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Psyche hosts a members-only Q&A session, testing new streaming features while discussing community dynamics and personal reflections on friendships and spiritual contracts.
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Browse era →Hi. Hold on. What happened? Nothing happened. Hi, we're Andrea members only. This first one I'm doing. I'm just testing this out. Can you hear me? Okay, though. I don't know if this will work with these headphones. Do you hear me on the headphones? Hi. Do you hear me or no?
Do you hear me? You hear me? Good. Okay, cool. Hi, guys. I'm testing this out. Uh, there was like so much going on in the other room and it was like I just did not like the direction I was going. Hey, what's up, Summer? Can we have a lot of members? I'm glad we have a lot of members and you know
happy to have you guys here that I don't know it's like hello Athens how are you uh yeah it was a big problem with the uh with the wrenches and so I did a mod a few people
It was getting it's getting too chaotic. Let's have like a quiet quieter little who and whoever wants to be here I know will be here and and there's no panel in this one. I might start in a panel after this. Yeah. And it's like it's okay. Okay, those are time plays, but I can't be I
can't the chat is overtaken with it's like so it's like not even anybody there interested in me. It's like guys, I'm a I am a little bit of a narcissist. I do need to like, you know, be and and I know and it's not when people, oh, you're doing such a great job. It's like they're like just being it's like the most sarcastic like oh maybe maybe
it was maybe from the bottom of your heart, but it's just like not doing that great of a job. I'm sitting there fumbling the buttons and
Yeah. Well, like then maybe we I know I know some of them have a No, just probably God might have a I think he might have a membership but and Spunky Spunky has one. Yeah. starting and you know and Hannah like you know probably feels under
attack and then you know you know JT's like oh my gosh oh my gosh I uh you know I feel so offended. Oh my god they're slandering me in the chat like this kind of person saying they're slandering me. Do you know what this guy does? Not not that I'm accusing him of doing
something really bad, but it's like, you know, he did something kind of mean. What the hell happened? Who hit the stream? Nobody hit the stream. Well, oh, yeah. Well, it said Hannah, but it wasn't Hannah, of course. Well, maybe it was out of revenge for the uh unwrenching. I don't know. But I didn't mean to. But goes both ways. They all attack her, but keep it going. She keeps
it going. Yeah, cuz I told them, "Hey, knock it." All the mods, knock it off. It's not professional. Like act, you know, act professional. You know, what are you doing? You're just sitting there fighting. How someone comes in, they see the mods fighting like that. They're like, "What is this? Some some Italian, you know, murder movie or something?" Yeah, it wasn't her, of
course. Yeah. Okay. I I know, you know, but uh Yeah. I know. I just hopefully after last night with the flirty diamonds and it's like
um I tried I couldn't figure it out in StreamYard but I don't know. I think I have to restart a panel. I think I have to restart through Streamyard, but you can have like a little just a chat. I I don't know if there's a way to uh do a membersonly because I have to there's a members only selection but it only comes up when I started through YouTube. It
didn't the option didn't come up. I didn't see it when I opened it through streamer. So don't think there's remember only panels maybe yet but we'll figure it out. Still working on the kinks. That's why you have to test things right? Yeah.
Okay. Yeah. So, I guess uh I'll just do a members Q&A and they take, you know, this is a smaller smaller group. I know a lot of people have been gifted memberships. I think the people that were supposed to get members. Hey, what's up KT? I think the people that were supposed to get memberships have gotten memberships because I I did my
best to like gift a lot and other people have too. Um and really appreciate it. Almost 100 members question and answer. On a scale one to 10, how cool is is that is Jamie girl? How cool scale one to 10? Jamie's a
solid. You know, Jamie's Jamie's as cool as cool as cool could be. Jamie was like the like my first mod, you know. Never forget your first mod. Yeah, I was Yeah, just she's the tops, you know, Jamie's the tops. And it's
like, you know, she's perfect for my channel because I uh I really just wanted somebody like, you know, a mod that was like, first of all, like, you know, like the show and was, you know, Jamie would tell me to, are you going to live today? Even if I'm go, am I late going live? She'll still are you going live? She wants she wants me to like
let's go, let's go. She she is like really part of the part of the team, right? So, even through a lot
and Yeah.
It's not It's good to do streams for just my members provide more revive memberships if they know they get something special and you will. I mean, but I'm not I'm not going to get I'm not going to get in the speedo on my stream, but look, I have Lola up. Look at her. How beautiful she is tonight. Oh. Oh, okay. Go ahead. I have Trix. Trix is sleeping.
Lola, do you see tricks? A trick.
Hi, babe. Hi, babe.
A baby. Okay. So, I know. I hope. Well, you know, people are probably going to want to do the panels and stuff. I understand if any I'll probably will do one more up now, but I will not do it until the lap one.
Yeah, because but it get it's like it's still testing but it's like I don't know trying to like today's stream was really really really good, right? As in there is no I mean not tonight's one. It was the one this morning or the
the 18 hour one which I think I I don't even think it's up anymore. I don't know if it ever got posted because it was like so long. It was okay. It was good. There was no porn bombings uh or you know, everyone got along on the panels. It was good. Then it's just like it's hard finding a right accommodation because there's some people
that I don't know if there's like some kind of cultural thing. I mean, because I can get along with Alex, you know, if I can get along with Alex, I can get along with pretty much I would say almost anyone. He's like, but I but I'm having problems. Anyone having a hard time? Oh, thank you. having problems. Um,
like I'm getting like um it's like really bad vibes like I don't know if it's like and I know there's like projection gosh guys the amount of evil eye I've had projected on
me but then and then it's like everyone keeps st
I don't know these stories like all these stories have like the same the same uh things. It's like there is like a good quote I saw today. It's like your true friends are not the ones that play you. They're the ones that put you
up on game. Not that I deserve to be put up on game or not that I already haven't been put up on game, but it's always a good test to see who's really
walk beside me, right? Because that's what I never had really with my friends in real life was like no one ever like it's like all about trying to present some kind of like narrative.
It's it's like it's just illusion. It's like nothing is what it seems. It's hard to explain.
It's a misuse of the law of attraction. It's the it's the manipulation of your your
basically all your feelings, right? How are we doing, guys? I'm sorry.
But it's nothing that I haven't
Oh, I know he's not a bad guy. No, I love Alexander. That's why but it's frustrating because you can't get through to the um to the real person sometimes because the the mask is like too strong or it's like that's it's too powerful.
And so it's impossible to to reason. It's like that's why there's it's more it's more to this than just like human beings and just oh this is it's like the
Here's what I feel like. I feel like I'm the little I feel like I'm the little mermaid. Um, okay. I really wanted to go to the other world. There's this witch.
It's actually really talented. Matters of contract law, but not not that good. Oh.
right here. But I think so. Hold on.
Can you hear me? Here. You hear this one? Hello. Hold on one second. Do you hear me? Uh, it was because I went away better. Okay, good. This was good. He had these earbuds died. It's crazy.
He's power. He's keeping these things powered up. It's hectic. And the cats bite the cords. Yeah. Anyway, we heard you like I thought the first time you did the Meline Law thing. Oh, yeah. With the Little Mermaid was really
cool, but the film What? What? But the fifth time is a bit much. No. Well, it's kind of different. I know. I was talking with the contract. The contract I was just going to be a reference I feel like is that I have like three I have like you know just a little time on the earth to like
to me it's like the you know my soulmate or something but I'm going to tell as many times as I want you don't like it you can go okay I know you're just kidding. Yeah. Members only guys. Yeah. So, I feel like I don't have my voice to say what I need to say so people could understand
because of this curse, right? And we're not here for very long, right? And it's like have she had three days when the sun before the sun sets the third day. Third day, right? Remember that you're here and I'm there's a lol at the end. I'm just joking. Okay, I know. I know. But it's like a lot of people
have joked with me in like in a way that I didn't find very funny. Right. Uh Gotti uh made the best of the time. Oh yeah, we got him. Gotti. Yeah, we had Oh, God. How long could it be? Like I Well, I'm already living past my life expectancy, which I thought would be like 33.
I was like, I'll probably die at the same time Jesus died. And look at me now. 11 years later, 44. Wow. And I'm not even like all completely destroyed and like in a horrible state. I'm actually okay. Okay. Right. But
start another panel. Well, I will. And I know, but it's like It's like the I having ridiculously long panels. Yes. I like it's fine like people having hours of long conversations, but it's like um you know about
sports or like some kind of like I don't know if it's I don't know what the is it. Are they playing? Is he boxing? Is he ice skating? Is he playing a uh you know a slip and slide? I don't know what the he's talking about. He's going to be fighting some Argentina guy perhaps. I don't know.
I don't I don't think these people would like I don't know.
Yeah, that's cool. I Sweet Pew has the whole the whole box. I can't I'll get more trivia and stuff. Just give me just give me a few minutes. Let me talk to you for a few minutes. I just need to like nothing will ever be resolved, right?
But so I know a lot of people are here. Okay. Okay. So, thank you to the me members that come in there. Okay. You have this is this is like your technical I'm going to make time to do like a little like lives occasionally. I'll try to do once a week maybe like maybe like an hour just for
members and if they want they can do you know reading like long readings have a bit of arguing. Yeah. It's just it's like I like I want to I'd rather sit here with five people than it's like and there was not even like that many people in the room. There was like 20 people in the room, but and there was but the chat was going so fast. Things were paragraphs long and it was just like all
this stuff and the and the the little it's like the com some of the comments that are made are just like I mean I know it's trolls, right? But it's just like and anything is there any are they going to just be like all these lame
pun puns? How what do you say puns? They're not jokes. But uh
I don't know
but I get I get this uh I know I did it to myself. Why did I Why do I do this? Why did I bring the most volatile
aggressive trolling community? Why did I bring Why did I bring them all to my room? Like all I mean, it's like I could have I could have just sat there and like I could have I could have built it myself. I could have built this all the subscribers myself. It would have taken longer. Why? Why do I like it? I don't know. Do
I watch I wanted to be a nice tarot cat? You can go watch my first episodes, but what I really wanted was the interaction with people. That's why in the chat, my chat wasn't
cutting it for me. You need to like talk to people. But if it's like if it's going to be like fake, I can't do much of that. I just want you to know that. Hold on one second. One second. Okay. That I read that I read I read what I said for your protection. Do you want
know you're dealing with a snake in the sky? Okay. You get it? Yeah. I I know you do. And it's like, you know, the question is is like, am I ready to let myself just be mentally tortured for
another like 15 years after another 15 years? Well, I don't know. Or if I live another 15 years, it's like uh it's hard to it's hard to heal when you're constantly being like really open like people people have no sympathy for like
uh people that are like have been through like emotional verbal abuse. It will only get worse for uh if you don't nip into the bud now. Yeah, I've been through Yeah. But I've been through like so much. I've been and I've been through like and nothing that I said is like
new. It's like actually I know so you if you guys like that kind of stuff where it's you know that kind of stuff I could tell you all the I I am a wealth of information about much funnier stuff than that's going on. Okay.
I can we can revolution we can revolutionize trolling on people really but it's like and not for the uh the neverending troll think trolling has a purpose but at a certain point
can't reason with trolls but I can't troll the trolls I'm not do you think I'd have any talent trolling. It's like I can't do it. I'm not mean if I'm not a mean person. It's like uh it's impossible. So I can't be as mean as other people.
Like that's why so if people are willing to do these do some things that I would not be willing to do to win, it's like I'm not willing to like hurt anybody. I'm not willing to be to like do anything to anybody. I'm not I was
like one of the only people that's ever been arrested that is not a snitch. Right. You do like me. You don't can't deal with the community has become I just don't watch much anymore. I'm sorry. I know. I mean, and there's so many pe like imagine it's like so many people like so many great relationships I can develop and then
there's so all these people that don't care about me or the show or even like the worst thing is like they like they like pretend to care about the show or something like that. It's too hard. It's like then it was the when the
friends turned against me then what were where was I? It's like no no no uh or I had enemies had no friends a lot of people like what what's the going on right
okay guys
certain communities come in and take over and they don't realize it until it's already done. Yeah. Well, I know. I was like, well, I was like, okay, well, I looked at everyone in the room. I was like okay well this person's like making fun of me. This person makes fun of me. persons and then it's like
then there's like makes it harder harder to deal with it because then you're like then I have to look at everything and then I say I have so many freaking triggers I've already worked out and
like seriously it's Uh, okay. You guys want to hang out in the room? Okay. I'll sort a panel if you want guys want to talk. I'm sorry. I just wanted to test this out. Uh, we did a nice 25 minute hard.
Yeah. Thank you. I'm going to start a panel, but see you there if you'd like to come.
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