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Psyche hosts a Christmas Eve stream, addressing community tensions and reflecting on misunderstandings about his online presence and creative work through a humorous song about 'Black RG stealing Christmas'.
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Browse era →Sleigh bells ring, the vibes feel cursed. Thing that is his cranky first. Thing fatties is his cranky like a cat in a wreath. Side eye so sharp it's cutting through my piece. King Carl is demanding more sparkle, more flare. Like, bro, I'm one person. I have only
two hands and a prayer. God, he takes credit for everything we do. I invented holidays, sir. You invented being you. Alexander got me McDonald's. Saving my soul. Now I'm spiritually thriving with a nugget shaved gold. Jamie is mad at Mason. It's a
seasonal beef. We're passing around receipts like ornaments on a tree. Still no beta. What is this suffering? We've been manifesting since Thanksgiving. Ghost is crashing out the group chat
screaming, "Come back, Alexandra. We need you beaming. Fa la. Please return ASAP. The cold is festive, but it's down bad. Ghost is crashing out like I'm done. I'm free. Then post a vague story that's clearly about me. King Carl
bangs the table. Where's the beta supply? God is like I made beta. He's lying supplies. Think Fattis is cranky. Won't bless the coco says this peppermint triggers my inner snow. No. Jamie won't talk to Mason unless there's mediation. So we schedule
a healing circle holiday edition. Alexander's fries are cold, but the love is warm. We're caring in chaos. This is our norm. Still no beta. What is this suffering? We've been
manifesting since Thanksgiving. Ghost is crashing out the group chat, screaming, "Come back, Alexandra. We need you beaming la. Please return ASAP. The cult is festive but it's down bad. Okay, everybody breathe.
One hand on heart, one hand on the McDonald's bag. Repeat after me. I release the need to control. I release the need for credit. I release seasonal grudges. I invite Pet into this timeline. And lastly, Alexandra, come back. We are simply not stable without
you. Still no beta. This is a tragedy. Someone call the North Pole's HR department, please. Ghost is crashing out. Carl is demanding. Got selfing. Jamie's reprimanding. Fa la. Bring beta too.
Come back Alexandra. We miss you. Think that is cranky. Carl wants more. Gotti says, "I did it. We can't take it anymore.
Amazing. Oh, pretty amazing. Amazing. Thanks, man. I do need like a minute to like get the show ready. So, I don't understand
why it's like such a a front to play a two-minute song, right?
I saw the people that just walked right in and walked right out. Well, you want to see me? You want to see my beautiful face? Yes, you can. But I'm not smiling right now. It's raining outside and it's not nice.
When it's raining outside, what should people be doing? Should they be out on their balcony at like 3:00 in the morning? Little little toes hanging out.
I don't know what I'm talking about. Um, let's see. Yeah. Hello. Merry Christmas. It's Merry Christmas. Wow. We had some holiday miracles yesterday, I think. Well, so
I did see like a little bit little bit of Alexandra show and she's like, "Well, oh, this guy Black RG is threatening to human traffic me." She's like, "It's not a matter of if, it's a matter of when." Like I I mean it's I think black RG is probably like 400 pounds. I don't think he's left his house in quite a while. I think you're
gonna be safe from Black RG. I do. And I think he was trying to make a joke. It's not funny. It's not No, it's not funny at all. I don't think he's a Rap P. But it's like Oh, and he Oh, this is just another person I met through Psyche. like one of these nuts, you know, around psyche. Like,
and then she's like, and she's like, she's like, you know what? She's like, I'm so She's like, I'm so glad I like I like like just disconnected completely from from psyche because he probably doesn't even care. He probably just uh is thinks this is all funny. Like really? I don't think it's funny at all. I think
it's like tragic actually. Like everything that happened is tragic. It's like the complete opposite of what should have happened. I'm okay. But uh I don't know. It's like yes, I have weird people around me. I like having weird people around me,
too. I don't Some of them are a little bit too weird, but rather than just like war boring people, it will be. I don't know. We'll see. But uh I'm just so misunderstood, you know? It's like I like I don't like Black RG. I made a song. I wasn't trying to like hurt his feelings or something like
that, but I've got all these people angry at me about that song. uh all these people and like um thumb thumbs down. Yeah. Um and then a lot of the same narrative. I was on beatas yesterday for a little bit and like she was actually somewhat kinder
than normal. Yeah. Merry Christmas. I I had like a little bit of like a a a DMT day yesterday and I have a little bit left and maybe I'll try a little bit more. I got so up on it. And this guy, I don't know if he like broke it, like when he said he did, but he brought me over this broken DMT pen that was like leaking. And he's like, "Oh my god, I just broke it." But he's like, he's
like, "And well, I'll just give it to you. Happy Merry Christmas." And so I have
a little bit. I have enough. Wow. That's fine. Fine. That will get me. You You have You never heard the RG song? You have sort of checked out. Well, guys, do you mind? I mean, it's is a Christmas holiday. I mean, it's it's time for a song.
Up on the line, down in the feed. Christmas loading at lightning speed. went out from the shadows with a mischievous grin. Came black RG with a here we go again. They said he got banished to rumble. A digital exile zone where the common section how like a haunted megaphone. He stomped through the snow like a
glitch in a sleigh. Muttering this holiday. I'm taking it away. >> He typed with the fury of a keyboard gremling king. And every little notification made the jingle bell sting. He yelled, "Stop playing with AI like it's some sacred law." I said, "Shut your mouth." Then I hit record and saw. Black stole Christmas, took the lights, took the cheer, snatched the
coco, stole the carols, made the reindeer disappear. He docks everyone in the story. While the north profile complaints and the elves just looked away, but the cult survives. Yeah, the cult survives. Even when the internet tries to eat itself alive. He rolled up with a groovy Jimmy puppet in his hand like behold my tiny chaos. My velvet coated
brand. He made it talk in a voice that was smug and overdone. Ho ho ho. I'm petty now your joy is on the run. He stuffed all the stockings with sub tweets and despair. Hung a merry note banner in the freezing air. He swapped out the star for a webcam ring like glow and told the baby Jesus, "Please like, share, and subscribe below." He yelled, "Stop playing with a hat." Lucky Santa
with a gabble. I said, "Brother, take a nap. You're spiraling in gravel." He shook the puppet like it's courtroom testimony. I said, "Shut your muppet chat." Went lol and honestly black. He stole Christmas. Took the lights, took the cheer, snaps the coco, stole the carols, made the rain disappear. He docked everyone
in the story. While the North F complaints and the elves just looked away, but the cult survives. Yeah, the cult survives. We keep the flame in winter. Watch the mytho stay alive. You can steal the tinsel, steal the tree, but you can't steal the frequency. Can't unplug the laughter, can't mute the grin. We've got backup joy
stored deep within. So when the sleigh bells go silent and the snow turns gray, we light one candle and we make our own day. He can stomp and rant. He can shake that toy, but the cold turns ashes and annoyingly bright joy. Black guard, he stole Christmas. Yeah, he tried. Bless his heart, but we duct tape the holiday back
into art. He screams, "Stop playing with AI like he's ruleing the night." I said, "Shut your mouth." Then we sang and the stars came back bright. And the cult survives. Yeah, the cult survives. We don't need permission to keep Wonder alive. So, here's to the weird ones, the loud ones, the crew. If
someone steals Christmas, we build Christmas.
Yeah. So, I thought it was Groovy. Like, I thought it was groovy. No. Um, so like he came in the like when I was playing some other video last night. like, "Oh my god, he's like, "You need you need an AI detox." Like, whatever. Try like spend all this time making this stupid video. I mean, it's like maybe it wasn't the best video or whatever. Like the other one, it was just like a stupid like, you know, Christine got hit by a reindeer or
something like that. I don't remember. It's just a stupid Christmas song. And he's like, "Oh, well." And I was like, and then I was like, "Okay, well, I'll get him back." And then I wrote that song. Then I made it. And then he's like, "Oh my god, how would I get dragged into this?" He's like, he's like, "I can't believe you think I would be mad about this." And then, um, some somebody then somebody started posting, "Oh, Greece gang, this is horrible. Um, like, thumbs
down. Um, we're sending more stuff to your house and stuff like that." So, that's what happened with that song. I mean, and I was like I was like I was just trying to make you smile. Maybe like maybe thought you think it was funny because I like been the jokes about the groovy Jimmy puppet and like his like dog and stuff. I thought it was
kind of funny. I mean, I don't know. Not everyone makes everyone's cup of of uh white cloth or whatever. I don't know. I try I try to like make him really cool. Like I try to like work on that. Then I just hear, oh, he's just paying for it all. He's just like, "Oh, he has like
this library stocked up of just like all just all drunk." It's like, no, I really spend a lot of time putting a lot of thought into like the songs I do and like the words and like the imagery and it's like not just like so easy. I mean, sometimes it is. I made a few Christmas songs, you know, in five minutes and stuff, but I can take like a
few hours to make a song. Like it's like so you can see the variation of quality and stuff and there's, you know, sometimes I write the whole song, sometimes I rewrite a song, sometimes I do different things. I mean, I It's like I just experiment. It's like I'm not trying to say I'm like I'm like he's your undercover boyfriend. Well, panel verse. I knew he was gay. Well,
Alexandra, I think you're safe. I think unless like this gay mafia is after you, but not I hope not. It's like no, Alexandra, like I I really hope you stay safe and everything. I'm not trying to No, there's nothing light about I know you have like real threats and stuff like that. RG is like he's like 400 pounds. Seriously, he's he's like he's really fat. He's really he's I think he's a
virgin. Like I think he actually said he's a virgin. He he like gets too um embarrassed to talk about it. Like whenever we ask about it like he just says, "Oh, I don't want to talk about it." Like and say so it's like something embarrassing. It's not good. Okay. So unless he's like some kind of kingpin
on the dark web, I don't know. I think he just like has this like um you know allied master computer guy sucking his dick like trying to like kiss up to him and like giving him doxy information. I mean that's all I can think like I don't think of anybody else he's gonna bother and that's so anyway
but anyway so happy merry Christmas black RG and everything. Um, and no, I'm not laughing. I'm not I don't think like things are funny like how like, you know, people just dump me and say I'm toxic and they never want to talk to me again and they're so happy they cut me out of their life and things like that. That doesn't make me laugh at laugh about it. Just kind of makes me like say
why I've really up like everything, I guess. But well, no. Um well Alexandre and RG I mean just saying like Alexandre said some stuff today and then RG said this stuff um last night. Yeah. And isn't he terrible? Isn't he terrible panel verse? I know.
And he's like it's because he's like actually really really wants just to be a gay man and like just like just like but he wants to be accepted by like RG and stuff and like so it doesn't quite work, you know? It's like or bisexual guy or whatever. And RG is probably bisexual, too. I mean, it's like these guys would
be happy to get have the dog lick lick on their their toe, much less another man or a woman, but like whatever. I don't think they I don't think they care at this point. Yeah. Um, do this with like a human touch, but but who doesn't? Who doesn't? I I prefer the touch of cuddling with my
cat. right now. As a human being, I'm afraid they're going to use some sharp object on me when I turn turn my back on them. So, I'd rather have the only sharp objects be my cat's claws, you know. Okay. Um, so I don't know if you saw I did
make a video. I don't know if you want to see it. I guess probably we're gonna say, "Oh, we're leaving." But I'm still gonna play it.
I learn the world by falling off a sledge. St myself together on a rusted ledge. They call it failure, call it pledge. Carving truth with a liar's hedge. Every mist just alchemy. Every crack my biography. And they keep trying to rewrite my face. Protecting the shadows all over
my space. They want to see they can crucify. But I'm the ghost they can't deny. I'm the broken man. The murder that won't collapse. Every fo
reloads my fire. Every scar resets my choir. You see your fears in the silver. But I'm the her. I rise from the ash. You try to trap. I'm psych of the broken map. I
don't want to name the pain. Walk through storms just to rework the rain. The world sees chaos. I see the chain that links the lost to the gain. I'm the lesson wrapped in smoke. The truth inside the joke. You crown me and beg me to heal. You scream me s that you want to feel. You
build your mist out of everything I break. But I'm the story you can't remake. I'm sick of the broken map. Fighting life through every trap. Every fracture feeds my vision. Every stumble
is precision. You think I'm chaos you must forget. But I'm the heretic you. I rise from the vis of the broken map. I fall down cliffs just to learn the climb.
Bleed through centuries inside one life time. I carry the code no grip can buy. My ruins are rarer than you try. I walk the fall lines others flee. A living trial of prophecy.
>> >> I'm psycho of the broken love. The m to every lie you try to name me with every myth you built from it. I'm a heretic with the fire sword.
I'm the echo that lost the door. You try to bury me under your cloud, but I'm sick of a broken map. Let them pull in the flame. Let them twist the holy name. I walk through unafraid from every fall.
You know, I like that. I like that because I like that for a lot of reasons. But um I like the technicolor kind of
dream coat. Oh my god. it. I like that one. Uh, I like that because I was inspired like at a weird time of the night like and just like fell together and I like being inspired and
I hope you guys like it. I don't know. Maybe you don't. You're laughing. You don't. The evil one doesn't like it because it's almost hour 16. Well, she gets to hour 36 then my my prophecy will have come true. Ghost is not feeling well. Ghost is Ghost has a bad leg and he can't work and stuff and like he's not doing good. I just want to send a shout out to
Ghost. Hope you're hopefully you feel better, my buddy. Yeah. Okay. Well, one more like little pretty thing and then we'll see what's going on. I'll put my link up after this. Okay. Just one more little thing. I promise it's pretty.
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>> Midnight tastes like sandalwood and heat. I follow the hush where the lotus speaks in the pause between my breath and my name.
You arrive. Soft thunder. Blush fire flame. Eyes like vows I never said out loud. Smile like mercy wrapped in something proud. I try to resist
but the cosmos leaps. Your beauty is long. Your silence means and every fear I wore like armor turns to silk when you move through. I feel the throne inside my body and I know it
belongs to you. Teach my hunger holy geometry. Draw your shade crown my skin. Let the world fall quiet. Let me in. Sugar cane bow flower arrow bliss. You don't chase love, you invent it like this.
Under your crown blush fire, I'm free. La enchant me endlessly. They say you're the secret in every desire.
The sweetest water, the deepest fire. A palace hidden behind the heart. Nine gates opening one at a time. Your name is a key with a velvet bite. A
mantra that turns my dark to light. And when you speak, even shadows behave like wolves made gentle by your gaze. I don't want to resue. I want your truth in my veins. I want the sweet discipline of
your news and your rings. La put a sun. Teach my hunger. Holy geometry. Draw your she on my skin. Let the world fall quiet. Let me in. Sugar cane b flower arrow bliss. You don't chase love. You invent it like
this. Under your crown. Blush fire. I'm free. Tie and shine me endlessly. In the city of the thousand pedled hush where thought becomes nectar and time becomes blush. You sit at the center, not distant, not cold. Close
enough to turn my chaos to gold. Gold in your hand, guide me with grace. Noose in your hand, keep me in place. Not as a captive, Noah's chosen flame, marked by blush fire that remembers my name. I've heard the saints whisper, "She's too bright to stare."
But I like the danger in devotional air. Let my ego dissolve like sugar in tea. Let my prayer be a slow surrender to she.
If love is a spell, then cast it precise not to break me. Beloved to make me wise lost. Turn my longing into sovereignty. Set
the crown. Blush fire in my crown. Teach me how to hold heaven down. Sugar cane bow flower arrow kiss. I don't want less. I was born for this. Under your crown, blush fire. I'm free. La enchant me endlessly. La
she put us under. La stay the light the blush fire and make me me.
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>> doing smoke. >>
>> Oh
Sorry, I had to put my laundry away or in the dryer or whatever. Oh, yeah. So, it sucked. I've been sick a little while and like I got so much sleep yesterday like it's ridiculous. Um,
and I'm still sick. And so now I'm not going to be able to have Christmas with my family because I don't want to get anybody sick because I would hate for that to happen. So, uh, if anyone feels like coming up, not then I'll let y'all go. You did laundry yesterday. Yeah. I haven't done it in like a week,
so it's time. I mean, I have plenty of clothes but I found my tablet. Finally. Finally, it was like I found at a weird time in a weird place. It's almost like it was like at a place I already looked, but then it appeared and I was supposed to or something.
Yeah. I don't know.
We have a guest coming up. Let me just make sure. I think it's probably going to be like a porn bomb. No, it's not. It's not a pom pom. No, it's not a pom pom. I'm not a pom pom. Trust me. >> Are you Are you British? You're British. >> Um Um No, I'm not British. But we talked we talked the other day, but we didn't >> I know who you are. I know who you are. You're um
>> Jenny. >> You're from Africa. >> No, I'm in Switzerland. >> Switzerland. Okay. But you're African. Uh, well, we can say that, but it stretch back way way way back. >> My my ancestors my ancestors are Africans, but um I was born in the Caribbean, raised in the Caribbean, and
I've been living in Switzerland for the past over 30ome years. >> So, I got the Caribbean Queen. >> How are you doing, sir? How are you doing? We were so friendly the other night and like just so nice and like thank you for like being gracious and like being kind about my music and stuff. I I get more
love at some other places than I get on my own show sometimes. that that's part of life lately, you know, that that's part of life. And and um yeah, but I I I connected to you. I'm not sure if it was on Leia's on Leia's panel and um and then uh and then we were on another panel together and we were sort of um >> Okay.
>> Yeah. >> I forgot which other one were we on? We were on >> I think on money something. >> Yeah. Money 420. Mommy 20. Yes. And and then sadly it was a rude interruption, but um um while I was on Les, you popped up and I wanted to have a chat with you.
Well, I think that's where I No, I think that's where um I connected I got from Les your um your channel. Yes. Yes. Cool. >> I connected to you. >> How are you doing, sir? I'm >> good. It's Christmas. I've been sick. It's Christmas.
>> Yeah, I've been I've been sick, too, man. It's normal. Yeah. >> Have you seen my tricks here? >> Yes. Hello. Hello. Oh my god. Hello, sweetheart. >> Yeah. >> Oh, is it a he or she? I'm getting a sweet eye. >> He's a boy. He's a boy. He's a little He just gave me a sweet eye.
>> He gave me a sweet eye. Yeah. You're flirting. >> You're flirting with the Yeah, you can you can >> Hello. I'm allergic to cats. I'm allergic to cats. >> Well, I have four of them and so >> Okay. >> You better stay at least a thousand miles away, but >> yeah, don't worry about it. H shout out
to your chat as well. Hello to everybody. Yes. God blessings. God blessings. Merry Christmas to everybody. >> Nancy like who's this nice lady? Like like yes, people are like so shocked that we have a nice like a nice guest coming on. Like usually >> Oh, well thank you. Thank you. Well, sooner or later they they'll know about
me that I can be I can be like a pig in the mud. >> Oh, >> when I'm fighting. Only when I'm fighting. >> Well, I said I have a quote I like a lot. It's kind of like a like a life quote I I like to like say. It's like uh never never fight with never wrestle with a pig because you'll you'll both
get dirty and the pig will like it. >> Yes. Well, I learned I got that from you actually because I was listening to you earlier this morning when you said that. >> Okay. >> And and then you you don't want to fight and get down to the level. You said that as well, but it's the internet that
that's what happens. But I'm I'm here on a good vibes. I I I um I I watched your stuff. I listened to you and you you're great uh person. So um so I'm happy to be on your channel and um >> I'm sorry. I'm gonna put you on uh the dual screen. I just had myself up. I'm so sorry. Hold on one second. There you go. Now we're up there.
>> Hold on. Did that work? Hold on. That didn't work. Hold on. I think this will work. There we go. There we go. You guys can see her. This is James Bond. She's James Bond. And I'll be Octopusy. She can be James Bond, you know. >> Yes, >> we're changing the sexual roles. Good morning, Carless Kate. How are you? Good to see you. Yeah, we're changing the
roles and so it's males, female, females, and but that's okay. Yeah. So, you know, I know there's been a little controversy with his channel and stuff and and it's like I am trying to like kind of stay out of the crossfire because it's like, you know, >> I do I mean, of course, like I just think people are get get like way too sensitive about some things like and it's like, oh, because he's friends with
this person or this person or this person instead of follow it all. It's too complicated for me. It's like >> for me as well. for me as well. >> It's not easy starting a show. And he's he started doing a show and it's like it's hard. Like it's really really difficult being a streamer. It's like it's like people think, oh, it's just like so so like, you know, easy and you're just like basically, you know,
it's like anybody can do it. It's like it's not. It's like and it's like, >> no, it's not. No, it's not. I I I mean just by watching uh everyone that I've uh you know the the ones that I really follow and what they have to deal with and all of the whole controversy like you said and the
separation, the division, the fighting, the Oh, it's crazy. It's crazy out there. >> It is crazy, you know. And it's like and then like it's like there's like truth mixed with fiction, but it's like I think a lot of people like a moral diagram. Exactly. >> Yeah. >> Exactly. >> People and it's like we just want to like keep it like everybody safe and
like not having to worry about like certain things, but it's like I mean it's it's just like some people I think some things get overblown and like I I just don't know. I think he's he's been nice to me like and so it's like I'm what can I what can I say? It's like oh I'm just going to ban everyone else is saying to ban him, ban him and stuff like that. I'm not like I'm pretty much I stand alone. I'm like uh I'm like uh you know I have mods and they they can
do what they want to do and stuff but I can I can undo it if I if I really want to you know it's like and I've had controversial people on I would I said I wouldn't mind interviewing people from the KKK or um even murderers or I would I wouldn't mind because I want to like figure out stuff or like talk to them and like >> Exactly. Exactly. >> about their side of the story or their perspective even if it's like totally
up. It's like then that's going to be revealed. everyone can see that. But it's like sometimes they might have a good thing to say. Sometimes they might be innocent and and be just like slandered. Who knows? Like it's like there's so much going on right now that it's like, you know, just like be careful what you like believe. Even be careful what you see, what you hear. Everything is so easily manipulatable that people have determined enough.
They're putting false police reports. They're putting I mean all kinds of and it's like for what reason? There's a lot of different reasons, but um >> sometimes it's misguided. >> I'll tell you one thing. There's a lot of false re going around by certain people and we are connected. So I can even start naming names that of people that you know but I'll not do it. I'll not do but I'll just say I enjoy one
song that you keep playing which is great and you're not going to threaten nobody's life. It's just a song. >> Right. Right. Right. And I played I played I know Christine got railroaded by or or um you know steamrololled by Rudolph and then it's like at least like a few people were like that's that's a threat that that's a vi that's you're making viable threats and you know poor
>> I love I love the song. It's a beautiful song. I love it. >> Oh thank you. I have some nice holiday songs this year. I mean it's like what is that Metallica or something like that? There's a good song by >> Oh my god. I I know so many songs. So many Jesus. Do you are you do you listen to reggae
and stuff like that? >> Yeah, I go no woman no cry.
>> I heard that song mean in Jamaica does that mean like unless you have a woman you're going to be crying? Is that what it really means or what does it mean? Because it's like because some people think it means if you don't have a woman you don't you don't cry but I'm like no you you don't have a woman you will cry >> because you cry people cry for their mother and people cry for their wife and
so like you know the one thing that could make men cry right >> I mean it would be nice for men to cry because you sometimes you think that when a man cries he's weak. No that that that that man is the most powerful man. A man who doesn't cry is a coward because at the end of the day what they do is they eat up all of that stuff in themselves. They make
themselves angry. They build up and that's where you get the murderous people from because they don't let it out. If a man cries, a man is crying out his emotions. He's sharing his feelings. He cries it out. Let the river flow. And this man is a man to want to love because he cries. >> Yeah. Because men are very dis I mean they're called gay or you know f a g o t
or discouraged from any kind of emotion. They're supposed to just be strong protector and everything. And it's like you know >> traditionally like in the animal kingdom it's actually been the female of the species that's like been the protector a lot of the time. Right. And >> exactly >> with Right. The lioness is actually the
huntress and feeds the family and >> Exactly. And people forget that. >> Yeah. >> Oh, the lion is a but it's the tigerest is she's the one that is more aggressive. If you watch just in reality, okay, if a man is really, you know, bold and tough and and somebody
comes uh like uh that's where men comes. That's where the cowardness comes in. If her if let's say you walking down with your girlfriend and then um some other guy say something nice to her, you get aggressive. You go and you punch him. Now, do you think that's powerful? Do you think that's um >> weakness? It's like a weakness.
>> I get it. >> Hey, good morning. Have merry Christmas. Ghost. Ghost is in the chat. If you want to come up ghost and say hi to James Bond, myself, I know ghost. I know. So, let's go. So, here's where here's where what a what a a lioness does. A lioness only attacks to protect. So, she will
even fight to protect her man if she sees her man is being aggressively attacked and she will protect her children. But men, >> uh, sometimes, >> I don't know. I And I don't want to Well, we we're still talking about the animal world. I guess there are men that will do that to protect their their
their kids and their wives and their but whatever but it it varies and it's it's different emotions. It's different emotions. is how one wants to react and >> yeah I think men should should um you know be protective but like we like as considered like you know I don't I personally don't think you know maybe
physically there's some like advantages to to you know and like maybe men are considered stronger but I think women like can like tolerate more pain and like they listen they go through child birth think about how savage that is I mean it's just like that's like if a man had to go through that he there would be no more life because men just wouldn't get pregnant. You know, men are such babies about, you
know, a little bit of pain, right? And then like, >> oh my god, >> I don't know. >> Oh my goodness. You know, when my son has got to go, oh, I got a cold. If the whole world is the world whole world's turned over, he's got a cold. And then who is the one looking at? Get the medic, do that.
>> My dad stubbed his toe. He would be like, you know, on on the ground, call the call the ambulance, call the paramed, you know, it's like, I need to go to the hospital. And my mom would be go through a surgery. She'd be like, oh, I don't even need the medication. Just like she's like, you know, I I don't want to get addicted to it or the kids to get into it or something like that.
>> So, you know, and I don't know. This is kind of how it's how I've seen it. Um I I don't think it's Yeah, I think maybe >> and then and then I I don't want to be it's bashing men, but then you get a small cold. Oh, call the doctor, call the doctor. And then a woman will just go in the kitchen said, "Look, I'm going to whoop you that that and that." The old
grandmommy stuff and then you can drink that, take that, and you're good to go the next day, you know. But >> yeah, I mean because you know because they have to they have things to do to run the family that it's like if they I mean a man can call sick from work. A woman can't call in sick for you know her kids and husband you know I mean
that she has to be blessed with like a you know like a a spa or beauty day by them you know and like there's a baby and you know that kind of stuff. But you know men can just you know oh I have a cold and you know I'll just work from my my laptop you know just s lay in bed you know the woman has like >> psychic psychic we are talking terrible
about the human race >> I know but >> no I think I think I think in honest on on on on top of all what we said before I think in honest truth we are both equal well I would love to think that we're both equal I don't know what do you I don't know. >> Yeah.
>> Cuz I think I think in today's especially in today's living, a woman can wear a pants as good as a man. You know, >> women of course can do anything men can do. Women are just as intelligent or more and they're definitely more motherly, maternal, mature, like they're more nurturing. You know, men are kind of like a eternal child. Women are kind
of like an eternal mother. In my mind, I just see like, you know, just even, >> you know, kids, the girls will be playing with the dolls, you know, and wanting to take care of the doll and like being interested in the baby and stuff, and the guys are just interested in destruction and fighting with each other kind of thing. And if there wasn't for the woman, I don't think that men would be
showering, cleaning. Like, I don't think they'd be doing much of anything except maybe mud wrestling or, >> you know, out hunting. I don't I think I think women are the reason that a lot of men wake up or try or invent things or you know I think like so many things have been created in this world to impress women you know I mean that's how
it and so uh that's is that a good thing or a bad thing I think it's I think that's just how the world is the world is like a I think >> the world the world is based on a on a what's the word I and excuse me if I speak a little bit because my my influence is German. Although I was born in the Caribbean, I've been living here
for over 30 years. So I've I speak German every day. So when I have to switch to English, it sometimes mess up my mind because I don't speak English people all day long. So please excuse any >> Thank you very much. >> Better than my German present.
>> Gooden dog. I know. Good dog and I know good dog. Good. Yeah, a little bit of German, but yeah, I know. I know. >> That would be nice to to Well, that's nice. >> Um, I speak in a dialect here, which is a broken because I live in Zurich, so
it's a broken um German. >> Okay. >> But we taught we're taught in the school. We're taught in the school the high German from Germany. >> Okay. >> And also in the written language as well. But but when we when we write here in in Zurich or local, we write the dialect which is good as well. >> Yeah. If you like look back like a
hundred years in history, if we go back to like uh 1925 instead of we're in 2025, right, or 1926 in uh in Germany at that time, they were having the social revolution. They were having um they had a um gay they almost had like a kind of domestic partnership similar to gay marriage like a little
they had that almost approved. >> They had um burlesque. They had drag shows. They had a like a very li libertine kind of like um educated >> homosexual class that was you know like able to be viable. But they also had this big conservative backlash. We of course know what happened like you know going into the 30s in in Germany and you
know it's like you know very controversial of course and I don't and I don't want I'm not trying to like bring anything up but I'm saying that it's like hundred years ago and how long ago was that? It's just like we mean maybe some of us have the grandmother overund years old >> yesterday. yesterday. >> Yeah, it was it was like, you know, still within our lifetime. And I really
think that we need to >> be careful about this like kind of bandwagon stuff that going on especially in America, which it really just is like a lot of a lot of sheep a lot of like you know people just and it's like a lot of like interest unimportant things like >> football and uh the celebrities you know
all >> Yeah. I'll me I'll mention one thing for a place that's supposed to be free freedom of speech freedom of religion um expression to make your grievians to your government for a place that is supposed to be free you are less free than where I'm living cuz um I'll tell
you something gays are accepted here in Europe there might be one or two falls where there'll be aggression against gay people but the gay people that I know here, they freely walk in the streets of Switzerland and they express themselves
with no corruption or wanting to um push it on orders. I mean, we let I'm still even as me knowing about gays, I'm still um uh how do I put curious about them and I and I love them and I watch them and I I smile at them when I see them walking hand in hand just like everybody
else but not um extremely oh I'm I'm gay so you have to accept me and so um I mean as long as they don't um uh push >> push their stuff on my life or want to um well actually want to uh uh uh um aggress aggressive. Yeah.
>> Yeah. I'm okay with gays. I'm okay with Yeah. lesbians. I'm okay with these people. Um actually I made a poem about that stuff that um uh we uh oh I forgot the word how you say bisexual sexual how you go bisexual bisexual >> bisexual yeah
Kayen you're unmoded I mean careless Kate says you're abusing your ranch >> you know Careless Kate is uh has got a lot of authority here so you Billy Hayden have lost your wrench privileges. Okay, now you are a standard chatter. >> Okay.
>> Okay. >> As I go, there's problems. Oh, Jesus. >> No, you're not the problem. It was it's this person in chat doing it. And uh >> but what I what I wanted to say and and and and people are listening. Um I I wrote a poem about that when when it came out about the gays and so I I I
wrote like you've got bisexual and um what's the other one? >> Heterosexual, bisexual, >> whatever. >> And I'm thinking and I'm thinking um um we as I'm I'm not a gay or lesbian. I'm
one of the neutrals. I love men. Thank God. I love her. Good. Thank God. And um I was thinking, but when you actually watch um porn movies at times, you see the man, which is normal, the
woman in the ass. Isn't that what gays do? A man and man in the ass or or they each other. If we want to be if we want to be um talking as adults and being open about that, that's what gay people do. They each other in the ass. Or some say they don't do they do more the um oral whatever. Isn't that
what we do normally that a woman a a man your husband sucks you your husband um sometimes want to you in the ass? Never gone that road. I'll never do that road. No way. It hurts even when I pull. So I don't do that. I won't go in the But just to just to make the
reality of how humans have become in their thought that oh they're gay, they're nasty. But you never knows what goes behind closed doors. What other people who are normal like me or like you would do in the bedroom,
>> right? I mean, unless like unless people Oh, hi baby. I have my cat Lola is kissing me. Um, unless people are like, "Hey, let's like, you know, get video cameras all over this person's windows and in their bathroom and we we're gonna we're gonna find out and we're gonna go through um, you know, and have, you know, neighborhood spies and we're going to have um, you know, this gangstalking
kind of thing, and we're gonna make this person un alive themselves because um, you know, because they're different or they're something kind of some kind of perceived thing, right?" And so, >> and that's like is it is it is it like between two consenting adults like a like you know like normal mind I that's just a problem for people or is even
with one person now there's like all this shame and like you know nobody can even masturbate anymore without you know it's like >> I think I I think I said that many many years ago when I was on Facebook I I said I think I'm safer to masturbate than um to go out there and expose
myself to some kind of >> not anymore because they'll be like, "Oh my gosh, you were masturbating to like, you know, some foot fetish video of >> No, you don't you don't even need that. You don't even need that. >> Some people need that." But >> but they want to get inside your brain. They want to get the neurolink. They want to find They want to know exactly like when the the pulse like exactly
where the eyeball goes. They want to get exact. They want to >> Yeah. No, I think there's a song that said um Oh, what was it? Um, I I love myself. >> When I think about you, I touch myself. That one? >> No. Was it? No. Was it that was it that one? But she But it said I love myself.
Did she say I love myself that? >> No. I just know I don't want anybody else.
Okay. All right. I I remember that song. But I remember there was I love myself. And the thing is >> I love myself. Who sings that? Like Taylor Swift or you know >> I love you guys. Yeah. I love myself. >> I love >> and I think that's the only thing you need. You don't have to watch porn in talking in the reference of
masturbation. >> Um you you don't have to watch porn. You don't have to go to the the dirty thoughts. I think the most >> I I I I want to finish this because while I have it in my mind, I think the most beautiful thing about making love, people say sex. I call it making love
because when you are with someone and you love that person and you're making love, you're going to connect with that person and you're going to be one and that's the unity of like myself. So if you love yourself, if you need to masturbate, you connect with yourself,
with your body, with your inner being, and you you you you you please. Cuz when when it comes to to making love, and I I may sound strange to your to the listeners, and I think
love is one. It's unity. And you have to you have to in um inflect is not the word that I want or combine combined you have to combine with that person right the two energies
>> you you in your body you in his body but at the same time how do you come to pleasure it's your feelings it's your emotions it's how you think in that moment even if That person is giving you pleasure. He is giving you, she's giving you, but you have to go in your body to get that
um emotions that make you come to um orgasm, to make you come to a climax. It's your own feelings. It's your only feelings. Whether you are sexually involved with another person and you're together as one, but it's your own feelings that make you come to that
climax, not that other person. Not that other person, >> right? Yeah. It's all about ourselves, but it's like and but it's nice to have like a loving feeling about somebody rather >> Exactly. >> an object or >> Exactly. Exactly. There you go. Exactly. That's why I
don't like go on Grindr. Like maybe I did once last year and it was a disaster. But um you know it's like it's not difficult to find sex for men. You know it's like men are like you know if if they see a you know like a a warm hot pocket on the ground they can have sex with that. I mean it's like men are just disgusting. But um yeah um so yeah have
sex is like just like a very biological function. It can be taken care of within like closed doors behind closed doors. But uh you know it's like the like really finding love is like something magical special that can generate life and all kinds of stuff and so >> you know it's like but we have to like you know >> exactly >> seriously than just like you know we either either people take it too
seriously or not seriously enough at all and it's like respected as like this very powerful >> powerful thing that should not just be like you know willy-nilly so to speak right that's Miss Lola Lola looking at See her eyes change? Her eyes her eyes are Her eyes are green, but they're changing like blue and all different colors right now. Hey, baby. This little
>> Is that the one that gave me the sweet eye before or you? >> No, this is This is his mama. That's his mama. >> Oh, that's his mom. Oh my god. His mom is Oh, look at that. Oh, look look look look what she's Oh, you saw that? >> Oh, yeah. She's >> let me know that it's I'm the mom. >> Yeah,
>> I don't know. Like it's raining outside, right? Oh, he's over the floor over there. Yeah, it's raining outside right now. It's like a little rainy Christmas Eve. I'm sick this Christmas, so I'll I'll just be like staying home and stuff. But uh >> it's too it's actually raining and wind and we've got like um
uh ragish ragn um how do you say in English ragn it's um >> raining snow it's like it's it's raining but it's like this it's it's like the rain snow that once it hits the ground it melt. If it's very hand um heavy wind, it will stay because it's cold and
it will stay but then it melts immediately. So that's what we having right now. Yeah. >> Yeah. I'm going to see if there's like if I can get if there's coffee available right now. It's Christmas Eve here so it's like everything might be closed. I'm just like thinking like and then it's like still dark outside. It's 6:30. Let me see if I can get a bagel this morning. >> I still have light. I still have light. Yeah.
>> But for you to have already dark, it's crazy because I still I still have light, >> but it's it's been foggy. Um when I say light, okay, it's still bright, but bright, but it's been foggy. Um the last two weeks in between we had
some beautiful sunrise, but it's it's and then the last two days was cold, man. I was forced to to go to um to a shopping center and buy um um I don't like I don't like hats and I don't um do
um how you call that kaput say tams tams does that word say something like the rivers >> no like no like the the thing you put on your head to protect your head >> like a like a like a like a do rag. >> Yeah. Yeah. Whatever. So, I bought that
one for my just for my forehead and my ears to protect from the wind. But what's the way you have cap or you have >> do I have a cap? Um well, I just have like a nice I have a full head of hair. So it's >> Yeah, I get that. No, but I want to find that word that which is well known in um
English. >> A beanie. Um a cap as baseball hat. I mean, >> you have a cat. Okay. You have got the face Facebook cap or the baseball hat. >> The swimming cap. There's a bald cap. >> No, no, you're not like the the Oh my god. Oh Jesus. Damn.
Oh my god. Now we've got Oh, dear Lord Jesus. My English is terrible. I need to practice. >> You're absolutely fine. You're absolutely fine. It's like seriously, you're you're speaking great. >> Oh my god. terrible. But anyway, all the the the hats industry that put put our head um keep our head warm, we thank you
cuz Yeah. >> Oh, like a like a a cap with mittens like they call a cap. Yeah. >> Okay. Cap. >> Cap. >> Yeah. >> See if I can let me see if I can order this. Let me see. Because if I can then I can go I can get coffee all day for free until like one in the afternoon till 1. >> No. Get out of here. Really?
>> Yeah. Like well this place one place they if you buy like coffee I get a free coffee and then it's like you can um get it all day and stuff and it >> Okay. >> My order went through. But would you like to see a a a video I made recently before we go? >> Go ahead. Go ahead. I'm happy to watch it. Go ahead. >> Hopefully you like this guys too. Like this is a short it's a short kind of
video. It's just it's a Oh, here we go. Okay. So, and then after this I'll probably like just go get my bagel and and then I don't know if I'll stay on or whatever but >> Well, whatever. I'm whatever. I'm happy to touch base with you. I hope to have many more wonderful wonderful conversations with you and and and and
um yeah, definitely. I know I'm going to get fired for that. And um um but yeah, we we we'll see how it goes. But uh it's I'm so happy to to talk to you on this um this is the last time the last time when I was they were screaming at you
like oh. And they were screaming at me too. And I'm like, "Oh no, they going at you too." No, no, no. Yeah, it's crazy. But I'm so happy to have this conversation with you. You you're a beautiful soul. Do you know that >> you are too? Oh my gosh. Yes, you are too. I can just feel it like >> No, no, no, no, no, no. Um, >> thank you.
>> You call your great psychic and and I I've had some stuff. We can talk about it later, but you're beautiful soul. You are a beautiful soul. >> God bless. >> Thank you. >> You're welcome. >> God bless you. God bless you. Um, >> thank you. So, we'll listen to the song.
>> I need to find it. Um, okay. But, u I'll have to just play off my YouTube. So, um, just one second and then, uh, and thank you for just like having a great friendly opener conversation and yeah, I love talking to you and you're always welcome. We're on the show. >> I'm happy. I'm happy I I had that conversation. We was I wasn't sure how it was going to turn out, but I'm so
happy I I have that conversation with you. so happy to connect to you and um it was beautiful and I and I hope um um we'll have more beautiful conversations, beautiful connections. >> Happy Merry Christmas to you and God bless. God bless. God bless. >> Here we go. And and stay stay and let me
know how you like it after work. One second. I'll just >> I will I will stay. Yes, I will.
Candles in a blackout room. Honey wasn't hidden wounds. I was just a kid with a cracked heart. You were a smile like sacred art. They said psyches tease your pain.
Psyche turns it into flame. So I stepped into the circle where the air tastes sweet and purple. Hands up. I should say your name. Repeat the flower. Raise the blame. You called it love. I called it truth till the truth started bleeding
through. And I felt so clean when you gave me rules to breathe. But the more I tried to follow, the more you hollowed me. Lost faith in the cult of psyche. Lost myself in the quiet behind
me. Heaven was a hallway. No exit, no light. See, I was praying for a sign, but you were selling me silence. I lost faith. I lost faith in the cult of psyche. You baptize me in neon rain. Call my doubts a splitting brain.
Don't ask why. Don't look outside. That world only wants you to die. We wore crowns made out of bruises and the hands you chosen. If someone cried, you call it weakness. Then you'd punish them with sweetness.
I used to think your voice was God. Now it sounds like broken glass. Every promise had a price tag and my soul was paying fast. I lost faith in the cult of psyche. Lost myself in the choir behind
me. Heaven was a hallway. No exit, no light. See, I was praying for a sign, but you were selling me silence. I lost faith. I lost faith in the cult of psyche. Now the halo's just a fracture. Golden
ring around disaster. You don't say, you just take. And I still wake up shaking like your hands are on my face. And I hate that part of me still
misses the escape. I lost faith in the cult of psyche. I lost faith in the cult of psyche. I lost in the psyche.
Heaven was a hallway. No exit, no mercy. I was begging for my life while you called it.
>> Here we go. >> Oh my goodness. Oh my goodness. Oh my goodness. Can I breathe? >> Yeah. You like >> Jesus Christ. That was Oh my god. No. I lost faith in the
psych. No, no. Do you realize we are very few that are left? >> Yeah. Well, >> thank you. >> I'm staying on this until until um until everyone else gets out safe, I'll stay here. But it's not always easy. So, sometimes I want to leave
here sometimes and like, you know, I get mad at people, but then I like I kind of look at people like kind of like >> my children. >> I know. You have to maintain the love. We have to maintain the love. That's our foundation. Love. Love.
>> Yeah. Love is what it's all about. It's like that's what keeps the world together. I mean, that's what weaves it together. What was what taken us ancestors to to where we are today. Like, it's just like it's been >> it's a threading. It's like a
>> love and music. Love and music. >> What's your astrology sign? >> No, I don't I don't want to say it's >> Okay. Well, I was just gonna say because you like said love of music and that just is like very venui. >> What do you think that what what do you
think it would be? >> I was going to say Taurus, but I mean I might I probably wrong. >> No, you're wrong. You're wrong. >> Okay, I'll tell you. I'll tell you. I'll tell you. I'm I'm the water barrier. >> Okay. You're the Aquarius. Okay. Aquarius. Well, you should, you know, um actually um I would love to look at your chart sometime because we have a lot of placements, a lot of different places and like because I have we all have
Venus in our chart. It's going to be one of the houses, you know, like mine is the house, which is a house of >> a house of um like the subconscious and like of darkness and of >> and and but I'm also an Aquarius moon and so I I can I can relate to you on that that emotional Aquarius level. And then it's like saying like sometimes
women's moons are more um >> are more prevalent in their in their chart because women are kind of more >> in tune with their emotions, right? And men are >> me first and like you know I'm I'm out I'm the star kind of like the the Leo peacock energy.
>> Okay. And and it's it's and it's not it's another thing that um um I don't know when men started knowing about the emotions but it I think it goes okay we we're talking about the cultural women stronger emotions stronger and men were
taught to be strong way way back men were taught to go out there fight kill protect >> um protect who what not even their own family but protect a kingdom excuse me sorry that destroyed many lives. So men were told to go there and
and not be physic physically connected with their connection of what they were really protecting. Whereas women were left behind to say, "Okay, my money is done. You know, they're fighting a war that I
don't know now I'm home. I have to protect my children." And that's where women um um got that I don't want to say sorry. I sorry I was saying in front of the chat I was like okay I was wearing I'm wearing
shorts okay I'm sorry I didn't mean to interrupt I'm sorry I interrupted you I'm sorry I didn't mean to interrupt you >> no no it's okay no no it's okay go ahead deal with who you have to deal with no >> I was saying and then looking at the and the chat is like going crazy a little bit so I don't know >> yeah if you want to do you want to talk to the chat well like while I go or or are you like you know a little bit shy
like because it's like I'll leave you in charge because I trust you. But um because I'm just going to be gone for like five to 10 minutes to just grab my bagel and coffee. >> You talking to me? >> Yeah. If you'd like to stay, you can and hang out with the chat. >> And I I can do that, but I have things to do because I'm traveling two days time. >> I understand. I understand. It's busy time. >> Are you What are you gonna You gonna
make a tea? >> No, I'm gonna grab my I have to go grab my bagel and coffee at the store that's just across the street. >> Your bagel and coffee? Well, I don't know. I cannot see the chat so I cannot converse with them. >> Video it's like six minutes long. I'll probably be back by the end of that video. >> No, listen. I cannot >> You can hang up. You can hang up. But I'll but I'll but you can like talk if
you want to afterward or you can just watch it from the chat. But I'll I'll put on a >> If you if you go to stay on while you go to the bagels and you walk us through you walking through the bagels. >> You want me to do that? I was just going to play a video. >> Stay online. Yeah. Stay online and It's raining and stuff. It's raining and I don't >> I don't care. Put on your damn jacket or something.
>> Are you going to take one of the cats with you? You can even go live and show us where you walking through. Don't dox your house, please. >> I'm I'm already doxed as much as I can be doxed. I mean, it's like >> Oh, really? Oh my Oh my goodness. >> Yeah, it's scary. Now I have all this concrete on my on my doorstep. It's raining. I'm going to have statues out there when I go out. >> Well, show us what it's like. Then go
orange. Let me check my percentage on the damn phone. Show us what it's like. Go ahead in the rain. Go in. You going out in the rain to get bagels. Can you not order that stuff? >> Yeah. Well, I mean, the reason I get I get a coffee that I can get like refilled all day for free. And that's why I bought like a like a couple dollars just bagel.
>> Cheap. >> I am not. Oh, I I can be cheap. Well, I just I need to be cuz I'm like I'm like broke right now. I mean, it's not >> I know. Cheap. >> I know. You know, like a lot of people think, "Oh, because I live in Switzerland and Switzerland is rich." And they always tell me, "Oh, you you
you you are your government or this, they they blah blah people and bubble people into um um putting monies in the bank." But, you know, it's not my fault. I mean, Trump probably have a a billion dollars here in Switzerland's bank and
and his people are suffering while he's rich. >> You know, suffering. I like I like how you had a little chill on your phone. Um, okay. I'm going to put on my camera and and I'll go I'll go out for a walk. We can go out. >> Me, too. I'm hanging out with you. Okay. I'm hanging out with you. >> Damn. I wish
>> like a stream. Okay. Hey, what's wrong, Trixs? You want to go outside soon? You want to go outside soon? >> Oh, that's a wild one. Oh, be careful. That's probably a warning. Be careful. Be careful. >> He's fine. He's good. Okay. So,
>> be careful. Be careful. That's probably a warning to you to be careful. Extra extraordinary careful. >> Okay. I take us out of this room. >> You echoed, but but that's okay. Interruption. >> Okay. Okay. Here. Let me see. Let me see. Hold on.
>> You amazing. >> I'm trying to put on my >> amazing. >> Thank you. You're amazing, too. Okay. Here. Watch this. Um, you hear it raining? >> You're really in the dark. But I can't I can't believe that I'm still in the light.
>> So there's the concrete. Now that's all wet. It's going to be like a thousand. Oh god, that's not going to be pleasant to deal with. Okay. Um let's see. So here we are outside. It's raining.
basically like a little bit tiny little bit of wind, but it's like it's definitely raining. Okay, so >> yeah. >> Yeah. Oh, that's where I am here. Can
>> you see how rainy it is? Yep. Same way as I give, >> but it's bright. >> There we go. It is. Well, there's lights over there. There's the parking lot for the Whole Foods. Okay. There's a guy sleeping in his truck right there. Okay.
>> Okay. Yeah. Like I used to do more IRL like this, but it's like I don't know. I don't want to talk too much, but here there's like a little jail right there of cars. Like a car prison right there. >> Okay. Oh, look at that.
>> No, it's not really a prison. It's just a car garage. Okay. >> I'm going as fast as I can, guys. >> People would give tele prison. >> Yeah. Well, we have like a huge prison. I think America has more people po in prison than the entire world. You know,
we have like the biggest >> and that's like, you know, >> well, in some countries like China, they probably just like, you know, people just disappear and stuff when they break the >> So, I guess we're pretty lucky here. Okay, here we are. It's beautiful morning, Christmas Eve.
Walking over to the the bagel shop having some food today. >> Oh god, >> they have really good coffee here actually. They have a vanilla hazelnut or I think it's vanilla hazelnut. Um or like some kind of >> really good vanilla homemade um well
homemade fresh coffees from all different places. >> Well, I mean it's like not like Starbucks. It's like it's like they have a little coffee machine in this bagel shop. >> Okay. Okay. Mexico. Yeah. Okay. Gotcha. >> Okay. Well, we're almost there. I'm halfway there.
The guy is here. Really nice to me, too. It's a little shop.
Oh, here they are. >> Ready?
>> >> did that.
>> Merry Christmas. Thank you. Happy holidays. >> Okay.
Thank you. Hold on.
>> Oh, well, she left. Guess she got a little bit shy, but here I'm doing IRL.
got steam by Rudolph walking through the pet. You can say there's no such thing as karma. But as for me and Summer, we believe she'd been messing with the baby goats again, saying those little demons can't be trusted. Summer tried to pull her off the
haystack. Christine yelled, "I'm fine." Then got disgusted. Now we're all so proud of Rudolph. He was patient, but he finally had enough. And we're taking turns repeated. You don't bless your own teeth when you're lit up. She was wearing glittery Santa makeup,
mascara running like a true crime scene. She was yelling at a snow globe in the gift shop like it owed her money loud and mean. Then she hit the eggnog way too heavy. Just one more she said for holiday cheer. >> That's when she turned into a mean drunk. So everybody vanished,
disappeared. Now we're all so proud of Rudolph. He was calm, but he was not in the mood. When she said, "Wait, let me explain it." He said, "Explain it to the reindeer review." Santa standing there in full confusion like, "This ain't in my contract. What
the heck?" And the elves were taking notes like it was training while Rudolph blew a whistle, did a check. Sweet Summer pointed straight at Christine. said that one sir that's the whole concern Christine tried to gaslight Rudolph smiling misunderstood it's Christmas then got burned
>> Christine got steamroll by Rudolph he put the no and ho ho no more now the petting zoo has hired bouncers and a sign that reads pristine out the door yeah you know like they said last song Christmas here
Well, here we got a Christmas. Come on, hero. And the goats formed up a little band now. Call themselves the ples and all. They dropped a song called Let It Bleep this season. And that tour sold out the
barn. Wall to Wall. Yeah. Christine does look great in her Christmas sweater. She She really looks great in her little Christmas sweater. Yeah, Kate, get it, Kate. Get it, Kate. Kate liked it. Kate gets Kate gets my sense of humor.
I think I might be growing on her a little bit. But uh yeah, that was uh Christine got steamrolled by Rudolph. And uh thank you Christine for starring in the video. And it was what a fun uh what a fun shoot that was with all those baby goats. It was just great. Yeah. So, and she is a mean drunk.
I don't know. There's a lot of mean drunks around here. I mean, it's like Yeah. Go Rudolph. Like, because the subtext of that story is that she was going to harm the the baby goats. She was going to harm them. And Rudolph couldn't let that happen this year or any other year. It will never happen.
Christine, your reign of terror is over. Okay. Crystal told me all about it. Okay. Yeah. Right. Right. So, hey, I guess I am feeling a little bit better though. I'm like, why am I
actually like smiling and like in a good mood today? Almost like I figured something important out almost. I don't know. I don't know. But uh yeah, I still am too sick to be going out to Christmas parties or anything. So I'll be I'll be just be like, you know,
drinking my coffee. I have a little bit of the DMT pen. Hey, how about I do some DMT on on stream. That'd be cool. 8:30. Good morning. Oh, in India. Good morning, Gotham. Did you see my new uh my new video about Lolita or Lalita? You have one more hour of work. Oh my gosh.
Well, so three and a half more hours. Okay. Then for the rest of the year, see, and I feel like we're streamers. Our work is never done, you know, especially in this community. What does DMT do? It uh it does really like when I did it first today, it was like real powerful
and it like just it kind of knocks me in my ass a little bit and it's like I just want to close my eyes and like meditate. Uh I like to listen to like you know I What is DMT? It's from this um it's from a tree bark. It's actually produced naturally in your brain but before people pass away usually they get a big dose of it but it's in tree bark. And so if you ever heard of Iawaska, it's very
similar I think or it is that you know it's like they can um take out this hallucinogen from the bark of the tree. It's called mimosa hostilus or you can actually use the um accashia tree as well. You get the bark and then you can extract it using some like you know calcium and vinegar and um heat and
other little tricks and uh I can make it actually but my friend had a pen and the pen broke but yeah so I took a few hits and I was just like woo I was in outer space and when I take it yeah I mean it's like powerful the pen broke unfortunately. I don't know if you Oh my god that sucks but uh yeah it's a psychedelic. It's a very very powerful one and it's actually like you know
people talk about the Iawaska lasting for hours and hours. That's because they take an MAOI inhibitor with those and so it lasts a long time but if you don't which is like I you shouldn't you probably shouldn't unless you're like really wanting to like be tripping for hours you can just smoke it. it's really strong and then it's like it's over just, you know, it's like it's not addictive
because it's like it's not something I think about unless it's like it just appears in my life again and then it's like oh yeah and then it's like I really like it and it's like uh but yeah, it does knock you on your ass. Especially this pen this guy has these pens. It's like so maybe I'll just do a hit on of it. Um it's like I don't I don't think it's illegal, you know, but I would say I'm not glamorizing it. I'm
not trying to get high on the stream. I'm just going to do it very incognito and then but then I'll I'll just give you a thumbs up so you know I I took it. Um but I'm drinking my coffee right now. Yeah, it's psychedelic. It turns it turns into like a little white powder and then you can smoke it. Um but it's not like that not it's not like that crazy of a not it's not like a
stimulant. It's like more of like a and it's it lasts for a short period of time like probably 10 20 minutes maybe at the max. And so it's like you got to like really like rush to rush to uh to get high. But here, let's put on a little like beautiful music and
then maybe I'll do it during this and then uh we'll come back and I'll see how I feel. But yeah, this is a this is a song I made today. Yes, today. And uh I think it's real pretty. Trust me, it's pretty. If there's anything else, it's pretty.
I can find it. Where is this darn song? Let me see. Oh, here it is.
>>
>> Midnight tastes like sandalwood and heat. I follow the hush where the lotus speaks in the pause between my breath and my name.
You arrive soft thunder blush fire flame. Eyes like clouds I never said out loud. Smile like mercy wrapped in something proud. I try to resist
but the cosmos leans. Your beauty is long. Your silence means and every fear I wore like armor turns to silk when you move through. I feel the throne
inside my body and I know it belongs to you. Teach my hunger. Holy geometry. Draw your shade your crown on my skin. Let the world fall quiet. Let me in. Sugar cane bow flower arrow bliss. You
don't chase love. You invent it like this. Under your crown blush fire. I'm free. La enchant me endlessly. They say you're the secret in every desire.
The sweetest water, the deepest fire. A palace hidden behind the heart. Nine gates opening one at a time. Your name is a key
with a velvet bite. A mantra that turns my dark to light. And when you speak, even shadows behave like wolves made gentle by your gaze. I don't want to rescue. I want your truth in my veins. I want the sweet discipline of your news
and your rings. La put a sun. Teach my hunger. Holy geometry. Draw your shera on my skin. Let the world fall quiet. Let me in. Sugar cane b flower arrow bliss. You don't chase love. You invent it like this. Under your crown. Blush fire. I'm free.
>> >> Li time enchant me endlessly in the city of the thousand pedled hush where thought becomes nectar and time becomes blush. You sit at the center not distant not cold close enough to turn my chaos to gold. Gold in your
hand guide me with grace. Noose in your hand keep me in place. Not as a captive, Noah's chosen flame, marked by blush fire that remembers my name. I've heard the saints whisper, "She's too bright to stare."
But I like the danger in devotional air. Let my ego dissolve like sugar and tea. Let my prayer be a slow surrender to she.
If love is a spell, then cast it precise not to break me. Beloved, to make me wise, poor turn my longing into sovereignty. Set
the crown blush fire in my crown. Teach me how to hold heaven down. Sugar cane bow flower arrow kiss. I don't want less. I was born for this. Under your crown blush fire, I'm free. La enchant me endlessly.
She put us under stay draw the entrance. Light the blush fire and make me me.
>>
>> Okay. Well, and now I'm high. Thank you. Oh, Gotham. That's my I Yeah.
H I got the I got the gift. We get the gift, you know.
Thank you. Yeah. for those who understand. Wow. Yeah, I'm a little bit um
Oh, yeah. So, how do I describe this feeling? So, everything is connected. I shouldn't even try. It's not. They should shut up. They're like
Whoa.
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