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Psyche's Sunday morning stream features a casual conversation with a guest about music, hangovers, and trying to figure out a bike camera mount while dealing with a headache.
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Browse era →Hello. Hi, Samantha. Hold
on. Samantha. Hi, everyone. I just woke up. Uh, I feel pretty good though because my son's not upset today. It was like getting really bad. Hey, Flirty Diamond. Good morning. Happy
Sunday. I was able to like start get my vape my vape working again. So, yeah. I already I took a hit the vape and uh Hello, Paulo. Yeah, sorry I left this the stream like fell
asleep. I just I smoked kind of like a lot of pot last night and then I got hungry then I got sleepy. So, thank you everyone that kept the show going. I woke up. Oh, Alex was still in the room when I woke
up. I think he fell asleep. Very peaceful. Good morning. How's everybody? Yeah.
I love waking up with tricks. Cuddling. He like to wake up cuddling. Yes, he does. Good morning. Let me put the comments on the screen. Look at the link pinned. Oh, maybe I'll get a bagel or something and coffee. Let's
see. Walk in. Yeah, I can skip skip the line. Okay, so what do they have? They have a fruity cereal pop. That sounds pretty good. Oh, look who we have here. A Hi, how are you this morning?
Say what? How are you this morning? What does that mean? How are you this morning? I I guess. Okay. How are you? Okay. Are your eyes you look like you're barely able to keep your eyes open? Yeah. I have a hard time um you know like
responding to people like a normal person. My bad. Yeah. I don't mean to like be disrespectful. I apologize. No, you're not being disrespectful. It's like it's just Yeah, I have a weird like brain. I'm sorry. I'm not trying to be like
mean or anything. It's okay. I mean, like, yeah, you got mad at you got mad last night. I wasn't trying to like piss you off last night or anything. I was like, if I'm ever like weird, it's just because I'm different. Like, there's something wrong with me. No, I don't think so. I'm just
letting you know. You know, if people think that I'm uh being different. Well, I guess I am. Well, nobody's perfect. And I I don't know. Our differences make us unique and so I don't look down on you. You okay? Look at your eyes. I I was looking at your beard,
but I guess it's the light. I mean, look like it's just gray as hell. Yeah, it's turning gray. My beard's turning gray um from doing from doing the show. Look, it's not like that side. It's not It's one side of my face. I have like two-tone black kind that's kind of cool. It's like that I have a half but I think this this side's going to change soon.
But look, it's all gray. I mean, it's completely completely white. It's like not even gray. It's like white. It's turned white. How old are you? 44. 44. Mhm. when I was younger. Uh, you know, it's just like you
couldn't enjoy like you were different like uh the music, you know, that I grew up with. You grew up with it? Well, I kind of I kind of did in a way because, you know, I I I mean, I I was born in the 80s. You were probably born in the 90s, but I listened to music in the 90s. That's
when I started really getting into music. I mean, were you born in the 90s? I was born. Were you born in the 90s or the 2000s? 89. I got born 89. Okay. So, we're not we're not even that far apart. We're We're like, you know, eight years, nine years. Eight years apart, nine years apart. Whatever. The little generation. Hey,
you grew up I grew up into the same music. What's your favorite song? You like the song? You you were you were playing like I know you're you're playing uh was the song you were playing last night. You were like you were playing you're playing like some like some music like some like punk punk music or something. I don't know. Good Charlotte song.
Yeah, I heard I heard that good Charlotte stuff. Remember you were singing last night. Hi Shepherd. Forgot what song it was. Was it what called? Was it called Rockstar or something? Was it called? What was it called? Lifestyle of the Rich and the Famous. Lifestyle of the Rich and the
Famous. I remember that song. I grew up with that song, too. You remember that song? I remember that song. You're always complaining. money cuz I'm nothing but problems. Let's all just solve them. I don't know how someone else's
shoes lifestyle the rich the famous. Sorry. Okay. I just got tobacco. I got tobacco in my mouth. I might That wasn't the Oh my god.
Sorry, guys. I gota I have to figure this out today, guys. This I have a bike mount I got. So, I got the Okay, so this part goes onto the bike, right? This screws onto the the head, right? Okay. I think this is like this. This goes on the bar, right? That down. It's a bike m It's a camera
mount for my bike. I don't know if you know how it works for a bike. Yeah, I got one for my bike. I got a bike. Oh, a bike. Yeah. So, this is a bike. It's a camera mount for the bike. So, you you like put this on the So, riding the bike streaming. Yeah. I need to figure out how to how it
works. Okay. So, this part goes Well, you know, that connects to there. That's good. But I mean it's going to be it if you don't do something with it. No, I mean I will. I mean I'll go I'll take a bike ride with it. I mean sure. Can't
figure out how it works though. I hate my brain, bro. Why is my brain hurting me? Your brain's hurting you? Yes. I'm sorry. Are you thinking too hard? getting blinding headache. It's like me
up. Sorry. I was just hold on. Sorry. I just like hit me all of a sudden. It was just like all of a sudden my brain was like throbbing. Brain was throbbing. That sounds uncomfortable.
Well, that you were drinking like Everclear. I Bro, isn't that like a very like intense ever clear my problem when I'm drunk it? I'm not saying I mean I'm not judging you. I'm just saying that that's why you have a headache probably is cuz you
drank probably a bottle of Everclear. I just uh I have a like maybe it might be anxiety. Like I uh I I don't like talking to people, so I I make myself talk to people, you know. Oh, well, am I easy to talk to or no? Yeah.
Yeah. Much easier than other people, you know? Lots of people like Yeah, I enjoy like stuff like this. Put myself into social, you know? Yeah. God damn it, bro. My my brain I don't know why it's hurt all of a
sudden. Hey, Big Nisha brain is hurting. I'm telling you, it's because of of the Everclear. It's like it's like very strong. Oh, you know what? I might be getting a hangover. Yeah. I've been up long
enough. I've been I've been awake too damn long. Yeah I've been Oh, yeah. You look like Have you got any sleep just from the night? Uh, what time was it? Well, we were up
at like probably this morning. I drink some water. I have not been awake too long. I've uh I at uh what time I wake up? It's like midnight. midnight.
Yeah. Well, yeah. Like, uh, actually, no. Oh, it was like 9:00. I woke up at like 9:00 to get ready for the show, everything. My show. Yeah, my show. Oh, your show. Okay. I'm sorry.
Yeah. That's cool. I woke up at like 9 and yeah it took me at like from 9 to like 12 or 1 actually. It was 1. It was one 1:00 in the morning after 1 actually
when I finally got my when I finally got the show started. I have no idea how this damn thing works. It's not the thing's fitting into each other.
This must go here. Hold on. I got it. I found it. I found it. Found it. Found it. Found it. Okay, that goes there. And then this must go. Where does this go? What the hell? Whoa. So,
this doesn't make any sense. This thing doesn't make any sense. Okay, let me see. Doesn't How does this connect?
I don't know. Good morning, everybody. Hey, Mojo Joe. Is your Was your shirt was that shirt originally white or is a gray shirt? Yo, you dropped me with that that his name. I didn't drop you for him. You left.
What are you talking about, bro? He left me with that guy. It was just like you like Alex. Nobody does. I like Alex. I mean, he's not a bad guy.
It's up. Are you mad? Are you mad at me? Damn, bro. You mad at me? It's like th that I'm sorry. I'm so
sorry. Hey, sorry.
I have no idea how this works. Do you guys know how this might work? I I have this I have this part connected and that connects to that, right? Clamp and then that goes there, but then I have this piece and anywhere, bro. Like, you won't understand this, but it made me so happy. He was just so
like so good. My uh my buddy he I guess my buddy uh he the server owner where I'm hanging out like it's a different it's a I'm on Day Z is different.
Uh he wants to run like some RP server, I guess. And uh so he don't kill everybody. And yeah, he hooked me up. I I like to do this like mummy outfit. So you you have to find clothes
and like cut them up and and then there's like a torch that I want to get, you know, and I got to get like gasoline to put on it to like increase its durability the other halfway that it like if you just
make it with a sticking a rag, it'll do like half to half the dur durability. But anyway, so yeah, he hooked me up, bro. He put me in this like little spot that spawns all my
and just I I don't have to do that anymore. So beautiful. I love it. It was It was such a relief. It was such a good thing. Makes me happy. It was Oh my gosh, guys. I can't figure this out. I don't know. I'm so bad. I'm
so bad at like figuring some out like this. I'm so bad at stuff. I was like screwing it anywhere. How to explain it? I I guess just a a relief. It was just so reliefful.
Okay. How are you feeling today? Are you doing okay? Yes. Hey. Hey, Trick. Hi. How are you? Hey. Hey. Are you being bothered by your disgusting animals? No. My animals are disgusting. What? My
animals are not disgusting. Why would you say that? Why would you say that they're disgusting? My My cats are gorgeous. Why? Why would you say that they're not? Cuz they're not. Animals are disgusting and they Sorry.
What was that? What? Nothing. Nothing. My arm slipping out your arms to the table. Your arms. Your arm
squeaks. I don't know. I don't know what's going on here. But anyway, I mean, we didn't have gay sex. No. No. Hey. Hey. We didn't have gay sex. To everybody. We did not have gay sex that night. Did
you come here? Not you. The cat. The cat. We did not have gay sex. I think we did. I think I remember that. We did not have gay sex that night. Everybody are Are you sure? Yeah maybe.
Maybe. Okay. It's okay whether we did or we didn't. You know, no one's judging you. I was just trying to help everybody. You know, we did not have gay sex that night. Okay. Whatever you say. We haven't even met right? Okay.
Okay. Okay. Nobody. Yeah. Someone says your raccoon eyes, they tell a different story.
You still drinking? Should I? No. Just drink some water. Yes, you drink water while drinking. It's called responsibility. I think I think you're supposed to stop at some point you're supposed to stop
drinking just and and then you know give your body a little rest and
then it's very disgusting. Like I pour too much. A little bit too
much. Oh, here we go. All right. So, this is uh by the way like up to there way too much. It should be here. It's like up to there. And it's that that's way too
much. But uh here, let's put it there. You like you were you playing beer beer pong with those cups? I was just doing the whole, you know, Q-tip. Oh, careful, careful,
careful. You okay? Yeah. Yeah. I'm just saying I don't want you to burn yourself. I didn't want to scare you. No, I was just homosexual. I mean, having gay sex, something like that. Okay. Well, I'm not surprised. Doing the gay sex thing.
Damn it. Oh my god. The house is on fire.
Yeah. Someone says you that that will run a car engine. So what? I think it's still on fire. Okay. Stop. Stop. Stop. No more fire. No more fire. No, it's good. It's
good. The chat is saying you look like you have some some demons. Is your is your chest okay? Kind of like you know a little bit a little bit it's a little
bit congested a little bit. I said what? So, I smoked some smoked some cigars and so might have a little bit of a Okay, we're going to make we want to make sure that we keep an eye on this guy. Yeah, he still drinks Everclear.
Sorry, He-Man. I do not drink Everclear. I have never drank Everclar in my life.
Yo. Oh, so so okay. So, you know how you like big women, big Nisha. I don't know if she's married. She says she's a 38F. Her chest is protected properly. Are you interested in that size? Eric, I need that booty that's bigger than me. Oh my god.
You know, it's bigger than you. Yeah, it's triple. Oh, sorry. It's triple like this. Like this booty. I I need this booty. Except for bigger. Except for bigger. It sounds like it's it sounds like it's too big.
Yeah. And And um I hope she's comfortable with me sticking my face in it. You know, the booty thing. Okay. You want to stick your face in it?
Yeah. Yeah. Okay. Well, you should see there's an episode of My 600 lb Life and the guy has a girlfriend and she's like, you know, she's 600 lb. So, so he has to take her on the he has to take her on the porch. He takes her outside on the porch and he hoses her down with the ho. That's the only way he can wash her. He has to just
hose her down. So she's like bending over and he's like spraying her spraying her butt clean. You ever seen that episode? Hey man, whatever it takes. Would you do that for your girlfriend? Whatever it takes. And also there was another episode where
this woman was dating a guy and she had him I'm just a boyfriend. I'll use my tongue. Oh god. Cuz no this lady would have this lady would have him like wipe her with with like he had he wiped her in the bathroom. He like came in and wiped her cuz she couldn't wipe very well. Oh my god. You would. It's disgusting.
God damn it. I just want to put my face in that doodoo. But
a fat repair guy says, "Fuck no. You got to be out wash your own. Your face is like you're so evil. Why would you hate fat people like that? I don't hate fat people. What are you talking about? I love racism. No, it's just it's just not my I mean I I I like I like Yeah, you should not hate fat people. I don't I like a guy
with a I like a guy with a big belly or even a heavy but it's not I mean I dated I dated a a 300 300 lb woman for three months. Oh yeah. Nobody there like he's like oh my god I'm star. They're like they're obviously eating 8,000 calories a day to be gaining weight. It's like whatever they I mean I'm not wanting the
fish to be overweight. But if she is, I'll take it. Okay. He'll take it. Okay. Well, guys, everybody's attracted to different a different body type. She can take care of herself. I'm just saying, you know. Well, she'll probably be but she'll probably like be if you move in, she'll
probably be bedridden within like a month because you're going to be just bringing her food and having sex all the time. So what would would she like be bedridden after she was she would just be laying in bed? You just you just bring her she'd be dead like No, no, no, no, no, no, no. I'm going to have sex with her
and she's going to No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no. I said bedridden. bed ridden. Bedridden? What do you mean? Like like she's not going to be able to get out of bed. You're just bedridden. She's gonna be so fat that she can't even get off my face when she's sitting on it. Just I'm going to die one day. You know, it's going to be a thing. It's going to be like she's just like, "Oh
god, let me get off of you. I'm suffocating you." But you know, I die under her ass. Well, does anybody in chat guys do you relate to this? Anybody have that that fat ass, bro? And I want her ass to be spread, you know. Okay, let's not let's not let's not be obscene. Let's not be
upset. I mean, Apple to be on my face, you know. Okay. Yeah. Charisma always helps. I don't know. Like, is this woman gonna be attracted to you? If I was a 300lb woman, I probably would would run away from you. You keep want me to sit on your face. Keep begging me to sit on
your face. I don't know. I find attractive in your eyes. Are you? Huh? Are are you are you you said are you do you do I find you attractive in my eyes? What' you say? I was saying am I unattractive or something? No, you're
not unattractive. No, but I'm saying, you know, personality here. Yeah. Yeah. I'm say I know that like, you know, I could have fetishes that are uh you wouldn't want to put in your relationship. Oh, I I don't even know if I want to
hear. I mean, I mean, is there anything weird weirder? Oh, maybe like what? Uh, say what? Like, what are your fetishes? My brain hurts. It's okay. It's okay. Just take your time.
Oh, man. What are you doing? I'm sitting here. I'm sitting here looking at you in a state of shock. See? Uh, what? I'm in a state of shock just watching you. Why did you hear Discord?
You were just in my Discord. Uh, no. I'm in a Discord. I didn't even remember. Remember when you sent me that picture of a of a of a gerbil? Uh, yeah. Um, you remember that? I remember I asked you for nude for your
nude photos and you sent me a picture of South Park. Lemieux, the derbal from South Park. Yeah, that wasn't that wasn't a nude photo. All right. That was a good one. That wasn't a good It wasn't I know that was a good episode, but it didn't make any sense for what I asked. And then you sent me a picture of a of a giant cartoon gerbble. We asked for nudes and
so I just sent you the inside of my Oh my god.
I'm so happy. I was hoping that wasn't the joke. I was I was God. Ow. Have you ever had you ever tried an aspirin or something? Or or like you ever tried to go to sleep? Say what? Have you ever tried to go to sleep or have an aspirin?
Aspirin? Oh, yeah. I should get one of these. Yeah, dude. I mean, if you have a splitting headache, I mean, maybe you should stop. I don't know if that the Everclear is good for your headache either. I mean, I think that might that might be a a contributing factor. Okay, I'll do the stupid ass aspirin. I hate hate doing this
What do you do? Like five, six, seven. Oh, I mean, I don't Do you need that many? I don't want your blood to to turn into water. I mean, it's like It does thin your blood. I think you're supposed to just take two. How many do How many guys? How many aspirins do you safely take? I I don't know guys. I'm not a doctor. Does anybody Does anybody
know? I think like No, no, no. That's thin your blood too much. Uh, seven. Seven. Eight. Maybe eight. No, no, no, no, no, no. It just says one. I'm doing Don't take No, take Don't take two. No, because that's dangerous. And don't do it on my show. Don't I have
to take you? I don't. No, don't take that many. I'm doing 12. No, you're not. Don't Don't take one. Take one or two. I know what your blood It's in your blood. It doesn't matter. Like, why am I even I
got three. Don't worry. Okay. Well, that's that's legal, I think.
Oops. Okay. Don't Don't take I'm I don't know. Just don't don't even eat it. What are you do? Like you're you're driving me nuts. What do you It's not
candy. I think it's Elie. I just don't know if it's I don't know if it's it's
good. I I can't I don't want to look at this. It's
disgusting. Is that what you look like after after night with your boyfriend?
What's this? Ah,
stop. Doesn't it taste bad? I guess. Well, you're not supposed to I don't think you're supposed to even chew it. You're supposed to just swallow it. Bro, I have a headache. Okay, I chew this I don't give a
I think I hopefully I think you I think you took three. I think he just took three. Oh, look there. It's all good. All good. So, got your tongue all the way. Yeah. Now, lift it up. Okay. Why is your tongue all purple? It's all It's all purple colored. Why isn't that
color? Okay. Huh? I don't I don't know, guys. I'm officially my I don't officially don't have a crush anymore. But we officially have lost your heart on. Is that what is that what you're trying to do?
I am trying to lose gay sexuality with us. Let's stop the gay sexuality. We will not have gay sex one day. Hopefully. Okay. Well, that's not that's fine with me. I mean, no, no offense, but I mean, I think I think I thought I was that, but you're kind of a
mess. I need you to clean up your life a little bit. Hi, babe. Hey, Lenor. I'm reporting you now for racist. No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no. Don't say that. Don't say that. Racism. Racism.
Don't even report everybody. Mass report him for racism.
Hey. What a fool. That's what happened. This is why, you know, you have to like, you know, I know I drink a lot. I know. But basically, this is why you kind of have to moderate on alcohol. I mean, look what happened.
He's saying some stupid covered in aspirin. I knew he was kidding, but I just don't I don't I don't appreciate that kind of humor. I I can't help this person. Look at this guy. What is he doing?
What? I can't help you. I don't think we're going to listen to Good Charlotte together. We heard I heard it. I heard it last night. Okay. Want to go to Good Charlotte concert?
Okay. Okay. Okay. I'm just doing a shot. Well, I don't know if that's I'm just doing a shot. It's not PCP.
Why are you looking at me like that?
Oh my god, I just pulled my dick out. But it's on your hand. Why is it all wet? My dick. Sorry. Apologize. I mean, I'm a Uh, behaving myself. That's the word.
Behaving yourself. What? You know that's that's the song. Go shipper. You know I used to think I think it was called I used to think it was called one step over the line. That's the song. But it's one to over the line. I played it once once on
Alisa's. One toke over the line. Oh darling. One to the line. One over the water. Holy There's no water. Oh my god. I'm
dying. Oh god. I'm going to die one day. Sorry. I didn't I I didn't mean to die on your screen. Well, maybe it'll help my ratings. I'm good. I mean, I'm sorry I'm died. I I I didn't
die. Oh god. Oh god. I didn't die this time. Oh gosh. Are you reading the chat? The chat I think might The chat has advice for you
probably. Did you lose your heart on about two months ago?
Okay, this is getting a little bit dark. I mean it it Let's go. I'm going to go under the covers. Oh my god, my headache's probably going to go away after like how long? How long does it take? It should be inst It should be instantly gone.
So what? It should be It should be instantly gone. It's not instantly gone. It's actually worse. Ow.
Chad, can you intervene? Can you keep an eye on him? Read the chat. I talk to the chat. You You know what I'm going to do? I'm going to pull my dick out. Better not.
How fast can you like delete the clip or whatever when like you're wanting to save the video? Don't even talk about Can you delete? None of your business, guys. I can't I can't I can't leave this guy for a second. I mean, I'm
afraid. Let's just circle jerk. Everybody wants to Everybody wants to Let's just circle jerk. It doesn't got to be a problem.
Yeah, I have a headache. I I He just told He told us Yeah. Let's keep our dick in our pants. Okay. Let's keep the headache to an aspirin.
A a poor thing. You Mexican.
No, no, no, no, no, no. Don't say anything about people. Exactly.
I like Mexican. By the way, I I guess I have a a headache. Is that what you call a headache? Oh my god. A blasting headache. Like what do you do you ever go out on the marina? Like because I you're you're in a boat, right? Migraine. It might be a migraine.
Might be. It is. Well, yeah. I think the aspirin should kick in soon. You had a bunch of You had enough aspirin. So, every everyone can see Can we see Can we see the boat? Can we see like I want to see like the outside of the boat. Um, that's only when you me.
Okay, don't worry. that soon.
I think I'm giving up on sex. Let's see. The the lights aren't helping. Yeah. You ever heard of like soft light? There's like a soft lighting like you can get. It's like your lighting is all yellow. It's all yellowing. They're all soft lighting. Is that good?
Yeah. It's a lot better. Are you able to open your eyes? Why is
open? That's Are they open? Oh, okay. Now they're open now. That Yeah. Oh, good. Let me see. That was better. Okay, guys. Can someone put that emoji? There's an emoji that that looks like that. Can someone put that emoji?
seen that one. Here's what your eyes look like. You're opening I can't I can't even close my eyes that that much. Oh. Oh my
god. Oh yeah. Here. Samantha got it. That's the face you just made.
The rich and famous the only the only song you like. Yeah, it's a good song. I I'm enjoying this tonight. Tonight? I mean, you're not When are you going to sleep? You You've been up since 3 in the morning.
You're drinking enough water and like
you love it, too. You want to hear it. You wish you could hear it. You want to hear it? I mean, it's not like it's not my It's not my favorite song. I mean, it's like it's okay. hear it. I think it's like more your generation. I think it's like I like Charlotte like Yeah, you're right. Oh, you want to hear it? No, I mean I've heard I've heard it
enough is such a problem. Well, they got mansions think you should bomb them. Yeah, Charlotte sucks dog balls and and
like why you got this beautiful hair but like why is it gray in the light? You know it's because my hair look at all the stress YouTube comments. It's so gray in the light but it's not like that. It is gray. It is gray. It's gray.
Look put it dark. It was still gray. I It looks like fine, but the light just like grays you. Isn't everything gray? No, this this like little part this beard like see look it stops right here.
I don't I think Oh baby. Hi. If I can have you know your facial hair, you sexy You can you grow a facial hair or no? No, I've never grown facial hair once in my life. Are you Are you completely
hairless? Your your whole body except for your head. No, my my is actually like, you know, it's not as nice as yours, man. You're sexy. Thank you, Oliver. I know it's a little soft. It's like But it's like you got the good you got the good facial. You're sexy as bro. Oh thank
you. Take a hit. I think my charger my vape chargers charge happens. You give me a kiss.
I'm the rich and famous. Hey man, I just woke up. What are you
talking? I just woke up. What are you talking about, man? I don't need I'm fine. I just I just woke up. I don't need a nap. I'm f I might get tired if I drink if I smoke more of this. I just got a couple good hits. You know
what? Okay. Sorry. I am uh I'm going to stop being a crazy person. Mhm. You are. I really Yeah. I really want to like like attack myself for being like crazy. Like, hey, I want
to like attack myself with a hatchet or some No, no, no, no, no no no no no no.
Don't talk like that. Sorry. I'm just like I just feel like I don't like All right, never mind. I'mma shut up. So, what's your favorite What's your favorite What's your favorite band? You need some water. I have like see uh you know what actually the only thing
that I can say that's my favorite I guess is like purple. Yeah. Is a band a band called Purple? No, just just the color. Why is it What's your favorite band? Not your favorite. All right. Like, see, I I'm I'm crazy because
like I do not want like clothes with like any design on them. Like, I I'm like uh I'm like weird about that. You don't wear like graphic graphic TE's or you don't wear labels when I don't want any design. I don't want any logo, nothing. I don't want anything on my
clothing. Yeah. I kind of like it's kind of funny like you know the when you get you buy clothes with like the the brand logo on it. You see this is the reason why I have this cuz I buy the same shirt. I only want one shirt black or white. I don't give a But like a black or white shirt
and that's all you wear? Yeah, that's all I wear. Do you have like you only have many how many do you have? How many do you have? A million. You have a million? Okay. I have a million shirts. You want me to
grab a bunch of shirts that are all folded? Yeah. Can you show us your your laundry? Yeah. Go ahead. Show us your folded shirt. I think it might be time to change. I'm not going to pull the shirts. It might be time to change it.
That sure was white. An old one. It's uh I don't know when it happened, but there's blood. Why? Why? Why is that? What has those black marks on it? Yeah, it's blood. Oh my god. Why? So, why are you still wearing it? Like, how about you said you have a million of them, right? What do you
mean? It's a shirt that it's been washed. Well, I think it needs to be washed again. What? I don't know. Have you Have you been washing the colors with the black the blacks with the with the whites? Because it looks like I don't care about white.
It's been washed. It's been washed. Okay. If it was washed. Yeah. Okay. You obviously you don't even care. I would wear a shirt a shirt with blood on it. Like I wouldn't care. That's kind of like not really like
appealing. Kind of like not sanitary. Yeah, I'm I'm a weirdo. Like I'm crazy. Like you are people can see how crazy I am cuz like I feel like I'm kind of like dangerous around normal people. Like
people are like weird around like Yeah. I like I'm too I'm too much. I think Do you ever do you ever like do you ever like go go watch watch back your appearances when you're sober and like Yeah, I I do. There was some time that I I had that video that I showed you. Yeah, I remember you showed that
video and you were just drunk on this guy's show and like like you're like making like all these faces and stuff and and uh you know like waking up the next day and then seeing that video was pretty embarrassing, but I
still wanted to clip it or like save the video. Yeah. But yeah, I never liked my uh I don't want to see me even like right now like just anything like even sober. I don't I I hate
like I can't talk to anybody. Talk to people. But it's like when but when you're But when you're drunk and you talk to people, is that like better? Is you is Yeah. Because that's hard.
Social anxiety. Well, I had that. I mean, I think had that too when I started streaming. Like I had to like, you know, I got kind of drunk before I could do it. Yeah. Insane that I can like stream, you know? Like I I can like be on camera and I feel more comfortable like just like putting my face on camera.
people talking to me like that and like talking to people on like this. But like going out on the street like anybody anybody around here they just seem like these country disgusting people and it's just like I I feel like such an
outcast to them. It's just like I can't talk to these people. But I mean, what do you think it's like when you when you can't you you can't talk to people or you say like the stuff you're saying to me to people? I mean, it's like like I can do way more in Florida. Like I I'll do more in Florida.
Yeah. Have you had Do you have a brother that's a chef? Do you have a brother that's a chef? No, he doesn't. Why? Uh, someone in the chat just asked. I don't know. They might know somebody
looks that looks like you or something. Yeah, I got a video of my brother. Okay. Well, you don't need to show. I I'm just Yeah, he I just He thought maybe he knew you. So, yeah. So, I think I think that video is like kind of a funny video. Yeah. Well,
there's a recall on barbecue riers because they were making people depressed. Oh, there was Yeah, making people depressed. Yeah, I'm sorry. So, so I do want to die. Yeah. I'm sorry. No, no no no no no no no no no. Don't say that. Don't say that. Don't put that kind of energy in the world, right? You want to I want to help you,
but I can't. I'm trying to figure out what what you want. Like, what do you do? like you have some kind of core need that's not being fulfilled. You're you're acting out on other people. I just want to make I just want to find out what are you what are you looking for? Like what do you want?
Sorry. What? Okay, never mind. Never mind. I'm just I I I don't I I don't know. It's like you I you know do you want help? I you What are you What are you looking for? I don't want help. Okay. Leave me alone. We're just trying to hang out right now. Okay. Ever clear.
Yeah. I say that ever like I cuz I was drinking like a lot of vodka last year and then I would like wake up you know people like I still wake up people are mad at me but I used to wake up people would be mad at me. I wouldn't remember why. Now I can kind of like you know like getting excitement out of people. It does that sometimes. Do you do you ever have like fun with like
people like, "Oh, let's go to like hang out at a concert. Let's go do a bar." That's the whole reason why I drink Everclear is the uh holy excitement, you know? It's excitement, but you're like just sitting you're just sitting in my room drinking. People like like see me drinking. They're like, "What the fuck?" You know, because they're
horrified. They're like They're like That's like drinking gasoline. They're concerned helps me enjoy it. Where's my fighter at? Oh, Oliver. Oh, no. Oliver, what is your sense of purpose? What you have a sense of a sense of what does life mean to you? What you have
what do you what do you want from life? Like what you love life or you're saying like really negative stuff. You don't love it. You want me to be negative? I can't answer it. Okay. Do you do you drink every day? Nope.
No. Just So once a week. Well, you drink once a week. Is going to be sober the rest of the week. I try and uh enjoy myself once a week and this is all I get, you know? I mean, it's been like I mean, it's been like lit. It's literally been like it's
it's already Sunday year, you know? want to goddamn die one day. I just want to die all day. Well, I mean, stop. It's not Don't say that, please. It's not It's not good for the algorithm. Okay, let's not let's not talk like that. I mean, you're really up like you're throwing it at me. You're
just like, let let's just keep on I You're concerning the entire chat. Like, I'm just I'm kind of reading what the chat is saying and and tell asking you the question. I'm speechless. I mean, I don't I don't know what I could say or do. Well, you don't have to look at the negative chat. These disgusting you don't have to acknowledge them. You should actually
ban them. Try to with you. That's That's what the show people that are trying to kill you. You know, people No, no, no, no, no, no, no. Okay, let's let's calm down. Let's calm down. No, no, no, no, no. You have that are attacking me. No one's attacking you. just ask
some dumbass questions. Well, someone said, "Oh, someone said, "Is your brother a chef?" They thought they might know your brother. Someone says, "U, you know, are how do you drink every day?" I mean, those are like dumb questions. I mean, they're just like normal questions. Were they out of line? I mean, it seemed like they weren't like
that that uh that harsh. I see. Most people are just concerned. Most people are just like, "Oh my gosh, you have him drink some water, lay down. Is he okay? What's Everyone's like in Everyone's just basically in shock right now. Say what? Everyone's just basically in
shock right now. Everybody's in shock. Everybody's in shock. First you told your you told a story about about wanting to be sat on by an obese woman on the face and then you started like playing with with fire and you're still drinking at well I guess it's 1 in the afternoon
but you've been drinking since I talked to you this morning. Yeah.
Yeah. I don't think the the chat's not the chat's not trying to I can do way more like way more than you. Like you think like your opinion on me is bad. Like I love fat but I mean I could I don't think I think it's bad. It was just a
little bit of you like I could you up. Like I can your life up. Like you want to with me? You want to make fun of me? You think like like fat are disgusting? I love fat I don't give a I I'm
not like I think just Skinny are disgusting. I I don't want to be with a skinny You You think I can't be with one? Like, you're a nobody. Who the do you think you are? You're trying to like talk to me like what? I can't be
with a skinny I've been with a model like growing up. I don't give a about uh size zero. I I enjoy fat I didn't say I didn't say anything. I just thought it was I thought the story was shot. Like you put in a very very very like You think that I can't get with
like I never said any of that. Consider good-looking It's like shut the up. You're a nobody. Like you can look at me. You can see I look way better than any of you Well, I don't think this is not the way compared to me. Uh just because I like a Well, no one said there's
anything wrong. Hey, what? I could take your Like any that any of these losers I have, I've taken them. I don't want them. I love bat Is that so hard to understand?
You're so stupid. You can't understand that a guy likes a fat Like you're a weirdo. Are you pedophile? Are you a pedophile? Children. He's It's just too much. I mean, it's like
it's No, I can't. I can't. It's It's going off the rails,
guys. I mean, that I mean, that's like I mean, it's like a It's like a men. It's like some kind of I don't know. I hope you get some help. That was pretty bad, huh?
I hear need channel. Thank you. Alcohol. Yeah, the alcohol took over.
I I don't know. Lock away the lock away the Yeah, Big Nisha better. I would lock your door, Big Nisha. I don't I don't know. That guy That guy's on the lose. I don't
know. Okay. Up.
It's absolutely
outrageous. I don't say I'm perfect. I I was trying to say, yeah, I I drink almost every day but
Yeah, I' I've been in the Bri, but imagine if I was like on on stream like just like just like that the whole time and saying this nonsense. So I not trying to be patronizing say I just I don't know I
don't know if he wants help or needs help. I I I'm not I'm not
aware. This seems It seems like Okay. It just seems like I don't know. This seems like you're I don't know what you're looking for, dude. I don't know. I don't know. You're You're completely inappropriate.
How's everyone doing in chat? I it's like I kind of like I don't like to I don't like I was not I'm not trying to make fun of him. Okay. I wasn't trying to make like I was like kind of I don't just bantering. I I don't know. I don't I don't know how I was supposed to react to
that. But I was trying to be nice.
Yeah, he's a big He's Yeah, he likes a big ass. It's fine. I mean, but he he described it like he want a big ass girl, right? Yeah. He I mean, yeah. I mean, it's good. I mean, I'm not I have nothing like I dated a woman that she was like
250 300 pounds. So, I'm I wasn't saying he can't be with like a skinny skinny woman or something. I don't I don't I his logic was kind of like I don't get it. Then I was Oh, he was born 38 pounds. Wow, that's a big
baby. Is that like a world record?
Ouch. Between 200 to 300, too. Oh my. Oh, yeah. I know. I know. I I I don't know how much she weighed. She She She's a shape shifter. She She was like 300 lbs one day. She was skinny. I I don't even know. She She played like a balloon.
Did you do my my cousins Torisha and
Bellantavius? Oh my god. Yeah, she's a shape shifter. I've told this story before like where we got intimate one time. She's like sh she shapeshifted into like a Indian not like a not like a Native American like a from India. Yeah, it sounds like I wonder that sounds like the world probably the
world's largest baby. I think I was probably 38 pounds when I was 5 years old or something. That is that painful you was that a cister or is it just erupt erupt out of you?
Yani. I don't unique. I don't know. I don't know about these
names. You know Oprah? You know how Oprah got her name? Oprah's parents like opened the Bible and like open just a page of the Bible and like pushed their finger down. Oh, the name was Orpa. And then they thought I said Oprah. You never heard the shape-shifting
story. Well, but I hated that woman. And you know, I told the spaghetti sauce story where she g I think she was using all this kind of witchcraft. Oprah's a terrible person. Yeah. But um but yeah, like she transformed into like you know she was like this older white lady and
she like this probably Indian woman in her 20s kind of like the blue skin or blue skin like kind of like weird goddess stuff energy. Oprah or yeah it was Orpa. Yeah, she was a witch. She taught me a lot of stuff though.
Like she thought like you know it was interesting interesting enlightening
experience. My name is Miracle. It's a interesting name. So did I ever post my pin my link? I don't think I ever did. You might have I have to restart or something. Let me see. Okay. So, what do we have here? So,
here's here's all they have. Bacon cheddar brunch special. Baker's dozen bagels with smear. Half dozen bagels with a shmear. A brunch box. Fruity cereal
pop. Is that the whole menu? Food. Okay. No, that's okay. lunch. They have sandwiches. Nova locks. That sounds pretty good. It's a lock
sandwich. I'm not that hungry right now. Oh, they have an allnighter egg sandwich. That sounds good. They don't they're not open at night, but they have an allnighter egg sandwich. Sounds pretty good. Best deals. They could thicker soda. What is the Novalocks lunch? Novalocks twice baked hash brown and a
blueberry muffin. 12 bucks. That was
decent. You guys like locks? It seems like a lot of locks though. And but there's onions and and tomatoes. And there's What else is in there?
Don't have all the information. Nutrition. Let me
see. You don't like locks, Oliver? I mean, I like a slice of I like a thinly like a thin slice of it. I just don't I don't want I don't know if I want to hold like bunch of it like a sandwich.
Why would you ruin a bagel with Well, that's Isn't that Is that how it classically how classically is? They have classically put locks on it. It's It's like a It's like a smoked salmon. Huh. But I prefer I like um like a good
cream cheese. Um, pizza bagel. You're sitting on me. Hey, Trix, come here. Hi. Come sit with me. You go under the blanket. Yeah, he snuggles. Want to
snuggle under the blanket? We can snuggle under the blanket. Come on.
Pizza's on a big Yeah. You ever seen the show? There's a show called 15. It's really really funny. It's about this like it's like it takes place in like the n like the early 90s or something and it's these middle school. They're like 15 years old. And um like there's one like there's like an Asian chick and then her f her friend's this white chick and
um like the Asian the white chick goes to the Asian chick's house one time and she goes, "Oh, we have bagel bites." Or said, "Pizza in the morning, pizza in the evening, pizza at supper time. When pizza's on a bagel, you can eat pizza anytime. It's funny. Yeah.
Oh, snuggling with tricks. A blanket. It's a funniest show though. She's like the Asians. They're both like really awkward. You're not going to watch that show ever. It's a funny show. It's called 15.
It's on um It's on Hulu.
Hey nobody. How's everybody doing? I'm sorry. It's like laying back. The the weed is not very strong. Like the Dave's not too strong anymore, but it got me a little little little buzz. And this I got the cat under cover. It's so nice. Fix is such a cuddler. He's such a little
cuddler. He loves going to the It's always Lola like when I get I get under the cover sometimes she'll come like right just running her in
So, what's been going on with the with the other the other channels? Like, I saw Tripkick made a video. It said the blogger awakens tarot. He's just talking about some nonsense like he's going to do some kind of reading for some streamer methadone clinic and like
predict 20% off just making a mockery of tarot. He's going to one up me by doing coffee readings. I mean you can't one up doing a coffee read is not going to really one up me. It it um there's I have I have shells I can read off of. I I have um
many other jacks. I have other methods. You know, I'm sticking to tarot because tarot is just I think the best method. But there's channeling there. There's a lot of stuff.
So, I don't know. Maybe I'll just code with tricks for a while. Be back later. It was interesting show, but I hope you had fun. Love you guys. I'll talk to you soon. Oh, babe. He's cuddling. He's cuddling.
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