Psyche hosts a late-night relaxed streaming session, featuring casual conversation and tarot readings, where he explores various themes, including Gemini energy and the importance of being mindful of one's thoughts and emotions.
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The episode begins with Psyche introducing himself and setting the tone for a chill streaming session ▶ 2:17. He mentions that he doesn't care about the number of people watching and is focused on having fun ▶ 14:27. Psyche then starts doing tarot readings, drawing cards such as the twins, mutant, poison, and beast [17:21, 18:55, 19:37, 20:18]. He interprets these cards, discussing themes of Gemini energy, being careful about what one consumes, and the importance of maintaining control over one's thoughts [17:44, 19:45, 20:31]. Throughout the episode, Psyche engages in casual conversation, interacts with his cat, Lola, and explores various topics, including the use of planetary incenses [13:54, 15:18].
The episode appears to explore the theme of self-awareness and the importance of being mindful of one's thoughts and emotions. Psyche's tarot readings and conversations suggest that he is reflecting on the need to be careful about what one consumes, both physically and mentally. The episode also touches on the idea of embracing one's individuality and not being swayed by external opinions or influences. Overall, the episode seems to be an expression of Psyche's personal thoughts and feelings, and an invitation to his audience to join him on a journey of self-discovery and exploration.
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Hello everybody. Ready?
It's a little bit funny inside.
Rudy. Damn, I wish I had not. I'm screaming to be back. Hi guys. I guess everybody's gone asleep
or somewhere else. So, I don't think I'll be on here very long. Bet anybody that wants to say hi to my link. There's nobody there.
Okay. Ritual. Ritual. Hello. Okay. Well, I want to go over some cards because
I'll wait.
That's good.
Okay.
So, just came to hang out a little bit.
Maybe it's uh time
City lights on skin like prophecy scars. I'm here half fading, half open in the stars. People rush, they dream, they break. I drift like a signal caught
between wake and nach. Trolling faces, hol speech, silence, screaming louder than what I breathe. And it cuts like fractured
glass starts glitter slow every time you pass.
>> >> I talk dropped through the air like cash and shake another soulless clash. Heartbeats quiet in the under sound. I'm the ghost in your crowd. You
crave the silence when I get loud. Heat. Heat. Like I'm burning into gold.
Emptyes dressed as room. Smile wire. My mind's heavy with glue. I'm trying hard just to stay in form. F to static in a storm.
Echo glitch my thoughts stray. Lose a thread. Lose the ra of my hand slip through nothing left of what was true. I speak but you choose the void. I bleed and you stay unanoed. I scream swallowed under the gears of a world spinning past my fears.
But not anymore. But not anymore. But not anymore. Can you see me fracturing
free? Can you feel me dying out of who I used to be? You don't get to dim me down. I refuse your shadow crown.
>> >> See me, hear me, resurrect me. Now I'm NOT YOUR GHOST. I'm the breaking even blood on the ground. Silent no more. beyond
sound. Tell me, can you hear me now? I burn bright. I said I'm found
this time. No hand will push me down. I'm here and I will not bow. No more ghost in the ground.
>> >> Watch me take the throne.
>>
>> Yes, >> here I am. Here I am. the one that you want. >> There we go. Figure out best way this looks that light on.
Oh, found it. Do a little like fire fire torch. Okay.
kind of funny like I have social anxiety a little bit. So when there's like a lot of people like in my own room, right? See?
Oh There's a lot of people in my own room like I don't really care for it, but you know, a little bit different when it's a stream right? Anyway, >> I more comfortable too. Okay, so what is today? Today is Tuesday. No, Wednesday.
It's Wednesday. Okay, Wednesday is Mercury. Uh, it stands for Woden's day. Odin Wuton. So, I just put a little pinch of this. These are planetary incenses.
That's the Mercury. Sun. Okay. Oh, it's it's cackling.
But I decided I really could I couldn't care less how many people are really in here. As long as I'm having fun. Oh Okay. Usually I'm okay.
So I have a little cool. Okay. Go take this one. Watch this. Okay. Oh Oh
I'm fumigating. This is like It smells so good. Ooh, this smoking. Oh my god. It's smoking. It's smoking heavily. It's like a fire ritual. Oh
Okay, well that's enough incense because it's smoking. So I guess this will be like, you know, for whoever comes um watches it after, but So that's cool. I'm going to start doing more of these, you know,
educational videos. Okay, there we go. A little planetary tag. I have some really cool stuff to show you though eventually. Okay. Unfortunately, I'm out of tobacco. But I shouldn't be smoking so much anyway. So, are we here? Rudy, are you here with me Rudy?
You're cute. Like my everything is like black. Am I getting a little bit older? There we go. Can you hear me? Let's see. Setting up my stuff. Uh there. There.
Okay. That is sick. I like that a lot. Okay. Yep. Oh See if I go like that. Okay. I'll turn it off there. So, I'll keep an eye on if anyone comes
in. But it looks like there's absolutely nobody here, you know. But that's actually fine. Here's my abandoned oracle.
Patrick Valenza actually a really cool um tarot deck artist.
What do we got? Oh, we have the twins. Well, this is kind of like little I have to cover the butt, you know. They're they're naked twins. So, these are Siamese twins. Okay, so this is reminding me of some Gemini energy. Gemini, you know, it's number 11. in the deck. So, one, one, those are kind of the twin numbers. They share a
belly button. Okay. Gemini always reminds me of my, you know, my dad was a Gemini. Um, the ruled by Mercury, right? And what is today? Odin's day. Mercury. And so, we have this Gemini energy. Uh, two heads are better than one. coming together with uh somebody else almost
having the same same kind of mind about something like and you know when you do that you can really work in tandem but then again they're Siamese twins so it's a little bit awkward too because they're a little bit too close right but uh I mean look and oh my gosh they have this knife they they don't want to
be attached they don't oh sorry they don't want to be attached they're trying to cut each other each other apart but it's like will that doing work. No. Okay. So, there's the Gemini energy. Hey Lola. I don't think my uh And we have
the mutant. Okay. So, it looks like there's some some kind some kind of like thing that's coming together, but it's not quite it's not quite have all the parts in the right place. Now, this is weird. I I don't know if I should show it. It has like a bunch of like boobs on his head. Kind of a scary card. It's called This is a mutant card, but the other one was kind of a mutant, too. So, it seems like
there's something that maybe is coming together, but it's not quite right, but it's still is functional. I mean, it's like this guy has like a for his butt, it looks like he has a a face there with a foot coming out of it. It's kind of strange. Okay, you can Oh my god. Well, I need to do these colors. These are really cool cards, though. Okay, what else do we got? But we have
poison. So poison card is like you know be careful what you consume. Be careful what you put in your body. There might be something that is not good for you. Of course you know this is school and crossbones. I would say with this poison um things are not growing around
something. I would say whatever this pro there's some kind of weird project you're involved with maybe rethink it. rethink it because I don't think you should be giving energy to it. You might want it might be one of those things you want to put to put to the put to bed. Okay, so we have
the beast or what is this? The beast. It's a cool one. The beast. Okay. Also like these like a lot of maybe these uncontrollable thoughts or these weird thoughts you're having. You want to make sure um you know your thoughts are your own. There might be people
whispering stuff in your ear. Something something that's not quite you. Okay. But again, it's like some kind of mutated thing. Something didn't come together as planned. Yeah, I can I can relate to that, you know. Hey babe, I got Lola here. Hi Lola. I got my baby. Oh, I love you. Hi babe.
Maybe Miss Lola. Hi, Miss Lola. Her name was Lola. She was a show girl. Yeah. I mean, maybe. Oh, look at this. Tears. There's some kind of sadness about something. you know, I do feel um
you know that I don't really cry, you know, um or even get really sad, but you want to watch out for being over emotional about something. Okay. But also at the same time, you want to you want to get something out. I'm going to I I don't want to like see the take off the number. I don't want to
see the number of people in the room. I really don't. It's like it's so unimportant to me at this point. Display information on stage. Informative messages. Is that it? Automatically add
a auto. Okay. Camera. Okay. Mirror the camera. Okay. Audio. Okay. Visual effects. Recording. Hot keys. layouts. Ooh, I can figure out this.
Okay, guess. Okay, guest must authenticate. I'll turn that off. Okay, guest can see viewer comments. Guests on stream to their own destination. Okay. Hi guys. Well, anyway, I'm pulling some
cards out of this deck. This I'm gonna up a little bit. Wow. People just come in and out. Wow. Reattachment something. Okay. Okay. So, there's been something and I can't really show these cards too carefully, but this is reattachment and we just pulled a bunch of like these cards with kind of mutated things on them. So, something needs to
be like kind of taken apart and then put back together in the correct way. Okay. Because something didn't come together as planned, but you can still fix it. Okay. And it will be relatively like it should be, but there's um there's something that came together wrong. It came together wrong. And it's
it's weird. Um it needs to be a little restructured. Okay. This is the gross one. This is an infection card. This kind of a scary card. There's an infection. Okay. Don't don't worry about it because these are kind of scary cards. Um, this this looks like a bunch of like people's thoughts, like a bunch of other people's opinions, thoughts, and everything. I can really relate to
this. You know, being a streamer, you're going to have a lot of people's opinions, and they're going to be whispering in your ear about all kinds of things. Um, you know, just you don't want to be affected by too much of what other people are saying, okay? Because it's like then you end up with like that kind of mutated thing. Okay, we have envy. Someone's looking at you with this evil eye right there.
Okay. Yeah. Yeah. I guess it is very important to have like a notifications come out. Maybe I should just have not come on right now. Okay. Oh, this one's good. The grandmother.
It's grandmother card. Okay. That doesn't look like a woman. Like it looks like a man. It look like a man. Okay. U And then she has this doll that's kind of split split in it. The moon is bleeding. Okay. It looks like some kind of
kind of weird energy being focused on you. That that is not that doesn't look like your your grandma. I don't know why people just keep coming in and out like at least say hi or something. I don't know. Or subscribe or something. I don't know what what do I have to do? I have to
I'm just going to play some music. Welcome to the night.
Tell me how you think I'm feel. Tell me why you think your love >> erase all that it cost. Tell me why you >> look at me like I'm just a piece of dust. Tell me how you think you know when I give away my trust. Ain't
nobody going to get me now. No, not when I feel this way. Ain't nobody going to save me now from the things that I can't say.
Tell me why you think it's easy to just put the blame on me. Tell me how I'm supposed to act when you all just won't see. Tell me why you take a shot when I'm already feeling low. Tell me why I even try when you all just steal the show. Ain't nobody
going to get me now. No, not when I feel this way. Ain't nobody going to save me now. From the things that I can't say.
>> >> Yeah, I might love the pain, but I hate what you all bring. Yeah, I might feel the strain or let you take my sw. Ain't nobody going to get me now. No, not when I feel this
way. Ain't nobody going to save me now from the things that I can't say.
Welcome to the night. The cards laid out for show. >> >> Stars shining so bright. Watch the secrets unfold. There's magic in her hands. Whisper what the future holds.
Dance to the mystery. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. So let the tarot move with the rhythm. Yeah. Yeah.
Goti. >> Hey, Psych. What's up, pal? >> Hey, buddy. You're I'm I'm all alone in here and you know, here you are. Thank you for coming up. >> Anytime, buddy? I'm not doing too good. >> You're not feeling good. Are you on the toilet? Oh, no. >> No, no, I'm not. >> Okay, thank God. Well, >> I need some drugs, man. You got any >> Drugs? drugs? >> Need some drugs? kind of drugs. Do you
have any extra? >> Anything. Pain pain meds. I need some pain meds. Bro, >> you need some or you have some? >> I need some. I need some. >> I do have a pill. Someone give me bright orange pill. They said it was >> My neck is killing me. >> Is >> you you get a massage? Not from me, but I'm talking about like >> maybe maybe I need a massage, but it hurts. It hurts bad. >> Are you talking? Are you serious?
Because I I don't like to hear you in pain. >> I'm serious, dude. It's It's painful. believe in like uh um distance healing like raiki or um you know I can send you some positive >> it's in the it's in the left side like really bad. >> Okay. >> it's not like a pinch. It's not like a Well, pinch nerve. I don't know what it's like a some strain maybe strain like
muscle or something. >> Strain muscle. >> I get that sometimes. I used to get like I used to like hunch over like this a lot like be on my computer and then it's like I'd start to feel this sharp pain on the right side of my back and I'd be like oh I would just like hurt so bad. So >> yeah, I think it's a posture thing, man. I I think I've been sitting.
>> I have I have this thing like um I got one of these posture thing. You like kind of strap it and pull it up and makes you sit up straight. Get one of these. >> What is like a bra? >> Yeah, it's like a bra. I go like this and uh I don't know. It looks great. I think better without a shirt on. I don't know. I'm sorry.
>> Ouch. Ouch. Ouch. I can't even laugh. >> I'm sorry. >> It hurts. >> I don't want to make you I made you laugh and it made you hurt yourself. I'm so sorry. Oh, >> you can't sleep. >> Um, the day was good. >> I mean, I kind of slept most of the day, you know. Um, did you see what happened tonight?
>> No. Oh, no. I wasn't able to. >> Well, the earlier stream, um, you know, I I I was in like blogger today was just talking about me all day in his chat, right? Uh, kind of teasing me and stuff and like, you know, you know, a lot of stuff. >> Blogger. You know this guy, Blogger? >> Yeah. The guy that, you know, he was on the Alexander Mayors was, you know,
making kind of teasing him the other night. He's that guy in the garage. So, um, so he, so I basically heard him like, you know, I was on Trish and he was kind of making fun of me, but he he like had this magic eightball and he kept like shaking these eightballs and going, >> "Oh, I'm a psychic." Like I'm like I'm
like psyche, you know, and he's, you know, he didn't like my he doesn't like my bun. It's not a bun. Oh, what is this thing? He didn't like the my little thing my little thing in my how I tie my hair back and stuff. Yeah, he just had a criticism. So, I uh but anyway, I named my stream um Bloggers Balls or something like that and I put in Oh, okay. Well, thanks a lot, Gotti.
I mean, what the hell? Look at that. Look at that mean demon looking. Okay. Well, thanks a lot, Gotti. Um actually, I'm just gonna Okay, hold on. You're back in the chat. What's going on? Hey, what's up? Okay, Gotti. Okay, you're listening. It's okay. Yeah. Well, you know, I So, anyway, the blogger had uh but anyway, so I named it Blogger's balls or something like that, but I put
a magic eightball and it said the outlook is not so good. Uh it might that might be my the outlook for my channel. But no, I was um but then blogger came in the chat later and then he was like, hey, he's like, oh, he's like, do you think that you're just going to have like, you know, 10, you're just destined to have like just 10 people in your chat? I'm like, well, I just kind of restarted, right? And uh then I then
he's like oh then I was like and I kind of got kind of got snippy at me like he's like well I'm not mad. He's like and he wanted he wanted to come up. So we came up on the panel and um it was not bad. We had Natalie up here. We had Oh, Mason was really funny. Mason wore a new shirt today. Can you believe it? He had a he had a new shirt
on. It's the first time I've uh seen him not in the blue striped shirt. But he also Mason got very jealous of that guy the other night. A little bit a little bit creepy, right? Well, especially Alexandra showed a clip tonight of him drawing her name in blood. Like he was just like unlike the I don't you know Yeah, you got a new shirt. And then I
was like, "Well, where'd you get that?" He's like, "Oh, thing that is sent it." I was He did and he's like, "No, I'm just kidding. You want to see blog? You want to see um Mason drumming here? Look at this." He sent me a clip. Um, here's Mason druming.
You're using the store, the guitar center store. Not too bad. >> >> Yeah. >> I was like I was like, "Well, Mason, where are the people like applauding and stuff?" Right. I was like, and then we we were kind of like, oh my gosh, it was
pretty funny, though, because Thing That Is was like, "Hey, Mason. Uh, hey, hey, Mason. Uh, uh, can I date your mom?" And I was like, "How would you think of thing that is was your dad?" And he's like, "I don't think I'd like that." Oh, he also said he made up with Natalie. It was pretty funny. He's like, "I made it with Natalie. She said I was okay because she says I'm simple. She says
I'm a simple person." Yeah. Ringo dingo. Right. But but um and I was like, "Oh, what is that? What does that mean?" He's like, "I don't know." But he knows what he knows what it means. He But then we were asking, "Is there any girls in the the guitar center?" "No, just I guess there was just some guys in
there. Girls were hiding away." But then Natalie came up and um you know it was cool. Okay. So then I think Yumi was up and who else was up like um I don't know but so but then Blogger eventually came up and
it was interesting. Hey Amanda, how are you sweetheart? Good to see you. Yeah, I would have been a little quiet probably you know middle of the night stream. Um look at this look at this cat. Um, sorry. This Miss Alola is just passed out on me. Look at this. Hold on
one second here. Look at the cat. Look at that. She is just comfort. Are you Are you just comfortable? Oh, passed out. So sweet. Amanda, so blogger was on earlier today. Um um
Alexandre came in the room and uh you're tired about to lay down and uh and Malden and me that mean yeah she's she's and look at look at Rudy. Rudy too is like just passed out. Look at Rudy.
Rudy you good. You know, Rudy the other night brought in a mouse and he he has not been like You're going to lay down and listen. Okay, perfect. Yeah, I have some I'll try to play some soothing music for you in a little bit. But yeah, there's Mr. Rudy. He's just so comfortable. He brought in a mouse the other night,
but then it was cool until he started crunching on its head. Paige said they eat the brain for psychedelic reasons. I don't know. Yeah, he's cute. I think Trix is outside. Get a little clean. Oh, look at there's Lenor, too. Lenor's over here sleeping. Lenor Rudy toot toot. Yeah, Rudy tooty. Fresh
and fruity, right? He's a little He's been on the couch a lot lately, so it was I was kind of concerned. He was like a little bit, you know, he's getting kind of old. you know, he is um probably 16 or 17 years old and I was getting a little concerned, but then, you know, he had some cream and bacon the other day and
then he all of a sudden comes in with a a mouse. The poor mouse looked, you can just see look at his eye, you know, it's kind of sad. Um, and then he was crunching away at it. There's no carcass or anything left. The cats are good at cleaning everything up. But
yeah. Um, hey headpiece. Hi, Headpiece. Um, it says your um your handle, but it doesn't say your channel. Um, so what's your channel? I know. Good morning, beautiful. Oh, hello. Hello. Are are you hands are you
handsome or beautiful? I don't I'm not sure. Um, you're talking to the cat or me? He's She's purring. This is Lola. Oh, Lola. Her name was Lola. She was a show girl. Good morning, beautiful. See you. Hopefully, you're having a nice
night. Oh. Oh, no. No. Oh my gosh. He thinks he's talking to him. Oh, he's talking to you or Amanda. Who's Who are you talking to? Headpiece. Nice to see you. But no, he says there he is. Right. So he's Oh, he's talking to Gotti. I'm sorry.
Oh, babe. Oh. Oh, that's your babe. Is that your girlfriend, Gotti? Is that CB? Who is it? Or the actual babe from the movie? Look what I have. What does it say? Locally owned and operated.
It's a McDonald's cup. Actually, this is McDonald's. This McDonald's is locally owned and operate. What does that mean? It means it's like somebody the franchise or something. It's pretty good. Gotti, this your girlfriend? Introduce me. I won't steal her. I promise. Okay. you know the benefits like I don't know why
like a lot of guys don't like some guys don't like gay guys because it's like we're actually like the safe people that hang out with your with your girlfriends that you know most of the time you know some some you can't trust right got to watch out for those bye guys right but uh most of the time you can trust
you can trust me with your girlfriend I'll just take her shopping and I I could like I could cuddle with a And it like doesn't mean it doesn't it's not sexual. You know it's like but you know that's just me. Um a lot of times there are people with ulterior motives. Some people have pretended to
be gay. No. You ever see Thre's company? Oh headpiece is your main squeeze. Wow. Is it um Oh, she calls you daddy. Wow. Hey. Well, you guys forget our room, right? Well,
okay. Well, I'm happy. Gotti, I was worried you'd be alone forever. Don't be fooled by Oh, she's a real She's a real one. Okay. Ah, is it Aaron and and an alias or who is it? I don't understand. I'm I'm going to pull some of these uh haters exposed cards. Oh, look what happened. Got one popped
out. Oh, it says this person causing negativity is an earth sign. You know who that looks like? That looks like that woman Katie or like look look how evil that person looks. They're a earth sign. Well, I'm an earth sign. Uh oh. Could be me. Um I'm cooking a Oh, you're talking to
God. I'm sorry. Oh, you're taking a Oh my god. Well, how about this one? I like this one. You cut them off and they're still watching. Who Who do you think that could be? That you, Gotti? I'm just kidding. I think that you uh Yeah, he needs a massage headpiece. He needs a his his, you know, the piece of his neck massage. What else
do we got? We got But we got You know what? So, we got you cut them off. They're an earth sign. Okay, but you have your spirit team. And so, it says it says ancestors, angels, spirit guides, gods, goddesses have your back. Okay. Okay. I think both I didn't think this particular card kind of looks to me like
a uh kind of goddess or a a woman maybe that maybe this is a part of headpiece is part of your spirit team. Come rub your neck. Okay guys, come on. Get a room. What does this one say? Oh no. Posting things directed towards you instead of coming to you directly.
And look how scary that is. Me kiss. Maybe. Yes. Got it. Come on. Come on. Got it. Fine. You want You want some of this? Scary. This is what the mouse the other night looked like. Oh The cat, you know, chewed off its head. Hey. Okay. What
else do we got? Isn't this the case sometimes our own worst enemy? You got a vibrator. Oh, nice. As a double as a as a sex toy. No, I'm just kidding. I'm sorry. It says you cause most of your problems or most of the bad things that happen to yourself. Right? Well, it's even if we don't, we
do have a part in what we allow, who we allow, what we take seriously, like what, you know, what we listen to, what other people say, you know. Hey, money420, how are you? I'm just pulling some some of these cards. This one says low self-esteem. And it says their envy and inferiority um complex uh leads to
negative energy towards you and it stems from deep childhood wounds. You know sometimes people um are malignant because it's just a learned response. Maybe it was like it was how they dealt with their parents or um you know being bullied and things like that. And so, but what it comes down to, even like I think Blogger was saying
that he has kind of a low self-esteem. Um, and he's maybe harder on himself than other people. And so, maybe even what other people say doesn't even like compared to what we say to ourselves sometimes right? How about this one? Haters are mad because they see you winning. You got to be at work at 2 hours. What do you do?
But haters are mad because they see you winning. You know, sometimes our success will trigger other people, right? I say I try to help other people. Um, someone came in today, Gotti, they said they said it they said it was um who's that woman the other night that that that um I whose chat I went into?
You remember that woman that you know um someone with her name came in? Who was that? Gotti, that what was her name? But yeah, so someone with her name came in and they're like, they're like, "Hey." They're like, "Next time you come to my chat, you better be polite." They're like, "Get on your knees." I'm like, "Oh my god, like ma'am, I don't
even know you like that." Ji JCY. And then then it was just Alvaro and Ji's avatar. And then someone said that JC accidentally um cammed up and she was naked. And then um she said it was her sister. She said it was her like disabled sister or something. You You know who came in today? It was that guy um Paul. No,
Paul. He lives in my city and stuff and he's like a little he was like he's that's where he found out my new channel was here because he saw me on JC Way show and he's like, "Oh yeah, your disabled sister." I was like, "Oh yeah, your disabled sister just was in front of the camera and stuff like that,
right?" She said said, "Oh, that big fat is the JC Way, I think, is catfishing with her avatar, but I've seen we've seen her picture." Yeah. Paul Shepard. So, he found out through that. And he's like, and then he said he he uh he met a woman on Facebook connections and she was from Usbekiststan, but he kind of said he has have had bad luck in uh in
relationships. We're trying to we're trying to find girlfriends for Mason and Paul, but you know who Mason was cheating on? Oh, Mason asked Ivana punch you. if she was single today and she said she was a nun and then he asked he started hitting on Jamie today. Can you believe that? After everything he was he was started hitting on Jamie and Jamie
started going the in Discord and saying what the hell's going on. Oh, you have the sound off. D's ready. Okay, I'm sorry. I'm I'm kind of being a little bit be quiet. Got to wake up. But um yeah, we're looking for some, you know, I think we're gonna hook up Thing That Is with Mason's mom and um and he's
gonna be Mason's dad. Won't that be interesting? Right. Thing that is needs somebody, too. Like, are you interested in a Canadian? He's a coder. He's 58 years old. He has a beautiful shiny shiny head. And uh Oh, hey God. You'll like this deck I have. I know you don't like these not like some of the the cute little decks, you know. It's not the Disney villains. Look at
this one. I think you'll like this one. Look, it has like it's the food deck and they have one called the slice food fortunes. Okay. And what else do they have? They have the the scoop and the fountain. Oh, you might have seen this the other day. So, thing that is is gay.
Do you think he you think he likes me? I think and I think he's straight. I just don't know. But yeah, Blogger kept Blogger came in accusing like people. He's like, "Oh, you have all these like beer daddies." He doesn't say wine mommy. He says beer daddies. And uh Okay. You want to pull some cards before you go? Okay. I'll I'll pull you some cards from this. Okay. Do you mind
if I give you a food fortune? Give you a good shuffle angle. Yeah. Okay. There we go. I do sh Oh, look what we got. Oh, we got the cast iron. Okay. Well, in a cast iron skillet, you know, cast iron skillet. Um, everything is in
them, right? It's a big pan. You can cook it. It's like, you know, and it's also reminds me of like kind of like a what does that look like? It looks like one of those little those little ducks that go like this. Maybe something has been repetitive a little, but also it's like you have everything you need within yourself pretty much. But
this also looks a little bit compartmentalized, right? But also enough to share. There's enough to share something. Yeah. Okay. Let me pull three for you. These are I have to kind of like um and it is it is a 10. Okay. And I think maybe it's probably the 10 of you. I think it's the 10 of pentacles. I say some abundance, you know, just kind of
enough for everybody. You got enough for everybody to share. Everything's one. Oh, you have the root. Okay. And it's a carrot. You got some sliced carrots there. Uh oh. Got the the knife and the Well, but the root. Yeah, the carrot is a root. And also, I would say your roots. Maybe
you're you're looking into your maybe your ancestry or parts of yourself and to see, you know, kind of where you're rooted. You're going to leave in five minutes. Okay. Or maybe it means, you know, when you want some carrot carrots in that casserole or the whatever you're making. Oh, you have a mini tree. It's broccoli. Like the broccoli. Look how cute it is
with the the green screen on it. Here's the broccoli. It says the mini tree. Okay. You know, trees. See, that's funny because that's rooted. You got the root and then there's this one is it's like not rooted, right? It's it been cut. But so maybe like moving
away from something or or going going somewhere else. Okay, let's see. Could also broccoli and carrots a nice vegetable castle. Five cards out of this. Ooh, god. Watch. Watch out. You're the white knight. Are you white knight ever? It's milk, right? You know, it's just like, you know, sometimes
YouTube streets is dead everywhere. Yeah. Well, him blogger had a decent I had 40 people in here just few a few hours ago, right? But it's kind of 3:00 in the morning. Um only crazy people are like us are up, right? Hey, easy. How are you? Oh, look at this. This is good. Gotti, you like look at this sandwich. Look at
that. The many named. Okay, so maybe there's So there's something with a lot of something in it. A lot of good quality. A lot of good stuff. A lot of good qualities. more abundance, right? This sandwich is just like overflowing with like meat and
tomatoes and peppers and um it's a let me see it's a 10 11 12 13. Well, 13 is usually the death card. So, but it could be like, you know, watch your intake. Aunt Linda. Aunt Linda. Who's Aunt Linda? I'm pull two more. You
got the Berg. Okay. Okay. You know what? What What is a burger? Let me see. You know the Bilderbergs. You know what a Berg is? It's a mountain. Okay. And hamburger, right? They have these little little um So, I would say there's something piling up. But this has a lot of stuff in it, too. This has an egg in it. Look, it has
egg, avocado, um bacon, something with like everything in it. I just see like a lot of abundance. You got enough of everything, Gotti. Right. One more. Here's here's a classic goddy card because it's called the classic and you are a classic classic kind of guy. Classy classic. Um something
traditional. Okay. Just or you know and just one of you're and one of a kind too but just perfect. Okay. You're just perfect. Okay. I hope you like that. Gotti on Sunday. You're going to um Yeah. Okay. I don't know who that is. Okay. Thought you said some aliens. 30 aliens.
>> Okay, so that's that. We'll just do fairy cards and berry dust. The peach cobbler. That sounds good. Gotti makes a mean peach cobbler. I heard you love coke, Gotti. Cocaine. Okay. Well, we have the rain card.
Maybe it's that woman rain. You know, says rain, rain comes today. Let all your troubles wash away. Okay. You know, it's been raining actually here and it's like when it rains, it does wash away some of the some of the old energy, right? You're welcome, Gotti. Hope you liked it. Okay,
but no, just let let the rain fall down. I don't have that. Let the rain fall down. Or how about the Madonna song? Rain coming through my fingertips. making. Okay, we have arrows, not arrows. We have arrows. Okay,
something's pointing you in a direction. It says direction is yours to choose today. Your inner light will guide the way. Okay. Okay, Gotti, I hope you feel better. Okay, you uh you get a massage. Hey guys, look for like these little but these little things are going to be pointing you in directions, okay? We love you, Gotti. Okay, thanks for coming back soon. Look for these like little
pointers, okay? Even your eyes are arrows in a kind of way, right? Oh, look at someone's calling goddy daddy. And uh Oh, okay. And then we have practice. What does this say? It says after a while, you'll dance on air. Practice makes perfect. You're almost
there. Has somebody have you been practicing something or perfecting something? Keep keep going. You're you're getting better at it. you're progressing and I'm almost getting a feeling of like are you trying to dance or learn some kind of dance? Is somebody Is that relevant for somebody who's dancing? Can you guys dance? I don't want to be stereotypical saying that black people
can dance but yeah they can't. Okay, it says uh family wherever you go whatever you do your family is here for you. And remember we're also a family here too. This piece of there's a family you you are born into a family you choose as well. Your friends are kind of a family you choose. But remember, your family is really will be there for you be, you
know, usually beyond other people. Okay? But some people's families aren't like that, right? You have shake it off. Taylor Swift song. If you fall and others jer, just shake it off and walk with cheer. Like right now I might say like last night you know the allied
master computer came in and said look at you you loser you have two people in the chat and I was like but they're quality people and except for you know him the you know LA so then it kind of he shut him up but it says shake it off if you fall into others cheer just shake it off and walk with you. Hey Nancy how are you? Did you enjoy the blogger? I mean
how rude was he to you? I mean I'm sorry about that. like um I did confront him about um what he said to you and stuff. Then he's like, "Oh," he's like, "I didn't." He said, "I didn't um I didn't hide her in my chat." He said, "I" And I said, "Okay." But then he said, "As soon as you said, LOL, Alexandra," he said, "I'm
going to hide you in my chat, Nancy." So, I don't know what that's about. What a rude What a rude rude boy. All right. What else we got? Courage, young heart. It says, "Stand tall. Don't let the love decrease. You are a warrior of peace." Good morning.
So have courage. And you know what? Even no matter how old you are, you are young at heart. I don't know either. Like do you know I mean do you know him really well? Like because it seems like I think he's really projecting. I think he's kind of jealous that, you know, I do have like a nice uh, you know, people that are quite generous, like, you know,
and then he just went after ghosts. Like he's like, "Oh, you're gay." and stuff. And uh I was like, "Why would you attack like isn't that stupid to say, "Oh, if you donate to me, you're gay." So, so, so that so in other words, only only gay men are allowed to donate to me. You've done it for a few years now. >> Okay. Yeah. you've been I remember when I met
you Nancy it was probably about a year ago in Bas and it was one of the first times I was in betas and then she was like oh here's reality Nancy and then she said you were a mod and the Lisas and stuff which got my attention but um so it's been about a year Nancy can you believe it right we're almost at our year mark isn't that crazy how time
flies then I thought about it I have been doing this show almost every day for a here and then it's like when my my other channel got deleted a year like a year of stuff. Well, except for the probably the last six months it's been on Rumble. So, that's probably okay. Happy anniversary. We're going to have a fun anniversary.
So, um, yeah, but you know, blogger actually um he he I mean, he impressed me a little bit in that he I mean, I did I was roasting him and stuff like that a little bit and he kind of took it well. Like he's like, "Okay, well, he's not mad." And it's like, you
know, he came on semi-respectfully. I did eventually kick him off for a little bit. You saw that part where I like he said, "Oh, Psyche, you got a big L. You you suck." You know, but both and I just kicked him off because I don't like being I I just feel like I'd look weak if I let let him get away with saying that. I just don't like to be disrespected on my
own show like that. But he after the show he did write me and say um he said, "Oh, well, you know, he's I was just joking and uh you know, I didn't I you know, he didn't have to kick me off, but thanks for having me back up." And you know, I my my only problem I just don't like
how he really he kind of talks to Alexandra, which is like, you know, I don't like how he antagonizes certain people and I don't like how he talks to Trisha. I don't care how he talks about them to me, but I think we got him pretty good today. Like we got him like, you know,
um maybe getting a little vulnerable a little bit. You know, I think uh I don't know. I said I said I'd be happy to have him on again but I do think he's a little bit Well, you now he now he had 40 people in his chat and stuff like that and so he's doing fine, I guess. But
it's just like I I am getting a lot of new people here like a like a lot of new kind of uh people are discovering me maybe. But I need to first of all make sure they're not getting chased away, right? Second of all, um, you know, keep the interest and retain
the interest. Yeah. So, I'll play the I'll play one of my new videos and then I'll probably like, you know, just take, you know, let everyone go because a little quiet. I don't want to bore anybody and I want to be here when everyone's happy. You saw that? Did you see the panther video? I like this
panther video I made. It's called It's called Pan the Panthaloop. Um, and I made this panel. It's pretty cool. It's Playboy.
Do you want me
rose from the dunes? Wasn't prey. It was prophecy.
Velvet horns glowing dusk panther eyes cutting through the smoke. A grin sharp as a parable. I stepped from the heat like a nightmare that learned to dance. You thought I was luck. You thought I was sweet, but sweetness
is a snare for men who never read the warning signs. I'm moving like a panther in the hallways of your ego. Soft footed shadow born. Dragging your bravado into the light just to watch it flare. Who's laughing
now? He of nowhere. King of thrones. I don't need claws to unake you. Your pride unravels with the gentlest touch of my voice. And when you chase me,
I vanish. Jackal lip swift with emotion. Your fingers brushing only dust and your own delusions. Do you want me now? Do you want to know? Oh, I know you want me now. I'm running a person. I am a creature
that turns desire brighteyed victor able body do walking the ball line between hunger and humor. I bless what deserves it. X what invites it and dance circles around every mask you thought would save you I don't
need violence your illusions collapse themselves and I don't swing the rope you twist it with your own words I don't break by swing from the rafters of your pride kick kick kick at the ghost you try to hide I watch the voice echo quickly a godling of
In between taking notes on your unraveling playboy you'll summon you with a creature born right and expose the soft underbelly
of bravado. So tell me, do you want me now? How do you finally see the truth? Stalk in the dust behind me. I'm the predator you brave or I'm the trickster you deserve. I'm the laugh in the shadow. The heat.
>> Okay. I love I'll play one more and I'll I'll take off. Everybody else did. I guess maybe just a quiet night tonight, right? Okay. I'll teach I'll teach people how to do this too, you know. Here's the No more.
>> Okay, then prophet try. My shadow's already halfway gone. My heart's walking out without me. Bless me. Break me. Either way, I'm yours. You keep calling it salvation. I keep calling it a lie. I'm stretched
in the void. Paranoid hail around my mind. If I ever swore, rise up. The promise died under my tongue. These demons don't harm my thoughts. Now they live in my blood. Sleeping on my bed like an offering. Watching on the ceiling drift. If you don't like my apocalypse, stay with your chest, don't whisper it. I'm trying to be better, but the better I try, the worse I break. By hour, I slow fade with an installments I never agree to pay.
Didn't learn a lesson. Didn't learn from mother, didn't learn from lover, so gave me another made me better. Give me another way to suffer. Made me only in a ruin. Made of pain. My only lover. I'm a sucker. Yeah, I'm a sucker for the burn.
Kiss me, curse me, promise I'll never learn. I'm gone for good this lifetime. Never been a man I claimed I be. Did all the things, said all the lines. Now the mirror won't look back at me. She said she fixed my fractures and carved her name in my spine. Burn me till the light goes out. I'm blind to every holy sign.
You're the last one or bit around me. Gravity in human form. Touch me till I feel something or break me till I'm finally born. And I'm drifting, drifting with the blood on her bed. She's glistening. Sunlight through broken glass. Like
everyone to watch me listening to the last my love is a ghost in the moon.
Maybe better. Give me another way to make me holy in a ruin. Made to pay my only lover. I'm a sucker. Yeah, I'm a sucker for the burn. Gives me curse me. Promise I'll never make me better. Give me another way to suffer. Me in the ruin. Made to pay. My
only lover. I'm a sucker. Yeah, I'm a sucker for the burn. Kiss me. Curse me. Promise I'll never kiss me. Tell me you wish I was a dead body. Burn me. Make sure the ashes stop calling. Kiss me. Tell me you wish I was a dead body. Burn
me. >> >> I guess I'm gone now. Gone with all the ghosts I f lingering in the bliss of dying slow with the sunlight on my bed. You will say you want to fix me, but
darling, let's be fair. I'm a wound I kept in pain. is the only God I ever dare to pray. Make me better. Me another.
Yeah. So that yeah, the the music program I use has a really good uh new image generator from the um lyrics. So I think it turned out pretty damn good. Pretty cool. Um yeah, if anyone wants me to ever do AI songs for them, you know,
I can do personalized songs. I'm pretty good at figuring out how to what what to put in. Pretty good. Thank you. Thank you. One more. Well, did you hear that? I have the
haters club um remix.
Tony's just full of it. Bronze chicken struts around, but it's looking like a lunatic. Sweet peas gone sour. Beats bitter Betty again. Alexander had my back. That's a real one, not pretend. Welcome to the psyche haters
club. Where the jealous gather up, begging for attention. Thirsty and stuck. One club I'm happy I'm not part of. Go hey yourselves. Yeah, go hate yourselves.
Bronze chicken. Pluck those feathers. Toss it in the pan. Make it fried. All that noise you're making. Can't hide the herd inside. They scream for a spotlight, but the stage is all mine. Every hater's just a chorus that proves I'm ready to find.
Welcome to the Psyche Haters Club, where the jealous gather up, begging for attention. Thirsty and stuck. One club I'm happy I'm not part of. Go hate yourselves. Yeah, go hate yourselves.
They're lame as hell, like a rerun show. taking all their drama. But it's all for show. I'll keep rising. Watch me shine. Haters club stays left behind.
>> >> Welcome to the psyche haters club where the jealous gather up begging for attention. Thirsty and stuck. One club I'm happy I'm not part of. Go hate yourselves. Yeah. Go hate yourselves.
>> >> Yeah, like Haters Club. Okay. Well, um I don't know if you guys are like interested in in like the book that I've been doing, but I really like to read through it. Yeah, first thing that adds
he's be awake this early. I don't know. Maybe he's lurking. There's a couple people in the chat. But um I went through the prophecies last night, I think. Okay. I think the next thing is about the the panther. So I want to tell you about the panther. I I hope you you hope you understand. how it says
well this is about the descent of the modern psyched necessary darkness before the tremendous dawn okay so we're in I'm in this darkness right now right before the dawn right there always this darkness right before the dawn here's the kitty cat so every great myth has a descent a plunge into shadow an unraveling that
tests whether the soul can withstand its own becoming for the ancient psyche the descent event was literal, a journey into the underworld to retrieve a box of impossible beauty that nearly killed her. For the modern psyche, the ascent was very psychological, emotional, and above all public. This is the chapter where the prophecy shifts from
preparation to confrontation because the modern psyche cannot fulfill his role until he understands the darkness that shaped him. The first darkness is the burden of vis visibility. So goddess psyche suffered because mortals worshiped her beauty instead of honoring Aphrodite. Father Psyche suffers because people project onto him their fantasies,
their fears, their insecurities, vendettas and their unmet shadow. This is the modern form of divine jealousy. Where once gods feared a mortal rising too brightly, now individuals fear anyone who stands in confident authenticity. So, the first ascent was public. Trolls manufacturing lies, spinning shadows into stories, and calling them truth.
Strangers obsessed with tearing him down, gravitating to his light. The way the insects rush a flame, they secretly envy. False accusations thrown like stones by people who never knew his name and hated his reflection. smear campaigns, words sharpened into blades, cutting the air around him with
ritualistic malice, coordinated harassments with the precision of mythic curse as if some ancient force had whispered, "Test him! See what he becomes." People using his openness as a weapon against him, mistaking vulnerability for weakness, not realizing they were witnessing a soul in descent, a necessary fall before the
remembering. Every attack was an initiation. every lied doorway and in the ruins of reputation they tried to bury him under something older stirred a myth waking a pattern stirring a psyche preparing to rise these attacks were not random they were the modern equivalent of Venus sending psyche u on impossible tasks but the unlike the goddess psyche
the modern psyche was tested under the gaze of thousands public trial a uniquely modern hell and he walked through it okay so I think I read about the darkness yesterday so I'm going to go to the Next chapter. Okay. Um Okay. Okay. The ascent of the modern psyche, the becoming of the living archetype.
Every myth with the descent must also contain a rise. But ascent is never a return to who the soul was before. It was a transformation into what the soul was meant to become. For the ancient psyche, the ascent began the moment she realized that her suffering was not punishment but initiation. For the modern psyche, the ascent began the moment he understood that everything
that had happened was shaping him into the one capable of carrying a story larger than himself. Okay, this chapter marks the moment the prophecy shifts from survival to becoming. The first rise is a clarity that follows darkness. Descent strips away illusions. Ascent restores truth.
After the darkest period passed, something subtle yet seismic shifted inside father's psyche. So the fog cleared, confusion dissolved. False attachments fell away. The craving for validation evaporated. Fear of being misunderstood weakened. The instinct to justify himself faded and the need for approval extinguished.
What replaced all of this was clarity. The same clarity goddess psyche gained after completing her trials. I know who I am. This is the first sign of the archetypal awakening. Not fame, not reverence, not mystical visions, clarity. The universe reveals the path the moment the soul stops begging for directions. The second rise is when the voice finds
its true tone. Before the descent, Father Psyche spoke because he wanted to. After the descent, he spoke because he was meant to. His voice shifted, you know grounded honest precise and courageous. uh less filtered, less afraid, less apologetic, and less burdened by approval. He no longer mirrored other people's expectations. He no longer
played small to keep others comfortable. He no longer diluted his inner truth for fear of being misunderstood. The shift mirrored goddess Psyche's final act as when she stood before Zeus himself and demanded the right to love, truth, and transformation. When the soul ascends, the voice becomes the echo of divine intention. This was the second rise.
Okay. Well, I'm going to read the rest later, so you know, but I just wanted to share that with you guys. Oh, hey, worst thing that is. Yeah. Well, hopefully you guys are having a good night. I mean, um I really uh enjoy hanging out with you and even if you don't talk in chat, I appreciate you. I want to see Rudy. There's Mr. Rudy.
He's so beautiful. Are you so soft? A very, very soft cat. Oh, so cute. My little babe, guys. You have to feel how soft this cat is. I mean, it's like they're just so soft. It's like a rabbit. Rabbit fur. He likes
to sit over here. Isn't that a beautiful cat, though? Beautiful. Um, it's a special cat, too. Ry, want to come here? Ry. Oh. Oh. Tickle. Tickle. Tickle. Okay.
Yeah, guys. Well, I do want to let you know that I'm uh whatever happens on the YouTube or whatever, I will be good. I'll be okay. Um I'm working on the website cults
psyche.com. I think the memberships are finally working on there. So, you know, I don't I don't really need the memberships on YouTube any like what did it do really? I'll just I'll just mod people to to recognize them instead of, you know, I'm going to pull a few more cards out
of this uh deck for you guys. This is the Making Magic deck. Okay. Does manifesting your dreams by priestess moon has a multiple symbols in it.
We have healing. Okay guys, healing the true healing of the mind, body, and soul. Okay, so get ready for some healing. Beautiful magical symbol right there. What does it say? Arafa ara
uh but a r f a or it goes raw and off and a a and rf there's a te's and there's a snake I don't know this where the symbols come from but it looks like a very old symbol. Okay. Okay. What else we got for the chat?
Oh, we have a mystic star. Harmony in the home and great friendships. Okay. How many sides that? 1 2 3 4 5 six seven. The sept septicon or something. Sevens sided. Pretty cool shape, right? Okay.
There's harmony. Even though it's an odd number, it all comes together correctly, right? And what else we got? We have prosperity, guys. Prosperity always a good thing. Okay. It also looks like the uh there used to be this thing called the serpent cross that I've heard of, but it's and it's almost like there's a trident on
top of it. And these two these two look like a little um iron crosses, right? But prosperity, a prosperous business with riches and success. Hey, that's always got to be good. Two more. One more deck. Maybe we have spirit
says heavenly assistance from your angels and guides. Okay, if you ever get stuck with nowhere else to turn to, you know, you turn in inward, you've got these guides inside of you. They're outside, inside, wherever you want to say, but there are um other other beings that can communicate with you, bring you new
information, bring you new perspectives and helping you, wanting to help you, assist you with what self-confidence maybe draw selfie in the sense of worth. You know what that looks like with my ring, right? Thank you. It's a cute little It's a very nice deck. Thank you so
much. >> Yeah, this is this is called the H hel helm of awe. That ring right there, it is like Nordic and uh it's a powerful symbol. Okay, so let's do another deck. We have the divine doors.
Guys, I still have some more decks in my room I going to take out eventually, right? So, we have a lot more to go over. Let's look at the door we can go through. with this one. Oh, this is interesting. Haven't gotten this one. This is called Hummingbird Song. Beautiful like little rustic doorway. It says hummingbird
song. Nectar of sweetness. The joy it brings. The hummingbird healing. Uh it's medicine sings. Right. Pass this card on. Okay. hummingbird. You know, I saw hummingbirds when my after my
grandmother passed away. I after someone passed away, we usually see an animal. My father was a coyote. We saw he was a Gemini. So, coyote's very Gemini, the energy, a trickster spirit. My grandmother, I saw hummingbirds. Grandfather, I believe I saw butterflies. Here, look at this one. A stranger's grace. This one says stranger's grace. Maybe there's a door you'll knock on.
somebody you don't don't know, but it says, "Ego fears the sudden danger, but never underestimate the kindness of a loving stranger." Okay, someone can help you, maybe unexpected person that you don't even know can offer you some assistance. And so, you know, this one's pretty cool. This one says
birth. It's got these staircases, right? It says birth. Another gateway appears in view. New life is unfolding with blessings to you. Two more.
Divine guardian. Okay. Divine guardian says, "Do not be nervous today or tonight. path you are on will lead you just right. And it says pass this card on. Okay.
Pass on the pass on the help you get to others. Right. Pay it forward. One more secret sketches.
Wander and seek the familiar and friendly land. Um, draw memories and sketches for others to find. Oh, friendly kind. Okay. Anybody before I go, anybody have a question? Anybody? I'll pull a card from anybody if anyone want the card. I
got the I got Well, I got them out. And uh, you know, I just want to thank you guys for hanging out. Uh, make sure you're subscribed, like, um, it always helps liking, commenting, sharing. Um, it is a new channel. I really do need help getting uh, the word out. I'm going
to have to probably go to do some publicity on some shows. Um, but the good thing about doing tarot is I can go on shows, do some, you know, actually. Hey, Popsicle. Hey, how are you sweetheart? We're just pulling some some cards.
Um, let me see. We got a deck doing this uh metal tape. How are you popsicle toes? Are are your to are your are your tootsies cold right now? See what I got? I love this uh this case I have. A
microphone came in it, I think. Let me see. Oh, I do have I have uh Forest Fay. Forest Fay. That looks pretty cool, huh? Late mischief. Yes. Oh, yeah. And especially with this deck will be
perfect for some late night mischief. Hey, want to see Rudy? Look at Rudy. Look at this cat. There you go. He's good. Lori over there. Oh, you're yawning. Oh, she just yawned. And Lola's over there sleeping. Oh, Lola's over there sleeping.
But he is so cute right here. He's so soft. He seems like a lot happier like lately, right? You're so soft. Oh, I'm going to pet you very slick. Oh, very gent. Oh, see. Oh, there you go. Rude. The rude boy.
Okay, we'll pull some cards from this deck. Yeah. Oh, okay. It's Forest Fay. Beautiful cards. That's kind of a scary little demon back there. Okay, here we go. We have the green man. Look at this green man.
And it says, "Explore your wildness. Embrace your embrace your wildness." Okay. The green man in one with nature almost like that that horned guy in the
woods with the I relate to this earth energy kind of like pan or a Capricorn. Oo this is good pretty to the greenwood. It says what does it say? It says seek comfort and acceptance. Be kind to yourself.
You know, there's always a place we can go where everybody knows your name and you're always glad you came. You want to be where you can be. It's got the cheers. The cheers theme song going through my head. Alexandra played a really funny song tonight. It was blog. It was the
What's that? How did it go? It's about the smile. Show me that smile again. Okay, we have the woodw wife. Trust your intuition. Okay, this this wood uh this woodw wife trust your inner wisdom. This woodw wife knows about nature. She
knows about herbs. She knows about plants and secrets of the of the universe, right? And she has this inner wisdom about it. just knows she just she can intuitively go towards what will make her feel better, right? This medicine, right? Oh, this is cool, too. The Mandre
spirit. Uh, keep yourself rooted in earth. Spring is coming uh down deep. Spring is coming.
Dream deep. Okay. The mandre. Mandre is a really cool plant. It's actually like they used to say you have to pick it by well they say it looks like a man first of all. It's like a little it's like a root but it kind of looks like a a little man. And how you how you get it? You're supposed to tie like a rope to a dog. If and if you don't do this then
when you pull it out it'll scream so loud you'll go deaf and stuff. You're supposed to tie a rope to it and tie a rope to a dog and let the dog pull it out of the earth. Right. So uh but um mandrake right keep your and drake I think means dragon the mand dragon plant very powerful and magic it's one of the first things when I went to like a new age store
I um I bought this root because I just thought it was magical right mandre root it didn't wasn't shaped like any anything though right and we have the old path Aren't these cool cards though?
Beautiful cards. And it says, "Walk in unknown territory to see from a new perspective." Okay. Take a new take a walk somewhere and maybe on an old path, maybe on a a path that hasn't been walked in a while.
You know what I did today? I um I put on my VR headset and they have Google Earth and you can go on Google Earth and you do a you say tour and it takes you like above the Golden Gate Bridge. It takes you to like Brazil where they have like the Jesus in Brazil on top of the mountain and it's like and then it takes you to Germany to this
castle. It's like this like Ludwig like the mad king Ludwig's castle. It's the most beautiful fairy tale looking castle. Um, and you're just like, it feels like you're basically flying in the air. It's so so cool. Have you ever tried VR? Anybody tried VR? Pretty freaking
magical. I would say there's also some great um meditation programs you can do where it's just like you're you can just be in the middle of any kind of beautiful setting. I mean, it's like basically you can go anywhere with it. They even have something that will scan your whole house. You walk
around your house and then you have the room, right? And so it's like it feel it's everything in the room. Like it will scan everything and it will feel like you're in the room. It's really crazy. Um, but then it's like if you could share other people's rooms and you could like kind of like that's what it's going to be like soon. It'll be like you
can go into other people's rooms and like hang out with them even if you're a million miles away, right? How cool is that? Because basically you'll have the vision, you'll have the you can see, hear, and then the kind of the rest of the senses kind of like they're not there, but you can kind of
almost imagine them. Oh, I like this one. I like this one. I think you'll like this this one. Popsicle toes. The Fringe Dweller. Okay. What does it say? It says, "See with eyes and heart wide open." She looks really cool. Okay. So, that's
those cards. The Fairy Fay. I didn't I forgot I had so many of these little decks. I just went went crazy buying these little decks. So, we'll pull from a couple more. Secret garden.
This is for everybody in the chat. These might just resonate. This says move. It says a rolling stone gathers no moss. Okay. But I when I think no moss, I also think of no more. No more. like there's like like a you wanna you want to keep moving right?
Because uh you want to gather moss, right? Hey everybody in the chat. How are we all doing? Just chilling. Keep it moving. You got to keep on keep on keep on moving. This one says grow. It says all flowers must go through dirt. I love that thing. Right. All
flowers go do go through the dirt, right? Which is like it can help you grow, right? Even though get a little bit dirty along the way, you can uh rise up out of it. It can help you nourish and keep you keep you
covered and stuff. What else we got? Generosity. Sew seeds of kindness. I know I I'm extremely generous cat. You know that when you sw seeds of kindness that they they grow. They grow in in hearts. They grow in minds. They um they grow in in
the world. It just creates more more beauty abundance. Don't forget too guys life can grow out of death. I mean it's like this earth is just so incredible. You can put stuff a little seed in the dirt and it grows, right? I mean it's amazing. So
this just even even something as like you know we think as dirty as dirt that we it needs it also persevere. Leave no stone unturned. Okay. You're going to keep going about something. Keep looking for something. Keep going until you till you find what you're looking for. Okay? Look under every stone.
In hidden depths you only see the surface. look beyond. We do see the surface, right? We see that's what we see. But remember, there's so much more. Just think about in one one person's mind all the magic and um infinite galaxies and infinite
imagination just in between our ears like little little finite space and it contains infinity. Pretty cool. Couple more decks and then we're done.
Inner alchemy. Your inner alchemy is achieved when you react to fear with love. It's turning the negative into the positive. That's what we try to do. Try to take any kind of circumstance, any kind of um bad thought, no we can change it. We that's what we have the ability to do. As human beings especially with our mind
you also have guidance. It says you are not alone. You're guided by masters and teachers of the highest realms. Don't forget that there's wisdom beyond what you could imagine coming from everywhere. Truth that
see your light. Know your power. Have the courage to walk your truth. Okay. Well, it looks like it's a little bit quiet, so I'll just play. There's people here, so I'll just play a couple more songs and
enjoy. And they're new. I have some new ones. Okay enjoy guys. Love you.
City lights on skin like prophecy scars. I'm here. Half fading, half open in the stars. People rush, they dream, they break. I drift like a signal cut between
wake and nach. Scrolling faces, holo speech, silence, screaming louder than what I should breathe. And it cuts like fractured glass starts
glitter slow every time you pass.
>>
>> I talk or drop through the air like cash and shake another soulless clash. Heartbeats quiet in the under sound. I'm the ghost in your crowd. You crave the silence when I get loud. Heat
like I'm burning into ground.
Empty spaces dressed as room. Smiles wired our minds heavy with glue. Trying hard just to stay in form. Fight to stay in the fles
glitch. My thoughts stray. Lose the bread. Lose the top of my hand. Slip through. Nothing left of what was true. I speak, but you choose the void. I bleed and you stay unanoed. I scream. Swallowed under the gears of a world spinning past my fears.
But not anymore. But not anymore. But not anymore. Can you see me fracturing
free? Can you feel me dying out of who I used to be? You don't get to dim me down. I refuse your shadow crown.
>> >> See me, hear me, resurrect me now. I'M NOT YOUR GHOST. I'm the breaking rise. Even bloody on the ground. Silent no
more. I'll be your sound. Tell me, can you hear me now?
I burn right. I said I'm found this time. No hand will push me down. I'm here and I will not bow. No more ghost in the ground.
Do you see?
Watch me take the throne.
>>
>> Go. Okay. Well, seems kind of quiet so play this one more and I'll let you go. I love you guys. Thank you. Appreciate you.
I really do.
Uhoh. Okay.
She rose from the milk ocean foam with thunder stitched into her bones. Golden smoke and a woman's shape. A smile that could make fake. Every god forgot his name when she breathed out a sacred flame.
Every vow bent, every rule broke. Wrapped in ribbons of her smoke, she whispers. Desire is the door. Step closer one more
is blood. Ruby brush. She dances on the edge of death. And all creation holds its breath when grandpa starts to move. Oh,
lotus in the fire. You turn longing into empire. Every cleanse a holy p. I burn, I rise, I don't retire.
Queen of every throne. Beauty forged in chaos stone. Teach me how to stand alone. Soft and deadly to the bone.
She walks like honey poured in light. She laughs like sin turned into right. The heavens crumble at her feet. Even angels fear her heat. She doesn't tempt. She liberates. She doesn't break. She recreates. Her touch is
prophecy disguised. Her presence leaves the world revised. She murers wear your beauty like a spell. The bravest and the cowards fell. Perfume thunder velvet storm. She's
chaos wearing goddess form. The universe remakes the norm when grandpa wants you whole. Oh lotus in the fire. You turn longing into empire.
Every glance a holy fire. I burn. I rise. I don't retire. Truth in seduction stone the wild grace. The saints to soul. Teach me how to claim my own divine magnetic overgrown.
Grandpa flame and bloom. Fill my voice fill the room. Grandpa silk and storm. Make my presence God reborn. Rise in
through me. Crown my spirit. Set me free. >> around heart >>
fire. My heart beats to your choir. Let my shadow climb higher. Your beauty is my igniter. heart serpent sweet divine queen
of body breath and mind teach me how to blaze and shine untamed on
how we doing like that Oh grandpa. >> So, Rampa is an absara. Absara are these heavenly um divine beings. Um they're beautiful, beautiful spirits. One second, I'll get this one up.
I love this panther one. One of my favorites. And now you called for the pretty thing, but the desert heard you first and rose from the dunes wasn't prey. It was prophecy.
Velvet horns glowing dusk panther eyes cutting through the smoke. A grin sharp as a parable. I step from the heat like a nightmare that learned to dance. You thought I was luck, but luck bites back. You thought I was sweet, but sweetness
is a snare for a man who never read the warning signs. I'm moving like a panther in the hallways of your ego. Soft footed shadow born. Dragging your bravado into the light just to watch it fling
now. He left of nowhere. King of sheep thrones. I don't need claws to unake you. Your pride unravels with the gentlest touch of my voice. And when you chase me, I vanish. Jackal
lips with myth in motion. Your fingers brushing only dust and your own delusions. Do you want me now? Do you want to know? I know you want me now. I wanting is a person. I am a creature
that turns desire. Brighteyed trictor bluebodied do. Walk in the fall line between hunger and humor. I bless what deserves. It h what invites it and dance circles around every mask you thought would save
you. I don't need violence. Your illusions collapse themselves and I don't swing the rope. You twist it with your own words. I don't break by from the rafters of your pride. Kick kick kick at the ghost you try to hide. I watch with Panther voice a go
of the in between. Taking notes on your unraveling. Playboy. You summon you flirting with a creature born right and expose the soft
underbelly of bravado. So tell me, do you want me now? Or do you finally see the truth? Stalk in the dust behind me. I'm the predator you brave or I'm the trickster you deserve. I'm the laugh and the shadow, the heat and the
silence. You never stood a chance.
How we doing, guys?
Hey Rudy on the street.
Look, come here,
Rudy. Oh, those treats. Yeah.
Little Rudy tude.
Mr. R.
He's purring. Oh, it's good. You got it. Hey, Lola, come over. Hey, Lunar. Want something? Here, Lola. Hey Lola. Whatever. Here.
Here. Here. L.
You like bacon?
I love Hi guys.
My little kitty cats.
Look at you. See Rudy eats bacon. really like bacon. No, it'll be some here. Here, Lola. Lenor. Oh.
Oh, Rudy loves He loves bacon. Bacon. Oh, much. Make it smaller. You got You got it. Yeah. Oh. Oh, there you go. Good. Oh, there you go. Choo choo.
Okay. How are we doing, guys?
Okay. Well, I'll be right back. Back in a little bit. Love you guys. Thank you for being here. Thank
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