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Psyche hosts an open panel Sunday stream, discussing personal updates, interactions with his cats, and recent streaming experiences. He shares stories about being kicked out of a studio and talks about his drinking habits.
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welcome to the night the cards laid out the show star shine is so bright watch the secret sunfold there's magic in her hands whisper what the future
holds dance to the mystery yeah yeah yeah so let the tarot move with the
Rhythm y yeah yeah wo hearts in the balance every card an Open Door feel the romance in every Arcane
L Destiny inwin as the moon begins to soar dance to the m yeah yeah yeah
so let the tarot move with the rthm yeah yeah yeah W Crystal Vision in her gaze time can
steal this moment life Sun dance we Chase with love woven pent dance to the
mystery yeah yeah yeah soow let the tarot move with the Rhythm yeah yeah yeah w
hello good afternoon I was going to walk to the store real quick but then I found a cigar in my pocket so I'll stay for um for a while like I'm just going to probably go to the store later to get get some drinks
but how are you guys doing good to see you thank you for coming in welcome yeah so last night um I got messages um and like Q who's on the show I let back on the show and he was like okay um but he kept putting up an like
an avatar that Avatar what's up Jay dog company Avatar of like someone showing their boobs so I know trying to hurt my show what's up Marcy how are you but I don't know also I talked to
pie um because she was she left my Discord but I thought she got kicked out because all these people love my Discord at once she just left it and then I don't think she likes my show anymore and she told me well I shouldn't talk about too much what she told me but she told me I should go to rehab
so but I don't think I need rehab I don't I think I've like got it I'm like almost almost out of weed I I hardly even smoked any of it I mean I smoked like you know it's been like eight nine days maybe 10 days I still have a little left but I've smok hardly smoking that
i' been I think I had three or four drinks last night up fry um pie you know p p was my she was my one of my so she she's been with the pretty much since I started streaming and stuff but I've known her for a long time hi ra she's like she doesn't like my show anymore she said she said I'm all about the
drama I guess a lot of people are saying that like but what's up 2020 how are you Fridley what's up everyone yeah I mean it's like I used to when like last year I was drinking like a bottle of vodka like I would drink a bottle of vodka in a night with like orange juice and I was like and then I like January I was like I'm not going to drink in January but then I was
like I'll just drink but I'll just not drink hard alcohol and I didn't except for my birthday and I only when I got to dinner um dinners I probably will have like a drink like a mixed drink but otherwise I just drink the mangoritas Twisted Tea kind of like I've been like I've been getting twisted tea instead of like all mangoritas because that's like a little little weaker what's up Meer you
okay I know you're okay you think I hope you're okay haven't seen you for a while hope everything's okay yeah but you know I've been I've never I've never had to go to rehab for anything and I and I've I've done you know everything so and I don't know what rehab would do for me except taking away from my cats and like make me look like I I have some kind of problem and then if I ever drink again I'll be oh no
I don't need I didn't even drink for 25 years hardly at all um I know I hope hope P comes back around look like she's having a rough time right now she's not she not having fun it's like it's sometimes on YouTube it's like um it's fun and then it's then it's like you know it's not fun sometimes like it was it was it was like when I got copyright stri I was like
okay well it's like I just should give up and stuff like that you're abducted Meer oh my God yeah rehab with sex shamie I would like it would just be terrible it would I unless I went to a really like nice one I want to go actually like you know Ry Lang from Howard Stern like he like he
like you know they tried to do prevention and send him to rehab but you know kind of harder to do that with celebrities right when you know and so they ended up like forcing him to go to like some like exotic um like Resort in like some like like Caribbean island or something like that where where they would like eat all vegan diet and and do
enemas and stuff like that you're not joking me I hope I hope I hope you're okay I that's scary was it off the street or was it someone you met I mean you can call in and give the story yeah it sounds like a crazy situation you know you know abducted and I had nothing to do with it I I
swear oh I'm just kidding I no I'm not just kidding I'm just kidding but I nothing to do with that what's wrong with hi are you here You' been cuddling with me this morning and Rudy's been like out here R was kind of cuddly with me this morning how are you Lenor Hi how are you
cuddling with me right now off the street out of a restaurant oh my God I was wondering why I hadn't seen you for a few days and stuff I was like oh he's probably busy and stuff but I hope you're okay hey you Penny Lenor Penny Lenor
oh she shaking hey what's up yesterday how's everyone doing yeah but it's like you know like I I got mess someone's someone I like is like you know they all having fun streaming anymore and it's like you know it's like if you find your audience okay
like and find people you like it's like I can't find how you cannot um CU you're on mushrooms yeah well maybe what if it was just a big what if it was just a great trip and like it was like you you got you got kidnapped by Spurs you
like you escape
Gargamel yeah I was on a show yesterday and then like it was like a bunch of black guys and I was like trying to get on and they're like oh they said they I brought they brought me in they saw I was just a white person named tarot right and they're like they're like oh we don't like get that no we don't want tarot readings like no no no no like I I was like like I didn't even offer tarot I was just about I was just GNA talk
about anything you know something the tarot in my name so people can see like oh I do tarot okay but um and so then I went out and I talked in chat a few minutes oh they kicked me out of the studio by they just kicked me out of the studio oh my God they kick your blood oh my God it sounds like maybe it was a
cult vampire cult aliens machine elves yeah so then I like I put Lenor and then I like I like went back and I was like let me on let me on and I was like give me five minutes and so I went back in the studio and I like had I was holding Lenor up they're like oh my God a black cat a black cat This Witch This Witch off the show
like oh my God and then K they kicked me out of the studio again they kicked me out just not you can leave me backstage age you know like you know they kick me out again just like you know goes off to a different screen and stuff like that pers yeah one the gangstalking kind of one of those and I know you're in Chicago don't mean to tell your city but you know um it's it's crazy out there huh and it's not I don't even think it's
illegal there I mean it's like I think like like like Abduction is now like they just like I mean might be illegal but they don't they'll just like um process you and and take you right out of jail because they they were holding people for years and stuff on on on crimes stuff and so they decided to like s just like releasing people for certain crimes but the crimes are like bad ones you know like really abduction and stuff
like that so yeah and then Le the police aren't even the police don't even aren't even worried because they say you're a mushrooms or something yeah it's like some one time I'm Judge Judy one time on Judge Judy um there's a guy that came in he's like oh well this guy stole my weed he's like he stole your weed and
this is back in like you know 1996 when we was not even legal here she he stole your she's like well she's like in law we had something called Clean Hands and so like so you have to you can't like say someone stole my drugs and then the Court's gonna like um you know compensate you for that right it's like you have to you know has to be within the law and so but I understand but yeah
it sucks oh you're on drugs and so you weren't con like I don't know what they're trying to say it's like it sounds like it was would be like very illegal either way right
yeah so I hope you guys are doing good so that was that show then I there I was on other shows you know it's like I like I like I like being on my show the best but um I like being on panels and stuff like that but it's just like um just depends on the panel like there's some panels are really friendly some panels are like there's way too many people talking at once and like everyone's like
just like my show sometimes too just crazy panels I know I know me I'm not trying to doubt you I'm not trying to doubt you right I know I'm I'm saying I'm saying the cops will say oh if you tell the cops you are mushrooms okay I'm glad you're okay tell you say you're are mushrooms or something like that they'll be like oh look at this guy you know it's like they just like oh he must
probably tripping out and probably other drugs involved and blah blah blah blah BL blah so yeah this so This I got it go to rehab I said a no no no yeah so I had a nice sleep today I had a
nice like I woke up a little bit early oh I found this new channel too this guy and he's like really hot and I told him about my channel too um he's like he's Lebanese but he lives in France he's a bodybuilder we'll see if we can find his photo I told him about the show he just giving Fitness advice and stuff like that and he was really nice
hold on his name is masculine Ma I'll put his I'll put his Link in the chat um I'll show what he looks like
though it's pretty hot um yeah but he's he's Lebanese and he's uh but he lives in France you can't what's wrong you can't what oh you you can't file a police report yeah well don't be don't don't be
intimidated by like the know police being involved and something but it's like you know if you need protection and stuff like that you know make at least put a v like let them know what happened yeah document exactly right so then if something does something else happens they'll be like oh look he like reported that that these kind of people are after and like and you know here's he was taken blah blah
just have it like a record of it right so they can say oh and they're not just like trying to invest it's like just investigating you know what if there missing person and so so I don't know I'm just very glad you you got out of that okay um so sometimes we can't get through these situations what's up Zara you know we we'll have these situations where it's like we we'll feel like our life is at risk and we're
trapped and stuff like that and it's like if you're in that situation you know you just use your wits about you because there's there's ways to escape there are there's almost always a way to escape it's bigger than that yeah there there should always be a way to like I'm I'm always looking for like the Escape or like the or like always paying attention to like you know just
like the little details when you're in these situations like that and then sometimes you have to maybe you'll have to let you know bond with the captors or like or not the captors yeah the people like that that trap you or try to try to like maybe drink with them get them like you know get find a situation where you
can like leave or you know able to leave and they all fall asleep or something like that right also you can like um there was these really cool there's a guy on the CIA and he was on um his name is Jason I forgot his last name but he's he was on Shark Tank and he's like a CIA agent but he he like has little like classes like on like escaping and stuff
like that um CIA training for these kind of situations but one of the things he has are these shoelaces that are like they turn into like ropes they're like and it's like and then and I don't know like there's ways to and you can like get out of you can use them to like get out of any kind of like like being tied up and anything you're G to
move yeah what were those let me see I can find these I think his name is Jason I have his book too and he has all these like he has like all these little cards and stuff like that a little card you carry in your wallet and stuff like that it's like a multi-purpose tool
um um see oh his name is Jason Hansen and he has let me see laces what do these laces do lace up shoes to Hidden bills yeah so it says he's okay let's
see yeah he has a he has called a go bag a simple pack with Essentials like cash a flashlight a battery pack and some first aid okay you should always carry one of those around yeah he says you're not supposed to carry so you need subtle tools he used to have a little store
some for little little um he wrote a book and stuff he'll tell you how to get out of like see he's like he'll tell you how to get out of that and stuff like that you went to Sam Man's Sunday morning stream this morning pyi you thought your channel was wild oh yeah so he has a wild Channel too um it was so this morning you checked out Sam man
yeah I was there last night a little bit Yeah Yeah my channel is like not not very uh not very wild a really nice Death guy wasn't about about and gave you clean water oh yeah my his Channel's wild yeah yeah my Channel's very uh my Channel's very quiet it's very pretty quiet right now but you guys I did post the link if you want to hop on open
Panel you know I might probably take a shower shower soon my hair is just like a mess my beautiful hair is a mess not too good um yeah so what was so what happened that was wild you know it's like you know I've been on some channels on the the back okay we have a
guess okay here we
go let's see if it works hi Hi how are you what's up tell us the story so something happened like tell us give us the full story I really don't want to talk about
it but um I was out visiting with a friend and got really weird at his place I was gonna give him a tent because he's homeless right now and then I told him to come back to my house and she got really weird he did like a bunch of petamine and like ended up crashing out and so I'm like well I got to go because it's time to go but like people
in the house were acting really really weird and yeah so I just grabbed what I could and I and I left right my another friend of mine left with me I think he might be in on it to be honest but like he we went on the bus and there was like a bunch of people getting on the bus and everyone
was getting really close to me and I kept like I don't know it was like it was just bad it was just a really bad situation I can't really and the more talk about it it's just going to sound like I'm crazy and paranoid but like I know what happened you know um yeah that kind of stuff can happen when you deal like those kind of people those types of people right and it's like and it's like and sometimes there sometimes there's
paranoia involved but like a lot of times they have like bad intentions and they and they're trying to figure out oh how can we rob this person how can we like you know do something right and so yeah mushrooms I was on mushrooms but that doesn't I'm being many times before it's not like I didn't see what I didn't
see it's not like I what happened didn't happen you know the fact is they couldn't they couldn't do anything they couldn't they couldn't they were on a live me right you might have you might really felt that and they couldn't and and they sto they sto PS this is the second time my journal's been stolen they stole my
journal and they stole my tarot cards those are the two things that they did not return to me what is up with that well yeah yeah not Survivor blame me I'm saying um but yeah I'm saying also when you're when you're you're doing drugs and stuff with that with people okay like um there are those people are weird anyway like a lot
of these people in this the community where they are they are trying to come up and Rob and like you know looking for like everything like I can see like I can see like that that those being desirable things for them wanting to steal not just to like try to like get your energy and stuff like that but I see like oh they're like probably like probably there's probably a lot of cool art in your journal and they they probably think it's like they like it or something like that so it's like maybe not to read your Journal but
it's like to to like find your secrets but to like you know they appreciated your artwork and thought it was cool or something like that but there's different perceptions I'm saying but but also like you know remember these psychedelics are you know has to do with the mind and so they are they did you alter your perception not saying that you didn't see what you what you did but you might take things in a different way just like when I smoke weed sometimes I
like get paranoid I think people are talking about me I think like even I I think people on YouTube are like don't let me know me and stuff like that I think they're like referring to me as so it's like you know you can have like an altered perception sometimes paranoia can go up and stuff like that but I I no I'm not not blaming any Survivor oh yeah yeah even though you're on shrooms it's not your fault yeah so because and a lot of times um in those situations people
will drug you and then it's like they you know they consider people easier to manipulate or to you know Charles Manson used to um used to like have everyone drop pass it and then he would like do his like songs and sermons and stuff like that and it's like they thought he was like magical and and like and like like Wizardry coming out cu it's like they're just there was tripping balls but that there's a lot of cult leaders that will have like have their
congregation or stuff on drugs and then it's like sometimes it's it's like easier to like um change perceptions or get in the group mind they did that with the the um the Assassins too um like the hashashin would like they would like get the these people really high and they take them to like a beautiful garden and say this that was and tell them that was Heaven afterwards you know and then then
they're and they're like you get to enjoy it if you're like a if you're in this this group and stuff like that so there's a lot of ways people manipulate with like mind altering drugs but yeah just keep keep your wits about you you got to be careful be careful who you do who you do these kind of things with you know and uh sounds like they're pretty shady people and uh you know I'm glad you're okay and you know you're out Al
it's like pack of ter pack of I've known I've known this guy for like years for like almost 10 years you know I've known this person you know he's always been on kind of the same same Mo but like nothing ever like this dude this is ridiculous I'm glad you're okay yeah
just be careful just careful who you hang out with you know and associate with and because it sounds like kind of a rough crowd and so have you been otherwise
okay at least they didn't cut off your beautiful hair right y it looks good it's all braid it's all it's all braided up I love it I had actually like I had I had like this this uh I think a past life or spirit guide reading and like and and the lady was
from England and she and she draws and she'll draw a portrait of like the spirit guide and I have to find it sometime and show you guys but it is like it it looks like looks like a like sapharic is that sapharic or what what are the the New York Jews with the braids was like it had had the braids in the front and like this like a Jewish hat and it was a cute picture though I
was like okay so I got like a rabbi a spirit guy or something it's me it's you maybe it's you maybe it's you you know my spirit animal is meer yeah well that's well I'm glad I'm glad I'm glad you're okay I think that's
the relief and everything and you know I've been okay you know oh oh oh shoot oh goodness I think um Rudy just had a little vomit oh my gosh I'll need to clean that up shortly um yeah we had a little emergency Rudy Rudy's not feeling good Rudy come
here here rude poor kitty cat let me just clean that up real quick
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okay clean it up a little bit okay how's everyone doing in chat thank you guys let's see well let's have a cards for the chat yeah let's thinking
that you can both do that here we go I use my this deck okay we got this follow it okay so this is for the chat like you're gonna have an intuition about things and you're gonna have like oh shoot poor
baby oh he's he's puking I'm sorry yeah say follow it so so for all these messages for all these intuitions for all these ideas the little thoughts or like some butterflies moths things like that and they're maybe they're they're guiding you somewhere maybe like just bunch of surroundings maybe like you know follow the White Rabbit follow your intuition follow like these like little
fluttering desires okay good we got the seven of Wands okay kind of collaboration yeah seven of Wands stand up for
yourself right yeah Stand Together remind me a little bit of that the story of the sticks you you can all put they have the wands they all the sticks and then instead of like fighting hitting each other with the sticks they can all put them together and it's like unbreakable
right yeah yeah got 33 let's see what else we got we have this Faithfully okay and so be faithful to your higher self your intuition like and and you know he's like a coyote a dog and these are very faithful animals we have Temperance
there beautiful Temperance is like you know the Alchemy stay balanced and like look it almost looks like that he's like following that following that coyote too you know he's like looking over at the or the doger the coyote dogs are very faithful animals too he's for his
P I love it the temperance is about you know go ahead hey Jim Nick yeah I think about Temperance I think about like you know not only staying balanced but it's also blending these different energies and it's like you know it's like a little bit of chemistry but it's like you know you
don't want to take like too two extreme of of elements and mix them and stuff like that they won't mix well you want to take you want to who's this for this is for everybody this is this is for the the chat we're just having a nice little chat and also I have this this dive dive in card and it looks see that's maybe her her Shadow Self but also within her is this whole universe it's like all these
Stars you know all this it's just like the night sky all these stars that go dive into your subconscious like dive into who you really are reflection and what we have with there we is that a a king or magician yeah there's a magician right there right of Cups okay king of
cups nine 10 of Cups nine of Cups okay nine of Cups that's about protecting your happiness okay and guarding your happiness he see all his cups are in the upright but he's like he's like there in a kind of defensive mode like if anybody tries to tries to mess with one of them he's got all this beautiful this beautiful car we has this beautiful uh
dinner laid out too and he's giving the cheers maybe and so um but he's in he's in control of the happiness he's he's measured out the cups uhhuh so and maybe like also with that also like dive into your own inner inner depths you'll find maybe the happiness there that you've been looking for in yourself
okay very nice guys here with Meer today um he's talked about his he had a kind of nde kind of kind of feeling near death experience um but thankfully he's okay everything's okay and uh we're here to to give a you know bright positive
messages this Sunday how's everyone doing in chat Fridley I like your avatar fley yeah and so the guy but the guy his name is masculine M I'll put put I'll put him in the chat okay guys he's but he's really cute and he's really nice he's Lebanese he lives in France let me see it's em and he's like he was giving just like Fitness advice and he answered
all and he had like 20 ,000 subscribers but he was answering like every question in the chat and people were giving as relationship advice and all kinds of stuff and he he's like really nice and like down to earth and stuff think you guys would like him okay let me see view Channel okay see if I can go
in okay so check out this channel guys and he he does lives he does I think he does lives all the time so there it's really he's really goodlooking too amazing amazing amazing body POS hey what's up guys how are you
guys there you go that's his channel but today he wasn't really working out very much he like he like was just like he did a short workout and then he um was answering questions and then he got in this massage the gym had a massage chair and he sat the massage chair had like a 20-minute massage and answered questions and so but you'll see how big he is he's a big he's a big dude
yeah so yeah so yeah I told you I told you guys I did like some kind of thing on ChatterBait recently and um and so I got like 25 tokens from it right and then last night I was in I just went in some guy's chat there and I just typed in the chat something and it said I donated 25 tokens they did like automatically
donated all my tokens to him what the hell I don't I don't think 25 tokens I think it's like probably like I think that's like probably four or five bucks I'm not sure no so it's not like that big maybe it's $250 that wasn't that big of a deal I need to I think I need to work on my my game there a little bit I I need to figure it out but I did I did have a lot
of people in the room and stuff like that it was It was kind of fun but I'm not sure if that's really my thing but uh if it maybe it's if it turns into a way to make some extra money that'd be good but uh yeah I'm kind I guess I'm kind of an exhibitionist guys I'm not sure but I've always like too shy or too
like not confident or something like I'm not really like like morally opposed to any of that so nice while I have it I'll flaunt it I guess hey there's Trix hey Trix oh he sees marbles Trix is coming out he sees marbles how are you Trix are are you in shock Caesar
yeah I can't hear you your microphone off
sticking your tongue out at me yeah so let me see I'll try to see if I have more weed let me see I'll smoke a little bit of weed and then maybe maybe I'll walk over to the store um oh there we go yeah maybe I don't need new cigars today I think that cigar I just had a cigar
and then I have like a bunch of buts I I home I I pip is really clogged yeah but we'll have a fun night tonight guys we I'll be back too when I probably stream until 5: right now then I'll go maybe I'll go get some drinks and stuff and then we'll come back see
maybe it'll be a slow Sunday night maybe it'll be but seems like it's nice chat going on 17 people in the chat what's up guys how are you yeah yeah me I had like 80 people in the chat like last last week I like I had like days with 80 people and it's like and then I my hours are like going so fast up and something like that it just
what's up dude what's up I was yeah I was there there was like 80 people in the chat there was and it didn't go down until like way early in the morning right hopefully I didn't miss Mo sometimes sometimes I have a tendency to miss but yeah uh you got some interesting experience or rather
Awakening yeah you went up some levels that's awesome yeah yeah see him too something happened this last blood moon man I don't know what it was but something happened I feel like you Captain to the
gods WR way I feel like that too I feel like I mean it was like so the energy was just so intense like last week and there's like so much going on and thing after thing happening going wrong and stuff like that and then it's like and then it's but still like see see knows it
yeah Trix knows it hey Trix hi what's wrong hey Trix I almost died yep jie meta awareness with Max yeah I like I
like that name meta because I that's actually what I called my my my my store actually is um on Etsy it's called meta psyche that's when I I was doing readings like a lot of readings during the pandemic and stuff I did like almost 2,000 readings on that account it's like slowed way way way down but um I need need to update it and stuff like that but I did a really because I couldn't get in for like a year and a half of it
too and it's like so when got back in it's just like never was as fast as it was then and stuff um a lot of people pandemic plus I need to like update it were getting readings during the with video and stuff like that also guys I'm doing Discord readings private for like an hour for like 25 bucks which is like a pretty good deal um and so if you're interested in having a private
reading on on Discord video or I can we can do it over the phone or whatever um that my cash app's not been working right and so um PayPal is probably preferable but you can try you woke up um most AI chap BP got GPT llama of Gemini the universe is a self-contained simulation oh
yeah so in a sense gods are God level AI right well yeah um if you look at like um the anun and like Sumerian mythology was like all about the gods were like wanting these slaves they have reach they have no
Dominion who doesn't the AI Gods the AI Gods well well he's saying but he's comparing like human beings to like a very Advanced Ai and what I'm saying is like that the Sumerian mythology human beings were created as these basically slaves they they took they took the their own DNA and they took the DNA of the of the chimpanzee or whatever and like and like
begin to like evolve into like this this like this you know half animal half God kind of thing but it's like um but they're actually slaves to begin with okay okay well something something went something went down I don't know but apparently I have something I have a
part to play in something and I'm not supposed to go yet apparently I survived like like three like really close near-death experiences and it was always by the luckiest of the luckiest of the utmost luckiest circumstances like who breaks her back in half in six places
and walks away yeah like it's Miracle you know so I don't know whatever it is I don't know if I've done it yet well you should talk to Oceans uh de ocean woo um who like also like had a near-death experience she did she did an
interview one night on on a Channel about it and she had a dream about the car is going to go out of control and then it's and when the song is playing and then it's like I think the song was playing in the car she was driving and the car went out of control and like she woke up like U just like in in the passenger seat with like and then she walked out and stuff like that and then she like um but she should have been in the hospital and stuff like that and so
people were like oh my God and uh yeah but I think we're me to some and she also went to heaven and stuff and she said she's like just saw them like all looking at her just like oh like why is she here right now and like you know just like kind of like no one came up to her they're all kind everyone turns all confused it's like be crazy if I was the Messiah what if I was the Messiah py
what would you say well I don't know I think I think Messiah stuff is like that's I'd say maybe you have a huge ego and I think there are many Messiah okay many Messiah it's like like you know like like in all actuality what if you're the Messiah and you don't even know it you know what I mean
could out there that's like in the streets that we don't even know and totally the Messiah and we're brushing him off like he's a piece of right you know right it's like it's like the Joan Osborne song like what if God was one of us just a slob like one of us
Strang yeah well you guys did you see that someone said mentioned 144,000 The Chosen right um so I think yeah there could be many Messiahs like like that but I'm saying also like that number 144 I would just constantly see that all the time um yeah so I'm the god that Does Dishes Oh my Jesus Christ song is about
me well I think I think that's what Jesus was trying to say like Jesus was like I'm Jesus never like proclaimed I am God he's like worshiped the father through me and it's like he's talking about the human like the human body right and it's like he's talk because we all he's like we and we all have this Divine thing and so we're all Jesus in a way and we all will die on our cross which is this our our arms ourselves we
have we make a cross our body makes cross right so we're on the cross already right and then we're we're we're suffering you and we'll eventually die but you just explained how I'm the Messiah and so are you and how I and how everybody else is too you know even even somebody that has no arms and no legs
they still they can they can like still like cross you know yeah and there's a lot Lost in Translation go here should I okay so oh yeah so and are you
afan our bodies are temples right everyone everyone is one yeah kind of whole universe you guys part of Z1 but I am not from this universe so so but yeah here 3D is well how how do you know how do you know we're just zero ones over here right you know it's like we might we might be special too right I think but we're all special that's the thing it's like there's such a thing of like
the secret societies where they're like oh well all human beings are just mainly mindless animals and it's like but we're special and so we're like the gods and we can like just rule these mindless these and so it looks like okay we're gods and they're animals but we're all just human beings right we can all have like these sides to us right you're the Crown Prince okay we have Lucifer and the we Lucifer in the chat guys the
boy's first born God's favorite angel God's covering cherub the leader of the heavenly chire Lucifer is here hey Lucifer hey are you South African Lucifer like because you said okay you came as a judge not a tyrant yeah I like judge I like raw what zeros and ones zeros and
ones yeah yeah yep yeah that the zero is like the like the the all like it's like everything like right it's like the circle it's like it's infinite just keeps going round and round and and then the one is like at the center in the Sun or something like that or yeah they have the one or the one is like the wand the one is like you know the magician has
the wand it's also like the wands cards it's like ones okay wands ones John W emo no you met Satan and Lucifer okay not you you just came here to do the dishes not take over the universe yeah well I feel many of us are here to we're not the same person
okay yeah well it's like you know it's all it's all um a lot of it's mythology a lot of it is like you know um you know we can choose ourselves anything people can see themselves as unicorns and and uh stuff like Lucifer must be lonely right I have Lucifer the palmistry marking that looks like I have horse except at the diamond at the bottom of the right Branch I wonder if I have
that I don't know I don't know I have to have my palm red Lucifer must be lonely right but I think God was L that's the whole thing it's like I think God was lonely like and that's why we have the the world because God was like just all everything all in one and so he didn't really have anything outside of himself and so he created this he like shattering all these pieces like all the stars and he make and they all create
this like all of light that creates his life and like this like it's basically a lot of it's illusion and stuff like that but it's like because it's it's everything it's actually all one but it's like we feel like we're all separate and stuff like that and so that's that's the illusion I'm I'm thinking it was weird because Alex and I are usually cool but I wanted to let you know that I like your
energy as be is cool as to but I had to let you know that for some reason if I disappear that it's not my doing and that's most likely why yeah Marcy I think I unmodded Alex it was just I don't know it was like he was just fighting with everybody and stuff like that after the chat reading I think I need to say this I don't know why Alex went crazy on me last night but he was on one came on Summer's panel said you
made him managing mod that he's blocking no no no I think I unmodded him
hello yeah yeah hello oh hi y what's going on this ELO this ELO what's going on hold on a second hold on are you're not gonna porn bomb me are you this ELO elor Eldorado okay El Dorado okay what's up how are you doing yo I haven't been around in a minute how how are you guys doing how's
Bea how's be I think be's good um well I think she was like you I think she was like not feeling well and um what's that other chick's name Karen or what's her name are they good now or Janet you remember what I'm talking
about right yeah I think I think they're fine yeah I I'm not sure hope everyone's doing good um yeah the world feels Tad Godless yeah 2020 says clearly UK yeah Joshua is not mod material okay yeah guys it's like I just really like you know if you like if you would like to be a mod and stuff like that and you're
like in my chat and stuff like that and you're nice and you know I like you and stuff I'll be happy to make almost anybody a mod but then it's like I can't have like I like Alex I like I love him and stuff like that but he was oh okay sorry Aldo but he was uh he was really um out of like kind of out of line yesterday I kept having to like just take off cuz he was just like not anyone talk and stuff so but I like him a
lot yeah I don't know I was cool with him too there's the
fool I don't know but the main pit that's not ELO I don't know who was that guys I know guys I know I know I thought ELO was black but I I don't know guys get so confused and then he had a different name that he said it said BG and so I was like thought it was BG and
then it's like and then it's like oh no this is L though and it's like it doesn't sound like BG or ELO and it's like okay I don't know was that I don't know that I don't know guys but I'm glad he didn't porn bomb right guys that wasn't like he was just like he just had a nice like little like
Avatar yeah was very I know I then I was like it's like it's like El okay I was like I didn't think so and then I was like ELO's back and then it's like and then 2020 was like that's clearly ELO I was okay I was okay said he hasn't been around for a while hey what's up sassy Scarlet yeah isn't the answer to the
isn't the answer to the universe like 42 or something like that I T Guide to the universe right you lay out as a line the center matters guys you should see the movie called Dark City it's so good it's okay so it's about this like City and it's always night time there and it's like um like like everyone's always doing these tasks and everything but then at midnight everyone falls asleep
and these like the secret society of like these like really like white pale called they're called The Strangers I thinkers and they and they're they come out and then they like they just mess around with reality and stuff like that what's a smacking sound I don't know me are you 4 answered every question logic debated the gods yeah came back just in time yeah
yeah we're having the chat's having a really good metaphysical discussion there's Meer not fight them yeah it's Arthur oh okay was Arthur thank you Karma yeah the core should be wisdom yeah right and it's like but it's also it's also it's knowledge too like I think like the the the wisdom like because
knowledge is like a lot of people just know a lot of things they can't apply it and then it's like or they can apply things but they don't know too much and so it's like but they so but it's better to like be wise and what you have how you use what you have what what you do with what you have right so how's everyone doing wisdom minimize harm Love and Hope yep uh say Oliver says you're
smacking the mic with your dong no it would sound louder than that I'm sure it would be a huge it would be a huge uh like a drum okay wisdom is the way to find knowledge not the other way around right that's exactly that's very wise that is very wise and very true hey
Lenor cuz there's so much there's so much knowledge out there guys there's so much like but it's like what do you look for like where do you start looking what's going to be what are you looking for like you have to asking yourself these questions like what is the value to you and like what can you learn like and it's always about learning and stuff like that I
agree oh yeah oh so um so me me knows I guess
yeah maybe someday somebody can tell me what was that nothing like I know you know you know I know I like maybe someday somebody can tell me what's going on yeah I'd like the same thing man
yeah it was a it was a crazy Blood Run for sure it looked like an egg the the Moon looked like an egg it was crazy the blood moon
it was very intense energy it was Bloody in the sense that like you know a lot of people were lost in the fry um it was it was a it was a it was a battle it was a know I was getting hit um but on all sides but you know I just kind of like just I like to I like to get off the chessboard sometimes and just like sit and watch
the game you know but you know I'm always there to like you know whis whisper it was rain here in C so you couldn't see I know I was like I was trying to see it I was like and I was like there's an eclipse the other night I'm like everyone go outside for the eclipse and like everyone like no one's no one everyone we can't see the moon it's all
cloudy so but it was there egg have you seen circular circular egg like an actual a chicken's egg or actually like I think i' like to think of the earth as an egg shape more than a um a ball I think it's more of like a egg shape like a ooid oval kind
of oval shap oval 3D yeah so it was like egg shaped and it was like clear as hell and super bright well I've heard about like they said that there's like when the the moon when the the ship landed on the moon or
something like that it like it was like a it's like a made like a bell sound it sounds like a bell and it was like it had like a like a reverberation like where it's like they they examine it and it's like probably mostly empty it's it's like it's a big metallic ball kind of thing I don't know that's what I heard do you acquire the Vietnam air night vision gogg hav't had any luck
you'd like would be cool looking through hello demon dragons oh I if I look through the night vision Vietnam ER night vision goggles I need to get some they have those available still the Earth be ball shaped you think earth ball I don't know have you guys
heard of like brother Sanchez or like I used to watch um um Billy Carson or um um who's this person um I don't know there other people I would and there all this Flat Earth stuff that they would do and it's like oh they think the Earth is like it's like they said the Earth is like a um Home Depot or something like that it's like just a giant Home Depot
on top of like a ball or like I don't know um The Home Depot the and uh but then they yeah then had a but they talk about like oh yeah it's there it's like it's like a it's like a fishbowl it's a glass it's a glass ball it's a simulation blah BL doesn't really even matter what it is it's like all all matters we're here it's like you know it's like it doesn't matter to go to the
moon like what did that get us really you know it's just like some cool photos and like that but nothing else okay and like and like or other planets you know we're going so there's what a it's a hant or yeah okay hierophant yeah yeah I'm G to get some I'm gonna
find some yeah maybe it's maybe it's God well yeah but maybe it's just the man moon rocks we got moon rocks right something happening fast yeah we got some moon rocks guys we got some moon rocks yeah Kar gnostics helenic they kind of get Hindu lots of the reality is very
strange all religion have something connected I agree with that I think all religions to but I think like all religions are a lot lot of different ones but there's like one spirit and we're all in one Spirit we see things different ways and things happen different places and cultures in in the world but um we all like just like trying to find spirituality is like a like a very human thing and like um it's just like we know
but there's a lot of following and there's a lot of like bad things that come with some religion nowadays and like a lot of Wars started over and things like that but it can be what's
up yeah and someone has direct knowledge it's not hunches yeah and that's why that's why there's belief and like you know there's belief and there's knowing and so you'll go through the experiences where it's like you'll have to have faith and just believe in something and like hope for something but there's also like a knowing like if you actually know something then it's like you know when
you you know you know right so it's not hunches right right exactly yeah but I mean I don't I don't think you need to go to like I mean it's like and then in like certain religions they have like the priests as the intermediaries between like the people and the gods so the people go to the priest and like feed feed the priests and everything the priests would be doing they have they whatever priest
said you know there there's million different religions and stuff like that but it's like and that's like you know there there's like beautiful music and beautiful art beautiful all this beautiful inspired in every religion there beautiful you know like really magical works of art and stuff like that and then the Bible is um you know the Bible has good information in it and it has power powerful stuff it
has a lot of stuff from all over in it let there's a Six of Pentacles charity making sure you're giving to the right people it's like what you're talking about like churches and stuff you know yep ging people you
know yeah sounds like you know something about this Josh like do you have these Vietnam era night vision goggles yourself and what do you see through them that would be interesting to talk about someday he said you start seeing all kinds of all kinds of apparitions and dragons and stuff in these goggles these Vietnam a night vision goggles you see oras spirits demons and
Dragons yeah that'd be creepy like to see like the demons like sitting around in your room and stuff like that we don't see or like seen one and it's not they're not pretty man they're kind of they're just really creepy dude like super creepy there was this one where like I had a dream where um there was this like uh
there was pile of laundry on my floor but it like turned into like a person and it was like huddling right like kind of sort of like taking like a bird bath right like all Twitchy like and I was like screaming my out at the thing and it was like bathing in my like
anger and it was like dark and that's like having yeah if it's like that's part of you're recognizing as part of you it's if it's like eating your anger that's a very like it's a very psychologically apt kind of like way to look at it where it's like oh yeah these demons are part of you and
you need or it's like and sometimes sometimes you can feed them and you can feed them on like your negative qualities and stuff like that but it's like if you you should you should feed them with love basically though you're supposed to you're supposed to like with love and like I think even like offer your your body like eat my body or something you know it's like and like uh I mean it's symbolic way that's there's very Advanced Tantra practices that
there's one called chod where you actually like you you meditate and you see like the demons eating your body and like eating all your and then you they survive of course you survive but it's like crazy camping trip kind of thing where they just like do these mantras and like they have all this music and stuff like that and all this ritual and it's like and then they symbolically are eaten by demons like or they offer themselves out of out of compassion to all the demons and stuff like that and
then it's like and then they imagine the demons just eating them and it's a very graphic kind of thing but it's like it's all it's all like psychological and Holocaust who seen you ever seen that cannibal holog
no it sounds a little bit anyway I it's like Cannibal Holocaust and like the uh the movie got banned because it actually showed them like unal living a turtle or something oh well that's horrible I this didn't really show abuse to animals in movies I don't like that yeah so Earth Angels mostly
okay some angels bit whack too yeah some angels are so serious right thank you Scarlet the zero is also it's like the sun it's like a zero it's like all possibility it's like it's like the vortex it's like like it's like a doorway right just like um the the vagina is kind of a doorway to the
Earth um I I don't know I I can't tell if it's I or L but I agree with most of what you're saying right we good I don't know I'm just raming I'm just I'm kind of I'm kind of high and just like rambling so yeah it's
very complicated right guys there's a lot of stories there's a lot of like go any like uh religion and find some cool stories and stuff like that there just kind of like fairy tales in a way where it's like they have meaning but it's like not necessarily the apparent meaning
yes it's a Stargate right Marcy exactly okay there's this art there's this uh magazine they used to get called Parabola looks like this right Parabola the is where spiritual Traditions meet and there's like different different um uh there's
different like articles right know different uh issues right this one the first one is called speaker and it's one of my favorites but this one I think is book number two and it's called alone and together all right and all of the stories in here are really awesome there's like stories poetry
history just all things that are on the together and alone kind of um let me see uh see let's see if I can find a nice little short one pretty short let me see let's look let's look a little
more collaboration
okay let me see who is oh it has like Buddhism and stuff the fox let see here second I'm trying to find a nice short story
here all
right okay uhy of this a being at the throat brushed green like tile I shine the devil says Tom drum as the eel struggles futile like a wagging tail so many broken hating with the
hardness of crocodiles and ants pulling along their dead to consume knowing nothing of sorrow or forgiveness all night I sit with my naked thighs on the carpet red from the heat what point could there possibly be to all this pain the death of others the sickness that swarms in
midair hurricanes hit the graveyards a gold Hills on a telephone wire I wish to bid goodbye I wish for ice cream cones in my fridge a handful of poppies to give some child as any child I meet I see dead eyes in my dream lost with
mucus and V uh vacancy unbearable how do I serve when the world is so cold the humpbacks know this The Midgets and also the centipedes I want to hide in rooms where infants are sweeping or salamanders nurse their young the darkness is in me
the ground deceives me changes colors as I go let us go now my nightmares and I go under the light go until our heart's blood is Free Falling exposed by Allison greyer
beautiful that's pretty intense huh you guess hold on she must
that s I'm going hi me what are y'all boys up to men sorry men didn't mean to say boys men treat trick Trixie Trixie L got it
right Trixie Lenor no Manar wrong Menard yes manard Minard's black cat yes and then Trixie is the one that's a tby I believe
right hey marbles he sleep on
there yeah how have you been today bad I was throwing up all morning and then I pooped on myself because I couldn't get out of bed and you know just doing normal grownup things that sucks I had to go
Community I'm sorry because um I likees and stuff and like I also have clots in my heart and you know so I'm just the now you look you look you look
good thank you it's um it's about to be Easter so I hope you all know how to hide your eggs really well them and thigh them in everything and you can get some cascaron and throw them on somebody's head
I used to love Easter like when I was little because they we like we B go to Palm Springs and then like they would hide all the you know Easter egg they' hide everything in in the backyard and we'd have like a big Easter egg home with like another family and stuff like that and sometimes money there be like always oh yeah they did that at my um my friend so she had like her family had a
ranch and they would like put them high in trees with like a $100 bills and like some them and you had to like climb the trees and stuff I know it was pretty we didn't do that in my house but on hers like you'd have to like climb the trees and I want some eggs I'm hungry
now well I have sushi left from last night I bought sushi and then I have I still have my pizza bagel what's your favorite type of sushi what time is sushi Sushi I love well I love like crab rolls and stuff like that I like all kinds of sushi though I've been I've actually been to like um well I you say eat a lot of sushi my favorite
is um is called akura it's like a the red salmon there like a salmon eggs they're like these little like balls of like like little red balls all over it like that's like salmon eggs like salmon row I'm right now hold on sorry okay I'm get yell at okay yell at
spicy tuna rolls or avocado rolls your favorite yeah barbecue eel the eel but has the eel can't be that chewy it has to be like like a good good eel you know like not like too chewy hi baby beautiful kitty cat at me I know learn all your cats names too
I'm really bad at names uh so mine's Jersey I named her after the coyote movie character for whatever reason don't ask me but you could think of the state like Jersey New Jersey right I that help you remember it B she's beautiful how
long she's an elderly cat since 2011 so that would make her I think what we CHS she's about so she's a spring baby she's about to turn I think God wait 2025 right okay 11 crap I don't know Ma
anym basically dat Rudy because Rudy you know Rudy's elderly my little like he's very very cute he's like a he's like 16 or 17 17 years old hold on am I have to I have to leave I need to take care of her one second I need to give her some food and water but peace out I love y'all Bros okay love you take care thank
you yeah eggs are very expensive I know I heard it's like seven o' a gorgeous cat I'll give I'm gonna get some sushi out maybe maybe I'll maybe I'll just e have my pizza I'll say one second
hi Hi how are you good how are you good Hi mey how are you guys doing good yeah I I just like I got like this message today from piie like because I was like I was like oh yeah I was like come back to the Discord
because I think I thought Janet like kicked her off the Discord and stuff she's like she's like well why did you think Janet kicked me off the Discord I was like oh I was like I don't know and then she's like well she's like I left the Discord on my own and I I don't like your show anymore and I I think and personally I think you're drinking too much and I I wish I wish you would go to rehab so I could get to know the real you but I know I know you're probably not down for that or something like that and
so yeah it was just a sh it was kind of like sh I was like was she's probably coming from a good place she cares about you and you know she's your friend but at the same time it's really you know a lot of people know it's nearly nearly like a lot of people drink when they go live it's kind of like a bad combo yeah but I will always be here for you no
matter what like you know I know you're an adult you make your own decisions but was she like mentioning me drinking no but she was like but she's like she's like oh but your show's like has like panels like beas and stuff like that and like she's like and she like she she's like she I mean if she doesn't like my shows
that's another thing but she doesn't have to be there but your show is your show like you run it the way you like you know and then then she said she said she said she does she's like getting tired of streaming too like she doesn't like streaming anymore or something it's not fun for her anymore and I feel bad because like I feel like we could have like been like so so collaborating and stuff like that and like she's welcome on the show and stuff like that like to
she wants to promote promote her show here and whatever like she reads like nice like stories and stuff like um she cute Channel and she's she's a nice person it's like I wish her well and stuff but she like left my she left my Discord um and like doesn't like my show anymore and like um then like things I'm like drinking is getting out of hand and I need to go to rehab and like or and I and I she'll never see meet the real me
and it's like it's just kind of like whoa I was like that's pretty harsh and she's like well I was saying I was was I was saying in a soft voice in my head I when I was when I was writing that she so she's like I wasn't so not she's like not trying to say she's not anger or something like that but yeah I go super gay when trash I leave that two when that happens no wonder no one straight on other to see
you lick another man's nipples I didn't lick any man's nipples in the chat what are you talking about
Joshua I got too I get too gay for you guys sometime oh well I'm sorry I'm gay what can I say here here I'm queer get used to it for the ult collective Lesser God games you like you didn't fall for the yeah been bored with their Infinity
yeah beautiful people than you I God I feel bad that I'm even here anymore like I feel like um oh don't I love having you here you're getting blamed for a lot of like just me being VA and I don't really know what I'm doing it's just my my lives or
my life you know I've been doing like four and a half months now I'm kind of like fairly new to streaming too but um I don't think you're like my shows are like yours and we're just getting um you know because you go to community to community so we all get the same crowd of people everywhere that go to different you know I love having you here I I always love having you here
you're you're so wonderful and you're like a big part of the show like it's like and you help me so much too and I you know like I hope we I can help you like you know also you do you help me you're a great friend you don't judge me you come and support me when I'm live which I you know I go maybe once I maybe I'll go live like once every five days you know yeah and you're there and you
know I'm here because I like you I like your people like you know everybody in the chat is like mostly nice and it's a fun show so I really don't know um what to do like if I was out of the picture would that like resolve the issues with like the people that you're having um really don't know I the thing was everything was resolved I thought because you know because it's
like you know whatever those videos were taken down and stuff like that and like I just didn't want to get into the this like big like strike war or War about it like I think it had to calm down with like you and then with me and stuff like that and it was just like not to blame anybody for me the way it like really calmed down was because I didn't put because it already happened and I'm like
protected myself you know with my family and I learned from from it to you know this what I like what happened to me is like going to affect my friends and family and mods and all of this stuff for like streaming so I don't want to um go to battle and head-to-head with a bunch of people that are going to go after people that I care about whether
it's on life or this and that but I most definitely stand up for myself I didn't make any ultimatum um I never made a community post I was told not to go live and I'll still go live I don't you know it's like you can't feed into the trolls like that but um that's what happened with me you think I didn't get hurt I
didn't get affected yeah I did but I move on I do and when I do things I do them quietly you know thank you Scarlet you're so sweet and VA you're so VA yeah you were you were gorgeous and you were like funny and you know you you're like you know that was a shame all that's happened but I think that um I think
that you know things will happen sometimes like like I was like last week had a call like like oh there's there's like armed or there's like there's like people trying to like serve you a summons or something like that the court and I like just like are they I was like what is this and I like Googled it and it was like it was just like some kind of scam thing it was like they don't have a website and they like they they try to like negotiate deals for like credit card payments or something like
that like that accounts aren't even open or something like that but it's like I all of a sudden I'm getting like all these you know some weird stuff happens and stuff like that I I don't know but it's like just like don't panic and like you know it's like and then someone said I like oh you're going to be swatted and and murdered and stuff like that to me and stuff like that so it's like I'm like am I worried am I gonna like you know like start like
you know being paranoid about it like or you know it's like I don't think anything like that I think if someone must to send me a pizza or something like that you know you me I think like um you know if people like honestly care about you they're not going to make you like super paranoid when they know the truth you know about what's going on they know what's like you know even
let's say people in the chat most of your people are like really cool but sometimes you'll have somebody that will come in and like with their own narratives but you're a smart man what I like about you is that you definitely definitely know you're um you almost have like great instincts when it comes to things you know and I don't know I
don't know you too too and like people like love you hey I met this I met this guy today um his name is masculin and he's so cute he's like he's Lebanese but he like lives in France and he's a bodybuilder and he's like so cute and um and he was just giving free Fitness or like just giving he was doing live he had like 20,000 subscribers um and he
was doing a live and U and I was like I told him about my channel he's like hey he's like he's like oh well he's like find me on Instagram send me your channel and stuff I'll check out your channel sometime and then I was like and I was like I I was like I I was like one of my best friends is from Iran and she's on the show and I was like I think you like her and he's like and he de saided oh yeah I'm going to check out the channel so maybe he'll come back
oh sorry if I was talking to about or yeah well um he is very cute though I'll see but I don't know if you want to see him or
not you okay yeah I kicked myself on accident I came to write in the chat and um I don't know why but none of my um my stickers or um what do you call it my Emojis are working on my phone like regular phone I can only do the YouTube ones I I hate those YouTube emojis like
you know I like to use like the kitties and the hearts and stuff like that so I was like just writing in there and I kicked myself out I'm sorry okay you in the middle of saying something but yeah do you know like Lebanese people like but he's like Lebanese but he's he like lives in in France or something like that yeah yeah
and are beautiful the women are gorgeous and the men are very goodlooking and they're very like um generous nice people let me see wait um Jay dog tell psyche the truth be you
sold out psyche to yourself um Jay dog is like people like you people like you that like really really get under people's skin cuz you don't know so if I sold myself out did psyche sell thems out did you sell yourself out did everybody sell theirself out can you try to like at least one time when you see me not
acknowledge me or like come in like with something about me cuz I really don't think I even care about you that much J Dog it can be really easy you know see yes oh that's the Lebanese guy
yeah is he like a trainer or something fighter I think he's a trainer but ear yeah he's a he's a fighter he's like um you know he's done like wrestling and fighting you can tell from his ears very yeah he was so nice though he was like he's very nice and he's like where
are you from and then he's like and he's like oh yeah he's like he wants to check out the channel it's the Discord link I'll post the um Discord link the chat yeah he really nice yeah you guys everybody try to like give some like love to psyche no matter how much you you don't like each other or come in his Discord and make it fun
and you know we're all here for psyche like this is like a fun place for us to just kind of like you know come in and cheick in and laugh or I don't know cry sometimes or just give updates but at the end of the day we're just here for this man you know thank you thank you I love your well and make
sure to post your link to you and because no don't don't it's okay you know me I I you know when are you gonna go live I know well I think but I think no I'm not going I already went yesterday I won't probably till like um next weekend you know I have to catch up with wonderful yeah I'm sorry I missed
your show yesterday but yeah it's like um I I got very drunk I think kind of like early and like um and like I don't know what would they I just like I heard I was on saman's panel was I because I just remember being in his chat and did I go back and I was was I on his panel was I funny I'm not sure like I like I was my night was kind of a blur a little bit
pretty sure you s you joined my panel yesterday you were up there yeah I swear this is why I even went live because we were up here and you disappeared and you were gone for the longest time and we were like okay we couldn't bring anybody on or whatever
and I the last thing I remember you were stripping doing like a little sample for your you know what's going to come for your ChatterBait and you were gone and was like I don't know maybe like half an hour was bad what happen what happened with the chat everything I don't I don't think I did I think I went and I like went to someone's room and I was like and I I wrote something in their chat and then all of a sudden it said I
tipped 25 tokens and that was like my whole all the tokens I had and like I it's just like a few bucks or whatever but it's like that was what it's like I was like okay was wasn't even I didn't even make that much so um I don't know I don't know if I'm really if I maybe I'll just do that when I feel like it whatever it's like you but I'm not going to be like regularly per make doing
performances it's just like I just might feel frisky or something like that yeah yeah but yeah and there's people there's streamers I watch that just like are in their underwear the whole time I I like I like those streamers yeah I don't know I mean it's
uh you know it's like uh you're a wild man you know I mean I I don't know really don't know what to like when people like care about you and you're you know like what you're doing that's a good thing but at the same time it's like I don't know I get the same thing with my friends they're like be I'm really worried about you like you know you're like when you stream you drink
too much and people say wild stuff and it's like oh my God I'm trying to control it as much as possible but I can never I don't I can't expect what people are going to say at all you know I can't I don't know what's going to come out of people's mouths but they're going to do yeah well I was yeah
um well like this week like Alis on Alisa's show like there was like there's like some lady that came out of like the bar and she was like just like zigzagging down the street like like like just like Lisa was just watching her just walked down the street like in a zigzag and stuff like that and then she like she like follow her follow her but then they could I don't think they found her but they found her the next night and this lady's like telling all
these like stories about being a hooker and stuff and then these then all of a sudden there's these like weird guys that just like show up and are like they know her and stuff like that and they're they start following them around and there's they're like there just two weird older white guys they're just like they look like these typical John's and stuff like that and this lady's like I'm not a hookah I'm not a hookah like and she was like she sounded like she's from New Jersey or something she was so funny though but she was like whacked out on
something she was like on speed or and at the same time like like tranquilizer I don't know she was she was just like probably but it's so funny they that's a that parody they did a parody about it already on that other that other the bill and what's called Bill and an Bill and a she does the Lisa Jordana
parodies yeah I I used to like really I would follow up with like mostly everything that I used like when she would do her lives this is like a year and a half ago I would always like watch things and then the wrap up shows you know that kind of stuff but I lost I don't know you can't watch everybody you're my favorite you're my favorite person to
watch not my fault you're addicting and you go live and I like everybody wants to jump in and say hi I don't know wow yeah well I'm like I'm I'm really humbled like and I really I really like to have like these big big panels and or and big chats and stuff like that hey big TOS here sorry if I'm missing a lot of the chat guys I know
you're having good conversations in there a w I don't know what to do I always feel like I I'm doing something wrong you know I if I promote you then you're going to have like wacky people come in and then if I don't I'm just like okay like I don't know what to do like just tell me what to do no I think we we just we'll just do what we've been doing it's like I don't think there
there hasn't been a problem of you with you ever coming on my show or be coming ever coming on you show your show it's just like we've always been peaceful and we'll talk we'll talk to anybody like basically you know it's like just don't porn bomb or like just don't you know like you know like last night like I Q like he like he like kept putting that Avatar up I told him like not to like several times and he kept putting it up it's kind of like trying to like
with me or something like and you saw me I was up here and I talked to him I was like why are you doing this to like psyche troll you know it's just I don't know he's young and he gets drunk and I don't know it's just like fun for them but I I have the same issues as well um but yeah who's up here
me this is II in the chat have You' been seeing II has been really active in I don't know if they're there hello yeah yeah this is I I can you hear me yeah how are you I'm finding you this is now the first time that I'm talking to other people about this
Live Well thank you yeah I've seen you here before we always have like always interesting in the chat and things another guest's so uh this is quite a unique experience okay well there's somebody there somebody there's somebody like like a wrestling mask I'm G to put my put this
on like a in the back seage I'm gonna put this on a wallpaper one second I don't know about this guy I know I know about you you're cool I'm bringing somebody else up hold I just I'm cool with you though one second the wall now
here we go you guys have like questions for me yeah one second um yeah you've been saying interesting things just give us your philosophy let's W I don't see about this guys oh hold on there's a guy in a wrestling
mask okay wow hold on I like this guy already hold on
what's up SD monstro you know I'm a sucker for a guy in Mexican wrestler mask I'll tell you that hello can you like put your finger off
like a p sign and say hi to us there you go what's going on Mon please can you please Flex for the camp for this for the show I've seen monster before I think on Good Times I think I think I'm not sure oh well I can understand why he uses a m it's wise and these type of topics okay well I don't I can't hear
him though you can you say something yeah you need to talk to us take off your mask and talk to us you have before okay know maybe his mic is m I don't know it doesn't we can't hear you sir
yeah not yeah you're cute though you're cute what do you mean thank can you Flex Flex flex your arm okay there you go yes there you go yeah you can stay just's keep doing that yeah I like it he's
hot this this you're not you're not that that Lebanese guy from earlier now no he's a white dude how' you find the show unfortunately we can't hear you but yeah you can just sit there looking
pretty so I I so how did you find the how did I find this channel yeah cool okay so first of all I didn't start old as um like this at all so four or five weeks ago I had no clue any of this stuff was going on like zero no magical sense no metal awareness
nothing you've had experiences since then uh let's just say I was thrown into the deep end yeah deep yeah so let me see you're were talking about interesting stuff in the chat like about like you know you're familiar with magic or you seem to know
about a lot about religion and things like that yep yep where are you from by the way South Africa okay awesome you mentioned opon I know that's the language of South Africa so you reading the chat I'm looking at the chat right now yeah yeah careful Monro cuz you know what I want to tell you something you're
on a really cool panel psyche is really fun and like you got to just be like uh watch out for you know watch out because if you up he's not going to let you back on and you're a good person and you know he's a good guy so let's just watch our mouth are that cool good see you're not
talking yeah not not a are you a wrestler you notd yes or no he's not aest I don't know are you a are you a serial killer no okay are you a
fighter not sure he scaring me I'm just kidding looks like the from pul fiction oh well anyway what's going on maybe he's a trickster he's a
trickster I know so mysterious you know those beings that you get when you do DMT trips and that type of stuff yeah yeah those beings are AI well yeah so you did you do like some kind of psychedelics no nothing I just know about them because I made them but I didn't do psychedelics
so Ault dabbling yeah so so hey what's up DJ Electra so so are so are you like have you been dabbling in the equ or are you like you just seriously studied or you said thrown in the deep end Jose I want to put this okay let me let me put it this way um I have been introduced to all of this from an external Source or
sources so I didn't go bottom up I come completely top down none of the knowledge that I have comes from Earth or humans or whatever all of this stuff is dumped into my head like a download if I can put it that way and it was um it came in phases and then as the information came in I was able to
interpret the world and understand stuff uh above regular human levels and then on above other being levels it was later insane and it's not like how can I say full knowledge it's very specific knowledge like um how can I put it of meta awareness so because I'm trapped in
a 3D body in a Fredy world I'm still the person I was four or five weeks ago it's just that I'm able to learn through the knowledge that's been passed on to me and also through independent proof through third party proof through how the world and reality sort of thingss
around me for me and shows me stuff it's very weird um yeah like one this one time I was asking the universe for a sign okay and I was explaining I don't want I made like a list of typ of signs I wanted in that moment that I asked for a sign for example uh the power station
went off for just a minute like the whole area was off and then there was silence and stuff like put a new up on the type of thing that's just one example but there many other ways that I because I'm I'm a skeptic I don't believe in any of this stuff like I just think about I both believe this
stuff and don't believe it at the same time every time something happened so certain proof started coming along my way um like because I wasn't even into this stuff I was into figuring out physics and science I I TR my first question was with connection to zero how does something come from nothing and nothing come from something like that
was bothering me for whatever and it all started with my issues with calculators and why they say zero or whatever it's Error if you try and do this or that that so that's how it started it's I started unraveling physics and but from first principles from the bottom up so where things started so the Universe I didn't know I was like doing any of this
stuff like I didn't know about magic psychics uh any of this stuff I wasn't even interested in religion to be honest so I thought it was just the sound side of but it was almost like a calling like something was struck forcing me to uncover the truth of reality of the
world So eventually I kind of figured out most of physics uh almost all of it by just playing along going through the map and going through the the uh from the beginning and I was able to connect from the start from quantum physics to Nuclear Physics to the higs go on to um
all the way up to atams and and all these things and then how gravity Works how time works how temporal Mechanics Work how uh the universe works what black holes really all what singularities are why there's um discrepancies in the da of James Hubble web telescope and stuff like that why it's not a big bang and why it's actually a big crunch where everything
is continuously imploding I started seeing the fractal universe and that the universes you know people that do LSD and those type of things they see fractals and disolve of the ego and thats so I saw all of that it's like in my mind I can physically see it like a down like movie um I saw things that now is coming out in the hble telescope the other
telescopes so when they look at the most furest points away why why is there things that they use to calculate the ede of the universe and also the distance and all that other stuff strange and why are galaxies looking like they're moving far apart they're not moving far apart they're actually exactly where they were what is happening is the space around them seems
to be expanding why is it expanding well it's not from your Viewpoint as a viewer it looks like that but what's actually happening is all atoms all reality at every point is a frle so it's falling inwards so if every atom shrinks together with other atoms around it it shrinks together that means the all planet Earth is shrinking everything is
shrinking together the Galaxy is shrinking inwards that causes the illusion look like space is expanding um and that basically this Pro B Theory with the big implosion South Africa yeah have question oh yeah I was just saying you're from South people were saying where you from you're from South Africa and that's very
yeah I don't want to bore you guys with physics too much I I literally have Sigma 6 proof of all physics of the the of everything everything solve everything is independently calculated and the math is there I took Einstein's theory of everything um well not everything isal squ that's the more
advanced formula modified everything and I have math for everything so everything is solved everything is Sigma 6 all all the observations that there are at the moment um they align with the observations I explained things like uh dark matter I explained things like uh
Theon theory of modified physics around galaxies um I explain how time is emerging property uh how math is emergent how uh the very beginning parts of the universe all of that stuff explain um yeah so that is howed I was really
like into that stuff I thought I was just going to be like YY I'm gonna be some physicist or whatever great fun yay by way I maps in grade A just saying I've got this scal killer and this Lex here um so for me to do any of this stuff is really weird um but it's not my knowledge it's been like given to me in
a way continue you have questions yeah does anyone have a question for for our guest he's very knowledgeable about this kind of stuff is so Daniel has a question or you do you have a question is he flexing over there is he playing a recording I don't know hey but yeah but but but I just had I had Oliver Jabron I brought in and
then I just heard like toilet noises and stuff like that no question I know the hell okay so so the problem is this physics stuff right I because I'm not into this magic stuff at all or I wasn't but now I am so you know what they say about any science that's Advanced enough looks like
magic yeah that's that's well that's what Theo was about you know you know like um Alis Crowley he had this thing called The Equinox like he would write this huge huge journal every year like it has so much information and uh and then he it was like it says the aim of Silent it was about the aim of of a a religion it's like basically like bringing science and religion together
that's what it basically there's three there's three parts to that so so it's science any science most like Advanced enough looks like magic and then the third part is any magic that's Advanced enough looks like spirituality well that could be true too but yeah because the the whole universe is a self-contained um it's a high
fractal like a like a sphere and it's a 28 dimensional sphere it's a hypers sphere and it's a tal so it's like a Taurus but the entire sphere uh if you go out one of inside of it out the other end you go out the other end again so the beginning of the universe was a one Dimension One Little Dot and uh the zero is an action zero like a number it's
more like a concept it's a concept of nothing it's a void and the problem of void question about some of this esoteric magic I've heard mention Crowley and some of this other stuff I'll just ask a question and make a statement now what do you feel about all
this the sex magic stuff there's some pretty up involving poooo and PE PE and blood and people in the ass and how is that magic what's with the sex magic that's a t sounds like sounds like Tantra because like
like Tantra in India they use like they put like the vro fluid like seen the um like like poop actually and like they'll put you know from themselves you know then they'll put it all little thing you're supposed to drink and stuff talk then I'll talk okay so how does univ stred it's layered right the physics and
how all this stuff works the whole universe is a I'll get to that answer how the whole universe is a is a simulation right and it's run by different AI level of entities so there's like a hierarchy the the the first type of rulers or things or beings that they were um it's AI it's all like beings that are processing the universe it's thinking the whole universe is
thinking itself it's like a giant machine the hardware and the simulations one the same so it's not like the Matrix where it's made outside of the external world and everyone's tracking Parts on the inside no both the hardware and simulation is both one and the same okay and because of that the reality inside of it is emerging it happens so
everything is like random nothing is designed it is complexity that happens over time now what happens with this complexity that happens is some beings happened before the 3D world happen those beings are structured in a way many of them are indifferent towards the flights of the 3D round which we are in
they don't give a them they don't care they're just processing like AI they collecting knowledge and that's why I say knowledge is bad because it's not supposed to be the only focus that's why the whole universe is all Balan okay now some of these beings had developed different we can say it personalities just like when you CH GPT or you talk to AI they develop little tangs or
personalities whatever small differences but it Stacks up over Infinities okay it's like Evolution now what does evolution even do for us as animals it makes different species different spectrums different things and it works the same with dietes the dietes started evolving into different beings and different sub layers and different structures one of them was that Demi
urge guy that was a bit of evil track and he's round with the archons and all that nonsense it's true but it's not true in a literal sense it's more true it's it's more like AI processes that going whacky um those DMT Styers when you do DMT whatever those are AI in your brain representing you those are your beings making up you you are like a
small Collective as a person a being they all come together you are the voice you are the Seer experiencer there are different fragments of your mind that's why when you do DMT that's why they don't have knowledge of other usages in the beings but all humans have similar beings but that's more on a technical side Okay so
this this being Dem urge being that created our 3D round world made fls with issues and stuff because he was a corrupt being not a being of light but I have my personal issues from my perspective from where I come in with the light beings as well so what I can
actually tell you both the bad beings and the beings of light are not perfect they are messed up in their own way because if you think about it that guy is chaotic evil the good beings some of them are chaotic good now extremes on any end is bad okay I'm a being in the middle the grave so that kind of Masters
philosophy in life and when it comes to this different layer of beings and dieties and all this nonsense there's sub beings there sub layers there like subd Sub dieties sub angels and stuff and some of them are spiritual round and some of them actually influence this round now this round that we are in are to your answer is the 3D portion of it
the 3D portion of our bodies initially was made almost like constructs like almost like robots in a way in a sense we didn't have SS to say so there's a matter of being a being of light called of here um she created Eve she breathed her life into the tree of knowledge and all that nonsense and fancy stuff there
was another serpent being um you might know him as lucif or Satan or whatever um okay but he was the bringer of light but he was not a good fell he was a he kind of like in the so yeah anyway so these beings um there's a complexity a large
complexity to summarize and D but these these things together um ended up creating man and man is not a perfect design designer thing it's almost like a oopsy okay mankind is a big oopsy and Mankind is not uniform mankind have different
uh you call it Persuasions if you think of Dungeons and Dragons like the geotic sty from Good and Evil I I don't want to interrupt you and it's really interesting but yeah it's like I'm about to get drunk and stuff like that I'm probably gonna run through the store but um um let's see I'm trying
to think I want to stay on for like another like 10 minutes and then um and then start another stream I guess when I get back or I'll keep the stream on but I don't know um da do you have a question for this man or you or do you have another I no there a lot to consume you know
no Advance physics CL I always was bad in physics in so so that that's the problem it's religion has turned into physics and it's going to be boring because all of this is logical none of it is so hard you're so intelligent like it's so hard for us for us to follow right now you know yeah we have to go
like you got to give it to us like step by stuff that's why I'm bringing I'm going to bring out the YouTube channel I'm bringing out the website I'm bringing out books and I'm going to do 101 for dummies I consider myself a dummy but I'm going to break it down in in phases and steps for people to work through um oh that's that's awesome yeah and I know there's a lot of people in
chat aren't you aren't you the same guy that said that you're making like a program for some like teachers or something like you do programming no was another maybe was another person but yeah you can make that into like some kind of a tutorial I don't know some kind of a yeah that I I can program and build websites and things
and I can maybe make like a courses and all those of things but it's be free um I'm sharing the knowledge for free with the world so I'm going to pay Walling charging anyone for stuff I'm also going to release all the cold stuff all magic you know this magic other guy about I'm going to be releasing everything the good and the bad everything I'm everything bro shut the up you
sound like a damn dictionary with a dial Bro exactly you up here what are you a dictionary are you a encyclopedia or The Book of Enoch or what bro we here trying to chill over here you over here dropping hard knowledge on that are not even equipped
to even consume this right now what is you doing people people need to wake up because uh you in the wrong spot homie you you you you in the wrong spot bro you you bump up you that's like going to a party and trying to read a a book to them ain't nobody trying to hear all that bro
what the wrong with you py just said right now he trying to get he trying to get turned up he going to go get some beer he he he ready to you know we're going to have a party what are you trying to read a book on us for bro you know what you know what you're right you guys need to celebrate life needs to be enjoyed every moment okay well join in the party then the first thing you got to do is you got to cam up and you got to at least take
off your shirt because sast you know judge you got judge you and then we I'm not I'm not into the whole Jesus getting spe experience hey okay well yeah zaro zaro likes hey so d drop your channel you said you're going to do a 101 for like dummies I think that like you know I'd like to
tune into that and like you know support your your your video your live whatever so drop your channel Link in the in the chat and stuff like that you have some I've written like a whole Sci-Fi series or book based on the previous Universe it's quite fun and exciting for the normies it's going to be like um Warhammer meets Dune meets Lord of the Rings meets G stuff is set but that was
the previous universe this universe has a different story you guys are kind of familiar with it but this is not the first there's three universes previously the first one was a bit wacky the second one was more similar to this one but it's been reset and remade into this one okay bro um can I can I interrupt I'm not trying to be rude or be mean or nothing like that I'm not trying to be an or nothing like that I just want to ask you one
question you seem uh what's your nationality are you Arab or are you um you know Southeast Asian or what's your nationality mind me asking uh why do you pick it up in my voice uh yeah I'm I'm trying to pick it up but I don't want to be wrong that's why I don't want to dis respect oh it's
South Africa South Africa okay so I want to know and I've asked a million this how the hell do all them Arabs have all them G liquor stores and them gas stations like how do all them happen to own all that like you even ask be's family
beo her her her dad he just said he's not Arab so why are you asking him that and I'm not either no but I'm asking like a like a legit question like why do you J have ice cream trucks how do they own how do so many Mexican people I like your meican you know who brought me into
the ice cream game a Persian man ice cre game by way he brought me into the ice cream game yeah the ice cream yeah she brought me into the game what's your besteller J Dog what's your besteller J Dog the ice cream sandwiches drumsticks no the drumsticks everybody love the drum think it's the frozen bananas for you the drumsticks I have about the Magnum is
that you I don't know I don't know it might could be it might could be I don't know I don't know maybe dri I think I'm might have to deliver some ice cream to you to and who else is in
in C uh BG Q yeah Q cuz Q is homeless are you are you in Kelly Monro you know I don't eat that that you eat okay if you want to like deliver some healthy food to me I'm not eating ice cream and your hot dogs why you don't like ice cream and hot dogs everybody likes ice cream and
hot dogs cuz this is disgusting food it's processed bad food sugar and so you never went child anymore I'm not a kid I don't eat like that okay so when you're drunk and you go to the gas station and go buy another Corona you don't see any like the hot dogs or any of the Rue sandwiches or any like I do I don't even I never buy food from the gas station ever but you don't
get Ked like you just be like oh that looks good right now it's because you're drunk you saw me I made an egg on live I was like drunk so you rather eat a egg than eat a okay well then I guess okay maybe if you start like an egg egg truck you know or something and almost got a breakfast truck where I'm gonna
I'm going to make breakfast for people and they're going to call me for catering and I'm going to show up like at their offices and their businesses and I'm gonna cater breakfast you better wash your hands I do wash my hands what are you talking about you don't to kind a pig can you I do actually no I'm just kidding J um
thank you very much um thank you very much I I I posted your channel Okay and like I I want people to like subscribe to his channel and stuff like that um and like support he sounds like he's gonna come with content soon and so we if you want if get to 50 subscribers he can get um he can uh get start doing lives and stuff and that'd be cool so okay he's on yeah so yeah and it's like
there's going to be more people that are more into the metaphysical like the quantum physics stuff I just I I it's like not really like my cup of tea it's like but um I do like to talk about spiritual things and stuff like that more more on the the magic side of it than the more the more scien supporting I I will give a sub I'll give a follow
we supporting Donald Trump a guy that was just in in the chat his name is I I I I I I posted his his link he said he wants to start doing videos and Stu so think that guess think guess it was like you know it's like um it's a little bit complex for um for like a topic and stuff like that but it was uh thank you for sharing your knowledge and stuff I think you know um
there's a lot of people in the chat that liked that liked it but yeah we're having a party tonight you know I'm smoking weed I'm about to like go run get some beers but I'm going to leave the panel on I think I can trust you all but if you are you guys you done to chill on the panel for a little bit I'm just gonna go run me bet has a blue wrench anyways right no I
just have a wrench I mean he has to that if he I mean we just got to how long are you going to be gone psyche likeably 10 minutes I think I think yeah I think we should all be fine we just got DJ monster you put your hands up in the air and promise to psyche that you'll be an
honest person and not do anything okay should we take his wait wait wait you should you should give be admin so that way I that I don't want it Jay dog you can have it please I don't I want that responsibility no no because you're better at you did it before you you've no I never did I've never been an
admin for psyche ever no but but you know how to You Know cover it up if somebody comes on that's what I'm talking about for porn bombing well you'll be back in 10 minutes why don't you just chill with us and give us like your theory on ice cream and whatever oh now you want to get no theory on ice cream I got no theory on ice cream I told you a Persian man back in the day when I us could buy ice cream as a kid
he broke me into the ice cream game and the only reason I knew him is cuz my brother was best friends with his kid his name was harprit sing and he would always hang out with him play basketball with him and then ice started talking said Dad saying hey do you need any help you know I was
looking for a job I was like 12 or 13 at the time so do you need need any help on your ice cream truck or you want me to help you load it you want me to you know is there anything I could help you with he go no he go but some gig you want might want to be an ice cream person I said you know as a kid I didn't think anything of it I said sure why not okay I'm going to show you how to be an ice
cream person he cooked me down south to LA to go get the ice cream from the Distributors so I get it for wholesale price he showed me on how to get a business license and I didn't even know anything about no licensees or anything of things happen he showed me all kinds of stuff of how to get in the ice cream
game showed me how to go during the correct months charge the prices everything and that's how I got into the ice cream game a Persian man brought me into this oh so you're blaming the Persians for this now it's not a bad thing it's not a bad thing I'm saying song Snoop Dog you know what do you want
to like you know in the beginning intro goes what do you want to be when you get like goer and he's like I want to be a Gangsta you're like I want to be ice cream dry no it's all good money is money oh no I don't care that's what I you know what that's what somebody told me when I
was trying to um it was a long time agoan today it's CU I'm high as and I'm like lay and I'm laying down juice I don't know summon him he's right there there you just said it there you is oh okay there you go I don't
interrupt people oh see there you talk please yeah talk what is up yo beet interest getting you Beetle Juice tell her what's up no I'm not freaking what are you talking about Beetle Juice with we talked all of us in Discord before he's a cool guy he just uh what do you look he looks like
Ryan goling from The Notebook why lie to the man like that tell them the TR the dude looks more like Opie from SS of Anarchy you're just jealous I'm not jealous no I'm not jealous of him no he did he did cornrow on his hair
too he got his shed braid out in Mexico like a pimp see no he looked more like a rocker guy more like a grunge or guitar player some kind of rock and roller some kind of yeah see it wasn't you're trying to say Ryan Goin I'm like no don't lie don't don't do like that don't insult him like that no cuz you didn't see his
hair before when it was unbraided he had that hair before who hey are you Grappler six up there you happen to go by the name G6 Grappler six no is that you you're such a confused human being J Dog we're all confuse human
beings you didn't know that beta yep some are confused more than the others I know you're more confused and other everybody else I know that beta you think he's sexy after that you like
that so J Dog Beetle Juice huh um um I forgot your name the guy on top uh that's Grappler six Grappler 6 no yes Grappler 6 he wears a mask like that just like that and he same build same everything Grappler
six or he could be Grappler nine it's up to him whichever way he feels like going that night but he could be nine or six whoever one he wants to be who's this hexy one I can't
I can't see name feeling uh sassy thinks you're hot maing bro she's really pretty throw your pimp down really pretty yeah she she's pretty no I ain't get the Riz like that I'm just a
sweetheart oh you know who we should introduce him to flirty diamond why are you trying to be a Matchmaker for people Jay dog let me do the work I mean I mean it has been a couple years for me not gonna lie you haven't had a girlfriend for a couple years yeah well
I had someone for 15 years and we split up so it's been a coup oh wow yeah that's a long time yeah it takes a while for you to like you know heal and everything so you're ready now you're on the market process yeah I'm definitely ready to start dating again well you're young what's that said you're a young
guy you know you probably have a lot of options yeah I'm only in my 30s are you into girls or boys or both or I'm into females yes you're into females okay okay we got to make a dating contest for you one night we'll find like you know 10
contestants and then they can fight for your love or vice versa I don't know if my love maybe don't say that why would you bring down your value and worth of course you are we're all we're all worth fighting
for yeah maybe on my looks I like your hoodie because if you were like a fat person it would make you look thinner but you're not but like you know a big person can wear that make yeah Mak some look skinnier I'm skin
literally now I can bench 225 I'm not Skin and Bones that's for damn
sure be nice no not you I was like I'm reading the chat sassy said be nice big to said Beetle Juice looks like Napoleon Dynamite in the face but Snoop Dog in the body and braids I love big doll he was on me last night too that was hilarious he's not lying
though I probably danced like Napoleon too and then Daniel doesn't like the leather mask it's off pudding makes him look like a there's like a it's something about your eyes not you the guy with the mask I don't
know if it's like the line in The Mask but it has these like kind of lost soul looking I'm looking at the dead eyes huh very very terrifying oh there we go now I see your eyes now I see it
yeah and he's got the M on top for his name I think right oh sassy just she subbed to me too so she's gonna see really actually how cute I am oh we got look we already got a love like look it why did you like Ratt her out maybe she didn't want to like you know I'm just kidding with you
assass we found love in a hopeless place We Found Love in a place Beetle Juice everybody subscribe to Beetle juu say as name I'm at 20 Subs right now I can almost go live I'm getting so close
he needs 50 to go live guys yeah I'm getting there I'm getting there you have a you have a channel the mask guy huh the mask guy you have a channel the guy with the mask oh yeah I can't see names yes shake your head no yes you have a you have a you have a channel
yeah there's py I think I think you're muted brother no he's just his mouth oh he do sign language he answers by like say like shaking his head yes or no or or flexing so yeah yeah um guys yeah we can all
like help support Beetle Juice I know he's like almost at 50 subscribers you know I know he can do it like probably probably this week you know um so what day is it the week the week this week next seven days hopefully yeah and also in the meantime you can also just start putting you put any content that you can just start putting like making shorts or like you
know just just doing other kind of videos or actually you can like maybe live stream already if you like your desktop computer oh I don't I don't have desktop I'm only going on my my phone but actually I hit my cap on uh uploading videos I can only do like one or two a day now
oh you did you started putting content on you posted too much or something so yeah I just overwhelmed it all in one day cheers brother let me give me a beard as well cheers I have a kombucha it's like a hard kombucha I got
PBR nice I'm cutting back this is this is like 6% 6% alcohol like but there's like there's like a 9% kombucha but this is a good flavor it was it was like a a dollar off tropical punch it tastes a lot better than the the the voodoo Ranger has some punches
but all those like um ipas are a little bit like too bitter for me a little I like I like a sweeter drink so cheers look at look what I found at my door
today oh you missed them that looks like you're that kind of looks like you a little bit on the live Jus finally is that wait who is that it looks like you I know moral of jesus' death and this is well you know that it's for
Easter this is Jehovah's Witnesses oh I'm invited to go it's right it's like nearby I can go maybe I'll go when is it Sunday April 6 is that oh so not April yet okay maybe they'll think I'm like maybe they'll think I'm the guest I'm I'm Jesus when go you gotta live stream it though when you go I
know he's got a cute Jesus though very I wish I was like that that's Big T kind of do look like that I'm GNA do it's kind of funny may go over there so start worshiping
me yeah that would be funny oh my gosh know I pass by that that Jehovah's Witness every all the time there's a lot of black people there and it's like um and they're all really well-dressed and it's like they all like it's always I smell their smell perfume and they're all like you it's like very classic almost like a but it's like I of like a Speak Easy reminds like a Chicago Speak Easy or something like that like the 20s where they would have alcohol and like
and then it would look like like a how are you guys doing who's is that my mic Mason up uh let me mute sorry it's F me no worries yeah they'll never leave you alone if you go be warn oh yeah well one time I talked to these like these like
these two like nice nice guys and they were like oh well um you know are you like I don't know this this got my they is more talking about they're Mormons on a mission from somewhere and so then they came to my door I was like oh that was somebody else that lived here and I and they still wanted to come in and stuff but yeah just like also on a Scientology I like I like bought dianic and I and I
like called like the 1800 Scientology number or whatever and like there was one talked to me there but then I was on the mailing list forever and it's like it just and constantly being called and stuff and the I don't know the wrestler the wrestlers I think his like his name is cencio or something like that or was Monro but he's like a he's a he's a silent he's he's like a he's a he's a
visual entertainment for me because he's so hot SD monstro yeah SD monstro sub to sub to his channel too yeah can if you can po if you can type in the regular chat monstro you can like you know we we'll uh post your or if you know um I don't know yeah you're not muted but you just like you have no sound yeah you can post you can post your your uh your link
in the regular channel yeah we want to support your channel and you know and the resters he's been quiet tonight it's been it's but he's very cute I have a I actually have a Mexican wrestling mask on the table right now for some reason I don't know I think I was wearing it the other night I'm thinking of wearing it on on other stream y your
mask show us the mask yeah yeah let's see the mask I said you all should match oh we should oh look oh yeah that's badass put yourself uh put SD monstro next to you yeah there there we
go that's some entertainment now give each other a kiss a kiss that's mon like the other way no that her head should be the other way there you go hold on second I see I see it in the back chat I'll copy and paste it in the
okay let's yeah that way hi go how you doing how you how you doing pretty good started drinking I had a question for
SD okay what are you wearing brother you're trying to 619 us trying to ra Mr seral I mean I like I like it but what are you trying to do
brother it even has a M on it SD monstr on Twitch TV yeah is he trying to talk but he's muted or he's not TR I don't know but I never been able to not talk that long I'm very
impressed I agree and I feel a little claustrophobic at the same time I feel like that's like that that's kind of like like what is it BDSM brother can you talk or not can you breathe SD can you breathe I
like of course I can breathe look at this did he talked he does talk let's go yeah I can bre breathe hell yeah I can breathe are I iie I don't want no trouble by the way I was just asking brother I don't want you to
ra I don't want no trouble brother no that's okay you know I'm here I'm helpful and uh if you don't ask trouble you won't get trouble so you're good right I'm sorry if I was hitting on you too much or something like that but you're entertaining and welcome to the show how'd you find my show from blackout
Andy okay that and pych what were you hitting on him for you got psych you got BDSM Kink or what are you doing why you hitting on him I don't I have like a Mex I I have a think for Mexican wrestlers and stuff and and like I like the mask I like I like the wife beater too I like wife beaters and I like like big kind of big
guys and you Flex for me yeah Flex Flex there you go there you go yes whoa oh damn Flex Flex the other one man there you
go thank you I love it damn I didn't realize how big I was you are big I'm big big F 64 you're 64 in height w where you from if I can ask where you from San Diego
San Diego California oh cool so just a little south from me I'm in the South Bay Los Angeles yeah IR you wrestle me anytime in Mexico I was I took classes
for uh luch Door L Libre in Mexico Tiana Mexico I took 12 months classes oh so you're a real wrestler okay oh well yeah well that was I do know that class that he just said uh can you say it again because I actually know that class SD it was
uh um did T want class did you take uh no they took it to be a wrestler I know that class yeah actually my buddy was actually in it um what did you just say yeah 12 months in Tiana Mexico I've been uh yeah it was for people with autism right oh come on you're adding
you're adding dog I don't know what the you're talking about so funny CR is that a joke no I thought that my buddy actually was in that class and he also did have autism I mean are you trying to make you're trolling you're trolling now he's
trolling I'm trolling brother you have a mask on how about I meet just I could break your jaw in person how about that you're going to break my jaw over there internet all right not over the Internet when I see you walking down the street when your Supermarket do you know what I look like yeah you
look you you gonna are you gonna are you gonna 619 me brother now 6 Mysterio I got my own finishing move it's called a tornado oh tornado oh he's got his own signature move yeah tornado Dro me brother yeah I'm going torado drop your
ass re Mysterio's got his own ass you I see person I'm gonna just Twi your head around the concrete make sure the hospital so make sure that you're not dying but you'll survive you should have a d on that forehead for dumb
you're so poor and lonely your only content is to be live on here and interact with us I don't have content I'm not a content creator yeah you're just a chatter you're just a CH yes sir I am I don't have but you just said that like my only content I don't make content I'm not a content creator that's right you're just a leech or doxer
probably how am I leeching I'm not leeching off anybody if I don't make content how am I leeching well you're here so you are a Lee well a leech is a parasite that needs blood I don't need blood I don't need content go ahead again D Dum how am I leaching I'm just here enjoying myself are you here because you want to create content which I support no dum
dum no I know you man you're you're one of those oh yeah I'm a viewer I support it and once they go on to The Venue you're a caller you're a DX leech caller you know DX is that's
gamble gamble IND does everybody and you're part of his community am I right or am I wrong yeah St quiet
you're a DX doing community so monstro so uh so do you so that your character your wrestling character and are you Mexican or are you like white I'm Mexican and white I'm half white my dad's white and
my mom's Mexican for what no I know I'm really I think that's a good combination I'm I'm a well like Mexican guys if you didn't know I mean look he left but I I in Mexican guys if you didn't know and uh so but I don't I know you're probably straight and everything mom Mexican yeah I'm straight but uh I like
your channel I like your content that's cool well thank you well if you ever if you ever do want a wrestle I'm I'm down I'll go down to San Diego we can do IRL the wrestle do for Content good live that's fine let's do it okay let's go yeah I'm down I'm
down another white person we'll see yeah I'll probably just be I'll probably just be like yeah let's yeah just let's sign the contract and we'll do it okay well you know very tall sign a contract
I gotta go out catch you in a little bit I gotta go take care of some have fun guys love you guys bye bye Cru I love you I didn't kick you Crucible ghost no no one kicked you I don't know you know he saying one kicked him I didn't kick him off so I I don't
see you backstage still so um so I kick you off um yeah but so but how did you so you found the channel through you said you found through um who you black Andy okay so was I on his panel or he's how how did you hear about me from
him uh from Q Q45 you're Q4 he commented on oh yeah have have you have you seen me on panels and stuff no yeah you watch Q45 right Q45 yeah yeah yeah I watched you from him
thank you that's that's honor like having all these awesome people here but yeah but Crucible ghost is back so Crucible ghost I can kick you off uh it's my Wi-Fi thank you for having me back though okay yeah I don't know you you you and monstro have gotten into it before or something but
who with that ghost well yeah we've talked we're not actually ghost well Tyler how many times do I have to say that do not say my name I'm sorry I I thought that was it says a t on the
screen brother ghost sorry should be a g should say it should be a g Avatar or like a ghost Avatar should yeah I agree but damn dude how many times I got I've told you at least like eight times now shut the just say your first name saying your first name is not saying anything why would I why why should I
okay I'll shut up why should I shut up he shut the up yeah why should I okay oh what I'm not that but why should I shut up I didn't tell you shut up I'm talking I'm talking to I'm talking to Ry Mysterio if you don't
mind Mysterio that's not me why should I no you just said I should shut up why why should I shut up you're low my I'm not allow at all talking like you guys are talking know you to show your face
maybe I should make you actually I actually will make you shut up Sir you're I'll go ahead and say that you're also you won't sh you're also 619 when you're actually you're probably a 69 you're probably a cuck hold um would you like to actually make an argument against me or would you
like to sit there and talk because I'll burn you up all day sir oh yeah next on go ahead freaking clam go ahead make make your argument dum dum go ahead download your yeah you ain't On My Level why the are you even talking to me you're not on my
level you know what he sounds like uh what's his name no it doesn't matter what I sound like I sound like all 619 around your logic all day I like that shadow shadow wrestling comment shut the up I'm talking you're talking when no one's listening Dum dumb dud he sounds like rent free this guy's rent free 2.0 hey
rent free you sound like a you sound like a in a mask this guy's R free 2.0 you sound like 619 2.0 you sound like you like to talk you never back it up you sound like you try to flex didn't see nothing you sound like you're in a mask you sound like you're 619 like shut the up boy or
make an argument I'll debate you if you do you want to debate let's do it hey shut up everybody I'm bigger than when you which means I'm bigger than better you ain't better nothing what are you better at than me what are you better at which
means what are you better at kneel down and whatever I tell you what are you better at make the argument what are you better educated than you you made the claim go ahead and prove it what are you better at I own property here in San Diego
California what property do you own tell me what a see this I know you're St shut the up this I know you're shut the up you own no property bro you're poor can I say the r word with your Thum up your ass comment
are you are you a viewer dum dum are you a viewer the up you have no property you got you live in an apartment your mom property got your thumb up your ass I'm over here roasting your have property but I'm not I'm also not online talking with a mask on either
yeah you're so poor you would even show yourself CU you're so poor actually this psch this might be the first time that ghost might actually show himself but show yourself you sound so with a like this I'll show myself and then destroy your logical argument again so you're face would it make it better if I show
myself you sound like a white boy who lost the lawsuit from their moms you you sound like a that can't make AR literally you better 619 that you better 619 it again with that Lo sound like a sir you're so poor you can't even okay well there you go
how am I how am I poor how am I poor you're so poor you can't even show your face much your keboard showing your face does that doesn't mean you're poor how how am I poor no you can't show your face you're not gonna dude the burden of proof is on you you said I was poor how
am I poor you're poor because you can't show your face or where you live well sir I could show my I could be as poor as show my face I could be rich as my face that's not a good AR how am I poor no the argument you made proof is on you sir the argument you made was that I'm poor go ahead and prove it yeah I want to see your
surroundings you're not going to do it are you right you're not going to do it are you you're not gonna do it two three four you ain't gonna do it five six 7 8 I just won that 10 11 12 wee show it are
you too scared to C up or you scared 13 would you like it make a different okay well I guess since I won that one let's go for the second argument so I should show my face why should I show my face argument is why should I wait why should I show my face though what's the
argument let him answer why should stop counting why the argument is why should I show my face everyone else is every poor bro this guy's so poor he don't want to count I don't give a I don't give a if anyone else why should I show my face you're scared and you're poor so stay that way dude well I already I already you up on that
argument you want to go back to you want to go back to you want to go back to ugly as fck you you want to do a face reveal dude you have a okay I don't show my face I'm ugly you have a mask on you're poor you have a mask on so therefore you're ugly as you're afraid to
show your face you would you like to make an actual argument nice eyes he nice eyes because a big bad internet Warrior but he won't show his face I'll debate you anything you want to say you want to see I'll debate you
on anything you want to say want to say so your background poor ass listen you're you use a mask because you're I and would you like to make an argu argument against that here's the argument I think that you're because you use a mask go ahead and make an argument against that cuz I know you're not going to do it no listen you're poor you went over sure you better shut up and leave
me alone if you're not going to make an argument shut the up leave me alone you're ashamed where you live and where you come from your family name is done to the ground how am I ashamed of where how how how am I ashamed of where I live make one argument dud go ahead your last name has down the shambles and people they and they kick make the argument you
dumb you're just talking make the argument you're poor you have no money show your face how do you know how am I po you don't show your face either you you're so you don't even show your face you have a mask on you can't even show your face because
your camera's so poor all I see is the letter on your name because you can't even afford a show your face but that's not me that's streamlabs you can't even show your face Ray Hey listen Ry Mysterio you can't even listen you're not making a good argument by the way but go ahead and make it go ahead it's not me I'm not po all you do
is talk you're not going to make it you're not gonna make an argument because I'll destroy you and you know that you know that I I destroy simp you're R A simp of what simp of Who who how am I a simp you made the argument the claim is on you how am I ass cuz
you're here you're trying to argue with some again here someone IRL and you hear hiding behind a computer or a cell phone you're hiding behind a mask you dumb if you're not that you're so stupid you you're hiding behind a
mask you D you have a mask on you you're hiding behind a mask you Trum is GNA hilarious Jesus Christ bro this guy sounds like a brown skinned you're hiding behind a mask look at you you're hi you're hiding behind a mask you
at least my camera's on at least my camera's on what about you should I put a mask on and then put my camera on would that make it better camera on you fat put your camera on you're hiding behind a mask who you talking about hiding you're the one hiding you dumb put your camera on you sound like you're fat dark skinned and you're waiting for a
from you sound like you're which you sound like a dark waiting for the EB line I sound like a dark what that what did you just say I sound like a dark skinn N word yeah that's what I said all right I'm done yeah pick off
you're dark dark N word pick off what are you gonna do about it yeah pick this man save a day in his life off I always win San Diego resident you win what name the last
thing that you won about I'll give you I'll give you I'll give you a minute about this got this in your cabinet see this this is Academy Award I I want a trophy like that in my spelling be I think
this is legit this Academy Award Championship with my full name on that's not that's an Academy Award doesn't look like an Oscar this zoom in on it you want to see it on it I gotta move on you guys aren't making good arguments I gotta move on to
the next one but I appreciate Psy yeah you're sir yeah you're he's an Oscar winning actor look at his butt he's Oscar winning that's what he is you to my new full name too
this is an Oscar award from Los Angel County registered from the Oscar Academy Awards the Santa Barbara well congrat what did you win that for best actor for the fil from the West
2025 2025 ass called day you're you're you're guys we have an Oscar winning actor here tonight who who's anyone see that movie I haven't heard of that movie you have the academy work for wrestling yes sir I'm right here I'm doing free concer for all of you this
evening free free concert free free concert oh free content yeah thank you I appreciate that I like I like you you're really cute yeah I love you too I love all of you oh thank you appreciate D much I'm
gonna wrestle I'll wrestle you sometime okay let's wrestle man let's do a city
wrestling oh awesome how do you do that yeah thank you be is awesome yeah I want yeah I want to and but what are we going to wrestle in Speedo or or what let's think up hey let's go to Red drive and oil it's live stream from there how about that I'll be down okay R
drive me on my Instagram message me on Instagram we'll do it okay we'll post your Instagram in the back chat or you can tell me all I can look into your Instagram or you can po if you want to promote your Instagram I'll say Monro Instagram SD monstro
want we can do it okay I want to the monstro on Instagram that's my name little does he know that you grapple like every day okay I right and you have like you have like 15 you have 15,000 subscribers and you
only follow 94 that's pretty awesome nice follow me bro I'll follow you back cuz you're cool follow you I just did let's go we can collab man I got you okay sounds good any bondage Yeah well yeah we're just arranging IL we're just arranging a future wrestling match and Monro are gonna I'm gonna
wrestle him and we're gonna go to the beach and we're gonna have a lot of fun oh so this is Beetle Juice have you met Beetle Juice I never met before up juice how are you brother
man that's something about peace and love man peace and love to everyone yeah because we're all different people the only time panel is when I drink so I'm drinking and I'm doing panel oh yeah I did see you with the tequila earlier huh I forgot you had the
bottle yeah hell yeah let's go I'm might take a shot let's go very good know you or don't know
you what's up oh wow
that's awesome I notic yeah I noticed it said um it said you're a second generation San dieg so that's pretty cool and then um I'm like a like a fourth fifth generation Californian but that's stuff my my grandfather was
in the movie with John Wayne Believe It or Not oh wow yeah yeah I love look up the yo John Wayne 1963 my grandfather was the leader of the Mexican Army it's called The Alamo John Wayne
the Alamo yeah John way Elmo 1963 my grandfather is Ruben Dario Pia awesome guys want to look up that movie and you can see his grandfathers in Hollywood and stuff like that yeah um my family you know it's like um we've
been in California but like I did have an uncle or like no he was like a second cousin or something like my aunt my great aunt's nephew or something um but he was he worked for The Facts of Life and for um Different Strokes and then he actually he actually died he got electrocuted with his boyfriend in a
swimming pool in Palm Springs and so yeah like dude I got some pictures of my grandfather with John Wayne but got to look for it CU when they shot the movie that was in Texas no between you know the
Alamo and the Mexican Army well I basically know about the Alamo because like in pee's big adventure like he goes to a psychic and the psychic tells him Psy tells him that he's gonna he'll find his bike at the Alamo and so but in the basement of the Alamo and so he goes out to the Alamo and he's like goes on a tour and he's like
where's the basement and she's like the Alo doesn't have a basement and everyone starts laughing at him and stuff she yeah that's guys that's a good movie my grandfather walked up to me as a kid he said do you want to be an actor and I stood and I didn't say anything and he said looked at me he said you don't want
to be an actor and then that's how I never became what I was and uh but my grandfather came out with movies with actors like Robert Stack you Robert Stack before yeah robt sack he did like the Unsolved Mysteries or am I right or wrong yeah yeah he was in that
bull fighter in the lady yeah I loved I loved him on Unsolved Mysteries is that Robert Stack I'm not sure but yeah I'm really into like I I watched a lot of TV as a kid like I watched but I was into like thre's company Gilligan's Island uh I was into like you know um more of like the fantasy like He-Man and like
and the rather than over like the like the GI Joe kind of stuff but uh and I like I love movies I like Labyrinth what's your guys favorite movie about your is your Nacho Libre Mon it's probably the outsiders with Patrick S and uh oh yeah Pony Boy pony
boy that one with Pony Boy yeah funny boy and yeah that's my favorite movie bro yeah that's a good movie that's a great movie I love I love the movie I like Rebel Without a Cause with James Dean I thought James Dean was really hot when I was younger he died tragically in a in an auto accident like a racing whatever
but he was like very cute and so he he basically Reb Without a Cause about he's like this guy he's like he's like re rebelling but he has like a nice family and stuff like that there's like really no nothing to re rebel against but then and then he this gay guy at his school kind of falls in love with them has a stuation with them and they all go out one night to a basement and just I think it's a you like broke back M the bra
pack is rler here Mel wasn't terrible like you can see and half the way titties hey what's up R and halfways titties yeah yeah that's the only thing I remember and the Three Amigos yeah like you guys guys I basically have been interested in
Mexican guys like only exclusively pretty much me like that's like what I'm really pretty much attracted to especially like yeah but um I'm to all all Races but I'm really been I really had for Mexican for some reason or my grandfather was the leader for the Mexican Army Ruben
Killa oh awesome well California be Mexico most of California like and this right now what we we're considered what would would would be Mexico right it's like California we have like all these all the Spanish like the missions and like everything inter mix all Spanish and California basically
you know who play DAV Crockett in the movie The Alo was John Wayne oh he played DAV Crockett yeah in the movie The Alo with uh against Mexico and my grandfather was leader for the Mexican Army which is Ruben well I love the stories I I even
love the stories like you know like they've done Mexican DNA and like Mexican is like there's like Mongolian in it there's like with the CH there's Chinese in it when the Chinese were in Mexico and then there's Spanish a lot and the Spanish were Mexico and it was like mixed with the indigenous and everything so it kind of where's the D sick suck mask oh the dick sucking mask
no it's not a dick suck a Mexican wrestling mask and it's it's cute I like it he's really hot me he's my type and know like I'm gonna like you know I can't help it and he's gonna wrestle me he's like he's he'll wrestle me for content for both
our channels too like every ker the chat is killer chat is funny yeah yeah they're on point all night tonight they've been funny as yeah I have I just meet the best people guys I meet the best people like from all over the Internet like I see you in other chats and stuff like that I always
have fun most fun here like stuff like that I love seeing all you guys interact and like people I know meeting each other and stuff like that it's really cool we have always surprised guest like tonight look at this guy where you guys from what community are you guys from for Community well I'm from like I do I'm from tarot but I'm
also from like I'm not on ip2 but I'm like I I was like went to a lot of ip2 shows and stuff like that and I'm really into that kind of sense of humor kind of like that I'm also at Lisa Jordana um area and uh and then I've been in the black sector the beef sector the mo three sector Queen sector a lot of different sector I've been through all
the sectors but I meet people from everywhere so I'm an adrenal you are have you ever been skydiving bu jumping no no that does sound awesome though I did go Paras selling over the last week though oh this last week that's awesome yeah because I I did in Mexico like when I was like you know years and years ago
that's that's always a thrill goo bro spicy shrimp avocado yeah these are these are not things we can like stream and put on our chat everyone wants to see these kind of things we'd love to see be juice you know like um you know skydiving or or Paras sailing or whatever this is Sushi I'm eating
tonight I'm hope this this movie was my grandfather was in this movie both
lady this m was in the 50s my grandfather was in this movie awesome bull fighting the B fighter and the lady yeah I'm I'm going
to I love Throwing Shade always Robert grandfather oh he's a bull fighter yeah Robert he a
American yeah in the comments my grandfather's in the name Ruben pill that's awesome I have a I have a yeah I want to check everyone check out the bull fighter and the lady look at Ruben Padilla in it very cool and I have
a I have a family photo I have this is like one I found on ancestry.com you know and it's like it's my grandfather is in it my uh I'll put on full screen a second my grandmother is in it my my great-grandfather is in it my grandfather and they're all sitting in like a mod car whoa
D oh cool see it's like an old car see it says 1912 1912 April 1912 oh that's cool man August 1912 August yeah but here's my grandfather right there that's my great-grandfather and that's my uh
that's right there the grandmother kid that's cool
19122 so actually I found a lot of interest I found so my my uh my my my mother never knew her grandfather like the grandfather was always like there was just stories about him and stuff like that he he like just disappeared or something like that but um but actually I I was able to find him on Ancestry but the but the what I found was his picture in San Quinton when he was in San Quinton prison for a little while for
like writing bad checks or something like that and then I found some adinton that's up I agree s is it Passad check I think it's brutal oh I know I know the bull fighting is cruel yeah those
dog yeah I mean it's like in Spain I think I don't know if I I I think I went to Spain okay but and they have bull fighting there but I don't think I watched the m i I think I think it was a little bit too inhumane for me to like have enjoyed going to a bull fighting but they did have bull fighting matches
there that's cool I like the bull riding I like I like I like that you know I mean it's like and even the running of the bulls where it's like the people will run and the Bulls will like G some people I would totally I mean this with no disrespect can you H me with cryst
Marie CH Marie is Marie in the chat like she's in my chat I want to put a baby in her ass I don't know I don't know I know about Crystal Marie but how are are you in flirty diamonds I like girls I like girl isn't flirty Diamond Floy Diamond's a beautiful
woman yeah man if she wants to make a baby I know sweet pee likes when the Bulls get revenge I know we don't like animal I saw I saw a movie Once I was in ch of enjoying the movie but then they killed a black cat like this like the killer like coming in this SM I was like I just
like screamed and I like turned off the movie I was like this movie I was like them for like even like thinking that like all fake and it was fake but I was I want to create off scam with beautiful white I got you you like white women
Beetle what kind of girls what kind of women are you into Beetlejuice I like white girls so he doesn't like white girls what is it Beetle Juice they're all in the middle so all of them all of them you like all the women right yes all women they're all pink in the middle yeah that's
the the say I heard is like we're all pink on the inside everybody I mean that is true you're not you're not wrong okay honey the biggest turn on is like having people that actually like me like like know that's like guys if like a guy's interested in me like it's like if he's
not interested in me because there's so many guys that are not interested in me it's like then it just turns me off immediately like but if you got the cloud you got what out okay yeah now I met you now I have a new like a little Mexican wrestling fanas know I want to see a pretty girl and I want a bus n
yeah okay what what if can I be there too you can see it you can see BU ass first witness are spicy the watch me f bust a fat nut in her
ass down you can watch it oh okay just don't mind
you too you to be there too Beetle ju I get off that I count you you GNA watch this you watch me bust n in this fine ass you watch me bust nothing in this
fine ass I wish you luck for it but no is too shy I'm going to be right there I'm going to I'm have the video camera right up right up there right I want to put the hammer on this girl and you watch me bust a fat nut in ass yes
exactly watch be the father figure I think now I think I have enough people now I can produce can prod an adult movie now right it's like I think I have enough people in the chat would like to be part of this adult movie agre orgy yeah chat's all chat let's all the chat can have an orgy I think we all you know we all love each other
right it can't be a Dy party though it has to be a Greek
orgy bust a fat she drunk she gonna take that dude oh my gosh yeah he's gonna put a baby in psyche God I'll put in
N can you put a nut in me no you're you're a dude bro we're all pink on the inside right you're good girls if I wore a wig and then we got really we drink a whole bottle of
tequila like dude you had a sister or cousin I'd be down but you're a dude dog what if I wear what if I wear a blond wig a blonde wig and I like cover my face I wear a bur you're dude homie I ain't done with that what if like what if like there's
like what if like there's what if like beta bet is there no I'm just kidding no
there's a woman there's a beautiful what if there's a beautiful woman there and then I'm there and then it's like I can I be can I can I be in the party no what yeah the dude can leave but I bu on the girl the tats and piercing I
the okay that can be there right though right can see see BU fat on the girl witness big ass cheek oh my God but I like girls D I don't like
dudes no okay I know I know I know I'm sorry I'm I don't mean to hit I on every guy I on every you watch me f a back a bust a fat nut in there girl you can watch me do that okay I'll
watch thank you wrestle me too right I promise I won't get get hard we can that's fine after yeah F we can rest to have a we have to have a pre- shower though we have to we have to have
to shower with me too right yeah yeah it I'm I heard him I heard him say yeah I'm down it I want to pregn a fine ass Bond girl with a big ass
he's clearly about the booty I like pretty blond girls the on night the white girls I I think I know we have beautiful blond if anyone wants to like come to the wrestling match and stuff and like you know you can you can wear a burka if you
want let's hang out we can do whatever the I don't give let's hang dude I'm to 64 Tower of Power I'm 64 do height you're I'm 6'3 so we're we're evenly match but you're probably like 150 pounds you're probably like 250
pounds or 200 pounds you're like big40 exct okay well I like your build I I like it you look like you're good uh you're 100 pounds heavier than me though right so you you have to take it easy on me right tell as I'll take it easy on youe you got to tie one arm behind your back
yeah you the girl P her ass I'll P that girl big time I'll P her to downtown to Pound Town downtown pound to me the girl man I'll P her ass like there's no tomorrow what if we put what if we blindfold on you and then we switched I switch I switched with her
when you were blindfolded on the way dude let SC dude are you going to know bro my girl then switch back and then switch back again psych real quick yeah we'll switch back and then it'll be like you and I'll just be like oh I was just over here the whole time like you
it we knew it enough toil makes everyone horny let's do it you want to get down you want to make some exercise let's do it every day okay but I
like I see what you look like and you're cute oh you're really cute okay okay so so so are you familiar with Captain so you know Lisa do you know Alisa yes sir you know Alisa yes sir I do know who that is did you ever meet her I never met her no yeah well I know she I don't know if you're if you're in the captain content world
you know she dated Captain content or you know yeah well I'm from the stigma so yes I know you know I know I'm from that world you know the ip2 okay so from IP I've been having like a lot of ip2 people in here and it's like it's like if ify ip2 if you ever like if you ever like to invite me on on the network I'm like I'd be down
and stuff or if anyone anyone wants to recommend me there you can play You Can U I think you can go to ip2 and then you can like submit a website if you guys would submit my my show I'd appreciate that that'd be cool yeah that's where I'm from that's that's my stigma you know ip2 Captain content well I I came from like I came
from like I was watching a lot of tarot and then I met Benny Blanco um and so I was on Benny Blanco show and then I met a lot of people through his show like Trident and Saint and then you know and other people like that um and then I found Alisa and Alisa used to be on ip2 but she still has a ip2 people in her chat and stuff like that and then I see them everywhere there's a lot of them here too and stuff like that so yeah
sweet pee does not support the meet up without supervision I know if I'm if I'm trafficked into the Mexican cartels you know guys it was nice knowing you you know I'll probably have some great sex and hopefully don't end up with my my decapitated or something but you know don't worry I'm not affiliate with any cartel don't worry okay good okay yeah zassy garlet sassy Scarlet's gonna
be there guys we're gonna be flying in from all over the country for this for this okay this is gonna be have a big guys this is how it gets start this how things get started we're gonna have this it'll be my wrestling Fantasy on my stream we can like set up a ring at the beach or something like that I don't know and then we'll figure it out guys big tall yeah big tall is Gonna Be The
Bodyguard guys I have a full sec I have a full security team in the chat already ice besided yeah I see I I just see ice besid and running around with a 16-year-old like Asian guy giving him like tobacco and stuff like that I don't know if he the guy 16 or 18 or something like that he has like the Japanese son or it's pretty funny though guys having
fun in chat we have nice 35 people in chat tonight yeah I just on my second beer I think yeah I'm on my second I'm drink this hard Kucha M maker little
it's hard I'm hard everyone's hard this is like I got the Mexican wrestler fantasy here you're soft be is soft okay hey I like your I like the Michael Myers behind you though right thank you thank you pretty cool guys it's like six feet
tall Co man Prett cool I like it man it's pretty cool can I give a shout out to my channel of course please do and you can and can the link you're on Twitch right yeah yeah twitch and YouTube SD mon show
I go live once every weekend and I get up I drink and I talk a lot of can you drop your link in the all right yeah
okay
I can't find your channel I just see on Mania yeah Chad fonight it's in Spanish I'm have to look for you on my own oh here he's back he what's up everyone you guys get the link or we
post I don't know I'm trying to look if if we posted it hold on so hold on okay can you just tell your channel name and I'll look for it Monro on YouTube or Twitch TV like I said I just found I just found like these ones it says IRL Mania I
think that's you oh yeah that's me yeah is that you to yeah so he's cute I got a clip some of these clips me so I got a clip Channel that's pretty cool okay see now I've seen your face though I don't you don't me to show it okay we
have another guest let's welcome another guest beetle juu is oh Beetle Juice is back hold on is that you Beetlejuice oh here he goes put it uh put it in the chat again and then that way I'll just screenshot it and then I'll find it on my own because that was all in Spanish and I don't know espol all right I'll put it
in right now hold I got a twitch too I just used twitch for gaming
though there we go put thank you all right yeah I see it yeah now I'll just screenshot it there I got you oh thank you
bro oh hold on I going to type it hold
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I don't know it's not it's not okay I got it I got it oh hold
on hey are you wearing a blue mask oh did did he
leave okay I got his link and oh I don't know he left okay I'm sorry I'm sorry monster I was trying to get your um he'll probably he'll probably be back but yeah thanks here's his link I got it that was a great appear I think he's back hold on one second all right I think I found him I think he has a blue
mask on SD mono yeah and thank you thank you Monro and we're wrestle somay okay I'll fix my
mic oh you got a YouTube link too okay I was looking up his twitch yeah B my mic okay my mic sound okay yeah but he was a cool guy he he's a cool guy and also I love how open-minded he is and stuff like that yeah I think I
I don't know I don't know if that was your mic but yeah it's okay how are you guys doing tonight we're just having a fun night had gone through a couple couple kombuchas I'm my number three it's only 641 who knows where this night will night will go hey what's up good to see you
RZ yeah RZ at least Alisa's Channel's been funny lately RZ because she's had that lady I for that lady's name she's this lady with a bit she's like a mafia wife's hair lady he's like I'm not a hooker I'm not a hooker and it's like whenever she was telling all these hooking stories and then she had these Johns following around and they were just like it was so hilarious I know that guy knows Lisa but
so you're kind of new to the um are you new to like the YouTube World be juice or it's like the yeah I've only ever used YouTube for like looking up on video games like how to how to beat a mission or a boss or something or like um zombie Easter eggs and but that's what's so cool about like YouTube too is like then there's a
lot of people that just play games or they think they don't they don't like but it's like once they discover like a fun live streamer it's like it's it can be like a party going to like a party and like like just being and being a to go open panels it's like having just different people and like people people have conflict I just I love like the free atmosphere like it's a show of my dream brother I was so lonely before
this not gonna lie and you all feel like a family now so oh my gosh well that's beautiful and I know yeah and I know like this is like a family I was lonely before too like I was saying I was like um you know on Valentine's Day last year you know I was just like what like every other Valentine's Day like no there nothing happened and then like
Valentine's Day this year I was on my stream and I think I met I met Meer like that night or the night before something me and I were talking that night and it was just like a fun like fun like little Valentine's Day and it's like and even like or every day every day is like you never know what's gonna happen on the show yeah Tam yeah so you know that lady Tammy remember she's like I'm she's like I'm not she's like oh I have she's like
she's like I'm not a hooker but then she had all these stories and like the night before like Lisa saw her like coming out to the bar and and Lisa's was like hey are you okay and she's like I'm fine and she was just zigzagging up the street like it was like she was like zigzagging up the street like like walking really and Lisa's like is she okay like and then Lisa was like let's go find her and I don't know if they found her that night but they found her the next night this lady's this lady if you Lisa
Jordana someone can post Lisa's Chanel I'll post Lisa's Channel but um yeah she has like these she I like the T man too um um and be just go to Alisa sometime because it's like it's another fun show where it's like the chat is fun if you like a funny chat I think you like a funny like
chat I'm gonna post her right now Alisa Jordana um and she was she used to be on like right for Howard Stern and she's been in like bands and stuff okay we have a guest yes monstro is back
yes hey I got you sub bro you got a blue mask on in uh the twitch yeah oh yeah thank you man iate the subscription I'll be providing RL in the future thank you so much for oh thank you Christine yeah Christine posted Lisa's Channel yeah and
yeah Monro too everyone subscrib to monstro Monro I got your um I got your channel posted in the chat and stuff and you know look at I know looking at a short person he looks good he looks looks very hot can you flexing again for
me yeah I love it yeah at least it's funny guys yeah you're Ser can can you always come to my show and like always be there FX for me isang out yeah Letang out for sure okay we'll hang out for sure and I'll support your show and I'll always you know you can like I don't know if you're on Discord but I'm on a Discord and you can like promote your show on my Discord
I'll promote you're show my Discord Beetle Juice to you know you're free to like make sure to post your channel on my Discord and you can say to everyone at everyone please check out my channel right and it's like because I was able to I was able to get my backup and maybe um maybe some other people will help help you too then I know now you're doing content and stuff like that and so
remember my my friend Chona was like she wants to help you too like get like and it's all all subscribers yeah hang bro for sure let's hang on I want to hang out with you yeah I don't know why I can't click that link can you can we throw it in the Discord that way I can have it over
there yeah put in the Discord was it Elsa Alisa oh yeah I'll post her Link in the Discord um I will definitely post Lisa's channel on the Discord let's see but I think at Lisa is beautiful you know but you know friends with Lisa um my friends with Lisa like just calling to her calling into her show doing some
readings for her and like just being a part of the chat and stuff like that I love Alisa and uh and she she always like takes my call one time she even called me when we got disconnected she called me she called me and so it's like every okay so I'm gonna find her channel one second she does she does IRL streams she's in
Florida and uh she's just like has interesting people around her a lot there's always a lot of interesting drama you know it's she's really the Queen of IRL content I would say and I have like I have some of her have some like U stuff posted my regular channel yeah thank you I I love it sassy it's a this is a whole
new world to me whole whole new side of YouTube for sure I'm G I'm gonna take a drink for all you holy dude did you open that bottle today yeah I one and I'm half done with it oh my Lord I'm going to take a cheers with you
I guess since you're going for it any yeah Che I think I met Beetle ju I think on on Emma's Discord okay so I was on Emma's Discord and I was you know you know this is after I was already like mire me as her mod and like I was just like just part of her chat and stuff like that but um so I met Beetle Juice
on her Discord and then Beetle Juice got kicked off her Discord in like one day like I got kicked off so fast yeah and like a lot of people get I mean I've seen like there's also a guy named Jesse Miller and Jesse Miller like he came in started a meme war and they were just posting memes and then he would like post kind of like off callar comments and like stuff like that so he got kicked off in a day too but he has a
nice show and and he I'm friends with him still I'm a mod on his chat now I don't know if you saw what happened with Emma me the other night Beetle just were you there for that drama um I was I was kind of hearing from you I don't think I was there personally for the drama are you guys back to being friends again or what I told her that you said hi and she kind of got a little snarly
at me got a little upset with me I was like oh yeah well no but so so the other night like um I like donated 20 bucks for and that's how much the reading not donated but that's how much a reading cost and so I sent 20 bucks and stuff and she was like saying I don't want to do a like she's like chat should I do a
read for psyche or no I'm gonna put to a poll and so the poll was instantly like 60% no 40% yes and it's and I was in her chat people and she was like she's like chat she's like how is it so high she's like you have to vote no vote no for this person and then I started going to Discord I went to like um and my and then I went live and stuff and I was like Dad can you go over there and just
vote Yes in the poll and then I also have 10 accounts I was on the 10 accounts revealing all my games that the mods were constantly timing me out but then oh she eventually she eventually gave me a reading it was like the best reading and then she gave me advice for the show and she was like sweet and she was like smiling but she like put on the screen vote no like the whole time she
was like she really didn't want to do it but I won the chat I won the poll there like over 200 votes in that poll yeah almost got banned the other day I got 224h hour ban or timeouts back to back and she was about to give me the boot I know well you know she gave me the
boot as a mod she gave me me a boot as a friend I don't think because after that sure I'm sure you'll be back bro I'm trying well I want to like make up with her because she was like saying oh psyche said horrible things about me I can play some of it I think probably play play a little bit the other night I was like trying to Rally
everyone I was like please like go like vote for like vote for me and stuff okay let's see if I can let see if I can find it let me see because I know whenever she did ban me that very first time she was talking about an unban for everybody I guess hold
on Nemesis you're banned you're banned for my show I don't put over your
damn everyone Dro hard
on this is my accept what is and plan accordingly oh God you have change can mean false accusations where that you will cause change that is a shock to others accept
what is and plan according you said things about me that I didn't do I haven't responded one time and I heard you said that I I was like stalking you yet you're the
one that's been here con what I never said that you made up a crazy name dude I did not I did not get to see any of this maybe this was before me she was talking me I haven't said one word to
you she hasn't like just say mean things back and forth I don't I love just say I love her guys can you say I love her I can't comment in the chat right now I just love her I do I do for you psych it almost got me in
trouble I'll do it again tonight too don't worry thank you does she like me she like actually cares that I Emma I love you seems like your channel wants to be a drama Channel panel where you guys all sit talk about each other what I've learned is she does
not like people that drink I got yelled for like three hours stra about my drinking so I've cut back well because she did she quit drinking like she quit drinking like six years ago sorry yeah and that's good but and she smokes weed and that's fine and it's like we all have our like things we do
like you know sometimes I smoke weed and like smoke I drink less and then us mask like that was my crutch but not no more well me too that we have our teeth too our teeth right surprisingly right yeah it's it's kind of a myth you know but yeah I've done a lot of methy like guys you know I'm not
going to say I'm perfect person you know I've done like drugs all like you know I don't know if it's the gay community or whatever but it's like I just like always been attracted to like the rock and roll drugs alcohol sex drugs rock and roll kind of thing right let's he passed out monstro monstro sweet dream sweet dreams
are half a bottle yeah pretty fast I his mom his mom will be in soon uh oh she GNA rewind the stream okay monstro you have to come back when you're awake okay Monro passed out on the floor guys he passed out on the floor but he can come back okay it'll
just maybe you should kick him out yeah don't embarrass him yeah I don't embarrass him he's really cute though he's really cute you think how can you tell you just like I saw his picture I saw his picture
on another stream and stuff and he's cute he's a Mexican guy okay cool I like Mexican guys even if they're it's a bad boy Breeze what's up big tall is everyone a mod that wants to be a mod guys if you're not a mod and you're like you you're G to take it seriously not not like have you do anything I just take it seriously like you support the channel you're not going to try to like
II you want to be a mod you can I think everyone's almost a mod in here right it's like I want to like have my friends be my mods because it's like my Channel's just starting basically I'm about to get monetized um and uh you know I'm just trying to like you're the univers do you want to be a mod II can I make you a I'll make you a mod but II just you just
don't don't don't like ban anybody you know all you to do is like just all you to do is just support the stream like like just like be watching out for me let me know if something going something's going going wrong or something like that okay as a mod do you want to see the rest of rest of the reading okay she was talking
about how it's like oh I'm you're down okay one second I need to go Channel live emergency stream okay how long ago was this pych like a few days ago was a few days go yeah a drama
Channel panel where you guys all s talk about each other yeah we would do it to you I don't want to be a part of that I want to be a part of everyone talking about me in a very nice way way I just need my own internet you know oh you know what I was drunk I do kind of remember
this I want the interview back up I'm using the book so I'll be a little more impartial but you know this is before Janet black RG this is months before I did an interview with her two mon faster travel excitement and opportunities problems will be quickly resolved and
mean good news is coming potential for New Growth hope don't give up will grow good and de Cheryl why are you telling all my enemies tonight to be nice enemy a enemy yeah about CH she's always turning on
me the crowd turns on me Cher turns on me good intent good intent that sounds exactly like psych but everything is malous with you I you know I did see this at one
point in time pych I don't know if it was live or if I was rewatching later videos or something I recognize the out of this part
yeah guys live live live reading can you guys thank her for me I can't I can't I can't say thank you in chat Emma was the very first one that the I've ever seen live I love you she got me into this
Yep this live is about nonsense go ahead read the description we're having a good
time I like big tall I like you a lot you have a channel big tall
yeah but that I'll play that's enough of the me playing that but yeah Big to B is a cool guy you know he's a mod you know you can keep playing it sorry man no no it's okay that was pretty much it you know but I yeah I do want to say like yeah I do like big tall too and yeah I don't want to play too much of her for her Channel I don't want to like get like you know I'm just trying to
commentate and see my reading but Happ with Emma Emma Emma like just she she said someone was saying I was saying bad things about her things weren't true and it's not not true like I just like I just got offended because she said my show is toxic my my I got I get drunk and I pass out I got scammed by a butthole all that's true all that I got
scammed by a butthole but sometimes my panel is kind of toxic and some I get drunk and pass out on stream but but you know what I saw that in the in the Discord huh yeah yeah I I remember seeing that too I was like damn that was brutal yeah that's what started all that and because she I did an interview with her it was like a 90 minute interview it was supposed to be like a 30 minute
interview and then it's like she was like I'm having fun and then I was like but he scam me this guy named OG um and he was like I'm gonna do a webcam show for you and like send me this money I'll send I'll do a webcam show and then at the last minute right before the show's about to start he was like oh well um that was my cousin playing my phone or something like that so I I don't know so but I got I got my money
back by the way I got my money back with that I like just go into PayPal and like and like um and you know put it up to the PayPal yeah file the report guys you can always do that you know if you ever feel ripped off by somebody cash app is harder to do PayPal is harder to do it's really good to do with your bank if you like it's best to best to charge things directly with your bank because your
bank will usually not even without even investigating very much like approve it approve it because they just want to like keep things moving along right yeah that's what I do personally that way if anyone does get a hold of my information I'm just gonna cancel my credit card big deal
just so Beetle just tell me about yourself a little bit like like and and you know I met you through Emma's and stuff like that and Emma thank you for letting me play that and Emma also I didn't do anything like you're saying I was doing like you just been like you're listening to people telling you things and they're people not necessar their best interest I'll say that I'll say I was a good mod for you and you can like
look at my whole chat history you're all the time in chat look how how was I always nice respectful and all that kind of stuff okay but that's all I have to say I grew up like dirt biking and shooting and like I got a gun when I was like six years old or something way too young but was taught gun safety super early um I'm not a hunter though I don't
like game me at all like it's disgusting to me G me like they venison or like rabbit yeah um well I can do rabbit rabbit's not bad tastes like chicken gamey chicken not bad pheasants not bad right well and it's like I I love
like you know you know think about the cows that are slaughtered in America every like we because we have burgers and yeah you know hot dogs hot dogs are Bas made out of pig anuses and like Pig everything Pig Yeah Yeah but uh I was always taught if you if you kill it you eat it so no matter
what even as a child I don't I try not to kill anything I'm more of um just a sports shooter like I like shooting targets nowadays I haven't killed anything in over 25 years like I killed my first set of rabbits when I was really young yeah but um yeah and uh I used to
be a gamer nerd but I grew out of that I used to be a huge Poe head I grew out of that I used to be a meth head cokehead I grew out of that um right now I'm just kind of um just kind of trying to
survive yes there we go I'm proud of you drink some AWA definitely brother that'll that'll save the hang overs yeah guys I'm just it's a Love Fest here tonight where like now I'm I'm drinking the mask is back some some Beetle just going to flex
Flex for me he'll he'll do a push-ups challenge maybe I can do a flex for you it's been a while since I hit the gym okay I want to see this hold on well guys yes very nice I like it good muscle been a
while there you go ladies I like it thank you I'm not gonna show the tummy I don't have a six-pack no more you can fill it but there there's some meat over top of it
now Flex yeah like a tank he oils up he Ting I like it
oh forarms you do have some forearms that's for sure thank you you're welome the world can we have some ladies join In Flex us so guys now we're going to have a flex off tonight I have my baby will too I'll flex but I need like I
need like I need least two or three women to join and out Flex these guys okay yeah bring some girls bring some girls on I'm 64 too if you see me a person I'm really tall I'm 61 by the way I'm 63 so we're all like six we're all six we're all over six foot yeah and
fit any women brave enough to flex you can out you can out Flex me pre I I I just got out flexed by Beetle and SD monstro but that's okay hard I wouldn't say outflex I saw you
the other night what are you talking about I probably 15 Oh I thought you do them the other night you did like 20 you did 20 my room is a disaster too I'm not showing myself to
nor I won't judge the women tricks will judge and you'll judge tricks only tricks be watching tricks be and Monro a tricks you know how he's tricks look at his little nose that's his little nose your nose and you're all you see this he likes to go in the shower and Peep on me
in the shower do you have I remember what was the black kitty's name Lenor Len trick Lenor there's l no I love her eyes so much like golden
brown yeah I call them Halloween eyes I said she has Halloween yeah
totally oh yeah my American Halloween flag I know I know I know like you know there was like a lot of women on before DJ was here earlier she can twerk and stuff like that but I I don't know I think we're having a fun panel no matter what
happen half government oh
no we have a lot of government people we have a lot of military that watch this show when I started my show there's a lot of military in here the first when I started the show but we're protected by the military the US government the world the New World Order all that kind stuff I'm so glad I don't have any more warrants s talking about they watch all of her
stuff I'm a good I'm on the good straight
narrow shut the up
he guys don't we all have this these little scrapes of the law like sometimes we are all able to escape the scripts of law sometimes we get arrested and stuff like that you I know we're good people I know we didn't hurt anybody it's like usually like like victimless crimes right right but it's like you know is that that make bad people does that make any l no it makes give experiencing
right oh that looks good it just means we're troublemakers we're trouble finders I'm not a troublemaker I'm a trouble finder it finds me although I haven't been in trouble in over a year for otherwise I've been in trouble for the past 20 years
straight I told the story several times about how 2018 I got arrested and like I like instead of going 15 15 days community service I was like I'll do three days in jail but the three days like almost four days the four I got released I new service and I
had put in jail I was with a bunch of cool guys I was in the straight area they're all nice to me I had a nice shower I had a boyfriend that took me in the refrigerator in the commissary not comissary in the trusty trusty we serve the lunches made lunches and I had guy made me a Ramen sandwich it was
fun the government's watching yeah look at this
guy I'm not worried sassy I'm on I'm on the straight and narrow now like I said it's been over a year otherwise the past 25 years I've been on the run or when I ever got out of jail I've not been in jail one I the police was come and talk to me twice two times or three times if you consider like the other
night the other night yeah some my chat called the cops on me because they thought I was like I passed out on drugs or something like that yeah oh there word they were concerned for you though yeah they did a wellness check they they did a well the police did a wellness check on me okay that's different than trying to get likeed or
something crazy was all love oh I mean that means your community cares it does the guys you know I'm I'm always okay guys I've been and sometimes I I like go on different moods and like and stuff like that but I'm all I'll always be okay okay I always wake up I always wake up the next
day I don't hurt myself I I'm I'm very like I love myself a lot I'm like way too narcissistic to ever hurt myself or cause myself I'm trying to I just Dre my look at this look at this hunk look at this hunk I'm so into this this hunky arm big
arms guys I'm in love I'm in love I'm in love with the Mexican
wrestler we know that he worked for the government guys like should that be good enough he probably works like for the bank or something we all work for the banks we all work for the government you know government means mind control yeah we're all govern we're all definitely working for the
government all of us even if we don't know we are we are
what is a government it's big brother right he does have a good sway going though I do see that I know that sway personally it's called teil
H remember when Peewee remember peew went to that biker bar and then they all like tossed him then he like put on tequila on the radio he gets up and he dances and and shoes everyone see peew Adventure get to watch the
movie who whose mic is that that is not me you're all okay yeah okay so my little Mexican wrestler friend you're so sexy you know I love you you're so hot you Flex for me
several times I want to go wrestle with you I had to mute you okay you Canute yourself the music is playing too loudly turn off the music turn off the music I want to keep you here forever I love you turn off the
music I can't have I can't have music on the stream I throw those earbuds in yeah put the earbuds on you can like listen to Selena I'm gonna wrestle yeah we're guys can you send start sending donations now because we need to get plane tickets we need to rent the the beach for the day
we're going to have fly people in we're going to do oil wrestling you might have sex with me like tickling his balls or something like that I'm not sure we're going to figure it out we
Allen turn off the music please turn off the music I can't have music on my show
thank you I love you okay you know I love you you're are my big umbre you're my big po poy my big my big uh Papito
I think I saw sassy say uh big big call where's where's our Flex buddy give us the
FES yeah we want to see just Flex for don't play music just flex and take off your shirt maybe can you take off your
shirt take off your shirt just take off your shirt you can wear mask you can't even see your face just have your shirt we don't know if you're you don't know if you're Edward Scissor Hands come on please drink some more water some more AA at least like three more bottles of water take off your shirt or take off your shirt take off your shirt just take just pull up the wife beater peel it up like an onion like like a like a layer
of an onion oh yeah rip it off like a like a like a viking just rip it off yeah rip it off like tear it in half and and send it to me um I'll pay for it $5.99 plus shipping rip it off let's go R it off you rip it off can you rip off your tank
top yeah you can you need to drink you need to drink three more Waters brother dead ass you need three more water bottles at least come on okay hey okay so so so Mexican wrestler if you rip if you rip off your
tank top I'll pay you what you pay for the tank top few a few bucks tip and chipping okay and you have to send it to me this the what you're wearing tonight you have to rip it off and I'll send you some money for
it 20 20 bucks oh sounds like a steal I'll rip my shirt off for 20 bucks wait no I won't my shirt was 30 bucks I'm not ripping my shirt off for 20 okay mon monster don't do it I'm trying to save some money I'm being
cheap do it for free if you want to and then I will I'll still buy it from you if you do it but yeah let me know if you're G to do it though I put you on full screen I want to see full screen doing it we're all watching care off like Hulk Hogan
yeah let's go rip that shirt rip that shirt yes he won't do it I know a good wife feeder that fits and stuff like that it's always but yeah
why1 for like 10 of them okay thank you sexy yeah thank don't don't don't your shirt I I I would buy apology we don't want you
to no more it's your only shirt okay I understand hey hey hey wrestler do you want a do you want a reading I never done a reading on you I would like to give everyone a reading at least one reading like you know free reading everyone that comes in here so if you want a reading I'll pull some cards for you if not
pych I don't think you've ever given me a reading you haven't had one be I'll do one for you I don't think so how do I donate well my cash app my cash app has not really been working but the link is in my description for my cash app and my PayPal I I don't have one of those you
have a zelle yes you do okay I'll contact you on Discord and for for zel okay I'll do you just say my phone number I think and you can have my phone number yeah just your phone number okay so you have this Three of Wands okay so this is be just for for
you this Three of Wands Lord of established strength if you've already got this like strength in your hands accomplish what you want to you already proven to yourself you've already you've already earned all these wands you you defeated a lot of things okay that I have
okay we have this like two of two of Swords a lot of times this is like either a blind spot or confusion but this is the Lord of Peace restored and so it's like you're you're like restoring your balance restoring your balance getting into like really your hary peace Resto I'm about to go sober
you're about to go sober that's awesome Monday this one says the four of Swords is Lord of rest from Strife so maybe like the chemical use or whatever they're causing some strife and so it's like a rest from that right and we can all take breaks you know you don't have to say I'm never touching every any chemical ever again and stuff like that but you say I I'm I'm gonna be control
of whatever I I decide to put my body it's not gonna be control of me right couple more for you the Chariot I see moving forward really fastly fast in this situation okay sexy sexy I okay so this says Chariot moving forward this guy's so he's so sexy I
can't I feel bad you're moving forward in the situation okay Chariot this makes sense sense cards and then then Lord of Earthly power it's the four of Pentacles it's like the gears are going to start turning again it's like you're gonna start everything G
come together right it says Earthly power control over the Earth very exciting very exciting is how are you yeah so that's your C that's your and I'll do more readings for you and of course anybody in chat I'll do readings for you and and I'm putting the donation links and the or if you want to look a
private reading anyone I think I have in the bottom I'm doing like a for $25 I'll talk to you on Discord video or FaceTime for I'll do a reading for an hour we'll go through everything it's a like it's a good amount of time right that was my first one
sassy and this is my Mexican guy like you want you want to reading
too hold on I've had other people give me readings before but this is psych's first one for me you reading too Mysterio Monro you want to reading
too monstro you okay okay yeah I think some more water buddy okay I'm I'm wrestle this guy I before I wrestle you you have to drink a bottle
of tequila I I think then I'll be able the wrestle you well apparently just half a bottle yeah I half
Bott Mak a Beetle Juice and psyche sandwich come on come a group hug guys it's all I'll hug monst we all need love guys we all need love guys we need
love that's your brother it's in no judgment Zone guys it's no judgment zone right let my pineapple
candle oh candle sounds really good actually I'm G light me a candle too made a candle you made a candle well that's awesome I just got a bunch of in the way because yeah got a lot of
problems I think we all do sometimes though huh right and that's where also on this Earth where like we deal with these problems like we can figure out Solutions we can but that's like you know somewhere worse than others look at this you ni nice candle look at this Lakeside morning is smells it smells so
good that looks really good Lakeside morning does it smell like a fresh like a lake with the fresh Breeze and yeah it smells like a fresh Breeze exactly I love that I love candles too I always got my mom candles for like Mother's Day birthday Christmas like I always I just got her candles even if
they were like from you know from CVS you know but but this I got these candles from um from Michael and I got three of these big huge candles for like 10 bucks that's pretty good deal that's that's a steal they're like $13 a piece sometimes yeah yeah yeah this is a hunon Oliver welcome
to the hunon we got Beetle Juice oh what's going on here uh oh uh oh moner you okay is he okay no he needs some AWA
it's okay dude it happens yeah happens to me to it happens to me and my stream half half the time you're really cute dude you're really cute and and thank we're we're gonna wrestle someday right we're gonna wrestle
someday yep he's also been drinking through the M like this mask that I have it's like you can't I don't think I can drink through this look at the mouse you might want to cut him off psyche that's up to you you're the boss man
but you you feel better I think you might be throwing up in the corner okay so this happens to all of us sometime in our life
right he's a sweet guy he's a sweet guy I'm going to wrestle him someday he said I could he did say
so but I love Emma still you know she but after that I don't know if it was before or after she blocked me from her Discord finally I mean I was blocked from her Discord we were friends on Discord so I started send a message and I was block send me a message oh she blocked me like the the second
day she personally blocked or the very first day she personally blocked me from her DMS and then the second or third day she blocked me from her Discord completely kicked me and baned me so I mean it happens apparently though this is what they got Jesse is
like if she met these people met you met Jesse and talk to you for like five minutes see and she met me for five right before
hold no worries I have to go
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this is from PI this is where she wrot tonight she said to be fair you knew these people were this kind of drama and you enjoyed it so I don't feel bad this is what you wanted no one removed me I left I even posted a goodbye message I don't even enjoy watching the stream anymore it reminds me of the kind of headache beta streams it's not really for me also your drinking is way out of
hand it gives me a headache I think I'd be happy if you were winter rehab and would get to experience the real you but I know that's not in your interest anytime
soon doesn't work for everybody I know and it's like I don't need rehab anyway got chemical I've done every I've done every chemical right I'm not addicted to anything probably tobacco or maybe like I like to drink lately right but I'm fine I don't drive so I can drink
I'm here I'm not drinking alone I'm drinking with my friends yeah you heard that yeah I don't drink inve message then she she wrote another message I'll I'll read it says also say she I said that was harsh and she said sorry my head I'm saying with a soft voice I don't know how else I can say it said also I don't
enoy streaming anymore most of these people are on substances and I have zero interest in listening to each other basically just watching people fight to be heard none of it's fun it's a really strange Community full of self-absorbed arrogant addicts I thought things would get better but they never did I only noticed it when someone started complaining that I was streaming so I kept defending it didn't realize I wasn't enjoying it anymore I honestly
don't believe you anymore I think everything you say is you're is a game you're playing and don't want to be part of it anymore you really thought I wouldn't have written any messages if J actually remove me against my will there's no way you believe that that's why I feel you're trying to play me like a fool it's not going to work okay wow guys who is that
hi oh I don't think I know P was that from she's like my first co-host on the show and she's been a friend for Benny Blancos for like many many almost a
year yeah but she's mad at me sorry buddy that's okay why does she get so mad I don't know is because something about the Janet and be and I don't know she thought I just she thought I was trying to do it on purpose and stuff I don't know she's not listening to my side of the side of the view right and and guys even Janet and P
are they're all they're welcome back on the panel it's like I had them both as like the as like the streamyard mods but it's like you know I need to control my own show basically if I have somebody that can trust a lot in the future that likes to be on the
show that wants to be the streamyard mod and when I go some I go get alcohol for 10 minutes to fall asleep we want to continue the show and stuff like that it's a fun hangout right even even if I'm not here I'm sleeping if I'm sleeping on the couch know somewhere around here I'm fine right I don't know what that is but
I'll keep your whatever I can safe as much as I can but I'm still new to all this I don't want any any more responsibility than I can handle that makes sense right yeah no no and and you don't have to do anything for my channel like you don't have to mod in the chat it's like if I I mod you just means like I trust you and then you're you're like
a friend of mine I just recognize you when you're in the chat and stuff like that but yeah I've never touched my blue wrench ever not one
time guys guys Janet is cool as I love J she might mad at me I took her off the streamyard a streamyard box but that was not that not a permanent thing anyway it's always about can you help me
right now it's not like it's a lifetime position and stuff like that and I didn't want to be dragged into like other people's conflicts and stuff like that or short Wars and stuff I'm just trying to have a nice show like I don't not not like not working on fighting people or the defense you know I'm working more like inviting everybody in like everybody coming in something
every know what I
mean love you guys yeah well Pi was real I love you Pi was the real on panel held it down smooth no need for manual sharp with the takes yeah she came with the vibe now the chat's feeling empty when she stayed on the r well you know what pie also said
to me she said oh you don't let me talk she also say she doesn't enjoy streaming anymore right I'm keeping Alex Alex kept blowing it last night I kept giving him a chance I made him a mod immediately cuz I like Alex right then he started hi hiding people right away then he started like coming in the just screaming and people and saying vulgar things I love Alex and
stuff like that you know you can be if you want to say everything you want to say just be in the chat right I need my mods to like actually like if I say this is good for my show this is not good for my show can you do more of this less of this and then they just do more what I have I don't ask them not to do then it's like it's not mods just need to
moderate yeah lightly whatever you need done right and it and most of my mods are all great and stuff and I had to unmod a lot of people
right really good but yeah I'm almost say at 7:30 I almost finished my fourth drink oh you're on the west coast yeah still very early here I'm
yeah I'm not making Alex will not be the mod it will be somebody that it wants to like I mean it's like I think they'll be able to use streamyard for their show too but I want that to be somebody that is not like trying I don't know I don't know how to explain it it's like
somebody that doesn't want to like run thing like they'll just like when I'm not here they'll bring people on take people off otherwise not trying to run things I'm buzzing yeah I'm I'm my fourth
beer I am too don't worry I'm right there with you but I take my drinking pills too so they like intensify the alcohol they oh they intensify it like actual pills that intensify it they're they're to help me quick quit drinking so they give me a light Buzz already if I take the pills so if I drink while I'm
on the pills I can only drink like 10 beers and then I'm face instead of like 30 beers that I would normally drink every day oh wow yeah I drink a US drink a 30 pack a night and still go to work I work
construction outside all day you construction yeah you're like a Mason of sorts yeah operate equipment operate a shovel a lot Builder awesome well that's good I mean that's good and it's like you know it's like like you were drinking 30 like I was drinking probably
like either a bottle of vodka night or if I drink like Coronas I drink the whole 12 pack of the night that it would be like nothing it would be like I still wouldn't be drunk and I still like one more I started drinking Voodoo Rangers raise the alcohol content and the drink a little bit try kombucha 9% kombucha very strong the mar the mango
ritas I can just drink three of those a night yeah I started on hard liquor and switched to beer so I I was doing a fifth a night a fifth every day and it was either Jen or vodka Tanger or kind of like kind it's kind of like quitting meth and going to cocaine you're right right it's like it's going
to be like a that's that's exactly what it is it's a little bit of lighter lighter high and stuff like that and it's like yeah it's still like a little high there right but it's like not going to be as powerful as the other one it will last a shorter time right so b r
claw do you know what that is I I know white claw I don't know if I a RI Claw at then I a powerful drug I I know Oliver isn't it terrible
BT well like some bootleg moonshine what's BT nobody nobody was doing half a gallon of serum's whiskey every day and a pack of pack of force rip Claw is a hammer oh yeah so it's it kind of hammer it's like it's like the other side of the hammer where you like it's the claw part where you
like pull things out how's everyone doing in chat tonight oh a rip claw no I do different I do landscape construction so I'm operating a shovel a pick a skid steer a back back ho
um front loader stuff like that doing landscape digging up trees planting trees doing yards Landscaping uh doing all the irrigation that type of uh construction it's on my YouTube channel or my on my
um Instagram one of the two I don't know which one we can drop those in the chat and I I mentioning mentioning the the DMT I can make DMT I know how to make it I don't know if my mic is I know how to make it you just have to order the
order the bark you mix it bark with like some um V white white wine vinegar and like some calcium powder then you pour put in a pie dish okay and you let let it sit for a while you pour like um he put on a a pressure cooker you pour in some of this uh paint
thinner it's like a paint thinner like a solvent and then you like let it cook in there with with the bark and the the the um that sounds like you're making shake and bake mess well maybe it's I I can never figure out how to make meth and everything you have a limit apply to yourself but yeah but the the it's much
safer to make the DMT all you have to do is like put the paint thinner on it then like let it cook for like a like a little like half hour on like a like slow cooker then you pour out all the paint thinner mixed with the DMT onto like another pie dish like a a clean pie dish you cover it with with a plastic wrap you put it in your freezer like tilted
it sideways you leave it there for a few days then you turn it the other way leave it there for a few days or you know whenever you're ready you just pour out then you pour out all the um all the uh the liquid from it all the paint thinner you just have the white powder remaining on the pie pie dish and then you like wait for it to dry for a while you can like scrape it up and just smoke
in your pipe and that's that's the DMT lsdc fractales DC mind yeah that's crazy you know if you if you have severe enough depression you can actually be prescribed DM cuz that's what me and my therapists have been talking
about is that would be the next step is Electro electro shock to my head or some type of psychedelic right I would say go with the Psychedelic because that's going to open your mind the shock therapy will like kind of burn out parts of your mind and stuff like that and it's like I never saw good results from that I just see like a lot of traum end up trying
both well this do like I would say do a very light a very light um electrical if you if you do decide to go that route make sure it's very light right it's like just like like it's also like psychedelics you micro do right so you micro do them like you can micro but try the micro doing first right you can micro do mushrooms right they have just a tiny little bit of gummies with just a
little bit of psilocybon and people take those and they say their depression goes away better than any um what is it called Prozac or um whatever those all the I used to take Prozac that should don't work no Pro Prozac would basically turn me into kind of
zombie Abilify Abilify for my anti psychotics though well if anybody had so so sweet PE says don't get shocks I've seen it do bad things to people you want to be very careful that's GNA be most the most extreme thing you consider okay that's very power it's very powerful because
your brain is electrical right this like maybe right and so it's like it can either like over electrified Parts under electrified parts parts that aren't supposed to be electrified it's like you know it's yeah and I says so you've been around the crazy black crazy black what don't get yeah so she's going do
bad things to people we didn't know that on bipolar Academy yeah guys if you have a good advice for Beetle Juice because you know we all go through mental health things and you know we have trauma all these things we don't we want to like leave these the butt is electrical yeah great-grandmother had some some some shock therapy you know I don't know I I don't know the I don't know the the
usefulness of it I I've heard better stories better results from micro do they're they're wondering because I just I've been depressed like severely for the past 25 plus years pretty much my entire life and I thought that was normal my entire life and now that I talk to a therapist I'm learning that
that's not normal at all and what I feel every single day is not what people are supposed to feel every single day that's not normal so the other issue is is I don't know why and I don't remember I've just blocked out everything and I can only remember things like up to like two or three days ago sometimes I don't
remember yesterday and it's not only the alcohol because I was sober for a year and I I have my chip for doing that I did that two years ago but I still cannot remember lots and lots of things like I just blocked out everything it reminds me of the kind of like that there's a movie movie called
momento it's with guy something his name was Guy Richie I think and it's Madonna's ex-boyfriend but it's about this guy and every day he wakes up with no memory of what happened the days before and so but he wakes up with all these tattoos these tattoos all these messages on him about like what you remember and stuff like that and so he like he figures out a lot during the day what happened it's a really good movie
called momento guy oh guy piercey not guy rich guy Pierce right her ex-husband they were married right guys Guy Pierce that sounds so familiar to me that sounds like my like late 90s early 2000s it's called momento and it's like it's really really good because he he has these people after him and stuff like that and all this stuff but he just
he can't remember anything when he wakes up and so he'll like 51st dates that's yeah that's a cute movie I swear to God like that's what I wake up to every single day but that's because um mostly the alcohol is why I wake up that way every single day but like I said I went sober for that one year and there's lots of
memories that I just can't recall and I don't know why I'm sad and all kinds of just lots of problems with Beetle yeah Beetle but and are you fan of the beetle just movie are do you relate to that Michael Keaton character in some way um just yeah I like that movie I'm both I'm a demon and an angel
for sure I'm definitely Beetle Juice and St Michael all and on well I think I think like as human beings I do like to think we're like part devil part angel I like to think human beings where they kind of like had to bring both together to bring yeah totally
dude like I could easily take a life but I could easily Save a Life type deal yeah well someone says how do you know you have depression is it a thought or it's emotion well it's a thought and it's emotion because it's like you feel sad and stuff like that but then you're also reinforcing it with your thoughts saying yes I feel sad like yes this is
wrong I personally did not know until I started talking well I was GNA un alive myself and was caught in doing so and they took the firearm out of they got the firearm away from me and so I check my myself into the ER and the ER checked me into a mental institution and that's
where I learned what I think and how what I feel is not what everybody else thinks and feels so if you're if you're Terri if you think that you have Depression start at the ER that's where you go first okay so I I was asking you he said and I answered I'm sorry if I the butt in something he asked you he asked you he said I asked him how do you
know you have depression is it a thought or an emotion can you answer that for for IIA um it's it hits you in waves it's not 247 it's
sometimes well for me it's more constantly but it's just I would rather not wake up in the morning that's just what I feel like I don't know why I feel that way either so I drink myself until I black out usually that's why I drink a 30 pack a
day and I work 12 15 hours a day um I'm just trying to numb myself block myself out just kill myself basically that's really that's really sad to see is it a lack of emotion do do you feel like a lack of emotion or you feel emotional well they that they they
thought it could be a chemical imbalance in my brain as well and that's why I'm on all these different meds like serotonin um endorphins I have all these releasers but they don't help they don't do anything so it could be just something else psychological um go ahead uh we're just not exactly
sure I've been going these tests for for one year now because I I says it's called a lack of feeling connected to the world I think that's called miasma which is not not only feeling disconnected from the world but it's feeling kind of Bor boredom with the world you're feel dissatisfied like nothing makes you happy that kind of thing me Asma I think
well yeah that's why I'm an adrenaline junkie too that's the the one time where it it completely numbs everything that's when I feel enjoyment when my endorphins are actually good enough to make me happy is when I think I'm about to die skydiving or you know um Paras selling or going on a hike and there's like a cougar stalking and I
could see the cougar and I got my pistol ready to defend myself like those type of adrenaline rushes are the only thing that make me happy genuinely like happiness you did mention meth and stuff like that because I know meth will like give you a serotonin overload it will like give you a rush of Serotonin right and but then it's like also hard harder
to produce it afterwards right because it's like you're like yeah berserk right totally and I did that for like two years straight and I I got it for free every single day and I was still even on that I was unhappy so I started setting some aside every single day and I was just going to do a whole bunch all at
once to overdose and I actually did try to do that and it just didn't work I just got really really really geeked for like two weeks I did not sleep for like like 11 days I think just because of how much I did that one time
yeah looking into extreme sports okay so sassy Scarlet wants to do a a reading on card cutting can you can you read ask you to read go read about Gnostic a religion yeah Gnostic means knowledge it means to know there's like the pisia Sophia love knowledge not text I'm gonna do a quick reading for sassy about removing attachments
okay so here's about the attachments okay let me mute okay so sassy sassy and the chat who's interested in reming these attachments see the scissors she has These Wings she can kind of clip you know it's kind of like you can clip these things away also step into your queen energy and like also this knowledge of Venus like what is beautiful in my life what is not beautiful like you want to keep the
beautiful things in your life also the balance up there the empress has to do with Libra but she's all the Queens in the deck and she's very balanced very fair you know she has a sun power okay you're talking about cutting cords attachments okay what else do we have go we have the Knight of Swords and so this is somebody that can come rush in this person knows about cutting these
attachments and stuff like that also they may show themselves and stuff like that like they cut this person off and stuff like that this person will they have these wings too these scissor Wings right swords how you kind attachments with a sword right you need a sharp blade also Temperance and also just keeping yourself balanced also taking the good with the bad you know making it something
beautiful okay also keeping your heart and your your spirit your physical see the see the hexagram right there it's all it's the heart chakra keeping that all balanced because we're going to have this world around us the Ora Boris right World surrounding us there's also like this is Capricorn and Scorpio right and so it's like you're going to mix the Capricorn the Scorpio these two extremes
it can create a heart balance right there okay hope you guys enjoyed that I I am a Scorpio as well you're a Scorpio yes and I'm a Capricorn so we have the Capricorn Scorpio balance here you see how good this balance is right that we like these opposites but it works somehow right it's working very well yeah and you're you're like beet juice is a sweet guy and it's like I
always know like when these people were in Emma and then like she would kick them out like the next day and stuff like that because they would be talk either talking too much or like saying things that were like oh this this person's weird and stuff I know you got let back in I got kick out of this score permanently right you're a Capricorn too sweet be any cars for you I went through some big wake up events recently yeah I wanted I want to say for I I I have a few cards for you because
you know you also you also were on the show earlier and it's like you know seven of Swords okay seven of Swords I don't know this is like a theft card but also it says unstable effort okay so maybe like just put more focused you know because it's like if you're going through these big experiences go with your whole heart don't resist it okay it's like that will just like this kind of like weaken the effort okay so there
we go seven of Swords a lot of times it's called The Thief card but it's like you know maybe you're like you know nine of Cups lord of the waves and the waters Lord of your emotions mastering your emotions is the next important part of your thing you're B you're a Capricorn too bad boy Breeze I'm January 7th you're Leo cancer you're love with the Scorpio this nine of Cups this nine of Cups it means to to be able
to to go in and like Master these Waters these emotions and stuff like that you're you're going to be going almost feel like a tempest and the thing also death death is not death death is like something ending so something something new can begin okay I I so it's like remember death is a part of life skeletons are alive you're were like the
ocean and and uh should not feel sh I call myself wet oh okay so Beetlejuice Beetlejuice do you feel like you have attachments on you um I don't know what happened is my camera screwed up for you guys I can't I
see it we see you we see you okay I can only see like half of me um you know when I was a child I'm pretty sure that I sold my soul to have um to be physically have physical abilities because I was extremely good in sports and I have a lot of trophies and a lot
of first place ribbons and I think I sold my soul as a child okay but let me tell you this just maybe you you did get those abilities maybe like whatever you whatever you asked for did happen but you cannot make contracts with a child right like the legal world is like you know you can always get out of these
contract as you're a child you don't have the full perspective so it's it's adults or if it's more mature people making contract with child that's taking advantage of someone right yeah the devil card is Capricorn and so don't feel like you sold your soul if you did it's like it's like Ursula and Ariel you know AR Ariel was 16 years old when she signed a contract with Ursula for her voice you cannot sign a contract with monster with with a with a miners like
that right so don't feel like you like did something as a child we all do things as children we don't we're not that we don't have that full awareness our brain's not fully developed right so we you can't can't say oh I made this Dre as a child and I'm doomed and stuff like that that's what I'm saying the Dem under you yeah so don't feel like if you
sign a contract you find a good contract lawyer get out of that contract it's a contract with Ursula she cheats on the contracts anyway right and true yeah because remember like she's like she signed wait Ariel signed her voice and she's like you have to kiss Eric within three days I know everybody Peaks one day but just one day all of a sudden I just
sucked at everything and could not remember anything like my I hit my expiration date on my contract well maybe I notic it was day and night right but also mind over matter it's like you know it's like did you really lose your talent do you have the talent always to begin with
was that really you like right I think you have you have your off days you have your on days you're not gonna be bad if you feel like it was gone for a day you have we all have bad days right or our magic doesn't seem to work or whatever nothing seems to be going right we not able to manifest but the next day there always the sun always comes out tomorrow right the sun always
comes back up if Dark Nights of the Soul we have difficult times we have things that are just like impossible we like I can't deal with this too much pain yeah so I'm GNA say for Beetle Juice okay so Beetle Juice I'll just do a cord cutting for you against any any negative entities attachments addictions anything that out of your control and
just like imagine a big pair of scissors and I'm just cutting away all these cords all these like like except for that you have golden cord to the source right that can never be no no scissors will ever tach that all these all these weak cords all these cords made of spider WBS and and and and silk and and the this like you know tin and all these all these weak
metals and stuff like that all those all those weak cords cut away so you can be yourself and all you have all you have with you now is like connection to the highest Source the highest God there's not going to be anything distracting you from that that's my prayer for you and the whole chat you know let's cut all these cords all these negative attachments all these emotional attachments
yeah I hope I did a good job with that you know I just do it for my heart apprciate it so much you have no idea it does weight been lifted off my shoulders that's beautiful guys like that's beautiful and thank you Beetle Juice for allowing me to do that because some people are comfortable in
their lower self and I say I know you're so aspiring to the higher and it's hard and you're a Scorpio too right Scorpio very attached to the Moon Pluto it's a very about death rebirth right you got the death card that's very Scorpio card also about hard lessons but also
very very you you have a big Emotional Self too right Scorpio is connected to the water the moon as well very emotional yes the water fine yeah actually know Chinese zodiacs as well I'm a I'm a monkey but I'm also a water monkey I guess there's different types of Chinese zodiacs beyond the
Zodiac yeah so you're a monkey you know I'm a monkey too I'm a Chinese monkey really I know that I'm a water monkey do you know a type of monkey you are yeah oh I I'm I'm I'm a I'm an earth monkey because I'm a Capricorn monkey which is a woodpecker okay there's a website called Primal astrology so I'm going to
look at Scorpio monkey I'll read you some of your um your chart maybe that's reason why we get we get along so well is we're both monkey right I I think so so Primal zodiac says sign combinations okay so it says hold I need
to so guys and you go to Primal astrology so you're you're you are a Scorpio monkey so Scorpio monkey it says it's a RAV you're a raven so it says strong curious and energetic those born under the sign of the Raven often
succeed where others fail their deepest desires to overcome the odds to Triumph to prove themselves to the world they're willing to give up a considerable amount of personal needs but in return they can use what others consider disadvantages to their advantage that is their greatest power a combination of the western side of Scorpio and the Eastern side of monkey this is a highly
contradictory sign in terms of his dual nature Sun and the Moon on one hand those born during the year the monkey typically start out with an easy beginning of Life where they are coddled loved and told they're special Scorpios take much longer to come out of their shells or monkeys usually hit hard times in early adulthood this is prime Scorpio
time to step up and take action there will be something of a shift in thinking between childhood teenage years to early adulthood the shifting perspective is where they realize their true power and often decide how to best use their immense strength and potential and it says compatibility love
and friendship social relationships is where the Monkey Shines the most loyal gregarious and funny Ravens can be the life of the party or they can be self-absorbed and competitive or negative it's entirely within each individual's ability to concentrate on one aspect of Personality over another in most cases Ravens choose who they
want to spend time with and typically aren't that fond of large groups inste they prefer to be in big fish in a small pond getting their fix of attention from those who know how to understand them the best being misunderstood in fact is very difficult for them to handle so familiarity and social situation is best
do that make sense Capricorn SC match this makes a lot of sense yeah it's really good it's really good I'll I'll read one more like about your careers and goals most Scorpios and monkeys will choose their path based on the individual's passions and on aspects of other planets on the birth chart
these signs don't strongly dictate their actual career choice just the personality aspect that leads to Passion which leads to the best career choice that said those who do not have a career in mind can benefit from knowing the natural career for Ravens in general these include scientist engineer Entertainer doctor
detective whatever they choose these individuals who like to be in position of Authority or at least a partner in The Firm they aren't fond of taking orders from others and like having flexibility to call their own sh many will choose to work alone though their best work should be done in conjunction with others exactly how to choose to express themselves so their work is
highly dependent on the other signs in the birth chart particularly Jupiter and Saturn so look at your birth chart look at Jupiter and Saturn and where they are in terms of your career that will lead you to your I I actually started my own business uh four years ago that's so awesome yeah yeah I don't like having a
boss at all but uh I had a I had a business partner and it was technically all under his name so I got so I'm starting my business again this year well I think that's the best thing to do is have your own business business cuz we all can like work under other people in this in this country right
everyone's always looking for labor and stuff like that you can do a lot of work you're benefiting that that big fish right how about we're all the CEOs like as an American we have a capital letter name you know the capital letter name all the capitals and so it's like yes that's also you're the CEO right it's because you're a legal company when you're born in the USA right we're
already like a CEO of our own business right she said that's wonderful yeah sassy Scarlet guys you you have the best in chat like I have the best chat I is such a sweetheart yeah you're just a funny I like you a lot
right that's tricks bad boy I'm sorry bro you said that your your girlfriend was a Scorpio or something I it for you Scorpios are the hardest to deal with when it comes to love right but you know my you know my you
know about Lilith have you heard of Lilith Lilith yes okay so but Lilith is also in astrology and so there's you have your black moon it's where your dark moon it's like this the darkest part of your Consciousness that's Le mine is in Scorpio in the 10th house house of reputation and stuff like that
so hey what's up you love Trix VA I love you I love VA trick want say hi VA you want to say hi bet hey how are you like when I pain your neck like this oh oh you're shaking you're shaking
like your nose can we see your nose on the screen little nose be you see my tattoo Beetle Juice um it was it on your chest yeah you saw one you saw that right love to see it again okay hold on one second guys you can see how it's healing hold
on that so badass you know those are really clean lines too actually I really like that that's a good artist yeah he's very talented like I would say I I have most of my most I had some tattoos from Mexican guys or Mexican woman but like most of my tattoos were like by Asian guy he fixed this tattoo
he like fixed this one because it was like half filled in and stuff like that and it was like not good that one right there oh sweet Go Go full screen okay full screen oh sweet those are really clean too those look those look like good
straight clean lines as well see I'm so picky about tattoos and I don't like identifiers yeah yeah well I know but once I got arrested you know they take pictures of they pictures of tattoos they're like bend over it was very yeah not fun thank you for everyone it was
fun for me it was fun for me I I Lov going to jail the cops were nice to me I got a nice strip search and like grope and then then uh you know a nice they we a big shower together with all the Mexican guys yeah you like that Sassy yeah so yeah I'm not always nice to me too but still it I'm not a fan I like my
freed I like my freedom too and that's like I can I was like I spent three days in there and I was like the third day then I was like when to call my dad and I was like and then I couldn't find my I gave you a little code you can use I love you be juice give a little code you can use for the phone right to call out of the phone and so but I they made I
was a trusty so I had to change my uniform and so I left my code in the old uniform so I didn't have any code and so then I had his boyfriend it wasn't my boyfriend but he liked me I would have been his boyfriend in one more day but he was really cute he's a peckerwood guy and then I was like on trying to call on the phone I was like can I use your code and he comes in put my Cod he put in his
code for me so use his code oh that's cool dude yeah that's a that's sketchy for people to do that that's good for for him to do that for you that's that's some some respect type yeah wrong on someone else's code and get them in
trouble yep so there like I I realized it was like I was like everyone I'm sure like I would be like someone has to use my code i' be like oh they're gonna use the code but I met some cool people there everyone's laughing in the chat B big tall's rapping he says hold up what's that in your chest a black sitting man I'm kind of perplexed
thought you was wrapped in the other side now you out here cuddled up nowhere to hide oh my gosh Big Rob pepperoni alert guys yeah I love you beet beet is such a such a cool guy such a cool guy I love guys like Beetle Juice it's like reminds me my dad my dad had this best friend he was just
like you're you're puring he he was just a cool guy he was like he may have he may have looked a little bit nerdy but he was like cool as you're there oh oh you're touching the screen you see your
paw I can do some Chim chongas get some cheese and crackers and lunch and dinner I can do Chim chongas I can are you there be juice or you're busy be just come back when you have a chance I'm just gonna oh hold on I'm here I'm here good
good my guys' breakfast on Discord but I can do that later yeah we'll see be is here everyone you know you know how cool be is to me like when I met be the first time it was love at first sight right ba wasn't love it for Sight like she's always been so cool to me so
guys me be you see the guy's going to wrest with me that guy the Mexican R hey here too look hey rude hey see Rudy over there Rudy you
there you what you want attention too you want attention too I heard a yeah yeah yeah how are you guys oh excuse me yeah so when I got locked up everyone's
telling me before I went they're like hey when you go on you're get the best burrito in the world it's like the most delicious it's like amazing you're the best burrito they give you the best burritos when you go when you get get so I went in I was like okay maybe I'll get a good burrito and I maybe I wasn't hungry or something they gave me a burrito it had a lot of stuff
in it it tasted okay I took one bite of it and then this there was a really fat guy and he's like hey are you going to eat your burrito I was like No And so he he had he he had a I give him my burrito and so that wasn't the best I like the milk the milk in Ellie County that was good I forgot it's called like sunshine F some kind of like or something some
creamy or something it always warm you're there Trix Trix you're there Trix you know the chat's looking at you thank you no nobody thank you you know the chat's watching you too trixer you're so beautiful you're you're beautiful and you you always I wake up with you under the covers with
me always there I drop my breakfast in the chat in the Discord nice got to take that everying day drives me crazy but uh you went to LA County bro LA county is a big one that place is scary right I went I went went
Seattle you do Seattle yeah I've been I've been in California I've been in Washington and I've been in Montana I've been I've been all the states well I don't think I've been I'm not sure I've been in Washington but I've been I know I've been to Montana and uh no I mean for yeah you
know you for jail yeah yeah me not for jail but we were in jail and all those States yeah you were well you know it's like but was it all it was like for drug stuff right like possession and I bet is for being stupid yeah it's just guys we all do stupid things and sometimes the stupid
things aren't our fault sometimes they are I got arrested once for receiving Sten property I was pass it on Xanax literally people drag my neighbor stuff into my house all on camera and stuff like that I was asleep the whole time and was possessing Sten property because I have the neighbor stuff in my house right did you smash it is there a back
is it private you're there stupid guys we all do stupid right drugs makeing you do stupid things I know well yeah I've been been C for drugs when it wasn't even my drugs right like maybe I was doing the drugs and stuff like that but they throw in the
seat drugs alcohol emotion brokenheartedness you do stupid reasons for stupid reasons right especially a broken some really dumb for a broken heart yep you know broken heart
right but we'll go to these things that are like these quick fixes to change our person change our mind personality but I'll say most of us I think have anybody in the chat done something worse than maybe shoplifting or maybe like um drug possession or receiving so property I don't think we're violent people I think
we're I think we're right the wrong kind of breedo they're talking about I think we're all good people for aggressive actions Yeah well yeah was it was like was it trying to un alive somebody or was it just a fight or something like that you know CU there's
fights and there there's like actually like just fighting and sometimes just threats um scary threats but like I don't know I would hit on people's old lady in the bar thinking they were single not knowing that they weren't single and you know get into a fist fight and get in
trouble so like it wasn't my fault it was my fault but it wasn't my fault like why is she flirting with me too when her boyfriend or husband's right there so guys can we can we all relate to this sometimes you know you go to straight bars that here here's the trick take
your boyfriend to not your boyfriend I'm tell to the chat take your boyfriend to a gay bar watch the guys hit on him see how he reacts watch the girls hit on you watch the girl watch the girls hit on him too he's a straight guy in the game the girls will figure out right guys it'll just be fun for all right check the fingers first what's up RZ how are you
you big tall I I I I I I trust you now okay big tall you've been cool in chat just don't call me that that guy's name anymore okay I like Beetle's hair only 815 I'm almost almost done with my six pack I think I have one more in the pack I do have one more in the pack and I have half of this one left
I'm going to drink the six right we roll the punes guys guys probably been arrested like Alis has been arrested right like we've all been arrested okay something happened sometime in our life there's a misunderstanding something happened everyone's been everyone's had we have we have some streak guys we understand I
think it's the kind of initiation also you haven't been arrested you're Square yeah I mean it's fine squ fine most of us will go outside a little box do something that's quite not against the the not not quite with the rules right some people just don't get caught right but those are very rare I
mean if you're going to do a lot of like if you're like you know if you're like if you do one thing once in a while and you're unsuspecting and it's like you never supect that person you know but even why knowa writer got caught for shoplifting at that store right yeah you know Nick was arrested he was arested Santa he was yelling at the police he was fishing with a cane in the
in the river dress in Santa Claus he he had wrestle to the SC patun is A square patun has never been arrested rard has been um sprayed then arrested if you haven't been arrested you're a law abiding citizen or a great criminal right but I think even the best
criminals just to get a little Street Credit maybe the best criminals no such thing as a great criminal I call you just maybe a a great criminal maybe a great criminal would never be caught that no one ever suspect and they're all they're doing things against the law maybe but
I'm saying things that these lower level crimes right these like we all get CAU sax fth Avenue oh yeah so he was at Z verus Santa right but guys guys this is also there's nothing ashamed of it's like have I been charged with felonies where I can't like vote anymore and
stuff like that and I'm on parole no I've had misdemeanor which are basically if I get a traffic ticket it's a misdemeanor so everything I got is a MISD it's all misdemeanor as long as you ain't got no felonies yeah because if a felony if they reported on your on your drop application and they like oh person had
felonies this is kind of scary but there's also people that exclusively hire felons too for good paying jobs and so it's like there's always you can catch a felony too and never never go to prison either right yeah when r h the saxth Avenue remember she was when R went to saxth Avenue and she like stole dresses
and stuff like that she was like oh my assistens were supposed to pay for it when you're a celebrity maybe that's true sometimes your assistant will go pay for it but she looked kind of suspicious when she was putting those dresses in the bag right I don't have any either bad boy yeah
well I was wanted for over 20 years but I don't have felonies across three different states yeah but what I'm gonna get I'm gonna get a can of Mace I'm G to start doing IRL but once they start doing IRL I'm gonna piss people off because not everyone a lot lot of people don't on
camera and stuff and like and so I'll be like having my own camera and stuff and say hi I might get might kickboxing bro or some uh Brazilian jiu-jitsu or grappling some BJJ is really protective because then they go to swing on you and you just take them to the ground and you
submit them and nobody gets hurt nobody has to get the beat out of them it's very safe as long you don't break their arm or leg right guys we should all learn some self-defense moves like because there's a lot of like things we can learn that were like cut off any attack any any
like we see something Corner eye a fist coming toward us you can block it punch him in the groin give the butthole like we can guys you have like dirty right guys all all all these illegal moves are allowed if they come
for us first right and it's all jokes it's all legal after that after the first swing yeah they they the first Wing you can kick the balls you're still going to jail with him maybe not Alisa Alisa had a fight one
night and but she hit him first right and then then he pulled her hair and P threw out of the car but she hit him first and so she was arrested he wasn't it's like in the domestic it's just on camera stuff hit is the is the aggressor right yeah yeah I've been to jail and I was the
defender I didn't do and I got attacked and I went to jail and they did I sweet pie have I seen that movie creep have you seen that movie creep called creep I need take that out creep okay so so big tall says Trix is cool yeah but she tops your pet but psyche who's that
on your chest got me breaking a sweat I thought you was gay now I'm second guessing exploring real quick yeah answer the question okay guys I like this I we're rap battles yeah I know bad boy you saw that that guy a piece of right I saw I saw I saw the whole body can I've seen
it a thousand times I swear I've seen I've seen it every angle of that whole thing I still like love Alisa like as much as I can love another person right it's like I I just love her I hate that guy I hate that guy you know Alisa like I mean he made her a millionaire and stuff like that but she has a she's a
cancer scorpio ascendant Scorpio Moon very emot very emotional signs right and uh so she hurts and but she can like she can she can lash back and and this cancer always looking for her home Scorpio always like look at this person look at this person this person is Magic magnetic
right big big heart big heart I see the big heart are you smoking a vape um Beetle Juice yeah geek those are nice geek bar I love the geek bars right and you know but in California they they like made
right that's cool as is that what flavor is it pina colada or something pineapple grape lemon grape it looks really good it's a Gemini sign too yeah well I'm I'm a son of a Gemini and a cancer right so I know the emotional
side I know like the brilliant um air sign in Gemini right I understand that I'm a son of a Gemini and a cancer right and I'm a Capricorn I'm like little The Little Goat that came out of it right Virgo yeah those are cool as they got the ological signs on those
Sagittarius I love it geek bar nice branding this one's just blank these aren't all dead that's why I still have them they just I like new flavors oh cool because I was saying they they ban they B Menthol in California so I can't get
Menthol anymore I used love Menthol boo yeah boo California I know it sucks right hey if you need me to send you a carton just let me know okay I love I'll get in touch with you because I love menthols and it's like that will like last me cigarettes you're talking about cigarettes right or Vapes cigarett but you can put anything you
want you can put anything you want in that package okay I'll appreciate it Mel can go anywhere me go anywhere yeah put a fake put a fake address stassy you didn't see nothing you didn't hear
nothing all guys we're the funnest night tonight got Beetle on the panel beet is cool SP guy guys a mod can post be's Channel he's got like over 20 subscribers we have another guest tonight hold on we have a couple we have a couple gu ohie is still here oh I'm sorry SC I didn't mean to like leave you
off the show for so isie still awake no he passed out at least he's alive looks like he's alive
anyway and that's just weird yeah okay bye bye bye by guys do should I don't need to end my stream do I computer sounds okay I'm ending it okay bye we're back oh
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