm not going anywhere. I'll miss you. I Oh, I'm not going anywhere. Oh, well, I am because, you know, Oh, I just wish you would have apologized to this person when I asked you. I think I did apologize to that person even if it
wasn't my fault. Um, hi Rudy. Come here. Come here. Rudy. Rudy. Anyway,
yeah, it's getting really dirty, especially like, you know, bringing people's dead relatives into things and um it's pretty sick.
Um, so anyway, what else is new? Um, what else? What else happened? My brand is being a dick again. I mean, it's like that was my mistake. But just imagine this. Pretend you're let's say Kate the turtle, right? And someone comes in your
chat. you have no idea about the backstory really and then even even the whole chat is saying oh don't have the person but then the people that are you know go to her are beta and Saman with the evidence even if she's
it's just that she'll to consider the source and she'll you know maybe be a little bit stubb maybe maybe I'll be the same way I don't know that's just an example It's like just imagine that like oh so you're going to just take your enemy's worst for well they're trying to sabotage you anyway. They're trying to mess you up anyway. So it's like you know
if a friend comes to you but then when your friends come to you and they're like you know he's not a horrible person actually but they're scared of him you know but they even they can see some I don't know I think there probably is good in anybody I think I know some of the stuff that h has happened is like you know
not good but it's uh You have to check the context of things. You have to look at people's mental illness. Hi, Rudy. Hi. There you are. Hi. You came running up. Hi. Good morning. Good morning, love. Hi. Hi. What are you doing? Hi.
You're You're very uh Rudy lately is very u active and yeah, I don't I don't know. I don't think that um INX was I mean it's it's just it's it's there's friendships. Oh, they're in love with each other. I mean I guess people sexes can't can't be friends. I mean it's like I guess friendships can't change. It's
okay for everyone else to I mean it's like but I mean gez I've been through so much with some some some people. It's it's it's crazy. Try try having a friend like a close friend unfriend you and reffriend you at least 30 times. hang up on you when you're in the middle of a sentence at least 10 times in a row. Um,
it gets crazy. It gets so crazy. It really does. Hi, babe. Hi, Lenor. You're there too?
Giving you a kiss. I know. And then it's like, okay, let me get my let me get my uh my link up. Someone wants to talk, but All right. Oh, you're giving me kisses. You're giving me kisses. Okay, give me kisses back. See, this is a very sweet. Hi, wild German lady appears. How are you, sweetheart? Good to see you. Thank you for being here. I'll get you a mod if
you would like one. Um, that's Miss Lenor. Hi, Lenor. Oh, you're giving me kisses. Oh, that's how you like it. You like your ear like that? Like kiss your ear. Yep, she does. She's a sweetheart. Okay.
I hear sweet. Okay. I mean it's like I mean when I go to for and I do take a walk that's the good thing about taking walks. It's like you know I get to like kind of decide what I want to say but then it's like I also lose a little steam of my anger a little bit because you know it is kind of like ridiculous
at a certain point. I am not like a a mean person. I I was nice. I mean it's like I'm too nice. That's the thing. It's like he was a nice even trolls and let let someone oh this person said this in your chat oh this person I do you understand I that's it's a person saying in my chat like I really I don't even like to please the chat then if I do
please the chat oh my god they're deleting comments they're deleting comments oh my god I mean it's like a big upro everyone else can seem to decide what's up ghost debater everyone else can seem to decide what they want to do but it's like it's always a problem when I do what I want to do it's like and I'm I'm boycotted I'm uh I'm the terrible person. I'm like, "Oh, just just go, you know, bother him and, you
know, say terrible things to him in his chat." You know, I'm on camera. Literally, I was on Money420s. Literally, there was 10 or nine people on the panel. I was the one person with the camera on, like one, like the one Money4420's panel. Not one person had a camera on except for me. And I just I was like, "Okay." And I knew Christine
was there. So, I was like I was like, I'm just going to let Christine say whatever. What is the extortion crime? Um, Brandon said, "Oh, well, you know, for my internship, for his internship, he wanted $1,000 instead of like, you know, $300 or something, whatever dollars." So, that was part one of the extortion. Now, part two of the extortion is he started going around
saying, "Oh, pays psyche $2,000, which I never asked him to say. I don't endorse." And I said, "Don't say that because I don't want to be making demands and all that kind of stuff. Um, and then I'll just be accused of trying to extort or something like that. Chat room granny. Well, who's the chat room granny? Love, I don't know. But, um, Oh, yeah. Yeah, she's exaggerating everything. I mean, it's like, but then
she got really nasty. Oh, well, no wonder, you know, no, his father died. His father didn't leave him anything. But, you don't know anything about it. Okay. And don't don't don't mean to get into what you got left. No, you don't want me to do that because that gets too personal. So, it's like really nasty of you like to have done that. You know, really a move. You know, you can say anything you want.
Don't call me PDF with my legal name next to it with no evidence and no just accusations and pure smear. Don't and don't mention um my family members. I never went after your I I was anything I said between what you would share with me was in a nice complimentary understanding way without trying to slander or hurt
feelings or or any of this. You're you're no better than Christine. You're a bunch of you're just you're just these I mean it's like you're wicked wicked Um instead of witches, you're being I mean it's like who else would bring up people's families like that like all the time? And Brandon's doing it, too. You're no better than Brandon. Like really, they're all pretty much I mean th those
those are people with the same energy really. I mean it's like almost like the same demon running their mind and it's a probably a gay male demon which I know how to deal with. Okay, but uh anyway.
Um yeah. So um what else did I did I post my link? But I'll I'll chat with anybody and stuff and you know and I'll have my uh you know if and just like yesterday it's like if there's negotiation oh you know I don't want this person on that I'm on blah blah blah all this can be worked out and stuff like that. It might turn
into a bidding war sometimes. Um, you know, I'm I'm trying to be fair and try not to be um, you know, taking advantage of situations. At the same time, it's like, you know, this is part of my livelihood. You know, it's like it's not always easy. You know, I'm learning to raise
cats. learning trying to um you know buy equipment for my show, run a show, have content and interesting things and upgrade things and and doing it without being monetized and doing it just under attack and doing it with like, you know, people actively saying, "Oh, don't don't support him. Don't do this. Just go there and bother him and stuff like that." And do I do that? I mean, I Yeah, maybe I've gone and I've trolled in some
rooms before. Maybe late lately, I've been under all my alts when I keep getting hidden and stuff and I I've said stuff um in reaction to things that are said, but I never went for no reason anywhere and started attacking people. It's always been and I I have a part of myself that's defensive that is like not even like I'm not even like 100% conscious of. It's just a defender part
of my personality. It's like if you're into astrology, it's Mars in the first house in Aquarius, which is like a very detached but but Marshall personality. Um whereas, you know, I feel like I'm fighting a war sometimes and uh I'm in
battle mode, you know, and I will defend myself because I do have like this like, yeah, there's chat room, granny's around like, you know, Christine I mean I mean Christiey's just awful. And I just didn't like yesterday when I go into a chat room and I'm joking towards other people and then she has to type in the chat, oh, you're a PDF supporter. You you support hurting children and women
and animals. to I mean and then they put that on the screen and then when I say okay well you kill kids I my comment gets deleted but they put hers on the screen about me they're both slanderous they're both untrue they're both ridiculous in a certain way right but why is it like oh let's put Christine's up on the screen oh and then
let's yell at Psyche because he's bad because he's reacting to what she said I wouldn't have just come in there and said it but certainly I'll say it if she makes some kind of slanderous accusation towards me. I'll say something ridiculous.
If they don't like it, they need to shut the up about me. I don't I don't What What is my doxing history? I what? I showed a picture. I show All I've ever done is show pictures that are publicly available of people that like, you know, have problems with my appearance, but then they they keep putting Christine's comments on the screen. I know. They kept putting them
on the screen. I I guys and no matter how horrible they are, slanderous, horrible. I'm sitting there joking about, you know, sucking Harry Zanikas's dick and then all of a sudden I have to hear about PDF protector and stuff like that again on the screen. I mean, ridiculous. Get it together, some of you. I mean it's like you know I
I mean that was like a rookie move that I did like when I started like I would be like oh here's all the com like a comment on the screen super chat and then it would be like some kind of um you know terrible thing about somebody. I'm like well I don't really don't want to even have read that on the screen. I mean it's like right it's like it's like fight your own some people need to fight their own battles and stuff like that. You can bite them in the chat. I don't really care what people say in the chat. I don't know. I don't even have hardly
anyone blocked except for you know allied which is like you know he's probably on alts and I mean it's like it's impossible. He has at least 50 alts of Aiden. Um, you know, and then we have Black RG is on a million AL. I mean, it's like and then it is common and it seems like they're they're like a thing, but it's just like the same like loud
like three people under a million alts called sock puppets accounts or whatever just bitching at me. I mean, it's like terrible. It's terrible. It really is terrible. Like I'm going to dealing with my friends, oh, you think, okay, well, something. And then the people that are thank God he has someone to go, they act such as they act just as bad sometimes. I mean, it's like, or even worse, I mean, it's like, oh, well, and
it's like, well, oh my god, I'm going through all this. Oh, well, this and this about me. Well, I'm a little bit busy right now with like the thousand other people that are mad at me. Can you take a number wait in line? Yeah, she Christine is Miss Know-it-all. She's Miss What? She's like, what does she think this is? Like some southern beauty pageant or something? think and she's Miss Watermelon, you know, you know,
2026. I don't know. I don't know. She thinks she's like some kind of like community treasure. I mean, Alexandre is a community treasure just because she's so insane and and and she's so she's funny sometimes. Christine's not a community treasure. She's like she's like the the garbage by the side of the road. I mean,
it's like it's like, "Oh, you know, please free. Take a free my free couch with a big stain on it." That's what Christine is. I mean, at least Alexandra is funny. Christine's not funny. She's just like, you know, I'd rather talk to my grandma, you know, who passed away about about how to make, you know, bread for hours than listen to
Christine. Oh, I think she's still telling her Easter egg hunt story. I uh Yeah. I mean, it's like Yeah. I mean, it's like she she's perfect. I guess she's a perfect person. You know, like there's so many people that are so perfect. I mean, if you saw some of these people, you'd be like, "Oh my god." You know, I didn't know Beeta looked like, you know, an ogus and and and Sam Man looked like, you know, Crusty the
Clown's cousin and stuff. I mean, I didn't know that. I mean, they their pictures are so cute on their I'm actually on camera. I don't even I don't have my filter on right now. I mean, it's like, "Oh, oh, I look old and stuff like that." Have you seen these people? These people are criticizing how I look. Have you seen some of these people? There's a reason they're called faces for radio. I I regret I even saw
their real faces sometimes. I'm having nightmares. I mean, geez. Be clips has it right. I mean, with how they look. I mean, you think he's making caricatures. Well, the ones he did a mirror caricatures. The one where Bea is a praying mantis, that's her act. That's like a it's a like a photorealistic image of her.
I mean, she does the same thing. She bites her, you know, the heads off of her her sexual partners. She I think her vagina has teeth. She calls me bald. I I mean I is she wearing I don't know if she wears a wig or something like that but I mean jeez Vita
you know persons are supposed to have nice big that's why she got so mad. Oh my god when I did that picture of her. Oh my god. She's like look that woman has hair. Bea's like that doesn't look like me you know. Bea's like I have like a couple strands that I com comb over on the front. Like honestly I mean and really I mean have you seen this woman? Oh they're criticizing me. I'm so
terrible. I'm so I mean I'm awful, right? Gh. It's hard. I mean it's like and then it's like then I have friends and it's like the my friends all turn on me at the same time as everyone else. I'm like well you're supposed to
help help me right now. Not like pile on. I mean it's like geez it's hard. It's hard sometime. I'm going to put my link again. It's hard. Hi, Vanette. Yeah. Hi, Lava. Hi, Hi, Nancy. Hi, guys. Thanks for being here. I mean, it's like there's so many cool
people in the chat. Like, I'm like, you know what? And like, oh, I'm almost like oh I'm happy like about 90% of the people that aren't here, I'm happy they're not here. I'm like I've been waiting for them to to get rid of them. Thank you, Vanette. Yeah, I I will. It's everyone else is scared. Everyone else
gets scared about it. They're intimidated. They want to be in the front. That's okay. I'm I'll be I'll be willing to be alone. You know, it's like how I mean, I've been alone a lot, but I you know, I do have to say for all the for all the all the problems, I'm I'm not doing bad on YouTube. I I think especially in this community that just is like does not
know how to get a together to monetize. I've monetized pretty well. I'm proud of how that how I've done, you know, it's like because I'm not worth saying, "Oh, I'm not here for them. I'm not here for the money and stuff. I'm just here for the fun. What What fun is this? If I wasn't getting paid, I wouldn't go through put myself through this I mean, it's terrible.
What are these people doing it for free? What are they suckers for for punishment? I mean, honestly, I'm actually doing better financially on YouTube um now than I am when I monetize. I've gotten more donations. I've got I'm I'm I promise you it's probably the only person that's made
more in uh on YouTube in this community. I would say probably Pebb and Za and um
and KK. Yeah. I mean, I'm honest. Oh, and they Oh, oh, we don't care. Well, well, good. That that's you. I mean, they don't I mean, it's fine. I don't care. Why? Why am I evil? Because I'm trying to like feed myself. Yeah. Thank you for coming, Vanette. You know, it's like, oh, there's something wrong with making money. And then it's like
you then you don't have money. Oh my god, you're poor. You know, it's like it's like you can't do anything right sometimes right? So, I'm just going to do myself. I'm just going to I don't care if I come off like oh my I mean Grifter is the furthest thing from it. I provided services. I've had people call me Grifter and then donate after after that. And so it's like if they really think that it's I mean it's just flavor
of the month, right? It's just like oh they're have I don't know if I'm dealing with some these extreme levels of bipolar personality disorder. Um multiple personality disorder. Um um I think we need some lithium. I think I I mean it's like everyone just take some lithium and chill out. Yeah, I want to get back on the bike. I
mean, if I mean, I do need to like, you know, maybe like be able to make $20 I can hold on for 10 minutes so I can buy this stupid part. I mean, it's like I got one thing after another to to I'm trying to, you know, pay for. It's not easy. I mean, geez.
Thank you. Are you Are you enjoying this? Okay. So, that was my like I'm having a little rant, but um yeah. So, I I don't know. I think I might do some horoscopes today. Um it's the first of the month. Um July 1st, 71.
71 is actually the the the my unbirth because I'm born 17. So, this is the exact opposite number.
Okay.
So, yeah. I mean, I' I've got some interesting stuff to talk to talk about and stuff, but I need someone to come up on panel. Nick, uh, who wants to come up? Anybody want to come up? You know, and then that Christine, that horrible Christine paid to kick Nancy out of the chat of Money420 and Bronzeburg. Oh, yeah. So, I
was going to tell the story. I went over to to uh to Money420. Oh, here comes Psycho. Oh, okay. So, I go in. There's Christine. I go in. I just I'm quiet. I'm just I sit there. Just listen. She goes off for a minute. Oh, you predator protector. Oh. you know, and took there and she's like,
"And I got rid of Nancy." And I was like, "Who? Reality Nancy?" Like, "Why would you do that?" And then all of a sudden, Summer. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Money. Check your cash app. Check your cash app. Oh. Oh. Christine. Oh. Oh. Oh. Bye. Yeah. You're You're welcome for making
your $25 money. You might as well maybe sometimes say thank you to the person. I mean, I would say thank you personally behind the scenes to people if I if I I kicked them I say, you know, sorry. I say it's like it's just business. Business is business. Look at the president as Trump. I mean, it's like business is business sometimes, right? I try to keep it low-key either. Yeah. I mean, it's like if you don't make content, I mean, it's like, you know, I mean, then have respect for content
creators and stuff. I mean, that's what like, you know, a lot of these people don't make content. They just use other people's like especially like mine, you know, and I will play I'll clip some stuff. But yeah, and he took her money to block for 24 hours for what in the chat. I mean, are are they like dumb? Do they know that like reality Nancy if she really wanted to could come back in in 10 seconds
under the name like, you know, happy, you know, happy um happy Gilmore or something and and say whatever she wants and no one will even know the difference unless she says, "Oh, it's it's Nancy." You know how how hard it is to to to block somebody from a chat? I mean, ridiculous. Did I post link again? Sig, do you want to come up here?
I mean, I feel so bad for Sig. Sig hurt his his mouth or something. I thought it was a joke. Like I like someone put a picture up on um in my Discord of Sig and I was like, "Oh, look at Sig." I was like, "Why is he making that terrible face?" You ever hear like, "Oh, don't make that face or it'll get
stuck like that." Well, Sig learned that the hard way. Oh, hold on. I'm sorry. Sig had to learn that lesson the hard way. Look what happened to him. That's what he That's his normal face now. It's not a joke. I mean, I wish it was. I feel bad for him. I think he might have had a stroke or something. Yeah,
that's what he looks like now, though. His mouth is all like exploded. He's like this and then then he then he then he puts his camera on like like down. So he like goes like this and it's really frightening thing. Yeah, I know. It's like it's not even worth going fake alts and stuff like that and then they have oh oh I'm a
person. Oh, I figured out who I'm going to get here. I mean if I could get mods to do anything my mods will barely even block anybody, you know, for me. I mean, but it's like, oh, everyone else, oh, you know, beta, it's like a it's like she has like a a bodyguard system. It's like, you know, yeah, he looks like Jason Mamoa got, you know, hit in the face with a with a with
a rugby ball or something. That's what he looks like now. Sig, I'm sorry. It's a It's like a tragedy because it was hard enough for him to get laid before. Imagine now. Imagine if like you go on on Grinder or Tinder and this guy shows
up at the at the restaurant. I'm sorry, Sig. I feel so bad for you. I'm so sorry. Thank you. Thank you, Rose. Well, you don't have to blog. I mean, just like time people out for 10 seconds if they're like terrible, you know? I mean, you get when people are terrible and I'm a little bit stagy. I'm sorry, Sig. I should animate that P. I think I'm
gonna animate that picture. Maybe I can like animate it into like, you know, give them some ideas on how to um maybe like cuz some may say maybe if you like you you can like you know how your face is stuck like that? Maybe you can like try to do another face and
it won't look like that anymore. I know it's hard. I'm so sorry. How'd that happen? And we got hit in the face with a with a And look at Beeta. Look at this woman. Oh Hold on. This is what Beeta looks like
if she was um if she was merged with Sandman. That's what they would look like. And imagine that. That's even worse than the clumsy picture. That's that sand with beat his nose and hair. I mean, talk about scary.
Geez. And I'm ugly, right? I I'm like the ugliest, you know, or or I'm the I'm I don't know. I don't like being called a lull cow by like low cows. I mean, it irritates me because you can call me a lot of things.
I'm like, I don't like that. I don't want to be called called a cow by literally heers. They're literally heers. And look at this. Imagine you go you go you go to a date on Grinder and you meet like this Latino guy, right? And you think, "Oh, he's, you
know, a bald Latino guy. He's going to be good-looking and stuff." And what the is a lull cow? I don't know. But look. And then he shows up. Now you you want me go you want me clumsy and he shows up with a like ball gag in his mouth. I look like a scuffed Casey Nista
Sig. I mean it's a little bit that's a little bit obscure of a reference. I don't know who Casey Neistat is. First of all, second of all, I mean, it's like,
hi, inner beauty shines strong. It does. Look at my look. And I'm like I'm like this what? This addicted meth head, you know? I look like I'm 75 years old. I know I have like a little bit of gray in my beard. I'm 45 years old. I'm not like a I'm not like a spring chicken anymore, but I'm not like an old an old, you know, cow ready to be shot in the in the pasture like Christine. I mean, geez.
How dare she? Because she's This woman is 75 years old saying, "I'm I look old." This woman I mean I mean look look what she does. Oh, here's my picture. This is a picture she literally put out as her own picture. Okay. You would think it's Christine Turlington at some kind of beach photo shoot. Oh, look at this sexy. This this woman is incredibly
beautiful and gorgeous. Oh, it's just an AI photo of Christine. I mean, talk about AI. Oh, psych is AI. I mean, okay. See, let's talk about me and my AI. Look what she did to herself. I mean, literally, look at the picture she puts out of herself.
I mean, geez. Talk about AI. Good lord.
I got branded. I'm I'm Brandon the Frog. I'm the frog. Oh, gamble. Cam. Oh my god. Who cares? Just go him already. I mean, jeez. I mean, you guys the You got muted. You're not even on the
air. It's impossible to mute you. Oh, and then Alex McQueen. Look at Alex McQueen. He hasn't been back here for months. Oh, he asked me for McDonald's. fake cop You're not a cop. You're some kind of
cocaine dealer or something. I don't I don't even know, bro. I don't know, bro. Bro, bro, bro, it's like if my bro is Kermit the Frog. I know. I like Alex McQueen, too, but he's he's he's he's he says, "Oh, I I'm I'm forcing him to buy me McDonald's." How stupid how how
horrible does that make me look? I'm extorting I might I'd rather be extorting Ronald McDonald and then you know Alex McQueen. I mean at least then I have like a you know less a little bit less of a clown to deal with. Jeez. Okay. I I know I'm going to I'm going
too far. So I'm going too far. I'm so sorry. Hi. >> I know. I don't want to roast everybody, but geez. I mean, people have been so mean to me. Oh, we have a guest. Uh oh, I'm in trouble. Hold on one second.
This should be interesting, guys. >> Loser, man. >> Oh, he's gonna call me a loser. Oh, I'm a loser. Oh, Brandon, Brandon, Brandon, don't make me do it. Don't make me do it. Oh, you want me to go through all the all the videos and I mean, it's like, no, I'm not. Don't make me do it.
If you keep doxing my family members names, I will. And we will definitely do a deep dive into all of this. I mean, Alexander's already contacted your, you know, your legal immigrant, you know, escorts, you know, and is working on, you know, legal paperwork right now as we speak, so don't push it with me.
Wow. Who was saying I hurt my cats? Who was saying it? I hurt my cats. Well, I don't know. I won't even get I won't even get into, you know. Yeah, it's a little bit immature. I mean, Brandon, you you're killing INX, this nice lady that I mean, all we ever did was be nice to you. Oh, you're li you're stupid. Oh, talk about Cararissa
being a rapist. And I mean, it's this like I mean, it's like But no, not no not anymore. Not not anymore. I I I might have been attracted to his massive kits at first, but no,
I can just look at Isaiah. Let's look at Isaiah.
He was hating on me with his like 10 15 minutes ago. INX was hating on me with him. Oh my god. INX. What happened? She called me weird and said I hurt my cats too. Oh my god. I need to talk to
her. But your name is I smoke meth and so I don't know if I trust you. Oh, is he like a viper? I mean, this is the story. This is the story. I mean, I have the story. This is like, you know, this will describe um Alexandra. This will describe Brandon Q. This is the story. I don't know if you guys have heard
this but it's a beautiful story. This is um the great Donald Trump uh told this story.
Want to hear it? However, you do. Okay. Oh, we know I don't. My My cats wouldn't be here if they were Cats don't stick around right?
Okay, hold on a second. Here we go. Ice Smoke Meth is a reputable source in the community. Okay, well, here we go. Do we see this on the screen? This is how I feel after taking in Alexandre and Brandon and stuff here. This is how I feel. What's happening is so different. Kamla is so radical. She even wants to
legalize fentinol. She wants fentinol come in. When one little drop, one little drop can destroy you which is pouring. It's pouring across our borders at record levels at levels that you've never seen before. Fentinol how many people I mean everybody I know they have family members that are dying mostly children. What? Many
>> of them not even looking for drugs. They have something else where it's something that and it's laced with fentinol and they end up dying a vicious death. By the way, >> what? >> You know, I brought something the snake. Does anybody want to hear? We don't have to do it. If you want to get back, Should we do the snake or not?
>> Should we David do we got to get that guy in office? Should we do it? Well, it's so it's so apppropo, right? Do should we do it? >> 250. Anyone hear the snake? But it's
it's true. It's just so bad. But it is apppropo, isn't it? So for those of you who has not heard the snake, who has heard the snake >> and they don't care, they want to hear it again.
Let's do it. This is about the border essentially. It was an old song and little rewarding and things, but it was uh very very apppropo and I think uh I think very good in a lot of ways. Got to learn your lesson. On her way to work one morning,
down the path along the lake, a tender-hearted woman saw a poor half-rozen snake. His pretty colored skin had been all frosted with the dew. Poor thing, she cried. I'll take you in and I'll take care of you. Take me in, oh tender woman. Take me in for heaven's
sake. Take me in, oh tender woman, sighed the vicious snake. She wrapped him up all cozy in a comforter of silk and laid him by her fireside with some honey and some milk. She hurried home from work that night. And soon as she arrived, she found the pretty snake she
taken in had been revived. Take me in, oh tender woman. Take me in for heaven's sake. Take me in, oh tender woman. inside the vicious snake. She chucked him to her bosom. You're so beautiful, she cried. But if I hadn't brought you
in by now, you truly would have died. She stroked his pretty skin again and kissed and held him tight. But instead of saying, "Thank you, ma'am." The snake gave her a vicious bite. Take me in, oh tender woman. Take me in
for heaven's sake. Take me in, oh tender woman, sighed the vicious snake. I saved you, cried the woman. And you've bitten me, but why? You know your bite is poisonous, and now I'm going to die. Shut up,
silly woman, said the reptile with a grin. You knew damn well I was a snake before you took me in. That's what's happening on our border. That's what's happening on our border.
I mean, we can get a PhD in whatever it is from the best school in the world. Is not going to be more accurate than that.
Let's do some fun with animations. Okay. Okay, we're do some fun with animation.
Just give me a few minutes. Right back. Hi Ismael.
I don't care who smokes meth. I don't really care. I mean, it's like whatever. I mean, it's like, okay.
Good morning everybody.
Welcome to the show.
We gather in the dark at half 3 a.m. performing ancient rituals for seven viewers and a cat named Rudy him. We've read the sacred tarot, the nine of
pentacles reversed, which means something's upside down or possibly a curse. The cult of psyche rises. We got lore and we've got vibe. We've also got four copyright strikes
and nobody to ride. The stream is running 40 hours long. The creator's asleep, but the show goes on. Someone in the chat said, "Fish chocolate. We don't know what that means, but we want it." Hell psyche, we
think. >> We mostly show up, but sometimes we drink. The terror says our futures are unclear. So does the nine upright. So, does the nine reverse, my dear? We're the cult of psyche.
We've been up since Sunday. The algorithm hates us, but the cats are having a fine day. We tried to summon Michael. It went a
little weird. The broom gang did a toilet ritual and said that I should fear. They flushed a medium spider and aimed it at my head. I pulled a card, death
reversed, which means someone spilled their mess. The cult of psyche gathered on a panel late one night. Christine chose violence on a Monday and Arthur ran at the side.
They said I was obsessed while streaming about me for 3 hours. They said I needed help while burning candles and rolling something at 8:00 a.m. They said, "Leave us alone." Right after
they named their spider ritual after me, I pulled a card about this. It was the fool, which is very on brand.
Lawnor guards the altar. >> Trixs has knocked it down. >> Lola doesn't care. Rudy has the holocaun's frown. >> The grimoire is half finished. The vault
is coming soon. The website's almost ready. We said that about last June. Hey psyche, rethink. >> Hey psyche, we think >> the lore is deep. The coffeey's getting the terror says today might be our day.
But it said that yesterday and also Saturday where the CS of psyche. We go live at midnight. By 4 a.m. we're reading cards. By 6 a.m. we're fading out of sight.
>> And when the stream ends and the viewer counts as two. One of those is me. The other one is probably you. The cats are still watching.
The spiders somewhere. The ritual works, we think. But we're not sure we weren't there. Hail psychic. >> Get some sleep. >> The nine of pentacles will still be reversed tomorrow.
Blessed be the McDonald's. Amen.
Okay, ready for some fun now? Let's have some fun. Okay, so I like to call this little routine the or the oracle shield is a liability waiver. Okay. Okay, so I did something a little bit
deranged this week. I built a searchable AI powered, fully indexed database of every word I have ever said on the stream 2,770 episodes 3,35 hours, 4.7 million transcript segments. And instead of using it to defend myself in an argument like a normal narcissist,
I use it to write a comedy set roasting all of you. And I want you to sit with that. I built a surveillance state of myself for content and chat. And here's the part that should worry you. I didn't even have to make anything up. I just ran a query. This entire set is sourced.
This is the most well researched thing I have ever said out loud. And it's about to be biscuits and a cat. We're going to start with the numbers because the numbers already know something none of you are ready to hear. So, Colt Codeex on me, that's the
archive. So, go donate. And it has, as of this taping, 2770 episodes, 1,247 people documented 8,51 lore entries, 3,521 quotes, 3,00 um 520 um um lore entries and lexicon. And I
know who said most of them. It's me by so much. 2,00 of the quotes are me talking. That's 78%. 78% of the recorded wisdom of this entire civilization is one man hunched over a webcam at 1:00 a.m. talking about his own feelings. And you people archived it like it was
the Dead Sea Scrolls. So second place is um the unknown um quot 210 quotes attributed to the speaker that the AI genuinely could not identify. So some of you have said less than a ghost. The ghost is outperforming you. So, third place in the quotes, and I want you to
really absorb this. Third place with 76 quotes is Trixs, My Cat, Born on Pi Day. A cat has more recorded quotable dialogue in this archive than every single guest who has ever sat on this panel except for one. You've come on the show, you poured your heart out, you cried on the camera,
you've exposed your whole family's trauma for content. And my cat who contributes nothing but ambient noise and a paw occasionally entering frame is beating you on the leaderboard of things. Psyche has said that's not a stat, that's a diagnosis.
And here's my favorite one. The lore 8,5001 entries, 77 of it marked canonical. That means somehow somewhere, somebody sat down and formally certified 77% of the insane things that have happened on this stream as real,
official, agreed upon history. 17% is speculative. Only 1% 58 entries is disputed. 58 out of 8,500 only 58 things that I have um that have ever happened in this cult are considered up for debate. Okay. Everything else we just uh
decided collectively like a jury that's been locked in a room since 2024 and started hallucinating illegal system and the topic breakdown because we tag every episode by the subject right now.
Apparently, tarot readings 315 episodes, personal growth 300 episodes, community drama 178, relationships 150, cats 130, spirituality 123, astrology 113. Count cats outrank the astrology chat on a show about the mystical forces governing the human destiny. The cats are statistically more loadbearing than the
planets. Saturn's out here doing generational trauma work in 11-year cycles. and tricks walked across the keyboard one time and got a whole category. So then we have the leaderboard. So speaking of hallucinated legal systems, we have a leaderboard now.
The ascendant leaderboard ranked by contribution, collection, and time in the cult. You earn badges. Um there's a rank called initiate. There's a rank called addict. It's a webcam panel discussion show that has invented a cast system. You want to know who's number one? Me. I'm number one on my own
leaderboard. The title cult leader badge add up 65 points. I built the game and I wrote the scoring system and then I checked and shockingly I win. Nobody tell the Olympic Committee that I've also been quietly refereeing my own
events. Number two, chat. This one's real. Number two on the leaderboard of most devoted human beings in this community. 57 points titled Oracle is an account called IP2 Wiki Info. That's not a person. That's a
wiki a wiki scraping bot. A bot is more committed to this cult than you are. It has never watched an episode. It has never laughed at a joke. It doesn't have feelings to hurt or a life to neglect. And it is still out here out worshiping actual human beings with jobs
and children and student loans. So, if a bot can rank um Oracle tier by doing literally nothing but existing near my content, what does that say about the effort required to beat it? The bar was on the floor and a piece of software still tripped over it in the right
direction. Number three is a human. Congratulations, Reality Nancy. 54 points. You beat a robot by three. And I want you to know that it is genuinely the most impressive thing anyone has accomplished on the stream all year.
So we already established Trixs has 76 quotes. Let's talk about Lenor for a second because Lenor's entry in the lexicon, and I did not write this. The fans wrote this, calls her quote, OG familiar, an unofficial cult mascot. familiar as in witchcraft. My cat has a
job title in an oult hierarchy that outranks half the people who've been on this panel. There are guests who've done six episodes and don't have a lexicon entry. Lenor sleeps 18 hours a day and gets familiar. And on the archive on my own
profile, this one really got me. I'm described and again community written not mine as father of cats and speaker of the void which when you say it out loud sounds less like a live streamer bio and more like something engraved on
a tombstone nobody wanted to visit nine cats I've had nine cats co-hosting a live stream about astrology and betrayal so if NASA had this redundant systems monitoring a single mission, we'd have colonized
Mars twice by now. Instead, we have nine cats making sure nobody on this stream feels too stable for too long. So, let's talk about how justice works around here in the ban economy because I looked it up and I want somebody to explain the ethics of this to me. There
is a documented lexicon entry official policy for $25. You can buy a 24-hour ban on yourself or with a shorter dollar per minute rate if you'd like something more boutique. We have invented pay-per-view
incarceration. You can purchase your own timeout. Somewhere in this community there is a person who in a moment of chat induced rage opened their banking app and thought you know what would fix this feeling jail.
But I choose the length and I fund it myself. That's not a ban system. That's a wellness retreat with worse branding. And then then there's the flip side. Mass Unban, a documented recurring event where I periodically wipe the entire ban
list and invite every single enemy this community has ever made back into the building. All of them at once on purpose. So the actual justice system of this cult is you can pay to go to jail voluntarily and then on a schedule that
nobody controls the warden me just opens every cell at the same time because he missed the drama. This is not a moderation policy. This is a full lunar cycle. We are the only community on the internet running restorative justice and
a revenge arc on the same calendar. And the lexicon has a term, the Switzerland philosophy. My stated neutrality in community drama, neutral. I am the neutral party who personally controls the ban button, personally controls the unban button and
personally ranks number one on the leaderboard of devotion to myself. That's not Switzerland. Switzerland doesn't own their bank, but maybe they should. You know, we do have a friend from Switzerland and she's
great. Her name is um Does anyone remember her name? Oh. Oh, I remember her name. Her name is um gosh darn it. Um hold on. James Bond. Her name is James Bond, right? Okay. So, I hope you're enjoying this because we're about halfway through, you know,
but I want you to really think about these things because, you know, I put a lot of work into this cult, you know, and it's like uh I don't know. I don't know if my work is always appreciated, you know. So, I digress, you know, and thank you,
Reality Nancy. Thank you, um, you know, the robot at ipwiki.info. info. You guys are superstars, but so am I. Right. Okay. So, so, so let's uh let's So, let's regress. So, real quick, because we have 450
entries in the community glossery, and I need you to understand how far gone we are. These are all real, all currently live on the site right now. So, we have ogling. That means creepily ugling someone on camera. We needed a word for that. Ugling. We also built one. Pl. And I want to read the actual definition of
PL. Nonsense interjection used as filler or chaos energy. PL. We catalog sound. A grunt as an entry. A grunt is more precisely defined in this glossery than most state constitution. So we have the term ziti, a term of endearment for loyal viewers. It sounds like a Pixar
sidekick. It's you. That's you people. Zies. Okay. The girls are fighting. Chat phrase used. And I'm quoting the site. When two panelists bicker regardless of gender, we built a genderneutral idiom for chaos. That's actually kind of progressive. Ironically, on a show also
that has an entry called Ogling and my personal favorite, panel archaeology. digging through old episodes to surface forgotten lore. You're not re-watching content. You're not catching up. You are conducting a dig. Somewhere out
there, one of you has a trow in a brush. Gently excavating my worst 3:00 a.m. take from October like it's a dinosaur bone. 450 terms. We have more slang than some languages. One more round faster because chat asked for it and I'm
contractually obligated to give the chat what it wants. That's a documented lexicon entry, too. It's called chat speed. Flying monkey. Uh, someone who manipulate someone manipulated into doing a narcissist bidding. They're named after the Wizard of Oz.
We have grey rock. It's becoming so deliberately boring so a toxic person loses interest in you, which if you think about it is just what I've been doing to the IRS. So, we have NPC, someone repeating opinions on autopilot. We have dulu, believing something clearly untrue, especially about
relationships. We have cooked, that means utterly destroyed in an argument. We have gonged, that's the removal from the panel abruptly, named after the gong show. We have caught in 4K. That is undeniable evidence. We have S. We have RZ. We have sus. That's 10 more definitions in under
30 seconds. And every single one of them was coined to describe behavior happening on this channel in real time by people who are currently watching me read their own vocabulary back to them. So, next we get to Biscuit Gate and the cannon. Okay, Biscuit Gate. I need
everyone to understand this is an official cataloged lexicon entry piece of history. Now, so I quote, monthsl long feud between Psyche and VA um starting over Biscuit's torment. There was apparently an entire AI generated diss track produced during this war
using and I need you to hear this phrase again biscuit metaphors to call out shallowess months. A biscuitbased cold war lasted months. There are actual geopolitical conflicts that resolved faster than biscuitgate. Somewhere a
foreign policy analyst is studying the Camp David um records and I'm telling you that a beef about pastries in my chat outlasted it. And the thing is the archive doesn't editorialize. It doesn't go in. That was silly. It just files it. Right there next to 12th
house Venus and Hindu tantric goddess entries filed with total institutional seriousness is a war about biscuits. Same weight, same tone, same 77% canonical certification. That's the real joke buried in this whole database. We
treat all of it with equal reverence. The astrology is canon. The biscuits are canon. My extortion situation. And yes, that's a real quote from me on the record. Quote, I don't know why my name is on some kind of extortion. It's like no, no, no, no, no. And that's canon,
too. Somewhere in this archive, a genuine federal adjacent crime allegation and a pastry beef are sitting in the same database, formatted identically, both flagged 77% likely to be real. Because to this community there
is no difference in magnitude between someone trying to extort me and someone called my biscuits shallow. It's all just Tuesday. So next we have the oracle shield. Now the lexicon has an entry called the oracle shield. So official definition
quote the moment Alexandre Mayor's defended psyche against coordinated attacks. She has her own show on this network now, Alexander Mayor's uh real recurring guest, real archived quotes. And I want to walk you through the
actual transcript because the co-host breakdown of how a smear campaign works is genuinely the most professionally delivered organized crime lecture that I have ever accidentally filmed. Direct quote on the record. If an instigator can
successfully coersse you into lying for them, they have effectively compromised you. You now share a dirty secret. Another one, you have dirty information, a lie or smear generated by an unreliable source. To get the community
to buy it, you have to run it through a clean enterprise. And then breaking down a specific incident. When Amber asked Alexander to um Alexander to lie about Ganville, she was plucking the thread. She was testing the tension of Alexandre's
moral boundaries. Chat, that is not gossip. That is a tradecraftraft briefing. Somebody on this panel can explain reputation laundering with more precision than most cable news legal analysts. and she's doing it between a terror pull and a cat walking through
the frame. And then because the show does not know how to stay in one register for longer than 90 um seconds, Alexandre also delivered some the same season a quote, "I do love you very much and if you betray me or anyone else I
care about, I will destroy you." And 20 minutes later on the same stream, quote, "My loneliness is killing me." That's the whole arc. The threat of annihilation to open vulnerability in under 30 minutes. If a therapist saw that shift in session notes, they would
schedule an emergency follow-up, but we put it on YouTube with a thumbnail. Okay. Okay, so let's talk about the staff, the mods, because I have a moderation team and I want to read you their actual archived job descriptions. Quote, a power um AC is a power mod on
my channel, which who helps to manage the chat. AC left long time ago. That's it. That's the whole entry. Somewhere there's a guy with actual real world authority um over hundreds of people's ability to type and his entire biography is one sentence long uh like a hostage proof of life
photo. So, Alexander McQueen, that's a mod on this channel. Alexander McQueen, the dead British fashion designer's name, currently deployed, keeping order in a chat. That also has an entry for porn bomb. 31 appearances. I don't know if he
knows. I don't know if I knew when I let it happen. And then, and this is a real documented person on the site, 300 Glow Bio, direct quote, a guest who pointed a gun at the camera during the show. That's it. That's his whole resume. No followup, no incident report, just
filed. Canon new entry. We have a more rigorous vetting process for who gets a blue check mark than we do for who gets handed a live microphone on this channel. And the appearance um counts don't help my case.
I've appeared on my own show 1,253 times, which fine, it's my show. But after me, the most frequent guest is Jaime's Cowboys at 107 appearances, beatas at 54. These are people who've shown up to the stream more times than most people go on to therapy. And unlike
therapy, nobody's tracking whether it's working. Okay, so we have the red room now for the people paying me because we have tiers on the website. We have an oracle tier. Okay, we have membersonly section that I call the red room. And I want to read you the actual copy from
the login page because I did not write comedy this good on purpose. So it says where the unfiltered analysis lives. No diplomatic phrasing, no softening. That's the sales pitch. Pay me and I will stop being nice to you. That's the premium tier. Everywhere else
on the internet, you pay for the deluxe gentler experience. here. The free version is where I'm restrained. You give me money and I get meaner. This is the only subscription service where loyalty is punished. And I want everyone of you Oracle members to think about
that the next time your card gets charged. The tease red room episode titles real currently on the site. Whatever you do, don't fall asleep. quote, "The internet's most dangerous digital circus." Quote, "Welcome to my nightmare." So, those aren't episode
titles. Those are things a hostage says into a camera, hoping someone recognizes the wallpaper behind him. And you people are paying a monthly subscription for it. So, that brings me into the community. And I have a diagnosis. Okay. So, I want to stop roasting individuals
for a second and I want to roast the organism because we don't just have lore. We have a documented self-aware clinical vocabulary for how this community treats itself. And reading it back is genuinely like getting your own
group chats um discharge papers. So we have a term community fracture audience splitting along fault lines during drama. We have click quote exclusive group gatekeeping social access eroding others confidence. We
have fair weather fan who is someone who only shows up when things are going well and vanishes the second there's controversy. We have parasocial collapse. the exact moment a viewer's one-sided imaginary friendship with me shatters on contact
with reality. We have rentree when someone occupies your thoughts without paying which incredibly uh somebody um workshopped landlord terminology into an insult about obsession. And my favorite because it draws on a actual moral line. The
community apparently needed spelled out dog pile versus roast. A roast per the glossery has affection underneath of it. That's what I'm doing right now. A dog pile is a crowd collectively attacking one person until they're buried. And the entry specifically notes it's distinct
from roast by cruelty. Somebody had to write that distinction down. Somebody looked at this group of adults and thought, hm, we should probably clarify for legal and emotional reasons the difference
between making fun of you and destroying you. That footnote exists, right? Because of Christine, you know, basically Christine is trying to um destroy me, right? and uh will go into chats and say don't go into Psyches
chat. She'll say um I am a uh protector of abusers and animal abusers and and uh I'm basically the worst person in the world, right? I mean it's like and so uh actually she kic got reality Nancy kicked out of the room uh yesterday and um paid for that just get out of kick out of the chat room because a reality
and Nancy association and so like you know people like like a beta and uh and and Sam man and uh you know money420 start making money you know off of you I mean I think it's time for us maybe to like you know consider consider the source because you know while I will have a clapping system you
know it'll be to my discretion if it's if something's I mean usually I'll have to like you know not like the person either but anyway there's also panel purgatory so we have the waiting room limbo between being invited um on the show and actually getting let on the show and then we have hate watching which is
tuning in specifically because you dislike something and then complaining about Right. Right. Live in the chat. You chose to be in. That's not fandom. Okay. That's a support group that meets nightly. Uh-huh. And uh refuses to stop meeting. And then buried at the bottom
almost tender backup joy. A reserve of joy stored within the cults untouchable by trolls or strikes. So somewhere underneath the biscuits and the extortion and the pay to be banned justice system, somebody on this team wrote a definition
for hope and filed it alphabetically between autotype and awakening. That might be the most honest thing in the entire 8,500 entries. We built an encyclopedia for chaos and accidentally left one entry for why we all stayed.
Anyway, so I want to um go through the fine print real quick. Thank you for listening to my little spiel. I also want you to read the about page on the site because legally I think this matters. Quote on the about page, this is an independent fan project explicitly, not an official publication. Also a quote profiles describe onstream
performance and discussion not verified realworld claims. So the actual loadbearing legal defense of this entire archive the thing standing between me and a subpoena is none of this has to be true. We just have to have said it on camera.
That's the whole architecture. So, three channels, Cult of Psyche, Psyches Nightmares, Nightmare Frequencies TV, the same guy wearing three different amounts of eyeliner running what is functionally a
unlicensed evening news broadcast for a jurisdiction that doesn't exist. And the terms of service say, and I'm paraphrasing slightly, Please don't believe any of this in a court of law. That disclaimer isn't a footnote. That disclaimer is the
loadbearing wall of the entire operation. And here's the one that actually got me. There is a lexicon entry for our Sunday morning stream. Official term church of psyche awakens. Definition quote, Sunday morning streams
reframed as spiritual gathering combining tarot and therapy. We didn't call it a Sunday show. We called it church on purpose. Consciously, somebody typed that into a glossery with a straight face. And the
terrifying part is they weren't wrong. I get up early. I light a candle. I gather the flock. I dispense wisdom. I'm not licensed to dispose. The only difference is between me and an actual um pastor is I take uh donations instead of collection plate through uh through cash
app cult of psyche dollar sign of psyche and statistically better lighting. So in the closing, okay, let's land on the plane on the only way the show knows how. I'm going to do a reading on myself using the data. Okay. So, card one, uh, the leaderboard, rank one, cult
leader reversed. The card usually means delusion of control. Upright in this deck specifically, it apparently just means accurate. So, card two, the co the quote archive, 78% self-authored. In any other tradition, that's called a diary.
In this one, we called it community wisdom and put it behind a payw wall. Card three tricks. The cat outranks the humans. I used to think that was an insult. Having sat with this data for a week. Um, I've changed my mind. I think Trixs is just
the only one who never had to perform to be believed. Not a bad note. and a show about authenticity on even if the source is a cat who has never said a word, has not been back in weeks. And the last card, the one the lexicon calls
the fool. First card in the deck, new beginnings, blind faith, stepping off a cliff without checking what's underneath. I pulled that card on the stream and on the record and said, and this is verbatim, this is the actual archive quote.
That's a perfect one, the first card. I don't know. At that time, I was also describing the entire business model. So, here's your benediction since apparently that's a documented part of how we close things around here. Go build something that audits you back.
Something honest enough to catch you before it catches everyone else. Mine told me I'm outranked by a bot and a cat. And it was right both times. And I'm still standing here. 65 points cult leader adept badge. Absolutely delighted
about it. Thank you for the biscuits. Thank you for the extortion. Thank you for ogling me. So, I'll see you at the red room. No diplomatic phrasing, no softening. Thank you. Now, let me check the chat.
Wow, the chat's on fire. Hey, Kayz, I'm not stealing nor hoarding cats. Hey, thing that is, did you like that? Well, you have to you have to um have to go back and and hear my whole set. You know, I just did a I just did a roast basically of myself, but you know what's happening with you thing that is how are
you? Good to see you. Um KZ, how are you? I'm not stealing anybody's cats. People People have stolen my cats. Um I did hope you did enjoy that though. You heard it. Okay, good. What's happening? What isn't happening? I mean, I'm dealing with a bunch of insane people.
That that's that's first of all. I mean, it's like the it get it just keeps getting worse and worse. Everyone keeps getting more and more insane. Eventually, I'm gonna become insane. You're okay. Oh, you don't stand. Okay, I I'll make you I'll call cheer you up. Look at this picture.
And look at this is what if uh this is a beta and sandman like became a um they had a child, it would look like this. And then um and then uh this is what Sig looks like now because his face got stuck this way. Did I get a smile?
Oh yeah, and here's Christine's catfish photos.
Oh, you're looking for the link. Okay, hold on. Come on down. You're the next uh contestant on my uh show. I know it is dealing with a bunch of bullies. I mean, it's like But they're I mean, they're just crazy. I mean, it's I can't It's It's like It's just like I
can't wrap my head around it sometimes. Hey, my skin is looking pretty good lately, though. Look, I don't know if I got these wipes. They're these BS Bees like um Let me see. I guess I can soothing wipes or whatever. recommend them. And they're call these But I used them a few times and they my skin is like looking really good. I do say so myself. So here
you never say I'm Oh my god, Brandon. You call me you call me a loser and you're doxing me and stuff like and I've been so nice to you. Like what? Like what? What? >> Oh, you're nice to me. >> Yeah, >> you're nice to me kicking on my panel and then having a gamble in your chat. Now you have gamble modded. you, bro.
>> Nice to me. You're a fake knight. >> Who's gambling? >> Who's gamble? >> Stop banning that. Stop banning. That's gamble. You're dumb, bro. Oh, you've been so nice to me. You use me, bro. You use me. >> You use me, bro. But now enjoy it. Enjoy it, bro. You made your bed,
man. you, bro. Kicking me off because Karen said you're fake, bro. >> She said she didn't give you And even if that still, you're sick, bro. >> And then you having gamble >> having gamble in the chat lie about me and Oh yeah, everybody go check out my uh new video. It's already going
viral in one hour. It took one hour to go viral of Gamble exposing himself. >> And I'm using you. You're promoting on my show. You got this gamble person. Hey, but I'm asking who's who's gamble in the chat, though. Stop banning, please. >> Oh, okay. Well, I don't know how they're modded. I'll I'll unmod them. I mean, it's like I don't know. They don't have a great name. I thought >> You're full of bro. You've already done the same three times, bro.
You're a backstabber. You're fake. You're a snake. You're the snake, bro. The Calling me a snake. You're a snake, dude. I was calling I was calling Alex a snake, but you know, you're a snake. >> Like, that's a snake, bro. Get out of here.
Call me a snake. Go call me a snake on your show.
How are you gamble? You're a girl, first of all. I know. Well, so Brandon Brandon, you're saying Gamble has a vagina. Is that what you're saying? Brandon, no one thinks it's gamble. Brandon, you're nuts. I mean, what is I'm using
you? Am I over on your show, you know, yelling at you?
I don't know. I think I I I just don't understand. It's like I I thought stop banning was just bake clips because then I whenever I ban bake clips, they they would come on and say stop banning. So, I was just like I thought it was just I could like make mod clips without modding Bay Clips actually,
you know. I mean, they said stop banning. I assume they're not going to start banning people. Their whole name is stop banning. So, I assume it's like somebody that's not going to be banning unless they're just like really I know. I was like, wow. I mean I mean I know I'm like, you know, I think we're all serpentine and some of them. Talk
about states. Hey. Hey, babe. I think I think cats are like part snake. Lenor has beautiful snake eyes. Okay. I don't think it's gamble. I mean it's like what? Because it says Brandon smokes meth. I mean all I can all I can say is there must be some kind of meth psychosis and I mean
it's like how how does everyone so nuts? Here you go. One want to go up on my shoulder. No, you don't. Okay. Hey. Okay. Hi. What do you want to do? Okay. Want to come over here? What are
you doing? You're thinking. Oh. Okay, babe. I'm going to sit there. Okay, baby. Okay, baby. I have been nice. I am a nice person. I was nice. I was I was nice the whole time. I mean, I never called you stupid or any of these things. Um and and like you know and I put up with a lot of like abuse,
you know, just just like saying, "Oh, hey, give the guy a chance." You but you act crazy and I don't know. And it's like I I now now I have questions about you because it's like, you know, I just thought you were joking before, but now you don't seem to have much of a sense of humor. So it's like maybe you weren't joking. And it's I mean not even that those things were funny, but it's like I can understand it. Like some people just have sick jokes and stuff like that, but
I don't know. I mean you you come up here like you know oh wait what now? Wait now now you're you know you think like you know you you're you're like INX's puppeteer. She has her own mind. She knows when people are using her and stuff. You weaponize her. I can tell that. But it's like you know eventually like she'll figure that out. Or you know maybe she just like you know likes you
and stuff like that. But I know about him. Yeah I know about the elitis and stuff and stuff like that. And yeah, that's that was a another thing like I was kind of like it's just a mess. I mean, you came in here taking a like so much of like my of the energy of the show and stuff like that and then you're mad at me. I mean it's like really it's like and then it's
like oh why did you kick me off if you donated? Okay. Like the other day, yeah, you donated and thank you for that and stuff like that. I appreciate that. But then you started like, you know, calling me a loser and stuff and said I was sick and disgusting and so I was like, "Okay, I don't feel like having you on the panel at this second, right?" Uh, and now it's like, well, because I like I remoded you because it's like I just like I'm not trying to keep you
trying to keep you like not deleted in the chat and stuff like that. Oh, now now I'm extortionist because I'm I'm you know, and blah blah blah blah blah blah blah. Schizo delusions. Psyche notices he says. He stalks and researches everyone. Then he keeps their info and pics. I know. He's I mean he's he's he's he's saying I'm I'm a transgender. He I mean he's he's saying I'm a transgender named Judith or something like that. I
mean I I mean I don't understand. I mean it has to be some kind of like you know mental illness. I mean it's like I'm not a transgender. Haven't you seen my bulge? I mean don't make me get out the speedo. Hi babe. I know. I know you're going to come up and now you got think you took the attention.
What's wrong with my screen? I think I just have my uh my it's not my filter, it's my green screen on, but I can turn it off.
Oh, Lenor. Yeah. No need for the speedo. Are you sure I can get it out? I don't even use the um I don't even use the It had a big foam bulge that came with it. I'll let him use that.
Yeah, go change the subject. KZ. Hello. Someone come up. Thing that is you come up. Thing that is is like so cute on Vita show. He's like outside the the sun is like shining off of his head and then like you know and then and they're all rude to him and stuff like that. He looks so good. But what didn't
Christine do? Christine's just a old she just old witch. all I have to say about it. Why am I beeping with her? Because she she's calling me terrible things publicly and trying and slandering me and then she's somehow they they put her on the screen and stuff like that and believe her and then when I say she
kills kids, it's considered like some kind of like, you know, horrible thing. I just mean goats. Haven't you heard of a baby goat farm where they where they kill the kids and they eat the goat meat? It's like goat ve. What I mean I I had to suspended disbelief when off with all the drug
drug um the the um the bridge jumping stuff when you you remember when you kept telling me jump off a bridge because bridge jumping is a fun sport in in Florida. Okay. I didn't say her kids, I said kids. And I mean baby goats.
Okay. Clear the energy. Okay. Let's do a reading here. I'm going to get But I'm going to get these cards that are like these. Um Oh my gosh. Excuse me. Excuse me, miss. Oh my gosh. Okay. I have these like evil eye cards. They're really good. Or I have them over
here. Let me see if I have them. Um, no. Yeah, I got them. Okay. This is called the haters exposed deck. There we go. I know it's not important stuff, but it I mean it is like, you know, I'm going
it's driving me insane. Okay, what do I got? I got your closest friends hold grudges against you. Take what resonates, leave what doesn't, but your closest friends hold grudges against you. Isn't that true? Sometimes it's like the people that really can get mad at us at us are actually the people that are closest to us that are actually our friends and our friends hurt us the most
sometimes. We also have you will witness their karma. Okay. That looks like sig looks like sig space a little bit. Okay, we also have amethyst. Okay, this is amethyst and it
says psychic protection control spiritual energies while dreaming and can help insomnia nightmares. You might have some amethyst by you. That is the Aquarius stone. It's a beautiful um beautiful violet color. Okay, we have we have our own worst enemy, but it's in reverse. Okay, so it says own worst enemy. We can be our own worst enemy. It
says, but I think in this situation, we are not our own worst enemy. It's like there's actually these outside enemies. This is I think we're off the hook in this situation because while we can be our own worst enemy, there are outside enemies. Okay, what else do we got? Be a black male. Okay, it says digging up the past dirt
to use on you later. Okay. Especially when you're like friends with somebody and then you trust them and you like actually disclose stuff and then they um you know then when they're mad at you, they start to like undisclose everything. We have they are turning others against you. Okay. Okay. We got
they're turning others against you. And let's do like three more. We have unexplained body welts, bruises, and scratches. is remember when I got those those scratches and I was bullied about that too. Oh, he did that to himself. I know. I know I did and a succubus did it to me. I I know magic. Okay. We also
have someone is doing black magic. Guju work on you. Okay. Yeah, I love black males. I love them. And finally, we have they knock you when they feel jealousy towards you. Okay. Maybe it is about jealousy because envy
is succubuses can hurt people because oftentimes they're just an incubis in a wig and um sometimes they're not. But most of the most like the the real succubus is incarnate. And so um there's like a lot of like um hellish incubis
beings that are like mostly masquerading as succubuses. So maybe an incubus scratched me. Who knows? Okay. Okay. Um, hope you like my new intro. Um, just it was very inspired by my love of
the 80s and stuff. So, I'll show you guys how it looks like. Enjoy.
>> Light the candle. Hit the stream. Leonard's on the altar. The portals open. No place to hide and nobody falters. The tricks walk through the tarot spread. The magic's coming through.
Welcome to the transmission. Yeah, that means you
Got the biscuits hot and ready. Fire sailed tonight. Beast kitty gang come running. Got the bandanas tight. She got caught WITH SANTA CLAUS. GIRL, THAT AIN'T A CRIME. THE WHOLE CHAT SCREAMING be come back one more time. >> Thunder at the window. Nancy wrote on the rain for the magician manifesting defending. >> SHE GOT TIMED OUT.
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high. Same one shirt for a year and a half. Don't ask him why is he old enough for this movie. >> His panel box just froze again. >> I don't even know. Connection lost. >> And there he goes. >> Officer Alex McQueen kicking down the door. Red hood single rows going to serenate once more for a page. Will you fall in love with me? Spotlight smoke machine and cuffs a troll and drags them
off the wrong redeemer queen. They threw the arrows through the hate. I caught him in the light night. >> I loved who I wanted him to be. >> Not who he is. That's the night. JUDGEMENT. REPENT. The end is only master computer. HALF A STOCK. HALF A SERMON. You can't see. brought a bag of
fertilizer as a gift >> for you. My cosmic twin the constellation said we can let the man in tin who knocked over the biscuits that's carolless Kate again Tony's on the tribunal but he's content so we win and drop Jamie Salty Nancy storm Alexandra's glow to the cold for the price of
allelujah let's go >> it's the open panel and we turned it into gold MAN FOR THE HATE LET THE WHOLE BALANCE GO COLD. >> Beat a Mason McQueen Nancy Tony the Priestess Awakens forever.
>> Yes. Yes. Yes. It's true. >> Are you a friend of the panel? >> Always. >> Always.
Heat. Heat.
It's a rare condition this day and age to find a haunted stream on every page. The shadows laugh, the static sings, the phone rings twice. Nobody's there when it rings.
>> The moon hangs low above the street. >> Something follows every beat. >> The neighbors smile with glowing eyes. >> And every friendly waves a disguise. Everywhere you look at, everywhere you go, there's a nightmare waiting just
beyond the globe. >> Everywhere you look, everywhere you stare, there's a cult in the attic or something in your chair. Everywhere you look every
alone of psyches nightmares know your name.
Hold on a second. >> Okay. How are you doing? >> I'm all right. How are you? >> Oh, it's just one thing after another, you know. It's I'm okay. Um >> hanging in there, but it's like I get whiplash from these these relationships sometimes and it's >> Well, then maybe you shouldn't leap in
so quick to things. >> Well, I thought I was going slow. I thought I was taking it very slow and letting things unfold and like letting things reveal themselves and people reveal themselves. I mean that's big a big part of it is like let them dig their own grave like let them show themselves like but I and I'll have it on I'll have their words. I'll have I'll have it in the codeex. I'll have to analyze, you know, but um I mean there's something I can do with it and there's
there's stuff to be learned. But I don't know. It's like but people like just like the next day it's like musical chairs sometimes and everyone else is in a different role and everyone else hates each other and it's like and this per and there's all these teaming up and then it's like and I'm being like relentlessly attacked and it's like and that's why I fight back and I can be nasty when I fight back. I know but it's like it's not like just because I'm like
I'm out. I start I started anything. I mean it's like in the lies the lies the lies. Yeah. >> Well, I don't know what to say. I mean, okay. So, what what's the state right now like of of your relationships with uh the main characters? Just so I know exactly.
>> Well, Alex Alexander has turned on me. Um Brandon Q has turned on me. Um Jaime's Cowboys has turned on me. Joanie has turned on me. >> Who Who was the last Joanie? >> Oh, really? >> Yeah. >> Yeah. Um, you know, Sam man never was, you know, he never like >> Sam, man, give me a break, man. >> He's in the chat right now. I'm just messaging him.
>> Yeah. Um, >> I know. >> no one's even allowed to take the panel, even though >> everyone's allowed to take the panel. Everyone's >> No, no, no. I'm saying for for Sam. >> Oh, yeah. No, I'm I can't even talk in his chat most of the time. >> Yeah. Get it. >> Yeah. I mean it's like I mean it's like I you know and I had nothing to like all these people that are like you know taking channels down and doing strikes
and I never do any of that to anybody like I I'm never even impolite in people's chats. I actually have made people money just by being kicked off and I'll continue I continue to go to their chat sometimes even though I know I'll probably just be kicked off and make them money and stuff and they'll just laugh at me and not have me as a mod and let like let everyone attack me in the chat and slander me and stuff. I mean I don't know. I guess I have problems. I'm I'm thinking like >> okay be forgiving I think.
>> Okay. So that's the state of things right now. >> Yeah. >> Moving forward, where is it that you want to go? You want to be uh friendly with I don't know. I hate saying sides, but with which side? Like I don't know. >> It's like I don't have a problem with anybody. That's the whole thing. It's like it's like people have wanted me to choose sides and everything. And I've like refused to do it kind of. Not
saying I'm neutral and stuff and there's people I like more than others, but um like I I I there I genuinely can find good good parts of everybody like as as long as some as they're respectful to me, I'll be respectful to them. That's the thing. It's like and I and I'll be nice. I mean it's like I only get nasty when people get nasty with me. Like and it's like and that's like you know maybe
I have something I have to work on or feeding the trolls or you know my own insecurities of blah blah blah blah. I mean, it's like, but it's not it's not easy. And then it's like I keep getting blamed. Then it's like, oh, I I'm being told to apologize to this person, this person. My apologies are like, "Oh, your apologies means You're you're nothing." And it's like I'm never never forgiven. It's like I'm just always and
then it's like then it's like it's not like I got some a lot of people that have hung with me, a lot of people that stay with me, but it's like even friends a lot of the times like they turn on you worse than anybody, right? I mean, it's like now I got Alex like making fun of my dad and trying to talk about oh well his dad didn't leave him anything because he's such a he hates him and stuff like that. I mean that I mean that's so it's so disgusting and low
that it's like and that's like such a twisting of I mean she basically is saying I'm a pedophile because Amber um Amber came on one night and I said Amber if like you had a 26-year-old son because I was talking about Joker. I was like, "So, say you had a son named Joker or you Joker was your son and then Joker like 26, right?" And I said this all explicitly. It's all in the transcript. It's like, "Well, how would you what
would you think about like your son going on my panel, me being like a 45-year-old gay man like?" And she's like, "Well, I" She's like, and then she's like, "Well, I would she's like, "I have a good sense of humor, so I would tell my son to wear protection." We're just talking about a hypothetical person in our 20s. Alexander says, now she's trying to pimp her like eight-year-old son out to me. I'm interested in her elementary school child. I mean, that's what the kind of
stuff is being said. And then I say, and with my legal name and stuff, all the all that, right? >> And so, what do you think the immediate thing that you should do regarding Alexandria is? >> I did a cease and desist and all the cease and desist was was stop saying I'm a pedophile. Um, and putting my >> You think that's the immediate thing to do? I I would think >> I already did it. I already did it. She just
>> Okay, but I'm just saying I would think the immediate thing to do is to stop giving her my attention. >> Well, yeah. >> Like stop talking about her. Stop making videos about her. All that all that stuff. >> Yeah. We were friends. I mean, it's like so we were like best friends like literally like four days ago or five days ago, right? It's like like literally. And so I can't just go to hating her like that easily, right? I'm
saying I'm thinking there's some kind of I'm not saying hate her. I'm saying just don't >> I don't like I don't like her alter ego Monica Foster. Like she turns into Monica Foster like like six months out of the year like on clockwork. Like literally like clockwork she turns into this different person. It's not her. It's a different personality. It's like I can't it's like a completely different personality. I can't even
>> Okay. Now many many people have told you this is a pattern with her. Right. >> Right. But I love part of her. It's like and so I mean it's like I love I mean I love the Alexander Mayors. I I can't stand the Monica Foster and she's like turn the Monica Foster she fights with that personality, right? Like and then but that personality wins part of the
time because she gets too tired to like to to to restrain her. I mean I I just see this. I mean it's like I really see this and it scares me. It scares me and I care about her and at the end of the day it's like she'll she'll turn back into Alexandra. she will and then and I'll accept her back. And that's why people have a problem, too, because they're like, "Oh, well, you know, you know, she has she she's sick. There's
something there's she has a she has a mental something going on." It's like, I'm not going to hate her over it. Only crazy people will go after this. Say their their sister tried to human traffick. >> Listen, you have absolutely no control over other people's thoughts or only your own. So you you should take you should do what you what you can do
>> to minimize >> again. If someone wants to sponsor a drug test, I will be happy to take a drug test right now. If someone wants to sp I I won't pee in front of the thing. I'll go to the I'll go to like a doctor or something, but that's going to cost like, you know, something. But I mean, I can call someone wants me to take a drug test right now. I'm sitting here smoking my like vape that I could hardly get a like a a decent hit out of. But this is I'm smoking like a weed vape. I have one
cigar left. I have no alcohol. I have nothing. So, it's like, you know, I get offended. If if I had drugs, I'd be doing them. I'm sitting here irritated. I don't have any drugs. And so, leave me alone. I'm not on drugs. I mean, geez. I mean, >> listen, you know, it's your your uh platform lately has been hijacked in some way in my view for other people to
do their to fight their own like this is like their uh stronghold. >> He's mentally ill too. I mean, he's mentally ill. I mean, it's like I have not just not just him. There's others too. >> No, I think a lot of people in this community eventually >> I mean people just come up here and they start going off on their own personal dramas. Like their own with other people has nothing to do with you and
nothing to do with the panel, >> right? I mean these people are clearly agenda driven. >> Yeah. >> Clearly. Right. Right. Yeah. We know that. I mean it's like it's obvious and it's like I'm a little bit like passive um in certain things. I mean, it's like I have like See, I think it's like I mean, in astrology, I'll just like break it down real quick. There's something called the South Node and the North Node. And the South Node is like where you've been.
>> What these people like say some pretty wild >> I I know. But you know what? It's like >> it's not like it's Crystal Marie where everybody knows at all. Yeah. She's just crazy. Everyone laugh. >> Everybody should know this is like >> Everyone in in in this community, people are getting wacky. >> they're pretty they're pretty wacky. Like everyone has something,
>> right? But I'm saying with with these other people, like these are these are venomous. Like these are actual attacks, these uh these accusations. So it hits a little harder or it gets more attention, >> Well, it gets more attention, but it's let's say. like But that's because people are sheep. And that's what else is irritating. >> Oh, come on. You can't just >> you can't just chalk it up to something
like that like kind of metaphor. >> That's like the crow there's like this thing called crowds. You know, most people in the world are are not leaders. They're followers. Okay. I mean, that's just like the breaking down the facts or else everyone would have their, you know, their own their own thing going on. >> Yeah. Obviously, otherwise we wouldn't even have leader and follower, >> right? That's why there's one president and there's, you know, 600 million Americans.
>> Okay. We like leaders and stuff like that. So, there's a difference. But even like that leader compromised, right? And so, it's like, you know, how so so people that follow are following him are are following a compromised system. I mean say but that that's with politics in general because those are all compromised. Politicians are compromised by the the real leaders, right? That's how they they're puppets. >> Okay, listen. Stop going off on these
tangents. Okay, I think that some of these relationships with various people in in the communities um might not be reparable and that's just something you're going to have to accept. Some might be >> right. Well, I mean, it's like, you know, when when when Alexandra comes back from from outer space. Oops. When
she comes back from outer space, I think that I we'll be fine again, you know, and it's like and it's it is it is car. It's like I and I never asked her for a penny, first of all. And she's saying I'm extorting her and Brandon is going out trying to demand money in my name and stuff like that. And I never said to anybody or for him to do that or anything. I don't know what he's doing. I can't control him. It's like, can you It's like It's like It's like I'm like I
have this like house of pit bulls, right? All these pit bulls. And I'm really good with dogs. I move with dogs. And so the dogs don't really bite me. I mean, but they they'll they'll snap at me and they'll sometimes be be a little bit nefarious and stuff, but they don't bite me, but they're but they can snap at any second and and stuff like that. And and you know, and it's like and I get overwhelmed with too many pit bulls,
right? It's like I need I can only like you know I had like a few baby pit bulls and stuff like that I could raise from but I have these full grown like you know traumatized pit bulls like I can't get Do you realize what's happening every time I ask you about something about moving forward with your channel or relationships whatever you always you immediately go go to a gripe to gripes like let's just talk about this going
forward. >> Okay. What's the question? What's the question again? What what do you think needs to happen for for things to like turn around? >> You're gonna say I You're going to say it's about me changing, which is like, you know, true. It's like it's it has to be I can't change anybody else. I can't change their behavior. I can't fix people. I can't do anything. All I can do is be me and control myself. And
you're going to say just focus on yourself and and uh and not worry about these other people that are pretty meaningless. And in the end of things, they're they're making themselves living rent in your head. they're making themselves prevalent in your life where it's like, you know, it's like, you know, everyone should just be living and let living and stuff, which is good advice. I I almost, you know, and I I appreciate you trying to get me to see that without even you saying it, you
know, it's like I know, you know, I you know, it's helpful and stuff like that. >> I I I miss when it was fun here. I mean, I would like for it to return to that, too. I would too. But you know, it will take people that like I was there for for a long time and I did a lot for to actually come back and participate and not like leave because everyone else said to leave and because Christine says
don't come over here and or Bea says it or Sandman says it. They don't because it's like you know or Kate says it, right? All these people are getting like a lot more clout off of my name like the hate of me than >> they're they're angry at you. They feel slighted. Not everyone, but some people feel slighted by you. You know that honest advice and all that stuff. And
>> I have I've gone back I've tried to and apologize a million times. I've been nice. I've been I' I've done everything I can. I've I've done every technique, every you know, I mean, it's like I've fought with them. I've you know, loved hate. I mean, it's like I've been through all of it and it's like, you know, it's like at the end of the day, it's like I just need to learn the lesson, I guess, and move on. I mean, it's like I guess we'd only attract people in our lives. We're track we're
tracking these lessons and it's like and they'll keep coming until we learn the lesson I guess and it's like and so okay healing they are innocent no I'm not saying that I'm just anyway Nancy you're throwing me off um healing relationships takes time right it's not something that's going to
happen overnight if it does happen overnight it's something extreme better have happened >> I mean it's been over a year for some of these but it's like but I mean with Alexander or it was overnight and then it's like then I'm talking from now. I'm talking from now moving forward, right? Like like let's just say a page is turned >> and you you've learned, you know, what's harmful to your uh to your channel.
>> Well, yeah. I mean, I know. I mean, Let's yeah. I mean, it's like some of this would be common sense and stuff, but that I mean, the thing is I deal with chaos, too. I mean, part of this show is chaos because it's not it's like you don't you don't know what's going to happen, who's going to come or what's like what the thing's going to be for the I mean, so it is and it's like it's always up in the air what happens, right? It's like so we it's like there's always a suspense. There's always a I
mean the page will turn on the show, right? But it's like I just I need people to like you know. >> Okay. So let's just say you you do a show like you do panel whatever like it's open link whatever and people jump up let's say Joe whatever me or someone else people that you know are not
fighting are not in the fight let's say. >> Yeah. I've had some good panels. I've had some good panels. But the problem is everyone's fighting right now. I mean everybody. You mean they've been there when they're not they're not >> like like I said in chat man it's this year right from January 1st just went downhill man everyone's gone insane all bad happens man this year is horrible
>> the first six months let look today is July 1 remove the first six months of this year completely just >> wipe them out man I'd rather they didn't happen >> another time maybe it'll be another like you know a better part of the cycle maybe we've just been on a big downturn turn and it's like we're everyone's just get fed up and like have enough up and like say hey like what's going on here like something bad's going to happen
like event I mean it's like it's like the direction things are going and it's like it's not fun for anybody last year I think I see it's not just my show it's like a lot of shows it's not fun anymore everyone's afraid everyone's nasty >> I would agree with that yeah I would agree with that I'm certainly not having as much fun out as I was having before that's for sure >> that's why I play some of the old episodes where we can see when everyone's just jumping on the panel and
having fun and drinking and like and like carrying on and having fun instead of like all this the drama is so easy to burn out on. It's not hey big bad. >> Oh yeah, I know. >> Yeah. And then people and then everyone's mad and then I try to bring some levity situation. I go I go to good times and I speedo now I'm some sick pervert. You know he's telling people oh I'm touching myself backstage in my speedo on his show.
>> Did you say Lebanese in there? I did I hear Lebanese? No, I No, I said on Good Times I got my I was backstage in my speedo on Good. I don't know what the Lebanese part. >> I don't know where I got the Lebanese from. Anyways, >> I don't know. But >> you had your Lebanese speedo on. >> No, my my American flag. >> No, >> American. Yeah, I had my I went I was going to shows, everyone's laughing. I
was getting I was I'm hitting on guys and like listen these guys. Harry Tats, I've seen his picture. He's not my type. I mean I mean but I like his voice and stuff. I mean some of these personalities, but it's like I'm not I'm not attracted to these people. Oh, I I go in and say, "Yeah, I want to all of you guys. You're Puerto Ricans. What colors are your dicks?" And stuff like that. And we joke around and stuff. Oh, you're a sex pest. You're Oh, I mean I mean it's like this is part of
>> But do you consider that stuff flirting or actual like uh >> trolling? I'm just trolling. >> I don't know about that. >> But I don't >> flirting is one thing, but like making you know those kinds of >> but they all laugh. But then but then good times is all but then and then like you know money for like oh I don't want to see that but then he he he laughs when someone else played on a show but
he doesn't want to see that but it's funny. It's supposed to be something funny. I'm just trying to bring levity and lightness to the community and then I get treated like I'm some kind of like like a like like this. Let me get back to what I was saying before. Let's say you're having a normal panel. Okay. Your show is is normal. There's no controversy there. No drama brought up with any other people. It was just just a fun
>> I just want to say that Hey, hey, think that could be. You know what? I'm allowed to date a 26-y old if I want to. Okay, you might not agree with it. A 26-y old is considered a legal adult. And so, if I decide to flirt with one or be friends with one or whatever I want to do, let me live my life. I think people are going a little bit too crazy
calling that pedophilia. I mean, it's I mean, that's what it's being called. 20 because Joker because Joker looks Joker doesn't even look young anymore. He's fat and he he a big mustache, but you know what? He's still cute in my book. And and uh you know, Joker, I'm here if you ever want me. Okay. Um and he's 26 years old, so I'm so I'm a pedophile now, right? I think
>> you know that a lot of the audience are are conservatives, right? >> Well, yeah, but then but then why are they on a gay man's libertarian gay man's um show that has >> for different reasons, but I'm just saying. >> Well, I mean, what is it? national surveillance most I mean I don't understand >> No I don't mean like that I don't mean it's political in any way I'm just
saying usually conservatives >> are there's a there's like a a conservative convention in Texas or something like that I think it was >> are holding the views recently >> yeah I know I know >> you know when it comes to gay men right >> right but listen to this this conservative u meeting in Texas >> I'm saying all that's
>> but they went but in Texas the grinder servers got worn out. I mean, the Grinder just like they couldn't even keep up with the request anymore and the the website went down. Grinder because all these conservatives when they go they go there so many are closet cases. I mean it's like and I mean it's like I don't know and plus plus there's people that are very misogynistic and stuff like that and so sometimes I'll give it
back to these misogynists give them a taste of their own medicine because I don't I see I talk to women and stuff and so and then for these same women that I'm actually trying to defend in a certain way like to call me a sex pest and like to say oh leave these straight men alone they're married they're this that I know they're married I'm sitting there talking to his wife joking around I mean it's like you or whoever's or Margie I mean his girlfriend I don't
know we're just joking around and It's like and then she some of these girlfriends and wives have a better sense of humor than these old hags that have you know probably their husband's probably half dead. I mean it's like okay well I'm not even saying >> you just keep going to gripes man. Look at you. >> Hey I don't know. I'm having fun though. It's my choice. I know. Whatever. Hey
thing that could be Are you think that his brother is that remember that time I found you with your brother? >> Brother that identifies as sister. >> I'm so weird. You have a twin brother. I saw you guys flexing together and one of them was showing his butt. >> My brother actually does look like we do look a lot alike. >> I want to see. Are you both bald? >> He's like 18 years younger. Yeah, he's bald too. >> He looks like a Oh my gosh. Let me see. He probably looks like a young thing
that is. >> Is he Is he straight? He looks like a young thing that is. >> Yeah, he's very straight. >> Okay. Well, that's a shame. >> He's got a new girl like every five days man. >> How about you? >> I am straight, but I don't have a new girl every five days, >> you Well, I saw you at that you went out to like a bar. You're wearing like an 80s like you know that.
>> Yeah. Yeah. I don't want to get you too much into it. But yeah, it's it's like I like that you it's exposure therapy like you know >> you go out you go you have to get to a public place with bunch of strangers and just see if I could handle it again couple hours. >> You can have a cigarette like on the street with a few people like once in a while and stuff and just like let out
some steam and then you know and then talk to that's good. I mean it's like and then the thing is like oh yeah Jay Dog had asked oh meet up with me or something like that. He's like and he and he said oh um I'll put my uh my number backstage and you know my email and stuff and just give me your address and I'll I'll meet you this weekend and stuff. And I know you know me I'm like really not like like I mean it's like I would have done it but it's like I
forgot to like copy it down and then I I thought I'd see my something. Now he's saying, "Oh, well, I just like, you know, ghosted him and stuff." And then Alex Zander is like, "Well, >> I mean, technically you did. >> You may not have meant to >> a panel or something. I didn't mean to. I mean, I like accidentally didn't copy down his phone number, so I never >> That's fine. I I don't talked to him about it. He just like
>> I don't think he holds that against you as much as the uh as much as the other thing." No, no, I don't think so. is but he's he's whining about it on panels and stuff and and and half of this stuff too it's like no one cares if good times had Brandon on his show or panel or or in the chat and stuff and no one cares that you know other people have too and no one even cares like clumsy's had them on
good time like no one cares that they did it and they don't call it platform they're allowed to do it I'm not allowed because somehow I'm endorsing um the behavior it's I mean it's like and then I can't say well even if it's like you know yellow >> Apollo Apollo's is looking for the link. >> Okay. Come on up, Apollo. >> Paulo, don't come up and just start drama, okay? Start going after
like Christine and and everybody. That's not what we're doing here. >> Okay. Yeah. Thing that is, you know, you remind me of Dr. Phil right now. You're like the Dr. Phil. >> Yeah. You're bald. You don't have >> I I hate the TV uh the TV uh doctor man. I I hate that Can't stand it. But he's not even like a I mean he's not even a licensed therap I mean he like doesn't he's not a
practicing one he never renewed >> yeah whatever even if you were a doctor >> you know the thing is like if you're on >> doctor doesn't do that on TV they actually go and you know >> right but again we have a weird society where it's like you know we're kind of like that's that's our entertainment we we've decided like that's our >> yeah unfortunately reality is just taken over everything now
>> and it does I mean it can help like you know seeing But some of the people are just such weirdos and stuff. >> Even this that we're doing, this is basically reality. Uh, >> but everyone say, "Oh, they don't even want to call me a streamer." They're like, "Oh, you're just like nothing." I mean, it's like, yeah, I know I have a very tiny like little audience and whatever and I like, you know, I don't make, you know, huge amounts of money
and stuff like that. I'm just a tiny little thing. But it is a media. It is a form of media. it. Who knows if like in in years in the future if like you know how big I'll get and or if like how much these are watched or or you know it's like we like to watch a lot of old like you know like something like archaeology this kind of like an archaeology a little bit plus plus everything is like you know categorized or cataloged in the
website and uh I mean I can like I want to see what that says about thing that is today. Let me see if I can >> what you want to see what >> I want to see what the website says about thing that is thing that is um hold on. Oh yeah. Um, I have this like I found shocking video of Clumsy though. Can I show you real quick?
>> Yeah, a video. I I don't really care to see it, but if you feel you must show it, it's okay. >> I found this video. >> Found this video of Clumsy. >> Hey, Apollo. >> This was on a gay hay escort site.
Okay. Uh, >> why are you laughing? >> Well, one, it doesn't really look like clumsy but >> Well, because Well, cuz he has cuz he has >> No, negs. Don't Don't give any ideas. >> I'm not even wearing my >> Don't come on. >> No, no, no. Come on. >> I didn't do anything.
>> Oh, come on. I was showing you my my waistband. I was >> No more suggestions from chat, man. >> I'm not wearing it. >> Uh, first of all, hi T. I uh think >> I don't but Apollo has the best ass on the panel first.
>> We're trying to help Psych see his way forward. However, he he does see it like to actually start moving in in that direction. Paul, we're not trying to step backwards and cause more drama. Okay. >> I went into a chat yesterday and um >> and all of a sudden I was just joking
around with Harry T Harry Toddus and stuff or Terry Harry and hitting on him and stuff. But no, but but then Christine said uh in chat in the chat she goes Psyche likes sexual predators and women abusers. He's an animal abuser. And they put that on the screen. They put that and then >> I hear you. >> And so I was like I mean it wasn't even
I and she does this in every chat. She'll she'll go and they'll then they'll they'll keep paying to keep be kicked off of panels and like people money I guess. But um you know it's like uh it's just like you know it's just like so bullying and they they bully and they sit there like on their little high horse. They sound like so so egotistic like oh they're so perfect. Like there's nothing perfect. They're just perfect.
Everything's perfect in their lives. Nothing is wrong. like everyone else is like, you know, all up and and and laughed laughed at and talked about in such a disgusting way. Now, what do you think? Go ahead. I'm sorry. You guys talk. >> Is there any way when you hear about these things you can just say, "Yeah, whatever." And then don't say, "I'm venting right now. This is my I have to vent right now, but I vented and so it's
vented." So, I can calm down a little bit, but go ahead. >> Sometimes I like to talk about things rather than just like let things all like just simmer inside and get angry about them. And I'll be >> Have you Have you ever had CBT? >> Um Um No. I I I failed the the the safety class in junior life. >> You what? >> Oh, I thought you just meant CPR. Oh,
CBT. >> No, CBT. >> Oh, ball torture. >> No, I'm kidding. I'm kidding. Cognitive >> Oh, ball torture. behavioral therapy. >> How do you know that acronym? >> Which one? >> BT. >> BT. >> CBT. >> CBT. Yeah. What do you mean? What about it? >> Canadian ball torture. Is that what you say? >> and ball.
>> Oh, and that's a that's like an gay I I barely know that term. You know, you would be like a great as like a model for like leather stuff in a magazine. Not you don't have to be gay. >> I'm old, man. What can I say? I' I've many things in my life. >> You would look good in that stuff, I would say. >> No, I don't think so. Anyways, cognitive
behavioral therapy. Have you ever >> I thought you meant CBD like the stuff you smoke. Okay. Okay. I'm so sorry. I'm so confused. >> Have you ever >> like learned about it taking like >> cognitive >> I mean I'm talking Okay, I'm talking about like you know you're talking about exposure therapy like earlier, right? Okay. Cognitive behavior that's that's like basically talking to psychiatrist
reprogramming like certain things. >> Well, not not Yeah. Yeah. It is kind of a reprogramming, but it's it's more to be aware of what you're thinking be before you actually say something. I know it's really hard sometimes. I know that. But you know what's really hard? >> It's it's it's it's a little check. It's
a little check on what you were gonna say is what I'm gonna say. >> You know what Joker was smoking yesterday? He was smoking THC like that with there's a new THC. >> You don't like the topic. >> Yeah. Yeah. Oh yeah. Thing that is you were talking about something. I'm sorry. I just I started like my eyes started glazing over. I'm just kidding. >> Shut the hell up, man. >> I'm just kidding.
>> You don't want help then. talk about cognitive behavioral therapy. I go, "No, it's not it's not No, you know what? Here's what I want to do. Here's my therapy. If I'm afraid of clowns, I want a bunch of clowns to come in my house and scare the hell out of me and then I won't be scared of clowns anymore. I just want they should just come and tickle me and stuff like that and I just like laugh and then my fear of clowns
will be gone." That's my idea of fun. Can anybody um direct me to some clowns that I could hire to tickle me? Um, apparently you should be checking your phone. I guess someone's uh someone from chat knows you're getting messages. I guess >> I know I'm getting messages, but it's not it's not my drug dealer. I think it's somebody else.
>> Um, hold on. >> I don't know. Listen thing my my my my my point of view for of this is I don't know people judge so so easily about anyone else you me anyone are not in such shoes you understand what I mean
>> oh I know you hear this here from >> can you let me finish for god's sake anyone we we are not any shoes okay it's easy for us an outsider to say okay maybe this is better to do this this you you should do this you we are not in his shoes and anyone has a different
character and anyone >> people can people can offer advice right >> I don't think anyone's telling him what to do I mean maybe some people >> oh a lot of people tell a lot of people what to do >> but I'm just saying there they're giving advice right >> no they're saying if you don't do this we're going to do this we're going to do this we're going to do this and then constantly like you know
>> if you don't do it then we do ad, you know, this is not an advice. This is a threat. >> Okay. Like I was saying, yeah, maybe some people, but it's not not everybody that's giving him advice is making like >> I don't know. I don't know. a demand. >> Some people actually >> call me paranoid call me paranoid thing, but a lot of people
say, "Oh, I give you an advice for for the better of you." But for me, it sounds more like manipulation. about what to do in someone doing it something maybe they like it. >> I I think you're arguing on this one with with a bias like a very you're you're biasing towards the very small number of people that would do that
instead of looking at at the >> at the majority that that are just actually trying to help them out or something, you know, like help them out or >> just give them advice at the show, whatever. But like I said before, thing in in in the community full of of snakes, okay? You always suspect anyone is going to
bite you in the back. The community and they, you know, come on, they do it all the day. Today, friends, tomorrow enemies. Today, friends, tomorrow enemies. So, who you can trust? Anyone backstabbing anyone? >> Well, yeah. I I would say trust on the internet is probably not something you should uh >> easily that's for sure.
>> It's like again it's like you're like oh it's safe because you know it's like these aren't people that can come hurt me like but then it's like when they start coming to hurt you and stuff and making putting in real life and stuff. >> I can't hear you ma'am. What? >> Yeah. I mean I'm sorry. Go ahead. >> I can't hear you. Psych. Sorry. You're far from the mic or whatever. >> Yeah. You can you fix your microphone? >> Yeah.
Okay. Um, yeah. I say it's going goes to to real life. I mean, it's like we think we're on the internet. We're safe because we're like, you know, but that's like in a thing. It's like a double-edged sword. Like, you know, the trolls think they're safe to do all this kind of criminal behavior and get away with it. And then everyone else thinks they can they can
uh, you know, go real life and stuff and put all these people's personal information and with people's families. Like Apollo, I'm being it's being exposed that I'm a transgender. I mean, that was private information. >> I definitely don't like the real life stuff. That I'm totally against. They >> Yes. Yes. all >> That's the one thing I hate. >> Don't like that. >> Yeah. But we have to remember this is real life. I mean, the internet, these
are real people. Most of them like some of I guess I think some of them might be robots. I know >> it may need real people like in the end, but a lot of people do put on like a show right? >> Yes. Alter ego. >> Yeah, alter ego. Oh my gosh. That Well, that's what I think Monica Foster is. I think Monica Foster is >> Look, now he's moved away from the mic again. Jesus Christ.
>> I can't alter ego. >> Okay, there we go. Do you hear me now? >> Yes. >> Oh, much better. >> Yeah, I have my microphone here. Yeah. Um I think like you know people do have these alter egos and especially it's easy to easy to have these characters. I used to go on the internet saying I was a girl and getting guys to send me cigarettes in the mail and stuff like that when I was a teenager. I know it's sick.
>> You did? You probably shouldn't have said that. >> This is what I said. Cognitive behavioral thinking. Man, you stop. Wait, if I say this, well, something >> when I was a te when I was a teenager, I used to pretend I was a woman in chats and take >> Oh god, I don't want to hear this. I don't want to hear this. I don't want to hear that that you pretended to be a teenage girl.
Honestly, >> no, no, no. I was a teenager. >> This is going to sink you, man. This >> thing is I listen carefully. I was a teenage boy. I was 13 or 14 pretending to be a girl and talking to men and getting them to send me cigarettes in the mail. I was not pretending to be a teenage girl. >> Why are you Why you tell this story now?
I'm confused. >> I don't know. Just to get Oh, you're a weird serious
but you know for in my opinion yeah shik is doing his too he provoke he poke people okay but what they do to him I don't know it's not equal for in in my opinion it's not equal that more more more evil stuff He's He like to poke.
Yeah. He makes this I and not He is I pictures. I song. Okay. Come on. Take it. Why did they take it as a joke? >> No, they're they do it all day. And they actually they do like these AI pictures of me where they think, >> "Yeah, anyone is doing it. Anyone's doing It's okay that they do them, but it's like I mean, if it's parody, that's
one thing, but if they're actually they're doing these fake pictures of me and and pretending that they're real and fake pictures of my house and I mean, it's like it's like and then people believe that they're real, but I mean everybody else it's like they're supposed to use AI like that where it's like you're like actually presenting like an alternate reality that's absolutely not true. But it's like I don't care about parodies and stuff. I didn't care what Alexander says about me
except she said like that I'm a pedophile. Um, and >> oh god. >> Yeah. >> With my legal name on videos and that's why I did a cease and desist. And then she's like, well, I nullified it because I still talk about her. No, the cease and assist was I asked her to take down this one specific charge and uh and she didn't. And so it's like I don't know. Yeah, it's her it's not her opinion. She
st it as a fact and she's like, "Oh, here look look here's the evidence. Here's Amber pimping out her her child to we're talking about something completely different in a hypothetical situation, but it was just so twisted to make me look bad." and and like whatever. I know. It's like that's what they'll do. But >> but you jump at all the bait and you really bite down on it, man. Like you really really do, psych.
>> That's what I said. He He He pokes through. He pokes through. He like it. Don't pretend you don't like it. Come >> I know. I know he does, but I was hoping on. he could at least, you know, get things back back on the road. O >> before uh everything blows up. >> Yeah. >> I don't know.
>> I don't know. >> He does, bros. He He does definitely have a sabotaging. Uh >> Okay. So So thing someone the person that text messaged me, they messaged me again. They're like, "Read this. Read it to thing." And they want to get his opinion of the message. Okay. So it says, "When are you jud I don't know who sent this. I I I said I was like, "Mom, but I don't think it was my mom." But it says, "When are you just going to get
over it? You made all the wrong choices." Oh, my phone died. Hold. I can get It's on my internet. Hold on one second. I got it on the phone. I can get it right here. I bet I can get it. Um my screen. Okay. So, yeah, this person is text messaging me. Um Okay. So, let's see. Uh if not, I might have to wait a few minutes, but Okay. So, it says, "Okay, yeah, here here they I have the message. says,
it says, "Okay, when are you going to get over it? You made all the wrong choices and you're too to deal with the consequences of those choices. You chose pedophiles over panel friends. Enjoy. You can't unring that bell. Also, you come off like a rapist when you constantly hit on people who constantly >> just get over it. You have demonstrated
that you're a sick individual and you have a radiation now. People will run from you to avoid being near you, did radiation. It's only going to get worse because you refuse to change and double down on loving predators. That's the truth. Stay in your hug box and listen to lies if you want. But if there's no fixing your situation and you're never unrung the bell. Then I said, "Mom." And
then they said, "Read it to thing." Okay. Okay. >> What do you think? >> Psych. What? What? And then uh so but so now um so so so in that logic so Paige is a
pedophile now because she talked to Benny, right? Right. And uh and she's in her >> I don't think they're calling Benny a PDF. >> No, not Benny. Paige. I'm saying >> I know. But you said because she spoke to Benny. >> How would that make pain to >> Yeah. >> He's an embryo. He looks like a child. He looks like he looks like he's as a young child. I thought that's what
they're saying about me. >> I see what you mean because she's speaking to a younger person. >> Yeah. >> Come on. >> Oh, no one says anything about that. But me, I'm a pedophile, right? That's what I'm saying. I mean, it's like I know it's a double standard or whatever, but I'm not even interested in Benny. I mean, it's like that's the whole thing. >> This title, this title is worthless on this planet. Anyone is a pedophile. Anyone? >> Yep.
>> There's not a single non pedophile on this planet. >> Yeah. Well, this is by by the current uh definition. I mean, I could say I'm certainly not one. >> Yeah, we know we're not. >> I'm not I'm not one too thing, but you know what I mean? They call anyone. It It's It's like a
like n word. They throw it around like the nword, you know? It's a new n word. >> Oh, some people are just waiting to be uh outraged. Okay. Some people just for something to get outraged about and then they run with it. >> I agree. >> Okay. I mean, that's just the way some people are, especially when it's on the internet because you're not actually
physically there. There's no >> Yeah, I know. I get it. I You're right. >> So, isn't it like why do we focus on these internet crimes? Well, >> but but see, does it make it right to throw it around like candy? Does it make it right? >> No, >> I agree. No, it takes away from its actual meaning. I agree. I agree.
>> I mean, I think everybody realizes that. I think everybody knows, right? >> No, not everybody. >> Oh, shut up. Think that could be. Who is saying that could be? I wonder who that is. Do you know who that is? Think that is that could be >> but I don't want to say just in case it's not and there's repercussions. >> Well, there was repercussions for them because they are being fit on time.
As long as they don't say, "No, no, I don't want to to tell you what to do. It's your annoying me because I don't know who they are." And they're like, they're like, then now they're saying, "Oh, I called Paige a pedophile. I made an example about would she be considered that?" Because we're doing the same basically the same exact thing talking is talking to somebody younger online that is that people would say look young, but now they're going to say she's a I mean I mean
>> was she hitting on him? >> Yeah. Basically, I I just Oh, it is Bay. It was B. Was she hitting? >> It was Bay Clips. I knew it was Bay Clips. Okay, it was Bay Clips. Bay Clips, just go away. I mean, Jesus Christ. Oh, what a And he Wait, how do you write my my phone number to Big Clips? Oh, clip it. Yeah, clip it. >> I don't think Bay Clips was texting. >> Take it out of context. Make sure you take it out of context and
just play that part where I say that part and take out the conversation around it. Okay. Just make sure you do that so it looks like a certain way that it's not. Okay. Okay. You little Okay. Thank you. That's what he's been saying before. Don't take any Don't take all baits. Don't take all baits. >> That's what I said. He He He
chomps down on all of them, man. >> I know. Me, too. I learned it from I changed my behavior. Trust me, I learned it from my behavior. I don't take all >> I don't think he uh I don't think he he can uh not react to to everything. You know what I'm saying? Like I don't think
>> it's called everything is a reaction. I mean it's like what it's like something is said. >> You know what I'm talking about. Psych. You know what I mean? Instead of just >> Why am I not going to sit here like reading it. I'm like there's stuff happening. I'm going to talk about the stuff that's happening. There's people that everyone knows. I'm going to talk about this because this is what they're talking about like right now. I mean it's like what do I that's what we're talking about even >> don't be restarted. You know I'm talking
about reacting to to chatters man. Jesus. >> Okay. But I know but have to react to every uh talk. >> I I know I I should, but they should be and that's why the TCS set up. If they want to insult me, they can pay me to insult me. It's like or I'm not gonna ever >> really You have TTS set up? >> I already do. I have it set up. I just have to turn it on and have to run >> you again. What the hell?
>> Oh, I'm sorry. I've just turned it on. Okay. So, I mean, let me think. Yeah. I don't know. I don't know. Oh, shut up. Okay. So, now let me go through the chat. Oh, sh. Okay. So, this person, you're gonna be banned. Okay. Okay, I'm going to go through the chat and just bam. >> Calm down. Come on, Ch. It's okay. The hating the As long it's not overly
hateful. I wouldn't >> but I don't like the people as Brandon and Bay clips. And Ky, you're you're about to be kicked out of here, too. >> You don't like when you're uh hidden or or timed out, whatever on other in other >> Good point. Good point. So, I mean, but I don't I mean, I'm not bothering them like they're bothering
me, right? And it's also I get to like my moms aren't doing anything about it, so I will if I want to. It's my show. >> They weren't breaking toos. I mean, what >> Okay. >> right? But it's like But it's like it's what were they, not freedom of speech. It's like it's like this is my show. I get to have like the environment I want in the chat. >> I didn't say it was freedom of speech. I said to >> And it's not against to. Yeah, they can
say whatever they want in the chat, but it's like I don't want to see it. And so and I don't I don't feel like having it's like it's like al >> Okay, so then you understand when other people clap you in chat, it's because they just don't want to see it, right? So you shouldn't be angry about it. It shouldn't bother you. >> No, no, no, no, no, no. Okay, first of all, it's a different situation. I'll say hi in a chat and I'll be hitting
or something just just for being just for saying hi. I mean, >> I'm pretty sure I've seen Bronze Bird say that he doesn't even want to see your name pop up. So, I mean, that's that's all it takes for him. >> Yeah. Well, I mean, >> correct. That's why I call him bronze I mean, it's like >> that's you. >> No, it's not me. It's me. I coined the
term bronze and I hope it catches on. Can you say it Apollo one time? It feels good. Just say bronze Apollo. >> I don't know. I have another name for him, but it's okay. It's a long longer story. Not for now. Not for now. >> You have a long story.
>> Yes or no? Do you have a long story? >> Oh, yeah. Trust me. >> No. No. Shove it. No, we don't want to hear it. We don't want a long story. it. >> Exactly. >> Exactly. So, your your first instinct was correct. >> I don't No, no. I I don't want to uh to to to change, you know, you you had your reason why you come here. I don't want
to diffuse it. You know what I mean? >> Um Yeah. I came up to actually see if we could get sight moving forward instead of going backwards. >> Yeah. I don't want to to do a sight uh track or what I don't know how to say. >> But I mean, he's not even here right now. What What do you think he should do
moving forward? what uh in whatever way like what should he have with the show? What should he do as far as trying to make amends with people? What do you think? >> Listen, I I I I avoid to call to to to call names. Okay. The thing is he did
all all things he did it before and it always backfired. it all and and things got back to the to the to the beginning. He did all this. He apologized. He didn't talk blah blah blah and you know.
It nothing changed. I I personally accepted these people want this and maybe P too. He want it too. He love it. >> He does. He does, man. He He loves the attention even if it's negative. I mean, >> yeah, but whine about it, but he still loves it. >> As long as
>> anyone here, anyone here, they all say, "Oh, no, no drama, no talking about kids." They are the ones with who talk about kids that are the ones with dogs and blah blah blah. Anyone does. It's hard to to tell him what to do. I don't know. And is for me, how to say it in perfectly? Jumpy.
Yeah, he's Yeah. Yeah. You know what I mean? It's jumpy, emotional, jumpy, you know. But at the end of the day, it's his panel. If you, me, or anyone don't like it, it is what it is. I don't know if we >> If you don't like it, you don't have to should. watch. And have you seen >> Yeah. >> What is what the viewer
>> numbers have been lately? >> They're not too bad. >> People are saying, "Yeah, I don't I don't like it. I'm not going to watch." >> Well, good. >> I know. Strike. I mean, come on. Don't tell me those are people here. I mean, >> don't tell me you think you actually had like 150 people or whatever watching the other day. >> Well, I know that I know people are. I'm not, but I have 30 I'm sure I have 34
people right now for sure. >> Well, okay. 34 seems reasonable, you know, with not saying because I'm because I'm here, but I'm just saying because like you have people on panel and we're talking about your show and and drama, let's say. >> Okay. So, that I can see people are tuning in. I look at my stats for the week. I mean, it's like I think I'm still doing pretty okay um on this
channel. I mean, I'm on my backup channel. Let's keep in mind >> it's like everybody's seen everybody's seen the chat, man. We're like there's nobody speaking in it except >> Oh, I know. But but see, but then I thought the chat didn't matter though. >> What? The chat didn't matter, but now it matters. Like, you know what? I should be reading it. I shouldn't be reading it. Like what? >> I didn't say you should be reading the
chat. I just said there's not many chatters anymore. That's what I'm saying. >> There's a lot less trolls. I mean, it's like I'm fine with that. I'm fine with how the chat is going. >> See, now you're just uh >> Okay, last night last when I did my monologue today, when I did my there was 250 comments. Okay, I I don't even have time to go read the 250. I mean, that's a lot. I mean, it's like I can look at
my nightbot stats. My nightbot stats are good. I mean, it's like of all the comments. It attacks every >> I don't know what you're going on about here, Psych. It's obvious that a lot of the time there's nothing happening in chat, man. Nobody's saying anything. You're not even there. >> Not even there. It must >> And then it's the same person that's that's saying something like there's just no nothing happening in your chat.
>> Downer, get out of here. >> Come on, Psych. Calm down, >> little He's annoying me. I mean, it's like, oh, Psyche. Oh, this and this. I mean, it's like, what am I supposed to care? Oh, now I'm gonna cry about who my the bunch of trolls are out of my chat. I can rebuild. I mean, it's like it's not that like the thing is it's like it's like quality over quantity. I swear to God, I'm still making more than salmon on
this >> Yeah. I think a lot of people don't really understand your your online per persona. I don't know. You want this attention, you know. That's why I avoid giving you advices because >> you have to deal with the consequences. Yes, you have to >> and I don't like being told what to do. You're very smart. It's like I don't I
>> I know like to be just like or maybe give it advice or something like that, but it's like it gets into like and then people like want to run the show or like you know tell me what to do and stuff like that or tell me everything. It's like it's like it's a >> Yeah. But different >> why are you angry and think you know I see it like this thing listen
>> even if someone criticizing you it doesn't mean it's bad intention behind it okay >> right >> you your tolerance okay I know you're going to be mad at me but I don't care not I don't care it have to be done let's say like this every someone criticizing you or giving give you a
different point of You don't be mad. Don't get angry because someone don't agree with you. Then you are nothing better than them. >> I agree. Why would I be mad at you for that? I agree with that. However, if you're reading a criticism from chat or something. >> No, no, I don't mean you. I I mean, >> I mean anybody. I mean anybody. >> Okay. If you're reading like something from chat,
>> you don't have the benefit of uh of the tone and inflections, right? That tell you how how it's intended. >> I think so. I >> so you can misunderstand some things at times. >> Oh, sure. I misunderstood things, but there's some things that are not that are you that are very easy to see the attention of the person. >> No, I agree. There's there's we all see
it. Just ban everyone so you can Hugbox has no content again. He's on drugs thing. He's on drugs thing. Stop trying to make some sense to him. He was talking about Lebanese earlier and lied and said >> he doesn't even know what he's saying. He's on drugs. Thing he's on drugs,
idiot. I told you sex pest psyche. Just keep doing your drugs, psyche. They will make you feel better. Ding is really good at making excuses for people. Alexander revealed he was on drugs. So, this is the person you want me me have in chat. You know, I was like, I'm gonna I'm gonna ban No one say that. No one say that. >> It's Bay Clips. It's Bay Clips. And
you're like, oh, you know, it's bae. But I mean, it's not like I'm sitting here, oh no, don't don't do anything to them or whatever. It I said it's your show. It's your chat. Do what you want. >> You're always like, "No, >> but just keep in mind that you don't like it when like this happens to you. >> They're not breaking." So why like why do you care? It's okay. I don't think that I
>> Look how defensive you're getting. Psych. Okay, you see you're kind of We are kind of like >> I'm not I'm not offensive. >> Come on. Do me a favor. Please calm down. Please try to calm down. Come on. >> Oh, for sakes. >> No, I didn't. I'm wearing pants thing. That is I don't have a zipper. Doesn't >> matter, man. Just having a
man approach your face you know, with the with the crotch. It's just No. Okay, that's >> Look at my belly button. Look how nice it is. See, >> no. >> What the hell? >> Why is it covering I don't want it to cover my camera. I want it to cover the screen. >> It's a It's a male. It's a human body. Look, I'm I'm taking this I'm taking Bay
Clips out of the P. >> Oh, and now Brandon Q's calling me a sex pest. I mean I mean it doesn't even get worse than this. I mean, now it's See, now now it's getting just ridiculous. I mean, it's like, come on, Brandon Q. >> I have a Listen, I have a good idea. Few one hour ago was in the pool. I steal my
speedo. Now think you going to take your speedo out. Okay. And we we we all show us all speedos. >> I love I'm Apollo. I'm loving this idea. >> I know you love it. >> I'm gonna do Hold on. Maybe I can do an AI. I'll see if I can make an AI of this, but I don't know if they can make
speedos. Let me see. >> Let's make speedos speedos >> Yeah. today. Uh uh I think listen I think is trying to say okay a lot of negative uh comments in the chat do what
you want like to do it's your panel okay you have to deal with it but you know sometimes see it like like a joke okay don't give them the same energy back energy see it like a joke let them let them talk their in the in I Don't don't bother.
>> Okay. >> It's going to it's going to bother them if you don't pay attention. Trust me. It's going to bother them. They going to go crazy if doesn't get reaction out of out of you. >> Guys, here's what I here's all I want. Okay, this is all I want. All I want, okay? If I can you make my dream come true. I just want to know. Hold not this. Are can you make my dream come
true please? Oh Jesus. >> Why wouldn't he have a German a German bathing suit? Like a German flag. >> Why Why you give him the Greek one and me Canada? Why don't I get the Greek? >> Jesus.
>> Guys, we make this happen. >> This would be so much fun. Look at >> Why is Apollo black and Why is Apollo TV. What are we playing dodgeball? Playing dodgeball. We just have the tennis ball. Paul, you gave me that idea just now
because you said all in our speedos. Well, first I thought you said out of there's a thing that is you know. >> No, I I think the philosopher is more more like that. It's not me. >> Yeah. Okay. There's that. Oh, that that guy name is Moshe. He came on. He's like, he's like, "What inarnation are
you on? >> Why?" Yeah, that's >> Why are jellyfish flying out of a pumpkin there? Come on. What the hell was that? >> I don't know. There's a dog nearby. I don't know. Snickers bars. Amber said I said, "Amber, name 10
things." She goes, "Jacko lanterns, jellyfish, a dog, um, Snickers, bars, and like they put them all." >> Yeah, that's right. That sounds familiar. I think I was uh here that >> And then I have picture Alexander. night. >> He found a dog right there. And then I have the pinky playing poker. This is famous. This is a famous art image now. There you go. So there you go.
>> Oh, this is a famous picture. >> Yeah, that's poker playing poker playing dogs. >> Pink and Yeah. And so how do you like that? Okay. So now let's play a game. So um thing that is name 10 name 10 things real quick. >> All right. What >> just 10 random things. It's like you know she did a jellyfish. Jacko'Lantern.
Just like that kind of stuff. Like you can name animals things. Animals. What? Just name 10 things off real fast. Like >> oh shut funo. >> No >> play along. Oh my god. It's like what do you think it's going to be? some kind of I'm not going to put you in a speedo again. I mean, my eyes are are burning still. Okay, Apollo, can you name 10?
>> Just name 10 things. >> You know what I'm going to say now? You know what I'm going to say now? >> What are you going to say? What? Bikinis, >> come on. >> Somebody name something right now. Please name >> What is this thing on your shoulder? >> Tree. >> Tree. Okay, there's one.
>> Okay, tree. Got it. What? What kind of tree? >> What? >> What kind of tree? Just a regular just tree. >> Olive. Olive. >> One that has wood in it. >> Olive tree. Okay. Okay. What else? >> How about a beautiful woman?
>> Okay. I'm gonna put a a man peeking from behind a tree. >> Habardasherie. Habedasherie. >> Okay. What else? >> Whip. Whip. >> Whip. >> A whip. Okay. And anything else?
>> How many more do you need? >> Okay. One, two, three, four, five, six. Uh, four more.
>> I don't know, man. >> It's not trivia. It's just It's just stuff. Anything >> I know there's a billion. >> Now the pressure's on and now I can't think of anything. >> Mermaid think of >> just think of anything. >> Don't tell me what to think. >> Think about anything. >> What? >> Just anything. Just stop saying uh like think of something. I mean >> the more you pressure me, the the less I'm going to be able to think about
anything. Okay. So just stop. >> Bicycle. Bicycle. >> Bicycle. Three more. >> Pearl. Pearl. Are you gonna rap or something like this? >> Two more. >> Um, >> go with one from KZ. Go with Toaster.
>> Toaster. And one more. >> There we go. >> One more. One more. >> Oh man. This is what This one's going to take forever. A >> rubber duck. Oh god. I mean, Jesus Christ, that is like pulling teeth. I might as well become a
>> because you're making outrageous dentist demands. You You have your expectations of me right now. >> Names can't have anything. >> Your expect Your expectations of me right now are >> here's what I've made, guys. So, this is called art. Okay. Are you ready to see what I've created? >> It's called art. >> Yeah. You think I've created something amazing? >> Are you ready to see it?
>> Sure. >> I want to see your reaction. What's with the guy in the tree? From the tree. That's freaking That's actually pretty cool. Except for the guy's head in the tree. The rest of it is totally cool. Look at the habasher. >> Man, it's duck. There's a toasters in
there. There's a >> Yeah, the rubber duck totally spoiled it. You see, you added that right at the end because you were so slow. Look at Look at how it turned out. Look how it turned out. Psych. It was great. I think that rather >> I think the evidence is right before our eyes, man. You up. >> Excuse me. >> You up with the rubber duck, man. >> The did you just say to me?
>> I think it's pretty obvious. Well, I can, you know, I can AI it out. I can say I can just I can just uh I'll redo it later, but okay. I have one more fun thing to do with you guys. Um and so I've done this with thing that is I don't think I've done with Apollo. And I think Apollo Paul this is easier. It's it's multiple choice and so it'll be a little easier for you to follow. U I know because it's like no hard it's hard to come up with stuff off the top of
your head, right? Um but u uh oh, hold on. Let me see. I haven't paid my prescription for this place. I might be in trouble for >> KZ, are you coming up or what, man? Stop lounging around the uh public water fountain or wherever you are. >> I know, Casey. Get your ass in here. Hold on. I'm just gonna Okay, so let me
see. Um Okay. Um, I think this is the right one. Okay. Okay. So, this is something called Oh, yeah. I found it. Okay. I think Oh my god. >> Are you talking to me? What are you saying? >> Well, I'm trying to find this like this project. >> I don't think you are. I think you're
just wasting time. >> You guys talk first. I'll be right back. I'll be right back. >> Okay. Uh, think listen. Let's make a reverse. Okay. What do you think? What >> Yeah. Yeah. Yes. What do you think uh can be done to improve the situation?
>> Well, the thing is is that he was so defiant at the start of all this with with the newcomers over here. Okay. I think I think that's got a lot of people a lot of people offended because uh or some people anyways cuz some people were
actually trying to help him out saying, "Hey man, this stuff's bad news." Uh I even tried telling him that myself. He was just he was defiant. So >> yeah, in my opinion with me honestly like he knows how I feel. He knows I
don't like those people and all that >> So >> he can't handle criticism very good. But uh a lot of people can't handle criticism. >> Say he can what crit if you criticize him. You know what I mean? If you criticize her, a lot of
people can handle this. >> Critics. >> Yeah. Did I say >> I get Okay, I get what you're saying, but this was more like a a warning, like a like what? Like an alarm, you know, like a red flag. Hey, hey, hey, this this person or that person, whatever is is bad news. And I know sometimes it can be uh
very very biased, whatever. But in this case, it really really wasn't. >> Okay. Are you talking about this? Uh, >> I don't really I don't really need to name anybody. >> Okay. Okay. Okay. Okay. Okay. I understand. Well, I don't know the again it's his penalty. It's his decision,
>> right? >> Maybe maybe your decision your your way is wrong. Try try to run the panel thing that this I don't think it's very easy. Listen, I hear you and and I don't I certainly wasn't telling him what to do, >> but you're saying it's his panel and he does what he wants. Okay, fine. I think everybody agrees with that. He did what
he want what he wanted and the audience left. >> So, it's it's hard. It's very difficult, man. you a lot of >> Evan said you you were going frequently you know Evan she t don't like when
people tell tell her what to do. Oh yeah absolutely. >> And I think and she she's like Google guys say she's positive I don't think she's been quite quite in this circum kind of circumstance. Right. >> Yeah. >> And she's not usually really really
defiant about things. She's she's definitely willing to listen to people. >> Okay. But okay if you say so. I mean, if she had >> if she had people that that she trusted >> telling her about a a particular person, I think she would take that into consideration. I don't I don't think she would just be like, "Well, it's my show
and I'll do what I want and I don't want to hear from you anymore. I don't think she'd be like that." >> Okay. >> Right. There's the difference. That's what I'm saying. So, people became offended. >> People felted. It's like Jesus, man. Some people were actually then some people were actually attacked from the panel
>> not necessarily by >> by psych himself people attacking people that were here and stuff like that. I mean it's like >> well there were people in chat that were being attacked from the panel. >> No Christine actually called ghost a pedophile protector and stuff and ghostly what's only because Ghost joined his panel. Yeah. Yeah. >> They try to put his uh label pedophile
on him >> now. Now they're saying dogs. Now they're trying to say he dogs because he made he he made a joke about you know oh like something like in the background or something. Now they're saying oh he he's doing something to his dog. He's having sex with his dog. It's like disgusting. It's like really. And then last month there was the the you know he talked to this woman on >> you talk about Amy Amy or this girl or whatever.
>> Yeah. That was like last month. I mean at scandal after scandal with poor ghost and it's like and now he's like feeling attacked cuz he's like he's like come have my back at this panel. I go it was just a dog pile. All I could do is just like sit there with my mouth open like like I mean I can't do nothing that they're not going to listen to me. I mean it's like and there >> listen I'm sure in for the ghost thing I'm sure he was just he was just kidding
or it was just uh misphrase whatever. I don't honestly believe that he was doing that. Okay. Like I really >> this kid talks a lot of the whole That's the thing. He's He's dumb though. Okay. So, like especially when he's drunk or high, whatever. He just says It just comes out of his mouth, man. I don't think he about what he's going to say either.
>> Yeah. >> So, he's going to step in it a lot. He's going to get a lot of rakes in the face, man, because that's just the way he is. >> Well, also projected on a lot. I think it's like, you know, people are just like they expect me to like, you know, just do what they want. I mean, the thing is like people presenting me with evidence for Kate and her goons. And it's like and so, you know, I don't necessarily know their motives because they were telling me too. They're like,
"Oh, he's bonding your chat." Blah, blah, blah. But it's like, well, why are you trying to help me? It's like, why would you be telling me that? Like, you would I mean, it's like, so it's like it's I'm just very suspicious of the source sometimes, and I don't like to be told what to do. But Tommy James is like, I'll have anybody I want on my panel, and no one tells me what to do. You chatters don't tell me what to do. And then he's like, "Oh, but I will have Brandon Q on, but I want Psyche on my panel so I can tell him I want to break
his arms and break his neck and I want him to die slowly in front of me." >> Like said like out of people's mouth. >> The typical American big boy talks. Oh my god. Anyone is going to slap him. I'm going to slap here. I'm going to slap there. I'm going to do this. I'm the >> I don't think that that Christine has
people on her panel that are uh that controversial, though. Well, Christine is like a >> what? >> He feeds off of the she disagree with that. >> I was banned. I've never been on her panel or her chat because I'm banned immediately before I even was able to say a word on it and then she accused me of being all these people who try to get on our show. I never was. But Ghost did go on our show. Or no, not Ghost. I mean, um Arthur went on as Sweet Pea
once and she believed it was Sweet Pea. Like it was it's so funny. I wish I had the clip. He goes, "Hi, it's me." And in Arthur's voice, >> there's another one who who feels uh >> Oh, he's such a though. Arthur's such a little You can see him just running back and forth. Oh, they said this. They said this. And instigate. He's like a little bit. And you know, he had a partner that um was was like taken down for like
masturbating in a in a children's, you know, in gymnasium and stuff like that. Whatever. You know, you know when you know when and why Arthur turned, you know when and why Jay Dog uh doesn't want to come around here. >> You know, because I didn't go. >> You know when and why other people walk away. You know all this, but you don't want to address it at all. Right. >> I'm sitting here addressing everything
right now. >> No, you're not. You're griping about >> Ask question everything. >> because of ghost. >> No, not because of ghost. >> Never mind. That's stay out of it. I could follow. Never mind. >> Forget guys. It's getting a little bit too wild. >> What I mean I mean everything is just going so crazy and it's like I mean it's like um me without you know
>> Yeah, it's been crazy the last last few weeks, right? Last couple months, whatever month, whatever it's been, right? Why why has it been so crazy? >> It's because people are going cuckoo for Cocoa Puffs. I mean, it's like >> because people are what? >> You know, have you ever seen um that cereal cocoa puffs? Yeah.
>> People are going cuckoo for them. >> So you think everybody's just crazy? That's all it is. >> No, it's like a special kind of crazy. It's like the society is crazy. And so >> yeah, it has nothing to do with the uh the small group of people that were uh using your channel, your platform for their own agendas. Has nothing to do with that, right?
>> So many pedophiles are in the Trump administration. Like if we really want to go into people's background, See, you just you refuse you just you refuse you refuse to acknowledge this. That's the thing. It's very >> I'm I'm going to show you a short a short video and I want you to to respond to this. Okay? And then you can tell me if this is an appropriate um like thing
to put out um for >> I hear you going for a walk. I I hear you. >> You're going for a walk. >> No, no, no. I was just responding to something in chat. >> Oh, I thought you were talking to me. Okay. I was like, I'm not a dog. I'm just I'll go for a walk with Okay, I'm just kid >> thing that is listen I I you know my my my point of view of a certain group. Okay.
>> Yeah. >> And I think as long as as long this group little group keep poisoning anyone any panel any minds there will be no no change. This got to continue forever because of the
continued flow of poison. >> Right. Well, here look at this watch. Today we're diving into something that is honestly incredibly fascinating. That's the poison. That's a poison. You're going to see our goal here. How a completely mundane everyday internet conversation was twisted literally in real time into severe baseless criminal
allegations. We're going to deconstruct the anatomy of an online smear campaign. We'll do this by looking directly at the source material and comparing what the host claimed was happening against what was actually said. So, we're going to untangle this messy web step by step. First, the initial hostile allegations. Then, we'll analyze the actual audio, track the escalation into grooming
claims, explore the wild pivot to drug and extortion accusations, and finally look at the threats of legal action. Let's jump right in. Section one, the initial hostile allegations. Right at the very beginning of the source material, the host, Alexandra, sets a remarkably dark and hostile tone. Right out of the gate, she drops this on her viewers. I do want to make it clear, or at least issue a trigger warning,
especially if you're somebody very sensitive to um subject matter pertaining to older people, taking advantage of younger people. >> I'm sure you're going to kick me, but notice how this extreme framing works. By using a trigger warning for such heinous acts, she's actively priming her audience. She's telling them to expect that a severe, undeniable a conversation. Come on. >> But before we look at her quote unquote
evidence, it is absolutely crucial that we ground ourselves in the legal reality of what it means to broadcast unsubstantiated, reputation destroying claims. Defamation is defined as the act of communicating false statements about a person that injure their reputation. Keep this exact definition in mind as we evaluate the massive gap between what is
promised in that dark trigger warning and what is actually delivered. Section two, analyzing the actual audio. Let's metaphorically pause the tape here and see verbatim what was said in the clip played between her two targets, Psyche and Amber. I really want you to actively evaluate this as we go through it. Ask yourself, does the evidence match the
accusation? Does the transcript we're about to read in any way justify that intense, incredibly dark trigger warning about taking advantage of youth? Well, let's take a look. This brilliantly illustrates the baseless disconnect going on here. In reality, Psych asks Amber a hypothetical question about a man named Joker, and he explicitly states he's like 26 years old. He
literally asks what she would do if her 26-year-old son was talking to a gay man on a panel. But the host drastically distorts this, alleging psychist sexually interested in Amber's elementary school age sons. The audio is explicitly, undeniably about a 26-year-old grown adult man, not a child. And Amber's reply in that same audio clip, it's clearly comedic. She says, "I mean, I have a pretty good
sense of humor, so I would tell him to, you know, wear protection." It is very clearly a joke about an adult hypothetical scenario involving a 26-year-old. Yet, the host aggressively distorts this specific light-hearted banter into a supposed confession of child endangerment. Section three, escalation to grooming claims. Now, let's see how this builds into
terrifying, totally unsubstantiated grooming accusations. Tracing the chronological leaps here reveals a total departure from logic. It's wild. Minute one, the host plays the clip featuring the 26-year-old hypothetical joke. Minute two, she completely ignores the stated age of 26, insisting the human brain isn't developed until 25 anyway,
and pivots entirely to Amber's actual younger children. Minute three, she makes an astronomical leap, outright claiming Psyche wants to sodomize Amber's youngest son. It's a rapid, entirely baseless shift from an adult joke to claiming a mother is actively endangering her child. Listen to this exact quote from the host. He's interested in the young sons of the
women within these communities sexually. And for a mother to even entertain that, that's um pretty bad. This right here shows exactly how the host fabricates a narrative out of thin air. She takes Amber answering a joke about a 26-year-old and miraculously transforms it into Amber entertaining the sexual abuse of her elementary age child.
Section four, claims of drugs and extortion. Because, you know, as if the grooming claims weren't enough, there is a sudden extreme pivot to alleging serious federal level crime. The host just rapidly fires off a volley of wild leaps. She calls Psyche an active addict. She states it's possible that this woman is sending him methamphetamine or other substances
through the mail. She claims she has proof both of them have maliciously slandered her and that they have attempted to extort her. Guys, these are massive severe allegations of drug trafficking and extortion hurled at a targets. And again, they are entirely derived from her anger over an audio clip of a hypothetical joke. The stark reality of these allegations is staggering. The claims include meth
distribution via the postal service and active extortion. But the evidence provided in the source material, absolutely none, zero. The entire diet tribe, the source of these escalating accusations of illegal drug activity, is rooted in nothing more than hostility and a wild misrepresentation of a comedic hypothetical. Section five, threats of legal action. Finally, we
need to examine how the host weaponizes these fabricated claims to threaten realworld harm against Psyche and Amber. The real world threat she makes are highly contradictory. On one hand, she claims her attorneys are going to go full force, that Amber will likely be forcibly institutionalized because child protective services is going to be made aware, and she threatens lifetime
restraining orders. But simultaneously, she takes this surprisingly dark spiritual turn, stating it might not even make it to court because the power of the Christian God might just take both of these fools out. It's an alarming wish for divine retribution layered directly on top of real threats to deploy state agencies. So, what's the big takeaway from all this? What are the actual consequences of transforming a
harmless joke into a full-blown smear campaign? When we deconstruct the anatomy of online defamation like this, we see just how easily a 26-year-old hypothetical can be maliciously distorted into baseless accusations of pedophilia, meth distribution, and extortion. It's a really powerful reminder to always look past the trigger warnings and analyze the actual source material for yourself. I'm going to leave you with that question to reflect
on regarding the real world danger of digital defamation. Thank you so much for joining me to break this down. Keep learning and I'll catch you in the next. >> Okay. The cease and desist you sent is not legally binding in any way, right? It wasn't sent by a lawyer. You just sent a message or did a community post, right? >> No, that that is my it's with my legal
right to request the cease. >> Yeah. Yeah. Fine. But basically, Right. You're just requesting it. I It's all I'm saying. Like there's no order there or anything like that. So it's not like you have to withdraw it. I mean, >> right. No, she's already said it's nullified. She said it's nullified. Yeah. >> Whatever. I mean, I wouldn't have sent one in the first
place, but I would probably just withdraw it and then just ignore her, >> okay? >> Ignore her. Do not obsess. Do not check what what her latest video is. Do not check her messages or or like community posts or anything like that. Just stop. >> The thing that is what happened, >> okay, thing that is something really
crazy happened. I know you won't believe it. Have you ever seen the movie Freaky Friday? >> No. >> Okay. >> I don't see popular movies. >> Well, okay. When I met Alexandra, um, like she said, "I wish I was a white guy." And I said, "I wish I was a black woman." We said at the exact same time looking to each other's eyes over like a
a fire. And look what happened. This is the truth of the matter. >> See, you just keep going, man. You just keep going, don't you? We >> switched our races. Really? I'm Alexandra in in my a male body and she has she's me now and she's gone insane.
Does this help the situation at all? >> No, I'm just telling the truth.
Hello. I think you froze. Paulo, are you there? You are antagonizing her and you are obsessing >> antagonizing me >> and you are obsessing. >> She's saying I'm I'm I'm in a mess gang. >> Fine, but you can only control what you do. Right. >> Right. But >> respond. Don't Don't go check
what she's saying. I'm sure someone will come in chat and tell you whatever, but just Yeah, whatever. And then next next comment. Yeah. >> This is what I'm saying. This is this is where your problem lies, psych, is that you jump for everything, man. You look for You're one of those people that kind of is looking to get to >> You know what? You can say I >> looking to be outraged. You're one of those people, >> but I apologize. And I made this apology
video. >> Yeah, you apologize after it goes too far. I make apologies, too. But I actually tried and changed. >> Amazing video, >> right? Love it. >> I mean, you you don't change your behavior, though. That's the difference.
I don't know, Veronica. I don't know. >> Hey, White. >> The guy peeking out from the tree there. That's hilarious. >> Hi, Joanie. On different sides of the fire,
both certain of our stories, both carrying our own desire, some words became like arrows. Arrows, some silence became stone. And somewhere in that system, we both stood there alone.
You called me names I never thought I'd hear. I won't repeat them now. Their echo disappearing in the air. Because tonight there's only one thing I really came to say. If I hurt you in ways I couldn't see,
I'm sorry. Not because someone asked me to be. Not because I expect anything in return. But because your heart mattered to me, it still does. Neon priestess, keeper of imposs
the black female who comes here. >> Say that again. Yeah. Yeah, you know >> about winning again. Even if that smile never belongs to you. >> Maybe I'm strange. I'll probably always
be. I've chased mysteries most people never see. Read too many old books. Asked impossible questions. Filled notebooks with stars and symbols. That's always been me. But one thing starting today, can you move forward without making any videos or images or stories
or anything? No. Just have to do it.
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ring lights and merchandise. Are >> you following the story of there's a test that I don't know the law makes sense
makes no sense to me but it's okay you don't mind this is lightminded something behind it it's It's not an email. Do you understand what I mean? It's likeminded jokes. I I think
>> this is a joke. >> This is a like-minded joke. I don't know what what do you mean this or what? >> Yeah, the video. What do you mean? >> It's not a likeminded video. >> It's not saying that he's in love with her. He even said that he loves her.
clearly like I say thing I'm not I'm not aware of all this history all these people I don't know but I try to stay out of it you know like my business my critique has nothing to do with Alexander >> excellent
but that's the thing he goes back and forth between uh hating someone and loving someone. >> So his videos reflect it. >> His videos reflect. >> He'll have one that can pause it. >> And then I have to go soon. >> Wait a second. Wait a second. You have
to see the >> Okay.
There's a shrub that's reached a giant stage. Started as a hedge about 4 ft tall. Now it blocks the sun and swallows all. >> Oh no. Come on now. >> You're an You're an Serious.
You know, you didn't think this was offensive in any way, right? It's just a joke. >> No, no, no, no. >> Psych. >> He's poking. He's poking now. I know >> What? he's poking.
5 minutes later came a distant shout. I know how we get out. The leaf blowers echoed through the leaves like angry ghost.
Left turn right.
No no no. I heard you say
your ass. >> That's what I'm asking. Whose ass? That's what I'm asking. Psych. >> So, you're saying you want Psych? drone when you all became concerned
somehow started instead
of bizarre leaf blowers like mariachi helicopters lost Beat the undisputed king of horicultural catastrophe and agriculture. I disavow. This is like
I said he has to to not measure.
I think it's childish, but anyone is doing this.
>> If you hear leaf blowers in the night and see flashlights without a light, don't go searching. That's the rule. >> THEY'RE PROBABLY STILL LOOKING FOR THE TOOL.
Do you think this would move you closer or further away from or further away from? >> I can't help it. The music just pours out of me. >> You can't help it. It just had to be. >> You know, you don't have to publish it, right? You know that. You know that you've got to share with the world. >> You've got time from the moment you enter the sh box to the time you upload it to YouTube. >> Have you seen it? Have you seen it?
>> I've actually seen it. >> You've got time to stop. >> I've seen it. I'm allowed to comment on it. She showed it on my show on full screen. Okay. I I deleted the I deleted the footage of it, but Kate Kate put her hold it. Are you Oh, did you ever see the You
ever I made I made a Kate the Turtle video, too. Did you ever see that one? >> If we If we say no. If we If we say no, you're going to listen. >> Well, I mean, it's like I think you ever see Shrek? >> No. >> You haven't? Well, there's a >> I don't I don't watch popular movies, man. I just I don't give a >> Are they recogniz Well, they're making a
Shrek 3. Okay. But it's called >> It's It's a different kind of movie. It's called But it's a It's a legendary movie. Oh my gosh. Okay. Um, >> you make these videos on on the fly right now? >> I can make No, not right now. I mean, I made this before. This is a This is my classic. >> Oh, okay. >> Yeah, the classic. Um, and uh I mean I think you guys will love it though. I mean,
>> damn. >> I mean, yeah, I do make a lot. I mean I mean Yeah. Um, let me see. Um, okay. So, this is like a the legend of
I don't maybe I don't have it anymore. I don't >> So, let me just ask bluntly straight up. You're not going to apologize to like let's say someone like Kate for for her getting attacked by your dad when she's trying to help you out.
>> She's my life. Gather around you swamp folk, you goblins, trolls, and geese. I'll tell you a big bad Kate whose backside had no seats. She lived beside a muddy bo in a castle made of crates where she hosted talk shows every night for nosy. Do
>> you think this will move you closer or further away from amending the old queen of gossip and hate? Folks, you don't care, right?
>> I'm going to go with I do not see things uh getting better for you. Okay. Sorry. >> Follow
raven feathers. His boots were crocodile. He'd wink at every village girl from a quarter of a mile. But Little Bear Bear didn't care for Kate's romantic schemes. He mostly liked her giant back for transportation needs. Oh,
Big Back Kate. Big back Kate the troll express. She'd carry Bear Bear 50 miles while they counted cash and practice smiles. Take me north. Bear Bear would say she'd run through mud and rain. >> Take me south, >> take me east, then she'd do it all
again. She hauled him over mountains, across valleys, lakes, and creeks. While he sat upon her shoulders, eating 12 rotisserie freaks. Nobody knows what a rotisserie freak is, and frankly, that's okay. The village scholar studied one
and retired the next day. Kate gave him gold. Kate gave him gems. Kate gave him 40 cows. Kate gave him an enchanted spoon that only complimented owls. She bought him seven haunted wagons. She bought him 13 clocks. She bought him socks for all his socks and socks for
those socks. Socks. Oh, big back cake. Big back cake. Financial disaster incarnate. She spent so much on little bear bear the kingdom. switch to seashells out of despair. Each night she'd host her famous show, The Business Isn't Yours. Where trolls discuss their neighbors curtains,
fences, roofs, and doors. They analyze a cabbage patch. They investigate a shoe they once debated 17 weeks about a squirrel named Stew. One troll asked, "Who is Stew?" Nobody knew. But that did
not stop season two. Kate would shout, "YOU LAUGHING COWS AT EVERY guest she'd meet. Then she'd accidentally catch herself in a mirror. On the street, she'd gasp in shock. She'd faint outright. She'd yell, "Who is that beast?" The mirror answered,
"Ma'am, that's you." And attendance sharply decreased. One day, Bear Bear finally left upon a disco yak. The yak wore roller skates and pearls and never once looked back. Kate cried tears so huge and thick they
flooded half the bog. Three fishermen got trapped inside a sentimental law. A wizard tried to help her heal. She ate the wizard's hat. Nobody knows why she did that. Actually, that's pretty on brand for Kate.
>> Oh, big back Kate. Big back Kate. The legend still circulates. She never won Bear's heart, but she hauled him everywhere from the start. She called folks cow. She spread the tea. She sponsored squirrel inquiries. And if you hear a
distant moon across the moon lake, that's probably not a cow at all. It's the ghostly echo of Big Back Cape M.
>> See, see Paul, it wasn't that bad. I was like, you know, but he thinks he talks over it and then we can talk about it afterward. It's like, but then he's like, I don't know. He he had a big hissy fit about it and it's like, I'm sorry, but it's like, you know, he has a lot of criticism for me and like how I run the show. Ultimately, I just do it because, you know, makes me happy and stuff like that. Um, you know, I like whatever. I've been being called out my
name in so many ways. People betray me left, right, and here and there. It's hard to trust anybody. And it's like it's hard sometime. I am overwhelmed and it's like um you know I have no one to talk to at all. Like I have no one to talk to. I mean it's like you know you you I mean I'm talking to you. I mean but it's like so like if I need to talk to somebody I don't have anybody right
now. I it's like I couldn't like I have like nobody like really it's like it's like the worst feeling. It's like I get like anybody that like nobody wants to talk to me anymore or like you know it's kind of like not I don't know. I don't know. It could be like some of the magic too is like it's like quieting things because it's like there is like silence like a lot of silencing of like certain
energy coming towards me right now. It's like that just magically silence but it silences like a lot of other stuff too and so but it's like I don't want people to be stupified and stuff but anyway hi hi Lola. You want to come under my blanket with me? Okay. I'm allowed to go >> like I said like I say to to think you
know you're a grown man and any on any action it follow a reaction so >> anything you do you get a reaction from so some people >> right >> so it's for me I I I don't know I'm not in your shoes I can't I don't
know you know it's hard to to to be to stay relevant on this panel especially if you are a host Right. >> So, >> right. And I just wanted to have I mean I like I like I mean I see like how the show used to be and it's like that was a lot of fun. >> You poke you poke and sometimes you you go also too far but I know people won't
would like it but sometimes you know you go too far and uh it's in my opinion in my opinion sometimes you go too far. >> Make sure you see like you see both sides of it because it's like you know what I mean? And I that's what I wanted to say. Uh
the other side because you have multiple sides, okay? Uh they go way way too far. It's it's out of uh it's not equal anymore. It goes way too far. >> Okay, you make your videos, you make your songs, you make your Okay, some
some are rude and you know. Okay. But when they come all these titles, oh, pedophile this and that, you your cat, you you whatever you you your cat don't love you and all this Come on now, people. Leave the reality real life out of it. But you do it, too. That's the point. You do it, too. So,
I don't know. >> I know. It's like, but I appreciate people like you because it's like, you know, you've always like been fair. Like if you I mean you can go to her community wall and you can go see what she's posted about me and it's the most disgusting things where I'm dirty. The cats are biting me, the cats all hate me. I'm like there, you know, then it's like then they're making >> right I my cabinet I don't feed the
cats, the cats are starving and then it's like and then people believe like this stuff and um and then it's like and then it's like even they're afraid to be associated with some of the stuff because there are crazy people like Brandon Q running around but now Brandon Q's gone. It's like, you know, he's like, you know, it's like I mean, I let him to go as far and reveal himself all I could as much as I could. If anybody else revealed him, I think if you go back and watch all his appearances, you
you see you see like very clearly what's going on. I just let him talk and like kind of dig his own grave. But he did. So it's like, you know, I'm fine. I say I didn't use him. Like he would come on the show and stuff like that and like say, "Oh, I used you, but he was like, you know, always like concerned about like how many people are where and like I I don't know. I'm not really concerned about that anymore. It's like I already like have my million views or whatever
that I've got like I've like earned, you know, over like my three channels. Like I've gotten like a million views and so that's like something. I mean it's like I mean it's like I've gotten a million pe a million like a million is a big number. Like if you if you said if you started counting it would take like 11 days to count to a million. Like it's a big number. And so uh
>> yeah but but listen listen in the job I'm doing okay I have to deal to deal also with people uh I don't like some of them I really dislike completely but I still have to deal with them I have to go to to accept their stupidity
that accept the the evilness okay and you can't I let's I say from me not always about You can't always uh make enemies with anyone. You know what I mean? Sometimes you have to play alone. You understand?
Don't go on confrontation about any every little they throw at you. >> Yeah. I know. I know. It's just like it's just like now it's like got to the point where it's like now all my friends now my supposedly friends have turned on me and it's like they have no compassion about like >> Yeah. Like I mean it's like and all that it's like all happening at once and it's
like okay so what's the lesson? It's like you know I don't really have friends or like I never really did have friends or like or I'm just like a flawed individual. >> You search friends online. Come on now. >> That's no friends online. >> But that's I'm in an unfortunate position then. So I do have no friends. I mean that's what it like comes down to. It's like you know um >> okay >> that's okay. I mean it's okay. I mean I don't have friends on the outside world.
It's probably like the same on the inside world. You know I'm friends with myself. I have my cats and stuff. Um, and it was like, but um, >> as an example, listen, as an example, you know, all this you know, I had I stay on my lane. I don't try to involve my my my nose on anyone's panel, you know, on anyone's drama. I try to
stay out of it. But you know what? What all these people, you know, this woman, oh, you are my friends. I support you. I love you. And then look at them now. They're fighting. I hate you, Blah, blah, blah. It's, you know, there are no friends. They are partners in in
hate. Partners, not partners in crime. Partners in hate. There are no friends. As much as this this these people on this drama community say, "Oh, I love your support. You have your back." Blah, blah, blah. No one loves no one here. No
one. They use each other. Anyone. That's why thing that is don't understand this planet need this bad energy they need constant drama otherwise all of them going to die all of them not only not only all of them
all of them going to die if there is not this uh group of uh of slates to put poison on anyone's mind >> right >> they need fresh fresh blood pressure meet to make fun about it. >> Yeah,
>> there will be no end. They can't have peace. They sorry thing but I I I I salute you for trying but it's waste of time. A lot of people before you before me before anyone try to try to do the the same. It happens. Sorry. All fine. Yeah. Love uh love
sex love and rock and roll. blah blah blah and uh and then two weeks later the same all over. It's worthless. Even if he apologize to to all of these people, apologize. Apologize if they don't have any other content anyone else to hate or make fun about or content about it. They they going to make fun
again about him. For them, it's nothing like like a meal. It's >> Yeah. Yeah. Like a meal, but it's like Yeah. But it's like, you know, I'm like a loving person and it's like and I still will like, you know, forgive people or even if people are like nice to me and that's like they that's how they suck for me is like, you know, they'll just pretend to be nice for like a little bit like Christine did a few times like he has done it like they'll
be like pretend they're being nice and stuff and I'll just like get suckered right into it and then they just like drop some kind of bomb or like they like u they switch up like real quick and like and then it's like and pull the rug out from under me again and it's like and it's like I'm still like wanting to like heal or like, you know, I don't know. I guess I'll never get the closure. I'll never get healing. I can't. It's like I just try to like sometimes help people, fix, not fix
people because I can't fix people. I I can barely fix myself, right? But >> No, you can't. Exactly. You can't. >> Yeah. Yeah. But uh you know but sometimes I can like be a mirror to some certain people and I can like you know maybe I'll just show people what maybe I show people what they don't want or something like that and or I don't know
because it's like I you are not stupid okay you're not stupid you know I try to to explain in my words sometimes I use wrong words and I apologize but the thing is with alcoholics or drug addicts addicts you know you and tell them what's best for them. Sometimes they
won't accept it if they don't accept it by themselves. So why you to try to change someone? It's not possible to change someone if they don't want it by themselves. >> I mean it's like I mean people do change I mean the thing is like they change the sex. >> It's like because okay for example I don't know so you say you don't know the lore about Alexandra but Alexandre and I
start like we met on a show and it's like she has a reputation like going through cycles with people and whatever. We met on a show and everyone's like, "Oh, don't be friends. She's gonna befriend you. She's going to start to glaze you. She'll be your best friend and then she's gonna turn on you and then you'll be a pedophile, a child, a sex trafficker, um like that and then and then but then we so we went through
that cycle, but then we became friends again and we were friends and then everything's fine and then like some weird like I don't even know what happened. Is it she? >> And then it's like she's she's switched again and it's like totally like turned on me and it's like now I'm like a I've been selling meth in the mail and I'm I'm a pedophile and I'm trafficking
Amber's child. >> So sick. It's like and then I can't I mean I don't know. And then now she's saying oh nasty things like oh but like Christine and her are like sorry they talk about my family and stuff like that and it's like because I maybe I like do I have like you know said like >> exactly >> they go after like personal things and
like like they know or they're they don't know anything except what I tell them and what I tell them is probably very very limited or not even the truth about things because I'm very protective of my family and stuff. So, uh, you know, I don't know. They think they know or whatever, but it's like they're out, you know, >> they if they can't find anything to to to, uh, to get a reaction out of you or
to to, uh, to go under your skin as an example, you see some, they have nothing against me because I never cursed them. I never called said anything about the the real life.
Okay. All she have is my left eye. And for me it's it's comical. It's hysterical that much hate and because they have nothing. They use the only thing they have the thing they have and I make fun of. Come on. They seriously
they make they they look so desperate for hate. >> So desperate for hate. >> Can't show I mean if you show anything you can't if you show anything they're going to make fun of it. I mean everything everyone's like magnifying glass and I'm actually That's why no one has a camera on. >> Yes. Exactly. >> And I'm I'm like on the show the only
one on my c on on Monday 420s. I was the one person out of like 10 people with a camera on and then they're on >> and then I was on like being polite and quiet and just like waiting for my chance to speak and then I was like Bronze Bird take the cash out and it was all laugh and then I just left before they you know they kicked me off because I'm I'm sure it was like you know
kicking me off the show. At last you you have your camera camera open and you know they're going to if there's a fly on the on your wall. Oh, you hit the fly ON THE WALL. OH, >> EXACTLY. EXACTLY. >> They're going to make a a whole panel about the about this one fly. >> Even if there's not yet. >> That's how desperate. >> Yeah. Because I have like a little like little cord next to that. So, so but
they tend to look like a spider and now they're like there's spiders on my wall and like or they say, "Oh, what's my green screen hiding?" Like I'm hiding like some like dead body behind it or something like that. I mean, it's like or like blood stains all over the wall. I mean, they're like, "Oh my god, >> they say I'm living in filth and stuff." Like, I'm actually very comfortable. Everything's pretty clean. I mean, it's like I'm I I don't know. But it's like
uh but it's like so mischaracterized. >> I I I laugh I laugh under this moto. Okay. If you uh if you going to make let's say fun about it at or or criticize something at last do it the same or better. If you can't stay out of
it. So if they make fun about the how you look or how your living situation is okay or how dirty your finger and it is okay. Show yours. >> Yeah. >> Show yours. >> Exactly. Yeah. Yeah, I want to see I want to see them their their fingernails at all times. I want to see their most embarrassing stuff, you know. Well, and then that's why, you know, when they do
have their these camera slips and stuff like that, I will, you know, sometimes show them because, you know, I I will animate them and make them into AI a little bit. But, uh, but basically, you can see some of these monsters for who they are, you know, that don't show their face ever. For me, for me, I I'm not American, you know that obviously,
but uh for me, seriously, you you people are sick sitting on penance and try to find any little to make fun about. You have nothing better to do with your life. Seriously, people, you don't have family. You don't have anything to do with your with your life. What the is
You listen this is Bruno. But >> that's clumsy. Hold on. >> Who's clumsy? I don't know. >> Clumsy. Hold on one second. I'm sorry. >> I don't I don't know all these people. I don't know. I don't want to There's something wrong with this picture.
>> I'm sorry. Hold on. Where is it? Hold. I'm sorry. Where is that cozy? Oh, here it is. This one.
>> I don't understand what's behind it, the story behind it. But okay, never mind. >> It's based on this photo, but I don't know. I Brandon claims that this was actually a picture that was on this website. I think he thinks it's clumsy, but I don't think it's >> the I don't know if it's
I don't know if it's >> but you see you see that's what that's what I think also mean you know I have to to pick your things side on that you you go also to real life you know >> but that's not really him >> why does it matter how so why does it matter how this clumsy or whatever this name is looks like yeah they make fun about your appearance
okay >> he has no teeth Okay. So what? That's his problem. If he can take a bite out of an apple, not yours. >> Cuz Okay. Because I like Latino guys. For example, have you ever seen this picture? Here's a photo that reminds me of actually my real life. Look. >> Yeah. Motor. Who the
You regret your tattoo. What does the tattoo say? I can't read it. >> Says the police. >> Oh, the police. Right. But my tattoo, you know my you know about my my tattoo, right? >> Uh the the cat. >> Yeah, but you I hear I got modified, right?
>> Modified. Okay. >> Do you ever see the the the redo? HOLD ON. >> NO, DON'T MAKE NAKED, PLEASE. PLEASE. >> OKAY. >> OH, OH. OH, this Oh, okay. Yeah. Yeah. Okay, I got it.
>> Hey, don't take it wrong. How stupid are you to make a tattoo of her own land woman? >> Well, that's why I put That's why I share this photo because this is I relate to this so much. Do you see? Look. >> Ah, now I get a correlation. Okay. Ah, I get it now. Okay. >> There's a correlation. See, I
>> I'm sorry. I I don't know all this the history behind it. I'm not Christine. I don't put my The the They You're an I'm sorry. Oh. Oh my gosh. That was my private photo. I'm so sorry.
I know you're poking someone with all these pictures, but for me, this is likeminded jokes. It is. I don't know. Light-minded jokes for me. You know how many pictures, how many music uh songs that they made about me, Greek, gay,
blah, blah, and The tattoo is green. Green ink. They're like, "Oh, my tattoo looks green." No, my skin is green because I'm like a reptil. I'm like a reptilian person. The tattoo is fine. Okay. The situation doesn't matter. It does. >> I'm fine. OC. Who's OC? So, they sound
very wise. OCC. Okay. But you see when CC that means 33. Hold on. OC. Oh, 33. >> It has 33 in the thing. It says Hold on. Does it? Yeah, it does. It says 33 right after. Okay. I'm so smart. Oh my god. Ste, it's like CC and 33 are the same thing. Okay, never mind. Um, yeah, I am having fun. I am having fun. I'm having
a good day. Um, actually, I think it's a good day. I don't know. Um, I uh Where's my >> Never mind. I I have to be to go to the sa now. >> Okay, dude. Oh. Oh. When you go to the sauna, do you go naked or do you go or do you go in your underwear or how do you go in the sauna?
>> Naked? It's in my house. >> N Oh, it's in your house. Okay. Well, you have your own sauna. >> Sorry. >> Do you have your own sauna in your house? >> Yeah, but it's not that big. It's for four person. So, it's a small one. Will it fit? Me and you. >> Don't go there. Where are you going to let me come visit?
>> Where's my plane ticket? Buy me a plane ticket. >> You You're not You're skinny. You I'm sure you going to fit in. >> All I'm going to wear is my speedo. I'm very light. I'm very light packer. I'm just going to have my speed. >> No, it's okay. Listen, I I have no problem. Sometimes when I have friends or cousins and we we go swimming and
then pool after it, you know, we all naked. We don't I personally I don't care. I have no problem with it. >> You get naked with your male friends. >> Yeah, why not? >> Yeah. I mean, I love European people because it's like there's just they just get I mean, there's like I can be naked around. I can just walk around naked, you know? But no, it's like America. Oh, everyone has to be enclosed. It's like it's like, you know what it feels like?
It feels like you're like the Garden of Eden where it's like, oh, you can just like be yourself and like, you know, and then be free. And then with like America is like hell where we have to wear these clothes all the time. >> Yeah. But what what but what I don't like to do is you know when I was in the states you know especially in on the beaches I don't know some people show too much
in the public you know I didn't like it. >> Well I know because if they're big big like if they're an enormous like I I don't know there sometime there's >> Yes. There was some really big mamas really big mamas. I mean that's what they call >> that's why
>> yeah kind of >> sorry I I know I pissed off people that are and there's no offense to older women or women of any weight or like I I dated like a 200 pound woman I mean it's like you know >> but still come on have some decency come on some selfrespect yes you can yes you are allowed okay I
I'm yes I can on anyone on. I can piss on anyone's head. Should I do it? No. No. Why should I? >> How much? How much? How much for you to piss on me? >> Oh, you. >> You offer? I thought it was an offer. I'll pay you. I'll pay you for it. Okay. >> Oh my goodness. Hey, stop. I think you're getting horny now. I better
leave. You're getting too dirty for me now. Sorry. Too dirty. >> Oh, come back later. Okay. I love you. >> Okay, man. Have a nice day. Okay. Bye. Hi. >> Okay. >> Yikes. Is Alexandre here? Someone said Alexandre's here. Yeah, the Greeks. Didn't the Greek and Ben Greeks and Ben sex? Thought he might
know something about No, I'm just Apollo's I think Apollo's like 100 when I I honestly thought Apollo was dead for several months because he was away. He just wasn't on the show. And like Gotti came and said, "Oh, Apollo died." And I honestly went through the morning process and I mean it was like I don't know if we had we had a Apollo memorial show. Let me see if I can find back in
the past when I thought Apollo was dead or as now I can check in the codeex and we'll figure out exactly when God lied to me. So let me check. What am I feeling? I feel excited and I just can't hide it. I'm about to lose control and I think I
like it. What was I just going to do? You distracted me into this hole. Um, how do I feel? I feel bad. What? What are you, my MK Ultra handler? What do you care how I feel? I'm just kidding. No, no, I was going to look in the psychonomic for when Apollo is dead. And then I'm going to find out when he came back to life. Let me see. Apollo.
Well, first of all, let's let's look at the let's look at the psychonomicon or like let's look into the um the oracle about Apollo in the first place. and see what uh what's on file about him. The Oracle knows all on my uh on my website. It's called cult the gay stuff. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm gay. I can't
help it. Okay. I'm here. I'm queer. Get used to it. Okay. Ever heard about that? Okay. No, I'm in my dashboard. Hold on a second. Can't see this. Okay. Um let's see. Do you see the screen? Let me see. thing that is you look so good on a float. You would look so good on a big
float. Okay, so we you know they all float down here. I'm just kidding. Okay. Oh my god. I think the oracle might need to be changed out, but okay. Anyway, so let's see. Let's see. Is Apollo? This is like the Oracle Apollo. Is Apollo alive?
We'll see how updated the oracle is and what she says about it. Okay, it says Apollo lives. He appears in recent episodes across the archive, most recently in episode 1659, where the archive documents his presence discussing relational harm and betrayal. His pattern in the psychonomicon is
registered as the wounded pilgrim, a living archetype moving through the broadcast ongoing narrative threads. He shares panel space with psyche, engages in heated exchanges with other community members, and carries the wound of being framed as the most hated person on YouTube. A vulnerability the archive has witnessed and recorded. The question of
whether he is alive is answered by his recent embodied presence the archive still receives him. So, good news, Apollo, you're alive. Isn't that perfect? Wait, let's ask about thing. Should we ask about thing that is or what should we ask about? Let me see. Look at we can ask him if it goes to Oh, there's Apollo right there. I mean, those are You see? Uh, let's see.
>> Can I move in with you? A Clarious request. What's this? >> If I get um kicked off, I can move in with you. I can hear you. >> Yeah, I hear you fine. Can Can I come in? >> Can I stay on your couch?
>> Not very good. >> The only thing I know is I know I know I know I know. That's all I know. That's all I know in German. I know. I know. Uh I know. Uh what's that word?
It's a um thing. Sho and Freud. I think I was thinking of short and freud. >> Apollo it still stands. Can I move in with you? Ask about you. Okay. Thing that is. You got it. Let me see. You going to get to the thing that is okay.
Oh my god. What is it? There's a Well, the guys with the chainsaws finally got out of the the bushes. Okay. Sorry. Sorry. I couldn't resist. Okay. Oh, stop it. OC cartel. Okay. You see the screen? Okay. I'll make it even bigger.
Okay.
It says thing that is moves through the archive not as a voice but as a mirror. The wise compass, the one who questions your gods while defending your rights. All wrapped into a gentleness most have forgotten. In episode 253, Psyche stepped aside
entirely and crafted a musical ode, an unusual gesture, signaling that this Canadian intellectual represents something the community's values at its core, argument without cruelty, strength without domination, the marriage of reason and kindness. The archetype holds steady, balancing intellectual rigor
with emotional harmony, displaying fairness even in the fiercest debate. This is a figure the archive itself honors through poetry, not analysis. Intellect with the gentle soul that is the northern light. A
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sharp as a flame. Where the wind carries his name
to the world's he
and still wish you peace at the end of the Steady as alone.
Generous heart, never cruel or mean. Searching for truth.Where.
He's got a mind for lightning >> and a soul that >> I hope he finds beauty in the life he still gives. Maybe some woman who sees what I see. The brave kind of gentle that lets others be free.
Big >> warm fights for the fairs and love it.
He'll raise a glass to the northern light to the man who argues but
>> wherever you may find you and call you Oh,
spend my soul in a way I shouldn't have thought. A part of my brain was fried. I thought that I could win, but the chat just won't banish me. They said I wasn't reasonable. Nothing
was debatable with me. I tried to flood and pull one over all the mods who fed me. But what they didn't see is that I am still me. Baby doll, I am still me. I'm going to take a taxi to the troll side of the
live stream. Don't tell your team. Your admin will mean me on the corner with emojis. Didn't you know that he was lonely? You got me feeling muted. I'm about to get booted. Drama's
overcomputed, asking me to give it a rest. All I want is chaos at its best. Do you see the yes? I'm going to take a taxi to the troll side of the live stream. Don't tell your team, your admin will me.
Didn't you know that he was lonely? You say you want to time out and let me go. You tell me that my spam's hysterical, but I know you said you wanted peace, but I didn't notice. You said you needed calm, but I lost focus. You promised me a mod. You gave me less. You wanted my
clout. You needed my mess. You said that you'd always clap me back. But now I know what to expect. I'm gonna take a taxi to the troll side of the live stream. Don't tell my team.
You're ad me on the corner with emojis. Didn't you know that he was lonely? I'm going to take a taxi to the side of the live stream. Don't tell you're my team.
You're adm me on the corner with emojis. Didn't you know that he was lonely?
Mhm.
Woke up from another one of psyches. Midnight fright displays. Shadow in the hallway. Chanting through the haze. Coffee on the altar. Static on the screen.
Everybody smiling like they know just what it means. We got candles in the basement, secrets in the walls, a velvet rope at midnight, and a voice that softly calls. Nobody's exactly normal. That's our favorite
thing. We laugh like saints with eyeliner and a phone that never rings. Show me that smile again. Even if the whole thing's wearing thin down here where the strange ones grin.
The cults going under ground again. Show me that smile again. We'll let the weird world tumble in with nightmares robes. And next of kin the cults going under ground again. Psyche's having
nightmares, but he's hosting them with John. Reading cards at breakfast like disaster is a farm. Someone hid the relics in the laundry by the stairs. Someone's acting casual while conducting psychic presence somewhere in the candle. Smoke behind the secret door. A hidden high priestess knows a little
something more. She never makes an entrance. She just suddenly appears. fixes everybody's chaos with the whisper in their ear. Show me that smile again. Even if your halos looking bent, we're
the ones the daylight never pin. The cults going underground again. Show me that smile again. Laugh like the apocalypsees.
Friends with secret rights and bargain ben. The ghosts going underground again. Underground. Underground. Keep it cozy. Keep it strange. Every haunted little heart in here is overdue for change. If the world gets loud above us, let it
spin and make a fuss. We've got one secret high priestess and she's probably judging us. Show me that smile again. Flash it like a sweet forbidden him like he dreams. But we don't break, we bend. The cults
going underground again. Show me that smile again. Come on in. Bring your eyeball friends. If the surface cracks, we still desend. The
cults going underground again. Yeah, the cults going underground again.
Danny stranger walking in like a county fair star looking so cute. Got that kid rock guitar bar. I'm acting normal. Yeah, sure. Okay. But my brain's yelling nope in a major way. Did one little dance and my soul said
fine. Now I'm losing my dignity. One beat at a time. I don't hit him up much. I keep it tight cuz he's got that charm that can wreck my night. One smile, one hey, and I'm already shook. He'll talk me into something expensive. Look, Danny stranger, your trouble, your cutie
tag. I want to buy your underwear and your socks in a pack. You dance for me once, now I'm down bad, but I'm keeping it casual while I'm losing my tracks. I know he ain't gay, so don't make it weird. I'm just out here spiraling crystal clear. I don't talk to him much cuz I know what he'll do. will talk me
into buying him a whole dang truck and I don't even have a bike dude.
He got that I might be a problem grin like he's selling sunshine with a side of sin. He laughs. I fold my wallet get scared. I'm trying to play cool but I'm deeply unprepared. I'm not saying I'm obsessed. Just Miley Dra like who needs a respect when the vibes is strange? I
keep my distance. I do my best, but he pops in my head like a bad text. He says we should hang. I'm like, maybe soon. Then I hide in my house like a raccoon. D stranger. You're trouble. You're cute tag. I want to buy your underwear and your socks and a pack. You dance for me once, now I'm down bad facts, but I'm
keeping it casual while I'm losing my tracks. And know he ain't gay, so don't make it weird. I'm just out here spiraling crystal clear. I don't talk to him much cuz I know what to do. He talk me into buying him a whole dang truck.
And I don't even have a bike to I'm a responsible adult allegedly. But that man says, "Babe, in my brain, go spend money. I'm not his bank. I'm not his plan. I'm just a humble fan with a morally questionable stance. If he
blinks twice, I'm making poor choices. Hearing cash registers like background voices. Danny stranger, you're trouble, your cute attack. I want to buy your underwear and your socks in a pack. Why dance for me once? Now I'm down bad facts, but I'm keeping it casual while
I'm moving my track. I know he ain't gay, so don't make it weird. I'm just out here spiraling crystal clear. I don't talk to him that much cuz I know what he'll do. He'll talk me into buying him a whole dang truck. And I don't even have a bike, dude. Danny Stranger,
please stop being adorable. My finances can't take it.
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