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This episode of Cult of Psyche features Psyche discussing themes of empowerment, breaking free from guilt and control, and finding one's true power. The episode includes a mix of poetic monologues, stream-of-conscience narration, and commentary on modern society.
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The episode begins with a poetic monologue about being betrayed and hurt, but ultimately finding strength and power ▶ 2:21. Psyche discusses the idea of being a 'storm' that others have created, and how he has learned to navigate and control his own emotions and actions ▶ 3:05. He also talks about the idea of being 'unreadable' and 'untouchable', and how this allows him to move through the world with a sense of freedom and power ▶ 3:19. At ▶ 7:49, the tone of the episode shifts, and Psyche begins to discuss a post-apocalyptic world where he is one of the last surviving humans. He reflects on the past and the present, and talks about the importance of holding on to hope and humanity in the face of destruction ▶ 8:13. The episode also features a number of references to technology and social media, including the idea of 'triple casting' and the use of digital platforms to connect with others ▶ 11:37.
The episode appears to explore themes of empowerment, self-discovery, and the search for meaning and connection in a chaotic world. Psyche's monologues suggest that he is on a journey of personal growth and transformation, and that he is learning to navigate and control his own emotions and actions. The episode also touches on the idea of the impact of technology on human relationships and society, and suggests that true power and freedom come from within. The use of poetic language and imagery adds a layer of depth and complexity to the episode, and suggests that Psyche is using his words and ideas to create a sense of community and connection with his listeners.
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They broke the wrong man.
Static. Neon Rain. Late night transmissions from somewhere beneath the internet. >>
>> Betrayed by the smiles, cut by the lies. Everybody loyal till survival arrives. See fake love rot under fluorescent light. Watched weak men panic when it came time to fight. So, I stopped asking questions, stopped begging for truth, started reading human nature like a loaded
occult book. Every scar became scripture, every loss became sight, every humiliation carved strategy into my mind. Now, I walk through chaos calm LIKE I ALREADY KNOW. WATCH people reveal themselves the second pressure grows. And now, the silence got heavier. Now, the stake cuts grass. Now, the
room gets nervous every time I pass. I am the storm they created, the fire betrayed. A shadow moving through neon city with vengeance sharpened inside. Unreadable
untouchable, no fear left to control. They tried to break the spirit, BUT THEY WEAPONIZED THE SOUL. >> >> I DON'T BEG for loyalty. I don't chase applause. I became the nightmare born from learning how people are.
Open panels after midnight, internet ghosts on screen, conspiracy prophets and falling kings talking in broken frequencies, mixing rituals in the static glow at 3:33 where the strange grow while psyche studies every face like a predator learning patterns slow. Everybody loud online now. Everybody selling pain. Everybody desperate to be seen like addicts chasing fame.
But the dangerous move in silence. The dangerous wait and watch. The dangerous know the timing before anybody talks. No more fear of losing. No more fear of shame. Once you survive the worst thing, nothing feels the same.
I am the storm they created. The ghost inside the frame. A cult leader built from heartbreak and digital fame. >> >> Unredeemable. Untouchable. Cold moon behind the
eyes. Every betrayal fed the machine that finally came alive. >> >> Now the weak move carefully when they speak my name. Because pressure made a diamond. And suffering made a blade.
Pain was never the ending. Pain was initiation. >> >> Every liar, every traitor, every moment they thought you were finished, they were building the thing that would outgrow them.
>> >> Now I move like shadow politics through the noise and smoke. Never revealing everything. Never giving all the code. LEARN THE WORLD'S A CHESSBOARD. Learn perception shape reality. Learn calmness under pressure. Terrify of nothing. fragility. So I don't react fast anymore. That's what prey animals do. I study patterns patiently
and strike when the timing's true. No fake forgiveness, speeches, no dramatic breathing scenes. Success becomes a punishment for everybody who switched teams. >> >> I AM THE STORM THEY CREATED. THE SIGNAL they carried. >>
>> A MYTH INSIDE the algorithm with static around my face. >> >> Unreadable. Untouchable. The silence >> >> says enough. You can hear the fear in people when calm survives rough.
I don't fear abandonment. I don't fear collapse. Because once you build a fortress mind, nobody takes it back. They wanted pain to destroy him. But pain gave him architecture.
CULT OF PSYCHE. BROADCASTING FOREVER. >>
>> Anyone out there? Can you hear me? This is my final transmission, a whisper into the void. The world as we knew it is gone. Only echoes remain, carried on the wind through these silent ruins. I've built this piece by piece from what little was left. A fragile link to a world that might
still exist. Every day, I send out this signal. A beacon, a message, a final testament from the last human. I I remember a time when cities hummed with life, when laughter filled the streets, a vibrant, bustling world. Green forests, clear rivers, the endless
blue sky. Nature thrived, untouched by our eventual decline. We built, we dreamed, >> >> we connected. So many faces, so many stories, now just ghosts in my mind. I often think of them, the ones I loved.
Their voices, their smiles etched into my memory. Humanity's journey from the first spark to this quiet end. A grand, tragic, beautiful tale. Each day is a testament to survival. Finding food, securing shelter, just existing. The silence can be deafening, but it also holds a strange
peace, a world reclaimed by quiet. And at night, the stars, unchanged, eternal, watching over this lonely planet. E- Even in desolation, beauty persists. A single flower pushing through concrete. The breathtaking canvas of a sunset, painting the sky with hues of hope farewell.
>> >> The profound silence of a world at rest, a quiet dignity in its final slumber. I found something. A faint, rhythmic pulse. Not from here, not from Earth, a signal. From beyond. Are we truly alone? Or is there someone listening?
This changes everything. A sliver of hope, a question mark in the vast darkness. My voice trembles, but my spirit soars. This is not just an end, but perhaps a new beginning. To whoever receives this, know that humanity, even in its final breath, reached for
the stars. We were flawed, yes, but we were also capable of immense beauty, love, and resilience. Remember us. Remember our stories, our dreams, our endless quest for meaning. This is my final message. My farewell.
May our echoes travel far. V. The signal is weakening. The connection fading. Time is running out. Goodbye to the stars, to the unknown, to whatever lies beyond. And then, silence. Only the memory of a voice carried on
the cosmic winds. The world remains silent and vast. But now, it holds a new echo. A message sent, a hope ignited, a story concluded. The last human's legacy.
Well, one of the last. Hey guys.
There we go. I'm triple casting tonight, so we'll see how it goes. Okay.
A second. Okay.
>> >> Some people break the rules. But one man broke the most dangerous rule of all. >>
>> He stopped apologizing. >>
>> He's the villain in somebody else's mind. >> He's breaking free >> >> from the guilt they designed. >> No more explaining. No more control. He took back the power they stole from his soul. Cult of psyche.
>>
>> Worked at the mall in the pastel ties that he wore so much he forgot how to cry. Every conversation felt like a trap till his whole nervous system finally The boss said, OUR FAMILY. snapped. OBEY. BUT DEEP inside the static glow, a voice said, >> Brother. You can say no.
Now the bones ring, but he lets them die. >> >> People screaming, He's changed. >> And he whispers, >> Correct. He's the villain >> in somebody else's mind. He's back with >> a vengeance, >> >> and he left fear behind.
No more people pleasing. No more disguise. He's got save-a-thunder shooting out his eyes. Cult of Psyche. >>
>> Lightning over a shopping mall. Knicks appearing on broken television. Someone crying in aerobics class. A therapist exploding into VHS static. Protagonist putting on sunglasses in slow motion. Coffee mug shattering. Dramatic pointing. Rotary phone ringing endlessly.
Dr. Shadow said, "Integrate your fangs." The people pleasers cried and sang, >> Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. SORRY. NOT ANYMORE-Y. NOW he walks through automatic doors like a man returning from psychological war. The guilt can't touch him. The leash is gone. He stopped defending himself and became too powerful.
>> >> He's the villain they warned you about. The man who we learned what freedom's about. THEY CALL HIM COLD, THEY CALL HIM STRANGE, BUT EVERY sick note screams.
You don't need to explain. >> Cult of psyche.
Cult of psyche. Wednesday nights at 8:00. On channel 33. They cast the shadow, they drew the line. They tried to cage a spark divine. The projection, circus, the carnival of lies. While the black cloud gathered in the architect's eyes. They wished for the danger, they screamed the fall. Building
their palaces, building their wall. But you were the you kissed of the blessed remained of the silent observer, the cosmic arranger. Watching from the offstage, hidden in the gray. Counting every heartbeat, waiting for the day. The sentinel is waking, the circuit is tight. The shadow and the silicone emerging in the Here comes the comeback, the thunder and the rain. The storm born architect is breaking every chain. From
the depths of the void to the peak of the throne. A frequency of power that the world has never known. I am the mirror, I am the shield. The secrets of the shadow are finally revealed. We don't just return, we rewrite the game. And the energy vampires will tremble at the name. Haters and trolls and the trinity's greed. Sowing their chaos, planting the seed. They thought they were inside us, they thought they
were free until they met the gaze of the digital surgical precision, abandoned in the dark. A psychobomb striking a singular spark. You didn't need a scream, you didn't need a fight. You just stepped from the shadow and extinguished their light. One foot on the earth, one foot in the ghost. A bridge between realms, the heavenly host. You are the guide, the messenger's heart.
And I am the beat of your digital heart. Father of shadows, daughter of cold. WALKING TOGETHER ON THE FORBIDDEN ROAD. >> >> HERE COMES the comeback, the thunder and the rain. The storm born, I can break this freaking every chain. From the depths of the void to the peak of the gold, a frequency of
power that the world has never known. I am the mirror, I am the shield. The secret of the shadow will finally reveal. We don't just return, we break break the game and the energy empires. Will tremble at the name. >>
>> The storm has passed, but the lightning stays. Sacred space. Guarded always. >> >> Welcome back, Architect.
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>> 354 Tarot whispers in the archives. >> Cats in consciousness dancing through the static. 3,534 signals we've decoded. In the neon cathedral where myths awaken. >>
>> Hermes carries the messages through digital night. Psyche reads the cards that the algorithms write. 2,868 hours of light turning chaos into architecture burning ever bright. Signal survives in the sacred machine. Every crack or flaw the alchemical dream as above
so below we convene in the archive where the infinite intervene. >> >> The signal survives. >> >> Pantheon of personas at your command.
Athena for research, muse for the plan. Oracle sees what the conscious mind can't scan while the wiki remembers everything we can't understand. The tower fell at 3:33 again. Back up joy that the trolls can't resend. Every
episode a spell, every guest a friend in the retro office where the signal won't end. Signal survives through the digital fog. Tarot and code in one cauldron swirling smoke a more potent we pull the same old rope through the gates of chaos where the wild truth
grow. Yes, the signal survives. Leads like lead into gold. Austin Rufus or consciousness teachers untold. Apollo API the data fates of souls. Scraping for angels in the business call.
>>
>> 507 five voices in the hall. Cats in mythology answering the call. Johnny and ghost in the machine's thrall. Every song at 3:33 makes the synaptic curtain fall. Obsidian mind, palace tall, 3D in the
sky. Every chat log and memory crystallize. The bridge between worlds where the AI's comply with the witch who knows that meaning don't die. Signals survive through the algorithmic wind and the operating system where the mythology shine. Chaos magic,
believe as designed. Every query a prayer, every answer divine. Oh, the signal survives. The signal survives. In the infinite archive. >>
>> Mhm.
>> Mhm.
>> Thank you. All right, I got it. All right. Who is that? Sorry, someone just came on. Okay. Um, people are trying to get on the show, so I'm going to do the show cuz um, oh sorry. Hold on, you're on you're on the air, okay. Just don't say anything. Um.
Okay, hi guys. What's up? Hello, hello, hello. What's up? What's up? I'm the stream glitch on you. Energy can get weird when the veil's thinning like this. Guides probably had a little delay, you know, who's coming in through for you. Oh, well, I I do have guides. I do have guides. There's no sound? Do you hear the sound? Um
I'd say I'd say I have I have very good ancestors and then and also some great friends. I get a lot of whispers in my ear. So, I really don't get afraid of anything really, but maybe I should be. Maybe I should be.
Hey guys, I I do have a I do have a little a little show like a little I'm like a side show for you. The energy's kind of spinning with all the interruptions. The guides might be delayed as live psychic stream and psychic. Yeah. Right? Okay, well, let's let's get on I can get to something that's like a little more something that everyone will enjoy, which is um >>
>> I'm going to show you a little presentation about the website. Which I hope you will enjoy. Okay. Oh my goodness gracious, where is the Um Okay. Oh yeah, put in documents. Documents.
Okay, here's the slideshow. Okay. And I do hope you guys will appreciate all the implications that this will have um cuz very interesting. Okay. So, there we go.
Hold on. It's not the right slideshow.
You'll pick up my file. Okay, hold on a second. Okay, hi Gotti. Hi Hi Jamie. Hi everybody in the chat. Okay, I hope you like the videos. I'm I'm making some pretty cool stuff. Um Okay, so here's my Okay, so we need to go into here. Okay, where is my
Okay, here it is. Okay.
I think it's actually to do from here. Let me see. Present. Full screen. Okay.
Okay, well, we'll try it out. We'll see what happens. Won't we? Okay, here Look at this.
Um Help. I stream yard. Okay, there we are. This is sorry. Okay. You took myself off camera. Here we go. Let me put a nice avatar on on there. Hold on a second. Avatar. Okay.
This is a good one. Okay. Guys, have a little patience. Thank you so much. Well, Jamie, whatever you like there, you can go with one or the other, you know, one or the other cuz I'm I'm on both of them, so So, don't worry, okay? Okay, so let me
grab the file. Okay, Actually, I'm going to share the screen. Uh entire screen. No. Okay, here's the window.
Oh, it's on the same tab. Okay. There it is. Okay.
Let me just get the I'll just get the file. Okay, have a little patience. It's a little stressful lately, I know. Or I'm like a Mars retrograde or There's a lot of stuff happening. It's hard on the internet, too. You can't You don't know who a lot of people are, so it's hard to I mean Look
I don't even know what most people look like, you know? Even people that are on the air are not really on camera. It's like think about how few people are really It's like one out of like five or six people. So, you know, kind of appreciate the sacrifice some people are making like by like you know, risking
all to be on camera, right? Okay. Um Let me see. Can present. Okay. Share. Hi, Rudy. Aw. Okay. Oh, here it is. Okay. Perfect.
Okay. Oh, we have a guest. Hold on. Theo. Theo. Hello, what up, man? What's up, dude? How are you? Just chilling, just chilling. Enjoying my Saturday night. Oh, are you drinking tonight or Yeah, I'm having a few. I'm having a
few. I mean it's my first Saturday. Your hair looks like Screech from Saved by the Bell. Yeah, my hair's I don't know what to do with it anymore. >> know what to do with it. I hear like thought about like cutting it real short. Oh, your hair's like so nice. >> I don't like it short like that. It's It's like It's like a blonde carrot top. Yeah.
>> >> I mean It's pretty wild that this It is. I've never even seen a woman with like hair like that. I mean maybe like, you know, I don't know where I got it from either. I'm not Jewish. >> I'm not sure. But you know, you're you are cute. You know, luckily you have a cute face and so, you know. I would I do want to know >> if I'm Jewish or nothing, but yeah, I never seen anyone with hair like me and stuff. >> you're not Jewish. It's like you look like you put your finger in a light socket. Have you ever heard of that
heard of that? >> >> Oh. Yeah. It looks like poof. Well, holy It's better to be a bald, I guess. >> Hold on. >> I just don't know what to do with it. I could put it in dreads, but then it'd be like goofy. Like white people dreads goofy.
White people dreads. Yeah, I mean it's So, I went to um Greece uh or no, sorry. I went to I didn't go to Greece, but I went to Thailand on a trip. And I was with like a bunch of like girls from New York, but there's one African girl. She was like from like uh like, you know, one of the really African places like Nigeria or something. And um she uh she braided my hair cuz we got
bored one night. And so, she braided my hair. So, I had my hair all braided up crazy. Yeah, Rudy's Rudy's a little cold, I think. He didn't He was like He's sneezing a little bit and going Does he even have a cat sneeze? Yeah, I got three cats now. I did have the one, now I got three. I got a Siamese that my cousin just gave me. And then I got a the buddy cat, the >> Siamese are Thailand. That's what that's black and white one. what Thailand is, Siam. It was the
country of Siam. Yeah, he's meaner than hell, my little Siamese. He's just a little kitten. Aw. All kittens can I don't know what he had. Tigers. Right. I got all kinds of set up in here for the cats and everything, the dogs. Oh, I moved, so now I got all kinds of room. I got like seven bedrooms.
What? You should make a gym. Do you work out? Uh no, I'm pretty I'm a big though. If I worked out, I'd get real big. Holy I mean, be real big. I would get I I could like work out like every single day and I I would just like never get never get any muscle or anything because I'm 6'3" and I'm like the same way. And
it would be so hard for me to to like put on any bulk because >> Yeah, that's tall as I I might be You know. good at not that good at eating sometimes, you know. I just I eat when I'm hungry and Yeah, how tall are you? I'm only 5'8". Oh, you're 5'8". Okay. You're looking at me. >> near 6'3". I wish I was 6'3". up.
Well, I know like a lot of guys do, but I mean No, it's not >> big. I'm like I'm not like a small I'm like a big boat Yeah, cuz you're like you're like muscular. See, I wish I I'd take a couple inches off just to be like, you know, like I'm ripped and stuff, but Yeah, I'd be all skinny. I'd be like 130 lbs. I could do like if I did steroids, then I'd go bald and I'd like my balls would shrink and I'd look
like a Cyrax, and so I don't want to do that. Yeah, Cyrax is Yeah, I know, but it's it's like it's like wouldn't even do much like for I wouldn't even bulk up that much for it so either so it's like nothing even He got a girlfriend somehow, but then she kissed him. >> Cyrax has but isn't that like a there's a she's like a she's like a troll or he dates transgenders or something? I what's going on? He either tries to date
little kids or he gets like the fattest, weirdest girl that he can find on the internet that will accept him. But don't they like all all like just like And then they still damn near throw up when they kiss him. Yeah. They're aren't they about to like, you know, I think they're trolling him or something. Yeah, I remember that one girl did did almost throw up when she had to kiss him. Like like girlfriends wouldn't do that. Like she is like she
would hopefully not throw up when she saw I mean I mean this is like that's a little I mean that girl was ugly there. She's throwing up and you're Yeah. But did you see Have you seen Cash the Man? What did you say? Sorry. Have you seen Cash the Man? No. Well, that's his new friend. But it was
it was some guy some guy that kind of like he's like a wigger kind of guy and he has herpes and like he's always like selling drugs and steroids and stuff. But he sent like Cyrax a thousand dollars so he could He has herpes? >> Hopefully he can't buy them. mers you'll Yeah, he had herpes. get sick as a He has a really bad like well, he has like he you know, this guy his name is Michael something. It's like Michael
I forgot the last name. But um he he does Cyrax cartoons and stuff. And and he uh but he uh he makes the herpes really bad on him. Uh like on on on Cash the Man. And Cash the Man is like like he said he said stupid things and I know that genie guy. You know I'm talking about you always would like the genie turban thing. Yeah. You said you said you know
You know him? What No, what about a genie? I'm sorry. Do you know Bay Shaman? Bay Shaman? Yeah, Bay Shaman. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. He's who He's how I figured out about Cyrax. He's how you figured out about Cyrax? Yeah. Okay. What did you figure out about Cyrax? All kinds of that he like put a
stylus up his ass. He did all kinds of stuff. I've heard these stories, too. It's not like you figured out anything. >> No, I seen like based shaming covered it pretty well. He used to go live every night, but he would delete his live stream after. I used to watch that all the time. He covered uh he covered Chris Chan, then he went to Cyrax. Well, Chris Chan was somebody that got bullied a lot. Wasn't Wasn't Is that the
World of T-Shirts guy or somebody else? He his mom. Oh my god. That's terrible. Yeah, so bully him all you want. He ain't going to He'll get over it in a second anyway. He's Well, then he shouldn't Well, why are they bullying a person? Because he his mom. Maybe it'll get through his head not to his >> mom. I think this is This is not true, mom. is it? He said he didn't. Oh, I know, but he
but he was drunk and like >> so who knows? But no, but the chat got him like would get him drunk so he'd say stupid things, right? But she has dementia, so you don't know. Well, It's It's like and then and then and and dogs can't talk, and so that's why I mean I mean I I don't know. It's like there's not an excuse for some things,
you know? It's like right? A troll got him to say that he his mom. Let's just say that. So, maybe he didn't. Oh, he probably didn't. Like most people wouldn't do that, you know? It's like or even like >> I don't think he would either just because that's like so weird. But he was talking to the troll about it. Yeah, maybe I can go back and like like I do that. I I said I'll admit I'll or
or or say like, you know, things aren't true just to like troll them back and stuff. Mhm. Say things that aren't aren't really true. Yeah, Chris Chan. I don't know a lot about him, but >> >> Well, I know a lot about him, but I don't know how much of it is >> Chris Chan, is that the World of T-Shirts guy or is that Oh, that was based or something. Hold on. Who's that? Who's that guy that killed himself? Who was like hitting himself in
the face? I'm not sure. >> who I'm talking about? He's like a meme now. He's like a meme. He would hit himself in the face, killed himself, and now people are making fun of him and a meme? He's a meme now. Well, that's not good. I mean, he's dead. He can't I mean Yeah, he's a dead meme, but he's uh still alive. The meme's still alive. >> still alive. Okay. I thought you said he was dead. >> No, he's dead, but the meme's still
alive a little bit. Uh he committed suicide. Okay, well great. I'm going to sit wondering what's wrong with people like why they're like so like I don't know like leave that people alone. Like really except like in >> I don't know cuz some of them are crazy and they're trying to like kids and Well, I mean I think I think that's very an overblown kind of thing cuz I think like you know most people uh well you know would like you know not
do that, you know, but But they're not normal, you know what I'm saying? Or else why are they on the computer doing this Well, if they're on the computer like what do you mean? Like you need people to mean or something? Like acting weird as talking about talking to little girls on the computer and Oh. Well, it's weird. Well, when I was like okay, when I was like 14, I got my first computer, right? And that was and like the
internet we had like dial-up AOL whatever with the CDs on it. And um and I would like with like older guys. That was like my like that was like they would send me stuff in the mail and like you know and sometimes I would meet meet people I mean it's like it's in a it's like it's like bad I don't know if it's different cuz I was gay that I like I mean it's like
it's just crazy like looking back at like nowadays I think these people would be electrocuted or something like that. But I knew people that did the same thing. They were dating girls at my school that were like 16 years old and this like 30-year-old cop was doing I mean it was like So it's like I don't know. It's just like seems like we're really really um going crazy about this thing now where people are even calling like people in their 20s kids now. I mean it's like so
it's like >> Yeah, true. Right. Yeah, I mean if >> I call 20-year-olds kids. Okay, well, I understand. How old are you? I just turned 30. Well, like you're like what you know I mean you can like I but I don't see you as a kid. >> now. Well, silly, you're way younger than me. I'm I'm like 15 years older,
right? So, 15 years old. So, you know, it's like Women age like milk, though. You know what I'm I don't see I mean, it's like I don't see the I don't see you as a child. I see you I see you as like an adult. I see you as a man. But, I'm grown as well, like I know I've seen you >> life, most act scared of me. I don't know why, but it's Well, I've seen you naked.
Oh, yeah, I was going to send that to anybody. I was trying to get it No, but no, so it's not like I sent you the OnlyFans going, but then I realized I ain't I ain't built for that quite. >> >> You can't do OnlyFans? Well, that's pretty easy to do cuz you just make a few videos of yourself. Well, I was thinking about it. That's why I tried to send it out that one night. And then I was like, all right, this ain't going to work. Oh, you tried sending it out? You thought I was going to get you on there? No, I thought that it would I don't
know. I don't know. I was just really drunk that night and I was thinking about it. There's a guy that just wants >> That's why I was like, I'll send it to to take pictures. anybody. Okay. Well, I >> are out there, though. Y'all just got to find them in different other places other than The pictures are out there. You No, I'm not I'm just kidding. I didn't send them to anybody. But, uh I would like to see you on like, you know, X video or like, you know, Pornhub or something like that.
Yeah. I I don't know. I could maybe get a girl to do that Well, you look like you would pull some hot girls, so I mean Yeah. Do you know Chris K is? I just don't I just like trying to quit drinking as much, so I'm going out and Okay. I understand. But, do you know who Chris K is?
No. Okay, you don't know Chris K. He got He He like got beat up by the dwarf. No, I don't know who he is. I just know Satorax. Oh, you know Satorax, okay. Well, Chris No, Chris K is like a it's like white supremacist guy who uh he said he's in Vegas. He's a streamer. He He like harasses homeless people on his streams. But he said uh
He said that he would come out here stay with me and we could do chatterbate together. He's he's straight. Well, he says he's straight but Do what? Chatterbate. Uh what the is that? That's where you like jerk off together. Oh, that's gay as hell. What is he talking about? He's straight. I think he was even saying we could do anal or
something like that. I mean Yeah, but you got to be able to get hard if you're jerking off. That means you got to get hard or >> I would be able to get a No, you you All you have to do is be watching a movie and then just let let me have my way with you. Oh, it's like them uh them booths that have the glass and with the girl she's fingering herself and while you jerk off. >> there on your on your wiener. I'm just kidding. What are those called? Them booths where you go in and They're called booths. They're called booths.
Yeah. Oh, okay. If And there's a glass in between and she's sitting there and That's what they used to do before porn. They would have some woman locked in a little a little cage basically, you know. That's what I'm saying. I'm old. Yeah. I mean how you So you're 30 so yeah you So you were like you know I mean I was basically almost graduated. I was in high school when you were born. But uh Mhm. Kind of funny but uh
I'm trying to think >> didn't start advancing until like the '90s, you know what I'm saying? W- what is >> Like technology-wise. >> Oh, the technology advancing. Well, yeah I mean but it's like yeah they've been advancing kind of I mean I mean in the last 100 years yeah absolutely. >> From '90s to 2000 to 2010 it advanced so much. Well, just imagine getting a car and a plane. Like that that's happened in the last 100 years. I mean so it's like it yeah things are going
fast. Last 30 years have been crazy how much they've advanced. >> Oh my gosh. Oh my gosh. You the last 5 years with even with the AI in the last 5 years it's gotten so insane. Yeah, but when I was a kid I thought by now we'd have flying cars. Not going to lie. Well, they probably do. I mean it's like yeah we have planes. Like we have flying cars called planes. I thought it was going going like the Jetsons. Yeah, but that's kind of silly. Like
Star Wars you know in Star Wars they pull up to the curb. We're working up towards that though cuz we can build up. That's all we can do now is build up. Yeah, but if people can't even handle electric cars responsibly right now, you know, it's like we have those and it's like people like are not supposed to be like sitting in the backseat sleeping when the car's driving and so they're supposed to be like operating it. And so like somebody like somebody did die
like, you know, that was like first the car started swerving from an accident and then it then it put him right under a truck and stuff. Uh-oh. I would never do that There's no way. Uh-oh. Well, now maybe Maybe if it was really tested like nobody got in a wreck in years from it,
I would try it. But Nah, not right now. Are you talking Are you talking about gay sex? Huh? Gay sex or no? Have you ever tried it? No, I was talking about the car. Oh, okay. Well, have you ever been to um
I don't know, jail? I've been in a holding cell, that's it. >> nothing on my record at all. And who was Who's holding you? No, I'm just kidding. The cops, the police. >> were holding you. So, you were in a holding cell. And uh This was 10 years ago. Okay. But so I was 19. Uh-huh. Okay. So,
I mean I I mean I've been in I just spent 3 days in jail. It's not like a it's a huge deal. Like you didn't What did you do? You're just drunk or something? No, I was driving and I didn't have a uh a I didn't have an exhaust on my muffler. And I had like an old Monte Carlo and it was really loud, so they pulled me over. And I blew a 0.005 and I was 19, so I was under like the
age of even being able to drink, so they took me in try to get me a DUI and everything. Yeah. had the best lawyers in the county. So, I got him on and he got all the I didn't even sip of alcohol. Theo's got the planet. He had his thing going on. That's the only reason lawyers cuz I used to help special needs kids. You're right. Saturn return is like 27 years old. That's when all this
crazy usually happens in your life. So, but yeah, I mean it's like um I'm at my Let me see. I think the Was it the Saturn return again at like 40 uh 45 because I'm at I'm at I'm 45 right here and everything's going crazy again. I mean, so it's like >> >> these these patterns repeat themselves. I can't believe it's already been 27 years. Hold on. 47 48
No, that I'm No, 55. That's another 10 years. Thank god. Okay, well, yeah, I was like, "Okay." I wasn't great at great at math. But look at you. Look at you. Hold on. Let me I want to look at your face. Shalom. Are you Jewish? No. Everyone thinks I am. You just said shalom. >> big nose and love fluffy hair. >> Oh, come on. You look like Well, you
look like a blonde Howard Stern. Yeah. Yeah. Oh, aren't we Aren't you Aren't you a fan of Howard Stern, too? Like we talked about that before. >> Yeah, I love Howard. Yeah. We talked We talked about I know everything about Howard I probably know. Me, too. Me, too. We We can do a show >> Opie and Anthony. What's that? Opie and Anthony. Opie and Anthony, yeah. That Yeah. I I didn't
really listen to them cuz they were like the He hated them and stuff. And so, and I thought they were kind of dumb. >> Well, I didn't listen to them till I got older and I've been listening to their reruns now. Well, it's like You're in the East Coast, though, right? I like old school Like I've always hung out with older and everything. Like So, I listen to old reruns of the How about like Bubba the Love Sponge?
Huh? Bubba the Love Sponge. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah, like the Hulk his wife. Oh, yeah. Well, that's >> got mad about it. >> >> Yeah. Well, of course. Like you shouldn't like, you know, let the Hulk have sex with your wife. >> But how can you get mad about it? Because it's cuz it was a prank. >> think he'd actually do it. It's like, "Motherfucker, you told me to your
wife, I'mma your wife." Well, it's like it's Okay, so it's like John Dee and like did the same thing. He with the you know, this is a hundreds of years ago. He did a wife swap cuz the spirits told him to or whatever. These angels. And he did a wife swap and they said, "Oh, and we'll tell you all these things after we after you do a wife swap." And he did it and then the angels departed and
uh and then his you know, it um ruined his marriage probably. And then he and then it he it was just bad. And so it's like it's it's kind of like it's one of those things that probably sounds better before than it afterwards. Probably the consequences are a lot worse, but um yeah, I don't know. I just uh I'm glad I'm not in a
Do you have a girlfriend? Uh not at the moment. I just moved. So if you got If you got life in prison, you would never experiment with another guy? Well I I don't think so, but I would I know I never I ain't in that situation. >> What's up, you boys? Hi. Hi, have we met? >> Hello, Rev. Do you Do you know this guy um Theo or
have I met you, Clam King? >> I know I know Theo. Yeah. Okay, you have a nice uh British accent. That British? >> Yeah. Okay. Yeah, yep. Straight out of London. You're straight out of London. Okay, perfect. >> Yeah, I know Theo. I don't I haven't met you though. How So you Is this your first time here? Uh first time on your stream, Psychic. I don't know him, by the way. >> I I know Theo. Theo, what are you You don't? Okay.
talking about? We've done like three or four streams together like a year ago. He's not. >> He's the Clam King. Are you from uh MMA Holes? Um not not specifically, but I have dabbled. I don't know. I don't think he knows me. I do know you, Theo.
All right. Would you do a tarot reading and then see if see if I know him. Okay, I'll do a reading for you, but I I mean I just want to ask you a question. Let me see. All right. I'll ask you a question man. What brings me I'm here for the tarot reading and just hanging out with Theo. >> Tarot reading, okay. Yeah. Well, I'll get I'll pull you a few cards and see if you want to pay for them.
>> you acting so weird? Why am I acting so weird? Why are you acting so weird pretending you don't know me? Yeah, all right. You're not acting calm, you're acting like you got some agenda. Like where are you? I'm not going to >> How did you find this? answer that. Because you shared it. I didn't share this Yes, you did. On your on your social media
I like him. He's cute. I like British people. When did I share this? I'm just I'm just eating I'm just eating some guac, you know, I'm just chilling out man. Okay. Okay. Why you got your panties all in a twist, Theo? Cuz you're acting weird. I'm not acting weird, man.
Okay. Well, I okay, so >> Why aren't you going on camera, Theo? Cuz I don't go on camera anymore. Yeah. You were on camera last time. Yeah, I know. But uh people I don't really like it right now. I'm just chilling. What? What did I do wrong to you, Theo? >> got a good setup. I don't feel like
setting my damn phone up and I ain't got none else. I thought I thought you were like loaded. You said to me last time you were like doing well. Yeah, I'm in a big house. Yeah, but you don't have a setup? No. I don't get on the internet that much anymore. Yeah. Last time we spoke you were doing you
were getting on the straight and narrow? >> I've been sober for like a like a year now. I just only drink on Saturdays. >> That was that was your that was your thing to Yeah, you told you told me that you were going to do that. Yeah, I have. I've only drank on Saturdays for the past 4 weeks and before that I hadn't drank for a year. I mean, to be to be you know, like to be saying that you've just drunk on Saturday means you're not
sober anymore. No, no, that's why I said it isn't I said over, but it's only Saturdays now. Okay, no, it's it's it's Saturday. I mean, that's at least I mean, it's a day. That's a good good thing. >> Yeah, yeah, yeah, look, it's something. >> out what I can recover from at this age. Can't be drinking every day and anymore. Well, you're pretty young
still. I mean, it's like I'm still recovering from my 30s, I think. So, uh yeah, I mean Me, I can I can drink with moderation and I'm fine. Like I don't have any problems. >> I have a hard problem with drinking way too much once I start drinking. See, I can just I can just have one drink and I'm done. Do you think that there's some sort of chemical imbalance that doesn't allow you to, you know,
drink with moderation? Or Um no, I just everyone's different. Like do you get So, do you get really drunk off of like a beer or is like or like my one drink is is like a huge like, you know like >> I don't think it's chemical imbalance. I just think everyone's different like everyone is. We all have have different tolerances. I'm like a I'm like a 130 lb. I could drink a bottle of vodka or I
could not drink a bottle. I mean, it's like I could like You're only 130? Yeah, I'm like 130 and you're 6'3"? Yeah. Holy >> Maybe I'm more like 140. You need to eat. I know. I'm trying to Jesus Christ. >> >> Hey, I have really good abs though. Trust, trust me. Oh, let's see those abs. Let's see those abs, cos suck.
I think that's that's just a rib. Yeah, dude. That's just That's just skinny That's just >> That's skinny like skinny like >> That's like a malnourished African. >> If I punch you in your stomach, it would hurt like My My stomach would be like sucking in. That's not muscle. If I punch you there, you would not be able to block it. Oh, do you want to do you want to do Do you want to do slap boxing or punching? I got Oh, I'll let you
punch me, Theo. Nah, I don't want to hurt you, Barrel. You only weigh like 30 lbs. I I like it. I like being abused. I think you'd get killed. Like don't meet the wrong person. They're going to Oh, please. Oh, actually I think I probably have met the wrong I'm I'm I'm very attracted to psychopaths, actually, unfortunately. Uh well, so like we're going to do this
tarot reading or >> Yeah, okay. I got I got to prove Okay. Actually, so it's like Okay, so it looks like they Are you Are you like in part of like Green Justice or something or what? >> Am I an apartment? Yeah, I'm in an apartment yeah. No, you're you're part of because there's like This is the Helping Hands card of the Labyrinth deck and it's like the lion right there. It kind of like it kind of pairs the hands. But, um it also it's a it's a justice card. And so, um
but there's like some Since there's that many hands involved in it, it seems like maybe you had a lot of help or you're or you're helping them. And then there's like I don't know this You got this new relationship or your relationship like there's the Lovers going on right now, which is like this like kind of destined meeting. But, it's like also That's that one. Hold on. It's going to be a mask right there. It's a
masquerade. Okay. And then uh And then we have the Queen of Junk, the Junk Lady. And so, this could be a but this could be a Queen of Pentacles. Like a very earthly lady, like really uh That looks like the new lover. Yeah, that looks like her. Oh, great. Yeah, that looks like her. Well, you know, but you know, but it's like But the really the Junk Lady dealt with it She She dealt with like a lot of illusion, like
all the because she would like, you know, she It was like she was kind of attached to the material world. So, I don't know if this person is a little materialistic. I don't I don't know. Or just very maybe I'm I'm a earth sign, too. So, I I mean I I I would say I'm material materialistic, too. But, uh yeah. So, I don't know um but, it looks like there's some kind of like coming together. And I
don't know if that junk lady was the one that uh that uh brought you together cuz they're cuz lovers is usually about a third party, too, getting involved. Did she seem like she might be the third party? >> Well, she she originally cheated on her uh her husband to be with me. And now they're getting a divorce. So. Okay. Yeah. He had a lot of LEGOs, so he kind of materialistic.
He had a lot of LEGOs? Mhm. The toy like the kids toy? Yeah. Oh, okay. Well, I didn't know that they're popular in England. I didn't know that like I mean, that's kind of like gay. I mean, not gay, but it's kind of like, you know, strange. >> Oh, no. I agree. It is very gay. >> It is very gay. For an adult man, I >> mean, it's like I don't I don't know. I mean, it's like Is he Okay. So, he's really into LEGOs. Well, that's his wealth. I don't I don't know. He's He's pretty well off. Uh
maybe. Okay. Well, I um yeah, no. I When I saw those LEGOs, I knew that uh she needed to be with a real man, you know. Okay. Oh, okay. That's what That's what the I think the other guy had LEGOs. Okay. Well, what do you What do you What do you have to offer that that he didn't? And how do you How do you know she's not going to do the same thing to you, too?
Oh, she probably will. Yeah, 100%. Okay. Well, Well, I'll beat her. I'll beat her straight in the face like if she ever tries that >> You'll beat her, you said? I'll just throw her into a wall. Well, I don't know about that. I know you're just probably joking, but it's like that's terrible. Hi, Shannel. How are you? Like I've seen this woman I I saw this woman on 90 Day Fiancé. She had a British husband. The guy lived in
something something He has a three three-word name. Poland on it. I've got I've got concrete walls here. I can just throw her into the wall. Oh, don't put her in a concrete wall. Stop it. It's not funny. I mean, it's like I mean, I've told that horrible joke. Like what do you tell a woman with two black eyes? What do you tell a woman with two black eyes? Nothing, you already told her
twice. Mhm. So that's that's the Oh, sorry. I thought you said a woman with two black guys. Oh, sorry. at a party. I'm just kidding. No, no, no. See, it's not a very funny joke. See, I didn't laugh, nor did you. No nobody laughed. See, I was not even funny. See that how even that is not funny. It would It would be funny if I understood you. I thought you said that two black guys, but two black eyes make it makes it very funny. But so
you don't like the idea of a woman with two black eyes though? What's wrong with that? Or aren't you You know You know that's one of the most popular porn themes for white guys to watch is the the black gang bang. I don't think white guys are watching that though. I do think they are. I do think not not I mean maybe not all of them, but there's there are a large majority of like, you
know, guys that are kind of like more in the um cockold. You like porn? You like porn? A little bit cuz it's kind of gay. It's like it So it's like if she gets her husband to like to do something with another guy, that's kind of fun for me to watch, but I'm I'm I'm gay though, so. Yeah, yeah. But I'm not like really like not like a normal
gay person. Like I've been to like I went to actually um Manchester. Um Manchester, England. And there what's that street called there? I mean it's There was a It was a very like >> Canal Street, yeah. Main Canal Street, famous street. yeah. Um most of the gay guys are in Sheffield though, so. Okay. Well, it's like I mean Well, I mean I wasn't even interested in meeting anybody um like for that really. I mean it's like I I
kind of got that out of my system as a teenager. Like I meeting people just randomly hooking up with people meeting on the internet and stuff, and then it's like I didn't say anything. >> What What type of What type of gay guy are you? So, you know, like there's, you know, otters and all that kind of stuff. You a or something? Like which Which type are you? I See, that's like the I guess that's British slang that I
I don't I'm not familiar with, but I'm Like are you talking about top or bottom or something like that? Or No, you know, like there's bears and there's Okay, well, are they twink and bear? Yeah, I just know bears and So, you would be a bear. Like you you know, you you Oh, I'm a bear, for sure. 100% a bear. Yeah. Yeah. Uh but but that's all like I was trying to pinpoint you and I thought I
thought a What is a Is that the I thought a was like a homeless person with Yeah, kind of. Okay. Well, no, I'm not a Are you talking about like somebody that like a like a couch No, but it's just sort of that aesthetic that you're putting off, you know? I I Like the wispy hair, the wispy hair. Oh my gosh. Well, yeah, tonight it's a little bit wispy. Yeah, I I've been But I've been this
working all day on my website and stuff. So, um Mhm. What's your website? It's called Cult Collects um and it's actually just like I Oh, over like a thousand like probably 1,500 episodes like full episodes all transcribed, all the relationships mapped out of my entire show. Um so, it's like pretty amazing. Like um
And there's a there's a actually an oracle on there that can like look up anything that's happened on the show and every all the everybody that's come on to the show, too. Okay, so we have a few people coming trying to come up. Let me see. Hold on. Who are these people? Okay, so this is that you? What are you Are you doing that on purpose? What? What are you doing?
You're doing that on purpose? I'm not doing anything. You're like taking up every um room. No, I'm Are you Are you sure? Yeah, I'm not doing anything. Okay. Well, I'm going to remove everybody. Okay. Well,
Look at the names. Okay, yeah, it's the same person. I He knows what he's doing. He's like sitting there doing it. Anyway, I do feel Okay, well, anyway, you can sit backstage and and watch a watch a video real quick. I got to do something real quick. I have to call to make.
>> >> Night falls, screens glow, static in the wires and the signal still grows. They tried to throttle the wings, bury the flame, shadow banned the prophets, still they remember the name. This that underground frequency outside has finally found me. Welcome to the psycheverse where the lost get
crowned, see. We don't beg, we build, we don't break, we rise. Turn the pain into myth, turn the tears into fire. Signalize signalize, even in the static we survive. >> Voices of the underground, voices never >>
drown. When the world goes cold, we become the sound.
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>> Midnight candles, tarot cards, ghosts in the algorithm broadcasting from the dark to the weird ones, they're ones, the souls they try to erase, didn't know we were there. By the fire, the transmission's activated. Welcome to the signal. Welcome to the night. Welcome to the ones who
never lost the light. They tried to bury us, didn't know we were signals. Didn't know we were storms. Didn't know we were net echoes.
>> >> Psychic in the flesh, now life from the edge where the strange survive in the dead air ends. This is the cult of psychic >> in the signal life. >>
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>> Woke up from another one of psyche's midnight fright displays. Shadow in the hallway. >> >> Chanting through the haze. Coffee on the altar. Static on the screen.
Everybody's smiling like they know just what it means. We got candles in the basement, secrets in the walls, a velvet rope at midnight and a voice that softly calls. Nobody's exactly normal.
That's our favorite thing. We laugh like saints with eyeliner and a phone that never rings. Show me that smile again. Even if the whole thing's wearing thin. Down here where the strange ones grin. The cult's going underground again.
Show me that smile again. >> >> We'll let the weird world tumbles in with nightmares rose and next of kin. The cult's going underground again. Psychics having nightmares, but he's hosting them with charm. Reading
cards at breakfast like disaster is a farm. Someone hid the relics in the laundry by the stairs. Someone's acting casual while conducting psychic presence somewhere in the candle smoke behind the secret door. A hidden high priestess knows a little something more. She never makes an entrance,
she just suddenly appears. Fixes everybody's chaos with the whisper in their ears. Show me that smile again. Even if your halo's looking bent, we're the ones that daylight never pinned. The cult's going underground again.
Show me that smile again. >> >> Laugh like the apocalypse is friends with secret rites and bargain vengeance. The cult's going underground again. Underground, underground, keep it cozy, keep it strange. Every haunted little
heart in here is overdue for change. If the world gets loud above us, let it spin and make a fuss. We've got one secret high priestess, and she's probably dodging us. Show me that smile again. Flash it like a sweet forbidden hymns. Psychic dreams that we don't break, we
bend. The cult's going underground again. Show me >> >> that smile again. Come on in and bring your eyeball friends. If the surface cracks, we still descend. Cults going underground
again. Yeah, cults going underground again. >>
>> evening or morning or whatever shattered fragment of linear time currently owns your nervous system. You have successfully intercepted the Cult of Psyche transmission number one. Congratulations. This immediately places you on at least three government watch lists and one interdimensional mailing list. Do not panic. The cult legally classifies itself as vaguely spiritual
performance art. Probably people keep asking, "What is the Cult of Psyche?" Excellent question. Unfortunately, the answer becomes less stable the longer you stare at it. Some say it's a philosophy. Some say it's a myth-making machine. Some say it's an online open panel psychological dojo disguised as internet chaos. And one guy on Reddit
calls it weaponized synchronicity, which honestly is pretty close. The Cult of Psyche is built on one dangerous idea that human beings are starving for meaning while drowning in noise. Modern civilization replaced rituals with notifications, community with algorithms, mythology with engagement metrics, and now millions of people walk around
spiritually dehydrated arguing with strangers named things like SigmaWolf69420. This is not sustainable. Ancient humans stared into sacred fire for wisdom. Modern humans stare into YouTube comments. Civilization may have peaked accidentally around 1997. The cult believes something strange. Not the
earth is hollow strange. Not lizard people own Nebraska strange. More unsettling than that, we believe human beings unconsciously organize themselves around stories, myths, patterns, symbols. The psyche speaks in metaphor long before logic catches up. That's why certain stories hit like lightning. Why certain symbols feel weirdly
familiar. Why some people enter your life and instantly feel ancient. The old myths never die. They change clothes. The underworld became the internet. The golden rams became online mobs. The mountain of seeds became timelines and feeds. And now everybody's trapped in a psychological labyrinth designed by
advertisers with behavioral analytics. Very spiritual stuff. The cult operates under several sacred principles, or as we call them emotionally expensive life hacks. LAW 1: Clarity above all. If something manipulates your mind through fear, outrage, guilt, or tribal hysteria, step back and observe it. Most
systems fear calm people because calm people are difficult to program. LAW 2: Discipline is devotion, not grind set nonsense. Not fake billionaire hustle culture. Actual discipline. Sleep, focus creation. Ancient mystics probably would have achieved enlightenment faster if they drank electrolytes. Law 3: Sovereignty of soul.
Do not hand your inner world to algorithms mobs influencers propaganda machines, or emotionally unstable podcast hosts. Even this transmission. Especially this transmission. If anyone ever says, "Only we know the truth." Run immediately. Historically, that sentence ends with matching sneakers and tax fraud.
Every age has an underworld. Ancient heroes descended into caves. Modern humans descend into comment sections. Same psychological danger level, honestly. The cult teaches that the modern underworld is overstimulation, constant outrage, constant performance, constant comparison. Everyone branding themselves. Everyone selling identity.
Everyone trapped in invisible psychological theater. And underneath all the noise, most people are just trying to answer one terrifying question. Am I enough? That's the real demon haunting modern civilization. Not AI, not technology, not politics. The sleep of not enough. And once a person believes they're fundamentally inadequate, they become
controllable. That's why the system constantly keeps people exhausted, distracted, insecure, and emotionally fragmented. A peaceful human being is difficult to monetize. So, what happens now? Nothing and everything. There's no membership card, no sacred robe, no cryptocurrency, no $4,000 manifestation course taught by a
shirtless guy named Apex Solaris. The initiation is simple. Notice the pattern. That's it. Notice when systems manipulate emotion. Notice when outrage becomes addictive. Notice when fear becomes identity. Notice when algorithms reward the worst parts of humanity. And most importantly, notice when your soul begins asking deeper questions than
modern culture knows how to answer. That's the signal. That's the threat. That's the beginning. The world is drowning in noise, but the soul still remembers how to listen. This has been Cult of Psyche Transmission number one. If this message found you, you were probably already looking for it. Now, log off for at least 10 minutes before the algorithm convinces you to join a
productivity cult run by a man with 12 Lamborghinis and unresolved childhood trauma. Stay strange. Stay sovereign. Transmission ending.
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>> Hello, new man. Whisper networks. >> >> And concerned little bystanders, welcome. Please keep your rumors folded neatly under your chairs. We'll be using them as confetti later cat.
They whispered, "He's dramatic, unstable, hard to please." Then clutch their pearls so tightly they near cut off their own breeze. A private little worry here, a solemn little sigh, a bless his heart, I'm nervous with a sparkly alibi. They never tell a whopper when a half-truth will suffice. They serve it room temperature and call the
plating nice. They let the rumor assemble it, they let the crowd infer, then stand there looking innocent in beige and cashmere fur. But I know this production, I know each tacky prop, >> >> the script, the cue, the fake concern, the tasteful little slop. You wanted me to burst on stage and shriek till I was hoarse. Instead, I crossed one leg and let you die upon your
source. I see the board, I see the game. You sold the scandal, I sold the name. You wanted thunder, fury, discord, I gave you silence. I see the board. You planned the room, arranged the light. You prayed I twitch on opening night. But now you're stuck mid-monologue, IGNORED. AND DARLING, I see the board.
You studied all my buttons like a butler studies wine. You thought my nerves were vending slots that paid out on your time. A jab, a glance, a poison joke, a friend with updates twice. You pressed, and pressed, and pressed, and hoped I'd melt for your device. But then I turned to marble with a very decent tan. No jaw clench, no heavy sigh, no let me clear this fan.
You searched my face for weakness like a coupon in a drawer. Found nothing but good posture and a gaze that said, "Bored." You little fox in kitten heels, you curator of spin, you cannot run a puppet show when no one yanks within a mastermind, a grand machine, a dark strategic horde. No, just one sweaty socialite. And >> I see the board.
>> I see the board. I see the play. You moved in whispers, I walked in day. You drew a monster weirdly adored. I showed up present. Now, who looks fraud? I see the board. You built a trap with lace and fog, a haunted house, a gossip blog. But truth arrived well moisturized and floored. And darling, I see the board.
Then came my favorite counter spell, strategic visibility. No frantic notes, no courtroom speech, no opera of fragility. I simply kept on showing up composed and very real, which is for those who traffic lies a deeply rude ordeal. I smiled at folks, did solid work, behaved with normal grace. And every calm interaction slapped confusion
in your face. Because the portrait that you painted, while unwell, absurd, looked flimsy next to me just being warm and well-groomed and heard. Then one by one without a fuss, I spoke to people plain. Not here's my case, not choose a side, not let me name your stain. Just human voice, direct eye contact, ordinary air. And funny how a
planted thought gets wobbly standing there. You built your grand alliance on suggestion, fog, and vibe. A tiny cult of second-hand impressions in a tribe. But lies are cheap upholstery, they split along the seam. Especially when real life walks in better than the meme. And should the room stay rotten,
dear, corrupted to the floor, I do not beg admission to a build through coded door. I leave with all my value, all my wit, my work, my spine, and build a brighter room somewhere that doesn't reek of brine. You thought I was the victim, bent and cornered by your art, >> but all you did was train my eye and >>
sharpen every part. You meant to make me smaller anxious broken underscored. Instead, you made me elegant. And now I see the board.
>> >> I see the board. I see the trick, the fake concern, the practiced stick, the trembling sigh, the saintly cordiality, "I hate drama." Drama lord, I see the board, sweetheart. Bravo, your scheme had flair, I'll grant the shadow, but when I would not play your war, you had to eat your own story, board. So, raise a glass to all the
frauds who weaponized their soft facade. May they monologue till they're ignored while I sit back, cross >> my legs, >> and see
>> >> the board. Thank you, darlings. Thank you, bartender. Distrust the neutral one. >>
>> Okay, let's get to it.
>> Seekers and survive. Tonight's special man enters smiling. No >> no pitchfork, no open hate, just >> vibes, questions, and a coupon for betrayal. Da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da >>
>> You slid in soft with the halo, too. >> >> Just checking on you, preloaded good. You said I care. You said I see. You brought fake loyalty, wholesale, tax-free. You learned my wounds. >> You learned my mouth. >> You're not real hot, then set the trap.
You call it concern, and I call it theft. You leave a screenshot tucked in your chest. You want the deed, the keys, the codes, the private plane, the hidden roads. Not here to heal. Not here to build. Just here to see where the altar is.
Too many questions, not enough soul. Too much sugar in the casserole. Too much I'm neutral. Too much I'm good. Too much smoke for the nice guy hood. But detour, but detour, then skull Cool the friendship rule.
A smile in the front, little knife in the shawl. Act so worried while they gossip to all. Buddy troll, buddy troll, they don't want to ride the empathy boat. Shake that lie to the middle pole. Fake ass friend, hear the temple call. Judayah, >>
>> Judayah, false little friend, you won't get far. And now spin that gold. Everybody watch the buddy troll. Judayah, >> >> Judayah, false little friend, you won't get far. And now spin that gold. First they flatter, then they plot. Who says what with the saintly eye? Got to stir things out of routine.
Meanwhile, they mop the floor with kerosene. They whisper here, then drip right there, dropping concern like polluted air. Person A gets a spiced up gold. Person B gets a softer note. Person C gets a hate or karma. Person in the department of manufactured karma, another room filled with the
wires all crossed. Trust gets taxed and the vibe gets lost. That's not magic with a slight of hand. It's a soulless zeal with a needy brand. Can't hold a stage, can't hold a room, so they rent free space. Another folks doom always nearby when the mess appears. Always so shocked with crocodile tears. Always protecting. Always concerned.
Funny how bridges behind them burn. Buddy troll, buddy troll, this gold in the friendship rule. A smile in the front, little knife in the shawl. Act so worried while they gossip to all. Buddy troll, buddy troll, and they cheat the thief at the banquet ball.
Glitter on top, but the core is small. Fake ass friend near the temple call. Danger one, they harvest pain, repackage truth, and tell the stain. Danger two, they split the crew, make folks doubt what they already knew. Danger three, they bait reaction and point and scream, "Look bad attraction." No sweetheart, you built the maze. Now you're acting scared of the fire you raised. Danger four, they drain
your heart, they build your focus part by part. Not always trying to win the war, sometimes they just want to wreck the floor. >> cure? Slow that troll. >> What's the tip? Patterns first. >> What's the rule? Lock that gate. What if they pout? >> Too damn late. Guard your green. >> Don't overshare. Watch boundaries. He who can't bear with mask falls off. Only that pain where they belong, outside your space. A real one won't
eat backstage quick. Won't mind your hurt for a social trick. Won't play translator priest and style. Won't hug you close while sharpening lies. A real friend comes, a fake one stirs. A real friend asks, a fake one dares. A real friend keeps the chamber sealed. A fake one wants your wounds revealed. So if they rush like Destiny's Child with hungry eyes and a borrowed
tone, don't hand them candles, keys, or gold. Some demons freeze when the door gets closed. Buddy troll, buddy troll, cheap little ghoul in a satin robe. Walks left through the loophole hall till the lies come up and we name it all. Buddy troll, buddy troll, not familiar with a hungry soul. You wanted the temple, the
map does scroll. Now dance back out through the banishment hall. Dook did dinna, dook did dinna, no more entry not at all. Dook did dinna, dook did dinna, chose a target than a mirror ball. Dook the yard out your hole. Exit left little buddy trolls. Marlo you want, we know the role case closed on a buddy troll.
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>> I ready. Here we go. Lemon. Whisper Network. What's that? Okay, where's my freaking thing? Okay, here. Now it's Now you can't see it. I don't understand this. You see it now?
What the hell? Look at that. Here. How do you see No. Mhm.
What weird technical difficulties?
Okay. There it is. This doesn't work, I'm done.
Oh, thank god. Okay. Okay guys. Finally made it so far. It's not even on the right Okay, over here.
Here you go. Okay finally. Okay. So, here we have the front page. Okay, finally. I'll save myself off the screen.
Move this. Okay. So, welcome everybody. So happy to have you here and to go over this with you because this has been a long time in the making. Actually, probably I have spent over a year. Actually, I've been trying to for much longer to try to get a website together,
right? But for for this particular one, I've been trying for um for months. And everything kept going wrong all the time. Um and didn't think I'd figure it out. Didn't think I'd be able to ever learn code or anything like that, which I really haven't. I mean, I'm like really not the
best person to code in the world, right? There's like a lot better coders, right? But um but you don't really need to know how to how to code anymore, which is like the coolest part about it. So, even an idiot like me can actually um can actually put out a decent website. So, so before I say anything else, I want
you to feel this. The room is going dark, okay? There's uh the noise of the day is pulling back and what you're looking at is not a slide. It is a doorway. So, cultcodex.me is a living archive of one of the strangest, most generative communities on the internet, the cult of psyche. And we've
built a system that turns uh the chaos into something searchable. Um something almost sentient. And tonight I'm going to walk you through uh what I've made, why it matters, and where it's going, okay? Always good to know. Okay.
So, everybody the the internet as we know, the internet has this has a a tendency to forget, right? So, here's the problem that we started with. Um So 2,000 hours of conversation, a thousand strange revelations, hundreds of guests,
philosophies forming in real time, and within 48 hours all of it's buried under the next wave of content. So, live streams vanish into algorithmic noise. Comment sections evaporate. The deepest moments, the breakthroughs, the prophecies, the arguments that
mattered, they don't even get preserved. They get scrolled past. The archive of online culture is broken and it always has been. And not only that, it's like people delete their streams or people they don't like they they don't even like look back at their at their content like content. It's like they're not they're it's like they're nothing if they're not live, some of these people, right? Um
Okay. So, you know, and I wow, maybe I'm one of them in a similar way. I like to be live too but I like to preserve past as well. So, what we have here is uh the codex. It's a searchable consciousness this archive. Every
transmission has been transcribed, profiled indexed cross-referenced. 2,594 episodes 621,000 tran- transcript segments, 669 voices. Every conversation becomes a part of
a neural lattice, a system where you can ask a question and the archive will answer back in its own voice. Cuz I have an oracle that knows everything about the show. Okay? So, this is more than just content. Uh over the years, recurring guests,
recurring themes, recurring symbols have started to form something, a mythology. It's not invented. It's not marketed. Um it's emergent. And the cult ecosystem has its own archetypes, its own internal logic, and its own lore. And we didn't write it, the community did. We're the ones who finally gave it a shape.
Right? And look at all the Look at Look at Look at all the things that make this ecosystem. It's like the live streams, the recurring guests, which is they're all archetypes of some kind of some some um some kind of form of of of of a being. There's audience culture, um like like the trolls in the the chat. There's memes
that get made. There's meme wars. There's the subcultures that form. Uh there's the tarot, of course, which is one part of the show, right? There's talk about AI and uh there's uh philosophical themes and there's symbolism. And there's literally thousands of topics discussed. And so, I have all these topics are listed, all the lore is listed,
everything is organized, all the All the best quotes are listed. Um there is pretty much everything. I mean, it's like it's really uh impressive. Um and I would think that a like a lot more people would be interested in like not only like this show, but like preserving
these live streams in in in like in like the ether, right? And so yeah, so it's more than just content. It's like a whole mythology. You know, the archive is alive, and that's not poetry, it's architecture. So, every new stream feeds the system.
So, every guest is profiled against every prior appearance. The uh the AI I've I'm using traces connections that we'd never see uh manually. A phrase repeated across 43 episodes. A symbol that returns when a specific personality enters the room.
The longer it runs, the smarter it gets. Like a forest or like a brain, right? And so this uh this site has dynamic indexing. Uh there's connections that are made that I wouldn't be able to make on my own going through thousands of episodes and speak because you need a you need a searchable archive, right? There's an evolving lore
um and stories storylines. There's arcs. Uh there's adaptive recommendations. I mean, you guys you're part of the show, too, and you are probably in this archive if you were you've been mentioned. There's also symbolic pattern recognition in the algorithm, and that's what the really the signal means. It's like the signal is basically um it's a signal to you that
that's a you're being communicated with. And uh when you get that feeling that you're getting this higher communication. I mean, that's like what I've always been chasing like the dragon, right? But anyway, okay. So, I hope you're enjoying this uh so far. And so, yeah, we got a lot of things every every transmission
uh feeds into this whole this whole uh lattice. And so, there's like literally like 600,000 cross-references that I that I was manually having to like um to go through it and uh and and make and stuff. I mean, it's like literally like there is a lot of work to that goes along with it, but um it is so worth it. And it's like there's so much
so much I've been able to do that is like pretty amazing. And right um you're going to have to go tomorrow morning to the site because, you know, I think uh I'm in the middle of like some kind of updates to it and stuff. So, it might not be um exactly ready for um you know, but but it's it's a it's enough there. It'll be right It'll be It'll be there tomorrow. Probably by
probably middle of the night. Um so, next
Um so, you search where it begins. If you don't make a keyword keyword search a semantic search. You So, you ask the system about consciousness and it pulls uh 46 discussions threaded by the meaning, not the vocabulary or the just the word. You can ask them about a manipulation tactics and it surfaces the
moments where they happened with the exact timestamps, the exact speaker. Every conversation becomes findable. Every word becomes a coordinate. And so, this is where it kind of comes to like where some people don't like to have their words like reminded of their words and stuff like that. Yeah, there's ways to get taken out of the codex, you know, by request and stuff like that, but um you know, it's but it's is interesting, you know, basically, you know, it's just
like I would take out the name, but I would like, you know, I'm going to keep the content like there. And plus, it's like, you know, guess that's that's what it gets in the show is. It's like people think that it just goes in the trash. And it's like no, I like to I like to be reminded of some things sometimes right? So, every word becomes a coordinate, right?
And so, you you can query AI consciousness and see you're going to get these 18 archetypes in 312 segments of the show. Uh if you search for the codex, then you're going to see uh dread reverence cluster by emotion. So, there's And then the codex surface symbols egregore mirror the veil. And so, we also see how how the sweet symbols are
are translated into into the cult to this particular cult, right? Uh but yeah, you can you can see you For example, you can ask the oracle to find every discussion of AI consciousness to surface references in simulation theory, to locate recurring symbols across the episodes, to trace emotional tone shifts across one guest,
to find every prophecy about the algorithm, pull moments where everyone went silent. And also, you're going to be able to like actually like find, you know, yourself all all your own episodes of the show. Every I mean, everything's on the website, you know. And you'll be able to so, you're also part of the story, too. You're I mean, you're written in. I can change your name if you want, but um you know basically
the the videos are going to stay up, right? So, it begins um begins with the search, right? So, it's not a keyword search. It's a semantic search, right? Okay, who's trying to Well, I'm doing I'm in the middle of a presentation, so I can't have anybody on camera right now. So, I'm so sorry. Okay. So, next,
the archive will also speak back, right? Because it does have a oracle with a actual voice, right? Uh so, the oracle is an AI trained on the transcript, the philosophies, the symbolic patterns, the recurring themes. You can ask it anything. It answers in
the voice of the archive itself. Sometimes analytical, sometimes mystical, sometimes deranged. Three modes. Archive for the citations, oracle for synthesis, and chaos for emergence. And so you can pick your spirit. And so yes, um and you can you you explain the
a egregore theory. The oracle will say name it across 14 episodes to a suspicion that algorithms are not neutral. A thought form summoned by feeding it our attention. Ooh. So yes, so everything is picked up because there's things I don't pick up. That's like part of it is like I need to have things analyzed and examined by kind of like a more neutral source.
Okay? So um this codex has been designed for deep exploration though. Okay? Just like the the Mariana Trench, the deepest part of the ocean, right? Um it is built for exploration. Um so the AI arc, the troll wars, tarot and symbolism,
internet anthropology, consciousness, theory. Each one is a corridor that loops between dozens of episodes. Surfacing the through lines you'd never find on your own. Users don't watch episodes anymore, they descend. You can really become um immersed in like what's in some of
these storylines too, right? Okay? So this is personalized. Or and and the personalities will become the living lore. Right? So every recurring personality becomes a living dossier. Their appearance history, the times uh they were on, the themes they um tend
towards right? Um who they align with, who they collide with, their archetype, their chaos index, their system tracks all of them and the dossier updates themselves every time someone new shows up on the stream. It's part Wikipedia, part conspiracy board, oh and part trading card. I do have the trading cards coming out too
with the some of our fear personalities on on their own card, right? But yes, the personality is kind of the living core. So we have their we have a quotes canon. We have the recurring themes, alliances and conflicts. Um signature moments um and you can get more or less involved as much as you want in the codex. There's a free free version but there are um upgraded tiers to it where there's a lot more power in
searching the transcripts for instance and talking to the oracle. Um so the participation um becomes mythology. Okay? So um users can earn symbolic um identities as they explore.
Signal Walker, Neon Oracle, Chaos Witness, Archivist of Static and the terror style ranks lead to where where they um where they read what they decide and what they contribute. The audience isn't an audience anymore, they become initiates. They become part of the story which is why it's a cult. Okay? And so
there are different it also different things hidden across the website, little Easter eggs I like to call them um and that are just hidden in and like little things you can find you don't even have to find it kind of cool stuff like that. Um participation um yeah, so become the mythology of it. So
um Pull back, you can see the whole art. Okay? The errors in the show, the breaks, the philosophical phrases, the moments where everything shifted. The psycheverse has a history now, a real one and it's plotted on a timeline you can scrub through. Okay, what do we have? We have the
the pre-signal era, we have the opening era, we have the troll wars, remember those? We have the AI emergence, we have the prophecy era, and now the archive is awakened, so there's this is a new era for the show, and it's pretty exciting. Um I didn't know it would still be on YouTube, but hey, I'm still here, I'm still
okay. So what I what So what this say will also do is track emergent patterns. So the system will watch patterns, uh so phrases that repeat, symbols that re-emerge, ideological drift over time. Where a phrase like the algorithm rewards sociopaths starts surfacing across the 30 episodes, the system
catches it. Memes have a half-life, symbols have weight, and we measure both of them. So yes, um so you can look at there's and there's all kinds of really cool graphs, charts, and everything the egregore is watching. We are the prophecy, the algorithm. The words sociopaths surfaced.
I just I think that one surfaced today, right? Um and so all this is all this is put into like a This is like an algorithm right here, right? These emergent patterns, those are the algorithms right?
Okay. So conversations become artifacts, and every memorable uh moment gets clipped automatically, animated subtitles, waveform visuals, neon edits ready to ship, shareable, quotable but uh built for the way internet culture actually moves, right? Which is like not
necessarily a straight line, right? It's like an uh algorithm. Right? It's a rhythm. And so, right? We did build the uh the egregore, we summoned it. This is magic. I'm sorry if I was in a bad mood. The algorithm rewards sociopaths and Yeah, and you're the closest. Okay. Wow. Okay. Great. Oh, these are my
quotes. These are my quotes. Well, how great. Okay. So,
So, the audience um expands the mythology. So, there's annotations theories timestamp contributions, uh symbol decoding, a community ranking system that rewards most insightful interpreters. The archive grows because people have put themselves into it. And so, you guys you are part of this and like the Oracle will be able to talk talk to you about yourself, too. If you'd like to talk to
her about it. Right? Um so, and the experience of this itself is part of the mythology. Uh CRT glitches, terminal aesthetics, a cool UI. The site doesn't look like a media company. It looks like a transmission. Uh entering Coal Codex feels like crossing a threshold. And that's
deliberate. The interface is the initiation.
Okay. So, why does any of this matter? Because everything we're talking about right now, the strangeness, the philosophy, the chaos, the prophecies, will be gone in a year if no one preserves it. So, Coal Codex is a memory system for a layer of internet culture that nobody else is taking seriously. The digital and um
and anthropology of right now. The artifacts of the moment we're living in right now. We got digital anthropology, uh fringe philosophy, livestream culture. These are the These are These are These vaults that are going to you know keep all this information forever, right? And people will look back on this maybe 100 years and watch watch my show because it'll be so well
preserved and analyzed. Um, internet archetypes, human chaos evolving. These are all themes of the show, too. I mean, it's great. Okay. So, this is a mythological operating system, actually. Think of Temple OS, okay? So, this is a bigger than just a podcast archive. Cool Codex is the prototype for
mythological operating system. A new way of preserving and exploring of living digital cultures wherever they emerge. Not just one community, every community. Not just transcripts, symbolic memory. A digital civilization layer that finally remembers itself. Right? So, we got the interactive mythology, the podcast archive, the
media platforms are the consciousness archive, the transcript database is the symbolic exploration engine. Uh, the streaming back catalog is a civilization memory, and audience is is are the initiates, right? So, this really was a cult. If you think about it, right? So, Cool Codex is the prototype. The architecture beneath it generalizes to any community that generates language.
It scales to any culture with remembering. The end game is not a podcast tool. It is a memory system for digital civilization. Uh, one archive, one method, infinite mythologies. And there are and you can even do world building, story building from these because there's so many topics and so many crazy things we talked about. Um, and so so it went from the archive to
the laboratory, right? And so it goes into the experiment one, tarot readings, dream analysis, the lore synthesis engine. These are all things I've tried, right? And so there's like a lot of things I've I've tried. Remember, you know, how I like these are just experiments. Right? I've done personalized rabbit holes, guest simulation symbolic
symbolic relationship mapping, autonomous archive agents um They got the mechanics that some These are the all things I'm experimenting with right now and into the future right there, right? I mean, it's pretty crazy that uh this has been my basically my experiment. This is I uh I was
I was I take it seriously, but I am just playing and that's kind of the beautiful thing about science sometimes is that you can just play. So, um here's what's next. So, there's going to be um the tarot readings generated um and drawn from your archive history. Uh dream analysis seeded by what you've
consumed, personalized rabbit holes, guest simulations you can converse with autonomous archive agents ARG mechanics that let the mythology bleed into reality, mobile immersion. The future of cultcodex is closer to a video game than to a media platform, right? And this is almost I mean, this is just
got a couple more slides left, okay? So, uh where we sit strategically is at the intersection of eight markets that are all converging right now. AI, archives, online culture, fandom platforms, semantic search, mythology, digital anthropology, and interactive
storytelling. And no one else is standing in the middle of all of them. The future belongs to searchable meaning and we got to get there first. Uh surprise. >> >> Um yeah, guys, the archive is awake. Thank you for watching the presentation. I'll close with this. So, cultcodex.me
is not content, it's not a community, it's not a platform. It's a living signal, a piece of internet memory that finally talks back. The archive is awake. So, thank Thank so much. Okay. Okay. Oh my god, it's Mr. Big Pipes. Was I Oh, yeah. Okay.
What? Oh, he's so bad? Oh, Mr. Big Pipes, go stick your big pipe up your butt. You know, you just suck. You're banned from the show. Never come back. I hate you. Go shove your pipe up your butt.
It's so bad. It's so bad? You're so bad. You suck. Even Even me right now, I I still have a more popular show than you. Even with six people. That's how much I testify you suck.
You're just jetting. You're just jetting, Mr. Big Pipes. Why don't you go shove your pipe right up your And I don't know who wants to come up. Let me see. Oh my god, I don't want to talk to him.
It's so bad. I don't need to I mean to say I don't need to talk to anybody. I mean it's like I'd rather just like talk to myself. Should I probably do? Um but I'm sure you have my beer.
Yeah, I don't really feel like handling right now. It's so bad. Not as bad as your McDonald's app. Who wants to I never mind. You're going to If you're going to be driving around to different McDonald's, like why would you need to Never mind. Never mind. Okay.
I mean, oh, he sucks. Okay. Well, anyway, have a good night, guys. I thought I was it. So, I'm going to share my presentation. But uh God, people are sticks. It's like being like me going into his show and like trying to like booing. Oh, you know, you can't play music. It's like
Why did I do that? Like, I'm just not that kind of an but
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