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Psyche discusses the challenges of running an independent show, managing difficult stream dynamics, and dealing with chat behavior in a laid-back Saturday morning open panel episode.
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Browse era →Welcome to the night. The cards laid out for show. Stars shining so bright. Watch the secrets unfold. There's magic in her hands. Whisper what the future holds. Dance to the mystery.
Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. So, let the tarot move with the rhythm. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.
Wo. Hearts in the balance. Every card and open door. Feel the romance in every arcane war. Destiny entwined as the moon begins to
soar. Dance to the mystery. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. So let the taro move with the rhythm. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Flow.
Crystal visions in her gaze. Time can steal this moment. Life's uncertain dance we chase with love. Woen
pen dance to the mystery. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Flow. Let the tarot move with the rhythm. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.
Hi, how are
you? Hi. Okay. How's everyone today? Happy Saturday.
Hi. Hey. What's up? Good morning, Born Joker. How are you? Yeah, it didn't go too well last night. I tried though. I did try. Um, but maybe I didn't do such a good job, but
I tried. Hey babes. What's up Rudy? Hey babe Lenor. It's Lenor. Come on. Yeah. I have some sleep. I have some you are asleep. Maybe that's good. Hey. Say
hi. Maybe it's so Maybe it's too early in the morning for everybody, but hi. How are you? Yeah, it didn't go too well with Mr. Big Pipes. Mr. Big Pipes kind of I don't know. Maybe you turned on me a little bit, but okay. I'm doing fine. I'm trying to do my
best. It's hard. Um it's hard doing open panel sometimes, right? And I love having guests and stuff like that. Um and stuff like that. Stuff like that. People brought to my attention. I say that a lot. Um, I I didn't shave very well. My hair
is growing really fast. I shave better than that. Good. Enjoy your coffee. I'll just enjoy the rest of I have the rest of my drink. I didn't finish a few hours ago. Uh, and Mr. Big Times, thank you for the Thank you for gifting the memberships. And I'm sorry it didn't quite work out on the last night in the stream. I wanted it to be like a good
conversation. I thought maybe I could Yeah, I thought maybe I could like steer the conversation in a good direction or, you know, make peace with people. Maybe have maybe have a conversation that needs to be had about like stuff that is said and, you know, um, but it's hard. It's hard and it's
like, you know, I can always say, "Oh, can you follow the rules? Can you can you do this? Can you do that?" And it's like they're just like they people will say what they want to say sometimes dealing with really strong personalities freestyle. I'm just with the flow too, you know, dance to the rhythm, get the tarot move with the
mystery. Yeah, I go with the flow. I try to too, you know. That's but that's like too it's like you know I should maybe have a more structured show and like I should just like sit there and design my show and have all you know these guests ar it's really it's harder to do it on YouTube than it is like you know if I was a celebrity if I was you know had
like a studio people come in and it's like I had screen screeners and I had staff and stuff like that. I have to do everything myself and so people say it's so easy. It's like, you don't understand having a show, especially I try to make it kind of a like a like a more
professional show. Sometimes I'm the host. I'm the producer. I'm the writer. I'm the editor. I'm the sensor. I'm the I'm the guest booker. I'm the hospitality. I'm the management. I'm the everything. I
there's I it's like it's like 10 jobs in one really sometimes it feels like and it's like I can't do all of them and it's like and then I've also you know the graphic know I you know luckily you know the graphics I had help with the graphics and stuff like that but um you know normally I'd be doing all the every the graphic
design you have unlimited selection would be easier. Yeah, if I had unlimited selection of of, you know, if I could play music, I could play any music, I could like not worry about um, you know, if I could play clips and stuff like that and not worry about, you know, but it's like there's so much to worry about. Um, and it's stressful and
it's like so um, I'm doing my best. I'm doing my
best. I'm the the cat wrangler. I'm the tarot reader. I'm the person that puts the guests on the panels. Person takes them up. I'm the sound
editor, right? It can be taken out. And I have to realize that, too. It's like, you know, tomorrow I can wake up. It could be it could be all gone and stuff. You know, my channel could just be deleted. Hundreds of hours hundreds and hundreds of hours of work. Um or like you know it's like and it's a
kind of an AI that's running it too, you know. So, hey, let's not say these words. Let's not say the oh no people have a problem with it. It's like and I don't want it's like then I'll if I kick everybody off there's nobody here. There' be nobody here. Nobody wants to watch. I have three people in the chat and so nobody, you know, maybe everyone's asleep right
now. Yeah. And some people do get discouraged. But you know what? I know. I understand. And it's like that's so that's the thing. But it's like if it's like me, if I make the mistakes and so I like to blame myself because I don't want to blame other people for it. If I make the mistakes on this show that and it's me that makes
the mistakes then it's fine. But if it's other people trying to hurt it and stuff like it's like the baby of the protect it's Yeah. It's quite the tight rope. Huh. Good morning unttrackable. Yeah. I mean it's like and I like I love everybody that comes on like 99% of the people like you know I don't like the porn bombers. I like and even like the but like even trollish
people and people that have caused problems and stuff. I like those people still as I'm willing to like have conversations and listen and let them let them hear and stuff and um and so but you know being too nice sometimes you know sometimes if I'm too nice you don't get I don't get respect. Hey
what's up Born Joker? What's up Unttrackable? Thank you for being here. I know and I know I stream probably too much. Oh but I love it. I love it. I love it. It's so much fun. But sometimes it's not as much fun as other times. But it's still it's up to me to like run the
show, right? I have a lot of resources for the show. I have a lot of potential for the show. There's people that do it. There's people that manage it, but it's a lot harder than that. It's like and then having like just all these different groups coming in. It's like, you know, it's like Westside Story,
right? What's up? From tattoos to Mount Tittikaka. Yeah. From Tatas to Mount Tittikaka. Yeah. I can talk I can talk, you know, I can talk about anything. I can talk about Chi-Chi and Flirty Flirty Diamond getting her Chi-Chi's pierced. And I mean, that's fine. And it's like, oh,
well, don't talk about don't just don't make accusations against people. Don't um don't harass people. Don't don't say horrible things. Don't don't make unproven accusations. And then it's like, oh, well, you have this guest on this day and they they did this and that. I'm like, well, I don't know about that. like I don't like and it's like and then I'm like well you know Barbara
Walters can interview Charles Manson and he's done maybe terrible things in people's minds and then it's like wow she does a great groundbreaking interview me it's they're like oh you're not a journalist okay well maybe I don't have a journalism degree but um you know I do have um some skill in journalism right yeah that made me feel better on
trackable it's like it's nice having people that are respect ful and like have something interesting to say, have a good message and and things, right? And then it's like then there's people that are like really you pull up. Hold on. I'll put my link my link up. I'm sorry. I'll put the link up. I can talk about anything too. I can talk about
anything too. And I but you know, I really like doing the open panels a lot. I really like it.
Um, but it's like if people can't respect me and I they can't behave and then it's like even the chat is kind of it's been getting like crazier and stuff like that. Like that chat's getting crazier. Just mean people um not here for me, not supporters of the show.
There's a lot of stress, but also like a lot of stress relie. Okay. Having a having a degree doesn't make does it make you good at something. Having a degree doesn't make you good at something, right? But and I and I also I and I but I have a degree too. I have a degree in marketing. Um you know, it's like I don't have a press
pass, you know, but I've Hey, what's up? Hold on. I'm sorry. Hey, good morning. Hi. Yeah, I don't I tried yesterday like several times and there there's so much stuff that's said that it's like and then oh people are like why why' you end
your live? It's like well cuz there's just so much stuff said that I don't want on my show. I just like don't I don't want on my show. It's like even if it's like people are like oh you're being too sensitive. No. And uh but if I don't like it, it's like I can make the decision. Hey, what's up Sassy?
Right. Um yeah, I mean I do I am I think I do have talents and it's like my dad was really talented man too and he was very like whatever he did turned to gold. He was like um he was just very able to be successful and I was never able to be successful in his you know in to my to my liking in his eyes you I was kind of
kind of always the up and but I think I inherited a lot of um talents from him and know my in my family and things like that that I like to share and stuff but it's really frustrating is like I'm not a I'm not a it's like if I was out there in the
communities like causing controversy and stuff like that then I'd understand I have a lot of well maybe I am causing controversy Maybe I can't help it. I am a maybe I'm controversial without even trying to be. But I was like, if I do this do this
show, I'm going to go into it and be kind to everybody and like, you know, love everybody as much as much as I can, you know, and to pour a lot of love into the show, right? Um, yeah, I know. I know. just doing interviews but you know and Alisa did that that's what you know I'd like to you know I like to do interviews. How are you this morning?
I'm sorry. I don't I don't mean to I'm just having a little just thinking about stuff. Um but it's it's okay. Um, you know, I can't remember exactly the date um when I first pulled up and and found your show and your
channel but um, you know, you have pretty much an open door policy and um, you know, people will show up because they enjoy showing up. But um then you
know just probably just like myself uh people that will go into any open door and they will meet each other in different places and uh they will say the things that they say whether it be on a topic
or or you know um a contradiction in sharing and then they will leave there and then they will go through another open or and they will find themselves next to the same person someplace else. And it and then the the the conflict continues. It's like, you
know, hey, when when I come into your panel, I I wipe my, you know, I take my shoes off at the door, if you will. I'm not going to bring somebody else's um mind over here. um you know I come to be part of what
you're doing and uh I can I I can understand that you know what you're doing this is this is your channel this is your home and uh and you welcome so many people um but then you wind up feeling like a
manager of people and um it it I I can understand the stress Um, I personally don't have to deal with it. I I could leave um wherever I am at any given time. Um, but you know, you you want to do this
and um the people have shown up for you day in and day out for like Yeah. I want to say I' I've been showing up for at least two weeks. Yeah. Um but you know that means that hundreds of people have have come here at
least and and shown up and been uh taking part in your panels. And you know what when when uh guests don't like each other um they they will use their breath to continue the conflict rather than to uh be part of what you got going on. You
know what I mean? Yep. And I and people have to remember and maybe people take advantage of this, but it's like I I am like relatively new to this, right? Even though my channel's grown really fast. Um, and I've been comfortable doing tarot readings for a
long time. And I'm very new to talking to people like I have like, you know, especially for long long periods of time. Um I've I've dealt in my life I've dealt with a lot of different types of people very including dangerous very dangerous criminals you know and um and but also like like my
family is like really really great kind people um but I've dealt with psychopaths. I've dealt with extreme narcissist, the dark triad people, criminals, you know, gang members, um, all walks of life, all walk like that's, you know, and, you know, straight
people, homophobic people, gay people, um, you know, trans community, um, many kinds of different people throughout my life. But still, I'm like I'm I'm maybe I'm more shy than people know. I'm a I've kind of gotten really over that, but I've had experience dealing
with a lot of different types of people. Uh this is it's getting to another level and it gets um the thing is it's like it's like the malicious people. It's like people that are trying to hurt me and stuff. It's like, and that's the hard part cuz I'm
always able to usually turn people to if they don't like me, at least get along, respect me, and I've never experienced this kind of stuff with the the I mean, and the trolling. I I didn't just start I mean
before I did even did these panels and started my show I was in people's chats very controversial people like bad bad trolling um you know Playboy Bunnies Playboy Bunny with you know a lot of people and then pretty different kind of trolling but a lot of trolling like more
sexual trolling in there. Um, and God, you know, Satanists, Satanist, Christians, a lot of different types of people. And uh, but I've never seen like things get as bad as it get in my chat. And I really
haven't. I I've never seen, and this is my fault because I asked for this because I was like, I'm going to bring people from every sector I can go to, every everywhere I could buy. I I was I was doing the panel thing. I was going to every panel I could find, doing my readings and stuff like that. Um I
was and not everyone agrees with my approach and my I have my own kind of shick or trolling and stuff like that. And it sometimes it works out really well and sometimes it's fun and then sometimes it's I see a side of people that scares me and that really worries me. And
then it's not only I I think about myself. I think about my family. I think about my cats. I think about my community. And it's like I don't want to be responsible for anything. It's like if anything bad happens, I'd ra I'd want it to happen to me. Like I want It's like I And it's like but people get it's get so malicious and it's like maybe
it's my fault. I was like, "Oh, I'm interested in this community that kind of has a bad reputation. Maybe a bad reputation." And um because I like some people there and they help me out when I first started out, but at the end of the day, they're not really here. Um they're supporting me. There's like a lot
of periphery kind of people around. Okay. What's up, Arthur? Hey, Arthur. Hi. Good morning. Good morning. It seems like finally you guys are talking about a decent topic. My goodness. Whoever that other panelist was earlier in the day. Good god. And the guy I don't know
if he was trying to be shock jock funny and saying, "Oh, I'm trying to dick." I don't know if you thought that was funny. That was way too cringe. I don't know. Oh my god. What are your thoughts on that? Well, I mean I mean even like you know I mean some of the sexual trolling and stuff like I said I was testing his boundaries. test people's
boundaries sometimes, but he was getting into very vi violence stuff and then he's like, I'm a I'm a I'm a I'm a dangerous person and it's like and he was he started to it started to scare me a little bit like cuz I see this dark side of the personality come out that's not the kind musical interesting person
that that's like a it's like a person that's ready to be violent and um I was thinking I'm like, "Yo, you guys are talking about oral sex, beastiality. Like, this is too much." What's the What was I don't know. Oh, I don't really I don't remember. I don't know the beastiality. I'm No, he was touching the topic. I was like, you
know, I'll you like a little dog. Oh, yeah. I didn't don't have to really watch how you phrase even if you know. Oh, yeah. Just watch how you phrase things. Okay. That guy needs to I don't know. He needs to bite a uh 9 millimeter if you know what I mean. No, no, no, no, no, no, no. Please don't. I rephrased it. I didn't
say that. I know it was refra. But even I don't even like the the idea of that, you know. I don't 9 millimeter could be like a little sausage. Okay. Okay. Okay. 9 millimeters of you know your fingernail. I mean that's like whatever. But it's like you know I don't like Okay. Okay. Just Well, whoever this panelist is, thank you. Thank you for
keeping it away from all that stuff, bro. Yeah. Oh, yeah. Unravelable has always been um kind and uh um hos, you know, generous and and uh had a lot of wisdom and you know, calm and brings a good energy. Yes. Proper radio etiquette. Yeah. And it's like,
you know, this because people think it's a free-for-all here. And it's like, and there are some shows that are free-for-alls and it's but um and I I did have more of a free-for-all when I started, but you know, now I am like a partner of YouTube. So, I in a way like you know, representing YouTube in a certain way.
You Sorry about that. No, go ahead. Go ahead. Go ahead. No, I mean, uh, I guess last thing here before I leave, um, you said the other day on Kate's channel that you resemble yourself and you aspire to be someone like Howard Stern. Does this mean you'll have more
bits? Does this mean you'll have your own whack pack? Does this mean you'll have your own uh, Robin? Well, I've had I've had Robin. I've had the Whack Pack. I have the whack I mean and you know including actual whackpack people that have come on the show um you know or you know I have unusual person I don't want to call them you know whack
pack you know that's a little bit derogatory but I'll say I have very unusual people and you know different different kinds of people and and uh well the mini mason guy is definitely part of the whack pack. Yeah but he wasn't I mean he wasn't in the whack pack but yeah he's he you know he's definitely he's part of this black pack. Yeah, he's an interesting character. Yes. And then um and then Wendy and then
Wend, you know, Wendy was actually in the Whack Pack, you know, she's actually and she came on the show for for a couple hours, you know. Um and you know, even had I've even had Howard Stern's producer came and raided my show. Uh like Shulie came and raided it like right like right after right just when I got monetized, he rated the show. And I know like when I know when you say
certain things it affects the algorithm because that day I was I was mentioning Howard Stern and then I just popped them on his algorithm. Also I was talking about the Muppets the other day or one day and then somebody came in with the name Muppets and they're like oh you were just on my feed. So I know it's like when you say words like YouTube will put it so when people are saying these horrible words I don't know where put they're going to point to put me in YouTube wants stuff. They're going to
the trash or or hide me and stuff like that because it's like they're like what are they talking about? Even it's just the if it's just the algorithm picking this up, which which it is, right? If the algorithm is getting more and more sophisticated, it's like a beast of its own and I want to work with the algorithm as instead of working against the because I've seen what happens when you work against the algorithm. All of a sudden, there's nobody in the chat.
Nobody can find my channel. It doesn't pop up in search results and uh and it's basically hidden away and it's like so it's called shadow banning, right? Um, and that's basically, you know, it's like a kind of like a nail in the coffin to to a new channel, right? Um, it's hard. It's good panels will keep the questions till there's a lull and that's why you're only to two or three people that
are very successful. Okay. And I'm, you know, um, I'm I'm not a I'm a good interviewer. If you've seen like my interviews, I'm I'm able to interview I'm able to engage the guests. I'm able to cheat the guests respectfully. even very volatile guests I have been able to it's gotten to like this other level
though where it's like these are some uncontrollable or I would say malicious in a certain way like people that are trying to hurt me okay and it's like and then that is almost unimaginable to me since I don't
try to hurt people and I'm always nice respectful nice is not a great word I'm kind to me. You know what's the most important part of being an interviewer? Yeah. Uh listening. You got to listen. You just got to listen. I do a lot of listening and I let people talk a lot
and I'm very observant. You know, sometimes, you know, I know I'm on too long and I get fatigued and sometimes I will get a little tired and will not pay as much as attention that I should be paying. Right. But I am
um also I'm very I'm very fresh. If you he I'm not I don't want to compare myself to Howard Stern too much, but I'll say in his first two months, you know, he had a different voice than he had than he he ended up with in his, you know, heyday, you know, he had the nice voice. He was, you know, you can watch the movie Private Parts and you can see the beginning of his broadcasting
career, right? Where he was he had a very different kind of show and he was, you know, it was a very different than he turned into. And so I'm I'm doing an evolution and I I'm going through a learning process. People expect me to be perfect overnight and stuff like that, which I'm not going to be. I'm going to change. I can look back I can
look back three months ago and I'm a different completely different show. Like my show is evolving, you know, and so I have I have to steer it into this direction I want it to go. I tried certain ways of networking and things. Um, maybe I
miscalculated certain communities that I maybe wanted to be a part of at one time and maybe I was like B sector. It's almost Well, uh, well, yeah. Okay. Yeah, you bring that up, but it's like that is like such turning into such a thing now with like um I've never had so many
guests that are are people are telling are being accused of these horrible things. I'm like, if really if they're like, how are these people out in society? Why are how are these people in in jail for 100 years if they've committed some of the things I'm hearing that they've done? I don't know. They're they're seem to be out out, you know, probably less of a criminal record than
I have. To be fair, look at the illegals how they're beating up cops, killing cops, rap, you know, raping people, and they still get to go out like nothing. So if an illegal gets out and nothing happens to them, I mean what? They're not going to do anything to a citizen at this point. So yeah, but I mean it's like that but I'm not I'm not dealing with a bunch of illegal immigrants on
the show. I'm dealing with I'm dealing with mostly American citizens, you know that that's what you're dealing with. That caller in the morning was horrendous, bro. I am sorry. I Jesus. If I ever see that guy on panel, I'm just going to flag and report this channel. No, no, do not. Why would you do that? I'm kidding. I'm kidding. Well, don't even don't even make jokes about that cuz I mean cuz that's that's what that's
the way like people are saying people always like last night, you know, I'm not even going to bring it up. It's just like, you know, don't don't even put the thought out there. It's like, okay, cuz it's like that that that will not do anything to anybody except for me, you know? That that will only hurt me, you know? That the guy here, what's the guy's name right here? The guy unttrackable.
Unrackable. Unttrackable. Unttrackable. I don't know if you heard the other guy. I think his name was uh Tell Pipes or something. What was Mr. Big Pipes? Mr. Big Pipes. Yeah. And Mr. Big Pipes. Did do Go ahead. Yeah. I think I've run into him on your channel before, but there's something to be said
again when you when you have that open door policy. Um, some people will come in and be interactive with you and your other guests and you can have conversations and it'll be fun. Some so many people from what I've seen with open door, you know, panels is that
sometimes just anybody will come in and they don't want to interact. They just want to uh get whatever is inside of them out. And uh it it can be some of the nastiest stuff. They will call people names. They they will, you know,
just spew at the mouth rather than interact with others. And John John Timothy. Yes. Oh, I was begging. I That is That is a shtick. It's part of the stick. It's not not even serious. It was like sometimes people will do that. It's a It's a It's a taste testing boundary. I know. And I guys, I'm not saying I'm
perfect. I'm I'm saying I might do some things that are controversial and you know controversy also can be entertaining. I'm not trying to be malicious. I'm not trying to make people uncomfortable. Gay people are are sometimes natural boundary pushers in society,
right? It's like, you know, we've we've we're we are, you know, or Okay, I say gay people are in a way not are loose. No, not loose. I'm Well, I'm not loose and I'm gay. Okay. But I'm and you know, I'm saying that we are we we push along the culture in a
way, but we're we're also like, you know, not totally accepted in the culture. Like when today when someone was the raging demon was on he's like he's like straight men need to be protected. I mean like like we need to come together like okay I think straight men have come together and they are I think straight men are more of the
majority population. I think like 95% of men you know they have their boys clubs their their uh their their world is you know they're kind of like you know it's it's James Brown saying it's a man's world famously right. Um, and it's like, you know, personally I think secretly women run the world, right? But I like
to let even I think even women sometimes let men think that they run things, right? But you know if you and you know but now and now nowadays it's it's uh it used to be like the white the white men you know and then now it's you know now l
thankfully it's open now all basically all men but the gay men are kind of pushed into the corner made their own little group. We're we're if you think about gay people, we have this society that is built around, you know, the like bringing these straight couples together and that this is all for like procreation to keep the world going and
this is all good, but think about what gay people do in society. They're the wedding planners. They're the hair stylists. What's that? AIDS. That's not I mean that was in the 80s. That was an issue. There's nobody that there's nobody that passes away from that disease anymore in America. That is a very highly treatable and to go to
undetectable levels. Of course, there's something to be said of like, you know, this promiscuity and stuff, but I'm saying I'm not saying or AIDS like, you know, healthcare aids, you know, maybe healthcare aids, AIDS to straight people. I mean, they we're supporting the straight paradigm where, you know, makeup artists, okay, interior designers, fashion designers, um, and, you know, people that work in as
waiters. I mean, I'm saying there's a large population of gays in this assistance role, um, helping to perpetuate the the straight paradigm. And it's like gays, the gays. Yeah. You know, gay people, there's I don't want to get racial, okay? There's, but I've mentioned this before. There's a movie called The A Day Without the Mexicans. Okay. And The Day
Without the Mexicans that that day all the Mexicans disappear. There's all the They don't get sent back. They just disappear. And all of a sudden, uh not not a not a a not a house is cleaned. Not a a lawn is mowed. There's there's leaves everywhere. I don't want to be I'm not
trying to be rac I get it. I I I saw that movie and um you you could make another movie a spin-off of it, especially in the modern times. It's like, hey, spend a day without a rich person. Um and um the the jobs will
probably still get done, but but nobody's going to get paid. Yeah. And imagine a day without the gays. You know, women's hair would be just a mess. No, that's a lie. Come on now. women on here. Come on. Oh, I know. I know. It's called It's called just It's called a little bit of a satire. Okay.
It's like a little bit of a real then. A day Without the gays. The kids can finally read the books that they want. They won't be forced down to read all these LGBTQ books in the library. Oh. Oh. So, so they're they're they're forced to be reading these books or or these books are just made available. They're forced to. Nope.
Nope. This the public education I don't remember ever reading a book my all my Okay, but I mean it's like maybe I've heard of one or two controversial books where where they present like oh I have two dads Arthur. Okay, let me just say but there are um people that are born you know
there are same-sex couples that adopt. Do you also know that people are you know there's a bigger uproar about same-sex couples adopting? I know it's very controversial and things, right? But do you know that gay gay couples adopt what? No, but they adopt what are called the most undesirable
and I don't like to use that word and stuff. They're the f the no they're the hardest to adopt out children. The children that would be in foster homes basically because either they're maybe they're crack babies and things like that. And these are these are the ones. No, I'm saying if you you watch um watch on HBO, I don't know if it's still around. I might be able to find it. It's called Rosy's Family Cruise. And they
have they have a you know families families with a with a with a gay couple running the family and there's there's a family there and they have five um it's it's a white couple, a white two white men and they have five what were considered crack babies and it's like if you see like the amount of Yeah. But if you see the amount of like love and um and you know they're they're wealthy and
things and you know it's and you know how and these would and this these these kids would probably be in in foster care if it wasn't for a gay couple adopting them. I'm saying that they um they No, it it makes sense because um when you think about it like
um you know I'm I'm married and I have a child and um we we wanted and and hoped for a beautiful, healthy uh baby that came from the that came from the two of
us. and and we were blessed with that. Um but you know, we we are raising our child. However, when it comes to adoption, um you you have people that um seek out certain characteristics, but uh it winds up
being very very expensive. And so the again the money comes into play. And so that way it's like the price of a child goes up whereas you know like you said um you know it it's it it's a derogatory
thing but to think that a child that does exist is undesirable. It's going to go to the people that have love but don't have money because they don't because they don't Yeah. They don't get to pick. They don't get to bargain. They
don't get to auction for those characteristics. It's like, give me a child that I can share the love with. And and that's where they wind up going. And you know, God bless people for doing adoption. And God bless those people
that don't have so much uh moneywise, but they do have love and they do have resources and they will raise um a beautiful being that will grow up and and share it also. So, right, but also I will say like maybe
like you know it's very expensive to adopt a child. So, I'm not I'm thinking like like a very poor gay couple would probably like, you know, continue just working until they until they had enough to adopt a child. But I'm saying um they're you there can be very wealthy gay couples and they'll go to other they'll go to other countries because
sometimes it'll be very difficult to adopt here, you know, for them. They'll go to other that they'll go you know celebrities kind of made it trendy for third the third world you know that you know Angelina Jolie with the African and the different going around the world with different but I will say very wealthy gay couples will adopt the most undesirable to other when people
consider I don't consider these ch I don't consider any any child to be um to be considered undesirable I don't like that word but it's like um most least least adoptable I would say the least adoptable like the the the the hard cases they will often times you know they will it will just be easier to
adopt it'll be a faster process and it's like oh you can you can adopt you can either wait five years being on a waiting list for 5 years or this this these children are available right now and it's like and these children are sitting in foster care they may be a little bit they may be older like you know a lot of people want to adopt babies and things like that that there's kids that sit in the foster system for
years and you know and then and so I'm saying um a lot of gay people who adopt and are are wealthy will adopt these older children or um undesirable crap. Yeah, that makes sense as well. you
know, from a from a psychological standpoint, it does make sense because um and I'm I'm not saying you you are or the gays are, but um you know, I've seen plenty of it um through my time to where it's like, hey, if you are, you know,
what do you call it? C counterculture or something like that. Then um you you have been told probably most of your life by the greater society that you are undesirable and you don't like that feeling and you don't want anybody else to ever feel that way again and you have
way for yourself. And so when you say that, you know, hey, th this child is uh unadoptable, like nobody will take this child. It's, you know, that's when you stand up and say, I will. Yeah. And that's a great point, too. It's like because, you know, gays have been
outcasted and so we understand what it likes what it's like to be outcasted and um we'll have we we'll a lot of times have a greater compassion. And I'm not saying straight people don't have these qualities, you know, and women women will women also have these qualities strongly, but it is uh it's definitely, you know, to be told today, oh, you
know, straight people need to need to band together straight men against the gays. Like, I mean, it's just ridiculous. It's like the gays are not gay people are not any threat to gay to straight people. We are actually the supporters of straight people. We are we're helping make the world go around.
We're we're basically not welcome into this marriage system. Well, I guess you know nowadays we are. Nowadays more it more there's gay marriage. Even in Mexico there's gay marriage now and around the world there's you know legal marriage and things like that. But I'm saying if you look at it there's
a lot of gay people that are just supporting the straight world and keeping the illusion going. I mean, it's keeping the illusion that it's like it's only straight people, right? We are the world, we are the children. I don't know if I'm explaining it right. I've thought I thought about these things a lot, but um I've had a lot of time to think about it. So, I hate all the fighting too, Sassy. And it's like but you know that
yesterday with uh like um with Michael and um Flirty Diamond, you know, hashing it out and they were, you know, that was not the that that kind of fighting. It's like it was kind of entertaining in a way and a little bit outrageous and a little bit, you know, here we have a we have a a trans woman and and a straight
guy, you know, and you know, they're having a relationship and there's all the controversy relationship and they're going back and forth and screenshots are being shown and the phone conversation, you know, it's it's kind of entertaining in a way, you know, but um but then it got last night where it was just like really disgusting accusations being made
um against people and someone and it's like and and it even happened to be the other day where someone's it was Aldi said something totally outrageous that could paint if people believed it at face value it it would sound horrible you know and it's like but then it's like we look at the facts and we go we get the
facts and words are being flipped around and stuff like for example Well, it's now it's trending need to call people in their in their 20s kids. To my understanding, kids are like, you know, 10 and under or you know, you know, they're kids. They're not people in their 20s. I I consider
people in their 20s adults. So when you say, "Oh, because with so with Benny, people would say, oh, basically they're like, oh, you're you were you were you were hitting on a a kid." I mean, and it's like then that people start saying that, right? It's like, no, he's an a he's an adult and he's not And it's like saying that kind of thing paints this whole really
really disgusting, you know, it's like people people using these words. You you understand what I'm saying? It's like I I think when it comes to that um you know I'm I'm I don't know if about the trend because I I don't think um I I don't think everybody calls
people younger than them kids. However, um if if you are still a child inside even though you have gone through things and collected these years like yes uh in my 40s if if I see
uh 20some behaving a certain type of way I'd be like hey kids these days just like my parents um you know would would look at, you know, the 30s and
40s year olds that are still acting childish and not handling their business and still needing them. They will be like kids these days, you know, it it's not necessarily um an age thing. It's the separation of their
age and experience versus what they are witnessing coming from younger you know but I'm talking about when these semantics which these words are used in a malicious way to paint something as something else like you know because you can say oh Michael Jackson is just a big kid right you know Michael Jackson he's like he acts like he's very childlike you know whatever and then it's like you know Michael Jackson was like 50 years
old right and so even if he had a Peter Pan complex or He was a, you know, still was a child inside, right? You um I I see a lot of the the Yin stuff, if you understand the Yin. Um it, you know, u you're basically calling somebody a
kid, you're calling them a child, you're calling them unexperienced, you're saying that you're not handling your business, you're still you're still out there doing dumb you know? Um whereas you you have to look from above to call somebody a a kid or a child or young or something like that. You but
you have but you have to have stepped up yourself to be able to do that um righteously I guess. Right. What I'm saying is um so like with B like with like I'm saying that leg legally 18 or over is considered an
adult. So when you start saying, "Oh, this, you know, this guy, he's with a 20 this this man, he's 30 30 years old and he's with a 21-year-old and they say, oh, he married a kid, you know, they can that makes it sound really, really bad, right?" or or he's you know so I'm saying like we need to
make a distinction between children and adults you know even if it's just legal legally right can you pan yes you can um yeah go ahead um John you can come on up ab that fully because um when
when just in my brain when I think of a kid. Um, I think of that that innocence that I had when I was young and the lack of knowledge and the the dependency on others and also the security that was
provided to me and where my decisions but they really weren't mine. It it was all an educational process. However, you you have to protect them at all costs. Yes. That's the way that's the way I feel. So once somebody is of legal age,
um you you could have been teaching them for 20 years. You could have been standing over them and making sure nobody messed with them for their entire life. But once they make uh an adult decision and then they come to you and
say, "Hey, I made a mistake." Um, all you can say is, "Hey, I I gave you everything I had for this amount of time for you to learn to not make that mistake, and now you have to you have to go through whatever you have to go through because of that
mistake." Mhm. Are you there, John? John, are you there? Hey, how are you today? Good morning. What do you think about the conversation? Do you have do you have a It's interesting. I just kind of showed up so I'm kind of mid conversation, but uh yeah. Well, I think I think today I
mean it's like it's getting crazier and crazier with like these these accus accusations flying around to people and things like that, right? And um and some of these accusations can really ruin people's lives. I understand like that there are false accusations that can be made but
not only like you know divorce like say someone's getting a divorce and then like I think I won't I won't mention names so so there's someone and they're like oh this person this person is a woman they said oh this person's a woman beater or something like that and then like I'm like oh okay then it gets it gets more information I hear it's like
okay well maybe they were of verbal verbal abuse made in the And so these accusations can be made in in divorces and things, but then you know, are they supposed I I don't I can't background check everybody. I I was not there. I you know, and I'm I'm also willing to take people at their word. I'm saying if there's serious
crimes committed, I expect that they would be in the legal system and that that they wouldn't be out walking free and things like that. And so if someone's able to come on the panel unless they're, you know, doing Streamyard from prison in the prison, right? It's like I I think I don't think that, you know, even if people have done things and people also
have served their time, I think if people people are even if they have served time, I think it's tough. There's always two sides to every story, you know. Yeah. And there's and there's two side there maybe three sides. There's like and there's like the the one person's side, the other person's side, and the actual truth, which is sometimes somewhere in the middle. Somewhere. Yeah. Yeah.
There's a lot of reasons. I mean, it's a very complicated topic, but ultimately what I'm about is judging people and how they how they interact with me, how they treat me, and how I see them treat other people personally. And it's like cuz people can change. People can change. There's people that have done horrible, horrible things that have completely changed
their life around. Have you ever seen Layman Zar Rob and um Layman Zar Rob this guy, he's a he steals a loaf of bread to feed his family and he goes and he's he's he goes to he goes to uh um you know this like basically slave labor and and then he escapes. Well,
actually, no. He he's he's released and then he like goes and he he robs a priest and uh steals his candlesticks and then the priest finds him and then he just gives him the candlesticks and tells him to go. But anyway, he's he's a fugitive on the run. He has to change his identity. Then he becomes a mayor in a town and adopts a child. And then but
he still is this this this cop that remembers him from when he was in prison that's been on his tail and you know obsessed with tracking him down and stuff. And so, but a lot of a lot of people have a lot of uh sympathy for this protagonist of the movie like the who was a who maybe was a criminal and maybe did did did a crime but had
completely changed his life around assumed a new identity but could not quite escape his past. Right. So, I think it's a good movie. I think definitely some people can learn from their big mistakes but there there are some that that just don't change, right? Well, and change is difficult, but it's like for change, you need a catalyst
usually. Sometimes that will be going to prison and sometimes that will be having a a religious awakening. And there's different ways of um there there's there's another side to that as well. And it's it's not just those that do
wrong and then change and um accept and and and uh forgive themselves and move on with their lives. It it's also um the change in people that view them because um if you've if if you hold yourself on
high like you've never done anything wrong. Everything you did uh was on pedestal level type stuff. Um you're always looking down on people. But but when you stop treating people like you said,
uh I interact with people based off of how they are with me. I'm not going to, you know, hold up their rap sheet every single time I talk to them. I'm going to step off of my own pedestal and I'm going to be with them in this moment. And um I think people can change that
way as well. Right. That's a great point. But also, you know, Jesus, okay, so Jesus was also Jesus was, you know, maybe considered, I mean, maybe even if he was considered, if you believe in Jesus or not, you know, he was we we may put him on a pedestal, right? But it's like he never
looked down on people. He was with the prostitutes. He was with hung out with the criminals. And he his disciples were kind of a a rag tag crew, you know, a little bit. And and so and then he would he would go to the well and talk to the at the well and he knew about her several husbands and and then he he gave her water and there were different
religions that that there were in the different you know classes or different um and so you know so just because you but it also there's nobody that's perfect as human like as human beings we all make mistakes and we've every that's a universal thing is like that's what being human is is being imperfect because we're not God, but we're not the devil. We're not like And
so, and there's a saying like I said on Kate show today, every saint has a past and every sinner has a future, you know. Yeah. And every s is a baby a sinner and every sinner has been a saint or you know all about what you do with that mistake. Do you learn? Do you grow? Right. Do you defend it and be stubborn
and be delusional? A lot of people do that. you know, for for instance, to to gain in life, um, you know, career-wise and things like that. Um, you you you might have to, you know, step on some shoulders and, uh, but push a push a few heads
down. Mhm. But then, okay, you you gained your pedestal, but how did you get there, right? You you stepped on a whole bunch of people to get to where you are. And it's okay to step off of that pedestal and those same people will ease
you down to level with everyone else, right? And you can also you can ascend by like stepping on people's backs or by like reaching up and people and there's people that will lift you up and pull you up, you know, in so instead of like and so when someone's trying to come up, it's called maybe it's called I don't know it's called crabs in a barrel. Sometimes when there's all these crabs in a barrel and there's a crab that's
getting too close to coming out of the barrel, the other crabs will all pile up and and try to take that crab down. That so so because they they don't want that other crab to escape. I don't know why they, you know, it would probably be less less less crowded for them if if they if they let some some crabs escape, but you know, they have this kind of maybe vindictiveness or, you know, I'm
not going to let that if I can't succeed, that person won't pull them down. There's also gatekeepers, too, that are like, you know, guarding these doors. I' I've seen a a bridge of ants and if any one of those ants decided that they were better than the other, it would sabotage the entire bridge and then nobody gets to eat. You
know what I mean? Yeah. Yeah. And that's like Oh, and that's like the same thing as like there's a Taylor Swift song. It's called this is why we can't have nice things or or it's like you know or there's people that want to you know there can be something great going on for for a lot of people and then somebody will ruin it for everybody for
some reason you know some reason or another and so then you know so just like you know um we have this great system of like you know consumerism you know which I think is a good system and it could be like a lot less expensive if everybody would just, you know, pay pay. They kick the item and pay. But then we have all these thieves and people that
steal and then it raises the prices and things like that, right? And so and so everyone has to pay more in order to compensate for so different ways of thinking. Taylor Swift is a demon. Don't trust. Oh my gosh. Freaking low key. Yeah. There's like these are just interesting topics and interesting things to think about, you know. Um um
for sure. Yeah. So, but doing my show is like such a I mean h like having a platform. I think about how in the 80s before the internet like I I'm an 80s baby, right? And so I the internet came out I think in like you know for me I got it when I was probably
14 years old. I got a I got a computer with with like a dialup modem but before that we had very limited um options in our entertainment. We just had they said had you know whatever was in the TV guide and they had the per and so we just had a very limited option. Now we have so many options like you know before in order to get pornography
for example you'd have to go to the adult video store or the actually before that the adult movie theaters right and or or the you know the the magazines you know I think you know Playboy can't I don't even know if Playboy has a a paper magazine anymore probably do but um now there's just you know who who needs to buy that you know it's like it's like
but there is some kind of mystery in now it's like everybody body can get any any kind of desire or or fetish, there's some kind of video available free on the internet that they can watch. And so there's a lot more options in what we entertainment and stuff like that. So,
right. Um, and but so but so now but also like anybody can have a show now and anybody basically anybody with a cell phone. I I did my show for 6 months with a probably $30 cell phone. um started a channel where I can choose the topics, I can choose I get to choose the
guests and the length and and I can put it on and it's like and I can find an audience. And I do have to say uh one thing as a new viewer, a newish viewer, uh you are very consistent with your live streams. You are live quite a bit. So that's pretty cool. I think that's that helps you generate a lot of views. Yeah, that was one of the the some of
the advice I was given is like when I became a streamer is like, well, do it every day. Stream every day at least at least once a day. Just stream like just do it be consistent with it because a lot of people will just like, you know, they'll do a bit sometimes people will do a video here and there and it's like, you know, different. When I started, I was doing one video a week and I that
was that took a lot out of me then. Oh, wow. Yeah. Yeah. I was just and I I was like I did one show a week and sometimes I take two weeks off and things like that. Now this year I have it I took one day off this year and that's even that's and so people that say this is not work is like I'm putting so much time, energy and just to be able to to to focus on an audience and um think of interesting
things to talk about and try to entertain for hours and hours and hours and things like that. At the same time it's it's got to be a cool job because you have your own creative role. you know, you can push the the subject matter. Uh you can also, you know, smoke pot at your job. You know what I mean? Yeah. I can I can drink beer. I if I wanted to, I could have no pants on right now. I could just be nude from the from the waist down, you know, and I you
know, people used to say, "Oh, I'd like to have a job where I could work in my underwear." I I could I could be nude on my stream, you know. But no, I'm uh yeah, I can but I can basically and uh and I can choose my hours and it's like if I feel like um being on live, I can be on live. If I don't feel like it, I don't have to. I can wake up when I want to. I could um it's basically So people
say, "Well, that's not a job because you're having so much fun." Well, think about what about a professional baseball player. They're playing their favorite favorite game. They're basically, you know, when however, you know, I don't know how frequent baseball games or whatever are played, but it's it's not the most and and it is can be okay. I'm saying, yeah, there's physical activity. It can be strenuous and it's I would say
baseball is a little bit easier than than football and things like that, right? It's like there's not that many the biggest hazard is basically getting hit by a a foul ball or something like that, right? And uh it's pretty it could be then they're they're getting paid millions of dollars, right? And so and everyone you know because but because they're entertainers and there's people that want to watch it basketball too
like basketball you're running around they're are they having fun or are they not or it's like oh this is oh my god I have to play a basketball game oh no it's like they get they're excited and they're like oh you know the team they have team camaraderie and it's like they're they're playing a game basically and then they're getting paid millions of dollars and so it's just because I'm having fun doesn't mean it's not a job
doesn't mean and even And just because I started out doing it without getting paid, without getting any donations, without getting any any without being monetized. Oh, yeah. It's still time and commitment. Right. Right. And it's like and I I was like I was like and I was like if it works, it does. If it works, it works. If it doesn't work, it doesn't work. But I will try my best to get
something going. So it it does become a source of income. So it doesn't happen overnight. You know, Howard Stern didn't become a didn't get a billion dollars overnight. He went in woke up every morning 6:00 a.m. You know, went to went to his studio and and he had a lot of people helping, of course, but but he started at the bottom and then you work
your way up and it's like and then you get paid more as you go along and that's how kind of things work and so people understand that. They're like, "Oh, what? You don't have a job?" I'm like, well, I don't have a job, but I I basically work doing my stream for sometimes 12 hours a day, seven days a week, which is like a lot like I know some people work more, some people, but a lot of people will work less than
that. I think a 40hour week is standard. Let me say 124. So, so in 3 days I'm I'm working almost a full butting as much hours as people do in the entire week, right? Plus, I do it every day. So, basketball is fun. maybe playing it. Yeah, you can't get into basketball. I know and not everyone's into sports, but I just an example is
that there's a professional sports or even being a celebrity. What do they do? They they memorize a few lines and they, you know, they they they have makeup artists and they have people dress them in in clothes and they and they they act and if they love acting, it's like it's not really Yeah. I mean, um, I I I did
some time in the military, and I got to say, um, that time went by so fast, um, because I enjoyed what I was doing. I enjoyed every day. Mhm. Um, the being on base, you know, um,
having a job to do. Yeah. The job was the job, but the military in in the greater sense of it, it was like it it was almost like a dream. Mhm. You know, uh I enjoyed it. So I I enjoyed that
lifestyle for the amount of time that I did it. So when I look back at it, it's like where did that time go? like why why is what I'm doing now different than then and then I just applied the the principles and the
ethics um and the effort and to my job isn't a job anymore like this is some people call it a job some people call it a career but I have a camaraderie like you said uh with the people that I work
with. Yeah. I I have a purpose. Um it pro it it provides for me but they let me go and enjoy what I do each and every day. So it's it's not oh I got to go to work. Oh I hate my job. No it's like I
get to go to work. I am so thankful that I get to do this this simple thing. And yeah, it's my body being used for, you know, corporate profits or whatever, but they pay me and they pay me pretty well. And uh I'm not
I don't I don't uh wake up in the morning and just, you know, be like, "Oh my god, I have to go do this." I mean, waking up is hard enough, you know, going from this beautiful dream to the the real world, but you know what? I I
really do enjoy what I do. I enjoy thinking about the logistics of it. I enjoy the numbers and I enjoy the people that I work with. Yeah. So, it's like I get to go there, not I have to go there. That's the key to uh having a job, man. If you enjoy it, that's everything, right? Because then it doesn't feel like work because you're doing something you
like and then you're you're getting paid for it, right? I feel like for 90% of people, a job feels like work. So I feel like it's it's rarer than not when people just actually look forward to going to their job. That's awesome. And hence like that's why people like there's a lot of jealousy for people that they're like, "Oh, what are you what are you really doing?" you know, I'm I'm working like, you know, or
people just say, "Oh, you know, I'm doing hard manual labor and I have to wake up and you know, and you know, it's it's boring and it's I do it's repetitive tasks and and I don't like it and it's like but I have to do it to make money." It's like, well, so they see somebody that's making money doing something they love and they're like, I wish I could do that. But I'm saying we we all could do that in a way. And it's
like we because we have a we have an ability to design our lives, right? And so that's what I've finally been able to do, you know, because I I haven't had a normal job for quite some time. I think my last job was like I know I got fired from it 2008 or something like that. I worked there for two years and um and then I was like told my dad I was like
I'm going to try to do internet marketing and and I a lot I did a lot of other other things to where I was able to make money but it was difficult and difficult at times and you know um then uh during the lockdown period in you know 2000 I was able to um start start my
tarot business and do t and I and I was very successful at it, you know, but then after that time, you know, at at the time there's a lot of people that were getting um stimulus checks and so there was some expendable income. There's more money to spend on things like tarot and there's also a lot of people that were concerned about the future and wondering what's going to happen next. And so there's a lot lot of
customers coming in. Now the customer base now that's kind of dried up dried up over there and it's like I know it's it's not well dried up a lot and you know and maybe that's part of my fault that I I was not consistent and I you know but also the business significantly dropped in a certain point right so now that and also because things were going
to YouTube and the video and so I was like well I'll try out the YouTube thing and but it took a lot to get on YouTube for me to have the confidence because there's so many things saying don't don't do it, you know, and some of the some of the things maybe, you know, like, oh, you know, you you put yourself out there and it's like, you know, it's the internet and, you know, you can ask
an off topic question. Yeah, go ahead. Go ahead. Yeah, go ahead. Uh, what what drew you into tarot? I don't know a lot about it, so I'm just curious uh what Yeah. Uh what you saw and what brought you in? just always being interested in like kind of the well when I I I started tarot when I was eight eight years old
like my you know there a lot of parents will like will be against uh against uh things like tarot for religious purposes and they but my parents were encouraging when I was I wanted to get a tarot deck and my mom like would tell me like well if you want to be a reader like you have to you know learn learn it learn it well like learn every card the meaning and be
able to like know like you know not not having to use a book with it, just just understand it and know it and uh be do your best. And so I was just encouraged to follow my dreams in that way and and I was supported along that way and and in that way I'm very blessed and I recognize I'm very blessed because a lot of people will not have parents that will support what they their dreams what
they want to do. The parents will say here's what I want. parents will put their their own dreams onto their children and say, "Oh, you should be doing this." Right. So, I was just encouraged to to whatever I liked. Huh? Go ahead, Miguel. Yeah, I know what you say. You know, you know what I'm saying? Yeah, guys. Do they do they have tarot readers?
Okay. Hello, everybody. Yeah. How you guys doing today? Happy happy happy Saturday. Today is April uh April 19, 2025. How you guys weekend day? Happy Saturday. Today we going to um Corny Island at 1 p.m. you know. Oh, yeah. Miguel, make sure make make sure
you um put your put your link in the chat, Miguel, so everyone can check out your channel. You do Streamyard and you I think you do panels and um yeah, you do you do live streams and stuff like I start at 1:00 p.m. So maybe I could get ready I mean 12 or 12:00 12:30 then I leave you know. Yeah. Well and that's that's so great that you do that Miguel and it's like you know it's very brave and you know I know a lot of people are
are interested in what you have to say and I know I see you on panels. I really encourage everyone to check out Miguel. He's a great he's a great greathearted person. This Hercules guys he wants to smoke. Yeah, we had fun yesterday. My hunger came up yesterday.
Yeah, you had some fun yesterday. Yeah. Yeah. I told you want to go out, you know. See nice beautiful lady yesterday. I'm not going to say nice girlfriend. I was see you know. Mhm. Yeah. Oh, yeah. We won't say her name, but yeah. I think you met someone that you can talk with on the phone that that's that's friendly and that you know
Yeah. that you know you can like you know make each other laugh and and talk and be f and be good friends right yeah nice old I look around 38 but you know I call a lot of people I always see you know so nice girl nice girl see like she
always say like me we got out you know yes it is her you know well Miguel Miguel he's saying that he met a a nice girl. A nice girl yesterday. Um and so yeah. Oh, nice. Good job. Someone Yeah. So, you know, and I know me because I sell
my my swing at 1:00 p.m. and then just do this all night. My swing be all night. Yeah. Come back home. Do um um two swingyard. Maybe we think about we could do YouTube first and then do Swyard. We got we doing 1:00 p.m. and then you know I say all night and then I look tired but I look tired then we end
you know I said to one o'clock in the morning to 2 o'clock in the morning but you know am I trying my best because you know um I know um because I'mma do 1:00 a.m. in the morning but you know I knock out tire you know. Yeah I know morning you know. Yeah.
Yeah. You're a hard worker on your streams. I I know. I know. Being a streamer, you know, you put a lot of energy into it and it's a lot of fun, but um you know, and also, you know, um you know, um your your friend, your new friend also is also does streams too. And so, you know, so you have that in common. So, you have something you you have in common also on YouTube. Everybody want because look, I always
talk to L because I'm I have my top right here. I always see who doing live streambody you follow someone you know anybody you know I said anybody anybody he's saying he has a she I have my book I watch the night you
know see live you know piece of paper you know huh kitty cat it's a kitty cat he's saying that he has he has his own stream uh he and he's on at one o'clock in the afternoon if Hopefully he'll post his link in there. Yeah. And so and he's an interesting guy. He's also on panels. Yeah. And uh he's a
really really good-hearted person. Like a pure pure soul. So yeah, this is John. This is uh this is Lenor right there. That's sweet. Oh, very cool. Yeah. Hold on. Let me let me let me type the link of the channel, guys. Hold on. Okay. Yeah, he's gonna type his link and so everyone can visit his channel. Make sure you subscribe to Miguel.
Miguel from Coney Island. Uh really good-hearted person, interesting person. Yeah. So, yeah. So, but I'm having I'm having I'm having a lot of fun doing my show, but you know, it was like last things like last night where it's like, you know, I you know, people I like coming in and then they don't like each
other and there's accusations being thrown around and getting people upset and in their feelings and things like that and and taking away from the from the good energy and, you know, upsetting other people and, you know, you know, cha sometimes a lot of people have been chased away from my show because it's like, oh wow, this is, you know, this is
just too crazy. And I mean, it does get crazy, but I like to sometimes have a crazy show and but I try to be a good influence and try to try to um end things on a good note. Last night I had to unfortunately just like, you know, I tried I tried a few times to to facilitate the conversation. Okay, thank
you, John. tried to facilitate the conversation the best I could, but uh it didn't always uh didn't always work out as planned, right? So, this is Miss Lenor. She's a sweetheart. Do you like you see Lenor's dancing? Miguel, she's dancing,
cat. Miguel link in the chat. Link is there. Yeah, the link is there. Okay. Oh, are you are you are you a are you a mod? I don't know if you're a mod, Miguel. Let me see if the link Oh, yeah. It came up. You're a mod. Okay, perfect. So, there's Miguel in on Coney Island, you know, and he uh he does IRL and he's, you know, he has battery packs and
he's out walking around sometimes. I buy a better one because my my one is that quick. So, I get that one. So, maybe my little the uh you say for dancing, you know. Yeah, I use this, you know. I have my body power so I can
use it, you know, for try my phone when I die or I try my camo. Oh, I don't my camo, but I got my glasses. So, I hold my phone. I need to do that. And today, I think I'm today I think I'm going to go to the pier today again. I And I have a pier nearby and uh I can go and uh walk around the pier. It'll be probably a busy day there and uh there'll be a
lot of people to talk to and there'll be um interesting people to meet. And then I sometimes go go get a fish taco or some kind of some kind of a fresh fish meal cuz it's the pier and stuff like that. So they they cook it up fresh. It's quality seafood. It's fresh caught fish at all and you can you can actually go to this fish market, pick any any fish you want there and they'll prepare
it for you on the grill, you know, for free. So pretty cool. That's right. Yep. Yeah. I like to go to places one day but you know I look around you know I see one of my last time I went to and then you know I had
YouTube turn into you know you play my friend everybody my friend you know everybody be nice to me over there you know so that's what they do the movie we going oh Listen, I'm saying hold that baby.
Where are you? Where you going, Rob? Are you leaving? Rob is leaving. Got to go eat Greek salad. Yep. We'll see what I can get today. Might take a little bit might take a little little nap. Finish my beer. Have a little nap this morning. And And I think about my I think my go to um sleep today. So, we left out. You
have to knock out my girlfriend. Oh, your girlfriend. Yeah, she texting me. Well, she not text me, but she look nice and tired. Yeah, she's a little bit tired right now. Well, I'm sure she'll be awake soon. I know she likes she she was happy meeting you. You're a little bit tired, too. You need
to get a little sleep. Yeah, soon to know. Okay. So, yeah, I'm gonna I'll probably wrap up right now and u and I'll be back this afternoon. um at the pier. But I'll try not I'll try to do it, you know, not when you're in the same I want I want to go see your show too. So probably No,
you know what do you do to um I don't know or 8:00 p.m. You know, sometimes you go do 7 p.m. a little bit long, you know. So you have time. Yeah. You do you do you do 7 p.m. Yeah. I do 1 p.m. You know. Yeah. I ch your channel
everybody find you, you know. Yeah. So, everybody at at 1000 p.m. Pacific time and uh yeah, it's time and uh let's see about 1 1 o'clock Eastern time in the west co on the east coast um look for Miguel's Miguel to go live. Okay. And then maybe um maybe at um maybe at
around 100 p.m. um Pacific time, which would be 4 o'clock your time, maybe I'll I'll go live at the pier and then um so we can all help each other. We can all share each other's channels. And I just want to say thank you, Miguel. I hope you have fun. Wait, my me. My B said good morning. She said good morning. Yeah, that's awesome. You know,
and I hope you have uh I hope you have fun talking talking to your new your new girl and uh thank you so much. Yeah, because I gonna have nobody but you know long time I had no girlfriend but you know. Yeah. But what I do? Yeah, I do a busy day. You know, I don't have
no but you know now I have some Well, it's good. It's like then if you're busy if you're you know since you're really busy it's better to have sometimes someone that lives in a different place in the country so you can just you know chat and like you know it's not it's not too much. It's not not too busy. So you can like you know you just chat. Yeah. Let me show you. Yeah. You see me you
see me use this. Let me show Let me turn my camera. Okay. Hold on one second. Sorry about it. I got this little you can take with everyone. You can take it to your boss and have body power. Yeah, you got you got nice really nice equipment. See this guy's a professional. You can take outside. I have antennas right there. I got
antennas. So you open your antennas, you know, you take outside, watch the TV outside and they die, you come back quick, they talk to you, you know. Awesome. Well, you know, I hope you have a not that quick. It's a cool body. Oh, this welcome Harley Dad. Hold on one second. Hey, Harley Dad. Yeah. Hey, what's up? What's up, Psych? How you doing? Hey, wait, you got there. How you
doing? Yeah, it's a birthday princess because it's my birthday today. Oh, happy birthday. Happy birthday. Well, thank you. I appreciate that. But my daughter bought it for me. She said I have to wear it tonight. Today. You know what? We're gonna say happy birthday. Me and my my wea say happy birthday to you. You know. Okay. I gota try my best. You know, we
got to say happy birthday to you. We got time. You gota you gota you gota try to make that Harley daddy's gonna sing happy birthday on his streamard today for you. So yeah do that. Yeah. Hope you can make it. Sassy Scarlet says happy birthday. You know I hope you have a fun sub plan for the day. Uh well I did but you know I've been up all night so we'll
see. We'll see how it works out. Yeah. Yeah, I got steaks I'm grilling tonight for friends yet. But yep, I'm planning on going to the pier today and uh having some grilled fish taco, you know. That's why they have this uh this place that will grill up any any fresh fish for you, too. Anything you buy at
the fish market, they'll they'll grill it up for you, prepare it for you. Oh, you got to catch the fish, though, right? You buy. All right, fair enough. Fair enough. Yeah, they've got Well, if you have to check out check out sometime my stream I do IRL streams at the pier and um you know I they have this amazing the crab tank, the lobster tank. They have all this you know these really crazy looking
fish. Yeah, everyone's wishing happy birthday. Uh yeah, and Cheryl Weiss says happy birthday to to Harley Dad. How's everybody doing? I maybe I'll maybe I'll try to finish some more of this. I have I have this beer I I just opened. So, it's a hard cider actually. It's like this says keep it wild. Is it Dickens? Is it Dickens? Oh, no. It's called shilling hard cider. It says keep it
wild. It has like a little be I think a little beaver as a mascot right there. Right. That's a chipmunk, not a beaver. Okay. Okay. Show it. Show it again. I think it's chipmunk. It might be a squirrel, but it's definitely not. I think I think you're right. I think you're right. It has some kind of bug teeth, but I think it's a I don't know. It's a chipmunk. I think it's definitely not a beaver.
Yeah. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I get a little bit confused. A little so many animals that get confused sometime, right? Yeah. It's all good. It's all good. Yeah. Have you been Have you been Was it Did I know last time it might have been a little bit wild? You know, sometimes it gets a little little chaotic on my panels. It's all good. It's Yeah. Trust me. Trust me.
I have my own wild panels. Yeah. Yeah. LA last time. Yeah. We had fun. You know, it was a little interesting. No, nobody got super buttth hurt. I mean, you know, it is what it is. Like, you live stream, you do your right? People people get wild. It is what it is. But, you know, that that's why that's, you know, we're still here.
We're still here doing our thing, right? Yep. And I hope I hope to stay here, but, you know, last night like it's getting a little bit with my channel, it's got the trolling has kind of gotten at times out of hand. I've noticed that you're kind of Yeah. You're kind of like "Hey hey listen motherfuckers." you know, but yeah, I mean, that's all we have to do, you know? That's what we
have to do. Just keep doing your thing, bro. Trolls are going to show up. Trolls are going to show up. they're going to do their thing, but you got to do your thing. You got to I know it gets frustrating. I mean, as as a content creator, you know, my own I have my own channel live stream. Like, listen, people are going to show up. They're going to be stupid. They're going to do what they're going to do, but you keep doing your thing,
man. Psych, you have you have a great thing going. You really do. And and you just got to keep doing your thing and you know trolls are going to be here. People are gonna be stupid. But just keep doing your thing, man. Just you're doing a great thing. Psych. You really are. Yes. That says hi. That being said, Cheryl, love you. That being said,
Psych, I hate you. No, I'm just kidding. No, no. You're you're and I don't want to I don't want this to sound bad, but you know, it's like like you're the channel that I come to when like nobody else is on, nobody else is doing anything and you're live and I I come and I lurk a lot. I lurk a lot. I
lurk a lot lot more than I actually come on panel, you know. But it's But you're you're doing a good thing. You really are. Like Thank you. I I I appreciate, you know, like again, if nobody else is on and sounds bad. You're on and I come over here and I just watch your channel. I I go to sleep to your channel. So, you know, a lot of times I don't want that to sound
weird. But but just just keep doing your thing and you know, the haters. the lurkers. you know, the people that that are going to try and bring you down, but they're still here watching you. They're still giving you watch hours. Like, they're still Yeah. Yeah. And uh and also I don't have uh I don't have malice intent towards any
channel. It's like I always say like you know feel free to like u and can feel free to like if they if they want to stream my channel um I share my stream and stuff like that. If they want to clip my channel I will never I will never strike anybody. I will never make any because I understand like how how like you know how that feels and stuff like that. So I want um I I I just go
into it like not trying to hurt anybody. Hey, what's up? Hey, oh The cat cats are running around. Okay. Hey um Miguel, do you see in the chat Flirty Diamond saying hi to you? She said, "Hi, Poppy." Oh hi. Good morning, Flirty Diamond. I saw Flirty Diamond last night. I share I shared with her this this Instagram
someone on Instagram that we both find very attractive. I don't want I don't know. That's I'm sorry. That's that's girls club stuff. I need to keep that private. This Instagram girls club. We share we share some stuff. Um but yeah, so I saw I saw you posted. Yeah,
I will say Flirty Diamond uh that actual picture is uh also shared by Fu Manchu Fu Manchu who who was in my stream tonight. That's the exact same picture 100%. Well, that that that is that is her picture. um that like I because I know I know her like um and that is her picture and so that person is using her
picture if that if the that was in your stream. It is fu fu manchu fu. Okay. M- anchu. Let let her know because yeah, that was the same picture. But yeah, Flirty Diamond. Somebody else has seen your picture being used. Okay. Because you know, she cams up all the Hey, Miguel. Yeah, Miguel's here. Hold on. This is Miguel. Yeah, there's Flirty
saying hi. Hello. Good morning, baby. How you doing? Yeah, she said people um yeah, like you know, Flirty Diamond, she's also a streamer um and people have been using her picture and you know, all kinds of stuff. So, there's some some people are obsessed with, you know, she's kind of shook up the YouTube community a little
bit. Yeah. Can you come on up? Come on up, Flirty Diamond, and talk to Miguel. He'd like to say hi this morning. Yeah. Yeah. And so Florian Diamond look up you can look I don't know if you can look up Boo Man shoe or you know that's on your channel Harley Dad or what channel do you see that on your um No, that was Yeah, that was on my on my channel
tonight. Okay. It was the exact same picture. F U M C H O Yeah. Oh, C H O. Okay. Um, so, um, so if you if you um, and Harley Dad, you know, make sure you post your channel in my chat. And so, check out your channel, but also I want her to her to be able to maybe do some investigating. I don't I don't post
my channel. Oh, you don't post your you don't share. Okay. Well, there's your there's your name. If anyone wants to do some like really like try to find it, you know, I think you do some digging, you can find them. Yeah. Right.
I go to music, you know. I got this my little combo. We're going to see how this work, you know. Yeah. You have you have some new You have some new uh Okay. Okay. She's going to join in later. So, um yeah, I was just I just did a short stream this morning just to get some
some things off my chest. And uh I'll be back on I'll be back on later, too. Um but yeah, she says uh she's brushing her crazy hair. Yeah, I'll try to be on here. Maybe um I do my Okay. I want to thank uh Thank you, Harley Dad, for stopping by this
morning. Happy birthday. Hope you have a fun day. Thank you, Miguel. I'm just going to have a wrap up here. Yep. Text text him. Text him flirty diamond. Okay. And I thank you guys in the chat. Um, it was a fun fun little talk. Thanks. You're welcome. Okay. I love you guys. I'll be I'll be back on soon. Okay. I'll
see you guys later. Okay. Love you. Love everybody. Have a good day. Bye, Miguel.
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