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Psyche celebrates his 44th birthday with a tarot reading stream, sharing personal reflections on survival, resilience, and gratitude, and welcoming a new rescue cat named Rudy into his home.
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Browse era →hey guys what's up thank you for coming guess what day it is it's January 7th it's my birthday it's my birthday Lenor you're saying happy birthday guys it's my birthday today so my I'm turning 44 oh
gosh what's up everybody thank you for coming thank you for the like let me just fix my camera fix the camera a little bit okay thank you for coming guys I had a fun day today I had a fun
day did I have Sunday fun it was Monday Funday it was a Monday Funday but uh a lot of things got worked out today in my life and uh I'm happy sleeping energy thank you H thank you so much for a happy birthday
I'm 44 today big 44 44 can you believe it another year and uh today's also a special day because today I have a I have a new I have a new new little furball coming into my
life my neighbor called me yesterday or not my neighbor my old family friend she said I'm moving away and I have a cat and I can't take the cat and so would you be able to take my cat in he's 15 years old his name is Rudy he's a little he's a little old man he likes to sleep
around the house and stuff and uh he needs a place place to live he needs a new forever home so I said bring Rudy over and Rudy will be my new one of my new cats okay so I'm blessed I'm 44 today January 7th I had a fun night I
watched one of my favorite movies on my on my Discord my friends even if I don't have a million friends that are all able to he to be with me I I do have a lot of friends on on YouTube and I uh I'm very blessed person hey do you want to come over here magic and say happy birthday to me
here's magic magic wants to say happy birthday too that's magic my little magic magic you're getting a friend tomorrow you're getting Rudy Rudy's gonna be here you get a older brother to come older adopted brother to come hang out with you thank you thank you so much Magic's
happy I'm happy brms happy birthday oh thank you brms is sing happy birthday happy birthday to you happy birthday to you we wish you a happy birthday and we and with we love you too thank you so much I love you guys too and I'm happy to spend my happy birthday with you guys thank you it's my last one oh thank you
brumms that's very optimistic maybe it's my last one who knows but I think I'm gonna I'm GNA live on in the astral you can't kill me I can't I can't uh I'm not going to disappear forever so if it's my last birthday I'll it'll be last happy year where am I from I'm from Los Angeles California thank you for coming to my
chat welcome in everybody we're doing tarot tonight it's my birthday today it's my birthday stream so I'm in a good mood I had a good day you know I'm a blessed person no matter what no matter what happens to me I'm a blessed person and I've had a good life and I'm I'm a happy person okay so and I want I want to
spread the love to everybody so I'm from Los Angeles yeah my neighbors came today they gave me a wonderful uh wonderful gifts I got a balloon I'm going to bring the balloon over so everyone knows look I got a balloon it could be life is too short
you never know what's going to happen day to day I guess uh every day I guess your last we enjoy life to the fullest live love love right I I lasted this long I I I I I survived a lot of things guys I've been stabbed I've been stabbed before with actual somebody stabbed me in the ear right and that's I was going to die that
night I made it out I've died a few times I've survived car accidents I've survived I've survived um when I was a child I I survived how old am I I'm going to be turned 44 today it's my birthday you guys see I didn't think you know and they say the average gay person's lifespan is is
a 30 years old so guys I'm I'm already 14 years you're actually pooping while watching the stream oh good dick that's interesting well send a sound effect about that it's okay yeah I don't mind scatalogical humor or anything like that right happy oh thank you CERN you're singing Happy Birthday to me too happy birthday de psyche happy birthday to you thank you
CERN thank you I appreciate it it's gonna be a good birthday this year I'm still younger than your dad yeah hey Trix do you want to come say hi to the chat and say happy birthday to me no church is running away hey magic can you come over though magic is coming over to say happy birthday to me happy birthday it's
Christina oh good hey what's up sir noos thank you CERN thank you guys I appreciate it yeah we're having a happy birthday stream so you know I'm in an extra good mood today so if you have any requests want to talk about or anything but I had a good day hold what did say what the why would gay make you
less time well the gay makes you less time because um a lot of gay people are higher suicide rates a lot of gay people have higher drug addiction rates alcoholism rates they have a lot more kick being kicked out of their family they have a lot more homelessness and they they have a lot more negative things happen to them they have a higher incarceration rate so there's a lot of reasons that why a gay person would have
a less um long lifespan it's not it's not it's not not necessarily an easier life right but my life is good my life is good I have people that love me I'm I'm safe I'm happy and so I love you guys the cat's cute your parents are gay that never happened to them yeah well that's they're lucky they're they're they're
blessed people they probably they have fames that love them because a lot of lot of gay people don't have families that love them then why be gay it seems like a terrible idea is it something that you can choose is it something that you consciously chooses your life a a lot of gay people would like say it's easier to
be straight person right I love you guys exactly but even if it's not a choice you you the best with your circumstances and there's nothing wrong with it right the problem is the world the world is not accepting of it the world in the world it's it's scapegoats everyone were blamed for everything everything going
wrong with the world we're always blamed um we're called all kinds of names there's negativ ity to it but there's also a lot of positivity there's POS people that love us right when was someone when was something about being in your class are you a teacher I'm a teacher I'm a teacher about um I'm a teacher about a lot of different things
but I'm not an official school teacher I'm a I'm a teacher on YouTube I'm a I'm qualified to be a teacher about many things right but I'm not official accredited teacher for a school but I I think I I think I can teach people a lot of things though right there's nothing wrong with it and there's and I'm not saying there's anything wrong with it I'm saying there's more to deal with there's
there's a lot more different things and if you if you're gay and you have people that love you and you have a supportive family that's that's a very thing it's a very important thing I've never literally never heard anything like that about gay people being at fault for for anything can you give example okay so they say why is the world in degeneracy right now it's because of the drag queen story
time can you have you heard that that example about it have you heard the gays are are making everything they're corrupting the youth that they're they're immoral they're they're taking down the morals of the world that kind of thing right it's only in America yeah but I'm in America so I that's what I've dealt with I'm in Los Angeles California
it's a very accepting place but it's still not easy here right so guys you never know what people are dealing with with not only gay people no but but it's we're the easy people to to blame things on because we're not even going to fight back about it we're we're pretty nice about it
right some are but some groups are types of people there's good and bad right that's what I believe too but I'm saying the conservative like the Republican or not Republican necessarily my family is all Republicans but conservatives will say yeah there's good and bad in every people that's true but I'm saying that
there if you look at statistics there's a higher incarceration rate there's a higher drug and alcohol rate there's a higher depression rate there's a higher suicide rate there's a higher mental illness rate and so there's a lot of different things to consider you know there's a higher intolerance rate
there's a less chance I drink a little bit hey Jakey what's up Jakey some people say the Bible that God said that he didn't want Gaye but he actually doesn't care he loves and treats everyone the same I believe that where's the beard everyone's saying I look like too much like Abraham Lincoln you know so I shaved it off so I look a and I I'm also getting older I want to look a
little bit younger now drink two beers a day that's good that's good because a couple couple drinks a day keeps the doctor away right you want to back well will'll grow back it will grow back that's the thing about beers is they'll grow back my hair grows my beard Grows Right but is every guys I don't want to bring you down and and talk about depressing things I want to make
everyone happy laugh and everything but I do want to make everyone know like to be uh be considerate to to other people and things like that what's up City how are you good to see you wonderful to see you it's my birthday today City turning 44
it's my birthday so we're in a good mood today go have PTSD and anxiety and a ADHD probably a little bit of all those right you went from 30 to 15 real quick I L 30 before now I L 15 thank you I just have to shave my beard I'm 44 yeah I'm an old
I'm turning into an old man now but you have both not ADHD yeah I have a little I think I have a a mild milder case of ADHD thank you city thank you we're doing tarot readings tonight though and uh we're do we're having happy we're having a happy birthday party for everybody look at my I have a balloon and I'm so happy today I have a happy
birthday balloon my my neighbors brought me thank you Corvette guy thank you city thank you bro you're 40 well you know 40 is the new 30 right okay but I had a fun day though I had a good day yeah my neighbors are awesome I'll show you my neighbors bought me a six-pack of uh six-pack of voodoo Ranger
they brought me a Cheesecake Factory cheesecake they brought me a thing of cookies they brought me me uh some cash they brought me a gift card hey Jamie what's up Jamie you missed the movie We're to start the movie tomorrow but well you have all them including OD obsessive dissociative disorder or what's OD tell me about
it yeah and you know we all we can all have we can all have something we there's something that's that's considered a mental disorder you know being being gay was considered a mental disorder in the 70s until 1973 right I'm good we're good I'm good we had a lot of drama today you're pretty depressed living alone in this awful
apartment you have an apartment be thankful you you have a roof over your head you can make your apartment as as you can decorate it however you want you can uh you have a you can lock your door you can uh have a pet you couldn't load it but you're here okay good yeah Love Is Love and guys I love you guys and thank you for guys for being here
tonight I wanted to be on a lot tonight yeah occupational def uh def disorder or something like that I can't it goes along with ADHD OD yeah I think it's obsessive OB an obsessive disorder but I can have that we all have um some of these things at at times in our
lives you know but we can all control you need some friends we PRS you can go on my Discord you make some friends you can you can make um friends here I love you too thank you cityy and anyone want wants a card I'll pull cards for you nobody better not judge my BFFs are gay I love them yeah thank you and Jamie Jam's never
judged me yeah and I never judge you guys no matter what you know who you choose to who you choose to love right and uh or who you choose not to love you know you're all you're all everyone has the freedom to decide these things for themselves and I love you guys right guys I just I just upgraded my Discord
today I got the the the Nitro the Discord Nitro I got I upgraded it so I boosted my server and now now I can use cool emojis I also you know we had some you treat everyone the same until they're mean or disrespectful to you right all is Wonderland and I love that book Alison
Wonderland have you ever read that book it's a good book Alison Wonderland Peter Pan you know those books have been written over a hundred years ago and those are like still the top five books in the world Elis in Wonderland hours ago you were in YouTube hanging uh hoping you were on I need a
card reading dude oh okay and out okay sleeping energy sleeping energy wants a card I'm going to do her her card right now because she says she needs a card right now sleeping energy look at this this this one for sleeping energy it's divine support and so you know no matter how you're
feeling you have this support from the higher Powers you're being given a a little handout a little gift from the higher Powers wanting to say that they're supporting you you're not forgotten you're not alone okay I'll read from the book says Divine support right and anybody else that wants a card tonight
you can get one okay you like the card good so this is divine support it says and this is this is for this person but this is also everybody can take this to Heart Right it says oh is a powerful tool for bringing focus and awareness into the deeper meaning of life because this is a symbol for oh
thank you Jamies for the birthday wishes yes my birthday today and also I remember om is the is Ganesha upside down right uh yeah well everyone's welcome here the chat the chat is familyfriendly but it says Ganesha is strongly associated with the mystical symbol m the sacred m is the most important
universal symbol in the divine presence of H Hinduism the one use of the use of the M sound is one way to help you connect to Divine support available to you now so connect to this higher higher wisdom right Ganesha is ready to share his wisdom knowledge and guidance that is innate within his being you now have the opportunity to cultivate a closer relationship with Ganesha or any
ascended master or Divine being that resonates you because you know guys we have the highest highest God but we also have all these helpers helpers along the way Galacticus thank you for coming little get you feel Angels aliens in the military that's awesome well find the find the best ones and I they can all help you in some way but it says drawing the Divine support
facilitates a greater connection to your Divine voice because you have your own God voice right which can be a source of inspiration and great wisdom in times of uncertainty or challenge get ness's desire is to assist you on your Life Path know that he is guiding you away from Fear distress and anguish and towards the light and love at the center of your being because that's what you really are is love and light right
consider chanting the tone or listening to the recording of M to bring the energetic shift that's seen at this time so I I think you're I think you're in tune with your your higher self and this higher Divine energy and you're also receiving this this assistance from this the higher Realms okay so you're going
to be okay okay and uh think positively I'm looking good you're proud of me thank you it's my birthday toight you know it's January 7th it's my 44th birthday today January 7th 1981 I was born thank you I'm looking good yeah I've been doing some push-ups I've been
moderating my alcohol been trying to eat eat better thank you thank you so much Galacticus you're awesome you're so awesome thank you
and you all are awesome and I love you guys you guys you guys are my my motivation for being here for uh for doing what I do you going be 44 and 44 so we're the same age that's awesome April you appreciated that card yeah but the galactic um sleeping
energy do the M sound M and get that that's going to call in call this energy it's going to be an invocation for you the M okay A M or o m but you do have this higher energy filling into you and helping you all all every step of the way you relate
yeah good and uh we're the same age what's up ver tag yeah and everyone say hi to each other everybody if you guys got a channel if you guys want want to promote your Channel Channel if you want help anything there will not be any bashing of gay words here on here permanently deleted you'll not tolerate that we love everyone yeah but you know some people
don't don't they're from a different culture about that and so they can they say those words and and they don't mean them and but we do want everyone to love each other you guys want to see Lenor Lenor can Lenor everyone's calling for
you so L nor coming over yeah not here ever we want to keep it a friendly place we don't want anyone to feel uncomfortable right this Lenor why do people hurt each other yeah that's a good question maybe because maybe because everyone hurt has their own hurt in their own way and then they're lashing at other people but everyone just wants to be loved seea
Lenor wants to be loved Lenor is so happy you guys know tomorrow or today I'm getting a new cap I said no more cap cats ever I have so many cats you want a card you want a card ver I got you but they said I said no more cats and then my my uh my family
friend called me and she said I have I'm moving and I have a little problem I can't take my cat with me and uh can you take my cat in he's 15 years old yeah viers scrolling yeah exactly but she said he's 15 years old his name is Rudy he's just like a little old man and he likes to he likes to lay around relax
around the house he wants to be around around other cats he wants to be in a nice house and can you take R Rudy in and so I said bring Rudy over tomorrow and Rudy can come in and I said I said my cats might fight with him a little bit it might be a little getting used to but I'm I'm very happy to take in Rudy
right and so Rudy's coming do you want to see a picture of Rudy I can show you a picture of Rudy this is Rudy's coming today I'm really excited I love getting a new fur baby I call them fur babies right so I'll show you Rudy what Rudy looks
like let's get Rudy can we see Rudy I want to show you guys some pictures I have a little video I have a couple pictures of Rudy my Discord was very active today so I have to scroll up a lot but yeah you'll see Rudy and by the way guys um I have a Discord if
you're 18 or over you can join my Discord I have the upgraded Nitro membership um so I have a good I have a good server it's fun maybe I'll have to look at my my photo my discord's just too crazy right now okay let's see
camera that's videos okay so here's Rudy yeah do I have a volume hey Kitty hold on say hi to Johnny I'm Johnny by the way discord's a fun little chat but here's here's Rudy
coming today we'll play it again hold on
so here's a picture of him right there that's Rudy that's GNA be Rudy okayy Rudy Kitt kitty say hi to
Johnny that's Rudy so and Rudy's like a little he's a little bit Red Cat yeah thank you thank you um thank you Katie yeah Rudy's gonna be really cute he looks like one of my cats that I had named Romeo Romeo Romeo ran away but thank yeah thank you Katie that's awesome and you guys can click on the
Discord link and we have a fun Discord but just just be prepared you know it's an adult Discord and also there's there's not drama on it there's there's a lot of fun on it a lot of the drama drama has disappeared but there's still a lot of discussion on there right now so it be a little bit active of a Discord but I think you'll I think you'll have fun
there as long just as long as you're 18 I want to keep it an adult Discord right cats are running around right now there's Lenor there's magic um there's tricks over there you couldn't copy the link oh hold I'm going to pin the link for you ver tag and then you can find
the find the link thank you City awesome pin this link P the message yeah I appreciate you City it it's a fun it's a fun Discord it's not there's not really too much drama we're all friends
there um but it has had a little has a little drama in the few last few days but the drama is pretty much over and uh everyone gets along there and you'll have fun there right
awesome we're happy to have you there and I love you and thank you I'm so happy I met you you know we're we're fans of Saint Saint's awesome awesome awesome person I love Saint I'm a mod for Saint and uh I met you I did a reading for you on his channel and it was just a good vibe
right what's Discord without drama yeah but now on Discord I joined the the Nitro the premium Nitro so I I have a I'm gonna have some more custom emojis for you guys to use okay I will I'm gonna try to add ver tag right
now your name is ver tag on Discord ver tag I'll add you right now let's see if I let's see if I can figure it out though add invite friend I need to figure it out I'm a little bit
three sheets to the wind right now but if anyone can help me out that ver tag yeah there's the link on pinned at friend can I search by the name I'm going to try it I'm just going
to post the link again in the in the YouTube chat maybe the other link will work yeah you can join we we do movie Nights we were watching elvar tonight we we watched last night we watched Follow That Bird we have these little voice chats we have discussions and we also recommend
other channels it couldn't click okay I'm gonna I'll try to figure it out I'll figure it out for you my friend but if anybody else can search for ver tag at a friend ver tag and then add them but I'm going to try to figure out right now um um I just have to search for my
channel so does anyone want to reading tonight I'm going to pull a card for people back on my channel okay hold on there is okay I posted the I posted another link hopefully that one will work I don't know if it's the same exact
one but I will yeah thank you thank you Mimo you just watch natural born univers it's a good movie is that a new movie I never heard that natural oh yeah hold on with uh Woody harelson yeah I know what movie you're talking about I love that movie that's a good
movie and uh but who's the female in it she's she was in Gilbert Grape right um she was in a lot of good movies I just forgot her name right now but Woody Haroldson that's a really I had that on VHS Yes Juliet Lewis yeah Juliet Lewis what an awesome movie that's an awesome movie so maybe we'll do that for
movie night too sometime guys if you haven't seen that the link has expired oh no try uncomfortably numb and the mimo type mimo I'll put mimo's mimo's link on try that one yeah we want to get everyone there that wants to join the Yellow Jack yeah
I also like there's um um who else was in that um Rodney Dangerfield was in that movie right he yeah type or yeah you can search um username psyche awakens and then if that doesn't take you to the server you can just add me your profile your Discord pra soundbox okay because I don't know I'm just maybe I'm just too drunk to figure
it out right now but I usually am able to to add a friend and stuff like that or like search for a person but I don't know but I do have good friends there and we we'll figure it out we will figure it out so thank you mimo yeah so I had some I I had an
interesting day I had a someone on someone on Instagram I think from maybe from my chat hit me up and they're like oh my friend has a crush on you add my friend but I was recently catfished on Discord bag you got it you got it okay good it's a good group it's it's a fun group and it's very active like for a Discord tonight I think I had eight people in my voice chat that's pretty amazing because I know people that have
like thousands of people in their Discord and then they'll have eight people in there in there you just got it okay perfect welcome I'm gonna I'm gonna give you a shout out there I'm gonna say wave to say hi yep City and ver tag welcome guys you are very welcome
here there's really good people there we're we are a lot of people in my Discord are very um active on YouTube on certain channels and stuff like that yeah so welcome guys and uh and we're also really supportive of each other we also we want no uh we don't like um we don't like negativity or drama and so I think we're getting
the right mix of people for everything okay we have fun movie Nights yeah I'm going to do a some collective readings right now we have this Knight of Swords there's there's somebody coming in with a lot of see the sword of truth right there and he's coming on a white horse somebody coming in almost almost a rescuer with with the
right words right rushing in you know these KN these Knights are to rush rush in and rush out you need to watch out for these Knights sometimes but this one's on a white horse with the sword of truth right someone with a lot of good words and uh yeah got the word Smith card yeah he
knows what to say so but always watch out for someone a little bit too slick with words but I think but but sometimes they have good intentions okay let's clarify that card oh someone that's going to help you help you clear your burdens you've been carrying a lot of carrying a lot of anxieties or carrying a lot of of
worries or thoughts and someone's that's going to clear those up for you or someone's that's going to help you cck um yes um city I saw you I saw you on a on uh Discord and I see your chats and so you are all good right we yeah we are a very positive crew and if it's not positive I'm not I'm not afraid to kick PE people off that are not that are not
um that are not being positive I want people to be very um supportive of each other and people to be friends there it's about creating a soul tribe of friends group and the friends group should be all uh you know getting along and stuff so we do Vibe well so everyone welcome everybody
you know and I hope I hope you will take a card of course z of course okay so I got I'm going to get the Ganesha deck okay where's my Ganesha deck it's right here for city today you have a decision to make you've been thinking about something
contemplating something you've been you've been weighing both sides of of the thing you're going to make a final decision about something I'll read you about the from the book but I can find the book I can find the book okay so the decision
card decision number page4 okay so for City you have a decision to make and it says consider all options and make a informed
Choice says what exactly do you want in this situation are you satisfied with the way things are moving in your life Ganesha is guiding you to know that the desires are within your sights odds are in your favor the decision that is before you is either sticking with what you know or breaking out and trying something new this is a time for veering out into a new adventure or making a
decision that deviates from your typical Trend or habit Ganesha will gift you with a greater understanding of who you are and what you are capable of creating zero in on a goal take the step to make the selection you have worked hard and have really evolved through your life lessons get ready for a change motivate yourself by taking time to rejuvenate treat yourself
to simple things that bring you Joy discover new activities that take you away from routine As you move through your day-to-day schedule in new ways you create new thoughts when Ganesha is holding the mace called guda Gada he's challenging you to be more decisive yes thank you guys thank you
galac yeah everyone like appreciate I love a like but uh Sida once you start being more strong-minded you'll create the opportunity to reflect on your longer term goals and desires you'll learn to You'll then be in a better position to be to plan ahead and ensure you will achieve these goals you benefit now from a newfound sense of confidence
and are ready for a major change you might consider travel to exotic places further education or major career change at this point this will expand your Learning and Development and to and grow your horizons beyond your immediate environment with careful planning and a moderated approach you will set yourself up for Success now in moving towards the future I hope you like that that was
pretty beautiful yeah and guys I last night I I I got a lot of I I got so many more watch hours than I've ever got before you guys are just awesome you guys are hanging in there watching supporting you're welcome s City I hope you love that you like that a lot I like that for you too I think it's like you're I think you're going to make the right decision
I think you're in a good place to make the the best decision for yourself and uh and it's going to pay off for you and so and I love you and thank you for supporting the channel yeah thank you guys for watching too smiling face with three hearts Galacticus do you want a card next yeah
Galacticus I love I love the little smiling face galac I wish YouTube had a had some more features where you can do you know do Emojis and stuff like that but on my Discord I love you too my Discord I just got the upgraded plan so I'm G to have yes you'd like one
Galacticus Galacticus I got you I love this one for you GAC it's this nurture card you're taking care of your baby even if you don't have a baby it's this your idea your your inner child this nurturing of this love you got this nurture card I'll read
you from the book too but that's that's that that's parvy and she's the mom of Ganesha and uh you better not mess with Ganesha because you mess with poverty right it's number 38 that 38 might mean might mean something to you 38 means something to me but um it might be a number for you too it
says nurture focus on creating a calm and balanced life for yourself and asks you to maintain a compassionate nurturing realistic and downto Earth attitude when it comes to collaborating with others in your present condition you can benefit from being more resourceful ful and
practical this is a time of slowing down and biding your time and resources deal with any issues as they arise and brainstorm practical and easy solutions that will fix the problem with minimal drama be careful of giving too much without regard for your own needs if you've been exhausted or have been prone
to illness you're invited to step stop doing too much for others and do more for you at this time do not seek empowerment by doing for others from a place of any acknowledgement Empower Yourself by nurturing yourself and then from a healthy Place help others learn to nurture and to create occasions for others to grow by offering a safe
accommodating energy I think you do Galacticus I love your I love your channel too everyone subscribe to Galacticus because she has an awesome Channel and she plays video games and and talks and chats and and she's a lot of fun this energy is the energy of the heart chakra right I'm going to show you this card
again right or pretty strong tonight it's my birthday today it's my birthday galac this nurturing this idea nurturing this inner child nurturing nurturing all this all this all everything you want in the world I know you love it right I hope you love that says the female
figure in the card is ganesha's Mother Parvati Parvati she represents a strong female figure in your life that may look for extra support and guidance this could be any female role model friend or acquaintance that you find yourself drawn to at this time alternatively she can represent a part of yourself especially when much of your time is
spent focusing and nurturing on the caring of others okay you like that I like that for you too I think you're a very strong feminine energy that is a nurturing energy helping other people no no matter no matter who's in your life it's like you have this big heart helping other people you're you're this
mothering figure okay I hope you like that and uh yeah I got that howdy happy birthday yeah P Dia happy thank you so much guys look what my neighbor got me my my neighbor got me something I'll show
you well look got me these cookies you got me big pack of cookies look at these nice delicious cookies I love cookies I made some cookies and they got me the cutest card ever you guys want to see the card dick she got me look at this card these are the best ones yeah and
look at this card is a cute cat with the cucumbers on on the eyes with the wine yeah I like pie I like pie h a p or Dia pie well sound sound
like too much like diaper but pilla pilla it's a cute little card it says wishing you a perfectly happy birthday happy birthday John wishing you the best year yet filled with love and happiness we love you XOXO Jenna
nicolene Gus um Lola and peanut and Gus Lola and peanut are the uh are their they they Gus is the dog Golden Retriever and then peanut and Lola are the cats and then they got me this um Master Card credit card happy birthday on it okay you also got me other things
they got me the balloon you got where's the kitty cat here look at they got me Lenor you're up here too they got me this little kitty cat look at look how cute this Kitty is you got me this little kitty cat looks like a little tiger and then
someone called me today and said can you take in my my cat he's 15 years old so cute you want to see magic magic is running around Magic's running around we see Lenor is here Lenor chat's calling for you Lenor Lenor can we say hi to the chat
yeah I'm thinking something interesting so there's Lenor can we get can we get you too magic can we say hi to you too there's magic I just got cats all over the place my little babies magic come on now you're hissing okay magic is is
kissing yes my little black panther magic is hiss I don't know what he saw um Trix is running around here and then tomorrow Rudy's coming Rudy my my uh my a longtime family friend so my family friend it's not just some family
friend it's my mom and um this lady Pam they had she she first she had me at the same time was her son Phillip she had my like sister the same time was her daughter Vanessa and she had her son the same time is her her son son Michael and then we would go on family trips
together and so we went so we were very close we are very close and so she called me today and she said can you take my uh my 15-year-old cat I I'm moving I'm I'm renting him out my house and we can't take the cat and can you take the cat in yeah and so she said his name is Rudy
he's 15 he he's an older cat and he just likes to lay around and and uh be a cat you know and I have a lot of cats and and you know I'm very like you know I no more cats here but since she's my she's a friend
of mine I'm like bring bring Rudy over right be me yeah just be a normal day but uh I'm happy to take in Rudy and I hope Rudy gets along with my cats and if he doesn't get along with my cats he'll find someone around here where he'll be happy but I think he'll like it here I think the cats are happy
oh oh my God look at L nor and Magic are fighting magic are you fighting with Lenor there's Lenor over there magic over there Lenor you're fighting with magic you you were just fighting with him I saw you Lenor you were just you you're hissing and you swatted his face and you ran away Lenor are you being
okay are you being good okay I think she's okay I think everyone's okay you know cats sometimes have a little bit of drama just like humans do we all love hey pie I love I Pi is here pie yeah did did you guys see I don't know if I did the
camera right but yeah Lenor is sitting over there now now uh Magic's over here is Trix anywhere yeah Trix Trix is around somewhere is anyone WI a card I've been on for 44 minutes I'll be on for another 15 minutes I don't want to type I don't want to sorry I don't want to get
too um celebratory my birth they were there 16 people in the chat so I'll hang out I'll do any U good talk nerd LOL yeah I'm I'm a little bit of a nerd guys you can call me a nerd you call me a geek you want a card Jamie I got a card for Jamie for Jamie today we got the the
Revelation card Jamie son understand of something a sudden Enlightenment thing a a sudden um the light bulb goes off in your head all of a sudden I'll read from the book but
Revelation you're not in oh I just yeah nerds are going to rule the world yeah so this is card number 15 you know uh my cat coming tomorrow is 15 years old but 15 Revelation let's let's see revelation so Revelation
says it says get ready for key changes in your external and external worlds it says you have come to the end of a cycle and it is time for you to create something new through this card Ganesha is indicating that it's time to break down some of the structures that you have created in your
world because we all have these our own preconceived ideas about everything and our own this is how things are supposed to go this is how things are supposed to be maybe it's time to let let the structures down this is the potential to feel painful and challenging if you resist the
process thank you thank you akid I will on Discord I will definitely you will be a friend on Discord I promise you says the Revelation coming to you may relate to your ego and your illusion of separateness from others you will develop a new perspective on things and your revelation will help you grow stronger wiser and more compos you might
encounter some challenges along the way but these are necessary for your spiritual growth and Enlightenment you know this CH challenges we all and this is for everybody the challenges we experience in our life they can help us grow the most right these are the things that challenge us and then we come to new ideas New Revelations from these challenges so even if things seems
challenging and and negative therefore for the positive right Honesty will bring about a positive change even if you experience some pain and anxiety through the process when you begin to reach your goal you will come to realize that your true security and strength lies within yourself and your relationship with the universe and not
some false belief system or artificially created World be willing to Reveal Your Truth to those around you what's up Katie how are you you're welcome Jamie and Jamie you're helping me too you help me too and and uh and I like to help I like to help people that help me and even if people don't help me I would
like to help them too I want to help everybody right can you come over here magic but I really appreciate people that helped me and so thank you Katie and thank you Jamie and thank you pie and thank you everyone in the chat okay I love you all you guys you guys are so awesome you're you're purring magic
you're purring you're having a good night too you're wishing you a happy birthday can you say happy birthday to me you saying happy birthday to me he has beautiful blue eyes yeah oh the cards were tool for pointing um pointing something about a situation a guide only yeah exactly
that's why I say the cards card Tarot cards are not evil people say tarot cards are evil divination is evil the it's basically help helping Shine the way of my own thoughts of of how about it right yeah Jackie say something wrong
okay I trust you Katie happy birthday guys but Jackie you can come back too you know but I don't know if he said something something rude but you be nicer next time yeah this is Magic you know why he's called Magic because he has these magic Paws ah ah okay he's fighting me
yeah guys so today I got a I got a I got a letter from a couple couple um women in prison you know you know we we all have these kind of different friends I I'm friends with a couple women in prison and so uh but they both sent really sweet cards I'll show you the cards okay so I want to share I want to I want
to share my life with you guys so here's a couple so this is from one one woman in prison right this is that picture right there her name is Rachel Rachel accidentally killed somebody with her car right and she she didn't admit
it and so she went to uh she's going to prison for a few years that's Rachel's card she's she it's for happy birthday Rachel and it looks like a beautiful mermaid yep and and and also I I love these people and I I forgive them and uh
we all make mistakes right and then this is my my Russian friend and she sent this Rick and Morty picture right there's a Rick and Morty picture she sent she said to my best BFF John from your BFF Russia January 7th that's my birthday it's a Rick and Morty picture that's pretty sweet and they
also sent some cards to me too let going show you the cards this one's from Rachel well J Jackie was only time out for 300 seconds so Jackie can come back okay I don't I don't know why she was but you love Russians yeah I love Russians
too but this here's from the here's from Rachel and it's his happy birthday and it's a really cute cat car with a little Hat the cat has a hat and it says Dear John hope you receive this in good health and High Spirits have an amazing birthday full of fun and surprises and cats of course
sending my hugs love and Good Vibes back to you have an awesome new year too love always PV Rachel then she drew a little picture or I don't that she drew that or that's already in there but a little picture of a cat very cute huh yeah she's in probably for 15 years
but I hope she get that earlier because she's a good person right we all make mistakes we all have accidents and this is from the Russian this one says yeah yeah whatever wow open the open the effn card
already because you know the Russian's kind of a kind of a diva kind of a queen kind of sarcastic and she said Dear John wishing you a very happy birthday I I miss you and love you so much I feel like such a crummy friend
that I am not there to celebrate your day with you please forgive me I will make all this up to you very soon guess who's getting released December 30th her boyfriend babe babe is her boyfriend's silent radar will and then radar is her
black C said radar will finally have his daddy back and I will finally get some picks of the radar I love you BFF and hopefully get to talk to you soon text my aunt your number and she gives the number of her aunt Tatiana hugs and kisses so that's just very sweet you
know I sometimes I maybe I'm I was a little bit upset with them for a while but you know they still love me and I still love them and so you know when you love when you love people and these people are still showing that they love you maybe forgive them give them another
chance I'm the high and the low thank you you're going to wait for like three days gonna try to get some sleep okay Gayla thank you be good everyone and again happy birthday pyi have an awesome day thank you Gayla and thank you for coming thank you for coming to the to the chat Gayla join my Discord too join my Discord too I love
you thank you P says oh sh I not invite Jackie to you can no invite anybody to the server yeah invite any invite anybody to the server everyone deserves a chance to be there you know I believe everyone deserves a chance chance to be there hang out I think everyone we can make
that everyone we can all help each other right your math and math in be nice oh oh cute yeah so those were those you want to see Lenor again Lenor sitting over here Lenor is over here in the corner L you want to say hi to everybody I'll probably stay for another few minutes but I don't want to stay too long I'm
GNA have a have a nice sleep You' been awake all night Addie did you see Lenor Lenor has been awake all night see how to Big her eyes are I'm gonna have another drink my neighbors bought me a six-pack of my favorite drink voodoo Ranger and they gave me some other stuff too they
got me gummy bears they got me a cheesecake they got me cookies they got me a balloon they got me a stuffed animal got me gift card they got me cat that's I'm pretty blessed to have neighbors that are going to give you that you know treat you that well on your birthday
right yeah so if any if I miss anybody's uh anybody's reading sorry you're new to Discord with love and light happy birthday to you okay blade you can you can say blade blade I love you you can say anything you want what did blade say because blade I forgive you and I'm not mad at you and I and I want everyone
to you know love blade too blad's happy birthday he retracted as message maybe he left but I love you blade and I'm not mad at you I just think you should start your own Discord server I think you'd be happier with your own Discord server and then
just being friends with me and private messages okay no it's no
offense yeah blade I can't I tried to message you on Discord and apologize and stuff because I didn't want to make it a weird thing but uh it wasn't anything personal okay oh yeah yeah anyone's having trouble with the Discord link okay go to Discord simply search psyche awaken yeah search Psy awakens
send me a friend request and I'll add you there but blade I I just want to talk to you private message I think it's better you start your own Discord I think that would be the best thing for you okay asking because Jackie's messages are hidden here uh oh uh I'm gonna go Jackie I don't know I don't know why that is I I don't know if
you were blocked by somebody but Jackie I'm gonna go into my uh if you're still here I'm gonna go into my um hidden people and I I will unblock you I don't know I don't know why
okay I'm not mad at anybody I love everybody hey what's up easy and uh yeah no M no matter what I just I just I I I just want things to be fair I want things to be I don't want people to get mad at people and then interfere with other relationships
I want to deal with everyone oneon-one and I want everyone to feel comfortable so it's it's that it's Noto it's not too much to ask I think that's a fair thing so I'm not mad at anybody I love everybody does everyone understand that thank you guys so if you want do you guys want anybody want a personal
reading I'll do personal readings tonight for free it's my birthday today so it's it's just a fun day yeah I know you're not mad ver tag it's it's it's more about some other stuff that went on and uh I want to deal with that with that person and nothing to do with you don't don't
worry about it you are all good and thank you thank you for being there thank you easy yeah it's my 44th yeah we understand okay guys we had a okay so last night we watched so we had a we have movie Nights on my Discord so last night we watched fall that bird
have you guys heard of Follow That Bird it's like an 80s 1984 85 it's a it's a Sesame Street movie Big Bird Gets human traff I'm sorry Big Bird so Big Bird Go gets adopted out and then he runs away and then he gets human trafficed and he he get rescued by by his friends on
Sesame Street it's it sounds like an adult sounds like an R-rated movie right it's a G-rated movie is it really innocent you're still sad from it yeah it is a sad like I'm crying now just thinking about it it's a sad movie but he I don't want to spoil the movie but Big Bird's okay okay big bird ends up
okay but it's a it's an emotional movie you're eie like Esmeralda Esmeralda oh eie okay I said easy it's Esmeralda City you're yeah City I have a heart for the Muppets okay it's a really cute movie it's a really
cute movie if you ever see Follow That Bird I'm an 80s kid you know I'm 44 today happy my birthday thank you blade blade I love you I'm not going to unmod you or anything I love you and I I want to say hi to you other chats I want to be friends with you I just want you to have your own Discord server because I think Discord is a better place to run
your own server so I hope you understand that okay so forgive me blade I'm your friend right you get it you get it okay good guys you see I'm crying right now but call me the after I will blade I'll talk to you off the phone I want to talk to you on the phone cuz I want to be I I
want to be I I told you I'd be your bro forever okay I'm not mad at you it's better not to have people involved in other people's relationships and stuff like that and that's why I want to just be you and me okay yeah so so yeah so this is a happy night blade and I making up okay I want blade yeah this
cute I hope you I hope I hope you guys understand that you know I don't want any drama either blade I love I love you it's not about drama it's about us have me and you having a personal relationship and then you having your own relationship with other people and I don't want to be in the middle of other relationships that's all it's about okay so that's all it's about it's a
romance blade is still gonna we're still gonna get the queen-sized bed in Florida Someday I'm just kidding blade blade I'm just kidding no homo okay no homo Blade's a Blade's a total man blade's not interested okay I love blade too I
love blade too and and you know you only care about you okay good thank you you know blade I'm getting another cat tomorrow and uh yeah and okay good yeah we can hear about that's what that's what's good it's like now you can start your own
start your server and have everybody you want on your server and do whatever you want there I want I just want to talk to you man on man right man on man no I'm just being silly guys I'm just being
silly it's pretty heartwarming what Kitty I'm getting a kitty named um named R um Rudy it was a family friend is is having to move away from her house and she can't take her cap and so she said can you take Rudy and Rudy's a little bit of older cap but if psyche don't want to join the Discord I just want to be good
with you I want my own servers with people outside of our community that's good that's good BL blade that's all I want I I want I think you would love you would love your own Discord run have your own Discord and run it it's my Discord is going to be about my uh my my ter Channel and you know that kind of thing okay I want to
have my own relationship with you and and I don't want you know you know you know we don't to say it very good to help kitty yeah and I'm happy to help K you the kitty looks the kitty is the color of my cat Romeo yeah yeah and bl I I never I never I never said any anything negative about you to
anybody okay I didn't I I just um trying to trying to make everyone feel happy comfortable safe okay right yeah I think that would be I think that's the best I think that would be the best and and you
know we are we already have our phone numbers so right it is so much love right yeah and I love you guys and I want I I want you guys to get along I want you guys to be friends I just want everyone to be happy and everyone to feel secure and like they know they have friends to hug and
and uh good uh good feelings good thoughts helping everybody right it is you go to sleep good night Izzy thank you it is 3 it's 3 in the morning I'm in California too so it is it is getting um it is getting late I'll stay on for I'll stay on for another 10 to 20 minutes if you want
to yeah you and blade are best and and that's awesome that's awesome that's awesome and and and I I love that but uh I have my I I have my Discord and I'm um I just upgraded my Discord to premium and stuff like that and I want people to feel comfortable
going in there afterward and everyone to be happy and I want you to join blad's Discord when blade has a Discord do a 24-hour stream well when if you do it over 12 hours I think YouTube automatically deletes it so I'll do a 12 hour stream but yeah and blade when you
get a Discord put your Discord here too you have you can have everyone here on your Discord too but I want you to deal with them on your terms I want I want my Discord on my terms right if it makes sense cuz I think we're we're getting a little bit too intertwined right lady Discord is about to be close to the public public yeah so you have to get a
private invitation to blades Discord okay my discord's my discord's open right now but yeah no blade it's okay it's okay blade don't no worries blade said he has his own server outside this commity yeah blades blade
probably had his own Discord this whole time but uh you know blades Blade's kind of a ladies man right and you know all the all the women blade right Psy if you ever get on ip2 network would you do um fire sales sure I would do fire sales but um if you can help me um if
you help me with ip2 I asked Benny about ip2 before he he said no no no no and uh and I don't want to ask anybody else about it but I would love to be on ip2 right I would love to be on ip2 because I think I think I'm a good streamer I think I think I have a natural thing for streaming and I also I love people on
ip2 too and I think I have the same sense of humor as everyone on ip2 but you know it's it's uh it can it's a little bit clicky and I and and so I'm not sure if they they like me there okay but if they would ask me to be
on yeah thank you guys if you guys you can go to the ip2 um ip2 website and there you can say submit the channel if you would submit the channel to ip2 that'd be awesome right yeah blade is realest yeah yeah I know I know he is I know and I love blade so much I think blade and I are blade and I I'm
I'm I think Blade's more of a alpha male lion and more of a sigma or maybe I have it backwards or something like that but uh I I think we could all be happy there right blade is awesome and and I I suggest I think's pretty tox I know it's toxic but uh I can deal with toxicity because I deal with
toxicity I I think I'd be like kind of like a like a little Shining Light there if it's not too corny right I don't know I'll call I'm GNA call I'm gonna call you right after blade I'm gonna talk to you after yeah um I'm friends with Trident I'm I'm a mod for Saint I I'm banned from Benny's Channel but I
Benny loves me I I still love Benny I I love be's kitties I don't know what happened with Lisa georan in there but I love Alisa Jordana I and if if all those fails I know a little about a little bit about Web Master web web spidering or
what they called Web mastering and uh I can I can make my own website too I said I start IP ip3 and I want to have all you guys are my ip3 right at the back for tag yeah um but
basically what whatever it is I want to help everybody all all all it's about really is like we're we we're all friends let's all help each other that it's not it's not that difficult and so even if I'm rejected from any every kind of network I still want to help people and I want to support
people and she even on there well yeah I think I I to hates me probably too and uh and I think I'm I Vibe with I Vibe with it right and uh I but what I'm really concerned about is like helping helping other people and if I I'm like
not that smart to figure out how to start a website and put everybody online I'm going to try to figure that out and put anybody that that uh you know wants to I want to promote everybody
okay he's probably yeah I I think I think I'm I'm I'm start my channel is starting to grow for some reason I don't know I don't know I just think I I think I'm right for YouTube I think I'm going to be well I'm a Capricorn okay my birthday's today guys by the way so the psy the psyche network is coming too and you can all be on the
psyche Network okay and I will put you on psyche Network and whenever you go live it will say on my psyche Network it will say going live I'll I'll put my favorite ip2 people there because I'm friends with a lot of ip2 people right I will thank you
City yes thank you hey guys look you're fight you're you're playing with the snake hey tricks you're playing with the snake are you playing with a
snake yeah you're playing with the snake can I can I hit the snake can I have the snake it's not a real snake but he's playing with the snake can I have that
hey Lenor you want the snake Lenor can you have the snake who wants it Trix Lenor grab the snake come on let me check Lenor you want the snake l wants the snake magic is tricks is out there
too guys the cat the cat guys it's not me here is the cats run the show right my cats from my show I'm just like the co-star I'm the little I just I'm just holding the camera behind the scenes guys the cats are the real the cats are
the real stars of the show I'm just a I'm just a I'm I'm like the what I'm like I'm like I'm like the Harriet the neighbor on Small Wonder I'm just like the little redheaded girl that comes up in the window like hey okay guys good night guys good night pie thank you you're out bye ver
tag yeah um city I want to do IRL I want to do IRL with Alisa Jordana I plan to go to Florida this year to do um IRL Lisa Jordana I just need to get my uh my unlimited data and then I'll do IRL around Rondo beach too I want to do IRL with Christina I want
to do IRL with everybody anybody wants to come to La if you need a place to crash oh good night your ver tag yeah if you want to come to LA Los Angeles ever anybody in the chat I have I have an extra room I'm not
going to be weird we can go hang out at the beach we can go have fun we can we can we can uh just IRL I will cityy come on come on over I got you city I and you got your own room
here and uh you got cats to cuddle with you know anybody here yeah this an open-ended invite because I know everyone here is a friend of mine I think everyone everyone here's my mod all my mods are always invited guys you can say here in Rondo you know sometimes sometimes I'm
I'm a little bit broke but uh but you can always figure something out I I have a lot of a lot of contacts around here and uh we're gonna we're gonna help each each each other out right and I love you guys and uh I want to I want to support your
channels I want to be a good friend to you okay if if you need anything talk to me if I if I can't help you I know somebody that can right we're all little broke it's fine okay good yeah I I I I have some money sometimes and then I'm broke about two days a week sometimes I'm a little bit of a fast spender
right but I'm figuring it out figure out magic you want to come over here there's magic right there magic wants to say hi to you guys you like to your your ear scratch like that these cats are expensive
but they're worth it right and guys I'm doing so much better now like um I started I start I started with I started with no subscribers I started with zero subscribers no people interested and then I went to Benny's and he said I could do tarot readings on
on Benny's Channel and I started doing Benny when Benny would pass out I would do tarot reading and just slowly I got subscrib and then I met people and and everyone helped me and so it's like I I I love everybody I I
cannot say a negative word about anybody all I want to do is help people all I want to do is have fun this is such an awesome opportunity awesome awesome platform and we can all help each other in some way okay I love you guys if
there's anybody else that wants a reading before I go anybody that wants to say anything the Discord link is pinned you can join the Discord anybody I'll show some Fairy book I have this Fairy book right here it's called the this is this reminds me of myself
because it says good fairies so they have that good fairy side and this is the bad fairies and we all have these both sides right you need a reading okay sleeping energy you get another reading sleeping energy here's here's a card for you out of all these cards this one comes up for you very strongly says who am I ready to
forgive so sleeping energy someone you someone you need to forgive forgiveness is a beautiful thing right it says I am not what happened to me I am who I choose to become it is time to let go forgive and move forward is it time to um let go forgive and move forward is your soul ready to forgive someone or else or
yourself forgiveness brings sweet release freedom and insight look at it from your from their shoes notice how you grow and what you learned who do you want to become and how is this resistance holding you from what your soul wants so it says write a
forgiveness letter then practice the hoo I didn't pronounce that right okay hoo practice today while thinking of the person you're ready to forgive I love you I'm sorry please forgive me thank you because that's what the whole poo
poo means it's a Hawaiian thing right just means means let let go of let go of resentment let go of any any anything that you have against another person be ready to for to forgive know that nobody's perfect we you've made mistakes I've made mistakes they've made mistakes
right if we can all forgive each other can we all give each other a big hug and uh and realize we're all we're all family here we're all Soul family there's nobody to be mad at nobody nobody okay it's hard to forgive your life is complicated do your Instagram because I use it try to do you use Instagram
because I use it to try to clear my name yeah I have Instagram with psyche awakens on on Instagram I do and forgiveness is not easy because the other person has to open up to the Forgiveness too because it's harder to forgive somebody that's not forgiving you but if somebody forgives me and I make
mistakes I it's I I can forgive them very easily okay just open your heart realize everyone makes mistakes nobody's perfect we're human beings right human beings are very complic ated individ creatures individuals and uh
ultimately we can open our hearts and if if they're willing to forgive us forgive them okay I think I think I think someone open their heart to forgive me tonight and I've opened my heart to forgive them and we're all better for it and it will be a good good relationship okay Lenor do you want to say good
night Lenor you want to say good night get over here yes you can go ahead um sleeping energy your mod you can plug any any link you want anybody that's a mod you can plug any link you want if you have a friend's link you
want to plug you can plug your friends link get on my Discord share share your your channel your friends channels I want everyone to be able to share I want everyone to be able to to help each other right you have a good energy here tonight
okay guys I just want to let you know if you're mad at me if I'm mad if I was mad at you I forgive you I hope you forgive me okay can we just put our hand on the screen say I love you I'm I'm sorry if I did something
wrong I'm it's okay if you did something wrong okay we're not perfect people okay and thank you for for being here I love you too City I love you thank you everyone for being here I hope we can all come together have have a have a loving Community
um forgive each other understand each other we're not perfect look at this cat look at this cat hold on here's the little cat I got tonight okay the cat's always happy right there so happy cat look at those green eyes right look at those green
eyes this says look into my eyes I love you Instagram wi okay I got you I will I love you blade I love you blade I'm sorry if I did anything wrong okay I hope I don't make you cry guys
it's my birthday it's a happy day is it it's it's a day of Celebration right it's a day of it's a day of Love okay that's what that's what I'll tell them about really early I'm what I'm about is love smooches okay guys I think I'm gonna I'm gonna log off now but I hope
you have the best night I'm G have a I'm G have the best day I'm gonna have a really good dinner tomorrow night with my mom and my sister and I'm gonna I love everybody okay so thank you guys so much okay and uh have a wonderful night thank you so much for being here good night
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