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thank you guys thank you for showing up and and giving me a like I appreciate that thank you guys can you hear me though kenned can you hear me or zanado do I'm sorry zanado do can you hear me talk because they were having trouble before hey Zander what's up everyone can hear me now I don't know if my microphone yes you can hear me okay good
good we're doing good tonight my last start out good and then no one can hear me so good V if you want a reading tonight you could let me know I have to hold my my uh my phone now I don't want it to I don't want it to be muted out can hear me welcome guys thank you guys for
showing up and saying hi to me I appreciate that you guys are awesome so oh yeah thank you Zan do you want you want a cards Z I got you cards Z do you want a general or do you have a specific question I'm going to pull a card foran do the card I have foran do right now it says it's the prince of Pentacles it's
like a new opportunity coming it's a it's a beautiful deer but there's a new opportunity you're looking you're looking into something right now it's going to it's going to be benefiting you a lot okay it's the S of Pentacles it's like it's like the the it's like the page of Pentacles It's A L Scott break uh no contact well l break no contact okay
I'll show you when will he break no contact okay so there's no contact thing going on okay when will he well three three months you have a three of Pentacles you're going to be getting back together you're going to be working on something together there's something you can be doing together you're you're
going to climb over this mountain together or something you can you can be working together in sense capacity it might not be a romantic thing I think you're going to be getting back together to work on something okay what else will have xado do has a no contact with
somebody just a yeah it's like a little bit of a you're welcome it's a but it's a little bit of a wil a wilted Rose it's like don't just don't wait around you know maybe there's somebody better for you what is this
this is the five of Pentacles you're feeling left out by this person this person's like not he's not contacting you and then you're feeling left out there's something you can do together if you can like manage to to make up I think you can do some kind of business together or or do something together that'll make you some
money okay so I hope that helps you out I like always make like three cards and so I'll pull more cards you okay this one says Temperance this one says take it easy don't put too much emotion into it like uh stay balanced within yourself
hold on to what you have if it's meant to be it's meant to be okay it's Temperance it's it's like uh it's like stay stay balanced in it don't don't let it worry you don't let it take you off your off your balance if it's meant to be it will work out okay if he going to break no contact it be in three minutes hey Jam's Cowboys can you hear me better this time I know my my phone
went out last time it said just reconnecting for a few minutes and then last time before that it said uh it said no one can hear me so everyone can hear me now everyone okay so I'm really happy so I'm going to show you the um trick this trick wants to be on camera right now you are you on camera
trick come onck come onck you're on camera him over here you over here tricks this is trick trick is little sweetheart you're happy chck okay yeah I'm really the co-star of the show I
always say and the cats of the Stars yeah it's cute little kitty huh you happy TR climbing everywhere I've got other cats running around too kind of sad because happy holidays Dan D happy holiday I hope you have wonderful Christmas I'm kind of sad because I had a couple cats and they just they're not coming not they haven't
been showing up in the past few days and so I I I worry that I know that there's really good people in this neighborhood and and they love cats and so the cats are going to be well taking care of but I also have coyotes here I have there's there's a there's cars here and so I I worry about my cats a lot when you have
eight cats and then there a couple don't show up and and then other ones are and get gets a little it's a little crazy around here are you happy trick you're happy hold on you happy you're purring huh chck is purring
very loudly you're purring were you the star of the show what's up brother hey Sarah how are you Sarah we're doing tarot readings tonight we'll upload you some cards if you have a question I'm hang out with the cats I'm doing astrology questions I'm doing any kind of Q&A you want you guys want to do I'm just hanging out with you guys you're good good I'm good and happy holidays
every you all you guys I love I love you guys and I I want you all to have a wonderful holiday I'm having a good day I'm having a good holiday we happy you know your ex would like the cat like cat out and you made me super nervous oh yeah well like you know if you have an indoor cat and you want to keep them inside and then he let them out and then you don't you know they can't get back
in I have a cat door you just subscribe thank thank you Sarah thank you so much how did you find my channel Sarah I'm just curious I always like to know how how everyone found my channel and are you found me or because I I'm on a lot of different YouTube channels and so I have a lot of friends that that show up here and I'm always seeing familiar faces but I love new people
too okay I'm having a good night I had a nice shower you see my hair my hair is nice and wet still my hair is looking good did the card cord cutting work I feel weird today is it safe or Not So Jamie Jamie the cord cutting is like the
emotional cords okay so if you're still feeling some kind of pull or emotional thing that's the cord you need to cut okay there's it's like some kind of connection and it could be somebody else putting that connection on you but if you want a cord cutting and you know I would say light a candle and meditate on that and just release release all attachment release any kind of feelings
or attachments and make it like a neutral State okay I hope that helps CU cord cuttings can be you know very ritualistic no emotions anymore they already did yeah so so yeah I think the cord cutting work if you're if the emotions are gone if because it's like if it's a negative feeling that's that's that's like there there's still attachment there emotional attachments
if there's a really positive feeling there still emotional attachment if it's like a neutral feeling and you're just it's that's Detachment from it okay and so that's what that's that's the goal is the neutral feeling you don't want to it's not anything you're you're mad at the person you don't feel anything okay so I think the cord cutting worked I think it did I think you did it right okay
because the these chords are these emotional or spiritual cords that are attached to us and and they're attached to our heart and then people can pull on them and and you know whenever they want so I'm glad glad you're feeling better about that I'm going to put the thing in the C in the holster just tell me if you can hear me still
okay I don't want to shake the camer too much okay grab a little tripod I'm just going to have trick here tricks you want to say hi when you read read can you ask the person I'm going to attach me what happened sure I'll pull a card for that I'll pull a card for what
happened you said you did an emotional cord emotional cord cutting so do they feel that okay let's see it's is okay Three of Swords there's heartbreak is that your heartbroken is or is their heartbroken now because I think there's still and see there's all these all the ropes around it so that the cords are still there but they're around
swords you can cut out of those swords looks like there's still some kind of feelings not yours I think the other person is still still in love I think there's like they're still and I think they're heartbroken I think they're heartbroken about it but don't don't let that um change direction you're going with it if it's not the right relationship with you it's it's going to be the best for
everybody they will get over it okay it's three of swords it's like a heartbreak the heart heals human beings are healing beings we can heal other people we heal ourselves you feel great okay good I think Jamie I think I think the other person's heart heart may be broken but if you feel good just be just be satisfied that you're going to be on the
right path and that's going to be better for them too okay are you happy this is just little triy this is my little triy he's better looking than I am right little
tricky look at pick's PA though so they knew this was done then yeah yeah they they're sad they're sad right now they're feeling like they they messed up they're feeling heartbroken that's going to happen when you break up with people you know if it's not the right relationship Don't Force
It you can maybe maybe work something out someday if you feel like it and then they feel like it you know it has to be like a mutual thing they're lost exactly exactly so they probably did something to deserve to deserve that let me see if uh yeah res is on you're welcome Jamie Cowboys you're welcome thank you for coming to my chat too thank you for
hanging out I love you yeah I'm here with Trix Trix and I are hanging out Trix is my little my little bed buddy he's my little he goes under the covers you go under the covers with me at night are you purring he goes under the covers you'll be in Discord later oh we see you hola Christina Christina can you hear me okay
tonight hey hey everybody we are friends here and guys I do have a Discord on Psy awakens on Discord you can just add me I'll be happy to join anybody's server I'm doing good Christina Christina I'm really happy tonight Christina I was on Alisa's Channel tonight and then Eric was this guy Eric
was saying he he bought a plane ticket to go see her and then I said Alisa can I if I buy a plane ticket can I go can I go visit you and she said yes and then I said and can I and can I bring blade CU you know blade likes a blade likes chrisy
good yes and so I think I'm planning a trip next year to Florida you heard me okay good next year I'm going to Florida or next year I'm going to Florida I'm going to have a little trip I'm I'm have some IRL streams with Alisa Gordana it's going to be a really good experience yes be so much fun I cannot wait I haven't been anywhere for years but I do have some Florida connections um my sister um
her husband is from Florida and so he he he wants moved back there he loves Florida but I've never been to Florida I would love to go and I would love to meet to Lisa Jordana and hang out with her on the stream what a wonderful exciting exciting time and she such to see her where am I from I am from Los Angeles
California are you from India Singh where are you from sham Singh you're reading you're eating Takis your mouth is on fire is that what you said he those takis are spicy that's a you know spicy Mexican Mexican chips the it's a hot cheti you're in India yeah I love I love Indian people I love India and I've studied a lot of a lot about
Hinduism I know that a real Hindu is you know born in India and everything but I really respect the religion I think it's really beautiful and I I I love the symbolism I love I love Indian people Indian people are always really nice you're eating the blue um heat I want to visit India I would love to I would love to visit India very much
I my sister-in-law is um my sister-in-law is Indian but she was her her family is Indians in South Africa and then they came to us and they open some convenience stores very difficult but so I have I have I have Indian in my family um um I uh and then her daughter
wants to have six kids and she's already had four I think she has the fourth on the way think he's pregnant how's how's how's it in America in America it's going going okay you know America it's always a Twist and Turn you know yeah Christina I have I have I have a Chinese sister-in-law have an Indian sister-in-law you like Tak are spicy I
know my my cat's kind of messing up I can't see the whole yeah you like talk they spicy I want to see the whole comment though I don't know cutting off the comments a little bit I can't see the whole thing but yeah you are my first American person to talk to live well that's an honor that's awesome how's it in India
how is India right now America is America yeah I have a lot of Canadian friends I have a lot of American friends I have Mexican friends I I live in Los Angeles Los Angeles is a Melting Pot we have every every race here we have every we have the best restaurants of every every country people come here from every country and open the best restaurants and so we have really good food
here um and really good people come here and so there's there's good people here really uh nice accepting people you there's uh but I love many people from all over the world you know yeah welcome everybody Welcome World we're worldwide tonight we have in people in
India Canada Christine's in California I know like me Jam you're in California I think most of the Indian students want to study America because of Education quality yeah you're from Pakistan that's awesome yeah Jamie's in California too Pakistan Pakistan's right next to India hey peace
out how are you doing tonight you guys want to um I'm doing tarot readings tonight if anyone wants me to pull cards or ask a question but I'm also just chatting I'm also just wanting to meet people yeah I had a really nice day though I had a really nice day what am I
doing I'm just I'm I'm I'm just liveing right now I'm at my home I just got out of shower I had a really fun day I'm in a really good mood and so I was like I'm going to hang out with my YouTube te for a little bit so chck wants to say hi too almost Mesto but it's it's in but in
County Modesto hold were you saying the Scott Peterson thing yesterday Modesto because I know that's SC Peterson is California really expensive it is it is an expensive place to live look I have family here and my family is uh my family wants me here and so my family's helping me stay here y it is very expensive it's an
expensive place to live it's very nice place to live especially I live I live by the ocean I live I live on the beach I live in the beach City yeah Jamie that's how much mine costs too you know it's around there and uh but I have I do have a nice little two two-bedroom apartment and I've got eight cats
running around and I'm able to man I'm able to manage here but yeah it's expensive $6 gas yeah and the Jamies I don't I don't drive anymore but yeah if I was driving that would be very expensive it's very expensive gas it's very U expensive living conditions I do streaming I think I do about four to
seven days a week I live on the beach I live in Rondo Beach Jam so I I have a the little beach five minutes away walk and I can sit on the rocks and you look at my I have a video called um Cupid and psyche it's my main videos and I'm sitting by the rocks on the beach just down the street from my house and I did a little a little little storytelling there because I like stories I love
Greek myths I love I love all kinds of but also I I study Greek myths and then I study Indian myths and there's very similar things between Greece and India it's very interesting and also the the god dionis from um Greece went to India on an elephant and also Alexander the Great great from Greece in Macedonia went to into India too Santa Cruz is 2
hours yeah I used to live I used to live in um in Atherton if you heard of Aon it is in Northern California you're coming to visit after the holidays that's awesome I would love that Christin what are you think about KL and Trump well you know I'm not I don't really get into politics that much but I'll say my dad
was a big lover of trump and I was never a big lover of KLA Harris or you know Joe Biden so I I I say out I didn't vote or anything I say out of it and I basically think that kind of thing's out of my hands what happens happens I just want the best best for everybody so if everyone's doing better I hope everyone go I think everyone's
going to start doing better KLA is is gone go Trump y yeah Kam kamla is gone so I I didn't care comma Harris to me had like a she was kind of phony like a phony kind of person where she would just like change her personality for every crowd she was at she changed her accent she had like a Southern
accent she had a black accent she had a white accent she she was she's half Indian too I think she's part Indian I think she's part Indian part black you know she she's a nice person um I don't think it's the best person to be talking to like Russia or these D these dictators because she just like has this
big party laugh and hard to take her seriously Trump trump at least everyone gets respect all fake she's from San Francisco yeah yeah so Jamie knows I I I I didn't study that much into it but I know she's from California I've read a lot of news stories about that and she just wasn't she's not an impressive person to me it wasn't like
a you don't pay attention yeah me neither me neither but it's like they're they're out there and so what I really want I just want everyone to be getting along and I want most freedom for everybody and I want everyone to prosper and I want every like way the most people do well it's fine but it's I that in my hand but but
someone asked about politics and so that's my opinion I gave my honest opinion about the politics I'm gonna pour myself a little drink and I'll be right back okay and I got to light my my smoke how's your day what are you doing whole day well my day is almost over it's like almost 10 p.m. I think what yeah it's getting late
uh what time is it no it's 10:38 and so yeah my day is over I'm I'm going to go to bed in a few hours but that's why I like to um stay and hang out so I'll be right back 10:38 yeah Christina right there
guys coming back
yeah let me a little drink tonight today it's Saturday night so tonight's kind of a party night but I'm just going to be from now on I want to be basically partying on the weekends and then the week I want to have more of a sober attitude you wish you could fall asleep early Christina last night yesterday I I didn't have any weed and so when that happens I lose my appetite and when the
appetite goes then it's hard to sleep and so I was falling asleep and I was kept waking up with a stomach ache but I also had really amazing green and so when you don't smoke weed you have you can have amazing dreams my cup I'll be right
back yeah this cigar got all water log it's completely all heavy so I can't like that one I tried a few times but I'm going to have a little bit of orange juice can I can you say scom sing you're going good in your life and you just like a bright future keep it slowly as scam course okay I'm going to say that
for you okay because I believe that for you I believe you you predicted your own future so Shuan sing you're you are doing good in your life and you have a bright future just keep it up okay I know but so suban from India and he wants to yeah yeah he's going to
scream me for cuz he wants to remember that it's like he that's a good it's a good affirmation it's like everything's going fine you're doing good okay that's I I uh not being I'm not being phony about that I I really believe that for you but I want you to have a positive attitude about your life too okay
yeah it's affirmations it's like whatever you speak to yourself or you speak out loud it comes into existence and so if you say I'm having a good life being positive and then positive things will happen okay I'm just going to put a little okay so chewan I hope you like that one and if chewan if you want a
card too I'll pull you a card and I'll be more specific specific and I'll give you a message from me but I do believe you're going to do well you're welcome so screen screen record that and show show your friends and family guy in America said chewan you're you're going to be okay okay keep going stay in a positive positive I know you have a positive outlook and you're you're
looking positive and you want to do better okay so everyone here in the chat you know W suban and uh and I wish you the best
okay yeah you're going to show everybody good and make sure tell them to like share and subscribe too you don't have to but it's always good meeting people what's up Jamie yeah we're like we're like a little supportive group in here you're optimistic and positive person well good St that way and I know Indian people have big
hearts and they're very they're very kind people very sweet people I love I love the Indian people so shout out to India and thank you India for coming into the room tonight India Hinduism is a beautiful religion I studied Buddhism also into Tibetan Buddhism and that all came from Indian yes thank you Chris a subscribe
too yeah cuz my channel is just getting started out really in India it's it's in the afternoon 12:20 in the afternoon so is it is it a hot day or is it is it winter in India or is it is it is it a it's it's winter here but I'm mean California so winter in California it's like 80 degrees and California always has nice weather I'm very
lucky yeah I know so my my shirt is a little bit untouched and I you can see my my hairy chest I don't have top button right there so and from Lord Buddha teaching play bear oh so Lord Buddha was in Bear and he he gave teachings in bear I I I love
his teachings of Buddha very inspirational it's just a very very good philosophy it's a very good philosophy about life and everything you're subscribing good I want you to be a friend of the Channel I want everyone here to be a friend of the Channel I want to make friends I want everyone to support each other I want everyone to to give good prayers good wishes to each
other this is about bringing people together and being positive yes thank you everybody yes we're we're doing good Christina and Jamie you're both in California I'm in California we got to we got to we got to do like a road trip you know I can't I can't really drive anywhere but you ever want to come to Los Angeles if you need a place to hang out in Los Angeles you can stay with me
I met someone on YouTube before they stay with me yes Bihar is the place Buddha teach about Buddhism yeah that's amazing because because you guys know Buddhism is is like part India like I think didn't wasn't Buddha born in India
and so he was an Indian Prince and then he went and he uh he taught taught a lot of places and he met a lot of people so Buddha has beautiful teaching it's about buddh Buddhism is about Detachment it's about uh not having a a big ego understanding that
the the self in the world is an illusion right it take 30 minutes to an hour that'd be awesome Christina come come hang out let's let's do it also you guys I'm planning a trip to Florida but I'm bringing I'm bringing just a few people planning a trip to Florida to hang out with Alisa jordano
and she invited me out whenever I can afford a plan I would yeah I would love that Christina no Buddha was born in yeah he was born in Nepal but his whole life spent in India okay I'm sorry I I was a little bit off because Buddhism also in Tibet they have this beautiful version of of
Buddhism and then there's like on the um in Tibet they they there's a lot of refugees and they're in Northern India right now and I was taught by someone named dgri rimpoche and he's he's the guy that gives Dal Lama his um yeah me and blade are gonna be fire yeah but dag rimpoche is the one that gave Buddha his
initiations and things like that and so um and then the he came from Tibet I'm doing streaming live daily or weekly I'm doing stream I try to stream every day now I'm trying to stream as much as I can I want to do at least once a day just to say hi at least because I'm trying to start my business on YouTube and I'm just F I'm trying to focus on YouTube and it's a really really fun
thing to do it's a really good platform and I meet awesome people and so I'm on I'm on YouTube I'm not on Tik Tok really I'm not on I'm I mean I'm on Tik Tok in in Instagram hey inspirational mix meeting what's up how did you find me welcome welcome to the chat you got new people in here we're having fun tonight guys you want to see a page from the fairy book I have this really cool
Fairy book okay so guys you want you want the uh I have the good fairies said you turn the book over and it's the bad fairies you were in my life before what's up so do you want a good fairy or a bad fairy and I I'll open a page to the Rand a random page and I'll read that page I'm GNA turn on my light right
now I see better so a good fairies and bad fairies I'll open a good fairies I'll keep it POS both okay I'm going to do a good fairy and a bad fairy past T okay I this is just a cute picture this just says good fairy this ISS good fairies is it backwards for you guys I'm not sure
but it say good fairy it's a cute little fairy there's a little dog little dog fairy right there too maybe dogs have a little bit of fairy in them too maybe dogs have a little bit of this fairy wisdom right these these qualities do this pictures yeah it's a cute it's a really cute
picture though this guy's name is his name is Brian froud I think he worked with uh I'm on Instagram It's s awakens on Instagram if you want to want to join but Brian froud I think he worked with Jim Henson and they made a movie named Labyrinth and Labyrinth has a lot of fairies in it and stuff so he's a really good artist and I'll do a bad fairies
page next but this is the bad fairies but I love I love this picture right there that's kind of what I do I go like this when I when I leave my stream sometimes but I'm not a bad fairy I promise promise you I'm a good fairies so let's pull let's pull a bad fairies page though let's see I pulled that same page last night okay let's
see okay so this is this is a bad fairy page right there's like a bir with a very sharp beak and these are these look like a little prototype drawings but this very cute I don't think those I think I don't think there's really good or bad fairies I think all fair have like their mixed
nature and they have their the positive and negative side even bad fairies have a good side and the good fairies have a bad side right that's why it's all good it's on one book CU it's all connected right okay I have I'm going to do a card out of this deck this one is called activation I sound like a good fairy well thank you s I know there's a a
really good fairy storage in India India has amazing amazing mythical creatures but this is called Activation so this is a little bit this is a thicker geometry and so out of this activations deck for the for the chat what do I got I got this card right
here says Soul time you see that it says Soul Time it says the frequency of Soul Time asks us to allow the possibility of a new reality to emerge one that Embraces the concept that while the Corporal body is mortal soul is timeless Limitless and infinite wow that's beautiful soul
time so we think we're in this limited limited time in our bodies and then our soul is like you know billions and billions of years been living in billions of bodies and and that kind of thing so we're in a we look we feel like we're in a limited space but we're actually in an unlimited space and we're
constantly reborn constantly going into new bodies constantly experiencing things I think like the the purpose of the world is so that we can experience things right you like that Jamie yeah what else do I got for I have authority you guys you have some Authority right says the frequency of
authority reminds us that true Authority is powerful directed and realized yet negative yet receptive wise and loving the true Authority reminds us true Authority is powerful directed and realized yet receptive wise and loving so that's that's that's staying balanced
and having the authority just knowing who we are we we're all special beings we're all we all have some kind of authority in the universe to live our lives like we want to live our lives right I hope you like that do we have a cat can I get a cat over here I'm going to get a
cat can come over here can I talk to you please you guys like cat I have a little cat here this is Lenor Lenor is my little baby My little black panther Lenor is in love with me
Lenor do you like to give me kisses you like to give me kisses on the lips Lenor do you like your ear rub like that you have little vampire fangs right there these little vampire fangs Lenor you have vampire thing this is look how beautiful her eyes are though yeah beautiful Halloween
orange eyes are you good Lenor you're good she's purring she is cute she's a little cutie Lenor is Lenor is my little protector in the astral plane she's a big powerful Panther you see takes takes out all my enemies and then she lets me ride away
safety right and you're you look like a little bat too you look a little bat you have that look at those eyes L nor you have a cute little eyes and your cute little mouth you guys want to see trick is running away yep guys black cats black cats are beautiful black
cat she's the black people say black cats are mean and stuff like that she's the sweetest cat she's the sweetest cat she just gives kisses she kind of fights with some other cats she kind of she's kind of a little protector too but uh but she has a good heart and she's my little she's my little black panther my little my little mini black
panther so guys how was your day though that's you want to come up here tricks tricks tricks can you come up here trick can you come join me are you
playing CH you're making a face you like can I pet you like that on your ear like can I P your ear like that he's like he's a little boy he's a Little's a little boy named F you looking at the camera you like to be on camera too so watch Bollywood movies oh my God
fairies love stealing babies that is that is a thing Christina that that is the thing things called foundlings and in Ireland they said that their baby if their baby looks different that the fairies switched out their babies with with the uh with the Mortal baby and they're called halflings or
foundlings yeah there there there's there's stories about jealous faes and that kind of thing mischievous yeah there's a good saying it do never piss off a fairy right you're good you feel lighter no connection anymore while refresh good Jamie you did the cord cutting you
you know you took you took the good advice got to do those cord cutting there's there's people in your life sometimes that will try to attach themselves to you and then they'll try to make you feel guilty if you detach and they try to make you feel all kinds of ways you have to decide what's right for you right you to decide is this person deserve to be is this a good person they deserve to
my life if not it's better for you and the other person not to be together if it's not a positive chemistry okay we don't want any kind of one-sided things your friend did without telling you your friend did the cord cutting for you or well if it's if it's your real friend
then they they knew what you needed and they made the prayer and they helped you out okay you want to have you want to make sure you have those good friends on your side that they're watching out for you and making sure that everyone everyone's treating you right am I married no I'm not married today was a good day you made a made Senior Airman wow John congratulations senior air man I have a
senior air man in John can you take me on a a plane one day I need I need to ride to Florida I need a discounted airline ticket if you you can help me out I'm just kidding but senior air man that's really cool are you in the military that sound sounds really cool though senior air man you can fly planes that's awesome it's really
awesome what what's wrong C she just say meow he says me are you happy or not happy are you happy he's such a cutie though you're cutie huh can you say hi to this Air Force you're in the Air Force oh my God I have I have military as a
mod okay one day we'll start but I do gym on morning okay good yeah hey um hold on sh I'm sorry your name is um shoam shoam do you know about the Hanuman wrestling the Hanuman wrestling camp there's a there's a
camp that uh it's dedicated to Hanuman and they wrestle and it's a really cool Indian program I really I love Indian um Indian connections to certain gods and and different gods are inspiring different things but I like the I I've watched some of the Hanuman Hanuman wrestling
videos they had this really cool wrestling Village yeah you heard of that yeah and read the story of Hanuman Hanuman was very devoted to um Shiva shaki um to Parvati he correct me if I'm wrong but yeah Hanuman he was very he he just had a big heart and he's
called Hanuman on means get a swollen jaw I think one time he like he'd been into something that wasn't a real apple or something and then he he got a swollen jaw I do know some Indian mythology Indian mythology is a really beautiful beautiful thing to study too it's great stories and it also relates to biblical stories it relates
to history and uh there's even a Hanuman Bridge it's like they they look on Sonar and they see beneath the ocean there's this bridge that that led to a to an island and they said it was built by Hanuman and and different different
monkeys you hear about that in India hyon wrestling called paralti most of northern region of India well that's so that's so interesting I I've seen YouTube I've seen YouTube videos of that wrestling camp I have CU I'm interested in wrestling but it's happy for the best
Good Vibes and Happy Days Ahead yeah Jamie Jamie I know how hard these emotional connections sometimes you love these people your there's emotional hard cords and everything it's sometimes best to let them be them let you be you and it's best to be separate if it's meant to be it's meant to be can you see what
they did to me I'm just confused so yeah Jamie I'm going to pull you a card J me you think some they did something you think they what does it say well it says that Jamie three of Cups and so there's a third party there's they involved somebody else in that that was telling them what to
do it feels weird I know things about Indian it's amazing well I think Indian Indian is a beautiful country I think Indian people are beautiful people I go to a lot of Indian streams there's a lot of great Indian Terror readers this looks like there's a third party involved Jamie though like there they're talk there was like there's you and your friend and then they were they were listening to somebody else about it somebody else was like saying oh this
and that about you maybe you had some fun partying before but it it looks like there's this like extra people in the situation that it made it more complicated right I hope it makes sense okay yeah this is going from this is all going from the top of my head but I want to show you this book again because I was I showed you this last stream but I think I fell asleep this is called
descriptive visions and it's really cool it's a Japanese book let's look at the details in that it's so cool and this is the back of the B like that I'll open a page of the book and
I'll show you some of the art guys look at this
art pretty amazing huh Mo that it's called Twisted Vision at first you cried you didn't know how to move on yeah it's it's it's those emotional attachments but those tears those tears will dissolve those those emotional bonds when you can finally like let go of the the sadness you love that book
yes this is a Japanese artist his name is j Juno so he's a Japanese artist yeah it's a very awesome booked vision and I'll show you some more of that too but look it's like he has like the a heart in the strings and stuff like that there's a lot of cords in there
too yeah I love how J yeah Jamie and Christina you know I think you I think you you're vibing and so I think you can uh you can give each other good advice yeah I don't want to I don't want to interfere but yeah I I'll just say Jamie it's it's for the best I just see it's for the best you know releasing this qu it's not yeah it's not weird and don't ever think of yourself as weird or
anything because we are so many things we're we are like these infinite beings and we're in these little identities we put ourselves in these our little identities and we have our little ego and stuff but we're actually like much much bigger than that we're from the we're from the entire universe connecting to everybody
so so don't feel weird about anything and or embrace your weirdness embrace the weird yeah pour a little bit more you can interfere we all hear the for yeah we are and I'd love you guys I'd love that you guys talk to each
other do that person know what happened let's pull a card for Jamie about do that person know what happened because you have and look at this one it's a four of cups they're hiding some they're they're holding something they're they're holding on to something they're not telling you yeah they didn't tell you everything and they're a little bit of a
rat little bit of a rat you know a little bit of a un untrustworthy untrustworthy being right and they're they're trying to hold on to these cups with all these emotions okay maybe they have emotional problems you know not first yeah
I'll pull another car for Jamie I just want to see what's going on here Jamie but there there's somebody better coming for you is this a king of Pentacles there's going to be a man is going to make um really authorative in your future I don't know if you're looking for you're looking for a man right now or
anything but look at the beautiful rainbow horns and the Pentacles and so it's a man with some power in the in the in the Earthly Realm really authorative good guy to hook up with because he will uh he will make you uh he he'll help you make some money he'll help you get some material wealth and I I just said that
and then we have it looks like a Christmas tree it's the six of Cups there there's going to be like this new new growth coming from all everything that's happened down there is going to it's going to rise into a beautiful thing it's going to be emotional fulfilled and this is almost almost like a
Christmas tree too just just be happy in this moment right there's a lot underneath the surface going on there's a lot of these these these Tangled cords underneath the surface but then there's this beautiful this beautiful brain can understand everything and connect all the dots and everything okay stay in control of your emotions I think they're trying to they're trying
to mess with your emotions and make you feel bad make you feel guilty there's all these kind of N Tricks narcissists use to keep you connected and everything just stay stay stay grounded in yourself probably won't I'm not sure though because anything can happen yeah anything can happen and that's what that's why I say I don't I don't predict the future I'm not telling you what will
happen I'm telling you the energies at the moment what what could happen and possibilities and ways to direct your energy and attention right you love that reading for Jamie I did too and I love you Jamie and thank you for being part of the family and we're a little we're a little soul tribe here right guys we're you know what a soul
tribe is a soul tribe is this you have you have these these people that you probably know for many lifetimes and then you you come together again right and you all you you have a similar heart heart Vibe and you have a similar yeah you just you just connected in some unexplicable way you're welcome Jamie I hope that helps you too and I I really wish you the best and thank you for coming to the to the chat and I want to thank everyone for coming to the chat
I'm going to stay on for a few more minutes like 13 more minutes yes you go like that yes am I an Illuminati no but I I do know that that I know that that hand symbol okay that's
A2 yeah I think I I think Illuminati kind of stuff is kind of funny but all Illuminati really means is like you're you're having an understanding of the world illuminated and so you don't have to be in any special group or cult or anything or it's it's an understanding of the spiritual aspects of the world and it's an understanding of we're Spiritual Beings having a oh my cat my
cat grabbed something we're human beings having a spiritual experience right or we're Spiritual Beings having a human experience what whatever feels better for you but we're both we're and human and we're all connect we're connected from the higher and a lower we're all in the middle of everything the Earth is like the heart chakra it's like the third chakra it's a beautiful Green Planet like the like the heart chakra is
green there's all this growth and there's all this experience there and we learn how to we learn how to balance our heart and Minds there or here and so that's what we're doing right everyone having a good time I want to make sure everyone's having a good time I'm going to stay until for over an hour where it's I'll say at least 12 more minutes right
and the thing is not everybody sees that they don't see that we're both spiritual and physical that people get caught up in the physical and all the things they see and all the all the everything that senses show but look at your dream and look how you can have this whole world in your dreams where everything is everything is
you know different or in things don't make sense exactly but that's a that's that's from the spiritual world so we have this astral self too that we we can like detach from our physical bodies and go go and play and do other things will they try to communicate with you still let how they look let's how they
look are they trying to communicate with with Jamie still what does it say well yeah Jamie it says mother of Swords it's this is a communication it's it's like but this is like a queen of Swords it's like you know who to cut off and who not to cut off you you have this strength in your words and you you've been hurt before and so you know what
you don't want and so anybody that is not going to reach your expectations you can cut off with that sword right right you're watching the the owl the owl nocturnal owl's very wise you you you gained a lot of wisdom from all all the all the suffering and pain you've experienced now you know you know who to
cut off okay so don't be afraid to use a sword Remember You The Cutting cords that can cut the cords right you know you know how to cut the cords now right they're they're still watching they're still there but it's going to be a process to De C
and I know I've had these I've had these things too I I've had U I've had relationship where I'm all wrapped up in them and and then they continue to be um malicious or or fake or something something like that
right we we live and we Lear that's the thing it's like we we gain it we gain this experience and then we we like learn who's good for us who's not for us we just have to be able to cut away those that are not are not rights and to to bring people that we want in right we don't want to be in a bad relationship we don't want to
be taken advantage of we don't want to be um used or anything we want equal give and take we want love you're on medication for this reason yeah I know it's it's it's not easy dealing with the other people in this world everyone has like a a million of their own issues and so people project onto us we project on to other people we
can't help it's it's a natural part of Being Human It's like because we're just one but we're also connected to everybody and so um so we can get these emotional attachments and we can also like have a lot of sympathy for other people because we can see the good in them but some people like to live in their lower self and we want to be living in our higher selves right we want to be live it's called in astrology
it's called the North Node and the South node because the South node is like lower self um where you've come from and then the North Node is like where you're going to right I'm a South node Aquarius and so I can have my negative side is like the negative aquar Aquarius Tendencies and negative Aquarius
Tendencies can be like psych psychopathy or like Al being an alien and not connecting with the emotions but the north Noe is Leo and that means having a lot of passion having a lot of fire and having yep I said who are you still no answer because I still speak of them as a stranger yeah and that's funny we can have you can you can know somebody for a long time and then they're a stranger to
us and we don't we don't know how we ever ever knew them and maybe we were looking at ourselves and them that's another thing it's like a lot of people are mirrors you like listening to me talk okay that's good but a lot of people are mirrors and we see ourselves in them and and sometimes we see so much of ourselves that it goes to everybody
else and so we we we project the good qualities of ourselves the bad qualities of ourselves but really everyone has the good qualities everyone has the bad qualities it just depends you want to go towards your higher self or do you want to go towards your lower self do you want to bring positivity do you want to bring negativity it's always good to have a balance but we're
balanced on this world right we have the high and the low the the sky and the Earth the Heaven and Hell right but we want a balance we want a good balance we want a good want we want an equal relationship with people right we want we want to see ourselves as equal we want to see ourselves as better or worse than anybody right and then some sometimes you don't see yourself better
or worse than anybody and then they but they see themselves better or worse than you and so they project it on to you and then it it just doesn't work so this is something to think about I have a lot I thought about all this stuff a lot I've been through very abusive relationships I've been through um sadness in relationships I've lost a lot of relationships
um but I look at myself and I look at my family my family and I we've been together for all this time guess I don't have to worry for New Year's they they we going to talk to me don't worry well if you want to talk to them if you want to it's like you can you can always reach out you can always if it's
if it if it means something to you still even after all the emotional cord cuttings maybe there's something there maybe there is maybe there's Karma to work out there's some experience there's some lesson to learn but no the lessons will always be easy the lessons will be sometimes difficult and and it may not ultimately work out okay but if you
learn a lesson one thing nobody can take from you is what you've learned your experience and what you know so when you actually learn a lesson you're getting somewh okay I'm wearing this little dress shirt I want to show you this pillow I have my father passed away this year and then
some of his friends came over one night and they said came to my house and they said we have a gift for you and they brought me this pillow let me just fix the pillow a little bit this is a really cute idea too okay canel look at this pillow this is it says this is the shirt
I used to wear when you hold it know I'm there love Dad and and look this my dad's old shirt and look there's even a little winestone my dad likes wine a lot so there's a little winestone tuugs yeah so that's my little my little
pillow I love my dad and uh yeah it's very sweet there this little this is my little this little pillow that brought me one night thank you guys I like to sleep at the pillow
and I miss my dad my dad used to come over every week and pick me up for breakfast and we go to breakfast like every week my audio is barely I'm sorry I I I did I didn't change the audio a couple times I'm just trying to I hope nothing's blocking the mic or anything I'm trying to fix it the sounds fine I'll okay this yeah I'm sorry I can
barely something's wrong with my microphone yeah my my my iPad is um my iPad is getting old you know I got this a few years ago it's fine okay good guys turn up your own volume okay turn up your volume on your on your TV because my my iPad is not the best right yeah I want you guys all to hear me and
I want everyone to be able to hear and communicate fine but yeah like does the technology gets old the battery sometimes is not charging and I have to switch phones and sometimes things don't work it's it's called technical diffic difficulty sometimes but if you can't hear me at all then really do let me know but if you can hear me even just a little bit
turn the volume you you should be able to hear
okay guys I'm GNA light one more look I have another pack of these are what I smoke you can hear me good Christina said Christina say she can hear so that means that there is sound coming through and so you guys just just crank up your volume a little bit I can't really do anything from this end I
can turn my own volume I have very few options to to control the stream I'm going light this then I'll I'll be back
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Bia but there's a million good channels on YouTube also guys just check out my community tab I have there's a I have a friend named clumsy Clair bans his friend Z his friend Z that mean sexy or his friend is name Z Yeah his friend yeah w i i I think I thre I think I I think I sponsored a diddy party at
his C I'm not sure but I I just remember I had a lot of fun I woke up and I was broke and and so I think I had a little bit too much fun in his channel but yeah he's a really good guy he's a rapper too I have all these rapper friends now the thing about YouTube is that you can meet people that you you want to meet yeah hot sex yeah y
Christina Christina what can I do what can I do you know I'm attracted to what I'm attracted to you were there that night yeah wooo we had fun that night that was a fun night guys I was like I was like I I I won't get too much into it
but I'll just say they had a they had a wrestling match yeah don't blame yeah no blame it's all me don't I don't but yeah there but seriously I've no I after that night I went back I apologized if I went too far and everything and that that person forgave me and then that person came to my chat
and they're still nice me and so guys I say really I say um I say dumb things sometimes I I make dumb jokes sometimes you're worried yeah no don't be worried don't be worried like uh like I I I really I mean I I I go a
little nuts sometimes and I you're back what's up Melinda how are you yeah I guys I I have a weird sense of humor okay and and then I get a little I just get a little bit wild and uh sometimes people get mad at me so I I burned some bridges on YouTube with
people I that it's sad it's sad but you're good yeah I'm good too but guys I never I never mean anything any harm if you know what I mean I never mean any harm is that people think that I'm ping sometimes or people think that I'm trying to right people think that
I'm trying to well someone said earlier tonight they're like oh you're leeching off of me trying to get Cloud off of it's like no I'm not I will help I will help you more than you help me I I love I love people and it's like you know I and I remember people that help me and I and and I'm not mad at anybody okay I'm
I'm I I have a spirit of love that's that's my thing is like I'm a spirit of love so no matter what what I might say or do I still love everybody like no no matter what even if they don't love me anymore I still love them and I I regret some things some stupid things I said and I I don't want to upset people but people are so different people have all these
different little triggers you know in them one little thing you say that innocently they take very personally so that's why I I always remind myself don't take things personally just handle things in a spirit of Love magic you want to come over here say hi magic you want to say hi magic fighting with tricks
magic magic and tricks are the cutest cats so magic and tricks they're very similar pattern they're fighting they're fighting but they will go under my U my blanket and uh and hang out under the blanket right they're Brothers they're Brothers Brothers fight and tussle but then they love each other so yeah they're just hanging out
now they now they're fine now they're fine you just have to let let let people have their their their conflicts let them get it out themselves and then let them make up I try not to interfere too much especially with my cats I let my cats do my cats cats are cats are really wild animals in a certain way right that
we've domesticated and so they're more well behaved but they're still wild animals and so you know how humans fight and they and they will fight for fun and they and they but they're still brothers and stuff like that so that's what I feel I feel even if we have conflicts we can like come together in some way and like at least not hate each other I just want
us to I don't want if we don't love each other just don't hate each other just just like be C and we create our own realities we decide who we want in our life and so just find the people that make you happy don't focus on on people that don't make you happy are you guys having a good night I'm going to stay on for I I want to stay on for 11 more minutes
until it says 75 but uh because I've had like a lot of fun and I really want to thank you guys for hanging out with me I'll I'll I'll read I'll open another fairy page I'll open a bad fairy bad Fairy book I'm the bad fair I'm gonna go right there Christina I'm going to go right there thank you Christina here's a bad Fair B open a
page there's there's an interesting image right there but this ISS the bully bogey says the bous bogey loyers and lonely places and S Solly Waits first prey his FedEd breath inspires brutality and oppressive action this bogy is a manipulative creature whispering in the ear of all
bullies his contagious influence is felt from school rooms to boardrooms government offices yeah we all know that that that big mouth bully right that's like the spirit of the big mouth bully I know we all dealt with bullies maybe bullies can't bullies can't always happen maybe they're just born bullies
right bullies have a good s too bu bullies bullies have a have their own hurt in their life bullies have a reasons that they're like that okay we're all raised we have generational things we have social things there all there's all these million different aspects to everything but yeah so if someone's a bullied maybe they had that that bully Theory just
whispering in their ear and they're just like you know a little bit susceptible to the bully spirit and they're they're listening to listening to the bad side but let's open a good Fairy book Let's Open the good fairy side we have so I want to get to good art cage there here's a good art
cage isn't that beautiful there's like a little dog there there's beautiful white there there little little uh Little mevious Gnome right there they're all hanging out right what does it say it says spring or the Primrose Fair primroses are among the first spring flowers and
so this bery leads us to the leades us into the year and this is good because it's December we're going to the New Year leads us into the year as into to Fairy Land touching the right rock with primose and one method is opening the door to fairies the Irish say that looking over the flowers in a certain way can make the invisible visible and fairies be seen the frail sweet flower fairy is a messenger from the fairy
queen herself summoning you the Fairy Land she crouches pois to spring into your heart into your dream into your imagination look just poison this spring right this is just about this innocent fantasy loving part of ourselves we we all have this mischievious side we all
have this loving side we all have this this uh this obedient side and it's all in it's all it's it's all our nature and she's sitting on a little toad stool it's a beautiful picture though I love this little guy there he's little trickster a little little mischievous fairy right there hanging out with the fairy queen right
I like to think yeah my first book when I was um getting into the occult was it's called The Witches guide to fairy folk that was like I was just attracted to that because I've always had this connection with fairies and I've always been in nature looking for these fairies and I see orbs I see I see like little things in the
clouds I see energy forms in the air and stuff like that hold hold on guys guys look guys look
are you fighting you're fighting with your brother look guys but they're just they're just wrestling look how look how they love each other they're not like they're not mad you seen fairies a few times yeah Yep they're all around there you know theyy playing CU you're playing I'm
going to I'm going to go light my cigar again but you can watch watch the cat
they're little mischievous guys tricks tricks yeah oopsie hey you're fighting with tricks are you fighting with tricks you're fighting with them where are you going but they're fine because well guys cuz when you have cats you you see when cats are really mad at each other and it's not it's not
like not like as cute as this they're just little they're just they're sping there's a little sparring yeah he's just like if he was yeah if he was afraid he would oh if he was afraid or he was upset he his ears would be back he would be hissing he'd be scratching and clawing and stuff they're just playing so was a very innocent they love
seriously those two love each other they love it's magic and trick they are they they when they go to sleep they cuddle under the covers with me but together and most cats will not do not want another cat under the covers there's one cat but they will those two will be under the covers look here's Lenor hold on Lenor
you're going somewhere Lenor are you okay Lenor she she completely ignored me she knows her name she knows her name she knows know she knows I'm calling here she's ignoring me Lenor Lenor Lenor you you're ignoring me yeah she's just willfully ignoring
me be hard though Lenor Lenor hold on Lenor you want to come over here she's just pretending she doesn't hear she hears me fine she's just pretending she guys I also want to tell you I have a lot of nieces and nephews and
then I was kind kind of concerned because it's kind of expensive to get Christmas gifts for all your nieces and nephews I have a lot of nieces and nephews but I have seven in particular the seven the seven little kids right and I want to make sure I get them a good gift and I I don't know if I'll have enough cash for them and I talk to my neighbor and I said can you help me
out and uh help me get some gifts from my my uh my little my little nie and NE and she said yes and so I really want to give a shout out to my neighbor and say thank you very much because U it wasn't for people to help you in life you know we all need to help each other
really what's the age range okay so there's um so my my little sister has two daughters and so she has Dallas and Levi and Dallas is 5 years old Levi is three years old then my other little brother has two sons and he has a four-year-old and a 2-year-old and then my my other brother has three kids he has twins twin boys they're like six or seven and then they have a daughter
she's like eight or nine so so yeah those are I just want to make sure I I take care of them on Christmas my my niece has said my Christmas gift last year was her favorite gift and so it's a lot of pressure I want to I want to make sure I give her a great gift again last year last year I was able to
have go to rid and R had a sale on all these toys and I went year before and I bought him all his toys year before that I was able to give but right right clothes and I I have a Michaels and Michaels is expensive so but guys did guys um if you have younger people in your family like that what did I get last year so for my niece I got her a
dollhous it was a big dollhous and then for her birthday I got her art supplies and that she said both of those times are her favorite gifts and then I get like little toy cars I mean but guys you can little kids are appreciative of any kind of gift and so just make sure you get them anything you can go to the dollar store and find gifts and
stuff but yeah it was really cute I want to show you guys I'll show you guys some pictures I have I went to Christmas party and my my nieces are very mischievous now when I when I say give me five they they just kick kick my hand
right no little kids in your family well yeah in my family there's 16 nieces and nephews and there's just a lot of people but I want to show you I'll show you some some cute little pictures of this is at the Christmas party and my my
niece started attacking me okay this she is plugging my nose you can't see perf yeah
she's plugging my nose she was plugging my nose her name is her name is Levi she's like three years old yeah pretty cute see
that that's the cutest one right yeah her name is Levi it's Dallas and Levi are my sister's kid kid two girls thank you so much Christina yeah I'm very I'm very blessed person I have a beautiful family like like I said the other day it's like I'm I'm not the black sheep
I'm I'm a black goat of the family I'm just like I'm I'm just like a I'm I'm not outcasted for my family my family loves me but I'm just different and so they give me a lot of love yeah it was it was such a cute night it was so cute I even my sister was taking those pictures and then he took the pictures and spend and that was very cute
but that's what's most important me me as my friends and family I'm I'm going to pull a couple more cards for the chat I'm at 75 minutes now I'm I know we're all we're all ready to go other places and hang out other places but I wouldn't say
goodbye to the chat you came from a huge family on your dad's side yeah well my family is a mixed family my parents each had two kids and they in the SE like late 70s they had two kids and then they got together with each two kids and so it was like The Brady Bunch and then they came together they're like let's have one more and so
they had me and then it says my mom said but the sheer smile just one more and then they had two more so there's seven kids so this card says Divine masculine this is going to be the last card of the night but this is divine masculine card we all have the Divine masculine divine feminine card it's number
22 the frequency of divine masculine supports our strong focus and active side because we have all we have both these side we have the masculine and feminine we have we all have the Divine masculine and feminine is allowing it to it to express itself while helping us to bring our dreams and ideas into form with kindness and
wisdom look kind of like the Wise Wise father card oh the cats are fighting okay guys I'm going to light this one more time and then I'm going to wrap it up I'll be right back
CU guys I just had a fun night with you guys thank you you're welcome guys I hope you had fun tonight I just want to I'm going to start saying my my thank yous to everybody thank you Christina for being here Christina you're awesome I love you Christina Zara who else is there Melinda Jam's
Cowboys Lewis right pirana blade was here earlier I love all you guys I love you guys and guys if you ever need any advice or you need a card pulled I got you guys okay I love you guys it's yeah it's always a pleasure of streaming too and I love you guys and so
guys I'm gonna I'm G to wrap it up but I want you guys I'm gonna I'm gonna direct you guys to another stream just go to Emma leviatan and you can come say hi to me there okay good Emma leison e m m a l e v i a t h a m cuz she's streaming right now and I don't want to intrude on her stream or anything so I'm going to say good night
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