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Psyche's episode 'I'm Sad' involves a confrontational discussion with panel participant Crystal, marked by personal attacks and threats, and later reflects on his inability to support his friend Joker during the conflict.
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Browse era →Yeah, I mean that was terrible what she was saying and I mean that crystal crystal that's just it's like you
Hey, Crystal. Crystal, no accusations like that. Okay, you can't I can't But he can't say that he was threatening to dox me. He was threatening to dox. He was threatening to don't do it here. Don't do it here. Don't do it. His mother help. Okay. Crystal, not one. Yes, you did. Yes, you did. You piece of
You know what? You're medical is going to grave right now. The other one can't. So, I mean, first of all, you did threaten to dox me. I'd never threatened to do You threatened to dox Joker and you threatened to dox me and I came in strong because you're a piece of You are a piece of and you got rot
in hell. you are gonna die this year. Suck off the method online. Uh she's an awful person who makes everything about herself. Uh you know, here's the thing. She got a new pair of teeth in their heads. Uh so she's a little more attractive than she was before. So that's why people tolerate her getting absolutely wasted and going on and on and on about
herself. She she'll go up to any panel for three, four hours and talk about herself no matter what the conversation is. She's just awful. And and Psych, I know uh Joker's your buddy. I'm just playing. I just like watching. I'm not gonna call his dad. I'm just playing around. Okay. Honest honest to God for you. I know, but it's kind of it's kind of like been please like he's a friend of mine and it's like
and then I I was like not able to talk cuz I was out walking around. I apologize. I would have had his back more and a little fella sweat a little. That's all. Shake him up. Maybe we'll motivate him to get a go out and get a job. Who knows? Okay. Well, that's that that's really I'm telling you, I'm not looking at a Joker. I have no plans on with him. I'm just playing playing around. Crystal though, Crystal
did just say uh you know, she has my docs and she's taken to the FBI. So, I mean, I I never really found Crystal uh you know, bearable. I think she's awful. I mean, but but that's She just made a threat. That was just a threat, Crystal. Why would you kick the bear like that, ma'am?
You know, and you really are kind of like a pig with new teeth. Let's be honest. Let's be honest. You know, this is some hard up people in these communities. They'll just they'll deal with you just because they find you somewhat attractive. Uh even though really you're just another chick at the trailer park, right, with your new meth with with your methodone teeth and the new the new ones you got
there that the government paid for. I'm sure. I'm sure. Drinking your uh booze. Well, it's 8:30. So, you're already loaded. You're You know, it's like you you wait till what time before you have your first beverage? Like 2:00 your time, maybe? No. I like last night I I had one like six or seven and then I Yeah, that's
that's the adult thing to do, I think. Right. Adults try to wait a little bit. Uh if you're drinking before uh noon, uh Crystal Marie, you I'm a fat guy that wears glasses. Uh, no. I don't have glasses. Although I do love glasses. I love the way they look. Um, they are clip in her teeth. Her teeth are awful.
I've seen her uh the before photo of her teeth and she just looked like a crack you know? Let's be real. And Crystal, I I have no problem with you. I don't know why you would come up here and start threatening me like that. Threaten to dox people on Sykes channel of all places. Why would you do such a thing, man? Well, never done anything to her. Okay. Well, I don't like it's like
no threatening allowed. I I haven't threatened anybody. No, I'm not saying I'm just I'm just saying in general on my channel. Yes, you wear glasses. I first of all, I don't wear glasses, but I I love the way glasses look. So, I don't see how that's a burn. I I really don't. Uh I'm surprised you you haven't made it about you in chat uh yet, cuz that's that's what you
love to do. Take over panels and start talking about yourself because uh you have that much self-worth. you have that much selfworth. Uh, Crystal, you need you need to um hear how uh good you are from other people. You need to acknowledge that you're actually somebody besides the nothing you are with your little tee dentures
and you weirdo. You weirdo drunk. Go to a AA meeting. All right, S. Have a good rest of your show. Oh, look at little kitty. Look at that little kitty. He's very cute. Thank you. He looks very healthy, too. So, take care. Thank you. Joker
Lenor. Hold on a second.
I'm just bummed out. Joker's like probably not coming back. Like I'm not I'm like a bad friend again. I was trying to like I was walking. It's hard to like talk on that cell phone and like be heard and stuff. And I Hi, this is Lenor here.
I'm just going to sleep on my back.
It was just kind of just bullying and it's like, you know, it's like I got bullied and so it's like I'm like just used to it but it's like I don't
like there's like stuff being said I like I really don't like understand why or like what where it comes from and then it's like then all of a sudden everyone's mad at me and like I don't handle it right or what I I mean I don't know so complicated you like to sleep
There. Oh, he finally let me on. That's crazy. That is a beautiful cat next to you. Yes. Oh, she's like she's 100 100% asleep. That's cutest thing ever.
It is what it is, ladies and gentlemen. It is what it is. But yeah, did I tell you that I'm live right now on Rumble? Congratulations. Okay, just wanted to make sure I got that in.
Yep. Sig sucks. Sig sucks. What? What do I suck?
Hey, Psych. And I didn't think it was very cool of you to let uh Sig over here say, "Show me your tits, bitch." over and over and over and over and again when I was trying to talk that stupid. You're a piece of You're a piece of Okay, that's another thing. Okay, I didn't hear that. And you let people and you let your buddy, you know, I
was trying to protect Well, you know, Joker's the homie and this piece of goes and he tries to ruin your panel every day and you let him. That black RG and you let him, but whatever. I mean, it's it I was just going to say hi, whatever. I was going to say hi to Eldo, man. I hope and you like I hope you guys have a good
day, but whatever. I hate that guy. I hope he rots in hell and that's it. Crystal, you got to calm down. Crystal, I can't, dude. And I'm I'm I'm tired of that I'm contacting If he's going to sit there and dox people, then I'm going to have to go to the you know, I'm going to have
to go to the government people. You know, you got to go ups. You got to go to the higher ups to get this done.
I'm saying is like I'm sick of these ruining every panel. Like dude, you guys were having a good time. I don't know. I was enjoying it. I was too. And then I say and I was just like I was walking getting a coffee and all of a sudden there's stuff being said and it's like I can't really be heard on
like on my when I'm on my my cell phone and so I was like trying to defend him and stuff and like stop it but okay guys just keep it keep it calm. Okay, keep it cool. I I was just playing. All right, I'm out of here. Oh, Crystal Rotten Health. Hey, rotten health. You know people go to the authorities about me every week, you
know. Uh, so take it to the big guns. Do whatever you got to do, Crystal. Why you would uh poke the bear? I don't know. Uh, that's on you. Oh, these like Listen, Joker will be back. He craves attention. He does. He doesn't have an audience on his channel. Just don't talk about him.
Fine. I I won't. Joker, come back, buddy. I'm just playing. I'm not going to call your dad. You never did anything. Get out. It was It was mean. Oh, well, I was just playing around. Come on. He'll be all right. He'll be fine.
Crystal, on the other hand, you know, she don't like talking about She don't like Oh, sorry. Go ahead. No, she don't like you talking about Joker, I guess. I don't know. Oh, very protective of Joker. I've noticed that, which is uh, you know, unusual cuz
she only really seems to care about herself. All right. Yeah. A big fat guy that wears glasses. That was her big comeback. She's going to the White House. She said to the White House. Woo. She got FBI friends. Be careful. I'm telling
you. All right. Like we're back, man. It's all right. It's like you Why you sad? Huh? Cuz he now he's upset and then um you know it's like and then it's like it's like I I feel like I didn't do a good job of like standing up for him and you know I I just it just happened like so fast and it's like it's
like it just keeps happening now. Everyone gets keeps getting mad at me. I keep losing allies every day cuz someone's like rude to them on the panel and it's like expecting me to
like I don't
know. I didn't do anything. That's the problem. I didn't I should have like I should have like set up like more proactive. I just don't I don't I don't know. Sometimes I don't know how people um are reactive stuff. You know people have different
Yeah. Don't let that get to you. Yeah.
I feel
bad. People are Yeah. Now he's not Okay. Well, hopefully hopefully he'll be okay. saying he's not going to be back for a while. So,
I'm all jacked up on coffee, but I'm like upset, so can't
leave. It's exhausting. I'm like so bad at relationships anyway. Like I'm not good at like friendships. And then it's like and then these are like some of the closest friendships I've ever had. And um and it's like it's it's really gets
emotional. I say is with SEO. That's good.
I think he was sick of I think he was sick of my uh I think he was sick of my uh of my conspiracy theory talk and like sig is maybe more his his thing. So that's cool. They both like to have their shirts
off. I'm happy to have everyone support everybody. Sorry. Sorry. They'll be back. Okay. I'm surprised Alex hasn't been up here since he paid off, you know, the the you know, the He was up He was up yesterday for like a short time. He was like,
oh, talking about there was like some kind of expose on him and took over to another channel. So, um, but that's okay. Then I was doing a show at the time.
Let's get Oh, yeah. Get anyone wants to come up? I'll put the link again here. Sorry guys. I just get a shock. It's been quite a week. They'll be back. They'll be back. Don't worry. They'll be back, man. They'll be
back. But I'mma take this phone call. I'll be right back. Right. Okay. Okay, dude.
Well what how are you doing? I'm fine. But why do I have to why do I have to keep kicking you off time after keep saying stuff? Why are you holding up, champ? Why are you holding up? I'm not holding up very well here. There's so much that happens
with other people that it's like that I wish I could intervene more or like know what sometimes I don't know what's going on. It happens. You just can't be caring about
what other people are doing. Yeah, I'll drive you crazy and it'll give you trouble. It'll make you crazy and it'll give you trouble. But I like I like having allies and I don't have I don't have that many
allies. Unless you're one of these master manipulators that like um likes to play like a master of puppets and you know maybe that is a different story but like like a machavellium. You could say that. You could say that I I have an
understanding of like these 48 laws of power or all this kind of stuff and I find that I mean what do you think that that stuff is like a way to success? Is that what you're I mean well some people think that well I would say that also understanding those laws the way to
success as well be you know it's like understanding them but not necessarily imple implementing them or adapting adapting them in a in a better way like because it's like the world is all operates under psychology and things like that but there's like a there's like a way of looking at people like things and like people like you
know animals and that's crazy and people as as cattle and things like that right or there's a way of looking at human like human beings as like brothers you could just use people no but why would you well but I don't I don't like to use people or like the idea of people being used and stuff like that right like
there should always be like you know an even exchange of energies um is useful when you know how to implement it yeah and I mean it's been used for you know for centuries and all kinds diplomacy in in positive ways. It's the number one book in in prisons, you know, and so it's like definitely that's the number one book. that is that's the number one
book said to privilege. But um it is that that um it's dangerous to look at that as some sort of guide because um it doesn't necessarily guarantee success and um you could find yourself in a situation where it could be problem
for you. So I would not say that that's just like a guide to success, right? I mean it basically the book has has a lot of classical examples of has a stories about of how the laws has worked in like history and things like that and sometimes like I know one of them is like don't outshine the master and it's
like because like some like someone uh that this king hired someone to like you know create his party and it was like so beautiful so elaborate that like it made the king look bad or something like that and so he he like had him imprisoned or something you know So there's interesting I mean there's interesting things to think about,
right? But 95 people are here legally insane. I'm the other half are just nuts except for you. Okay, I'll remember that. Uh in a prison setting, it's used by leaders to instruct on how to lead. Yeah, I mean they they're adapted in other in other ways, too. It's one of Alisa's favorite books. Someone asked her what's her what's her what's her like what's her like um biggest like
motivational book or like kind of self-help and she's like oh 48 laws of power the art of seduction it's like I don't know if those are motivational books but u definitely you know she's read them more computer stuff wow are you playing kink games here king I don't know I don't know what that
means she's read leadership to instruct on how to Dude. Yep, it is. Yeah, right, Gman. I know. Hi. Hi, Mr. Rude. I think that's like a troll. I think people say that they're trolling probably most of the time. No, I've known a lot of I known a lot of criminals and that they read that stuff for sure. Why stick
around? I don't know. Cuz no one no one else is here. So, it's better than better than being alone. I stick around. You want to cry about it? You want to cry about it or do you want to pay Psyche to do something about it? How about that? Nothing's for free, Buster. I know, but the battery, but it's like I feel like being here right now. Like I feel like
being in my chat right now. 51 people here, by the way. There's a No, I'm saying CS, you want to you want to about it, CS? You want to cry about it or do you want to pay to remove me? Right. Otherwise, shut the up, All
right. Hey up.
So it is what it is ladies and gentlemen. It is what it is. this swami. Dude, you're This chick is like streaming right now and she's like, "Uh oh, I'm not gonna join. Oh, I can't join your stream. I can't I'm just like, I can't join your stream.
Fuck." Oh, well, she did end it. She did end it. Never
mind. My god, dude. This is like egregarius. This is egregarius. You know the word egregarius. Like egregor. No. Eggregarius. Egg gregarious. I know what an egregor is, but I don't know what
egregarius means. Well, go ahead. Tell me. You know egregarius. Tell me. You need a bottle of Everclear. Sig banned me this morning in chat. I already unbanned you. All right.
You ain't got nothing better to do. What are you doing? Driving distracted. Congratulations. I guess that's better. Are you mad? Try not to crash into a minivan with somebody's family in it. That's up. Why you saying that? This is a This is a, you know, a monetized channel. You talking about
death? Come on, man. Get it together, big dog. Right. Well, actually, it's not. First of all, it's not. What's not? This channel is not monetized, right? Yes, it is. Yes, it is. Yes, it is. Oh, it is. Okay, never mind. I stand corrected. Yes. All right. I mean, I
don't I don't I just don't see ads on YouTube because I always have the ad blocker. I don't have I don't have the ads I don't have ads turned on for most of the videos. Oh, he joined your channel monetized. You're so I don't care. I don't give a What are you talking about,
Eldo? The are you talking about? Try to focus more on the car you're driving. All right. sake. Stop talking about families, Sig. I'm not talking about nobody's families. I'm saying Eldo, stop driving distracted so
that you don't crash into a family in a in a minivan that has damn bro. I mean, maybe switch it up a little bit. Go live on the other channel here and there. You know what I mean? When was the last time you've been live on that
other channel? Like I do every day. Every day. I know, but it's just I drink a coffee on the other one. No, you haven't been live on your on your The other channel the other channel on the backup. Oh, you mean my other channel should go live up? I can I can reream there. But uh I'm just like, you know, that way that way people can get away with a little bit
more. Remember you said using that channel for people to get away with a little bit more. Yeah. But then people will get confused about what channel is monetized and what's I mean it's like it just I'm just going to try to like keep the keep them on both clean right now. But I don't I don't I don't mind. I've just had to you know delete a bunch of streams. But um cuz people keep
like you know saying horrible things or like making horrible accusations or um you know saying just like we just it's just like they say these they say these things that are just like so obviously like things they shouldn't be saying and it's just like it's like what you just don't like they're either trying to like
my channel over or they're just like they're just like kind of like must I don't know, little slow or something like that cuz they can't figure out like how to like act and like I don't know. I never see this in other people's rooms. It's like it's all it's all bad. It's always bad here. I don't understand.
Wow. Yeah. Six still backstage. Yeah, Sig backstage. He's always He's Yeah, he's always backstage. He's streaming on his own channel right now. Oh, there he left. He left.
He always backstage. You ain't lying. That never leave for the most part, you know. But he has never leave. He has like 10 panels he can go to. He's probably on 10 at the same time. He's like, you know, he's like he just doesn't he's not bringing like interesting content. and he's just bumming everyone out and and bumming me out.
So, how's the chat doing? He's used to be backstage. He He's a window. What's good? What's good, Tommy? Tommy Jane, they be doing too much, man. Sega is used to being a Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. He loves backstage. Everyone like like there it say Yeah. It says respect the host and other panelists. And so it's
like and I don't see people respecting the other panelists. They see them like everyone attacking each other always. And that's like I understand there's going to be drama on people, but it's like these people like I've never seen people like hate each other so much just going at each other calling each other like the worst names you can call people. Like I mean basically the worst accusations you can make against people and just screaming it out on my show. And it's like that's not only slander,
it's disrespect and it's like and it's there's talks. I mean, it's like it's like every every brule is being broken and it's like um like guys like calm down on the on the slander and the I mean it's like Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. I agree. I agree, man. Like, you know, people need to little
calm down a little bit. You know, Crystal Marie came in here, you know, hardcore. up, you know, your first one or your your one. know it wasn't your first one but still you know we we love you Crystal but you got to calm down with that you know crazy talk you know and and look Crystal was right she jump on panels on Fridays bro that crazy like she definitely jump on
panels on Fridays Fridays is a drinking day too bad she can't respect uh my uh Big D you know what I'm saying too bad she can't respect him because she would be a little bit of content you Oh, I understand that people like like like people like come here to res like like sometimes resolve but
they're not they don't come here to resolve the conflicts. They come here to like just scream scream at the person, confront the person and everyone's getting confronted everyone. It's like it get comfortable for everybody. So many people have left the show just because they feel they've been made to like they've been picked on on the panel or bullied and it's like I don't like endorse the bullying, but it's like it's like I've been bullied so much that it
goes over my head sometimes that there it's bullying. I I hear the worst I hear the worst things said to me, you know, all day. And so kind of Yeah. But the thing is you like the right? Or I thought you said you wanted answered Koreans. I I like I like having like
an interesting panel, but it's like not just like not just like all negative like Hold on. What are you saying, my friend? What are you saying, buddy? Hey, what's up? Yo, what's going on, Psyche Elder? Say Ro, we're going on Ro. Come
on, man. Why Why you Why you hate Beta so much, man? I don't hate Beta. I don't hate Beta. She crashed out yesterday, bro. You got to admit it. She crashed out. But I'm saying because of a meme I'm doing because of a South Park, bro. Come on. But but some people look, you can't Some people don't like this you know,
trying to you trying to insinuate they having sex with her, bro. I never even She said that I I said that I asked her I never asked her this. She said that I asked her when was it that her uncle touched her. What? I never said that. I never said any of
that. All I said was, you know, remember you were on panel and you were like, what was that word that she always be saying? And I'm like, stupid. She be saying stupid, stupid, stupid. And so I'm like, wait, hold on, Bea. There's another word that uh I know your people be having an accent with, and it's
uncle. and she was saying uncle and so then what came to mind uncle her. So then she took that like, oh my god, like I'mma, you know, and I'm like, bro, she she took it way out of proportion, bro. You wow. What in your life is going on? What
in your life is going on for you to for you to think in your head, you know, about someone having sex with a relative? That That's why people might look at you sideways. Nobody because you sitting here thinking about it. I mean, are you sleeping with your sister? Huh? I don't. Okay. Well, yeah. I know you're trying right now. I know you're trying
to say right now. Come on. That's not that bad. Like I didn't say a cuss word or nothing. I just said I know. But let's let's talk about, you know, Okay. I just wanted to address something real. Hold on, my guy. Here we go. Go ahead, Crystal. My love. Crystal. All right. Well, he's muted.
Anyways, look, I never Everybody knows if anyone knows South Park, which is like if anyone knows South I'm getting blamed for the that happened prior. Like he was threatening to dox contact Joker's dad. Okay. Joker, are you guys
What are you talking about? What are you We're talking about beer. You're talking about Joker. I know, but Eldo was trying to blame me because of the that that guy does. I'm saying that that guy is a sicko. He does weird He's been doing weird for like some years now. Some weird in the Discords. He's a weirdo. All
right, that's what I'm saying. Psyche allows on my panel. Psyche allows in my panel. So, like I'm talking about the that black RG guy and then I defend the homies and this other guy is saying, "Bitch, show me your tits." And then all the time they're saying that
I'm on drugs or I do drugs. I've never done drugs in my entire life. It's very frustrating. Okay. And then you guys are all sitting there saying it's my fault, like blaming me. Go off. No. Oh, no. Crystal, Crystal. Crystal, no. Not you. Arthur.
So, Crystal, the thing is you're you're coming up here saying the wildest crap when Psyche is monetized. You know, you got to we got to tone it down. We I forget about that part. But this guy's up here saying saying that I'm on drugs, doing all this, threatening to dox people's families, talking calling this
person and that person, and I'm the problem because I have something to say about it. Go yourself. Really? No. No. I know. I know. Psyche app. You wasn't here. You wasn't here. Psyche appreciates you defending Joker. You know, he just don't want the other the other crap, you know.
Oh, you're a you're a you're I don't can't repeat what you said. It was like it was just you're Can we go back to the beta topic? That was so stupid. Anyways, I never asked about her uncle. I never even knew that anything about her uncles. Okay. I know most of us have
Yeah, but the thought is layered. The thought is the thing about Eldo. Eldo I think most of us have uh uncles, right? Most of us have uncles. I'm not I never asked her about anything about her family. I don't care about her family members. It's a whole meme on South Park. Yeah,
I I know I Yeah, I Yeah, I know it's from South Park, but let's let's let's I think we can all get over this topic. It's like hopefully because it's it'll just like make people mad again. It's like so we want to like The thing is though, she's getting babyed and that's why people like Elda people like Elda like man, why you saying that, man? You're such a scumbag. Who's a scumbag?
Me saying a meme? literally just a meme or is it her throwing out some crazy ass allegation? Like Sand Man has to be the biggest uh s that man wants to be so bad at least in her freakoffs. Like, hey, baby girl, baby girl, what's
going on? Who made my baby girl cry? Who made baby girl cry? Like, what? Are you kidding me? Yeah. I don't know. He's team uh beta. He's not team Kada anymore from what I'm hearing. So you guys, you guys need to like wake up, bro. Like she is crazy for some throwing some crazy ass allegation like that. You guys know
that. Look, she thinks what you said about her is crazy. You think what she said about you is crazy. So hey, the rest of the world knows that what she's saying is crazy. No, Arthur, you just need There's nobody out there that's saying I'm up. Like even I think day I listened to uh like literally like a minute uh because I was like in in and
out of my sleep and I got up and then I had to turn it off. He was like uh you could you could call him so many other things. He ain't even have to go down that rope. I mean I agree. But at the same time, I look back at it and like, well, she you the way you look at the the uncle joke,
she look at it way like a like a like way worse, like a tragedy. You know what I'm saying? Like you done disrespected her. It's part of her religion. You know, guess what? Guess what? This is the internet. And when you make it clear to everyone what you don't like, guess what? They're going to keep poking at
you with that. I'm not going to continue doing it. as much as Kate, as much as Za. Za now he's like, "You know what, Bea? Now you are the you know what, right? Kate is forever going to be calling her that. She did it this all to herself." She could have said, "You know what? Uh you know, your your your wife
got ran over by uh you know, whatever." And I would have been cool with it because at the end of the day, she doesn't know my wife. It is what it is. I don't know her uncle. So, anything I say doesn't matter. Anything she says about my wife doesn't matter. But she took it to heart, man. I I don't know what to tell you. I don't know what to tell you, brother.
Look at this. Bea had a rough day. You know, she found out that was a snake. You know, you know, she crashed out. She crashed out. Bea wants to expo expose pads whenever it benefits her. This whole time they were cool but
now now Oh my god, you're a scumbag, Pebb. The real scumbag here is the Bea. She waited for the opportunity to to start using the ammo against her. She's the buddy troll. I love for you. I love for you. I love for you. I love for you. You know, oh man, she's waiting for that
ammo to be used. She's waiting, you know, and no pun intended being that she's Iranian or Iranian, but she had the ammo ready. She had the ammo ready. Waiting. Wait. And she was plotting ramps, man. Then yesterday when I played the Peps clip, she was like, "Listen, I love
Peps. She's so nice. I love her. I love her." But then, oh man. Oh man. She got pissed off. Yeah. We all tried to listen. We all tried to tell her that Pez was a snake doxing ass kid talking ass right? But she didn't want to listen. She had to see it when
Za do a live does a live calling her having sex with incest or whatever and then she goes up there to confront PBS cuz that's her channel and PB says she didn't hear anything. You know what I'm saying? That's when you know be like, "Oh, she a fake ass bitch." Now, now you said she had info waiting for to use on PBS. That's cash apps. That ain't really
her waiting on info to use at Pebb. She just mentioned it because PBS was begging VA. I mean, I seen it. She was saying, "Please, can you give me money? Please, I need this money for medicine. Please, please, please." I'm like, "Wow." But I don't think she was ready to use it at any moment. She just beat Pebb made it seem like she wasn't donating that Bea didn't donate any
money when she really donated like $300 to Peeps. Look, I'm going to I'm going to say this and I and I told you this yesterday. If she can apologize for what she said, I'm going to I'm going to, you know, I'm going to quit. But there's no way in hell I'm going to apologize first for something
that there's a meme going on. Now, if this really hurts her, well, guess what? It's starting to make me think that maybe there's some truth to this meme. Y'all hear me? You hear me? I'm just saying though. But the but the thing is her her her uncle for one
is 80, right? For another he passed away. She was 50. So you making it seem like she got, you know, she got abused, you know, by her uncle. So that's not cool. See, where does this go into her getting actually effed by her uncle?
Okay, I never asked about her. So basically, listen, respect psyche platform, but you basically trying to say she was sa man, you got to chill out, man. That's crazy. All right, chat. Chad Chad, did you guys really take me saying what I said that way? That she got said.
No, you you keep saying it though. So, let's move on. You need to apologize to beat her when she comes up or when you see that She called me what she called me. You know how of an allegation that is. Come on. That's crazy, bro. Especially if it's a woman saying some like that, bro. You know that woman nowadays, they'll they'll be in the right no matter what.
So, she can't be saying some like that, bro. Come on, man. There's no way the the chat agrees with what the you're saying. I know you're trying to go back with bea with good graces and a lot of you simps, you know, but there's no way. No way, man. Nah. Why Why am I trying to I'm just letting you know like I can't call down the
middle like like I'm saying though I never asked about her uncle's age. Never asked about the name. As a matter of fact, I even said you got uh your uncle Saddam. Saddam your uncle. So, it's a whole meme. It's a whole meme.
Nobody agrees with Elbow. Thank you. Thank you. You read You read one comment, you know. Well, uh, you want me to read everybody else? Okay, I'll read Ivana's comment from earlier. She said, So, y'all agree with with with Arthur saying that Veta fs her uncle?
I didn't say it. I'm over here. I know but I know but let's stop in like can we like like I don't want I don't want this topic continue you do this now that look looks like you do this now I tune in at night and there's worse stuff going on when you're tips facts facts like come on bro let us let us let us marinate the
content why should he get over it when she is calling him a blame okay all right but Ivana she didn't do that till after he did what he Yeah, like come on, man. Now y Come on. It's all right though, man. Be said what she said. I didn't agree with it now. And I was defending Arthur yesterday, but all I'm saying people take it differently. You know, you can say you're gay and
somebody will take that way worse than somebody else. That's all I'm saying. I mean, if y'all not doing common sense today, well, the thing is, you know what I'm saying? If you're going to be on the internet, you got to have some thick skin. You cannot be softer than cream cheese in an oven. You cannot. I'm just saying. If you're gonna call in, then you need to have some thick ass skin. Come on. See, now you
said the cream cheese joke and that's that that's she Iranians take offense to that joke, man. She lactose. Then what? Some goat cheese. Some goat cheese. Then if you're talking goat cheese in an oven, you can't be around here then. I'm just saying though. Hold on real
quick. I'm just saying though. I'm just saying. What's good? Juice, Ivana. Uh, Psyche, have you had breakfast yet? Have you had anything? Coffee? I drink a coffee. I just had a good coffee. Own cake. Anything, brother. A coffee.
There you go. Ivana with the W. He made a joke that fell flat to go straight to pedophilia. Is weird is all I'm saying. That's all I'm saying. But anyways, I'll let go of this topic for now, just for you. Uh, psyche. Psyche. Um, since I know you're a man that can
predict the future and everything, right? No. Isn't that essentially what you do with the cards? Not predict the future. No. So, what do you I don't get it. So, what does tarot do then? It looks at like the present and past energies and like gives you like a look at like possibilities of
the future. But you make your own you make your own life. Really? Okay. Can you just give warnings? Okay. Salute. Salutes. Can you give That's the question. Uh I completely forgot what I was going to ask. Okay. Thank you. If I can predict the future. Okay. Oh, if you could
predict the future, who do you think is going to be the next, I guess, YouTube commentator here in the chat that will be the next streamer? The next streamer. I mean, every there's already a bunch of streamers in the chat. I feel like I feel like the next
person that's in the chat that's gonna, you know, start doing their own thing and start going live, I gotta be honest, I think it's going to be Ivana. Okay. I think Ivana is going to start doing that. I feel it. I feel it sometime in the future. Well, I encourage you all to come as the next great streamer. Yeah. I encourage you all to like work on your
channels and do panels and you know everyone can go to everyone's panel. Some people will more gravitate toward some people some people than others but I think that the panel verse is is really untapped resource.
I I see I see I see I see all what you say what' you say about the panel verse I said that the panel verse is is a is a it's an untapped it's like there's like there's like it's like it can grow much bigger you know it's like pretty small place definitely man definitely defin I I see all I see all how much you know I
see all because my channel's monetized I don't think you miss Are you confused about that channel's monetized see the super chat thing completely monetized. So Psyche couldn't handle the power chat
thing if he got power chat because people would be writing the wildest You know what I'm saying? He'd be saying no no not to the power chat, right? Psyche no. Looks like he had the power attack going and be dunzo. Did he freeze up? What the hell? Why you ain't
blinking? Is it me?
Yo, did Psyche freeze up? Let me know, chat. Cuz I'm like, what the is it me or is it Psyche? Oh, it was Psyche. Golly, Psyche, get it together, big dog. Get it together. I thought it was your boy. Who next in line to go live, man?
Cuz we tired of this same K is slowly drinking. She going from she going from 100 views to 60 50 views. Now people get bored now. People get
bored. It's the Eldo takeover. Who gonna join panel? Who gonna join panel? Man, he froze up, right? Yeah, he froze up. He froze up. Dozed up to the froze up. If I had my OBS going, I'd be playing videos,
man. Yeah, he look y'all see his face. It look like somebody got him from no homo, but it look like somebody said, "Come here, boy." I'm just saying, man. It look like somebody grabbed him from behind like, "Come here, boy. Damn. Hopefully he all right. He usually don't take this long to come back. His
probably died. His phone probably died or something. His phone probably died or something. But I do agree, man. Somebody need somebody else need to start going live, man. I don't think Scum A would be a good candidate. I don't think he do good to be honest with you. Those police, man. for the police
there. Damn, bro. I blow out this
Yeah, we need somebody better than SCM, man. He going through it right now. So, we need somebody like BG to go live. Ivana, I can see an Ivana start going live. She always seem to be busy, though. Ivana, you got to clear your schedule girl. You know, I can see
um who else, man? I can see somebody like Juice the Hog live even though I don't with him. Uh Freeside can start going live a few people. Man, are you back? Hello.
I'm here. What happened, man? Not going to say I thought you had a blur came in and grabbed you from behind like what was No, my uh my my tablet died. Oh, okay. Okay. Okay. So So I did hear you earlier. So you're saying that people are hitting you up and telling you they don't want to come
up here because of people like us. No, not like people like you. I mean, but it's like but you know people the people that will like you know like a lot of people have been chased off the show like by Sig or other people like you know just like rude people um you know people have said horrible things to Paige several times and um you know
people I mean everyone's kind of done it and it's like and so it's like I don't know like yeah but what is okay so Paige is the only one that got a problem like what is people say because Paige was when she first came up here she was Like she had a mouth too, you know. So what is what are people saying to pay for her to say, "Oh, I'm not coming up there." Psyche cuz you
know the terror is cool and all but that that right there by itself. I don't know. So many people doing tarot card readings like you need a little bit of you know other stuff going on. You know I do have other stuff I tarot is a small part of the channel but or it's like a it's like a big part of the channel but it's like not the main part of the channel. like the but the channel's based on a lot of open panels
plus tarot plus um anything else I want to share. I've quit your show because that oh my gosh um yeah people just say that I mean I just but I I just see the most outrageous stuff in chat every day and it's like and then I see people I I brought I've know a lot of people that like have come here from different places and then they have fun here and then like someone comes on the panel and
it's just rude to them and then it's like they get upset because I like Mr. big pipes last night came on. He's like, "Oh, how how' you why'd you let Aldi or Q or something?" I don't know. It's like he's like, "Why'd you let them threaten me?" And they were said they're going to do this and this and I'm like, "I even catch what happened." But he's all mad at me like and and he's like he thinks that I'm like, you know, allowing it. And it's like I I all I can do is
put the rules up. I can't control what comes out of people's mouth. And it's like if the g the guests will tell me, you know, if I if I miss it, like they point out that it's like they're being threatened or something like that. I mean, I will end the show and stuff, but it's like I mean, it's like but it's like why do people keep having to threaten people? Why does it have to be on my show? It's like it's like I don't even see it's like I don't know. No one
no one respects my show. It's like they're just trying to trying to like say the worst things they can think of. And I mean it's like I have a I have I have a nice show and it's like and I have all these hate watchers. I had like 40 people in the chat. Nobody was commenting at all.
Yeah. I don't know. I don't know, man. I don't know. I guess I mean I don't know, man. I get what you're saying, but yeah, it's hard to just find an in between, a middle ground. It's not easy to find a middle ground. So, just to show if you're in here, like your mod like you see he's doing this like now on Streamyard it doesn't delete. So, are
you looking at it on YouTube or Streamyard? Streamyard it doesn't delete automatically. I thought it don't
Oh yeah, nobody deleted it. Yeah, I don't know what's up with people. I guess they don't want the backlash. They want to wrench, but they don't want to deal with the, you know, the the people are doing weird
Yeah. I mean, it's like um there's a lot of like not not about not about you, but like a lot of people like, you know, Joker always had his camera on. He was always like he always was encouraging people to have the camera on. And it's like now it's like like basically I'm being bullied by a bunch of avatars. And it's the avatars that have always said, "Oh, you're hitting on me. Oh, you're hitting on straight guy." And they're avatars. It's like like
seriously. Hold
on. I get you trying to find a middle ground to site, but if Paige has an issue with somebody specifically, then that person needs to be addressed. It's not everybody that doesn't turn the camera on. You know what I'm saying? Like same with Joker. If he's getting attacked, and I'mma put it out there cuz it's definitely he's talking about RG.
So if that's the case, it shouldn't be tooken out on taken out on everybody else. It should be taken out on the person that he feel as though it's causing the issue. You know, I'm going to be honest with you. No disrespect to RG. But hey, if RG is causing to where I can't, you know, talk my
then, you know, it's a problem. I need to I need to be able to talk about what happened with VA. You know, I can't talk about what happened with Bea because somebody earlier was saying some Wilder to Joker. It just kills the vibe, man. Cuz I know you probably wouldn't even said nothing if it wasn't for that situation with RG and Joker.
So, let's be honest here, you know.
Well, it's just like people don't feel safe on the show. It's like and it's like also like they're I think it's like it's like people trying to trying to like it's like they like bully me whenever there's any kind of like um you know any kind of person that that has my back. Everyone wants to destroy the relationship and they're constantly telling me, "Oh, this person's trying to take over the show. This person's doing
this. This person's" and it's like, "No, these are my this is my friend." And it's like, they're not telling me what to do. They're not trying to take over the show. But then people keep telling them this or me this. And then it's like and then they get fed up. And it's like and then it's like then that's then that that splits me apart. And it's like then then what? Now does everyone else can
take over? Yeah, here I am. So, um, hi KZ. I just want to, you know, I like people to get along. I don't like people being threatened. I don't like people feeling uncomfortable here. I want This is like, this is like a a friendly show. It's supposed to be like a friendlier show, not like it's turning into like a really mean-spirited like and it's like not not coming from me. It's like it's
coming like it's people come here to like just like attack each other. It's like a really or and attack me too. I mean some people do like some people have some people respect me but see even my show people are like oh bloggers like oh you're you're repulsive person you nobody likes you're bad at ter this is on my show and then it's like and then I
take them off oh no let blogger back up let blogger back up it's like what he's just going to sit here verbally abuse me on my show it's like how am I how do I look when I keep like letting these people back
up Yeah. All all Joker all Joker was trying to do is help me. It's like it's like why was he bullied over like just trying to help me and like and it's like and and he's stressed out and it's like and and it was like now it's like what's what's the benefit now? It's like so now I have a person that was like you know we're planning and like hanging out streaming and like you know um you know working on the show together and you
know I like having him on like every day or whenever he wants to come on. Now he's like doesn't want to come here anymore because it's like people are like you take even if they're like Joker's not content for him to be doing a show with you. I mean I don't know. Yeah. He's doing his he's doing artwork. He's like he's like he he's funny. He's
like interesting stories, you know, and it's like but you know it's like I don't know. It's like it's like it's like it's not fun for me when it's I mean it's like I just had you you saw like how happy I was when you came on the show and like um just like it was like that you know not every I don't know it's like whatever makes me happy
like no one really cares about like they're just like oh my god you're you're you know it's like so Joker makes you happy is what you're saying. Well, I mean, like a lot of people make me happy, but it's like it's like Yeah. I I I like I liked when he came on the show, it was like sometimes I'll have like a stressful panel and he'll come and lighten the mood and like
and it's just like it'll be it'll be fun and friendly and like you know, he's a friend of mine. He's been friend for like several months probably like probably I've known him for like probably eight months, you know. So I he's my friend and it's like then like like you know some of these people and they're just like you know calling him terrible things like like what it's like
I you can say the same things that were said to him you can say to me like you can say oh oh you know get a job get a real job you're you know you're a do it's like you know people are just like so rude about it's like not any of their business like like um like people that are are like what do you do what what's what do you do for it's like these people don't even have their have their
avatar face exposed or tell what they do and then they're like they're going after him on that and it's like even if they're kidding and stuff like that. It's like it's like it feels threatening when you like bring people's talk about people's family members and things like that that's just not appropriate. It's just like it's like not what the show's about. And it's like and it's I don't
know. Oh, I don't like the direction and I have to like, you know, steer the ship in a different direction. But it's like and it's like I think it's going to be like a lot of the people that are like just hate watching. They just have to get bored of my show. And uh the people that are going to stay here can are going to stay here with me. But it's like, you know, I I see like a lot of people are just like, you know, banding ship and like thinking
that I'm a bad person now. There's like, you know, people are saying, "Oh yeah, the psyche does this, Psyche does that." And it's like I'm just here stream. I'm just here streaming like sharing my life. It's like I know I don't think I' I don't think I've like done anything wrong to the audience. I don't think I've scammed anybody ever. And it's like but it's like oh you can even but people just
jump on any like little thing and oh any like little mistake any any like little little weakness. It's like oh it's everything is everything gets jumped on and it's like that's not it's like I don't see that on other channels. It's like I see like everyone's everyone oh they everyone loves the like here everyone just hates me. It's like yeah but I think that uh a lot of people
are mad about the Alex situation also you know. Yeah. So you got to think about that too because you lost a good amount of you know people because of that too. You don't What about them people you know? What about the people that were like no s don't bring him back. He he he he tried to take your channel down. He delivered pizzas to your house. He spoke. Yeah, but I I don't have I don't have proof that that
was him that did that. And it's like and all I have is somebody saying NYPD and that they can say that and that to make it people can like it's like people said like oh Emma saying you're calling her business line and it's like obviously so not it was I never called her business line once. So obviously it was somebody like saying it was me or and they're like you know it's like and so people
can easily try to turn people against each other by like by like you know saying oh this person said this this person said this and it's like it's a lot lot that's why I don't even care. I like I can't even that's why I like don't listen to a lot of people because it's like I'm constantly being told this and this and this and this about the person and it's like I'm getting a lot of information and it's like some of it doesn't add up and I don't want to make
accusations and I don't have I don't have the proof and I don't know the situation and it's like I'm also I also I'm saying like if someone's listening so bad they'd probably be in prison, right? They wouldn't be like out free and so
Yeah. Um, but yeah, I just hate I'm I'm just like I just don't I'm just done like losing relationships over over like at these like these third party situations. Like it's like too much for me. It's like it's uh stressful. It's not it's not uh it's not productive. It's not it's not what I doing what I want to do which is like helping people
and bringing people back to giving people together and giving people second chances and like you know wanting the best for people and um helping people. That's what I want. So when did they when did these people start really coming on your panel? Cuz I remember I was coming up back in the day when it wasn't many coming up until you started getting viewers and it seemed like you know people coming started coming out
the lower work you know because of that. Now, now if you say you do push away the people that are, you know, the drama is a big thing. People like it, you know, people like the drama, you know. Say you do push away, you know, the drama, right? And you stick to what you were doing. You think the people that you think the people that are wanting to
push the drama away are going to stick around when the views go to 10 or 12 or 13 or eight or whatever? No, they're not going to stick around cuz they like the fact that you get views also in my opinion. Like Right. But it's like not but it's like but it's like I'd rather have like a small I'd rather have 10 people in here that were like all kind
to each other and friends and like you know just having a fun chat and like a few people on the panel and just like you know just having fun rather than 100 people all hate watching or like just saying horrible things and like and like just here to like they're they're not donators. They're not members. They're not um they all they're hearing to do what? Oh, well, they're giving you
they're watching. You know, they probably dislike the stream. Yeah. Hold on a second.
Yeah, I didn't think the drama was initially, you know. I thought it was Alex for one and maybe Alex has hardly even been on the show. I mean, it's like and no, before he was on here, before he was on here a lot though, he's not on here now because he knows people are, you know, people don't like him, you
know, for what he was doing. But I don't know, man. I I don't know. I don't Yeah, I don't know. You know, we just gonna have to wait and see. Tracy should have been put before him, though, you know. So, I mean, we talk about if we if we talk about satisfying people, psyche,
why why was Tracy not put before Alex, you know, if she was a donator? She she Well, so is Dallas. Alex donated like 40 memberships. Alex, you sure? I don't recall that. I don't recall ever donating for me. He did. He did. He He donated five at a time. Like
probably four or five times. Maybe five 10. That's 25 maybe. So maybe it was 25 to 30. You're trying to say he donated more than me. That's what you're saying. I think he donated probably at least like 25 memberships. I think at least 25 memberships. I'd say about eight. I'd say about eight. No. No. Cuz he would do five at a time and he did it several
times. Plus, he sent me like dinner one night and like, you know, he's he also paid to have himself unbanned. And also, it's like it like it was like, you know, if I break the if I break the ban contract, I'll just I'll just give a full refund and that that'll be my policy, but I I learned the lesson that I don't want to ban somebody for life, especially somebody that I I have
affection for. And it's like if people say, "Oh, well, he did this and that." I I mean I' I've been I've been threatened by everybody at basically at one point about oh you know I hate you I hate your show I'm taking your show down blah blah blah hey sassy and so um okay but okay so we had people on the panel right people that were always on panel was
me summer Paige and a few other people so I'm trying to think like hey I thought summer beat uh left because of the Alex situation. They don't come on as much because of the Alex situation. Well, I've seen them I've seen them here. I've seen them here. I I've been on Summers
and it's I think it's I think it's all been worked out like I know Summer Alex has been on Summer and VA's panel. So I don't think that they're I mean so if he's on their panels I mean he annoys them sometimes but it's like that he can be on their panels and it's like but it's like oh well he's he can't be in my panel you know if I if I don't want him
here and I want him here and so I'm allowed to I'm allowed to want um to have whoever I want here you know it's it's yeah I not literally everyone because I don't hate Alex like a lot Alex is like a character I mean it's like he's like a he's like a character He's like a it's that's not that's not his real personality. I don't think he
has a good heart. Like he's like he's a sweet person and it's like he he maybe he's hides behind an avatar and says what he wants behind an avatar a little bit and it's like I know he's been through some stuff on on here and he's he's a loudmouth and he he's like a New Yorker personality. I don't know. It's like sometimes they're a little bit maybe misogynistic. You know, he play but he plays the part of this New York cop and it's like and he doesn't mean
harmed by it. I have so I have so so many people that are mad at me like you know Jaime's always mad at me beat is mad at me um you know um Summer was mad at me um you know but I thought Jamie was mad because she wanted you to ban certain people I mean my mistake well no
well no well no Jamie is um well I don't get too much in the situation but it's like it's just a very complicated situation with like Jaime's kind of on and off with with this one other person and then one other person uh is like, you know, sometimes in the on the panel and then it's like and Jamie feels like she's being taunted by and and and and I'm like not sure about
what's really happening. It's like I just and it's like I want to stay out of it, you know, because it's like I see people like are fighting one week then best friends, you know how it goes if they're fighting one week next their best friends the next week and it's like whoa like when did they make up and it's just like people sometimes just like forget or they or they just or they do make up and it's like but it's like it's
these emotional ups and downs of like constantly like oh I can't do like just walk walking on eggshells. I just have to do my own thing. I just I just have to be a man and it's like I'm sorry if I'm sorry if people get mad at me and people like leave. I guess that's just what I'll just have to just deal with people leaving. I can't can't keep pleasing everybody, you know. And it's like except I'll please I have to please
myself because I basically I'm doing this for basically doing this um for fun, you know. It's like I'm I'm like, you know, I'm not getting rich off of this. I'm I think in the future I have a possibility of, you know, really growing and making a lot more, but it's like, you know, it's like I'm spending a lot
of energy and time and and trying to like build a channel and then it's like and then it's just constantly under attack and constantly people are just hating on me like and like you know I'm being called all these kind of names like low cow like you know I know I know I probably probably I'm streaming too much and stuff and I'll probably have to cut down on it But, you know, I've been
really trying to build this channel and I work really hard and uh I know and I know maybe I overwork and maybe it's like, you know, but I think that I I have a a good channel, you know, and I have a lot a lot of possibilities. It's just like it has to have it's just like it it can't be taken down by people that are just like wanting to take the
channel like people people are just like trying to Hey, Tracy. Yeah. What up, Trace? Hold on. So, Tracy, so I love you too, Tracy. And Tracy, I never like I never had a problem with you and I never did anything to you. And but I'm not and I
didn't say anything wrong wrong about I'm not I'm not saying I'm not trying to single you out and say, "Oh, Trace, I'm just saying that I love I love Alex, too." And it's like and I didn't I didn't want to have a permanent ban and so and I just want to and so I refunded you and so um I I'm not trying to I have affection for you.
I mean I have affection for you too. Of course I told you like personally today, right? I care I care I care for everybody but it's like so but that's like I can't care for Alex and care for everybody else. I I have affection for him because he's kind of a misunderstood. It's not Alex sat up with me one night for
like 10 hours when I was having a rough night and we read we were like reading stories. He was encouraging me. He was like he was really um really kind and you know he's another he's another side. I'm saying people misjudge him and it's like and so you know and I'll I'll defend I'll defend anybody. It's like I'll I'll you know I'll I'll say I'll
say everybody has a good side and I'm I'm affectionate for everybody. I really do. And so it hurts me when people get mad at me when I'm not even like going against them or anything. It's like I I I just try to make everyone happy and I try to and it's like everyone else got involved in the situation. I would have liked to just deal with it and talk to Tracy about it privately and it's like it went to it went to like public to the
panels and we got all these people saying, "Oh, you're you're a scammer. You're ripping people off, you know. Don't you know?" It's like and then now nobody like it's like everybody thinks I'm like some kind of bad person and because and they don't even know like yeah Alex won't lie. It's more uncomfortable. You tell me behind the scenes but you don't but you brag about
him. I'm sorry I'm not doing enough or I'm sorry I haven't done enough. No, but have I but have I said that you're jumping to these conclusions because I said I like Alex, right? So, I don't know. Like, um, yeah, Alex has been let back and it's but he's not even back. I mean, he's not even here. He hasn't been here for like for like days. He stopped by for like
maybe two minutes the other day. He's not even a nuisance or or like anything on the chat. He probably is mad at me. I mean, a little bit, too. Yeah, but come on. He can I can My heart's so big. a backstab. You see, that's what people say. I backstab a close friends and
still love them. Um, how did I back I just don't understand backstabbing. Like, it's it's like I'm just supposed to be like a I but I wasn't I wasn't saying anything, Chrissy. I didn't even bring up your name about it. I was like I was just saying I wanted I I like I missed I I missed him, you know? It's like and I
wanted and so I and I I if I reneged on the deal I refunded it's like if I sometimes I've renegged on deals um like the first day and I've always refunded the money like if I but it's always been like a 12 24-hour ban right instead of like a lifetime ban and so even in the 24 hours I broke it I broke it you know it's like so for him to be have been
gone for weeks you know and stuff like that and when I did let him back on I even know it was him you know at first and so if I would have had him back on for one second, everyone would say, "Oh, scam. You scam. You scam." That's what everyone would say. So, it's it's too hard. So, um I don't know if everyone's just be mad at me. Um yeah, I'm just gonna end the stream. I don't know when I'll be
back, but have a good day, guys. Oh, boy.
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