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Browse era →hello how are we doing
tonight hope everyone's having a good day it's getting that time of the year Christmas time okay hope everyone has some kind of fun things planned or it's going to be celebrating and everything I hope everyone's happy and having a good
year yeah so it's been going pretty good for me too I'm just enjoying the holidays I told you guys I had a Christmas party the other night we had a family Christmas party and my family always gets Chinese food and I have a big family I have like six brothers and sisters and they're all married and um
they all have kids and I'm just like the I'm the I'm the cat person in the family so that's my family let's see are the cats around today yeah can we get can we have you come over here magic magic is here guys my shirt my shirt's a little bit bed
but shirt good I don't know yeah so we had Chinese food and I took a bunch of it
home hello welcome in welcome
everybody hold little magic want hair want to Magic little magic yeah magic Magic's mom Lola is is um in a bad mood right now okay so she's always been Shing away the kittens she's done with it and now my
black cat is chasing her around but Lor over here sleeping you See's just having a little nap right there you there magic you hanging out how's everybody can everyone hear me and is everybody the chat working hello Melinda welcome how are you
doing welcome to my show I'm I'm doing some uh some free readings tonight we're just hanging out I had like a you know had a nice day and then I'm good fortnite balls here fortnite balls do that
mean I know I know there's a game fortnite I don't I don't play fortnite on this stream but I do have a lot of video games okay yeah the cat's just saying hi the cat's the real star Channel what's going on over there go it's windy hi Turtle what's up Turtle lover Turtle you're here you're chill
you chill good anyone want to talk about anything or have anything you want to share or any questions or um or you like a card for something
yeah I like I'm good oh so I'm so happy to see everyone though you just hit your head on your bed frame oh I'm sorry Melinda ouch are you okay gota be careful I look like Trump's son which which um Eric Trump or Baron who you
know Baron Trump is like I know there's Eric and there's Donald Trump Jr and then there's Baron but I know but Baron is um like 6'9 the cat's so cute yeah he is he's a little cutie what's up what's up um Sanda Barnes you think Eric oh okay
well he's got he's got goodlooking son so I guess that's a compliment I have a I think he doesn't have the Trump hair though I don't think yeah I think I've seen him on the show how is the pink thing moving in the back oh yeah that's just a curtain oops like a little bit of windy Cur I'll get it off that's a little little bit of a windy night tonight but you want to see
you want to be on cam what are you doing what are you doing you play Kiss you're new to the channel welcome welcome mango good to have you here this is just uh kind of a casual fun stream oh yeah feeling in the wind it's casual fun stream and then I'll I I'll do a tarot card readings to
you're welcome you guys want to see look at the cat right here if you sub and like can you get a shout out yes you can Melinda of course shout out to Melinda everybody say hi in the chat to Melinda yeah y uh oh hold on cat's kissing you're just a kisser are you a cute little
kisser you love watching underrated you think I'm underrated thank you thank you thank you so much you know by my Channel's um my okay great thank you so much Melinda yeah my channel is probably underrated but it's still new and it's like you know a lot of people have a lot of people have um you know chats and everything and then not a lot
of people come in but I always have a lot of people in my chats and so I think I'm I think it's going in a good direction um and then people are I'm give me a lot of good feedback and I I love doing this it's a lot of fun yeah like but the cats they did they know I think they know I'm recording or just cuz I'm talking and they're like what are you doing cuz yeah want to he character tricks trick you
want to come over trick you want to say hi too oh cuteness overload you know I'm sorry hold on oh kisses you're one of 3,000 people on you're one of three million people not on fortnite I'm just glad you like kill people yeah you know I'm not I like I like some games I just like you know that's more
of like I've got now I used to spend a lot of time I know God loves and I love God too yes that's that's a good message everyone should know their loves and you know whatever you believe in how long have I been live just for like seven minutes now or how how long have I been doing lives just for a few months um then once
I got my 50 subscribers my first 50 subscribers I was able to start streaming maybe screaming 247 yeah yeah what are you doing yeah I used to play um I've played like the um this game called Resident
Evil the village that was like probably the last game I played but my computer's not really working now it's not working that well so I'm cut a lot back on games I just stream for my my uh iPad you're in wrong and make me want to get my I'm not wrong and you make me want to go get your cat
oh yeah these are my little my little um little lights of joy for real grab your cat oh yeah someone said last night last night I think they said I want to I'm going to come kidnap your when mean they were just kid they said it was so cute so cute I knew they're just kidding
but yeah cuz everyone falls in love with these cats like this these cats were born just this year their mom is Lola and Lola is still here what time is it I think it's about 8 something it's like 8:00 p.m. what do I do for a living it's 88:13 what do I do for a living I do tarot readings I have an Etsy store there's a link in the
description with the Etsy store if you want to check that out too um I'm doing my I'm doing tarot readings I'm just trying to get my YouTube thing started you know if I'm not monetized yet I need probably like 2800 more watch hours I just like thousands or more watch hours but but my uh getting more and more subscribers and then my watch
hours are like Rising every every month and so it's going at a really good rate so I I know it's going to take take a while but it's like this is such a great platform um just for like being able to communicate talk to all these people from all over the world and chat and like have interaction with hosts and and uh and and anybody can create kind of their own show you
know even my I have a niece and she's like I think like 7 years old and she has a YouTube channel and um she has like 500 subscribers and I and I just told her at the Christmas party that I I just pass I passed her in subscribers so yeah so we have a we have a big bit
of a some people in the family that are on YouTube too but yeah want to see the Couts you both over there yeah trick are there cing up do you wrestling are you you're a professional wrestler or what kind of
wrestling that's your career that's that's very cool I I enjoy
wrestling but not not the WWE necessarily I think that's kind of I did find like interesting Japanese wrestling wrestling Chan Japanese are a little bit different they do they're wrestling their W it's a little bit more wild I won't even go go into detail but yeah
they're it's a little bit racy too but it's it's interesting yeah but yeah you're professional wrestler that's awesome that's awesome I love you know love meeting all kinds of uh people all occupations and it's really awesome you're you're an athlete and uh keep
going and uh it really yeah that's awesome is there a profession is there like a particular did the televis or anything back oh online claw you back never mind all they all CLA you well that that happens too it's like I had a I still describe you can still kind of see I had
these scratches because I had this one cat named Marbles and marbles was gone for like six months I never saw him and he um started coming back and then he all the other cats got are like scared scared of him he's huge he's a big cat I think he's walked through once when I was on stream but he he hasn't been here um for a little bit but he um when I went to i p him after
he got back ouch Melinda you sit your head to Melinda be careful but yeah he bit my um he bit my hand like um and then he scratched my arm so you have to go to bed okay good night Turtle good luck on your wrestling okay oh you have one I think he said all nine
all nine uh you said never mind all nine scratch Oh I thought you said yeah you have one you just have one cat there's a lot of cats running around here a lot of them are outdoor cats and so and then some of the cats fight because there's so many and and you know if when they fight that some of them just would rather be outside most of the
time my neighbors put a blanket outside their house and they built me a little a little cat house for the cats to go in too and every time I walk walk down the cat's always um the cat is always sitting out there on the blanket he's two months oh he's a little kitten in oh so these cats are let's see March hold they were born March 14th March April
main June this are like N9 month old but they're still pretty small cuz compared to the the other like the other cat's like big yeah marbles he's like a big old big old cat what's wrong are you okay yeah and these but these two are the cuddlers and they cuddle under the covers with me and they are little
cuddlers okay so let's see what should we do first let me get out some cards let's do I I'll pull I'll personal cards too but I'll just do this is just for everybody in the chat that's here these are called the activations
deck and it's all these sacred geometry patterns okay you put them in your boot oh hold on are you are Melinda where are you from are you from England because I know the boot means something or you have a literal boot oh you put them in your like a real boot I thought I think the boot means
the trunk of the car or something like hope I hope you didn't do that but here's the uh here's the here's this card it's really pretty It says Gaia Gaia means Earth you see that pattern right there so see like it looks like it's all interconnected I see everything's connected okay let's see the frequency of Gaia reminds us that we
are infinitely connected to one another just as we are to our great mother and to the universe that birthed us all you see it and it's like that it's like one from one point everything came out of right and it's almost like an eye too so it's almost like it has its own Consciousness and we're part of that Consciousness so I hope you enjoy that card that's called the ACT um Gaia activation let's see what else do we got
in this I'll pull like a couple more cards from this deck okay so this one says third eye chakra there's a beautiful beautiful hello Galacticus what are you doing great to see you welcome yeah this is called the third eye chakra and there's a beautiful purple card there hey
traveling Gypsy what's up great to see you guys this third eye chakra maybe you're getting some some downloads or some uh some information from um the universe it says the frequency of the third eye chakra the Indigo Flower of Life supports our intuition and our inner knowing our imagination and even psychic powers and so that's your it's
called The Seed of the Soul it's like right the middle of the brain you should look up um some it's really interesting to do like look up pictures of the brain I see if I can find one of this because there's a there's a picture of like the third eye and it looks to me like a
excuse me it looks to me like um like a little little creature or like a little being in there I'll show you pictures of third eye brain and uh it almost looks like a little um like a gnome or a third eye but go
and look into uh what's up OG what's up how are you thank you for coming what's up OG is awesome guy we're doing some tarot read I'm just uh I'm just looking at this for a picture of the third eye cuz we just pulled the third eye card brain yeah but look up brain look at pictures of the brain like so
interesting what goes on inside of our body okay well I'll have to find that later and I'll find the right picture but I'll pull another card out of the these ones and so this one's good it's say heart chakra so there's some kind of activation in your heart it says the frequency of the heart chakra the green flower of life supports our capacity to
love deeply and unconditionally it's healing properties harmonize the mind and the body why why did your cats claw you Melinda what happened okay what happen anyone have a particular question or I'll pull a individual card for people too if you want a more specific thing we're just hanging out here having having a little
smoke and hanging out decided I'm not going to be drinking tonight like um I've been partying a little too hard lately so their food bowl is empty yeah got to make sure to feed those cats right thank you for coming OG I appreciate that you're awesome guy and I really o OG um has a channel too and he's he's a really a great streamer
and he's doing he's doing well and he's a he's a fun show too you can always check out OG and he also does music he's a very talented music artist too so he's a talented person and yeah welcome everybody so cool and it's just no problem anytime anytime um yeah and I and I'll make you um you know put stand
you can share your link I'll do this so you can share your link you don't have to do you don't have to do anything but uh you can share you can type your type your link in or also yeah and everybody who's a mod here you can like do a collective okay but everyone who's a mod here can click other um people in the chat and say go to channel and then can subscribe to channel that's why I meet a lot of people so let's get out this
Tarot deck this is called the wild unknown tarot it's a really beautiful deck I'll do a collective reading and then if anyone has a specific question or anything I'll I'll uh I'll do personals but let's see what we have for everybody this is a message for everybody out there
okay okay so it looks like the Two of Pentacles yeah this is a cool deck and this is so this this is like the Two of Pentacles you know coming together for some kind of business um um things are going to be be uh working out even better um there's a Prosperity I'll read from the book because this book has really good
descriptions even though you know has really good succinct descriptions and I like sometimes to share with the the author of The Deck um would like to convey with the card but this one says Two of Pentacles say balance and change the Two of Pentacles signifies inevitable change since the pentacle suit relates to
Earthly possessions this usually means a new job or financial situation or a move even if you fear this change it needs to happen and might even be fun base it with the grace of the newly formed butterfly a world of possibilities balanced upon your delicate
wings so that was good okay so look for look out for these new opportunities and uh you know and it's going to be changed for the better right we like to hear that change for the better well we yeah thank you thank you um yeah let Teresa know Teresa is my Teresa is pretty much my my my one of my top mods and she's very she's very
awesome reader herself check out traveling Gypsy Channel she's just a awesome awesome person right we got another two card and this one's the two of Swords so there's a decision a choice you have to make or um and yeah this is always like it reminds me of the eclipse and it's even like almost like scissors you know in Eclipse
like Clips you know but uh the swords are all about um communication you subbed okay your sub so seea Sor okay I'll see you later Melinda thank you for coming okay let's see what this is for two of Swords two of Swords says determination and Direction
with the two of oh sorry thought two of one okay two of Swords I'm sorry says two of Swords blocked vision and stalemate the two of Swords depicts two opposing forces that have reached a stalemate you cannot progress forward with either a relationship or life decision there's an answer that's being blocked may maybe by choice many times
this card will indicate you do not wish to face the truth the light will reveal in the traditional card there's a woman and she's like sitting on the she's sitting outside on the beach I think she and there's she has these these two swords and she's blindfolded it also it also kind of reminds me of um like of a TV set how it's like
sometimes you know the TV has like all this false all false reality and stuff in it and we are kind of like do I follow yes go follow Teresa we kind we kind of like can be can can see Illusions and stuff like that through the TV and also it's like and so it's like also reminds me of the uh Plato's
Cave there's a story about Plato's Cave and it says what if there were people born in this cave and they were all just facing a facing this wall and then every night like the the sun would come and like it would illuminate parts of the cave and they would see Shadows on the wall and everything but they could not see outside and so that that's all that's what the the cave was the reality and
the Shadows were real to them and they they you know had all this mythology about um the things they saw in the shadows and that kind of thing but then and they're all chained up okay and then one day one person gets Unchained and he goes out and he sees the light of the Sun and it's like so bright and so then you know he has this that's it's like a form of Illumination right it's really
cool cool little story Plato's Cave if you ever want to check out Plato's Cave okay so let's get another card from this deck Ace of Wands so you have there's an ace in your hands there's some kind of passion hey pie what's up good to see you Ace of Wands it's like it's like a wand you know so you know a magic wand and there's with with like some Firepower
the wands are all about fire and passion and things like that so so something new is coming up in that Arena so let's see what the what they have to say for this okay this says in expansion and inspiration an extremely high energy card the Ace of Wands indicates new growth in all around is all around you
your IDE and Outlook will expand and creativity seems endless the fertile time can also have a literal meaning a pregnancy or birth may be on the horizon or birthing a new project it's it's always um like lot there's a few cards that are considered pregnancy cards but I like to say like you know a lot of things can be born there's a lot of things that can be born so it's it can
be a new business it can be some some kind of birth or something though it's thrilling to embark on a New Journey your good judgment is needed more than ever don't rush into it and so just stay focused and you know and you you have a Ace in the Hole aces are always aces are always the positive positive sign there's something starting and positive Beginnings okay there's
just maybe there's something that is unclear right now that that that two of Swords you're coming to a crossroad it's going to maybe you have to make a decision about something but you with the Two of Pentacles um but Financial opportunities and the Ace of Wands is like you have the power to make this happen right okay so very positive cards yeah I'm going to bring over
Trixie it's a little just having a little chill stream tonight it's like little little Trixie has one eye one eye is a little bit more open than the other he's he's a happy cat he's a little this giv My Little Cuddle bug he he wakes me up in the morning and uh he cuddles under the covers he'll even cuddle with the other
cats under the covers and stuff but yeah he's he's the one that's always in the in the house and stuff's a little house cat you're little house cat you like having your head rubb like that yes you do oh you do now Teresa on her Channel she she has she has a cat jackass and jackass does Terror readings and maybe maybe I can
train my cats to be teror reading too someday but yeah just hanging out see how beautiful he look how look how cute oh my God you're so cute you're so cute okay yeah he has this beautiful coloring too this beautiful beautiful markings but he's he's named Trix cu the magic
has a little little white paws and then trick has a long long white gloves and so he was just reminded me of I think I think I thought it was a girl at first maybe I'm not sure but I think I might have called her Trixie at first but now he's Trix can't Kitty cards are the best y you got to have to Teresa's dream um
when whenever you see her on and and uh and go say hi to hi to jackass and yeah Teresa has an awesome awesome show yeah so see um there's I think there I know um OG he's still here he's an Aries this is a very Aries
shirt she has the the Rams horns what does it say it says in it says something obscure it reminds me of Aries energy and Aries is a lot of fire I I I um I don't really
have Aries placements but um the first house in the Zodiac um is that's the house of Aries traditionally and so um Aries always want to be first Aries are the considered the baby of the zodiac too they're uh and they're it's a fire sign so they can be passionate they can
they can have tempers um um and they they want to be first because that they're the first they're the first sign and so and so I have all these placements in the first house and so I I kind of have that that kind of personality energy too um even though I don't have a specifically Aries placements but I I
only have a few um a few houses with uh with planets and stuff in them I have a really unique chart I made I mostly my sun moon Mercury Mars and ascendant are all in the first house Capricorn um Sun ascendant and mercury and Aquarius Moon and Mars all in the
first house and so my that going to have a big impact on your personality because your first house is like the house of yourself and and so and also Capricorn and Aquarius they're next to each other in the Zodiac they're very different kind of signs and so it's in the so for men often times for men the sun will be more significant and often times for women the moon will be be more
significant because I think women are more connected to the energy of the Moon um we all have both we all we all have both but it's interesting to look at your um your moon placement especially if you're a woman and that that can give you a lot of more insight into into your um zodiac also look up your ascendant um because that will be how the world sees you and then the sun is
pretty much how you see yourself and it's like and so I know a lot about astrology um I've studied for a long time I've done tarot for a long time too and I also I've studied a cult I've studied a lot of religions and so um I can answer any kinds of questions about those kind of things if you want yeah I had a shower a couple hours ago and then I like took a nap and my hair
is like not perfect right now and it's all being bushy but but how's everyone doing though everyone looking forward to Christmas I uh I really am because we always have like the best breakfast the it's going to be um the first Christmas about my dad which is really
sad but we have a really beautiful family I'm I'm very lucky he he he left an incredible Legacy everyone is wonderful person it's like I'm kind of like the I'm not I'm not I wouldn't say black sheep because my family is U accepting of me and like loves me and stuff like that we all get along y what's up
printer how are you so I wouldn't say I'm the Black Sheep cuz I'm not like really but I'm more of the maybe I'll maybe I'll call myself the black goat of the family cuz I'm a Capricorn I'm just I've always been kind of the little bit more outrageous kind I you know we all have our own personalities and everything and uh and also we my family
is very worldwide I have a sister-in-law that's Chinese I have um then another sister-in-law that is a is an IND Indian descent but she was from South Africa like a South Africa India and then moved to America and then um yeah my family is amazing they're all
beautiful people and so I'm a very lucky person and they all they love animals too my mom especially loves animals like that's that's where I got my animals from and they don't have cats I don't think anyone has cats except for me right now but my mom has like five dogs and my mom also has horses like small horses she has chickens she has a goat she has a sheep
um she has pigs last Christmas my sister got my mom two pigs hi what's up what's up how are you welcome in my sister bought my mom two two female pigs but I guess one of them was pregnant or they thought they were both female but they turned out to be one was a male or something cuz one got one Was Pregnant
and So then all a sudden my mom has like nine pigs now and then you know she's trying to give the pigs away and self sell the pigs and stuff but you know to make sure you want to make sure they're not being you be butchered or whatever but somebody wanted to buy one of the pigs for a luow you know and if you know what a luau is if you've been to Hawaii or anything a luau is when they they will kill a pig and then they'll like they'll like put
it in the ground and like it's like an underground um kind of fire pit cooking process and then it's like really delicious it's like really really good but if uh yeah I my my little sister was so into pigs like she saw the movie Babe and so my sister would never eat pork or anything she would she would she love cuz she would watch babe and she just loved pigs so
much reminds me of a fern from Charlotte's Web who saved Wilbur the pig well I'm gon to cry I was I started talking about Charlotte's Web and I start to I start to cry yeah um so and this is really embarrassing I'm sorry
um yeah so so like Wilbur was a pig on the farm I'm sure youve heard the story everyone everyone knows Charlotte Web but yeah Wilbur was a pig and then they were going to butcher him or she found out they were going to butcher him and she insisted that um they don't butcher him and so she saved Wilbur and
then he was going to get I think still I think they were still thinking about butchering him and everything and so um so then Charlotte saved him and she was a spider and she would like just make webs with like a word in it and so they get all this press attention then he just became like a famous pig and everything and then
Charlotte dies I'm sorry it's a sad story it's really the saddest story I don't know why I got all emotional but yeah I yeah I cry at movies I uh you know I'm I can be an emotionally strong person I cried at Titanic you I'm so embarrassed though but
yeah it's it's healthy it's healthy to cry that and it's like I L I love that I Can Be Touched in that way and and other and I know other people are touched in that way too it's like so that's a beautiful thing and it's it's it's happy tears too but it's just like s a sad story gosh I'm
sorry yeah so I'm taking a little break from alcohol probably probably for the weekend and I want to save some money this week too so I want to make sure I get everyone everyone presents and stuff and all for the nephews and nieces and stuff it gets expensive I have I have many nieces and nephews and so I I mean I get presents
for the for the younger kids cuz I have 14 15 16 and so I have a lot so my my little sister has um two girls my little brother has two boys and then my um Brother D or my brother Christian has twins and then a daughter and then my brother Derek he has one son and my
sister has twins also my sister Karen has TNS and and and um an older son too and so and then I also have a um a niece um Amanda and she wants to have six kids and she's already on her fourth and I think she's almost see I think
she's almost 30 years old she's in 2 so that's pretty amazing yeah and everyone lives locally everyone lives around in Los Angeles area I mean at least but most people live are living right around here I'm in Redondo so I'm I'm very lucky to be in near my family and uh yeah so let's pull a few other cards for another deck hold on let
me just put I'm going to put Trixie down you want to say hi you want to say goodbye I'm put Trixie down okay so here's I just love this deck The Whispers of Ganesha it always has a good good good positive message and really beautiful artwork on this deck okayo okay
so we have this wholeness card and that reminds me of a lot the remember we had the green heart chakra card and so this is also holess and that's where you find find your wholeness is like in your heart and you see the heart is like the center of the the center of everything right there and he's holding it and and it's so that's where you'll find your true
true fulfillment and see also it has the the uh the hexa hex hexagon there and so it's like it's pointing above and below it's all connected like so we're connected to the above below and we're we're kind of like on the Earth and the Earth is in the center of everything the Earth is almost represents the heart heart of our solar system especially I just thought about this whoa the whole my mind is blown right now if you can can you correspond
the chakras to the planets and stuff like that because we do have there's a solar plexus and then so what would be the planet of the heart well there's a hexagram and so that's Saturn there's there's some there's some nothing do with the heart there too but I think I'm I think mainly Venus when I
see this but also the Earth and the Earth is all green you know but yeah Venus I associate with green too but yeah I'm trying to think of all the the the heart this is like the heart chakra is one two hold on it's like the third eye
chakra the chakra the heart so it's a third down right there there's seven it seems like there's seven I know there's there's like eight or nine planets but in the sun okay so anyone want to talk about anything I've been here for for half hour it's like I just been it's just a
casual fun Friday night stream um I was watching Alisa Jordana today um and some other other my favorite shows and it was just a nice it was a nice day I'm a little bit just a little bit um little bit tired from the weekend but I love you guys thank you all for coming and everything I'll stay for another um another few minutes but I
don't know if anyone wants a reading or anything at least the stream was fun yeah so so funny it's so so classic it's like if you haven't seen Alisa Jordana it's like she she's you know beautiful um talented she's a you know singer a piano player um she wrote for Howard Stern and then she has an IRL stream
um where she goes around Florida and she goes to just different events and then she has all these assistants and everything and there's all the always this crazy drama with the assistants she has she meets people then they'll become friends of the show and it's like but they're very um let's just say that everyone's very interesting person and there's a lot to if you like
comedy like if you like if you like real life comedy that's a good place to look and yeah and she's she's a sweetheart too and the chat is a sweetheart too that she has a really fun chat like a really really really nice chat someone in the chat made us I have the song on my channel you can check it out someone made a suy awaken song on the channel it was very very flattering it was a nice song it's a really some of the songs are
are a little bit um some of the other songs about people can be runchy or you know or fun they're all funny and stuff like that but mine was just a nice sweet song about how I love Alisa and she's very she's just a sweetheart so and also guys you can you can um if you watch that show she gives out her phone number um and so you can like once you start watching you can
start calling in and stuff like that and that's fun and also you can donate um for songs and she'll you know she'll play like um 200 seconds of a song or something like that or two like a minute and a half of you know um for five bucks you can play any any song so there's people just sending donations and he cars a big speaker around and she goes to restaurants and stuff and sometimes like
the the funniest thing I the funniest thing was a few weeks AO go Alisa went to an ice skating rink in Del re when it was like this ice skating event and there was just a lot of children and so she put her she put she set up she got her ice skates on she set up her her camera and everything had the speaker there and then she was just going around the rink but then someone sent a
donation and it had just say very let's just say very inappropriate language for children very inappropriate just like very I mean you know I I'm surprised that song even allowed to be on YouTube but uh and I think there was some Glory whole song or something but she was playing these songs and they're just kids kids are walk and then so then this Dad gets real mad at her and starts
yelling at her and then all of a sudden security girl comes and and like kicks kicks them out they ask to leave the ice getting so she gets banned occasionally from places but yeah that you know not everyone wants everything everything filmed and everything she but she meets really cool people so that's my little Lisa Jordana story for today
yeah so anything else um anything anyone want to talk about any topic any question I'm a little bit fuzzy today it looks like a little I'm a little bit fuzzy might need to shave you can see my beard all this gray in it look at all the gray right there but look there's no gray in my hair and I don't use just for my my hair is my
hair my hair is completely natural I I always love when people say like um they I they ask them how old do I look and stuff like that and I usually get in my in my 30s you know so that's very flattering but uh yeah sometimes people say mean things though too and
uh I but I like I kind of like dueling with trolls sometimes because it's made me like it's made me like uh not take anything too personally and like to let stuff roll off my back but some people are just mean you know and I don't understand like some people are like cruel like why would you want to
say something that would hurt somebody's feelings like and it's like somebody you don't even know and so but then I also like I'm I'm not I'm not a troll I'm I don't not a troll of any it's like if I'm going to somebody's chat I like the person and stuff like that I'm not trying to like disrupt anything but I do have like
a sometimes a darker sense of humor or like a a weird sense of humor some people find it fun being mean I guess they're um they're tired being forc be nice well yeah but it's not really like is is being mean does that it takes as much effort to be mean mean you don't have to be you just don't just don't go it's like you have to it's like is it
like they they have a need to they have some kind of need to disturb or need for attention and it's like they're hiding behind their screens and everything I'm out here you know I'm out I'm out here putting myself out here and everything and so I yeah I'm sorry I getting little text messages on my
screen but guys YouTube is like really it's like changed my life like um I think last year was the first year I even started chatting in the in in the chats like I was I was just you know lurking or like just watching or watching and then I was like I just I really got into the live streaming I really love how you can just interact
and like there used to be in the 80s like they they would always talk about oh there's going to be a video phone in the future right and it would be like you can talk on the phone you can see and it was just like it was a concept that would just blew everyone's minds and I think they came out with a video phone like that and it cost like thousands of dollars and it you both people have to have one it hardly work
cuz you you know so this is like this just came came up and it's perfect and it's it's like better than that and so so I'm just trying to like get my show like I'm trying to think of a format for my show show yeah like uh like the the formula it's like I'm trying I'm just testing different things out YouTube has a bit it's very it can
be very complicated in certain ways and so and there's a lot of things I'm learning along the way and so this is just I'm still in the beginning stages and so I'll probably like look back on these videos and like well I'm probably drunk in way too many of them and so that I'm probably going to be like I'm I'm kind of afraid to watch some of my old videos but I'll put it out there I'm just being myself
I'm not U I'm not hurting anybody I'm not I don't drive um I don't drive so I'm I'm entitled to to have a drink if I want and I'm an adult yeah but and guys I ran out of weed today and so I have this
like uh when when I smoke weed it it makes it easier to eat for me because you know I'm pretty skinny and it makes it easier to sleep and stuff like that and then when I don't when I smoke for a while and then I stop then I just like my stomach starts hurting and I um and I can't sleep and so and then so my energy
might be a little little erratic today too but I'm not drinking and so makes it makes it makes it better so how's everyone doing everyone having fun hi Brooke how are you Brooke nice to meet you welcome welcome in I love how I I'm I'm I love how I'm somehow um being promoted on the
algorithm somehow and then there's always new people coming in and so it's really really um fulfilling it's I love meeting people Everyone drop your location if you're here yeah you're good yeah that's good to hear I want everyone out there um to be happy good and then if anyone has a question to all I will be happy to pull you a card I'm more I'm
about like inspiring I'm not about like fortune telling but about like let's let's see what the energies are saying and yeah oh what's up mango from North Carolina oh that's awesome I've been to North Carolina my aunt I have a I had Aunt Betty isn't that a cute name Aunt Betty my my grandma's sister she's my great aunt
Betty and she came out and visited when I was little like probably like seven or eight years old and then we had so much fun um that she was like let's come to South Carolina you had to get some chicken Roman broccoli oh that sounds good yeah so I went to South Carol I went to Greenville South Carolina and then we went to North Carolina one day
on a trip um a day trip and there there's this there's this waterfall like a boulder waterfall that you can slide down it's like it's like this famous I don't know if you ever you've heard of that but in North Carolina and it's like this waterfall that you can like actually slide down and stuff it's like it's like the most amazing natural water park and that's really it's really fun
so so yeah that was my Aunt Betty rest in
peace I uh I I smoke these swishers cuz they a pack of cigarettes in California is like $15 a pack now I think it's getting it's like so ridiculous and um so these are much cheaper these are like $163 uh per two yeah that's a good deal because but
yeah it's probably worse because there's no filter on it and it's like a it's like a cigar it's a cigaro yeah don't I'm not I'm not I don't I don't encourage you to ever pick up any bad habit like just yeah it's just it's just it's just me so I'm I'm not going to like be hiding off
the camera and like sneaking sneaking stuff I'm just I just I'm going to do what makes me feel comfortable and so I hope I hope no one's offended or bothered by that okay so let me find let me grab a book I have this Fairy book I'll gra I'm going to grab a you say crazy well yeah well if it's crazy to be
yourself you know it's like I'm I I just thought I'm not going to be some like I'm not going to create like this other character that's not me you know when you when you're on a a show like this you know you you do um you are molded in part by the
audience and your feedback and stuff like that but uh I figure I'll be myself and then I don't have to like forget or remember to do you know I can just be myself and then it's a lot per stick oh yeah 15 bucks yeah it is crazy I mean New York is like 20 bucks a pack I think and so
yeah $163 for two of these it's a pretty good deal you know it keeps going out so I'm going to grab my fairy book I have this book of fairies hold on where's my fairy book fairy book fairy
book found it
okay okay so when I was like a little kid I went to we have we have a new age store here called psychic ey Bookshop and so yeah yeah I get you I get your book thank you yeah yeah I should stop smoke I know I should I should I wish I I wish it was easy to quit and stuff it's just like you know I've been smoking for a long time
so but when I was a kid I went to the the the new age store I had just started probably started picking up tarot around that time too and this is the book I picked out and it's a little bit faded cover now but it's really beautiful it's called The Witches guide to fairy Folk and it has like little Stonehenge up there and I also have I have um really
really cool um his name is the there's like the good fairies book what's the guy's name there's a there's a very famous artist that um his name is Brian something and uh I'll just grab that book hold on
okay so this is cool so we have good fairies it's Brian froud by the way Brian froud I knew the name was Brian okay so there's the good fairies and then you turn the book upside down and you have the bad fairies and I really like that one really I love that picture but I'll show you some phot some pictures in the
book of the good good and bad fairies and so this is so here's I just so this is it says gwi the the Dream Weaver and I'll read I'll read you what it says in the book but look how beautiful the art is though the art is just fantastic and I have another another one of his books too I'll just he this one so this one
says says gfar it says she is the white shadow dancing By Moonlight in the fairy Piper Piper tune oh by the way this is like a divination form as well cuz that has opened this page of the book so maybe there's going to be some kind of message for you here okay with gwi ofir gwi ofir also reminds me of is that King Arthurs wife
Gwar maybe is his name Jennifer from Gwar too I'm not sure okay so the white shadow she dreams that she dances among con constellations far beyond our knowing fairies love to dance their music is the most haunting music ever heard by human ears sad and sweet deeply sensual tranquil a moment
demented the next the white lady are Lum luminous fairy creature who dance by the Light of the Moon beautiful as the music itself trailing patterns of color and Mist in their wake fairies often dance in circles leaving rings of flat of flattened grass to mark their sights of their midnight Rebels or Circles of toad
stool springing up where the fairy feet have trod fairies dwell in the Twilight between day and night between spirit and matter between the conscious and the unconscious where all things are possible where our past and future meet where we meet ourselves coming back when we dance with the fairies we dance with reflections of our true selves and the inner and the inner self of the world so
that's gfar okay I'll do a bad fairy now so here's the bad fairy page okay the bad fairies so let's have a look oh and look who I I open to I don't consider this an evil fairy but this isn't the bad fairies it looks like pan playing the pan
pipes but it says um very fairy music music is a delight to the fairies and a sure way to capture their attention so it's another musical card so is our musicians in the room or something because it seems like they're talking a lot about music and stuff um musicians are particular favorites of their particularly those
who play the Celtic harp or the violin that's some beautiful music look up Loren mckinon lorine l o r e n mck mcken I think and she does the cell she's she has red hair and she she I think she plays she plays the piano and she plays really really beautiful music like that but it says uh more than one modern folk
musician can describe a fairy encounter even if they laugh it off or put it down to Too Much drink I know when I sometimes when I I see the fairy sometimes if I had too much to drink bore abounds with Tales of fairy Harpers seducing Maids with irresistible music in old folk ballads we find Thomas the ryr a Scottish Harper of great Renown who Spirited Away to
entertain the fairy queen for seven years when the fairies steal the beautiful wife of the Mortal King orio he goes to their Hill disguises a Wandering Minstrel a harp on his back the fairy King rashly grants whatever prize he requests King oraco demands the return of his wife to the fairy shm so that's there's like a common um
element of like a trickster element to some of these fairies and everything especially especially the bad fairies but I hope you like that little look in that book and it's called Brian froud and he he has another book called fairies and I I used to have a fairies Tarot deck too okay and I'm going to do one more fairy out of this book this is an Indian
so this but this fairy is says the Moray from Greece and it says uh these Indians it's very may have been native to India and so there's really interesting connections between Greece and India if you ever look at it because um at one time the god diasis went like he rode into India on an elephant and everything and there's some interesting uh
Alexander the Great also went to India and met with a spiritual adviser and sometime I'll I'll look that up and I'll tell you exactly because because the the guy just basically tells Alexander the Great some riddles and stuff like that and they're really interesting but the moay I think the Moray are called the fates and says that there numerous other Tri there's three of them there's the three you know three and so there there's numerous other
triplicities which were less than goddesses and more more than merely fairies among those are the furies Roman the norns tonic the gorgens North African so the gorgens you know Medusa was a gorgon she was actually from North Africa the irul voodoo and the Zoras West African appearance and temperament the
fairies of Greece usually appear in groups of three representing a young girl a middle-aged woman and an old woman so it's like basically the triple goddess it's like the the maiden mother and the Crone and like they're basically three different life stages and there but so there three of them and there's one and says or else they appear just as three middle-aged women they are neither helpful nor harmful to humans but
dispense fate as they see see fit they're not helpful or harmful I don't know about that because I think you can have Fate on your side but I guess it's yeah thing it's up to them the mor determines the fate of children the fact that she appears as thre as threesome relates her strongly to two ancient Pagan images one is the triple goddess who is Maiden mother and Crone in one and the other is the three Fates
a Greek triple demig goddess who determined the life's course of every human being while paganism has rejected these doctrines of predetermination preferring instead a concept of total self-responsibility good to see you Jamie Cowboys good to see you welcome the mor still functions as a
helper who can soften Our Fate even though um even it comes of of our own making so that's interesting because it says it says not NE they're helpful or harmful but then it says they can help soften the fate and it says the once example Sleeping Beauty remember the Sleeping Beauty they had the three the three um
godmothers or the right they she had three fairy godmothers and Sleeping Beauty and they didn't they didn't invite um forgive me Maleficent they didn't invite Maleficent to the wedding and so Maleficent just shows up and she like Cur curses the baby at at the you know the bridal shower whatever or like after
the birth and then she curses them and then all the um all the other fairies her godmothers they were able to soften the Fate so I think um I think uh Maleficent said that Sleeping Beauty will die and then they said okay she'll just fall
asleep and then they they were able to to give um gifts to soften the blow and so they were fairies too so that's pretty interesting so I'll I'll hang out with the cat a little bit more and I'll wrap it up in a few minutes but I want to thank you guys for coming and saying hi supporting the show
this is just little tricks or yeah this is little tricks want to say hi tricks look at his paw look how cute little black paw with a little black spot on it what is that is there one there can we see can we see that one yep little black PW with a little black spawn on it how cute you know you're so
cute know you're adorable where's tux um uh yeah tux is outside tux tux is spending um my neighbors put a blanket outside their front door and he's always just laying on the blanket you the there's cats a bigger cat that comes in and then then it's scar some of the cats
away and they and some of them are just outdoor cats but yeah Tex is outside Lenor is over here Lor's sleeping over there and then got magic right there so we're all we're all just hanging out um yeah I I unfortunately I haven't seen pie in a little bit so I'm worried about
pie I don't know where p is and P is a sweet little black cat and he's like a little bit of white on him just tiny little bit tux has the big spot of white pie is a sweetheart I just think um when you have this many cats and you know that's why they can go in and out as they please they have a cat door and everything they can and so I just let the cats be be C and let them
do what they want I love you pie thank you thank you heart's heart
heart there's there's like a good a good quote it's like cats don't have owners they have they have um they have assistants or something like that cats don't have owners you know they have uh they have helpers you know or may or they have slaves human slaves cats figured out how
to how to get get another species to fall in love with them servants yeah humans are we're basically the Ser you know but what a perfect uh I was just thinking about how dogs and cats like how amazing like these like dogs and cats are
not um just like there's I mean there's a African wild cat and all domesticated cats are descended from the African wild cat do you know that and then dogs are all descended from a gray wolf and so dogs have this wolf they're really wolves they're just really they're really wolves have been through like a lot of breeding to get to
a state where they probably had the friendliest these wolf babies you know or friendly wolves we come and like interact with people but how do we ever figure out like these are these are our Companion Pets and and we breed them they're basically um you know they're they're we're just intertwined like we like we're interconnected um they we need each
other basically but they figur out how to get us to feed them and uh and let them sleep all day and take care of them and so maybe who's who's the smarter one cats know wow I have nine likes thank you guys you're really awesome thank you I and I I always love
I love just whenever I come on I have I have people my friends showing up and um I was able to tell my family about my channel and everything and I I told them some of them to check it out too so maybe I'll be a little bit more my better behavior in case some some my family stops but I told them I was like I get a little bit outraging sometimes but uh and there my family is
not I mean they're not like that really into um I would say like you know religion spirituality they have their own their own their own beliefs and stuff like that and so I'm more of the a cultist in the family the one I was always I was even the the religious one in the family you
know I was the one that was just like going to youth group and stuff like that and then like later I studied other religions and everything and so I think religion is a can be a beautiful thing I can be can be a very harmful thing it can be like a a way to um brainwash brainwash control but if you can control in a good way and then people want to be better people and and
then that's why I want to I base that basically I say God is love and I think love is ultimately um more powerful than hate because if it wasn't we I don't think the Earth would still exist I think we would have just destroyed ourselves already and hopefully we don't go in that direction I hope we we have a Savor we have a savior we have some good Humanity saviors and stuff like that want to make
the world a better place because the world is what we make it and um and there's a lot of negativity there's a lot of negativity in the world because of greed and selfishness and hate and envy and that kind of thing but there's also like really really beautiful things in the world like and the love is stronger in the world and so that's my little that's my little
philosophy on that so anyone else has a question I'll just be wrap wrapping it up I've been on for for an hour a little bit over an hour I'll stay on for just like five more minutes but I'm just going to say goodbye I start saying goodbye and like if anyone wants to reading like I'll do it before I go too yeah I'm going to probably take a just like a little bit of an early
night uh cuz uh yeah I'm a little bit tired today and um my stomach is hurting so I'm not not really feeling like like eating dinner and so I'm just kind of like a little irritated but but I'm feeling good so I not was feeling good enough to come look my my
room is all Smokey anyone else has anything to say anything before I go I'm just hanging out for a little bit more I'll pull I'll pull a couple more cards um for the collective too before I go let's see what we have General General whenever I'm good okay Jamie this is for you
then okay so
Jamie what we have for Jamie today okay okay so it's the eight of Swords so eight of Swords is often talked about trapped in your own head about something but look so there's there's the butterfly coming out of the Cocoon or he's in the
Cocoon right there and there's all these swords around so it's it's very dangerous butterfly is very very delicate okay um but it's like it's about the swords are about um communication and thinking and you know your thoughts and things like that and and words too like swords words very similar so I'll just I'll
read you what the book says about it though because all decks are a little bit have their own little philosophies about these kind of things so I'll tell you what the book says genius so the eight of Swords says trapped power powerlessness it says surrounded by obstacles and threats on all sides you find yourself the victim
you see no way out no available choices your perceptions keep you from opening your wings and taking a flight what keeps you suspended here yourself or others the eight of Swords demands an answer you cannot hang here much longer so yeah I mean it's like yeah he's he got to get out of there you know but it's but it's your own it's in your own head it's
basically you know you you you might be limiting yourself or your actions just based on fear or just based on on on on thinking or so but that might be this this I'm going to do a couple more cards for you this might be more of a in the past thing and then we can look where we're going from the from here right okay what do I have two of cups
cups some some kind of love offer coming together with somebody else is that what you're waiting for um to is that or that what you're chapped in your head about is like um W WN this you you have trial in a month oh okay yeah so you're worried about that too well so I don't this love offer is
is is maybe somebody coming that will be helping you or somebody that's going to make a romantic offer and I'll tell you what the book says about it it says two of cups or sorry just two of Cups the book says connection love romance say hello to the much adored two of cups when the card appears you can anticipate new love
to be heading your way and yes this usually means romance but sometimes it points to the birth of a dear and friendship either way the connection Lasting between you will be pure honest and solid open your heart and get ready that's something to look forward to Damie for sure and finally let's see this future card and what did I
get father of Wands okay so this is like the king of Wands it's a really cool Cobra usually this might be who the who the person is someone very passionate um you know in in their king or father energy protective passionate okay I'll tell you what the the book says so father
of father of of Wands father of Wands says it says charismatic and creative the father of Wands is a man of Mystique and Charisma others are drawn to him naturally and he welcomes them with an open and loving heart usually you'll find him involved in The Healing Arts
and he's deeply compassionate and in tune with life and nature he is able to hold steady and still during conflict and that's what you know what is interesting is snakes are always associated with they associated with venom and poison but they're also associated with healing and also if you think about the uh the snake the Venom the snake venom is that that's how they make the antivenom for the that's how they make so the cure
comes out of the poison kind of thing and so but they're always they've always been associated with healing you know I hope you enjoyed that and I hope that was helpful if or if you need any clarification or something I'll pull another one but just looks like you know trapped in your head but there's a new love offer coming and it looks like a really interesting
um passionate person okay protective healing maybe someone that's going to help you out so let's see anybody anybody have a request or a uh a question or anything else they want to talk about or any feedback my uh my hair my hair is a little bit I need to
fix my sideburns a little bit I've got my mutton chops going my beard needs to be shaved I got the little white spot you're welcome Jamie I hope that I hope that's helpful and yeah yeah and I'm glad that it's the best position for that for that eight of Swords is in like that that the past position and so I think it's something
you're going to be you're going to be able to free yourself from just like that carard reminds me of the hangman um because the butterfly was hanging of course but the hangman is a really good card um because he's only you're stressed over trial yeah
well what's GNA can we get a trial card how's the trial going to go let's let's have a look Ace of Swords and so this is like the truth is going to come out and so it's like I I so yeah I think this is this is a good sign for you okay I think I think the truth will set you free they say so hopefully that you know that means like the judge will be seeing
things in your favor yeah I'm not sure the the details of it of it but um but really I wish you really good luck on that I'll read you from the book too for this one as swords Ace of Swords is always like the truth like or whatever was just said is the truth or something like that and so um Ace of
Swords says truth mental Clarity when lightning strikes the whole world seems to light up in just one second it's as though you can see everything and this vision lingers even on through the storm such is the power of the Ace of Swords your mind will become clear your thoughts precise it's a great time to make these decisions you've been putting off and that's also like you know we
have the eight of swords and then we have this this uh this Ace of Swords and so it looks like this is the way out this is the way out of the eight of Swords also in the eight of Swords traditional traditional r or weight deck the eight of Swords is a blindfolded woman and she has these all these swords around them but it's like so she doesn't does think she can move and everything but cuz she's blindfolded but if she was
just to take off the blindfold and uh she can just see that you can just walk through the sword and you won't get hurt you know so but yeah I think that's a good sign I think it's a good sign for you it just means the truth is going to come out and so um I think that will be in your favor okay oh I didn't have my retouch on now I do
I look 10 years younger all of I wonder why this is you have okay good it's good
well good luck and don't stress about it whe you stress or not you know yeah you you can like you know well happen will happen but think positively and uh you know hope hopefully it's not a like a very
serious very serious um threat sh for or anything you know I wish you the best in that so everyone else anybody else last call for tonight last call for the evening I want to start saying my thank yous thank you for coming to my chat thank you for
being my friends it's really cool I had my friend o OG came in earlier today and um that was really that was really awesome he's a really cool person so subscribe to OG Bank thank you traveling Gypsy thank you Pyon thank you can I I'll thank everybody okay thank you Jam's
Cowboys thank you thank you thank you thank you Brooke Cameron mango okay everybody yo yo yo thank you everybody yep okay guys it's about time to wrap it
up I'm I'm going to talk to you soon tomorrow Saturday you are a sweetheart too yeah all you guys are so awesome I just that's why that's why I love doing this is just the PE the people it's like just awesome awesome people and I'm very honored to call you guys my friends and thank you I hope you have a wonderful
night I hope I hopefully I'll see you tomorrow I I probably will stream I might stream I might have it earlier go I like doing the daytime streams too it's funny it's like a oh you're welcome day streams are a lot of fun too and so I'm just having fun um I'm doing what I love and so isn't that what life's about sometimes
is like you know doing what you love and then making new connections meeting people yeah I can't ask for anything better so thank you guys I will talk to you later have good night
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