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Episode 13 of the Cult of Psyche podcast features a musical performance titled 'Oh, Alexandra', a personal narrative about betrayal and toxic relationships. The performance explores themes of manipulation, optics, and the aftermath of a damaged relationship.
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The episode features a musical performance that explores themes of betrayal, manipulation, and toxic relationships. The narrator describes the experience of being used and discarded, and how they were blamed and labeled as a 'monster' ▶ 2:10. The performance also touches on the theme of people presenting themselves as champions or knights in shining armor, but ultimately being flawed ▶ 1:38. The narrator reflects on being used and then discarded, and how they were blamed and labeled as a 'monster' ▶ 2:10.
The episode continues the pattern of exploring themes of consciousness, relationships, and personal growth. The performance appears to be a reflection on the narrator's experience and a warning to others about the dangers of toxic relationships. The episode suggests that people should be aware of the signs of manipulation and be cautious of people who present themselves in a certain way, but ultimately being flawed.
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she friended me with fireworks confetti in her hair said you're such a lovely soul with that calculated stare but i was just a chess piece in a feud i didn't choose a temporary favorite in
her very special youth she needed me for optics for a sub block for a scene poking at her rival while pretending to be clean
thought it was connection turns out it was theater a one woman production call how can i be meaner i was good enough for midnight talks for spiral rants and victim analogies but when the script got rewritten fast she cut my name from every cat
i was used for till Tuesday holy till the fall then suddenly i'm toxic the villain after all don't contact me she tells me with the curtains dramatic drone and then she floats into my panel like a ghost and mr dawn calls me some grand monster says i'm darkness doom and doom me
funny how i was a saint right up until i got less useful to a junior empire i was there when things were crumbling now i'm the big disaster that's rich coming from the patron saint changing every pastor she found herself a champion a knight in shining chrome posted him like rescue merge
said finally i'm home but the armor got dented the fairy tale got hazy and even sir salvation said this whole thing feels crazy i stood there in the cheap seats watching plot twist hit the wall
that's your redeemer didn't he just miss your car every week a new messiah every month a brand new scar a rotating cast of life bones that don't make it very far i gave grace when grace was rare
listen when nobody else was there but some folks turn up to a courtroom file and hand out blame with a pageant smile i was used for till Tuesday sacred till the spin then she needed a new sermon
and i got written in don't contact me she whispers then appears where i live on air like boundaries off of peasants and hypocrisies could put away now i'm some spiritual trafficker what a deluxe invention there's not a charge it's fiction with the persecution pension i was there when the wheels
came off now i'm the dark disaster that's rich coming from the weather vane who calls each storm a pastor she collects moral costumes like wigs behind the stage halo for the thumbnail pitch
for the rage one day you're her confidant the next day you're her curse every friendship gets a trailer every fallout gets rehearsed and i'm not even mad now i mostly want popcorn because every grand
denunciation comes pre-fraid and overwhelmed and if i'm such a beast baby why haunt my little show why bang on the cathedral door you swore you'd never know don't contact me okay cool her
then why are you enrolling memorizing every word contact me fine by me then why do you keep orbiting my so-called monstrosity i was useful till two steps back darling that's the game you need
a friend you need a foe they often wear one name you crown me then you blame me then announce me with a hiss for contradiction in high heels still trips over stuff like this
so here's to all the ex-allies who turn into a trial who borrow truth for leverage and perform pain with style i'll be over here still breathing still speaking still hilarious
and you'll still be recasting villains in a plot line precarious you said don't contact me
i said don't aim me but if i'm such a monster why do you keep coming back
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