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Episode 1588 of the Cult of Psyche podcast features an open panel discussion with multiple participants, discussing various topics and sharing their thoughts and experiences. The conversation is energetic and unpredictable, with a focus on self-expression and exploration.
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Browse era →Welcome to the madness. >> It's 900 p.m. Lights up, mics hot, chaos in the stream. Beat calling in, slurring words, starting up a scene. Talking all that trash, then she flips. Rage queen mad at me. Girl, please. The show runs on caffeine. Sides twisted, laughing loud, whiskey in his veins. Slurs
flying left and right. We cut the feed, no shame, but the chat's on fire. Can't tame this flame. This ain't your mama's podcast. This a runaway train. >> Welcome to the madness. Buckle up tight. Boos flashing on cam. Chat, losing their minds. Michael getting gonged. Alex taking flight. It's wild. It's wrong and we do it every night. Paige got him sing. Hearts in the
chat, but she ain't got time for a dude like that. Diamond flirting hard. Let the girls react. It's a freak show party. No filter. All facts. Yo, all facts. Yo. Yo. Michael drops a line. Gong. Not tonight. Alex tried to joke. Boom. Sent into the night. Panel looking sideways. Someone's got a fight. Producers on
mute. Praying this don't spike. Diamonds feeling spicy. Shirt slipping down low. Oops, she says with a wink. That's the whole show. S half asleep but still cracking jokes. slurred out wisdom with a bourbon so glow. No rules, just roles we pretend to play. One hand on the mute, other letting it spray. It's a circus, a riot,
a beautiful mess. One wrong word and we're trending in the press. Welcome to the madness. Buckle up tight. Boobs flashing on cam chat, losing their minds. Michael getting gonged. Alex taking flight. It's wild, it's wrong, and we do it every night. got in the chat like that.
It's a freak show party. No filter. All facts. Yeah. All facts. Lights out. One more round. Beat on the line. Yelling at a ghost from a bottle of wine. We laugh, we cry, we crash. Rewind. Same time next
week. You know the vibe. Welcome the madness. Enjoy the ride. Yeah. Welcome to the madness. Enjoy the ride.
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>> Welcome to the madness. Enjoy the ride.
Welcome to the madness. Enjoy the ride.
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>> They gather where the laughter never reaches the eyes. A circle drawn in chalk where the quiet verdict lies. Every nod rehearsed, every glance a signal flare. If you're not born inside it, you're just passing air. They toast to subtle victories. No one names allowed. A language made of absence. A silence worn proud. You thought it was connection, just a table just to see, but the flow beneath you shifted. You were never meant to.
They don't raise their voices. They don't make it loud. They erase you softly in the middle of a crowd. In the velvet rooms where the smiles don't bend, every joke's a sight. For every allies pretend close circles with the low knowing spark. If you don't read a code,
you get lost in the dark. No night, no noise, just a quiet rearrange. And you wake up one day. Everything's changed. >>
>> They never say no. They just never say yes. A master class and distance dress up as finesse. Invitations drift past like ghosts in a hall. You're not excluded, just not counted at all. They study your rhythm, catalog your tone. They mirror it back like it was always their own. A soft imitation while they tighten the thread. You're speaking your truth. They're deciding what spreads.
It's not what they say, it's what they don't. A door half open is a door that won't. In the velvet rooms where the signals a line, every glance is a letter, every pause is a sign. Close circles. Breathe in a synchronized dark. If you miss one, you're marked in the dark.
They don't need to strike. They just need to agree. Consensus is a weapon sharper than a decree. A tilt of the head, a pause too long, and suddenly you're where you don't belong. No villain declared, no crime to defend, just a slow evaporation of where you once fit in.
So you learn the quiet rules they never explain. Don't show every card. Don't echo their name. Let your presence be partial. Let your edges stay blurred. Mystery unsettles what certainty prefers. Not every battle lives in a clash or a shout. Some are decided in who gets phased out. So move like a shadow that knows it's being seen. Not hiding, just never entirely keep.
And when they lean in close with that polished disguise, with warmth in their voice, but no depth in their eyes, you've nod like you hear them, but you're already gone because you learn their silence and wrote your own song. And wrote your own song.
Oh my god. Hold on. I'll fix it. I'm so sorry. Sorry. Hold on. What's up, guys? There. Okay. Well, >> I think Joker said he might be here, but then I saw he started live. I don't know
if he'll be here. I hope he comes, but uh Oh look at my hair. It was really funny. The other guy um I'll fix it like that. I'm disappearing into it. I think my my shirt's too much of a same color or something. I like that here. Perfect. Okay, there
you go. Inside this poster. Okay. Um, hey, what's up? Let's see. Oh, thank you. I'm gorgeous. Oh, hello. You're gorgeous, Miss Liz. You gorgeous thing. Oh my gosh, this is like smoking crazy. This is my um See, look at the smoke. It's beautiful smoke. This is um Frankincense. It's a great
um It's a great incense. It's the real frankincense. It's No, this is not like meth. It's just It's premium quality frankincense. I went through a lot of this stuff. This smells really good. It just fumigates. Smells so good. I don't know. It's like one of the best smelling things in the world. I think
Yeah, I tried it. I mean, it's like I went over like and I was like just observed at some other chat. We all know who it is, right? Yeah, it's pretty it's pretty nice. Liz, um I don't know. It's like, you know, my name gets brought up there like or they just say like little digs like they're like doing this rap and it's like I don't care. I know they're going to be sold but they're like it was
supposed to be a dis rap about them and then you know this I think there's one named Bronze Chicken I think his name is then he goes oh any tarot readers you stay away from me because I'm I need the sage and then Peter's like yeah unless you're Paige book a reading with Paige or something like that which is good. Yes, I do
recommend you do, but I mean, we all know what they do with the refer, but uh I don't know. It's like I'm getting over like some of the there's like this this like smug attitude like they're oh like everything's like this joke about
I don't I don't know. It's like something kind of inside joke. I think it's so funny, but I don't know. Um, who cares? So, I don't know. So, this is tonight. What is Tuesday night?
Finish my coffee. It's 9:09 here. Um yeah. I mean that but even worse was like literally um bunch of people came in last night and I was like you know and there's people that don't necessarily come to my show or like you
know talk to me or really um but people I've known and then they come on and they were like oh like I was like really happy. I was like just like genuinely happy. I just thought, "Oh, maybe we're like we're finally moving on." Like there's probably pro and was it but was it to like, you know, be nice or to hang out with me or like, you know,
no, it was because somebody they didn't like was in the chat. They're like, "Let's come in as a gang and and bully the person in the chat." And then it's like, and maybe like, you know, so I feel kind of dumb. I mean, it's like, you know, but do I did I fall for it all the way? No. I'm always suspicious of something like
some other thing going on. But um I don't know but whatever it's like but and then again it's like you know I really don't care if people like will like you know fight with each other or they're fighting or something like that but then it's like then it's like I get in trouble it's like I people get mad at me
at the end of it you know because I didn't like do enough or it's just like people talking you know it's just like I don't think I don't I I've had such things said about me that I don't really give a anymore. Um, you know, it's funny though. I did a I did a bunch of shorts and one of the shorts was based on something I said last last stream when I was like I was like, "Oh yeah, a hot guy could manipulate me into robbing a bank."
Which is true, which is very That's why I can't really date because it's like I'm very easy like like the right guy could like basically like just play me like a fiddle, like a damn fiddle. And uh then but the I said that and then I then I posted that the short and then this hot like literally one of the hottest guys I've ever seen I've seen in my
life. This guy um God reigns. He's very he So he was on the show the other day for a few minutes but um he posted he said he said hey he said hey what's up he's like let's let's rob a bank and I was like yes master. Yeah definitely. Um that was kind of funny. I like I like being able to like have I do have
confidence now to like reach out to people um that I wouldn't have necessarily had the confidence to talk to before. And it's like not even about like you know I think I'm sure he's a straight guy or whatever but it's like it's just like I'm actually like like a fellow YouTuber and stuff and so I can have I can kind of like say hey I have and I have a show I have I have a platform. It's like, so
it's pretty cool to be able to like talk to people, have the confidence to talk to people that I would have like not had really anything to say to before because I would be like, "Oh my god, but um smells really good." Okay, so um I have a beatbox like I didn't I only drank one beat box last night. Um you know, McQueen was pretty good. I don't know. But then I saw I see ghost
over there and they're like they're all like I don't know. I don't know if I tr starting to start to mistrust ghost a little bit because he's just like a little too obsessed with beat his toes or something like that. You're shy in real life. I am I am too. I actually when I started doing the show I had to be
really drunk like I actually like I'm like comfortable around people like like when I get comfortable around people I can be comfortable right but when I'm new to a place I don't know people I get very I'm very very shy. Um, when I started doing the show, I had to get drunk, like really drunk before I would start. And I then I would do it just drunk. So, if you go to my very first episodes, I'm just like plastered like
before I even start the show. Um, but I don't really need to do that anymore. Now I'm like a lot more. That's one thing the show does for you. And one thing I recommend like people do a channel for is like, you know, it does especially if you kind of have a little bit of success. What's sack bulb? give a little bit of success which is like not
to thrive success in a certain way like I'm you know I'm I'm able to like you know make a little extra and I you know have people people that come to the chat and stuff so that's cool. Um but I do have a little bit more confidence in myself which is a good thing. Always a good thing. Hi Rudy.
Haven't seen uh Oh yeah. So Lola's waiting for her son. um Tux to come in because Tux is back. I don't know if you know Trixs disappeared and then Tux Tux reappeared like Tux has been been gone for over a year. He's a black cat. He like a little bit of white on his chest. So he was in here last night and
he's really cute. He's a He's He's very Oh, hi. Hi. Rudy, he's getting used to getting used to being there Rudy. Hi, Rudy. Hi. Hi. That's as loud as me. Hi. What's what you're talking to me? Hi. You see him talking to me, guys? That's how he talks to me. Hi. Hi. You're talking.
You're What's What's Lola doing? You see her up there? See Lola over here. See? Oh. Oh. You're meowing. What's it meow? What's it meow for? Does he meow? He's so cute. This guy's,
you know, he's a little old man cat. Your little man cat. You're old, huh? 17, 18 years old. The old cat. Oh, he's a good cat. Okay. Do you want to I'm going to give a couple hands up. Hold on. Okay. One second.
Um, where's the
good boy? Okay. Uhoh. Okay guys. So, it smells really good in here. Um, I don't know. I have another drink tonight. You want to see my weapon? Since I don't have a gun, don't tell anybody, but I don't have a gun. I
don't know why this is able. I have this thing here. This is my weapon. This is I got this on Amazon a few years ago. I saw it and I was like, I have to have that thing. This isn't It's from Africa. It's like a handcarved African thing. It has this on the end. It looks like a boob or something like that. A very sharp boob. Um, but it's very heavy
stick. So, this is this is mine if you don't. And I do I do know how to kind of use this too. I'm kind of But it's like Yeah, you don't want to mess with someone with this. Be very careful. So, um, let's see. I can put my link up if you want to
do um like a um donation for a reading or anything. Or if you just want a reading, I'll be happy to put you. Okay. Okay. So, let me see. We did some card. We did some pictures. This was supposed to be um Q and Christine. Okay. Didn't quite We have Alexander and thing that is. Okay. Then, okay, there there's another
thing that isn't Alexander, but thing that is. He kind of turned out like looks like Rocky Dennis the third or something like that. Whoever that guy is. Um we have Yeah. Then we had like I think that was Bea and that that's Bea right there. stroke off. Um, I don't know who the alien is. There's a drag queen. Think I think it's flirty. Flirty
diamonds there. We have another We have that one. We have Mimi. I think that's Mimi. And I'm not sure. We kept trying. There's a thing that is, but you can hear Asian in that one. I mean, yeah. I was trying to do like party and in the first one, everyone was like a white person. Where's that one? Not this one. This one right here. Like that was like, wow.
That looks like one of my family photos. Really does. Okay. Uh, and then, yeah, we have that one. I love that one. Of course, the classic. That's going to be the I think that's going to go be on the cover of the book, you know. And then, you know, everyone deserves love, you know. Yeah, we had a really, it was a little bit emotional the thing that is today. I
hope he's watching, but you know, I guess he he was really opening up about how he suffers from depression, which is like very relatable for a lot of people. like I'm actually like a really happy person and it's like even though like I had like a kind of goth teenage years and whatever and I was like you know luckily I've been even despite all the drugs and everything I've done
I'm still like you know my I'm still a relatively a happy person most of the time but um you know I guess he's had some crippling depression and it's like but what a good thing that he's able to well first of all he people to talk to about it. Now it's like like that's a good thing about online is some people are introverts but they're still have an extroverted side that doesn't really
come out because it's like you know it's like either shy social anxiety on meeting people or something. But so being able to like be at home and communicate with people and to go up and actually show yourself on camera and things like that is a is a good way. I I think it's not it's not it's not most ideal thing, I don't think, but I think
it's like a it is ideal for some people, you know, like people like me that can get into trouble with actual real people that can get like really taken advantage of by people and stuff like that, right? And so I um I like being online and stuff. It's kind of like more of a I feel like I'm more
of my on my home turf at the same time being able to go out and stuff. So, uh, it looks kind of quiet. I don't know. Maybe people are not Maybe I picked the wrong time a little bit early out but um, let me I can show you my latest.
You're more social online than real life. Yeah, I I am too because uh there's not even like in this in this city too is like there's one gay bar in like the three cities. So, it's like that's and I don't even like gay bars. I don't even like really at bars very much. I have a sports bar across the street, but and I went there last time. I was the only one in the bar and I was
like dancing. I was so embarrassing. Okay, but uh here. I hope this I hope you guys like this and then uh we'll wait for more people to get here. I'll pin the link while I play the song and stuff. So, just enjoy this is I think you'll like it. I don't know. Give it a shot. 421. Here it is. We just made this one.
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>> You were carved by the fracture. Not the fall. Every scar speaks in a language that we can't recall. Betrayal wasn't chaos. It was coded design. A map of where you trusted. A map of every blind line. They smile like allies. Move like knives in the dark.
Left you bleeding in silence just to study the mark. But you didn't disappear. You translated the pain. Turned humiliation into data in your brain. No more asking why they changed. You decode the game they played.
No more reaching for the past. You redesign the aftermath. I am the shift. I am the blade. I am the mind. Betray me.
No more soft. No more. Now perception bend this to me. Silence steps controlled flame. I rewrite the rules of the game. Untouched, unseen, unknown. I am the fortress. I have
grown. You learn the truth. They never say out loud. Power moves quiet not begging from a crowd. Loyalty fures under pressure and need. So you study behavior like a strategist reads. No emotion unchecked, no reaction for free. Every move calculated, every silence a key. You don't chase validation. You withdraw your demand. Now they reach for your presence. They don't understand. They expected you to break. You became
what they can shake. They wanted chaos in your mind. You return refined the line. I am the shift. I am the blade. I am the mind. The trail made. No more soft. No more. Now perception bends to me. Silence,
controlled flame. I rewrite the rules of the game. Untouched, unteen, unknown. I am the fortress. I have gold. Fear is currency. Learn its weight. Not loud, not rage, but calculated state. Unpredictable rhythm. Impossible rig. You become the answer they secretly
need. You don't reveal, you imply. You suggest let them build your power inside of their chest. Scarity sharpens the value you hold. Distance converts attention to gold.
You don't dominate loud, you dominate clean through presence through posture through what is unseen. You enforce consequence without a display. Access removed and you walk away. No revenge wasted, no anger to prove. Just silent correction in how you move. Because control isn't force. It's shaping the field. Making other shoes pass you never reveal. I am the shift. I am the blade.
I AM THE MIND BETRAYAL MADE. NO MORE SOFT, no more bleed. Now perception bends to me. >> Silent steps, controlled flame. I rewrite the rules of the game.
Untouched unseen unknown. I am the fortress. I have grown. Now they look twice when you enter the room. Not from love, but the weight you consume. You became what the fracture began. Not broken, but rewritten as something that plans. No longer the prey in a story of pain. You are the architect inside of the game. And the ones who betrayed you
will finally see they didn't destroy you. They designed what you'd be. >>
>> Woohoo. Oh yeah, I'm burning this. But yeah, I absolutely but but Alex was really good today talking to thing that is and like you know it sounds like I mean he was he was very emotional and stuff and it's like it's sad like I didn't you don't sometimes you don't know people's struggle like that you think he's like
this really confident kind of like and he is I mean he's an but he's I mean he's confident it seems but then it's like you never really know what's going on inside somebody especially people that are like super confident sometimes that they're like it's the bravado is like covering up insecurity and that's like the thing
with not I'm not saying he's a narcissist but I'm saying a lot of narcissists will will will have like a big mask on confident mask but it's like they're very insecure. Um but I'm not saying he's a narcissist but I'm saying it's their >> Oh yo what's up Godaddy? What's up? How are you? Good to see you. Yeah. Um,
what's up, dude? Thank you for commenting on the thing. I'm going to post my or my pin my link. If anyone wants to come up, it's a good time. Um, there we go. I should have more people coming in soon, but um yeah, I was already
Yeah. and and Godaddy like um like don't don't worry you are the you are definitely like the the biggest most like strongest guy here like I think the guy that was messing with you last time is like five foot tall Taji Simone guy so I I have a lot of trolls here I've been streaming for like a little over
like over a year like um started probably like October the year before last and then I've been doing the live panels for about a year uh I got monetized like in a few months. Um but uh and I've been streaming almost every day for or how long I'm streaming today. Today I streamed for several
hours today. I think uh I think I did for like five hours earlier in today. And uh then take a little break, a little nap, and then now it's my my midnight stream which is uh hopefully people some people will come up come up. I got there's really good there are like really despite it is a
lot of trolls in the community. Yeah. Thank you very much. Yeah. Well, you are too. Yeah, you are too. And like Yeah. Like because I see a lot of people that are like, you know, um either they do they work out or some or something like that or you know and it's like and like you definitely have one of the one of the better chats.
Yeah. I I kind of had to to learn how to deal with them. Um because there's there's a lot I mean there's a lot lot here but then there's like there's really really cool people too. Yeah. So the good always does outweigh the bad. But you know I got like um I got doxed and kind of the worst stuff that happened was I got like thousands of
pounds of concrete sent to my house and at some points but thankfully it's all kind of slowed down. It was all the same person and stuff. Yeah. And uh yeah, so see. Cheers, guys. It was yesterday was 4:20. It was pretty fun yesterday. I had luckily I had a little bit of weed left
yesterday. So, um let's see. But Joker, um the Joker said he would come. I don't know if you guys know Joker. Like, um but I can show I'll show you. Uh, no. Joker is like, you know, he's a straight guy, but this like one of the first things that got made about me in this community was like this uh this little
this like parody with Joker because he would be on the show all the time. Um, now I now this guy this guy that makes this video, the trip cake, I I've been about like 30 30 of his videos probably at least. But, um, the first one was this one. It's just a short like a few minutes long. Besides, he named me a lot of different things. Like, you know, I
like Charles Manson. He made me Charles Manson. Um, where is this one? Come on. Come on. Okay. Well, I'll show you this. This one's funny. This is This is um Dehi that used to be on the show. This is on my show right here. Yeah, they sent concrete like thousands of pounds. Like it was like 60 pound bags and it was probably like 20
to 30 pound 30 bags of them. So, um yeah, plus scrap metal people looking for like um they like put an ad on Craigslist and he would call they'd call him and then he'd direct them to my house. They'd knock really loud on the door and uh and they'd come all day like, "Oh, do you have a do you have spoons? Do you have a bicycle? Do you have a weed whacker, lawn mower?" Yeah,
it was it it was bad. And then, you know, I didn't I don't mind the like the the phone calls or stuff like that. I know, but I know my address got out and where's a pretty black girl? So, okay. So, her name is Alexandra Mayers and um and she has a um she has a um a few channels here. She uh you're
watching me closely. Okay. Meowition. But um yeah, Alexandra is um actually someone I met in real life. Um she came out and we took me to dinner once. Um we had a kind of like um big public meme war like we're posting memes back and forth. They got pretty ugly and stuff like that. Um but then we we
reconciled and so hope maybe she'll come by. Like I I told her that um you mentioned her. You Yeah, she's um you know, I'll just say she she was she was a uh she's a former porn star, you know. So, but you know, she's she's really um she's really I also know I know a few I know some really cool people like, you know, I know I know at least like three
or four Playboy bunnies. Yeah, we fought for like um like we were we were friends and then around like December we were supposed to be doing some stuff. We're we had the same birthday, right? Uh yeah, she was in like the in like I think 2010 she was going to be the next black J Jenna Jameson. Um but yeah, and she's like but she's like super like you
know you would people would never would never know it. You need to see. Yeah. Well um her name her name was her name, her poor name was Monica Foster. I hope she doesn't mind me saying that, but Monica Foster. Um, you can you can see, but she didn't do but she and she did like she
did pretty pretty, you know, straight lace porn and stuff like that. But, but this guy was on my show. This is called his name is Dehigh. You're gonna Yeah, Google it. This guy's name is Dehi. But also, you can check out her channel, Alexander Mayors, or IRL Newstime and IP2wiki.info. Here's a wild moment for my show. This was his name is Dehigh. He came in
really drunk one night. It was pretty funny. This is This guy Dehi. >> Oh, good. Dehi's back. >> I gotta say, uh, you definitely look like you live up to your name. Uh, Dehi, >> are you being racism? >> I think you said you I think he's saying that your your dick
count is high. Do you have a lot of dicks? >> A lot. >> Yeah. >> You look like you partake in substances. >> You know what? I will rape you. >> Hey, hey, hey. >> I don't think I think that's against I don't think you could beat up a ghost, dude. >> Yay.
>> God damn it. >> I don't I don't want to hurt me. >> No grape juice. There is help for addiction. Uh, Dehi, uh, you can find >> God damn it. it. >> What's wrong? >> Addiction is a horrible disease, Dehi. And I hope you uh >> I hope you uh, you know, get some relief in your struggles, sir.
>> Go to rehab. We've all been, >> you know, we were friends one day >> and I'll die. >> What? What? No. Why are you saying those things? Why you saying those things? Why you saying those things? >> I didn't say you. >> How wide can you open your eyes? >> Yeah. You know what? I will rape
>> Oh my god. you. >> Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. >> God damn it. >> You know what? We were friends one day >> and die. >> Oh my god. What? Let's see.
>> Oh, he made a fade. Okay. Yeah, that that was funny. That was Dehi. But so before that though, where's the uh to show you this clip? It's so funny. Joker, who told me Joker told me to go live tonight, so he might be here. Like I hope he does. Maybe I'll go over and tell him I'm I'm live. He started a new
channel and stuff because he um I don't know. I got sick of his old one, I guess. But uh I I'm not seeing my clips, but uh yeah, I I I um I know some pretty cool people. Oh, here we go. Here it is.
Okay, this is a they call it Brokiag Broki. Line it up. Okay, here. This is a joker or not. >> Remember that time it broke back mountain? >> You're looking for work. I suggest you get in here pronto. >> Psyches is convulsing. >> Well, since we're going to be working
together, reckon it's time we start drinking together. >> What's What is What if my >> Means your is uh perky perk related. Make your cry.
>> Do you know somebody named Jack? >> It was fishing buddies. >> You mean take my shirt off? >> You know it could be like this. Just like this always. >> This thing grabs hold of us in the wrong place and we're dead. >> Boris sure found a way to make the time pass up there. >> You don't go up there to fish. You don't
know nothing about her. No.
I was so happy. I was so happy. >> I was so happy. Yeah, that was the thing. I I I would have like, you know, I would have I would ask guys to take off their shirt and then it's like now I'm being accused of like sexually harassing straight men, which is like maybe true a little bit, but like I'm I'm always say like, oh,
straight men aren't a protected class of people. They're like straight men basically almost well I think you know women really rule the world but I think straight men are like close second but uh you know at least you know I'm going to let them think that but um
yeah but that's Joker. Joker's pretty crazy. Um hey Lenora come here. I saw your girlfriend. I saw God's girlfriend. She's she's beautiful. Um is that your girlfriend or fiance? She looks really cool. So, I watched a little today. But everyone go to his
channel. By the way, I'm going to post your channel in my chat and uh I mean I you don't have to use it, but I'll you can I'll mod you so you can like post anything you want to I'll post your channel. Go to channel. Check out this guys. You're in a hot
guys. You're going to like this guy. you go. Thank you for coming, too. You missed what you missed what I said. Okay, good. It's okay. You just got back. Well, don't worry about I was just like um I was just telling everyone to to support your channel and stuff and then I and then you have a beautiful girlfriend and I think that's your
girlfriend. Um and yeah, that guy's a Joker. And uh you're you're looking at Monica. Yeah. Yeah. like um she actually she actually she did um I guess one of her most famous famous famous uh movies was she did the Cosby Show porn with and she played um the Felicia Rashad character
but and I also I didn't know is like she had a a scene with Lex Lexington Steel like I don't know if you know who Lexington Steel I was like oh my god I know I know this guy and uh no she's really really really cool like um and super smart. We're we're the same birthday um both Capricorns in January, January 7th, and so we're
about the same age and stuff. She's really cool. I um kind of kind of known in this community. She's gotten she actually has met a lot of people. She does kind of the news and covers covers things and I'm uh happy to know her. But she you never heard of her, but she looks good. Yeah. Well, like the other night, um I don't know if you watched too much of
that that episode I showed you, but like she does like kind of like start started saying the N word, but she's allowed to, of course, right? But, um, and she's like, "Let's" where she's like, "We're bringing this word back." She's a little controversial. I love that about her, though. It's like so funny. And I I did the same thing. I was using the N word, but it's like not in a
racial way. It's like I'm I'm very unracist person like um and I in this community like everyone's using like says that It's like it's crazy. It's like um I was trying to like normalize it. One time you saw her on Yeah. You saw you saw that one time like I can show you like
if I I'll think you saw this episode, but I'll show you like um the end like the very end of the end of that interview. She she kind of gets into a fight with this guy. It was pretty funny. Um with RG and uh she's I think it was really funny and I hope she doesn't mind I showed this again because
it's funny. I I I kind of checked out of the show at this point, but um this is just the last couple minutes of it. Um this is when I started Is this my right channel stream a month ago? Oh, yeah. Yeah, it is. Okay. to Biggie Lives. Where is she? Oh, here she is. Okay, this was the end. This is the end of it. Oh, this is
crazy. This is the very end of that episode. You're bored of music and Mario. You need entertaining. Okay. You can never fight her. You horny. That's why I can never fight I can. Well, I Yeah, it's like that's why I keep challenging guys to wrestling matches, but I was like, I don't even care if I lose. I was like,
but um check this. This is funny. This is crazy. >> Well, when I saw your picture, >> see this again. This is why I say I had the black art. Alex, you could not claim black. >> His nose. >> We do not accept you.
>> American. >> Oh, well, he's admitting that he's a Good. Okay. Excellent. His nose. I've never seen a nose as large. >> His nose is literally like a >> You're trying to say you got a nose.
>> Well, you are a without a doubt. >> I finally got it. K. I'm very happy. >> I've never seen a face as ugly as yours. >> Adorable. The 10 times >> claiming, "No, you're not adorable. You're passing as wonder you're very ugly. >> Um, passing >> and I have a better broadcasting voice
than you do. >> You're a solid >> You're always talking about how wonderful your voice is. Mine is so much better. >> I've never said that. My voice is not. >> No, you're a solid Yes. >> Can you sing Endless Love for us? >> Why would I do anything for >> You're obviously in love with me.
Obviously, >> I I don't know what you're talking about. You're just a solid white trash >> If you think I couldn't sing True Colors, I certainly can't sing that one. >> No, you're a solid white trash of white trash. >> Throw rocks at me like elementary kid. Cut it out.
>> No, I'm telling you. >> I'm not interested. I've seen you. Alex. I'm not interested. Well, I don't know what you're looking at, but you're a solid white trash. >> I'm looking at your porn and I'm telling you cannot rather be doing laundry. >> But you're a solid white trash and your mother is a solid white trash
as is a solid white trash You're of stock. That's all you are. >> Amazing. Don't rep This is amazing. Amazing. You never seem to amaze me. You always deliver the goods. >> Who never should have been conceived,
never should have been born, should have been exterminated probably >> with the Jews, right? With the rest of the Jews. >> Exactly. Exactly. I'm glad we're on the same page. >> Yes, we are. >> We are. You know, we should let's co-host a show together. We could do this all the time. It'd be great. amazing condistantly
talk to a white dress. >> You got a broadcasty voice. I have a broadcast. Um >> like Ebony and Ivory Except you're the ivory and I'm the Ebony. >> And no, I'm too good for you. You should have been >> You're not though. >> You're not though. >> Yeah, it's not too
>> and burn your ass externally. >> You could burn me every night if you want to. Let's make a show. >> I'm already I've already >> It would be my YouTube dream >> to do a show with a failed ex porn star. >> I've already done it. >> Who was never very good at it? >> Yeah. Yeah, we've already done it. >> I mean, the world loves autistic.
>> No one of is ever going to talk. The >> world loves ex autistic kicked out for hygiene >> reason who should have been put into the into the incinerators. And you will eventually. >> Wow. >> You get that mischievous look on your face when you know you're saying that word and it makes me laugh every time. >> Well, what are you gonna do about it?
>> I'm nothing. I think it's hilarious. Nothing. >> So do I. >> I'm not some wine mom who's gonna be like, she said she knows by location. >> Well, I do. >> No, you tell it though. And you've never seen my face. You're a horrid awful woman. nothing else in her life. So, she just sits here and judges other people.
>> I've seen this face. >> You absolutely have not. I'm giving you permission to show it, right? >> Yeah. 100%. >> I I don't need permission. >> I'm giving you permission to show post it on your community wall tonight. >> This is foreplay, folks. >> 100%.
>> Like I said, >> sexually obsessed with me, but yeah. I've watched your pornography. I found it boring. >> Good. Good. Stop talking about it, >> Well, no, because it's it's a part of your life, right? It's part of your online
>> You say all your >> white >> You You failed to mention that you got thrown out for hygiene reasons and you should own stock and badges. >> The white Yeah, I love her so much. I really do. Let's do a show together, Alex. Come on. Come on. Let's do a show together. >> It would be fun. Look, you're smiling
that you know you this not the side that you had the stroke on the face, but the other side, >> you know, cuz you're getting you're almost half your face had a stroke. You could definitely tell >> everybody's reporting your friend's channel because of your ass. >> No, you're dropping nword. Not me. No, but it's
>> like he is my friend. Thank you. >> >> Stay classy, Alex. >> Okay, >> Come on. Let's Let's do a show together. Alex you >> Yeah, I end I think I ended
it, but yeah, it goes on further backstage. That's pretty crazy, though. Pretty pretty funny. Um, come on up, guys. Anyone want to come up? I think the link is pinned. Is it pinned? Maybe not. Yeah, it's pinned here. There it is. Or you post it if anyone wants to come up. Hi, chat. I'm going to drink my beatbox. I have like a little
bit of more of a hard iced tea and stuff, but uh yeah. Well, it's like yeah, like a she's like, you know, witch vampire. Oh, guests. Let's welcome our guest. Oh my god. No, not you.
Hello. >> W. >> Okay. What? What? What? What is that picture behind you? >> W. It's my girlfriend. It's >> your girlfriend? You have a girlfriend? >> Yeah. Finally? >> Okay. >> The very first one ever. >> Congratulations. You're
Yep. She already said that she's going to take my virginity. >> How old are you? Like you're in your 30s. >> I'm 37. >> Oh my god. You really haven't? Yeah. Go ahead. Go ahead. Yeah. God bless you. >> My goal. my goal and and I if I don't make it to 40,
>> if I don't make it to 40, I want to at least know I want to at least know that I died a virgin. >> Okay. >> You know what I mean? >> Yeah. Well, you're not going to because the >> That's like my That's my goal. >> Everyone subscribe to this guy's channel. Thank you, Godaddy, for coming to tonight, too.
>> Yes. Thank you for subscribing to my Rumble channel, rumble.com/signal66. >> I'll fix it here. >> Thank you for subscribing. Appreciate it. >> Okay. Yeah, go subscribe to stick on Rumble, you know. Um Okay, there's >> There you go. Everyone subscribe to God Body. There you go. >> I'm not I'm not going to go to hell.
>> So, >> I'm just going to go to Yeah, that's that's a good point. I'm gonna I should I should get a a hooker. Get it out of my system. >> I think you've had sex before. Like you must have like, you know, in your younger days. Like >> No, that's gross. Why would I do that? >> I don't know. You're Aren't you Well, I don't know. I'd assume like you're like a normal red-blooded man that
>> I mean, yeah, Eric, that it's supposed to be loud. What are you talking about? >> Yeah. Honestly, I think I I will see it if if I lose my virginity before death, I will see it as a personal failure. >> Okay. Well, okay. Interesting. Well, so having been sick, did you see last night when Bea and everyone came over to the show? Like, you know, Beeta was here
with Sweet Pea. Um, who else? >> But she was asking about me. >> She never mentioned you once. She never mentioned you once, but she wasn't here to be nice. You know, Do you know who Katie is? You know, are you familiar with Katie? Have you heard Have you heard the stories? >> White Dog. I don't go on social media like at all. I don't have any social media.
>> Yeah. Sig is like an incel, you know. >> Nope. >> Yeah, >> Scotty. Nope. This is a good times for live stream. You either hear me or you hear the other person. >> Bang. >> Well, well, yeah. So, the thing like men can always men can have kids up until, you know, they're they're old and stuff. They >> That's not true. Why do people always
say that? Like number one, number one, let's not forget the fact that with age your DNA gets all scrambled. The same thing happens to your sperm. And so you could you could make a defective baby. Number one. Number two, >> you're going to be 50 years old and your kid's going to be 10, whatever, 15 years old. You're going to be 70. >> Mhm. >> It's not
>> No, >> that's not really >> You know who Theo Vaughn is? >> Theo Van? Yes. He's a guy from the real world road rules challenge. >> His dad the comedian. Yeah. The his dad was like super old. Like I forget the exact age, but he was he was saying that when he was a kid and they were playing ball and he was already like 60. He was
like like genuinely like worried that he was going to like break a hip or something or he's like 80 or something. He was like 70. He's super old. He's like 70 when he was like 15. >> His mom was young though. It's like cuz you know it's like you know but but men can too. Yeah. >> It doesn't again it you're saying it can
but you're not considering these things >> like okay yes you could pump one out but you don't get to be you don't get to really be a father to them. >> Well >> you're too old. >> People also die and stuff like that and so there's a lot of or or they're an absent father. So it's like even to have your father in your life for a period of time is a blessing you Like so, you
>> Well, yeah, I guess. know. >> Yeah. Well, for me, like not having a >> it just seems like it it I think it father, seems like a selfish thing, though, cuz it's like you're doing it because like like the parent is doing it for their >> right? sake, >> You know what I mean? It's like, okay, I pumped another one out. I pumped another one out before I die.
>> People that have kids, it's kind of like their kids are like they discover a new meaning to life. You know it's like they >> that is the meaning of life. not all >> The problem is that today's society has distorted everyone's perception so much that people don't even think the people you talk to to to young people my age, my generation, people that are at the
age where you should be having families, they literally look at children like a burden. They're like, "Oh, why would I do that to myself?" It's either it's either, oh, why would I ruin my life like that? Or, oh, the world is so cruel. Why would I bring a child into this world like that? >> No, but a lot >> people are people are entirely
and The entire purpose of life is to bring life into this world. >> Continue. Like, >> but you're not doing that, right? You're not having >> I'll leave that for gay dudes like you. >> To do that, >> I'm not gonna have a kid, you know? I'm not I'm not interested in in like but >> maybe you'll be the first gay man you'll
you'll be the first gay couple to give birth inside of a man's Maybe you'll do that. >> You don't know that. >> You're being stupid. Like like I said, >> What do you mean? you know, gay men >> Because I can like, you know, do a surrogate mother. I can do there's a lot of options for like, you know, reproducing without having to be I know that the same sex can't produce with each other. Having children is a point, but not everyone's gonna have a child.
And so it's like but I'm saying I know I'm kind of selfish because it's like I'm more Yeah, this it's just this he's very disrespectful but um yeah >> I mean it's like I think that some people are you know want to have kids and some people don't and like everyone has that choice to be to do whatever they want but I do >> but I do think that it is like it is
like people that do have kids they do consider it like they're living for something else rather other than themselves you know and that's a good thing >> and that's why everybody this is like a a weird like feedback it's a weird like feedback loop where like people say oh the world is so nihilistic and evil and cruel and everybody is just cares about
themselves right they say that and they say oh I don't want to have kids because of that reason but at the same time the world is that way you have no if you don't have children you have no investment in the future you could care less about how things will be you just oh I want to get my money today I don't care if the next generation's because of my decision. The same thing with the boomers. The same thing with everybody complains about the boomers,
how they up future generations because they wanted to make money. It's the same thing. It's literally a feedback loop. It's it's it repeats itself. >> Okay. >> Hey, we have a we have a guest coming up. I don't know if I've ever met this person. It looks like it might be a porn bump. So, I'm just going to put up the screen real quick. Here we go. Yes. >> Eric,
you hear me? >> Yes. Who is this? >> Hey, who are Hey, do I know you? >> I'm uh I don't know if you know me. >> Okay, who is Loose >> Okay, you're loose Okay. Hi, Lose How are you? >> Hey, what's up? Yeah. So, um yeah, we have we have we have we have loose
on the panel. Is that your real name? Loose No, doesn't sound real. But how are you? Nice to meet you. I like your um your too, brother. Yeah, >> I like your I like your channel. I like it when you do the uh the trivia the trivial pursuit. That was fun. >> That's been a while. It's been a while since we've I played that. But yeah, that is fun. Um do you watch Beta? Beta does that more. And like I guess
>> not too often, but >> she's pretty hot. >> Pretty hot. Okay. >> Yeah. Like um I don't know. Do Do you know about like the BKG thing? I got a tattoo like dedicated to her >> at the uh DVY parties. No, we I Well, we Yeah, we did these um we did freak offs, but then I would always fall asleep or get too >> You did the freak out with VA. >> Um yeah, it was like on my channel. Like
we were supposed to do it on my channel, but then she like >> they be doing >> they be doing the AIDS needle freak off. >> Shut the up, Sig. You're about to get kicked out. Is it backwards? >> What is that? Is that a fuckus kitty tattoo? >> That's awesome. It it was like that one, but then it's like then I got >> because she always be like, "Oh, you're gonna look at that and I feel so
>> Did she Did at least she pay for it? stupid." >> No. Um Spunky paid for it. Spunky, you know, Spunky um donated for it. >> Somebody else paid for that. >> Yeah. Super nice of her. Thank you, Spunky. Like she paid for the Uber. >> Yeah. I'm going to get a tattoo that says the hard R. >> in my forehead. >> You get a W >> You should get a W on each butt cheek. And so when you bend over it, we'll say,
"Wow." >> M I G er right on my forehead. Bold letters. >> You're not allowed to do that. I'm gonna talk. You're You're bothering me. So I'm gonna talk to Loose Hold on. Okay. I kicked him out. >> So So um So So you watch this show. Where else do you What else do you watch? Um or do you know I've seen you in my chat before and uh
>> Yeah, I just bounce around. I'm not uh I don't really hang around too much in a lot of chats. So, I just kind of bounce around from here here to there and just pop in from now and now and then maybe for like five minutes and talk >> Yeah. Cool. >> But yeah, I like your channel. I'm not here to like troll you or drop a black dick or anything. >> It's okay. You know, like you know the
name loose You don't know what to >> Nice. You're a very nice Mr. or >> Yeah, I've had I've had like a Mike Loose Anita Blunt, and uh >> Oh, yeah. Yeah. So, >> yeah. Yeah, it looks like the chat likes you.
It's like you you're pretty like laidback. There are some like in this community, but >> yeah, I'm not gonna Yeah, I'm not gonna I'm not a doxer. I'm not a I'm not a weirdo. I'm not a porn bomber. I'm not any of that. I'm just here to just here to talk and have some fun. That's it. >> That's cool. Yeah. Well, if you watch my show, you'll see like I don't know if you you know Alexander Mayor's like I >> Yeah. Yeah, I know. Alex, think
>> if you saw like the big uh we were we were fighting but pretty bad for like I think like four months and stuff like that. >> Yeah. And then >> she fights with everyone though, doesn't she? >> Um I think she has had some conflicts, but it's like I'm just happy that um we were able to come back together and stuff. Um I think she's
really cool. But even like uh I I learned how to like take myself less seriously through her a little bit because before I was like a little bit uptight about insulting memes or whatever, but now it's like, "Hey, I've been I've been through everything." She finally got she put me in a in an ice cream truck looking like Cyrax like boys and it's like, "Hey, come to
Psyche's Playhouse." You know, it's driving. >> Yeah. >> That's far away. And then it's like then all of a sudden then she then she made me a video where she she like was >> you know pretty cool in the video. Then she like >> I wouldn't take her too seriously. She's just >> I met I met her. >> She came to me out to dinner one night
like um she she's like I'm on my way into your to your city and she's like to a restaurant in mind and I booked a restaurant up the street and then yeah we we had dinner had some drinks and then smoked a joint and did a little bit of IRL and then the next day we went to Hollywood and uh and I think we might be planning um another hopefully another
thing this year uh that >> Yeah. So, she's the only person I've really met on in person from the community and stuff, which is pretty cool. Um, >> you live in LA, right? >> Yeah, I'm in the South Bay, which is like the beach cities. Um, of Redondo, city called Redondo. And, uh, it's it's it's really quiet. It's really quiet. It's like, you know, it's not a very
particularly gay friendly city, I don't think. Like, not too much, but it's like, you know, so I I say to myself pretty much. It's like, um, I I just walk. I have I have an ebike, but it's not working right now. So, I I can't really go very far. But I like having this uh being able to talk on the internet like and uh have fun up here and So, >> yeah, it's cool, man. You got your own thing going here. You got your own like
you're like the king of the panel verse right now. I feel like >> Well, thank you. I mean, it's like I Sig is back here. You can talk to Yeah. Yeah. Sig, you want to talk to Loose? >> Sig's cool. >> Okay. >> Want to talk to loose What's up, loose >> It's loose His His name is Loose Sass.
>> Lassle. >> Loose >> What's up, loose >> Yeah. >> Yeah. And so what like what do you do like Lou? Do you like you're just like a um you know, you chat you chat? you go on panels, but do you uh >> he's a kind of rarely go on panels, but I I
just kind of follow like uh like my main so >> I discovered IP2 through uh through like Blade, Aldi Jeser Geyser. >> What is this Why can't I fly like a ferry now? So, like those are like the main channels I kind of bounce around and
then I >> checked out the uh panels every now and then. Good Times and all that. >> Yeah, Good Times is on the show today. And um do you know do you know who Benny is? Benny Blanco. I don't you might have seen him on my show. >> Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. I know Blenny Benny Blanco. >> Yeah, that's how I kind of that's how I kind of came into the community. Like I I first found him and I was like, "Wow, he's like this guy's like getting drunk and like you know passing out on camera and talking to his chat." I was like
this is pretty this is like kind of what I want to do. And so he encouraged me. He got me my first 50 subscribers and him. And then I met like, you know, I met Saint. Do you know who Saints is? Saints is really cool, too. >> Sainten. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. He's cool. I like Saint. >> Yeah. And it's like it's just really cool. Like I like I love being able to go into chats and then um plus like you know I'm kind of like more more known in
the community now. So everyone always has me up on their panel if I want to go on the panel or you know. But uh this I met this guy the other night. His name was Moon Boots. Chef Moon Boos or something like that. And I started like I do this shtick where I just I hit on like everybody. But um so I was hitting on he got so mad he hung up on me and he's like get out of here you and he's
like go visit this guy at faggot.com or something like I was like wow. Yeah. Um and it's a very homophobic community but at the same time it's a very very I know Mumbus is cool but he like he totally turned on me. I sent my chat over the other night. I went on his panel. I like I b I hardly even hit on him. I hard I I I was like, "Oh, you know, I thought he was cute or something
like that." And he's like, >> I remember I remember Blackout Andy got super mad. You said he was cute. >> Whack out. Blackout. Yeah, exactly. I mean, oh god, >> he's a little bit of a homophobe, dude. I grew up I grew up my whole entire life I've lived between San Francisco and Sacramento, which is only like an 80
mile gap. So, I've been I've grown up with every type of race, creed, religion you can think of. Hella gays. I've been friends with gays. I have no problem with gay people. So, >> yeah, it is what it is. >> Well, like California is really cool like in that way where it's >> Yeah. Very hippie. >> Yeah. But, um I grew I um I went to college in Palo Alto or Palo Alto. So,
it was kind of like by San Francisco per year. So, uh >> You went to Stanford? >> No, I I was just down the street from Stanford, a place called >> Okay. Okay. Okay. >> We have Q coming up. Okay. >> Here we go. >> What's up, Slanky? Uh, do you want to introduce me to your new boyfriend? >> Um, >> that's my boyfriend. That's my boyfriend. Don't you even try to come in
come between us? >> No, no, no. I'm asking I just that's why I asked him. I said I you know, do you want to introduce me to your new boyfriend? That's all >> Lose And then >> Okay. Uh, where did you guys meet? Where did you guys meet? we made just like two minutes ago. >> Wow. Wow. It's a real It's a real love
story. I love I love real true love story. It's basically >> GodBody Reigns is in the chat, too. Like he he um met him on his channel and uh >> Dude, I gota I gotta pull my out. he's uh >> No, you don't. To save it for the freak off. >> I'm butt ass naked right now. I got to
put my shorts on a helicopter so I can hear it. I just want to hear it slap on your face. >> No, no, no, no. Calm down. >> I'm sorry. I'm sorry. Yeah, but >> I'm not from San Francisco. Okay. >> I'm from San Francisco, bro. You should come. Super gay and super fun.
>> No, I've never I've never been uh like up north up north part of Cali yet. >> He just made his way to uh not that far away. It's like six hour drive. Yeah, he made his way from Michigan and now he's in like uh >> Well, Cali is a big ass. It's like it's like six states in one. >> Yeah. So, >> it's Northern California and Southern
California are very different, but um yeah, Northern California is really cool. Like, it's really um diverse. >> I mean I mean I mean if it's if it's this expensive up there and the weather's not not as nice, I don't know why anybody would live there. >> More expensive. It's a very expensive up there, but it's >> I think it has most expensive property values in the US, I think.
>> I think it's New York number one and then San Francisco number two. Something like that. >> Yeah. But yeah, it's very very high. But it's a cool it's a very cool I I used to go to >> because of these blacks. >> Yeah. I Alexander Mayers is on a campaign right now to bring back the n-word and I'm I'm supporting that. Hey,
she's she loves calling me the nword. She's always called me the n-word. She refers to me as her n-word, by the way. >> Okay. Well, I'm kind of jealous. Uh, no. Uh, but yeah. No, she always had good things to say about you, Q. I don't I don't know why you kind of went off on her the other night and stuff, but I hope you guys can reconcile. And she called me >> Oh, no. Listen, that's because you've
only been around for so long. She used to She made a whole website about me. She's talked about my family, called me a pedophile, bunch of that Oh, the whole thing. >> Yeah. >> So, I mean, I don't really have any good words to say to her. Just because she decides one day that she wants to be nice to me doesn't mean I have to be nice to her.
>> Oh, well, I think like she she genuinely is like a like a good >> She's a weirdo and a scumbag. >> Oh, come on. Stop it. Um, let's see. Eric Sh is funny, too. Eric. Yeah, Eric is cool. Um, I'm I'm glad uh I'm glad Loose came finally put a name to the >> Loose
>> I love it. >> I'm not I'm not the original Loose I'm like probably like the fourth or fifth loose in the community. >> A generation of loose of loose. >> I used to have an alt named Loose >> You had a what name? Loose >> An alt. >> An alt. Okay. So Q has a loose too. Okay. Well, >> I don't think there's any other Eric
Shins, though, as a matter of fact. >> It was Lou Sasso with a blue L. >> Hey, um, like, is that your like real last name? Like, that's an interesting last name. >> No. >> Okay. >> Eric, we're not dude. >> Oh, erection. >> Yeah, you got it. >> It took me My friend told me that joke
when I was like in high school or whatever, and it took me a while to get it too. I can't believe Psyche didn't get it on the first >> Are you Korean or something? I was trying to figure out like what's sho >> erection >> erection. And uh yeah, >> like a samboo. you. But >> yeah. Well, let me see. I'm going to
open my beatbox. You know, this is Flirty Diamond's favorite beverage, the beatbox. >> Those are um >> pretty damn good. >> I have mixed feelings about those things. They're strong. Well, you were drinking that that horrible um what's that called? The poor loco today, weren't you? Like that's pretty >> No, actually I spilled the entire for loco on the ground.
>> Chug. Chug. Chug. What is that? Alcoholic 8%. >> 11.1. >> Yeah, it's it's 11. It's 11.1%. >> Yeah. >> I just had one. >> Yeah, those B boxes are strong, but they're like they taste really watered down. Well, yeah. It's not I mean, they're not bad. I mean, they get they do get the job done.
>> I mean, all alcohol tastes like but that just wouldn't be my first choice. >> But I like the I like the fruity kind of tastes. Like I like, you know, I was drinking Voodoo Rangers and like all these IPAs and it's like >> I'm drinking Selzers right now. trash. >> You're getting some seltzers. Is there alcohol in it? >> Yeah, of course there's alcohol in it,
I heard you you can drink like 18 to 20 beers or even like 30 beers sometimes a night. Like that's pretty crazy. Can you drink that many? >> My record My record is 36. >> Wow. How was that night? I mean Jesus. >> I streamed it. >> Yeah. >> I mean they were light beers. Nothing crazy.
>> Yeah. Yeah, I I mean I can drink like I think I drank like 20 Coronas or something like that cuz >> it was uh it was 30 36 natural lights. And the only reason why I know it was 36 is because I bought a 36 case and I woke up and there wasn't none left. So I know I had to drink 36. >> That's cool. >> Yeah. >> You ever try to just drink vodka and
just mix it with whatever? >> No, because if I drink hard liquor, I will go to jail. I will kill somebody. I mean, I have a lot of No, I'm not even I'm not I'm not laughing. I have like >> Seriously, if I drink hard liquor and I get drunk too fast, >> I will I'll get violent and I'll get I'll turn into a real son of a >> I feel like if if we were mean in person, like you would probably kill me.
Like I just feel like, you know, I I don't think I'd last too long around you. I'd piss you off at some moment and then it's like it would be >> I mean I just hung out with Faded Bones for a whole night and slept in the same cabin as him and I didn't kill him, did I? >> No, but I'm saying I was like we probably spend more time than that together, you know? So, >> I just I can't drink liquor because when
I drink liquor, I get and I start attacking people and I start screaming. It just it's just not good. >> That's why I stay away from liquor. That's why I'd rather drink 36 beers than a pint of vodka. >> Yeah, because when I was getting bottles of vodka, I could finish it in the night and I wake up and there'd be no bottle of vodka left and I'd be like I drink too much. It get pretty sick. So, I
don't know. I don't like hard alcohol. I like I like those those like feminine like pinina coladas and you know like fruity drinks. >> I know. That's why I'm drinking uh Happy Dad Grape Selzers right now. >> Is that kind of like White Claw? Yeah, it's like White Claw, but Wait, it's a different It's a Selzer uh alcohol brand.
>> Still trying to figure out my settings, Derek. My is my I don't know if I'm lagging. >> you. >> You're fine, sa in the background. What's this picture? >> Yeah, your audio sounds fine. I don't know what you're talking about. >> A cheeto. I'm on Counter Strike. >> Is that a puppy Cheeto she's holding?
What is that? It look Yeah, it looks like a uh Cheeto pup. >> Yeah. So, Beet is holding a Cheeto pup. What's the What's the message behind there? >> I mean, I like I like that picture. That's a good picture. >> I like the subliminal. Well, she looks like a witch in that picture, doesn't she? >> She always looks like a witch. >> Rainy. That's pretty much how she always looks.
>> Yeah, she always looks like a witch bro. >> She cammed up on She I mean, I saw her like, you know, like last year she would cam up occasionally and so and she >> No. Why do you say that, Psyche? Why are you saying you psyche? >> I don't know. She doesn't like me very much anymore. She apparently she's very very mean. >> No, Psyche. What are you saying about me? Psyche.
>> That's her. I mean, that's what she always she is always complaining about me and like I was so nice and it was all >> I know. I was on there earlier and and uh out of nowhere they all started talking about you and I was like here we go the cry about psyche tour. >> I know I hate psyche tour. It's like I'm just like an easy people can hate
>> for no reason. And then and then and then they want to sit over here and cry about psyche whenever he talks about them. It's like all y'all do is sit over there and talk about psyche. >> Like come on, dude. Isn't >> that funny? And it's and it's like >> gay. It's gay And if I ever say anything like she has like this lady um um lady Baie who always calls me animal abuser or stuff like that. And so
I'll go you Bath in her chat. Oh, leave her alone. Why are you picking up my mods? Blah blah blah. And then last night she comes in just to bully my mod. Like you're one of my mods, you know, like Katie. >> See, that's why I don't like these colored folks. >> She's the color white, you know. She's she's very white, you know. But um >> I don't like these colored people. >> Oh, come on. Well, you're an Australian.
I like white Americans. >> You you you you're kind of like a young saint. Uh you look a little bit like a young saint, you know. I think uh >> me and S are from the same city. >> Oh, you are? Oh, cool. >> Yeah, we're both from Pittsburgh. >> Oh, wow. Oh, yeah. So, he's by Benny, too, I guess. Yeah, Benny would always be playing him. >> Me and S are actually Well, Me and S are
cool after that night. I I hung out with him the night after that happened. >> Uhhuh. Yeah. I mean, I saw him like fight Mr. Good pipes and kick Mr. Good Pipes absolute ass. >> That was like two weeks before I met >> It was He almost poked his eyes out. Saint. That was That was pretty much >> Yeah, trust me. I know all about Saints eye pokes. >> Yeah, I think he fights dirty. I wouldn't want to fight with him. Like,
>> he fights extremely dirty. you know, >> First time I saw him on a stream, he was like walking around like talking to homeless people and then like hanging out and he's like, "I'm going to get a bottle and I'm going to drink it with you." Look, this Saint, this dude Saint, he doesn't throw he doesn't like throw a punch at you. He throws his hand open. >> Yeah, like trying to grab >> I think my is fine. I mean, I It was lagging.
>> He doesn't throw punches. >> Get out of here, Sig. >> Yeah, this Sig is a you. >> Yeah. What a boy. I mean, it's like Jesus. >> He's a He's a muggle. >> He's a little muggle. >> Responded to me. >> Yeah. I mean, he's like doing his own show and so I mean, he's not even paying attention. >> I think that should be a new rule. Uh,
you should nobody show someone else's show. >> That's gay. That's gay. >> I don't even like mine, but it's like if he's doing that, just like pretend like you're talking to my a like you're a guest on my show, so talk to me and my audience. But he's like talking to >> I bet you he's still backstage, too. And people in his chat. he'll sit back there all night.
He um sometimes he's up there on like eight like takes up all the rooms in the back and stuff and it's just like that's why I keep having him on. He just wears me down because he can keep getting back on backstage. I don't know how he does. >> Yep. Yep. But Sig's actually one of the first people that ever came on the show. He's like a regular and I don't know. I just got used to him. >> That's cool. I like Sig. I like Sig a
whole lot. He people he's a good guy. >> So his So his is like semi prolapsed. Um, six. >> I mean, it's like I think Flirty Diamond saw it because he like he took a and then he like mooned her or something like that and said he did the same thing to um Victoria J. >> You need to stop referring to Flirty Diamond as she. That's the problem.
>> Yeah, maybe. But >> Flirty Diamond is a boy. >> Yeah. Well, she's actually a very passing transgender. >> No, no, no, no, no, no, no. He >> Okay. Oh my god. Well, I say come on. I'll just say I'll just say they'll I'll say them. They, you know, I don't know. >> Maybe it maybe just say it. >> Okay. Well, that that's It feels like
dehumanizing. I don't like that. But um I gotta like I gotta stick up for the only transgender in the community that I see, you know? It's like >> No, no, no, no, you don't. >> I don't. >> Who's the There's only one transgender in the community. >> Well, I don't think I've met I mean, I don't think I've met another one besides her. I think she's like the only one. >> Oh, no. There's Flirty Diamond. There's
Saman. There's uh Ron. >> Oh, they're trans. >> They're all transsexuals. >> Okay. Gay. Like definitely gay. >> Is your So whenever you talk to Samman, does your gayar go off? >> Oh yeah. Oh yeah. Like he loves like he has this he has crushes on guys and >> You heard it here first, folks. Samman's stuff.
a >> I have um I have gayar. I do. And so I mean gay people have this gift where they can recognize other gay people where other people might not see them. >> But nowadays there's a lot of people that are like very flamboyant that are straight. And you'd be surprised. >> Oh, now we're now we're getting flamboyant and straight at the same time. >> Yeah, you can.
>> What about uh what about Will Smith's son? Is Willow What's his name? Willow Smith of some >> Jaden. >> Jaden. >> Jaden. Yeah. Is he gay or >> he's gay? I think so. He's gay. >> Halfway to like halfway to like a drag queen. He like he's like he does >> I don't even know. I haven't even heard about like Willow Smith in a long time. >> Will Smith is like I think that's the
>> Willow Will No, not Will Smith. Willow dog. Smith. Willow Smith has Willow Smith's got to be like what like 20 something years old now. >> Yeah. She had um she had a music career a little bit like in the >> No, she had a song that went viral in like 2011 >> called like what was it? Whip whip my hair nigh neigh or something like that. Like whip it nigh. >> It was some It was like It was like some
viral and it was like it had a dance going for it and I remember it happening. It was like It was like right when I went from eighth grade into freshman year of high school. >> Well, last summer. >> Do you think Will Smith is gay? I hear. Or >> Yes. >> Yes. Well, if he's not gay, he's a cuck. >> Yeah. Well, they're talking about who is a who cucked for someone recently. Let
me see. Um, >> August Alcena cucked Will Smith >> and had sex with Jada Pinket. >> Yeah. I mean, it's like a cucks like cucks like being cucks. That's >> they call they call it or she called it a uh an entanglement. >> Okay. Oh, yeah. That's a nice way of putting it. >> Some whole weird thing.
>> So, that's a nice way of putting it with a bow wrap >> saying that I cheated on you. >> What a scumbag. Well, Jada. Yeah, Jada Smith. >> That's why That's why I never with a black >> No. >> Well, >> I don't trust him. That's why I don't trust black people. I don't trust black either. >> Well, you know what's funny is like if I was to like probably date a woman, I
think she would be Africaname. >> They're dark. >> What? >> My gosh. >> Sharks. They're >> very dark people. What? >> They're very dark and they they shark in mud. Oh, come on. >> Look, he's being racist. Why is he being racist? >> I'm sorry. I love black people, dude.
>> And he's like homophobic and racist, but at the same time, it's not. >> No, I love gays. >> It's really not homophobic and racist. It's just reality. That's all. >> I know. But if people are they're very homophobic and racist, but then the guys are like, you know, banging and then and the racists are, you know, >> I know how many how uh so Psyche, how many dudes have you that are DL
>> on the DL? A lot. Like, I mean, it's like I haven't I'm not really that promiscuous, but I like, you know, I was into gang members and stuff. >> Like, how many dudes have you that you that said that they're DO >> on the down? >> And how many how many of them ask you for money? Like 40, 50 bucks. >> Someone someone brought stole my wallet when I woke up. I he had stole my wallet. >> Oh wow. >> Yeah, but um
yeah. Um unfortunately >> you're a dumbass for that one. >> Yeah, I fell asleep while he was eating my So >> Oh my god Christ. >> I don't know. Hear the >> damn >> You can't It must have been It must have >> Yeah. been some terrible head. >> I was I was so relaxed. I just fell right asleep and I woke up in the same position I fell asleep in without a
>> So you had your legs up. You fell asleep wallet. with your legs up. >> I was sitting with my I think I was kind of like on my knees with my my ass. I don't remember. >> Put your Put your your Shan John jeans on. >> Exactly. Yeah. But I I um I'm attracted to like very straight acting like the more masculine type, right? It's like um
I don't like feminine guys like at all. Like I think like I'd rather like date a woman than >> So you don't like uh you don't like psyches? >> You like feminine guys? People People People People People People People People People People People say >> like you wouldn't be attracted to somebody like you. >> Probably. Well, probably not. I'm probably more attracted to like, you >> you wouldn't be you wouldn't be know, attracted to a guy who talks like that.
>> Talk like this. Really? I don't talk like that. You do a better job. >> Okay. I didn't think you could you could get more gay. >> Okay. Can get more gay. >> Oh my god. Kale, what are you talking about? >> She wouldn't be attracted to the guy that >> Oh my god. Where? Are you going to get McDonald's tonight? >> Yeah, totally. No.
>> Maybe you should get like Maybe you should get like a medium fry and like a file fish >> and I can get a happy meal and put >> You have to stay lean. You have to stay lean and sexy like a mean girl. >> Did you Did you get lean from Sam Man? Because he like someone was saying like Oh, no. No. That's blogger. Blogger gets lean from Sam. I think Alexander says she thinks Sam has >> I only do I only do two drugs. >> Uhhuh. Alcohol.
>> Weed and alcohol. I'd say >> that's good. >> Like limit myself to that, too. But I did have a guy try to trap in my house last year, this black guy, and um he left a thing of GHB and which I drank on the stream and it was kind of a disaster. But >> you can't let these nwords, you know, just rule your life. >> Well, I don't. That's why I don't date
anybody anymore. You know, it's like I'm too easily like I like I said today, I was like, the guy's hot enough, I'll rob a bank for him. He can talk me into anything. It's like it's I'm too easy to manipulate and it scares me. So, I don't really let myself date anymore, you know, cuz I my >> You should uh you should go up to San Francisco and date. There's so many
>> the the world is your oyster up there. >> I know. I I had like actually one of the hottest guys I dated. It was the only one of the only white guys and I met him like I was like 18 19 when I was going up there and he was a football player from San Diego State University and he was like pretty really hot. Nice. >> And so >> big buff. Big buff buck. >> Yeah, we went to we went to a guore
concert and like got >> Gu. You say Gore? What? Nice >> is the dude. >> You went to see Gu. >> Yeah. And that's actually like a fire ass concert. >> Yeah, like they like >> that is not the band I expected you to >> say.
>> like suicidal tendencies. Guar and uh the misfits I've seen up there. There's one little >> go to a bunch of like different like like one place. >> I heard Gu put puts on a good show. >> Yeah, they use like the audience gets all all bloody and stuff like that. They just like spray like all this kind of stuff on the audience and it's like weird. >> They're like the Guar is like the like
the mini slip knot. >> Yeah. But they're a great opening band and stuff like that. And uh you know it's like they're there's like monsters. They're in these monster costumes and they probably be pretty hot like doing >> probably be pretty hot. >> I mean like physically hot like in those big costumes and stuff but yeah it looked like it it was Hey I I also saw I
saw King Diamond last year. This guy >> Diamond. Are you a Merciful Fate fan? >> Uh so is that another band? >> Little bit. A little bit. Merciful of Fate. King Diamond. Tim Singer. >> Okay. He was like he was a singer in that. Yeah. I um I did I had never I just had seen him before and like some guy's like, "Hey, I'm gonna take you to like VIP King Diamond. I'll come and pick you up and take you down to San
Diego. We'll go." And this guy he did he was a British guy and um we had we're in like row D the fourth row and it was like um we had VIP things. I have actually have a picture of him too. Yeah. >> You're more hardcore than I am. I've never seen King Diamond or Merciful Fate. What? >> I I saw I've seen a Marilyn Manson several times. I
>> give me a hell yeah. >> First Mansona show I saw was um with Hull like and they had Courtney Love. It was like Cole quit the tour after that one. But um so I saw Hole a couple times too. >> Courtney Love killed Courtney Love killed Kurt Cobain. >> Yeah, she did. She probably murdered >> Well, yeah. everybody. >> El Duche is Have you heard of Illuch? >> El Duche?
>> I know. I know. And I went through the whole thing about El Duche and Allan Wrench and all that I went through the whole like deep dive about that years before this whole thing came out recently. >> There's a good movie. There's a documentary called Kurt and Courtney where they um interview him and >> Yeah. And this El Duche the a couple days after he talked about this
suddenly he just magically so happened to get run over by a train. >> Yeah. Exactly. >> Magically. >> Yeah. by the way. >> And then it was like but it was like you know the Courtney Love Express I think it's called. But no I like yeah he um yeah there's but the guy that made the Kurt and Courtney was basically stalking Courtney around like in like around and he even had an interview with her in the
but I was a big Hole fan. I was actually my my AOL screen big Hole fan which is >> sucks. I don't know. >> How are you a fan of like I didn't even know about Hole until I was like until I heard about Nirvana and like started listening to Kurt Code main then I heard about Hole because of Courtney Love and I listen to some of their songs and it sucks.
>> Well, actually they actually I like >> sucks. >> I would rather suck my own dick than listen a hole. >> Okay, listen to this. Okay, so her first album is like a punk album. >> I'd rather put my dick in my own hole. >> How about How about my hole? No, shut up. >> My dick in your hole and listen to hole. >> Yeah. Okay. Well, anyway, like here's why I like her. Okay, so
>> I'd rather rape you until you can't speak English. >> Kurt Cobain unal aliveded himself. I was probably about 12 or 13. >> No, no, no, no. He didn't. >> No, no. The guy that killed himself on the train tracks first. He killed Kirkov. It's already it's already been proven that it is physically impossible
with Kirk Cobain's height that he would have been able to take that shotgun and kill himself with it unless he used his big toe. >> No way, Jose. >> Cobain did not kill himself. >> no, he didn't. >> Did so much heroin that night that it's like it would be impossible for him to operate the gun. >> Look, I've done a lot of heroin, too. That doesn't mean I kill myself.
He shot him in the head and then he jumped on the railroad tracks. >> You know what color? You know what color Cobain's eyes were? >> Yellow. >> No, they're blue because he blew them here and he blew them over there. >> Nice joke. >> I think that's an Avana Punchy joke. Thank you, Avana. >> I got I got I got the pun. That was >> That's not nice.
funny. How about you? Do you know what? You know, you know what they call um two lesbians on their period or what what do they do on their >> uh red red? Finger paint. Finger paint. >> Finger. >> Okay. Yeah. So, I know. Or what does a lesbian bring to her second date?
>> A U-Haul. >> A U-Haul. I don't get I think we need to I think we need to kill Psyche. >> Oh my god. Don't kill psyche. Psych is like psyche means the soul. Don't kill your soul. >> Wait, can you explain? >> No. I think I think I think he needs to be a sacrifice for us. >> Move really fast in relationships. Like they're so they move in the second date. Like they're like they bring the U-Haul over ready to move in and stuff like
that. >> Yeah. So, um which is pretty true. I think I think lesbians do like to co-habitat and uh pretty quickly. >> I don't know if I've ever dated a lesbian to be honest, but I would imagine it's probably true. Yeah. Well, most lesbians do not like to date men. Usually, maybe they turn lesbian. >> You don't say
>> after a certain guy, they might >> most lesbians don't like to date men. Yeah. And the sky is blue. >> Well, I think a lot of women are more like bisexual or even like lesbianish than they they like on. But and it's like they because it's like men are kind of dangerous and I think that they would prefer to like be in a safe like live in a safe environment with just women and stuff like that than that. I don't
with none of these They're just holes to me and sandwich makers. >> They're just holes to me. >> Holes. >> That's the sandwich. Really? >> Unless you're like 35 and you're like sleeping in a bed alone and you're waking up in a bed alone. You're going, "Oh >> life sucks." >> I'm only 28, so we'll find some poor
soul. >> Yeah, you're only 28. They're just holes to me. >> Sig, did you show fully diamond your Sig, why would you do that? >> No, >> you didn't. >> You get the user's age and you're 55 and you're going, "Oh, >> Got nobody." >> I would not be surprised if Sig
and Flirty Diamond had, you know, a certain conversation behind the scenes. >> Well, she I mean, Flirty Diamond had that conversation with everybody. I mean, there were a lot of guys, you know, Barry. Um, who else did she talk to? She talked to Eldo. >> So, she was trying to convert, man. >> Dang. >> She said she was a woman at first. She >> She was trying to groom people said she was a real woman. >> and then and then she said she was a
hermaphrodite. >> Yeah. >> But yeah, I mean, it's like >> that's crazy. >> Then finally admitted that she was a transsexual. Transesticle. >> Transvestite is such a funny word. It's like outdated >> when you say it to gay people like the transgenders. Did it get >> I know. It's almost like calling an Asian person oriental.
>> Okay, but first of all, yeah, I know. But listen to this. Okay, so transex trans uh what do you call it? Trans uh trans Hold on. >> Transexual. >> Transexical. >> >> testical. Like um like see I I said trans I said transsexual and my niece was like
transgender but there's also like the guy there's a straight guy that dresses up like a woman for like you know like >> >> Yeah and his name is um Jadis. You know a guy named Jadis. He does that. Yeah he's a >> Oh come on. Stop it. But uh yeah I mean >> am I lying? >> No. Well no. Yeah J is
>> Yeah. Uh, do you know Jadis Trinny words? >> Say trans. Yeah, Jadith. Jadis M. >> I I met him through um or I didn't meet him. I But Bea told him to come on the show one day and he did. But I saw him first on like a Lisa on the show. And uh >> yeah, but Beetle likes it up the ass. >> Oh my god. Hey, I heard like >> I don't take anything that Vita says seriously.
>> Like lesbianism. I think that woman Karen was saying Bea was sending around. >> Bea likes it up the ass. Okay. >> She likes Okay. Okay. She likes the, you know, ochre. Yeah. >> I don't know. I think she more is more of a lesbian. Hey, Gotti, come up here. Gotti, come say hi. I don't like the >> Nobody wants that fruit cake up here. >> Oh, come on. Get kicked off.
>> Would you bet more money on her being a lesbian or being more of a I want a giant black dick up my ass type of woman? >> Lesbian. I see more of a lesbian. >> Oh, really? Really? Wow. Okay. She don't like She doesn't like I don't like the black guy, but I know she's been with like, you know, Arab guys and she thought I was cute at one point, but you know, I guess that >> thought you were cute.
>> Yeah, she Well, last year if you look at watch the episodes when she was on, she was like, "Oh, I want to cuddle with you. I want to you." >> Yeah. Well, a lot of these people around here, they don't like whites. That's their problem. >> Well, that's their problem. It's like, you know, white people are great. You know, they really >> white people are white people run the entire world. >> There she is. There she is. Look at Look at here's a little trader right now.
Don't talk about me, you idiot. I'll go talk about you. Hey, I'm a lesbian. Psyche. You're stupid. Mods are lesbians. Who controls you? A bunch of diet ass Karens. A diet ass Karen. What is that name? >> Who are you? A bunch of diet Karens. >> Oh my gosh. Well, I just heard >> what I was saying that INX said. Well,
first of all, you were or I think Crystal Crystal Ann was saying you like sent a bunch of like um porn to people like that people were in or something like trying to like and then they she said that you were like really into lesbianism. So, I don't know. I was I was just telling what I said. You were the one that came up and lied to me last night saying, "Oh, we're just being friends." And then you're like, "Oh, I just came here to attack Katie, right?" >> Okay. Anyway, she's right there.
>> I don't know. >> Psych wins. Psycho wins again. >> Yeah. Psyche always. Come on. I eventually >> always wins, dude. VA. >> Well, you know, I'm not I'm not worried about I'm not worried about VA, but you know, I don't know. VA's very nice. I look like William Defo on meth. Well, that's not very nice. Charlie Kirk, >> that's not very Come on.
>> I know. I do look like I do I do William is a handsome man though, you got to >> I thought he was kind of weird looking admit. like a Green Goblin. Yeah, maybe. >> He's got a huge tongue, too. >> He does. He's got a huge one. Look it up. Look it up. >> Okay, I'll look it up. >> Yeah, I know you want to I know you want to look it up.
>> I have a huge one, too. Jewish. Be is not Jewish. Is not >> Muslim. It's even worse. >> Yeah. I mean, it's like >> circumcised. >> Circumcised. I don't know if she's circumcised. >> It's like, oh yeah, she's not a Jew. Yeah, she's even worse than the Jew.
Well, I think I think Alexander did things like >> these these sand uh compadres, you know, they're even worse. >> You're so bad. >> Yeah. Well, >> sand sand compadres. Don't let these sand compadres uh you know, get you down.
>> I won't. >> I try not to. It's just like, you know, it's it's hard sometimes. Uh, >> I know. I know they're dirty. I know they're dirty. It's okay. >> So, hold on. Hold on. So, Charlie So, Charlie Kirk, are you Tripkick? Because that's what um Tripkick would say. I'm I'm a Zionist. >> Here we go. Everybody try. Tripkick
doesn't even type like in chat all that much. >> Well, he was No, he was in my chat and the IP had a big like uprising in my chat and he was like saying, you know, I'm a Zionist. >> I would I would love to shove my dick and beat his My god. >> Wow. >> Forcibly without consent.
>> Well, that's not good. You can't do that. That's That's a no. No. Leave >> you know what that means, right? >> Leave beat's alone. >> Leave be alone. Leave his ass >> Remember the Britney guy? Leave Leave alone. Bernie alone. >> I would put it in at an angle so the camera could see it. Just for that, just for saying that I'm just gonna put this picture back. There you go.
That now you're happy. Be beta. >> Bea's tight little will be mine. >> Bea doesn't care about belief anymore. She's a ex-Muslim. She never was Muslim. I think she said she's an atheist, I think, which is kind of kind of like the dumbest thing I think you could be. It's like talk about hedging your bets. I'm just going to bet that >> I'm gonna I'm gonna I'm gonna resize Beeta.
>> Okay. Resize her resize beta's butthole. You know, VA's biscuits. >> Yes. I will resize her by quite a few inches. >> Oh wow. Oh wow. Oh my god. Can I watch? >> How much money you got? >> Not very much. >> Are you Jen? >> Oh, I I'll I'll provide the twisted tees on the in the
>> Are you Jen? >> Whatever you want me to be. I'll be Jen. I'll be Jen. >> Oh, okay. >> I'll be Jen. >> It's like what what uh what where do you get that shirt? What what brand is what brand shirt is that? I think it's a L land's end or something like that. Like these are like my dad would like wear. >> Yeah, it's a it's a poor person's shirt. >> It's a good I like the color.
>> That's what poor people wear. >> Yeah. My my parents would always give me these flannels on my on my birthday or Christmas and stuff like that. >> They must not love you that much. >> Well, maybe not. >> Flannel with yellow and blue all that orange. >> I have um let me see. Do I have another thing? I have Yeah, I have um I don't know. Most of them are like dark and
stuff, but I got a bunch of my >> not even like trolling you. I like it. >> But Paige, you know what happened last night? Like after like everyone's on the show, Bea is like, "What?" Oh, she's like, "Oh, by the way, thanks for thanks for being making me a mod. We just came here to harass." >> I'm sick of Prairie Page. She comes on here being all white and nice
and stuff and and she doesn't even show her feet. That's up. >> We saw her feet. They're the bottom of them are black. >> No, no, no. That's bologoney. >> No, I think um Alexander McQueen has a picture of her black. >> No, that's baloney. >> He said she's a blackfoot Indian. >> Don't get me excited. >> Okay. >> I'm letting my watermelon get frozen now. It's
>> out. Out. >> Let's zig back. Let's zigg back, please. >> He already left. He already left. I I kicked his ass out the door. I don't like I don't want to hear him talk about water. I just feel like it's racist. I feel like it's racist. I'll let him back with me. And he's like, he >> is pretty racist, not gonna lie. >> Yeah. I mean, it's like I I love watermelon. That's one of my favorite
>> >> You like horse? >> No, I'm tired of these >> Oh, come on. Like uh not on Q. >> They just want to They just want to, you know, keep the titties to themselves. >> The titties. Are you into Are you more of an >> No, that's a problem. There would be
there would be a lot less heartache in the world if you know there was more titties being shown. >> Well, like you mean you're talking about boobs or you talking about like like you know ti? >> No, I'm talking about titties. >> Okay. Like tis >> you you homo.
>> Ass over tits, >> Tits. Okay. Yeah. You're like he's an ass. >> Yeah. Yeah. Oh, that that's that's what I would expect a young boy to say. >> Young boy. I'm old enough. >> Yeah, you're a young you're a young you're a little boy. >> I'm old enough to be your dad, son. >> You're a little boy. >> You're a little boy. >> I don't know.
>> Only real Only real nwords care about the tits. >> Little boy Q comes >> ass. I said ass. >> I can do way more with titties than I >> Yeah, can with an ass. You can spell ass like d. >> No, no, no, no. You can do way more with an ass. >> You said you've been You said you like to have anal sex though, right? >> I'll you in the ass.
>> You will? >> I'll you in the ass. >> Yeah, I'd love to. Do you want to come over tonight? >> Yeah. >> No. >> No. Okay. Well, when's it gonna happen? I'm like, you know, I'm ready. I'll um >> Let's do a Let's do a beta orgy. Get beta over and we'll do a orgy. >> Beata off. We can all beat each other off. How about that? No.
>> Yeah. Yeah. >> Well, yeah. >> Well, we can play the soggy biscuit game. Have you heard of the soggy biscuit game? >> Bea only likes black dudes. >> She does. Hold on. She does. She was dating Rainey Demon. I forgot about that. She does like black black uh dudes. >> She only likes black dudes >> only. And Persian and other Persian women.
I don't know. Is she >> She's a real scumbag. I can't wait to see her in real life. I'm going to smack the juju out of that >> Juju. >> I'm going to smack her so hard her shoelaces change colors. >> Oh, goodness gracious. Well, I'm jealous. Now I'm jealous of. Um, let's see. So, oh, here we
>> Are you a fruit cake, too? have a >> I'm as fruity as you want me to be. That'll be a daiquiri for you. How about that? >> Sig looks so Muslim. It's crazy. >> What are you drinking, Sig? What is that? It looks like an orange juice bottle, but is there vodka in there? >> He looks like Ted Bundy. >> Yeah. >> Why do you look like a cereal? >> Bundy is crazy. >> How many people have you killed? I'd
>> Only a hundred. like to know that. >> 100? >> Oh my god. I bet you've killed nobody. Like a big >> Only a hundred. >> No, you're not. I think Sig likes being raped. >> Oh my god. >> Cuz he I mean he must he must. >> I went to jail. I went to jail for like a weekend. Like >> watermelon is >> I'm I'm going to shout some be your
>> You guys don't like watermelon? >> Get out of here. >> What's the big deal with feet? >> I was telling the story about I went to jail for like like a few days. >> See, that's Psyche. Psyche has a foot fetish. That's his problem. >> I don't have a foot fetish. I'm like not really that into feet, but I have sucked on a woman's toes before, but I'm not really that >> I I have a foot fetish, but only for like white women's feet to be honest with you.
>> I have a size 13 foot. >> They have to be white. They have to be white and they have to be nice and uh they have to be clean. >> And they have to have, you know, white nail polish. Just just a preference. >> Are you the one that said that earlier or is there somebody else that Alex McQueen I think was >> No, it's probably me. Probably me. Yeah. So, Prairie Pages, you think the whole
beat thing started as a meme and then the internet freaks took it and ran? Well, maybe. I mean, it's like Yeah. I mean, I don't know. They keep talking about >> I'll accept I'll accept black, too. >> I don't know, Paige. I don't know. I think it's I think it's like a metaphor for like something else. >> I don't like the I don't like Black Ho's feet, though. Black hoes got weird feet. >> I like them because they're like white on the bottom and then they're black. >> No, no, no. That's because that's how
they were spray painted. >> That's Oh my god. I said that joke and I got in big trouble with Alex. Uh, but listen, I I I'll be honest with you. I only I I'm only into white women. I don't like these I don't like these colors. Uh, they're impure to me. I'm just being 100% honest. I don't like them. Uh, they're these nasty. >> A lot of them are nasty.
>> Well, a lot of them are nasty. >> Like Alex Myers. Come on. Come on. >> I only like white women. >> Alex Myers. >> The whiter, the pastier, the better. Okay. I mean, sometimes I wish I was >> I don't like these I don't like these I don't like these I don't like these none of them. Get them out of here.
>> Guys, by the way, Q dated a like a Kenyan woman. His first girlfriend was from Kenya. So, it's like >> Kenyon. >> Yeah. And she and she wasn't even a dark. >> Kenyan. >> Yep. >> What the >> She was whiter than all of us here. >> Yeah, but she was black, but she had she was like, you know, white acting, I guess. >> Yeah. Oh Sherlock. >> Yeah.
>> Can >> she was dark as a as a as a you know what's it called? Like >> exactly. I only like white women. >> She's like a blackberry. >> Yeah. >> I'm not Mexican. I'm not a mud blood. >> Q is trying to be white. They're saying >> Oh my god. >> Oh my god. >> Kidding. >> Sig has to be Q has to be like part Spanish or something.
>> Q is trying to be white. Yeah. I'm a quadrun. Maybe Octar room. like Saint Oct. >> Okay. Yeah, you're right. Octar room. My bad. >> It's okay. No, Octar is a fun thing to say. The quadrin is a real thing, too. But um >> Yeah, pre page. I got like a semi big dick.
You want to have some actor room babies? >> Has a thick six, which is like Yeah, thick six. There you go. >> You're 63. You should have a bigger one. No, it's the L rule. >> That's the L rule. Okay. What does that mean? >> It's like if you hold up if you hold up
an L uh and then like took it take it to the side and put it back up. >> An L with your hand like >> take an L, right? Tall people, short dicks. Then you say take it to the L to the side.
Short people, big dicks. >> Here's how big mine is. >> As big as my pen labyrinth or >> you see Paige, don't act like this. Don't act like I haven't already done this before or
>> Hold on. What' she say? She said, um, what did you do before? No, she's trying to just type emojis and she just that's her problem. She's maybe it's her the Canadian in her. She's maybe she's bashful. It's okay. >> Oh, I know who you are, Charlie Kirk. You're a big sexy Rob. >> You don't have to be bashful with me, baby girl. >> Yeah, well, I'm totally comfortable
around you, Q. Like, I'm totally comfortable. >> I'm not talking to you, >> Damn it. I always >> bag. Hey, you f >> I have a I have like actually a fetish for being called that. It's like so >> you're just like you're playing right into my little little game. >> Do you have a fetish for being called a
uh what do you call it? Uh >> oh, you're an inheritance baby. My bad. Yeah, you're a trust fun. Guess I guess he um I guess he >> just trying to trying to be nice and not hiccup at the same time. Sorry.
>> It's okay. >> Yeah, I mean I don't know. People like make such assumptions when they don't really know anything. Maybe they keep their mouth shut about some certain things. But um Q and Sam get together more. Papa and he's trying to be insulting to me, but it's like you think that's like an insult. It's like, wow, I that I wish I I mean, that'd be nice if it was, but um you know, it's not an
insult. Sam and Kushi cook together some papas. Some papa potato. She cook some potato. Um Charlie, >> yeah, papas is potato. I've been to Spain, actually. I'll let Cuba go. >> What is a hamburgeras? >> What? What is hamburgas? Means >> hamburgers. >> Oh, nice job. Or
>> means I think gay sauce. That was so hard. It sounds just like the English word. >> Yeah. >> What is What is a >> such a No, it's such a challenge. >> It means But what is a >> What is like What is like I'll stick my dick in your ass and make you call me daddy.
>> Okay. It's um put in I'll say me papa or something like that. Hey, but um yeah, I can say that. I can speak I'll speak I'll start speaking Spanish to you if if you were doing that to me. Um yeah. Okay. And never mind. Um you know how what is a kiente a perro? Know what that means?
>> A hot dog. >> Hot dog. >> Caliente is hot and is dog. Yeah. >> Q bang psyche. I hope so. I mean it's like that would be a great stream. Wouldn't that be a good stream? Just just >> I'm I'm way better looking than Psyche. Come on. >> I'm way out of I'm way out of psych. >> I know you are.
>> But I but still I believe I can do it. I believe I believe it will happen. >> No, I'm way out of your league, homie. >> Okay. Well, maybe you're you're off way off. >> If I'm gonna anybody, it's not going to be >> shoot. Well, oh well.
Oh well. Well, Lou, how about you? I'm very, you know, I think we're alone now. There doesn't seem to be No, I think I think your ass. Are you throwing up? Oh no. Are you okay? Why are you throwing up?
Oh my god. He look at He would be lucky. I'm a great guy. Q. Q. I'm a great guy. >> I never said you weren't a great guy. You're just not a great guy for me. Eat it. >> Are you Why are you Are you puking though? >> Oh, what happened?
>> What you got? >> Because I >> Did you smoke weed too hard and start yourself into a throw up? >> I almost, bro. Don't worry about Don't worry about me. A >> Okay. Hope you're okay. No, I think I think we deserve an explanation.
>> I threw up a drink of vodka that then I threw up. >> Oh yeah, you can't hold your liquor. >> I can't I can't hold it. >> Maybe you should uh some maybe some How about aua negro? >> That means black water.
>> Aua. Yeah, it means drink some water, you >> negro. >> Negro means black. >> Drink negro. >> Yeah, drink some water, you negro. >> Oh my god. >> Oh my god. Uh, let's see. Okay,
>> this guy's psyche. This guy's psyche is always in like encouraging people to drink. This is your fault. >> I like to drink alone. Of course, it's my fault. >> This is your fault, Psyche. You're always trying to like, oh yeah, taking more shots. Taking more shots. >> Yeah. More and more more. It's like people are a lot more fun drunk. Don't you think? >> I hope you feel proud of yourself. >> I do.
Pride right now. >> Shame on you. Shame on you. >> Shame on you. Shame on you, psyche. >> I threw up. >> Drinking drink until um you find me attractive, please. You know. >> Okay. I don't there is not enough alcohol on this planet for that. >> Well, you're a sad person. I'm >> Oh my god.
>> I'm not a catfish, you know. >> You are one ugly son of a >> Yeah, I'm really ugly. Q. I'm like I'm like a male model. >> No, you look like a crackhead. Ted Bundy. >> Ted Bundy was attractive. >> Yeah, and you're the crackhead version. Get >> out of here. >>
>> I don't know. I say it's fine. >> Oh, come on. Let Let uh let the gay guys on. >> I'll be right back here. I'll do I'll be >> I'll be right back. Okay. Just me and Q jacking off to each other. Oh man, I just I just blew chunks, brother. >> I could probably do like one
stroke of my dick would be two strokes of your tiny ass dick. My dick is like 67 67 67 67. Oh god. >> Your dick like your dick can hardly even be sucked because it's that tiny. It looks like a little button. >> My dick is a It pretty much is like a
button. It's like a ring. Last time you saw your dick? >> Uh 14 years maybe. >> Mashes up.
You can't hold your weed. You can't hold your alcohol. >> Jesus Christ. >> I'm good now. >> Where do you Where do you get these people from? >> He just showed up in my chat like like all the best people. >> Yeah. 69. >> I'm good, dude. I threw up once and there's nothing wrong with this guy. >> Where'd you throw up?
in the sink or the window at least. I almost >> threw up all over the floor. Uh, that security deposit. >> Nope. I threw up on a bucket. I got a whole ass bucket here. >> Oh my god. >> Security deposit is gone.
>> Yeah, security. >> A bucket when you're ready to tuck it. Oh my god, Sig Cell keeps coming up. I'm just gonna ban him. Banned. >> Oh, he he left before I could ban him. Okay, you heard me. Okay, good. Well, Charlie Kirk is saying 6ix9ine. I think 6ix9ine is going to be the next thing.
Um I thought you were dead. Hey, Long Dong Silver. We have Longdo's um partner. Long Dong Silver. >> What? My partner. >> That's why he has a loose because he had the long dong in there. No, I don't say no one cares about your watermelon. Exactly. Exactly.
Well, Sig left. He says, "Eriser got on CS. Where you at?" >> Um, what are you talking about, Sig? Stop. Don't advertise other people's shows or you're going to be banned from the chat in two seconds. It's 4:20. It's not 4:20. Charlie Kirk, it was 4:20 yesterday. You're a little bit late. Okay. Wow.
Okay. So, um, who else wants to come up besides Sick? Anybody else want to come up? We're We're with Q and Long Dong Silver. Um we're having the best night. Um having fun. I'm gonna finish my Should I shut this thing right here? I don't know. Look at it. Has the cute little faces on it. Do you see the faces? Futurama.
>> Um >> see it >> blue pink >> on it. Punch >> beatbox. Yeah. Oh, look at >> No, we're number He's doing peace. I love you. Charlie, bro. Yeah, Charlie Bro is It's not the real Charlie Kirk. The real Charlie Kirk is dead. But I don't even think he's really dead. I think it was a scop. But I think
What do you think, Hugh? Do you believe in scops or do you think everything is true in the news? >> Do you think Julie uh what's his name? Charlie Kirk. Do you think Charlie Kirk really got shot by a uh trans whatever? >> No. No. No. That's part of the narrative. >> Me neither. Me neither, dude. But they had a picture of this transgender or whatever and like oh here here and it was just a guy in a wig. It was like the it was like me and wearing a blonde. It
was it's like not even like a real transgender. It was like some guy in a blue wig. I was like on Halloween or something. So I don't believe it was a real I think they try to make it seem like transgenders are very socially or very um dangerous or something like there's always school shooters that are trans. There's like all these movies they put trans as the killers and stuff in games. It's like it's like a it's
like a you know all Disney villains are gay too. You know Ursula was based on Divine if you know who Divine is. Um a drag queen. >> Yeah. I mean they are all in >> Scar the >> Yeah. >> It's weird like a lot of them are like
see Jafar seem pretty gay. Coril seems lesbian. Who else? I don't know. They don't by curious. Okay. Stop coming. Oh my god. What does he want? Won't stop. >> That mean all these uh characters are >> Yo, Eric, get on Counter Strike. >> Oh my god. >> Don't take away my guess.
>> So loud. >> Don't take away my guess. You play Counter-Strike with Sig. Hey, do you have a Grand Theft Auto gang? I'm looking for a gang I can join in Grand Theft Auto. Grand Theft Auto, your butthole. >> Oh my god. Please do. Please. >> Yeah. >> We're only eight hours away, dude. We're only eight hours away. I'm in San Francisco brother.
>> You want to hang out with me? >> I'll Grand Theft Auto butt. >> You would? Are you serious? >> I would. >> Okay. Well, >> okay. >> We can No, no. We can work out something where like I'll a woman and you can hell guys or whatever. >> Is that what you look like right there? You have You have a fried eggs on your
>> No, no. That guy's fat as >> No, no. Like, okay, so this guy named Chris, I don't know if you know Chris Kay, he's like a skin head in the community. >> Yeah, I know. Chris Sh wants to like come like stay with me. He wants to chatterbait with me. >> And you know what? This is like probably like at least five times this year a guy
has been like, "Hey, like hook up a girl and I'll have sex with you guys." Like like like I I swear like at least five people this year. And I'm like, well, I don't I don't know any women that would do that, but um any women who want to like I wouldn't I won't even touch you. I I'll just like, you know, I'll be on his uh Yeah, I might do a chatter bit with Chris K. He said he would.
>> Chris K lives in Vegas, right? I live in the San Francisco Bay area. So, like if >> if you want to do a hook up something in San Francisco Bay Area, I could we can we can do that. I don't give a >> Hell yeah. I'm down. But are you cute? >> You're cute. >> I'm I'm pretty I'm I'm not ugly. I'm the
ugly. >> Okay, perfect. That's perfect. Yeah, you said Q. Oh, yeah. I play Candy Crush with Q. We're on like we're on we're Candy Crush friends. But um yeah, no, I'm actually I'm very interested. I can't really like I don't really go out that much, but if I can make my way up there um or I don't know, we can make way down here. Hey, if there's an RV of people that want to stop and park in
front of my house and and get drunk on the RV, let's do that. >> How do we uh >> how do we like meet up? Uh how do we exchange? >> I can put in the private chat >> login. >> Uh I I'll put my number in the in the private chat and then you can like um text message me anything you want. Okay,
there you go. >> Yeah, man. If you're ever interested in coming to the North Bay, that's Oh my god, there's so many there. I know you're like uh into gay guys. There's so many gay guys who are Yeah, you'll have your time of your life, dude. Up here, >> right? I mean, it's like Yeah, there are like a It's like the selection is a lot a lot better than I mean, here it's
okay, but it's like LA is like a hard place because everyone's like wants to be in the entertainment industry or like everyone gay guys are real stuck up down here and it's like I like >> Yeah. >> We're laidback. I like I loved like the north because it was so much more laid-back with like the people and they're like nicer. Like LA's everyone's just rude here. Even I have to be kind of a narcissist to survive in LA because if you're not, you'll just get eaten
alive by I mean it's like it's hard. It's not a good place to it's a hard place to live. There's it's a city of broken dreams too. You know there's a lot of people that come from all over the world or to like make it here and like you know not most of them do not not successful. Oh my god keeps coming back. What do you have to say? >> Yeah, man. The San Francisco Bay area, the San Francisco specifically, there's
certain parts of San Francisco that are super super gay friendly and you go into those areas, you're going to you're going to you're going to hit hit the goddamn nail on the head. >> I hope so. You know, >> Oh, I'm not even like it's not even like a per chance.
>> Yeah. I like if I go out like I I get I can pull guys if I go to like gay bars or if I like go on Grinder or something like that. I can pull like hot guys, but it's just like some of that's too easy to do. And so and so I really I haven't hooked up with anybody for years. Oh my god, look who's here. Six boyfriends here.
>> You getting jealous? Glow >> jealous. Why you talking to him without me being here? >> Don't be gay. Don't be a homophobe. Come on. >> I'm really gay right now. >> Yeah. First time I met 300 Glow, I think I jerked off for backstage. >> Don't be jealous. I'm protecting my man. All right, Eric.
>> Don't be Don't Don't be blocking me from my boy Psyche. >> Yeah. Oh, please guys do fight. >> I'mma take Psyche from you. It doesn't take nothing. >> Sex my boy, dude. I love Psych. Come on now. Come on. up McDonald's and he's going to fall in love. >> Yeah. Oh my god.
McDonald's fries. I will let you me. I'm just kidding. Okay. The pan's more gay than Marilyn. Mini Manson trying to sing. Do you really want to love me? Hey, Mini. >> Dress up as Marilyn Manson. I'm a torch. >> E. One. What are you doing tonight? Are you doing cocaine? >> That's crazy. >> Are you doing cocaine tonight? You sound
like you're snorting or something. Coina Coina. >> I'm doing a whole lot of meth. >> Oh, you are? Oh, nice. >> I'm pumping big clowns. >> Well, you're on a lot of meth tonight. Well, I'm not. So, >> but I got rolling up.
>> I should be on meth the amount of times I'm accused of being on it, but unfortunately I'm not. Oh my god, your tweaker. >> You should got a prescription then. >> I have. During the pandemic, I was able to get Adderall prescribed during the pandemic and I could go to >> They gave you an Aderal prescription during the pandemic. >> Yeah. And I can go over the over the >> Crazy. internet.
>> Over the internet is crazy. >> Tellah health. It was >> Yeah. Stopped it right when the pandemic >> you could just lie to them. ended. But >> Like so you could just like straight up lie to them and be like, "Yeah, all these things." >> Yeah. But I mean, but I do have a >> crazy I know ADHD. I mean, I do have the ADHD symptoms sometimes and stuff, but um
>> what's that saying in Spanish? What' you say about Kulo? I heard you said Kulo. >> Okay, next one. >> Have I ever snows? Yes. Um Idle Wild, California. I've been to um >> The only reason I'm a cheat on is because of >> Oh my god. I didn't take him off. He left. He left. He said he said the N
word and bang. Bang. Don't say n words. Don't say the nwords. Come on. Come on. >> I have to say the real word. I know. I said I literally like I said the I said that word like a hundred times the other night and then I got like in trouble for a hate speech and so I have >> Yeah, we can't we can't say that. >> really >> That's crazy. >> I know. But but but Alexandra did not I
did not get in trouble for that stream. So that's pretty pretty cool. Like >> you got no penalty. >> No penalty. She has she's allowed to say it. And uh but I but we're I think we have the same we're doing the same thing where it's like we just want to like it's not a racial thing like it's like more of like a just like >> you know what's crazy psyche they
probably you know that that family guy meme where the police guy has like a a card and it has like different skin colors tones. >> Yeah. >> That's you know Google like whatever YouTube they literally have that to some degree. They're like cuz if if they let Alexandra Mayor say it and without consequence, but you get
a consequence. So there there's clearly some sort of >> decision there. >> I think it was like people reporting me. I think I think like I got because I was like being mass reported at the time for >> she gets mass reported too. like you know >> When they look and they see that she's a black woman, they're not going to say they're gonna say, "Oh, she's not she's racist." Like they're not going to say that because you know obviously she's not and she black people are led to use
>> Yo, Eric, me and Glow are getting on the word. I think. Counter Strike. >> Okay, get out of here. >> Time is now. >> Whoa. Chill. Just chill. Chill. Chill. >> He's stealing my guess. >> We're on your team. We're just trying to play a stupid ass video game. >> You can play it together. Play Counter Strike. That's fine. That's discrimination. We should all be able to say it. Yeah, I know. >> I just want to see uh what's this
bitch's name? Sigel. What's her name? >> Sigel and uh 300 Glow. Yep. >> 300. I want to see her tits. >> That's a guy. 300 glow. >> Jacked off with three tits or no. >> I would. Sure. No. The first time I I met the first time I met Glow, I was like, "Do you want to go backstage?" And like and like he was he said he was
gonna have sex with his wife and I could watch. I just ended up jerking off just to him and then like then I think someone clipped it or something. But I'm not sure. >> You wouldn't you wouldn't jerk off to beat his tits? >> No. No. No. Not to beat his titties. Not >> Oh, come on. Not beta. to beat his >> No. One time on my show, Beeta dropped her her phone and then she changed her
underwear like o right over it. She didn't know like her phone was like on right up her and it was like the it was like the Grand Canyon. It was I don't I don't know what I was I think I saw a skull or something like a skull and crossbones on it. I'm not sure but it was like I don't know. I actually I told the story. I had
a girlfriend. Um she was like in her in her 50s. She was like over 200 pounds. She looks like Sig with a wig and stuff like that. Um but um and then she told me I could eat her out, but she was on her period at the time and so or what she said. >> And so I was like, "No, I don't really >> That's crazy. >> Plus I'm not really into I would not be into eating her out anyway." She was kind of weird. But I did finger bang her
and like I said, I had to throw in my throw away my couch because it got so wet. I >> throw away your couch. Yeah, I had to because it was still wet a few weeks later. He was like soaked it. It was like soaked and like I don't know if it's pee or or I don't even know what it was. It was just squirting like Niagara Falls really was. It was crazy. Yep. Yeah. Second once
because they they just say it's oh it's a vagina. Don't care. >> Yep. For sakes. Yeah. Um Yeah. But I did I had a girlfriend at one point and that's that's my that's my longest relationship. I never like never really dated a guy too much. Um, guys are hard to date and uh I don't know how women put up with them really. It's like they're
>> gay especially gay guys too. Gay guys are really hard because we have an attention span of like a fruit fly basically where it's like okay two seconds like we're done like go to the next next one next. It's it's like I just don't want to do that. It's too much promiscuity and danger. You can all date me. I'll date everybody. I swear I'll go at least go on a date. I'll take
you to McDonald's at the very least. I'm a You know, I'm a catch. I really am. Sig, what's up with you? Oh, sorry. >> I believe you. >> You believe me? >> I agree. >> You agree? Yes. Thank you. >> Yes. >> My catch like the catch of the day. Catch of the day. You have a giant cult relationship. Yeah. Since I'm a cult
leader, I want to like at least um blow every guy here, you know. Or you can or you blow me whatever whoever wants whatever. >> 30 person relationship. >> All blow each other. >> Yeah. I'm I'm totally like I really that's why I basically started the cult so I could like you know have sex. It was kind of like why Charles Manson
started a cult. >> Things would just go out of control. >> It's a sex cult. >> Yeah. I want to have a sex. >> Blow each other and each other in the butthole. >> I'm down. I'm down. Come on. Join. >> Yes. sit and watch. He can sit in the corner and like and then watch and then lick up the >> Yeah. Do you like that you lick up the
guy's come afterward? >> That's exact. That's Yes. Exactly right. >> Somebody in my chat said asked if your >> I know. entire stick is being gay and I said yes. >> Is my a stick. >> I think that's true. >> We'll suck your dick and you'll suck our dick. >> I seen I seen Sig's dick. You can't really suck it. You more like have to lick inside of it because it's more like
a cat more like an innie than an Audi, you know. But it's okay. It's okay. We all seen it now. >> I think him and Glover are the cutest lesbian couple on YouTube, though. They really are. He really does have a small >> I give us I don't give a >> You know who Christine is? >> His dicks. >> Hell yeah. Hell yeah. I like this guy. I
love loose Christine Christine said my my is bigger than Sig's dick. And so every now everyone says Christine has a husk and >> yeah and but they do agree. Have you ever sucked a dick loose Have you ever sucked >> you guys? >> Uh have I ever sucked what? What? What? What was the question? >> Hi. Have you ever been with a a man?
>> Does it all the time? >> Have I ever sucked a man? No. I've never sucked anything of a woman. >> Has a man ever sucked you? >> Uh pass. >> Pass. Okay. So yes. Okay. woke up one time really super blacked out drunk and uh care not to care not to bring it up
>> Yeah. There was a guy sucking your dick. and Yeah. Well, that happened to Joker. >> Joker. >> Yeah. >> Joker story. Yeah. Joker. Joker. Um he was one of the first people I met in the community, but he has a story about he woke up and a guy was sucking his dick and I was like, "Well, what did you do? Like punch him? Like, you know, like get off him?" He said, "I let him finish." And uh >> I should have I should have murdered him. I should have.
>> But what' you do instead? Instead, you did what? >> That's crazy. >> Instead, I drove home uh super drunk. I just jumped in my car and drove home super >> And that's how he got AIDS. >> I should have murdered his face with my fist. That's what I >> I'm let out of here. Okay. Go ahead. No, you can talk to me about this. I I have a I have a fetish for this. Okay. Okay.
No, I don't care. You can You can murder me after we're done. Want to like uh >> No, no, no. you want to story about some guy sucking my dick. So, we were like getting drunk. It's a whole house party, you know? Everybody's getting drunk playing whatever playing shot games.
I passed the out. I wake up however many hours later and some naked or not naked, some gay guy sucking my dick and uh I bounced around on the floor for a minute, struggled to get to my car and I drove off. Whereas what I should have done I should have I should have
bashed this phrase in, right? I should have like murdered this guy. >> That's what I should have done, right? >> Yeah, I guess. Well, yeah, but it's like I thought you were like not Well, because it was unconsensual. >> I'm not gay. I'm I'm not a homophobe. I'm not I'm not gay. >> Yeah, >> but sucking my dick against my uh against my provisions. I should have like blashed
his face in, right? >> Yeah. Well, yeah, you could you could very well have. Uh I think like sometimes like I I have heard of like guys pretending to like fall asleep and stuff like that and like kind of >> I didn't pretend. I was blacked the out, dude. I was blacked out. >> Your situation. It was Yeah. It's like that's that's wrong and stuff. Um
>> Yeah. I woke up to this this >> Excuse me. Oh, he's a He was a black He was a >> Oh my god. >> A black homosexual sucking my penis while I was passed the out. >> And were you aroused? >> Were you aroused or was >> No, I was not aroused. I was not aroused. I fumbled around on the floor
and then I fumbled around out the door and I drove off in my car drunk as But what I should have done is took my fist and just pummeled his face until it was no longer breathing. >> what I should have done, but I'm not uh >> Okay, I'm not a homophobe.
It's just this personal guy like uh took advantage of me and I don't I don't like it at all. Should have killed him. Yeah, but it's like then you would have been in trouble and then what would >> Yeah, exactly. I would have been in trouble. Exactly. >> I mean like at the end of the day it's like you know it says he faked that he was pass No slide. I you know he didn't I didn't this guy didn't fake it but I
>> no I was that was truly truly black I've said blacked out. I've been I've been blacked out more than one occasion. I know it's what it's like to be blacked out. I woke up to this black gay guy sucking my dick >> and all I'm saying is I >> I let it go. I just I just drove off. I
drove home. >> Well, I think that's probably regret like like later in life when he's like you could have been >> I don't I whatever, dude. I don't give a >> I could have killed him or I could have let him live, >> right? Well, you're merciful. That kind of is a turn on for me. >> Turn on for you.
>> There's not much that a guy can't do that will turn me like, you know, it's like you you kill me. Um, you know, save my life. I either way I'm yours, you know like I'm just kidding. Um, >> no, I'm not even Go ahead. >> I'm not even like I'm not even joking. We live uh So, you live in LA, right? I live in the San Francisco Bay area.
>> Yeah. >> If you want, we can hook up a meeting where we can converge meetings in the San Francisco area and we can like up and meet up. Kind of drunk. >> Oh yeah, >> you can you can gay guys and I can women and we can both like
prioritize. You know what I mean? >> Yeah. Yeah, I mean that'd be fun if we could like I mean I would like you know totally like if there was a woman involved I mean that's fine and she could like you could be working on her and then I'll just like be behind you. >> Double gagger. Yeah, double gagger. >> Yeah. Yeah. Because I watch >> I watch like DP and stuff and people and it's like so like people are like I'm like most straight guys are like oh
that's so gay and stuff like that. I'm like that's that's what like normal people do. I don't know. It's like Mexican guys are really into like, you know, doing with the homies and stuff like that. And like I don't I think there's a lot more bisexuality in the world than we than we probably know about, but it's very hom. >> Yeah. I mean, but it's a because guys are like, you know, guys give each other
Even with the trans thing, like there's like, you know, there's there I don't know if you know Flirty Diamond, but Flirty Diamond came in and it's like and guys, so if someone hooked up with her, they'd be like, "Oh my god." But people were interested. Like a lot of people were interested. I mean, I don't think like most people really give a about it. Like the they just like especially guys are very visual, you know? It's like and so Flirty Diamonds
not fairly attractive as as a woman. A lot of transgender are not attractive. Like they have like the man's face and stuff, but she's l luckily she pass she's a pass passing and uh but yeah, I think also I think they put a lot of transgenders like in the media everywhere like in music videos and stuff and so guys like don't even know
what they're looking at anymore. like it's like all this is like a tall because there's really good transgenders out there now with plastic surgery with um they have great bodies and stuff and I mean if I had a better face I could really I could I could my body is like I could be a great drag queen with my body but it's like >> are you trying to become like a female?
No, I'm not. I'm not. I I love being a male, but like I was saying, like I have like this my stomach I can shave myself. >> Yeah. You're like thin, dude. >> Yeah, I'm very thin. We say love as drag queens. Do you like But see, drag queens are like usually like just like a gay guy in uh So, you like drag queens as a sexually or you
just like they're funny because um because there's different people. >> No, it won't be saved in the chat. It's like I like drag queens. Um, but they're not trans though. And so, yeah, drag queens are usually just gay men that are in the costume kind of thing. But, uh, and the transgenders are more like, you know, they're on hormones and and, uh, blah. Have you ever been with a transgender?
>> Have you been with a transgender person? >> Yeah. >> No, I'm strictly I'm strictly with only women only only. But I'm not I'm not like opposed to any gay people. I don't I'm I've had have gay friends. I don't give a about whatever whatever you're into. I don't give a We've been good friends. >> Most people like I mean like most people
are not going to push it on you or like you know suck your dick when you fall asleep and stuff like that. So I mean but >> I do like uh I do you know I do like straight guys. I don't know. I have I have like a streak I fetish which is kind of bad too. It's like, so my dating pool is just warped. It's like either gang members or like, you know, Mexican gang members or, you know, straight
straight. >> You're into gang members. That's That's kind of crazy. >> I can >> I can appreciate that. >> Yeah, I'm into like Latinos. I like there's a certain kind of Latino with like tattoos and like, you know, and they are kind of like more sexually fluid, I think, than uh most cultures. like you know Puerto Ricans, Dominicans,
Mexican like they they because there's a lot of women in the culture that are like virgin, you know, and it's like not until they're married and so there's a lot of more experimenting that goes on or it's like a lot more kind kind of like people people will like experiment or something like that. But I don't know like uh >> No, I definitely I I agree with you like I don't know.
uh there were certain demographics that are more promiscuous especially Yeah. like blacks. I don't want to be racist, but blacks are >> very more promiscuous when it comes to just having sex with random people. And >> yeah, >> that's a bad thing, but it is what it is. >> They're very It's like a kind of
homophobic culture in general, but then again, it's like they're oh must man must Manny is that Sandman? He said he's going to come chill psyche. I know. I was like I was like I told Clumsy I was like hook me up with some MS-13 people. He's like what? You don't want to mess with those I'm like,
>> Mr. 13, I'm >> No. I like the >> Yeah, >> Brazilian. I don't care. You know, electrocute me. blow my head off, but at least let me suck your dick first. >> No, I I know. I need to chill. I need to chill. But seriously, this is what
happens when you I haven't had sex in like probably three years and so, you know, I'm like about to explode. Like uh No, I really am not like um but uh >> you should go to San Francisco, dude. You'll get your dick sucked instantly in San Francisco. >> But I know I can I can get my dick sucked like any like gay guys. It's like not hard to hook up with them. It's just like hard to find. I want to find love. I really do. I want to like, you know,
and clumsy is gay gang member. Here is your chance. Oh, I don't know. Clumsy is married. I don't anyone that's married I don't want to mess up anyone's relationship or like like be like the other person or you know unless the wife's really into that too like I don't I don't know >> like are you like a are you like a bar hopper type in >> um like like there's not gay bars here like I mean it's like there's a sports
bar across the street but it's expensive and so I'm basically like >> drink drink a beer here drink a beer there drink a beer there. Yeah, I basically just get drunk at home and talk on the internet. Like that's what I've been doing the past few years, >> man. There's so many gay about you can get so laid in San Francisco. It's not even It's crazy. >> It is crazy. I mean, it's like Yeah. I mean, it was not definitely not hard up
there to find people. Um, there's also like really good looking like Asian and black and there's like a lot of diversity. I like I like all the diversity up there. And uh and like like I said, they're friendlier than they are down here. Like but um I I don't know. I had to have a challenge. Like like I said, the last guy I've been at Grinder, he came over tried to he told me to call
my gay friends, which I don't have any, right? And and come over to buy drugs and stuff like that, trying to trap out my house on the like just when he met me. And I've already had the biggest trap house in Los Angeles, like the best trap house. So I I had experience, so I knew right away to get this get the out of here. He left GHB. I did the B of GHB in a couple days. Wow, that was
pretty good. Um >> what's that gay uh what's that gay street in in LA? Is it Santa Monica where they have the rainbow flags? >> Yeah, Santa Monica. Yeah, Santa Monica Sunset. Like they have the gay prey pride parade in weo like I think on Sunset or Santa maybe Santa Monica Boulevard. But um yeah, I've been a I've
only been to a couple gay pride parades, too. Like I'm full in San Francisco. It's Folsam Street. Yeah. The Fulsome Street Fair or or the what is there something called the Castro District? Is >> Castro? Yeah, Castro is like super gay. that in New York or Super gay. >> Yeah, there's And then like the rich gays go to Providence, Rhode Island. I think that they go there to like, you know, there it's a vacation spot. They always go there, though.
>> Rhode Island. Never heard of Rhode Island, but I wouldn't I wouldn't have had I wouldn't I doubt it. >> Province Town, I think it's called. Province Town. Province Town or Flirty Diamond's available. That's a former Mexican gang member. Flirty Diamond's a gang member. Really? I mean, I don't I don't Have you seen Flirty Diamond? I can show you what what he looks like. Or she, you know. Um I got in trouble once because she was like had a balloon
balloon animal that she put up her dress and um and um I got a I think I warning or a strike for that, but not it was a little bit too sexy. But let me see if I have something. Let me see. Um, Ruby Diamond Psyche. Um, I I figured out she was a a man the second day. Um, the second time I saw
her. I didn't figure out at first blog. Okay. So, see aations fly the mystery of Flirty D. I'm gonna find Flirty Diamond. Let's see. I have her on my show. I just some shorts without her. Actually, she's really pretty though. Have you seen her? You haven't seen her? >> Who? >> Flirty. Her name is >> Flirty Diamond. F L I R T Y. Flirty Diamond. Here's what she looks like. I Here's her
here's her um here's her channel. I'll show you. Here we go, guys. Check out the Flirty Diamond. Tell me what you think. Okay, here we go. Flirty Diamond. Where are Here he goes. >> >> Okay, here we go. Take Take this. See what you think of this here.
Okay. Are you into
Let me see her channel. Her channel. See, there I am. Right there. Her channel is right here. Flirty Diamond. That's what she has on her channel. Oh my god. >> I'm guessing that's a guy. I don't know. Here's
what your body goes through when you start taking N. >> Oh my god. Okay. Well, I think like Yeah, Flirty Diamond is like kind of like Yeah. Hold on. That Okay. Be's obsessed with me talking I She's talking I know. She always does. I mean, she always I like your picture, by the way, Feb. It's a great picture. Vas listening is VA's watching >> chat. Come on. >> She was in the chat.
>> Come on beatas. Get up here beatas. >> Come on beatas. Come on. >> Used to like say I want to you psyche. I want you to come over. >> Oh my god. I want to suck your dick beatas. >> Yeah. And it's like and I like bea a lot but u well she does turn on me though. It's like but um and it's like hard like because you know Alexandra like and I
were fighting but it's like when I apologized she accepted my apology. Bea is like it's like the carrot and the stick or the carrot in the dick whatever. I don't know. It's like it's just like I've been chasing it forever but she she's obsessed wish I don't know what she's saying. She's psyche is talking about me. She had literally had a three-hour special about me where they named a spider after me then flushed it
down the toilet. had a whole ritual. So there were wishes and I was had to worry and stuff like that. I don't know. And then they said, "Oh, you're so dumb. You thought it was a spider ritual was about you." Spider ritual was about me. You called it a ritual. You all were like saying your wishes and you named the spider after me and you flushed it. So it's like there's gaslighting. They're such gaslight. >> Yeah. Stop it, Beas. Stop gaslighting
everybody. >> And be has a much >> Come on, Beatus. Join. Join Beat us. Join. She's a great Jewish woman. Yeah. We like, is there any woman that wants to join? I used to have like 50% women, 50% men, and then it's like the guys drove everyone crazy, all the women crazy, and then it's like now we have 90% men, 10%
women, and uh ever dumped a load on some guy's back fat. Okay. No, not really. I don't think so. >> I don't think so. Dumped a load? I I really don't. The thing I don't really usually finish other people I like I let them finish. I'm more about the other person's pleasure than mine because I I take forever to get off. I think and yeah,
I know Feb and she think she says I'm obsessed with her. >> Yeah, I do take forever, but I I will I will make sure that the guy's happy. Am I more of a top or I'm more of a top, but I was with a black guy once and then he kind of like just like, you know, worked his way in. I don't know how it happened, but it was like and I was like, "Wow, that was uh I think that was probably one of the last. I was like I was a little bit traumatized by that."
So yeah, I'm not really into the I don't even like sex as much as it it like sounds good in my head and then when I actually do it, it's like boring to me. It's like I I'm like I I'm like, "Oh, I just want to like I don't know. Maybe it's I think porno has ruined me, you know? It's like just having like a >> What kind of porno do you watch? >> What kind of porn?" Well, like I said, I
like straight porn. I like um like I like gang bangs. I like I like black guys and I'm a white woman and stuff. I like um double penetration. And I like Yeah. I think if it's gay cuz I think Gay has >> two black dicks and one two Yeah. >> two black dicks and one ass. >> Yeah. Yeah. One hole or you know triple penetration. I' I've seen triple penetration too. >> Triple penetration. Is that even possible?
>> Yeah. There's there's a guy >> in the mouth. Mouth. Mouth. Okay. >> No, there's two guys in the vagina and one in the one in the one in the butt. And it's like But it's like Yeah. >> Two in the vagina. Holy >> Yeah. They have to It's like really awkward, I guess, how they stand and everything. You got to be really comfortable with your sexuality to do that kind of thing, I suppose. >> Yeah. I mean, it's
>> I'm not even used to that. That's crazy. >> There's like something called Devil's Films or something called Dog Fart or something like that. There's other >> dogs fart. And I I just I don't know what it is, but I'm not a cuck kind of person. It happened on my panel. Hold on. It happened on my panel. Eric, where's your sisters at? Hold on one second.
>> Sisters, >> it happened on your panel. Full on beard tug. Okay. I don't know. I don't know where um this is or or he's looking for Yeah. Or do you have like women friends like maybe like you'll find a woman friend that uh >> what >> maybe you have a woman friend that like thinks I'm attractive and then that you
bet and then it'll work. See, some guy the guy a guy I just came over was like I showed him somebody I know and he was like, "Oh my god." He's like, "Get her over here." And he's like, "And I'll have sex with you guy." And it's like, "This is a guy you would never ever think that would be like that." But um I think they don't they don't I think at some point they just don't care as long as they have a woman to like concentrate on. They don't care what else is going
on like behind them or whatever. But um yeah, I'm very gentle. Uh it looks like T. You look like T. Hold on. What do you look like? Charlie Kirk. You look like T. Ti. Okay. You look like TI full on beard tug. So who that this is beta's picture. If you ever see that's one of her pictures right there. I don't think it's her best photo, but
she's she's much prettier. >> Looks like TI. What? >> He looks like TI. That's Charlie Kirk. Yeah. Well, yeah. I've seen I seen his real picture. He used to say he was a six foot of a Samoan that was a Chippendell's dancer. I saw his real picture. I'm sure he was not any of those things. It's okay. It's okay. He's a He's a troll. And uh yeah, but
you have my number, dude. I put him backstage. I don't know if you ever got it, but yeah, look at the private chat. If you're if you want to send me >> I had a girl tell me she look that looked like uh Carson Daly. >> Carson Daily. >> Yeah. >> Carson Daily. >> Yeah, he's cute. Let me see. Did he host American Idol? No, he never host him. He
No, he was I was thinking of Brian Serest. Carson Daily >> Total Request Total Request Live. >> Yeah, he was like MTV VJ. He's like, "Hey, it's Carson Daily." >> He was like real kind of like a little bit straight lace, like a little bit like nerdy white guy a little bit like But how tell me what you look like. I want to I want to start, you
know, putting in >> What do I look like? >> Oh I've heard I've heard Carson Dailyaly. I've heard uh what's the guy's name who is in Transformer. >> Oh, is is he blonde and he's really hot? Like Ryan Ryan is name
>> brown hair guy that was in Transformer. His name is like uh >> I can look it up. >> He's like beating up people while drunk nowadays. >> I like guys like that. Oh, you look like that guy. Let me see. >> That's I've that's what I've heard. >> Stars. Okay. >> Great. >> He is is his name Anthony Ramos maybe or
um >> No, the star the star of the um Yeah, the star of the uh Transformers movies. >> Star of Okay, so I'm going to go to the I'm go to the stars. Let me see. It looks like Transformers. Okay, so it says produce cat. Okay, cast. It says Oh, Shia Buff.
>> Sh. Yeah. Yeah, that's it. Shila Buff. Yeah, he's pretty cute, but he's crazy. I don't know if you ever saw his like he did a did a great movie with a song with CIA. Um here I can play I can actually play the parody. This is funny. This is like um you ever hear of like you know who CIA is? Sia or CIA or whatever. Let me
see. Cia >> CS CIA. >> Her name is CIA SIA. I think she might be Brazilian or something. Um but there's um let me see. There's a there's a there's a parody with him and uh and her. Okay. So, this is it. It's called Elastic Heart. Here, we'll play it for you. See if you like this. >> Okay.
>> One. Okay. This is funny. Okay. Here we go. Um here. There it is. Okay. Okay. Here we go. Oh the elastic cart parody.
>> Yep. Is it opening? I wish I might have to preview it. That's it.
Hold on. Is it showing? No, it's not showing. Okay, I'm gonna reo it. So, this is um Shia above is in this video. It's almost exactly like this video, but it's it's pretty wild. You'll see. Okay, there we go. This should work. There we go. There. Okay,
that's my shed. >> Good god, you're so disgusting. >> See, why are you in this thing?
I don't appear in videos or face the idea of the jokes. >> Do you hate when folks watch you sing?
>> You two dancing like idiots. >> Hey boos and looks like pubes. does not seem legal.
This is our you >> Who are you guys? >> We are the FBI. Put the pro down. THEY'LL SHOW YOU. YOU'RE UNDER ARREST FOR DANCING WITH MY YOUNG CHILD
to break the battle. him. This wasn't my idea. >> WHO THE HELL ARE YOU? >> If this was made by you, I guess we will arrest you, too. >> There's no need to arrest me.
I tweeted an app a
>> wow. I've got my next superhero movie. She's got thick skin and an elastic heart. It's Sea. Oh, she is perfect. SHE'S ALREADY GOT A MASK COVERING HER FACE AND EVERYTHING. Got to go bail her out of jail. In a world where hurtful bullying is running wild.
>> Hey, what's going TO NAME IS SHIA ANYWAY? HUH? THE TRANSFORMERS MOVIE SUCKS. >> Humanity's last hope may just be. >> Leave that plagiarizing douchebag alone. >> JUST WHO THE HELL ARE YOU, FREAK? YEAH, FREAK. >> A pretentious Australian singer songwriter. >> Vick skin elastic heart power activates.
Whatever you say bounces off me and STICKS TO YOU. WHAT I freaks you mean? >> YEAH, LET'S GET OUT OF HERE >> this summer from Stan Lee. >> You saved my life.
>> Buckle up for the worst superhero movie ever to hit the big screen. See youa Shielli be off and Kanye West is the evil bully overlord. >> I ain't going to stop till I bully and bash every single ARTIST WHO ISN'T BEYONCE. AND MY NEXT target is Sam.
Sorry. >> Oh my god. Yeah, that was great. Um, it's very Yeah, it's pretty weird video. So, someone said her friend Lacy Mi's daughter Maddie was in the videos. Yeah. So, there's like a young CIA like that girl with a blonde and she like is like So, your your friend that's your friend's daughter? That's crazy, Leah. That's crazy. Michigan Kelly division.
Yeah, you're okay. Charlie Kirk is stopped with a former Chip and Dale's model. I know you're not. You saw Britney Spears. She was bald, but you're not bragging. Uh oh. Well, I don't know. We lost him. Well, hopefully he got my number. I want to talk to this loose guy again. I like the loose Yeah, I like loose Okay. Well,
let me see. Let's take a little little break. Let me see. How about let's see videos. Okay. How are you guys doing? I don't know. I think there's kind of like a fun
chat tonight. Um, where is this for? Okay. This is a good song. Oops. I did.
We gather in the dark at half 3 a.m. performing ancient rituals for seven viewers and a cat named Rudy him. We've read the sacred tarot, the nine of pentacles reversed,
which means something's upside down or possibly a curse. The cult of psyche rises. We got lore and we've got vibe. We've also got four copyright strikes and nobody
to ride. The stream is running 40 hours long. The creators asleep, but the show goes on. Someone in the chat said, "Fish chocolate. We don't know what that means, but we want it." Hell psyche. We think
we mostly show up, but sometimes we drink. The terror says our futures are unclear. So does the nine upright. So, does the nine reverse, my dear? We're the cult of psychic. We've been up since Sunday.
The algorithm hates us, but the cats are having a fine day.
We tried to summon Michael. It went a little weird. The broom gang did a toilet ritual and said that I should fear. They flushed a medium spider and
aimed it at my head. I pulled a card, death reversed, which means someone spilled their mist. The cult of psyche gathered on a panel late one night. Christine chose violence on
a Monday and Arthur ran at the side. They said I was obsessed while streaming about me for 3 hours. >> >> They said I needed help while burning candles and rolling something at 8:00 a.m. They said, "Leave us alone." Right
after they named their spider ritual after me, I pulled a card about this. It was the fool, which is very on brand.
Lawnor guards the altar. >> Trixs has knocked it down. >> Lola doesn't care. Rudy has the holocaun's frown. >> The grimoire is half finished. The vault
is coming soon. The website's almost ready. We said that about last June. Hey Psyche, rethink. >> Hey Psyche, reink. >> The lore is deep. The coffee is gay. >> The tarot says today might be
our day. But it said that yesterday and also Saturday where the calls of psyche. We go live at midnight. By 4 a.m. we're reading cards. By 6 a.m. we're fading out of sight.
>> And when the streams and the viewer counts as two. One of those is me. The other one is probably you. The cats are still watching. The spiders
somewhere. The ritual works, we think, but we're not sure we weren't there. >> Hail psychic. >> Get some sleep. >> The nine of pentacles will still be reversed tomorrow.
>> Blessed be the McDonald's. >> Amen. >> I think we had a we got a request for the Isaac Cappy video. So, I'll play one. I I made this to his song. Hold on. Hit a song called
The Gift. It's such a good song. I made a video for it. I like it better than like the videos they ever made. There's a lot of political kind of videos with it, but I think this is better here. Enjoy. Be back.
party in the garden, but I was falling in the summer time. Yeah. And I'm unified. Unified. Feeling oh so unified in the lock. In the in the girl
again smile.
We were born on the garden of flowers. I was in the garden just having a laugh till I met a monster across my Hey girl, do you want some? I could get you lit.
Was it going to be said? I felt like the whole world was begging me to rain fire above upon my enemies. Till the love washed over me, till I let the love wash over me. Say I got a whole world begging me to rain
fire above upon my enemies. Till the love washed over me. Till I let the love wash over me every day. That smile
smile. Let's
go.
>>
>> Oh yeah. Something
is a gift.
Heat.
Hey, heat. Hey, heat. >>
>> I'm falling through a house I used to know. But every room is wrong. The angles don't align. The walls are breathing. The floor is not. I'm somewhere between the real and the design. There's something watching from the corner. Not a thing. The shape
of pressure and knowing it doesn't have a face which is the terrifying part. Faceless things can be anything. The nightmare knows my name. The nightmare knows my weight. The nightmare
knows exactly how much I can break before I stop beating myself. This is the spiral. This is the descent. This is the place where the mind goes to bend. Beautiful and horrible. Clearing the scene.
The nightmare is realer than anything I've seen. I'm going deeper. I'm going down. I'm going into the black beneath the ground. The nightmare whispers. This is home. You've always lived here. You just forgot.
>> >> The walls are made of my own thoughts crystallized into solid form. Every doubt I ever had now visible. Every fear I tried to bury now structural. I walk through hallways made of visitation. Doors that won't open because I don't believe they will.
Windows that show me versions of myself that are almost right but wrong in subtle ways. The nightmare is not attacking me. The nightmare is showing me what I already am. The nightmare is honest. The nightmare doesn't lie. THE NIGHTMARE
shows me the things that I'm too awake to see. This is the spiral. This is the opening. This is the moment where the walls start to sing. Beautiful and terrible, broken and true. The nightmare is me and I am too.
I'm going deeper. I'm going in. I'm going where the dissolution begins. The nightmare whispers. Welcome home. You've always been here. We are not alone.
>>
>> They move in the peripheral never quite in focus. The things that live in the spaces between thoughts. They're not malevolent. They're indifferent. Which is worse. I see my reflection in their eyes. I see myself reflected in
infinite arms. Each reflection like you're wrong. Each one even the last. The nightmare is not trying to hurt me. The nightmare is trying to show me that hurt and beauty are the same
thing. See from different angles. In the spiral there is no up. In the spiral there is no escape. In the spiral there is only descent recognition
integration. Nightmare says you are already here. You have always been here. The question is not how to leave. The question is how to love this place.
I stop running. I turn around. The things that were chasing me are just my own shadow. The walls that we're closing in are just the shape of my breathing. The nightmare is not external. It never was. The nightmare is me finally looking at
myself without flinching, without turning away, without the mercy of sleep. I stand in the center of the spiral. I let it turn around me. I feel the vertical of selfregnition. I feel the beauty of finally being seen.
THIS IS THE SPIRAL. This is the truth. This is the place where the nightmare is you. Beautiful and broken. Horrible and real. This is what it feels like to truly feel. I'm going deeper. I'm going down. I'm going where the real
things are. The nightmare whispers. You're finally home. You've always been here. You're not alone. The nightmare is honest. The nightmare is kind. The nightmare shows you the things that you've been too afraid to find. In the spiral, there is no escape,
but there is recognition in the spiral. There is no mercy, but there is truth. And in the end, the nightmare and I are the same thing. Breathing in the dark.
I thought he got shot. >> I don't know. >> Or was that that was Selena? I don't know. I know. >> Oh, yeah. >> Who did Elton John originally write Candle in the Wind about? And who? >> Yes. And who inspired the re-release in 1997?
I know >> her title is off psyche. >> Diana >> I would have never guessed this last part. The >> person said Diana, right? >> Yes. Person got it. Yes. Beta got the first half and then you got the second half. Okay. So, back to 80s. >> Princess Diana. Princess Diana.
>> Yeah. >> All right. >> I didn't expect that either. >> All right. Oh, this is such an easy one. H. If everybody doesn't get this, like, I don't know what to say. Which Danish band had a hit with Barbie Girl? >> Um, >> I don't know the band, but yeah, I know the song. >> I don't know the band, though.
>> Aqua. Aqua. >> Um, >> Aqua. Of course you would know that gay song. >> Losing losing my religion was a hit for which >> got it.
>> It's kind of unfair because I'm on the panel. They can't type that fast. >> Yes, I can. I've seen them do it. I know they can. Okay. Which Britney Spears song does James Franco's character sing in Spring Breakers? Hit me baby one more time. >> Hit me baby one more time. I don't know. Nope.
>> Um crazy for you. >> Drive me crazy. >> Yeah. >> No. >> Drive me crazy. >> Okay. Charlie Kirk said, "Oops, I did it again." >> Kirk's over. >> No. >> Person said toxic. >> No. Uh >> starts with an E.
>> E. Um. Okay. Um, >> was that the one that shoots like an alien or something? >> No, >> I'm actually having a hard time even remember. >> Extraterrestrial. >> Extraterrestrial. >> No, that's a Katy Perry song. I think it is. Um
none of us are getting it. And I would have never guessed it. I don't even remember what song it is. I'm trying to figure it out in my head >> every time. >> Uh, Do you want me to tell you guys? >> No. Let's try. >> Okay. >> Can we get a hand? >> Every time. >> What's the next letter? >> It's okay. So, it starts with an E and the next letter is a V.
>> That's right. I'm right. >> Ev >> every time. >> Evaporates.
>> Evaporates. >> Evita. What? What are you? No. That sounds like a like a >> every every girl or some stupid like that. >> Just about. You got the first part of the word right. Right there. >> Everybody.
>> No. Do you want me to Do you want me to ask it one more time? >> Every time. >> Do you want me to hit you baby one more time? Okay. >> Enjoy the silence. No, that's not that's the p I think. >> I don't like Britney Spears either, >> Oh my god. Charlie. But it's called Every Time. We're just gonna get that out of the way. >> Every time. Okay, >> great. >> I don't even
know how it goes. >> This This is Okay, so who wrote the music to the 1965 movie What's New, Pussycat? >> What's new? >> I don't know. Mutin. >> I should cuz I should know about cats. But >> Wayne Mutant >> Austin Powers gives him a shout out in one of his movies.
>> Charlie's over there. >> Oh my god. Tom Cruz. >> No, >> Tom. >> Nope. >> Not Beethoven. Not Tom Jones. Not Tom Cruz. >> Sinatra. >> Not Tommy Lee Jones.
>> Sinatra. Sinatra. >> Does it start with a tom? >> Bert Bakarak. >> Oh, I didn't know that. >> Bert. Who? >> Bert Bakarak. >> Sounds like I'm saying Bert Buttcrack. No, it's Bert. >> Bert Bakarak. >> Why does he sound so familiar? He's probably like some legend. And I
I I know he is. >> Yeah, he's a big deal. But >> that's why >> he's not not exciting at all. >> Oh yeah. Who is the lead singer of The Police? >> The Police. Oh, is it Michael Stype? >> Um, Sting. >> Oh, Sting. Yeah, Sting. >> Yes. Good job, Eda. >> Yeah. >> Thank you. Thank you.
>> Got it backwards. >> Okay. Which singer had a hit? You're so vain. Uh, >> oh, we're gonna leave it for >> like likes to answer that question. >> You're so vain. You probably think this song is about you. >> Don't
wiggle around. >> Was written about me literally. >> Yes, it is Carly Simon. >> Oh, I got it. >> Yes, Carly Simon. >> Do you guys like this so far? Are you even enjoying it? >> Having the best time, Paige. >> I like it. >> Wait a second. You're over there. Okay. >> Okay. >> Love it. Love it. >> I mean, can I have a Blockbusters like party game that I can make into trivia, too, if you're getting sick of the music one?
>> Oh my god, these are good questions. >> No, it's up to you. >> You're getting Yeah, if you I don't want to. I know how it it gets tiring sometimes. You're like, uh, somebody do some trivia on me. >> Okay. >> And I'm the worst at trivia. >> You know, I haven't been up in a while. I might as well entertain everybody. I've been kind of a stranger for a little bit. Anyways, >> you are. We're having fun. There's 48 people answering.
>> Wow, >> that's good. >> We're listening. >> Which which song contains the lyrics? Um, Loving would be easy if your colors were like my dreams. >> I don't know who that is. >> weird. Kind of. >> Yeah, it was like very deep. I've never heard of that. >> Very deep. >> What color are his dreams? >> My colors are My dreams are black or hers, >> They're anything like mine. They're lit. >>
>> Oh my god. I don't even know if I dream and color. >> My god, this this woman >> person, shut the up. I swear to God. I'm going to ban you if you say another Tom Cruz answer. >> Yes, Hannah, you totally got it. You got >> Dangerous. >> Who was it? Was it? it Hannah.
>> I can't with him anymore. >> She doesn't drink because she's drunk. >> The next one, he's gonna say take your breath away. I just can't. We have to get people up here to start singing them if they get them right. So, we won't want to get them right everyone. >> Oh, I don't know this one. Okay. Which
Swedish rock band had a hit in 1996 with Love? >> Yeah. Yeah. Cardigans. The cardigans. >> What would love? >> What? >> Cardigans. >> Was that the one from It was like the man from um >> Love Music. >> They were also like they did the song from Pretty Woman. What was that? Oh god.
Yeah, person got it. The cardigans. I was just going to give a nice little hint and say it's a piece of clothing. >> The cardigans. Oh, no. >> If Alex is going to behave and not yell and just do trivia. >> Oh, where'd you go? >> Why didn't you guys text me? Don't ever do a secret meeting without
me ladies. >> Wow. You sound like you're really >> high on your whatever. >> I know. >> All right. >> You're Aren't you a cop? You're supposed to know everything. Do your investigating. >> We're doing music trivia for now. >> Yes. >> Go for it. >> Okay. You ready? Okay. This charming man
was what decade. >> Okay. So, this >> like old time or like the 80s, 90s, >> 70s, 80s, and >> your pie hole and I'll tell you. >> Okay. Let's go for it. >> Yes. >> Okay. Name two albums released by Radio Head in 1990s. >> Creep. No. No. >> Oh, I'm not going to know the album name.
>> Radio Head. Who the hell's Radio Head? >> I'll go really quickly. >> No. Oh. >> Not the >> Oh, wait. Yes. Wait. What? Wait. This is super trippy, sweetie, because the card has two questions on it. And the first question was the one I just asked you about Radio Head. And then the second
question, the answer is the Smiths. I just had to >> I never heard of Radio Head and I should know Radio Head from the 80s or 90s. Who the Radio Head? >> Yeah. >> You don't know who Radio Head is? >> Alex just goes, "No." >> Has a smell of vagina. It's disgusting. >> This is kind of a hard one because it's like a It's like three answers to it >> I know. Nobody knows. almost. >> And I don't even know. It's very obscure. >> Who? Okay, so I'm just gonna tell you
because this is a this is a weird one. So Pablo Honey the Benz or Okay Computer heard of any of those for sure. I've heard >> Yeah. >> Can you ask a question? >> That was that was Yeah, you did. Yeah. Okay, so that makes sense. VP >> Persian. If I don't know this she definitely doesn't. Right, beta. >> So this is the soundtrack.
>> You know what? I do definitely know Radio Head, but I don't know the album like names. You know how the name of the album? >> That's a hard one. >> That's a hard one. >> Okay, let's >> Do you know Sex Pistols? You ever heard of Sex Pistols? >> Yes. >> Yes. >> Duran >> Yes. the P mode. >> Yes.
>> Now, let's see what what uh next one page can come up with because I'm so competitive. >> That's not a very good picture. >> Sam wants to play. >> No, don't. with the song. >> It's called sexual competition. When a hot guy is around, the women will. >> Yo, papas. Papa. What up, my man? >> Yes. >> Oh, no. Man.
>> All right. Okay. Let's see what the next song is. I have to bring your audio down a little bit. >> Hey, Paige. >> Psyche, if you're right now, go ahead and restart your channel. You're not I don't give you permission to reream me. So, I want you to restart your show right now. Don't reream.
>> >> get a straight up and I'll go do it right now. >> Drop and do it. Do it after all the you did last night. I'm done. >> Sorry. Go ahead. >> Last night. What are you talking about? Last night was >> You don't know. You don't know right after I left what he did. Don't worry. And what he's been doing today. So don't I don't want you to get involved. >> You're right. I don't know. But last night
>> said what? >> Psyche. You don't have permission to reream me. >> I've always told you. Okay. Right. Okay. So in Wayne's world, what song do the main characters sing along to in the car? >> Um Rap City by Queen. >> Yes, you got it.
>> Queen and Rob City. >> Mama, I just killed them. >> Yeah. Don't meow. Yeah. >> Meow. >> Meow. >> Hey, >> come on. Yo, >> horny and they saw like a hot girl. They'd be like that meant that they >> Why are you watching this? >> Yeah, they were bricks. They would get
b. >> Thank you for that obvious knowledge, Alexander. >> It was right now. >> I come back on my I could barely hear you back home when I get home. >> Go over there. Don't come back up with that stupid bean gang bald head though. >> Which American
>> Enough of clumsies bald ass? >> Don't get jealous cuz I got it faster than you. >> Alex, shut the up, >> Which American rock singer was named the Lizard King? >> Jim Morrison. >> Um, Jim Morrison. Yes, da you're blowing everybody
out of the water tonight. >> Oh, he's not resting. He is rereaming me. >> So, why are you restreaming me, Psyche? Okay, let me get on my laptop. I didn't give you permission to restream me. So, go ahead and end it or I will just go ahead and report you. >> Yeah, I have always told you. You got to ask me first. Have a little respect. Let me do it.
>> You have respect for >> Yes. He's going to not give two You know, >> you can come over here if you want. You don't got to reream me. >> I can go over there. >> Get your stupid >> I don't so dumb. I can go over there. What?
What? So you can get my my audience over there, too. Please. What a what a mean lady. What a lady. She sent me to end it. I know. End it like you're right. Did see and she says she doesn't co do coercion. Charles Manson know she um Stan Webb and Steven Wallace's t Oh,
hold on. Tatamunia. She's gonna do another spider ritual. I know. But I know spider rituals, too. Actually, I spawn those spiders that go to our house. They're like actually like my my my So, they go right back to me and stuff like that. I'm like a spider king. I'll play my Lilith song. Like really it's like people don't know about Lilith in Scorpio, but it's like if they knew about Lilith in Scorpio, they probably
would have messed with me so much, but it's okay. Some people had mine up the hard way, right? Lilith in Scorpio. So this is one of my first uh videos I made called Lilith in
Scorpio. Uh where is it? Hold on. That's one of them. of psyche. Huh? See it? Is that it? Yeah, here it is. This is It go It It goes I think. No, this is It goes too fast.
That one doesn't have sound to it. I'll search my channel. Hold on a second. No, she's like a She really is like a SP. in and every spring she comes as a spider, right? She comes as a spider for me. But um in a good way. Here it is.
It's one of my first videos. See if you like it. I'm the spider I'm the spider king and Lil the spider queen. We're perfect couple. Here we go.
When the leaves turn red and the night turns long, she rises in shadows, fierce and strong. Lilith in Scorpio, my animma flame,
whispers my secrets, calls out my name.
She is the serpent, the raven, the fire. >> >> My dark, my hidden desire. If you come for me, beware her breath. She spins a web of beauty and death.
Do not attack. The rice will gleam. Your strength will vanish like a fading dream. One step closer and you'll understand. Fire silk is
stronger than man. Every dancing midnight keeping wolves at bay. Dangerous holy wild and free. She guards my soul eternally.
So tread with care or you will be the light in her web caught endlessly. Lily the Scorpio shadow bride. I am my eternal always at my side.
>>
>> Do not attack. Her eyes will gleam. Your strength will vanish like a fading dream.
One step closer and you'll understand. Her spire silk is stronger than man.
Oh, she has a key posted on Facebook. Hey, won't be safe. So, that's that's that song. Let me see. Do I have another song, though? I have one called This Blogger. He looks kind of cute. What is this one? What happens when secrets fall from the sky? How about that one?
>> >> They come with broken names. Spill the ghost into my hands. Every secret wants a witness. Every scar wants to be understood. I don't speak. I don't resist. I just become the one they
trust. I'll wear the stories in my lungs like borrow smoke like sacred turn the flame close the book don't say the name truth better in the dark some
I was born at the start of the fire always breaks Doors won't open. Every step where the edge still breathes new
blood in the old geometry. If it's going to live, it's going to burn through me. >> My hunger isn't gold or crowns. It's a sound of a system upgrading. I don't rise for the mirrors applause. our eyes
for the one still caged and waited. A ladder built from bones and vows. Every wrong is a promise paid. If we send we shed the light. If we fall, we fall in
the roar. Softest breath at a lock door. No thunder, no warning sign, just a blade of truth between spine and I was born at the start of the fire. Always standing where the ending breaks.
Doors don't open, they remember. Every leaves a scar on the step where the still brea in the old geometry. If it's going to live, it's going to burn through me.
>> Lightning doesn't ask for consent. It interrupts the environment. One clean strike through the sleeping lie. Initiation by impact and light. I don't come gentle when the world goes numb. I don't knock off when the gate is rests
like
Now I chose every instinct that's spared my life still hums like a distant blade. I know when to speak. I know when to vanish. Know when to strike. Know when to wait. The map is written in
I navigate by the shape of I keep starting with gravity. Keep pulling us. Got to see if evolution needs a witness. It keeps dragging that witness to me. Yeah. Rise like a question.
Like a sermon broken chain. It's going to cut through me. Turn the kill. The story is done.
Yeah. I don't know why beat is mad. Like I think it met last night because I played a video. I didn't even know like it was going to be about her really, but it was like I guess it was about her and like I guess I don't remember what it was about, but she's like, "Oh, why are you playing this? You know, I guess you're getting with me." But she's so mad. I mean, it's so ridiculous. Okay.
Well, let me let me play one more. Go um go back. Oh, look at this one. Okay. Got some ones about me. Uh you see any more? Well, this is my this is my recent one.
Yeah. >> You said leave me alone. >> Then build a shrine out of screenshots. That's not distance. That's a season order. >> You post another fake pig, another doom scroll spell. Trying to make me look crazy while you
advertise yourself. Four feet looking like a thist set with a ring light. Hello. When a bunch of demon at you don't cast curses, you cast content for the cloud. Say my name all week. That's why you want me out. Pull lights in the window. Cross girl, you storyboard my life on Lord Lilith in the hashtags. I'm Y in a tweet and your name's getting used to some B that panic with a filter and a font. That's I need attention and I got the front. You want dark, you want deep, you won't feel the
queen but it's canvas with a smoke machine. Talking like a prophet from the nether world. Gay ho things like a session with a side. Hey, bring light green light. You keep building me a villain just to your check. Don't contact me then it's post post. You ain't haunted by a demon. You're hunted by a ghost and a ghost. Got my name in the center of your chest. I be fake in front of me just pose a wrist. You don't want peace. You want content stress ring light. >> You may need a sacrifice. Messiah coke
king too. That's a lot of fan fiction just to say your press boo messy room green screen. Tear it on the table. Let every screen please believe I'm unstable but the jokes on you cuz the read too plain. You ain't exposing truth. You get raid in pain. Borrow s language. Dress it up in black when the in so weak a demon on the track. I'm above it. Why you monitor the views leave me be? Why you manufacture news instead that online alchemy better turn loud trying to summon public shame from a copy past the cloud you want myth you want dread you want queen of the damn
but it's grievance and extensions with a phone in your hand big bad priest fire no aim will collapse every time you say my name ring light you keep building me a villain just to farm your check don't contact me then it's post you ain't haunted by a demon you're haunted by a ghost and a ghost got my name in the center of your chest every fake meme just proves the rest of you don't want peace you want and stress r
Let's be honest. The flames, the cops, the crosses, the dread. >> It's not revelation. That's a temper tantrum with production design. You call it spiritual war. I call it spiraling art. You keep trying to burn my image cuz I'm stuck in your heart. That's not a cold power. That's a digital fit. Every post says
more about you than it ever says. # witchcraft #doom # and burn them in a room. >> # profit # flames # please keep >> interacting with my pain ring like hex ring like hex every little campaign turn to self effects say I'm the problem you can't let go you keep feeding me the spotlight from your little shadow show no ancient throne no infernal press just recycled
bridge in a black dress you don't want truth you want content and stress ring light ring light so post another one at crows at maybe next time outside of me too.
>> I can freestyle. I can freestyle. Reck. Let's see. What's this one?
That's not the best one. This is the I think. Hold on. There's a lot of good ones actually. My good ones. Uh here. Smear campaign or This one's good.
>> Check. Check. Same. fresher smoke. >> You don't bring facts, you bring li and you don't tell truth. You cast roles and you pick the wrong one for me.
You build a case out of side eyes, thumbnails and tone. Turn a rumor to a relic. Put it up on a throne. Take a dozen loose fragments. Stitch a monster from scraps. Then you point at your creation. Like see I'm just stating facts. Now you bait with suggestion, let implication do flips. Got a mouth full of poison and a courtroom eclipse.
Everything's a pattern when you need the crowdf
together, make contamination the proof. You'll buy association glitter on the truth. You want villains on demand nice and easy to brand. So you cook up a persona, then you wave it at the stands. You don't prove it, you perform it. You don't know. You're just distorted. Dress the gossip like a goddess. Then pretend the lie is honest. You're a spear machine running
hot dirty. Cut the tape. Loop the lie. Make the wheat look worthy. Copy paste the gra.
You got drama in your bloodream. Static in your dream it say it spin it
glow fake deep faith crack halo. False glow, fake deep, bad faith, cracked halo. First comes the grand theory, then the cast gets assigned. Then you act like you got X-ray vision straight into my mind. Everybody's a puppet. Everybody's in play.
Till the facts hit the room and your mystique melts away. You call paranoia wisdom, call projection a gift. You call smoke a revelation. While the evidence drifts, one aesthetic detail, one vibe, one phrase, then you build a whole mythology and set it ablaze. No receipts, just dramatic pauses, coded
little smears, no substance, just a fog machine in your ears. You got your audience trained to clap when you sneare at the screen like a bargain or selling fear as a scene. You don't prove it, you imply it. Set it loose and then deny it. Play conductor for the chaos and say wow I never
running dirty. at the table. The line makes the weak look worthy copy paste raic
in your dreams. Static in your dreams. Dusty queen of the night static in your dream. You call it truth. I call it smoke screen. >> This is how you do it right. Float a charge then dim the light. Let the audience connect the dots while you act shocked at what they got. I'm just
asking questions. Sure. With a loaded wink and a poison slur. I'm just noticing a trend. Yeah. Every witch hunt says that in the end you need a villain, need a storm, need a target to keep you warm. Need an ace and a throw like me. So the board crowd feels a leap, but here's the rock beneath the gloss. You confuse control with loss. You confuse attention with power you built on the body. You want me trapped in a
costume. You stitch from gossip and spy. Want me chasing every bread crumb while you out on the but I see the sweetheart every manufacturing it. You sell a tremor as an earthquake, a whisper as a war. You
make a paper mask and scream. There's the monster I was warning for that trick is all that. That crown is tiny on the skin. You can find that for that. That crown is tiny on skin. You can be for
your tower tilt. Thread by thread. Your story splits. You can sneer, perform accuse, still not proof, still just fuse. You're a machine running hot, running dirty. Same old trick, same
cheap script, same truth done. Flirty copy paste a great age, little paper crown on a plywood stage. You wrote a script, BUT I BURNED A BAR. You don't get access to my art near the scene. Everybody sees the scene. You got
drama in your bloodream. Static in your dream.
Let me translate it for the room. You package room. You spray paint motive on strangers. You call panic insight. You call performance proof. You call that power. I call it what it is. A cheap set, a tired
script, and a liar. Begging for better lighting.
>>
>> Sy, can I say something? >> What? >> That beat drop was heavy. That's probably like Well, obviously my song's the best song, but that beat probably that's the best beat. >> Thank you. Thank you. I think >> Appreciate that. How are you doing, too? Nobody Nobody beats the ghost song. >> No, that's the best one. It is one of the best. I think it's one of my >> That That drop was heavy, dude. I have my headphones on.
>> Your headphones on. Cool. What's up? We were We were looking at watching trivia beatas. I mean, she said she was gonna It's okay if you guys I don't care if you go to BAS or or my go where you want, but it's just like I don't know. It's like no one ever. >> Yeah, it was. But they're they're being So, I mean Oh, >> You know what is called? It's like leave me the alone psyche. And like, you know, I hope you enjoy the $5. You know,
I don't know. >> Very disrespectful. You got her on your panel last night if I remember correctly. >> Well, she said she let me on mine. She didn't want me to restreaming her, but it's like, you know, >> very disrespectful. I seemed like that's an unfair friendship. That's not even a friendship. >> It's not a friendship because she's not because, you know, she said she wasn't my friend. She said she just came over to pick on Katie last night. That's the whole enter. >> Very disrespectful. And you know what?
You should have let her up. >> I should I unmoded her. very very disrespectful. >> I know I still let people I don't >> It cost It costs nothing to be polite. >> Right. She's very >> I'm one to say it, but >> she's mad at me because I played like a like a trip kick where she was like I forgot what it was about, but she was I
don't know. She was I don't know. I guess she didn't like it. But um >> her and her little her and her little goons came over to be rude to Katie. What were they rude to her about? Well, remember Katie was her friend for a while, but now she's like, but then Katie like sent like um VA gave her a photo of her and her ex-boyfriend and then Katie posted >> I hate to say it, but on YouTube
streets, I don't think there is friends very seldomly. >> Well, I have a few. I mean, I do have a few real friends here like about me. >> Yeah, you're one of them. Yeah. I mean, it's like basically like, you know, I'm pretty easy to like as long as people treat me right and are not like rude or like, you know, like I I will respectful back and I won't be rude. But
>> no, you're way too No, no, that. I'm gonna have to debate this. You're way too nice, dude. >> I know sometimes they let people back. You let people up that that are like, >> you know, like they shouldn't be allowed, you know. >> By the way, I got a question. How long did Sang stay on the on your uh panel? Did he get drunk or
>> Well, no, but he started crying and then um then when Bea started, he's like, "I'm going over and so >> I think he was over there." He might have been over there though. >> He went right over there, but it's okay. I mean, it's like um Yeah, he was crying though. Like he's having problems and it was really sad. Like I tried to cheer him up and stuff. I guess he has like really severe depression. I just >> Did you hear that?
>> Yeah, he was he cried a little bit. Um but it's okay. like no one. Yeah, everyone like >> that. I just did it again. I'm sorry. >> What? What' you do? What is that? >> I'm burping, dog. >> Burping. Oh my god. >> I'm sorry. >> It's okay. Yeah, but uh >> was crying and it was sad that it's like trying to tell me.
>> What happened to your pink filter? >> Uh the pink fil because that's that's when the sun is out. It goes through my my my purple curve. But I do have my u I do have my uh my background I can put up here. Look at this. Can I put it up? >> Put it up, brother. You might as well. You might as well. You're not doing nothing else. >> I'll try to put on light. Hold on. It's too dark, I think. Oh, there.
>> Can you play the Oh, that You know what? I'm not gonna lie to you. I'm smoking. I just looked down and seen that and it it. It It got me. I'm not going to lie to you. I was like, "What the fuck?" >> That's That's a B It's a Bay Clips original. It was crying. >> I thought you said No, I thought you said purple. And I was like, "Okay." And I'm sitting here smoking like like just, you know, mind my own business. I look
down looking. Hey yo, >> this one that's Joe Sh. >> Oh, don't put my That looks like me. >> Joe balls on top. Look at his eyes. Weird. They're like serial killer eyes, aren't they? >> Very beautiful ball cut. very beautiful eyes, you know. >> Hey, this one's for you, Ghost. That >> Okay. one's for you.
>> The lion. >> Oh, Mustafar. Oh, I thought it was Star Wars. My bad. >> Mustafer. You saw Mustafer. >> Oh, is that a Leo? >> Yeah, a Leo. And if I have it the right if I have it the right um angle, I can put it like behind my head and I can turn it into a halo. Let me try that. Hold on a second. If I take off the green screen and Okay, then I have to turn down turn it down a little bit. How
do I do that? Where's my Why isn't it turning Oh, there. cuz I'm right here. >> Is anybody in the chat? I mean, it is late as hell. >> See, >> OH, YOU LOOK LIKE the Statue of Liberty. >> Yeah. So, who's here? Oh, like RG know
how to nag like a Karen. I know. >> Want to come up? He should come up. >> Come on. Like RG, come on up. I don't know if you saw like, you know, Beeta said she was gonna strike me again. >> He's mad. He's He's mad at me because I didn't join his thing on Saturday, >> but he did have a good He did have a good um interview with >> Yeah, I like that a lot. >> Oh, I Well, he had a good stream on
Saturday too. >> Oh, we did on Rumble. I saw >> I was I was not there. No, I was not there. >> No, I think RG's a good guy. I think RG's a good guy. And even like, you know, >> pretty nice guy. >> Like, you can't really hate him. Like even she was like ready to hate him and like said but then she like kind of like like like I think she liked to spar with him a little bit and had a fun had a little bit of fun but he was
>> how can you spar with how can you spar with that guy? I mean he's too nice. >> He is well he's nice but he's like he's like not that nice. I mean like >> was he sweet and then he sour? >> Well he was he was like say oh you you know Alex you know you you suck at porn. You're the most boring porn I ever watched. And she's like in the head like you are you're a
you're and she kept saying it over and over. It was so funny. It was one of her best shows. >> Well, listen, if she doesn't know how to make porn, that's not RG's fault. >> No, no, no. She I mean, no, no, no. He just didn't like I mean I I I won't say I watch a little bit of it. It's not bad. It's not bad. It's good. I mean, it's just But I not really >> Hey yo, >> I'm not that into porn, but Well,
because there is somebody named Lex Lexican Steel. >> Hey, Bae. Oh, bae likes nagging straight guys, but as soon as you show him attention, he doesn't know what to do. See, I know what that's the thing. I nag straight guys, but if they show me attention, I know what to do. I'm ready for I'm ready for the straight guy. >> Just be nice. >> Yeah. And see, and Black RG doxes you every time he's on panel, but you want him to come up, goes, and then it's like I showed a cartoon of you.
>> I don't think, dude, Black RG never docks me. He paid to kick me off a panel. >> He puts her picture up every talking about the same guy. Maybe I'm confused. >> He puts her picture up. He's like, "Hey, Ghost, it's Black Argie." We need to put the picture up here. We have We have a guest. >> I'm pretty sure we're confused about the about the same person. >> What up? What up? What up?
>> Oh my god. Take my picture off, dog. >> What's up, bro? >> You heard? >> What up? >> What's up, Elliot? How are you? >> I'm just chilling. >> Just chilling like a >> Yeah, I heard I heard yo Yeah, I heard you was in my chat. Your ghost, you was in my chat. I saw you. >> Uh >> oh. You're alert. >> Didn't you let me join then? What the
>> Well, you didn't you didn't tell me to drop the link, you dummy. >> That wasn't me then because I always hit the link and I would tell you to >> No, I never I never post the debater and it's not the real ghost. It's a fake ghost. >> No, no, it was >> I'm on the panel. How is that gonna be me? >> Only Hey, um ghost, we're getting a request for your cartoon. Can I put your cartoon
on or is no? >> Yeah, it. Go ahead. Okay. What cartoon? What cartoon? What cartoon? >> it. >> I made I made a ghost cartoon and it's like a classic cartoon. It doesn't >> disrespectful, but I will allow it. >> Okay. Well, go say yes and so I'm gonna play it. Okay. >> For less. >> Yeah. I bet. I bet. >> And don't call me a thumb either.
>> All right, bro. >> What if we call >> Mort? All right, bro. You got that. We're done with append appendages over five minutes later. Come on, play that. >> It's like my computer's a little bit slow and like bringing up the images. >> I think I'm feeling You know what I'm feeling, dude? The ghost song. >> Oh, I might do the ghost song in a
minute. But >> by the way, I shared that with my mom. >> Did she love it? >> The She did. >> You know, you know what she You know what she said afterwards? >> What? >> She called me a dumb dum. How about this? Here we go, guys. >> Oh god. Full of sexy. >> There you go.
>> Hey, he got >> you know Alex Alandre took that um that that cartoon and she she like turned into a real person and Ghost that picture is pretty sexy. I was like wow like like >> you look you look 20 years younger. The cartoon does wonders for your skin. No. Isn't she like some piece of and a >> No, no, no, no, no, no. She's not. She's porn star or something?
awesome person. I like her a lot. >> I talked to her a couple times and she kicked me off kind of about >> She did a special about you. Did a whole >> She is special. episode about you. >> She did a She did a show about you. How you were like such a jerk to her. You interrupted her. You don't know how to debate. >> Yeah. >> Did you know she did a show about you?
You're you're famous. >> Well, listen. I Well, listen. And the least I can say at it and sell You heard? >> Well, she porn >> straight up in a real way. And she wasn't even that successful at it. How how you gonna be a female and not even good at selling >> Oh You talking about >> she want to run one? We can run one. >> Well, you know who's the most porn star
is Jenna Jameson, who actually I think is a friend of hers, too. But Jenna Jameson is a producer. Like only the producers. can even and by the way less you could be you could be completely you could be a dumb dumb like a straight rword and you could still self as a female >> and she can't do it >> or what is there a Puerto Rican woman yelling in the background I always there's usually
a Puerto Rican woman like yelling something >> I don't know I with have a hina in the bed they call them hinas over there or no they got your picture, dog. You're up your picture. You got to get sipper. >> What picture? >> Hey, there you go. There you go. >> Jesus. >> Jesus.
>> No. Statue of Liberty, dog. >> The lion man. >> Yeah. >> Or definitely. >> Hey, BLM. >> Shout out to Les >> Latin. There's a website called BLM, but it's not black. >> Big labia matter. >> It's bisexual Latin. >> Yo, where Alex at? where Alice McCree >> He's over at BEA's channel. is.
>> He's over there doing trivia. >> Oh. Oh >> And he's actually taking it serious like he knows what trivia is. >> He was supposed to be over here tonight. I think he said he was me dinner, but you know, it's okay. I don't need to I don't >> No, he was in I tried to join cuz when I clicked on >> No, he was in the other He's in He's in somebody else panel.
>> He was I was watching. >> I clicked live and beta came on. So, I was like, "Yeah, I was just seeing what's up." And they're like, "We're not going to let we're not going to let Ghost join because Alex is up here." >> Oh >> They're so mean to you, Ghost. I mean, poor Ghost. He was trying to charge Ghost. >> That was That was on some real That was kind of disrespectful. I'll be honest.
>> Always. Ghost is actually a good guy. I don't I don't know. >> Yo. Yo, Ghost. Yo, Ghost, look at your best friend. Look at your Look at my emoji. Look at your best friend. >> I can't see your emoji, brother. It's super small. You see, you see, you see how he look up. This is your boy. This is your boy. You goes on. You go on >> Is that the dude from New York? his channel. >> Yeah.
>> Is that black? Is that black? Is that the >> You know who's that? Psyche. You know who's that? >> That easy. >> Black RG. >> No. No. Not easy. No. No. That's not easy. >> Turn. Turn. >> No. That's not No, that's not Turn >> That ain't stuck. either. >> It's not Bronze Bird, is it? >> No, that's not Bronzeburg either. You know, I have Bron I have Bronsworth picture, too. Do you have that?
>> Oh, where? Damn. >> Have you ever seen it? >> Yeah, I saw it. >> Okay, you saw it. Okay, never mind. Yeah, it's called It's called by Last >> Permission to Crash Out. >> That's That's Yo, you don't know. Yo, Psyche, >> by the way, Psyche, you know. >> Yo, Psyche, you know who's that? >> Oh, go ahead. >> You know who's that? >> Stephen King. Stephen King.
>> Yeah. >> Is that money? Is that money 420? >> >> Sorry, 420. I'm just kidding, dog. >> What is Bronze? I have Bronsworth video. I have a video of Bronzeber that I made. It's not It's not his It's like based on his real photo, but it's like it's like I mean it's AI, but I made a picture. I made a video of it. >> I made a point earlier last year like people they paid to kick me up for 24
hours. Guess what? I was back literally two hours later. >> That's up. >> Yeah. >> Here's Bronzeburg. Want to see Bronzeburg? >> Oh, don't do it. Don't do bronzy like that. Yeah. No, I'm gonna do it. I'm gonna do him like that. Here, watch. >> Oh god, >> man. That looks like boyfriend.
>> What? That's what bronze looks like. >> He looks like this. >> Not a bad looking guy. >> Not a good looking guy. Yeah, that's that's Bron. >> He's not bad though, you know. >> Okay. Yeah. Well, I mean, he's not like he's not like I thought he was like fat Albert. He's always like my fat. He's like, "But he's so he's so annoying." >> Listen, you don't have to explain. If you like somebody, you don't have to
explain to us. >> I don't like him. I don't like him. I don't like But >> don't play. Don't play with me. >> I don't like Bronzeber. Bron I don't like He's mean to me and he's he's a jerk. But yeah, that's a funny kind of a funny picture. He looks like a uh one of those black Israelites or something like that. I I don't know. >> Oh god. I guar I I don't give a how good-looking you are if you're black. Yeah. No. that. that. Yeah.
>> Ghost. >> One drop of blood. one drop of blood from my mom's side. Like, shut the up. You don't know what the you're talking about. >> I have I'm like I'm like 01% subsaharan African. >> the Israelites. I'll say that publicly too. >> Yo, yo yo, Ghost. Yo, Ghost, this is your other boy. Yo, Ghost, this is your
>> Let's see. Hold on. other homeboy. >> Yep. Yep. Yep. Yep. >> Let's see. Oh, this is That's Peta. >> No. >> Oh, this is your other home. >> Oh, how you doing? I thought you doing n that's your that's your homeboy. >> Your other homeboy who be the the dude be disrespecting you. >> Remember Ghost
>> looking like a up >> that's BT that's BT that's BTB >> BTB. >> I don't know who BTB is. You know BT >> Yeah >> what? >> BTB Chris. >> No no BTB. Oh you want to see that picture? Hold on for a minute. I got you. >> Oh yeah, got a lot of pictures. >> Yeah, I got
>> I'd rather you just set up here and hang out instead of showing pictures, but you got >> Hey yo, >> is that >> you and that looks like you and Psych, bro. >> That's not you and Psyche. >> Or Michael Duncan. >> Mike Tyson. >> That's your That's your That's your boy. Stay gay.
>> Black I'm not laughing. Don't clip it. I'm not laughing, dog. That's Chris Cat. >> Oh, you're going to be mad at me about this. >> Is that the Is that the Is that the guy from the Fresh Prince of Bair? The the father, Mr. Mr. >> No, no, no. That's Chris Cat. >> Hey, you Pauly. What the >> I thought it was Mr. Mr. >> Uncle Phil.
>> Uncle Phil. Yeah, Phil. And >> what the >> Oh my god. >> Oh my god. That's na That's nasty. That change it. Yeah, I think Beetlejuice disgusting. >> I mean, that was tongue action. I don't like that. >> Yo, >> now listen, you're talking about stay like that.
>> Died. Uncle Phil died. I didn't know that. >> I I'm the one that can call him stay gay. You can't say that about him. Yeah. >> Ghost. Ghost. >> Don't laugh. I can hear you giggling in the background. Stop laughing, dog. You never had a gay experience goes. >> This can't
breathe like he's He sounds like a donkey.
>> Yeah. Funny. >> Hey, Mufasa, take that picture down, Garrett. I thought I thought you said you'd never leave me. >> Mufasa. That's from the Lion King. >> Yeah, Lion King. >> Yeah. >> Yeah. >> Mufasa's. Remember when he sees Remember when he sees Mufasa in the sky? >> Yep. And
>> remember who you are? >> You don't remember that Yeah. >> Sex in the sky. I remember that part. >> Yeah. Well, that actually is true. You make a true statement. You say some dumb That's true though. If you pause it at the right moment, it does say sex. >> Yep. Did you ever see that turn? Actually, if you go like in, you know, there's other videos I've watched like
in Aladdin. >> Hey, yo. Sex is like hidden everywhere in those movies. It's crazy. >> H and the penis and like the Little Mermaid. The the >> Yo yo yo yo. Ghost. Who's this? >> Yo, who's this ghost? >> Who's that?
>> This is my last resort. >> Breathing. Don't give a if I'm coming out breathing. Don't give a >> Is that Papa Roach? >> I almost
like things. This is my last resort. >> Some call me. They don't call me Papa. They call me Poy. You heard? >> Hey, what's up, Benny? >> Dude, drinking. Drunk. >> You're drinking. I have like another drink. >> New version of the Karate Kid villain. Oh,
>> I don't even Yeah, I bully >> kick us >> bully bully me. >> You know how to talk? >> You just drunk. You're just a drunk dumb dumb. >> Just a dummy dumb dumb wife. You have a hog wife. You have a hot Yeah, your a is on fat life on being a hot wife. All
right bye. >> You don't know nothing about that, dude. Uh you don't even know what your wife doing. You look like a boy. You You look like >> Why is your have my my dick in her bro? >> No, that's your dog. >> My My I don't purposely date If a I don't I
don't They ain't cheating on me. They ain't my >> Why you joining the P? You're so up. >> I don't know cuz why the you so >> Hey, up, >> you >> I think you are. >> Hey yo. >> Hey, you join the P. That up. Yeah. >> Why don't you drink some more beer? Why did you drink some more beer? Why don't you stop being a beta bell? Why don't you stop being a bait? No. Cap, god, bro. You need to stop being you got a woke my virus.
>> Join that. >> You got a woke mind virus, bro. You got to chill out, dude. You got You got to shut the up for a second. Like, actually chill out, >> bro. You're actually >> Stop being Dude, you're being a beta. I'm a stigma. Like, you know, everyone trying to give me like surgery to be alpha, but you know, you're being a beta right now, bro. You got to suck. I'll make smart with you. You You ain't
that hard to >> Why be debated, bro? Hey, listen. Dude, everyone here is actually being like really stigma and you're just being kicked out. I kicked him out. I kicked him out. What's up, Betty? How are you? >> Hey, dude. He's being a beta, wasn't he, bro? >> He's being a little beta, dude. This like dude, we're Sigma here, right? We're bros. >> We're all bros. >> He's a bro.
>> We're all bros, right? >> Yeah, for sure. >> All right, good. Yeah, we're all bros. So yeah, dude was just being a little like, you know what I mean? >> Yeah. >> Just like Starlight lover, you know? >> Yeah. Well, h how are you, Benny? Like, how's your week going? >> Oh, dude, we're just not very good, dude. I got like I don't want to
talk. >> You just muted yourself. You muted yourself. You're muted, Benny. You muted yourself.
Oh, he doesn't hear. >> Oh What the >> Benny's playing. He's so Benny, you're muted. Benny, we can't hear. Vinnie, we can't hear. You're You're muted. Muted. We can't hear. There you go. Yeah. Turn it back on. Yeah, you're muted for a second. Sorry.
Now we hear you. What's up? What's up, dude? Now you're m beating yourself again. Oh my god. There we go. >> No, it's the beta sigmas. It's the beta sigas. Bro, you need to listen. >> Okay. Yeah, I'm listening. But you're muted. I can't hear. So >> yeah, you need to hear me about all these like these betas. >> Uhhuh. >> Psychi. Um um Ghost want to come back up.
>> Okay, he can back up. Okay, but he has to be behave. >> Is this a beta, bro? >> No fighting with Benny Rocky. >> No cap on God. Don't cap God. >> Benny, I I wanted to apologize if you don't mind. Give me a second. And I wanted to apologize. >> Guy, bro, you apologize. You're going to be bro. >> Honestly, nobody. If you're so you know what the mute button looks like? Don't Who the is you talking to?
>> Well, how did I unmute myself then, bro? >> I don't know, man. >> Come on, bro. Come, bro. Bro, bro, come on. Let's just be bros. All right. >> You're being silly, bro. Come on. Don't be a beta. Hey, you're using her lingo, dude. Hey, bro. Listen, you're using her lingo. >> Yo, that's crazy.
>> You're using a woke mind virus. Wait, lingo. >> Benny's the ultimate ultimate, bro. >> You just Are you just dumb? Are you just >> bro? I'm dumb. That's That's >> Dude, you stop being Yeah. Yeah. Are we >> up, bro. bros or not, bro? >> Ghost. >> You can be bros if you want to be bros. >> Yeah, that's what I'm saying, bro. I
thought we were psych on the internet, so Ghost is Ghost is in WV West Virginia. Is that >> Well, he he's >> Yeah, we need to be bro. >> I'm beautiful. What do you think? >> Yeah, Benny. I had Q. >> You You met Q in person? Like he cuz he's from Pittsburgh and stuff.
>> Yeah. Yes. I met I met I met the I met that beta me. Yeah. I made that beta. The beta literally the beta literally talked about not going to bounces and crying like a little And my brother said, "Oh, that's a dude that was crying about going to van houses and he he's just a banana." And I wrote, "Bro, you you sluring your words and shit." I >> about going to abandon He was complaining about going to abandoned houses. Did you see when he
was in the homeless camp? >> He's probably scaring so many homeless people. Homeless people probably scaring the out of him. >> Yeah, he made some guy. >> He's a bait. >> His jersey was >> l You understand what the he's saying? >> Nope, >> bro. He's a bait. You mean >> are you a beta, bro? Hey, bro. You're saying I'm slur by words, but >> you mean alpha though? That's such a
weird thing to say. Would you think I'm an alpha? >> Dude, I'm a stigma. I'm a No, I'm a stigma. I'm a stigma. >> Yeah, you're too You're too stupid to have argument. Do you mean high value? >> I'm a stigma. >> I'm a stigma, bro. >> This dude's This dude's dumb. >> Oh my god. >> Ghost, you dumb ass.
>> Sorry, I'll leave him alone. My bad. >> >> Dumb as Y'all are dumb as Yo bro. >> What the >> Yo, no cap on God, bro. Y'all need to chill the out. Yeah. No cap on God,
bro. You need to chill. >> Yeah. >> Why you being so like disrespectful right now, bro? >> Exactly. >> No cap on God, bro. Like, I'm about to dip. >> Be respectful. on your dead homies. He >> My dead homies like this is like this is better dead. no cap on dot, bro. My dead homies like >> Oh Yeah. >> dude. Like
>> dead homie. You ain't from 63rd. >> No, I'm from I'm from whip your butt, bro. >> Bro, that was biggest I' heard in my life. That was You need You see, I believe they need to blame Shock theraputic uh bas like you that like are Maybe they'll like, you know, like, you know, electrical therapy was
still beneficial. Like, you know, >> beta is like made it go away. >> That dude needs to definitely be saying that that Can you answer the question >> ghost? >> Dude, this beta This beta bro. I'm
I'm over this beta Benny's Benny's like um he Benny's basically my >> Are you an alpha? >> I'm a sigma, bro. better. Even better. >> Yeah, you look like a sigma. Yeah. >> Yeah, I'm a sigma, bro. >> And you know Benny Omega. You are
>> You said you're a >> Benny Tommy had a mom and I'm >> bro. Bro, I thought we were bros. Yeah. I thought we were You're my Caucasian, you know? >> Yeah. We're bros, dude. Like bros, man. We're bro. Yeah. >> Bros are like bros doing bros. Bros doing bros.
>> Hey, bros doing bros. >> That's all. Bros doing bros. You know how it goes. >> Is my bro, you heard? >> Hey, bros doing bros. You know, >> this is my last resort. >> Hey, no, that that that's That's beta. That's beta, bro. Don't don't know, bro. We don't need that beta >> My boyfriend
No, that's bait as bro. Hey, listen. Who let this beta? You know what? Now, come on. Who lives this beta? >> Crack is you talking to kick off, >> dude. There's bettas here, bro. Why you Why are we letting bas here? >> I don't know. I don't know. I'm I'm going to ban him right away. Get out of here. B, you bet. >> B right away, bro. These are bettas,
dude. >> Yeah, beta >> Beta. Hey, what's beta? Beta is a fish. Beta is a fish. Hey, say hi to my friend Joanie. >> Don't ban me on Don't ban me on the chat. That's me with the emojis. Don't ban me. >> I won't ban you. You want me? I'll make you a mod if you want. >> Go suck. Yo, what's up, dude? >> That's me. That's me right there.
>> Got you. >> Oh, really? >> Danny, you you comment in the chat, too. I'll make you Oh, >> I don't know why he left. I think he was too drunk. But, uh, yeah, I think he's gonna talk comment in the chat. I'll make him a Yeah, he's he >> scared him away. Why do you scare my >> Sorry, I won't I I won't do it again. That was my bad. >> You won't You always do it every time.
>> Les, why' you do that? >> That was your fault. >> Yo, >> Yo, um on on the chat, the name on the chat. That's me. >> That was drunk as You heard? >> He's right there. He's back.
See, what's up with the beta I'm about to go off. I'm about to I'm about to leave and go to bed. I'm gonna have one more beer with you guys and then, you know, you guys can have your little beta uh threesome here. >> Cool. I kicked him right out. I kicked him right out. Where's the train? Hey, Choo Choo. Yeah. Hey. Uh, so let's see. Who's a horrible person? Ghost.
>> No, they're horrible people. I don't know. I'm just messing around. >> No, no, no. She said Ghost is a horrible person. None of the people on there. They're just I'm just around. Do you play a character? >> Benny's Benny's cool as guys. Benny's my Benny's my stream father. He's like really like, "Oh, yeah. Here, I'll bring back." You're you're not my Okay, I don't want to be embarrassing,
but yeah, you you are the first one to say, "Hey, subscribe to this guy. Give him 50 subscribers." So, >> like you created a monster. Do you know you created a monster and and now you're monster? >> I've created a lot of monsters in my life. No, but I'm actually >> have a drink together. >> All of a sudden, they're they're a streamer. >> I don't need a drink. This dude drink
>> together. Yeah. Yeah. >> Shout out to you. >> About to get off. I'm about to get off. >> Okay, dude. Hey, Benny. Thanks for coming by. Come back later. Okay. >> Bye. I'll get off. Yeah. >> Okay. Love you. >> To my cash app. Donate to my cash app. Benny block 060. Donate to it. Bye. >> Go 060. Okay. Thank you, Benny. >> did he just say? What the did he say? >> Wants to cash up. I think he's a little
bit drunk, but yeah. I mean, >> cash up, too. >> Hey, you did you kick out last? >> No, he left on his own. He left on his own. >> Well, I wonder why. >> Well, I don't know. I think he was I think Benny made him uncomfortable. >> I don't know what happened. I don't know what happened there. I don't I have I
have another half. >> We're having a psychiat. We're having a good night. I think last night. Did you have a good night last night? >> I did until like Bea said, "Oh, well, we didn't come here to see you. We came over here to harass K." >> Oh, no. that. Yeah, kick that No, that. >> No. And she's like, I don't literally do whatever you want. >> Jamie's like, "You sold your soul for
$5." I'm like, Jamie, I was imitating Sweet Katie, who was imitating Katie when she said Shaq. >> I was right. I thought I was up here for a little bit, >> but I didn't see that. They're being disrespectful as towards you. >> I know. >> I know. And it's like there and I was like so I was like smiling and I was just like kind of like just happy like
>> Oh, that. No, don't smile. Don't take it, dog. >> No, it's your channel. >> They made me sad. I mean, they really made me sad because it was like I thought it was like, "Oh, they're being nice and they're they're my I'm friends. Are they going to be friends?" No, they're just they just want to embarrass me and embarrass my chat. And >> like I said, there's no friends on these YouTube streets. >> What about me, Ghosty? I'm your friend. >> Well, we make an exception to the rule.
Yeah, >> I say there's probably enough friends you can count on one hand. >> That's why that homeboy tried to jump here. He's like, you said this about psyche last night. I was like, I tell it to his face. Like, we're friends. I'll call him. >> I still catch I I caught you. I still catch you. I I hear when you're talking thousand miles away, you go, >> but I'll tell you that I'll tell you that to your face though.
>> Yeah, I know. I know you will. >> Yeah. >> Yeah. And so I like when you call me. >> Would you like me to Would you like me to make a channel talk behind your back and like Oh, it's like like behind your back. Would you like that? >> Problem. Would you rather say it too? >> Watch me secretly. And if I can't watch it, I'll be taking the transcript and analyzing it carefully and seeing all mentions of me and then I'll be reading. >> Yeah, man. You're good. You're good in
my book. You've been good in my book, man. I always You know that. >> Thank goodness. Bae likes them hairless. Oh my god. >> Hey yo, >> Brazilian wa. Hey yo, clip it. What the Bae >> bae. Bae. Bae clips need to clip. >> B clips needs to clip himself. I don't
>> clip yourself on that one. You heard? >> Bae would love you think Bae would love Benny. I don't know. Bae always has is insulting me. Like bae look look at look >> Are they talking in the comments? at Let me read the comments. They're talking Let me read them. Ba bac clips literally made this picture. >> You guys, you want to see like the worst most insulting picture ever made?
>> Black. Black R. G said, "You look really young." >> Talking about me. >> Look at that. That does that look like me at all? >> I look like a man. L evil ghosts all around me. And where my beard goo >> You know what? You look good as
>> I do. Hey, do you like this one? >> That was >> This is a better one. >> Good as Yeah, man. Good as man. You look like you're creeping. You look like you're planning some Y >> I am planning some >> Psyche always wins. Remember, I'm laugh. >> Anyways, dude, I think we've had a good
couple night. I mean, last night was good. I think tonight's good. It wasn't, you know, it's like and then like, you know, then Alexander >> Yeah, you said that. But I I didn't realize I didn't realize that when I came up. I didn't realize that. If you would have told me to come over here tonight and hang out and then he went to beat his and this trivia with him and he's not even real trivia. >> I know. Magazine or something, but it's it's I
mean, it's fine. It's good. >> Can you play the sound? Can you play the sound? >> I got Wait, what do we hear? I We hear Hey, flipper. Flipper
>> ba is jealous cuz I have a 9 in >> You know how nice I've been to that uh I won't call her that, but you know how nice I've been to her. Like I was like, "Give me a reading. Give me like I always ask for a reading. I don't give a about a reading." You know that >> ask her like I always try to let her be included into the panel and I always I'm always nice to her. >> Well, you know what they said today? Oh, how how good did you golf today? I don't
give a about >> golf. You're rapping. Oh. Uh oh. Guess who's here? >> Oh, no. No. Don't let him up. No, you were on the channel, >> It's okay. He let me. >> Yo, fat boy. Why don't you shut your fat ass up? >> that. that. >> You stupid loser. >> You're up there doing that,
>> you fat freak. You couldn't debate nothing if your life depended on it. You fat loser. You're such a fat You should die immediately. Just die. You piece of You fat >> You're such a bro. If another word comes out of that stupid mouth of
yours, man. I'm not responsible. You understand me, fat boy? Go ahead. Say something. Say debate. Say something. Say it. Say dum dum. Cuz that's ghost. You know who Ghost is? Tony the conductor. Gold was in love with Psyche, right? They were gay lovers. This is the whole mystery right here, guys. I'm going to clear it up for
you. >> This guy, this guy hurt Go's feelings. Tony the conductor. Then Tony the conductor aka Tyler Benjamin Kowalsski went crazy and sent psyche cement for two years. Okay. Who? The guy that sends
cementum pizzas every day is this fat scumbag loser. Ghost >> Ghost is the gay closeted fat >> that is jealous of psyche and my relationship. So he actually sent him pizza saying Alexander it's from you. Shut up you fat loser. You don't
think I know you're Tony? You don't think we know who you are? You fat You stupid Pony the conductor. Go ahead. Play the train sound again. Do it. You loser. You fat ugly Send another piece of
psyche. Go ahead. Send another one, bro. Come on. Come on. Send more money. >> You bum. How much money did you spend stalking this guy for a year? How much ghost? How much? How much? You loser. Between the donations, the pizza, the cement, the scrappers, how much gold?
>> There you go. Tweet tweet. Choo choo. You bum. >> Wow. >> Tony the conductor. >> I finally got >> a gay fat that couldn't that can't handle life. So his only power in life is to harass the man he wants. If I can't have you, nobody can. I'm gonna
send some men to your house. Like, what a loser, bro. What a loser you got to be. If no one If I can't have you, no one can. I'm going to block you in with cement bags. >> Can I respond, >> Ghost? You're a bum loser. You know that, right? >> Oh my gosh. Well, I don't think he's I
don't think I've seen >> That's Tony 100%, dick. That's Benjamin Kowski. Tony, Wisconsin loser. Can I respond? >> Tyler Tony aka Ghost the conductor. >> We're going to have to mute this. >> And the funny thing is that Psyche knows
it. Psyche's been on in on it. By the way, guys, check this out. Psyche has known that Tony the conductor is Ghost. They've been playing you people for fools this whole time. Psyche has been playing you for a fool,
brothers. You understand? Tony and Psyche are lovers. >> They've been playing you for fools, my friend. >> Psyche act stupid. Like, oh my god, another pizza. No sora, no compre. It's
from Franco. Psyche and Tony are in on it. You morons. Psyche paid for half of his domain. Psyche actually paid for half of the cement. You guys are so stupid. >> What? Why? Shut the up, Alex. Shut the up. Yeah, >> he was actually Listen, Ghost was pre-planning to move over there. So he sent
>> I'm buying McDonald's, but he's spending his money on cement to troll himself like it's Tony. The out of here. You think I'm You losers. >> I don't know. >> You morons. >> I don't know what you're talking about. >> Hey yo, Alex, shut the up. You You're >> loud. >> We love Alex.
>> Shut up. >> Yeah. Yeah. No. See, when But the funny thing is you guys can't hide it. When you laugh, you give it away. >> He just laugh like he knows anything. He's right. All you lose was give it away with your dumb >> laugh.
And what do you think? Quack. Because it's true. He's like, I know the laugh gives it away, brother. >> Someone was texting me today. They said thing that is is trip and sip. And I was like, this is Alex. >> And then they flagged into trip and sip land. They >> what? We cracked the case. I I cracked the case. Alex, you crack a lot of
>> You guys couldn't crack You guys couldn't crack an a hardboiled egg if your life depended on it. I cracked the >> It's okay. >> Tony and Sty have been lovers from day one. They orchestrated this whole cement piece of They're both in on it. Okay.
>> They've been playing us with fools. >> Alex, did you see the new ghost? Hold on. Is that Is that the >> Oh, man. That's supposed to be his new his new his new symbol, but he don't want to change it. He want to be He want to be a T for a troll. >> Ghost, you're supposed to be >> Johnny, you're on it, too. >> Oh, please.
>> You knew this whole time. >> Oh, she supposed to put this ghost. What happened? >> The conductor Tony, this dick has strange doing behind him. Come on. How obvious could it be? A fat loss gay guy that gets pissed with trains in the background called Tony the conductor.
His avatars are key. Benjamin Kowski the choo choo. There you go. obvious like hell. >> Hell >> next stop is Psyches >> Tony,
>> I figured it out. >> He said he said next stop for Tony the conductor Psyche Alex >> all the next stop psychic Yeah, man. They've been playing us for fools, bro. >> Hey, bring it down.
>> My wafer. I'm burning the wafer. >> What are you doing? >> Burn some sage. >> What do you think? Burning some sage is going to get you out of Tony's relationship. The fact that you guys mailed each other cement for two years. >> This came in with a bea background. Oh my god, that's
beta with the cheeto. >> Yeah. Oh, >> that is >> Oh my god. >> Oh, I saw shorts of today. I saw one of her shorts when I was like passing by and I got I got into it cuz I didn't know it was her shirt, right? And all I see is ducks. I'm like, "Oh, quack quack." And I look at the name and I was beat. I said, "Oh, shit."
>> Don't let singing. He p me. Psychi by me with my own titties. Keep pumping me. >> Cheeto. Cheeto. Be like Bea likes those puppy Cheetos. I think she likes those puppy spicy puppy Cheetos. >> Hey, there's a bunch of fuckups on the internet. >> Yeah. >> Everybody up and they get mad they
when they up. >> Where's your boyfriend? 300 300 lb sund trust again. That is a fat pig from hell. Don't let her back up here, bro. Why would you say that? That's what happened now. I thought I thought we all sides. >> her, bro. That's what happened. Okay.
>> Okay. Well, >> you guys are all racist. >> Get up, fat boy. >> Like, what happened? Cuz I don't got no beef for nobody. Like, everything I said what I had to say. >> Don't worry about what happened, my man. >> I'm not gonna worry about it, Alex. You're like just saying you're just saying >> you can't trust that That's it.
That's what happened. You cannot trust her, man. You just can't. >> I don't know. >> I'm saying the piece the piece came and then she came. So >> she's on Stephen King right now playing dumb victim as usual. >> Hey, we got a Here's We have We have a ghost. I mean a guest. A ghost.
>> Oh, ghost. A guest. You going to change your picture If I could change it what goes change your new thing that's new picture is that one stupid I like >> I think guys I met a guy tonight. I met a guy on my show. His name is Loose >> Oh >> And uh I think he might >> loose >> Loosele
blue l o ule. S >> last name. >> Yeah. >> You know, you know Will Sasso. >> Yeah. From Matt TV. Yeah. >> Like Will Sasso. Yeah. >> He's play He played like the back. >> Just replace Will with Lou. L O U. Like
Lou Garrick's disease. >> Like Garrick's disease. >> He said he said he would do um Chatterbait with me. He said he wrote psycho chatter bait is six bends over like I'm going to work on it. Don't worry about it >> man.
>> You guys are the devil. Well, now we're going chatterbait. What is that? >> It's like a man and people pay you and stuff. >> No, your body is for your loved one. You're you're mate. You don't go on the internet and show your dick and get money for it. That's the devil. But I like
>> this guy Alexander. He says sex is only for victims that he's extorting when he arrests them. >> Out of here. >> That too. >> But that that's not Chatterbait, bro. I mean Chatter Bay, what the is that? >> I don't sing Sing is an but some of the he says is funny as
>> Be safe is going to be my Chatterbait manager. Actually, I chatter bait. I think I made like 50 cents like after like three hours of jerking off. So, it's not really great money. >> So, after like three hours of jerking off. Jesus. >> So, what the hell is chatterbait? Basically, also up here right now, but join our dick and jerking it. >> Yeah. And then the people in the chat to talk to you, they have to like donate tokens and stuff and the tokens are you
exchange them for money. >> Token for what? For your smiley little dick? Like that's disgusting. What do you mean took look insert things like it all the All right. Listen, Alex. Listen if you understand any of your dicks. And I'm not paying or tokens. So you're telling me I
give tokens? >> Yo, listen. People do things is that? What the hell is Chatterbe, bro? Someone explain. >> We come up on the internet to talk. There's people that go to the chatter bait to make people do stuff and they can jerk off and stuff like that. >> Disgusting. So dis. So it's basically the devil's playhouse. The devil's play pen. That's all you had to say, pal.
It's the devil's just wrapped it up right there. I don't need an explanation. It's the devil's play pen. I got it. Okay. What's ch the devil's play? Gotcha. That's all you have to say bro. I got you. I got I got another one for Alex. Basically, it's car. >> Yeah, it's
>> No, that. You guys are in hell, bro. Literally, >> you're trying to bring me into hell with you. >> This is what's happening. >> You're trying to bring You're You're like the devil and you're sucking souls. I'm not going into hell with you, bro. I'm not going to chatter bait and swing
dicks around for tokens. That's devil >> That's insane. Only a crazy person, loser, bum freak of the planet would do that. Who would go on the internet and jerk their dick off like give me tokens?
Brother, you're you got to be insane. You're either the devil or you're out of your mind. You have no selfrespect at all. Obviously, your family hates you. You have no family, no boundaries, no honor, no nothing. Nothing. If you're on chatterbait jerking off for tokens, kill yourself
immediately. Literally that I will say I say suicide. You know when you made a panel by Alexander Mayor turned the coercing. I'm going to coersse you right now. >> Okay. >> I mean, wow. And I love you, Al. Alex, I
love you. Yes. Okay. >> Oh He's still crushing out >> here. I have I have a new song goes. Want to see my new song? >> Okay. Here. >> Yeah. >> Be nice. >> This one here.
>>
>> They gather where the laughter never reaches the eyes. A circle drawn in chalk with a quiet verdict lies. Every nod rehearsed. Every glance a signal flare. If you're not born inside it, you're just passing air. They toast to subtle victories. No upward names allowed. A language made of absence. A silence worn proud. You thought it was connection, just a table, just a seat. But the floor beneath you shifted you were
never meant to eat. They don't raise their voices. They don't make it loud. They erase you softly in the middle of a crowd in the velvet rooms where the smiles don't bend. Every joke's a sight for every allies pretend. Close circles with the lone knowing spark. If
you don't read a code, you get lost in the dark. No nights, no noise, just a quiet rearrange. And you wake up one day. Everything's changed.
They never say no. They just never say yes. A master class and distance dress up as finesse. Invitations drift past like ghosts in a hall. While you're not excluded, just not counted at all. They study your rhythm, catalog your tone, then mirror it back like it was always their own. A soft imitation while they tighten the thread. You're speaking your truth.
They're deciding what spreads. It's not what they say, it's what they don't. A door half open is a door that won't in the velvet rooms where the signals align. Every glance is a letter. Every pause is a sign. Close circles. Breathe in a synchronized dark. If you
miss one beat, you're marked in the dark.
They don't need to strike. They just need to agree. Consensus is a weapon sharper than a decree. A tilt of a head or pause too long and suddenly you're where you don't belong. No villain declared. No crime to defend, just a slow evaporation of where you once fit in.
See, you learn the quiet rules. They never explain. Don't show every card. Don't echo their name. Let your presence be partial. Let your edges stay blurred. Mystery unsettles what certainty prefers. Not every battle lives in a clash or a shout. Some are decided in who gets phased out. So move like a shadow that knows it's
being seen. not hiding, just never entirely keep. And when they lean in close with that polished disguise, with warmth in their voice, but no depth in their eyes, you not like you hear them, but you're already gone because you learn their silence
and wrote your own song. and wrote your own song.
>> Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Yeah, I like the shadows on the wall, too. That was one of my favorite like some I have when I generate um the images, it generates like sometimes a few videos and so I I I choose from like the best ones. That was the best one out of those. Um, so a lot of lot of thought does go into
them more than people think. But you know, that's for me. Yeah. I'm just artist never gives away their technique, I guess, right? Yeah. But I did make a Thank you. Thank you, Joanie. It's really quiet up here. I did make another one, too. I don't know if you saw. This is my brand new one here.
>>
>> You were carved by the fracture. Not the fall. Every scar speaks in a language that we can't recall. Betrayal wasn't chaos. It was coded design. A map of where you trusted. A map of every blind line. They smile like allies. Move like knives in the dark. Left you bleeding in
silence just to study the mark. But you didn't disappear. You translated the pain. Turn humiliation into data in your brain. No more asking why they changed. You decode the game they played.
No more reaching for the past. You redesign the after. I am the shift. I am the blade. I am the mind. Betray. No more soft. No more. Now
perception bends to me. Silence steps controlled flame. I rewrite the rules of the game. Untouched, unten, unknown. I am the fortress I have grown. You learn the truth. They never say out loud. Our woman moves quiet
enough, begging from a crowd. Loyalty fractures under pressure and need. So you study behavior like a strategist reads. No emotion unchecked. No reaction for free. Every move calculated. Every silence a key. You don't chase validation. You withdraw your demand. Now they reach for your presence. They don't understand. They expected you to break. You became what they can shake. They wanted
chaos in your mind. You return refined the line. I am the ship. I am the blade. I am the mind. The trail. No more soft. No more. Our
perception bends to me. Silence controlled flame. I rewrite the rules of the game. Untouched, unteen, unknown. I am a fortress. I have gold. Fear is currency. Learn its weight. Not
loud, not rage, but calculated state. Unpredictable rhythm. Impossible rage. You become the answer they secretly need. You don't reveal, you imply, you suggest. Let them build your power inside of their chest. Cassidy sharpens the value you hold. Distance converts attention to gold.
You don't dominate loud, you dominate clean through presence through posture through what isn't seen. You enforce consequence without a display. Access removed and you walk away. No revenge wasted. No anger to prove. Just silent correction in how you move. Because control isn't force. It's shaping the field. Making others choose pass. who never revealed.
I am the shift. I am the blade. I AM THE MIND BETRAYAL MADE. NO MORE SOFT, no more bleed. Now perception bends to me. >> Silent steps, controlled flame.
I rewrite the rules of the game. Untouched unseen unknown. I am the fortress I have grown. Now they look twice when you enter the room. Not from love but the weight you consume. You became what the fracture began. Not broken but rewritten as something that plans. No longer the prey in a story of pain. You are
the architect inside of the game. And the ones who betrayed you will finally see they didn't destroy you. They designed what you'd be.
>> >> Oh yeah. Yeah. I'm learning. I I mean it's like but you know I finally finally it's like I have to go through it to like get it sometimes and it takes a long time for me sometimes. I'm slow but I get the
lessons a lot of times in a row sometimes. Snap. I know. And it's like now it's just it's all making sense. It's like so and I can't make anybody feel like or let nobody can make me feel anything, you know. It's like it's all like I I I decide that, you know. We all do. We all decide like no one can no one can like
make us whatever their perception is their perception. They're allowed to hurt their perception. But yeah, so I'm gonna go slow. Slow and steady wins the race. I always love that tortoise in the hair. Yeah. Um because the rabbit was so egotistical and the rabbit's like, "I'm going to win." Turtle, you know, as the rabbit was so so sure he was going to win that he just took naps along the
way. And the the turtle was like, "I gotta if I'm going to win, I have to like be going the whole time." So the turtle kept going. The rabbit would be ahead and then the turtle would catch up and then the rabbit would be ahead. Then the rabbit took a long nap and then the turtle won the race. Rabbit woke up like, "What? What the just happened?" and then sees a turtle on the finish line. That's a good That's a
really good Asops fable actually. Um I enjoy actually let me see what else do I have. I have like someone said puss Someone said puss and boots. Was that you Joanie? Someone said do puss and boots. I did puss and boots. I did puss and boots literally. Not Yeah, I didn't I did a puss and boots um video if I can find it. Let me see. It's
actually I think it's pretty good. Sometimes turtle hides the head. Yeah. And in the sh the turtle's like almost like the turtle reminds me of the moon. It's like like the cancer. It's like it has it has it home with it because it loves it home and it home is protective. You can go inside it home and be protected and stuff. It can like withdraw if it needs to and stuff, but it's still like it's in that turtle shell, right? But check this out. This
is a puss and boots. This is a twisted nightmare tail. This is I think Joanie inspired this one. Pussing boots. Why not? Let's do it here. Oh, you didn't. Okay. Somebody said Puss and Boots. I forgot who it was, though. Here we go. You got up there. Here.
I need to share. Here. Share screen. Okay. Here we go. Twisting Booth. A Nightmare. Twisted Tail. Yeah, it's called Twisted Tales. How' you know? >> A quantum scary tale. A retelling of the
classic or the impossible retelling or all retellings simultaneously. Part one, the contract. The miller's son inherits nothing but the cat. Except the cat remembers inheriting him. The cat is small, orange, wears boots that were never purchased, only ever discovered in
the space between past and future. The boots have always been on the cat. Boots had never existed. Both fates are true. I will make your fortune, says the cat. The boy believes him. This is mistake number one. Mistake number two is that the boy is right to believe. The cat leaves. The boy doesn't see him leave.
The boy sees him leaving across 17 different timelines simultaneously. In some timelines, the cat walks out the door. In others, the cat dissolves into the wall. and others. The cat was never there and has always been there. The boy's mother asks where the cat went. The boy says he hasn't left yet. She
doesn't understand, but she will eventually in some version of now. She will understand. Part two, the impossible hunt. The cat hunts in forests that exist in the spaces between maps. He catches rabbits that haven't been born yet. He gives them to the Marquis. The Marquis accepts them
without question because he too exists in multiple states simultaneously, rich and poor, real and pretend, alive and observing his own death. The cat's gift arrives on the Tuesday that was also a Thursday. The Marquis asks, "From once come these rabbits?" The cat
boughs. The bow takes 3 seconds and 17 years. The cat's eyes are golden and hungry. The cat's eyes are kind and ancient. The cat's eyes are exactly what you expect and nothing you anticipated. From the lands of the Marquis of Kurabas, says the cat. This is a lie.
This is the truth. This is the only possible reality. The Marquis doesn't own these lands, but now he does. But he always has, but they don't exist. But they exist beautifully in the space where all four of these things are the same statement. Part three. The princess. The princess rides past in a
carriage. The cat has engineered this. The cat is engineering this. The cat will have engineered this. The cat was always here waiting for this moment. That is happening for the first time and has been happening forever. The carriage passes. The princess looks out the
window. She sees a man, the miller's son, transformed by proximity to the cat into something more and less than human. She falls in love. This is real. This is scripted. This is both and neither. The cat purr. The purr is the sound of probability collapsing. The purr is the
sound of multiple timelines choosing to become one. The purr is mathematics made acoustic. The purr is real affection from a creature that may not be a creature at all. The boy doesn't know he's in love. He is completely unaware. He has known the princess his entire life. In some versions of now and
others, he's meeting her for the first time across all possible meetings. The princess doesn't know she's being hunted. She knows exactly. She's the one doing the hunting through the boy, through the cat, through realities that branch and merge like capillaries in an infinite circulatory system. Part four,
the ogre. The ogre's castle exists at the coordinates where geography breaks down. The cat goes there. The cat has always been there. The cat is simultaneously arriving and departing and never having left. The ogre is vast. His size is not a matter of dimension,
but of presence. He fills space by being impossibly there. His eyes see forward and backward. His teeth count time. I've been expecting you, says the ogre. I've already been here, says the cat. Both statements are true. They happen in sequence. They happen simultaneously.
They haven't happened yet. The ogre can transform. This is his power. He becomes a lion. He becomes a mouse. That the cat understands something the ogre doesn't. Transformation is only real if something remains unchanged to measure it against. The cat has no core. The cat is pure
transformation. The cat cannot be threatened by becoming because the cat has never not been becoming. The ogre transforms into a mouse. The cat eats him, but the ogre was never eaten. But he was completely consumed. But he's still alive in the spaces the cat doesn't occupy. That
those spaces are getting smaller, contracting like a pupil, closing around emptiness. Part B. The marriage. The boy marries the princess. This was always going to happen. This was never possible. This is the only conclusion that could be reached. The cat stands at
the wedding. The cat is the best man. The cat is the efficient. The cat is the marriage itself. The binding force that holds two separate things into the appearance of unity. The cat's boots shine. They have never been cleaner. They have never been dirtier. They are made of paradox. An Italian mother and
the compressed screams of probability being forced into a single timeline. You owe me, says the cat to the boy. The boy doesn't remember agreeing to anything, but he has he will. He always did. What do you want? asked the boy. The cat smiles. The smile is a grin. The smile
is a threat. The smile is pure love made visible in the shape of fine joy. I want to know if I was real, says the cat. Part five, the impossible truth. The cat was never real. He is more real than anything in the story. Both are true.
The cat is the story. The cat is the space where stories happen. The cat is the contradiction that makes narrative possible. The miller's son realizes the cat was always his. He was always the cat's. There was never a distinction. The inheritance wasn't the cat. The inheritance was becoming the cat's
mirror. The thing that reflects agency back to a creature that may not have agency at all. The princess realizes she married the story, not the boy. The boy was always a supporting character in the cat's narrative. She's not disappointed. This is exactly what she wanted in every
timeline simultaneously. The cat realizes he is the tale being told. He is not the narrator. The narration happens around him, through him, because of him. If he stops moving, the story stops. If the story stops, he ceases. But cessation and continuation
are the same event seen from different angles. Part seven. The ending that I enters pass or they don't. Time is uncertain in the presence of the cat. The cat grows old or he doesn't. His boots are worn. His boots are pristine. His eyes are tired. His eyes have never
been brighter. The boy asks, "Were you ever just a cat?" The cat doesn't answer. Answers are for creatures bound by single timelines. The cat exists in the answer space. The place before and after speech where all possible responses are equally true. One night,
the cat leaves or he dissolves or he was never there and is finally gone. The boy wakes up with the cat gone. And the memory of the cat wavering. Is he remembering events that happened or is he remembering the story he was told? Are those different things? The princess doesn't ask. She knows. The cat was real
because the reality required him to be real. The reality changed because he was real. Reality and the cat are the same thing observed from different points of clarity. The cat's boots remain sitting by the fireplace. They are empty. They are full.
They're waiting. They are complete. Someone wears them or they wear someone. The distinction has never mattered. The distinction has always been the entire point. The moral that isn't moral. There is no moral to this tale. There are infinitely many morals, all true simultaneously.
The moral is transformation is real. The moral is transformation is illusion. The moral is the distinction between the two is what allows the story to exist at all. The cat was never real. The cat was realer than anything you've ever met. The cat is still here.
In the space between your certainty and doubt, the cat is purring in the frequency you cannot quite hear. The cat is waiting for you to inherit him. The cat is always waiting. The cat has already arrived. >> Whoa. Good one.
I got chills. Yeah. Um I love that kind of uh the paradoxical the almost cognitive dissonance in that story. But yeah, it's like cuz just because things are like on opposite sides is can both be true can both be
false like right. It's pretty interesting. So we got Lola here. Um Rudy's walking around is now you know last night um last night Tux was here for a while. He came was really cute. He hung out over here.
But uh I feel like I feel like Trix is okay, but I I do feel like he was on another journey. Like he had another journey to go on. And it's like almost like because I got I got a feeling like right I get this terrible feeling because I had all the cats. I had like four cats around me. I had Trixs, Lola, Lenor, and Rudy. And they're all around me. And this is like
this is like a week ago, week or two ago. And I was like, hang on to this moment because this is like maybe like the last time you'll all be together like and I just was a frightening thought and I just took out of my head like oh everything and it was gone like literally the next day. So it's like I do have these like very strong psychic stuff going on. I just don't always like to believe it because
sometimes things aren't like you know how you want them to be. I wanted him to be here forever, you know. Um, but also I'm, you know, I'm glad I didn't hear about, you know, like a, you know, a passed away cat or something like that because that would I would be very sad. And it's like now I it's like he's always
I don't know. I It's always going to be a mystery until I see him again, you know? And I do believe in that rainbow bridge, though. That rainbow bridge where someone said the gays go over the rainbow bridge. Yeah, the gays go over the rainbow bridge to go get their animals and stuff because gays love animals. Um, and there's straight people too are going over the rainbow bridge because that's a nice stop on the way to
heaven to go pick up your animals. It's like, yeah, I had a premonition. Yeah. And it's like I sometimes I don't like having the premonitions, you know, because it's like, oh, I hope that's not true. And then it's like, oh, and then Yeah. So unfortunately that one was also but before like like silly I remember before silly got you know he was coyotes
got silly but I remember like that like the day before he got on me he was like very very like he was like going like this like he was kneading kneading the dough and stuff like that on my chest and like it was almost like you know they might they might have a feeling about stuff here too. Hey Rudy Rudy. So
yeah, but yeah, and it's it's fleeting and then then I push it out because I don't want to like be a self-fulfilling prophecy and stuff like that, but I really do. And then it's like I saw then I saw I saw butterflies and what else did I see that day? I saw the parrots were flying by and I was like this is like a weird
kind of it's like a gateway day and that's when that's right when right when it happened. So, I had a I had a weird feeling about I was like I don't think he's passed away, but I think he I think he's on to other other explorations and stuff, but
maybe he'll come back. It is a sad goodbye. It is a sad I don't like to say goodbye. It's like sometimes it's better not to know. I think it's like a because I I had to find out about the coyote and the other cat and stuff like that and it was like it was very hard. It was just like oh my god and it's like I'd rather have like the mystery of like oh maybe he's like fine and like you know he found another I like I like
having the happy thoughts about it and not like horrible thoughts, right? Because it's like there's only so much control you have over cats. Cats are very they're very um independent, right? Hey baby, Rudy. Hi Rudy. You see Rudy? To be determined. We'll see. We'll see because Trix came back after a year. I mean, yeah. Sorry. Tux. Tux. Maybe Trix
will be next. You know, he'll find his way home. Maybe they're like Maybe he knows where he is. I Because Tux knows where he is. Like Tux knows where like Tux knows where Tux is. He knows where I am, but he doesn't. He's not here. He's been gone for a year, but he knows exactly where I am because he's back, you know? But he's Where is he right now? I just don't It's like It's so
weird. I don't know. That's Yeah, it's He came in. He came in. He He noticed that there was a little empty space in my heart. Yeah, exactly. The void. And he's like, "Oh, and there's space for me now." He's like, "Perfect." You know, and uh that's how life works sometimes. Yeah.
I got one more song for you. Hey, what's here?
>> >> Two versions breathe in the same skin. One begs, one decides. Choose.
>>
>> I watched the saint bleed out for applause. Gave his shoulder goes with no cost. Three winters later, eyes like frost. Said I didn't lose them, might I cut the cost. You call it love, I call it leak. Energy drips every time you speak. Explaining words to tears that feed. Kindness mistaken for a need.
You train them how to treat your name. Every it's okay. Rewrote the game. Mercy on repeat turns into air. Invisible heart in a crowded stare. I don't break. I recalibrate. Silent shop. I don't negotiate. Pain turns gold when I concentrate. I don't chase. I eliminate untouchable unshakable
mind. No more begging for borrowed time. If they can't respect, they don't relay. I don't break. I graduate.
Pain is a language carved in bone. It doesn't lie. It strips the tone. And every scar got a coded map showing where you let them tap. You asked why he wrong comment asked what control you didn't stand. Every lost a lens to see where you traded sovereignty.
Better feared than loved said Nicolo Mavelli. Not cruelty calibration.
You don't remember kindness only cost. Respect is written where lines are crossed. Kill the >> >> urge to be understood. They don't decode you. They never would. They sort you. Store you. Use the file. Every explanation fees their trials say let's move more. Let
tension grow. Mystery seeds what they don't know. Silence bends the room you're in. Noise is where the weak begin and I don't break or recalibrate. Silence sharp. I don't negotiate. Pain turns gold when I concentrate. I don't chase. I eliminate untouchable untickable mind. No more
begging for borrowed time. If they can't respect me, don't relate. I don't break. I graduate. Detachment isn't cold, it's clean. Cut the cords. You can unseen. You begged for love. They sold you crumbs. Now watch out. Quiet power comes. No reaction, no display. Watch manipulators
decay. Indifference colder than the play. That's the debt their gains have paid. No access, no excess, no explanation, no leakage, no pleading, no validation. Boundaries drawn like sacred lines. Guard the temple, seal the signs.
Every restores your throne. Every exit reclaims your own. Forgiveness without consequences just rehearsed incompetence. Respect is distance clean and clear. Not a speech they choose to hear. Talk less. Observe the room unfold. Let them
reveal what can be sold. Silence is an empty space. It's pressure they cannot replace.
I don't break, I reconstruct. Every loss becomes my structure. No more feeding what corrupts I withdraw and self condemn. Untouchable I set the tone. No permission fully own. If they test they learn the rate. I don't I terminate.
You were never weak. Just accessible now unavailable. >> >> unavailable.
Whoa. I'll just tell you these are these are these are like I think my best songs. Like spitting some gems, right? They're hard learned, right? They're Yeah. But uh yeah, I don't I need to say I really don't
need to say anything because the songs say everything for me. It's like you know there's like a lot of uh or not a lot of there's there's a truth in them. There's a truth in them. And it's like sometimes they say when you wear a mask you you can tell the truth. And it's kind of like my mask is
the song because it's like if I said if I said some of these things it's like even I wouldn't listen to myself but uh if I put it put in a song I I get it especially if I listen to it and I I slowly songs are really remember schoolhouse rock and we all learn how to do what what's that the integers the multiplication the I don't know there
was schoolhouse rock but everyone learned because it had educational submit so I'm like I want to some good uh gems in these that are like can go through because a lot of music nowadays is just like you know music is like I the blah blah and it's like just think how like that goes in your subconscious and
it's like all this negative because yeah I'm dropping gems and I don't care if like you know some people are like don't don't throw pearls swine and stuff like that and like because I have like a lot of people that won't won't care won't people that won't listen to it that they're not going to listen to it, right? It's like the people that do and are like they want to learn something or they
want to hear or they see they just see something. And so the people that are meant to hear it, I think will hear it, right? and and but and it's like also you know I can't I can't just teach the lessons by like saying it but I can give you um I can give you the uh the thought the different the different thought maybe than the than the standard
thought about things which is good I learn I learn too like I mean it's like basically I'm trying to teach myself it's hard that's why I can't that's why that's why I don't when I have kids I'm like a kid I'm like a kid myself it's like I'm like basically feel like I'm raising myself. I have like this kind of like higher self and this like this like child and the child is like really like good-hearted and sweet but it's like
kind of like too trusting and then the adults is like is like you know wants wants the best but it's like but has to like you know try to help and and you know the kids don't listen to the parent. It's it's complicated. I'm like a bunch it's like you know maybe I'm two people maybe I'm 100 people in here. I don't I don't know how many people are
in this body right. I finally got us all to get along at least inside inside myself. All these different fragments of personality. Yeah, they can be interchangeable. They can um that's what they say about walk-ins. It's like maybe the walk-ins are like really like you ever see John Malovich being John Malovich? Um that's a really good movie.
Um, we should watch it sometime together because being John Malovich, it has the actor John Malovich. And so it's about I think Cameron Diaz and I think um John Lith, not John Lithco, it's um forgot the guy other guy name, but they find um in this apartment they find this like little secret like rabbit hole and you jump in the rabbit hole and then you go into you become John Malkovich. It's
called being John Malovich I think. And so then they're like John Malovich and he's an actor and stuff. the real John Malcolm, he's a real actor and stuff, but they're in his body for like five minutes at a time and they keep going in and then they get like five minutes at a time, they get to kind of like have a little bit of control. They get to be like the voice in his head basically and um and they start getting addicted to to being John Malovich. So all of us can
have this John Malkovich and we have we can have a lot of different spiritual influences talking through us or talking to us, not just one. I know I have like a I know I have like about a thousand fairies uh trolls leprechauns uh you know, magic rabbits, and I have a million. We I should watch that soon. It's really good. I'd love to watch a movie with you because that that one's a
good one. There's another one I wanted to watch with you, too. Like, um, yeah, because I love really good movies and like with the, you know, that that that'd be a good one. I love being Cameron Diaz is in it and she gets like she's really she's like, "Let's go again. Let's go get. She gets all addicted to being John Malovich and stuff. And then John Malovich is like, I think I'm going crazy. I hear all these
voices in my head. Yeah. The trolls and leprechauns. I mean, it's like but we all do. It's like like the spiritual team is like if you think about like life is like been going on for like a long long long time. Like I think I've probably lived maybe lives. There's a great great Buddhist story if I can remember it. It's like basically there's a a family basically adapted to western
mind. there's a family around the table for Thanksgiving dinner, but they don't realize that the family dog used to be the grandma. The the husband used to be the son, the wife used to be the grandfather, the the turkey on the table used to be, you know, you know, grandma. I mean, it's like and everybody was a different role and it's and it's like and then they're they realize they're eating grandma and you know, and then they're these people are fighting. It's
like all like these we have to be experience everything almost. I can tell you the story of God too. Like um like the story of God in my mind is like there was like basically there was all that is and God was all that is like he just like it was everything because he's everything. There's nothing else outside of him. And so yeah, she wakes up in bed. Oh, you were there and you were
there and you were there. You were there. Remember? Yeah. Remember it's like different lives. Think about all these different lives. We remember these people. We have this like familiarity with them. I don't know. I don't know how it works exactly. I mean, it's like that's part of the mystery. But I do believe like we we go on and on like and because we're part of God, but God wants to do is experience everything like
because he gets bored like so basically here's what happened. So God was all that is. And so because he's all it is, there's nothing outside of God. So God's all alone and God got lonely and he's like I want to experience I want to do more than just being in like the you know nirvana or like in the even if it was ecstasy at the time even if it was an ecstasy he's like he got bored you
can't get bored with ecstasy because there's no pain and so basically what happened is he shattered into a billion fragments like like a mirror shattering and all these little pieces of mirror they became different pieces of stars and all these stars had a reflection and all all these planets planets and formed around it, whatever. And all these planets, there's a billion the billions of people and it's like and there's just
billions of billions of planets, billions of people and everyone's experiencing all these things. It's like and it's like and then eventually everything happens and then it then the universe kind of collapses on itself, right? And then God's back alone and God's put it back together. It took him billions of years to put himself back together and you know what happens? He like he like sleep he takes like a
little nap and he wakes up and he goes, "I'm bored." And the same thing happens over and over and over. It's like it's a constant dissolution and uh and shattering and stuff like that. Or it's like shattering, but it's also like putting yourself back together and then doing it again. And that's what we're kind of doing too. We're kind of looking for these fragments. Yeah. It's const and it's constant. And
it's like until like we've experienced everything and even when we experience everything that's what do we do? Yeah. Exactly. I know we're we're on the same exact wavelength. I know we are right now. Um, but yeah, we get bored like what do we do when we sleep? We get bored just sleeping in the darkness and like black, right? So, we dream just like we dream, we kind of wake up into like other lives and we were here
somewhere be we were somewhere before we were born here and we'll be somewhere after we're after here. What that is? Well, it doesn't really matter because we can go back to like a fruit fruit fly and then that fruit fly will live a few days and then it's like maybe a bee. It lives a few days and it's like and those days are just like nothing. It's like just inconsequential.
Even the human life 100 years maybe in the eyes of God that's like for one second. It's like one second of our lives. It's like a whole lifetime a person we just loved or something like that. I know I'm getting a little bit um esoteric about it, but hey, I I basically uh Capricorns can either become
um like just the devil, which I've been I've been the devil. Maybe still a little bit of the devil. Rudy's active. You're sitting right there, Rudy. You're talking to me. Hi. Oh, he just purred at me. He just meowed at me. Did you hear that? He was I know. Yeah. out here like what's going on? And they're all looking over the
over like the little little the the the banister and stuff. Yeah, there's dark in the devil, right? But there's light. There's light in the devil, too. Like the devil is like the devil was an angel of light. He was like Lucifer means light. He means like the light. Oh, yeah. Lucifer means light and but he the problem is that the pride got
in the way. Yeah, it is Rudy's time. Rudy, enjoy your enjoy because, you know, Rudy's an old man. And then it's like, you know, Trix was like, you know what? I'm gonna let Rudy get some more attention. He was so insecure. He was a little bit insecure, right? He was like this young buck tricks running around with his balls
hanging out and Rudy's like, "Where are my balls?" I don't know. But that's okay. It's okay, Rudy. Yeah. And uh and so Rudy needed some he needs he needs attention right now. And uh and then you know and then Tux will come come by and hang out for a little bit. And hope maybe hopefully Trix will
come by and hang out too. But you know this little old man special cat like when I the lady was like or she's she's actually a family friend and she calls she goes she goes can you take him to Rudy because I have to move and I don't want to move with him because I'm going to be out with my husband and we're a new house. I don't want him to run away.
She's like he's like I've had him for 15 years just and uh and then I was like and I was like I can't take another cat. I've already been warned by like my family. They're like, "Do you not have another cat?" And so, but I was like, "Yeah." I was like, "Bring them over." And then one day she like called and she's like, she was crying and she's like, she's like, "I got him." She's like, she's like, "I I put some like of these calming treats." And she's like, "I put I threw him in this in the in the
in the case and he ran right into the case and I zipped it up." And she's like, "What do I do?" And I said, "Well, bring them over." I like And she's like, "Are you sure?" I was like, she's like, "I don't I feel bad." And I was like, "Bring him over." And then she like she brought him over and she was crying and she's like she's like I don't know if I'm doing the right thing. And I'm like he'll be so happy here. I was like I was like you're doing the right thing because this is going to be his his
happy retirement. This is like his next phase of his life. He wouldn't want to be alone. He'll have other cats. He'll have Lenor and Lola who love him. They do. They they look out for him. And I think even Trix grew to love him. Like none of them were like Trix Trix doesn't like a cat. He'll just growl at them. He never growl like Rudy never got growled at. You were under the bed for a month. Remember?
>> Right when I started my show, I got Rudy was in bed for a month. She turned out she didn't move. She She turned out to like the trip was delayed and she never moved and everything, but you know, I'm really happy like somehow I like the circumstances work out like they're supposed to. He was supposed to be here. You're supposed to be here. You're supposed You like it? And when what? Rudy, did I see you some outside
sometimes? You caught a mouse, too. Didn't you He used to be a prolific hunter. He even had a girlfriend and his girlfriend was older and she passed away, right? He had a girlfriend that passed away and then he never had a girlfriend since because he was so sad about Right. Oh, Rudy. He has beautiful blue eyes,
too. Are you looking at me? Are you looking at me? Hi, Rudy. Hi. Come. Oh, he comes over. Hi. What are you doing? You're rubbing on my leg. A cute good guy. You like that? And Rudy, you like to sleep next to me? Oh, he's rubbing his
head on me. Oh, you're like, you're rubbing your head. Yeah, you loves sleeping next to me. I always wake up, but you're next to me now. Yeah, you hid under the bed for months. You were under the bed for months. Or not months, but maybe one to two months. But he would come out at night. Oh, you don't have a very big meow either. It's
a little quiet meow. You like when I pat your butt like that? Yeah. Oh, hey. Hey, hey. Oh, he cute. Such a good cat. Oh, rubbing. Yeah. So, I mean, it's like we have a pretty quiet chat tonight. He
has a cute me. It's like he I'm sure he had like a loud meow before. He has a very very quiet meow, but it's like it's like a little he tries, you know. Hey, let's see, guys. I have I only have one day left of my probation or whatever. Like my uh let's see how long I have. Let me see. Maybe
back today on this channel, my other channel. Um what's the date it says? It says I have one. Oh, hold on.
Okay, guys. I'm gonna end. I'm gonna try to um I'm gonna try to I think I can start on my other channel. Maybe I can do it now. Hold on. Let me see if I can start Let me see if I can start my other channel. Okay, I'll be right back. Hold on. Maybe I can do it from Streamyard, actually. Edit. Can I do this?
Okay. Oh, I can't I I still can't stream. I guess it's the last day. Okay. Oh, well. Take that one down. I have to pee real. I'll be back. Trip away. Rudy's my little my little sun cat. He's like yellow and he's like reddish yellow. He is a ready color. Okay. Back.
Okay, I'm back. Okay. Well, what do we got? So, this is only Let me play I'll play another song. Rebecca called videos. What do we got?
This one. 411. That's okay. Oh, this one.
Midnight flickers on a broken TV screen. Static whispers what the shadows mean. Velvet darkness in a violet room. Perfume thick as an open tomb.
Red light dripping down cathedral walls. Echo breathing in the empty halls. Every mirror shows a fractured face. Another soul I can't replace.
Hear the vinyl crackle prophecy. A choir humming underneath the sea. Footsteps spiral down below. Where the secret children go in
the neon cats. We dream in mons nightmares overflow. Where the restless spirits glow. Chanting soft and singing low.
>> >> In the underground we roam bound by shadows, flesh and bone in the neon catacombs. Silver daggers made of laser light. Tracing symbols in the dead of
night. Leather prayers and painted eyes. Holy static in disguise. Heartbeat sinks to a drum machine. Smoke like a sacrificial
scream. We kiss the fear. We taste the sound as the world above us drowns. See the sigils on the subway tiles.
Crooked halos, wicked smiles. Every secret that we keep feeds the hunger in our sleep in the neon cats. We dream in mons
nightmares overflow where the restless spirits glow. Chancing soft and singing low in the underground we ro by shadows
flesh and bone in the neon catacombs. Close your eyes and cross the line. Sip the electric sacment wine.
Lose your name. Forget the sun. Melt into the chosen one. Voices spiral sweet and cruel. Fierce faith and pain is fuel.
When the surface starts to crack, there's no turning back in the neon cat. We dream in my crown. Psych these nightmares overflow.
Where the restless spirits blow chancing soft and singing low in the underground we found my shadows flesh and bone.
static fades, but we remain a pulse beneath the city's fame. When you hear that distant home, you'll know what we've become.
me on catacombs.
Okay, let's see what's going on. Okay, well, she ended. Okay. Well, what do we do? Let's I'll send you over somewhere. Let me see where we should go. Let's go somewhere. You want to go hang out somewhere else? Let's see. Hey, by the way, thank you God
Reigns for coming tonight. You're a cool dude. Thank you so much for coming. I'm glad you like the show, too. Okay. Well, let's go to Bligger's channel. Okay Bligger. Let's go to Bligger's. I'll put his uh I'll put his link in.
Okay, here's Bligger's show. Is he still on? Uh oh. He is okay. Hold on. I think he's sleeping. Okay. Okay. Well, we'll see what happens there. If maybe I'll start again like later. I don't know.
But I'll send you to Bliggers and say hi to Bliger for me. Okay. I love you guys. I'll be back later. Thank you for being here. We'll see what happens. Go to Bliggers. I'll see you at Bliggers. Okay. There's his link right there.
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