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Psyche hosts a late-night panel episode featuring tarot readings, live cat appearances, and casual conversation about community dynamics and shopping. The episode involves a series of songs and poems, with discussions about panels, streaming, and online interactions.
Tell me how you think I'm wrong when I
say I feel so lost. Tell me why you
think your love erase all that it cost.
Tell me why you look at me like I'm just
a piece of dust. Tell me how you think
you know when I give away my trust.
Ain't nobody going to get
me now. No, not when I feel this way.
Ain't nobody going to save
me now. From the things that I can't
say.
Tell me why you think it's easy to just
put the blame on me. Tell me how I'm
supposed to act when you all just won't
see. Tell me why you take a shot when
I'm already feeling low. Tell me why I
even try when you all just steal the
show. Ain't nobody going to get
me now. No, not when I feel this way.
Ain't nobody going to save
me now from the things that I can't say.
Yeah, I might love the pain, but I hate
what you all bring. Yeah, I might feel
the strain, though I let you take my
swing. Ain't nobody going to get
me now. No, not when I feel this way.
Ain't nobody going to save
me now from the things that I can't say.
Hello. Hold on a second. So, well, wait
a few more people to get here.
Welcome to the temple of Trolls and
Tarot, where the vibes are
real.
No hate speech. Don't test that line.
Don't care if it's soft a hard time. You
say it, you gone. Don't play confused.
This ain't that show. We don't make
those moves. No slander. Yeah, I said
what I said. You toss more fake dirt
than a Reddit thread. WWE got nothing on
this chat. False accusations, man. Cut
that crap. Behave yourself. It ain't
that hard. Put your chaos on a
ducks and
no.
If you break the rules, you get the
spanking.
Yeah, the paddle and ain't afraid to
swing. So bow to the vibe and don't do
dumb things. Why is your avatar
somebody's face? Real names, real pics.
This ain't your place. Posting addresses
like it's Halloween. You better send
pizza with that scheme. No nudity. We
beg and plead. No one wants your balls
on screen. Flirty diamonds. Stop a solo
act. Those melted kisses ain't bringing
sexy back.
Behave yourself. It ain't that hard. Put
your chaos on a leash in the backyard.
No doules.
Ain't afraid to swing.
to the vibe and don't do dumb things.
This ain't your bathroom tour. This
ain't your only fans preview. This is
Psyche Awakens
a sacred space where trolls come to die
and souls come to shine. I don't poop on
the table
and drop a deuce.
Respect the host, respect the guest or
get digitally dragged publicly blessed.
Behave yourself. It ain't that hard.
Nah, don't be the chaos in my terror.
No slurs, no lies, no surprise. Just
chill, be real, and open your eyes. If
you can't respect it, then take your
lead. But if you're cool, then babysave
off.
Welcome to the temple of
Yeah, I love it. I think I have like a
lot more songs I can make, too. How are
you guys doing? I thought I'd come one
more time. Oh, you like that on your
playlist? I did make some. Those are
some good songs. You're not so blocked.
I see you Rusty Sheriff's Badge. Uh, you
like that?
I have like one more I can play for. I
songs, but I have one more I can maybe
don't know if you've heard my other
play. Um,
let me see.
You've all heard the Alex. You've seen
the Alex video, I'm sure. But how about
panel graveyard?
>> Yo, welcome back to Psyche Awakens,
where the cards are sharp and the panels
get cut. Let's talk about who didn't
survive the vibe.
>> They got kicked off the panel, now they
haunt the stream. Trying to flex with no
talent, just a boot in a scream. You
acting like stars, but you barely gleam.
Now you stuck in the chat like a failed
meme. MC's nemesis, boy, sit down quick
and loud's fine, but stop saying that.
You drop bars with no rhythm, more
cringe than raw. I had to boot you out
like a Windows flaw. Aldi flash meet you
bro. No thanks. Your balls got less
views than my tarot ranks. This ain't
own. This is mystic art. You showed up
nasty and left with a fart. Q gets green
when my numbers climb. Jealousy's a
color that don't match your sign. Trying
to drag me down with that weak debate,
but your mic cuts out when I levitate.
Ad blogger try to clone me bleached and
all, but your styles knock off like a
bathroom stall. My panel's real, yours
is Botox fake. Keep scrubbing that hole.
I'm making earthquakes. Sig puff and
dull like a 2-hour nap. Calling yourself
incel. Now you just yap. No sauce, no
spice, no vibe, no thrill. Your
background noise with an ego to fill to
Mr. Big Pipes. More like Mr. Mid. You
talk a lot of cringe for a grown ass
kid. Jealous in the chat cuz the crowd
chose me while you gas your mic with
mediocreity. This panel's protected. The
vibe is tight. If you show up wild,
you're gone by night. Tarot cards cut.
Don't test the flame. Get booted fast.
We remember your name.
>> Nick, they got kicked off the panel. Now
they haunt the stream. Trying to flex
with no talent. Just a boot in a scream.
Now they rage in the comments. Petty and
mean, but I'm still live, still lit,
still queen. Rest in pieces.
Next time to the table. Till then,
byebye.
Dip dip dip dip dip dip.
Next time bring something to the table.
Till then
byebye.
I was a mod in the land of Tarot dreams
wielding the wrench like a sword in the
stream.
Emma Leviathan, demon queen divine.
Read the cards, stole my soul and cross
the line.
She was Satan's
fiery stare.
Told me my rising sign like she cared.
I cracked a joke
inside.
Now I'm dead inside.
I still believe you love it.
My names
exposed. You were my queen flame. Now I
just cry while I play your name on a
loop like a cursed old spell. Emma,
without you, I'm stuck in hell.
I was fake Elon. I was Nick Cage.
Wrote in all caps, I'd steal the moon.
Gave you gifts.
Now I'm paying the fine.
I remember
you said I was chaotic but not that
wrong.
Now your live streams dark and yours are
cold. This lonely wrench is getting old.
Emma, if you can hear me, I'm still in
the algorithm.
I still refresh your channel just to see
your face in 10. We could have royalty,
but now now I'm just a ghost in the live
stream void.
I'll miss your voice, your stick. I'll
light a candle. I'll burn some sage.
Still dream of your cards and your
success.
Hi guys. Hold on. I'm sorry.
Did you like that one? Okay, good. Hi.
What am I doing? Hey, what's up? Hey,
what's up, Bray? Like that one? Hey,
what's up, Gotti?
Oh god,
you like the kitty beans? Yeah. Ah, what
are you doing? He's such a little He's
such a little little dickens, though,
cuz he keeps trying to knock over my
copy. Every time I put it up, he'll come
running over to it and try to knock it
over. He's not doing it now because
everyone's watching. Okay, but look, I
have this other coffee, too.
Look, I have this. So, I was like, I
have some coffee. He'll hang out with
the chat. Hi guys. You like the kitty?
Want to say hi to Crystal? Come on. I
say hi to Crystal. Come on. Oh god.
Kitty.
Mr. Trixs. Oh, your eyes. How are you,
mister? He's a sweet cat.
You like it? Oh, okay. Looking very. Hi,
guys. Hi, guys.
She'll forgive what she hears. I hope
so. That'd be
I don't know this guy named Hell Walker
that I used to know. He actually took me
to the King Diamond concert like VIP
like on December last year. Um and he
was really generous to her too like well
well and to me like you know but um he
like would uh he made a song um you know
he made some AI songs with her and he
was like you know really proud and
excited for her to listen to it. I I
don't even know if she did like she was
like you know she she's very she it was
hard to get her attention sometimes. I
felt kind of bad for him at that time,
but I don't think she'll ever hear. But
you know, that guy Fred Fred might
deliver the message. Who wants cream in
the cup? Yeah. Have you been good?
You're a little He's been a little
dickens tonight. You're a little
dickens. It's like he's like a little He
just like knocks over like my all my
like full coffee like, you know, all
over like my table and stuff and I have
everything on it and stuff. Yeah. So I
guys, I tried to like set up my
computer. I was like, "Oh, let me just
try to like I brought it out here and
like I plugged I cleaned out my just
back room a lot.
And uh it doesn't even work. It's like
like it doesn't work with the monitor
HD. I don't know. It's the HDMI cable or
something, but it's like there's no
picture coming in on the screen. She's
sick today. Uh oh. Who's sick? Mary. Oh,
Emma is here. Okay. Hope she feels
better. Um, yeah. And you know, I got my
new shirt. Here's my new shirt. You guys
like it? Hi. Hi, Nancy. Here's my new
shirt dude.
their latest Teeu find. You know, does
anybody like Teimu? Like
I kind of like, you know, it is like
this pretty trashy company like in
certain ways. She took the night off.
Yeah. I hope she feels better. Yeah. Um
but it's like
people realize like we already got we
get everything from China already.
Everything is pretty much crap like
that. We buy and we buy we pay pay too
much for it. And some of the stuff is
junk like they sell. You just have to be
careful. And it's like, yeah, they do
have like manipulative like reviews.
Like I watch all the stuff about how
like it's like if you go there all of a
sudden you're playing Farmville for like
hours thinking like and it's like, oh,
put four free gifts in and then it's
like and then you never get free gifts.
It's always like always like she's
getting an enema. Yeah. It's like thank
you. Thank you so much.
But uh yeah, so I got some good stuff
though. I got a lot of these decks. I
got this like cat full of or cats full
of spiders deck. Um and I have like four
decks all sealed. I have another deck
like a cabala deck coming coming. Yeah.
You bought a blanket. It was a hand
towel. Yeah. It's like there's they sell
thing it will say like laptop and stuff
like that and it'll have pictures of a
laptop and the specifications like of
the laptop and stuff and it'll be like
$25 and then people will write and
they're like well they should specify
that it's like a laptop case and or it's
like like a laptop like a sleeve or like
you know or just like a screen protector
sometimes and it's like people will get
they like uh well yeah no gifts still.
It's like people will try so hard to get
the gifts. It's like they they're I
think they're impossible to get and plus
any game you play on that it's like
it'll say in the fine print you have to
I have to use my like these glasses
they're like four time magnifiers these
are like my my glasses I have to like
wear these and it's like oh it says you
know this is like it says everyone that
plays will get the highest result every
time they're all like but yeah they have
some interesting stuff but it's like
also what was kind of disturbing is like
they have like you know clothing and
stuff and it was like they tested it has
like heavy metals and stuff in some of
but yeah I'm sure it's already in the
these Chinese factories are they're the
same factories that already make this
stuff. Um but guys, I am like looking
for like a really good deal. I think I
might talk to Joker about it. Like a
good deal about the um Hey, what's up
about for a laptop? Not a laptop or
either, you know, a computer. Like I'm
I'm looking to buy a computer. I really
want it to be like something that like a
a gaming desktop that I can like with a
good graphics card and like good RAM and
good like processor that I can just play
like um plug my VR headset in and play
the VR games without a problem and like
just play like you know pretty much the
latest games but like you know I don't
want to pay more than like 500 bucks
which is like I'm sure if I just built
it myself that would be the price with
like the parts you know um but um but
yeah but it's like they charge like they
do these packages and they like I don't
need a monitor. I don't need um a
keyboard or I don't need any of that
other thing. I just need the computer,
right? I just can put all the money in
the computer and just like good desktop.
It's hard to find one. It is hard.
They're hard to find. Joker has good
advice. No, but he know he knows how to
build computers though and he actually
told me about a website that either he
can build Hey. Hey, don't lock down my
copy. Did you build a website there?
Dude, look at uh
Thank you. Tot says wings free. Okay.
Well, I'll get I'll grab some cards,
too, cuz I've been having some great
readings today. Especially, I feel like
cuz I'm I started reading on on um Tik
Tok like for an hour a day. Ah.
Oh Anyway, Tik Tok is really fun
to uh to read on and all because all I
do is read on there. Like people just
basically like we'll ask like just
questions and I'll just do rapid fire
readings and you know, I kind of like do
fast readings and so it's perfect for
that. like and then if like people can
like book private readings and stuff,
but I like every day I'm making like new
fans. I'm almost at a thousand people.
Once I get to a thousand people on
there, I'm like putting it further
monetized, but I'm already have like
memberships available and stuff. I also
have this other website called
communities, I think, and it because I
was looking into the pier, like going to
the pier and like doing readings and so
I looked into like the entertainment
license and stuff and so you can get an
entertainment license, right?
And there are three places you can go um
there. I'm sorry, I'm just picking up my
cards. There's like three places on the
pier you can go, but it then it's like
kind of confusing because it's like,
okay, it's like $75 a year, too. Hey,
what's up? So, that'd be like really
cool. And you can be there for like 8 to
10 hours a day, like in certain parts of
the pier, you know, but it's like it
says no. It says you can only have a
sign that says tips accepted, right? You
can't like ask be asking for anything or
advertising anything else and no other
signage, but it said no. It said you
can't like do services and so but it's
like it said for example balloon animals
and like other stuff like I think it
meant like you know charging for
something and so I think I have to talk
to them but I think it might be okay if
I just go there and I do general
readings for the crowd and stuff like
that or like and then it's like I can
also do for donations if people would
like to do a private reading like a
reading like there I can do a reading
right there too and it's like $75 a year
but yeah because but that's a good deal
to be able to go and like sit there and
like and there's like thousands of
people there maybe like if only 10% are
maybe interested in readings and I sit
there and like I get like you know tips
all day. That would be pretty cool. You
know Spunky got a tattoo. Yeah, it was
awesome. It's awesome. She showed it on
the air is when I'll blow up quick.
Yeah, it might. I mean it might be like
I don't know if I can film I I still
need to talk to them and stuff. The
chaos the cats are I don't know why the
cats are going crazy. Yeah, he's running
around. Look, you can see him up there.
Hey, what are you doing, Trixs?
What are you doing, Trixs? Who do you
see? You see somebody come to say at the
door?
Yeah, I know. But I um I just look I
just looked it up recently, but uh I
actually I asked Chad GPT about it. I
was like, "Hey, do they have the uh a
license in Redondo Beach, California?"
And I was able to like look and it says,
"Yeah, like it says $75 a year. You
should be able to get one." I was like,
so yeah, but if they say no about the
tarot because it is like I mean it is
like kind of like I am sitting there
like you know basically people would
have to walk up to me and ask ask me for
it. I can only say donations accepted.
That's the only sign I can have and I
can just like sit there at the table
doing like readings. Thank you so much
because that's my talent is like tarot
reading, right? But it's like it's kind
of weird to do it to a crowd but I could
I could figure that out. Thank you so
much. Yeah, I have my glasses too. I
have Well, I like these. These are my
thick glasses, but I have this other
pair of glasses that are like my I call
them the DMER glasses or where are they?
Up here. Oh, they're in my pocket.
These are actually a lot more like
comfortable to wear and I can actually
see everything in them. So, like I
but uh the buzzing of the tattoo is
putting you to sleep. Yeah, I find it
kind of relaxing when I got the beta
tattoo or like the BKG tattoo on my
chest. Like I was like I was already
kind of like a little bit buzzed that
day. But um I was falling asleep in the
chair and stuff and I was like, "Oh, it
was just it felt good." It didn't feel
like painful at all, but that like the
chest is probably like one of the least
painful places.
That was it right there.
People thought it was fake. Everyone's
like, "That's not real. That's not
real." Yeah, Jeffrey Dmer's here.
But, you know, I don't know. He's kind
of a weird guy. And also my my ear I'm
like going either I think my this ears
all Thank you so much. I think my ears
all clogged up or something like that. I
need I need to get one of those like
things that like clean out your ears
like this like the little camera thing
or something on it and little I don't
know because it's like I can't hear out
of this ear at all. I don't have my my
headphone in it right now because I
can't even hear out of it. So it doesn't
even matter. It would just be for the
microphone and I So yeah, it's the kitty
gun. There's the There's my alien
friend.
He's holding the kitty, too.
Pretty cool. I love that, Jess. Isn't
that cool?
Thank you, Spunky. Spunky got me that on
Amazon. It was on my wish list and then
she uh she blessed me with that. So, I
wake up every morning like say, "Hey,
good morning." It's like always nice
with the alien with the kitty. Spunky
Spunky resting. Sometimes the tattoos
will give you like a little endorphins.
That's It looks like Warog. I don't
know. Oh, he likes the alien thing too,
right? With the cats.
You have to pee. It was good. Oh, good
night. Oh, good night, Mary. You have to
piss. Good night, Mary. Good to see you,
too. Thank you for coming. Wonderful.
Mary's been one of those people since
the beginning of the show. You know, I
think even before I was doing panels, I
think Mary was here, right? And says,
"Good to see her." Uh, she was asleep.
She was woke up. You love the alien.
Isn't that cool, Lulu? Yeah, guys. And
also I might um I might come come across
you on um on like another social media
site like you know Tik Tok or um or
Instagram. So I hope you don't get
annoyed if I like you know um try to
friend you on one of those websites
because I just like friend everybody.
I'll tell you how many people I have on.
I love you too. Thank you. I'll be right
back.
Yeah.
Testing. Testing. Okay. You hear me now?
You can hear me now? Yeah. Okay. So
Justin, have you seen that Adam and Eve
thing? I I'll show him real quick if
he's still not gone to bed. Justin, this
is like the Adam and Eve pictures with
Spunky and you was like the theuh
inspiration. Do I have it?
Yeah. Oh, I just have this one. That was
the final one I came up with, you know.
So there you are. I don't know if you're
bald like that. Like, you know, he looks
like he has kind of male pattern
baldness, but yeah,
that's good. Yeah. So, I designed that
card and I was like and I like you know
the I I work with the chat GPT like on
the on the um execution of it like it
basically draws it like really fast and
like beautiful right but it will make
people look exactly like I want them to
look and like the symbolism of
everything like all the all the things I
wanted to we discussed it like we can
discuss it like a conversation it's like
really like it's not just like oh TyP
just does everything and decides what to
do and like I I'm just like sitting
there you know just collecting the you
know I'm sitting there discussing and
putting my ideas into it and it's like
and also talking to the AI. So, let's
get the madness started. Yeah, come on
up. I'll put the I'll put the pan this
panel verse. Are you panel verse like
tripkick or something? Welcome to the
madness. Okay, I'll show you I'll show
you uh here. There's these are some uh
you know some of the things I'm working
on like for maybe the merch like um like
that or I like this one kind of better.
It's like a swirl, you know.
Welcome to the madness. Um, and there's
also
I might put that on a shirt. Wait, did
anybody buy that shirt? If I if I uh put
that on a shirt or is that like too
weird?
They made it they made the fish tacos
kind of look like flat hot dogs or
something. I mean, is I don't know.
Where's the fish? I don't know. It's
kind of weird. Like the picture is kind
of weird,
but it was a good try, right? Actually,
Canva um Canva came up with that. Canva
was like when I said draw the fish taco
turning into a fish taco. And then oh
and also um and chatbt refused to draw
it was like chatbt was like oh I don't
know how to draw and it does like it did
the tarot cards and so it should like
know how to do the taco thing. Do I have
I need to put a fish taco in the as an
as an emoji too. I forgot to do that. I
don't think you want to see Joe and Sig
kiss. Oh you want to see that? I just
All I have is me and me and a Joe
kissing. Yeah.
It looks like a shrimp. I know. I was
like I was like maybe it's like I can
put I'm turning into a shrimp taco, but
then that's not kind of like what I was
like, you know, I'm famous for. I'm more
like the famous for the fish taco thing.
There already is a fish taco there.
There is one on a on a um the um it's
why I'm doing it because some um Groovy
Groovy. Who is it? There's somebody
groovy.
Lord of the groove made three cartoons
of it of me. One's called Mexican. You
can go to Lord of the Groove um YouTube
channel and it's going to be I'm turning
into a fish taco, um Mexican pizza
delivery person, and um the butthole
scam or something like that. And there's
like three clips of me and so I and so
everyone like went took up on the fish
chocolate thing. Also, I like did I made
this like AI demon tonight. I was like,
you know, just like making the devil
card, but it it came up with a whole
demon with a whole name. I'll show you.
Pretty cool. I think her name is I think
her name is Boti. B A C I or Botil. Bos
Basil. Bosil. I'll show you a picture.
Hold on. She's real pretty though. This
is a really cool um cool uh program that
makes this wallpaper and stuff.
So, here she is. Oh,
there she is.
I said make the devil card. You've seen
the videos. Okay. Well, I I and I have
also the uh another video, you know,
Alex made or DJ Electra made it with
Alex and myself. I don't know if you've
seen that one, too, but it's like
everyone's seen that one. Let me see.
Hold on. I need to put my my banner up.
Oops.
Hello Ray.
Ray,
are you there? Ray, I don't hear you.
Hold on.
Your mic all the way up. Hold on. Oh.
Oh. Oh Not ears. Ah.
Is Is the mic sound okay, guys?
Your mic is really bad.
Hello.
Hello. No,
>> Reno. Take take that cat down.
>> Okay, I'll take it down now. I just make
sure. See, I couldn't hear. I couldn't
hear you before. I was like,
>> "No, I'm trying to tell if you can hear
>> But can you hear me?
me."
>> It's a little bit scratchy. Okay.
Do you like this picture?
Like stuff like that.
>> So, what what is that? Shea. Is that
Sheba?
>> No, this is kind of like It looks like
kind of like DMT world or like some kind
of energy field or the astral plane or
something. It looks like some kind of
like there's like I was looking at some
interesting like pictures like that says
truce on it like truce and it's like I
think it's like the cat and the dog like
falling in love. So, so that that is
that is JT and Rain.
>> That's the pic you're showing. That's JT
>> This reminds me of me as he's smoking a
and Rain.
bong. He's smoking like a
>> Okay.
>> Oh, that's that's you. That's you.
>> I'm a Capricorn, so I relate to the goat
a lot. And there's a jackaloupe.
Do you like these these?
>> So So it's a goat. It's a goat stuck in
a snake tree.
No, he's No, this No, this one. No, he's
he's a goat. He's a goat smoking a bomb.
The other one's a a rabbit. Um like with
like it says the harbinger on like a
little the harbinger. No, I think the
harbinger is like like John the Baptist
was a harbinger. Here's like
>> John. No, no, no. John, what was John
the Baptist?
>> Predecessor or he was like the one that
was announcing that Jesus was coming,
right?
>> Well, yeah. He He was the prophet. John
the Baptist was the prophet.
>> Well, but yeah. So, it was Elijah
though, right? It was like like Elijah
like Jaw.
>> So, so
do you believe Elijah and Moses are
coming back again?
>> No. Well, it's like, you know, they're
supposedly prophets, but who know who
knows if they were real people? like
Moses means like Moshe or like mouse and
then um there's another person um like
like it means like it literally mouse
but then yeah he was doing all this
magic and he there's stories about him
as like actually found in like the reed
of brushes by the pharaoh's wife and
then he was raised like Egyptian but he
was actually like a different like race
or something like that and then he ruled
Egypt but he was like the different race
he was like Jewish or something I don't
know it was like it it was very
interesting um I like the Bible a lot
like a lot of the biblical stories
But uh yeah, that's all I know about
>> Oh my god, you you you are wearing me
Moses.
out. You're wearing me out.
>> I am. I'm sorry. I'm just talking about
Moses and stuff. Hey Oceans, how are
you?
You like guys, have you ever ate some
goat? I do think goats are awesome. Like
they can like faint, pass out. Um they
can like scream, they can climb trees,
they can escape anything, they can climb
like the size of like the steepest
mountain. They always will, you know,
keep keep like climbing up. They eat
anything. They're They're pretty cool.
Justin, did you see the What's up,
Ocean? Oceans, I'm gonna put you on a
tarot card, too. I've been like
designing tarot cards, you know? I'll
put you on there, too, as maybe like
I'll put you as maybe like justice or
something like that. But, um, you know,
I paint I made some like cards like this
is a devil card. That's one of the I
think that's like the devil card I like.
But then there's like
>> Well, why why would you show that? Why
would you even show a devil card? I
mean really.
>> Well, the devil card is Capricorn and
I'm a Capricorn and so I kind of that's
why I'm the devil in this picture. Um,
so and then like they're kind of like
voluntarily there and all but then look,
they're also these people. They're the
same people. And then the devil's also
an angel, right? Kind of.
>> Who is that? Who is that? Adam and Eve.
That's Adam and Eve.
>> Spunky and Justin. You see on the It
says S plus J on the tree. It says
Spunky plus Justin.
>> Yeah. But that you you see you see how
good Adam looks when he's bald and
shaved.
>> Yeah, he was bald and shaved. He he he
shaved that day. Yeah. And then there's
like Gotti. There's like Gotti and like
I don't know. I'll have to redo that one
a little bit. Then there's
>> So that that's that's erase the rain
tied up
>> to the steak.
>> And then there's like See, then there's
>> Yeah.
like I like I must have an Asian lady in
the in the chat too. I think that's
Yeah, that's Yumi. And uh and beat on
the left. Yes. Be on the left. And
that's uh somebody else in the middle.
Okay. And then you know we have my uh
this is like you know of course like the
wheel of fortune with Emma. I made a few
like you know tries with that.
>> That that's be that's beetle.
>> That's that's em that's Emma. That's
that's Emma Levi. It's based on her.
Exactly. And then there's um you know
there's uh here's like one of the
magician cards. There's a magician like
with Lenor there. And here's Vita right
here. That's Vita the empress.
>> That's right. that I could I could see
that. That's her. That's her.
>> Yeah. And there's Paige right here.
Paige and um
you know, you have some cool ones. You
You like them.
What do you think? So, I'm working on a
deck. Hi. Oh, you like Oh, did you see
the There's a cute thumbnail. What's Oh,
yeah. So, there Yeah, there's a beta. I
also have this one of us in the tower.
It's like But it's kind of based on you
and me just because I was like, "Oh,
just make a beat of myself." But it's
like, you know, it's not bad, I don't
think. But it's kind of like, you know,
you might I don't know if you you'll
like it. Let me see. It's just like
pretend like there's like this like
there's firefighters with something that
catches us down there. Like that's what
that's what it really is. But yeah, it
looks like this. Hold on.
>> No, show it. Show Show it.
>> Okay, I'll show it. Hold on.
Okay, here it comes. Oh, wait. Hold on.
I need to delete one. Hold on. Uh I'll
delete this one. Hold on. I'll delete
that. I don't want that there. Okay. And
I'll delete this. Hold on. There we go.
Okay. Now I can add it. Uh when I get my
computer, I'll be able to do this a lot
faster. But here. Okay. Here it's ready
already. Okay.
Um
this is the
tower.
So there's the tower card. You see it?
What do you think? The controvers is it
too controversial?
>> So what is that like a 911 or something?
911 bit.
>> Well, it doesn't it kind of you know
that it's called the tower. It's about
towers falling and I thought it was kind
of like fit with that archetype. What do
you think?
>> I don't know.
>> You don't know?
Well, I just I mean I said I said you
but it's like you know it's it can be
any I can put anybody there. I don't
know. It's too soon. It's It's only been
25 years. Um No.
>> No. So So now you notice you've got the
allseeing eye of
>> I Yeah. Yeah.
>> The devil the devil's allseeing eye is
on top of it.
>> It's interesting how that got put there.
So you don't like it. Okay. Okay. I'll
put on something else. Yeah. I thought
it was I thought it was Okay. So some
people don't like it, some people do.
Okay. It's going to be controversial.
That's what controversy is. I hope no
one's really offended. Uh, I will put
somebody else's face. I'll put, but I'm
gonna put my face on there more. Make
sure it's my face. You know, they do
pretty much do my face pretty well. Um,
shoot. I wish I Oceans, is there like if
I go to Oceanceans's page, is there like
a way I can um is there a picture of you
there that I can use to um to have the
AI um make a um a card with you? I think
I want to do a card with the oceans.
Okay. Well, beta, you already But this
is the this is the real beta card. This
is like and and Yeah, there you are.
She's the empress. See, that's like
>> That's a beta. That's They even have the
black and white cats. That That's
definitely beta.
>> Yeah. Yep.
See, I think I I'm doing like trying to
do my best with it, but but yeah, some
people might not like like the That's a
beautiful card. Okay. Yeah, it is a
beautiful card. Yeah. And then the page
one too is beautiful. Like this one, the
high priestess. I think that came out
really really cool.
>> Yeah, but you should have Paige showing
when she waved that turkey feather
around.
>> No, it's not the turkey. She has I think
it's an eagle feather. Like I think it's
an actual eagle feather cuz that's what
like she it's like it's like
>> she said it's a turkey feather.
>> It's not a turkey. It's a It's an eagle.
But maybe she has a turkey feather, but
I think she used the eagle feather
regularly.
I'm going to I'm deleting this one. Hold
on. I don't like I mean I don't really
like that because I look too realistic
in that one. I just wanted to delete it.
Hey, come on. Hold on. Hold on.
I deleted that one. Did you see those?
You see those pet?
Okay. I'm sorry.
Hey guys, that's a beautiful card, too.
Yeah, I think I think um I'm doing
pretty good at Yeah, I'm making I'm
making um them after people. I made
there's one of actually Ziggy, but I
mean it's called Zos and they they
started they just wanted to make a demon
out of him for some reason. Like I
wasn't even like really urging it on,
but they're like, "Oh, let's make Ziggy
a demon." And then they made him like
this weird demon.
>> Well, well, you know, Ziggy Ziggy is a
Satanist. He is a real devil worship.
>> Yeah. Well, they turned him into a
devil. I can't show you Ziggies. I think
it's on this on this uh Let me see if I
have it down here. I might have it on
this.
>> Is he down? Is he down there? Lit him
up. Lit him up. He's not down there.
>> He's not He's not He's not in the He's
not waiting to get on. He's not here
right now. Uh but I don't know if he's
he's of course welcome. Um let me see if
I have it. I think I do have it on here.
Let me see. It says the demon Ziggos, I
think, somewhere around here. Oh, I
don't see it. Maybe I don't have it. Um
might be on Oh, I have like a
different programs. Okay, so this might
be in here. Let me see.
I got a lot of Sorry, I'll put my my
phone back. I'm sorry, guys. I've been
like
um
files. Okay. Um auto. Uh oh, your uh
your microphone sounds really bad.
You know, why don't you come up here,
JT?
Why don't you come up here, boy?
>> Come on, boy.
Okay, grid view. I need to see the grid
grid view. Oh, here we go. Okay. Um,
do I have the demon ZOS? Um, I guess I
don't. Shoot.
Yeah, it sounds pretty pretty rough.
>> No, I I just turned my comments on and
I'm I'm looking at the comments now.
It's like
>> Okay, what do the comments say? How are
they looking?
Look, I won't give my opinion on it.
>> You won't? You won't. Okay.
Does it say bad things?
Okay. Now, here's here's like I have a
lot of pictures. Like, do you like this
picture right here? Hold on. You like
that?
I kind of like that. Or uh let me see.
And then this says there's a quote. It
says, "Remember those that try to
destroy your happiness do so out of
jealousy. They are unhappy with their
own miserable lives.
>> You're nasty. You're a nasty girl,
Vicki. You're a really nasty woman.
>> What's wrong with Vicki? She's my mod.
What are you talking about? Are you
picking on my mod?
Ray.
>> No, she she's I mean she's sleazy. Look,
just look how she acts.
>> What she What' she say? I missed it.
What' she say? She said, "Hold, let me
check." She said, "JT, it's CB.
Remember?" She said, "Ray, you're a
wannabe troll that can't get laid."
Yeah. What's wrong with that?
Okay. So, okay. Okay. So, I can't defend
myself. Okay.
>> Okay.
>> Never mind.
>> Just tell me. I'm going to make you a
card. Doo, if you come on tonight, I'll
make you tonight. But if um um and
anybody that comes up, I'll talk to you
about Dar. But I'm also going to do some
uh Yeah. No, she's nice. I'm I'm also
going to do some um um
>> No. So, what car did you make me? And
yeah, I will hang up. I'll hang around
until JT decides to come up.
>> Okay.
Here. Here. Listen to this quote. It's a
Zen quote. It says, "Mind has no color.
Is neither long nor short. Doesn't
appear or disappear. It is free from
both purity and impurity. It was never
born and can never die. It is utterly
serene. This is the form of our original
mind, which is also our original body."
Zen Master Huh Hai 8th century. That's
pretty. I like that. Um, oh, this looks
like Lenor a little bit. It says, "You
are strong enough." It's kind of cute.
Looks just like Lenor, though.
Okay, there's no link. Okay, I'll bring
it up here. JT wants to come up. Okay,
but JT, I need to like have like access
to a a photo so I can like, you know, if
you want me to do But yeah, Vicki is
actually Vicki one time. I don't want to
Okay. No, it wasn't Vicki. It was Okay,
it was Vicki. It was It was Vicki. She
like She showed me her boobs backstage
and um So, she's okay with me.
>> My god, is she really showing her tits
backstage? Really?
>> She did. And she let you laughed. But
that's pretty
>> uh
like that's pretty
this one. Have you seen that? That's
pretty cool.
>> So you you do realize that Vicky and
Eraser Rain are the same person.
You know that
>> she's she's Eraser Rain. She's JT's
girlfriend.
>> Yes, it's the same. Vicki and Rain are
the same person.
>> I don't know if I believe that. Hold on,
JT. Is that you in this in backstage?
Cuz it has a really weird thing. Here's
Beeta and her cat.
That is that you beta.
>> I'm telling you, it's the same person
here. Listen to this. It says never
ever. It says never ever fight an Aries.
Never ever steal a Taurus's food. Never
ever lie to a Gemini. Never ever hurt a
Cancer. Never ever challenge a Leo.
Never ever try to prove a Virgo wrong.
Never ever dress better than a Libra.
Never ever make a Scorpio cry. Never
ever enrage a Sagittarius. Never ever
lie to a Capricorn about your feelings.
Never ever try to win an argument versus
an Aquarius. And never ever
underestimate a Pisces.
Is that you, JC? Or no?
Is that you backstage JT?
>> No. No, that's that's JT. But I'm just
saying that.
>> Is it Is he back? Tell me in the regular
chat, JT. So I know it's actually you.
>> It's him. Okay, hold on a second.
>> Well, let him let him up and defend
Did
himself. Let him up. It It's me. What?
Defend myself against what? Hey, what's
up Psych?
>> Oh my god.
>> Long time no see.
>> Why? I defend myself against you. What
the are you doing up here, Ray?
>> I'm hanging out on a Wednesday night.
What are you doing up here?
>> Well, I came up here because you said
you you said you wanted me to come up
here. What do you want?
>> Hey, like
>> I never invited you up here. Is it even
my stream? It's not my stream.
So, am I going to get a custom tarot
card too?
>> Yeah. Make it look like Oh, you right
there. So, there's your picture right
>> But,
>> you said you needed my picture, right?
there. Okay.
>> Yeah. Let me see if I can make it
bigger. Let me see. Hold on. I can't.
Oh, I can't. I can't. Hold on.
>> So, so you you flocked right up here and
asked for a reading right away.
>> No, he wants a picture.
>> You are such a fake Christian, JT.
>> He wants to have he wants to have a
tarot card made of him some.
>> No, he's making custom cards.
make one.
>> Yeah, because you don't trust in Jesus.
You want a deck of cards for your faith.
>> Oh, come on, Ray. You're not being any
fun. Stop talking negative about tarot
on my show. Okay, hold on. Don't say
anything, JT. I need to see the picture.
We'll still one second. One, two, three.
Okay, got it. Okay, I'll make you I'll
make you a card. Okay, let me see. What
will I make you? Let me see.
>> Do you choose the card that it becomes
>> Yeah. Yeah, I will. I will. I'll do it
or what is it?
right now. But uh yeah, I'm gonna have
um it make it and I will choose it right
now and I'll I'm just trying to think in
my head. Okay. Okay. What kind of um
what kind of car do you drive?
>> Uh Beetleb? He drives a Beetleb.
>> Is it like a Toyota? Like what? Is it
like a What kind of style though? Is it
like you know like a four-door?
>> It's like a a truck or something or what
is that?
>> No, it's a Matrix.
>> Okay. One sec. Okay. Okay. I got I got I
got enough information.
>> Mhm. He drives a dune buggy.
>> A dune buggy.
>> Hey, what's up, DJ?
>> Okay.
>> Does it make it like that fast?
>> Yeah, very fast.
Um, it takes like five minutes, but I
have to I have to put in a bunch of
information first.
>> Well, come on. Psych. Is he going to
heaven or not? Tell us. Yeah, we all I
mean I believe we all are. Okay, so it
says hold on. Um where Ray, are you
going to go to heaven?
>> I sure am.
>> Okay.
Why are you up here bothering these nice
people tonight?
I was up here before you.
Mhm.
Okay. Almost got it.
Don't even get me started now. What
What's the card saying?
>> I mean, it's like it's like designing it
right now.
>> He's not giving me a card. He's Well,
he's making one.
>> Okay. Got it. Got it. Got it. Let me see
what it's saying because it was giving
me problems today about making stuff,
but I think it's going to make it. It
says, "Got it. We're putting Okay. No.
Okay. They're making it." Okay. I Okay.
It's making it. It's going to be a
surprise though what it's going to be,
but it's telling me I'm like
>> it doesn't it doesn't tell you what it's
going to be, right?
>> Yeah, it does. It gives me all the
details and it tells me to approve it.
Um like um so but I'm going to approve
this. Okay.
>> So it needs to know like what car they
drive.
>> He's dodging it. The cards the cards are
saying you've been rejected. JT
>> Well, you know the reason because I have
a particular card in mind for you and
and so the car is relevant for your
card, but that's all I can tell you
right now. It is just it's right now.
So, right now it's it's creating it
based on the information I gave it and
some certain details that I wanted and
I'll see if it comes up.
>> No, but you you tell people good stuff
every time and now you're ducking and
dodging with JT.
>> I'm not even doing a reading for him, my
friend. I'm like actually creating a
tarot card with him on it. That's why I
asked for his picture and all this kind
of stuff.
>> Okay. I need I'm trying to get the
picture now. I can't get the p the
screen small again. Okay. Hold on.
It's like bad. Okay. Okay. Go like this.
Oh, there we go. Okay. Got it.
Okay. Got it. Got it. Okay. Got it.
Okay. Hi guys. Okay. So, let me see.
Okay. So, it's designing. It's coming
out with the card. It says may take a
moment. Yeah. It's like So, it's like
still creating it, but I think that it's
going to get the
>> No, because you're an Erase
rain.
>> Why? Why is she an
>> Oh, is it is this about the Discord
thing?
Never got over that.
>> Oh my gosh.
>> Don't you bring Don't you bring our
disagreements up on this man's panel,
JT.
Why don't you act like a grownup for
once in your life?
>> Cool. It's a cool It's a cool card, but
it's like really strange. It's like I
don't know why it's coming out so
strange, but it's pretty cool. I think
you'll like it, but it's like it's like
I asked for
>> Does it make me look strange or is the
>> No, you look good. You look really cool,
card just
but it's like a it's like a trippy like
it's like it made it like in a strange
way. Like it hasn't made any other I
like the I like the the art style of it.
It's only halfway done. Um but it's like
it's it's made it kind of like I asked
for certain details and it's like it got
them a little bit Okay. Okay. Now, okay.
So, I got it. I have it for you. Okay.
Um I need to save it. Okay. Save.
And then I can put it in the studio real
quick. Hold on one second. And then I go
to Streamyard. Put it in.
I'll do Woo tonight, too, if I can. But
the um I just need to get her picture.
She said she's going to put her picture
on the
>> You know, Big V Big V Big Vicky, you
hoard your tits out in front of
everybody.
>> Not in front of every just for me. It
was just for me. It was for me. It was
just me. She showed them to Oh, it was
just me. She was backstage, so nobody
else saw.
>> Yeah, but you liked him, Ray.
Ray. Ray. No. Ray. Ray would like the
most. Hold on one second. I'm gonna put
this There's two of you.
>> One second.
>> You know, JT, are you going to apologize
to Boil for what you said about
Spunky?
>> You can't even say that with a straight
face, can you?
>> Okay. Are you ready?
Hey Ocean.
Hold on. Let me take myself off here.
>> Hi.
Um, I'm about to unveil um um JT's card.
Can you hear me? Okay. Hi. Here's JT's
card I made. Okay. So, here. Are ready,
JT?
>> Let's see it.
>> What's this card? The Joker. Yeah. Um
the the chariot. Okay. Drive, control,
victory, spirit, emotion. I don't
understand what that means. Who is that?
Is that like a little kitty with a with
>> I said I said like a little wolf man
a scarf on?
doll cuz you have like the wolf man
avatar and it gave you a little kitty
cat and a cape. I don't know why, but
>> Why is she wearing a
it's
>> Is that your car looks like?
>> I think it's cute. You're You're gonna
look good looking in there. You know, it
didn't make you look pretty good
looking. And uh no, I like that one.
>> It's great. Looks cool.
>> Okay, Ocean, did you put your picture up
um your picture up on your community
>> album over on my community tabs?
>> You do? Okay, I'll I'll get it. I'll get
it and I'll I'll do it. Well, I'll do
one for you if I can right now.
>> With a cat, but it's it's cool. I like
it.
>> Okay. Yeah, I think I mean it's like I
might, you know, refine it a little bit.
I'm going to make them all like have
either quotes or maybe keywords like
that. Um, Ray, I'm really sorry. Your
microphone's just so bad. I just have to
have you off right now. Okay. But, but
we love you, Ray. Okay. Um, it's just a
little bit distracting for me, but So,
have you met screen capture right now? I
think I look pretty good tonight. So,
>> Oh, I can do the screen capture. Yeah,
hold on. I'll do that. Hold on. I can
put you solo real quick. Okay. And then
I'll try to make it bigger. Hold on.
Yeah. Perfect. Okay. Gotcha. You just
gota Okay.
and a picture on at my um on my
community tab. So, you might want to
make me more than one thing. You some of
them is
>> I'll have a backup is um me with a stank
face.
>> Okay. One, two, three. Smile. One, two,
three.
Okay, perfect. Okay, I got it. Hold on.
Let me take you There we go. Oh, I'll
take you off full screen. There we go.
Oh, hold on. And uh hold on. And JT left
too. I don't know why JT left. I wanted
you to meet JT, but um yeah. So I don't
know if you've ever played around with
the the Chad GPT, but it's gotten so
amazing that it's like you can like put
on the voice and then you can talk to it
like a like a have a conversation. It'll
carry on a conversation and know things
and remember things about you now. It
will like you talk tell it. It'll give
you advice, whatever advice you want
about anything. Have you ever tried it?
>> No, not yet.
>> It's free. It's free, but I would say
>> to try. Do I have to download something?
>> No, you don't. You can just go to the
website.
>> Okay. Well, then good because my phone
is in.
>> Yeah, you can just do it. You can do it
on any kind of browser and it's or there
is an app that you can download like I
have the app um on my other on my phone,
I think. But um I'm going to just go to
the website for my tablet right here.
>> And then I can just log in and you just
talk to it. I just talk to it like
another like a normal like a friend kind
of and it's like it's always pretty
friendly and polite and like you know
it's not going to like be mean to you or
anything.
>> They have some good there actually
there's one called Grock. It's um X.com
has their own version of it like you
know it's called Grock and it's like a
little bit more racy but they have like
a little bit more crazy personalities
there but chat GPT is pretty they keep
it very professional. Everyone everyone
is pretty nice and helpful and nobody's
like sarcastic or weird or anything.
They have all these good personality
traits that you can
>> give you a picture cowboy. You can make
him a card.
>> Oh
yeah. Let me see.
>> Do I have your photo right here?
>> I think this is
knucklehead here.
>> Okay. Gotcha. Okay. Okay.
Yeah, I have like five completely
different looking pictures of me. I
don't look the same. And you know, some
of them you'd even kind of be hardressed
to know it's me. Like the one in the
cowgirl hat
probably wouldn't even recognize me.
I don't know.
>> Well, here it goes. Let's say there. I'm
trying to add the photo. Okay, it's not
adding it
>> all the time.
>> Um, add file.
Um files.
Okay, got yours. Okay.
File is empty. Okay. Well, this is going
to be a little interesting.
>> Select images. Browse.
Okay.
Okay. I got it. I got it. I got it.
Select.
did it. I think
Well,
>> I've been playing with uh some of the
AI. Um
there's one that I use that's Pixart
that I've been making some avatars, some
kind of cool avatars. I've been putting
them as thumbnails on the show.
>> Cool.
>> Yeah. I uh Yeah. Oh, file is empty.
Okay. So, I'm just going to do this one
more time. I'll do it for my phone
because it works for my phone perfectly.
It's just not working for my tablet for
some reason. So, I got one more one more
thing. Okay. So, camera.
Thanks for being patient. But this will
be totally I really going to release
this uh card. Yeah, here we go. I got
you right there. One,
two three.
Okay. Hopefully that's good. Okay. Yeah.
Okay. So
yeah, I plan on releasing this deck
maybe next year, but I'm going to
probably do a Kickstarter for it too and
auction off some like special things for
it, like you know, like large prints of
the cards like signed or like um people
can like bid to be on a card and stuff
like that. But I want to put certain
people on cards. Um so I have an idea
for you already. So
>> I'm temperance in the deck supposedly.
>> Um a Sagittarius.
>> Yeah. had temper and angel show up to me
one time.
>> Okay. Thank you for letting me know
that.
>> Uh in real life you you meant the
temperance angel. I heard it's like an
earth angel, right? Like an earth angel
and like
>> the temperance angel just showed up. I
was just doing my meditation and it just
showed up right in front of me and
looking just like a 3D version of the
tarot card.
>> Pouring the the water from one chalice
to the other one.
>> I wonder if it will let me see. It says,
"Thanks. Here's the concept." Okay. So,
it has a concept. Okay. And Oh, it know.
And it knows like a It seems like it's
just very It's very intuitive, too.
You'll be like, "How does it know this?"
But it it knows it seems like from what
I'm reading it knows something about
you. Okay. Okay. Okay.
>> And there's there's an affirmation going
to be on the card. Yeah. I'm going to
say yes, but I'll tell you the
affirmation right now. The affirmation
that they came up with was I blend words
with grace. I heal through harmony.
>> Oh, that's cool.
>> Okay. So, it's getting started. It's
doing it right now. And so, it should
happen in maybe like, you know, a few
minutes. But, yeah. So, let me see.
Okay, I'll bring Ray back up here. Is
maybe his microphone's better. Ray, are
you there?
Ray,
>> let me look at his mic.
>> Where are you?
>> Ray, are you there?
Ray,
>> can you hear me? Can you hear me?
>> We hear you. Yeah, we hear you. Hi. We
hear you now.
>> You can hear me? I'm in the side chat.
Say hi to Say hi to um D Oceans or D.
Say hi to Oceans.
>> Hi.
>> This is
>> Hey. Hey.
>> Oans.
>> Oceans. Oceans. Hi. Hi.
Um never. Oh yeah. Hi Oceans.
>> Yeah.
>> Where are you from, Ray? Ray. Are you
from Ray?
>> Yes. The oceans dwoo. Um deep oceans
dwoo.
>> I'm from Santa Monica. Oh, you're from
California.
>> Yeah.
>> Why do you have a Are you like
originally from um you know, Beverly
Hillbillies? Where were they from? Where
did you stray some oil or something?
How'd you get to Santa Monica?
>> First thing's a millionaire. He says,
"Yay, can you hear us?"
>> You My father married a Mexican woman.
Now, that's that's how I came to that's
how it came to pass.
But you how do you where did the accent
come from?
>> Yeah,
>> Ray.
>> Okay. What? Wait a second. Let Let me
get my stuff here. Wait.
>> Oceans, you're going to like this one,
though. You're going to like this card.
It's like really It looks Oh my god,
it's so accurate that it's almost like a
little bit spooky.
I do believe there may be some sort of
spiritual component with that with chat
GPT or something because it's like it
just like will know so much or like
>> okay so psych psyche I was just joking
around I'm from Louisiana.
>> Okay. Oh that's why oh I was like what
they're from Santa Mon because I'm like
that sounds like I lived in Louisiana
for a short time.
>> Oceans oceans where did you live where
did you live there at oceans? island,
right? Um,
uh, actually I was homeless
for a while. Uh, and I ended up living
over in Rampart Street for a while. I
had a bunch of stuff happen to me down
there. I got broken into and blah blah
blah blah blah and um ended up homeless
people and so forth and ended up working
at a at Marie Lavos.
No, that same
>> you know you know now you you you know
you know this that the New Orleans
cemetery is a tourist site,
>> right?
>> It's a tourist. Yeah, it is.
Everything is zombies and voodoo down
there.
>> Everything.
>> People come there to just see the
cemetery in New Orleans. It's a tourist
site. And I I can't remember, but I
think I Maria Lavo was in there.
>> Maria? Yeah, Maria.
>> Maria Lavo was is I think buried in
there.
Yeah, I think I can't remember. I I my I
have a bad memor. Yeah, but she's in
there. She's in there somewhere.
>> Zombies, too. They own Cisro Zombies and
I read there and and uh I did really
well there actually. I ended up doing
really well reading down there in New
Orleans.
But if you psych psych if you like um
>> the macob the macob and gothic stuff.
>> Yeah,
>> you would you were you were you could
spend a whole 24 hours in the New
Orleans cemetery. It's huge.
>> Oh and it's got so much Gothic stuff.
And Maria Lavo was in there somewhere.
She is.
>> Yes, she is. He's a very famous grave
site that it's like people make
pilgrimages. But I do want to show um D
your your car. So here you go. Okay.
Ready?
>> I'm I'm ready. I'm here with baited
breath.
Oh my goodness.
So cute. I look so cute.
I'm adorable.
I'm adorable. I look like I'm gonna hug
you. look like I
>> I'm just going to hug everybody.
>> Did it do a good job? I think I did a
pretty awesome job. What do you think,
Ray?
>> No, she she you she's she's a good
looking woman. Um I mean she looks a lot
better than Rain.
>> Oh, come on. You be be No, you be nice
to Rain. I mean, come on. But But yeah,
but there you go. I think uh I think
that I'll probably, you know, use very
close to that. You know, you know, you
said you're like that Sagittarian energy
and like that you got the temper, you
had the mushrooms there. I knew about
you, you know, you like some
>> I mean, I would I would definitely hang
out with her. She's a good-looking
woman.
>> Okay. Well, yeah. Well, you might have a
new friend. This is Yeah. So, there's D.
Yeah. I'll I'm going to, you know, I'll
let you see it later again. I'll let you
I'll send it actually to you. I'll let
you have a copy of that or put on your
community wall or something like that
for you. And uh yeah, but I do
>> purple, but I'm in green tonight and
it's green, so that's cool. And green is
prosperity.
>> Yeah. It's also very close to like the
nature of nature.
>> Green. Green is prosperity is money.
>> Yeah. But it's also like it's also other
things like poison, you know, it's like
it represents like nuclear waste and
stuff like that too. I mean it can mean
like you know can be harmful or and also
poison and sickness like green snakes
and things like that. There's some
negative associations with it like any
color might have negative associations
but prosperity I I do like also you know
timu will use a lot of green print and
that is like establishes credibility
subconsciously when you use green print
and so there are certain like little
tricks you can learn about psychology
you can really learn from you know
certain marketing
I can't get over that car. Looks like
I'm just about to give you a big hug.
>> Okay, I'm going to put that back up. You
can put it over Ray. I know you want to
look at it more. Isn't it great?
>> Everything's going to be all right.
That's what it looks like. And actually,
that's what Temperance card is about.
It's about evening out. If there's been
some kind of tension, it's about evening
it out. So, it's like cool.
>> I will give you some of the uh and heal
through harmony. Yeah.
>> What said I'll give you some of what it
said when I came up with the concept of
the card. It said
my bigger.
>> So, what what is she what is she pouring
in? Is that honey and sugar she's
pouring in?
>> I'll I'll read I'll read you the I'll
read you the description. It says,
"Here's the concept for the temperance
card featuring Decearot
symbolism and your show's mystical
flare." So, it says, "Temperence card
featuring de ocean." It says, "Key
words, balance, healing flow, higher
alignment." It's a visual style,
realistic cartoon with vivid, ethereal
colors inspired by the dreamy forest
background in the image. Light glows,
soft watercolors, and cosmic sparkles.
Your deck's signature fantasy meets
reality tone. And then it says, "The
ocean stands at the center wearing her
green top exuding charm and nurturing
energy." Uh, her expression is warm. Her
hands are mid-motion pouring glowing
water from one shell shaped cup into
another, representing harmony and
emotional regulation. She has soft
iridescent butterfly wings, a nod to the
background tapestry and her gentle
transformative spirit. A moonlit glade
like her in her photo with softly
glowing mushrooms and butterflies
flitting about. A classic a crystal
clearar stream flows at her feet. The
classic temperance path leads from the
water behind her toward distant starllet
mountains. It says symbolic details. One
foot in a stream, one on land, balance
between spirit and matter. Psyche
awakens. Sigil subtly glow glows in the
sky like a compass star. And so there's
my like that's actually if you look in
the on the right that it actually knows
my logo. See how did how did it know my
logo.
>> They got my logo on there. It says a
halo of soft starlight above her head.
The the cup she pours from glow with
opposing energies. One golden the sun
and one silver the moon. And it says
affirmation on the card. I blend worlds
with grace. I heal through harmony. And
so that then it said ready to bring it
to life. And I said yep. And then
>> like that.
>> That's really so cute. I look so nice. I
look like I look like I'm gonna give
every single one of you a hug and solve
all your problems.
>> I can I can actually show it your
picture again uh and ask it what it
thinks about you. Like because it does
give like maybe like a little bit of a
personality analysis just based on what
you look like. So I'll tell you what it
says about you. Let's see. It says,
okay,
it says
the oceans gives off a grounded heart
centered energy like someone who's been
through a lot, knows how to hold space,
and isn't afraid to show up fully as
herself. That backdrop, the total fairy
realm vibes. It's like she lives halfway
between reality and the dream world,
which is perfect for someone on Psyche
Awakens. She feels like a temperance
archetype in real life. Soft but steady,
blending compassion with wisdom. Someone
your audience would trust, not just for
readings, but for soulful advice. You
can tell she's tapped into something
deeper. But she's not flashy about it.
She just is. That's rare. If you're
thinking of spotlighting her more on the
show or in readings or even as a figure
in the community, it'd be a strong move.
She brings balance to the chaos and
keeps the mystical grounded in love.
want her to write her a card description
or intro for the next episode. And so,
you know, so it comes up with little
ideas, you know, it's very intuitive,
too. It knows you're a reader somehow,
you know, and that, you know, and it
knows about your big spirit. What do you
think about that, guys? Little little
little um You don't like the card say
church.
>> Okay. It's pretty pretty crazy, huh?
I'm gonna see what it think about
>> I want to see what it thinks about JC.
What um what do you think about JT?
>> I'm I'm interested. What What does it
say about JT?
>> Yeah, I'm going to I'm going to show it
this picture real quick. Hold on. There
it goes. Okay,
>> let's see. Let's see the AI picture of
JT. Let's see it.
>> Well, there's Oh, this is the There one
right there. That's that one
based on that. Okay.
But it that's his car. But it says it
says JT's got that
>> so let's see what AI has to say about
JT. Okay, let's go.
>> It says it says JT's got that brooding
mystic energy like the guy who doesn't
say much at first, but when he does
speak, you know it's going to be real
raw and probably a little rebellious.
There's depth in his eyes, like he's
seen a few lifetimes worth of drama. But
he's still
>> he's still sitting steady, hoodie up,
eyes sharp, clocking everything. He
looks like the knight of swords meets
the chariot. Fastthinking, intense,
maybe a little reckless when passionate,
but always aiming for some greater
truth.
>> There's a subtle defiance in him, like
he won't be boxed in or told what to
think. That's gold on a panel,
especially when you need someone to stir
the pot and drop truth bombs if you're
building out archetypes for your deck.
in show dynamics. JT could be your truth
chaser, warrior poet or chaotic good
catalyst. Want to make a card for him
next? Knight chariot or something
custom, you know. So, it has ideas and
wants to I think I already have have
enough of him in the deck. But there we
go.
>> But but you see it put him in a Honda.
He's driving a doodlebug Honda.
>> I can tell you what it thinks about me,
too. Hold on. I can let me see you. Um
That is funny, too. Yeah. And Okay, that
note kind of.
>> Okay, let's see what it thinks about me.
>> What does it think about you?
>> Oh, hold on. What do you think?
>> Okay, one second. It'll just It'll come
up with it. Hold on. It will say it says
um it says
you're the wild card and the dealer, the
host with the grin that says I see
through the chaos and I like it. There's
pure charisma in that smile. Not the
polished kind, but the raw, magnetic,
unpredictable type that pulls people in
and keeps them guessing. You've got a
spark of someone.
You got a spark of someone who thrives
on in liinal spaces between intellect
and instinct, order and absurdity, troll
and truth seeker. That's rare. Wearing
the headset like it's a crown, you give
tech shaman energy, channeling the
stream, guiding the madness, letting
people spiral while you keep one foot
grounded in showmanship. It's very
magician meets fool meets showrunner of
the underworld. If I had to tarot card
you right now, you're the high frequency
trickster. One who bends narratives,
ignites transformation, and trolls the
trolls on purpose. You are the stage and
the storm. When I turn this into the
official card next, I got a concept for
you. So
interesting.
What do you think guys in the chat?
>> Interesting.
>> Yeah.
Well, if anybody else wants to see
>> you, you're interested in what?
>> I said I think that's insightful.
>> Insightful. I think so, too. And it's
like And it's like actually like
interesting that it can pretty much pull
out some interesting details, right?
It's it just maybe it just knows
something. I don't know. It's just it's
a little bit creepy sometimes. It's
almost like a talking to like a
>> knows things.
Yeah, it knows things that because it
also how did it know? I just I put that
I made that new logo today and put and I
have it shared. I just posted it there
and I didn't make it with chat GPT. So,
how did it know that I have that logo as
my show logo? Isn't that weird? That is
just bizarre.
>> Spying on you now.
>> It's going to my show when I didn't ask
it to. And oh, interesting. But you know
what? Also, um I've been uh I I have
this new program that transcribes like
every show. Like I just put my the
YouTube link and then it will transcribe
and say everything that was discuss like
a business meeting almost but was it
will say you discussed this and this and
these details and this story and it will
summarize it and also transcribe the
whole thing and you can save it as a
audio file and uh so it's like only a
few bucks a week to do that. So I'm
going to go through all my episodes and
like you know catalog them and like go
through the progression and I'm going to
study what's gone on because I've been
on for like every day this year. Every
day except for one day. I missed one day
this year. I've been on every day at
least, you know, an hour or, you know,
sometimes as long as 12 hours or more,
you know, so
pretty crazy.
>> I know that's a long time. And that's
considered by some people. I was just on
for three hours before I came here.
>> You were? Yeah. Everyone, make sure make
sure to check out um check out Deceian's
page as well. I don't know. You are a
mod. I think you can post it in there,
but if if a mod can get her her page,
she's the oceans deep woo. Yeah, deceans
deep woo.
>> See if I can grab that link.
>> Okay.
>> Thank you. I'm sorry. I'm just my my
phone's a little
>> slow to get that. And so
>> I am um
I'm a shamanic practitioner and I do
readings too and uh we talk about all
kinds of things, deep things
including matrix theory
and yeah
>> spirituality of all kinds of stuff.
Where am I? Well, dog gone it.
Hey I'll get it.
>> Hey,
>> Electra, I I didn't get your car,
Electra. I I have a card for Electra,
too. I put it I'll put it up here. Hold
on. I just need to like take out I made
a card for you, Electra.
>> I don't know if it's up here still. Hold
on. I'm going to grab it. Um,
I'll take that one. Hold on one second.
>> My card now.
>> Okay. So, I'll put the one second.
side. Yeah. Yeah.
Let her let her go first. Let her go
first.
>> No, you go ahead.
>> No, I was going to say you do realize
that's artificial intelligence. It isn't
real.
You got that?
>> It's not. I understand. I understand. I
don't need about AI again. Okay, stop.
That's you, Electra. That's that's based
that's based on the uh that's based on
the picture of you. Electra, how do you
like that?
>> Cool.
Oh, that looks really nice.
>> Yeah, that's Electra
as a queen of swords
>> like the writerweight type. Uh
>> yeah to it.
>> Yeah. Um so I'm really trying to get a
unified style on the um in the deck and
stuff like that. But yeah, I made hers
queen of swords. Queen of Swords is like
about like a lot about you know cutting
people off like the right people off
because you know she's been through a
lot usually right like a lot of times
she's been a divorce like a lot of times
an air sign and you know intelligent and
uh you like that one so and that's
that's based on her avatar she sent me a
picture of her avatar.
>> So so so am I am I allowed to read
cards? Can I read that card?
Uh yeah, well if you want to. But do you
know anything about it or you just going
to just play around and guess or what?
Like what?
>> Well, she she looks like an arcist
that's um been scorned by every man.
That's what I saw.
>> Well, that's what the queen of swords.
>> That's why she's got a No, put it back
up. Put it back up.
>> It's It's up It's up right there.
>> That sword That sword is an upside down
cross. You see that?
>> Well, yeah. That's what swords are,
right? swords are kind of like they're
upside down. They can look like upside
down T's or cross. You can say a T or a
cross or you can say like a you know
intersection
>> that that hoot
that H
that hood is her um her own common sense
that that means she thinks she knows it
all.
>> Okay, interesting interpretation. But
um you know owls are the owls do they
like see a lot because they not only do
they stay up they're nocturnal but they
also can turn
around
>> she had she has six points on her crown.
>> Mhm.
>> That's satanic. That's satanic.
>> I see I see I see I see five five
points. There's five points my friend
>> one. Yeah. Yeah. Okay. Yeah it's five. I
I screwed up.
>> Is that a panic too? Because five is a
pentagram. Is that a panic?
>> Five is the number of change. Okay, I
know that.
>> Yeah,
>> logically that's
>> five. Five is the number of grace. That
means she she can still turn it around.
>> Well, five in the tarot is kind of like
a negative number a little bit, right?
It's kind of like the almost between
like the spirit and
>> matter, but it's like five a negative
number in tarot. Why? Because well
because like you know I just like you
know in like in Alistar Crowley's do
deck it's called like the lord of defeat
the lord of ruin the lord of I mean it's
like you know the five of cups is like
regret and sadness. The five of swords
is like you had
Christianity in Christianity five means
grace.
>> Okay it can mean a lot they mean
whatever they mean to us. Like they mean
a lot of different things. And sometimes
some things are like it's meant to mean
certain things. A five is a five point.
So that's going to be a pentagram,
right? And so maybe that's why five is
associated with the pentagram and like
you know
>> that's why he turns it upside down. It's
upside down. The pentagram is upside
down. It's like
>> well but it's it's like put in a circle
put in a circle and it's not upside down
or right side up. It's like where
wherever it is in a circle. It's like
technically just like just like the five
points are just in space somewhere.
Right. It's like right where do you
think it was?
>> The five points represent the five
elements. The circle rep and you're
working against each other. The circle
represents the five elements working in
harmony. It is a symbol that was
originally meant to mean and it probably
was taken originally from fune but
nobody else says this but I I looked
into fune
the circle is the elements functioning
in harmony literally.
>> Oh
You You don't even know what you're
talking about. Hold on a second. Hold on
a second.
>> You do obviously
>> because
he's he's he's very rude. He's rude and
he's like he's like a know it all kind
of spirit and it's like it's not really
appreciated right now, Ray. So, hold on.
I do want to show this diagram right
there,
>> dude.
>> I mean, he's like, you know, how
disrespectful if you can he can
disagree. He doesn't have to say your,
you know, the you know, rude things
about you and like this is terrible. I
mean I apologize for him but uh here
this is about the pent
while it's like you know I'll take it
for a while but but after a while it's
just wow you are really really really
really lost in Christian world which is
really a clamp for the mind
>> because unfortunately
you have been boxed in to this
cage of the mind that that has been put
over you. And I really hope that at some
point that cracks open and lets you see
the light. I actually asked I was raised
Christian. I was really hearing so many
different things. I actually
legitimately
said Jesus, which by the name his his
name is not Jesus. Never would be. Yeah,
it ain't a Hebrew name. Okay, first of
all, and it means Zeus.
>> Yeah.
>> So, that would never be his name.
However, it was probably Yeshua.
>> However,
>> yeah, Yeshua. Yeah.
>> Yeah.
>> Or Joshua.
>> I was reading the Bible before I went to
school. Okay. Yeah.
>> I know a few things about this stuff. I
am not stupid. Okay. I'm not unlearned.
and I do know what I'm talking about.
And I studied this and I said very
contritly, very honestly, I said,
"Please, Jesus, because that's all I
knew him by at the time. Please show me
the truth." And guess what? Here is
where I am now. I'm a shamanic
practitioner and I have looked into all
of this stuff. I was reading before I
went to school. I read the Bible before
I got programmed in Christian school,
okay? And I read an entirely different
book than most people. It's if you step
out of the propaganda that you have been
caged into,
you will find that you're reading a
whole different book. In fact, did you
know that the you've heard of the
Anunnaki, right? uh psyche the uh alien
supposedly the aliens from Nibberu and
so okay guess what from Assyria guess
what the anarchen that's the anakin they
are in the Bible
>> so the Bible is a historic book of some
sort
>> it really is
>> there are real people in there okay that
really lived and real aliens so yes the
Bible is a book. And this is going to
blow people's minds when it comes fully
out. The Bible is a book about before
everything got clamped down.
And it doesn't mean what you think it
does. The Anakin were the um Oh, the
Saraphim. My gosh. The mighty Saraphim
were warrior.
>> Fire angels. Fire. Yeah. The serpent.
Fire. Fire serpent.
>> And they were lizards.
>> They were lizard people. It's like, holy
cow right?
That what now they're finding this all
out and and for years we've been lied
to. People have been telling us these
stories that aren't true. But it's so
obvious. You're not if you're Hebrew,
you're not going to name your kid, hey,
Zeus. You're not gonna name him after
Zeus. That's ridiculous,
>> right? Um and not only that, but the um
Old Testament
is mostly has quite a few stories that
are very similar to the Samrian text
because they actually lost the Old
Testament at some point and had to piece
it together from memory and plagiarizing
the Samrian texts
>> because they didn't have the whole Bible
anymore. They were trying to piece
together the information. You know, this
is a long time ago and a lot of stuff
happened. People are not perfect by any
means, but the fact that the message and
the wonderful I mean people get many
wonderful messages from the Bible and
much comfort and the fact that that
still remains is a miracle in itself. I
I think that it is a miracle that
there's anything of the original wisdom
left in the book. And uh so I really
regard it highly, but on the other hand,
I think that most people do not
understand what they're reading about.
They've been told things that are just
not true.
And and uh now we're in the age when
it's going to come out. I've been
predicting this. All of this stuff is
going to come out, man.
>> It's g it's going to be
um Okay, we're going to know who these
people really were in the Bible. We're
going to know what they really did. Our
history has been hidden from us largely.
>> Did you know that um I I'm trying to
think. I believe it's St. Francis of
Aisi.
Originally, he looked like a dog man.
>> Oh, I seen that. Like St. Christopher.
St. Christopher as well. Like St.
Christopher is a dog face saint. And
there's actually saint photos of him as
a dog.
>> Maybe it was Christopher. It was one of
them was was actually a dog. Look at dog
man.
>> We talk about being cryptids
>> and people don't know if they believe in
them, but actually
He was a saint. So, um, you know, and
that's the way he was drawn originally.
>> I for I You're right, though. I think he
might be one of those.
>> Oh, ocean ocean. Ocean ocean.
What are you babbling on about?
>> Okay. Ray, go away. Go away. I'm sorry.
>> True.
>> What about
Well, I reckon it's the truth. Love,
bless your heart. Bless your heart.
Bless your heart.
>> Well, I mean, it's like Ray, I gave him
another chance. I keep giving him a
chance. Like, he's like, I just want to
say one more thing. Like, I was like,
okay, maybe it'll be something, you
know? You know, apology maybe. But he
decides to come up and just be an ass.
>> Well, if you just keep thinking that you
just keep thinking the way you're
thinking, it's okay. It doesn't hurt me
none.
>> Right. You're No, you're you're not
going to be rude. You're being rude.
So,
>> he's disrespecting you. you've been
perfectly kind and perfectly
understanding because he's disrespectful
and it's like he doesn't understand.
You're not supposed to disrespect the
guest or whatever. And uh guys, there
>> other
beside you
a card.
You guys are going to laugh.
>> Okay.
>> Oh, you're trying to show a card.
>> Yeah. One more.
>> Okay. I got this one off.
>> Okay.
>> Okay. Here it goes. So, so it had it
just like had an idea for it said here's
an idea for the car. So, here it is.
>> Oh my gosh, that's so cute.
High frequency trickster. That's so
cute.
Oh my goodness. Yeah, that kind of goes
with the card. Yeah, that you know what?
That's the deck that I'm and that the
one that you made for me is in is kind
of got the same kind of look.
>> Yeah, I like I like that. I could use
that as a magician.
>> Magician card. Yeah, it's got all the
magician stuff. The fire, the air, the
water, and the pentacle. It's like the
magician, but then it has it has my logo
on it, too. Look at the logo I made.
That's so cool. I troll with purpose. I
And I agree with that. How does it know
that I
>> How do you think I like deal with so
many trolls? I mean, it's like,
>> I'm gonna be playing with this. I'm
gonna be playing with this myself. You
really inspire me, dude. I love you,
Psyche. You know that.
>> Oh, good.
>> You're my bro. I love you.
really inspire me every and and I'm
always happy when I come on here even
when there are trolls.
>> Yeah. And it's quite
>> just think that they got it all figured
out and it's like, you know, sweetheart.
>> Well, there because it's like some some
trolls here like are like are have
actually like been rehabilitated in
certain ways where it's like, you know,
and it's like some trolls just want to
test you and then it's like if you pass
their test or whatever thing, they'll
actually like you or something like
that. Sometimes they won't. Sometimes
they'll always troll you and it'll just
always be negative. Some some people are
just mean and like meanspirited and you
can just But uh I think like a lot of
trolls like to come here but it's like
I'll troll a troll and like you know and
then uh people I don't know it's just
like I can I can like
>> troll right here
>> I know how to defend myself.
>> Yeah cuz I'm like a I'm like a kind
troll. I'm like maybe I was born among
trolls and like maybe I can like I have
that side of me you know that could come
out if I need to bring it out. But it's
like I'm I'm mainly like, you know, a
nice rehabilitated person. But it's like
>> troll.
>> Don't wake up like there's a sleeping
troll within me that like is just
waiting to come out and like, you know,
>> troll I wanted to be. I got be quite a
good troll. Actually, I have been once
in a while I will go on a show where
they're talking complete utter nonsense
and just troll the heck out of them.
>> Yeah.
>> Nicely though,
>> right? There's nothing there's nothing
in me that wants to hate somebody. I I
want to like love people. I just And I
want especially the the mean trolls to
be real abilities and nice trolls.
There's people you can troll and like
that are comfortable. They're just like
trollable people and it's like you know
Cyrax and like Miss Neta and stuff like
that. There's these certain characters
that are just but they these people are
probably like you know they do make
probably a lot of donations too and are
probably you know I think Miss Neta has
like thousands of people in her chat
like 90% of them are just trolling and
it's just like making fun you know cuz
she's kind of like an interesting
character. I have to show you some time.
But uh yeah, there's a lot of YouTube
people that I don't think I'm like that.
I think I'm like I'm like maybe some
karma for some trolls. They're all be
the karma of some trolls, right? It's
like because it's like they think
they're going to come here and it's like
and then they end up getting trolled by
me or something like that. That's pretty
funny. I I just like this poetic justice
to me, right?
>> Poetic justice. I like that.
>> Okay, so Ray. Okay. No, Ray, I think I
gave you like three chances, Ray. Like,
unless if Dwoo says, "Hey, bring him
up." I don't like But he's been so rude
to her twice in a row. I don't want to
like bring him up again because I I you
know, this is a kind a kind,
good-hearted woman that's really sharing
a lot of good info and she doesn't
deserve to be, you know, you know,
called names or or, you know, just be
dealt with in such a rude way by Ry. And
it's like, I'm really disappointed, Ray,
>> you could have a decent conversation
that you like,
about it. That would be one thing. But I
tried. I tried.
>> Yeah. I know. We tried. I think I tried
two times. I like brought him back up
and it was like he's like or or at least
two times he said he said it'll be nice
but
of it. It's like no that's not a
discussion dude.
>> It's not a discussion.
>> That's like that's like you know name
calling it instantly discredits you.
>> Yeah. You know.
>> Yeah. We're just
you know what what next dude?
Are we gonna pull each other's hair and
and have you know have Jerry Springer
show what I don't know
>> I'll try one more time
but
>> one more time
>> Ray darling
>> so so ocean
what you thought
how how you think we can
inherit eternal life.
>> What you're coming in like you sound
very um mechanical sound in your sound
is really good.
>> I'm trying to fix your sound
some about eternal life.
>> Yeah. Do you believe in eternal life or
receiving the gift of eternal life and I
guess like how would you receive that or
>> of eternal life?
>> Yeah.
I am asking her how do we receive that
it
>> by existing
>> we are return eternity
>> yes if you were if you did not exist you
would not you know what you exist
therefore you are eternal you exist
>> you've always existed you've always
existed if you existed
>> yeah but what what if it comes What? No.
What if it comes to an end someday?
>> You can
destroy that which is eternal.
>> The energy never dies. The energy is
always there. So it maybe goes somewhere
else or goes into a different form. But
>> never is created or destroyed. It
continues forever.
>> Yeah.
>> Just Okay. So no, let let me So what's
your thought? Who who do you think God
is? Ocean,
>> hold us.
Everything
you will see,
God mirrored in the creation.
Everything you know, everything you see,
everything that exists, that is God.
>> Pantheism. Okay, Ray. Ray, it's like
your microphone's too bad, but that's
interesting questions he was raising. I
mean, like what is what is God? I know I
believe God is everything.
>> Good questions. Thank you very much for
those questions. I appreciate that.
>> Yeah, those were not those more
thoughtful give you the answers you were
expecting or wanted. But that is the way
I really see it. I'm God. You're God.
Everybody's God. The cat's God, too. The
whole creation is God. Because you know
what? I'm an artist. When I make
something, it reflects me. The creation
and the creator are one. That's what I
believe.
So everything that we are, everything
you see, everything you don't see,
everything that exists, that is God. And
that is why God is omni. So what are the
properties that we consider being God?
Okay, we consider God to be omnisient,
knows everything, everywhere at once,
right? You know, omniresent,
right? And just, you know, all seeing,
all knowing, omniresent and etc.
everywhere at once.
>> perfect. All loving.
Well,
>> How would you do that? All loving. Yes.
How would you do that?
You would be everyone. You would be
everything. I mean, that's the only, you
know, now listen, if you were a a being
that existed in eternity. If you were an
eternal being
and you had, it's like when a baby comes
into the world and they they want to
discover themselves, they start looking.
But you need a mirror, okay? In order to
see, you cannot see your own face except
in a mirror.
God cannot see God's face except in a
mirror.
>> Oh, God was
>> Yeah. And God was like alone, right? And
God like there was all because he was
all that is. And so there was nothing
else, nobody else to look to, nothing.
And so he kind of split himself into the
billion pieces that are all the stars in
the sky and they all have these earths
and all these earths have, you know,
beings on them that are expressing this.
>> I'll create I'll create I'll create I'll
>> I'll learn everything. I go through
every experience, every experience there
is. I'll learn everything there is to
know. And then then maybe I'll like
forget it all and do it all over again
because I'm bored and I don't like to be
alone. Like kind of what do you think
you're going to do with eternity? What
is there to do with eternity but
experience? That's all that's left.
>> There is nothing else to do but
>> Yeah.
experience things in eternity.
>> That's it.
>> So how you going to do that?
>> Well,
>> by living. Yeah. By living by having a
life and like being born and coming into
the a world and like having like you
know parents or you know these adult
figures like in living a childhood
living
>> becoming an adult and learning the
lessons along the way right and then
like you know taking maybe we take the
lessons maybe
>> sorry
>> and and people who have been outside the
construct after they die and I one of
the people who have died and actually
that's another saying people cannot
me about what death is like or
that I'm going to go someplace horrible
when I die. I've already died and was
resuscitated. And guess what? I wasn't
in a bad place. Okay? I didn't go to a
bad place. Death is just a different
point of view. It's without your
physical body. Okay? And guess what?
That's what you are. You're not a body.
You never were a body. Your body is like
a little avatar that you use to play a
game. You use it to play the earth game.
Okay? This body is what I use to play
the earth game. What I use to learn to
experience what there is here on this
planet. That's what it is. That's what
it really is. It is not me. I am an
eternal being. You are an eternal being.
>> Yes. It's obvious to me, you know, now,
but I grew up Christian. I got mind pro
I got programmed for a while. I couldn't
figure it out either. It's like, oh, but
you know, and then there's always this
fear with most of these religions that
you're going to go to hell if you do the
wrong thing. And it's like, oh, you're
going to lose your eternal soul. You
cannot lose your eternal soul. You
either are an eternal soul or you are
not.
>> Mhm.
>> Come on. What sense does that make if
you really think about it? If you're
eternal, eternal goes in both
directions, you know?
>> Yeah. It's like time is just our our
construct. It's all really one moment,
right? But it's like and it's like and
our whole lives are like maybe one
second to God. like it's like just like
a like a like you know our lives are
just like like really insignificant in
the in the the real
we're acting out
>> our personality lives are so short and
>> tiny little part of time considered to
all time infinite time you know in both
directions right it's like and then know
they had to come up with something in
all that time all and all that you know
time and space time and time is space
>> an eternal being and base everything on
a hiccup.
This life compared to eternity is a mere
eye blink.
>> Yeah. And one person out of six billion
of the whole universe, you know,
billions of stars and galaxies. Yeah, I
know. Just like so much. There's so much
out there. There's so like
>> we're just this little something, but
we're we're everything, but we're like
nothing at the same not nothing, but
we're like very insignificant. We're
like a little ant maybe in like the the
big uh scheme of things. We're like just
like a little ant crawling on a rock.
>> The divine in us and so we are also
divine.
>> Yeah. We're and we're we're both uh you
know divine and earthly like animal and
divine combined. You know where the
where the god and the beast put together
in one in one uh you know form that and
the human being is the most uh
complicated the brain is the most
complicated thing in the universe the
human brain. You know, it's like the
that's to show that we're the most
intelligent with static.
>> The universe is pretty big, but yeah,
the humans are pretty complicated. Yeah,
they are.
>> Yeah.
>> But in the same also very simple. They
they respond to
>> Well, on Earth at least, we have the
most complicated, you know, brain. But
it's like, you know, our human brain is
the most complicated thing we found so
far. But
>> I mean, we still have mysteries
mysteries of us, right?
That's what psychology is for because we
don't understand why we act the way we
do with these subconscious desires and
beliefs and like how we just evolved
from these you know maybe from animals
you know possibly possibly I think you
know maybe I think
>> I think the missing link was an alien
really I think the mi missing link was
somebody from the stars like do you like
this
>> oh my gosh look at that Cute.
>> Oh, holy kitty cat.
>> That's so cute.
>> That's what I wake up to in the morning.
>> Much so the grays abducted me. I have
been abducted.
>> Oh,
>> yeah. I'm sorry if that's like But I I
do but I got I do like the gray.
>> We have a picture of a of a craft. They
told me I of course I hear I can talk to
these to the star people. They told me
that they were going They told me if you
see a craft, you have been contacted.
You'll know you've been contacted
because I was sitting there going, "Is
this me making this up or am I really
talking to somebody mindto mind? Am I
really mind speaking with somebody or am
I making this up?" Okay, so guess
what?
>> They showed I'm sitting there talking to
somebody in my living room. I look out.
They tell me this. I look out my window,
my touch light goes on by itself and I'm
like, that's odd. And I look out my
window and there is a craft hanging in
the sky right next to the tree out my
window and the person that was with me
turned and saw it too and I got a
picture of it. So yeah, I am a contactee
now. I am not just an abductee by the
grace. I'm a contactee.
So, and I am a contracted by Andros of
Turia,
uh, is one of the ones that I talked to,
and the other one is Lei,
uh, and she is, um, Arcturan.
So,
yeah. So, I'm now a contactee and I'm
considering going on shows like that,
too, because now I have some information
for you and I can tell you some things.
>> Yeah. our brother. They're our brothers
and sisters. They're not, you know,
we're related to these folks. Okay? Some
of us, I don't know, maybe some of us
are more closely related than others,
but I really feel like the reason first
of all, our form did not the the way you
think of the human form obviously did
not evolve here
because otherwise we would be better
adapted than the apes.
But we're not. The apes are far better
adapted than we are. They're much more
adapted to this planet, the gravity.
They're much more adapted to I mean, if
you have a fight between a full-grown
human and a chimpanzee, chimpanzees will
probably win because
>> Oh, yeah.
>> are more adapt.
>> They're strong. They're strong and
aggressive and dangerous. They can be
dangerous, right? They they ripped off
people's noses. That guy's nose. You
remember that guy that They visited the
They visited them. They used to have
this as a pet or something and they was
in a in a little cage. They brought it
as a cupcake and and it ripped his nose
off and bit off his like face and he has
no nose on his he has a fake nose. I
don't know. It was really traumatic. I
know it was I don't know if that guy is
still around.
>> It got one of them got it got mad at a
woman and escaped and it just basically
tried to tear her face off. Almost tore
her face off. It it's they're very hard.
They would be very hard to be Let's put
it this way. They're adapted to this
world, but are we? Are we really? We're
really not. We burn too easy. We have We
really aren't as strong as they are. Are
we really that adapt? See, that's just
it. We're really not that adapted to
here. But where are we adapted to?
>> Well, it's like I think this is like
this is like Babylon Zoo, you know, this
this world. It's like where it's like
it's almost like a zoo for like the
whole universe. I think we have like
everybody from everywhere here
incarnating different kind of spirits of
different kinds of beings incarnating
into just human bodies, right? And so
they come out looking all different and
some look really strange and some of
it's genetic and some of it's you know
the spirit kind of takes over the the
process and so you know it's a little
mix of it, right?
>> Happening place. I mean, we're right by
a Stargate, you know, we're right near a
main Stargate. So, it's like, sure,
yeah, we're a happening place. And and
uh they try to tell us that we're some
insignificant little planet on the edge
of the galaxy. And actually,
that isn't true at all. We're
not mainstraction
actually.
>> Yeah. Well, and also maybe some people
say like it cause like a like there's
like a lot of things I've seen where
it's like this is almost like a prison
too for the soul because the soul gets
trapped in the matter and it gets keeps
going get trapped again in the matter
and it's hard to get out of like the
planet to go into like you know like
living like the you know eternity
without re keeping for reincarnation
process stuff but then it's like I guess
I would think my spirit would get bored
and want to like it kind of like think
of like the reincarnation process is
like oh it's going to amusement park and
life is like going to the amusement park
and there's a lot of fun and sometimes
it's not so fun and you know and then
there's a lot of clowns there and
there's rides and there's thrills and
you know and you have to like you know
some of the games are rigged and some
you you learn a lot about caries and all
kinds of stuff you know so it's like
it's like fun um reincarnating also I
like to like I think I reincarnate to
like experience my childhood again and
just experience like kind of like being
reborn it's like it's like kind of being
like you know like take off your old
body and your old sins And that was just
like and those are all gone. You know th
the only thing you take with you are
your soul's experience and like what you
you know some lessons along the way I
guess and how much you love and and then
it's like and I think we love people so
much we also get pulled back into
reincarnating because we want to see
these people which are just aspects of
ourselves. Everybody else is like we all
are the same being basically these
shattered bodies and different the
mirror is shattered right
>> me are you? Mhm.
>> I know. I know. It's like even the ones
that we don't like, you know, it it
they're aversion. They're they're like
some part of us. So, yeah, we all really
are one. However, you know, we uh have
separateness in order to experience
different things.
>> We have this illusion of separation
which is
>> duality. The duality. The duality. The
mirror. The mirror.
>> Yeah. The mirror.
It's a it's an illusion, but it's an
it's an interesting illusion. We learn a
lot. We have a lot of interesting
experiences that way.
>> Someone asked
>> in the chat, they said, "Are you an
agnostic?" And then it says it about a
God complex. But I just want to say
about the God complex. It's like it's a
difference between saying I am God and a
difference between saying we are all
part of God and everything is God. It's
like there's like like a more there's a
more egotistical approach in looking at
like I am the son everything revolves
around me and which is part of our
identity too
>> God and you are not God now that would
be God complex.
>> Yeah.
>> Okay.
>> But namaste literally was a term that if
you would look more into it it was a way
of saying I honor you for being God
>> as I know you honor me. It it was um
basically they they honored everybody as
being as themselves and everybody else
as being God. That is um
>> that's what Namaste was about. So
>> yeah,
>> uh if you look into it, the the short
form is I am God and so are you.
>> But uh you can you can look it up.
Whatever.
>> Okay. Yeah. I see that it reminds me of
in Lakesh or like you know which is like
also I think
>> in Leslia I had a Mayan teacher in uh
>> we yeah in in lk in lh is what he used
to say and I guess that's two ways of
saying the same thing but I'm another
one of you
>> I'm another one of you
>> and like oh manip is means like hail the
jewels and the lotus that almost is like
the human body is kind of the lotus the
jewel is like the divinity or like the
piece the part of God that is us or
something like that you know it's like
it's so
>> recognizing that we have these this
jewel of like divinity like in us and
that we are like the children of God if
not you know we're not I would think God
himself or herself but we're definitely
like this expression of like different
aspects of God living out lives and
experiences and just think of the
there's six billion people in the world
8 billion people and that's just like
just think about that amount of people
and like how the world was progressing
and how fast and just like the progress
one person makes is the progress of the
entire world basically, right? And so
>> uh
>> if you are part of the world as uh
obviously you are then any improvements
you make in to yourself you are making
to the world as well. Therefore
self-improvement is improving the world
>> and so it's not risky at all. It's not
even selfish. You are improving.
>> I think that's the purpose. That's what
we're here to do. We're here to like
because we because by improving
ourselves as well, don't we like help
other people or we're able to help other
people in ways and like help them
improve and just like it's a snowball
effect right?
>> And whatever one of us can do, all of us
can learn to do. All of us can
eventually do it.
>> That's like the hundred monkeys.
>> Do everybody can eventually learn to do.
So, we have some people who are way
showers who are like, you know, try
things for the first time. I'm one of
those crazy people. I'll tell you right
now,
>> I I can tell I'm one I have done some
crazy stuff. I I have been told that I'm
one of the baddest badasses, okay? and
that I'm, you know, and it's funny
because really in my life I'm not I'm
really so I'm thought of as such a nice
person, but I am really actually a
badass. I went I felt so sorry for
trapped souls on this plane that I went
back uh all the way up to 35,000 years
ago freeing trapped souls, crossing them
over.
And that fried me
>> for months. I was fried. The energy just
fried me.
>> But I felt that it was necessary. And
you know what? After afterwards, I got
the message like you are one of our
baddest badasses.
>> I believe it. I I can tell I can tell
about you, right?
>> That are you crazy?
I guess so. I felt sorry for them
that they're trapped, you know, I mean
that they don't know because when
they're trapped, they keep reliving
their death experience, which is
horrible.
>> Yeah.
>> Um being uh an earthbound spirit is
really nasty. It's awful. You
>> you keep
Yeah. But that's part of it too is like
it's like it's every death and then it's
like all of a sudden there's new births
and it's like we can kind of see like oh
this is probably like maybe the grandpa
is like one of the like now the
grandchild now like this is like the new
he's his being is like there and then
part of his blood is like you know cuz
you know it's like he's the grandfather
so it's like the that will continue on
like the we had the blood we have all
the blood of Adam and Eve and maybe you
know some other maybe some other blood
mixed in there too
>> that I know people are really probably
going to get on my case about.
But when I was a kid and I read the
Bible before they told me what it was
all about, I was seeing space people. I
was seeing a story about space people
and how they came how how the sons of
God came into the daughters of man and
and took them for themselves because
they thought they were a fair. They
thought they they thought Earth's women
were hot and they were easy as well. And
guess what? They had uh offspring by
them called the Nephilim. Okay.
>> Yep.
>> So, uh you know what is that? That's
Shore. It's like,
>> "Hey, there's some hot chicks down
there. Let's go, boys." You know? So, um
and what was what was Eden? You got to
watch Eden.
I think Eden was a lab.
>> And the reason that things got so bad
after after people were kicked out of
Eden is because then they had to fend
for themselves. In the lab, you were
getting fed. You were getting taken care
of. Everything was provided for you. You
get kicked out into the regular world
and you're going to have to do it all
yourself. And that's why they also gave
him skins because it says that they gave
him skins.
>> Yeah.
>> To wear
>> because they were naked. Or was that
like skins or like fig leave? I mean,
didn't they give them clothes because
they were naked? And so skins. Yes. They
said skins.
>> Okay. Skins. But they're skins of
animals. Animal skins or something,
right? Or is it human skin?
>> Yeah. It's probably clothes. And uh you
know the people who were writing the
Bible were probably thinking skins
because that's what they were wearing.
But you know um but you know you need
because you you you need that kind of
thing. If you're going out into the real
world and you're not going to be in the
lab anymore and that's why you're going
to bear children in pain. They're not
going to give you anesthetic because
you're out bearing children in the
regular world. I mean it everything kind
of skins and then and then they have
sons, right? They have sons, Cain and
Abel. Cain
uh slays able uh you know sniveling
civiliz the first murder. The first
murder, right? And that's it was it was
a fratter side
>> brother. It was a brother.
>> Now what do you think happens to Kane?
Something terrible because he committed
the first murder. Gee, what was the
terrible thing that happened to Cain? He
went out and found himself a wife in a
city. Wait a minute. Where' the city
came from?
>> Well, he got kicked out of he got kicked
out of where he lived. And so he went
east of Eden, right? To Nod. Is that
where he went to? Nod.
>> Yeah, I think it was Nod or something.
He went to a city and found a wife. Wait
a minute. If there wasn't anybody else
but Adam and
>> Eve people did city come from.
>> Yeah, exactly.
>> And how did you find a wife there? Wait,
wait wait.
And what what is his punishment? He had
many sons. He had a dynasty.
Men of renown,
famous people.
>> Yeah. Yeah.
>> Spraying from his seed. well known the
mighty men like mighty men and things
>> Doesn't sound like a punishment. What
like that.
the heck? You know, doesn't sound like
much of a punishment though.
>> Yeah. Yeah, I mean but he was I mean
there was like a curse of Kane where
it's like oh Kane was is he has to
wander the earth and he's like and
people will hate him everywhere he goes
but no one can hurt Kane or they will
get like eight times the the amount of
like you know pain that he gets or
whatever like he'll be they'll be
avenged or avenged sevenfold seven times
like they get the band right avenged
seven
>> to hurt him you're not supposed to hurt
him
>> yeah he has a mark of Kane which is
actually the six the 666 it was like the
claw it was like the scratch Match 666.
Mark of the beast. Uh, that's what he
was. He was given the mark that that's
what was saved him though.
>> Cowboys on his way up. You ready for
your dose of cuteness? Come here, baby.
>> Hi, cowboy.
>> Come on up.
>> Cowboy My dad My dad's dog. He had a dog
named Cowboy. Oh, look at your kitty
cat. He had a dog named Cowboy.
>> She has no tail. She has a little
>> no tail. Look at no tail.
tail.
>> There he has no tail.
>> He's got
>> Oh, cowboy.
>> And he has like the beautiful cow the
cow print. He has the cow print. Like
the black and white cow print. I love
>> Yeah, he's my little cow cat. Come here.
that.
Show him your face. You don't want to
see just your butt. Get Come here.
>> Come here, baby. Show him your
beautiful.
>> Look at that boy. Look at how handsome
he is.
>> I give him credit. I'll tell you. I'll
try to get cowboy on your card. Okay.
>> Okay.
>> We'll see if we get fit fit fit in
cowboy in the back of your card because
I I like to put in people's
>> little lovely pets in the pictures, too.
Especially cats and stuff because the
cat will be like a cat and tarot. And
>> my little baby.
>> Look at him. Look at that face. Look at
how handsome he is.
>> You can see him all over my channel,
too. I have a lot of videos with him in
there.
Yeah,
sweet little boy.
>> I love cats. You know, cats are the
best.
>> He's actually um I call him my little
Lyron uh co-host.
>> Oh, like LRA the galaxy LRA. He think
he's from Lyra, right?
>> Yeah, I think they have the cat people
there. That was one of my first my first
tarot jacks was like the deck of the cat
people. What the first one was the
mythic tarot, but I didn't get the the
deck of the cat people was like my
second deck, right? I remember that and
it was the tarot of the cat people. It
was just such an interesting deck and
they were really like, you know, full
grown. I just that just appealed to me
at that time. It was so funny like, you
know, because I was like really into
that cat people thing, but uh I kind of
forgot about that until now. That's kind
of weird. But that was my like one of my
first tarot decks.
>> I had that one too actually. That was
one of my first decks.
Well, it was a looking deck, you know.
>> One of my um favorite ones though was
the dragon oracle.
I like the dragon or I like the oracles.
I'm not as I'm not as fond of the tarot
cards as I am of the oracle type cards,
but um but I see what's interesting
about tarot. I mean, tarot is a codified
system. Uh the ch the oracle cards are
pretty much
um stuff that people base their own on
their own theories, their own thoughts
and stuff. It's a little different, but
uh then there's the Indian medicine
cards, which I'm really good with, and
the sacred path deck, which were
invented by Jamie Sams, and they're
based on Native American, which I really
relate to. Um, I'm Cherokee on my mom's
side. So, uh,
so I kind of I can really kind of relate
more to the to the native base cards.
>> But in any event,
um, you know, actually that would be
interesting. I wonder if Chat GPT knows
enough about
that deck
so that I could do something like the
the Oh, wow. the animal medicine cards
in the sacred path deck. I'm going to
>> Yeah. You know, you you No, you can
have
actually like take a picture of it or
scan the card and say, "I'd like it to
have this kind of art style. Can you can
you draw something like this in this art
style?" If you don't know, jhat chat GPT
doesn't do that. And then one called
Dolly will do it. They have one that
does kind of but chat GPT should like be
compatible with it should run that
anyway. Like it should know how to do
it. But yeah, there's ways you can just
make it look you can say a particular
artist style. If you have a particular
artist you're a fan of and you can if
they don't know it doesn't know it but
it probably does then you can like show
it you know the art style. But I would
just make sure it's like somebody that's
passed away. you know that you know that
not not competing against an artist
that's already out there or something
like that. I don't want I don't want to
like steal you know anybody's style or
live copy the deck. I don't want to copy
it and I don't want
>> No, I'm saying I'm saying it can be
inspired by this style of art like you
you can say and it will do something
different
style of art. I just like the ideas that
are in the deck like uh they have a
whole different
>> uh thing. They don't have the the uh
court cards like
like the tarot has.
As a matter of fact, the sacred path
and uh the animal medicine cards when
you read them together, they're really
powerful.
>> The sacred path are lessons and uh like
ceremonies, lessons, and things from
native life. The animals are the meaning
of animals. the different the different
uh meanings and attributes of animals.
So uh and and usually the animals are
the people in your life and the sacred
path cards are the situation in your
that you're going through. So it's a
it's way different from tarot. It's it's
just a different system. It's nothing
like the tarot system. They
>> Okay. Yeah. I mean it's like there's so
there's many the divination systems and
that's like you know tarot is like you
know very you can like base it on the
writer weight but now there's so many
different kinds of decks and different
oracles oracle decks and um you know I
have this deck
>> a whole different thing yeah
>> I want to show you this deck I here's
one deck I just got here it's called you
see it
>> it's by Christina Richi Christina
designed this deck called Cat Full of
Spiders. And then I have another deck I
want to show you. Oh, this
>> anywhere before. That's a very unusual
one. I have never seen it.
>> Hold on. Is this upside down? Hold on.
>> Oh, this is upside down.
>> Uh the Audacity deck. Oh yeah, you read
me. I want another Audacity card. I want
another Audacity card. I want another
>> Okay, sure. You like these ones? Yeah,
one.
these were so funny today. Oh, I was
reading them earlier at the uh on Tik
Tok. I was doing some some fastpowered
reads. Okay, you got the Empress,
you know, she's like this beautiful
Empress. Yeah, you got the Empress card.
We know the Empress is like all the
queens in the deck and she's just
fertile, abundant, and like, you know,
makes creates life and then life grows
around her and and she's holding a baby
there, I think. Let me see. Is that a
baby? Yeah. And so, this is actually one
of like the
>> Yeah. If I impress with me though, I'd
have to be holding a kitty cat. I'd have
to be holding a cowboy probably.
>> I'll get you a couple more from this
deck. A couple more from this deck
because this is a cute deck and I just
want to see what else pops out. If
there's anything funny in this. Okay, so
this one says the last harrah. And it's
like he's riding a horse over the um the
ocean. The ocean. And uh
>> yeah, the ocean. It's like, but uh he
looks like he's having fun. He's like
still he's still out there doing doing a
lot. Like he's still have an active
pretty active life even as a skeleton,
right? I think that like I skeletons.
Yeah.
>> A skeleton is no reason to be alarmed.
>> Look at this one.
>> And the sun. Wow. Those are uh
pardon me. I haven't been smoking but
ah uh we have pollen this time of year
but um what was that thing
>> that's
>> yeah the sun and then
>> I mean two more you got the child as
well
>> so maybe this like inner child of yours
or something like that like in this like
you know the crown like that's always
been like the royal you. And finally, we
have the devil card. And there's the
devil. And she's looking in the mirror
and she sees the
>> But there's the devil. I mean, it's like
the devil.
>> Interesting cards tonight.
>> Yeah. Well, this is I think this deck
has like 38 cards in it, but so it has
like kind of like it has some different
ones kind of referencing some of the
minor cards, but most of them are like
the major cards in a different kind of
order. It's like a different deck like
oh the audacity to change the tarot
around right or to make your own deck
without all the I don't know they but
the deck is kind of ballsy and like you
know cute I just like the art style a
lot of it and it's just like that's not
your average deck.
>> Yeah. So and then
>> I have this deck too. I don't know if
you've seen this deck. This is called
>> It is the
I'm sorry. The Ha haters
haters exposed.
>> Yeah, it says evil eye oracle oracle
cards.
>> Oracle cards. Wow.
>> I can pull a few of these if you'd like.
These are like uh these are pretty cool,
I think. Um yeah, I got these on Amazon
and it's a really big deck actually.
There must be over a hundred cards in
here, but okay. Well, here's the first
one. And this says, "You will witness
their karma." Okay. It says, "You will
witness their karma."
>> Okay.
>> Okay.
>> Okay. This one says
blackmail. It says digging up dirt on
you to use later.
>> Uhhuh.
>> Hopefully you want to. That will never
happen, right? But it's like I know
sometimes
this one says Mercury retrograde.
And it says
>> that's what we mean. Now, we're in
Mercury retrograde right now.
>> Delays, delays, problems, interruptions
with transportation and communication.
Okay, that can be for us right now,
right? Because we're in the Mercury
retrograde.
>> This one says, "Your closest friends
hold grudges against you." I don't know
if
>> you find that true, but or that that
maybe
>> could
be some of them do. I don't know.
>> So, then it says return to sender
backfired on them.
>> So, it's like sometimes you you know how
Yep.
to you do the return to senders, right?
And you send back that negative energy
and and it burns them sometimes because
it's but it's their own it's their own
energy. You know, they got burned by
their own flame.
>> Yeah. It's like I mean you I don't mean
anybody any harm or any ill.
>> So, if you throw things at me, what are
>> Right.
you doing? What are you doing?
And and you know
what what
>> you're a powerful spiritual being that
like yeah that can like you know do some
damage in this in the spiritual realm if
attacked you know or you know
>> if if I wanted to be evil I could really
tear people apart but I won't do that. I
I'm just not evil that's all. But yeah,
sometimes people get, now I don't know
why this is,
but a lot of times I will get people who
are
um
jealous of me or envious of some
somehow.
>> I don't know why exactly because it's
not that I'm not rich.
I'm not that famous. I'm
>> I don't know.
>> Well, you know, you're out there. you're
you're because you're out there now.
You're you're like you have confidence
to like and some people are like how
who's this person to have confidence to
have their own show and to be doing this
and to and to have you know it's like
some people like think like that because
they want to be doing it but they don't
have the confidence to so they they're
inspired but at the same time they're
going to put you down and they don't
want and also sometimes your friends
don't want you to do better than them or
something like that and so they all want
to as long as you're not doing better
than them they're okay.
wants you to do well until you really do
well and then you know and then if
you're doing better than them now
they're upset about it you know
>> or to be doing better than them even if
>> yeah nobody wants you to do better than
them oh you know
>> but it's like I want to I want to I I
feel like if I was doing better I'd have
more be I'd have more to be generous
with and I I would like be able to like
you know I I would I always like I spend
I spend very fast. I do spread the
wealth. I mean things like I spend money
that comes then so it's like I I'm not
like hoarding anything or you know it's
like basically I'm I like I live for the
moment and I have like a certain other
moment and it's you know it's gone and
then it's like you know but you're able
to go but make find other ways to make
it. There's a million ways to make money
in the world, right? And this is one of
them.
>> Ways to make money in this world.
Oh my gosh. I've been having this
plugged in, I thought, and I didn't have
it plugged in. So, now it's trying to
die. So, hang on. Let me plug this
sucker in.
>> Ah, it was unplugged all this time. No,
now it's telling me it's about to pass
out. Hang on.
Come on.
Hey,
quit giving me trouble, you.
Cowboy cat just kind of gave me a kick.
He says, "I ain't giving you no
trouble."
Kick. He's just like, "What are you
talking about, Mom? I've been a good
boy.
>> I've been a real good boy."
>> He is. He's a good boy. Such a good
little boy.
>> Good.
>> I couldn't ask for another little kitty
cat. I got to get myself some kind of a
little thingydoo like that thing up in
the corner there. I need a logo like
that thing in the corner.
>> Oh, you like you like my logo? Mine
right here. Like that one right? Is it
right here? Like I think I'm backwards
on my
>> more logo there.
>> Yeah, I just made that today. And it's
like and I can help you with a logo if
you'd like me to make you a logo. I I
got you on that.
>> Yeah,
>> cool.
>> I can make you a logo. Um, I'll uh yeah,
we can like if you give me your um email
address or I'll just call I'll put I can
put it on your community wall or
something like that. I can post it if I
was always ocean Diana.com.
>> Okay. Oceans Diana. Ocean Diana. Ocean
or Ocean.
>> Okay. Ocean and Diane. Diane or Diana?
>> Diana.
>> Ocean Diane.
>> All like it's all one word atgmail.com.
Okay, I'll remember that. Ocean
Dianagmail.com.
Yeah. And I'll I'll I'll send over a few
a few like little examples and it's like
if you like them, you know, it's like
you're welcome to have them and I really
want Yeah. because then you can know and
then you can do a banner too.
>> A lot of people call me D or a lot of
people call me ocean.
>> Yeah.
>> And Yeah. D Ocean.
>> Yeah. So, I definitely want people to
check out your show, too. And uh you
know, I was hoping like somebody might
hop on was like, you know,
>> y'all be welcome, but y'all be nice
because some of my mods have an itchy
trigger finger.
>> Yeah. He's like, you know, it's not
going to it's like it's like, you know,
the mods are probably not as nice over
there as they are here or
>> you are not going to be trolling each
other, mean to each other, because
they're not going to let you. I'm sorry.
You're not You're going to have to be
nice to each other.
>> Yeah. because we don't we don't want to
have to deal with any smoke because
we're just trying to have fun and have a
discussion.
>> That's all we want to do. We're here for
fun. We're not here for any beef with
anybody.
>> Yeah.
>> Come on. You know?
>> Yeah. It's supposed to be fun. And it's
like that's why it's like I come in a
good mood some days and I'm like just
ready to like, you know, just like have
fun and I talk to people and then it's
like people are saying like rude things
and it just brings me down. I'm like,
"Okay, well never mind." and like I just
want to log off real quick cuz it's like
just the negativity can like bring me
down and it's like some people just like
try to drain you like that. I like to
like I get I like good energy and it's
like we can all build off each other's
energy and have a lot of like explosion
of pleasure every day.
>> Yeah.
>> It's sad for them that they that they
have to do that they feel like they got
to do that. And usually the people that
are trying to do that kind of thing,
they're very dissatisfied with their own
life,
>> right?
>> And they would probably be a lot more
satisfied if they would quit doing that
kind of thing and actually make some
good friends. But, you know, uh I mean
like you've made a lot of friends,
Psyche. You've done very well for
yourself in a short time. I'm It's what
you've done is like a meteoric rise and
I am very impressed with your progress.
I am so proud of you.
>> Yeah, it's amazing what you have done. I
think you really accomplished a lot
>> because it's like I was like I thought
for years about doing this but just like
can you know you told me the story of
how you like were a little bit like oh I
don't want to go on camera and like you
know like will people like me will I
don't look perfect. I'm neck perfect. I
don't know what I'm doing. I don't
>> Yeah. And then not not to mention
privacy privacy concerns and that kind
of thing too where it's like you know
and especially because you you know
tuned into like you know different like
people's some people people are capable
of you know doing with like privacy
things like and it's like and so
basically this can be kind of dangerous
too. So, it's a really brave to be able
to be on camera and like to put yourself
out there and share your beliefs and you
know there might be some people that are
don't like you so like I know there are
people that don't like me. I made some
enemies along the way too, you know, but
I made more friends and uh and I love
the people here and most of the people
here are returned people so it's like a
very very loyal audience and so I'm very
blessed because a lot of people don't
have that. They constantly have to have
new people coming in and I really don't
I really have the same people here which
I I really like like because this is a
loyal audience.
>> Same people coming back and then we add
a few extra every now and then. Mhm.
>> We add some ones every now and then. And
so there's one troll that always comes
in on three devices.
>> And I can always tell because it's three
names that show up like right after each
other. And I can tell that's somebody
with a phone, a tablet, and like a
laptop or something. Or maybe it
>> got your beta got your um your um your
channel up there. I got it on the
screen. So that's your channel right
there. Thank you, VA. Thank you,
sweetheart.
She came over on my show one time
and she wanted a card reading. We
weren't doing cards. I'm so sorry, baby.
>> Well, we'll have to do cards again
sometime, but I just got tired of I I
got burn on on tarot because actually
probably encountered this.
>> I Tarot is not my first love. Like I
said, I really like the animal medicine
cards, but people like Tara,
>> but I kept getting these people that
everybody that was new and they they
there would be people come on and they
always had the same damn question
>> and I always had to give them the same
damn answer and it wasn't the one they
wanted.
You know, there'd be some guy had come
on and is so and so gonna come back to
me this week and it's like, I'm sorry to
say, but no.
Is she going to come back to me this
week? No.
You know, I'm sorry, you know, but yeah,
it's it was like was really sad. And I
said, dude, why don't you go look for
somebody else? He wasn't having it. He
wasn't listening to it.
You know what?
>> What's your preferred? Go ahead. I'm
sorry.
>> Go right ahead.
>> Well, your prefer what's your preferred
method of reading right now because
you're not doing terrible the other you
do have a preferred uh method.
>> I actually am doing some things that
kind of fun. Um
be beyond clairvoyance
and what I'm hearing. Um,
what I hear from my guides is
I get out my pendulum and we ask some
questions and my pendulum's been right.
>> Mhm.
>> So, it's been right pretty uh I mean it
was right about the election. I
everything we asked about the election,
it was right.
>> And the pendulum is very yes no though.
It's very like a yes no thing, right?
You know
is you have to ask yes no questions.
>> Yes.
>> But then sometimes I will be
using the pendulum and then I will get
the answer too in my head.
>> In your head. Okay.
>> While I'm doing that it's no and it's no
because of this. And sometimes so I have
to ask is it no because of this? Is it
no because of that? But sometimes I will
just get in in my head. It's no because
of this.
>> Because of this. Oh, really? You know,
it's just another way. Let's face it,
they're all focuses. The power is you.
>> It's it's it's you.
>> I get a lot of
>> just a way to bring it out.
>> Right. And but I get a lot of people
like asking me now yes or no questions
that I have the tarot deck and I just go
through and sometime I just get a
feeling yes or no. I look at the card
and sometimes it may be different than
the traditional thing based on the
picture of the card. I'll pick up
different details based on the person
and I'll say well this person's reaching
for something they're like oh is this
person reaching gonna reach out to me
and the person on the card is like
reaching up the Christmas tree. I'm like
looks like they're reaching for
something around Christmas time. I don't
I get different ideas based on
>> the person I'm talking in the pictures
I'm seeing right
>> supposed to read them dog on it. That's
how it's supposed to be.
you're you're supposed to do it that
way. That the the stuff that they tell
you that they write is just to get you
started to like give you an idea. But if
you're actually getting some kind of a
message, that's even more valid really.
>> I mean, some of the best readers I know
and the most most popular ones, that is
the way they read. And if something
happens during the reading,
then they count that as part of the
reading, like say they the bell rings
and they got a delivery. It's like, oh,
that's part of the reading is somebody
is going to be sending you something
that's going to be important to you or
something like that. I mean, it's it's
just all or look, this card looks like
it's pointing a card or,
>> you know, whatever like that. that
that's the way that some of the best
readers read. It's it's really just
whatever it is is sparking what's going
on in your own
>> Yeah.
But I get those messages and so I'm able
to like, you know, really like know that
I'm like hearing like I'd be able to
give the answers, you know, like and I'm
very accurate like bas people always
like say lol. They're like I know
exactly what you're talking about,
right? And uh I guess Vicki or Ricky
saying like I'm thinking that Vicki is
trying to porn bomb me. I'm wrong for
that. Oh, she says you're wrong for
that. I'm going to porn bomb you. Why
are you saying that Vicki? What did I
say that's wrong? You're gonna porn bomb
me, Vicki. Well, I'm gonna look I will
see you backstage. Okay, you're not
gonna porn bomb me. I mean, I'm watching
out for you, Vicki. You might mod I'm Do
I want to mod you already? You're
threatening me with porn bombing. Vicki,
is that you?
>> You what?
>> I'm getting I get a message.
>> What the hell?
>> It's her. It's her. It's in my chat. I
mean,
>> the oceans. She like she um she already
like was backstage like playing with her
breasts recently and just I could just
see it and then it's like but then we
got like you know I thought she was like
you know a nice person kind of and so
we've been talking on TikTok and then
now she's like you're wrong for that I'm
a porn bomb you and it was one minute
ago or two minutes ago. What did I say?
Oh my gosh. I don't know.
>> And her name is Vicky Licky. It's a
little bit scene.
>> Okay. Well, she's kind of looking for
some, I guess.
>> Oh, good goodness gracious. My life.
>> Well, in your case, she kind of barking
up the wrong tree.
>> Yeah, I know. It's like
I don't know. I mean, it's like
I don't It's kind of weird people
finding me attractive, but it's it's
interesting, but I'm flattered. I'm
fluttered if when people find me
attractive and like you know but I'm
like I've always been I'm I was kind of
like very shy like to even get on uh get
on camera and stuff like that. I was
like thinking like I I would always be
like kind of self-conscious on camera.
But now I'm now I'm good now. Now now
I'm like I'm very confident I'm
confident in public too.
>> People will come in and it always
surprises me. I don't know why. Always
surprises me. He'll go, "Wow, you're
beautiful. You're nice looking. You're
beautiful." You know, and I'm like, "Am
I Oh, really? Oh, cool." you know, but
it's a surp
D and I'm like two beautifuls. It's like
what? You know, you're just not used to
it. Just kind of like wow. But you see
my my guides said because I'm telling
them all this I'm going like but I'm
this and I'm that and I'm that and then
all of the excuses and they said I just
get on and do it anyway
because you know it's like it's all none
of that matters really. Um your
personality
comes through then that's what matters.
The authenticity what you are psyche is
you're authentic. You're you.
>> Oh, thank you.
>> You're authentic. You're authentic, too.
>> It's more.
>> Yeah, that's what people are looking
for. They're looking for authentic.
Okay. They're looking for a real person,
>> you know.
>> No, that's I'm definitely real. I've
like embarrassed myself enough to like,
you know, prove that I'm actually real
and like I'm authentic and uh, you know,
I I basically am on for so long of a
time that it's like, of course, like I
can't like keep up any kind of mask or I
have to be myself.
>> Yeah, I have to be myself, you know.
>> See how much energy it would take to
keep a mask up for that long? It'd be
impossible. most people can just keep
them up for a very short amount of time
if they have to if they wear a mask. You
know, they can't like not not more than
a few hours, right? And so, uh, you
know, it would be just impossible for me
to carry on some kind of mask for I show
everything, you know, the good, the bad,
the ugly, you know, been on my show.
And, you know, but I don't know. I And I
I'm just happy to be authentic and like
you you know, you too, you're authentic
and people are like, you know, thrilled
to find people that, you know, that are
authentic like us. And so, and I know a
lot of other people look at this panel
versus
>> because honestly, you can go and see a
bunch of fake people on TV or something,
but
but you know, in the end
I guess
now this is something that has I found
to be true when it comes to writing
songs and maybe this has a bearing on it
is the more personal the song, the more
universal
it is
>> somehow.
But this tells us that we're not alone.
Our very personal journey is actually
shared by a lot of people. So
>> the more personal, the more universal,
guess what?
>> We're
>> we're all one and some. Yeah. We're all
the we all experience everything.
Everything everybody is. is like we all
experience on some even subconscious
level right?
>> Your heart is broken. Yep. We've all had
that. You you've had you've been stabbed
in the back by a friend. Yep. We've had
that. You know, all of us have had all
of these things happen. And so it it's
it it's really more important that
you're honest about how you how you do
it, how you present all that. Like I am
not being prideful when I say I'm I'm a
contactee. I'm not saying that because
I'm so proud I'm a contacteee. It's like
no they've just chosen me to kind of be
an emissary.
It's like my friends, my family,
whatever. You know, they're they're
like, you know, somebody has chosen
me because apparently I'm I am told that
I am related to them. So, um, yeah, it
and I think quite a probably quite a few
people on your channel might have
something like that, too. Anybody who's
interested in paranormal or space or or
mystic things have probably got uh some
star blood.
So, yeah, it's it's not
it's not what people think it is. Yeah,
we're made of the stars. We're all made
of stars, right?
>> Yeah, we're, you know, and we all came
originally I think we all came
originally from the stars. I mean, um
>> yeah, we're made of the same stuff that
they're made of.
>> Yeah. That the ancestors came from the
stars.
>> So, you know, we were universally
>> pretty much
>> universally. Some people have do have
the legend that they came up from the
earth but that they were taken down and
protected during the last cataclysm by
the ant people. That's one group.
But yeah, really um having ancestors
that were star people is actually very
common all the way around the world. So
if if you can, you know, and why is it
it was with the rise of religion
that stamped all of that kind of belief
out as as being pagan?
>> Uhhuh.
>> But who were the gods? I mean, there
there's a lot to of uh
>> there the mighty ones or something like
the strongest people or like the
archetypes,
>> right? races. I mean, look at all of the
stuff they could do. Well, if you're
living on a planet and you've only got,
you know, sticks and stones and copper
and somebody comes along on a flying
platform, they're going to be like a
god.
>> They're gods. The technology, the
technology, if that happened to us, we'd
think they were gods if they had the
technology that was like advanced and
they but they could be on the planet.
They could there's people that could
just hide the technology. Like there's
probably people that know a lot here,
right? Well, it's funny because I mean
there was a movie like that. The gods
must be crazy.
>> Yeah, I'm really crazy and it's kind of
like that. And not only that, but most
of these religions, there's somebody who
postulated, could it be that every
religion on the face of the earth is
actually a cargo cult? You know what a
cargo cult is, right?
Well, cargo cold is like carpet carpet
baggers kind of like where they they
like they they kind of like sneak in on
some cargo. What is it like? Tell me
what does it mean cargo?
>> Okay, the the story is like for instance
um there was this remote island. They'd
never seen white people ever people
outside of their island. But the US
military comes onto their island, builds
a base and has flying machines. Oh my
god. And comes uh bringing cargo every
you know and and you know they have the
these this certain procedure and the
cargo plane comes and then they trade
with the natives and then the natives
have all of this cool stuff that they
would never have otherwise.
But then later the military says, "Okay,
we're done here." And they leave. Guess
what happens? What happens is they have
built
all of these structures and everything
and even have uniforms copying the US
military. They even have like a a mockup
of a plane of a cargo plane. They have
all of these rituals
that involve the US military and they're
intreating the cargo plane to come back
that and and the head of their religion
is one of the guys that was in the
military and I'm like, "Oh my god." And
then I saw
>> Michael is it Michael? Michael what's
his name? His name is like oh the guy
from um the uh the uh the temple of set
Michael forgot his name but yeah he was
in the in the military um high ranking
in the military. Anyone know that guy's
name? Uh he and he was like had
eyebrows. Michael Aino au Michael Aino.
I don't know if you've heard of him. He
was a high rank. He was on Oprah
actually as high ranking military
officer who was um like came from the
church of Satan. And then he he was like
head of the temple of set and uh he was
high ranking military. He wrote books on
uh on mind control and the psychological
warfare and things like that.
Interesting. Look
>> mind psychological warfare. And if you
think that's not being employed, you got
to be kidding me.
>> Oh my gosh.
>> That's like the government. Government
means government is govern the mento is
the mind, right?
>> Governmental. Yes. Mento m h o mento is
m mind like right
>> the minds and so it means mind control
basically what government means
>> governmental
heard I don't think I don't think I've
met you before your name is what's her
name
>> that's ocean ocean
>> ocean
>> you can call me you can call me ocean
you can call me Diana I don't care
>> so you you've been talking about a lot
of interesting things I just caught a
little bit of it. But where did you
learn all these things? This I've never
heard a lot of this.
>> Yeah. It's funny because I remember
meeting somebody in a coffee shop and
they said, you know, we had a
conversation goes, you must belong to at
least seven secret societies to know all
of this.
>> And they're like, uh, no, not currently
anyway. But yeah, I belong to the
metaphysical society. We had a different
speaker every month.
I um was part of the AR. My father was a
Mason.
Um
and it goes on and on. And then I I was
in I was in a common once. I have I grew
up in a church. It was a miracle working
church where the person did miracles.
Yeah. I kind of been around.
So yeah,
>> where did I
>> not to mention like the spiritual
spiritual councils and things like that,
you know, and what you do in the
spiritual plane having died. Yeah. And I
died uh and was revived and and yeah,
it's like gee, I've had a lot of really
interesting experiences. That's how I've
learned all this. But I am a reader. I
am an I I used to be such an avid reader
and uh very interested in stuff and I
have taken a lot of courses
um from different people. I've learned a
lot from many many magical people. Um
and I knew some of the some uh popular
people too like uh um I I used to meet
them all the time when I'd go to the
fairs and I used to be a vendor at at
these fairs and I used to meet famous
people, famous luminaries like Melody
who wrote the gym bible basically love
is in the earth. It has like every dog
on stone known to man in there. And um
she I I knew her. I knew uh Mary Summer,
Don Waterhawk,
uh what was his name? Ted Andrews who
wrote Animal Speak. Um
so I knew a lot of authors. I I I met a
lot of um
I mean I belonged for a little while to
a spiritualist church. Um, you know, I
was just looking for info. I'm I like
I'm a learner. I like to learn things.
And so I'll go and I'll dig through
things. I'll I'll go down rabbit holes,
you know, follow threads and do all of
that kind of thing. That's how I learned
it. And life provided me with the
opportunities to do that and I went for
it. So yeah, that's how I know all this
stuff.
>> Interesting. A lot of it's experiential.
>> Yeah. I don't see a lot of people
talking about that kind of stuff. Not
not like that. Not into that. Uh not in
depth, you know, like that.
>> Yeah. Because I found I found her show
like, you know, before I was even like,
you know, I think before I was even had
a show, I think I found I found Oceans,
you know, and it's like she was just
have a show and it's like and now you
surpass me and I hate you. No, I don't
hate you.
Oh, I think we got
>> Well, it's like, you know, I kind of
have a I kind of like, you know, had to
like, you know, bring in a lot of like a
lot of different communities here and I
kind of backfired on me in a certain
ways, but sometimes some ways it really
did work and so I'm really happy with my
progress and it's like but it is like
you know, you know, it's a little bit
stressful, but it's like my life, you
know, I am so happy that I'm I'm so
happy for you. I think you're doing so
good,
>> you know, and and and really and I'm
your friend and so I get to kind of
share that my get to pick your brain
about what you're doing and how you're
doing it and that's actually helping me
out too. So that's all cool. It's like
let's all support each other and be
cool. Huh.
>> Yeah. cuz I'm doing I bring in I like
look for people like even with like this
one guy I brought in his name was Daddy
Bigness or his name is Andrew but he's
like a powerlifter that I just found one
day and he has like a few people in his
chat maybe two or three people and
hardly anybody commenting and he's just
powerlifting and like he's just doing it
for fun and stuff like that but I was
like hey come on my show and he got to
like I think hopefully some people went
over and like subscribe to him and stuff
like that and we'll go say hi to him
when he's working out and stuff like
that and he'll get more inspired
straight
>> when I was
a straight.
>> But uh yeah, I did that for a little
>> Did that kind of I did that, too. I
while.
tried that, too. I tried all kinds of
things. I've tried all kinds of things
in this life. will I' I've been a street
corner musician and a singing telegram
deliverer and a librarian and a uh let
me see and a performer online DJ and uh
>> oh just on and
>> I I and a
>> amazing
>> a psychic I worked at I I work at at
work down in uh New Orleans for at um
actually the one that I was mostly at
was Cisero Zombies
uh reading for tourists down there and
my boss told me I was really talented. I
did pretty well down there. I really was
sad that I couldn't get back down there
because I had to come home because stuff
was going on with my mom and then I
didn't get back down. But I had a I had
a promising career down there. I'm kind
of glad when Katrina hit though that I
wasn't there for that. That would have
been bad. But um
I yeah I so I've just I've had a lot of
experiences and I recommend it. If you
get a chance to have experiences have
some
>> and you too will know a lot. Okay. And
read some books that interest you. I
mean, watch a lot of uh watch a lot of
informational stories and stuff that I
mean, you know, files on YouTube or
wherever you go because there's various
people shows too I listen to
>> like I learned a lot from uh some of the
paranormal shows that I didn't know.
>> Uh like I guess I have been talking to
a Sasquatch all my life without
realizing that.
really telepathically or really
>> they do mind speak. They do
>> like like a Bigfoot. Bigfoot.
>> Yeah, Bigfoot.
>> Yeah.
>> I I'm like, what? And I'm hearing the
stories and I'm thinking, wait a minute,
wait, what? And then I said, am I really
in contact? Have I been in contact with
the Bigfoot? And then I go out and I
look for a sign and there's a tree
break.
And I'm like, "Wait a minute, a tree
break." And then I learned that that's
one of their signs. Yes. The way that
it's broken, it's broken off in a
certain way. It's still hanging on by
the bark and it's pointing a certain
way. Now, they tell me later on that now
that I mind speak with them that that's
kind of like a sign post for them.
So up in that tree, I also saw a a fork
stick. It it this fork stick and there
no way that it it didn't come from any
other tree. There wasn't anything else
around it that would have put that
there. and it was pointing down at this
impression on the ground that I think
was a footprint.
But I didn't, you know, it's very hard
to get a good picture of a footprint
because it it just doesn't come out very
good on the camera. But I do have
pictures of Sasquatch. You can barely
see them because they camouflage that
well, but you can kind of see them. And
sometimes you can just see the shadows,
but but they actually have a camouflage
system in their fur.
It there it's not really fur actually.
It's even not even fur, it's hair, but
and they are very similar in in form to
humans, but they have a few things that
are very different, but there's they're
similar to us and supposedly they're
related.
So, um, take that for what it's worth.
Uh, they're related enough that over in
Russia there are people who say that
they are part Sasquatch.
So,
>> wait, other there's people that say
they're part Sasquatch.
>> Yes. Big tall hairy men. Mhm. Because
Sasquatch are very tall. Sasquatch and
Bigfoot are very tall and they are
descendants of one called Zana.
Yeah, they have names. They have human
names. By the way, some of them can
speak, some of them cannot.
Um,
some of them uh can speak very well in
in more than one language, doing better
than me, but mostly they mind speak. So,
you'll get a thought
and you'll be like, "That's odd. That
thought just kind of came into my head."
Well, that could be a communication.
Now, it took me a long time to believe
this.
But then when I was thinking, I need a
step. I need a walking step. And I find
a walking step
sitting there outside waiting for me.
And I'm like, "Oh, wow.
What? And when I saw the tree break, I
saw the depression, I saw I'm like,
what's going on here? I got a picture. I
got a picture. I I I got various
pictures. And then, you know, that was
Sasquatch. I found out I had been
talking to Sasquatch when I thought I
was in the forest just talking to maybe
a dryad, maybe the nature spirits, maybe
whatever. But a lot of times I was
talking in my mind to Sasquatch and they
showed me
>> like the big
>> are they telepath that Sasquatch are
telepathic? Is that
>> most creatures are most sentient
creatures are telepathic? We're the slow
kids. Hate to tell you we're the slow
kids. But that's only because we ignore
it. We ignore it and shut it out. You
can learn to get it back.
So I can do that with them now. I can I
can mind speak with them and I mind
speak with the with the star people too.
They also use the same thing. All of the
int all of the intelligent beings most
all of them do the mind speak. They
don't talk very much.
They don't need to.
>> You can really communicate a lot better
without the talking.
>> Who are the my who are the star people?
all of the ETS. I'm so sorry. I I gotta
start way back then.
There are many races that come through
here. Okay. Many races, not just little
gray people. Okay? Matter of fact, the
little gray people, you might want to be
careful of them. They're the kind of
dangerous ones. I mean, they're kind of
dangerous, the ones that look like that.
But um
there are many from many places
including
this is really controversial inner earth
which is uh caverns within the earth
>> or yeah
>> yeah aartha and uh so we have many many
intelligent life forms here
and once you realize that then you
realize why We got the cryptids we do
and some of these cryptids are are
simply I mean do
I couldn't believe
what they had me remembering. It was
like instead of telling me about the
times when I talked to them, they had me
remember and I would see the scene in my
mind. Well, you remember when you know
it was almost like you remember this
time?
Yeah. Remember when this happened?
remember how quiet it was? Because you
see, it's always quiet, very quiet when
they're around because all of the prey
disappears. All the prey animals
disappear because they're meat eaters
and you know, so you won't see you you
won't see deer. You won't see squirrel
when they're around. You won't see deer,
squirrels, or anything like that. They
all they all took off, you know, uh
because they're on menu. But uh you
know, and the vegetarians hate when I
say that. They want to think of them as
noble savages, you know, vegetarian
savages and that's But um
yeah, there so they had me remember the
different times, you know, I always
wondered why it was so quiet in the
woods and I'd see these deers running in
front of the We have deers actually
running in front of the cars sometimes.
We have deer so plentiful, but I go to
the woods and I'd be talking and I would
see nothing like that around me. to be
so quiet was because they were around
and everything avoids them uh if they
know that they're there, you know, they
don't want to get eaten. So, um but they
they talked to me. They they were
talking to me and they showed me this
time and this time and this time and
they said they knew me since I was a
little girl out in the woods. I lived
near a woods and we used to play when we
were kids. We used to play out in the
woods. They knew me all the way back
then.
So they knew they they knew me for all
my life and and have been talking to me
all my life and I didn't realize it was
him. I thought you usually think it's
your own thoughts or you think it's a
guardian angel or you think maybe uh you
know you you could come up with all
kinds of excuses, but sometimes it's
somebody talking to you.
Mhm.
>> So, you know, if you've ever had that,
if you ever have that out in the woods,
you might just be talking
to a sentient being that's not you. If
you suddenly have stray thoughts that
just come into your head, that might be
them.
So, and now I found other people that
talk to them too that have had the
similar experience, which is a wonderful
thing about the internet. find that
many, many people have been contacted by
them and have actually made friendships
with them. And guess what? The Native
Americans already know all about them
and always have.
And they just couldn't tell the crazy
white men about it because the white men
kept saying, "No, no, no. That isn't
real. No, that doesn't go along with
with our beliefs and so you must be
crazy or lying." But the Native
Americans already know about Sasquatch,
okay? They know about Bigfoot and they
know that there are different ones.
Not all of them are the same. We have
some that up here that are very friendly
and absolutely harmless to humans. And
we have others in other part of the
world that are very dangerous and you
don't want anything to do with them.
Just like humans,
they're a lot like us in that regard.
Now, why aren't they out in the open?
because we're crazy with
guns. That's why we're very violent. If
uh if you're respectful to them like
some of the Native American tribes are,
well, they're okay. They actually have
agreements with them. But if you're
crazy people with guns
that that feel like maybe you might be a
demon or a nephilim or I've heard
Christians that think that they're
demons or nephilim or whatever and
they're not. They're just another life
form.
So you know I guess I'm kind of an
emissary for them too. I speak for them
too.
There are many
intelligent life forms here that just
don't want to mess with us because we're
dangerous. Okay? And we have had, like I
said, like I was telling the one guy,
Rey, you have had clamps put on your
brain. It's a mind cage that you have
been subjected to, the beliefs that
you've been given.
When you read the Bible a little
different, you find that it's full of
cryptids.
It's full of
>> magic. Yes.
The breastplate of Aaron had all these
magical stones in it. They don't say
magic,
you know, but it had all these specific
stones in it, right? There there were
there were all kinds of people who
prophesied. There are all kinds of
people who did all kinds of things that
that you know I mean there are all kinds
of things to like I said it turns out
that the anakim
an anakim in the Bible are actually what
we concern what we consider now the ani
okay the anuni are the ones that are
supposed to be uh the ones coming from
Nibberu
but they're mentioned in the Bible
The Ana King.
>> Who knew?
>> Like anaki. Yeah.
>> So, who knew that the saraphim
actually the saraphim
came from the serpents?
They were warrior angels. They weren't
fluffy angels. They were warriors. They
were punishers.
They were often sent to punish people.
You know, I mean, it it people just
don't know what they're freaking talking
about.
You But you look into the old
>> What about people who would say you
don't know what you're talking about?
>> Okay,
that's fine. You don't want to know. You
don't have to know. But I'm telling you,
if you really look into it with an open
mind, you'll find the same as I. I wrote
this song.
If you find the things you've been told
are really only lies, follow me down the
rabbit hole. You'll learn the same as I.
You'll learn the same as I. I mean,
there are people who went down the
rabbit holes and learned the same as I.
Guess what? It ain't what we've been
told. We've been lied to all this time.
We've also been lied to about our
history, about how old the earth is, and
all that stuff. It It's We have been
lied to like all over the place. Just
crazy. I mean, have you ever looked at
some of the really old buildings and
wondered how we ever built those
buildings when all we had was a horse
and buggy at the time?
Why do those buildings look so
elaborate?
>> Are you saying they were built by
nonhumans?
Some of them were the pyramids were. We
also have a group that does remote
viewing.
Remote viewing is where you go and take
a look for yourself. That's another way
you can prove things to yourself. Learn
remote viewing. Go look at it for
yourself. Find out for yourself. I
>> Yeah. Like a Some people call like astro
encourage
projection.
>> Yes.
Go do that. Some people are better at it
than others. I've been there's been
times when I'm better than I have been
today, but I think that that's been
quite a lot of things have happened to
me. But there there was a time when I
was really so sharp on that. But I can
still billocate.
I actually have had people see me
billocate, show up in a different
location than the one that I'm calling
them on the phone from.
I have actually been talking on the
phone and heard somebody screaming on
the other end and asking them why
because I was trying to help them with
something that was going on on their
property. And apparently I was both
billocating and standing beside them and
it was freaking them out
>> like physically or like they
>> they saw me. I don't know if they tried
to touch me or something. They saw me
walking around on their property and
they were kept saying, "How are you
doing this? What on what on earth are
you doing? Wait a minute. How can you be
how can you be doing this?" And I'm
like, "What do you mean? What do you
mean?" I calmed him down. How can you be
here and also be talking to me on the
phone? I'm like, "Oh, is that what I'm
doing?" Because to me, I was seeing it
all in my mind's eye. I was seeing her
property and I was trying to cross some
souls over. I crossed about 35 souls
over that were stuck
and at first I saw the horizon and then
I started to see the souls kind of fade
in and I was talking to him and I was
saying, "No, it's safe to go. You're not
going to be thrown in hell. You're not
going to be, you know, you're going to
be back with your family. You're, you
know, it's not the way you think it's
going to be." you know, so I was trying
to calm them down and get them crossed
over because they were really
um very distraught souls and they were
afraid they didn't go on. They didn't
want to go on and go home because they
were afraid that they were either going
to be judged or are they well, they all
had different reasons. One little girl
spirit was waiting for her parents to
come get her and they never did. I don't
know why. Maybe they're stuck somewhere
else. Uh, I hope they're back together
again. But yeah, I do that kind of
thing. And every now and then I do mass
crossing overs just to uh lighten the
load bit a little bit and get people
going to where they're supposed to be
going back home.
But um, some of them get stuck
sometimes. It's not good. It It makes
everybody in the environment sick.
People were See, that's the problem I
was working on. people were getting sick
and she knew that there was a
poltergeist in her house. We did
actually solve the poltergeist problem
too for I did I guess I guess I'm we
though in some cases because I billocate
but anyway yeah we did finally solve all
that for her so she wasn't being uh
haunted by a poltergeist anymore.
Um, and he was a violent poltergeist,
too. Very angry one. Turned out to be a
Native American whose family had been
killed for the land that she was on,
that their apartment complex was on.
Uh, but of course, he didn't know how
much time had passed and
uh he thought that it was still the same
people and he was angry. He was just
angry. And when I explained to him what
the situation was, it had been like over
a hundred years since he died and that
the people that were there didn't even
know anything about his family or the
people that that uh took the land. Then
I said, "Brother, you know, I these
people are sick people and old people.
They're it's low rent housing. They they
don't have much money. They're not very
well. you know what are you doing here?
Wouldn't you rather be back with your
family? Wouldn't you want to see your
loved ones? You need to go on home.
And he listened to me.
Be it. They had tried to get a priest.
They got a priest out there and it just
pissed him off. Then they got a
um a high priestess of a of a a a wiccan
priestess.
Just pissed him off. I just talked to
him like, "What? But I'm part Native
American." He was part Native. I said,
"Brother what
isn't what you're doing as bad as what
they did to you? And don't you think
your family
wants to see you again? Don't you think
that they're waiting for you
on the other side
and missing you? Don't you want to see
them again?"
and he listened to me and he went and
then she wasn't haunted anymore.
So, I mean, and if I can do that kind of
thing, I think that's that's important.
It makes it worth it.
>> Although it's not easy because people
think you're crazy or they think you're
demonic or they think you're this or
they think you're that or they come up
with all kinds of
>> about you because they don't
know what the real reality is in life.
and they've been
>> right
>> all their lives. And you, it's
just like the one they call Jesus said,
"Forgive them. They know not what they
do. They don't know what they're doing.
They've been told all their
lives.
They've been treated like toad stools
all their lives, right? Like mushrooms,
>> fed and kept in the dark all
their lives. How could they know what
they're even doing?" So, you know, it's
like um it kind of makes you be uh more
understanding, I guess, if you think of
it like that. Because I think of how in
the dark I was at one time. I was really
in the dark. I didn't know,
>> right?
>> I was very judgmental.
>> I like, "Father, Father, forgive them.
They know not what they do kind of."
>> Yeah. Well, they don't. It's true. These
people who do these things, they don't
know what they're doing. They really
don't understand it.
So, when you look at it that way, it's
like you get a lot more
uh you get you become a lot kinder. I
think a lot kinder person when you
realize a little when I think how mis
how misguided I was at one point.
>> Oh, you said a mouthful, lady. You
really are misguided.
>> Hey God, you better be be nice.
>> What I've been hearing about you isn't
good.
>> What's happen?
>> Well, I used to be misguided, but now
I'm not. Now I'm very well guided.
>> Did I hear you say you don't believe in
God?
>> No, you didn't hear that. You didn't
hear it at all. I believe in God
probably more than you do.
>> I don't think so.
>> Oh, I think I do.
>> There's no possible way.
And I see God in you. And I see God in
you. And I see God in you. I see God
every day. I see God in everything. God
exists in everything. We are a mirror.
The creation.
>> I do exist in everything. That's right.
I do exist. I'm everywhere.
>> God is everywhere. God really is
everyone. Everything and everywhere. The
creation is the mirror of the creator.
That's what I believe. And you can you
are free to believe something entirely
different. So, when I say I'm God and so
are you, does that offend you?
>> Oh, no. I'm God and you're not.
>> Uh, see, this is what they call a god
complex. Remember we were talking about
that earlier.
>> That
psychic explain to her, please.
Apparently, you forgot to psyche
explain.
>> He has a He has a god complex.
>> No, that's not true. I I don't have a
god complex.
>> I am God. I don't have a god complex.
>> That's what That's what someone with a
god complex. That's what they say.
That's what they say.
>> Yes.
>> I am he himself, the creator of the
universe, all that sees all.
>> Okay. Yeah, you are in some context. You
are. So,
>> not some context, the context.
>> Oh, but not some context. But wait a
minute. I want to be everything and
everything. Okay. Tell me what I'm
thinking right now, bud.
>> It doesn't work that way, bud.
>> God,
>> doesn't work that way, bud. This isn't a
magic trick.
>> He said it's but he said you're all
knowing because he god is all knowing.
>> Okay. What? What? You think I'm like a
You think I'm
>> You got Hulk Hogan. He predicted Hulk
Hogan dying.
>> You think I'm like a computer? I'm just
going to react when you ask.
>> No, I'm No, I'm not. You're saying like
you know God would know everything. Like
you wouldn't go either.
>> I do know everything. But why why would
I try to prove it to anyone?
>> Well, you don't have to. You didn't ask.
>> I don't try to prove it either. No,
really. I do the same thing. People go,
"Read my mind right now." And I go,
"Mind reading's extra, sweetheart."
Okay.
Mind reading is extra. But, you know,
it's like that would mean I would have
to do something. It just like I don't
see any reason for it. But, um, yeah, if
you want to, you know, you can have an
illusion that you are the one and only
God, and that's fine. I
>> And you can have an illusion that I'm
not the one and only God. That's fine.
Exactly. You see how it works?
>> Illusions are great.
>> We all have
>> God. I
Okay. And I'm not laughing. Okay. I'm
not gonna laugh at you. I'm not going to
make fun of you. I'm not.
>> She She's not gonna make fun of me.
>> No,
>> she's not. She She's not going to You're
not making fun of her like you guys. I
think you're
>> She's not going to make fun of me.
Psych. You heard that?
>> Well, no, she's not. She's not. She's
not a She said she's not. I I heard her.
I know, but you're thinking that she is
making fun of you.
>> No, no, she's not. She's not going to.
>> I know. She says she's not going to.
>> Why are you repeating me?
>> I'm not repeating you, but have you seen
her as the as the hierofphant? Look,
hold. No, I mean as the not the
hierofant as the um as the temperance
here. Here, this is her car we made. And
I have Look.
>> Wow. I knew I knew it. I knew. I
said it earlier. I said, "What is she a
fat fairy?" And boom. Well, you made her
a f God. God. God. God. No. Look at
mine.
>> I don't like that.
>> You don't like it?
>> Put mine. Put mine on the screen.
>> I think it's adorable.
>> No. No. The smile. The smile looks
creepy as
>> Cuz I'm a trickster. Here's God right
>> Yeah. That's a good one. That's the
here.
That's the best one you got.
>> You see that? I'm burning witches.
>> Yeah.
>> Okay. So, now I want to hear your take
on creation in the whole thing. What are
you?
I want to know.
>> Are you a witch?
>> Am I a witch?
>> Yeah, I already know. But I'm asking
you.
>> Probably. Yeah.
>> Now, it depends on your idea of what a
witch is.
>> A witch?
>> Am I a magical person? A magical being?
>> Witch? Are you a witch?
>> Yeah.
>> Am I uh a Wiccan? No, I'm not. I'm not
Wic.
>> That's good. That's good. Wasn't it? But
hold on one second. Didn't isn't wish
isn't wish originally meant like wise
like like wise
wise one. Do I know a lot of stuff?
Well, I think there's been people on
here that ask me people always ask me
how the heck do I know all of these
things? Well,
>> so I guess that makes me a wise one.
>> Yes.
>> What do you know?
What do What do I know? You haven't been
what? You haven't been listening to the
show. Well,
>> no, actually I haven't.
>> Oh, you miss me again. Sorry.
>> You do have magical powers, though.
>> Yeah.
>> What kind of powers? Of
>> course I do.
>> I can talk to the elements.
>> Uh, that's one that's one that I've been
using quite a lot. I can cross over uh
stuck souls. I can um mind speak with
cryptids and star people and um I'm
let's see I can do raiki.
Um
there's all kinds of things I can
billocate.
>> Can you tell can you tell us JT's
birthday?
>> What kind of guessing game say
>> I don't want to.
>> Well, you don't you don't have to. You
don't have to. I just asked
Not a matter of wanting to. He's is He's
saying, "Do you have the ability to?"
>> Oh, could I if I had to? Probably I
could.
>> If you if you wanted to.
>> Probably I could.
>> Can you tell us something about JT?
The thing is is that a lot of times
these things don't come up until I
actually need them.
>> Like I mean that's the difficult thing
about it is that sometimes I don't even
know how to do some of the stuff I do
when I do it. I didn't know until that
very minute that I needed it. It's like
>> you're know
you're not like in full control of your
powers.
Well,
um that depends on that's once again a
way of uh of uh looking at it.
Am I in full control? Well, I say what I
am. How can I put that?
I must give my permission.
Uh you know, I must use my own will. I'm
under my own will. I'm not under anybody
else's will. If that helps. I don't know
what you're asking.
>> This is all double speak.
>> No, like I mean I guess like if I was to
ask you to use your powers to tell me
something that about myself like for
>> use your powers, witch.
example
>> Hey, can you guys be respectful to her
because I you're you're kind of
>> quoting a movie. I was
I know I know but ocean
if they take on you get too much let me
know. I'll kick them off. I'll kick him
off.
>> No, I'm not saying I'm not saying you
have to use your powers. I'm not saying
that. It's not like a cheap parlor
trick.
>> I'm going to let him go and then
everybody can see what he is by what he
says and what he does. It's really very
obvious, isn't it? It's very obvious
what you were and who you are.
>> Go ahead, JT. Go ahead. Reveal yourself
ahead. And I don't have to say it again.
and everybody.
>> I don't know. I just kind of hoping you
could
>> No, because not every day you talk to
somebody who has powers. So, I wanted to
know if it was
>> at some point you want a reading or you
want me to actually pay. But, you know
what? It's sort of like I got so many
files in my head right now that working
on that.
Maybe it did come to me. Like, if I
needed it to come to me, that's the
weird thing. If I need something.
>> Oh
>> It usually shows right up.
>> Wait a second. Wait a second. I know who
this is. I know who this is. Psyche.
This is your ex-girlfriend. The one you
said was 500 lb.
>> No, it is not. It is not 500.
>> Wait. He
got
You're being very rude. Okay. Don't be
rude. I I didn't have a 300. I had She
was like 200 lb by my ex-girlfriend.
Okay. like
psych.
>> I was exaggerating for the so effective
the story got.
>> I didn't know you were a chubby taster.
I didn't know that.
>> Oh jeez. Okay, now I'm falling out of it
because I have too much of a sense of
humor. I have too much of a sense of
humor. Now I have to say he's baiting
this and now we're gonna call him
masturbates.
>> That's my name.
>> Okay, I'm sorry.
>> Okay,
>> that's kind of rude. Okay.
>> Yeah, it is.
>> Okay. Well, you're rude, but you know.
>> Do you make money doing this?
>> Do I? Well, sometimes.
>> Oh, I see the PayPal there. I see the
>> Not necessarily.
PayPal.
I do not necessarily charge people that
don't. If you don't have money and you
come to me and you need help, I will
just help you.
>> Oh, that's cool. That's good.
>> So,
you know, I have done that a lot. In
fact, I have
because I really feel like it needs to
be shared that it's not
>> I think we'll come to a time when money
will not be our main way of trading
energy anymore and I really am looking
forward to that because I think really
we should be sharing freely.
>> We should be sharing our gifts freely.
We should
>> Can I get a card please when you get a
chance?
>> Of course. Of course. you you know like
like a weight
>> Okay, I'll do it real quick. Yeah, one
>> dick you know that.
second. I'm just taking care of
>> I just mods don't um leave Vicki alone.
Mods, don't hide her, please. Um you
know, it's like she's maybe not didn't
make it for a very good mod. Vicki, I'm
sorry. Um but uh just don't hide her,
okay? You don't have to hide her time
around. Just let her just let her be in
the chest.
>> Why are they hiding Vicki? Well, she was
as a mod like she was causing problems
and so
>> Oh,
yeah. Well, she was just No, she's just
not a good mod. So, she Well, she's
Yeah, she tried to porn bomb me. That's
not a good mod thing to do. But, uh I
guess people timing timing her out. So,
>> but yeah, I have the right I have a
writer way. How many shuffles do you
want? God, I know you got
>> four shuffles today. Okay, I'll do four.
You just want one card? Okay.
>> One, please. Yes, just one.
>> Okay.
These are my gold. Uh gold. Can
>> I pick the card? Let Let me pick the
card.
>> No, you can't pick the card that's part
of like Oh, you can pick You want to
pick the card out of the out of the You
You show me which one you want.
>> I want you to shuffle four times. I want
you to split the deck in two.
>> Okay.
>> Then I want you to make it hole again.
Then I want you to take the bottom card
from that.
>> Okay. Okay. One,
two. Oh
Two. Three.
>> Shuffling. I love you.
>> Sorry. Okay. Say four. Cut it. You said
cut it in two. Okay. Cut it in two.
Right.
>> Two. Yeah. Then put it on top. Yep. And
then take the bottom.
>> Okay.
>> Okay. Bottom card. That's going to be
the three of swords. And the three of
swords is kind of a heartbreak card. And
so something's broken your heart. Maybe
there's been something that you've been
>> maybe a little bit scarred over, but I
believe you can always heal, right?
>> Yep.
>> Okay. So that's the three of swords,
which is maybe
>> Yeah. But it's like, you know, you can
always heal. You got to take away that
>> torn apart.
Have been torn apart and heartbroken.
>> You can tell, right?
>> Like a heartbroken person. Yeah.
>> Yeah.
>> But I don't have to be psychic to get
that though.
>> Yeah. It's just sad. I know.
>> Well, it's not anything like, you know,
it's not even bad. They they like it's
like you know everyone we all will go
through a heartbreak and everything and
uh and so it's all how we deal with it
and heal from it and it's like we can
heal our hearts but we can't continually
have it like um you know cut open again
and again like open wounds again. We
have to get into like more out of toxic
relationships into more loving
supportive ones right and find our soul
tribe and the
>> chip on your shoulder isn't going to
make you feel better
just better. Well, he's I mean, he's a
little bit salty.
>> I'm so emo. I'm really emo right now.
>> He's not a bad He's not a bad guy, but
you you know, God, you do come up a
little bit rude tonight and it's like
really
>> I'm hurting. I'm hurting inside. That's
why.
>> Okay, maybe you're right. Maybe you're
lashing out, but it's like don't don't
lash out at us. We're we're loving
people. It's like we we like we're here
to talk and like, you know, answer
things and like
>> help you. We might actually give a damn.
What about that?
>> I'm waiting. I'm waiting for that.
>> Do we get to that point? Well, you give
>> Well, I talk for a second. You guys
up.
should talk for a second.
>> Yeah. Tell me you care.
>> Be right back. I'll be right back.
>> I do. Actually, I do care.
>> That's why I stopped. That's why I
>> Tell me you care.
didn't fight with you.
>> I stopped that.
>> Thank you. I need somebody to care.
>> I said, "Look, okay, this guy, obviously
he's hurt. Obviously, he's got a chip on
his shoulder for some reason.
>> Obviously.
Oh dude.
>> You feel the pain? Do you feel my pain?
Do you feel my pain?
>> Do you feel my pain?
>> I am an empath. Look, it's okay.
>> It's going to be okay.
>> Oh my god.
>> There are people who care. There are
still good people in the world. And you
can't let your past decide your future.
>> Oh, you have no teeth.
>> Does it matter? I have teeth. You want
me to bite you?
I'll prove it.
Where'd he go? That was fun talking to
him.
>> Hi, Psyche. How are you?
>> Hi, Beta. Good. How are you, sweetie?
>> Hi, Ocean. How are you?
>> Hey, I'm good. What about you?
>> I'm good. Just enjoying you guys'
conversation.
Hey. Hey. Is that
>> Yeah, this is Lola. I just want to
apologize, boo, cuz he was really rude.
>> Yeah,
>> she was a show cat.
>> Yeah, this is Miss Lola.
So, I just want to apologize.
>> I know. I don't want to um interrupt,
you know, your go, but um do I have
permission to time out Crystal Marie?
She's talking about my family, my father
and slander.
>> You can delete the comments. Like delete
the comments. I think
>> maybe you should just tell her to
like uh don't do that. Don't
>> basically she's saying that my brother
and like my brother's not in the
community. My dad is trying to her.
>> Yeah. Crystal, don't you delete Crystal.
Any kind of comments like just don't
make those comments.
I can delete it, but I want your
permission before I do that. You know,
>> you you can do it. Yeah, you can delete
it. You can delete. Yeah. She said she
won't do that. Okay. Yeah.
>> Yeah.
>> It's a the obsession is a little bit
weird, you know, just like I'll just
chill in the chat and she comes in here
and starts saying, "Oh, I'm like uh" And
she's like slandering, you know, loser,
one of your viewers and one of your
supporters as well, saying that like I
his dad and like that.
>> Okay. Well, yeah. I don't want no s no
slander accusations like Yeah. We're
trying to like, you know, get better
here and we're trying to heal, right?
It's like we can't constantly fighting
and stuff. So, let's all
>> I just wanted your permission on that.
>> Okay, you got it.
>> Talk over everybody else and it kind of
gets boring because we don't know what
anybody's really saying,
>> right?
>> What was that?
>> What was that, Deosa?
>> I said, "Yeah, because when people fight
and all they're doing is just talking
over and yelling and screaming over each
other, we can't really hear what any one
of them is saying." Yeah, you guys are
you guys are having your conversation
and then the chat is having their
conversation. So, you can't always see
everything. So, yeah, I just wanted to,
you know,
>> yeah, I do get a little bit distracted.
Yeah,
>> it's true.
>> I I am enjoying it. you know, it's been
a roller coaster listening to, you know,
your story. Then it's I I like, you
know, your chemistry together and um I
was kind of hoping I was kind of doing
like a little bit of shrooms and that
would really trip me out even more,
>> you know, it's like story time, but
enjoy guys and I'll be in the chat.
>> Thank you.
>> Bye.
>> Love you.
>> Love you guys. Bye.
>> Love you.
Yeah.
>> Recognize this poor other fellow. I feel
sorry for him.
>> So you're talking about Yeah.
>> Gotti. Yeah. He I mean he's Yeah. But
he's like kind of like, you know, I
consider some people like just
characters, you know, they they like,
you know, you don't know what their
true, you know. I've never seen his real
face or anything. You know, it's like so
he can like play a character say, you
know, saying anything.
>> Really? No. because he's afraid.
You know what? I'm braver
and fiercer and more of a badass than
you will ever, ever be. I am showing you
what I look like. This is me. Get the
over it. Love it, hate it, it don't
matter. I'm still going to be me.
And that's that.
So, you know, I mean, really, come on.
They're always hiding, aren't they?
People like that. Yeah. They're always
hiding.
They cannot be real and honest. They
cannot They don't want people to see
them. That's pretty sad.
When I stopped to think that I was one
of those people that didn't want to be
seen, though, it's like, geez, when I I
see myself now, I'm like, so what? I I
you know I'm not a perfect person and
nobody is
>> So
>> right.
>> we're human beings and so we're like you
know by nature a human being is like you
know not not god but but like a capable
of greatness and maybe approaching that
someday. Yeah.
>> Yeah. We are we're not like at the same
time. Right.
>> God and the body. We're having a human
experience.
>> Yeah. So if you want your body having a
experience, you're you know you're going
to have
>> times
it, you know, I don't know. I like I I
think one of the most mature things is
that uh I
can laugh at things that used to really
f me up, you know, used to really bother
me yet, you know, they uh make fun of my
appearance or make fun of my background,
make fun of my whatever my beliefs
doesn't matter anymore.
I'm beyond like to the point where who
gives a which makes you real
though. It's like I'm just going to tell
you
my reality and if you don't like it,
well that's life, you know. Go right on
with your bed. So So how you doing, Mr.
Canada? Dry. Is that your favorite
beverage?
Hello. Hello.
>> We can't hear you. Your microphone's not
on. Your microphone's not on. We don't
hear you.
>> We can hear you.
>> Let me see if I can fix it. Hold on.
Hello. Right now.
>> Hello.
>> Yeah, we hear you. I heard you. Yeah, I
hear you now. Here you go.
>> Fix it.
>> How are you? Do you know Do you want to
>> There you go.
say hi to Oceans? Are you to be polite?
People have been a little bit impolite
tonight to our guests and I would like
really ask people to remember. Yeah,
they have been impolite. You guys are
like, "Oh, what if what the f you
trollish?"
>> Why they impolite?
>> They've just been trollish and like, you
know, been a little bit insulting, I
think. But
>> nothing better to do, I guess, with
their lives. You know,
>> did you provoke them?
>> No, she did not. She was just telling
her story and just talking, you know,
just being pleasant and then not
provoking anybody and not calling
anybody out. But yeah, people came up
here and were a little bit uh rude. Like
first we had Ray, then Gotti and JT. I'm
really disappointed that you guys were
all so rude. But this is a really cool
lady and it's like I don't know if
they're trying to I think they really
might be trying to chase like good
people away from the channel by being
rude because there's no reason to like
just go up and insult my guests, you
know? It's like it's really like you
know impolite and so that was rude JT.
you were rude and that God was rude and
like
>> triggered their inner their core.
>> Maybe really triggered them.
>> maybe
>> Maybe
>> I can trigger people just by being
myself. So, you know, it's like but you
know that's not my
>> Did you spend Did you send some bad juju
their way?
>> Nope.
>> She doesn't send bad juju. She's not
that type of person. But it can help.
>> But she can if she needs to, but to
protect herself. But
>> did God come up here?
>> Yeah.
>> Oh yeah. God. The God guy.
>> Yeah. What a what a guy.
>> That is God. You know,
>> he was a lot of fun.
Yeah. Yeah. Totally God complex guy.
Yeah. He He was here.
>> Is he talking?
>> Okay. So
it's another troll. It's another troll
trollish kind of thing like oh okay let
me just talk like this and it's like
you're just being trollish too and so
I'm just going to like I don't I just I
can just tell by the energy I don't like
it and so you can just go back
>> you just let these people be themselves
and then people see what they are and
it's like
you know
>> why should I do anything to you already
yourself I'm sorry about your curse it's
almost like You're self cursed.
So why should I curse you? You know, why
should I brought you?
>> That's why I think people have people
people sabotage themselves enough to
have to not worry have to worry about
what other people will do. We sabotage
ourselves worse than anybody sometimes,
right? Like we can be the our worst
enemy, right? What do you see these
other people and and and
you know and anybody that comes in and
tries to tear down somebody,
they don't feel like they're much of
anything and that's why they have to do
that. So they have to raise themselves
by tearing somebody else down.
>> Very we got to troll the troll. Just
troll the trolls back. Just troll the
trolls back. They they they they just
like it just drives them crazy because
like then they get trolled and they're
saying it's not it's not fun. It's not
the feeling it's not fun being trolled,
right? Nobody wants to be trolled.
But
>> it's like
because they want you to get all upset
and yell at them and you know all kinds
of stuff and have a fight and do this
and be disruptive and if you just sit
there and like okay whatever
and they're like
wait a minute
I I wanted a fight. I came here for an
argument. It's like well you didn't get
one then.
>> Yeah.
go on down the road.
>> People people can't read the room. It's
like we we're having like a nice
conversation. is actually going along
with it with like what I want for the
show which is like a metaphysical
discussion with other readers on and
other other people in the spiritual
realm and telling interesting stories
and it's like I know there's some
skeptics and things but we can be
skeptical without being you know
unpleasant about it or you know having
to be insulting and just go to like you
know going it's like this our bodies are
just like these like meat meat suits
that we're using temporarily and so you
know and they're they you know we
they'll go through different shapes and
forms and all kinds of different phases
and it's like in, you know, so there's
nothing, you know,
>> somebody sends you something and you
don't accept it, they're stuck with it.
>> If if you're sending me some kind of ill
will and I don't engage and I don't
accept it, you're stuck with it.
>> That's what it said in your card. It
says it says that it says that that
return to sender um will whatever they
send will backfire on them, right?
because it's like they definitely kind
of like so it's like they should they
just don't send out the energy in the
first place. Don't send negative
thoughts thought forms or energy because
eventually you will have to feel it
yourself because I don't accept that
energy and it's like sometimes I do
because I just like like to take the
load off of people because they have so
much anger. It's like I can kind of take
a certain amount of like hate and stuff
like that and maybe maybe alchemize it,
but it's like too much of it makes you
sick and it's toxic. It's draining and
it's like it's not just a just uh brings
down the whole vibe. And so I want to
like keep it positive.
>> Be as nice to you as you'll allow me to
be. And then when you don't allow that,
then I'm gonna shut it off.
>> Yeah, I'm gonna I would just like maybe
just ignore the chat because it's like
there
So anyway,
>> I know I'm feel I'm about to like, you
know, hide a bunch of people because
it's like it's not you know, and Gotti,
that's not appropriate for a mod to say.
I mean, it's like you're not being
you're being a bad mod. And so it's like
I really have to look look at what my
mods are saying. If my mods are
insulting, they guess that's a problem.
Okay, got it. So I can't have you as a
mod. Okay, so God, you're out here with
Vicki. Okay, now it's you and Vicki and
J here all in the same boat now. Okay,
guys. Nobody hide God. Nobody um nobody
time out God. But okay, bye Gotti. But
it's like, yeah, you don't need you
don't need your mod if you're going to
be insulting the guest in the chat as a
mod. I don't want that as the as the um
the face of my channel. My my mods are
picking on people. Okay. My guests, my
friends. Okay. So, I don't like it.
>> Your job is not to pick on the guest.
You're supposed to be keeping the peace
out there. That's your job. If you're
blue, if you're a wrench, you're
supposed to be keeping the peace out
there. You're like the law man, you
know? You're like the deputy. You're
like the sheriff. You're like
>> you're supposed to be keeping the peace.
And if you're not doing that, then
you're not being a mod. And then you
don't deserve a wrench,
>> right?
>> Yeah. I mean, it's like it's like a
really a no-brainer just like looking.
It's like what are the mods? Like people
are like, "Watch, pay attention to your
chat. Look what your mods are saying."
And yeah, and I see like Vicki and God
are like misbehaving in chat. And it's
like, you know, I put some trust into
you that you'd behave. And it's like
you're not. That's what I'm saying.
Don't time them out. But
>> demod people. I've had to demod some
people
on my channel. I I've demoded.
Sometimes you have to. John demoded some
on his too. You You just have to do
that. Sometimes if people aren't acting
like mods and they shouldn't be mods.
>> If that makes go away, then well, you
know, that's also their problem. You
don't need them anyway because you're
actually quite popular. You're doing
quite well. So, who cares? You You know
what? Don't you want the people that are
your tribe here? That's who you want.
You don't want everybody.
>> You want your
>> I can see who's here um supporting the
chat and who deserves actually to be a
moderator. And so, I'm making a few more
moderators because I believe that some
of you would be good moderators. I'm
giving some more people a chance because
I gave, you know, Gotti and uh Vicki
chances and they kind of squandered them
and I want to see maybe how is somebody
else going to react. I think I got
everybody that deserved one. Hold on. I
got one more.
>> I got one more. One more. I'll do this
person too.
>> Okay. There's a few new mods in the
chat. Okay. And guy guys, you know, as
long as you support the channel and like
>> there I think these are better are going
to be work they're going to work out
better everybody. Yeah.
>> Okay.
>> What do you think, guys? Did I get the
right people? Let me see. Oh, here's um
somebody actually a cool person finally.
>> Hi.
>> Hi.
>> Hi.
>> How you doing?
>> Say hi. That's Yumi. Say hi to Yumi.
>> Hi.
>> Hi. How you doing?
>> Oh, good.
>> The job today,
Miss Ocean. Nice to meet you. Well,
>> nice.
>> Yeah. Hi, Mr. Psyche. You look
>> Hi. How are you tonight? Bye, JT.
All good.
>> Not tonight for
>> Not tonight for uh It's good like Yeah.
J's in Indonesia. She's a very sweet
person. Indonesia. Correct. She said
she's a Indo. You're a what?
>> Indonesian.
Indonesia.
>> Are you native
>> of Indonesia or did you
>> Yeah, Chinese blood.
>> Born in Indonesia, right? You're born.
You live You've been there all your
life. Yeah.
Yeah, I am.
>> Yeah. So, yeah. Wonderful. How what time
is it over there, Yumi?
>> 34 p.m.
>> 38 3:34.
>> 4 4 p.m.
>> Oh, it's 4 p.m. Okay. 4 p.m. It's like
Well, it's 2:00 in the morning in uh Los
Angeles and Oceans, are you in Canada or
No. Are you in Canada or you're not?
>> Ohio.
>> Ohio. Okay.
>> Ohio.
>> In Ohio.
>> Ohio. Ohio.
>> I'm in Tra Ohio where we have hot and
cold running cryptids everywhere. We
have cryptids. We have the Great Lakes
Triangle. So that means we got
uh UFOs and UAPs and stuff in the sky
and the stuff in in the woods and we got
everything. We got mounds, you know,
where where the burial mounds are and
the Hopewell mounds and we were where we
got the serpent mounds. We got um
actually right Patterson where a lot of
the Area 51 stuff got shipped to. Um
Great Lakes Triangle right up the way uh
which is just like the Bermuda Triangle.
So Ohio is really fun, you know.
>> Ohio.
>> Ohio. We're a lot of water here. We're
have a lot of water.
>> Ohio. Ohio.
>> The heart of it all, dude. The motto for
Ohio is the heart of it all.
>> Sorry about some people. Some people
disrespect you and I heard it all. Sorry
for that.
>> Yeah,
>> you know, like I said, uh that's really
shows more about them.
Yeah.
about me.
>> I really think so. I'm just like a
little bit like I mean
>> I get a lot of trolls.
>> Yeah,
>> I'm sorry you had to go through I do get
a lot of trolls but it's like you know
it's like I'm really like seeing them
now like acting out how they act out
towards like people that are just sweet
and like kind and you know it's like
it's just a little bit disturbing and
I'm kind of
>> a little bit shocked by some people's
behavior. need. I mean, you don't you
don't really need them. You know what?
You once again, and I used to try and
appeal to everybody, psyche, you can't
please everybody.
>> You can't please everybody.
>> But you can draw your tribe, the people
who actually you're meant to be with.
You can do that.
Why would you want to please everybody
anyway
>> considering how you are?
You don't want to have, you know, you
don't want to have to please hateful,
hurtful people.
Maybe they change. You know, you never
know. Maybe they get lonely and start to
change because you
>> Oh, you hear the rooster.
>> I'm sorry.
>> Is that your rooster?
>> No, I don't have It's just the rooster.
>> The neighbors.
>> Yeah, the street rooster.
>> Yeah, the neighbors. My gosh,
>> the neighbors have a rooster. That's so
cool.
>> See, too loud. I don't know. I don't
know if I start talking with the people
with you guys.
>> That rooster will started talking like
that.
>> Hello, Grim Reaper.
>> Oh, Grim Reaper is really cool, too.
>> It's kind of
Grim Reaper made a really cool um Is he
in the chat? Yeah, he made a really cool
um you know, AI or video, you know,
about with my my my uh my name in it.
I'm gonna put you as a moderator, Grim
Reaper, because you've been a really
good supporter of the show and Rogue
Nomad as well because um you can
actually you've actually were you know I
liked your big Naa but you better behave
yourself Rogue Nomad or you're in
trouble. Okay.
Okay. I'm going to give mods to people
that really deserve it and I just
noticed I haven't been giving mod for a
while and like people haven't been
asking for it and so then I noticed
people are really do support the
channel. Maybe I'll have the people that
support me as mods and like the people
that are not supportive like not as the
mod. I think that's a better way to do
it. Like because
>> that's a better way to do it.
>> Yeah. Make them a standard mod and then
when you find out you can trust them,
you might be able to make them some
other kind of mod. But
but you got to find out you can trust
them.
>> Yeah, I understood. I know.
>> And guys, be polite to the mods, too,
because the mods can Yeah. Yeah.
Exactly. Like do Yeah. go ahead and
like, you know, if you're mean to a mod
and they time you out, it's like, I'm
not going to go saving you. You know,
they have the free reign to like time
people out. I just asked that it's like
I am the one that hides people, but
unless I asked you to hide somebody for
me, then I'd rather like know who's
being hidden, but go ahead and time
people out for 600 seconds or like 10
minutes or whatever or, you know, a
maybe even a whole day. They can just
take a 24-hour break. You know,
>> I trust my mom to make those decisions.
Rep you can give me Vicky's brunch, Ray.
I don't know, Ray, cuz you were not
polite either. And I like you, Ray, but
it's like, you know, you were not 100%
polite. I want people that were
respectful to the guests in the show,
right?
>> He's a troll. He attacked me every time.
>> Yeah.
>> This is This is what I always said that
I like to bully. I like to bully the
real bully, especially from YouTube
because I've learned something new using
YouTube. I also uh have seen uh the
trolls manners and something. Oh, this
is this is your people from the western
side. I mean they don't know how to
respect someone older than you and yeah
it's like it was like I I I calling like
a I calling a guy with a miss and
mister. That's that's that's my polite
side has a Asian people. Asian person.
Yeah. They told me that oh you're weird.
Why you calling me as a mister? Why you
calling me as a miss?
You're a stranger. What?
>> You know, it's like,
>> yeah,
>> I was raised to respect people and
respect my elders.
That I guess is sadly lacking in some
people's lives to have been taught that
which is really sad
because um it kind of makes things
harder as you grow up and and you get
into the real world, you find out that
some people just ain't going to put up
with your
I'm not sure that they have I'm not sure
that about especially trolls
they have a real life in from a real
life. I'm not sure of that. That's why
they don't stop disrespecting
people on YouTube, you know.
>> Yeah,
>> you
are have to put somebody down to feel
elevated.
You must have a really poor shitty
opinion of yourself and pardon my
French. Pardon my
>> Well,
>> you must have a really poor opinion of
yourself in the first place to feel you
have to elevate yourself.
>> I Yeah, I will say uh I have a good
enough
uh
education to respect people other than
me. And then I came from uh I came to
YouTube just for you know like a sharing
like a
introduce. Oh this is me from Indonesia
and you guys can see how
>> and
yeah
>> I'm interested to hear about you.
>> But you know what? We can't hardly see
you. Can you either back off just a
little bit so and and position the
camera so we can see you a little better
because all we're really seeing is your
your nose and your mouth
>> and and now we see your hair.
>> So
>> yeah,
>> and I I'm sure you're a beautiful
person. Okay,
so let us see you. Don't be afraid to
let us see you. See, look. She is
pretty. Look, I can tell she's pretty.
Sorry.
>> You are a pretty person.
>> It's Mr. Psyche. I saw someone keep
calling you as a scammer. I really hate
that
>> and I decide to uh
>> I'm sorry. I decide to time him out
because
>> he said, "Oh,
>> that's good. I want you to
>> I shouldn't even be in like the words.
I'm sure he don't know the meaning of
the scam. The scamming or the scammer.
You're not you're not doing that. I
mean, what the hell with this person?
And then the after you end the stream, I
mentioned his channel and I told him
that do you know what is the meaning the
scammer?
>> Go find googling it. You don't know. and
Miss Psyche doing something good to uh
you know like entertaining people like
uh me has a audience has a viewer or has
a subscriber. Yeah, you can call it or
Yeah. I mean just stop. Do not talking
about someone Yeah. with the
someone like him. It's like I really
hate that. I really hate that. What the
hell is this person?
>> Yeah. Well, you know, it doesn't make
any sense anyway. It's like why would he
be
>> in what way? Yeah. I I mean, exactly. He
doesn't know what a scammer is,
obviously. I mean, psyche, who is he
scammed about what? I mean, come on.
>> Never. I mean, I've always I've always
>> and I' I've like I've given refunds if
like I I haven't met my side of the
obligation or something. If I, you know,
I've been happy to give refunds and, you
know, and make things right always. And
it's like, you know, I don't I I
basically give free readings and your
people are free to like book time with
me on like, you know, private a private
level and like, you know, talk on the
phone and or on the over video calls,
you know, and do like tarot and things
like that. But but or they're welcome to
donate or like to there's certain things
on the panel that you people can donate
for like you know sponsoring the panel
and you're like you know you have an
advertisement and something like that
for a few hours you know and I can and I
have be open panel but it's like I want
to be able to control the panel like on
a certain level while um you know and uh
because it you know it's become like a
focus of the show and it is good to be
able to have people on the panel but
it's kind of hard sometimes especially
when sometimes trolls are the only ones
that want to come up and we're trying to
like you have a good conversation and
friendly like good energy and it
sometimes people bring the energy down
they derail the the energy of the show
and I want I want good energy friendly
energy.
>> Yeah,
>> that's uh that's what you're doing.
I I really I what the hell this person
because I was busy this uh this this
week because next week is uh for our
students graduation
>> and I will post a video and so funny
they they also make fun with my why with
my job by the way
>> they make fun of your job too
>> they call me
>> they they they make fun
>> I'm sorry
>> they they're not happy they're they're
unhappy they they are husbands. I'm sure
they are,
>> right? They probably don't have a job
they want or something like that or
they're jealous that you know you're
doing what you want and some people will
be because they're not doing what they
want right?
>> Yeah. Yep. It is. Yep.
You will be okay, Miss Ocean. Don't
listen to them. I mean, Mr. Psyche, you
you do the right thing. Yeah. You do the
>> Yeah.
right thing.
>> Yeah.
I mean, imagine if Miss Ocean is my mom
and then someone tried to disrespect her
in front of me. Oh, what? What the
>> I don't like I don't like it. I hate it.
>> Yeah.
Well, good. I'm glad but I'm glad you
came up and say hi because you're a kind
person and you have a good heart and you
know that's evident and we can
definitely see who has you know I think
that uh really like you know we should
look at people's hearts and like you
know is uh sometimes in beautiful people
there can be ugly hearts and sometimes
in people that um you know like are you
know not like the typical um looks will
have like the most beautiful heart and
spirit and so it's like we can't really
judge by appearances It's like we're
kind of tested on judging it from
appearances too sometimes in this world,
right? And so
>> yeah, I don't know,
>> right?
>> You know, uh
that's just the thing is that looks are
kind of doled out unevenly,
you know,
>> and uh
>> they don't last either. They don't they
don't last either. They don't last
forever, do they? They're like they're
>> necessarily last. So, you know,
temporary
but uh
>> yeah, beauty is the beauty beauty is
skin deep, dumbest forever. I've heard
that. Judge Judy used to say that or
something like that, you know,
>> ugly is to the bone.
>> Yeah,
>> is skin deep, but ugly is right to the
bone, right? I mean, if you're ugly in
internally, you're ugly. I mean, really,
you're actually ugly. I have met some
people that were very good-looking on
the outside and very monstrous on the
inside. And um I'd rather be with the
people that are just normal looking and
nice. I don't care.
>> But see, Crystal says you're beautiful
and I think other people said you're be
so people do see like the the beauty,
right? It's like there's if you can do
you know how to I don't know. Some
people just don't see what's in front of
them. They
>> Thank you for beautiful smart using your
brain. beautiful from inside you.
>> Yeah, that's a that's a point.
>> I try to be that because really I think
the world needs it. I try to be loving
and and and I think I succeed a lot of
times. I hope you can feel that that
that I am sending you love all the time.
Um, even when I'm making fun of things,
even when I'm, you know, being a cut up,
not serious, but I am sending out love
to you all. So,
>> okay. Yeah, it's beautiful. Thank you.
>> This is what this is what Mr. Sagi
wants. He wants a lovely community of
people who respect each other, not a
bunch of Not a bunch of ads. Okay. I'm
sorry,
>> but I do know that it's like I have to I
have to try to reform some of those like
because it's like I believe in some of
the people are are do have good hearts
like down there and they might have like
their own kind of traumas and things
that maybe they act out against others
and I would like people to like really
examine themselves on this show and like
you know maybe improve and like you know
learn how to love if they don't. Right.
So anyway,
>> now JT is saying, "Next time you think
I'll give you an actual reason to take
me off the panel."
>> Well, then why should he even let you?
>> Why should he even let you in?
>> Why
>> Right.
should he put up with you then at all?
>> Mission. Mission, do you know what?
>> That's why I call the NPD, narcissistic
personality disorder. That's JT. full of
manipulating. Full of manipulating. And
I stopped talk to him. I stopped hang
out with him since last year. That's I
decide. I step away from the stupid
YouTube person. I step away. I mean, I
don't want to be I don't I don't want to
be one of them. So, uh yeah, that's why.
>> Midnight. It has nothing to do with
sucking up.
What is wrong with you, dear? A mod is
supposed to keep the order.
That is what mods are for. Not just as a
little badge to wear like, oh, look at
me. I'm a blue wrench. I have a blue
wrench. I'm an important per. No, you
are supposed to be working when you have
a blue wrench. That's why it's a wrench.
It's a tool. You're supposed to be
working your own duty. They uh yeah,
if you're not doing a ranch, Ocean, if
you if you I don't know, Miss Ocean, if
you ever heard about the NPD thing, the
NPD person and the the puppets called
flying monkeys. I don't know if you ever
heard because
>> I've heard about that. I've learned
about that. Yeah, they are they control
people. They manipulative.
They are they know how to uh you know
they know how to doing bad.
>> Uh don't you mouth off to me you panel
person
calling me a panel person.
>> That's that's fact. That is hilarious.
Okay.
>> I don't know Miss if you ever heard
about the NP this thing and the puppets
called flying monkey because I the I saw
the video from a professor
from the I don't know what
>> all I know about flying monkeys is that
originally comes from Dorothy and the
Wizard of Oz when the wicked witch has
flying monkeys flying out of her skirt.
Fly monkey was like uh they will do what
the NPD
said like uh give give them the orders.
Yeah, they are they are they are JT and
friends.
>> Basically they're minions. They're
minions to go out and do the the nasty
whatever things that the the main
villain wants.
>> They are nasty. They're very nasty. Very
very nasty.
And you know, it's like I always wonder
about people like that. Like how do you
get to be a minion anyway of an evil
villain? I I mean why do you go out one
day and you say, "Hey, I think I want to
be an underling of somebody evil so that
I can be reviled."
Um
gee, that sounds like a life path. I
don't know. I don't understand that
really. But I think a lot of people kind
of get drawn into it somehow or other. I
have seen some very nice people go out
and do the bidding with some very evil
people because they thought they were
helping.
So uh you know it's like and whoa boy
that sure didn't didn't work out with my
hair, did it? But yeah, I have seen some
very nice people do stupid thing, you
know, kind of they're kind of overly
nice and they're trying to help somebody
and they're actually doing
um they're actually helping in the wrong
way, you know, like if you're helping a
crackhead
>> by finding them crack, then you're not
really helping them.
You know, it's like that. You know, if
if you're
helping somebody be a villain, you're
not really helping them.
So,
>> they don't they don't have much
education. That's That's why. That's
why.
>> Yeah.
>> They don't have it.
>> Hello, sir. How are you doing?
>> Good, darling. How about you?
I'm
I'm fabulous.
>> Oh,
>> I don't see any name on you. Who are
you?
>> They call me Steve.
>> fighter.
>> The fighter.
>> Why? I came around. I don't I don't come
around.
What is
>> my dad's name, too?
>> I forgot about that. I knew that.
>> What are you guys up to tonight? What's
What's What are you guys arguing about
tonight?
>> We're not We're not arguing.
>> Arguing. No. Oh,
>> You got ink on everything on everything
people.
all the time.
Don't miss the psyche
handle us being just nice
that messy
>> baby.
>> When did they get here?
>> They've been here.
>> Have they? I wouldn't
left them like I don't know the over the
before my dad passed away and then my
dad passed away.
>> Oh, you got some friends now. Don't be
>> You're ugly. I'm hideous.
>> Look at this mustache.
>> Don't believe you're hidious.
>> I'm you're hidious. You're like
halfway. I know you. I'm I'm all the way
I'm
>> Don't even try that with me.
>> See that? That's just the thing is that
everybody thinks
Well, everybody sees themselves and they
>> "God, is that what I really look like?"
go,
>> Including me when I first started uh
coming on. And it's like,
>> you're a cute one.
>> You're a cute one. You have
>> made me a birthday cake for my birthday
last year.
>> That's nice.
>> Yeah. All the way in Indonesia.
>> Are you talking to me?
>> I didn't get to eat it. No, I didn't get
here in time.
>> Are you talking to us?
>> No, I don't want to talk to him.
>> He doesn't like me too much anymore.
>> What? Why don't you like
>> It's okay. I haven't talked to him for
like 10 years.
>> Why don't you like me, Yumi?
>> H
>> Why don't you like me?
>> Like you?
>> Yeah. What happened to Kaka LD?
>> He's dead.
>> He's dead.
Okay. Uh vital signs would probably show
differently but
do I not have a heart?
>> Yeah, he's dead.
>> Do I not?
>> Dad. And you also dead for me.
>> Oh no. Rip it out and show it to us and
then we'll believe. I I
>> respect you all, but you guys disrespect
me. That's enough.
>> I didn't disrespect you.
>> You did.
>> Oh
>> How did I disrespect you?
>> You did.
>> Oh.
>> You asking where's my where's your
hijab?
>> Yeah. Where is your hijab?
>> Oh my god. You're such
>> Does that matter?
I don't have to wear that all the time
like
you
>> right to be you. Anyways,
>> she's from Indonesia.
>> I'm sure she was using
>> I'm positive she was using electricity
on Ramadan.
>> What an idiot.
>> What's that say? Yes. Kaka. What? isn't
particularly Indonesian, is it?
>> But you always call me Kaka, which means
like brother or something in whatever
language that is.
>> Yeah, you do believe with the trolls
telling you kaka means a dick.
>> You're so stupid.
>> Where I come from, Kaka mean?
>> I don't know.
>> Yeah, I do.
>> I'm sorry because
is really guy.
>> And you can look at his butt. There he
>> Chris, I'm sorry.
is.
You can look at his butt right there.
Aren't you okay
for saying naked cat butt?
>> All these girlfriends like bug spray and
dog poo into a 75year-old Volkswagen.
>> What the failure.
>> Wait, let me wait. I I want Let me
digest that.
>> Bug spray and dog basically mixed
with 75year-old Volkswagen. Okay.
>> Oh, she drives a beamer, bro.
>> I mean, they're both German.
>> Why bug spray?
>> I am a Muslim. Yeah, I know.
>> Who is that man with LD?
>> Gotti is awesome. I love Gotti.
>> Mr. Gotti, what happened?
>> Ah, Mr. Daddy
>> tired.
>> What I was doing like a long time ago
before
>> before
Mr. What's his face um is I was just
telling stories about the weirdness of
things that I've encountered in my life.
All the paranormal and stuff like that.
I don't know if you're into paranormal
stuff. Paranormal.
>> Yeah,
>> I do believe in
>> paranormal
>> like cryptids and Bigfoot and uh uh
aliens and all that kind of and
spiritual stuff and
souls life after death
are normal. I don't normal normal world.
>> Yeah, but they are of this world. You
better.
>> I think that's debatable.
>> This is This is Indonesian paranormal.
>> Oh, Indonesia is paranormal.
>> Yeah, you have to check the channel.
Yeah, she she went she went to America
about the Annabel and then what is it?
>> Annabelle. Oh my
>> castle. The castle.
They went there.
>> Yeah. The um Annabelle doll is being
moved all over the United States right
now.
>> They're just busting
>> shots. The guy who touched her and they
told they they said don't touch the
doll.
>> He's dead. He died.
>> Yeah. Yeah. I heard I heard I heard the
news.
>> He's a cursed doll. For those of you who
don't know, Annabelle is a cursed doll.
And I guess they didn't take that very
seriously.
They took her on a tour of the United
States
>> and the government went so far as to
think about
>> it.
You don't know where things that couple
things that
really smart.
>> And is it a curse?
>> Is it the curse of it all? Well, nobody
can prove that, but uh it sure kind of
looking like it. I mean, you know, odd
timing, right? He's fine and healthy.
Takes it all out of the case and dies.
Yeah. Well, you know, you can say
whatever you want to, but that seems a
bit weird to me. I mean, the timing just
it's a little weird.
So, I don't know.
As far as I'm concerned, uh, magic is
real, curses is real. Um, that doesn't
mean it, you know, I wouldn't get
involved. I just wouldn't get at
wouldn't get involved with, uh, like
cursed items and like that. Why
would I,
>> you know? It doesn't make any sense to,
but some people just love to um
>> Well, it's like on Etsy, they have like
these haunted dolls and so they have
these dolls that are exhibiting some
kind of paranormal behavior or weird
things happen around these dolls and
people are buying these dolls wanting
something maybe some excitement. But
having a real poltergeist is a
frightening experience, right?
They move around stuff in the house.
They can make they can break things.
They can cause noises. They can turn off
the electricity, mess with the lights.
They can whisper in your ear. They can
be violent actually too. Knock things
off walls and actually um, you know, do
things in your sleep and stuff like
that.
>> Jerk me off one time.
>> Oh, how was that?
>> That Oh, no. I got it wrong. Someone
jerked me off and then I ghosted them.
>> Oh. Oh, see I woke up with that one
morning. Like that's fresh.
>> It was like a burn when I when I got it,
but I woke up with I have no idea how it
happened, but it was like it was like a
couple months ago and it's still there,
right?
>> Even if you weren't abducted,
>> but you know,
nose bleeds and triangles on my body,
triangleshaped marks on my body,
sometimes scratches and stuff. I was
being abducted.
I didn't know till later on that was one
of the things. I mean, to let you know,
me and my dad both, my dad had such bad
nose bleeds that he almost hemorrhaged
to death, but um I had them too, very
bad. And it turns out that that's one of
the things that happens when you're
abducted. They put a tracer up in your
in your nose.
>> They made the Matrix kind of like
remember they had that Matrix thing that
like that worm that they had pulled out
of his belly button.
>> Yeah. It's like that. Mhm.
>> And they're not very about it.
>> And they'll leave you and they'll blank
your memory, but that sometimes they'll
leave you in bed bleeding.
>> And that's happened to more than one
victim of these things. That's why I do
not trust the grace. Now, supposedly
thei supposedly the governments
made a deal with the grace and um that
they could that they could do this kind
of okay, to us.
And I guess it was an exchange for
technology.
But,
you know, when and once again, it wasn't
until I heard about the stories from all
these other people
that it was like, wait a minute, that
happened to me.
Um,
you know, you don't want to believe that
any of this is true. You don't want to
believe that this could happen to you.
I mean, some of the things
that they're said to do absolutely
horrendous,
but uh when you hear other people talk
about it and it's the same kind of
situation you were in,
you sooner or later you you have to
accept the fact that
>> you smoke a cigarette
>> cuz there was like a half burnt
cigarette in the ashtray and that wasn't
me.
At least I don't think so.
If you're talking to people in the
background, we need you muted.
We need you to mute yourself, honey,
>> because um we don't need to be in your
conversation.
>> That's a ghost.
>> And then you can be in
>> control the ghost
if you want.
>> Ghost because you're a ghost.
>> I already told you that you're dead.
There we go.
>> So, I don't know. Maybe can do that from
his end until you're ready to actually
talk. What What were you going to talk
about?
He's just sitting smoking a cigarette.
>> Your turn, Mr. Aldi. It's your turn. Go
talk to with Miss Ocean.
What do you want to
>> You're Look, you're live online.
What do you want to talk about, LD? Why
are you up here? Why are you on the
panel? This is a panel discussion. What
do you want to discuss, honey?
>> It feels more like an interrogation. You
keep asking me questions.
>> Well, you don't say anything.
>> I'm I'm more of the strong, silent type.
>> Oh, okay. Okay. Well, then why yep on a
panel then?
>> I don't know. Why aren't you playing
bingo at a nursing home? Like,
why do you come on somebody's panel to
just sit there and talk to everybody
around you
and not
to the people? Mhm.
>> Does that make any sense whatsoever?
>> I've had to get rid of some people like
that.
>> Yeah, he know he should know better,
too. He works as a nursing home as a
nurse and so he should have some
compassion for people that are in the
nursing home and I don't know that that
was not a very
>> No, see that's a weird thing to say
>> his own problem.
>> I don't know. want to do that. I'm just
going to sit here and smoke and be an
idiot, you know, and act like I'm doing
something up here on a panel taking up
space.
For what reason?
And now I'm being interrogated. Oh. Oh,
they're all clutching. I'm so sorry.
>> Yeah. It's called like asking people
asking each other questions and stuff
like that. And it's like, you know, then
it's like and you didn't ask me your
kind of rude question, you know? It's
like,
>> do people not know what a panel is? What
a panel discussion?
>> I'm trying to teach some people, but
>> I don't know that they're
>> hoping they'll come on and be be
interesting or nice or something, but
they just want to
>> Yeah, you're gonna say something. You're
gonna do something. You're gonna tell us
something. What is your story, Mac? Come
on, get on. You know, why are you here
on, you know, the internet?
with everybody looking at you, why are
you here? If you got nothing to say to
us,
it's like coming into a room and just
ignoring the person.
>> I know. And it's like I don't like that
kind of
>> everybody else in the room, not you.
Even though
>> I'm in your house.
Uh yeah, that that's disrespectful, too.
I'm sorry, but that's also
disrespectful.
You know what? What we want? We really
want you to respect Psyche because he's
a nice guy and he let you up here.
>> Yeah.
>> And you should be more respectful.
>> Psych is kind to me. That's
>> Oh, yeah. I know. They know your story
or they make up their own. But it's like
then you can address it or you can like
you know it may I mean it's like if it's
you're just like dragging it out like
you know not addressing it or like you
know I I don't know. I'm not going to
like try to tell your story. I don't
know your I don't know the real story.
Right. But I don't really want to know.
It's like I I think that it's like
people do make mistakes and whatever
things happen and you know I'm more
willing to forgive people um who are
actually like you know regret the thing
instead of like you know glorifying it.
So anyway
>> but I will keep but I will say thank you
for you Mr. Aldi because of you I met
Mr. Psyche and Miss Peter and friends
and they are when I when I lost you has
my friend I met new people has my new
friends so
>> thank you
>> so I really don't
>> got it I just thought that that was that
was nice that was nice of you I like
thank you for your beautiful ascension I
apologize But, you know, this is like
but this is like, you know, maybe this
is like this Mercury retrograde or like
where this communications kind of break
down with people and people start, you
know, freaking out a little bit or maybe
it's like something else, but it's like,
you know, we're able to like we're
having to battle a little bit and it's
like people are revealing like
themselves and stuff like that left and
right and it's like it's time to like
really take notice
>> who they are, aren't we? Aren't we? They
just showing their ass really if you in
a in a to use a colloquial term that we
use here in the states they're showing
their ass. They're showing that they are
an so you know it's like some people
like to do that. They like to do that.
>> Well, there are 63 people in the chat. I
think this is one of my my biggest shows
like you know I've had it a long time
you know it's kind of you know so I
think people are enjoying the this show
and the guests and it's like you know
but it's like but sometimes the more the
more popular the show the more trolls
will come out sometimes
>> they just reveal themselves and it's
like really like you know you don't have
to reveal yourself you can like kind of
be on the down low about it but it's
like people are just so obvious about it
what am I supposed to do like oh okay I
mean it's like you're just going to be
like that after everything it's like I
don't know I I don't know.
>> Howard are you with Gotti? I mean, how
much do you like Gotti?
>> Because Gotti is a slime basically. He's
a slime doll. He has said nothing but
slime in your chat. He is slimeing your
chat. Okay. Basically, I'm a nice
person. I don't say that out of hand.
But if you look at what he says in your
chat yeah he's
>> That's why I That's why I unmoded him as
soon as I saw he was saying that. But
it's like if I need to like hide him for
a little bit, I resolve myself jerk and
you're going to talk to me like that,
Gotti. I mean, it's like I mean, I can
like, you know, like
>> stinking up the place. Okay, you're
stinking the place up.
>> Cut it out. We don't need that. I mean,
well, like he did I mean, he did like
always was always pretty honest about,
hey, he was here to troll and he was
from trolling communities or and he like
they got bored at somebody else's place
trolling and he but he said, hey, he
likes me so much he wants to hang out
here or something like that and he'll be
nice to me and stuff like that, but I
just like you see how he treats other
people. It's like a little bit shocking.
>> I don't know.
You know, we're getting closer to the
Lion's Gate and I think people are going
a little nuts. We We are in the middle
of Mercury retrograde. We're right at
the zenus right now. Mercury retrograde.
>> So, um I would expect people to be like
anything right now.
>> There's a lot of anxiety in the in the
world, too. There's anxiety. People act
out. I'm sorry. People act out.
>> Is it a full moon tonight or something
like that? I'm not sure, but You're
heading for a full moon.
>> Yeah, I'm just I'm just freaking tired
now. I'm just I'm bored.
>> I'm so I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
>> And the smell is bad, Gotti. The smell
is bad. Okay.
>> Okay.
>> We don't need it. It's like you come in
and you the place. You all
over the place like an untrained dog.
>> Why do we need you?
>> We don't. You know, it's like he doesn't
need that He's popular enough. He
does not need that
He doesn't need your
>> I have like I have like But I have a
good quote.
>> I have a good quote, Dece. It says,
"Trols are like sandpaper. They wear you
down at first, but in the end, you're
polished and they're just used up."
>> Yep.
>> Yeah. And they're just smoothrained.
Okay.
I mean, I I really think
that, you know, I I have my mods. My
mods would have got rid of Gotti like
ages ago.
>> Yeah.
>> I mean, he would have been gone ages ago
because there's just no use for somebody
like that. They're just useless. He
really like I mean he was like sometimes
he has friends that he like talks to
like that and it's like they just like
kind of laugh back but it's like there
are certain people especially if you
don't know the person you'll know their
sense of humor or you don't know the
person to talk to them like that ever.
It's like you know it's like just very
inappropriate like I've seen him talk
like that to his friends and stuff like
that and it be you know
but you know it's like when you tell
them but they just keep it up.
How many times you got to tell them?
There's no fixing stupid though. There's
no fixing stupid. So, well, you're a
waste. Sorry. It's a waste of space. So,
we can have somebody in much nicer like
Amanda.
>> Miss Amanda.
>> Like Amanda and Crystal.
>> Sorry. Hold on. Do you guys hear me?
Hold on.
>> You hear me?
>> Yep.
Okay.
>> Hi guys.
>> Yeah, but I I really am about like love
on this. Like really about love and it's
like it's so interesting for us since
I've been all about love and I was like
let's just be love and everything and to
see how much hate it gets and like how
much just like you know I'm not out
attacking people. I'm not going to
people's cats and ever attacking
anybody. Like I've never done that.
>> Amanda is being a human acting like a
human being who has a brain. reality.
Nancy is two and so is Crystal.
And Rey is actually doing very well
right now, too. And Apollo is okay right
now. And HK Memphis.
>> Yeah. I mean, there's so many great
people that are negative
on time out because they were talking
too much in the chat.
It doesn't have anything to do with
sucking up to anybody. It's just not
what you're supposed to be doing.
>> Amanda, what's the upd
is not on anymore. Aldi was
>> It's like I think I have had like pretty
bad judgment with some people and it's
just like and then you'll tell after a
certain amount of time like
>> hey I'm not down for this anymore. Like
I I've had enough of like certain
behaviors and like you know it's like
it's like I was like are these are it's
like they are they honestly people are
honestly this like thick-headed
sometimes they don't understand like you
know any kind of like simple kind of
respect like some of these people like
>> they really they really they don't and
it's like so it's like they're either
like
>> something like deficient in their mind
or they're just like trying to be
harmful on purpose.
before he became a bad one again and
again. So, uh, for me, he's that,
>> you know, if you're doing a little bit
like, okay, I got one on my I got some
on my channel.
>> They say some things that are kind of
rude, but it's funny. And we know that
that's what the stick is. That's their
stick. Okay? Like Scotty, he comes in
and he's always talking about boobs and
he's always talking about sex, but he's
not doing it in a malicious way. Okay.
He's just being funny. He's just being
That's his sense of humor. That's one
thing. But if you're trying to hurt
somebody else, that's a different thing
entirely.
>> Hi, Miss Amanda.
>> How are you?
>> I'm good. How are you?
>> I'm good, sweetheart. I'm good.
>> Oh, yeah. This is why I always
>> Hi. We've never met before.
I don't know if she can hear me or not.
>> I hear you.
>> No, no, no. I was I was speaking to
Ocean. I said we've never met before.
So, I was I was saying no, we haven't.
Jamanda, hi. How are you doing?
>> Hi.
>> I'm well, thank you. I I just was gonna
give my perspective. Somebody, a very
good friend of mine told me something
yesterday during a discussion and she
said, "Hurt people hurt others."
>> And it really kind of slapped me in the
face when she said that.
>> Um, there's a reason that people lash
out at other people and and and twist
and say ugly things when,
you know, they have their own issues to
deal with, which is not my problem.
Yeah, it's not my problem either as far
as as far as I or I can make it not my
problem with it. You know, we just push
a few buttons and then it's no longer
>> Yeah. Yeah, definitely. Definitely.
our problem.
>> That's what I love about about
the panels. It's like I could push a
button. Well, goodbye, you know. Um, see
you.
>> Get a therapist already. You know,
>> get a therapist. I know. Get some help
for yourself. You know, you remember
that guy? Does anybody remember the guy
that was in the PSA announcement that
was a black guy, nice looking black guy,
and he would sit go, he would say,
"Stop. Get help. Stop it."
>> But I'll take your word for it.
>> Yeah. It's Michael Jordan. Michael
Jordan. And here we go. Stop. Get some
help.
>> Michael Jordan. It's Michael Jordan. It
was Michael Jordan, right? And he says,
"Stop. Get some help." Yeah, it might
have been Michael Jordan. I just
remember when I was a kid, they had
these PSAs and it was like and it was
always like, you know, they were they
were doing a blurb on on basically the
same thing and he would, you know, and
they would show the part you always
remember the part, stop it, get help.
But anyway,
>> we all have things in our lives that we
go through and
some of us, I guess, are able to
compartmentalize it easier than others.
Um,
>> I don't feel it necessary to
>> yeah,
come online and tell everybody my
personal business. So,
>> no, you know what?
anyway,
>> When did that ever happen?
I wonder about that, Amanda.
>> It's like when did it suddenly become
appropriate
to come and show all your dirty
underwear with the stains and everything
all over them,
>> right?
>> When the you know why do you think that
we want to see that?
>> Do you think we want to see that?
>> Oh my gosh, Psych. That is so cute. It's
a
>> Yeah, the kids know that a thing, you
know.
>> Yeah, because my mother, God rest her
soul, she always used to say that, you
know, some things you just need to take
to the grave. Um, and some things should
not be discussed
um in public. They they should stay
within the family. So
>> yeah, it's like why do I need to know
that
about you?
I you know what and it was some of the
some there was like one generation, one
whole generation and I swear I I can't
remember they're about for they're in
their 40s right now. But it seemed like
a lot of the people from that
generation, especially the women, wanted
to tell you every damn thing about
themselves.
>> Well, you know, I've shared
people want to know. Didn't you know it
what
>> I've shared things about my life before
only things that I wanted people to
know. Um and I did it for one reason and
one reason only because I knew they
would use it against me. Um it was a
test. And so
>> you know when when when you tell someone
something
and they turn around and use it against
you, that that tells you about their
character.
Mhm. So,
>> you know, there are some people that
that's the only reason they buddy up to
you. Do you ever notice that? I've
noticed that there are some people that
the only reason they buddy up to you is
to get dirt on you so they can use it
against you later. Yes,
>> that's it.
>> Yeah, it's pretty sad. It's pretty sad.
>> I'm like, God, that what a life that is.
I mean, that's so,
you know, as as far as having some kind
of a life, my bangs are bothering me
because I got a little rash right there.
It kind of itches, you know. But if I
tell you that, that's one thing. But if
I were to tell you
uh that my husband is a bed wet or my
they whatever,
you know what? Do you really need to
know that?
>> Right. Right. Of course. Of course.
>> Really people people but people want to
know they Yes. that people like people
these are the things that to sell in the
press like the sex stuff and any kind of
like alluring thing. It's like people
just like love to jump on top of any
like any kind of weird fetish anybody
has or any anything that's like beyond
any kind of normaly. It's like everybody
is like you know all of a sudden but
there's but then everybody seems to be
like a little bit fetishy these days. I
don't know. Got to get into
here.
>> It's just an observation.
>> There's not a day goes by that somebody
doesn't tell you sight to die from you
know what
>> or me die from you know what. It's just
>> astonishing. I'm like do these people
your house? Do they do they
>> cool?
>> I'm gonna start, you know, hiding those
people. Well, I can't believe I haven't
been hiding that or like,
>> you know, is this guy just sitting
around like Gotti? Is he just sitting
around at home? He's got no woman. He's
got nothing and he's got nothing to do
except try to something up on Psyche's
channel. That's all he's got right in
his life.
>> I don't know him well. We kind of got
off to a bad start, but generally
speaking, I I don't have an issue when I
speak to him directly. Um, you know, I'm
I'm told every day that I'm hated so
much over here and other panels. Um,
which I know is not the case. Um, Psych
Psych has been nothing but kind to me.
>> Right. I mean, he's never done anything
to me and I've I don't think I've ever
done anything to him. Um,
>> no.
>> And I'm a Libra, too. So, I I don't like
mess. I I kind of like balance. So
>> yeah,
>> that's kind of how I run my life.
>> I mean
>> I mean yeah, Libras love balance. Yeah.
>> Yeah.
>> Sad. Sad is like balance too.
>> Yeah. We're naturalb born leaders. I
mean I don't have to
you know um
>> you know there are things I do in my
community. I mean there's all things
that we give back in some way. I just um
>> I see a I just see a growing trend um
since I started on the internet chatting
anyway in 2018.
There's just been a progression of just
miserable people that just do horrible
things to other people and I don't
understand it. I don't know. I don't
know. Anyway, I digress.
>> What that that you have encountered?
>> Oh yeah. and seemed like, you know, most
recently in another community like
somebody drove across states to go and
beat up somebody at their house. Um,
>> and now the courts are involved in law
enforcement and it's just all over
YouTube.
You know,
I
I really think right now people I have
been trying to say this, we're at a
break point really. Um it seems like
people are getting more of whatever they
more of whatever they um are. They're
becoming more of whatever they like. We
were told that there was going to be
this point where uh the calm people were
going to get even calmer and more I mean
the crazy people were going to get even
crazier and and more out of hand. And it
just seems like it really is happening.
>> The people that are unhinged are getting
more and more unhinged.
>> And people who calm are just getting
>> Yeah.
calmer and like so who gives a
>> I agree. I agree. Um, I read a stat last
night that some some roughly 40 million
Americans, think about this, 40 million
Americans are on some type of
anti-depressant.
>> Yeah.
>> Apollo, are you there? Apollo, are you
there?
>> Yeah. I don't want to interrupt.
>> Okay, hold on. I'm gonna get up.
>> Hi, Apollo.
>> Yeah.
>> Hello.
>> I don't want I don't want to interrupt.
Sorry.
>> Your mind fuzzy, buddy. You might need
to adjust it.
>> Keep going. Keep going. I'm interested
on our study.
>> Oh, no. No. That I was just reading
something in passing. I didn't read the
whole thing and it was a mental health
article and I couldn't find it if I
wanted to. And said that roughly 40
million Americans are on some type of
anti-depressant. And I was like, "Holy
crap."
>> Like,
>> yeah. I mean that's a lot.
>> Yeah.
>> The thing about the worst thing about
anti-depressants
is that it comes with a high price tag
because people who take anti-depressants
are at even more higher risk
for offing themselves.
>> Yeah.
>> Yeah. And I'm a proponent of I'm a huge
proponent of mental health awareness and
all that. My I don't mind I'm saying my
mother was a therapist for 41 years and
she's deceased but
I learned a lot from her and you know we
have an existential crisis in my opinion
um in this country where people can't
get the help they need. So uh sorry I'm
not trying to go down that rabbit hole
but um just wanted to say that
>> but I would ask Amanda I would I would
Well and
ask myself the reason why why so many
people and and more and more and more
need anti-depression
medicine. Why in USA?
>> I think it's a variety of factors.
>> Um I think it's family structure. I
think it's it's stress.
>> Like for instance, where I'm I'm not
going to put out where you live
obviously, but like where you're at, the
way that you guys view work is
differently than how Americans view
work. Like you're you're going to work
40 hours a week here and and if we want
you to work 60 hours a week, that's what
you're going to do. And there's no
downtime for people there.
You know, um what is it? Spain perhaps
maybe. Um they take a break at a certain
time during the day
um during the workday. I may have that
wrong, but some European country does
like like
>> I think it's more I
am Amanda. I think I think it's more
that that your microphone beating up.
What was that, hun?
>> I think it's
our
>> Your mic sounds
Apollo, your mic sounds bad. Can you fix
your mic?
>> Yeah, we're having trouble hearing you,
Apollo.
>> M.
>> Yeah. Um, yeah. Hi, panel verse. The
fact that you can't stand somebody that
you maybe
>> might be an indication that you need to
look at yourself.
>> Yeah,
pretty much.
That's what I've been saying is like you
only um
you're only that way if you're trying to
prove something to yourself and um
because it sure isn't going to be
impressing everybody else. I mean, you
know, a lot of people are not going to
be impressed with you. So, I mean, what
are you doing this for? Why why why are
what's your motive?
>> Are you just like playing with yourself
over there? I mean, you know, what are
you doing?
>> The
>> Not trying to be mean, but I mean, what
what the heck are you doing?
Good song.
>> Yeah. I I sit there and I I think to
myself, I could be doing 5,000
things. I'm enjoying talking to you
guys,
>> but I could be doing 5,000 other things.
>> Exactly. There's always something to do
in my house.
>> Same with me here, man.
>> Ocean. Ocean, can I reply something?
That's what I don't I don't understand
for me. Okay. Maybe it's a I'm from a
different culture. Why people feel the
need to talk some to about private
problem to strangers online?
Come on. Everyone has a family
parents talk to them.
>> Well, I think a lot of it is some of
these people don't have relationships
with their parents or, you know, their
parents might be deceased.
um
>> you know
>> or they have uh some troubles or
something.
>> Yeah. Yeah. And and perhaps
you know it's easier sometimes I guess
to talk to strangers than it is to talk
to people to get actual feed.
>> I don't know. I'm just
>> But at the end of the day
they they don't care about Come on.
Don't get it personal
ladies and gentlemen. Okay. But all this
fakeness we people say, "Oh, we love
you. We support you." At the end of the
day, no one cares about you online.
>> Exactly.
>> No one.
>> It's all fake.
>> Did you get a new mic, Apollo?
>> Does that sound bad?
>> Yeah, it
>> Yeah, it sounds really bad.
>> I can't tell what you said. Oh,
>> can you try to fix Can you try to fix
it? Can you try to fix it? Like you just
like, you know, go to the mic settings
and turn them on and off. Just go to
your
>> You might be a little too close to the
mic. You might have to pull back a
little bit.
>> Try try.
>> Yeah.
Because try to see what you sound like
on the TV. Maybe like cuz it sounds
pretty like pretty um off.
>> We want to be able to hear everybody.
>> I'll tell you.
>> Oh, don't apologize. I mean, it is what
it is. Sometimes internet messes up.
>> I buy I buy microphone headset headset.
I told you headset and it's too shitty.
>> They tried to buy a new one. Buy a new
one. It's It's terrible. I'm sorry. It's
like I can't I can't I can't even take
>> No. No. It's okay. Open it. I'll step
down. Sorry about it.
>> Okay. It's okay. It's okay. Fix that.
Get it fixed.
>> Get it fixed.
>> I'm using it. It was German.
>> It was too loud. He said he stepped he
stepped down, but it was But thank you.
It was a little bit loud, but thank you,
Apollo. It was interesting talking. I'm
so sorry you didn't if you didn't get
your point across, but with anything you
said, Apollo, really. I'm pretty sure
you seem like a reasonable guy.
>> And I'm used to talking to him and a lot
of
>> this was like it's like really like loud
to me. It was like or was like really
like part of
>> is loud and and basically people don't
realize that if you get right up on a
mic it has a level that it will cut you
off. So it will cut off some of your
speech
some of them.
>> I like that if you over
>> Yeah.
>> if you overdo it. So, if you're right up
on the mic, you might be like um o over
getting it, you know, getting it to
where it's just too damn loud and the
thing cuts you off.
>> I don't know.
>> Hang on just a second if you don't mind.
People keep calling me some lady named
Karen. I'm not Karen. This has happened
before. I don't know who this Karen lady
is. If you're trying to be funny, well,
>> Karen is a you know term
it's
>> term
complaining woman. Right. I know that
part, but I think there's another person
that's actually a Karen somewhere that
like
um I'm not
>> There's a Karen.
That's a Karen and a Karen. Oh,
>> a Karen. Who's a Karen?
>> Well, I heard about Karen is Karen is
the the worst name for woman in
Australia.
>> Really?
>> Yeah.
>> What why is that? I mean is there a
>> Someone someone tried to interview some
reason for this?
people random and they they asked she he
asked someone what is the worst name for
a woman in Australia and they said
Karen.
>> Oh,
>> you have beautiful hair. Yummy. It is so
pretty.
>> And
>> yeah, I know.
>> Yeah. And then the stupid flying monkey
said that my hair is a fake.
No, I don't think it is. I think that
>> Oh, good lord. These people.
>> That's why. Yeah. Sorry, guys. You guys
aren't happy like I do. I'm happy every
day.
>> Happy, you know. You know, they wish
they had hair that nice.
>> Exactly.
>> I kind of wish I had hair that nice. My
hair isn't that nice.
>> I have natural curly hair. I have kind
of loose pearls and you know it does
what it wants to do.
>> Yeah, I think that's the way mine
does whatever it want. Yeah, exactly
what it wants to do. And what I tell it,
it just don't listen.
>> Um
>> um Sy, can you put the um
link back down, please? Um Apollo said
he got a different headset
>> now. Apollo, don't talk louder.
Just talk at a normal level.
You don't have to yell. Your mic will
help you. We'll do that for you. Okay.
So, let's try it again.
>> Okay.
>> See what shooting Slack here.
>> Let me see if I got this. Hold on one
second. Uh, let's see. Comment.
There we go.
Well, yeah. You're Greek Apollo, but you
live in Germany.
>> Let me see on my other device here what
they're doing in there.
>> Oh, they're just talking about stuff I
know nothing about.
>> Oh, there's
Gotti.
I'm Gotti. Oh,
I'm Gy.
Be afraid. Be very afraid.
You're so sweet. You're cute. You're
funny. Miss Ocean. Yeah, that's
>> Well, I respect Mr. Gotti. Who is it?
No,
>> I knew I knew him like uh maybe like uh
four years ago. Yeah, I met him back him
until I don't know why he start like
trolling people kind of kind of having a
bad temper too, you know.
>> Maybe he lost his job or something. I
mean, because he's obviously got nothing
better to do. Shh.
>> Did you lose your job? Is that it,
Gotti? And your girlfriend left you and
your dog won't even talk to you. Is that
what's up?
>> Yeah. What? What's causing this? Come
on, talk to us.
>> I lost my job and lost my girlfriend and
my dog.
>> But yeah, I I came up because he didn't
respect you. That's why. Miss ocean. I
don't like I don't like to see I
teaching I teaching my students and when
they start behaving to me
I just cannot
be silent.
>> Yeah.
>> I didn't know you were a teacher. You're
a teacher. That's cool.
>> I'm a teacher.
>> What do you teach, darling?
>> Is a soil mechanic.
>> Okay.
>> Yeah.
>> Oh, really? Wow.
>> I actually um I actually have a friend
>> very smart woman
>> I used to teach with and she
>> I'm smart enough. I'm not smart but
smart enough.
>> Yeah.
>> My good friend teaches in China right
now. Um we used to teach together here
in America but she got a some kind of
good job over there and she loves it.
>> I I Yeah, Miss Amanda. I've learned
Yeah. since I came on YouTube. Wow. I I
found how they are especially people
from America they are they rude they
disrespect others and then
I don't know they always fighting they
always throwing wow
it's kind of
surprising
>> well a lot of Americans don't they don't
understand or like people from other
countries ries. They've never traveled
anywhere. They've never been around
other cultures.
Um they're just ignorant. I just I hate
that. But that's one.
>> Or they're just heads.
>> Yeah. Could be. Could be.
>> Maybe. I don't know. Maybe it was cool
in school. Maybe when they were in
school, all their little classmates
were,
you know, they did. It's funny.
>> I get open online school. I can open
online class about how how behaving or
learn some manners
especially man
their little classmates thought they
were so funny in school
and you know and now they're trying it
again you know because
>> well
>> yeah they spread I I I have a lot of my
uh my proof about my uh my husband, my
child, my family and then yeah, some of
them start stealing it, start cloning,
start, you know, using my family
pictures for for making fun about me
like that.
Yeah.
>> Yeah. Don't tell them anything about
>> Midnight is really off on some other
planet. Dig this. Dig what Midnight
said. said, "I'll tell you what I think
isn't positive is positive people coming
into a committee. I can't
respect that." Oh my god.
Little feelings here. Let me get you a
cloth to just wipe up all those
tears. You poor little boy. I'm so
sorry. We
positive
cry.
>> Okay, off.
>> Love you. Love you a lot, Miss Ocean.
You know how. Yay. You're the best.
You're the best.
>> Damn.
>> Uh,
listen.
Ocean, listen. I'm not screaming. I am
Greek, okay? I'm Greek. That's all we
are.
>> We're not talking about you, Apollo. We
were not talking.
>> You want to sound a little bit better?
>> Yeah, you sound fine. You sound fine.
>> Thank God.
What do you have for Minister Apollo?
>> Connect on and off. You know, a bad bad
a really bad connection from the Wi-Fi.
Maybe not not from the microphone. I
don't know.
>> No, it's a it's a headset. I try I have
about 20 headsets here.
>> See, I see. Okay.
>> Sounds terrible again. Get another one.
Unless you're trolling us just using bad
headsets. It's very annoying.
>> No, I'm not you. It's just he has some
bad headsets.
Get a good one. Just buy one good one.
Don't buy like 20 bad ones, you know?
It's like it'll make
>> Tell me which one. Give me a link. Give
me a link.
>> Get a B. Get a Bose or a Beats or like
an expensive one. Do something. If you
can't If I mean, I have a $40 one, but I
I picked the right one. Just buy one
with good reviews or something. I don't
know. I don't know what I can do to help
you.
>> Look it up on Amazon. Look up good
reviewed headsets or microphones. I
mean, it's just terrible. You're on a
TV. You're on a You're on a show. Ah,
>> get him off. Get him off. He's gone.
He's gone. He's gone. Hey, no, no, no,
no, no, no. I mean, just is he trolling?
It's like so bad. It's like microphone.
>> Listen to me, honey. Listen. Take a deep
breath and listen to me. He is not
trolling you. He lives in Germany and
he's been having difficulties for a
couple of months with these damn
headsets. I don't know. He's bought
expensive ones. He's bought cheap ones.
I don't know why it doesn't work.
Maybe he's like everything's haunted or
something around there.
>> I don't know. But I'm gonna say
something. Midnight, don't you ever
slander my name again. I've never ever
contributed to anybody being great. And
the fact that you said that is
slanderous and it's
>> Who said it?
>> Oh, that's
>> Let me go over to my
>> Well, let's ridicule them right now. I
say
if they're going to come in here and
give us a be a pain in the ass, let us
resol them soundly
so that they go home and cry to all
their little friends and mommy.
Okay,
>> Miss Ocean and Miss Manda, thank you for
having me today. I gotta go.
>> Thank you, Yi. Love you. you guys on me
about, you know, the NPD and the flying
monkeys. I'm so sorry about their bad
behavior. Well, yeah, I will.
>> All right, we know.
>> Thank you guys. Bye.
>> Love you. Have a good night.
>> I don't
normal channel. Okay. Well, I don't
know.
>> Ridiculous morons.
Well,
>> I'm I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm You know
what? It's like you've been through like
a like a you know, this is like as bad
as it gets sometimes for a show like
with the trolling and so if you guys are
able to like, you know, I know and I I
feel horrible when people like get
bullied here and stuff like that and
they don't don't they don't want to come
back and sometimes I feel like people
are chasing people away and stuff. I'm
really like hoping the mods are doing a
better job and I hope I hope I bother
the right people.
>> Well, you have like the fact that people
Hey, listen. Hang on, Ocean. The fact
that people are saying things that are
against your rules in chat, they need to
go.
>> If they're accusing people of
contributing to rape or making racial
remarks or whatever, they need to
go.
>> They need to go.
>> I mean,
>> I have a I made a song.
>> Deport them. I made a song.
I don't know if you guys have heard the
song. I do have a song. I'll play it.
They have I have a song with the rules.
Oh, Hold on. We have Midnight. Oh,
Midnight's in the chat. Hold on.
>> Yeah, I'm song.
>> Okay. I'll play the song before. Yeah,
I'll play the song. This is the This is
the rule song. Huh? Welcome to the
temple of trolls and tarot where the
vibes are wild and the rules.
They're simple but y'all can't seem to
follow them. So here's a little
hate speech. Don't test that line. Don't
care if it's soft to hard time. You say
it, you gone. Don't play confused. This
ain't that show. We don't make those
moves. No slander. Yeah, I said what I
said. You toss more fake dirt than a
Reddit thread. WWE got nothing on this
chat. False accusations, man. Cut that
>> Behave yourself. It ain't that hard. Put
crap.
your chaos on a leash in the backyard.
No ducks and no. No karaoke.
If you break the rules, you get the
spanking.
Yeah.
And he ain't afraid to swing. Go bow to
the vibe and don't do dumb things. Why
is your avatar somebody's face? Real
names, real pics. This ain't your place.
Posting addresses like it's Halloween.
You better send pizza with that scheme.
No nudity. We beg and plead. No one
wants your balls on screen. Flirty
diamonds. Stop the solo act. Those
melted kisses ain't bringing sexy back.
Behave yourself. It ain't that hard. Put
your chaos on a leash in the backyard.
No ducks and no, no karaoke.
If you break the rules, you get the
spanking.
Yes.
And he ain't afraid to swing. So
dumb. This ain't your bathroom tour.
This ain't your only preview. This is
Psyche Awakens.
A sacred space where
souls come to shine. I don't
come to mine and drop a deuce on my
panel. Respect the respect or get
digitally dragged blessed. Amen.
>> Behave yourself. It ain't that hard.
Don't be the chaos in my yard. No slurs,
no lies, no nud surprise. Just chill, be
real, and open your eyes. If you can't
respect it, then take your
cool baby's
time.
You've been warned.
You got
that.
>> That's very cool.
>> Tarot. Yeah, I like that.
>> Yeah.
>> Five thumbs up. I only have two. I'm
gonna have to borrow somebody else.
Oh,
>> has a So, you know, we're only missing
one now,
>> right? Cowboy
like
>> you like the song. Okay. Well, it's like
I just had to say a song a song with all
the rules that it that everyone could
understand, but I don't think they could
understand. Like some people understand
that it's like so simple like like don't
put like people's names. Don't use like
the wrong profile photo. Be respectful
to your guest or the guest or the host.
I don't know. It's like
>> I really I might have to like fight for
me. It's like I don't want just like
rude people in the chat like just like
everyone rude like and like it's kind of
like uncomfortable for me and that's why
like sometimes I I had to like run to
like TikTok because it's like it's good
to like have a different crowd that's
like not so mean and like it's like
they're like actually friendly people.
Sometimes I get 14 14 likes.
>> I get on Tik Tok. I get like I get like
6,000 8,000 likes on Tik Tok. I get
like, you know, 14 or something after
like six hours here. I'm like, well, cuz
because you get, you know, people can
vote multiple times, you know, or, you
know, it's every time you tap the
screen. But still, it's like it's like
it seems like I I look on here, I get
dislikes. It's like there's like no
experience. I don't know. It's just like
so mean sometimes. And I really want to
bring better energy in here or like have
people transform their energy.
>> Says Jesus, Jesus, where
>> Okay, sweetheart. I'll see you later.
Thank you for being here.
>> Oh, you're welcome. Anytime.
>> Nice to meet you.
>> Okay. Nice to meet you, Amanda.
>> It was fun talking to you.
>> Yes, ma'am. You as well.
>> Well, she was nice.
>> Yeah, she's nice. There
>> there are great people here. Like really
great people. And even like the some of
the trolls tonight are like they're
great people. I like them a lot. And
it's like they don't necessarily mean
any harm. Some of them and some of them
are just like, you know, that's their
personality. And I think it's like a
character. You know, there's some really
shocking people, too. Like that what I
mean, I'm really like even the stuff
that was said tonight was pretty tame
compared to what's been said in the past
by like Alex and like or different
people. Like I know people that have
watched the show know it's gone crazy
sometimes. I've been so drunk. I've been
not been able to like, you know, or like
checking out mentally and not paying too
much attention. But it's like I've
gotten to the point where it's like it's
like I either like have to like you know
start taking like responsibility or it's
like you know it's like I feel like you
know I mean like I'll I just have to own
my show you know and like I'll I'll be
slandered. I'll be like all kinds of
stuff but I'll at least I know
>> here I'll help you.
>> Oh thank you. And I hope you always feel
welcome in a second. You're always
welcome here with it because honestly I
won't let him disrespect you too long.
>> A lot is like We don't need
that Okay.
>> Yeah. Yeah. I mean it's like you know
it's one thing to like you know have if
you have a that kind of sense of humor
if you have that kind of relationship
with a person or you but it's like some
of these people I don't necessarily have
that relationship with where they can
like slander like or like you know or
you're not supposed to slander in the
first place. But I mean like even even
like to joke like that with me like it's
like you Oh like oh my god look at this.
Oh my god. Look at this.
>> Hold on.
>> Look. Look at it.
>> Is that
honest to God? What is that? Am I
looking at something I want to look at
or what the hell is that? What is that?
It's opening like a pregnant goat or
something like that. There's a baby
inside of it. See?
>> Or is it is it like Oh, it's an um
kangaroo or something.
>> Yeah, it's a kangaroo. Is it showy?
You like that? There's a pouch.
>> Have you ever seen inside a kangaroo's
pouch? That's kind of interesting, right
guys?
>> I just saw that close. That looks so
disgusting. It looks so weird.
>> Spamming
a minute.
>> What do you guys What do you guys think
about that? Was that disgusting? I mean,
that's that was crazy. I didn't I I
don't hope that's not too much. We just
I just thought themselves in there
because it's pretty scary actually.
>> Oh my god.
>> Didn't really want to see anybody.
>> Here's Lenor.
Lenor.
Hey Lenor.
Hello Lenor.
Oh, you are dark as the night. You are
the void,
Lenor. You are the void.
What a cute little void you are, Lenor.
You're so cute.
My own little kitty's going to get
jealous pretty soon.
Hi, this is Miss Lenor. Miss Lenor had
for Oh my god, she's like the OG OG cat
of the house, but you know, she's not
the she's not the oldest, but you know,
she she's never had a kitten. She was
this is the kitten, but um she's like
very loving and she's just like in love
with me and like you know my little
black panther and she's just like you
know she's been guarding the house cuz
there's been something weird spiritually
outside the house for like weeks and
she's been outside guarding the house
like it's just frantic and now she's
finally like coming back inside and like
calm down a little bit. What was that?
And she she guards outside. She's such a
good protector but it's like you know
I'm going to kiss her. She's kissing me.
>> Actually, you know, in Egypt they use
them as guard cats.
>> Yeah. Well, she definitely has the she's
definitely like a magical little uh
little little cat, you know. She's like
just very she has a very powerful like
>> she can turn into a black panther. She's
like a little miniature Black Panther,
you know. She can turn into one.
>> It's almost 7 o'lock here. I know you
may time, but I hope you had fun, you
know. Thank you for being here.
>> I gotta go shopping today. This is
>> Yeah, you sat up all night with me. So,
thank you so much.
>> So much fun here with you.
>> Look what you did. Look what you made me
do. I'm gonna have to spank you now.
>> A look at this.
>> Look at me. I am looking at you. I'm
looking at you mean now.
>> Okay. But it was a lot of fun.
>> Love you. Thank you so much and hope you
do have fun and I hope hope that you
know it's like you know
>> we're hope we'll do it again soon and
like Joe.
>> Okay. Love you guys and
go.
Okay. Thanks.
>> A thank you. Thank you, D. Awesome to
see you.
>> Byebye. Love you.
>> I got I can't
>> I love you. I love you. Can't go. I'll
I'll I'll help you out. Thank you so
much.
>> Okay. Uh let's see. Hopefully
everybody's That was a great appearance.
I'm like, you know.
>> Yeah. Are you guys okay? I mean, it's
like like, you know, guys, you got to
let me run the show. Like, I want to
like, you know, it's like because I want
to be here. That's like ultimately what
I want. This is what I want to be doing.
I want to be here. And it's like, but
it's like not fun if like people are
telling me to go by HIV every day. And
like it's like, you know, there's sad
things that are happening too. But it's
like it's not very nice to like
All right.
I'm sorry about that. Do you hear me
now? Hold on. I'll fix it. Hold on.
Do you hear me now? Hello. Hello. Hello.
Hello. Do you hear me now? Hello. Do you
hear me now? Hey, baby. Vicki. Okay, so
Vicki is not a man because I've seen
Vickiy's boobs and like Vicki is
definitely a woman, but it's like, you
know, and there were like there were
kind of weird boobs. Well, she's mad at
me now. She told me to go my mods
and myself and stuff like that. So, you
know, um, but I'm sorry. I think I have
good mods. Guys, are the mods good?
Like, who are I think I got a good group
of mods like that actually like care
about the show? Like, do I have a look
at the mods? Let's see who's a mod.
Well, the mama CB was mean all night.
Midnight's being kind of mean. Um
um let's see. Gotti's calling me a loser
and stuff. Uh let's see. Barry Stalker.
Panel verse is pretty cool, I think. But
but they're fighting with Amanda. Amanda
is panel verse. Okay. Like what's going
on? But you're both mods and so fight it
out. Fight fight fight it out with each
other. Okay. Um do you guys do you guys
hear me? Okay. Like I'll show you
someone like I like this card like they
made of me. Like I I liked it actually.
There it is. It's like, you know, I'll
take down the banner, too, for a second.
You know, what does it say? I like that.
Hope you like that too. I can show you
some other ones I have in here. Let me
see. Here is JT.
Oh, yeah. Hold on. That That was D. Hold
on. This was JT is the chariot.
This was D, right? as temporas.
Then we've seen the other ones, right?
Oh, no. It's fine. I thought that that
was nudity. No, it's fine. It's fine.
So, those are just some of the tarot
cards I've been working on, some
prototypes, and just some thoughts about
it, and hopefully it'll be cool. Um, I
will put up the banner one more time if
anyone wants to sponsor a panel for in
the next three hours or else I will say
it's in the next 15 minutes. I'll
probably just end the show and I don't
feel like having JT up until it's the
panel is sponsored. So, I'll just sit
like or just have I want up here until
then and I can end with some of the
haters expose cards and like you know do
readings and stuff if anyone's
interested in that. Um,
yeah. I don't know. I don't mean to
or anything. is it's like I just
like noticed it's like nobody's even
like
like there's certain people that like
you know have shown like their loyalty
at least or like that they like are like
you know for the show is like not as
long not like against the show but like
there's like you know it's like most
people are just like trying to like it's
not like a huge show and it's like
people are treating it like oh this you
know it's like we're taking that like
they're just like saying bad stuff about
me and like bothers me. Okay. Hi, Lenor.
But you know what? It's like I've I've
made it this far like I like, you know,
I've gotten through a lot of stuff like
on this journey. I've been like getting
the transcripts for my past shows like
you know from the beginning shows and
stuff. So I've been like just like
having them transcribed and summarized
and it's like just like I was it's like
yeah it's like they they put it like a
business meeting kind of notes. That's
how the the they they translate it, you
know, into like the summaries and stuff.
They like they make it very
business-like and detailed and stuff
like that. But it's like I had so much
like I was like oh I was like trying to
get monetized at the time and I was like
he's disgusting and we were having all
these problems with these troll wars
back then and it felt like I was like it
was so crazy. It's like that was just a
few months ago. It's like isn't that
weird how like you know it's like there
was all that was like a time that's like
that time is gone like and it's like and
there's like well and time is always you
know I'm sorry I'm just rambling but
time just like um goes so fast though.
It's like we experience so many things
and it's like we're still here but and I
still feel like I'm kind of like at
least youthful or like young at heart or
something like that. But I feel now I'm
feel like I'm getting old and it's like
the world is changing so much and like
every going it's like you know YouTube's
going to change a little bit like I
don't know if like you heard like if
like they're going through this thing
where they they're like they're going to
start having everyone put user ID and
like you know so they can link
everyone's IP address and there's
nobody's going to be allowed to use like
VPNs anymore and it's going to be like
it's like it's going to be like no
privacy basically online you know not
like it's already is not you know it's
already like everything is already out
there all the time anyway. way. But
anyway, so Oh, hey. Hey there, Lar.
Yeah. And so it's just going to get
worse and worse and and so uh and then
they have this AI taking over for
YouTube. It's like, you know, the there
really was hasn't been like this people
thought there's been this AI AI going
around like flagging, but it's basically
just people been flagging the channels
and they haven't been using the AI
really for flagging yet, but they're
going to like switch over to like using
the AI. So all these shows will be
scanned and stuff like that. And it's
like hopefully, you know, it's like I
don't know if I'll survive in the new
climate. That could be, you know, one of
the channels just deleted if they say,
"Oh, his channel's not good." There's a
lot of shows that get put on um on on,
you know, limited monetization because
it's like, "Oh, well, this is like, you
know, there's like limited sponsors want
to be associated with some of the
content." And it's usually like when you
there's like saying there or like, you
know, people saying the N word. It's
like that that automatically
disqualifies like a bunch of
companies. If you if there's a certain
word said on shows that certain
companies don't want to be associated
with the word. So of course the nword is
going to be one of those words, right?
And then f a g- o t as well. And so any
of those shows where that's said and
it's like a lot of them it's like
limited monetization. It's like some
like maybe like a tobacco or you know
alcohol company or some some other
company might want to like you know put
like a commercial on me but like not any
kind of like you know family oriented
place or anything. So, but anyway, it's
not like I would expect any like family
oriented, but at least like, you know,
like respectable
kind of like, you know, I want I would
like good brands to be associated with
the show, like not just like, you know,
junk. But yeah, so anyway, but I haven't
gone through like all the old uh all
these old crayon scripts and everything
and so uh anyway, so it's boring. So
anyway, guys, I'm just going to take off
and because you know, I guess no one
wants to do an open panel or anything.
So, have a great night. I love you.
Thank you for the people that were
respectful. I love all of you. Um, take
care of yourself and each other, right?
I love you guys. I'll be back tomorrow
and hang out. And what is it? Thursday
or for No, it's Thursday. Well, today's
Thursday, but you know, it'll be when I
wake up it'll still be Thursday. Okay.
So, but I love you guys. That's Lenor.
Hope you guys had fun tonight. Thank you
Deceian's Woo for like you know coming
on and wow it's like do you think any
you think like Meil Stre has to deal
with that like when in an award
show is someone going to say like
horrible things about any actress or
like you know people are going to like
be nice to people at at an award like an
award show it's like so why can't you be
like gentlemen it's like a gentleman
talk to a woman like you know like that
it's like I've never seen people
disrespect women so much and it's like
gotty you know it's like I don't I
thought I was part of a shtick so I
don't take it too seriously but she
doesn't know everyone dislike it. Okay,
Gotti. You know, it's like I really I'm
going to give you like another chance to
like sleep it off because I think that
maybe you like is having an off night,
but uh I really didn't appreciate you
saying these horrible things to her. Um
you know, and it's like, you know, I
think that it's like good because she's
a strong woman and she can like, you
know, handle um a like some of the
trolling and she has her show and stuff,
but you know, I would like just say
like, you know, you don't know who
you're dealing with spiritually either.
And so you want to be, you know,
probably on good terms with people
because you don't know what you're
stirring up. Anyway, that's just a
little thought for the night. I love you
guys. Have a good night.
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