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Psyche hosts a late-night open panel tarot and chat session, discussing recent panel appearances, tarot readings, personal reflections, and negative chat interactions. He apologizes to Emma and expresses his love for her, while also talking about his imperfections and the importance of empathy.
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Browse era →what's up guys my Valentine's shirt it's the last call tonight I just have another half of a mango burito left I have a burrito cooking in the oven so I'm ready to chat with you guys I'll do another reading I um I was on some shows tonight open panels they're
really cool really cool nice I had a oh oh my my last uh my last show you guys got to check it out we had DJ Electra there we had be there we had Jamie's um Jamie Jamie 43 minutes with Jamie we had Meer there we just had we had a noble there uh we had guys we had
just a lot of people in the chat it was it was crazy it was a lot of people I'm sorry the Rock and uh we also had JJ was there what's up guys how are you doing I'm just uh goinging a final show tonight I'm not so drunk I can't control myself you're here Trix is here there's and and ruy is walking in the corner this is
Trix you purring he is purring I want to thank you um money 420 and uh talk yourish what's up guys how are you guys want to um want to want to C on the panel and say hi to me I'll invite you I can't pin it tonight I'm probably
too drunk to pin it but what's up He-Man how are you thank you for coming back yeah I apologize to Emma I I really did love Emma all along it was just everything everything everything I said negative was just to get her attention and stuff like that and it backfires she probably won't forgive me but I do love
her I'm sorry I'm sorry if I offended her she was my great interview hey you're happy we're happy all we're all happy here I don't care if she doesn't like me I'll I'll still love her I want you guys to support Emma leviathan's Channel go go over say hi to
her she's on she's on now if she never forgives me it's okay right I do love her and I'm sorry if I said something wrong it was out of anger guys we all have our we all have our angry moments right don't make me put on the jam tomorrow Jam yesterday so jam tomorrow
Jam yesterday but never ever Jam today right this is here's here's a Trix Trix you want to say hi to the chat yeah guys I'm really I'm not mad at anybody like no matter if someone hurts me or whatever if I react it's because I'm
just trying to see where their loyalties Li if they they come back and stuff like if they don't it's not meant to be right Trix you're happy how are you you doing he man I love you he man thank you so much for being my chat he's purring he's a little he's purring Trix do you like to watch me in the shower when I
shower always you look at me in the shower you get when I'm in the bathtub you you get in the bathtub sometimes he's a sweetheart he's this little sweetheart are you a little sweetheart but where's Magic where's Magic I haven't seen magic I'm sad guys I haven't seen magic in a few days
magic is always usually here usually means magic has got a little bit horny went wandering in the in the city and can't find his way back okay beet told me to put a blank out in front of my house and stuff like that I will try that a blanket or a shirt and stuff like that maybe he'll come back hey Rudy's over there too you guys are
doing good I think I posted the link did I did I not yeah I did there's a streamyard link right there you can come chat with me it's only midnight maybe 3:00 a.m. for you guys I was on other panels tonight wow I was on this panel just now and I did tarot readings and everyone liked their terot everyone was and the guy last guy I did the terot reading for he
was like wow that was like you help me you help me a lot so I'm happy with that I try to do my best guys I'm not I'm not I'm not perfect right how come your chair cards didn't predict Marty's death well because I don't think I'm supposed to predict deaths and also I don't think deaths are easily
predictable but Mike I I I did love Marty I did love Marty maybe I pulled the death card and I some when I sometimes when I pull the death card is just a negative card I just look at another card after that and and stuff like that I don't like to pull the death card I might have pulled the death card for him
but I don't like to predict that kind of thing I don't like to like say oh this is going to like there's death okay okay so sometimes when I pull the death card because it usually means transformation we had Jamie encourage to I I don't know about I don't I don't want to say that I'm not gonna say that I'm not gonna repeat that I don't think
I don't think she she she would do that I don't think I don't think so but yeah I don't want to repeat what you just said yeah
I don't think anyone us encourages anybody else to um do something negative us in like uh in like an evil way I I to didn't I didn't see that so I can't comment on that I have no idea and I don't think so I don't think
so because I know she loves him I know she loves him loves himy I I I had a Russian woman um pouring me down my throat basically right for a while right was she encouraging me to die maybe she was but uh I don't I don't want to go we're going to a dark area here
right okay well that's not that's not the same as like telling it's like it's like telling him make his own decisions right it's not it's not encouraging it I didn't I don't know about the the quotes and everything but Jamie I know Jamie's a good a good heart person and know she loves it and I don't think she
would empathy right empathy I have I I'm I'm an empath I I have strong empathy I have empathy for for all those people involved right guys we don't know what's going to happen the next day we don't control other people right you
can we're going to tell people what to do about it right we're we're she's cordial if she's cordial that's saying something she could be a to me and she could she could troll me and stuff like that if she wanted to she's cordial to me that means there's some some good heart there right
I'm not going to say anything negative about her she's my friend I don't like the Direction this is going I don't know I don't even know what's what's happening I don't know I don't know if it's all uh if it's all like some CIA operation or something like that I really don't know because I feel his spirit I feel his spirit is around right I don't know if it's in a human body or it's it's
just a spirit body I feel spirit's around I feel like and I feel like love there he was a good dude right but I don't I basically I just I just don't know the truth about it I don't know I don't know how how how serious both those person were about saying any things out of anger I've been through every been through angry
situation confronting the truth right right you can confront the truth truth is a loive right the truth is not ever black and white there's a lot of stuff that lot of stuff that goes along with that I don't want to I don't want to judge anybody I don't want to especially I don't want to judge her she's she's hurting right now okay
you guys are having fun tonight yeah but I need apologize to um Emma I do love Emma and I'm sorry Emma if I said something wrong sometimes I do sometimes I do I'm not I'm an I'm an imperfect person I've never said I'm a perfect I'm
not a perfect person there's many things I wish I didn't do but I continue learning right okay let's have this last last little bit of this mangorita I'm just having three tonight I'm having AO what's up He-Man how are you yeah I'm trying to do my
best guys I'm not perfect am I perfect am I am I gonna say oh everything I said in the situation was perfect right I'm very imperfect I try to I try to say the best I try to I try to um do my best okay I'm not going to judge other people the last thing I'm going to do is Judge
another person after all the I did wrong right if you guys know what I mean I've made so many mistakes yeah we are human exactly I'm a human being right human beings are not perfect I am gay I'm seven PT pnt umy man yeah I'm gay I'm
very gay I'm was gay as they come but I'm I'm not trying to hide that I'm not I'm not uh I never denied that I always I always been the way that I am okay and my family accepts me my friends for the most part accept me and uh so I don't get offended by that question okay yeah there's just sad things that
happened lately all I can do is apologize all maybe it's not good enough right but whatever happens supposed to happen people in your life are going to stay in your life they're meant to be there people that are not meant to be in your life you you can uh you can wish them the best I'm disgusting okay well thanks
a lot can a mod if there's a mod in the room can they just ban that person forever I'm disgusting okay bye wow guys I'm just being myself guys really I'm just being myself right here you can you can ban that person scroll on go find another chat to
to bother right okay you're just being a troll you're just being a mean person not into mean people haters right I know Mike understands to guys I never said I was perfect I never said I was I never said I was um the icon to live up to all I do is I I do
readings for people oh pleas Mike I don't know I want to make it racial right yeah I want everyone to be happy here I want it to be a safe space for everybody okay hold on there I don't I don't have any mods in the room He-Man can I make you a mod I you don't want to be a mod or Mike I'll even make you a mod anyone want to
be a mod and just kick that person out or I'll just kick that person out trying to do my best here right I'm not did I ever say I was perfect I'm sitting here with my shirt open I like I like my mods on my back kind of it's okay it's it's okay they don't
my nose I had a nose job do you understand I had a nose job how do you know how do you know what my nose means right yeah I had a nose job this person is being just hateful He Man okay okay he man you can keep that person
out hold on or he I'm trying I try to do He-Man He-Man Mike yeah I know it's like and some people will just say the worst things right they'll just say the worst things to try to hurt your feelings and stuff like that it's okay I understand that I'm not going to feed the trolls I don't want
wrestle I'm not in the mood to wrestle with trolls right now okay I hope everyone's doing good if you don't want to be a mod Mike you don't have to be Cinemas what's up bro how are you doing yeah guys guys I've been I've been gay since I was uh since I was like probably 12 years old or you probably
younger than that my family always accepted it and I don't try to push on other people I don't know what's going on yeah I'm I'm doing I'm doing good tonight I had a really fun chat tonight we have 11 people in the chat wow 11 people my last name Gita I have a burrito in the oven I have my H breakfast bre in the oven I
have some chocolates that my neighbors gave me it's a fun chat tonight that I do the I the streamyard link you guys can scroll up find the streamyard link you're very welcome to join the panel chat with me you want to say something to my face Sam I don't think but Sam man banned me he didn't really ban me he uh Ed me out and he he KCK me up his panel and stuff like that but then I heard
tonight he was asking for me back um to his panel so I don't know if that's Banning right yeah he didn't ban he just kicked me and but he was asking for me tonight to come to his panel and stuff like that so there's something I with Sam man and I I don't I don't know what it is um but I I hope you can be cool and stuff like
that I was not trying to hurt his panel or offend him thank you thank you
Mike okay now I'm out of alcohol not going to order anymore I love you he man thank you thank you so much okay guys that Sam guy has link to some strange Islamic propaganda well TR smoke I don't I don't know about anything
about that really I don't know about that but sometimes we have links to things that we don't agree with and stuff like that I I have to talk to the person find where their heart is I believe everyone has a good heart and uh I believe I can connect with everybody's
heart so I I don't judge people I don't want I don't want Islamic prop I don't want strange Islamic propaganda but I don't know anything about that really I don't know I don't know what you're talking about but hey what's up Tracy how are you how are you Tracy if you want to hop on the panel tonight we
can have a chat I have my I I drink all my mangoritas I just had three I can't drink anymore I have a burrito in the oven I have a another cigar I was like what the hell I'll just hang out there's a lot going there's a lot yeah there's been a lot of drama this week there's a lot of people with different opinions my my shows just my Show's a
little bit um take taking off going crazy I want to keep it safe space for everybody Taco yeah my my neighbor um she her family has a restaurant called called Barren and on Friday and Saturday they have breakfast burritos and you have to order them on Wednesday if you want to break you have to make a reservation right it was some art how
how are you is everyone doing good tonight hey Trix you're here I haven't seen magic in a couple days concerned magic and Trix are like little brothers they're Inseparable here's here's Trix Trix you want to say hi let that's Mr Trix Trix you're you're a little shower
peeper trick he has Illuminati eyes right Trix you have your Illuminati eye you're always you're always winking a little bit always a little wink he a little wink right there okay magic is Mia I haven't seen magic in a few guys just pray for magic I
think he probably found a probably found a um a neighbor that that's feeding him and stuff like that you know sometimes my cats do that and stuff like that I just hope you know I also have coyot in the neighborhood I have um there other other threats from going outside what's what's up kitty gang yeah I'm in the kitty gang I'm I'm beat as I'm beat his rightand man
be is my gang leader guys by the
way I love be I love Tracy I love He-Man I love art vanderlay um I love Mike I love Cinemas everyone's doing good yeah we are the kitty gang over here right yeah thank you Mike if Mike wants to join the panel
finished with my beers tonight I don't think I'm going to drink anymore yeah big hearts Trix you want to say hi Trix or Lola or or Lenor you know I got a bunch of but I got a sweet cats even if humans let me down sometimes my cats never let me down you
know cats never judge you my cats always love me matter no matter what you want to say hi come on Trix how's everyone doing hope you had a good Valentine's day yesterday it's now now it's midnight so it's now it's unless you're in Hawaii it's uh it's it's not Valentine's Day anymore it's the day of the dirty sheets
the the shout out to all the housekeepers out there cleaning up those dirty sheets it's it's a lot of dirty sheets this morning prayers for magic let's let's pray that magic comes back I think he will I just heard a cat come in tricks tricks just his ears perked up he's like who's that who's that who's that magic
back is Magic back or is it marbles who's coming in right guys it's I don't think it's magic I think it's maybe marbles but you never know you never know okay my first idea what they with
Sam man is what we go to a lunch we have a lunch we have a talk together I get to know him he gets to know me we can see compatible I already like I like him we we have a guest tonight let's say hello to Cinemas Cinemas you better be
nice hey what's going on man what's up dude how are you I'm chilling having a good night how about yourself good how did you find me how did you find my Channel or how do you know me um I heard you about that I sometimes watch that Sam man guy I'm not the biggest fan of him but I heard you
and him had a spout we had a spout well I was I was on his panel one night and then he like he banned me or he kicked me out of the chat and stuff and Banned Me didn't ban me he just time me out and stuff but I was hitting on a little bit and stuff I I I think he's a good guy
um go ahead you said you were hidden on him yeah well I hit I hit on I hit on every guy I I'll hit on you if you want me to no I don't want you to but he does call every on Papa so he's he's kind of inviting that you know what I mean right I'm gay he's also in I he people are
making funny for being gay Sam and himself is into transexual people right but but I don't judge him for that I mean I don't judge I my one of my best friends is transexual they're going to come on the show soon her name is naughty Exotica she has the most amazing
makeup she's a sweetheart she's going be my next interview and uh I not the oven's going off you hear the oven yeah I hear that brother but NAD Nadia is cool and Nadia I turn my oven hold
yeah dude dude I'm a I'm a gay guy and I I I'm a single gay guy he up with anyone clapping must have been hot and B yeah because Sam Man's chat was all my side I was also on KK's
chat tonight I'm on be's chat I'm in the kitty gang I'm I'm I'm beat as enforcer or something like that I I don't know I don't know I don't know the gang rules or something but I think beat his enforcer or her right hand to left hand man but we're cool and I'm cool with you dud I I won't hit on you I promise okay
all right cool no yeah we're cool man you seem like a chill guy yeah I am I am and I um I don't want to make anyone comfortable I want to make everyone I want what is this channel yeah He-Man I think they're they're posting it and stuff like that yeah but here if you and talk about Sam man check this out check out what I got but that thing on stage
there you're talking about ha cat gang too that's a little picture of my avatar on there but listen to what samon had to say like not but a few months ago if he's gonna criticize you yeah it's backstage you can pull it up okay you can show you can show it and stuff like that you have to put it on the stage it's like a guest backstage
that it's not gonna be it's not a porn bom right I'm not doing it no I'm no trickster I'm no trickster okay I'll try I'll Trust you for a minute okay we're good dude why wouldn't I have porn bom when you were turning off your stove and not here he man he man you're you're fly
with me did I get the thing right hold on one more time do you see it back oh I was so excited when we got Jamie Rose up on the panel first SE times because I look I got some pictures of her papa got some pictures of her and I said this girl's got a dick for sure for sure 100%
this is the tea girl or come to find out this ain't got no penis she she's just a real woman she's got big ass face she got a big ass head I'm like damn so you know we got to start I don't know we got to start dising stuff from that we gotta find some real two girls up on down you know yeah I mean that's the guy who's trying to criticize you and there's more than just that so I mean
like if he's going to make fun of you for being gay he should explain himself for all this te I don't think he ever exp I don't think he me for being gay I was hitting on him and then he may have got a little bit blushy over it but you know you think maybe he got
aroused may maybe I don't know but I think they're s man's Channel but guys I watch I watch these channels and they're they're called it's like it's like the really hot they're really really hot transexuals like like you would never know that they were well that sounds like have you ever seen those channels where they're like really hot right these they
all about what are they about but they go on a monkey or they go on chats and they go and then they tell the guys are trans transexual 90% of the guys are like I don't I don't give a I don't I wantan to with I want to around with you 10% of the guys are like oh you're disgusting and they hang up and stuff like that I know
yeah well there's a lot of there's like groovy Jimmy and Sam and a lot of them they kind of seek out the tea girls even like it's not a matter of they're okay with it they're called trans Chasers and things like that and and they right guys really nobody car nobody even cares
like there's like 1% of guys that are like I'm so straight I would never be attracted but if you're attracted to like the 90 guys are all about the illusion right so if you if you pull up the illusion 90% 90% of the time and even if you have a dick the guys will not even care but I understand there's some guys that do not
want to be associated with it and will get embarrassed I definitely care I mean that's like getting you open a birthday present there's a bunch of broccoli in it I mean come on if you're expecting a chick and then there's a dick down there that'd be a valentine day you're if you're attracted to the to the hair and the and and the makeup and the smile want their though at the end of the day it's
not the smile there's always the butthole at the end of the day though right no that's not that's not an alternative that's that's sodomy that's not an alternative okay but you're getting you're getting biblical on me right now you're you're saying okay sodomy Sodom more biblical stuff like that well we can call it anal butt poop
sex too if you want to call it that right but that that's that's that's with also heterosexual couples can prefer that kind of kind of love right and so it's like not that's not even important what's important is like you follow the personality of the person right what important is that you're if you're
attracted to the to the face and the hair and the makeup and the the boobs and stuff like that are you gonna like at the last second you see the dick and then you're like okay well now I'm out right well you don't think that's a deal breaker if you see the dick last second well maybe not the dick but if you but
it's most basically we're both male and female right okay we both we can all we can all agree to disagree Verte is here hey what's up guys guys we're having a really fun panel tonight I'm having good at hey you have a really cute cat right there I put you on full screen right there hey thanks bro here actually now that we're on the talk there's still a little more audio we can play with it go
down by the corner I like to go to you know they got they got good sandwiches they got good hot cocoa but the real prize there the real thing you shopping for there they got some premium te girls you heard they like to
hang out near the front te girls I like girls girls girls te girls yeah te girls this guy's CRA Papa so when I go down there in Winter no tea girls so you know it's like in Winter we all starve in you heard yeah apparently the during the win the transgender Community kind of
migrates out of NYC a little bit your city I'm I'm in La I'm not I'm like very far I'm like as far away as you can get from NYC and some yeah that's Sam Sam Sam Sam man I don't judge Sam man Sam man I'm a I'm a guy I'm I'm like I'm not a trans at all I'm like very
male energy and I was hitting on him and he didn't quite like me hitting on him but Sam man I'm not your enemy um basically I'm here to like I mean can't let a man disres you the guy has these rules where you have to pay to get people kicked off no one paid to get you
kicked off he kicked you off I mean you should feel slighted and disrespected yeah maybe I should but I think be be said someone some be be said definitely someone paid him to take me off someone gave him 20 bucks or something like that because I was I'm a little bit too meta I don't know
meta or something that meta or meta you being too gay because they didn't like you hitting on him I was no I was I was hitting on him for sure meta mean I was a little bit too close to the truth little bit and they didn't want to hear the truth
yeah yeah and guys also if if you don't want to be hit on by me I hit on I hit on Mexican I have a hard I have Lefty lefty gun plays like enforcer in my chat and stuff like that and he's cool with me okay and and uh maybe I hit on him a little bit maybe he
got offended and stuff like that but he he'll to get lety gum play too like I want I want to me get lety gum play but uh yeah I I've been to jail for a few days I took a shower with all the guys I basically said I was straight and they let me into the straight jail and uh I
made a boyfriend jail is there a full on wait is there a full gay jail just the jail full of gays yeah they have a gay section of it it's mostly drag queens like really ugly drag queens and stuff and I didn't want to be in that that section I wanted to be with the straight guys and right and so they sent me to the straight guy I I had a shower with
all the straight guys and we were all being very playful and and all naked and playing so guys what are you guys playing like freeze tag we we're playing like like um like pet the snake and stuff like that and P the snake how do you play that game we're doing SN fight short fighting and all this kind of stuff the straight jail they do that in the straight one
yes they do they do the straight G the straight jail can be even gayer than than the gay the G the problem with the gayil is that it's mostly drag queens and really bad drag queens like really like unattracted so so even though they had yeah they had me done as gay what's
what's up grinder gu so I I had a peckerwood boyfriend and a and a Mexican boyfriend I he made a Ramen sandwich they all like they said they said they're like you're really cute they're like instantly they're like you're really cute and they're like
they're like they all gave me their their lunches and I had a whole mattress of all their lunches and stuff and they're like they're like invited me to the shower and stuff like that and they gave me the shower shoes and and they gave me they let me use their phone phone cards and stuff like that I I really I don't I didn't think I was that cute to begin with right you're
flatter I'll tell you I'll tell you the whole stories about this and and I had the pecker boyfriend and we were both trustees and he he he's like in the freezer with with me and he like gave me some Jello and he gave me the some cheese um some some cheese and stuff like that and it what nothing happened right I know Tracy I'm telling this I'm
telling my jail talk this is jail story talk it's jail St yeah and uh I'm not saying like nothing happened I never had sex with anybody in there but you only played pet the snake and stuff like that yeah and but they were all friendly by the way they were they were like nobody was mean to me there's one guy when I went to this one cell and I was like
when am I when am I gonna get out I thought I was gonna get out in in 24 hours I've been here for three days and he's like everyone came in the jail in the cell and they're like damn he's like damn this guy's complaining like a and stuff like that and then everyone had to laugh and I just went to sleep we have another guest tonight let's say I had a ver tag ver
tag is my mod what's up bagag up up what's up we're talking tonight what's up Cru go I know Trac G me good food okay so vert you're in the Philippines right yeah I'm from the Philippines awesome and you're awesome
guy and you're really cute too you're you're and you're you're a great mod I'm sorry if I did if I if I ever Lay You Down by not giving you a reading or I was too drunk to do a reading and stuff like that I'm sorry you're like you're always awesome mod thanks thanks so bag bag you know you know who
you know who helped me most my channel I have a friend named Tona Adventures I I think I showed you her Channel have you have you seen Chona Adventures yet yeah I have seen his channel s yeah yeah so she's a she's such an awesome person and she like she's like I'm going to give you a banana and I thought banana meant something else but she got me all these subscribers she got
what's up Mike yeah she got me all the subscribers and uh most of my subscribers are probably probably from her help right everyone having fun in chat chat chat this is a little bit of a different show if you're not used to real talk if you're not used to little bit little
bit we're all having fun here yeah yeah we weird I know we weird but it's so good it's all good what's your name again ma'am it's a sir his name is Verte oh it's a sir vertek he's my mod and and I think
you're my mod too and so you you guys better get along you you guys guys it's all about verr ver tag yeah I think there's an r in there I think it's ver trag is it ver trag or ver ver trag
yeah B trag okay nice 12 people in chat tonight too guys guys you know we we're all there's straight guys here there's gay guys here there's lesbians here there's transsexuals here there's um is transexual no he's a really cute
guy I was just checking no you see how cute he is look at it look at look at his picture you see how cue is Well's a little Filipino man by the by the look of it but that's not I would I think a cat is cute you know I don't think a little Filipino man is cute but that's it's it's okay it's okay put him
in a wi put him in a wig you think he's a pretty pretty hotkey okay but you know I was I don't know about all that okay I I lived in Thailand for for like a for like a month and Thailand is known for lady boy Central lady boys right we have lady boys but also the lady boys are the most ferocious boxers in in Thailand right they they are like they will they
will fight like the straight guys and they'll win and stuff like they're like the most ferocious boxers right you don't you don't want to with the lady boy they had a punch right am I right forag yeah aggressive so uh let me scroll up and find your name
again um see you're saying that vertrag you're saying that you get beat up by a lady boy a Filipino lady boy if you were in the ring no no well then they must not be that good of Fighters if they can't and kick anybody's ass ver ver get some muscles I've seen seen vertex
muscles and he's he's a ferocious fighter too and how many how many lady boys can you take on if they rush you at once no no not at least two zero zero
get he's a straight he's a straight guy it's ver it's ver tag ver Am I Wrong well I'm gonna go back there's an r in there I'm positive oh okay is you're mod man come
on okay I'm sorry br trise br TR you can take on a boy right you can punch one out right no NOS guys are we having fun guys guys it's all it's all about a laugh and it's it's not not trying to hurt anybody's
feelings not trying to make judgments lady I'm sorry bag I I miss I missed the r oh it's okay it's okay I know you're joking there's a lot of diversity in the panel in the chat though it is beautiful to see that's our strongest that's our biggest strength is diversity right and
I want I I have homop homophobic homophobic people on the panel I have I've had neo-nazis on the panel I've had oh yeah yeah i' I've had everyone on the panel I want everyone to like Express their opinions and St like that I'm I'm a gay guy I can I can moderate all the opinions I just don't like people that
are like just pure trolls and trying to like hurt other people's feelings and stuff like that but I think we're all strong enough to like um fight against the trolls and stuff like that and we can also Minds people right yeah like I woulden't want someone come coming up here and talking verr yeah so you got verg's back you
just met vertrag and you don't know anything ver seems like a standup guy I don't agree with you on the cute part but I seems like a standup guy a solid at least one and a half lady boys so like a child lady boy and a lady boy in the room even though they are the best figh 29 now I'm 29 I hear you're 29 you
have the Heart of a Lion ver drag I can hear it I like that I like that I like that we have a straight guy and a half lady boy or whatever you whatever TR the half lady boy yeah okay
we don't judge you okay no I know it's joking your name you go by psych right you go by psych we are joking guys it was a joke it was a joke B track is all man I saw saw I saw his picture he's a he's a gorgeous guy he's a he's a
sweet person and you the straight guy is a nice guy he accepts me for being gay he said B B I don't know if you're gay or not okay are you gay no you misjudged him that you're not
gay I'm straight are you sure birre yeah I um I swear he is he is Filipinos can have a feminine look to them that they're very I'll say this no matter no matter who they are they have the best hearts my my father was was um passing
away and he had all Filipino nurses and stuff like and they called him that's never good sorry just kidding no no it's no but no they were really they're really his best and he like he was like he's like the pH he's like one time I threw up blood and stuff on the floor and the Filipino nurses came in mopping
it up and singing and stuff they're just singing and uh and they never as they mopped up his blood yeah demic they came in singing they came in came singing and they're singing songs and they they do not care they not they were not judged they sound evil pych I don't think they evil I think
that's like the best hearts I think that when you can like deal with you know the the Earthly world has has some negative things about it but he was always he always loved his Filipino nurses and and no matter who who is he I mean I I love a Filipino nurse if it's in some kind of if she's you know going to pleasure me
but not if it's she's going to dance and sing in my blood that I just vomited up like what the heck man I'm dying isn't that kind of a love when they when they can like see past the S dance as your life Fades away from this Mortal realm I don't know if I'd like that
right but okay if you're if you're on your D if you're on your deathbed and then you had people saying oh you're disgusting and you're you're this is this or you had people just like singing a song and mopping up the blood and then giving you a massage and like and doing and putting your catheter and stuff like that it's a whole difference it's a people that they're not they're not
phased by by phed by phased by the the the SC scariness the gore of the world and they'll love you and stuff and then they don't judge they don't judge they don't they don't judge and I totally respect that opinion it's like I think there is some beauty to it but I'm starting to think Filipinos might just be bad doctors hi tiger butterfly come back on the panel tiger butterfly I want you to
come back on the panel if you can I'll post the link again guys um we're having a good chat with ver tag and and this Drake guy right here what's your what's your name Cinemas Cinemas yeah Cinemas you know I do my own dreb sometime Cinemas but you know what it's
like with my dad like if you would have someone say oh this is this is bad this is disgusting and stuff like that his feelings would be hurt smiling singing and he's like oh the Filipinos came in the Filipino Nur he had a male Filipino nurse doing the cafer and stuff like and he's like they
just came in singing and mopping it up and like nothing was wrong and and that that really touch my heart okay okay and I respect your perspective on that I'm not trying to down play it you know and if you were in that position if you're in the position of you're in in a bed you can't move in your in your you know in your last breath and then you get
some acceptance and you get people just uh coming in loving you and stuff like that and in a good mood no matter what is what bad stuff is happening around you that's that's that's what's beautiful to me so that's why I love that is and it's good energy that's just I'm stting I just think they maybe there could have been they might have not been the best doctors and that's it's not to downplay the beauty of it no but I think
they were I think they are I think they were the best nurses I don't know about the doctors I mean doctors too but I think they were the best assistants nurses um good Hearts good Hearts um helping him feel better they called him Papa and stuff like that yeah they I me doing their job though at making them healthy like being
Mor their job with a frown you want them doing with a smile and singing and stuff like that and the Filipinos were singing they they and they had and when he passed away they were crying and and that kind of thing okay so it was just just personally for me that's the kind of people I wanted to read my dad I want
my my dad okay yeah so what the does vertrag think vertrag do you agree with me tiger butterfli is coming on the panel too tiger butterflies a beautiful woman Beautiful Soul hey what's up hello sorry have a cough are we all having fun tonight guys I want everyone to be
respectful straight straight guy are you respecting everyone on the panel you're respecting verra and you're respecting tiger butterfly that's what's really important do you think do you think be disrespectful no I haven't heard you being that but I don't I want I don't psych just she it's just
joking okay yeah yeah ver gets it verra gets it okay but I want I just want everyone to be everyone to be happy yeah and Tracy knows the Filipino nurses and she says they're awesome and she's a hospice nurse okay so she understands too they probably are pretty cool right these are people that are taking care of people that are about to
pass away and things like that and and all these kind of things may happen and they have they have a big heart seriously from personal experience just knowing I'm I'm so happy that he had happy people around him and people with a frown and judgmental and like all that kind of thing I want I wanted him have people that are happy and he was he
loved them he loved them they loved him and it was a sweet it was a sweet experience you know how are you doing tiger butterfly I was trying to sleep wasn't working so I woke back up right me too I was about to go to sleep and I was like I want to do a panel I wanna I want to
shat a little bit more with everybody and and tiger butterfly you're such a sweetheart and the I know the other night you tapped into my energy and beat his energy and you started crying and stuff like that because you felt you felt we have negativity around us but you have to know that we are really strong people we know we have the negativity around us we get we're able
to handle it so don't take too much to heart about that but yeah you are very very strong empath tiger butterfly can you say hi to these guys I have to I have to go for to get my burrito for a second I'll be right back okay what's up tiger butterfly nice to meet you nice to meet you I'm Cinemas you can call me
that Cinema Cinemas yeah with with S at the end like movie you know Cinemas how your night rolling along you can't get to bed no apparently not can me or ver TR song keeps on going through my head
as a roll falls down from the Labyrinth David Bowie it's a good one maybe there's some meaning deep deeper meaning to why it's going through your head yeah I know this is annoying
sometimes yeah I feel you on that you've been gambling much recently no I don't Gamble you should start ter butterfly that's one of my favorite songs as the World falls down hold on B TR are you muted hold on tiger butterfly as the World falls
down as the World falls down hey Upsy clumsy we're having a nice panel tonight it's like we have a straight guy we have a Filipino straight guy and we have Filipina who's Noel is Noel in here I not sure no no tiger
belly no we got a good panel though you're right about that it's verra cemas tiger belly and yourself Tiger but tiger butterfly and you better respect this lady because she's such a cool lady and clumsy's a awesome person um and Tracy's awesome person everyone
everyone berr is an awesome person of course that's without saying berr is like he's my mod you know anyone who's my mod in the chat they're a cool person okay straight up want you guys to all respect each other I'll have a fun show I don't want to be have a toxic panel I know you're a little bit
salty cinema cinema I know you're why do you say that why did I say that because you're a little bit salty straight guy right and a little bit why am I salty where's the salt though I'm being kind and cordial okay it's okay no salty is good salty is good because we need little bit sweet with the salt I'm I'm sweet enough for the whole panel and tiger butterfly is sweet enough for the
whole panel and and bir TR is sweet for the whole panel we we need a little of salt okay B left B I'm sorry I didn't mean to offend any offend you because you called me salty it's okay hey um Ty your butterfly can you talk to this guy for a little he needs a little bit of a talking to I think yeah you know you like Chia a
little bit has anyone ever told you that psych what's that have you ever The Comedian Chris deah you kind of look like him I do okay yeah crazy allegations a really hot guy right he's a really hot yeah he had some bad allegations come out against him I wouldn't say he's not what he looks like that's
that's alleg that's that's all personality stuff right okay you don't like Valentine's Day ver I'm sorry ver you're so cool I'm sorry if you left the panel for any reason yeah guys we're having fun clumsy by the way has the cutest Nails she does her clumsy the other day Alisa Jordana I don't know if you like Alisa Jord or not but she had her
ass you don't like her okay well it's fine but clumsy she she had her assistant put on these nail stickers they called like um um what it color Street nail stickers and she put on the nail stickers all crooked like half off the nail there she's like well this one has personality it was all sticky I
swear to God it was a funniest thing she yeah is anyone have guys if anyone offends you on the panel if if anyone's like really bothering you I trust my mods to to let me let me know but I think I think a good chat I trust I trust you Jordana um back in the Howard CERN days you took a bunch of nude
photos and jordana's not even a real name she has some Jewish last name schwar Alicia Schwarz but was that is that shade is that is that something negative she Le well why not go by your real Jewish last name it's a sage name Jordan is a really cool name but she's a shika so
she her um her mother is um Catholic her father's Jewish and so she's considered a shika you know and then a lot of Jewish people would say not a real Jewish not a real Jewish girl the mother thing yeah you go it's your mother's got to be but I mean that's kind of a Hollywood tactic the old bait and which last name change clumsy clumsy clumsy you have you
have total power here clumsy you just have to tell me you have to tell me and I I'll take care of it but I think this guy's I think he's a cool guy I like I like I like his uh I like his uh his uh what he's talking and his Vibes he's a little bit offensive a little bit what do you think tiger butf in free speech over here right tiger butterfly do you think he's okay
guy or or is he just kick him kick him off I want to hear from tiger butterfly what is he is this a cool guy or is he like a dick and I should not be listening to him right now what have I done he's a cool guy yeah than appreciate that you're a cool Al Master computer says kick you all you're not
you're not a mod here okay he's known as a troll and a dick well okay I can deal with trolls and dicks okay I understand when have I been a dick or troll tonight you just been a little bit sarcastic a little bit but I'm I'm willing to hear you out right the N word was brought up again with J I know I know that's part of Jamie's she's part of this Texas
thing she just say a soft n and stuff like that I for I forgive Jamie it was uh Jamie Rose that that L woman's no good I'll tell you that much I've known her for a long guys I hear all the time about people my I all the time this person's not good this person's not I I see that well I'll just tell you from experience and we don't have to go in
depth just take my and you say you think I'm a decent guy so just keep that in the back of your head moving forward okay not a good person would do the opposite of vouge for her keep her away um but do whatever you want to I'm not trying to you know I'll say is Jamie
Rose to me she's been a sweetheart she says some bad things sometimes she didn't say the heart R she didn't say the heart r word she she said that sometimes I'll say the soft soft a word when I do little Kim rapping rapping and stuff like that it's she she doesn't mean
harm okay guys guys guys we we get let's not get let's not get into semantics I don't want to it's not racism it's not racism I'll be back in okay okay dude let me check tiger butterfly for a minute tiger butterfly hold on I'll take him off solo hold come back come back when you're come back come back in a
minute um one second come back in a minute mute yourself I'm just GNA just come back in a second hello wasn't the hard it wasn't the hard art clumsy it was the soft is a soft soft you're think the girl with the
brown we yeah Jamie Rose she's from Texas her um her fiance just passed away it was her birthday today too by the way I'll let you back on dude oh bag wants to come back bag what's up and and uh tiger butterfly can you give me some uh having
trouble with internet connection yeah we hear you I know I know I know Tracy and I don't mean to offend anybody I can't I can't control people say all I know is that she has a good heart she doesn't mean it in a a racist way just like in
certain rap songs they'll say that word and it's not meant in an offensive way right I'm I'm a little bit more forgiving about that am down I'm not know clumsy I know what I'm talk I know what I'm saying I know what I'm saying it was not it was not in a racist
way if it was if it was to do with like racism I would make sure that person's gone if it it was done in a non-racist way in a certain culture how are you
tag well okay guys sometimes I rap a little Kim song and I just read the lyrics from the Little Kim song and stuff like that and sometimes she has the word there and I and I I just read the lyrics and I say it okay I'm not perfect should I just like say ninja instead I can say ninja instead and
stuff like that but it's not meant in a in a bad way okay so guys if you don't agree with me it's fine um it's just basically the the intention behind it like the heart behind it if it's meant in a racist way it's totally different I know I know you did clumsy I
know you did I know you did but look at the heart look at the heart saying that right your backstage Cinema okay I'll you back in hey what's up dude just grab some water what's up dude yeah guys guys guys and
also it's Lang it's words it's it's language stuff like that it's like I've been called f o t a million times on panels and stuff like that and it's like I just I can laugh at it or even like say I'm kind of turned on by it sometimes you know it's like it's a context and I'm sorry it's not meant to
offend anybody it's not meant in a racist way Jamie Jamie I'm not gonna I'm not gonna kick I'm not gonna kick her I'm not gonna kick her off um you said you didn't even watch it for yourself well that that that time clumsy but I know it's not funny guys guys don't be offended who cares about this cancel
culture gobble the G in the first place right that's what I'm saying I'm saying it's all words it's like if the person doesn't have malice in her heart I know she doesn't have malice in her heart towards other race I know she loves other races and stuff let yourself be called that psych live tried to ban Stu before you allow it right I've been called that before but it's like that
that word doesn't like the f a g g o t you can call me that all day it kind of turns me on a little bit so it's it's a totally different I don't know you can call me I know I know Tracy Tracy I'm gay I'm a gay man I'm a gay man I know I know the words hurt and I don't want to fend my chat and stuff like
that your when it's a hard when a hard ER it's like when they say it I say don't say that and stuff like that but we we have a lot of different kinds of people here we have a lot of different kinds of people different PE different cultures and it's sometimes these things are just set up said like up the tongue
without them even understanding it I want to help them understand why not to say that and stuff like that but I don't want to just like ban them and say you're bad because you said like I'm so sick of people being banned for saying certain words and stuff like that I want people to maybe understand it's our First Amendment right to be able to say
those words whether they hurt you or not right and remember Sticks and Stones can break your bones but words will never hurt you that's what we all need to learn a little bit is like words okay words are like swords words can cut they can cut deep sometimes um I don't want people to be hurt and anyone's welcome to leave the channel if they think the language is not acceptable in the
channel but I'm going to let people say in their whatever they want she heard your voice and said yeah she's black that hurt and you you you could have been and laugh fall like oh Tracy if that happened on my show I'm sorry I don't think laughter fall I understand I understand he's a transform in known porn bomber are you trans I've never
porn bombed anyone in my life um I'm not a huge fan of trans people but I wouldn't you know what what's the big idea you know who cares guys what I'm going to do here's here's my thing I've never porn bombed anyone that's just you haven't you you that's the only thing I bother hey
guys here's my thing here's my thing guys and guys I love all Races I love all sexualities I love transsexual people I love all all Races okay I don't want anyone's feelings to be hurt but also at the same time I want to have people say whatever they want to say
it's a it's a hard balance sometimes okay B clumsy is anyone acting like like a degenerate on my panel tonight if if someone's acting was Jamie Rose degenerate tonight Jamie Rose is Jamie Rose is total degenerate okay she wants to booed
ambient out of a guy's ass who unfortunately passed away now um no Tracy Tracy I don't love her more Tracy come on my piano read okay guys I'll give you readings guys I don't want to get into sem what's called a semantics it's like words and then saying oh you said this word you're
a bad person all I can say every anyone can say anything it's about the intention behind it if I had really if I thought somebody had a bad intention or trying to hurt somebody's feelings in particular I would kick them off the panel and stuff like that if they were saying something very in general in a flippant kind of
way I'll let it in such a frenzy like what happened we've just been having a clumsy clumsy clumsy like seriously guys I can't control what people say okay I can control what I say okay I love people I see the best in people guys are you mad you guys you guys are all mad at me I'm I'm a gay I'm a gay guy I'm you can call me the N word I've been called the N word a million
times I've been called the a million times I've been called all the bad words okay don't say that please okay he tiger butterfly I want to hear from tiger butterfly can I hear what you you have to say because I love you so much can I hear what you have to
say be patient are part of spells so yes they do have power it is the intention behind it and I think she was pretty disrespectful Jamie Rose that is yeah she's a monster that woman I wish say she's a monster I would
say what I know from know her for years I've known her for years she's a monster what I say from Jamie Rose is that to me she's always been a sweetheart to me she's always been listening to what I have to say we can disagree and stuff like that she doesn't always like like my readings and stuff like but she's a good person she
doesn't always say the right words she's from Texas you know the South people have a different vernacular sometimes guys I'm not trying to excuse anybody's Behavior I okay you can call my panel toxic I think tonight I had a really good panel tonight I think I think even Cinema people are saying kick off Cinema he's he's toxic and stuff like that I
think these guys are crazy Cinema but what I'm saying is like I'll let you I'll let you speak your mind I'll let I'll let I'll let vertax vertra speak his mind I'll let tiger butterfly I wanna have everyone say anything they want and we can all learn say anything that bothered you vertrag or tiger butterfly these people in chat
are just up in a frenzy because of Jamie Rose because she's a no good Harlot but I love J but the thing is I love Jamie Rose okay Jamie Rose is my friend and she's hurting right now and and I and she's never been disrespectful to me at all why is she because Marty just passed away well
I have some U I have some crazy audio where she actually talked about uh she Marty messaged her should I do it should I take these drugs she said this on panel she said yeah it just do it you're gonna do it anyway I don't know was your last messages with them I'm not guys I've been I've been a victim of third parties so many times saying I said something and I can get
you a transcript or a clip if you don't believe I saw the transcript already I've been told so many times I said know I said something and and then they've said something to me and Stu like that am I gonna like listen to like third parties back and forth I want to hear from the person I want to talk to the person it is her saying it in the Stream
it's her words her mouth her on the stream with the camera on I believe no I know I know you're hurting too Tracy and I know you're hting you too but okay so Jamie Rose's um ex-boyfriend who she's very close to talk to every day on the phone just passed away two weeks ago she said
she said bad words someone says bad words to me they can be swords right but only if you take it that way i' i' I've heard everything every negative thing you can say about me I've been called PDF I've been called f a g o t I've been called n g g e r I've been called all these things am I gonna take it
personally am I gonna take that to heart it's like these are just words okay I've been called I've been called the worst you can you can say I've been I've been accused of the worst you can say okay am I gonna am I gonna cry about it right no am I GNA like look at the person well I think you're missing it and let me see my two sents here I you're kind of missing the forest for the trees here cuz uh I don't think that
people are saying oh it's free speech it's free speech because that's the argument you're making I think people are saying Jamie Rose is a bad person no but she I know her personally I've talked to her and in private um she's not a bad person I would disagree that's my opinion
okay it's been around these for a while if you don't want to if you guys if you don't agree with me and you don't you don't like my show and you don't like my opinion about it my opinion about it is I like I love this person I'm not gonna just kick her out yeah the guy in the panel making
sense is uh that's that's cinema right okay Cinemas yeah your chat if you want wrench you can Bo you Jamie Rose is my Discord you can you can type in my Discord say
anything you want by how you disagree with I don't want to talk to that person but um I'm not gonna get in the middle of it you know that's why your chats in a rage I get it I'm not going to get in the middle of it chat and we're having a good chat too hi yeah and and you have a fan now clumsy loves you you have to subscribe
to clumsy's channel um can you go to clumsy's channel too and subscribe to her Cinema I I don't have a mod and I can't click on a channel without a mod clumsy can you can you please post your uh your your link I'll post my Discord I'm gonna post clumsy's link right now because clums is my best clums is like one of my best friends she's one of my best friends I care about
are you cool are you cool to you know um tonight on my Discord Pi posted a bunch of furry porn for my Valentine's Day I loved it but not everyone's gonna appreciate furry porn right yeah I think I'm gonna St the Discord but I did subscribe
okay I do guys I I I'm walking a thin line right here because I love everybody in my I love my chat I love my panel I love my friend I love Emma and Emma hates me and stuff like that I love I love clumsy what you arey just be you I'm trying I'm trying I'm trying I'm trying that's what I'm saying
forag I don't get mad I don't get mad over people saying words and stuff like that but I understand other people get hurt so Cinema listen he's defending her actions during a live he didn't even know watch he didn't even watch it how can you yeah know I did watch it clumsy and tonight she did the same thing she did a similar thing but she said she a
soft the soft word okay but I said the soft word before people get mad at me okay I'm not perfect okay that's have I nor no no man is perfect so P posted my my chat my Discord my Discord is 18 or over guys i i al always say my Discord is 18 or over
so I'm not worried because it's 18 or over and so that's the 18 or over part of it okay it's 9 9% um familyfriendly it's 1% adult and so it's all adult no nobody you're a gay guy right right are
you like are you like the the dick guy or the butt guy I'm the dick guy okay well that's the dominant place to be I suppose so that's the good that's what you want to aim for right but I'm not going to judge the butt guy I'm not going to judge the butt guy I'm not going to say wor okay was your
partner it's like playing a game of chess you need someone to play but I was well you ever want to play with me I'll play with you no I don't want and you said you would you you're breaking your rule you said you wouldn't get gay with me uh and start flirting but no I I respectfully decline
okay you want to leave the panel no we're cool okay that's just what said going into it but I did but I didn't I was making a it's called a j o k e if you understand hu m o r I like how you spell stuff out like that that's cool
okay you understand J kill the vibe yeah I get it it was a joke I get it bro I said you look like you want to be here you you can't take the heat you can say out of the kitchen it was a joke I get it dude I'm not trying to kill your Vibe okay everyone's mad at me throwing you
off eternally the bad I'm the devil okay I'm the bad guy I'm the Capricorn energy I I'm the one that pushes the boundaries and makes the jokes and stuff like that and uh and we push people's buttons but that's me you guys everyone mad at me everyone
everyone hates me now okay okay he left okay ch's just mad about Jamie Rose that's what's it's stressing you out I imagine no but about Jamie Rose all I have to say about Jamie Rose is that she's my girl she's like girl you want to have buddy but I'm gonna let you figure it out on your own okay clumsy you hate
me love read about you found out does it work with me okay Susanne Susan I got Susan can I can I have Susan a reading real quick guys my my show is not for everybody it's definitely an adults only show okay but I want to do readings for everybody yeah you have you have a fan
Cinema um you have to go to clumsy's chat she wants you in her chat she loves you that's cool not a big fan of me right now but she loves you okay okay um Susan I am the bad I am the bad guy okay Susan Knight of Pentacles some guy coming into you with a with a with the offer of money right there some guy so we got bring you something you want oh
I'm G to put it on full screen one one second we G to do a three card for Suzanne or Susan so he's coming on his horse with the offer some kind of something that's make Star David no it's a pentacle so it's it's like the pentagram also um Susan you're celebrating with some people three of
Cups love read you're going to meet somebody probably when you're out out partying with some friends no no no um clumsy what I said let me just explain to Clumsy again that night I didn't hear her say that word I was told about it later I watched the live later I I didn't really even hear it
later she says similar words tonight in a non a way that's not directing towards anyone in particular in a Texan vernacular okay I hope you hope you guys are okay and also um Susan yeah it's going to be
happily ever after with this one it's going to be happily ever after and you're guarded also and protected got the big house got people celebrating in the house celebrations going on in the future okay be like that guys you don't have to guys if you don't agree with me you don't have to agree with me if you don't like me you don't have to like me but if you don't want to be here you
don't have to be here either this is is my show I'm allowed to love Jamie I'm not going to say oh because the chat says she's a bad person I'm gonna kick her off and stuff like if I love her at the bottom of my heart I will love her I know I know you have morals and values about you're GNA find out in a in a rough way that's all I'm telling you well wow well well I'm really scared am
I scared I'm not saying I'm scared of you know I'm really scared of you threatening me I'm really scared of the chat saying CH chat chat you do not have to be here go ahead and clip me go ahead and say you this person's a bad person am I a bad person no I'm a person full of love I'm a person trying to help people Jamie
is a bad person no she's not Jamie's not a bad person I'm not gonna put Jamie down either and Jamie's going through a rough time right now okay I don't I don't I just don't think you know all the facts okay guys
let's all have a deep breath okay guys you understand hurt people hurt people people will say things they don't mean people will say things they don't intend to hurt other people people will say things they learn from their parents that that said the same words and stuff like that and they don't understand it's not appropriate in society right can we
like give everybody a little chance to learn something can we like try to help them along the way am I doing the wrong thing maybe I'm doing the wrong thing maybe I'm wrong maybe maybe all that's true okay I'm trying to I think you're naive not wrong in this Jamie Rose
situation like I think morally I hear where you're coming from I see I get you but I think you're just naive and maybe should do your research on her a little bit okay well I think I know her a little bit more than a lot of people do even many how long have you known her years many
years so you've known her many years right you've been talking to her a contact constantly about her existence for years know her existence for years how about I've been a personal friend for maybe a few months but in that few months I got to know her and I maybe understand her more in a
few months than you have in several years is that a possibility I'll respect your opinion it's a possibility I'm just giving you a fair War possibility as a possibility guys can you guys can you guys all forgive me for no one's attacking you bro I know you weren't dude dude dude dude dude you're cool and I'm sorry if I hit on you I'm sorry if I made a a gay joke or something like that
it was a joke okay right I'm not trying to offend you ver drag I'm sorry guys I'm sorry clumsy if you hate me it's Sor drag I'm sorry too ver trag and clumsy clumsy I already I've I already had someone I love almost more than anybody just say something wrong that I
said and throw me away like a piece of garbage okay I'm I'm ready for me to be thrown away like a piece of garbage by the people I love that that happens to me sometimes okay I can't help love Jamie Rose I'm saying I Lov Emma and she threw me away I say I still I love Jamie Rose and she never she never she never
harmed me she never said anything negative um but yeah I was hurt by Emma um um I've been hurt by some other friends and stuff like that guys it's not there's there's no if you feel unsafe in the chat if you feel like you're being attacked personally if you feel like someone's saying something
specifically against you I'll take care of that person okay I I will defend you okay if someone's just talking out of anger if someone's talking out of ignorance if someone's talking out of naivity like you you said then let's try to help that person let's try to like we're kind of a family and we can try to get along okay guys if you if if you don't agree it's okay okay
it's fine you don't have to agree with me guys guys we because we all can agree to disagree right if we can agree to disagree I'm not trying to if someone is attacking someone personally I will go after them okay if someone is saying things out of ignorance naivity their
upbringing their ignorance okay I will try to help them in a in a in a gentle way Jamie are you okay are you okay guys let make sure you guys are okay am I am I wrong yeah guys in chat you guys have a Love Fest in chat I want you guys to help each other guys get together on
chat I really what we're doing is making excuse for her behavior which is fine but don't tell us we didn't hear what we all clearly saw okay but yeah yeah but that's all on video that I mean you can go back and watch the video you can listen to the intention about behind it okay was it intention was it directed to
anybody particular was it was it something hateful in their mind was it someone trying to hurt the show I'll listen to that kind of stuff was it somebody saying something out of ignorance somebody saying something out of anger somebody guys I'm for forgiveness okay okay I understand
what's up Mike okay I love you clumsy I'll be everyone come to Clumsy live I love you too clumsy I'm sorry I don't I don't I don't mean to argue back and forth and clumsy I'll be at your live and everyone I'll probably end my live I'll probably end my live soon I want you go to clumsy's channel okay we love clumsy cool and and and especially you Cinema I
want you to be in clumsy's chat tonight and I want you to look up the channel as we speak okay you look up the channel and I want you to join the channel CU she really liked you and she likes what you had to say she may not like me anymore after tonight but she said she loves me and so I believe her I I think you guys know I don't mean any any any malice any anger
any hate towards any of you I love you guys like really from the bottom of my heart I love you guys I still here I'm still okay I'm here with you everyone else left um tiger butterfly left so what's up what's up what's up my man I'm not gonna hit on you again I'm sorry okay apology accept shalom shalom um
shabbat shalom maav happy Hanukkah um I'm a schwartza okay you're here you're here you're tiger butterfly good guys just just kid I me to say any any negative words in Hebrew right there I just know a little bit too much Hebrew for my own good okay
okay there's clumsy's Channel everyone everyone clumsy starting soon so everyone when you leave here go to clumsies okay this where did you learn the Hebrew my sister's half Jewish but also I'm like a little bit ashkanazi and also I just have Jewish best friends of my life and I'm I really love Jewish people Bar
Mitzvah I went to a mar Mitzvah but I haven't I haven't been Mar Mitzvah but um how are you Jewish is it on like your grandmother's side or was it no it's just I I did DNA test and my father has a little bit askanazi on his side I also have mirian I also have some some uh you're pretty much a then you know yeah I'm a I'm just you know it's
like it it doesn't even show up on my DNA test it shows on my dad's DNA test but my sister is 50% 50% Jewish and so I cannot have any any anger towards Jewish no racial stores or hate here right what about the state of Israel well is Israel is fighting its own battle and stuff like I don't kind of messed up what they're doing to those
Palestinians is it not is palestin yeah but am I going to get into the middle of this fight right now this is not a fight I want this is not my horse not my race not my circus not my monkeys whatever is going on there you can talk about it I can talk I don't I just don't know enough about it to talk about in a serious way I mean if
I I feel like gen genocide and baby Stein's bad that's not good right but also a lot of what we see on the news is psychological operations we don't really know what's going on we're not there most the news people bar more zionists than Palestinian with their coverage
I just don't know enough about it to to to to to speak on it right now so I'm just going to say it peacefully we let's just agree that war is bad and War there shouldn't be Wars you know you know about the what happened in the Holocaust in in the 20s in the in the 20s there was a gay Renaissance in the Holocaust in the 20s
no no no it happened in the 30s but I'm just saying the 1920s in Berlin oh well the what the Yar Republic is that what you're going to refer to no no no no let me just make my point okay in the 1920s in the in burlin Germany there was a gay Renaissance there were the gay cabaret there was the drag queens there was the
gay clubs the homosexuality was IL made made legal legal and stuff like that in the 30s because there was such a conservative backlash against it began they be Hitler took power right Hitler took power because of the conservative backlash just like there's a conservative backlash today against that that um gay thing is called the wear Republic if I'm not mistaken okay wiar
repblic gay Renaissance the Yar Renaissance I think some people so so what happened was they started collecting all the gay people in 1933 they they illegalized all the gay bars they and they started collecting them up and the gays were treated worse than anybody else in the Holocaust they were tortured worse they were worse than the Jews right they were considered worse than the Jews and also let me just
continue my story they were um tortured they were castrated they were the the they had no friends in the concentration camps they were they were separated from the contion and um and when the when the um war was over they were the only ones that were left in the prisons for like another 30 years right everyone else was considered a victim of the Nazis except
the gays G right and I always say that because these Jews they love to go about six million six million I'm like you know there's a lot of gays that got up and Holocaust too right so it's like pipe down for a bit quit the kin and let's think about everyone who got who was involved right we don't even know about the Six Million
number that the Six Million number was B you don't believe in the figure the official figure brought up in the 1800s The Six Million figure was brought up in the 1800 it's another scop about the okay let's go into it it's a it's basically a scop okay I don't know how many but all I know
at least like some Jews died probably 600 six million what's the difference so it was bad if you look at the Russian Holocaust the Hol holer that is yeah I know 30 30 million people died of starvation and stuff like that right no no one knows about that right no one knows about that it was God
awful that holer what the Russians were doing over there right and no one but does anybody know the word hollower they don't make as many movies about it I'd say that right you know you you know that word but I've talked about thousand people about that word and like three people have known about that word okay
so most people it's not a relevant topic to them it's not historical Rel it's way except except that like rather than six million it was 60 million or like 600 million I don't even know 20 or 30 or yeah it was it was more it was a lot it was a lot it was a lot it doesn't matter how the number doesn't matter it
was a big it was a much bigger number that nobody knows about and that was people that were just starved to death and then you don't like the Holocaust um numbers and museums and stuff well you know you know what's good about the Hol the Holocaust numbers is that it's at least this recognized thing and at least it can help people say something really bad happened and we don't want that
thing to happen again that's that's what's good about the The only positive POS if we can take it's you believe it to the to be a lie I'm not going to say I'm not gonna I'm not gonna deny anything that happened I I'll I'll stick to their number well revision you you're revising you're not denying you know you're like saying that number goes
back all I have is historical accounts and history written by The Victors and stuff like that all I have is historical I don't know anything about okay all all but what I do know is that the gays were rounded up in dogs they were treated like dogs they were tortured they were castrated
they were considered the lowest of the low they were also the only only after after the The Liberation they were the only ones left in the prisons for SE for at least 30 more years okay yeah they let the Jews out and they said oh no no no when the gays tried to leave everyone having a good time if everyone wasn't having a good time in
the chat playing touch the snake when in the in the Holocaust right and I don't want to get into like like semantic and like arguing about like you know this many this many this many I'll say6 million it's all it's all bad it's all bad if there's one person killed in this whole thing
and yeah if there was one person even if there's one person it's still a reason to like say let's not um persecute somebody for the their religion for their sexuality for their beliefs for the Rel for any of that okay let's all love everybody let's let's like accept people let's try to bring people up
let's try to have not do this whole Holocaust thing yeah but that but you're getting into like a controversial issue which I can't fully debate about because I don't know all the all every fact about it and stuff like that I just know like schematics of the gash Chambers and all that right we know know we know Ash
there are no gas Chambers they added the gas Chambers later for tourists and stuff like that I I know about this okay and it's like and there were not people that were just like Mass I hear these people talk about like wooden doors and stuff and like oh the cyclon B was for the would use that on clothing you know I've heard these crazy these crazy nuts talk
about we also heard that CIS B in Romania in 1600 um killed 5 500 young women for then bath in their blood and stuff like that when also it could have been she was trying to treat them for some kind of disease and trying different Medical Treatments and stuff like that or she was just blackmailed to make her look bad so she they could get
her all property okay so I understand history repeats itself over and over dude dude I'm not I'm not a dummy okay um I don't think you're a dummy I know you don't think I'm a dumb because I'm I'm actually really smart even though I play the fool sometimes times okay I know about ancient history I know
about recent history I know about current history and stuff like that except Israel Palestine I know about Israel Palestine and I know it's it's terrible what's happening to Palestinians and something like that and it's terrible and and you had to deny the Holocaust before you gave a take on that no I'm just joking with you I'm joking the hoca did I deny the Holocaust I didn't deny the Holocaust I said I'm
joking I'm joking I said there was a holocaust on the on gays I don't know I said I didn't know the number of the Jew it worse than the Jew it was the gays got it worse than the Jews well it could it could be I I wasn't there okay I'm I don't know if you think the number is six million there couldn't have been that many gays rounded up in Berlin the only official number about
the gays was like 50,000 so it was a much smaller smaller number compared to six million figure and stuff like that right but I think that no matter what the number was they were treated worse they were um look as the lowest of the low they were castrated they were medically experim experimented on on more but I'm not going to I'm not going
to diminish any of the trans they invented the transsexual surgeries in the in the 30s and that Yar Republic from what I yeah Jewish guy was he was experimenting and was one of the first trans doctors who uh and they burn those were the book burnings they burned a lot
of the books about his what he found out six St those Nazis those are the first people I metth maybe the Japanese but I think the Japs were a lot more meth heavy than the Nazis I mean tweaked out that they like to play but I think the Japs were a lot more
math heavy don't say don't say Japs is a little bit a little bit diminishing Japanese Japanese you see Japanese but na had this strug called perverting sounds kind of like pervert right which brought it the worst in people and they were able to stay up the
kamakazi pilots in Japan the SS were all on it they would stay up for days and days and days and and be hallucinating and kill as many people as they could just like the Tweakers do now in Los Angeles right but okay guys guys I don't want to I don't want to argue about this
stuff all all night I I really I don't have all information about am I am I good with you dude am I my we're not we're not an argument we're just talking we are but I don't want Chad to think that I'm a bad person because I think these alternative Theory wrong about talking about the
Holocaust right but it's also on YouTube you know you say these kind of things on YouTube I'm probably shadowbanned already okay I'm probably very shadowbanned I'm probably saying way too much I'm probably saying what do you think the Jews are on YouTube or something you think you can't talk about it I'm not worried about
anybody wor wor about the military um monitoring everything then then a specific um religion or race these are all things meant to div it's not quite a religion it's more of an ethnic group there's a lot of non-religious Jews okay L Lano loano hears me L you hear me not Nazi put on chocolate bars
they put the meth and chocolate bars right they meth chocolate bars that they were giv to everybody right Lano loano hears me loo hears me I don't wanna all this stuff when you talk about conspiracy theories when you talk about alternative alternative history and things like that if it's away from the
established history exactly how they teach you in school how they program you right is considered oh you're bad you that kind of stuff I want to say I don't I wasn't there I don't know what happened but I was taught a story in school I'm just arguing with the story I heard in
school right there I I was not you're a fable kind of deal not really you know right you dude you you're and are you Jewish or no no I'm not Jewish okay but even but even if you were I know Jews you know I I know some Jews
yeah and B basically my best friends were all Jewish my sister is Jewish okay and uh I have some have a little bit of je a little bit of Jewish blood and even though I'm not my mother wasn't Jewish or my father wasn't Jewish I have a little bit of Jewish blood and so but I also have a little bit of black blood I have a little bit of Chinese blood I have a little bit of every every race so
I'm a human I'm a human being I have every blood talk how you're taught the story or the Fable of the hoca but that's what but that's how we're told are we are we taught in school from since we're in kindergarten about these stories right it's programming right basically it's programming you you believe this this is how it happens
don't question it just like with the s n d y h k if I if I bring up S believe in the Sandy Hook shootings no I don't you think they were dummy bodies yes I think it was all scop it was all to get to get GS out of
SC or from from am r i ANS okay I have to spell these out a little bit carefully I think well I don't I don't know if I haven't looked into that one I feel bad for the families if I'm to believe the narrative I don't think I would right that that's the whole point is like oh you can't question it because
think about the family how all these families they're all actors they're all they're all actors they all have IMDb um if you look at IMDb all these people they all have had had a things they filmed and things like that so they're all actors okay they're all all these actors just happen to be all in this on
this County where the school was already shut down for that year that school was not even operation at the time and all these bodies all these B were found and then the the uh the uh um t i c i a an was like laughing the p a r n TS were all laughing o FC m e r a parents you don't
have to spell out parents yeah but I'm trying to be careful right now but you understand they had the camera camera who d u g h t e r was just k l e d was l u g f i n g okay is just I'm just saying think it was all a
big joke HX okay HX yeah PS yop PS yop which I know about the military at PS yop God I'm being so controversial tonight you don't need to you don't need to spell out the you aren't saying like the N word WDS are m
o n i t o r e and okay okay well I I get that but you just gotta own it and be like yeah well whatever right but I'm trying to k e p m y c h a n n e l and not get B n and D from yube
understood okay so you have a little bit SN SI t a VT y okay okay perfect we understand now we're on this s p a okay perfect everyone having a good night tonight I'm sorry if I went to t o f a r okay no we're just I didn't get something wrong about talking about Sandy Hook and the
Holocaust yeah but even if you say those names it's already been flagged no it has it's okay if I message WB or B because I have a lot of and I am uh I am okay with a n y t h n NG G that ha P pns to me what kind of
car do you drive I don't d v oh you don't know how to drive I do know how to drive I just don't have a c yeah i u i or no license I can get my LD in e tomorrow if I wanted to but I just don't have a c to d r i and so I'm happy with w a l k i n
g okay guys you got me okay good yeah I I am F NE with d h e w a y t h i n gs a r e w do you have a boyfriend no unfortunately but I might I might have one um I have Meer um who's in my chat and and he's really cute and
I'm I'm kind of in in L hey are you okay Jamie Jamie I'm sorry Jamie Jamie don't be mad at me guys don't be mad at me in the chat guys I'm here f r a n d okay f o r v r I'm I'm handsome thank you t t h n k y o u yeah I'm sorry I don't mean to spell things
out um so carefully I'm trying to avoid a s a d o WB n but I understand people may try to get me to say things and stuff like that and even if you even if you Cinema if if you were trying to get me in t i f o r g i v e y u what
trouble with what what what do you what do you mean well because you can say certain because the AI is monitoring all these certain words want me to talk about the Holocaust no you can talk about it you can talk about it but maybe use a little bit more c o d e d l a n g u a g um
when you talk about it because the ALG r y t h ym p i KS i t u p and uh it can get me in t o ubl e with YB and then my channel will be b n e d and I will be go all right I get you brother hey we we'll
talk again soon have a good rest of your night I'll out dude you by yeah guys guys guys I I I tried to I tried to I tried to keep it um as as uh ni as I could
okay guys you know I don't know maybe I'll just be KS k d o f f t o m o r o w and maybe I just g o o v h m c r a z i you're you're good Jamie okay as long as you're Jamie we're as long as we're friends okay I I've had enough people leave me
over stupid reasons and and I've made enough mistakes okay I didn't mean to like be so annoying with the stupid spelling and stuff like that it was kind of funny for a little bit okay I know I know Jamie me too me
too but but guys I l o v y o u gu y s it's probably time for me to go we can t a l k l a t e r I'm sorry if I did something r w r n I'm sorry guys okay I'll say for I'm I'm going to eat my b r r i
t guys I don't know I just don't know are people trying to get me in trouble or people trying to try did they love me do they hate me I don't know maybe it's both okay let's just go to clumsies let's go to clumsies and we can go um dance on the table and have a fun night it's it's 1:42 let's go to clumsies chat so everyone go to clumsies I'll I'll
post her a link thank you guys for being here I'm sorry if I said something wrong I'm not trying to be controversial I'm not trying to hurt anybody's feelings I'm not trying to excuse anybody else's behavior all I can all I can do is expose my own behavior and ask you to forgive me okay I'm sorry I'm not a perfect person I'm not a perfect person
let me just play a song before I go I'll just play a song to to take us out okay now well now my now my tablet's dead so they can't play a song take us out and try I'll leave with okay I think it's charging is everyone is everyone
okay guys I didn't mean to hurt anybody's feelings I have 15 people in the chat I'm not going to leave the chat at this point when I have over 10 people in the chat I want you guys to say what you want you can say anything you want in chat you can say anything you want to me me as long as you're respectful to people we have to understand we can live in a dangerous
world where things can turn in a moment okay oh it's already turning on okay guys we're doing okay my my tablet's already turning on are you guys mad at me it's okay if you are I'm sorry guys if I said something wrong I'm not really that drunk I just had three three drinks tonight I had three drinks okay my tablet's already
turning back on let me see what song did I want to play I know clumsy played my song There Birthday Massacre there any song I want to play okay maybe I don't need to play another song but I'm sorry guys if I did something wrong you know what guys you
don't have to forgive me but forgive me and I'll forgive you because I believe in forgiveness I believe and you don't have anything to apologize for you you did nobody did anything wrong but I don't think I did anything wrong I was just doing my best okay so I'm sorry
guys I love you guys I'll leave you alone okay have a good night
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