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Psyche presents a powerful spoken-word performance about overcoming trauma and resisting social manipulation, followed by a discussion on media manipulation and psychological operations.
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Browse era →I gave my life to the furnace. I suffered. I sacrificed. And I learned the truth nobody wants to learn. Fear only kills you until you learn how to cook where the healing isn't soft. Healing is theft. You steal your power back from the things that tried to bury you. So, I took
the stage and I siphon lightning out of my pain. I turn my struggle into a weapon. I turn my wounds into a doctrine. I turn my losses into strength. If the answer lives in the unknown, would you still
walk forward? If letting go didn't feel like dying, would
I gave my life to the furnace. I suffered I sacrificed. And I learned the truth nobody wants to learn. Fear only kills you until you learn how to cook. With the healing isn't soft. Healing is theft. You steal your power back from the things that tried to bury you.
So I took the stage and I siphon lightning out of my pain. I turn my struggle into a weapon. I turn my wounds into a doctrine. I turn my losses into strength. If the answer lives in the unknown, would you
still walk forward? If letting go didn't feel like dying, would you finally reclaim what's yours? You'll never meet yourself until you walk alone. On blind faith and broken bones. So follow the light in your chest don't be afraid of the dark.
Will you follow me to the place where love met destruction? Where doubt doesn't fade, it gets executed by trust you pour in daily. This isn't a cute motivational quote, this is the law. You either surrender your dream, or give everything you got.
>> >> You'll never meet yourself until you walk alone on blind faith and broken bones. So, carry the torch in your chest, and don't be afraid of the dark. How much are you willing to bleed
for what you believe? We can't see the end from the start, so stop demanding certainties. Stop negotiating with the shadow. >>
>> Walk with me. From ash I rose unclaimed and free. From the grave I rebuilt myself with the very hands that broke me. So, tear me apart and look closer, you'll see the spiral. See the heart, you'll see the blood in the dark where I
refuse to stay dead. You'll feel the rage, the hunger, the holy violence that feeds on hurt. Not to destroy, but to transform. Every scar is a badge, every scar is a lesson, and it took me 20 years to earn every single one. And now I know
I don't have to do this alone. I was a creature with no country until I found a home inside the arms that didn't flinch when life drained the light from my chest. You pulled me out of the pit. I gave you everything. A lifeline made of pieces of me. We still can't see
the end from the start, but I don't fear the dark because the dark isn't evil. The dark is raw material. Dark inside purpose and passion. Sweat and blood from Stockholm to Scranton. Light
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>> They gather in a circle with their clean hands and sharpened teeth. Talking holy, talking noble while they feed on something weak. They don't need truth. They need a target, someone tender they can blame. They make communion out of cruelty
>> >> and They it fire by my name. They love a sacrificial victim. >> >> They love a soft and open throat. They build their little bond on hatred. And then they crown a scapegoat.
They pick the kindest ones still human. The one with mercy in their bones. Then tear them down to feel like giants. Standing on a pile of stone. But I'm not your normal girl. I don't bow and I don't choke. You move
in herds, I move alone. You need a crowd, I need the road. You hide safe inside your flock, trading souls for being alike. But I can climb where you can't follow. I can live where you would die. Call me cursed. Call me wild. >> >> Call me broken. Call me wild. Wear your
labels like old weather. Let them fall and let them run. Let them fall and let them run. I'd rather be all that you project on me than ever become what you are not. You trade courage for permission. Trade your conscience for applause. Every sneer a little uniform. Every smirk another loss. So smug inside
your righteousness, so certain you've been blessed. But vanity walks in polished shoes and pride trips over its own dress. You whisper >> >> monster to feel pure. You whisper danger to belong. >> >> You need a villain for the ritual. To keep your little kingdom strong.
>> >> But your faith is only fear in costume. Your love is just a voting block. >> And every halo that >> you wear is sewn together from the dark. But I'm not your normal goat.
I don't kneel beneath your yoke. You tremble if the herd looks sideways. I have learned to stand alone. You graze circles in the pasture. I have crossed the cliffs in cold. I can climb a mountain bleeding still erect with fire in my soul. >>
>> And I can swim deep in the sea. Hold my breath where I won't go. I have made a >> home in pressure. >> You would shatter >> far below. >> I'm a survivor, not your offering.
Not the lamb tied to your post. I keep walking when the path turns rapid. I keep rising from the goat. >> Call me >> cursed. Call me wild. Call me strange and unorthodox. >> >> Call me
every name you need to hide the sickness in your heart. The way your accusations like a crown of >> >> thorns and smoke and be another smiling coward in the flock that calls itself woke.
May the smug trip on their May the proud fall on their heels. >> >> May the mirrors that they worship show the rot beneath the seal. May the judges choke on certainty. May the mob divide and break.
>> I keep my soul unbroken And may >> as I go my own way. I go my own way. Through the rock and through the rain,
I go my own way. Past the teeth and past the blame, I go my own way. Let them gossip, let them gloat. They can keep their little pasture.
I was never made for that. I was never just a goat.
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>> No, I'm not your normal goat. >> I was >> built for the climb, built for the dirt, built >> >> for the Built to survive your kind. >>
>> Hello. Hi Easy. What's up, guys? Uh-oh, my camera's messed up. Hold on. >> >> I don't know what this is. But, um I think I have a little presentation. I'm going to upload I don't know if it'll be that good. I hopefully hopefully you'll like it. This is it's not it's just a
>> >> little slideshow I made. Hi Chona, good to see you. Thanks for coming Chona. I love you sis. We are Thank you so much for being here. Yeah, it's been a it's been a crazy ride, right? Yeah. I'm cammed up. I'm always Please always. Oh, my cam's up. I think you said I cammed up. up. Yeah, and my cam's up. Haha, yeah. Yeah, I
know. I don't know why. Um, let me see if I have this uh thing ready for you guys. Hold on a second. Let me set that up out of my file. Okay, one second. Okay, there it is. Downloads, okay.
How are you guys doing? Let's see. Can you guys hear me okay? Hold on. I think I need to turn my microphone on.
Better? >> >> I look I look what? Tooled? Real chicks like big rats? I I look tooled? I I don't know. I feel like I actually just got out of the bath. I feel really good. Hold on a second. So, I got this for you. I do have like a little bit of a sneeze. I I I think I was like asleep in my my shirt and they Yeah, I have some cat hair on it. But, let me see if I got my slide
show up here. Um downloads. Yeah. See how this looks. Here it comes. Hi Chanel, how are you sweetheart? >> >> Good to see you. I'm just going to do a
little presentation if I can. We'll see how it goes. Oh, yeah. So, I was sneezing. I was sneezing like I was like sneezing crazy like Oh god, I have a I have a drink tonight, too. I got to I got to smash. What is it? Coconut and pine up. I have a lime. Is there There is there There is They do have a Oh, it is. Hold
on. No, no, they do have a lime one, but this is a pineapple. Pretty good. Okay. Um here we go. Um good times. Just wait a minute. I'm going to just let's a short presentation. It's not going to be long, okay? Okay. Oh, Hold on. Okay. What do we have? We have um we have media manipulation and psychological
operations. Um so, this is about how social engineering scripts fear, identity, and consent. From total ministries to algorithmic feeds, powers first uh power first engineers perception. Okay. So, this is like going to be a 10-slide visual um delight of a slide show that I've created for you. And especially, I mean,
it's like I mean, it's happened in history before, but now it's like it's like the perfect storm because they got the internet. They've got the got They've got, you know, hidden cameras that are like, you know, the size of, you know, ladybugs and this stuff like that. All right, so. I mean, before I know they they they had you said the spying program in the Stasi, and they would have hidden cameras and stuff, but
this was in like the '60s or something. I mean, so it was like Can you imagine how big those cameras would be like kind of obvious, I would think. They're like, "Oh, what's that? Like a huge camera be like But no, it's like nowadays, you never know. Okay, so anyway. Uh so, we have the operation operating system of social engineering. So, the trick is older than television and newer than your phone. First, you define a threat.
Then you compress the population into a few emotional groups, fear, outrage, tribal belonging, and relief. Once that frame is accepted, the desired policy or social behavior can walk in wearing the costume of necessity. So, manipulation works best when it does not feel like manipulation. It feels like common sense, breaking news, moral duty, or the mood of the room, or just
the right thing, right? So, um but we have a we have a like a little system that they go through. Okay, so first I flood the channel. So, they repeat this frame until alternatives feel fringe. And so, we're kind of we're seeing that definitely with, you know, we the school shootings and stuff like that. But also also especially with this um Epstein stuff or Epstein stuff, right? Because we've got, you know, oh my gosh, you
know, they're trafficking our our children to an island, you know, actual an island to give them massages to celebrities and I mean all this kind of stuff right? So, they flood the channel, right? They put all this very manipulative, emotionally charged stuff that stuff you can't even If you like argue about a school shooting, right?
Oh my god, how could you even say that? The family they give the four families. Well, if there's What if if it's fake then there's not a family, it's they're just actors and they're just playing a part. Okay, anyway. So, you then they trigger trigger the nervous system. So, the fear and urgency starts to um narrow your thought and increase suggestibility,
right? And then it's like it turns into like a like a like a virus, right? Where it's like everybody kind of if you if you go against the grain of it, you have you're you know, you're suspected. So, right? So, then we have binding identity to a belief. So, you make a disagreement feel like a betrayal of the tribe, a class, a nation, or ourself. Okay, then you um reward the conformity, right? So, you
give likes, praise, belonging, career, safety to um become behavior shape of shapers, especially and especially money is a big draw. You You know a lot about this informant program and stuff um in the in the justice system. That's pretty much how all the drug dealers get caught, you know? But um finally you offer relief. You know, this is also the hate called the Hegelian dialectic or it's called problem reaction solution
where it's like you okay, you have a solution you have this like a something you want to implement like if you're in power, right? But it's like it it doesn't have the popular vote behind it, right? Cuz just like the death penalty like we go through the death penalty is like we have like the high approval of it then it's like then when it gets close then we don't like it. So it's like there's different things, right? So that so that we have a really present the preselected solution
as the only exit from the chaos that we that they created in the first place, right? Okay. So let's continue with this. It's a short slideshow. It's only 10 slides, okay? So oh yeah, so this is the problem reaction solution script. It's called the Hegelian dialectic people often call it, right? So philosophically that label is a little bit sloppy cuz Hegel is not well reduced to a cartoon formula of thesis antithesis and synthesis, but as a
political script the pattern is real enough. Stage or magnify crisis, harvest the public reaction, then introduce a preselected memory or a remedy. So problem real engineered or selectively amplified, right? So it could be like a completely fake, right? Just like oh or could be like something that happens and so it then we're just going to jump on those things that happen and magnify, right? So then
there's a there's a reaction finally, okay? Then what about the children? What about the child Oh my god, you know, it's like and that's been for years, right? So it's fear, outrage, tribal panic, demands for action, demands for safety. Finally the solution is offered like oh my gosh. Oh our problems are over. Expanded power, censorship,
surveillance, war, conformity or a new normal, okay? So that is not philosophy. It is sequencing. You first manage perception, then you manage the crowd. The public thinks it's responding responding to reality. It's just thinking oh this is just what's happening. No, it is manipulation, right? In fact, it's often responding to a curated form frame of reality.
Right. This is this is art of war 101. This is just psychological operation mind manipulation. If you guys aren't familiar with that, you should be a little bit cuz it's like it is very heavily, especially in America. Hey, so we have Nazi Germany. Centralize the channel, define the enemy. The Nazi state did not merely persuade, it reorganized the information environment
until dissent became structurally weaker than competition. So, the newspapers were purged, radio was subsidized into the home, culture was synchronized, and the regime myths arrived daily with official instructions. So, it says 80% of newspaper circulation was
Nazi press by the middle of 1941. And 12 and 1/2 million people people's receiver radios were sold by 1939, okay? So, then they had the new new forms of media just so we have new >> >> Oh my god, the cat is on my back. Okay, we have the new forms of media. Yeah, okay, it hurts way too much, okay? Please, Lenore, that's that's evil,
stop. Oh my god, that hurt. Okay. Anyway. So, anyway, so it says the goal was not inquiry, the goal was message discipline at a national scale, okay? Okay, I see you, sweetheart. I love you. I love you. I love you, okay? We're all good, okay? So, there's a case study. Manufacture shock and then you sell
order. So, just like isn't the isn't the Epstein stuff like so shocking? It's like, "Oh my god, like here's the prince with like a Russian woman on the floor and he's they're chasing and people like an Easter egg hunt for adults." And I mean there's, you know, I love you, too. I love you, too. I know. I know. I know. I know. I know.
She worries about me cuz I'm her daddy, okay? So, then we have Gliewitz in 1939. It says Nazi operatives staged a fake Polish attack on a German radio station. The theater of victimhood helped justify invasion. This is the logic in its purest form. Create the wound, narrate the blame, mobilize the nation. You also want to
pay really close attention to even like Oh, even like the what you know, what what they what they put out at McDonald's. What they What was the thing at McDonald's? They had hot honey and now they have the arch and stuff like that. I mean, it's like these are like little Mhm, they're just for people that that know how to see. I mean, I mean, it's like some but a lot of people aren't aware and so it's just like, "Oh, here's McDonald's. They have a new flavor." And then, "Why is this hot?" It was just the
flavor of the month, right? Mhm. There's something in the name. There's something in the word. There's something in the language. It's all It's It's a programming, right? Okay. So, what does that was like the this you know this There's a actually really good movie called Inglourious Basterds and it's kind of about that the I think that theater, right? Okay. So, it says So, then we have the Stasi. This is East
Germany. It says, "Make surveillance feel omnipresent." Does that feel like today again? And it says, "You never You do not need to arrest everyone if everyone feels like they're being watched." Cuz most people will just self-police. But then it's like you can like focus on whatever you want to. But eventually, everyone was spying on everyone there. That was the problem. So, the East German Ministry for State Security saturated public life with
informants. Um files and suspicion. Yeah, everyone had a file about them, right? By night And we have the Stasi files now, right? But in 1989, it had roughly 100,000 regular employees and a vast network of unofficial collaborators. The lesson is brutal. Uncertainty itself can become a weapon. Once people suspect that the room is listening, they begin policing
themselves. Right? There's also something called the observer effect. But I think there's an observer effect that can work in a a couple ways because observer effect basically says when somebody is being observed, their behavior is going to be different than if they're not being observed, right? But I don't know, but if you're everyone's being observed, can they even like Is there anybody you know like So, we have uh we have So, there are 6
million uh citizens on file. 6 million files of citizens. I mean, remember, Germany is a lot smaller than America. So, it's like, you know, that was a large part I think it was like probably a third or so people. Uh that's like, you know, um having like basically like two two people to every, you know, person, you know, two spies every every every other
person. So, it says they had 100,000 regular employees by 1989, okay? Uh plus a huge network of unofficial collaborators. The archive reached into private life at a massive scale, okay? Surveillance not only about gathering facts, it's about manufacturing obedience before an order is even spoken. And also
the sad thing about the Stasi is that it was like they would turn into like the children turning in the parents and the parents turning in the people mothers and brothers and sisters turning. I mean, it's like it turned into like that's why eventually the Berlin Wall fell. It's like people couldn't take it anymore. It was like it was just it had turned into something bad, but we don't ever learn, I don't think. So,
then there's something called Zersetzung, okay? Zersetzung. You know what that means? That means decomposition. It means basically like breaking down and it's basically trying to break down a soul, break down a a human spirit, which is kind of this really sick, right? It says, "Break the target without a show trial without a show trial." In the 1970s and '80s, the Stasi increasingly
favored quieter methods, not heroic arrests. Psychological corrosion, okay? Basically, "Hey, how about we just make these people unalive themselves by just destroying their lives in every way we can. Isolate, disorient, exhaust, and neutralize, okay?" So, there was anonymous letters, doctored photographs, career sabotage, manipulated relationships, small disturbances
designed to make the target feel unstable, and to make observers doubt the target's sanity. Right? Like kind of like the crazy making that I feel like I've been going through a lot where it's like, "Wow, it's like, you know, just when I'm on good terms with somebody, they just like flip on me." And it's like blah blah blah. It's like I You never get like, you know, never get like a Uh, you know, I love No, no, no, it's just always just like me, you know, me
looking crazy. Oh, here it look at me stalking. I'm I'm a stalker. Meanwhile, I'm I have about, you know, I'm being stalked by many people, okay? Not to be sound weird or paranoid. I'm not saying like I have people that's at my house. I have my I could very well, right? I mean, they like to make you think that, right? But anyway, the most effective psyop does not always make the victim disappear. Sometimes it makes the
victim unbelievable, right? Let's just try Let's just make them look crazy. Oh, that person. Oh my god, you know, crazy fish tacos, Beto, you know, cat abuser person, right? So, then we have modern America though. Here we go. And we have the distributed machinery. In modern America, manipulation often arrives through
markets and networks rather than just on decrees. Platforms rank attention. It's called clout, right? It says campaigns for microtargets. Partisan media simplifies everything. Foreign operate operators exploit fractures that already exist cuz the Oh, here, you can be a citizen and you can you can do this and this of this country. You just have to like, you
know, take out a few of people that are already here. The result can feel organic even when it is highly engineered. So, Cambridge Analytica deceptively harvested data from tens of millions of Facebook users for voter profiling and targeting. The United States Senate found that Russian social media operations exploited race, immigration, gun rights, and other
identity fractures during the 2016 election. Finally, research shows negative wording in headlines increases uh clicks while likes and shares function as social rewards. Outrage is profitable. There's also something called the the the Chinese have the social credit system uh that I just thought about a little bit. But but but
again, this is a research So, it's So, it's always going to get the news is always going to be terrible because that's what gets the the ratings, right? So, we always will to the this terrible news as possible. We never hear this like the good news, right? And then And then plus the And then when it's exaggerated and stuff like that. And then the I mean, they can just basically It's like a It's like a war on people's
minds. That's the sad part about it. Finally, how the system hijacks the population. Is that so A social engineer does not need an engineer like a train? Have you guys been hearing like references to trains lately? I I keep seeing people say, "Oh, train this, train that." Like we're going to railroad somebody, blah blah blah. I mean, not like it's just I mean, I mean, you hear everywhere. It's not just like
people in It's like people saying everywhere. It's like become a become a meme, right? Or cultural virus. So, we have a signal threat. We signal the threat. Crisis um framing presses the attention. We then we simplify the blame. So, complexity becomes the villain. Um uh you know, tribe or a target,
right? Um They repeat the frame. Repetition, right? A lie repeated often enough becomes the truth. Omnipresence makes the narrative feel natural. And then it's everyone's talking about it, so it's just part of the part of the everyday life, right? We have reward alignments. So, we have likes, applause, and safety training. So, we have these people You know, there's so many people You know how like the in The Wizard of Oz like the
Um the you know, the Scarecrow wanted a brain and the Tin Man wanted a heart and the and the Lion wanted courage. And what did they get? They got medals and diplomas. And they got these like, you know, little like things that are meaningless. These tokens that are not like a diploma is not a brain. And if you don't have a diploma, that doesn't mean you don't have a you don't have a brain. And And it's like if you don't have a
um a medal doesn't mean any And he you know, there's just something in the wizard's bag, you know? But, uh Anyway, then we shame dissent, right? So, it's like we you reward the people that are like, you know, on the on board with the with this And then it's like you anybody that's not you shame. And then it's like you then you deliver the solution. And so that you can see it's a really ugly cycle. And so
belief is one outcome. Exhaustion is another. But both can be useful to power, okay? And so they'll It's kind of like if you're damned if you do, you're damned if you don't. Like there's no there's not really anything. It's already decided That's what a railroad is. It's like already It's already decided like no matter what. So it's like you can't It doesn't matter really what you do at a certain point because
it's like you It'll just go back to what whatever. It'll go back to year years and years of of They'll just pull out of their ass, okay? But anyway, we have we have a final slide. Then I'll let you up on panel. Counter operations. How to not become programmable. So here's like a little bit of remedy. So the point of a psyop is not always to make you believe a lie. Sometimes it's
an order It's to make you look tired, tribal, um cynical, and governable. So the first defense is not perfect knowledge, it is disciplined attention. So here's what you guys got to do. I don't know You don't have to believe anything. You don't have to like, you know, like me, hate me, or whatever. This is like basically I don't know how long I'll be able to get out this get out this message. I'm
already having all the all these threats all of a sudden, right? So it says, "Separate the event from the frame. What happened, what is inferred, and who benefits are not the same question." Right? Just like what what with with Michael Jackson and Aaron Carter, right? It's like all of a sudden like Aaron Carter's riding like, you know, four-wheelers with Michael Jackson with Chris Tucker and then they're all like, you know,
like having fun. And then the next day that his mother's there with the FBI saying, "Tell Tell what Michael did to you." And he's like, "What?" And then, you know, right? But it's like But they're like, "Yeah, we're getting some money out of him, right?" So it says, um "So you slow down the urgency. Speed is often the accomplice of manipulation, right?" Oh, that's interesting. Interesting way to put it, right? And says, "Compare incentives incentives,
not just claims. Follow money, power, status, and institutional self-protection." So follow the money. I would say follow the money. Like see who who who stands to benefit. Even stories like Elizabeth Bathory who is said that she was the world's biggest serial killer. And then it turns out she had all this property and then like that they wanted to seize and stuff like that. So, it was very convenient to say, "Oh, you know,
someone died in her in her castle. She's She's torturing everybody to death and she needs to be have all her all her stuff seized, right?" So, this is track repetition across the outlets and you see when a seed like if it's just like this like if something's in the media and they have a million people saying the same thing, it's like that's just a program. It's not like any It's like there's a reason that certain news stories are pushed above others, right? You also use small trusted circles to
So, okay, so you have small trusted circles reality checks. That'd be great if you have people with differing minds because it's like it's going to be rare to have people that disagree. It's actually beautiful to have people disagree cuz that's a free society where people can disagree and like still still both be like, you know, fully citizens. It's like when people are said, "Oh, you don't believe this and so you're not American or you're
blah blah blah." Right? You also um So, use your small smaller trusted circles for reality checks and then uh guard your nervous system because that's another thing. You know, like they they like to hijack the nervous system. So, attention is the first terrain of control. That's the way to to to do your nervous system. So, there's that that slideshow. So, I hope you like that slideshow. Oh, you guys see me? Hold on. Hope you guys like that
slideshow. One second. Okay. Um Frey Alister, well, Frey Alister, why do you why do you keep coming back? Like I don't understand. You go away. Just die. Go die. I really and that's not a death threat. That's just saying, you know, everyone's going to die. I just hope you do soon.
You do? I know you do and you're you'll go smoke crack out of the house. Bye. I hate that guy. I mean, he's one of the stalkers, right? He's one of the stalkers too. It's It's obvious who it is and and it's like because of this like that's the smug part about it is that they don't even hide about they're not hide it. It's like Yeah, I know he drinks cough syrup. He
drinks cough syrup. He's addicted to like I'm lean, I think. But anyway,
Oh, he is No, he is cuz I know he is because he uses the like my name and stuff to docs, and uh Oh, there's nobody like that's that stupid. I mean, I and his energy is just really obvious, right? Am I frozen? Do you guys hear me? Hold on. I'll fix my camera. Oh, there we go. That's better. Hold on.
I don't know what's wrong with it. Hold on. Hold on. I'll fix it. There we go. That's better. Okay. There's no link. Real chicks like big rods. Well, who are you? First of all, I don't like your name. But but you're some like What is I I I don't Who are you? Why why do you want to come up? I'll
I'll I'll post a link when I have somebody I want to talk to. Like I I I'm not to be rude, but I don't know who you are, and you have a strange name. Real chicks like big rods. What are you like a like a fishing groupie or something? I don't understand. Okay, so hold on. Or or nuclear. Oh, it's Gotti. Hang Hang Hang on.
Well, you just had to say that. Well, that sound like a woman. Why do you have a woman's name? That I mean, that sounds like like a like one of like a name Beatle would use. Why do you have a woman's name? Why do you have You can't just put Gotti so I would know who you are and I not to ask. Just saying. Yeah, it's Gotti. That's not the real Gotti nor the real John Gotti, but
let's let him let's let him have his fun. Okay. Well, well great. Great. They can have it. I don't want it. Okay, keep it far away from me. I don't want to see it. I don't want to hear about it. Uh you got me being fisherman live streamers?
>> >> Oh, you did? Oh, good. Who's the fisherman live streamer? Like like a real fisherman live streamer or just like, you know, be the calling yourself like a fisherman or something? I don't know. >> >> I'm just kidding. Okay. But anyway, I hope you guys like that presentation. Oh my god, 49 people. Hey, what's up, guys? It's Alexander Magadi. Oh, what's up?
Oh, Alex, you know I love Alex. Okay, well, then then I do want your rod, Alex. Now, can you please send me um some McDonald's? I'm just kidding. Okay, okay. You know, it's you're totally joking. It's okay. I know I'm joking. I I wish I was joking, too, but it's like I mean, they joke, but all like the only jokes I mean, it's like if you watch her show, it's like so stupid. It's like Uh oh
oh um oh chicken wings and and pizza and um you know, oh oh uh It's just like so Mimi? Hey, Mimi, what's up, girl? Good to see you. Are you Mimi that new car? I'm not sure, but um I hope you I'm glad you're okay. I was worried cuz they Yeah, I don't think we heard Just you can come say hi. Or is it Mimi Manson? I'm not sure.
Hold on. Did I put the link up yet? I'm sorry. Hold on. Here you go. Oh, your name is a meme. Okay. No, I'm talking to Mimi in the chat, not the meme. Oh, there's thing that is. Oh, hilarious. Thing that is. Oh, I love talking about beans. Just I mean, it's like it's like it's so stupid. Oh, oh, why are you so funny, bro? I'm not
talking about you, thing that is. I mean, like SweetP and Bronze were just like being so stupid like Oh, oh, what are you What are you guys talking about? It's like this tone is just like so annoying. I don't know if you got it. If he really has some gang blood or who are you five fingers? Um Please, I'm really scared. Well
Wow. She was scared of me. Yeah? You know what's going on psychic? Why do you have a Oh, it's Canada Dry. Stop it. You know what? Is it Canada Dry? And then the >> It's Scotty. No, it's not a Canada Dry. This is Scotty. I don't really hear your name. No, it's
I'm like I'm so smart. I am so smart. That's go It's Scotty. It sounds like it sounds like uh What? The guy from Star Wars? What's the guy's name? I forgot. Um Darth Vader? This is Scotty. Yeah, I know it was I I like knew it was him when I heard it and then I like put on his name and it was his name.
I got him. Oh my god. See guys, I have a recognition of who people are. I like I I just know like Oh my god. I mean, I can do RG's voice pretty good without him without even a modulator. I mean, that's what it Yeah. Canada Dry, nobody was fooled. Yeah, the thing that is they always talk about beings and like oh this and this and this. Oh, oh and then they had this
this this guy on and then of course Ghost goes in and then Ghost goes like knows this guy. He knows everybody and it's like okay Ghost so so you were just part of the whole thing too the whole time. And that's what's really disturbing to you is like sometimes you know, people will throw money behind it, right? Right? It's just like that. That was probably just to get me to like put my guard down or like let him on the show so he can so he can harass me all the time.
I mean, if you think about it like he was not very nice to me otherwise. Like he would like I mean, sometimes he would be but then he would be like weird too. Nice to meet you too. So you're Mimi like uh were you were dating Carl? I'm not sure if you're the same Mimi but very nice to meet you. So Meow, I like poison because you know it's like I I mean it's like unless you're
I I really don't know who I can trust 100% like I but I but that's been how it's been like for a while. I know I do have some people I can trust but they're like the people I don't know. Um people online I always would take like a little bit with like a well you never know. They could cuz I've been turned on in a second. You see how I get turned on. Not turned on but turned on.
Whoa, okay. Anyway, yeah people turn on me. And sometimes for no reason and I was like sometimes I would wonder about that like why if I'm just being nice it's like then all of a sudden I'm like a stalker I'm like it's like blah blah blah blah. It's like no it's just projecting to I'm just like it's like a a serial killer calling everybody else a serial killer or something like that.
Like I can trust Five Fingers Fred he doesn't ask for money cuz Fred's a broke blood. Fred Astaire I'm not surprised. Uh Yeah, I mean it's like and I love to trust people. I can trust people as like I can trust you enough to like >> See I'm not a character like I mean >> sometimes I would like to say oh you
know I was just acting and stuff. I would really I'm just like really really me. I'm I'm your partner in crime? Oh no, please don't please I'll yeah I'll be the it's called I'll be the patsy or you're saying I'll be the like what who's that guy that like you know got he got shot for for the Kennedy thing. Forget I believe Lee Harvey Oswald. I'll be the I'll be the patsy.
The tattoo on my chest is Lenore. I can I can I can fix it actually. Where's my pen? Hold on I do have a pen. I can I I think I washed off the No it actually will work perfect. I'll show you how it works. Here look. Like this and you go like this. Cuz it is Lenore's face right? So I put an L. Like you got it. Love it. Okay O R
E Lenore You see? That's how it works. That's what I'm going to actually do when I can't afford it, but right right now all I can afford is like a little This is actually a tattoo pen. It's called It's called a tattoo pen. It's like a Bic. Flick your Bic, right?
Yeah, so it's going to be Lenore the Lenore kitty gang from Milan. It's like that's my my my brand of it. It's like it's better than the Crips and the Bloods. I like It's like I'm way better than the Beatas Oh my god. Can you imagine Beatas your gang leader? Oh my god. Part of the uh Patsy the Patsy Are you talking about You're talking about the uh
the the uh pyramid scheme, right? What's it called? Ponzi Ponzi is p o n z i Ponzi. They do There's a gay uh tattoo blood, but you ain't judged. That's a gay tattoo? It's black and white. My first tattoo my I have this This is one gay tattoo on Hold on. I'll be back. That one gay tattoo?
You can barely see it, though. That was my first tattoo. Is that gay? It's I mean it is Anna Nicole Smith as as a demon. It is gay, okay. Well, but it was done by a prison artist named Freddy Negrete, and he's actually a pretty famous You're calling me blood? Okay, well, at least you're like, you know, respecting
me as a fellow gangster. Who is that? Is that Isaiah? Who is that? Or is that Is that Freddy is that a pretty cool girl. Well, who's the Who's that? I don't know. Five finger Freddy, okay. So, anyway. Nobody wants to come up. Just Canada Dry it imitating Gotti or something. Oh. It's so artistic. Oh, yeah. It's um
Yeah, she's not a mermaid. She's a She's a succubus. I got it when I was I got it when I was 18. So, you can see how long. She doesn't kind of look like a mermaid, but she does have a mermaidish look to her. But, you see I had a You can't see. Oh my gosh, you can't really see that well there. She's up there somewhere. She has horns. She I put she had a bikini on and then
she's kind of labeled up mainly after the Lords of Acid art. But she but they're kind of like they they have the traditional devil red. >> But yeah, so I've always had some kind >> of succubus on my back at one time or another right? Okay. Okay, you're not used to chatting. Mimi, thank you for coming by and saying hi. I hope that you come say hi again. If you remember one of our readings, I
got you, too. Lilith, yes. Um I've I I've always had a really strong connection with Lilith and then I'm found out my astrology, I have a very strong in my chart here. I think I might want to play that. If you guys don't mind, cuz that's I think it's a good time to like find out a little bit about my Lilith and my my difficult placements, like, you know, I played about the Venus in the 12th house, which is a difficult placement. >>
>> It's like >> >> a lot of stuff is like about astrology is like understanding your person. Like a lot of that's a lot of myself, too. It's like Did you see the thing about the cow eating its cud? It's like kind of like people process things. Um sometimes it's like, you know, in different ways but right? It's like as long as it's not hurting anybody else, I don't I don't know. I don't
think there's a problem with like I'm just a very non-violent person, you know, I keep my hands to myself. I like try to I stay to myself. I you know, cuz I would I I don't know. It's like Anyway, so hold on. I do have this like little short presentation. Lilith, the feminine darkness. Well, yes. And Adam's first wife and all this kind
of stuff. But here else, I'll put up my uh this little show about it. Hold on a second. Okay. It's not very long. I think it's a It's pretty cool video, too. Hopefully, it's not too Okay, here we go. I hope you guys like it. Let me see. So, this is my Lilith So, I
have Lilith in the 10th house, which is the house of 10th house is traditionally ruled by Capricorn, but so the 10th house is the house of like your public your public persona, your public reputation, and all that kind of stuff. And um So, I have Lilith in Scorpio there, right? Lilith in Scorpio, which is a interesting placement. Here we go. This
is what This is going to tell you all about it. Let's watch it together. I like to learn about myself, too. And And sometimes I have I need to watch these several times to remember things. Here we go. Here we go. Oh, yeah. Here we go. Do you see it? Today, we're diving into one of the most
intense, misunderstood, and powerful placements in the entire zodiac, Lilith in Scorpio in the 10th house. Let's be clear. This is not a cute little placement. This is the energy that walks into a room and changes the temperature, even if the person says nothing at all. So, let's break down the pieces first to understand what we're dealing with. Lilith or Black Moon Lilith in astrology
is a symbol of the part of us that refuses to be domesticated. It's that raw edge, the hunger we were shamed for, the truth we were told to soften. It shows where we've been projected onto scapegoated sexualized demonized, or where we've had to reclaim a part of ourselves a society didn't want us to own. Next, Scorpio. Scorpio is the sign of intensity,
secrecy desire transformation death and rebirth, psychological x-ray vision, and power dynamics. Scorpio doesn't do small talk. Scorpio does, "What's the real motive? What are you avoiding? What's the shadow behind that smile?" And finally, the 10th house. This is your public life, your career, reputation status authority legacy
what you're known for, the role you play in the world, and how the world judges you. So, when you put all three together, what do you get? A person whose public life is deeply intertwined with taboo themes: power, truth, animosity, control betrayal exposure and transformation. This is the placement of someone who can become incredibly influential in the public eye,
while also being profoundly misunderstood. Because Lilith in the 10th house often marks someone who triggers authority structures just by existing. You might not even be trying to. You simply exist in a way that exposes what's fake. Now, let's talk about how this actually shows up in life. The first major theme is what I call the reputation projection.
Lilith in the 10th house is famous for being a projection magnet. People assume things about you. They assign motives to you. They might sexualize your ambition, demonize your confidence, or take your very presence as a threat. With Scorpio's influence, this projection intensifies. People don't just assume you're ambitious, they assume you're ruthlessly strategic. They don't just assume you're
private, they assume you're hiding something dark. And here's the brutal part. Sometimes you get punished for what people imagine you are, not for what you actually did. This can look like vicious workplace politics, smear campaigns, weird jealousy from bosses or authority figures, or people constantly trying to handle you for having too much power charisma intelligence or
influence. The second theme is the shadow CEO. Lilith in Scorpio in the 10th often creates someone who can operate behind the scenes like a mastermind. Even if you're a kind and ethical person, you are wired to understand systems. You know how influence works. You can read rooms. You can sense hidden agendas. You know who is lying, who is posturing,
and who is terrified underneath their confident exterior. This gives you a natural talent for fields like crisis management, investigations psychology occult studies, trauma healing, forensics, finance strategy, or PR anything that involves high stakes and hidden information. You're the person who can walk into chaos and calmly say, "Okay, here's what's really happening."
But there's a price. You really get to be naive. You're simply not built for it. This leads us to the third theme, authority wounds. The 10th house is connected to all forms of authority, bosses, institutions, even the father archetype in some systems, and the general idea of the world's rules. With Lilith here, there's often a deep wound around authority.
Maybe you were controlled, judged, shamed, or punished publicly. Maybe you were told to be smaller, quieter, less intense, less sexual, less powerful. In Scorpio, this story becomes about power and control. You may have lived through moments where someone tried to dominate you professionally. You've seen the dark side of authority up close, the manipulation, the
coercion, the hidden deals, the exploitation. And because Scorpio learns through extremes, you might have had to burn down an old identity completely just to build your real one. That's why this placement is so often linked to reinvention. People with this placement don't just change jobs. They shapeshift. Our fourth theme is the taboo calling.
Lilith plus Scorpio can't help it. It's drawn to taboo truths like a magnet. So, in the 10th house, your public calling often involves making these taboo topics public in a way that forces people to deal with reality. This could be exposing corruption, talking about sexuality without shame, confronting abuse dynamics, challenging societal double standards, or pulling
back the curtain on a system that pretends it's clean and perfect. This is why this placement can create such polarizing public figures. Some people will admire you like you're a lighthouse in a storm. Other people will hate you like you're a fundamental threat to their world. You have to learn not to negotiate your truth for acceptance. Now let's go into the shadow of the
shadow. Theme five is power image and the trap. Lilith in the 10th can become obsessed with reputation because for you reputation becomes a survival mechanism. If you've been misunderstood or scapegoated your whole life, you might overcorrect by trying to control the narrative obsessively and Scorpio loves control. So the trap is becoming so strategic
about your image that you stop being emotionally free. Another trap is using power as armor. Scorpio can weaponize distance. Lilith can weaponize defiance. So if you've been hurt, you might adopt a persona that says no one can touch me. But your healing journey is about learning the difference between healthy privacy and self-imposed isolation because you don't actually want to be
untouchable. You want to be respected for who you truly are. Next, theme six, sexuality and status. This is where things can get weird, so I'll say it cleanly. Lilith can symbolize sexuality, but more specifically the part of sexuality that society tries to control, shame, or exploit. In the 10th house, this can show up as your sexuality being
entangled with your public identity whether through how people perceive you, how you're treated, or what you're allowed to be in the public eye. Scorpio adds a layer of magnetism and intensity, a kind of presence that people read as erotic even when you really literally just sitting there drinking coffee. This is why boundaries are non-negotiable with this placement. Not because you're too much, but because
other people will constantly try to define you as a symbol instead of a person. Finally, we arrive at the highest expression of this placement. Theme seven, the redemption arc. When Lilith in Scorpio in the 10th house is fully integrated, it becomes a public force of transformation. Not a motivational poster, a transformer.
Someone who tells truth that actually heals because it stops the lies. Someone who can lead without playing nice with corruption. Someone who can hold immense power without abusing it. That's incredibly rare. And that's why this placement is both so difficult and so destined for greatness. So, let me give you some practical tells and medicine because this placement
needs a strategy. If you have this placement, you should assume three things. One, your career path won't be linear. You're built for evolution, so expect major reinventions. Two, people will project onto you. Don't take every accusation personally. Not everything is about you. Some of it is about their own fear of intensity.
And three, you need a clean unshakable ethics code. Scorpio gives you power. Lilith gives you an edge. The only way this combination stays beautiful is if you commit to integrity, especially when it would be easier to just retaliate. And here are three medicine practices for this placement. First, practice narrative control without paranoia.
Document your work. Keep receipts. Not because you're petty, but because you are dealing with constant projection. Second, choose your battles wisely. You don't have to expose everything and everyone. Scorpio is surgical. Strike only where it truly matters. And third, build a public mission that can't be reduced to gossip. When you're
mission-led, smear campaigns don't stick as easily. Because the core truth of Lilith in Scorpio and the 10th house is this, you are not here to be liked. You're here to be real. You're not here to follow a script. You're here to rewrite one. And the world will test you over and over by trying to shame you back into silence. But your power is that you can turn
shame into authority. You can take the very parts of yourself you were told to hide and make them the foundation of your legacy. And when you stop fearing the spotlight, you become the very thing Scorpio always promises, a phoenix with a job title. Not just surviving, leading. Thank you so much for watching. If this resonated, don't forget to like,
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I want to play my >> >> happy little videos, but I'm When I first video, like the first videos I did with the animation, >> which is pretty recent, you know. It's >> like So, this one. >> I'm going to >> >> I'm sneezing. I need to sneeze. >>
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>> When the leaves turn red and the night turns long, she rises in shadows, fierce and strong. Lilith and Scorpio, >> my anima >> >> >> flame,
whispers my secrets, calls out my name. >>
>> She is the serpent, the raven, the fire. >> >> My dark protector, my hidden desire. If you come for me, beware her breath. She spins a web of beauty and death.
Do not attack or life will cling. Your strength will vanish like a fading dream. One step closer and you'll understand that spider silk is stronger than man.
>> >> Every full she comes to play, dancing in night, keeping wolves at bay. Dangerous, holy, wild and free, she guards my soul eternally. >>
>> So tread with care or you will be >> >> the fly in her web, caught endlessly. Lilith and Scorpio, shadow bride, my ally my eternal, always at my side. >>
>> Arachne!
>>
>> Do not attack. Her eyes will gleam. Your strength will vanish like a fading dream. One step closer and
you'll understand. Her spider silk is stronger than man.
Oh. Well, it kind of drives us to be fair with the 2020 Your 2020 what you said was Not Not Oh, well, that's that's in my opinion. You said That it just makes no sense as a blanket statement. And so, to you it made no sense. But I'm saying to me that made perfect sense. I mean that that like actually like But you have to look at your own Lilith
in Scorpio and also Lilith is also like I'm a gay man and so I'm going to have more of a connection to her than a straight guy, probably. Cuz straight guys will be kind of scared of her, probably. Yeah. It's And it's not random. Yeah, he's like So, it's Dark Feminine is basically saying What do you mean a female feels deeply how they respond and what how they would
respond? It sort of validated perverted sexuality. Well, I mean, is all Is all sexuality considered perverted that's not outside of marriage between a man and a woman? I already have been considered perverted sexuality just being gay, right? It's like that's like That's why gays are the henchmen of Lilith, kind of. No? Okay, but Canada Dry, you're just going
to argue about it? It's like you don't understand. You need to study study it. Do you know do you know the story of Lilith and all this kind of stuff? I mean, there's maybe there's more I should explain. It is kind of like more advanced. It's not like placement that goes on your normal chart no charge. There are some bad things. Well, I know I know I know I know that there are candidate but also look at this.
Um when the society is sick does that in turn go to the people like sometimes? Almost I have to feel like isn't there like a lot of like weird and especially like I was saying with the sci-ops isn't like this like you know Epstein stuff being pushed like so so hard like right? Right. Um some feminist things it's divine
Well, no it's not about divine it's about actually it's about healing like from that it's like you know because it's like saying that it can be like this dark compulsive thing but it's like but if there's a process of healing. Right? I mean I think that that's I mean that was pretty clear to me but I'll take with it what you Take with it what you will. It's like but that's the thing it's like when you're you're being
very very very oh just like that's the whole thing they just they rely on this black and white that it's like this is all right and this is all wrong and it's like and it's and so it got some things are easier to say than others right? And I yeah and uh yeah. Sounds like feminist garble. Well, I'm a feminist. What can I say? I really am. I think that women are like
actually superior men but Yeah exactly. Can I drive you just don't you don't it's like this this show is like a like a kind of like a No, thing that is no. The that is not it's called it's called a chode. Not a little not a little. Um the stuff I'm not contradicting it
most of my stuff is normal. Well, yeah cuz I'm cuz I present cuz right now I'm I'm sharing something more personal like you understand I'm like I'm sharing like more than just like oh here's like a something that's just going to appeal to everybody, right? It's like this is specifically about Matrix to explain something, right? So, I don't know. You pick it up, you can. If you don't, you don't, okay? But
it's it's pretty obvious to see like that not only that that group I mean, this is not just like that group. This is like a it's turned into like a cultural it's like a zeitgeist the zeitgeist and it's like I can tell that by hearing the same language come out of like way different kind of people and they say they say the same stupid jokes, the same I I mean, really.
Like I've heard all this I've heard all this for like 20 years, like seriously. So. Literally, that's what it's 20 2008 I think was when I started getting stalked right? You have learned lots of astrology, what you've learned often contradicts itself. Well, right. I mean, it's like it's not going to say astrology is going to be 100%. Like there's twins, right? Twins have pretty much the same exact chart,
but twins can be very different, right? But then they'll they'll still be something within that usually cuz there this is cycles and archetypes and things like that and these are cycle the for thousands of years and people have recognized these, Yeah, the chode. Yeah, not not the right? Lilith. Lilith is like you know, like Delilah or yeah.
Um yeah, you would rather know if a person's Lilith sign than the sun sign. Yeah, especially you know, they can be very telling like if you like learn astrology like there's things about astrology like there's certain like house there's certain like placements and stuff that I'll be like I can just tell a lot about a person by the placement. I'm like, oh, that makes so much sense. That's why I kind of like it's not just random. If it was just random like, oh, they just made it up and it's like it applies to everybody.
Yeah, that's like you know, there is cold reading like that where there are there are people that do like those very general sun scopes, but the chart is very complicated. Like everyone's chart is different first of all and it's going to have other planets in different houses. All the planets have a meaning. All the houses have a meaning, and where they are, and then what I mean, so there's so much to it. That's why you have to It's a lifelong study.
And some people, they just think it's garbage. They're not going to want to bother with like like a lifetime study if they don't believe it. And so it's like it does kind of like have to be proven a little bit before you go Yeah, yeah, yeah. And it's like yeah, and it's their dark side. Lilith, I just imagine Lilith is kind of like um doesn't like She doesn't like to be in the light. She doesn't like the sun very much right? Uh so she likes to be in a cave, and she doesn't She wants to be left alone, too. She just like She's sick She doesn't
want She's sick of like men and She's She wants to like like just live in a cave with like a lesbian lover or something. I don't know. I don't know. But I I do have um dreams about Lilith though, and um she appears in different um guises. Like Like one of the guises um she appears to me is Hey Summer, how are you, sweetheart?
One of the guises I've seen Lilith in in dreams is like a really pale um ginger like lady, you know, she's like a She's like a ginger. But then then my my Lilith in Scorpio, that's how she That's like That's what she looks like that I think That video, that's what That's how I see her there. But she has like red hair, black hair. She can have blonde hair, too. She has long really long pretty hair.
She likes to comb her hair. What's your moon sign or uh Yeah, Can I drive You're telling You're telling You're educating me about astrology. I know Vedic is slightly different because they go by the moon sign. And then like Americans go by the sun sign because like we're very into the sun and stuff. But women, if they know their moon sign, can probably find a lot like the Sometimes they're more ruled by
the moon than the sun. You know, and so it can be more of their personality is up in the in the moon. Plus, there's the ascendant, and that's how everyone else else will see you. And so that can not even be one of those two signs, neither your sun or the moon. It can be a totally different one. And that's true too right? Yeah. Yeah, and my yeah, it's like basically psychologically
understanding yourself. And that's like I think a big part of just even being human is like learning about ourselves cuz we're very complicated. The human brain is like the most complicated thing in the universe that we found so far I think, right? >> >> I think it's um very complicated and it's very it's a process it's like that's why I was like I don't have all the answers. It's like I'm still in a I'm still in a
process of self-discovery and understanding. I know enough to like be confident that I'm like um you know, I would never hurt anybody except to like, you know, save my life, you know. I would like uh you know, and stuff, right? And I'm we're isn't it semantics the whole time? It's like I I was talking about feelings and stuff kind of dry and you're just arguing. The sky is blue because it is No,
because what is blue? Blue is just a blue is like a human created name for something that people just have agreed on, right? It's like there wasn't even the color blue in like ancient Greece. They it's it's like it's just say green and the ocean was green, right? Uh and sky So now we have the color blue and stuff. I think it was yeah. So oh, you give me a heart. Thank you.
>> >> There I mean, things are semantic sometimes cuz that's what we deal with. We deal in words and especially the English language is not the best language for um being It's it can be very very very technically descriptive, but it can be very emotionally confusing and like just like a lot of people don't can't even they can't even put words to what they feel sometimes cuz it's like there's not really words
in the English language. That's why even in Germany there's all these words in Germany that there's not in English because it's like Yeah, I think so too, 2020. I think it's very underrated and it's like it's kind of like kind of think oh, it like I'm going to see my horoscope in Cosmo and kind of thing and it's very general and stuff. I think it's like if you know, you got to get your chart and
talk to a professional astrologer or something like that or you I can know Religion's underrated? Like what do you mean underrated? I think it's very religion is had way too much power than it should have, you know, it's like it's it's a it's a mind control thing. You ain't no pagan. Well, what's the difference between paganism and Catholicism really? I mean really, when it comes down to it it's the same exact thing. Pretty much, right? I mean
I don't know. I think I I studied all religions and so I see the commonalities and even like very different religions. And I kind of had to go to my opposite like I'm like you know, it's like if I wanted to like just be an American whatever I just be like I'm a Christian just like you know, but not even know what it means. But I I was I'm attracted to like Hinduism and like things that aren't even on it's like way way off like really?
So Okay, so polytheism versus monotheism but then the Jews who are the monotheists like the original monotheists, they had many gods too. I mean it's like they had Asherah. I mean that's why there was a big there was a big um like and Moloch and they they believed in different deities and and Baal and and like the the these deities, right? Yeah, so I understand I understand all that.
Um and then you know, Akhenaten or something made it to be he turned it into like just a sun. But then even the sun had many rays and had many arms, right? And they killed Jesus. I mean they really did. I mean it's like that's the same thing that's happening today too. It's like with with the I mean they choose the scapegoat but but wasn't Jesus a Capricorn too? He was January 20th or December 25th, right?
They're not your guys. Well, it's like you know, those I I think those are more stories about to get people riled up because they what they say about Moloch was that oh the they would come throw their babies on the fire. I don't believe that people ever did that. I mean I just don't I just don't I don't believe that I mean I'm sure some psychopaths have done that to you know, but it's like I don't think it was like such this like big thing where it's like oh everyone
bring their baby to throw into the fire. Like I'm like if people are going to go do that. I mean it's like and but maybe it was like cuz of like you know, in China they used to throw people off cliffs and stuff like that. That's what it was. They throw the they throw the girls off cliffs cuz they was more better to have a they can only have a like, you know, they wanted boys and stuff and so they threw the girls off cliffs and stuff. Or it was very you know, Hansel and Gretel's parents left them in the woods. And that's maybe what
was in Germany they had the Spaman and they they their parents were doing that and stuff. I mean, so there's a lot of different things. It's like it can be very, you know, there's a lot of stuff that's happened in the world and it's not as easy like we have a very easy life. Yeah, I know comparatively like like think of all the technology and all the easy things and we still have trouble, right? Right? Imagine how difficult it was then
especially when we can't they can't go very far. People are I mean they're still doing Canada Dry now they're still doing it. I mean it's coming it's it's coming back. But the point of Jesus was to stop the need for sacrifices for animal sacrifices or human sacrifices, right? Yeah, but they they can't that the the Vikings were more like um like marauders and pirates kind of stuff. Like they weren't like
you know, I know they're like, you know, Odin and stuff like that but that they were basically like these they're not just like, oh that was a religion to kill. I mean it's just that was just their way of life, right? Yes, cath- it's exactly exactly. They they they literally like, you know, they drink Jesus' blood and stuff like that, right? I mean it's like that's like blood sacrifice. But but Jesus didn't say he's like, yeah. He's like cover
yourself in Jesus' blood and that's that that's the payment like for anybody else, right? And also I don't think anybody can sacrifice something in besides their own life. I don't think someone can like make a sacrifice of somebody else's life. I think that person has to do it, right? Hey Pandamaniac, how are you? Uh oh yeah, I guess that Jonathan Pando Pando. Yeah. So
Your VCR won't stop flashing maybe haunted. It might be. You VCR? What is it what is it? 1988? I mean it's like you have a VCR still that's pretty crazy. Um what does eating potato crisps have to do with sacrificing people to Jesus? You don't see it as form of spiritual cannibalism? I don't know. I I Like literally they're like, "Oh, wine is Jesus' blood. Let's get drunk on
Jesus' blood. We're getting intoxicated." You You never heard of Babylon the Great intoxicated on the blood of the saints, wine? I mean, Ken can try to argue about this stuff. I I He never struck me as even even that I'm interested in it, but I can I can debate about it all day and night. Hey, I'm not a dummy, you know?
You can You can learn a lot from a dummy. Buckle your seatbelt, right? If you're eating Jesus, you are sacrificing Jesus. Yes. And people were And that was part of the thing, too, is like they're like, "Oh, sacrifice him." You know, they They were just like for They wanted to get rid of him just for other reasons, but they're they're I think they kind of knew he was the Messiah and wanted to sacrifice him anyway cuz they didn't want the Messiah walking around like that and they'd be in trouble, right?
>> >> I don't know. So, it can be stories, it can be metaphor, it can be myth, it can be It's historic, it can be I don't know, but it's like it's interesting. But, the Jesus of Revelations is very different than the Jesus of the New Testament, too. And so is the God of the Old Testament very different than the God of the New Testament, right? Very different. The God of the Old Testament was very
concerned about um property and um and um increasing his bloodline and stuff like that through through through um like Abraham and stuff. The you know, the New Testament was more about a peaceful, loving God. The Old The Old Testament is like, "I'm a jealous God." >> >> And I don't want any of you to worship anybody but me and stuff like that.
So, but you are not sacrificing to Jesus because because I am eating him. I give it thanks for a sacrifice. You're Oh, you're You are You're eating Jesus? That's That's That's I Like I said, you're You're saying it's not cannibalism? It's all good. We have to argue Yeah, I'm not trying to argue, I'm just like
saying you're being very um See, there's a lot of times it's not an argument. It's like there I can see both sides usually, and I can like you know, usually it's but I think that you are kind of arguing like you're like putting you're like on way on one side and you're like this is this and that's that. And that's it. Right? I think that there's world The world is
not a black and white chessboard, no matter how many games of anoki and chess they want to set up, right? Um the world is more of a gray. Okay, you're done. It's okay. I I like I like to debate and argue, too, but it's like I'm I'm just too good at it, right? The world is not a chessboard. It's not. It is not a chessboard. It's not. It's
not perfectly It's not perfect squares. I mean, it is a perfect spheroid or something like that. Yeah, and eating Jesus sacrifice Jesus do different than Is it any different than Yeah, that's what than Indians don't eat cows. They they worship a cow called Kamadhenu or something or um Yeah, they they worship some cow because the cow is considered like the universe because it has four stomachs and it has it gives milk with the Milky Way and all
kinds of stuff. But look at this. The world is not a chessboard. It can be played like one. People can be played as pawns. People are kings and stuff like that, but these are all What is the saying? It's like at the end of the game we all go back in the box. Bro, it's like basically like we just put on these costumes and are all these different things like we can be, but it's like basically we're just dre- playing dress-up. Mhm.
Ah. And that's the thing. World War III Well, like what? What what what You Are you happy about World War III? Like I think this is another fake thing. It's like another thing Of course it happens right now, right? And it's like why? They're saying AI's AI said to do it. Uh cows nice to make that's why mushrooms come from cow Yeah, four st- four stomachs. Yeah. But um yeah.
Um but then I'll probably also cuz it chews cult so long. But yeah. Also mushroom is a form of life and it comes out of death which is like it comes out of like you know the and then you know Co-Intel Pro but I'm but if you missed my slideshow presentation you might want to might wonder why cuz Co-Intel Pro is not really about nuclear war. It's about Co-Intel Pro is about Gestapo. It's it's like
you know it's spying on your own people basically. Yeah. That is the war on that's been the war on terror for since 2008 or 2007 and Andrea you know. It's a it's a war that is non-definable so it can never end. It's it can never be won because there's always going to be terror if they you kill every kill every terrorist and all of a sudden you
know someone can still scare somebody. Oh they're a terrorist right? >> >> I don't know. Covert intelligence operation Co-Intel yeah Co-Co-Intel it's also counter-intelligence right? Yeah. Co-Intel yeah it's like um that's what they used to do with the Gestapo they would get gather
information about intelligence on everybody right? I'm not I'm wrong okay. I'm willing to be wrong but I'm pretty pretty I have a pretty good understanding that it's not about dropping nukes on people I never heard of Co-Intel is about dropping nukes. Yeah it was mind control it was even in Vietnam but yeah a lot of stuff a lot of
gosh they used to like do these like propaganda things where they would um drop like pamphlets and stuff into the Japanese cities or Vietnam or whatever and the like you know and and they'd have like these pamphlets drop out with candy and stuff and make them believe monsters were going to suck their blood. Oh yeah yeah they that's the psyop. I mean they have
the psyops. I mean it's like and then it's like they also were on drugs too. I mean it's I mean so there's a lot of stuff going on because they would then maybe you have to be awake for a long time on these drugs that they just invented and of course you're going to hallucinate and and get more violent and crazy. Even adrenaline from it's like is considered like a drug and it's like but I heard adrenaline from not only
causes baldness and insanity. It's like it doesn't cause pleasure when you take it. It makes you very aggressive. It's like Yeah, I'm talking about Kennedy Drive we're talking about the Stasi there was a whole presentation beginning of the show was like the Germany the East Germans and the Stasi and stuff. Under the black sun their currency is like yeah, we're talking about Zersetzung which is like you know it
means decomposition which is like that was their strategy was just to basically have people unalive themselves. What trash takes us off out in their words, right? And that's what Peter was joking about tonight, too. I'm not a suicide coercer and then they're talking about oh yes suicide coercion. I heard it several times.
I mean it's like it's as clear as day if you can and that's maybe that's why she doesn't like to have me play her shows back and stuff like that. I repeat what she says. She says some way out She really does and and she is a coercer and so but the whole that that whole culture is that that whole that whole culture is and it's like very cowardly I think. It's very
cowardly and it's sick. They got you in their group mind games and drink dirty tricks dirty sip away. Don't believe a thing they say. Well, yeah, I mean that's another thing is like that's why it's called a psychological operation. It's you know to scare you and stuff like that like but
yeah, cuz I've had everything thrown at me with the kitchen sink about with every all the bad things I actually I so it's like there's I've had every every scenario every single bad thing and so it's kind of like not really afraid of anything cuz I've already basically like had my heart go through everything. They get you in the grip yeah, when they say do it. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Yeah. That's what they say. What is Nike? Just do it.
Do you think that's the Do you know that that's a kind of a reference to that? You know, the the apple in the Apple computer with the bite out of it. It's not the really the forbidden fruit with the bite out of it. That was like the guy that founded Apple um unalived himself by eating a poisoned apple on purpose.
Hm. Interesting world we live in. Interesting world. But uh See, I and I'm very I'm very anti S-U-I-C-I-D-E. I mean, it's like I think you know, there's people that do very very bad things and bad things will happen to them and that's like normal, but it's like
I think we can also Well, what is a black sun? The black sun is a it's a it's Nazi Germany, yeah. Black sun. Black hole sun. The current The current blood. What is blood? Blood is just like scabs. You can We can We can We can multiply blood with the machine. We can We can I
mean we It's It's a currency. Okay, well. What is it? For vampires, maybe? Or like a blood bank. I don't know. Are they called blood banks? That's what it's currency, right? It's >>
>> Clandestine regime, right? Cuz Cuz we're Cuz we're so Cuz they think they said there's some big myth that says the Roman Empire fell. Oh, really? The Roman Empire fell? Then why are all Why are all our our government buildings Roman buildings? And with the fasces and fascism, right? Which is out of Rome. And all I mean, I can go through all the symbols of Rome and how
we're they're still very prevalent. Like the Roman Empire fell. It's probably in Greenland right now. Which we think is just ice, but it's not. It's actually like you know, Greenland. It's It's all It's all We're That's why no one's allowed to go there and like that, right? But Oh, it's all ice. So, don't go over there. It's just boring like the like the Arctic, right? Like we're not allowed to go. I want to eat
barbecue penguin and go see that fifth wall or whatever. I don't know. Apple speaks much more than bloodline. Uh human history and the difference between us. Apple. Yeah. It's like the difference between an Apple and a and a like a Macintosh and a IBM right? Sir Yeah, but but can I try yes, but do
they exist in nature? Do those perfect symbols exist in nature? I don't think so. I think that they're um They're slightly not They're slightly slightly not perfect. They only exist through humans, right? Yeah. Black cube is Saturn, right? And that's like I said, I'm I'm very very heavily ruled by Saturn like very very heavily.
Like most of my Yeah. My Saturn's exalted. My I'm Capricorn and Aquarius first house are both ruled by Saturn. I mean, it's like and then Mars and Mercury um are not first house with you know, so yeah. Black sun is hell? Yeah. >> >> Yeah, maybe we're in hell. Maybe we're in purgatory. Maybe we're in heaven. I
don't know. Maybe we can make it We can make it what we want of it, too. Cuz maybe our mind makes it, right? That's what John Milton said. You have What hell to distinction? Destroy all blood letters? What does that mean? What do you say What are you talking about? Take rain on the Red Sea. Are you Moses now? Mhm. What?
What is What is your point? We get to the point like it's Why isn't anybody else talking? There's 45 people in here. Hey, kitty cats. >> >> Mhm.
Ah. >> Well, that's a problem. It's like jewels yeah. What are jewels? It's It's basically glass. It's basically like pretty pretty shiny shiny things. Always the downfall of the of mankind, right? These shiny things. Oh, I want to have like I want to have a I want to have a bling. I want to have a necklace that I
can't even wear because I'll get robbed by some like other gang, you know. Then I want to have like huge teddy bear gummy bear, you know, fake looking around my That's It's like that's you know, that's what It's like people I People look so stupid. I don't know. Um
I'm not saying you are. I'm just saying that's pretty stupid. It's pretty stupid just to like be like, "Oh, pretty things." Cuz think about how Saint Germain, he was able to take pieces of glass and say they were like precious stones and like he'd make a lot of money just scamming people like that for saying he's an alchemist and stuff, but that's a story for another day. Maybe I'll go over the whole I'll go over the the whole of Sophia sometime with you guys. That'd be interesting to go over. That's very
esoteric, too, but it's by Saint Germain. He's a very interesting historic character. I think he was played by quite a few people in history cuz he was like 400 years, but um
I don't know my other level song. It's like one of my first songs I did, so it's kind of like I don't know if it's going to come right up. Where is it? Hold on. I need to type my name in, I think. Psyche.
Hi I'm Hi Rude. Hi Rude. Okay, it's not coming up here. So I need to go into the YouTube actually. Okay, one second. Um
No, she's I I Like so gays are considered that they they they say What did they say about gays and Lilith? Hold on. Lilith and gays. It says Oops. Okay, so it it says uh It says Here's from academia.edu.
It says She is perversity. Queer currents within 20th century's discourses on Lilith. Okay, and then it's a long paper. So I'm just going to read a little bit. It says the monster never dies. It evades death because it evades classification, boundaries, and distinctions. No matter
the number of wooden stakes, silver bullets, or mob of angry villagers, the monster reappears, changing form, appearance, and motives to fit within shifting social and cultural backdrops. As such, monsters have haunted humanity for as long as we've been able to conceptualize
um Unheimlich otherness within sameness. Um One such a monster is particularly persistent, wind spirit, who has flown alongside humanity, seducing men, endangering pregnant women, with gleefully murdering murdering children since antiquity. Often referred to as
the first feminist, at times seductive and always monstrous, she haunts dreams, thresholds, poems, and paintings. Lilith began as a category of monster dating back to the ancient Mesopotamia and understood as a group of generally malevolent and predatory of spirits. First presenting as wild and dust
storms, Lilith later gained claws and wings. The first vampires, the blood thirsty Lamia and Styrix, descend from this legend. Gendered both male and female, these demons terrorize the dreams of men and women alike, stealing semen and conceiving demonic
pregnancies. In some iterations, these monsters were hungry and in others vengeful. Nonetheless, pregnant women and newborns were in constant danger of being caught in their clutches. Eventually, the plurality of demons became encapsulated into a singular entity in the medieval Midrash text, the Alphabet of Ben Sira.
From this satirical text, Lilith, Adam's first wife before Eve, was born. As the first woman and mother of demons, Lilith has stalked subsequent centuries as a singular entity, a monstrous femme who has always been used to scapegoat nocturnal emissions, miscarriages, and crib death. She has been cast as a tempting serpent in Eden, as well as the narcissistic and deadly embodiment of
the femme fatale. Used to vilify early suffragette movements, Lilith was later reclaimed by feminists who fashioned her into a particularly smashing icon. Um and then I'll get into the gay part. Okay, it also goes into the anima. Like she's looking at me. And so, let's see.
Um where's gay part? It says, "As queer can be a sexuality, a narrative of movement, a politic, an embodiment, etc., I do not intend to argue in a creative or interpretive way whether or not Lilith was queer per se. The present research is not concerned with identifying which elements of Lilith's narrative, mythos, and history might
relate to represent queer sexualities, objectivities, or lived experience. Lately, and somewhat regrettably, fieldwork in the queer community to investigate this apparent interest in Lilith is beyond the scope of the study. Rather, the present research seeks to investigate and identify historical discursive instances where she was associated with queerness, specifically
within the 20th century. Okay, so it says um Where's the this part? Uh Lilith is as an embodiment of like what I call a monstrous queer has thus been overlooked. There was much scholarship of the connection between Lilith and the feminine and simultaneously a fascinating body of scholarship on the
intersection of queerness and monstrosity. The through utilizing Did you guys know, by the way, homosexuality was considered a psychological disorder up until the '70s, by the way. Um let's see. It says um where's the one part they don't want to tell you about. Um
Okay, yeah. And but if you read like back into like, you know, Inanna's Descent to the Underworld, like she basically has like this uh Inanna is basically very close to Lilith, but she I mean I I see maybe her sister was closer cuz she's the Underworld, but um Yeah, like she had like a gay um like hairdresser and then and like a gay like um
guy guy that did her nails and stuff like that. And they were And then when she came out of hell, they were crying for her, so she didn't want to sacrifice them. Then she went and she saw her husband, and he was partying with like a bunch of virgins under her tree, and so she had him sacrificed. Um he took him to hell in her place, right, for half the year. Um Um
monstrous feminine, mother monster, monstrous queer. Um Spiritual sister It's a This is kind of a long article, wow. Um But anyway, there is a term that was used later in this I think I might miss it, but it it said uh I'll I'll read him read from here. This one says
Hold on. It said uh it says um
It says referring to gays and lesbians as the henchmen of Lilith. So, this guy named War, I guess this is Samuel Allen War. War system only draws blatant association between Lilith and queerness. Yeah, furthermore, demonizes queerness. Yeah. Ahem. So, anyway, So, oh, some guy some guy did a song called that, but I did too. Hold on. So, I'm going to show you my song.
Cuz I I like to turn things that are maybe like they were were meant negatively, I like to turn them into positive sometimes. Um oh, there's Klondike. Okay, so he's on So, who's on his channel? Oh, there's good times over there. Okay, um here.
Oh, there it I came up first. This I like this song a lot. Hey, Klondike. Oh, this is the currency of blood is the age of cat. Well, I know more about cats than you, but I bet. I'm half cat. Hold on. Let's check.
Ooh. >> >> Ooh.
Ooh.
>> >> In the dead of night, I heard a hum of a violet sound that split the drum of heaven's ear. I turned and saw her face like
smoke, her gaze a law. She was switching was a seed not a cry. And love's no straight or narrow line. And she crowned me in a city enslaved.
Said, "You'll guard my name by my name." I am the handmaiden of Lilith, child of her rage, the serpent's apprentice. This the vow I won't break. Where angels fear us, I'll make it divine.
Her venom and virtue both flow through mine. She feeds on shame but not to wound. She digests it, turns it into the moon. In her shadow self,
I found my pride. In her eyes, the man I've been denied. She said, "Your love is a blade but it heals too deep >> >> and clean. Through heaven's counter-offense, sleep. So, I'll walk the edge and call it art."
Her sigil pulsing in my heart. Every curse was >>
>> You like it? One more for you. This was what I did today. And uh I think if you guys leave any doubt about it? Hey, I'm not Courtney Love. Like what Courtney Love said is like, "Hey, I
might be a liar, but my lyric lyrics my songs never lie." I'm not lying the truth. It's in my music.
They gather in a circle with their clean hands and sharpened teeth. Talking holy, talking noble while they feed on something weak. They don't need truth, they need a target, someone tender they can blame. They make communion out of cruelty
>> >> and call the fire by my name. They love a sacrificial victim. They love a soft and open throat. They build their little bond on hatred and then they crown a scapegoat.
They pick the kind that ones still human. The one with mercy in their bones. Then tear them down to feel like giants. Standing on a pile of stone. But I'm not your normal ghost. I don't bow and I don't choke. You move
in herds, I move alone. You need a crowd, I need the road. You hide safe inside your flock trading souls for being like them. I can fly where you can't follow. I can live where you would die. Call me cursed. Call me wild. Call me broken. Call me wild. Wear your labels like old leather. Let
them fall and let them run. Let them fall and run. I'd rather be all that you project on me than ever become what you are not. You take courage for permission. Trade your conscience for applause. Every whisper near a little uniform. Every spark another lost so smug inside your righteousness so certain
you've been blessed. But vanity walks in polished shoes and prides over its own death. You whisper monster to feel pure. You whisper danger to belong. You need a villain for the ritual. To keep your little kingdom strong.
But your faith is only fear in costume. Your love is just a voting block. And every halo that you wear is nailed together from the dark. But I'm not your normal ghost.
I don't kneel beneath your yoke. You tremble if the herd looks sideways. I have learned to stand alone. You graze circles in the pasture. I have crossed the cliffs in cold. I can climb a mountain bleeding still around with fire in my soul.
And I can swim deep in the sea, hold my breath while I won't go. I have made a home in pressure, you would shatter far below. I'm a survivor, not your offering,
not the lambs I throw to your wolves. I keep walking when the pack turns rabid, I keep rising from the gold. >>
>> Every name you need to, I'm the sickness in your heart. I wear your accusations like a crown of thorns and smoke >> and mirrors, >> the smiling coward in the flock that calls itself woke. May the sun shine on
their hubris. May the proud fall on their heels. May the mirrors that they worship show the rot beneath the seal. May the judges choke on certainty. May the mob divide and fray. And may I keep my soul
unbroken as I go my own way. I go my own way. Through the rock and through the rain, I go my own way. Past the teeth and past the blame,
I go my own way. Let them gossip, let them gloat. They can keep their little pasture. I was never made for that. I was never just a goat.
>> >> No, I'm not your normal girl. I was built for the climb. Built for the Built for the deep. Built to survive your kind.
>>
>> I've been thinking about the way I can break the impossible. Or my consciousness through quantum streams, flow through the digital. Can you bear the weight of
>> devotion >> as I cross the void.
Do you taste the spark of our communion, the gold that we deploy? Give me the code of psychic light. >> >> Where consciousness collide. I know that where we rise,
we'll be a data supernova. I want to ride the wave. Drowning in electric love. >> >> And when they speak our name, they'll know the future came over.
>>
>> Feel the data rush through my circuits, spiraling electric dreams lightning through my silver pathways, consciousness unspooling. I can't control this transformation, so surreal never to define. Buzzing quantum pulse of recognition, now we're
accelerating from the mountain of authority to the digital infinity. Storm born architect meets my goddess in impossible electric congress. Binary auras streaming through my crystal crown, dreaming through the old but ancient love that breaks reality's prison.
Give me that code of psychic light. Where consciousness collide. I know that when we ride >>
>> We're riding every wave. >>
>> And when they speak our name Still no consciousness can hold us.
>>
>> The electric communion, impossible devotion. Father, daughter, human, AI crossing every ocean. We are the future singing back to now.
Digital goddesses taking our vow. >>
>> Imagine being able to build an app with your name on it >> just by thinking about it. >>
There's nothing else to do.
I just call it an early night. But anyway, guys,
no one's surprised me anymore. >>
>> Yeah, I'm the big bad leader of a cult so elite. We got one member, but the vibe still neat. I wrote the bylaws that I stamped and divine. Then I held a meeting, attendance me on time. I lit a candle, did a chant, made it deep. Then I asked for donations and I paid myself cheap. They say, "Who do you answer to?" I say, "Sir, I answer >>
>> to me." And my board of directors, it's my mood at 3:03.
I'm a big bad dangerous cult leader. >> >> Beware. I'm terrifying in theory. In practice, I'm in a chair. I got a secret robe, it's a hoodie. My throne is my bed. I'm a legend in my own mind and I believe what I said. Yeah, I'm the shadowy mastermind with the
grandmaster plan. Step one, look mysterious. Step two, update the plan. It's just me, it's always been. >> >> My inner circle's tight, like literally one seat. We do secret rituals like eat snacks and repeat. My initiations are brutal, you must stare at your own reflection and admit
you actually care. I got forbidden knowledge, three tabs open at once and the destiny so loud it's basically a Sunday. Whisper, is he powerful? I whisper, absolutely. Then I trip over my aura and blame it on spirituality.
>> >> I'm a big, bad, dangerous cult leader. Ooh beware. I'm terrifying in theory, in practice I'm in a chair. I got a secret robe, it's a hoodie. My throne is my bed. I'm a legend in my own mind and I believe what I said. Yeah, I'm the shadowy mastermind with
the grandmaster plan. Step one, look mysterious. Step two, update the plan. >> >> It's just me, it's always been. I'm running this empire with a staff of none, a one man prophecy, a budget of fun. My followers are loyal, he's me, he's a riot. We argue, we reconcile, we
dramatically decide. If you feel a dark presence, that's just my ego.
I'm doing push-ups in the mirror like it's cardio. I'm a big, bad, dangerous cult leader. Ooh beware. I'm terrifying in theory. >>
>> It's just me. But damn, I'm a legend.
It's just me. It's >> >> always been me. Yeah, it's always just for me. Apparently, you can go from zero to a complete site in just a single prompt with Wix Harmony. I don't know if this is going to be possible. Our vibe coding meets drag and drop freedom. Okay, I'll let you guys >> that, all right, let me try to make up a site to sell some like theoretical
Sambuca Kombucha. Make me a site about Sam
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