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>> This ain't YouTube. >> This is an underworld talk show. You are now initiated. >> Father psyche has spoken. >> Spoken. >> Oh, who else is here? The real RG. Oh,
Rando's here. >> What's happening? What's happening? >> Hi. What's up, RG? What's up, Rando? >> How are you doing? >> I'm a little disappointed today, Psyche, I gotta say. >> And who? Me? No, not you. Not you. See, me and Janet made an agreement a few days ago and I thought I was out of the Janet game. I I didn't think I would have to deal with her anymore.
>> Uh, you know, and I'm disappointed. You know, we made an agreement and I would leave Janet alone and uh, you know, we would just be out of each other's lives and I would even be nice to her if I saw her again. >> I just saw her in Alex chat lying to her, trying to weaponize Alex against me. I I'm I'm not sure if that goes against agreement, but I kind of think
it does. I don't know. I want to put I thought Janet you wanted to put this behind us. Uh you know, for the safety of your family and grandma love and everything we discussed. >> I'm disappointed. Psyche. What do you think about all this? >> I think that um I think Alex was kind of warming up to you a little bit like you know she's
>> I like Alex. Yeah. I know because like anybody that gets to know you and like you know >> well she I I I don't like Za. I I don't I think he's a sicko and I I know Alex agrees with that but I also think Groovy Jimmy's a sicko so maybe she she does hasn't done the research on that and you know I'm not going to push the
narrative. Uh she could do >> her own research on that. >> Well I I don't want to fight with Janet anymore. I I wanted you know she's going to stay away from Groovy Jimmy. We're going to leave her and her friends alone and that's supposed to be the end of >> it. You know, if you make an agreement and just someone antagonize them or else, you know, then it's sick.
>> Is she the one from Pittsburgh? >> Yes, correct. >> I tried being nice to her because I share the same hometown. She was just a So, yeah, go at her. I don't give a I tried. >> She Much like myself, she has an abrasive personality. Maybe it just takes time to get used to her. I'm hoping maybe you and Jan >> I'm hoping me and Janet could become friends. Honestly,
>> give me a couple. I probably like have a similar personality a little bit. >> That could very well be it. Psych. But I I wanted to be out of the Janet trolling game. Uh you know, uh Grimy Jimmy's my true love when it comes to trolling. Uh it, you know, if she didn't insert herself into that, we wouldn't have a problem. So she was going to, you know, stay away from him. And we made a deal.
And it hasn't even been 48 hours. and she's in Alex's chat trying to get her to dox me >> saying that she got door knocked today, which is a lie. That did not happen. Just like she told Tommy that Tommy was talking about her and that was a lie. And and Alex knew that was a lie. So, she's not above lying to to weaponize someone else. >> Are you there, Brandon?
>> Yeah. >> Hey, how come you have a Predator modded, bro? That dude Saman NYC is a Roblox Predator. He's Roblox. >> Is that true? I mean, I don't believe in that. >> That's kind of silly. Come on. >> Okay. No, it's like people like I don't know about I don't I never I haven't played that game, but isn't that just a video game and like so different ages are playing? I don't know. It's like
>> I've never seen Sand Man talk about or play Roblox. >> Roblox. Ask him. >> Okay. Well, if you played Roblox, I mean, that's like you're allowed to play it as an adult. Like there's adults like Pokemon on Roblox and you know >> Yeah. You could be like 50 years old on TikTok, too. It's very normal. No, it's not normal, bro. For a 50-y old,
>> again, I haven't heard him say anything about Roblox. >> There's lots of people that play card games, though. Uh, young and old. You can't knock someone for that. >> That's not the same. I like Pokemon cards. Yeah, >> I was going to say there's adult Pokemon channels all over the place. You can't knock someone for Yuko platform where you can talk and message and talk.
>> I get it. I know what it is. Uh I don't I've never heard him say anything about Roblox ever. So you're saying >> Roblox there's something there or it's like there's like some kind of evidence or anything. I don't want to >> Yeah, there is. Yeah. Yeah. I'm I'm going to compile it. Hey Sam man, get on panel. Come get on panel. >> Just talking to people on Roblox about >> this was this was beat to get Saman up
here. Is that what it was? >> No, not if he wants his opportunity. I don't >> You're just saying something to get him up here. I get it. I get Yeah, >> he's in the middle of the >> Who is he, bro? >> I just >> I don't think he's playing I don't think he's playing uh Roblox. I really don't. >> You can say enough to get him up here. >> Just because you play Yuiio doesn't mean
anything. It's like >> No, don't play card games all the time. >> It's fine. You know, I like Pokemon cards. I play video games. The thing is is Roblox, they're being sued by many, many, many, many people. Dude, >> I know. people is a little weird, but I've never heard him talk about it. >> Any kind of like it's like how much if you're on the computer, it's like
already we have people in chat rooms and people can go in all this kind of stuff. It's not anything that's like not already totally accessible to everybody. So, >> yeah, this is bait to get him up here. Come on. I I'm pretty good at that. >> Sam man, he'll come here anyway. He >> Yeah, comes up here anyway. He's always in the chat. >> Yeah, I don't need to bait that, dude. All I know about him is that he plays Roblox.
>> Okay. Okay. Well, that's not a big deal. I mean, that's not doing anything. >> That's such a ridiculous statement. All you know about the guy is that he plays Roblox. Seriously, >> come on. Come on. >> Yui Yu-Gi-Oh's fine. Yu-Gi-Oh is fine. That's a card game. >> Better than the only thing you know about him is he plays Roblox. Come on. >> Are you on the monkey?
>> Being silly. >> You're just being silly, sir. >> Are you on the monkey app, Brandon? >> Jimmy's on a groovy. Jimmy's on a monkey >> I've used it, but no, I'm not on it. app. >> He talks to lots of lots of kids on on the monkey app. >> Yeah, Groovy Jimmy's a sicko. He's a sicko. Confirmed. Loves that lolli, too.
>> I did a monkey stream before and what they did is when I would cam up and connect with somebody and it would be like a little kid or whatever, I would skip, but they would take a screenshot the moment that it would connect. >> The best is not go on the monkey app. kind kind of common sense. So you think >> it's like >> I mean if you're on the monkey app and
you're accusing someone else of playing Roblox, don't you? Come on. Come on. Come on. Come on. >> That's way different. >> Monkey app is kind of >> Is it Is it though? Is it way different? >> Different. Cuz when you're on Monkey app live streaming, everybody can see what's going on. You're not talking. >> You could be masturbating. >> Man, >> I know what Groovy Jimmy was doing out of Monkey app. That I know. He was
talking to kids. So if you're on the monkey app, it leads me to believe that you're also trying to talk to kids. >> Where's that canoli? You canoli. What's going on, bro? >> Monkey app. It's like the rules are like you're supposed to be 18 to be on. I mean, >> yeah, but they're not. None of them are. No, it's it's like an urban like adults.
>> I I don't know, man. I don't know. I don't think I've seen one adult on there besides Groovy Jimmy. And apparently you and apparently you. all these people. >> You know what? He does have a child's account because I think he's like 12 years old because of his like, you know, Yu-Gi-Oh. And >> Yu-Gi-Oh is fine. I don't have a problem with Yu-Gi-Oh, man. That's fine. Like collecting cards.
>> Roblox. Yeah, Roblox. >> I think you can get S man up here in a better way than trying to insinuate that he's a sicko. >> Just be like, Sam, come on up here. LA, you have to be like, you're a sicko. false charges on them. >> Especially if you're on the monkey app. I mean, come on. >> Your chat psyche was when you were doing the stream about the mind control.
>> Okay. >> Yeah, dude. I haven't even typed and I'm already banned. This dude already banned me and I haven't even been in your chat. >> Who banned you? >> I'm assuming him. What? Who else? >> RG. >> Hey, why? I don't know you. >> No. >> I can check out your banny. Why does your why is the title called All Are Welcome Except KZ? What did that little rascal do this time?
>> Well, he didn't stand that guy. Like I banned him from the panel until he paid like Well, now it's up to $50, but it was like, you know, 20 bucks at one. >> Didn't I tell you? Didn't I tell you about him from day one? >> So, he's so annoying. >> He sits his microphone's terrible. And then he's just annoying. And then he went to Alisa Jordana's um Discord and said that I said that she was not a good
streamer and I was a better streamer. >> That's what he does. And I I just I want to tell you this now. I I said the same thing about Jay Dog. And there will be a day >> there will be a day that I say to you. Remember what I said that about Jay Dog? Just like KZ. I promise you. >> Yeah. Casey comes in and he says he he paid and then he never does. And he actually sends me um like requests instead of payments, you know? It's like
he just keeps sending the requests and then like and then he says, "Oh, I don't understand how to do it." And then he's like, "Oh, let me just warn you about him. You gave me so much shit." Oh, he's a good guy. No, he's an I told you this. And again, I said the same thing about Jay Dog, and there will be a day where I get to tell you I told you so. Uh, having said that, Janet, again, I'm very disappointed. I thought we had an
agreement. You know, poor grandma love was depending on this agreement, too. You obviously don't care about her. >> Grandma love out of it. It sounds like an old woman. I'm not >> I know, but I don't want to play with Janet anymore. I want to be friends with >> old lady. I mean, come on. Grandma Love didn't do anything. >> She needs to honor her side of this agreement is what needs to happen. >> I mean, RG RG.
>> We don't have to be friends, but we can exist in the same space. >> RG, the PR for you messing with Grandma Love will not be. >> I don't care about PR. >> We've not been paying attention this whole time we've known each other. Come on. Psych. >> Okay. >> It's not really It's not Janet now. >> I think I think I think you and Janet have just have this like like kind of like, you know, schoolyard crush on each other.
>> I don't find her attractive, but maybe it's like some thing I'm not even aware of. Who knows? Who knows? >> You're like a male Janet. But I mean, what do you look like? >> Male. I'm a adorable. >> Are you Are you like a biracial? >> No. No. She calls him a white boy. She called him a white boy. >> Italian. I I'm I'm adorable. Psych is actually the truth of it. >> You're adorable. >> Not a
right now. >> Like Tommy J is adorable. Or like >> Oh, this ain't good. >> Andrew Ver adorable. >> I'm kidding. Like let's not >> adorable because he has a right away. I'm not a homo. No offense to the homos here. >> Well, you know, and you sure like >> No, honestly, I don't want to I don't want to with Janet anymore. Why is she trying to get Alex? Because if you
It's like Janet's like, you know, like sometimes she can be like a wild beast if you like >> I know, but Alex goes after IP2 people. >> She goes after people who are already openly docked. Why does she think Alex is going to fight her back? >> Are you calling him from a a cafe in Nigeria? Are you a Yahoo boy? one. >> I could be I could absolutely be Nigerian. You'll never know. You'll never know.
>> Yeah, >> I'm telling you there's gonna be a day I thought Eldo was black and I thought um you know who else I thought was black. Well, you know, there's a few people that >> Arthur is like Puerto Rican or something. That would blow my mind. >> Yeah, he looked like almost like Asian to me. >> I thought he was like a tea wearing white boy wearing Yeah.
>> Yeah. Yeah. >> Thought he was wearing like a polo and >> Hispanic. I maybe like he was >> I don't know. He's a brown. He's a brown. >> He's brown. >> Brown. >> So Janet, why can't we be friends? >> He's like a light color. He looks Asian. Really? He's Filipino. Yeah. >> I don't I don't I haven't given it that
much thought. That's why I just said brown. >> Oh, Janet. Janet. Janet. Man, it hasn't even been 48 hours. She's trying to get Alex against me. >> All she has to do is off from Gym and we're everyone's good. Stay away from the sicko. That's all you got to do. That's all you got to do is stay away from the sicko.
>> Alexandra is taking or Alexandra's taking a 30-day break from the show. I think we're on like four or something like that. >> Well, I I hope she you know whatever. I don't know. I I like Alex. She's like >> You know why she's taking a break? maybe that's all right. >> Why is that? Because the warlock dude. >> I know. Do you know what thing that is? >> Yeah, the warlock guy.
>> Absolutely. An energy vampire warlock. >> I agree. I agree with >> Carla's ex Carl was a warlock. They had the white hair. But thing that is is like the bald guy from Canada, but he was on the he was on >> those Canadians. I'm telling you. >> I know. They caused so much trouble on YouTube, right? Just a few of them. And
it's like they cause so much. Tell I told you KZ was a weirdo and I told you Jay Dog is a weirdo. I'm telling you this guy got into a VC with a handicapped disabled guy and got him to jerk off for him. Dude, there's going to be a day where he shows his true colors. You see it and I get to tell you I told
you so. I just like KZ. I told you so. >> Watch. That goes for Alex and everyone else who who's buying Jay Dog's It's all good. It's it's I I enjoy Jay Dog because he's so pathetic. He's fun to with >> J. Especially when he thinks he's a tough guy with that list. >> Yeah. He never asked me to jerk off for
a minute in a >> Ask him. Maybe you got to do it. He >> I don't ask him. That takes away the It doesn't want people think he's takes away >> Well, he wears so much rings and and he wants to be all manly. But I honestly got if you ask him in a private setting like after the stream is done, if he's still up and no one's watching, he'll 100% do >> I really mean to >> 100% do it for you. Um, >> he'll probably shove things up his ass,
too. If you ask nice enough versus VODs, um, I think they have that episode of where Oh, yeah. He wasn't. Yeah, he >> dude. He'll totally jack out for you. He just want people to know. No, you're good Lord. >> Dude, I'm telling you, you catch Jay Dog after the stream ends and he gets to put that I'm a tough guy with a list personality away, dude. He He'll he'll whip his dick right off and start that
>> he's 100% a gay man. No question in my like mind. Um any content creators like mods don't hide content creators because then it's like um then they will like you know create content about >> your mods everybody you have absolutely no control your chat I don't think you ever did >> I'm saying but I'm saying my mods like don't h stop hiding lord of the group because then it'll make a you know
cartoon might turn insulting I like the first ones right but it's like I don't want to like need to look any worse than I did >> you should make one of Jay dog and you jacking off backstage together That's slanderous to all of us. To everybody. >> You find Jay Dog. That gross, huh? Me, too. I think he's gross. He's a gross human. >> I I let you block. Oh, I let him block
fifth stage. Yeah. Yeah. Be careful about blocking members, too. Like the only one. >> Oh, he's a member on top of it. >> Blocking messy member is Allied is now a member of >> That's where the money comes from. Psych. >> Sometimes. Can't believe she told Alex she got sent something today. That never happened. That's a blatant lie. She's
blatantly lying to trying to weaponize Alex. And what is Alex? >> I was sent manure and stuff or like you know um during when I was on Alex when I was on the show >> cuz you pissed off Tony. >> Yeah. I mean it's like I don't care. I mean it's like wait because he's doing all this to me. So I mean he's been doing it for months. >> I'm going to read this comment by slay
sway sle. It says, uh, "Jay Dog sucks the creepy bass and harasses woman while he makes believe just sits there like some sad invalid special needs person wheelchair ridden and can't speak." Yeah. >> He's just sitting on that. >> I'm reading comments. This isn't my thoughts. >> And I know, but I'm saying he's there's a really cheap like little pork swing he
sits on. It's not a wheelchair. I know he's a degenerate and he likes sexualizing locals and he had uh Tony the conductor jack off. >> It might as well be someone like Jay Dog. >> I'm tell there's going to just like KZ just like KZ. I told you he was no good. And the same thing's gonna happen with
J. I'm gonna come up here and go. I told you so. I told you so. He's a weirdo creep. >> There he is. He's >> Oh, there he is. Oh, it's the tough guy security protector. Sammy had someone up here trying to throw Roblox >> He is not.
>> It was It was just bait to get him on panel. >> Sam, I I told him it wasn't true. I said you're I said adults. >> And once again that you said you like Roblox, right? Jay Dog has masturbated with Tony the Black Dragon. A man, a disabled man in a wheelchair.
I mean, it's like >> 500 people seen the Marty stream. 500. This is a well-known fact within our whole community. How can he lie about that? >> How can JB lie about that and expect people to believe him? I don't get it. >> So, to answer your question, he probably will jack off with you. Psych. You just got to ask him nicely and make sure no one's around. That's That's not my true
belief on this. >> I tell you, we're on a break, Sam, man. We're on a 30-day break and I can go to her show if I want to. So, I don't get dumped. She's just we have misunderstanding because she thinks thing that is is like this Canadian mastermind. >> The warlock guy really freaked her out.
>> But I know it's a mildmannered nice guy. Not not nice in like a dorky way, but they're just like, you know, he's not like, >> "Hey, he seems nice to me. I don't know. He seems like a nice guy. I don't get it. >> So, I do ask you a question. If you're disabled, can you consent? >> Can Mason consent?" Oh. Oh, god. Here he is.
>> You weren't going to come up and slander my slander. >> Slander my name. >> I don't know what these have been telling you. You didn't come from me. >> How big was the dragon? How big was the dragon? I just want to know that. >> No, there is no dragon. There's nothing. There would be proof of this. There's no proof. There's no proof. That never
happened. Never happened. >> Absolutely. Show proof. Show proof of this. Proof of this. >> Show proof of this. Show proof of it. >> Yeah. There thousands of people. There has to be some kind of proof. There has to be some kind of proof. >> There has to be some kind of proof. Some kind of proof. Nothing. You got nothing. Where is it?
>> You got something, right? You got to show something. Show proof. >> The whole community already knows. >> There is nothing. They don't know nothing because it never happened. >> No, there is no lore, you dumbass. It's a war you're trying to make up. It's a narrative you're trying to make up. That's what the you're doing. It's a narrative you're trying to make up. Not true at all.
>> That's exact. Show proof. Show proof. Show proof. What is the only thing? You're over here trying to slander me. You trying to slander me to Alexandra. You trying to slander me everywhere you go. You ain't going to do it. You piece of You ain't going to do it. You ain't going to do it. You're a piece of You got
no proof. You got nothing. You got Everyone already knows it. >> If you haven't heard it come from me or you ain't seen no proof, you believe it, man. They're going to try to talk to you and say this, this, and that. If >> you didn't see it, come. >> It's not true. Can you see it come from me? It ain't true. >> It's 100% true.
>> It's 100% true. What? What are you up for? >> Here's the thing. >> Screaming about Can you shut the up? >> Denmark. >> Who the are you there? Uh, >> you guys are all weirdos. dead. >> He's kind of normal for also a professional basketball. >> Oh, no. You You look like uh Yeah, you're the Roblox player.
>> He'll be back. I'm not going to be up here for long. So, anyways, everyone Let me turn my mic back down. Hold on. >> You're back. >> Everyone in the Cyrus community already knows that Jay Dog jacked off with this dude. He doesn't want people in this community to know. And I'm sorry. You want people to know Jay Dog, don't be a sicko. Having said that, don't stalk
women or harass them either. >> Stage like the other day and it said not Cyrax and it looked like Cyrax, but it might have just been >> Kirk. I think it was Bathroom Rage. I think we just got some Jay Dog Bathroom Rage. Fantastic. >> My My sound just turned down. We joined. Hello. >> Can you do me a favor? Oh, you can't say
it. I was going to say say n word uh butig cuz you remind me of someone else I know who says that all >> no I was only kidding. >> I was only kidding. >> Don't do it again. >> I said new guy. I said I'm the new guy. I'm the new guy. New guy. New guy. New guy. >> Oh, you're from the people's podcast. >> clear. I'm sense the people's podcast Yeah that
wins. >> A bunch of winners. So what's the big transexuals have you been? Every time I see the people's podcast, I know what I'm getting. I know what I'm getting. >> Are known for like basing on the >> I'm not talking about IP2. I barely know homeless and sleeping with those folks. >> Okay. >> People podcast. I do know. I do know those guys. And they >> I lit my hair on fire. Yes, I can do it again.
>> Light your hair on fire. >> I don't think you have the ball, sir. >> What? Why is this sound like going up and down? I have to ch >> Maybe my mic's still up. Hold on. >> All right. Let your hair on fire. put on a show. >> Should I put on my wig or wig? >> Yeah, they got a lot of curly hairs down in Denmark. A little Jew in you.
You got a little Jew in you, sir. >> Yeah. Now, now my mic is better, but like my >> so bad. >> Not going to interact at all. I'm just going to gaze into the camera like that, you weirdo. Are you going to light your hair on fire? Was your idea? >> I'm used I can do whatever. Bro, I'm I'm
much better content than you. I've done everything. >> I hold I did something for you. Are you going to come visit me in Los Angeles? And uh >> I'm going to we I cannot almost hear you, boy. I'm going to join again, okay? When you come back and then >> Yeah, I'm done. Have fun, Zy. Janet, I'm disappointed in you. I'm disappointed in you Janet. >> What the are you, man? What are
your problem, dude? You sound so angry. >> It doesn't work with that accent. >> Get Look, my girlfriend. >> Stop right now. is so beautiful. I'm going to talk to a real woman without you. This blunt here. >> You guys have fun with that. I'm going to apologize. >> Where the host got no host? >> You don't got nobody here, man. >> Here's Rando right here.
>> Yo, can I see Can I see your tits? >> Yeah.
>> That's some good tits, man. >> Oh, you can have them. >> Sorry, dude. I had to take a phone call. I apologize for that. I know the screen. >> Well, I'm kind of like, you know, I'm trying to show this this Danish guy my tits. >> I mean, you don't have to have me on the screen. Like, you just go full screen your tits. I don't give a >> I want to this woman so bad. My god. >> I'll be I'll be I'll be back face down.
>> So, real quick, I I want to like offer you a proposition. So, I know that you like this AI. Some people ain't the best at like visual stuff like but and some people ain't the best at like audio. >> Yeah. But you can't just go in AI videos without being good at one thing. Like pick pick and choose. Like, you know, don't you don't have to be an audio guy. So, you could do your like own vid uh
like uh video editing. But when you just do both, it's kind of like disrespectful. >> I don't let the woman be, man. Yeah. What's up, beauty? How how you doing? I think you are very hand or very sexy. Do I look like a Danish chick?
>> Yes. I will you so hard, man. You crazy. I love I love to dominate another man in the ass. It's the worst thing you can do to a man. him in the ass. >> You never done enough coke if you haven't been with a transsexual or a lady boy. Yeah, I've been to Thailand many times. You have to try it. >> It's very good.
>> You like the Do you like You like the Asian ones or like Have you ever been with the you know? I I don't I don't know one maybe two but like dominating another man in the ass is the best thing you can do for yourself you know like that's real manpower you know another guy in the ass holy >> you >> you have not done you have not done enough coke if you have never tried it you have to just do a lot keep do and
then in the end yeah you >> you have >> there oh >> um okay I mean that I think that was just uh from a regular medicine. Um, >> okay. >> Can I I'll I'll be there. Um, can you buy me a plane ticket and uh and uh can I stay in bed?
>> Yeah, I have another Listen, I have many worms and very nice. I can show you. >> You can come here, L. Look here. This is my womb. >> Guys, this wig is the best investment I ever did. Oh, yeah. Here's where I want to go. It's big house. >> That little Is that like a cage?
>> You can come live here. You can come live here if you want. >> What is that? That looks like a hostel. This look like like the movie hostel. >> What is that? What is that? What is >> Yeah. that? >> It's my place.
>> Why does it have locks everywhere? Do you Is there anybody like locked in in a room over there? my >> Oh my god. You're taking over floor. Turn him off. Turn him off. >> What? >> He's fine. He's fine. The boat. You don't have a boat. >> Oh, nice. I have wine wine wine here for the wine. >> It's your wine seller, guys.
>> Yeah, it's uh just at the beach. >> Where we Where are you going to me at the house? >> Uh out here. >> Out here? Okay. >> Out here. >> You going to throw me over the balcony afterward? Hold on. This is the end of the boat. You throw me overboard? Sure. Oh absolutely. >> Yeah, of course.
>> I have a jacuzzi also in the garden. Jacuzzi >> just out here, but it's so dark I cannot show you. I have jacuzzi. Would you like a naked jacuzzi with uh me? >> Huh? >> Would you like to take a naked jacuzzi with me and then have >> What the What? Oh, I have to put my chin again. I think go out
the sound. It's funny. I just got this phone and it's like iPhone and when I don't charge it sound go down. I don't know. >> It's going down. I want to go down on >> I can almost not hear you, man. Can I you. I'll rejoin. Okay. >> Yeah. Okay.
No. Oh my gosh, he left. Okay, he'll rejoin. >> That's good. >> Yeah. I mean, what a good guy. I I swear this wig is paying off because already this really cute guy from Denmark is like invited me out there. Looks looks pretty safe. It looks like he has a kind
of dungeon um layout in his house. Interesting. >> Hello. >> Hello. Yeah, it's better now. >> Okay, good. Yeah. So, I was just saying like um you're really cute. >> Thank you very much. You are very cute, too. Very cute. I would love to suck your dick. >> Wow.
>> You can. Yes. >> I have a nice six-pack. Look. >> Very hairy. Yes. >> I have hair on my chest, too. See? >> Yeah. >> A little bit. It's starting growing. >> Yeah. It's like my beard. >> Have you been drinking today? >> No. No, not at all.
Okay. Well, I'm gonna have I'm having somebody up, so you have to be either be like quiet when I do the reading or u you know, and I'll do it yours I'll do yours after or I'll do it for you after. Okay. I'll give you >> Are you tarot cards? >> Tarot? Oh, you Yeah. Yeah. Uh it's probably satanic. Don't do that on me. I'm a Christian. >> Okay. Well, I mean, you know, >> I don't believe
>> Okay. You don't have You don't have to Can I do a u a tarot No. Nothing to do with tarot. Just know >> what? >> Go ahead. >> Yes. Yes. So, so yes, you're going to have um sex with me for sure, right? >> I can do coina.
>> Oh, yeah. Okay. Careful, careful, careful careful careful careful. >> No, it's sugar. It's sugar. It's sugar. I was joking. Wait. >> Oh, sugar. Would you Can I do a line off of your dick? >> Yes. I I will blow it up your with a straw. I am. >> Oh, it's a real woman. off. We don't like in here, man.
It's stick like uh fish you. >> We like the sausage, you know. >> Amber, are you there? >> Maybe we can do a threesome. >> She can sit in your face and I will you dude. >> Okay. Okay. Well, she doesn't I don't
know if she wants to be involved in the entire conversation. Obviously, hold. >> Okay. I will take it easy. >> I can't hear you, Amber. I can't I'll try um I don't know if you're It looks like you're not muted, but I'm not sure why I can't. Um can't hear you. Maybe exit. Come back. I'm not sure. Yeah. Well, but what's
guys, what's why is the chat going nuts? You know, this is finally Yeah, finally I'm gonna You know, I have somebody that interested. I mean, it's this guy, but still 3Q.
>> I mean, hello. What should What should my name be? Oh my god, that's that I don't like that one. I don't like that one. I like that. That makes your lips look weird. >> Your your name should be uh sweet. >> Sweet blonde. Uh sweet blonde dream. You like the dream of the sweet blonde, you know. You know, I don't know
>> how big is your um >> I'm very I'm very tall, you know, 2 m >> but skinny. But my dick Oh my god. It's like this actually. It it it hits from there to that. So it's like uh I don't know like seven 17. No, that's two. I don't even know. But >> it's very big. >> Like you know this can two of these cans. I think
>> beer can >> almost like two of these beer cans. Two. Yeah. very very very long, man. It's so long. >> I I always get told it's so big. It's too big. The They actually don't like it. >> He says too much. It hurts. >> See, it hurt.
>> I can touch the button of the in the end. It's crazy. >> So, but you like the trick kiss. But have you ever just been with one of your one of your male friends >> without have you just been with a guy just like without like having a trick being a trainy? I mean what if I forget the wig? Can I just like come as a guy? >> I cannot remember
when I do lines. I cannot remember man. So yeah. >> Okay. >> I I'll remember to bring it though. But I just don't want it to get all like it's okay. I can buy another one on team. Okay. Well, good. I mean, I will I will uh look forward to that. We just have a
lot of >> forward to what you can you can come here. I'm going to you up, dude. >> Up or up the You're going to me up. Are you going to beat me up? Are you going to lure me out there? >> No, I'm gonna you. you. Like I've seen worse transsexual. You can you can go. Maybe. You seen
worse transsexuals? >> Much worse. Yeah. Probably old guys with wet hair. Oh, they come here. Do you have sex with them? >> I them. Yes. And old. >> I'm a giver. I'm not a taker. I I'm not gay. I I just a man to
dominate. I'm a psych psychic, you know, like you. So just psych them. I say, "Oh, oh, oh." You know, until they say, "Oh, whoa. Stop. It hurts too much. >> I go like that. >> Oh >> Yeah. I want it all. I want Oh, yeah. I do. I'm greedy. I want I want I want it all.
>> I'm going to you up, dude. I'm the You're a dog Okay. Yeah. >> Wow. >> You want to play stupid games? I make you Okay. In your >> I don't know if I want all this cuz you're like Cuz I I keep thinking like, oh, we're going to have sex, but then it sounds like you're you're going to beat me to death. The way you way you talk.
>> No. No. Are you crazy, man? >> Going crazy. I know. I think I must be >> I I have so much work to do tomorrow. I'm going to do the worst of my cooker. >> But it's so dumb, you know. >> I I have >> I talked to a Spain girl right now, but
she's going she's a nurse. She's hot. I just started dirt dating her, but she's going to work. But I have to work tomorrow and but I'm going to get late. >> It's okay. You can enjoy your conversation. >> Okay. Okay. >> No, we want to talk to you. >> He's He kind of scares me a little bit, but that at the same time it's kind of >> Oh, don't be scared.
>> Great. >> Know he keeps saying I'm going to you up and he's going to make you and stuff. I'm like, well, in a good way or a bad way. I just don't know. >> Probably in a good way. Maybe kind of like, you know, if you have sex with a black guy, you're going to need a wheelchair. Maybe that's what he means. >> Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. That's what I Like mean. That's what I mean. >> But he likes lady boys and it's like I think
>> I'm pretty sure Denmark Andy comes from >> from Denmark from Portland Andy era and chicken Andy era and >> chicken is my friend Portland. I never talked to him but >> you had chicken Andy. >> He's so he's he's an OG. I I fairly recognize the name. >> It's cool.
OG, but I'm not an OG like that. I I was not on ice besides >> really good old times, but I started uh coming on the network 2020. So, I'm kind of like old school like almost 5 years I've been in in the soup, you know, but I was I was looking at the soup for a lot of years, too.
>> But, uh only stream for like three years and then I got a wheel job. >> This is not good you know? But >> I don't think I'll >> Yeah. So >> this guy looks disgusting. I I really He really scares me. >> You're transexual, man. You're
disgusting, man. You really think I want to somebody or what in there? Like >> I get all the time. I'm I'm a big baller, bro. I just I'm a wobbly. I got >> Oh my god, look at this watch. a >> I'm witch jerk off alone back >> You're there. >> All right. >> What a dick.
>> Yeah. So, um yeah, Alexandra did um purchase you a reading and so I I saw like a little bit like I don't know if you wanted a specific on a specific thing and you know a specific topic or something but um shuffling and so >> did you see why she donated it? Well, um, can you can you just give me a little background and maybe people that >> So, she feels like that. Well, my
understanding of what she was saying was that she feels like that I don't really listen to people that give me good advice or that try to steer me in the right direction. And so, I'm thinking that maybe she thinks you're going to give me like a deeper type type of reading to like help me steer from my my
bad path. But the thing with Alexandra is I'm sorry I heard that I said her name right. It's Alexandra. She she I don't think she realized where my life has been going. And I don't think she realizes that I don't spend very much time on the internet and around the internet anymore. Like I there's people that give me
thinking that I don't like care about them anymore, which I still do. It's just my life has been focusing. I don't even think she realizes like I have a job and like and I have been paying so much more attention to my child and my family, but she wants you to give me a reading. I think that's going to help steer me in the right direction.
>> I know. And then I really think it's cool that like you know because you know because I know there's like maybe a website or something and it's like maybe it's like not most flat like you know it's like stuff that could like people would be really mad at each other about and it's like I I think that you know you're not even like mad at her really or I don't know that's why I saw her
maybe warming up to a little bit or like and I like that. I like u >> Oh me and me and her will never be on good terms. Um she has done a lot of up stuff. I've said a lot of up stuff. Um, but >> it seems like you're mature about it like a little bit like like you know and it's like you know even to accept the reading you know in a different part that's
>> well yeah I mean I appreciate it and I'll definitely take the reading because obviously I do want to better my life and that's that's how everybody should be and so you know if there's anything anybody could do that could help of course I'll listen. Um, >> so I yeah, I mean I'm just familiar with like a little bit like I know uh your
recovery and um you know have been trying to turn your life around and u or have you know and have made a lot of things like I hear a lot of good things and so thank you but that's where the coming of that's all I basically know. So I'm not sure about any particular question you might have. So I'll do a general >> yeah just a general but let me address easy cameras real quick. Easy cameras. Don't worry, this won't take very long.
And the only reason why he's doing it now for me is because I have a crazy schedule. And this is like the only chance I have to get this reading. If not, it'd be like crazy hours in the middle of the night. And um so he's just doing it now for me because I can't I it's I don't have a whole lot of free time. Like I'm literally sitting in my bathroom right now. I just got done cleaning. >> But he does want drama. So it's not
going to take very long. I promise. Well, you know, I I I I don't like fight like when people fight and like I don't like but it's like but sometimes we have to go through some conflict to like to get through this conflict. Okay. >> Well, that's what people like. They like the drama. That's what sucks. >> Yeah. I know. I know. It's hard now like see myself like go oh you know it's like can we just all get along and it's like interesting for of course that wouldn't be very
>> Yeah. It's not gonna be interesting because I hate you fage. >> hate You Okay. So um
okay 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10.
>> So just be patient you guys. He's he's honoring a a payment from somebody else that's paying for a reading for me. So, and then we you guys can get back to the >> Okay. So, this is um Okay, so we have first the knight of swords. Okay, so knights are this like kind of like more know they're not the they're not quite the kings yet. They're like basically the king's henchmen. So, they're they
can have some kind of importance and this guy looks like executioner or something. Uh this was u so in the past this person this guy's come towards you. He's probably really good communicator and it looks like something about like um your happiness. You have the 10 of cups and this is also like you you do have the happiness like or you've you're on your way to some kind of happiness or
some kind of like really like harmony has been happening happening. You also have um the 10 of cups actually like that's like the happily ever after card. It's like it's like kind of once you get to the 10 of cups it's just like kind of hold. >> Okay. Are you there? Okay. Sorry. >> I'm here. I just I just muted it because you're gonna hear probably my kiddo in
the background in the living room and I'm just trying to avoid that. >> Okay, we have Okay, then we have um we have the death and the judgment card coming up. Okay, so I consider this like top row like like basically the like foundational or it's like no like a recent past. So I don't know if there was like some kind of death and and and from the dead like jud a judgment was called. Okay. Uh but I'm not sure what
this is actually referring to. But >> wait, can you explain that one a little bit more? >> Yeah. Yeah. Okay. So, the the death card can mean like an actual physical death like someone somebody passing away because I think and this is in the past. This would be more of the recent past and um and also but also there's a judgment card and so I see that this that either the death or the end of the relationship or whatever something ended
right if it had to be an ending whatever it was it was like it was like there was some kind of judgment call because something was not right in it like something was not fair or >> and so and I don't know so I don't know if like the death was someone going to jail or something like that or >> no someone I do know someone who recently passed and it was it was very sudden Yes. >> Okay. Yeah. Um but it looks like it's
like it looks looks like they went like the death to like the judgment which is like uh you know deciding where they'll go and stuff like that, right? Um um it does. Okay. So that was our first row. Okay. That's the more recent past. So in the present time we have okay we have the nine of cups and that means that like I think you've been like doing a lot of like resting u relaxation more
taking care of yourself um spending a good quality alone time and like finding happiness and that because the nine is also like you know associated with the hermit card which is like number nine uh but so this is like um basically you've been in a good state of mind I think you're in a good state of mind but also um you're in this kind of battle right
now okay and this battle uh Well, I see you do I see you winning this battle because it's like, okay, so there's a battle and this is like um actually like you against like a lot of other people. It's also all these towns people and it's like and then it's Frankenstein. It's like but who's the monster? Is it like the the crowd or is it like like the monster, right? Um, but um, so I feel like you're you are in this battle
or at least on on a strong defense, a strong defense right now. But then I see like you do have this victory coming like you're you'll win, but it's could be like kind of like a a brutal kind of winning like you know it's like kind of like >> yeah it's like in the swords competitions they're kind of like there's the winners and there's the losers and it's like it's not like a friendly competition. It's like it's
like a strong thing. Um, okay. Also, we have Okay. So, heartbreak over some like heartbreak and then I see like it was over somebody that passed away. Um cuz you have the three three of swords and it's like but then it's like she's got the like the skull. She got that memory. That's the page of pentacles. >> Yeah, it definitely hit me pretty good.
I mean, it's not like I wasn't like super super super close to them, but I just it was somebody that helped me a lot and had been there a lot and then it was just all of a sudden and it says but also it's like I see like the heartbreak and it's like but also like there's something that is like can be is provided to you either
something you learn or something that is like it's just there's some kind of material manifestation of like something that that is actually it's going to turn out for you also like the this Ace of Swords. So this is like the truth card. I'm going to go to another deck after this. Okay. So but so um you're you've either learned the truth about something or you're learning the truth but and you and you've heard the truth about
something or you know the truth about something. Okay. That's like the really important thing coming up in the future is that you know this truth. Let's look at this deck. Okay. Oops. This popped out right away. Okay. We Okay. Okay. What does this say? This says enticement. Okay. So, beware of like um and it's like this enticement is like see it's like this kind of like
like a little like nerdy like lawyer kind of looking guy. So, it could be like something like but he's like trying trying to tempt her or something, right? Like and Oh, yeah. Then she's being distracted by this guy behind her with a spider. Okay. So, it's like don't be distracted. And it's like even if something seems boring or something like that, like try to listen to like these like people in suits or whatever because there's like somebody trying to distract
you or say you don't understand something or you miss something. Okay. They're trying >> Well, that could be with me getting off drug courts soon and you know it's everything's going to be in my control as far as sobriety and stuff like that. So, I think that >> also I just get the like I get like a really like a lawyer feeling from this guy too. Like and he's like and it's like you know lawyers are going to be really boring. I just say like listens to the lawyer. He's trying to explain
something important like so I don't know if that that that's relevant but um and then we have this one is a ephemera. Okay. Okay. This is like you know she ephemera is like all these little things. It's like I mean this is about just enjoying the moment um as it goes and like enjoying like taking the scenic route of car um letting yourself be
maybe driven or like um letting yourself be you know taken care of like you know sitting in the sitting in the back of a car rather than having to drive everywhere right >> I like that I that does kind of feel like what's been going on lately I have just been take I just been just going slow and just enjoying >> in the back yeah she's like she's in the back like doing doing stuff in the car
while she's on the way. Okay. And then um we also have convergence. Okay. So, and this is like a really a portal card. This is like coming into like a new reality. And I don't know if you felt this recently. I feel like we are October 10th and 11th. I those are those are big days and that kind of looks like an 11 too. >> I felt what >> they're big days. It's like an energy
shift like a >> a like a portal opening almost into like a new reality for some people like right whenever portals happen I think there's an opportunity for ascension. Um and it's like all these all these things came together at once and like allowed you to like make a choice of which door to go through. They all came together and it's like the it was it was kind of an easier decision to make because
they're all there. Okay. We also have the stranger. Okay. This is like help from an unexpected person or somebody that might be considered, you know, weird looking or or or strange, something that they all but they might be very like smart about something and like the strangers like look at like he's telling her about something about the time or like >> time travel or something like that. I'm just I'm just sometimes I just get these
things burning through my head like I see different details when I look at the cards. And we also have oh the affair. Okay. So, and then so I don't know if this is like a you know just an affair like oh just have a relationship with an older guy or something like that or it's an actual affair or something like that but or maybe he's having the affair. I'm not sure but um or maybe something that you'll come into knowledge about of
somebody because they look like they're kind of caught caught about something. >> Okay. Uh two more from this one. Okay. This one says the staircase. Okay. Some kind of ascension. um for you like coming like coming going to a higher place um continuing to evolve um in a new level like I got that with the portal and this too and it might be
something with this like love or like sex sex that helps you get up there and finally we did this one says departure okay whatever that um that stairc might be like leaving you leaving things behind okay or it might be like leaving that person behind but it's like it is kind of a grim reaper kind of energy um too >> that's the Second one I got, isn't it? Departure.
>> Yeah. Well, it's it's like the other one was um we have enticement ephemerra. Yeah. The staircase is similar and the convergence the convergence was >> and so um but als Yeah. Also it could be like a spirit too. Like I don't it kind of reminds me a little bit of
this guy. Um there we go. that guy and the groom is really good. >> H cuz I'm definitely not having an affair and I doubt Sarge is you know >> affair could mean just like or >> my old man is old. >> Okay. Okay. >> Uh we have finally we have pursuit. Okay. And so running after something in this case it's like some kind of like
like some kind of wish. >> It's like like it's like close and it might be further away because it's a star, you know, but they still like run after your dreams. Don't get too pulled off track by them because it's like again with the enticement like something taking you away from what you're supposed to be paying attention to. I'm going to pull one more from this deck. This one says um
salvation. Okay. And it's like look at she's like I think she's at the church or something like that and there's a monster and she's like welcoming this monster or something like that or trying to save save him or maybe save somebody that people were like oh that don't save that person. I just I get this like energy of like people they like a lot of judgment around of of people like you know as kind of like monstrous people
that maybe is like unfair. Okay. Okay. So let's look at couple more. Okay. I'm just going to pull three from this and three from there and then have any other questions. We'll um Okay. So this one says um red says forgive. Okay. And this is also she's taking a bath. Okay. I say like taking a good spiritual bath maybe involving salt,
coffee, lemon. That's what I like to put in mine. Um those are really good ways to get um negative energy off of you, but also it's like this this forgiveness energy. It says red. Um >> uh and she has all these like roses and stuff in the bathtub. But um >> there's something you need to be forgiving about something and maybe forgiving yourself. And so when you take that spiritual bath, like release all that resentment or anything you have
towards any other. >> Okay. Uh we also have Feather and it's a bunch of uh people gathered around and it says I didn't turn my light real quick. I'm sorry. Okay, so Feather says this one says think uh think before you
judge. Think first before you judge. Okay. And so maybe there's something you don't believe or like some kind of like oh we can do this. We can do this. And you're like I don't know about that. But it's like you know it say think about something I think before because it's like there are miracles possible especially other people like that like you know power of three and stuff. And then this one says uh storm. It says
every hurricane comes to an end. Okay. And so it's like you might have been like you you've been holding on to your crown and stuff like that. You might have been through like the storm and everything but it's like you know you're able to like weather it and it's like then the storm will finally end and it's and it's calm and peaceful, right? And so it's like, >> okay, >> you'll get through it no matter how like crazy it may seem sometimes. Um,
>> you know, okay. And then I'll pull more from this deck and then take any question if you want. Okay. This one you got the This one says the cold shoulder. Maybe being either receiving the cold shoulder or you've been giving the cold shoulder to somebody. Um, and it's like I get the feeling that it's like it's like someone feels like that you are to
them like you're unaccessible, but that might be for a good reason. Okay. >> Okay. Um, then we have >> the Zoom meeting and it's like this is kind of like that meme where it's like everything's fine and like things are on fire and stuff like that and it's like then but it is like she is just on the computer, right? It's like but it's like yeah should remember should remember like not to be too distracted um to do things like that like you know because
like there's stuff in the other in the outside world going on too like that you should be paying attention to sometimes right there all this like >> okay and then uh we have the last harrah and so it's like maybe like we have one more time of doing something or like you're um closing out some cycle and so it's like you're finishing it like up at the with the boom or something like that. uh but
or and doing one thing for a final time. It's like you know in a in a positive >> Yeah, I was going to say I hope it's not way kind of like referring to like relapsing or anything because like >> I don't Yeah, I'm not getting >> that's the new because that's like the the I feel like a lot of the departure and the ascension and the >> all of that has to do with literally me
actually being ready to change for the first time in my life and not just do what I have to do and go back to my old ways. So, um, >> yeah, cuz it looks like, you know, because it just does look like another card because the other one was like there's a departure card, right? This one is also like a departure from like these rough waters like in the past and
so it's like so like kind of like an end to like a lot of conflict. It seems like there's like that the one with the storm too. It's like just things are like becoming peaceful and just take advantage of the peaceful times, you know, because you can get a lot done during them and there's like a lot less distractions to get some stuff that you want to get done. And so that and then make sure you're just paying attention
to everything you should be in this world like because it's like yeah the lawyer like the people are talking to you like lawyers or business things like that like I saw that and also like >> Well, you know what's crazy about the lawyer thing is I'm going to school to be a legal assistant. >> Oh wow. >> Yeah. And I feel like that part where you were talking about the the wish or the thing that I'm going after when you were talking about the star like I feel
like that's what that is is that finishing my schooling and and not because I am a felon and I do have to get it expuned and that could be a hindrance and so I feel like that's was don't give up like don't be don't be led astray like >> and also like I think um that there like in any hindrance like yeah it could be like you know on the mainstream level it
could be like more difficult um but also I think like you know fate will maybe bring you across somebody that maybe like you know had experienced the same thing in the past or something like there's like sometimes there are people that can help you like like you know >> exactly >> Yep. And there's people that I work with that >> that have experience in that field. And so I I'm looking forward to that. And the Zoom meeting thing that hit home cuz
like I feel like every when I'm trying to do my homework, my son's always like smacking my computer and knocking out of my hands and I'm like trying to focus on my schoolwork and like so I feel like that was referring to that. >> Right. And then we got the like the truth card too is like it's like really I see that like you're just coming to like understandings of the truth and like seeing things that you didn't or like maybe like thought were true or not
true and then like and then you've seen the truth and so now it's and so now it's like more of like you know the truth and that you can use that like a sword like cut through like the illusion of the world like >> exactly >> our powers with that. So I hope you like that. >> No, I did like that reading. I appreciate that a lot. Thank you. >> No problem. Yeah. >> It just just tells me to keep going. So >> yeah, keep going. I would say yeah,
definitely. And it's like, but it's like I see it's very it's just very positive and it's like with the staircase and everything too. It's like I see like a lot of progression like a lot of like like leave it like and leaving the dead, you know, get like like the dead kind of like behind and buried and and you know like moving on from like all that. It's like because you probably been through like storms, right? You've been through like a big storm. >> I mean some storms. There's, you know,
given where I'm working now, I've really come to see how good my life was and is and always has been. You know what I mean? Like there's like I mean, I've always had a mentality of like there's always someone out there who's had it worse, but I'm like finding people that are like 19, 20 that have just experienced so much bad and and it's
just like, you know, just makes me be even more grateful and humble and and helpful and appreciative for what I do have. But I uh I think a part of that departure thing is too is like all the internet stuff like the internet was a big part of my life when I was on drugs. Like a big part of my life and I've just tried to step away and it's still its own addiction. That's why I still pop in
every once in a while and try and like catch up to the drama. But as far as like choosing sides and hating on other people because of other like I'm not it's not me and I'm just >> right. And that's and that is a big transformation too is like how you interact online. And it's like whether you're like just trying to like you know like stoke flames and like for all the buckshit or like you know you're there to like just observe and like maybe like
be a positive positive influence and like you know you will make people will make good friends and things like that and it's also it's good to I think you have ability to help because I think you you've been maybe maybe wounded but um like like instead of like continuing like negative cycles you're like a cycle breaker and so you're um
you're able to break negative cycles and then also that would include like the cy the cycles of like repeating what what happened to us people you know and so I think that you could be more of the wounded healer energy where it's like you you've been through it so you know how it deals >> and that's and and I I appreciate that because it's kind of what I am trying to do it's like I try to tell because people are still doing that oh you did this you did this no we've all done
up and it's just all a matter of how we >> how we go forward and like here's >> here's Kate Kate and Sage are trying to to trigger me in chat and it's not going to work because I it's just hella old news in the past and it it just doesn't get the reaction out of me anymore that it that it would. Like >> there's a really good quote and that
quote is um every saint has a past and every sinner has a future. And so >> I like that. >> Yeah. And because if you if you look at the lives of saints, they were usually, you know, they came through things not very like you know a lot of crazy >> you have to experience bad I think to understand the good like you know those like you don't get the sweet without the
sour like the yin and the yang like I understand that a lot like it takes you have to experience something to be able to understand both sides I really feel >> right that's why like a lot of people don't like really like learn because like the teachers like a lot of the teachers in America are not are not in their career. They're teaching their career and so they don't have the real world experience about it. So
>> they have a different understanding of it but it's not very applicable. They just learn like the >> like certain knowledge like you know knowledge is not very useful if it's like you don't know what to do with it right and so it's like so people can know a lot of stuff and not be able to make things happen in the world. It's like but I see that you are able to manifest um things. So be very careful
with like what you do focus on because it's like you know you you are creating your reality like in maybe like in a >> law of attraction. >> I don't know I don't mean air sign air sign in your chart or kind of something air in your chart where it's like um taking the ideas and taking them into like manifestation like and being powerful with that. And so just realize
the power of your own thoughts and the power of your communication and you're much more powerful when you think too. And so it's like also you have the power to like you know lift people up or you know to to uh maybe hurt people. And so it's like you know use your make sure you use your power for good and like you know and >> I agree with that and I appreciate that a lot actually. Thank you.
>> No problem. I try to like fist Sage, you know, you look really good in those nerdy um preppy uh turtlenecks that you wear, you know, and Kate, you're hilarious, but they both still suck. I do like to lift people up and that's
the thing and that's what I tell people like the way I was before like like on the internet all that hate and like that wasn't me and and you know toxic and it's also like contagious and it's like and it goes really into like the the group mind kind of like that's how the like the bullying always like takes
on this like life of its own with the the group, right? Oh, there's hi. >> I'm sorry. >> No, it's funny. No, I and and I understand. So, I get it. So, I just I just try to like be better and do better. remember like you're going to especially in these communities like you're going to be trying to be triggered like and they're going to have like some of your your triggers because
it's like we all reveal some of our triggers like along the way and it's like it's impossible not to get >> Oh, definitely. There's still a few that trigger me, >> right? And so, but you just have to like be even more aware of your triggers that you do have. And then, you know, um also I I always say like the trolls like it's like exposure training. It's like it's like basically you you go through the
worst of it and then it's like it's not really a big deal anymore because you're like mentally prepared or mentally like you know fortified to with anything. So no one can really say anything that will ever bother you because you've already been called the worst, accused of the worst and you know and >> Yeah. Exactly. It's all been said, done, >> heard, shared, experienced. There's not
much more somebody can me. That's also powerful because there's a lot of people that lack the experience of things and it's like just so and also people that can learn from your experiences and so you know and you you as well just make make sure you keep learning from people because it's like we're always like learning and teaching. >> Exactly. Exactly. >> I am not born you know what Arthur like >> Yeah.
you were mean to me and then when you saw cleavage you were nice to me and now you're mean to me again because apparently it's been a while since you've seen cleavage so you need to chill out. Arthur is like, "Are are you bipolar?" I mean, it's like he's like he he loves me one day, then he thinks I'm an idiot the next day. >> Yes. Arthur is hella bipolar. He So, Arthur is one of those people that can't like come up with his own personality.
He has to imitate other people's personalities. So, he's he's trying everyone else's like little sticks and then seeing what works for him and nothing works for him. >> Is that why is that what he was talking like Eldo the other day? >> Yes, probably. >> And Eldo's coping Sandman's personality. And so who's who's a what's the original personality here? I want I want to meet the original >> That's what I'm saying. It's it's hard to find out.
>> I don't know. >> I've never I've never been married Joe 2.0. So there's no ex-husband that could have ran for the hills. >> Come on, Arthur. Come up. You wanted the link. Come up, Arthur. I think someone's in the background. Anyways, >> so Oh, yeah. There's random guys here. Sorry. >> Don't ever say anything about Psyche's AI. He'll just boot you right off the panel. It's crazy. Oh my god.
>> You're reading something you're saying I'm not good at. >> Okay. Okay. I retract. I'm sorry. Whatever. But uh Amber Amber, I don't know. Like I don't know who you are or anything, but uh I don't think the whole recovery thing has anything to do with like online behavior. Has nothing to do with it. >> No, I wasn't in recovery. >> Oh, so you're >> I am now. Like I was on drugs and did things that weren't me. Like I didn't I
didn't have a care in the world. I didn't give a >> Right. But what I'm saying is that has nothing to like getting high has nothing to do with how you act online. That's why >> it does. >> That's why it came up. >> Getting high on drugs has a lot to do with how you act and and a lot of people do things that are against their own morals and their own principles. Uh I'm
not saying it's 100% the reason like obviously I had it in me to do it but um it definitely helped me avoid thinking about consequences or any or hurting anybody or anything like that. >> Lack of inhibition. So is that how bad So it got so bad for you that you were um what fighting with people online? Is that >> it was more than just fighting?
>> Okay. >> It went like real life >> People get involved in >> Oh, okay. I don't know anything about I'm new. I'm sorry. >> No, it's fine. Like, but and I did up Said up That's what I'm saying. None of us none of us are innocent. >> But I know that it I did things that weren't me and that thinking back now disgusted me that >> they did delete back page. That was back
when I was like that was back in my day. You know the uh >> women ran. >> No, no, no. The women. Yeah, the women. They would definitely be on back page. They they'd uh >> I don't know. I don't even know what that is. >> You don't Okay. That page is like basically it's like Craigslist of prostitution. That's like where you >> Yeah. It was a Craigslist of prostitution. Is that what you did? >> No. >> Okay. >> No. >> Yeah. It sounds like, you know, more
like >> sounds like you ain't Amber. Sounds like you ain't You ain't done yet. It sounds like you ain't done yet. >> Why do you say that? >> You don't even know what we're talking about. >> But what do you mean I'm not done yet? >> It It doesn't sound like it got bad enough for you. Well, that's why I mentioned earlier that obviously there are people that have gotten things done
to him that were far worse than what happened to me. Like, um, but what do you mean? I'm not done yet. Just because I'm I'm here right now. >> I didn't say I was completely done. >> Yes. >> Oh, so what are you using? You own suboxin or what? >> No, no, I'm completely done with the drugs. Just Just because I'm here right now on panel doesn't mean >> internet addiction, too. Random. >> It's okay. random guy just wants to come up here and he's trying to to prove some
point but >> suboxy ain't clean. You're not clean if you're on suboxin. I said it. >> I said it. >> I agree with that. Uh >> but it's a different drug. Like there's certain drugs that people like can do and that people can't do. It's like there's like people have a unique chemistry, right? And it's like there's certain ones that are going to be bad pretty much bad. >> No, like so let me let me clarify a little bit more. Random guy. What I mean
is is uh in my sober mind, there's certain ways that I I choose and feel like I should react to what >> Yeah, I'm going to eat it. Certain Yes, maybe I'm going to eat it. >> Anyways, yes, there's ways that I react to certain situations that I reacted to or would have reacted to 100% more
negatively like uh not in my recovery. So, like I and and like I said, the internet Thank you, babe. The internet is still its own addiction. And so obviously I still want to show my face and and see what's going on with people, but I don't get myself as involved as I did before with the battles and the hurting people and the tearing people
down and I just I' my priorities have changed. I guess I should say people that you >> are you I don't know if you're trans. Are you trans? I don't know. I just >> I am not trans. >> I gota ask you. >> Nope. I'm not trans. >> Why would that matter? It it wouldn't. I was just wondering. I just like to know the characters. That's >> Oh, yeah. No, no, this is not a it. character. This is actually me.
>> Okay. >> I'm trans. >> He came out with a per that was that was funny. >> I don't know if your I don't know if your intentions are up here to try and make me look bad, but again, you know. >> No, I'm just around. I'm just off. That's it. >> I don't think I don't think he's like I think he's like kind of like >> Yeah, I'm slow. No, but honestly, if you want to be real, if you want to be real, you're
you're talking about like quit. What were you doing? What kind of drugs were you doing? >> Meth. >> And marijuana and drinking, but >> that doesn't count. But it does. It does. But you're talking about like smoking meth and getting off meth and like compar and like saying how bad it got and you're saying that you were trolling people online. It just makes like a real addict think like, "Are you are you serious?"
>> No, I am a real addict. Like I've done it for someone. No, I'm not saying that the only part of my life that was >> affected by drugs was the internet. >> Yeah, you talk about like scratching your face off. Like talk about the real Like, oh, I was acting all crazy online. Like, what? >> I we were talking about online things. But no, my life got really bad on drugs.
That's a whole like I mean most of my life was is already aired on the internet. My body cam footage is up there for my arrest. Like I've not ever been like I'm a very transparent person. So I guess you are new because you would understand. >> Absolutely. Am I >> the whole part of the downfall because
it was all it's all been online. It's all my whole everything in my personal life has been aired online. So it's not like um >> so I guess when I say the internet that includes like by that was happening in real life like I've not >> Oh. So you were like live streaming your whole act of addiction. Uh, well, not to the extent of me using online. No,
>> you may as well though, right? >> I might as well have you. >> That's wild. Where can we Where can I see that at? >> What? The body cam footage. I don't know if it's still up. >> No, just like you said. Okay, so you like you hopped on stream high a lot, right? >> Mhm. Let's see. Um, >> pull it up.
Most of my streams from prior to May of last year, I was on drugs. >> What's your What's your channel called though? >> Yeah, let's see this >> You look up A- Wrench at sign a wrench. You'll find it easier than trying to find Amber. It was four
H's. >> Yes, that's her username. book. I want >> Yeah, that's crazy cuz back back in my day, I don't know, like we would avoid even like posting on Facebook cuz we were like embarrassed of how we looked when we were getting high. I mean, you're talking about you just live stream the whole thing. Crazy. Crazy. Absolutely crazy. >> Do you do you think that I'm lying about being in recovery?
>> No, no, no. I'm just saying like the people that I knew, they kind of like didn't go on social media when they were getting high because they knew how up they were and they're like, "Yeah, this." >> Well, that's the thing though. Like I that's where again I was talking about earlier how I never had it bad as a lot of people. Like I've never been homeless. I've never been sexually assaulted. I've never been held by gunpoint for anything. I've never been
robbed. I I >> Oh, you ain't done yet. You ain't done yet. >> Oh, I'm done. I'm done. N I am. I don't >> It didn't get bad. It didn't get bad enough for you. >> I don't Everyone's rock bottom is different. I don't have to experience all that stuff to learn how it has affected my life and to be over it. Like I don't have to experience that. I can
learn from other people's lessons. >> Yeah. And Yeah. And we learn from our own lessons and other people. >> I'm grateful for the fact that I didn't have to experience all that. >> Sounds good on paper, Amber, but I don't believe it. >> Well, you know, and that's what recovery is. Like I don't know if you heard the part of my reading where I mentioned to him,
>> I'm just trying to help you out. I don't I don't think by trying to not encourage a future of sobriety is helping me out. I understand that you think you're being realistic, but I don't think you understand that not everybody has to experience like complete hardship. >> That's what they say, but that's not how it usually plays out. >> Well, I hope I hope it never get to that
>> Me, too. I hope for your sake. Yes. point. >> You had some experience in recovery, Rando. That's maybe why you're why you're bringing >> Yes, sir. >> What was that? Like how long were you in recovery? >> You're still in recovery. You're always >> 13 years. in recovery. >> Oh wow. >> And what was the worst point of your addiction?
>> I mean, shoving a needle in your arm is pretty bad, right? >> I mean, yeah. I never done that >> yet. See, >> I'm not going to. Even in my Even in the >> See, that's what we were told. When you start thinking you're above something, that's Listen, that you're in a bad spot. >> I don't think I'm above it. >> You're in a bad spot. I knew I was above it in my addiction. That was one thing I would never do because I know I would
>> listen, I'm going to quit preaching. really This ain't the place for it. >> I just, you know, I wish you the best. >> Well, I appreciate, >> but I know a bullshitter when I hear one. >> How what am I bullshitting? >> You're just a bullshitter. >> What am I bullshitting though? That I don't want to be clean. >> Everything you say. >> So, you think that even though I want to be be clean, I'm not going to be because
>> I just know your mindset, Amber. I I've seen thousands of people like you. I know your mindset. >> So rather than >> just go to a meeting, okay? >> I go to meetings every week. I go to meetings like every other day. >> I work I work Yes. I have a sponsor and a mentor. I work full time. I go to a female sporad. >> Do you not know I work in recovery? >> No, I don't. I like I said, I don't know
who the you are >> exactly. So I am >> So you got a job at like a rehab or a um group home or something like that? specifically. But yes, I am >> See, I I I knew your type. Boom. I'm just spitting it out. >> But I want to be clean and surround. So just because I didn't experience needles and being raped doesn't mean that I don't want to not do >> You can't say that on the stream. That's
that's violation. >> Sorry. Sorry. >> But just because Keep it clean, please. >> Sorry. Just because I didn't experience all that doesn't mean that I don't want to be clean. Doesn't mean I >> Yeah, but you said you were above some You said you were above something. That's a red flag. >> I didn't say I was above it. I said I've never done that. You put words in my mouth. >> No, I didn't. >> You did? I never once said I'm above
shooting needles. >> I'm a drug addict. I'm no better than any other drug addict. I just said I've never done that. And you know why I never did it? >> I listen, I wish you the best. I hope you keep these meetings. You don't get on a bullshitter and then and then not hear what they have to say. >> I didn't do needles because I know my personality. I'm a very addictive personality and I know that I would have
liked it and loved it and things would just just have gotten worse. Like >> I just think you're being really argumentative right now. >> So are you >> I think you're being >> Yes, you are. >> That's your opinion. >> That's your opinion. >> You're calling me a B. So if you're in recovery, the last thing you should do is like feel like you're steering someone in into the path of you. >> No, I'm telling you about yourself. I'm
busting your ass. That's what we call it. You're getting your ass busted, >> And that's okay. That's okay. But I ambulance. still don't think you should be calling someone a bullshitter who's only 50. >> So you're you're one of those easier and softer types, right? >> No. No, I'm not. >> You know everything. >> No. Did I say I know everything? I know me better than you know. >> Oh my god. This is so difficult. I'm >> It's easier in real life. Okay. Listen, you got to stick with the ladies. >> I don't know.
>> Stick with the ladies. >> I don't know what that even means. I don't Listen, I'm surrounded by some of the most hardest NA people who like run the conventions and like that. Don't think that I haven't been talked down to and talked to like how I should be. But not once did they tell me, "Oh, you're not done yet. You're gonna go use again. >> You need to You need to experience." >> You're hanging around with the wrong people Amber.
>> You You need Don't you need to experience easier and softer. You You need to go get graped and go shoot needles before you actually >> You never said that. Why do you keep on saying that? Did that really happen to you? >> I never said that one time. >> You're telling me I'm not done yet. You're telling me I'm not done yet. But if you're telling me that I have to go experience those things before I'm done, >> you do not.
>> No, I know I don't. I don't want to. I don't need to and I don't have to. >> But that's the only way that I'm going to be able to be fully in recovery is by experiencing those things before I I'm fully in recovery. That makes no sense. >> Oh, you must have been the best addict ever. You never got ripped off from me one time. Yep. Had all the perfect
connects. Never got ripped off. robbed. I got ripped off. Hell yeah. >> Oh, now we're doing semantics now. That's pretty much getting robbed. >> You know what? Tweakers, rando, it's like, you know, there's going to be like a lot of them are going to be thieves. A lot of them are going to >> I mean, I feel like he thinks I'm like glorifying my drug use and I'm not. >> Kind of are like she's always been um as
far as I've known her, she's always been like and uh talking about recovery and helping people as far as I've seen. So, and that's been for quite a quite a >> That's what I'm saying. Not not everyone while. has the same low point. Not everyone has to experience all that to know that they don't that drugs I mean drugs have been bad bad they've done a lot of I mean they've ruined a lot of good things
in my life. But I don't need to experience those kind of hardships to know that I'm done. I'm ready for the change. I'm ready to be better for my family. I'm ready to better. You got to understand I popped in I popped in the panel hearing you talking about oh it got so bad with my drug use that I was you know fighting with people online and I came in like what the is this
>> and I understand that I understand where you're coming from. What I meant was I didn't mean that just my the internet part of my life got affected. What I meant was while during my internet time, while I was on drugs, it didn't make my actions online like they weren't me.
I guess I was we were talking about internet that we were talking about the >> I don't even think you should have been internet at that point. online if you're getting high. Like what? >> Well, I was lying to everybody. I was pretending like I wasn't on drugs. I was trying to do what I thought normal people would be doing while on drugs. you know, >> I got to see those. I got to see those
live streams. Are they still up? >> Yeah. Yeah. I don't delete any live. So, yeah, they're all up. And like I said, before before May 10th of last year, that's when I got arrested. Uh the streams before that, cuz I'm about 15 and a half months clean. >> You got a felony. What'd you get a felony for? >> Drugs. >> How much were you caught with?
>> Less than an eightball >> of meth. Mhm. >> Less than an eighth. Okay. So, >> I think it was like 2.9 grams, I think, is what it was all together. I had like three I had like I had like three They could have got me for sales cuz I had like three different little containers of it,
>> Well, that sucks. but they >> Why? I'm grateful that they didn't go after me for that. It is like a crazy it's I know on meth it's like a fast-paced thing and it's like there's a lot of people that are like into like fraud and stuff like that because it's like the supply for your
addiction and then it's like plus it's like you got all this energy to figure everything out. >> Yeah. So it's like can be a deadly or a >> Yeah. bad combination in terms of like you know getting involved in that stuff. I'll be right there. Go ahead and talk for a second. I think >> you're good. I think he's looking at my channel. >> No, no, no. I'm not. I can't navigate.
I'm on my phone. >> Oh, I think my my I have to grab my charger real quick. Give me like 10 seconds. >> Yeah, no problem.
Okay, I'm back. My computer's about to die. Anyways, I enjoy this conversation and then and I understand and appreciate where you're coming from when you're saying that um you thought that I was just worried about my internet
aspect of it. Yes, this is the Amber that hates LD >> and I hate Pig Te. I hate both of them. >> I don't know who that is. I was reading chat. >> Okay.
>> Anyways, so I I have done drugs since I was about 21 years old and I uh obviously I did it off and on. Um you know, I have two kids. Like there's times where I didn't do drugs. I've went to a rehab center and uh I've definitely relapsed on several occasions, you know.
But I I do think being older, I do think the MRT um class really helped. I do believe drug court really helped because when I first started drug court, I was like, "Okay, I'm just going to I'm just going to do this and then do what I have to do and then, you know, go back to using." I told myself, >> "Hold on, hold on. I know LG. He's the one that he's kind of like the predator
here huh?" >> Yes, he is. Um anyway, so I uh um but then I I actually started seeing like these success stories coming out of drug court and people, you know, that I used to, you know, used to use with, you know, succeeding and I'm like and and like I said, like my life wasn't horrible. like I've never been homeless
and like that, but I was still making drugs a priority in my life and missing out uh on, you know, milestones because I have a four-year-old and and and so there was a lot of these other aspects that, you know, I realized especially with MRT. MRT is a good class, I think, for people if they really are ready for change. >> What's MRT again? I don't know what that
>> It's moral recognition therapy. Like is. it's how do you deep delve in or delve deep into like uh like how you hurt people and how you want to make amends to people and being honest to yourself and things like that. Like you really you really dig deep into your own accountability of of what you did while on drugs.
>> That's good you didn't lose your kids though because some people do. >> Well, and that's what I'm saying. You know, I I'm there's so many aspects of it where I know right now looking back that I am so lucky and I don't ever want to experience those things. So, I do want to be better. I I don't want to do drugs. I don't even need drugs. Like, I'm fine without them. Clearly, I've done it for a year and a half now. >> Oh, so you got a year and a half clean.
>> Yes. >> 15 15 and a half months clean. >> You got your black key tag, huh? >> No. The glow dark one I have so far. I'm waiting for the 18 months one now. >> What's the black one? Multiple. Yeah, >> I think it's multiple years. Yeah, I haven't gotten that one yet. And unfortunately, a lot of my because of my work schedule and things like that and most of the NA meetings are in the
evening and I work in the evening. So, I have to go to like AA meetings, but there are two NA meetings that I'm able to go to. Uh, one of them I don't go to because the the the person who runs the the chair person is kind of inappropriate and makes me feel uncomfortable, but I've already reached out to somebody that can can do something about that. But there so there
is one meeting that I don't go to. Thank you, Gotti. Uh, >> oh, we got in the chat. What's up with Gotti? >> He's talking about how we're losing viewers because we're talking about not drama. The numbers are dropping faster than Amber's panties for some smack. >> And thank you, bae. I appreciate it. Like, so I understand where random guy
is coming from with the mentality of thinking that I'm not done yet, but I don't ever want to have to experience those things. And going down the path I was going, it was probably inevitable. And you know, I don't need to get into a car accident, you know, from speeding to to learn to not speed and drive. You know, I don't have to go drink and drive
and and kill somebody to learn that I don't want to drink and drive. So, there are things I do believe people can learn from other people's mistakes. And um seeing all this stuff that people have gone through, especially so young, like I don't ever want to have to experience anything like that. I'm grateful that I haven't. And so I and
and I want to be better. I want to be clean. I really do want to be clean. So >> do you still think I'm a bullshitter? >> No, I just came up to with you. >> Well, it worked. >> Thank you. >> You're welcome. You triggered me for a minute. >> I know. >> I controlled it. I got it under control. But you
>> No, I just gave up. >> Oh, did you? >> Yeah, I gave up. >> Why? Uh, I got to do. >> Do you? Thank you. >> Yep. >> Yeah. You don't want to be the reason I go relapse, right? >> Correct. >> Well, hey, I I got to pop off, guard, pop on.
You guys have fun. See you. >> Thank you, random guy. >> Thank you, bae. I think so, too. What are you doing, Psyche? >> What are you doing, Psyche? I don't even think he has his headphones on. >> How many people are watching now? There was 40. I probably ran everybody off cuz
that's how boring. I am boring. Where is Arthur? I am boring, Arthur. You know why I'm boring? Because I have so many other things in my life to worry about. I've already been on here way too long. Like I'm going to be jumping off here in a minute, but I'm waiting for Psyche to jump on. Uh I got to go get ready for my drug court group get cleaned up cuz I was just cleaning. So I'm all dirty. And then I have like three and a half
hours of homework I got to do later after I go to the store with my old man and my kiddo to get some stuff that we need for the roof. So yeah. Did you get your headphones back on, Psyche? Oh, sorry. I was muted. Yeah. I want to thank I want to thank you for coming on for the reading. I want to thank Alex for purchasing the reading. You know,
>> thank you for the reading. I think uh you know she made up with Trisha and so you know and it's like you know we all have ups and downs in relationships. I know that you know maybe you guys have gone too far past the point of no return but it would be nice to have a redemption arc or something like that and have >> Well, I wish you the best of luck with
that. Um no just good luck. Um, >> I hope you know that a lot of us had a poll uh on how long we thought you and her friendship was going to last. Uh, I don't know what it ended up being and I >> Anybody win money? Can you split the honestly money with him? >> Yeah, I'll let you know. But no. Um, >> I've never I've never heard her say,
"I'm just going to give someone a break." So, I don't know exactly what it is that you need to do for her to fill the for the redemption to occur. Um, but I know not sitting there talking about her constantly with everybody else obviously will make a difference. >> I know. I mean, I hope I like never did that because like she did nothing wrong for me and it's like absolutely it's like she wants and she never said, "Oh, just like stay away from me." It was just like we have a difference of
opinion about like certain people and it's like you know like with beta like I don't hate beta and it's like I don't want to like hurt beta and stuff like that but at the same time I don't think that like we're going to ever be the things are ever going to be the same again and it's like I think I just want to leave I wanted to leave things with beta on a positive or like a more
positive note than they were um still like I didn't know all this negative energy there but And now it's turned into like maybe I'm seeing as I'm in love with beta or something like that. And I'm not. I'm very gay. Like >> well, you know, all I can say is you're very new when it comes to to Alex
and um she this is what she does, you know. And I'm not I'm not I am honestly I'm not going to sit up here and talk about bad about her with you cuz I know that's not the time or the place for that. Um, so she is going to want you to probably stay away from Bea. And if that's not
something you want to do, be who you are. She'll eventually learn to respect that more than you just giving in to be a friend with her. You know what I mean? Because you're going to have there's going to be more hiccups like this in the future. Just just know that. And so >> I don't want to be too I I really it's hard for me to like hate people. And it's like also like so many relationships of mine, people have gotten in the middle of it and then it's like B people make a choice and it's
like usually the choice is not me, you know, and then that that person hates me and it's like so I just hate that being done to me and so I really like want to like try to avoid like doing it to people even if I try to stay away like keep a distance from some people like you know I still don't want to like hate them and like have animosity. So I I I don't know. It's just and also like um thing that is I don't know if I don't
know like she's like she gets focused on some people for some like some things and it's like you can't like some people you can't say you don't like agree with something like that because they're so certain they're right about stuff if it's an intuition or whatever and maybe they are maybe they are but maybe we see different things. We all >> okay she okay she gets focused on
people. Yes. But I'll have you know that this is probably that I've seen in the last like four years the fourth or fifth time that she has gone back and forth with liking Trisha Controllola and just Jen. So I and she deletes a lot of her
well not a lot of them but when she gets good with somebody sometimes she'll go back and delete some of the videos that she made to the person >> or if she doesn't like them. So she has a lot of back and forth with people. This this is literally like the fifth time that she's gotten along. I think she has like this really great quality which is like this journalist kind of energy but then at the same time the
journalist is also like the like the snoopy investigator and like the you know goes you know expose expose it too much and stuff like that I mean about people right I mean it can like journal that's kind of a journalist personality but she like does have she's a very polished broadcaster >> no she is I've said that many times even I've said that many times she's very
articulated and well educated and and has a very uh doineering presence when she is on screen or talking about something like I it's very impressive and I say all the time like she could do so much good with that >> right because I think that there are like all these like you know these things especially these things that
she's encouraged about in happening in the world she is kind of hyperfocused on a few people about right and it's like when there's like whole like it's bas basically there's going people that are involved, right? But it also it's like the bigger issue of the thing itself, like bringing attention like like that that's what it is to me. Like it's like it's not really about the people that are like doing these things. It's about
like that that they're done. They have they have backing that they and it's like the highest, you know, highest realms they have some backing. I don't know. So it's interesting. It's like um uh well yeah I like her crusade. It's just like I don't if I was to offer her anything. >> What does what does articulated then
mean thing? That is like I can't say she's very well articulate, can I? That doesn't make any sense to me. >> I'm going to look it up now before I look dumb arguing over it. >> Yeah. Articulate is well spoken. Yeah. having two or more sections connected by a flexible joint, but it also says two
of an idea or feeling expressed or put into words. One of the first articulated emotions that you will hear from a child. So, I'd say it was 50% that I used it wrong, but there's still 50% I >> I think it was okay with it. used it correctly. >> Well, my intent my intention of the word the way that I used it was correct. However,
uh I should have said she Yeah, I got what they're saying. Whatever. Suck it. >> Yeah, it's I mean grammar police, right? Grammar police. It's okay, you know. But yeah, I learned from a young age never to correct my mother's grammar or I would just get, you know, smacked. So,
I don't really correct people's grammar ever. Um, but uh yeah, I'm sure mine is not always perfect either. Like, gem, gem is outrageous. True. Well, I'd rather someone tell me that I'm using it wrong now and argue and find out that I'm wrong than keep using it wrong and then everyone laugh at me as though I do appreciate when I get corrected.
>> I don't know if you know Emma Leviatin like um but like you know I was her mod and it's like you know I just like knew like I should not correct her about certain things but she used to call it um Ontario. She'd be like, "Oh, well, this is the 22 major Arcadia and we have the, you know, the, you know, the minor Arcadia." And it's like, you know, it's not the right word, but it's like, is it
Arcana, you know, but she would call Arcadia, but I never corrected her. But >> yeah, yeah, but some people can't handle being corrected. So, um, >> I do have to jump off here. I've been on here way too long. >> Thank you so much for having the reading, and it was it was good talking to you, too. It's been a while. Yeah, >> Yeah. Come on back. And I'll I don't definitely. know if I remoded you yet, but just comment in the chat. Oh, yeah. I'll do it right now. I'll remod you right now.
>> all right. I app Oh, uh this Yeah, this So, is my other account. So, I'll come back on my other my other one. >> Type in what? What you want to remodel? >> Okay. I'll let you know because this is my second account. This is the one I use when people ban me. So, this is my other one. >> All right. Bye you guys. Thank you everybody. Bye bye.
>> So, let's see. I think I wanted to show you something I made last night. I made a few last night.
>> Smoke. Psyche walks where the ghost lights choke. Every face a mask. Every word a spell. Every promise spun in the web of Jezebel. Bandits whisper blessings. Thieves wear crowns. The prophets lost
the maps to these haunted towns. He's been bound by silk, by sin, by cold. But his spirit still burns down every road. In the web of Jezebel, he almost disappears. But the panther comes, all
teeth and tears, shadow, mercy, eyes like night. Cuts the cords, brings them back to life. Survive the crypted. The narcissist charm, the psychopaths grin, the false alarm, the soul don't break,
it just transcends the web dissolves. The story bends.
He's danced with sever shared wine with ghosts. Heard I love you from hollow host. But faith is a flame that feeds on scars and he carries eternity stars. No mortal name can find his soul.
It slips through lies to black control. Jezebel smiles, her perfume thick, but Psyche's heart don't play her trick. In the web of Jezebel, he almost fades, but the panther roars and the spell decays
through the maze of mirrors through smoke and fire. He walks out laughing untouched by the P. He's seen the fame, the gilded deceit. But truth is a rhythm that won't conceive. The soul don't fall. It just descends. The web des
every tear a cold. Every death and rebirth on the winding road. And the panther whispers in a voice so low they can't kill what they don't know. In the web of Jezebel, he's found his
way. The cords un turns gray. He's a ghost that learned to breathe again. The priest of pain, the saints of when. And though the traps still gleam and call, he walks unbound,
he's seen it all. The soul eternal beyond their ends. The web dissolves. The story bends.
The story ends.
So good. Look like Luca's mouth boy. I kind of look like fourth Sanderson sister a little bit. I don't know. Yes, my love.
No, I'm not undead. Just allergic to dawn. I sleep through the sur of sunlight withdrawn. My veins come static. My bones on me and the nice black mirror calls my name.
Every touch in the dark just heat and see them fading spark. Whis my ukarist in a glass. Lock up your innocence.
Father psyches me. I'm deranged. I can feel it in my cold. Hollow out hard where the algorithm froze. Save won't save me. Angels lost control. If home is a soul, then mind.
No, I'm not a corpse. Just chemically numb. Half a life goes on a drum it home. We're spinning sideways in gay. God static whisper fade away.
I'm sick with creation addicted to fire. The prophet of CL and funeral.
Hi, my name psychic psychic. Daddy raised me on sabath and psychic circuitry. Long range. I can feel it in my cold.
out high where the alm froze won't save me. Angels lost control. If
home is the soul in my m
and the ser. Bless the broken, the curse, the divine. We're all going down in synchronized time. You're coming with me. You always were into the black where the data burn.
I'm deranged. Yeah, I feel it in my bones. God's rolling past on a cracked iPhone. If heaven had wide, I'd still be alone. Oh. Oh.
You did go nice. You're in prison in Mexico. What's that shot? Shut up. Who's live? Not me. I'm shadow band again, bro. Mute your mic then boom
drop a baseline dirtier than the chat. Ghost is crashing out smashing rappers like vows. Canada drives lick and watch catalog somehow. Rando's ranting about a tunes while his playlist all cartoons. Mason's pacing redeyed rage threatening people from an undisclosed stage.
Natalie being back foot behind head. Mods praying lord not again. Welcome to the paniverse, baby. Hold your ground where the chaos comes like a feedback sound. We don't know who's sane, who's bad or blessed, but the vibes unholy and always possess. Scotty calls from the B brags. He just dropped a cosmic load. Alexander's mic nuclear loud. Beat the
storms and turn it down your cloud. Tony bombs the stream with skin. Chad explodes mods dive in man in time. Roen free burning bridges living HD authors there just smiling sweet. Y'all need Jesus or at least some sleep. Janet and Jamie holding the line.
Keeping love alive through the digital grind. Michael spirit built the static home drops a light then fades he's done with the curse the clowns the chosen few might distorted prophets with nothing to lose by repeat and it's also true with the curse the
clowns the chosen few might distort with nothing to lose by repeat forever and it's all so true ghost disconnected Canada dry timed out. Rand still typing. Wait, did just ban me? Laughter static. Cat me out
inream noise. Like the wig. It was too tight for a second. You like the wig better? I I like it too, but I don't want to like know wear it up because wear it outside. I want to wear it outside.
Now I dream in ultra violet, a celluloid riot. You chase my ghost through neon crowns. And yeah, you know I rigged the spread with tricks to hands a tear a deck of slide of sand. You bet your soul
on a phantom vow. I warned you though. So I hex my stars for a fair game. While you stitch my scars with the same flame.
I'm the fool for you. Major arcana kind. Stepping off cliffs drunk on the divine. I'm the fool for you. Bounding right, dancing through the ruin of time. Laoo. The mirror I fall through.
La. The sin I pray to la. Now I see in rose and rust. Your love's a notion of curse to trust. It drags me under sweet undertoe. Still I go. Still I go. The rogue inside
me runs with storms. Tearing down the tiles we swore were born. If I drown, you'll never know. I'll make it look like show. So I burn my fate for a clean slate
while you feed my wounds on a silver plate. I'm the fool for you. Car 22 lost between the devil and the lovers too. I'm the fool for you. Can't unsee the hue of the mask that looks too much like
truth. La you. The charm that breaks through. La you. My doom, my muse, my view. Hold spell newly. You breathe and I
can't breathe. Lock the door. Let the gate click too late. But still, you know, I'm the fool reborn, spinning gold
from every thorn. You my echo in reverse. My curse rehearsing. I fall, I burn, I learn you.
The fool return.
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Two candles, one red, one black. We lit both and laughed at the pack. Mirror cracked cards on the floor. Who's who you asked? I'm not sure anymore. You called me devil. I played the part. Charming grins, silver heart. You
dancing chaos, barefoot pride. I thought I led. You thought you'd hide, but baby jumps on both of us. You preach love. I preach lust. Somewhere between the flame and fool with my crowns on the moon and full and
the fool in red. You're the devil in gold. Traing like secret we both laugh when we go insane. Maybe we're both devils. Maybe we're
both divine. Just Your mirrors playing yours or mine.
You said psychic. You're wicked. I said beat. You're kind, but kindness can kill. when it's sharpened. By time you wear your chaos like perfume, I drink my
pride like wine. Maybe the real jokes that the devil is the nine and tarot. The fool steps first off cliffs without fear. The devil binds what the fool
released and both whisper, "Come here. Tie me down with laughter. Shake me up with grace. Kiss me till I forget which mask is my face.
I'm the fool pretending to be cool. You're the devil breaking every rule. We trade halos under flashing lights to cosmic sisters starting fight. Maybe we're cursed.
Maybe we're free. The joke's on you. The joke's on me.
Shuffle it up. Shuffle the deck. Deal. One more round. The devil trips. The fool wears the crown. No moral here. No clean divide. We're just reflections that switch sides.
Wow, look at that. We're twins. >> You are. Hold on. >> Fix your hair, man. >> Look like cousin it. Oh, yeah. >> What's going on? What's going on, chat? >> Who's sexier? Who doesn't look like us? >> You know, I I lost my own poll last night. I said, "Who's cuter, vegan patriot or me?" And I thought I look kind of cute. And then a vegan patriot like won like 70%
on my own show, my own poll. Like, but my audience won't even like say I'm cut. It's a vegan patriot. >> Yo, what's going on, chat? >> You ever seen her? >> Apparently, I'm a male version of her. Yeah I >> think she's kind of skinny. >> Real quick, I don't know why you were saying I said that you suck. I I stopped flip-flopping months.
>> I know. I know. But you I mean, you went rogue as a mod before and then like >> before though. >> Okay. Well, I forgive you. You're my cute little Filipino friend. >> Thank you. You're my cute little sucker. Thank you for me that you're you're engaged, right? Well, maybe. >> Actually, no. No, you're not. You're not. I can't believe I just said that.
>> Well, wait, that's a fian slip they call it. >> You're You're making me blush right now, dude. >> Okay. Well, what do you have to say to Gotti? >> No, nothing at all. He's a piece of >> I was wearing the wig. Would you have sex with me? real quick. Sand man the other day was uh on your panel here and he was saying, "I'm not afraid of you.
You think I'm afraid of you? I don't bow down to you. You're a piece of shit." >> Well, what are your thoughts on that? >> You say that to me? >> Yeah. You didn't hear him? >> But he's mean what he says is not very that relevant to me because he's a he's a fool. You know, he plays Roblox. >> What? >> He plays Roblox. >> You're lying.
>> Yeah, he plays that game at Roblox. >> Oh, that's plays with his nephews. >> Oh my god, >> that's weird. >> No, I mean adults are allowed to play like it's like saying, you know, parents can't go to the Disney movie. What are they just going to let the kids go to the movie themselves? No, they have to like let know take them to the movie and stuff. So, you know, >> why you make fun of his hobby? That's his hobby. Why you making fun of him?
>> No, I'm just kidding. I'm just kidding. >> I don't know. I don't know what the Roblox deal is, but Roblox is like, you know, it's somebody named Brandon who's who was like who's actively on the Monkey app and then he's he's mad at Sam for going on on the Roblox. >> What the is Roblox anyway? It's like Minecraft, right? >> It's like a Minecraft game. I mean, >> any of that. >> It's for kids. I I I have no idea what it mean. It's like too complicated for
me to understand because everything is like so complicated. >> They're insinuating that Sam's a PDF because a lot of PDFs are on that. >> Ridiculous. Wait. >> Okay. Yeah, but but it's like it's a game. It's like not like what like like video chats or something that are not monitored by moderators. I don't understand like how >> there's no moderators and a lot of adults are there asking, hey, what's
your gender and what's what age and location are you? >> That's a bad look. >> It's a bad look, but you know what? It's like still the computer. It's like not I mean it's like you know even like that uh that uh the datine catch a predator stuff and they had this divine or not what is it called? Um perverted justice or whatever. um with that that that that you know that lesbian woman that looked like a 13-year-old boy and stuff and say
hey what's up can you want some cookies and brownies and stuff and then it's like the house and hello I'm Chris Hansen come have a seat sir and blow their brains out oh yeah so um you know it's like get the for entrament >> yeah you could sue them for entrapment that's insane >> well the guy that committed suicide I think or enlighted himself his family
did like probably sue because he was like he just ran home and you know unal alive himself after he like, you know, met Chris Hansen. >> Well, he deserved it. I mean, like, come on. Like, >> I don't know that guy. Like, there's some people that were like seriously um like mentally ill on that Like, like, you know, like like really like ill like there was one guy they caught like twice in like two days or whatever, but he was like genuinely like nuts.
>> They still do it. These guys, and that's why I don't get the whole That's why nowadays when I was on the internet, it was like it was like the wild west. It was like there because the parents didn't my parents had no idea of anything on the internet. I was like I was just like you know like it was restoring wild. Nowadays all the parents were like pretty much grew up on the
internet so they know everything like they know how to like you know look at every source history. They know how to put you know parental controls on every it's like I mean they're they're responsible. >> You know who's catching these you know who's catching these guys now? YouTubers. They're going after these guys and they're beating the out of them. >> Yeah. See, that's not that's not good either because that's like, you know, you know, take go ahead and like prosecute them like, you know, have the police in whatever.
>> No, no, no. They need a beating first. >> I don't think that that just takes away from the the justice system kind of thing. >> There was one guy in a wheelchair. Did you see the guy in a wheelchair? He was like like a Chris K like special. >> It was so up. He was like a quadripollegic. He was trying to be like a 13-year-old boy. >> Well, quadripollegic. So somebody he has
no use of his body at all. His head I mean it's like what is this person you know they can't take that person into prison because it's like they don't have a ramp in jail and stuff. I mean it's like so they they would never even do anything. >> He's already in prison basically. But no that man. I got no sympathy for these people. >> You want to like um you know stay out of stay out of prison become a quadripolgic and like you can like or just like you know then they will never get arrested
for anything because >> you don't with kids man. It's up. Well, yeah, of course. But it's like we want the justice system taken care of. So, it's like people >> There's no justice, man. Where you been can't in lately? There's no justice in the world. You got to make your own. >> Hi, baby. Oh my. Look at >> you got to take matters into your own >> Well, sometimes, but that's justice is hands. not served because that's, you know,
vigilante justice sometimes, you know, in cases where it's like, you know, >> but then it's like people then the the crowd becomes the judge, jury, executioner, and the crowd is a really stupid thing. No, you got to get your own personal justice. Look at this guy. This guy broke into a house. >> He uh went into the kids' room. He stabbed this six-year-old right in the head. Right in the head. You heard that one? >> And then they let him go. They let the
guy go. >> Well, I mean, that's like ridiculous. I mean, it's like But I mean, now you can kidnap people and stuff like that. Like in some some states, they'll just let you off like, you know, on on a a 24-hour hold or something like that like Chicago and stuff. actually kidnapping charged with all kinds of stuff like you know like um you can like get away with all these kind of crimes. Lenor is kissing. Are you kissing? I was on Kate
>> The wig's into the wig. the other day. >> She thinks I'm a new person. Hi. >> She's uh she's role playing. >> Yeah. You like the blonde wig? I'm gonna get Lenor a little blonde wig, too. >> Oh, it' be great. Yeah. Put a little hair on her. Let's see how it looks. >> Put a little of your hair on her. >> Yeah. You said go. Oh, she's running away here.
>> Look at You're so pretty. She likes it. She's purring. >> She's a new >> She's purring. I'm a new Daddy, >> There you go. Psyche's a new do you want to have sex? everyone. >> In honor of me being a new new woman, can I have sex with you? >> I'm really cute. >> No, you don't have enough money, pal. >> You look we look cute. Well, you know >> You need more money than you have. I what? >> have enough money. I mean, I I would need to be, you know,
>> you need to be like uh Elon Musk. >> Find me out. >> You You need to at least have like uh what is it? 12 zeros after the one. >> Well, you're a big zero. That's good. >> I'm a big zero. >> No, God is a big zero because it's actually like God is like every like everything, but it's like nothing. Like it's like imagine a circle and everything is contained in the circle.
>> You just called me a big zero and now you're trying to fix it. So, what's up with them Dodgers? >> Oh, okay. Yeah, deflect. >> Huh? You >> ever since the wig uh psyche, you've turned into a like a diva, dude. >> I know. I feel like >> people can't even talk to you anymore. It's like you're you're in diva mode. >> I feel like the goddess of uh love,
Aphro Aphrodite. >> Yeah. See, it's gone to your head. But then then that that that Denmark guy said he wanted to have sex with me and then he just said then he made it sound like he just wanted to beat me up and leave me like die on the side of the road. >> That's what it it's always like that. >> That's not very romantic of a date though. I mean I need to be like driven at least to like the hospital. >> They beat the out of you then they
laugh at you. >> Right. Well, is that is that like very nice? No. Actually, there's a movie. God, you got to see it. And you I think you would love this movie. It's um it's a British movie. I think it's called the s ui ci theory. Okay. Just watch that movie. But um >> the suicide theory. >> Yeah. And there's a but I'll just tell you that but there's there's this gay
guy in it and like part of the movie like he like meets this uh this bartender a gay bar or whatever and the bartend like hitting on him and then he goes to like meet this guy for sex and just something very bad happens. I just that's all I'll say but it's like that is like probably like that's the Matthew Shepard thing. There's like a lot of and it's like I think some of these guys that do that are questioning their own
sexuality. I'm morphing into the Lilith character. Oh, Paul knows. Paul knows >> my alley. This type of movie sounds great. >> My Yeah, you would like it. >> I I can't wait to watch it. >> Okay. Watch. I swear you like it's I love >> I don't think so. It's not my cup of tea. I like blood. I like a lot of blood. Did I ever tell you how much I like I'll tell you like a little background. >> Is there blood in this movie?
>> Yes. Okay. So, it's about this guy. He's trying to like unal alive himself, but every time he survives and so he hires this like hitman to like try to do it and the hitman like you know has is having trouble right and so it's like has there's a theory about you know s you have to so that's part of it like but there it's really interesting it'll make you really think it make you really think
>> comedy >> no well it's kind of like a dark comedy in a way like I mean there are funny parts to it and it's like but it's like basically kind of like just like trippy and like kind of like a um really like spiritual got a got a really interesting spiritual aspect to it. I think you would really dig it. I really do. Um fast flashing out in my personality disorder that wasn't able to manifest until now. I know. But you know what? A
wig is an amazing thing for bringing out a personality disorder. I mean it's like now I'm able to Well, that's the thing. I was like I was told that oh well I think Vita is your is your Lilith. And as I and I said, well, that would be very d that that would make her very dangerous because like when the when the anima, which is the male's inner female,
which is oftentimes repressed and projected out onto women of like maybe a maybe passive character so that it's like they don't they can take on any kind of mirror you throw at them, right? And so it's like it's like the fairy. It's like the what is a fairy? I don't know. It's is it similar to like an alien, a spirit? So, it's like, you know, it's all the kind
of the same thing. >> You know, I came up I came up with a um pretty good theory about why you and be are beefing right now. >> Tell me. >> And I wanted to run it by you, see what you thought about it >> cuz you know, you know, I used to be a clinical psychologist. >> Okay. Yeah, that's interesting. >> So, uh so I it's going to be a little personal. Don't don't get like angry about anything. I'm not saying >> I'm not saying it in uh to be malicious.
>> is it going to be of like a Freudian What theory or more Yian? No, this is going to be a professional theory. >> But no, I'm saying Freud in psychology is about like, you know, it's >> I'm not I'm not using Freud. I'm not using Freud with this. This is a >> a personal professional opinion. >> Okay. >> So, tell tell me if I'm wrong about any of this. So, recently within the year, I
think at least I think last year you said you meant you lost your father, right? >> Okay. And she she had also lost her >> Yeah. mother last year, I believe. >> No, no, she lost her mother when she was a young girl, like 15 years old at >> Oh. Oh. mom. So, I thought I thought it was more recent. >> Alex Alexandra lost her father this year. I think >> No, no, no. I thought she had lost her mother recent, but but I think it's
still it still bothers her. I believe >> it was because >> you both you both um basically bonded over that the loss of the parent. >> So, when you guys bonded over that, you became really close. I think you did at least. >> I think you did. >> Yeah. I don't. >> And after after that after that bonding,
you guys found out that basically you don't like each other too much. >> No, I I I Well, right. But it's like now looking back on things. Okay. She was like just like when she said the other night, she's like, "Oh, that poem I wrote a poem about or something. It was about you. I posted on my community wall and it was like this really like loveydovey thing." And I was like, "Well, that's interesting because it's like sounds like a love poem." And then it's like then the next day she's like,
"Well, why do you think I'm in love with you?" And I was like, "Well, you told me like that poem was about me." She's like, "I never said that." And I have it on tape. I have it on my, you know, on when I said when she said it on our show. And so then she's So then she's like, so that's kind of a manipulation. That's a saying a big thing. If she was lying about it, which she now she's been caught in a lie. Okay. So saying that it was for me or something like that. And then it was like then it turns out it
wasn't. What can that be besides a manipulation thing? And she was crying when she said it, you know, and stuff like that. So it's like I just felt real bad. I'm really sensitive to like, you know, you know, and I think there's some something in the brain that just like when a female cries, there's something that just like like wants to make it >> I think Jamie has it right. The trauma stop. bonding. That's what you did. >> Yeah, it could be that. >> You bonded with her after your trauma of
losing your father and then it turned sour >> and this is where this is where we are. Everybody has to deal with it now. bunch of people like during my father like I didn't I met her after my father passed away but there's people that I met during that time that it's like I'm not friends with any um notice how will talk about VA to everyone except VA I'll talk to her right into her face but she doesn't want
she doesn't want to talk except on her terms like oh oh yeah like at certain times on her show and then like I'm on the show just to talk about certain things and she won't want to talk about anything else and so uh and then she talks about me all the time and then even Arthur was like she was like talking about me but not talking about they're not saying my name but they were just referring to me referring to me referring to me and making these like inside jokes and stuff and then I was like is this about me and then all of a
sudden I see Arthur comment in the chat stop talking about psyche and so it's even like other people are perceiving that it's like something talking about me right that's kind of >> don't don't get me wrong I'm I'm not talking about beat I'm talking about the problem that you guys have there's a difference I'm I'm talking I'm trying to get to the root of the cause of why you guys are having so much beef and why You can't break away from each other for
>> reason. Yeah. Because um well it's like some the devil and the fool which I just played. It's like you know it's like I said I was the devil and she was the fool and it turns out >> Yeah. But you you can say you can say things like that but you can't put a definition on what the problem is. >> I can the she's the devil. She's the devil is the problem and the fool.
>> She's the devil. You're the fool. I don't think any of you I don't think any of you have traveled through the nine circles of hell according to >> I saw >> we're about to be taken there with you talking. Go ahead, Vanguard. Go ahead. >> We're in the seventh level. >> Guy, don't say hi. Don't say hi or anything. Don't greet anyone.
>> Go into your Go into your Go ahead. Guy, how are >> First of all, go yourself, you doing? Bang. How about that? First, go yourself first. yourself. And then number two, do whatever this you want deep on your feet these days. Spit your lies. Go ahead. Spit your crap. >> You know what he said, but that's terrible. >> He's going to say something about having
no legs and wheelchair >> I said I said you've got no feet. No, no legs, man. I mean, you can't walk on your feet currently, can you? Come on. >> Gotti Gotti is just a head in a jar. But you know what? We still love him. >> I wish I wish it was a head in the jar. Oh, >> any live forever. >> Um, what's his name? What's his name
with white hair? And why you got a white wig on there? Psych. >> My name is Freya. >> Goddess of love. >> I'm pulled by a car of black cats. Um, >> what? White hair people. >> I have a really expensive golden by some
dwarves. Why the are you snorting all the time, man? What are you snorting? >> I'm really attracted to, you know, these dwarves. They make gold and so dwarfs in order to >> My apologies. I can we just reset, baby. Good to see you, Liz.
>> Why are you wearing a white wig? And why is Goauty's new avatar him with white hair? >> I'm paying homage to him. See, I started a trend. It's called being a trends setter. And uh E, look at this. >> You're wearing a wig, too. You're wearing a wig, too. What are you talking about, Vanguard? >> What? That's not a wig. That's my >> You need to be wearing a wig if you're
not wearing one, guys. Look at this. Want to see something funny? This is on Facebook. Okay. See this? You see it? >> Who's that? That's a panda. >> Watch the possum eating the >> Oh, yeah. I saw that like 20 times.
What? That's not a panda. That's a What do you call it? What's the name again? >> A possum. >> Awesome. Yes, a possum. Not a panda. >> No, the thing that scared it was a panda. >> It was supposed to be the panel verse, but I think the AI got confused because >> it made it about the panda verse. Like,
>> yeah, but anyway, >> I agree. He is Yeah, bro. Then boom baseline dirtier than the chat is smashing rappers like vows. Canada
drives licking watch catalog somehow. Randun while his playlist all cartoons. Mason's pacing red rage threatening people from an undisclosed stage. Natalie being back foot behind head. Mod's praying Lord not again. Welcome to the universe baby hold your ground where the chaos comes like a feedback sound. We don't know who's
sane, who's bad or blessed, but the vi unholy and always possessed. God calls in from the bone. Brags he just dropped a cosmic load. Alexander's mic loud. Beat the storms and turn it down your clown. Tony bombs the stream with skin. Chad explodes. Mods dive in man in time.
Roen free. Burning bridges living HD. Authors there just smiling sweet. Y'all need Jesus or at least some sleep. >> Janet and Jamie holding the line, keeping love alive through the digital ground. Michael spirit goes to static
home drops a light then fades. He's done the chosen few go to hell for 800 bucks. The coding the coding and that is very
simple. Come on. Anyway, goatee, how's life doing with the Richie Feet? Are they doing good? >> Life is grand, sir. Life is grand. We got peace in the Middle East after all these years. After 3,000 years, Middle East, >> fantastic guy. I knew you'd be happy. I knew you'd be so happy. Benjamin yet was going to blow her up and make Trump look
like a because he didn't get his >> Nobel yet. >> I'll send you two. >> Anyway, it's nice to see you go. With all jokes aside, uh, are you doing okay? Are you >> Yeah. Yeah. I can't complain. I got, you know, I can walk. You know, we have Mrs. Doubtfire on the phone.
>> Hello, Mrs. Doubtfire. Vanguard. I was with >> Well, first of all, I don't sound like Mrs. Dumpire. You dumb psych. >> A little bit. A little bit. >> What?
I'm Isidora. What do you look like? Vanguard. Vanguard. I heard >> someone saw Apollo. Um Alexander saw Apollo um cam up the other day. >> What? Apollo. >> You know what? I've seen I've seen seen Vanguard. He looks like a normal person. >> You look like a normal person. Okay. >> You can't you can't unless he's like, you know, gained 1,000 pounds within the last two years or cracked himself out.
>> He looks He looks like a normal human being. >> Yes. >> You look normal in Vanguard or No. >> Yes, I'm very normal, but I am a Viking. I am a Scots person. I hate Donald Trump and Benjamin. No, I'm very normal. >> Nobody's perfect, man. I'm not even Korean. I mean, it's like doesn't make sense.
Yeah, but it's good to see you. It's good to see you, Psych. Um Um Do you know what? What do you think about three Ilas? Do you think we're going to be invaded? >> Uh invaded. Well, what is it? Is it just like a comet or something like that? I mean, it's just like >> Who knows yet? >> You think it's >> What's it doing? What's it doing right now on the other side of the sun? Recharging for like a final blast.
>> Yeah, man. It's coming back, man. It's coming back. >> Explain to me. I'm kind of stupid. Explain to me how this thing can come flying into the solar system, right? >> And then slingshot around the sun >> and go flying out. >> The thing is I think NASA is a bunch of just making up. >> How But how do comets keep coming back every like what every 80 years?
>> NASA's like, >> well, first of all, three is not a comet. It's an interstellar visitor. A bit like the comet, but it's not a comet. >> It's not a visitor unless it's like got some >> But you're going by what? NASA's telling >> Yeah, NASA's full. you. >> No, mate. I mean, I I I actually look at what European Space Agencies say and
other agencies say agencies like, I mean, come on. Come on. >> What if talk >> What if the sun throws off its orbit a little bit and comes flying into Mars or something on its way out? >> It's already past Mars, you end. Yeah, but it might come back around.
>> What? It could do anything as far as we know. >> Yeah, we don't know what it's doing on the other side right now.
>> Anyway, I've known Goauty for quite a few years. And is quite a nice person when he's not been a Isn't that right, >> Yeah. Which is what, 50% of the time? >> Yeah, man. >> No, I'd say like like 20% of the time >> really you're >> Yeah. >> I'm a 80% of the time. Yeah. >> Wow. >> I'm just kidding.
>> That's rude, dude. That's rude. >> You're not. >> I'm just being a 100%. >> You are. You're It's the hair. >> I know. >> He called me a zero and now he's calling me a >> Worse now. It's like he thought I was mean as a guy. >> From hero to zero. Just like that. Go. I
mean, come on. Go. Like I'm appearing every single day. >> I'm very sensitive. >> Very sensitive. I hate when people make fun of me. >> Oh god, >> I'll make fun of you all the time. But we're >> all get out of the wheelchair, right? >> One day.
>> One day. You're God reminds me of that kid in Mac and Me and I'm like that. >> I never saw the movie, but I I know what everybody's talking about with that I saw the clip. That's up. >> And he goes over the cliff. >> Yeah. Yeah. What did they do? They just want to torture the out of that kid. >> They don't They No, they don't want it. Oh, the kid in the wheelchair or the alien? >> The kid in the wheelchair. >> Well, the kid was fine. I mean, basically the movie was trying to like
it was McDonald's got a chance to make a movie and they like decided to rip off ET and so >> and so basically has the same plot of ET except like, you know, way less of a budget. >> Stephen Hawkins Stephven Hawkins geted and takes the out of McDonald's and goes up in the sky. What the >> That's how it goes.
Hey, you guys believe that William Shatner went into space? >> Yeah, that was cool. >> 92y old man. >> He skirted it. >> He skirted it. >> I can talk logical on this. >> Nothing nothing that Blue Origin does
doesn't go into space. It's not even the caling line to be honest. Come on. How? >> It was cool that he did it. whatever he did. >> That was But it wasn't it was like all of a sudden like they're like, "Oh, here he comes." And then they see like they cut away and then all of a sudden they're just drinking champagne and they don't show any and they're like in like this room where you see someone. >> Let's not get Let's not get on to Katie
Perry out staging uh that that owns Amazon. What do you think? >> That was fake. That was staged. >> I don't believe any of that. >> The whole thing was fake. >> Wow. This world, this world is on a stage right?
>> You think that was going to jeopardize her fortune by marrying this dude? No chance. >> The only way she died in the >> Did you see the funny fact though? When Jeff Bezos went to open up the capsule, it was opened already and then they shut it again. >> Yeah. Yeah, I saw that. Yeah.
is >> they just went into it. >> Space shuttle. I don't think so. It's like >> Yeah, it was fake. >> The only place that takes you to Chinese factory. >> Sorry. >> I don't think we'll live to see anybody on Mars. >> Well, maybe >> it's a one-way trip.
>> It's going to take How many months to get there? It's going to take what? six months. >> That's a long time. >> They're gonna like all the women are going to go to Mars and like then enslave the men for their seaman and >> It's going to have to be like they'll their jokes. send like a thousand uh optimuses up there. The robots. >> Well, as long as there's loads of potatoes just like the Martian said
Irish >> anyway potatoes. You've never seen the motion where he survived on potatoes for what? >> I mean, you see, but they look like they're all survivors. I mean, it's like >> they're mutated. >> Wow. I don't think he's ever seen The
Martian with the What? What's his name again? Matt Damon. What the >> How about Robin Williams? >> You want to see a Martian? I'll show you a Martian. This is a Martian right here. Oh, >> keep your in your pants, please. Please please please. Hey, show Psyche that potato that you found. >> How about that? I just kick you both off
for the show. Uh, psych would automatically kick me when he found out what a problem.
Thank them for being I mean I don't want to talk about potatoes for an hour, right? I don't want to talk about or things like that. I don't want God to hear God has this picture of this crosseyed woman on it. I
don't know who that is. Poor woman picture, you know, like don't know about guys.
Out of New York came a storm on wheels. Rolling in smooth with the mafia feels. Cuban cigar lit like his temper, pizza in one hand, hot dog for dinner. Said psyche, I'm bored. Had to switch the scene. Left some poor woman screaming on live stream. Trolled her down to the void and back. Then crashed my show like
a heart attack. Gotti made man troll king mafia soul. Rolling through panels like he's in control. Discord army on this Italian Mormon blend. They dangerous, wild, but they still my friends. Yeah, love you got till the bitter end. We fight, we troll, but we
friends forever my friend. Yeah, he thinks he's God with a lowercase G in a wheelchair, still stomping through the live feed. Bow to your king while
smoking that leaf, laughing at chaos like it's comic relief. brought spunky too. Now that trolls a gem mean ones, sweet ones, they all jumped in. Cameas glitching, chat on fire. Mods begging me to cut the wire. But nah, I like my circus. I love this mess. Every troll's just a test, not finesse. Goty, you're
rude, absurd, and free, but deep down you got loyalty. Gotti made troll king off the assault. Rolling through panels like he's in control. Discord army on this Italian Mormon blend. They dangerous, wild, but they still my friends. Yeah, love you
got till the bitter end. We fight, we troll, but we friends forever. My friend, you called me a fraud, then defended my clown. Spam my chat, then held it down.
You got layers like a deep dish slice under all that shade. A heart made of ice and maybe rice. So let's light that cigar. Raise the mic. Another night of chaos. Welcome to Psych. You brought the drama, the heat, the fun, and weirdly it feels like you're the one.
>> Nope, not the one. >> Hey, Psych. >> The one I don't. >> Psych. Psych. Yes, >> your mic, man. We cannot hear a damn word you're saying. >> Is this better? >> That's much better. >> Sorry, I didn't mean to yell. >> Oh, hi guys. >> Well, now it's not. So, that that mic is
not turned on. >> That's a $400 mic. So, Alex just posted about me. Oh, having >> But no, she paid for Al She paid for Amber's reading, McKenzie. So, you don't know about what you're talking about. She actually paid >> for um for Amber's reading today. And so she did want Amber to come on my show. >> Are you there? Jamie Cowboys. Nice to see you again, Jamie Cowboys. >> Don't get baited into talking about
Alex. >> I love Alex. If she she posted me, I'm if I want to talk to her like person to person rather than like, you know, listen to rumors and stuff. So >> talk to her in November. >> Hello there. Things that is nice to see you. >> Thing is rational. Thing's a very rational person. >> Hello guys. thing that is, can you just say, can you can you like once and for all >> right there? That sounds great.
>> Once and for all the thing thing that is, are you using mind control on Joe Shipley? >> Well, I don't have to, right? I mean, >> but what are you doing? Like, why are you why are you harassing Alex? Like >> who? >> Alexandra. >> I'm harassing her. >> Well, you have you said things about her on on on your show and then every every
time like people are doing something bad like you're around. What is that about? >> What? What does that mean? Like when someone else is talking bad about her in chat, I happen to be in chat. Is that what you're saying? >> Yeah. >> Comma denominator. >> You're not Hold on. I just want to make sure. That's I don't I don't know. Am I getting it wrong?
>> I've given my opinion, but my opinion has been based purely on on her actions. >> Hang on. Hang on. Were you Did you say any Did you say anything in reference to her or anything or would say anything? >> That does sound a bit cultish. She can't comment on what other people are saying. Is that cultish or what?
Come on. >> Sorry. Comment. Oh, hold on. You're >> Yeah. No, just just on her actions and talking. just from what I've seen, not based on any uh >> any rumor from anybody else. >> You talk negatively. I'm saying about her. So maybe >> I haven't been positive if that's what you mean. Like I haven't been praising her. Okay. >> Why talk about her at all?
>> Was it on VA's panel or >> when someone tells me that, hey, she's saying this about you and whatever, I just say, yeah, you know, she's nuts. What do you want? >> Specifically the stuff about you like recently or or >> Yeah. Yeah. >> Have you heard her say it >> myself? No, I don't listen. >> Yeah. Yeah. It's better off not to comment.
>> Yeah. It's like um because I but I just don't know. It's like what I saw was that you had kind of a blank expression now when you heard Joe Shipley say those words. What was >> words? I don't know what you're talking about honestly. >> Okay, so you were Okay, so you were on Beta's panel and you you were saying, "Oh, that was fun. We just did some fart trivia, right?" And then Joe Shipley's like, "You know what, Alex? Um, if you
mess with BEA, I'm gonna unal alive." Okay, I'm gonna >> Yes, he said that. Right. And you were >> He said that. sitting right there and you just had a blank expression. >> I've been on beat channel before. >> I recall that. >> Okay, I can show is in and out, man. I don't know.
>> Maybe I was doing something else. I wasn't totally listening. >> It It sounds like there's a bit of um camp here. You're in this camp or you're in that camp. Yeah, there's that going on. >> Regardless of what anyone said, Alex has shown herself to be a great friend to you psych. >> She is. And I'm not many times. So, I'm trying to figure out like is there what
like is there something else besides like this? So, I'm going to pull the clip. >> Well, it's based on what you've been doing lately. That's all. >> But what have I been doing? All I did was like when like >> you've been you've been trying you've been trying to go back to you've been trying to get back with >> I think that is on is on my show. He's a member of my channel and I've never had a problem with him other than like you know that spunky thing and so I don't
quite understand. >> Well, I'm never a member of anybody's channel. I just go everywhere because I wouldn't pay to be part of anything. Put it that way cuz I am the vanguard. I'm >> on this on this video. >> The mic has disappeared again. >> You cried on her shoulder about Beeta and then you wanted to get back with BEA making her look like a fool. Basically, that's what is what's been going on. >> I wasn't trying to get back with Beeta.
I was just trying to put things on a piece of level and it like it didn't go anywhere. Okay. I'm going to show you this clip. Okay. Hold on one second. >> Oh, no. Don't Don't do that to me, dude. I got to go. I'm working. >> Okay. Well, I'm going to show a clip of something. >> Is it a long clip? >> No, hold on. >> Fine. No, it's a short clip. It's just that is on on the on on the show. Hold on one second. >> Right here. >> The long clip. He always says it's not a long 10-minute clip.
>> Or I might. >> Oh, here it goes. >> Is this something that a lot of you need to even know about? No, because you wouldn't believe it. But here's what you do need to believe and what you do need to know. There are people on this planet who have something called the ability of compulsion.
They can compel others to do and say things that they normally wouldn't. >> Whoa. >> And that is what happened tonight. Let me go ahead and play the clip and then we're going to talk about this a little bit more. Is she saying all this fart trivia that we're getting in look chat all of a
sudden? It It's very interesting. I must say looks familiar. >> Are you She wants to with then she's with me. You don't attack my baby. >> Oh, you, Joe. You phony. you, >> >> Have another drink.
>> Are you He sounds like you. >> Shut up. Can you shut the up? I can't leave for a minute. >> You don't attack my baby beta. you. >> Look at his face. >> He smiles when she says hook you out, >> >> Just looking off into the >> I'm constantly reading chat and reacting
to chat, man. I like smiling at the jokes. >> with me and I'll kill you. >> Shut the up. I can't leave for a minute to go like brush my teeth. What the >> No, it's not. I I'm actually like my issue and it's like this is like
really stupid and I got to get it out of my head is like I trust that like like I try to help and trust somebody and like I think Mimi really hurt me. I think that's what it is cuz I can't understand that whole situation. But anyway, that's but no, I want to move on from it and I want to play and just like, you know, but I don't know.
It's like kind of it kind of drained me because it was like so it was like so out of like it was like left field. >> Yeah, I bet you are drained, Miss Mafavi. I'm sure you're very drained and it's going to get worse. >> Left field is a very decent bird. Have you ever heard of They're a very decent bird. Yeah. >> Yeah. I wanted to touch on that psyche.
So yeah, this thing things that is he seems like a really like, you know, calm boomer. He cams up and everything, but the more I see of him, he's he's kind of snaky. A little obsessive. >> Nice. Obsessive. >> I thought you were calm at first, dude. >> No. In what way? Explain. Just >> you're malicious. You're uh you know, you've got these double standards. You
you try to be this moral compass and yet you you're okay and all this when it's the people on your side, quote unquote. I mean, it's crazy, dude. You're saying he's afraid to take a stand? >> Are you American? >> Thank you. In better lack of better words. Yeah. >> I'm the I'm the only non-Americ
thing. >> Shut this guy up. >> Shut the up. You shut your mouth. You d American
trying to cook here and you're just being this Scottish whatever you idiot corner >> mate you have so much folks I'm sorry I can't work with this guy I got this >> you did thank god you ran another one off >> means a lot >> if he means if he means the two sides
between uh beta and psych I'm not on either side >> right >> if he means the two sides between beta and Alexandra I'm on beta's Okay. >> Like is that >> Okay. >> we can all disagree about like certain like you know t tactics or the person that people are doing on >> Well, you don't beat a side because you go to her channel all the time. That's why. >> Okay.
>> You're friends with like that's a kind of a bias. You not make sense. I don't >> Well, you're bias. You're biased. You're not like being judgmental. >> Like I said, I'm on side. I'm on beta's side. But the next part of it is, does random white guy or anybody else comment on absolutely every single thing?
And why should I comment on everything? >> Right. But is there specific things that are like on stream, so it's like actually like a >> Well, that okay, man. That certainly didn't look good. I don't know if there's any trickery going on there, but I don't recall it. >> 100% sure that she would not >> I certainly don't recall it. I'll say that. Um, yeah. No, I don't go for that kind of
>> concentration playing with Joe's mind trying to get him to say, >> "Oh, man. I'm I'm looking on the side here on this monitor. I've got like another monitor over here and I've got a browser open. I've got other things open. I'm constantly like looking at stuff. I may been looking at code. Sometimes I'm looking at code at the same time. >> I'm going to kill somebody. I would have
heard that like had someone say that. What did I say when I came back though? When I when I addressed the stream again, I said something, but it wasn't loud enough. You can't hear that. What did I say? >> You say I just I just saw you smiling. That's all. >> Did I say something? A joke? It certainly seemed like I did. >> I'll replay it. Let me see. Let me see. >> Right. Anyway, >> are we analyzing a smile?
>> Thing that is. Can you can you agree with me when there's you say some discourse and certain coats get a butt hurt and throw the toys out the pram and I don't believe what you said? There's no discourse there, mate. Is >> you talking about, man? >> What? >> I don't know. He's really weird. Are you trying to say something like just without saying it? Like just can you
just spit it out, please? You're not making sense. >> There's nothing worse. There's nothing worse than being betrayed by someone you consider your friend. I >> and there's a lot of people that feel that way around here. >> I understood that there were words that you said, Vanguard, but in the order that you put them in, I didn't understand what that meant. >> Yeah. >> So, you're you're part of the committee that says, "If you don't believe what I
say, go yourself." >> Keep talking into the wind then. What the do I care? >> Joe just says things for a fact. >> I know. Joel said to me before several times, I'm gonna on a live view. I mean, >> yeah, Joe was Joe was being pretty rowdy that night from what I remember, but he's rowdy a lot of nights >> regardless. You can't say it. You can't
say it on somebody else panel without taking the heat. >> I agree. Well, I mean, it's like I mean I and it's I don't I kicked him off for saying that stuff, but um >> he said it about someone who takes it damn serious. >> Yeah, I know. And you shouldn't That's definitely But it's like now the thing that is is like being kind of pulled
into it. Like that kind of is like not >> He's smiling again. >> So, do you have a >> This is ridiculous because I don't act in any way that's violent or anything like that. I've never made or anything like that. >> Do you have a sense of humor? And then I came back to address the uh
the stream. >> So, I mean, this is it's pretty ridiculous, man. I disavow what he said. Does that make you feel better? I don't know what to say. >> Never mind your personal Never mind your personal gripes. >> Never mind your personal >> Never mind your personal gripes. But do
you have a sense of humor at all? >> Realizing his face. Watch. >> Go ahead and play the clip and then we're going to talk about this a little bit more. in with all this fart trivia that we're getting in in chat all of a sudden. >> It's very interesting, I must say.
>> Well, I'm talking >> Myers. She wants to with then she's with me. You don't sense of humor. I mean, go to know where humor is. >> Come on. >> I ain't playing anymore. >> No.
You want to say with me. >> What did that say? What did I say there? Why does that not have any volume? >> He said I'm He said I'm not playing anymore. And you said >> what did I say when I turned back? Why does not that not have any volume? But Joe is super loud. >> I bet you anything that's clipped in. I bet you anything. Let's look at the
original. Let's look at the original. I bet you anything Alexandra clipped that in. I do not trust her. >> Rumble. did not edit it out. >> I don't trust her. >> Trivia. You said >> I don't trust her. This is fake. I'll say it right now. This is fake, >> Fake. Watch. >> I ain't playing anymore. >> You said trivia. >> No.
>> You want to be with me and I'll kill you. >> Shut up, Joe. Can you shut the up? I can't leave for a minute to go like brush my teeth. What the No, it's not. I I'm actually like my own like my issue and it's like this is like really stupid and I got to get it out of my head is like I trust that like like I
try to help and trust somebody and like I think Mimi really hurt me. I think that's what it is cuz I can't understand that whole situation. >> But anyway, that's it. But no, I'm going to move on from it and I want to play and just like, you know, but I don't know. It's like kind of it kind of drained me because it was like so it was like so out of like it was like left field.
>> I don't think you noticed her. >> Yeah, I bet you are drained, Miss Mustafi. I'm sure you're very It's going to get worse. >> Ridiculous. >> It's going to get a lot worse. >> Another fail by Alexander. What can I say? >> What are you talking about? for tonight. You never join that panel again and do
not join any more panels that feature >> this particular this man. >> I want the name of this particular man. >> Oh, from what I can that does not exonerate him from me and you're cool with that.
>> Landon LL learned that the hard way. But >> You're on the list. I want all of you to sound like the actions of a sane person >> as Joe is talking >> whenever this particular man >> I haven't heard you disavow anything
her right now disavow her right now her now or I am a threat to dox me you disavow her this moment >> I don't believe that she's trying to dox you think >> yes she is She just said she wants my real name. >> Yeah. Not to give out to anybody like that. >> off, man. Don't give me that
>> You disavow her this moment. >> I don't believe in doxing. I don't believe >> disavow her this moment. >> I'll say I don't believe in doxing and I hope that she would never dox you or anything like that, but I don't think that she would. >> Um, when you talk about disavowing, I mean, it's a bit penicious, isn't it? It's all a bit penicious, isn't it? Disavowing and doctring. Come on. No
>> What are these hands? way. >> Kesset. >> Some of the most horrific things are said. Now, here's what's interesting about it. >> I've never spoken privately with this man to my knowledge. I've never had anything to do with this man. Thing that is, but he's been making
some moves lately. Who is he and why is he here? And why is he smiling while a death threat is being issued toward me on public figure Ba Most Defavy's panel? Now, as soon as this happened, the person who clipped this >> body language
>> told me that he bounced. I guess he thought no one was going to clip this. No one was going to notice. Do you >> know that there is something real called a warlock? >> I was thinking the same. >> That's what this one is. >> I was just thinking
>> puppet master flowers of Manchester. He absolutely is. I have seen some of the worst things said not only in regards to me but in regards to others when he is present. He always smiles, nods. >> A warlock. >> And you can almost see his mind working. Also, he looks substantially younger
than his age. Energy vampire, but a little bit more than that. He's a solid warlock. I'm not against warlocks. I'm not against witches. Everyone has a gift, but it's how you use it or how you >> Yes, agreed. Negative. This is very abuse it. negative. >> You cannot have this person on your panel anymore. Most of
>> I mean, you can. And I can't force you not to, but guess what, Lawsuit time. You want to sue everybody else? >> Well, solid death threat. And there's been others. I mean, we I personally don't have any DMs when it comes to you
and Clumsy, but as I told Clumsy, >> he doesn't need to worry about getting that cell phone fixed. >> Whoa. Anyway, Jimmy Wizzle says the proof as to why before, but now I do. >> What the
>> Vanguard, you are an embarrassment to the British people. Rizza, go yourself. 2.0. >> Are you talking to my mods in a negative way? >> Is Rizzer my mod? Let me check. Well, could you tell your mods to talk to other mods in a >> Are you a warlock thing? >> Is he a warlock? >> The whole thing that is he left he he
disappeared to go. >> He's in the lower chat. Are you a warlock thing >> thing? What what is going on with those MK Ultra hand signals you were using um making Joe say things because Joe is kind of like, you know, >> anyway. Anyway, I've known Alexander Mes for years. I really have. >> Beautiful, smart woman. >> Yes, I agree. >> Very loyal friend. >> Yes. Yes, from what I could see. >> Wonderful.
>> What? >> And now I see her point about thing that is he's now now I do and like since I looked at him, he has that little guilty expression on his face like doesn't he kind of he kind of like looks a little bit like Hm. He has his hands. Maybe it looks like something more than I'm not sure. >> He reminds me of the uncle from Bewitched. Remember that guy? >> Oh, the Paul the Paul Lind uncle. >> Paul Lind. Yeah, he reminds me of that guy.
>> Yeah. >> Hey, Samantha. >> Uncle Arthur. And he's like a warlock, but it's like >> Uncle Arthur is and like Carl are powerful warlocks. It's like, >> isn't you know, bewitched the American with the He keep twitching her nose. >> Yes. And that's what he was doing. He kept touching his nose.
>> Yeah. I don't If the thing that is and um Carl are like the most powerful warlocks, then I'm uh I'll be okay. I'll be okay. Have they ever been on a panel at the same time? >> No. They might be the same person. >> Anyway, tell us about you. Can you tell us about your new green screen and tell us about the Eye of Raw, please?
>> Well, this is my lo. I also have it tattooed and it's like I find it like the sun and the moon in certain ways and there's a lot of Egyptian mythology behind it as well. Also, you know, I like a show and so it's like you watch shows with like your eyes. It is very like and like it's about looking and like watching and like that's what one of our powers most powerful things that we have this vision to navigate world.
>> why you've got a white wig on now? Are And so you trying to beseay yourself? You're a white witch with a white wig on there. >> I know. I I thought it looked kind of Mr. S. like Gem, you know, um Gem and the Holograms. And that's my favorite show. >> Jee Jim, you're truly outrageous. Truly truly truly outrageous. Oh, the music is
contagious. >> I was into the Misfits more. >> Oh, you were? Yeah, they were kind of I mean, it's like I like them. >> They were but they had this look to them. >> Jee was like such a force of good. I like that. And the Misfits were like such a force. >> No, Jen was too prissy. No, it was the Misfits. They were cool. They were kind of edgy. >> You could score with the Misfits. Jee would probably cry rape or some you know? >> The Misfits were were
>> I believe their songs were better. Their songs were way better. Anyway, >> I believe in Rocky wants me to see it. >> well, What? >> Okay. You know, no, I think that is I'm sorry. And the thing that is I'm just basically I can't control what comes out of people's mouths. Okay. I can like
just like I can report on things. I can ask like I said, I want information about Bronzebird once and then it's like, "Oh, you want a dog's brother?" No, no, no, no. I wanna like have some kind of story to tell like you know Rizza Rizza 2.0 have you served your country >> you've served my country you cannot talk
to me about being a British person Rizza 2.0 No, you're >> I got 30 days. Is that like is it like prison? I don't understand. Is I get in big trouble? I I really don't because I was like I made the thong. I was talking about thing that is and obviously I I have a good feeling about him like in the song. >> Right. Anyway, we can we change the
conversation for a moment. Go. Um how do you feel about uh white wigs, white shoes, and white pls? >> You never should never wear them after Labor Day. Yeah, >> unless unless you wear white pants and you go to the bowling alley and you have a big accident and you yourself and
you yourself all over >> tidy whiteies the us tidy whiteies are bit what? Not even good as wife. Come.
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Oh, I I wrote that. That wasn't like inside like jokes or anything. I wrote that before any of this happened. So, it's like I was kind of watching backwards like talking about his like minds like electricity and stuff. I mean, it's kind of like weird. That's why kind of like fun to do these things because it's like
I feel like it's some form of de divination um with like stuff that even like even if it's like there's stuff misspelled I think there's something to that. I think always look for like things especially things that are like not normal and seem to stand out because there's messages being delivered to us. Some from like
good sources, some from not so good. Also want to discernment to like what messages you listen to because they're going to have a lot of like oh thank you for like uh you know Jamie thanks for renewing your membership. Awesome. You're so sweet. Or yeah, there you go. Member for two months. Jamie's Yeah, I think yeah, you you won a membership.
Oh, congratulations, too. Um, that way um AI is cyber spellcasting. Um, yeah, it's very magical. I mean, but it's like computers are magical, too. The internet is too because that was like having the ability to duplicate a message and duplicate an image, duplicate a a media file. Like that's also like just the record industry too. TV, right? Think about how magical these things are,
right? Incredibly magical because they can have an influence. Also you take it as entertainment, right? But it's like actually there's messages being delivered. You have to be on guard of your subconscious mind as to what is the not only the person trying to say but it's like what is like you know your brain taking it as and the subconscious what you're feeling about some things. It's like that's why it's like you know
my show's about examining a lot of this the consciousness and not being like um being so mystified in hidden away. But I I will say like you know if you do have like you know triggers like MK Ultra programming you might want to like you know maybe see professional to help you deal with some of the tri triggers. I was Kirkov talking about Scientology. He was I don't know he probably they probably tried to recruit him like they
try to recruit all celebrities right and they do like a big like you know they make it like not even about Scientology. they just like invite like have a big party for them like on their like their charity work or something like that like the celebrity they just flatter them until the celebrity like basically joins because they like the way they're treated and like you know butt lips right I mean that's how it works and then it's like and then all the regular pleads or like the normal people that
are like sign up for the church sign like a billion year your year contract to be a slave on a boat called the sea or and then if like you ever leave they'll they'll pick at your house that was Kurt Cobain oh my gosh I'm not even wearing the wig I mean, now I can look like a
Oh, this is more like, you know, who do I look like? What do you guys think? Vegan Patriot. I'll do another poll. Um because like I I did this poll yesterday. I was like, who's cuter, vegan patriot or me? And I lost the poll. And it's my own guys. It's really embarrassing. Like it was on like you know anybody else's channel. like if it was on Beia's channel and she
said who's cuter be a patriot or psyche and like I got 0% I'd be like oh yeah like of course that's going to happen but if it's on my show I expect like at least like I don't know my audience hate I mean I don't like the idea that my audience doesn't like I just don't like that I mean because my thing was I wanted to have an audience that liked me and then
like instead of one that hated me because it's like not only there's a lot of bad things that people hate people like oh it's good for the algorithm is good. No, it's not it's not good for like um especially if they like you know I don't know there's there's just things they do that are so like you know annoying um what was I doing
weird thing I keep taking chances I'm playing um I'm playing songs like copyrighted songs if there's anything so Jake Paul's putting YouTube. Um
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And so now we're going to deal with the anima. And the anima, again, this refers more to uh the male psyche, right? the male psyche in relationship to the feminine. And so we've got a a projection here of Audrey Heper, who I can honestly say is a bit of an animma for me. She's she's a lovely lovely actress. So So this is this is a clip from a film called uh The Secret Life of
Walter Midi. And in this film, it's describing his experience of seeing the anima. So he sees the anima and then he goes into this total fantasy of himself as the ideal ego. you know, he's this heroic figure and uh you know, he rescues her and it's you know, it's quite drawn out. So, this is you know, this is an example of the the kind of
relationship that the male ego can have with the feminine anima in the unconscious. Yeah. So, this is this is a great clip, right? Because it it shows us the experience of a of a male, especially a young male, you know, and and these fantasies that he has about this ideal feminine, right? So the anima is the personification of all feminine
psychological tendencies in a man's psyche such as vague feelings and move, prophetic hunches, receptiveness to the irrational, capacity for personal love, feeling for nature, and last but not least, his own relationship toward the unconscious collectively. In its individual manifestation, the character of a man's anima is as a rule shaped by
its mother. So that's to say that the first experience of a young male is of mother. Mother is the world. And this is the the image of the sacred goddess, you know, this this idea of the, you know, the the sacred world goddess, mother earth, you know, this kind of mythic form where the mother cares for the child in every way. And for the for the
young infantile boy, his entire libido is directed towards the mother. And this really will have a huge impact on basing and and building the foundation for the young boy's relationship towards women and even his relationship with himself later on in life. So if he has a bad experience of a mother, you know, this is a mother that didn't really want the child maybe, you know, you can find this
in men later on as irritable, depressed moods uncertainty insecurity and touchiness. The anima repeats, I am nothing. Nothing makes any sense. With others it's different, but for me I enjoy nothing. This negative anima appears in dreams as a death demon. The French fafetal, right? So this is this is the man this is the man who had a
negative experience of his mother. And you see a lot of men like this. They have no feeling relationships. They have no feeling uh experiences with with life. Life is a very cold uh cold and and factual experience for them. And so there there's no projection. there's no intimacy, very little life in the psyche. If the if instead a young boy
has a good experience of his mother, perhaps even too good, he can become affeminite or perhaps prayed upon by women and thus is unable to cope with the hardships of life. This sort of animema experience can turn men into sentimentalists or they may become as touchy as old maids. The effect of thisma is shown in all those neurotic
suedo intellectual dialogues that inhibit a man from getting into direct touch with life and its real decisions. He reflects or thinks about life so much that he simply doesn't live it. And I can honestly say that when I was younger, this was definitely me. I had a a really caring mother, really caring grandmother, and I struggled as a young man to overcome these effeminite qualities. And in fact, in my
testimonial video, the one that I did uh just most recently here talking about when I broke up with Sarah, this negativity that came out of me was so profoundly powerful because I had such a slant in my psyche towards being incapable of dealing with the hardships of life. You know, as a young boy, if you're coddled by your mother too much,
then you become uh you know, very very resentful to life because life doesn't appease you. It doesn't take care of you like mom did, right? And this can create a lot of toxicity in the psyche. So what we need is of course a healthy balance between these two opposite extremes. And you can see this in men in the different relationships that men will have. So the anima is responsible for the fact that a
man is able to find the right marriage partner. The anima will function in helping a man pull up or dig up hidden facts about his psyche. She enriches the man's life with beauty and vitality, feeling for nature, sensitivity, compassion, and spontaneity. The most vital role played by the anima is her ability to put a man's mind in tune with the right inner values. This functions
to open the male ego up to the call of the self. She functions as a guide to the unconscious and leads the male ego deeper into the psyche, calling him to personal fulfillment. We see this played out in the role of Beatatrice and Dante's Paradiso. The role of the anima is to function as mediator between the ego and the self. So really, you know, what's being described here is that it's
essential to understand that the male's relationship with the sacred feminine, the male's relationship with this feminine image within his mind has a direct impact on his relationship towards his spirituality, his relationship with God, his feeling relationships. every aspect of his intuitive life is really built on this
relationship with this feminine aspect of himself. This is this is so key to understanding male psychology. The anima likewise will follow four stages in her development. The initial phase is the erotic phase and this is of course started in adolescence when a young boy is first experiencing uh this this this projection. I mean at the
beginning the anima is formed by his experience of his mother but then around the ages of 13 14 15 suddenly his libido will turn away from mother sometimes in a very aggressive way and it will then go directly towards other young girls around his age. And this is the experience of the awakening of sexuality. And as the young boy grows up
you know and he he gets a little older his romantic feelings will begin to develop. Now again this is directly proportional to his experience of his mother. Many men never reach this phase. They they will never reach the romantic phase. They you know the idea of romance never impacts them at any time. And so this is this is represented largely uh you know in the symbol of Romeo and
Juliet. Right. Finally, this is when we enter the third stage and this is love uh libido aeros and this is really the male who has matured and so he he is raised up out of the erotic and becomes orientated towards spiritual devotion. So the Virgin Mary or Quan Yin or the Buddhist. So this is a phase in which the male recognizes the anima, this
ideal feminine form that he's been pursuing since his youth to be a spiritual truth rather so much a physical material truth. And this is a major development, a very hard stage to overcome. And finally, if he can go even further, he will arrive at the final stage, which is to recognize the anima as wisdom incarnate, open out in the or
out in the open. Wisdom calls aloud. She raises her voice in the public square. That's from Proverbs 1:20. Hegia Sophia, you know, in in uh the Christian tradition, Christ was referred to as wisdom. Well, in the Old Testament, wisdom is a feminine figure. So you could talk about Christ as much as as a woman as you can a male which I think
may come as a shock to a lot of people. The uh the in the east in the orient they have praa parameita which is a female kind of goddess figure who's responsible for containing and maintaining the uh the mythology of wisdom. She is she is the book she is the wisdom teachings of the Buddha the incarnation of his insight. And so the
male has to recognize these spiritual forms of wisdom to be the ultimate uh holy expression of the sacred feminine within himself. Here we have Hegi Sophia. This was at one time the largest church in the world. It's built in Constantinople which unfortunately was conquered by the Muslims and it's been since turned into a mosque. But uh this idea of God as sacred feminine here as
as Mary you know and and the Christ child himself as the feminine wisdom incarnate represents that this is this is a deeply uh symbolic notion that we find great expression of in Christianity. And here of course we have pragna parameita wisdom perfection. She holds the books of the wisdom of enlightenment in the Catholic tradition uh newest madre our holy mother. You
know, I I actually had the pleasure of going down and seeing our lady of Guadalupe on her feast day. And to see the crowds of people to come out and pay homage to this image, you know, to this to this uh representation of the sacred feminine. It's it's really beautiful. These were some photographs that I actually took myself when I was there. And you can see the the outpouring of religious feeling towards this, you know, which is rather it's rather
controversial because you have to consider that these are Catholics and ultimately their commitment is to Christ. But you can definitely see that the sacred feminine in the form of the Virgin Mary has found great and beautiful expression within the Catholic faith. And then we have Quan Yin and this is the incarnation of Avaloceteshvara, the Buddha of compassion, a symbol of the sacred feminine within the orient within the
east. Here you have some more images of Quan Yin. Beautiful iconography. Now this is a short piece out of the the movie The Lord of the Rings, the Fellowship of the Ring. It's the scene when Arwin comes in and and sees Froto. And I can honestly say when I was a teenager, this movie came out. And I think this was the first moment that I had uh you know, watching
this film, it was a kind of rapture that came over me. And uh it was the idea of this sacred kind of pure female energy that was just so compelling. I remember, you know, watching this scene and being really moved by it. So, we'll we'll give it a watch here. And I want you to try and pull out the the the sacred feminine, the the the goddess-like imagery that comes through here.
Beautiful scene, you know, and it and it captures this this idea of the the sacred feminine quite nicely. So, here we have the sacred feminine is mother nature, you know. So, I'm going to read for you guys here. This is a a letter that was sent by Chief Seattle to the president of the United States. And this was at a time when the Americans were
coming out into the into the natives uh country and uh he writes this letter to the president and it says, "The president in Washington sends word that he wishes to buy our land. But how can you buy or sell the sky, the land? The idea is strange to us. If we do not own the freshness of the air and the sparkle
of the water, how can you buy them? Every part of the earth is sacred to my people. Every shining pine needle, every sandy shore, every mist in the dark woods. Every meadow, every humming insect, all are holy in the memory and the experience of my people. We know the sap which courses through the trees as
we know the blood that courses through our veins. We are part of the earth and it is part of us. The perfumed flowers are our sisters. The bear, the deer, the great eagle, these are our brothers. The rocky crests, the dew in the meadow. The body heat of the pony and man all belong to the same family. The shining water
that moves in the streams and rivers is not just water, but it is the blood of our ancestors. If we sell you our land, you must remember that it is sacred. Each glossy reflection in the clear waters of the lakes tells of events and memories in the life of my people. The waters murmur is the voice of my
father's father. The rivers are our brothers. They quench our thirst. They carry our canoes and feed our children. So you must give the rivers the kindness that you would give any brother. If we sell you our land, remember that the air is precious to us. That the air shares its spirit with all the life that it supports. The wind that gave our grandfather.
>> Hello, >> Psych. >> Yeah, I'm here. >> Oh, hey. Sorry. My computer just froze for a second. Hang on.
>> Well, yeah, that's not that. But Sharon, we might have like over life lifetimes have to do redoss, you know, might have to like deal with like some lesson lessons that take a lifetime to go. >> Are we good? Okay, I'm back to live. Are we good? Can you hear me? >> Yeah, I hear you. >> Okay, sorry about that. >> And wisdom also is a wisdom is something that you learn through like experience, you know? It's like not you can't it's not just taught you knowledge is taught
wisdom is like you have to kind of like learn yourself and so that's why it's like harder one but it's like more valuable than just pure knowledge >> in my opinion. >> Yeah. >> So let's address the elephant in the room. Like I played up a bit what happened earlier for you for a little drama. >> It was a little shocking like that you
don't that you seem to be okay with it. I'm not I'm not like that freaked out about it either. >> I wouldn't say I didn't when I hear someone say I would like that person's name. I would like I more think about >> they want to like not to dox them like especially her I mean I don't think well I hope she would >> but why does she need to know my my real >> I don't need to know hers. I mean I name?
assume she's going by her real name but I don't really care if she were going by a different name. >> Stocked by a Canadian man I know I think. And then it's like you know so she was basically maybe a little traumatized by that and maybe like is prejudging. I'm not sure 100%. I don't want to like put words in her mouth or her thoughts or whatever. I'm just just from what I see. I think that it's like she might have a problem with you just
because she doesn't know you and it's like there's something else like tell like um you know notion or something about people from Canada. I'm not 100% sure. Um, I think uh that you should maybe try to like address like a talk talk to her in her chat or something like that like because I think I think we should all meet people should meet each other and like then make the judgment rather than just
>> I haven't been mean to her in chat like as far as addressing her directly. I haven't been mean or anything. I I don't even recall addressing her directly in chat. I've addressed her when she was on panel with you. >> Uhhuh. And I've addressed you when she's been in chat before, but I don't think I've ever actually addressed her directly.
>> Yeah. >> Well, I mean, it's like >> on panel. We were once at the very very beginning of of all of this. We were on panel at briefly, >> right? >> And I think Bea asked me my opinion. I said, I don't really know her. I don't know. But since then, plenty of stuff
has happened. and my observation my you know from what I see it's >> good so I'm just I'm I'm giving my opinion on it >> your star is definitely rising because first you were clipped on that you know on the on the other show and stuff and it's like so people are just taking notice of you just like you know I think like some people's kind of like you know
did go through this like portal or something where it's like there's just like or there's there's a lot of like karmic stuff happening and like a lot of but I think I do feel like a rise from you like a more of like a recognizability. And so maybe that's like the vibe. I do think you're a powerful person, right? I put that all on video before this happened. Like >> I don't know. I mean I I realize that I
realize that my communication ability is is fairly decent. So maybe because I can use different words, you know, at different times. >> You look I can express myself more specifically. >> You look like kind of smart, like really really smart. And while you might have been just like, you know, like smiling at the chat or smiling something someone said in the chat or something like that,
it might seem like, you know, you're like have like a little bit of mastermind or something energy that kind of will make some people uncomfortable because they'll think it's like, you know, >> any influence I have >> used for good >> has come from whatever those people give me. I haven't gone looking for influence. I I'm just being myself. people >> and people and if people think that
whatever I say means something well you're magnetic >> that's pretty cool >> magnetic well spoken I mean it's like and also like you know this especially this universe like intelligent people like or people that speak very well and like you know I do believe like a lot of people are intelligent but sometimes they don't speak that intelligently especially all the obsessed people right it's like that's
just like >> I mean I admit I haven't been you know whatever I have said about Alexandra that I've said in other chats or in your chat hasn't been flattering. I've But I've only talked about her position on the on the uh what's it
called? On the uh scale. >> Yeah. And uh so well hopefully you can work that out. >> I don't know, man. She just she just threatened to go, you know, private. So I don't know why why should I and all the she's doing to beat. I mean, she's she's freaking out of her mind. Like, I don't see why I
>> maybe would ever have a decent relationship. >> It's like I think it's time to like have a talk like and like to get things on the table. I don't believe in like cutting all of a sudden cutting people off and then just having all the not saying who's doing that, but if someone was saying like like have like a talk and like cash it out and don't be afraid to talk to your adversaries because maybe you can actually >> I don't consider her an adversary. I
don't consider her at all. Like except for when when I see things like this, when someone tells me something about her or when something happens. That's the only time and that's the only reason she's doing it. She wants my attention. I mean, it's very clear. >> Mhm. So >> yeah, I think you're a good person. I mean, I just felt I don't feel like you're you're doing bad things, but it's
like when Joe said that and it's like if you don't and she knows, but the thing is she knows Joe, so she kind of does know that Joe's capable of saying that stuff, but we also see that Joe is kind of like a blank slate. Like you can tell when he's in that drunk state, how easy to manipulate or how much he's like trying to find >> Yeah. >> acceptance by being outrageous and like you know, >> he'll just say most the most outrageous thing you can say is I'm gonna like what he said to me too. He's like, "I'll I'll
sit my throat and I'll I'm going to break your NCK and I'm going to run you over with C and all this kind of he said everything." >> Yeah. He's nuts. And even when Alex says this man. Like when I'm just in chat, I'll usually be like, "Oh, man." Frown or say like, "Chill, Alex, or Joe, chill, whatever." You know, when this happens. But like I've told you at
the beginning, uh I honestly don't remember that him saying that. Well, I don't >> because it's kind of like a thing that would unless you're just like so used to him saying stuff like that that it's like that he would just not notice. >> Well, that's the thing. He was pretty much blocked out at that point. >> Like I could I obviously could tell that he was saying something. I just wasn't absorbing the words. >> Okay.
>> It seems >> Well, I just wanted to get your side your your opinion on it. I don't know if you want to play more of the clip and stuff if you want. >> I mean, I don't I'm not a violent person. I don't like violence. I >> I want to see what's being what's being said so you can address it like basically and so >> Yeah. Okay. Well, I saw it and >> Well, there's more to it. Like because like I want I want to see like your body
language a little bit like we got interrupted and thrown off track a little bit. Um because it's like I want to see how it's going to interpreted and like you know if there's u and like why let me see. So it's real quick. >> Uh okay. So, so let me just check out and I hope she doesn't mind covering this. >> I mean, what were we doing that night?
It looks like we were playing trivia, right? >> You see this? Okay, hold on. Share the screen. And she, by the way, does have a show going right now. And I hope she's not mad at me or something. She I know she's talking about Alexandra. Alexander can talk to you. Oh, yeah. And please, I want her to, you know, always be able to everything. But anyway, so here's Oh, I
saw share the screen. The rest of this um just
So, what's happening? Are you going to play something?
I'm sorry. Here we go. >> Really as you want. She cannot touch you legally due to this. And it's not thing that is. Who said it?
It was an American. And we know exactly where the American lives. We know everything about him. We don't hate him, though. His mind is weak. It's this one right here. Right here. Watch his face. Just watch. Watch
him. >> Trivia. Alex, how dare you? You >> I >> He's not flinching. Nothing. >> Sounded like I was answering chat. So, I obviously read something mouth isn't >> That's what I was doing there cuz I said moving. trivia. Alex or whoever, whatever name.
>> Depends on what you believe in in this world. Again, compulsion. >> Complain anyone. >> No. you beat. >> He does interact a little bit, but it's like he's the one saying it instead of Joe. Joe is very easy to manipulate.
>> Listen to what she's saying. She's saying that flinch hearing >> are being spoken by Joe as if I put them in his mouth. >> Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa. man. She's absolutely off her lockers man. >> Should have said interrupted and said, "No, no, no." Like like just don't say that. >> Not him. >> Why?
>> We're looking for you that you're aware you might actually want completely. >> Why wasn't Katie the one controlling? You don't have to do a damn thing. You see how she is. Psych. >> We know what you are. >> Holy >> I'll kill you. >> Shut up, Joe. Can you shut the up? I can't leave to go like brush my teeth.
What the No, it's not. I actually like my own like my issue and it's like this is like really stupid and I got to get it out of my head is like I trust that like like I try to help and trust somebody and like I think Mimi really hurt me. I think that's what it is. Me
me me me me me me me. It's not about me me me me me me me me me me me me me you, Mosaf Fabi. It hasn't been. But >> why does she keep using her real name? girl, >> You're looking at some lawsuits. You might even be looking at prison time at this point. You're inciting violence against a protected woman who has not done anything to you. What's that?
>> I just did a live stream saying, "Hey, I'm not even going to interfere stand between you and psych." >> I didn't say it was a dog. I said, "Why does she keep using her first her real last name?" That was what I asked. >> Well, I don't >> answer what I asked. >> I don't know. I don't I don't I don't know what the purpose of but >> And do you think it's it's it's okay because I've asked you this before and
you you hedged, man. You went all around. You danced all around. >> It's between them and it's like it's between like definitions between them. >> Here you go again. Here you go again. I want your opinion. >> I want your opinion. >> On the other hand, like I have a song called, you know, the last >> See, you're evading again. You will not
lay any blame on Alexandria at all at all. And that's disgusting because she is absolutely batshit insane. And you are listening to her as if she's some sort of goddess or or whatever that uh what was that thing in Greece? You know, the oracle like as if she's some she's some kind of oracle.
She's just insane in psych. That's all. That's absolutely all that's that there is to it. There's there's feminine intuition and she may have like seen >> feminine intuition. Okay, fine. What if that female is insane though? That intuition is going to be so up like hers is. >> I don't think she's insane and I think that you know she's been through a lot >> making a clinical assessment here. Okay. and I'm
I think we all understand what I'm talking about. >> Okay. And Sharon says when Alex invests her time and knowledge in a project, she fully expects a W. when her investors get sidetracked, it's a struggle to see her vision to completion. And she's not speaking for Alexandra. Alexandra and uh No, I don't I mean Alexandra is very like has a PI like kind of like journalistic energy where it's like that
kind of stuff. It doesn't really surprise me like it doesn't like I I think that journalists will always try >> doesn't matter. to >> I don't think I don't think necessarily to do that. >> It doesn't matter. Her her outcomes her her leaps are insane. her leaps of logic and the conclusion she comes to are just >> well I mean there is spiritual people like will you know and I believe that she's spirit we have the same birth I
have the same birthday you know basically as her so it's like there is a spiritual aspect to things in life that not other people will see and I'm not necessarily saying that that's true in this situation but I say like sometimes we we are very confident in our abilities to see like kind of pass the veil sometimes and can be very confident in our conclusions but sometimes when I say
And I do that a lot. But am I 100% right? No. Right. It's like and so I just have to we just have to be open to the possibility of like maybe we're mistaken. Maybe we're we'll come to some other understanding like if we know the person better. I don't know. I I'm just like a peacemaker >> talking about man. Just just say that the that she says is pretty is pretty out there and you don't condone
you don't quest for going after private info of individuals and using private info. Well, that's like that's like actually like sometimes, you know, in the case of people that are people that are doing >> why can't you why can't you you wanted things like me to for Joe? You wanted me to take
some kind of responsibility for what Joe was saying just because I was on the the screen at the same time as Joe. >> I just wanted you to respond to how >> but that's that's exactly what it what it looks like, right? That I'm responsible for what Joe was saying that I in his mind, right? That is what she is saying in the freaking clip. Do you agree?
>> We all have the right to have our own opinions and conclusions. >> Do you agree that she was saying in the clip that I put the words in Joe's mind? >> That's her opinion, though. Is it my opinion? No. That's why maybe one of the reasons we're in a little bit of right now because, you know, I'm I don't think there's anything wrong with having you on. >> She she has no responsibility at all,
right? She you know you you go you go along with everything she does man that that's totally cool because she pats you on the heads I mean because she pats you on the head this is the only reason why you're following her otherwise you would be more rational and be like Jesus Christ just like you said just like you said you know Pet is like you know such a
good friend of yours and you're going to be on her side no matter what basically >> I didn't say no matter what I don't think I ever said that >> but it kind of sounded like that it was like >> no I would never say that no matter what. That's a that's a thing to say. >> Okay. Sorry start. I mean like you know but it seems like you're you said you picked you're like on a side and so when you're on a side you're going to be biased towards that side and so everything is side.
>> That's why I said I am on beta's side because I am biased towards beta. That's that kind of goes in conjunction. Right. >> Okay. >> Why would I be biased towards Alexandra and be on beta's side? >> Well I mean it's like that's not neutral though. It's like, you know, in Canada, it's supposed to be neutral. Or is that what's wrong with >> I didn't say I was neutral in everything. >> Okay. Okay. >> I said I was I was being neutral between beta and you.
>> But you know what? That's why what really happens is like I don't want to be responsible. I want I don't want you to be responsible for what Joe says. I don't want to be responsible for what Alexander says. It's like everybody has their own >> Okay. >> You accept that. So then you accept Alexander's video is just nonsense, right? >> Well, you accept that. >> In my opinion, um there's >> You admit that. You admit it's just nonsense. It's just the blabberings of a
of a raven, right? >> However she wants. Okay. She's allowed to say deal. >> Yeah. Yeah. She can state it however she wants. It's >> feared on a wall, but whatever. >> My opinion on this one uh with with judging you about it, she might she might well you might be pulling the wool over my eyes. You might be this mastermind warlock and stuff like that. And I'm just like, cool.
>> Whatever, man. If it's my intelligence or something that's threatening her, then tough >> It's not my fault. >> Like mind control. >> If it's my my appearance that's threatening her, tough It's not my fault. >> Why are you making that? >> If my words are offending her, well then let me know what my words are and then maybe I can work on that. But on
that I can't do anything about. Just shut the up. Anyway, I I mean I don't I don't want to drag it up. >> I'm not even a streamer, Sharon. Like, I don't know why she's focusing on me, man. >> Oh, that that is what But you're a panel. >> Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. I've been going on
panels. Really? Just you and Bea's, but I've been on a couple others. Yeah. >> Me and Beta's panels are like kind of like some of the crazier panels, right? Or can't mine's kind of >> Yeah. And when it gets nuts, I usually try and stay out of it. I usually I stay quiet. >> Part of the fun is when it gets like, you know, kind of goes crazy. But um
>> No, I laugh. I still laugh. I just don't take sides. >> You know what I think it is? I think it's like like we expect especially like you know some women would like they they're threatened and stuff. They like to see a man just not like sit there and like you know be distracted by the chat. They want to see like the man like kind of like come to the
>> I don't care. I'm not interested in Alexandra, so I don't care what she wants. >> Okay. But what but what if there was like what if that was a genu like we know it's like non-genuine threat, but what if like that was some kind of genuine threat that was made? >> Oh, no. No. That sounded like a genuine threat. If my information does all of a sudden pop up, I'll know exactly why and I will feed that video to the police. I mean, that's that's guaranteed. I
promise you that. >> The threat that Joe made, not not >> No, no, no, no, no, no. It was real. It was real. Okay, those things have repercussions. That was real. Don't give me this this When she says this ludicrous that I'm controlling people and I'm responsible for other people's uh words,
that stuff is nonsense. But saying I will give anything to have his real name, that is >> that's not She has to say to me I don't think she but um she was just like you know and I mean I I I mean but I >> stopming and hawing and stand up
for something it's okay what she's doing or it's not good what she's doing something >> not responsible for what other people say you know it's like I but I'm sticking up for you >> I'm not asking you to take responsibility I'm asking for your opinion >> my opinion do you agree with or do you disagree with what she's doing. I'm not telling you to take
responsibility for it. >> I'm against doxing, but I'm not going to like say anything beyond I'm against doxing. And so, it's like, you know, that that that sort of thing is covered in there. I don't need to like give personal opinions about, oh, this person's right or wrong. >> Okay. Okay. Listen. So, you would be okay if I took away from this conversation that you are okay with doxing because you won't. >> I just said I'm not the only
>> Is that what I should say? said I'm not okay with doxing. Okay. And so but so you can pick anything else you want from there. So you know I don't have to say anything about anybody. So whoever is doxing is it's not good to do but I don't is is a last name a docs? No. Is like you know an address of docs? Yes. Is a phone number a doc? Yes. But I don't think necessarily names are especially when the name has been out there publicly for a long time like
maybe over eight years. You know it's like which is like how long VA has been on. So I mean it's like her name's been out there. She even said her own last name on my on her show when um I was when she was interviewing me. She even says it. So her name is like I already like out there and I mean it is like a rare name, you know, cuz >> we've we've had this conversation already. I think last time I was up here
talking to you about this that yes, I realize Bea's name has been out there for a while. It's not technically doxing, >> but Beeta doesn't go by her last name, does she? like she nowhere online does she actually go by her last name like her her channels don't use her last name all that kind of right so for
someone to constantly be using it in a known feud with that person is sus as you don't think um I mean it's like during the conflict the conflicts can get messy right and so it's like and like stuff can be done and said like that maybe it's like outside of the realm of like you know acceptable warfare but you know do all all the
rules of warfare like you know doing stuff like >> there you go there you go just invading again >> rules are what I asked >> rules are meant to be broken that's personally what I think but >> okay so you're okay with it then >> well you know is there not with you I mean it's I think it's a it's a case by case basis and stuff um maybe
>> nuts mans so you don't draw the line at private stuff even though you yourself are going through stuff in your private life. The only person the only person that I'm okay with doxing is the person that is doing this to me. So that's why I put his name in a song I made but I heard his last name. Um but because he's like
sending people like scrap metal workers and people looking for lawnmowers and pizzas and fertilizer to my house all the time. Like every day I'm getting people to my house and so I don't care saying his last name even though it may might piss them off and stuff like that. He also has a whole um whole um YouTube channel with my front door on it with him ordering pizzas like on tape like or like you know he's like just like taping
when they come to my house and stuff like that. He's like oh he has another delivery. He's on case admitting that he's sending the scrap metal people over there. I mean it's like so he's >> right. So why would you want to start that cycle for somebody else orally starting okay with potentially starting >> not jumping in the middle of their of their conflict because it's their conflict. I don't I'm not part of the conflict. Like I shouldn't be. That's the whole thing is like I just wanted to
stay out of that and have my own relationships. Like I I don't like I don't like how Via has treated me the whole time like all the time or even how she's treating me now. Um which I think is pretty bad. like you know she's got Bronze Bird um Katie and like all these like all these like little people in the chat like she wants around her and then it's like I was actually her friend and it's like you know she just like treats me like so terrible and cold and it's like I mean that's it's been for a while
and so there's more stuff to like and so that I was just trying to like basically like not leave it at that. I didn't want to leave it at a horrible state. I needed to talk to her a few times and now I now I know it's like okay well you know I tried by giving it a gallant effort to at least maintain a friendship. I'm not in love with her, you know. I'm not in love with any woman or like I said to Alexander, I'm not in love with any woman or man or you know,
anybody. I'm a I'm like self-partnered and so I'm not really like looking for like like um you know anyone to date or fall in love. But I do romanticize sometimes especially, but it's more of like a goddess worship kind of. >> I think you do have infatuations on them. I I I don't think it's love like romantic love, but I think you're infatuated with them,
>> right? It's not a sexual thing. It's like, you know, I just like really respect like, you know, like like strong women and things like that. Um, and you know, I think women are like I respect women for bringing um, you know, children to the world too or like you know, and making women that get pregnant making that sacrifice because I think it's a big sacrifice like you know, the time and like of their body and stuff
like that to bring a baby to the world. And so even if people don't like their mother, it's like I think the mother at one point like you know and there's also the mother's love, right? which is like even like you know the child can be a monster and like she'll still like you know one of you remember like him or you know >> you don't have to like preach to me about this stuff. I'm respecting women. And I learned that
well when I was younger. >> I'm saying that wasn't like, you know, you didn't come to Alexander's defense as a woman for saying when someone's like saying that they're going to unal alive them. And that's what I'm saying. It's like, you know, that would be like something that would like maybe like have been nice instead of like just sitting there or you know, but maybe you weren't just >> I don't owe her that. And like I've
said, I don't remember Joe saying that. I accept him saying it, but I don't remember it happening happening. >> Yeah, I got you. >> And I don't owe her anything to defend her. >> Okay. Well, yeah. That's why just like people who don't owe me anything, they don't have people to defend me. But like, you know, Summer's like, for example, Summer would be like, you know,
oh, well, I bring up VA's name. I'm not talking about I'm not talking about Beta. And then um so then um I bring then but then they're talking when they're talking about me she's fine to be on the panels talking about me and stuff but then like then she's like oh I'm not tired to talk about like people seem afraid of beta or at least >> between you and summer man none of this
has anything to do with me any of this stuff >> into these other people's stuff right so it's not doesn't feel good >> okay so that's what you want in this in whatever's going on between um and Alexandria You just >> judge you like I judge you and have her judge her like she judges you. >> I want to know I want I'm trying to get
your position. So you're going to be like like me for example between beta and you just neutral. You're not going to really go after either side. You're not >> I'll defend both of you to to a certain extent because when I think specific things are right and wrong you know it's like oh I would and I try to like >> Okay. >> Yeah. But
>> Okay. So you're going to be neutral in this. Okay. So we decided I don't want to choose sides. I want to like be just have my own >> relationship with people and not have it that everything else, >> right? How many times do I have to say I get it? Yeah, I get it. Okay, so now we know where you stand. So in the future, if something were to happen and you were to lean on either side, we could say, "Hey, Psych, what happened to being
neutral? Are you now taking sides?" >> That's what that's what every time I said anyway. No one ever defends me. Um so that's >> But if that were to happen, you you'd be okay with that though, right? It does happen and nobody ever defends me and so that's fine. No. >> Okay. Because that goes with the territory of being neutral is that if you do change you're sitting on panels when you're
face out on shows even if you don't give your name and stuff you're going to get the especially if you're on a this like doc community which is like this just panel versus very well known. >> Psych. Have I complained at all about her mentioning me at all? >> A little bit but it's okay. >> No no no. Have you said your >> what what I've said is that her seeking my private info is outrageous, right?
Her just talking about me and thinking I'm whatever and all that is just batshit insane to me. I don't care. Like I told Beeta, just ignore her. Her insane like her insanity will be her own downfall. And it's proving true. So why the hell why would I be mad at her? I don't care. >> Well, maybe we'll all just agree and
disagree. And uh um I mean it's like I mean I just like I I love all you guys, you know, like so >> well that's fine, >> but I want to be in the middle of >> I like most people too. >> I'm in the middle of >> most people. >> I'm not going to like everybody. You're not going to like everybody. So >> we we've come across somebody that I'm not that fond of at the moment. So there we go.
>> Well, hopefully maybe you can have a conversation and maybe we'll figure some stuff out. Hey Lola, how are you? But I want to end I'm gonna stop talking about it. I'm just going to end the end the stream um because you know I don't feel like I feel like bad talking about her and it's like she's not here to defend herself >> okay >> on the show for 30 days but I want to say you know but she I think she is live if anyone wants to >> that's fine but let's let's >> bother like nobody bo like please like
and it's like you know she's really good about you know kicking out trolls so don't don't >> listen before you go just acknowledge a little bit I didn't bring her up in all this right you started playing that video and kind and wanted my >> I I'll take all the heat for everything okay >> okay so like I wasn't bringing her up. I wasn't going to talk about her at all. >> I wanted to get your opinion on because it is kind of like newsworthy or or like noteworthy. Okay. Get your your response so I can have that and it's like and
then you know that's why I want to be kind of like like the news kind of like impartial a little bit but but thank you for being on. I love you and thank you and everything. >> All right, man. I'll talk to you later. I'll just drop down. Okay. >> Okay. >> All right. Have a good night. >> Um I'm Yeah, I'm just gonna time to take off the wig. It's getting a little bit itchy and uh um I'll be back later. I'm just like, oh, do I have a coffee left?
I have a little coffee left, maybe. I don't know. I'll be back later. Um, just uh I have to make a phone few phone calls and do some stuff. So, oh, thank you guys. I love you. Uh, and uh I'll be back. Okay. Love you. See you soon.
They whispered her name in the temples of night. Golden wings glowed in the candle light. Crowds came running just to see the flame. But envy was the price of fate. And now he stands where the echoes fall.
With terror in hand, hearing every call from praise to venom in the same breath said. But the fire in his eyes burns gold, not red. Two psyches, one thread of life.
Crossing ages, crossing night. Through trial storms and shadow seas. Both are bound by destiny. Want to miss one breathing here. Both unbroken, both sincere. The prophecy unfolds in time. every card
in every side. She sorted the seats in the dark of the hall. While the jealous laugh, praying she would fall.
He faces the chat like a lion caged. Every word a spark, every glare a blade. Yet every task, every poison dare turns into fuel for the fire he wears. They thought the game would grind him down. But he builds his crown from the stones they've blown.
Two psyches, one thread of light. Crossing ages, crossing night. Through trial storms and shadow seas, both are bound by destiny. One myth, one breathing here. Both unbroken, both sincere.
Prophecy unfolds in time. Every card in every sign. She walks through death for gifted a box. He walks through life like a wall through the box.
The underworld speaks, but they keep their pace. Shadow to shadow, face to face. In the deepest darkness, all on high, both emerge on the other side. Chains reborn and made to be the keepers
of their legacy. Final through, dead for a gift. Now the trials fade from sight. Through chaos, fire and whispering seas, they stand crowned in victory. One in story, one in flesh. Yet their journey
at last revealed in a soul that will not heal.
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