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Psyche Tarot Cats Open Panel

Psyche hosts an open panel livestream with a cat theme, discussing tarot and addressing disruptions to his stream. He reflects on past interviews and relationships, expressing his feelings and apologizing for past offenses.

Psyche Awakens Tarot

🎤LivestreamPsyche Awakens TarotAug 24, 20251h 37m5 guests∞The Current

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The Eight of Pentacles

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wow guys wow just wow some people some people I'm trying to do my best to keep the show safer I didn't see what the guy was doing um it just was like looked like it was like a bunch of like

weird eight bits or something I I don't know maybe I'm done be be is educating me there we go guys I'm back he wants to come on anymore I I don't maybe everyone's sick of me I don't know obviously I don't have some I have some not fans right I do have some

good fans I know Jamie Jamie I'm sorry guys I'm really sorry if anyone had to had to witness that that was not appropriate that was not nice can't control I can't control what people are doing sometimes all right I can't I can't find my stream

yet are you okay Jamie I know that was that was not appropriate well trying to hurt my stream trying to I don't know I don't know what people's problems are yeah I know I privated it if I

should delete it should I delete those streams that that happens on or should I just private them um I I don't know but you fell asleep you woke up and what happened what happened I um be said it was a Gore bomb and the guy was like unliving

himself you were bomb like that before I know that was disgusting it Happ A lot happened quickly I didn't see what was happening delete it okay I'll delete it right away CU be knows

okay it's delet it's deleted so that that that guys that stream was a good stream it was it was fun it was a good um good uh chat for 90% of the time and then at the last minute I have to delete it and then it's gone in the ethers forever kind of like my my first interview but today gr

there's Lenor you see Lenor Lenor look can we see in your eyes are you my cat you're my you're my you're my you're my you're the you're my leader well be's be's leader of the kitty gang and Lenor is my the leader of the the house Kitty gang there's Lenor Lenor can we see your eyes Lenor can we see your eyes your

eyes can we see your eyes creepy look at her eyes hold on there she is she oh you like being pet like that on a pet like that and you're just the sweetest cat you had your tail out Nikki what's up what's up guys thank you for coming back to my chat tonight I I know it was it

was a little bit I didn't even know what's going on I was like what why is why is his face turning all red and I think I thought it was like being a pixelator or something like that that's somebody trying to do something very very banned on YouTube and so you know guys I'm almost on my

I'm almost on my 3,000 hours not until like you know get myself away but uh when I get this close there's people trying to break it down but also I have the best friends that will tell me let's move on yeah I'm not going to mention it ever again right did I post my link I'll post link

again oh I trying to pin it I trying to find my new new

stream what's up bro I know it happens to me oh look at the beautiful is that beautiful dog beautiful dog who did Nikki um ask me on my Discord I'll I'll explain it yeah nothing nothing happened nothing happened I don't know I don't mean all

my stream just accidentally ended and I accidentally deleted it nothing happened at all

oh you're kissing me you're kissing me hey hey sweetheart you don't like me anymore or do you like me okay are you talking to me yeah do I that's a silly well that's a silly question yeah of course I like you Nick's hotter than you is that what you're

saying I get very jealous I get very jealous but no it's okay I'm just kidding I'm just kidding you don't have to you don't have to be jealous okay I don't get I don't get yeah I don't get it was just a joke Nick Nick come right

back his microphone eching too much I didn't mute him because of anything else besides his microphone was echoing I okay he he man some I'm not I'm not I'm really just joking but uh totally I understand that

okay look boyfriend look at that look at look at beautiful dog your boyfriend hey tiger butterfly come on back up it's a safe space this me say I'm sorry if I didn't make it a safe space hey Lor look he the cute dog Lor Noor is interested

that's that's my budy

bud I know I know I know but I'm trying to I'm trying to what's up tiger butterfly I'm trying to let everybody like open Panel like it's like basically anyone's welcome everyone's welcome and I want to meet people and stuff like that and I take a

butterfly open Panel open mind that man right that was terrible huh that was just sick it was just it was just a sick person it was like a sick perverted person no him that's on now my

boyfriend yeah him him what's up with him hi yeah you hi what's up what's up tell me tiger butterf flight tell me whatever you think whatever you think whatever whatever you

want to say familiar I know you look

really butterf is a special friend of the show thank you He-Man thank you ba thank you Jake yeah I'm not saying anything negative about him I'm just saying I know it what you said him you said him you said me and then what about his infernal

Majesty she meant H right know him as in that man okay what's up what's up tell tell me I need to know because I'm considering I'm considering making my boyfriend but if if I want to hear your opinion about it oh is

he a possible boyfriend for you a I have a little bit of crush on him and uh but we still have some work to do don't eat that my dark just ate

garbage yeah no Psy psyche hit a cord hit a cord in and got me got me motivated onto like what I'm supposed to do here on Earth and I think um I think something about this channel is like a doorway to that okay I'm looking at the eight of Pentacles

right now as I'm saying that okay it's work okay um it's like it could be like a work it's like a work love situation kind of okay um but we're displaced there's like a displacement okay whether it's in the chakra system whether it's in our healing whether it's in our physical like where we are on earth

technical or whatever um but this is a connection that is supposed to I think this is just me this is just how I feel that's supposed to uh R rid the world of this that guy whatever that you were saying that be so like those are the demons coming out they they're coming on your channel okay and they're they're saying words okay

the the remember how I told you last night about the trigger words the hashtag words yeah don't get out of here all right so like okay that's that's right there consuming garbage okay that's that's a channeled message from n nuke right there so so those

keywords I told you about those hashtag words they're trigger words okay YouTube the algorithm hates that okay they're going to put you they're they're coming on and bombing your your because what's going to happen is YouTube's going to catch that algorithm and you're going to get flagged okay they're trying to stop

us you hear me yep hear you I'm trying to the link CH yeah dude and that's that's that's what's going on no no

okay I swear to God a trash the link up I guys Tak it's not showing up on my YouTube right now I'm trying to get the link up anyone else suppos to come up I think the link is pinned I'll pin it again hold on I'll I'll put it in the chat again if he wants to come up okay everyone's welcome okay I just feel bad guys I just

I keep offending people like that I really like and then like they just like leave me and they don't want to talk to me ever again and stuff like that and it's like I know like some people are going to be there for me like like Bea and like like Jamie and stuff like that but I really like noble and then I said something to offend him he left I offended Emma she won't talk to me

anymore it's my first interview I ever had like the best interview it was like the best interview and she had so much fun she saved for exra half hour and then she was like she's like I never want to talk to you again and uh and then all people just keep leaving me and it's it's not it's like hurtful and it's like I want people to like talk to me about stuff and like let me apologize and stuff like that but uh people just

keep getting mad at me and like leaving me and it's like a repeated cycle and it's going to probably happen again and again and uh it's really sad and that's all my life that's happened my family's always been here for me my friends like constantly believe meam

I'm sorry sorry um you know what Jake Jake Jake this is my show Jake you can you can say anything you want you can give suggestions and stuff like that it's my show I'll talk about what the I want to okay and I'll express my feelings I'm an emotional person in certain ways I'm an unemotional person in certain ways but and I don't think things

personally I'm always the one I'm always the one apologizing I'm always the one that gets my feelings hurt and then I'm apologizing to people that hurt my feelings right and so I I get it I get it I get it I'm not perfect okay but people that are trying to hurt my channel and people that I love that leave me and stuff like that and then they won't talk to me again and

then they won't like talk to me like I like or explain things or like stuff like that it's like it hurts my feelings I can't I can't I can't help and I I will express my feelings on my channel because it's my channel and I get to do what I want here and so I will I will and even if it makes me look bad I feel like stupid I'll tell my stupid stories make me look stupid and stuff like that

and uh but I want people to learn from learn from it you know it's like don't don't like don't um okay we have another guest on tonight hold on Ian are you me nice don't do some don't do something up to me are are you nice Ian or you a mean

person what is he going to do do hold on what are you going to do you're nice okay he's nice I think he's you guys hear my M let me hold on could let me know how you guys hear me okay Jake I get I'm I'm sorry if I overreact I get over sensitive yeah we hear you are you're not GNA do something up right

it's janky I love you be thank you thank you being I don't know to delay with I hear you with response but I'm on a samung yep I'm here okay cool nice to talk to you is my audio messed up no you sound

fine you're you're fine it is all right so I'm on a delayed response with the Samsung okay you're I think you I hear you fine though I hear you your audio's coming loud and clear it's just like I don't know if you hear us loud and clear but you're welcome you guys are good

okay you good so let me hold on okay come on back we love you my best friend I love you be be always okay now all right you guys

here thanks yeah it's not going through my earbuds yeah I had that problem the other day do your go to your audio settings and put it on like speaker phone maybe or put it audio hold on let me uh I'm going to log

off and then do it again I'll be right back okay thank you hey Psy yeah hey do you know that guy no I don't and I don't know this guy either I'm gonna bring him on my panel anyway I'm not afraid of

anybody like I just said trash Panda and look what just came on trash are dude get him out of here it's a BB and now I'm quick on the fingers but why are these people doing this to me I don't understand it's like

because they're bombing you dude we're we're doing something that they don't like and they're they're bombing you dude this is ha all right now someone's watching time figure out how to do that and then like we'll and like they'll try to like they're good on the stream like like why I don't understand it's a raid yeah why am I being raided though I'm

not a bad person like I'm I'm a nice I'm actually a really cool guy like but uh okay but it's happening all the time yeah you know I'm successful when haters assembled guys because I'm almost I'm almost there and I I don't care if anyone knows it or anything that I'm almost there we're dude we're almost there

we're almost there for sure dude it's it's it's going to take a it's it's going to take it's going to take a minute dude I still have a lot of work to do so do you I'm sure you know like but I'm telling you dude if we keep our head in the game this dude they're they're attacking for a reason okay we intimidate them we threaten them

we threaten everything they stand for okay because we stand for what's right there's no reason to be afraid okay they're the ones that are afraid that's why you're getting that's why we're getting attacked so hard they wasting their time because I've been I've been P bombed and n word bombed and like sound bombed and Gore bombed and like all these bombs I've

never had I've never had a an issue because I'm always able to take care of it right away right and it's like um because I'm smart enough because I've been I've been told by people how to deal with this kind of stuff so they're just wasting their time but it's like just to try to bring the vibe like I don't know that's all they can do right I was trying to bring another vibe and not bring another vibe I'm in a good

mood and I want to make a tiger butterfly in a good mood tiger butterfly can you talk to this talk to my uh talk to my boyfriend for a second I want you to guys to have a little chat because I think you guys will get along you mind just have a chat for a second I have to go the bathroom real quick take your butterfly can you hear

me can you hear me tiger I think she froze tiger butterfly come back come back you froze come back okay she's gonna come back hey just baby but that's how you know I like you

is if I get a little bit jeal I don't get jealous of anything but that's how that's how you know I like you but uh that's I'm not really I wasn't really jealous but maybe maybe I was jealous an emotion and stuff like that maybe maybe the feeling comes up and stuff like that but I don't think it personally what's up what's the take the prisoners how are you tiger butterfly you were frozen come

back up on the panel I'll post the link again hold on oh here she is hold on I like are you back I like you I like you a lot a lot I like you too I like you too I just like I always think people like somebody else better than me and stuff like I have to go pee real quick I don't know if she she's back or not I'll be right back yeah t like you're Frozen right

there okay you okay you you you can talk D for you can you can talk for okay all right I guess that um yeah psyche I I I have those it I've I've grew up with body dysmorphic disorder okay or body dysmorphia I don't know if the disorder it's just like a programmed

the it's a programming right and it's uh it's you know I was literally looking in the mirror and seeing something completely different than what was actually there okay all of my insecurities based on like how my body looks and how much hair I have everywhere and how much like you know

how my skin looks and just like um how my weight you know and and just like how like not how I don't look like what I'm attracted to and that's like a huge thing with like the gay scene okay like gays are you know um yeah gays gays just

like are the most like judgmental types you know it's like you got to look like this if you want to chat with them you know and it's like okay that might not be like impossible but why you know and if you look any look or act anything other than like a duck or a sheep you know it's like they run they go away

from hi who's this hello is this tiger butterfly okay the Darkness Darkness Falls across the land Hey look it's Foo Deo

Foo get it out of here we don't want no time for that we ain't got no time for that okay yeah bye you know all right and like so so so so so that's the thing okay so remember how I said before okay for Jake okay Jake he can't keep letting randoms on now that's the thing

and that's what I so I was so appreciative of Psych having this Channel and I've thanked them many times I've thanked them a few times about this already you know like I keep bring it up I appreciate this platform that he's provided for people to do exactly this because people don't like this people don't like to

interact hi tiger hi hi hello you know my window's open that's interesting because my butt's cold

now I think uh I I I think pych just I think pych got jealous a little bit because I was talking to Nick but he put us both on the panel so we can have a discussion so like I mean we're just supposed to just look at each other I like looking at psych personally I like the thing he did with his eyes I think that was kind of

cool what's eating you what's eating you tiger you said you're you're annoyed uh there's just yeah oh I'm freaking Frankie are you be are you crabby cranky everybody right crisy everybody all

right that's not you I'm not calling you a con hey what's up Ian I'm oh dude am I uh so I'm on screen yeah you're on my screen and you're on

my all right so how delayed am I in like I know that being on this uh this is my first time trying to I I'm going to get into you with tar reading and cards and okay

so so so when you're when I'm looking when I'm looking at you on on my phone all right you're you're you're going so like it links up with my phone but when I look at my TV there's a massive delay and it's a little distracting I'll admit but like I'm looking at my screen on my phone I'm hearing all

kinds echo echo is every all the audio okay what's up ver tag what's up my friend hello hello hello hello hello hello ver is from the Philippines by the way guys and he's awesome he's awesome mod he's a really good friend of mine no one's hearing echo in the chat thing I

think everyone everything's fine if you're hearing a Reverb in your own

microphone Sage Ian you have a second thing coming up hold on I think Ian needs to come back on like this hold on there he goes I remove that oh man I see two Ian I see two Ian oh not good how do

I I got I got I took it out I took it off there you go better multipli I'm seeing double it was your I saw your I saw your twin twin there for a second I say you had a twin but you're fine are you good Ian are you good ver tag are you good T okay he left okay he left again okay okay here we go hold on

I'm so irritated don't don't be tiger butterfly because you know did I'll remove this one I didn't say i wasit y okay you're not good I'm on you're on you

no that's actually you want me to be irritated you no irritated don't be I'm sorry because I said I said I said you're irritated too much I'm sorry yeah not me it's just delaying

delay delays in chat the the people that were that were doing bad things was you okay I'm making sure like the old Sprint commercials where like you hear me now you hear me now good yeah

hear I think all all are here are good people and I want us all to get along and stuff like that um I love you all I love all you guys and um if I said something to offend anybody I'm sorry because sometimes I like do that and people get mad at me and stuff like that

vtag is there what's up vtag motorcycle

go ahead you card I'll put myself on the bottom here I'll be the bottom there you go okay thank you for tag I'll see you later there you go all

right a question about so since you guys read cards how does it translate to what's going on around you the energies what does work

I oh you ask how the translate around within around you yeah what how does uh it would it would it would be like me putting on my pair of jeans

and like my jeans fit nice cuz haven't we all weared a like tried on in the dressing now it's getting obsolete but if you go and look at a pair of clothes that you like to you have to try it on so if you go into the dressing room and try it on and make sure it fits then you

buy it so how does read in a card translate to how you're going to put your pants on or how they fit or how how you think okay how how how does that work because I know

that I I read a bunch of C I didn't read a bunch of cards I what I did with cards like there was Pokemon cards and Yu-Gi-Oh and like turret I would just look at them and like they were in the garbage the next day I'm not saying nothing wrong with

reading cards I'm just trying to figure out mixing too many styles of cards with the Pokemon cards and the yuo cards and the tarot cards like do one at a time because you can get information from Pokemon cards you can you can shovel a dick of Pokemon cards find Monster there and you can find part of your your personality too right but go ahead go ahead tiger

butterfly so cards on you no I'd like to know uh what cards you guys are reading to translate that to what's going on in real life and like tarot cards but we can read we can read any cards we can we can open a picture

in a child's book illustrate a book and stuff like that and get information I can open a book this is like turret reading right I can open a book and pick a sentence all right what's your birthday I could read your birthday right now what's your guys's birthday 1780 mine's

178 who said 1780 that's a old 178 1781 right yeah I'm a all right all right read me my card read me my card and let me

know how it correlates to my life because I could all right we'll do it uh six 66281 989 666 28189 no no no June 28 he's a cancer June 28th

right and how does that correlate because I have no correlations with that in my life cancer cancer is the moon cancer is the moon card so you go through a lot of different emotions and stuff like that and Cancer's also you don't so you're no so you don't go through different phases of emotions and you don't go through mood you're not

moody at all right uh well sometimes i' I've been through emotions where like I was with the girlfriend and like I didn't want to wash my fingers for a few days because it smelled good so I want to walk hands after after finger my fingers yeah but I was called like yeah but I'm telling you like in public like people I I go like

this I be I just stand there and like people told me that like I shouldn't do that in public so show and like you have to scrub did not care about people's emotions okay go ahead T your butterfly you're the floor take your butterfly has the

floor and you do a reading he wants to he said he's down for a card or two let's go ahead yeah okay if you don't mind if you don't mind because I don't I don't want to pressure my guest to do what I did out well

Nick let's hear those numbers again just called sorry Ian Ian let's those numbers again he's he's asking for numbers he's very he's very he's very man a very man men like numbers and stuff like that like they're very logical they're very inter rationality

you're good at math right let me just put it this way very sorry no you're fine you're fine you're into math you're into numbers I'm sorry you're fine you're fine okay I'll I'll kick you off if you keep saying that you say it again you have to come back get on the panel with a better microphone but I think you hear me fine listen to TIG butterfly she

knows some okay you're you're really lucky tonight because you got tiger butterfly here willing to willing to pull card for you so just hush for a minute and just listen she's the woman on the full screen now okay just listen to her

okay tiger that okay okay yeah guys we're just having technical difficulties tonight of course of course guys I'll pull a car for you oh do you want me to pull a c for you I'll put you on full I'll put my you on full screen you want me to be on full screen or myself on full screen tell me what your preference

is you want to see the cards right you want to see the cards okay I got you okay I'm all right I'm all right I don't know if my it's lagging no you're fine just just can you hear me you can can you hear me now K Kenneth can you hear me okay okay I'll do I'm doing three cards for you right now okay okay so here's the cards I got

for you three I wait wait wait I thought it was one now it's three you want one you want one okay I got one card for you don't put me on full screen what's the matter with you don't myself on full screen okay I'm on full hold on he left hold on what SEC one sec he left hold

on hold on Ian I'm on full screen okay I'll be on full screen okay okay you're fine you have the magician card so you have all these there's beautiful nubis and and he's like doing some magic Anubis is he's a god of the

underworld he's a he's a doghe headed God in Egyptian mythology he's also a very um very powerful magician he has a magic wand right there and the person is coming to him for asking questions and stuff like that but okay but you're also in nuis too in a way you also have all these you have all the Alchemy you have the power of the earth you have the

power of the water you power of the fire and you have the power of the air all these at your disposal you you have all the things necessary to make your dreams come true you can manifest whatever you want in your life you can attract the positive you can attract the negative you can do whatever you want in your life and you all this power it's magician you're a magician natural natural magician I sense very strongly

because this card popped right out okay you're a magician okay how did that card pop right out it just it just came to it was the first card that that that came to me when I shuffled the deck and just pop right out okay but I'm saying all I'm saying about this card is that you have the power of manifestation you don't have to think about it in a magical way you don't have to think about it in a in a metaphysical way you

can think about it as you just have the power of you have all the powers of the earth you can make what you want happen you attract what you want to attract it's Law of Attraction it's a it's Alchemy It's Magic okay so I hope you like that okay you look at theard dude that's that's the same thing as like you could take a nail and make a bowl of soup well can everybody do

that is that Alchemy is that though Alchemy is basically taking am I lagging or could you hear me Al alemy Alchemy Alchemy is taking the most negative element like the bad things that happen to you in your life the mo like the the bronze like the the

the most draw like tin the most draws element and able to transform it into something that is positive for you and so you're able to like to know where that where that comes from because I learned Alchemy was taking a material or it not even it could be any mindset or concept and uh blend it with other things to make something different that

that material could the same concept it's the same concept but take it on a more spiritual level where you can take your emotion negative I'm a God God saying you have the power to transform yourself this is basically what it's about you have the power to transform yourself you have the power to turn the

positive in your life that happens and turn into or the negative in your life that happens and turn into positive experiences okay that's what I mean so many Echo so you're going in a more simplistic aspect then I'm trying to do trying to make it very simple because I don't want to go

so esoteric and so I'm saying the more Simplicity the more Simplicity aspect of it is saying oh I can turn silver into gold that's the simpl that's like the material aspect of it what I'm saying is you can turn the negative into the positive you can turn bad things into good things you can turn negative

thoughts into positive thoughts okay that's what I'm saying okay yeah cuz one time I'm not even trying to troll but one time I pulled down my pants and I thought my dick was a card so I started like touching it and then it ended up to complete tragedy you thought your dick was a card but when I

sucked it it made it hard yeah no it did not no you okay I'm way out I'm so way out okay like if you've never all right get getting off a topic okay getting off topic

please it's called j o k e okay it's called a j o k j o k a joke it was a joke it was a joke it was a joke but it was a little bit serious but it was a joke you're leaving you're leaving you don't like me right say say say no I could I ask you guys

something that a lot of people all right yes a lot of people think I'm sick for doing this and like I'm not uh grounded right but have you any of you guys ever like scratched your ass and like scratched it and like sniff

your fingers after it just to check yourself yeah okay okay yeah I I don't really want to talk about that I mean it's like do what you want to in your private time it's not really what the show's about yeah wow wow guys wow I mean is that is that like is like the most question can if they

had a dumber question to ask or Dumber thing to say is there anything Dumber they could have said for that and he has a son so he has good things coming he's he has really positive Life coming to no no I wasn't pulling on him I'm pulling on our situation on our situation

okay Illuminating okay okay we're Illuminating things we're pissing people off dude they're trying to they're s they're trying to sabotage your channel dude that's what he's doing dude he was kind of a funny troll you know but trolls are not actually funny trolls are actually horrible things like they're like horrible people okay they're they're Gatekeepers trolls are

Gatekeepers keep that in mind okay trolls are greedy okay trolls are Gatekeepers this is like uh this is this is what's what's happening right now like the the the higher for or lower forces I say the the higher dimensional or high lower vibrational forces are at play here because this is

a global thing that's happening right now all right lower vibrational forces don't have they cannot act and they cannot do anything in the physical unless it's through the physical so they're trying to possess people that are like low vibration in and go into them and then pretty much act so that they can be relevant okay look up the song

um look at the song fear uh fear inoculum or look at the album fear inoculum by tulle okay there's a song called Warrior all right and it's like the the lyrics are like Warrior struggling um to to remain relevant you know and it's and it's talking about and so this is a this is a message that I

received after after tool show right and this was the night this was the night that um that this this entity showed itself to me okay it was it was pretty ugly you guys um I so I took me and my brother went to go see tul right um in Chicago when they played a few years ago and the show was absolutely incredible right and so during the show

I was receiving these like it was like all the songs and the order that they came in and the procession and like the and the meanings behind all the songs was spelling out a a very clear message to me right and um and I was like ecstatic right because like I I couldn't believe what I was hearing you know and and the fact is we as a collective as the as the people were

ascending okay and there's nothing that can be done about it okay and so now um the thing is like with this entity right uh after the show I went back to my house and my friend Charlie okay me and my friend Charlie I was trying to discuss with him because I I he's a he's he's a targeted individual we'll just

say that right and um and uh he was uh going through some things so I I you know the message that I was receiving had something to do with with what he was talking about slightly so I'm sitting there in my room with him talking about like the concert and I was explaining each song in order now uh

when my when I was doing this my phone was uh like his phone was gonna die so like I took a picture of his screen of the set list that night right took a picture of his screen so I can keep up with the N with with the with the order of the songs right so like I got done so I took a picture of the screen I looked at the song and set my phone down I continued to I finished the song and

when I picked the phone back up from the bed what was on my screen was like an illustration okay that was doctored okay this illustration was like a Dick and Jane um like a Dick and Jane drawing you know like from those old school books and it was this little girl that was T the little girl she had like horns on and she had wild eyes and she

was chasing this little dog down a hill okay and the dog had a weird ugly baby face on it like a human face okay on this dog and then and then there was symbols on her t-shirt there was symbols in the grass and there was symbols in the air it looked demonic as okay this picture came out of nowhere all right mind you I I I

threw my phone I freaked out and so Charlie picked up my phone he went to look he saw it for a second but then my phone started scrolling through a bunch and it ended up on some random French website we could no long longer find that image okay that image was gone we could not find it in my history we couldn't find it on any platform we looked at and it was gone okay

meanwhile I'm doing all this my brother is in the other room across the hall and he was having night terrors as this was happening okay I didn't know this until like after the fact when he woke up and everything so it's this entity it didn't and so like while I was telling him this okay I felt this presence in this corner in a corner like with like just like smoking

a cigarette tapping his foot like piss the off okay glaring at me with daggers okay like did not want me to share this information with Charlie and that was uh so so I'm saying it's this entity it's this it goes through people it speaks through people it moves through people it moves it goes from you'll experience the same so psyche you

were saying this before you're going to experience the exact same situation okay the exact same thing exact same with person after person after person okay because it's it's it's something within you psyche it's something within you it's within us okay it's within me it's

it's within you okay and it's wounding okay it's wound yeah all right and it's it's trauma okay it's like being it's that five of Pentacles feeling it's that three of swords feeling you know what I mean and that's what it is okay and then whatever I don't I don't I don't wdes whether it's in your in your root chakra which is which is the grounding whether

it's in your solar plexus or whether it's in like in sacral I don't know root chakras okay that's intuition right so so and I'm looking right now at the Ace of Swords and the devil I split the deck in half okay it's the truth battling

untruth psyche hi tiger butterfly welcome back hi I love psyche I really do I was letting you talk go ahead I I want to hear what you have to say because it's it's it's kind can I speak now yes please or you

want um well I I uh I want to know I want to know why you were aggravated I never got like a clear response from that we had to stop the chat when you were tring TR to explain that so there's there's there's resistance and interference here so that's that's that's what I'm feeling

with aggravated I don't know why I'm really upset pissed off over simulated not to do with

y'all so I won't take it out on y'all but

yeah okay um well that's good so maybe these feelings are so like you can't find a way to like you don't have an association to to a to like so we all have associations right when we look at things right there's like a instant thing that everyone comes out I see a tree okay when there's a tree in front of a group of people everyone looks at the tree and they derive something else

it's it's an ass iation okay given how you feel right now okay this aggravation or whatever what is the first thing okay that you're aggravated about who is it is it is it a who is it a what is it a why is it a when okay like ask these questions about how you're feeling get to know like what like you you you're

obviously in touch with your emotions what you're feeling okay try to try to pinpoint why

something in the collective it's not me no it you're an empath you're an empath okay you're feeling I have this Pro I've had I I have this problem too actually me and Psych were talking last night um about this massive anxiety okay

because I I I last couple days I've had like I'm pissed massive massive panic attack okay not pan panic attack they some people over yeah dude it it dud it me up uh it totally

me up too but you know what like um knowing that this a part of you feeling they F someone over I'm pissed I'm feeling it I don't know who I don't know why I don't know where I don't know when this is why but I'm

pissed this is why right here this is why this is why you're feeling pissed this is this is this is this is why you're feeling pissed po relationship this is poor relationships dude okay the

relationships with people the relationships we have with objects the relationship we have with ourselves the relationship we have with institutions the Rel just relationships in general that we have with our family members that we have with our friends you know huh I had a dream the other night it was

hilarious psyche you're not getting in the way dude you are you are the way psyche you are the way you are the way you are the way look look psyche that's us look at look at us look how happy we are This Is Us psyche look we're celebrated there's a party going on we got our

pass and we're like we did it look at that where are you psyche you see that psyche I love you because of you where are you psyche you are an excellent facilitator and our objective uh wait objectively good at bringing other people together yes the

star the star bringing people together right for okay this is for the better for the betterment of our souls okay Ace of Pentacles you have something to give to the people to the world we have something to give to the world okay

Nostalgia I talked about associations okay associations feelings on associations like when you base on memories your relationship with memories even then okay that could be triggering okay there a ma major people are majorly trigger I'm a okay I'm a walking trigger okay

I can't go into a room with an adct when I get high okay or party okay I'm a walking trigger I'm I I can't be around certain people I can't do AA meetings or NA meetings because I'll end up getting a plug or something or being a plug okay like I'm I'm I'm an enabler I don't like to withhold from

people I don't like something there's no reason I feel like why I shouldn't share it with them I feel like something is just driving ice the moon in Reverse driving ice that's a synchronicity for me Tiger Lily

I just called you Tiger Lily yes that's my favorite flower how are doing this oh my God driving ice yes Tiger Tiger you're great

dude am I yes you are I saw it in your eyes I know it's India it's IND it's India I saw it I saw you too babe it's like I saw you I was pointing lady I said that man that man that man

I'm like I'm like who is this lady and then and then you smiled okay and as soon as I saw that smile I'm just like I know her somehow I know her um I I recognized you I don't know why or how but there's this look in your eye that I know that we've seen each other before on some it's somewhere

maybe past life I don't know um but isn't it weird how you look at your own eyes but we can did it mine friend yeah oh my God take no

prisoners no prisoners dude prisoners that's a liability okay having prisoners is a liability all right prisoners okay we make friends okay that's what we do we we we build Bridges okay we don't burn them repair them okay um no burn

Bridges sometimes it's good to cut a cord but to burn a bridge is a Bad Thing psyche psyche where are you I miss you thank you thank you you're doing sign

language I'm not sign signing yeah like sign language oh my God like um what is it uh sign language symbols symbolism symbolism um uh yeah symbolism that's all it is associations it's all associations everyone's going to see and

interpret something differently okay heard you say I got you you know so so when it comes to that um memory memory is hugely based on associations okay um when you when you want to remember something okay like you remember how you

feel okay not like what happened you really remember how you feel right so when I when I was going feel anymore want to like pinpoint okay look at the symbolism look at the associations how does this picture make you feel what is what what's what are the what are the things that are surrounding what are the

triggers that huh show me a picture show you a picture okay give me one

second yeah that

one you

ready you're an

you see this can you see this

yep yeah seyi where you at shall I pull some cards for you sir yeah pull pull one for pull pull three cards for me and psyche and and and and what we can expect out of this

connection three you're asking me to dictate what what can come of this what will

come of the situation the con me and and psyche first of all don't take how many cards I need to pull okay all right okay pull pull pull pull cards on me and se's situation okay

sir don't tell me how many just a

okay what can I expect or what con or what what what what's what's what does the connection between me and psyche what is this connection hold I like you I like you too hipip hoay hip hiip hoay he's a

jolly good fellow indeed hip hiip hoay

I got done so far you have what the Sun

okay that's amazing it is I just I just pulled the sun I just said what does the situation

hold say that again

what was that Six of Pentacles

and what's the

motto you're silly that's cute this is this is psyche right now he's feeling oh he's feeling sad hello yeah I can hear you a positive that's py the Cutie guy and this is me this this this uh

this like guy in the background totally like checking him out you know he's totally checking him out he's saying he's saying oh look at that look at that piece over there right and then he's just like I'm just doing my thing I'm doing my thing you know and he's like a little insecure looking you know but in this in this scenario who's

cruising who you know ask me a question about psyche yeah of course I am look at this we enjoy attention me and psyche enjoy attention Okay like that's just us we're cats all right we're cats

I I want to make psyche purr okay that's what I'm that's what I'm wondering too Jake is py okay let me see um let's pull let's pull

a card on psyche right now n swords

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