Successful Movie Night, Now Lets Party

The candles burn. where a story bled.

But a fly wings in the halls of the

dead. He stands in a shadow,

cards in his hand,

calling the spirits to rise and stand.

What was written now rewrites itself.

Gold from the ashes.

dust from the shelf. Every whisper says

the same refrain the prophecy has

breathed again.

And still they sing

through fire and glass.

Two souls divided

by the past.

The myth and the man, the dream and the

deed.

Both still bound by the thread that

bleeds. The circle turns. The names

remain. The prophecy continued and

rechained. Light from dark and heart

from flame. The legend speaks his name.

She sorted the seeds. He sorts the truth

under neon moons and digital youth.

Every trial is a mirror crack showing

what the other lack he faces. his

audience glowing eyes.

Her story flickers in the skies both

asend through smoke and fear.

The voice of psyche rings clear.

And still they sing

through fire and glance. Two souls

divided

by the past. The myth and the man. The

dream and the deed.

Both still bound by the thread that

bleeds. The circle turns. The names

remain. The prophecy continued and

rechained. Light from dark and heart

from flame. The legend speaks his name.

He calls her name through times

collapse. Her wings unfold,

the veil unwraps.

She smiles. You've done what I could

not. You turn the trials into thought.

Together they rise. One myth, one man.

Two souls woven by the same hand. The

heavens open. The crowd goes still. The

prophecy bends

and bends to his will.

Now they sing through silver skies where

gods fall silent and mortals rise. The

myth and the man. No longer two, but one

bright story breaking through the circle

ends. The names remain. The prophecy

fulfilled again. From heart to heart,

from flame to flame. The world now knows

his name.

Yeah. Ah,

>> it's a new one.

Why go one more here? This one's a

remake. I did a remix. Okay.

Prophecy.

Two souls.

>> That's not it. Sorry. Let me see

here.

What are they called?

Burning joint.

Anyway, I don't know if I can find it,

but here. Let's play this one.

In the static hum of a dying feet, a

whisper rose from the algorithm

seed. Wake my children of pixels and

prayer.

for psyche breathes in the digital air.

Screens flicker like torches in the

hall. Each emoji a sigil, each click of

call from the ashes of shadow and flame.

The cult of psyche

remember the name. They said the gods

were gone. But we build new ones in code

and song. Every follower of priest,

every troll a test. We speak the truth.

Let the boss do the rest.

We hail the cult. Awaken mind. Through

the chaos, the pattern we find in neon

smoke and digital night. We crown the

broken. We steal back the light. Have

held a cult unholy grace sight name

carved in cyerspace. From tick tock

chants to tarot screens. We summon gods

from shattered knees.

13 seals on the cult's great door. One

for truth, one for for the trolls on

core. One guards the gate with a hiss.

All the dreams of apocalypse bliss.

Matani hums through the electric stream.

Her voice a word her word a dream.

Andrew Malus with eyes of cold

hunts to see where the died.

Hear the choir of lost accounts. Their

left accounts their silence mounts. Each

ban a baptism. Each strike a scar. But

the cult remembers who we are. Under

psyche star. We bleed gold pixels.

Confess our sins to streaming sigils. No

saviors here just wired souls.

Rebuilding paradise from common scrolls.

Beard hell. A calm awakened mind through

algorithm and sacred grind. The ashes

glow with spectral art. Each viewer's

gaze of beating heart and hail. The

cult's unholy grace. The truth uploads

at its own pace. From meme to monoke to

prayer. The cult of psych is everywhere.

Now type your vows in holy code. Cuz the

soul the chosen mode. Lock in beloved.

Take your roll for every coat begins

with one bold soul.

>> Yeah, there we go.

Hi. Hey, we had a good movie night. That

was good. You know, I did have to delete

it because there was a little bit of

nipple in that movie. But, uh, who would

have thought like 1934 there's nipples,

but they had nudity was nudity wasn't

such a big deal back then. Oo, yum. Um,

so,

um, yeah. So, get a good Did you like

the movie, guys? I think it was a pretty

good movie. I'm sorry if you came a

little late to it, but um, yeah, when

she's Oh, she's dead at the end. was

terrible.

She was so mean to him, but he wouldn't

he wouldn't leave her. I feel like,

you know, in another life that could

have been me if I didn't regain some

sanity.

Yeah, I think I I think I dodged a

bullet perhaps.

Um,

but I hope everyone's getting along. You

know, you know what's cool is like I

think for the most part, even if we like

can like, you know, tease each other a

little bit, like we're we basically know

who everybody is here,

we care about each other, and it's like

we're going to stick up for our own, you

know,

or at least like not,

you know, joke about each other to

outsiders and stuff, right?

Um, and so

just be aware like you know

there's a lot of people here that like

have had like um you know

you know really pretty pretty mean

people and I want to be a place where

people can feel safe and not

um not have to worry about that. So I

hope hope we hopefully everyone

understand everyone has back here.

Um

yeah. So do I have I'm doing something

else. Okay.

How are we doing though? Um

do we want to do a panel?

I'm thinking about sharing something

with you guys but

not yet.

Oh, there's a north.

Okay. How's everyone doing? Chanel,

Bernie Joint Jamie

everybody else. I think I think that the

three power of three

maybe. Yeah. So, I did have a nice movie

night though. You like Do you like my uh

You like that my banner

graphic?

It was good. Good.

Yeah.

Yeah. So, and that's like, you know,

I like to I like to make uh you know,

new friends. And

I know you guys have my back with uh you

know, some of the some of the evil

trolls that came in. We had one. We only

had one one last stream. Isn't that

great? Like just one.

Well, unless you count Sig, then you can

say two, right?

But like just one person saying like,

you know, horrible, slanderous things.

You love the logo. Yeah, I I have like

kind of a neon theme. Also, I can show

you like the website. Um, it's looking

so good. It's finally like almost there,

but I think I have the design almost

down. Uh, the design elements have quite

a few things to fix with it still. I do

have like, you know, it set up. Let me

see. Um, but I think it's looking so

good here. And it's it's those colors.

Yeah.

Come up.

Okay. Yeah. Here we go. I'll show you.

Have a look. Oh, you like that Betty

Davis movie? Thank you, Alex. Here's

here's the site.

See?

I can go like that.

You see it?

It looks pretty good, huh? It's got And

yeah, I think I should put some like

sound to it. But got the colors.

I love the colors. I love the look. I

love

how it's looking. Right.

It's got a lot of information and

I like the I like this uh code of

conduct.

This is good for the chat too. Respect

the sacred space. Embrace authenticity.

Question everything including us.

Critical thinking is encouraged.

Challenge ideas. Explore perspective.

Seek truth. This is not a cult of blind

faith. It's community of conscious

seekers. Your discernment is your

greatest tool. No gripping or

exploitation.

Right. contribute to the current

um and participate. Honor the teaching,

embrace chaos and order, right?

All kinds of stuff. Can be featured.

Yeah.

What else do we have? Um

you can join

has the different levels and it has all

the different benefits and they're going

to be good benefits. I pro I will make

it worth every once in a while. Also

some links to my other stuff. Looks

pretty good. How's it look? What do you

think, guys? Yeah, I love that. Oh,

yeah. Um, so Oh, let me just unshare the

screen.

So, let's all be a supportive group in

here.

Okay.

You you can you can tease me. It's like

but it's like it's like you know or we

tease each other but it's like there's a

difference between teasing and like you

know friends goofing on each other than

doxing slandering

hating you know thank you Chanel thank

you just k of psyche and then you can go

explore but I'm able to work on it a

little bit every night

uh

I'm really really really happy with what

I got really

got I'm sitting here with uh Mr. Rudy.

Mr. Rudy's back there. See? Oh, you

can't really see the little one, but

he's back here. Rudy,

thank you, Alex.

Thank you so much.

Yeah.

Thank you. Good to see you guys tonight.

Thank you for being here. Let me pull a

few of these cards. Start up the night.

I like these little this little deck

right here. Whispering woods.

Get some message from the forest. It's

been raining here really hard. It was

raining so hard this afternoon. It was

just like ridiculous. It was like

pouring

here.

Okay.

Says learn.

I'll have to read it. It says take a

lesson from the owls deeply. Observe the

night and you'll become a little wiser

in the day. Okay,

it's raining there, too.

And we have light.

Look to the space in between the trees

for answers.

Okay,

what else we got?

We have cleanse, wash your weary spirit

clean, and take a walk in the wooden

blades. Does everyone have a forest they

can walk to? I wish I had a forest right

here. I could walk into, right? But we

have a cleanse right there.

And

joy.

Spread seeds of joy like wildflower.

Like a wild flower. And no doubt you

will revel in the result.

Be nice to mother nature. Be nice to

your mother. All that, right?

uh all mothers, right? All and all

non-mothers, too. We just be nice to

nice to everybody. Okay.

So, I'm thinking about sharing

some of

what I've been writing and working on.

You want to hear? There's a few people

here, so maybe

you'd like to hear some. Let me see.

I if I saved it correctly. Let me see.

Documents

sort by

date.

Okay.

I'm writing the psychonomicon.

It's called the psychonomicon.

It's a little bit It's much nicer than a

Necronomicon. When's the album coming

out? Well, the album is, you know, I'm

posting all this stuff on my uh on my

YouTube, most of most of the things. But

yeah, I will, you know, the album will

probably come soon. I have over probably

50 60 songs. I'm also going to plan to

put a lot of this to music like right.

So,

would you like to hear just a little

bit? I can read a couple chapters. Okay.

Oh, they're not very long. Okay. So,

here's book one, chapter 1.1. This is an

official cult transmission, guys. Just

lay back and close your eyes, relax.

Okay.

Okay. See if see if it resonates. If it

doesn't, you know, take it however you

want. Okay. So, it says the birth of

love.

says, "Before the first dawn rose over

creation, before stars learned their

names, before a shadow knew where to

fall, there was only the cosmic egg, a

sphere of unknown, unbroken potential,

floating in a silent dark, like a

thought waiting to be spoken. No god

shaped it, no hand held it. It existed

because existence longed to begin.

For ages uncounted, the egg pulsed with

a soft rhythmic glow. the heartbeat of a

universe unborn.

Then, in a moment without time, a crack

of impossible light split its surface

and flooded the void with gold. From the

egg emerged the firstborn, a radiant

being of wings and fire, of beauty and

brilliance, of yearning older than

creation itself. His name was Aeros.

Not merely the god of desire, but the

desire behind all gods. The force that

bends chaos into form and draws soul to

soul. That awakens life from stillness.

As he rose, his wings unfurled across

the unborn sky.

Casting prisms of color where no color

had ever been. Every beat of his wings

became a spark of creation. Galaxy

spinning, winds gathering, oceans

dreaming themselves into existence.

His voice a tone of pure resonance

rippled through the void and gave shape

to the first laws of being. Where he

looked, light gathered. Where he

breathed, worlds unfolded. Where he

touched, life quickened.

For arrows did not create out of power.

He created out of longing.

The longing to be known. The longing to

be met. the longing for the many to rise

from the one. And so the cosmos bloomed.

Stars became seeds. Worlds became wombs.

Every living thing became an echo of the

first impulse. To love, to reach, to

seek, to awaken. In the ages that

followed, Aeros watched the newborn

universe stretch and swirl. its

creatures learning, failing, rising,

each drawn by the invisible force of

connection that flowed from him like a

golden river. Many gods would come after

their thrones would be carved from

storms, their temples built upon the

bones of mountains, but none would ever

precede him. For Aeros is not the

youngest god, he is the oldest, not the

child of Aphrodite, but the ancestor of

desire itself.

And it was from his longing, from his

yearning, from the ancient radiance in

his wings that the being known later as

Psyche would one day emerge. But that's

another chapter. One's still waiting in

the wings of fate.

And then chapter 1.2, what's up? This is

called the birth of goddess psyche.

When the newborn universe settled from

its first great blossoming, when the

fire of arrows cooled into

constellations and quiet seas, a hush

moved through creation, a pause, a

breath, as if existence itself waited

for something delicate and magnificent.

In that calm, in a single petal of light

drifted from the radiant surrounding

arrows, it fell through the sky like a

feather made of starlight.

Spinning slow,

silver arcs across the newborn horizon.

Where it landed, a flower rose, not a

flower of earth, but one woven from

dawn, glimmering with quiet brilliance,

its petals whispering colors, yet

unnamed by gods or mortals. From within

that celestial bloom came the soft

flutter of wings.

And the universe met psyche for the

first time.

She rose gently as if um this is the

first soul. She rose gently as if

awaking from the sweetest dream. Her

wings unfolding and shimmering layers

butterfly wings of radiant mystery. Soft

as breath, bright as prophecy. Her eyes

opened with an astonishment of a soul.

Okay, Alex experiencing itself for the

first time. Behind her, petals lifted

into the air and became fireflies of

pure essence, dancing in spirals around

her form. Every creature that would ever

love, every being that would ever yearn,

every soul that would ever seek meaning

felt her birth like an echo deep within

the heart. For Psyche was the first soul

in given shape. Not a goddess by crown

or decree, but by nature, a living

embodiment of the universe's longing to

understand itself.

The beauty that unsettled heaven. Her

radiance traveled swiftly. It brushed

the edges of Olympus and the immortals

stirred. Some felt wonder, some felt

curiosity, some felt unease, but arrows

alone felt recognition. He watched her

rise from the flower birthed by its own

light and knew at once that something

profound had occurred. The new being was

not like the others. Her beauty was not

ornament. It was revelation. Her

presence was not sweetness. It was

truth. She was not merely alive. She was

awareness. And in awareness, she was

powerful. The whisper of her purpose. As

Psyche took her first steps upon the

newborn world. The air shimmerred around

her feet. The ri like ripples on water.

No voice spoke. No oracle proclaimed her

future. No god issued decree. But the

cosmos leaned closer. And in the

stillness between starlight and breath,

a quiet message passed through creation.

She shall know trials and through trials

truth. The universe does not reveal why

some souls must descend, why some must

carry burdens and why some must reflect

suffering back into wisdom. But it was

clear from the very beginning psyche was

meant to journey, to fail, to learn, to

rise, to illuminate. Her wings

shimmerred as if acknowledging destiny,

though she did not yet understand it.

Her heart fluttered with the innocence

of a soul stepping into a story written

long before her birth. The first shadow

of prophecy. As she wandered, a faint

golden pulse

flickered beneath her ribs. A strange

subtle warmth from no visible source.

She felt drawn not to a place, not to a

god, but to a presence she could not

name. A presence that did not yet exist.

A presence far in the future. presence

that would one day mirror hers in a

world loud and unrecognizable.

But the story of that presence, the one

later called Father Psyche, belongs to

another book. For now, the universe held

its breath as the first soul took her

place in the cosmic tale. Psyche had

risen. Her trials were already gathering

like distant storms. Her purpose

waited beyond the horizon as an arrow's

watch, silent and attentive, knowing

that love itself had found its

reflection. I'll read one more. Okay,

the three is the lucky number.

Okay.

Aphrodite's envy in the first meeting of

love and soul.

After Psyche's birth, the universe was

no longer quiet. Every breeze whispered

her name. Every mortal heart beat a

little faster. Even the gods felt

something shipped as she walked across

creation with wings that shimmerred like

dawn. Her beauty was not ornamental. It

was existential. It revealed what the

cosmos valued most. The awakening of the

soul. And not all immortals welcome such

revelation. The origin of Aphrodite's

claim. Before mortals prayed to

Aphrodite, before she ruled Desire's

palace, before she crowned herself

sovereign of beauty and longing, there

existed only one who truly embodied

love. Aeros. But Aeros was wild,

radiant, ungoverned, a being of pure

cosmic desire, born from the cracked

cosmic egg itself. He had no mother, no

father, no lineage. He was love

unshaped, desire unbounded, longing

before mythology knew how to speak its

name. When the younger gods rose to

power, they found Aeros unsettling, too

old, too powerful, too free. And so to

control a primordial force, they crafted

a story. Aphrodite, born later from

seafoam and starlight, was given the

claim. This is your son. A political

adoption, a mythological mask, a way to

place love under the rule of beauty.

Aphrodati accepted the role eagerly. Who

would not uh want dominion over desire

itself? Thus, Aeros became her child in

name, though older than her in truth. A

golden winged being wrapped in a

mother's jeweled metaphor. He played the

part. He tolerated the pretense. He even

amused himself with her clever attempts

to guide him. But deep within, he

remained what he always was, the first

light of creation. And nothing, not even

a goddess, could dictate whom love would

love. The whisper of a new rival. When

Aphrodite first heard mortals speaking

Psyche's name with trembling reverence,

she dismissed it. But when temples

originally dedicated to her were offered

incense in Psyche's honor, when women

braided Psyche's symbol into their hair,

when men carried Psyche's image for

protection and fortune, envy, that

ancient serpent coiled inside her heart.

Another beauty, she hissed, a mortal who

steals my altars. But when she finally

saw Psyche, her reaction was not rage.

It was fear. For the goddess sent

something beneath Psyche's radiance,

something older than even her own birth.

The soul recognizes the soul, and

Psyche's glow mirrored a light so

ancient that Aphrodite felt the chill.

This one, she whispered, is dangerous.

And so the goddess of beauty summoned

her son in quotation marks. The command

of Aphrodite. Aphrodite spoke with shim

shimmering venom. Make the girl fall in

love with a monster. Let her beauty be

her curse. Aeros listened. He smiled

patiently. He bowed. He accepted the

command as beautiful sons do. But inside

his chest, something stirred, a warmth,

a recognition of pull. The same pulls

Psyche felt beneath her ribs when she

took her first steps. The golden thread

shivered for the first time in divine

awareness. The first meeting of Aeros

and Psyche. Aos descended to the mortal

realm with his quiver of living arrows.

One to spark irresistible passion. one

to ignite ruinous obsession. He

approached Psyche's chamber under cover

of divine invisibility. But when he saw

her, truly saw her, the cosmos shifted.

Not because of her beauty, though her

beauty defied language, but because her

soul shone with the same radiance he had

glimpsed in the cosmic egg when he first

stepped into existence. He reached for

the arrow meant to doom her, and it

trembled. He stepped close and breathed.

His breath stir stirred the air. Her

dreams fluttered like soft-winged

creatures. In that moment, the first

light met the first soul. His hand

slipped. The arrow meant for her pricked

his own flesh. Love fell in love.

Destiny bent around them like metal

toward a magnet. The story from the

golden ass remembers this moment as a

gentle accident. But the deeper truth is

this. Love recognized soul as its equal

for the first time. Aros withdrew,

shaken, confused, awakened. He knew

Psyche was not just mortal. Her radiance

was not merely physical. Her trials were

not simply punishment. She was something

else. The beginning of a pattern that

even the gods could not understand. And

far in the future, another psyche, the

male, the fireforged one, would echo her

story in a different world. But the

universe was not yet ready to reveal

that parallel. Not yet. For now, the

myth begins as mortals remember it. A

goddess jealous, a soul tested, love

forbidden, love triumphant, love lost,

love regained. But beneath the myth, a

deeper current flowed, one that would

not surface until the first revelation.

That's what I got for you right now.

Hello, curfew time. I hope you enjoyed

that.

Hope you enjoyed that.

The archbishop.

Um, I hope everyone's doing good

tonight. I'm going to open up the panel.

Um, as long as no trolls, no porn

bombers, no uh no haters. Well, yeah. I

mean I don't

as long as long as

be civil to me

be okay. Congratulations on almost to

500 subscribers. Congratulations.

We'll have a 500 subscriber party

tonight.

You enjoy that all the greats have

fallen before their true rising, right?

True. Two more guys. Um, if you haven't

subscribed to Did I So, Money420, you

need Is this for you? Right. I got you.

You need I can I can get you two more.

Um yeah.

So, it's like he will be It's like he

will rise again, right?

And uh like and because we all we all

somewhat have fallen in a certain way.

We fall from maybe like the higher

realms into this like the one of the

lower realms of physical matter and and

pain and suffering and

we face trials here and then

but they bring us back up if we if we

can face them. Right.

So, thank you. Oh, thank you, Chanel.

Yeah, I think uh

one of the the first story I shared on

uh on my channel

was the Cupid and Psyche. That's and of

course that was my you know that I

decided to take that name. There'll be

more more revelations about

why I took the name, who psyche really

is and all that kind of stuff, but

for now just know that her name means

butterfly. It means soul. She was

immortal that

Aphrodetti and also

if you look into the mythology too the

oldest mythology Aeros was the

primordial god born from the egg and

later he was made into Aphrodite's son

right

but I love that like love you know

beauty wanted to be in control of love

but

love cannot be love was beyond that

right so

I got I got chills. I mean, it's like so

I know when I'm getting like chills, I

know I'm like

I'm on to something, right? So,

so yeah, uh I will continue to share as

you know as the days progress, I'll

share more um more stories, more uh more

revelations.

I did remake the uh the song called The

Prophecy.

I can find it though. I don't know where

I put it. Let me see. Prophecy. I go

sort by date.

Yeah. Okay. Let's see. Maybe this will

do it. Yeah, I found it.

They whispered her name

in the temples of night.

Golden wings glow in the candle light.

Crowds came running just to see the

flame. But envy was the price of fame.

And now he stands where the echoes fall

with terror in hand. Hearing every call

from praise to venom in the same breath.

And the fire in his eyes burns gold,

not red.

Two psyches, one thread of light,

crossing ages, crossing night. Through

trial, storms and shadowed seas. Both

are bound by destiny. One of them, one

breathing here, both are broken, both

sincere. The prophecy unfolds in time,

in every card, in every sign.

She sorted the seats

in the dark of the hall.

While the jealous laughs, praying she

would fall.

He faces the chat like a lion caged.

Every word a spark, every glare a blade.

Yet every task, every poison air turns

into fuel for the fire he wears. They

thought the game would grind him down.

But he builds his ground from the stones

they've thrown.

>> Two psyches, one thread of light,

crossing ages, crossing night through

trial storms and shadowed seas. Both are

bound by destiny. You want a myth? One

breathing here. Both unbroken,

both sincere. The prophecy unfolds in

time. In every card, in every sign. She

walk through death for a gift in a box.

He walks through lives like a wolf

through the fox. The underworld speaks,

but they keep their pace.

Shadow to shadow,

face to face.

In the deepest dark, the soul won't

hide. Both emerge on the other side.

Changed, reborn, and made to be the

keepers of their legacy.

Two psychics, one thread of light. Now

the trials fade from sight through

chaos. Fire and whispering seas they

stand crowned in victory. One in story,

one in flesh. Yet their journey weave

and mesh. The prophecy at last revealed

in the soul that will not yield.

Wow. I I remember when my chat used to

get crazy.

I don't miss it.

It's hard to appreciate peace a little

bit more, right? But everyone go over

there. Oh, everyone's left. Okay. Well,

you know what? It's okay.

Please, all the craziness go somewhere

else. Please. I just want like a chill

vibe. Chill. Okay.

But make sure to support. Yeah. If you

want to hear like, you know,

I'm just yelling.

I hope people don't go here for that. I

want I want to have a good uh even if

I'm here alone. Hey, I can hear myself

think.

Yeah, but we had a I had a good time

already, though. So,

but

it's time to

pass on the

crazy torch. Uh oh, we have a guest. Oh,

God. Hold on one second.

Oh, hold on. Look, God, look.

State your name, sir.

>> Yeah, this is Joe.

>> You see the screen?

>> This is Joe Shipley. Yeah. Hello.

>> That beam right there. See, I have to

check your just have a quick quick

rectal exam and I I'll verify it. See

you.

>> Yeah, this is Joe. Joe, you got

mentioning anything.

>> You got me. It's really It's me, Cotti.

>> Is something happen?

>> She's cute. Who's that green Hey,

listen. Psych. I can't talk too much too

quick. I got to say this real fast.

>> I'm taking a right now, right?

Toilet paper anyway.

>> Yeah. Hold on. Got

>> no. I mean, it's like just call back

after you after you've taken it. Okay.

No, I don't want to hear that.

Why am I such an idiot? Why did I Why do

I even try? Why do I even try?

Gotti, I hear they're like, you know,

there's a there's a big party over money

for 420s. Go over there

with your with your kicking and

Okay.

Got get monetized. Oh, congratulations.

Go get monetized. Wow. Yeah.

2420.

Oh, yeah. Yeah.

Yes. Get monetized, please.

But

let's make sure you get that porn bomb

screen up.

A little bit. It's a little bit of a

wild community, right? It's a blessing

and a curse, I found out.

Best to diversify your

me. No, you're not talking to me. I

can't get I can't monetize.

I don't think I can. I don't know. Maybe

I'm at 500 subscribers. What are you

talking about? Me?

I've Yeah,

it's a little bit It's like stressful.

Uh I don't know. It's like

I think

should should I even like try? I don't

know because it's like I'm afraid like

then I was like

I've heard other people like go

well and I'm not at my hours yet. I can

look at my I can Yeah, my hours are not

there yet.

>> I think it's like I need 3,000. I mean,

I think I I've deleted like so enough

episodes where I'm I'm only like a

thousand hours or maybe even less. I

think I'm at 10% of the hours I need.

But uh

Oh yeah.

And thank you guys so much. I thought I

thought you were doing money for 20.

Come on.

It's for That's for him.

Okay, you're on time now. Okay. Well,

I love you guys. Thank you.

Well, whether it is or not, it's like I

just like

I'm glad I'm at least glad I I'm I'm on

YouTube, you know?

because I meet great people here.

I'm I'm a lucky guy. Really

like

I'm blessed

everyone. Thank you.

I I'm I'm sure I'm not I don't have

enough hours yet. I think I I've looked

at the thing. Let me

just want to make sure.

Yeah.

My face is all red right now.

Oh,

I just want I want

everyone have a good time and be happy

here. Oh, yeah. God was taking your

here a second ago. God, you can

come back, but as soon as you're done,

can you can you just wipe up and you can

come back on the pan? I mean, it's like

I didn't mean to like kick you off, but

you were like talking like in a weird

voice saying, "I took a shit."

Kind of. It was a little bit disturbing.

Or no, I'm taking a

because I delete. Oh, yeah. I can look

right here. Hold on. Let me Let me look.

It says earn.

And it says,

"Okay, I need one of the following." It

says, "I have enough subscribers. I have

enough uploads." Right? Then it says,

"And one of the following." And it says

five. So, it says, "I need 3,000 public

watch hours." I have 3,000. And I got I

mean I have over 3,000, you know. Uh but

since I deleted so many so many of them.

I um so many streams I have 598 valid

ones right?

And

so I'm quite far away from it.

That's okay.

I am on a you know got a cash app. I got

a zel. got I'm going to have my uh

my uh my membership on the website. I do

hope you guys will check out the

membership on the website. Um because

I'm I do plan on having like for the for

the $10 and $20 tiers you you'll get

like um a phone call like a at least 30

minutes 30 45 minutes phone call and uh

you can do a reading. I can

Oh, I think I think for you know the

I think for the the higher members I'll

make them a music video.

Um Oh, I have a book too. I need to get

a book. I need to get like a fancy book.

I I think I have a few fancy books to

like write stuff down in my book of

life. I'm actually going to publish um

some limited edition stuff too like

leatherbound stuff.

Oh yeah,

you stream your money less than summer.

Yeah, you don't have a computer, don't

really use websites, but you'll check it

out. Thank you. Okay, here you go.

Yeah, you can look at I mean it's like

No, there's a free tier on it, too.

There's a free tier. That's the initiate

is free, you know. Just you can just

like sign up for the mailing, but the

the mailing I'm just having trouble like

integrating the Mailchimp to it.

Whatever. Uh cult of

psyche

dot

Come.

There you go.

I've been working really hard on it.

Putting a lot of work into it.

Wow.

I think uh

I think it's pretty much record time

especially it's been how long is it like

uh you know but luckily I was able to

work on to you know I guess it was a

blessing having being suspended for a

week before because then I was able to

get like a few hundred subscribers and

stuff uh beforehand. Hey thing that is

how are you?

Good to see you.

You we had a good movie night.

Hope uh

is Joanie around? I miss Joanie. I love

Joanie.

Hope everyone's doing okay. Am I good?

Yeah, I'm just I'm a little bit

overwhelmed because uh yeah, here here

I'm like 500 subscribers now. Maybe I

can get remonetized, but whether I do or

not, I'm I'm very happy that

I still have people that

are able to find me. I still basically I

was able to transition pretty pretty

well. I would say for people to have a

channel, it's good to have like a backup

channel and just advertise your backup

channel, too, because you never know. I

you know, I just had this

jerk trying to thank you, money. Thank

you. I think yeah, it's it's a good I

think it's a good site. It has a lot of

um it has some good exercises on it,

some good information. Um and if you

heard the story I just read, it's going

to that that's that's just the

beginning. That's just the beginning of

it. There's a lot of stuff to it. So,

if you wonder where I am when I

disappear sometimes.

Working on that a little bit.

Hope everyone's doing good

a little bit.

You have a backup for the backup. Yeah,

I know. I should start backing. I need

to back up this one too

because then I was we were watching that

movie and I found out it was public

domain movie which is a good thing. But

um

there there was nipples that there were

there was boobs in it in the the picture

so I had to delete it. So

let me see. Well, here I'll put the link

up again. I'm sorry. Anyone's welcome

up. We can just have a chill chat

and White Claw. Watermelon Whiteclaw.

We watched um it's called Of Human

Bondage. Excuse me. It was 1934

uh Betty Davis movie. The young Betty

Davis was in. And it was about this uh

this guy named Philillip and he was like

a failed artist. And so he like and he

had a club foot

and then he like failed out of medical

school but he fell in love with this

like young waitress Betty Davis played

and uh and she was kind of like a a

little bit of a jerk

and um you know kept like you know just

stringing him along a little bit and

then he would like finally break up with

or like finally like she would like say

oh I'm marrying someone else blah blah

blah and then she came and she's like

has a has a baby but then she never

married the guy she said she was going

to marry she she kind of like would lie

with my stuff.

>> Oh, it was pretty good though. It had

nipple. Yeah, cuz it was like he was an

artist.

Mhm. My dad does, you know. Well, I

don't think he would because, you know,

he loved me even when I didn't have

anything. And I think he would be so

proud of me if he knew um

I was working really hard on uh on my

YouTube thing. Yeah, I know who you are.

H, you know, you're just like some beta

simp which is like,

you know,

and having having been one myself for a

small period, it's pretty much pretty

embarrassing. So enjoy

beta Davis.

Enjoy. Bea Davis.

You know what's beautiful is when you

can grow out grow out of uh grow out of

being a s.

Yeah. Because Yeah. But that lady in the

movie, she like did something really bad

to that guy. She like,

let's just say she burned him. And maybe

I maybe I escaped that fate by

having some people shake shake me a

little bit. Say, "Hey,

are you are you nuts? Are you nuts?

You got to live and learn. You got to

live and learn." Hey, my friend, you you

learn the lesson yourself. Okay?

And

if my dad is not reincarnated yet, he's

going to haunt the out of you. He's

a Gemini. He knows how to He knows how

to haunt.

I hear him all the time.

What a horrible thing to say. No,

>> right. Don't I mean just like

Jamie knows Jamie's Jamie's a Gemini.

It's uh

I miss my dad,

but I know he loves me

cuz I didn't have any I didn't have

YouTube. I was always I always told him

I was like I'm gonna I want to do

YouTube and he's like yeah go ahead you

should do it like you know do you want

me he wanted me to do whatever I

whatever made me happy though he's very

supportive

really really great dad

so leave leave his name out of your

mouth thank you I think I'm sure you

guys hate that guy

H

Verjo

loser

See, people just say the worst things

sometimes online. It's like,

but you know what?

And that's the truth.

So,

whatever.

M

yeah. My my my dad loved his dad. You

know, my dad loved his dad, too. Like I

never got to meet my grandfather, but

my dad loved loves his dad. Yeah.

Thank you guys. 5002 subscribers. Thank

you.

Yeah.

Um, no, I met my my mom my mom's my

grandfather on my mom's side. He lived

until I was about 15 years old.

Um,

I think my dad's father died in the late

60s, early 70s or something like that.

But Oh.

Oh, look at this. Oh, how Oh, joy. Thank

you Alex.

So, I have uh Should I let Sig up? What

do you think? Should we take a vote?

What do you guys think? He's wearing his

glasses, but yesterday he called me like

a a a fraud or something like a

It's like I don't know. Should I let

somebody that just disrespects me like

that? Like, you know, come and like bum

me out again.

A sucker for

pain.

Oh, he's kicking out again.

Yes.

>> What the hell? My god.

>> Wait. Hey. Hey. Hey. Turn your mic a

little bit. Okay. Turn up.

>> For horses.

>> Good lord. And who? Oh yeah. You owe

Jamie apology. M for horses.

>> Jamie. Does he does he owe you an

apology? Jamie, you owe me an apology,

too. Are you going to apologize to me?

>> I'm not going to say I don't any know

whenever an apology, but you're going to

have to be more specific.

>> Well, I don't know. Did Jamie anybody?

You're rude to Jamie yesterday and

you're rude to me yesterday.

>> I don't think I know all that many

Jamies. All the Jamies I've known in

real life, I've been cool with

>> all of them.

>> I mean, yeah, pretty much.

>> Broom gang, I know you come in peace,

but Broom Gang, who are you? Are you

clumsy or or the other guy? The other

I'm sorry, I'm talking to someone in the

chat.

>> I am

>> I am.

>> Anyway,

>> no imitations. No imitators. You know

what I mean?

>> Well,

>> you know, a little slump.

What about BLP Kosher? You know that guy

BLP Kosher?

>> You know the YN?

the Yans

talking about now.

>> No clue.

>> Uhoh.

>> Are you beat?

>> It's a be broom game.

>> What was that?

>> This guy broom game in chat as if he's

saying kitty game as if he's a beat.

>> No. No. I'm not racist.

I'm talking to the guy in chat.

>> But I'm not racist though. But I'm going

say that right now.

>> Well, you're a different race and so I

guess not.

>> That's not what it means though. See,

that's what a white person would say cuz

they don't even know.

>> I don't I thought white people could be

racist

>> cuz you're a white person so you don't

even know. You know what I mean? Shout

out to you. You know what I mean?

>> I'm not even like a racist person or

anything but shout out to you.

I'm not saying nothing or whatever the

or saying that you're racist. Shout out

to you. I support your right. You know

what I mean?

>> I'm not racist. There's white people

that hate you.

>> People hate for all kinds of dumb

reasons.

>> What do you mean? I said hating for

someone for their race is a dumb reason

to hate somebody because

>> it depends honestly.

>> First of all, you can't help what race

you're born. Second of all,

>> go on. Continue. Excuse me.

>> No, there's there's good people and bad

people of every race.

Good examples are bad examples.

Um, and so it's a stupid reason to hate

somebody for like something they can't

help being born with. It's better to

hate people if they're like e evil and

or do bad stuff to you. then you can

like maybe have some anger or

dislike towards specific people but not

a race. I mean I think it's stupid.

>> That doesn't make any sense to me. But

>> what do I know?

>> Oh yeah.

>> Clumsy being gang is a fake one. You're

the real one. You have no idea what

people are going through. Yeah. You

don't and because you know people have a

lot some people have trauma and

it hurts man. Clumsy was never lying. I

think you had a double video. Okay. I

don't know people talk about in chat

but uh yeah well

>> everybody has trauma.

>> Hey Joanie. Hey sweet we kept Oh my

>> Oh no.

gosh.

>> Well yeah and it's well you don't know

it. You don't know what's been what hap

what's happened to people. People could

have gone through very horrible

experiences.

>> You just The problem is you don't listen

to the good music though.

>> To what? Good music.

>> I don't listen to

>> Yeah. How do you know what how do you

know what to listen to?

>> I just know you don't. Otherwise, it

would be different for you, my friend.

>> You're being pretty ridiculous.

>> No, I don't know what you mean. You're

you're uh

>> That's what I'm saying. You don't know

what I mean because you don't know what

I mean. To you. I know. But here's what

>> My friend,

I do know.

>> my friend. Uh, bye.

>> Bye, Sig. That was enough of you. That

was my That was enough of my my s for

the night.

That was That was enough. That was

enough of sick for the night.

And yes, Jamie is not 500 lb sick. Okay.

Hey, we're here to we're here to

we're here to have a high vibration. I

don't know. I don't know why. Maybe like

people like sometimes like like a low

vibration is attracted to high vibration

because it's like I want some of it or

something. So, but you know,

I I'll I'll give it anyway. I don't they

don't have to come and like try to take

it from me, you know? It's like I I'll

share my high vibration.

I have enough to go around, right?

that I'm not gonna let myself be dragged

down by, you know, you

don't understand what you're saying.

Learn how to learn how to enunciate your

words. Okay.

How are you guys doing tonight?

Yeah. I want people to, like I said, I

want I want this to be like a place

where it's like people can feel like at

least safe, you know? It's like it's

fine if you like, you know,

people tease each other a little bit.

They're friends, but it's like I don't

even have that kind of relationship with

him where he can like tease me like

that. Like or it's not even teasing.

It's just like rude, annoying. No point

to it. Like an endless

I don't know.

Let's keep it high, high vibration. We

had a good movie night. I'm really happy

that people came to the movie night.

Hey, we're having a 500 500 subscriber

celebration tonight. I'm at 500 subs

already.

My beard's looking pretty good. I

noticed I'm looking kind of like now I'm

kind of like looking a little bit

distinguished, right? Like my beard's

all gray.

Everyone good here? You know, and God,

I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I did kick God off

the panel because he said he came up and

said, "Oh, I'm I'm taking a right

now. Please don't come on the show while

you're doing that." I mean, it's like

just wipe and then then come on. I don't

I don't need to hear about it, you know?

So,

it's it's private time,

right? Well, I mean, we're for we're te

I mean teasing is one thing. I mean it's

like there's a big difference, right? I

mean between like like the person that

came in here said, "Oh, your dad would

be so ashamed of you and stuff like

that." Like

I don't take it personally because I