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Browse era →okay now I'm live I'm sorry I'm using streamyard and it's a little bit um different but I really like it a lot and I love doing the panels and uh I was just talking to to nobody I was wondering oh here we
go okay hello everybody Welcome in I'm sorry I I miss I missed the button to go live and so you might have been waiting for a second what's up Jackson how are you how's your uh how's your how's your basic training going hope you're doing well you had a
good day I was just saying uh I got a hello Empress welcome in great to see you um I have let me see if I can see comments let me just post I don't know if you guys can see it oh I need to share my streamyard link if anyone would like to come on and say hi and get a reading just got off work
awesome I always love getting off work yeah hey what's up vaa hey what's up Empress thank you guys for coming post this comment yeah if anyone wants to go on the panel you you guys are all
welcome um oh we have a guest raging
demon hey Nick up what's happening bro to the show see yeah I thought I'd come up and show you some support man thank you I appreciate that yeah I hope you're feeling all right is everything
okay um everything's okay um they got that evacuation warning and then but it seems like I was just at the uh I was just at the Whole Foods Market and uh everyone seems to be calm there and you know nobody's panicking this in the city so maybe it was just a a wide warning for LA County residents I'm not 100%
sure but I there's a little smoky still outside a little some ashes you know on the ground and stuff the other day my neighbors had two of my cats were outside covered in ashes and stuff like that and uh but I'm just being optimistic that it's that everything will be okay and yeah everything be all
right I live by the ocean so I can always go run run and hop in the ocean right C me we'll get a little tent on the beach or something like that for me and the cats thank you so um um I would you like a reading tonight or would you like to talk about anything or I'm all good man
I just I in it yesterday I didn't get to say happy birthday to you to your face happy belated birthday my boy thank you very much yeah I turned 44 I had a really good U good birthday dinner and had steak and lobster and it's was free when you show your ID at the restaurant they write it off the bill they write off
like a $55 so I got a lobster tail and a fon it was a very very good birthday so well yeah it's my birthday today is it so thank you so much thank you for showing your support too I really appreciate it you know no
worries man I turned 48 today it's the 10 yeah it's already the 10th over here so it's my birthday we have the whole uh we have the whole month to celebrate right and uh very happy birthday to you and thank you thank you Lola says happy birth birthday
Hello mama cat yeah yeah that's a big cat you got there man yeah well and then uh there's another and another cat named Marbles and he's like about 20 pounds and he's he's a big he looks like he's on steroids he's a huge muscular cat and and got all shapes and sizes of cats around here I got a new cat today um
he's a little bit he's a 15-year-old cat a family friend can't take him when she moves and so he's hiding under the bed right now oh yeah John Clark is asking if you're in the UK as well um we have John Clark in the UK in my chat oh yeah yeah yeah I'm from London oh you're in London awesome thank you she just wished me
happy birthday thank you be thank you ba celebrate all the all the January birthdays L you're you got the Capricorn that strong Capricorn energy do you know much about your astrology or are you interested in that all I know is that all I know is that I'm strong you know I've always been strong that's all well
that's a Capricorn thing you know Capricorns are very determined and they will hello Bea hi Hi how are you Hi Capricorn hey what up strong Capricorn energy here we're the goats you know and how are you doing
I'm good I'm good and uh you know it was just a little bit concerning you know I I just worry about my cats basically I'm not worried about myself and I I'm worried about my family too because we're all in this area and uh so it would be a big disaster if if anything was to happen like that but I'm hoping it was a more General warning for most
of La I'm not sure if everyone got it or anything or like but U oh yeah they will come if there's like the worst case scenario they'll come by your door and knock on the door and be like you got to get out you know and I would probably go true that it's like in Orange County like three months ago so I
understand the anxiety it's almost like okay what do I do but they're really good at like you know um managing the the firefighters are really good at this like you know so you'll be fine yeah well all all the all our fighter firefighters are in um paic Palisades right now like the whole cuz I'm Redondo and so all the Redondo fire department
is in Pacific Palisades fighting their fires right now so oh maybe they'll they need to get back here I think if there's a problem you know so look at here you put you popping every your chat popping already it's like your third panel good job hey
J hello J yeah I have a wonderful wonderful um group of friends and a lot of people I met all over YouTube and it's a very I think it's one of the most unique unique friend groups you know on on YouTube a lot very different people all over the world very different
cultures and and senses of humor and stuff and so it's like for to get everyone supporting me and uh and I like to support everyone else too and so yeah um if you don't mind um oh let me see there's J Jack Jack is talking in the chat he's uh he's in basic training right now in the military but I want to
hope that you don't mind uh Empress have a headache jackon is it because of my voice sometimes my voice is really or Jason
Jackson some people are like oh my God her voice is so annoying you have a beautiful I love your voice yeah day yeah we have some beautiful voices on the panel yeah he says no no no okay no I think he said he was that he's in basic training so I think he said the other day he did did the tear gas test and then today he was in a
gas chamber he said and so yeah like I think they they're doing this this training to get get them used to different kinds of gases and stuff and so I respect training M training yeah Bic training yeah I think yeah he just joined the army he said
so congratulations on joining the Army what's up Chester how are you yeah we got interesting people here and we have beautiful voices on the chat we I love the beautiful beautiful British accent and is beautiful voice and so I have a kind of I have a I have a little bit of
a deep voice I like try this is my this is my broadcasting voice so really what is your off broadcasting s like this kidding no usually I have a I have a voice a nice nice deep
voice yeah and got my Twisted Tea tonight you know I love these twisted te's and they are um it tastes like Snapple to me I got it and I got a couple voodo Rangers on standby right now for me just a couple oh the cats are fighting hey cats no Lola's running around the cats are but uh do you think they're like do you think like they're sensing
anything um well well maybe there you know the other cat is in the house now too and it's like when I brought him out of the carrier like they just came up and like sniffed him and then they kind of like growled a little bit and he ran under the bed and he's hiding and then I I don't know if they're sensing the fire but uh you know I'm I'm like a pretty good at managing stress and I I I'm not freaking out and so but you know if if I
was when you're relaxed they're relaxed yeah and I don't want to I don't want to panic and I just thinking the best and I'm just hoping that yeah Jackson says his his eyes burn in your nose is so bad yeah it's probably very intense that uh that basic training you know I know they make go stand out and March in the rain in the middle of the night and and their
underwear and stuff like that so yeah best to you yes you're welcome Empress yeah Empress is a mod here now um I like the J I like uh and I I love uh I like I have a lot of mods because you know I like uh everybody to be able to check out each other's channels if they have a channel
and uh everyone else get to know each other make friends cats cats they're going that's that's mamaa is fighting or Mama Lola is always fighting with her kids now she's she's tired of breastfeeding um hey Lola Lola chill out magic leave her alone her name is Lola
she is so you say lunar is like the most chill between all they all look pretty chill yeah and she just Ching lar I like I love Tria marble I love all of your cats L look at she's always readily
available to be cute for everybody look at that beautiful Majestic beautiful cat oh my baby yeah the new senior cat we have the oh no underwear so Jackson is naked out now out in the in the rain and you know or they you know that's crazy how's the new senior cat AC the new senior cat is uh I think it'll be okay
because the other cats didn't freak out and start attacking each other and thank you also AC for for dropping the Discord link you're welcome at the Discord everyone's welcome um 18 and over but uh yeah um the other cats are reacting well but he's hiding under the bed and that's that's what usually happens when I bring a new cat in they'll hide under the bed for a day and then they'll slowly you know the come out to eat and stuff like
that and he's a very sweet cat oh it's all gear they have all their gear strapped on them that's crazy yeah I U but I love I love this streamyard and the how the chat is working and I love uh how the channels going my channel is is uh you know December it showed like a little bar and then like you know or the months before December then December
there was like a big bump and then it's like January there's even bigger bump and I'm getting I just hit my 500 watch hours and so I'm just I'm pretty proud of myself and I think I'm I'm I think I'm good for um YouTube and I and I also I think I'm uh pretty unique and stuff like that like I'm different than you're wonderful thank
you listen the only thing I want to tell you is that because you're not um pinning your link you might want to put in your link once every so often so people if they want to join because when the chat moves up then the link is like gone too you know what I mean yeah but it's just for you but I can teach you
how to um P it if you want because um well yeah I'm on my uh I'm on my tablet and then last night every time I put I pish the tablet it would uh it would uh once you copy and paste it in the chat then go on like your other device like a separate device yeah if you have one and
then go over the three dots and then just put pen see if I can push that every time I push it it it just takes me to um just takes me to uh you might need to get like a desktop or a different device yeah and I wish I wish learning to I wish managing moderators would be able
to pin it too but they say they can't and and uh no you can only do it okay yeah put it in the chat now or you can do that you could randomly put it there or wait for people just when they ask you know yeah yep I think yeah I I'm a you know I'm getting used to you all you
did was highlight it it's not pin so once the once it moves up it's still G see you just UNH highlighted it yeah so what you want to do is pin it where it's on top of your channel and you can also pin your Discord everything on top of your channel when you go live you know y I might have to do it from might have to do it from my uh my
desktop I'll get I'll get that going again and because my uh my my tablet it's uh not allowing me to uh it has no sound on it so I can't broadcast from there so yeah yeah it will all come together yep it's uh slowly I'm learning everything thank you AC for pointing the Discord yeah the Discord is this
discord's a fun place and again like again I have like a lot of people from a lot of from different sectors on YouTube and from all over and stuff like that so it's like I'm happy you know sometimes there's a little bit of drama but I'm happy that everyone gets along as they well as they do and the and people are making friends and I try I'm trying to keep it positive
but I like your Discord it's actually really active it's like really fun more active than a lot of other people's Discord yeah and then also like I've had great chats in the Discord yeah I've had wonderful chats and we have movie Nights in there too where we're all watching a movie together and uh so I'm really I
know I I actually came in one night I couldn't join but I saw you guys were watching Elvira yeah but I was like damn I wish I could join but I like sometimes check in to see if you guys what are you doing in there and I'm like ah I missed that only one night that there were but next time for sure I'll be there for movie night well we might we might uh we might we watched that movie because we only got through like about half an hour
of it and then and then my then it said it timed out and everything so um because I I had too many too many watch hours or something on my in the chat but oh really they have that on Discord too too many on they have this well they have this YouTube studio and then you watch it through the the YouTube studio and I had it said I had
gone over my time and it had a Max had a mandatory 10-minute timeout and stuff so but yeah we're figuring it out and yeah it is fun AC AC's there and uh you have a lot of great people there and I I I just love everybody and uh I'm and I'm also a peacemaker and so I but then I also try to like get other people work
through things themselves and stuff like that because it is it is an adult Discord because sometimes there's there's um someone that posts furry porn so I'm I made an adult only Discord yeah we graphic graphic uh
furry sex yeah this word you have to definitely yeah like his dad yeah we have a fur I think we have a furry in the room and uh yeah so how are like people that like um to dress up
like in furry clothing well those furry clothing too is very um yeah the furry clothing is very expensive it's a very expensive hobby to to get those the full good outfits and stuff and I just remember hearing about fures the first time and I I just heard they had cuddle parties and they would all get in their furry outfits and just cut like cuddle in
them that's what they do and it's like a little bit little bit better than Bronies I guess because Bronies you know the adult men into My Little Pony and stuff those are pretty interesting people thank you thank you Empress yeah the bronies like you know um there is a someone named the My Little Pony cuddling me kid but
okay I know that sounds more fun you know but they like that they like the feeling of the fur I guess I guess if they're someone's really hairy they can yeah but there was a My Little Pony killer and his name was Brandon hle and he was like 15 or something and uh and
then he lived in one of the southern states and he his mom like bought him a gun and stuff like that and he had all this few mental problems but he was in love with My Little Ponies and they showed his bedroom and he has all the My Little Ponies on his wall and stuff like that and he looked like kind of like he's like a white guy with the shaved head kind of and but he went into a FedEx and he like killed all these
people in the FedEx and then um and then unived himself and then he wrote a his his last Facebook post said I want to be with Apple Jack in the afterlife without her my life has no meaning so that's why he did it Apple Jack oh my God he's like a a super furry
freaking yeah don't men into my little ftic fanatic fur fanatic furry fan yeah and these are all my furries this here's a magic or tricks is right here hi Trix yeah hey baby Tri all the F we need yeah this is all the FES I need they're my he's my little cuddler we were cuddling taking a
nap today thanky nose look at you you're so sweet did you see my you see my cat RV because I have this cat Lenor is getting in it right now yeah yeah yeah they love it it's their favorite favorite little toy they've ever had and they jump through the window windows and they jump up through the roof and stuff like that so you should take some
pictures and put in Discord when they have their head like popping out yeah because the other night on stream I I turned the camera around and then she I just I have a bunch of other little catnip toys and she was jumping up up at the roof and stuff let's see it says private chat is going off too okay oh Chris is here in the private chat
Chris you're welcome to come come say hi too um yeah you can talk on the panel too I love Chris Chris is a sweetheart and uh I to come out and say hi to you I've been live I was live for eight almost eight hours oh my God I'm gonna go and just chill and I'll be in the chat you thank you for everything happy
birthday to both of you thank you Capricorn come in good night good night okay good night bye yeah such a good girl
man such a good girl awesome yes and I'm so happy so happy to have met her and um be able to talk to her and stuff like that and she's a great supporter of the channel and um and thank you thank you to thank you too sir
you know what actually seeing as it's my birthday I don't mind the reading because there's a lot I'm going through and I just need some answers okay so you'd like our reading yeah please okay absolutely thank you okay so I have a few decks out and
uh let just make sure I have okay so I have this deck it's called the Ganesha deck and I like to read from this and it has a lot of great and um symbolism and it really has been resonating with people so let me just back
ready okay okay so please come
through you got this card called Embrace and so it's like you have really other people that that um that you're embracing and supporting this is also a card about giving a good hug and maybe you need a good hug hug too um I'll read I'll read from the book because this book is really well written about it but it says believe in yourself and and others to discover a deeper
importance to your being recognize that your interactions with others are important healthy relationships require a lot of work to maintain them in many parts of the world hugging is a recognized form recognizes a familiar kind of greeting in addition to being a manner of acknowledgement or support and reassurance ins for someone else Ganesha is encouraging you to maintain a Compassionate Heart be nurturing toward yourself and others there will be a lot
to be gained from seeing things from a practical or down-to-earth perspective when it comes to dealing with others or pertaining to your present circumstance focus on creating a balanced life for yourself remember that more can be accomplished when you are Serene be imaginative and helpful deal with issues as they arise keep your wits about you while you determine the best course of action and seek Simple Solutions to fix
a problem with minimal plus depending on the relationship of people involved a hug can symbolize familiarity love affection or friendship a person may hug another in a show of support Comfort or to console there is an exchanging of energy that takes place as you give and receive at the same time so that's from that deck and I'll pull from another deck
too okay this is a really good deck I have okay you got this card and so and it's also it looks like a staircase and and so you um you know keep your I think you have a good imagination and uh
and a good wonder about the world and uh and this will take you to high higher places okay so keep keep your imagination about you and uh and I see asend ascending through there and then it says dive in and so you can dive into um any any
project dive into to yourself into your inner self into your dreams into meditation expl do self- exploration um explore also it looks like you know it looks like there's a shadow there and so it's also like exploring your Shadow side and uh and and realizing that you know you're you're you're the light and things like
that and then you also have guides and and there's a it's a woman and a tiger and then the woman has um that she has like some skulls all over her shirt but yeah so maybe I think you have these ancestors all with you at all times that are that are guiding you and talking to you and communicating with you at all time and also you have Spirit guides that are helping to
orchestrate the situations in your life for the best outcome for yourself and so I hope you enjoyed that whoa did that resonate that's answer a few I answer a few questions I had actually have okay good that's what it's about you know
it's like and I I love uh I love being able to provide provide insight and uh and that's why I appreciate you're welcome I'm I'm glad you enjoyed and you're you're an awesome guy and I just I love I love your energy and uh and I love uh I love just your your
presence and everything and so thank you so much thank you for having me up here bro no problem there's little tricks you know this is my my little my little cuddle buddy right there he's uh the cats all around me good energy good people and uh
and I'm happy I'm optimistic and uh I'm glad to share share my good energy too so any do you have any questions about um about Capricorn or do you know do you know about your moon sign or do you know
I no I'm Earth sign you're know um yeah and so you know Earth signs are very able to materialize things on the in the Earth plane and like you know especially capricorns capricorns are also like the B like the boss energy and uh and so we're usually able to to make
money or to have in this Earthly realm and things grounded stable people and also the Capricorn is a it's half goat and then half fish and so we can like swim to the depths of our subconscious mind in the deep ocean and then we can also like climb to the highest mountaintops and also we're very determined to do that
and so if you have a a goal I know you have this strong determination because you know I'm I'm a very strong Capricorn and uh and definitely they're they're the goat you know and so I personally think it's the best sign but there's all you know every sign every sign is great you know and uh also we have the duality of like you know in touch with our
emotions and uh with with the water with the you know the fish part of ourselves or and so but also if you ever um want to run your chart there's a website called astro.com and then um put your birthday in there and that will teach and also you should check out your moon sign because that's your going to be more about your emotion and things like that it's really it's really there's a
lot to it there's a lot in your your have placements other places too that will have a big effect on you so I encourage you to to research um into and then they also have like a lot of free free reports and stuff like that on that website and so yeah I'll check that out later I'll check that out yeah check that out it's just astro.com it's all free and everything it's just a it's an
awes it's just an awesome way to explore yourself and that's like go that's what I really encourage too is like introspection and going inside yourself because we can Capricorns are also known as the devil you know it's like they're the devil tarot card is associated with used to get that all the time they be like Capricorn you the devil I'm like what the
hell because um associated with like you know the goat and the goat is p pan and then also the ruled by Saturn and you know Saturn sometimes people Associated Saturn with Satan and so there's so there's a tendency in Capricorn sometimes to be more like very Earthly involved but we also can have this
really strong spiritual side to us too that uh we we should explore some but sometimes it's like there's either like two types of Capricorns ones that are like very focused on the material world and they don't and a lot of Capricorns don't like astrology and things like that and they think they're very but but then it's like there's Capricorns like I'm like I'm more of a spiritual Capricorn where it's like
I I have like this very strong connection to the Earth and everything and yeah I'm the same plus I love dogs as well I love dogs you love dogs yeah I think we my rockweiler oh you got a rockweiler he died last year oh I'm sorry oh it's
terrible yeah I know we love our fur babies and uh it was a good boy do bless it yeah and you know Rottweilers are beautiful dogs and you know there's a lot of dogs like pit bulls and things and have bations but it's it's all about how how dogs are raised and everything and I so I'm glad you're I have a lot of
huge animal lovers like I I'm just like I'm I love people that love animals and you know you know I love my cats but I I would get a dog but um you know it's so many cats you know tigers lions pandas cat dogs you know you love all
those animals what animal what what kind of what animal do you most you a lot of people have animal totems or like a very important animal to them what's your favorite animal lion lion yeah Lion's an awesome animal um you know the king of the jungle but and think about lions too the
it's actually the the female lions that are the hunters and things like that the the male lions kind of like sometimes they just fight with each other and stuff and like and sit back but the female Lion's like the fierce protector and everything and she's the one that goes out and and gets the food for for the Lions and stuff like that also you know you might want to check out if you
have any Leo placements you know um Leo is associated with the sun you know and lions are associated with the sun lion also The Lion King you know they're King of the animals and they are awesome and they're and they're beautiful cats too but do you know all the you know where cats came from like the domesticated cat
where they came from the African um wild cat and then the Egyptians were the first ones to um to to domesticate them and I have a theory that because I think the Egyptians were into genetic engineering and that kind of thing there's that's why there's a lot of the Egyptian gods with animal heads in the
stuff right yeah I'm sure they did that you know like because I see a lot of um I see a lot of reptilian energy in cats because they have they'll have the Snake Eyes and things like that and so I have a theory that the the Egyptians figure out how to breed a cat and a snake or something like that and then or you know wild cat and a snake and do you know
about where where dogs all come from where from they're all they're all descended from the gry wolf and uh I guess like you know people were in the more nomadic State you know they they would find either a wolf baby a wolf cub and raise it and then and then all the dog dogs are different because of all the they would just breed for certain
traits and things like that and so but all dogs have this this wolf spirit and dogs are very loyal and and cats and dogs are both like they exist because man exists and so they're they're perfect pets and Companions and things like that and so yeah do and and I also love how they
also say sometimes they say that that um dogs are like God because they're so um unconditionally loving and you know and and loyal and things like that and then they say cats are kind of like the devil the devil because they're kind of like you know a little bit more evil and you know they like to play with their prey and you know for fun
and is sad when the state of the world is where dogs are dogs are more loyal than human beings like to imagine human beings have no loyalty now I know and that is very sad yeah and that's like I think we can learn a lot from from dogs
in that respect about unconditional love and uh my neighbors have a you know I don't have a dog but my neighbors have a Golden Retriever named Gus and he's like the most loving kind of being the you know golden retrievers are very friendly and stuff but he's always just so comes running with the shoe and then he loves
to play with my cats too and he cuddles up with one of my my little tuxedo cat tucks take him inside and he cuddles up with them and so and I love when I love when different species of animals get along too there's actually a channel on uh on YouTube and I think it I think it's in India where they're doing this but they they have uh they make these
little these little skits where they have a bed with a cat on it and then like a a rooster walks in and the rooster I guess they raise these cats and the roosters together and the rooster comes and jumps on the bed with the cat and starts they start cat starts massaging the rooster and then like a duck will walk in and jump on the bed and then another CAT will come and they have these little cute little things but um they also have like the the the
kitten and they have all the little ducklings are following the kitten like everywhere everywhere he goes and he's leading them to like where the water is and have funny stories as well about duck and a dog like they become best friends yeah well yeah it's like there's also a video I like where there's like a cat
and he's a cat's best friends with an owl I wonder if I can pull this up a black and an owl and a and I'll play this on the screen it's a really short clip where this black cat and a my favorite owl is a barn owl um and this so This Is A barnow and A black
cat um that our best friends let me see I'll just get a short little short clip of it because they have well I found it I'll just play I'll just play for a minute okay yeah unfortunately I have an ad okay here we go
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it's a cute little thing I don't know if you could see very well but um they're they're just playing it's like it's like pure pure joy they they love each other and it's like you know they they're sometimes they're considered natural you know bir consider natural predators of birds and so it's always beautiful when like species can get along and stuff like that
so yeah and I love I love see in chat like you know everyone's really being supportive of each other and having good conversations in chat and uh that's always wonder thing oh I have a guess backstage hold on Chris is back Chris is here hold on Chris it says hold
on doesn't doesn't say add to Stage for Chris I don't know is he still there hold on make yourself big screen before you bring him up just in case it's a porn bumber oh he might be okay let me see always do that as well when you let people up you don't recognize always big screen yourself like your
own thing yeah well when I click on his name like usually it will say add to the studio but it doesn't say that and I don't know I don't know why I don't know if that's a setting or something I'll have to figure that out later but he's writing you'll stay backstage he says okay he just wants to be backstage so yeah so but yeah Chris is welcome and uh
yeah I wouldn't appreciate anybody porn I've seen other people porn bomb before and it's uh you know i' have to end my stream and probably delete the stream and stuff like that and so yeah we keep that in mind in future in it big screen yourself and then bring them up and you can see them backstage yeah Chris if you want to come back you have to unmute your
camera and uh yeah and it's because I wasn't able to uh I wasn't able to add you so I'm sorry it wasn't intentional but yeah I don't See's not backstage anymore but yeah he's a sweet guy I love his little notes he writes one time I saw one time I saw a note said don't trust Aldi he showed me his balls or
something with all always got with old man he's always on my case yeah I think I'm in Aldi's Discord server and uh yeah don't but I don't know if I've met him and like on a on a panel before but see he's a yeah yes I've had a couple of Runnings
with the TW a couple Runnings yeah I've been on a lot of like U different like I've been on like beef sector shows I've been on uh I'm a if you've heard of Queen 88 kind of started seor and there's a mo
three sector and I uh and sometimes some of those people there are not like very receptive to tarot but you know they they'll have they they'll add me to the the panel sometimes but then they all call me Mr Rogers and uh but yeah but there's lot ni thank you we see I think someone's
back stage MC Nemesis okay he's authenticated with YouTube I'm G to take a chance even though Nemesis can is MC Nemesis good person let's see uh oh hey MC are you here yeah I'm here uh how are you good how are you doing welcome to
the show oh I'm doing okay I guess I mean as good as one can did I have I you before or have I seen you somewhere no I'm just I'm new here and I'm popping in just I've never been here before never been here before yeah well
I I do tarot tarot readings and uh and I have a bunch of cats and I uh I like to talk about anything and I I just started that's the reason I came because uh recently I got a deck of ride or weight tarot cards and they say you could tell Fortune with it or something
MH the writer wait a great deck to start with if you want to learn tarot and I recommend anybody that wants to learn a Tarot to get that deck because it has really really um powerful symbolism in there and and it's it's also like a lifelong process of learning all the symbolism and Tarot and things like that but I I would also recommend if you see
give the deck I would recommend doing one card pulling one card a day and learning one card a day and uh and meditating on that and then eventually I wonder if I have it right okay so I have written uh down you like in my notes on my
iPhone so the full card I believe that the tarot cards represent three different things the realm and laws of that tarot the identity of that tarot and how to overcome that particular set of guiding principles so with the
PO the hidden realm the non-physical bright morning sunshine no beginning nor end because it's zero yeah this is zero card it has no numerical value so it's yeah would you would you add anything to that what are the real and laws of the fool nobody knows what that
is because that's the beginning of Life well yeah just like just like we're born into this world and everything and it's kind of like in a way our spirit falling into the material world and so because the Fool's about to fall off the cliff and then he has the he's because he's looking up in the sky and there's a sun in the sky and there's also a lot of
Aquarius energy I think it's more it's like an air card right and uh but yeah and then and the fool he also carries this little this little statue on his back and in in the Satchel are 12 coins and they're all the astrology signs and so it's just like it's like we are all the signed in a certain way we're the whole zodiac wheel and then we have more specific
placements inside that wheel but yeah and the Fool's just the fool is taking a it's a leap of faith um you know the the negative part of the fool is like an upside down fool and it's like that's just like foolishness without wisdom and that kind of thing but also the fool is like Italy there's a saying it's like
um what's this the saying in Italy is that it's the Fool's like the best thing to be it's like that's it's it's like uh as the identity of it there's the flower which we enter the world pure however if you've ever showed do you know what the Bardo tootal
is what's it called the Bardo toal is it oh so that's Tibetan Book of the Dead yes so the Bardo total is The Reincarnation process so yes some people are born with special talents and abilities that others do not have so we begin with little to nothing not everybody begins
with nothing some people begin with well some people are born into billionaire families yeah and and even but even billionaires like if if you look at like what like happiness of people there are there are like you know poor poor fishermen on a on a in an economically stricken po poverished Island that are
have a happier life than a billionaire because a billionaire there's a lot of stress it's like you know More Money More Problems kind of thing and so it's like it's a and also you know with the if you have money that you're always going to have people that are after the money or you know or just with you for the money and so it's like it's harder to trust people and so you know it's like money doesn't buy happiness either
and money doesn't equal happiness but you know especially in America it does it is a big part of big part of our life and things like that we do need it to survive and things like that but there's also you know money's printed out you know it's like um it's also it's it's an idea of something and so and I but uh anybody anybody can make money there's
there's a lot of opportunity in America um for that's why a lot of people like like from China will come to America and then they'll be able to get very successful starting business you know certain business Chinese restaurants laundromat not to be stereotypical um so actually money is not real money is not in
nature uh you're talking about resource gather money was created money was created as a religion by the cold of the black son to control people so whenever people are uh following the trails of money see the state completely and utterly controls every dollar spent we
live in a uh Global communist this is glal communist hierarchy yeah we the One World or you know everyone's saying oh when would the New World Order happen when will the one world order happen it's already here we have the shadow government which is a worldwide government of all these the these billion country and things like
know what it is you know what it is it's always been a battle of the Communists versus the Socialists no no it's okay we're all Glo it's a global communist hierarchy so they take our they take what they call as taxes from us and then they R distribute it like for me I had
my first son this year and okay so before I only got $450 to go to school now I get 3,000 a semester yeah so the state okay so money is predicated on whatever the state
thinks that you should have it's not predicated on anything I mean you can take money like you could take like if you had $50,000 could start your own business but that's a risk with $50,000 all you have to do is buy gold and wait 10 years and you're a Millionaire right that's that's how you
become a millionaire it's simple all this other stuff that they're doing is completely aery like the music industry is a luery they're having to pay promotion so nothing is organic right nobody would listen to those songs if they didn't pay for promotion well also okay bye Jackson
Jackson's taking off but I'll tell about the music industry I like to i' like to say if you want to learn about the music industry just watch The Little Mermaid okay so what does The Little Mermaid do she wants to go to this other world where it's different from her world and things like that and it kind of it correlates to becoming famous and things like that and she has to go to this you know she goes to a sea witch and you know we have all these laws of the sea
the maritime law and everything and then the Seawatch signs a contract with her and it's also a very illegal contract because she's signing a contract with a minor because Ur um Ariel is only 16 years old and then and then Ursula is also um in bip contract because she's she tries she she makes put this like stipulation on it she has to kiss in three days which is kind of like a weird
stipulation and then she tries to send her henchmen to prevent her from fulfilling that that contract with the kiss and stuff like that so there's if erel had a good contract attorney she would have been able to maybe maybe uh win in court but what does she do to with the SE which she sells her voice and what do they do when you become a musician you basically or or become a
famous you know artist and things like that you basically sell sell your voice and even celebrities too and now you can't say what you want to say and then the music is written for them and everything and then another sad thing about the music industry is that the artists are worth more um dead than alive right and and then and then the
once they're dead then the music the record company just owns all the music well to be honest with you I I'm in the music industry I've been in there for four years I'm a rapper and I can tell you that it's completely fake it's not real and the reason I say that because they will upload a music video
and put $10,000 behind it it's a way to launder money so label if I was to get signed because I say I'm I'm a new artist you know only four years so they would hire me take out a quarter Million Dollar Loan in my name because the record label
has that money and then use some of the money to promote me it's not rocket science it's just La they would just literally launch a Google ad there's nothing to it Adam calhon did that he he did a song where he saying the nword over and over again paid $110,000 and went viral Tom McDonald
revealed this process as well this process that means it's all fake it's not real because it's not about skill because I'm better than 95% of rappers today and nobody I have very I have very few listeners of my music and I have dedicated my life to well not my
life but I've dedicated a lot of time to mastering the art of rap and I can tell you nobody gives a yeah and that's that's with a lot of talented people is that you know there's there's probably there's very good artists and I mean that's why it's like that's why they sign these contracts is because it's like it's seriously a deal with the Devil in a certain way it's like and
then you're well the devil was a tarot card yeah the devil the Capricorn you know Capricorn here what's your sign I'm an Aries you're an Aries and so Aries to your fire sign and the Aries is the is the babies of the zodiac and they always want to be first and they have a
they have notorious tempers too and uh yeah I'm very like I am very Revenge minded I want to there are people in my mind that I would love to kill and if I ever get the chance I will kill them well that sounds like a Scorpio a lot to me so you might want to check your chart to see your Scorpio
placements and that may give you some insight into your vengefulness because the Scorpios are very you know they have that sharp that sharp uh pincer yeah the Aries are baby pie Pi is the Aries too oh yeah yeah p and Aries too and uh yeah so they can uh but they're also you know they're the babies of the OD zodiac so sometimes they can throw Tantrums you
know like but uh and they would they want to be first and everything because it's it's the first house and I have a lot of first house placements and so I can relate to to Aries but I don't have much Aries in my chart I don't know if it's about so much like I I just feel like I deserve to be first because I'm just because I dedicate myself s to
learning and I have a unique esoteric knowledge that I can share with people but every B like there there's a lot of ego and conceit people don't want to learn yeah and people yeah people yeah but that's like that's the most important thing is like you know everyone has there's something to learn from every single human being in the world you know and it's like and there's
something from from anybody you can learn from anybody and so we drop the ego about learning and and we you know just like you know like because Al um teaching you learn when you teach and stuff like that you know it's like because you you know yeah I mean that's exactly I'm trying to to learn myself so I try to teach what I know and I want
people to combat it to see if the competition's worthy or not that's the whole idea of the intellect it's like a sword iron sharpens iron yeah so I have come to the conclusion that reincar like I this this may be the eternity I'm not sure but I know that there's reincarnation
residue such as physical disabilities birth marks the child prodigies phobias is relating to the way they died my mom was born with a blind in one eye I think that maybe in a past life she was shot in the face or something right brief window of time between the ages of two and five when past life memor start to surface which
are accurate Val specific details of past life there are very interesting stories like and especially with Indians because Indians are very in touch with their spirituality and things like that so there's very specific um things I've watched about Indians that they have these Vivid past life memories where they even remember their old address and
things like that and and and exactly how they died and then they'll look and they'll have some kind of physical thing about them and then they they'll research and then they'll find out the person died in that certain way you know the phobia of waters can do with people drowning and past lives and then also I think like mol's birth marks and things like that are relevant too and and uh I
think we we we can carry these into the physical over and over again and uh so yeah from my research it says when we reach the point where we can treat other people with love respect and dignity we won't feel a need to come back th this realm right here is a realm of pure suffering this is this is
hell you have a very Buddhist a very Buddhist um mindset because you know Buddha said life is suffering right based on the whe of Fortune card which is the physical world this is the realm of suffering ignorance and laziness otherwise hell yeah where the LIE where the LIE predicate is
predicated they call it they call it a fancy word called Faith so for example I believe that Jesus walked on water why do you believe that C my Bible said well how do you know the Bible's true my faith they have no
evidence yeah this realm in this realm the law is predicated it rules yeah because all all all the religion is man-made basically and these are all systems that we use to try to explain things but they're all man-made systems and like 100% man-made systems and it's like and that's why we this
golden age of Saturn when everybody was it's called the Golden Age and everybody did get along and everybody hey Mary and everybody uh you know it was and then uh now we're now we're in the the Iron Age or we're we're at a lower lower metal lower metal but it's like then we are on a wheel and so they say that that there's going to be a return of the of
the golden age and then we have the age of Aquarius too which is coming up or which we might be in right now and that's uh you know Aquarius that's the star card and she's pouring pouring the water you know onto the Earth and that's like this so it's like this that's also represents like the spirituality flooding the Earth but you know the floods that's a universal story too
right yes yep and but uh specifically in this order as they go it goes from the full and then it starts at number 10 in the physical world then it goes to the hermit well the will of Fortune is the Incarnation of the left brain we all start out using
just sensory data and Technology to identify ourselves it's a non-identity the left yes in order to overcome this phase you and a lot of people never do like a atheist that don't believe in God like this is where they stay for all of their
life and and right here in The Wheel of Fortune card yeah because they're totally brain the right brain is never incarnated and they never find care which is the Terra this what we're talking right here this is the sacred feminine tradition the major
Arcana Genera principle so this is this that that's basically it for Humanity like that's where they are they just stay in the left brain and then they die yeah because there they they have no they have no recognition of a higher
power or spirituality or or even the astral realm which is like the realm of ideas where it's like you know so this physical world is basically an illusion right and then it's like we're in this we're in this lowest vibration of physicality where we can but in this ability we also have the ability to
manifest too and so I think atheists are kind of um not to but not to have like a you know not not to have a recognition of like this like something more to life or having life having a purpose you know it's basically like existentialism or or nihilism where life is meaningless and that's a very dangerous road to go down
because then it's like you then you can like allow others to suffer and or cause others to suffer and not care and so that's the good thing Rel you know what the cabala is yes the cabala is the esoteric Judaism so so that's if you lay out the tarot cards on the right and the
left uh hand path so The Wheel of Fortune is is is the flip side of the Judgment card the number 20 which is the voice of God card which is the unified field of invisible existence the mematic and the mind so they're in a coffin and a lot of people see they're in the
coffin and the voice of God calls out to them and tells them to wake up out of the material world most people say leave me alone I don't believe in God and they close the coffin and they die in the material coffin and that's what that card
represents so that's where we're right now so I don't know how we get people from this stage in the see see that the whole process of the cabala is to receive the knowledge this is where I'm at in humanity I you know the truth vibrations calls
out but they just close their cough they will not listen yeah and that's it yep and then they're trapped in the M they get trapped in the material world like that too and it's like because I believe that there are other other Realms and other higher places we can we can go that I think that the Earth is unique in a way that we can learn the most here and we can like
experience we experience the most conflict but then the conflict also helps us to and so that that's what the Ascension process is about and so we can and we also have this ability to improve in everything well in astrology there's a South node and the North Node right and the South node is like the lower lower self and a lot of people are just comfortable in their lower selves and
never try to improve and go to the South their North Node sign and uh because it is it can't and especially the culture and everything is is very degraded in in this in the world too and it's like we're it could be so much more beautiful it could be so much um of like a heaven we we have the ability to create the heaven on Earth I really believe and
it's like and then we refuse to do it because there's people like if everyone if everyone was rich then it's like who would who would be like the the workers you know it's like and so who would build that who would build that mans and all this kind of stuff and so um but I believe there's a lot of opport there no there's no such thing as money that's a
mental construct it's not real because if it's real where can I go like where where can I go observant in nature where the gorillas are working for a paycheck and right by the other gorillas it started out the money started out as shells and they would they would have these different shells and they would trade the shells
and they put the value on the shells and then I guess the only real value is in like the the gold really you know not it's not a and what I'm saying is it's not a it's it's it's called fiat currency like it's that's associated with Gemini also you know like like Donald Trump is a Gemini and so so he's able to pull all this money out of
basically thin air and so and then it's all about the thought of it it's all about it's it's basically just a mental construct and then well not at a thin air I mean he was given a million dollars and then well how Donald Trump achieved his wealth is he was given a million dollars up front and like I said you only need $50,000 to become a
millionaire any body can do it right U but it takes time I mean you have to give up $50,000 for 10 years who can do that and also real estate too I mean real estate is a is a good way to make money he was given a million dollars so if I was G if you were given a million I mean obviously so it doesn't uh then he bought a bunch of property and then what
he did was when the construction workers wanted their money from building it he just filed bankruptcy and didn't have to pay yeah and he filed bankruptcy a couple times I think yeah and then that's another you want to pass to becoming like Donald Trump here's what you do you get someone to give you a million or let's just say you get a million dollars you know you work all
your life you work hard you get it or you know you find some way to get it uh and then what you do is you hire a bunch of people and then you just don't pay them you file bankruptcy and then those people that work their asses off don't get a paycheck but you get to keep your property
and you get to make a ton of money of motels people paying you so that's the way the law works yeah yeah it's not a secret it's just a matter of are you such a piece of that you're going to dat with yeah and you know and the rich get richer in that way and then
it's like it's on the backs of of the workers and things like that and that's why the that's why the Communist thing took took such hold on people it's because but then that that turned out to be a disaster right it's like a and then led to really horrible things basically it's not a disaster I mean we're we live in a global it's a major success for them the ones that rule us it's a disaster for the world I'm saying it's a
it's a it's a it creates the most suffering and and it's also a very atheistic kind of thing it's almost like Satanism in a way but but uh but even like even more atheistic you know but it's like the S satanic part of it is just like how evil it can being and that's amazing to note too the the character that they created is Satan
that's that's not real either God is real right Satan character is not real and the devil's just a tarot card what we're living in the the devil is the government that's what uh it represents the number 15 and that's interesting that uh government is like means
governmental and so mean governance to control and the Mento is the mind and so and it's in Satanism it's all about a lot of Mind Control involved in it brainwashing the is the force of fear it's called Devolution this is what we live under the free will to disobey the natural law
which natural law just means don't hurt other people don't steal from other people yeah the government the government that's what they were designed to do is to hurt and steal from Division and being conquered taxpayers slaves tearist apart from within so what they do is they create these trauma files it's
like a computer and then this trauma file disrupts your processing unit yeah the physical forces demons that control our mental and physical state it's a belief Arc Tipple that's a possession when it it's a mental construct yeah possession and then you know alist Crowley had a lot of things to say about
the goaa the goaa has like 72 demons and things like that but he said they represent these parts of our brain and then but also that we could um like learn from all these demons something that could help us evolve and flip it and that's why there's also an angel associated with every with every demon in the goaa you
know and I don't well what do what do you mean by that because okay so a demon is a so a social engineer would religion is basically a demon yeah well they they represent these different parts like you know they have like as as modus is a is a a demon in the goaa he's like he's the demon of
like lust and sex and Pimon and uh and Bell and the the king of the demons and there's the demon Kings and they but they represent other things and but they're also just mental constructs or parts of the brain that's why they have the the sigils for them too and you meditate on the sigil that activates a
part of your brain and they could be the the very negative parts of the brain too but also the de the demons and the GAA were said to be like either former gods or or like these fallen angels and that like because human beings were made in the image of God and so they were kind of like put on the lower level and like the humans were given control over them
and stuff and so they always were trying to trick us to regain that control because all they have is like the ability to telepathically talk to us telepathically and it us give to our see right there see that so so what you're doing is that's an imagination Angel imagination but it's all imagination I think the whole world is a part of our imagination manifesting and
that's imagination is the most powerful thing in the world too that's why Well Control well think about this okay so the demon a possession is a belief so a belief system like if you believe in the Bible to be the D of God no matter what that's you're possessed by a demon
because you're believing things that aren't true in the Bible there's the Bible and then there's the Quran and then there's the Torah and there's the tud and there's the you know the the the Buddhist Book of the Dead the BAU book and uh and so there mean that demons are preachers of
religion right like they're real people demons they're also they're also they're also the SC the scapegoats because it's also something to blame besides ourselves for our negative traits and behavior and so they can create we can create these scary demons and blame everything on them and no no demons are people without
empathy right they lose their Humanity if you don't okay so a demon is a fallen angel we are created in the image of God we're created as angels a demon is uh someone who doesn't care about the well-being of other people who live to
please them to please themselves no matter who it hurts demons lose their Humanity because there are three modalities to the human The Reptilian Art complex which is that's the demon The Reptilian Brain the mamillion and then there's a higher Consciousness which is the Ang
one the mamillion complex is the human part of us the 666 the 333 is The Reptilian Arc which is the fight ORF flight response yeah so these people feel the need to control others by feeding them lies and by indoctrinating the children the religions are not possible if you
don't indoctrinate children right and that's why that's why you know the children are that's when they start the brainwashing it's basically a brainwashing process and that's why even as adults they still have that because it's so instilled as a child and that's when the brain is developing and things but it's interesting you said there's
the three parts you know the the demon the human and the angel then that we have these three parts of our brain we have The Reptilian Brain and when we have like the the major cortex and we have the cerebral cortex which is like just the last part to develop and things like that but also Angels um angels are said not to have free will and that's the difference between angels and the
demons and the humans because the angels are there's no such thing as free will well you know but I think the humans are getting the closest to it because we can sin and things like that and we can choose to sin or not to sin right and so we can go against the will of God but we can also choose to to emulate the will
of God and our higher selves and things like that but uh we're basically basically I think of humans as like the God and the devil had a b had children and then the humans are the because I think we're both that we have the higher the lower self the point is to integrate ourselves fully and the higher can raise the lower and then you know because we're in this material we're between we like below us
we have the we have hell above us we have heaven and then we're in this plane of of Freedom where we can create things and we can um we can we're not free at all we're slaves yeah well we're slaves because other other humans are enslaving us you know it's like and that's there's there's a there's a selfishness and you said you said oh there's about about
empathy it's like it's not necessarily that people don't have empathy it's like there's dark empaths and so there's you can misuse empathy you can yeah animals are angels you know and animals are themselves there's a huge difference between Angels demons versus Humans Mary says and uh she also said if you believe God then you have to know there's a devil well it's like uh if there's a devil
Mary's in my chat right now she's she's speaking in the chat I just put Mary Hopkins Mary Hopkins yeah are people okay they have two things angels are people with care which is have underwent the process of the tarot and self-defense uh angels are willing to kill
demons demons are people without empathy these people these demons are psychopaths people who pedophiles people who hurt children right they they have no empathy when I say they have no empathy they don't care about other people yeah that's that's psychopathy that that is psychopathy and it's also like you know there's a narcissism
epidemic aren't humans you understand that hum Human animals have empathy all the animals well yes all the animals have empathy at least to their own family animals will kill kill each other and there's like you know like there's animals that are cannibals and there's animals that are rapists and and all that kind of stuff I mean and it's like
and then the thing is it's like that we are like the human being like most people are were looked at as sheep or like as cows to these other we are animals though we are um Apes we are but we're well that's controversial about Evolution and things like that because we never found the missing link and
controversial is the the facts that we are Apes like if you if you look at us have you ever uh studied gorillas like we just like gorillas but I was just thinking about Coco the gorilla and Coco the gorilla learned sign language and then they so Coco the gorilla is a very famous story I learned in elementary school and it's it was a famous
Scholastic book but they gave Koko the gorilla a kitten and then the kitten got hit by a car right and um and then Koko was so sad and really Express these human like emotions and things like that um and then you know she was able to sign language she's like oh I'm lonely I want my I want more cats and things you know
and so but uh there there can there can be this beautiful empathy in animals that and uh but I think that the big part of that is just like with a pitpull you know people say pit bulls are these dangerous dangerous dogs and shouldn't have pits around children and things like that but I've I've been around baby pimples and they're the sweetest dogs
and if if you're raised correctly and not each other they can be yeah they can be the sweetest dogs you know and and the so I think humans are the same way and it depends on it just depends on how you're raised and and like a lot of a lot of the stuff stems from childhood trauma and bad things are done to people and then they do bad things to and it's
like a this uh and so I'm very ined the generational curse breaking and the generation like healing healing the generational trauma and I think so I I think that you you're trying to heal these people these people cannot be healed these are demons they have lost their Humanity by their actions once you choose to hurt a child
and once you choose to do certain actions you have no consciousness no more you're not a human being humans have a Consciousness demons do not so if you don't have empathy the only thing okay uh you must be put to death right well that's one that's one way to put it but I mean they put a lot of people in prison that have done things and these
people in prison can develop this empathy I think and they even if they're not released from prison I think that there is an ability that we have we this free will that and even people that have done horrible horrible things and should not be normal society I think that they can
repent they can find they're no longer sensient once they do those things they don't have they're they're not alive anymore demons they only exist to uh for Hedonism purposes to because of their own desires like a serial killer desires to kill
okay so what is your will what do you desire to do maybe you have a family or you like dogs a serial killer wakes up every day and says I really have a it's like pizza it's like I have a desire to eat pizza today I have a desire to kill so these people cannot be reasoned with well how much is this how much is this
is how much of this is uh is learned behavior or how much of this is is a you know just like you were saying revenge and you something that exists outside of the mind it is a Consciousness scale so it's God God is controlling the you don't have free will you have two options obey
God and live in reality or you can disobey God and if disobey that's what the Free Will is that's the Free Will is to either obey the higher self or to give into the lower self and that's the free will the these demons people without empathy see you they must be put to death
there's no salvation for them yeah disagreements about that I'm a Believer and like I I I love Jesus's teachings where Jesus talked about you know he hung out with the criminals he hung out with the prostitutes um and then he believed in you know turning the other cheek and then um he believed and
he said forgive if you want to be forgiven forgive and so there are these really great teachings that can okay do you know what yes but I think that um okay fake forgi you're talking about okay real forgiveness has two steps you can't just go around saying
forgive forgive the person has to admit their wrongdoings to you and asking you not to take repercussive actions yeah and then step two of real forgiveness if you agree to forgive them you start fresh with a threat of action if the person does it again that's what real
forgiveness is fake forgiveness is the offender has no remorse displayed didn't ask for forgiveness doesn't acknowledge wrongdoings but the whoever the forgiver is chooses to let those negative emotions go right that's what Jesus t that's fake forgiveness well the for the forgiveness is basically about you know because if if you don't forgive it's not
really hurting the other person that you're not forgiving it's hurting yourself no no no so I just explained to you you're not real forgiveness okay if I slap you in the face if you say I forgive you you say no you didn't I didn't ask for it you cannot forgive someone that doesn't admit their wrongdoings like I slap you in the face
and then I come to you and say I'm sorry for slapp you in the face uh please don't uh take repercussive ashes against me and then you say I agree but if you do it again I'm G to hit you okay that's real forgiveness fake forgiveness is I slap you in the face you turn the other CH and said I you let all of your
wrongdoings go you are forgiven my child go away that's fake forgiveness basically about letting go of the anger and resentment about it and Letting Go letting go of negative emotions is not forgiveness that's
called Letting Go real forgiveness is one person must admit their wrongdoings to another so the pedophile would have to say I'm sorry for raping that child I'm asking you not to take repercussive actions against me would you would you that is the that is the worst that is the worst thing that anybody could
ever do let me explain it again since you don't understand you see a man raping a child hi okay now in order for you to forgive that person sorry for raping that child don't take repercussive actions a different
can you please use a for but I just don't I don't I don't think that's appropriate language for the stream and so it's like if you can just use a different please tell me you understand can you please tell me if you understand what I'm talking about I understand I understand but it's a difference of
opinion because you know it's not an opinion I just no no it's not a subjective opinion real forgiveness a person must admit their wrongdoings to another asking you not to take repercussive actions against them hi so in the case of what I just said would you take reper
usive actions against that sad person going on here yeah okay guys okay let's all let's all let's all calm down for second and I and I really appreciate you MC Nemesis too and big mental blocking while I'm trying to get through okay I want but I want you to I want you to be able to express yourself and I think it's a good conversation and it's a great
conversation to have it's very interesting and uh you know I'm not mad at you and we we're welcome to have a difference of opinion and but also these opinions an opinion I'm telling you what it is I'm trying to teach you real forgiveness okay I slap you in the face and then I come to you later and I say I'm sorry for slapping you in the
face please don't take repercussive actions against me would you if you do you me if you don't you if say no I'm not going to hit you back but don't do it again yeah okay now apply that to what I said about the child being abused you
saw a child being abused that's the most extreme sorry for abusing that child will you take repercussive actions against them well I mean those kind of actions are like unforgivable you know and things like I understand people real forgiveness fake forgiveness is I slap you in the face
you say I'm not going to fool with you no more and then you walk away and you said I'm not going to let the actions of that person bother me I'm going to let go that's fake forg that's not real forgiveness but also you don't but if you don't have to deal with that person anymore and then it's like but you still hold forgiveness it's called letting go of emotions but I think it's I think
Letting Go emotion forgiveness I forgiveness that Jesus taught is the fake well and that's a difference of opinion also Jesus said don't it's not an opinion let me go over it again since you still didn't understand must admit their wrongdoings yes and Mary Hopkin you have to have an admission of
guilt in order for forgiveness to be done that's not an opinion but sometimes sometimes no matter what happens the person will not be sorry even if they say they're sorry they're not GNA it's about but it's about you like you letting go you're right you're letting go it's letting go of the anger and hatred and understanding we are not we are as human beings we are not perfect
beings we are all sinners okay you know in away and that's what Jesus said he's like people are demons that need to die okay look we need to decide who we're g to kill how we're going to kill them and how many we're going to kill because these people are demons yeah
but then it's easy to then it's easy to just accuse somebody of something and then it can be like you know you can say certain things that will get everyone's emotions riled up about things and it can be false accusations and there's all this history of like false accusations are being made and things like that and there are very emotional things you can you can um manipulate people with and there are people there are demons that
are maybe trying to manipulate everybody to you know kill somebody good and stuff like that and and there's a a lot of okay I don't think you understand what I'm saying if if a child's being abused are you gonna stop it if if it's in your presence if you walk into your house and a child's being abused like someone kidnapped a child brought him into your
house and you have gun on your side would you kill that person yes I mean if you see if you see someone being attacked like that and and it's like you're in the ability to help and do that then it's like you you would stop the attacker just like if someone's being attacked by an animal called selfdefense right that's that's what I'm saying some people are angels which
means they believe self defense angs talking you're talking about is is a is is accusing people and then crucifying people and like deci deciding how to kill whatever person has been classified as was was whatever I'm saying that this and Mary says not black and white hold on hold
on okay you have to understand that killing is a good thing and we should do it almost every day people are designed to kill we have bloodthirst and the reason we have that bloodthirst is because we need to kill the people who deserve it well yeah but it's like but then we say someone deserves it and then it's like and there
could be great reasons presented for it but unless we are there witnessing that you know what happened it's like I'm just saying that there are people that will falsely accused there are people that are railroaded evidence I mean all all everything I'm talking about yeah there has to be evidence of course right yeah and so yeah and that's why we have the
law system right and the law system also we I mean there's death penalties in some states there there's there's not death penalty in California there's no death penalty anymore and so I mean it's but yeah it's not all black and white there are other factors sorry sir I don't believe in your religion government's not real yeah we're suppos and also but also that's like a lack of empathy for others
too it's like you're I don't believe that your religion can solve crimes I human human beings are not demons human beings are human beings okay so we might not everybody is a human some well in order to be a human you must have empathy some people do not have empathy EMP M where are you from by the way I
mean what what state you don't have to be specific I'm just I'm just wondering what what what state you're in oh North Carolina North Carolina okay that you know I uh I appreciate I appreciate your Southern attitude about things okay um and and also like I follow like me I just tell
the truth and I I believe that also there's you know there's also hate and and also it's it's dangerous to be indulging in hate because very good we have both we have we have love and hate in our hearts and we can have love and hate in our hearts at appropriate times too but also I think we can love the unlovable and or because
some you know we can't we can't well I mean okay so why opin okay you know sadness should be experienced anger should be experienced and also hatred you know what you should hate SL I hate slavery I hate people who take
away other people's rights and I hate ignorance so I say we should hate more you know where slavery was slavery began like the slavery system it was in ancient Egypt right and then it's like the pyramid system where it's like there's a pyramid and then like the good people are you know but then it's like the elite will
always put themselves at the top of the pyramid right so and then it's like and then the never went away government is literal slavery the word government mind control yeah we are literal slaves like you are a slave I'm a slave we live we we we work and they steal the fruits of
our labor and they redistribute it that's called communism taxes or communism communism is slavery okay I'm saying that I hate every state official I want to see every state official say just be care be
careful your language just be careful with your language I respect from for my stream because I I mean you're you're what you're saying is not you know it's a little it's just very extreme is a little bit extremist and uh and the way you're saying it is a little bit extreme and just just code your language a little bit
because I don't want to say I don't want to support any any um violence I don't want to support any any of that you know I'm I'm GNA let you get your point across and things like and I think you did make you're getting uncomfortable because I'm saying the truth the truth makes people uncomfortable well yeah but it's also I'm I'm on a platform and also I I have a I have an energy of love and
forgiveness okay and and I believe in Redemption and I believe that the you know the worst person can come to their senses and be a better person okay and so um yeah and so but I do want to let you know I think you you have expressed your point very well you explained it several times what doing beside me she keeps twirling
something hey she's she's waving she's fine okay hey I just want can I can you can you rap for us can I I would like to hear your musical skills if you don't mind and then then I think I think I'd like to have you on some other time and and chat more nerer pull the trigger bigger than pull the trigger hold on hold on can you just hold on one second pull the
trigger okay bigger okay bye bye okay I didn't like that very much and I don't think you're very talented and I you are n pull the trigger bye bye bye I'm sorry okay um that was very interesting um I wanted to
I wanted to I mean the person was was said said some intelligent things um that was not appropriate I do not appreciate that and he's banned forever because I really did want to if that's his rapping skills you know that some people just re reveal themselves you know yeah can some I'd love someone else hey Noel you can
unmute your mic if you get off your phone you know you're welcome here U who came in the studio um oh Pi is here let's get Pi on the screen is everyone else okay I'm sorry I'm really sorry about that I did not know that he would do something like that he said he was a talented rapper I wanted to hear some intelligence and he
he revealed himself as a as a very unintelligent person Hi pie what's up well that was something though was yeah that was crazy I'm sorry I didn't come sooner yeah no I met people with those opinions before I think uh I don't think his opinions are bad I think the way that he delivered them on this platform
could have gotten you in trouble that's all that's what I and I and I was trying to you know I was trying to say that and I was trying to say say say a nicer way and then he said he was a talented rapper and then he just inbombed my stream though yeah I didn't appreciate his ignorance about it because that was just a very ignorant thing to do but I'm glad to have some
good people well maybe one well maybe on another platform you know he'll learn to like calm down I guess everyone's like trying to practice how to communicate you know because it's not about the opinion it's about the delivery you know because it's fun to discuss opposing you know differences and also I just want to
apologize to my guest um raging demon I I I apologize um it's all right Nick things happen right yeah because I was trying that's an Impulse thing you know someone's very passionate about their beliefs and their I sense like the pain in his voice too like he's you know he's trying to do his best that's what
we have to remember because I mean I don't think he was he was an okay guest up to some point and he was expressing his opinion even if we had differing opinions I like to have people Express their opinions here I don't want um racial thing I don't want hate I don't want you know I don't like the unal living talk and stuff like that it's like and these are these are things that
can get me in trouble too and it's like I and so um and I don't want I don't want yeah yeah you know Jerry Springer had that's an Impulse thing though people are used to being like wild okay hi welcome back yeah have you
met Noel pie no it's nice to meet you I met Noel on several panels several panels before and uh she's a she's a very interesting person and and uh she's fun on she's fun on panels and I appreciate her for coming coming on here and appreciate all you guys for coming on here and it's it
was a good what are we talking about I'm I'm sorry I'm I'm lost okay you're lost okay what do you want to talk about Noel do you have do you have a topic you'd like to bring up or do you have something to say I wanna talk about why these people are super mean on on this on on these YouTube platforms like yeah these trolls I'm just I don't know you know
and then it's you know imagine why people have different people people are different cultural things and everything um and there I don't think necessar he wasn't showing his face and then and but uh and that's fine you don't you don't have to but it's like when you're saying those things maybe like back it back it up by by revealing who you are and things like
that like he just felt freedom to say whatever he wanted because he was Anonymous and stuff like that I don't think he was and he is really getting me upset annoying and I ju I ju I just called my YouTube mom and I do have one I do have a you YouTube mom oh you do
you have your own YouTube she really did thank God yeah that Mary said it was a great it was a great experience for me and and it is and and I need to be able to control the panel and into control members and that that person wasn't Respec practice practice it is good
practice and I so can you tell me about can you tell me about you please I don't know understand about I'm sorry just who who who you asking you I mean yeah can about Sor well You' met me before you you've met me before you know I go on I like to
do different panels and I like to um go on a lot of different sectors of YouTube and and join panels sometimes and now I'm sorry my own panels and my Channel's taking off and conversations here and I'm bringing people from other a lot of different places together and I really like that and I love when people become friends that would never become friends
before and stuff like that but I'm a I'm a Tarot reader I have a Tarot Channel I have cats I uh I have K is a really great friend of mine and you know raging demon my my new friend and you're my new friend okay and and I but I want to make this a safe place and all my chat's my friend and I love I love all my chat and
I you know I just had some people don't don't uh don't have the respect or care to like behave behave them learning process yeah it's it's a learning proc true true and that person he's dealing he's dealing with his own demons
too tarot readings do you do what kind of tarot readings I I I just I have seever I have like you know about 50 decks and lot I I've done tarot since I was eight years old and so then I've sold almost 2,000 um readings on Etsy and done a lot of readings there and and
so I have a lot of experience excuse me do you think the do you think there's real like scary stuff in the future oh scary stuff in the future well you know I I believe in the power of love and I believe that love will overcome hate okay and so and I believe love love is
strong stronger than hate and do I see scary stuff I think there's scary things now you know we're living in a like scary world and and it's in some places better than others and the whole thing is like we're all human beings we we all have to respect each other there's a golden rule treat others like you want to be treated
it's a very simple con concept you know it's like would you like these to you un than agree not everyone's going to play that rule so it's good to learn and be more versatile so we're ready and we could protect ourselves yeah and it's
like it's you know I don't believe in like oh just oh lovey doy everyone's always Gonna Get Along everything's perfect it's like you know it's like there's going to be conflicts and arguments but I think that's that you know the conflicts and arguments can help us to to grow as people and and that's why we we're here we're here we're here to experience a material world
as Spiritual Beings it's like this is not a um it's not it's not humans having um it's not humans having a spiritual experience and spirit having a human experience kind of thing that that's a a say I like and uh and I think that's to learn and grow and also learn from that's what we're here to do we're here each other and we're all different in in certain ways but we're all also the same
in some certain ways because we're we're all human but we all have different a million different factors and a million different things going on and there's you don't know why somebody is the way they are a lot I think you know you don't know what they've experienced in their life necessarily or and things like that because we all have our own experience and we're we're kind of like you know focusing on ourselves and stuff like that and there is a big selfishness
thing but I think that's why empathy is important I mean he's he was talking about oh he's he's such an empath and everything but I don't think he had empathy for me I think it and he was being protective because he saw how some people did not care and it was useless pouring in love and care to someone that did not receive it yeah and that's sometimes we do that we we will we will
love people that will not return the love you know and then and then I also it's like also it's you know it's kind of if you if you love something that can't love you back you know maybe it's like you're pouring out your cup of love and stuff like that and you're watering like a dead plant and stuff like that and so it's like we wanna wna we want to make
sure but also it's like I'm willing to try to try to save the plant sometimes if I think there's a little bit of life left there and maybe maybe somebody maybe people haven't received love and it's like that's why they're like like that you know maybe they've been treated like badly and they've had bad experience with other people and they don't trust other people and they're they're lashing out and it's like and
they've just learned this behavior and stuff so exactly Mary has a good thing she said love can't um get lost in the hatred to come yeah we because there we probably will be experiencing worse trial worse trials and and and I think maybe it's a test you know and it's like we're being tested as to how much we can maintain our our loving
selves you know that's why that's why Jesus appeals to me in certain ways even though even though a lot of Christians would not would not have me and they think I'm a sinner and going to hell and I'm a demon and all these kind of things you know gays have been called demons forever you know it's
like oh Mark's here from Aldi server he wanted to know about um Jimmy from um jordana's life oh so oh Jimmy okay so so I mean okay so I've watched I watched on Kermit and friends she has this the Kermit and
friends Zone and then I saw clips of him and all I know is that he was saying he was he did terrible things and he was admitting to horrible you know unal livings and really things like that and and yeah horrible and then now he's in
prison for 500 years I mean he'll never get out she she she um she's remained like a a friend to him I mean that's her decision that's her decision I don't know I I don't know the the details of of the I see I just saw very brief clips and St something like that but it's like
I think she has a big heart and I think that um you know if she she wants to have any relationship with that person and and not want to address it I mean you know it's fine that's her decision and just like anybody Jud who they're friends with because you don't know maybe they're the person
that's trying to help them right and I and I see her huge huge heart like I I see and I see she her you know just she has a like just how she loves the Muppet Muppets and like you know I played I I played a song from Follow That Bird her on her Dono and she just like lit up and she she's
like this is my favorite song and and just like he has this innocence and um this big heart about her and and that that that's what I I relate to too because I I think I have a I have this you know childlike innocent heart too and uh and so I I don't judge I don't judge her for for anything I think
I think she's an amazing person right yeah what happened KB yeah or cabba kabi we just had an interesting you'll join my Army you join my Army Mary thank youy said you joined my Army it's it's an army of love it's it's it's it's like the Care Bears you know and we have the
this the Care Bear stare you know we can uh and we We Live In This Cloud Kingdom and and we we put rainbows of Love everywhere right and so yeah how are you how are you doing Noel at least try to you know
else yeah Noel I want you to come back I want you to come back another time looks like you're a little busy but but but I love you okay you can come back when you're not so busy but thank you for being on the show okay um thank you I love you okay okay so I I um it just didn't seem like she was she was paying attention
but uh and she was busy on the phone and that's that's nothing against her I just uh she's she's a she's a very good person too okay and thank you for posting the the Discord yeah what happened we just had we had a very interesting guest um but the guests um it went a little bit downhill yeah he was interesting interesting
conversation hey have you met raging demon pie no why they had a raging demon from London from London cool he's awesome I met yeah I met him on V V's panel and uh and then he came over here to show us support and uh he's a great guest too and he's an awesome person yeah thank
you very much yeah nice to meet you nice to meet you too so you're from London yes I am nice nice I'm from Canada yeah I've come across you on Good Times I I've seen you there oh nice yeah good times was pressing me about being a secret agent so I just gave
in all have a little bit of secret agent in them you know yeah yeah Mary says she'd like more debates in the future maybe with people who uh you know a little bit better yeah it was the first time I it's a good practice to be able to voice out your opinion without you know and having other people accept accept it even if they disagree you know
it's good anger management skills to practice I like I'm a diplomat and it's like I'll respect anybody's opinion because people have the right to to think whatever they want and stuff like that it's just when people get disrespectful and they start they start getting racist and it's happy I wasn't porn Bomb by that
guy you're lucky you didn't get porn bomb you got n bomb though I know and I don't I don't like that at all and it's like it's just like it's a it's just kind of disturbing that I was I wanted him to be able I was going to have him kick him off the panel after after I wanted him to like he said he was a talented rapper and everything that's
the wor the worst ever yeah he wasn't in the mood for rapping you can't like get mad someone that yeah you wanted to like change the vi everybody wants to rap now everyone's you know I I kind of R my eyes want everyone to rap too you people ask me to rap and I'm like I don't
R yeah and kop yeah he wasn't he he Mars retrograde he wasn't Aries but he was in his negative in his negative Aries you know Aries he's in a positive Aries she's in her she's in her she's she's heading toward her North Node and she you know Pi is an awesome person definitely one of my favorite areas I've ever met you
know and and raging Demons of C Capricorn like me ring demon when your birthday was your birthday was like yesterday or on the eth today it's today the 10th oh happy birthday thank you so much thank you means a lot thank you did you have your
cake no I was just GNA have a quiet one really to be honest too old I'm too old for The Fan Fair and noise it's true it's true well I like you know I had I had I had a quiet birthday but it was like it was very nice it was just with my mom my sister and my nieces and
we nice restaurant and then um and you know I got the steak and lobster and it was free because you know show through my ID so I had a really uh it was pretty cool I mean you know Capricorns too raging demon you know we'd like to get a good deal I don't know I don't know if you that I like I always like saving some
money on something getting a good deal and uh and so I love I love a free we like do we like negotiating as well yeah negotiation where the Capricorns are very business oriented people like where the there's a lot of Capricorns that are Business Leaders like some of the wealthiest people in the world are Capricorns really I
think I'm forgetting the guy's name but there's a one of these there's a very famous billionaire I yeah that uh he has it's Capricorn energy and so so yeah we're that and that's also why Capricorns also like are big helpers of people but you know people don't always want to accept our help just like the other guy said he's like you know some people don't want to learn and stuff
like that or they you know and so and and I'm just a big helper and I like to help people and then people sometimes take it the wrong way and stuff like that because I Capricorn do yeah there's so many different ways people can learn and understand things like teachers go to university for like five years here just to learn different
methods of how to relay information to someone so imagine like some regular people who are just trying to wing it you know and struggling to be understood well that's why I I that's why I love Buddha because you know Buddha Buddha has sorry to interrupt sorry to interrupt it's so I'm gonna
jump off okay thank you for coming come on another time yeah I will do thank thank you so much for having me up here yeah you're welcome and thank you for hanging in there and uh I love you okay have a great great day nice meeting you by see you around all right
bye all right good night bye bye night yeah well but I was saying about um about the Buddha Buddha had um there there he had like a lot of different methods because he thought that different people learn different ways and so he had a lot of different he had a lot of different methods to Enlightenment and things like that and a lot of different teachings and a lot of
different meditations and things like that because different things appeal to different people and there's different ways of learning it's not all just there's one way and that's what a lot of religions have a problem is their way is the only way and then everyone else is wrong when we're all we can all learn different easier if everyone did learn a certain way you just think of it that
way too like it's a lot more work and effort to Branch out and be versatile to remember how to teach different ways but if everyone did just conform that's a lot easier and it doesn't always work though that that's the struggle with it yeah but the in uh in like Tibet and even India I mean they are very
spiritually in inclined and stuff and and there's also different cultural things that's why there's different religions too is because there's but it's like ultimately they're all about ultimately about they're about Improvement getting back to the source the source of life and stuff like that and ex except for like you know there's some very negative uh negative religions
you know like yeah that I find it's that they're so wrapped up and they're comfortable in it well some some are some are not some so funny there's Christianity so Christianity is a huge thing and then Christianity can be so anti-gay and they can be and so then gays are just demonized in them and they they're comfortable with calling them
demons and stuff like that or you know and then uh demons though because like if you can't express yourself or love the way that you want to be loved you're going to end up going behind in secret and you're going to end up becoming demonic because you're going to be doing it by force because you're so desperate can a mod please ban Terror Destroyer um if
there mod in the chat because I know Terror destroyer and Terror Destroyer just tries to ruin the streams and they they just think come back I've seen them in several several chats they've come to Emma they've come to like a lot of other chats I've been in to and they'll come back on another account and and do the same um Leviticus Leviticus you know Leviticus also says you can't go to the
bathroom Okay in in in that's weird I think I think that doesn't make a lot of sense I think what it the only way it can make sense out of that is um if they um because I know if you eat a bad diet then you will like have a foul smell or
it doesn't come out well as it should but if you eat well you know it has has a lot of things about like cleanliness and things like that but it's you know and are they back on a different account yeah it's like they they'll they'll come back a few times but uh that's tarot Destroyer is just all about all about hating hating on tarot and like putting putting these out of
context Bible verses about it you know what tarot isn't like I don't use tarot fortune telling and I don't use tarot to to say something's going to happen in the future I think the future is up to God and and there's and the future can be altered and changed but uh so you know it yeah can misus it's when it's used to used to spy on people or people
use it to people use it to um crosswatch they call it crosswatch and they look at you can crosswatch in a positive way which is like which is that's basically just listening to the other sign like another signs reading or something or and then like it can be used in a positive way like you're like if it's your children or something like that and then you want
to see the energy around your children and stuff that's one thing but uh then then when you use it to spy on your boyfriend or your your enemy and stuff like that and try to manipulate through through that right but how do you teach someone to be to protect themselves against someone who's using tarot maliciously you know a lot of people are
naive and they wouldn't know until it's too late and K kab I don't think it's I don't think in the in certain context of paying people I mean I think everyone has the right to learn a living and I think people can make a living through through doing tarot and some people were doing maybe neg more negative things and then tarot is is a way for them to do more positive things yeah we see you
tarot Destroyer you're not impressing anybody and you're not going to change anybody's mind here just like posting Bible quotes but we see you and I don't even care if you're banned or not because you're not going to ruin my stream or you're not gonna upset anybody like I I I'm used to dealing with trolls and everything but yeah terrot Destroyer just going around to different tarot readers and trying to ruin their stream you know it's like it's kind of just
shows more about you than it does about them and so I'm not even going to address you anymore and I'll just ignore you because you coming back but yeah their name alone tarot tarot Destroyer you know the tarot comes from the Torah and the tarot the tarot is as evil as as opening a children's book of illustrations and then getting some
meaning from the from the drawing in the children's books because we can do divination from anything we're always being so if you're against divination at saying that there's no meaning in anything signs don't make sense it's and we should be you know just U yeah but you you will not be getting any more attention here
so and I have good mods here too I have good mods here that are watching my back I love your I love how it's like a lion's den here there's so many mods I love it yeah and and and I I do like I mod I mod people and because I I do want people to be able to click on other people's names and to to to join their channels and things like that I don't necessarily want even if if people
people are trolling and saying negative things and stuff yeah yeah Mar Mary Hopkins is a bigger bible thumper than than you and she's much better at it right so and Mary has my back right and I love Bible I love Bible Thumpers because the Bible has great information in it it has great um guidance and it has has you know it's
a has a beautiful things in it too and uh you know I just don't like being hit over the head with it right rather just some on a littleit I'm trying to see past that like they must be frustrated because they do see you know problems just as much as we do in the world you know and they're they're frustrated over it and what I'm trying to do as a Tarot reader is I'm
just trying to help people and it's like I wanna and I had I think I feel I have helped people I think I've done readings and then they think about things in a different way and and it's like and you know especially if I don't know them and it's like then I'm not I'm not biased or anything like that and uh and I'll give them just just from the cards there will be something that applies to them and
it's like and I think it's a beautiful art and I think it's a good way to do introspection you know it's like uh it opens their minds things differently you Al so they're not stuck not everyone will understand if you don't like if you don't like tarot you don't have to be on tarot streams you know you can stay away from tarot streams and you don't have to get a reading and like you know no tarot
reader is going to force a reading on you or anything um yeah but basically I'm I'm here to like help people learn more about themselves and to offer some kind of insight and hopefully I do and that that I mean it's like you know I might not always be successful at a but
I think most of the time I am at helping people think about something in a different way or but I look I I like I like to say I look at the current energies as opposed to like I'm I'm fortune telling or I'm going to say what's going to happen right yeah Rainbow Shine bright in the gray yeah you're you're trying to express what you see also K says it can be motivational
as long as it's a good message yeah another thing it's like uh I think it there's a lot of there's so much interpretations to it and everything and so I'd rather give a more optimistic interpretation and even if even if there's negative cards and things it's not something negative is going to happen it's a different way there's because you know we have the positive negative you know we have both of us we
have both of those inside of us and so but I try to give more uplifting conversations I don't like to say this is this is this is bad something bad's G to happen some people and there's and that maybe that's not everybody's style too you know you might like to hear what all the bad all the bad that's coming and everything but I think that if if you go from a place of love and stuff
like that and optimism it's like just looking at maybe this maybe there's negative energies at play at the hand but we can overcome all these negative Energies right so yeah but I'm having having a fun stream tonight and I'm having a fun stream tonight though this is a fun stream you
know I was in you know you hear P like I got the I got evacuation warning on on my phones it's oh start packing yeah so I don't know if like how how serious it is and how if there it really is a threat of possible but I have eight cats
and so it's really difficult to be that's why you start getting ready now you know that that would help just start getting ready for it just in case because if if you don't end up evacuating you know what's the harm done you know so at least be ready for it just like start casually now you know yeah there's only so much I can do I mean it's like I I can't I I canot run I
cannot evacuate my house someone knocks on the door with my eight cats and like leave my cats behind and things like that or just take choose a few of them to take you know it's like CU it's not like logistically VI you don't have a box you you don't have a box or or like a gym bag or something I well I mean I could I mean yeah I mean like let's think about that because
what if the Flames are at your door yeah know think about that I I have the ocean right next to me I'm like two minutes from the ocean like and so I would basically be running the be exactly you have your P to the beach but how you g to get your loved ones there you know eight is a lot like I would prepare
something it is a lot and I I have I have a I have a large family here and so we they I mean if it was like I just needed enough notice and then everyone could come grab a cat you know and and take us it we hey family party at my house you know
and we don't have to evacuate you can go home yeah I I so I'm blessed I'm blessed in a way because I will be I mean I will when Force comes to worse I will be able to figure it out and stuff like that but basically I'm I'm with the mindset like until I see like a Flames outside and like and stuff like that I'm going to stay and try to prot just listen to like the warnings because I'll assume like
it's they're warning me because the Flames are you know maybe not at my door but maybe like they're a few blocks away where I can't see but I would definitely throw my cats in a gym but I can head out the door like no yeah yeah have them ready just close by you know yeah and and then I just got I got my new cat today I got um Rudy came you did yeah it
was so sad because Rudy Rudy's mom had him for 16 years 15 years he's 15 16 and she you know she's moving away in a couple months and she won't be able to take him and so she called and she's like oh I got him in she's like I got him in the in the in the carrier but he's making like he doesn't like it he's making me y she's like what do I do I'm
like well just got to get him in the car bring him over here and I'll be out there and I'll I'll come get him and I'll bring him in the house and then you know she came over and she had tears in her eyes like tears coming down her face and she's like she's like I'm she's like I'm a bad cat Mom I'm like no you're doing the best thing for the cat you know and uh and he'll have a good life
and I'll take care of take care of him how's he adjusting he is um he's hiding under the bed right now he went he he like met a few of the cats and but I've had other cats I brought in and that's what they always do that they'll go hide for a while you they'll slowly get they'll get hungry and they'll slowly come out and then I'll come and I'll give them cuddles and stuff like
that and my other cats you and they'll trust you because like they'll see that you're not doing anything bad yeah and and yeah he was very suspicious of the house and he he like went and walked around the rooms and stuff like that had a look and stuff and then he just then another cat was kind of following him around and he started hissing him out a little bit then he just went under the
bed and then um she brought these like little calming cam meal um chamomile treats and stuff like that and that's how she got him in the carrier and so I gave him the calming treats and put them put them under the bed so he'll come out and uh I think he'll I'm really happy that the other cats were not fighting or like start hissing because other cats that come in here and then everyone
starts hissing and getting all upset and fighting and stuff like that but he know he's an older cat he's a really beautiful cat I'd like to i' like to try to try to bring him out but I don't want to rush it anywhere you're not going anywhere so you get in time be here and the cats are very I have the cat RV that the cats love and
here I'll over here here here's a Trix you wantan to say hi to pie Trix wants to say hi to pie hi baby that's a little Trixie Trix always has this funny look at the camera Trix say Trix
yeah hi you're looking up yeah hi yeah he will Mary yeah he's a little bit he's a little bit of he's 156 years old and so yeah he's a little bit of a I think the oldest cat I have here is probably I think Lenor is like four years old or three or four years old and
so he's he's quite he's quite older than everybody and I just want to give him the his happy retirement he just moved into his retirement home right he want peace and quiet you know he's a little yeah he's he's a beautiful cat though he reminds me of I had a cat named Romeo who's a blonde cat and uh cute yeah he's like he's like a
little bit of blond cat I'm gonna post my uh my my my streamyard link again in the chat and uh I have have it in copy paste you do do it can you click it when I paste it because when I well when I click it it's on my on my tablet it just says go to YouTube or go to
uh go to some other um you know go to like Safari or something like that no when I post it is it clickable because when I was on my mobile only yours had a clickable link mine didn't look like it had the line under where you can click it well when I click it yeah when I oh
hold on hold on see when I click just when I I got it I got it I got it I got it I just have to I just to hold the right right pan now I just have to hold it so thank you now is there is there a line under it like because I know you're on you're on on mobile I don't know have an iPad on this see I have an iPad and
but then I finally was able to to pin it now I see it pinned okay and so and ter Terror Destroyer picked on the stuttering guy I didn't see that who's the stuttering guy me or no that's Susie Q was I stuttering Susie I don't think I stuttered very much I I think I was I was I think I
maybe I have a little bit of a drunk um I'm not drunk I had I had a hard Twisted te Twisted Tea and a voodoo Ranger yeah but uh yeah it's okay um but Susie if you're still here you know you can uh you can chime in if you want to I'm not mad at you I never a very fun Name by
the way you remember what that means isn't Susie Q like I I I don't know I've heard that I've heard Su Q before but it's a fun name it's like yeah it's a fun little name yeah I wasn't sure if you were a
troll yeah and also I don't really mind trolls as long as the trolls don't go to far like that like that I think my guest turned into a troll started as okay guest yeah they're entertaining you know as long as it's not it's not something that can get the channel banned you know yeah cuz I don't I don't like I I I do not like any kind of racism or or like
saying un alive all these people and stuff like that you know so I mean that that kind of thing I was trying to tell him to calm down on that but yeah right too he's too much he too much so we're having a great night anybody anybody here is welcome on the
panel I mean it's like we looks like we're we have like four people in the chat but uh we had we've had more more or less I think I started started a little bit early tonight but yeah I'm um I'm glad I'm streaming and uh last last night I had a good three and a half hour stream I and uh had a lot of fun and
uh you're ready for this weekend you're warming up this weekend when people don't have work yeah you know they'll be up more yeah I think the weekend will be good and uh but but guys anybody want to come up on the panel can you ask a question if you want so sis is a girl of course you can but if you'd like to come on the panel to have like a so I could talk to you that'd be awesome but I'll
be happy to do a reading for you if you're too shy to I get a I understand a lot of people are shy to go on the panel yeah D are you having a good time Mary so so go ahead ask you can ask your question in chat sister girl or just um or click the streamyard link and then you can ask it asking in person because that's always fun too because I like I
do like to interact with people and how'd you find me sister girl and yeah and really I want to thank also be tonight because I was on be's panel earlier and she uh she she told yeah she she was she had a panel and then and someone on the panel said oh I saw you at Pi's Pi's Channel and you're a nice guy oh nice you remember
their name I don't know if they spoke in the chat it it was it was it was like four letters and it had ended with like J A it was like eja a or something it was like um it like an O and no look who's back's back you know what anything the more
they post the more engagement they're creating for your channel any it's good for y she my algorithm yeah she's helping me but then she that's kind it's kind of a racist joke a little B but uh it's better than the Bible verses I suppose but not not very I read it you
call fight with oh that's bad oh we have a guest we have a guest coming up oh so Anna okay we we have Anna coming up hi hi okay um my username on YouTube
this is the girl oh hi nice to meet you nice to meet you welcome to the show thank you how'd you find my stream uh scrolling through the live good nice nice just live that's awesome I appreciate you coming and I
appreciate you coming on panel were you the person are you sister girl yes oh awesome where are you from I am from Chicago I currently reside in Georgia oh awesome you say Jerusalem Georgia Georgia okay okay Georgia Georgia On My Mind I'm sorry
that's I'm not the best not the best singer but uh yeah hi everyone welcome Anna and I have a great I have a very friendly chat and uh and good friends on the panel and stuff and um but I'd be happy if you you you're interested in Tarot and I'd be happy to answer any question and pull pull you
some cards if you'd like okay it was about a love interest but um do you need information about the person or the situation sure okay background um we've known each
other for about two years on and off we talking and we've had a connection but we kind of fell out for a little a little while and he came back to talk to me and now he has a
son so in regards to our friendship he kind of backed away because he said that his son's mom didn't feel comfortable with him talking to me so it's just with and being a trying to be a good friend and
understanding the circumstances of situation I didn't mind but at the same time it's he said things that doesn't hasn't kept his word with other things so just was wondering the Dynamics of what should I do I'm just grabbing my cards hold on a second all right the
cards okay damn you know a lot of people have definitely been there okay so I'll pull you a few cards for this okay okay so we have the hermit card okay and so maybe you've been in Hermit mode or or he's been in Hermit mode um but I think he's been thinking a lot about
this I think he's coming to a realization like you know about this and I think maybe you're coming to a realization about it I'm sure you have this High intuition about it already whether it's right right for you um and we have this Temperance card and so this says this says keep things
balanced um don't move too fast with it stay balanced you know just take things slow and it's like things will reveal themselves it's it's and if either of you are in Hermit mode hermit mode is a great time to to self-reflect and get in touch with your your inner self because we want to get in relationships with somebody that
uh when we love ourselves at the right time then I do the say three of Pentacles and so that looks like this also could mean a third priority involved but it also it also indicates that um that you've been doing a lot of work on yourself and also you two might do really well together materially like
I think you I think you would help him a lot either motivating or is assisting him in in the some kind of business or some kind of thing that will make you both um both happier wealthier I also see a king of Pentacles it looks like it looks like yeah it looks like he will become
wealthy um and I think that you would be a big part of that because we got the three of Pentacles and the king of Pentacles it's all about um Earthly manifestations and things like that I think you guys would be good together after being alone and after being separated um because we have the hermit okay Temperance yeah it's a I think
you're moving at the right pace with this and I think that that ultimately like he will be like a king and and very successful and and of course like know the queen is always a huge part of the king's success okay and I think you you do have this queen energy or Empress energy and we got another Pentacles we
got the it's a material gains and so I think it will work out really well for you if you pursue it I think you're a good combo you're a good team some somewhere and I think that you would be able to inspire him to to to gain this material wealth does that make any sense
it does um a lot of Pinnacles I am a Capricorn my birthday was actually you're a capricorn yeah I'm a Capricorn too you know and uh yeah and so I think yeah you probably would be a huge part of his success because you know especially Capricorn women are they they're like about about uh stacking the paper right and getting that money and
yeah and the King keeps the Queen's the queen keeps the king's money straight exactly and Teamwork Makes the Dream Work right guys you know I think you've been I think you've been single separated for too long for for a long time and uh you're taking things at the right pace and that when you do come together you will be successful okay and
uh material successful I think I think your dreams will come true with this one I mean it's just all signs indicated you got three really strong Pentacles cards I think you have this Earthly energy what's his sign if you don't mind me asking Sagittarius so Capricorn and Sagittarius Capricorn and Sagittarius you know um can
be you know he has a fire he has a motivation and everything you can keep him grounded you're you're gonna be the one that's like you know can can uh can tame the beast in a way right it's like because he's always out looking or aiming aiming his fiery arrows and things like that and you can be like this grounding thing to help him and
help direct the arrows you know behind the scenes the right things to shoot at the right opportunities I I think that you'd be really good together that's what I see for you okay I want to pull you another card from the Ganesha deck and the Ganesha deck is a uh it's a deck um it's an oracle deck and and the has a lot of good
information in it too for you so let me grab all these cards when someone does try to build up their future they do need you know someone to hold them down you know it's not enough to do it on their own so that's a good yeah and it's always always a team is always better you know it's always it's
always it's always good Mary says pie you're rotten but she still loves you though
okay okay hey and uh so for you for you m um for you um I'm sorry you are um anime really cute name Hill delay a little bit
anime name are you an anime fan are you an anime fan or no a little bit a little bit a little bit but look at this this is like the eye you know this reminds me of the eye on the dollar bill you know or you know the eye in the pyramid it says understanding and I and I said you have this intuitive knowledge you know you are you know women do have this
understanding and uh intuitive knowledge and I think all women are this high priest goddess um Empress queenly energy right and you've got a lot of that right women women are awesome you got understanding about this already okay so you have but you have understanding about but I'll read you from the book it's also number thir um 13 if that number means anything to you might be
relevant it says understanding it says Clear Vision is the gift of seeing with not only your physical eye but also your spiritual eyes and I'm sure you have a spiritual your third eye I think is open and you're able to like have vivid dreams and intuitions about things right is that true okay that's true says the eye of Ganesha symbolizes the state of
grace that is reached through your willingness to do your spiritual work in this lifetime as you focus on your life lessons you reclaim the true meaning of your being you have the talent and determination to continue on this course before you the eye holds the key to your higher cons Consciousness and your gift of awareness look for the deeper meaning of an ordinary experience also is telling me that this
might have been orchestrated by higher forces and everything and and and everything is supposed to be happy on its own time okay this is work on being more observant remember to live in balance with your physical and spiritual bodies take the time to look at your current circumstances from a different perspective free yourself from limiting thoughts and beliefs you're receiving an opportunity to move beyond your past
except that the fear from the past and except that the fear from the past and even as you move forward serves a greater purpose imagine yourself soaring Above This current situation and gaining a greater perspective it is your ability to rise above the conditions that will benefit you and assist you in flourishing Ganesh asks that you give yourself permission to be free and to be
free in order to attain the joy that your heart desires so maybe I'll maybe a lot of this is your your own your own wa you know your own negative thinking about it or your own mental blockages about it but go within yourself and meditate about this think about this look at things from a different perspective look at it from a higher perspective you'll know what's right for
you okay but you're you're you're you're beautiful um you're beautiful spirit you're a beautiful woman don't forget you're a queen okay I can just see the queen I can see the crown on your head right and P to you have a little you have a little princess Crown okay thank you you're welcome okay good everyone everyone's
smiling that's a good thing is there anything else you'd like to talk about or anything else you'd like to you know anything else you'd like to uh share or um if you have another if you want another card I'll pull you another card um because I have a different I have different decks and things like that but I'm just happy I'm happy you uh you decided to join the panel and thanks for
your bravery and uh I wish you the best of best of luck and the most happiness in the world right I appreciate that um And in regards to a second question I wanted to know well I am working on things
financially as far as building a website a Shopify store right now and using utilizing different AI techniques to generate content so with working on that in that
aspect what is the general overall anything that I should okay work on be aware of okay and I I'll pull you a card for this too but I'll tell you off top of my head that's really smart it's a really smart direction to go this utilizing
this AI technology utilizing the the internet websites for monetization um do you have your YouTube channel um I don't really post that much on it you don't well I tell you to consider also a YouTube channel because I think you have a good personality and it's like and then there's people out there
that want to hear what you have to say too and then you can use your YouTube channel as a way to promote all these other things and then if you utilize the AI which is a very smart you you should you know chat GPT you can do art art with a uh it's called called uh Dolly d
AI is that you can create art on Dolly and you know create logos and um there's a lot of really wonderful wonderful or there's a website called canva too if you want to create logos for your business and banners for your business and then put the banner on your YouTube put the banner on your Shopify store
unify your marketing presence okay so I see that you you're a Capricorn too okay so you're very business-minded right and you have you have this you have this drive you're like the goat right going up the mountain you you're determined you're GNA get there we're always gonna get there right Capricorns are always Gonna Keep climb you know Capricorns can or
goats can climb up these steep steep sides of cliffs and stuff like that very like that's so steep it's almost like a cliff side you know like a and we can we can we can climb very difficult situations we can always Ascend we we can also go to the depths and we we're we're half fish we're half goat right so we can swim to
the depths of our subconscious mind pull up ideas from the subconscious we can bring them into the world climb to the top right but I'll pull you a card for this oh is she still there uh oh I think she dropped off wa I think she I think she's still there her phone might her phone might have died okay can
you still hear me Anna or okay she hears me okay but so if you can see the screen I have the seed card right there okay so we have the seed and so right now you may be in the beginning stages of this idea but you know from a seed it grows wonderful things and so what your idea right now will really blossom and grow for you and so and
you're having good ideas and you're going the right direction so just be confident about that okay yeah and uh Mary says almost everyone should have a platform yeah everyone though yeah I don't think that I don't they think my earlier guest should have a platform but I definitely see Anna Anna has an idea for a business I see the business growing I see it
growing to a beautiful thing blossoming and wonderful things happening for Anna and so I want to thank you um I want oh sorry I'm so hold on I I keep saying Anna your name is oh yeah it is Anna it's Anna May okay yeah your name is Anime and uh yeah you're having you have these great ideas they're going to grow they're going to grow into something
special okay and you will succeed and then hopefully if you're even if especially if you meet the meet the partner whether it's the person you're thinking about or it's a different partner because the cards before might have been talking about a different king of Pentacles it could be a different man and maybe he's an earth sign
too but I see I I see you coming together being very successful so good good luck to everything good luck on your romance good luck on your business I see great things coming for you okay and you're beautiful and thank you for coming on the show well trouble woman trouble woman
would like to get a reading as well absolutely okay I'm gonna say goodbye I'm gonna say yeah Anna's Anna say goodbye okay so so uh trouble woman trouble woman do you want to come on the panel the L the link is pinned I'd like to I like I prefer to do a reading talking to the person not that I want information but i' like I like I get a better sense of the energy I think I do
better readings when I have a back and forth a little bit but if you don't feel like that just put your question in and you are totally welcome oh you're trouble with Mary you don't want do you wanna Mary Mary's on some hold on oh she said I thought Mary said I'm troubl woman she said hi trouble woman hey St H how are
you st an is here I thought Mary was coming on on different accounts no Okay so so trouble woman just yeah she got a little bit choked up yeah well I think I think it uh you know that's hopefully I touched hopefully I touched her heart and uh gave her some gave her some good advice you know okay you don't want to come on the K so trouble woman just type your question in
the chat and I'll answer hey Chris Chris is from his dad's account Chris you want to come up and say hi hi to p and I you know who Chris is p she wants to know if she will get a vac a vacation tomorrow oh tomorrow so so this I mean this is like very happening quickly right
so happen tomorrow is it g me is it a yes or no um yeah you want a yes or no hold on I'll get a card for you want to know will I get a vacation tomorrow this is the moon this is the moon and so the Moon is like the the Moon is kind of like the moon wants you to be surprised
about this you know the moon might it's a little it's a little bit unclear still you know it's like uh you know you have to wait for the till the sun comes up you know the moon's out right now right so wait wait till the sun sun come UPS it'll be it'll be very clear tomorrow right and uh personally I I feel like you will get this vacation I I I
feel like a positive answer but I think it the universe wants it to be a surprise right you don't think you um probably not Mary so it says chush from your dad's account what days you do panels Chris um okay so yeah Chris I do panels I'm doing panels every day I I have a streamyard I have a streamyard u a premium account and so I I can do
unlimited panels and and that's my format for the show from from now on you're welcome I hope that helped you but Chris but I want to say hi to you if you want to say hi on my panel and P want to say hi you met Chris yeah you have you haven't well Chris is on be's Channel
and he's a really sweet guy he's a very sweet person and uh you you love the answer better okay good yeah so Chris you're welcome to come back up if you want let me look I see the private chat is has a MC Nemesis said Hey in the private chat well that was a couple hours ago so yeah MC
Nemesis I'm sorry you're banned for my for my channel forever and uh you're not welcome back because you did you did the the bad thing and and I like I like some of the conversation but I want really respect for everybody here and you got your point across and okay yeah Chris is an awesome person Chris is
a sweetheart and the the link is pinned Chris if you if you want to come up okay oh he says he loves me brother oh I love you too Chris you're welcome you're welcome trouble woman hey Pi do you want a card today you'd like a card okay I got how does they know let's see what's in the cards for pie
okay I don't I did you get this healing card before I'm not sure you are I don't remember I feel like I'm getting a lot of C so you got this healing card and I'll read you I'll read you for the healing card it's number 36 that number is relevant to you but and then it's it's Ganesha riding on a peacock
oh I think I got it yesterday you got this one yesterday well that's card coming up for you again so you are definitely in this healing in a that is a double confirmation but also here's the car for you tonight P it's openness and he's he's sitting on the little crescent moon and so you're open to these new opportunities you're open to these new
people you're open to like a new life right um yeah oh yeah CH doesn't mind you asking I'm going to read you but that this card is number 18 says openness and it says observe evaluate and make inquiries be forming at a conclusion when the Moon is waning in the Crescent phase it's a
good time to begin to Red Review Endeavors and correct mistakes it's time to throw out what you would no longer need and clear away excess and old energy including any clutter that you might have accumulated you know a little spring cleaning right we're coming into spring little bit of spring cleaning of your of your repertoire some maybe really I I was
going to like hold on for a couple of months and like you know basking it before like throwing it all out right okay don't just saying screw it throw away that mental energy that's like bring me right you give it time but also this just but also be openness and it's also saying don't don't form conclusions
about it so keep an open mind about things and maybe like you know reconsider some things and you know just don't nothing's definite right now right in addition to discarding excessive material things in your life eliminate any unhealthy behaviors and relationships you may find that you're trying to decide between two options this card is not about making a decision but more about taking the time to really
listen to your heart and your inner voice ganes advis you to gain more information before you act this knowledge can be in many forms including your innate knowledge self- knowledge secret knowledge or even more esoteric wisdom which I think you have all of those right you may find that what you are attaining might be both mysterious and magical you are in a conscious period of creative release give thanks
and gratitude for the things that you have accomplished don't feel rushed or pressured to begin a new undertaking this is exactly what you just said right you know says review your goals and regroup accordingly once you have all the necessary information you will begin to feel motivated and set some new goals and start new projects right MH I hope you like that one and I'll pull you some
cards this other deck these are more of like my my interpretation of this okay and you got the Guardians card and so you have you have the spiritual Guardians and and this is a beautiful cats beautiful beautiful lionesses and I was just mentioning lionesses are so powerful and they're guard they're guarding they're guarding they're guarding the door and
so you have to keep you know keep your door guarded you know it's like you have the open this card and that's open your heart but also guard yourself at the same time open my heart not my door oh my God it's sled shaming me you've got these guard but you've got and also it's like also saying you've got guardians youve got guardian angels
watching you you got you got people protecting you you got people that love you and they're they're they're watching your door too and they're making sure that because we we don't want to see you see you get hurt or like the wrong people coming in and stuff like okay and this is rebirth right there so there there's a there's a there's you
know coming out of your cocoon metamorphosizing the beautiful butterfly it's it's a rebirth it's it's a coming into your new self right there are snakes around the neck is that a snake on the neck it looks like yes there're snakes there's snakes around the neck cool cool
and it's also like it also is like you know it looks like the same person you know it's either twin or or it's like you're looking at your your reflection and trying to see where I go wrong and see where it can go better yep and that's that's very healthy too and then and then there's also this it
looks like there's Amethyst in between them the amethyst Crystal might be a healing Crystal for you yeah guard them doors Mary says right and Chris Chris I'm not mad either Chris Chris I love you Chris and you're always welcome over here too Chris but yeah but uh yeah okay I'm gonna pull one more for
you pie I hope CH come on yeah I wish Chris would too I want Chris to talk but you got this you got this Queen card and it's a queen it's it's the Iguana Queen the queen you know so you've got this strong do you like iguanas yeah you
do okay good I I like dinosaurs I like lizards and stuff like that they're cool oh like I remember I remember like the movie Terminator where Sarah Connor like her young self she had a pet iguana and she would like kiss him and love on him it was so cute well I love I know people were talking in chat I'm not sure you're
involved in the conversation but they love Jurassic Park and they were posting all these dinosaur photos and stuff like that and so so I think it's G to be a future movie night for us as Jurassic Park I think we'll watch all the Jurassic Park movies because everyone L Loves Movies you know and stuff like that and everything you know we had some drama in
my Discord and feelings were hurt and um you know with people and a little bit um but I I think I think everyone has a good heart there and it's like I think some people are get more easily triggered than others and you know it's like it's a shame sometimes to have people because people they it always comes back to they're manad at me
because I you know I'm supposed to come in and step in and stuff but I don't I don't necessarily know what's going on and I don't necessarily ask know we're we're all adults the of the day yeah you know all we can do is help we can't you know and so I hope I just hope everyone forgives me and stuff and it's like and I didn't mean to
like force anyone to apologize if they didn't mean the apology and stuff like that and and I didn't mean and I think I think I'm still I still I was speaking to my friend too and I was trying to explain to him like people are coming from all different walks of life we have to remember that we don't need the
details right know to understand we should expect it and he felt really bad he's trying to sincerely apologize but he couldn't hold back like his own like impulses of anger because she wasn't ready to receive an apology either you so that was hard I that I really feel like they needed to sleep on
that do and I and I encouraged and then I and then I did I did share his apology with her because she did leave the server and I did share the apology he made I thought it was a nice apology and she's like well she's like well he's not blocked um so he can talk to me or whatever and so and I think that sometimes just people need a little time to process it and to what do I show on
Discord well Pi what what do we show on Discord Pi what do we show well Pi P Pi post some Pi post some furry pictures it's been a while but uh one there there one the other day but yeah um yes there was I know I look for photos that like represent my feelings at the moment and that's why I love
every I love everyone to express themselves on the Discord you should try being neighbors oh yeah says you should try being neighbors yeah um but I love my Discord and I love the people there and like I said I'm going to try to mod you there I'm I'm still figuring out the features like that but yeah but I sent you a sticker you can go into your settings and add it as an emoji yeah I'm
gonna try to do the do I'm gonna try to do that tonight after the show because I love that the heart sticker you like it okay if you're not sure I'll send you screenshots of how to like upload it yeah because that would be very helpful I'm still learning and then uh and then then like everyone I love how at premium Discord you can like post different people's from servers their
sticker I have access to all the stickers or the Emojis and I can post them on different ones I think Ali has some really cute ones I think I love his Emoji collection I love Lisa jordana's Emoji collection and U then I like you know let me you need to join Discord Mary um let's get you the link for Discord I can post
it um I think someone posted earlier you got it okay I have it I yeah I have it saved there we go there we go there we go then you know if you want uh I know you're not part go
pardon do I know what oh do do you know CA I know you're not I think they're they just joined recently yeah oh yeah he might have been yeah but he he said I could use his community rules for the Discord and so I'm going to have the community rules up there and just respect each other and know you know different things like that
but so I have really good people in my Discord watching out for me I'm trying to I have to push this button push this link at the I'm just gonna keep my streamyard up because I if anyone else wants to come as a guest and uh oh I'll do that too hold on thank you so
much there's that one and then I just like this one cuz because it's colorful but yeah I was wondering for the Discord uh because I love how everyone can be very open but obviously with all that openness There's No Boundaries it can lead to isolation in a way yeah people can't feel like they can't participate in the confers because
not part of it so maybe we could just you know gently suggest to people that if it's if it's a topic that other people can't just chime in on maybe just take that to private yeah and say it I encourage like if you can't resolve your issue either there's always a block button and you don't have to see them on the you don't have to communicate with them and
stuff but uh but I think we're since it's an adult Discord we're all adults we can all discuss things maturely and it's like but I last night I was getting all upset and trying to like make everyone happy we were trying to resolve it right away and I think that was the issue because it's not one of those things
that could be resolved right away it needed like down I think the I think there we should always give it some time like I I always suggest like you know when like a a married couple has a fight it's always better to sleep on it and then the next day because you know really we'd have a fight some some say that you shouldn't
go to sleep angry yeah you don't go to sleep and you try to resolve it that I before but if you're really mad about it sleep on it and then in your dreams you can process it and then like if my my parents or I was in fight with my parents or something like that they' be mad that night and then the next day they'd be like oh good morning and it's like it it's all gone sometimes
just a good night's sleep is all it needs but I I suggest like work on relationships not don't just like throw everything away just over one thing you know it's like or or know people nobody knows what's going on like what's going on with other people and stuff like that then there's people different triggers and people have different traumas and people have different things that offend them and
stuff like that and then I have a Discord with like very some some very like different sectors of YouTube and some are more like more like ip2 kind of people where it's like just like Alisa is like she doesn't want the ip2 as mods because it's like they have a little bit
more of a runchy sense of humor a little bit more sexual kind of jokes and stuff representing Two Worlds she still loves oh you love my heart Mary that's a sweet that's so sweet Mary said she loves my heart she doesn't care what they say y i really that's what I I love my I love my heart too and it's like and I'm
thankful that like no matter what I've been through and like all this stuff it's like I still feel like I have a good heart and it's like and it hasn't all the negativity i' I've experienced and all like the sad and things like that haven't made me a bitter person and I like I don't think I'm a bitter person I think I'm a I'm still I still have that good heart that
I had when I was like a little boy and it's like I and when I was a little boy I just I remember I like I like made a book and I drew pictures and made this book and it was just like all about love and it was all about that's what I'm still about and it's not trying to be cheesy it's not trying to say I'm like I'm a person and you know
I'm all innocent and everything because you know I've had my Not Innocent moments and uh and I'm in you know what's that song the huba St song I'm not a perfect person you know so that's me I'm not a perfect person but I do I do like truly I'm not pretending about or faking or anything
about how much I love people and I really do love people and I'll forgive anybody I'll forgive anybody for whatever whatever yeah the point of on and being happy again yeah and then I do that's why I was saying like that's why I like Jesus because Jesus was don't let my heart
turn black you won't let yours either yeah yeah even even if I even if I I put a might put a little wall around my heart sometimes you know a black wall but it's always like the same the same heart inside and U you know I'm being more careful about guarding myself and sometimes saying sometimes some people
some relationships it's better to Love From Afar you know it's better to like wish them well and wish them on their healing journey and then not be like right there where it's like they can lash out at you and they can like take out their because we know we know we deal with that yeah cuz sometimes like you
know they're going to need to spread their arms out to you know release like their attension and you don't want to get in the way of that yeah and that's why it's better for both people sometimes and it's like it's it's better for me and it's better for them and it's like they can do their healing process and everything yeah I know Mary sees the child and everyone it's hard enough
that's why I I'm I'm very big about the inner child and like healing the inner child one time I had a dream about my inner child and he was all you ever see the movie um um you us it's called us you know it's by the okay well the guy that did get out had he made um you know Jordan Peele you know from Kean Peele he made get out right and then he made a
movie called us you didn't see get out well that's another movie that we have to do noar though but us is about this family and they go to their vacation house and then all of a sudden everybody has a doppelganger and so the whole family all the doble G and they're all wearing red and they also are coming out of the shadows and stuff like car
like Coral you know Coraline I love that movie I love Coraline they had a d ganger family yeah it's like the other mother kind of thing but they but all the all the doppelgangers are from the below world and and that's like and they breed rabbits there and they I don't know what they're milking them for ad d r n o c h r o m I'm not sure but uh because rabbits produced that by the way
but wa oh but the little boy in that that's why the Playboy Bunny tunnels and stuff like that and all this kind of there's a lot of stuff to that but the little boy in the movie he his doppelganger had a mask on all the time and then when he removed the mask he was like terribly burned and stuff like that and so I think I had a dream where
my inner child had been burnt and stuff like that and so I uh I believe in like healing and stuff like that and I I like the idea that we can heal as humans because we can't go through you know life just being perfect all the time it's good to have that regenerative quality and because we're not perfect and so like trying to be perfect is like is is like not something that will ever
work it's like you know and the spiritually spiritually we're perfect and spiritually we're impenetrable but as humans we're all flawed and we all have flaws and we all sin when we all but but that's what the other guy was saying he's like oh well if if you do something then it's like you should be killed you know and it's like no it's
like no I understand that because in society we're trying to live with an honor System right so we because we don't want to live in a prison system right because in prison you can't go you don't have freedom you can't go without being escorted or being watched like they don't trust you in society they give you that leeway and Trust so there has to be a certain honor Among Us
there's L of that there's less of that in society too nowadays and it's like where everybody is like they'll take every little thing and like then people can be smeared and people can be um you know degraded to animals and stuff like that and some people think of humans as sheep and cows and just just a milk supply or just a labor source right yeah
it's just too easy to be taken advantage of but we have to be stronger against that and putting everyone in prison doesn't work like I know in Europe they wanted to get rid of all their prisoners they were tired of killing them so they wanted to send them to the America this is supposed to be a prison colony and that still didn't work so yeah yeah you can't just whisk
your problems away like we have to deal with them and we're almost in our own prisons where we have all the security and we don't we like and everything has locks and everything is a you know background checks and and uh and everything like that and so we mean we do have our own checks and balances in the outside world and then prison it's worse but uh you know sometimes in
prison it's like sometimes prison is better for people there's some people that prefer the prison life it's it's it's like going to Camp forever you know it's like you're all with you're all with the guys all with the girls you can all and it's like and then you can you know there's a lot of stuff it's like um you can all participate in AR activities and then there's there's also a Redemption available there where you
can have the freedom to like that's why a lot of people will get into religion in in prison in prison I also you know there's some people in prison and they get holier than now and then and they don't understand it's like they they did something wrong and stuff like that and it's like then they're judging other people and so sometimes the criminals can be most judgmental people of all of
other people and stuff like that always remember we are all human and humans are we have free will and so we can choose to do good we can choose to do evil and we want to choose to do good because we have that choice and if we can choose to do good we can choose to do good and that's why I love um
reformed convicts I love when a convict will uh come out of prison and then get a job and or like just like that that guy I showed you on Instagram who was a he was a gang member and he was in prison and then he came out and then he became a tattoo artist like a very great tattoo arts and he and then he like
makes Instagram videos of working out and improving your body and because there is good things that you can learn there and everything not not some people deserve to be there forever and that's good and then the but some people can learn a lot and reform and come out and just like me I went to I went to
jail for a few days and uh you know I didn't do anything that wrong it was just like you know misdemeanor you know who'd you beat up my wild days and I had fun I I had fun in jail and I had fun in jail and I and I bonded with with guys and they were nice to me and and it's me it's like I'm
like this gay it's not that hard to be a good human Mary yeah I I I had my first boyfriend in my in my life you know he was really cute and he was you know and uh and we had fun for that three days and he was really nice to me and nothing negative nothing negative ever happened to me in jail and uh but I
didn't want to be there and I know that and I'm happy to not be there and uh but since then nothing I've been on the straight and narrow pretty much you know it's like but I uh you a lot of a lot of people have just uh party at Pelican boy oh here's Ila this is Ila who saw you at the that's ilza who saw you in your stream you know ilza
yeah yes yes I've I've seen her around is that the person you were telling me about that was on oh okay hi Ila came thank you Ila that's the only reason I like jail I like jail because we had a really fun shower we had a big group shower and everyone was like playing with you know they're all
very it was a very playful shower oh no it's really funny to see criminal some criminals are like happier in jail and they're very comfortable there and stuff but also I got that my had I had a I had a Latino roommate Latino he uh he made he's like I'll make you a Ramen sandwich and so he like he make made it basically in the toilet in the sink and stuff like
that and he like had these ramen noodles and then he put it between bread and he and it was it was not a bad sandwich yeah and uh and then uh I want to know I want to know I want to know do you guys clean your own toilets there well so I got put in the Trap House cell so my to the toilet in my cell was already flooded but I didn't go to the bathroom once
when I was there for like the whole 3 days when I when I went out of jail I went like right home and uh yeah I cleared myself out you I got the soap on purpose yeah it was liquid soap and it just slipped out of my hands I couldn't help it yeah and uh I was the most popular person
there I know that I know okay so if they're I know they use the toilet for like a fermenting alcohol stuff like that they have to clean it before because I'm sure it would like you get sick from using it if it wasn't like but that's also it's it's in like a wrapped it's in a plastic bag and everything and so it's not there's no nothing that gets in it but I'll say on they told me that
you're supposed to sit on it backwards you know like there's an episode of South Park where Butters sits on the toilet backwards and he's like oh but you have a shelf for your cookies and your milk and stuff on the shelf and oh so many things you can do here this little desk and he's like what like you sit on the toilet backward yeah and so but that's what they tell you you're like sit on the toilet backwards and just keep flushing it you know and then
because you don't want to like irritate anybody you know so it can yeah you're supposed to do that because the toilet's not supposed to handle that much of a load you know and you don't want smell to like emanate outwards That's not healthy either so you're supposed to keep flush I keep telling my brothers that but they don't want to do it yeah so but they have it all down to a science and there and and and also they
they also they were able to make like I remember I went to the I went to the Peckerwood Wing I told you peckerwoods so that they said what race are you and I'm like I'm white but I but I think I'm I think I'm I think I'm classified as other because I'm gay right and so I like I'll go with the Asians and they're like no no you go with the white people so I went to the peckerwood and they're like they're like okay they like you're real and one guy was like you're real
cute and then the other guys are like they're like oh we're gonna make you do 500 push-ups a day we're gonna put you you're so skinny and we're gonna put you and then they everyone gave me we get these little bags of food and stuff and I had no mattress and so I used like the food as the mattress for the first night everyone threw their food on my bed because I was so skinny you know
and it was cute and I'll tell you also when I got out out a jaal because I made a I made a deal to get out early to do community service and so they sent me to they sent me to the police horse stables where they had the horses and the guy there was so mean it was so cool clean the horse stable and they're like do not touch the horses not look at the horses
they don't talk to the horses but they took all the horses out don't look yeah they're like but they took all the horses out and we clean the Stalls and everything and then I like did the worst job I got fired from that the horse St job like I think on the third day I got caught smoking cigarettes in the ouse they had these little ouses and he's like he's saw cigarettes in the
ouse and stuff like that so I got I I got fired from the from the from the stables and so I got sent to um clean the as a janitor crew in the jail cell in the in the county for the for the in the business office of the police department the LA County Jail um offices I went to the you know the Sergeant's room and everything and we would empty
the trash cans clean all the bathrooms and stuff and I was there with a crew of people and so and uh and so I did that you got you got it to go Mary we love you thank you so much for for coming we love you Mary you're awesome Mary thanks for hanging out I know I know have been a kind of longer stream longer stream tonight too but uh
I just I love I love uh chatting and streaming um doing my doing this it also takes my mind off of you know worrying about if there's a fire fire coming and everything you know I would be so ready for that fire oh my God be packed you know everything's
ready to go out the door there's Mex there's a Mexican guy in beas today and he's like he's like I have two hoses and I was like you need three hoses you need at least three hoses to take out this yeah but uh people were telling me that the fire hydrants were out of water that out of water
and also my whole our whole Police Department in the city is in um Pacific Palisades right now so there's no police depart there's no fire department here right now everyone's in Pacific Palisades and so they need to get back here they need to get back here before the fire you know before the fire spre and uh it's a really uh it's but it's really sad thing people like people are
losing their homes and then there like you can't get insurance you can't you know you can't buy fire insurance at the last minute kind of thing and so there's people going to be suffering from this and people people all the people that did have all these pets and stuff I saw one video where the guy's like oh when you're you're in you're in a you have to stay in your house and there's fire all around you and he just had showed his windows and there's just fire all around
the house and stuff like that and his dogs in there it's really really sad and uh so I want to I would just be like running the water constantly and just like making everywhere outside wet like I just what else you do you can sit there with you your fire hose but then these raging fires you know and it's and it's like in sat in California and most of them are probably set by arsonists because on on on my birthday January 7th
when the fire started there was the our Pier caught on fire too and our Pier our peer has burned down before it was it's an old Pier called Rondo Beach pier and it has burned down before when I was like a kid my mom drove us over there to watch and the pier was on fire and stuff like that but uh they rebuilt it and then it was that was on fire the other day too and
so I just want to pray for everybody that is affected by the fires and um I I think that it'll be okay I don't think I'll be evacuated I don't think the fires will reach over here I think they're being very proactive and just warning warning everybody everyone was calm in the when I went to Whole Foods and everything but it's a really it's a scary thing and I mean if it you know
fire fire is Canna be out of control yeah thank you Galacticus Galacticus is here thank you Galactic if you ever you wanna Gayla you want to ever join the panel too um link his pinned and uh I'd love to talk to you and I'd love to do a reading for you sometime too yeah I've been on for almost three hours but I'm going to stay on till I like
I'll stay till um 3:30 like I did last night for three and a half hours but uh I'm just having a good time and I love the chat is you know a lot of people that that I know they they've had channels for a few years and their chats aren't as popular as mine and they have less people you know it's like and I want also that's why I want to support my my friends and stuff like that and uh
I'm just thankful that I'm on you Youtube algorithm even though that guy the guy probably tried to ruin it tonight by saying horrible words that schnappi said many times and and I apologize to my audience that I was not fast enough in getting him out of here I'm trying to learn the streamyard I'm doing the best I can right now yeah but it's sad people it's sad people can try
to hurt you like that especially when you're I'm I'm trying to be gracious host I'm trying to be a good host I think I'm doing a good job but I'm not perfect at it yet and uh so I wasn't fast enough in getting that guy out I was because I b i banned him and then he was still in the room and I had to make him I had to push leave room and stuff like that so I'm learning now so next time I'll know push leave room first and
then ban them afterward but yeah we had some we had a we did have an interesting uh okay you did okay thank you GAC yeah I'd love you to come on sometime because you're a good friend of mine and you're an awesome person and uh and everybody else and we have a nice eight people in the chat you know this is this is pretty awesome for me just to
be able to and to have my like my best my best my besti on the panel and uh I I love pies in my talks and stuff like that you know um she's such a great great person and uh and I love you pie thank you C I love you you're always very sweet
and I love that I can make you happy good feeling yeah you you had 30 other night yay oh awesome Mary yeah oh I had oh I had 30 yeah I had I had I had 33 in the in the chat the other night and that was awesome I was like I never had this many people in my chat and now now I have 10 people and so we got new people coming
in guys you're um yeah everyone loves pie right pie is a great like little I'm GNA call you my co-host instead of like my guest you know because I think you're like a you're like a good we're like a Howard and Robin kind of you know you're Robin Quivers I'm Howard Stern right I like I like the I like our Dynamic and how we
can just chat because I tried to do radio show before in college with somebody and and then it didn't really work out like we didn't have the good chemistry on air and I I was pretty nervous back then too and I was not a great great broadcaster but I think I think I'm took me a while to be able to get on camera um on YouTube and I had to
do panels for a while yeah I think it took a lot of them kicking you out for you to finally realize you know what you're G to do this on your own that's what that's one thing like I thought it was so interesting like it helped you and things happen for a reason yeah I I totally but I totally and I also like I
went to like unfriendly places like hostile places sometimes and then I like but but it was good for me because I liked being able to like being able to talk to everybody even like people that are not into tarot and stuff like that and then I'm like I
like to I like to open people's minds to things and uh and I'm I always try to be nice like like um and like I'm not like a you know you know sometimes I have a sense of humor people don't understand and and I make inappropriate jokes and stuff ask a question cabba go on platform yeah we'd love cabba can you come on Plat can you come on can you
click the link I'd love I'd love to meet you meet you and talk to you do a reading for you right you can ask a question everybody's welcome everybody's welcome you know all I ask is that you be respectful to myself be respectful to my guests you know that's like it's like go it's like going to somebody's house you know you want that's why on on other shows whenever whenever they had
somebody that the chat didn't like and stuff like that I'm like well this is their show and it's like that's their guest and so you respect their guests while they're on and so and also guys I've been on a lot of different types of people and i' I've been around a lot of types of different people and I've been around people that do not like gay people and then i' I've like and then they're like you're the first gay person I've ever
liked in my life you know and it's like or I've never met a gay person I didn't know there were good people or I didn't know you know and you're the only one I've ever liked and stuff like that and so I've I've uh I like I like being able to change people's pers perspectives about things and I like um being able to get along with a lot of different types of people and so yeah
I'm I'm I'm a very blessed person you know and and it's like no nobody ever has to worry about me because I I am okay I I am a I'm you know some people when you care about someone worry about yeah you do but also like I am I'm just very
blessed beyond my my wild I'm very person I thought you know I thought I would like be dead at 30 years old for a long time you know and it's like and so I'm already like way past my life expectancy all my all my life since 30 has just been a bonus for me you know and uh I'm happy to be here I'm still I'm happy to that I do get AC the
acceptance that I do from people yeah Mary says you bet you can even change God's mind because and Mary earlier Mary had a good comment about she she likes to debate with God and have a debate with God and I think God likes a healthy debate and and I think you know so yeah I think God wants us to be independent I don't think God wants us to take orders if if there is if
there is a God I think they want us to live our own lives you know and and my my my my view on God is God is love and I really believe God is love and ultimately it's about love and improving yourself and trying to go to go to the higher level and reach him and that's why he made us yeah Mary Mary Mary Mary knows exactly right that's why he made
us it's like he made he made us in His image and uh we should be striving to the highest image right you think God is you think God is lonely and that's why he made us I think so and because there there's a great video I used to watch and I don't know if it's around anymore and I don't remember the name of it or
anything but it was like God was all one and then he had no one to talk to and he had um nowhere to go and nothing to do and so broke up cart in a million pieces so he could like experience everything and learn about himself through other through through through other people and I think that we are the people he's he's
learning and experiencing through and so I believe everybody has this God part of them hi Mike how are you Mike do you want to come on panel you're welcome to come up have a question you know Mike or you're welcome to come up ask a question no you don't no but yeah we're we're friendly people here and and feel feel free to hit the streamyard link it's pinned and you you can ask a question or if you just want
to ask a question in chat but we love new people and uh we have a great uh we have a great group here it that Mary says he'd be bored AF without us right that's fun that's that's fun but it's but but but it's true I think I think they think we're all we're all parts of we're all part we're we're all
different parts of God and then it's like it's like and that's unlimited because there's so many different people and all different experiences and I think he wants to experience everything and I think we'll be around until he's experienced everything like every single every single possibility every single scenario and everything right hello Brooke do you want to come on panel Brooke um you're welcome up you can ask a question and uh or if you want to ask
a question in just the chat but I I'd love uh love to have another person come on the panel I'd love guests on the show it's fun is it getting late there in Canada p is it is it 12:30 oh sure you go will you go on panel Brook come on
up you're brave yeah it's past midnight here and it's covered in snow that's all was really nice I went for a walk out it was still nice even though it was really cold well you know I I even have Sympathy for the Devil too and it's like and I even think that God loves God uh God has love for the devil too even the
de even the devil it's the creation of God and it's like even that the devil's the opposite of God and stuff like that it's hell was like a place where the devil could Thrive because the devil wasn't able to thrive heaven and that's like that's like that's like getting biblical if you go to Ezekiel okay your ex is coming back you don't want him I'll P you some
cards cards Brook for sure but I want to say like um like in the Ezekiel it says Lucifer was you're scared you're you're a little bit a little bit shy Brook we don't be scared we we don't bite P might P might bite you but um you know she she might give you this little a little love bite right they chat all
the time okay go and devil chat also yeah but but in Ezekiel it says Lucifer was God's favorite angel most beautiful angel his covering cherub like and so he was his basically his physical form or something like that and then Lucifer wanted to be
like God because and then so because he couldn't because you know so he God let him have his own world and and so maybe he's the God of this world and stuff like that he's also the leader of the choir of angels okay you're scared of him his name is okay you're scared of him um you're scared of him and his name is Andrew okay let's have a
look at let's have a look for Mary where's my cards for Mary she said not for Mary for Brooke oh for Brooke I'm sorry for Brooke my is my ex trying come back you don't want him to okay well you know that's what restraining for Brooke and and uh if this is a a scary person you know I'll say make sure just go file for restraining order keep them away from
you you don't want him back you won't get him back I see you as this princess of cups I don't know if you're a water sign but you have this you know it says the princess of the Palace of floods and it's a beautiful a beautiful mermaid she she's a little bit topless there but um see you're in touch with your emotions you're you know but it's the floods and so that
the sometimes maybe the emotions can get out of control and uh but you can Master you can Master these you know because you're the mermaid the mermaid can swim through the through the Wild Waves and stuff like that you've you've already probably been through a lot with with this person you probably some negative experiences okay um and you're and you you've you've you've uh you you've
you've gone through it and then we have the fool card and so this is a time this is a time for you to take a leap of faith and you know especially if this person's a dangerous person you want to you want to step away from him you're going to you're having a new start this is like a starting over card and so you know you're going to have the support the support it have a new mind about it
go fishing Pisces you're Virgo Libra cusp okay so your Earth your earth air sign okay still I feel like I feel like there's some water in your chart someplace you check your astrological chart right Libra after afterworld yeah look at your astrological chart but we have and then we have the foolish man and the
foolish man is is a is a air sign so that goes with along with the Libra right and so take a leap of faith go go to the direction you want to you know and step away from this person right and then we have yeah then we have another water card the queen of Cups and so you're you are definitely on your way to emotional
Mastery and the queen of cups I know you have a huge you have a huge heart I'm sure check your astrological chart there's going to be some water in there right but uh it says the queen of the thrones of the waters and so you're you're going to end up mastering your emotions through this process right and when you master your emotions then you won't be you won't have this attachment to them okay but I know you have a I know you have a big heart and I
know you're an empath okay there is okay so Brooks says there is okay I'll pull I'm going to pull another card for Brook out of a different
deck Brook this ISS how can I Infuse more selflove and compassion into my daily life and it says if your compassion does not include yourself it's incomplete and so it has a list of suggestions of what to what to do today and do one of these things today says set stronger boundaries meditate and listen to your heart speak to yourself with compassion focus on your strengths
say no to something that isn't a soul yes say yes to something that you're afraid of let go when you cannot control stay away far away from drama and negativity ask for help and allow help your empathia and write down three things you're you're grateful for yeah and so you're empath and so yeah you're very sensitive to other people's energy and you're probably sensitive to his energy you're probably opening your
heart to him still but maybe he maybe it's time to disconnect and take your en energy away from him because it's like we don't want this we don't want a a dynamic That's not healthy for you okay so you're an empath yeah I could sense that you have you have these EMP empathetic cards the princess of Princess of Cups
and the water and you're not going to okay yeah so you're you're making these right decisions for yourself and and you also have an intuitive knowledge about this okay so continue on your path and uh you don't want to have somebody that's that's you're afraid of or or that's dangerous to you you know and and I know
sometimes danger can be or danger can be attractive to some people I'm attracted to the bad boys right I'm attracted I want I want them to be nice to me right and so I a little bit Yeah if you want it's always good to it's always good to have a little bit of a bad boy but you don't want somebody that's that that's gonna be not nice to you and you know want somebody that's going to um hurt your
feelings and treat you wrong okay so I hope I hope you enjoy I hope you enjoy that reading I hope I answer your question yeah I'm going to stay on for another probably um 20 minutes Mike do you want to come on know you're you don't like him living you know if you can move away if you if you can you can otherwise the restraining
order is in order yeah Mary of course and of course Mary because you been here for you've been you've hanging in there for so long I've got a I've got a card for Mary or a few cards for Mary Mary am I letting fear stop are you letting fear stop you Mary
is there something that you want to pursue but you're you're just doubting yourself okay go ahead and join Mike it's okay if you're wasted I'm I'm I'm halfway to waste it too we don't we don't mind here right we can we can handle Mike right it says am I leading fear stop me though and it says are you experiencing a mountain of fear right now are you stalling freezing or giving
up the Juicy Secret is that you are the boss of fear you are unstoppable but it's up to you to see that by taking action so it says today be brave and do not and do it scared choose one fear and move through it you're in need of a hero so that is who you will become you're always second guessing yeah so but remember you're the boss of your fear
and you're you're in control you're in control of your these emotions right yeah exact and I hope you like that card I'll get you Ganesha card for from from Mary
this one says priorities Mary and so what watch what you're prioritizing watch what you're watch what you're thinking is um considering as important and and and um PRI prioritize your priorities okay I going to read it from the book on this one so it's number 30 just just uh find what's important to
you and then make that the priority it says make the most out of your time every every day is a gift you have the option to make the most out of what life is offering you if you long to create organization in your life you will benefit from prioritizing your ideals determine what you will seek in life your priorities are most visible in how you use your time uness is holding the water L and emphasizing the importance
of your values he encourages you to know what you truly want what makes you happiest there are always blessings that may not be apparent in the midst of disappointment time is not something that can be safe for later when it comes to time allotted to each day you only have a limited opportunity make your choices about how you spend your time in accordance with your highest values if
you languish or procrastinate the moment will be gone re-evaluate how You' have been spending your days and how you can strive to be more satisfied in terms of priorities for each major decision such as education occupation place of residence marriage or parenting you may ask yourself what will be the impact of my decision in all choices make sure
what you are certain of what your priorities are relate your goals to ways to bring love and blessings to yourself and the people who you share your life with and definitely I feel Mary you are beginning to prioritize the right things and you're making the right goals you're heading the right direction just don't doubt yourself you love that okay that's wonderful and I hope that gave you some
great insight and I hope you love that K Ka kab or kabi you're welcome I like I like the name cob kabi kab you're welcome to come on the kabibi hey khabibi is here welcome to come on the panel and and and ask your question too just make sure you're safe and happy and that's and that's also for all these all these things if you if it
resonates with anybody in the room you know take take that to heart too right there's no time today like today especially with our future yeah so sees sees the moment it's a carpet DM right is that carpet DM sees the day I'm not sure if that's the right Latin carp DM you know but yes sees the day see se's the moment you know before it passes You
by because if you procrastinate then the moment's gone and and the energy of the moment's gone so when it feels right go for it right and I believe that you're going to have an intuition about the right timing you're going have the gut feeling like P said follow the gut feeling you know listen to your intuition very strongly your intuition is your little Guardian Angel showing
you where to go and uh telling you the right time and listen listen to your gut right that's a great great advice p p p you should become a psychic you should become a a Tarot reader right yeah thank you I think if I would it would be like a a mock one think mock one because I think well you can I think you have a sense of
humor with it but I think you have a talent of intuition and you know how to talk to people I would pick up a card I would pick up a card I would just make up everything so it's always goingon to be different that's you know what with t you know what the cool thing about tarot is there are no rules in Tarot and so if you see a card and you get a feeling
about it and and you have interpretation of the of the image on it and all that you can you can really help people and it's like you can also read for yourself and all that kind of stuff but I think you but as a as a female you you especially as a female you have the stronger intuition and you know and you are have the natural empathy I mean you've been you're very empathic to me you've given You' given me better advice
than I've given myself right you you've given more psych advice give advice no one can give thems advice that's why even Teresa was saying that she'd rather go to someone else because because of a bias on yourself that's yeah that's what I always say is like that's why I don't I don't like to read for myself in too in depth because I'm very biased toward
and we all have our own bias toward ourself and so it's it's always better to I I think it's better to read for other people or to get other perspectives about it but ultimately we make the decision about our lives and stuff like that and and and I just want to say you really helped me a lot and a lot of and you've been a good really good listener and you and that's sometimes that's all some somebody needs
is someone to listen to them and and someone to bounce ideas off of or someone to just someone to be a friend you know and that that's that's what that's the beautiful thing about it you can do it yeah and you can do it with cards you can do it without cards you can do even if you open a page of a book you can find something that will relate to the situation and I'm sure yeah someone gifted you cards I've had gifted
I've had gifted decks I've had the decks I've bought myself you know I don't but I don't think there's rules about gifted decks I know that my Russian friend would always say oh you have to be gifted the deck and everything I I was gifted decks my my parents bought me my my my first decks and everything but I also think it's good to find Decks that um you resonate with and that you like
and your favorite artist your favorite oh thank you Mary you are so awesome you are precious I'm grateful for you I just have I have the just the sweetest sweetest most awesome people in the chat and and my panel I'm just a lucky person and that's why you guys keep me going you guys you guys make me want to say I wanna I want to stream
every day I want to talk I want to talk to everyone again I want to talk to them in person I wanna I wanna do readings it's 12:22 oh so Brook is Brook is in the Eastern time zone so it's 12:22 so that's a great number yeah the same as me thank
you and you can also look at time 1222 is also two plus two plus two is six and plus one is seven and that's that's the Chariot card 122 is your birthday oh so she's right on the cusp of the Capricorn Aquarius cusps I'm a I'm a I'm a Capricorn Sun Aquarius Moon so even
though I'm not on the cusp I still have that very strong Aquarius energy where in Aquarius I call the emotional alien sometimes we're known as like the we have these aliens sometimes they call us the natural Psychopaths but I I I like to think I have the I have the the empathy from the Capricorn and I have
the psychopath from the Aquarius and just makes a good little good little mix able to into both right fun while you have no morals and to hold yourself down Christina we have Mike coming on Christina how's it going we have Mike on the panel too how are you are you okay Christina you want you don't want to
come on the panel it's okay Christina but I love you and uh and I'll answer your question too love you Christina how are you Mike hello sir I'm I'm I'm good um does my microphone sound okay yes it sounds very clear s like a cartoon character a little bit but that's cool I'm happy to talk to cartoon characters I love I wasn't I wasn't anticipating
coming on here and getting roasted within five seconds um okay so can I introduce myself real quick yes I'd like to hear you talk to talk to us ladies and gentlemen it is 11:24 p.m. where I am here in Paduka Kentucky right now we're we have some snow coming up pretty soon and I I'm on this channel here hello folks I don't know I'm just I'm
really up okay please look I'm not trying to do I do I know you from somewhere just tell me how you found the channel um it was on my homepage I just unsubscribed to a whole bunch of stuff that I had tonight what it was on my home page I want to talk to you in private I'll talk I'll email you okay go ahead Mike go ahead Mike I want to hear
more oh okay well um okay well really quick um all right so I was unsubscribing from a bunch of like channels that I subscribed to because I had so many like alerts so I'm going through and I'm like Blom and then I went back to the home my homepage now my homepage would be would be filled with
all these subscriptions right well now that they were all gone yours was just right there and I was like oh and so I jumped in and then but I was really up I mean on life I'm up on life and good readings and stuff and uh but I'm really up on good readings right now so um I didn't want to come on because I didn't want to make
an ass out of myself and I didn't want to derail what you had going on here sir but thank you for inviting me up you're welcome happy to have you happy to have you here Mike and I appreciate you coming on a so you're from Kentucky well no I'm actually from New York but I live in Kentucky I moved here
in 2003 okay Kentucky has some good fried chicken I heard um I mean I think so well they do they do we'll just get to the breast tax here okay I get the joke um I um I don't go there I don't I don't I
don't even eat chicken at all like it's really really strange there are people here that do because I see that you know they they have there are people that like I've seen birds like flying around and so apparently that is going on out here Ducky from Kentucky I never thought about that shout out to
kab the Ducky from Kentucky we have the Ducky from Kentucky online okay I pulled the chat back open so um are you doing a reading sir because I can I can be quiet it's hard for me to do that but I can be quiet though okay give you a reading if you have a question if you have a question or if you just want me to do a reading I'll I'll Happ me to
pull cards for you or if you just want to talk talk about anything yeah go ahead well may maybe you could tell me about your um about your channel sir about my channel well I started my channel last year after like a lot of uh I always wanted to start a YouTube channel I was a little bit too shy to always do it and then but then I started doing YouTube um chats and then I
started doing YouTube panels and then I went on my own channel and so um my Channel's growing pretty fast and um I start start now now I'm doing my own panels on my channel I'm doing panels on my channel and uh I'm having a really fun time I love meeting all these new people I love I love my friend group because I I don't have that many friends
on the in the outside world and I I have my family around but all my most of my friends I made on on YouTube and I hang out a lot online and stuff like that and uh I'm a I'm a pretty uh I've done a lot of readings you know in the in the past few years and
I'm I'm pretty uh happy with my my uh my results and I'm happy to help people and I like to talk to all kinds of different people and from all walks of life and um I have a sense of humor too I like to think and so that's a little bit about my channel if you have any more specific questions I'll be happy to answer but on a scale of 1 to 10 how high are you
right now how high am I I'm not very high I'm not high because you know I don't I smok pot I smoked pot for 25 years but I have I haven't smoked pot in probably about a month and uh you know I just uh I had one I have three drinks tonight I have just some tall
boys I two voodo Rangers and a twisted te and I'm on my last tall boy and I've been on for a few hours yeah you're 10 on and how high yeah how high am I I just feel you know I feel pretty in a good mood I feel but I'm not I'm not high on I'm not high on any drugs I'm U I'm high I'm high on I'm high on cat
piss it's called cheesing when I do is I put my cat I put my cat in the harness and then I put a video on of like cats in the wild and then the cat will will stream a put a stream of piss in my face and then I will I go to this uh this animated land called um heavy
metal and uh and then I met the met the big boob goddess there and uh and I slayed the goblin goblins around there and I saved her and then we ride we right away in my um my flying convertible and that's that's that's how uh basically how high I am no I'm just kidding no I don't do
that I mean I don't inhale cat piss on purpose but I have so many cats can't I can't help it sometimes and so all I'm high is cat piss okay no um you do have I am not high on cat piss I'm I
swear I just like the smell I'm just kid I don't magic then Jesus came back then Jesus came back and everyone lived happily ever after right uh oh he left oh no I don't know if he dropped out you can come back here
guy it was a joke it was a joke okay yeah a joke he doesn't actually take catp and put it behind his ear like perfume you know that's no no one does that but do you know do you know what musk is you know what all the cologn are all every cologne is like some kind of like Moose's piss or something like you know it's like so there these animal
phermones that everyone uses like that's what really the cologne is it's like it's like musk is from a moose right and so but that was a South Park joke there's a South Park thing called heavy metal or something or cheesing or something like that and and then you have ever seen that episode
pie no not about the perfume one the musk no that's fun not the that's a true fact but I'm saying there's a South Park episode about the cat piss where they get high on cat piss and they go to the heavy metal cartoon and that's that's actual that's a I did you see me dance with the cats Mary I uh last night there was a little bit of fighting in my
Discord and then I was like okay well see if you're were still mad after watching this and then I danc to you you remind me of the babe from Labyrinth oh you you want to come up here that's that's this is mic you made it went live I I well I went live but I would I just went live so I can make the video because I was like having trouble just making the video and then it's
cheesing that's the cheesing episode called cheesing Mary's seen that episode Mary knows what I'm talking about mag magic is a pro you saw me dancing with magic I was like you remind me of the babe what babe the babe with the power what power the power of voodoo who do you do you do remember me the
babe I'll sing the whole song I Su a baby cry hard as babe could cry what could I do my babe was gone so long it left my baby blue nobody knew what kind
of magic spell to use frogs and tit snails puppy dog tails thunder lightning and baby said dance magic dance magic dance magic dance magic put that magic SP on me stop that baby set i'm free
that's all I know yeah jum magic jump magic jump yeah it was it was a fun night and I did a little I did a little Labyrinth okay so uh that's my sing I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm not the best singer but David Bowie is January 8 I'm January 7th and so I have that and then Marilyn Manson and Elvis are around there too so we got some talented Capricorn musicians
too right Lenor sitting by Minnie Manson oh Minnie Manson so did I I posted that the other day Minnie Manson yeah I did because he was on Alisa's show did you see that yeah okay that was you that posted yeah have you ever spoken to him before I've spoken to him
before you have no because he was on Alisa's show and then she kept calling him Minnie Mason and then he said she said okay Minnie Mason what's up and her chat was kind of insulting him and then he said I'm going to effing X your throat B you know and then I was like really shocked about that and
she was like shocked and then I was like oh my God and then I like searched his name and that was that was two years ago that he was on Kermit and friends as an interview and then um he was on her show six months ago on a double date like I was like what is she doing after he said that yeah she she she met him in person
and she he did a stream with her and stuff like that I'm like Alisa you need some security like seriously but if you look up if you look up Alisa and Minnie man Minnie Minnie Manson yeah he because I'm a big Marilyn Manson fan I met Marilyn Manson actually in person he did an art show and I went and got a poster signed he he did this art and stuff like that and I also went
to several Manson concerts and so I love maryn mans I was a big maryn Manson I was a big basically in high school I loved Courtney and love and Marilyn Manson those were my two and so I saw hle in concert I saw Marilyn Manson concert I saw I've seen Corning concert I've seen Lim biscuit I've seen filter I've seen Aussie Osborne I went to the ozfest in 2000 2001 I can't remember exactly thank you Mary you
liked my you liked my rendition maybe I'll do another one sometime because well I've seen Minnie Manson in chat before with someone else I think I think you have fun with him in in panel he sings he does sing he's very animated well she well she she like um she had him perform he's like I just want to perform my and playing he was playing
his guitar like strumming his guitar and then the audio quality was really bad and stuff and she's like she had to shut off his audio she had to shut off his uh and he was doing the and he got really mad and then he said then he threatened to kill her and then then uh and then I was like oh my God and then like a year and a half later she was at like a double date with him and so she maybe
he's not a bad person at least always gets the joke about people but I I worry about her because she deals with lot of people that are she a lot of very brave Lis especially the incident the incident last year that was pretty and I'm very
upset about I I just cannot stand seeing what happened last year that was and and then she went to jail for that but she shouldn't have I think he should have gone to jail if I was the judge but um yeah elast is an awesome person and I I like I love that you go you're in
you're in Lisa's Discord too and I love uh how you participate I love did you read yeah did you read my participation from last night I made a friend you made a friend in her Discord I made a friend you know who it is who what's his name uh I'm not a very good friend I
think it's Jimmy Jimmy okay well not sure exactly who that is but but there's a there's some at Lisa people in my Discord too there's U jur number 13 is Alis from Alisa and there's and and Jim AKA insane mainstream he wants
to be my Discord husband he's 60 years old but he says he looks 30 I don't know why he's telling me that he might I mean hey how old do I look people say I look 20 um yeah p p can you post your channel because Mary wants to see your channel and I want post your channel in the in my uh my chat because P did a really
awesome panel the other and then I met people that and it was like you know I would love to have another panel with P like on her show and stuff like that I was hitting on her guest yeah I need to make everyone if I do it like I could become Oprah yeah yeah Robin Robin Quivers I
like Robin Quivers and then Howard Stern and you know I can I think we're like a good I think we're just a good team like Howard and Robin maybe we're not the same personalities and stuff but I really like them like you know I I I love their Dynamic and stuff like that and how they can just play off each other and then they're both so funny and stuff like that not not saying I'm I'm very funny I'm not funny as Howard I'm a
big Howard Stern fan I'm from the Howard Stern world yeah search pyana you started relax don't worry you just started like I I I know you as a troll first of all when you're here you don't bring out your troll side like you're very very like you're a good boy here okay am a troll when I when I first when
I first met you you're a little bit of a troll like no but I'm I'm but I'm the nicest troll in the world too because I'll I like to I like to like because I get trolled and stuff like that and so I will troll back back in the chat and then I like to and I don't say troll but I like to
tease people and I get teased too and so then it's like I feel like that's it's a it's it's like my good karma I tease people that's why like there's people on Aldi's server they were like what the hell I'm like no trust me like he's my friend for a reason like he does troll very well so it's interesting I'm the
most innocent troll in the world I'm a very innocent troll like because I'm I'm a I'm like the nicest I'm like the troll doesn't fit in with the other trolls you know and it's like troll everyone tease and stuff like that you know and uh but but I I have I I just maybe it's a defense mechanism I have
and so maybe it's my sense of humor and uh but yeah I I like to I like to have fun and I like to you know with on Benny's Channel I would I I'm I was a I was a Benny mod but I was I was I was a Benny troll first and it was it wasn't bad heart it's not it's
not it's not a negative I'm a I'm a good kind of troll where it's like I'm a friendly Troll And it's like where hope I just hope that Danny stranger gets to see that side of you and maybe he'll come and like visit you and let you visit him again I know well I'm blocked I'm blocked on like 10 accounts on him like and I love Mariah and and but
Mariah figured out who I was the whole time and everything and so and so she blocked every account and so I cannot talk to on any account I have to start and I can't the Google won't make me let me make more accounts right now and so limit but if you can say can you can p can you visit Danny one time and say I just say Hi and um and no hard feelings
and uh and it wasn't about it wasn't it wasn't about he streams every day but I get a little scared like watching him sometimes I I see him I see him sometimes I watch him I watch him and now he's shirtless all the time I paid him $30 to get shirtless and dance now he's just shirtless free for everybody I think he wants
I think he misses you tell him to unblock me tell him to unblock me and and I'll behave myself so bad he almost banned me when I mentioned you that one time he almost banned me he's really sore about it okay yeah but don't yeah don't don't you don't have to mention me if you don't want to get banned and stuff like that yeah we're gonna be own channels but I've been too shy to
like join because the more I'm getting to know him the more creeped out I am by him okay Mary Mary Mary thank you so much for being here and uh Mary you're awesome Mary's an awesome person p and I I know P Loves Mary and I love Mary person right she's she's great you're
you're I know Mary join the Discord if you can um we'd love to have you there and I think we we posted that before but uh join the Discord and it's a it's a fun Discord you know thank you so much p and talk to yeah we still we we know got we got we
got we always had between like seven and 14 people good night Mary we love you okay you're a friend of the show official friend of the show and you when you're a friend of the show people want to you can come visit me in Los Angeles and I have a I have an extra room and you we can hang out and have lunch and stuff like that and we
can do a stream and uh and have fun and stuff like that I'm not not I'm not like I'm not a weirdo and I'm not like any kind of person you have to have to worry about you can just hang out with a all I want to do is hang out with the cats play some funny stuff on TV do a do a stream go have a nice dinner and uh and have fun right you want to get a read
next time okay kobby next time next time you'll get a read okay but come on come on the come on the live when you do it because I want to I like the chat and to see your reactions even hearing it too it's nice yeah I I like that a lot better than just doing like the normal just me talking and stuff like that because I feel like I'm
talking when I'm just talking by myself to the chat you know it's a lot different Dynamics yeah that's what my teacher was saying like uh we just start our online courses and he said that he wanted us on camera just so he could he doesn't feel like he's talking to a empty wall he wants to see us it's it's a nice experience
hey hey physical physical Alchemy hold on physical Alchemy says to wake you guys up join our panel please well go ahead and post go ahead and post your your link and then I'm I'm K end my stream pretty shortly because I've already gone over the three and a half hours and I'm but if P wants to come to your panel I'll come to your panel I'll
come to your panel just go ahead and post the link I'll go from there physical Alchemy to wake you guys up join our panel please okay well I think I I'm really honored to be get an invite you know this is my first invite to another person's panel like like directly before you know and uh because because I got an invite people people
got invited to my panel tonight from other shows and so I feel like I'd like to join other people's shows so go ahead and post the link or I'll I'll look you up on YouTube I'll make you is a you have a channel in coll our panel so I don't know if they're talking about their panel or their friends that they collab with okay well I made him a mod
and so he can post the link now to his panel right and kab you've been cool you you're a moderator now if I find out you guys are under 18 or you guys misbehave you you'll I'm I'm kicking you out but I trust you for now another C let me see if I can find it
they don't have like I'm on their page right now they don't I I don't see a live God is good is real yeah they have one video it's a playlist okay God is good God is real also says they joined in 2014 so they've had they've been around for a while so they have some and Balenciaga on the uh
on the banner so they have some credibility I but I can't find your you rich I can't find you know I'm not sure about Balenciaga but I know Kanye West wore some Balenciaga he wore like a he wore like a outfit with a with a the the rubber H hood and stuff like that but uh we
would love to join your panel but I can't bu your panel yet yeah their panel is not searchable che check out kab kab do you have let me see go go to your channel KOB has one subscriber so he doesn't have a have a have a channel really do they anything
their I'll be happy to subscribe does Mary have a channel Mary has some seven subscribers Mary looks awesome I'm gonna who wants subscribers we support support Mary you're I'm subscrib to Mary now anybody
else has eight subscribers yeah wow Mary's so pretty PR yeah she's awesome person you see her face yeah she's she's awesome person and uh she was such a sweetheart and really smart and but you guys yeah I hope hope you guys were um all over 18 te yeah um
physical alchem yeah I want to join your panel I guess they're gone now and we'll never figure we'll never find out but comment come back comment on my on my thing I'll I'll be happy to join your your panel says physical Alchemy to wake you guys I physical Alchemy is the name of the channel but I I'll look I'll look
up physical Alchemy maybe they have a live going this all right the deck yeah I don't see anything
there yeah hello 26 okay she's trying to build it up all right oh in galactic Galacticus wants a shout out hold on and you're you're new Cal okay I'll I'll make sure I'll subscribe she's got two I know you have you have a couple subscrib you have one subscriber okay
now you have a two okay kobby has a new channel you have your update okay and the deck collector okay Galactus I got you there deck collector and I got your other channel everyone subscribe yeah I subscribe to that one okay yeah trying to get your chair channel to 50 so you
can go live yeah so I'll I'll plug you on my in galac you're my Discord I think I'm not sure but I will I will I'll put you on my Discord too and then you should get a few more from there I also have some other friends that can help you good idea right and that's a good idea for
the Discord have a channel where people can post their Discord links so we don't have we don't have to lose their links in chat we can go you know people we can discover I'm gonna do just like Emma's Channel she has a self-promotion channel and I'll do but I'll do a I'll do a I'll do promote anybody Channel and so you can promote
any any link anybody link you want just don't just know like no no Christy color Street Nails affiliate link Christy has a you know Christy with the color Street Nails no I'm just kidding Christy you can post your call Street Nails on my my I don't think Christy likes me very much but did see chy
oh yes they said something about her selling nails and that the only she sells like these she sell these nail stickers yeah I want to do a self I'll do a self I'll do it but I'll do a promote anybody Channel I'll do or promote any link you want Channel and if it's not an appropriate link I'll just delete it and stuff like that but I'm sure everyone's
respectful what would be inappropriate because we're allowed like adult content so what would be appro like inappropriate I mean inappropriate would be just like a pyramid scheme kind of well you know want people to be more like promote any YouTube channel and
promote if you have your own business you can promote your own business just don't like no grifting or no no like scams or or like no porn no ripoff kind of thing I want it I want it to be like appropriate mean if you have if you have only fans you can promote that okay I'll do like a
you know promote your own adult website yeah the adult thing will be it'll easily overpower something like that because they do look for platforms where they can advertise because they're not doing very well they don't do very well well yeah I'm I'm gonna I'm gonna say as long as
it's as long as long as it's PG if you have if you're if you have your own business if you have your own website if I mean it's your own website yeah that abide by the YouTube guidelines think that's enough yeah I think I think we're on the right track here I think I think we're like and I like how we can like talk about this in in like a good way
about and everything because I want I I want anybody that's that's on my Discord I want if they have a business go ahead if you have your own color Street business but don't post Christy's color Street business unless unless you're chy why why you want to help Christy I want to help Christy I want to help but
but she wants to do it she can she can post it herself she needs to move her butt basically she she posts on Alisa's and so you know she gets she gets enough attention there and uh if Christy wants to come post her link she can post her color Street link otherwise I'm GNA become a color Street consultant and I want I want the I want I want the um the
signups nail design I just never like continued it I didn't like it yeah the the lady that gave me the cat today she was my mom's manicurist like in like 19 1980 and they both had kids at the same time and they they both had three kids um at the same time and so we would always go to trips
together and that that and she was also the sweetest lady and uh her name is Pam and uh she brought over the cat today and she was like first she called and she's like I just got the cat in the crate and she's like and he's meowing he doesn't like it what should I do I'm like well I like I was like you know you know it's gonna be the best thing for the
cat to to bring it to bring him here and to and I'll take a care of him and I and I love the cat and and then she came over and she was she had just had tears toing down her cheeks and she was like I feel like I'm a bad cat mom and I was like you're doing the best thing you're you're bring you're bringing the cat to the best I would love your cat and uh my other cats will love your cat and he
will have a he will have a it's a good retirement for your cat right and so self promotion no no core no excessive pending for funds yeah a galactic understands and yeah no uh no no no unless unless you have unless you're a really hot guy and you have a a ChatterBait or only fans and then I can
join for free and then right special you know privileges right I I keep telling guys I'm like can you can you start a ChatterBait can you start can you start only fans and then everyone like I told Joker that and your Joker that and then Joker was the first time I said it he's like psych he's like I don't like this psych guy talking
about me joining me starting a ChatterBait or a PornHub and then and then the next day he was like he's like should I start one and I was like I'll be I'll be a member of it and he like Joker likes me very much I don't I don't after Joker did the whole I think he came in under a different name and was
saying that uh that joker had unived himself and stuff and I was like crying and think thinking that I did it and then he come he came back from the dead a couple months later and he was fine and you know but I love I love Joker I think I think he's a cool guy and uh I I
just me the best people and also I met I met be Ed Joker's and I met I met Jo yeah and they're really cool people and ohy went there oh I know Jo Jo she was in be's chat tonight and he was making fun of me a little bit but it's it's all in good fun and he's a cool guy and uh
you know I know he likes the Oriol or some kind of baseball team and I know I'm a fan of baseball the baseball pants you know I love the I love the white baseball pants and the uniforms and the the catcher basically I like the catcher a lot in baseball they do look good they do look good they do look good I'm gonna St on for like we gonna St for 10 more
minutes and so this is our last this is our our W and because I think I think uh you know and we'll go to some other we'll we'll do whatever we want after this right but yeah I I want to say thank you to everybody to here tonight I want to say subscribe to pyana subscribe to Emma
levia subscribe to Alisa Jordana subscribe to me if you're not subscribed just subscribe anybody you want to subscribe to anyone you want to promote plug join the Discord uh tuy tie D he's awesome I think that's the one that I
invited you over to and you gave him a reading yeah and I like I like Aldi too and I think Aldi is a cool cool guy I don't think I've met Aldi in on on the stream yet I might have he's banned from YouTube he'll be in chats and people's panels but he has his own Rumble and that's where it's a lot of fun and his
panels are very comfortable anyone could join he's very open he's very fair oh yeah also that Teresa Lang go file Teresa Lang and uh and uh is that traveling Gypsy or is different Teresa but subscribe to both teresas no matter what but yeah follow Emma Levan Emma
Leviathan is like the coolest chick and she's awesome person and uh so much fun and I I've been I was our first member on her on her Channel you know and uh I love I didn't work out as a mod there because my I don't have a it was traveling Gypsy is Teresa Lang okay good yeah I didn't work out as a mod at Emma
because I made a little bit a I've made one too many Diddy Diddy party jokes clumsy clumsy Clairvoyance awesome person thank you for reminding me I I have so many people in my mind you know what that I I'm we should make a list we should make a list and just like copy paste them at the end I'll make a I'll make a list because I want to support
all these people and they are just awesome they're awesome awesome people they do awesome readings you'll be you'll you'll have fun in all their chats and I really wanna and also I just want to shout out to Alisa Jordana Alisa Jordana is just really she's I'm sorry she's my favorite she will she just connects with my
heart you're have a short list for Teresa yeah I want to say and I want to say I love you Alisa and thank you for being my friend and thank you for connecting with me on a heart level we both love the Muppets our favorite movie is Follow That Bird and you know so but
and I don't want to make anybody else jealous or anything I'm not going to say but I love Alisa Jordana Alisa Jordana just has my heart you know but I love all these other people too and uh and I want to support all their other all their channels and uh and I will do any I'll do anything for you guys and I will I will be a supporter of you and I
also I'll promote you before I Pro promote myself can we make sure I want to make sure I I'm gonna make a self-promotion or I I'm not self-promotion I'm just make a promotion channel on my chat for things and I want everyone fun to join people in chat because we like going to those channels
too so it's nice to meet people that we know and also I want to say Lan Le l m a l m i n l i you know who I'm talking about right um right right P Bain the ray the black guy guy yeah the guy that Dan that
wrestled for you and he's in his he's in his basically he's in he's in he's in his underwear the whole time and I really like that
and also he he knows his audience is like all gay men and stuff like that he doesn't even care he he like I I love that he like knows that and then he like flirts with people and stuff like that he's he's he's a funny funny guy also I'll give a shout out to OG OG
you're you're asking me for cash apps way too many times you asked me for PayPal you're my mod here too and uh and you gave me a good wrestling match that first night and so you get a shout out too so OG OG also a talented rapper also a really cute guy um his cute friends and stuff like that D did I did
I miss anybody pie I don't know but we definitely have to make a list hey Benny Blanco his name is Benny Brad triend IRL is look over Trident IRL look up Saint 10
um so I think I got I think I got every I think I got pretty much everybody but guys I just I just meet the best and also be's kitties I'm sorry I miss my God I can't I can't believe I miss be and but in Bea and any of be's friends any be's friends are friends of
mine be's kitties it's her name is be's kitties she is an awesome awesome wonderful person such a supporter she was in the chat earlier and stuff like that um I want to say raging demon I don't know if he has a channel but look up raging demon the guy from London do not look up I'm not even mention that
person's name that person is banned from the show the person that was on earlier today right oh DN go to that person's Channel I'm not going to give him any more attention do not supporty do not support any of mean people in the chat that were posting Bible verses and and making rude jokes and stuff like that but um yeah I hope
they I hope they come around you know and sort out whatever they're dealing with yeah there's just some there's some people that are not appropriate for the channel but time it's not their time you know yeah I was happy to have a talk with them and stuff like that and and also but and also yeah anybody else in the chat you see that has a wrench make
sure you click on on the rent click on their click on their name and then you can go to their channel right I don't think yeah I don't think like if I think only people with a wrench can look at channels yeah that's what that's why that's why I give people the wrenches is because they can they can check other channels out so that's
why everyone here almost everyone here has a wrench but if you but but guys if you don't have a wrench then you can go to my Discord and then you can post in my you can post in my um thing yeah that person it was a really good debate it was a good discussion and there was interesting discussion and interesting points and everything then that person started
saying started saying inappropriate words and I asked them to stop and then they said really really inappropriate words and I do not like that on my channel I ban that I ban that person and I even I'm not I'm not um not mad at them I'm not going to mention them ever again but they're not a bad person you know we all
come from different backgrounds and different belief systems I respect everyone's belief systems I likeed some of the I like some of the things they were saying and but but they went off the rails you know I want to I wna yeah and ask or yeah and I some mod to post for me yeah so I will for any other thing so we're just wrapping up and I
want to thank I want to say thank you my beautiful my beautiful vivacious fun co-host P thank you for thank you to beus kitties um for coming on earlier thank you for Raging demon thank you for all the people that called that joined the panel and thank you Chris and you're a
sweetheart I you didn't get on tonight but you know it's another time and uh I just want to say I love you guys this is what this is why I do this I do this because I meet such wonderful people and I uh and you guys are so supportive and 99% of you guys are so nice and and uh
and I just love you guys so much and I want to thank you for watching the show as my make a Mod's only Channel my Discord yes thank you Gayla that's really good if you're are you on my Discord Gayla I'm not sure but I'd love you there too and I will make a mods only Channel I'm still figuring out but I'm premium on Discord I'm premium on
streamyard so if you guys know more about stream or Discord than me and also I'm looking for um I want to do some emojis and Pi sent me a great Emoji I'm gonna I'm gonna make an emoji and uh of right thank you Pi thank you guys all for being here you guys are so wonderful so awesome if you guys ever need
anything you know I'm here and uh I'm just gonna wraping up the stream 30 seconds left anything else anybody want to say we're here you speak now or forever hold your peace guys because the the stream's ending for the night but uh it looks like looks like we're all we're all good
and um I just want to say I love you guys and I'll give you a big hug through the screen and thank you for yeah I I will make you an admin G Gayla you just have to you have to help me figure out how to admin somebody because I want to admin pieu and uh I wasn't able to figure out last night I I clicked on
manage the rle and it just to kick them out ban them okay guys thank you guys for coming I love you pie I love you I'll see you soon have a great night everybody fun night bye
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