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Psyche discusses his recent interview with Alexandra Mayors and engages with community members about various topics, including streaming platforms and equipment.
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One moment. Hello. Do you hear me? Okay.
I'll explain just one second. Hold on one second.
One second.
You hear me now? Okay, I'll explain. Hold on. Uh, I just like gypsy exclamation point. And it said like it said like I cannot be posted. So I don't know if it's my filter and that's like considered like an ethnic word or something. Hey, look. You see I got a light too. Got a light. How do I look? A little bit brighter. You can hear me. Okay, good.
Yeah, I got a new uh bright light. How do you like that? uncclick the Yeah, I might be I might have to do like the just take off the moderation. Hold on. Um community defaults. No, they're not even
h they're not even That's not even on I don't know. I just like you might want to might want like I don't know if it'll start blocking your messages or something. All messages too. Hi guys. Okay. Yeah. Well, but it doesn't have uh I
don't think that's on it. Like the review it's not that box isn't checked. I don't know. Let me look at my block boards. Not on that one. Okay. Well,
let's hope it doesn't issue for you. Okay. Oh guys, how are you? So did did everyone anyone see the um yesterday? Um yeah, it might be. Yesterday uh I did my interview with Alexandra on well actually she said that her her main channel was um she wasn't able to stream from that. So it was last minute. It was
for kind of from her backup channel which is Alexandra Mayors. Alsandra Mayors. Yes, you did. I saw you there, Christine. Thank you for being there. And thank you everyone who came there. Thank you so much. I saw quite a few people there. Um really uh supporting and
just uh giving good vibes and taking care of some of you know the inevitable trolls that are going to follow. Yeah. Alexander and I both are both the uh like we're astrology twins. Yeah. Well, you can still watch it. It is um it's on my community wall. the link to
the um the entire interview and it was two hours. It was great. Um we just vibe, get along, share message. It was a good show. Yeah.
I just want to thank Alexandra again for the opportunity like you know she did invite me for a a three-part series to uh discuss some interesting interesting topics about astrology and tarot. She is amazing like absolutely
and uh very uh kind-hearted and I just appreciate you know in a time when like not everybody is always support. Hey, what's up, Barry? Oh, yeah. I' I'd love to collab more and we're going to do the next two. And I can't wait. I think maybe just,
you know, the next couple Sundays. Let me get my glasses on. Hey, Barry. How are you? I like Barry again. I've decided I like Barry the Turtle again. I got my glass. See, now I have a reason to have my glasses on. My eyes look You can see my eyes very clearly through these now. So anyway, yeah, Barry the I like Barry the Turtle again. I was like, you know, I I
might bring out the I have these poster size pictures of your genitals that I I have on my wall, but when I got mad at you, I just put them away. So now I might bring it up. I'm just kidding. I don't have it this quick. I'm not sure if I like this quick. I don't like the position of the camera. You see underneath my chin. Yeah, I know. I'll fix that. Hold on. I just need to like
raise it up. Raise it up. Hold on. I got an idea.
Okay. Get it for my face. Hold on.
Get it right. Yeah, I'll get it for It's in like a It's in a museum style uh It's in a museum style uh you know, frame. I can see it on the chin, which is like not attractive. Okay, hold on. I'll put on this tool box, I guess.
I have It's not like an issue. >> That Oh my god, my dirty table. Oh Oh, that fell off. Well, you might have seen my dirty table on it. extremely embarrassing.
Just seeing it's like not tall enough still like that. Is that better? Uh let's see. You want a wrench for No one's gonna mess with you. Bisquick, but who is Bisqu? I don't remember who Bisquick is.
Yeah, the my mods here are on top of like if somebody's like doing something not right. My some of my mods have even undone what I did, but I had to talk to them. Like if I if I time somebody up for a day, don't pretend like but I did have problem with rogue mods. I think I have all good people here. Is this better Christine? They look Do they look
okay? Someone that started a channel 2025. Yeah, I need like at least 2024. That's when I at least started this one. But I I had, you know, on YouTube for several years, but I didn't even chat until about two years ago. Started chatting, was like into the 90day Beyonce universe. I watched one one live
streamer. His name is Wine Box Poppy. And I'm sure like maybe nobody knows who he is, but he actually had like 50,000 subscribers. He's a comedian named like Mark Karsski. He's really really funny. He's like kind of he likes motorcycles. He's like bald. He has tattoos and but he's like kind of has the feminist side too. I don't know. He's funny. But he stopped doing the
live streams, but he used to them every day. But he makes uh commentary videos, regular videos, and those do so well. This quick. No, no demanding wrenches. Christine will not persecute you. I watched Heather. Who's Heather? Okay. Yeah, Christine is in charge. Listen to Christine. You don't want to mess with
my mods. You know, the mods, my mods here are very uh they're very powerful, very powerful people. I'm blessed to have all of you here. So, let's see. You love Summer Barry. Well, maybe she'll make an appearance. I hope I I I've seen her on her show a few
times recently. You know, it's like it's hard for me to go on other show. I mean, I like I I did I love going to summer show and chatting her with her. Um, but I was like, "Wow, I there's a lot of people because I was subscribing to all the people on my subscribers list with like with like subscribers on a show and I was like, "Wow, there's so many people."
And I was like, "I should like go say hi to all these people like slowly." But it's like I've had negative experiences going into some chats. Uh, But Barry, I mean, what's what's happened, Barry? Barry and I are friends again. And it's like I think we really
are. I feel like I finally started getting my nails like really clean. I don't see like one. I don't know. Maybe there's >> Oh, Heather Gilmore was in the 90day Fiance. Okay. Well, Heather Gilmore, the guy was in prison. Was that a recent one
or was that a was that a I remember like few uh people from prison in that show. You have a question. What kind of uh t tabletop do you recommend for you to buy? Hold on. What kind of laptop? Okay. Laptop. Well, I would say
um if you're like, you know, you said you were concerned about like laptops. There's something actually there's these mini se mini computers now, right? Unless you're like in really Yeah. mini computer. Yeah. So, unless you're really into like the gaming and stuff and you like need like a you know the big fan for the gaming and the but I don't know if you're worried about any
of that. So, basically you can create a great mini computer for not very much. You just get you know get a nice monitor for not very much anymore. It don't cost very much anymore. and uh a keyboard, mouse, um webcam. Um what else do you need?
Get a get a um get a what? I just got one of these. Get one of these. Get get this MetaQuest. It's a wireless uh VR thing. Get this. Get this thing, Teresa. Get You can if you want to like be in you want to like go to the middle of like
magical in a forest and like meditate like yeah you can do it with that. So I would recommend that but and then also you know you don't really need it. It doesn't need to connect to any anything. And so how are you gonna be from the 90day community
and not know Heather Gillespie? Okay. So KZ I haven't watched 90day in like two probably two years but so what I I don't remember I know they have mostly people on love after lock up with like the you know prison people I just like and I know that guy John you know the guy from England on the show had a prison record
the guy Paul had had he was like in prison for arson and um there was that one crazy guy with like the Russian shake baria and he was like I think his name was Jeffrey and he Um, he's in prison for like the rest of his life. And there's Darcy and Stacy. Oh my
god. Did you see their show, too? Oh my god. Oh, okay. So, see, I do know. Oh, yeah. So, she was on love. Yeah. Hey, what's up? Hold on. Hey, wild German lady. Oh, I'm sorry. I'm kind of rambling. Let me see if I'm missing chat. Oh, you want the link? Hold on. Did it get Lenor hug
Lenor? Yes. Yeah, but Christine recommends that like a mini PC as well. You can get one on Amazon. I just get it on Amazon because then it's like you can send it back. Hey Barry Ky banned from uh Rob Brack's channel and he knows why. Uh Ky, you
have been banned from this channel. Barry is letting you know. You know why.
Thank you, Barry.
I saw Barry actually yesterday on a show like he was on a show I was watching. It was funny. Barry, why don't you come on my panel anymore? Can you come say hi on my panel? Look how quiet it is. Well, I just KZ wants to come up. I mean, I like enjoy having KZ on as much as Rob Rex, but I'm just kidding. KZ
Did you donate keep the panel? Well, get your wallet ready at the I'm just kidding.
Yeah. Um, I had a I'm having another coffee. I smoked this like vape I got. I think it's like Saman's vape company. It's called Papa's Herb. Oh my gosh. It's not It's not an attractive angle, huh? So,
it's called Papa or Sit back. Make sure I don't do that again. Last time I was up, I rage quit because Alex brother was talking I ack brother. I don't know. Rage quit for what? I I did. I don't I don't really rage quit. I just get I just get like irritated and like I can't talk on most
of the shows I go on because especially with black people. Oh my god. I was on the Good show and I I was I sat up there for like 35 minutes. She finally like brought me up on panel. She just kept bringing me on and off kicking me off real quick and then she brought me on like left me on there. But I like I I sat there for like and then I was like and then Berto was in the chat. It's not I'm not trying to be racist. I'm just
saying this this community in the the beef sector and stuff like that. They just yell. It's they all sound like Berto. They all have like that's where he came. That's why he he sounds like that. He was there. I can't and I don't know why I'm not like that. My house is not it's not that dirty. You're so Oh, I'm sorry. Uh people are
saying not sure why it matters. Like they all coming to your house, right? It's like if and if they were coming like I would like I knew that they'd be recording every like little thing but um you know and I'd love to have somebody come over and like hang out but I probably like we would really hang out at my house. I don't think I just like to like go for
like a lunch and stuff because like what I don't think or I might do some IRL or something but I don't know people have cat allergies.
I like I like being I like being on my own a lot. Is there any way to change chat to where it shows the names instead of No, that's No, Teresa. I don't know what Oh. Oh, Wild German. Oh, I don't know. Wild German lady because uh it's YouTube doing it to like random channels that are monetized. I don't know why they're doing it. Your
house is dirty. It's okay. My like the thing is it's like it was really kind of dirty, but I've been like really cleaning it for like few weeks and it's like pretty like I'm proud of myself. It's like it's pretty good. It's like and so I'm in the process of that and I'm in the process of organizing to make it less messy because it's like now it's like clean and then it's like now I'm just like trying to like keep it from
being messy and I'm a little bit messy but it's like I'm doing an okay job but it's like oh my god and then it's like they were like screaming like oh my god what like because you know I was telling them like they were say oh your cat all your cats are just running around they're not neutered and stuff
like I'm like like well Uh they are neut like like two of the males are um let me see hold no the male is neuter one of the males is neutered and both of the females are spayed right and because is not neutered but it's also he's not going to get pregnant he's doesn't he's not a wanderer he's not a I mean he's
not like a I don't know there's other cats that like I haven't fixed and they get all big and scary looking kind of mean but like Trix is just like I don't So, but if I but then this like the lady bathroom kept calling and shows, oh my god, I offered him, you know, free free vet, you know, and I was going to have a friend drive out there. I don't remember ever anyone trying to arrange that with
me, but it's like she can say that now and stuff, too. She also didn't like me. Like, I don't think she ever liked me. She'd always like mean and so I don't know if I would trust her sending over someone over with like, you know, knives around my cat. But you talked to you about the names in the chat. The change is here to stay. Handles could be duplicated too easily, but your channel
name can't be the same as someone else's. Yeah, it's like you and you can change both of those things every like couple weeks, but it has but it can't just be the same as somebody else's channel name. Only the handles can change and so they're making it so you can't just like change your handle all the time and like be fake people or something. But you still get multiple
accounts. It's just like there's always ways around. Hi. But I had a really good breakfast. It was like a cheese bagel with cream cheese and then um a a hot coffee with like a lot of cream in it and then a
hash brown. And I still have one iced coffee left. Hi guys. Hey Jenny. Jen Jen. I'm sorry if I ever if I ever like neglect say anybody's name. Um, now I instead of looking at the like the thing I don't need my reading glasses anymore because I'm not like looking close to the tablet. So, but the TV it's like I'm
pretty good at reading it. I can see it pretty clearly but not always. And so, and also I get kind of stoned. Yeah. And then I uh don't mean miss anybody. Yeah. I know you don't have to worry about anything. It's just annoying because some people didn't know that and then it's like all of a sudden that that
name is there and so Lucy what's up trips trips is it trip I don't know trips psychi doesn't pay attention enough here or elsewhere to see the yeah u yeah who's who has which troll has a wrench
is it Barry the turtle or who I don't see troll I'm not gonna take off though. I like it. Oh, another wild German lady is not a troll. She's awesome. Okay. Charisma Hernandez is fine. Charisma is a Yeah. Oh, Charisma. I like Charisma. All
I have to say is Charisma like always supported me. So, like always like I never I never and really never like she just I never had any problems. It's like crazy. Is it Trip and Is it Trip and Sip? Oh, hey Trip and Sip. Are you the one that
does the videos? Thank you. I That's Flip trip. Oh my god. Hard enough to say them when I'm not high. Trip trip flip.
I don't know. But they're funny. Charisma is a freaking troll. Yeah, I think she had a membership once. Hey, Charisma, can you come on panel and talk to me? I think I have talked to her too before and we I mean I kicked her off because she did get like fight with pretty bad. Charisma, can you come on and talk to me for a minute and you I
just want to like say we have a nice relationship. Um and even if I I don't know you've never done anything to me like Oh, you're not ship kid. Okay, Charisma, can you can you like come up and like, you know, talk to me and just
like show like even if you're a troll, you're like, you know, a fan of this show and like I've been supportive. It's just like I look at a lot what people say because a lot of people say negative things and if she was like a troll I would expect like try to like drop some horrible things but she never did.
Yeah, that'd be cool to talk to Chris. Like I've talked to you before, right? You're okay. Okay. She doesn't feel like going out. But hey, but have have we had a problem or fight or anything? I don't I don't think so. I think and But have you did you didn't hide
anybody, did you? Or like do anything like Oh, no. I haven't seen Easy around for a while. I like I know you guys were fighting, but I don't know. We Easy and I were kind of on and off because I' I've heard her on panel. You know, she came on panel one time. I remember.
and and she was like I think I had to kick her off the panel the panel because she she might have said that's a little bit too strong language right you remember that but I don't know I believe it's okay I believe certain
women will like you if there troll not saying I'm saying it there there's there is a woman that even when she was a was a troll not you She she would find certain people attractive and like wouldn't wouldn't maybe troll everybody. I remember her she's like she's
Hispanic. She's like, and she was like, "Yeah, I remember one time." Yeah. Absolutely. I don't know. She because I remember I had one person like, "Has guys, has she bothered anybody in the chat?" I think and I think people were kept blocking her so I made her a mod so she wouldn't get block.
Christine, try to control your panel calling anyone troll. She doesn't like try to disconnect from your support. Let it hurt. What?
I'm not gonna ever read things out loud again. Okay. Yeah. I'm sorry if I don't. So, do you guys want to hear another song I made? I made a few songs. Okay. But I made these songs in such an interesting way. So this one is like kind of the base of my astrology. I hope
it doesn't I hope it doesn't support you. So I'm a Capricorn I'm a Capricorn rising a sun and Aquarius moon and this song really focuses on hope you enjoy
it. Right back
of the dawn where the climbs beun words light pillars fire in my hands. I build the temple on shifting sands. Capricorn rising
storm in my eyes. Aquarius moonlight thunder cracks the skies banner of love. Secrets I keep visions awake where the dreams sleep.
Lightning hearts and a freedom flame. I love in secret yet I love the a hidden fire. A mystic song, a banner that's kept the tribe along.
Capricorn rising, storm in my eyes, Aquarius moonlight, thunder cracks the banner of love. Secrets I keep visions awake where the dream sleep.
Scales of justice trial and vow. Visions made flesh. I declare it now. On the leaf and the gall through death and dawn I will guide them all.
Capricorn rising storm in my eyes. Aquarius moonlight. Thunder cracks the banner of love. Secrets I keep visions where the dream
shines
breaks through.
Scales of justice, trial in vain. I love in secret, yet I love the same. A hidden fire, a mystic song, a banner that's carried the trial belong.
Scales of justice, trial and vow, visions made flesh, Iare will guide them all. Capricorn
Aquarius moonlights.
>> Okay. It's a little I'm sorry. It was I don't know. There's two versions of all the songs, so I don't know. It's a little bit I don't I don't know. I like I'll explain. Hold on.
Okay, hold on. That has to do with like my astrology and all these all these different things up with my astrology. So, I'll tell you there's something called Sabian symbols. And so, every degree of the zodiac or every house every like it's like the zodiac's broken up into 360 degrees. And so someone took each degree and they like did like um some like you know meditation channeling
or whatever and they came up with like a couple sentences or a sentence for each um each degree. And so they're called the savian symbols. And so I I went and I compiled all the all the sav uh put into like one image. That's that image. And then it and then I have all
the I put on my wall all the story. I liked it. Yeah. I mean, yeah, we are all trolls in a way. Even the trolls should be allow panel or the chat. I think so. I think so. Unless they're like, but I don't want to troll me. I like I like should be like have already been initiated like like enough trolling. I
mean, it's like and I don't want to like have to troll back. They don't. I just want Hi, Spunky. What's up, girl? I think Spunky might like that song and like I know not everyone's I can like get you know if you guys so I think I'll offer a
new service if you guys want me to like you know do your symbols I do your astrology symbols and like I can make you a song and I and I can make you like a the uh the image and stuff like that. So but because I I'll figure it out. You know,
guys can hire me. Just check out my website. You can you can like just hire um I have a pretty reasonable hour. We're still waiting for what the uh pretty good want to come up on panel. Casey,
how much? Well, it's it's like if if uh it was listed one thing I think it's like $50 an hour like listed on my website right now like it it has like a booking thing. I don't know if the booking thing is working on it or anything, but you can. But I think if you're like a, you know, if you're a member or like a mod of this channel,
you know, if you contact me, it's like we can work something very reasonable. I think it would be be less be happy probably to do like for for my members, you know, how much But how much are you talking about? How much for a let me see how much for a re Oh like an hour on the
phone or like that specific like making making all that stuff making or making the uh the specific savian symbol and stuff like that. I I'll do a special I'll do a special for members but members you want to do it. Okay. Yeah. Okay. You just have to um you have
to send me your birthday then we we'll work out with you. I want to I want to give you a big discount because, you know, you've been really generous. Yeah. Oh, yeah. The uh the Sabian symbols. Yeah. I'll take a Savian symbols and I'll like, you know, I'll put it like so because that that's all astrologically based like that all those
symbols and everything in that. And it turns out there were some really cool things like the peacock. Um there's like a peacock that's wounded but it's but it's like it's still it's still uh strong or still like you know beautiful and stuff like I like that and then had a wound on its chest right I was
like have that beautiful peacock right no I love peacocks though and yeah thank you so much yeah I think yeah I'm thinking that um I would I'm gonna I would charge like you
like uh 25 for that but you know I was but for you I was do for like you know I'll do a whole thing I'll do extra I'll do a lot so I'll do lots I'll include a reading with it too I'll make it worth your while
is one of the first people to first people to buy I I Uh like you know I'll get hopefully I can get some uh testimonials. You saw a peacock today. Yeah. So I can like tell you a little bit about what this says. Basically I mean it's so it's so interest. I mean, it's like, you know, it makes me sound like a little
bit I don't want to s I know, but I do believe like we're here. We're all special and it's like we're here for for purposes and missions and like with energy and that maybe a lot of it based on astrology is like a hint as to what this like our purpose is or what we're supposed to do, right? But here, I'll bring this picture up again. I'll I'll
explain it. Okay. So, said with the story it has is the pilgrim of storm and banner. So it says in a world where stars churn like eyes of prophecy a solitary figure emerged
psyche the pilgrim of storm and banner. He was not born to whisper in shadows but to walk unveiled like the like the girl bathing beneath the moonlight which is one of the savian symbols what it's called. I know it sounds kind of weird. um stripped of illusions. His presence
was truth raw and undeniable. The heavens uh the heavens roared. I need my other glasses on. I'm sorry. This is too It's too small. Just Okay perfect. The heavens roared
a Thank you. The heavens roared as a thunderstorm uh split the night sky. Each flash of lightning was a surge of emotion, sudden electric, impossible to ignore. The storm lived in Psyche's chest, and through him it rolled across villages and cities alike, awakening sleepers and shaking tyrants. Onward he
climbed, sapping hands, up the stone mountain. Each step was a word, each breath a mantra. His pilgrimage was not to conquer but to ascend through speech and ritual carrying the sacred burden of the seeker. But so each one of these paragraphs is like one of the savian symbols or a couple of them like okay at
the mountain's crest psyche raised a crimson banner bearing the heart of fire. This was not conquest but love made defiance. Wherever the banner waved, the broken and the outcast gathered, seeing in his folds a promise that beauty could rally nations. Kneeling nearby was the cloistered warrior. Sword laid before an altar.
Psychi bore this vow. Power must serve something greater than itself. His ambition was chained to devotion. His drive consecrated by duty. Below an artist vision crystallized into statues of flesh and stone. The dream becoming flesh. Ideals material. Ideals materializing. This was Psyche's gift to
take prophecy and render it real so others could touch the untouchable. A gavvel hovered where dawn broke across the horizon. Saturn's judgment ushering in the mornings of a new age. Psyche's trials were many, but in each verdict she bore the role of judge and herald. One who declared, "The old has ended. The new has come."
At the edges, a woman pleaded before the tribal chief, lightning burning in her eyes. Psyche knew her voice, for it was his own. The cry for justice, for innocence, for the protection of the tribe. His revolution was not rage, but compassion weaponized. Wanderers crossed the Starlet River
under Neptune's stream. They carried strange tongues and foreign fires. But Psyche welcomed them as kid. For in his realm all who sought belonging were immigrants and no border could deny the spiritual tide. A pilgrim held the love an autumn leaf growing flowing like
ember. Psyche looked upon it and saw eternity. Death not as finality but as turning of the seasons transformation encoded in the veins of a leaf. In the distance, an old sea captain rocked on a porch. Hyperglow, eyes on horizons long sailed. This was
Psyche's destiny to guide not as a conqueror, but as elder, captain of wisdom, master of stories. At the corner of the vision, a peacock shimmerred with royal blues and emeralds. Its chest scarred yet proud. The peacock's wound was Psyche's wound. Mocked envied,
wounded for brilliance, but also his healing. For by standing radiance despite scars he taught others to shine. I think it's pretty beautiful. I think I mean there's a lot to that too. What happened to the channel feels different hopefully
in a good way. Oh, thank you, Spunky, for the Thank you so much. Yeah, and I'll get that to you. I'll get that to you soon. I just need your uh you know, your birth information can do run your astrology and I'll also hook you up. I'll tell you a lot of like astrological reports and like stuff like I'll tell you a lot of good stuff.
Can I Yeah, I'll actually run I'll do I'll do like a I want actually a report to you with like some focus on I'll have an idea be surprised. I'll be surprised bonus. Okay, let's see. Hello Halo. You guys too like I do have a uh you
guys are interested in that. Um, I think for um for members and mods it's like 15 and then um if you're like not a member or a mod uh $20
and you can cash up at
if you're interested. Oh, I hope they mean better. It's like not it's not going to be better to some people, but I think it's a lot better for me because I need to have like uh like, you know, good mental thing. I can't just be like I don't know like I don't know and I know like I'm not I'm over like whatever
said about me and I've already had to defend myself again. I didn't go up and like people were like, you know, saying things that like this woman KK was like, you know, saying like, oh, like, you know, blah, blah, blah. He's so terrible, blah, blah, blah. Because, you know, I think Alex had kind of had some had a little that day like, you know, they
had kind of like some kind of words or something. And um so then KK was like, "Oh, well this guy was like saying that I'm a bad mom or whatever." And I was like I was like, "Well," and I was like, "And then you're because she was talking about me and beat his chat like when I was there. She's a mom there." And and she was like
and I was like, "Well, you're talking about me and judging me." And it's like how and now it's this is karma for like because like now like you're getting like judged for your like parenting skills and it's the same thing. And she's like what? What? What? That's not the same thing. Oh, sorry. I'm sorry. I'm so blocked for this. That's not the same thing. That's a different thing because you know cats
are not kids. Blah blah. Okay. I know. But I was like it's the same kind of thing. But now I know how I feel. And then I and then I explained to her and then she like did say like that she uh that she she did kind of apologize in a certain way. now uh who who didn't apologize or who made things worse was like Sandman. I went on there too because they're doing the same thing and I was just like
be nice enough to come on the panel and then you know like I think that if I go I'm like established enough where I should I should be able to go on a panel and not not just be attacked or like you know that like you know they bring on kiss my cheeks on the phone and then bathroom on the phone and like all these people are just like talking to me like I'm the biggest piece of garbage on the
earth like you know and I'm trying to explain things over and over again like that I'm All good. Cats are all good. I'm good. Like the house is clean. Hey, Trax right there. Trac is right there behind me. Tracer R's over there. He likes to sit this up. Oh, just chilling.
Let's see. I haven't seen. Hey, JB. You come on panel. Somebody anyone want to come up and say hi? I know. I've been here. I've been like
I'm dual streaming this on kick today, you know, like even on Twitch I like Oh, thank you. Like for the I think a couple people signed up or they get like not signed up but on Twitch if you have an Amazon Prime you can go on Twitch and like choose one person to get a free membership and then it's like and then
but like Twitch will pay them a few bucks for the membership. And so if you guys are interested like that's a way to support me if you just all you have to do is like you know but you get one and so if you're like friends with somebody else or like you know fan of somebody else you can use it for them but you get every month you get to choose somebody for like you know so that's just a benefit like and know that's just like
something if people don't use that it's just like you know waste right Jay dog up >> hey what's going on psyche >> hi how are you >> good good how about Hey bro, I owe you an apology, man. >> Oh, okay. What's up? >> I want to tell you I'm sorry, man, for
you know, I don't mean to bring drama to your your channel, bro. I know your your channel is more positivity, more like chill vibe, you know, positive energy, good vibes, and you know, you know, I felt bad. >> You know, I felt really bad. you know, I really, you know, looking back and thinking about it and I didn't mean to,
you know, start you know, on your panel or on your channel at all. >> Yeah. I mean, it's like I I know I saw like, you know, I was getting all these screenshots screenshots and it's like, well, it's like I know some of you guys fight sometimes and then you're friends again and you fight sometimes and it's like I'm trying to stay out of out of it and just like just have my own personal relationship with people and it's like I
don't want people to fight or like but I think I'm okay. I think I'm okay. Like it's like I just can't have people like say, "Oh, that person can't be on because I don't I don't like the like ultimatums on it because I like to just like have people up when they want to come up or if they want to come up most of the time if I like get along with them. I get along with >> just like you know I said no just no no doxing or or like you know you don't do
any of that on my show you know. >> Yeah. I respect your rules psyche. I I respect your rules and man I I apologize to you man if I broke any of your rules or if I disrespected your guest or or disrespected you in any type of way. I apologize as a man to you man. I'm sorry. >> It's okay. Yeah. I accept your apology like and uh you know maybe like
hopefully you can you know talk to some of these other people that are mad and stuff like that. But I know I know some of the stuff you said is true or a lot of it, you know, and it's like but I just don't want to get too involved in like >> Well, I brought up a lot of personal stuff that I should not have brought up, you know, especially a lot of stuff that, you know, behind the scenes that >> a lot of people are not aware of and so
that was bad of me and I don't want to bring up stuff that, >> you know, I'm not trying to bring up personal stuff that has nothing to do with anything, you know, relevant here. You know what I mean? like >> I I don't want to you know say stuff like that. So >> well that lady stargazer you were very pretty rude to her like for you know she's like a little like the spicy spicy
older lady and >> yeah I I I went at her hard. I apologize man. I I you know I was high that day and you know you know I I wasn't in my right mind and you know I I went at her crazy and I disrespected her and you know I'm sorry and I do apologize to her. >> Okay. No pro. Well, okay, good. >> And it'll never happen again. Never
happen again. >> That That sounds good. That sounds good. And uh Yeah. So, what's up with you? Like, what's what's new? >> Chilling. Chilling. Just getting ready to go out there and hitting hit the road with the ice cream trucks. >> Yep. Can you Can you like come by my house and bring me M Mr. Goodb Bar? >> You You know what? If I'm by your house,
I'm I'mma ring the doorbell and I'll be like, "Hey, come get whatever you want, Psyche. It's on the house." >> Okay. I'm just back because I look like a I look like a >> You shaved, huh? Psyche. You shaved your beard huh? >> A little bit. A little bit. I shaved a little bit. I shaved a little bit and my mustache and stuff, but I tried to shave off some of my beard. Hi, Jamies. Yeah.
>> Oh, yeah. Oh, yeah. You got You got a new look. Looks clean, bro. Looks really clean. >> Yeah. Well, I think I like I think and I've been trying to like you know say lot cleaner like my like nails and stuff so they're not like dirty. >> Yeah, they were talking >> but they were talking mad crap that day, right? Um,
>> yeah, I I seen that that day. And I'm not allowed on KK >> for, you know, because I am a docer, so I'm not allowed on KK's as far as I, you know, I got into with one of her, you know, wine mommy gal pals and dox dock somebody on hers. So that's why I'm not allowed on KK's. Otherwise, I wouldn't want up there and, you know, back you up
a little bit and like, no, that's not true. much, you know, but she won't allow me. >> I went up there and defended myself against with her and I think it went really well on her show, but then Saman like brought all these people that were just being all loud like um like uh Lee Baie and and like and they're all like, "Oh my god." They're just like, you know how like they're overreacting so and
like scream like it just make it just like makes it so hard. It's like the crowd just like totally is like, you know, kind of swept up in like the mood of the room sometimes and it's like and it's just like it's all like, "Hey, hold on one second." >> Hi. >> Just saying hi. Starting my day off, right? Actually, I've been up for a long
time, but just saying hi. Hi, Jay Dog. I hope you're having a good day. >> Hi, Alex. >> Good. How about you? >> I'm turning my camera off. I'm turning it off. Okay. >> No, no, no. Don't turn it off. Turn it off. >> Oh, I don't look good right now. I just I don't >> How are y'all doing today? Early afternoon for me. Um, not early. I'm
just on a weird sleep schedule now. But, um, how are y'all doing? >> We're chilling. Chilling. I'm just up here apologizing to Psyche for, you know, I was on bad behavior. >> Well, you know what? It takes strong people to apologize. And that's cool. That tells me everything I need to know about you. So you're amazing because a lot of people don't have that in them to
apologize. >> Thank you, Alex. I appreciate you, Alex. Thank you. And you know, Psyche is a good friend to have. You know, I know you know, you had him on I saw the show yesterday and you know, I subscribed to your show, Alex. Yeah, it was amazing show. Um I look forward. Are you gonna have him on some more times, Alex? I'm hoping Thursday if he has time and
then Sunday if he has time. But the next show will be better because um I wasn't as prepared as I should have been for the first show. So the next show it's going to be better graphics. I'm going to be more prepared. I'm not going to sound um like I like I just um finished having a concussion and I'll be better.
But Psyche was amazing on it. >> Psyche. Thank you so much. >> No, no, no. I No. I I said I didn't want to sound like I finished having a concussion. I I I don't think I I was prepared enough. >> Yeah, I haven't had a concussion to my knowledge. I I hope I haven't. Maybe. >> Yeah. No, I hope not either. >> I hope not.
>> No, I love No, I love your show. Your show is like so so professional and it's like, you know, it's so great like just talking to you and it's just like such a easy conversation. It's like no matter what the topic. So, oh, thank you for gifting the membership. My traveling gypsy. I don't know. Um, you let me know who got that because I can't see my I don't see my screen right now, but thank you for that.
>> Hey, my traveling gypsy tarot. I see you. >> Thank you so much. Yeah, there was there's I felt like there was a good very good vibe like with us. I just like I think it's and I was like I keep thinking as like I think we're like Yeah, we are like this like astrological twins in a way, right? because >> we we are well I I feel like you're like
my kindred spirit in a lot of ways and I yeah I my um cousin saw the show >> and she was like >> since when are you since when are you okay with tarot because she's big into tarot and astrology and everything and I was like I I have been but but like within my family we have a certain
dichotomy it's like a split some people are okay with it some people are not and she was like I I'm so glad that you did that show. She loved it. So that's what means something to me is like when your family sees your stuff and they're like, "Oh, that's what you're up to." So
>> yeah. Awesome. I I told my family about it. I think my brother, but I'm sure my brother will watch it. But uh yeah. Um well hopefully it will it opens some people's you know eyes to you know you know be interested in astrology because you know it is a fascinating way to um to know know about
yourself and I think know thyself is such an important important you know thing to do and know thyself love thyself. Hold on one second we have somebody else coming on panel too. Oh traveling gypsy ones. Here we go. >> Yay. >> Hi. How are you guys doing? Hey, how are you doing? >> Pretty good. Just finishing work. Just stopped in to say hi and say hi to Psych
and you, Alex. Alex, you're so freaking awesome on your show. Keep up the good work. >> I'm so proud that stepped up for Psych for a like. Awesome. >> Thank you for Thank you for being supportive and for forgiving that time I blocked you and I was just like, >> "No worries. No worries. I so get it because like you never know, right? I'm
just like certain friends with certain people that I click with, but that's about it. I don't um like Psych and I have actually known each other. Holy Psych about two years. >> Wait. Yeah. Yeah. Over a year for sure. Like I mean I got to head out, man. You guys have a good afternoon. >> J nice meeting you guys. You guys have a >> Have a good one. great afternoon.
>> Drive safely. Drive safely. >> So, but I missed the show. So, what is it like on your Is it on your stream? like >> it's actually I linked it I linked her to her to her um video my on my community wall my post is there but I I think I got her channel in the >> Oh no I'm subscribed to Psych I just to to Alex I just I missed it yesterday. Um
watch it. >> That's not our backup channel. It's on our backup channel. It's just Alexandra Mayor's Yeah. Right. >> It's actually my my original channel. My original channel that that one um I I'm not really active. It's where I do my Bible reading. The um Alexandre Mayor's channel. >> that's where. >> Yeah, >> But but it's like you should download or if you want to wait for the edited
version. Oh my god, I just thought about what I could do. I'll make you your own intro to it and edit it. That way it's considered completely unique content and you could monetize it. And I'll do that for all of them. That way you have your addition, I'll have my edition. And you know, then there'll be the original raw
edition. That's the best way. You could make shorts. I look, when it comes to social media marketing, I do kind of know how to do it. So, that's what we'll do. >> Yeah. Thank you so much. I appreciate that. >> That sounds like >> Yeah, because I love your intro. I can't wait to see more. But, I'm going to head out. I'm going to go pick up some banana chocolate chip muffins at my kids house.
>> So, I just wanted to say hi to everybody and say hi to you and like Yeah. Alex and like Yeah. All right. Okay, guys. >> Have a good day. Have a great day. >> Okay, you too. Bye. >> She's so sweet. >> She's sweet. She's nice. >> We got a lot better energy lately here. Just like nicer. Well, except for that
that guy last well the guy kind of Saturday night. Not as good. >> Oh, that was comedy. That was comedy. Okay. That was pure comedy in my opinion. That was funny. Um, yeah. Well, you know, I right now you are I won't say the but one of the most popular metaphorical guys in
school. That's what I call the streaming communities, the school. And you're popular right now. You are popular. You're gonna have to wield your popularity. >> Well, I don't know. It's like popular. It's like you hopefully I uh I mean I would like to get you know my numbers up
and stuff but um yeah I would say I'm kind of kind of well but I don't know I don't know if I'm famous or infamous but uh I don't know I have a someone was saying today they're like oh yeah I was I don't know they were saying that uh I don't know I I felt like I was like
not a lot of people were like said nice things about me I don't know. I forgot what the guy said though. I'm sorry. >> First comes first comes infamy, then comes fame, then comes you running away from fame and becoming reclusive, and then you come back out again and um you
help other people going through the same cycle. That's how it works. >> Yeah. And I have I have like constantly always been like, you know, going like having these long periods of being alone and things like that. And then this time I was able to like and because I wasn't even talking when I first started like watching like lives on YouTube. I was like what is that? I didn't know like
what didn't like understand there were like the live streams were getting popular and uh and so then I slowly started talking in chats then I like you know became a mod in some chats and then started like doing some panels and then like started my own channel and I just did things step by step by step like just like a goat will climb a mountain
step by step by step you know and uh and I but I always but I knew I always knew it would be successful I was like I like, well, I was like, I have the rest of my life, you know, to like do something with like something's going to happen. It's like just like if I keep putting content and I know people and and I it's like somebody I knew some
there's people out there for everybody, you know, and I I was very very I was very like shy about coming on camera. My first videos, which are up again, I never like was on camera. I was just like, you know, like at the beach and stuff like that. But now I'm like I can't get off camera and I'm much more confident and >> good. >> So I came out I came out but I'm also
able to share all these things I learned when I was in this like large periods of solitude and uh I also like solitude is good for me once in a while. It's very healing and very u you know you can you get to you to like rest. It's like a hermit mode a little bit but then it's like >> that's where I am. >> Yeah. >> I'm in I'm in hermit mode until the
beginning of the fall. Um, I've been in solitude. People have been like, "Where's Alex? We got to use our We got to weaponize our to figure out where she is when she has her video up." And I mean, they can do it if they want to. But unless you have four-wheel drive, it's going to be hard to get where I'm
at. But I'm so extreme that when I have to be in solitude, I go where nobody but I'm at the end of the summer, I'll be ready to come back out again. But sometimes, you know, especially being a Capricorn, you know, we we do
have um those modes to where we have to prepare ourselves because we kind of sometimes, you know, talking to you has been incredibly therapeutic for me because um you've reminded me of a lot of things that I forgot about when it came to some lessons that not only my dad but his
partner also have taught me over the And I just hadn't revisited that. So, you know, you say I've helped you, not as much as you've helped me. >> And I mean it when I say that you are a natural counselor, you're a natural therapist. You bring in humor. You bring
in astrology. You bring in the tarot. You bring in kindness. You're a very good person. And that's why people are coming after you. And I've seen it with I mean there's been some people that um you know I've said I'll never talk to again or that I've had disagreements with. But just
because I have it doesn't mean that they weren't unique special people. It just got to where it was too much for me. And I have a very hard shell as I'm sure you can feel. But I didn't always. And I hope that you never get to have as hard of a shell as me because I I would like
my shell to soften. But with you, ignore these people. You got a lot of jealousy um that's coming at you right now because you are talking to a lot of the women in the community that a lot of the men would love to talk to, but they
don't have the courage. It doesn't matter if you're heterero or LGBTQ. It's the fact that you're a male and you have amazing social skills. And there's some men who are coming at you even if you didn't exist. They would never have
the courage to talk to some of the women that you routinely talk to. Bea is a hot woman. I don't care what anybody says. She and I have gone back and forth and I've said things that I wish I had never said to her, but the fact of the matter is she's a hot, sophisticated, cool woman. Um, Alisa Jordana, I know you've
communicated with her. She without a doubt is like the queen when it comes to glamour and just professionalism. I've never spoken to her, but I really admire her in a lot of ways. Um, who else? >> Who else? Let me think of it's it's been a it's been a lot. It's been a lot of women in these communities and you'll
probably talk to more and and the guys, they're going to get very envious because they're like, "Oh, who does psyche think he is?" Really? That's what it is. So, prepare for that. >> But, um you'll have men who come at you who get jealous, too, because you've talked to um you know who you really
vibed with. Well, I saw the stream, Benny Blanco. I forgot about him. >> Yeah, >> he is a nice dude. He's nice. >> He's super nice. Yeah, he was like where I basically started on his show like that was like one of the I was just watching a lot of tarot on YouTube and then like I just like came across him in my like algorithm one night like in my
>> and then and he was like he had like a hundred people in his chat. He was like, he kept saying, "Bro, bro bro bro bro bro bro bro bro bro bro bro bro bro bro bro bro bro bro bro bro bro" and it was bro bro bro bro bro bro bro bro bro bro bro bro bro bro bro bro bro bro bro bro like really funny and then um he ended up falling asleep and I was like talking in his chat like doing tarot readings in his chat and I was like the first people that were basically subscribed he like would he would he would actually say oh subscribe to get him to his 50 subscribers and like it happened pretty quickly after that like and then he just
really inspired me and which is like maybe some some of some of it's not so positive like I was like oh I want to get drunk on stream too and I got pretty drunk the the first six six months of my show. I was I got pretty damn drunk on my show. But um >> I've done all kinds of stuff. >> Yeah,
>> it was it was a party though. Yeah. Yeah. But he's great. I love Benny. Yeah, he's very good. >> He's interesting. He's very interesting. He looks like he should be an actor in a remake of the portrait of Dorian Gray. He has amazing facial features. I always I'm very into aesthetics. I look at people and I'm like,
>> that's a beautiful person. >> Yeah. Yeah. He uh and I love when Well, I was He always got trolled like they're like where people say think he's and stuff like that. Yeah. >> No, no, no. He's going to age inc. He's He's so young still when he's going to be very Have you ever seen his He's
three. >> You ever see his dad? I've seen his dad. >> Your dad is equally good-looking. >> Oh, yeah. Well, I just kind of seen his dad from the side or like not not too much on camera, but Well, I I didn't see I thought his dad was kind of like this balding. You saw him like, >> "Okay, maybe it was a different Maybe it
was a different person I saw." But >> No, no, no. >> He's gonna grow up to look like him. Maybe maybe that was his brother. I don't know who it was, but I was like, "Wow." But, you know, he has, you know, but you know, his mom is like that like like kind of like Roseanne, you know, it's like they kind of reminds me that Roseanne like you know, in the 80s, right? And there's that thing where he like was fighting his mom or whatever.
And I I was like I saw the videos and stuff. People kept trying to tell me, "Oh my god, like look what he's doing." And like I was like it doesn't look like he's like punched her in the face. It looks like he like pushed her on the shoulders. And it's like you don't know like how some guys >> physical it's a physical family and especially when moms have boys the moms
um a lot of times because when the boys are little they have to be physical because it's a boy instead of a girl. Um I don't think that he's abusing his parents or anything. >> Yeah. >> Have that impression of him. He's frustrated. I think that he needs he I
was really proud of a guy known as Q um Q because Q decided he wanted to live. He left home and he's in California. I I actually I'm hoping at some point I can communicate with him directly because I've decided that's who I'm giving my e scooter to if he wants it.
I'm I'm just going to gift it to him because um I I do want to write it one more time, but I'm a little afraid. It was Yeah, I'm a little afraid because >> I gotta live. I I I can't be knocking my head around too much. >> Well, you know, like um like uh I I think Are you a runner? You're like a Do
you like running? >> When I was younger. Yeah, I do run on treadmill sometimes. I haven't run in a few months, but when I was younger, I I had the record in high school for the mile runs for many years. >> Um, I used to do long distance and I have a lot of stamina. Not now because I'm a smoker. I'm gonna have a cigarette right now. Hell, >> but
>> when I was younger, what about you? Did you ever do any sports? You look athletic. >> I did cross country. Well, I played I was on actually on a Yeah, I was cross country in high school and I was actually invited to the sports banquet because I was like I got I was most improved or something like that. I was a smoker too like back then when I was like 16 17 or something really. >> Yeah, in high school I smoked since I
was like 14 13 and like people would buy me cigarettes. I was friends with all >> I was going to say how did you even get the cigarettes? I mean I remember one time I thought it was going to be cool. I I I tried to buy some cigarettes once when I was a teenager and the clerk wouldn't sell them to me. He's like, "I already know your mom. I'm not giving you anything." I was like, "Oh, >> oh my gosh."
>> Yeah. >> Yeah. I tried a lot of things when I was young and I would get in trouble. >> Nothing ever. >> Me, too. But yeah, but I get I got most improved and I actually got a trophy and I got invited to the sports dinner at the school and stuff and and that that was like wow. But I was on a basketball team
when I was younger, too. U my mom was like, you know, uh I got out of the baseball team, but I had to be on the basketball team and I didn't really good at the audition, so they put me on a good team, but I like was I just sucked. And it's like when I played the I didn't know I understand the game or anything, but I'm just like >> I know nothing about it still. I didn't I didn't learn it. I just was like,
>> well, I can tell because he called it an audition. >> We only called it try out. We called it tryyous. But you you Let me Can I ask you something? You don't have to answer, but I'm just curious. >> Have you ever been an actor? >> Yeah, >> because you have an actor's face. >> Community theater. I was like, yeah, I I did like three like kind of community
theater plays at this place called the Norris Theater in uh like you know, Pal's ver is where I'm from and it was like when I was probably sixth, seventh, sixth and seventh grade or fifth, sixth and seventh or something because I uh I was in the play Sugar, which is like Some Like It Hot. It's like based on that Some Like It Hot if you heard of that movie. It's a Marilyn
Monroe movie, Jack Lemon and stuff. >> And then I was in Bye-Bye Birdie. And then I was in this one called Once Upon a Mattress, which is like the princess and the pee. But >> yeah, but it's a princess and a pee and then in the pee like updated and like Carol Bernett started it in like the 50s or 60s. They whatever. But yeah. Yeah, it's a really funny it's it's a pretty
funny play. And so >> is this in California? Is it a different Okay. >> So So well, you're you're fortunate you grew up in California. Um because you've always been around actors and actresses then. Yeah, there's a lot of them here. And like, you know, you know, but I did notice like the African-Americans when I
went to theater class in like college, I said they were like the best actors. Like I I seen like they were just like very impressive. I was like, "Oh my god." like a >> we're just now really um as African-Americans getting our due when it comes to having um filmmakers that
are making major moves and um like like what's that guy's name? Um Tyler Perry, he's made his mark. >> There's um Angela Bet is starting to do some directing and producing. Um, the quietly there's always been a lot of female artists in the music industry who
are black or African-American who have quietly funded a lot of um, independent artists. Not just black though, white um Latin. You know who I think really has a lot of bias against them in Hollywood? Asian people. And people don't think about
Asians very much, but Asians um especially East Asians when it comes to drama and action films, you have some amazing performers and a lot of times they get passed over. And I don't know why, but I I'm hoping that, you know,
with the equalization of producing flicks or or films, whatever, you're you're going to see more people that you normally wouldn't see. So, but yeah, you to me you you have an actor's face. That's why I asked you. You have a nice jaw. You have a good jaw. >> Thank you. Actually, I got told Okay, so I have I had a nose job when I was like
17 years old. >> Really? Yeah, I did. >> Okay. Yeah. And uh but but I had to go to a few doctors for consultations. And like the first doctor was like this this doctor. He's like he's like, "Well, it's too complicated of a surgery. That that's too your nose is too complicated." So I went to another lady. So the second people I went to was this lady and she was like, "Okay, yeah, we're going to do your nose. We're gonna
break your nose like rearrange it and stuff." Then she's like, "No, we want we want to do a chit implant and like a forehead like" and so all these implants and stuff. Yeah. Yeah. I I didn't think so. And I was like I was like I just I had a nose. It was just basically like a look at bird's beak. That's what I could I can most of it too. It was just like it was just like and so like this tip of
it is like you can see it's like a perfect like perfect tip. >> You have a I wouldn't have thought whoever it looks pretty it looks natural. I I didn't think you'd had any anything done. >> Yeah. Actually, the plastic surgeon that did it has passed away now, but his name was Dr. Leaf and he was in Beverly Hills
and uh he did Jane Fonda's faceelift. That that was that was what we I heard, you know, before I got it. And if you I can't find the pictures anymore, but I used to have some pictures when they did the before photos and after and it's just like so such crazy difference like but I don't and that's the only thing I
really did. I mean it's like I also like had I had lasic of surgery and >> I want to get the eye the you know my sister um was talking about it and I was scared for her. I was like no but um as I'm getting older I'm I I'm kind of rethinking that I wouldn't mind having
I'm just afraid like what if something happens you know and then I can't see. So, >> well, it's like I remember it's like it's like a very quick procedure like they basically like laser like your a flap of like a flap of like on your eye and then they lit it's like it's like all it happens in like it take two minutes basically you're awake during it. You're on like
>> I don't want to be awake. >> Yeah. No, but it's like so quick. It's you have to be awake because your eyes are open, right? It's like and uh and so basically you just sit there like stare up and it just like the little laser just like does the most of the stuff. It just pulses your eye. Um and then it's like they put the flap back over it and that's it. It's like and then it's like it was like I had 2020 vision and I had
really bad vision where it's like um I had I can like barely like every all the lights were all blurry everywhere and I could like hardly see in the drive. I couldn't read any street signs or anything. Then I had 2020. Now it's maybe like like I have to wear reading glasses sometimes up close, but >> my my my far my far away dis distant
vision is what's bad up close. Um my my uplose vision is shifting. I can I can I'm noticing it, but I'm going to wait. I'm going to give it a couple more years to see what happens. So, um I'm I'm just going to wait. When I'm definitely when I'm 55, I'm going to go to Brazil to get
my plastic surgery. I'm going to get a facelift and um it it depends on what kind of physical shape I'm in. I might get lipo, but I might not need it. We We'll see. We'll see. >> They do have like amazing surgeons there, but I don't Yeah. I mean, it's like they're beautiful. Like, of course, like you But
>> I'm not beautiful enough. Not enough. Never enough. Never enough. Not Not in my opinion. I I don't think that you can ever But I I'm only talking about for me, not for other people. I I'm just um You know what it is? my my looks were
basically my trait for such a long time and now it's not at all which is great but still um it's just vanity and I know it it's a little bit of vanity >> well I mean I say I don't think vanity is that big of a sin it's like one of the seven deadly sins but it's like I don't think I don't think it should
really be on that list because it's like vanity can mean like you know enjoying just being beautiful and and it's like >> I like I do like being attractive. I'm not going to lie about it. I It's It's a difference because you you do it's it's good but bad. Some people There's this
um YouTube short I I should send it to you. There's this woman who lives in Dubai and she's like a motivational speaker. She probably at one time was working in the sex work industry. But she's gorgeous and she's very intelligent, but she really breaks down
what it is that's perceived as beautiful. That's like her whole thing, beauty. Um, what it is when it comes to the public's perception of looking one way versus another way. And um, she's right. You actually have more adversity
being viewed as attractive than not. But it's an advantage. >> Mr. Big Pipes is in here saying he thinks you look better than any other time he's known you. Five years now. >> So, um, >> I have known I a little I I don't know what to think about Big Pipes right now.
And I'll tell you why. I I know who he crushes on. I do know very well. And I still want to see Big Pipes become full force. I haven't seen that from him yet. I haven't seen big pipes in full force. Meaning
that guy who's going out on the town who is just confident and you you know knows his don't stink. I really I like him but sometimes I don't like him but then I like him again. It's weird but I've known him. >> I relate to that. I relate to that. like
I I had him uh on the show that I kicked him off and like banned him from the stream for a while and I was like so mad at him. I don't remember why but uh I put him in there there's a guy >> he invokes it. >> He invokes he he does it on purpose too. Well, you know, then then but then I came back like or like I I was on like a
gymnick's show and he was there and then like we're getting along again and then like so I was like okay come back to the show and then that >> Mr. Big has been through he's been through a lot. He's and I'm not going to disclose because I don't know like what y'all have talked about, but what I know
of him, he is a success story already when it comes to some adversity that he contended with when he was younger. So, you know, I I'm always him. Um, what's his name? Sig >> Qodana.
Um, Joe Shipley, I'll even say as much BS as I've dealt with him, Tommy James, those are like I have a soft spot for them. Those are my boys. I consider them my boys. And they're bad. I have bad boys.
>> I don't know why. >> Yeah. Well, yeah. Like I mean so many of these people like Blogger Q, Tommy James, like a lot of people like a lot of a lot of a lot of guys that are also streamers, they don't like >> blogger. You like blogger. >> They don't like because well they don't like themselves and they got to work on that. That's what it is.
>> Well, we lose you. Uh oh. Oh, the uh blog blogger is listening. Well, hopefully Alex back in a second. Where's every uh Oh, where's everybody in chat, though? Where Where's Why is
the chat so quiet? We have over 30 people in here. Come on in. Anyone on the panel? Oh, yeah. I need to pin that.
See? Hello. Is everybody out there? Is anybody there? Oh, >> I got one of those I got one of those emergency things. Like I'm not against the emergency thing. They're saying that
where I am there's going to be um some sort of weather. Um it could be. I guess nothing I can do about it, but whenever I get like an alert, it comes through and it fs up my stream, my streaming.
>> But yeah, um >> Blogger I I've Blogger, for some reason, Blogger thought that like he had to answer to me at one point. I'm like, what in the world? Um maybe he just wants someone to answer to. >> It's like this like a dog looking for his owner. It's like where are you the
owner? You're a master. >> If if you um well I have some clips of him which to at at his request I have unlisted but I have some beautiful um compilations of some of his older streams. I turned them like into little um it I turned his life into like a little minisseries, you
know. I I will send you the playlist if you ever want to watch it because I put cool music with it. I edited it. I was just kind of practicing editing series using his content because he's such a good performer. He he doesn't even realize it. And um everyone really loved a lot of the um compilations I did of
him, but they weren't just compilations. I made like a series. I called it what was what would I call it? Blogger. The It was something files. It was something called the something files. I'll have to look it up because I forgot what I named it. But blogger inspired me. He was cool.
>> He he tries to not be himself. He's a natural actor. >> Natural actor. Yeah. >> Oh, well I I mean it's like I uh I get along better with Blogger now. I we've had a couple incidents, but uh I I get along with him better than most people, but I I try to make up with Tommy James
and and Clumsy and stuff like that and different guys. I think that we were calling kind of colleagues doing the same thing and we should just like, you know, at least be be like on good terms or supportive. >> I think Tommy Tommy will end up being someone who you're friendly with because he's probably watching right now. Everything I do, he watches. I figured that out.
>> Yes, he does. >> Yeah. >> I know. >> I met him. >> Yeah, we hung out for about three weeks. I flew him down to Houston and um he let the chat pretty pretty much that up. But I
forgive him. It is what it is. But uh >> in his core, he's a good person. He actually he's made some very good points lately when it's come to some things. I hope that he stays on the path that he's on because >> I he
Yes. >> Yeah, I'll leave it at that. I I think that he's stopping doing some things because he's realized that there's unfortunately >> some people who watch these streams and they want to see like they view the streamers like they view us almost like we're characters in a video game.
>> Uhhuh. Yeah. And like instead of helping us win the game, they want to see us like be destroyed and they try to figure out ways to with us. But maybe that's a part of the game. >> Sometimes the tables are turned, >> right? And if you think about it, if most of it
most of it psychological warfare, right? And it's like that's a lot of power, too. It's like most of it is like we also the law of attraction we can like start to leave these negative things or attract these negative things more into our life you know by just concentrating on them giving them energy because our attention is what the world is made up of consciousness
where attention goes energy flows right um >> have you seen this uh this this isn't see there we go on the screen do you like that >> I do I noticed that you changed your um main avatar to Yes. >> Yeah. >> I like it. >> It was on the flag. >> Yeah. The heart with the rays around the
rays around it like >> the sun. It's It's the sun. I really, you know, thank you for the brief, you know, you you I'm sure you do realize it, but I rewatched our stream and the advice that you gave me through the reading, especially that final card, you're so right about that. And it's and
it's in the process of happening. I'm not going to say what it is. That way you know those who want to know what I'm talking about, you have to watch the stream. >> But Psyche um really so on point with his analysis of exactly where I am at
this particular juncture of my life. And I know that you only focus on the present, but you did foretell something with that last card. You absolutely did. >> Thank you for Thank you for the uh confirmation. I love I love that. >> Happy uh
See, see that's what And it's like right know right you know right in your you just know it right right before. So hopefully it gave you some guidance on that. >> You did. Thank you very much. >> You're welcome. >> What What is that? What is that incense that you're burning at this moment?
>> This is called Cabala incense. >> Oh, okay. >> And it says hand rolled masala incense sticks. And it came out in like this. There's some some other kinds too. And I've already been through two packs. I think I went through like the there's one called Witches Brew and then there's
one called uh Go Away Evil or something like that. And then there's like one >> Yeah, I have one more. more. >> I need I need the Go Away Evil. That's what I'm gonna pick up. I I like since normally I like I do like like when I'm stationary like in in the
winter time especially I love burning incense um certain candles and whatnot in the summer. No, not in the summer, not in the spring, but probably going into November. My mom when I was younger, she would do that. And now I'm
understanding why. But uh out here where I am, I I mean I like I feel like the desert is incense in itself >> and um I think I'm going to live in the desert.
I I'm really considering um living in the desert. I I really like the community that I'm in right now. And um I was talking to I I went up to the little store a little earlier today and it takes a while for people to get used
to seeing you and everything around here, but they're used to me now. And there's a young woman who works there and she's like, "I hope you move here." Because I whenever I go in, I I like to talk. And I chitchat with her and she's like, "Don't leave." And I'm like, "Well, when it comes to the fall, I have to." But I'm going to be back in the
spring. But what I think I I want to do is um like you know how I was telling you, I really want to do something for mothers of daughters. I am going to figure out how to establish myself as some sort of like a um
a shelter for women with it. It doesn't only have to be little girls. I've decided, you know, you could have a little boy, too, or multiple is if because everyone has different circumstances, but I'm going to buy a plot of of land. I'm gonna make
it like um a sanctuary and I'm going to have really nice RVs kind of dispersed throughout like a camping place, you know, >> but specifically for women who because
if if there's one thing I know how to do, it's how to disappear. I'm probably really like one of the best people at it, but um some women don't know how to do that, especially if they have like a crazy stalker ex or uh something going on. I'm I'm going to make and it might not work out. I was
telling my mom about it and she was like, "Good idea, but you're going to face legalities." And I'm like, "I know. I know, but maybe that's something I have to fight because I do have relatives that are attorneys >> and they can help me. And I told one of my relatives who's an attorney and she
was like, "You have to do it. You have to face the legalities because otherwise the predators keep going after these women and that's why they don't get away." So, I just want to do that. >> Yeah. Well, a lot of times there's like there's like Stockholm syndrome. There's like also like the feeling of helplessness is where am I gonna go? What am I gonna do? I'm gonna have children. I'm not gonna have a place to
stay. I'm not gonna, you know, I'll be I'll be just out like I there's so much the person's going to be looking for on top of that and she's gonna be really like looking over her shoulder the whole time doing all this. >> Yeah. >> For a lot of things. So, yeah. >> I have a a long time friend who I used to know from the adult industry. He
wound up becoming a security guard, then a bodyguard, then he opened his own bodyguard security firm, and I was telling him about it, and he lives in this area where I am. That's part of the reason that I'm here because he's known some things that I've gone through. And when I left the adult
industry, I actually came out here and I stayed on his property because I did I had some people after me and he taught me a lot. But I was telling him and he's like, "Well, if you do that, hire me. I will basically give you a 90% discount and I'll use your situation as
a way to train my guys as to how to deal with things." And I'm like, "Great idea. So, that's what if I move forward, that's what I'm doing." But I didn't have the confidence to do it before. Um, I can I I can do it now because I don't
like when you're a woman and you you know you work and everything, you do have that expendable income and even for tax reasons, you do have to find you you can't just sit on money, especially nowadays. And I'm not saying I have like all this money because I don't, >> but you cannot sit on money. You have to find a way to keep it circulating. And
that's a spiritual thing too because money is a manifestation of energy. >> So >> that's exactly and uh yeah and it's basically it's and it's also said like the money is not the root of all evil. It's the love of money or that's the root of all evil. It's like loving money more than like you know
>> If you hold on to it. Yeah. If you hold people. on to money you don't like the more you circulate money the more you're going to attract money. That's what I don't think some people understand, but it's the truth. If you hold on and you're constantly like, you know, Scrooge and McDuck,
you're never going to have much of anything. You'll actually lose money that way quickly. >> Yeah, >> you will. Well, money has always just burned uh kind of through my hands because it's like I it's just like u you know I have it and it's like but I'm never able to really save any you know I it's like because I always will I
I'll spend everything I have like you know like free so I I don't know I need to work on the saving part of it but I do like good deals though too though. >> Well what are you spending on like what do you think takes your money from you? Well, I mean it's like, you know, I maybe lately it's been kind of like the
the ordering GrubHub or or Door Dash or something because >> Do you do you not like to cook? >> Uh I do like to cook, but it's like sometimes like I just like I kind of like get tired of like the Whole Foods here and like like the markets like kind of far. I don't know. It's I mean the
other market's kind of far. So, uh, >> well, whenever whenever you decide, and you might not ever, and I will not take offense, but if you ever decide that you trust me, let me know where to send you something to because I told you I want to do the meal plan because I I'll be honest, I want to fatten you up a little
bit. I think that you I would try I I think that um you do need a little bit more meat on your bones and I understand that you have a very fast metabolism but if you ever give me the chance I could probably help you gain a little bit of weight if you ever wanted to. >> Thank you. Thank you so much because you know it's
like sometimes I just >> wait you know it's not a rush. I told you I would monitor you for a month, but if you ever want me to send you some meals, like because there's some really good um companies that send all you got to do is put it in the oven >> and it could become a part of your stream. You could show your people um
you preparing meals and eating and then you know what, if you don't gain any weight, you don't. But I think >> I can do I can do push-ups too and and pull-ups and stuff like that and maybe I'll get so I'll get muscular and stuff. I used to be like running around half naked on my show like now I'm like kind of like I embarrassed myself in that speedo so
bad like now I don't feel like ever like >> Did you wear a speedo on your stream? What was this? >> Yeah, it was in like July. It was like the week before like July. It was like July like for second or third right before the fourth of July. I say I was saving him for the Fourth of July, but Vita and I were fighting and so then like when I went one night in her chat in the speedo and like she she like we
made up. It was so funny. Then I went and I I and I flashed I flashed good uh let's see good time not good times drew me Jimmy. I like went on his show and I like pulled down my pants and I was wearing the speedos and then unfortunately I went I went and I like got kind of way too drunk and I put my legs behind my head and then somebody took a picture of that and it's like
there's like a profile >> psyche like dick talk dick and fish tacos or something and then and with me and like those pictures of me and uh whoever that is I'm gonna find you I'm gonna find you. It's that guy. It's that movie. The guy's like, "Find you." I don't want to make you take it down. I'm make you take that picture. That
picture. It's embarrassing. I'm just kidding. I I look fine. I'm very I am very flexible, Alex. I can like actually do something really cool with my arms. I think I probably show you. >> Well, you know, I think it's better to start out too skinny opposed to overweight. I've always thought that. I have seen some amazing transformations
of people um go from thin to looking like, you know, a fitness model. So, you're in a good position, but I'm not criticizing you and I hope that you don't take it that way. >> But if you ever do want advice on gaining weight and whatnot, I am a good person to talk to when it comes to that. I do know a lot about that kind of a
thing. >> Thank you. Well, I do appreciate because and it's like I I do neglect my own like you know there's some nights I'm like oh like I don't have any food here it's it's late and I was like but I don't want to like order because it's like so expensive and it's like so yeah so >> whenever you're ready just tell me it doesn't have to be your address. It
could be a PO box. It could be anywhere. I will start sending you there's a company that makes really delicious meals and all you got to do is put it in the oven and it could be a part of your stream. Sometimes you do have to put stuff on the stove. Sometimes you got to put it in the microwave. >> Uhhuh. Oh yeah. Well, I don't I don't
have a microwave. I have everything. I have a stove. >> I just have I just have a a gas stove. >> Then I'll send you a microwave. That's my thing. It doesn't matter. But I I would like to see you have some healthier food. And I'm not saying that you're not being healthy, >> but I would like to see you have some
healthier food. >> That's just me being me. >> So, >> I've been eating a lot of McDonald's. Well, thank you so much for looking out for me. I I did have a pretty good bagel today and a hash brown from the uh bagel store because I woke up kind of earlier. But uh I've been I've been trying to
like there's times I'm hungrier than other times like uh coming from like uh the middle of the night after drinking a lot and like you know then that like I ate so much Taco Bell the other night like this big box like four different of the entre and like Cinnabun donut like cream bites and the the uh what else?
The slush. >> So you're eating junk food. You're you're eating junk food. Okay. >> Yeah. I I well kind of eating fast food like sometimes I like the I like burgers. I mean it's like I don't try to watch my weight and so it's like I have like probably stuff that's pretty bad for you and like sometimes like yeah I like uh but I don't I used to like eat a
lot of ice cream but I don't eat as much ice cream anymore but um I was always a big dessert guy in my family. I would always order the dessert for the table and everyone else was like always on a diet and so they were like, "Oh, Mr. Big Pipes is up to say hi." >> So, you like, >> "Hey, what's up, Alex?" >> Hey, how are you doing, Mr. Big Pipes? >> Hi. How are you, Big Pipes? >> I'm chilling. You know,
>> you're just chilling. >> Yeah, >> like a villain. >> I'm chilling. >> So, I saw you on um you were on you were on Jimnick's show the other day and it's like this guy Sig was on what? Like what's up with Sig? Isn't he like terrible? Like he just says such horrible things? >> Don't you think so?
>> Yeah. Uh I've known or I've known him for a while. Like I've actually have a video of him threatening to uh unal alive the president. >> Oh my god. Well, let's not let's not even talk about one of those words. >> That's the kind of stuff that dude says. Like >> Well, yeah, but >> I don't think he means it. I don't I don't think he means it. And also think
about the age of him. Yeah, >> he's a lot younger than all of us. >> Well, he defended it by saying that the Secret Service already contacted him and he doesn't care. Like >> maybe they did over and over. >> Well, he was just saying like what else was he saying? But he was saying bad stuff big. He was saying like, "Oh, like psychopaths should like slit slit everyone's ch like right." What was he
saying? >> I don't know. He's he's a sicko. Like >> Yeah. The only thing you got to worry about with that is that unfortunately you have people in these communities when they hear you say things like that, they lie, especially to law enforcement, and say that you're threatening them directly when you never did. Hell, you got people in your chat who've done that
to me right now. >> I've been threatened my family threatened like on this channel before. >> On this Oh, come on. It was like, you know, I can't help. What's it Q? That was Q, right? It was Q saying that. So, yeah, I remember that. But it was not necessarily, "Hey, Panda. Panda, do you want to come up on panel?" You can. I wanna I want to meet you on panel if you want.
>> I mean, I'm not like I'm just telling you that happened. I'm not >> Okay, but it didn't happen. Well, like they didn't like really They were just like I don't know. Maybe >> they were not specific. And I know, but I had this. It's like not serious, but it's like, you know, not they don't take it seriously. There was it's just a troll, you know, for the most part when they they're trying to to find anything
to annoy you. >> Sets a bad precedent. >> So, what's going on, Mr. Big Pikes? You >> Okay. haven't been on video. That's rare for you. >> Oh, I have like this new streamer setup where I'm using my phone as my camera. So, I mean, I've been streaming like every like three, four times a week. >> It's not a very good setup if it doesn't include a video, though. It's like that
that's not, you know, >> look at look at it on my on my channel. Like I streamed last night. >> I can't see anything. You're You have a >> You have a green arrow that >> on my YouTube channel like on Mr. Big YT. >> We have to go >> We have to go to your YouTube channel to see you. That's what you're saying. >> Like I'm on my computer right now. So
like for me to get >> You'll have a webcam. There's like an $8 webcam you can buy put on your computer. Just plug it into USB. You'll have even >> I use OBS and a Scarlet 4. You can still you can still use it in your in your regular computer. >> I'm on your channel right now. I don't even see you live on your channel. What are you talking about, Mr. Big? >> I'm saying on my other channel. It's not like I'm afraid to go online. I just
don't like have the plug. >> Well, it I'm not saying you're afraid. You don't want to be on camera. You don't have to be on camera. I'm not on camera right now. Here, I'll pop on real quick. Here I am. >> I have a heart. >> Yeah. >> No, that's my face. That is my face. I am I am I am the heart with the sun. That's me.
>> Yes. >> Peace out. Yeah. Peace. >> That's perfect. I like that. Actually, I should have that on my stream. That's all you see. Just the heart with the side. I like that. >> Oh, Hannah the torture clown. This guy was saying that he was calling me a PDF
the other night on something. >> Well, why would he say that? I don't know. >> Did he have it? That's the number one thing thrown around. >> I think I think it's projection of like being the loudest accuser maybe or something. >> Oh, yeah. I know. Just watch out some of the people that >> it's really nasty.
>> Okay. Well, it's like, you know, we we don't want to make any accusations against anybody without So, let's like just avoid doing >> No, that was He's the dude that wears like makeup and stuff, right? I know. I know. Panda torture class. Oh, he he come up. I don't know if he That's >> He was saying that I talked to minors is what he was saying. >> Oh, was there Were you ever talking to minors? >> No.
>> Okay. Well, then why do you care? >> I mean, have I ever talked to a minor? Like, in what like what situation? Like, and then it's like, oh, gotcha. Like, what the >> Well, I know, but like not like to meet them for sex, I guess, is the issue. >> No, no, >> Mr. big pipes, if I were in your position, I wouldn't worry about it considering certain things that are at play that others don't want to
acknowledge that are definitely provable reality >> opposed to just, you know, accusations that are unfounded. Ignore. >> No, I do. I don't associate I block the weirdo, but it's like I don't associate with people who say that Like just imagine like chilling with cool people and someone starts like
spouting out like that and then it's like if you're not doing that in real life, why are you doing that online and you're a pretender? Okay. Why are you a pretender? And what else are you pretending about? weirdo. >> Well, that's a good question. >> Yeah, that's big. Who are you talking to though, big pipes? Like who are you talking about? >> Uh the pretender weirdo who wears makeup
and says I talk to >> Oh, okay. I wouldn't worry about it. I mean, you've made a lot of progress, Mr. Big Pipe. >> Don't let people keep you. >> No, like if he said that to my face, I I would literally like slap the out of them. >> Well, the sun threatened violence or anything. Maybe we can work things out if he wants to come up and have a chat
with you and make sure that you know. >> No, I'm not like there. I have no interest in talking to some weirdo um that wears makeup and hangs out on these panels and spurs out making up about people talking to minors. I don't >> Well, don't take it too seriously because I think he's I think he his name is Panda the clown. So says, "Yeah,
you're crazy going on a panel torture." >> So he's a pretender. He like doesn't have a personality. So he's like, >> "What is my personality being a pretender online in my mid-30s or something?" Panda like Panda like going on a a 30-year-old. Is that something wrong with going on a 30-year-old's panel? I think it I think people like 30 years old want like basically >> No, I'm saying he didn't have he he
obviously doesn't have a personality. >> Well, I mean, he's wearing like, you know he's >> making he's making his personality like, oh, I'm the the wacky like torture guy. >> Well, I mean, Mr. Big Pipe, do you know how many people lie about me constantly? Oh, you do know you. You're very aware. Why? So, don't care. Who cares? >> Why Why would I I don't I wouldn't
associate with those people. >> Well, I don't. They follow me. I mean, right now, I'm looking at the chat. There's at least three people in the chat right now who have lied about me to law enforcement. They have threatened me. They have tried to extort me. They feel like their present presence in the
chat is going to deter me from being on the panel. every single one of those people, male or female, not only can you go to hell, but you don't matter. And that's the mentality that you have to have because they're miserable and misery loves
company. They wish I mean, Mr. Big Pipes, you're in a very good position in life. You are single. You have no children. You have a full head of hair. What else do you want? You have intelligence, yet you you're you're choosing to let
people who will never cross paths with you in person affect >> Oh, no. If I ever see that dude, I'm like, "Hey," I would be like, "Hey, are you the dude that calls me a PDF online?" I'd rip his eyeballs out. That's what I would >> But, but everybody's called I lit do. literally everybody has called like literally everybody. I mean, it's like I don't think there's anybody that hasn't
been accused of that like online. There's a woman There's a woman in who was in this chat today. >> Soely communicate that >> with an actual person who actually groomed a minor who lied and said I'm a
PDF. Whereas clearly I'm not LD. >> I'm not I don't need to say I don't I'm on Psyche's channel. Just let it be. But what I'm saying is, do these people matter? No. They are never going to get anywhere in their life.
>> They're always going to be where they are. I'm not even going to throw any insults because I feel the power of Psyche holding me back. I feel like I I feel like it's almost like a schoolyard fight and I'm trying to hit somebody and and Psyche's holding me back. He's like, "Hey girl, don't do it. Don't don't
don't hit that person." So, I'm not going to. But you hear what I'm saying. Just don't let the noise you up. Don't I'm sorry I even used I even used the bow word just now. >> Hey, I'll call back my >> Hi, >> it's me. >> Hi, guys. Hi, everybody. >> So, uh, Alex, uh, Mr. Bike Pipes, uh,
really does creep me out. Does he give you that same vibe? >> I've known Mr. Big Pipes for many years and I almost met Mr. Big Pipes. No, he does not make me feel that way. >> All right, that's it. Because I I've seen him creep out a lot of women and he says like jelly and he talks like this. I was just curious about I'm leaving >> You seem very weird. this dude. >> No, don't leave.
>> You get that from him? >> You're a bully. You're a bully. >> I just wanted your opinion. That's all. >> Well, I gave you my opinion. I almost met Mr. Bigpice when I went to visit family in St. Lewis many years ago. Mr. Big Pipes is someone that I do consider a friendly acquaintance. Would I be afraid of him? He's a cat. >> I didn't know that and now I do. So, I
appreciate your uh your perspective here. That's all. I wasn't being a bully. >> Just ask the question. >> He's a little He's a little sensitive. >> He bullied him. >> He's a little sensitive. >> It's not my fault he's sensitive. I I I was asking Alex. >> Well, I hope you're sensitive. >> I have a different point of view. That's all. He has >> Thank you for that, Alex. I appreciate it. >> I just shave a little bit. He has a like
a a musician's temperament. You know, musicians are a little bit >> A little bit. Yeah. A little bit. >> Yes. >> He is a musician. He's an amazing musician. >> That's >> um Mr. Big Pipes is self-taught on several instruments. He can play by ear. I think that's pretty good. Can you Can you do that? >> He's amazing.
>> He can. Great. But >> he's very good. >> He's very good. He just needs to get approp appropriate like a like a web camera and like a like because you know he he acknowledged like >> you know I've only heard him play it when he was very very drunk. Maybe that has something to do with it. >> Yeah. He's been very drunk on my show. Yeah. >> He's been very drunk on the show before
and like uh but I think >> that's why big types is hard. He can be all okay sometimes. But he does get a little creepy sometimes. >> Yeah, that that was my opinion, too. And apparently Alex sees a different side of him, which is why I asked. I wasn't trying to bully anybody. Honest. Honest to God. >> Well, my you know, my my tolerance level
might be different because I've been around a lot of different kinds of people in my life, especially musicians. So maybe my perspective >> Well, I don't think he's so creepy that he's like, I wouldn't be around him. You know what I mean? But he could be he could be good. I mean, I think most guys around here get a little creepy once they start drinking a little bit to be fair. So,
>> well, we as women can get creepy, too. >> Yes, we can. I love a good old fun sex talk. >> How are you doing, Summer? I haven't talked to you since. How are you doing? >> I'm doing good. I'm doing been a little busy. >> I think I talked to you since beta panel. I could be wrong. I could >> No, I don't think we've been on a panel together. No. Um, but I love the show
that you two did yesterday. By the way, I just want to say I was working. >> You saw it. You saw it. Cool. >> Yeah. Yeah. You We actually modded me to just kind of help watch the chat. So, I was at work and I was checking that, you know watch. >> So, that was that was you. So, you're the same summer as Okay. I wasn't sure if you were the same because I Okay. Okay. Okay. >> Hot me summer is me. >> Well, I'm gonna drop and I thank you uh
for your time. >> RG and thank you for your opinion, Alex. Take care. >> Have a good day, R.J. Bye. >> Bye. Panda. >> Yeah, it was good. It was It was It was definitely I love the um I love purple, so I love the background and everything. I thought it was really pretty, especially for you just making it like right then. I thought you did a good job. >> I I've already revamped it. I've already
made it better. I I'm just I'm the kind of person to where if if it's not the way I really want it to be, I'm going to make it the way I want it to be. So, it's good. The next installment >> will be better. >> That's good. That's good. Yeah, it was a good show. I liked it. It was I liked it. It was nice. >> Thank you so much. It was very fun. It was >> Yall did a good job.
>> This Thursday, this Thursday, I think we were doing another, right, Alex? >> Yeah, I hope so. It's It's on you. 12 >> Oh, yeah. I got PM. >> Pacific Standard Time. >> Be there square. >> Okay. >> It can be It can be square. But all right, Summer, you should come on the You should come up, Summer, because >> because >> Yeah,
>> that's what you should do if you if you wanted because I know you thought you were working. Well, >> no, I'm up. This was my last day of work. >> Okay. >> So, I'm done until Sunday as far as work. Work goes. >> Okay. >> As long as I'm up then. What time? Well, I don't know. 12 o'clock is What time? See, I'm in Kentucky. So,
>> what time zone are you on? It's It's 6:30 right now. >> It's Oh, so it's Eastern, I think. Eastern three hours ahead. >> It'll be three It'll be It'll be 3 PM. It'll be 3 p.m. >> Oh, that's perfect. >> Yeah, that's good. I can do that. >> Yes. >> Yeah, that'll be good. >> I'll be up by then. And I I like I didn't even have to do
that much that much research because I I didn't like know most of the stuff, but I did like you know just give myself a little pressure and I I had I had enough uh good knowledge like like you know book knowledge to like you know because I do feel as an expert in some of these things and >> you are an expert. You're like a freaking professor. Everyone who has
given me feedback is like he's an educator. He's not just a reader. you you really are you're you're very um knowledgeable more so than you may give yourself credit for really >> you know that I think the spiritual religion like that conversation in itself I think it's a cool conversation with if you can have it with people that you know what I mean like obviously you
two had a great conversation about it um it's been it's definitely been a journey you know what I mean for me um in different different elements and different ways um but yeah I think it's I think it was really I think it's really dope >> how has it been a journey for you if you don't mind me um crying and being invasive. Um, so in so in the beginning I was raised in um in a church and
everything like that like my my uncle was a big time p southern p uh pastor and and things um and so I was in a church choir believe it or not and all that >> nice >> and then things just happened throughout um which we could talk about that maybe on in the atmosphere of another you know moment um but a lot of things happened
in my journey of that and so it kind of made me um not trust God. So, um, but then that was my very naive self, right? And so, I've gotten older and I've been through a lot of things and now I definitely trust God. Um, he's got my back, but I don't know how I like like, you know, I don't really do organized religion because of some really bad
experiences. Um, uh through some pretty serious stuff. So, it's it's I don't know. I'm a little spiritual. I'm a little God. I'm like, I have a bunch of different things mixed up and I it works for me. Um, a lot of people be like, "Well, you can't do that. You can't you can't believe in crystals and witchy stuff and and Jesus." And I'm like, "Well, you can't tell me what I
can't do because it's at the end of the day, I'm standing at at the end of my road and no one else is going to be there but me. So, whatever works for me, I'm going to let that work for me." Um, and you know, so >> in my opinion, you sound a lot like me. That's yeah really uh >> I I kind of feel like like I hadn't even
thought about how it was my dad who introduced me to astrology until the morning of the stream with Psyche. I don't know why I hadn't thought about that in a while, but um I'm glad to have had the traditional um you know basic basically southern
Christian upbringing. That's my mom's side. But then some other things on my father's side, but a lot of people on my father's side are um devout Catholics actually. >> So I I I have a mixture, but I think that we all just got to figure out because it's only us experiencing our
own life. Nobody else is. >> So I I have you ever seen Being John Malkovich? Um um Alexandra or Summer either. Have you seen that movie called Being John? I I have seen that before. >> I haven't I've not seen >> Okay. And basically the plot is that there's an actor named John Malovich. He's like a bald actor. He's like a lot
of stuff that it's like, you know, he's kind of obscure, but he's well known within Hollywood. So, there's a Cameron Diaz movie called Being John Malovich. Basically, this guy moves into an apartment and then he like finds this little like kind of like um like a hole behind inside his apartment and he like looks in the hole and it you go into the hole, you go into like you're John Malovich's head and you're John Malovich
and you get to just experience what John Malovich experienced it for like five minutes then you're back in reality but then he starts like charging people to go down this hole and then people get addicted of going and John Malovich is kind of like like the real one is like kind of like what the is going on like he keeps losing kind consciousness every five minutes. But it's a really funny movie. It kind of kind of reminds me of that a little bit like you know experiencing somebody
else's actual consciousness which is like an interesting concept. Are we all the same consciousness? Is consciousness a thing? Is it um something? >> Well, when you really think about the like, you know, the real streamers who actually do IRL, especially from point of view perspective, POV, they are giving people who maybe are able to go
outside that sort of experience. >> A cat, I saw a cat, >> right? Well, >> she was saying, sorry. Well, on on on Tik Tok, there are like a lot of guys in prison on there. They got a hold of cell phones and they they're all >> Oh, really?
>> Something told me not to go on there. And they're on Facebook, too. Crazy. I look, not to cut you off. I'm sorry, Zeie, but I was going through Facebook the other day, actually, and I don't know who added me to some group. I use Facebook a lot for community stuff and local stuff. I can get stuff done really quick. Anywh who, I'm going through my newsfeed and next thing I know there's
like three dudes in a cell all like with their shirts off and I was just like, >> "Yeah." Oh yeah. >> Some of them look good. Some of them look good. >> I mean, yeah, one of he was a cutie. I was like, but it was just the fact of like what the how the did I even get in this group? I was like, I the guy's in jail. Like, I'm done with that
whole like when I met my husband, I said I said, listen, I've dated enough dudes that have been in and out of jail. I was like, if you're on if you're in jail or you're going to jail, I don't want nothing to do with you. He's like, no, I'm good. I'm like, all right. >> That was like my deal breaker. I mean, because, you know, I was in the sexy, so there wasn't a lot that was my deal breaker, but that was definitely my deal breaker.
>> They really But they really really want a pen pal. Like, even a guy, they just want they want someone to talk to. that. some kind of interest. >> Can't do that live no more. Sorry. >> I would suggest avoid because you don't because you you got to be careful about who you're around because their energy can transfer essentially to you just you
know whether you want to call it influence or energy it can happen. >> Yeah, definitely. >> Yeah. >> Obviously we know about that. That's empathy. Intimacy. But a lot of people don't realize it's more than just, you know, you can you can definitely swap energy with people. >> Oh. Well, do you know about sexual soul ties? Have you ever heard of that concept?
>> I do know about it. >> Yeah. Um, that's why I'm Look, um, as someone who has been very heavy, um, in certain arenas, I am the opposite today. That's why I think it's funny certain people say certain things about me. I
will not say I'm celibate. I'm not celibate, but I am very very very very particular and my partners are few and far between specifically because of that. So >> I had the same partner >> here for 18 years. So I'm good on that. But I also came out of the adult
industry. So um yeah. >> Oh, I didn't know that about you. I I did not know. I did not know. So, >> thank you for sharing because now >> you have play. >> Now I understand. >> Um I've done uh now I did do Playboy. I had an opportunity to do Playboy but I didn't do it. Um and I and the only
reason was because at that particular time and I wish I'd have done it in some sense but then again I'm glad I didn't sacrifice my morals for once in my life. my grandfather was dying and so it was either I go and do a trial shoot or I go and do help him and I chose to go and help him. So I missed the opportunity. >> You made the right choice.
>> I made the right choice. >> But I've done, you know, I've been super >> beautiful. I I mean I I don't know what people in the chat are saying because you don't I guess y'all didn't see her in her bikini when it was that impromptu bikini be titties thing. Summer looks amazing. and she won the contest. So,
all of you who are hating go to hell. >> I'm just saying that orange was popping on you, girl. I was like, "Okay, that's what made me You're the one that made me get up and get in the bathing suit because I was like, wait a minute. So, this is what we're doing today." I was like, "All right, this is >> You were ready. You were ready." I was like, "Who's this? Look at her. What the hell? Here we go. Here we go. All
right." >> Breakdown. You don't Alex, like >> you look great. >> The journey I'm on now. So I've been done this, you know, just about every part of the sex industry, adult industry you could do, right? Um, >> okay. >> You know, I've been a victim and I haven't been a victim and blah blah. I've had a lot of happen or whatever. You know what I mean?
>> I've gotten to a point in my life to where I just love that like I'm I'm healing and I'm healed, you know? I've healed from a lot of and I could for once like own and control my own sexuality. And I think it's beautiful thing for me that like, oh yeah, I'm all about jumping up on a bikini. Like, it does not bother me one bit. >> Me, too. And, you know, like I think
about the negatives of when I was in that world, >> but I also think about like like here's my positive. No one in my entire life can ever tell me that when I was young, I was not a hot little thing because I sure as was. And so, I have the proof. It's like, really? You're gonna say it's like, well, guess what?
>> You're you're pretty. You're not an ugly woman Alex. >> But it's different when you It is different when you hit almost 40. I'm I'm gonna be 47 next year. It's It's a little different. >> I'm Am I? I'm 46. So >> Oh, we're So we're the same age. So you you get it. Yeah. >> But I mean, I'll be honest with you, though. Like this is for once. I mean,
yeah. I mean, yeah, I was hot and all that stuff back then, right? But like it's just different now. Like I like being I love being in my 40s. I am I know who I am. I'm comfortable with who I am in every aspect of it. You know what I mean? Like I'm like I said, I'm on this big journey because like I mean even though I worked in the sex industry and all that kind of stuff like owning my sexuality, I mean it was more of a
job, right? So like between the trauma and the job it, you know, it was like whatever. So to be able to own it and like walk in it and appreciate your sexuality, that's a that's a pretty cool journey. I'm really digging it. It is. Well, I mean, I I get what you're saying because I'm I've never Well, I did go through a point where I regret it or I
felt ashamed. That's gone. Okay. Now, I just feel like, and that's what I was saying to to Psyche earlier. I'm like, you know, I got to watch the vanity because I feel like, hey, I do look good for my age. Let me flex. So, every once in a while, you will see me in a bikini for no
reason. every once in a while >> you know just to do it. >> It is okay and there's nothing wrong with that. And you know people on the internet are going to say whatever they're going to say but at the end of the day maybe you know and you know what I mean like we know we know so don't even worry about this do you >> well my old like I always kept in
contact with my old um fans when I was in that world and they keep me motivated that you you know if I am starting to look a little um like I shouldn't they will tell me and I appreciate it. They're like, "You might want to go into the gym." And I'm like, "You know what? You're right." And when I do, they're
like, "Yay, you you know, you need that because that is a part of me." >> And that's why I like to encourage. And I And like I said, Psyche, whenever you if you ever want me to, I will transform you. >> I work at a >> Let me pay you back. Let me pay you
back please. Alex out one day and I do that all the time. Don't ask psyche. I go to the gym, I'll be like, "Come on, y'all. Let's do this." You know what I mean? Like I'm all about like fitness, but like I like like I want to be fit, but at the same time, I like, you know what I'm saying? I like being a little curvy, too. So, I try to watch it because I love my curves.
>> Well, you can be fit and curvy. Well, you're very curvy. You got all the curves. I think you stole curves from some people. I don't know who, but And I'm not going to I'm not going to report you. Don't worry. >> Well, thank you. Thank you. >> It's definitely a fun curving road at times. >> Look, I was happy to develop some curves
because up until even like my early 30s, I was still basically a stick. Then all of a sudden, I gained some weight and I'm just now becoming comfortable more so with where I'm really going to be going into, you know, late 40s, early 50s. I'm happy about it. Like, like you
said, I do like being the age I am now, but mainly because I've I've lived and I like having the knowledge base and the experience. >> Yep. And listen, I don't give a People gonna be like, "Oh, you owe hacks." It's okay. You call me what you want. I don't give a because you know what? I know that we still got it. So, I ain't worried about that. I'm happy with me what other people think. >> Well, I like your avatar picture. That's
I'm just now looking at it because I'm I'm I'm like zooming in. That's a badass picture girl. >> I just did a photo. >> I like that picture. >> Um, and it was one of the pictures from the photo shoot. >> Well, that's beautiful. And I like how you're sitting on the graffiti. It like like there's a lot of unity in it because you have the beautiful tattoos. You got the red lipstick. You got the
background with a little bit of red. It's mainly turquoise. You look like your sun-kissed. Oh, black and white. Okay, let's look at that. >> That's beautiful. So, so you're you're like a muse. >> That's you. You're you're like a inspiration. You're a muse.
>> No, I I just like, you know what I mean? >> Good. I like the one you're laying on the rock. >> Yeah. Here, I'll show you over the summer. >> You did that this summer? >> Uh, well, no. Well, no. I think I did it in early in the very early beginning of the year. Maybe last Maybe it was the end of last year. I can't remember.
>> Well, it's recent. It's recent. Yeah, >> it's not that. >> Go, girl. >> Alex. Alex, Electra made something for >> Yeah, us. I just want to show you. >> I love it. I love it. That look I I like when the little characters I think it looks like me. I like it. Looks like you
>> Is that Is that um Barack? Is Barack >> really good. gonna appear? I think. Well, it looks like Apollo kind of because he has the laurel the laurel crown and then like >> Yeah, it could be Apollo. >> Yeah, it looks a little bit Apolloish, but I mean in the Roman the Roman toga kind of and the the red cape and the the archangel energy. I mean, but it's like
who's to say that some of the gods weren't maybe the angels or something like that? >> I think that they might have been. Yeah. I I think that there's a lot of overlap when it comes to various forms of theology or religion. >> Summer, do you like Do you like that >> Yeah. banner though, Summer? >> That banner is cute, but I love the heart. The go back to the little heart. I like that how that's in the middle.
Really like that a lot. Do like the banner. But I do like the way that just kind of >> was it was actually like on first it appeared here like and then I was like, "Wow, I really like love that symbol." Like because we were talking about how like the sun the sun's rays are like like the crown of thorns kind of. >> Yes. >> Right. >> Yeah. Yes. >> And then and then it's like then this this came with the peacock. Um Alex, I don't know if you heard the part about
the peacock, but it's like the peacock on his chest has a wound, but it's still like beautiful. It's still able to be beautiful and proud. Also, there's like the old sea captains in right there. There's like the these are all like from the Sabian symbols from my astrology. I don't know if you're familiar with the Sabian symbols, but they're basically a sentence for each degree of the zodiac. And then it's like so this is all the
all the all the sentences of all my chart all put together, the symbols all brought together in one piece. >> Interesting. So one mural. Okay. >> And if you Yeah, if you go if you go to my my post, you go to my post on my community wall, it goes through every all the symbols and there's a whole story there. But I even have more, you know, I get there's a performation, but and I can I'm actually doing that if you
if you guys if anybody's interested in having me go through your Sabian symbols, creating you the art and then um then then creating also music with it too. I can give you a song where where they bring this the symbolism into it also put a story to it. Um but also go into some of your astrology too. So
>> for anything you know that you can use me, use me, baby. you. >> Yeah. >> Yeah. >> That's nice. So you So on the next show, what we really got to do is break down the kinds of packages that you offer because that's something you you have clarified it verbally but not in written
form. >> Right. I know. Yeah. And yeah, I'm getting more like now that I have like my my website set up, I do have like a booking program set up through there and I have like, you know, I I actually have my Power Chat um is set up for, you know, Streamlabs and stuff like that. I just I was always doing the panel and it's like not quite perfectly compatible
with Streamyard yet, but I'm trying to learn OBS, too, which is a really great um and >> if you want to learn OBS, tap me tap me for that because I can walk you through it. I I I consider OBS sometimes like you heard me say I'm like oh yeah I'm doing this ghetto style but you're right
it's not um ghetto um OBS you can do a lot more and you can um implement it with stream I do both at the same time >> you can bring it up backstage >> yeah well for the power because for the power chat like you know that would be a reason I would want to to be connected through there so it would say out loud
on the screen automatically OBS allows you to create something called a virtual camera. So like whatever's on your screen right now, you can overlay stuff on OBS on your screen and you can just make it a little bit more fancy. >> Yeah. Oh, I'll be working on that. I'm working on some of this stuff. I'm gonna see if I'll show you my the Power Chat
link if anyone wants to help me test it. Let me see. Hold on a second. I might help myself test it, too. Let me see. And then it's like, look, Power Chat is what Alisa uses. and she was like, "Don't even like don't even bother with the super chats. Just use power chat. It does go to like, you know, immediately to like a bank account." Um, let's see. >> Yeah, from what I've heard, the guy who created Power Chat, he was a streamer.
Um, he re you know, Power Chat is specifically for streaming everything >> Yeah. about it. >> What which one is that? Um, that's the one that a lot of like the um lot like like the really high traffic streamers use. You can get the donations through it. You can get like a little media to play with the donation.
When people send it, they can copy and paste the YouTube link. Um, you can put they have all kinds of like overlay apps. It's really good. You should check it out, Summer. You really should. >> I have to I have to talk to her about She helps me with all my stuff like that. I'm so not good with that. But Katrina is amazing.
>> I mean, look at Katrina. Yeah, Katrina's awesome. >> Yeah, >> super super mod here. I think I think she's a I didn't mod I mod everybody and remod them and so sometimes I'm slow to get to it. Hey, >> Pebbles. >> Is this Is this Alexander? Is that the real person or am I like seeing things?
I don't know. >> Um I don't I have certain people blocked for obvious reasons. >> I'm not against um them being in the chat or you know it's your stream, but there's some people that I don't communicate with and they know why. >> Yes. Okay. So, >> I'm going to leave so that other people
>> No, no, no. I I don't I don't think I can have don't I don't think she's going to come up. I I don't I don't think >> she might want to. Maybe she wants to come up. If she wants to come up, I will I will leave. >> Okay. >> If they come up, then I can let you know, but they're not yet. So, she'll >> Yeah, >> we're having a good time. >> I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
>> Well, no, because any anyone that I talk to, she um basically wants to be me and I'll say it. So, she might want to come up. Maybe she wants some psyche insight and she should definitely receive your insight. If anyone should receive your insight, Swiky, it's her when I really think about it. So, if she wants to come
up, I will gladly come down. Well, I don't think she's coming up, but um let's see. I did put the power chat link and I'll I'll bring up my stream labs and so I don't know if it'll I'll be able to like actually like share my screen today with it a donation comes through and it will play it on air because I can like, you know, always replay it. Make I'm just still testing
it. If you guys want to help me out, I think it's just like I mean you can have your message right on write aloud on the air. Say anything you want to me. I'll read it as no matter how bad it is. I just can't say to words. Okay. So >> the only thing is be careful with the power chat. You It does give you the ability to block certain words. You're not going to want things that go against
what your own rules are. >> I Yeah, I think I put I put I put some of those I put some of those words in and so hopefully all the words I can think of. Yeah, don't be afraid. >> Um, yeah. So, let me see. Streamyard or Streamlabs? Streamlabs. Oh, yeah. They have a really easy like little program called Launchpad or something. Oh, there
it is. Okay. And then it's like, >> one more suggestion for you, Psyche, before I go because and you're going to hate me because I I do put my nose where I shouldn't. >> Lighting. Psyche. >> I have I have the lighting. Look. Look. I have lighting now. Put some more lighting on your wish list please.
>> Put some more on my wish. Okay. Yeah, I got this little Put some LED Put some LED things on your wish list. >> Put some LED strip. Put There's There's like a roll of adhesive um LED lights that you could put on your wish list. >> I'll get that for you. >> Hold on. I'll show you. >> Thank you.
>> Yeah, Summer has some good good lighting examples. Summer's going to be the model for the for the lighting. There we go. Hey, Summer, you look good. You look good. That's what That's what I'm talking about. Put that on your wish list, Psyche. >> Okay. Yeah. Thank you, Summer. >> You're welcome.
>> Sorry. Sorry. There you go. I'm sorry. A little slow. >> Put that on your wish list today. put that on your wish list because >> Thank you so much. I will. >> A lot of us, we want to we we want to trick you out a little bit. We we we want to make it look, >> you know, >> do put put a couple of them on there, right? Because one's not just >> You're gonna have to have
>> You'll need You'll need like two or three two or three. >> I want I want this to be a really cool uh cool area. You see my alien? I think my alien Oh my gosh, my floor. journey. Oh my gosh. >> You're not the only one who's You're a
guy. You're a guy. Guys with a certain masculine energy are a little messy. It's okay. I see the Oh, it has a cat. >> look at that. It has a cat. >> Yeah, >> Yeah, that's from Spunky. Spunky. Uh he sent me their little friends. It fit on my wish list. And then Oh, it's like
so awesome. I wake up every morning. I wake up and like exactly like there. Oh, the little little brightness. >> I love it. And I have some I do have some good light. I have some Aurora Borealis made with Aurora Borealis. Like, oh my gosh, I need to like fix my ankle. Oh Push this away a little bit.
>> That feels so good to be See, I've been working all day. >> You've been Yeah. Well, yeah. And and I know you work hard and uh >> I'm gonna show y'all how dirty my floor is. Hold up. I'm gonna show I'm gonna show you. >> Oh, look at how dirty my floor is. >> I know. >> It's nothing but dirt.
Uh oh. >> That's horrible. >> It's all dirt. What am I going to do? What am I going to do? Mine's dirtier than yours. Psych. Look how dirty it is. Uh oh. Look at Look at there's a I got rocks and stuff. It's It's nothing but dirt. >> Nothing but dirt. You better do Somebody better do like a whole threehour stream
about my dirty floor. >> Yeah. >> Yeah. I think that, you know, I went on >> Yeah. that I went on somebody's show the other day that had a lot to say and then like someone was saying to her, they're like or someone had said to her, "Oh, you know, something about her, you know, her parenting skills." And she was like, "Oh, but look at these people. They don't even know me. They're talking about my parenting skills." I'm like, "That's like, do you see how I feel now?
Like, you don't even know me. You're talking about my my catfather skills." I was like, "That's karma." She's like, "That's not karma." And then I went on panel. >> It is. >> Yeah. >> It is karma. >> It is. It is. >> But it's like, but all it is, >> but all it is, all it is is like, you know like
Oh, is it just me? Okay. Well, I'll hold it down. So, everybody, my floor is dirtier than everybody else's. Sorry. I have the dirtiest floor in the community. No one can beat me. I want my trophy for being
the dirtiest I'll be the dirtiest girl. I'll be the dirtiest girl in the community. Nothing but dirt. Nothing but dirt. But anyway, welcome to Psyche Stream. >> Welcome back, Summer. >> Oh, you you look like Summer in your summer dress. >> Yeah, it's like my little jamming
things. Little romper. >> So, >> we're in charge now. We're in charge of the stream. >> Wait, let's see. I have a dirty floor. Hold on. There we go.
Mine's Mine's real dirty. So >> dirty floor. >> Yeah. All right. Well, we're going to be the dirty crew. We're getting dirty. >> We're the dirty group. >> Ride out. Everybody ride out. Let's be dirty. >> Be the dirty. We're the dirty. Hey. Hey. You're not dirty, little cat. Look at you. You're clean.
>> He's like, I'm clean. >> Dang, mommy. I'm gonna jump on this thing over here. >> Jump all over your >> There's the boy. He says, "Hi." You got to say hi to me, too. >> They're spoiled. Spoiled little puppies.
>> It's good to spoil the kitties. The kitties and the puppies and whatever else kind of I used to have a neighbor who had little pigs. Little uh toy pigs basically. >> Oh, yeah. Munchkin pigs. I don't know what you call them, but they were tiny. But it was crazy. I remember the first time I saw them, I thought I didn't know what kind I thought it was a dog. I was like, "What kind of dog is that?" She's
like, "It's a pig." Um, and she had multiple. She had like three of them and they were really cute though. >> My mom had I I used to live in So, my father's side of the family was in Chicago and my mother's side of the family lived down here. So, I would bounce back all the time. Um, and I come back from Chicago one time to visit my mom and she had a pot belly pig running around. I was like, "What in the hell, lady?" I was like, "Just because we're in Kentucky." But it was cute. It was
like >> That's what they're called, the pot belly. I couldn't I didn't know what they were called. I remember her telling me they were pot belly pigs, but they were so like they were full grown, but they were like the size of a small dog. They They were really cute. Um she had a black one, she had a brown one, and she had one that was like calico kind of. It
was like brown, black, white, everything. Yeah, this one was like that. It had a bunch of brown and white and just it was really He was a cute little He just run around the house with a little fat ass. >> They're cute. They're cute. Like it's hard when you see them so cute because it makes you guilty about eating pork or you know, whatever.
>> All right. Yeah, Psyche has a message. She says, "Send Psyche a message. Read aloud on the show." Power chat. Somebody test the power chat and we want to see if it works. Let's see. Somebody down there. We could do the power check. >> Test it. Send him some donations. Ask him for a reading. Someone should get a
reading today. People should get readings today. >> Let's see. >> What is his What is his What is his handle? Psyche Awakens on Power Chat. >> Um yeah, it says let's see what it say. Let me see. >> Awaken. Yeah, it's Psyche Awakens. Okay,
>> I'm trying to get some >> If no one tests it, I'm gonna test it. If nobody's gonna >> Yeah, I'm >> Do you Do you Do you want a reading today, Summer? I'll treat you to a reading. >> Sure, I'll take one. Thank you. >> All right, let me let me try to get into the power chat. Let's see. Hello. Uh
>> let me see. Do you hear me? Do do you feel do you feel like doing a reading today or something? >> For sure. For sure. Absolutely. Love to I don't know what I did I did to my screen. Hold on. I I have like some other kind of screen up. Let me see. Oh, I can close it. Okay. >> Oh, that's okay. It's okay. Oh, yeah. I think I'm fine. >> I have this.
>> Let's see here. >> What? What is going on? >> We're gonna Oh, here. That's perfect. Let's get my cards out. See, right here. And I can actually bring it up on my >> um Okay, wait a minute. You don't Okay,
I'm trying to do it. It says you do not have any valid payment methods. >> It's SI Awakens. Psy Awakens, not Psyche >> Oh, okay. That Awakens. >> I think >> I see Get it backstage. I see it. Um, >> I don't know how it comes through, but it closed it.
>> Okay, I'll see. Let me see. So, this is what I do see the power chats come up. Let me see. Do I have this? >> It's working. It's working. Hold on. Okay, let's make sure everything's good. Okay, I set Let's see if it goes through.
Okay, let's see if it works. >> Okay, it says complete it on this end. >> Yeah, it has like a somebody said, "Do you have to pay to use it?" I don't think you have to. I don't know. Do you have to pay to use it, psyche, like if you're a creator? >> Um, no. I mean, there's a there's a premium version of it. >> They take a percentage. >> Thank you, Jenny. And thank you, Jenny,
too, for the super chat. That's awesome. Thank you. Uh I I don't I don't know if they take a not as YouTube takes a um kind of a 30%. I don't know. Uh that Oh, that the super chat work. Thank you, Jen. You're you're getting a reading today for sure. Um let me see if I I might have to bring it on on stage.
>> Well, it went through on the send. It didn't pop up on the thing, but >> yeah, mine went through, but it pop up on. >> Okay, let me my if I share the screen, it might be on my on because I have it set up down here. So, it's uh power chat, right? Okay, there we go. Oh,
that's power chat. New tab is the I think this one. Okay, let me see. Share. Uh oh, I have it there. Let me see. Uh oh, I see it's all on this.
I don't know if I can share the screen like on something off my tabs. So, all right. Look at Oh, it came through there. Let me see. Okay. Um don't see but maybe it's slow. I'll have to ask my uh I'll have to ask my team about it.
Well, there's like a there's like a um code that you'll need to insert in an overlay whether you're using OBS or something else. That's how you get the alerts. >> I did a test of it and the I mean the test went through Oh, hold on. I see. Hold on. There we Yeah, we have it here. Jenny girl genen sent uh I got it went
through the uh it went through the this one. Let me see. I'll try to see if I can share the screen. >> Super chat the 4.99 one. Yeah. Oh, no. No. It's a Oh, oh, yeah. Oh, that was a super chat, but it did. Oh, yeah. But I see it through here. Hold on. So, Oh, School of Athens sent Did he send a super chat or a uh
>> Okay. Oh, >> the guys >> and he dropped it a second ago. Um it's right drop your power um chat link again. It's kind of up now. >> I gotcha. Let's see. Um, where's my Okay.
Oh, I see. Hold on. I can I can look at See, this is my central thing. Hold on. This is the thing right here. Hold on. Okay. Share this one. Okay. So, do you see this yet there? And so, see, I I can see like this chat, right? Do you see? Do you guys see right here? Let me see if I go back. >> No, I don't see anything. >> Oh, yeah. I need to bring it up there.
Oh, come on. I have to bring it up. I'm so sorry. I thought that reads it, don't it? Like have a little voice because I picked a little voice to read. >> Yeah. Yeah. I mean I mean it's like it should have the voice but it's like because I mean I can play I think it will play um on on that on the screen. If I want to share the screen I think the voice will play. I just uh Okay there. Okay. Um let's see. So right
here. So this is what it looks like right there. See? So I think it would come. Oh coming in. Okay. One second. Or it says Santa. Hold on. Is that cool Athens or Santa? I thought I don't know Santa. I don't know if I trust Santa. Oh, hold on. It is cool. Oh,
okay. But you see, guys, come up there. >> What the hell? Hold on.
Sorry, I had to mute up. >> Yeah, >> I apologize. It was a little bit loud. Woo. >> That way we could see what he's doing, but then not super loud. >> I'll play it full screen. Here we go. Oh, look. It's Nick. >> What's up, Nick? >> Oh, that's Nick. Not >> I think that's Nick. I thought it I thought it was pool of Athens or Santa
Claus. Uh >> oh. Oh yeah. >> It's probably Nick. I think those abs belong to Nick. >> Yep. >> Well, looking good, Nick. Oh, there he is. >> From his shadow. >> Yep.
>> Let's see. What else can I share? Let me see. I can share like some stuff. Let me see. I'll try to present share. Okay. Image file. Okay. >> You have to take the DPS overlay and put it in a screen. That's what ET
>> Yeah. Let me see if I can do Oh, yeah. >> Yeah. I'm using a simple one, but then I'll use the more the other one. See if I have anything not the stream. I'll try the Streamlabs one. Okay, an update was detected. Okay,
>> making me a snack. Hold it.
>> Okay. Okay. Let's see. Downloading. Okay.
Okay, I need I'll be right back, guys. Um, and I need to be uh Okay, right back.
That's a nice view, actually. Skateboarding. Is he on a skateboard or a scooter?
He's running.
I'm sorry everyone there. >> Can you hear me? >> Hear me? >> Yeah, I'm back. >> I was typing. Sorry, >> I can't hear you. >> Hi there. >> I didn't know what happened. I fell. Well, I fell when I picked my kitty up.
>> Hold on. I have a song. >> Okay.
Woo! We have sound. color
>> downloaders.
>> What's up, Memphis? How you doing, baby? 420. Amanda, it's all in the chat. >> I'm so sorry, guys. >> Don't talk. I was Jamie, what's up? Halo. I did. I was like, I fell off and then I'm like, damn. Is it me? So then I jumped off again because I didn't hear anything. But then I realized the chat
didn't hear anything either. So I just hung out and
>> Hey man's in the house.
Shit's hot. I made some pasta. She's hot as hell, but it's good.
Um, Nick's frozen and I think Psyche's probably trying to fix his super thing. Mjigger power chat. >> I can't hear you somewhere. Hold on. I'll I'll fix it. >> Can you hear me? >> Playing a song real quick. >> Oh, I don't hear the song. >> But I can't hear it. So, I'll I'll fix it. Yeah, it's not I don't hear it on my end
at all. We're having some technical difficulties, everybody. We will get back to it as soon as we figure it out. How's everybody's day? It's been beautiful in Kentucky. I don't know about where you all are at, but it's been gorgeous the last couple days, man. And it's supposed to get hot again, but
I am really enjoying this like fall weather.
What happened to your scooter? Let's see. It's good. I changed the spark plugs and a few things. Oh, it's running great now. It would feel good to ride a scooter right now or a motorcycle. Oh my goodness.
420. If any of us get on your thing, you just um a requirement is you have to stop the stop sign. 420 be floating.
Yeah, that's how it's been here. It's been a Oh, it feels so good. I'm so over that 100 plus weather. Summer. >> Yes. >> You hear me? >> Yeah, you sound far away, but I can hear >> I can hear. you. >> I'm so sorry. Yeah, they did go through. They did go through it. Summer summer said, "Love you." And then um and then
Alex said, "Reading for summer." Thank you so much, Alex, for the $10 power chat and Summer for the $3 power chat. So, thank you so so much. Appreciate you. And I will figure out how to have them read on this on this on the screen soon. But I mean it's like I I did I was able to go to the website and uh they were there and so I don't know why they're not happening to the other
thing. But let's see. Uh I do have like a little song I made like about about the goddess psyche. This is about the goddess psych. You want to hear somewhere? >> Sure. >> And then I'll do your reading. Okay. This will get me in the mood for it. >> I trust you. I know you wouldn't hurt us. >> Okay. So let me just Hello. Where's my mousy? Okay,
>> we'd have to go get us a top cheese. >> I keep losing everything. I'm losing my mind. Right back. >> 74 where you're at. that's nice. Jamie said it's 100 in Cali. Gh. Yeah, I was watching somebody streaming Cali and they were talking about how hot it was.
Yay. I put something on my belly. I was hungry. Only thing I ate today was a bag of little bag of chips.
If it's nice tomorrow, I might since I got to work. Maybe we'll go down to the walking bridge. Oh, there's a song
in a palace made of whispers. Psyche lay in velvet night. Her lover came with hidden wings. A secret kept from sight. Trust the darkness. Don't betray. Love is more.
But doubt crept in candle flame burning curiosity. Love is fragile. Love is fire. Born of longing, bound by trial.
Even gods can bend and break, but the hearts atake. Psyche child of mortal pain. Love will fall but rise again.
One night she held the lantern high. Her hand shook with desire. A drop of oil betrayed her vow and woke the god of fire. Wings unfurled, his beauty blazed, but trust had torn them far apart. And
psyche wandered through the world with grief carved deep into her heart. Love is fragile. Love is fire of long
and break. But the hearts at psyche child of mortal pain will fall but rise again
through trials by jealous sheeting
water. Braving tasks that few could do. The soul must stumble. The soul must fight to find its wings in endless night. Final fragile love is fire
born of long bound by trial. Even gods can bend and break. But the heart learns what's at stake from the ashes. Truth will start psych
one true heart.
That was beautiful. I really like that >> Yeah, that was nice. melody. >> That was very calming. It was a nice melody. >> I agree.
Do you hear me? >> I like your topic, too. >> I had to change, Summer. I saw you looking summery and I was like, >> "Oh, girl, >> I'm not summery enough. I have to be summery." >> I had to match you. >> I know. I know. I I just like that if I see somebody wearing something, I'm like
>> partying. >> I don't know where I might I'm having problems with my camera. Can you hear my voice though? Hear my voice. >> I can hear you. >> We hear you. Perfect.
>> I like that. Likeal, >> even gods can bend and break, but the heart learns what to say.
>> Love will fall but rise again. A drop of oil betrayed her vow and woke the god of fire. Wings unfurled, his beauty blazed, but trust had torn them far apart. And
psyche wandered through the world with grief carved deep into her heart. Love is fragile. Love is fire born of longing bound by trial.
Even gods can bend and break but the hearts at psyche child of mort. Love will fall but rise again.
Through strength she never knew. Sorting seeds, fetching water, braving tasks that few could do. The soul must stumble. The
soul must fight to find its wings in night. Mind final fragile love is fire born of long
bound by trial. Even gods can bend and break. But the heart learns what's at stake. From the ashes truth will start psych
one true heart.
Well, I'm going to acknowledge the chat. Let's see who's in here. Let's see. Let's see. >> Let's see. Yes. I just bought some cherry Dr. Pepper headed. That's crazy. >> So, there's tariffs on Dr. Cherry Pepper. >> There's
>> That's nuts. >> They're going to try to do whatever they can do to make everybody poor. That's the agenda. >> Yeah. >> He's back. There he is. I'm sorry, my my >> Hello. camera's not working. Every time I turn to put the camera on, it like keeps like just like exiting me from the studio. So, I'm not sure. But I have to move by
my voice right now, but I can still do shoot. I would love to uh be able to maybe I can like take a picture and put it on the screen of of the full reading, but I'll I want to do Summer's reading. >> Okay. Um >> It'll be it'll be it'll be verbal, but >> That's okay. we'll see. >> Okay.
a good read for summer and and uh you know Jenny wants one as well in Athens. Okay, so UK so summer you got the two of pentacles. The two of pentacles it says a journey into equilibrium and so it's like really been getting um stabilized in the recent past and even though it's been like a little bit rough water
sometimes you really got your hands on things and are able to you know make the necessary adjustments and um you know and you know keep keep that good balance and equilibrium. So you're coming from a really good um good place where you're mentally and and physically everything's in balance. You also have the seven of wands. The seven of wands is like, you know, traditionally somebody they're holding up a wand and they've got all
these like, you know, villagers surrounding them like, you know, the kind of the people with the pitchforks and stuff like that and maybe you feel like you are you are kind of like under attack by certain people and like having to defend yourself. It says trapped. It says, but who is the monster? But because it's a it's actually a picture of Frankenstein, you know, and he's he's
holding off the villagers and it's like are they the monster or is he the monster? And you know it's interesting questions u in that in that card of the uh seven of wands which is what but it's basically asking for you is is like basically defend this equilibrium you have and make sure you know because he's also kind of balancing this balancing
the stick like he's like balancing the weight right and so it's maintaining this maintaining your equilibrium also we have the knight of swords okay knight of swords uh knight of swords is somebody that comes rushing in and out um a really good communicator. Uh but but is always like, you know, coming going. He's one of the fastest of the of the knights. He's most likely to, you
know, just come stop by real quick and then be on his way. Also, you know, the uh the air signs are kind of known as uh they're very intelligent, good with money, and you know, sometimes associated with with spycraft and things like that. But this is maybe somebody coming to you um bringing you news or something like that. some kind of communications incoming for you that
you've been waiting for. Also, we have this magician card. It says he uh holds the power of all the elements in the palm of his hand. It's the magician. And so, this is like also you having all the resources you need. You have everything you need to uh continue to manifest what you have and also to manif you know to use the elements at your disposal to create whatever you want in this world because you know all the everything is
made up of these elements. So basically you want to man manifest anything you can you know start start with the materials right you also have the eight of cups okay eight of cups is saying to me that uh okay so this is like uh in this deck it is uh it's like a lot of overwhelming emotion and maybe like uh I feel like this this moon energy uh this
new moon energy might have been like kind of emotional for you too uh but also like um you're you're also starting to like see things like um uh it's coming things are coming out of the illusion of the moon that it was casting um I I would believe but yeah you also have this you know this eight of cups is also eight is also the number of strength and I know you're very attached
like the very s sympathico with the strength card right you know I really see that for you so um I say you have the strength of your emotions also the strength and the manifesting oh and the seven of cups also so there's going to be a lot of options presented towards you um coming up and it's like a lot them will look good. A couple of them are like it's like kind of like let's make a deal. It's like behind like curtain number one, curtain number two,
curtain number three. I mean it's like there might be there might be a like a you know the whammy or whatever they call I don't know you know when they there might be one of those hidden in there. Some of the cups are not positive right there seven doors there might be like two or three of those that are you know false false things that will make you happy probably. So I would say like concentrate on actually what you really want and uh and choose wisely. Okay.
because there's there's a lot of stuff that you want in those cards that will make you very happy. Okay, I'll do another card. Word of advice. Okay, we have the nine of wands. It says and okay, we have another one of these. Um this is like you know kind of like you know secure your fort you know you know dig the mode a little bit deep or something. It says survival is a matter of perseverance and vice versa. And so
it's like I say say be be vigilant because I still think you do have these negative forces trying to um not not distract you but just like trying to interfere with your work somehow because it is good work. I mean it's like a good-hearted work and whenever that happens it's like there's these demons all of a sudden come out try to you know try to cause all these kind of problems. just stand your ground. And it's like,
you know, you might be you might continue to go through through it a fight. You know, you might go through a fight, but just like don't let it um affect you too bad mentally. Don't let it keep you up at night uh like too much because um you know, there's a lot of there's a lot of maybe um energy being sent to you um you know, negative energy because to interfere with whatever good
works you're doing. I would say, you know, just keep keep cleansing and keep mentally strong and know that you know you you know you know how much of a fighter you are. You know how strong you are. It's like you you have you have all the magician, you have everything you need to to succeed and to win. I'm gonna pull one more card though. Page of swords.
Okay. Page of swords is is the uh is the somebody's watching you kind of thing. It's like it's like uh but not in a not necessarily in a bad way. It's upright. There could be uh somebody watching you and seeing your progress and wanting to maybe work with you and maybe it will grow into something. But I see this knight and the page of swords. There's
definitely some a lot of energy communication coming right around this time for you. Okay. So, so be vigilant and uh you know and be on your guard too. It says you might need to be on your guard because I don't know if you can trust everybody you're talking to. Not 100% sure. Okay. Sounds about right. >> Good advice.
>> Good advice. >> And I definitely have been feeling more balanced um than you know. So yeah, I definitely like that. You did a good job as always. >> Oh, thank you so much. I hope that was helpful for you and you know, you enjoyed. And uh if anyone I think uh you know Jenny Jenny paid for a reading and or if she would like one. I'm not sure
if she'd like one right now or you know if she or and also school of Athens if you want one I'm happy to pull cards for you or if if not then I'll pull like a I'll do one card reads of another deck for anybody that would like. I wish my camera was working. It's working but it's not working on this. I don't know with my browser for some reason. That's really weird. And I had knocked it out. Are you are you on a cell phone or like
a regular computer? >> I am on a regular computer and uh it's like my my camera was plugged in but then I think I hit the cord or something and now it's like acting funny and like >> here's what you do. Here's what you do. Um unplug and replplug your webcam if it's through USB or something along those lines
>> and then re restart your browser because that's going to reset the driver. >> Okay, hold on. Okay. >> Okay. >> I'll be right back. I got a phone call. I'll be right back. >> Okay. >> Talk. Should you talk to the chat for like two minutes, Alex, or >> Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. No, absolutely. I will. >> Okay. I'll be right back.
>> I'm just sitting here. I'm plugging in my um cell phone right now to my battery backup. That way I can turn my camera back on. >> Okay. Thank you for that. >> I'll be right back. >> And I'll turn my camera on right now. Hey everybody, how are you doing? Welcome to Psyche Awakens chat. I'll be professional.
I hope everyone out there is having a nice day. I changed my top because I wanted to match Summer. Her vibes just make me feel a little bit more summery. So, I felt like I needed to put on something flowy. But, I hope everyone out there is having a great day. And Psyche is doing amazingly discounted readings for those
of you who might just want a brief reading as to where you are in life and maybe a little bit of insight and a little bit of uh, you know, direction as far as where you're going. Sometimes we all need that from time to time. Um, like I said at the end of my um, little
stream that I did the other day with Psyche, he gave me some excellent, excellent advice when he pulled that final card. He was very correct. But um what I like about readings when I think about it is that you really are truly getting another person's perspective like a third person point of
view as to where you're at, where you're going, what you should do, what you shouldn't do. And a lot of it really has to do with just making good choices. Well, that's why I've always had, you know, a draw personally to astrologers because sometimes
our ego stands in our way of knowing what's good for us and making good choices. Like nowadays, I make better choices because I think about everything that my dad taught me. And when he was here in this existence, I didn't always pay as much heed or attention as I probably should have.
But um you know, take the time to listen to people who are really looking at you because sometimes they see things that maybe you miss at times. >> Figure it out.
>> All right. So I was just saying, yeah, I hear you perfect. I hear you perfect. >> Okay. Thanks for letting me hang out on your panel today. I appreciate it. >> It's fine. You've always been to hang out with your Oh, I just I love your energy and your uh your your bright uh
>> Well, summer added to my energy. She got me to change my top. >> There you go. I'm pink girl now. A lot of time, you know, I gota I got to take cues fashion wise for summer because I think I wear a little bit too much gray. I'm starting to realize I went through like a gray phase. Everything I have
Elvis is gray, black, >> white, and red. >> This is like >> top I have right now. >> That's very cute. >> I uh you know, I ordered some shirts. I think I might have ordered finally like Well, I'm actually I want to put that heart on like some of my merchandise and
I want to get some I want to get that. >> Yes. Yes, you should. You should definitely do that. I saw the um I saw the merchandise you have right now, which is beautiful. I like the cat. I like the cat a lot. I know a lot. I'll probably get maybe I'll get finger merchandise for Christmas presents this year because >> I I I know people with I'm I don't I'm
not a cat I'm not a cat girl. The cats like me, but I'm trying to not have pets >> at this point in my life, but the cats like me. Um, my dad and his partner have two beautiful little cats and um, one of the cat, well, both of the cats at some point might end up becoming my cats and
that's when I'll have to be in one place. >> So, I don't like being only in one place. I'm I'm a little That's where I'm spoiled. I like being in different places. >> That's my thing. I I have like my uh my S like Sagittarius where Sagittarius is in your chart. It's like Sagittarius is
basically a sign of travel and a sign of like wanting to be in other places and meeting your a lot. But I think since it's in my 12th house with Venus in the 12th house which is the house of kind of see it's a house of darkness secrets and all kinds of stuff like but I have Neptune and Venus in this 12th house and um it uh it makes it's basically saying
you're going to meet somebody either from abroad or like somebody of like very different than you like somebody like a completely different like something like uh or so maybe I'll need to travel in order to meet somebody because certainly not having any luck um you know sitting at home that the uh the grinder does not work. I I just like you're saying like you're not very like promiscuous the promiscuous. I'm not
promiscuous either. I was not because of the sexual the thought of sexual ties or you know of soul ties sexual soul ties from you know the getting all our energy all mixed up with people that we just like see one time we maybe not even like like and stuff like that. Then all of their traits on it, right? And so uh you got to be careful who you share your
bodies bodily fluids with. I think they are very known as very powerful >> mediums and magic. >> Yeah. And so you want to be careful with like you know who you share those with and what the intention is with the with it and everything. You know it's like uh but they say you know um sex is a very powerful act of of creation. You know it creates a human being and so there's a
lot of magic in that. >> It can create more than a human being. You just got to be careful with the uh >> any sort of intimacy in intimacy is one of the most powerful things. I mean, think about it. Um, you know, I guess the physical manifestation of intimacy would be the exchange of bodily fluids, right? >> Uhhuh. >> Uhhuh.
>> But I mean, with the exchange of bodily fluids, your energy is in that. So, you have an extreme energetic exchange >> when you're sexual with somebody. And um >> because I've heard >> Yeah. Because isn't it like a form of consciousness or consciousness or something there? There's like some kind
of form of your consciousness within that like Yeah. >> And so >> yeah, I'm going to go to take my pizza out. I'm making a pizza right now. >> But um >> you you you know what the adult actors and actresses know there there's a few in these communities. I I I didn't know about summer having worked in along
those lines, but there's a there's a few there's a few chatters um that are my friends who quietly are males who worked in the industry who um are around and we all pretty much share the same um
thought on that because well they say the body renews every seven years. I think that's about right. >> I know it took me a solid seven years to um feel free of certain things from my
past. And no m you know it's funny. I I mean the last time I I I was in a scene as far as being an adult actress that was in >> oh gosh 2011 maybe. Now we're in almost 2026.
So it's been such a long time. But it's funny. People don't let you let it go. And you're like, really? It's been this long and and that's really all you can say about me. >> I think if that's all you can say, why >> Yeah. are you watching so much adult content?
That's what I'm wondering. Really? I'm just kind of like, come on. >> The young people nowadays, it's nothing to them because they're inundated with everything. >> Um, visual, audio, it's nothing. It's really the people of my generation, but the people of my generation, I guess. >> Well, well, you're around my age, so I guess we could say we're the same
generation. Um, >> we were kind of like in the in the 80s they kind of had like the Betamax and like you know it was out of the kind of the theaters like kind of theater kind of thing and they were like so the pornography was all of a sudden available on like a videotape which was like you know readily available at the you know every video store but then it's
like um you know they came up with the internet and it really like there's nothing hidden anymore. everything uh every fetish, every every anything kid want to see that was on the internet and so and it's just easily accessible when you're Alice says, "Are you 18?" And then they can go yes or no. And it's like, "What? How hard is that to
bypass?" They're changing. >> I know, right? >> Yeah. Yeah. Well, it's going to be to where um they want like a fingerprint probably or or like a face analysis to determine >> I I know that's what some of the um systems are using now. >> Well, they're saying >> the kids nowadays, well, I shouldn't say
kids, but the young people nowadays, they're not impressed by it. like like I I feel like well like in the industry um people talk about okay what was the last golden age of that world >> I would say early two yeah the early
2000s was the last like like when >> it got to where they were doing the um um what do you call it the uh I have a brain fart a brain fog right now when you go to the Yeah, the AV and the conventions. It used to coincide with the tech conventions and that that was
when things were getting wild. Okay. Because the the adult industry drives the technology or at least it used to because guys wanted to see the women clearer crisper >> more fluid video. they really, you know, they wanted to get off to where they felt like it was real time or or a real
a real experience. Even when it comes to um the VR, the virtual reality and everything that's all driven by the adult industry, I I mean I even um >> multi-billion dollar industry. Um so it's like yeah to put the money into it. Yeah. They're putting a lot into the techn they're trying to make the robots right now, right? They already have they have the real doll. They just have to
put the system the real doll. I don't know what else we wanted to do, but it's like, you know, it's pretty much, you know, >> Yeah, they can get pretty much close. They have every all the parts already. Just put it together. Like >> they Well, look, they already have it. They they've already done it. >> And um that was I I mean, I I think that I was, you know, maybe not me. There's
another woman in this community who might have been the very very very end of the last golden age. But what I like about it is that you'll never have that age again. You're never going to have the girls that were like the real girls signing to where you had lines of guys. Like I'm so happy I got to experience that because
um >> what's an ego? >> Well, I'm thinking like of Jenna Jameson. A little Jenna Jameson. I'm thinking like Howard Stern like you know who actually would have a porn star on and then he would like interview them like they were you know you know Barbara Streand and stuff like that. You should reach out. You should reach out to Jenna to have her on your show. >> Why not? I think you should. Every once
in a while I do talk to her. Maybe she'll come on your show. Would you want to have different people on your show who would >> I think that like really there's women in these communities. I think that you know who you should do a stream with. >> Trishalicious. >> Trishalicious. Yeah. >> Um Yeah, I think you should. I I think
that you I think that because she's open um spiritually to a lot. I think that you would really enjoy talking with her. Um yeah, you you know what? I'll suggest it. I'll just do a stream suggesting it. I don't know if she'll hear it. Maybe she'll want to come on your show. >> Thank you. I would I would uh Yeah, I
would love to have her as a guest. And um because I do remember like in the 90s there's also like a there's also this what was that Chi-Chi Laroo is actually this a drag queen like poor gay porn director and then like there's also like >> remember um Buck Angel. Have you heard of Buck Angel? Yeah.
>> I'm very aware of Buck Angel. Yes. >> Yes. popular porn star, but it's a female tomale transgender. But, you know, it's one of the first ones that I saw like on the talk shows in the 90. I was a big talk show person in the 90s. I I just love uh >> my mom my mom is what got me like hip and hyped to a lot of um my mom always
wanted me to be a talk show host. That's probably why I do what I do >> because she she does watch and she doesn't always admit it, but she does. And um yeah, it's funny what influences us when we're young. When you were if you had not become a tarot reader, what
would what do you think you would do? >> Um well, I might just be like I I just think tarot reading is such a big part of my spirituality that I just think I'd probably be like a less spiritual person. I probably I don't know if I'd be around because it's like you know like uh spirituality has brought me like a lot of peace and like ability to like like stick with like the material world
even though it's really difficult sometimes just having faith and that I have a faith that everything will turn out okay everything will be >> or at least you know I think yeah I think I really will like you know I'm not going to like go into life with luck and s I've already been like thrown everything with the kitchen including the kitchen sink thrown at me in terms of like accusations and uh the slander
and just like you know demeaning and bullying. I've had everything and it's like I'm still here. It's like I just take everything you know building >> everything that they said to you because I was looking I was like okay let me investigate. What are they saying to psyche? Everything they've said to you they said to me if not worse. It's really um
>> It's bad but it's not bad because you >> bad. you're you're kinder than me. I I wish I could be like you. Um because I tend to uh fight back in the worst of ways. And I'll admit that. But what people don't understand, I think people like to act like I'm the antagonist. I'm really not. I just fight back. But when I hit
somebody, I do hit them to where they can't get up. >> And I was taught to be that way because it's survival. But I wish I wasn't. Like I said, I wish I didn't have the hard shell that I have. Sometimes I'm trying to soften up. I've been listening to um softer music. I've been trying to
re-engage with my own femininity >> in a lot of ways. Yeah, I'm trying. I'm trying. I don't know if it's working, but I'm trying. I'm wearing pink. >> Well, I think you're like you're like a beautiful blend of like, you know, masculine and feminine qualities. And that's like that maybe it's like to insult you. I hope it's not assaulting.
>> No, it's not. No, no, no. I used honestly I used to get insulted. I used to be um insulted when people are like, "You're kind of a masculine woman." And I'm like, "Huh, let me embrace that." I am actually I am a little bit of a masculine woman. Um I I I'm definitely
very independent if you want to deem that as a masculine trait. Um, my voice I I have a extreme range with my voice. I inherited that from my mom. My mom used to be a professional opera singer before she went into education. I don't have the quite the range she has, but I can do a lot of things with my voice and I can understand why my voice
would be perceived as a little bit masculine because I have a lower range, my natural speaking voice. Um, >> yeah, your voice is like >> athletic. Michael Jackson had a bunch like a bunch of higher voices. >> I'm related to the Jackson family. A lot of people believe me when I I actually am. Yes.
>> Um when I was younger, I was very athletic. So that could be masculine. I tend to >> I'm talking about like like Yeah. Talking about your qualities where it's like you're just like so strong and some people would say maybe a little bit aggressive. >> You're going very Yeah. >> Yeah. And so and so that's that's like what I'm more talking about than like I
can everything because everything is like very feminine feminine like but then it's like >> appearance what well that's what makes people uncomfortable and I was in >> plus I was in the I was in the adult industry well the authority that's you're you're actually I it's it's my dad that you're seeing. Okay. I used to um get mad at my dad when he was with us
and he would be like, "You know, Alexandra, you're just like me. You're my you you are exactly like me. You're my clone." It would go that far. Okay. And I'd be like, "No, Dad. I still got mom in in me, too." And but that was just a part of and and I think about him saying that
to me now. That was him saying I love you very much. That's what it was. But there is I'm definitely I have the masculine within me. But I like it. Like I sometimes I wonder like if I was a man, what would I be like? What would I do? I Well, if I
was I would probably I would be horrible. Oh my god. If I was a man, I would have so much I Oh, I would I would have so much fun. Oh, I have fun now as a woman, but if I was a man >> Oh, yeah.
>> I would I it would be ridiculous. That's why I think I was designed as a woman instead of a man. Because if I was a man please please a lot of these men who think that who think that they're doing stuff, I I would have already pounded them into the ground. I just would have
>> Yeah, you would have had some fun. Like I I I think I would like to be a woman like um in a in a future life like because um I just I have more of a female mind but it's like then I like I have like a male very much in the body and like I think mostly masculine >> personality I think well you don't you
here's what I think about you. Do you mind me giving you a um a Alexandra reading? It's not a read. It's just >> just read me. It sounds like BWM, right? >> Do you mind? Okay, don't get don't get mad. Don't get mad when I do. >> Here.
>> Okay. I actually feel that you are an alpha. You have a very alpha quality about you, but you're afraid of that part within you. I think that you do um hold back tremendously. I've seen some glimpses already of who I think you're
probably going to um who you're going and I'm not saying that you're not evolved or that you even need to shift. I I just kind of see something in you. You definitely have that alpha quality, but I think that you hold back. And I think that the reason that you do is because you might have scared people
in the past. >> I do I scare a lot of people. >> because it's been people and people well >> Yeah. Yeah, people get scared like I'm not necessarily scary but there's people that in my chat that's that chase away people and scare them with trolling and then it's like sometimes I'm in a bad mood like yelling at people and it's like but people people come in and think I'm
I'm like a mean person or or then you just hear stuff on other shows I'm not I'm not like I'm really forgiving too and it's like I really do love all people I want the best for people and uh you know I want people to like go they evolve, you know, to the their highest self, you know, the north the north
star, the the best the best side of them because our south node, there's gifts in there too. And there's like um we can have the the benefits of that sign, but the but really like the negative parts of it are like really accentuated there and it's and like the positive will really be positive if you like go to that higher self
rather than um and it's like it's hard. Um but it's like I think it's always like nudging you and I think it like like I think God God knows it might be a slow pro process but God ultimately you're part of God. He wants it e collected back into him or something like that. You know, it's like to the all back into the all and then maybe
they turn into a billion stars again and then for eternity just keep like the big bangs continuous processes and of creation destruction. But that's but every that's all in these lower plains and then like you these higher planes where we're like really are and we're really from a spirit a real spiritual place that's like eternal and that's
like you know all we have to worry about is finding a body and incarnating and that's like we we had a race of a billion or about 60 billion sperm or something like that. We we were like the the one we're the one that won that race, right? That was a huge race. Imagine that. That was a giant R. I'm so glad you brought that up actually because think about that. It It's almost
impossible. It's not impossible. It I mean when when you think about mathematically statistic wise how many sperm there would be and then the attempts you got to put that on top of that. So any all of us who actually exist who
who are humans who have be who have grown to adulthood we're all miracles when you really think about that when you think about just the numbers of like it it could have been whatever sperm was right behind us that could have become who we are instead of who we are. That
that's such that's such an amazing >> thing to think about when you really really really think about it. >> Um >> and all the and all the sperm would have >> yeah, been our brothers and sisters because it's like we're all it's all the same genetics material and so it's like they would have all been different aspects of the same gene, the same genetic code.
>> well that's why that's why like And so biological twins are a very special phenomenon. Um because it's a tie. >> That that's what that's what that is in a way. It's it's kind of a tie especially when they're twins that are not identical when they're fraternal.
>> That's interesting. >> Yeah. Yeah. Well, it's like uh we like we do have like some in vitro people in my family, you know. It's like where did we come how how where did we come from? comments of my sister was like, "Well, you came from a lab in the city like, you know, yeah, they were, you know, well, because she was having problems conceiving and so, you know, she
eventually um, you know, had >> bless her. I'm glad I'm glad she got to conceive. That's >> had twins like um >> Oh, >> well, that's super that's super blessing. That that's s that's super special." Yeah. I I have an well I had she passed away but one of my favorite aunts
um she thought she couldn't have children she wound up adopting before she had her biological son and then she had her biological son which literally came out of nowhere. She didn't think she she was almost 50 when she had him.
And um he's doing amazing things right now. He's so smart. Oh, it's crazy. And um I I I wish his both of his parents passed. I wish that they were still here, but um I I think it made him
stronger. He's so self-reliant. It's incredible. I I think he recently I I'm not sure. I think he recently had a had a child of his own. I have so many little ones throughout my extended family. It's ridiculous. That's why like a lot of times I I like I used to complain about not having kids, but I I
shouldn't because I have so many that I do get to be in the life of and it makes me happy. I I I really like being in the life of other people. And I I I kind of think you you know what whether you believe in God or Buddha or whatever.
>> I I think that we have like a balance like blessings versus what we don't have. Like it makes us appreciate more so because I got everything. I do. I have everything. I I really and like things that I've complained about I never should have complained about. I
have everything and I got to count my blessings a lot more. That's been my um spiritual lesson especially over the past year. Yeah, >> I feel I I feel you there. I feel I feel blessed too. I feel very blessed. I feel like, you know, there's just people that
are struggling and it's like and I'm able I'm able to do pretty much what I want to what I want to do even though I don't have a car and I don't have a bike right now. >> Do you do you have a license? >> I a driver's license. >> I I can get a license in a day. Like all I need to do is go even if I don't pass the written test, I'll get like a
they'll give me a temporary license. Do you do you do you do you want my e scooter? >> I'll give it to you. >> You said you said uh >> I was going to give it to Q, but I'd rather give it to you than Q. >> Oh, okay. Well, I mean it's like Okay. Yeah. >> Well, do you live in a First First question, do you live in an escooter friendly environment?
>> You have You do. >> Yeah. >> Uhhuh. Do you want to do a stream and I'll give you the scooter? Because I I'll force you to stream with me that day if you if I I will I'll be you have to because I'll take you to lunch the same day if >> Okay. >> Whenever whenever you're ready because Awesome.
Oh, I'll tell you. I leave the West Coast at the end of the summer. The end of the summer is September 22nd. I'll be here about a week after that, but then I have to go back to the East Coast. If you would like my scooter, if you I I'll give you the helmet, too. If you hurt yourself, it's not my fault,
but it's an excellent scooter. Um, I bought it when I was in Orlando. It's electric. You don't got to put any gas. It's totally electric. You just plug it in. Um, it goes up to, what does it go up to? 20 miles per hour. I only keep it on level one, 15 miles an hour, because you saw I don't know if you saw the crash, but you saw what can happen. But
if you would like the scooter, I will gladly give you the scooter. And later, if you don't want it, give it to somebody else. >> I will what? Well, I just really go like like less than a mile down the street or to McDonald's, which is like right. So, it's basically like a liquor store. >> Maybe you want to go further. It It can go on on one charge. It can go and I and
I already have all the accessories for it. I have a phone holder on it. I have um it has lights for nighttime. >> Thank you so much. >> It has everything. So, if you you know before I leave here, let me know and we'll make a day of it. I'll drive to because I I know that you're in the LA area. That's all I know.
>> So, you pick a spot in the LA area or you know, wherever. We'll meet up. You get the scooter. I'll take you to lunch. >> Um, >> what do I want from you? I want a reading. I want an imperson tarot reading. That's what I want. I want to make my AI come true there. That's what
I want. Okay. That's what I want. I want my AI animation. I can sit with you at lunch and I can get my reading and then I'll disappear into the ether where I belong. Well, I don't know if you ever like, you know, you know, do you know who Easy is? Like Easy bought me this uh he bought me
a >> VA should come too. VA could come down. Wouldn't it be Oh my god. Wouldn't that be fun if we could get Well, there's You know who else I would like to invite that day? >> Billy John and his girlfriend. Um, I don't know if you're aware aware, but I did an AI song and um I did one AI song
for him and I there's another AI track I did for him that I would like to um give him personally because I haven't released it, but he could bring his girlfriend. We could all have like a meeting and we could have like a get together >> and that could be it could be a day. >> so
Hudoo Tarot is that is that from um New Orleans? >> It says well yeah it's like well says celebrating the complex American root work tradition integrates esoteric and botanical knowledge from hudoo with the divination system of the tarot. Let me see I don't
it says uh she's a tarot reader in where is she? She lives in New York City, >> but it Yeah, I think it it was a lot in the south because it's like a mixture of like so like like they actually like blacks would or whites would hire blacks and and like they paid them a lot actually for some of the work and things like that.
>> And so there was like so they were both kind of like believed in it and so it was kind of the whites were kind of included a little bit in that tradition, the hoodoo. Well, that's what helped to um that that whole um system of theology is what led to Do you are you aware of something that was once going on called
the Quadrum Balls? It was going on in Louisiana. >> Quadrum was like one quarter black or or Oh, okay. Yes, it was when well it it did come about through um a lot of couplings or um interracial relationships between
the um hoodoo or voodoo even priestesses and men of that time who were in politics who came together. They had children and and a lot of times the men they they would want to protect their children. That's really what it came down to. So they were like, "How are we going to protect our children in this
slavery era in in this kind of environment?" So they would marry their children off or or hook them up with um as concubines, but oftentimes it was like a marriage um their biracial or multi-racial daughters >> with the um sons. So sometimes the sons
that there weren't many white people in America at that time and a lot of times the white sons would have to marry somebody that maybe they didn't like so much but there were all these multi-racial girls. Now the sons of that time often were the apprentices
of whatever the white um father was of that time or their father's friends or something. A lot of times the land was well that's how certain people on my mom's site accumulated a lot of land. I'm the descendant of certain women who
were in that arena. I can trace it back. I I have family in Louisiana, Arkansas, Alabama, and this is all my mother's side. We have a lot of land. And the reason that we do is because when slavery ended, sometimes there wasn't
um someone who was white to give the land to. So if they were multi-racial, there's probably as much multi-racial in me as there is African in me. But that's how a lot of people who are
African-American did accumulate a lot of wealth through that quadrumb era. >> Well, I know about like like uh let me see who's the do you know the woman that was like the first American female millionaire? Um do you know who she was and what she did and anything like that? Okay.
>> I don't know anything about that. >> Yeah. I mean, I'm forgetting her name right now, but I I shouldn't be forgetting her name, but I just remember a few details like she she's writing around like the first model A car. Let me see. Um um let me see. >> And again, thank you for having me on your panel today. I'm having a really
good day because I didn't have anything with you today. >> Okay. Well, she Oh, no problem. It's it's a joy. Well, so her name is Madame CJ Walker. And uh >> I know that name CJ Walker. I do know that, but I don't know anything about >> Okay. Oh, okay. Well, it says um this is
a really interesting story. It says she was an American entrepreneur, philanthropist, and political and social activist. She is recorded as the first female self-made millionaire in America in the Guinness Book of World Records. Multiple sources mentioned that although other women like Mary Ellen Pleasant may have been the first, their wealth was not as well documented.
>> Walker made her fortune by developing and marketing a line of cosmetics and hair care products for black women through the business she founded Madam >> Madame CJ Walker manufacturing company. She became known as also for her philanthropy and activism. Walker made financial donations to numerous organizations such as the NAACP became
the patron of the arts. Via Lavaro Walker's lavish estate in Irvington, New York, served as a social gathering place for the African-American community. At the time of her death, she was considered the wealthiest African-American businesswoman and wealthiest self-made black woman in America. Her name was a version of Mrs. Charles Joseph Walker after her third husband. And there's I think there's one
picture of her describing. Oh, yeah. This is a great picture. It says she and several friends in her automobile. You can see >> Oh, she had a car. That was a big thing. Oh, she had a car. Everyone wanted to kill her. >> I'm surprised that she lived. >> Oh, I bet she had a good bodyguard. That's what it was. >> She had a good bodyguard because he got
it. >> Yeah. Um Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. I have um I'm not going to say who. I have a relative who is very prominent right now who is alive not deceased who you would definitely know I'll tell you off stream one day >> okay
>> he's um a scientist he's very well known but strangely he believes very much in astrology very much so and it's >> you know I think in a strange way slavery was a blessing for African Africanameans. And the reason I say that
is because I would not want to live in Africa today. I I'll be straight up and honest with you about that. Not at all. >> But um I think that despite the adversity that I and you know people of my group
face, it's it's strengthened us. And I think that we don't believe for the most part in impossible. We're we're taught at a very young age not to believe in anything being an impossibility. And I would like to see other cultures
embody that a little bit because >> it it it will push us forward as humans, >> you know, forget about I mean the only real race is the human race when it really comes down to >> Yeah. I I say that I say that a lot because you know really >> I think racism is so stupid because it's like we really are on the same planet. We have all the same body parts and
organs and you know brains and you know all these abilities this limited um creativity we you know some of us take advantage of some of us you know don't really tap into like that as much but it's like we all have the opportunity at least to be alive for like life is like in a very short like little second of like the little
>> it is it's so short and you never know where you're going to go or if you do know it's just >> right might as well enjoy every moment to the fullest like because it's like you know it could be you know we had a friend Michael but I don't know if you knew Michael L but Michael would come in all the time and like you then all of a
sudden like we don't see him for a while and it's like he's he's passed away and like you know there's a >> you know and it's like he was just in his 30s he was on the show and like he was kind of controversial and kind of like not everyone was so nice like including I wasn't always nice but he was always nice to me and like always like you Yeah. And he always said, "Oh, every day. How are you doing? How's your day?" He's like, "Every day above ground is a
good day." He always say, >> "Well, that's what I'm saying. I mean, you being on stream daily, I I mean, I didn't realize that you streamed as much as you do until I like really looked at you. I knew when I first learned, like when I first heard a mention of you, >> that was when I was kind of in my blogger area or era a little bit re."
And I was like, "Oh, he reminds me of Blogger a little bit, but only facially. You actually are nothing like Blogger at all." >> Um, not at all. That was definitely me jumping to conclusions without looking where I jumped. Um, then I I had learned about you more through Vetus Kitties.
I've seen you around. But having that opportunity to talk to you the night that um you had your friend Gotti Gotti came on too on um I guess it was my panel. >> Uhhuh. >> I'm so happy that you let me get to know you. >> I'm really really happy about that. Thank you.
>> I am. I am. I vice versa. I'm so happy to get to know you and you know it's like you're such a cool person. Um, and like one of the, you know, it's like I feel like, you know, like a lot of people just like to get on bandwagons or if they don't if they don't say anything or they say something like they say bad things and so it's and it's like you were like really someone came out there
really supporting me and like you know like I saw like some some of you defending me and say, "Hey, you know, like what you know people there's some people with criminal records and like you know actual like beastiality and all this stuff and it's like and then it's like and you're picking on like this person like it's like really
>> I don't like seeing people get picked on. I do not like it. What really um I I'm glad I got to know you personally, but you you have helped me when it's come to me seeing some people clearly that some people that they they told me that something was wrong there. There's
and I'm not going to name any names. I don't like what a certain woman did recently. She knows who she is. She's not in your chat or anything, but she just knows. >> I couldn't believe she did that because what she did to you is exactly what's
been done to her multiple times. And I defended her. And it's like I'm just it floored me because I'm like really? So why were you complaining if you're going to do the same thing? You know, and I God knows I've made a
lot of mistakes, but when I do make mistakes, I do correct my mistakes. >> And I have no qualms against apologizing when I make mistakes >> because when you don't apologize, >> it really um it you you shoulder it and it weighs on you.
But yeah, a certain person um I still if I ever feel like her daughters need help in the future, I will help them. But not her. But when I when I know of children, I will help them. But I couldn't believe
she did that. >> Yeah. Well, I I confronted her on her show actually. I said like um >> Okay. >> I She say, >> "Well, she Okay. Well, it's really funny because first she was just talking about me when I went in there and she's talking about me and she was completely that same day that you had maybe a conflict with her in that morning or something or that you you know that you had like I think you had an experience
with her." >> Yeah. I I don't I don't I don't want to talk to her anymore. Okay. I don't care. >> Yeah. But um but then she was like in the next breath after complaining about me, she was like talking about, "Oh my god, this guy's saying that I'm a bad mom, blah blah blah blah blah." And I was like, well, I was like, you're saying I'm a bad cat dad and you don't know the facts either and people are you're bad and you're judging throwing
and it's like I said, judge not judge not lest you be judged. And then I said and then I said, "It's karma." She's like, "What do you mean it's karma? It's not karma." And so >> it is. >> Yeah, >> it is karma. And honestly, I think that she did which I think someone gave her money to do it. I I'm I could be wrong.
I it it because it came there was no reason for her to have attacked you. I've racked my mind. I I thought why would that be? She's I've never like I was like was she on his panel? I looked at your archives. I was like no that's >> she has been on the pan like maybe just like three times or something and the
whole time like >> but not in a major way. Not like >> just like short short like little appearances. Yeah. >> Yeah. >> Which Yeah. I saw her in like that night that it was hey reality dancy and by that night in beta's chat where everyone was just was like you know going after me like oh my god you know like your cats ready to
call aspc blah blah they're all screaming at me about the cats and then um then she was yeah um I think uh in the chat let me oh yeah she was in the chat like you know kind of saying that kind of stuff too like she's like oh I always knew he was like so dirty always blah blah blah and so she was being like saying horrible things like that day. And so I knew she was like not a fan
anymore. >> I didn't like that. I I really didn't like that. And a lot of people didn't like that, but I especially didn't like that. So I hope that she doesn't ever do that again. And she >> she was apologetic a little bit. >> I think she came around a little bit. She was like,
>> "You know what? She's like, I didn't I didn't I didn't judge you because I was like I I got to let me explain everything too. Like she knows she like she like about the table and like the you know all >> that she's she's more aligned with some people that I do take serious serious issue with than maybe she wants to say.
And again, there's some people that have leverage that's being held over them. That's what's going on. >> And there's nothing you can do. I mean, it's about letting go when you're at that point. Like, if somebody has leverage over you, you just got to kind of be like, "Well, you." Excuse my
language. I I don't care if you have leverage over me. Say what you will, but I'm going to be who I am. And some people are not strong enough to do that. That's what I think that is. So, on a happier topic, >> um, well, before I do leave the West Coast, and I'll talk to you way more before
then, but I hope that you do. Let me, if you want the scooter, you can have a scooter. >> Absolutely. Thank you so much. >> But I'm also going to get you a freaking microwave because if you don't have a microwave, that's a problem. Or at least an air fryer. >> And um, >> well, whatever. >> I like I like Yeah. Well, thank you so much. I appreciate it. Yeah, it's like microwaves kind of freaked me out a
little bit because I thought like it might be like kind of bad for you like the or something like that. I don't know. But maybe that was just >> No, I mean bad like microwaves are like bad like like >> Well, then don't get a microwave. Maybe that's why I said a air fryer too because have >> No, you know what? I've stayed in a lot of places especially on the West Coast
>> to where um you you would think that um most rentals would have microwaves. They don't. Microwaves are bad for you if you don't have a microwave. I'm a microwave queen. I do like the microwave, but um I understand if you don't want those waves, >> right? Yeah. Oh, yeah. I was Yeah, because it's >> I just want you I I just want to make
sure that you can eat. That's That's the thing. And I know it sounds so stupid, but I like I have relatives who get mad at me. they they get because I I as I travel a lot of people don't understand how much family I do have throughout the United States. We're everywhere.
Everywhere. But um especially the college age kids, I I like to um you know do stuff for them. So you're you're you're going to be like I guess a college age kid who I want to do some stuff for. >> Thank you. because uh >> if if you let me, you don't have to let
me. And if you don't, I will not be offended. >> Oh, no. I I really do appreciate any help I can get, especially right now. It's like a little bit like there's, you know, >> I there's I'll talk I can talk I tell you later, but I I don't want to discuss it on the air, but >> No, don't. >> Yeah, it's a little stressful. >> I know. I just know that you've been a little bit down.
>> I I can I can just tell you've been a little down, but you're not down now. And I'm seeing like a resurgence. >> And this time next year, >> um, people are going to be like, "Whoa, you've shifted a lot." You're going to be like, "What are you talking about?" No, I haven't.
>> I can tell. >> I could be wrong. >> I think like uh this like there's a thing called the Saturn return. And Saturn return is like every like 27 years, Saturn goes full circle around the the solar system. >> Yeah. Every 27 years. And so at age 27, a lot of people have a Saturn return where it's like their life turns upside
down and it's like, you know, there's 2, but uh mine certainly did, but I also had the spiritual awakening at that same time. It's like because it's like all this like all that stress and stuff will eventually like actually like like just kind of start tearing down the veil. And it's like, you know, certain things that like I've seen on my, you know, when I did date this one woman, like she was a, she was able to shape shift and things
like that. Oh, and by the way, I talked to >> I talked to Sate last night and I was like, do you know um I like, do you know Alexander Mayor? And he's like, oh, he's like, of course. He's like, of course I know her. He's like, well, she's the one that did a story. >> I've never spoken to him before. I've never spoken to Saint. >> He said that he said he revealed he was a shape shifter. said or something like but >> he is a he is a shape shifter. I've seen
>> I've seen it. >> I know it sounds crazy but I I believe he might be. I've never spoken to him and the reason I've never spoken to him is because I see that he's very sensitive. Okay. >> And I felt like that would be a nightmare on Elm Street just considering
my presence. Um, also because of something called the Willie Two Guns situation. Are you aware of what happened with that? >> Is this the YouTube guy? >> Willie Willie Two Guns was a streamer. >> Uhhuh.
>> Who did die? He's he's passed away, but the beginning of his death became um prevalent on a live stream that Saint was a major partic um participator on. And I I felt like he probably doesn't want to talk about me because I did do a deep dive into that. I'm not against
Saint. I just um have avoided him. I've avoided him and I will admit that. >> Well, I like I met him through like I was through Benny. I met this guy named Trident and Trident's also a streamer, but he's a pretty small streamer. He's really cute Ukrainian. a kind of smaller streamer
>> and uh >> and then but then I met Saint in his chat and Saint is like um was like, "Oh my god, he's like really like I was Emma Leviathan's bomb at that time." And he's like, "Oh my god, she's so cool." But he's like, and then he was like, "Oh, my girlfriend does tarot too, but she uses playing cards." And he's like, "She's a really good reader. Her name is Magic."
And so then I was like start watching his stream and I was like, he was just so funny. like he would just get the same. He would get drunk. But he was really present. >> He's incredibly entertaining. He is very >> He's sober right now. He's sober right now, so he's a little bit >> Oh, really? Well, maybe I will talk. I would talk to him sober. I've just never I've never seen him sober. That might be the problem. >> I've never a few months now. Maybe.
Yeah. Because >> if he's ever if you ever want to host a panel >> and St. John, invite me. And I would I would like that to be the introduction because I've never and like sometimes I'm not sober and I just know that I don't want to talk to somebody who's not
sober if I'm not sober. Not a good idea at all. That's that's the nightmare. But um yeah, because nonsober Alex like right now I'd say I'm
right now I'd say I'm 60% sober. 60%. Okay. But I like maybe that's why I said to you what maybe I was actually projecting. When I'm not sober, there is no there's no filter at all and things will come
out of my mouth. that probably should never come out. And um I'm a lot more conscientious of that than I used to be. I try to be at least. >> That's It's really funny that I It's really funny like I like you have that scarf. Um I don't know if you ever saw my TikTok, but it's like and this is
before I I think I met you that I made this might but I I don't know. But I have to show you this picture if I can. But I can't find my mouse for like minutes. Oh This is a mess. I put my mouse down somewhere. I hate doing that. >> Oh my god. >> You're always losing your mouse. Me too. When I have like a Bluetooth mouse. I I
I I think that like something was taking my mice at one point. >> I was like I kept picking it up and like um where is it? >> I I tend to lose things sometimes. >> Now I just stood up too fast. Oh, it's up too fast. Okay, I'm gonna be okay. Oh my god.
>> Do you have some water? Do you have a bottle of water? Drink some water. >> I I have some alcohol. >> Well, no, not alcohol. Drink some water. >> Drink some water. >> See, chat, that's why I'm going to have to infiltrate his life a little bit
because I I got to get him some I got to get him a supply of water. I gotta get him a supply of foods. I'm I'm ready. Whenever he's ready. I was just telling your chat whenever you're I'm going to deck you out with some supplies just to get you started because I'm
worried about you. >> Thank you. Um I But I I do make do with like like what I have like and like you know I'm I'm lucky to live here. like it's like you know it's like pretty nice area. >> Do you like where you live? Do you like where you live right now?
>> Um it's like it's it's beautiful area. It's like it is like very like isolated and like you know there's like I don't know. I don't know anybody around here at all. Like not like one like I used to have neighbors and I would talk to the neighbors but then besides that like there's nobody I know except the people at like this the store. >> I want to give you some time. I want to
give you some time to trust me because I do want to make sure you're okay. >> Thank you. And uh I'm I I was I'm making a I'm doing okay. It's just like, you know, it's a little it gets a little the the uh Los Angeles is pretty expensive.
It's a very expensive place. And >> it is. It is. I lived in LA um what what what was it 2009 to about 2012. I was out there close to three years. I was living right on Holly right near Hollywood Boulevard off of off a street called Franklin. >> Uhhuh.
>> I lived in a complex called Franklin Park Apartments. You can look it up if you want to. Um I had a really good landlord. because I own the building. And when I moved in, they didn't even have me fill out an application or anything. They were so I was just
looking for an apartment. You know what it was? The guy saw the guy I was in a relationship with at the time and he didn't like him. That's what it was. It was he looked like Tom Petty, this guy who um was the apartment manager. And um I initially went into the apartment building and with with the guy I was
dating at the time who was um probably one of the best camera people in the adult industry. That was the reason that I wound up rising in the ranks and getting the gigs that I got. It was because of him. But this guy was trying to get me to move in with him and I
didn't want to. So, when I um was looking for an apartment, this guy's like, "Oh, you're never going to be able to find an apartment that you should af that you could afford. You should just move in with me." Blah, blah, blah. And I was like, "No, because I I do like having my own space and being independent." So, um this guy did
overhear the conversation. He made it to where I didn't have to put down first or security, just, you know, one month rent. Okay. He was so nice. Um he was like he he was an angel to me. There were times to where um I would
have friends over and they would get rowdy and I would have a hard time getting them out. And he would he would be like, "If you ever have a problem, just call me." >> He he was he was so nice. So when I moved out, he um didn't just give me back like my first month's rent. He also I think he
gave me back more money than I should have gotten back. But him and I met the woman who owned the building. They were so nice. So I had a I I had like a lot of weird things happen to me at that time in my life, but where I lived, um they were good people. So that's why I was asking because you got to like where
you live >> because if you don't then >> Yeah. >> You're not going to feel good. >> I like really was here. My dad like moved me back down here from Glendale, you know, to be like closer to like to him and he thought, you know, the family too. But it's like, you know, I see my family like it's just much as much as I
did when I was in Glendale really. And they, you know, they're closer. It's like it I don't know. So, it's like I I really moved here for him and it's like now he's gone and it's like >> Oh, your dad passed away. What when did your dad pass? If you don't la last year, like a year ago in like April. >> Okay. >> Um and yeah, he passed last year like he was 86 86 of like a
>> I'm sorry. >> Yeah. Oh, here's Ghost. Ghost, I'm so sorry, Ghost. I need to come up and like let you on because I can't find my mouse and so I need to come up on another on my tablet and get ghost. And I'm so sorry. Ghost is backstage. I didn't I didn't know that you that you went through that. I just went through that too. It's hard. I'm sorry. >> Yeah. I was going to mention Yeah. to you because >> I didn't know.
>> It It was It was pretty terrible. There's a ghost. >> Look at that on this one. Ghost, are you there? Turn off. I had to turn it off. It's really loud. >> There's two of you. >> Yeah. Oh Double siphon.
>> Hey, what's up? >> Dude, we just got What was that? We just got a double of you. >> I know. It's pretty cool. >> He's everywhere. That was >> I thought it was my Wi-Fi. >> I I wasn't looking. I was just listening. I thought it was my Wi-Fi. I was like, "Why is there What's going on with the echoing?" And then I looked down. >> Hi. I'm not bored. No. I'm I'm uh I uh I
I love I love talking right now. >> Hey, Psyche. I just came up with an idea man. >> Huh? Yeah. >> The next time you're in like a little debate or something, just uh do that, but do it like four so there's four of you. >> It's like all >> Yeah. It'll just be echoey and no one will hear anything. >> No. >> Hey, so this say hi to Alexandra. Did
you see the interview ghost or the uh the >> um I did not? No, I didn't. I was actually busy knowing I didn't uh >> You're busy. >> You can replay it. It's It's uh It's on on my community wall, >> dude. I've been working though. Uh >> I'm not your I'm just kidding. I'm just kidding. I know. I know you're a big You're a big uh important dude. And like
I know you're doing really well at your job, working really hard. So, uh I appreciate you checking in right now. How are you today? >> Did it go well? At least >> Did what go well? >> The interview. Oh, of course it went well. Look, it's with Alex. Of course it went well. It's
like we're just we're we're natural conversation. Um, and she like came with a great idea for the topic and we just uh we just riff with it. >> Oh yeah. >> Oh my gosh. You like my new my new light goes you see me light better. Oh That's why I wanted to kind of like
spend my mouth but it's okay. >> You're talking about your actual light. Yeah, I got a new light. I can >> that that is bright as hell, dude. >> Look at it. >> Oh, >> it's bright, huh? >> Oh, okay. >> But it's like not It's like I should get some. Yeah, I
think >> Dude, when it's that bright though, shouldn't you have it from like above like right not right in your face? >> I know. I know. But it's like >> I don't know. >> I I know. I should put it back. He needs a different tripod. We're we're we're gonna we're gonna get it together. >> I I have a >> I think I put one up. >> If you guys want to donate, we can get my man a new tripod
>> so it's not like >> we're coming up with a laundry list of things. Tripod, >> LEDs. Put it all on the wish list. Psyche. The wish list. That's the ticket. the wish list because we got to know what to get.
>> I will um I will create that. I will because uh >> Psyche is humble. That's what it is. >> Psyche is very humble. >> Uhhuh. >> Well, I'm like, you know, I uh Oh, yeah.
Do you like the light? Thank you, Nancy. I love I'm like I'm getting like a I'm getting more confident a little bit, but I'm trying to like not be like, you know, an >> You're not greedy. That's what it is. >> Psyche. What it is to me though, it's just it's a it's a new I'm not used to seeing you like this. Just like being like a dark with like the lights in the
back. You know what I'm saying? It's just new. >> Not saying I don't like it at all. It's It's a good look. >> It's new equipment. It's It's new equipment and stuff and like there's always going to be like upgrades. I'm trying to upgrades because I was like I was kind of sitting in the dark. I need a softer light. I know. Maybe I can put like a I don't know. I I sit back for a little bit. I'll sit up here. >> Oh, we're gonna fix it. I already I
already have a plane. >> There you go. Yeah, there we go. >> He's too far away. >> The microphone is still in the same. >> No, we're gonna >> I know. That's why I was getting you to talk. I was like gonna sound the same. I can >> I'm going to tell Psyche exactly what to put on his wish list. We are going to
create the ultimate Psyche Studio home studio. We're going to do it. We are going to do it. I see I'm I I already have a mission. I I'm >> I can see myself in those glasses. >> Oh, you can see me or you can see me? >> I can see myself. Yeah.
>> I can see my future in those glasses. >> Well, Wait, let me let me Yeah. Yeah. Well, from what I I I think you look kind of hot. >> Well, thank you. >> He's not. Yeah, he's very hot. >> Damn. >> You look kind of hot. I I can see you. You You're so bright. >> Psyche. Don't say that. Don't say that. Shades on.
>> Yeah. I'm I'm sorry. No, he's I'm not He's not gay. He's not gay. >> Under your breath. I heard that, Psyche. You didn't think I was going to hear it, but I did. >> What' you hear? >> Psyche. Psyche, do you do you mind if I ask you something invasive? >> Go ahead. >> Because I'm getting conflicting reports
and I'm not certain. Are are you LGBTQ, which would encompass B, or are you strictly G? >> What does what does B stand for? Bisexual. Can I say that? >> Yeah. Yeah, it does. >> Yeah. >> I'm pretty sure he's just gay. I I I had one relationship with a woman I had a relationship with a woman in 2012. It
was like three months. She was a shape shifter. She was like it was just a crazy experience >> and it's like it she was quite older than me and she >> did she shift from male to female or female? >> No, she went to >> I have to ask. That's why I said it's invasive. You do not have to answer my
question. She's she turned into like a Hindu looking goddess like a Hindu kind of like like blue skin and like like younger really like long like black hair and stuff and then she was like >> maybe she was >> she's actually a shape shifter. >> Oh, >> I have a
I don't I'm not part of any of that, but I did have a a shifter one time. Um this is back in like 16. >> Your car. your car. >> Yeah. >> Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. She was a really good girl. Then she shoved into She was a straight >> I don't know what happened, but she shoved it. >> No, no, no, no, no, no. Ghost. >> All right. I'm sorry. >> That's not That's not That's not a shape
shifter. It's not a sh. >> Well, she shipped it. >> She shift. I think you're talking about >> She shifted. car. I did date a girl in high school and like now I'm old as hell now, but uh she is um uh uh she's uh >> I bet you're not older than me. Can Can
I ask invasive? How old are you? >> Yeah. How old am I? Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. I am 32. >> Ah, I'm almost 47. Shut up. >> Ghost is Ghost is like a young young >> Okay. buck. Yeah. Ghost >> Shut up. You're not old. She uh >> she does she does like the car maker stuff, but yeah, now she like strictly dates women.
>> Um >> Oh my god. Your your ex-girlfriend does she's now she's you turned her >> uh my dude my ex in high school. It was like when I was like 17. >> Oh my god. Her one experience with a guy. She was like no thanks. It's not for me. She doesn't >> I think it was me. I think I was the one that did it. >> Oh my god. How dare you?
>> I know. She could have like, you know, >> but uh go, have you been with a lot of women or do you have a you have a wife or something, right? Or like girlfriend. >> Are you looking? >> I don't have a girlfriend. No, no girlfriend now. >> No, no girlfriend. >> You don't You don't? Okay. So, you're looking. >> Um Well, I mean, I'm always looking.
>> What What area are you in? Like, just you don't have to give the exact like like a state, but just like what what part of the United States? >> Uh Midwest. You're in the Midwest. Okay. So, if anyone from the Midwest, uh, woman, if you know, you could fall in love with his personality. I don't know if he ever wants to come up on the on the camera. Ghost, that'd be nice if you came up again sometime. Are we ever
gonna convince you to do that? You did. You did one time. Can you just wave? Wave to >> You know what? We had a milestone. We hit a milestone. I'll definitely do it. >> Wave to Alexandra. You go on camera. >> I'm not as type. I can tell already. I'm not as tight. >> Well, why would you go for Well, you're not in the Midwest.
>> I just know I'm not as tight. No, I'm I'm And I know I can tell >> I'm not trying to hook you up. I just want I want to I want to see him. I want I was >> I'm actually very nice when I'm not debating. I'm actually a pretty nice person. >> I think you are. I think you're very nice. I'm just not your type. And I can tell you why I'm not your type.
>> Go ahead. All right. Go ahead and tell me why >> I feel it might just from everything I've heard of you. I'm not your type because I talk too much. >> I don't think there's anything wrong with talking. >> Ghost talks too much all the time. Ghost Ghost Ghost would have no place to talk. >> But if he likes to talk a lot, I I would
I would end up talking too much for his taste. You both be talking your heads off and then you know it's like >> I've actually talked to girls before believe it or not off of like channels and their biggest problem with me is like you're an You like to debate. It's like no if I'm actually like talking to you like this is like a whole YouTube like
>> channel thing like no I don't actually like to debate in real life. I just like to get on YouTube and do it like >> because of the debating you think. >> Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. >> Okay. Not the topics. >> Oh, you definitely about the topics which we're not going to bring up. But
>> debate about I've had to like tell them to stop talking about some things. So I don't want to I don't want to debate about like world politics and stuff like >> oh world politics. it's a >> Yeah. >> So how's your day going today? What what do you got on your plate? What's going
on? What's happening? got a new job. Um, been working at that. Congratulations. >> Been grinding at that. You know, the first couple weeks is, >> you know, now I'm used to it, though. So, >> well, congratulations on the new job. That's great. It's always fun to start
fresh. Did you want to say what kind of work you do with ghosts at all or >> Well, my past work, which I will say because I've said it on your channel many times, was uh school work. Uh but now I'm more in like the maintenance uh maintenance work. >> The j the janitor of a school. >> Yeah, but now I'm more in like the maintenance department though.
>> Oh, that's cool. That's awesome. Do you like you fix you fix the uh >> you fix the stuff the all the stuff in like the heating system and the the water the >> Yeah, but there's uh multiple schools that we have to do though. >> Okay. Oh, so you're like part of a crew that goes around to the schools that like when when they're closed and stuff and like Yeah. >> Cool.
>> Yeah. So there's elementary schools and obviously there's multiple elementary schools in our district. So I have we're well not me but we're in charge of you know like all of it. So Well, cool. It's like a good Sounds like a a contract. You're contracted for the whole district. >> Uh yeah, it's uh a salary, but it's kind
of like it is salary, but uh it's weird because it's kind of like hourly. Like you get this much per hour, but if you're it's salary and you're like it's like in commission. I mean, if you're paying me hourly, then what do you mean? By the way, uh they don't pay overtime at all. >> Oh, really? >> That's not very good then. Oh, they I I well I I lied up my ass. I'm not going
to lie. >> They do, but like we all take turns uh for it. So like there's like eight dudes here, so like you'll get one weekend and then like eight weekends later you'll get the mandatory overtime. That's how they do it. >> Cool. Well, I'm proud of you, Ghost. I know you're a hard worker and I really do appreciate you know all the help you
gave me this month and like you know with the uh you know with your ghost takes over you know that was pretty crazy those >> fun times man. Yeah. >> Had to get my I had to get my money up though, man. I fell on hard drives, man. >> I'm sorry. I hope Well, I really do appreciate um you know um you help me
upgrade the show. Um >> you don't have to appreciate you >> and everybody that's like I know you know some people like a lot I see a lot of people do some donation. I really thank everybody. Thank you so much. and everything is I'm putting every a lot into back right into the show. That's like what I'm really mainly concerned about. But, you know, I also take
>> Oh, yeah. >> Careful. >> Well, I will give you one I'll give you one. You put everything back in the show. That's fine. But I will give you one little slip. I'll give you this for free. If it's fish tacos, it's fine. >> fish tacos. Oh, >> It's fish tacos and it's it's completely okay.
Okay. Oh yeah. Oh yeah. I love fish tacos. I almost turned into a fish taco. I had to stop eating them because I like really I don't know if I saw the picture. >> At one point there >> everything everyone seems fish taco. Fish taco in the chat. Like >> the man likes >> where where are they selling fish tacos? I >> the I'm on the pier like you might want
to go to the pier with me because it's like you >> Okay. And it's like the old it's like the oldest fish market in Los Angeles or like or like the biggest one in Los Angeles. It's like and you can have anything you want of the seafood. They'll make it for you. They'll prepare for you and you can eat it there and stuff and it's like really really good. I love it. But I can't always get that.
>> Or I would love to do that. >> Or that's where that's where I could meet with you. That's a perfect place. >> No, go ahead. Go ahead. No, I don't want to hate on I was stepping over Psyche Sills there. >> You're not You're not You're bad. >> I was just saying she's not my kind of woman, but I I kind of figured out our first date.
>> Oh, >> no. I I was saying to Psyche earlier, not a date. No, we're going to do a meetup. No, because I I >> Yeah, >> I I'm a little aggressive. Okay. And if I feel like somebody needs Alexandre's help, it doesn't always go right, but I do descend from the internet into real
life. And I've been a lot of streamers in the past. And I was hoping that, you know, whenever Psyche is ready, no pressure, no pushing, nothing. If he decides, I'll meet him at that pier. We can get fish tacos and I can help him with stuff
>> and stream and if he lets me, but it's up to him when he's ready. It's not like >> I'm gonna be like, "You have to do this. >> You are commanded by Alexandra to appear." No, that's that that's too much. >> I I want to meet I mean I I want to meet you anyway and you know hopefully some
other other streamers too. I would like to do some more IRL and u you know be going to the pier more and um just being able to get out and and socialize with some of these some of the people I've met um online like in real life because it's like these are great friends and like I've met people from all over the >> If we could get if we could get VA to world. come out. >> We could.
>> Oh my god. >> I bet she would come out. >> So much fun. I think she would too. >> Yeah. >> Yeah. >> We get come out. We get Billy Jonno and his girlfriend to come out. It could be a fun meetup. It could be a streaming extravaganza. >> I would uh I would love that because it's like I haven't even like been on
vacation since like um I think I went to a Buddhist retreat in like 2011 or 2012 I think. And that was awesome. >> Oh, that's too long ago. That's a decade ago. >> Yeah. >> Did you Wait, did you just say 2011 2012? Yeah, I went to uh I went on a Buddhist retreat for the 10 days, 11 days. I think that was like last uh >> You realize that's like 20 years ago,
right? >> Yeah. Yeah. >> Yeah. Let's not skip over that. That is crazy. >> I I got to do a lot of traveling in my younger days, too. Like I' So I've been to a lot of places and so I understand like it's like >> like I would like to >> I'd have to trying to get him outside, Ghost. I am trying. Just so that you're aware,
>> I am trying. I'm just so you know, Ghost, I'm gonna give you a timet >> I will be out on the West Coast until the fall. So, he's got like a month. Okay, just so you know, Ghost, just so you know, I'll be out here to the fall. And I have
a car. I have resources. I have means. >> Nothing stopping me. Nothing. But I'm not going to like insert myself before anybody wants me to. Okay. Not doing that.
But I'm around. >> Man, I'd probably uh you know, I'm around. >> I mean, that's fair enough. I don't I don't I don't know if he like It's kind of It doesn't really >> Yeah, it's weird. Well, it is it's it's weird. Like >> it is it's weird when you meet people from online. Like I'm desensitized to it
just because I'm naturally when I'm not an introvert staying where I am right now to where you would literally need four-wheel drive to get to where I am. I'm pretty social, but I I don't force that on anybody because I don't like that forced on me at all. >> Yeah. Yeah.
>> Well, I'm like very like I'm very opposite of like, you know, guys should be approaching other if they're gay, but I Well, I kind of have been approaching other guys, but just online, right? But it's like but but then I expect guys to like approach me, but it's like they don't I mean they because it's >> Well, you ain't getting approached as a
guy at all regardless. >> Yeah. Because guys really don't approach >> women don't approach men. Men don't >> We do. We definitely do. You don't think that women approach men? Really? Yes, we do. >> No. I mean, what? Like, >> well, that's the exception to the rule. That's like 10% of the time. I mean, I'm talking about a staggering like 90, not
even 10%. I'm talking about 99%. >> Men always approach the women. Always. >> Uh, well, >> well, how many times have you how many times have you been hit on and asked out? And then how many times you actually asked someone to go on a date? >> Oh, I've asked a lot of guys out in my life but
>> maybe you're different. Maybe >> you know. >> Yeah. I I usually am. >> But you do you realize what I'm saying though? It's like >> I'm always I feel like I'm always the one to ask the guy out. But then again, I'm not afraid because I'm I am a little different. So that is what it is. So you are I think you're right. I think >> Yeah. I don't I don't have that fear. I
feel like like what are they going to do? Say no. If they say no, then next. >> Yeah, that's what that's why a lot of men don't ask. That's why a lot of men don't ask the fear of rejection. And plus, it's not even the fear of rejection like just saying like, "Oh, no." They say no to you. But also, they like they'll disrespect you, too. They won't even just say no. They'll be like, "Don't talk to you."
>> Oh, really? I heard I heard a statistic today that said >> that said women on like on like these dating sites like 5% of women will like be be interested in a man like one man >> to 95% of men >> and then and then like 60% of the me of the of the men like are attracted to the woman and it's like she's attracted 5%
of the time or something like that. >> That that might be true. But here's what actually really happens though. Like so there's the top there's like uh top 10% of men like the high earners and stuff like the people that got their going on whatever you want to say and the top 90% they uh swipe left or whatever you I don't know is it swipe right or swipe left they say yeah to
them so like the top 90% of women are sleeping with the top 10% of men. >> So 90% of men >> Oh yeah and 90% >> that's why y'all are so angry now. Okay. Hey, well that's >> that was misogynistic as But >> yeah, well maybe we need to go back matchmaking.
>> That's why men are so angry. >> Where's Jimmy? >> Oh, here. >> Yeah, that is >> like Well, well, see, that's why I say like I I think that my my me my my perspective is definitely skewed. It's skewed because like I've never like like
I've had like I've I've had dates and situations go wrong on stream. I just had that happen recently a guy that I was kind of interested in and things went wrong but then I bounced back really quick because I met somebody else who asked me out so I felt better about myself. It's it's >> you though you realize that. So like
even average female even below average females but average females are getting like access to like c like like celebrity guys like a less people >> celebrity really. >> Yeah. There's 18 year olds, 19 year olds, 20-y olds that are getting flown out on yachts just because they're hot. >> Yeah. But you can't do that. Men can men can't do that though. Men can't do that.
We have to build our word. >> Um No. No. Men could do that. But a lot of men are afraid. There's a Oh, you don't think that there's older women with money who are looking for younger guys? You better think >> that's an exception. That's a very low percentage. >> You know, you want do you want to know
something funny? Um, Ghost, >> you're you might be at a brand new hub for that because Psyche is attracting women of means quite often. So, if you're looking for a woman, you might want to keep watching the Psyche panel. I'm just saying. >> Then, where you going? >> That's funny that you said that to me.
Oh my gosh. I think there's a lot of women of means who are looking for a man their age or younger who who want to have fun, but it's like where do you go? >> Women always do this if they're older and they make a lot of money. So they're older and they make a lot of money. What they want is somebody that's on their level or they make more. They're never
known for like the McDonald's work. >> No, not do that. Women would never never no women. Look, if you're a woman >> and you're okay in your life, I'm not saying wealthy. I'm not wealthy. >> I'm talking about majority. >> But no. Well, I know quite a few women
in a very similar position. See, that's why I I am against certain things going on in these communities because I do see some some men targeting women for the wrong reasons. But there's a lot of I I would say there's probably more women of
means nowadays who are just looking for something solid and um healthy than there are men looking for that. >> I ask you, you're subject to the rule to kind of speak to ask you this. So, so if you make more than your man and you're more popular than him, you're going to be with somebody like a McDonald's worker. >> Really? And you're going to be happy
with that for the rest of >> It depends on what else. It depends on what else he's doing. I'd be happy if he was earning a living. Really? >> You're mascul You're you are masculine. Have you ever heard that? You're >> I am. I am. That's what we were just talking about. I'm a little bit of a masculine woman. I I am. I'm sorry that I'm a masculine woman. And I that that
should be my you know I should make a whole I should make a whole website called masculine woman. >> That should be called feminism. >> But I'm not a feminist. Not in the least. >> You are definitely a feminist. >> No, I'm not. I don't want to be. I'm just me. I feel like
>> but I'm not out to be like a feminist. I'm not out to you, you know, push feminism or feminist ideals. No, no, no. It's just that life throws you things and sometimes life is not the fairy tale that you thought it was going to be. I mean if look um my both of my parents my
my one who's alive and the one who's passed both always basic to be >> well I was closest to my dad unless he passed. Yeah. and that was this year. Um, he raised me to basically be a princess and I don't think I ever was a
princess. My mom is very strong. Um, but I think that I'm not a I I don't think I'm like uber masculine, but I definitely am strong. No, I mean you're extremely feminine, but you have um the masculine part is like your your defender like almost your like there's something there's like
>> 100% mas you real >> from Carl Jung and men have an anima and females have an anonymous and like the anime is usually like one female that the male will project all these things on to um you know because she's fairy like or there's like a lot of like and she or there's like a lot of like something like in her expression where
it's It's so hard to read. >> I'm not wimpy. I'm not wimpy. And I will say if I were Well, I I have a nephew who is incredibly handsome. I mean, it's ridiculous. And I'm not just saying that because he's my nephew. He grew up to
be. So, I I I do kind of know what I would be like if I were male because of him. But yeah, if if that that's why I say I'm I I if I were to have had a son, he would be so awesome. Oh my god, it would be ridiculous.
>> If I were a guy, I would be Wesley Snipes. I am convinced of this. >> Well, as a female, you're in sexuality and you think it's cool. >> You're a man, your masculinity. like officer complain. >> I was a man. Get out my way. Cuz I mean
my dad my dad the way he was. Oh my god. Um my dad is always my dad to me, but he was a badass. Get out. Just get out the way. Get out the way. And and my dad my dad was openly bisexual. Hence I exist. But he was more
>> gay when he passed away. That's what he aligned with at that time. But my dad was definitely true bisexual. True bisexual. >> I don't think Blade was gay or his dad was bisexual. Almost >> Blade. Are you talking about streamer or or Wesley Snipes?
>> The Blade. Yeah. Blade. Wesley says >> Correct. Blade, right? That's what you're talking about. >> Yeah. You said, "But you said you'd be Wesley Snipes." You You kind of remind me of Let me see. >> I I if I were a man, I would be Wesley Snipes. That's what I feel. >> That's literally what she said. >> Yeah.
>> I was just saying she remind like um >> if I was a paranormal character, I would be a vampire. Yes. So, if you could combine the two, I would that would be me. You know, I always >> I always thought that they should come out with Blade 4, but have it be a daughter. Like, somehow Blade doesn't
come back. It could be me. It could be me. I could star in the movie. And um I'm a vampire. I'm pansexual. I'm everything. That's what I would be in that movie. And I would bite everybody. >> Everyone bad. I would just bite them and kill them. But I wouldn't eat them
because I wouldn't want to. I would let the other pansexual though. You mentioned that your keyword was. Why would you? >> Well, if I was that movie character, I >> Yeah. feel like if the character Blade >> had a daughter and she was a vampire, yeah, she would be she would be pansexual without a doubt. >> Am I panexual? >> Why would she be pansexual?
because that's my imagination. That's what I think. She doesn't have to be. >> Oh my god. Okay. So you Oh my god. You don't Oh god. >> I I saw to Wong Fu. Thanks for everything. Julie Numar and Wesley Snipes is attract. You are so much more attractive
than Wesley Snipes, you know. So >> no, I'm not. Wesley Snipes has better facial features than I do. He has almost perfect >> as a man. As a man, but not a woman. Not a woman. I just >> Oh, as a woman. I I I don't think I'm that pretty. As I don't think I'm I don't think I'm facially pretty as a woman. I just Your face is gorgeous. >> I have a nice body. Yeah. But I don't
think I have I I don't I've never thought I have a really pretty pretty >> Have you Have you ever thought about face. maybe you're just like anything? I'm talking about anything. Maybe you're just wrong. >> Yeah. Neither do I. You ever thought about that? >> Oh, I think I think I'm I do think I'm wrong about a lot of things. If if I'm wrong, great. I'm happy to be wrong. >> I'll be wrong. I don't have to always be a little Miss Right.
>> And Alex, I have one more follow-up question and I'll leave you alone. >> Do you ever think that you're like delusional ever? >> Hey, go. Why are you >> No, it's okay. >> We can get into it. Yeah. >> No, no, he's ready to debate. I I can feel it. He wants to debate. Let's go.
>> I It's like I'm not gonna debate in the channel. I'm not >> ask you a question. >> If you hurt my feelings, I will cry. I >> Go ahead. will cry and then then you'll know the line if I start crying. Well, I might. >> What specifically do you think I'm delusional about?
>> Can I say the I'm trying to uh not break the US here. Don't be don't be not not going to be racist. It's not going to be um slander. >> No psyche. Don't you know me? I'm not going to be racist. You know me. >> Then why? It's not a question. Just say don't if it's if you have a question about to just don't >> you don't have to. It's okay. Psyche >> is kind of poss.
>> Okay. It's fine. Don't >> Oh, you you think I'm You think I'm slow? I might be I might be >> Okay, that's a that's a that's a a female. Yeah, I think you're slow. Yeah, I think Well, that's >> Yeah, I think you're >> Are you You're ridiculous. Goes, she is like I think she has much higher in triggered. I am triggered. >> I'm not triggered.
>> No, I I I would say I'm slow with mathematics. Definitely. I'm slow. >> I think you're slow with logic, too. And mathematics. >> Hey, hey, hey, Ghost. You're interrupting her first of all. Don't interrupt. Let her talk. Don't >> one time. >> What else am I slow with? I'm slow with sometimes I'm slow when it comes to
realizing what's not to my >> Oh, he left. Oh, he left. He left. He Okay, go. I mean, >> I was gonna I was gonna >> Yeah, he lost the debate. But he just he just lost the debate by like leaving and so, you know, >> I think you kicked him and you were being nice. >> I swear I did not kick him. I I did not kick him. I swear I did not kick him. I swear I would have I mean I would have
like let because I was like you were talking. I was letting you I might be a little slow sometimes. It's always ridiculous. >> I mean, it's like, you know what? I was I never was able to pass algebra in college. I was I don't even know how I was able to pass it in high school, but um yeah, I was able >> I don't know how I get a lot of stuff done. I I think that's why I do believe
in higher powers because I think that maybe the higher powers help me a lot of the time, but um there are some things that I'm slow with. So, I'll accept that. But do I think I'm slow across the >> No, I don't. Yeah, whatever. He He was board? just using derogatory language. Not Not only that, it's just very very untrue.
Annoying. Doesn't even need this like >> Why did he Why was he going in that direction? >> I don't know. He's He like turns into like this like I don't I just >> Maybe somebody asked him to. Maybe don't somebody asked him. We don't know. He could be in Discord. You could be in it could be in the the CFF drawing. I don't know. Like I don't
do a CFF. That's a >> Oh, here's Mr. >> We got Mr. Big Pipes back. >> Yeah. One second. Mr. Mr. Grande people. >> Hey, what's up, Alex? >> Hey, Mr. Big Pipes, give me an honest assessment. Do you think I'm slow mentally?
>> No. think you're as fast as they come. As you're like fast as fast as >> I'm not I'm not one of the more intelligent people like >> you're brilliant. >> Um in this realm of >> Thank you, Mr. Big Pipes. Mr. Big Pipes, do you see some of yourself sometimes in
psyche? >> Uh I don't know actually. Trying to think. Sometimes I see some of you in him as a when I think about you I I see some of him in you. >> I mean there is like that like like lonely lonely guy in a room vibe. But >> I mean
>> well not just that I know you very well. >> Yeah. You probably know me better than like I'd say probably yeah anyone probably one of the only like more than anyone kind of like really on the internet. >> Mr. big pipes. >> I bless you. >> We have to organize like
we >> we have to organize a real meetup revolving around you at some point because I I do want to still meet you in person at some point before we die. >> Yeah, I'd be I'd still take you out on my >> For those who don't know, I almost met Mr. Big Pipes, but it didn't happen. And
then, and I'm gonna bring this up today. I have to. You thought I was on a dating site trolling you, and I was not. I never did that. >> Wait, what are you talking about? >> Oh, you don't remember? I'm not going to bring it up. >> Oh, no. Just be specific. >> So, I mean,
>> it does specific situation. like >> If you don't if you don't remember, that means that you don't need to remember. And that's a good thing if you don't remember because I think about >> Yeah. You were saying that I was trolling you on a on a dating site and I'm not even on any dating sites and I wasn't on that time. >> Okay. So I had someone
who added me like their name was Jen and it was like this girl like in front of a hot rod and she's like asking me like do you think St. Louis is dangerous and stuff? Will you meet me by the arch? And like stuff like that. somebody else in the community. >> it was not me. >> You said >> Said that you knew who it was. >> No, I didn't know who.
>> You said it's not me, but You said You said it wasn't me, but I know who it was. >> I suspect I know who it was, but I don't know for certain. But I do suspect to this day I >> And then I was just like, "Hey, can you send me a picture of your hand?" and they like, >> "Oh, you know what? Now that you said that, there's someone I'm gonna ask to
see their hands because I think that there's somebody in these communities pretending to be black who in actuality is white." And you're right, the hands because how are you going to reveal yourself by showing your hands? But you could show. >> I mean, that's basically like if you're like, you know,
>> good. That was a good tip, Mr. Big Pies. You just helped me with something and you didn't even know it. >> I just made you like better. >> Yes, you did. Yeah. Well, Mr. Big Pipes and I have made each other better over the years. We have I and I, you know, I
gotta recap that stream because remember that stream we did when that guy Nishan came on? >> That was funny. Oh my god, that was such a good stream. >> But I I should re because a lot of people didn't know we did that stream. >> I remember kind of being a dick to him. >> Well, I was a to him. Definitely.
Yeah. >> Like he was trying to do these like impersonations. They're really >> He was doing weird stuff. He He was weird that that night. I think he was on drugs or something. That was weird. >> Drama class flashback. His like failed auditions. >> Yeah, that was that was very uh
concerning. >> Oh. So, what's going on, Mr. Big Pice? I've heard that you are a moderator for uh Purple's girl. Have you asked her on a date? >> No, we we chilled the other night on stream for like a couple hours. >> So, when are you going to ask her on a
date? >> I'm not going to ask her on a date. I don't know. I like I don't I don't really know her like that. >> You could move her in with you, man. Look, >> I can't have girls over here, dude. >> Oh, so okay. My assessment was See, I thought you weren't on camera because I thought that you moved and you didn't want us to know. >> So, I was wrong.
>> Like, I'm still streaming like multiple times a week from my parents basement, obviously. >> No, no, no. >> Get get your camera fixes. It's $8 and you can be on camera instead of like >> No, he's Mr. Big Pipes is working on himself. I can tell he's being secret. >> Well, I've been like >> I don't know.
>> Secret. Yes, he is. He's being secret. I can tell. >> Are you parked in an ice cream truck outside my house right now? >> What? >> Mr. Big Pipes. >> It's Flowers by Irene. >> Flowers by Irene. Oh my god. Oh Well, >> Oh, I knew it was you. I'm
just kidding. I saw I saw Mr. Big. I I heard the harmonica and guitar coming out of or the banjo coming out of the same same vehicle. I was like, "Oh it's him." I'm just kidding. >> Well, he the last time I caught it with big pipes, he was riding around in the uh Tesla. >> The Cyber Truck. >> Yeah, the Cyber Truck.
>> The Cyber Truck. It was the end of the world. >> That thing's pretty cool, dude. Like, it definitely It exceeded my I don't know. It's super expensive, but if it was like half the price, it'd be super cool. >> Oh, I got my ultimate hater in the chat. I just logged in. I'm looking at the chat. Hey, ultimate hater, show
yourself. Show me who you are. >> Is it the Amazon? >> No, it's someone young something. >> Okay, >> young something. Well, to to to Mr. Young, >> I'm gonna have to go to another country. >> It looks like all these other like loweffort. >> I'm gonna have to I'm gonna have to go to Antarctica.
There was a a streamer who just flew to Antar Antarctica on >> Oh, really? >> Yeah. Well, he like he had he had to pay a fine and stuff because he >> you're saying that he faked >> engine failure airplane to land there. >> I want to go to Antarctica, but only to have the barbecue penguin and then um that's the only reason I want to go.
>> Actually, don't they have penguins in like New Zealand and stuff or something? >> I don't know, but I'd rather go to Antarctica. I know. I know. >> I bet they taste good, too. I'll be honest. >> Oh, yeah. I bet it does taste good. I bet it's like penguin >> really lean chicken or something. I mean, chicken's already lean, but >> Oh, I bet it's fatty because it's
>> so the oils. >> Yeah, I bet it's oily fatty because you know they're it's cold so they have to stay warm. So, they would have um fatty meat. Probably it's probably delicious. I you know I'm gonna Google it. What does penguin meat taste like?
>> I want to know. >> I think we should go to Maybe we could all go to Antarctica. >> Yeah. I mean I think they there's some somebody giving away free ships there but it's like I'm like suspicious of it. I don't know. >> I've seen videos of people going there and these ships and there's like 50 foot waves. >> All that's there is like all that's there is a basketball court and like a
little like one restaurant or something. I don't think I would like it very much. What does penguin taste like? >> What's the name of the passage? Drake passage, I think is what it's called. >> Okay. According to the AI, it is tough, greasy, >> ice, and fishy. >> Fishy. Oh,
>> cuz they eat fish. >> Oh, >> well, on the barbecue, I bet it wouldn't be half bad. >> Maybe like tuna or salmon. Oh, tuna. tuner muscle. They're cold. >> I like I like the I like the >> They're cold, but can you catch them in the Arctica, brother? >> I don't know.
>> You could probably use penguin meat as a fuel source for like a stove. >> If it's if it's greasy and fatty, that would be a really good fuel source. >> You should have went with well blubber. >> Okay. >> I should go with what? >> Like the fat of the well. Like the well blubber. You can go with that. >> Haven't
>> Guys, have you heard of Have you heard of Have you heard of amber grease? >> Amber grease. >> It's like more val It's more valuable than gold. It's basically comes out of a It's like when a sperm oil vomits out. Um it's like a big but it's like they use it on all this kind of perfume and stuff. It's uh but it's basically very
and it's very expensive. >> Have you heard of Well, Blubber, sir. Where does amber grease come from, guys? Do you know anybody know amber grease? >> A well, >> I could make a joke, but I'm not gonna >> Don't do it, Alex. >> it. Actually, make it make the joke. >> No, I'm not going to until I'm on his
>> But you already told the joke. You just had to say I just You already told the joke. >> I'm on Psyche's channel and I want to be respectful because I really like him a lot. So, no. >> Whoa. Guys, I posted my video like my uh my intro video on Tik Tok. >> I got 74 likes on >> 74. We moving up today.
>> 43. I have over a thousand followers on Tik Tok. So, I monetized. >> I'm trying to get 10,000. >> That boy is moving up. >> I remember when that boy had like 12 hours. >> I was monetized within one day on Tik Tok. It's not very difficult. But uh >> you know what, Psyche? Give yourself a little No, no, no, no, no. Don't overlook it. Give your little yourself a
little round of applause, bro. A thousand. I mean, that's better than 24. We have 1,24 now. A thousand. >> I got 1,453 views, 74 likes. >> Oh >> Two comments. >> We've got to do publicity stunts for you, Psyche. We got to We got to figure
out publicity. You need to love yourself more and you need to appreciate your compliments a little like your costumes a little bit more. I mean because you don't you don't celebrate it at all. >> My comp my costumes. What do you say? >> Your continents or >> A compliment compliments. >> my continents. >> Compliment. Okay.
>> Did I that word up? My bad. >> Wait. Compliments or accomp >> A compliment accomplishments. >> or compliment. Accomplishments. >> it up a Oh god. All right. Well, I'm leaving. My bad. it up three times. >> Ghost, go in. >> It's okay.
>> I just that word up though. >> Hi. >> Oh I just got trouble following the other super frequent >> I just I was I was like liking everybody or like following everybody that um liked my posts, but just saying. Okay. I'm sorry, >> Mr. Big Pipes. >> Terrible feedback.
>> This is terrible feedback. >> Hey, what's up, >> Mr. Big Pipes? Do you wanna Do you want to join my mission and helping Psyche grow his channel? >> I think we I think we should do some um publicity stunts. >> for Psych. >> We need public >> I can I can always pull the I can pull the speedo out again.
>> Like what? >> No. I think you know what? You know what would be better than the speedo >> is like if uh Psyche and Mr. Ghost >> What do you have in mind? >> Hung out in real life. I think that would be the >> I have all kinds of things in mind. All kinds. That's what I was asking you. >> That's what I was asking you. >> If I put if I could do a meet up with
>> That's what I was saying, Mr. Big Pipes. Mr. Big I'm trying to get both of you two out of the house and y'all y'all are reluctant. >> Mr. Mr. Big, is there is there is is there a wig? Is there a a wig you want me to get? >> I'm down. I'm down to like go anywhere. >> Actually, what I will say is Mr. Big Pipe was down. >> Maybe some horse or something. >> He did try to he was trying to get me
out of the house, but I wasn't ready yet because my dad just died, you know. But now at this point, I might be ready to leave the house. >> Yeah. And that was just like that that stuff happened way too fast. >> Yeah, that was too that was too much. But that's why I'm saying we got to do some IRL publicity stunts for Psyche
because he's in he's in this world. I'm not pleased that he's in IRL because I know how treacherous >> I think the most famous thing that would happen for Psyche if you start like a a boxing tournament. >> I don't want to be a >> me verse all these New York people. >> I want to be in a oil a oil wrestling
slip and slide. >> You want to be slip and slide. could do like Alex. >> Okay. I was just big oil wrestling or something. >> Yeah. I just Mr. Big >> Mr. Big Mr. Mr. Big said Mr. Big said it
Bohemian chic thing. >> I'm I'm hippie girl right now. I'm hippie girl and I might stay hippie girl for the rest of my life. >> I dig that. >> Yeah, me too. When you get when you do the RV thing, um I'll have a place for you to park it. No fee, full hookups.
>> If I if I take an RV out there. >> Yeah. Yeah. Because I'm going to buy some land. >> I need to get my own. >> Alex, this is the This is the This is the what I made a few months ago. Hold on. Did I make it? What? It was like >> I'm thinking about getting one actually. >> Doesn't have a date on it, but look at what I Look what I'm wearing, though. Hold on. I'll show.
>> Damn. >> What? >> That's you. >> That looks like >> Yeah, >> it was. It's my face. Hold on one second. >> Oh, it's AI, dude. >> Well, it's like a gonna be that. >> Don't hit on him. >> I'm showing you the scarf. Look, we're both wearing a scarf. >> Oh, okay. Okay.
>> Let me put on a scarf right now. Oh, it. Let me go. Let me I have a scarf collection. I should show you all my scarf. >> Good. Great there. Let me see what else do I have here. >> Let me put on a scarf. What are you talking about? >> Need like a seizure alert on that.
>> Good. >> Flashing lights and >> Well, I don't think it'll cause a seizure. Yeah. Well, >> you Yeah. Well, >> no. Maybe for LD, but he's not going to watch it in his car. >> Well, don't do that to him. Please don't do that to him. >> He He'll be driving. He'll be driving when
>> Don't do It's not even funny. Yeah, cuz he cuz some people do have that problem, >> dude. How that dude drives around like after he has I just >> You know, some people do have that problem. Do most people on Psyches have that problem? >> No. They might. I don't know. Watch out because I I don't I don't want anyone to
have like a seizure out of nowhere. I've seen that happen and it's horrible when it happens to people. Oh my god. >> Have you seen it happen on this panel? >> Yeah. Well, I've seen it on panel. I've seen it in person. I've seen >> I've seen LD have like I think two seizures. >> Yeah. I've seen him in the hospital. >> I mean, it's like you can show where the you want. You want to make the
like, oh, some people have I mean some people do >> like 10% but >> it's horrible when that happens. >> It's horrible when it happens.
>> All right, I'm going to model a mint green scarf for some of you. Okay, here we are. Let me put on >> scarf. There. Wait. I'm ready. I'm ready. I'm ready for >> I don't know. Scarf weather.
>> I'm ready. >> Yeah, it's starting to cool down. >> There. I'm ready. Let's go. Are we going >> Shout out the mister. It is starting to to go? cool out. You know, it's starting to cool down. >> You know, I got that RV, too, Alex. I was totally down to like go to that festival. >> I know you were. I know. I wasn't down though. I wasn't ready. I was I was emotionally down.
>> How am I Can a be invited or No. >> I don't know. I mean, you're going to tell me I'm slow. Maybe I'm too slow to invite you. >> Yeah. I don't describe a nice >> You're too slow. >> I'm too slow to even comprehend what you're saying right now. What are you talking about? Like Like what's happening? All right.
>> Just like a airy soft accent scarce.
>> I just want to go somewhere with a bunch of goatl looking men so everyone can be like, "Who's that girl with all these hot guys? Who's she?" >> Oh, yeah. >> With me. If I could go somewhere If I could go somewhere with with Mr. >> A lot of hot guys like girl. >> Yeah.
>> I'm not ugly. I'm average. I'm at least average. And I'm old. So that makes me above average because I'm old and average. So >> So Alex, my bars and stuff the last >> couple months. I'm freaking rocking out, dude. >> I bet you are. Well, you've developed
very well. Truthfully, I knew you would. I knew it. >> I'm very happy with your progress. >> Finally making it happen. But it's just getting started. But it's like, >> well, don't change because I love how you are still you're you're humble. I like that you're a little shy. I love
that little tidbit of awkwardness. That's what makes you sexy and hot. No. And you Plus, you got the hair. You got 47. You got the height. Well, yeah. I'm single in 47. I'm at my goddamn peak. Get out my way. >> Get out my way. I'll be 47 next year.
Yeah. So, I do know. But with Mr. Big Pipes, I He's always been a little bit of a heartbreaker, but as he's maturing, he hasn't hit his peak yet. Not yet. How old are you now, Mr. Big Pipes? How old >> I hate to claim it, though. Isn't that are you? age? >> Yeah, you'll hit your peak at about 45. You think so? >> Yeah, you will.
>> Yeah, but you will. >> Are you not in that age or not? >> No, unfortunately because of genetics, my menopause won't hit until I'm about 55. Women in my family tend to have children very, very, very, very, very late. But I'm not going to have any kids. >> You know what gets the biggest reaction is the harmonica, actually. Like,
>> well, I bet it does because it's out of nowhere. It makes the girls think about like Steve Tyler from Aerosmith. You know that song? Um, Fever. Fever. Fever. You know what I'm talking about. Yeah. When you when girls hear that, they're like, "What?" It's like the pie piper. >> Please.
>> Yes. >> I gota listen on Fever. Oh, okay. >> Fever. You ever play the song? Play the song, Mr. Big Pipes. You can >> I don't know. I don't I don't want to strike him. >> Oh, that's true. That's true. That's true. >> That is a good idea. That Thank you for having Yeah, that's not a good idea. >> I'm glad that you thought about that. Yeah, but but >> it won't be a hard >> the beginning. Yeah, when you have a when you have a chance, Mr. Big Pipes,
listen to the beginning of >> I'll mute myself. >> Aerosmith >> that that you need to learn that riff. >> That'll be that'll attract a lot of women. >> Yeah, girls like that. I know what women like. I know what men like, too. That's why
I'm >> And are you not 47 and single? So, you know what men like, but you're 47 and >> I was married at once. Please. >> Well, yeah. What happened to it? It didn't work out, did it? >> I I divorced him. Yes. >> Yeah. So, you don't know him then once then? >> Well, I actually You divorced and you're single. >> And I've had a lot of really good relationships. I You don't think that
I've >> Okay. And then where are they now? >> Between now and then >> they were so if they were so good where >> would you really like to I killed them? >> Yeah. >> You you Okay, that's a good answer. So >> Yes. you're 47. You're single. >> Yes. >> You don't you actually don't know what men were. >> If you did know, you wouldn't be 47 single.
>> Do you want to know where they are? Do you want to know where they are? I buried them in my backyard. They're They're right there. >> They're right there. Rest in peace. >> So, you're 47 and single. >> I'll be 47 in January and I will be single. Once divorced once. >> And you're trying to tell these younger women what they want.
>> Really? >> Well, I'm keeping them away for >> There's a lot of people listening, by the way. >> Well, good. Good. >> Yeah. They shouldn't listen to you. >> I'm not the advisor. Your psyche is the advisor. Not me. Not me. >> But you're 50 years old. Twice divorced.
>> Now I'm 50. I'm 50 now. Now I'm 50. Well Well, let's just make it 100. I'm 100. I'm 100. >> You want to be 45 or you be 50? I mean >> I want to be 100. I'm 100 now. >> it. She's 100. I'll roll with it. >> He has some like towards women who reject them or
>> I know. He's so mean. How do I have a Who the are you? First of all, who the are you? >> You're projecting. You're It's called a projection. Okay. >> All right. Let me have a No, no, no. Let me talk to him. Let me talk to him. How am I No, let me talk to him. Hey, Psyche, let me talk. You're not going to
be right back. You're be back here now. Psyche, let me talk to him real quick. >> All you can do is run.
No, you're mean. No one wants to talk to a meme. >> Well, you know what, ma'am? I don't want to be mean. How am I mean? Please explain. I will literally >> You're a little You're >> If you change I will change my ways. Go ahead. I'm so sorry. Go ahead. >> No, don't. I guess it's working for you. Why would I want you to change? >> It's not working for me. Everybody hates me. How am I mean? Please explain. How
am I mean? >> Rewind the VOD and listen to yourself. >> Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. No, I'm talking to you. I'm asking you. How am I mean? I am so sorry. >> You don't have to be sorry. I'm >> If I'm asking you how if I'm asking you Yeah. Go ahead. Go ahead. >> You're You're very confrontational. But it's okay.
>> Okay, cool. If I'm asking you how mean and you you you literally have nothing to say. You're just like, "Oh, you are mean." >> No, you already told. >> What the is the point of your mouth? You're just saying that I'm mean for what? I'm actually a very nice guy. What the is you? What is What the is the point of you opening your mouth? You >> What the was the point of you? But you want me to double down on it? I
will. What the was the point of you double down, though? >> You didn't know what the you were >> I don't want to argue at all. talking about? >> Well, there you go. I don't I'm not going to argue. I just I don't have the >> So, you just didn't know what the you were talking about. >> Is that true? >> Okay. >> Yes.
>> Alexander, it. I you know I'll concede I'll concede this one. >> You win no matter what. Ghost. You win. >> I Well, I concede. I'm not going to win. >> You already won. You already did. I concede this.
>> Obviously already won. But I can see this one. But your homeboy coming here like I mean, he had your >> I'm just hanging out. back. >> I like to him. >> What? I know. And I'm not trying to That's fine. It's Psyche's panel. It's not my panel. That's fine. The other dude that came in here, can I talk to him or No,
>> he left. Oh, he always said >> he went away cuz he doesn't like >> Damn it. Look what you guys made him do. >> No, I'm bad. I had to go to the bathroom. >> All right. Dum dum. >> Mr. Big Pipes is >> Mr. Dum. He is >> Psyche. >> Psyche. here for him to put an album.
>> Am I allowed Am I allowed to debate him or not? >> Um, you have to uh I don't know like how for how long and how long? >> Don't say you don't know. Am I allowed to or not? Yes. Yes or no? >> I was gonna be I don't know. Is it Sure. Go ahead. I don't care. >> Go ahead. >> Alex seem in bad faith anyway. She's
weird, too. I I'll like take a piece of both of them. Well, >> I am I am weird. >> You are weird, Alex. You are weird. You're saying I'm trying to help you, psyche. I'm trying to help you, Psyche. What? You've never helped him a day in your life? Like, what the are you talking about? >> He's helped you a lot. >> I'm trying to help you. >> Like, what the
>> He's helped you a lot. >> But I want some of I want some of the mister if you guys >> Sounds like trauma. >> Yeah. Yeah. Trauma. I want some of the mister if you guys don't mind. >> Yeah. Go ahead. >> Want some of the white? >> Let's talk. >> All right, mister. Let's >> Yeah, let's talk. >> Go ahead. >> This is my first time meeting this guy, believe it or not. >> Mr. Big Mr. Big Pipes. Mr. Big Pipes.
Ghost. >> Oh, Mr. Big Pipes. Psyche. Do you know this guy? >> Yeah, he's my He's my official musician. He's my show musician. >> Oh, now we got a real one. All right, let's burn it. >> He's like He's like Dick Van Djk. >> Mr. the big pipes. Are you just like a a professional like uh
>> he's a he's a um he plays the harmonica and the banjo at the same time? >> Well, I did I was >> and the guitar. >> You just like a professional white. Are you a professional white nighter, sir? >> He's super talented. He's very talented. He's very He's a cool guy. >> Talented or what? What are you talent Well, that's a good question. What are you talented at? He's one of the good guys.
>> Like like a Chucky doll. Like a Chucky doll. I'm just kidding. >> No. No. Chucky. That's for sure. >> By the way, what are you white knighting? >> Mr. Big. What are you white knighting? >> Maybe me. Maybe me. Maybe Mr. Big Pip feels like protecting me.
>> Well, it might be about me. It might be. It might be because Mr. is somebody that he knows that I love him. He knows I love Mr. Big Pice. He knows it. >> Alex, you had enough of him? Like Like seriously, I was like I didn't know if he was bothering you or you wanted like you know sometimes you want to fight. >> No, I didn't. >> It's kind of negative.
>> No, I just I've known Mr. Bigpes a long time and I know the good and the bad and there's way more good than bad. So I love him. I just do. I love >> I wasn't I wasn't putting him down. I was like trying to make a I was just making a joke. I was like, you know, because there's a sign of that DMX song and the guy it's called Damian. And he goes, I'll be your friend to the end.
And he's like like Chucky. He's like just like Chucky and in the end we'll both get lucky or something like that. It was a DMX song called Dam. Have you heard it? It's like a trilogy of songs. It's really good. >> I believe it. It's a It's a song. No, I I mean I'm not like saying that Mr. I mean this is your panel. I feel like I'm taking Maybe I should lock. >> No, no, no, no, no, you're fine. No,
absolutely. >> I feel like I'm like taking over. I smoke some weed. That's what it is. No, I'm gonna smoke some weed. Don't worry. >> I'm gonna smoke some weed right now. >> Twisted right now. >> I'm smoking I got the good I got >> Yeah, live. >> So, Mr. Big Pipes, you're like microphone is like hurting my my my soul. Hold on. I need to like Thank you. Oh, I can turn.
>> I can turn down my >> ears. >> Okay, that's not helping. Okay, that helps. Oh, no. It's not helping. I'll fix it. >> I didn't even try to fix it. Yeah, Microphone is like way. >> I did. I'll do it for you. Perfect.
>> Put here. I'll put the automatic on. No, I got it. I got it. You just put it all the way back up. I had I had a low. I had a low. >> No, no. I put automatic. I had automatic turned off, so I turned >> I know, but I just had to turn it all the way down. Turn it all the way down. Okay. Is that helping? >> Okay. >> You know what? That was the problem actually when I did the stream with you.
Um, Psyche, I had I didn't have it on automatic. Next time we stream on on my thing, I have to set it correctly. That it wasn't your microphone problem. It was me. >> Well, I don't I'm not sure. Like I've always I've dealt with a lot of audio issues. I'm not sure if it's me. Sometimes it's bad. Sometimes the banjo start. Oh, Mr. Big Pipes is then kicked
off the uh >> Oh, he's gonna bust out the banjo. >> Well, it's like it was like there was too much like background noise and it was like hurting my ears. It was like it was I felt like I had like a ray gun or something in my my brain or something. So, it was like not like it. And uh I can't take it right now. Mr. Big Pipes, you need to fix your microphone. Get a get a decent webcam. You know, regular microphone, Mr. Big Pipes, you're to sound. You know how sound supposed to
sound good and not hurt your ears? Because even if you play wonderful music and it's like hurting my ears with all the feedback and stuff, >> it might not be wonderful at all times. >> It might not be wonderful. >> No. No. >> I think I think they might play his music at Guantanamo Bay. I play his music on a on a loop. I'm not sure, but no, he's fine. >> I'm gonna go inside soon. It's going to
storm here soon. We're g We're about to have a storm. But I'm going to see it outside while while it comes because I like watching nature like that. >> Yeah. >> Yeah, >> I do too. I wish I I mean I do have some beautiful nature around here and the ocean like nearby and then you know it's a beautiful ocean breeze usually. There's like a lot of beautiful natural trees down the block and a nice uh right
down the street from like the fire department like the city hall and stuff and the library and so it's like really just like nice um nice like you can pretty much walk everywhere. There's a nice little shopping center nearby with the Whole Foods and the Michaels and the sports. >> Memphis. Memphis, I want to clarify
something to you. I've known Mr. big place a very very very very long time and um that's what that is. >> Yeah. Yeah. Well, that's good. >> That's what that is. >> I've just known him for such a long time. >> That was I remember like when I first
like started hearing your name, it was like people say, "Oh, he like Mr. Big Pipes is he's like that's Alex Mayers is a spy. He's here to like get information about you and stuff." Hold on. >> Well, if I had a son, the the guys I like tend to be like I I figure if I had sons,
they would be along the lines of certain things. And Mr. Big Python knows that about me. I care about him. >> I want I want to see him happy. >> I I I think he should be too. And I, you know, and basic, you know, there's a lot of people that are like just like lonely because it's like harder in this in this
society to like, you know, the closer or the more social media and all this stuff we get, the less uh we like connect here. Who's back? >> Ah, it's fine. I'll ignore it. >> I don't know. My audio
>> listen back. I hear. >> Can you hear me? All right. >> Oh, I hear you. Perfect. >> I turned it down now. It sounds better. >> It's hurting. >> It was hurting my But now I turned my headphones way down. My headphones were as loud. I usually have >> Yeah, maybe you just had it up too loud. >> You still hear me? >> Was my microphone too too low?
>> You hear me? >> Yeah. >> Here I am. Hey, Tracy. >> I I can hear you. Um, when does the banjo start? Whenever Mr. Big Pipes decides he wants to break it out, you got the floor. >> Playing instruments on StreamYard sounds terrible because like >> No, it doesn't. Go for it.
>> There's echo cancellation on and I'd have to turn it all down and stuff. >> Okay. How many Do you need a few minutes to get it ready, Mr. Big Pipes? I can play a song. Hold on. Who's that in the chat? Hold on. Wait.
The ghost guy. Yeah. Yeah. Oh, I believe.
>> How'd that sound? >> Sounds good. >> Was it like canceling out and Oh, here I'll I'll let me You guys >> I'll mute myself >> here. I can listen back to it, too. I don't really want to play like right now. Give me like 20 minutes.
I heard that. You said your microphone is hurting. My microphone's hurting. >> You know, Mr. Big Pipes, I could go on the keyboard.
What the is that noise? >> It's like super loud. >> Stone and steel. I'm the mountain sun. Voice of the dawn where the climbs beun.
Words light pillars. Fire in my hands. I build the temple on shifting sands. Capricorn rising, storm in my eyes, Aquarius moonlight,
thunder cracks the skies, banner of love, secrets I keep, visions awake where the dreams sleep. Lightning hearts and a freedom flame. I
love in secret. Yet I love the same. A hidden fire. A mystic song. A banner that's carried the tribe along. Capricorn rising
storm in my eyes. Aquarius moonlight. Thunder cracks the skies. Matter of love, secrets I keep, visions awake where the dream sleeps.
Scales of justice, trial and bound. Visions made flesh, I declare it now. Autumn leaf and the gall. Through death and dawn, I will guide them all.
Capricorn rising, storm in my eyes, Aquarius moonlight, thunder cracks the skies, matter of love, secrets I keep, visions awake where the dreams sleep.
Capricorn rising, promising true. Every star shines as the dawn breaks
through. Heat. Heat.
Scales of justice, trial in vain. I love in secret. Yet I love the same. A hidden fire, a mystic song, a banner that's carried the trial belong.
Scales of justice, trial and vow, visions made flesh, I declare it now. Autumn leaf and the gav fall through death and dawn. I will guide them all. Capricorn.
Hello. What happened to the song? I was all about that song. Oh my god. >> I'll finish it. >> I love that song. Yeah. Yeah. Capricorn rising.
>> Where is that song? I want to download that song. Where is that freaking song? That is that AI? Is it? >> Yeah, I made that. Yeah, I made it. >> I love You made it. Did you write the lyrics? >> I love that freaking song. >> It's based on my astrology. Like it's based on my astrology. >> I Oh my god. I got down. Will you put
the link in? Well, DM me the link. Do please DM me the link on Instagram. DM me that freaking link. I will I I want to sing that. That is the song. I love that. I was like grooving and then it stopped and I was like where'd it go? Where did it go? I was like in a world cuz I just smoked some weed too and I
was like oh Capricorn rising. I was like yes I am rising as a Capricorn. I love that. I'm sorry to get all excited, but I I get excited over stuff. >> Yeah, that was a hot song. I mean, you know what it reminded me of? Suddenly from the 80s. Remember um that song
suddenly life has new meaning to me. It's a very similar pattern. Oh, I love that. I love that song. Capricorn rising. Is that the name of it? >> Yes. It's called Well, it's called Yeah, it's called Yeah, I forgot what they called it because >> it should be called Capricorn Rising. That's a good song. I love that. I'm
gonna download that song. >> A lot of my placements and stuff. Yeah. I'm trying to I'm trying to figure out how to get my my music like I want to get like because I have so many songs now and I still have a few more to do. I made Yeah, I made a few today. >> Yeah, that was a jam. Serious. And I'm not I was like I was into it. I was like "Yes >> I like this. I uh
>> that was great. I do have like the song to go along with the banner too. Like >> that's that's a very good song. I like that song. That that should be your that should be No, you know what? It should be your closing theme for like Friday night. >> It's like >> not all the time, but like Friday Friday nights. >> Yeah. And I want to let people know that's a hot song if they're interested
in like, you know, I'll do a whole thing where I'll do like a piece I'll a piece of art if you just celebrate your birthday and then um you know >> Oh, well, you know what? Um Katrina in your chat, I'm looking at the chat. Katrina liked it, too. She was like 80s James Bond. Yeah. >> Is that my profile?
>> Yeah, that's that is my profile. Capricorn rising, Capricorn ascendant. I mean, Capricorn Sun. >> That was a hot song. It was something about that song. Can we hear it again? >> Sure. >> I have another song, too. Like, do you want to hear the other song first? Because it's like a like a >> I kind of want to hear Capricorn Rising
first because it was good. It was really good. They had the piano in there, too.
Stone and steel. I'm the mountain son. Voice of the dawn where the climbs begun. Words light pillars. Fire in my hands. I build the temple on shifting sands.
Capricorn rising, storm in my eyes. Aquarius moonlight, thunder cracks the skies, banner of love, secrets I keep, visions awake where the dream sleep.
Lightning hearts and a freedom flame. I love in secret. Yet I love the same. A hidden fire, a mystic song, a banner that's kept the tribe along.
Capricorn rising, storm in my eyes. Aquarius moon will rise. Thunder cracks the skies. Better of love. Secrets I keep. Visions awake when the dreams.
Scales of justice trial and bound. Visions made flesh. I declare it now. All the leaf and the gamble fall through death and dawn. I will guide them all.
Capricorn rising. Storm in my eyes. Aquarius moonlight. Thunder cracks the skies. Better of love. Secrets I keep. Visions awake. where the dream or sleep.
Capricorn rising promising true. Every star shines as the dawn breaks
through.
Scales of justice. Trial in vain. I love in secret. Yet I love the same. A hidden fire. A mystic song. A banner that's carried. The trial belong.
Scales of justice. Trial and vow. Visions made flesh. I declare it now. All the leaf and the gav fall through death and dawn. I will guide them all. Capricorn
rising storm in my eyes. Aquarius moonlight thunder cracks the sky.
Sorry. There you go. What do you think? >> Awesome song. Thank you for playing it again. I really like the groove of that. That's a good I Okay. When you made that song, were you Did you have the ability to pick the vocalist? How did you create >> Yeah. You choose you choose the style. that? You choose the style style. >> Okay. I really Yeah, I really like how
that I like it. reminded me of a combination of Last Unicorn from America, >> those lyrics, >> Lionel Richie suddenly, you know, Lionel Richie from the 80s. I was getting a little bit of that vibe from that style. That was nice >> for a I mean, to me, it's it's a regular song. I don't care if it's AI or not. I love that.
>> Some of them are so c freaking catchy. I'm like, actually, this is a pretty good album. I was like, "Do I want to do >> You should You should make I I told you you need to make psyche music." >> Yeah. Keep going. I mean, I mean, >> a really good simil I heard for AI music is that AI music is like trying to tell people how cool your dreams are.
>> Well, you know, it's like, you know, like go for it. If I can like have like some hope for >> Look, the AI. >> No, I love AI. I make AI music. Whatever. We all do. Come on. >> So, we can actually It's a way to make our dreams come true that like, you know, has never been available before >> and you can download the stems with some because
of it because I'm going to make my Christmas album perfectly this time around. I did make a um 2023, but it sucked. I'm going to make a AI Alexandre Christmas album this year. I sure as hell am. And y'all can download it for free once I do it. But it's gonna be
great. I can't wait. >> I like I think >> I'm looking forward to Christmas this year. Are y'all looking forward to Christmas? >> I'm gonna have my Alexandra Alexandra um you know Christmas album. So >> Well, I'm do Well, I'm all about Christmas. I is really my favorite.
>> Oh my god. Well, because I didn't Well, Christmas is like too kind of so close to our birthday though, right? Then it's like, >> well, my dad's birthday actually was Christmas. He was born on December 25th. Yeah. That So, I mean, for me, Christmas has always meant double, >> you know, and this year especially is going to be super special for me, but yeah, I've just always been Christmas
girl. I I wrote a Christmas song called It's Christmas Time. >> Uhhuh. >> I wrote it several years ago. I have my own Christmas song. I wrote it. So, you know, but yeah. But no, I like that Capricorn rising. That's a nice song that you put together there. I really like that. I like the lyrics. >> It really is like
>> I like everything. >> My uh my astrology. So it's like because it's like I put it all together and able to do like a >> Are you a singer psyche? Do you have a nice singing voice? >> I can sing like I can sing. I have a deep singing voice. I can sing. I have I can carry a tune. I like to sing. Um, but it's like I used to sing a little bit on the show and stuff like that, but >> a little bit on the show. I can sing. I
like I like I I'll do karaoke. I like I see. Sorry. That's that's that's how about I like bony m too.
Did that sound better? Because I muted it and turned up. >> I didn't hear. Oh, you were talking. I didn't hear you. >> I was singing. >> I didn't even hear you sing. >> Yeah, you were singing too soft. >> Damn, that sucks. >> Mr. Big Pipes, you naturally have a very soft voice, so you have to really like belt it out when you're singing. >> No, I mean, I was playing the banjo, too. >> You have a
>> But you have a nice singing voice. Oh, I thought I listened back to it earlier and it like I could tell the echo cancel. >> I have a cute song while you're tuning up because it takes you a while sometimes. >> I mean, I was trying to sing White Christmas. >> Oh, but it's not But it's not Christmas time yet, Mr. B. It's bad luck to sing Christmas songs in August. Really?
>> She was just talking about Christmas. >> No, no, no, but you're not. She's not singing the songs. Don't sing the song in August. Please don't seem like >> I can change the like. >> Okay, I'm gonna play Yeah, there's
rock ballad.
Beneath the moon I shed disguise bathed in waters naked wise. Lightning cracks across the skies. The thunderstorm is me. I raise the banner heart of flame. Cold trying to speak my name through
storm and bow through loss and shame. The prophecy is me. climbs the mountain high. Every word, a
step, a cry. A sculptor's dream takes flesh and sky. The vision now is real. I raise a banner heart of flame. Call to speak my name. Storming bow through loss
and shame. The prophecy is a pilgrim climbs the mountain high. Every word step a cry. A sculptor's
dream takes flesh and sky. The vision now is real. I raise the banner heart of flame. Call the tribe to speak my name. Through storm and vow, through loss and
shame, the prophecy is me. At dawn, the g strikes a new declares the night is through.
>> The mother please the lightning. Compassion is my soul. Immigrants cross the starry stream. The leaf reveals the hidden dream. The captain rocks in steady beam. Guiding from the
shore. I raise the banner heart of flame. Call trying to speak my name through storm and bow through loss and shame. The prophecy is me star sh
every word magnificent. I carry love for stories.
Yeah, that one. >> I like that one. I like that one a lot. I really do. I like I like the guitar solos on it. See, and Mr. Mr. Big Pipes I >> I heard you, Mr. Big Pipes, pick that up like it was no thing. See, that's what I'm saying. Mr. Big Pipes has a talent
for real because any song he hears, >> it takes him a little bit, but he picks it up quick. >> It takes me like be a band person. >> Oh, okay. 10 minutes. >> Whatever. No, I I couldn't play it again unless I listen to it. >> 10 minutes. >> I couldn't. >> But you already have it memorized because that was a really catchy and that was an easy progression, too. It's
like but you got I hear it and I know and I like put it somewhere and then I work around like patterns from there and stuff and figure >> Yeah, but you picked it up quick because I heard I did hear the banjo solo. I heard it. >> It was cool. >> I was just >> It was cool. >> Thank you. >> Good job. >> I actually listened back to it and I was like, "Oh, I could hear it a little
bit." But >> yeah, I realized Mr. Big Pipes um does have a very good musical ability. When when you first started really doing your um like remember like on good times you you would come up and you would play the banjo sometimes but then you start doing it more so on your own and that's when I
play your talent. Yeah. >> Like they'd get jelly. >> Well, he he he gets jealous. Yeah. He gets a little jealous. Yeah. I mean that happens with weak men like anywhere I go and uh flamboyant gay men and like bull bullish lesbians like like these
pretenders like they get >> well you know you have to >> what what I've said for for you for a long time is that you have to create your own audience because I know pretty much who your audience would be but um I think you get wrapped up too much in other people.
>> It's like a bunch of people that do >> well stop doing you don't need any >> like why why >> seems like it seems like everyone in my like chat like if I mention them there'll be like like 10 people. >> No, you don't need Well, see that's a problem. So like you've been doing
really good, Mr. Make Pies. Do not overly communicate with the substance abusers who are trying to get you to do stuff you shouldn't do. You know better. >> Come on. >> I don't I've always like had pretty high standards for the people I communicate with. >> Yeah. >> But you do sometimes. So don't don't do
that. Please don't do that because you're doing great. You've been doing really good >> or something in entertainment. I'm I'm not gonna I'm not going to like reprimand you. I'm just saying because you you know >> myrratom consumption's pretty damn low for real. I take like 10 minutes. >> I wouldn't even bother. I mean it's look
I have someratom coffee. Someone gave me someratom coffee like a bag of it and I was drinking it and I was like oh this is really amazing coffee. And then before I knew it I was like out of my mind. No you don't want you don't want like be careful. Just be careful, please.
I I don't like I don't even think that anyone even really needs Tylenol. I think that's a little bit strong. Um all you need is a little bit of wheat, a little bit of alcohol, >> cigarettes. Let that be it. >> Let that be it. You don't need like all
this crap. I have alcohol. >> Well, I mean, I can't talk and I've >> So, it's like the healthier Um, I've I've been in like my self-imposed therapy until the fall, but seriously, >> just be careful because you don't want to
you just don't want to yourself up, you know? You don't want to do that. >> I've been out of heroin addiction since 2018, by the way. >> I know. I know. Stay out of it, >> please. I don't know. I'm chilling. >> Like there's nothing really detrimental >> Stay out.
going on. >> Yeah, I hope not. >> I'm not like I've never done I don't do the 70 stuff or anything. >> Okay.
>> So, are you going to help Psyche make his album? >> You could be on Maybe you could ask Psyche to be on his album. Why not? Then it won't just be AI. It'll be like >> I was going to make a joke about >> he's doing all kinds of stuff. Psych is very cool. >> I meant musically.
>> Well, Psyche knows how to put together. He knows what He knows what sounds good. It's like he said he's by he said he's by and you know I think most men in these communities I think by
>> that is my objective Mr. Big Pipe >> I would say like I would say like I would say queer or maybe pansexual Oh do you hear me? Hold on. >> Oh I can hear you. So now you're Well is is there a definition >> for what? All right. Whoever queer or pansexual or or there also there's like selfart
>> Selena Gomez called herself self-partnered and I kind of like that >> Oh, I like that. Well, you know, I want too, but it's like to be self-partnered. >> Yeah. Well, it's like because Yeah. I mean, it's like you But I mean, I've been by myself most of my life, right? I was I was dating more like for three months, but it's like very hard to like date a guy for guys to like date another guy. They have such a short attention span. like women are the only things
that really >> That's not true. No, I think you're you're stereotyping and I can't believe I'm saying this to you. It's like, you know, I think, well, maybe I'm supposed to. Um, no, you can't stereotype um guy relationships as being overly difficult because I've seen some really like easygoing, seamless.
>> Sure. >> Oh my god, there's couples. I just couldn't like dating a guy. I just think I get very like um I'm very independent. I'll put it that way. And you probably understand how you're very independent and it's like if you have somebody all of a sudden like you know like the girl like lady I dated was like trying to like change everything and like >> Yeah. They want to like take over your life.
>> Right. And she was Yeah. And she like we >> Yeah. like put she like she made she made like a bird's nest of like blankets in my house and she's like let's make a nest. And I was like I like think we're >> A nest? sitting in a nest. >> Yeah. Like a nest. She's like, >> "Were you going to live in the nest? You two were going to live." >> I hope not. I hope I didn't want to live in the nest. I was like, >> "You were going to live in the nest?" >> Yeah. >> Yeah. You You had to stay in the nest
with her forever. >> Yeah. >> That was That was her dream. I could >> she was she was definitely a big bird. tell Well, one time I actually I woke up and she almost >> if I was an egg, I would have been late because I was like I was like, "Oh my god." >> Couch. She like rolled over me. I was in the crevice of the couch like squished and she was like, you know, like a Cuz she was like 200.
>> Was >> Oh, she was a big girl. Was she bigger than you? >> Oh, yeah. Oh, yeah. I'm skinny. You see, I'm like a little like >> Psyche. So skinny. >> How did you meet this woman? I know. I Well, Mr. Big >> Facebook was I'm trying to convince I'm trying to convince Psyche to let me
basically feed him. >> It'd be like that. I really want to >> that movie where >> I I would let you I would let you because >> I will I will just whenever you're ready I will just send you food. You will you will be twice the size if you if you let me like give you the proper diet because I I did some research.
>> I could like at 300 300 lb I would actually look normal at 300 lb because I'm 6'3, right? So I can be 300 lb. >> No, you're not. You're not 6'3, brother. >> He is 63. He's very tall. Yes, I am. I'm actually He is. >> I'm actually Mr. Big. Okay. >> Mr. Big. >> Like, you told me this before. Like, you told me you're not that tall before.
>> He's really tall. He's really tall. >> No, I know you're tall. I know he's over six foot, but he's not six foot. >> Yeah, he's 6' three. >> He's I'll show my ID or actually >> I'll show my I'll show my >> No, we're not. No, no one show any IDs. We're not doxing both of you. Don't do that. I'm sorry.
>> I said we had this conversation casually in his psyche was like I'm not 6' three. >> Yes, it says I didn't say that big pipe. I never said that you were like making things up. >> I don't know why you can't can't handle me being the same height as you. What's wrong is competitive? >> We'll stand big stop.
>> No, I'm not being aggressive. I'm just saying I'm going to notice. >> No, you're competitive. You are naturally competitive when it comes to guys. That's Stop it. You don't have to be competitive with psyche. Stop it. >> I'm not I'm not like big pies. Yes. You got all like I'm 63. >> Mr. Big, >> Mr. Big. Okay, we're gonna make Okay, Mr. Big Pies, do you want to be 6'4? >> But you got nice hair. Okay, you're
gonna be >> I'm not 64 though. I'm not 6'4. Well, between the Harley boots that you wear and your beautiful, luscious locks of hair, you're 6'4. There you go. >> Okay. >> You're 6'4" now. >> Probably. >> Okay. I mean, the the basketball >> You could claim measure 64 if you want players. to. >> No, I actually had an NBA player tell me I was tall. Like,
>> well, there you go. >> Who was it? Spud Webb. It was Spud Webb, wasn't it? >> No. Cliff Mey. Not many people remember Spud Webb, man. Oh my god. Oh my god. Oh gosh. Okay. So, Mr. Big Pies, you're 6'4. Psyche, you're 6' three. I'm 5 foot seven. Everyone happy?
>> Perfect. >> All right, there we go. >> I'm 6' Peter size 13. How about you, Mr. Big Pipes? >> Dude, come on. >> I actually know Mr. big pipes because I >> What? designed some shoes that I have yet to send. No, I finished. >> I never sent you a dick. I never sent you a dickpick. I never sent you a dick.
>> No, no, I know your shoe size. I didn't say your dick size. I said your shoe >> Be the dick. size. >> I designed I designed Mr. Big um >> a pair of shoes and I know shoe size because of that. I haven't sent them in the mail yet. I have addressed. >> I know. What happened?
Um, they're in my storage unit because I haven't talked to you in forever, but I did finish them. No, I finished them. And you you're going to love them. You're going to love them. >> And for the record, I did not send Psyche >> Addict in your underwear. >> I heard that you did. >> I heard that. I heard that you did. >> All right. Well, >> I don't I don't care. It doesn't matter
if you do. >> It's not It's not a sexual thing. It's more of like the >> Well, hey, what's up? Can I shake your dick? I'm just kidding. >> That's what I would say. >> You could literally show it on stream, dude. It's not addictive. >> I don't want to show it on my >> spiky is secret. Psyche is secretly seductive. I mean, if it's happened, I'm
not going to be upset about it or no one's going to be upset. Psyche because of certain things because I've seen him do it. I've seen I I've watched some of Psyche's old streams and some panels. The reason that some people are mad with psyche. Psyche embodies the power of seduction. I do know that about you, Psyche. And I love it. I love it. I
love it. I You do. You do. >> He couldn't s He tried to seduce me, but >> I have a he couldn't. He did seduce. >> No, he like he seduced me in in in a certain way. He seduced me intellectually and I love it. >> I have a surprise for Alex. >> Okay. What? What is it?
>> I hope it's working. >> Psyche. You can send it to Alex if you want. >> Oh, I like that. Is that me? >> But you got to show your reaction. You got to show your reaction live and be honest as your experience. >> I do like this. I like this picture. Is it Is it Is it the picture? >> Uh, no. Hold on. It might not be >> I feel I I feel like sometimes like that picture like when it's late at night,
I'm drunk and I'm angry. Yes, that is me. >> Let's see if I >> Absolutely. Absolutely. >> I wish my I I wish I could be like a >> Okay. lavender purple like that. Like Like seriously, I love that color. I wish that like I could be that. That would be nice. That's what I want to be.
>> Okay. That was that was >> a performer like going into something I would definitely consider like I feel I don't know like why not. >> Okay. I thought >> I don't think you should do that Mr. big pipes. No, don't be a male performer. Are you talking about in adult movies? >> No. No. Please don't do that. >> Yeah. Like,
>> Alex, >> if I could keep my morals about it, like it's like if you go to a restaurant, >> you wouldn't be able to. No, you're you're you're too sensitive. You need to be a musician. Be a rock star. Do not be a porn star. >> Isn't like having a shapes kind of rock star? >> How about that one?
>> Yes. That's That's what I was going for. >> Yes, I think I have that outfit actually. I used to >> Yes, >> I I like the black. >> I like that. >> Capricorn. >> It's like It's like the arms. I like >> Yeah, that could be Yeah. Capricorn that. rising. If If I If I If I like recreate
that song, I'm gonna sing it. I'm gonna put that in the background in the green screen or the blue screen. >> Yeah. You know what? Like, all right. I think a really attractive aesthetic is like a black girl and like a white V like a bathing suit like a one piece or something. >> Oh, no. This always happens whenever I >> Oh, come on.
talk to Mr. M Mr. Big Pipes. >> What I'm talking about? >> He always >> Mr. Mr. Big >> Whenever I talk to Mr. Big Pipes, Mr. Big Pipes, >> he at some point at some point in Mr. Big Pipes life. He will date a really hot black girl. I already know this about him. I don't know when it's going to be. It's going to be when you're like
45, 46, if you're still single. Well, hell, you might be married knowing you. >> I think I was like, >> but um >> you'll end up there's going to be some hot black chick that Mr. Big Pipes, takes on the back of his motorcycle, rides off into the sunset, they have an affair. Oh my god. me
>> and then he finds out. >> No, no, no. It'll she'll she'll be petite. She'll she'll she'll be a petite girl. >> That's what it was >> because he was into small Ari for at one point. I remember that. You You were You did a little bit. >> Wait, she's Did you say T? >> Small Ari. No, small Ari. Remember small? >> Dude, that chick's like 29, dude. She's
like 29. What the >> I know, but you you were digging her for a little bit. >> What? She's 29 years old. I'm like, who cares? She's hot. >> She is hot. She's a hot girl. You know who's You know who I think? >> Nothing. I'm just saying you you sometimes like black girls. I know that about you. >> I'm attracted to >> Yeah.
>> Sometimes you like black girls. Yeah. Well, you like all girls. You're You're very universal with your taste. >> Extremely so. a little too much so sometimes, but you're >> I think that like race is a deciding factor in anything. >> Well, it's not at all in there. It's just pretty like what the
>> Well, it depends. You can't say prettier. Anyone, any ethnicity can be equally pretty. You can have a girl. >> Some girls just give me a feeling like right away and it's like, wow. But >> but that could be preconceptions that you have. It could be. It doesn't happen to many girls really, but it's like when I get that feeling, it's like, damn, I want to like date that chick or
some >> Well, I have about eight types of men that I am extraordinarily attracted to. Eight types. I've narrowed it down. Eight specific types. And if I see that, I'm like, >> half of it has to do with 80s rockers or something.
Um, one of the types, yes, I do like the Sebastian Boach type. Absolutely. Not not now. He didn't age very well, but um, in the past, yes. Yes. But there's eight types that I do like and there various looks, various ethnicities. Um, I realized I did have certain type.
My my mother actually is, as you pinned it down, she was like, "Alexa, and that is how she talks. I'll do my ma Wait, say it again. >> My mother. My mother. >> Alexandra. Yes. >> Is that where your >> your accent comes from? Your like neutral accent? >> Um
between my mom and my dad. I don't I don't I shift a little bit. I do shift. >> But um my mom Alexandra, you know, >> I know exactly what your types are. And I'm like, really, mom? Yes, I do. And I've created a chart
because she does that. >> That's how she talks. Like that's very like man, >> that is how she talks. That is like a like >> if you think if you think >> you're being held like verbally hostage a little bit to >> my mother. Oh my god. >> Or like >> my mom is me times a hundred. Seriously,
when it comes to certain things, Alexandra, I really um I think you've been wasting yourself over the past few years, but it's not too late. >> It's cold as >> Oh, I know. Now, first off, I don't know why.
I I just I I don't understand why >> that's I can tell that I can hear the narcissism. Like it reminds me of the You ever seen Whiplash? >> I don't want to see it. Whatever it is, I don't want to see it. >> No, it's a it's a great movie with um JK Simmons. It's about a drummer.
A drummer and um a teacher. A music teacher. A >> drummer. Drummer. Oh, yeah. I've seen that movie with the drummer. >> Yeah. Narcissistic abusive uh music >> conductor. No, no, that's that's a good movie. This is JK Simmons and Miles Teller and Whiplash. >> Okay.
>> But holy >> But yeah, um definitely I have a certain kind of But she's awesome. She She is awesome. I would >> But yeah, well what she would say to you, young man. >> Like the disrespect is like, >> "I better not. I better not do it. I
better not. I better not. I better not. >> Like, oh, right away. That would piss me the off right away. Like, >> oh, she would just >> It's almost like she's like she's like testing. It's like a litmous test to be like, is she going to let me? Is are they going to let me in to do those to talk to him like this >> and then be like,
>> my mom would shut you down like just that that would just be the end of it. It would that's that's my mom. And the older I get Mhm. >> the more it comes out. So I So yeah. So what's going on, Mr. Big Pipes? You're
um something is going on. >> What's going on? I'm just chilling, dude. Like I always say that, but I am like >> I don't know. I got some gigs coming up and some jams coming up. So >> I'm just kind of like >> You need to um Have you thought about putting a band together? Have you done that yet?
Yeah, I'm meeting some really cool people lately. >> Talking to him about music and like possible set list. >> It's people that >> I would like >> remember. Well, I'm hoping that you're going to kind of follow the MC Frosty pant pattern because he was uh >> Oh, yeah. I'm sure. Yeah, that's Yeah, same same thing. >> Just don't end up with a
girlfriend because I'll miss you if you do. That's what happened. You can't have a girlfriend. I want to pick out your girlfriend. >> The attention I get is pretty wild. >> I bet you Good, good, good, good. >> Like the comp the compliments and like >> or it's just even like >> I don't know. It's kind of crazy.
>> Well, yeah. Like >> I'll see someone like taking videos of me and then like I'll go to the bathroom and like just tell the guy to say like, "Hey, like awesome." Whatever. You know, just stuff like that. like walking around. It's like >> trying to be humble, but just know that everyone's like, "Oh, how's that deal?" >> Well, yeah. Like, you know, >> hey, I just want to say whatever. I'm
the manager of this place. Like, would you want to come back on? >> I hope that you become I I've always thought that like you're going to be more of a song writer than a front guy, but just don't stop with your music, please, because you're doing really good. And I'm really just I'm glad
you're doing what you're doing. >> I mean, it's just it's kind of starting, but it's like everything I ever like, oh, I want to be this good before I do it. So, that does happen. It's happening. So, >> well, just don't let it all be talk. Walk the walk. Don't just talk the talk, you know.
>> Yeah. And I can I can honestly fall back on being like I don't know, man. I'm It sounds crazy. I may be one of like the better players in the region. Like, holy >> Well, you know what? Like, a lot of people have talent. It's like a little bit more than talent because there's so
many people with talent. It's about like >> partly luck. The right place at the right time, but partly destiny, I think. Right. No, it's like >> it's like Panda >> or like celebrity isn't important to >> Could I just want to get better?
>> I want to share this. >> Could I purchase Mr. Big Pipes? >> One of your $10 readings if you don't mind. >> All right. Give me a second. I'm walking inside. >> Sure. Big pipes. >> I gotta get on my other phone. Mr. Big Pipes, you want a reading from Psyche? >> Yeah, sure. All right, I'm gonna camera on. >> Thank you, ma'am.
>> Hold up. >> I think that pipes needs a psyche reading. Just give me a second and wait for the thing to land. >> Is there a question you have, Mr. big pipes or is this a general energy or what was in your mind?
>> You know, I kind of had a cocky manifestation a little bit ago. >> A cocky manifestation. >> Cocky manifestation. >> Cocky. Okay. >> It was like I think I'm going to sign my first autograph within a year. >> Well, that's good. If you like like how
do you Well, not manifestation. Do you mean like vision? >> Yeah. It's like I just saw these situations and that's kind of weird that I mean that's a level of celebrity where someone wants like your signature because they liked what you did. It's like oh, you know, >> I don't think anyone really asks for autographs nowadays then. >> You know, it is weird.
>> But I think it will happen. I think it will happen to some degree within a year maybe. I think you should focus on actually putting out a solid album. >> Oh, no. No. All right. Musically, yeah, I can do that. What I just want to do is just to like
play my and like play these pretty songs that have like meaning and history in St. Louis, Missouri, too, with like John Hartford and stuff. That's >> Oh, so you you want to make music that's like, you know, regional. >> Well, I mean, that's where I'm starting now. I'm in St. Louis, so
>> Well, you're never going to leave St. Louis. That's your >> What are you thinking about? >> I'm headed out west. >> I'm headed out west. >> Really? >> So big. What are you thinking about? Because there's like a lot of kind of some weird stuff coming out, but what >> what what's weird to you right now? are you thinking? Like >> Well, okay. Well, it's almost like you're almost like like a story. Okay. So, it starts off with the strength card. So, there's like this guy he's
feeding the lion. It's like this is about, you know, you got you do have some natural strength in something, but it's also about, you know, catching more flies with honey than you do with vinegar or sugar with vinegar or something like that. >> Yeah, you put saran wrap over it, poke some holes. >> Okay, hold on. But why did you Please don't be stupid. I'm just just
>> I'm not I mean, that's how you trap. No, we're not talking not as a metaphor as a metaphor. Okay. >> Yeah. It's like >> not talking about catching. >> No, Mr. Big Pipes. I don't want you to take off the energy. >> Okay. >> Also, Mr. Big Pipes. So, you've been fighting, right? Like, so there's been like this it feels like being ganged up on and like a lot like a lot of say, who's the real monster? It's like
trapped. Who's the monster? And it's like, is it Frankenstein? Is it the villagers? Is it >> Can I Yeah, sure. >> Thank you. There you go. >> Frank is on. It says traps who >> then there you go. >> Okay. But he's but he's bigger and like you know but also so you have the strength and stuff like that. So maybe if you need to you can defend yourself because also we have
>> this is kind of interesting. We have this judgment card that came up next to the star. Okay. I would say there's like I would say there's been a like maybe a positive judgment for you because the stars usually like make a wish card or like a positive manifestation and you maybe the star power you're looking for but that's going to be maybe up to this judgment and I think you know you're uh
will probably be found worthy of that right and then uh okay we also have this in the middle of the deck we have the queen of pentacles okay so the queen of pentacles is very uh >> you know earthly woman it's sensual tool. This one has like a bat, I think, on her head. >> That's like a That shape she's making is like >> you like that >> kind of powerful. >> Okay. Yeah. Maybe it's like some kind of
secret society pose or something. >> I know you like armpits, too. So, she's like >> Oh, the armpits. >> You really like armpits. >> Well, that's like, you know, Capricorn is associated with the armpits. Actually, it is because it's like um what's the word? It's like um I don't know, but there's some kind of like it is connected with the armpit. I'm sorry. I I'll look it up in a little bit, but there's a queen in the middle
of the deck. So, everything's revolving around around either this your girl and feminine energy and there's some kind of abundance around also, okay, we have a couple things. And so, it's like we have this woman or or man or woman right there, the four of cups. And so, there's been some kind of like really like uh somebody being very thoughtful. Okay. Right there. Um, and some like maybe
you're deep in thought, but also we have this like this knight of swords energy which is like kind of a henchman energy also like you know can take out someone's head with his words um or you know like verbally swords are words verbal you know they don't have to be the weapon right but it's like maybe metaphorically take don't take don't take off somebody's head Mr. big pipes. It's just a metaphor, right? But we do
have uh we do have under that the queen of a couple queens in this deck. I I'd say you have a good chance of coming across like dirt queen, right? We got fire and earth. Okay, that queen this queen of wands actually with is the uh that's like Norman Bates from Psycho or you know Mother. But then we have um
finally we have this reunited. This is and reconciled. It says the monster comes home. So maybe somebody or something that you know you had a conflict with and maybe like you know had demonized p person that's like maybe you're gonna have a a reconciliation or just a reunion but uh I would watch out for that. Let me see some advice from Mr. Big Pipes. So is there is there a
good card of advice from Mr. Big Pipes? I know he's not listening but you know what maybe he can play this back. Mr. Big Pipes you have this uh suit of >> Dude, I'm I'm I'm locked in. Why would pentacles. you say that? >> Okay. The king you got the king of pentacles. The word of advice is the king of pentacles. Slow down. Take a take a breath. >> Okay. >> Reset and count to four. >> Shay said you're drowning out with the music. Okay. >> Stop it. Stop it. Mr. Vice.
>> Yeah. But you got know you got this King of Pentacles as the advice. It says the man who has everything. Okay. >> Yeah. The advice is to like, you know, continue working on your abundance and you might be able to master that. You know, I think once you're a little bit >> everything else will everything else will follow for you. Okay. just ma master that abundance and then first you get the money then you get the woman
then you get you get the car then you get the woman or something like that I don't know what's happen >> the Harley >> yeah then you get the Harley then you get the woman first you get the money then you get the I don't know how'd that go any talking about >> I'd get the woman and then get the money >> well >> first you're gonna have to get your attention span because you didn't have a
very long attention span for that reading Mr. Big. >> I think he lagged out. Well, I mean, I'm not poor by any means. Like, >> did anybody say you're poor? >> No one's talking about >> Oh, actually, like some people do. >> Well, the reading was saying abundance sometimes. >> Yeah. >> See, you weren't paying attention to the
>> I mean, at times I am. And reading. >> never mind, Mr. Sometimes I do come. >> Maybe maybe it'll sink in some other time. But Mr. It was a It was a good reading. Well, I heard the reading and I know Mr. Big Pies. I think that you listen to the reading. I've given you my thoughts. >> Watch it back. Watch the reading back, Mr. Big Pipes. When you're not so like closed off and and paying attention,
>> dude. I was I was tuned in. >> Too cool. Be too cool. I was tuned in like the only reason I responded is because you >> I started playing the piano when you were talking to me. I'm right here. I'm listening. >> I was vibing with it, dude. I was vibing with it. >> Jeez. You come up. Come up. >> I was giving you like instead of like talking, I was just playing my what I felt through my fingers on my
instrument. >> Well, >> well, I enjoyed the reading. I thought it was >> just rewind it back. Did you remember? It's It's a It's at about six hours into the uh >> Yeah, I'm chilling like >> Hey, you know what you could do, Psyche? Here's a suggestion for your channel
just techwise if you want to whenever you do readings for um you know like the $10 readings you should make a special playlist of shorts because you can make the shorts up to like a minute and it'll make you rank higher in the YouTube
algorithm. You could, you know, make the keyword astrological or tarot or or both readings, commentary, live stream, initial reaction. You'll get way more views and traffic to your channel. Yes. You know, >> I'm like I I like
>> shorts. You got to do the shorts. >> Yeah. The shorts because there's some actual sites that will like, you know, go and like, you know, pull out a number of them, you know, from the videos and like my old videos and like because you know there's some people that passed away from the show. I want to find their them on the show. I want to find you know how many man I interviewed. I want to cut up that interview into like little things and then and any kind of anything that
any interviews you you just always link it back to the original video, right? >> You could >> and uh yeah, >> it'll just it'll get you more attention. It'll get you more attention. >> I feel like I'm ready. I'm ready for the I'm ready to get bigger because my channel's just kind of stalled a little
bit like um numbers wise that's in a good way because 75% of the people that come here are return people >> but then subscribers do you have like like what what range does >> almost 3,000 I think I'm almost at 2700 >> Oh well look at this point you yeah you got to keep growing you'll you'll keep growing that's great
>> yeah and sometimes like sometimes it's like it's like planting a tree it's like it's not just gonna because I've been doing this for like a little bit less than a year of the live streams and it's like sometimes it's like takes a long time to grow out of that seed phase and it's like you know by then it's like you know for a while it's like >> so much smaller and there's competition and people trying to vandalize the tree
and stuff and then you uh you know you just keep growing it and then it soon becomes very very strong and you know you just >> you'll do it you'll do it. I'm I'm I I have a marketing degree and so I like u I'm interested. >> Oh, do you? Uh oh, we have a secret we have a secret um little tidbit of infro.
>> Yeah, >> that's good. Okay. >> Have a minor in >> minor in fashion merchandising and a major in marketing. >> Oh, fashion merchandising. >> Good to know. >> Sorry, that sound like the gay ever. >> It was It was gay. It was pretty gay, but you know what? We get to do a fashion show. I the math >> a sewing class in high school.
>> I got a I got all A's. Math class was the best math class because um it was merchandising math and so it was just like you just need to learn how to like addition, subtraction, percentages and stuff. I was like, "Hey, I learned this in like fifth grade." And then I did I think my hardest math class was actually my my last two years. It was a statistics class, but that I still think
I got an A in that. So I did okay. And like when I was like ready to but I was like almost 30 years old by that point. I was like 26 or something like that when I finished and then I went right to >> That's not almost 26 is not almost 30. working. Come on. >> Yeah. Well, then I turned 27 and from then I was a blur. The Saturn return was really brutal and now I'm coming into
years. I mean Saturn second return coming by when I'm 45. I think that's when it happens. There's a lot of things I don't remember and it really like aggravates me because I I really like there there are certain years of my life where they were blurs. You're just like what happened? Wait a minute. How in the world
>> if anyone's interested, >> Alex? >> Oh, I was going to say yeah. What's up, pipes? I don't know. I kind of wanted to just ask you questions about music and how you play your piano and stuff. >> Well, I was Well, I I'm I'm I'm kind of debating right now whether to go or not because >> I do have my music. >> Yeah. I like when as soon as you started
talking, I was like, "Oh, she wants to >> Yeah, I was Well, it's because I hear you playing your music and it's influencing me to >> You want to go play the piano? You play the piano, Alex? You play the piano? >> Yeah, I do. I have my set up. >> Oh my god. Right now I have it set up. I changed my top cuz I was getting a little cut.
>> How did we do that? >> It's It's you, Mr. Big Pipes. You Mr. Big Pipes in influences me. He does. I didn't see that. I can just tell. >> Yeah. I I'm thinking about cuz when you were starting to play before and when we heard Capricorn Rising because I got that melody in my head now and I'm like, "Ooh, I want to make some music." And
then I heard Mr. Big Pipes and I'm like, "Oh, I feel like doing some music right now." You know, >> music is magical. And I You want to do it on >> Yeah, I'm thinking about it. I'm thinking about doing some music right now because um I got my keyboard and I haven't set up well I gota I got to
connect my um >> freaking iPad with the right software to my keyboard but I can do that in like a few seconds
>> your jug and go ahead. >> Yeah, that's that because I'm I'm in that mode. I'm not like exactly ready. When I'm ready, I will let you go, psyche, because I'm not quite there. I smoked some weed. I'm partying with you today. Like really, that's why I say you provide a service. You You don't even realize what kind of service you provide
because sometimes for me to get into the mode to be creative, I need to vibe with a kindred spirit. And thank you for existing, >> man. >> Thank you for existing. Thank you for not only existing but for being a a bright light in the world and and uh
someone who helps people and and someone who with a kind heart and you know you know you see like the real the real heart of people and uh >> I think with good people with good people I I see who has a good heart who doesn't have a good heart you know >> you know >> yeah people get mad at me though because I'm bo I'm vocal about it
>> whenever you're like going to be somebody like that's a you know a trutht teller or a you know and then it's like >> also people like to say oh you know women and stuff like that and >> you know women are so >> thank you thank you for loving women because I can tell that about you not
and I'm not talking necessarily you know sexual you love women because you love the female energy thank you as a representative of women across the plane of existence and beyond. I think he is psyche for
for being like getting women. Thanks. Seriously because >> well because women are like the uh they bring the life to the earth. I think that they're like if without women, men would just be like, you know, wrestling each other in the mud all day. women cause men to like go out and like you know start to like you know create
like like they're they're basically they just this abundance um comes through them like they're just like you know women are abundant and it's like and then it's like men will also want to impress them and that's good. >> Yeah.
Well, really, I think men men need to let go of like, look, I understand in certain cultures and in a lot of circumstances, women are weak and they need men to care for and protect them. I totally understand that and I respect that. But sometimes
women figure the world out. And when we do, we do become very strong. And when we become strong, for some reason it really like even if the guy is like your friend or more than
a friend, if he realizes your ability to be the provider or the producer or whatever, >> they get mad >> and it's like anger. >> Yeah. Yeah. And then they they they they like they
like almost want you to fail, but for no reason, only because they want to be, I guess, more of the um caretaker. But what if like the girl is better at caretaking? Because that happens sometimes. >> Well, sure. I mean, no. I mean, a lot of the time it's like and there's so many women that that do the job alone, too. I
mean, it's like And so, >> yes. And uh uh yeah like women it can be like they they can't they can be proving it's like oh you know find find the find the the wild prince and then you know team them a little bit and you know
>> that that fairy tale hardly ever sometimes it works out but it's rare >> right I mean I mean that's the thing is like I I have that programming where I'm I'm waiting for some like guy on a white horse to like come up and like you know save me and rescue me and take me out of this place and stuff like that but it's like it will never happen you know because it's like people don't come to
you know it's like or I don't know it's like it's approaching me is like >> well you you know here's here's you got to position yourself if if okay if you want someone to rescue you or to >> I don't really I mean I'm just being I'm being facitious but it's like you know it's like I was like not facicious But it's like, you know, you know how Disney
always has the the guy in the white horse and the, you know, she's like house with like the family and stuff like that >> and it's just like he brings excitement. I It's like I love that excitement, but then it's like the excitement is dangerous. Like and it's like, you know, it's like >> I like danger, but then it's like I don't want the consequences of danger, >> right? From >> Exactly.
>> Excitement from what? excitement of just anything adrenaline rush of life and like you know especially what I'm saying like you know you meet like a a bad boy kind of guy and like >> and then he's like you know he's just kind of exciting life but he might have you like you know >> yeah it's like there's a phrase >> felt is very >> my Russian friend I'll say was my Russian friend one time she like shopped
with it from the store came out and I was waiting in the car and like you know not knowing she was like doing it but it's like then like the manager came out chasing it and like He like jumped on the hood of her car and like she like started speeding out of the parking lot. >> That's a really extreme circumstance that you should not have been in. Okay. That's not >> I know. I know.
>> I'll be the one to tell you. Okay. You got it. That doesn't count. >> That doesn't count. You know, >> I've been I've been assaulted by I've been seven in the year um before. You know, it's like in the year and you got assaulted. >> Yeah. Who who was how were you in this
situation? >> Because I had Glendale. When I lived in Glendale, I lived in like, you know, I was kind of like >> Where is Glendale? Is that in the valley? Is that in the in that is that the San Fernando Valley? Glendale. >> It's like it's like north of Los Angeles. Like it's like near like kind of like >> Yeah, that's in the It's kind of in the
valley. Okay. Yeah, you were there. Oh, that's where you were. very Armen. It's very Armenian. Uh like a lot of Armenians there. >> Yeah, there are a lot of Armenians there. I remember that. Okay. I know pretty much where Glendale is. I know Glendale. Okay. You you were in a trap house in Glendale. >> Yeah. My Well, this this um this woman
from Chicago came down and like with my this friend, he was actually an African-American guy. His name was Eddie. And he was just like I he was very attractive, but he was he a straight guy and everything. He he was kind of crazy and like he but he had brought her from Chicago. He ended up getting arrested and for for like stealing cars and so then she like was like okay well I'll wait here for whatever until like I don't know basically tries to move in and stuff
like that. police ended up having to take rid of she she punched out my window and like >> like you know >> stealing cars is a red flag by the way >> I know what was this linked to the porn industry in any way >> because what you're like when I was in
the porn industry and I was because I know that area >> Oh yeah there are there are >> I mean >> oh there's a bunch Yeah. >> Yeah. >> I had more like >> Man, >> I had some lap dances. >> Oh my gosh. >> The guy. >> I bet you did have some lap dances. I
bet you did, man. >> I'll tell you the wild stories later on. >> What year was this? That's what I want to know. What year? >> 20 2016. Actually, I lived in Glendale. >> Oh, this was recent. Okay. >> As in Glendale. >> That's where Ronda Rousey trained actually with an Armenian. >> Ronda Rousey. Is she Is she? >> Yeah. He was a total like scammer shady weirdo.
>> I don't know who it is. >> Well, when I think about Glendale, I I kind of think about the >> smelled like cologne from a mile away. You can smells cologne from like everywhere. >> But you don't know. I just did a whole stream about how like over the internet and through media sources. You don't know what anything smells, taste, or >> No. I I had Armenian neighbors. All right. They lived like
>> don't talk about Armenian people like that. >> No, >> I've known a lot of really cool Armenian people especially sometimes they wear heavier. I like the smell of it. >> Well, they're very Look, the Armenian people are very aesthetic. They're very beautiful people actually. I think >> but it's just like they just
>> they're all very You're in America. No, they have their their culture is veryine. Very pristine. >> They're trying to overpower the smells of >> No, they're not. >> No, they're not. You're You're being racist, actually. Stop it. >> Yeah, you are. >> It's like,
>> why would they? I'm trying to think of why I would want to put that much cologne on. >> Because they they like the smell. They like like strong smells, but they don't they're not cuz they smell. >> Gives me a headache. like well >> you don't you know Mr. Big Pipes I remember on a stream you were saying that you had issues being around women doing their nails.
>> So that's an issue with you. I heard you because of the smell. I heard you say it. You had an issue with the smell of women doing their nails. >> I remember it. >> Smell. Oh yeah. Yeah. No actually I don't like that. Okay. Okay. I know. >> I'm right there. That was something that's happened to be like, >> "Can you go out on the balcony and
>> Nail polish remach, >> polish remover?" dude. >> I wasn't asking for an apology. >> Stay out of the nail salon, dude. >> Nail polish remover is very sensitive. My my whole point is that you're sensitive. >> It's offensive. >> I don't know why you would deny it because I have when it comes to certain things, I do have a good memory even though I'm slow.
>> Yeah. No, like I mean that's an example of why I would be offended by strong smelling perfume is >> like nail polish remover gives me a migraine and >> Well, you're not supposed to smell and drink everything. >> You have Well, first of all, Mr. Big, >> you're not supposed to. All right, listen. You're not You're not supposed to smell clone. You're supposed to
discover. So you just put a little dab >> and then you touch it >> and then you rub it on your shorts or whatever your pants. Well, you know what? That would be such a good tagline for a scent. >> You're not supposed to smell it. You're
supposed to discover it. And the whole ad campaign could revolve around an explorer looking to discover something like in a far away >> walking into place. >> What the >> Mr. Mr. Big I hope I hope Mr. Big Pipes discovers a woman woman's vagina
someday. I've been I've been in once and uh it was interesting. It was like I know >> I don't know. It seems like you're like getting offended by it or something. But >> I'm not offended. >> No, he's right. He's right. He's right. Psyche know. Look, you don't know how much You don't know how how how much I'm
appreciating being on this panel right now. I really am extensively. So, >> she she appreciates like my levels of humor and stuff. >> Mr. Big pipe. >> If you ever find the vagina, if you ever find the vagina, I'll I'll join you in a >> a threesome. Okay. >> Oh, man. Not really.
>> No. You said all you said last time was I need to buy wig off Amazon. Rainbow wig off Amazon. You wanted me to buy, right? >> What? >> You said buy a rainbow wig and then I'll you'll you'll you'll >> No, I never saw. >> Yeah. You said and you said one time you said you you you'd make out with me if I brushed my teeth and took a shower. Remember when you said that and I banned you
>> for months? >> No. >> No. Psyche. Psyche. So, like, let me get real dude. >> Remember when you remember when you >> I told you this many times. You're barking at the wrong tree. All right. You're barking up the wrong tree and you're being weird, dude. >> I have boundaries, brother. >> You're barking at the wrong tree. And it's in the dictionary. I won't say it. I have the chat.
>> And it ends with tree. >> Wizard. Look. I'll get her off to Instagram. Right. Say next to your dickpicks. Get it. I'll get it. >> Okay. You can show you can show the dick pick if you want. >> No, I'm not going to show you. No, let's not let's not show any pictures. We're fine. >> Well, it's okay to be
>> give your honest like assumption as like a professional. That's whatever. Like >> yes. >> Do I have a career? >> Okay. Psyche, can you show her? >> I don't. No, no, >> it's not. It's not graphic. >> I have my box. >> I don't want to I don't want to shock her. >> I have my box. >> No, let's Okay, let me see it. I want to Well,
it's not my panel. You don't have to show it because I don't want you to >> I can show >> I don't want you to breach any toos or >> I don't think I don't anything like that. It's a little graphic. It's just I have a boner and boxer brace. So, >> Oh, well, they can't show a boner on it. Come on, dude. Let me look. >> Well, I mean, that could just be how you know me. I have like a boner
dysfunction. >> Mr. Big, you have erectile dysfunction. >> But it was a chick. All right. It was a chick that took the picture. So, >> Okay. Okay. I'll send it to you on um on on another site. Okay. >> Okay. Okay. >> Yeah. Send it send me a DM. Don't put it on your on your stream. No,
>> I I remember a time you asked. >> Let me go inside. Let me go inside. Like wait. >> Are you really? I'm like, yeah. >> Oh, yeah. He broke my >> I want to I'm gonna go inside. Hold up. Hold up. Hold up. Hold up. Hold. >> Where's my other iPad?
>> Okay. Oh my god. >> Okay. >> I don't remember these. >> I can tell you just saw it. I can tell you just saw him and he said, "Oh my >> Oh my god. I'm gonna say Alex one god." second. >> That's like the first >> Wait, is that real? >> It looks like Looks like you know Flirty Diamond put a balloon animal down your pants but
Oh my god. Can't believe you sent me these photos. What are you thinking? >> You're welcome. I remember >> well really was like >> let me know when you send the picture >> like a like a mystery. Okay, I got I got you. I got I like a mystery mystery types and it's like >> Yeah, you know it's a little mysterious. Like you don't actually >> It's not mysterious. You showed me too
much. It was too much. I saw too much. >> Okay. Okay. Let me see. Okay. And Okay. There you are. Okay. And I >> hopefully sending these. >> No pressure. >> Let me see. Okay. Pictures. Where are they?
>> Desktop. Okay. Okay. Here. Here you go, Alex. >> Okay. I'll wait for the picture. >> Oh, you got to cam up. You got to cam up. >> No, don't show it. >> Cam up. No, he wants my I want to see your jaw drop. >> Don't show them the Yeah, your reaction. Show your reaction.
>> Is that real? >> Yeah, that's what I said. That's what everyone asked. Is it real? Like, yeah. >> Huh? >> It's not like a not like a a pair of extra large socks in your your your hands. I don't know what's going on. I don't know. >> It's like It's kind of serious. He didn't send me like the real
>> Let me I'm gonna have to zoom in. Yeah, >> I think it's real. >> But the reason No, I think it's I think >> You think it's true? it's real, but it looks larger because if you look really close, it's the way that the fabric is kind of um you know,
the way that a little >> it looks a little bit Yeah. So, don't look at the fabric. Look at the actual >> you know, line of of the >> I need, burlap. >> But it is another angle. >> If that's big, >> it looks big to me.
>> Under under that burlap sack. You look like you're potato sack. >> I don't need to see a nude. No, I don't need a nude. >> I mean, just me. Just me. No, no, no. We I already >> But you're tall, so it makes sense. Like it would be kind of like you wouldn't you wouldn't want to show if you did not have uh you know being tall I would think.
>> Right. Right. So >> I mean for your height is 8.36 in. >> 8.36 inches. Wow. And it's like you like look got the 36 of I couldn't even like figure that part out. I just that's like pushing. >> I mean, >> do you do you find that Well, let me ask you. Have you encountered situations to
where women were a little um intimidated by your size? >> Oh, yeah. Like, holy >> You would you wouldn't really be able to go for super small girls with that size, you know? >> No. I've like that's happened and it's like >> Shaq had a girlfriend that I mean
>> five 10 minutes even >> very tiny Filipina or like I think Asian girlfriend. >> Well, I mean ladies >> but I mean that's fair like not all girls are like that. Other girls I can fist and >> If that's if that's really an accurate picture >> then I would say it's a good size but keep it to yourself. You don't need to like tell the world. I mean can man so I
mean >> yeah you definitely I would say that you I would say that you're definitely wellendowed. Yeah. >> Thank you. Yeah I agree. >> I mean if somebody had the name way endowed >> it's like I'm in the 99 I'm in like the over 99 percentile like not only dick size but height too. It's like
>> well I think you can stop you know elaborating at this point. >> We heard it. Okay. Sorry. I just wanted to be like that. You know, if I had I >> I No, no. I don't want to hear about think it your penis anymore. Okay. I'm about to hurt straight. Okay. Stop it. >> It's another avenue. I could >> Oh my god. >> What? What do you mean another avenue? >> What are you talking
>> into? Like, >> no. Don't. Well, if you look, let me >> um Well, you'd have to have your own production. You'd you'd have to have your own production company because no no guy goes into the adult industry only doing straight unless he creates his own production company because the work up
VR porn. >> Oh, virtual reality. Really? >> Do that. >> Are you going to be the model or is it going to be a point of view? Like like how are you going to do that? So this producer from Evil Angel like >> Oh yeah, but he wants to do with a trans of Alex. >> No. >> Oh, really? I Well,
>> no, I don't. I don't. >> I'm not gonna your friend. What's your friend's name? Remember you told about your friend? She's gay sport. >> Lena Moon. >> Okay. Lena Moon. There you go. That's what he wants to meet. >> No, it's like she's really cool. Like >> That's >> I know. Well, would you like to do a movie with her? A scene? I don't know if I would like she could probably like I mean she produces now so it
>> be one of the first trans VR scenes I think. >> No it wouldn't be. >> Oh you Oh you watched him >> considering all the trouble I went through that I told you about Mr. P big pipes throughout my foray in the adult industry. Why would you want to make that choice?
I'm just asking because it's not a good choice. So, like, no, I'm not saying I'm gonna like subject myself to like sex trafficking. Like, I'm going to be in charge. I feel if I ever did something like that, >> if you just, you know what you need to do before, but before you do that, why don't you just serial date? Why don't you just date a bunch of girls back to
back and then you'll get that out of your system? Why don't you do that? >> I want to be straightforward. It's like if I'm trying to like if I want to make create a a scene of porn, I want to do it good. And like >> you will cut off a lot of avenues for yourself if you make that choice. So don't act like nobody warned you. Okay.
>> I would not make that choice. >> The gospel. >> I mean, you do whatever you want to do. I'm just telling you, I don't think that's a good decision. And I'm telling you as somebody who >> I guess it's more of like if we're actually talking about that like you guys are all talking about your foray into um you know adult entertainment.
>> Um I I actually made that decision and I would say it's not a good decision. You know if I could I don't regret it. I don't like hate it or anything, but I'm just saying, you know, if somebody like me had approached me back then, I would
not have, you know, made that decision because they would have told me. So, I'm telling you, >> I'm a single guy. >> Okay. Well, be a porn star. Be a super porn star, Mr. Big Pipes. I mean, you already got the name if that's what you'll call yourself, I guess. Mr. big pipe and um you know, but there is no porn industry
anymore. It's everybody making their own content. Yeah. It's not like you're going to get to work with Jenna Jameson. It's not like um you know, Brie Olsen or any of those girls are still active anymore. Every No, there's nobody there. >> what if I what if I move to LA? What if But
I move to the valley? I'm just like, >> well then go ahead and do it. just do gay pork all day. >> I'm just like kind of flexing here. Sorry. >> That's what you should You know what? >> Like, do you see like All right, now
that you see that and it's like I back >> Big Pipes Triple X IRL edition. That's what it's going to be. >> And it'll just be called Mr. Big Pipes because that's a that's a great porno name, isn't it? It'll just be him on there. It sounds like a porn name. >> It works with music.
>> Well, that's what all those guys are >> Sure. about. I mean, look, I know Vince Voyer. It sounds like you're going to be like Vince Voyer, but he's old. He's he's I don't think Viagra would help him at this stage. Um, but I could >> I just like how like said that like is that real? Is that actually you? That's
like the response. Like >> it is. Well, look, if you But what I'm saying is why not like preserve that for whoever the next love of your life. >> Like, >> how can I not feel cool about that? Like, I can't really advertise it, but it makes me feel >> Well, you did you you got you just advertised it. You You just did. You
advertised it. >> Well, you know, 5D chess a 5D chess. Is that what the That's what they Okay. 5D. I liked chess. 5D dick pictures. >> Okay. You know what they play though? Hold on. In uh See, Mr. Big Pipes, what are they gonna say? Okay. I don't know you. Mr. Big
Pipes. Yeah. Uh Hey. Oh, yeah. Spunky. Yeah. I I got you, Spunky. Spunky's a do that for Spunky. Doing her special astrological thing. Um, have you heard of Sabian symbols though? You you have to um Sabian symbols.
>> I've heard that word before. >> Yeah. No, you're think Greekology. Like sabotage. >> What? >> Yeah. What? What's sabotage? >> It's a Greek word for like sabotage. Sabo. >> What is >> What is Sabian? >> Oh. >> Oh, you're saying Sabian.
>> Sabian means star. It means from the stars. It doesn't mean sabotage. >> Yeah. >> It has sab. >> It's like pointed a pointed projectile. Like it was meant in war. >> It was a type of shoe that slaves would wear. >> Slaves would wear these wooden clogs and they would throw them into the machinery. >> Hang on. I'm getting like bored with Mr. Big Pipes. Actually,
>> why are you asking me? It's not my panel. This is your panel. >> Yeah. I'm like I just I just want to be respectful. It's like, you know, I just like I don't want to like say if you're having a good conversation with him, my >> I won't be mad. No, I I feel like I I think that you have personality conflicts. I'm surprised that you've been talking as long as you as you have, actually. >> As long as I keep my channel
>> starts talking nonsense. >> He No, he's he's messing with you a little bit. I could tell. >> Um, have a good night, Mr. Big Pipes. I love you. I do love him, but he is annoying sometimes and he with your mind sometimes. >> Well, I know he's not with my mind. It's just he's just annoying me because it's like I can't be mind
because I' I've been mind gangbanged. Like my my mind's already, you know, >> so it's like I I've had I've had I've had uh you know enough people play with my mind to be able to figure >> mind gang bang together. >> Well, it happens. Look, look, I I feel like, look, I was deeply mindfucked not
too long ago. Extremely so. But I can't even be that mad about it because when he tried to get aggressive, I just cut it off and I was like, "Haha, not doing too much damage." But um yeah, you you got to be careful sometimes. >> Yeah. >> No. Well, it's like, you know, there's programming all throughout our lives and
we're in and the culture programs us and then there's specific things that they want to do that they mean they they purposefully >> poison the culture in order to poison some of the people in the the culture, right? And it's like they purposely >> make people sick. They purposely, you know, want people to get worse. They want people to unal alive themselves. They want people to do all >> all kind of thing. So, Mr. Big Pipes
keeps coming trying. He's desperately knocking on the door on the studio door and Mr. Mr. Big Pipes. Uh, you know, >> take take five, Mr. Big Pipe. Take five. >> I mean, it's like Mr. Big Pipes. It's like, you know, not not terribly music. I was not terribly >> because I'm on here. It's It's because
like, you know, I'll tell you my >> Can I give you Can I give you an Alexandra reading? >> Yes. >> Mr. Big Pipes got jealous that I'm talking to you. He gets a little That's what it is. Yeah. >> Well, he should be. I'm I'm charming.
I'm charming. It's okay. Well, you know what? It's like uh jealous of me. It's like what? It's like I have I have a friend. It's like you people don't have to be jealous of anything. It's like >> people the guys in these communities are worse than some of the girls in these communities. You will you will see that
there's it's I've seen it happen with um Vict Trola. I saw it happen with Trisha. I've seen it happen with Crystal um Marie. I've seen it happen with um VA. Sometimes the guys feel like as a woman because there's really not that many women who who do like you know regularly
regularly come on the panels unless it's like a woman's panel. Um, the guys get possessive over you. They do. That's a bit of what I've noticed other guys contend with on occasion. >> Yes. >> Well, like I said, it's like >> girls do too. It's like women are like a
ch women are like you know maybe b maybe maybe like 5% of guys are in their like oh you know their consideration on on these dating sites and then it's like but women it's like 60% of women like guys like 60% of the women right and so it's like >> well I mean the men that they create these impossible the men want the women
nowadays to be like the AI women >> but we're real just an AI woman they had the technology technology is good enough just to get an AI woman if you don't want a woman, right? I mean, it's like, >> no, they they want the AI and they want you to look like the AI woman. Um, >> a separate way. >> It's insane.
That look is coming back. There's like a very cookie cutter um artificial even sort of look. And and I thought it was going away for a while and I was like, "Oh, I bet these young girls are going to be so happy. They can finally relax, you know?" And now all of a sudden there's a resurgence of the
artificial again. And that's a little uh intimidating. >> Well, yeah. Well, I mean, just been thinking about plastic surgery and thinking how much like you know, it's so much how it's marketed so much for these BBLs and lips and like people were getting these duck lips for a while and they uh you know, like overdoing the
plastic surgery some of the people like uh it's really something that you should be very lightly done because it's like you know >> it's you you got to be careful. Well, I I I don't like seeing the girls who are really young, like super young getting into it because um a lot like you don't
really know what your look is or what you really look like when you're a woman until you hit about 35. I would say 35. Maybe some people would say younger. I don't think so. I think 35 as a woman, that's what you're going to look like
really. And um if you get the plastic surgery like when you're 25 you know your body's going to change. >> Yeah. Well it's like I mean 25 the brain stops growing but still yeah you'll go through like you know if you get pregnant and stuff like that then that will like do you know anything around your lipo is kind of out the window at
that point. It's it's good to like my you know after like five kids. My mom had five kids and so >> yeah that's a lot of kids. Yeah I remember you said that. Yeah. >> And you said you have a big family, too. It's like I do have like, you know, 15, 16. >> Yeah. My my mom um only had my mom had
two kids, but I But then here's what's crazy. Okay. Her mother had like 13 kids. Okay. So, that's why there's a lot of us. And then aside from my mom and her closest sister, everyone else had
like between three and six kids, >> sometimes more. So yeah. >> Yeah. Well, my mom had five kids. U Yeah. Well, she gave birth to five, but you know, there's there's seven of us. Wow. You know, I'm looking at some some of my demographics. You know my it says I have on my show which is really this
is really crazy for a tarot show. It says male 58%.1 female 41%.8 but I have more males. >> I would have thought you would have more women honestly >> and that's always most tarot advertised channels would but yeah it's uh there's more majority men here. And what where are they from? Okay. So where are they
from? Let me look at all time. All time lifetime. It says they're from US, Canada UK Australia Germany India Indonesia Netherlands Turkey and Portugal. That's the top countries. >> Interesting. Interesting. And then the
ages it says >> um 25 to 34, 24%, 35 to 44, 35%, 45 to 54 24.6% 56 to 64, 13.5%, 65 plus, 2.4%. Okay. >> So,
>> and that and it's like it's every all over 18. So, >> Well, that's good. I mean, that's that's pretty good. I mean, you're you're kind of split down the middle. >> You're you're close to 5050. I think in time you're probably going to have more women, but maybe not. Maybe you're different. Maybe a lot of males feel
comfortable listening to and talking to you because you do have a certain energy about you that is very um >> you're pretty confident >> even though you know >> Yeah. >> Go you know Ghost he like he wrote me in the back back chat what did he say? He said oh sorry he was really mad that I kicked him off the show. He was being rude though and it's like not I don't
know. >> Yeah. >> I don't know. Well, I'm gonna I am gonna let you go. I'm gonna let you go because I'm sure >> Well, thank you for um letting me on your panel and I had so much fun today. >> Thank you. >> I definitely did and um >> forward to this week and we'll talk soon about
>> and uh bye sweet and spunky. I'm gonna I'm gonna um get off right now. I'm gonna start working on yours and I'll I'll probably try to get you in the next couple hours. Okay. >> All right. Love you. >> Bye. Have a good night. >> Have a great day. Bye, Alex. Bye. Thank you guys for being here. Actually, I'll play I'll play a couple songs on the way out. I'll play a song and then I'll play like a a video and
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Come one, come all to the beautiful mess where the trivia is rigged, but we still say yes. Purple curtain swaying, mods holding the line with psyche at the helm. Everything's fine. We've dodged a few bombs in the chat room nights. Still made it through with our fan pride
tight. No shame in speedos. Tacos on the plate. Fish or not, we're here and we're feeling great. Oh, I love the fans. Yeah, you know it's true. From Lola to Rudy, this love's for you. Trixie and
Marles land or two. Cats on parade like a purring crew. We laugh, we cheat, we cate wrong in Psyches World, all are welcome in this song. Trivia answers Google in hand. Still we act
shocked. Wait, what's the brand? Mods are angels with nerves of steel. Keep it chill while we break every deal. Speedo shimmer in the digital light. Fish tacos at midnight feels so right. Lenor's got
sass. Rudy's got flare. If you're not a cat, just pull up a chair. Oh, I love the fans. Yeah, you light my way through chaos streams and a track delay. We're weird. We're wild. We're built to stay.
Psyches our star and we hit replay. From bombs to bonds, we all belong in Psyches World. All welcome in this song. No judgment here, just love and love.
From purple drapes to the trivial war, every heart, every laugh, every side I glance, you're part of the magic. Not left a chance. From buns to buns, we all belong in
Psyches World. All are welcome in this song. Yeah, I'm Psyche's World. All are welcome in this song. Yeah, in Psyche's world.
All are welcome in this song.
Well, Saki's in his speedo. Stars and stripes parade. Fish tacos on the table. Another wild charade. He's hitting on the straight man. Come on, lose that shirt. Meanwhile, Beta's on the hotline
yelling till it hurts. Pretty pages dodging simps like dodgeball in the gym. Canada dry got gonged off. Didn't even swim. Summer spunky Marcy flashing chaos on the feed. And here comes a porn bomb.
Oh lord, we don't need. Welcome to the madness. Welcome to the show where the hard debates still no go. We're laughing through the trolls, making gold out of hate. This is psyche awakens. We're never closing the gate.
VA's kitties purring. Christine's with Fuzzy Bear. Arthur stirring pots like he's cooking up a scare. Trucker rumbles in. Salmon's chasing views. DJ Electric cartoon face breaking all the rules.
Peter's got the trolling game down to an art. The ocean's waiting in cal. The eyes on the ever clear. We're slurrying free and Michael spirits here in every memory.
We've fought, we've laughed, we've gone too far. We've turned the trolls into our own memoir. We've bent the rules. We've heard the gongs, but damn, this crew still sings along.
Final group sing along. Hour we laugh. We've gone too far. We've turned the trolls into our own memoir. We've bent the rules. We've heard the gongs. But damn, this crew still sings along.
All right. Who's got the fish tacos? And why is Arthur still talking
first? Alex walks a beat in the city light. Splashing blues under New York nights. But his heart's up north where the
rivers run free. With a blondhaired beauty from Maple Country, he's got a badge of dream and a thing for a laugh. Caught a glimpse of her smile. Now he's doing the math. From the Bronx to the bush. Oh, he's thinking real deep. Paige, are you the one I've been missing in my sleep? Hey, will you fall in love with me?
Swap your fishing rod for a badge and a be. I'll bring the charm. You bring the beer. Baby, I'll be really right here. We'll build a fire from a city spark. Hunting love in the big old dark. So, what do you say?
Let's rewrite Destiny. Paige, will you fall in love with me? Paige, will you fall in love with me? He dreams of her boots in his uptown bed, laughing at the dumbass jokes he said. She's gunning trout. He's eating a
steak somewhere in the middle. They both take a break. He'd trade his nightstick for a fishing pole. Chase her laughter like it's his patrol. Oh, Paige, don't you know you're the catch of the day? And this cop's got one hell of a line to say. Paige, will you fall in love with me? I'll buy a truck. You ride shot gun
free. We'll make small ice with whiskey pride. City boy Canadian bride. I'll keep the peace. Keep it wild. Together we'll tame each other's styles. What do you say, baby? Set me free. Paige, will you fall in love with me?
You clean, you kill like you clean house. I just want to kiss that pretty mouth. You fish, you hunt, you drink like a king. Damn girl, you make my sirens sing. Page, will you fall in love with me?
Let's blend our flags and plant a tree. I'll hold you close like a hole in line. Give you my heart and maybe my spine. I'm just a cop with a country dream. Bonfires deer and a northern queen. Say the word girl. Give me that key. Page.
Will you fall in love with me? Come on. What you say? New York's got nothing to smile anyway.
>> Come on, Paige. What do you say? New York's got nothing on your smile anyway.
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