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This episode features an experimental musical/artistic piece by Psyche, followed by a bath stream where he discusses interpersonal drama and online personalities.
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Observers see the surface.
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Browse era →And drama does a code in the cosmic feed. Streaming ghost through a silver bleed. I've been orbiting old versions of me. Deleting gravity, chasing a glitch in
eternity. The skies a mirror and I'm the crack. Falling forward, never looking back. Stop going through the static sea. You can't pass what was meant to be free. If
you think you can save me, I dare you to try. But love's just data and nobody that won't comply.
Heart rebooted, memory fried. Every promise was a loop that lie. We all want the spark, the upgrade, the shine. But something holy got lost in the design.
I thought I was dreaming. It was just the code running on love and overload. Love is calling from a dying star. Signals fade, but it travels far. Find a pose that will make you real. I dare you to try.
If you can love me past the firewalls I hide behind. Crazy child. Think it's meant to be. We're constellations lost in latency. More than blood, more than flesh. Where echoes try and reconnect and ready to try
upload the sky.
Treat me right. I'm still my mother's son. Half divine, half algorith. Let me in if I crash, stay quiet if I shatter. Not every glitch is meant to matter. Been holding out. Been holding
on. Every goodbye writes a new dark. Love is calling through the pixel blue. Something human wants to break through. You can hold on but not control. I dare you to try
to love the day.
Heat. Heat.
No, I'm not undead. Just allergic to dawn. I sleep through the surroundings of sunlight with drawn. My veins static, my bones are big. And the nice black mirror calls my name.
Every touch the mist in the dark. Just heat and see and a fading spark. Whis in a glass. Lock up your innocence.
Father psyches me. I'm deranged. I can feel it in my cold. Hollow down hard where the algorithm froze. Save won't save me. Angels lost control. If home is a soul, then mindful.
No, I'm not a corpse. Just chemically numb. Half a life goes on. Jumping home. We're spinning sideways. Vision gone gray. God static whisper fade away.
I'm sick with creation. Addicted to fire. The prophet of CL and funeral.
Hi, my name psychic psychic. Daddy raised me on sabath and psychic circuitry. Under range, I can feel it in my code.
out high where the alm froze won't save me. Angels lost control. If
the soul in my m
and the serless the broken, the curse, the divine, we're all I'm going down in synchronized time. You're coming with me. You always were into the black where the data burns.
Under range. Yeah. I feel it in my bones. God's rolling past on a cracked iPhone. If heaven and wii, I still be alone. Oh. Oh. All gone.
World is an echo chamber. Static and glow. We are like halos made of smoke. Every tear you fake drips mercury slow. Your mask is slipping through the code. The hunger of the holo. The saint that swallowed sorrow. You've only lived a
fragment of your dream. My realm's unaffected. There's a door through the screen. I spoke it real and it became. There's a dream inside the machine. When I wake up deeper when I sleep, you will understand. When I delete, I went to God just to see. And
the service show me. Heaven and hell with binary lies. When I ascend your ego dice, can you feel my power? Click here and your world gets smaller. Score scar. Can you feel my power? One spark and your truth gets darker. Let's bleed upon the algorithm. Smile
like ghost without the glitch. There's no soul to host. Cut your idols into data streams and pray to pixels for your dreams. I'm affected. There's a door through the screen. I spoke it real and it became
there's a dream inside the machine. I wake up deeper when I sleep. You'll understand when I believe. I went to God just to see and I was logged in as me. Heaven and hell were empty drives. When I'm cold, no flesh revives. Can you feel my power? Click here and your world gets smaller.
Can you feel my power? One spark and your truth gets darker.
Every vision I show you is a piece of my pie. Every truth I breathe cost me a break. No salvation, no forgiveness. Only mirrors and their sickness. No salvation, no forgiveness. Every saint
is a glitch in business. No salvation, no forgiveness. No salvation, no forgiveness. This is beyond your signal reach. No salvation, no forgiveness.
I went to God just to see. And the mirror was watching me. Heaven and hell with both my screens. When I'm light, the dark redeems. Sky, can you feel my power? Click here
and your world gets smaller. Scar, can you feel my power? One spark and your truth gets darker. Score scar, can you feel my power? Glitch here and the dream gets louder. Score sky, can you feel my power? Delete once and you'll see the
tower. Please lob recover.
Okay, I'm sorry. Hold on. Let me see. Um I don't know. Hold on. You see me yet? Okay, there we go. I'm going to hop in the bath, though. But I mean, what can I do
between then? I mean, nobody's gonna come up. Okay, I'm sure you're going to all want to come up when I get back. I'll be very clean. Okay. Um,
I can play about Alexandria um taking the the boxing championship. Okay, let's see. What do I got? See
Let's see. Hold on a second. Okay.
>> Okay. Watch this while I'm gone. Hi guys. Let's watch this while I'm done.
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our screen
a witch. >> They were right. >> They usually are. >> Spelling.
>> You don't even exist to me. >> You are nothing. You are
I'm sorry.
We represent represent. J. I don't know what >> I have no idea. She's literally obsessed and keeps boxing my name and last name thinking it's funny. Um, on
like one like on one like note she says Carl is like crazy and the other note she says he's not. Uh, like I don't know why she's even bringing Carl into this. She can just like go and like date him or whatever. She's a little obsessed with Carl too, I guess. I don't know. She said that I would like me and you
have like some kind of ring going on, you know? I >> JK. >> Damn. Hold on. I don't got KK. I can't reach out to KK. >> And she's watching. >> Hands up. >> Cuz she's like bringing up KK and she's like, "Oh, look. Look at how he's talking to KK. He like the kind that
would like do this, this, and that." And then on the other end, she's like saying, "He's perfect for me." Like, "What the do you want from me, lady?" >> And I was talking to Car right there. She missed um she missed on the filming. I was talking to when I said >> yeah she fast forward to her benefit like she'll just fast forward things and she'll be like look right here look cl look >> and not only that see and that's why I
got to watch the player click she changed your full name a lot of time that's why I'm very cautious for that even though people you know I can't spell your name shout to shout out to your name I can't spell that you gota be cautious you know she do >> and whatever yeah she is doctrine she don't give a I VA, you don't deserve none of that. She
got she got close to Psych because of you. Now she want to be close to Carl because of you. Now I'm thinking about it. Maybe she tried to be close to me. He's always close to you, too. >> Huh? >> Pizza. >> I think it's all your fault. No, I'm just kidding. I think she it really has it out for you. Like anyone that's like associates with you, then she thinks
they're part of whatever. But at the same time, she just needs like someone to um she's a bully, you know? She's like an internet bully. She likes to like make Hana laugh like a witch. She thinks she's like so like amazing. But then at the other end, she'll go and do these like Bible readings like so she's like a saint and it's like you
have really bad energy. You and Saiti belong together. You guys are both weird. Sorry. >> Yeah. 100%. I bet said be uh Alex was crazy when I told her on my own panel. She's nuts. I told her she lies and she said, "Oh, I do have to do to defend
myself." She she reached out to me when and I I took my time to talk to her because she was going through >> I didn't I didn't My fault. I didn't I know I know Alice. I didn't I didn't care nothing Alice. I would just give
her my ear to go do something. I'm I'm like that. All right. Now, me defend us when I mean I don't need to defend Alex. Y I always said people fear her. Y'all need to stop telling me fear. She's the regular person. That's what she does.
Alex saying Alex take it too far. She's a weirdo. She does she take too far. She's like the other country. These people make stories up in their head. Now is doing it. I seen Psych on your panel. He was just making stories in his head. I was trying to cut a little
to see him on the panel. Go ahead. >> Look, he gets like mad because some people like, "Oh, I'm concerned about the cat or whatever this and that." Jay Dog was on his panel and he was saying nasty about, you know, like you're, you know, what happened with your dog and he was just sitting there quietly saying nothing. He doesn't intervene and be like, J Dog, that's up. Don't talk about that That's sensitive. This and that. He just
sits there and like smiles and like consumes it and then he cries that, "Oh my god, a lot of people don't like me. They judge me. They, you know, then do better." And like Christine like she was on the panel. Um someone has told him like several times you know what you're playing with like crystal it is like a touchy subject. Can you stop doing it? Oh yeah. Yeah. I'm just
playing. And he jumped off and he started the life like winning that title. Christine versus Marine. >> Well do that. You see like he doesn't give like he doesn't give two He doesn't have any respect. I'm telling you, he think I think he's the other on like everybody
that supported him, Christine, you um even he attacked Paige. Why the you attacking Paige and then you >> I don't know. I didn't see that. >> And yeah, he attacked Paige and then now you think he's dick and B is you got Alex and the two Mexicans. No disrespect to my Mexicans. You heard
and and Jay Doll, two lazy ass Mexicans. I've never seen lazy messes in my life. >> Well, listen, I'm not crying over the guy. I was like I was doing my own panel last night. I had like you know it was like for Katie's birthday and he sent you know Mason over there and um you know Mason was like I don't know why he sent me over here and I was
like I don't know either. And then all of a sudden couple people sent me screenshots or like he's restreaming you you know like an art interaction with Mason. I was like trying to explain to me s you know that's not the best place like you know um nothing against you you are a nice >> guy you would be nice >> yeah so then he goes and then he comes
back on my channel last time when we're playing trivia let him off cord Julie was nice to him even though I was kind of like I'm tired and you're being fake or whatever then he goes today and starts doing his again I told him I was like you're you know you're do this and then you like get upset. Like how many chances do they have to care? Summer came up on this
panel and she was like if you know that's like really bothers like somebody that was a supporter of yours like Christine just don't play that clip over and over again. Oh yeah, yeah, fine, fine. And then he'll do it. He doesn't give he has no respect. Zero respect. >> I can't he runs behind people. I noticed that he don't want to talk. They don't want to talk about his letter box. Like
I don't really care. Why you keep going with the same old Same old Same old Why? >> Yeah. Neither am I, Summer. Like literally, I let him on my panel last night. Everything was cool and then he goes back and he just starts again with like, you know, this AI song and the and like, "Oh, you know, a
bunch of people in your chat don't like me." And D. I'm like, you know, you have like Jay Dog and like most of the people that hate me modded. In fact, he went as far as to mod Carl, which I don't have anything against like Carl being a mod, but I know that he was being vindictive and he was doing it on purpose just to hurt me. >> Like, I'm sorry that you dealing with
Carl. Now, you got to deal with and then you got to deal with other weirdo like >> I can't catch a break. And before that, I was dealing with raging demon. And before that, I was dealing with Kate the turtle. It's just like I can't catch a break, you know? >> Damn. Do you say she that you created this? You didn't create the problem. What you saying? >> Of course, you'll go there and like, you
know, entertain u me being talk about >> get ready. We at war. You heard? We at war. You heard? >> I got you. >> You got dog and psych on panel. >> Yo yo yo, I'm back in psych. Yo yo, what's up? What's up? What's up? What's up?
>> All right, calm down. Relax. I mushrooms. I check mushrooms. >> All right. So, you want to open your mouth and start fighting? >> No. No. I'm somi. I'm homie. I'm his backup. If I get the people want to fight, I'll be right there. Fight >> his back up, So, sit in the goddamn corner. Jick
Shut the up.
How much is it to clap? >> 25. >> I got you. Get this off the >> B.
You try to act like you want to try. I just want to know if you guys want to attack. You guys want to catch by himself? >> No, I came by myself. I came by myself.
I came by myself. >> Attacking one guy. that >> You're going to tax a bunch of women. that >> First of all, I believe in equal rights. You guys want
get
it go then you want to play her panel and then you want to True
You told me not to talk about your Yes or no?
>> Can I ask you for Christine's name in the title today? because Christine was yelling on panel and I was telling her something that I did so long and I was likeine there's another clip of you talking 3.
>> Yeah, but then he does the clinging too, you know, he claps like Michael many, many times and then later on he was like, "Oh, I never did Michael wrong." Come on. Jesus. I mean, that's the thing is like he goes over and over, over and over like Christine told him, "This is rubbing me the wrong way." I keep telling him it's not fun and like jokes and games
when you're going low like that. But then he's like, "Well, it's quickly that I'm going to be that junior high brain." Well, he's you know, like I I just don't understand why we continue to do this. It's real simple. Like, we ain't talking about trles. We're talking about people that were your friends that supported you
>> and that are per and you're not seeing that they're per >> I was going to tell them you don't want people to talk about a little box a little >> you can show my literally telling him you're hurting me when you're talking about my ex cuz he was a real good man and you're like literally saying all this stuff like he's like oh it's just
comedy it's just fun this and that. It's like no I'm telling you how I feel. People are telling you like they're hurt and now you got you know Jay Dog and whoever else in your year and it's like dude some shit's like is it friendships? Because if it's not friendships and it's just fair game and everybody's open season then I guess everybody's open season if that's what we do. >> But I thought we were all friends and friends don't continue just to go back
and forth and hurt each other. >> I just don't get uh summer he makes be cool with and all that and then he lets these people get in his ear. I don't know what the is going on with Alex. She's off the spectrum even more and more. >> Like she just now. >> That's just wild. It's wild as
dude. >> He's doing the Christina is up. The way you mentioned Paige. What the you? You're mad about Paige, my How? Why you mad about Paige? Let Paige do her. Paige want to hang with you for a little bit and forget about going to your panel. Go to your chat. do her. She come back to you, bro. It's YouTube. They come back. That's your
home girl. They come back. >> He likes to push buttons and it's like a pretty um evil the way he is because you're directly telling him this is bothering me. But he's just like, "Haha, I'm going to do it more just to piss you off." It's so weird, you know? >> It didn't feel like Katie like like didn't get like this until he had like I guess Alex and Jay and whoever else is
got a like it's weird. And Jay go a he's a weirdo ass like all of a sudden it's just like I said I want to jump up here talking to you your wife lame ass
>> Yeah over there and stuff but like oh my god you can't he came on his own but you know what you had like four people talking to you yourself. So five against one that you're saying I can't literally
>> terrible stuff can be but it's like pretty
Did you see it or was it off?
Hey, Jay Dog. Oh, I just had a nice shower.
Okay. Take my rings.
Jewels. Jewels. You see him? Look at that beautiful gold. Anyway, you love the cult leader shirts. Yeah. Okay. A little bit generic, but
okay. Oh, shoot. Should probably put my hair back. Hey, Lenor. Want to come up and say hi? This is my This is Lenor the You know Lenor. Are you happy? She's a happy cat.
Oh yeah. Today um what's his name? Um um Sean, let's see. Sean James. Tommy James was like, "You're grabbing your cat by the throat." I was like I'm holding the cat like either by her arms or like and just like lightly touching under her.
She's very comfortable. She would be like, "No, don't." You know, she's very comfortable. Okay. Obviously, if anyone knows anything about cats, they're not going to freaking let you, you know, manhandle them unless it's, you know, you're giving good rubs, right?
Okay Lenor. Okay, let me grab my uh something. Let me see what you grab. Oh, my rubber bands. Look what I have, guys. It's called a boob bucket. A boob bucket. Oh,
there you're never too You're never too old for a a bucket. And luckily for me, this also doubles as a hat.
Kind of like a nutcracker kind of kind of vibe. Got some ketchup. Oh, look. It's disappeared. Looks like I'm just wearing a halo, right? But it's actually a McDonald's boo bucket. Oh. You like it? It's cool. They have a black cat one I really want, but yeah,
they just have these. I don't know. It's a zombie pumpkin face woman or something. I don't know. What if I look like this guy? Would you like still like me? I look like that. Disappearing. I look like that. Hi guys. What if I look like that? What did you do? You just leave my show forever and not talk to me anymore? I had a mohawk
though. It's a pretty cool mohawk. Yo, man. It is a mohawk. Look, clever. Okay. Oh my god. Jay Dog, what are you doing? Okay. Anyway, uh let's see. I I have stickers now. I'm going to put some stickers down. What do I have? Stickers. I have a spiderweb.
Maybe I'll put that on my Can you put it right there on my my forehead? Oh, we have thing that is I'm gonna put them all over my keyboard over here. So, they're they're glow-in-the-dark supposedly. That should be pretty cool. Oh, Okay. >> Hello.
>> Is necessary. Hi. Jeez. I mean, do you think thing that uh School of Athens does he have like some kind of I don't know. It's like he doesn't get a get a point. He's just like sitting there. And not only that, he's he's criticizing me on my own show like, oh, like why do you care? Hello. It's like I just tell someone to to like, you know, hush.
>> He I I don't know exactly what you're talking about. There was a lot of confusion going on there. People talking >> I was confused now. The whole the whole all at once. thing where he's like, oh, you know, it's like, you know, um why why are you donating? I don't know. It's like he's like, "Oh, I'm not asking why you donating. I'm just asking why are you donating?" It it's it's like okay well
>> oh but the donation thing. Yeah. Yeah. go Yeah. That whole ar Yeah. I I don't >> It's like it's like none of his business or like really it's really anybody's business. It's like you know why does it all of a sudden it's like >> it's not that you No. No. No. Psych. I don't think the donations and it it >> I know being he runs but you know what there might be stuff going on behind the scenes like you don't know like people don't know
about and we might have like certain have come to understandings and arrangements and it's like >> oh okay fine it's just I think people take issue with the way that uh ghost seems to flaunt it and uh >> a lot of donators this community though a lot of donators in this community >> yeah I'm just saying I think that's the issue I don't think the issue is you getting donations. Honestly, I don't
think that it is. >> I think it is because it's like why isn't anybody else say oh well they this person donated this for this and that. It's like no it's all about oh my god ghost. It's like don't do that. Like and it's like >> anyways no I don't know I think you misunderstand. I I don't think it's the actual donations. I think it's the way that uh goes hand. Well, I will take it personally when you're talking about my
stuff like my my donations and my show and all that kind of what how I run my show. It's like if I was to just like let go, you know, on my Streamyard panel and run the I could do that if I wanted to, you know, it's like >> I could I I could I definitely people can come in. I'm not yelling at you. I'm just saying it's like I can run my show how I feel like running my show. >> Okay, I don't even care about that. Listen, man. This beat of has got
to stop. Okay. Why do you keep >> I just I want to go to the bathroom like the only 15-inut I clip I could find what what happened to that >> don't play innocent man this beat has to stop. Okay, you got to leave her alone. Stop mentioning her. Stop mentioning her. Stop talking about her. Stoping about she does. She doesn't want >> She doesn't talk about you. She talks to be discussed.
about you only when she gets asked. And she only gets asked about you because you do something. So stop doing man. will not be talking about >> refer to me in other ways. Okay. Okay. She >> Kathy Bates. Exactly. >> This isn't good for you, man. It's not good for you. >> I'm fine. >> You got to stop it.
>> You're the one freaking out. Thing that is. I am fine. Right. Okay. But yeah, if I don't care, why should anybody Right. It says RG, I believe you. Yeah. But anyway, thing that is it's like why are you why are you so up on it? Like why are you so interested? Like I don't know. It's like you're like getting a little bit like in the middle of where it's like not really your business. I've
known Beta longer than you. I've had a relationship longer than you. I know how to talk. I know how we talk to each other. I know our relationship. >> Okay. >> It's like all these people getting in the middle saying, "Oh, you leave her alone. You leave her." It's like, I am leaving her alone. Okay. You don't need to people need to tell. >> You're not leaving her alone, though. You're not. >> No, you're not. >> You're not. >> I'm not. Okay. No. >> Well, that's European. It's like if I play her on my show, she mean like that
was I was in that clip. I was clipped. It's like part of the panel verse lore now, right? And people don't know what's going on. They can see it. It's a little bit of a reminder in case people so people don't have to say, "What happened with you and beta?" >> My concern here is that I like you both and I like going on both of your panels and it, you know, it puts me in a >> you that you won't.
>> No, no, no, no. Me and Bea do not talk behind the scenes. Everything that that you've seen, every video or anything you've seen of me me and Bea talking are the only times we've spoken. We do not talk behind the scenes at all. >> I I haven't either in a long time. So, it's like everything that you've seen is like it's been right on >> Okay. I just want to get that clear.
There's not like there's a conspiracy. I'm not planning with anybody. >> I know I know you're not in the conspiracy as far as I know, but Mr. Canadian, you know, expert. But anyway, >> okay. Okay. It's just I do the same with beta that I do with you. I don't talk to you behind the scenes either. Okay. That's >> We are adults. We are adults. I know you're like a little bit older than us, but it's like, you know, not that much older than us. And so it's like, you
>> Yeah. No, know, >> we're supposed to handle our own relationship. >> I want viewers to understand like me being here, like where I stand. I I have no communications with either of you behind the scenes. This is all >> on video and on streams and what you guys are doing. Okay, now I know with Beeta, Beeta,
>> I wasn't dragging her, guys. I just made a math. I needed to have a 15-minute clip. I saw a trip kick where I saw I was on Jerry Springer and I thought it was like the longer one, right? I didn't I was in the bath. >> But you don't see how this is a cycle. You keep saying, "Oh, I see something somewhere. Someone said something about me with and all that stuff." So, you play it and then somebody asked Beta about it and beta is like, "Oh, I wish
he'd just leave me alone. Just stop mentioning me." Whatever. Okay. And then it comes back around and then starts again. >> Yeah. You don't even know. I mean, it's geez. Everybody thinks, "Oh, we know exactly what's going on in the relationship." Yeah, we see everything that's going on. >> There's seriously, it goes deeper than that. Okay. But anyway, just like >> goes deeper than you me like what times,
man. 60 times and You're you're you're you are like I don't want to say harassing, but it is it is pestering, man. It's it's >> harassing her. He's the one that actually clipped her show. Is he her? >> Is Trip cake messaging her? >> Did I? >> Yes. >> But we were on talking terms when I messaged her. We Okay. Even though the last message before that said maybe said
don't contact me again. We were still talking between that and so we were and then when I didn't that first message she she had good reception. Then the second message which was actually a nice message she has an evil reception. And so it's like okay she's just doing the opposite of what I do. It's like, yeah, >> you're al She asked you to leave her alone, right?
And she put it pretty well in that message that we went over the >> Okay, go away. I mean, you're just annoying. I mean, it's like what? Oh, leave her alone. I'm leaving her alone. What? Because I played some stupid clip. I mean, she's part of the um part of the show. Okay. I I did a a clap like, you know, or whatever the um the I made some shorts and whatever, and she's not in the latest shorts. It's all auto and
flirty diamond. Okay, I had to go to the bathroom. I saw a clip with my face on it. Okay, so I played it. Okay, is it a big deal? I just knew it was some probably, you know, about that. I I was in the bath. Okay, you're harping on me again. It's like you're harping on me. I don't feel like being harped on. Okay, I'm an adult. Don't tell me if you know is Oh, so what? This is restraining order restraining order
territory now that you know I've played a clip of her and that I was in on my show and she's talking about me in the clip. I mean it's like I'm not allowed to do that. Hello. You're bringing her up right now. You're causing me to talk about her right now. I wouldn't be talking about her right now. I was ready to come back here and
talk about anything else. You're harping on me. I don't like it. I don't like this plain dumb man. It's It's been It's an insult to me man. >> Okay. Well, you're insulting me again. Bye. Okay. Hi, Yumi. How are you?
Oh Yumi. Okay. Well, you know, obviously I just want to be People just want to at me for no reason. It's okay. So, I know. Well, you know, I will say Alexandre Myers taught me a little bit about sticking up for myself, okay?
It's like, "Cut the bullshit." Okay, I like how she goes, "Cut the Cut the shit." Okay, I'm not playing dumb. I said what I did, right? What am I doing beyond what what am I doing that's so bad? Hello. Hello. Am I doing something bad? I'm not listening to her show. She's going on all these different shows referring but
not saying my name. Okay. But she's not talking about me. No. No. She's not right. Oh gosh. Because people are expecting her to. Right. It's like as soon as they don't, she's going to start doing it again. Okay. Soon as you start expecting me to, I'm going to stop. Okay. So, get your expectations in line people. Maybe it's like you guys creating some things rather than all. Hey sweetheart. >> Yumi.
>> I didn't see it. >> You're here. Hello. >> Yeah, I'm in the show. Oh, hi. >> Hi. How are you? >> Oh, good. How are you? >> I'm I'm not bad. Yeah, I'm just voicing my opinion. And also, yeah, if you don't want to be
talked about, don't have a show. Okay. Don't have a show. Don't have a show. A call-in show where everyone can call in, right? Don't do that. Just go into hiding. Go into obscurity. Go into witness protection program. Uh change your phone number. You know, you know, all this kind of stuff, right? >> It won't end well. What? >> What happened?
It was already not going to end well. What? What? It's going to end worse than it was. >> Why don't I just drop the drama? I did. Who just brought it up? Think that is I was on to other stuff. >> What happened? >> He decided I just I just played like a clip when I take a bath real quick. I didn't even know what clip it was. I didn't even hear it from the bathroom. I
came back, turned it off. >> And oh my god, Bronzebird's in here. Who cares? >> Oh, Bronze Bird. Oh, you tried Bron. Oh. Oh my gosh. This is a crisis now. Oh my gosh. Please. I dare you. I dare you say I'm doing anything wrong. I dare you. What am I do? >> So he's still he's still barking at you. >> Isn't it Isn't it ironic? I mean, this
is one of the biggest gangstalkers in California, right? Her. Right. And it's like all of a sudden I'm the I'm the stalker, right? Oh, okay. I tried bronze. Well, you're sitting there trying talking to bronze, trying to plot and tell me things. Okay, good thing maybe you're not on my panel. You sorcerer, warlock, whatever you are. Canadian mind control MK Ultra trainer.
>> How are you? >> I know all about Greece. Okay. >> Do not >> Oh, Sherry. Okay. Sherry's berries. Go bury your face in some I don't care. Go away. I'm not bothering VA. >> Go away. >> Go away. Just leave me alone. Leave me alone. I'm getting harassed by your name. I don't want to hear her dumb
name. >> He's happy. He's He's happy with his own panel. He's happy with his channel. He's happy with his people. So, if you guys do not like from the side chat, go away. >> Yeah. I mean, it's like what? I know Ghost likes to argue and stuff. Okay,
argue with go. You don't sit there and argue with ghost. You argue with me all the time. Everyone's argue with me. Do you see that in the rules? It says don't argue with me. I'm done with it. >> I >> trying to be nice and have a show for you guys. >> I I didn't I I didn't come here like a
like a I mean not a because since I mean Yeah. this this people these people try to uh you know >> I know >> it's better it's better it's better I I I it's way but I respect the society
only I met society since last year so you guys from the side to not to not uh soak about me >> you know and guys and it's like everyone's like oh you know women are you know like like in the beginning if I said if I was when I first meant beta. If I was and she was on the panel, if I
was to say, "Don't call beta a bitch." She would say, "Don't defend me. I can stick up for myself." Yeah. >> Okay. That's which she did, right? And Pi did the same thing. Then when I don't defend her, you need to defend me. Okay. Okay. I mean, jeez. And it's like And then it's like behind the scenes. Do you know like she does have a a flying
monkey army? I mean, it's like >> flying monkey. Yeah. Someone someone sent it Someone sent it to me about flying monkey song. Thank you. >> When they come up to the vendor, she protect them in her chat. No, they get attacked and they get upset and they come tell me about it. So, whatever. Okay. There's more going on than you think. Please. >> Thanks. Thanks. Thanks to you, the psychi. Finally, you can realize what
flying monkey is. >> Oh, I know. I've known you. I'm an expert in narcissistic abuse. I' I've you know, I've >> Yeah, you're safe now. You'll be okay. Wow. >> I mean, this narcissistic can fly monkeys try to control you, >> to hate someone, to attack someone,
you know? >> Oh my gosh. It's like I was probably put in that situation. Oh, come defend. Come defend. Come defend. And it's like all of a sudden I don't even know what I'm defending or the story necessarily, right? It's like all of a sudden like I'm getting involved all of a sudden in things I don't want to be involved in. Here, look at that. I fixed it. There we go. Wow. Hey, you know, can I see something?
>> Yes. >> You look so fresh today. >> I look what? >> You You really look fresh today. You're >> I look fresh. Thank you. I just took a shower. I have my beer. >> Ah, I see. I see. >> Thing that is is not like draining mentally with his with his powers tonight. So, I'm feeling a little bit better.
>> That's good, Mr. Psyche. That's really good. Oh >> yeah. >> So, Yumi, how have you been? Did you Did you see my friend uh Chona the other night? She came on the show. >> How been I've been I was busy with class. >> Yeah. And I I was I was on someone's
panel yesterday while I'm teaching. Yeah. Do do you do you will celebrate the Halloween? This is like a >> Well, BG said because I'm gay, I shouldn't be um and I didn't dox because everything that I said Bea said herself on I have it on tape. She says it
herself on the air with me and um and you can go to the post and the post is not toxic. >> Even Mr. Saki is gay. He's still a man. >> Is bronze is bronze chicken screaming in the chat or something? He's still crying. >> He is. What is he saying?
>> What's he saying? >> Yeah. This morning he's still crying about us. About you. And >> he's talking about me. I don't know. >> Well, you know, Beeta, myself and Janet were all dogs at the same time. Uh, Beeta is on great terms with the person that Dox does. In fact, um I think he um you know, he's a friend of her show.
And uh >> look how look how the way look how the way this black monkey is slandering you about Miss Peter. >> Yeah, >> that's really sad. That's really stupid. >> If she said it herself, it's not on me repeat. Well, okay. So if like Julia Roberts says her name is something on the air in front of like everybody on
her show on her own show and then it's like I have a clip of it saying her whole everything right. Is that doxing? No, that's information is already out there. Plus she is a >> I don't I I never doxing people. Thank god. Thanks God. >> Thanks God. I'm not a bad person. I never trolling people. I never doxing
people. I never make fun with people pictures. I never make fun with people's faces. I mean, I really >> She called a flying monkey. Oh, is that is that is match Hebrew hammer? Is that the same person? I don't like that person. Um, yeah, she called Bronze a flying monkey. Okay, flying monkey. It's a narcissism term about the person that
goes attacks on behalf of >> Bronze Bird is the flying monkey. >> Okay, there we go. >> You don't understand. You look up flying monkey. It's a narcissist. It's not anything racial. Okay guys, it's not like >> you guys, you guys, you guys who became a flying monkey, you guys are part of narcissistic person. >> Yeah, exactly.
>> Narcissistic personality is really really dangerous. They can manipulating, they can dog you, they can play their games, they can they can um like lying to you, they can pretending at you. So I stay away from them. They can make it seem like everything's your fault. They
can turn everyone against you. They're very charming. They're very manipulative. They do things that, you know, normal people wouldn't do. So, they can't, you know, it's like >> they'll go dirtier. And it's like if you wrestle with pigs, you know, you get dirty. The pig likes it. So, it's like, you know, it's not not even worth it, right? >> I've been attacked. I've been attacked.
You believe she's passive? I don't think she some of monkeys. Some of flying monkey is this narcissistic personality. Throw me has a man. Throw me have a dick. Throw me look like a man. Throw me uh my >> He look like a man. Probably saying like you're like Miss Swan. He look like a
man. He look like a man. Miss Swan, right? >> Yeah. >> I know. Yeah. >> Just a ridiculous. I mean that's ridiculous. I've been on I've been on camera several times. I've shown my proof. I've shown
my everything about me. I've shown my even my job. And thanks God no trolls cannot dox me because I protect my students. I protect my university the the the place that I work. I protect my family. I protect my my private life. So
for trolls, cy trolls, come up here and show yourself. You're not judging us. You're not judging me. You're not judging Mr. Psyche because me and Mr. Psyche is a real one. We're real human. We are real face. We have a real face. Okay. >> Yeah. Bronze can just cry into the ether. I I don't even see him. It's like
And it's so nice because it's like he's so I mean, it's like Bronze Bird, talk about like bitching. I mean, come on. It's like >> he attacked me a while ago. >> Wow. Thing that is is thing that is I don't want to put
>> he think he think he think he has he he think he have he has everything. I mean he never show himself in the public, >> right? I heard he's like not even like like really black. 1k subscribers but going on panel. >> I mean I mean that's a good that's
>> that's ridiculous. That's really that's not the real streamer. >> Good streamer. It looks like looks like him looks like he's like show or show show himself you know and making like a content. I mean uh make a song. That's the real streamer not you hiding. You're the hiding face. You're a
hidden face. Actually, you're not a streamer. You're not. Thanks, God. I'm not I'm not a part of you, Gert. >> That was out of bounds. off, smash. Come on. What What What did I say that's out of bounds? >> Okay, let's let's change the topic. Mr.
Saki, what do you want to talk? >> I want to talk about I want to do like a little like cleansing. Ritual. Okay. >> Feel like doing ritual. >> Ritual. >> Yeah. >> Ritual.
>> Blessing. >> What is today? Saturday. So, so Saturn. Okay. So, Saturn. Okay. So, is it What time is it? Let me see. It is 11. Oh, it's only 10:10. Okay. So, we have a couple. Okay. So, I'm going to do I'm going to burn moon incense. I'm gonna
burn um Pluto incense. And I'm going to burn Saturn incense. And then I'm going to put some Jupiter in there just to like balance out the it is because it's kind of some uh some little bit of more more extreme energies in there. So, I'll balance with some Jupiter. So, it'll be just it'll be like a softening of
>> I'll tell you what I'll tell you what I'll do for Okay. First very >> I'll do a cleansing and I have a really nice I have a really good cleansing um I have I have these charcoal you light and I have some incense I like >> cleansing cleansing cleansing cleansing flying monkeys from the side
>> vlogging monkeys I like that song someone sending someone to me the flying monkey song by Mrs. Psyche. It's really cool. Really, really cool. Thank you, Mrs. Psyche. Thanks a lot. Oh, how are you? How about your cats? How are they?
>> Cats are fine. The cats are great. >> They are um you know, I had my cat Pie came back >> for a little day and then then he left. But he just and he just came and rubbed against my leg >> and then uh and my other cats are good. My friend brought over her cat the other day. It
was like a little black and white cat named Figaro. It's really cute. >> And yep, I'm just very lucky that I >> flying monkeys on Discord. The NPD on Discord. >> Well, yeah, everybody can like, you
know, like you can research what flying monkeys are and like you know what it means. >> I'll I never I never hang out I never hang out and chill with the with the narcissistic personality. >> Well, and unfortunately a lot of people don't realize till it's too late. And these are very charming people. They're very um
>> they're very they act like they act like so innocent to you in front of you until >> you I mean you mean they they try to backstab you try to uh controlling your panel your your channel you know just be careful like a like a bomb bomb I don't I don't I don't get it why some people
really like uh >> oh they're just sad sad people you know they're just sad Yeah, I mean they're like so jelly seeing a streamer like you have a lot of fans, have a lot of subscribers, have a lot of viewers, you know. >> I mean, I don't even have like a lot of I mean it's like I have like you know a
great great people, a great quality of people, but I have a very like today I had like five people in the chat. Like a lot of people like don't like care for music. They don't care for um me just me doing different things like you know me reading or me doing astrology. It's like they just want they just want the And I was like I I made an effort not to like bring up all day.
>> I did play that. >> I I I will always remember that you gave me like a seven teacups and upgrade B8 teacups. Yeah, I really like it. That's that's me. That's really me. I mean I don't like I don't like pretenders. I don't like they oh you me
I like you but in the back he or she talk about me. I don't like it. I really know how to deal with this kind of person. >> Right. >> Really it's called just no contact. You just like and I I I I regret like you know playing that clip just now if it was
such like a incendiary thing. You know, I don't want to keep bringing her up, but yeah, I do have to address some things because it's like >> I'm now I'm being labeled as some kind of song. >> Do you have any new Do you have any new AI song today, Mr. >> I do. Would you like to hear a song?
>> Can you Yeah, you you really I saw every video AI song by that you watch this. This is great. You love this. You
>> sure? Okay, let's play.
Sunburned on the gang rolls in page with a cooler ghost with a grin. Polo and got before the noon bell. Ding that is hums like a seashell spell. Alexander's preaching with a tan so divine sunscreen forgotten he's turning to bride
with a lost people red and raw snapping our claws at the cosmic law steaming our veins salt in our eyes took our souls now we baptize for the world in our greed at the altar of hunger deep
Paige and Apollo start shell start to glow. Ghost draw symbols in the undertoe. God's claws click time with faith. Sing that his whispers the pot can't wait. Alexander risees halo of phone. Welcome my crustations to your new home.
We're the lost the people red and raw. Snapping our claws at the cosmic law. Steam in our veins, salt in our eyes and tied up our souls. Now we baptize. Boil the world in our butter greed at the altar of hunger. Psychic.
Green like rockets insane crash crawling ch in his name. Psyche appears with a terror in hand. Too late they claim the sand. A claw for a heart, a shell for a crown. The cult tracks him slowly down.
We belong to people red and raw. Snapping our claws at the cosmic law. Steaming our veins, salt in our eyes. As the tide took our souls, now we baptize under the moon in that boiling reach. They peace forever and red tide reach.
>> Yeah. How' you like that? >> That is so fun. Really?
I like that. >> That's fun. >> Yeah, >> I like that wet trap. >> You like the from the Christmas land island? Island Island, I think. >> Yeah, red red tide beach. >> Yeah. >> Well done. This is like Well done. >> Well done. Thanks.
>> Do what you want to do. Do what you want to do. Do not listen. those who try to bring you down. >> Do not do not do not let them bring you down in society. >> Lay me down. >> Yeah. >> Is that
>> Hey, we're doing a duet. Hey, they say that love when we get old before we know it's hilly, we grow bold. >> Oh, Miss Jenny. I don't know. Mrs. Psyche don't stand with the flying monkey. Why Miss Z Miss Jamie stand for the circus fans forever?
>> Jamie's Jammy's a cowgirl. She she um she lassos flying monkeys and she writes >> Yeah, she she stand for that. I I I don't get it. >> Okay. >> They never do. Cam, >> you know what? We're just have to agree to disagree. I mean, it's like there's my my friends don't always get along with everybody else. I I I know a lot of very difficult. >> Yeah.
>> So, it's like if they don't get along surprise, but they usually probably leave me, but I usually >> Yeah, >> we'll think. Do you know Joe? Mr. Joe speak. >> I've never heard of the person. What's What's he like? >> Mr. Joe. Mr. Mr. Joe.
>> Oh, yes. Oh, yes. Joe. I I know him. >> Yeah. He He told me he has a man today. >> He called you a man. >> So creepy. >> Well, do you know that Joe has born with a vagina? He's very insecure about it. He has some Oh my god. Oh my god. I mean, >> he's actually Joina. >> You know what? Trolls will be a troll. >> Trolls got a troll. Trolls got a troll.
I'm gonna write a song like that. trolls. >> Not you. Not me can change the >> Is that why you put the green on your face? You're you're pretending you're a goblin under a bridge. >> You're like Cyrax. Is that why you do it or are you doing black face to make fun of black people? >> Oh, it it's You mean my face with this? >> Yeah. When you do black face for hours or the green face?
>> Wait, I will I will show you. I will show you. >> Oh, are you wearing it now? Oh, no. We're in trouble. Smurfs. Oh, there it is. Oh my gosh. Look, you have a picture. You pictures of it for facial. This is This is >> If you If you wear that often, don't ever see your real skin though. It
doesn't look for my face looks a little bit a little >> little. What is it? bit >> Have you ever thought about wearing >> a little bit clean? >> Yeah, a little bit clean. I mean, wait. Oh, I'm thinking about just start just wearing a mask and then like not worrying about my skin anymore. Oh, you look beautiful. You look beautiful. Oh, that's
>> Yeah, this is this is >> Is that made of the is that made of the four skins of Korean babies? >> This is this is what I >> treat. The skin tic the skin. >> So, what's the top ingredient? Does it say four skins?
>> I don't know. I this is I I I I um one of my friends gave me advice. I mean gave me to use this for for clean my face from the dust from the you >> they said you need to they say they say know
you need to wash off that um that mud mask for days >> and you're like you have real skin Alaska volcano clay deep forest cleansing clay max. Oh >> okay that makes sense. Yeah, >> exactly. >> I don't know. I don't know what some I
don't know what many people from from Sid thought that I tried to be a vastness wearing this. >> A little bit. I think it was when you when you brought up when you had the hat and the cane on and then you were talking in that weird voice, >> singing those weird songs. >> This is not even This is not even This is not even black. I mean, this is blue color. It's a gray gray gray.
>> I know. Well, it's literally blue in your collar. Yeah, it's literally your color. >> Yeah, it's a blue. It's a blue. It's not a dark exist. Maybe only people that offend their smoke and they don't really exist. >> there was this one guy that >> Yeah, turned blue. >> They they are like many of them like uh misunderstand me.
>> Look how to wait. >> Yes. Really using my phone. Look. >> Oh my god. Is that your >> gray? Is it gray? >> What is that? What is that? >> Almost empty. >> Oh, it's empty. Oh, throw that away. >> It's a m It's a mask that I put on my face every Sunday. >> Not bad. >> Yeah, >> that's your mask.
>> Still on your Do you think you're put that? It's all It's like It's like lick completely clean like like it's frosting. >> Yeah. Like that. Like that. Like like like that. >> That'd be a funny prank. >> One mask on the cover. It's it's it's
only it's only look it's only for woman facial face >> nothing >> yeah only that's yeah special woman woman who likes to you know >> Uhhuh. to have a good time.
>> Yeah. >> Alhamdulillah. Thank go Thanks God. Alhamdulillah. >> Alhamdulillah. I have a good time. I alhamdulillah means thanks God. >> Oh, alhamdulillah. >> Yeah. Alhamdulillah. >> Like that. >> Alhamdulillah. >> Alhamdulillah. >> Psyche. Yeah. Alhamdulillah.
>> Are you good? >> Yeah. Very good. Are you good to me? For me? Are you good to me? >> That's the only other word I know. Actually, I'm just kidding. Um, okay. 247. I don't know. I'm too t I'm too uh tired to do like another 23 hours
>> BFF treats me badly, so that's better. tonight. Oh, CB, that's your karma. >> I heard you used to be in the BFF and and we want you I went >> you come back. We're not monkeys. I mean, you keep calling us monkeys. I mean, they now I've been I've been absorbed into the cult. They've been absorbed into mine. M Mr. Psyche is the
king of cats. >> Yeah. >> Yeah. King of cats of cats. >> The king of cats. >> He is a cat lover. >> Yes. >> I really I I really My husband My husband love cat. His black cat named uh what is it? Um >> I forgot. Um
>> you say >> uh Panto. Panto. Panto. >> Alhamdulillah. Yeah. >> Panto. Alhamdulillah. >> Panto. Panta. >> Panta. Panta. >> Panto. >> Panta. >> Panta. Like a panther. >> Yeah.
>> Yeah. Panther. Yes. >> Oh, I love it. I love it. >> Yeah. Um when when when Mrs. Psyche has a king of cats, Uni addicted with all kind of cats. Big cats, small cats, fluffy cats, everything about cats. >> Yumi, can you say pronounce after me? P.
P. It's really fun to say. >> P. >> Yeah. >> What is it? >> I like p. Like a like a hairy black >> p. >> Yeah. P. Like it means you like cats. >> P. >> Yeah. P. >> Okay. Cat. >> What's up? What's the cat? Whoa. Whoa,
whoa whoa. Um, you mean, have you seen this clip right here? >> Sure. Sure. >> He's a little smarter than he's letting on, bro. Because when he went over to beat us and I did see that, he went over there and he straight up lied on you, Psyche. Like, straight up. Me and Jamie had saw him. He said, "Sike sent me over here. Psyche sent me over here. Why did
Psyche send me over here when you never did send him over there? You just re you recommended. Hey, if you want to see what >> Yeah. He's like, "What's that woman's name?" And I said, "Her name is Vita or Sarah." >> Yeah. You just corrected it. That's all you did. You didn't tell him, "Hey, go harass or go over there and say, "Hey, Psyche, send me over there." You never said any of that. You know, >> I would do that. I don't not the kind of person that would even send people over
a troll. The only way to send people over is to be nice and to, you know, help help uh their chat or whatever. But, you know, I'm just going to be But also, I do believe Mason is autistic. um and talking to uh Queen Natalie last night who's also she has Asberers. >> Oh, and you know she I mean he did come up crying last night because the chat
was making fun of him and stuff and I felt kind of bad but I do feel like it's maybe good for him to experience a little bit of that because then it will make him stronger. But too much for him. I'll have to make that judgment. But I I'm happy to have him on the show for right now. But uh I do believe he's autistic. I do believe an autistic is like, you know, he focuses on a few
things and he >> Oh my gosh, that's interesting clip. Um, this is the Mason saga. It is a saga, isn't it, guys? Who knows what will happen next? I mean, it's just crazy. Um, let me see. How about >> that themselves? What's this one? >> Multiple times. Hey, what's up, Canada Dry? Canada Dry. I do want to say thank you, Canada Dry. I'm not gonna like get
mad at you for going to that show. I'm not gonna get mad any mad at anybody for going to that show. It's it's on what they say. Uh and you didn't say anything bad about me. You just mentioned Christine and there were like kind of like oh this guy off. >> Yeah, that was that was a whole thing. I guess Christine was crash crashing out on Well, not really crashing out, but she did not like Canada Drive. >> Yeah, they don't get along too well, but I'm not going to get mad at Canada Drive
in Canada Drive and I have had our differences of course in the Yeah, you just mentioned Christine. We've had our differences in the past. I hope we we're cool now. And it's like, yeah, I know. >> But Christine really doesn't get along with really too many people. Like really, she's she's got quite a few enemies. Like she made them on her own. >> Like nobody like goes after her and she just makes up these lies and just like
goes after these random people like like she made up that lie about me and Flirty G. I'm like what the hell? Like lady, you don't even know me. Like I don't even get down like that. >> It's okay. It's okay if you date it flirty. I I'm not going to judge you, brother. >> No, trust me. If I got down that way, I'd be open about it. I'd be open about it.
>> Well, I don't know about that. What do you think, Yumi? Hello. Oh that was Sorry, >> No, it's okay. I think um it it's all happened not because of
between you and you know Miss Bea but some people around between of you two >> try controlling like I said try manipulating
try mix you and speed up is interfering person relationship like oh my god I mean yeah if it's like you know if it's like if you're trying to like get do some stuff socially or something through like other like interfering relationships what is that except
you know manipulation like and and that is what is has happened. So would you like to see another song you mean did you see this one? It has a Japanese sound to it. Do you want to hear this one? It's good for Halloween. >> Japanese.
I'm just kidding. Okay, hold on. This was only Japanese. Uh oh, we have someone coming up on the panel. Hold on. Who's this? Oh, Alexander McQueen. Uh oh. What do you think about this, Yumi?
I got a song for you, Yumi. Japan bomb per harbor atomic bomb. I don't care about war. Stop it. >> I don't know what he's talking about. I'm sorry. Um Jeez Louise. Bring up something from a million years
ago Alex.
Okay. You want to hear a song? Let me see. Let me see. Um, what number is it? Probably like number 20 36. I just played. >> Oh.
Let's hear me sing. >> I'll light it. No, I won't fight it. I'll ignite it.
Keep it strange, divine. No morning after, no rewind. This feels like a glitch and fade. We don't hear, we just create. Be the kind of soul you can only touch in the astral.
Yeah. We don't ride waves. We become the title. Call it devotion. Maybe we should drop emotion. I can be your voice. You're
not the only one who's chosen.
Let the incense rise. Let the mirror speak your lies. pulls home like a serpent's tongue. Every whisper spells we've begun. Crown of smoke and silver sins. Say the word and I'll pull you in.
All my saints wear devil's chains. All my prayers call down the flames in the temple of static hearts. We burn our heart just to make art. You say love, I say ritual. You say touch, I say
spiritual.
No, I don't see redemption's kiss. I'm too far gone. In nights like this, you don't need to call in sick. You're already inside the mystic. Call it devotion. Maybe we should drop emotion.
I can be your vice, your woman. You're not the only one who's chosen.
Let's unmake the notion that loves a clean potion. It's a ether. Blood and gold. A story the stars already told. And when the dawn forgets our names,
we'll smile. We mastered the flames. No requ. No goodbye. Just a whisper. You and I.
Good song. Where'd yumi go? Yi just left me alone. I was thinking what was I going to maybe share with you? Um
I don't know. Forgot. Well, is that it? Everyone Everyone's mad at me. Continue continue to eliminate everybody. Well, guys, I do have really exciting news. Um, psyche awakens.com is going through a major renovation. You know, right now it's just going to like
basically a um uh what's it called like link like some kind of links. It's I mean it's a practically good page and they have it for free and so it's like I would recommend if anybody like wants to like ever have like you know like their own link with their um cash app or whatever on it and or start when they start their show. It's a
good way to start. It's like, but I'm like, I need to have my own website. And so, I've been designing and working really hard on it. It looks really, really good. It's actually stuff is working, falling into place. I'm going to be able to um put the panel verse with that. Um, also, I did a astrology report today for somebody. I'm so excited. Um, and I thank that person for
asking and I think that they're going to love their report. I hope they love it. Um, and uh, oh yeah, I was gonna play maybe if I can find it. This is like something I did last night. Like the last thing I did. I want to see if it,
you know, I like to be surprised, too, you know. Okay. So, is that what Yeah, here we go. Well, let's hear it. Okay. World premiere.
Okay. Background music.
Okay, let's see if this works.
My heart cheers.
time
the code of the dream. I'm half a ghost in my own machine. The demons. Yeah, they got VIP passes. Shifting faces, eating static, whispering your eyes in traffic. They crawl through my circuits, chanting reverse like angels that flunk their universe.
Can't let them nest. They breathe in silence. They take you off. Leave the violence. I won't b into my lonely script. I'll scream until the feedback flips.
On and on. They push, they pull, I drown. But I see who I become now. The silence sounds like coding collapse. But before I hit the black, I catch myself.
I need a new way. Give me a new out.
The pain still dressed in something pretty. The music ruin neon city. You want the truth and bleed to see it. You are the risk, the curse, the reason I mean it. No, I won't bend to that holo home. I'll scream till the static comes undone
and on and on. They push, they pull like drought. But I see who I become now. The silence screams so loud. I call myself before the bottom. I need a new way.
Give me a new way. Give me a new way out.
Get up. before they feel again. You're the glitch.
Push and pull me down, but I face what I've become. The silence isn't empty now. It's a mirror and I'm the one inside. I need a new way. Give me a new way out.
Breathing down. Find your way out. Heat. Heat. Heat.
No. Hello Alex.
Yo yo >> yo. One of the worst dreams I've ever had. Well, I don't know. Sometimes even the worst turn out to be the best sometimes. That's what they call a cult classic. What's up, Alex? >> That was a good song, man.
>> Thank you. Yeah. Um, some of these are really like just based on like other songs that really mean a lot to me and it's like just a way to like kind of like >> What does that uh sign mean? Psychic Awakens TV the like cup. >> Oh, that means pi ph. It's a it's a it's
a it's a kind of like >> Yeah, I know the number, right? Pi like perfection or something, right? Some >> pi. It's not pi. It's uh uh phi ph like fi like fi beta kappa. It's like psychiatry uh you know PS psychos >> it represents >> yeah it means you know psychiat
>> but um yeah it's a it's a Greek letter >> it's a Greek letter meaning five. Am I right thing that is or am I wrong? I think I'm >> What the hell does it mean though? What does it represent? Greek letter. What the >> It looks like the Libra symbol >> questions Alex. It looks like a cup. Like a I don't know. Pitchfork. Like what the hell is that? >> Looks kind of like a
>> I know what the moon means. >> I know what the little dumb star means. >> Like Kunalini a little bit. >> Listen, Mr. Yumi. Nobody asked your opinion. >> Hey, Mr. Alex. What is your question? >> Oh, what the a dumb sign in the I'm back. middle of the thing? >> Spy. Everything that is is green. >> I know. I heard that. Well, what the does that mean? >> It means like psychiatry. It's like the
means the mind. >> What do you mean psychiatry? Hold on. >> The psych. >> So I got to look in the dictionary now what psychiatry means. And that's what that's signal. It's >> all Greek. It's all Greek. >> Psychiatry. >> Yeah. It's from the word psyche. And so is psychic. >> What the is psychiatry?
>> It's a study of the mind. It's like, you know trying >> study of the mind. Oh my god. That's the >> mind mind influences behavior and so so forth and all kinds very it can be very complicated but we have basically have Freud >> study of the mind so that's what that means
>> that's that insignia means >> yeah Freud thought everything >> starting minds with a moon a star and then the allseeing eye on the back of the dollar bill >> so psychiat I have providence. >> Thank you. No, I I was you
know behooved. >> Shut up. Um, Mr. Yumi. >> I love Well, it's a crescent moon is which is >> That's hilarious. I knew psychic. I knew he was a comedian with Asian. You never been as woman. That's why you call me as a
>> You don't even study of the mind. man. He said >> I'm wrong about it. >> Let me look at >> Alex. Alex is so easy. >> No, hold on. No. What? Who's studying the mind though? Who Who's the doctor studying the mind? You. >> Are you Are you Dr. Psych? Hold on.
Yumi, I'm trying to get to the bottom of something here. >> Who the is studying the mind? Because he has a insignia. You dumb Filipino Get out of here. He has an insignia that represents psychiatry which supposedly means the the study of the mind. So who is studying the mind? And
whose mind is getting studied? >> Peter's are you studying beta's mind? >> Alex see look it's Peter's mind. He's studying beta's mind. What a dick. >> Alex I'm not okay. Listen. And it says a sigh letter most commonly refers to the Greek letter sigh which is a symbol for
um the field of psychology. It is a 23rd letter right >> listen bro. >> So 23 is a W. Okay. >> I don't want to hear from Wikipedia. >> Alex can I read for a second? It says >> can you put that thing down so I can see myself on the screen. Enough of this hiding Alex.
Put the dumb insignia down. me psychiatry. All right, pal. And put my hand so my hands back up there. >> He's complaining. >> What the is going on here? >> That's better. That's better. >> No one wants to see this. >> Alex, >> Alex, >> Yi, did you hear him?
>> Oh, got it. >> Shut up for a minute. Okay, Alex. Alex. Mr. Yumi. How you doing, Mr. Yumi? >> Kicking you off. Well, he muted. Okay. Okay. Okay. I'm laughing at you. I was trying to explain. I was trying to explain. So, is >> You really need mental hospital, Mr. he Alex?
>> It's okay. >> I'm sure you never been with any Asian woman. That's why you never never met. >> I love Asian women. I give up. You guys just >> You mean Do you have inverted nipples? >> Do your nipples go in or do they pop out? your nipples. >> I'm at the end. >> Why?
>> On your tits, do they pop out? And if they do, when you get horny, do they grow and become like string beans? >> Why are you so disgusting me? You're really disgusting. >> No, no, I'm studying biology. I'm I'm taking a course in in my university and I'm studying biology, >> female biology. So, I'm taking surveys
from women all over the world. Yumi, Yumi, you have to help me. >> Okay. >> You have a dick. I have a vagina. >> So, where where the hell you are from? Do your nipples. >> If you if your if your dick is feels so lonely,
go to the outside, >> find a woman, and then go her. >> Alex, you get by your >> Okay. >> Alex. Alex, are you under the water or something? What happened? You sound like you're very far away. >> He's drowning >> through a pillow. Go, Alex. Blink one.
Quiet. >> He's Yes, Mr. Alex. If if you're feeling >> Go to the outside. Go to the outside now. Find a woman. Find a Find a woman. Go her.
Do not throw me on the uh on here. I'm here to support Mrs. Psyche. Okay. >> So, you want in your ass, >> Okay, Alex. Alex, that's enough. That's basically. enough, Alex. Stop it. >> That's what she's saying in code. >> I don't want to hear about in her ass. Okay. I I don't It's
>> Hey, dude. What are you talking about? Don't lie. You want to hear more? Oh my god. What am I now? Did I go to an alternate universe? You doesn't want to hear about cocking her ass. Okay, maybe you don't want to hear about cocking your ass. Come on. Am I in the toilet zone here? Where the are the candy came, bro?
>> Go outside. Go. Go outside. >> Both of you want cocking your ass. >> And that's a fact. >> Mr. Go to the outside. Hey, >> listen. Mr. Go to the outside. Go to the outside. Find a woman and her. >> No, I don't find a woman. Why? So she
can drain me of my energy time and come and and put me in the grave years earlier. >> I had enough women, baby. >> The next woman I have, don't worry about it. Why don't you go outside and find Gotti? Because you know you want God. Remember God?
>> God owns you. God, you dumb for your stupid blue face. >> Me, Mr. You mean this is the blue face? >> come. Shut up. >> The up, blue face, >> Okay, >> shut the up. >> You not even your real face.
>> Look at you. Look at you. Look at you with your little P. Computer. >> Okay. Computer. I'm using my phone. Idiot. >> Idiot. How do you spell idiot? Spell. >> Spell idiot for me. >> Idiot. >> Idiot. >> With an E. Right. It's capital E, >> right? Capital E. How do you spell idiot?
>> You idiot. Okay. Idiot. >> Indones. What the hell is that? >> Go to the mental hospital. Go fix your bra. Where is your cell first? >> It sounds like a vagina disease. >> Look at you, old man. Look at you. >> You have, You have Indonesia disease in your
>> So lonely. >> That sounds like a >> I'm from Indonesia. I'm Yumi. >> You're so lonely. >> I'm Yi. He's so lonely. You have a lonely dick. >> I'm sad. That's really sad, >> Mr. Alex. >> You troll.
>> Maybe you're the biggest troll that I ever met on YouTube. >> No, my is the biggest troll you ever met, >> Okay, you're the biggest. >> You haven't met my Relax. I'm the second biggest troll. My dick is the >> your own face until someone exposed your real looks and I saw it. >> Oh, I'm sorry, Mr. You me does that hurt
you? >> No, it's not. >> Go paint your crayon face. >> Asian woman like me. That's why you calling me as a mister. I don't care. >> Yeah. A troll like you. A troll like you will act like that. Will attack me like
that. We we will troll like me like that. Has a man, has a trance, has a fake, has a catfish. I don't care. I have all my truth. I have value. I have education. I have my job. I do my things. I have my
real life. Unlike you, Mr. Alex. What What do you have a zero? Huh? Look now. He he is an asylum. Are you drawing, Mr. Alex running in the
deep deep blue sea. I wish you you do thrones. Cyber trolls.
Wait, Bronber still here? Oh, Bronberg still stalking. Hey yo, Bronburg, show yourself in public, would you? I don't get it. Having having the onek subscribers
without any showing his face in a public, but this person attacks someone with a, you know,
Are you drowning? >> Can't even understand you. Can't even understand you.
>> No one can understand you, stupid Shut up. >> Wait for your dumb breath. >> You're ugly. Go get a your blue crayon. Listen, listen. Alice, are you part of a flying monkey? Bring your blue crayon and paint your face, Mr. Yumi.
>> I feel sleepy because of you, Mr. Addict. You're so boring. You're boring yourself. >> Yeah, I'm happy. >> Mr. Yumi, >> do you use industrial paint? Is that like a Hold on. You use a crayon, a marker, or is that spray paint when you when you come up like an animal with the blue face? >> How do you What is that? What is that?
Where do you buy that? >> Indonesia blueface loser are us. >> Where do you get that blue mask on? Do you actually go to a store and buy that paint? Like, hey, I'm Yumi. I'm Mr. Yumi. Can I get some blue paint for my face? You go home in your little garbage den you live in
like a garbage loser cuz I seen your dumb room. Shut up, Shut the up. You don't have a pot to piss in. You don't got a pot to piss in. And then you put the little blue paint all over your face. >> You put the paint all over your face. So
you waste the only money you make all year long cuz you make a dollar all year in Indonesian money and you spend it on blue paint to color your face. So your your Indonesian ass makes $3 a year and you
spend it on blue paint so Ghani can make fun of you. Alex told I'm using this >> blue paint that makes $3 a year. >> You make $3 a year and you waste it on blue face paint. >> You ugly
>> now I can't read. I don't know what that >> Okay, is. I don't look at loser >> You make $3 a year and you spend it on blue paint. >> Oh, are you going to show us your blue paint? Is that your own pancake? Is that what you did? You just show us your $3 a year painting ugly. >> Yeah.
>> The real ugly. >> Paint it for us, you clown. You You clown Could we see you paint it? >> I'm going to mail you a dollar so you can buy red lipstick and make the whole clown face. Put it together. Okay. >> Cuz all you missing is the red lipstick and the red nose, Hey, Alex. Are you transgender? Are you
stressed? Are you in serious depression? Oh yeah. Are you Are you Are you >> And now, if you pay attention to the centering, Yumi. >> Okay. >> The human clown Indonesia. Here comes Yi with her blue face and her little red nose. I'm going
to buy you the red nose and the red lips. You got the blue face, you. So, I'm going to hire you for my circuit. You're going to be my number one act, >> If everyone could pay attention to the center ring, you're going to come out on an outfit. >> The Yumi the clown. I'm Yi. I'm Yi. I'm
Yi. Guess who's going to be ringing master, Gotti. Gotti's gonna be in a top hat with a whip whipping your stupid ass. He's the little clown. >> Oh, you're crying. You crying for And you're going to do two acts. Not just after intermission. You're going on
again, You're going on again. So go in the backstage. Make sure that blue plate stays on. You dumb >> Gotti's going to whip your ass, you little clown >> And I'm paying for the nose and the red lipstick. So triggered. >> I'm paying for the rest. >> Alex, you're so clown.
>> You're really triggered. Alex, it's easy for me to make it. >> Are you coming in your pants? Is your dirty coming? E, imagine you sitting down and pissing and Indonesian That's disgusting. Asian woman. Yo, I'm going to throw up
right now. Imagine this dumb wiping her nasty Get lost, Alex. Oh my god, Alex. Why he act like that? Why he keeps saying that I'm a man?
I don't have a I don't have what a vagina or something. That's really sad. I'm sorry. I'm I'm truly sorry. Oh, I like this song. Yeah, just play it.
Dark light, black flame on my brow. I walk the crossroads. Even now your name burns behind my eyes. Threefold goddess,
mother of disguise through obsidian rain I faith like iron out to steal. I whisper through the door of hell
in Nodia. I wear your spell. Light your torch for me tonight. Between heaven's wound and hell's delight.
Ruby lips to the lunar vein. And I drink your fire. I breathe your pain. He say he and it ripples false. Darkness becomes the light. Deep inside the bloom decays.
A secret seed in shadows maze. I fell through gold into the clay. The underworld saying you cannot stay. Croak is sent and serpent dies.
A crown of dusk. A queen disguise. I kiss the grave and call it mine. Eternal spring on borrowed time.
Run to the Lord of shame. Say you'll be mine. Unafraid. We'll break the chain of creed and shame and dance through the end of names.
Come darling child of ash and loom through psyches gate through Apple's womb. Heck day waits where the dead hearts rise and perceate opens her eyes. Blood and moonlight twin desire burning
script in a circle of fire. From loss I learn from pain I grow the light within the shadows glow. I found your path through death reframe. The scent of rain, the pulse of pain you whispered once to rise. You fall
and I became the night and thrown
near me through flame and memory. He could take day torch bear a queen of night. Perhap of returning light in rece in darkness light. inside.
You can see
Oh Yumi. >> Yes. >> Are you there? >> Yes. >> You want to talk to Mr. Alex? >> Mhm. >> Okay. >> Why Mr. Alex? Why, Mr. Why is everyone Mr. You mean?
>> Why not? It's a sign of respect. >> No. Not here. Yes. But no. Yes. >> No. Why? Mr. I can live. I mean, I don't want to talk. I don't want to talk. I don't want to have a conversation with a troll like Mr. Alex. >> I don't know if you know, we don't call
everybody Mr. and Mrs. here. Everybody call their name. Alex, you don't have to call him Mr. >> Mr. Alex. Mr. Alex. Indonesia is not your culture. It's not your culture. It's my >> Exactly. So, in in Indonesia, everybody >> No, no. I'm just I'm wondering. So in >> I Indonesia you call you have to call
everyone mister like Mr. >> Yes. Yes. >> What if you don't know their name? Like if we mailman or somebody >> small papa ibu kaka adi panta everything >> why you keep complaining
>> you don't I'm sure you don't have any education how to respect >> than you who younger than you >> right >> Alex Mr. Mr. message. That's not my fault. They're >> Mr. Alice. So what? So if you don't like it, I will call you as Alice.
>> No, >> you I will call you as a troll. >> You cannot bring me down. You really need go to >> You don't have to call me Mr. >> All right, Mr. Yumi. Okay.
You want to throw me as a man? I don't care. I have my old proof. I'm old woman. I don't care. You want call You want call me has a man, has a tray, has a lesb. >> Oh, stop it. You're flirty diamond. You have a No, you're another You're
another transite. Troll will >> You have a Just admit it. Yum. You have a dick with balls. You were born a man. >> Where's your proof? >> My proof is your picture. Your blue face every time you came up. That's my proof. >> Oh my god.
>> Yeah. >> You have seen me without >> That's my proof, baby. You freak. 19. You got 30 inches on there. >> Troll. Do you know what? I met a lot of trolls on YouTube using Streamyard. Yeah they >> I haven't even seen Cley cyber troll always uh always like uh
spread lies. >> All I've seen is a wooden desk about someone else. When these trolls never go on camp, never show themselves. When they when they don't have content, when they don't, >> you're crying when who are you talking to? Who the are you talking to, you
dumb Nobody's listening. Who are you talking to yourself? >> Who the are you talking to? That's what makes you crazy. >> Hey, hey, hey. >> Like, nobody's listening to right now. >> Look, look reaction. >> Their reaction what I'm saying. >> They know who's they, >> idiot.
>> Who are you talking to? First of all, your little speech. You just went off on a little rant. Who the were you talking to? Garrett in the chat. The out of here. >> Oh, I smoke crack cocaine. What you talking to? Joe Shipley, huh?
Get her, Shipley. Get her. >> Wait, no. Hold on. Hold on. Shipley, >> are you are you Yi friendly? >> Hold on. Shipley. >> Shipley, are you Yumi? Do you like Yi or do you not like Yumi? >> No. No. You know what? Let me answer that question. I don't like
>> All right. Good. Good. So, get the Get her. Go, boy. Get her. >> You're the neutral. >> you, Yumi. >> Right. Right. Right. I smoke crack. >> I smoke crack. Right. this. No, >> Go yourself, Ale. Go to the >> She probably has a cop, bro. I'm not buying. >> Go her, Alex. >> It's a miracle that Chiefly came up here
to back me up. Yumi, that means something. that the stars have aligned. Now you have three Americans twisted, Yeah, I came out to back up. I gave you back. >> Oh, really? But I just asked you if you liked her or didn't like her and you said I don't like her. So what do you mean you're here to back her up? >> No, I said I don't like her. I love her. I said I don't like her.
>> Oh, I missed that part. You love the >> Yeah, go on. >> Gotcha. Gotcha. And you you don't have to say the R, but whatever. But you love the dumb Okay. I do about that. >> Well, you know, psyche, whatever. He'll just shut the whole thing down and, you know, we'll just laugh about it and continue.
>> Mr. Joe, don't be like, "Mr. Joe, you >> But I do like Shifty." Honestly, I do like sometimes to watch it the next day and laugh, but sometimes we can't cuz he has to like erase it. >> Where the do you buy a teal t-shirt? Like, where do what store do you go to to buy a te? Didn't you ask me this before or was it Alex?
>> I swear to God, that was the first thing I thought too, bro. I was like, where did this even make that color anymore? >> You see the benefit? >> Do you see the benefits of being Canadian? You guys are just missing out. >> Wow. It don't look no benefits to me,
I think don't look no benefits to me. That teal that teal shirt is scarier than Joe Shipley's orange pubic hair. >> That's saying a lot, man. It threatens you that much. Wow. >> Sometimes we say a lot. >> That I swear to God. I don't know what
you more the orange the orange >> hair out the body or te shirt boy. >> Bing gang. Hit the link for once in your life. Alex, Mr. Psyche, if you don't mind.
>> I love Yi. I >> love all of you, Alex. You so >> We're going to have sex one day and make a baby so you can move to the USA and then take me for everything I have. >> I got to get >> Then you can just take everything I have. Half of everything I have. Is that what you want? >> Ugly. >> What you going to do about everything
that is? What you going to do? Somebody, boy, what you going to do about it, boy? >> I might if I knew what was going on. >> Huh? >> So, we got a guy with a teal shirt on. >> We got a guy with orange pubic hairs. We got Mr. Yumi and me. >> Seen the pubic hairs out of it. But I want to say one thing. I've seen thing
>> this is a classic panel, right? I mean, that is. I've seen correct you if I'm wrong, I don't I don't with you no more. >> There's not too many times you hear those orange cube hair boy kill your man me and Mr. Yumi at the same time. >> I can't hear what Joe's saying cuz I got to keep the volume so low. Joe, what was that?
>> I was saying you're gay. >> But beyond that, you were saying something else. >> I was I actually >> No, he was saying you're gay. Did you hear that? Did you hear that? He was saying you're gay, >> Mr. Uh, oh no. There's people attacking you. There's people that have your They got your back. Oh no, they don't have your back in a good way. They have your
back skin. >> Are you crying after me? People are after me. >> This boy's about to get >> patrolling me today, Mr. Joe. >> Me? >> I was wrong all about you. You're not even. >> I'm about to get skinned on panel. >> You're damn right you are.
Okay. Well, I guess it'll be some entertainment that what are you going to say about it because you ain't got nothing to say. >> What can I say? >> We know everything about you thing. That is We know every move you make. >> Every move.
>> Why the hell is Yumi slinging? Yumi is naked. >> Yumi's in the showers. I have my first period today. >> What? >> So your Wait, your your pussy's bleeding. >> Your puss is bleeding. >> Alex, that's the best. That's the best, bro. They're so horny when they're bleeding. >> Yeah, it's really bad.
>> Now you actually are. Now you want to get so hard. >> Am I a man? >> Am I a man? Alex, bro, >> when when my pushy isn't bleeding? >> No, you're not a man. You're just Mr. Yumi. >> Mr. Exactly. The hottest Indonesian not man we've known. >> Joe, you a troll. You're really a troll,
Mr. Joe. >> She said this to me 10 minutes ago, bro. >> I I You have seen me many times, Mr. Joe. Why? Why? Why you Why you >> Can you just Why you act like a troll? You never see me. You never seen me like you never know me. >> Really?
Uh being up here with you and Mr. You mean scary, >> but nothing scares me more. >> Still grow up. Grow up. >> Then think that is his shirt. >> I'm think or imagine that is with the teal shirt. If someone has a man, imagine you like terrorist activity.
>> Honestly, man, if I knew it instilled such fear, I would have been wearing it every day for much longer. >> No, no, no. That that te shirt is scary, >> Yo. Yeah. What gays are us? bro. >> I'll invite you know the devil man black like
>> where's Al master computer? I'll 69 him >> instead of having >> I was 69 Alan M computer >> people looking at the shirt. >> I love I love the way my head is talking like this. I can't. I don't know if I'm gonna
therapy. >> Do you want me to change shirts? It's laundry day. >> No, I do not. I'm taking your >> shirt. Some people take it like for real. I'm just kidding. Mr. Yumi having a >> Why don't you shut up every month? Okay. >> Can you show us your vagina?
>> Then I believe you're a man. I mean a woman. >> Have a daughter. If you have a daughter, will you agree when uh when a troll like Alex call? >> I'm not a troll. >> I'm just a man. >> her. I'll >> She only had one kid. That means a little.
>> No, you're not. You're an animal. You're an animal. You're a boar. You're like a wild boar from You're just a horny pig. You don't care about nothing except >> you're not a clown. You're a wild animal. Of course you're not a clown. You're a wild boar. >> Yeah, a wild boar, bro. You You ever seen a boy?
How you doing? >> A bluefaced boar. You're a bluefaced boar. That's a >> Oh, now that's too far. That's a little too over the top. >> The blue face is too far. >> What are you talking gently? What are you talking? You're supposed to back me up, my man. Jesus >> No, I don't I would never think I would
hear those words come out of your mouth. She's a bluefaced bore. >> That just means right and like how you doing thing that is like >> good shut up. >> You want God up here? You want God up here?
>> Look at his wrist. Look at his wrist. every single crap from your mouth, Alex. >> I have no time for that. I have for that. >> So, you love me? >> I I have pretty sure she >> So, you're admitting you love me.
>> You just admit I love them. >> Yeah, exactly. That's all I got out of that. I love you, Alex. That's all I >> God, you love Alex. Oh, what a got. >> Jesus. She wants I told you, but I'm already buying a ring. >> Homo sapiian. >> Who wants to be the best man? >> Oh, Alex, you're homo sapi. >> Don't even buy a ring. Just take the
ring off. >> Alex, you >> were all horny over spunky. Just like an >> I am. I know. I know. You're right. hour. You're right, man. >> But you know what I can do think that is? I can move to Iran. In Iran, you can have 10 wives. So all you dumb meet me in the land and I'm going to
marry all of them. >> You're going to gather them here. >> You're going to be here in America and then >> me in Iran Summer. >> I'll marry all of you >> here. You can't even have one wife.
Barely. I mean kind of. Jesus. She better be over 18. Um anyway, I ran 11 wise. Okay that's a little bit way ahead of you, pal. >> That sounds like a plan.
>> You You think I didn't think of how to marry Spunky and Mr.
I was just as lost as you. Don't flinch. I've got the scars to prove it through. A doorway cracked inside my skull. Let the shadowings crawl, whispering fall.
Every thought brought its own ghost friend till my mind turned into a crowded dead. Time moved in static forever. But the rebel in me ask what is better is just clever.
And I can feel I'm getting stronger now. Stronger now. Stronger now. This nightmare lifting out somehow.
This girl might be in the ground. Pull me higher. I'm breaking down. I can feel stronger now.
Grinning until he cracked my face. Performer in a ghostly space. Tired of tests with no right answers. Tired of chaos playing cancer. But once I swear the sky was white summer live. No need to hide. If free will then hear my vow.
My voice will wake in you now. Heat. Heat.
Now
more selfwise burn the script. The flatter recedes I find my grip. Feet on ground pulsing riot. Marching out of the dream. So quiet. Not giving up hope. We're prisons of soul. Power stacked a psychic quiet. We feed each other. Feed the fire.
Stronger now. Stronger now.
Heat. Heat.
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