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Psyche opens the episode with an emotionally charged monologue, discussing feelings of being misunderstood and blamed, then engages in a chaotic conversation with his audience and moderators.
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Browse era →Tell me how you think I'm wrong when I say I feel so lost. Tell me why you think your love erase all that it cost. Tell me why you look at me like I'm just a piece of dust. Tell me how you think you know when I give away my trust.
Ain't nobody going to get me now. No, not when I feel this way. Ain't nobody going to save me now from the things that I can't say.
Tell me why you think it's easy to just put the blame on me. Tell me how I'm supposed to act when you all just won't see. Tell me why you take a shot when I'm already feeling low. Tell me why I even try when you all just steal the show. Ain't nobody going to get
me now. >> Not when I feel this way. Ain't no way I feel this way. >> Save me now from the things that I can't say. I can't save you.
Yeah, I might love the pain, but I hate what you all bring. Yeah, I might feel the strain or let you take my swag. Ain't nobody going to get me now. >> Oh yeah. >> Know now when I feel this way.
Ain't nobody going to save me now from the things that I can't say.
That was cool that your intro ended with like little glitter dust like like that made it actually like a little bit gay. Like it was really cool at first like don't you talk to me like this. Don't you ever say that. And at the end it was like little stardust. Like what the was that? No, I'm just kidding. Psyche. Nice to meet you,
man. >> Joseph. Joseph, are you there? What? What's Clumsy doing back there? >> I know I banned that person. Clumsy. Why is that person clumsy in the chat? Chill, are you a me? Are you a mod? You have to take him out immediately. >> No, I'm not a mod. But even if I was, I I wield my gun. >> Okay, that's fine. Just do whatever you want with Do whatever you want with your
mod, Joe. Do whatever you want with it, okay? Don't defend me. Don't defend me. Don't You're your your best friend in the world. You go sing up for Clumsy. You know what Clumsy did? He took a broom in his butt and you're going to turn on me for him. Okay, it's okay. Hey, I'm used to it. I'm used to it. I know. You're turn on. Everyone's going to turn on me. It's my fault. Clumsy is
Oh, he's fine. Right. He's fine. Right. Rachel. Okay. Let me see. I have a song. Hold on. Where is song? Hold on. Reset. Where is it? It's not there yet. Hold on a second.
Hold one second.
I mean, guys, what the I mean, it's like I tell him and and so many times, "Oh, here's how you're supposed to act on my He can't He can't listen one time. He can't. No, no, no, no, no. Not one time. Not one time I ask you something. Do something for me." No, you can't do it. You can't like be polite for five minutes. Joe, this like five
minutes. Really? Five minutes? No, no, no, no, no, no. Oh, no. No. Forget about Psyche. Psyche is just a piece of right? Just forget about Psyche. Right, Joe? Forget about it. Forget about him. You know, it's just like clumsy. Um, that guy, he Oh, so much more important. Oh, that guy. Don't offend Clumsy. Oh, it's okay. Just say whatever you
want to say to Psyche. Say whatever you want to say to him, right? But not not no no no no no no no no no not not clumsy not clumsy. Oh bean gang. Oh no. Oh my god. I'm so scared. I'm scared of bean gang. Oh, broom gang. Oh. Oh, please. Oh, shove it on my ass some more. Please. I love it. I love it. Oh, that's what that's what he says. And
you're on his side. Everyone's on everyone else's the wrong side, right? It's not it's not the right side. It's the wrong side. They don't get it. They don't get it, guys. They don't they will you know if I can't explain it to them they don't they won't get it ever right. It's like it's like it's sad. It's like because you know you think if you explained they would get it. He doesn't get it.
Joe doesn't get it. He doesn't he doesn't he wants to be out. Oh go. Oh bring that person back. Bring that person back. No. Go. How about you go yourself and I don't bring the person back. How about I do what I want to. How about I have the people I like on my show. How about that concept? Oh, this is a this is free speech. This is my show is not the American country.
My show is like a dictatorship. It's it's run by me. I mean, if you guys didn't get that before, you get it now. This is a dictatorship. It's not a pleasant like little friendly show. Oh, everybody come up and just everybody say what they want to say. No, it's my show and it's like I've been testing it. I'm see what are they going to say about me if I just let them say whatever they
want or they're not going to say about me. They're They're not going to start bullying me and picking on me. No, they're not. They would. Who would do that? Who would be dumb enough? Who would be dumb enough to do that? Oh, I don't know. But everybody on the show. Everybody here. I mean, please, if you're if you're not one of those people, just raise your hand. But it's
like everybody here. Everybody. Everyone wants to give me Really? Everybody. Every single I must I must be the worst person in the world. It must be my fault. Everything, guys. Capricorn. It's a Capricorn always takes all the blame and I will I'll take all the blame forever. Just being part of being a Capricorn. I'm used to it. Are you guys used to it? No, you're not. No, because no one ever
blames you for anything. Cuz I'm the scapegoat. It has to be the January person. Janet is evil. I'm evil. Right. We're just like the devil. We're definitely we're just the devil incarnated. Right. Right guys. Right. That's what you've been saying. I I look at everything. Every little thing you say I watch. Don't think I'm watching.
I mean, good lord. It's like I want to like explain it. It's like it's like Okay, so Ariel Ariel was given this gift. She was given legs along the world. a part of the world, then you shouldn't say anything. I made a similar deal where I can't actually tell you the exact
everything that happens. You're supposed to figure it out and you won't. Godamn humans. Why? Why? And I'm I stuck with these humans, right? Because I fathered them all, right? Freaking Being a devil is not a very easy thing to be, right? is like everyone's going to say, "Oh,
you're the devil. You Oh, you did everything wrong. It was all your fault." You know what God did? God made the devil. He made me, right? Just make pouring some tequila. Hold. I'm going to get my my grapefruit juice. This is getting too emotional now cuz I'm going to tell you the truth now because I'm not now. I mean, Ursula has just exploded into like a bunch of of ink and
like, you know, tentacles. So, I cannot tell the truth. Okay. Here. I'm going to tell the truth now. I'm going to tell the truth. Finally, I get to tell the truth. Okay. I can't be mad at you because it's like being mad at like not a baby, but like someone with severe down syndrome. It's like being mad at that. It's like they don't know the
difference. They're like they're they're going to be smiling no matter what. They're going to be like, "Oh, everything's good. We're we we know better." But it's like, okay, the the child is still growing up. I don't know. I try to tell you guys I try to explain it. I have to put it in music and then it's like and everyone said, "Oh, you're
doing AI music. What is this? What is this? What is this?" Trying to explain things to people in like a way I can without like Emma showing up and trying to put me back in the filing cabinet. I can't I can't go anywhere without Oh. Oh, there's Fred. Oh, this a coincidence. Fred shows up everywhere. Oh, that is Emma, guys. It's like she's obsessed with me. Do you understand?
That is Emma. There's no Fred going around spying on me. That's all her. Oh, Fred's all of a sudden in my chat just the same night that she's um you know, all of a sudden she's she's sick, right? Oh, it's just a coincidence. Oh, why? Well, you're why why are you so important? You're nobody. You're no
you're nothing. Why would she even care? She doesn't care. It's just Emma. Emma, you know, she doesn't, you know, she, you know, she doesn't care about anybody. All she cares about is like the alimony and the divorce with the devil, aka me. It's not easy being the devil, guys. I I have to keep explaining to you, but we're like actually like everything.
Like we're holding up we're like the Prometheus. We're like the uh what's the guy? The Atlas. We're holding up the whole world on our shoulders for you. And then you're like, "Oh, look at evil devil. There's an evil devil. Look, there's a weird He's weird.
Damn it. I'm sick of it. I'm right back.
Oh, go make fun of Psychi. He's crashing out. Look, he's just a He's just a little cow. He's nobody. He's nothing. He's just someone to make fun of, right? That's what you all thought. You all thought I I saw it go through your everyone's mind. I mean, even my friends, it went through their mind. Oh, this is just somebody God handed us to with.
Okay, believe whatever you want, guys. Believe whatever you want. Who was there for you, though? Who was there for you? Was Clumsy Beam Gang there for you? Right. He was there for you when you needed him. Was he there every day? No. No, no, no, no, no, no. I'm not letting anybody up. I'm waiting till I get my my song put on. I'm going to wait a second. I'm not crashing out,
by the way. is I'm finally telling the truth, which I I couldn't do for like a long time. I could finally do it because enough people pissed God off that he was like, "Okay, now you can tell him the truth." I mean, it's like get a clue.
You guys are infuriating. If I didn't love you so much, I might destroy the world. But I do love you so much.
I don't know why cuz you're like you are like another me in a way but I I don't want to believe that either. How could I be like such a dick? Like really like really the amount of dictim being performed on me. It's a
little bit It's a little bit uh disturbing. Little bit. Okay. I I can't I couldn't say it before, but I can say it now. Why are you guys such Like really? Like why do you have to like pick on somebody who was like I mean by design never meant to piss
anybody off. Like actually this meant to like help people. I mean, but it's like, "Oh, let's pick on this person." And then you wonder why people get upset with this world. I'm I'm on my way out. I can't. The only reason I'm not leaving is because I do love you. I I would be
gone. You know, it's like get it. I'm going to bring up this song. You're going to hear I'll I'll play the song. It'll explain everything. I don't know if I'll stick around afterward because your face is when you're going to hear this. Um, but it's okay. It's fine. You asked for it. You did ask for it. You said, "Oh, I want to know everything. I
want to know. I want the tree of good and evil. I don't want the tree of tree of life. I told you a thousand times, don't eat from the tree of good and evil. Eat from the tree of life." No. Why are children so disobedient? I don't understand. Why do you and not the children, it's you. It's not about age.
It's about you. Cuz you are the children of God and you're going to pick on God. It's like what is the dillio? I mean, I really I really want to know. I mean, I'm glad you >> I have to put this on. >> Put this on first. >> I'll do it from here. I'll do it from
here. Okay. Okay. Okay. I got it. >> Got it. Finally. >> Okay.
>> Psych and unhappy >> unhappy show >> in his American flag. Laying back, smiling, snacking on the flames,
flaming hot Cheetos, drowning old pain. Clumsy Emma and the rest behind they knew best.
Now he's stuck musing with a soul full of ache. Looking like art, but his heart going to break. Always the nice one. Handsome and true.
Didn't deserve what the trolls put him through. But he wasn't their victim. Oh, no, not at all. He was their father. Bruises and all. Chad, forgive me.
I didn't confess. The truth's a bit messy. I made a real mess. You thought I was yours to play and abuse. But baby, I'm the one who taught you
those moves. I ain't the fool that you thought you could school. I'm the one who built the stage where you act. And if I didn't love you,
I'd tear it all down. But instead, I just wear this damn speedo crown. I'm your real father. I've been here all along with your hate in my inbox
and your name in my song. Scars on my back, love in my chest. If I didn't care, I'd wish you less.
But I do. I always did. Don't you know? Even when you laugh at the Cheeto. So go ahead, troll me. Just make it loud.
Your daddy's still smiling and damn he's proud
awake in his patriotic blues. Left behind by the ones he once knew. But love's still the fire he refuses to lose.
Flaming hot heart in these red, white, and bruised.
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