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Episode 421 of the Cult of Psyche podcast features an open panel discussion with host Psyche, Carl, and Mason, covering personal topics, streaming, and community drama.
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>> Pull my dick out. >> Yeah. Can you intervene? Can you keep an eye on him? He's the chat. Talk to the chat. >> You You know what I'm going to do? I'm going to pull my dick out. >> Better not. How fast can you like delete the clip or whatever when like you're wanting to save the video? >> Just don't even talk about can you delete. >> None of your business,
>> guys. I can't I can't I can't leave this guy for a
yet. Here we are. >> Well, >> I'm gonna smoke some weed and I'm going laugh about everything even if it's not funny. So, just give me a minute. >> Oh, yeah. Do your thing. Smoking, too. >> Little Zaza. I've even been around Jamie like
my dick out. Yeah. Can you intervene? Can you keep an eye on him? It's a chat.
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[Music] >> What's up, Psych? [Music] >> Can you hear me, my man? [Music] Hello. Who are you? I met you.
>> Hold on. Who is that? >> Can you hear me? >> Yes. >> Hello. >> Hello. Hello. Can you hear me? Hello? >> Yeah, I can kind of hear you. I'm just outside. I'm in front of a hospital. It's University Hospital. >> Okay. Have I ever met you before? >> You've never met me before. I'm a streamer. Uh, I probably know a lot of
people. You do? Yasmina I know. Do you know her? >> Yeah, I mean I recognize the name definitely. I've seen her. >> I've been in your chat. I'm the guy that writes one, two, three all over Tim Horton's bathrooms. >> Okay. So, you're Canadian. >> You're [ __ ] Canadian, eh? >> Yeah. You're a Prairie Page fan, eh? >> Pardon me. >> Prairie Page. No, Prairie Page.
>> Are you speaking French? I don't speak French, man. I hate that language. from the Montreal area. Okay. >> I say Monstita Barnac. That's it. >> Well, how'd you find my show? You're you're a good-look guy, I have to say. Go ahead. >> Oh, yeah. Yeah. >> Unfortunately, I like vagina a lot. >> Well, not not Well, it's unfortunately
for me, not for you, I guess, right? >> Well, chat's trying to turn me gay, I think, every day. And they think I'm gay. Do you know who pay is? >> Who pay? Yeah. P E Y T O N Pton or something. >> Bae >> Bae. I don't know. I don't know. I probably know them. Once everyone's come through my chat. I know everybody.
>> I watch Alex Meyers, too. But she would she used to be racist towards Canadians. So, I was I was a little ticked off about that. >> Racist towards Canadians? Like, but they're not a race. Can are Canadians a race? >> She said we don't even matter. >> Well, you're a different country. And I mean, I don't know what she said about
it, but it's like I'm sure she was >> Anyway, I like her now because she like she was nice to blackout Andy. >> Well, I like I was trying to be nice to Blackout Annie, but he's really hard to be nice to because he keeps porn bombing me and then he says I'm I'm like a I'm a weirdo. And when Blackout Annie is calling me a weirdo,
>> what exactly? There's a lot of [ __ ] in this community. I [ __ ] went off on Victoria tonight on her panel because like like the [ __ ] she's been doing I don't agree with. Like it's it's [ __ ] up. And I don't I don't know. Like people say, "Oh, Psyches a
weirdo this. Psyches a weirdo that." But >> I don't know what that's based on. >> This woman Victoria said something about me or who said something about me? Who's who is talking? >> No, nobody said anything of like it's just [ __ ] I don't know. You're saying people say you're a weirdo or somebody said once and yeah in my chat they said oh Sykes's a weirdo and Yasmina was like
no he's not. I like him. >> Yeah. Well, it's like you know it's like I'm not gonna like I'm not like you know gonna like meet anybody unless like I know them really well and stuff like that. It's like it's like I'm not gonna never hurt I don't I don't know what like it's like I've never harmed anybody. I would never harm anybody. It's like I don't understand
like >> [ __ ] I can barely hear you. Is that me or [ __ ] >> I'm sorry. Can you hear me now? Yeah. >> Yeah. Yeah. Way better. >> My microphone. I need to put my headphones on actually. >> Do you hear me better now? These are probably they're probably set up. >> Okay. Yeah, yeah, yeah, I can.
Holy [ __ ] the sprinkler systems just [ __ ] came on. E, >> what what's Okay, so you're in you're in Canada. What city in Canada are you in? >> Uh, London. I'm going to be walking through the campus of uh >> Western pretty soon. University of Western. Elden John's husband went there.
>> Watch Dragon Canadian shark.
You ever saw that? It's a TV show. >> I just saw nobody else was live. I just wanted to hop on a panel because I didn't want to go live on my own channel. I just wanted to go on a panel and talk to somebody instead of screaming at people in my chat. >> I really like you, dude. Hold. I want to
say something about Canada. Hold on one second. I have to play you. Oh, I can be a complete piece of [ __ ] Um, yeah, but uh you if you look at my channel, I've made like some AI videos recently. I've got into the AI game.
>> Yeah, >> I've clipped a couple people. Um, Janny, he was uh I've done clips. >> I do AI clips of AI clippers because they get to clip everybody else. So, I decided I'm going to make clips of the
Janny frog and Q the robot thing. >> You know what it's like? I don't like Jenny because Jenny um like was like starting rumors and like trying to say I was like hitting on Benny Blanco and all this kind of stuff and then >> Oh, people say I'm Benny Blanco's dad. [ __ ]
>> I don't know. >> No, I don't [ __ ] know, man. I [ __ ] a lot of chicks. You never know. Like I've only [ __ ] like probably seven girls and not pulled out in the States and like >> probably three of them were in Florida. like maybe a couple in Tennessee. >> Were you >> I think they might have been related to the Whitakers. >> Were you the one >> with the one Roseanne? I'm not sure. But
I have to show you something real quick. Okay. Can I show inhabited Canada? I just show you something real quick. Okay. I just found it. >> Roseanne was filmed in Canada. I didn't know that. Sorry, I could barely hear you. >> Not Roseanne. Hold on. I'm showing you this. I'm showing a clip about something. Hold on one second. Let me see if I have it. Okay. CBH.
>> Here it is. Right here. There we go. Okay. Ready? >> Whoa. What's that? >> What's up? >> Hey, Carl. >> What's up? It's been a while. Yeah. >> You have a problem with me, Carl? >> What? >> I have a problem with what? >> With me?
>> With you? >> Yeah. >> No. If I had a problem with you, I wouldn't be joining your panel. horrible things about me. >> What' you say? >> You didn't say horrible things about me. >> Never. I would never do such things. Um, it sound like you're far away. Can you fix your mic real quick? Can you fix >> Carl? Carl, do you hear me now?
>> No, that's better. Yeah. Yeah. >> Okay. I'm sorry, Carl. Like, um, no, but I thought you I thought you didn't like me at all. >> You know what? I just I trolled you. Chill the [ __ ] out. Don't take this [ __ ] serious. >> Just told me. Oh, is there somebody else? Mason's back. Okay. Do you know Mason? >> Who the [ __ ] is this guy? >> My friend Mason.
>> I don't know who this is. >> Mason, say hi to Say hi to Carl. >> Saki. What's up, man? >> What's up, man? What's up? Cam up. Cam >> Hi. up or cam down. Let's go. No, Psyche. I just [ __ ] around, dude. You don't take this [ __ ] too serious. Okay. >> Okay. But you said you said you were
>> if I really didn't like if I'm like behind the scenes psyche, if I really didn't like you, honestly, I don't have no hate in my heart for anyone. But in this community, I mean, if I really didn't like you, I wouldn't be joining your panel. Come on. Really? >> Even if you don't like me. >> And you see my face. I'm not going to porn bomb you. I don't do that [ __ ] Okay.
>> What's going on? What's What's up? >> Well, I mean, what's up with you? I haven't been here like in 10 months.
What the [ __ ] is this? Goo. What's up, bro? What's up? >> Psyche. Where are you, man? >> What the [ __ ] is this, dude? >> You're on my boyfriend. >> Damn, bro. You growing your hair out or what? What are you doing? >> Yeah.
>> Hell yeah. But is it all like the same length or just like the top? >> It's just a top that's all long. >> Oh yeah. Yeah. See, I grew my hair before, but I had to grow it all out though. That's just me though. But that's cool though. >> I grew I grew just the top. No, I just grew the top this long. The whole top's long. I put it up. >> How How long How long did it take for you to throw that grow that [ __ ] out like that?
>> It took like It took like a couple like three like couple years. Three. >> Yeah, bro. That's what I'm saying. Like real talk, man. I mean, like I'm not trolling you. It takes a while. Oh, it takes a while to get grow that [ __ ] out. Yeah. >> Yeah, it took like about four four years, I think, for that to happen. >> Holy [ __ ] dude. It went from two to
four years. Damn. Um, I did grow my hair out one time. Well, twice. I ain't going to lie. Um, but I grew everything out, the top, sides, back, everything. And first time was like a year and a half. And then I cut it. And then the second time around it was like almost like two years. But my [ __ ] was long though, you know.
>> Yeah. >> And then I end up just [ __ ] just buzzing it. Shorter than this. This isn't buzzed, you know? But yeah, I just buzz that [ __ ] >> Yeah. I just put in a pony. The reason I put in a ponytail is because that way, you know, won't be in my face and stuff like that. It keeps it on my face. >> Well, that's how I had it, too. But I took care of my I took care of my hair when I had it [ __ ] long. I mean, I would take, you know, good conditioner
and shampoo and stuff. I got a lot of compliments. I mean, I'm not I'm not [ __ ] around about that, but um the last time I grew my hair out was like over 10 years ago. >> You didn't have it long until >> That's the last time you had it long. >> Yeah, just like that, bro. Just like that. Just like that. Yeah. >> It's just Well, that's the only part that's long though is the top. Like on
the sides, it's like pretty like a short. >> Yeah. Yeah. I mean, I had everything growing out though. Everything. The sides, top. I mean Yeah. Yeah. >> I mean, it was it was cool, I guess. You Okay. know, then I just [ __ ] just buzzed all off after like almost two years. I just buzzed all off. Yeah. >> Uh, so what made you get rid of it? You just didn't want to have anymore.
>> You know what? To be honest though, I mean, it was just spontaneous. I grew it out, right? >> And I kept it. And then almost almost two years later, it was just spontaneous. I just [ __ ] buzzed it. Yeah. You see see you see how long it is in the back to see if I was down. >> Yeah, bro. That shit's long. Yeah, that looks cool though. Yeah,
>> but it's it's just in a ponytail though. That's why it's not all like down and stuff right now. So, it's up in a ponytail. >> But it's it's from the back. This is all coming from the back. >> But I see some guys I mean they they have it like long on top and then they have it shaved off on the sides. That's pretty cool. Yeah. >> Yeah. That's kind of like what I'm trying to do. But it's like it's not a mohawk though. more of like a longer
version. >> Okay. Well, that first time I grew my hair out, right? And I was going to cut it >> and u my brother's girlfriend was a um hair stylist. So, we cut my hair down. So, it was like past my shoulders, right? Everything. Everything. So, she shaved all it down and she gave me a mohawk. Yeah. It was so [ __ ] cool.
>> Do you like mohawks though? Well, actually, I gota be honest with you. That was the first time I ever had one. But I thought it looked pretty cool. >> You never had one before? That's the only time you had one >> that. Yeah. And yeah, there is like native American, you know, that runs through the family. But it was pretty cool though. I had I had no facial hair at the time, by the way. I was 25. I do
this. >> I mean, okay. I chose I mean, it's Wait, wait, wait. It's not like I couldn't grow out a mustache. I just I had everything shaved. I didn't know what she was going to do. She's like, "Let's give you a mohawk." And I was like, "Let's [ __ ] go." >> But that [ __ ] was like standing up. I mean, it was standing up like like how do you do it? Like tall tall, you know? Right. >> But we cut it down. But it was like from >> Yeah.
the front all the way to the back. No homo. That [ __ ] was [ __ ] She did that [ __ ] Nice, dude. >> Nice. >> Oh man, just [ __ ] cut that [ __ ] Where the [ __ ] did Psyche go? >> I don't know. He was in here, right? But he left. I think you got shy because I joined.
>> Oh, so y'all yall know each other for pretty long or what? >> I actually I don't even know the guy. I just found this channel just I just you like stream yours on YouTube. I'm like, "Oh, oh wow. Who's live?" Okay. Who's this Saki guy? That's literally how I found him. I never met him in my life. >> Y'all never y'all never got that much familiar with each other. This is like
the only couple times y'all talked or what? Or not that much. >> I literally never met that guy in my life. This is the first time. >> I've been on his channel different times before. >> Oh, that's cool. That's cool. Yeah. Yeah, that happens on YouTube. I mean, no, I literally just stumbled upon his [ __ ] channel. I said, "Let's [ __ ] rock." You know, no homo kind of thing. And he's like, "Well, hey, I heard you talking about me." I'm like, "I'm not
the guy. I don't know what you talking about. I have never talked on your name. What are you talking about?" I think he got me mixed up with somebody else. Then he got shot and he ran away. >> Oh, so he's not here anymore. Obviously, you know, >> he literally left like 10 minutes ago. I've been meaning to talk to you about that. Literally, he's not here. Uh, have
you noticed? >> That's what That's what I was saying. Yeah, I was bringing that up. Yeah. >> Yeah. I don't know where he went, dude. What the [ __ ] dude? No, but it's weird though, right? Isn't it weird that he would be in here, but all a sudden he's not in here now?
>> Yeah. Saki is I don't know, dude. He's just I don't know. I don't know what he's doing, dude. >> So, do do you do anything like you play music or anything like that? Cuz I'm a drummer. That's why I have drummer in my name. >> Oh, that's cool as [ __ ] You know what? Now, I never gone to drums, but man, I I
respect the drummers, man. That cuz they they're they're the you got to you got to follow the rhythm in the drums, you know, when when people play in in a band. That's cool stuff. I never >> I've been a drummer for I've been a >> Go ahead, bro. drummer for a long time since I played drums. >> Hell yeah. How many years? >> Huh? >> How many How many years you been doing that?
>> I played since I was 11, but I'm in my 30s now. So, about 20 something years. So, you just do like like for your own like um satisfaction or you like in a band or what? >> Uh I was supposed to be in a band, but I can't find people to play with because there's there's not many people that I can find around like that I know and stuff that does that.
>> Well, the the great thing about the internet though is that you can find other people that will like like your style and vice versa, right? And >> how do you find people that how do you find those kind of people? you you're right on it right now. Well, this is through a third party, but on YouTube. YouTube is a second literally the second
largest search engine in the world. Literally YouTube. So, >> with that being said, >> well, let me explain. What you do is that you can put out some material if you want on your own channel on YouTube or you can go and look, you know, and you like your style like music, right?
>> Yeah. >> Seek out others on YouTube and when now like all I see if they're like across the world or across the country, I'm like, how the [ __ ] are you going to do that? But the thing is that you can do the drums and they they consider that a stem. That's a stem right there. I I was into music production before. I know this. It's a stem, right? So that's a stem right
there. >> And they can get that stem, that recording of you or vice versa that they can send something to you and then you can play along with the guitar or or the bass or or or the lyrics and that that kind of thing. So it's either or. But it's called a stem. So yeah, pretty hightech [ __ ] No, we're talking. I'm not I'm not trolling you. I'm I'm being honest with you. Yeah.
>> No, I'm not saying anything wrong. >> I'm not saying you're saying anything wrong. I mean, >> well, I'm just saying that because you got to you got to understand you are in a trolling community. That's what I'm saying. >> Wait, wait. Why do people troll in here anyways though? Like they're just trying to start like drama or what? >> I don't know. I mean, I'm so cool. You're so cool. I mean, who would hate
us? Who would troll on us? Who would call us out? We're like so chill. Yeah, but we're just you and I were just being like you and I were just being normal. So, I don't see why there would be like trolls. Like, you know what I'm saying? >> I would never troll anyone in my life ever. I'm so cool. I've never said anything bad about anyone. I'm just >> Yeah. saying. >> So,
who would come after me? You know what I mean? >> Huh? >> So, with that being said, who would come after me? Huh? >> I don't know. I mean, I don't think anybody like should. >> Well, they should it, mister. I'm so cool as [ __ ] you know? I don't know. >> Yeah. >> Anyways, I don't know where Psyche's at.
This is literally I just stumbled upon his channel and he just said, "Hi, you're cute." And he just left. >> How did you find it though? How'd you find the channel though? Like Psyche's channel. I vaguely remember looking up rainbows. >> Who is that? >> And it came this rainbows, you know, like a rainbow. And it came across his channel. Yeah,
>> it just it just popped up when he just typed that in like rainbows and it's all a sudden his channel popped up. >> No, it didn't pop up literally. But yeah, it popped up the channel. Yeah. Yeah. >> That doesn't make sense. If you're looking for rainbows, how would that pop up? >> I don't know. It >> You don't understand that? I I I can't make sense of it now. >> You can't make sense of it. Yeah, that's
what I meant to say. >> Yeah. >> I don't know. Yeah. I don't know. >> I don't know what to tell you about that. I mean, >> I I've been meaning to talk to you about that, you know, like what's going on. Yeah. >> Yeah. >> I don't know.
So, what are you what are you doing? Are are you are you smoking on something? Are you drinking something or what? >> No, I just have a cold. I think like my throat is sore and I think I'm kind of sick like something happened to me. >> You know what? You know what fixes that? A [ __ ] tall can. A tall can. >> I think cough drops help, right? Like, you know, sore cough drops like you know
medicines. >> Well, that too and made me drinking a tall can to wash those down. Yeah. >> What? Like gargo? Salt water or something like that? Or for >> Well, you gargo with some beer. You know what I mean? Beer. You're talking. Yeah. >> Well, how's beer better than salt water? I thought people say you're supposed to gargle with salt water when you have sore throat.
>> Well, the beer is there to take your mind off of what you're going through. You know what I mean? >> Okay. Yeah. >> Kind people are having a hard time. You just want to do some beers. It takes your mind off all that [ __ ] Like, [ __ ] all that [ __ ] I just want to get drunk. That kind of thing. You know what I mean? >> No, I can I can understand. It's just I don't really I don't really choose to drink beer that much. I don't ask me why. I just It's not my I don't really
do it. I mean, >> I'm going to ask you why. Why? >> I can't get used to the taste of it. I know it's weird, right? I mean, people like >> It's an acquired taste. Okay. How about it. uh You drink wine, maybe? Uh I I when I went to churches I drink wine but not like you know on my own like if I if I
don't have it I don't drink it. >> You're drinking for Jesus. Yeah that's >> for God. >> Yeah. When I'm at church. >> Baby Jesus. That's that's we're not talking about that. Uh we talking about getting >> that's for communion right when you take communion. >> Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. We're talking about getting [ __ ] up and kind of whine [ __ ] You know what I mean? Like >> I don't know why I just I don't do it. I just I'm
>> What was Okay. Okay. Hey, bro. No homo. When was the last time you got drunk? Let's just put it like that. >> I don't think I've ever gotten drunk. That's the reality of it. >> Wow. >> I I'm not really much of an out like my whole life I've been alcohol free, drug free, like cigarette free and stuff like that. >> Oh, that's good. So, you're almost like
um like straight edge. Yeah. >> Yeah, you can say that. Yeah. >> There's nothing wrong with that. Hell yeah. >> I never I never really just done it. I mean, so I mean, no, I mean, it's just you have to have, like you said, you have to have acquired taste, right? You have to have a taste for something. >> So, my taste when I drink something, my
taste comes from like sodas, teas, uh, lemonade, and stuff like that. If I drink something, >> Damn. Well, I mean, if it works for you, man, just do it. You know what I mean? >> I mean, it really matters what you want to drink, right? That's what I want to
drink. So that's why I stick with it. >> Yeah. I I wrestled myself like an hour ago. I was like, "Okay, I have like one more drink here." I'm like, "What do I want to do? Do I want to just >> Yeah, that's what I'm saying. It's really up to you like right like what you want to drink. Like it's really comes to like what you want like to
drink. >> Yeah. Yeah. So I was on some panels earlier and just [ __ ] around, right? >> Yeah. >> And so like an hour break and then I had another drink, right? I cracked it open. I'm like, well, what do I want to do? I mean, I literally thought about for an hour. Like literally, real talk.
>> I was like, do I want more alcohol or >> Yeah. should I just chill with this? But it took me an hour to think about that. So I just am just chilling. I never went back for more. Well, just probably a good thing. Yeah, >> cuz I don't need I don't need any more alcohol, you know? I really don't. I could have drink more, but I mean, [ __ ] that.
>> Uh, so what do what do you like to drink normally, though? Just alcohol. Like, I mean, that's your thing, right? I mean, it may not be my thing, but is that your thing? >> Yeah, just just beer. Just the cheapest [ __ ] I can buy. No, I'm just kidding. >> The cheapest beer? >> No, not the cheapest. I'm just I don't know. just whatever. No, >> no. I've tried beer. Don't get me wrong. I've tried beer before, but when I drank
it, I was like, "Oh, I'm not used to this taste of this." You know, you you have to be used to, you know, something when you drink it. >> That's That's what Samman said when somebody tried to give him the hook and he goes, "I'm not used to this taste." Yeah. But they said, "No, continue and you'll get used to it." Well, well, if they mix something else with >> I'm trying to say if they mix something else with it, you know, like the beer,
like maybe put like some kind of Coca-Cola with it, I might be able to drink it a little bit more. >> Well, that being said, you should be drinking like some like whiskey or rum with with soda or whatever, then that's different. Yeah. >> So, you So, you'll taste the soda with a >> Yeah. little spice, a little hint of whatever. Depends on how strong whoever makes it.
That would be that would be more of an idea I would think because that's what I'm more used to, you know, like that kind of stuff like Soda War. >> I miss saying though, but watch it because that [ __ ] can creep on you, you know? >> Why do you say >> what the [ __ ] is this psyche hosty guy? Who Who is this guy? He just took off. >> I hear what you're saying, but I'm saying like why would you say it would
creep up? >> Is he trying to be like a matchmaker here? What the [ __ ] Saki? No, dude. What the [ __ ] He left you with He left us by ourselves. Like Yeah, >> he did. He He thought He thought we were going to hit it off. Um, can you call Psyche real quick? Thanks. Call him. Call him on his phone. Call him. >> Who are you talking about? Somebody else? >> I'm talking about the host of the
channel. Can you call him real quick? Call him. >> Who? Me though? Or who you ask? >> Yeah, I'm I'm asking you to call Psyche, the host of the channel. Just call him real quick. Just say, "Hey, buddy. Get back." Neither do I. Oh, [ __ ] Jesus Christ. Wow. I don't know, man.
>> Uh, so what are you going to do? Are you not going to stay here for that much longer? >> Well, I mean, he might be here right now or he might be here in two months. I don't know. >> You probably want to just leave because he's not here. No, >> no, no. I mean I mean I I like I like the conversation. No homo. I mean it's cool. It's just
>> Yeah, I'm not gay. No, I'm not gay either. Like I'm I'm a straight guy. >> Yeah, I'm just [ __ ] around, dude. Yeah, I know you're not gay, but I mean >> No, but there's times where there's times where Psyche would want to, you know, be gay with me. I was like, I'm not really like >> Oh, really? Oh, wait, wait, wait, wait. Let's get you that. Let's get you that.
Really? >> Yeah. Psyche really told me that before. He says he's like, I'm a guy that he would want to, you know, kiss and stuff like that and date. I was like, I don't really do that kind of stuff though with God. >> Oh [ __ ] Really? >> I'm being serious. No. No joke. This is >> No. Okay. Okay. Wait. Okay. Let's Let's serious. talk about this. Now, was this on panel or was this backstage?
>> No. This was actually on here like how we're on here right now, you know, talking on the uh, you know, live stuff, the live stream. >> Really? >> Yeah. >> I'm not joking. >> I mean, it's not it's nothing that wrong. He just expressed that he liked you. Yeah. Yeah. >> Yeah. But I told him I'm not gay though. I don't I don't go for a guy. I like I like guys I mean I like guys as friends
but I don't date guys though. I'm not gay. >> But okay. So he he expressed that hey you're hot you know you are you know cream of the crop kind of thing. So when you when you told him that hey I don't pop from the rough. I'm not you know gay for pay kind of thing. But did he still
pursue after that? >> Yeah. He's still coming at me different times like different days or different times I'll come back on, you know, different. >> Wow. Wow. Wow. This [ __ ] guy. >> Man, this is no this not like I'm making this up or anything like that. If you ask him, he'll probably tell you like all the stuff that happened.
>> Oh, no. Trust No. Trust me, I believe you. I trust me. I believe you. Yeah. I believe you, dude. I believe you wholeheartedly. I believe you. I know you will not make this up. Trust me. There is others that know Psyche. But I mean, he just likes you though. I mean, you you can't you
can't blame the guy for liking men. You >> know, if I told him No, I told him that. I said, "I'm no I have no problem being your friend, but I don't want to be anything else other than that." That's what I told. >> Now, how Okay. Um, let's let's do a little deep dive. Can Can we do a little deep dive real quick?
How did you come across how Okay. How did you come across Psyche's channel or Psyche? >> Well, we both appeared in his channel, so that question could be asked for both of us. But you said rainbows, but mine was a different way, right? >> Yeah. >> I I just found them through somebody else's channel when I was on somebody's
name. Her name beat that witch. Oh, she's she's the devil. You got to stay away from her. Don't ever go to that channel. >> You know whose right be I heard about her. She is the devil. Don't ever go there. She will curse you. >> She never said anything wrong to me.
Ever since I was there, she never said anything wrong to me. >> Well, that's the whole thing, though. You think everything's fine, then you wonder why after that shit's going wrong in your life. She will curse you. She's the [ __ ] devil. >> Well, she never did it yet though if she was going to do that though to me. You know what I'm saying? Like she never started with that. >> Listen, buddy. Don't ever let your guard
down. Especially with men like that. She She is a man, by the way. Okay. You know >> I thought she's a woman. She looks like that? a woman to me. >> Okay. What? Okay. Don't you don't say that. That's That's wrong. We call them pronouns. Okay. >> Wait. Are you serious though or you just saying this? Like she really a woman or what?
>> We call them pronouns. Pronouns now. Okay. She's a pronoun. He she pronoun. Yeah. >> What do you mean? >> Have you ever seen that woman chem? >> No. >> Yeah, it's a pronoun. >> I'm trying to understand what's going on. Like you're saying she's a man or what?
Who knows? We just call them pronouns now. She's a pronoun. Okay. >> Pronoun. >> Yeah. >> Heoun. >> He, she, it. Whatever. He, she. It's just weird. >> I'm just confused. I mean, she never did. >> You're confused. I'm confused, too. But do you want me to go around that town? She'll curse you. Or he. That pronoun will curse you. Don't. Don't.
>> Okay. >> Have you been there since? >> No. I haven't been there for a while. >> And it should it should remain like that. Yeah. >> Huh. >> It should it should remain like that. Don't ever go back there. Don't ever go back there. Ever. >> So since then, have you been on Psyches? Have you watched Psyches? Does he talk
about that pronoun? I mean, I don't know. >> No, he talks about Beta and he shows her in clips and stuff on his channel. Like he shows videos of her or you said pronoun. I know. like he or she. But you know what I'm saying? >> Yeah. She he she the pronoun is weird. Really weird. >> Yeah. >> I'm just saying.
>> Wait, so Psyche's not coming back? You don't think? Huh? >> Um I I don't know. This is the first time I ever met him. Let's see. I don't know what to do right now, >> Huh? though. >> He's He's probably talking to that pronoun right now, to be honest.
>> Okay. >> I'm just saying. I think he is. Oh, [ __ ] >> Well, when >> you like to drink beer like usually? >> Well, I did. I did have some earlier, but now I'm just drinking this whatever >> What is that? I don't know what it is. [ __ ]
>> Is that like a a spike drink? Like a spike lemonade or something? >> Yeah. Somebody spiked this and I just started to drink it, you know. >> Yeah. >> Makes me feel kind of funny inside. Yeah. >> Does it have like a good flavor to it though? Like it's not just regular like
beer or I mean alcoholic drink or something. >> It's How how can I say? Um, it's like doable. It's like casual. I guess it's it's not too heavy like beer. I guess
>> it's like a light alcohol drink. >> Yeah. Yeah. Exactly. Yeah. So, um, what else do you have? That's all you have for right now? Like to drink? Um, well, I did have a lot before that.
>> A lot. A lot. A lot. >> Okay. But what I was telling you like 10 minutes ago was like when I was contemplating before I joined the psyche channel. I mean, should I just chill out and just drink this one or should I go back for more? >> You go back for more what though?
>> More alcohol. But it took me a whole hour to think about that, right? >> Yeah. >> And I was like, well, I should just chill, you know, with this. >> It's up to you, man. You drink what you want to drink. Remember I told you it comes down to that earlier? >> Yeah. Yeah.
Have do Okay, I'm going to ask you a question, but no homo. Um, have you ever been like by curious? What does that mean? >> That means that you're not really like bisexual or gay, but you like thought about it sometimes. >> No, I mean there's times I had there's
times I had it in my thoughts, but I never really wanted to do anything sexual, you know, with another guy. I just >> Yeah. Well, there you go. You're you're curious about it. Yeah. Yeah. There's nothing wrong with that, you know. It's do your thing, man. Who knows? I mean, maybe you might meet a great guy. I mean, I'm not knocking that.
>> I'm trying to say it's okay to be friends with guys, but I mean, when it comes to dating somebody, it has to be a woman because that's the way it's supposed to really be. I think that's the way it's meant to be. >> Who said who said that? Who said that? Wait, who said that? >> That's what God says. That's what it says in the Bible. >> Oh my gosh. So, you think God's going to judge you if you choose to be with a
man? Think about that. Really? I thought that's a natural way to get, you know, things done is to be with the opposite sex. >> Well, do you plan on having a family? >> Uh, it depends. I mean, I don't know if I'm I don't think I'm ready right now, but in the future, I probably might. >> You know, I mean I mean I mean I'm just
Do you plan on having my kids? >> Uh, if it happens, it happens. I mean, I don't know. >> Yeah. But also too, with that being said, there's maybe that that part of you or something in the I don't know that you're just
you're kind of into guys. There's nothing wrong with that. Okay. >> Wait, what's wrong with >> No, I'm saying there's nothing wrong. >> You're You might be into guys, you know, there's nothing wrong with that. >> No, as friends. No, I mean as friends, but not nothing else, though. >> Yeah. I mean, even that I mean, whatever. It's cool. I mean, I got a lot of guy friends.
I have a lot of guy friends. >> I mean, because I thought most guys, they really go for women. Just think about it. If you ask a guy if they want a woman, they probably say yes, right? If you ask a guy if they want to be with a woman. >> True. True. But I'm going by what what you have thought before. You have thought about men in a certain way. That's I already gave you my opinion
though. Like I said, it's okay to be friends with guys, but that's all I really see out of them. >> Yeah. And there's nothing wrong with >> unless they're unless they're family like brothers, you know, or something like that or uncles, then they I see them as family and that's it. >> And you know what? Honestly, just just do what works for you. I'm not trolling. I'm not I'm not [ __ ] around being
honest. Just do what works for you, what feels right to you. Okay. I just feel I feel like that's >> I feel like that's a natural way for me is what I'm thinking. >> Yeah. I'm not judging. I know others would want to troll you and this and that. I'm not doing that. Okay. >> Yeah. >> Just do what works for you. Okay. >> I'm not saying you're I'm not saying you're saying anything wrong. It's just
I know you're just curious. You want to know what's what I think and stuff, right? I >> Yeah. I I'm I'm curious to an extent. I don't I don't want to know too much. Yeah, >> but uh I am Yeah, I still am a little curious, >> but I mean I don't want to know I don't want to know like details kind of thing. Yeah.
>> Can you be honest with me though? Like you're into women though, right? If you had somebody to be with >> um Yeah. I love women. >> That's what you go for, right? Is women. >> Yeah. I I love women and women love me. Oh yeah.
You know, to be honest though, and this probably clip Oh, which I don't care. Um, over the years there there's men that have hit on me, but I said no, I'm straight. Simple as that. >> That's what I was trying to explain to you. It's just simple as that. You just got to tell them I'm just not into guys. I mean, I don't mind being their friend is what you could tell them, right? But say, don't go you don't have to go any
further though than that. Um well with with that I I was I wasn't their friend to be to be sure enough. No >> what made you >> not their friend though? >> They were just men in public. >> They they weren't getting along with you. Is that why you said they're not
your friend? >> We were never friends. It was just men in public. >> Y'all just like acquaintances, right? That means y'all don't really hang out >> Not Not even that. If just met in each other. public, >> y'all just said hi to each other and that was it. I mean, that's what acquaintances do.
>> That's not really defined as an acquaintance. Um, it was a high from their end. Oh, [ __ ] >> What? What's wrong? >> What the [ __ ] I can't believe I was talking about this, man. I just
Okay, now now we're changing my name to Salmon. Okay, can you Okay. Have you ever seen me in chat? My name is Samman NYC. Okay, that's me. >> You're not the one. That's Alexander. That's somebody else. Huh? >> No, that Alexander's right there. You You see You see him typing? My name is Sam NYC. >> Yeah. I never saw that one in the chat
though. You said this is your first time on this. >> Well, I'm going to hook you real quick. I'm going to hook you. Listen, um I'm gonna be honest. I'm a little shy, but I love men. Oh my gosh, I love men. Oh my gosh, I love men. >> Yeah, I love him so much. Yeah, >> I'm standing about that. I mean, like that you want
to be with men? >> No, I'm being [ __ ] honest. Am I not convincing? You told me earlier I want to be women. >> I I'm ass sure of myself. I don't know what pronoun to use. What the [ __ ] But my name is Sam man. Okay. I'm gay as gay as can be. >> Yeah. But I mean I like women too, but I love
men. I love hot dogs. >> I mean it's really up to you, man. I mean you decide what you want. >> Well, that's what they say. Yeah. Yeah. That's what they say. Yeah. Yes. Oh, [ __ ] He dropped all Well, and now I'm taking over operations.
[ __ ] Damn it. I'm [ __ ] [ __ ] man NYC. No, no, no, no. I don't I'm not gonna say that. I'm sorry. Psyche. I I didn't mean like that. Psyche. What? What is Psyche at? Well, I was see Psyche. Uh I don't know what he did. He's probably talking to that witch. But obviously he he uh
he knows I'm not going to do anything stupid. I'm not going to p him. I'm not. With that being said, does anybody have any burning questions for me? I didn't plan on [ __ ] joining No. I just Whatever. Does anybody have any questions for me? I don't know where Psyche's at. Wait,
wait, hold on. when I [ __ ] join. What the [ __ ] was he watching? What is that? Who Who taught him how to watch that kind of [ __ ] That's so stupid. Just stop, dude. Alexander, what's up, bro? I I [ __ ] And Jonathan, what's up, bro? I remember seeing you around here. What's up? What's up?
[ __ ] What happened to homeboy, dude? You [ __ ] took off. the Rizzer. By the way, let me res you. Not only I'm going to res her, but I'mma resiz her 2.0. So, the first time wasn't good enough. Or the second time is going
to be even better. How was that work? 2.0. By the way, what is this? What is this? Uh, Jonathan, I don't know, bro. He just like took off. We talked for literally like a few seconds and he just like dropped. Um, Alexander, what's up, bro? I haven't
seen you in a while. Well, I mean, I haven't been around this [ __ ] in a while. How you doing, man? Alexander always brings that [ __ ] content.
I don't know what happened. Alexander, I mean Alexander, [ __ ] You know him. [ __ ] call him on Discord or whatever. Just say like, "Hey, man. Um, you got somebody on your stream right now. I mean, I don't know where he went. Um, bro, you got to [ __ ] call him something like that."
Or Alexandra or whoever. You got to have like an admin here. You got to [ __ ] join something. I mean, I can I can run this [ __ ] on my own. I'm just saying. I mean, this ain't my channel, though. I mean, I [ __ ] with I don't I'm not Okay, let me How do I say this? I don't [ __ ] with Saki like that, but I mean, I used to troll him and [ __ ] around with him, but I mean, I don't
have nothing against him. So, I used to join his pals. It was cool. I never porn bomb him. It was cool. I never say anything bad, but I just joined like right now. But, I mean, I don't know him like that though, Alexander. You know what I mean? Does that do that make sense? That better make sense, fool. I think I just made that clear.
Oh, [ __ ] [ __ ] What? No. Really, Alexander? Is that how it is, bro? Really? What the [ __ ] did I miss, Alexander? Really? That's how it is now? Oh, [ __ ] How? So, how was Alexander when I said
come through? was I mean I actually watch it but if I happen to come across um Saki's channel used to have people on his panel right I never actually clicked on but I can see from the from the thumbnail like oh [ __ ] he has some people good for him now I just [ __ ] just whatever if that makes sense I I don't sub to
anyone so it comes across algorithms just through the thumbnail. Yeah. So that's not happen anymore. I don't I don't know what's going on, dude.
Oh, [ __ ]
Hey, guys. Really, Jonathan?
[ __ ] VA is beta is live right now. Should I go over there and [ __ ] destroy her? I was there earlier. Are you serious? She's [ __ ] live right now. This [ __ ] has no [ __ ] life. Serious. Her [ __ ] life is just Are you Shut the [ __ ] up. She's literally live right now. Oh my gosh.
This lady is [ __ ] miserable as [ __ ] Holy. I'm sub to her. Let me look. Let me look her up manually. Are you [ __ ] serious? Look at um burn witch at the stake.
Burn witch at the steak. Holy [ __ ] She's live right now. Are you [ __ ] serious? Holy [ __ ] Oh my gosh. This chick has no [ __ ] life.
Oh my gosh. Does she do that? See, I'm not around like I used to. Does she really do that though? She'll just go live like at random times or what? I don't know. I don't know. I'm just asking.
I did send her some message though behind the scenes and she probably didn't like it, which I don't give a [ __ ] I really don't care. I wish I really wish she would show those messages too cuz I got nothing to hide. I was calling her [ __ ] out.
Last corner out.
I've had her personal number since last year and she has my personal number. But yeah, I called out earlier. She probably didn't like that. I don't give a [ __ ] I was speaking facts. I can show that. I can literally showed what I [ __ ] sent her. I got nothing to hide. Nothing.
I called that [ __ ] out. And yeah, I said [ __ ] I called that [ __ ] out. She's a narcissist. Bifford talk.
If she doesn't like how I'm exposing her, I mean, how about just chill the [ __ ] out? Stop doing that [ __ ] How about that?
Simple as that.
Now, I don't have a channel anymore. I deleted it like a week ago. Whatever. I don't care about these [ __ ] channels. Um I can try to join her her panel. I don't think she'll let me though because I called her out behind the scenes.
I called her out behind the scenes. I don't think she'll let me join. I don't know. Maybe she will.
What's up, girl? What's up, D? What's up, bro? How you doing, man? I don't know. May should I try? Should I try join her [ __ ] panel? I know she'll let me. I was saying some, but I speaking facts, so I'm not talking [ __ ]
behind the scenes. Now, before today, when was the last time I ever messaged her behind the scenes? Was July 4th. Talk
if I join her panel. She goes, "Oh, well, here's Carl. This is what he said to me uh behind the scenes." Yes. Show all that [ __ ] And I stand on that. Yes. Yes. Yes. That's me. Yeah, that is me. I said that [ __ ] Hell yeah. And I stand on that [ __ ]
So, I mean, what should I do? Should I [ __ ] stay here and carry this [ __ ] I don't know where Psyche's at. Or should I join her panel and [ __ ] cause havoc. I don't know. I'm not trying to cause havoc. I just whatever. I just want to chill. But I'll press her though. I'll press her for [ __ ]
I already know why she went live. I don't know what the whole gig is. It's none of my business to be honest. Jesus Christ. Darl. Hey D, bro. Hey, should I should I join that [ __ ] just to [ __ ] around?
Should I just Should I just join just to [ __ ] around with her or what? Should I? Really? Cuz when I come through Well, if she lets me up Oh, [ __ ] I'm I'm going to come through. I mean, well, if anybody saw earlier, I'll come through like I don't give a [ __ ] dude. I like Summer though, but Summer's not activated, so she wants to go at anyone.
I'm like, chill the [ __ ] I like summer. I like him. But we're not opposing your cause when we're not opposing activist. Chill out some of I mean I I respect what she's doing. I mean, that's awesome. Okay. what she's doing.
But we're not
All right, Alexander. Okay. Well, wait. Alexander, do you do you still join her? Uh, hey. Hey, bro. Bro, bro, wait, wait, wait. Alexander, hold on. Hold on. Hold on. Alexander used to come with the heat. Alexander, do you still join her panels or does she let you? I I I haven't been running a while. I haven't seen, you know, I'm not always watching, dude. If if you see me, well, I was
streaming for a small time and I delete that [ __ ] But Alexander, if you don't see me on panels or I'm on this panel right now or if you don't see me in chat typing away, I'm not there. I'm literally not there. So, Alexander, you got to Hey, bro, you got to catch me up to speed. Um, have you been on her panel? Are you boycotting? Does she have
you blocked? What's going on? Because when you come through, man, you come through like, "Oh, cool." Then you'll just like, "Turn that [ __ ] up, dude." Dude, you got some cool content. [Applause] Really? I mean, I don't do [ __ ] like that, but Alexander don't give a [ __ ] dude. He'll come through like a wrecking ball, dude. Yeah.
What's up? What's up? Uh, oh, I tell you miss me. Okay. Yeah, let's Okay. Really? Okay. Wait, wait, wait, wait. Alexander, does she have you blocked? Hey, bro. Let's join together. That'd be [ __ ] nuts. She'd be like so overwhelmed. You're
like, "What the [ __ ] is this?" Like, "What is this?" Yeah, let's go together. Let's [ __ ] let's just [ __ ] that [ __ ] up. We got to create content cuz some that shit's boring. That's what I was doing earlier. Well, I was trying to, but she's like, "Oh, go do your own thing." I don't have my own thing. I don't have a channel, dumb ass. [ __ ] Look,
let's hold hands. No homo. Shut the [ __ ] up. Seriously, Alexander, I'm going to go right now. Are you going to join? I can join on my own. I mean, if you want to watch or whatever, I'm not going to hold your hand, bro. Come on. Really? Let's go. Okay, let's go. Okay. All right. Well, I'm gonna I don't know where Psych is at, but I'm going to I'm going to drop out of here. I'm going to join her [ __ ]
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