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Psyche returns from an 8-hour streaming session to chat with guest Benny about streaming culture and personal growth in the online space.
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means you changed. So, keep that flame where your fear used to be. Take it with you. Earned it from me. HOOKED UP PSYCHOS. WE DON'T PAY, WE RIDE. Hooked up psychos.
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HI. I'M BACK. How are we doing? I'm sorry. I'm sorry. A little a little breather and and my coffee. How are we?
Mhm. What's going on? What's going on? How are you? Look at my cat, Rudy. Look at this cat.
Hi baby. Hi. Hi Rude. Hi. It's a good boy. Good boy. Hi.
How are you? Yeah. How are we doing guys? We're okay. How long have I been on? I just got on Ben. Benny, what's up dude? Want to come on up? He'd love to talk to you if you have some time. Just came on.
Actually I was on for like 8 hours today but I I took a little break but um I'm back on. What's up dude? What's up my homeboy?
You're fine? No drinks today? Just Okay. Come on. Yeah. Thank you. That'd be That'd be awesome. You have no drinks? Yeah. I've been I think I've finished I actually have a sip of this hurricane punch left. Yeah, I might I think I might need another I might need another a Voodoo Ranger or something but uh
Yeah. I I I um I've been taking trying to slow down a little bit the drinking but you know and it's fun. Yeah, you're kind of my you're you're kind of my like inspiration for like getting into this game and you know I always appreciate
you um your support and you remember you like let me like do readings and stuff and you kind of fell asleep and uh I appreciate you and I uh Hey, if you ever ever need anything from
me, ever need my help, you know, help you any way I can, you know? I'm just sitting here with my kitty cat. That's Rudy. He's He's a little old man. He's like like 18 years old. Hi, Rude. Hi Rude. Aw. That's Rudy. Want to come over here, Lenora? Lenora's watching.
Wow, it's just like uh it's a little bit crazy lately. Oh. Let's welcome Master Benny to the show. Hold on one second. There we go. Yo. >> What's up? How are you? Uh bro. Bored as Well, you having fun here like I had a I've
been having a pretty good chat chat today, but you know, it's um It's been kind of crazy, you know? I know. Like uh Got a lot of people like, you know, this I I'll just I'm trying to >> man? Yeah? Well, I think I mean this lady had this like this lady a lot of people I was
friends with and stuff have kind of turned on me in this community and stuff um and uh you know, there's been uh This one lady had a six-hour live. I mean they say the worst about me. And uh you know, I've caught Hey, but I'm I I've been made stronger. You know, my channel was taken down like four times, too, and I got it back every time.
But it was >> It was to- It was totally taken down. It's a Coke stream. I wish like I have a I have a I have a McDonald's coffee. That's all I got time, but how are you? We all sort of >> For me, bro, it is, but uh I'm going to have to turn this camera off for a sec. Okay, no problem. Okay. Ooh. Hold on. Hold on. We got you, dude.
Uh Just let me get a look over here. I think this is a new room uh that I I'm seeing it from Benny. This is a new room. What's What's What's room is this? Got you. I got you.
I know what It's not new. It's old. It's an old guest room. Is it like a soundproof? It you got some cool like um I don't know. It looks like it sound has some good kind of sound. Benny. No, it's not It's not soundproof, bro. Hold on. I got to shut my door.
You just smoked You just smoked some some gangster ashes. Oh my god. Gangster ashes? I remember I remember one time you smoked something and then you were like you came back talking like a real New Yorker right? You were like And I was like, "Did you just smoke some gangster ashes?" I I was I was uh I was like last Is it that last Is it
last It was actually the year before last that I met you. That's crazy. Yeah. Bro, I kind of gave up on the street. I still try to get a job and bro. Good. I mean I mean it's like not good that I mean it's like I know like you know, I was making some okay money at one point and and it's like, you know, um it kind of turned into like
you know, the hustle. Yeah. was for me, man. I'm trying to get some That's what it If you like go do everything to kill yourself and then I'll pay you. And it's like >> Exactly. And And that's like the IP2. And I'm not even on IP2. Like I swear like a couple weeks ago um I have a I have a mod. He like timed somebody out he for like as a joke for 10 seconds
and then we had an IP2 uprising. and all of a sudden, we had Papa something coming in. We had all these people like >> Papa Green, yeah, yeah. Yeah, and we're like, "You're You're being You're being doxxed on IP2 right now, and we're going to be swatted by tomorrow morning. You'll be dead by tomorrow morning." and stuff like that. And I have this like really this like, you know, this this
mod uh it's like he's Benny from the future. Uh I I I I hope, you know, I think Benny's going to be they're going to lot a lot, you know, I'm kind of Benny Benny's like, you know, I'm just Benny, bro. He's just Benny. He's just He always always is like just cool. That's what I I liked about him always is like he was always like
himself and unapologetic. He was like he had the trolls and people talking and stuff like that. He just always handled it well. Like I never seen him like get too upset or like out of character and stuff. You know, you just like remember, you know, it's like you've had, you know, I mean, imagine like you're, you know, "Oh, you're a pretty woman." and stuff like that. I mean, I I Yeah, yeah, yeah. I used to
love that stuff. "You're pretty girl." and and it's like wow, and I don't know if like, you know, I've been getting a little bit of um so um people saying, "Oh, well, Benny's a child and Joker's a child, and I I was like and you groomed Benny and Joker." and I was like, "They groomed me. They They groomed me. They
They got me into streaming." They I I was like, "Benny's my daddy. Joker's my daddy." and stuff like that. Joker, bro. I forgot all about him. Yeah, he was on last like last night and you know, he's started up a new channel, and Mr. Extendo, I guess, his name is now. He calls himself Mr. Extendo. >> Is he doing better than his other channel? Cuz I know they I know he they
shadow ban his channel to hell. Yeah. I know and I can't believe my channel's not shadow banned. But I mean, I don't know if you ever saw like, you know, Joker and I did end up clipped. I I I can pull this up real quick. Yeah, I don't know if you heard of Tripkick. Like I've been clipped a ton of times by him. Um his name is Tripkick. It's on He's um He's on He's a Trip Flix on um on YouTube.
And then he's uh Tripkick. He got his channel He got some channels taken down. But I can pull up something with Joker. This is one of the first times I got clipped. Um I I just want to show It's a It's only a short little clip. But I think you might get a kick out of it. This is um So this is Tripkick. And um I don't know if you I think he might have clipped you, too. I think I might have seen you on his channel. But um I
mean He clearly he He definitely clipped Chris K um fighting fighting with the wild ones. Chris K wants to move in with me and stuff. And he's like And he's like, "Hey, we can do Chatterbate together and stuff." And I'm almost tempted, but it's like at the same time I think, you know, if my
neighbors like see us like this skinhead move in and stuff, they might get scared and stuff. So I'm like, "I don't know about that." But I'm definitely intrigued by the Chatterbate offer. But um But it's kind of funny. But I've been clipped so many times. But this is like um one of the first times I got clipped.
Uh it was with Joker. And uh I think you will get a And I've met really cool people, too. I don't know if you're like uh I think you probably have met like a lot of like a lot of the people I I have. You know, a lot like everyone knows you and stuff. Yeah, hopefully, yeah. I don't know if you've heard of good times. I don't know if you've heard of Beta. I don't know if you've heard of I know good times. Uh You know good times
for life? Yeah, I've known good times before I ever even got big on You Good Times. Yeah, Good Times is like he's like he's he's kind of a friend He's a friend of mine. Like he um is always good on the show. Joker's been back several times and is like super supportive. And um Yeah, so but Tripkick does like he he
does uh And like And I met I met Trisha Licious. I met Peps and Zaya. I met, you know, Yeah, you know Zaya? I heard of him. I was that he has the house in Florida, right? I yeah, I do believe that he yeah, I think he's with Pebs. I think that's >> Yeah, I was going I was supposed to live where they are. down there in the beginning. Yeah, a long time ago, yeah. I mean I
>> with me after the mom stream, I guess. met I met him How about Have you heard of Blogger? Yeah, I know Blogger. Yeah, Blogger. Have you heard of Q? Q45? I hate Q45, yeah. I put him on. You put him on. You put him on to this right? It's like I mean there's a >> Well, he has some lot of people Yeah, he has some movement, but he my
brother he was just talking and my brother called him he's like, "Oh, that's the kid that was a and wouldn't go to the houses." And after that he doxxed me and yeah. Well, I mean I mean he he was staying with this with another streamer. I'm just forgetting her name right now, but he's he lived in her house for like 10 months and then she kicked him out and like, you know,
because he like said you or something like that to her and then he was like in a like a little tent tent camp, you know, a homeless camp. >> No, I don't Yeah. Yeah, he was. And then he left then he would like left he tried to get a job and stuff and then he like left a bag with like this Indian guy that he was in his tent with. And you know, this is all like a big meth camp and stuff. I don't know I think it was
in Vegas or California or something, but um he got to got notorious because he got back like he left for like 2 weeks. He came back and he's like, "Where's my bag?" And the guy's like, "Oh my god, it got stolen, my friend. Oh my god, I'm so sorry." And Q's like, "Oh." He's like just you can just see he's pissed. And then he maced the the homeless guy in his tent.
Damn. He ran away and and but then but then since then I guess he's got a job. I think he moved in with something. That's good. He was somebody he has a he's like he's and door-to-door. He's on a show. He's always a dick last time he like put his like he put his index finger in his pants and stuff and like pretended to pour a bomb on me and stuff and I just took it down because it was like
>> Yeah. And he's saying that he would Yeah. Yeah. I got to I got to get off the check this message. I'll be right back. >> Okay. Okay. But hold on. He uh I never really had a problem with him. Just he just Yeah, he just takes offense to that I just I'll be talking but not less. Uh I forgot what I was saying. It's okay. >> Um You got to get off for me but I mean I have to get off for you.
>> Yeah, yeah I do but try to say something real real quick. I'll just be I'll remember I'll be right back. I'll be back. Going manic mode for a minute. Thank you. Yep. Yeah. Um Noel, it's a little maybe not the right time. I'm not sure. Um Um
I just want but I want you to say hi to the chat and everything but I don't want you're not going to misbehave. Hi. >> Hi. Hi. Hi everybody. And I want to talk to that a boy. Well, he's a man actually. He's 26. >> He's a man. Well, he's 26 same me. Can I be a Can I be
a be friends with him? Um do you you know his channel? His channel's Binnie Brad. You can subscribe >> Can you put Can you please put down in the chat? Yeah, sure. I'll put it in the private chat, okay, for you. >> Thank you. No Are you are you doing okay? tonight? I'm hanging in there. I'm hanging in there, Noel.
And it's like I hopefully he's he's back shortly. And I hope he is and he How did you meet that guy? I'm sorry. How Well, I'll mean I'll let you You can say if he comes back then I'll let you say hi, you know, but I kind of I'm doing a one-on-one with him because Okay, so does he have a social media I
can Yeah, I'm sorry. Yeah, he's he's backstage. That's his That's his YouTube channel okay? I really want to his I'm sorry. I want to be be be friends with him. You want to be friends with him? Well, he's a cool guy. You know what? You Yeah, when you you can go to his chat and talk to him and stuff. He has a girlfriend. Yeah, he might have a girlfriend. Who is he Who is he I'm not
sure he's I'm not Same with me. I know I have a boyfriend. >> boyfriend, yeah. Oh, yeah, I I found him and I used to subscribe to him. Is Benny Brad? Brad? Yeah. And >> And does he do the uh does he do a live stream sometimes?
>> do live That's where That's where how I got into live streaming is I met Benny um like one night I thought he was a terror streamer. Really? Wow. >> Yeah, okay. So, Noelle, I just want you to say hi to him, but then I have to go, okay? Just say hi to him. Say hi, okay? Benny, say hi. >> Okay. Hi. Benny, how are you? I'm fine, bro. I'm fine. Um like, can we
be um friends? I'm sorry, friends. Hey. I guess. I don't know. I gave her your channel, Benny, and I said she can say hi. Is that okay? Okay, thank you, Noelle, okay? Welcome. Bye, everybody. Bye. Okay. Yeah, Noelle's Noelle's cool. Noelle's, you know, she's really cool. Well, here's um this is the Joker clip.
quick. This is a very short clip, but I I just wanted to show you this real I hope you enjoy this one. Um there's this So, this is the trip trip kick and uh this Yeah, this Medical freedom starts Most pharmacies But, here's what happened like as soon as I got in. Remember the time in Brokeback Mountain?
If you're looking for work, I suggest you get in here pronto. Sykes, is convulsing. Well, since we're going to be working together I reckon it's time we start drinking together. What is What is What is my Bro. Your is perky
perky ladies. Make it right.
Do you know somebody named Jack? We were fishing buddies. You want to take my shirt off? You know it could be like this, just like this always. This thing grabs hold of us in the wrong place and we're dead. Boy, you sure found a way to make the time pass up there. You don't go up there to fish. You don't know nothing about it.
No, if a dirty diamond asked to see my wiener and I showed her. You have no idea how bad it gets. If you can't fix it, you got to stand it. I wish I knew how to quit you. Like bro, I I'm just getting mad, bro. Not you. Not you. I'm watching you.
Yeah, so that's Yeah, Joker and I had a kind of had a we had we had a thing going on. We had a thing going on. He got stolen by this other streamer named Clumsy Bean Gang, who's like a Mexican I guess he's like a Mexican mafia guy or something. And >> Yeah, I know who Clumsy is. Yeah, and sad. But you know what? Um, hey, do you know Crystal Marie? Have you heard of Crystal Marie?
Yeah, sounds familiar. Yeah, you saw her. Yeah, I mean so guys, he said he knows good times. Like like, there's a lot the same >> pretty much that's in the um the panel world. Yeah. And it's like, unfortunately, there was like a little meme made where I'm like, they call me Cyrax, p s y r a x x, and I'm driving like a truck, and then they have like
these younger guys, and I I think they're based on you and Joker. This was just made the other night. And uh it's like me like with a bald head like, you know, driving to meet you and stuff. Or like, you know, driving and it says it's some some weird I can't get too much into that. I I I wish I can't even show you, but but um yeah, um there's some I mean, there's crazy and it's like
I just want to And again, like Manny's been on the show recently. You were here when the police came. The police have come several times since then and Also, Yeah. It's just for army, I get these ads put in, and this guy's directing people to my house saying I'm giving away a bicycle or spoons or um you know, a weed whacker or lawn mower and stuff, and there's people just
driving hours to get this like scrap metal and stuff. I got the 2,000 lbs of concrete, like I said. Um so um so, someone's asking, "How do you feel about answering questions from chat?" So, do you have questions, chat? Because chat chat is going crazy. They are excited. >> No, no, yeah, they're good. Um Okay. Ask a question. I don't see any questions there, but um come on, guys.
You can ask questions. Tell Benny ask him anything you want. Like, he'll tell the truth. Um you know, he's like he's If anything, this guy's honest guy. He's like real. He's like he's just he's he's cool as And so, go ahead and ask. >> Yo, let me put a let me put a shirt on and they can ask me anything. Hold on. Okay, yeah. He wants to put a shirt on, guys. I know. Now he's seen the Joker clip, and he
Damn it. I'm just I'm just kidding. What if I I come back? What if I'm No, I won't take off my That'd be embarrassing. So, okay. So, okay. Okay, there's a question. I'll get this question for him when he I mean, I had the question for Benny when he gets back. Hey, we're just having fun tonight, guys. Guys, you know,
as long as I'm here, I'm going to try to have some fun and stuff. Um Yeah. So, there you go, Midnight. I wonder if he know I I'm sure he knows I'm sure he knows of Aldy. Yeah. Are you mean Psyche? If Psyche banned If So, you're talking about Aldy or Psyche? So, you have a question. It says, "Benny, if Aldy bans you in his old
boring torso or loans you his old boring torso, could you show us?" No, no, no, no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no, no, Midnight, you're about to be banned for that. That's Stop it. That's really rude. I'm going to put them in time out and delete that. I didn't see the question. I'm really stupid for that. I'm sorry. What is it? No, no, it's just like rude. And I might want to check out Alexandra's life.
Well, I don't uh I'm just going to leave her name out of my mouth right now for personal reasons, but yeah, this woman is making these memes of me. I'm basically burning in a dumpster. I'm like um bald. I'm like Yeah. I mean, yeah, come back later correct Midnight. Like I want everyone to respect this guy because, you know,
this guy is the first person ever let me talk like like do He was like He didn't care if I did tarot in his chat. He said, "Hey, subscribe to Psyche." He got me my first subscribers and stuff. And he was always >> right here? Yeah, he's cool as And so, um let me see. Can you Can you guys ask like a more respectful question? So, it says So, So, Alexandra is saying I copy
everything she does and I'm getting a sex change and getting injections to become black? What? Black is crazy. She says, "I'm having a sex change to and having injections to become black?" Okay, this is just getting a little bit ridiculous. Um I'm getting scared. I
don't want to address it right now. I'm going to have to, you know, Benny, what I've been doing is like, you know, I I put transcripts and I just like I'm like "Yeah she What do you think of what she's been saying?" And it's like Well, it gives like 30 I'm trans racist. Well, there was a woman named Martina King or something. I don't know if you heard of this woman, Martina King. She actually did take injections
to become black. I don't know if this is what she's referring to, but um let me find this lady's picture. Yeah, this lady I think her name is or Martina Big or Martina King. But I This is a lady that actually did take injections. Um she's like a Swedish Yeah, here she is. She took injections um black and stuff and and this is what she looks like now. I think you might get a kick out of this, Benny. Um this
is Martina Big. And this is what she looks like right there. Okay, I'm going to pull it up. There we go. This is what Martina Big looks like. Um you can see this lady. Um she actually >> Oh Jesus, yeah, I've seen her before. Yeah, I know She has huge tits and stuff. Yeah, I don't know. So So that's what I'm Okay, guys, I just want to say
I'm not having a sex change, okay? I would never never do that. I am not dying myself black and trying to replace her. I mean, it's just getting a little ridiculous right? The melatonin Benny, what the I mean, this I
She called me a spiritual trafficker. Calls me Spiritual trafficker, huh? Yeah, like she calls everyone else a human trafficker. But then And I met this woman in the real life, Alexandra Mayers. I don't know if you're aware of her. She She actually has posted you and like, "Oh, Benny looks really cute." And it's like we were friends for several months. Um she turned on me like she turns on every single person and she >> Wait, what's her name?
Alexandra Mayers. You got a picture of her? Yes, I have a picture of her. Um I have to be careful well yeah, I'll show you a picture of these I think I'm going to do public domain. Hold on. If I can find it cuz it's like she is like you know on a rampage right now but um I will rain hellfire on you.
Yeah, she posts she I mean she's doing these pictures of me like This is from her public website and stuff. Uh Yeah. >> Public website down. Oh my god. Well, this I yeah well you can here's a picture of her on top and you can see I I just want to show this real quick and I maybe have to delete um this that this little segment but I'll show you. This is the picture of her. Look at this right here. Um this is
it says public domain. This is all from her website. This is all public domain. Okay, all rights reserved. This is fair use guys and here she is. Um she's the top picture right here. Oh okay. Do you know who she is? Does she used to go up pedals or like have like a show?
Yes, she has a show. It's called IP2wiki.info. Um IRL News Time Alexandra Mayers. She's the one doing these memes of me. She's the one that's saying that I'm now trying to replace her by getting injections to become black. Hey Benny, have you gotten your ID yet? He cuz someone made my I have I just got to get my physical. That's the only thing I'm missing. I just got my social security card. Cool.
I big time I I know she's I know I know and I just want to be really careful right now because of like I'll just say it's it's just getting a little bit cri- too crazy and I can't even talk about it. But it says has Benny okay, so you got your you just need the physical. I remember that too. Like you know, you to get your YouTube earnings like they wanted like You don't need that. Yeah.
Yeah. So um Yeah, so I'm I'm glad I'm glad for that and I were you able to to get back earnings or something from YouTube for that once you do that? >> I don't know. Hopefully but probably not. They took ton of money cuz originally the account had a thousand and now it only has 300, so yeah. And oh yeah, she dated Tommy You know Tommy James? Are you aware of Tommy
James? Have you heard of him? He's a streamer. He kind of has like a kind of a ginger. I think he's in Washington state or something like that or Oregon. And he kind of has like the Well, I don't know. She dated him, too. Well, she had kind of a pretend relationship. I don't know if he knew they were dating. But um all I say is that there's there's this weird I wish
I could tell you I wish I could like tell I have to be careful right now. If I can get the injections, do I Okay. So, I'm in I'm in a little bit of trouble cuz I said I called someone named Sam man. He's a Puerto Rican guy. I called him the N-word. I'll just I'll just call him the N-word on a show. And he uses the N-word. I think he said it like a hundred times in five minutes.
And no one ever cares or says anything. And he's not even black. I said it and now there's a scandal a brewing um cuz I said the like >> Yeah, they're just with you, bro. I wouldn't worry about it. You're good. You're good, dude. Thanks. I mean it's like I mean most people I think hate me about it. them, dude.
I know. Well, I I mean I have crashed out a little bit um a little bit, you know? And it's like, you know, I I don't know if hopefully this my channel's up forever, but you know, I'll always be immortalized on things like, you know, like I like clips me and stuff like that. Yeah. But I'm pretty I mean, if you want to see like a minute of me going like crazy and you can say
what the You want to see me going crazy on a show? I mean, or I can show you um You can I'll show you me as I'll I think you'll like this. Okay, okay. Okay. They always think I'm underage as well, so wild. This is um they they actually Okay, this is I think you will enjoy this. Okay, so this is another trip um kick and this is that a couple minutes. And uh he made this and
I don't know if you'll recognize everybody. I don't know if you know Beta or anything, but you know, I call this a cult of Psyche now. Remember I used to be Psyche Awakened? You call me Psyche Awakened and stuff and and it was all that, but now um I'm the cult of Psyche and uh you know, I will I do talk about her a little bit. Yeah, so here here's just a little here's just a little >> Psyche Wait, Psyche you said? Remember
Psyche? I was Psyche I was a I'm the cult of Psyche now, but I was Psyche Awakened. Remember my my Psyche Awakened Tarot and stuff? Yeah. So, this is this is a short clip and this is going this is going to go into like a tiny bit of the just just a little bit of the Alexander mirrors lore, but um you can see this is when I was recovering from from her and stuff and she had just started
>> Psyche Awakened? What's that? I'm confused. Wait, I'm still confused. So, I know there's Psyche that was a female that I know, yeah. No, remember I'm Psyche remember I'm Psyche I'm I was I was Psyche Awakened Tarot. That remember me? Yeah, I know I remember you, yeah. Cuz you came on my panels, but there's there's there's a different there's >> another Well, Psyche is actually like a Greek
goddess and stuff like that and it was like I kind of like see that her as an anima, but but this is really funny. Just check this it's only a short like a couple I'll play a couple minutes of it here. Former friend of ours is saying that Beta Beta and I tried to like spiritually traffic her. Chose a house at random, tied up the family at gunpoint, then
ordered his followers to go inside and commit ritual slaughter. Yeah, everything grew it, man.
I'm telling you. You do exactly what I say. What I say. called religious cult where the leader they call Jesus has had three of its followers arrested. >> Call themselves the family. They came and went and the number varied from 20 to 30. Police said they were a pseudo-religious cult. What are you going to call me murderers for? I've never killed anyone. Who are they, though?
>> kill anyone. He's right, though. I have a queer. Not that version spell put on me. Remorse for what? You people have done everything in the world to me. Doesn't that give me equal rights? I can do anything I want to you people at any time I want to because that's
what you've done to me. You know, if I wanted to kill somebody, I'd take this book and beat you to death with it and I wouldn't feel a thing. It'd be just like walking to the drugstore. Do you feel blame? Are you mad?
That's what I'm doing right now. No, I know, but everyone told me that exactly would happen. That's pretty funny, yeah. But, yeah, I mean, I was like, you know, I went from her friend to a spiritual trafficker and overnight and uh I don't know what a spiritual trafficker is. Hey, Benny, they want me to They want me to say you're my I think.
No. Yeah, dude. I'm your though? There we go. There we go. Okay, guys, I said it. I said it. And that's not It's not racially motivated. It's We're bros, okay? This guy's my bro. It's nothing weird or anything. I didn't groom Benny. Benny groomed me, okay? But I wanted him to. All he did was comb my hair a little bit
and uh tell me, "Hey, do a stream and stuff like that."
I'm in trouble. >> I'm the actual spiritual uh trafficker here. Oh, wait, he's a soft A. I should have used a soft A. I'm sorry. Yeah, there's a big the soft A H, the hard R. Yeah, soft good yeah. I get a pass cuz get called that word. I get called I get called all kinds of and stuff like that. And I hey, hey this
yeah, I I need I need another another beer, I think. Well, I'm drinking this You know, I I've been drinking a lot of McDonald's coffee. Yeah, I'm pretty good with the cold ones. $2 the $2 at McDonald's for the McDonald's coffee. You know, it's kind of like a running thing now. It's the closest restaurant to me and stuff. No, Mel's now trying to
date an underage man to psyche because of you. You're setting a bad Midnight, stop it. Midnight is just being ridiculous. >> Uh she's like yeah. Yeah, and Benny, how old are you, Benny? Just to to for the record. I'm 24. He's 24, okay. I was saying 25, he's 24. Guys, Close, yeah. I'm getting there. Yeah, and so oh yeah, you're going to get timed out number four, Midnight.
Okay, like seriously, my modding situation, my chat is like >> see what chat they Yeah, it's fine. I mean, it's Let's see. There is no pass. I've been called a white N-word before. What does it mean? You look 12. Yeah, I'm just lucky,
I guess, with genetics. But uh yeah, in real life, I'm 5'11, so. I'm 6'3. But I Yeah, you Yeah, you're tall. You're tall. You have a great nose, too. I had a nose job and but you have Really? Uh-huh, I did when I was 17. yeah. Uh >> I would have never known. I used to have glasses, I had like acne,
I had braces, I and I had a I had a hook nose and stuff like that. I had a lot of I had a People think I look bad, but you know what? I I could look a lot worse, trust me, guys. And I can I can sign up for the Puerto Rican N-word pass. Okay, I'm going to sign up for that. I I think I do get the N-word pass. I do get called that word, and so I think this guy has some damn good
genetics. Benny's a damn damn fine good looking man, but you know. Um yeah. >> You start I'm going to start looks maxing and then get some surgeries and and then I'll really be a send >> Benny taught me about the aura. He dude. taught me how about aura. He taught me about rizz. He taught me how to mog. I mean Benny I didn't know any of these words before I met Benny. And >> Popular words.
Jamie's Cowboys. Well, no. I was explaining to you how to use them to gain algorithm. Yeah. And then you always have these great titles too. You figure you figure out like you know what names to use like you would use sometimes use what's that guy the really popular Mr. Beast and stuff like that. So there'd be like Mr. Beast or you'd like say Vladimir Putin or you'd say like whoever's in the news and stuff like
that. >> It goes up. Guys, can we let's ask for let's do let's do some cool good questions for Benny because Benny's Benny's really cool as and I I really appreciate it. I want to I've been wanting you to come on and it's like we just missed. I don't know if you heard of Danny Stranger. Have you heard of a streamer named Danny Stranger? Sounds familiar. He he was like kind of
like Kid Rock and he he had a kind of long hair. He got he went viral for like getting fired from Walmart. So he has one of his videos had 1.2 million views. And so he had like 20 something thousand subscribers. He always had like three or four people in his chat. And then like recently he'd
been streaming a lot a lot a lot. And I was like you know one night I like sent my chat over to his chat and he like a lot of people went over there and he had a great time and everything. Four days later he got shot three times in the chest at the gas station and so he's passed away now. This happened a year ago. Yeah. And it's like super sad
and stuff. I mean I also I don't know if you're aware of MusicBizMarty. Do you know that guy? Yeah. He That's the one that almost got all my taken. Yeah. He used to troll him. I already told you about him trolling me. And now he felt bad. Well, you know, and he Yeah, you you know he's dead, but yeah, he Yeah, I never had a true problem with him. He had Well, and and I know Jamie Rose, his girlfriend and stuff, and they they
they were some of the first guests on my show. I think he was thinking that I would be the next Cyrax or something like that. But then he kind of like >> Well, yeah, yeah. He also knew you knew um he said me so Yeah, and then and yeah, exactly. And he was like um he asked me one night, he's like, "Do you know Do you think you can use tarot for like sports betting?" And I was
like, "No, but I was like just tell me like what color the team's pants are." And I don't know. I was like, "If I I think their butts are cute or whatever, I'll I'll pick that." I don't know. But he I know I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm sorry. I'm sorry. But >> You're good. You don't have to say sorry. I know, man. But um he he started winning and stuff, and he he was sending me like PayPals and stuff of like some of his winnings
and from sports betting and stuff. And then, you know, very quickly he passed away. Who else has passed away? I mean, we've been through some We know We know King Cobra passed away. Um and um and then Oh, so there's a guy in your chat named Michael Leguizamo. And he was on your panel, too, before. Um Do you recognize Do you remember the name at all? I can show you his picture if you
>> Yeah, yeah. Well, show me a picture. want to see his picture. Yeah, I'll show you his picture. And he I met him on your panel, actually, and I was like I think I was like, "Hey, you're cute. Can I suck your dick?" or whatever. And he was like he's like I think he said okay. Then I met Then I saw him modding at this transgender channel. Her name is Sabrina She W. And um you know, and he I started dating this
girl. It turned into this big thing where um um he like, you know, got $800 from her, and then she like was like, "Oh, you just scammed me for alcohol money" and stuff like that. Cuz And then >> Yeah, that sounds like me. >> was kind of he was kind of like a little I mean, bit, you know, a little bit you know, he was kind of >> Weaselly. Yeah, a little bit weaselly
and stuff and I would get, you know, I do this clapping system on my show or it's like $25 like claps on for a day and they kick him off the panel and stuff. But I would never do that do that to you, buddy, so don't worry. Um but um yeah um so um let me see l e g u i I'll show you what he looks like. But he um
He ended up passing away, too. Yeah, this was him. >> hell did he die? And You recognize Yeah, do you do you didn't hear about that? Like this is what he looks like right here. Um there's Michael's channel. And he was always a nice guy to me. He was really a really kind person to me. Um let's see here we go. Do you recognize him?
I met him on your panel, actually. Yeah, I haven't seen him in a very very long time, though. Yeah, so he passed away probably last July. He passed away in July. And wasn't he like in the army or some sort of like that? >> Um I think. I don't I'm not 100 like I'm not 100% sure about that. Like he was running around in Florida and like he was like,
you know, he was kind of like I think he was in the trans, you know, and stuff and like whatever. He really liked me. He was having he had a lot of fun on my show except when you know, he he he got kicked out a lot of times. And then it's like now I'm like this villain because I accepted money to kick him and stuff like that. And And I mean yeah, and I did a seance for him one night and I had my candle and I
was like, "Michael." I was like, "Michael, it's okay. Tracy's not here. Um she's not going to ask for the $800." Like he borrowed the $800. He just constantly got harassed about this $800 that that he that he took. And um I don't know. I But um let's see. Can we Can we full screen him? You're watching his eyelid closings. Um only if he doesn't mind. I think that's a little bit weird. What do
you mean that What do you mean that Why are you being so weird? He I don't know. I don't really care. I like looking at myself. Okay. Can I put you on full screen for a second, Matt? Or a minute There we go. Here we go. There we go. Yeah, dude. Looks maxing. I was just joking. >> No, he taught me everything. >> All right. I'm not going to lie. I'm fried, bro. I'm fried. There you go.
>> Last thing a minute ago, what is gooning? Song, wait a minute. What is gooning? >> gooning is a face you make when you when people It's when someone has an orgasm. I mean, I learned that I learned about I learned I learned the word from him, okay? But, I learned you know, things about like aura and I learned mogging. Mogging Gooning just means masturbation, but uh Oh, yeah. That's what I
Or that's what I know it as. I'm sorry. I've been a goon face. Like, a goon face is like exactly. Mhm. Yeah. He can talk to the chat for one minute. I have to pee real quick. Okay. Talk to the chat for a minute, if you can. Okay chat. Let's see what's going on. I'm fried, bro. I don't even know what the going on. All right. I'm just in like a different reality right now.
The thing that it is is that not what it mean to the rest of us? Okay. We're trying to be um I guess down to earth with that. I can't. He's too young. I remember him crying on the RV to go back home. No, I never cried. Um
Basically, it was that um I got on the RV to like escape to like um escape my house and like better my life. And um the first like even Chicken said like it was the worst night on the RV he's ever had. And he was even thinking about just quitting. So, Saint Well, he was told to leave, but he was going to quit no
matter what. Um Trying was and it ended up just being me and Saint leaving. But yeah, everyone was like done that night like behind the scenes like like off of stream. Tryn was going to everyone was but um yeah. And were you around when like Okay, so I had someone on the show named Mr. Big Pipes. I don't know if you're
aware of this person. Mr. Big Pipes him and he has a famous fight with Saint where Saint like actually like almost poked out his eyeballs in the fight and like because he was like kept grabbing Mr. Big Pipes' banjo or something. Oh yeah yeah yeah. Yeah, and also I remember kind of like a little bit like did Chicken Andy try to fight you or something and like someone got in
between or remember Chicken Andy No, Chicken never got upset with me ever. Okay, he never Okay, not just Chicken Andy but there's somebody Blade. Blade, okay, okay, yeah. Blade was like going to want to fight and stuff like that. >> No, I was just like Blade. Okay. Cuz so I got on your RV, we're drinking, already had a three Twisted Tea 24s. So I hop on, they did a $100 donno and
there was a little bit like little less or little more than a quarter I mean of a liter, right? Or half, right? And in one go I killed the whole entire thing and didn't throw up somehow and then killed a Red Bull after. So I did that and then um I ended up drinking a Four Loko after or before and then so I'm sitting there drinking um even more.
And all of a sudden Blade goes to me, he's like, "Edward, I'm going to spit on you." I said, "Dude, if you spit on me, I'm blasting you on the net like" I said it a few times. I'm like, "Dude, if he spits on me, I'm him up." And then everyone was like, "Oh, oh, oh, he's just drunk. He's just drunk." I'm like, "I I know. I understand he's just drunk. I don't give a if he spits on me like" I'm not going to let Blade me disrespect me.
I mean it did and it's like but I didn't want to I didn't like it was like you're not like a I mean you can fight. I know you can throw hands. You throw hands if you need to and stuff and it's like you're and you're strong actually like you know, surprisingly you have that like that like you have this like surprising strength and everything but yeah. >> in the building, but yeah. But you're like but you're like mainly a peaceful person. Like I like that I like
for the Well, you kind of Yeah, kind of. Unless they you get really like they get in your face and then it's like but I mean those RVs are crazy. I've been like told, "Oh, you know, can you go in the RV with this person that person?" I mean I went in mine like um hanging on an RV and like getting drunk. Hey, I like the Twisted Tea. I like And someone say, "Why don't gay guys drink beer?" Hey, I drink Voodoo Rangers like half the time,
but you know, I I have the harder lemonades and I I do I do like fruity drinks a little bit. They're all right. They're all right. They're all right. I I I remember in your house like sometimes you would like Okay, first of all, when you cook, like I'd always be so frustrated because you do these you cook this like amazing meal and stuff, but you would never It would never be like on camera and then and then you
kind of put it in a paper plate and you like kind of like like a taco, just put like like just just eat it and stuff like that. I I watched you make some of those meals, Benny. Yeah, yeah. And in fact, I I would I would eat I would eat anything Benny Benny Benny cooked or anything like that, you know. Well, yeah, I've been cooking since I was a little little kid. I didn't really like learn how to cook, but uh um I forgot what I was going to say. Um
but yeah, the RV was really fun. Just the second day, it was a lot of reasons I left because I like after drinking all that alcohol, I didn't even sleep. I literally just sat there and nodded off. Turned it like Yeah, I started turning people's streams off cuz I got sick of hearing it and I like tried to sleep and I like I passed out for like maybe 20 minutes and then woke up and started idling with Triton and
I felt like literal death the entire like they we tried to like I tried to drink and it my body just instantly was rejecting it. And then after that all the fighting happened. I was like, "Yeah, I'm over this I want to go home and go to sleep." I I know that I think I think that RV got cut short, but one thing I did watch you and I remember this is like one of the first I want to say probably one of the funnest weekends I just had like just
watching a stream is when you and Trident went to the Philadelphia Comic Con No, it was I said Pittsburgh, but yeah, yeah. Pittsburgh, Pittsburgh and you were like yeah and you were um like you know, everyone's like Benny go talk to those girls. You ended up did you did talk to some some girls, but I talked to any like anyone I thought was pretty I got their number and
yeah, I would just straight up like we started I was like getting amped up and then I'm like all right, all right, hold my phone, hold my phone and then I would walk over and yeah, I only got told out of 10 12 people I only got told no twice. So yeah. Yeah, I mean it's like and you and you went I just remember watching that that that whole like you were almost on the whole the whole weekend for that and you
were with Trident and like Trident I still go to Trident's chat and you know, once in a while and he's a cool guy and you still talk you're still yeah, he's good friends with him. Like yeah, he's really cool. As you know, I just haven't been over there lately, but and then I remember there was a there was fireworks show and like you got you went you got these Jamaican me crazy. You went to the
actually at the liquor store you could go to the liquor store or something and you can get like drinks there. Remember that? You could like >> Yeah, yeah, yeah. I never saw that in any any place and stuff, but yeah, um They have them where I live, too. But my favorite part of that whole weekend was like there was like a room that you guys went in and there was a big crowd in the like the biggest crowd in this room and they were
throwing around a ball and it was >> the rage. Yeah, it was like it's like but then it's like if you caught the ball, then you had to to like tell a joke about anime or Pokémon or something. It was something weird that >> Oh, that was the first I think that was the first time I ever went. Yeah. Yeah. And they instantly they they instantly zeroed in on me. I'm like and then I was listening to the answers I knew all the answers I was like, damn. Yeah, but all
of a sudden I'm looking at and all of a sudden I just see trying to like and you had run out of the room and and because you didn't want to like do because you had to go up and do stand-up comedy or something or like have it stuff prepared or something. And I and I remember and then you went to there was this rave too. And it was like this whole thing. Everyone go to the rave. It was hours and hours. Like finally you had to like
check your bags three times and stuff and then finally you went to the rave and everyone was like yes and I was like I think you literally stayed for like five minutes and you're like, okay, we had enough. Let's go. And you just went back to the hotel or you went into an alley actually. Drink out of a bottle. >> second the second time we went bro was way crazier. Uh Lo's was there.
And dude, I like blacked out on the rave floor, passed out on the rave floor with all the lights, everything going and then woke up, started screaming, yelling at people, where the my phone? And then I like unblacked out and was like, cool. And then And Tron was blacked out like and yeah. And it was that was a eventful night.
>> The other thing was there was this um this I think a homeless guy pressing you for like change. That was the first time, yeah. The first time, yeah. I was and it's like and then it's like you were like you were like you were like you had your you had mace or like a stun gun or something. You were like >> No, I had a baton and mace. Yeah, you were ready to like stop this
guy was trying to sell you a watch or something like that or he was like he was like asking you for money and stuff and stuff. Then I remember you like both high-tailed it away from him and you went right to the security. Yeah, I did, >> a crazy guy out there. That was so yeah. funny. That was >> I didn't give a that guy. But no, he was Tron was talking to him
but like I was just sitting there like getting mad at him and just like And then finally Tron could see I was getting like furious and like about to explode so he's like, yo dude, like we don't We're not giving you a money, bro." Yeah. And then he acted like he was going to do something, and I was just I didn't give a And I remember also, um, one of my favorite things is
like, you know, there's some abandoned houses near you, and we were like, "Go outside and do a ghost hunting stream. Go do a ghost hunting stream." And you go into this house, and you'd find like a water pistol or something on the table. You're And you find And you you just And I remember just you walking cuz you're long long shadow walking and stuff. And you had this water pistol, and then it's like everyone's like, "Go into the basement." You walk down to the basement. And did
you see a ghost or something down there? You saw something that scared the out of you, and you were out of that house. Like I I don't know. I don't know. Okay. Okay, we're not Well, I think >> of homeless guy. I'm more worried about homeless guy being down there. Maybe that cuz I We just heard a noise or something like that. I It was It was scary. And then also, when you'd fall asleep on your couch,
you have this Lady of the Castle print, right? Is it called the Lady of the Castle or something like that? And behind you? >> I would literally I don't know if I was just like high or tripping. I would like You'd be sleeping there. I'd be doing tarot readings and stuff, and then it's like I would like see her move, and I'm like, "The The painting is alive and stuff." I That was funny. And you would fall asleep for like hours, and then I'd
see you then you'd like like lift up your shirt and scratch a little bit like And when you sleep, and then it's like And then if you then you'd wake up suddenly I don't know. It was just It was just epic times. It was like before I was even into like I didn't know anything about anything. And people would say I would wake up wake up instantly crack another beer, start shotgunning teas, go Or I would be coked up on my own, go
downtown, and start yelling at the staff. Like, "This is You're not serving me." But then they would sometimes. But then times they wouldn't. 2020 like like your dirt riding used to So, you're like a like actually like like a pro I don't know if you're a professional you're like so good. I would be I would be B class which is one away from me. So
yeah. Benny was amazing and he would go into like the forest like into like right into like you go speeding down and sometimes like sometimes like there get stuff we get stuck in the bike and stuff like that. But I remember you got pulled over one time and like almost like in the cops like the cop we were like near your home in this this field out in the middle of kind of the town. It's kind of abandoned
town like kind of spooky town right? It's like Um Yeah and then and you and Ghost town yeah for sure. Yeah the guy was the but the cop turned out to be cool but I guess like you know I remember also this guy who is this guy his name he called himself Benny something too but um he like ordered you a pizza one night and and he said oh I sent you a pepperoni pizza. You got a barbecue chicken pizza. You're like what
the is this? I don't think you've ever had a barbecue chicken pizza something and you were like if you're like oh this good I think you just sat there ate the whole pizza like I don't Yeah I think it was pineapple barbecue barbecue chicken. I wasn't going to let it go to waste so I ate that Yeah. I don't know if you do something to my brother too. Yeah yeah your brother I remember the one time you and your brother like there was
like a bat flew in your house and I and I I don't know if that bat made it out alive of the house. No I sprayed it with brake cleaner. Yeah the bat unfortunately died and stuff but that was yeah your brother your brother is cool too your brother Elijah um I remember and his girlfriend too. I remember okay one time his girlfriend and we call her like Big
Betty or something and then we call her like something I forgot but one time No you're mixing you're mixing someone up but yeah um You're thinking of Big April. Yeah she was Big April okay but she one time you had your cam you fell asleep your camera was in front of the bathroom and she went into the bathroom and took a dump on the like everyone it was
Do you remember that? Maybe you don't remember that. Yeah, I I I I I I I Yeah, that was pretty crazy. I mean it was like Guys you have to and he's and you How How often are you streaming still? Twice a week lucky, three times it depends. It depends. Yeah, and guys so it's at it's at Benny Brad and it's like and I want like you know and it's like
you're but you're not afraid of trolls or anything. It's like you're just he just he he Guys he's just he's so chill. He's so cool. And it's like I mean it's like really weird people will say, "Oh, I'm so weird." And they call you basically a child. Like I think today someone says, "Benny's a child." and stuff like that. >> Multiple people have, yeah. Benny's First of all, you're really smart. You are really smart. Like you could talk
about all kinds of history and like you had like these really great conversations. And I don't like you know people can say your brain works in maybe a different way or something like that. But it's >> Most definitely. You're super like intelligent. Like it's it's like very very He's very smart. Like I would say like a secret genius and stuff cuz people will say, "Oh, you know, he's
kind of like like a little bit like almost like California like surfer vibe or something like that." >> Yeah, yeah, yeah, I can see that. He's really smart. He's really smart. You can talk about anything. You can talk about anything and You're I mean No, um I try to like not to like let people know like to my like >> I know I'm trying I'm giving away a secret. I mean I'm saying too much. But you know what? This is just because
people are saying "Oh, he has the mind of a child." and everything and like I like I'm constantly being said, "I was taking advantage of you." I think I may maybe made a one inappropriate joke as your as your mod and you were like, "Hey, you're like that's not funny." or something and I was like I got real embarrassed and I was like I'm sorry. >> Yeah, I think that was only one time or it was like a few times you were really drunk and I just said like yeah, don't
do that. Okay. And then it was fine. Yeah, and it's but it really was it was joking and I am No, no, he's vulgar. Cuz I was like that was like when I first start like I wasn't really a big drinker and stuff, but it's like all of a sudden I had someone to party with cuz you were streaming a lot at that time. You were streaming like every day like pretty much all the time. When I first came in there, I think
there were like 100 people and I remember everyone saying, "Bro, bro, bro, bro, bro." And I said everyone starts typing bro like a thousand times. And uh hey, how's the chat doing? Guys, you have a Oh my gosh, bro, there's a thirst fight in the chat. How many people are in here? How many people are watching? There are 45 people in the chat right now. Oh, okay, that's not bad.
Yeah, not bad. I mean, I had um my last week I think I had like 100 people and it's like cuz there are like these high drama streams occasionally and it's like um yeah, I don't know how I'm not shadow banned. I don't know because I have open panels like every time, you know? Yeah. Like I have StreamYard the whole time. I had like sometimes nine people
especially last year and there was just the N-word. There was porn bomb after porn bomb after porn bomb. Like I've seen so many people's balls. I'm like practically like off being gay now. I'm like I've seen I've seen enough balls to last a lifetime and stuff. But and and or, you know, and unfortunately some guys with really small penises and stuff that that that >> My bros, yeah.
Yeah. I don't know if you know Sig. Have you heard of Sig? Mhm, that sounds very familiar. >> he was he like says he has a beanie on. He's like Hispanic and he's like he porn bombed me. I don't know if you but he's on every panel. He like trolls like 90 day fiance and like every community can every open panel. He'll just sit there keep coming on keep coming on. He has
like I think he has he has a boyfriend named 300 blowing stuff. No, but I don't know, he's I don't think he's gay, but he's kind of like call the call kind of like incel and stuff like that. But >> Oh, okay. Yeah. I know incels. Yeah. But he poon bombed by like and it looked like he literally had a vagina. Like and it's like it was pretty shocking. Like and um Yeah, and hey, I'm on Discord and
you don't like Discord and stuff like that. Discord's probably like trouble, right? But like that's where people like kind of like look at this picture and it's like I mean Mini Manson, how about Mini Manson? Are you aware of Mini Manson? I think I might have seen him once or twice in my chat, but I don't know him. I don't know him. Well, Mini Manson I I met Mini Manson through Alisa Jordana. I don't know if you're if you watch >> Alisa. She used to She used to restream
my streams. Yeah. And uh I mean I I I was on Alisa's one night and I called in and um I did a tarot reading for her. She named her like the whole stream after me and stuff and she was just like really cool, I you know, and I I found her kind of after that controversial whatever happened. And um and so she also is a big inspiration for streaming and stuff for me. Uh I
know she went out Didn't she go out with Trident maybe once or something? And I remember he showed me a picture of her. He looked like he was like kind of freckle-faced or like not freckle-faced. He looked like he had He looked like he looked pretty young in the picture, but I think I think he did show me a picture where he he did meet Alisa before. But um This is news to me, man. Damn. Well, ask Trident ask him
if he did show me a picture of her. I'm 100% sure he did show me a picture of her that he did meet her in person and stuff. Um and so I but I don't know I she told me I could go to Florida and and stream with her. I never was able to like, you know, get it together to do that. >> She's She's the one that was on Howard Stern back in the day, right? Yes. And she did she kind of dated Benji. I don't know if you know Benji from Howard Stern and stuff. >> Yeah, he beat the out of her after she kept hitting him. Yeah, that was hilarious.
>> Well, that was another guy. That was um Squirl. He I think he donated like about a million dollars or more like to her. Like he was like a Saudi >> Yeah. Like um or not Saudi Arabian, but like a kind of an Arabian like >> Yeah, Middle Eastern country, yeah. A Middle Eastern his father owned like oil. >> Oil uh oil type coons, yeah. Yeah, exactly. And yeah, and that was the famous um the famous that's when I was
reintroduced to her, but I was a big Howard Stern fan. And that's kind of like and I mean I would always like be like, "Oh, Howard Stern's a big inspiration." People were like, "Oh, you're not Howard Stern, whatever." And uh you know, I mean but at the same I mean I think that uh I don't know. I think my stream turned out pretty entertaining. Like Sir, yeah, yours yours Oh, I didn't mean to cut you off, but yeah, yours stuff's pretty good. Um
You do good. You go with the flow, which is like really good. Um Usually the one thing I would suggest is like when someone's like like if someone's going on like a really rant, like it's better just to like see where it goes, you know what I mean? Well, I I mean I do. I mean I I like sometimes if I mean unless I get porn bombed or it's like I mean I've I've let people and I let
people back on a million times. I give people a chance and stuff like over and over. Like but like I do have some pretty wild people that are like you know, it's it's like it's like it's like pitbulls. Like so you can't really control pitbulls like like wild pitbulls and stuff like that. You can like and I've almost been like a you know I mean I've been through some Benny
I've been through some and I'm going through right now on it and it's like it's hard it it's like difficult. >> not healthy for you, yeah. Sometimes all right and but hey, you know what? I never I but I remember I was like I was like, "Benny, what do you think about me and IP2 and stuff?" And you're like you're like you're just like no like no and I was like, "Well, why is that?" I didn't understand at the time like you
had an understanding more of like the negative side of it. Like I just thought it was a website that promoted streamers and stuff. It does, but Yeah, it does it does, right? But then it's like kind of like almost like the chat is trying to kill the streamer some of the time like with like Um so they come from a lot of the viewers of IP2 comes from um
the dark web. So PDFs um basically people that like to watch like people slowly kill themselves. There's that kink. Uh, people of like that demographic usually are um I would get you. I'm not saying all, but there is a lot like or like just more curiosity of like a lot of people are on dark web for uh like uh more of curiosity.
Stuff like that. Um, but that's where a lot of like IP2 comes from it seems like and that's why they got banned and started um the sub whatever. But no less, I could tell that like when you're like talking like yeah, you have a lot of you must have a lot of people on your panels so you cuz you're automatically like I was trying to tell you that. kind of IP2 people and it's like and they and I never got on it and it's almost like a
blessing and but at the same time it's like I've been through like this co- like this co-version and these person these dark triad personalities that are like literally trying to get you to unalive yourself and they donate they'll donate so you can like get up and stuff and like it just so they can it is a it's a negative and I know that you you might have gone through some of
that too with your some mods at one time and stuff. I know it's dark. It's dark and it's like but um you know, I just didn't understand and so when people will be like whatever goes wrong they're like, "Well, you wanted to be IP2. You wanted this. You wanted this." I'm like, "I didn't understand what it was." And it's like if anything I wish I would have like talked to you maybe got a hold of you and like gotten more
of an idea of that cuz I can't >> you you you you want to say I should have listened. I should have listened. Yeah, I should have listened more clearly cuz cuz you were like I was like, "Well, why are you saying no?" I was like I didn't know I didn't understand why you said no and stuff. Oh, there's Gish. Hey, what's up Gish? I didn't understand. Um, but and now people are saying, "Oh, no
one's trying to coerce anybody to that." And I'm like, "Yes, they are." Cuz I've experienced it and they've said things that are like And then and then people people people lie, they deny. And it's like even people that I thought were like close friends. And that's why I've been through so many relationships. There's a lot of toxic really toxic that goes on. Like really. Like and it's
like and then it gets harder when it's like then no one's donating and it's like they're literally sitting there just trying to like attack you attack you like troll you to death. I mean it's like not you I mean me you. I mean I've seen you'll be able to handle it better than me. I'm a little bit like I'm I'm a little bit too nice sometimes, you know? And I came in here like
loving life. I'm here to do tarot and like kind of like have a beer or two and stuff like that. And it's like it turned into like now it's like full knockout drag drag out like so like so bad like today there's like a 6-hour stream about me literally 6 hours of like what a just a piece of garbage I am and it's like this
old lady named Christine and she's and then oh my gosh and people striking my channel for like no reason. People people making Yeah. I mean it's it's hard. I mean it's like people actually making like AI images of me, okay? Where it's like I'm literally like burning in a in a dumpster and stuff like that. And then
trying to strike me for those images of me. How can you like First of all, it's AI generated. Second of all, it's my image. It's it's like it almost feels like a a grape, you know? You know, I'm trying to keep it like I mean it almost feels like my image is being taken. I'm being called Psyrax, PSY RAX. I'm being shown
in a van picking up Yeah, it's a grape of your character, I guess. Yeah, oh my gosh. It's charac- it's character assassination. It's like It's it's difficult. And mean, but hey, I'm strong and it's like, you know I think I think you may you help make me strong. Like that like you're one of those people that's like I'm like if Benny can
like survive this and it's like I I I don't Benny's my my master Benny, right? He's like my he's like my father in a way, right? It's like so I'm like and I can't let you down and like I don't want you to see anything bad happen to me. Like or right and it's like Yeah. I don't I wouldn't even I would never want to disappoint you or anything. It's like I I I'm
you know I want to like >> and you're a cool dude. Um Thank you. Well, that's why I told you like, you know, you're like, "Oh, I want to stream, but I don't know how." And that's why I said it's just it's really consistency honestly will help you a long way. I've streamed almost every day for like a year and almost a half now. Like yeah, and it's like I started doing open panels for over a year. Um pretty much just let everybody on, say whatever
they want. Sometimes I fall asleep and stuff with people on the panel, porn bomb me, and stuff. I've survived so much that I should have like not survived and stuff. Um I mean I'm talking about the channel, not like necessarily my life. Cuz I'm strong, but it's like, you know, it's getting really you know, today I I I said today I had like at least like
like yesterday I had like 20 people looking for a free bicycle that the guy is like literally texting them, "Oh, come to my house. Bang on my door. Ignore my mentally ill son." And my dad my dad died, you know. And it's like I'm like I'm telling these people, "My dad's dead. He's not texting you." And it's like explaining to them and they're like, "Are you What sounds like you" It's like really it gets really dark and stuff. And it's like sometimes I don't know if it's worth it
and it's like I'm really almost one foot out the door at this point because it's just like I don't want to negatively affect anybody else. And so it's just really difficult, but I'm going to I'm hanging in there because I do there's a lot of people I love and uh Hey, Scum's here. What's up, guys? How are we? And the chat's going crazy. 61 Well, the best thing
I'm going to tell you like the best thing to do with that is, bro, listen. You got to like just see yourself as the bad guy kind of a way. You got to be like, "Okay, well, if I'm this, I'm that." You know, you just got to like um I don't know how to explain it. Um Here, I know I hear you. You got to slowly just like not accept like don't accept what the they're saying, of course not. But um But just get yourself numb to it, bro.
Like Right. Hey hey like I've gotten so much that it's like I I I am much more mentally stronger than I was. I am If you've watched me a year ago and it's like you watch me now, and people say I look different or whatever. Oh, now I'm getting the the phone calls. I've been getting like a thousand phone calls a day. This guy has my number, address, 2,000 lbs of concrete, like I
said, scrap metal people. Um it's constant, you know, I wish I could get a paid for pizza sometimes. Well, the good thing is I do have a great people, too, that have been supporting me and like friends I can be have friends behind the scenes, but it's like, you know, keep uh you know, it's like I kind of like, you know, have to really try to protect
people and stuff. It's it's it's it's not easy. Um I'm not saying I'm like I'm not like Listen, I'm mentally strong. I've been bullied all my life, you know, I'm a gay guy and like, you know, and I know it's easy to be gay nowadays, right? And I know you get called gay and stuff like that. You're straight and so it's like, you know, imagine how like And so it's like it's
not a I've been through so much bullying already, so I can kind of like be okay and stuff, but it's getting it gets it's getting really personal and really hurtful. But hey, if anything, there's a there's a people I want to make proud, you're one of them. How are we doing? Like the chat's laughing. You know, Benny is half my
age. Yes, I know Benny is half my age. He is 24, I'm 45. Um he has all ages, you know, you know, people like, you know, adults in his chat and he's an adult. He not my chat, but yeah. Right. I mean, but no, I mean, your chat is like I remember that old dirty BMXer
and like there's like there's like all kinds of like and then there's really really cool I mean I mean, a lot of people I met in your chat and it's like and I'm networking stuff. Um, Pico Graham, I I see him all the time in chats. I'm friends with Saint and stuff like that. Saint's been really giving me a lot of good advice. I love Saint. Like he's like a cool cool as guy. Yeah. Saint's the homie, bro. Saint's the homie.
>> Yeah. He's really cool and then, you know, I don't know if you know Payet is or yeah, you say Zaya or damn Pebs. I just met them and it's like, you know, we they've also been through these like human trafficking accusations all this right? It's like So, Glockboy, my bad. I didn't mean to cut you off. Glockboy got I was getting into streaming and I was
like in the chat and I found Glockboy just randomly and he got me into like IP2. Like he helped promote my channel. And then I started going on Pebs's panels and I was just taking over everyone's panels. Like I'd be drunk non-off, bro. Like on the percs. It I was just especially when I do Xans, I would go
like, "Fuck you all." I was like I was considered the king of talking before Saint came around and then now Saint is, but those were the funnest times, honestly, was doing panels back then. I have a mod I have a mod and he's like Saint hates you. Why am why is this person modded? I'm still not sure. I mean, it's like I mean, like seriously and I see my mods talking about me in other chats.
Like what's your recommendation? I mean, if I shouldn't bring it up. Really just don't look in other people's chats because that's just always going to be the case. I got my chat in other people's chats, but it's like I want to know my mods are saying sometimes and if I see them I need it's hard, right? Yeah, don't It's just best um It's like a female's phone or if you give it to others' phone, it's best to
leave it like not to with it, you know what I mean? Well, I'm just saying Saint doesn't hate me like and so and neither does he hate Benny and so I I don't know. I don't know. I don't know what you're >> Benny and I are cool. They're saying that Yeah, I'm saying I'm cool with I was just in the chat the other day and then that's where I kind of like reconnected with Pebs and then I went
over to Pebs and Zayas' chat and it's like and everyone like I say it's like everyone will have me on and like that. Like every like I I I don't know I never have a problem going on any show, but it's like I don't want to go on too many shows right now uh because wow, do I get Like some shows
are good, some shows are good, but it's like uh it's it's and it gets hard. It gets hard. I uh I actually network a lot on like that's what I usually did on panels was like I talked uh on Guccis for like hours and hours. Um yeah, I met a lot of people on the panels. Yeah. I mean if I
>> Chicken Andy. Chicken Andy? Yeah. Uh I never Did I ever get I mean I did I just like I guess he's on Twitch or something or Kick or something and it's like I never really talk on So, you know, on YouTube I thought I was talking and then it's like you they can't read some of the thing. I mean if I ever have to what like if I was I'm never on YouTube like what would you say is a good place to like go like Kick.
Kick okay. Yeah, and I make >> not if you're able not to cuss Well, no. I think Well, no, Kick does better deals. So, yeah, I'll say Kick. Yeah, I would say that's the best bet. TikTok I'm on like TikTok and stuff and it's like I mean it's really Here's what's else is difficult. Like I will have like 1,500 people
um watch an episode. It will get like 30 likes and 30 dislikes and stuff like that. And it's like >> Yeah, they're just with you, yeah. Yeah, they're just with me. And it's like and it's just that hurts and stuff like that. It's like I sometimes I feel like people are just like they're to like trying to like watch me like suffer or something or they just like can't give me any like I don't know. I just I I guess I can't I
don't really have to worry about that stuff. I've been monetized, you know, for a while. I got monetized a few months yeah. How many months ago? I got monetized like last March and so I was like basically did open panels got my like within like two two or three months of open panels I was I was fully monetized. I've made over $1,000 several months and stuff.
Uh like I'm not doing it like now it's it's all I'm doing enough to like get paid out and stuff by YouTube but it's like, you know, it's kind of like Oh, I've been I've been in so much slander. Like I would love to be doing my tarot readings and stuff. Oh, he's like some drunk like negative person. Never get a tarot reading from him. Never Don't donate to him. Don't do
this. I mean it's like it's like and it's like Yeah, I'm hammered is what people say. People are people are jealous like so much of it, right? Like that they get jealous of people that and they'll they'll go and they'll any of my donators they attack any guy that donates. Oh, you're gay and it's like you have to be strong I mean it's like I mean I don't think they should keep and it's hard because you want super chats and stuff but it's like at the same time it's like
better to be anonymous sometimes because people will just go after any any kind of good relationship any kind of love they'll go after attack they'll lie. Like people will probably go and they'll say oh Benny psychic saying this about you and stuff like that. And it's like you just like just know that I don't talk about you and I right? But you'll probably hear that like cuz just cuz that's what people do. >> No, they're just
They've had me on tangents like that I'll them up. But it I know it's fake. I just go along like I just would like usually I just go along with the cuz if you just sit there not like going along with like the troll most of the time then chat gets boring and then it gets boring. So, I like to um go along with it most of the time. >> like in the the drama community is like,
you know, it's fun a lot of the time and it's like, you know, and I listen, I've had these crash out streams. I'm just like screaming. I mean, if you want to see me screaming and stuff and crashing out, I can show you like a couple minutes of that cuz it's like people are like, "That's so funny." And they encourage it and stuff like that. But at the same I mean, I can show you when I was like screaming the F word or the N
word at this guy the other night and stuff. And um Woah. It was crazy. It was crazy. Um yeah, I mean, if they they put these on Rumble and stuff, but you know, I'm really not I never had a problem I don't know about shadow banning or anything. I never had a problem with like most of this, but it's like and some of these people like were my friend and stuff, but I think you might find I I just want I want to
show you like me I'll tell you this. Uh 90% of people online are not your friends, bro. Exactly. And then maybe like even yeah, 95% even. But yeah. Yeah. It's like Psyche Awakens versus Beatis Kitties and SweetP. Okay, I think that or versus gang or the gang panel or you know, if you don't mind like we can watch a few minutes of that cuz it's
like I want you to see me I want to make you proud. I really do. And I think like you might be surprised a little bit cuz it's like you're going to see me like like you haven't really seen me before. And uh you're going to see me mad and stuff and uh actually this I I don't know. I just I I hope I make you proud, but we just play a little bit. I'll see I'll see how long.
>> See. Thank you so much. Okay. >> Yep. What is this? What is this? Okay, here. Let me check this out. There we go. Okay, here we go. Uh okay, here. I I don't think I've seen this one yet. This I get And by the way, I get clipped a a on this show. I know it's called tamping. It's called tamping when you when you tamp the pen.
I don't want to I don't Stop Stop taking your tampons and making tea and making rituals about me. Stop it. I'm done with it. I can see you doing it. Oh, >> No, it's called >> It's called It's called red tea. No, it's not. It's called menstrual fluid tea. And stop drinking it and making side packs about me. Stop it.
Can we pause it real quick? Now. >> Yeah. Okay. Uh I just want to say something real quick. Don't you have to drink the tea? Hey, it was made by spaghetti sauce by my ex-girlfriend, okay? Oh, okay. Okay. >> Okay. All right. Okay. I was sitting here. >> Don't put knives in the chat. Wait, you're going to kill me? Now you're
going to kill me. Now you want my blood. That's the next thing. Then they want They want They want a a male version's blood, and I'm a male version. Right? That's the next thing they're going to do. They're going to They're going to get my blood. Ghost, I'm going to mod you, but the mod fee is $50 and um my um super chat.
Or else I'm going to take it away from you. Damn. And the For women it's free because they they have menstrual fluid and they can kill me. No more You guys, stop using your period blood on me. Please stop it. Until I see a super chat, Ghosty, if Ghosty It's been 6 months. I'm about to die of starvation because you didn't know I was monetized again.
And you're too lazy to get a a Cash App. Just Can you Can you please help me out a little bit? Like help a bro out? That Cash App part sounded like me there. Yeah, I mean Guys, I'm just making you a mod. You just All you The only In exchange for mod, just promise not to kill me with your menstrual fluid.
Do we have a deal? Were you drinking? >> appropriate way for my mod to talk to me. Philip, punching balloon. What is it What does that even mean? It's on? That means you agree with the the deal? Are you Are you Christine? Are you Christine?
The ex- The excess menstrual fluid, put it in the ocean. Put it in the ocean. To and not on his person. No, a big thick balloon. Someone hire Katrina right away. What's the cut-off for virginity returns? Can someone answer um Aaron's question? I just don't I don't know the answer to that. I don't know the answer to that one.
I'm kind of getting confused at this point. A big thick balloon, right? I don't >> thick balloon. A big thick balloon. remember this. You're sick. You're one sick You're a great mod though. Thank you for being my mod. Hey. Menstrual Is menstrual fluid It's like a
You ever heard of menstrual show where they had the blackface? It's called a redface. Samael is here now. Samael who is menstrual fluid. I We've summoned Now we summon the demon of menstrual fluid. Lilith actually is the the the goddess of semen. Samael's the menstrual fluid. We It kind
of goes backwards in the occult. Sweetie's going, "Oh, of course, Sweetie." "Oh, no, she is Oh my goodness." Is that why she's in such a psychotic I mean, please. Damn. Who are you talking about here? Oh. >> Sweetie P, that had a channel about me.
>> I care. This morning I I I know, I Like posted a serious thing like, "Okay, well, I'm being there's definitely a smear campaign going on. It was not not like anything I've ever posted. Everything you post sounds the same. Uh-huh. I mean you're so funny. Everything Everything you say Everything you say sounds the same. Every All your channels have looks the same. It's all me. Okay?
How about like have your own channel? Show yourself on camera, you No. Oh, no, no. Oh, where did he say Oh, I don't I don't even You don't need to I Yeah, I'm Oh my god, Rebecca. It I haven't seen this. I mean I don't really remember this. I think it gets worse,
believe it or not. Oh my god, he called me a Oh. Oh my god. I call him a all the time. Oh. This ain't that bad. Okay good. Compared to me? Oh, I don't know why I don't know why he gets mad. I call him a I don't know if he's a
Uh why does he get mad? I just called him a you know a few times. >> Show him the clip of me hitting my mom. He called me a Do you want me to show that? Yeah, go ahead. For content's sake. First of all, Benny Okay Benny's Benny's cool, okay? Hold on. Okay. I might walk away though, but yeah.
Okay. I mean I have I've you know, I've always defended you. Hold on one second. Cuz I didn't Cuz people are saying you punched her in the face and I said it looks like he punched her through the door, but I won't comment. Okay. No, yeah, it's a palm of my hand. I slammed her head. Okay. Um Benny Blanco mother hit in the bathroom during Hold on. Uh during burglars and let me see me.
Hold on one second. I have to I have to find this one. Uh opens up Okay, Benny Blanco um Uh burglars kicked out of home. This is a different Benny Blanco. Okay. Do you know Can someone K, do you know that link? Or do you know what it's called? Um Guy, if someone can find that link, go
>> It's on ahead. I can do My mom was is like 220, bro, 240 and 5'8. So, I don't know. My mom's not weak. Yeah. Um if if you want to post that in the chat, if they want to I mean a mod can post that. I think, you know, I mean it is like, you know, viewer discretion advised on that. Um I'm going to play it I'll I'll I'll play a
different clip because I was That one was like I don't remember talking about the menstrual fluid for like a long time. I think that was like See, some of it is like people think >> It's on I didn't mean to cut you off. It's on BG's channel, I'm pretty sure. B Okay, BG Okay, I can go to BG's channel. Is BG in here? Okay, not BG. Okay, let me see. Hold on. Um I need to go to my channel. Okay, I'm
going to go to my YouTube. Okay, my channel and I can go to BG's channel. And then I can check it there. BG Or BG can post it. Okay, BG, where are you in the chat? Okay, B There's not BG. Okay, there he is. Okay. Go to channel.
Okay, it's not there. Hey, um It's at BG West Ways. BG West Ways. Yeah, what is the on it? Yeah, B G W E S T Yep. W E S T?
No, W A Y Z. Okay. BG W A Y Z? A S E A No, W Huh? A S Got it. Y Wait, hold up. Now I'm losing it. It's okay. My bad. My bad. Uh Guys,
guys, guys, mods, can you help me out? >> Yeah, it's w a y z. Okay, b g w a y z. No, b g west ways. Okay, got you. B g west w a y z, okay. West >> Yeah. w a y z Mhm. Okay. Uh
Okay, there's b g's channel, okay. Okay, there it is, I found it, okay. Got it, okay. Oh god. Yeah, uh let's see. And how do I get to my stream here? Okay, there we go and share screen and video Okay, they got it, okay. And here we go. Okay.
This is after I just got done like getting like hit on, so I was tweaking. THANKS FOR THE VIEWS, DUMB BOOM, YOU'RE DEAD. YOU'RE OUT THIS LIFE. MOM. TAKE YOUR LAPTOP. OH MY GOD, YOU JUST HIT MY YOU just hit my head off the wall.
Damn, I used to be a menace. Uh Just leave. Yeah yeah. Hold on one second, I'm going to take that down. There we go. Well, you know, I but here's what I'll say. I have seen Okay, first of all, you know, I've seen you also be very affectionate with your mom and
stuff. I know you probably have this kind of relationship like where you probably had these kind of fights and stuff. It was bad. Yeah, um but, you know, it's like I I have I've I've also seen her like, you know, your mom love I've seen your mom love on you, too, and it's like I I don't know, it's like not my place to like say, "Oh, this is a mother and son It's a mother
and son relationship is like a very a very um Well Yeah, go ahead. Yeah, I was just saying um so no less off the stream like uh I was fighting with them and then they were hidden and then so I walked off the stream so as soon as I saw her like Yeah, but um Yeah, I was like um You can my people like can hear me but yeah, I was like abusive as a kid
so like yeah. My whole life's been violent. Yeah, and it's like you know and I and I know you've been through like a lot of stuff and like you know and it's like there's a lot been a lot We're not in the relationship but I think like someone wants to come uh yeah, I don't know if you've heard of um Careless Kate and uh she has she's a streamer and uh
if she wants to come up um I don't I I I never like really I I never really really saw like the the hand connect but it's like you know but Hey, maybe my interview skills Okay, so she'll be up in a few. >> that I don't pretend that didn't happen or like uh I was in the right at all so. Yeah.
Um so it was low-key we I need to talk to you. Oh well, you know what? I mean it's like I don't know. It's It's okay. Like um All I know is that is wild. It's okay. Well, yeah, so what what what the what? So he I know he said he did and so what am I going to say now? Oh my god, Benny cuz I have seen like
him do me just just as horrible as that is I've seen him be just as affectionate and I know you I I mean it's like I've seen like true like love between you two and so as I don't know the relationship and that's what I and but yeah, Benny said he Benny said he did. I mean he said he used an open hand, right? And Mhm. and
pushed her on the wall um Mhm. you know You know what? You know what? He admits that I I never >> see nothing, bro. Yeah, happens, you know. And uh I'll get your girl him off in a second. Don't kick me off. Uh Yeah, who else like uh is that person going to join? Yeah, she said a couple minutes. Uh yeah, she can come up or
yeah. Um I don't I hear um hold on. K Z um no Okay, guys, K Z I I I should have let K Z up. I don't know. I don't want to get porn bombed, too. Yeah, this is just a weird guy. I'll kick him off. I'll kick him off if he's if he's like here if he's like annoying. He might be very annoying. Hold on one second. K Z what? K Z?
Hey Sage. What? You have a question for Benny? Say >> Are you grooming Are you grooming another young man? I don't think he's comfortable having you take this young man's butt. Are you okay sir? Blink twice if he's being inappropriate. I think he might be grooming you, sir. Benny groomed me. Okay. >> I don't know that. Get out of here, K Z. Go yourself. Hey, he don't you want
to see this guy? This is what this guy looks like. I mean, I have I I mean, cuz you know what? What's cool is I'm giving videos of of everybody. And uh you know, I've I've also So, I I have I have a I have a I have a little You can see what this guy looks like. I actually made a cartoon of him. I I have his modeling photos and all this stuff. Like, look at this guy. Hold on. comment on something.
I noticed it's happened before. Every time I make a comment on a page, like somebody will follow what kind of thing they start trouble or something. No what? And talk trash to people, so then they, you know, and then like think it was me, but
You know what I mean? Somebody would say, "God Yeah, you That's that's what that's what that guy just looks like. K Z, you're kicked off the show tonight. You're off the You're you're off That was enough, K Z. You're you're the we're the worst guest. Um I don't think there's ever been a Okay. I I've never seen or heard anything like that and it's like
I I he's always been super super good with with in that other respect and so Um, yeah and and Casey also has a uh you know, he's been on a pregnant woman or something like that and so he he had >> Yeah. That's crazy. I've never put my hands on anyone I've ever dated or like anything like that, so.
Yeah. Well, Benny be be um big time I mean it's like yeah Casey is not a great he's he's already gone. He's not a great guest guys and uh he's already gone from backstage, so he's not coming back. >> Yeah, I don't know. I thought it was funny a little bit, but you know It was a little fun. I mean, yeah. I mean but hey, leave leave Benny's butt out of this and I I'm not a groomer, okay? I'm
not a groomer. I'm not a groomer. You know, but is master dude the guy that Yes, Arthur, didn't you just see that? I mean it's like you're and uh Yeah, guys we all lost our temper before, right? I Okay. K- K- can you come up, please? Yeah um
But you know, but I know I I I want to say I don't I don't I don't want to embarrass you, but I've seen like, you know, you almost like cuddling up to your mom and stuff. I've I've seen her throw back several beers and fight you know, fight over beers and stuff like that and uh you know, and it's like I it's not my place to like to like really comment on it. Um, uh yeah, I mean it's like there's other
Relationships are complicated. Have we ever got in a Have we all had a fight with our mom where it's like we kind of like maybe like for for like, you know, I don't know. I would always go like this. My mom would always beat the out of Like you know, it's I never hit my But uh you know, but it's like you know I do this. And then like they go to flying across the room, so yeah.
Hey guys, let's see. You never You argue with You never Well, I'm saying I'm And don't leave marks. I don't I don't know. I've never seen him I've seen Benny with many cats and I've seen Benny just love on his cat and his cats love him. And you know, cats would never like love on somebody that was like
that. And so, I've never seen that. Um with the dog Okay. Okay. Well, I don't I've never I never saw him with the dog. I never saw him >> had a dog on the stream. Yeah. There was um ex's dog is what they're probably talking about and uh their dog was evil, bro. Like it even bit their brother, everyone, but it was always chill to me.
It's probably cuz I'm not scared of it, though. I don't know what I don't know, so I can't really comment on that. And so, so but you know, it's like people can ask ask him. I mean, he's really I mean, he seems to be super open and like, you know, honest and stuff. And and you know, I guess they're asking, but I want um I mean, the rotten hell is funny. Yeah. Uh
um Yeah. I See, I I've never heard anything like that. Do you research before you say anything? He hasn't done anything. I'm just saying what Everything I watched, I've never seen him with the dog. I've just seen him with cats and I seen the cats are uh the cats love him and stuff. What like what happens off stream? Well, what happens off stream like that's we can't see. And it's like
And he did say he his mom even I mean, it's like Come on, Arthur. Catch up. Catch up, please. >> Oh, I know you're talking about, BG. Yeah. That was I never shot a cat with a BB gun though. I used to kill uh birds, though, um with a 10 pump a lot. You killed birds. Yeah. I I remember my
dad told me a story. He had a BB gun and he shot a bird like when he was a kid, you know. This is like probably 19 40 or something. And the bird And uh he the bird died and uh he felt so terrible and stuff right and so you know and it's you came across even Minecraft and you oh my gosh well guys I mean see
now it's getting like yeah now it's going to start but he was just nodded out hold on I'm blues I don't know oh is that that's not the real page Perry page's mouth that's not a real person that get the hell out of here with that name that's disgusting come on uh who the how the do you come across this on Minecraft I'm confused um
I never lied to you G yeah platforming him is the platforming danger um no I used to average 70k streams so I mean I just don't stream anymore really okay I don't I don't see this is going to be no Arthur he said he did we did we played the clip he like played the clip
and explained every explained it you know it's like now I'm hearing like other stuff and it's like right it's like I just here okay here's Kate one second Kate hello yes what's up here we go hey how are you how are you good hi Benny hello
hear you very well um I've heard the chat um so there was there more than the the one incident with your mom I'm curious or was it I see there's like two major ones that's it though no I can't hear him can't hear him I said there was two major ones that was it my bad hold on
she might she might have a problem with her with her headphones I didn't have my mic all the way up either she said yeah she said or he said there was two major ones. K. Well, three. Though that one was with my dad. No, I can't hear him at all. Let me Let
me try to back out and join again. Come on back. StreamYard's being dumb. Let me try a different browser. Okay. Yeah. Um Okay. But uh yeah, people like if you see me smiling, it's just like that's just like a coping mechanism I do. And that is like that that is known as a coping mechanism. Sometimes people will smile in
uncomfortable situations. >> video? Yeah. Um There's Boston Soul saying, "Hey." Bobby Tender, "I make one menstrual joke and you're the evil one." Well, Katrina, you're not the evil one, but you were over there with Christine today. Um and I I did get the video before she deleted it, and so I heard or I you
know, I saw everything that was said. And there was some stuff said that I would appreciate if my mods would have my back on stuff, right? So, um but >> some of your mods are wildin'. Yeah. I don't care. Don't Don't Don't delete them for my sake, bro. So,
Well, yeah, I just deleted the one person that had pre-pages like this really He was using her name and said something kind of vile there. Uh I hope I never get McDonald's again. I'm sick for this Wait, what are you talking about, Minne? Like Okay. Okay. There's a little Okay, here we go. This is Here we go. Hi.
I can hear him now. Is that you? Hold on. Okay. Same. Yeah. >> Okay. Good. Okay. Okay, I can hear him. Good. Yes, I was asking if it was an isolated incident or just the one. >> No, that yeah. He said a few times he's had a He's had like a kind of a with his mom. Is it on stream or is it talking privately? No, private. But that was the only one
like where got physical with my mom. But that just happened to be on stream sadly. And how many years ago was that? Is that recent? >> 3 now? 2 and 1/2. >> Okay. Now, what's this about animals? Did you didn't you didn't go after cat with a BB
gun? No, I had um you know the water gel things? No, like a pellet? No, okay. So, is this a water gun essentially? Oh. Mhm. Okay, but not not a BB gun. No, it's completely different.
Okay. I mean like um Yeah, I feel like it doesn't do anything, bro. Um But no, I've never like um all my animals with me. Like I only have one animal at a time usually. That was my brother's um thing going on cuz he had like uh way too many animals and he doesn't take care of them, so yeah.
That's how I ended up with my cat I have now. You know what I'm saying? Was there I mean I don't understand like I mean this not I'm not kind of like getting the pic Was there was this animal injured? Was this like um is this I mean at all was the animal all hurt? I I just like can you if you can like
Chat, is my volume better now? Sorry. Okay. Yeah, I was like getting like gloomy there like talking all low and Sorry, it was I didn't realize it was hooked up to my wasn't hooked up to my computer. But yeah, I know people assume I'm a psychopath, but you know, it is what it is. I don't really You know? Well, I'm just saying I'm just
saying was this you're talking about a water gun kind of thing? Like cuz people spray their animals sometimes with like a spray water, but is it is this like some kind of like powerful stream? >> blaster. You know what a gel blaster is? Gel blaster. Does anybody know? Google it. It shoots water um balls. You can look it up. Like water pellets?
I guess. Like you can cause damage to call it a pellet like Okay. You guys are getting me like >> Oh, like Orbeez? Yeah, they're like an Orbeez. Yeah, it's super small. Okay, is this like Can you can you can you tell like I don't understand. >> the right idea. She knows what I'm talking about. It shoots like Orbeez type things. Did
the cat get injured? >> you shoot each other with them. Oh, this is kind of cool. I need to get one for my son. Uh-huh. The only like real little like get up that like does anything is if you hit somebody in the eye like it could like it won't it won't like destroy their eye, but Kate Kate Kate, is it something that is like would hurt a cat if it was spray if it was shot at a cat?
No. Okay. I don't think it would be pleasant. It would probably scare them. Um No, I was just around when I'm like playing with them. I mean I'm thinking so yeah. >> I'm looking at it. Okay. I wouldn't say it's a good thing to do though.
But I can I Like I do certainly do not condone any of like anything that would actually like hurt the animal. And he's so was it you shot directly at it was it directly at the animal like the animal or was it nearby? Like what what was what was it It was like nearby. Okay. So you didn't you didn't shoot the you shot it just like nearby to scare it you're saying?
No, I was playing around like uh I don't know how to explain it to you. Yeah. Like so the cat like wasn't like running from you. It was like playing on me. Hm? You just did it for shits and giggles? Scared the cat I mean it was it to scare the cat? Was it to like hurt the >> just playing. Okay. You're playing but I mean it's like this is kind of really disturbing cuz you
know I'm really a cat lover and stuff. So, I just want to make sure this is like like with any pain or any injury I want to understand >> No. case, they would have called the cops on They would have called If that was the me. Cuz I was doxxed long before then. You know what I mean? I got doxxed um
my first year and then I got doxxed again by Q. By Q? Q45? Mhm. Have you Cops have been called on me multiple times. Sorry. You have You have anything like sent to your house like that like like like concrete or stuff like that? Remember the first time I met you you
were having your address put in the chat and so oh we have a hold on. I don't know one second maybe gas one second I'm just This is okay one second. Um hello? Mhm. Hello there psychic you rich. Okay, yeah. Oh god. There we go. Hold one second there we go. Do you have a question for Benny um Vanguard or You're on with the Vanguard and Kate. Or
um and Benny. Wait uh who's Benny? Benny is the male. Besides me. >> Who? He's the guy on the panel. >> Vanguard? Master. The guy on panel you mean the boy on panel. Okay. He is How old are you Benny? I'm 24. Okay.
What's up man? No I don't I don't have a question. Do you have a question Kate with blue eyes? No I asked mine. I'm I'm I'm I'm good right now. What What did you call them? Blue eyes? Yeah, blue eyes, yeah. Yeah but Oh.
Yeah, I have like a glowish eyes. Kind of, I guess. So, uh so you guys don't think I'm a very good person, huh? Well, I mean, that's the general consensus of the chat. You know, uh I'm not a big fan of cats. I didn't ask you on a panel.
Okay, fine. Hey, um you know, I want to say that I didn't know about the any of the of these animal abuse allegations, and it's like and I don't know uh >> I'm going to grab my cat. Show you guys. Well, I don't want you to You said you're you're Why is the house empty?
I'm just like very I'm very concerned um like that cuz I don't understand exactly the mechanics of this and if kicking help me out. All right, so I like out of my cats, I've only had four cats in my entire life. So, I had um Figaro, which he was going outside. I don't know if he was eating trash or what the
he did. He got poisoned or something, and then he just went to sleep and then wouldn't get up. And puppy cat, he ran away and never came back. And uh now I have um I don't even have a name for it. I just call him Kitty. I've had him for like over a year now, though. I almost I almost feel like I'm being punked right now or something cuz it's like I've never really really seen this
kind of side of you. Um like that I I don't know cuz it's like I don't know about what what like cuz it's really I mean, it's like I love cats so much, and it's like I just want to >> too. Okay. I mean, and I had my one cat for
almost 8 years Sigur before he died. Yeah. So, um I've forgotten your name, but it's definitely not master. How many years did you do in youth detention facilities? Ooh um Um they could never like actually like
prove I ever did stuff, so but they were like really trying the hardest to get me to outside in, which was where they would send like kid murders. Uh but then I just stayed in the custody of them for a good 7 years. Around that. Right. Well, that's a long time, isn't it? hell. Like 12
years old to 17. hell. >> Yeah, that was like the worst time of my life honestly. Like I think they're honestly You don't really have a good thing to say about humanity. You told me, didn't from your experience, that is. Mhm. I don't like humans.
What do you consider yourself though? A human? Mhm. I don't know, I guess, dude. Not really, in a way. You don't consider yourself inhuman or better than humans. That's And I guys, and this is like and it's like really disgusting if like, you know,
there's any of this like I mean, the thing the mom thing, it was like I it was always I I didn't see it, but like and like the animal stuff >> Well, you're turning on me, so like I'm not going to turn on you. Well, here's what I'm going to say. I'm going to say I want to understand. I want to understand and it's like and you're you're you're revealing stuff, okay? And so it's like
I you don't seem to be having any remorse, so you consider yourself a psychopath, you could say. Mhm. I don't I guess. >> You don't know or you don't do. Okay. I can explain. Right now, I'm like I'm like, you know, almost like talking to like a child. Like Charles Manson, yeah. Sorry. I'd rather just understand you rather than
rather than try to like put a lot of judgment on you and something. I'd rather like go ahead and like reveal yourself or like, you know, I mean you don't seem like you're >> What do you want to know? I think are you you consider yourself evil? You consider yourself bad? I mean, what do you think? Every human being is evil to like some
extent. It doesn't matter like like um like the go- like not like to get political or anything like that. They're like it's obvious that the government uses serial killers and stuff like that to prey on people and then they just throw them up, lock them up forever. But what they do on a small scale you got people I'll get that soon. Have you been
>> on the other courted One human being is Have you been courted? Have you been courted by the CIA at all? Mhm. Why would I talk to CIA? Have you been courted by them? Have you been like have they talked to you about being one of these like super soldiers or something or like because I do think that they go after like maybe psychopaths cuz it's like they want people that
Yeah, they look at the social. But uh or uh um hold on. Um trying to think. Um I'm sorry. I'm not trying to like um just trying to like really think about what I'm saying here. Yeah. You said the CIA, but no. I was a part of a program very little. People called it the gay program. I was a part of that. I'm not trying to say too much.
It's called the gay program or gateway or is it gay program The gay program. Okay, I've never I've never heard of it. But and okay. Well, we can all do our own research in this. Um this is something like Let me just tell you about it. You go ahead. You go ahead. Okay so they'd grab one to three people out of um class, right? So, there's three of
us. They take you, they say it's a cognitive test. I guess back in the day they would say it's um for gifted children. So, what they do is they sit you down, they have cards, and then they have the headphones like you would on a normal test, but they have a drink there. They make you take the drink. >> dissonance to quantify your cognitive dissonance. What do you mean?
Cognitive dissonance is like thinking holding two at the same time with the key. Hold on. Hold on. Hold on. I'm going to explain the what it was, okay? Go go ahead, brother. Um so, what they do is you have to take the drink. They would It was a pink drink. They sit there and talk to you for 15 minutes, and then they start the test. And it really they just have a cards up like this. And they would show you one card, and then they're like, "Predict what's on
the next card." And then with the hearing, they'd be like, "Oh, what part of the room is it coming from? Front, back, down, up." It's a lot of stuff they thought. Telepathy, like telepathy or remote viewing? Okay. Did you ever about with them seeing, "I'm sucking your misses' tits right now." Type of things like that?
What is the What's that called? Sucking tits? I'm sucking on the sucking tits tits, I think. Mate, what I said was, "Did you ever with them seeing, 'Yeah, I can tell you what by that card, mate. Sucking your misses' tits.'" Did you ever with No, I wouldn't say like that. Um these people were like kind of spooky, I'm not going to lie, cuz they're just They just randomly come into the school,
you know what I mean? I don't know who the these people are. And at the time I would have been 5 to 8. So yeah. So, it would have been around 2007-8. Let's say 2008, so I would have been 7 years old.
>> But no, um if I honestly got people get like confused that like think I don't have feelings and stuff like that, but it's not true at all. So, can you ask what have you got tattooed on your fingers? Wide open. Wide open? Yeah, right there. >> Wow. I ride dirt bikes.
Oh. It's like same as like do or die, uh Godspeed. >> Wide open. Wow. Like the throttle? >> Yeah, you you're a bit of a Travis Pastrana, dude. Type of thing. You can go on my channel and look, um I have shorts, so it's not like you have to watch any like videos. Wow.
I have box I have a boxing fight on there, like a hood one, um yeah. Fair enough. Yeah, psych's definitely I think I'm scaring him a little bit. If you like motorcycles and Travis Pastrana and nitro and all that miracle yeah, yeah, crack on.
Did you say cracker? I think you said crack on. Oh, I thought he said cracker. yeah cracker. I can crack at that, but yeah, no, I've been riding since I was a five dirt bike, but I started riding when I was at three. Nice. >> training wheels on dirt bikes? No, on my bicycle. I never had training
wheels on a dirt bike. But they do though, yeah, they do. That's why. Yeah, I feel like I like ruined the vibe, bro. But I didn't like you guys just asked questions, I answered. No, I feel like I probably did coming up asking my questions. Sorry about that, but um You're good. >> The whole the whole animal thing. The
cat the chat the look look Excuse me. The chat was talking about the cat and it was really bothering me. I wanted to get to the bottom of that. Um Yeah. It's understandable. I want to see what you're saying, but no, I can show you guys my cat. He's uh he probably weighs 20 lb now. Hold on, I'll grab him in a second. Cuz I got to grab my cigarettes and >> like my dog there. What is your other
name? I'm not going to call you master cuz I don't agree with that. No. Mhm. Uh my name's Benny. Benny. Benny boy. Nice to meet you. Nice to meet you, too, sir. So, where are you from? Uh Scotland. >> Mate, have you ever heard of Asgard before? I don't think.
You've never heard of Asgard before? hell. What's it called? Asgard. Never in my damn life. I'm sorry, man. You've never even watched the Thor movie before? >> I watched the Thor movie, yeah. Which hell. one? What? Well, where do you think Thor lives?
Over there is where Thor is, in Asgard. You have heard
Well, I'm a vet. Where the hell did Psyche go? I have no idea. Hey, Goatee. Just because I've got more brains than my dead feet than you will ever on your rotten feet, Goatee. I'll pay attention to something.
You have dead feet? >> Yeah. Sorry, Benny. Benny, I was talking to Goatee. You know what I mean? Goatee dead feet Goatee. Uh-huh. I suck at sex in a female, my bad. My girl I'm talking dating. So, how's your guys' love life?
What? Nonexistent. I don't love life at all at the moment. Love life? Nonexistent.
That's right, Channel. Oh my goodness, guys. Like, damn. Mate, um uh Benny. This kid is going off the wall. Benny, um do you think life is a nice place to bring children into at the moment?
Hell no. Okay. Do you? No, I um I would not voluntarily bring a life into this world, would you? Not purposely. I um I might have a kid or two, I don't know. You might?
Possible. Like, you don't know if you got them knocked up or you don't know if they're yours. That one. Damn. Wow. You know, they ain't got nothing to do with me either. So, kid, when you disappointed, I said uh um cracker on instead of cracker.
Would have made more sense. I thought it was funny. Cracker. Fair enough. Fair enough, kid. I I get what you mean. I get what you mean. Fair enough. Fair enough.
Instead of flirting with a grizzly homosexual, they can't can't stop eating McDonald's. Do you Do you look at psyche in that way at all? Do you have any any any romantic feelings towards psyche? Who is he? Yeah. No.
Did he ever make advances at you? Not that I know of. Okay. Just wondered. Did you know that Goatee has rotten feet and he has a tattoo of goats?
What's that? Do you know who Goatee is? Goatee? Yeah Goatee. Got you. Can you guys like put a picture up or like no? You probably won't know him. Oh. I thought she was saying Gucci's for a second. I was like, yeah, I know
Gucci's. Oh, Goatee. Goatee isn't like you know Boston T, but Goatee. But has rotten feet. What's Goatee? >> He has rotten feet? Yeah, man. Got his tattoo of goats on his feet? Like Blade. Yeah. You guys don't know who only uses me, Blade?
Oh yes. Yeah, I hung I partied with him a few like once, but yeah. So, like are you guys in IP2 or like what? Like panelverse-ish IP2 drama. I don't know what it is.
Yeah, that's it. IP2 spin-off. There's a lot of IP2 people that orbit this area. Yeah um which is also like part of like Dark Web Um What they do is they get like blackmail and like that and yeah. This is like a there's a very big
conglomerate of different communities that kind of converge into I like how the first part of the syllable of conglomerate is con. Con. Con. Makes sense. Everybody's going con. So how long you guys been watching Psych?
Um about a year. I would say probably about this time last year. Uh Psych, you're somebody's backstage. Where are you, Psych? Yeah, man. Hey, where? I think it's BG. Yeah man. So kids, can we ask what what state of America, yeah, do you
hail from? I'm in Iowa. Iowa for Ohio? Iowa. Iowa. Iowa. Uh not Ohio, Iowa. Iowa? Iowa. Yeah, it's between um Illinois and Nebraska. I'm below Minnesota and above Missouri. I've never heard of the state of Iowa
before. I've never heard of the state of Iowa before. If that's a real state, I I will eat my hat. Oh no. Oh, finally Psych's back. Damn, I was like, what the is going on? Oh, I just I just How long has he been up? I'm sorry, I had to step away for a minute. >> Are you okay, Psych? You good?
>> Absolutely fine. I do feel like um you know, it's like I wish I had kind of like, you know, I have so many people telling me so many things and it would have been kind of different. >> got questions. I get it, Psych. You've got questions and we're trying to get answers, right? So it's all good. I get what you're saying. >> But it's like I don't want it to be like this kind of gotcha moment like like I I like I was aware of any of this, okay?
It's okay, we'll figure it out together. We'll figure it out together, right, Benny? I'm going to go I'm going to Yeah. I'm going to let everybody out. Okay, excuse me, Benny. Let's have a talk. Benny, Benny, Benny, Benny boy, Benny boy, Benny boy. Why are you smiling like that? What's that smile for? Are you mugging me? No, I'm just thinking. What are you
thinking about? Stuff off the stream. Stuff off the stream? Okay, private stuff. Okay. Mhm. So, I didn't know about this side of you and it makes me really sad because I always I always saw you as a copycat and stuff and I saw, you know, I only saw that cat like loving on you and, you know, and it's like
>> Oh, yeah, of course. I mean, if I was beating on that cat, it wouldn't let me it wouldn't be like that. But it's like would you beat on any cat and it's like and that's like, I mean, have you considered like professional help for these urges or for this behavior because it's like that is like not cool. That's not acceptable. And I just needed to catch my breath a little bit because
I had never heard about I mean, people tell me all the time, "Oh, he hit his mom. He hit his mom and this and that." I had never like frosting I can't believe that you would do that and it really hurts my heart. I I did tell you like all these things, though. You told me all these things?
Tell me Tell me again. What did you tell me? I told you that everyone thinks I'm a psychopath, all that bro. I told you about the the mom all that. I know about your mom I know about that and I know about, you know, that that kind of thing, but it's like right? And it's like, you know, edge lord kind of thing, you know, and it's like
that's what I kind of I didn't I didn't know about this animal allegations and that just like really hurts my heart. I don't hurt animals, but okay. That's what you believe. Is that I hear I'm asking you. I'm asking you. You're saying You're saying something about a a pellet. being very evasive about what exactly >> No, I told you exactly what it was. Okay. >> said you can look it up. Um
My bad. You just look up um see like you said it's the orbs. Um The orbs, okay. But now you're being um >> No, I'm trying to look around the room cuz I thought I had some. Um You know them smell good balls that are water? Okay. It's the same as that. It's just water balls. Okay. But it sounds like almost like a
b- I don't know. It's like that is necessarily disturbing and it's like and You look it up. I know I know you would say I'm a psycho like Listen, like there's a ton of people that are like, "Oh, I'm a psychopath." and stuff like that or I'm a sociopath and it's like and there are tons of There are tons of No, I know you're not. Hold on. There
are tons of functioning sociopaths and psychopaths that would not do any of that stuff, you know? It's like and so or like So, I'm just wondering how far have you gone on these on these urges? And this is like just me I mean besides fight with your mom and stuff like that. I'm talk- I'm talking about anything like anything you want to get off your chest or something like that tonight cuz it's like, you know, we can lay it on the table because I know I'm
>> Yeah, I committed murder or like that. Yeah, I go to jail. I'm not about that. I just want you I'm not saying you admitted to crimes or something like that, but it's like Like what's the purpose? Like why did you come tonight? Like why Like why this? Why like the Well, I came on cuz I just I don't know. Enjoy coming on your panels. Okay. Okay. And it's like
you know, I just have to say take a step back cuz it's like, you know, I have Guys, for my I've told everybody from the beginning this is I started streaming cuz of you and stuff and I I looked up to you like a lot, right? And it's like and you get you have given me good advice. And yeah, you've said you know, I'm a psycho or something like
that. I took it as kind of an edge lord thing. I never considered So and you're and then but it's like it seems like you're almost talking about other stuff and like I'm I'm hearing things that are just so disturbing tonight and like, you know, a little bit sad to me. And it's like I just want to know like what's really going through your mind?
Like like and like what? Like uh like but but there's is there something more going on too? Like I I I don't know. Like I feel like >> always more There are There's something always in everyone's life that's going on. Like but like what's the troll? What's the troll here? I'm not trolling anybody. Are you like I don't even mean well but I mean that might I might think my you know, but this is all trolls here, right? Okay. Um so it's like you know, or you've
dealt with them or is like this kind of thing, right? Like what's the uh >> No, I don't I'm not trolling you, bro. Okay. Okay. Well, thank you. I appreciate that. Well, but what's like I don't understand first of all why no one would ever bring this up and then it just comes up all of a sudden tonight about the animal allegations. No, I was reading I was reading chat and answered a
question. Okay. Is lighting turning your eyes? Okay, hold on. Is this lighting mine? Hold on. I'll turn off my light. No, you're good. I'm listening to you, bro. I know. Okay. Well, you know, at the end of the day, you know, it's like you're a Okay. Well, what do what do you consider yourself beside a human being? That's the that's the that's the next question. A god, a demon a
um a a evil person, a good person, a someone that has the potential potential to hurt again or or someone that has actually hurt? Like what do you what like I want What is your side of the sword because it's like you're smirking kind of and it's like a little bit mhm a little bit evasive. It feels almost like a kind of gotcha
thing for me to like, oh, and then it's like you know, like I'm doing something wrong or something like that. But I but what's like the underlying What's what's the what what's the point What's the What do you want to get across to the audience tonight? Cuz you're you're you're here to audience of 53 people. What do you want to What is What is your side What is like What do you want to say? Cuz you people will say, "Animal abuser." Um you know, and
then you know, "Mom beater." or whatever, right? And what is your response to that? Like what do you What do you feel about that? Uh I don't really feel anything, but um cuz I know these animals, so like it's not that deep to me. You don't have feelings? Um no. I don't I never abuse animals, so Okay. So, that that's your That's your story and you're sticking to it with that,
right? Mhm. Okay. I've never I was never presented with any of that information. You Okay. So, We talked about for a second the one stream. Like a year ago. Okay. Like all this is like 2 and 1/2 3 years ago, bro. 3 years ago.
I really don't recall any like anything like that at all like shooting a BB at the I mean And why do Why would you remember like talking about that to me like in particular? I just remember stuff like that. You just remember stuff like that? So, you remember you know, you have like a lot of people in your chat, but you remember I was there interacting with you about this particular thing and I was there at that moment interacting and
saying, "Oh, okay. Great." or something like that. Like what's the I want to see like what What's this What's this about? No, you're um Go ahead. >> I'm pretty sure you're shot that night all this stuff like what BG's talking about, but uh yeah. So, I So, is this because I was in chat that night? So, I No, I'm not saying anything, but like you didn't do anything wrong, bro. I
I mean, this seems like what? I heard about this because if I had heard anything like this, it's like No, cuz you seen you seen what it was and you even said like, "Nah, bro. Benny's cool, bro." I seen what it was? Mhm. What? What explain to me. I I responded to you about this particular incident or something? Yeah. What did I say?
What? You're like that wasn't cool, but like I didn't actually abuse any animal like they wouldn't do anything. I want to just go grab my cat and show you, bro. Like I don't abuse animals, bro. Don't say grab your cat because that sounds like bad. Like it's like, you know, it's like, you know, I don't know. My heart is like hurting
right now because it's like I don't I don't and I don't know why it's like, "Oh, I responded Now I want to like see proof about this. I responded to this particular situation. I understood this like this, right? Like what is this gotcha thing? What is it What is this about? Where are you getting this gotcha stuff from? I'm not gotcha anybody. I don't do
that. That's what my chat is like. They're like, "Oh, wow. Oh my gosh." saying, "Oh, well, well, you were there They're And it's like And then you're that night." And stuff. See, I was >> No. Okay, yeah. I'm just saying. My bad. I mean it's like what? I was there I I witnessed any of this? I said I have no really recollection of anything like this. Like And so, I'm just All I remember is
Puppycat and Puppycat disappeared and you were like you were like almost cry about Puppycat. I don't remember hearing about another cat. I never heard about your first cat or poison. I never heard about any of this, but I'm just wondering why you're saying I was aware of this particular thing like we had talked personally because Right? It's like I just And why there's a smirk right there? I just want to know.
>> I was reading chat. Okay. >> That's why I'm looking down. But what's going on? Like there's something like more. It's like because like >> No, uh I was going to I was when you were finished talking I was going to tell you that Yeah, most of the chat is just saying that this guy's uh this and that. They're saying, uh I'd say it was gross action, but abuse would be a stretch. Uh it's lying. So, I wouldn't
think it's fine. Uh, live a little Benny looks like Baron. Try something like that. I don't know. Dude, look at him. Live loud. Yep, the psych smirk. Psycho. Um, nobody loser. He has suicide written all over his. Ellen face.
He had Wait, he has so so I don't know what that says. I think my man is a man of me. Live a little man. Yeah, and I'm cool. Okay, but low-key Yeah, and it's like low-key Are we psych psycho? Like are Hold on. The psycho smirk, okay. Well, my name is Okay, so now it gets confusing and stuff like that. Did I change the subject or Benny change the subject? Like
Well, who changed the subject? And it's like I mean, I just I just want to know. Why would you say, "Oh, I was aware of this." Like Like I want to know like why would you Why would you say something like that? And how would you know? Like How would I know? Um, cuz I have like being a photographic memory.
Okay. Well, wouldn't this be something that psychopaths would say maybe? Just because I'm contemplating what to say probably. Okay. So, you have a Okay. >> Being honest. I said you're very smart and stuff like that. You're very smart, but I'm saying it just seems like that we didn't really have conversations. Like, you know, it's like
basically it was basically the chat talking at you and stuff. And 99% of the time you're not responding. You're sitting there telling your story and stuff like that. How would you know I'm sitting right there and you're saying I mean, it's just like it just seems like it's so strange. >> on a panel. And then there was songs that I talked about it on stream. Can I Okay, can
somebody find a panel a pan a panel clip where I would ever ever like condone >> have been on one of mine. I've been on your panel how many times Benny? Mhm eight. Okay. >> 12. Your photographic memory is failing you now because I have more photographic memory about this. Okay, let me think. Okay, I remember I was one I was there
one night with this guy. And um and you left your panel and you left me with them, okay? And you and then he was able to connect to Discord and all this stuff but you weren't on the panel that night. I talked to you probably on your panel maybe two or three times. Okay, and recently we did it we we talked recently. Are you talking about recently this happened? You're talking about last year? Cuz I
was on the panel probably not even last year. I probably wasn't on the panel at all last year. I think I was on the panel the year before okay? Cuz I remember October I had my I had had my tooth taken out this weekend, right? And then that's when you left me with um Danette, d a n e t. Do you know Danette? Danette there's no voice call on but um
no, I'm talking about all in general like all the times that we've talked on. We've never talked privately. We've never ever talked privately. I've talked on the panel. Nope, we've never talked privately. Have we talked privately except on the panel in public, right? Yeah. So I bet if there's an accusation made I just want to say to produce it. Produce the proof because this seems like
No, that's out there. It's out there. What is out there like where I would ever condone this? Do you know what a cat lover is? I didn't say you condoned anything. I never said you condoned anything. I said I just mentioned it. That's all. Okay, but then you're like oh and you like like we had talked it was almost like you saying you talked privately or something about this particular thing. >> no.
Okay, I don't know. I meant like I like all right, so you know how we're talking right now, right? Right. Say we have five people in the panel, right? People would start attacking me like oh, you did this, you did that and then I would mention and talk about it. Well, like be like, "Oh, you. No, I didn't do that." Da da da da. And yeah. Okay.
So, you're 100% sure I was right there involved in this conversation about and and It almost seems like It's impossible you haven't heard about this. Okay, it's impossible you haven't heard about it. It's possible. It's possible. Yeah, it's possible, but It's possible. Guys, so there we go. Okay, it's possible. I I could have, you know, gone to the bathroom. I could have, you know, passed out. I mean, it's like unless you're in
my house and you It's like but anything like that I've I've The first I thought they were talking about a dog. And then all of a sudden it goes to the cat and stuff like that. And it's like and also I know you were with Dangerous. Did you go to Dangerous or not? You're I'm You never went to Dangerous to see Danger? No.
You never did? I thought you were going to go see him and stuff, but he was picking you up and stuff. Yeah, I was going to, but like it just You're going to go >> just too much. It never happened. Mhm. I'm mistaken. So, I'm mistaken about that. See See, I did miss, you know, I wasn't sitting there like all the time
hanging on every word. And I wouldn't ever condone any kind of animal abuse. And it's like >> Yeah. And it's like now it's like now the way it's being presented tonight, now it's like feeling like some kind of like, "Oh, here's the gotcha thing." And BG, I'm not really interested in hearing what you have to say cuz I know you're just like interested in like, you know,
cooking or like what it whatever it is. I'm talking to Benny alone right now. Benny, it's like for you to say that I was aware of this and it's like and I would cuz I >> I didn't mean it like the way you're thinking. My bad. Okay, but you're saying oh, you were in the chat and I you and almost like we had talked about this or something. I have no recollection of this and it's like I wouldn't ever condone anything like
that. And so, I'm just saying if people are going to make it accusation towards me No, I'm not. And I don't know what I don't know now I'm and I don't quite understand what you're saying if like you're talking about a water gun right now. You're talking about a water pellet. I'm not familiar with guns like like or you know even toy guns particularly I was never allowed to play with toy guns. >> Yeah.
I'll explain to you. Okay, so little kids they get these they're called gel blasters. They are water guns but they shoot a little um water thing. Kids shoot each other with them in the face. What is the what is the velocity of this of this of this pellet that comes out? I don't know 200 something like that nothing. Okay. >> just explodes. It's called water
blaster? Mhm. Gel blaster. Gel blaster. Okay, I'm going to just Okay, just give me a second cuz I just need to like I need to just like Okay, what is I need to like kind of maybe have a look at like what this actually is because I'm not familiar with this and it's like it's very very disturbing and it's like and I would do not want to be
connected to like anything that has to do with actually hurting an animal. Like I um I would understand like you know people have like water bottles and stuff and stuff and they they spray spray the the cats dogs. I don't know if they sometimes people with a banger or something and then and spray, right? Yeah yeah.
So is saying it's like a paintball. Hell no. It's not even like bro, a paintball hurts 10 times worse than a BB and that don't even you don't even feel that It doesn't hurt at all. Okay, but you're saying you shot it with it? You shot it near the cat to scare the cat away? Like I'm not I'm not just like I just need I hit it a few times like on his fur but like I didn't like Okay, so now it's like Okay. Well, Benny
>> I never denied that bro. Like I I never denied it. Well, I just want to if you have anything else to say cuz I guess cuz this won't I mean this won't this won't like end or whatever like but it's like if you have anything else to say. But otherwise, it's like I kind of heard enough about it and it's like, you know, I don't know why we I don't Just being honest with chat, bro, like
Right, you can be honest with chat, but it's like now it's like putting me in some kind of culpability or some kind of acceptance. How? Because you're saying >> before you even streamed. >> Well, you were there then. You were there that night and we talked about this and there was never a conversation on a panel or any of this with about any of the Yeah, I didn't mean it like that. I didn't mean it like we had a conversation at all. Why would you say it like that though? Like why would you
cuz you said it and you're like, I have a photographic memory and I remember this and this. No, I'm that like I remember people in chat talking and me addressing it. That's all. Okay, people in chat and I was on the panel or I was in the chat. Uh one of the two, yeah. I think in chat. It's hard to say, really, like Right, and if I was in chat
I was awake, I was asleep, I was like early talking earlier tonight, I was talking specifically about this incident cuz this is like now it's like Now this is like basically this is like oh, they're going to go oh, here is Psyche is evil. Psyche Psyche is this and that. He he does condone this. He is bad to and it's like I just want to stress that and I and I'm I'm like really disgusted
by any kind and I have to like look into this pellet gun or whatever and it's like and Gotti for you to like be um, you know, laughing out loud at this. Um, I I'm not laughing. I'm trying to be honest and like I'm getting nervous. Talk I feel like I should have been. Okay, well, I'm talking to people in the chat right now. It's like um, it's really disturbing to
me, okay? It's upsetting and then it's like but then for you to say well, you were in the chat or the panel maybe and it's like it doesn't sound like you're very clear on it and it's like it's almost like it feels kind of like a setup a little bit and I'm just wondering Yeah, it's the same thing as a mother ship bro like good
it's the same thing as a mother ship the mother ship are you talking about aliens now or what's going on with the mother ship no it's the same as like what with the mother stuff going on with me okay the mother ship well fighting fighting with your mother is different than a helpless animal and your mother is like you know 250 pounds right I mean it's like she is like she I mean it's like a different and people will sometimes
get in physical altercations with their family members you know I mean it's and it's like terrible your mother but you know and brothers can have fist fights and it's like you know siblings can it's like and I I never really saw like that that I was always like I can't really see him like punch her in the face I was like it looks like he's open open hand looks
like he pushes her to the doorway or something like that okay I know okay the mother ship okay I thought you said mother ship and I was like okay now we're going into the ancient aliens and stuff Okay okay um I do okay but yeah but gently please and you know and of course of course I know but it's
of course you keep saying grab your cat like it's some kind of like you know just like in the context of tonight it's like that sounds I want you to right it's like I don't know it's like I know you I know you love puppy cat you call him piggy no kitty kitty Yeah remember puppy cat and puppy cat was an adorable puppy cat looked like Lola and stuff and you know
I know like you couldn't even mention puppy cat in your chat without you getting upset and say just don't talk about it just don't like and stuff like that and it's like that cat ran away correct yeah someone well someone in my house left the door open and then yeah okay so yeah I don't like to think about that too much cuz I actually loved puppy
cat her I know you did I know you did. And I And that's what you know, I I love people that are love animals. And so this other stuff about this other cat that I've never heard of and stuff. And I saw you recently with a kid and then stuff. And you've just been good with animals. And so I'm just like really disturbed about this. And I I mean it's like I guess you know,
it's going to be considered like this kind of like Oh my god. And it's going to now I'm going to be thrown into this energy of it. And it's like >> you'll be all right, man. I'll be all right. Okay. Well, it's like um At the end of the day At the end of the day at the end of the day at the end of the day at the end of the day
um like Flurry Diamond, my my friend likes to say, at the end of the day it's not right. For I what? It's that you know, it's not right to shoot a projectile high velocity pellet at a cat. And it's like and then you're saying different stories about Oh, okay, go ahead. Go ahead. I'm going to grab my cat.
That's getting so weird in the chat. Israel, what are you talking about on betas? Wow. Okay. Like what? And so what did I do? I don't know. I don't know if I don't know what what did I do? I don't understand. I'm trying to and my mouth is dead and stuff. And so I'm not able to necessarily
I need to find my batteries. Well, I got to work. Okay.
Yeah, it's a beautiful cat. Reminds me of my cat Silly that was killed. But okay. Hello cat. Yeah. Cat appears the cat loves him. Um You know what? I mean, it's like it's getting a little bit sad. And uh you know, like I say,
people will reveal themselves. I need to do more research on it. Okay? But um Benny, I'm disappointed. Like Okay, but it's like not like you care or like you know, um >> Okay. Well, yeah, you care about that and I mean, it's like Come on. I mean, it's like But you seem to like not really care
like at all about some like a lot of stuff. I mean, it's like I'd like to get to the bottom of like what you're really about. Like what is the some kind of under I just sense some kind of underlying something is here. Something But it I don't know. And then that's like Are you you're a
Do you consider yourself an abuser? Do you consider yourself >> What's that? Said hell no. Hell no. Okay. Well, Benny, it's like, you know, I See, there's Okay. There's been an occasion like the last this one girl I was dating, right? She cheated on me, sent me a video of it. That was the closest I ever came to
actually beating a bro. I'm going to be honest. I was really close. Did you lay your hand on her at all? No. Okay. But you came close and you stopped yourself. What are you saying? Yeah, exactly that. I had to stop myself. I never touched you. Do you consider yourself changed, reformed? Do you consider yourself um
I don't know. Did As a child, did you ever do something terrible to an animal or something like that as a as like that would be considered like a sign of >> Like a household pet? No. Okay. You've never killed an animal like uh you know, besides like maybe like a bird with the you know you know a BB gun or something like that. I don't know or you I don't even know if that not even that.
Okay. I killed a bird with a BB gun but other than that no. Okay. Well, I know and it's like it's he's okay. I see Beez he's just so excited. He's just licking his chops and everything. Okay, excuse me. He's licking his chops and it's like the chat's getting all excited. I guess people people are talking about oh look at how now Psychic's a piece of cuz he knew about this and stuff. >> No. You said this particular thing.
That's just disturbing. It's offensive. And so I'll say to this like I think it's time to wrap up the the interview. I don't think we're going to get anywhere else but you know what? I'm going to do my own research into whatever this water pellet thing is. I'm going to see exactly what it is but it's like it just sounds bad. It sounds wrong. If you harmed or shot something at that cat which is like
you're saying you did like really shame on you and it's like >> Bro, I didn't hurt it. All right, actually I'm going to do it. All right. I came on here to just to chill but you know, I ended up like Okay, I was just reading chat bro like I I was actually telling you I'm not saying I'm a piece of and stuff and then you almost try to pull me into this energy and it's like it's not it's not I don't feel like
it's right to say oh well you knew about this and this and this and this. Okay, >> I don't you've seen it that way. I never seen it that way. How often am I in your chat? Tell me how often I'm in your chat in the past year ever since I started streaming. How often have I been in your chat? Tell me how many times. Mhm. I don't pay attention to the chat too much. I've probably Okay. Okay, I'll say I've probably been on your panel. Since I started streaming
I've been on your panel maybe twice. You've been on my panel twice. None of this has ever come up. Um I'm not in your chat. You know I'm not in your chat. I was a mod on your channel at one point. You unmodded me. Um like and I don't know. It's like I know I made some jokes. Now it's turning into oh you know he he calling you a boy. Are you
are 20 Can you just and verify again? I know you're Scorpio. I know your birthday and stuff like that. Okay, right? It's like October I know I know it is. Okay, but I Okay, so Danny Yeah, I was born in one, but yeah. Okay okay okay. Um I need to
wish I mean I wish somebody had talked to me about this allegation and stuff like that, but I haven't been in your chat and when I was in your chat It was >> Have you never heard this? I'm sorry. I just assume you have. I haven't. Okay, you just assume. Okay, well that mean that's different than saying, oh you were there and we had talked about this and stuff because that
this that part will be what people will be like, oh my god, I get enough of this and then I just want to say like I had no idea of anything about a a BB or water pellet shot at a cat and it's like and that is like really disgusting and I and if you did that, I'm sorry. I will I
will like, you know, I'll I'll you know, all due respect >> no. That's cool. Uh I'm going to get off here in a second, so I'll let you go. Um Okay, thank well, you know, you know, um You know, I just hope as you continue your journey in life you know, you I mean I started going to therapy, but voluntarily. Well, good. Voluntary Well,
that's good. And I know what? And it's like maybe continue that and work through the issues of anger, work through any kind of like urges to injure or I know, work on your temper. I mean I'm I'm not a psychiatrist. I'm not here to tell you what to do and stuff like that, but it's just like you know, I my wish for you is that you that you
do better and this never anything like that ever ever don't don't shoot. You know, don't even shoot a water pistol. >> I don't abuse cats, bro, but all righty. You know me, you know, hey Benny, I love Okay, it's my heart, okay? And the the cats are my heart, okay? Even beyond human beings, like cats are my heart. And it's like
just to be kind of like I'm going to be twisted into this. I I know I am and it's like and you know how badly I'm trolled and stuff about this and so they're going to just just zero in on this like that. I just want you to say say again you just assumed I had hurt something >> Yeah, I did. Uh Yeah, I just assumed because we talked about my mother stuff. Uh Okay, so the
mother so but the mother stuff is a different ballgame and it's like and I had always like watched that video and I said I think I was watching it the other night. Like it's with like they played it the other night. I was like it looks like he pushed her into the door. Right? >> Yeah, yeah, yeah. I said it didn't look like he punched her in the face like people are saying. So that was the that was the and I was like and did I ever
say that's right or that's wrong? No, but I also saw you like cuddling with your mom like and I know like you know like you know I I know like he's like my little Benny boy and stuff like that, okay? So I know there's like a loving I know you're not like a complete evil person. I know there's like a loving side to that relationship and I know that
if you consider yourself a psychopath I don't Okay, you don't. You don't. Okay. Well, you know, it's like By the way, last thing. Yeah. Keep forgetting. I'm sorry. Um Yeah, I mean I just wanted to talk, but uh I want to talk to you. It's gotten heavy. It's like this is like you know,
now it's gotten very dark and it's gotten very dark. This will be of course clip shipped, made into cartoons, made into different clips and stuff. And it's like and maybe it's like okay, and maybe I don't know if it was like some kind of clout or something, but I don't know why you would like first of all oh, play the clip of my mom and stuff like that. >> No, I'm just I'm just high. But, all right. Um one second. Oh, yeah. All this
stuff like this is almost 4 years ago now. Okay, how long have I known you? About uh I don't know, 3 years, 4 years? You've been on about this since the beginning. I met you Remember when that you had the trip with Stryder? Um when you went to the Pittsburgh or the the whatever the Pittsburgh >> sure I I'm pretty positive you were before that, but yeah. That's like the
mainstream >> I I had I had probably met you maybe 1 to 2 months. That was one of like I remember I had just started watching you, and then you went on that trip. And I And I met Stryder. >> when I fell off, bro. Like, that was um Yeah, you had 100 people in your chat when I went in there, and then it's like then I remember you said the N-word a bunch of times and like said stuff about the Holocaust, and then all of a sudden your chat your the numbers dropped way
down and stuff. Uh I didn't know about any of this animal and it's like Okay. But, you know what? It's like it's sad, and it's like all I'm just saying is like if you have Is there Is there anything like that? It's like get some help with that, and it's like that's just my only advice, you know, and just from my heart And please like, you know, like you
know, cats are innocent animals, you know, and Bro, I'm not hurting no cats, but I hear you. I know you're not I know you're Okay. Okay, you say you're not. Okay. I just want to say I I'm not there. I wasn't I I Okay. I You see, I had a couple different explanations of it, but I'm going to say, "Please do not ever harm an animal, okay?" And well, I guess thanks for having Thanks for being on the show and stuff. Yeah, well, BG's just going to
show you, so. BG's going to go on the stream. You want to stay for that? Or Okay, he's going to leave. Okay. Well, I'll come I'll bring BG up now. Okay. That Well, that was Benny, and guys, wow. I mean, it's like it's sad. It's My heart like hurts, okay? But, what's up? Yo, well, first of all, you
banned my main account. I'm having to use a a guest account. It's all good. Either I'd like you to unban that account, by the way. But, I have this this clip right here. So, that's his cat, right? That's his cat. What's that right there in his hand? I know it's hard to see. It's a It's a gel blaster, little gun. It's a It's a clip. I found the clip. It's not my clip. I just found this, by
the way. Here, I can show you real quick. I wanted to ban this I I really I mean I really I I I banned it. It's like I It's too difficult to watch. I know, it's 10 seconds. It's 10 seconds. I mean, animal abuse. I don't want to I don't want it on my show, okay? I don't want to see it. It's like I'll I I believe you. I believe you, okay? I believe you. I It sickens me. Just don't >> Don't play it. Don't play I don't want
to see it. I don't I don't I don't. It sickens me. It sickens me. It's sad, okay? It's not the place to I mean, it's one thing with his fighting with his mom. It's like another thing. I can't I can't I can't I can't. Um It's sad. I know people might hate me
because, you know, I knew I know him or knew him. It seemed like he was pretty glib. It seemed like he was changing his story about it and minimizing. And I do apologize for platforming, but I needed to understand.
And it's like And I need to seriously consider this kind of thing in the future. It It's difficult. It's confusing. It's a It's It's I don't know. He I never saw this side of him. I never saw that side of him. I saw the
mom clip. I've also seen other clips with his mom, where he was very affectionate, and it was like, you know, um you know, it's sad. It's sad. And I apologize and to anybody who was offended and it's or sickened or like I mean, it's it's it just hurts my
heart. And I think I have to end it here. Thank you.
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