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Psyche hosts a casual thank-you livestream celebrating hitting 1,000 YouTube subscribers, featuring his cats Magic and Trix, and discussing his future plans for the channel. He also offers tarot readings to viewers and interacts with his chat.
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magic up there Magic's up there hey magic you're up there you're up there too buddy what are you oh my god excuse you yeah these cats are great kitty
cats everyone doing these are some this is Magic and tricks they're here magic
there so I got some good advice last night it was like create a state of the show address or create what tell about your future plans so I'll tell you my future plans I have a th000 subscribers now I have a lot of friends on YouTube YouTube I have friends from everywhere so my plans are continue helping people
get together and meet new people and just be a fun place to go happy place to go yeah this is Magic right there Magic's having a good night are you having a good night magic oh know should I change my thumbnail I don't know I'm not getting much attention tonight being a little bit insulted are you happy
magic magic are you happy thank you who me like I'm just having a good night I'm having a good night this is Magic right here he's called Magic cuz he has the white paws how are you I just got out of the shower I hope I look nice and clean my nails look good yeah well they look decent they're they're not perfect I would love to have a manicure every
week but hey everybody how are you has everyone doing is the chat working I'm not sure the chat's working because I don't see any nobody saying hi or anything so if someone is here they can they can uh type in the chat and say hi make sure you can hear me because if not I can restart the stream or I can look at the comments and see if it's not working
either everyone's very helpful like that but can everyone hear me good yeah and the real stars of my show are the cats they're the real stars of the show I'm just here I don't know if my but I don't know if my my chat's working well I'm getting concerned I'm getting
concerned magic magic I'm getting concerned me see can someone type in the comments if it's not working I'm going to check oh you can see hey what's up hi hey everybody good everyone can see okay good I feel a lot better I was thinking the chat wasn't
working yeah so this is Magic this is he's one of little magic magic cats I'm hanging out with him right now you like your ear like that Trix are you are you over there you're over there um licking
yourself yeah they're such cute cats though huh look you like your ear petted like that you you like your you like your head and your ear petted like that yeah have you been happy you happy how's everyone doing though I want to I want to hear about everyone's day I
want to want to hear how how you're doing how you found me you if you have a question I can answer a question yeah want to say hi we having a lot of fun streaming I like meet really cool people and uh meet some really good friends
kiss you want to give me a kiss everyone's watching you want to give me a kiss me kiss the part of the chat kiss on the lips no are you happy or just looking up at the chat hey chat like the cat yeah this
one's magic I I have a lot of cats but yeah he's one of the little babies from this year little magic yeah there's little Trix are you over there Trix I hope you can see Trix I doing your camera work with you Trix is over there he's having a little bath he's having a little little cat
bath all cats do they sleep and then they eat then they take a nap and they repeat the process so yeah are you good so H happy merry Christmas everybody it's Christmas is coming soon happy Han you got a cat well good for
you cuz cats are the best and so yeah I'm sure your cat's beautiful too all cats are beautiful are you beautiful cat sitting on my chest love from Brunswick Canada I'm hoping for some Leo energy me and my crush are both Leos you love my reads oh thank you so much well yeah so I D I've dated Leo before Leos always want to be the center of
attention don't that and so two Leos two Leos you might be competing for you know who shines brighter sometimes but you can also Alo like it can be very powerful it's a lot of fire energy it's a lot of you know getting attention lot of if you had a you know some good business ideas I'm sure you could like do a really good business together and
so yeah I'm a Leo I'm a Leo um North Node so so Leo is supposed to be like what I'm kind of like going towards I'm I'm South node Aquarius and so Aquarius can be my dark side and my Aquarius is also my moon sign and my Mars sign in the first house so yeah hi what's up SK
gaming thank you for coming SK where have I seen you before somewhere where did I see you I know I've seen you before yeah cat's just kissing me who's coming in someone's coming to I have a cat door so there's always cats coming through the cat door so you never know oh who's that who another cat you see there's another cat who's coming in
that Lenor Lor Lor's keep pulling it down yeah so cats are great cats are great and cats can also take care of themselves and also my cats are like you know some of them want to be indoors like little tricks here you're my little indoor you're my little my little bed buddy but and then the other cats want to be outside like Lenor wants to be where are you she wants to be outside
most of the time just inside sometimes you want to be inside all the time and my I have other cats and then my neighbors my neighbors like built a little cat cat house for them and they're going to paint it he cuz he's like a carpenter and he like does so she built like a little cat house and so they have a little cat house and she does blankets
out there and she takes care of my cats too they're like uh they're like little property cats everyone everyone loves the cats here so that's that's good I love get I love the cats have freedom and you know the only problem here is coyotes but
yeah so if you're still here I'll pull you cards if you woman's cards but yeah I'm just here I take a shower had a nice couple days some good conversations things been kind of dramatic lately been lots of misunderstandings and lots of misom I think it's Mercury
retrograde is I think until the 15th and we're at the 13th or the 12th so Mercury retrograde is almost over but always during that time there's all these communications and seriously like this this last Mercury retrograde has been like the worst with communication just like being misunderstood and not or not saying things correctly or saying things without thinking about them and stuff
like that and so yeah I'm sorry if I said anything to anybody that that that offended anybody I'm sorry I really I'm like sometimes I can get silly and try to be funny and I'm not funny sometimes and I'm sorry if I heard anybody speak okay I I love you guys so much and I love all my YouTube Friends he was a cancer before the the calendar change
and now a Leo it's a no contact situation my cats love me oh thank you well for no no no contact yeah Leo can be narcissist you know and uh yeah I love you guys yeah Leo can be narcissist and uh it's because it's the sun card and the sun the sun always wants to be in the center of the universe The Shining the brightest and everything's
revolving around it kind of thing but also Leo is very very um has a lot of positive energy a lot of positive sun energy a lot of um you know protective energy and um a lot of celebrity energy and that and so yeah Leo's a very good sign my cats love me
yeah you love me magic you love me you want to hang out so I'm having fun because I I just hit my thousand subscribers and so I'm like having so much fun like and then it's like now I'm like getting into the hang of it and I'm like I'm going to do like what I want to do I I like to hang out and talk on streams and like I want
to like uh I I want to do tarot a lot and I want to like but I want to um you know take specific people specific questions and stuff like that and do like like some quick reads and everything um if anybody wants one but then also I want to answer any questions talk to anybody and like take suggestions and what do what do you guys want to see like how how do you see like
the show what would keep you entertained for the you know for the hour I'm on once in a while you know I'm actually I've been trying to go on more I've been I wasn't on last night um but I was on maybe the night before yeah so but I'm doing good I think I'm doing good on YouTube my watch hours are getting a lot faster I have like over a thousand subscribers um and it's like
it's like it's only can get bigger it's only can can get bigger and better from here it's like and I have a great group of people around me and so this is just like a thank you stream yeah I just want to say want to say thank you to are you happy the chat chat chat comes through sometime you know and and uh helps out with the cats and stuff like that
because everyone really cares and everyone's a good person here and so if you help me you're helping my cats because my cats are my little my babies and so but I'm glad I I got five likes I mean that's pretty good you know even if there's nobody here right now I'm really blessed to able to be on YouTube and
like be talking and saying what I want and so even if nobody's listening at least they get the right to say what I want right there's there's Trix Trix how are you how are you Lenor Lenor you're good are you good Trix yeah you good magic magic are you good so I have I have the ret do I look
really do I look is this a is this considered the filter on YouTube because I don't like tell me if you can see a difference I'll I'll touch the touch and tell me if it's a big difference one off there's off oops there's on it looks a little there like a little slight difference can you guys tell a
difference okay there's off it's like my normal unfiltered glory and then if I go and then it's a little bit a little bit little bit better but I don't notice a big difference yeah that's weird about YouTube are you there you think because your families are close and you're adopted it's a complicated situation but he acting like
he's shy and mad at you you would love some confirmation well let's see confirmation on the situation can I pull a card for you I I'll pull oracle card too but I look good thank you so much we got the Hier Fant that that's like there's a higher there's some kind of higher power involved in this um and so if it's not working maybe
it's it's orchestrated by like a higher power or not to be working but if it if it is meant to work maybe you know this could mean like you know a marriage or something but it probably means that the forces of the world are are keeping you away from that and so I I'll pull a couple more cards and then I'll get you an or card nine of cups I don't know is it
what's is it making you happy it looks like a lot of emotions are involved um and then but The Nine's The Hermit and so maybe it's like you need to find out what makes you happy before going anywhere else your adopted cousins you feel he had a past life well adopted cousins is fine you know adopted cousins so you're not blood related and so that's that's not a big deal adopted
cousins and maybe that that family connection will be closer together we also have a four of Pentacles okay so while you're while you're by yourself maybe like a it just shows me like if you if you partner up with somebody you can like m multiply your finances and you can do a
lot better and so I don't know if this is the right person to do it for you but there's some material Prosperity ahead for you okay so I hope that helped you out I'm going to do oracle card for you this is the Ganesha Oracle deck and it has a really cool book but hey love how are you just hanging out tonight and having
some fun I'm just pulling a card right now for someone that asked a question your your card it says sustenance okay what does sustenance mean sustenance mean you're you're healthy you're taking care of yourself you're you're able to prolong your life but that's also it's the number seven card okay there's sustance he has a
pineapple he has this thing full of treats you still got the flu Oh I hope you feel better flu is no fun yeah the sustenance card number and I'll I'll read you what it means it says number seven I give my little interpretation but I always like hearing what the
people that created the deck feels I'll get you your question Angel guides and what does number seven say it says sustenance enjoy enjoy the nourishment that life can give you you're at a time of abundance where there's more than enough to support and nourish your desires Ganesha encourages you to support all the blessings treats gifts friendships and love surrounding
you now appreciate all of them nourishing your soul can mean finding interesting exciting and stimulating ways to experience life this is a time to grow learn and change your birthday is July 7th oh so that means you're cancer huh so it can also mean that you're refusing to create experience and grow uh that refusing to create experience
and grow can be detrimental only you can know what your soul desires it's essential to find ways to understand and do something about your needs this means listening to your inner dreams hopes and wishes on occasion maybe acting in ways contrary to what others expect or Hope from you it just means oops what that means um to me is like it's very seven of Cups energy and the Seven of Cups
mean there's like a lot of options like that all these cups are filled and you just have to decide what you want yeah and so but know you're supported at this time and know know you're nourished and know there's nourishment from things Bes besides food there's nourishment in relationships and there's nourishment and love and all these kind of things can be a nourishment for you so I hope that was helpful for you so Angel guide what did you ask I'll get i'll get your angel
guides question okay Angel guide live chat okay does he have romantic feelings towards me we're both Leo his name is Rob okay so does Rob have romantic feelings towards her yeah yeah yeah but I mean there's very passionate feelings but it's
another seven card too and seven is a chariot and so he's going to probably go for it you know if he's interested there's there's a lot of power there's a lot of back and forth there I mean it's like uh you're compatible he thinks you're compatible there's a lot of passion there there's a lot of Attraction I would say a lot of sexual attraction okay so I think he's sexually attractive to you um and I
think he's uh he's interested maybe you guys can make up if you're not too you're your cousin so it's like you'll see each other at the family reunion reunion no matter what you know but uh yeah I say I say go for it if there if if there's an attraction don't don't worry about the cousins thing don't worry about that that if if there's anything he's scared because of your families yeah is it the families are
saying that it's cuz your cuz your cousins is not it's wrong or something cuz you're not blood related and so I mean really I mean he act shy yeah well if you act shy you might need to be the one that that initiates thing what's up mystical how are you welcome to the chat we're just hanging out we're we're doing some cards we're talking
we're doing questions we're looking at my cats we're having fun you having fun tricks you're having fun you're just watching you're sitting here watching you're doing well good I hope everyone's doing well it's it's the best time of the year I love I love um when there's Christmas songs playing when there's holiday cheer
there's like events there's little Christmas parties there's families getting together and it's a nice I love the holiday season I'm born in winter I'm a winter baby and stuff and so I'm born in the dead of winter and I'm two weeks after Christmas and so you can imagine my the presents probably aren't as good because they just got me presents
for Christmas but I still love being a winter I love January I love being born in January first month I love my birthday January 7th so I had a really good night though I had a bottle of um not vodka this time look I had a
bottle of prco you know you like prco it's really it's like champagne it's very similar prco and I had my Tropicana orange juice hey what's up Horizon how are you how are you tonight I have my cigars I have my vape I have I have one more beer and so I thought I
would hang out with you guys tonight it's nice Friday night I'm already well way behind my weeks I'm very trying to figure out how I'm going to get all this Christmas shopping done vitamin C yeah I like the pulp orange I like the Orange is the pulp and sometimes I drink grapefruit juice too but I like I like orange juice a
lot neverone have a nice Friday night what's everyone doing what's everyone chilling I I like Friday nights at YouTube I was at Alisa jordana's and and today was Friday the 13th by the way I hope everyone had a lucky Friday the 13th it's just like black cats I'm very skeptical about things that are considered bad luck I
think they can always be good luck and good Omens and that kind of thing but I had a good Friday the turkey I had a reading this morning from Emma Leviathan like like 2: in the morning it was like the best reading and we got along we were reving so well everything's good now and uh I'm I'm like having better
conversations with people and and things are improving because things were kind of dicey for a minute with a few people excuse me but it's getting better it's Saturday there yeah it's still Friday night it's still only what time is it here it's
only it's uh it's almost 12 it's almost midnight it's 11: 21 I just got my new cable equipment installed and so I know like I was having all these cutouts the other night and and my internet was terrible but I they sent me some new equipment and now it's been activated the light is solid blue or
solid green it's 6:30 p.m. already the next day where are you Australia or you're way ahead 6:30 p.m. are you in Asia what do you feel he feels over our connection like I know he likes you but he never acted or talked about it but sometimes I feel paranoid so he like confirmation if he does does he still like you I mean is he is he still
talking to you he's Australia oh that's wonderful I love I've never been to Australia but I love Australians my sister lived in Australia does he love you yeah yeah he loves you it's a Temperance card it means like it just means like don't go too fast you know take it easy you know it's 3:21 in Brunswick that's
awesome I love I love having you know a whole worldwide of people Australia New Brunswick and uh and Angel guides if you want me to go I can go really deep into a reading for you if you want me to go deep into a reading for you that's just a few like just a quick quick cards because we're just having fun and just talking tonight but you know I have um if you look at my description there's an
Etsy link or I have Etsy store and so um you can have a longer more in-depth reading about your question too if you're interested and then um or you can inquire here too you know but yeah I'm I'm doing fun little free readings tonight and I had a nice shower my hair is
looking good I still have no Grays you love my reads oh thank you Angel guys I love read I love reading for you I love having a YouTube channel now for years I was too shy to go on on YouTube and then I was even too shy to chat I was I was I was in chat so not saying anything for a long time yes I'm on
Etsy um I'm meta Psyche on Etsy and I've done over 1,800 readings on Etsy and uh so and I have good good reviews and everything and so you can check that out if you're interested in that too yeah so I'm having a fun night I'll do I'll do another Ganesha card just for the chat like a general card this is like this so this this is for everybody
and what does this card say well this is a good card for us it says Prosperity now who now isn't that the best you know to prosper to succeed to do well to be abundant we we got the abundance card or we got the nourishment card which has to do with abundance we have a prosperity and so it's having enough of everything you need it's it's it's the universe taking
care of things for you it's I like that for you so 45 so what does that say in the book hope you like that Prosperity part so 45 Prosperity it says you have the ability to man manest Prosperity into your daily
life Ganesha ask that you work on integrating and accepting the spiritual truth that you create your own reality truly understanding this makes all the difference when it comes to Prosperity you're responsible for creating and generating your success it is your divine right to do so a job in itself does not bring you riches abundance is more than a job or having money it's an attitude it's about living with
appreciation and gratitude daily for all the blessings that are bestowed in life okay so is easy to forget or neglect the gifts that you receive day after day from the universe the Divine The Source the Creator once your promised gifts one of your promised gifts is your Divine ability to generate the success you want in life by using your spiritual talents
these are the abilities that are innate within you you are born with them they include writing speaking creative expression business ability utilize your gifts you are being given an opportunity to notice and develop them and begin offering them to the world and and to add to that just realize that even if there's something you're not good at or you're not um talented at
there you can work with other people and so you can find these other people that have these talents that you don't have and then you can put your talents together make something really amazing and really great okay so never forget that okay there's but there's abundance and there's a prosperity for everybody okay so I hope everyone's having an
abundant Pro prosperous happy life and night and everybody can uh create what they want in life how do I do I look U I hope I'm not to Abraham Lincoln tonight you know I was getting the Abraham Lincoln thing I've got I got you know I got Jeffrey dmer before I got I've gotten different I got I've
got Jim Jim Carrey Tom Hanks who was it oh Mr Rogers yeah I I mean Mr Rogers is not a bad guy but uh I think i' like to think I'm not I'm I got my own kind of Unique Look find a good angle okay so yeah I'm wearing one of my dad's
flannels and I got I got some my dad's stuff and I got this nice blue flannel so my dad's with me right now are you good Trix you're good is everyone good in chat Trix are you good I hope I hope every I hope I I don't like say dumb things and people get mad at me and stuff like that I just like I
love to I love love when people come in and chat and I love uh meeting people and having fun is everything good what's going on there this is my dark beard yeah I just have a dark beard see I need I need to shave a little
bit so everyone's being really quiet tonight though I hope everyone's everyone's doing good I do have another beer left do I have a sip of this one I have a sip of my moell Modell's a good beer I didn't I drink the bottle of champagne and then I'm here going to have a couple beers and then I'll go to sleep but
yeah it's the weekend is it it's only Friday oh gosh only Friday time goes so fast sometimes and so slow at the same time but it's actually almost Saturday it's Saturday morning morning
now so how was my day my day was good 2:27 a.m. Tanya n's on the East Coast or in New York or something 7 or maybe Florida or in the South hey magic
you're coming in you're coming in Magic you're saying hi magic I'm on camera excuse me I'm I'm trying to talk to the chat Magic yeah I'm holding my camera I have a tripod but I'm just holding my you're Vermont oh yeah I remember you said
Vermont because yeah Vermont cuz I my uncle's um he was a college professor middleberry yeah you love the cats yeah my uncle was a college professor in middleberry Vermont and then I went to Bennington Vermont um for like to the college there for like um when I was in high school for like the July program but I didn't get accepted to the college
I got rejected from from bton you knew I remember yeah I just need a little little memory I have a good memory usually it's just like there's a lot of new names and there's um getting used to like just remembering everyone everyone's name on stream and stuff but I'm going to remember that t i remember you're my mod too I'm sorry I'm sorry didn't remember
off the top of my head but yes I remember last time you said Vermont where I went I went and I went to in Vermont it was a very nice place and I went but I went during the summer and uh I stayed with my uncle Stan for a couple days then I went to this college program there when I was like 16 it was so much fun though it was so much fun everyone was so artistic and
everything yeah I do I talk to a lot of people but thank you for coming back though Tanya and uh yeah it's good to see friendly returning faces yeah so yeah this is the kitty this is this is um magic yeah yeah if you T did I pull you cards
or you want some cards tonight I got the cards for you if you you got a question or or anything or you want an oracle card too whatever whatever you guys want to do tonight I'm I'm just hanging out for another half hour probably just a nice winter night it's a nice you know December
night Christmas is coming soon might be I the Hanukkah already right now maybe Hanukkah so happy Hanukkah to our Jewish friends but Everyone likes Christmas even even Jewish people and you know black people love Christmas you know so I think Christmas over work Quanza but I think Christmas is a good time for
everybody I think it's a good American holiday basically but I love Christmas I love Halloween Christmas I love Thanksgiving I love my birthday I like Valentine's Day too um Mother's Day Father's Day um all the kinds of appreciation days in Easter I think I got Fourth of July I think I got most and then all
everybody's birthday you want you would like a card okay what's going with Tanya Tanya do we have a card for Tanya Tanya so Justice yeah so but it's like a light bulb in this in this picture so something's going to be turning on for you like you know something that wasn't fair for you going
to be made fair you have good karma coming and if somebody did something wrong to you they have bad karma coming okay but also your world as it is right now is it's all it's all everything's in Divine timing Divine Justice it's just like because you're a good person the good things will happen to you that's basically what I get from
that card for you it's a light bulb moment also it's like a moment of realization okay of your connectedness with everything and like in your place in the world too okay hope you like that I'll keep another card another card for my mod Two of Pentacles so coming together
with somebody else um in some kind of business um something or other Business Partnership or putting your money together with somebody or having an idea starting a business things have been difficult that's the best news yes we've been having a lot of light bul moments yeah and and pay attention to like the little symbolism of the cards too like because there might be some kind
something that that um makes sense to you that I wouldn't I wouldn't know about okay but it's putting your money together okay it's always and also two heads are better than one I'm seeing and also there's money but there's also this inspiration like the cloud is this inspiration that's like either showering an idea or showering the money okay so I
hope you like that and I'll do one more card for you another card for Tanya yeah it's a strength card we have the bull and the you know the bull is strength it's always going to be you're going to you you're you're a very internally strong person okay it's also this your strength is in your gentleness that you know it's like you don't have
to be aggressive or or forceful your strength is like this inner inner knowing and this inner um self-determination these strong inner qualities you have so I hope you like that it's a nice card strength so hope you enjoyed that that's your little mini reading for tonight
I'll do some more for anybody else or if anyone has a specific question or I'll just chat with you guys and uh I love you guys I'm having fun tonight I want to do like you know stream at least three times a week eventually I want to do like a membership program where it's like I'll do like a free reading a month for every
member and then discounted readings for members then special icons for member members to use and emojis and special um um shows just for members and that kind of thing you members only stuff i' love to do that would you may you have a card of course mystical you may have a card of course you may my darling
mystical what do we have for mystical mystical of the world so so there's been some kind of cycle has ended you trying to stay by yourself and trying trying to find a new job well good luck with that and good luck and then there's I'm sure there's a job perfect job that there for you don't give up but don't get discouraged just
like find what find what you like to do and then then do it okay but for we for mystical we have the world and so there's like you know this old cycle has closed down and there's something new being born okay so it's also this Old Shell this this old way of thinking this old an old mindset has been transformed it's
opening up into like a beautiful new world for you okay so the the world for mystical what else we have for mystical
that fits nicely we have the emperor too it's an this one's the sun card but the emperor is always very someone in Authority it could be like a someone you're interested he's like all the kings in the deck his powerful um man makes good decisions I don't know if this man's in your future if you met him or if you're thinking about him but yeah that's
powerful and then you I don't know if you have anything to do with Leo either but this looks like a very Aries Leo fire energy card kind of card okay mystical four of Pentacles yeah so business venture I'd say I'd say coming together putting your money together
with some people and uh starting a business and uh there's a lot of good ideas there you know there's a lot of higher ideas and uh just make sure you like uh listen to each other pay attention to each other I think like all you're all going to be very different cuz see all the clouds are like different colors but I think that those differences are going to be really
helpful for you and and all bringing the right things to the table and creating something okay and I I think also the if I'm not mistaken the emperor is the four2 okay okay so that so that's that was a four and this is a four two okay so it's a very like getting getting your things in order you like that okay
good I'll pull like Ganesha card for you Ganesha card this is nurture it's a really cute card nurture and she has the baby Ganesha there his mother I think his mother
parvy really really cute story like look up the Ganesha origin story it's a really cute story but there's nurture card 38 what does the book have say about that maybe nurturing an idea nurturing yeah I opened right to the page
immediately so yeah that was that's your card it says focus on creating a calm and balanced life for yourself Ganesha asked to maintain a compassionate nurturing realistic and down toe attitude when it comes to collaborating with others and I just said the collaborating thing right so collaborating with others in your present conditions you can benefit from being more resourceful and practical this is a time of slowing down and
biting your time with resources deal with any issues as they arise and brainstorm practical and easy solutions that will fit with the problem with minimal drama be careful of giving too much without regard for your own needs if you've been feeling exhausted or have been prone to illness you're invited to stop doing so much for others and do more for yourself at this time do
not seek empowerment by doing for others from a place of needing acknowledgement Empower Yourself by nurturing yourself and then find the healthy Place help others learn to nurture and create cre occasions for others to grow by offering a safe accommodating energy this energy is the energy of the heart chakra as your life comes more in alignment with your sole purpose you bring this
nurturing and unconditional love beyond your immediate surroundings and out into the world and then it has the history it says the female figure in the card is ganesha's mother parvy right she represents a strong female figure in your life that may you be look to for extra support and guidance this could be any female role
model friend or acquaintance that you can find yourself drawn at this time alternately part poverty can represent a part of yourself especially when much of your time is spent focusing on the maturing nurturing and caring of others so I hope you I hope that card resonated for you but it's like yeah I see like the nurturing is like you know if you want to start a business or or anything else it's like you have to nurture it
and come together and then make sure you're not um giving too much and everyone's giving equal amount and and yeah and just making sure you're taking care of everybody all yeah it all did okay that's good I'm very happy that did mystical are you new I I I'm not sure if I've seen you before but thank you for coming tonight mystical make sure you're subscribed and so you don't miss miss a
show um if you want to see a show show again and you can get notified and stuff and thank you for coming it's it's a pleasure reading for you yeah I love I love hearing good feedback and I love being able to tell people things that are um applicable to to their live and help them and give them some good advice and
so that's what that's what I'm all about yeah are you are you Brothers your brothers those are the cat Brothers your brothers how are you how are you I'm looking so greatly app oh you're welcome you're welcome I greatly
appreciate you you come in hanging out yeah you happy guys yeah that's tricks tricks and Magic so they're doing good they're good tonight I just think there's a I had this other cat Nam Marbles and marbles I got I had last year and he's now he's a big male cat
and he's not fix or anything but uh he might be the father of one of these five cats but uh he started coming back in after he was gone for a long time and so all the cats are are freaking out and a lot of them ran outside and like they're they're fighting all the time and stuff yeah so I have some cat drama in my house and stuff but but
uh but everyone's everyone's keeping an app for the cats so this is just a this is just a swisser I smoke these swisser cigar I don't smoke cigarettes I just they're way too expensive in place I smoke these swisser
cigars but don't smoke if you don't smoke I'm not trying to be a bad influence
but I just I like my little drinky drink and I like my little smokey smoke I live in California you used to well it's good that you quit it's good I I mean I I wish I could quit but this is not bad I smoke maybe a couple packs of swishers and that that's better than a pack a day of cigarettes I think I think you quit 17 years ago well good good for you good for you I I've quit before for like a few little bit at a time good
morning John how are you today great to see you John hope you hope your journey um into the tarot and you're you're wanting to learn tarot and stuff like that I I hope that's going well and I hope that really goes well for you and I hope it's a wonderful experience John's a really awesome guy John's a very cool poet
um always posting very wonderful things and he's he's always being very good uh good force in chat very helpful so if you want some cards John I got some cards for you tonight too but we're just chatting I have another proba 18 minutes I'm going to spend then T night I want to do like at least you know three hours
a week with you guys sometimes more it's been like a it's been a fun show tonight though I already have almost nine like it's so crazy to me it's like cuz I have like a th000 subscribers I know like a lot people with like way more than a th subscribers their chats um don't you know don't generate as much activity and so I'm very grateful and I I really want to
help also my friends too and so if you have a Channel you'd like to share you can post it in the chat especially if you're a mod if you're not a mod just mention it to me and I'll mention your channel and I'll try to post it for you you're okay you started a holiday you you really need a break you haven't had a proper break at all all year yeah well are you're in England and so isn't does
England have a different kind of work schedule than America I somehow think that Americans work probably more hours but like like have more Vacations or something I'm not sure how I'm not sure how it works but I know I know you probably work very very
hard yeah it's I mean to to to be working and then to do be doing other things that you want to do and all the extracurriculars it's like it's like there's not even not enough time in the day sometimes you know so I'm very lucky I I'm able to to do what I do you know and work for work from home and like do YouTube you had use your
holidays to get matter sorted out yeah so your so your Christmas your your holiday breaks weren't weren quite breaks you were working all working hard the whole time
yeah well John you want a few cards I'll I'll pull you a few cards John we'll see we'll see how your holiday break's going if you'd like how am I I'm very good I'm very good I'm good you fell asleep past 11 woke up after a wonderful dream the Lord has blessed you with you much excitement to fall asleep again so I flip on
YouTube and I'm here oh that's wonderful you would like a reading yeah but I love that Tong I love that you had a read it you had a nice dream and then you woke up and on there I like that so John John the Six of Pentacles so okay so Six of Pentacles six is the lovers card okay the so the six and so I
always correspond like the the the number cards of the minor Arcana with with the major Arcana okay so we have the if it's a lovers card and then it has to do with money it's it's coming to some kind of love partnership that's going to be Pro prosperous for you okay there's a lot of inspiration ideas and stuff like that what do we have and again now that was the Six of Pentacles
now we have the seven of Pentacles and so there's going to be a lot of options like a lot of opportunities like a lot of lot lot of things to choose from this Seven's also The Chariot and so that's like that indicates you know success towards these opportunities and there's almost like your your main thought and then all all your other all your other businesses all your other ideas
everything's being nourished everything can like help this one thing grow in the center there there's so many opportunities around you okay maybe maybe and also yeah there's a seven but it's like the one and the six right so that's also magician magician lovers is six which is seven
right so using your using all the tools you have coming together with somebody else okay what else do I have for John yeah it just it's just like I also think there's going to be competition for you John I think that there's going to be jealousy and people around you you
know are going to be envious and you might have to like you know use your smooth talking skills um and uh smooth things over and win over the competition you know I think you know you can your words are powerful even over all the neg anybody that's saying negativity or nay saying or and you can have all them fighting and you
can be the one that's not fighting too okay you can you can be like the voice of reason you can be the the mature one and you can also get them all online too it looks like looks like maybe there's like a lot of if there's a disorganization you can like Inspire everybody to get in in line and uh on the same page and that kind of thing so I hope you like that job
little little reading for you okay I have one more drink you have amazing you have amazing supportive girlfriend and a lot of ideas and concepts for projects well that's great yeah it really sense like you guys can um you put your heads together and and work together and Inspire each other support each other yeah that's awesome if you have a girlfriend yeah you're you're there
you're you're there because because you can you both have like this manifesting quality but in a different way and so yeah you're welcome you're welcome it's my pleasure my absolutely my pleasure and thank you for all the feedback and like letting me know what resonates with you and stuff like that and telling me
telling me when things I say happen in everything um for you okay I see really good things happening for you just uh just just uh you know be aware that there's going to be people in competition with you and there's going to be you know a lot of lot of words going back and forth and so
just be the voice of reason and uh and know I know you're good with words and everything and so yeah so so use them wisely for the best benefit for you okay okay I love you yeah so I got my last beer out I got finish up it's almost midnight so I had a nice day
though I I woke up at like 1: in the afternoon though so my my days are like you know 12 hours of sleeping and stuff like that lately and been had a fun day basically stay calm and focused exactly stay calm and focused and uh yeah and and be like stay on top of the communication too like you
know just make sure you you you know what people are saying and then you're able to respond on to them and everything same your sleeping locks yeah well I like sleeping I like sleeping I love napping I'm like a cat because I have all these cats and so you know cats like to nap and cats sleep 18 hours a day so I I sleep a little bit less than that but yeah and I love taking my this this cat I love taking him under the covers he loves being
under the covers and he purs he purs when I'm under the covers and he's always waking me up walking on my face then licking my nose yeah so that's John that's not that's not a lot of sleep so well everyone's body is
different and everything you like the catnap everyone's body different but that's so that's uh 17 hours awake a day you know and seven hours of sleep you know that's I that's a long time but it's if you're working hard you're doing stuff you know I I I need to have like you know my beauty sleep you know so I'm I'm I'm I'm probably up to
like 12 hours a day hopefully I'm not more than 12 hours a day but yeah what are you doing you're hanging out back there I love how cats just like clean themselves so my cats like to lick each other too that's a little magic having a little cat
bath I had a fun day I had a fun day a nice little Friday no complaints had glass of or bottle of of a what's it called prco I have a voodoo Ranger and then
I'll finish off my night so yeah I had a good day my little Voodoo Ranger voodo Rangers are good because voodo Ranger wears it says 9% alcohol they're strong they're strong yeah I mean I've been trying to like you know I was drinking a lot of vodka before and then I would like say stupid things and
embarrass myself and not remember the next day what I said so I was like I'm drinking too much vodka and so I'm a little I'm trying to slow down a little bit and just like uh you know enjoy things yeah because I can I didn't drink at all for many years many many years I was just drinking dinners and stuff like that or like holidays but this year I started to party a little bit more
and so I'm trying to maintain maintain my health and take days off and everything and I still look okay I'm not not all I'm not a dried up prune yet
so in California we have legalized THC and so I have like a THC pen which I will smoke right now
good Tanya good and so you know I I will I will when I'm ready but you know I'm like my family's B into to celebrating and everything and so maybe I'll just try to keep it keep it down to like family parties and stuff like that to do
that but uh yeah it's California it's like we are pretty laid back here but yeah and if I ever if I ever was like drinking too much I I would love to not just not just not do it but I'm maintaining right now I'm able to control for the time being
so you don't like feeling drunk yeah I don't like I don't like um like sometimes my personality can change yeah you to separate quitting you yeah well my family was my family is not alcoholic family but my family just all drinks you know and and uh I have a brother my brother my brother you know he just he
would drink too like a lot and Gamble and stuff like that and then now he's not drinking and he's like totally straight lace and so yeah we're able we're able to to self-correct if it gets out of control but yeah we we do like our wine and our our little holiday drinks and stuff like that but
and I don't drive either and so I don't drive and so I don't have to worry about ever you know that'd be like I would want want to ever endanger anybody or or ever be drinking and driving so I don't drive and so I'm I'm safe at home not hurting anybody
so yeah I had a nice night though it was a nice night it was a nice little had a nice stream it's like I'm only doing it an hour I I have friends that stream for like 9 hours and they they're they go everywhere and they they're they're having a lot of fun and stuff like that whatever makes me happy yeah well I'm I'm happy I'm trying to I'm trying
what make me happy really is like being able to get my the channel really going and you know meet a lot more people and like have like these fun chats and like you know help be helping a lot of people what's that John he said you don't drive either you probably should would how to drive yeah Yeah well
yeah in California like it's very useful to drive but unfortunately um unfortunately you know I haven't driven in a few years but we do have Ubers and we have uh lifts and we have you know friends with cars and we have family that will pick us up you know I so that's what that's I'm I'm able to manage right now but I would
love I would love to be able to you know for AFF a car somay that would be awesome just pretty they're very expensive and gas in the California is very expensive right now I think it's like $5 a gallon or something like that so but again the retouch how's the retouch guys does it make a big difference so there's off you you can see I have more my furrows show more but then
like they disappeared yeah I I don't know this filtering stuff is crazy no yeah I'm staying for five more minutes so so I'm wrapping up the show but um so if you guys want to have anything more to say if you want to ask a question or you have a suggestion or
you like have a comment or you want to ask ask me anything you have a few more minutes by Otherwise I I'll just chat with you for a few minutes yeah but I had read there so uh everyone make sure to subscribe to Alisa Jordana and to Emma Leviathan and to my traveling Gypsy
tarot to Clumsy Clairvoyance to Benny Blanco to anybody else you'll just say I hope have a wonderful evening and get some rest thank you do I look a little bit tired I know I'm not tired um I'm actually I'm actually feeling good right now I'm in a good mood but I you'll definitely look for me again yeah well
thank you Tanya yes and I hope you do and Tanya are you in Texas I'm no or you're in Vermont I'm sorry you're in yeah you're you're M you're so happy that you woke up in time for the stream me too yeah thank you for coming thank you for coming thank you all always for coming thank you for supporting my channel thank you for being my friend you guys are just awesome people I love everyone I meet here I uh I love
streaming I love talking to you I love doing tarot oh yeah you're Vermont yeah I'm sorry we were just just went over some somebody else that I had um I had made a mod that lived in Texas and I was trying to H her up with one of my friends is also in Texas cuz I have friends in Texas I have friends in um in Pennsylvania I have friends in I have
friends you know all over the place you know I met uh streamers from everywhere and so um I I probably no streamer in your state I probably make recommendations um for streams and also like if you want to know any recommendations for streams like um I watch a lot of people I watch a lot of
streams like again so I know know like a people every variety London UK yeah that's nice uh London yeah and it must be like must be like late right now must be like it's now it's the morning time in London in London but it's like now it's I mean it's late here and so the sun must be
coming out there yes I'm been to London before I rode I rode the the tube or the the L 756 a yeah I rode the London London subway and I stay I stay with my um my um my brother's family my sister married
a guy from Manchester and his mother was um the VP of Mary K cosmetics and in in London she worked in London but so uh yeah I went to Manchester in like the year 2000 and stayed with them and I went to this place called um well I forgot what's it's it's it's
it's the gay district in Manchester and it was called Canal Street yeah so if you heard Canal Street so I was able to go with my brother-in-law his his oldest brother was gay and so he took me out to Canal Street and uh and we had fun there and stuff like that so I saved for a little while so I bet I've been all over Europe
too but mainly just on my this trip I took after college and I haven't been back since unfortunately yeah so it's been a couple I don't even think I've had a sip of my last Speer though so I'll I'll pull another Ganesha card for the chat in case anybody's interested so this is for everybody this
hopefully this is just inspiring and stuff this card says promise of the future like he's looking out the you know all the possibilities in the Horizon and you know promise of the future eight that's a beautiful car so I'll read you that card so promise of the future
says rest assured something new is on the horizon so this is for everybody in the chat let's use other card it says all indications are favoring a time of new awareness seek new outlets for your creative expression this Heralds the beginning of a new phase in your life Ganesha is asking that you take time to reflect on your desires and dreams it is time that you begin down the the road of
a new creative Endeavor ask anes to help you uncover your the desires of your subconscious mind and then follow any creative nudges you feel you may experience them as Innovative Sparks that come to you unexpectedly this momentum will start you down the path that may involve a a new view of the world reflect on your past Endeavors take time to acknowledge and understand
your lessons and blessings feel gratitude for the path that has led you to this point in time you are receiving the gift of freedom to choose what you will pursue pursue you may there may be an an ending taking place all of life has its Cycles through experiences and choices you learn and grow you are steadily progressing through the many phases of your life with each ending comes the
promise of a new dawn and I love that that's a very like promise of the future the The Sun Will Come Out Tomorrow kind of card you know for all of us and uh yeah when we are a promise of future and we are a promise of future that um that we can design for ourselves and
we can pursue what will make us happy and there's so much out there for us and so yeah I really I really did that card resonated with me too I got chills when I I read it I love this deck uh and Indian um spirituality like I recommend studying Indian spirituality or Buddhism and study um even study Arabic U or or
the Muslim religion study Christianity like study all the religions and you'll find that they have a lot of things in common and that they all there's very good um parts of all of them and uh and then you don't have to be afraid of anybody else's religion either and there's like they're all paths to like the same thing and there's like this Universal source and we are all connected no matter all different
religion and different races and everything we all are connected so that's a beautiful beautiful thought for the night
if I found like if you really know somebody it's impossible to hate somebody it's like if you really know somebody then it's like then you'll understand even like their negative sides or like um are like the things they're fighting through or like their their own lessons that they're they're dealing with and and despite all our differences we can find things that unite us and we
can all we all have things in common we're all we're all humans on this Earth You know so that we all have that in common and uh and humans have so much infinite potential in them and they have ability to reproduce and create like all you know new life and bring ideas to life and so it's like you know cherish your life while you have it because you
know I I believe we'll be reincarnated in things like that and we we'll live on and things like that but it's like you want to take care of your best and like to live the best quality life you can while you're while you're in this life because it's like we have opportunities to do that here we really do thank John for for like uh yeah I'm glad it
resonates yeah was a nice Friday night like yeah so yeah I guess still learning the YouTube streets and everything but so I did get hit over a th000 subscribers and then now I hit like 200 watch hours and so I need like 2,800 more watch hours to go before I can get
monetized but that will be really really cool because I believe I will get to that point it's things are going faster and faster I'm getting like a lot of um help I'm getting a lot of people that are being supportive and a lot of um a lot of love from people and so it's been such so such a positive experience and then I I'm also been able to say what I want pretty much and like not censor
myself and like to run the show how I kind of want to run the show without you know Community violations or like any any kind of problems with that and so I'm really thankful for for that and so I just want to keep things happy peaceful I want to keep uh I want to motivate people but my my style of humor is kind of like U it's a Capricorn okay
so Capricorns have like a very sarcastic sense of humor like I didn't even know how sarcastic I was until it was Point like pointed out to me that's I was like oh I don't like sarcas and then it's like I'm I'm a very sarcastic person yeah you to Tanya stay blessed and I will see you again thank you thank you I'm doing a wonderful job thank you I
love you thank you for coming tonight yeah so anyway well I oh yeah I'm just I'm a very blessed person um I'm very blessed to be able to do this um on YouTube I've always wanted to do this on YouTube I love you you're so
sweet thank you so much thank you Tanya yeah but it's a dream come true to do this you know I I told you I was like too nervous to to even chat with people um you know a few years ago that slowly I started chatting and then now now you can't sh me I'm a chat and I'm in a million chats but that but if you're starting a channel that's what I would
say is like go to chats and then um develop friendships with people and then like check out their Channel they check out your channel like you know and then if they do lives you'll go in their lives and then you'll talk to them and then it's like it's like the most amazing thing you can develop these amazing friendships and these have these
great dialogues going and and say how's your day and like and check in and like it sometimes you can meet the people in real life and everything and then you know it's it's like and then I also feel like we're in a very early stage of the internet where it's like we don't even know how early it is like how it it will be in the future we don't even know how much Freedom we do have on it right now
and how much we can be doing and the AI is going out of out of control AI is very interesting too yeah I decided I'm going to stay in like because I didn't even like start my drinking my beer and so I decided I was going to stay longer so I'm going to stay for for like 90 minutes but you don't you guys people are just coming in in and out like um throughout the night and it's like
really fun format and so I'm really I really do appreciate you guys and that you do like stay and hang out and stuff like that there's always been people in the room and so yeah how are you I I woke you up did I wake you
up yeah yeah I didn't mean to wake him up yeah I got some very to wake it up you'll see me you for a little bit oh you're so sweet so sweet so but so you yeah so you can ask me any any questions or um anything you want to know if I um or like just tell or tell me anything
you know or tell me like you know what you like to do on YouTube or you can tell me about your life or you can tell me about anything cuz I'm just like hanging out yeah I got I'm at 11 legs wow I'm already double digit likes you know that
was like unbelievable to me like before like I but then when I did my Etsy store and my Etsy store took off and I was like I did I've done like 1800 readings on my Etsy store of tarot readings and things like that and so we're going to grab one more hour sleep so maybe bye for now thanks for the stream I hope you have a good night yeah thank you John I love you thank you for coming by and
sleep well uh yeah sleep well I know you're a hard worker and I hope you enjoy your day let's see you've been thinking about starting a channel have you need to work on few things in your home life yeah well and if you yeah like when you're ready to go then when you're ready to uh to start that channel you know it's like
I just started out doing small little I retold myths but if you have something like some kind of Niche or some kind of unique thing about yourself like there's a audience for everybody like there's going to be somebody somebody out there interested in what somebody else is doing like no matter who it is like anywhere on the planet there's always like an audience for somebody am an inspiration well thank you I'm very
inspired by people like oh my God like that's how I start like I I I was able to finally start because I was like uh there was just these awesome people that were like you can do this too and then eventually you know I eventually I started so like I would say start your channel too because it's it's it's free to start your channel it's not anything
it's just like but what you'll do is like you'll eventually get to 50 Li 50 likes or 50 subscriptions then you can do lives and then you can like develop an audience like this and you can like talk to people you're shy yeah I was shy too I was shy for so I remember I I did I did internet marketing and I was way too shy to even like do a video of myself you know demonstrating a product
or like you know doing like I I which is like would I would have been very successful for me probably back then too it's like because that was when the whole video marketing thing was starting and so yeah it's like but basically it's like I got comfortable talking to other people like through the TV and so now I'm comfortable doing it myself and it's like and then I like I've like been on
enough channels to like see different people do things different ways and it's like I think tarot is really um perfect for YouTube and I think it's a perfect way for people to like you people to um do a YouTube channel is to do tarot because then you're like providing a service and it's like but there but you can do anything and it's like there's people with successful channels that do
very ridiculous things you know there's a woman on Tik Tok named Amber unavailable and all she does is like she runs into stores and she pulls down her pants and she has like these cow boxers on and she goes I'm shaking my gat at this person and she's goes she's just annoying and then she goes in grocery
stores and puts like vegetables in her outfit like like has boobs and stuff like that and like she's everyone's just like you know rolling their eyes but she does it on Tik Tok and she makes half a million dollars a year I mean and then then Logan Paul makes like a billion dollars I think he has like a million dollars from like selling this Sports
strength and I can't really figure out like what the appeal of his channel was but I don't know maybe maybe people will be like what's appeal of my channel but I don't I don't know people making billions of dollars being very silly on YouTube so that's why maybe that's why I'm a little bit silly on YouTube
sometimes because it's like it's just kind of
fun I'm a lot of different kind of chats I watched a lot of tarot this year I watched a lot of tarot now now I I've like I'm watching a lot less tarot and I'm just doing more tarot but it's very good to watch tarot um but not too much of it not too much and it's good to go byy your sign or
find find a good reader that you res you you'll resonate with their Collective readings and there's a lot of really talented Chanel readers hey L be you miss a live yeah well if you want a reading you can get a reading um and I'm I'm staying on for like a few more minutes like another like 20 minutes maybe I'm I still I don't think I've taken a sip of my beer yet but yeah but
thank you little be yeah go anywhere you want in the video yeah I had a good day my cat did you have a good day too what did I have for dinner oh I got a pizza from Whole Foods but but did you see like last week I had a burger from
like kings Hawaiian I think that was like the best burger I've ever had in my life it was so good hey little bee I had this it was this burger with Spam in it and it was a burger this is it had like an egg in it and I ate it on the stream yeah are you just hanging out what are you
doing you getting in there yeah my cat's are all good but at Whole Foods on Fridays they you can get a whole pizza for $8 instead of $12 just a few bucks are you good are you
good run run where run run why why should I run or for exercise I I did cross country in high school so run I don't feel like running I got water in my ear
though my as doing the daring thing tonight absolutely well did I miss something in chat oh that in uh that in the long wrong ones who made it and I believe in one you're one of them oh you believe I'm one of them
thank you well you know I think um I don't know I've always been comfortable like in front of the camera well have I been com I was in plays and stuff like that I was in musicals I was like singing musicals I like always want to be an actor and stuff like that I was really good in speech in high school and I like giving presentations and stuff like that
and then I always like like to read in class and stuff like that so thank you I love you I hope you guys like my voice and everything I'll do another card they have another like 73 minutes I'll do a for the for everybody in the room I'll do a card let's see this says
steadfastness he had all if you look into into Hinduism he he has like a noose he has like a like a knife he has there are all these tools he has like a axe he is holding like different fruits and stuff like that they all they have a they all have a very esoteric meaning and things like that but it says steadfastness and so I would say standing your ground and like you know
hanging in there despite anything be strong 32 steadfastness I'm sorry I'm sorry I missed any comments too I can go back to it says you're going to make it you're a great reader I'm commented much in the lives you thank you L
be oh so this deck yeah this is called The Whispers of Ganesha by Angela Hartfield and I think she's done some other decks too but yeah it's a gorgeous deck so I'll show you the photo again oh the yeah the card again I know I I know it's very reflective I'm trying to get
that it's too reflective I'm sorry but yeah you can see he's on the elephant and then he has all the tools in his hand and so yeah perfect okay so that card says steadfastness and you know on Oracle cards I like to read out out of the book because the writer has usually put a lot of thought into it and so I give my own
like a little spit on it but it says in the book just says do not waver back and forth or be moved by moved by the circumstances that are surrounding you at this time yeah and they're really they're really beautiful cards they're really they're really like nice big the book is like nice nice big book you know everything's really really
cool it says Ganesha heartens You by revealing what that when you know your effort is not futile you will be steadfast and IM immovable this seems to be a major stumbling block in your life at this time perhaps your current job gives you little recognition with no real sense of accomplishment or success
you may feel unheard in relationships Poss ly the error lies in the fact that in your heart you really feel your struggle is hopeless you may recognize it on an intellectual level but you are easily shaken when you do not see the fruit of your exertion Ganesha is pictured here riding the elephant to engaging you in the energy of the elephant Spirit elephants can teach you
that kindness dedication and communication in relationships is very powerful they remind you that it is necessary to keep relationships alive trusting and loving whether the relationship is with friends family or partner deeply faithful to All Creatures with which they have relationships elephants are tough or protecting others and gentle when nurturing them The
Matriarch the oldest most experienced female leader of a heard leads in a way that is both gentle and inclusive elephants are able to communicate telepathically when you draw this card your ability to truly listen to others is enhanced do whatever is necessary to safeguard your resolve you are receiving guidance that this is the time to dig in remain
focused and don't get caught up in trying to create a change the energy in your job or relationships is Ever Changing ask ganes to bring you the strength to work through what is happening stay committed and on track do not give up as change will show up soon and the situation will be transformed yeah yeah and so that that
goes for even if you don't um fully resonate with the Indian religion it's like ask you know ask your higher p and or this this image of strength and resolve and and but having the elephant is a very good representation of that though resonating with Ganesha lately and received a gift of a black turmaline Ganesha necklace just the other day from
a good friend well this could be a sign from Ganesha you know and uh yeah because because Ganesha is everywhere and he is the most beloved um beloved God of India like and that's like all the children sing sing songs and like learn about him and like and so yeah it's a very and very beautiful
um symbolism and IDE the idea of it and the artwork and so it's a very worthy study and that's like when you if you get initiated into H Hinduism that's the first thing you're initiated is is ganha and that's the represents the root chakra and uh the be like the Lord of beginnings and the Lord of D destroying
obstacles the Lord Lord of all animals and all all all living creatures and the Lord of strength and uh he's half human half elephant so he's like a this hybrid and it's a very interesting origin story and so it's a very worthy study I'll have a sip of mine I didn't have one sip yet can you believe that I'm very pacy myself tonight
so it's good that was a light bulb moment good was there a number on the card yeah let me check that was number 32 it's a 32 steadfastness you guys really like the
deck and so I'm thinking like I'll do one more cuz there's a lot of cards in the deck so maybe there's another message for everybody this one says harmony remember I just said the root chakra I I think that's maybe
it's I think it's the uh either the root chakra or the vuda chakra which is like the next one up but the root chakra is a red color but this one says harmony 22 Harmony 22 so what does this say
so it say Harmony you deserve to feel good about your existence this card is symbolic of your personal beliefs and what will bring you happiness in your life Ganesha is asking you to remember to radiate warmth and energy take some time to reflect on your personal values and attitudes what do you believe will bring you the outcomes
you're longing for in order to have the complete and happy life the color orange can refer to a period of socializing activity and new adventures excuse me orange is the color of the sacral chakra and is associated with the sexual organs and reproductive
systems it can symbolize happiness and love rest store our feelings emotions pleasure and sensuality intimacy and Connections in this domain how deserving do you feel when you feel that you deserve good you treat yourself well and require that others treat you well also when when the sacral chakra is clear and
energy is is IM balance you are friendly compassionate and empathic with a concern for others you will experience a very strong sense of belonging feel good about your life enjoy time with friends and do what is necessary to bring yourself alignment with what you want from your relationships in your life so yeah that's that's a beautiful
card to Harmony just being in your balanc in yourself and knowing that you deserve to be alive and you are worthy of existence okay so I hope that's a good message and I hope you enjoyed that so yeah I have another 10 minutes and I'll I'll wrap it up so I'm just
enjoying I enjoy doing lives I enjoy talking to people like a lot of friends come in and everyone's really supportive and I love familiar faces and um I love all the positive feedback and everyone everyone L be like yeah thank
you thank you like I've seen you a lot of different places and then to have you here in my chat it's awesome it's so awesome I love meeting friends in in chats and then like when we can like then support each other and we can like
go over each other's um videos and make sure we give a like and watch and make sure to subscribe to their Channel help them out because I think we're still there's still like a like a lot of people that just need help in certain ways on YouTube and like like they just need the right people the right inspiration or
the right uh connection or something like that and it's like and I think that it's like all faded and everything I I think I brought a lot of people together I really hope I have um I also have a Discord you can look at me up on Discord if have a Discord and then uh we can like we can either be on my server or just we can if
you ever want to email me on Discord or anything like that because discord's a really cool place too but you know lately it's been very a lot of drama on it you said you have me notifications wrong you're got oh yeah you got to send the notification Bell black so say all yeah yeah but yeah little be it's been
exciting around here because I got I was at I was at like you know 30 subscribers for a long time and then all of a sudden I had like a few hundred and then like I had 500 and then I got 700 then I had a th000 now I have like 1100 it's like you know that is amazing and it's like you know doing what I want to be doing and
like helping people and like you know I have a lot of very different skill sets I so I've you know I've studied a lot of psychology I've done life coaching I've done um you know um office manager and assistance for CEO you know um I worked
in clothing store I have a fashion merchandising by the way you didn't double type that it's uh been help me yeah I know you didn't I it didn't even come up as double type for me but I understand like I yeah sometimes sometimes I'll be in the chat and I like no like no spamming and I like I didn't do yeah my chat was always weird sometimes my chat doesn't even work at
all like all those chatting chats and then it's like might even blocked or anything and then it will be for all channels and unless the channel I'm moded I modded on I could always chat on them it just seems like that but then I don't know I I think I chat too much or something and so
yeah yeah so it's the holiday season so it's it's uh almost Capricorn but we're still in Sagittarius so we have many Sagittarius in the house or do we have any birthdays recently cuz my sister was a Sagittarius and so she just had her
birthday so I'm a Sagittarius and then I'm a I'm a I'm a Capricorn and then after Capricorn is Aquarius but I'm I have a lot of Aquarius placements too I'm an aquarius Moon an aquarius um Aquarius Mars in the first house so am I going to be here for
Christmas day or your plans with your family well so on Christmas Day Christmas morning I think I'm going to go go to my one of my sister's houses and we're going to have a Christmas Christmas breakfast or a Christmas lunch or something like that so I think my other sister's hosted it for the past other few years and so I think my other sister's hosting it this year and so
yeah but so then I say basically like I'll go to that and then it's like I'll it'll probably be over pretty early I'll probably probably get drunk there and then I'll I'll come home and want to like stream or something like that so I'll probably do a Christmas stream I might yeah maybe I'll get something cool this year you
know but yeah I I don't I uh I look forward to Christmas and my birthday and then uh yeah they happen they happen within two weeks and then then the rest of the year it's just celebrating the other holidays so this is Lenor Lenor are you coming over here you want to say good
night to everybody Lenor you're there Lenor you see her thank you you're me alone for Christmas but you found what dides that say you found peace with it well Tanya do you have you have any friends at all
if you do you have friends or a friend that you can um see for Christmas yeah if you're I mean yeah I mean I'm basically love for Christmas it's like I mean it's like I do have like I have this have a family breakfast but then I come I you know I would love like my own family to share with but I do you know I got I have my cats
but I uh all my other all my other family members are married and everything and so it'll probably never happen to me but I'm too I'm too much of a solitary person to get married so I'm wrapping it up in a few minutes
but I just want to say thank you guys it was fun hey what's up Jose how are you tonight just chilling I'm finishing up my Ranger nice hair yeah thank you yeah I I take a shower and so it's a little has a
little bit it's a little bit wet tonight family has plans burn out very close your kiddos will be with their father's here oh you're fighting with your family yeah that s that sucks I mean I I hope you can maybe like you know if like there's somebody else in your family that's like you know that is
maybe like an outcast you can get together with them or maybe like you can like make peace with the other people in your family I don't know it's maybe there'll be a Christmas miracle you never know people get people's hearts kind of like they become a little bit less Grinch likee sometimes during uh December 24th you know or you know on Christmas time or the holidays and that's everybody everyone gets in the
holidays here in America Everyone likes like a beautiful tree Everyone likes Everyone likes Santa Claus Santa Claus is like a universally loved idea Santa Claus and everything I used to love Santa I used to have this book called The Santa Claus book when I was kid and it was like all about like as as Santa was real and like kind of
like all the like all Santa's protocol and everything Santa does it's a really cute book called the Santa book the Santa Claus book burnout was an autotype I meant to say they're not very close to me okay yeah not very close to you yeah well
yeah Santa's a cute idea Santa Santa well you know then I was I was like I believe Santa was real until I was like I still believe Santa is real I'm I'm still like I still believe in the fairy folk and I believe Santa is a kind of fairy and a kind of like idea like that has a power because so many
people do believe in it like especially because children believe in it so that has this all this power to it are you laughing little be is laughing that I believe in Santa I believe in s or it's like Christmas spirit it's like it's like a spirit of there can you say there's a spirit of Christmas it feels like a a time when differences can be put aside and
it's like I should I should have got gone to Michaels tonight and decorated but it's like you know trying to save money right now you'll probably make yourself a nice dinner and do a bit of studying yeah get yourself a Christmas dinner get yourself find a restaurant that's doing like dinners like Christmas dinners or something you never want to grow up yeah me neither I I think I I have that Peter Pan syndrome
you know I have like I think it's like this pet it's called like a Peter Pan narcissist or yeah I think yeah where it's like I never want to grow up and but really my Fondest Memories of my when of my childhood and when I was a child I was like very fanciful and believed in all kinds of things I probably believed in the Smurfs when I was a child you know I was like I I
believed in everything I was like it was like real in my mind I I like fall in love with video game characters and things like that and so you''ve been studying different religions yeah well that's good that's good I I oh my God yeah I went through every I went through like one religion after the other and like I like I went
through studied it I got initiated in religions I've I've been studying so much you believe in Playboy bunnies yeah Jose you need to check out Alisa Jordana too I don't know I don't know what I haven't seen you in Alisa Jordana but yeah you have to go and check out her streams too she's a Playboy bunny too she was in Playboy once that's prob probably way ganha um resonates with you
yeah I know some a few Playboy bunnies do you have one that's most interesting to you you know Lisa um let's see hold on what was there Lil B what hold l b do I have a what that's most interesting interesting to me I'm not I'm not sure what that was
reference hold on I'm not sure that that was referencing do I have one that's most interesting to you one
what do I have one what that's the most interesting to me I'm sorry I'm a little bit slow toight one card one tarot card I think the devil tarot card is most interesting to me I think the devil because the devil if you look at the Devil tarot card and then you look at the lovers Tarot card of all the religions oh yeah what's
the most interesting of all the religions I'm sorry I didn't get that so Tibetan Buddhism and that's the most interesting of all the religions and I would say that is like but Tibet so Tibetan Buddhism also they explain it to themselves as like it's it's a vessel to get each from one end one place to another and then you like then you don't need need the vessel
anymore after you like get to the other side and so like that's the en Enlightenment process but yeah I would say it's like one of the most beautiful religions has like the most intense symbolism it came out of Hinduism and so it has like a lot of similarities but I'm talking about Tibetan bu Buddhism because I met the guy that um does the DOL llamas um initiations and things
like that his name is dagri dagri Roche and uh he's a Tibetan monk and he came and I went to this Retreat for 10 days and I every day I would go for like 6 hours and and uh he would talk in tibetan and then a guy would translate and it's most and then you give you get you get a meditation and then they give
you an initiation and you get to practice these like very Advanced um visualizations that are very intense and very like shattering and things like that and like they destroy a lot of like preconceived notions about the world and it's a very it's a very spiritual experience there's mantras and everything but then I fell in love with more like the Hinduism which it came out
of and that's very interesting too and Ganesh isn't met in bud Buddhism too I mean it's like and there's also like so many correlations there's like a Tibetan Jesus and and there's you know there's a Krishna is kind of like Christ and and everyone bring the things together but the thing is with with religion sometimes they can be like sports teams where it's like people want to like
choose one and then it's like they're like saying there's the best and there everyone else is going to hell or whatever like that right and so it's like more like there's like a lot there's like a billion of people and there's a billion ways to Enlighten it there's a billion ways to to God and there's a billion ways to to look at everyone has their own personal relationship with with the Divine nobody else can say anything
about it nobody can interfere with it it's like everyone has their own and I think and I think God loves everybody I think God is love too and so what are you doing are you doing something you want to say hi you're smelling the pillow what are
you going to te the chech the camera no you're just liing your paw yeah I'm sorry see thank you yeah because all Rel all religions have a good side to it I used to be very anti-religion or more like satanic where
I was like I thought it was like oh it's just like everyone's a bunch of sheep and like then there my parents would always say oh there's there's very good things to religions too and there a very good aspect to it and people and then I like um I went to like the youth groups and stuff like that when I was a child and like I I went went on a Christmas
trip to like Arizona and like I went to like an Indian tribe and they gave up Christmas presents and stuff like that um with the Christian Youth Group but uh but then I but then I yeah then I was more like atheistic and then I had like more of a spiritual awakening and then now I really like the teachings of Jesus and things like that because I think
Jesus talked about like uh forgiveness and like and the and love and you should not cast the first stone and like about Redemption and like and then there you don't have to sacrifice anybody or kill anybody because he like died for everybody and I like all those kind of ideas and I think so I think it's a
positive idea but then I think that there's a very yeah very similar yeah Jose catholic christian Darwinism Buddhism yeah and they're all come they all come from the same Source basically there's basically these higher it's like these hierophants or these uh maybe secret societies or groups or
something and they create all these religions and basically they all come from the same Source but there's different like cultural aspects to them and there's different ways they express them and everything and so um yeah and and some are very strange other people I just don't like yeah I like I like the idea of like we don't need it we don't need any more animal or
human sacrifices um know I love meat and but I really do appreciate Hinduism like that how they worship cows and they will not kill a cow and so there's just cows walking around every and they put put the cow all on their floors and they they like they they clean the
house by sprinkling cow urine around it and things like I mean but I mean that's that's crazy but but it really does have antiseptic powers and you should to say you're a spiritual person yeah I I always would say spiritual not religious but I did like I did like studying the religion and and it's like but you go to
I went to a certain point in the religion where I was okay well this is what the the message is and I got that I got the like the light bulb moment or whatever and then so and then I'm I'm constantly drawn to different aspects of the Divine and I try to like keep it to like the the most high to like the most high and like like go to the highest
place and but then there's all these billions of different aspects that you can explore of it you know and so it's like it's never ending and so it's like I try not to like be an idolatrous person but I had some people that were trying to push their beliefs on you which open your eyes to search for the truth of be yeah
and you're going to find yeah and so and and also like don't listen like don't ever let me try to tell you anything about it it's your own relationship with God it's your own Journey it's your own path to path to walk and you find someone's truth in a law yeah because there's very similar things to it but it is like very Sim this is also a method of of controlling people too and you
have to realize especially when you when you're teaching the kids these certain things and so you have to be have a responsible religion where it's not fanatical and that kind of thing yeah um basically like I love to teach especially they like teach teach the younger people the spirit of love and everything because that's when they are impressionable and it's like and and teach them what just to do good and
everything and then that's a good example that's that's a positive aspect of it but it doesn't need to be like forced on anybody or there's a lot of brainwashing that goes on in some religions and everything and uh or like parents that force it on the force it on and don't let their children like um hello someone's
someone's coming in I have another guess I love I love having I have guest I'm my cat like my guess what you who are you come on are you marbles marbles you came in sometimes my cats bring in like they bring in like there was they brought there was like oh hey how are you hey are you making an appearance a rare
appearance did you see did you see you see him yeah he's coming that's his name is marbles and he's like I had him last year now he's like humongous right now he hum but he just started coming back to the house and he scares all the other cast they're all going crazy you
see marbles Lenor is marbles in here you saw marbles Lenor you saw marbles did you see marbles too
but yeah that's what she thinks about it yeah what are you doing you you hear you heard him come in you haven't seen him for a while huh what what happened how about you what what do you think do you like when marbles comes
in meows like that do you hear Marvel com in are you just lounging around you're lounging around with me oh Lenora what what's going
on yeah these will always be these are my precious moments with my cats I love my cats they're beautiful as always sending them so much love oh thank you thank you so much yeah they are beautiful cats and and most of them like Lenor was Lenor was gifted to
me and then my cat Lola was gifted to me yeah you like Lenor yep that's it's from edar edar aleno The Raven and he's always like talking about Lenor yeah she is beautiful she is a sweet hearted cat I'm going to stay on for 20 more
minutes this is my 2our stream tonight because my battery is I need to plug my phone in so I have a some battery but I still have most of my beer left I'm still like in the mood to like chat and stuff like that and it's also good to like I don't know YouTube lingo is like
your your watch hours up and to put as much content as you can so I my phone my tripod I hope I'm not making you dizzy all night there we go I got a tripod and I got my iPad that's how I do it
okay so we I'll grab it in deck Jose what are you what's
wrong wait wait why' you make that face with the eyes so I'm G to so I have this uh I'll do a sacred Activation so this is like sacred geometry and this is a really beautiful deck these are all beautifully designed cards and they're very self descriptive where in the
what so here's like here's the card that I get for chat okay one time I I I pulled these and I would I had drinken or smoked so much that it was so blurry I could not read the words but I can read them tonight okay that's that's what the card looks like it says perception okay I'm sorry it's so hold on
is that better it's not that's not better sorry it's so blurry we call her white girl perception okay the frequency of perception supports our Natural Curiosity moving us beyond our comfort zone to find the
edges of what we perceive as real and take a good hard deep look at it okay I also there's a book in this one too I think is there a book no I thought there is a book okay so what's the perception
one I'm going to read the whole book from the book The perception perception 92 okay be with me it's not very long okay says perception perception can be described as the interpretation of that which has
entered into our awareness upon first glance the percept perception activation where's the
card hold it like that the perception activation presents uh what seems to be chaos in motion when we take a better look we find a perfect alignment and synchronicity between the different aspects we find balance and Harmony the sharp Blades of color of the clear
perception cut through the layers of illusions that cover the space between the world of Spirit and the world of matter together the blades are neither round nor Square indicating that they are effective in both worlds conceptually circles stand for everything and nothing at all balance and infinity Purity and freedom within
the image they also represent our connection to a larger universe and the many planets that revolve around the realities that exist beyond our own we think we have a clear perception of reality that lies beyond our blades but when we discover the Waters of our emotional and physical world they are mirrored perfectly by the sky our spiritual nature I'm sorry that it's so
blurry guys I'm sorry there a better I wish I could get not so BL I'm sorry these cards are very very glossy that's it's nice but it's kind of that kind of see the blades and stuff like that and it's like chaos but there's like that eye in the middle and it's like keeping everything balanced it looks like also like a little Pac-Man kind of thing okay I'm it was kind of
blurry but okay okay so that's basically I know I mean it's very long it says try this okay let's let's all try this together it has a has a it says close your eyes and think about where the edges of your comfort zones lie Jose get over here Jose close your eyes I'm not just
imagine I'm there in the close your eyes and think about where the edges of your comfort zones Li are you willing to try something new or do you prefer to stay in the familiar routines when is the last time you did something completely out of your comfort zone go inside yourself and witness how your perception of reality can change
just by changing your point of focus from the outer to the inner so go inside of yourself it's number 35 perception so three five8 so number eight is the strength card okay so there's strength in the perception too little be was that good was that good
or see this guys this is for comedic purposes only hey yeah okay yeah I'm sorry I'm good okay Jose I didn't offend you I'm sorry I I say jokes sometimes and then people get so offended but it's
like I I my my sense of humor I develop as a defense mechanism you know like a lot of like very funny people or Comics that they've always like you just got chills that look like a Chinese throwing star I don't think so did I have one around here maybe maybe I have something
that's that's oh oh the the the picture yeah the sa activation it look like a Chinese throwing St yeah one of the Ninja Turtles you think that was for T that that card the perception that was the perception card pretty blades I I'll read another one
but I won't read the the the book is I mean it's very into it's very I mean I I like I like the descriptions on in the book but it's like they get very detailed about the all the geometry so this one says 10 Authority 10 is The Wheel of Fortune so there's the authority no looks like a steering wheel kind
of and it says Authority the frequency of authority reminds us that the true Authority is powerful directed and realized yet receptive wise and loving looks like eyelids when you you close them and the Sun is up oh
yep so what is that Authority card though so I'll go I'll go to the book and I'll just tell you like the little meditation for it says close try this close your eyes and contemplate the concept of Authority for a moment how does the word make you feel do you consider yourself in Authority in certain areas are you kind
and wise in your guidance of other people are you coming from a place of wholeness and balance and all those would be associated with with authority and like all those all those qualities having having all those qualities together will give you Authority in whatever you're talking about whatever field I like to think that I have authority talking about what I talk about just because
I've experienced it and it's not just like me well some of it is is ideas and things from the from the mental world and things that are in my imagination for the future but it's like but everything I talk about I have been through and and I've been through a lot of things and I I have a lot of experience and so I can talk with authority also Capricorn is associated
with like the 10th house and it's the House of Authority and then that's the number 10 whe of Fortune and uh Capricorn is known as very authorative sign in the Zodiac it's a cardinal sign and I'm very heavily Capricorn I'm very into astrology though so if anyone has an astrology question do I think cutting cords is good when your friend or uh
doesn't communicate or do you feel anything different before you do this well okay well so if you're cutting cords it's like a no contact thing and so that means that you're like cutting away and any care of it you're you're it's like any care of it um it's not because there's a the cord is like this the love or the hate like the strong
emotion okay and so the cutting the cord is like giving like taking away the love and the hate and it's like putting to indifference and like taking out of your mind and then not contacting because the contact whenever you're contacting it gets toxic or you get into these narcissistic abuse cycles and things like that and so I know about narcissistic abuse I've been I've like dealt with narcissist I've dealt with
Psychopaths I've dealt with everything yeah cut you cut the emotions and so yeah cut the emot the emotional cord it's a called Al called gray rocking where it's like you don't give them that they're looking for like this fuel there like narciss n fuel is like looking for some kind of like reaction or like and or like have be doing something and getting a reaction out of it and they
get this fuel from the reaction and so you gray rock and you just like give them you just like act very cold and indifferent and then you basically they they they'll basically lose interest in you because they're looking for that yeah Survivor well and I had to like learn all the stuff very the hard way you know you're cutting away the emotion freeing yourself you're taking back your power yeah and but that's also Al
forgiving too also like wishing them well from afar like like and thinking that maybe together you it was it's like in chemistry certain elements when you put them together they're volatile and stuff like that so you have to understand like uh the chemistry wasn't right and maybe it's a better for both of you if you're not together kind of thing keep loing keep loving and
forgiveness and then it's like and and pray for their healing and pray for the best for them and stuff like just know that together you've already learned you've learned the lesson already or it's like you don't want to go through the lesson again or maybe there's lesson will will come back to you someday you know and it's like they'll do a Hoover and like then you have to like learn how to put up your own boundaries right you never want to know like right I never
know them like I never knew them yeah release them in perfect love and perfect trust yeah you release them you just like you you give them to the univer like burn the letters burn all the photos don't have any photos like just for like and then you won't think about them and then you just can't have memories about them around the place or like be so
emotionally tied where they can just call you you'll go running to them yeah they want to hurt you well you know Jose it's like um I know in California the California has a narcissism epidemic and so and then there's like this pop culture that's telling you to do this telling everyone to do stupid things and
like devaluing relationship sh and things like that and stuff like that and uh and behave certain ways and things like that so just be yourself and like be a good person and uh and then you you will stand up for yourself in those situations and you won't allow you won't allow that but just have a good have a good self healthy self-esteem freezer
time yeah there's like and if you're into magic there's six called freezer spells and the you know I think it might be like a little bit little bit different but uh yeah just say free put your put your uh your heart on your heart on free freeze for some people and at the same time while wishing them the best and
then also focusing more attention and more energy on those you do love and that do love you and that you are uh compatible with right you're tired of being drained you're Petty though yeah well you know you'll get over you'll get over you like if it's not a thing you'll ever grow out of it's like you probably
mature and stuff like that and stop being don't be Petty if you if you consider yourself Petty but it's like you know maybe don't be Petty
because just be yourself you know if that's your true nature it is pettiness be yourself right but try to try to maybe like want to grow as a person and stuff take it back your power your soul peace is good for you you like Revenge well yeah but that's not very healthy though
it's like you know and and it's a very natural thing to want revenge and stuff but how about have a Revenge just by being your best self and and then not not care not not caring because if you're you're caring so much you're emotionally invested and you're giving so much energy to this other person person you're casting magical spells and stuff with all this energy I mean it's
like Focus this on yourself like on your own growth your own spiritual growth like like yeah hey what's up jariah glad you got alive he what's up yeah we're just having a little chat about well Jose said he he's into revenge and like being petty but I'm more of like a love
and light and and uh forgiveness type person but you'll take that think my suggestion yeah yeah I didn't say like yeah it's like uh the best revenge is like just your own success your own being successful like it's it's a and
it's and also like you can be the bigger person like but yeah someone does you really wrong yeah some things deserve Revenge you know some some there's some things that but I think also universal justice you know yeah I lives right y i do some lives now yeah know there's
Universal just you say you like Revenge but you bottle it up yeah I'm probably you're probably I I sense I sense that you're not really like a you know like a evil person like you too scared of but I think that it's like yeah you there there's that desire to get revenge and and like you have been wronged and things like just know that there's karma for people like karma
karma will take care of most things and then you'll see these people that that did this to you in like years and they'll be in a not a good place sometimes you know or and then the people that were good to you are going to be in a good place and you're going to be in a good place okay so and then we don't want anyone to be in a bad place but yeah and the Revenge will always hurt you and and also it's like
what what is it holding onto anger is like holding like a coal and hoping hoping will burn somebody else but it's like you're you're putting it in yourself you're you know you're experiencing that anger and um it's not it's not doing any good for you so holding it in or so Express maybe express it in like more healthy way and communicate communication and stuff like
that and then look if the if the person has really wronged you in a certain way there's so many misunderstandings in the world and there's so many things that are like you know people will kill people over $10 you know it's horrible it's understandable to feel hurt and feel pain when someone has wronged you however for your own sake U give it to
the Lord and become a better person forgiveness and healing for you um not done yeah the Forgiveness yeah yeah exactly pray pray about it and uh you really don't want to like make things worse by hurting anybody right so if it's like if What's Done has been
done and then it's like maybe to give them a chance to apologize or maybe give them a chance to like see their see their wrong but it's like you know it's like when you are active and especially in this world where there's so many ways to to hurt people like in like you know in a dark way and in secret ways and stuff like that it's like you really
don't want to do that I mean I think that karma is really bad what's funny is we're friends but no communication at all it's weird we say friends makes no sense but two months you're tired yeah well it's like you know let the relationship I mean if if you can go two months then it's like you know are you the kind of friends that can like just pick up where you left off
and you'll be fine or or it's like exactly drinking poison expecting the other person to get sick exactly it's like it's like it's like it's not doing anything to them it's all it's just hurting you and it's like maybe they're not even mad revenge is not the answer no the the answer really is forgiveness forgiveness and being the
bigger person and Brotherhood and love and wanting to help people and then also like when you can help people you should help people like you know in certain ways like you you can you can always like support somebody that doesn't feel supported and
love somebody so yeah you're sending love and prayers I love that yeah and all all and chat like send love love and prayers to each other you know all it's all it's all be
nice the Divine is hover back and the divine and divine Divine is like Divine is like you know to like die like doo dose like die it's like like uh it's like two and uh and so it's the high and the low above and below and and uh it's just
like knowing we're supported by everything and the highest the highest in the highest and love will always win above like hate and things like that rejection is sometimes protection yeah especially the those things in in life you know where you know you'll be it's called dodging a bullet you know it's it's like sometimes things can have be they would have been really bad if you
weren't rejected by certain by certain people love but with boundaries don't cross them yeah yeah we have to we should like have these boundaries and then live within them Divine saw and heard things you didn't dear yeah what's that that what's that reference
to little be yeah Divine thought heard something I who did that I used to have a a group called Divine Consciousness but the word divine yeah it's like Diana it's like the moon like the Moon is like the second it's like the sun and the moon so it's like
d you roll a die
yeah but there's also Divine the Divine the drag queen too I'm familiar with Divine Pi Pink Flamingos and John Waters Divine is a drag queen too yeah but whatever you call it I I like to call the I like to call it the most high but then there's like or like the
source energy or like but or I'm pantheism like everything is God every everything is an aspect of God or like we're hermeticism we're all part of God's mind and we were like God want God wanted desperately to to experience everything and so he like created himself into all the universes and everything and all these all these
planets and everything and all the all these different um organisms to to to experience things yes Lord God Divine the most high yes yes there's yeah we we get caught up in ter terminology sometimes Dian was Apollo's twin yeah Apollo and Diana yeah
Diana so I'm trying to think though is Diana also emis was she also the go the goddess of the hunt Diana I think she's associated with Artemis um but yeah Diana is the moon goddess and Artemis is also a moon goddess yeah goddess of the hunt but
yeah and um my father my father's middle name was delos it's d e l oos and delos is like uh there's an island um in um in Greece called delos D- L oos and that's where Apollo and emis were born and it's like their mother was like desperately trying to find a place to give birth
because she was cursed not to be able to give birth on any land and so then she found this island that was floating around so it wasn't considered land or something like that and so she gave she gave birth on that and so so when I look to the room you're looking at Diana yeah
Diana yeah Diana is a beautiful name though too Diana um but D like die is like you know indicates like two it just in my mind it's like to dce like to separate dissect what the scissors di was the full moon goddess with blood pumps hard yeah
yep do you guys love Greek mythology like what's your favorite Greek myth I know about I know about pretty much everybody like I study mythology since I was a kid and uh always really into the Greek myth not not necessarily the Disney versions but I was also really in the fairy tales as a teenager so I'm in the fairy tales folklore
fairies all kinds of things all kinds of like uh but I do like I do like Disney stuff kind of cuz I just grew up grew up on Disney and so but I feel like Disney brainwashed me a little bit and brainwashes everybody hey what are you doing he L who do you have to look to to become a
player and break some hearts who do you have to look to I don't know let's just look to yourself I mean you have you have you have you have a natural player inside of your heart uh you you uh you probably broken some hearts yourself you know and so we all have some kind of player we'll all break some hearts too and so it's like just just just know that you you are like beautiful people you have options and there's people that
are interested in you no matter what and that you know you can be a player just like it's also like just be nice to people and treat people fairly don't take advantage of people I don't like the whole Sugar Mama sugar daddy like unequal kind of thing I'm looking good tonight thank you Jose yeah Jose didn't even know I was a male for a long time in the chat now i'
always be hitting on him and then' be like are you a male or a female ononis so yeah so Adonis Adonis uh was with Aphrodite he was very beautiful man but then Aries was jealous and Aries killed him he turned into a like a boar and killed him fairy tales help have some sense of the insensible you respect that yeah I and I love like I do like I do
love the Disney movie The The Little Mermaid it's very like accurate to how the book went in a lot of ways um but I love that story of little merid and like how Ursula is like the record companies and like she's Ariel sells her voice like her ability to speak out and say what she wants to say for like this
contract and Ursula's cheated on the contract she signed it with a minor and she she uh she cheats on it by trying to you knock off Ariel's boat prevent her from kissing Eric and everything fulfilling the contract so there's contract fraud in there Ariel just needs a good lawyer you know that's a cute story that's a cute it's very Ursula is
the music industry Atlantis Vibes do I have it if I do I have Atlantis Vibes or you're saying the little rum I I do uh I do have uh some family um connection to NEP Neptune and he associated with bis but I'm a marenian and so I I might have an Atlantis Vib you guys might might
Adonis ended up having sex with aphr and pany Greeks be horny yeah I know wow you should see like um what they uh what like you know Zeus did the gany me and his cup bear if you're an aquarious look up Zeus and gany need and you know Zeus turned into an eagle and kidnapped
this this uh this Prince and took him to be this cup Bearer and stuff like and yeah go was always cheating on his all his wives and stuff like that and yeah thank you Jose thank you so much Jose you're awesome because yeah you're you're supportive yeah and I I appreciate all you guys for coming in tonight and talking to me and stuff like that I
really have a good time talking to you and I still have like half a beer and so I'm going to hang out for for for longer and we have a good we have a good number of people in here I have 14 likes wow that's amazing so things are going good for
me things are going good smoke break yeah I'll take a little this one tastes like watermelon it's pretty
good hey stara welcome to the chat he made her a constellation after she turned into a cow G mean yeah are you talking about her name was U who he turned into a cow like um there
was this one woman that that her name is IO and uh Zeus fell in love with this one woman and then Hera was coming and so he turned turned IO into a cow so that Hera wouldn't find her but then Hera like knew she was the cow and so Hera turned into like a fly would they just like annoy her and sting her or send or she sent she sent a fly to to
like annoy her she eventally went to Egypt and became the goddess haor so there's correlations of all this mythology all the Greek mythology the Greek mythology and the Egyptian mythology a lot of correlations of the goddesses there there also all the pantheons They also
correspond yeah I I I IOD yeah yeah I said IO I'm sorry yeah IOD yeah yeah she and there she and then uh there's pictures of like um Zeus I think Zeus wri writing that
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where some My Tattoos psyche you like my story of the Greek gods oh thank you Jose yeah Greek story stories are great but also I love all cultural stories too I want to tell all kinds of stories thank you L be your ancestors were tied to the Stars so are we yeah well Ed jiah like we are
all made of like the stard dust we're made of all the chemicals from the stars exploding all are all in our bodies and you know we're all the the expressions of of all this yeah yep so I'm not I'm not I'm not I'm not going to argue with anybody like I understand like what you're trying to
say too what's the most amazing story I've ever read or heard well there's a story about Med and the Argonauts so Meda was this this uh this basically she was a daughter I think she was the daughter of a king and but she was also yeah well she was also like descended from the gods and so her her
grandfather was was uh he I think Helio was the Sun God and um so she was also a priestess of HEC and uh so this young prince came and and he like went was offer this mission to go find this Golden Fleece it was like impossible to get and so he like hooked up with Meda and Meda was like this
witch and she like knew had all this Witchcraft and so she was able to like help him do every task that was assigned to him and so she like knew the secret of how to like make the Sheep fall asleep and like do like when they're when they're asleep like to comb them and stuff and get the Golden Fleece and all this stuff but uh there's also they went to this this Palace and and they're like oh we can heal we can they had the RAM and they
like cut off the Ram's Head and then they put on the salv on it and then the ram came back to life like brand like as a baby and so the King was like oh I want you to do that to me and so but then Meda like gave like the wrong mixture and then she like fled and so the the King's Daughters like cut him up and stuff like that and then like they
try to put him back together he yeah yeah then yeah then he screwed her because he uh she helped him all all these tasks and everything and got him everything he wanted and they had kids and everything and then he um yeah he like he married somebody else but Meda was so upset about this that she like
made this poison and poison dress and then she presented this poison dress to the bride and the bride went up in flames and everything and then M killed all the children she killed all her children and in Revenge to Jason and then she like and then she fled that's a horrible Ian it's a horrible story but that's one of the most insane Greek myths is Meda and it's just like she's a
very magical person but she did something very very terrible but she was also like very wronged and stuff and so there's a lot of good questions you can ask from I also love the story of Medusa I and I love I mean there's a lot of and there's some myths that you can go and there are so many versions of them and there's so many different takes on them so much different symbolism in them and
so um yeah so myths myths are very interesting they also are like they also speak to some part of our psyche like some kind of memory or some kind of like archetype or some kind of there something that resonates with with us on a symbolic
subconscious level in them so I always say like um you know get into fantasy books get into dreaming get into believe in fairies again you know go out into the woods the my all ref this today still yeah that's why that's why there still are Disney movies and they're I mean but the brothers Grim
collected all these M like a lot of the fairy tales and and so some of the these fairy tales I mean there there's there's like an Indian version of Cinderella there's um Cinderella is like an Italian story and and and there's these are some certain collected Tales From everywhere there's but if you look at all these all and then of them from different all the different
cultures that there's correspondences in them and there's like this universal truth in them so even like even like African folklore and things like that you'll find like this like universal truth they have a lot of the trickster trickster mythology in them and a lot of like this wisdom about spiders and and uh and these different like there's different gods
that were like um in slavery and they had to like trick their way out of it and so psych Cupid was the original Beauty in the be yeah that that is my favorite story like I I didn't mention I didn't say that was I didn't tell the story cuz I've already told it so many times but yeah it's original Beauty and the Beast because when psyche's taken to his Palace like she can't she can't see
him at first and then there's all these invisible hands that are like doing all this work for her just like in Beauty and the Beast all the everything comes to life and everything but she can never see the Beast and then she gets to go home just like Beauty has to go home and the sisters just like Beauty sisters tell her to go and like see the Beast and so the same thing happens like shej
tries to see the Beast and then uh psyche goes with a an oil lamp to and she like and a knife to kill him if she if she she was a monster and she like put the oil lamp down and then she saw he was like a beautiful God and but it spilled oil on his arm until he woke up and he got really mad and flew away but uh but she yeah but she she had
the knife out she was Savage I mean she was she was she heard he was a terrible monster and she believed it too but I also love the story of the Beauty and the Beast like you can always like the man is also kind of like a beast in a certain way like and the the woman is so like Divine and like perfect and like goddess likee and she can
like tame the man's beastly ways I will say you know with with like sweetness and kindness and like and like compassion and can transform transform the beastly nature nature I would say if that makes sense to
anybody yeah but everyone having fun like is do you like my my new formats or my my lives well she had to work for Aphrodite the afterward yeah jiah like yeah and Aphrodite had her do like these things like she said like sort these like 40,000 grains of black rice and love and
white rice yeah thank you L be yeah I love telling stories but but then she but the ants were her friends because she was kind to the ant I love in fairy tales they're kind to an animal and then the animal will come will come back and help them and that's so true in like life too like these animals will come through for you in so many ways you know even like
with just like symbolism you're sorry your phone died you missed the story well Jose I'll tell another story oh what story should I tell oh you know well there's a story about um let's
see I would say the story of Arachne would you ask me to do the myth of Aphrodite M and the Argonauts yeah I told M story well you can rewind you can you can rewind and and you can you can
hear it again I told I told him a story of M uh psyche story tales you're here for this oh yeah thank you jiah so I'm trying to think about a good story to tell well so I'm tell so what did I just say I was going to tell I was going to tell the story of Arachne so Arachne was the daughter of this like a merchant and
he was like a merchant in the uh for the Phoenicians and so and so he was like um he was the one that dyed stuff purple like he was able to figure out like to get like the the purple from the SE sea um SE snails in Phoenicia and so he made this he got this purple link and so he
died and so she she had this like nice cloth available to her and this nice thread and stuff and so she she was a weaver and she was a really good Weaver and she like amaz she weaved amazing things yeah that deep purple the royal purple and only only only royalty could afford it and that was from Phoenicia because it was most expensive die and so uh so M or not sorry not M Arachne was
this the daughter and she was a great Weaver and she was so great everyone would come and like buy her all her weaving and everything and she and then she started boasting and she's like I'm the best Weaver I'm better than Athena and Athena is the goddess of weaving and like Athena Athena is the one that probably taught her weaving you know Athena is the first Weaver yeah so she made the gods mad well so what happened
was that Athena Athena came but disguised as an old old woman and she went up to arachi and she was like Hey you know you know you really shouldn't like say you're better than the gods you know you should you should like say you know nice things about Athena like Athena probably like helped you a lot and she she's trying to be as nice as possible to her but then uh Arachne was like oh what do you know you old lady if
if Athena has a problem with me she'll show up here and and tell me herself and then then Athena was there and so she turned into it her beautiful Athena and they had a a a contest and they they're like they weave weaving contests and so Athena like waved all weaved all these like nice things about like you know the um the gods gifting Humanity The Olive
Tree and like nice scenes beautiful scenes of like the gods doing wonderful things like all the gods you know bestowing gifts on humanity and the gods and the the gods doing good things and then Arachne arachn um tapestry was like you know the days of our lives and it was all it was Zeus aving with with
women turning into a swan and raping women as a swan and then it was like you know these hor all the making all the gods look terrible and all the gods doing terrible things and so but it was a better quality and it was a better tapestry than Athena and even Athena had to admit it was better tapestry but Athena was Superior and she was the
goddess and so she like she hit like Arachne on the head with with her like shuttle three times and then Arachne like was so sad she came committed suicide but and she hung herself but then Athena came and she like poured some oil on her head and it turned like she transformed into a spider and so she was hanging from her thread and so then
she she was the first spider and so she now that's that's it's her she's the spider goddess rachne so that's another another Greek myth did you like that one I hope I told it told it well yeah but um yeah the gods gods are Savage like like you know what mess with Athena because Athena is a goddess of wisdom and she like she's a virgin goddess and
she came right out of Zeus's head like fully formed like as an adult already and so she was like known as the Virgin goddess and uh um she also um she had a she had a temple and then um okay so the gods had a contest once and they said
let's who Whoever has the best gift for Humanity and so Athena Athena gifted the all tree and then posidon gifted the horse and then I think it was between the two of them and then the gods all voted and they said okay the all tree is the best thing so they voted the all tree over the horse so posidon was really mad and so posidon was like I'm
going to get revenge on Athena by Sleeping with one of like the priestesses of her Temple and so she had this beautiful Priestess named Medusa and it was a beautiful beautiful woman and then um so PID I went in the temple and and so there's different versions of the story story words it's like it was consensual it wasn't consensual it was like but they had sex in the temple and
then Athena there's another aspect of the story where where the Thea turned Medusa into the terrible creature as protection because she was being attacked by Poseidon or something like that and so that's why she made her a monster but really um she was very upset because she's the Virgin goddess and so she was very upset that Medusa had sex in the Temple and so I I'm not sure
about the details of it there's different versions of it but so she turned Medusa into the monster and then later um Medusa turned into this this like monster that was in the caves and she would like turn Travelers into stone and like you know or kill people and stuff because she was so horrifying and
then um but Mercury um the god Mercury is is the protector of The Travelers and so he coerced or he like you know he started giving gifts to this guy named persus like like his uh yeah at Le I can get it yeah but she was supposedly the most
beautiful woman like woman in the land first she so but then yeah but then yeah she was a priestess of Athena and everything but yeah she was so so persus went and killed Medusa and like got her head and then anybody that would like doubt his story he would he would like turn them into stone so he says I'm so broken can you tell me of it personally on the phone oh Rosa I'm sorry Rosa are
you on my Discord if you're on my Discord you can like we can do voice chat on it I can't really give my number over this chat um but uh yeah Rosa yeah I'll talk to you on the phone but uh yeah you have to talk you have to talk to me in chat right now and and chat wants to talk to you too and make sure that you're you're not bothering me you're not bothering me at all pursu zum
Medusa but then at alter pursu kilter Athena oops hold on after P's killer Athena made her standard on her Shield yeah so if you look at Athena's Shield there's like a gorgon space because the Medusa but Medusa was also considered one of the Gorgon sisters and the gorgens were
already monsters and like that the temple story was like I think by ID they written much later so you always have to take a little bit of these myths with you appreciate no rose you'll be waiting what's going on here Rose chat wants to talk to you too um you'll be
waiting I I I don't know I'm sorry I but but uh yeah I'm just saying I I can't put my number in the chat and stuff but if you if you're on Discord find me psyche awakens on Discord you I'll talk to you and if you're having a problem okay I don't and if you want if you I can pull you a card too you don't have to like go we're all we're all
hanging out here I'm staying until I get 20 likes tonight I'm just going to stay until I get 20 likes but even if I like get if I get 20 like right now then I'll still stay for another like 15 minutes at least but I'm trying to stay until I get 20 likes tonight see who stops in like a lot of people are stopping in like I'm really like happy about pull a c for Rosa yeah
Rosa are you still here Rosa Ro Jose did I pull you a card Jose already I'll pull you another Ganesha card hold on let put my my my tripod is not much use when I'm like like I'm like like waving all my C
I need my camera you don't know how you don't know how to like live streams you double tap the screen double tap the screen or like there's there's a like a like button you can find it on your Android phone or your PC um if you have a tablet there should be like a like button but it double tap your screen and
it should it should like it yeah who wants a Ganesha card I might have pulled Ganesha cards for you before tonight I might have like it's just like been a nice card to pull nice who wants one first
Rosa well here's a card for Rosa Rosa it says priorities thank you you did it thank you thank you thank you so much but Rosa is say prior ities okay so I hope you're watching this rosette you might have gone already but and but this book is really good with the description of the of the thing but this has priorities and
he's looking at the Lotus and very peaceful very it's very purple nice Sunset it's number third number uh 30 okay so it says priorities so Rosa this message is for you says make the most of your time every day is a gift you have the option
to make the most of Life what life is offering you if you long to create organization in your life you will benefit from prioritizing your ideals determine what you will seek in life your priorities are most visible in how you use your time Ganesha is holding the water lily and emphasizing the importance of your values he encourages
you to know what you truly want what makes you happiest there are always blessings that may not be apparent in the midst of disappointment time is not something that can be saved for leure when it comes to the time allotted in each day you must only have a limited you only have a limited opportunity make your choices about how you spend your
time in accordance with your highest values if you languish or procrastinate sure the moment will be gone re-evaluate how you have been spending your days and how you can strive to be more satisfied in terms of priorities for each ma major decision each uh with education occupation place of residence
marriage or parenting you may ask yourself what will be the impact of my decision in all chance Choice CH choices make sure you are certain of what your priorities are in life relate your goals to ways to bring love and blessings to yourself and the people who you share your life with Time in a Bottle what is that should I do like song request now
hey Christina thank you for coming great to see you tonight love you so I'm gonna do car for Christina too but but someone asked U someone just asked for a card you'd love a Starla rainbow okay do you want
to do you want to um yeah okay I'll do Gan Ganesha card for you this is for Starla thank you I'm looking good thank you very much okay Starla this is his innocence okay hope you can see that
card yeah Jose talk to Rosa I mean you know give her some support in chat too if she's still there innocence 43 thank you for doing that innocence 43 what did that card say for star
says innocence it says the simplest gestures of love and respect can Prevail over even the toughest of hearts in this card the lightness of the aura around Ganesha portrays innocence by being soft and still you give the universe the opportunity to assist you in creating your desires be willing to release any
cynicism have you noticed yourself becoming increasingly critical over time as you gain more experience sometimes the familiarity of situation can cause you to lose touch with your innocence it is only natural to expect similar outcomes as you have had in the past when similar situations present themselves in your life don't forget
though that change and transformation is always possible you're being an opportunity offer an opportunity to approach the situation with renewed peace if you're making changes in your job situation relationships or even this direction of your Life Path approaches with a sense of exploration and the excit Ed curiosity of a child be willing
to let go of the preconceived ideas that have developed over time in your mind allow your heart to be centered in the place of peace I hope you like that how's everybody wow I've been on for a couple hours but it's like it's cool because uh like I get like a lot of different people coming in like and there's like people coming in over different times and it's like now it's
gotten kind of like busy so now I'm not like not in a rush to like end the Stream but I do want to like talk to everybody and like make sure everyone's happy has everyone tonight recenter in a place of Peace yeah always yeah your and your mind can go in all kinds of places you know your mind can like you can like
make you think horrible things sometimes but you just know in your heart like who you are and like that this is just Illusions and just like fears and you know just be like a good person yeah how are my eyes looking tonight my eyes are looking a little bit red right now the other night I they're kind of
doing it tonight but the other night I was looking and my eyes were darting back and forth like a Liz like a lizard's eyes I was getting scared I was like fall for Christina okay of course I don't know I love Christina where's Christina
I see this chrisan this is a card that is magic magic magic is the name of my cat too there's the pattern on it it says the frequency of magic supports our intrinsic ability to grow and expand Beyond this moment to move
toward possibilities and expressions that are Grand and profound as we can imagine all that is required is our believe and our manifestation so you have this magic inside you you can create so many wonderful things like you know infinite possibilities in you infinite
universes just like just so much beauty though and like so much ability to yeah can I I see you're a magical person right okay I hope you like that I'll pull a Ganesha card for you too what is ganes say just says
relaxation yeah I think this is one self-explanatory so take time for yourself you know relax sit back find what makes you happy be in be in you know chats and like around people that support you make
you happy make you feel safe you know and then you can like sit back relax I I love the I I love the imagery you know he's sitting back he's having his he he those those uh some kind of Indian Ball but sitting you back to that yeah have you did you see the Moon
tonight the Moon is beautiful if you haven't looked at the moon like I haven't seen the moon like have this details Netflix and chill with somebody yep that's all yeah yeah I would like to meet someone to next F and chill you love that deck yeah that's cool did I did I pull a card for you Jose from that
deck yet or or or I'll pull another one for you I if I did moon is fake news whoa my God I am you don't know I'll pull one for you I'm old and
disgusting oh my god well thank you I'm not that not really that old I probably I think I a good for my age but yeah I'm not even going to ban you for that though
okay never mind um this is this is empowerment they get this early earlier empowerment
thank you Jah you're but that's but I think I haven't got that many trolls and so it's like yeah and then I'm old Ian they can say I'm a beautiful soul yeah thank you I think this is for Jose empowerment just like a like there's
more power coming from me you you have a good heart and it's like yeah you're focusing your energy right now and so this is like an upgrade for you there's like a spiritual upgrade thank you I don't think I'm a badl looking person but you know I'm not everyone's cup of tea you know there's better looking people than you know but it's
like I have a full headed hair my hair is dry now I've been out of the shower I'm just I'm wearing one of my dad's old or my dad's new shirts that had I'm very handsome thank you thank you so much I haven't shaved a little bit I know do you want to be you want to be a
moderator can still pull it off yeah I'm not like I'm not like yeah also I had a horrifying experience because I I I was on like grinder okay this website called grinder and uh and I met somebody from grinder last year and and then it was like you know in the gay community it's like there's like a lot of just hooking up and stuff like that and then
like so I kind of like lost interest up this first the first date and then uh the person kept texting back and then I just kind of ignore them and ghosted them okay so then I was not really interested in anything and then um then this year like some guy on grinder um I had like I got kind of
drunk one night and was giving my number on grinder and then this guy texted me like a couple weeks later and he's like oh and I was like I don't I don't know if he got my number on grinder or he's got my number got doxed on this guy Trident Channel too okay so I don't know if he got on the either of those ways but I was like oh are you the guy met on grinder he like oh you meet a lot of people on grinder and I was like and
he's like oh send me your photo and then I sent my photo and he's like oh he's like nope or she said like some kind of rude thing at least I have my hair me what do you agree with that one or yeah yeah at least I have my hair I have pretty good hair though I
do yeah that's it's it's like a gay dating app it's called grinder don't listen to what trolls they only attack people because their every something is broken with their own soul thank you thank you Tanya are you mad Dre you want me to unod you I I won't no why are you mad
you guys are you guys all happy no I'm guys no don't ever think I'll take that kind of thing to heart or or my feelings will be hurt I wasn't I wasn't even going to kick him off and then he like he's like he had to say it like again or something like he's not going to be productive or he's not going to learn so I'll I'll just delete those people you don't even have to as a mod I'm not asking you to like delete
anybody you'll do my best and grinders a scan yeah but Grinders a scam but but it did work for me like once and it's like I mean it's like but then it was like I don't like to do that like I don't like to just like hook up kind of thing I don't know I just felt really dirty after afterward and
uh it's not for me like I'm I'm a very I'm a very Disney princess uh program person where I'm waiting for like a night and shiny armor you know kind of thing where it's like I feel like you know I feel it yeah I feel like that I feel like that the character from tangle that that was like locked in this Tower
and then like you know she like just wanted to find this like bad boy boyfriend and they get out of the Tower and stff hurt and pain are Banished with this night fill his heart and home with light oh that is beautiful you are magical and that's so that's so great that you got that card that was like right there it was like just stick to
the rivers and the lakes you used to Don't Go Chasing Waterfalls God I if you ever want to see a good documentary look up like the last days of Lisa Lopez it's a great good documentary it's about like how she goes to um like this island with Dr sebby I don't know if Dr sebby if you ever heard of him he's like a natural
healer he's like a very like natural herbs yeah ladies night yeah yeah ladies I'm not a knight I like this spank oh yeah well you're under waterfall too yeah well do what you got to do you do what you got to do you know it's like as long as you're not hurting anybody you know do what you got to do I'm not going to judge anybody yeah
and it's like you know I prefer to like have dreams and then like and that's like my sex life is like having like wonderful dreams that's like that's my natural
process but yeah I don't know it's like um I'm like I don't like to date people really I get I get really like if people like like me like I don't know I'm just like attract I'm attracted to certain kind of person like it's very and so it's like I will not I not like a
lot of lot of people I talk to like dating wise and I definitely probably will not date people on stream I've already had say I had a bad experience but uh yeah sex life In My Dreams yeah I gotta put myself out there and take R
I know but it's like then I'm like I just want to yeah I feel like it will be fate or if it's meant to happen it will happen and I would like that you don't know if you'll ever open your heart again oh Christina like why I think you will I I need pull a Ganesha card another ganes card Christine I just pull this one it's say capacity to love
and it says you just said you'll never love again like it is this a capacity to love I hope that touches your heart capacity to love you know yes you can love again you because your heart has a huge capacity to love right EXA for let me girls the
right one will come along when the time is right I know and then I have a friend I have a friend uh his name is Sky High 79 and he's like he's a Christian he's he's like so he's trying to say he's like oh homosexuality is wrong he's like he's like fine find um like a female to male transexual he's like find a really
Butch looking woman and like gu there are some transexuals female transexuals that are very you know with the hormones and everything and they look like men ancestors used to hunt Mammoth of course everyone wanted uh grow alive in different times now though yeah you know they found a woolly mammoth across the street from where I grew up they found
like a woolly mammoth and stuff like that uh like the skeletons and willly mm I grew up in palur States and it's a really cool place they also someone was saying name about Atlanta like howbury Estates is like Atlanta it's like um it has a statue of Neptune in the middle of the state of the of the city and it has no street lights and it has um every all
the RO houses have Red Roofs and it's by the ocean and it has peacocks it's a really cool place to grow up and I grew up I've only lived like 10 minutes away from there now it's only 10 minutes down the street but it's like I live in rudondo rudo now but it's a really cool to be able to grow up on the beach cities and stuff I'm very very blessed on Earth um I always was able to like go
to the you AO correct
yeah oh oh my God cuz I I left it out so long oh my God it tastes so bad oh and there's still like a big sip of the left oh oh you've only seen the ocean
three times what the was that or what the hell was that that was a voodoo
Ranger yeah it's a beer it's a it's like a 9% alcohol beer and it's like yeah I also like you know I love the story of cupid and um Cupid and a psyche that's why my name is psyche awakens it's because in the end of cupid
and psyche the last thing that afod had um psyche do to to forgive her or whatever was to go to down to Hell and like get some of pran's beauty but then somebody told her how to do it you have to like put like your put like cors over your eyes pretend you're dead and like
bribe Chiron and then like uh um throw Cerberus like a bone and then like you know or like some kind of food and then like and then and then get get the um Hades and pany and then panie like if she likes you we'll give you some of the beauty um
to take to Aphrodite and then but then by this time pyi was like had done so many tasks and she she was like she looked in the reflection and she was like her eyes were had big bags under them and her hair was all messed up she's like okay well I want a little bit of beauty and that's why my name is psyche because
yeah because so she took the beauty but it was like the be she opened the box there's nothing in the box it was empty except all did was make her fall asleep and so then Cupid like sees psyche like asleep like you know just in the middle of the woods and like like flew down and he's like oh psyche he's like this this how you repay
my love for you and then he took her into to Heaven he he woke her up and so but uh so that's my psyche awakens yeah it's a cute story oh my God I'm so I'm so like not looking forward to the last of of that be but I'm having the best time tonight
and like there's like there's like so many people in the room like for me it's like there's a lot of like I watch so many streams and there's about as many people or likes in the room and it's really where can you look that story up yeah it's just look up Cupid and psyche it's just it's C if you type Cupid and psyche and you can also like I I sell it on my channel on the regular videos my channel you can watch that video it's
like 20 minutes long I tell the whole story it's a great story you love it yeah yeah I didn't tell the whole story I like kind of like put it I hope the Beauty and the Beast part of it it basically psyche was the most beautiful woman and like she reminds me of Lisa Jordana like she's so beautiful like that men are just afraid to talk to her and like um but she but she made the
goddess of love mad because she was so beautiful and then people were worshiping her instead of worshiping epy December 19th Aila aala observers the ancient goddess of farmers and fertility yeah aalia farmers of fertility like theer or or syil they the mountain goddesses and
vegetation and fertility goddesses but uh but psyche um yeah so she made effort jealous and so Aphrodite said to send the cupid uh to send to like make her fall in love with the monster but Cupid went and like he like hit her with the arrow but then he also hit himself with his own arrow and he fell in love with psyche and
stuff like and then he like regretted like like hitting her an arrow and stuff but she was like sacrificed by her family and then the Beauty and the Beast part of it and then Aphrodite gave her all these tasks and then Cupid eventually like comes and rescues her and stuff and makes her to heaven and then they have a child child's name is pleasure pleasure
I think they had a daughter named pleasure or something so that's that story everyone have fun tonight oh I'm almost at almost at 20 likes oh how crazy be like Stewie and say hi and run away yeah is that that Family Guy
reference back ho Leo la cheeki the terror destroyer in my chat this is an honor this is an honor Terror Destroyer is the most annoying person in the world they come into Terror readers chats and then they they will they will spam but mods don't let
Terror Destroyer be they prove herself and be okay they're not going to be nice I'm so Terror Destroyer okay come back try again next year okay I have seen teror so like like but it's funny because that's like a almost like a celebrity appearance because it's I know this per from all these different
chats but they come into the chats and they do the same thing yeah they go they just go into Terror readers chats and then they just like start spamming and stuff like that and they'll she'll probably come back like five times like Yeah well yeah now I'm on her she's
coming to Emma Emma Levis and chat she's coming into um like like but much of other chats I've seen and then it's like and I'm always explaining I was like oh that's Terror Destroyer yeah that's cool though feel I'm getting some notoriety car story need to get late I know but
they really do that they just come in and it's usually like it's usually gets really weird they'll just like um repeat other people's comments and then like over and over over there one night there's these two ladies that were on and they were so they're like oh my God and then ter St kept coming back and
back and back I am a celebrity yeah but so yeah um I do have like a lot of sun placements I have a lot of or first house placements I have the Sun Moon um ascendant Mercury Mars all in the first house and that's all like identity and everything and like yeah I don't know if are you guys
are having conversations I'm sorry if you're I'm missing comments or anything Christine psych This Love on Emma's Channel I am I don't know I I probably I'm infamous on Emma's Channel but yeah I had a really good night with Emma last night I had a really fun fun night she's a really nice person she's a really um I've never have anything bad to say
about her um she is an awesome reader like go to Emma Leviathan yeah so I I but I'll just let you guys see like what they I mean will this destroy my stream you don't have to you don't have to time them out or anything I just want to see what what it can do it's very interesting this is an experiment okay see usually YouTube will make them stuff
so that was so what what was that a calendar Emma I think I've seen her lives oh yeah yeah Emma Emma's good at so we just and we should like we had we had such a good reading last night and uh we had such a fun reading last night
it was like amazing and then uh she wears a black Wings yeah exactly she has really cool black she's very beautiful you know from the chat you're cool no bad vibes yeah well thank you so much thank you like sometimes I say I say I say dumb things I like I was her mod and then it's like we came to an
agreement like it was best that I wasn't her mod anymore but it was like we're still friends kind of thing where it's like that was not the important that was not the friendship was not based on being a the Friendship is like what we have and and so we still talk we were still talking and then she's like she like gave me like a much better reading
um I wonder if it's like a bot or like somebody like somebody paid for that to do that second read you can feel the energies for real you can thank you I want I I love to connect I love to I and it's like I really just do do feel like it comes from my heart and and my my my mind and it's like you know combined
like like whatever I feeling it's a bot I know it's a bot but it's like how did it get here like like somebody like paid for it to be like I just don't understand that part like or it's like somebody determined because I've talked to that person before I like said things and they'll they like they've talked to me kind of be back a little bit but it's like I don't really remember what we
said they're not trying to chat they're just like they're just trying to disrupt the chat I read the cards well thank you thank you so much Jose yeah and I want to do I want to do a really good reading for you too like again like and I I'll even I mean I'll pull more cards tonight but who built the bot oh dirty BMX or is here oh my God
what is up dude who built the bot I don't know Satan who who build these who builds these Bots I don't know Terror Destroyer like somebody somebody like has a bot specifically that annoy tarot card readers but hey dirty bmxer I love I love you yeah I don't know who build but yeah like Satan builds all these
horrible things you it you went against something it'll pop up older yeah see the guys you probably you probably know each other from different places I know you guys from here it's like it's so great like being able to meet people and I'm so glad I I'm so glad this is my last sip though because this beer is like getting
like I think it's been out for two hours but this is the vood Ranger Imperial IPA this this is what I drank this was a big one and I drank a whole bottle of champagne I all I have left all I have left after this is orange juice and weed and it's still like I'm just going to hang out for longer yeah I I'll let you guys see what ter does it's like now
it's like all my is that upside down if there's Tom Tomatoes what's going on here see now it's getting personal now just because if it's a bot it's not going to say now it's throwing Tomatoes at me I drink that swill yeah I was I drink them with this is what I drank earlier I drink a Mell and
then I drink a blod and then I'm almost done cheers okay my last one what is it saying what is it saying the tear is closing in oh shut
up what the what the freak is going on here what is that who who's sending that bot to me what it must be Satan I think I'm always pissing off Satan a me and the message keeps I know Christina it's a those messages keep popping up I
don't I'm I'm trying to delete them a nun is typing away furiously some nun oh yeah don't piss off a nun seriously yeah no I I know know they're hidden Christina but then they come back I mean it's say I have I have I have like several I have like a 10 accounts
so like I I can like come back in people's chats 10 times you know but I'm seriously banned 10 out of 10 accounts on some Satan hates us I know well that's why I'm in the Army to defeat Satan that's why I'm with Emma levithan in the sakas Army so but you know also Satan's not a horrible person you know it's like I
just want to I'd rather stand on his good side right now it's my fault somehow I know should I make terot Destroyer or mod that that that would be like wouldn't that be that was is that like a reverse psychology kind of thing I'm trying to think no I should not make them mod should not should I make them that' be so funny and then no I'm not
I'm not going to and ter Destroyer stay away Forever cast them out yeah next time they say something I'll cast them but I want to see what they're saying yeah no it's it was reverse psych I just want to see if maybe that would make them like say behave and say something but yeah it's probably not a good idea I know I would not mod them though because I've seen mods I've seen mods do crazy
things I I don't even tell the people with the mon up oh my God some of these some of these I mean I mean he always gets kicked out it might surprise him yeah you can kick him out if you want to now I mean I mean like it's just
interesting that's an interesting it's kind of interesting text he did though yeah like whatever what are you going to say anything that's going to offend me no I I'm I'm like I I'm like I cannot be
offended any more than that already happened so
oh oh the power of tarot lesbian is unbelievable Tera lesbian just behave yourself thank you Galacticus yeah ter yeah she she calls herself ter
I remember from another CH we I'm being attacked by the terror Destroyer tonight but I I don't think it's bad for my I think it's helping my numbers I think I don't know even if like there's Terror destroyers three people in the
chat it's fine it's like my numbers are up tonight I'm almost at my 20 people hey what's up Galacticus thank you thank you for being here thank you for helping thank you hope you're doing good tonight you want a card you're a new mod so you're a little slow at your mod job it's okay
I'm not a very good mod I'm not a very I'm I'm a better I'm a better show host than a mod py you're gonna have a lot of more viewers soon I am is that your prediction I bet yeah bet thank you I bet you have some power I terrorist attack yeah dirty BMX are you doing that you have nothing to do with that do
you I thought we were friends bmxer you're sending the terror Destroyer don't love yourself a Burger King because they got cameras everywhere I don't know go yourself what what are you talking about go go masturb McDonald's why don't you
okay then drink the Grimace shake you do not do that okay good did I read your card BM maxer I want to pull you a Ganesha card I want to pull you a card I drink now I'm out of alcohol now I want to pull anybody that have has I want but I
and I mean now I'm at almost 3 hours tonight oh my god this is my longest stream you love the Grimace Shake I love the videos of the people drinking the Grimace shake and they they drink it and they explode and you have not pulled you a card
okay this one says for old dirty bmxer it says understanding I love that it looks like the the eye on the dollar bill kind of it's very Illuminati thank you guys for helping me out tonight my ex-boyfriend ain't coming back these are getting personal my
ex-boyfriend I don't I don't want him to come back I dumped him okay who cares okay acceptance you see McDonald's the worst oh my God I I ate McDonald's yesterday it's like I mean it's like it's not great but you know you can get two McDoubles for $4 so not
terrible that that card I mean the card the card is self-explanatory okay I hope you like that it's understanding and look it's like number 15 it's number six so number six 15 is awesome number six you want me to read from the book I'll read from the book for
you cuz I like you so much I can find the book yeah I found the book okay number 15 for old dirty bmxer because he's my friend he's uh hold on so 13 he's my friend from like Benny's Channel and uh he's
supporting my channel tonight so be next okay understanding Clear Vision is the gift of seeing with not only your physical eyes but also with spiritual the eye of Ganesha symbolizes a state of grace that is reached through your willingness through your spiritual work
in this lifetime as you focus on your life lessons you reclaim the true meaning of your being you have the talent and the determination to continue on the course before you the eye holds the key to your higher Consciousness hold on to your higher consciousness
yeah I hold your higher Consciousness where is that okay um can as you give yourself permission to be free in order to attain the joy that your heart desires sounds gay that was not for you Jah and I know
because R is probably picking up on like old BMX old BMX probably thought that was gay or something I'm sorry U there's the wrong de was the wrong okay people are fleing the room okay hold on so you really need to do what you have been so I really just need to do what you've
been feeling yes exactly yeah and uh old dirty bmxer you you you already picked up on you picked up on the energy old dirty BMX it says you have a new idea coming
too old dirty BMX there a conception it's like a conception it's like something new it hit close right now good okay good this also says conception so you you have a new idea the frequency of conception invites us to bring our Consciousness to our Origins the place
where everything in creation begins it helps us to remember the infinite potential and possibilities of the space and what we can manifest through our own focused awareness and atttention I really love I love on the cards the uh description on the cards that say I would have to stay longer however
I have to prend my everyday life will definitely tuned again thank you T you've been here for so long tonight thank you too oh and I just want to make sure you go CU we're all friends and I want everyone to check out everyone's Channel too I know I'm I'm wrapping up I'm going to wrap up at one 190 minutes and you
know people are people are like are like uh yeah I love you Jose Jose I hope I hope I like um helped you tonight thank you for helping me tonight let's all let's all hug each other like I'll stay for another six minutes can you get a card yes you want a card
yeah it says Revelation I love this one it's very purple you send any good vibes Christina Thank you Good Vibes to you I love you guys this is revelation okay I'll read from the book on this one
too it's number 15 the 15 is also the devil card but maybe maybe the Revelation can come through a lot of places so 15 is the traditional devil card so it says Revelation it says get ready for key changes in your external and internal worlds you've come to the end of a cycle and it's time for you to
create something new through this card Ganesha is indicating that it's time to break down some of the structures that you've created in this world this has the potential to feel painful and challenging if you resist the process the Revelation is coming to you uh May relate to your ego and your illusion of separateness from others you will develop a new perspective on things and
your revelation will help you grow stronger wiser more composed thought I was reading the one person I was ban oh no no it's okay it's okay J no don't worry no worries you will develop a new perspective on things and your revelation will help you grow stronger wiser and more composed you may encounter some challenges along the way
but those are necessary for your spiritual growth and Enlightenment yes Dr of course Honesty will bring about a positive change even if you experience some pain and anxiety throughout the process when you begin to reach for your goal you will come to realize your true security and strength lie within yourself and your relationship with the universe and not in some false belief
system or artificially created World be willing to reveal the truth of in those around you so that's even about like even ganes himself knows he's like part of this illusion all this is all this is uh a lot of this is Maya illusion and what's really important is like the love the emotions that that
while we're here well to make the best of the illusion and to to mold the Illusion in our favor and our image and things like that but Gia Gia wants a card too Jia you you get a special ganes card card tonight we we're doing ganesa tonight this is cute childlike expression
Jah it's real so the emotions give it color but J do you like this one this this is cute give it a color you give it the emotions of color well yeah but this one's like like the color of the sun this is like a a bright happy almost reminds me of the sun card the
sun card is like this like this like boy riding a hor is just like in the Sun and just like innocent and free childlike expression what does that say under the so it says you can Champion your inner it says in truth within Every Soul exists an aspect known as the inner child so is it
time for you to get in contact with your inner child jiah jiah is there like you know I hope you maybe you have kids and then you can like live your you know like experience your childhood again through the through your own kids and that's always fun for like for like adults and everything but if you don't like just remember you have this child inside of you this inner
child so you can Champion your inner child that's your card the Sun but the sun is a harsh Master yeah well so what what is look up look up the number 12 card isn't traditional tarot I'm sorry blanking out I'm blanking out on it right now um Justice or judgment but
not the Hang Man The Hang Man and then 13 is death 12 but anyway you can Champion your inner child's emotional life by listening carefully to what you need and want in your own heart you may have been taught to give up your own desire for the sake of others this is not necessary Ganesha
is bringing the guidance that not acknowledging your desires and needs takes away from your life force and defeats your spirit as a child you are a sensory expert it is now time to restimulate your inner child's ability to look listen touch explore the world in order to reconnect with your own emotions so just remember how you saw the world as a child and
like experience things for the first time as a child and uh just like see things innocently and see things from A New Perspective and see things like uh as exciting and like uh you know new experiences and think how think how amazing like uh things look when you're a child and
everything you must have become a vampire you must become a vampire understood yeah live forever live forever find that Eternal youth Eternal youth particle and uh yeah but it's also about it's also about find your inner child it's not about the Peter Pan syndrome or anything it's about just
expressing yourself in an innocent way you know just being innocent I hope that made sense for you I I have it resonated for you I hope you liked it I hope it I hope it was like good and uh yeah I'm just drinking orange juice now guys I just have orange juice left
tonight you have to wear tights yeah the it's the Peter Pan syndrome Jah it's you know now you're Peter Pan come to never Neverland meet Tinker Bell you know do some pixie dust with me and then we'll fly and then um and we'll never grow old right just
want to share ancient incantation for you okay Christina thank you I'm sure I want to hear I want to hopefully hopefully she she's not mad at me right now and then it'll be I know it I know it'll be a good
condition be all positive I you're sl typing okay no problem no thank you like okay you're welcome you're
welcome no problem Jah I appreciate you for being here and and for supporting my channel and for being friendly to me in chat thank you guys I'm going to stay for 200 minutes because I'm still not I'm still not 20
likes and if I do get to 20 likes I'll still sit for another 10 minutes because that'll be a thank you for the 20 likes but I know I'm going to rrap up soon but it's fun being on for a long time too because it's just like different people will have a chance to stop by and stuff and then it's like you know I love everyone that comes in here
except for tarot Destroyer tarot Destroyer get a life what the I mean please we live in all things live in us we oh we live in all things and all things live in us we dedicate this practice to others
to celebrate the joy of living oh you that you would drink with me thank you Christina I love that I love that I love that prayer thank you so much I'm an awesome guy thank you Jose I'm just in Los Angeles I'm in Rondo Beach you know you you have a hot Mex
Mexican guy you can have with you have a hot you have a hot uncle or
something Christina Blessed Be thank you so you're you're beautiful what a beautiful way to to start wrapping up the show too what's my my mind last words let's he oh well yeah last word I'm almost at 200
minutes I'm going to stop at 200 minutes yeah Christina you seem to be in Santa well whatever religion you are I support you I support you it's just it's like just please please direct NE um positive energy toward me and negative energy away from me you know
always always uh support each other and like you know let's I pray I can let's I can do a prayer like I pray that all of us reach our highest guidance all of us reach our higher selves all of us find happiness in life all of us become
prosperous all of us have love in our hearts all of us find what we're looking for all of us improve ourselves in the way we want to improve whatever religion yeah F religion F any this just a prayer from the heart non religious prayer this just my my
prayer from my heart this and my you know I'm not a cult leader I'm not like anything like that I'm I'm not like any kind of trying to um possess you you know possess you or like uh affect you or you know that's why you feel the power yeah I'm trying
to feel the spirit and tell and tell you what I'm just feeling off the top of my head so thank you guys for being here
though you want to possess me get in line yeah no I can't no I just said I don't want to possess you did you see that no but but but I mean it's like Christina is cute yeah yeah you you don't want to be possessed you want to be in your own power and your own spirit and that's why
I said I don't want to possess you I'm not a cult leader and because cult leaders want to put everyone under their own spirit and I think everyone has their own unique Spirit everyone has their own path I'm just here to help people I was left in an airport Texas cuz your best friend freaked out not calling calling you a witch oh yeah
it's like that's just words you know it's like which you like this exit
better I I like I feel like there's a there's there's good things to be possessed by I think by the way I think there's like there's there's spirits of love I think there's a spirit of love that you can be possessed by and it's it's a positive spirit and it's like I think there's there's spirits of hate and there's spir
there's negative spirits and things Lu chrisy I'm sorry that's horrifying you left in the airport with okay I'm I'm sorry guys
he left his luggage in his tickets well that's I mean there's always like there's always like little things that's the that's the universe giving you gifts and that's the universe helping you out in certain ways an interesting experience know one time this girl came to visit me and everyone like we would walk in the
street and everyone would be like calling her and like like and like all homeless people would get really like crazy around her and stuff like that it was like so interesting and it was like she had the spirit Spirit on her and some people I think yeah I think yeah you know I think you but you never
know who you're talking to like some people are very spiritually um spiritually connected and they're like they can see things and so there's you know as long as you can like find friendly people it's just like the Fairy like the fairy world there's a lot of friendly fairies and there's a lot of unfriendly fairies in the
world Pariah well what do you mean Pariah like a social Pariah like like like you're you know what Pariah what what context are you saying the Pariah thing and know like Hester PR was a pariah and like scet letter and stuff like that like
PR no I hope I didn't scare people away just want to create spiritual ties well I mean you said there was a girl a girl they yell at I said there was a girl there yell at but I'm sorry explain more I'm sorry if I'm missing
something I'm sorry guys if I uh I know if I like I've had like a little bit to drink and so I don't want to like hope I didn't say something wrong or something like that that's just me Christin I want to create a spiritual
tie yeah Jose it's like you know spiritual tie I mean I'm not I hope you're not talking about vampirism or anything like that I don't want I don't want you know my chat like vampiring each other you're getting sleepy thank you for the reading you're welcome Christina yeah I'm getting sleepy too it's been 200 minutes I'm getting sleepy do I look
sleepy well I still have this much orange juice left so maybe I'll stay until 205 I'll stay I'll stay until everyone else leaves and then I'll be like oh my gosh are you laughing Jose love good night Christina thank you for being here thank you for being a great mod a good friend and uh I love you I love you so much okay I'll do
another reading pretty soon thank you for being my
friend it's getting down there but I still don't have 20 and so I'll pull just like another card for the
chat Christine good night give you an invite on Discord of course I will right this says Embrace oh this one's a cute one look pretty soon I'll have more good night Christina this is Embrace but look
hug your hug your pet ganes had a rat he he had a he had a rat that he loved okay and he he rode this R not rat is his like Chariot he like he rides the rat around the rat loves him and like so he's embracing it this 11 it's a number 11 I think that's a good card to go out
on okay I'll read the I'll read the book that one where's the book okay did you guys have fun tonight on this long long stream this is pretty funy you have a Discord send you invite as well okay sure
Jose you got it you can be on my Discord my Discord is very controversial though there's a lot of fighting on it and like I hope I hope you can I hope you can like be on my Discord because good night Christina 11 Embrace believe in yourself and others and discover deeper
importance in your being okay recognize that your interactions with others are important you just came in the back end it was cool cool healthy relationships require a lot of work to maintain them in many parts of the world hugging is recognized as a familiar kind of greeting in addition to being a manner of acknowledgement or support and
reassurance of for someone else Ganesha is encouraging you to make maintain a Compassionate Heart I think this is good for everyone everyone to listen to Compassionate Heart be nurturing toward yourself and others there will be a lot of lot to be gain from seeing things from a practical or downto Earth perspective when it comes to dealing
with others or pertaining to your present circumstance focus on creating a balanced life for yourself remember that the more can be accomplished uh when you are Serene be imaginative and helpful deal with issues as they arise keep your wits about you while you determine the best source of action and seek Simple
Solutions to fix the problem with minimal loss or minimal fuss depending on the relationship of people involved a hug can symbolize familiarity love affection or friendship a person may hug another or show support Comfort or console these are exchanging of energy to take place place as you
give and receive at the same time yeah that's beautiful about hugs they're like hugging is like you're giving and receiving at the same time it's just like a compassionate energy of togetherness and so that's just saying go hug somebody okay and I hope you had a great night guys tonight this was fun I I I spent 200 two 200 minutes and so
yeah we had a great night tonight I just want to thank you for being here have a great
night hugs are safe spaces have a great night guys unless anybody has anything else to say I love you guys I don't I feel bad leing when
there's five people in here because like that's there's five people sitting there like wanting to talk or want to say something so if anybody else needs anything tonight I'll be happy to talk to you I'll stay I'll stay until I finish my orange juice but I'm almost done with the orange juice though three okay so everyone's good tonight okay thank you
guys good night guys thank you guys love you you have a good night
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