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The episode 'Here I AM....' of the Cult of Psyche podcast explores the story of Emma Leviathan, a creator who plays the role of a demon on the internet, and delves into her background, comedy, and world-building. The episode also touches on the world of tarot and the occult, as well as the creator's personal life and evolution.
It's a rare condition this day and age.
A friendly face on every page. A laugh
track floating through the haze.
Everything feels safe these days. The
neighbors wave. The children play. The
sunshines bright. The bills get paid. A
perfect house. A perfect street. A
perfect smile. A perfect beat.
The television glows at night.
The family gathers by its light.
The jokes are old. The story's tame.
Every episode's the same.
The father laughs, the mother grins, the
ending always lets you win. The audience
cheers. The credits roll, but something
whispers through the soul.
The picture shakes, the colors bleed,
the faces freeze, the mouth still speak.
Welcome back to Cult of Psyche. Please
enjoy tonight's surprise.
Every channel leads to nowhere. Every
answer multiplies.
Laughing audiences are screaming hidden
just beyond the frame. Everybody knows
the script.
>> NOBODY remembers names.
The living room begins to stretch.
The wallpaper starts to twitch.
The family portrait on the wall moves
when no one looks at all.
The dog now has a human face. The clock
runs backward out of place. The window
show another down. The ceiling slowly
drifts back down. A studio audience
appears applauding all irrational fears.
The signal breaks, the static sings, the
shadows grow. They learn your name.
Welcome back to Cult of Psyche. Tonight
the laughter sounds like cries. Every
commercial hides a doorway. Every
doorway tells you lies. The audience
keeps a plot and though nobody remains
alive.
Everybody knows the ending. Nobody knows
who surves.
THE set walls fall far away.
Behind them stands another set behind
that set. Another set behind that set.
Another set behind that set. Another
set. Forever. Forever.
Forever. Forever.
Forever. Forever.
The laugh track slows. The tape unwinds.
The actors lose their faces.
The camera finds the audience.
The audience finds the camera.
The camera finds you.
Welcome back to Cult of Psyche. The show
has waited all these years. Broadcasting
from forgotten timelines feeding off
abandoned fears. Every television ever
built was only meant to be a door. The
sitcom never really ended.
It only wanted something more.
It's a rare condition this day and age.
The melody slows, the voices distort,
the audience vanishes.
One final clap echoes.
The television
switches off. A tiny red light remains.
Watching.
watching
>> to this explainer. Okay, we're jumping
right into the wild, deeply layered
story of the internet's absolute
favorite demonic persona, Emma
Leviathan. If you've spent, you know,
any time at all on the more fringe,
fascinating corners of YouTube lately,
there's a good chance you've stumbled
across a marathon live stream hosted by
a woman wearing full demon wings,
dealing tarot cards, and loudly
complaining about her recent divorce.
So, today we are going to look at the
fascinating creator behind the horns.
We're answering one simple question. Who
exactly is Emma Leviathan? We are
starting right at the surface with this
absolutely outrageous hook, Satan's
actual ex-wife, Succubus extraordinaire.
Honestly, that self-proclaimed title
tells you basically everything you need
to know about the vibe of her podcast.
We're talking about a former Playboy
Bunny who built a massive, fiercely
loyal community by well, literally
pretending to be a demon who's currently
stuck in purgatory. It is a wildly
specific niche, right? But as you'll
see, it's one she was practically born
to fill. Section one, the platform
pivot. Let's see how getting kicked off
one platform was actually the best thing
to ever happen to her brand. So, here's
the thing. Her big transition to YouTube
was actually forced by a hilariously
absurd three strike ban from Tik Tok.
Tik Tok's incredibly strict algorithm
just couldn't handle her unfiltered
style. I mean, first an automated
tracking camera literally followed her
offcreen while she was smoking. Strike
one. Then she got banned during a live
stream for what moderators called too
sexy dancing, even though she swears it
was just a slightly sultry walk toward
the camera. Boom. Strike two. Finally, a
totally frank adult discussion about
relationships triggered the third strike
and she was booted from the platform
entirely. Her solution, she packed up
and took her entire concept over to
YouTube where the rules are, you know, a
bit more forgiving for adultoriented
comedy. And get this, in a matter of
just 4 to 5 months, her subscriber count
exploded. She went from a baseline of
around a thousand to over 22,600
highly dedicated fans. Talk about a glow
up. That platform shift was a massive
gamecher, allowing her to stretch out,
find her real audience, and truly build
her world. Section two, Tarot meets
comedy. Now, we need to look under the
hood of these 3 to 7-hour live streams
to understand the actual mechanics of
her show. What exactly keeps thousands
of people tuned in for hours on end?
Well, she essentially treats Tarot as a
vehicle for crowd work. She takes her
background in stand-up comedy and uses
it to keep the audience absolutely
rolling. All while providing
surprisingly detailed tarot readings for
literally just two bucks a pop. And
she's super clear about this. You do not
need to believe in the supernatural to
enjoy the broadcast. Actually, scratch
that. It's really a comedy show first
and foremost, just wrapped up in the
cool aesthetic of the occult. That quick
wit of hers, not an accident. Not at
all. It's the result of heavy comedic
influences like the chaotic energy of
the British sitcom Absolutely Fabulous
and the Canadian sketch troop Kids in
the Hall. Plus, she honed her timing in
the notoriously brutal fires of stand-up
comedy Open Mic Nights. She's incredibly
open about how she turns personal trauma
and this sort of mean but funny family
dynamic into razor sharp on the spot
improv. That is the true engine of her
success. At the end of the day, she
genuinely just wants to make people
laugh. Now, to survive on YouTube and
keep that explosive channel growth going
without getting slapped with
demonetization, she had to get creative.
Traditional tarot decks like the classic
writerweight feature a lot of fine art
nudity. YouTube's algorithm doesn't
really care if it's art, so this
incredibly talented artist literally
takes markers to her decks. She draws
tiny little bikinis and board shorts on
the figures, almost like dressing up
paper dolls just so she doesn't get
flagged. It's such a hilarious,
practical solution, and it just adds
even more charm to whole broadcast.
Section three, crafting the lore. Let's
pull back another layer of the onion and
look at the intense world building that
goes into this broadcast. This isn't
just a girl sitting at a desk, okay?
This is a fully realized theatrical
universe. She takes the ancient myth of
Lilith, who's historically known as the
demonized first wife of Adam, cast out
for wanting independence, and completely
updates it into this modern comedic
battle of the sexes. Emma's version of
Lilith is a somewhat ditsy, incredibly
selfish, but fiercely independent demon.
The main story line, she just divorced
Satan because she wants to prove she can
run hell much better than a man ever
could. It is a brilliant satirical twist
on mythological lore. And the lore
bleeds into reality. Even the physical
props on her set have these wild
backstories that add so much flavor to
the show. Take those heavy waterproof
demon scale wings she wears. They cost
400 bucks. And amazingly, she bought
them from an online creator based in
Ukraine. Those wings were literally
shipped out of an active war zone. No
way, right? And her main setpiece, this
massive gothic Beetlejuice style antique
desk. Ironically, she discovered it
hidden away in a devoutly religious
antique shop. Every single piece of her
visual presentation is anchored in a
fantastic story. Now, doing multi-our
streams by yourself is tough. So to add
some conflict, she channels a secondary
character named Cheryl. Cheryl is this
grumpy old lady ghost who's stuck in
purgatory right alongside our demon. Her
entire purpose is to act as a spiritual
foil and comedic sidekick. She chain
smokes, absolutely insists on playing
bingo, and hilariously quotes Bible
verses specifically to annoy the demonic
host. It's comedy gold. But what makes
Cheryl so deeply fascinating is her
realworld origin. As Emma points out, I
pay homage to my grandma with Cheryl.
She effectively took the memory of her
strict Eastern European Catholic
grandmother, a woman who yelled a lot
and was tough as nails, and transformed
it into a beloved, hilarious piece of
internet performance art. It is this
strangely touching, beautiful tribute
completely hidden inside a very dark
joke. Section four, the woman behind the
demon. For our final layer, let's look
past the lore, past the comedy, and look
at the grounded, authentic creator who
is actually wearing the horns. Tracing
her evolution is like looking at a giant
puzzle coming together. You can see how
every seemingly disconnected phase of
her life perfectly equipped her for this
ultra specific internet niche. As a
teenager, she actually had to hide her
contraband tarot cards from that strict
Catholic grandmother, sneaking readings
at school. Later, as an adult, she cut
her teeth in the grueling world of
stand-up comedy and worked as a Playboy
model and an adult entertainment. That
experience taught her the exact
mechanics of engaging live streaming and
crowd control. Today, all of those
unique skills have merged to create a
wildly successful variety show host.
Nothing was wasted. The whole shebang
came together perfectly. Here is a stat
that is absolutely wild. In the online
tarot community, which typically leans
heavily female, her audience is
overwhelmingly male. We're talking
around 75%.
Because of her sharp comedy, her
striking look, and her totally
straightforward delivery, she's managed
to attract a demographic that usually
scoffs at things like tarot. But here's
the so what of it all. This allows her
to fill a really crucial void. She uses
her massive platform to provide
genuinely positive, grounded life and
relationship advice to a male audience
that is frankly all too often targeted
by toxic internet subcultures. So
beneath that whole succubus
extraordininaire exterior, the truth is
actually incredibly wholesome. Emma is
an agnostic, fiercely hardworking
mother. Her primary goals, they're super
simple. She wants to bring joy and
laughter to an audience that really
needs it. Pass on the solid, healthy
relationship advice modeled by her own
father and work tirelessly so that her
child will be proud of her success. The
demon persona is literally just
spectacular packaging for a deeply
relatable, very human mission. So what
does this all mean? I want to leave you
with this final thought for today's
explainer. Does the most profound
community building on the internet come
from the most unlikely and demonic of
places? Sometimes the truest
connections, the most dedicated
communities, and the absolute best life
advice come from where you least expect
it. In an internet landscape full of
polished, picture perfect influencers,
maybe the person you really need to hear
from is the one wearing $400 demon
wings, drawing bikinis on tarot cards,
and just trying to make you laugh.
Thanks so much for joining me on this
explainer.
>> There you go.
Well, Emma, you're welcome. You know,
because that was based on actually our
interview together and those were the
points I got across.
Anyway, I haven't talked to you for a
long time, but thought I'd shout out
today. It's Gemini. Hi, Lenor. You're
here. Hi.
Hello. Hello.
Hi. Give me kisses.
Oh.
Oh, you bit my nose. Oh, you bit my
nose. Okay, so what do we have? Oh,
okay. So, I was watching this really
cute thing about a cat and a squirrel. I
don't know. It's not Rocky and
Bullwinkle. I promise you it's like it's
like a lot cuter. Let me see if I have
it here. Oh, you're you're purring. I
hear you purring in my lap.
I had a fun time at Les's channel. He's
a good guy.
Shout out to Alas. Thanks for being nice
and uh cool.
Uh I already drank a beer and everything
I should not have maybe so early. It's
2:30 in the afternoon now. I finished
the beer a while ago. You're purring. I
hear you purring.
It's getting my other account. I hear
you purring.
The cat I guess cats they just purr when
they're like, you know, so abused.
But I digress, right?
Okay, let's see.
Okay, I'm in my main account.
Okay,
so what was I going to show you? I don't
remember. I don't remember. I don't I
don't I don't. But that was good,
though. I I like that Emily thing here.
Let's play a nice like uh well people
get in here and like you know more
comfortable. See what do I have
a cute a cute little thing to show you.
Yeah about
a little bit longer.
I'm going to show you.
Here's what they don't want you to see.
I always like showing that
they don't want you to see. Okay, where
am I? Here we go. H Yeah, there's You
haven't watched her in a neither have I.
I mean, I haven't watched for like a
year. Hey, Charisma, how are you? Good
to see you. Hey, guys. I also I'm gonna
give you a free gift. Those that are in
the chat today,
you get a free gift. Hold on. I can put
this on. I'll put it in the chat here.
static in the
black rain on the glass.
>> Sorry.
>> You ready? Hold on. Now I got it.
you get a free gift. Hold on a second
for being here
and we can look at it later together.
So, here we go.
It's a free gift or Helen.
Static in the chapel,
black rain on the glass.
Something in the ceiling
breathing through the mask.
Candles bending sideways.
Serpence in the sky.
Every whispered secret
comes back here to die.
I saw the moon split open like a wound
across the night. Silver angels hanging
backwards with their halos burning
white. Cathedrals made of teleisions
chanting through the fog. Every face
distorted underneath the voice of God.
Terrors were bleeding. Symbols on my
skin. Every door I open let another
shadow in. The mirror started talking
said my name in reverse. Now the walls
are growing teeth inside the UNIVER
SLEEP WITH ONE EYE OPENATH
OF NIGHTMARES WRAPPED AROUND MY FEET.
These are Saki's nightmares. Beautiful
and cursed. Black stars falling upward.
Heaven running backward. Shadow choir
singing under poison light. Welcome to
the temple of the endless night. These
are nightmares.
Every dream.
Hey
yeah.
Faceless and crimson robes were floating
through the trees, carrying glowing
coffins, dripping ancient memories. A
giant eye above me made the whole
horizon crack and all the dead
transmission started crawling back.
Static filled the hallways. Fingers
through the screen. Every broken
prophecy felt sharper than a dream. The
stained glass started melting into made
of ash. Then the sky became a doorway.
When the thunder finally crashed down
below the black cathedral,
something ancient starts to wake.
Choirs made of broken radio
singing from beneath the lake. No
salvation,
no escape,
just a signal,
just a shame.
These are his nightmares, sacred and
obscene. Frozen screams of neon burning
through the dream. Shadow serpents
rising AROUND THE CATHEDRAL SPIRES.
Every holy memory swallowed by the fire.
These are spiky nightmares. The eclipse
behind my eyes. If you hear the choir
singing, don't look for the sky.
Black rain on the glass.
Something waits forever
on the other side of the mask.
You can see you like that one here. Here
you go. Here's your gift. I'm sorry,
guys. I'm going to delete it in a couple
minutes, but there you go.
You have to get to it and download it.
Just a just a great PDF. It's a little
surprise. Little surprise just for
people that are loyal and like come
here. Just a thank you. So, but again
before I I delete it in like a couple
minutes. Let me know you got it, too. Um
yeah.
Hi, B. Oh. Oh, I have a baby picture of
Lenar I found today. Here's a baby
picture of Lenar. Here we go.
There we go. Uh oh, there's a issue with
my file.
What? But what? But but I know that was
your baby picture I'm trying to show.
Hold on. I share my screen maybe.
Hopefully there's not a porno on it.
Hold on a second. Let's make sure. I'm
just kidding. I don't watch porn. Okay,
hold on. Where is this? Okay. Oh, there.
Okay, there's my screen. Hold on. Let's
see if I can find Oh my god. Porn. Oh my
god. Hold on. Hold on. There. I think
it's right here.
There. You see?
That was baby Lenor.
Isn't that cute? Do you see it?
There you go. Let's see.
Okay. Did everyone download? I was
supposed to download it. Isn't she cute?
She's so cute.
Did you get it? You have to download it.
I'm selling for $19 on the website. So,
it's a gift. It's a gift. It's a Grab it
up. Let me give you 20 more seconds. 20
19 18 17 16 15 14 13 12 11
10
9 8
7
6 5
4
3 2
Okay, hopefully you got that.
Here you go. It's deleted now. Oh, it
really died, Arthur. Yeah, especially
because you were on here. You You I
think you killed it because it's like
nobody likes you. I mean, oh my gosh.
Even like Sam like they barely They
don't even take full price for you at
there. I mean, at least I got full price
at Sam, you know. Let's kick you up for
five bucks over there.
Oh, Arthur. Arthur. Arthur.
Oh, is it Sweepy? Hold on.
Sweepy. What can I say except you're
welcome.
>> Well, I was expecting the Sweet Pea
voice.
>> Uh, no. Um, I mean, this channel's dead,
brother. I mean, like, damn.
>> Is it better than your sex life? Is it
better than your looks? Is it dead than
your personality? None of the three. Oh,
okay. It's coming back actually because,
you know, first of all, the trash took
itself out on this channel. What? I
don't have RG here anymore. I don't I
don't have what I don't have Vita. I
don't have but Samman, you know,
snooping around here. Oh my gosh. Oh,
I'm so sad I lost these people. I don't
>> You don't have anybody over here
have a bunch of
anymore. You only have that weirdo.
>> Having double digits in the chat. I
mean, so I'm fine.
>> I mean, you used to have nearly close to
100.
>> Well, I can get back there. What? But
there's not lows. There's not plateaus.
There's not, you know, peaks and valleys
in life. You know, what goes up must
come down. What goes down must go back
up. It can only go I can only get up
from here, right? I I really don't see
your channel going up from here. I gotta
be honest.
>> I really don't see you being much here
in the future. You're banned from
>> Remember to Yeah, I'll just ban you from
here too.
>> You know, you got banned from VAS. Now
you're banned from here. Where are you
going to go, Arthur? I mean, you go to
Sandman's make him some money. He can
buy a new fish tank filter and some
sneakers. Let you do that, Arthur.
I don't need your negative negative
vibes around here spoiling. If I had one
person in the chat, I'd be happy. It
was, you know, me and Charisma, rear
mirror, and Nancy, and they're the only
ones here that are talking, but there's
10 other people that would, you know,
love to be cuddling up to me. Some
people are just, you know, lurkers. Some
people don't talk because it's like
they're, you know, they're probably
smart. I mean, it's like once you talk
here, it's like, oh my gosh. Yeah, I
want to hear him run his mouth, but I
mean, he's still here. I mean, what I
mean, it's like we can hear him run his
mouth for a little bit. Okay, go ahead.
Go ahead. No. So if Nancy wants to hear
you run your mouse and so I your request
>> well I mean you used to curse at me and
like shut up go away. Guess what now
your channel's dead.
you idiot. You run around with a
bunch of weirdos now here and I'm only
HERE TO on you. Yes. I love
it. I'm here for your downfall baby.
Let's do this. Sand man all the way.
you. beta. I'm on that type of
time my guy. What you mean
bug boy now?
Um, no. I'm just waving the flag right
now. The sand.
>> No. Yeah, sure. Go wave the flag
somewhere else. You know what flag
waiverss are? They're called gay and
that's what you are.
>> Really? Really?
>> Wave the flag for Sandman. Oh,
>> I'm waving the flag.
>> Go do it.
>> I'm ripping it. I'm ripping the Sandman
flag.
>> Ever imagine. And it's like go go get in
your speedo, your your professional
wrestling outfit.
>> Really PDF former partner and
>> that.
>> Well, look, I mean, I got to be honest.
We all told you what not to do. We gave
you what the the the blueprint. You
ignored it
>> and now you're going to be, you know,
alone on this channel.
>> I'm my own architect, you know. I'm I'm
rebuilding. So when it's rebuilding, you
know, there's just like, you know, fewer
tourists that want to come. But you know
what? They're going to come back here
once I have it all built back up and and
awesome. And it's like, and then are you
going to be a part of that? No. Because
you were such a negative Nelly at the
beginning of it and had to be like such
a wet blanket when I'm trying to like,
you know, I'm already down. Like what
what are you going to just come stomp on
me when I'm down or are you gonna like
like lift out your hand?
>> Well, that's what you always did.
Remember you used to always
scream at me for no reason.
Remember all those times?
>> Love. That was like
>> your back.
>> That was like bros. Yeah, but guess
what?
>> But you never forget. You forgive, but
you never forget.
>> Yeah, I'll never forget what you did to
me, Arthur, when you you were
>> I didn't do to you. I always had
your back.
>> Oh, you were and you're like, "Oh, you
know, you know I hate everyone hates
you Psyche."
>> I always had your back.
>> Oh, you did? You'd run out of beatas and
then and then you'd have her back,
right?
>> Oh, dude. that
>> Yeah. Now, right? Because she won't have
you on her show. But I
>> I know, dude. She's just mad because I
called her out. I said I said what I
said to her.
>> I read this thing today and I said like
I mean it was in my psychonomicon and
it's like the thing is like about me
it's like I'm always like my door is
always open. It's like but it's like I'm
not going to be destroyed over other
people or I'm not going to be like you
know be like made a fool of and stuff
like that. And so it's like you know if
you want to come come in like you come a
little bit gentle because I'm like still
here like still breathing a little bit.
I'm like almost like a like a like a
dying body and it's like you can come in
here like either kicking me and stuff
like that. try to finish the job or you
can come in here like a friend. But it's
like, you know, I don't like how you
came at me today like and I was friendly
to you. I mean, it's like
>> I don't know, dude. You always used to
go crazy at me, bro. Now that I see you
on the ground, you know what's funny?
You call yourself an architect. No, I
think you're more like a demolitioner.
That's what you are. You
die alone with this channel.
This channel sucks. You suck. You're a
weirdo.
>> I suck. Arthur is calling to tell me I
do. over. Arthur is telling me I suck.
Are the sucker
the sucker verse is telling me I suck.
Okay. Well, I mean, I think maybe it is
over for me.
>> Guy calls himself a architect.
You're more like a demolition.
>> Biggest dick sucker. He's the biggest.
Oh my god. He wants Sandman's dick so
much. I mean, it's like more than VA
even. Like,
>> really?
>> Yeah.
>> Really? You don't have an argument for
that because it's true. I mean, it's
like
>> that's not true. It
>> is true. I hear you sucking his dick
over there. And he's like even like
Arthur, get off my dick, man. He's like
like you're in being too gay for him. I
mean, stop glazing him for a minute and
like maybe like just be like a real real
person.
>> I'm being genuine. I actually find his
channel
>> glazed donut. Go make a glazed donut.
Arthur you
>> find his channel entertaining.
>> Glaze some donuts and like
>> we gave you the blueprint what to do and
what not to do over here. You decided to
>> guys. Oh, I trust you guys so much and
it's like, you know, I really like, you
know, should just take all your advice
and like I'm I'm really glad I, you
know, I didn't, you know. So, anyway,
>> well, we were donating to you and guess
what? You
>> Oh, yeah. Well, donated. What? What? You
donated like like a year ago.
Congratulations. You donated $2 a year
ago. What am I supposed to like?
>> Really? $2? Okay.
>> I don't know. I mean, it's like you you
donated maybe once I kicked somebody off
and I like I gave you a credit and you
did later. I mean, it's like I mean,
it's like what can I do?
>> I mean, it's like Yeah.
I'll buy you a, you know, Snickers bar a
year ago, too. I mean, it's like, I
mean, it's like, okay, it's like,
>> but you haven't.
>> I will come visit. Come visit. I'll buy
you a fish taco. Buy you a Snickers bar.
I'll give you a I mean, I mean,
>> you keep saying, "Oh, it's just $2. Have
you ever given me a dollar?" No. Okay.
So, that's $2 more than you've ever
given me. You're like you're like you're
like flexing your like your your fiance
and you're like you know nice clothes
and I'm here you know looking like I'm
starving to death and like you know
about
>> cook lazy prick.
>> Well but you're telling me you're not
donating. I mean it's like so I mean
what is it like it's like everything is
wrong.
>> Bag of lentils is like
>> I can't do anything. I have a bag of
lentils but I'm sick of lentil.
>> All you need is water.
>> I don't like I don't like potato soup
anymore. I'm like you know I'm Irish but
I'm not Irish.
What? What did you just call?
>> This is why we're waving the Sandman
flag now, ladies and gentlemen.
>> Go wave your Sandman flag like a gay
>> Really?
>> Yeah. Go away, sweet.
>> Oh, guess what telling me?
>> Oh,
what? I don't know what I was telling. I
mean, it's like what? He say how do you
learn anything? Brandon, don't call me
stupid or an idiot on my show. It's like
I know what I'm doing. I'm not as dumb
as I look. And I know I look dumb
sometimes, okay? But I mean, I'm not.
I'm actually like a smart person. Here,
look what I made. I made this new intro
for my show. I played it on Les's today.
Lentils are good. You know, I need a
little little garlic, guys. Give me some
garlic or something. Or do you want to
see the ziti party explainer? No. I'll
play I'll play the uh I'll play my new
intro. Here you go.
It's a rare condition this day and age.
A friendly face on every page. A laugh
track floating through the haze.
Everything feels safe these days. The
neighbors wave, the children play, the
sunshines bright, the bills get paid. A
perfect house, a perfect street, a
perfect smile, a perfect beat.
The teleision glows at night.
The family gathers by its light.
The jokes are old. The story's tame.
Every episode's the same.
The father laughs. The mother grins. The
ending always lets you win. The audience
cheers. The credits roll. But something
whispers through the soul.
The picture shakes. The colors bleed.
The faces freeze, the mouth still speak.
Welcome back to Cult of Psyche. Please
enjoy tonight's surprise.
Every channel leads to nowhere. Every
answer multiplies.
Laughing audiences are screaming hidden
just beyond the frame. Everybody knows
the script. Nobody remembers names.
The living room begins to stretch.
The wallpaper starts to twitch.
The family portrait on the wall moves
when no one looks at all.
The dog now has a human face. The clock
runs backward out of place. The window
show another down. The ceiling slowly
drifts back down. A studio audience
appears applauding all irrational fears.
The signal breaks, the static sings, the
shadows grow. They learn your name.
Welcome back to Cult of Psyche. Tonight
the laughter sounds like cries. Every
commercial hides a doorway. Every
doorway tells you lies. The audience
keeps applauding though nobody remains
alive.
Everybody knows the ending. Nobody knows
who survives.
The set walls fall away. Behind them
stands another set. Behind the set.
Another set. Behind the set. Another
set. Behind the set. ANOTHER SET.
FOREVER. FOREVER.
FOREVER. FOREVER.
FOREVER. FOREVER.
The laugh track slows. The tape unwinds.
The actors lose their faces.
The camera finds the audience.
The audience finds the camera.
The camera finds you.
Welcome back to Cult of Psyche. The show
has waited all these years. Broadcasting
from forgotten timelines, feeding off
abandoned fears. Every television ever
built was only meant to be a door. The
sitcom never really ended.
It only wanted something more.
It's a rare condition this day and age.
The melody slows, the voices distort,
the audience vanishes.
One final clap. echoes.
The television
switches off. A tiny red light remains.
Watching
watching.
>> Hello.
>> Yeah. Hello.
>> Talk to sweet pee, please.
No, it's funny is like go away, right?
That's what you said last time.
>> Yeah, that Christine. That was
Christine. I love I love you, Christine.
It's so good.
>> Leave. Leave. I love that.
>> Remember you were like, "Leave. Go home.
Leave."
>> You said I could I could give you a
and then you then you changed
your mind about it and then it's like
>> No, no, no, no, no, no. Remember you
everything.
were like, "Right now, right before.
>> Nobody wants you here. Leave.
>> Guess who left your cat."
My cat didn't Oh, you're going to bring
up tricks again. How did you do that?
Are you just cruel?
>> He left. Cuz you're a scumbag who
doesn't take care of your cats.
>> That's why. Okay, that's why.
>> Oh, yeah.
>> You're going to stand by that. Okay.
Interesting. Interesting. Arthur,
>> what's up?
>> I'm just I'm just getting a gauge of
your character. Okay. And now hit a
little nerve. Hit a little nerve.
>> A little nerve. No. Yeah, I'll get a
little nerve. I'll get a little nerve up
your butt. Isn't that mean, Nancy? Even
Nancy was on your side. Now she's turned
against you because you're just being
mean. I mean, it's just so bull.
>> No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
>> You talking about my whole family a
couple weeks ago?
>> Excuse me. What? I I don't know. I don't
know your whole family. I don't know. I
don't even know. I don't even know if
you have a family or anything. I don't
know.
>> Okay.
>> Who told you stand by that?
>> Yeah, sure. Who told you that?
>> Who said I said anything about your fam?
I I never talk. I don't. I'm not a
>> Guess what? I got years and I listen. I
person.
listen when you think I'm
>> What did I say? I said what? I said your
wife your your fiance left you. That
means
>> Oh, here we go again.
>> Is that true though?
>> I was just speaking facts, Arthur. I'm
>> I was speaking facts, too. Your cat
not like saying
left right?
>> So did your fiance.
>> Okay, there you go.
>> Okay.
>> So, how is that mean? Right. If it's
facts right?
>> How does it mean? Yeah. How's it? So,
how's So, why I said when I said your
>> No, nothing. I'm just I'm just giving
fiance?
you facts, right?
>> That's it. I'm giving you facts, too.
>> Okay.
>> Okay. Okay.
>> Okay.
>> Okay.
>> Idiot.
>> Scumbag.
>> We are waving the same man flag proudly
over here.
>> Yeah. Yeah. You might as well wave the
gay flag, Arthur. I mean, it's like gez.
I mean, it's like you look so
gay. Everyone is like they're cringing
harder than than they ever have at me
and my speedo. I mean, it's like it's
like you with the with, you know,
Sandman's flag. I mean, it's like, what
are you like some kind of like, you
know, high school, you know, female? I
mean, I don't understand, but you're in
the cheerleading squad. You're saying
>> I mean, Fourth of July is right around
the corner. Yeah.
Brown at this time now.
>> So, that's when the American
>> flag brown by now.
>> Yeah. Yeah. It has some skid marks, but
how about No. How about your American
How about your rainbow flag speedo?
Like, how about that?
>> Look who's talking.
>> Like, you don't have one. Like,
>> look who's talking. Oh, look who's
talking. Right. Right. I mean, I
>> I agree with what Kate said. Your nails
look like you're picking out your
>> Oh my god, my nails. Oh my god.
>> You're picking out your
>> Well, I've had my fingers in her ears
lately, Arthur. I mean,
>> you got a bunch of
>> I know. It's your
>> manure on your nails.
>> Consensual.
>> Okay, that's an idiot. My nails are just
filthy. I know. Look. Can you feel?
>> They are.
>> Terrible. Aren't they terrible? I know.
as dark as your soul cuz you're
a scumbag.
>> Okay. Well, is anybody
>> hear me?
>> Hi, wild German lady. Does anyone find
this guy entertaining or whatever? I
mean, it's like he's just like
>> You should not be complaining about me
not being entertaining.
>> I mean, he's not he's just I'd rather
>> the one that racks up only six
viewers over here now.
>> Okay. Well, how about like I just want
I'll have one less and maybe I'll have
four less, you know, even because I'll
be playing music. But you can wait if
you want. You want to watch another
song? I know you do. occur.
>> Oh, yeah. That definitely will grab the
people's attention.
>> Yeah, it will. Okay, let's see. I'm
gonna need text messages and then I'll
probably go for a walk. But here, I do
have this uh new uh new video for you.
Here you go.
Let's see.
This is in the mythic cinematic trap
genre. You'll love it.
Love falls.
Love falls.
Love falls
from heaven.
The hidden kingdom disappeared
like mist beneath the morning sun.
Crystal towers became memory. The dream
was finally undone.
The wounded god was through the
darkness.
Golden feathers trailing light leaving
behind a shattered paradise
and a soul alone at night above and
gathered stormfilled heavens. Olympus
waiting cold and still for nothing stays
concealed forever from the eyes of God.
The sea remembered the stars. Remember
the mountain knew his name. But heaven
had already chosen. Someone now must
bear the blame.
>> Falling from Olympus.
Cast against THE SKY.
>> LOVE HAS LEFT THE KINGDOM. And no one
knows the reason why. THE THUNDER ROLLS,
the heavens call. The stars grow cold
above.
For the first time in creation,
the God of love knows loss.
Across the clouds, he flew in sorrow.
Through halls of gold and fields of
flame toward the mother who had sent him
to destroy another state. Yeah. Fury
waited on Olympus
>> long before his wings arrived.
Whispers travel fast through heaven and
secrets rarely survive.
The goddess saw the truth before her.
Saw the future she had feared.
A mortal standing where she once stood
inside the hearts of all who hear. The
sky grew darker. The sea grew wild. THE
TEMPLE SHOOK BELOW. The oldest war began
again. The war between love and control.
>> Falling from Olympus.
>> Cast against the sky.
>> Love has left the kingdom and no one
knows the reason why. The thunder rolls,
the heavens call, the stars grow cold
above.
For the first time in creation,
the God of love knows loss.
The chains were forged from pride and
sorrow. The prison built from wounded
fear. No Titan king had ever captured
what his mother captured here. Golden
feathers filled the throne room like
autumn leaves before the frost. Each one
carrying a memory of every road now
lost. The sky that once belong beneath
him now seem farther every day. And all
the freedom he once car
slowly
slipped away.
Meanwhile,
far below,
the world kept turning.
A lonely figure cross the valleys,
searching roads she did not know. Temple
after temple passing, following wherever
hope would go. She called her rivers,
called her mountains,
asked the forest for a sign. Yet every
answer led to silence. Another mile of
time. The world felt larger than before.
The stars more distant overhead.
But still she walked because some
promises refuse
to die.
Through deserts, through rain, through
kingdoms, through pain,
>> one search the earth, one watch the sky.
Both refusing to surrender.
>> The god remains in prison.
>> Yet still he dreams of flight.
>> The soul keeps searching through another
lonely night. The sea remembers Does
remember the promise made above and
somewhere faith begins preparing
the trials
yet to come. A prison waits a journey
starts. God is watches from afar
and two hearts separated by the world
still move toward the same star. Love
falls. Love falls. Love falls.
from heaven
explainer. Today we're basically putting
on our digital anthropologist hats to
break down an incredibly toxic, entirely
unfiltered live stream. We're looking at
an absolute classic piece of internet
history from the channel Cult of Psyche,
specifically the infamous Ziti Oil
Party. But we aren't just going to recap
the drama. We're going to analyze this
entire event as a fascinating, chaotic,
and totally unique form of digital
performance art. Right off the bat, our
host, Psyche, sets this hypnotic,
incredibly surreal mood before the
absolute internet madness even begins.
He literally starts the stream singing
this ac cappella. He's talking about
magic in her hands, whispering what the
future holds. You know, it almost feels
like an invocation. It immediately sets
the stage for a wildly unpredictable
environment where, as you'll see, pretty
much anything can and absolutely will
happen. So, here is our road map for the
breakdown today. We're going to cover
digital performance art, tarot, cats,
and chaos, the $800 dispute, escalating
guest conflicts, the chat room effect,
and finally, reality breakdown and
resolution. Let's jump right into part
one, digital performance art and the
open panel ecosystem. Think of the open
panel format as the wild west of modern
digital broadcasting. The crucial thing
to understand here is that this isn't a
scripted TV show. It's a completely
unpredictable ecosystem. Viewers can
literally click a link, drop onto the
screen, and totally hijack the
narrative. One minute Psyche is casually
talking about a terrible date he went on
and the next a new guest drops in and
entirely changes the emotional
temperature of the room. It's fluid.
It's unstructured and yeah, it is
highly, highly volatile. Moving on to
part two, Tarot, Cats, and Chaos. Let's
look at how this surreal stage is set.
The contrast here is just staggering.
You've got Psyche steering the ship with
this almost detached dreamlike calmness.
He's literally chilling, eating chicken
wings, petting his massive cat tricks,
who apparently sleeps on him like a 100
pound weight every morning, and doing
tarot card polls. Meanwhile, on the
exact same screen, his guests are having
absolute screaming meltdowns. At one
point, Psyche shows the camera a burger
he got delivered from a place where,
quote, "The name says it all." While
guests are hurling the most deeply
personal insults you can imagine at each
other, it is a total masterclass in
absurd digital contrast. Which brings us
to part three, the $800 dispute. Our
inciting incident. That surreal piece we
just talked about. Yeah, it doesn't last
long. To keep all the rapidly shifting
alliances straight, we've broken down
our core cast of characters. Psych plays
the passive observer. Then we have
Michael. He's the accused, and his
arrival acts as the match that lights
the powder keg. Tracy is the creditor, a
hospice nurse allegedly owed money.
Beta, also known as Beia, is Tracy's
fiercely loyal defender, who actually
gets driven to tears. And then
Bronzebird drops in to play the white
knight, taking Michael to task for how
he's speaking to the women on the panel.
So, what's the actual beef here? The
panel alleges that Michael ran a
six-month romance scam on Tracy,
ultimately taking $800 from her. And
Michael, well, he doesn't exactly try to
diffuse the situation. Instead, he
openly says, "Why spend my money when I
can spend somebody else's?" Yikes.
Right? On top of that, he starts making
highly offensive racist remarks, telling
guests to go back to the Middle East or
India. This understandably just
completely ignites Beta's fury. All
right, part four. Escalating guest
conflicts. Personal drama on a public
stage. From here, the stream morphs from
a minor squabble into explosive
screaming matches. The complex social
dynamics evolve so fast because
Michael's defense completely crumbles.
Beta becomes the emotional conduit for
the whole panel. She's furiously calling
out his predatory behavior, crying out
of pure frustration. Michael tries to
defend himself by claiming he loved
Tracy but wasn't, you know, in love with
her and casually mentions he had an on
andoff girlfriend of 9 years who he
ended up going back to anyway. As you
can guess, that revelation pushes Beta
and Tracy right over the edge. How does
a stream go off the rails so fast? Well,
it happens in four very distinct steps.
First, Michael joins and is immediately
greeted with the label Boy.
Second, the $800 debt gets dropped like
a bomb. Third, Bronzebird and another
guest named Nick literally drop in to
act as a pseudo jury to interrogate
Michael. And fourth, Psych just watches.
He only steps in once when Michael
brings Tracy's son into the argument,
establishing a hard boundary about
bringing kids into internet drama.
Otherwise, he just lets the performance
art play out. Part five, the chat room
effect. The unseen Greek chorus. You
really have to wonder who's actually
steering the ship here. Are the guests
genuinely driving the conflict or are
they just reacting to the text rapidly
scrolling by on the side of their
screens? Because the live chat is
completely weaponized in this ecosystem.
Commenters act as an environmental
influence, dropping little nuggets that
instantly trigger erratic behavior and
defensive rants. Sai literally calls out
commenters like Big Tall, claiming he
knows his true identity. Meanwhile,
Michael gets incredibly defensive the
second someone named Jaime's Cowboys is
brought up in the chat. The guests are
constantly reading the chat out loud,
getting distracted, and using the chat's
opinions against each other. It's like
an unseen Greek chorus constantly poking
the actors with sticks. And finally,
part six, reality breakdown and
resolution, the collapse of truth. When
you argue online for this long,
maintaining a consistent story is pretty
much impossible. The panel confronts
Michael with his own private messages
where he claimed he couldn't join a
previous stream because he had just
buried his mother the other day. But
live on the panel, he casually mentions
his mom is alive. Then he says his dad
died in December. Then he pivots and
says his dad was actually cremated in
the Dominican Republic. And finally, he
just starts yelling that he is a bastard
who never even met his dad. It is a
complete and utter collapse of truth
right before our eyes. 10 hours. That is
how long this chaotic, unstructured
stream lasted. 10 hours of blurring the
line between authentic human emotion and
surreal digital theater. For 10 hours,
these people yelled, cried, and aired
their deepest personal grievances to a
bunch of strangers on the internet. And
in the middle of a screaming match,
Psych literally stops to do a threec
card tarot pull for a guest named
Michael Bruno. So, as we wrap up this
explainer, I want to leave you with one
final thought. In an open panel
ecosystem where the viewers can
instantly become the guests and where
the host is casually eating a burger
while reality completely breaks down
around him, who is actually pulling the
strings? Who is the audience? And who is
the performer? It's a dizzying look at
modern internet social dynamics. Thanks
so much for joining me on this deep
dive. And remember, always question what
you're seeing on the digital stage.
>> Yeah, that's pretty good.
I like that. I like that.
>> Yeah. I mean, it's like I like I think
that AI is really like um
understanding of psychology because I
think human beings they get too
embroiled in their own psychology. that
are not detached observers like usually
have their own like psychological
thing that make it's almost like you
know how you don't have an accent but
like you know everyone else can tell you
have an accent kind of thing it's like
but it's like you're normal but it's
like everyone is there something
different you know I don't know if I'm
explaining it right but Hi Lenor Henor
yeah
and my little black panther my little
black panther oh hi Hi. Hi.
Hi. Oh, you're such a loving cat. Yes,
you are.
>> Oh, you are. Oh, you kissing. You're
giving me kisses. Yes. Give me kisses. I
know.
Yeah. It's Miss Lenor. Lenor is such a
good cat.
I'll show you the baby picture again.
It's so cute. This is her baby picture.
Oh actually yeah.
Come here. Let me see if this picture
tricks and the pie comes up. Yeah, look
at that one.
when tricks was a baby, I think. Or I
think that's either Tugs or Pi. Like,
you know, it's hard to tell because of
their uh they like I think Pi had like a
little like less um of a that might be
Pi because he had a little bit less of a
a white on his chest and so you can't
really see the white, but yeah, that's
the baby.
Then I guess this was like a couple
years ago these came up and I know they
were babies because they were like that
was April, May, June, July. Yeah, it's
like that's probably like three or like
about three months. They're probably
three months old there and stuff and so
they were just becoming little kittens
and like you know coming into their
kitteness and coming out of like
starting to eat solid food and stuff
like that. It's really cute.
Yeah. Oh no.
Yeah. Oh, thank you. Oh, I love you. I I
I
was very loving. You're a very loving
cat. I know you're loving.
And it's like, and then Lola, where's
Lola? Lola Lola's usually around, but
she like wants she looks Rudy's over
there. I see Rudy. The other Rudy, what
are you doing? Rudy, he he likes to look
in the mirror. He likes to look in the
mirror himself. Okay. It's kind of like
me a little bit. But yeah, I don't know.
I'm getting kind of sleepy. So, um, but
I hope you know the people that got the
gift got the gift and uh want to thank
everybody. Thank you so much. Shout out
to to the special person. Thank you very
much. Appreciate that. Um,
it really helps. And everyone check out
coldcodex.me. I think it's like you'll
be really impressed. They got a lot of
like uh stuff going on there. and N's on
her her on her uh you know she the
membership she wanted and stuff and so
check it out. Got a good stuff. Okay,
talk to you soon guys. Have a good day.
See you later. I drank a beer too early
so I'm gonna take a nap and I probably
come back on later. Okay.
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