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This episode of the Cult of Psyche podcast features an open panel discussion with a guest, Ty, who shares personal stories about family loss, love, and community building, including his experiences with his dad and his YouTube channel growth.
Open PanelWelcome to the night. The cards laid out
for
show. Stars shining so bright. Watch the
secrets unfold. There's magic in her
hands. Whisper what the future
holds. Dance to the mystery.
Yeah. Yeah.
Yeah.
So, let the tarot move with the
rhythm. Yeah. Yeah.
Yeah. Hearts in the balance. Every card
and open
door. Feel the romance in every arcane
lore.
Destiny
entwined as the moon begins to
soar. Dance to the
mystery. Yeah. Yeah.
Yeah.
So let the tarot go with the
rhythm. Yeah. Yeah.
Yeah. Flow.
Crystal visions in her gaze. Time can
steal this moment. Life's
uncertain dance we chase with love. Wen
pen dance to the
mystery. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.
So let the tarot move with the
rhythm. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.
Yeah. But like I said, there's no hate
speech. What's up, Ty?
What's up, boy? What's up, dude? How are
you? I had to come ride with you, man.
Stay down like flashing real like a
heart attack. Psyche, man. That
boy, what's good, man? I ain't got to
chop it up with you in a minute, baby.
What's good, boy?
Everything been good or what, man? Yeah,
but you know, I had my was my dad's
anniversary of his the first year
anniversary since he passed away. So, we
had a dinner tonight. It's summer.
That's what's up. Why not? That's what's
up, boy. I'm sorry to hear that, though,
man. But I hope I hope it was a good
It was a good dinner. A lot of a lot of
good times at the dinner. A lot of
stories and like a lot of memories and a
lot of love. Dinner was good. The dinner
was good. Yeah, man. If he can find my
old man, tell him he owe me 40 years of
child
support. 40 something
years. You know what I mean? But yeah,
man. Hey, at least you had old man, man.
You know what I mean? That's that's
good. That's what's up. I know. I was
very I was very I was very fortunate.
And it's like and and you know, he you
know when I when he I told my mom I was
bisex I said I was bisexual. I was gay,
right? But my mom like choose one side
or the other. Then then she told him
that the first night. So they called me
to the room and he's like you know what
he's like he's like I know you're going
to have a harder life. He's like but I I
love you and it's like nothing's going
to change. I love you. I'll protect you.
You know, you'll be okay. And uh and uh
nothing's, you know, I just I always
love you, right?
That's what's up, man. That's what's up.
Yeah. I don't think I ever, man. I'm
telling you, man. That's why, man, when
these I tell you, you know, when I be on
here chopping up some real game, man,
man. But I tell you, man, that love word
in life, people abuse that Most of
them don't even know what that word is.
It's just like something to say. Like,
you know, when you hear people and they
be like, "Okay, bye. I'm f to go. I love
you." Oo, it's just like like that word
like the way most people say it. I ain't
going to say everybody, but the way most
people say that word, it's more of a fly
by your pan type It's like, okay,
I got to go. It's like, you know, you
got you got your little boyfriend,
little girlfriend thing. These people
out here talking about, okay, baby, I'll
see you when I get off. Okay, bye. I
love you. I love like, man, like at the
end of the day, man, you really know
when people love you. You know what I'm
saying? You know, everybody love you
when you up. Everybody love you when you
got money. But but let's see how
many people love you once you once they
hit you with that 510 piece that once
you go up in that penitent you know what
I mean where the money if anybody drop
you5 $10 on your books or this see
that's the somebody send you a
letter bro that see that's that's the
type of that count that other
around here man don't mean nothing
because man you you always see where
everybody
else when you on your ass and most of
your people that and most of the people
that come with you they always come
with you in a time when you
vulnerable, bro. Like, you got you got
to read the things, man. I'm Look, man.
Being from the street taught me a lot,
man. There ain't no love in this
man. There's not Family be the worst,
too. Family be the worst, man. You know
what I mean? They the ones going to put
you in a confidence. They to tell them.
You better tell them someone telling
you. So, you really when people have
good families, you're blessed. You know
what I mean? Because I know I can speak
for myself. Yeah. That wasn't a thing
for me. And I was like, and guys,
everybody in my family, everybody in my
family, and it's like we all every all
the all the kids were there tonight.
Every all the all his kids were all
there with with our with their wives or
whoever me I didn't bring my cat, but I
could have brought my cat, but um you
know, he he always he he was uh he was a
loving person and he never judged me or
anything like that and he was always
there for me. He brought me back. He was
like, "Okay, when I when I got kicked
out of my apartment complex, because you
know there was some meth deal got
wrong." No, I didn't have anything to do
with that, right? I just got kicked out.
My door got broke down.
It was all legend. It was all legend. My
dad's like, my dad's like, "I have I
have a apartment complex in in Glendale
and I have a I have a I have a place
there you can move into." Eventually, I
moved to a house there. They got a
little crazy. Got stabbed there. I you
know I there was bad things going on.
He's like hey you know in 2018 I'd
already been sent to jail and stuff like
that over something. He's like hey he's
like we're going to move you back down
closer to the family and uh you know cuz
you know and then he like he picked out
my apartment for he's like he's like hey
he was so excited about the backyard of
the house that he's like hey cuz you
have you have you have some cats you
know he's like I know you love cats and
so there's a backyard for the cats. I
was like, "Well, the cats are not going
to stay in the backyard. They're the
cats if it's in the backyard, you put a
net over it, maybe they'll just be in
the backyard, but the cats are going to
go anywhere they want." He was he was so
excited about he's like, "I got this
backyard for your cats, you know." So, I
have this backyard. So, and but he also
picked up the location with like he cuz
I didn't have a car. I don't have a car
and stuff like that. And he was like, "I
have a place where you can you can go.
There's a grocery store next across the
street. There's there's restaurants
around. Everything is you can walk to.
There's a library. He's like, "Go to the
library." You know, he know I love books
and stuff like that. I was I always
liked um toys. I always he always took
me to the bookstore instead of a toy
store and I would pick out books and
stuff like that. And
so he he he knew my personality and and
uh and also like I said um you know I
was telling him last year I was like I
want to start a YouTube channel. and
it's like he didn't understand YouTube
necessarily, but he was like he's like
go for it. He's like he's like I believe
in you can do it. You can do YouTube and
stuff like that. I started my YouTube
and I was like I just I'm sad that I
didn't start it before he passed away so
he could have seen that I cuz I knew I
knew I'd be successful and he knew I'd
be successful but he never got to see
it. And so, you know, but now I Yeah.
Not everyone in my family understands it
completely, but everyone's like, "Wow."
You know, they don't understand you.
That's okay. Most people don't
understand it. It's okay. Yeah. But he
still supported you and that was good.
Yeah. That was great. And the whole the
whole family does. The whole family
does. And they're like, you know, my my
brother's in the dabble verse of dabble
verse, you know, it's Howard Stern and
Stuttering John. And then Shulie just
showed up my show randomly one day. I
mean, how is that? My brother's like,
"Oh, I'm in the double verse." And then
Shulie comes and Shulie is in the
dabble. And Devil Verse is not like a
big community, right? It's a it's a it's
kind of niche community, but what are
the chances
that producer of Howard Stern or
actually two producers of Howard Stern
show up in my chat, then I'm getting the
whack pack in my chat and and all these
people and what are the chance? I just
like, oh, this is something meant to be
because it's like they like how is this
just a coincidence that we all end up in
the same place, you know? I I don't know
if it makes sense, but it's like no,
it's there is no coincidences in life. I
mean, anybody that knows anything knows
that, right? So, and that's why I said
like keep doing what you're doing right
now. Like, you know, once you do your
thing and you build the you you you
building a f anything you do that's
going to be successful, you got to build
a foundation to it. and you're building
a foundation. I know, you know, and I
think you're doing great. So, yeah. But
I still feel like I still feel like it's
like I have like a a three-year-old baby
in the stroller, you know, it's just or
you know, it's a
baby. Y'all ain't even left the
hospital, baby. Yeah, it's a small baby.
You got your first check. That baby's
still at the hospital. Yeah. People are
still coming up and trying to kick out
of the stroller, trying to like steal
the baby's candy and all this kind of
stuff. And it's like I'm there
protecting the baby. I'm like, I'm
trying to protect the baby. And I have a
lot of aunties and uncles and we gonna
help protect it, too. A lot of aunties
and uncles and and Ty. You're like,
you're like the uncle to play with. You
hear? Yeah. I'm a TT. Nothing to play
with.
What you say, Psyche? I'm listening to
you, bro. Well, I'm saying I said like,
you know, the channel's my baby. It's
like people are trying to steal Canon
from the baby. They're trying to kick
this jewel over and I'm like, you know,
I'm I'm getting reporting you to them
people. Yeah.
They they will they will drop the inbomb
themselves and then they will go report
that they they dropped it and say, "Oh,
hate speech." Right. It's like and it's
like it's it's difficult and it's like
what's the hate against me? Like what
did I do something to you? Did I It's
not against you, baby. It's it's not
against you. It's against success. Some
it does, you're just the person that's
got the success at the moment. And you
know what I mean? And so when people
don't like to see other people's success
and elevate, it has nothing to do, it's
not you personally, it's success, right?
It's crazy. A lot of these people be
talking about this. Wow.
And most of these people that be talking
about it don't even don't even come from
the damn culture, bro. Don't even be but
try to tell you something like like they
even most of the people don't even know
what that word mean, bro. To be honest
with you, they still in that slave
master mentality,
right?
For for us that it's like a word of
endearment, bro. That's what it is. It's
there's no there's no race to it unless
you use that with the e like if you
just use it how how they say it. I don't
have to explain to nobody how people say
it. I mean, you know, and it's not
necessarily a racist thing and stuff
like that. It's like sometimes something
else in their heart,
but it's like my channel is about my
cats and my helping my cats, helping
helping helping me, helping my helping
just helping my friends and stuff like
that. And there's nothing I ever did
anybody wrong. And I would help them. I
would say, "Hey, anybody in the chat,
you know, either post your LinkedIn mod,
but if I do, if you do want to come as a
mod or you want to have your question
answered, come on the panel and and just
talk about the panel and stuff like
that." Most most most will not. And
they'll just go on alternate accounts.
They get if they get timed up for 10
seconds, they'll say, "Oh, you're
singing freest. You're doing something
wrong." Is it's like I hear over and
over over again. I don't believe it, but
it's like it it hurts. It it does hurt
when like they keep saying
it and then they're like, "Oh, I'm
reporting your channel. You reported
this, that, and the other." They're
like, "Oh, now he has
PTSD. Let's Isn't this funny?" And
they're just laughing at me. And it's
like, "Did I do anything to anybody? Did
I Did I ever try to do anything wrong to
anybody?" No, I did not. I was like,
when I came into this, I was like, I'm
just going to pour love into this. I'll
have I'll be myself. I'll I'll tell my
embarrassing stories. I'll tell I'll
tell all my all my drug stories. I'll
tell all my And what are you talking
about, Psych, when you first came on
here, right? What you was going to make
this to be, right? Right. I had an idea.
You know what I learned being on this
internet, man? One thing like like
especially when I be in the trailer like
cuz I got people trolling me so much
making video like doing all this females
stalking me all this old dumb like
I told you like man what I learned about
this internet you can be whatever you
want to be on this all you
got to do is type it that's it all the
people that be doing all this old do
that I'm going through right now trying
to dox my criminal record and do this
because this is mad cuz I didn't
want to with her and all this like
bro this shit's crazy going to see some
y'all y'all going to see some
coming up pretty soon in If you if you
do pay, man, these people over here
trying to like I be said telling like
they tape record my they tape record my
lives. This is so me. She got
these two other dudes over here, bro.
Taping from other channels tape
recording my lives trying to die. Like
this is what I'm going through. Like
this this the type of hatred I get just
because of how I look in my skin. Look,
the shit's funny. I make these people so
mad though cuz I roast them so bad. Like
they're they're going to this level is
extinct. That's how you know when you
got somebody. And I'm having fun with
it. But at the same time, I'm like some
I'm like these dudes like these little
these little coward dudes like they they
want to talk. They talk all this tough
gangster But then when I give them
a real address or when I really want to
like even though I know what this is
because I'm grown enough to know that
they ain't going to keep that same
energy in person when a
really just show them what's up because
I know they going to tuck their tail.
And and the people that know what I'm
talking about, y'all know what I'm
talking about. And I I don't even I'm
not even trying to go there because I
already know they not about that. You
know what I mean? But that's what they
try to bring it. Yeah. They not about
Yeah. So, but but it's like damn. Can
you drop the link? Psyche. Psyche. Can
you drop the link, baby? Ta is trying to
come up. It's like damn if I do. It's
like damn if I do, damn if I don't. You
know what I mean?
Right. Yeah. I mean,
it's the internet and it's one thing,
you know, you got to have thick skin and
you gota Yeah. Talk good And I got
it. I got it. Yeah, I got that. Thank
you skin.
Are you for a card? Can you give me a
card? You like a card? Okay. Yeah. Yeah,
I would. Okay. I'm going to do I'm do an
animal card for you. Okay. I got an
animal card for you. Well, I should be a
monkey.
So, I can throw my at people I
don't like. No, I'm just kidding. Animal
card. What's up, Saint Nikki? What's up,
boy? Nice talking to you, Summer.
your animal card today. Actually,
Teresa, you got a horse. Okay. Oh, I
love horses. Got the horse card. There's
a beautiful horse. I'll put full screen
for a horse card. I'll read it to you,
too. It says horse card. Okay. Says it
says symbolism, friendship, wisdom,
strength. The horse is a kind,
intelligent um beast that has frequently
been associated with prompetuous events.
In the Chinese zodiac, horse people are
friendly and adventurous and passionate.
In Greek Greek mythology, the winged
horse Pegasus was the source of um
inspiration and poetry. Horses have been
associated with this with sexuality or
fertility. In in the Hindu Rajamana the
horse the Sarata asked the gods to grant
him a son and to please them sends a
minivis horse free for one year. Upon
the horse's return, Deserada
um receives word that he will have four
sons, all of whom will become the
reaction of um the reincarnation of the
god Vishnu, the preserver of the earth.
The the horse in this painting.
Oh yes, by Susan Boule. Okay. That's
beautiful. Yeah, there's a horse in that
painting is is the is the it's titled
the age of a stair recalls the
magnificent horse peg of the of the
rainbows.
Oh, the Hindu
word
astute descent to
earth refers to Vishnu ability ability
to assume an earthly form. Okay.
God in earth's form. I see I see I see
the friendship. I see the wisdom. I see
the strength. I I see all that so
strongly in you. I love that. Yeah, I
love that. Thank you, Psych. You're
welcome. I hope you like that. Oh, of
course. I love getting cards from you. I
really do.
Can you get give me a reading? Uh, boy,
do you want to I'll put you an amble
card. So this animal might have a you me
got explaining it. Okay. So he's just
going to pull like an oracle card, but
it's an animal card. Yeah. It will be an
animal. So the animal it can be a totem
of yours. It can be an animal that
has you or something like that. So I
pull an animal card for TY. Okay. Animal
card for TY. This one
is the dog. So you got the dog. Dog Ty.
Okay. Wild. What that mean? Okay, I'll
tell you what it means. Okay, so there's
a dog. Okay, it says symbolism,
devotion, protection, and service. Dog
have long been the domestic domesticated
compassion companions and servants of
humans. They have been frequently been
assoc um been sacrificed for the benefit
of the master of the group. Northwest
Native
Americans um myths describe the dog
carrying out various tasks for the glory
of their masters. Western Himalayan
peoples annually sacrifice dogs to
protect themselves against diseases or
misfortune. In the mountains regions of
Japan, villagers was with importune the
gods for black rainfall clouds by
sacrificing a black a black dog. Okay.
So, it's a lot about sacrif. But when I
think about the dog, I think about a
loyal companion. Yeah. I
think you you hear that somebody
loyal. It's loyalty. That's me. Yeah.
That feed me. That That's what's up.
That's right. Yeah. Yeah, very loyal
already.
Yeah. Can you pull me animal cards,
Nike? Of course I got you, too. Sweet. I
hope you like the TY. Yeah. So, for
Summer, I got You pull it out. Summer,
you got
the crocodile. Oh, cool. Strong warrior.
Crocodile. This is opportunity, risk,
fertility, life. Alligators and
crocodiles are creatures of the water,
particularly cocooned swamp land, which
suggests both fertility and a feminine
principle of life and birth. They have
often been associated with dragons,
which appear in myths and legends as wy
guardians of treasures and keepers of
wisdom. Stories that have reveal uh
revolved around encounters with these
reptiles have often involved a new
opportunity, but one that always carries
significant risks. As with many
mythological reptiles, the crocodile in
this painting appears wise, menacing,
and somewhat indolent.
Yeah, I know what that croc mean. Yeah,
I can. In other words, ladies and
gentlemen, you play with fire, you get
burned. So you play you get when
you play you get
He's a little bit mean. Don't play,
She's like on my
plate also. But
also, I ain't going to say the game. I'm
I'mma keep my mind. Is it the connection
to the water and the earth?
See he's
very confident that this this crocodile
in this picture painting is very
confident. We have Okay, hold on. Wild
Wild sent a super sticker or something,
but I think they wanted a reading. Okay,
you like a reading? Yeah, I need Yeah,
you guys have Okay, Wild One, thank you
so much for that. Yeah, crazy. And let
me scroll down. Thank you so much for
that.
Let me just scroll down a little bit.
Yeah, thank you. I that could definitely
um fit. I can see that 100%. And I am I
mean I got 10 kids, so you know a
was fertile as hell. So, you know,
there's that as well.
Who's this? Who's this? Who's this right
here? He doesn't want a reading. I was
wrong story. Oh, it's okay. Oh, that's
not Nick. My bad. Have you met Have you
met That is Nick. Have you met Nick? Um
okay. No, I don't think so. There's
Nick. is a very interesting character.
He's been with the show since almost the
beginning. I thought that was Nick.
That's my baby. I love him. He's Oh,
that's the Vul. Is that the Vulcan? Like
uh like uh
Star Shrek Shrek, right? Is that Is that
Nick? Is that the I know? Stick.
Is that Nick? Uh is that my boy? What's
up, Nick? Yeah, that's Nick Johnson.
Yeah. Yeah. What's up, boy?
I'm so happy.
You want
something cheeky? Yeah, there's his butt
cheeks. Nick, Nick, take off your
sweatshirt, Nick. Nick, we need to see
your Oh, the toilet. Take off your
shirt. Thank you. Here you go, guy.
Ladies, look. Here's a treat. Here's a
treat for the ladies and for me, too.
Here you
go. What?
Y'all crazy.
I love a hot mess.
Nick, what are you doing? What? What did
you do with that Taylor Swift doll? What
are you doing to Taylor Swift? There she
is. There she is. Look at those legs.
Oh, that's Taylor Swift. That's Taylor
Swift right there. Oh, yeah. That's
Taylor Swift. Like real Okay. What
are you doing? He crazy.
Taylor Swift. Yeah, man.
Put her on her knees so we can see her
face, Nick. For those that haven't seen
her fully.
That sounded funny, didn't it? I know. I
just That just replayed when I said,
"Put her on her knees." So, we see her
face. He's like, "Put on her knees."
He's getting a big He take a big hit of
weed right now. He's he likes to smoke
weed. I'll hit my blood.
Yeah. Go ahead, dude. Pass it. Pass it
around.
If you never met him, Traveling Gypsy.
He's been with my show since, you know,
when I started when I I met him several
months ago, but when I started the
lives, he comes on different costumes.
He rides he rides around his skateboard
and he picks up the trash in the
neighborhood and and recycles it and
stuff like that.
Good night, Peta. Good night, Peter.
Thank you. You haven't met Nick. Yeah,
you're gonna love Nick. Nick Nick, you
have to subscribe to Traveling Gypsy.
You have to go to her channel and stuff
like that. I'm here to support you,
Psych. I'm good. I'm here to support
you, bud. Yeah, but I But he's a cool
guy. I I know. You'll love him. Yeah, I
see that. I see that. He's a cool guy.
Yeah, Nick's great. I love Nick because
Nick's always going to be himself. And
that, honey, I love that. Can you do Can
you do a flex? Nick, can you come to the
camera and just flex for a little bit?
Can you just flex? I want to see the mus
the strong man. Can you just do that
real quick? He's a silent type, eh?
Yeah, he's a little bit silent. Yeah, he
he says a whole lot but doesn't say
much.
Nick, you're going to flex. Can you
flex, Nick? Nick, flex in the camera.
Okay, there we go.
Yeah. Do do a strong man pose. You'll
see those
abs. Yeah, there we go. There you
go. Cool.
But you know, he's a sweet guy.
Also, I think
even Ty even Even Ty like even T likes
it, you know. is a crap.
Shout out to my boy Nick, man. Flex on
in my
ass. Out of the park. Always is out of
the park. He always is out of the park.
Nick, show your butt. Can you show your
butt? No, I'm gone, man. I'm gone. No,
no, no, no, no, no. You're not going to
show me. I'm going to I'm going to pull
my phone. I don't see I don't need to
see the butt. I'll be right back, man.
I'm I'm going to go to the fridge real
quick. I'll be right back. Okay. Okay.
Go real quick. Go real quick. I just
need to see it real quick. Oh, he's
frozen. Okay. You need to see it real
quick. Okay. Psych needs to see it real
quick and make So, just just turn around
real quick, Nick. Just turn around. Turn
around and uh and and smile. Can you do
that one time? Oh my god. Okay. No.
Okay, he's playing with the fan. It's
okay, Nick. It's okay. I'm just kidding.
It was a joke, Nick. Wait, you got the
You got the You got the wrench. It's
interpretive dance here,
right? Come on,
Nick. Okay, I think it's frozen. Yeah,
his camera. Oh, there he goes. Okay,
here we go. Hold on. Oh, he's whipping
himself.
Ty is going to the freezer. He was two.
I just want to see He doesn't want to
see you turn around. I I just want it
one time. Hey, John Shimothy. How are
you?
Can't seem
like he's doing the P. Yeah, he's a
paddle.
Ty is still going to the freezer. Ty,
I'm just I was just kidding. Ty. Oh,
there you go. Oh, that's his back. But
can't see his Yeah. Too dark.
Yeah. Nick, you have to turn around.
Nick, turn around. Oh, I see. Oh, he's
on his nipples. Yeah. Nick, just turn
around one time. One time. One time.
Turn around. I don't think you can hear
me. It's It's fine. It's It's Nick. You
should You should know. Oh, yeah. There
you go. He's going to do it. He's going
to do it. He's going to do it. Turn
around. There you go. Yeah. He actually
has a cute butt.
Thank you, Barefoot. Oh, thank you Bear
Fuki for getting the membership in the
chat tonight. Thank you so much. So,
yeah. So, that looks like those super
chats are working. Shout out to the
people that are doing them and not just
trolling. Thank you, Barefoot. Thank you
so much,
guys. 80 80 subs 80 members now. I think
I have about 80 members. Hey, man. Is it
safe to come back, bro? It's safe. It's
safe. Come back. Don't burn me. You come
back. Come back now. Look down. Look
down. You're safe. All right, Summer.
Just look down. Summer's on the screen.
Look. Just look down. You're safe.
Someone's on the screen. Yeah, she is. I
can't see some. I just see I can't see
nothing, bro. I'm not looking, bro. Stop
playing, man. Just standing there. Cuz I
know you playing. I know you playing.
Oh, you're gorgeous. I love your
tattoos.
Okay. Now, now I can come back. Okay.
Yeah. Oh, I love your tattoos. I love
your tattoos.
Going around the body on the on the
belly. Oh, yeah. All right. So, I'm
That's a That's a better look for me
coming back to the freezer right there,
boy. Yeah. Okay. What is it? Earth's
Angels. Did it say it? It says maneater.
Okay.
Okay. Oh, wow. Yeah. Look, man. Sweet. I
just only have a small one on my back.
She got She got Damn, she got more ink
than me, man. I don't even I got
170 tattoos.
You're with
Barefoot, thank you for the $10 super
chat. Hey, Barefoot, thank you for the
$10 super chat. Thank you so much,
Barefoot. That is so sweet of you. Thank
you so much. It's like, next time, can
you warm me? I thought I would even it
out a little bit. I would even it out a
little bit. Thank you, Summer, for
evening it out. I appreciate that. Yes.
Thank you for evening it out, little
mama. Thank you. See why See why you're
so mad. You got to start warning me,
bro. Don't burn me up. Just I'll go to
the fridge, bro. I'll go get some drink
or something, man. Okay. Okay. Okay.
I'll let you do your thing, but don't
please, bro. But but Ty, I I saw I saw
your friends I saw your friend's butt
and it was it was a cute butt. I don't
want to offend him or anything, but What
do you mean you see my friend's butt?
What is you talking about?
I don't got nothing to do with what
y'all got going on. Remember remember
his girlfriend was showing girlfriend
was showing her butt and she had the big
the big he like ponies like that. He
don't you know so yeah she show see
Yeah. Someone know what she doing. Yeah.
See that's a better look for me bro.
Okay. I understand it. I understand. You
know I would hate I'm good bro. I can be
on you anytime. Just tell me when to
burn off bro. Just tell me when I'm on
off and I'm good. Okay. I'm I'm sorry.
Yeah. I'm sorry. I love summer. I love
your aura. Yeah. Summer. Oh, thank you.
Yeah, I really do. I really love your
aura. Thank you. Thank you. I me I had
fun. Summer up in the camera. I can see
a way too short not to have fun. You
have to have fun, right? Yeah. Yeah. Oh,
really? Yeah.
And and some are traveling. Gypsy is
also a very talented um card reader and
clairvoyant and just intuitive and she
sees auras. She reads energy and uh you
know because I know you're into that
sort of thing and I think Ty is too.
Sorry, I'm just focusing on her aura.
I'm trying to like I see money coming in
for you. Let's hope I'm broke. No, it's
coming.
Says chase the bag. I mean, you can't
really read it because it's like, but
it's Chase a bag.
The Chase Bank. Chase Bank. Bring the
money in, baby. Bank on it. Bank on it.
Let's Let's suck up those chips. Yeah.
If you have a message for Summer
Traveling Gypsy, I think, you know, I
know she's she's like I think there's a
message she's waiting for. I think that
I tried I I don't know if I articulated
last night, but maybe I think you can
give her some extra. Okay, you got it.
But I don't have all my cards. I just
have the lights cards. Okay. You mind if
I put on full screen? No, I want to see
I want to see some of Zora so I can like
Okay. I'll think myself and tie Ty up or
Oh, no. You're good. You're good. Okay.
Okay.
Okay. We're here. You're good. You're
good. B. Take a bow. Wow.
Promotion. Are I got to go to
the living room? Give me a second so I
can put my phone down so I can read some
cards. Yeah, my favorite oracle cards
are at the other place.
Yeah, those where you at, you Yeah, I'm
in I'm in
LA for you and Kelly. You can have my
bed. I'll take the couch and I won't I
won't I won't bother you, man. Stop
playing. I just Where you playing, bro?
Am I playing these games? I'm not
playing. You shower? I'm going to peek
in the shower when you're in jail, bro.
I'm not in jail. I'm not showering
around nobody. I don't got to shower
around nobody. I'm sorry. I'm I'm sorry.
I'm saying I'm not
being Stop jail house games with me,
son. Stop
around
N go ahead. You right. You've been in
jail. I've been in jail. We're all good.
Okay. We both in jail. Okay. You took a
shower, man. I took like I'm going to
the shower circle where I got a shower
for, you know, even though I'm used to
it ain't nothing. But I'm in the free
world, bro. I ain't got to do that. I
can shower. Okay. Okay.
One. One. Ty. One time. One time. Oh,
hey summer. I have a goddess of love
tarot or my lights Sears tarot deck. You
choose.
Um, let's go with the second one. The
goddess of love tarot or the lights
lighters. I think it was lights.
Lighters. Okay. I forgot my glasses.
Keep talking. Give me a second. I got to
go grab my glasses.
Okay.
Bronze, you lame as hell, bro. I roasted
you the first day you here. Like, bro,
stop trolling me, bro. You ain't even
funny no more. Ty, read the screen. Your
ass again, boy. You know you ain't
with me. Ty, read this. Read the
banner on the screen. Can you read that,
Ty? Hold on. I'm a man. That's what the
chat said. I'm a man. Oh, honey. You say
cell block three show time.
What? Summer, what did somebody call
you? What' you say, Summer? Somebody
said I'm a man. Ain't nothing
about me. Ain't no man
now. You ain't no man over there. It's
all woman right there. Some Yeah.
Some She's all woman, right? Yeah.
that. Grown ass woman in fact. And there
wouldn't be no players if there was no
haters, man. Yeah. Always. Always. I
think it's funny. I think it's great. I
think it's funny. Anybody that No to
anybody, but I'm just for me like I'm
just saying me. I'm not. Come on, hurry
up. Come here. I'm proud of it. Do you
want to pick the cards?
I just got a visit right now, Bronze.
How'd you know that, boy? I did. I just
came to go visit, man. And Teresa's got
Jackass reads cards. And there's Jackass
right there. Is that Jackass? Yeah,
that's so
cute. Jackass, Jackass, I said your
butthole. I said Jackass's butthole.
Okay. Hey y'all, I'm traveling.
traveling gypsy. How long you been
reading cars? Uh for about a year, but I
was born with my gifts. Um when I was
younger, I used to like talk and like
predict things and that my parents
thought I was like they threatened to
put me on medicine or put me in a a home
like you know said I was mentally
unstable and stuff. So, I just kind of
shut down, denied it, and uh until
recently I said screw that because I got
there's just been a lot changing in my
life. I like doing me now for a change.
Not that I'm an empty neester, you know?
So, I'm still learning. I I read from
the guide book, too. Three of cups in
the upright. I see nothing but beautiful
friendship. Uh beautiful things coming
in. You're holding your own. You're
you're strong,
independent. Hang on. Do you want to
pick one for her? You want to pick one
for someone? Okay, hurry up.
I love it.
Six of Wands celebrating. I could see uh
you're like your arms are out. You're
you're
uh one with yourself. You're one with
everything. You're you're uh definitely
unique. I love that. Uh
I feel like a vic I say a victory. I
don't want to interrupt. Yeah. Yeah. No,
that is definitely that's
a victory. Yeah, cuz there's a wreath
like Oh, that kn torch too. Good call,
Psych. Good
call. Okay, hang
on. And I also read from the guide book,
too. Oh, or Summer. I need to see her,
please. I'm sorry. I love reading Aurora
as well. Like, sorry, I connect better,
too. So, where y'all at in the world?
Y'all don't mind me asking. I just want
to know where y'all at. Like where y'all
from? Alberta, Canada. I'm Kentucky.
Okay. Who's from? Uh, you from Kentucky.
The one with the cat. Uh, Alberta. I am.
All right. Some more. And you're from
where? Canada. I'm from Kentucky. I'm
from Kentucky. She's from Alberta.
Canada. She's from Kentucky. Okay. She
from Canada. Okay. Yeah. I feel Okay,
that makes sense. So, you uh Three of
Swords. I see your heart's been broken a
few times. like hardship like um trusted
not
I'm sorry people or they hurt you badly
breakup
but you're healing that's summer
yeah she's doing a reading for me okay
the hangman in
reverse
That's You're all tied up about
something in reverse. So in reverse it
would be Yeah, it would be like
this. Like it would be like
this. So you're kind of dangling. I I
got to do one more. So I see friendship
glowing triumph heartbreak, but you've
already come past that heartbreak.
standing in your own choices. Maybe with
the hangman, you don't know. You're in
your own head. King of
pentacles in the
upright with the dog. Loyalty matters.
Of course, I see money. I really do see
money. Maybe a guy coming unless you are
with somebody. Stronger
reunion. Um, this ass in the
chat wishing I go back to jail.
you is a Ho. You a hoe. I
will go back to jail if I see you in the
world, I will go back. You right
about that. I'll go back to jail if I
see you in the world. Oh, people are
haters
and it could be. So in the upright,
friendships abundance cooperation
community, closeness with siblings, joy,
communication, celebration, uh soul
contracts, six of wands.
My bad. My bad. Some I didn't mean to
read it. Yeah. Bronze ass
leadership accomplishments being seen.
Becoming an influencer. Victory.
Optimistic. inspiring others. Summer,
you inspire others. Three of Swords. I
see that. I'll see that.
Also, I want to say Summer has her own
channel, Talk Your is where she does,
you know, if you lead a panel, you're an
opportunity to heal, shadows coming to
light, finding inspiration again. So,
you're finding inspiration
again on the hangman upside down.
She reading summer like a
already.
So you you self-sabotage holding on to
something that isn't meant for you.
You're stubborn and tendency to be a
martyr
like to
yourself, negative talk to yourself.
Then you got the King of
Pentacles. Stop that cuz you deserve
good things.
And you could also manifest. I don't
know if you knew that.
Yeah, that I do know. Okay.
King of Pentacles in the upright.
Overflowing material, abundance, patient
and determination, a confident and warm
leader, providing for others, comfort
and security, personal growth, goals
reached, prosperity and success. So,
you're going to have your goals reached
and you're going to have prosperity and
success. That's with abundance coming in
with money. Abundance is money.
So stay positive. You got this. And now
I'm going to do a heart for you.
Okay. Gratitude. Thank you. This is a
heartfelt thanks to you from someone you
recently helped in some way. I, your
guardian angel, also wish you to thank
you for the unconditional love you
iniminate to earth, humanity, and those
around you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank
you. You are eternally blessed. May
peace, grace, and love forever guide you
along your sacred path.
Who don't know who that is? You know,
it's it's me, but it's a lot of other
people, too. Okay. It's not her, but for
summer. I know. I know. But I was saying
I'm saying that like she's done that for
me and she's done it for a lot of other
people, too. That I know. I Yeah. Yeah.
Yeah. But this is something particular.
This is something particular though.
Okay. But but but even if it's for
someone in particular that comes from me
too because you help me a lot. Okay,
Summer. Yeah. And you inspire inspire
me. Okay. Okay. That's what I That's
what I meant. I didn't mean to intrude
on the reading. Okay. No, I got exactly
what you were saying, babe. How was
that?
It was great. It was perfect. I hold on
to thing. I hold on to certain things
because it's hard for me to let things
go because I know how it feels to have
people give up on you. You know what I
mean? It ain't really things. It's
people is my problem. When I should walk
away, I'm like, you know, but if
somebody would have walked away from me,
I wouldn't be the woman I am today.
Right. Like, I'm an ex gang member. I'm
a human trafficking survivor. I've been
homeless. I've been I've been through a
lot of I've done a lot of
Right. Everybody's been a victim. I've
made you stronger. Um, right. And I
turned my life around about 10 years
ago. And now I'm a huge advocate for
getting, you know, people in g, you
know, I do a lot of youth gang
intervention. I on the streets. I'm
always on the streets. Wednesday nights
I go out on we do we do a lot of we feed
the homeless and stuff like that. We
don't show the people that we help but
you understand what's going on. You know
what I mean? Um and I just do that
because like I get tired of people
thinking, "Oh well, you can't turn your
life around. You stuck. You going to be
your situation and I'm not my situation,
baby. My situation brought a warrior."
You know what I mean? And ain't nobody
going to stop me because of what I've
been through. You know what I mean? Like
I just I want to show other people that
you can be from the block, you can be
from the strip clubs, you can be from
the track, you can be from wherever the
you want in the dope house. I don't
give a where you from. You are the
only person stopping me. So that's what
I do now. All
right. I don't with too many people
on this internet, but most of the time I
always attract the people that's going
to be made for me. If that makes sense.
I don't with too many people. You
might be in a trap house, it might be
five, six, seven, eight people. Another
day might be 20. might be. But I don't I
don't with everybody. You know what
I mean? Especially on this internet.
They do. You know what I mean? It's a
bunch of weirdos.
You know what I mean? And a bunch of
cowards. You know what I'm saying? T
White, don't call me a weirdo. But I was
call you a weirdo, man.
I remember. But I want to say I want to
say about that. You were very on point
for the reading that you did. um in a
lot of different ways, you know what I
mean? And I will say the that thing at
the end where you said was from the you
know angels and like that that
probably meant the most to me. I thought
so that you've helped somebody and they
didn't get a chance to say thank you
that you helped so much. So it's
definitely Yeah.
Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. And and I just want to
say I know Summer helps a lot of people
and a lot of people I think want to say
thank you, but I also want to say thank
you to Summer. And I want to say thank
you to Teresa too cuz you you guys, you
know how much you inspire me. You know
how much love you gave me. You know how
much when I was in a bad place and you
were there with a smile on your face and
and a good inspiration and helping me.
That's what I was trying to say earlier.
I was like, you know, I want to say
thank you. If I didn't say thank you
before, I love you. Okay, that's what
that's all I wanted to say and I love
you, Psyche, and I believe in you and I
just see amazing things out of you. You
know what I mean? So, I got your back,
dude. I'm always going to, you know, I'm
always going to be a support. I may even
have tough conversations from time to
time, but if you get to know me, you
know what I'm saying? I don't have tough
tough conversations with I
don't give a about. I've had tough
conversations with him. Yeah, that's
like Teresa. Teresa has like got me into
corner and said Teresa's like, "Hey, you
know, she she has a little she's a
paddle. She Yeah. Is that right? Yeah.
She has a little paddle. She's a little
paddle. She's like, I'm going to spank
you because you're you're you're not
doing things. You're not doing anything
that you should be doing because you
you're you're so much better than that."
And you two, Summer, you you're telling
me that too. Like you remind me you
you're a lot. I think you're very very
have a very very um corresponding energy
in in a way in my life, you know. Yeah,
I can see that. Yeah. But and I love you
both so much. That's what you do. You
bring people together. Think about all
the people from all the different
communities, all different walks of
life. And you know what I'm saying? We
have drama. We have petty times. We go
round and around. That's just fun. You
know what I mean? But then you also get
to do your IRL. You got like this is you
got to you got some good going
here. I do. I think I do. And it's like
and I want to and it's also like so
fulfilling. Even if people I I bring
together at the end don't like me
anymore and but they're friends and
stuff like that. I'm happy that they're
friends and stuff like that. Not not
saying you and Teresa. It's because I
know you and Teresa are already like
like I can already tell. But I'm saying
there's a lot of other people that
brought together that have that have did
Teresa never did and you never did.
Right. But I'm saying other people love
just leave that you know what the
universe well and not only that but
listen let me tell you something I've
learned on these streets of the YouTube
worlds and this internet period
like what what could be right now it
could be different in a couple months
you know what I mean? So just don't ever
cancel anything out and don't you know I
mean you'll you'll know when is and
when it isn't. I mean people leave they
leave and then they may come back. They
may have going on with them and
just dumping their on you.
That's how it happens a lot on these
streets, right? And you got the little
dick syndrome going around. Like, I I I
really couldn't walk up and say this
to somebody on the streets cuz if I
did, I get my gutted. So, you know
what I mean? They're they're safe behind
a keyboard to tear somebody down to fake
make them feel better. So, exactly. In
person, they ain't doing none of this
In person, they ain't doing none
of this In person, they not doing
none of this They going to get
folded like a lawn chair, man. Trust me,
they They got more They
got more than Kellogg's got flags,
man. They ain't doing none of this
Pay attention to the people that believe
in you, not the people that
say or I never meant that. I was not
saying that you you ever
You're good. You're good. You're good.
We got We knew exactly what you were
saying. you. I promise you we good.
You're good. You You guys never never
never like And Teresa, you know, you
gave me some tough love one time. You
know, when I deserved it. I'm your
sister. I'm supposed to give you tough
love. Yeah. Summer gives you tough love
sometimes. And you know, you both give
me tough love. You know, sometimes tough
love means it's it's true love. It's
like it's not like it's not like leaving
behind and not saying anything to you
and the cutting off communication. It's
about I'll talk to you. I'll I'll tell
you exactly what I'm feeling and stuff
like that and I'll I'll tell you exactly
what I'm thinking and that that Teresa
you gave that to me Summers you giving
that to me so I'm not say yeah so so
other people have and I could be and
everyone will see I I could be an
emotional brat at times too you know
what I mean but like I think those of us
that really you know you know people
that with you and you know people
that don't with you so just you got
it you got Canada Dry have you met
Teresa and have you met um have you met
Ty Canada Right.
Who's this Canada dry guy? Who is that?
He made He He created my graphics. He's
also been a He's in Canada. Teresa, he's
in Canada. He's also in Canada. His name
is He's He's SAS. I don't know if you
know SAS or anything like that. I know.
I was just trying to read the chat and
see what's going on in the chat. Teresa
was Canadian.
Canadian. I could Yeah, I could too. I
have a lot of friends in Canada, so the
A part. Yeah. Hey, and I you said
another you said another word tonight
that was like very Canadian. I I don't I
forgot what word it was, but it was it
was it was very pronounced very Canad
that was just like Oh, I know I know
Canadian 100%. I don't know if I forgot
what word it was, but it was a very
Canadian word.
Yeah. Oh, yes. Where in Canada are on
the West Coast? Alberta. You uh are are
you First Nations? No. No. If I was a
smartass, I would say I'm from my mother
where I'm from. I'm from my
mom. No, I'm not. First Nation fortune.
I I do follow I do love um all their
cultures. I love different cultures. So
interesting to learn. Yeah, I I have
like many friends, like hundreds of
friends who are and I it's almost
blowing me away that you're not because
I you remind me just of them like you're
even your accent. So I'm I'm almost
blown away. Oh yeah. Yeah. No, I'm not.
Ask you came up for one second so Teresa
can see your your your beautiful face.
One second. I Yeah, I guess. I don't
know. looking in the mirror today.
There you go. I never did either. There
he goes. Hello. What's up? Hello. Oh,
yeah. What up? He's a cute also. Do you
see that? Uh
yeah, I don't know this guy. This guy
Canada this summer Canada Dry Summer's a
great friend of mine. Canada drive. If
you see my graphics, you see the little
the little cat on the corner of the
screen and you see my graphics for here.
Sweet. Nice. Good job. I might have to
have this guy do some graphics for me. I
mean, this is all right.
Yeah, I'm I'm open to business. I'm
surprised I've never I'm surprised I've
never met you on these YouTube streets.
Yeah,
I thought I met him. Sorry, I'm just
looking at the background. I don't I
can't tell if you're sitting in a blue
uh black light. It's blue light. Yeah.
Yeah. Yeah. sound. There's also a light
on people's sass. Did I meet you on
people's podcast?
We should pretend we don't know each
other more often. What?
Where did I meet you? Sass. I met you
somewhere else. Sass. That's on my
panel. I met I met you at Summer. Okay.
So, you met you remember from Summers.
Okay. So, you met you at Summers. That's
that's Teresa. Traveling Gypsy, a great
friend of mine for over a year. Um, one
of my first great friends I met was your
first mod.
Yeah. Yeah. The first mod. Yeah. It was
It's been a while. It's been a long
time. It was known each other long time.
Yeah. We known each other. So, I met her
like probably a little bit over a year
ago. Right around the time I met Clumsy
and stuff like that. Oh, by the way,
longer longer longer than Clumsy, by the
way, because it was on Aiden's channel
that we met and you were doing I met you
before a couple months ago. Clumsy. were
doing uh uh uh you started off posting
you were at the beach and you were doing
uh was it Cupid's you were doing um
psyche and cupids Cupid and Psych. Yeah.
Yeah. And I found Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. But
I do want to say like um I do want to
say for Clumsy like Clumsy and I have
been you know kind of fighting and stuff
like Clumsy Clairvoyance, right? If you
know about clumsy Cornines, we've been
fighting for a little bit and then today
she wrote me a message cuz I remember I
met her clumsy a year ago and when I was
telling her about my father passing away
a year ago and she said and she was
watching the show. She doesn't comment
in the chat or anything but she said I'm
she said I'm sorry about your father
passing away. It's like, you know, and
it's like, and then I said, I met you a
year ago, and she said, "Yep, we met a
year ago." And so, but I I met I met
Teresa a couple months before that.
Teresa's been with me ever since. You
know, she's been she's been awesome. A
real one's been off and on. Busy busy
person. I uh I'm a healthcare aid as
well, so I work quite a bit. Oh, and and
you have to meet traveling you have to
meet um traveling gypsy. You need to
meet um Tiger Butterfly. If you haven't
met Tiger Butterfly. No, I I have that.
Okay. Yeah, I actually believe I did a
reading for Tiger Butterfly. And also
Tracy. Tracy also health care. I'm I'm
just saying this because you're all
healthcare workers. Yeah. No, Tracy I
met too. She likes tequila shots like
me. Yeah. Yeah. I met so many healthare
workers and it's like it can't be it
can't be coincidence that I'm meeting so
many health so many people that have
this compassionate like the most it's
basically the most compassionate thing
you can be for somebody is a a
healthcare worker. Tracy's a hospice
care worker. I think you're a home care
aid a aid of Yep. Yep. And you know I I
I like So many people I've met in that
healthc care industry where it's like
that is such a compassionate it's the
most compassionate thing you can do.
Basically my father passed away last
year like like a year from today and
it's like he loves his home care
workers. They're they're they're
Filipino and if they're male or female,
he was like he's like they were kind
people. He would he just he loved them
all. You know, it's like he was always
like he always would talk about that's
what I think the most thing most talked
about was his Filipino healthcare
workers, you know, male or female, you
know, he he like they they call him papa
and stuff like that.
They they love him. God bless your old
man sight.
Yeah, he is with you. I I'd like to say
it it's like after my every year
I'd like to say it gets easier some
it will eventually. That's all I can say
cuz it's been like 5 years and I still
it's still hard. But it with me though I
I was assisting my mom. Um like I was
actually assisting my mom. I had to go
out and get a pillow. When I came back,
I found her dead.
Yeah. So, that's a little bit of
different like, but I understand. I
know. No, it'll still be with you. I
mean, obviously your dad is still with
you. Um, I see him right now sitting
beside you, right? And Teresa, the
hardest part was actually when he like
was diagnosed and then it was like he
because he was stage four cancer but in
Christmas of the year and then he was at
my birthday and he didn't tell anybody
until we kind of he told the family in
March. He's like this is the like I've
finally been officially diagnosed and
stuff like that and so and um and he was
having hard time and he was trying to
give hints to me. He was like, you know,
he had a a catheter in and he was
talking to his doctor and stuff and he
was trying to tell me that I was like I
didn't want to believe it and stuff like
that and stuff like that. But the
hardest part of it was when he could not
when he was put into a bed and he cannot
really move and but you know the it was
the it was the hospice care nurses and
the the they came to the house and the
you know because it's hard for the
family to take care of their duties and
stuff like that. we want to have, you
know, he he didn't want it. We didn't
want it. Like it was like we he was
happy to have the healthcare nurses and
he was ready to go when he was ready to
go. But it's really that those hospice
care workers, those home care nurses
that are are there are there doing the
dirty work and stuff like that. If you
know what I mean, but it's like, you
know, in the family, it would be kind of
hard for the family to deal with that.
And yeah, family shouldn't have they
should just enjoy every single moment
they can and talk and laugh and that and
uh for us workers like I love what I do.
I It's not a job. It's a job to me. It's
I love what I do and that's what they
should be there doing is honestly the
ones that do love it that they're there.
They do amazing job and they're not
there for I got can I gotta say what an
amazing people everybody put on this
channel is um TY and um summer can I say
can I let my homeboy real quick man tell
your mama to hit the link bro tell that
to hit the link real quick let me
talk to I just I started saying
something to u Teresa earlier and I kind
of got off I just I just want to
apologize for maybe assuming that I
thought you for First Nations. I didn't
mean to. Oh, you're good. You're good.
You didn't hurt my feelings or anything.
I don't judge. You're good. I just
didn't know I look like one. What is
your ancestry? Can I ask you? Are you?
Um, I'm part Irish, Scottish. Wow.
German. Yeah. Okay. Yeah. You remind me
so much of my friend Amanda and even
your your like the way you pronounce
things. So, I just I was like, yeah. No,
it's cool. Mind you, my dad always said
I was the milkman's daughter. So, who
knows?
That's a good way to put it, right? No,
that guy. Guys, I just want to
apologize. Scottish people are also very
in tune with like their spiritual side,
too. So, I'm very Scottish. Yeah. I just
want to apologize to you guys real quick
if I said anything wrong to anybody. You
didn't if I've done anything wrong to
anybody. If I've Why are you
apologizing? What? I want to say just
cuz I was you're like no no no because I
just want to say to anybody on the panel
if I if I ty if I if you
good you're good tonight this is awesome
don't you're good this is good you're
good I was apologizing don't take my
thunder sight
you're good with my right I'm eating
food you're great what are What are you
eating Summer?
I went to a Mexican restaurant. Very
good. Some fajita fajita meat. It looks
like some fajita meat and some rice. I
was thinking shrimp, but I kind of got
it. You guys want to see my dinner? I
have my dinner from tonight. Let me get
it from the fridge. Hold on one second.
Now you going Now you going to the
fridge. Don't make me go,
guys. Can I order I ordered the lamb
shank. I hope I got it from the fridge.
Hold. I hope I got it. Hey, I think it's
right here. I ordered the lamb shank.
Oh, here it I got right here. I got some
queso I'm about to up. Oh yeah. I
think it's called I don't know if you
know osu or something like that. I put a
bunch of bread on bread on it. But
there's also I'll take the bread off. It
was a lamb shank
um I had tonight. It fell off the bone.
Wow. That's an expensive meal.
Oh, we had lamb. Yeah. Poor lamb. But my
dad and I used to go we used to go to
like place. You went out with your
family, didn't you? Yeah. Cool. Yeah,
that's awesome. We had a nice dinner. It
was like it was full my I think my mom
sent the song list to the piano player
and so we started with Elton John. He
was playing Fleetwood Mac and he was
playing he played all the songs my dad
loved and stuff like that. Like all
through the night every song my mom
would give him a list of songs my dad
dad loved that he was playing through
all through the night.
What's what's going on America West?
Hold on. Yeah, he's trying to be funny
for you. You trying to be funny? That
boy N doing it. Yeah.
What's the restaurant you went to? It's
called It was called Primo. It's called
Primo and I had for my first couple
drinks were called the pineapple colada
and pineapple pineapple daquiri, but I
thought it was a daquiri, but it would
be it was basically pineapple martinis.
I know a drink called semi fine dining
or like how it it was very fine. It was
extremely fine. It was a expensive. Did
you say psych that was a martini drink?
Yeah, it's called pineapple. I don't
think I ever pineapple dur.
So it's not a dairy. It's a martini.
Yeah. I was
like a martini one. I don't I don't I
don't like the taste of that, bro.
And I had a drink called
What was the drink called? espresso
martini.
Maybe I ain't had the right martini.
Maybe I didn't, man. Maybe I had some
It's acquired. See why you
have to get you get you get kind of
fruity martini sometimes. So, what' you
say? It's acquired. It's acquired. An
acquired. If it's if it's a gin martini,
gin martini will taste like like pure
alcohol, but if it's like a little bit
fruity, it'll be like a little bit sweet
when it goes down. There's another drink
called I forgot what the other drink was
called, but then I had and we had
muscles. We had pizzas on the table. We
Yeah, I might have to try a martini,
man. Maybe I I can't remember the taste,
man. I'm a Kanye so I'm
always on some Hennessy or some, you
know, maybe I Yeah, I got to expand.
Yeah. Ty, I'm just saying maybe if it's
a little bit fruity, it'll taste good.
If it's a little bit fru, I know it'll
taste a little bit good. Okay. Not
saying it's anything to sexuality. I'm
saying a little bit fruity. No, I got
you. I got you. I know what you're
saying. I ain't got no complex, bro.
Orange pills, aren't they? Yeah. Wait,
what? They're orange peels. Hold on.
Yeah. What are you doing, Nick? Nick.
Orange peels.
What is What is Nick doing? Okay, that's
what Marcy I think I I'm what Marcy
said. I think I tasted a regular
martini. She said they grow. I think
that's what I probably taste. That
was nasty. The pineapple was nasty
in the mother. You like taste the
pineapple juice if you like pineapple
juice and stuff like that. And then
that's makes it all you taste is like
the sweet fruit and the alcohol and
stuff alcohol. It's like a little bit of
an olive. As long as you take the olive,
it's kind of like better. But a little
bit of fruit. I like a little bit of
fruit. Maybe you like a little bit of
fruit. But not saying anything about
sexuality.
But I'll shut it down. I'll shut down. I
like tequila shots when I'm in the mood.
Okay. So, my So, summer Yes. Summer, my
parents My parents have in their house a
tequila room and it's a room with a big
table and it has a bunch of tequila
bottles and shot glasses.
My boy My boy in the chat say Henny is
trash now. Hey, man. I've been drinking
Hennessy for Look, it ain't trash to me,
man. Well, that's Can's right. He's in
the chat. He's in the live panel too
right now. Nah, you like what you like,
but no, I like I'm a hy dude, man. I'm a
Kanye So, I'm I'm just
saying that this Canada Dry in the chat
in the panel talking to you in the chat,
but Oh, I didn't know that was Canada.
Oh, okay. Yeah, that's Canada Dry right
there. I was going to say Yeah. Well,
he's Canada dry, so I'm sure he don't
like any. No, no, bro. I was all about
Hennessy in in like 2009 when
Kanye had it at the Yeah. Yeah.
It spiked that year, right? And then
like in high school, me and all my
buddies would be like, "Oh, let's split
on a bottle of henny for the OG
drink. People drinking
henna. I'm not even trying to be funny.
I'm not
like ain't been a thing for especially
in the cult." Yeah. Oh, no. For sure. I
That's I know that. I just meant for my
time like Oh, okay. Obviously,
Hennessy's always been big, but for me,
the first time it caught on for like me
and my buddies in high school was when
Kanye had it, you know, and it that But
you're right. Like, it's always been a
Yeah.
Yeah. No, you're right. My bad. I missed
that part. I apologize. I'm sorry,
sweetie. I think I'm older than
everybody up here on the panel.
Yeah.
That's another one everybody would
drink. Well, it's Brandy, but I call it
It's EJ, but I call
it what it means, Teresa, is that you're
the w you're the w you're the wisest
one. Okay. You know, it's like who's the
oldest on the panel? Uh what's uh what's
her name? I'm sorry. I think I am
Teresa. Yeah, Teresa. There you go.
Teresa, my bad. I'm trying to remember
your name. My fault. That's all good.
It's all good. If you can post your link
again. No, I'm good. I'm here for
hanging out with you. I'm good. I mean,
I I'll post I'll be right back. I'm
going to post. Okay, you post whatever.
Yeah, I'll be right back. Just hanging
out. Yeah, just hanging out. I had a
shot of Clazul once. That was cool.
You had what? Um Clazu. So, it's the
tequila in like the big uh like clay
bottle.
Oh, yeah. I know what you're talking
about. Yeah. I think you like it. It was
like a uh someone just bought me a shot
of it on like a at a party or something.
Yeah, it was it was good. It but it like
I had already had a couple shots that
night. So, but All right. It was I think
it was like I want to say it was like a
$60 shot. Seriously. But Wow.
Yeah. Hold guys. The only reason I
mention the only reason I mentioned
Teresa and her channel and stuff like
that is because she does have a channel
and I want to mention summer talker is
channel of course as well and post I
gota you got Teresa's channel. I just
but reason I mentioned Well, I need a
link. I need somebody to send him. I
don't know how to do No, it's right
here. I post it right there. There's her
link right there. Okay. There's your
link right there. Uh the only reason I
mentioned is because she does have a
show and she's working really hard on
YouTube and it's like I and she has a
great show and I want Yeah, I do free
her show. People are bugging me to start
charging and I'm like ah I don't know.
Can you send it in the private chat? Cuz
I can't hit it in the regular chat.
Okay, I I got you. I got you. I got you.
I got you. I appreciate it. Okay, it's
there now. It's in the private chat.
Okay,
there you go.
Because because you know she summer I
don't T you have a channel or you you do
your channel. Not really. No. I've been
thinking about starting a fashion
channel but I don't think there's enough
people that want to hang out on a
fashion channel. This is
why go ahead. Why not? Did you say
maybe? Yeah. Why not?
Yeah. You'd be surprised.
Maybe maybe not like a seven day a week.
I don't know. I think there's a lot of
people like fashion. You just got to get
in that algorithm of the fashion cuz
Yeah. Like I thought about it, but the
thing is like with you guys with your
panels is you have so many topics and I
see like you know you've got 37 40
people watching. I don't know where I
would like crowdsource 40 people to
watch
and but you know what those it took a
long time like it took I didn't you know
what I mean? And I'm still building like
you know what I mean? But like to to so
it's just it takes time and you'll catch
waves of it. You know you'll get you'll
get in the alithm something I'm learning
cuz like now listen I'm talking I just
boop I'm live you know whatever but I'm
learning that like thumbnails matter
hashtags matter. They really put you in
the right algorithm you want to be in.
And once you get in that algorithm
you're good. And so you just got to get
into the fashion. And I mean like me and
you both know people love fashion you
know. So like you do a couple maybe you
know one two or three nights a week
start out and you know you going to have
to on the grind. It ain't you know it's
going to be on the grind. You going to
get it from the dirt and you want it
that way because then you have an
authentic and appreciating and a crowd
that appreciates what you're bringing to
the table as well.
How do you guys platform that though?
like would I just come up and be like,
"Okay, open panel discussion." And then
I'd maybe have some topics that I just
start talking about and see if we can
and we could talk about it, you know
what I mean? But like, yeah, 100% that's
how you do it. SAS, you're talking to
like Teresa and Summer and myself. We
all have like 40 people in our chats at
all times. Okay. So, you're talking to
the right people. Okay. So, you're you
can And I agree. I'm talking to the
right people. But the thing is, bro, is
I feel like your content is going to
bring more people than my content. Like
I feel like like how many people I don't
agree with that s Well, what happens is
is you're going to build I mean, yeah,
you'll have people cuz like one good
thing about being a part of a community,
even if people ain't it ain't they
thing. They'll go and support your
You know what I mean? And what'll happen
is with your promoting and the different
hashtags and different branding and
like that, you'll get into an algorithm
that is specifically fashion
especially men's fashion. So the men
don't see I like a man that can thug it.
I like a man I like a man that can thug
it. I like a man that could GQ it up.
Like I want somebody can go anywhere at
any point in time and own that
you know? So fashion is
big. And I'm not a You don't you
can you can get you can get laced out
and not go and spit go kill yourself on
money. You know what I mean? Cuz that's
something else.
Also, I don't think there's a lot of
fashion channels on YouTube, honestly.
Especially for men. And
guys, how many of you all actually went
and look to see if any kind of fashion
stuff's going on? I mean, I'll be
honest. Exactly. S guys, do you guys all
know I have my associates degree in
fashion merchandising and I have my
market I have my B Why have you never
talked to me about that psych? I haven't
talked to but because no you never asked
but I'm going to say I have my
associates in fashion merchandising my
bachelor's degree in marketing and so I
do know something about marketing and
fashion merchandising and I apply it
even though it took a while to apply it
by these skills but I'm saying Sask
um I started open panels if you see open
panel not too there's not that many open
panels okay so you're going to get
attract people that are just searching
for open panels you're going to get a
lot of weirdos. That's how you found me.
That's true. Yeah, that's true. But also
also you're doing a good job by going to
like um Summer's channel by going to
Traveling Gypsy's channel. They will
they will say promote your link. Yeah,
you're a good subscriber. Yeah, I
support and and I I agree like all you
guys are making 120% good points and
they're all things I thought about, but
but do you think like um
uh I was going to say like think of how
many people come in into our panel and
if like school or but I again I think
this goes back to summer what you said I
need to be in a different algorithm than
something like this but what'll happen
is what'll happen this is how the
community can come this is where the
community can and does help each other
out, right? So on your you're doing the
footwork in. You got to do the ground
work. Everybody got to do the grunt
work. You know what I mean? Unless you
going to be a sellout and buy your
and well around me, you ain't going to
do that. You going to put the work in,
right? Because it's going be it's going
to be yours. Yeah. And so the community
can help you lay a foundation, right?
But then when you do the different
promoting skills and different things
like that, then you get in a certain
algorithm. And I mean just hashtagging
it, I mean like and then you know going
on and going on different things. You
can look in community like you know go
go look in YouTube and see what kind of
community out there because I can
tell you right now like I know that
fashion is a thing and I ain't even
talking about like yeah label is
too but I'm just talking about everyday
people that are supposed to get be laced
out. Well, and I was going to touch on
that because you said that, Summer.
That's a it's the topic doesn't always
have to be a brand. Like just to to be
able to see like, okay, I can go get
this at Value Village or the thrift
store for 50 bucks and be able to show
people that they can, you know, look the
way they want to look and not break the
bank. 100%.
And that should have been I guess
there's like there's potentials that I
could make some like video type stuff
like YouTube videos and then people see
that content and then I talk about it on
the stream. But it's just yeah 100%. You
start out with some videos, you start
out with some shorts and stuff like that
and then once you get some traction
you'll you'll start people start
subbing. It'll start making its round.
Then you'd be like, "Okay, you know,
Saturday night we're going to do a panel
if anybody wants to talk about uh late,
you know, talk about fashion and any
form of fashion."
Every night. Okay. If I can say one
thing, S. Okay. I'll say one thing.
Okay. So, one thing, SAS,
yo,
I'm coming from starting from scratch on
YouTube. Okay. I'll
say you go to panels like Summers, if
you go to panels like Teresa's, and you
come to panels like mine and panels like
BEAS you
participate. You also post of short
videos, short videos like that, those
will help too get subscribers, not
necessarily be quality subscribers, but
the short videos. But if you go to
panels and you introduce yourself like I
introduced myself on Summer's channel,
so many people from Summer's channel, so
many people from Teresa's channel, so
many people from from other panels. When
you go to panels, there's not that many
panels, open panels that are going on.
There is an
audience looking for you. There's
there's a huge there's a million people
that are looking for you. Okay. The
trick is to find people that are looking
for you. And that's kind of what I meant
by crowdsource. But again, like you guys
were both right that if I make if I was
to make a couple fashion videos and be
hashtagging and stuff, well, I'm going
to show up in those sort of street wear
similar videos. I won't be 100%. Yeah.
And there's times like I'll go on, you
know, because I do I do modeling and
So, I'll go on and look in the
fashion eras just to so I can get and I
don't even like I I mean I want to
honestly I'm looking for poses is what
I'm looking for. So, I'll go into the
fashion area because I know they're
going to be doing some really good poses
and I'll use them and I do all you know
all kinds of different So, styling
ideas. There's going to be people Yeah.
And then too like if I do if I'm stuck
on something I'm like well I want to
know if this and this might go together.
I could go into the fashion era and be
like, "Okay, well, here this is the
pieces I'm looking at or what I'm
working with, you know what I mean? So,
like there's people that's definitely
and then just your everyday person like,
you know what I'm saying? Your everyday
working man that's hitting the, you
know, working all week and then
they go on the weekend, they go out,
honey, when they step out, they step in
and correct, you know, and so they like
show off.
And if Canada's dry, if Canada's dry,
you get out there body and snow, baby.
Look good, feel good, do good, right? If
you get out there Canada dry and you're
like go to pan go search open panels
search this is what I did I went open
panels I search for live ones I would go
to hostile panels I would go to friendly
panels I said here here I am this is me
there's people that are looking for you
also there's a million people looking
for you okay there's a million people so
barefoot I need to see you backstage
backstage I need to see you wave to me
and give me a thumbs up that you've
agreed to the rules here's the rules
Okay. Can you give me a thumbs up? I I
did start watching one guy who was
making he wasn't doing open panels, but
he was making videos. I I've often
wondered like even just reach out to him
and be like, "Yo, man. Do you want to
open up a panel tonight and just see if
people come on?" Like Yeah. I don't
know. We'll see. Yeah. Because it would
it would get him traction. You know what
I mean? So, what's up, Saki? We'll talk
we'll talk about Don't let me forget SAS
next summer. You know what I mean? SAS.
SAS. And summer, I'm sure we happy to
talk to you. I'd be happy to talk to
you. Teresa would be happy to talk to
you. I'm sure we'd be happy to talk to
you. Yeah, absolutely. And we can give
you some good advice, okay? Cuz we're
doing it, okay? We're doing it. And it's
like you can do it, too. And we believe
in you, okay? And you're a talented
person. What's up? What's up? What's up,
Barefoot? How are you doing tonight?
What's up, buddy? Hey. Yeah, I was going
to tell SAS, like I think there's
definitely a market out there for it.
Guys want to look cool, you know? They
want to know what to do. Um, they want
to now put out there. And as far as the
algorithm is concerned, there's a whole
bunch of stuff, you know, you can do. I
tried um long time ago, I tried YouTube
promotions, you know, and they want you
to invest 200 bucks and the but I didn't
do that because I didn't know what it
was going to do. So I used I just did 20
bucks. And so just as an example, I I
claimed um 18 subs like in 24 hours, you
know. So there and then if you vertical
stream like the algorithm right now is
really putting that stuff out there. Um,
another tip they give you, um, like in
studio is it is always make sure that
the title of your show and the
description of your show that you share
words between the two, like exact words,
and that'll boost you in the algorithm.
So, there's all kinds of like weird
little things to to boost. Yeah, people
will watch you for sure. And like I'm
not I'm not familiar with everybody so
I'm not sure who was saying it but a lot
of times you know they even if someone
if they support you or they like you
like they're going to come watch for
sure. They may not like what you're
talking about that five minutes or
whatever of your show but but they're
going to stay and watch and support you.
Thanks man.
Yeah thumbs up and all that. Definitely
something I'm thinking about. I know
that sometimes when I get into like
fashion conversations here or at
Summers, there are a lot of people who
are like, "Yo, like let's change the
subject." Which is something I thought
about like it's hard to keep that kind
of conversation interesting for a long
time, but I guess if you're into it,
maybe not like for the people who are
into it. Exactly. Right.
And guys, I also I also, you know, I
have 2,000 subscribers. There's 8
billion people in the world. I probably
have a, you know, 80 million people that
would be interested in what I'm happy to
say 80 that would like me and stuff like
that. There's there's millions of people
out there. You have to like find your
audience. You have to go out there and
meet your audience because people are
looking for what you have to say. They
they're going to they're going to like
what you have to say. Okay? There's
millions, literally millions upon
millions of people that like that. I'm
I'm a very small percentage of that.
millions and millions, you know, even
after all the all have gone out and
talked to it's like there's millions of
people that will like what you have to
say because there's eight billion people
in the world, right? Don't don't forget
there's billions of people out in the
world. There's going to be at least
millions and millions that will anybody
anybody can be successful. I would say
anybody can. Okay? Anybody can there's
they're just you have to find the
audience. They're looking for you. Okay?
So I'm I'm going slowly step by step and
stuff like that. And even at 2,000 I'm
very happy with them. But there's
actually millions of people that are
interested in you. Want to hear what you
have to say there. Don't don't forget
there's 8 billion people in the world.
There's going to be millions of people
that are going to be interested in you.
Okay? So it might take a little while to
find. Yeah. Guys, you all guys, we could
all be we could all be millionaires.
Really? We could all be millionaires. We
have to find our audience or we could
just share our wonderful knowledge with
each other. They're looking for us.
They're they're looking for us. They're
sitting at home saying, "I'm bored. I
don't I don't like I don't know. I I
don't know anybody that's interested in
what I'm interested in." And it's like
if they found you, they'd be like, "Oh,
wow." Because literally every day I have
like, you know, several people that are
interested in me. I'm on a small scale.
I'm saying I met 2,000 people. I, you
know, but there are millions of people
that are interested in what you have
just to say. Millions. Okay. Any
everybody no if somebody's just showing
their their feet, if someone's just
showing their cats, if someone's just
showing doing tarot, there's millions of
people that will love that. Like
millions. Like seriously, millions. You
have to find your audience. Your
audience can't find you because they
can't necessarily find you. It's hard to
find everybody. Okay. I ran across
there. I ran across a dude a couple
weeks ago that was that was just like
ASMR or whatever and he was just licking
his microphone like no joke. Oh my god.
And had and had people match it right
there. has a huge following.
That as whatever that sound
Yeah, they that right there. Like
cuz even my husband, he was cuz I do,
you know, a couple different things and
whatever. And he was like, "Babe," he's
like, "You know what?" He's like, "You
literally could just sit there and
tap your nails on a microphone
and have like thousands, hundreds of
thousands of people follow you,
not saying one word, just sit
there, cute face, you know, and just
tapping your microphone with nails." I
was like, "Yeah, I know." Because I've
seen it then they I've seen it too. Or
like random things to make noise. There
will be like
cutting soap, cutting sand, all that
like that. That should be because a
lot of people a lot of people will say
no one's interested in what I have to
say. No one's like that's like no one's
going to like me. No one's going to like
me. No one's gonna like me. Literally
millions upon millions of people are
looking for me. They want to find me.
They're like waiting for me. Okay. And
there literally and for all of you the
millions of people are looking for you.
Millions. Okay. You think no one will
like me. No one no one's going to be
interested in this. Millions of people
are looking for you. You just put
yourself out there. You know it will it
will be a slow process sometimes.
Sometimes faster than for other for some
than others. But for everybody here,
there's literally millions upon millions
of people that will fall in love with
you. Actually fall in love with you that
will like say one day, one day I I
really want to maybe if it's just me and
you and there's not a lot going on on
stream just I I want to hear more about
your your fashion marketing degree. Like
really? Okay. Like I I'm actually gonna
head her
so Thank you. Teresa, I just want to say
one thing, Teresa, before you go,
Teresa. What? You know, I just want to
say you, okay? I love you. And everyone
here loves you. Okay, Teresa. I know. I
am too. And we're all going to We're all
going to I think everyone here is going
to go to your chat and everyone that I
introduced you falls in love with you.
Oh, you're sweet. Well, you're a sweet
man. And more more people will. Okay.
And it's not even about me. It's about
you. It's about I came here to hang out
with you and and you know and yeah just
hang out with you for a I hope
you fellow Canadian. I hope you I hope
you had fun
here. I met some cool friends. I met a
lot of amazing people. Don't worry.
You're good. Good night though. There's
a lot more. I mean I love you Teresa.
Thank you so much for being here. Good
night guys. What a cool she's just a
cool person. You know she's a cool
person. Everyone go to my traveling
gypsy tarot. I didn't mean to put her on
the spot and say, you know, and gush
over her something but like that, but I
I do love her and I I want to say, you
know, people people think like, oh, no
one's going to like me. My channel's
going be small or whatever. Anyone's
channel over you for a second. Go ahead.
Were you really into fashion? Like I
just I'm just interested to know like I'
I've wanted to go to school for fashion.
Yeah, I went I went to a fashion school
called Brook It was called Brooks
College. I think it might have closed
down by now. It was called Brooks
College in Long Beach and we did fashion
merchandising and we I went through
every class um about fashion. I did the
history of fashion. We did fashion
shows. We designed clothing. We we
everything. I mean
what
what part of the fashion was your
favorite? Like I have like it you could
aside from designing it like you said
fashion marketing like what things I I
love the I love the history of fashion
like that class the history of fashion
where you learn there's all these
millions of cultures. Okay cool yeah can
you drop the link uh psyche for Teresa
or she Teresa or Marcy? Oh for Marcy.
Okay. Marcy M A R S I. Yeah, it's you
know Marcy. Okay. Yeah, I know Marcy.
Marcy Fox. Oh, I got you right now.
Okay. Marcy, I just I make Marcy Fox.
Can you drop it? Marcy Fox is a mod, so
she can drop it. But if you But Marcy,
if you can drop it, just type the exact
name of your channel. She needs the
link. She wants to come on panel. Oh,
she needs a link. Okay, hold on one sec.
I'm I'm so sorry. I got you. Okay, I
didn't post it. I'm sorry. Here you go.
Here's the link to my panel tonight. Oh,
Marcy, I'm sorry. I thought you meant
for your channel. Okay, there's the
link. I I'll have to post it. I was
trying to post it, but you know, I was a
little bit distracted tonight because I
have a lot on my mind, but um there's no
nothing that no shade meant to anybody.
It's like I'm I'm sorry I overlooked it.
Okay, so let me see. No, you're good,
sweetie. You're good. You're good.
You're good. She's on her way up. So,
we're going to come hang out. Cool. Hey,
Sass. I looked up a couple years ago. I
was just curious how many channels there
were and and if I recall right, it was
124 million channels on YouTube around
the world. Wow. So, when you think about
that, it's like Yeah. And anyone has a
you know, a good shot, right? For sure.
Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.
How I mean, how did my channel I mean,
my channel I'm I was like, no one's
going to like me. I'm a gay guy with
cats doing tarot, you know, and just
like having weird panels and stuff like
that. And it's like even if I have like
2,000 subscribers, that's that's a lot
to me. Here's kind of dry. Hold on.
Sorry about dry. That's okay. And Marcy,
I hope you come in a little and music
can come up too. You know, everyone's
welcome here. This is a channel for
everyone. It's like that's what I
designed this channel as is to be a
channel for everyone to like be able to
express themselves and no matter where
they're from. I don't care. I don't care
what sexuality. I don't care what
gender. I'm I'm a I'm a I'm an other,
you know, I'm an other and stuff. I
don't talk too much, but I'm I'm an
other. And it's like even if you don't
feel like an other and you're you're a
totally normal person in your community,
you you need some help or you need some
uh um a community. This is for
everybody. And so that's why I get
offended when people like just hate on
me cuz I'm here for everybody. I mean,
I'm here for anybody to promote their
channel. I'm here I'm gonna shut. Go
ahead. Uh no one should be hating on
you, Psyche. Yo, KS, what's up, buddy?
Yeah, I mean I stumbled across you like
a maybe two months ago and I just
looking for open panels real late at
night and you know um every single time
I've been here you've had a you never
know what you're going to find. I think
that's awesome. That's why I'm here you
know so you're doing it good
manual bastards out there. You're doing
a great job darling.
Thank you. But it's like but also when
you're such a small it's like I'm a
little fish in a big pond right and it's
like when you're a little fish there can
be like you know sharks trying to eat
you. They can there's little sea enemies
that will try to grab you and stuff like
that. There's a lot of stuff that's
going on no matter how small I am. If I
was a big shark, you know, I'd be a
little maybe more confident that I could
like go through the waters. I'm still a
small person. 2,000 people out of 8
billion people in the world. Think about
that. It's like I'm just like I'm like a
little little I'm a little speck in
somebody's eye. So here's your miser
coming up. Say hi to Miser.
Hi Mer. Hi Mer.
Mer is really talented and art. He's
he's also my ex-boyfriend. Yeah. Not not
that I have any animosity toward we we
don't it didn't work out romantic wise
but I still love him. Maybe we'll meet
someday. And now here's Marcy. Let's
welcome Marcy to the stage. Hey, Marcy.
Look at this. Who's that? Hello. Who's
that hot chick? I think I just turn I
just turn straight. Look at this. Look
at this. Hi, Marcy.
I'm just kid. Hey, Marc.
It's about the titties. Titties.
Woohoo. I'm sorry. I'm just I was
kidding, but I'm not kidding. It's all
good.
I know. I got I got big old double D's,
man. They're
there. They're there. Hey, Marcy, I
totally agree with you about vertical
streaming. I hate it.
They say it does shove out the algorithm
faster is what they say, but I know
that's it doesn't matter to me. That's
the resistance now. I guess we're like
even more of the resistance trying to
get people to stream in
landscape mode, right? But one thing I
want to say is that I go looking for
open panels. I go open panels
live three or four. Three or four out of
like 8 billion people. We're a little
small community. That's why I That's why
when I go to open panels, I always see
the same people. That's why I know a lot
of people from other panels and stuff,
right? We're just a small little
community and like I'm like trying to
get other people. Everyone start open
panel. Everyone do open panels. I don't
care if people go to other panels and
not go to mine or if they go to their
friends other people, not me anymore.
It's like there's so many possibilities
for us to like grow. It's not about
Logan Paul or
KSI having a fake boxing match. It's
about how about this this real
where we're all having fun and talking
real right? just like talk your
ish, you know, like everyone subscribe
to Summer's channel, by the way, talk
your is, you know, it's like that that
is what a concept, Summer, like what a
con talk your is how like have a place
where people can go talk their
They they like express themselves that
and Summer, you inspire me. That's why
I'm I'm saying you were a big
inspiration to me. Okay. And so is so
was Maser and so was Canada Dry and so
is Marcy and so is what's this guy's
name? Hold on. Barefoot. All of all of
you guys. You all all of you guys. All
of you guys in the panels. Okay. But
especially summer like summer. I really
like especially summer. Yeah. Especially
summer. Especially summer. Yeah.
Summer's a really cool chick and but
it's like you know she's all she's given
up. She she like let me on her panel and
to do tarot readings and like you know
stuff like that. Before anybody else
would everyone else would kick me off
their panels and stuff like that. you
know, Beeta and um Summer always let me
up and and let me let me do terror
readings and they were supporting me and
stuff like that. A lot of people were
like, "Who's this gay guy trying
to do terror readings on my panel?" They
kicked me off right away.
That happened more times than you I want
me. this guy. Who the this
guy?
Yeah. Who Who am I?
We all we all we all are like just on
the precipice of greatness, you know.
We're all we all we're all we're we're
pioneers actually. We're pioneers on
this on the either um open panels or the
IRL, whatever we want to do where we're
like putting ourselves on camera and
talking and leading panels and stuff
like that. We're the pioneers of this.
There's not everything figured out yet.
I come from the 1A community. So like
you know a a lot of cop watchers and
like that. So and that's how I met
Summer and then you know it all evolves
from there.
That's what I was thinking like sad
that's a that's your fashion I
know people in the one community that
are interested in this. Oh really? So
yeah. So plenty of people that'll watch
that to begin with, you know, just just
people get that get stuck in like the
the whirlpool algorithm, you know what I
mean? So I was going to say, guys, we
guys, we think we're like in like a
little a small world of like a thousand
people and it's like, oh, and we know
everybody and stuff like that. Do you
know we're actually there's a billion
people and there's so many people
looking for us. There's so many. There's
definitely an audience for everybody.
Yes, out there for everybody. Any any of
us can have 20 million people in their
audience, you know, in a couple years
from now and it just evolves. It's like
how how much you do and what you want to
do, too. It's all up to you, you know,
but you can interact with your community
and that's what I think is the coolest
thing with the Yeah. Hey, can I sing can
I sing you a song? Go ahead. Sing a
song. Sing sing a song. Mer, sing along.
Yeah, let's see. Here we go. Stunning AK
resolution meditation app in honor of
the reolution. It's half off at the
G. Full on
Goropobic. Sorry, I'm like really bad at
at Okay, keep going. Keep going. You're
so charming. Let's go ahead. Yeah. Yeah.
Yeah. about Deadpool selfawareness,
loving parents, harmless fun, the
backlash to the backlash of the thing
that's just
begun. There it is again. That funny
feeling. That funny
feeling. There it is again. That funny
feeling. That funny feeling. The surgeon
general's popup shop. Robert Iger's
face. Discount at the agitate. Top
bulers take on race bugles. Sorry.
Feminine female Colonel Sanders. Easy
answers. Civil war. The whole world at
your fingertips. The ocean at your door.
The liveaction Lion King. The Pepsi
halftime show.
20,000 years of this and seven more to
go. Carpool karaoke, Steve Aoke and
Logan Paul. A gift shop at the gun
range. A mass shooting at the mall.
There it is again. That funny feeling.
That funny feeling.
That's great music. creativity. The
beautiful everyone love that.
There it is. That funny feeling.
Beautiful, right? That funny feeling.
Everyone, by the way, Miser has really
amazing art. He's amazing artist. He's
amazing butthole. He showed me before,
but not to emarass. I actually did. I
might have. You might have. I
I don't like me. I should do mine at
least. Maybe I should do mine. Sounds
like I don't remember for sure. I only
remember I only remember certain
details. So, it's kind of like, you
know, our memories aren't always exactly
like right.
I just remember I slept good.
Okay. I showed him my bubble. He didn't
show me his. He just he just flexed for
me in the camera and took out his
tongue. But I'm not but holes happen. It
happens, I guess. You know. Yeah, that's
the that's like the uh that's the uh the
uh PG um what is it? The PBS
version.
I So, so hey. So, um Hey, Psyche. Uh so,
out there in in California and LA, do
you guys have like a public broadcast
network? Because like here in Chicago,
it's the the PBS or or C. What is it?
PBS, right? the public broadcast the
Chicago public broadcast I think PB I
don't know PBS I think PBS has Sesame
Street Mr. Rogers is a nationwide thing,
right? No, no, no. But but that's like
that's like general public broadcasting.
So like but I'm saying like do you have
one specific for people can locally like
go on channels? I'm sure there are but I
don't have cable. I think
I think YouTube has replaced that
basically like YouTube has replaced it,
right? But maybe there is like a public
access network in Los Angeles or in KTLA
or I don't know there is with the with
the um like the bunny ears. Definitely.
Yeah. They don't have bunny ears
anymore, but Yeah. Right. I know. But so
so yeah. So it's it's kind of cool
though. There's a um on the they just
started a new like like smart TV like
that where you could like pick it up
with your smart TV and like during the
day they play well there's a channel
that plays all old school cartoons like
all of the old school cartoons. Yeah.
There's a few channels on the bunny ears
because that's what my husband prefers
to watch. He got a fire and he like so
our daughter took it. Yeah running all
freaking day. There's a bunch of girls
on there though. Like eventually you
want to get like Powerpuff Girls, right?
You want to watch Powerpuff Girls or you
want to maybe like you want to get like
a Grim Adventures of Billy Mandy or some
like you know I don't know some like
later on cartoons that were also
entertaining, you know? Yeah. I'm uh I'm
in California like St. Louis Abyispo
County. So central coast.
Cool. like halfway right between
so y'all have a plan if like if
California actually falls off the United
States like they say it's going to it's
probably not but I'm just saying like
y'all have like a plan. I mean I think
it could happen like very easily. I
think would reach
here didn't you? You had like a like a
4.2 Mexico always earthquakes. What I'm
going to do is I'm going to call
Summerrofit. Summer, can I stay with
you? Can Can I stay with you? Summer,
can I can I come come to your house? I
say, Summer, if she says no, I'll ask me
either.
So, you know, here in here in
Chicago like California,
I'm sure. Yeah. And so, so, um, in
Chicago, they they wanted to build a spy
the a building called the Spire. So an
architect designed a building that's
much like the one in Dubai, the giant
spike. It's much like that one. It would
have been just a little bit shorter than
that spike pretty much as they they
called it Chicago Fire. It looked like a
giant like twisty tower, right?
And they were going to put it right next
to put it right next to the river like
the the lake. It's like one of the shore
like the first buildings on the
you know on the land. So like
they were digging found they were like
digging the foundation for that for a
long time and the architect somehow
wasn't getting paid or I the architect
disagreed on something um contractual
and they did not build they he ended up
they ended up not building it so they
just ended up having like a giant like
fortified foundation for a huge ass
skyscraper next to the river like water
and so yeah they're building one right
now but it's not like going to be the
sky. I just think that would have been
kind of cool. Well, if California starts
falling into the ocean, I'll run as fast
as I can while it's collapsing into the
ocean. I probably won't make it, you
know. I think I'll probably
collap I can't swim to Illinois. I mean,
that's a little bit far of a swim. I
probably I'll in Nevada somewhere
probably. Yeah, your best bet would be
going to Nevada, but like Nevada will be
a giant lake, dude. It's going to be a
giant lake. It's
already here. It would depend on your
elevation, I guess, right? I can't get
to Yeah, you want to go up. So, like
Colorado would be a good place to go,
but but I mean that's that's 20 I'm not
going to swim 2,000 miles. I'm gonna I'm
gonna die in California or Nevada.
Yeah. I mean, you could go to I mean, I
don't know. I may swim to might be able
to swim to Hawaii, but probably not.
It's It's like a six hour flight. Hell
yeah. Dude, that was like one of my
major fears growing up. I learned about
natural disasters and then how
everyone's going to die somehow. And so
like my worst fear was like going
through a natural disaster, not knowing
what to do and watching like my family
die.
L4.
Hey, what's up? So I like I had a
lot chaos.
Okay.
Is from talk. Yeah. Cool. I like I like
to know when someone's verified by other
people because I had people come on
today. I was like, "Oh, I know you. I
know you. Your name is Fifth Sage." And
I was like, "Do I know you?" And he's
like, "Oh, I know you." And he's in the
chat saying, "I know you." He's in the
back chat saying, "I know you." I let
him on. He says the n-word 10 times and
then puts up a picture of big
spurting tar and I had to delete my
stream and stuff like that. Surprise
It was It was disgusting. It was
disgusting. Yeah, this guy's cool. The
only problem with Cal if San Andreas's
fault line was the fall off on
California. If that was to happen, the
new Madrid would open. So, pretty much
most of the West Coast and Midwest would
be underwater.
Yep, you're right. Well, then you don't
want to come to my house cuz we're
Um I think Louisville would be
oceanfront property.
What's the um what's the elevation got
to be?
I got I don't know, but we're
valley where I'm at. We're at 432 feet
above sea level.
Cool.
It It depends. I hear in town. It goes
from about 270 to 470.
If anything happens, I'm going to be in
a big
boat. Try to get to all of you. My
elevation here. I'll go row over all of
you. Get in the boat. Come on, Summer.
Come on. Yeah, cuz we're in But we
were under my home city was
under water last two weeks.
So state is. So I mean we've already
established that Kucky's probably not
the place you want to come to when it's
water because we were just made national
news for being underwater. Yeah. And it
looks like we're going to be bad. Cool.
I'm making coffee.
California, we're like notorious for
uh not having enough water, but I think
it rains too much. hate the
Midwest.
Will County Will County Midwest is like
the very top east part of the like um
tornado alley. Somebody like rinsing
their mouth. said psych psych my
mic sound. I'm sorry. I'm I'm chewing.
I'm sorry. I'm moving. No, it's not you.
It's not you. It's someone like Yeah.
What's that? Shoot. What's that? Pouring
something.
He's hitting his bong.
That's what the bong sound is.
Yep. Today's what? Thursday. Wednesday.
Thursday.
Today. Well, we're supposed to be
getting at least an inch to two inches
of
rain this week.
the weather. I know. The weather
mother nature.
She
needs mad. I I am I am pro drought, man.
I am totally pro drought. I love it when
it doesn't rain. the rain. Like
everyone says, "Oh, you need water in
California. Rain tornado.
that I hate that Oh, I
hate that. That's all we got.
Bends on my body hurt every time. Yeah,
exactly.
Everywhere that bends.
This looks better. Honey,
she's broken.
She needs a chance,
you know.
Yes. Yeah. Especially
We got buried in Cincinnati, too. My
backyard is still like sloshy.
Oh, did you? Yeah. Yeah. Cincinnati got
hit, too. Y'all get hit with tornadoes,
too. Yeah. Y'all usually get when we
get I'm in I'm in Louisville, Kentucky.
It's pretty been a pretty wild Hey, I
have family though.
Okay, cool. That's what's up. Princeton,
too. Or Purdue.
Yeah. And I'm I just moved recently. I
bought a place 20 minutes outside the
city,
but I work I go I'm in Louisville every
day.
I am in California. We're 331 ft
above. All right. Let me see. I'm going
to make this go a little bit slower so
it like maybe looks a little bit cooler.
Man, you see how like those blocks are
like moving and
Mhm.
That is cool. I'm just slowing the
lights down. I'm just going to slow the
light down a little bit so you can see
it like change a little bit better.
I thought my light's so cool, but I like
your
light. Thank you for super
cool. Oh. So, what did you guys do
tonight?
Just chill. I'm
off. I went out to dinner. I ate some
mushroom. Chocolate mushroom.
Oh, this probably.
How's that? You been taking those
recently? Yeah.
Well, yeah. I took two I took two little
pieces tonight. It was straight. I was
just laughing the whole time.
That was how my last mushroom experience
was. I just laughed like for hours.
We went to a restaurant and my we were
at a Mexican restaurant and so we're
sitting there and it has this artwork on
the back of the bench and just out of
nowhere I was like, "Man, why does it
look like he's about to pipe down
whatever the he's that horn or some
like that?" And we just busted out
laughing and couldn't stop laughing. I
swear I think the waiter was high on
coke cuz that was just
demoning everywhere. I just couldn't
stop laughing his ass.
Other than that, I mean, you know,
straight.
Oh, yeah. It's just like mellow. It's
like smoking. It's just real mellow.
Yeah.
Like I said, I just have a candy bar.
I smoke some with me that way. I started
seeing I started tripping and seeing
purple pink multicolored elephants in
the sky smoking. So I'm just sitting
there laughing.
Are you talking about
weed? Okay. Well, there you go.
Together.
Yeah. Yeah. I just had a piece of the
candy bar. That's it. Like little
chocolate square. That's it.
last time. Dude, I've seen giant people
in the sky, like huge beings made of
clouds with lightning in their chest and
just rolling around in the sky
after like a huge storm and That
was so cool. Like, it made me feel
so small,
right?
I had a mushroom experience like that,
too, where I felt like a a very small
being on a very large world. But it's
trippy. It's definitely trippy.
Every mushroom experience was good
though that I had which was nice.
My brother and my mom mushrooms. They
always end up crying for five hours and
then like coming out of coming out of
the room like better.
My husband did Y2K. It was Y2K and we
were like camping out in his grandpa's
RV at Y2K. Oh my god. I was 12 years
old. Mushrooms.
Shut the up.
He said he was 12. Jesus. Mhm.
I'm I'm 38. I'm 38. So funny. My
ex-husband just cried all night whed
about his dad and his grandpa and
I think
I think we had a dance that that night.
What? We had like a school dance for New
Year's when Y2K was happening.
Yeah, we took mushrooms.
But it was beautiful. Like it was a full
moon. There were a bunch of fireworks
from like Ventura, Santa Barbara,
um Carperia. I think they even had some.
So, it was really cool. There was like a
full like ocean reflection was really
awesome.
I'm going to I like the like like I
said, I just had a little bitty square.
So, I'm going to get some more. You know
what I mean? They were straight. We'll
see what happens. I'll let you guys
know. Yeah.
But like I said, I just laughed. I
laughed so hard I was crying. That
waiter was zoom zoom zoom
zoom. I was like, "God damn, he's on
some good cocaine."
And then he came over and I was laughing
so hard. He's like, "Why are you
crying?" I was like, "I'm laughing at
your goofy ass."
Everybody laughing. Dude, that looks so
crazy.
Yeah, it's pretty. Look at that
That looks so cool.
for real. Here, I'm gonna go in on it.
I'm gonna have to turn my volume down,
but I'm gonna have to show you my
lights. One second.
Look at that dude. I
love your eyes. Summer has some cool
where it looks like water is on our
ceiling. It's awesome.
I did 2CI once and it was
insane.
Oh yeah, that stuff is crazy, dude.
Huh? 2CI. It was 12 hours of just like
complete madness just like being like I
think it was like an acid trip. I've
never even heard of that. Uh, have you
ever heard of like it was like
candy?
PCB. Is that what you said? Yeah. So,
back in like 2011, 2012,
um, a lot of these like designer like um
sort of chemist lab type drugs were
coming about and you could find the
um the like chemical synthesis to to
make them and stuff like that um online.
And so my buddy at university, he had a
friend who was like in his doctorate
here of chemistry and he synthesized
see what happens when you have
socialized health like cool drugs like
well so they synthesize these drugs at
the university town and uh what is that?
That's pretty cool. That's crazy.
And lay down baby. Insane.
Hey, make this big. Make this big. Make
this
big. Make this big. Make this big. See
it out. The paint is dry. We can see it.
He's sleeping.
It was so visual. Like looks like it.
But I can see it. It's dope.
I remember my friend, he like dropped it
45 minutes before me and I'm sitting
there watching him and he's like looking
saw it hit him. He's like normal. I'm
sitting there and he's looking at the
floor, right? And I'm like looking at
him and he's just looking at the floor
and he looks at me and he's like it it's
going to be crazy, bro. And I was
put this full screen make this full
screen. Make make this full screen. He's
like strap in, bro.
Literally.
I remember chalkboards were like like
the words on chalkboards. We could well
not we but I could rearrange the my
buddy's wall was a chalkboard and I
could just make it say anything I wanted
it to say. And then if I remember it was
when Facebook had you'd like Facebook
Messenger was at the bottom of Facebook
and you'd open it up and there'd be a
green dot beside the names that were
online. Uhhuh. And they'd shoot up. You
get a little like notification. This
person's online. Yeah. And I any person
that I thought of in my head, they came
online and I just heard be like
everyone's coming online. What the
I'm like these people aren't really
here. This can't really be happening. It
was like any It really happened in the
opposite order. Like they were getting
online and you were saying it but it was
like
yeah time they weren't really getting
online. I don't know. Girl, what the
And then I I looked at my buddy's
blinds and the Obama Hope poster was
really famous at that time and his
blinds they were like a wicker blind and
all the like shades in the wicker
adjusted into Obama's face.
Uh and and at this point like things
were just like reality was completely
gone. I remember
so we went for a walk at 1:00 in the
morning and it was snowing out and it
felt like we were in a snow globe and
there were this little munch this really
happened. This little munchkin woman ran
out of her house. I swear to God she
looked like one of the people
from Wizard of Oz. Like the little
people she runs
It's 1:00 in the morning and she's she's
shoveling her driveway and she runs up.
I want to see Yeah. Let me show you.
She's like, um, have you boys seen a
couple of blue
boxes? And I looked at my friend and he
looked at me and I was like, is this
really happening? Like in front of the
lady, I asked my buddy. I'm like, this
is really happening.
And and I just I went into hysterics. We
had to go home and I just couldn't
believe that it was 1:00 in the morning
and this old woman was asking us. I
thought she meant like had these these
blue boxes had run away. Like in my head
I'm picturing two little blue boxes
running down the street and her asking
me.
So like anyways, we go back. It's
probably like the 10th or 11th hour. I
we think we're starting to chill out and
we're like, "All right, we get our buddy
to bring us to McDonald's." And I'm in
line at McDonald's and I think
everything's fine. And I go to order and
the menu board just starts
melting. Just
completely disorientating. And
I'm like trying to talk to the person at
the counter. I I couldn't do it. I It
was Yeah, it was the most You know
when you think Just act normal. Just act
normal.
They don't know I'm high. They
don't know I'm high, right? Oh, they
knew I was high for sure. For 12.
That's funny
Oh, hell. That reminds me one time we
got high, went to
7-Eleven, started getting a bunch of
munchies. The guy behind the counter is
like, "Y'all hot." "No, let me look at
your eyes." It's like, "You all are
blind." You're like, "So what? You don't
want to make any money?" Or he's like,
"I don't care."
He's like, "We have standards here. I'm
not going to sell to you boys.
Get your munchies somewhere else. Right.
Yeah. Huligans.
Have that. Have you read that with a
mushroom? A totally different. And then
you get
um yeah, I had a bunch of different
experiences. Like every time it was
totally totally different. So one time
it was very visual, you know. Another
time I just had a big body high. And you
know, another time I just laughed at
crown molding in the room for like four
hours.
Yeah, it was for sure. The laughing at
crown molding for three hours. I can I
can relate to that's I was like
baseboards of the ceiling. Yeah. Like
basically.
Oh yeah. No. One time we took mushrooms
and and we were living in this staff
house that had a lot of like surf
company stickers and there was this huge
sticker on the ceiling that said switch
back and it was all like separate
letters
and uh they're like a longboard company
or something.
My my buddy's girlfriend was like, "I
don't like this." and she's looking at
the switch back on the ceiling and she
starts ripping down the sticker, but it
starts peeling down the ceiling with it.
And so we start yelling, "No, no, back.
Switch back." And and again, it's not
that funny. But I think we must have
laughed about switch back for
for hours.
Yeah. It's wild.
I took mushrooms once with um when I was
living in a staffcom with three German
girls and they they could all speak
English pretty decent and none of them
had ever done mushrooms and it was me
and the three of them on a beach in in
uh on Vancouver Island and that sounds
like a porn setting. It does. Right. So,
it may have been if one of them didn't
have a really bad dear pen forum. If one
of them didn't have a panic attack is
what you said. Yeah. She was just It was
just too much for her. Yeah. Yeah.
You should write for a penthouse for
I should write for what?
There's a magazine house for that sounds
like a
Yeah, it just sounded like a entry. Dear
penthouse forms, I think, right? No, it
was one of the best experiences of my
life.
in person.
I just Where's Alexander? He needs to
tell us about
um some story.
I I I'm not going to lie and say we
hooked up or anything like that. Um one
of the girls we'd end up hooking up, but
um no, it was just like a cool time just
like we laid on this log on the beach
for hours just watching the ocean. And I
had just move I I just moved to the
coast for the first time. So yeah, it
was like a super hippie dippy
experience. Yeah.
Yeah. We have one of those like it was
um one of my really good friends. We've
been friends since we were four years
old.
He's gay, man. He had his second wedding
when like gay marriage became legal here
in California. Yeah. He like remarried
his husband, you know, but we like to
Yeah. Yeah. But they had a three-day
party out in the hills. Like these
people had a fat like piece of property
and there was like a creek with a bridge
and like just Wow. sprawling landscape
and they had a band play the first night
there and it was really cool. A bunch of
laser beams and everyone was taking
mushrooms and It was very
trippy. But by the third day we were
like completely wasted, you know, when
they had the like actual wedding, but it
was fun. It was a lot of
fun. Very good experience overall.
trip
out. Crazy hippie stories though, you
know. For sure. I think psychedelics are
really good a good way of healing. I
think there's a lot of like exploring
like going on with that nowadays, you
know. I think I think in some ways I
think I think that it can be. I've also
met people who claim to micro dose and
like working with them and stuff and I'm
like, man, maybe you should stop micro
doing bro. Like I don't think I don't
think it's not for everybody. Not for
everybody. It's not working on the
outside as much as you might think it's
working, you know?
Like we can tell.
That's funny
Because But I know they're like
researching it with like Alzheimer's,
dementia, and some PTSD.
Yeah. PTSD. Yeah. Well, yeah. Micro
dosing is really Yeah, micro doing is
really really good for trauma and and
different things like that. But I think
when you micro do you're not supposed to
be able to tell like you're super
tripping or anything. I don't know.
Yeah. Yeah. It's not like Yeah. Maybe
they weren't maybe they were dozing a
little too much cuz I I worked like and
again it was the area I lived in was hu
like h like a Portland type place,
right? Hippies everywhere. So you just
had lots of and again socialized
healthcare, right? It's like socialized
and
privatiz that was a really big thing in
Silicon Valley out you know out here in
California all the all the tech
people micro
dosing especially after like co and they
everybody was inside you know stuck
inside doing
their internet shits.
Yeah. Well, it's funny like I've met a
lot of these like baby types too who
will come to work and be like, "Oh, I'm
having a I'm having a green smoothie
with my greens and my my whatever all my
shit." And then and then you you know,
you're eating meat and they're telling
you about how oh, I'm going to have a a
gluten-free pizza for my lunch,
whatever. And then you see them at the
party that night and they're right. Says
the girl says the girl
Yes, there's a girl that a line of K off
of a bathroom.
Okay, health nuts.
Yeah, she had a she had all vegan
all vegan breakfast, but like
she's doing it from a stranger off of a
bathroom stall.
used to
where I'm from. Yeah,
that's pretty much You can't do cocaine
unless it's just like six people all
crammed in a really small bathroom and
you have to do it off of each other.
Like that's the only exception.
Yeah. when I was into that party phase,
like 25, when I was going to
house parties and ending up in bathrooms
with groups of people, I like I'm not
saying I I want to do it now, but it was
a I had a pretty good time. Like
the amount of times I was not
I'm just past it now. I got to focus. I
wouldn't do it now, but I wouldn't not
do it now. I hear you. I hear you.
I did it like four times, but one of
those four times it was like all night
like but it like it really wasn't for
me, you know, is what I'd say. Yeah. It
was just Yeah. I already talked a lot. I
talked to
it was just, you know, it didn't last
long enough for me. Like I think if I'm
if I want to get high, I want to get
high and have it like last for a few
hours, you know, at least. So yeah,
it wasn't that way. Like it seemed like
it was just quick, you know? It's like
we had to do all the code because you
couldn't not, you know.
For sure. Yep. I know.
When I was uh when I first moved to
Tofino, it was crazy because it was like
a a millionaire town. So, every house is
at is worth at least a million bucks
pretty much. Like we're talking like
multi-bedroom homes, big fancy
cabin style lofty things. And so, a lot
we'd end up renting these like homes
that otherwise we never would have lived
in. But because we're in this tourist
town and, you know, a group of us can
get together and rent one, we'd be at
like having parties in mansions that
like none of us could afford or will
ever be able to afford,
you know, living five people in like a a
a big seven or eight bedroom house and
just Yeah. paying the mortgage
for someone else. Yeah. or they were
stacked sometimes at
a lot of the resorts would have
so the resorts would put you in a house.
I'm lucky to have our property.
Oh my god. See everybody shut up there
too
much. That's funny. Oh, that's
funny.
Oh my god, this ice cream's so good.
Shut up really quick. No, I really like
this uh glittery I love this like
sparkly dude. Like it's Dude, it
looks so much better in person. It's
like super cool. I wish I had
hair color that was like sparkly
like and not like a spray, man. And with
the glasses, dude. with like the with
like the 3D with like the 3D uh uh paint
the 3D UV paint like like glasses that
you can get. Um dude, that dude.
Oh my god. You'd be like, "Yeah, it's it
looks so cool." Like I I just
if you could have like a wish you guys
could see it with like the glass. Like
that'd be sick.
Wait, what? Hair color? Yeah, hair
color. And I'm a hair stylist, so I'm
like all into that. I always have
colorful hair.
My hair's brown. I only ever dyed it
black and I dyed it blue.
Yeah. Cool. I've been doing my hair
colors. I I like it. It's like 20 years.
Yeah. It's cool that it's like out there
now that you can buy it. Like it there's
whole shelves in stores and like you
know the you know Yeah with bright hair
I might throw my hair
out here. Let me don't get a perm. Why
perms are the antichrist dude? No. I
think I might get a perm. Who's okay?
This is 2025. Who still even gets perms,
right? Blonde boys that don't have the
curls. You know what I mean? I did one
for a client in like 2011 and like I
told her that was the last time she's
ever getting that cuz like I don't like
perms
and I've just straightenings and
like that which I guess are perms too.
But if I wanted braids, wouldn't I have
to get a perm first?
No. You should have to grow your hair
out. No.
No. So, the thing is, because I'm a
white boy and I got a lot of like weird
whiskery hair around my hairline, I'd
have to shave my hairline and then get
my braid. Look at my braid, though.
There's people that do that all the
time. Did you see my braid though? Look
at my braid.
Wow. Yeah. Yeah. You just have two on
the front. And then
how often do you hear the hairline done
and like cleaned up and then have the
braid start? Like that's very common
nowadays. So
yeah, cuz I think the last time I got a
perm was back in the 90s. Bro, you got
to perm in the n had a perm? I got a
perm when I was 9 years old. My grandma
took us all to beauty college and we got
like me, my sister and my cousin and uh
my cousin, they forgot to put the
solution on half of her head. So like we
spent all day there and then like they
rinsed it out. We had like crazy Jerry
curls and my cousin had like half of a
crazy Jerry girl.
My for braids. Hey Marcy, I think I got
too much forehead now. when I was
younger.
Yeah. You're at the the point where you
go to Turkey and get
get that fixed up like Am I too
receded, do you think?
Your hair. I don't know.
I think that's from wearing hats. When I
was young, I'd always keep my hair back
like that. If you had a mohawk or
something like that.
No. If you had a mohawk. No.
Starting from back there would look
pretty dope. You could do that.
Yeah. Like center braids. You mean
that look pretty cool? Yeah. I think the
braids are a pipe dream unless you get
your hairline up. Oh
How could I get my hairline? It's okay
though because you're white. Like
you don't have to get braided like
protect your hairstyle, you know? You
just do it for fashion reasons. And it's
funny like just in the last 10 years, I
feel like I've lost that much.
Yeah, it happens, man. Stress is the
number one reason for hair loss.
That's not hair loss. Like I haven't
lost hair. It's just pushed back. It's
also from like rubbing on it like like
wearing a hat. Definitely. It's just
happen. It happens. Look at your look at
your dad's hairline.
Mer's got a good hairline. You know,
this is a good hairline from what I can
see. No, that's not a good hairline. No.
Oh okay.
Thanks. Sorry. Honesty.
It's okay. You got other things going
for you. I'm sure. Cheers.
Now I'm self-conscious. Marcy,
Don't be self-conscious. I mean, you
wear you wear it. You wear it
confidently, man. We could do anything
if you rock it confidently, right? All
right. He could do a high and tight. I
wouldn't want to creep anybody out. I've
had the high and tight. I feel like
that's why I've gotten back so tight.
Like
I said, that's funny. I had a man bun
for a long time. Like a big man bun.
Don't ever do that. I've got the photos,
man. Come on. Yeah. I'm looking for one.
Don't you? That's a man bun.
That'd be funny.
I'm ready for the weather to get warmer.
Let's see.
Wow. Oh Look at the burnout photo.
Beautiful. I love it. Nice. Right. You
look like a grunge rocker from
the 90s for sure.
Yeah. With longer hair, you can cover
that like hairline.
Like I haven't had you have a middle
part.
You wear like twists or something.
Permanent too cuz I split my w.
No, just like the rubber bands like all
the way down and I split my I
split my scalp because of the rubber
bands too tight and I was running it
around like shaking my head and like
literally have a scar right down the
center of my head. That's crazy. Yeah,
that's funny as bro. Clip
it. Somebody clip it.
Nice. I always say that, but like I
never do it.
I I think I got a dog
whistle. Somebody clip that.
Wait, hang on a sec.
Second. Okay, hang on.
There's gonna be a whole bunch of people
in chat tomorrow with that picture.
Right.
Then
then the internet strikes again. That's
like 28.
No, that's that's 28. 26.
26. Look at that color, Marcy. 26 was
when I was pregnant with my daughter.
Yeah. I had a mohawk when I was
pregnant. That picture looks like you
could play Narto.
Yeah, I got that a lot when I had that
haircut, too. That is funny.
Either Naruto or a seafoam green or
something, right? One of the characters
from Dragon Ball.
Good old Dragon Ball, man.
I've caught your mouth so
bad. I ate like some uh can
It's like got stuck.
I was like, "Fuck this. I don't feel
like eating the brownie." What's up?
Hey, how you doing? The other night and
got real stuff. What the Oh,
here's a weird one. What was your
I was This was I was at my probably I
was pretty skinny here.
Look at all that hair. Yeah, that's
wild. I've never had hair that long.
I had hair that long. I had a moment.
This is the one. This is the one I was
looking for right here. This is the
chance. I hate my hair long. Yeah. Look
at that badass. That's crazy. Yeah,
dude. Hollywood right there. Look at
you. Look at you, Hollywood. Yeah.
Back in the day.
Just like tease it a little bit, right?
Being a hippie.
Oh, wait. Yeah, I had my hippie phase in
high school. I think you just like a
flower and you punk punk rock hippie. We
were punk rock and hippie like hang out
with the same people. Nico Bellic. Kobe
Meyers. Who are these guys? Nico
Bellic's from uh Grand Theft Auto 3, I
believe.
Nicole. Yo, he looks
hard. That's
So, a grateful dead pen. So, there's a
skeleton on a bicycle.
Oh,
nice.
Oh man, Chicago cucks ass. I just
watched Little Nikki the other
night that like that one dude that like
talks like Little Nikki. Did you just
say Little Nikki?
Nah,
you know they're doing a second Little
Nikki. I just watched that movie the
other night.
I don't think I ever watched that movie
all the way through.
Then they're also doing a second little
Mickey. Yeah.
At the end and he bites the guy's head
off.
No, it's a good movie. There's a lot of
good good moments in it. It's funny.
Yeah. Yeah. I can't wait. I probably
could enjoy it nowadays.
Daddy, the two guys gay guys,
you know, there's like two his two his
friends, the gay dudes and Big
Daddy.
Um like they were they're the same as
like the two like metal heads from
Little Nikki.
Yeah.
Same people, the same actors. A lot of
those like Yeah, they like remember
their name, but I think they're cool.
Yeah. I wonder if they're actually gay
though.
I don't know. Not really. One of the
metal head goes off, dude. All all
thespians are a little gay. I mean,
right?
I think everybody like stage actors,
right? Everybody's a little gay. Yeah.
They have right the Kenzie scale, right?
That whole idea.
There's like two spectrums, right? Like
totally gay. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.
Yeah. And then like straight and then
there's and then everybody somewhere in
the middle, you know,
right in the middle of these cheeks.
Yeah. Cuz one of the punk rockers from
Little Nikki, he's also the daddy in
Happy Gilmore.
Yeah. Yeah.
Yeah. And uh Chubs actually makes an
appearance too in heaven. He becomes the
Mambbo teacher. He's the Mambbo teacher
in heaven and he teach like he's the
Mambbo instructor. Little Nikki's mom.
She's like Reese Witherspoon. Like
remember at the end school they're all
like like fluffy angels and they're all
like super like just like oh my god like
I totally love you. Oh my god this is so
weird. Right. They're just like ah like
screaming like you're doing a giant like
hug, you know? I don't know.
And then and then yeah, I don't know. It
was cool. I like the way they they
uh kind of sort of interpreted it or
whatever. Re was like the perfect
character to play play that role. You
know what I mean? I don't know. She's a
great actress. I'm totally stoned right
now. Yeah, me too, dude. Like I'm still
stoned. I ate some can of butter butter
like hours ago. I passed out. I
woke up. Everybody had gone to bed. I
was like, "What the fuck?" Yeah. I had
some brownies and I was going to do it
and I was like, "Fuck, dude. I just
wanted to get high already." And then I
passed out.
The brownies didn't happen. The edibles
take a second to kick in. Yeah.
Man, it was a good nap though. I feel
like well
rested.
So that's good. I love those. Especially
like when I wake up and I wake up and
it's like 8 and it's like 8 in at night
and I just slept all day and I have work
in the morning.
The shift I like their shift.
Yeah, their shift hours are like my my
hours.
Mine
second and third.
I don't mind second shift. Let me see.
Let me
see. Two, three, four. Yeah, but the
whole afternoon and all of your night
and you have to go home and go to sleep
because in the morning you have to wake
up and get the stuff that you need
before you have to go to work because
like it's like it's like a really
difficult like it seems just stressful.
Whoa, look at those veins in my
forehead, y'all. Whoa.
I got a W on my forehead like like Harry
Potter or something.
Look, it's a four, dude. I got a
four on my forehead, dude. Looks like
Tell me that's not a four.
It looks Look, it's the I and the V. Oh,
yeah. Or it could be a W, right? Yeah.
Something.
It's wild.
So, I'm check my I should probably check
my blood
pressure. No, I'm just kidding. I feel
fine. Getting high though makes your
your heart pump faster. So, you know,
that's true. It does. Your heart rate.
Yeah. Goes up, man. You know how long it
takes to do like the little micro
braids, dude? But they last forever,
dude. They do like micro braids and like
split them up. Nice, Amanda. Like super
super tiny.
Yeah.
All the trolls have to sub now. That's
the best way to do the the chat like
that.
It detours. I mean, there's like
different theories on like how to deal
with trolls, right? So, like I'm like I
think both works a little bit. Like a
little bit you got to starve them, but
at the same time like don't tolerate the
and shenanigans. You
know what I mean? Um, but as far as
moderating for someone else's channel,
it's definitely their rules. You know,
whatever their rules are,
but usually what I figured out with
don't engage them. They'll get tired and
they'll leave.
Mhm.
Yep. Don't give them the attention.
So this is like So I only really have
half of my hair. I usually take all this
down to like a zero, you know. Oh yeah.
So yeah. So I'll just I might just cut
it all short and look weird or
something. But yeah, LBG the long bang
gang.
That's
crazy. That's super crazy.
Oh, his hair almost looks like do I'll
do like I'll do
your hair reminds me of Troy Palamala.
Oh, who's that?
Uh, he was a football player for the
Steelers. I believe he was a linebacker.
That's
I'm not I'm not really built like a
linebacker. A weak ass linebacker.
He's He's sturdy. He He always played
with long hair.
Yeah. My daughter's boyfriend said he
has to cut his hair so he can wear a
helmet.
And I'm like, why why the does he
have to cut his hair for football? Like
I'm like, you don't have to cut your
hair for football. I was like kind of
track was trying to talk him into
getting a haircut cuz he got like
moderately long hair, you know, like
it's like just to
Yeah. Like the NFL tried that. They shut
down same They shut that down real
quick. I was like, "Dude, no. People
were dreads and all kinds of you
know, make it fit." And I told her it
was no problem. They just wanted to see
me cut my hair. That's all it was.
That's what I think his grandma. Like I
walked in there the first year,
dude. I was like, you have to cut it. No
one thought in a million I would pick
the varsity team, dude. They all looked
at me like I was joking.
They looked at me like I was like like I
was joking and and didn't really
think that I was going to stick it
through to the to the end. I
totally did make the team. I I can I can
catch
n 10 times.
Yeah.
Yeah, the NFL was saying, "Oh, because
somebody could grab their hair and rip
their helmet off that way."
That's stupid. Yeah. Okay. All right.
Yeah. And then a bunch of players are
like, "We're not cut." Covers like
everything right?
Yeah. Bunch of players like, "Nope,
we're not cutting our hair."
So then they just like, "You know what?
Screw it. We're not even going to
enforce it.
Yeah, that's what I think like my my
daughter's boyfriend's grandma is trying
to talk him into cutting his hair. She's
been trying to and like he's bummed. He
doesn't want to cut it. It's like his
hair is like I don't know kind of almost
like a long bull cut, but he's got curly
hair. Like super like ringlet curly
blonde hair. naturally blonde hair and
like they want to have him cut it all
off like a buzz cut and like I'm all for
people's hair's rights. Like everybody
should be able to do their hair how they
feel, you know? Like I don't think like
you should have to do your hair a
certain way for a job or any
like it's 2025. Come on. We're supposed
to have flying cars and by now. You
can't have your hair colors. like give
me a break. So, but it is more
widely accepted now, you know? So,
so we don't have we don't have flying
cars. People like me exist. Is that what
you're saying?
Like it, right? Sorry, dude. I'm like a
caveman, dude. I'm like a
caveman, dude. Like, I operate like I
just Now you're like psychedelics and
lights dude.
I'm like right after Y2K, dude. Like
because I thought there were two
patents. How old are you?
38.
38. Okay. Just a little bit younger than
me.
Yeah, cuz I thought there were a couple
patents and
uh applications the FAA for flying cars.
That's funny. Yeah, dude. They've got
they got so many patents, it's
ridiculous, dude. And then it's like
some of it's not even discovered, but
they have the patent of like the
possibility of it being discovered
because it's an idea or whatever. So, if
you figure out a way they own that idea,
so you have to pay them. Like that's
stupid.
It's like a broad scope to like some
broad scope of like some industry they
have patent on. Yeah.
Steven Amanda has naturally curly hair.
Yeah, my daughter's hair is naturally
curly, too. Oh, I did.
It's like a mixed texture though. Like
she has like ringlet curls, but then she
also has like wavy hair, like beachy
kind of wavy hair.
So, I'm the only person in my family
with straight
hair. I don't know where the that
came from,
but I like it. I love having straight
hair,
man. Makes like styling it easy, you
know? Yeah, me too. Can do whatever I
want with it. I do like curly hair on
other people.
I like everybody's different like hairs.
Like, it's that's a nice variety, you
know?
It was hard with my daughter's hair,
like when she was little, you know, to
like get her to understand taking care
of her curls and So, but she's got
it down
now. 15.
So, she's going to be 16 this year. It's
crazy.
She gonna get a driver's license and
drive me around everywhere. That's
what's
up.
Man, anybody else there? Is it just me
and me and Dustin?
Yeah, I'm just going to do three. Do
these this one and probably take Do you
always have your hair braided like that?
Um I don't know. I like to cuz I get it
out of the way. I don't have to
worry about it. But yeah, not always. I
I have it tied back a lot too.
Yeah,
I know. I'll I'm just like once I get
sick of it, it's going to get long
enough and I I'm just going to cut it
all off. Oh, no. I'm going to get myself
till October. I think October this year.
I might cut it
all.
October. That's a while away. It'll be
here before you know
it. Time has a way of doing that
Man, know I thought by now we'd have
highways with rubber tires and
mattresses. Rubber baby buggy
bumpers. Oh my god, this is so
Right. We do need a better like
infrastructure for like traveling
um
in densely populated but wide ranging
cities. You know what I mean?
Yeah. Riding in cars with
just just so you can get your home.
What' you say?
Or now enter analogy here.
Is that a synonym? It's a
synonym because it's synonymous with
what I'm saying. Okay. Oh my god.
It shouldn't take too much longer.
Um, take a
hand. See, not bad. I'm thinning out at
the top like up here. But, uh, you know,
that's just that's just natural. It
happens. So, yeah,
that's what sold one day.
Canada
dry. But if you part it in the middle,
see, you get away with it longer because
it covers that area.
I mean, yeah, actually, yeah. Yeah,
totally. But remember, I only had half
of like some of my hair, you know, like
there's all this stuff back here, too.
If I grow that out, which I used to have
it growing out like
that. Yeah. That's the way I feel about
long hair, too. Like, I hate it when it
hits my neck. Like that's about pretty
much all I can stand.
And like I think it was 2007 when I came
to terms with that. But I still keep
trying to grow it out. Like last time I
tried to grow it out um was when I ended
up in the hospital with my neck
So then I had a neck brace on for
like a month. So
yeah. Wait, is this is this you Summer?
Is it you? Is this you Summer talking or
is this Marcy? No, it's Mercy. Mercy.
Oh, okay. Okay. Okay. Yeah, that's what
I thought because there for a second it
sounded like
Summer of I mean Summer's allegedly up
here. Yeah. In my honest opinion, Marcy,
you look a lot better from when I first
met you. Hell yeah.
Hell yeah. I had a dislocated
and broken neck, dude. Like my neck was
like I had my like head on my shoulder
like it was so painful that I know
that's like man I broke my spine in six
places.
Yeah. My whole neck got rebuilt like I
ended up like losing feeling in my hands
and then like physical therapy whatever
whatever you learned in physical
therapy. Oh yeah. Whatever you learn in
physical therapy, just start doing it. I
was in physical therapy at the
rehabilitation hospital for three weeks
before I even came home. So, but like
the cold weather and like it makes
it harder.
Yeah,
I'm doing pretty good. I mean, I don't
have to walk with a cane at the time or
like
using but I had to relearn how to walk
and all that was wild
and it was sketchy there for trying to
walk.
Yeah. Yeah. It was wild, man. But yeah,
I'm glad I got my Medicaid back. So
that's going to help take care of those
bills that I have. So good. It's really
good. Get that college scholarship.
Dude, I thought I was going to have to
file for bankruptcy. Like I was like,
dude, I'm going to have to like file for
bankruptcy and, you know, to make sure
that I can keep the family's property.
Oh my god. you know, cuz I have
$200,000 in medical bills, you know? I
was like, "What the fuck?" Like, they'll
take the property just to cover that
bill and then split the
difference on what they sell it as,
right? I was going to say, "All right,
that shit." So, I was like I was
ready to I don't even know go out and
get credit cards and
if I have to I was like if I have to
file for bankruptcy like might as well
but you know just threaten that.
It's nice because the social worker like
I I talked to the manager at the office
here and uh showed her all the bills
that I had like I had it all uploaded
into the system already. So, but the
other worker like wasn't even looking at
any of the information. So, it was like
it was pointless to even try and talk to
that other But
yeah, thank God, man. Medical
one incident like you know
another social worker
like she just me around for
months last year and it ended up me in
the hospital like not being able to walk
and you know, cuz I couldn't I
kept losing my Medicaid and I couldn't
afford to pay for the that I
already had planned out, you know like
the medical stuff that I already like
monthly deal with and you know.
So, check this out. I'm going to read
some lyrics here. I'm going to read
these lyrics. I'm going to read some
lyrics. Here we go. Nailed my head.
this. I don't need your All the
lies and deceit and arrogance. Talking
like my life is some kind of game.
Like you know. Like you
know me. Just go far away and be small.
Run far away and be small. Go in a hole
and be small. Thorns, spinners pushing
under my skin. They want in sharpened
tongue to to penetrate me. Wait, hang
on. There's more. If you really think
what you got, what it takes to be me.
Walk a mile in the skin of a headcase
mental being. So you want a piece of the
life that belongs to me. We'll make it
caught off the line and take a deep look
inside of the freak that is me. Put it
down
like under. Put it down one time.
Put it down. I love that song. It was
like a get up and go song. I ain't got I
ain't got the I ain't got the hoes if I
ain't got the hoes if you try.
Sipping purple. Sipping purple like it's
drank.
Hey, what you what you got to say? Say
put it down. One time.
I am an ogre.
An ogre.
One time for your mind. Oh
Paging Dr. Scaffle Does
anybody know why uh Alexander is not
here? Did he get kicked out? No.
Alexing Dr. Scaffle.
I haven't seen Alexander like
reacting. But
might be time to put him on a milk
carton.
Who? They still do that?
I don't know. No, I don't think so. I
doubt it. They don't have milk cards
that much anymore really. You know, in
Mexico, they have bags. They don't care.
Uh, we got bags. We got cell phones,
internet, and social media. It's the new
milk cartons, right?
Basically, somebody probably already has
that like
on their Instagram. You got that handle
already bro.
Instagram.
Instagram.
Instagram. Yeah. I quit Facebook like in
2016 when I didn't want to hate
everybody I knew. I was like, "God, I
know someone ignorant motherfucker."
Yeah, it has mindblowing doing that.
It has a way of doing that for sure. I
agree.
like there's some people I just go on
there and just like
all my like messenger friends all my
friends on Messenger I'll find some
random thing and just like select all
like random friends that on my messenger
list and you know see get see what I get
back every now and then
I would Facebook if I could get a hold
of one of my friends other ways,
but it's like I don't really care more.
Yeah.
After the whole 2016 Donald Trump
Hillary Clinton isn't
it?
Yeah basically.
I mean, yeah, that's exactly trying to
get everybody to film in It's
the same thing.
It's like Tik Tok. I don't know. Um I
don't have an Instagram yet, but I I'm
probably going to be forced to get one
at some point, but I don't
know. I want to start it from a a
decent it. Uh I want to create a good uh
foundation before I start anything like
that. Like this. Yeah, it all depends on
how you want to take it slow. I want to
take you home and watch the world
explode from underneath your glow. I
want to watch the
way you creep across my
skull. You slowly
enter cuz you know my room.
And then you crawl your knees off before
you shake my tomb. I want to watch you
close. I need to see for show. And then
the tape is on. Do you think we Who do
you think we could show? I want to watch
the
way. You creep across my
skull. You slowly enter cuz you know my
room. And then you crawl your knees off
and then you shake my
tomb. I like that song.
Did you write that? No, that's the death
tones. You've you've seen the butcher by
death.
I love it, dude. The death sounds are
awesome. They have like subliminal
messages in their music. I think, you
know, same thing with Mud Music is like
that, right? You're right. You're you're
absolutely right. You're right. No,
because it all speaks to us certain
differently because like I mean like the
L50 like there's like there's a couple
of voices that like totally just like
you know
like you know it's like tear you you
know tear
lyrics and ways you know sing yeah
definitely the guy the guy China Mareno
then Chad from Mud Van uh and then
Um, oh yeah, the mayor Keenan from
um from Tulle and Perfect Circle. Yeah,
I don't really like a Perfect Circle,
but I should say tool cuz Yeah, like
those always. Oh man, I like some
Perfect Circle
back in the days. Oh
man, 81. Factory 81. Dude, that's that
band. That guy had like I listen to
hiphop and rap music more than anything
though. Like that's what I love. That's
where my heart is. Yeah, my brother did
too. I went to the Art of Rap tour back
in like I don't know like 2010 or nine
or there was like 10 or 11 or something
and we went to it was like Ice Tea and
like Naughty by Nature was there.
Crucial Conflict. Little John.
Just kidding.
Yeah. MMD
icy. It's crazy.
Scorpio Scorpio.
Walk around here.
Dude, tickets are like $7, dude. This is
insane. We're gonna see War this summer,
too. War is playing in like
Neighborville like so. I don't know.
Wow. They're still around. See them
again? That was cool. They got be like
in their 80s, right?
Yeah, at least at least one of them is.
I know that black dude's still like
kicking, you know, and he Yeah, I know.
Because they were like my dad. He's
really cool. My dad's birthday just
passed. Ruby, man. He's like He would
have been 82. That blows my mind.
My dad were still alive. He was 82.
He didn't make it past 59, man. Rocked
out though. Dad is
blue. Definitely.
What the time is it even right now?
I like to think we're all just at like
4:08 a.m. It's morning here in Chicago.
2:08. 2:08 in Kelly.
All right. Where are you? Weer
think he said Chicago so he'd be on the
same time.
Chicago. Wait, where's Mr. Mike? He's
from Chicago, too, isn't he? Yeah.
Where's he? Um, I don't know. Where's
Theo been, too? Theo is like he worries
me with his health and Where are
you, Theo? Are you lurking somewhere?
Are you watching,
Theo? Check in.
Yo, check in. Alex, you check in, too.
It's been a few days.
Yeah, that's crazy.
These So, these this deck this deck I
had a I had a I wrapped in rubber bands,
but this deck always cuts the rubber
band. All the other ones are still are
still Huh. like you know. But every
single time I tie this one, the
rubber band snaps every single time.
That's trippy. I never had my cards
reading as soon as they like opened the
box like oh I've never had my cards
read. They don't like
being these cards don't like
No. No. Let me see. There's You want to
give me a reading? There's six people in
the chat. There's six people on the
panel. So I'll just pull one for
everyone.
I'm doing every like there's six people.
So I'll
be with Summer and then Summer Psyche
Canada then uh the KS4 left whatever and
then me and then Marcy Mhm.
Let's
go. Yeah, we do
that. Oh
All right. All right. Y'all can hear me,
right?
Yeah.
Okay, I'll take
these. Okay.
So
summer
psyche
sask that I'm just going to call you
Katie
and for me.
Okay. Good. All right. And
Marcy, now we're going to start with
summer. Okay. All
right.
Summer is the is
the this is taking a leap of faith,
stepping into a new direction. This is
like starting something new. Uh going
off into, you know, ready ready to
to like, you know, a new a new thing
like you know, you're Yeah.
That's that's good. It's like pretty
much the you're start you're starting a
new thing. You're starting something
new. I don't know if it's a rel like a
relationship, a job, a new way of
thinking or new. Just something that
you're starting new that you haven't
done before or that you you know I don't
know. It's just like a new way of new
way of thinking probably that you kind
of
get. Um
psyche. psyche. Of course, he has the
two of cups. The two of cups is like
this is getting together. This is is
like um union, right? So, like a
writer the way the he's the there pretty
much that is, you know, creating the
space for us to have this connection,
right? Uh
Sask Page of Pentacles. Okay. So if this
is you, if this is you, this is you
coming in offering. You have like a like
an like something to offer, something to
bring, you know, like you know, I see
like like you know, some materiality
like something to bring to the table,
right? Or this could be like an
opportunity for you coming in like a new
a new financial or new like you know
material opportunity is is coming is
presenting itself. could be in this form
of a person, okay, earth sign or it
could be in the form of like
a energy or whatever,
right? Like
finances. This is this is good news. You
know, pages are good. You
know they're
steadfast. Um KD. All
right. Uh I don't know. I don't know if
you can hear me though. Um but your card
is the tower.
The tower is basically like
uh like some you know something that
you've built could be like a frame of
thought or you know something like that
you've built you know um pretty much get
struck by lightning and it all comes
crumbling down right and it's they're
usually not comfortable moments you know
the tower moments you know but they do
happen and a lot of the times they are
necessary it provides us with the
ability to like create a new um you know
a new beginning with like a more
fortified and more stable foundation. So
you know what I mean? So um it's it's
like a pretty much painful ending or an
abrupt ending. A quick something quick
is changing but it's like a major change
and it's happening fast. Um but that
that would be the tower
situation associated with Saturn's
return kind of stuff but I don't know.
I'm not I wouldn't I wouldn't know him
necessarily. My
card my card is the moon. Okay. Uh I'm
getting cancer energy, right? Uh the
moon. I'm a cancer. Actually, I'm a
cancer moon, believe it or not. Or
cancer rising. Um Libra moon. We just
had a Libra moon, did we not?
Cool. So, yeah, the moon. I see this is
like you know this is like intuition you
know this is like
uh you know uncertainty you know but I
see I see just these I just see
illumination in the darkness because the
moon reflects this the light from the
sun you know and if my sun signs in if
my ascendant side would be cancer you
know it's like the moon's just
reflecting the light from the sun so I
have sight in both like darkness and and
like you know and it's like uh they say
that lobsters mate for life you know and
so there's like a lobster going on like
his journey to like maybe find that
other lobster
person and here we go. Um,
Marcy, Marcy, it looks like you might
have like a like an ex or someone from
the past or someone coming in that
you've known or someone coming in maybe
uh to off to to give you an apology or
come in almost with an apology, but like
you know a love offer, a proper like
love offer sort of speak, you know. But
like I feel like with the the Knight of
the Knight of Cups, um, they're kind of
like they're emotional, right? They're
they're very emotional and um you know
they they take they like to take actions
on their emotions and you know sometimes
they could be a little bit hasty and
like not not
um not I guess like too fast you know
basically you know like so like he might
be like I said this might be a person
from the past coming in with like an
apology but it's also like with a love
offer or it could be someone coming in
with like this
potential this this offer But it might
come like in a form of an apology
basically. Interesting. This could also
be you moving forward or taking move
taking um taking action like moving
forward on
like like when it comes to nurturing
your emotional state or your
like your feelings or whatever.
Interesting. That's weird.
I mean, the tower makes sense with
what's going on next month.
Yeah. What's What's going on next month?
A trial. They're declaring martial law.
I'm just kidding. No, there's a trial.
Trial. Sorry, I'm just joking.
For somebody that What kind of trial? my
um against somebody that did something
to my daughter.
Oh, no. Seriously? Yeah. that. I'm
sorry. Say no more. I you know, but the
tower makes sense because
it's so disgusting. This is This
is This is you standing your ground.
This is you defending. This is a defense
card. This is like self-defense. You're
standing your ground on this. like you
know your tower is coming down. the
tower's coming down, but like you might
be the one bringing the tower like
you're hold standing your ground on this
like you know he's lucky you're a lawful
man like a lawabiding moon right? Yeah.
Yeah. You know
um the fool the fool uh summer is is
would be like eight of swords. This is
like maybe like in like in your head
about something in a mental trap. Maybe
not like not taking that leap of faith
or not taking that opportunity or
something that that's presenting itself
so that you could start something. Okay.
Maybe uh kind of feeling in your mind
about like you know about there's there
pretty much like you're your your
brain's giving you like obstacles to to
conquest because you know it can never
be just that easy, right? You know, so
those swords represent like those like
obstacles that your brain placed in for
you for like to get in the way of your,
you know, like what you want to do, like
truly want to do.
Um, yeah. Okay. So, psyche psyche would
be king of pentacles, right? So, psyche
is the two of cups and then the king of
pentacles. This is this is him, right?
Pentacles. That's uh that's Capricorn
energy. So that's the king of pentacles,
right? Like he's he's he's on he's on
top of his right? He rules his
kingdom, you know, and um he and he's
providing a place, you know, so like he
can oversee, you know, the you know,
people getting together, connecting
people, you know, I
mean, so guys can like play with their
snakes. Just seeing if you're listening.
Guys, playing with your This this Knight
of Cups, Marcy, this this this Knight of
Cups coming in looks like he's uh he did
he's changed. He's like he's upgraded.
This person's up. This is your energy.
Okay. He's coming in with an apology
saying, "I'm sorry." you know, like, but
this is someone that is like emotionally
responsible or responsible for like his
emotions and takes responsibility for
his feelings and and like pretty much
stands up for his, you know, look, he's
got a cup for you and a cup for him. He
said "Let's
let's let's drink
boo." But I mean, it might be kind of
like that. So, I don't know. I would be
careful because they are very intuitive
and they have like, you know, maybe
But maybe be yeah maybe like he might be
like he's intuitive and could be
possibly manipulative you know like the
king of cups tend to be that way
sometimes. So like um but yeah like I I
don't see anything wrong with it, you
know, as long as you know like him cuz
like he's coming in saying I'm sorry
babe but it look like he's the king of
cups. So interesting.
Just be careful. Like I said it could
just be manipulative. Oh yeah. Yeah.
people. Sass got his eye on a
lady. It looks like Oh Sass got
his eye. Don't say anything. Sass. Who
is that? I bet you that's Is this SAS?
Is this Is this Are you Are you I'm
totally
kidding. I'm totally kidding. Look,
there's her cat right there. No, I'm
just kidding. Uh look. And you're like,
you're like, "Oh my god, dude." Okay,
don't take any of this offense. I'm just
doing this for entertainment purposes.
You're like, "Hey, Vita, what's up?
Look, check this out." And Vita's like,
"Yeah, that's a pretty nice pentacle."
Okay. Yeah, I'm checking that out. Yeah.
And you're like, "You mind if I come
over and show you this pentacle closer?"
And she's like, "Let me think about it.
Maybe I'm live in Psyche's channel." And
you're like, "All right, I'm there." So,
pull the next card. But then you're
like, I may got to take a you're taking
a second to maybe look at this from a
different perspective. So, like you hang
up and in between your lives, you're
just like, hm, do I really want to make
this commitment? I mean, I live really
far. She's really far. Like, how real
can I actually, you know? So, you you
just kind of ponder on that where you're
like hanging upside down in bed. I don't
know because that's what people do. And
no one sorry. Oh, yeah. Look, Ace of
Wands. I'm not even gonna say what I
think that means, but
whatever. Back to uh back to the panel.
I hope y'all enjoyed that. That was fun.
Just put everybody asleep. And that's
how you do it,
folks. Now I can be like a secret agent
man. secret.
Oh man, I hope I don't catch that cold
just going in my room.
But sucks. I hope I don't
get I mean I was coffee earlier but like
that's cuz I just
we Yeah, that'll do that
too. That's like one of the like main
deterrents for me smoking weed and like
choosing
edibles is like the
Yeah. the smoke like bothering Yeah. I
just don't like like
I mean I smoke cigarettes and but
like it's different. They put rocket
fuel so it's smooth
but
they're like chemical tailored to like
smooth. It's like the perfect mixture of
deadly chemicals.
But I think it's cuz bong loss
like stay heavy in the bong loads when I
smoke weed.
So, but yeah, definitely choose edibles
over any kind of ingestion of any
marijuana.
Yeah, I like uh I like uh I like making
my own stuff. Like my friend Lindsay
used to work for the medical marijuana
research place like for Illinois and so
they would deliver her recipes. So bake
cookies because like there's a people
like in her like little there's people
that like needed medical marijuana like
cancer people and stuff. So they gave
her recipes and and ingredients like
hash like hash and like ginger snap
recipes and they gave her this
really badass one where they like little
silver dollar size like ginger snap hash
cookies but they were like soft and
chewy and like quartered and so like
yeah if you ate one one's good you
couldn't eat two like you know they
prescribe these people like to cancer
patients and stuff so those uh those
that recipe was probably the best ones I
ever had. Yes. For medicinal
right? Yeah.
That's awesome. Yeah, that's really
cool.
It's good that now like it's so almost
lethal that like they have like a lot of
that research has been going on for the
last 20 years or so, you know? So, cuz
it was very limited research on on
marijuana and like long-term use or
pregnancy or you know like all those
things that wrapped around with it that
you would do normally in a healthc care
study, right? For any medication. So,
it's like,
hey, you want to go to bed? We can we
can let you we can let you sleep.
Yeah, I know. I got in here late. So,
did SAS jump down? I wasn't paying
attention.
I'll catch you all later.
Yeah, I'm I'm a jet, too. We'll let
Psyche go to sleep.
Good night. Sleep tight. Stay free.
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