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Psyche performs a devotional chant to Matangi, followed by stream-of-consciousness reflections on identity and perception, and then engages in a conversation that takes an unconventional turn.
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Browse era →All right.
Oh.
Green as a forest before the first word was spoken.
Dark as a space where the silence is broken.
You hold the parrot, the sword in the song. You speak from the edges where truth has belonged.
They call you the outcast, the wild, the untamed. But every great art form was born from your name. You are the word in the throat before language. You are the music beneath every madness.
Share my love. Share my love. Goddess of the spoken and the unspoken. Mangi. Mangi. Every vow I make is your token. You are the song that was always inside me. Green fire, dark gray, come and find me. Shine,
shine. You rise from the river bank, fierce and unbounded, where the clean and the sacred were never quite founded. The offerings you love are the ones left behind.
The discarded, the broken, the searching mind.
You teach us the altar is not always marble, that truth lives in fragments and smoke and in sorrow. You are the rele that holiness needed. You are the prayer that refused to be seated. My love
goddess of the spoken and the end is spoken. My dandy my dandy. Every V make is your token. You are the song that was always inside me. Green fire, dark grace, come and find me. >>
>> Thank you. >> Teach me to speak without armor or apology. Teach me the language that lives before thought. Let every word carry your green benediction.
Let every silence be sacred and taught. Oh my tongue. Oh my
sh in the deep forgotten my dandy. In your name no soul is rotten. You are the song that was always inside me. Green fire, dark gray, you remind me. Sh.
Dark grace. >>
>> something. You don't remember her? She was like the queen of everything. You remember her? Remember like the green goddess? We had this earth. Remember the earth we had
and like people tried to burn it but why don't burn the earth all the only good thing the only good fires on earth are bonfires not burning anything else everything needs to be approved that's what the Capricorns are for
that's why Alexandra and I are here she doesn't get it I don't burn She Alexander forgot. She forgot it. I'm the only one that remembers. You don't remember. She's a good person. Even Bea is a good person. I mean, it's like I think of
Beeta. I just think of like this lady dancing over a round. I don't think of anything negative. I mean, it's like she's just like I mean, she's mysterious and she's like weird, but it's like not anything. It's just like oh kind of like hidden hidden information. I'm just I'm be extrapolating. I'm sorry. Yeah. I don't know. But I guess
it's a mysterious like, oh, I'm going to hide under the burka. You're not going to see like the the thousands of of things piled up in under it. They're just westerners. But Westerners are smart. We're white people, too. We're I'm probably like the whit I'm so white I almost disappeared. You know that
I did. I almost disappeared. I'm so white. I'm whiter than Hesh Tamar for sure. I see you in there because you're dark. I'm so like I can't even see myself in my chat anymore. Hi, how are you? Good to see you. Can you come up? Oh, I'm going to put my link up. I I was It's not anything race. I'm not racist.
I'm just a racist person. Like, so it's like it's not like I'm trying to be racist. It's just like it's part of my identity already. I just I'm just already racist. I would just try to hide it and say I'm not. But is every guys so is everyone doing that in a way? I I
just want to find out. Am I the only one? Am I the only one that's doing that? Not everyone thinks their race is the best. It's okay. Okay. It's okay. You don't have to understand. Maybe it's the end of my end of my life. May maybe this is like the last thing I wanted to say. And you're like, "Oh,
what is he doing? Don't worry so much. Th's butthole is fine. Okay. But she has control over it. It's well protected. Okay. Don't worry. I'm not even trying. I'm not even looking in that direction. Actually,
her butthole. I know you are. You're protecting it. I Because I saw you. I Because I like I like said, "What's S is doing?" And he was looking at Bea's butthole. He was I mean, it's okay. It's It's okay. She's a beautiful woman. Hey, I can't dox her anymore. I have I have more flattering pictures.
If she if I would have posted her with a crystal ball where she's like a crystal ball, would she be happier? No, she didn't like where she looked a little bit fat. It's okay, guys. Who wouldn't like to look a little bit fat? Everybody like even Fred Alistister,
Emma Levi, come on. Your wife, right? Everyone imagine yourself like with 50 pounds. You're a little bit fat. be funny, right? I Oh my god, I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry. But yeah, guys, would that be funny though?
I'm so sorry. I had I had a burp and hopefully Sweet Pea that never happened. That never happened. Okay, sweet pee. You and me. Sweet pee. So, hey, we're gonna be the new BKG. We're going to keep KP out of it. This
is going to be you and me. We're going to plot against her and we're going to get everything. Okay. Oh. Oh. Oh, no. Nothing. Nothing happened. Hi. You like peeking nipples? I do too. Hi, Tash. I do too. Is Sweet Pea here? I thought I I think I heard to leave her
a text message. I don't think she got No. Nobody heard anything. No. Why are there Why are there 28 people, guys? Why Why are there 28 people watching? Are you just laughing at me? Okay, 26. Okay, so people some people left. But why are the people here? There's 28 people and why is why is Hi
and Fred and and Poison are the only ones talking? Because they're just trolls. Everyone else is just are you guys tell me your government pos by law you have to tell me what what um branch of the government you work for and what is your position everyone in the chat go ahead
you have to don't leave don't leave oh 27 people oh someone left okay I know you oh you're so sick you're sick pretending they're not there pretending. Pretending. Oh, let me just pretend.
I'm just I'm just here monitoring every word he says. I'm here a thing that is his butthole getting every transcript thing. They're just using you. Don't you know? I know there's people visiting your house. I know you're in this Canadian house. It's like it's like it's like a
anc house. I see it. I see it. I see your mom out there. She's like scraping. She's like trying to get the mail or something. I know. She's trying to It's like a really old lady. Okay. D I I can't I'm I'm not trying to be funny or anything. I'm just sensing this. I see this old lady. That's That's all I Okay. I'm sorry, but
I don't mean Maybe it's not your mom. Maybe it's Betty White's corpse or something. Okay. I don't know who it is, but it's your mom. It's your mom. And she's like, "Steam this. Take care of everything for me." Oh, see this. She's about to request you help her in the bath. So, here's what you need to do.
You need to get her into a home called It's called Shady Pines. She's old, but she's not feeble. Okay. I I'll say you know Sophia from the Golden Girls. She's there. Imagine how fun she would have me her as Sel Getty.
She's not in great health. Okay. Hey, you know the thing that is here. Okay. Thing is maybe I was being stupid. I know. I know. I know. I know. I'm stupid. I was being stupid and making jokes. But you know what thing that is? My heart to your to your mom. I don't know if you can feel it right now, but
my heart to your mom. Oh, first of all, she gave birth to you. Okay. Oh my god. She didn't expect that. I can just feel it. She was like doing different. Was she teaching second grade class or something? She was doing something else. And then it's like, "Oh my god, what's going on?" Oh,
and she had the thing that is. And then he came out and she was like, "Wow." She's like, "I gave birth to a gen. How did I give birth to a genius? How did I do that?" She's wondering she had that within her shoe. She did. She still has to find some stuff out.
Your mom I Okay. Okay. Let me I don't want I don't want to talk. I Okay. If I get six shot, your mom is I'm hearing her voice right now. Oh my god. like the love. She Oh my god. A lot of love. A lot of love for you. Let's just say you're like the special
one. You're like the planned one. And there's like not just your mom, is your grandma, your niece. There's like women around you like this guy's this is like it's like a joke on the a joke on the universe. What What is this? you had a joke against this because there's it's like there's a joke. It's
like a joke is like they're all laughing like so so they're like but it's not like negative against you. It's like it's like because you're like supposed to show something. I don't I don't I don't want to get offensive. I don't I don't want to get weird. I know. All I see is like they were so excited about
you and they still are. I don't know. I I guys beta said I'm the worst psychic in the world. Just believe. Just believe. I I don't know anything. I'm just making up in my head. But all I'll say that is is not just like some thing that is like this. Oh, here I'm just random. I just popped
up in the chat. He's special. He's a special person. He's meant to be here. Like and everyone's meant to be everyone that can read this is meant to be. I I'm getting so stupid and and like I just feel my heart is being pulled right now. I just feel my heart being pulled.
It's like there's so much love for so many people and like there's people like I just see like all these everything all these names are flashing by like all these names like it could be like a thousand people in the chat guys. I'm sorry. Let me extrapolate a little bit. I just feel like people are meant to come here and people are at least meant
to like feel a little bit better or even if I look stupid is feel better. You're not like like I'm like as stupid as me. I don't know. I don't know how to say like I'll just I'll be the worst person if everyone can like be happy. I just want everyone to be
happy. I don't know. I'm so stupid. I don't I'm not saying it right. I want everyone to be happy. I'm not I'm not good. I'm not I'm I'm like the I'm a bad person. Guys, I'll tell you my I'll see stories all day that'll be banned from YouTube. I'm just a bad person. I didn't really do anything bad. I I never didn't embed
anybody, but I'm just bad in my own mind because I could have been better. I could have been a better person. I'm sorry. I want to be everything. everybody that can be and I can't and it's hard it's hard. People hate me, people like me. I'm just all I can be is me. If you
don't like me, guy here, I'm like, how more vulnerable can I be? I mean, I've already got strikes against me. First striking my channel, I'll be taken down, you know? It's like I'm done pro probably, you know? Nobody cares about me. I'm just a little nothing in
nowhere. You know what? I recognize you. I see you and I see the person right there. It's like the person like so skeptical. I mean, please you so skeptical. It's like, do you know that sometimes miracles do happen? Sometimes people are set in your life for a reason. I'm not
saying I'm anything special. Don't ever send me Don't Don't help me. Don't don't don't do anything for me. All I'm saying is that you're special. You are special. I'm not special. I I'm a terrible person. I suck. You know, even my friends hate me. People, guys, check out the people that like me. Check out Alexander Mayor, one of my best friends.
Check out Bea, one of best friends. They tattooed my chest. Check out everybody that like ever liked me. They hate me. They hate me now. But you can look at you can look at how people can go from love to hate. And you can honestly tell me what I did wrong. I probably did. I It probably is my fault.
I don't care. Look, I'm like I'm like ugly. I'm stupid. I'm just here confused.
I'm just like I don't know. I don't think I'm better than anybody. I don't think I'm worse than anybody. I just think I'm a person. It's a person that deserves your person, but I don't think I like came across right tonight or whatever. But thank you guys.
I'll do the 108 108 pronunciations if you want. You don't have to stay here. Nobody wants to stay here anyway. But it's okay. Guys, do you know like about Jesus Christ? I don't want to be be be um philosophical or anything or anything. Jesus Jesus
Christ. No, like that doesn't mean anything, but Jesus Christ. Just imagine somebody I'm not saying it's me. I'm not saying it's you. It could but it could be us. somebody that has a heart that wants to
if you even if they're they're not in the blame, take the blame. Even if they're not wrong, say they're wrong. just to help the person that wants to blame everybody and say everybody else is wrong.
Just to say it's just to help them. They'll take it. I'm sorry. I'm not saying it right. I'm st I'm stupid. Guys, do you mean you I don't want to do the names anymore? But guys, I want to say thank you for just even like watching my
show or listening to anything I say. Don't don't listen to me, guys. I am just a person. I'm just some random person in the world like everybody else is. And it's like decide who you want to give your energy or not. If you don't like me, you don't have to watch me. You don't have to give me your energy. I don't care. I just want people to like
me. And I'm sorry. Okay, I'm really stupid right now. I just want to say Christine Summer. Let me think of some people. L DJ, Electra, Vita Alexandra
Clumsy, Jamie Katie. There's so many thousand name. Michael, I don't deserve to be here. You deserve to be here. I'll just step down. I want your spirit to shine. You You guys shine.
I love you guys. I'll be okay. No matter what happens, I'll be okay. I love you guys. Thanks for just hanging out with me. It really meant the world to me. Thank you so much. Meant the world to me. It was a difficult time of my life. Okay, guys.
And if I bothered anybody, I'm sorry. I'm not going to bother anybody ever again. I love you. I love you.
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