
Host Psyche/Trix reflects on her father's final days and death, sharing intimate details about his decline and readiness to pass away.
Original TransmissionsIn this deeply personal episode, Psyche shares memories of her father's final period of life, describing how he worked until the end and maintained his desire to be active with family until becoming bedridden. She reflects on the difficult experience of watching someone face the inevitable end, describing it as 'a form of hell' when there's nothing that can be done but waiting. The episode touches on the family dynamics around death, with family members trying to keep him alive through medication while he expressed his readiness to go, asking them to 'just let me go.' Psyche explores the idea that death and passing away can sometimes be harder for the surviving family members than for the person actually dying, suggesting that death represents a form of release.
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