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Psyche launches the Cult Codex, a comprehensive archive of the show's episodes, guests, quotes, and lore. He showcases the website's features and plans for future development.
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The episode begins with a musical introduction, followed by Psyche's announcement of the Cult Codex launch. He explains that the website will catalog all episodes, guests, quotes, and lore from the show's history. At ▶ 7:29, Psyche mentions that the website is now ready and will feature a catalog of over 1000 episodes. He notes that all guests, including Alexander McQueen and Bronzeberg, will be included in the archive. At ▶ 9:01, Psyche discusses the automated process of populating the website's content, but acknowledges that he will need to review and correct errors. He also mentions plans to add features such as series organization and lore cataloging, as seen at ▶ 9:46.
The episode suggests that Psyche is dedicated to creating a comprehensive and organized archive of the show's history. The Cult Codex appears to be a significant project for Psyche, and he is enthusiastic about its potential to provide a valuable resource for fans. The episode also continues the pattern of Psyche's interactive and informal hosting style, as he engages with his audience and shares his thoughts on the website's development.
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Set [singing] all your halos at the gate. [music] Lay down your liies to your face. I left a sigil in the dark beneath the floorboards of your heart. Tell every ghost I [music] never f. I lay my candle with the dead.
I am the bread [singing] behind the veil. The lush [singing] siling [music] tail. When faith goes thin, when the glitter starts [singing] to rise,
when your go silent, [music] come and speak my name in dust. >> I move through shadow do myself. No quiet, no crown, no help. The cold night keeps its watch on me. A black flame burns where light should be. And when
the world [music] forgets my face, I still return. I leave a trace. I move [music] through shadow by myself and make a temple out of hell. Bolt every door extinguish. [music] Your pretty fools can keep their lies. They circle close. They grin. They
preach, but truth is always out of reach. You do not need to understand what I became, what [singing] I have planned. I were the wound. I kept the key. The monster made a priest.
>> [music and singing] >> When hope is done. When the mirror shows to [singing]
when love turns feral and your prayers lose [singing and music] their touch. I move through shadow by myself. No choir, no crown, no help. The cold night keeps its watch on me. A black flame
burns where light should be. [music] And when the world forgets my face, I still return. I leave a trace. I move through shadow by myself and [music] make a temple out of hell. I was Yeah.
Heat. [music]
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>> I was waiting to be found. >> [music]
So if the heavens shut you out [singing] and all your saints are full of doubt. Come to the edge. Come drink the night.
I'll be the whisper in the
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>> Heat. >> [music] Heat. [music]
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No help. But the cold [music] night keeps his watch on me. A black flame burns where light should be. And when the world forgets my face, I still return. I leave a trace. I [music] move through shadow by myself and make a temple out of hell.
Damn.
What's up? Look, I I to show you. Hold on. It's not It's not a video or anything. Don't worry. jumped to run out. Hold on a second.
Okay. So, yeah.
Okay. I finally made it. It's ready. Okay. So, this is official launch. I don't know if the live is working on it. Let me have a look. Might have to No, it's not not working yet. Okay. I have to finish that. But when uh it does work, I mean, this part of it,
the it will have like the chat and the the video in here. I just need to It won't take too long to fix it. Whatever. I'll do that soon. Um, and then, um, you can also get notified when I go live by a push notification. See if I go push. Let me see if that works. It should maybe work later. If you want
to do that or you can go notify me. It'll be just like a little just email notification if you want to do that. Um, I have over a thousand episodes, so all the episodes will be cataloged in here. Um yeah.
Um not only that people look it's like everybody that's ever been on the show um will appear in here. Look there's Alexander loud confrontational panel regular who gets into heated exchanges with other guests and made controversial um comments. See but it's Alexander McQueen. See some of it's going to
repeat. some it's going to be misspelled. I'm gonna have to like go through it. Go through it, right? Because uh um I I've automated a lot of this. Okay. But I think it's pretty cool. It's everybody that's been on the show. Look at Bronzeberg. Bronzeberg, guest who got into heated argument with Flirty Diamond about
identity and respect or community member who eventually joined the panel and got into conflicts with other guests. Perfect. And we have Shan. Oh my god, you guys. So you guys will all be in there. All my all my mods, even like little just people that have to appear once. Look at the joyful dolphin. No. Oh, I guess that was somebody else's name. I thought it was that dolphin that was
getting a little action. There's tricks the cat. Um, what else do I got? Um, I guess I'll have like series. I'm going to have to like um organize that a little bit better. And then lore, you know, it's like and so like everything that's been mentioned um every every topic, every like every event, everything everything's going to
be in here. I've only done like probably like less than 100 episodes um logged in. There's over 1400 and so this will fill up. I just have a, you know, a limited amount of um um shows I can transcribe and summarize and um put all the put all the um information on this and
everything. But everything that's mentioned, it's going to be really better organized. Um yep. Everything I mention everything like everything is really I need to put the some I need to put transcript summary I know on the on the p I need to add some stuff still
but I think we're on our way I think it's on its way. Okay. So there's a search and um it's kind of this is the Wikipedia that everyone was so scared about. Not everyone but you know it was mentioned um topics. These are every topic on the show. 17 pages so far. 392. So, I think it's
looking pretty good. It's going to be a a huge like uh at least even if the show goes down or whatever, it'll be here to like, you know, be a little memory. But I think that the show might survive a little longer. I'm not like, you know, you know, I've made it this far. I can't
just I don't just quit that easy, right? I have to I can actually put on like I can go on Twitch or kick and then I can stream that um to the live section and then if you then if you come and get like the notification maybe it's like it won't even like be that much different you know because I'll be able to use
Streamyard through those and still bring people up on panel and you know it'll be a little bit different if I'm not on YouTube but I still can even be on YouTube for a a while, as long as I can be, you know. Um, but I'm kind of proud of it. It was, this is one of my dreams is to make this come to
life. And I I think I doing a decent job so far of cataloging everything. And, you know, pretty cool. Yep. Yeah. Um, it'll eventually have like a it'll eventually have like the
like a short I don't know if it'll have the whole transcript, but it will have at least a summary. Um, and maybe the links to the to to the stuff that happens on the episode. Yeah, I think I need to do a little bit of little bit of work still, but these are the more recent episodes. Oh, that's actually March 5th, 2000.
Yeah, I'll need to fix it a little bit. Um, but on its way. I can fix anything that's not fixed. How's that look? Good. Hey, [clears throat] Mercury and Scorpio. Hey, Tracy. What's the name of the program? It um it's called cultcodex.me. That's the website. cultcodex.me. Um, you can go there. Um, I it's you can
let me see if I have the uh where it says see cultcodex right there, but it's cultcodex.me. I need to fix some I need to make that graphic bigger and put the cultcodex.me bigger. But cultcodex.me. Not me. I wanted it to look a little bit like Matrixy, a little bit like newagy. And I, you know, got all the graphics done.
Um, it looks pretty unified to me. It looks like it's going to be Let me see if Tracy's there. Like, let's see. So, let me see. Like, uh, you'd be in the people. So, let me see if not everyone's going to be in it yet because it's I just I haven't cataloged that many episodes, but and they and some things might be misspelled and stuff. I can always fix go in and fix things. Um,
we have we have Trixie. Tracy. Oh, we have Trixie. Trixie. Trixie. Um, Tracy, you're you will be added, right? You will you will be in there soon. Everybody I think everybody they Zara. I just think this is like I just in the very first episodes it says Zara 35year-old viewer with Pisces sun. It has like a little bit pretty crazy. Aquarius moon received a prosperity tarot read. See,
it goes into like a lot of detail. I'm going to have to tweak it a little bit guys, but uh it will be good. Hey, Mercury Scorpio. Thank you so much, Tracy. Um, yeah, I mean, it's uh and then I'm gonna do um I'm gonna tie it into like um I'm going to tie it into like the cult
of psyche.com website. I'm gonna um and I'm going to like got like I I basically I've done a lot of the work before for this, but it's like today I really started um um getting like the information on it and doing a lot of the work. It's taken a while. Wow. It's taken a long time actually. And I've had to like I've had many false starts. But the thing is it's like along the way I
got experience to like learn how to do a lot more stuff. And so I figured out how to do like the uh like the notifications like this will be, you know, um let me see this set up yet. Let's see if I go like that. See that set up. See? And it'll say you'll know you'll be notified when we go live.
And so when I go live on a live stream, um, if you'd like to, you can get an email. It's not going to be any any spam or anything. It will just be a notification or you can just notify in the browser and stuff. So, how are you guys? How are you guys? Let me just take this off. Yeah. I um I saw
I was like I was like I'm gonna look I'm gonna take a shower and shave and and then I was trying to prove a point but I don't know if I proved the point too well because I know I I did I do have a little wear and tear from the year. It's not as bad as they made it look. Um GT Good Times says he does. Good times
never wants me to join the panel. But if he doesn't mind me me um dual streaming, I'd be happy to because I just want to like kind of But um and I don't know. But um yeah, I mean they put up a picture of me with like a short haircut and like you know and I used to like really like you shower before the show and stuff um and
dress a little nicer and stuff and you know but being on for like sometimes 12 hours a day um in different lighting and stuff it's going to be Do you ever see like Julia Roberts or something like that? I mean, I hate to keep using her as example, but there's many celebrities, Pam Anderson without makeup
or like sir, you know, it's like people I'm not like just destroyed, but again, like somebody did somebody was funny enough to send in this FBI poster of BEA with some not most flattering photos in the world. And so that was kind of funny. But you know, a lot of people are
like, "Oh my god, the fish tacos destroyed him and fish tacos really mean meth and stuff like that." No, I think about really really um was a I don't think that Oh, I'm sorry. I'm sorry, dude. I'm sorry about my French. I'm I think what really you know how about like just the stress and how about like
um you know the like a lot of trolling and a lot of uh but I don't look like garb I mean I don't look that bad. You're looking how much I've changed through our time on panels. Yeah, but I am kind of a shape shifter too. Like I don't know like uh see there I look kind of good there, right? If I smile and stuff I know but if I I I don't know. I'm all about shadows and and lighting
and and stuff like that. Yeah. This is Mr. Rudy. Hi. Um, but I, you know, and I, uh, gave myself a nice scrubbed under my nails and stuff and, uh, and shaved a little bit, but then sometimes when I shave, it's kind of like, ah. Um, but yeah. Well, man, we do change. We do change and stuff like that. But I think
I was like the biggest change I see is like I you know I just like I was very kind of innocent and like happy and excite like really excited all the time and then it's like you know a lot of stuff kind of happened that kind of not not like me not ruined it but because I still have a good time doing
this you know it's like I still have a good time but it's stressful stressful going through um like four times channels the channel going down and then stressful, you know, going through these different relationships and stuff. He needs Oh, Mercury. He said, "I do." Yeah. So, I don't feel like going on good times if
he just wants to say I need drugs and stuff like that. I mean, um maybe he does, you know. I don't know. But he should go bother Alexandre because Alexander said I am getting older, you know, and I'm not He's depressed. You know what? But but good times. Uh, you know, Alexandre called him a No, I don't
want to even say, but she called me a Jew, Beeta, a Jew, and him a Jew. I don't know if that's supposed to be an insult or something like that. I don't think it is an insult. I'm not um Jewish, but um yeah, he's all sad and [ __ ] Who? Good times or me? But um but what's the problem with Jews? I don't understand. I don't know. I don't I
like really you're you're going to go on that on that um on that and she's very she proudly will say it. I I don't know but you know and you know who she you know who she vibes with like you know who whose personality and this is just very telling too. You know who she loves and she just is like this person is
great. Cringosaurus like the like the like the worst personality person I've ever like even se and oh my god like cringosaurus you know she's just screaming [ __ ] you know [ __ ] and stuff like that and she used to say the n word I know she doesn't seem like she maybe looks like she went through some stuff and I
thought she was a heavy set woman because I talked to her and when I was on Tommy James it seemed like she was like quite heavy but no she's like you know she's a normal like looking goth chick. I don't know if she lost weight or whatever. She looked she looked okay. Um but the personal and it's like and she has interesting parts of her personality like she's like, "Oh, I want to grow some turnup seeds." She's nice.
She wasn't nice to me when I met her. She called um I can pull pull up the the short where she's like, "You're a [ __ ] [screaming] [ __ ] suck." you know, that's when she was like when I talked to her on Tommy James and I I try to be perfectly nice, but um I don't know. And then I then she was saying terrible things about Saman. She
thinks everyone's a PDF cannibal kind of thing, right? It's just like I know Tracy, you know, it's been a journey. You know, Beeta struck my channel. Yeah, she Yeah, I have the clips. It's on my shorts. Yeah, it's in the shorts. Um, Beeta struck me. Alexandra struck me twice. I got all the
strikes taken off, but now they're both threatening like legal action against me for like, you know, and and then joking about, oh, oh, I almost like I almost never stream again because I would feel so guilty if he like unalived himself, right? And then everyone just laughs. It's like that wasn't supposed to be like that funny, but um
yeah, and uh and just some of the I just think I mean it's like you know I like I like talking [ __ ] sometimes and and like you know like look at this clip I made of KZ and I'll read you the poster about me too. I I'll remind everybody of it but here's look at the look at what I did
with KZ KZ's face. This is like one of my proudest things >> IS GOING ON. THIS CAN'T BE REAL. GET AWAY FROM ME. I DON'T UNDERSTAND ANY OF THIS. >> I think it was pretty accurate. Um, and then if he was a puppet, here's what KZ would look like.
>> Closer. Come closer. Gotcha. >> Something like that. Um, yeah, I know you're here. I love you, Tracy. Thank you so much for being here. Yeah, Tracy, one of the OGs of the show. Um, yeah, I want to do like a cartoon or puppet show. I was thinking I'll do stuff. What? Uh, oh, is that a smile? I can't I can't quite tell. It's very small emoji. Oh, you're going like, what are you
going like this? [clears throat] What? I mean, do you know KZ or you don't know who KZ is? Okay. Well, he's quite a character. Let's just say uh he's just quite a character. Yeah. But he wrote a little post about me on my I got tagged in it. Um I don't even know his channel. I just saw I just saw I got tagged in the post. Okay, I got tagged. Oh, I can read it.
Here's what this person this Okay, this person is homeless with no teeth. And I mean, not that there's not not not putting him down or anything, okay? But he feels sorry for me or or is like, you know, he's saying things like where it's like he's pitying me and stuff like
that. Is that the end of it for me? Is that like when KZ is like saying this [ __ ] Is it I think it's pretty much over. I I I must Right. Yeah. I'm not tease shaming. He just He's only missing this one and this one. It's like they're a little bit It's a little bit the the hard place to be missing teeth. I'm missing one in the very very back. Um, but he goes stuck.
You know, he like literally does sound like, you know, Elmer, not Elmer Fud, but but who which which one of the Looney Tunes? He definitely sounds like a Looney Tune. Um, let me see if I can find that post though. Let me see. Um, yeah.
But, you know, like I said in my in my in the in the title, it's like I do this for you. I mean, it's like, of course, I do it for me in some respects, and it's like, you know, everybody has a selfish thing, but I really I really want to entertain people. I really want to help people. And that was always the goal and
stuff, right? Um sometimes it went a little off track um or a lot off track, but I don't really have hate for people and I try I try not to even have hate for people that have like done me wrong and some people have. And it's like, and maybe I of course there's two sides to every story and all this stuff, but it's
like some people have just been mean for really no reason. And and maybe I'm more sensitive than I than I should be, but it's like like that um that Tripping Sip who I let I I let him syndicate my show. Like I don't get anything from him putting my show on Rumble. Well, maybe I can like,
you know, I do have an advantage where I can like, you know, go find an old episode of my show that I have I'm not responsible for and then I can like, you know, and all that. But he just has like this like that just like the way he talks he just like he just it's like and a lot of people do. They have such this dis this disdain for me and it's like that hurts
my feelings when people like just are just like oh and then it's like oh and even thing that is like I love thing that is I mean we were trying to we were joking I played this clip where it was like a 10-second clip where a dolphin jumps up on a boat and humps this lady in a like a cheetah you know one piece bathing suit for you know five seconds
and and and it goes and does like the little like dolphin sound and Alexander we were saying Pages the dolphin and then we were playing p sound effects. They were like oh my god he's so disgusting and can you believe he's he's he's looking at this beastiality and oh and he's comparing comparing that woman to pay no not the woman the dolphin. I
mean people just are some people don't get it. I mean it's like and it was funny but and then I think oh I mean it's like I love you thing that is but you're you're that's you're getting into like um um Canada dry territory with that pitch of a I don't know if it's a Canada thing. Is it a Canada thing where you get all all high pitched and whiny about stuff? If I ever
do that you can just tell me. I I want to keep my voice and I love you and I do love I like Canada dry too. I love the thing that is Canada dry. But it's like you have to whine and [ __ ] at every like like stuff like really it's like it's not your thing. It just encourages me to play it more and then maybe it is it does get old, you
know? No one really cares when Sandman presses like you know the police car sound effect for 10 minutes and the screaming sound. I mean Christine finally tells him to stop and it's but yeah I mean he he'll he no one cares that he plays an hour and a half of music. I I mean like honestly I went to go look at a show today.
Oh, there's music playing. An hour and a half later. Oh, there's still music playing. Okay. I mean, I understand. And I play maybe five minutes of music on my show and it's like everyone just leaves. I mean, is it in I don't know. I mean, it's like maybe because it's mine or like I don't know. I mean, I didn't think that. I mean, he played this
rendition of Outcast where there was some white woman singing an Outcast song. It was like literally the worst thing I've ever heard in my life. And he's like, "Whoa, do you know she heard voice?" I was like, "This sounds like shit."
Uh oh, he's here. You were asked. I won't ask. I won't ask from now on. I won't because I'm not mad that you didn't like it. I don't like how you whine. But But you're fine. I told you I love you. I mean I mean I mean but gosh Canadians guys and I love Canadians
the register of of this whining it's is it's unprecedented it's okay you may think I whine about stuff too whatever but oh just like but it's like everything else is everybody everything else
everybody is is great I'm just like so it's so disdained. I'm just kidding. Half of this is for Oh, yeah. Also, like part of my show is for comic rel like like comedy and so like most like a lot of the stuff people say about was like supposed to be a joke in the first place and it's like
and they take it serious. I mean, it's like so isn't that weird? just like that was me trying to be funny and they think it's like like my like my real personal like some of the stuff is just like for comic effect. I don't know. It's like and that's embarrassing when it's like people don't get to joke. I mean not you and you're fine thing the thing that is you know
you're fine and you know I know you get to joke and you're funny and stuff like that and I I I I do I know I like you a lot. Um, but some of this stuff is like was pure satire or parody or selfdeprecation and people just run with it like that's and and it's like wow it's and then maybe that's my fault because it's like
I do have a straight face a lot of time with things I say. Um, and then also now everyone's saying, "Oh, I was like, um, I was threatening um, Syc." Here's here's what I was here's what I said. I I was very depressed and I was very upset and I was like this show is like
my life. But what I was saying is that these people and I've taken down the taking down the comments or whatever. But I was like they've said things that feel like to me oh to me it felt like coercion but you know we have different opinions. I don't want to go you know go to court over this [ __ ] whatever. I mean it's it's so silly. But the thing is
it's like I guess they didn't take but what so I never really never I never was like I'm going to do this tonight. I did say in her chat I was like well if I do it I'm going to put your name on your name and her name on the note. How would you like that? You know what she go? She goes oh I'm about to quit streaming because I feel so guilty. Ah,
would you? I don't think so. Personally, I don't think so. I think she would just
that that part kind of hurt like that. And then people are like, "Oh my god, you're just trying." I was like like this guy in money 420. He's like, "What?" I mean, he's like, "Oh my god, you're saying I was like, "What?" So you what? So, you would want me to do it? I mean, that's the only like I don't understand. It's like just the way he said it. He's like, "Oh, well, some people are like this." Like, what if I
am? Like, how do you know? I don't even know this [ __ ] that was in that chat. He's just an [ __ ] But, um, what does he know about about me? What if I mean, what I mean, really, people don't know. What if I because I wasn't even presenting things like this, right? I was saying with Christine put the su yc hotline and stuff. That was about
when I said I said these people have said to me things that are not quite that I would cons that I would consider some kind of coercion or some kind of like taking de taking death or um it very lightly. And Christine even had to tell them. She's like, "Do you know that some people do end up doing that?"
Like I but I said many times I said I have my cats. I said I said there's no one to take care of my cats. If anything, I'm staying for the cats. I never said I was going to do anything. But now now you know the telephone game. Now it's turned into oh, you know, he said this, he's just manipulating with it. blah blah blah blah blah. I'm the And so it turns out I'm the
manipulative one, right? I'm the manipulative one about it, right? But like making like little, you know, jabs at my heart with a dagger and like, you know, humiliating me and and all this stuff is like that doesn't contribute to it. If I wasn't a stronger person, I probably would do something like that, you know, if I wasn't a stronger person. But I'm a strong
person. I've been through I've been through a lot of stuff. So, um, but yeah, it turns into the telephone game where it turns into like something that it wasn't, you know, now that's that's the narrative. Just people I don't even know are saying this. Oh my god, and that's I'm the worst person, right? It's like
that's good that I said too much or what are you saying or that's good? [sighs and gasps] I know I'm just rambling. I know. Do you want me to put the what? you want me put the link up or something? And then it's like and then there's people I love too and it's like there's al all these allegations being made against people and stuff and that I don't I wouldn't even want to believe. And it's like
and in my heart like even if I think the allegation is terrible I still like like to forgive people or I still think people like but it's like there's some people like that are I mean it's like I don't know like oh that I'm strong and I won't No. Yeah. Exactly. that I mean it's like wow like you know when my when my dad passed
away that was like the hardest time of my life like like and so it's not really like like this is just I mean I made it through that time and that that was like the hardest time of my life the most depressing and so um that's like this is like nothing really compared to that. This is like even even though my show is kind of like my baby it's like um
you know that was the hardest thing I ever went through. Um, but I know a lot of people went through and then I just lost a friend too like this week, you know, and it's like people don't and then I got this guy in the chat saying, "Oh, I hired someone to
do it to to on alive him because he would he wouldn't want my advances and stuff like that." And even though that's just so ridiculous, it doesn't even like really deserve to be repeated. Like I still I'm like what are these people just like so sick that why would they say something like that? Like that's so terrible
um about like Danny and stuff and just like it's a tragedy. Yeah, I try to be strong but um if anything if anything I got these cats and stuff like so I'm good. But yeah, I'm I have I'm a little bit like, you know,
little bit little bit worn out from the show. Um, and like the constant It's not easy. It's not easy. This It's not like the hardest thing to do the show, right? But it's like it's
not easy. It's a hard community, right? It's a hard community. It's tough. And every like little thing it's like, oh, like look at look how look how like destroyed he is from. It's like, okay, well, you're you're looking at a picture of me with short hair, you know, when I was happy in like a nice lighting and
then you're putting like this picture of me literally like swallowing something, eating some. So, oh, what is he? His teeth are coming out and he has three Adams apples and it's just like well I mean yeah when I chew maybe I do have like something on my neck does look bad. I don't know. Can't help what my
neck looks like. It always looked like this. I'm skinny. I don't know. You know they the really the worst pictures and then like somebody who God bless whoever sent the beat the beat the FBI photo and it wasn't me. I had nothing to do with like whoever sent that though. Thank like thank I was like they're like oh oh Sam was like oh there's an AI someone sent. He's like
which and those pictures weren't AI of her but anyway and but um and I was like oh no it's going to be something terrifying of me and then it was some some of her pictures and stuff. So that was funny. I liked whoever did that. You can you can privately let me know who did that. That was that was funny. I did appreciate that. But she always has a good sense like she
she's always like cool about everything um that anybody does unless it's me like really it's like she's like she like laughs at that right and it's like oh every I mean it's like if it was me I'd have like you know be you know strike and oh I manipulated the photo I mean it would just be like so negative like I mean gosh like if if I do it it's not
it's it's just it's like it's like an attack it's not we were we we got at one time we could like we could uh like joke around with each other, I guess. But, you know, but it is kind of funny like in the in the the cult codeex, it kind of spells her name several ways, but it but then it says it says, oh, and it says Alexander is the head of the BKG. I
guess he was saying that at one time and stuff and it says and it's a group about love, fierce love and loyalty. And that's what I really did feel at one time. It's like, wow, have times changed. It's like you may consider me disloyal, but um I was on board for a long time with her after she stopped after she like totally like, you know,
made me made a joke out of me or whatever. I don't know if that was the whole point of make a joke out of me or whatever, but um I mean it's been like over of a year of doing it like I mean constant. It's like because when I met her, we were like we were I was like almost not in love, but I was like
it's like I thought she was my best friend and stuff and it's like and then and she helped me so much but then it's like kind of it feels like now she was trying to get a bunch of trolls over here or something like that. I don't know. Even though, you know, we had her we had her ups and downs or
whatever, but Alexander is right about a couple things. Like she does have this big circle of trolls, you know, fiercely defending her and like, you know, [ __ ] me over. I mean, just see it constantly. Not saying anybody here is, but you know,
definitely that that He-Man. You see what He-Man says about me? He-Man who I who I I mean so nice here and then it's like just just like says the worst [ __ ] like I just like I s I see all this like I I keep having to say it's like why are you
so like and I'm so stupid I keep like letting her back as a mod and stuff but I finally had to just just block her um comment because she was just like saying horrible things saying oh look look how embarrassed Benny is to even be like a So Benny came here I drag him in here that night. And I didn't I never was I didn't even sexually harass him. I like
I like I said one time I made a joke about him on me being a dirt bike and him riding me or something. It was it was like so and and he was like, "Oh, that's weird." And it was maybe maybe it was maybe so one inappropriate joke. I mean it's like that was really it. And then it's like oh my god he's I mean oh look at he's like a young kid. Well
he's not seven years old. He's 25 years old. I know he's like, you know, a little immature, but he's like, you know, it's not he's not terri like so weird, right? I know he's like, but it's just like it makes me look like such a monster. Like, oh, oh, and oh my god. And it's like, oh,
I don't know. There's so many so many so much [ __ ] said. It's like I don't know. Hopefully, I don't I have a good he has a good attitude about I mean you know he all he would but like like I said I first started watching him and he would get trolled and then he would be drinking and I like to party and drink and like uh and just hang out with the chat. I never saw like really chats like that
but I maybe I sounded like a little like sickopantic or like I was like kissing his ass or whatever but he's not really my type. He's a little bit too feminine looking for me. I think he looks really good with his new haircut, but he's like, if you know my type, my type is as like like thugs. Like like literally like literally that's why I can't date because they're
too dangerous. I would be I would be, you know, in in the trunk of a car, you know, pushed off a cliff if I dated the people I'm interested in. I I can't date. I can't date, you know. But he's not my type. He looks He's like an androgene, which I think I think are interesting. I mean, people we would bite. Yeah. We'd have to fight over
that. I'd be like Well, not Yeah. over it because I I don't Yeah. Because I wouldn't want to be it. I don't like I don't I don't like uh I don't even like sex very much. I mean, it's like Oh, it's like kind of It's always been boring to me whenever I It's like whenever it's like I get bored and then it's like gross. Today they were talking
on Sam Man's and it was the most disgusting conversation I've ever heard in my life. They're talking about, "Oh, well, this big troller or whatever, she she has a picture of her butthole with worms on it or something." And they were discussing whether Tripkick was like, "Oh, well, maybe it's just toilet paper all all rolled up on it." And then Saman's like, "Would you have sex with
her if you saw that?" And Trip kick said or Trip Trip and said, "Yes." I mean, that's just I mean, okay, you need to take a shower. I mean, it's even all I mean, I'm not the cleanest person always. I would take a shower especially before inviting someone back there. Like really? I mean I know and it's I'm so sorry if it was gross. That is kind of gross. I don't know. I mean they talk
about such a horrible thing sometimes. It was like um but yeah he's like oh we're all human. Well you know a human being can like actually like you know use a wet wipe or something like that. It doesn't have to be like you know dried up toilet paper worms on the butt or something. I I I would be horrified if that someone back went back there and they they saw that. Be horrified.
But trip and sip. Oh yeah. Well, we're human. It's almost like that's almost not human. It's almost like I don't know. But I don't know. I I just hope just all you have to do is like and a woman too. a woman like a woman shouldn't have that much hair back there
to like I'll have all that get caught on it, right? It's like women should really and even men should like gay people usually wax themselves, you know, if they mess around back there. They'll do enemas and stuff like that. That's appropriate. I mean, it's like no one wants mud on the helmet or like I mean, it's like, you know,
I think that's kind of gross. And then I I How do people have sex even? I men are just disgusted. I mean, I I don't know because most men don't even care. I don't I don't think most men wouldn't because I think he represents like that kind of most most men. Oh, well,
just just uh keep your, you know, just keep your pace kind of away from there and, you know, just look somewhere else. I I don't know. Wouldn't it wouldn't stop it wouldn't slow most of these guys in this community down. Oh my god. And then Sig Sig. Oh, and Sig, remember I said Sig, it looked like he had a vagina. What's good, Pan Pan? Um, Panamaniac, how are
you? Yeah, so Sig porn bomb. Like, did Sig porn bomb beata today? It looked like he was on the panel with beta. It looked like he has a vagina. Like literally, I didn't really see a penis there. It looks like, is he a woman? Like, honestly, because I got I got sent a picture of him porn bombing. I was like, well, what is it? It just looks like a dark It
looks like a dark cavern there. I don't I don't see a penis. That's not a porn bomb. It's like Oh, remember I said it would have just like just pubic hair and like a like a a hole. That's what it looked like. I didn't see it. I didn't see any flesh. And this guy Oh, yeah. My god. And then I got porn by Oh, it's my you know, he's like I was like, "Oh, I tried to tell
you." Oh, yeah. Sig, you've been such a great help. You Oh, I know. you you were such a you were such a a wonderful inspiration and help on the show. You know, for the past year, he's been just treating me like the the total garbage. I mean, really, guys, I'm serious. I mean, it's like,
yeah, there on Howard Stern, they actually did have a Smalls penis contest and the guy they did look like vaginas and it's like I felt really bad for these guys, but so I feel bad for him. I know he's a little bit now. I understand kind of more why he's like the way he is, right? If I had a vagina, I might be in a bad mood. It wasn't Wasn't it gross?
No. And and there's nothing wrong with and I'm not saying oh, you know, not trying to I'm saying I'm saying for for him, but I was if I if I had like that whatever whatever it was, it wasn't even Well, I won't even say vagina. I'll just say I'll just say like a a hairy kind of area just look kind of like it looked
like a Samoan woman like like a like an older Samoan woman's area.
I don't I'm gonna get hopefully I don't get in trouble for saying anything. Um, [snorts] yeah. Anyway, how are you guys doing tonight? I'm sorry. I Gosh, am I gonna get in trouble? And then
like I got all this [ __ ] from like when I went to the pier and I was like I want I went I asked for fish tacos. Now it's like I now it's like oh well he was order No, it wasn't meth. It was fish tacos. I mean, I literally went to the pier and walked to the thing. I mean, I couldn't have gotten away with not walking right up to the fish guy and then eating the tacos in front of
everybody. It's like, oh, but it's meth. If I was on that much meth, I wouldn't be eating a fish taco. You understand meth is like an appetite suppressant and it's like I would I Yeah, he wiggled it around like a puppet. Oh, no. Well, puppetry of the penis. Maybe he can be there is like something called the in that, but no, probably not. I think he need to have a bigger penis probably for that. But oh my god. And somebody
there's a who is this guy Dex? There's a guy named It's Dex. Does anybody know this guy? Because he posted a picture of Sig. And it looks like it was one of the better pictures of Sig I've ever seen. I'll try to find it. Hold on. Did anyone see this picture he posted of Sig? I didn't even I I was subscribed to this guy. I didn't know he was friends with Sig or I was like I or part of the community or something like that. But
then I saw he post this picture of Sig. Where is this? It's Dex guy. Oh my god. God, there's so many. Um, oh, hold on. Do you know does anyone know this guy's name? He's kind of like a more heavy set guy. He wears rainbows, rainbow shirts and stuff like that, but
he's not gay, I don't think. Um, [ __ ] See if I can pull it up. This guy. No. Hold on. This this. Yeah. Okay. This is it. Look at this
guy. So, no, it's I am Dex. Okay. [clears throat] Well, here's what he looks like. Look at this. Look at this. Look at this picture of Sig. I I'll I'll just copy the picture of It was a It's one of the better pictures I've actually ever seen of Sig. It's on his community wall. Look. Hold on one second. [ __ ] I'll
just I'll just copy it. Hold on. I'm gonna save it. Save JPG. Okay, there we go. JPG. I was like, how does he or and I just don't know how is Sig famous or something? I don't know. How does this guy know him? I have frozen in time. Frozen in time. Mojo Joe, how are you?
But uh here's a picture of Sig. Let me see. It must be my downloads right here. Or where is that? My desktop. Come on.
There you go. I love it. He looks great. Yeah, I'm sorry. Yeah, I was I was on another page, so yeah, I was frozen in time. Yeah. So, that was on this guy Dex's page and I was like, I know that guy Sig. I was like, that he looks great, but he's not wearing but it's usually he
wears a different kind of beanie. But yeah, but imagine the blackheads um squeezed out of that thing though. Imagine that. I mean, Hi, Mojo Joe. Good to see you, sweetheart. Yeah. So, that was that. That was a W. Yeah. Isn't that funny how
I found it, though? I was like I was like, who's this guy? Does anyone know who the who that guy is? His name is um his channel's called I don't know. It's called It's called I am Dex or something like that. I don't know. But Oh, yeah. It's called Dex. I think it's just called Dex. I am
Dex TV. He's like a rapper. Anyone heard Oh, I'll show it. Show what it looks like. Hold on. I can share. Sorry if I'm freezing. Hold on. There we go.
Oh, good lord. Come on. Can I Can I Okay, here we go. Okay. Share. Anyone seen this guy? This guy right here? Anyone seen that guy right there? Um,
post. There's a Oh, there's Who's that? Is that Cringosaurus? What's going on there? Okay. Yeah. So, it's this guy right here. He's cute. Kind of. Is he gay? He wears rainbow shirts and stuff. Hey, money420. How are you? Yeah, it didn't go very well. Oh, you love you love this satar lady. Yes, that's um
that is the goddess Matangi. And uh yeah, I kind of like it because she's like I feel like you know she's like she's like very motherly and she's like looking at me smiling and that that's a very yeah it is she it is Shiva because ultimately um it's ultimately she's an aurore of poverty or Kali and
then Shiva is Kie. They're the same being. They're like there's a whole there's a whole it's a whole it gets into the whole thing. Yeah. She's a she's a goddess of like the spoken word but also of like um like um intuition and also goddess of music and so she always has the satar. She has parrots. Um she's a god like the goddess of sound and stuff like that like the word. She's
a goddess of the word. She's a fierce aspect of parvity or um or sarasati. She's very calming. And I know I [snorts] don't want to like I don't want to scare people away, but I will I do have a few videos with her, starring her because um I really do feel a strong connection
with her like there I mean and there's a very there there are very interesting like you know Kie is a little bit you know scary. I mean, there's a few of the Mahav videos that are like scary, and then there's some that are just very pretty and stuff like that, but she's kind of like
I think she's very cool. I think she's very cool. And um also like inspirational, like very inspirational for me. And I do believe in the power. I do believe in the power. But yes, and like because also like the satar or like the Yeah, the satar or what maybe vina they call it. Is that
the Venina or that's the Vena? Okay. Um, it's almost like designed kind of like the human the human body, right? And so it's like kind of like the human body is an instrument for a god. I think you like her because she believes. Oh yeah. Um. Yes. And I I think uh and like
I feel like a lot of um a lot of love and uh and then because also the green skin I think of like the heart chakra too. and um like a lot of a lot of love. She's always and she's always a little bit intoxicated um and in bliss. That's
what I like the kind of state I like to be in. Um but also and also she's um the goddess of the outcast um and the rejected and the of leftovers. You know how much I love leftovers as a kid? I love leftovers. Like I was like always like my oh give me leftovers. give me leftovers and
stuff like that. And uh I never I I I love leftovers a little bit like you sometime. Well, let me let me see if I just have, you know, I know it's not everyone's thing, but I do want to just play I do like a little short short um you know, tribute to her. This is this is not not
the not the documentary style. This is actually the song. if you don't mind and just indulge me, you know, because I I do need to take a little breather once in a while when I talk so much because I have a big mouth and nobody's coming off a pan. So, uh um so there's certain I've written a few actually she's done she's in a few songs I've done, right? And uh
yeah, I do practice um well, it's like I I wouldn't I wouldn't I I say satan satin naman dharma because I think that Hindu is like Hindu is like you're born in India, right? And so I think that's like but I
think that the Satanama Dharma is like universal more. You can check it out. Here you go. Okay. Here we go.
We start over here. >> [singing]
>> In the dark, [singing] I hear you before I see you. [music] A hush becomes a halo. Oh,
[music] [singing]
I was a spark in a black glass guy. Tongue tied, hands cold, asking why. Then a green dome broke my chest. wide like a secret rivering to sing outside. Two parrots cut the silence clean. Feathered syllables [singing] bright and green. They drop little stars like holy confetti. And every small we [music]
could steady strings turn into consteller [singing] convers.
I feel your name rearrange my face. Oh, you teach my [singing] voice to move like lightning. Oh, you make my heart worth finding.
Emerald halo kumba moon [singing] spin my doubt into 64 tunes I don't beg I [singing and music]
say it slow it
[singing] turn my noise
I'm not here to be perfect. I'm here to be true. To make a bright blade out [singing] of what I've lived through, I cut through the chatter. I bless what remains. Make leftover sacred. Make freedom from chains. My hands learn crap [music] from the cosmos itself. Paintbrush and one breath script on the shelf. A mask for the stage. A drum for the street. A crown made of patience. A
kick made of heat. [music] Parrots in orbit. dies like gold. They teach my nervous system bold. Be a starline steady and long. [singing] I don't chase the song. I become
the song. [screaming] Oh my teaching. [singing] My make my art worth finding emerald halo moon spin my doubt into 64 tunes oh my beg
i from throat to sky [music] from sky to skin let the holy sound begin from [music and singing] From star to drum. I was quiet. Now I come.
I don't need permission. I need precision. I don't need approval. I need a vision. [singing] Every line [music] I draw is a vow I keep. Every note I sing, wake something deep. Oh my teaching. [music and singing] Oh my
heart [singing] adore him. [music] Emerald halo moon. Spin my doubt into 64 tunes. Oh my. I don't beg. I lie. [singing]
When the spring goes dark, you still glow. [singing] A green star behind [singing] my re.
There you go. Um, it has been for years actually. Um, it's been for years because I I've originally found um something called um the Shyamala. Well, her name is Shyamala. It's also M um
Matrini. She has a few cute names. Um one of them is Minoxi, which is means fish eyes because she has like these eyes kind of like fish. And uh and I guess so the like the story is the gods were like having a dinner and they
had all this um it's called like pursad is like called like the blessed offerings but then there's like this um then the the leftovers which are like considered impure and so but then some beautiful um goddess like rose out of the
leftovers or she appeared and she accepted the leftovers, you know, and so it's like about like purity. It's about how like uh everything is pure every like there's not and there's you know and that's really true too because just think about like even dirt like think about how how like dirt is like dirty, right? It's the dirt is like the filthiest most disgust but look look at all like the stuff like the life that
comes out of dirt, right? That's pretty interesting. And also um so she was also um like matang matang also means like elephant and so she's like a one of the consorts of Ganesha but also like she's also as parvati the
mother of Ganesha that's a good story too um very little the story with Ganesha you know the elephant headed god and people like like to laugh and they say oh how weird it's like there's an elephant god or whatever Ever Ganesha is actually like it's the syllable Om and it's before it's the he's like the lord
of beginnings and so before everything it's like you know so it's that that means literally Ganesha right and uh he was created because Parvati would be in her bathroom like taking a shower and then she would come in and like you know use the toilet. Victoria
Jay's here. Hi, Victoria Jay. Good to see you. Nice to nice to meet you. I haven't I haven't I haven't been uh properly introduced, but um nice to meet you. And you said something the other day that was really nice and kind
about kind of about me and like, you know, so I do appreciate that. Um and so I'm more I'm more of a fan a Victoria fan now after after you said that. Everyone was saying one thing and you kind of said, "Hey, what about this? What about this stuff?" Um, so I don't know if you know what I'm
talking about. So nice to meet you and and I'm uh I I have to find your channel and subscribe. Can someone post your channel and stuff? That'd be great. Um, yeah. So, but yeah, you know, I kind of like, you know, I kind of came into the
community kind of almost like via IP2 like through Benny and stuff. What about Matt? What do I feel about Matt? Matt like you're talking about Matangi and so there's also Matt, right? Matt, you know, are you talking about? There's a few Mats like Ma like uh Matthew the,
you know, Jesus's disciple and um Matraa, right? Um Matraa is uh I think he's like a god, right? Matraea. Um, so sorry. I'm just I'm just like I always think of Masons when I think of Matt. But um,
but Matthew, you know, Matthew Matthew, Mark, Luke, and John. Matthew Brick. Matthew uh, Perry. I don't know. Um, oh, there's Matt. Oh, it's okay. There's Matt in the chat. Hi, Matt and Victoria. Is Matt Is Matt also? Uh, am I getting am I getting new people here tonight? Nice to meet you guys. Do
you want to see? So, I have cats. I have a cat. I'm a cat person. Here it was Trix's birthday yesterday. He was born on Pi Day. You can see the cats. Oh. Oh, [ __ ] What did I just do? Oh, yeah. I forgot. Okay, I need to take my background. I was like, I disappeared. Hold on. I have
to show you the cats here. See my cats? Um, there. There they are. Hey, Lola. Lola and Tricks. That's mother and son right there. Lola on the left. She's the mom. at the door? The police aren't coming I don't know where. What are you looking tonight. The police came the other night. Benny was actually here the other
night and the police came. And there was like seven of them. They're like like if you know what's good for you. You better not you better not get another call tonight. I was like, "Okay, I don't know where Lenor is. Lenor must be Oh, no. Lenor's right there. Lenor's a black cat." Oh [ __ ] Lenor's my black cat. You can kind of see her. Oh, Lenor, you want to say hi, too? Hi. What? Anyone want
attention? Whatever I paid more attention to Lenor. He is m Lenor. We want to talk to you, too. Hey, sorry. There's my cat, Lenor. Little sweetheart. Wait, wait, wait. You're coming over? You're coming over? Come on over. This is Trixs. He just
turned two yesterday. Or no. Um, yeah, yesterday. 3.14. So, Pi Day. Oh, yeah. There he is. That's Mr. Trix. He's a sweetheart. You know, people will say I eat my cats or like, you know, cats. You know, I'm just like people will say terrible things, but I love my cute cats
and he's my little baby. He likes to cuddle under the covers of me. Your sweetheart. Okay. And he has his balls. And so people say, "Oh my god, he has his balls. She should be fixed." He doesn't go he doesn't really go anywhere. He's like he's like a daddy's boy, so he I just don't have the heart to do it. But all the other cats are
fixed. Rudy's um Rudy the this red cat right here is um Sorry, there's Rudy right there. Rudy, it's Rudy. He's like he's like 17 years old. Um I just got him last year, though. And uh he's a sweet cat, too. Hi. Hi. Hi.
Come on. So, I love my little kitty cats. They're indooroutdoor cats. Oh. Oh, there you go. He's a little old cat. Here, little old man. He call him old man Rudy sometimes. You see now you get see behind the scenes. And I could be a cat massage therapist.
Actually, he's so soft. He's a very, very soft cat. That's as loud as he meows, too. He doesn't have much of a meow anymore.
But he um he really came out of his shell and he likes to now he goes under the covers like like all they're all cuddlers. They all like to cuddle under the covers and stuff. >> Hi. Oh, I'm a good cat massage therapist. People would say, "Oh my god, he grabbed he's choking them because he grabs them by the neck." But I don't. Here's what I
do. I get them Oh, it's okay. I get them behind the armpits and then I like So then I have my fingers up there like that. They're fine now. See behind the armpits.
Cute cats, huh? And they all they're all they all pretty much get along. These are these are the cats that really wanted to stay. I've had more cats. I I had I had like three litters. Oh, Lenor was the first kitty you saw over a year ago when I was at your friend Ken's panel. Oh my gosh. Yeah, Lenor is a sweetheart. And I had pictures of Lenor as a kitten. Like my friend just sent me these pictures of
Lenor. Like when I got Lenor. Is my phone dead? Of course, it's dead right now. But um when I got Lenor, she um was just a kitten. Like they they got they found her in a parking lot. Oh my gosh. And do you like do you love me? She's just a very easygoing cat. And she likes to go on my shoulder because she thinks she's a parrot, right?
or a little we call her black panther cat, too. She's my little black panther. And uh she's very protective. They're very intuitive. Cats are very intuitive, but she But um when I got Lenor, like she would we were just we was love at first sight. And she's very very sweet. She likes to give me kisses on the lips.
You like to give me kisses on the lips. She's very protective. But yeah, there's my kitty cats. And I love my kitty cats. I life, you know. Yeah. And so, you know, I'm sleeping on my couch a
lot, but yeah. Um, they like to go under the blanket and they get along. See, they're they can all be next to each other and stuff. There's Trixie sitting next to Trixie. Oh, yeah. Trixie. Trixie. Oh, he loves it. He loves it. Yeah. This just look at how regal she
is. She's just like so such a regal cat.
Yep.
I just kissed her there. You should see how she kisses me. Like it gets a little She She kisses me a little intensely. So where it's like, "Oh my gosh, Lenor, I'm not a I'm not a I'm not a I can't I can't marry you. That'd be so weird. People would just see I'm so They think I'm too weird anyway." But she would love to give me a kiss on the lips. Yeah, she has a queen.
You know, that's what they call cats, too. Like they call the the mama cats or the you know queens. Isn't that a cute name for them? They do. Will you give me kisses on the lips? Yep. Let me I'll try to plug in my phone and show you in a few minutes if I can. The u when she was a baby because she was so cute.
And um she has a very special name like Lenor. I got that from the raven because I needed a special name. Oh, just wipe out your eyes. I love wiping out the cat's eyes, you know. But um they're just she's very beautiful and she's very loving too. She even she like
this was one time like I like she she liked one of my this one of this guy I knew. She liked she liked him a lot and she let him pick her up and she even let him he he carried you to the car but then she started panicking when he put her in the car cuz she thought he was taking her away and so then she came running back [sighs and gasps] but she let him carry her down like
she's like that she's that um there you go. Oh my gosh. Oh my gosh, your eyes. Yeah. So, I don't know if did you guys see already like I showed uh I have this new website. Um there she is. Isn't she beautiful? I have this new website. I don't know if you saw it when you came in, but I'll show you I'll show one more
time. I've been work I've been trying to get this website done since probably October. Um ever since I ever since I I figured out like, you know, the vibe coding kind of started, I've been trying to do this website. Um, but you can check it out and see see what you think about it. So I this is called cult. It's
called cult codeex. Um, and so what it does is it's a sacred sacred intelligence terminal. This is my Wikipedia. Alexander Mayers actually said she thought I was going to like, you know, blackmail the community with this page, but it's not about that. You can see I've had 1,173 episodes, 242 people, 393 lore entries, 378 quotes. Oh yeah, there's a whole thing of quotes,
too. And then 392 topics. Like if I look at the quotes. Um let's see the quotes. Yeah, the quote section. These are all quotes from my show from people and from me. Look at Barry says, "You said I got somebody. You said yeah, you did on your channel." On your channel. Not on channel. I don't know what that quote would see. They might not make total sense, but um let's see. Someone says,
"Yeah, let's rock." Paige says, "Don't let other people make you feel anything like weakness or down or you just you just keep being yourself because dad is why people love you." I think that's what P see. And so they have these really cool quotes and stuff and and Wendy Oh, Wendy this little adult was on. I used to uh I used to
call in a show back in 1998. She was she was from the Howard Stern show. She's been on my show also. Shulie was on my show. Um, oh, Beta says, "You are your worst enemy. Use all you know, your brain power. You will be successful, but you have to do it your way." I think that was one of from one of her readings she did for me one time. She used to do
readings for me before she said I was like a um, you know, the the worst the worst tarot reader in the world or whatever. But um, here's what I said. You're worthy. You're deserving. You are loved. Start seeing the divine beauty within you. Go out and claim the life. You drums up.
Your crown has been bought and paid for. Put it on your head and wear it. I love that. I That was my quote. Oh. Oh. Tan mom says, "Listen to this is abuse and harassment. I'll get my attorney on you." So, she's quiet now. She's talking about Lisa Jordana when I I asked her a question one day. Who's this bishop? The
difference between people who have gifts and people who have schizophrenia is sense of self. If you don't have your sense of self, if you don't know who you are, if you don't love the spirit in your body, then you're wide open to all those influences around you. I don't know who Bishop was, but pretty wise guy. And look, I have six. So, there's a lot of these quotes. You can go through
these quotes. This I I've only done like um like probably about 50 episodes so far, but I have over a thousand, you know, and a lot of them are mine. But like, oh, look at and this one quotes Trixs. I don't think Trix said that, but maybe I'm not sure. It says Trixs, but it says, "I can read people. I can't read the room. Sometimes that's my problem." I don't know. I don't know when Trix said that, but wow, he is
wise, too. And uh what do I say? God helps those who help themselves. Ben Franklin said that first, but I repeated it, right? A lot of quotes from me here. A lot of quotes, but I can't wait for other people's quotes. It's going to be a lot more when I because like a lot of them were when I started the show I did it alone and now I have um you then I started the panels and stuff but I'm still getting those
panel panel shows up. So there's a lot of my quotes but um there's also I'm going to have the live I have it set up so it will as soon as I have to fix it but it's going to have my like the video player here with the chat in it on this page and it's going to also you can go like enable push notifications or notify me. It'll tell you when I'm live because I don't know how long I'll be on YouTube
because, you know, I've been kicked off like I I think it was just the fourth time or something where I got totally taken off of it. But then look at all the topics on my show too. It's so interesting topics, you know, Lisa Jordana, AI music, Aphrodite, the Bible, um, Brian Fra, Buddhism, Canadian
culture, no, Capricorn, California lifestyle, Capricorn astrology, Christianity, Connecticut witch trials, Fibonacci sequence, Ava Peron. Well, these are mean. So, everything we talk about will go on here and then all the people like here's the people and it will say, see, it will say it says it says be bia or beta kitties. It says
fellow streamer who joined late in the stream received supportive readings and encouragement or beta beta or betaba regular guest and fellow streamer who becomes involved in heated drama defending herself against blocking accusations. Yeah, because this is like when the show and there's Benny YouTube
not to say not it says YouTuber not music producer for whom psyche serves as a moderator. Well, I was at one point until he unlocked me. We had Beetlejuice, but not the not the Beetlejuice the demon, but the different Beetlejuice. We had Big Rob Blade, recurring controversial figure who trolls in the chat and causes confusion
about his identity. And uh Chona, my friend Chona got me started on the show. Filipino viewer who has helped Psyche gain subscribers. described as having a big heart and being like Madonna because you know she sings like Madonna and that's her and then it says Jonah adventure blog and then it has everybody in chat anybody
that gets mentioned will get their own psyche cold codex page. Okay, guess who is clumsy guess who is expected to participate in body showing challenges but left the panel. Yeah, I guess we had an interesting night one night which I don't know what that was about. body showing and Cupid Oian's Woo
DJ Electra, professional DJ and gifted headphones to improve the show's audio quality and created intro music. Right. Regular panel participant who creates intro videos for streamers gifted psyche with wireless earbuds. We have Dopey Maguire. I don't know who that was, but regular viewer who received multiple tarot readings, including prosperity and
personal transformation cards. I haven't seen Dopey Maguire in a while. Uh oh, Emma. Emma Leavonne. Emma, another streamer mentioned as Emma Leviathan who is doing readings that night. Tarot reader with an Alvirara like vibe who does detailed late night readings mentioned as someone's psyche used to
know. Oh, used to moderate for now you're just somebody that I but then you can click on the episodes because these are the ones I have like you know like done so far. the Ziti party right now and they're they're Ziti party and so you can go and watch the episodes here and [ __ ] like you know you can >> so South Korea like
>> oh there's Michael >> listen all I was trying to say was that whoever talks to me they can speak to >> I argue with this [ __ ] [ __ ] [ __ ] when people don't [ __ ] defend me when I defend them for hours I can go two hours defending [ __ ] [ __ ] and
[ __ ] [ __ ] But I got to argue with this [ __ ] and some people will be sitting in the bathroom and giggle American citizen here. >> Mind your mind your business. Know your [ __ ] >> Oh no. Michael. No. No. Michael.
Michael. No. No. No. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. She's calling me a racist and I'm not even a racist. Okay, I'm sorry. >> Racist. You're a racist. >> You're a racist. >> I'm sorry, Saki. I'm sorry, Saki. I'm sorry. >> When people call me [ __ ] saga, when they go call me ugly, when people [ __ ]
on me, nobody joins that link to fight for me. But I'll do that. >> I I I warrior, [ __ ] And Michael, you're dirt. >> Okay. >> I'm dirt. Oka. All right. >> Everybody else that's a coward can [ __ ] sit there and sit in the chat.
>> No, don't. Y'all, you don't even let me finish speaking. All I was trying to say is that this is America. >> Nobody fights my battle. I fight my battle because I was in war. Persian Empire speaks over. But nobody will ever join and say, "You know what, VA? You had a bad night. I will [ __ ] fight your [ __ ] battle.
>> Okay. >> Oh my god. I turned into what? I'm the biggest. I'm crying. >> Me, too. >> Yeah. Sounds like you're crying. >> What beta is saying? Now I say I'm just saying there's some [ __ ] ass [ __ ] out there. >> Sounds like you're about to cry. >> Okay, but it's not me. What the [ __ ] VA? I've been I've always been supportive. You
>> piss on your [ __ ] support, [ __ ] >> You want to support me? Don't [ __ ] trigger me and my [ __ ] friends, ho. >> And don't make me [ __ ] battle everybody else in war for you. >> Wow, guys. Wow. Guys, guys, that's shocking. But be if you if if if
anyone's bothering you and like text me and or message me in 10 seconds as soon as I see it, I'll be there. Okay? You know I will. Okay? I love you. I'll always defend you. Okay? >> Text you. I just got to say I will [ __ ] go to bar with so many [ __ ] people but when he goes >> put me on put me on Okay. Thank you.
Thank you. I'LL BE QUIET for people. I got TO GET [ __ ] [ __ ] on >> Tracy. What's up? >> Hey Psych. >> Hi. How are you? >> Hey, are you okay? >> No, she's crying. >> Shut the [ __ ] up. I'm not talking to >> Michael, you.
>> shut the [ __ ] up, you racist [ __ ] He told me I should know what swag means because I'm black. >> Okay, so shut the [ __ ] up. This is not just This is not just a coincidence. This is how he is on a regular basis. He is a [ __ ] racist. He always has been. He's a [ __ ] racist.
>> Silence that Silence that [ __ ] cuz one [ __ ] deserves another. One [ __ ] deserves another. >> Wow, guys. >> [ __ ] prick. Yeah, he told me that I should know what swag mean cuz that's a black term. [ __ ] told me that. But then still said I love you after that.
He's a [ __ ] racist. And you don't [ __ ] hurt Vita like that. And but you stood up and claim you [ __ ] love people. And then you turn around and you spit on them. You are the [ __ ] worst specimen that came in this [ __ ] world. You are a horrible person. You don't love [ __ ] Not even YOUR [ __ ] SELF. THAT DOG THAT HE'S
HOLDING, he never held that dog psych. He called that dog [ __ ] and hoes all the [ __ ] time. If a dog and an animal has a name, you use that name. You don't disrespect it. >> Michael, is that true? >> He yells at that dog. He hits that dog. I [ __ ] seen that [ __ ] And this is real [ __ ] [ __ ] No, I don't. No, I don't. A [ __ ] lie.
>> Then why then why does she love me so much? All right, hold on. All right. All right. Listen, Psych just just for cuz I don't want you to like, you know, I don't want to like [ __ ] up your channel. I'm going to be quiet. All right. And I'm >> as you should cuz you ain't never talking about a [ __ ] ass thing. You a mark ass [ __ ] You ain't never talking about a [ __ ] ass thing. You a
Mark son of a [ __ ] You [ __ ] made my girl cry. I hate you to the core of the [ __ ] earth. I hate you to the core of the [ __ ] earth. [clears throat] You made my girl cry, [ __ ] >> You a [ __ ] >> worthless dumb ass [ __ ] >> I'll be quiet. >> Yeah, [ __ ] be quiet AND GO TAKE A [ __ ] shower for [ __ ] once. You
sorry excuse of a man. >> [ __ ] make my girl cry. But you love her and you care for her. You love and care for people. You know where they come from, [ __ ] Sorry ass [ __ ] sitting in your mama house that you lied and said that you own. Hey, >> I own two cars. I own this house. I own
everything. You own nothing but a lie. You are a liar. You a true [ __ ] fake. You done faked everybody ON THIS GODDAMN PANEL. EVERYBODY in the [ __ ] chat. [ __ ] [ __ ] You don't even deserve [ __ ] [ __ ] >> You're another guest tonight. Let's welcome to the show Bronzebird. Oh my god.
>> Yo, it's lit. You know what I'm saying? My pigs. I mean, >> uh Yeah. You know, it's crazy out in these streets. You understand? It's just that early we was having a conversation. Don't be affected by words, but then this dude got affected by words by disrespecting Peter and disrespecting Tracy. So, he doesn't understand that. You know what I'm saying? This is This
is [ __ ] That's not real men. You understand? I got to hold it down for the girls because I I got to teach this man what a real man is. You understand? Especially psych. You understand that? >> Hey, these girls are vicious. >> No, go ahead. Go ahead and do your thing because you know it's like >> you don't have no oils. You don't have
no oil, Psych. And you're sitting up there letting [ __ ] just go on. Do you >> I don't have no oil. understand that? >> Bronber, don't put me down. Because, you know, I'm letting I think women can defend themselves. And I think that they're doing a good job in defending themselves. If they want me to be a white knight and say, "Oh, don't talk to her this way. Don't talk to her this way because they're doing a great job of standing for themselves. Okay.
>> But I'm I'm enjoying the fact that >> at the end of the day that these two women are strong enough to go against bastards like Michael and Stan. >> Right. What's up? >> What's going on Bronze? >> What's up with you? You good? >> I'm good. >> That's what's up. That's what's up. and
Tracy or beta if if ever like >> good too far with them and it's like you just like feel beaten down or something like that by them just say psych like like too much like you know and I will take care of it and stuff like that but I want you I don't want you to let you be yourself and take care of it like you want to take care of it because I think you're great at just taking up for yourself. I know you're t you're a strong woman. You're stronger than my I
am right. So >> yeah, I'm I'm good and I I appreciate all the the support and everything. I came up here for beta. He's disrespectful and he's a liar. This this is just like a show for him, you know? He's pathetic. He sits on here all day, all night with the same [ __ ] You don't
let me tell my story, but he's never told a story. He always puts out this false narrative that he's this or he's that. I'm just [ __ ] sick of it. He can be where he wants to be. No one's trying to control that. But [ __ ] be real for [ __ ] once. It's pathetic to keep sitting there and never ever ever holding his own [ __ ] and owning the [ __ ] that he does. I can't stand a
[ __ ] like that. We all [ __ ] up in life. He never owns his [ __ ] >> That's cowardly to me. I don't have no respect for this individual. I never will. All that [ __ ] he writes in chat, I still love him. That's disrespecting me because I can't stand the [ __ ] ground he walks on. I can't stand anything about him. I don't even
like to even talk upon him, but he's making a spectacle of himself every day for this unnecessary attention. No, no, nobody is right. He don't deserve no more [ __ ] attention. He just sits on the panel and just takes up [ __ ] space for someone else to be there who really gives a [ __ ] >> I just want peace. I don't want you. You don't want peace.
>> You just told me [ __ ] you and I call me a [ __ ] If I dress a [ __ ] female like that, you would have a problem WITH THAT. DON'T [ __ ] DISRESPECT ME. >> When did I call you a [ __ ] >> WHEN I WAS IN [ __ ] CHAT, YOU SAID, "SHUT SHUT UP, BITCH." You told me to shut the [ __ ] up. Yes, you did. >> Hold on, Tracy. And this is what I too this whole ass did. This whole ass was making a mockery about the whole payment
system to you and what I'm saying? >> Yeah. >> Yeah. It's always I think about it. I'm doing this and I'm doing that. That That's some hoes [ __ ] All he does was [ __ ] bash me because I [ __ ] went on like two day. I told you I made her cry. You thought that's funny and you think that's funny
so stupid [ __ ] >> You're going to get every time I shed a tear, you're going to pay out of it cuz you [ __ ] with [ __ ] Tracy. I don't give a [ __ ] about anybody. Why you Why are you mad? Why you crying? >> You wasn't about words and you was apologizing and beating. >> You are just another woman. >> You're just another woman crying over me. Like just chilling [laughter] piece
of [ __ ] [ __ ] is that so [ __ ] bad [ __ ] bad life piece of [ __ ] I want to put you around your [ __ ] throat. >> Now you want to sit up there and act different, right? This dude is a [ __ ] [laughter] I'll choke the [ __ ] out of you, [ __ ]
You better watch your [ __ ] mouth. You really never knew me, ho. >> You really never knew me. >> Your hands are too tight to do that. You can't >> shut the [ __ ] up. >> The reason >> Yo, Michael, you smiling, but you're not tough, bro. >> I had to deal with your dog. You was just apologizing. What the [ __ ] you talking about? Crazy
is a beautiful show. >> So, that's a preview of like what you can find on the on the webs. I think it might stir some stuff up because I think that many many of these shows have just gotten kind of lost in the ether and now you'll be able to see kind of the history of some stuff. And
I just want people to be themselves. That's what I've always wanted for this show. like but that was kind of shocking. By the way, Michael did pass away and uh Rap Michael and And also maybe like you know just remember like you know no one
lives forever and stuff. Not to make anyone blame or I'm not trying to do any like make people feel guilty or anything. I'm just saying it's like what what if that was the last thing you said to somebody? I mean, I would feel bad like like so this maybe like not be so
Michael his name was Michael Luisimon. I met him at Benny's over a year ago and stuff and I guess he was with Tracy as an eboo, right? And she sent him like I think $800 and then he kind of like you know for alcohol and stuff and then he kind of you know he was kind of an [ __ ] kind of thing, right? Uh
but uh yeah, he was you can but you can go to cult codeex you can look up Michael and you can watch you can watch Michael's episodes and stuff like that. He was on the show a lot like I I really did like him. Um but and he like he was he was pretty cool. He uh he was in the community. He Yeah, I met him on Benny's and he was
also like, you know, he was in some a couple trans like or this one transgender woman. I met him I saw him as the mod there and I was like, whoa. This was like it's not this was not like Flirty Diamond. This was like Harvey Firestein in a wig he was modding for and stuff. But he had a good heart. I think one of the I think the first night I met him I was like, you know,
can I suck your and and then he was like, yeah. Or I don't I don't know. I don't know. He was like he was just very openminded. I really I like that part about him. He was a good guy, I think. Yeah. I don't know. That's what I said. I mean, that was the first thing I said like and I was surprised because everyone's like always No, no, no, no. You had to look up the person. But still, yeah, Michael Luizon.
Um I don't know. I don't I don't trust go what Godi says. I don't trust what Gotti says. Like because Gotti will say, "Oh, yeah, he did." you know, but I don't I don't think there doesn't say on the doesn't say on the on the obituary. Um I don't I personally don't think so. I think he might have had a heart issue or
I think it or maybe it was some kind of tragedy, you know, but uh but yeah, and his because he had a girlfriend and stuff and his girlfriend said like, oh, you know, he had he loved doing your show and he's always like, I want to I want to go see Psyche. I wanted to go and I you know it's unfortunate like there so he's one person that passed away that so and then I mean so some people like I've
unfortunately I've seen like about three four five people passed away that were on the show at least probably at least five people um well Danny was never on the show because he never wanted he always he never wanted to be on anybody's show except his own but then I brought my show to him and uh and that was just a couple weeks ago and then all of a
sudden you He was he was um shot at the gas station like several times in the chest and stuff like that. It was really sad, but um he was uh he was a good guy too, you know. And then I know also who else passed away was um Music Biz Marty. And unfortunately there are so many of these shows like that will never be seen again
because I I did get porn bombed a lot during my beginning. Um it's not a cursed panel. I wouldn't say I wouldn't say it's a cursed panel. I would say it's just this community um is uh going to have like a high Well, you know, see Danny was never on my panel.
So, I can't you can't blame me for that. I need to stage the panel. I think maybe I do. I have an instance right here. But uh I don't know if anyone saw Danny and stuff. Yeah, the community is open to all and stuff and uh Oh, wow. We had some wild times like like you can see that like like that that was a good
episode. I mean that was like you can see how how intense and crazy it was, right? Yeah. The internet is a Pandora's box, you know? And like I think the lesson of Pandora's box is that sometimes curiosity kills the cat. Not oh I don't like to say cat stuff like that. Sometimes it's better to leave
boxes closed like some boxes, you know. But yeah, but you know what? Part of the fun of this of this earth is that you know these boxes are all all get opened and everything goes crazy. You know that [snorts] smells really good. Um but he you know what he had fun too.
Curiosity injures the ocelot in Minecraft. Exactly. The ocelot. Um but curiosity was like one of the qualities. You know what did what did Alice in Wonderland say? She's a curiouser and curiouser and she just had to go follow the rabbit, jump down the
rabbit hole. Look what happened. Well, she was okay, but I don't know what happened to Tweedle D and Tweedle Dumb. They were weirdos anyway, right? I mean, these twin twin It's like twin.
Imagine Tommy James had a twin. Tweedled D and Tweedled Dumb. I don't know. [snorts] Did you guys You guys all saw that clip today with Tommy James. That was pretty funny. I mean, I was trying to play the Alexander Mayers and Tommy James clips, but then she kept saying the N-word and calling him the N word, and it was just
like they just couldn't do it. The Egg Yeah, the Egg Twins. Oh, that Oh, Humpty Dumpty, you know, Humpty Dumpty was from um Through the Looking Glass. That's where that Oh, actually, not the original one. It was just like the a satire of Humpty Dumpty. Like Humpty Humpty Dumpty was a character in Alice in Wonderland. Like just like the Jabberwocky. I think it was Through the Looking Glass. I love Alice in
Wonderland, by the I love Alison. It's just like there's actually a really good video um by Dax. You know Dax Dax? Like he's like a rapper. He's a really good rapper. Oh, Danny used to love Dax actually. Danny love Dax. But um there's a really good
Alice in Wonderland themed Dax song and I wish I could play it. Maybe I'll play it on my other channel sometime, but I really wish I could play it. You don't listen to rap?
here. Hold on a second. You don't you don't nothing. Zero. Okay. The Will Smith of this generation. Everyone, if you want to I'll play I'll play the song on my other channel real quick. If you want to hear I'm gonna end the stream and then go to the other channel. Go to go to um Psyche's Nightmares. I'm gonna play the song on the other channel. Meet me there. Okay.
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