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Psyche hosts a solo episode discussing his YouTube success, tarot reading, Norse divination, and various philosophical topics including pantheism and Satanism.
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Browse era →Welcome to the night. The cards laid out for show. Star shining so bright. Watch the secrets unfold. There's magic in her hands. Whisper what the folds.
Dance to the mystery. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. So, let the tarot move with a rhythm. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.
Hearts in the balance. Every card and open door. Feel the romance in every arcane war. Destiny entwined as the moon begins to soar.
Dance to the mystery. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. So let the ter move with the rhythm. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Flow.
Crystal visions in her gaze. Time can steal this moment. Life's uncertain dance we chase with love. Woen potent
dance to the mystery. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Flow. Let the tarot move with the rhythm. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Flow.
Hi guys. Uh let me put this on the floor. Yeah. Thought I'd stop by a little for one more harrah tonight. And I do have a piece of like I think cheesecake factory chocolate mousse cheesecake my neighbors gave me for my birthday which is quite a while ago. Time does tend to move fast, guys. Look, I already have my old headphone back on.
I was having technical difficulties all night with stuff. But yeah, I wanted to talk to you guys. Actually, I can't like really I need to wear these glasses are a little bit strong. I mean, it's like they're just like completely blurry unless I'm like reading it with them. So, I'm going to take them off for a minute because my eyes are a little bit sore. How are you doing? Okay. And now it is very hard to see this the screen now again. Let me
So, is this what they call a catch 22, guys? Let me just find my glasses. Let me see. Where's my other ones? I'm glad that like Amazon does have pretty easy return policy. I just don't see my other glasses. Where are they? Here. Are they here? Yes. No, that's not them.
Wow. Hi, guys. Hold on a second. Hi, Lola. Um, hi babe. It's really weird since I cleaned my like place. It's like everything is like so organized and clean and like nice. It's really Here. I think these are them. Are
these done? No. Well, let's have to do with the ones I got. Okay, I don't know where I put the other ones. I'll just have to read the chat more carefully, right? Okay, guys, we
got some Hey, Tree Frog, how are you? Tree Frog's a member. And yes, we got Tree Frog is a member. Awesome guys. I just went through and uh I think I took about 50 60 hours of uh stuff that was just on the members. I put it back on public. I put it under you know I monetized it. Um
I think it is good to have like some more of these hours out. Yeah, there are a lot of my shows that were copyright claimed and stuff as well as other you know unfortunate things happen. But I think I got the hang of this YouTube stuff. I think I went through kind of like a negative situation, but wow, it could have been so much worse. And uh I'm lucky to still be here. I'm actually
successful on YouTube. Um and people were like, "Oh, it's impossible. You're never you're never going to be anything on YouTube. Nobody nobody makes anything." I didn't go in thinking that. I I came in thinking, "Hey, I got a business. I I have a you know, a talent I can use. I can uh you know, uh offer tarot readings." And I think it's uh
you know I think it's a it's a it's a respectable and fair you know actually they had you know fair tarot readers were once considered like you know the the male ones were certainly considered gay like or you know they the ones you know especially males that were into like you know some of the divination and stuff like that.
In uh in Norway it's called um cedar s e i dr. his knees shaking and Odin actually like was an expert at it but so was Freya right and it was considered like a kind of womanly thing but Odin could get away with anything right but uh but he was one of the and I don't know
if Loki was ever ever did it but yeah the Norse did play with the gender roles a little bit you know and we still have kind of interesting stuff going on with like the white supremacy and stuff which is not anything I support Hi everybody yeah now I need to put my my glasses on again it's I just see the screen. I need to but I need to get kind of close and then it looks like really weird.
Hi. Hey Jesus Christ. How are you guys doing? Um but I've been having so I've been on TikTok too. I've been I've been like you know I didn't want to like you know guys I've been on YouTube for like thousands and thousands and thousands of hours. Like thousands of hours like you know it's just like it's every day this year you know like half
my day. like I've just like put so much into it and uh I don't want to get like too like old. I just know I notice like I go through ups and downs on YouTube. People like me one day, they don't like me the next day. I'm controversial. So guys, so many things have been said about me. It's like any normal person would not be able to
like to Yeah. It takes a certain person like me that's able to like take all this criticism and just like is used to it all his life, right? But wow, I've had it pretty much the worst stuff said about me that that I mean I've seen other people get it bad too and you know and some people few people have been cancelled and have been destroyed and stuff but for for for being me being a nice person and I think
I'm a nice person I sure get a lot of I get a lot of from people
you know I'm sensitive too I'm a little sensitive about it oh I do have a nice amount of of a THC left in here. I'm a little sensitive about it because um you know I really do love people. I I even like you know people that don't like me. I think there's reasons people like if someone doesn't like me they don't know
me probably. You know it's like they just they don't know me because anybody that you really get to know unless they're just like a horrible p person. It's like you know there's some some good quality in everybody. Maybe I'm not perfect. I'm not I'm not like the best person in the world. I never said I was and I've always been like happy to be kind of, you know, scapegoed called the devil and stuff. Capricorns
are usually called the devil. You went to bo who went to Bobby's. Let's see. Yeah, Capricorns were known as the devil and you know devil is not necessarily very flattering thing sometimes. Um sometimes it's more popular in some circles than other circles, right? It's like I don't really believe in like support like celebrating evil. That's
what it really comes down to is Satanism as a as practice in America is a kind of a negative thing where it's like even if it's not you know sacrificing animals and stuff like that which is terrible and no one should be doing it. uh even if it's not that it's just like about see even seeing human beings as animals and I just got like there's a really
mean mean uh thing along with it you know it's like uh where and then also I I noticed a lot of narcissism in it too there's a lot of like this epidemic narcissism in the satanic church they think they're gods and everyone else is an animal and it's not just a Satanist it goes into different secret societies too I mean if you look at like these pictures of some of these secret society
people and this is how they have bumper stickers and rings and like like little they have they have to have a million like little honorary honors and recognitions and this it's like Mr. Bigp saying oh I'm two times streamer of the month according to Alex you know and Alex is a great person I I like her stream of the month but she she doesn't even like she's not even broadcasting right now it's like what is what does it
mean if Alex Mayers makes you two time streamer of the month and Mr. Big pipes doesn't mean anything. Okay, I could be called two times streamer of the month by Jamie's cowboys and beat his kitties and a million other people and it doesn't mean right? Hey, God. Gotti. So, yeah. I mean, it's like, yeah, you can say whatever you want about that, Gotti. It's like I don't
know how how much into the Satanism you are or if you are or not at all. Like, it is kind of like a along the lines to declare yourself God. And that's fine if you do. And it's like I don't know how serious you really do take it. Personally, it's like yeah, we all have it's like I'm a pan pantheist where it's like, you know, I believe everything is pan. Am I a pantheist? Yeah, I believe
everything is God. I mean, it's like we're all part of some everything's part of some like a whole, right? We're all not wh not a hol, right? Every everything's part of this uh this uh everything we're all connected. We're all sacred. We're all cursed. So I mean it's like we're we're holy or unholy. We're we're like we're like a lot of things.
It's very complicated being a human. We're the most complicated. Satan is a myth. Yeah. Well, you can say that conception of God is a myth too. I mean or Jesus is a myth. I mean it's like what what but are myths when it comes down to it? Myths are stories, right? They're stories. They have sometimes a meaning. They have sometimes a deeper meaning. Allegory. Another
thing that people are trying to get people to notice. Just because it's a myth doesn't mean it's useless. I mean, the story of Lilith, for example, is like very empowering to like a lot of women, even though it was maybe like considered like an evil witch back in the, you know, the days vilified by Judaism. Now, it's kind of taken like this women's live thing. And I'm going
to I'm going to go over some of my horoscope with you guys because I you know Chad GPT has uh has run it um and said some really really interesting things that I've been like really thinking a lot about because I have some really interesting placements. For example, uh in the house of justice my mine is ruled by Libra. Okay, so
there's Libra like exalted in there, right? Also Jupiter's in there. Jupiter's exalted also. it's or if he's not exalted, it's he's twice as powerful there. Also, Sat Saturn is exalted there for sure in the sixth house, right? And uh and then Pluto is there too, which is like the most negative planet, but then I got all the other got all this good stuff happening there. Plus, it's about justice, right? Maybe the justice will
involve my death or something like that someday. I don't know. I would I would die. I would die for justice. But, um so that's the sixth house. U three it's in Libra. Three Libras. Also, I I I got a lot of interesting stuff with it. I can uh kind of go through. It's not luck. It's all Hold on. It's all math and strategy. You started small, scaled
up, and got the hang of this. So, hold on. Oh, hey, Paige. Message you on Discord at Verdex. Okay. Okay. So, you're on you're on kick. Okay. Yeah. I don't I mean, it's like I don't know how much people are making from kick. I I I'm just streaming here for the for shing giggles right there. I do Tik Tok. I do uh you know mainly YouTube
and uh kick is there another one I set up. I I basically have hardly anybody going there but I would like to build it up. I see there's a tarot community there. I just don't know how to like I would have to just go and watch their programs and like participate and meet people on there which I'm not really apt
to do because it's not as like appealing to me as t as Tik Tok. It's because it's a lot a lot of video games. But guys, so I have exciting stuff happening though. So once I get this new computer, I think I'm going to get a computer. I'm thinking maybe hopefully I'll be
able to for around $600 get a decent one. Okay. I just want a decent I I want something decent. Like I want it to be able to at least plug in virtual reality. Does anybody know anything about computers? That can help me out. I just need to know if I can get it because I asked Chat GPT about it. Chat GPT is kind of stuck in 2024 or something like that because he's like, "Oh, no. It's way too expensive." He's like, "That's that's too cheap. You
can't put I was like, "Can I spend like $300 on because the VR work with these mini computers that are out?" It was like, "No, no, no, no, no." It was like It was like me. He's like saying, "No, no, no." It was saying, "Oh, that's it says you need like a $1,000 one." I was like, "I don't know about that." My last computer was $1,000. I don't know. I had like five years ago. It ran in VR just fine. Hey Paigy, how are you? I'm sorry guys. I'm having So I'm think I might
return these glasses because these are just like hard to see in and then I forgot where I put my other ones and so I'm kind of blind right now. Oh, smoking some tobacer. Um but yeah, guys, I I've I've actually been able to like get a lot of cool stuff though. I've gotten Well, now that I've cleaned my apartment, I will be
able to bring a lot of cool stuff out that I haven't shared with you yet.
I have books. I have a cult thing. I mean, I have like a lot of great things. And so, I really hopefully will be able to uh to get Okay. So, then I'm gonna basically I'm going to get a setup out here. I'm going to I'm going to set up the maybe to get a new table or something like this. going to get set up a computer out here right here. Okay.
And have like a little monitor and maybe a curve monitor or something like a really cool curve monitor or something. Monitors are not that expensive nowadays. And u I'm going to set up a soundboard. I'm going to set up a professional microphone. I'm going to set up I'm going to get professional headphones eventually. I mean these are just I just been getting cheap ones till
the time comes, right? I'm going to set up um different things like um power chat. I'm have power chat set up. Okay. Hi Paigy. It says it's uh yeah, I'm gonna it's going to be really cool and it's and I'm going to be able to I've already talked about Okay, guys. I'm I I have the book
outlined. The book is outlined. It's like going to be about 500 pages. It's going to be full of really interesting stuff about the panel verse and my experience and other people's experience and the trolls and caution. It's the whole it's going to have the whole shebate. Everyone all you guys are going to be in it, right? And also the deck too like a lot of you guys are going to be in the deck. I think I'm going to
actually like for the deck I might do the deck first. I might start kickstartering it now. Uh, it will I think I want to do a run of a 100 decks. Um, for the first run, okay, that will cost
$1,500. I think it's like $15 a deck. Okay, I'm just I'm kind of just sharing stuff with you right now. Just thinking out loud. You know, I probably shouldn't be thinking out loud so much, but I trust you guys. Um, I'm probably going to do a Kickstarter. I'm going to look into doing a Kickstarter right away. I'm going to um have some things like you you know if you're not included in the
deck already. I'm probably going to have a couple um I'm going have some merch made for the deck. I'm going to have a couple um cards. Um let's see. Yeah, a couple cards with people on them and stuff like that. Like I have this like for example like if you know if Ziggy was to win. This is just an example card. Okay. So there's there's a Ziggy demon. Now I don't know if I show you the Ziggy
demon. Do I have the Ziggy demon handy? Let me see. Um, I do think he's in here somewhere. Let me see. Oh, he might be my tablet, though. Um, yeah, I don't have the Ziggy demon hand, but there's a there's one there's it made it my you know, I made his demon called Ziggos. Okay, so it's like and it's based on him, and I don't know what he looks like, but I probably got it
kind of right. I'm going to try to bring it up. Um, but I'll give I'll make you a card. I mean, you can be in the deck even if you um Jesus knew the Bible so well. He did crazy things. Yeah. Hold on. He Oh, he did he know the Bible? Well, he was Jewish. Okay. So, he had the Torah. I
mean, the Bible the New Testament is about him. So, I don't think like he quite had read that, but yeah, I heard about some of the stuff he did like, you know, go to Egypt, study mystery schools. He sewed the Yahweh Yah way vape into his leg for some reason. Interestingly, um it's considered a
right by in the in the um the Jewish um or Judaism's oral tradition which is called the Talmood. He is kind of a little bit not um looked at so well uh that I don't agree with. I think he's kind of slandered in there, but you know, people can have their he was Jewish, right? People can have their
their thoughts about it. Um let's see. Okay. So, I'm going to look for this picture of Ziggos. We have I I have them in here. I think I can probably find it here. It's on the wallpaper creator. It's not going to be in the in the media the gallery.
Uh where are you? Zos step forward. I have him. I thought I saw him in here today, but maybe I was mistaken. Um, the Zean Zigos.
Well, I don't remember where I put him. Uh, well, you looked at Zigg. It might be somewhere else, though. I have to look. Where would I have that? Maybe it's in my Google. I don't know. I'll look. Have I heard about the gospel of Judas? Yeah, it's a
very short gospel. Um Judas Judas was a disciple. He was he betrayed Jesus, of course. Uh there actually he reminds me a lot of Arachnne, like the spider character, right? Arachnne is a spider. Uh like Arachnophobia is named after this Greek
god. She was not a Greek goddess. She was actually a Lydian a Lydian. Uh but she was a a we a weaver, you know, just like a spider's a weaver. She was a weaver. That's why she got turned into the spider because she knows how to weave. Um and basically she had hubris because you know the really great person was a
really great great goddess was a Athena not you know Arachnne. Arachnne really thought highly of herself and she was actually more talented than Athena. Ultimately, Athena is the goddess of uh of weaving. And so, she's not going to overshadow the goddess who's like the archetype of perfect weaving. Even if the even if the
human being outpaces the archetype, it's not supposed to do. You're not the human being is not supposed to. The archetype is like the archetype is not it's not called Arachnne. It's called, you know, it's after the Athena. So, maybe I'm not explaining it right. It's an interesting theory. Yeah. Well, that's but also like Arai ends up hanging herself and that's what Judas did. You know, he ended up hanging
himself because he betrayed Jesus for 30 pieces of silver which should be like maybe like $300 today or something like that. Maybe maybe less or you know and why did you do it? I think probably jealousy. But there's also saying like don't shy the master. I think that's probably you
know 48 laws of power. Maybe he's not the best example, but if you do outshine if you outshine masters, like Jesus was a master. He definitely was. Um, and and so, you know, Judah Judas couldn't outshine him. So, he tried to outdo him or something like that. He tried he tried to bring him down to bring himself up and he regretted that
though, right? It's like ultimately you're not supposed to betray people. Um because you will have to feel that karma of betrayal, right? And I think that's just the law of karma is like what what you do to other people, you ultimately have to feel yourself. you have to like and so that's why I'm very careful not to like be
cruel to other people because anything I do to others I think will be done to me or I need to I need to I need to understand it in order to know I shouldn't be doing that right so anyhow
So yeah, guys, I will I can't wait to get the the uh a better computer too because I will be able to like see actually the screen. Like this is like not the easiest thing to stream from my tablet. It's not really. And uh so I'm going to be getting probably a nice camera, right, guys? I can't believe I've done this show from cell phones, from iPads for
all this time, you know, and this I this iPad is like, you know, it's like the the uh freaking manora. It just keeps going and going. It's just like it never died. It's like I've used it for five years almost non-stop. It's just going strong. It's fine, you know? It's just It has little difficulties charging sometimes, but it's a good tablet.
Yeah. So, Brown Panda, you not like insane, but extraordinary. Yeah. Oh, I think he was extraordinary. Okay. Okay. So, let's see. Take out all his jam. It's profitable. Yeah. I don't know if you're like Yeah. So, I guess you're allowed to do that kind of stuff on kick. Hold on. Did I pull? Okay. It's not It's all math and strategy. If you're
interested, message me on Discord at burnex02. Okay. I'm psych I'm psyche awakens. You know, it's like I'm doing like a lot of stuff right now. like super like um I I'm definitely not probably going to be self-promoting any kind of like gambling or anything, but I would like to maybe know if you have if you have any information about just like how to like get started or if kick can be profitable
or something, you know. Yeah, you can walk me through it. I just, you know, I know I just don't want you to waste waste time. You know, I'm very uh focused on doing my my book, my tarot deck, and my my my uh two shows. It keeps me busy. People are like, "Oh, what do you do?" I'm like, "I'm doing a lot. I'm working harder than I ever have
in my entire life doing all this stuff." Right? Even with all the help I'm getting, you know, it would be impossible if I didn't have like this, you know, some of this um this really cool AI helping me with a lot of stuff. Now, it's finally like AI, I wouldn't have trusted it before. Um, but now it's getting to the point where it is so responsive to like you know the desires
of the programmer where it's just like it's getting it's getting so perfected and uh yeah, you really would be um especially if you don't I mean I don't have the ability to play a musical instrument like that well, right? I'm just like I don't and I don't have the patience to learn it. It's like it just wasn't something I learned my childhood. So or you know even I did try to learn piano I'll never be a great piano
player, right? I just like don't have the patience for it. But I do love how piano sounds. But I can like actually now I can like compose songs. I can write the lyrics, put it to piano music or I can like you know have even lyrics um you know I can put input into it and have these lyrics that have the exact thing I'm trying to
convey but written you know in a very good way. Like I don't think I could. But also guys, do you understand how AI works? Kind of like AI is like it's basically it works by predicting. It's like it's a predictive. It predicts like the next word after the word before. So it's like every word is like predict it's like it's like God is so perfected at, but
it's able to predict exactly what the perfect response would be for some of these things, right? Offer the response. I just I I I'll say his praises. I think it's amazing. I do think it's Yeah. Okay. Burn Dex 02. Let me I'll do that once again.
Okay, I sent it. Burnex. Okay, Vernex02. Yes, I got it right. I sent a friend request to you. So, we'll we'll talk. I did find a really good cool website called Tube Buddy and it is just basically I think I'll be able to work it better once I get um guys I I mean like I've always wanted to have the channel like now I have the
channel like the channel is good now I can actually I can like also start to un take some stuff off the membership put it on on monetization and I'm actually I can make some decent money just for from the views now I'm I'm getting good views I'm getting good retention I'm getting so I'm able to you know I do appreciate, you know, guys, if you do run like some of the old episodes just when you sleep
and the ads are run, you know, that'd be awesome. Just um uh I got I get creative sometimes, you know. Also, guys, I do offering a few readings. I know it's a little bit it's kind of quiet tonight. I guess nobody wanted to come hang out with me in the middle of the night. I guess maybe I'm boring people. Maybe people don't like me anymore. I don't know. But I want to
thank you guys. I love you guys, guys. Things are just going to get better. Okay. Might be going through some rough times occasionally. Okay. But um hi Daryl. Morning. I bet VA beta is full of good this morning after yesterday performance. I hope she's What happened with Beta? I I I I just I think Bea was fine yesterday. I'm going to have I mean
guys, I have a a chocolate moose cheesecake right now. I'm going to eat half of it. I think I'm really hungry. Earlier I had a some macaroni and cheese. I have this frozen cheesecake from the cheesecake factory. Chocolate mousse cheesecake. It is frozen. I don't know.
I have not even opened. Can you believe I have not opened this in like months? So, I'll hang out with you guys for a minute. I just can't It's like I can't see that well. Like I wish I could read the screen easier, but So, it's really sad. My neighbor actually moved out. My next door neighbor. They have the beautiful dog I love. And
they're just awesome people. But she got pregnant. Wow. Guys, look at this. Just looks so awesome.
Cheesecake. Get some Doritos later. Maybe. How about put this on a plate? Hold on. Oh, I have a plate for this. I'll cut off. Oh, hold on. Not that. Um,
at least. Let me get like a knife. Hold on.
grabbing a knife. Okay. Yeah. I don't mean to get down on myself, you know? I I I I just don't know why. I don't know why sometimes I do good here, sometimes I don't do that good. Hey, Axe. Hey, what's up? So, what happened with VA though? Can you explain something? She
had a massive argument with um Jimnick. Oh, yeah. I saw I mean I did see that but I was like then I saw on Kate's like I think I don't know if she was on Kate but she it seemed like she made up with her. So I don't know. Wow. So this is kind of frosted over. Okay. This cake. Okay.
Might need to like let it thaw out for a while. Yeah. I heard that she was fighting with Jimnic the other night, but honestly it's like I think sometimes she just has bad, you know, she had some bad moves and or also sometimes being on a show
you can sometimes, you know, you know, change your personality based on different factors. Well, this is good. I don't think that she's like a bad like mean or bad or anything. I think that sometimes she like expects a lot of people from a lot from people. I don't want to talk about her though. Oh
Trying to cut this. This frozen cheesecake is so thick.
So frosted over.
It's good.
It's edible.
Very tasty.
Very
rich. Okay.
It's good, but it's like it's like too sweet. Hey, Lola. Hey. Hey, Chase. Come on. Too sweet.
Okay. You want piece? Yeah. It was It's tasty. It's kind of soft. It like, you know, it's like you're like the Golden Girls eating that. I'll finish that off in a few days. Yeah. I got Shakes. Come on, Chase. Hey, babe. The cats. Oh, there's Lola.
Come on, Lola. Cats are all doing good. That is very good. I hope she's not, you know, you know, she Bea is a very, very sweet person. She does have a good heart. She has We all We get go through moods, right?
And I I've not been the perfect friend. I know I've made mistakes. I can understand why she's been upset with me sometimes. And I've been sometimes upset with her. And oh, but you know what? When you're friends, you're true friends, you can like, you know, forgive people. I hope she's forgiven me cuz it's like I love letting bygones be bygones. I like your orange. Unrelatable.
Unrelatable. You're related to unttrackable. Anyway, not sure. Hey, 19 people in chat. Okay, we're growing. Yeah. So, um it's kind of cool on uh on Tik Tok though. I don't know if you guys are familiar with Tik Tok. Well, first of all, Tik Tok is weird because last night I got put on restricted like twice or almost yeah, twice. Other
nights it's happened at least one time. Is it interesting that the people who love replying that Jesus hung out with prostitutes and rejected the religious are the very people who usually themselves rejected Jesus or any talk of him. Isn't that really true? I'm captain of a starship because they'll say that. I mean, it's like it
seems like a lot of people that are are are uh you know into Christianity don't don't like Jesus. And even like um you know what was his name? Issa like issa like Isis, right? And then it's like the um the Jesuits it said it makes it it says H. It's like it's trying to say Okay. It's like it's putting them as
Okay. Like that's what they they're not fans of him. They're they're Catholics. They like marry and stuff, right? You're not really trackable. VA didn't make me. What are you talking about? Being did VA make anybody? Did she make you? Because I saw I saw Or did Joker make you? I saw you on Joker's first before anybody. Beta didn't make me. You know what we all we all are making ourselves. You know, Beta helped
me so much. I I think I felt beta too. I introduced Bea to Paige and different people. I mean it's like we both have our you know our people that we've met and that we've introduced to other people. Well, I like to say I don't it's not about like a contest about oh that it's like not I say she made me you know I but I was just so I'm just like some piece of dumb clay that is just like you know and was nothing until she came
along worked her magic now I'm nothing again because you know if I'm out of favor for a day or two right it's kind of dumb that was fighting you don't like you don't like unttrackable but it says on UN are you are you in the United Nations anyway clumsy you know it's like what why you know, you always are trying to get like, you know, some kind of controversy like how are you just find
how can we just be friends and you have to like try to turn people against each other. That's one of the things like a lot of the trolls will do. Oh, the try to like shake up all this jealousy that's not even there and or this anger or something like that. It's like you came from Good Times and Aldi. At least you're honest. Well, okay. So, Good Times and Aldi. So, those are both I mean, so Aldi just porn bombing again. Good Times is just
ridiculous. He's just, you know, trying to hit on Paige and every other woman on YouTube. I'm not crying. You're just annoying. Go take your shaved eyebrow, you know, broom butt away from me. I don't know why you You're crying. You're like, you come you come here bothering me. I don't
I don't go looking for you to bother you. You come here harassing me. >> Oh, Peter made you. Peta made you. >> No, she didn't. Okay. My my mother and my father made me, you know, 44 years ago. I'm very unique individual. No one no one makes anybody except you're making me irritated.
That's all you're doing. We'll fight. I'll fight. I don't I don't care. Uh yeah, he's all the army and Aldi's just a troll. I mean, it's just a troll army. And I got kicked off of all these Discord. He's the most strict person on Discord. He's for all his porn bombing everything. I get kicked off of Discord for um mentioning that I have a YouTube show. I mean, it kind of just How insecure and and dumb can you be?
Oh, no. No, no one mentioned their show. No one mentioned their show. I'm sitting here. I'll mention everybody's show. I subscribe to you bean gang. You have like 100 subscribers. I remember looking yesterday. So, it's like, yeah, I subscribe to people that are like actual content creators and Aldi got kicked off of YouTube. I'm not going to get him take my show taken down for Aldi or Sig or anybody else's dumbass that got
kicked off of YouTube. Um yeah. Yeah, it was heard. But yeah, it's like I have all these people like you know who's who are these people? So Mr. Big Pipes who had like nobody in his chat ever and then we have like then Aldi Q well Q has a little show but you know Aldi and then Aldi's gotten other
people's shows taken down because he can't stand people being on YouTube because he can't be on YouTube. I don't know if he has like IP blocked or something. It would seem like an easy fix just another account. But you know, these people are so bad. They're actually kicked off of YouTube. Have you ever heard of this? They're actually kicked off of YouTube. They're like YouTube is like, "Get the I nowhere near here. I don't even know how they're
allowed to go on on panels." I'm afraid of let them on panels. They're they like they're saying horrible things. They say I'm lucky enough that I'm able to to shut it down and turn it off in time. But it's like they've said some things that it's like I'm just so l I'm very lucky that the show's still around, you know? has to be an angel or something like
watching out for the show for me to still be around. Hey, just not here to promote anything. Just wanted to share what's worked for you. Okay. Okay. Um and Bellisa, I don't know if Okay. I did uh I I uh I I friended you on Discord, so you don't Yeah, you're saying the exact same thing though. I don't know if this is like some kind of like a AI like repeating
itself or something, but I'll talk to you. I'll talk to you. I don't know if you heard, but I'll talk to you. What are your thoughts on the Q and Hot Pockets breakup? Well, wasn't he just like kind of using Hot Hockets? I mean, it's like I mean, she was like, you know, he was making fun of me and stuff like saying horrible things about me. I don't
I don't problem. Um, baby cheeky chickening all BD. Hold on. I I have to get this first. No, no, no no no. People are accusing me of all kinds of things. Oh, you're on this, you're on that, you have HIV, you you're uh, you know, hitting on guys. Everyone has problems. And that's why it's like, it's
not even fun sometimes to be on YouTube with these trolls that are just saying the same over and over again. It's like, oh, it's just like it's getting old. It's like not creative. It's just mean. It's just dumb. I'm not like out attacking any of you. I'm just reacting to how I'm basically treated sometimes by these trolls. But I shouldn't expect good treatment. But you
know what? I give the trolls relevance. They don't give me relevance. Trolls brought nothing really to my show except trouble. I've given them a platform. New life. Well, you didn't baby Tiki, but that's what people are saying. Like other people were saying that yesterday. I don't know who you are or like how you know me. You you just I've never seen
you before. You just show up in the middle of the night like you know me. that you bring 40 people in. Axe, did you bring 40 people into the chat? Where'd you bring these people? You you brought some people here. Thank you, Axe. I appreciate you. It's okay. Like, I do like if like people are participating at least even if they don't like me, but I just don't like
when people that are like are just like, you know, just come here to get attention for themselves and then then they're like they're rude to me like the whole thing. I'm I'm trying to help people get attention for themselves. I don't know. I'm trying to really help um people, you know, if you want if you guys want advice, I'm I'm giving advice to people on TikTok and and YouTube about a lot of stuff and it's like if I
don't know the answer, I can get you the I mean, it's like I figured out a lot of stuff. I'm I'm basically I've been through the whole I know the YouTube stuff like the back of my hand now. I'm going to go back and um start doing putting tags in all my videos, changing some of the titles, the thumbnails, bringing back some of the episodes, maybe editing some of the old ones. When I get my computers, that'll
be I'll be able to fly through that. It'll just guys, it'll be such a cool channel. There'll be there'll be good classic episodes. We can have re reruns and stuff.
I know. Some people are like reruns ad. Yeah. Yeah. Well, a little bit maybe good. You know, I know. I know. I'm not a big fan of commercials. I'm not a big fan of reruns, but sometimes I haven't seen the rerun, then I like them. Right. There's a lot of people that haven't seen watching me for some time. You have no business giving other people advice when
you don't even take others or even yours, guys. And Jamie, Jamie, can you Okay. Can you kick that person off? And um yeah, just that person. Hey Shiki, you've been watching me for some time. Well, you don't have to criticize with me. Like I I do take people's advice, but you understand I get told so much I don't feel like listening to
it. Um I'm going to do what I want to do. Okay. My show. My show. Like that's a good thing about like actually being successful and like actually like, you know, building something yourself from the ground up, you know, on this platform and being successful, which I am. And I'm successful on YouTube. are making four um four figures, you know, on YouTube, which a lot of people aren't
doing. Um even monetized people aren't doing, okay? It's not easy. I spent a lot of time, a lot of time energy, and a lot of people have too. A lot of people have been supporting the show, loving the show. Okay, this is a good show. This show does help people too. And uh sometimes people um Yeah, you're right.
Sometimes people are um you know don't take their own advice but sometimes they know the advice to give though you know sometimes they should be listened to. Okay so I'm going to create an AI picture. Can I say a troll uh drooling?
A fat troll drooling on their keyboard.
um with dumb look on their face with dumb expression. That's just what I picture when I think of some of these people that told me. Okay. And I'm going to do it in starry night. Let's see if it
makes it. My image cannot be created. Describe something else. Okay. I'll just say troll. I won't say fat. Okay. So troll with a dull expression with a dull with a dull.
Okay. Suggested. Okay. Oh, it cannot be created. Um, I'll say a monster. A monster. Some kind of monster. Make it more open-ended. I don't know. This AI is not impressing me. This uh this Microsoft, I guess it
is. Come on. Impress me. Okay, it's making it finally creating the image, guys. We have it coming up. You couldn't make a troll, but it can make a monster for some reason. We'll see. We'll see how it does it. Hey, ask. Oh, this is an AI. Okay, so it says Oh, okay. Says monster drooling on their keyboard with a dual
expression is in the suggested style. Okay. Well, I mean, it's not it's not perfect, but it's interesting. I mean, the AI did not understand. Obviously, it's a I mean, it's like I meant like typing at the computer, not like sitting on a literal keyboard. Okay. Um, it's a troll. It
probably is what that person um Bean Gang or whatever that uh whatever their name was. Uh Baby Cheeky, that's what that's that's Baby Cheeky and Bean Gang. That's what they look like right now. Just little monsters. Little tiny monsters sitting on the keyboard thinking, "Ah, I'm the king of the world." They're just like these
little monsters. Hey, Slayer. So, there you go. I'll save that image. Pretty cool. Okay. If if I'm mean, I I apologize for if people are mean to me sometimes, and I I don't think I deserve it quite um to
have people be so mean. So, I am try to do my best. Okay? I'm doing my best with what I got. I'm no I'm no uh I'm not an I'm not an angel, but I'm not a not not a demon either. I might be related to the devil, but
just we're just cousins or something. Okay. You like the little monster? Hi. So I have I have this thing. It makes a mandola. Let me see if I can make it so I can Here's some mandola templates. See how mandelas are very calming to do. So I think I'll just like So I see this. This is this I think this is the shri that's the shriantra. Oh, that's the
triangles. Let me see. They have it. Oh, they have actually a flower of life. So I'll do that one. So that's the flower of life. Okay. See how it's all connected and we are all connected in this flower of life. anything that is. Um, it also looks like eyes. So, let me see what I can do with it. I'll make
these pink. Hold on. How do I do it? Drop it. Drop it like it's hot. Okay. Uh oh. You have to do it kind of exact. There we go.
And you can go across. I'm just going to do all the the little things in pink and then I'll do the other stuff in green. All like the little star things will be pink. These are all coming together, right? It is interesting how things are connected. And when you do things like this, you kind of realize that
everything's all in this one mandelola. The whole the whole world is right. Actually, in Buddhism, the mandela is actually like this actual astral place. Okay, I have to go back home astral place where it's like they um will invoke these deities and demons and guardians into it. They'll have very um
elaborate meditations where you know they're going through these these mandelas and they make it out of sand, right? And then they at the end of the retreat they just uh dissolve it and they just mess up all the colored sand and it turns back into the uh turns just back into the earth. Right. And that's that's that's how the
universe works too. It it's a constant destruction and recreation. Okay. So me back. Okay. There we go. So I think this look is looking pretty cool so far. You know got this. See how it's all like weaving together? I'm like weaving this right now. Right. You do I'm going to do So this is I'm going to
do all these shapes in the same shape. Oops. Everything that's like this little besa Pisces. And that's the shape of our eyes. The besica Pisces. Also the fish are kind of like our eyeballs right? Our fish are kind of our eyes are kind of like fish because they always have to
be in in a moisture, right? They are they're they uh they have pupils and you know fish go in schools. I don't know. I'm just making things up now. Okay. Um I'm almost done with the uh this part of it. Now look what I got so far. Okay. So I think it's almost done.
Okay. Um yeah, there we go. So, I've done that, completed that part of it. Now, I have to do some other parts of it. So, I think I'm going to use this big beautiful blue and I'll just like do the rest of it in this blue. Uh oh. Have to be very exact. Okay. So, let's do that.
And it kind of reminds me of these pink and blue is like, you know, that's the color of like, you know, when people are welcoming babies or something, they have this, you know, it's either boy or girl. The pink and blue kind of like life is like we our parents are all weavers of our DNA strands brought us to this world and we have this unique expression that is the
combination of both them. It's the alchemy of both of our parents, right? Hopefully the best best parts of them, but we'll take on some of their negative qualities, too, you know, and there's generational curses and there's also Oops. There's different there's just different stuff, right? There's Hold on. Go back a little. Yeah, there's different is that right here. there's different um
things that we go through and and different lessons we have to learn and stuff but um once we learn the lesson I don't think we have to repeat them and I think that I've learned a lot of lessons I had to make a lot of a lot of mistakes like several times you know more than one time more than twice more than two three
four five thousand maybe I made mistakes hundreds of times right ultimately will you learn from the mistakes Right. That's what you really hope. That's what I'm trying to do. Okay. So, I finished it. Is that pretty?
Karmic friends, right? You always see people as little fish. Yeah. I mean, people are and people I mean, we are kind of like we we start as a se like a semen, right? That's part that's part of our DNA is like carried by the semen, right? It's like a little tadpole, right? basically looks just like a tadpole. And what happens to the tadpole? It starts to transform. I think
in once we're in the uh once we're in the womb, we go from a tadpole to a uh to a frog to like a little monkey to amphibians. And we do all kinds of stuff. And yeah, and we're also in like this water state, you know. It's like when we're in our mother, we're we're in like the water, right? And so that's what when our mother gives birth like
you know it's all like shifts like go go go into birth or they go and they go to doc and there's the doctor right the doc I don't know they so the pregnancy and the maritime stuff is all related because the the babies are under this maritime because they're um they're not born and so that's why I guess the ab t is kind of controversial.
I don't know I just like to think about weird stuff like that.
So guys, uh if you would like um to schedule a private reading, I'll do it over the phone um or on on Discord. I can do it through video or I can even like create you a YouTube video um or do a private live with you or something like that where I'll just give you the link and
then you can go on and you can just do a normal chat like um on YouTube. Um I will uh for members I will give like another 33% time. So it's like if so it's for half hour it's like a half hour normal which is like 25 bucks. Um, I'll do 45 minutes for 25 bucks for me for members. >> That's a pretty good deal. So, if you do
become a member and you, you know, you could actually like get like 20 that that 25 minutes basically for free, right? That extra Yeah, for five bucks. Pretty good deal. So, extra five bucks. But I know that, you know, a lot of people come here for stuff other than the tarot. And, you know, I appreciate those people, too. U appreciate all you
guys. Um, but I would like to get more active in doing readings. I I do like doing my kicking off the panel and stuff like that. That's all fun and good and well and stuff like that. Um, but you know, it's like we go through different phases. You know, we had some difficult times lately. we know what
happened to, you know, our friend Michael passed away, you know, and and it was like and some people weren't very nice to him and Yeah. And did I, you know, kick him off the panel sometime and stuff like that? Yeah, I did. And he was, you know, controversial, but look, I now I feel kind of bad I I kicked him off, you know, sometimes. And I wasn't, but he
always took it in stride and he was always a good sport about it. But I do want to like, you know, always want I just don't like the like the last memory. Hopefully it's the last memory of me is not just like kicking him off the panel and it's like I just don't know what happened to him and it's like it's you know he died so young and stuff like that is seems like I don't know. I hope hopefully nothing he didn't do anything to himself or anything like
I really hope he did not that's why I'm trying to get MNA here to explain what happened if she will personalize the videos sound interesting. Yeah. So, if you'd like I I mean I'll do if you want to do the um the video chat like you know we can just do it on Discord. There's a video there. Um or I'll make you a personalized video
and I I'll do it like you know I'll just do 30 minutes of just recording it and I'll send you the video. I'll post it on YouTube, give you the link, a private link. Um, I think $25 is very reasonable. Very reasonable. And I I'm really surprised people aren't really taking advantage of it. And um because um I think it's a good good value and you will and also satisfaction
guaranteed. If you're not happy with your reading, I'll refund you. Okay. He doesn't remember you at the moment. 90% sure of it. Well, yeah. He Well, you know, he didn't like think of at the last moment. at the last, you know, he didn't think of that, of course, but I wonder if like that's his like one of his like final thoughts of me was that happening because that that did happen. Oh, look at this. This is really cool. So, you ever notice a
fractal? It looks kind of like Buddha. You ever see that? He looks kind of like Buddha, like a little tin man or something and then it goes in. It goes forever though. You know, you keep like you like go closer. You know how a fractal works? You go you go to the tip of it and you can go keep going further and further in. Right? So, we're going there. Right now we can go to like the tip of that and it's going to be like a
whole other like universe. You see the thing go on forever. It's not very best example but it says pinch to zoom. I but it's pretty cool. Now I'm way in. Okay. Now you can zoom out. Let me see. How do we do that?
Pinch to zoom. I don't know. Can I reset it? How do I reset it? Well, I I messed it up. Okay. But oh, here's what was cool. I'll play this for a minute. This will because I did buy the violet color, the ultraviolet, the violet flame. Isn't this Tibetan bell thing? Oh, yeah. I just found this. Is
it Tibetan bulls? And it sounds so pretty. Oh, here we go. Oh, I guess I didn't buy it. Okay, no thanks. Okay, so
Okay, that was that. How about that with the uh the heart?
You can imagine these chakras pulsating inside of you while you're hearing the tones. The tones go along with the the body is like a musical instrument in a way. I may not play to the piano, but I play the body. And I'll do how about the finally we'll do Oh. Oh, we can do full like there's the chakra right there. It's a green chakra. This is beautiful actually. I
really really enjoy this. And that is the Tibetan symbols
which are similar to the Sanskrit. It's pretty, huh?
Beautiful. I don't know if I'm allowed to play the music. So, anyway, I just wanted to come on tonight and say I love you guys and thank you for sticking by me. I know that it's like we've been through some ups, downs, good, bad, you know, controversy, whatever. Sadness, happiness, we've been through it all. It's like, you know, it's a show. But I do uh I do do want to
thank you. And even if like, you know, I don't I don't know if like my the audience has given up on me here. I think I have been slandered pretty bad where it's like, you know, people will just they say horrible things like people don't say to other people. Like they say, I don't see other people get called the names I get called. And maybe that's just my cross to bear, right? And it's like
I I don't I don't think I deserve it, but I'll uh I I accept my fate. Whatever it is, I believe in this saying called amor fati, which means lover of fate. Like I I love whatever happens. I it's it's my life. And uh I accept my fate. I love my fate. Um guys, if you would like to book
the reading, okay? Uh I would I would love to help some people out. I do have some time this week and uh I promise you'll let you like it. But I'll let you guys go and uh have a good night. I'll see you later.
Sleep well. Sweet dreams. Don't let the bed bugs bite.
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