Friends To The End Just Like Chucky

[Music]

When the leaves turn red and the Night

turns long.

She rises in shadows.

Fierce and strong.

Lilith in Scorpio. My animma flame

whispers my secrets.

Calls out my name.

She is the serpent, the raven, the fire,

my dark protector, my hidden desire.

If you come for me, beware her breath.

She spins a web of beauty and death.

Do not attack.

The rise will gleam.

Your strength will vanish like a fading

dream.

One step closer and you'll understand. A

spider's silk is stronger than men.

Every ball she comes to play. Dancing

midnight, keeping wolves at bay.

Dangerous, holy, wild, and free. She

guards my soul eternally.

So tread with care or you will be

the fly in her web caught endlessly.

Lilith and Scorpio,

shadow bride, my eternal, always at my

side.

Heat.

Heat.

[Music]

Do not attack.

Her eyes will gleam.

Your strength will vanish like a fading

dream.

One step closer and you'll understand.

Her

spire silk is stronger than man.

[Music]

[Music]

Step into the circle. The veil is thin.

The lesson begins where the shadows

spin. From fem fatal to the mind's

disguise, we tear down the masks and

expose the lies. Psyche awakens.

Presents the flame.

Knowledge and power.

We call your name

through terror of myth and the war of

mind.

We shine the light on the ties

that bind.

[Music]

Whispers the replies. We read the stars

and decode the skies. Narcissist tricks

the psychopath snare. We aren

awakens

presents the fire.

Lifting the spirit

pulling you higher.

Gas light fades where the strong stands.

We break the chains and expose

it all.

Psyche awakens

presents the fire

pulling you higher.

Gas light

stands.

We break the chains and expose

it all.

This is the teaching, the journey, the

key.

A mirror of fate. What will you see?

Welcome traveler. The truth descends.

This is psyche awakens

present.

[Music]

How'd you like that?

I like that one.

How are we doing? Thank you for being

here. I know there's a lot of places you

could choose to go. You chose to come

here. Thank you very much.

Um, but nobody's commenting yet. So,

so we have some new shorts though. New

shorts. The new shorts. We can bring

them up. Hold on.

I don't know. Is it I think this Did the

Chucky doll scare everyone away?

Hopefully they did. I mean, not mean

just like scare the right people away.

Let me see. But I do have some shorts.

Let's see.

Um,

shortcut

I'm going to pull my dick out.

>> Yeah. Can you intervene? You keep an eye

on him. It's the chat. Talk to the chat.

>> You know what I'm going to do? I'm going

to pull my dick out.

>> Better not. How fast can you

>> like delete the clip or whatever when

you're wanting to save the video?

>> Talk about you delete.

>> None of your business,

guys. I can't I can't I can't leave this

guy for a second.

>> I'm gonna pull my dick out.

>> Yeah. Can you intervene? Can you keep an

eye on the chat? talk to the

>> if I remember correctly I think the

terms for peace were the beta made a

little community post now

I don't remember if that was the terms I

I didn't set them some other guys in the

VC you know but uh I think the terms are

just a little community post from beta

and as beta's friend I'd like to

say maybe you should make the community

post that would be the quickest solution

to all this

>> I would I would make a community

What do you think?

>> Just in support of her. But yeah, you

can't don't drag me into like, you know,

do this, do this, you know. It's like

I'm she doesn't like to be told what to

do. I don't like to be told what to do.

You know, I don't I don't I I really

have nothing to do with the situation.

And it's like she has she has the right

to make her own decision about it. I

have my own um I have the right to make

my own decisions. I will make a

community post on my own, you know,

supporting her and promoting her channel

or whatever, you know, but um I'm not

I'm not gonna be that's kind of like in

China when they would say they say they

say, "Okay, right, you know, right?"

They made the Americans they caught or

Japan Japan they would have them like

sign these things now, you know, it's

like it's kind of the same thing. It

feels like kind of a coerced kind of

thing and it it's kind of makes me

uncomfortable to think about like that

kind

to a threatening level and so I just

want to come up

>> and uh you know we all we all can make

our own decisions and I won't be pushed

around

>> threatening people. No, no. I'm but I'm

I'm saying I'm I'm saying it can you

know it can kind of give that feeling a

little bit like where it's like oh you

know things would be better you know

it's a kind of like just a little you

know just like a little undertone of of

like hostility there and it's like I'm

not really about that I'm about yeah I'm

about you know having a fun supportive

show positive show about supporting my

friends and so whatever the decision

they want I'll respect but you have to

respect my decision to like

>> do what I want I don't want to get more

>> if I remember correctly I The terms for

peace were the beat community.

>> No,

I don't remember if that was the terms.

I didn't

>> gonna die one day.

>> Water. [ __ ]

>> Holy [ __ ] There's no water. Oh my god.

Oh no. Going to die one day. Sorry. I I

didn't mean to die on your screen.

>> Maybe it'll help my rating. I'm

>> good, man. I'm sorry. I'm died. I I

didn't die. I'm going to die one day.

Who the [ __ ] do you think you are?

You're trying to like talk to me like

what? I can't be with a skinny [ __ ]

I've been with a [ __ ] model like

growing up. I don't give a [ __ ] about

uh size zero.

I I enjoy fat [ __ ]

>> I didn't say I didn't say anything. I

just said it was I thought the story was

shot. Like you put it a very very very

like

>> you think that I can't deal with [ __ ]

like

>> I never said any of that.

>> I consider good-looking [ __ ] It's

like shut the [ __ ] up. You're a nobody.

Like you can look at me and see I look

way better than any of you

[ __ ]

>> Well, I don't think this is not

>> disgusting compared to me. Uh, just

because I like a [ __ ]

>> Well, no one said there's anything

wrong.

>> Hey,

what? I could take your [ __ ] Like any

[ __ ] [ __ ] that any of these losers I

have, I've taken them.

I don't want them. I love fat [ __ ]

Is that so hard to understand? You're so

[ __ ] stupid. Can't understand that a

guy likes fat [ __ ]

[ __ ] [ __ ] Like you're a weirdo.

You're like pedophile. Who the [ __ ] do

you think you are? You're trying to like

talk to me like what I can't be with a

skinny [ __ ] I've been with a [ __ ]

model. Like grown up. I don't give a

[ __ ] about

uh size zero

>> man.

[Music]

Anyway, so and then

>> and they can't say she's not bullying

you. What is bullying? Like like if you

look up the definition in the Webster's

dictionary, bullying is doing something

and trying to make somebody do something

against their will and make them do

stuff like you know like bullying.

>> Bullying can be also like pushing people

over the edge.

>> Yeah.

>> Of trying to destroy all and then

>> when an alive

>> Okay. Hi Halo.

What's up guys? So, I think this looks

pretty good now. I do have a green

screen. I don't even know if I need the

green screen really, but this is seems

to be working pretty well. I don't know,

but I think the green screen's still

cool. If I want to use some special

effects,

put some stuff over it. Uh,

oh yeah, this actually Everything fits

perfectly, too. Yeah, I like this.

That's actually

okay.

You like this logo? Look, it's perfect,

too. Oh, I like the round to the

crucible ghost.

Ghosty. Oh. Oh, where'd he go? What do

you got? He just disappeared.

Hi, Halo.

I don't know where everyone is. What? Is

there three really three people here? I

don't know. Is there someone saying like

terrible things about me? I know. I just

came back from my spunkies chat and it

was like not very friendly over there.

It was like rain saying like, "Oh, I

have aids. Um, you know, I'm like, you

know, I'm disgusting or there's like

making fun of me." Then God Godi put

this like picture of like me with like

either like like [ __ ] coming out of my

mouth or something. I don't know. It was

like disgusting. I was like and then I

was like then she put it full screen for

like several minutes. I was like can you

just probably take that down at the full

screen picture of me like you know like

really disgusting. And she and then she

was just laughing and then I was like

>> are you just gonna I was like am I

getting treated like this wherever? It's

like I'm not going to go to shows if I

just get treated like garbage. Hey

what's up dude. Oh nice. Saw you for a

second here. I was trying to show you.

>> I saw you. I saw your face a little bit.

>> Wasn't I beautiful?

>> You were. You're a very attractive man.

>> Um, yeah. But I mean, it wasn't I mean,

it was like, you know, it wasn't very

nice. It wasn't very nice. I was like,

you know, then they're like, they're

just like, of course, I just go into a

den of trolls. I expect that they're

going to be kind. But

>> what's the argument? U by the way, so I

have your back. Uh, the argument is

they weren't just weren't very nice.

>> There's no argument. It's like they like

they they weren't. But then Mason was

there too. I mean, I was just kind of

joking around too, but they took it too

far and it's like it's like how like

basically you can say I could say the

worst things ever and it's like of

course they're taking it as a joke, but

it's like then eventually if they keep

saying the worst things over and over

and over.

>> Well, I'll be honest with you. I could

make the argument just because they

weren't being nice. There's a good

argument to go with that.

Yeah. Yeah. Sebastian's right.

Sebastian, if you want to come up and

talk to Ghost and I, you come up, too.

Um, yeah. Thank you for

>> join the panel. Why not join the panel?

Why not donate a little bit to the

channel? You don't have to donate a lot

at all.

>> You know what, guys?

I would look everybody to to get the

trolledia and I only have it for like

$5. But I did u I've been talking about

that for a long time and it's like so to

materialize it I was um

>> I'm just saying you could come here and

talk [ __ ] to me, talk [ __ ] to ghost. go

ahead or sponsor a channel or

donate or

>> I understand like people have been like

>> and I like you know and it's like guys

if you do want to like anonymously ever

you know it's like in sense the cash app

>> and by the way will I will literally

or if you want

leave I will not try to fight that at

all by the way if you give your money I

will I I'll leave 100%

>> I just been slandered so much ghost it's

like you

Like I'm not surprised that people are

like like just with all that said about

just all the negativity and like all

these people that just really hate me

and stuff like that.

>> I don't slander anyone. I give more

money than anyone. I know that. But I

don't slander anyone. Like what do you

mean by slander though? Go ahead.

>> Well, I mean it's like saying that you

know I'm like a bad person or I'm I'm

just like spending money on drugs

>> and I said that or have I argued against

Have I always had your back ever since?

>> You have. you're and you were and you

were very kind and it's like but then

it's like also like you know there's

stuff going on too where it's like like

things are getting like a little bit

more stressful right now just like in my

personal life and

>> you know I've never once had your back

like I can't sit there and have your

back what what's you're trying to make

you're trying to bully your friends

right now have I not always had your

back

>> I'm not trying to do anything I all I

want all I all I want to do is just hang

out have a good time and stuff so I'm

just like I just

>> seems fair to me

>> I just feel like that uh people like you

might have a negative opin like you can

see there's not many people talk to me

>> because I've always had your back though

have I not I've called I've literally t

I've literally talked but besides all

that [ __ ] all that I've literally

debated for your back

>> literally had your back

>> I don't know it's just like um a little

bit but you know what I had a great day

today with with that with Alex um she

had me on her show we're doing like a

little like checkin with me day like on

certain days I know I was like so she's

kind enough to like you know have me on

and so it's like so much fun and like so

awesome and it's like she treats me so

well that it's like when I go to

somewhere like

>> you and I'm literally sitting here happy

for you

>> they like they all come in and like

start it's like like it started out slow

and then it's like and I was like can I

>> psyche you better be real cool who

you're talking to like this because I've

had your back a lot. I'm not trying to

talk [ __ ] but I love you. My brother,

>> the boys had your back.

>> I know you would have had my back.

>> You better be real careful you're

talking to you like that, brother.

>> No, I know you would have. You were

there, but you I mean it was just like a

few minutes ago when I I went on there.

>> What the [ __ ] are you talking What's

your argument? What What are you talking

about? Was I not there? Did I not have

your back

>> on Spunkies? I went to Spunky's chat

just a few minutes ago and like uh

>> who the [ __ ] where I went? I paid money

to your chat. Paid a lot of money

actually. And I always had your back.

boys had your your [ __ ] ass. My voice

that [ __ ] Even when you tried to

debate people, I didn't pay a lot for a

couple months trying to debate.

>> I'm not trying to debate, okay? I'm I'm

just trying to

>> What the [ __ ] are you talking about? You

better be real careful, brother.

>> There's a lot of people on this internet

that hate you and I'm the one that loves

you. You better remember that.

>> Thank you. And then like Sebastian's

right to really pathetic.

>> Well, no, [ __ ] that. If you're gonna be

a [ __ ] about it, no, [ __ ] that. If

you're going to be a [ __ ]

>> Yeah.

I explain what happened right before I

came to the show. I was on Spunky's show

and they were saying terrible things and

it's like and I know you I know you

>> and I'm there defending you.

>> You were there. You were there.

>> What else you What else do you want me

to do? What else do you want me to do?

>> Go. I wasn't looking in the chat. I

wasn't. So, you said something in the

chat. Oh, that's nice of you. Thank you

so much. I wasn't I didn't I I couldn't

see the chat on Streamyard because when

you're around

>> just because I'm not I'm not around

every [ __ ] every single post. I am

there the majority of the time [ __ ]

defending you. You know that

>> you are. I know. I'm not saying you were

not. That was the difference.

>> Why you talking [ __ ] You f to lose a

friend, bro. You're talking not talking

about you. I'm talking about me. I'm

talking I know you the

>> You're talking about me, though.

>> I'm not talking about you. I'm talking

about Rain and JT and Gotti that were

like they were putting up pictures of me

like eating [ __ ] and stuff like that.

Like on and then people just talking all

this [ __ ] about me.

>> I don't know, brother. Man, you're

[ __ ] I don't know why you're hating

on me. I I literally I'm talking about

JG Ren. God, I love you. I I didn't say

anything negative about you. What do you

think I said negative about you? I don't

understand.

>> Donated, but [ __ ] the donation. I gave

you a lot of money, but [ __ ] the

donation. I [ __ ] defended you

debatewise.

How many times? Psyche.

>> Are you drunk? You're drunk.

>> I'm tired.

>> Blackout is calling.

>> Mermaid probably is Blackout. I think

Okay, because I wasn't even talking

negative about you. Do you want to play

the ghost song?

>> Blackie, if you don't actually

understand what I'm saying actually like

[ __ ] like

>> I understand what you're saying. Are you

I appreciate Thank you so much for

defending me and then having my back I'm

done defending you, man.

Well, okay. Guys, is there like a little

bit of a misunderstanding there?

Ridiculous. He's drunk again. That Yeah,

that Ty. Yeah, it's just ghost and

blackout's calling uh both out. Like,

what do you mean? What does that mean?

She ring either rude and hypocritical.

They're uh groups of cowards. Yep.

I I can actually play this like it's

like this video tag.

Uh yeah, I don't know what his problem

is, but uh he was not understanding what

I was trying to say. I was just not

saying anything about him. Like I was I

was talking all about I was just on

Spunky's channel. So he's then he's

getting all mad. I don't know. Some

people I don't know. Maybe maybe it's

just like astrologically I'm like things

are just weird right now or something.

It's like I'm talking to a few people

and then

I don't know maybe I'm just a big sucker

and like everyone's playing.

Um let me see.

So I'm going to look for Yeah. Sure. I

am allowed to play this.

Well, maybe I'm not. I don't know. I

don't want to do her or whatever.

Yeah, he was good.

Okay.

[Music]

I shouldn't have

[Music]

a part of my brain fried.

I thought that I could win, but the chat

just

banish

[Music]

I tried to flood and pull one over all

the fed. But what they didn't see is

that I am still me.

I am still me. I'm gonna take a taxi to

the side of the

mod

on the corner with emoies.

[Music]

Didn't you know that he was lonely?

You got me feeling muted. I'm about to

get booted over asking me to give it a

rest.

All I want is chaos at its best. Do you

see the yes?

[Music]

I'm going to take a taxi to the side of

the

mod.

[Music]

muted. I'm about to get booted. Drama's

over

asking me to give it a rest. All I

do

[Music]

Didn't you know that he was lonely?

You say you want to let me go. You tell

me that my spam's hysterical, but I know

you said you wanted peace, but I didn't

notice. You said you needed calm, but I

lost focus. You promised me a mud. You

gave me less. You wanted my cloud. You

needed my mess.

You said you'd always

[Music]

know.

[Music]

I'm going to take a taxi to the side of

the

modes.

[Music]

>> Okay. So, that song

[Music]

>> it's based on another song. I think I

can play it. at least doesn't really

mind player song. Um,

so this is the actual song that it's

inspired by. She calls the song

embarrassing.

Uh, so here's actual the real song.

There we go.

la.

[Music]

I feel like I've been locked up. They

stole my soul in a way I couldn't have

thought of a part of my heart. I thought

that I deserve this punishment.

Won't you punish me?

>> They said it wasn't reasonable. Nothing

was negotiable with me. I tried to fight

and pull one over all the hands that fed

me. But what they didn't see is that I

am still hungry. Baby, I am still

hungry.

I'm going to take a

side of the city. Don't tell your mommy

your will.

Did you know that he was lonely?

[Music]

You got me feeling beat up. I'm about to

turn the heat up. Bring it up to

>> asking me to give you a chance. All I

want is a bit of romance. Do you

understand?

I'm going to take a taxi to the side of

the city. Don't tell your mommy your

money. Did you know that he was lonely?

D.

[Music]

You say you want to hold me and not let

go. You told me that I'm so beautiful,

but I know. You say you wanted me, but I

didn't notice. You said you needed me,

but I didn't focus. Promised me a lot.

You gave me less. You wanted my mind,

you needed my sex. You said that you

always had my back, but now I know what

to expect.

[Music]

I'm gonna take a taxi to the dark side

of the city. Don't tell your mommy

on the corner with the money.

Did you know that he was lonely?

[Music]

Don't tell your mommy your pap

on the corner with the money.

Did you know that he was lonely?

[Music]

I don't know. She likes

[Music]

the video embarrassing.

She has There's one more song I really

like. Well, I like the FQM B song, too,

but u she has a song called My Fiance.

[Music]

Okay, this is a cute song.

Try this.

[Music]

My fianc

[Music]

wants my money. My fianc

is starving. My fiance's a little

[ __ ]

My fiance

doesn't need me. My fiance is always

cheating. My fiance's with a guy named

Lucas. My fiance is full of excuses.

My fianc

[Music]

or my little name. My fiance, he is so

gay. Talking about fun but holes on our

dates. Then he tells me, "Don't worry.

You only [ __ ] guys and they don't

[ __ ] My fiancé

[Music]

[Music]

my fiancé.

[Music]

Yeah, my

fiance.

>> Oh, everyone left.

I think everyone's mad at me. What's

going on?

It's okay.

It's okay.

Me meanwhile at the at the bunny ranch

or or Okay, I'm done. Okay, Joan, I'm

done. I'm done.

This is like the best thing ever.

No, this is like here.

It is pretty.

There's a lot of bread in it, doesn't

it? It's a lot of bread.

Yeah. So, I had a bad time at Spunk

Pizza.

>> They were

they were rude to me. Oh,

>> my Snapchat is going crazy.

If you guys ever want to like actually

have a website where it's like people

will like get back to you on it like you

know because Tik Tok most I think it's

mostly the Nigerians or something like

that

but on uh Snapchat like everyone's

getting back to me on Snapchat.

So

okay well

dang I guess people don't like I don't

know I think there's like a backlash

against me. I've got I don't know. But

you know what? It's probably the people

that weren't going to be good by me

anyway. It's like there's some people

that are so pickle, you know,

and it's like and then they'll just

like, you know,

drop a drop of whatever. But

can I play the Aquarius song?

[Music]

under silver waters of the sky.

He drifts where the Echo never die.

Moonlight carried on electric.

Aquarius man

of forgotten dreams.

Aquarius movement.

Whisper to the stars.

Your heart is a lantern in the dark.

Voices of the cosmos

woven in your hand.

Sing us your secret. Aquarius moon

becomes silence.

Silence becomes song. You belong to the

heavens all along.

Eyes like

reflect unseen.

of visions, prophet of dreams.

Aquarius movement

whisper to the stars.

Your heart is a lantern

in the dark.

[Music]

Sing us

Aquarius movement.

You walk alone on the edge of

chasing futures with a restless mind.

[Music]

Got a storm burning through the sky.

[Music]

Unchained unbroken

belongance.

[Music]

Aquarius moon,

fire in your veins,

dreamer of tomorrow,

breaker of chains. Your heartbeat be the

future begin

[Music]

eternal within

[Music]

your laughter.

Your touch is cold

and

carry the vision

[Music]

of starlight.

Aquarius moon.

Aquarius moon.

Fire in your veins.

Dreamer of tomorrow.

Breaker of chains.

[Music]

Aquarius

[Music]

pretty good.

I was looking into like a watermark.

Anyway, um but so they're okay. There's

double digits in the room. That's not

too bad.

So anyway, I make these prayer cards too

right there.

It'll be for like um

whoever whoever

the deity these particular ones were

like based on my birthday,

but there's different systems

everything. But these are Satnian angels

because you know Saturn Capricorn is

ruled by Saturn. And so whatever planet

rules your sign will probably be um some

angels to look at. Um but there's also

like you know 72 angels in the cabala

um that

have different like properties and

they're basically all a combination of

three letters, three Hebrew letters.

And so that's how I learned the Hebrew

but studying that but uh

pretty cool.

Um

see and also I have like a lot of like I

do have a lot of the uh the Libra in my

chart. I have like several planets

include Saturn, Jupiter. Oh [ __ ] my

thing just split on. Have Saturn,

Jupiter, and Pluto all in Libra in the

ninth house.

And then

so I have a lot of like the scales of

justice and that kind of thing. Plus

pointing to to justice in my chart. U

and this one has

the hourglass and the key. These are

also like big turns be big symbols for

me. But yeah. Then this is like uh this

one sounds like the serenity prayer

which is like really like ironic. I just

had the serenity prayer in my mind. I

always have it. It's like one of the

best prayers you know God give me the

wisdom to understand uh the wisdom to to

know where know what I can change wisdom

to know what I can't change or the

wisdom to other

great this is very similar. Grant me the

strength to endure, patience to grow and

wisdom to understand. This is like

things to give yourself to you know

think of it as your higher self in a way

or like some kind of like the light you

know it's like in the light all all just

like light you know it's all the same

light.

Okay. So anyway

um so I hope you liked um the bit a lot

of shorts. Um they are super I mean it's

like it's hard to

get too many of them. like on Streamyard

I'm allowed to get the shorts if um the

stream is like under two hours but it's

hard to do that and it's like I look

back I have so many streams that are so

long

it's so quiet right now is Alexander

here um yeah there's Alexander's channel

yeah make sure you subscribe to

>> yo hold on my boy

>> why didn't you defend me over there you

didn't have my

>> psych

Yeah, but like listen, why why were you

tell why were you telling me that you

want to be gay and stuff like that

>> in case you wanted to try it one time?

>> But I thought I thought you knew I was I

was never gay though. I was always a

>> Did you say you you never Yeah. You said

straight guy.

you never have, but you said you might

with me. Remember you said that last

time you said you didn't know. You said

you had to think about it. So you

thought about it and you said no. Yeah,

but like I thought men and women are

supposed to be together when it comes to

that, not like another guy with another

guy.

>> Well, yeah, but have you heard of like

there's um it wasn't it wasn't Adam and

Eve. It was um Adam and Steve. Hold on.

It wasn't Adam and Eve. It was It was

Adam and Eve, not Adam and Steve.

>> Wait, what do you mean? Psych. You know,

>> Right.

if it was Adam and Steve, then they

probably wouldn't have had kids. Or I

certainly wouldn't have um Oh, there you

are. So, do you you want to have kids?

>> Like, you got to explain to me though,

man. Like, I don't I don't completely

understand. Like, why you want me

though? Like, and stuff like that?

>> Because you're so hot.

>> Yeah, but why do you like me so much

though? You just like You just like me.

>> Yeah. Like your voice and like how like

funny you are and like you're always

like nice and smiling and like kind.

like that about you.

>> Yeah, but like I was just trying to tell

you I was never gay though. My my whole

life I haven't been like that way.

>> Never. You never like, you know, like

had like a fantasy of like being in the

locker room and like making love in the

shower.

>> I heard I heard people talking about it

before, but I just never done it. I

don't know why. I just never had that I

never had that kind of like thoughts. I

never thought that way.

>> You never got around to it. You just

never met the right guy. But now you met

me. Yeah, but yeah, but how would I how

would I know if like if I like I mean

>> I don't know if I would like that.

>> Just close your eyes, bend over, and

then you'll see.

I'm just kidding. Wow. I No. No. You can

be the top. You can be on top. I'm

sorry. I'm just kidding. I'm just

kidding. It was a joke. It was a joke.

>> Psych. Psych. So, I don't get it. Like,

what made you think like this though? Or

what made you want to be this? Like,

what made you want to think this way?

>> Like, they're such hot. Like, guys are

just so hot.

You're just like, you're like, you're

like Edward Norton in that American

History X. You're just like so uh so

good-looking. I can't help myself.

>> Psych. So, what do you think about me

though, man?

>> I'm in love. I think I'm totally I'm

>> You think you think I'm You think I'm a

totally in love.

cool guy though, Psych? Like, you think

I'm

>> Yeah,

>> I want to get married to you. Get

married.

>> No, it's okay. I really don't want to

get I'm just kidding. I don't want to

get married. I don't want to get

married. Um, but

you want to come live with me and we

don't it's not gay. We just are going to

share the same bed, you know, have sex

once in a while and um, you know, live

together.

>> It's like, so why haven't you found

anybody else though? Like why why do you

want to choose me though?

>> I was waiting for you.

>> You sure? You sure you sure it's me that

you really want though? I mean,

>> yeah.

I mean, I always like I want I always

wanted a Mason. Here you are.

>> Psych. So, you can't you really you

really don't want to just be friends

though? You want what? You really just

can't be just friends?

>> I want to be friends with benefits. Yes.

Friends with

>> friends with benefits.

>> You're saying you want to be with

friends with benefits?

>> Yeah.

>> It's hard for me to It's hard for me to

uh It's hard for me to figure that out,

though. It's like if I want to do that.

>> Okay. like, "Well, just think about it

and let me know. You ever change your

mind?" But, you know, I'm always here.

>> Like, I like I got to think about stuff

like this. Yeah.

>> Yeah. But, you mean you've had a couple

weeks. I mean, it's like, how long do

you need?

>> Uh,

I just It's just I I can't figure this

out, man. Because I never been through

stuff like this before.

>> Yeah. Well, yeah. It's first time for

everything, including ASX, right?

>> It's like, so I don't know what to say,

man.

>> Would you try it? Would you just try it?

Would you how how would just making out?

We don't have to have sex making out. I

don't penetrate her.

>> Psych. You just want to see what it what

it would be like.

>> Yeah.

>> Uh

I mean it's hard. I mean I don't know

what the um

>> I don't know. Things might things might

come your way and stuff like that. It's

like you never know.

>> Yeah. Like like you you might come.

>> You're talking about me?

>> Yeah.

>> Yeah. You never know. It's like you just

got to wait and see. Man,

>> that's the false hope ever. Like my my

whole life people make me be me false.

He's never gonna come out here. He's

never gonna steal. He's

>> You're never gonna

>> You're never gonna try it with me.

>> It's like why am I never gonna

>> Yeah.

>> It's like why am I never going to try it

with you?

>> Because you you said you're a straight

guy and you're not interested at all.

And it's like you just want to be

friends.

>> It's like my whole life. It's like a lot

of my life I've been this way though.

just all just mostly into my you know

I've been friends with guys but not

really you know gay I just never been

gay I I just I don't know

>> not not really or definitely not like

like you like what have you done stuff

with what's the most what's the gayest

thing you've ever done?

>> I I've slept in the same bed with a guy

but that was like at a group home when I

was with other guys because all they had

was guys in in the same uh place. Did

Did he like reach over in the middle of

the night and give you a hand job?

>> I I just felt I just felt like when I

was with my friends there at the group

home, I could lay in the same bed with

them, but I would get caught by the

person that owns those group homes and I

would get in trouble for doing stuff

like that. I wasn't trying to get in

trouble though doing that though.

>> What were you doing in the bed?

>> I was laying with other guys when

everybody's supposed to be in their own

separate bed that they had there at the

group

>> in your own bed. Why were you in some

some guy's bed?

because I just felt better better being

with somebody next to me and stuff like

that.

>> Okay. Well, I understand how that feels.

Well, that's how I feel. So, would you

sit next to me in bed?

>> Yeah, I just needed some company or

something like that. So, I that's all

I'm trying to say.

>> Yeah, I understand that. I I can use

some company, too. Yeah. Like, uh,

hey, hey, uh, hey Tracy. Hey, met. Come

on up, Tracy, if you can. Hold on. Um,

let me see. And I think Paige might be

coming later. Have you ever met Paige

Mason?

>> I don't know who that is.

>> Prairie Paige from Canada. You ever met

her? She's awesome.

>> Psych. Have I ever talked to her before

or she's someone I ever talked to?

>> Been around for a little while. So, I

don't think you have because you've only

been on my show for a couple weeks, but

um so she's

>> Hey, Psych.

Why were they talking about my hair

being bald and stuff like that? Or I was

balding on my hair. I don't think my

hair is balding.

>> You just had like a like a large

forehead. It's not balding. It's like it

just kind of like has that illusion of

Look at my head. Like my head look like

I look like I'm balding, right?

>> Yeah.

>> See, it's just like But these were just

where my horns used to be. I used to be

like a kind of horned

>> so why did you go on uh why did you go

on Spunky's channel though? I never saw

you on that panel before.

>> I don't know why I went there. I thought

I would go there to say hi and having a

nice time, but

um everyone just felt like ganging up on

me and um teasing me and like

>> what? What? What?

>> So like why did you put up a book? Why

don't you put up a book called like uh

like trolls or something like that?

Trollopedia or something like that?

>> Yeah, Trolledia.

>> This is my uh this is my new book. Hold

on, I'll put it up for a second. Um it's

available on psychi awakens.com. This is

it's called trolledia and uh yes, it is

all about YouTube trolls and all kinds

of uh interesting things. Uh and also

remedies for everything too. There's

also

some surprises in the book. the book the

book will evolve. It is $5 on psyche

awakens.com.

So, uh you can check that out. But yeah,

I plan on making it actually expanding

it and making it an even more of an

amazing

>> So, what is that book about though? It's

just about trolls or something or what

is that about?

>> Yeah, it's about Well, it's about like,

you know, so this is me. think that

character is based on me and uh and

basically, you know, I'm a little bit of

a troll, but not like on purpose. It's

just like I just am genetically like a

little bit, you know, I might might have

might have a goblin or something in my

ancestry someplace. And

>> like, so why did you why why would you

make a book about that though? because I

want to help people know first be aware

of it because it's like when I started

streaming especially this is good for if

you start for streamer because it will

have good advice about about like you

know how to handle things in streaming

because when I started I didn't really

know about porn bombs the first time I

saw a porn bomb was like on betas and

like I've never seen that before like

anywhere and I and it's like but it's

like and then it's just like part of the

part for the course like on her show

like I mean like it's happens to most

live streamers right Um, but

>> yeah,

>> it doesn't happen on TikTok really. It

doesn't really happen. It just happens

on YouTube. It's like a phenomenon on

YouTube really. And it's like there's

>> Yeah, I was going to say, so what do you

what do you think about Wait, why why

did you say porn bombing? Because people

do that on I heard that people that they

do that stuff like Right.

>> Oh, all the time. Yeah, I've been porn

bomb over 100 times. It's like it's like

basically like a war zone over here. But

but you know what? I've actually been

able to to not ever get in trouble

except one time for Flirty Diamond. they

got in a little bit of trouble, but um

most of the time I did not get in

trouble for I was able to get them down

in time. So yeah, I would really

appreciate guys if you did take check

out the book and it's only $5. I traced

it so everyone could check it out and it

also supports the show and you know

it'll be basically anonymous you know I

will know.

Yeah.

>> So what you made this book yourself

though or who wrote this book?

>> I wrote the book.

>> You wrote that book yourself?

>> Yes.

Well, it's just

>> it's just about people that are

>> Yeah. Well, I can read a little bit of

it. Like, let's see the book. Okay.

>> it's just about trolls. Like, is that

Yeah. So,

what it's about, though? Or

>> basically YouTube trolls. It's more

specific to YouTube. Okay.

>> Yeah.

>> I have See, it's fully illustrated.

Okay. It goes into the top 10 uh breeds

of YouTube trolls. We can go for

example, let's have a look. I just need

to put this on full screen. So, we can

look at some of the the uh types of

YouTube trolls. But there are

the uh the drive by heckler.

It says I was

I was uh let me see. I need my glasses.

Take these ones off. I was the mosquito

of the chat room. Quick sting quick

exit. Cringe. L ratio short words like a

flick pebble at your window. The point

was not conversation.

It was interruption.

Blink and I was gone.

But the uh the itch remained. Regret

maybe. I admit there was an elegance to

how little effort it took to ruin

somebody's mood.

There's the edge lord. Nothing was

sacred. Tragedy struck. I joked about

it. There was pain I poked at it. I told

myself I was breaking taboos, but really

I was

I was just numb. Regret uh burns here.

It wasn't bravery. It was cowardice

hiding behind cruelty. So I'm I'm

writing from the from the point of view

as a troll because I'm I'm a royal

troll, right? I'm like but yeah.

>> It's like So what is the definition of a

troll though? Are are you telling me

that or no?

>> Yeah. See see that that see that's

that's me right there.

And that that I can't I'm showing too

much of the book. Hold on. There we go.

Uh what is the definition of a troll? A

troll is basically somebody that lives

under a bridge and

you know

uh they

they on the internet they just they're

they harass you. There's a lot of things

that fall under the umbrella of troll. I

would include stalkers in it. Now I

would include like uh some psychopaths

and narcissists and that I mean they

that anybody who gaslights the trolls

love to gaslight and all kinds of

>> and that's another thing like that's

another thing. What is gaslight? What is

gaslight about? Okay, so Gaslight was a

movie movie from like the 1930s or

something with Ingred Bergman and it was

about this woman that inherits like all

this money from her aunt and she goes to

like, you know, collect the money and

like live at this her aunt's like house

or whatever, starts dating a guy and he

starts to try to make her think that

she's going crazy because he wants to

get her put away in a mental asylum so

he can like keep her house and money and

stuff. So it's kind of like uh it's like

it's like but they basically in the n

that time period they had they didn't

have electricity I remember the time

period of the movie they didn't have

electric lamps they had these gas light

bulbs and so he would [ __ ] with the gas

in the other room and so yeah would

flicker on and off and she'd be like I

think it was a ghost or something like

that or she thinks she was going crazy

and then she'd ask him do you see the

lights flickering and he'd be like no I

don't see the lights flickering and so

or so it would she would just think that

she's going crazy because he's [ __ ]

with her sense of reality.

It's like, so you're telling me, so it's

like you're telling me that's what uh

that's what a um troll is about or wait,

I forgot.

>> I'm saying they're gaslighters. They can

be flying monkeys. They can be just

people that are just like, you know,

just wanting to um to irritate people

and um just bas basically a lot of time

they're vampires. They they are like

psychic vampires that get off on the

energy, the fuel, like the reaction um

of the people that similar to

narcissists too. Like narcissist also

thrive on this like fuel of the

emotional fuel, the reaction, the um you

know it all comes out of the person and

then like the narcissist like like sucks

it all up.

>> So what is so psych what is a death like

I know you're telling me this but I'm

just trying to say like can you give me

an example?

>> Sure. I was I was showing you the book

like there's other examples of trolls.

There's the trolls that will porn bomb.

There's the trolls that will come on and

to say the N word and that try to get

you the channel thinking. There's trolls

that will come in and like, you know, be

a conspiracy theorist. There's a troll

that um well, there's trolls that will

come in and say terrible things and then

like all these then will have fake

accounts and come in under all the fake

accounts and saying, "Hey, you know,

like that that oh, you know, supporting

the person when it's actually just all

the same person like saying, oh yeah,

they're going to be like that's right,

that's right." But it's all the same

person, right? That's why like sometimes

when one person disappears like a lot of

people

>> wait

hold on I'm starting to say trying to

say give me example of like gaslighting

though like what exactly like this gas

lighting is someone says like well one

thing that people will do is like

they'll try to like get you real upset.

They'll say real triggering stuff and

then finally they'll trigger you and

they'll get mad and maybe they'll yell

and they'll be like, "Well, you're

acting crazy." Or or they'll be like,

"Wow, like you're don't be so

emotional." And they're like trying to

put you in that state, right? And so

that's one example. There's also like

just like just like when you don't when

you argue with somebody's sense of their