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Psyche's channel is back after being shadowbanned, and he discusses recent drama and his feelings on past relationships during an open panel discussion.
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Browse era →They tell you sticks and stones are worse. Split you open at the seam. C through bone. Pulling your chest to say it back.
I called and heard myself echo. Heard my own pulse in the stack. Tell me you love me. If that's what's churning inside why cages
wrapped so tight you're suffocating us both. Let me know you're starving for this too. You wake up tasting my name. Why you cut me like this? Leaving me hol sh walking.
Stop hiding behind silence when I'm right here. Bleeding out in front of you. Drop the armor when it's just us. You could have anyone,
but your eyes stay locked on mine across the room. Once you realize we were breathing the same air once you knew we were tangled in the same moment. Tell me now, pull me out of here
before I dissolve completely. I see you holding back, swallowing wounds like poison. Afraid they'll burn on the way up. But I'm already on fire, already consumed.
So what's the point?
center the axis you spin around. Tell me your wreck too. I'll break myself open for you. Shatter every defense I feel.
Even if it means I'm falling. Even if there's no one. But I'm moving through days like water. I'm drifting. I'm drifting without you.
Ghosting my own life. I'm drifting. I'm drifting. You just watch me face. So speak let me go. Don't trap me in
this limbo. This half love this may be. I deserve the world of pure not this slow disappear.
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>> Oh god. Morning. >> Hi. I got some coffee and uh where did I go? Okay. You can't see me. You like this pattern behind me? It's
one of my favorite geometric patterns. Hi, babe. Hi.
Well, well, You ever feel like you're sitting alone talking to yourself? Good morning. Good morning. Oh, I think everyone's asleep. I think we have the late late night crew. >> A baby. Hi.
>> Hi, sweetheart. Want attention? Want some attention? >> Hello. Hello. I forgot this channel had very much been shadowbanned. I mean, it's like Oh. Oh. Hey. And I also Yeah, I did post a few videos last night. A couple. I don't think it should have been. Yeah, there's no uh
Oh baby. people to find me. Um, let's see. Yeah, guys, can you do me a favor and help me out with uh let people know this channel's back? I don't know. Should I add my other channel on? I'll put put it on Twitch.
Do that. Oh, can see it in a category, too. Open panel. Edit. Um, what what is this show? It's I mean,
it's like there's a lot of categories here. Shows. Okay, there we go. Morning. Hello. tricks. The cats here. Got my sandwich. Got a coffee. Oh, it's kind of early. I don't know.
I uh I was at this other show. Not I wasn't there. I was um pretty much watching the replay of it. Why? I mean, it's like, oh my gosh, what a douchebag I sound like if you listen to this person. I mean, it's like,
and Arth, oh my god, Arthur, if Arthur shows up, Arthur, you know, you're still a mod here. Not to call call me a scumbag on other shows. I mean, it's like really not appropriate, >> but it's uh it's fine. It's my I mean, Arthur, um you're out listening
somewhere. I uh I do appreciate, you know, you you sticking up for me. You don't have to stick up for me to like, you know, impress me or anything. Like just I like people to like be honest, you know. Oh, I forgot to get the creams in this
Oh well, I missed the coffee black this morning. Black coffee. Yeah. Oh my gosh. Well, that would be embarrassing if someone comes here. Oh my gosh, there's zero people watching him. His show is falling off. Yeah, well, you understand. I'm not um in the algorithm on this channel and my notifications aren't going up. So, it
might take a few minutes for people to get in here. So, um that's neither here nor there. I hate Tracy. >> I will hang out until until um eat
some sausage. Hey, baby. Some sausage. Yeah. No. Why? Is that a bad sign? The cat's wolf McDonald's. Oh, there you go. There you go. Oh, here you go. That good. Oh, you can't even see tricks. These disappear.
I'll turn off my background. It's a little bit distracting. Powerful symbol though. Okay, let me see. Kick out my banner. Kick out my background. Hello. Hey, Jay Dog. Yeah, I did Jay Dog. And it's like, you know,
not I'm not even going to say her name and stuff. Um, apparently I like I I don't know an I thought it was like, you know, at one point it was like supposed to be funny like um AI diss tracks and and stuff like but I didn't mean it's like I just did one song about her. It turned into like
the worst guy in the world. I don't know. It's like she we'll say this person was playing it off like oh you know I'm just mean she the way the story is going it's like I'm just like crazy nuts
obsessed with her or something. I guess there's two sides to every story. It sounded like maybe there's some kind of peace that can be had. Maybe it's like I I don't know.
It would be nice to have like, you know, be celebrating with some people that I started with, but I don't know. I think that is it's a case of a relationship being really affected by out um you know other people especially people that go
back and forth um between us and stuff but it's okay like I said I wish that person happiness success um and we okay I feel the closure feel the closure and By the way guys,
that's where I'm going tomorrow or tomorrow or soon. Tattoo parlor. I'm getting a little bit little modification. It's a good thing I don't have to live with, you know, a tattoo is like, you know, you can like, you know, fix them. Mine needs to be fixed. So, we'll see what happens. We'll see how that looks.
you know, can't say I was you can't say I was being fake ever, you know, but that what I what I felt like uh the affection, the gratitude at one time was real, you know, but uh
you know, sometimes things happen. It's up. So anyway, hopefully, you know, I'm I'm having a a good day. I woke up in kind of a good mood because channel's back. Unfortunately,
the um I'm kind of Yeah, I mean, it's uh it's okay. It's like it's nobody's fault. It's like I should we should have been able to work things out and it just kept getting crazier and crazier. Hey, um always feel like 36.37 what does that stand for?
Uh even black coffee is good right now because I'm uh still waking up. Yeah. So, you know, I'm having a good good day so far. I got my coffee was 99 cents. My biscuit sandwich was was free McDonald's, you know. Um I played the
Monopoly game. Unfortunately, I didn't win the car a million dollars or anything else, but I I did win a lot of free food. But I did spend a lot of McDonald's. Is my current feed line retention rate? Oh yeah. Well, who is this? Sweet pee. Sour pee. Yeah, sweet pee. By the way, you
know, wow. You know, your channel, it's 100% me. How about like, you know, find how about show yourself. You know, I've seen your picture. You sent it to me before. And I didn't share your number or your picture or anything cuz I don't do that kind of thing. But, um, wow. Wow. She's sweet, but she's psycho. That's That's a good sign. Um Oh, okay.
Yeah. I hope I get lots of donations, too. But, you know, um, that doesn't affect the cats. Unfortunately, no. There's um my feline retention rate is due to maybe the coyote the uh you know unfortunately the car and the other cats
are looking happy healthy. They like being single single cats but this neighborhood there's not even a shelter because people take little cats to come in here. So, but uh yeah, but and so why don't you why don't you go ahead and help out with that? Um I always feel like, you know, you're
welcome to hit the super chat. You're welcome to, you know, become a member instead of just uh hoping then you can, you know, make it happen right? But, you know, I hope anybody that knows knows the pain of of uh losing a
pet, you know, don't come across you cuz what a dick. And uh you see the cats here. You can see the cats. I'll take off my background. You can see the cute cats. Sitting around three cats right now. My cats love me. You know why?
Oh, yeah. This way. Here. Here we go. I'll take it down. The kitty cats.
Rudy. Miss Lenor. Lenor. Hello. Hi. Is that Trix? Trix. Trixie. Where are you? Hi. There we go. How are we doing, guys? Good morning.
Time is here. It's 9:49 Los Angeles time. Let's get my camera on. I just thought I'd stop and kind of address a little bit of that show. I mean, it's kind of ironic. It's like, oh, okay. Well, this person's talking about me. Well, it's like, you're talking about me talking about you right? Right. Um
and I know. And also, okay, so they're talking about the Michael seance. You know, Michael had a good sense of humor. Michael Michael wouldn't have minded any of that, right? Like Rebecca Rebecca from 90 Day. Yeah. Um Jay Dog does have Jay Dog is gorgeous. Well, look at your comments aren't even
going through. Oh my god. Because it doesn't make sense. But Jay Dog is Jay Dog is good. He was if he was on my, you know, my side, I tried to date him, you know, probably. But I don't know. When Jay's head is shaved a little bit, he looks a little bit He looks a little bit a little bit mean,
but yeah. Um, how are you guys doing? Hi, babe. Hi, babe. Oh, a little bit. Am I hung over? Not really. I had a couple hurricane punches. Well, tomorrow isn't going to be a good day. Tomorrow is it's going to be a good day.
I'm looking forward to tomorrow. Um, Friday, maybe I just I'm just going to sleep this day away. Nicholas, welcome. Welcome back. Good to see you. Thank you for stopping in, Nick. Nick has been with the show
almost. He's like he's like a he's like a well not only a show favor, you know, but he's uh he's been coming to the show since the beginning. I think he's the first person I left alone with the show when I went to run to the store to grab beers. I was like, "Okay, I trust this guy. He's a mistake?" No, it wasn't. Uh yeah,
YouTube is It looks like YouTube is going through like old videos um with the their AI and stuff um looking up because I'm getting like little notifications once in a while about old videos having like some songs in them and stuff. I mean, wow. Took them long
enough to figure that out. Um so luckily I'm gotten kind of good at editing. Um not I wish I could edit professionally. I I I'm good at editing out porn bombs. Last night there was a guy on. He was really cool for a little bit. Then I simply said something about, "Oh, you know, you're not going to porn bomb me,
are you?" And then he said the hard nword with the hard R. Can you believe that? It's just like, what is that about? The fact that that's in people's vocabulary so just comes out of their mouth so easily. It's just shocking to me. But I just don't get people such an ugly
word. There's much more be more beautiful descriptive words you could use. That's that word is just ugly. Who else? Yeah. Um, so Arthur. Yeah, Arthur was over there calling me a scumbag and stuff and you know saying, "Oh, I was attacking you." So, but he made it sound like he was like, you know, hacking VA to like get my favor, you know, or
I said her name. the name that should never be spoken. Voldemort. Baltimore from now on. Um, but yeah, I mean, it's like again, we're streamers in this community. We can talk about each other. I mean, I don't care. I don't care if she talks about me. But like, why is it like such a big
deal? Would I mention anything? It is. Oh my gosh. I don't know. Hey, Jamie's Cowboys. Good to see you. Good morning.
Good morning, Guard. Yeah, I need to fix some things because, you know, I was pretty much in trans transition period, you know, to like on the other channel. So, I set up the Discord. I set up all these bots to announce my other channel. I set up all all my links everywhere for the other channel. And now that channel's good. No, that I mean the channel is fine, but it's like that
that's going to be continue to be the backup channel. Um, you know, I rebranded with the C for the K. Now it's going to be both of them, I guess. You know, I I have both I own both domains and so yeah, you had a late night. Well, hope you hope you had a good night. I had a
I had pretty pretty um quiet, you know, I was on last night for a little bit. I'm here. Um, I'm going to put up the link um for anybody that wants to say hi on the panel. Might be a short short day or a short morning, but I'll I'll stay I'll eat my breakfast and hang out a little bit. I think it's a little bit early for
people on Thursday. Um, but I need to Wow, doing a show is not the easiest thing. You know, think about it like uh I mean like shows like Tonight Show or things like that. They're on five nights a week. Why is the Tonight Show still on? Five nights a week for about 40
minutes and then they have, you know, they have, you know, celebrity guests and Oh, excuse me. They have trouble, right? Shout out to Oh, yeah. Jamie. Jamie, I'm glad you uh you reconciled the relationship. that almost it sounded like today it's like at least I can we can like walk
away in peace or something like that. But I do respect other streamers um that do this, you know, it's not easy. It's right, but it's like I feel like um enough has been said
about I know you know we kind of get looked over there with a microscope on being a streamer, right? But uh I kind of I don't know there's been kind of like influential people uh like you know it hurt her in a way that have like said things that have really
hurt my reputation and I feel like a lot of it is twisted. A lot of it is twisted. But hey, there's a lot of people in this world that are just followers that are sheep that just think what everyone else thinks that go. Yeah. So it's like, you know, I kind of come to expect
all I can do is be myself. I pretty much I come here and like shown you everything. I mean, I used to stream for like 10 12 hours a day. you know, now it's like I don't know if like YouTube's YouTube's um kind of slowing
down or maybe it's just me, but um I constantly have to re rege like what what are people going to want to watch? It's hard to do a show. It's hard. I'm not the most social person. Um, and then some people are going to then
every then every time you make a change, ah, people start screaming about change. Um, so I'm having fun making making a music. I'm having fun writing my book. Um, reading my book, but it's like it's not going to be, you know, not everyone's
going to like that stuff. But that's me, you know, that's me. And I'm here for people that do. It's just hard hard attracting a new audience. It's hard having a lot of the audience just hate watching. But and then plus that they be under attack by this like nut.
I'm fine. Thank you. Oh, thank you. Yeah, it was a surprise. It was I I don't know. I don't know in the first place why it got I mean it's like they never give a reason but then it's like going back into my studio um looking at my all the warnings and stuff I there's like doesn't have anything about about it so I guess and I don't know what it
was or what episode or what it's just it's just it's almost like it never happened. Um but I look at the positive like I got to develop my backup channel a little bit so in the future I have like I have another channel with 500 subscribers to go right to. So, you know, now I know I'm editing. I can edit out any any porn
bombs. I can edit my old old episodes, edit, I can wow. But do I have a lot of material to to share too? A lot of old old stuff. Um, but yeah, it's like but people say, "Oh, this is like a re it's not like a rerun." It's like there's moments on the show that were just like, and there will be moments that are incredible, you
know? Um, and that's because of the audience. I mean, the audience and the people that were participating and stuff and so it slowed down a little bit, but remember I want to help people. Um, so everyone's welcome to promote their channels here. Oh, burning joint. I'll mod you. I don't know like a lot you're a lot of people
are I don't know why the mods there's like a lot less mods. Maybe I'm constantly like unmoding everybody and remoding them. And it's not like personal. It's just I just put my finger on the thing and just start freak out occasionally. Okay, so let me see when it mod that person.
There we go. So you can always share your your uh your channels. Okay. You want some more? Want some more? You like that? You like the biscuit?
I feel it. I'm fine. But I think maybe I'll put the other channel as like a music channel. I'll start premiering the videos on that channel because
my premier things on this one then it messes up the um the notifications for the lives, right? Cuz you can only have three notification. Yeah. You like the biscuit? Come on. Have some. Unfortunately, just had some sausage on. I thought it would have egg and stuff on it. It's pretty good
though. I have to use my McDonald's food before it expires. I mean, the Monopoly game would fire soon. I made a video last night. People really like it. It got like six likes already for for a music video. That's pretty
good. Um, let me see. It's so quiet. Maybe I'll I'll play it and then nobody comes up. Let everyone go. Yeah. I mean, it's like I'm I'm a little little fish, you know? That person is much more popular than me obviously and then but it's sad because a lot of those people over there talking
about me they used to be over here you know too like you know it's like oh I didn't say I didn't make anybody choose well
but okay anyway here we go
what Oh, you know it just you know who
I don't know. I'm going to get some sleep soon. More sleep. I need some more sleep.
Let me see. Hold on. Let me see. One second.
This is the new one here.
City lights on skin like prophecy. >> That's not it. Well, never mind. Someday, you know, I should stay in bed, right? I was like, oh, I'll just get some coffee going.
That be a celebration. Celebration. Okay. Well, I'm still happy. I'm happy. Looks like everything is working out like uh and it Oh my gosh, the timing the timing was bad with the when it was when the channel was deleted, but the it was it was, you know, just like that was bad timing, but it was perfect timing coming back
too, especially since tomorrow is anybody that's a YouTube creator knows tomorrow is special day, payday on YouTube. exciting. Uh, I'm going to be able to
Excuse me. I'm going to be able to uh to upgrade the show some more. Maybe I'll do some I'll buy some advertising, get some uh get some new new people. uh new friends. Wow. Like on the panel, we've had a lot
of new people coming. I don't know. It's just like it's like things have just changed so much. It's hard to keep up with the all the changes right? >> Um but yeah, you let me know what you guys want. You can you can like um you can always um write on the message on the
community board. Um, you can even I think you can even post your own post on the community board if you want to post your channel there. People have channels. I really want to support other people's channels. Um, of course it's like I don't know how much help you'll get, you know, like uh as it seems like I've
been abandoned by a lot of the large amount of the audience, but I really do appreciate the people that stay. has um let's see my birthday is next month not next month I'm sorry hold on I'm crazy it's November so it's the
month after January um looking forward to what I'll be 45 so yeah I'm not one of those like you know my um my demographics is largely 25 through 40 or something like that so also a larger amount of men but it used to be a large amount of women um And
it's also rare for like a channel that calls itself a tarot channel. So people say, "Oh, I don't even do tarot." I do tarot. Um, yeah. Uh, oh, hey. Hey, Rude. Come on. Hey, Rude. This is Rudy. Hey, baby.
Hi. You going to see Rudy? There's Rudy. Rudy's a beautiful cat. So soft. So soft. Precious. Here. Come on. Sit down. He's He likes to sleep right right on top of me now. He's like to go right on. I wake up, I'm like, "What is Who's sitting on me?" It's you. Oh my gosh.
Don't your booty hole. Who has a nicer booty? Um, blogger or or Rudy? That kind of rhymes. Oh, come on. No. Bloggers. Uh, Blog. It was interesting night the other night when vlogger came on and uh you know it was pretty funny. Then he comes and he you know then he's
like he doesn't read does he respect me as a streamer? No. And then he's like oh I mean but some of these people like some of them in the in her chat said oh well he thinks he like you know he's been running panels for years. Well, no, but it's like the amount of hours I've run from panels is probably the amount
some people will do it in several years, right? So, I don't know. Some people I don't know. I can't I can't earn respect no matter what I try to do, you know, basically. But, so I'm like I have to, you know, act confident running panels. I mean, yeah, because what I'm supposed doing it for like a year now, you know,
the show's been on for over a year. I streamed every day except for like two days I didn't stream right and for hours and it's like that is like you know basically my life you know a lot of my life you know this past couple years over the past year
so I've you know that's where I put my time my my love my it's here and uh you know it's hard.
But I do have I do still have like a Oh my gosh, look at Rudy rubbing his face on my knee. A sweetheart. The sweet cat. Yeah, he had some cream cheese and butter last night. Oh, he's Oh, he's rubbing his face on me. Cutie hump.
Yeah, good boy. Good boy. Is wait. You're looking up there. Cris is looking over the staircase.
So, it seems like pretty quiet today, huh? I love myself. See, can I love myself? I can't. I don't think I can. You guys see like little emojis? Yeah. Um, yeah. And so now I have like So there's
two channels now completely devoted to like making fun of me. Um, Sweet Peas and the another name that shall not be spoken. Well, Sweet Pea is about to be that name is about to be banned. It's probably one of the people watching now. Probably was under that other name because nobody else would like talking
about my cat. I'm trying to say stuff like that. Um
get so personal. I know. Hey, Lenor. Lenor's here. Come on. Come here. Give me a kiss. Good morning. Good morning. Hi. You're my baby and my cat loves me.
The audience does love your cat. Hey, babe.
Yeah. You're going to sit right on my chest. You know, I'm on I'm on camera right now. What are you doing? Give me kisses.
So, this is pretty much heaven for me. Got the kitty cats around. Hey. Oh, Rudy wants to come in there, too. Oh, Lenor's gonna Lor's gonna smack you. You want some coffee? Oh, Disney's over here. I think I think Rudy has a crush on Lenor. Do you have a crush on Lenor?
a crush on Lenor. You want to sit there? Okay. >> He looks at her with a lot of interest. Hi. Hi. Yeah. 2026 pier reading. Yeah, I'm going to do some IRL at the pier. Maybe tomorrow, too. Tomorrow sounds like a good day to go to the pier, have some
dish tacos. It's going to be a big um crowded day. It's just been a little bit The weather is kind of like gray right now. It's a little bit of a quiet, you know, gray day and uh I'm sorry. Hello. Hi. Um yeah.
Um I don't know what's been going on YouTube lately.
I know some people are doing it will blow up quicker. Okay. Well, yeah. And I and I I'm going to thank you for it, right? Because you had that idea. I mean, it's kind it is at one point like it was like my show was so crazy, but it was like again, I'd
rather have like like a smaller audience of more quality people because like like you guys because um even when there's 100 people like what what good does that really do me? It's like I'm not making, you know, in uh on the on the AdSense and stuff like that. Just the advertisements I
think I made like, you know, 30 cents or something from the shorts. Yeah. Well, yeah, that's because this month has also been like, you know, I've been off all month except so I basically started yesterday. So that's pretty good. Like maybe so maybe 10 cents in like six hours or something. But uh yeah um it really I'm glad I
do not rely I was to rely on YouTube 100% for income. I would be um homeless. I would have been Yeah. Um so you know Oh thank you Nick. Thank you. Well, you
got you have a good personality and uh everyone enjoys you on the show.
So, on the pier, there's an entertainment license I can get, which I think I'm going to maybe try to do, and there's two places I can go on it, but I don't I still have to find out if they'll accept, you know, tarot card readers. I'm not allowed to like I can I'm allowed to have one like little index card. Okay. It says and it it has
to say like like tips appreciated or something like that. I'm not allowed to. So it's like and then I'm not sure I'm able to do it do um do tarot there because it's like basically a lot of musicians and stuff will will go for those licenses but it's only I think 75 bucks or something like that for a year. I'll look into that. Um,
but yeah, I do I do love to do tarot. That's one of the things like Oh, there you go. I got the butt plug. I got the nightbot thing. Should be should be working hopefully. Is it working? Uhoh. My nightbot not working. I might have disconnected it. I have to reconnect my nightplot maybe. Let me check.
Oh, there it works. Okay, perfect. Well, and yeah, Al Alexandra, yes, she she she um she did um Yes. And uh I hopefully I I'll be able to I'll do that soon. Can do that. She uh she is
extremely helpful and great supporter. I want you all to check out the IP2 IP2 wiki.info. I also want to share her video again of of that she did a blogger. Oh gosh. So yeah, I'm going to post her channel or someone could post her channel or I'll do it right now because
I'm going to her channel right now. Um, pretty hilarious. ipwiki.info is the channel. Um, and she made this video here. I'll share her channel. One second.
Everyone subscribe to this channel if you're not subscribed yet. She I mean she is a great great No, this is the new one. I know. It seems like the old channel, huh, Chibi? It's so quiet right now. I think I think it's because the notifications aren't going out because I I I shared some music videos and stuff and so you're only allowed to have a certain amount of
notifications in an hour. Okay. So, but so there's um Alexandra's Thank you. there's her channel and here is a new video. Um this is called Stumble You Might Fall. Okay, it's the new blogger video.
Pretty freaking hilarious. I love I love how she does her videos. um pretty way ahead of like way way ahead of uh how I do it but um she's extremely extremely talented at a
lot of stuff. Okay, so here I'll share screen my ball. Here we go. Enjoy this.
>> Show me that smile again. Stumble, you might fall. Stumble, you might fall. I've been living on a screen every night on display. Chasing number, chasing voices that keep drifting away.
Try to keep it all together, but it's pulling me tight. Feeling older in the daylight, younger late in the night. They say, "Man, you got a gift, but I don't feel it at all." And every time I miss a beat, stumble, you might fall, you might fall.
Stumble, you might fall. But I'm still here, man. I'm still standing tall. Looking for a spark in this digital hall. My reflection breaking small. Show me that smile again. Show me that smile again. I want to get scream. Get uplifted. Find a little truth and get my spirit
shifted. I want to get connected. A midlife crisis. Never expected. Stumble. You might fall. Yeah, stumble. You might fall, but I'm still calling.
Show me that smile again. I've been dealing with the doubt with the pressure to grow. Talking in the empty spaces while the minutes run slow. People see a little avatar, but they don't see the man with a future in a flicker and no backup plan.
Try to laugh it off. Try to answer the call. But in the quiet of the morning, you might fall. Stumble, you might fall. Stumble, you might fall. But I keep moving. Yeah, I'm giving it all. Got the chat scrolling fast on the side of the wall.
Feels like a lifeline after all. Show me that smile again. Show me that smile again. I want to get scream, get uplifted. Find a little truth and get my spirit shifted. I want to get scream, get connected.
Middle of a mid. Never expected. Stumble, you might fall. Yeah you might fall. But I'm still calling. Show me that smile again. >> 42 and now my beats played out. So not sure what to say when I go live.
Maybe wearing my leather motorcycle jacket will help. Stumble, you might fall. Stumble, you might fall. Still chasing that car. Show me that again. >>
>> Show me that smile again.
>> Scream me up. Scream me up. Stream me in. You know what you might fall. Put your eyes again. Scream me up. Scream me in. Show me that smile. Stumble, you might fall.
Stumble, you might fall.
I love it. Good work. Are you sitting here? Oh, baby. >> Yeah. Unfortunately, it's kind of funny like, you know, even I mean, while I while I had like, you know, my just me on the backup channel going, I mean, he's still doing ads for that stupid I mean,
like like uh um Arthur had a great point. He's like there's parents that I mean there Yeah. people coming with their grandkids and stuff like that from Los Angeles like downtown LA to to get scrap metal thinking that they're going to sell. He's wasting these poor people's time, okay, and gas and you know, they're so disappointed when there's no scrap metal. I mean, I
wish I had some scrap metal to share with them. I mean, I'm totally give it to them. Uh I don't know. I do have an old TV set. Maybe I can give away. I mean, I'm sick of these people walking around. so disappointed. Um, you know, it's Mexican pizza lady situation all over.
Wow. Rudy. Oh, excuse me. Well, so I guess I would call today not a It's still a W because you know I'm back, but it seems like things have slowed down a little bit. Uh the things that are said about me are so
silly. But maybe it's a blessing though. I mean, some of these people I don't miss, right? Um, I still have I still have the real ones around. Paige is still around. Summer's around. Um, you know, Nick,
I got some also new new friends coming too.
I I don't know. I'm I'm just old just old me. Okay. Um, but since it seems like it's kind of like a quiet, I might wrap it up. Maybe Pyon, I remember like, you know, she was like, well,
I'm looking for I only want my people in my life that are, you know, that are on the right path or doing doing good things. And so so either get a part-time job or don't don't bother contacting me again or or don't write back. Wow. That's why I just blocked her. I think I've been abandoned by the IP2 community. Well, that's good though. I
mean, it's like what did they want from me? They wanted basically kind of dark. It's kind of dark what they want, guys. If you don't know about it, it's like there's like uh the IP2 community basically it's about it used to be about oh these fun streamers that would you know party get
wasted and and that kind of stuff, right? And uh you know it's turned into like an audience trying to kill the streamer and like watch them die. I mean, that's basically their their uh their vibe, right?
Like and or just laugh at them, right? That's sick. Uh I would like to change that that and so I will be working on my um my my psychiverse. It's going to lift some streamers. I'm going to try to do most of this for like for free, you know. Um, like I'm going to well I'll list my
people that I want, you know, that I like I want to list onto it and then maybe like I'll have like an option to I'd like to build something big. I guess I'm starting from the ground up again, right? And so this is not easy with uh
some of the conversation that's been said had, right? But it is. Yeah, it's kind of like Oh, if it's Is it dead on YouTube today?
Who is it? Oh god. Oh, these scrap metal people. Hold on. Walk all the way downstairs to go away. All
right. I don't Are you looking for scrap metal or something? >> Yeah. >> I'm not doing it. >> It's not me doing it. Hello. So, do you think I want people banging on my door at all hours of the day? No. Somebody else did. >> Go report it. Report him. Report him.
Not me. >> Why aren't I doing it? >> I didn't put the ad up. Some other guy did to harass me. >> Well, hello. Do you think I want
Oh my god, people are so dumb.
Okay. So, just to let you know, so the guy this guy's screaming at me, "Go stop." He's like, I'm like, "What?" He's like, "It's a prank, right?" I'm like, "Yes." He's like, "Well, you got to stop doing this." I'm like, "Hello. Do you think I want people banging on my door all hours of the day? Somebody else is doing it." Like, will you stop?
Like, what am I? It's not my fault, people. I mean, Jesus Christy. Yeah, I really hope um I think it's time to pull out some black magic on this guy, right? I think I think it is. I mean, the demons do have a purpose and it's for people like this guy. And so,
I think maybe I need to go into the Goatia again, take care of him. Oh god. But really, I have to like, you know, you have to like summon up a lot of hate to do to do do black magic. And it's hard for me to do that. I don't have hate in my heart. But it's like it's going too far with this crap.
Wow. There you go, guys. It's like it's wasting. They said they drove away from van. Well, how about I mean Oh god. How about I don't know. Oh, it's a difficult situation huh? I mean, it certainly should be illegal. I mean, I think it is illegal. What
should I do? Anyone have advice about, you know, you have you have some kind of crazy stalker um sending people to harass you at all hours right? This person's still in that woman's chat. I mean, it's like he's poor mom. I mean,
I love you. I'm sorry, guys. Ellie, you know, I need to get some more people in here. I'm going to try to um try to fix my links, get some advertisement out. Um
Oh, yeah. Stroking my cats. Thank you, Chibi. Thank you for being here. I mean, that's all I want to do is I just want to stroke my cats. I want to get under the covers with them right now. You know, I need to do a lot of thinking about how I'm going to move forward. You love the cats. Yeah. I think my cats are the
bigger stars than me. That's good because they're so cute. Oh my gosh. Mr. Trixie, Mr. Rudy back there. Rude. Rudy. Lenor. My cats are the star of the show. And so that's the worst. But yeah, that that was the worst thing that was pretty much
said was that I don't love my cats or I'm not taking care of my cats. So, they're like my life. They're my kids. They're but you know, also I give them independence. I have a cat door. They can come in and out as they please. And so, you know, it's a more dangerous life for cats being outside, but I can't just keep my
cats inside. Um, they don't like it. They want to go outside, explore. They love when I saw the cat um go outside and roll around in like the sun. So so happy. That's what they, you know, they love to be free. So I give my cats freedom,
you know. Baby, you know what? Here's what I'm going to do. I'm going to start um and gosh, there's not a lot of open panels around, you know? It's like it's very hard to find find them nowadays. Um, but now I have all my subscriptions on. Um, I'm going to go
visit some other channels. Um, let people know I'm back to keep working on my website. I went to this one woman, her name is Jaci. I was told about her open panels. I go over there and there's um Vanguard
on the panel and uh so she let me up instantly and I was like, "Hi." Then I started talking to him and then I also said, "Oh, hello to Jason and hello to Angie or whoever else the was up there." And they they didn't reply like they weren't even there.
And then he said, "Well, what's your what's your backup channel called?" I said it and then I was like, I want to thank JC for letting me um share my channel. I was already kicked off the show and then she's like, well, who this guy, you know? My gosh, I don't understand. Like, who's this guy promoting his channel? I don't even know
who this is. But then she knows who I am. So,
my insecure can be enough to let someone channel. Anyway, you're stepping on my keyboard, baby. Anyway, I'm going to get under the covers. I'm going to wait. I don't know when
I'll be be on again. Maybe I'll be on tonight. Maybe I'll take the night off and just rest today. Think a lot, meditate. how I'm going to move forward. I'm shocked that this channel's back. It was unexpected. It was a blessing. It's what I prayed for.
Going to do some meditation again. I'll show you this background. Um the symbol, I'll give you a little education about this symbol. Okay. So, this is called a yantra. Okay. A yantra. Y A N T R A. Okay. This one is like the king of the yantras. Oh,
I'll get to the side there. Yeah. And you just basically you meditate on that. You'll see all kinds of stuff come out of it. This is like the the manifestation yantra, right? It's called the shri yantra. S r i. Shri is the name of a goddess. Um
but you can you can already tell how special it is. I mean, it's like if you start to look at it, you'll start to it's just I look at it and it's like my mind goes it starts making I see I see a lion's face in it. Um but you'll see other stuff come up here in it and things like that because it's the source of everything called the shriantra
and I'll just tell you about a little bit. Okay, might as well just do what I want to do on the show since
Okay.
Okay. So, the Shriantra holds great significance. It's been their first drawings of it have date back to like 11,000 to 10,000 BC. So it has nine interlocking triangles. It embodies complex symbolism. Four upward triangles signify Shiva while five downward triangles represent shakti encompassing the cosmic
and human realms around a central point called the bindu. That's a little red dot right there. The can configuration some kind sometimes called the navoni chakra. If you know what yoni is, it's the vagina. Um so those nine triangles, right? um form 43 smaller triangles and concentric
levels mirroring the cosmos. The PowerPoint, the bindu stands at the cosmic center encompassed by concentric circles with lotus pedals denoting creation and life force. These elements set within the earth's square. Okay, because the square is the symbol for the earth right? Picked a temple with doors to different regions of the universe.
Uh it represents a core of devotion. Each triangle in levels associated with specific aspects of divinity culminating in a structure known as the nava chakra. Okay. Its projection into three dimensions results in mount meu symbolizing the philosophy of Kashmir sha shivism. Okay. So let's see if I have any more to say about it. In the shri vig school of hindu tantra the
shriantra that it means sacred instrument. Also Shri chakra is a diagram formed by nine interlocking triangles that surround and radiate out from a central point called the bindu. Um then the nine triangles are of various sizes that intersect with one another. In the middle of the powerpoint visualize the highest the invisible elusive center from which the entire figure in the cosmos expand. They are
enclosed by two rows of of eight and 16 pedals. You can see the pedals around it right representing the lotus of creation and reproductive vital force. A lot of a lot of you find out about tantra and stuff is about you know sex is like this force that is
force of creation right I call it areros you know cupid but uh okay there's different ways of looking at it okay and so it's sacred geometry there's a lot of really cool things in sacred geometry um
that is basically the uh the golden ratio, the spiral, you have the the flower of life. Um it's very good to meditate on these things. Oh, you're so sweet. I love having this cat on my lap. You want to go under the covers? I feel like going under the covers, sleeping all day. You know,
maybe you're coming back tonight. Maybe it'll be busier tonight because I want you guys to have a fun chat and stuff like that. I just need to It's my fault. I need to get this uh channel this channel running again. Just I might be shadowbanned on this channel, too. Hey, you know, we got a lot of uh I
recommend either going to me for astrological report or even like there's some there's some great um websites that do free astrological reports, but I did I did my um my Vic astrology and wow did I find a lot of really cool things out. um about my purpose and all kinds of things and I'll I'll share a little bit of that with you and I can help you do I
can help you actually with this if you'd like um because I can I'll take take this off. Okay. Oh, okay. Take that off because it will teach you a lot about why why you came here because it really does point out to me like what I'm supposed to be doing and uh if you ever
go I don't know what to do. Oh, also guys, I have a new thing coming up. I'm going to be doing the 64 sacred arts. Okay, I'll give you a little preview of this. Um, so there's 64 of these arts. Okay, this I think they were kind of mentioned in something called the um what is that?
The uh what is that? It's a book about sex. It's like said that you know, gosh, I'm forgetting the name of it. But anyway, there's 64 arts and I'm going to be going going day by day through each of the 64 arts and we're going to learn them together. So, we have the art of poetic speech. We have art of debate and
discernment, art of story craft, art of voice and resonance, you know, art of persuasive presence, the art of memorization. Okay, we're going to go through each of these and I mean we're going to look at the the western adaptation. We're going to look at the uh
how it how it how maybe they do it in um in India art of gesture symbolic movement. I like this gesture. This is called the um the absara. They are these dancers and they see you just put your thumb and your middle finger.
You kind of do a wave with it, right? And it's a very powerful gesture and dance and things like that. I think it's just beautiful. Um art of silent influence. There's a lot of there's a lot of these art of astrology. I'm going to go day by day looking at the vic way they do it. But let me read you some of my uh
my astrology if you want to hear it. My purpose. Okay. So, let's see. What do I got? Um documents. Okay. Yeah, here we go. Um this is the Omega. My Omega.
Oh, head is so warm. So, what have I got? The prophecy. Oh, okay. I have this outlined already, but okay. I'm also also there's going I will
make this into a book. It'll probably be just be on the website, right? But I have all these all these charts analyzed. So I'll just read a little bit of it. Okay. Atmastic karmic momentum.
The soul came back to finish a mission. Old world discipline mixed with unruly independence. A past life role connected to law, dharma, secret knowledge, and oaths. A karmic pattern of rising after sabotage. Right. Repeatedly. A destiny to teach, expose illusion, and uplift even when dragged through hell first. Yeah, I kind of feel like that. Well,
okay. My fundamental nature can't be altered by circumstance. I'm a truth hunter wanderer guide teacher challenger. Um, leadership through adversity. I've carried hardship, exile, responsibility, a lone wolf role across my incarnations, prophetic intuition hid under a stoic exterior, past life themes, leadership,
command, oaths, political influence, and spiritual rank. Um okay I have the karmic window of recognition everything around me suddenly accelerating right now at this age right I'm from this uh this star called abajit which is also something called Vega it's
a victory star it marks souls that complete impossible tasks individuals who get sabotaged by jealous or petty people who rise anyway destiny to defeat wellorganized enemies and a missiondriven reincarnation I l literally incarnated into the success through impossible odds. Right.
I have a warrior poet archetype. My I show mastery of debate, diplomacy, spiritual doctrine, secret histories. The prophet warrior who teaches through story, myth and sharp truth. I'm the shadow survivor, past life betrayal, exile or fall from status. Returning this life with unfinished business. I rise by transforming every wound into
wisdom. The hidden king. Someone who once held status, power, or command and returns now as an outsider who regains influence by merit, not title. This is my trajectory. I am supposed to build a system, not just a channel. My chart favors a teaching empire, a mystery school, a digital cult, a mythic doctrine. Exactly the cult of psyche I'm
building. I rise um when I lean into my destiny. Speaking truth, exposing deception, guiding with fire, creating myth and meaning. Every time I do, my karma unlocks. If I'm getting attacked, it means I'm climbing. Sabotage is a sign of ascension in my chart. Um, okay. I have a golden window. It says,
um, it gives me the green light to building my cult, releasing a tarot deck, expanding my audience, launching my my website, uh, releasing mythic scriptures, attracting collaborators, becoming publicly known. My soul doesn't win by being quiet. My soul wins by being loud, mythic, strategic, and unafraid. Okay.
I am the oathbreaker who returned as a guide for this lifetime. I wasn't quiet. I wasn't small. I wasn't ordinary. I was someone who had held knowledge forbidden to most. Navigated courts, temples, and war councils. defended truth in hostile environments, defied corrupt authority, was betrayed by those I protected, fell publicly, not privately, and died with an oath unfulfilled.
Uh, my fall wasn't a punishment. It was a setup, a comic reset. This lifetime I came back to reclaim the authority I once held. To teach what I once guarded. To finish the oath I died with. To transform betrayal into doctrine. To build a system that cannot be sabotaged again. To guide those caught in illusion. And to reunite with the soul lineage I once led. Every hardship in
this life isn't random. It's me remembering my old battlefield. Okay. I um I have this archetype. It has four faces. the law sage, a strategist, scholar, or adviser with deep a cult or spiritual insight. I understood patterns political metaphysical psychological, the protector of the misjudged.
I defended those falsely accused or socially outcast. This karma repeats today. Trolls, lies, smear campaigns, deja vu, right? I was a betrayed leader. Trusted allies turned on me. This fall came not from my flaws, but from their envy. The returning guide. I reincarnate during times of social fragmentation. It's societal fragmentation. My dharma is to become the voice that reconnects
what's breaking apart. This is why my influence builds after I get attacked. It's encoded into my soul. Okay. Anyway, and the returning star. Listen to this. I have a little myth. Okay. Before the age of this world, before the digital storms, before the prophets and their trembling hands, there was a keeper. He
walked between courts of kings and liberates older and libraries older than memory. He wore no crown, but all bowed to the clarity of his sight. When corruption rose, he stood alone against it. When truth wavered, he carried it in both palms. When shadows multiplied, he taught men how to see. His fall was engineered by those threatened by his
voice. He died with an oath halfspoken. I will return when lies become the air men breathe. Who is it? Hello. Oh Sorry. More scrap metal people because um I'm going to be under attack again. So hold on.
Hello. I don't have any scrap metal. Like it's a prank. Don't put my name in the paper. I'm sorry. >> Yeah. You can report that ad. Report that. Talk to that guy. Tell him no. Yeah, he's he's just he's just um har trying to harass me. >> Yeah. Having people knock on my door.
Sorry. >> Okay.
>> I mean, this guy's literally on the phone with people all day. I mean, he must be he must be busy, too, cuz he has people calling him all the time, but he has no no life and, you know, nothing except to do except harass me. So, um, yeah. So, he's at he's literally talking to these people all day. Anyway, hey Samantha.
Uh, yeah, they got the cats around here. Hey, baby. I love you guys. Okay, so I guess it's really quiet. Samantha, um, Chibi Chibi, thank you everyone for being here. I'm I appreciate you guys. Thank you for being here. I love you. You have a nice day. Um I'm just going to go sleeping and I'll be going be meditating on how to how to increase um
this channel and what what I need what I need to do. Okay. But I do appreciate you guys for being here. Thank you so much. You have a nice day. Actually, I'll I'll play this video on the way out here. One of my favorite videos. Enjoy. >>
>> She rose from the milk ocean foam with thunder stitched into her bones. Golden smoke in a woman's shape. A smile that could make fake. Every god forgot his name. When she breathe out a sacred flame,
every vow bent, every rule broke, wrapped in ribbons of a smoke, she whispers. Desire is the door. Step closer one more. All is blood ruby brush. She dances on
the edge of death. And all creation holds its breath when grandpa starts to move. Oh, grandpa loses us in the fire. You turn longing into empire.
Every cleanse a holy p. I burn, I rise, I don't retire. Queen of every throne. Beauty forged in chaos stone. Teach me how to stand alone. Soft and deadly to the bone.
She walks like honey poured in light. She laughs like sin turned into right. The heavens crumble at her feet. Even angels fear her heat. She doesn't tempt. She liberates. She doesn't break. She recreates. Her touch is prophecy disguised.
Her presence leaves the world revised. She murmurs where your beauty like a spell. The bravest and the cowards fell. Perfume, thunder, velvet storm. She's
chaos wearing goddess form. The universe makes the grandpa.
>> God. Hey, what's going on, pal? >> Yo, Gotti, what's up? Thank you for coming on. Been a little bit quiet >> No problem, bro. How's everything? today. >> I'm good. Just sitting with the kitty cats and uh Is it Does it look like it's snowing on the screen right now? >> No, I see pumpkins and acorns and corn.
>> Oh, okay. You see some corn? Yeah, my favorite thing. The fall fall motif going still. >> Yeah, got these are some pre free pre-streamard background. Well, how's your day? >> Not too bad. I'm just getting started here. >> Yeah, me too. I Well, unfortunately, I've had three people looking for scrap metal today. One guy got really mad at me thinking that I'm trying to prank people like like me. He's He's saying,
well, he's like, "Well, stop doing this." I'm like, "Do you think I'm having people knock at my door all hours of the day?" I mean, >> put a You know what you do? Put a sign up saying no scrap metal here. It's a scam. That's it. >> I know. I need to do it because I h >> Yeah, just write it out. take your five minutes, go tape it to the door and just put it up
and they they won't even ring your doorbell. >> Yeah, I want to get some I'm going to get some rest today and I don't want people knocking on the door waiting. Yeah. >> And no Uber unless it's prepaid. >> Yeah, exactly. Yeah, no food unless it's prepaid. Yeah. Well, I got my McDonald's today and got my
cat. It's a little bit cold out here. How's the weather over there? >> It's a little rainy. >> It's rainy today. Yeah. Well, >> a little shitty rain. >> I want to thank you for like sticking by me for all this time, you know, like >> Yeah, no problem, man. You don't have to thank me, dude. Hey, you don't have to thank me, man. There's no That's cool. We just come by, you know, give you
support. A lot of people have uh like a lot of people have like uh like left, you know, like hate me now. >> Um I see them all in other people's channels and bad mouthing me and you know I'm still a topic but uh but it seems like you know even like even the hate watchers have
gone away kind of. So, I don't know. I I'm going to maybe use my other channel for like music videos and stuff and uh maybe some other stuff and then because uh every time I I premiere a video here then it's like then it doesn't give notifications and so I I don't think I any notifications went out today. So, it's been a little quiet. Should be should be more popular.
>> You you need to go out back on the streets and make some viral videos. >> Yeah. Yeah. I gotta Yeah, I'm gonna go to the I think tomorrow I'm gonna go to the pier. Well, tomorrow's payday, so I'm gonna um go to the pier, do I um maybe I'll update my equipment. Um you know, my so I can do do better instead
of just being on my phone out there. I want to we have a nice camera. Um and uh get some get some better quality stuff. Maybe talk >> do uh you could do people on the street interviews. Yeah, I'd like to because well, tomorrow will be well if the weather gets better. Um, it should be
better for that. Yeah, I'd like to talk. I am shy though. I am kind of shy. I'm kind of getting over a little bit, but especially the camera camera does give me some confidence, you know. Um, I used to be like not able to like I would always avert my glance at people and now I I try to say hi to everybody and smile and
>> that's nice, man. See, yeah, I don't do that either. I'm like, you know what? Don't bother me. Just >> come out of my channel. Hey, Apollo. It's not Apollo today. Apollo is on the other channel. And you know, Paulo, all Apollo is is honest. You know, he's he's a very honest person. And he's he really does say it like it is. And you know, >> Apollo defends you like to the end, man. He's great,
>> dude. I I saw they were they were ripping you last night somewhere and Apollo was right up there. He's like, "Oh, why do you go to his panel if you don't like the man? You just stay away. You New York City gangsters. Stay stay away from me over your phonies. >> I would like to know I would like to know some of these people because there's a lot of people that are just
like so duplicitous that it's like they they're nice here and then they'll be on panels just ripping me apart. And it and I do people and people like Apollo and other people um are really good with defending me and and you know I I'm just like a little fish at this point in this
YouTube stuff and it's like I to get so much like of the negative attention. It's kind of like well >> I should I don't listen when people on me. If if I'm not going up on the panel and confronting them and if they're not letting me up there like cowards then I don't bother. >> Yeah. And everybody people are welcoming. Well, I don't care. I mean, it's like as long as people don't form
them, I let everybody up here. Like, I I'll let anybody up. You can say whatever you want to me pretty much. Um, you know, to a to a point, you know. I didn't like when Blogger said I think he said like, "Oh, this Oh my god. Oh my god. I got to make that sign." Gotti, >> it came again. >> This is the fifth the fifth time today. Yeah.
>> Yeah. Make this sign for real. >> Yeah. Hold on. I don't have any scrap metal. The person is pranking me. It's >> okay. >> No problem. >> Yeah. Go next door. >> Yeah. The guy's like, "Oh my bad. I'm sorry." Like the people are so nice, you know, that come like Well, except for
that guy screaming at me today. He was like thinking that I was I was I don't know. People that think I'm doing ridiculous. Yeah. >> Hey, it's their own fault, man. They don't call to confirm. There's no fault. He's he's on the phone with them. That's the problem. He's like, "Oh, come on. I mean, knock knock knock." >> Yeah. He talks on the phone. Like he gets probably he probably gets more phone calls than I get door knocks, you know? He's like He's probably on the
phone with these guys all day. I mean, it's like what a what a miserable um >> He'll be like, "Yeah, just come in. Come in. The door's open." Yeah. >> But yeah, that's what's scary. That's what's scary because there are things like there was a Craigslist a case of like Craigslist revenge thing called where the guy said, "Oh, I'm a woman with that has a R a P fantasy like love like pretend like you're like
can you imagine that?" Like >> it would be funny. It would be kind of funny if you >> leave the leave the camera like this and have the people just come up and it's like, "Oh, we got a special guest on the show today. What's your name?" Oh, Javier. Javier, have a seat. Have a se welcome to the show. >> Oh my gosh. Oh dear lord.
>> Oh, so you're into scrap metal. Javier, how do you feel about oral sex? >> Yeah. All of a sudden I have I have guest turn into the lemonade, right? A bad situation into a good one, right? >> Oh >> I always you meet the you meet the man of your dreams from this. They all these
guys come knocking on the door and all of a sudden boom you guys fall in love unfortunately but >> that'd be funny. Some people are I think Apollo says uh from too honest for all this fake hateful animals people prefer to hear lies cursing and stupidity just entertain dude Paulo don't be so negative man I'm tired of your negativity you
pessimistic bastard >> I think with humanity is kind of lost but I mean I think that's >> I created humanity in my image humanity is what I made it >> I think the death no wonder it's so so messed up I'm just kidding No, I mean I mean yeah I think but I really am here like especially looking
at my like detailed astrology like I I'm here to be a light in the dark. I'm here to um help people. I'm here to also be a be a voice that comes out and stuff like you know uh so it's just like I you know I need to I almost feel like I'm starting over again you know like you
know but I I'm blessed I have my channel back that what what a rare thing for people you know to get their channels back after like you know I I didn't even have an appeal going so it's like just had I really think it's some kind of divine intervention >> Hey you remember how depressed you were when you got taken Okay. >> Well, yeah. I mean, and I was like I mean, I mean, especially the the first
time it happened, I was really, you know, back in April, I think that's when I was like suspended for a week and stuff like or actually it said they said they were going to delete the channel in a week and stuff like that because I had all these false copyright claims and stuff. But >> that's why you can't be uh depressed for too long over stuff because every day is a different day, man. You never know what's going to happen the next day. >> You never know what's going to happen. Have a backup plan right now. >> Always look for the best. always look
out for good stuff, you know, because it can happen if you're positive. Positive things will happen. >> I do believe that. And plant good seeds, you know, plant good seeds be and uh and and that that's even just like, you know, especially there's a lot of people that never have anything nice said to them or, you know, or just have a lot of negative. And it's like you can you can improve someone's life so much if you're
just like say, you know, just recognize people sometimes. You you know who's a you know who's amazing person like that is uh Summer. You know how much she sees when she goes out on the streets and sees all the like it's like like Apollo says humanity is full of and all that. She sees a lot of but she has a smile on it usually at the end
of the day man. It's beautiful. >> She's amazing woman. >> Yeah she is. And I really recommend if you you guys aren't o aren't over there, you know, hot mess summer and talk yourish or her channels and she does the outreach to, you know, the um the prostitutes, the drug addicts, you know,
she's she's out there with like, you know, food, sweatshirts, and and uh >> she doesn't have to do that She's got kids and a family. She doesn't have to do that. She can just enjoy herself and do whatever. >> But what a good example for the community. that doing that. Yeah. Beautiful man. >> You can you can make such people can
make a big difference. >> Yeah. Let's make I think I'm I do nominate mayor for summer for mayor of uh of this this panel versus community. Whatever it is, I think that she's a great example. >> I know of her city of her city would be great that she could clean up a lot of >> Hey, I I would I wouldn't mind her being president, you know.
>> No, no, no. Oh, I didn't I didn't say president now. >> Okay. No, no, not Okay. That's when >> that's my that's >> Okay. She's she's a Yeah. And she's she's also like um stood by me too with even when you know some of her close closest friends you know you know hate me and
she she's still she still comes over here. She's she's still uh you know >> Yeah. She's good like that. Yeah, definitely like that, man. >> She doesn't. >> She's a leader. >> I don't I have a dried biscuit in my mouth. >> She's a leader. And >> dry? You got dried fish in your mouth?
That's the worst. >> Dried biscuit. It's a McDonald's biscuit sandwich. >> You can't let that sit. >> The taco sauce will go bad. It's just all it is is a sausage and a biscuit. It's very plain. >> Oh, sausage.
>> Mhm. Oh, you thought it was a fish. >> Oh, don't say biscuit now. >> Oh, I know. I'm not allowed to say >> fish. I used to love those, man. Then then they shrunk those down to like an inch. >> I Well, you know, living >> two bites. >> That fish market that I go to is like the I think it's the one of the oldest and it's also like the biggest fish
market in California, I think. And uh it's like so I can't there's the best fish in the world right here. And uh you know I'm pretty blessed for that because I do like I do like a good uh good fish. No. >> Well got a good fried fish. >> Can you believe it?
>> This guy must be pissed that I got my channel back. Huh? It's like I think he was he celebrated a little bit too soon. Right. >> Who? >> Uh whoever. Oh, the scrap metal guy. I thought you knew who it was. >> In Louisiana.
>> Oh they came back. Oh wow. >> Okay, got him. >> every five minutes. >> Oh gosh. >> Yeah, dude. Just get some paper and marking. Just do it now. >> Put it right on the door. No big >> Yeah. letters. No scrap metal here.
>> Yeah. What a I mean it's just >> write in Spanish too. No scrapo elmetto. >> Yeah. But this guy's really like hate somebody so much to like do that. It's like what is this me? What's what's mentally wrong with him? I I I think he needs to see you know I think basically a straight jacket. He just needs to be in a straight jacket staring at a at a
>> They don't like you. Whoever it is they don't like you. You did something to really offend them. Yeah. And I'm going I went back and he was in my Discord at one point, you know, that that's how he got my address. He was in the the Discord voice chat like, you know, just lurking and collecting information. I think at that time he was working for Black RG. Um >> someone loyal to someone loyal to beta, someone who goes to beat us on a
regular, >> right? And he but he's he's um he's doc too and for mom and stuff, but he's still in I I remember I saw he was like one of the first people she said hi to in her chat. I'm like, what's going on here? that definitely. I don't know. Watch out for these bisexual guys, you know, or the these guys question their sexuality. It's like, you know, they're >> you can't trust a bisexual guy, right? You can't because they don't know which
way they're going, >> right? I mean, it's like that's why >> first of all, first of all, let's let's let's clear that up. There's no bisexual. There's only gay. >> You don't believe it? >> Bisexual. All right. Once you're gay, you're gay. You're only gay. No. No. Even if you even if you only have sex with a dude one time and you go for the rest of your life with women, you're gay. That's it. You're always gay. >> Oh, come on. That's
>> It's like pissing in a soup. It's like No, no, Pat. It's like pissing in a soup, man. That's >> Once you piss in a soup, you can't unp. >> Oh, come on. >> You would drink the soup after. Yeah, you're drinking pea soup. >> Oh, come on. Well, what if it's split pea soup? That's >> Oh, no. No. If if it's like a potato bisque and you're pissed in it, it becomes pea soup. It's not potato
biscuit anymore. >> Well, all I'll say is like like when I came out, I my mom asked me like and I I I said well by sexual she's like well she's like you know she's like choose a side basically. She's like she's like one or the other. Uh and uh >> yeah, get off the fence. >> Yeah, that's why that's wise advice. So my my mom's uh pretty smart >> d I don't I don't get it, dude.
Honestly, I mean there's nothing attractive about men like this the junkish like that. What what the Women got it all, man. They got they got those curves. They got that fat ass, that juicy man. Well, what what what do you get out of that other There's nothing there. >> Well, the I mean, women are attracted to men or else there would be no creation. I mean, it's like, you know, basically men are
kind of >> You haven't been with you haven't been with enough women. That's the thing. you haven't been with enough women to really get put your mind into like >> That's what a lot of guys would say because I did have like you know the lady I did date was was you know she was heavy set she was I think she was like in her 50s or at the time I was like 33
she was like 53 or 54 and uh her name was Linda and uh actually it's interesting like she showed me one day she had I thought she was Hispanic because her last she had a Hispanic last name but She came over and she was one she was a white lady and uh she was married to a Hispanic guy and she found
his body. You know why do I mean it's like so and then I was like okay well >> to find body >> where in her house. >> Yeah in his house. Yeah she I think she was already divorced from him though but um but >> that's rough. >> He had been killed by intruders or something like that. But um yeah um
>> and then you guys had sex. That was that was the topic >> we did, but she knew well she but but she knew um she she knew tantra like I mean the real tantra. That's what I did learn like a lot of stuff from her. Um >> Oh, okay. >> But she knows it's a tonra where it's like you shapeshift. And so I actually saw her shapeshift and that was like the thing that kind of like woke me up to >> from what to what
>> from this um overweight uh woman in her 50s into like you know the an Indian goddess you know basically in her 20s you know. Um, I just remember it was pretty shocking, you know. Um, >> you closed your eyes and that's when you imagined that that's >> I didn't close my eyes. I had smoked. >> You're like, "Oh, no. Please, Calgon, take me away. I don't want to see this
fat anymore. Give me something else." Boom. Indian Indian hottie. >> That's what you But that's what tons But I didn't even know about Tons then or like what what you're supposed to shape shifted into or anything like that, but later I learned it's like, you know, basically turned into Sheba and Kie, you know. Um, >> I did a few Indian girls, man. The Indian girls are hot.
>> Once you get past the curry taste, man. >> Yeah, I know. Goti >> Oh, they love me. Oh, yeah. They conquer the big white man. >> It's like reverse reverse colonialism. They love that >> Yeah. Well, they're Yeah, they're getting even for what happened, you know, years ago. >> Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. They're like, I'll put
this curry on them. He'll love it. Well, >> one girl, she used to eat with her hands, right? She was like straight out of India. She used to We used to go to dinner, right? She used to eat with her hands. I'm like, "What the is this? She's a freak. This might be good." >> But they also I think some of them wipe with their left hand or something like that. You're not supposed to shake.
>> Don't say that. She used to eat with her left hand. That's horrible. >> Oh my god. You're not supposed to shake. You're not supposed to use your left hand to shake, you know, cuz that's the wiping. I thought that was the Musl the Arabs or some >> Well, I think it's I think it's the same thing. A lot there's a lot of similarities between those cultures. I think um they're talking about on on you know whose channel like the they're
saying difference between a sari and a a burka or you know head wrap. Oh my gosh. Yeah. Well, you Yumi wears that whole whole uh >> there's a big difference. >> Yeah. Well, Yumi wear more of a scarf, you know. is everything. >> Yeah, Yumi Yumi's been kind of controversial lately. I know. Um, you
know, >> yeah, she's not liked. She's not liked by many, you know, she takes everything personal and she starts waring with everybody. She's always been like this. >> I think she But I think I do find her kind of like a like a little bit of a troll. Like I think she I think she >> definitely because >> I was trying to explain to her. I was like, you don't need to fight with everybody in the chat. You you know, you need to because but she just didn't get
it. like she was I was like just block the people that bother you, you know, not not like hide them from my chat and >> she she seems like like on the surface and uh she like a happy golucky but evident when she starts talking and everything it's all negativity >> and you can see her eyes like looking at
the chat she's just looking for any kind of like things said about her to like >> and then all of a sudden she'll come out oh Mr. Sensitive yo yo yo yo yo yo yo yo yo yo yo yo yo know what they doing. Mr. Sensitive. Oh, Mr. Gi, what do you say, Mommy? >> Call I say about you. >> Yeah. Call people fly monkeys. It's like you don't say you don't just call keep calling them monkeys like like nobody
understands. >> That's their favorite. >> Yeah. People hardly understand flying monkeys. You have to explain that. But monkeys that I mean that getting you it's like when you just call people know kind of racial undertone or something, you know, or like you know racist undertone to it. So, I don't know. Oh, you know, >> hey, Gotti. You know what it was? Um, we got you got mentioned, you know, because
she said, "Oh, this person was saying, "Oh, God." There's a clip of God saying, you know, about if he was 500 lb, you know, he wouldn't want to live or if he was like in bedridden 500 lb, he wouldn't want to live and stuff. And she's like, and now she's like, Psyche just turns that into I I killed my ex-husband. I'm like, oh my gosh. But she also mentioned um the sea um the seance like you know apparently really
offended that you know you know who trie offended we did the seance to to talk to Michael spirit. I mean I don't I don't understand why that would be offensive to anybody like >> you got offended >> Tracy >> she got offended that we did the seance. >> Yeah. >> You kidding me? >> No. And uh I think that was
>> You know what? I'm I have to have a talk with her. >> Yeah. you you know her. So I mean it's like yeah like you know she's taking a little bit I don't know um I think that was a beautiful thing and I think >> and I I'll I'll visit her I'll visit her tonight in her dreams. I'll take care of it. >> Yes, please do because I mean it's like that was it was a it was a good
naturatured thing. It wasn't supposed to be like oh making a joke out of his death or anything like that. It was like, you know, and he would have had a sense of humor about it or I I do feel like he came through that night and, you know, he was always he was a little bit depressed. You know, we could tell he was a kind of a depressed person and you know, >> so she's sticking up for him in death, but she on him in life. Okay, I
>> I just I think I think maybe it's understand. because we mentioned her name or something or her name was mentioned, but that's what I mean that's just >> Oh, God forbid. God forbid we said her name. God forbid. Come on, man. And don't be in another one of those for God's sake. Oh, you said my name. You said my name. Hey, you said my name. with that I'll say the name every day. If that's if you
start that roll with it. Roll with it. We moved on to other things. Then she's going to bring it up again. What What the are we supposed to do now? We're not supposed to say her name because she said don't >> I know. And and it's like I mean I kind of like you know she's not a streamer like she doesn't really like you know stream but there's another person that is a streamer and that that keeps saying oh well I got brought up by this person
yesterday. Well it's like you're stream you're a streamer you're kind of a public you know and we're in the same community. We know each other. So, if I bring up and I I haven't even like brought it up in a negative context or anything, but then that person spends like an hour talking about me and stuff. The people in the chat, well, her chat really hates me, I think. But I do say,
"Thank you, He-Man." I think He-Man stuck up for me. I think Apollo was in there sticking up for me today. Um, people like, "I used to like him, but he but there's this whole narrative about like I'm so moneyhungry and um I'm so um uh and I've changed and I'm and I'm mean to those that support me and stuff like that or and then I called it scumbag by
Arthur." >> Excuse Excuse him if he wants to make some money off his channel. Excuse him. He's the only one trying to do that, right? All these other were asking for donations and like that. Oh. Oh, they're not money hungry at all. Right. You're the only one. >> I'm the only one. Yeah, I know. And it's like Yeah. I don't know why I I get singled out all the time for this. And
it's like um it's it's a difficult community sometimes to And then it's like, you know, I've been pretty much been abandoned by it, right? Even but it's okay. Um because, you know, I have the people that are for me are, you know, they still support me. um they come in and they're not they're not gonna be swayed by and I don't want
I don't want people that are swayed so easily like the wind and we'll just go, you know, I want I want real ones. Um you know, I I think >> the problem is you got a you got a hate group that's on here 24/7 doing this You don't have a positive group on here 24/7. You just got a positive group maybe like two hours, three hours out of the day that's going to defend you. But the hate group is here 247.
They poison the well and they just like and so I feel like I've just been like, you know, like slandered so much that like people just they hate me and it's like I really am not um like they're presenting it. It's just so sad. A lie repeated often enough becomes the truth. That that's a sad you know who said that hitt
um but it's true. It's I mean and it's like it's sad like it's really easy to manipulate people and it's kind of a sad part of humanity. We need some more more leaders. >> Oh, it's too easy, man. People are sheep. >> People are sheep, man. They like getting on. I've learned that they love
getting on and they love being lied to. And that's how politicians get away with everything they do, >> right? Isn't it Isn't it true also like a beautiful lie >> lie >> beautiful lie is more attractive than an ugly truth and you know the truth is not always beautiful but you know >> of course of course >> I was watching something it was like
some sci-fi and this uh it was this astronaut he was in space and he came upon this spaceship and these hot ass sexy were on the spaceship right he was this he was these girls he was having a great time he was just like he in pure heaven. You see his face. He's got like that Nirvana
face on him, right? Then all of a sudden, it pans out. Pans out. The beautiful women were these alien spider creatures. >> They were with his brain the whole time. The whole time he's these alien spider creatures. >> Oh my god. >> And that's that's it. I'm sure he didn't
want to wake up to that right? >> No. I mean, it's like, well, you know, there is this thing I was there's a there's a there's a kind of like a a sexual fetish some people have for sex with monsters. Like, have you >> Oh, yeah. ever >> There's all kinds of weird fetishes, but yeah, that's one of the That's a I can imagine like, you know, have you ever
seen Guir? I can imagine like, you know, >> Oh, dude, that's the first band I ever saw live. >> I saw them live, too. >> Yeah. Well, I was I was actually in the mosh pit >> and they I was completely >> Oh, you got you got blood. You >> Yeah. Blood. >> You got soaked with blood. Yeah. I got I got right in the face. >> Yeah.
>> Yeah. It was great. >> It was Anybody ever They were opening band for for someone. But when I It was in San Francisco when I was in college and I saw a bunch of these bands. Um, but that was one gu and I think it was SD Y c tendencies or something like that or I saw a bunch of >> That's when they were good too. They That's when they had the lead singer. The lead singer before he died from a
heroin overdose. That's when they were really good. I don't listen to him much now, but I when I see them I'm like, "Oh Gore." >> Yeah. >> 40 years. They've been around 40 years. >> Yeah. Like now, can you believe I'm going to be 45, Gotti? like you know I'm going to be I think I'm kind of old for
this community too like you know but uh you know 40 is the new 30 >> but everybody's the same age around >> they're all the same age there's no 20 year olds around here >> well my demographics it says my my main demographic is men 25 to in their 40s
like 25 to 40 um so I do have that like hot demographic um but I don't know. I don't know where. I'm just trying to >> I'm 85. >> You're You're what? >> 85. >> You're 85. Oh my gosh. I I did picture you like as a man like in your 60s, I
think, for a while. Then you're like, I'm 30 something. I was like, oh my god, I'm older than you. You got that uh maybe it's at that age. You're definitely mindset. My your your brain is older than me, but uh you know physically I'm older than you. >> Oh, Lord monster man. Yeah, >> Lordy. I remember Lordy. Is Lordy? Lord
is like a guard now or guar turned into Lordy. I forgot. But I I I remember Lord have some songs. Would you love a monster man? Here. Here's here's Lenor saying hi to you. That beautiful >> Lordy. Lordy. Lordy. >> Yeah. Look at Lenor. >> Lava's back. Oh, Lava's a good friend of the channel. Oh, lava. >> You ever see lava? She turned a camera
on one. Oh my god. Lenor >> lava is a sexy >> I'm gonna mod I'm going to mod lava. >> Sexy is called Lava. >> lava. Definitely mod lava. >> Okay, >> Look at Lenor. Do you see Lenor has like these serpentine eyes? You see her eyes? Like how like snake like they are.
>> See, she's like really cool. >> That's why they named Basset. basted is modeled after these type of cats. >> Well, yeah. And also I heard in ancient Egypt like they actually created the cat by like merging like the lion with the like a serpent, you know, because they used to do this like genetic testing or genetic engineering in ancient Egypt. That's where they started a lot of it.
And they that's why all the they have all the animal headed gods, you know. Also, here another thing is I heard is that that pigs are like devolved human. Like they were one of two, you know how they had the same color skin as like humans and stuff like that. Um there's there's like a theory that pigs are like actually like you know part human and stuff like that. That's kind of scary. >> Oh, there's stargazer.
>> You see what Lava just did? Lava just said hi to me, right? And Lava said hi to me. She made the mistake that she wrote she wrote in like small letters and then she fixed it and wrote G with big letters. You see that? Okay. >> Well, I'm gonna That's why she was blessed. I'm gonna go to my channel and make her a mom. >> We go.
>> There you go. Sorry. >> Hey, Lava. What are you doing later? I'm shaving my balls. You want to help me? >> I don't know. Doesn't sound very appetizing, but aren't balls weird. You know, our balls are pretty weird. >> What? I didn't ask you, dude. >> Oh, wait. Well, oh, oh, oh, you didn't.
I'm so sorry. I was about to change my look at my schedule. I had Lady Vick, right? Venus. Lady Venus laser. >> Okay, I won't come. >> Put a spider in that corner of that room. That'd be cool. Put a >> spider down. >> Put a fake spider up there. >> Put a fake spider up there. Yeah, but >> No, no. I'm saying put one up there. Put
one up there and then people will see it. They'll think it's real. >> Yeah. Well, I mean, I already I'm already told like, "Oh my god, there's, you know, this and that in your in your house." Like, no, it's it's uh I don't I don't want to scare any more people away. I need I need uh I need more people to come and stuff. >> You know what you should do? You should scare the out of these crap metal guys that come. You should put a camera
down there and like put like a giant thing and drop it on them and then we should all laugh about it. >> Yeah. A net. I'm starting these crab metal. All of a sudden there >> probably burned you down. >> Oh my god. >> Well, yeah. I I hopefully hopefully
>> dude. Oh no. CB's here. Oh See, Psyche CB's here. I got to go, man. I'll talk to you later. >> Have a nice day. Well, CB, look. You scared away God. Well, hey guys. Um, I think I'm gonna start doing some more Tik Tok and stuff. You can find me on Tik Tok. I mean I I
have changed my name to KULT of psyche in a lot of places. Uh so I'm under both CL and KULT. I'm gonna I'm also going to um forward my Psyche Awakens domain. Everything's going to go to my Cult of Psyche website. Um that site is almost up. If you if you become a member of this channel, which
you can do by um uh either, you know, click the dollar sign if you're if you're if you're not on iPad or something like that, I think it will come up. You become a member. They'll make you a that'll make you a member on the on the website. You'll have access to like a lot of the teachings. You don't want to be a mod. Okay. I'm so sorry. I'll unmod you. I'm
so sorry. I didn't I should have asked you. a lot of it is a lot of responsibility. Well, but it's basically for your protection, but you you can be uh you can be uh without it. Hold on a second. I'll fix it.
Okay, there you go. CB, I'm sorry. I can't make Okay. Well, okay. So, did I make a new video? Yeah, I did. I
find it. Okay. So, video file. It was most recent. I made this one last night and it's one of my best. Um, I think people really liked it, too. Let me see. Goodbye. Okay, this one. Okay, I think it's this one.
>> No, it's not it. Uh, what did I put it? A hope you're well, too. Good seeing you. Thank you for being here supporting it. My new channel's back. Um, exciting. Very exciting, you know. Well,
let's see. Try this one. What is this? King of shadows. >> See you guys later. I love you. >> The desert arises
psyche steps forward and the world rearranges. >> Yeah. Worship flag when he walks in the room. Yeah. Private estate with the feeasants in bloom. Yeah. Soul on fire. Look, he's ready to rise. Yeah. Halloween gest with death
in his eyes. Yeah. Ancest to speed when he's loading the drum. Yeah. Brain mounts of knowledge he's never outdone. Yeah. Psyche don't bend and he don't oy. He deserted the navy and walked his own way. Yeah. Capricorn crown on a midnight throne. Sovereign mind carved out a stone.
Double metals on his mercury flow. We survive gods let no one know. Flight bear of Venus with the battle hard glow. Love like an oath and he runs the show. Aquarius need the flea. So he walked on water with fire at his feet. Canoe through danger. He
learned to steer. Found safe harboring a realm of fear. A blueird knocks when the veil grows thin. Destiny whispering. >> Let the rise begin. Washing my pilgrim soul autumn leaf turning spir
shadow side in Scorpio night. He likes getting a little fire un pushing through the veil. Leo knows he's destined to prevail. Child on a shing on the secrets he keeps.
Ancestor counsel in his Mars sky. Ghost in formation when he walks by. Uranus plea for the ones he guards. Heart so sharp it can't cut the stars. Philosopher's crown on his le grace. He knows every shadow in the human face. Pluto showed him life and death.
He breathed it in with every breath. He opens the door when the signs align. Hope stands waiting on the threshold line. Every omen turns his head his way. His fate hits louder than what angels say.
Warship flag private estate. Psyche walks in and he bends the fing with Scorpio. Shadow born the underworld king. Destiny roars when he steps outside. The old solder refused to
hide. And every midnight there
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>> You are the fire. You are the sun. You are destiny.
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