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Psyche hosts a panel discussion where interpersonal drama, spiritual philosophy, and energy dynamics are explored through raw, unfiltered conversation. The episode features discussions on relationships, faith, and self-worth.
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Browse era →Smooth. From the shadows of the subconscious to the chaos of the cosmic scrolls. This is psyche awakens. Crowd whoosh. Sparkly chimes. Thunder crack. You smooth mystical. >> Yo, welcome to the madness. Buckle in
tight. Tear it on deck. Third eye in flight. Truth get told unfold. We stir the soul with a tea surf cold. Panels be popping. Trolls be dropping spirits in the chat and the vibes ain't stopping. Lenor's on guard. Tricks bringing love. Lola Rudy marbles fan from above. Slightly awake. Step in the flame. We
call your truth. We say your name. It's wild. It's real. It's so deep play. Now grab your tea and slay the day. Slightly awake. Don't look away. Your shadows talk and it came to stay. We laugh, we cry, we speak, we scream. Live from the madness. This ain't no dream.
This ain't no dream. This show may awaken parts of you you tried to forget.
Good luck with that.
They show me awakened parts of you where you tried to forget. Good luck with that.
I was a mod in the land of terror dreams. Wielding the wrench like a sword in the stream. Emma Leviathan, demon queen divine. Read the cards and cross the line.
She was Satan's fiery stareis.
I cracked a joke. Baby oil slip inside. She blocked my back. I still love it. Type my name. Kiss a rose. Blocked in your chat with my feels
exposed. You were my queen, my flame. Now I just cry while I play your loop like a cursed old spell. Emma, without you, I'm stuck in hell.
I was fake. I was Nickapal
for you. Gave you, gave you gifts, gave you all my gave me blocks, now I'm paying the fine.
I remember laugh. Now your live streams dark and your mods are cold. This lonely wrench is getting old. Emma, if you can hear me, I'm still
in the algorithm. I still refresh your channel just to see your face. We could have royalty, but now I'm just a ghost in the void. back. I still
love it. I'll always miss your voice, your stick. I'll light a candle. I'll burn some sage. They'll dream of your cards and
you're success.
What's up, guys? What? Who's here? I put up beatas right now. Nobody likes me anymore. It's all about beta. Be beta this beta that. I'm so jealous of that witch. I'm just kidding. I really don't couldn't care less. I mean, Someone make a bigger deal out of me
than a some Persian witch wants to make a big deal out of me. They make a big deal out of me. I am a big deal.
Anyway, I need some more Jack in the Box L. What's up, guys? Why everyone wants to be mad at me? You got me. You got me. I don't know. I don't even got me. No one gets me. Ghost gets me. That guy I like. Everyone else wants to make a joke out of me.
Give me a move. He's so warm. You know why? He's so warm. Even my little worm. He's so warm, guys. Look at Can put a heat thing on the screen. He's like the sun. You're my little son. You're my son.
That's okay. I'm a joke now. No. No. She's officially made me a joke. I'm just like some like idiot. I have no no value. just like nobody and just like some like fly that she swatted one day accidentally got some attention.
Like seriously, why does she have to be so mean? Like I so mean about it like making fun of me. So good, babe. I love you. I have Jack in the I have like some tacos, a cheeseburger, a coffee from Jack in the Box. It's okay though. No, it's okay.
I don't care. I don't care what I am. I just care that I like make you guys laugh. Hold on one second.
When Emma When Emma threw me away.
>> Hi. >> Hey. What's up? >> Hi. Hey, how are you tonight? >> I'm fine. Um, what happened to um me earlier? I think um I'm not sure if my phone was dead or whatever, but I told you guys that I'll be right back. I was getting my clothes out the dryer. >> I'm sorry. I I I edited for a little bit and then I came back on. I just came back on now. How are you doing? I'm
sorry. I didn't mean to cut you off at all. >> No, you're fine. You guys are fine. It's just that um I was answering questions that was from the chat and um the guy here, he was asking me like why are you answering questions about God? And u what I said was I said God is a jealous God, you know, we should only fear him. And that was kind of like the end of I
didn't get upset or whatever, but I thought >> Yeah, >> I hear you on that. Like uh yeah, I'm sorry. It's hard to get through on my show sometimes. It's like a little bit of It's a little bit uh >> crazy show. >> So, yeah, those are some drama, >> but uh yeah, I want you to get your point across and I don't I don't know how religious you are or whatever. Oh, hold on. I'm giving my cat a little
little uh get some >> a little comb right now. You see him combing him? >> This is tricks right here. Oh, sorry. Hold. I'll show you tricks. This is tricks. >> Oh, yeah. But um I wouldn't say I'm religious. um religious, being religious and all that you know, um as of present
day, you know, those are just titles, you know, those those titles don't mean you know. >> Um you know, um it's more within than anything, >> right? >> Yeah. So >> right it's your I mean everyone has their own personal relationship with the
divine or the higher self and you know >> yeah they asked me they were like um do you believe in Jesus and I said no I don't believe in Jesus I know Jesus because what I meant was you know um they didn't let me finish but the reason why I said I don't believe in
Jesus I know him because within belief there's doubt Right. >> Right. >> You know the context of big words. >> How do you get big words? By smaller words. You know, so therefore when you spell believe B E L I E V E, right? So
in between that the suffix within that suffix is lie. So that would be equivalent to like a um synonym for like doubt, you know, not trusting, you know, unsure, you know, like that. So when you're knowledgeable to something, those are your facts, right?
>> So that's why I said I know Jesus, you know, and I'm still I'm still getting to know him, you know? >> Right. Well, you say what like you say something about like you know if you have belief that that implies a kind of doubt and so if you have like total faith >> Yeah. that there's like Yeah. Right. >> Absolutely. You got it. >> Yeah. I understand what you're saying
because I have that too where it's like you know if you just believe something because you want to believe it and then there's like the still the same amount of doubt but there's like that same thing and like knowing like a like a like a just a knowing about something. And so that's like >> exactly >> right. it. Excuse my language. I was going to say it. Exactly. >> Yeah. By the way,
>> it's okay. You can cuss. >> And uh yeah, I just have I have some Jack in the Box coming. I have like a couple tacos, a ultimate cheeseburger or whatever like the Jack in the Box cheeseburger is and a coffee uh a large coffee. And so I have what a little bit left uh little bit of steam left in me tonight. So anyone else wants to come on the panel? They're welcome up. we're talking to respectfully
and they're they're a great guest. Hey Brooke, how are you? Great to see everybody. Hope everyone's doing good. I don't know like Vina's like all mad at me today. Like just been coming on all angry and not like one like nice aspect to like reach out to and say, "Hey, what's up?" You know, it's all mean. Like every like single communication has
been negative. Every single word has been mean. Like not like one nice word. Not that not one nice word. >> Yeah. I mean >> you know um you know our frequencies and our energies you know they pick up on a lot of things even the things that we are not you know conscious of at that moment you know what I'm saying. So we
have to be aware of what type of energy is coming around us whether it's you know physical in a physical s you know personal or you know even online and stuff you know. >> Have to be aware of those things because >> Mhm. you know um you know what Isaac Newton's law is one of his >> Yeah. Well, gra there's gravity like
they know there's Isaac >> Newton's energy never dies whatsoever. It's not >> whatsoever. So, it only transfers. So, people are able to transfer their energy to others and stuff no matter if it's good or bad. >> Well, I know guys, you know, Beta is
live right now. You should go to Beta's channel and just say hi to Beta because, you know, I'm apparently nothing. I'm of no value. I'm just some idiot. I don't I don't know. She like basically created me. She can destroy me. And so I'm of no value anymore. So just go to beta's channel and say hi to her. And it's like, you know, I'm just like nobody and
and nothing. I I've brought no value to the community. I'm just a bad person. And >> are you telling are you telling me that? >> No, I'm tell every telling everybody that. I'm tell everybody just like >> unsubscribe to me and like you know just forget about me. I'm nothing apparently >> and I'm nobody. >> You're cool. Why do you feel like that?
>> No, it's just what I've been told all day by people I people I care about. And so it's like >> I don't feel that way about you at all. >> Well, thank you >> at all. But it's like but it's like if my best friend thinks that then what really what I care about >> are wanted more than you know more than you know. Why do you think you know this is not my first time being on your live
today? Why do you think you attract so much you know so many people? You're cool dude. Seriously. >> It was probably just because I was on some other channel and everyone came over here and like >> that's the only reason. >> Um >> well that's not why I came. I I come every now and then. Sometimes I'll just be in like when I get off of work and
stuff and you know I cleaned up my house and I'm chilling, fed my cat and stuff, take a shower and like laying down chilling. I'll just get on your live and just you know listen to you speak sometimes. Seriously. >> Thank you. >> Seriously, >> you're a nice person. You're a nice person and it's like I'm I don't I don't ask for anything either. I just want to like,
you know, just like have a place here. Hold on one second. I'm gonna take it off >> there. >> Oh, you No, I'm good. I'm good. I'm good. >> I I fixed it. >> Yeah. If anybody else wants to come on panel though, you're welcome on panel. I'm just waiting for my Jack in the Box and I'll eat my tacos and my eat my burger. Probably just go to sleep.
>> Psych. Would I May I ask you a question, please? >> Yeah, of course. >> Um, who do you do you um are you I wouldn't Yeah. Are you like religious or whatever? >> Yeah. And and I I believe in like the most high God and it's like whatever your highest conception of reality like I believe in the highest and then >> and I believe like we're like yeah well >> right
we're like kind of stuck in between like the highest and lowest and like we're like we can choose either way to go to either one >> and it's like there's not necessarily either one is like bad or anything like that but it's like we can like stay in the earthly we can go to the more spiritual we can like kind of stay in between earthly and spiritual. That's what I am. I'm just going to like,
>> do you do you believe in Okay. So, do you believe in spirits and like that? >> Yeah. Yeah. >> I believe I don't believe that anybody like really dies. I think like we're all like >> so like Yeah. Go ahead. Um,
I've I've come in contact with spirits a lot growing up and um like the is scary. Seriously, >> it can be. It can be because if you're not like ready to talk to like a past long loved one and you actually like hear from them and it's like in like a
real way, it can be scary because it's like we don't we're conditioned not to believe in this. >> Something that's un unknown like um okay something that you're unsure of. Um, oh god. See, I get like a little hesitant talking about it or whatever.
It happened um two like last year, February. And um it was so freaking it was so wicked, dude. It was so wicked. I wish I can uh I actually got a I got a picture of it. >> Um >> yeah, I'm serious. You think I'm kidding? I'm serious.
>> So like an evil entity. Um, it was something. God forbid that it was evil, but it was here in my house. Uh, this was last year in February, and it wasn't It didn't happen at night. It happened in in the daytime. >> Mhm. >> It presented itself in the daytime. Seriously. Is there uh I wish I could send you this >> You can put it You can put it on there like as your profile picture if you want
to. You have to go backstage and do it. Like it'll take a second. >> Yeah. >> You can't do that. >> Or you can just like tell us your channel and put it on your channel or something like that, you know? sick. But uh >> whatever you feel comfortable with. >> um >> I can I would I would like to um do you have like a what do you call that Um a WhatsApp number or some
>> What's app? Um I can do it like you can do it like on my I can put like a email address back backstage or I have a discord or a lot of ways. Just you can post post in the backstage only I can see only I'll be able to see it. to the I want you to see it and then show it to like the chat. So, you know, like tell me what energy you pick up from it. Like
you can see it clear as day, you know. Um I had my best my best friend here with me uh while I was um while I was doing her hair and and um she came over to get her hair done before work or whatever and she waitresses right now. So, you know, she wears all black and stuff or whatever her that's her form. So, I have my cat and stuff and she
didn't want any uh cat hair to get on her uniform. So, I put the cat in the living room and I was braiding her hair in in my room and I kind of uh like put the drawer a do the door a jar like kind of close it a little bit and it was the thing was like leaning against the door, dude. Seriously. >> Yeah, that's scary. There's like little
things that will happen that are like just noticeable by you and it's like it's actually paranormal activity and uh >> Oh man, it's crazy, dude. Seriously. Like >> I just heard I just heard the door. I just heard something at the door. Hold on one second. >> Okay, go ahead. Oh
The
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Okay, maybe this was still thinking. I There's nothing out there. >> Hey, I'm still here. Hold on one second. >> Okay, cool. Okay, I'm probably I don't know. I guess nobody want to come on tonight. Like I don't I don't know. It's been like a little bit. It's like, >> well, just um I'll I'll get back on whenever you're here, so it's cool. >> Have you been listening for a while to
the show? >> Um yeah, every now and then. Yep. >> Yeah. Like, what do you like about this show? Because it's kind of like an unconventional tarot show. It's like not like a normal >> I can't hear you. >> Is Can you hear me now? Hold on one second. I'll be right with you. One second. Okay. Oh
Okay. I don't know if I I don't know if my order went through for this food. Hold on. Let me just check one more time. >> Okay. >> If not, I'll just probably fast pass out. One second. Here's my cat, Lola. Hold on. I'll show you Lola. Lola, you want me to go on camera? Hold on. Hey, everyone's left the room. It seems like no one wants to be here, so I'm gonna end this end the live. There's only five people, but there's Lola. Thank you guys. Have a great night. I'm sorry if
we bored you. Bored you guys. Have a good night, guys. That's Miss Lola. Guess no one's gonna stick around. Love you guys. Well, thank you so much. Hope you have a fun night. This is good.
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