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Browse era →Tell me how you think I'm wrong When I say I feel so lost
Tell me why you think your love Can erase all that it cost
Tell me why you look at me Like I'm just a piece of dust
Tell me how you think you know When I give away my trust
Ain't nobody gonna get me now No, not when I feel this way
Ain't nobody gonna save me now From the things that I can't say
Tell me why you think it's easy To just put the blame on me
Tell me how I'm supposed to act When you all just won't see
Tell me why you take a shot When I'm already feeling low
Tell me why I even try When you all just steal the show
Ain't nobody gonna get me now No, not when I feel this way
Ain't nobody gonna save me now From the things that I can't say
Yeah, I might love the pain But I hate what you all bring
Yeah, I might feel the strain Or let you take my swing
Ain't nobody gonna get me now No, not when I feel this way
Ain't nobody gonna save me now From the things that I can't say
Hi
Let's fix this a little bit
I got a good show for you
Oh
Provide the content
Let's go
I had a nice snap
I'm all refreshed
Ooh
Hmm
Where do I begin?
Let's recap
Oh, the most chaotic terror reading ever
Let's see
Thank you, Twipkick, for always getting the good stuff
Thank you
Oh, thank you so much, Twipkick, I love you
Twipkick, Twipkick, you're awesome
Twipkick
You are awesome
Twipkick
How's everyone doing?
You ready for this?
You ready for this?
I'm gonna cut my bushes crap
Hey, Spunky, hey, you got something to show you guys
You wanna see how I'm treated in this panel verse?
What's up with the fuckas?
Let's watch how I'm treated
Let's see how I'm treated in this panel verse
Wanna see?
Oh, I got some stuff for you
I am, oh, I've been better, I've been better
But, you know, it's a new day
It's a new day
It's a new day
All the things that I used to say
All the words that got in the way
All the things that I used to know
Have gone out the window
Ready? Let's watch
That event
Hey, hey, Spunky, why don't you come up
and show us your fucking beta pose
with your little American flag song, bitch
See, it's just cooking tonight
The fucking weirdo
Why don't you go lay in a fucking puddle
a fucking goddamn kitty litter, fucktard
Oh, I'm gonna go buy fish tacos
without Alexander Meyer
You haven't realized you fucking bitch
The only reason why she's over there
is because you have an audience sometimes
and she wants the fuck beta over
You didn't realize her content's beta
It ain't you, face boy
It's not you and your little fucking
weird-ass pussy cat you got over there
I have a question for you, Psyche
Are you that broke that you actually
have to charge people to open a fucking panel?
I mean, are you really that goddamn broke
that you have to charge people to start fucking talking to them?
No, he's just apathetically disparate
Did you guys see his new advertisements?
Come join my popular panel
I'll give you readings, but I don't even know
what the fucking death card means
But I can show you my fucking tank
dressed in an American flag
in my babe bitch post
That is a real sight
That is a real sight, people
So you do watch sight
No, I watch clip
No, we watch the fucking clip
I watch fucking beep
I watch fucking janny
I watch fucking trip kick
because I'm watching four hours of some gay guy
pretending to be a psychic fucking
beg for money for fucking fish tacos
Get the fuck out of here
It's a fucking weird curb
It's all up in there all the time
Fucking weird
Let me tell you something, if Jimbo was up there
telling women that the only way they could get up
on the fucking panels, if they show their tits
they would fucking roast him
for eternity about being a sexual predator
But fucking Psyche can sit up there and say
well you can only get on the panel
if you show your fucking shlong
Ew, you're a gross out
Motherfucker
I did have this on my dick to get up there
He's laying on a fucking puddle
of kitty litter
fucking talking about how he's the devil
You're fucking weirdo bitch
The only reason why you get any attention
that you do is because you're a hella well
out
So Shannon, can he come up here
and give you a tail reading
I'll pay for it
Oh please, allow him so I would love to fucking
rip his little American flag shit up his ass
You hear that Psyche?
I say you five dollars for a tarot for Shannon
You gotta come up here and do it
Yeah, let's see how
will you read tarot
Tell me what the death card's about again
cause you totally fucked that up
I don't even think you got a read card
So you're saying he been
reading them wrong the whole time?
Yes, he doesn't know what the fuck he's doing
He might as well get
out some baseball
farts and pull out Joe DiMaggio
and say
Hey, I think you're gonna hit a homerun
How the fuck you got tarot in his name
and he
read the cards from the
I don't know
How's he
trying to act like he's a celebrity
and people want to see him
when he's looking for the old woman
fucking cats sleeping on
fucking kitty litter and writing a fucking
e-buck to get fish tacos
Are you guys really buying that shit?
You're killing them
She said you don't read the cards right
Oh my god
Prove to us that you read the cards
right inside
Yeah, right
Hey, that's fucking good
Cause I don't got it
Hey guys, so am I gonna be treated
fairly?
Am I gonna be treated fairly?
Am I gonna be
right? Is there any way
I mean
I'm gonna be treated fairly
I know that ain't going in
But just continue watching
That's a read from you man
You giving me roll readings
I'm gonna tell you what they really fucking mean
Cause he goes all over the place like he's full of shit
He doesn't know what the fuck any of them fucking mean
You know how long I've been watching tarot
Tell me again how the death card
Is uh
What was it you said it was
It was about something
Someone in your life leaving you
What are you talking about
Santa, Santa you can't tell me
Because I'm telling you I got
I paid for readings from him
So you telling me that he read to me
The wrong shit
I can tell you the one fucking time
I saw him reading he said the death card
Was about leaving something behind
Or whatever else I saw it with the death cards
About it's about new beginnings
It means the end of a fucking
Cycle in your life
Right now
Shit
Disney princess cards
Talking some shit about the four
Cups
Motherfucker doesn't know shit about cards
At least get out the key they give you
And then fuck tarot and read what they mean
Fuck
$85 for the cats
Yet I've never seen him buy shit for his cats
Ever
I've seen him buy an e-bike
I've seen him fucking ride to the fucking beach
And buy fish tacos
No number
I've seen him fucking
Pull his legs up like he was a fucking female
In his little fucking red
White and blue panties
But I've seen him do
Shit by shit but lick fucking goddamn
Snatches of women that he think are more
Popular than him
Hello?
Hey where's your trilogy out there
Where's Psyche's beauties
Not one of those fuckers talk to you anymore
Some shit
That's for a fucking goddamn friendship
Here's the truth
I'm gonna give you the fucking truth
You know what you were?
You were cannon fodder
Bita brought you to Bita brought those fucking people
To your fucking place
Because she didn't want you to fucking have a real stream
She didn't bring you to Sandman's
She didn't fucking bring them to fucking
Capes
She didn't bring them she brought them to your channel
And none of us knew who the fuck you were
You were just one of her weirdos
That she fucking had in her back pocket
So instead of losing her channel
She could fuck with yours
Good job
Such entertainment
You lost your channel
You'll never
What's your channel? Do you have a channel?
You're just a more relevant bitch
What is this?
I pulled the cunt card for her
That's her first card
Exactly
That's her only card
That's her only card
You called me
I didn't know how to read
I'll let you know
I'll show you a card
So you can read it
Let's see the cunt card
I can't bet it's not appropriate for Kate
I have more respect for Kate
Than to get her up
Show us the cunt card
Just look between your legs
And it's that smelly snatch between your legs
That's all it is
You wouldn't know what a snatch would look like
Since all you fucking smell is asshole
Okay
Wow
You got me there
You got me there
Oh my god
Why don't you stay out of pussy
Why don't you stay out of pussy
And it won't smell like shit
I don't even know you
How can you talk
You're talking about some character you see
This is Shannon
She's a queen of Jinx
She ain't queen of fish
I'm certainly not the queen
You are bitch boy
That's for sure
Never be the queen I am
Don't worry, I don't want to be
I didn't realize that turning your couch
Into a fucking litter box made you a queen
You don't see me
No, no, no
I don't even know this bitch
I don't even know this bitch
I don't even know
Oh my gosh
In my video
They need to be added
Why don't you eat back a little bit
I don't know how she knows me
How does she know so much about me
She sounds like she doesn't
I know zero about her
Well, because you get clicked
Because you're an LOL cow
You're an LOL cow
You will milk me bitch
How about some fresh grass
How about some green grass
I don't know if I can stay up here
I don't know if I can stay up there
Okay, go
Go be shy
I know
I'm only a member here
You have to respect me a little bit
Why don't you pull apart
I had a premonition
I was going to hear some dumb plot screaming about me on a show
And then I came over here and
I think I'm perfectly
I'm perfectly
You have little plots
Make sure you pull out the key for the cards
So you actually know what they mean
I don't need to wait for the cards
I've been doing tarot since I was eight years old
Okay, so by the way
In every eight-year-old they're so gifted doing tarot
To work
It's called like you learn
I've been doing tarot since I was two
So I win
You haven't been doing tarot at all, have you
I do tarot every fucking day
Okay, well you know
You should be careful about disparaging fellow readers
The karma's really bad on that
I'll worry about my karma
I didn't even know you bit
Okay, give a show
You have the public fucking stream that everybody
Cliffs because you're a total retard
I have a reading party
If you want to fucking shut up
I'll give you a good reading
But if you don't want to shut up then it's fine
Little mad
Okay, so I'll do the reading
Okay, this was Shannon
This Shannon's reading
You received justice for something in the recent past
I don't know if that was a successful court case
Or something in the recent past
But something was made fair for you
And you've also got
You see all these options available to you now
Because of this
But it's a lot of confusion because of it
Because there's so many
You're going to want to pick the one that you most gravitate towards
That looks like something to do with love
That looks like something to do with love
Because there's like a two of cups
And this is like two equals
Meeting and starting
Something that can grow into something bigger
You're also coming up as queen of wands
And so you've got a lot of good fiery power
This is also like the Norman Bates mom
card, okay, whatever
Also because
There's lots more about that card
What's more about the card is
Courage, confidence, independence
Norman Bates is mom
That is
That is Norman Bates' mother
If you ever stop psycho
That's Norman Bates' mother
That's Queen
A fucking wands
Somebody go look up with a queen of wands representation
Courage, confidence, independence
That's what it says
That's Norman Bates mom
Lie some more
Because it's not going for you
I'm going to do this quick reading for you
Finally we have the ten of wands
Which means you've been carrying some burdens
You've been carrying other people's burdens
Maybe because you're in this queen energy
A lot of people go to you for help and things like that
But it is very heavy
You've got burdens going on
Shannon is correct
The queen of wands is passion, confidence
Charisma and
fierce, independence
Symbolizing someone who boldly pursue
Their dreams with courage
And enthusiasm
This card encourages you
And it takes self and grace
Creative endeavors
And active grow
And shape
And ask your fan
You motherfucker, okay
You're doing it since you were eight
But you can't even get the cards right
I got all the cards
You don't even know
You don't even know to look
To see if the cards reversed
You fucking tarred
I can pull them reverse
You fucking tarred, okay
Anyway, they'd come out reversed
They wouldn't turn upside down on my own
Anyway, you know nothing about tarot
So whatever
You know nothing about tarot
Okay, thank you for having me on
I guess that just leaves one score to settle
You can't hit me
Then let this be our final battle
No, no, no, no, no
No, no, no, no, no, no
No, no, no, no, no
No, no, no, no, no
No, no
That's what I'm going to get to for that
I love that guy
I love that guy
How's that?
I have something else to play.
Let's see what else I got to play.
What else do I have to play?
What else is in my little bag of tricks today?
Let me see.
How about this video?
How about this video?
Where is it?
Oh, I gotta go to my history.
By the way, I wouldn't recommend doing a reading under duress, but you know what?
It's, you know, Kate's panel, you know, who knows what's going to happen there, right?
But that was pretty rude.
Okay.
Anyway, let me have a look at my history.
I got something interesting.
Oh, I low tripped.
It was not funny.
I was, I thought I had to find you under the circumstances with that gorilla screaming at me.
Okay.
Anyway, what a cunt.
Okay.
Anyway.
Fuck, Vita.
Vita sucks.
Vita, you wanna fucking play these fucking games?
Then show up, bitch.
Come on.
For you to sit there and call my friend a fucking rat?
No.
Fuck you, Vita June.
Vita Jules, fuck you.
You want the pants back?
You wanna continue blackmailing your ex-friends that you screwed over?
I don't give a fuck anymore.
I'm done.
You literally are shitting on Jamie, who's my fucking friend, literally pitting people against each other.
Which is uncool.
You're literally fucking crazy.
You don't give a shit about me, Vita.
When I was in Cali, not once did you ever let me come to your apartment.
And we were so-called besties.
I let you into my life with my mom.
Fuck you, Vita.
Hate you.
And Rick, if you wanna continue talking to Vita, you can lose me too.
And you know what I'm gonna call life?
This is fuck Ella and fuck controller, fuck mole.
Fuck, I'm sick of the drama.
Oh, how about I call this out?
Vita, maybe stop talking sexually on me, because you were really embarrassing when I was getting my hair done.
It was a really embarrassing call.
And even from an outsider looking in, she even thinks you're the common denominator of pitting people against each other.
So fuck you, Vita.
And damn straight, I did tell Gamble we had a fallout.
You wanna know why?
You threatened to call the police on me.
That's why.
I'm sick of this shit.
Just wait.
Give me a second.
This bitch is nuts.
Oh, Vita, call the police on me, but you have my news.
Weird, right?
Okay, go ahead.
Do it.
Call the calls.
I'm gonna go fuck.
You go from calling the cops to literally saying, happy birthday.
Then you sit there and say, oh, I use you for money?
You're gonna throw your gifts into my face from the years before?
Because I got Jamie that ring that Ashtray didn't want her to get?
How about I give you your fucking pants back to that I never fucking wore?
Because I knew you would do something like this, Vita.
You wanna know why you lost all your fucking friends, Vita?
Because you can't fucking keep a secret.
That's why.
So who's the rat?
Not Jamie.
You're the rat, Vita.
And you know what?
You wanna know why I've been in so much shit the past like, let's see, in the ab of shit?
It was all because of you, Vita.
You, Vita.
You live in some fantasy land.
And let me tell you, you and your friend, you're in your 40s, acting all sexual, make that make sense.
Like I said, the oranges don't even exist.
And if you actually think, if you actually think anyone can 5150 me, Vita, you're a fucking snake.
Because if I was at your place, no one would have 5150 me.
Because you know what?
It's bullshit.
That is a bullshit excuse.
You know what's sad when you do watch this live?
Hey, you wouldn't even invite me to your front porch.
Yeah, Gam will let me.
You don't care if I show up on his front porch.
Some friend you are.
Really, Vita?
Some friend?
Yeah, you fucking snake-ass bitch.
You cause a lot of the problems on yourself, Vita.
Because this is what you do.
Bum bum bum bum bum bum bum bum bum bum bum bum bum bum bum.
And you never stop.
And you know what?
You always have to be center of attention.
So guess what, Vita?
Yeah, I'm making you the center of attention.
Okay?
Because you have said so much shit behind my back.
But I'm done with you.
I've had it with you.
I'm tired of you.
I'm done with you.
I'm sick of you.
So, Vita, go take my nudes and shove them up your fucking asshole.
You lying-ass bitch.
You're the biggest snake.
And all you do is hurt people.
And then you wonder why.
I get pulled in drama is because you're the one that's messy as fuck.
Not Jamie.
You, Vita.
So guess what?
Shut my middle finger.
Put it up your ass because I'm done with you for life.
Fuck you.
You care more about stupid podcasts with Michael Doyle than your own friends.
That's the damn truth.
You don't even ask anyone how they're doing.
You lost all your fucking friends because of you, Vita,
because you try to play sides.
And you know what?
The ones that are loyal are the ones that aren't snitches.
So go take your ass back to Ella and try to manipulate again
because it's not going to work.
Because you tried to use people as weapons.
You're using Karen as a weapon.
You use me as a weapon.
You use other people as a weapon.
But you never admit when you're wrong, Vita.
And you let me take the fall every fucking time.
And I'm done.
You sit there.
You talk to Karen and you know it.
So don't put that on me.
Fuck you, Vita.
Go shove my bacon now up your fucking ass
and go crack an egg in it because I bet it'll stink.
Jamie and Nancy have been nothing but really good friends to me.
And they care about me on my birthday.
You know what?
You didn't give a fuck about me on my birthday, Vita.
Vita, you're gaslighting.
Your high manipulation wasn't going to work this time.
And they have worked when Aaron died, but I know better now.
And now I'm more aware.
And you know what?
I'm really going to call you how it's like, okay?
Imagine being in your late 40s
and having your friends boobs shown on a podcast.
Real classy, right, Vita?
Classy Vita, right?
Come on, give me a break.
And you want me to expose some more?
I think you are the one who really dogs Abba
because you're the closest to her.
Look at how many people you burned over, Vita.
Look how many people you fucking backstabbed.
Look at how many screenshots you have.
Where did I get all that shit from?
You, all the way back in 2020
because you were sharing Gamble's discord stuff to me and Abba
knowing it would trigger us.
So you're messing us, fuck Vita.
And you know what?
A real friend doesn't show.
Just because my nudes went flying out,
no friend goes to my, like you, Vita, you literally said
you sent me my own nudes and said,
what would your parents think of these?
Or how would you feel if your dad sees this?
So you have to be the one that sent it.
So maybe Ella's right on that part.
Like, I like Jamie.
Jamie's a great friend.
Nancy, great.
Karen, you know, she can be good.
But Vita, stop using people as weapons.
Stop going behind people's backs.
Maybe for once, think about other people and not just yourself
because you do buy your friendships
and you try to get them to do what you want to do.
And you try to make everybody be your bitches.
That's not going to work here.
And to be honest, Vita,
fuck you and your trim at all.
You want to know why?
Because that shit isn't a psychiatric meds.
That's a painkiller.
So when you're done doing drugs, then maybe come back.
You
You
Hold on a second.
I've never seen any of this.
Never seen any of this.
Hmm.
I don't, I don't know.
Oh my back.
This is insane.
I don't know.
Hmm.
Anyway.
Hmm.
Hmm.
Okay.
What's up, guys?
Oh, yeah.
So I've been told.
Hmm.
That's a little beta uh,
will have fun with uh,
your real friends.
Um,
Katie,
sweet pea and
Bronzebird.
And thank you for treating me like less than garbage.
Well, since it's over, I'll just go ahead and
Please don't contact me anymore
I refuse to take abuse or be your punching bag
You have blamed me for everything and forgiven everyone else who makes fun of you like I don't get enough people lying on me
I only stated facts and never ever mentioned you in a disgusting manner
I was nice and cordial when I took your link explaining the BS things you are mentioning about Aaron's death
I don't think it's funny
I never laughed at you being sent stuff not once I defended you and said same thing happened to me
But I am a woman who lives alone
Jade August threatened me over and over. I have sent you screenshots shots and you enjoy him making you feel like you are correct
I don't like liars nor people that take zero responsibility. You hurt me over and over. I
was nowhere
This panel where people made fun of you and giggled yet. You always blame me. Please stay away from me
I know who I am and one thing I am not is a liar
Okay, oh, please low-key, please yes, the real Jesus too
Yeah, well
I
See, yeah, Jesus Christ, I
Don't know she's about to
What a mess
What a mess
I
Want I want those clips of I want to find clips of me
Saying terrible things about her
Terrible things I want to find clips of me disparaging her business
But me trying to put her friend, you know friends against each other
I mean I want to see that
Did someone produce those I
Don't think so because you know why
When it's over that's the time up on in love again
And when you go go go go, I know
Casey your ass ain't getting up here until you pay that fine
That is being not a you are the male
Katie is a
as a J-Dog says so
I'm not gonna listen to your bourbon mic or
Your non-tent
Unless
You can sponsor paint you can sponsor the panel
Mercy me what I never heard this before
You're the only person you're the only person I have that role for
Because of what you said to at least them
Hi Jesus and Jesus you were blocked in chat. Okay guys a lot of people were blocked
Thanks. I had to unblock like 60 people. I think this is Alexander
Yeah ham sugar tits
I
Don't I don't have to put up with it, but by the way, I do have like new open panel rules to
Because you know I
Call me if you want to call me a little cow, okay
Like I said give me some grass green grass and milk me bitch
Here's the new rules not very difficult
You get my well even Alex I had to take away Alice's log, right?
But that was them you can also see them on my community wall
I
Not even I mean I
Need my like from now on it's like there's no
Like mod like modding isn't you can't read the code of conduct is full of spelling mistakes. Let me have a look
Let me have a look. That's a spell. It's a spelling mistakes one. Let's see
H. A. R. A. S. S. M. E. N. T. S. L. A. N. D. E. R. J. O. R. N. I. N. G.
P. S. Y. C. H. A. W. A. K. E. N. S. C. O. N. D. U. C. T. A. C. C. U. S. A. T. I. O. N. S. D. O. X. X. I. N. G.
Z. E. O. O. T. O. L. E. R. E. N. C. E.
Uh-huh, what's up? What's the spelling mistakes? Oh, hold on. I don't know. Invited is kind of weird
Okay
Full of spelling mistakes. I'm standing
Just like yeah me there's two
What which is the other one?
Yeah
Uh-oh someone made it. Yeah. Well, I think she had that planned anyway. Hey, Jamie. Hey, Jamie. Hey, Jamie. Yeah
I think she had it planned but I'm sure
Like what I didn't I didn't even watch that video
Um, yeah, well somebody can you know one uh, yeah 25 and uh, you know if someone wants to sponsor casey step right up
Step right up and you can sponsor him
Um
Two weeks probation if he's good then he gets smart. Hmm. I mean
I'll give him panel access
Just figure you want to know the new revelations j-dog made on jimmy's panel
There's new revelations. Well, can I just go watch jimmy's panel?
I
Mean what j-dog saying like he's you would have to be very sneaky to go after today and then go talk shit
I'm too smart for you. Hmm. Sounds like you think you
Pretty much but revelations you're gonna share some great revelations with me. Oh
It's like I've been saying for about probably a month, you know, it hasn't changed and it's like
Like I said, you guys know casey went to a lisa's
Discord, which I got him back into he was banned and I asked lisa if she would let him back in that was mistake number
I mean, I've been some stupid ass mistakes. I am just fucking dumb
And then he goes in there and says
Oh lisa don't you know, he's talking all this shit about you and he's saying you're the worst treatment
He's a better streamer than he was. I've never fucking ever said, right?
Guys anybody see that panel I cannot stand about I'm sure she watches
It's just a joke that was a joke
That was a joke that was what was it nobody laughed nobody laughed
She didn't believe it because it's not true and she knows me
You know with you
Find the clip it guys find the clip find one clip where I even said one negative thing about her
I'm gonna go try to ruin my relationship. All right, we're gonna do that. Why were you mad? Why are you mad?
Oh, because
the panel thing, right
I
And again, let me just uh
I'm not gonna read like, you know, this woman this woman ham sandwich woman
Well, I'll tell you her text again, not not this ham sandwich woman, you know who that is you see ham sandwich woman
I don't have a ham sandwich my birthday. Okay, let's see
Did she say
tell the fucking truth
You came for me and won in my place
what place
What place did I want um this ham sandwich?
Jamie's words not mine. Remember the fire
No
You came at my deceased niece
What
Do I know
What okay, who does that? Seriously? She can't I love you too. Jamie
Jamie did way too much shit like and I'm not gonna repeat the allegations
To never let him agree the laws of my niece to her cronies
Blah blah blah blah to harassing the baby daddy. I couldn't fucking breathe
She smothers I didn't have a life from her drama
Okay
She was oh god, okay
When it's okay question her okay my birthday wasn't about you but you sure as hell tried to make it about you
The narcissistic versus you pull
You made it sound like it's my fault. I also never talk shit on beta
follower, are you kidding me?
That's you all day every day. Hold yourself accountable. Stop lying
Sweet pea bronze etc are attacking back stupid. You started this
You dox me motherfucker. No one knew my name till you kept saying it first and last
I have that recorded. I don't know her last name. Okay
I did maybe get confused and say her first name because I knew about her first name basis
And then she came under some like, you know, very long
Name and I just you know, remember her. I just had her first name made because I doxed the first name saying the first name
I don't think so. I don't think so
You dox me motherfucker. Okay
Proof states otherwise. I did say you probably have bed bugs probably it ain't just your bed dumb ass. It's your entire house
You're an idiot. You want to fight? Let's go legal shithead
Try it bitch
I'm dumb playing keep your name out your mouth. I hate you and you're a worthless pos
Poor cats deserve so much better. In fact, do us all a huge favor and go away
You
With pleasure and shimeli. I am banjo and banjo
Uh, oh, I'm pretty good
So please be that have fun
What great what great friends you have now sweepy
Bronzeberg and katie and you know, whoever else, you know
Have fun
I'm just sure I was just a monster, right? I was a monster. Wasn't I?
Wasn't I a monster to you?
You
What should I do
My mom what what did I do? Yeah, that was
Hey
That's well jaydog does a better one. I think jaydog is better
It's your ham sandwich
Uh, yeah, jamie. I know somebody at Arby's can someone
Yeah
This is as bad. This is as nasty as they'll get about it, you know, and I'm hurt
And she and then she has the nerve to oh, she's hurt
And what was it about why is she hurt?
Again, well jaydog said this
I sent you screenshots of what jay
Oh sweepy's the homie
Sweepy can go shove a biscuit up or twat, okay, and uh
You know
You
Taste the biscuit
I do too I do too here. I'll be right back. Hold on a second
You
Shut up
Oh, I'm sorry. Well, I'll be right back
I'm psyching in a speedo stars and stripes flash flash turning into tacos with a cider with lash fish guts on the mic
Got salsa in my eye. I'm dancing on the table like conspiracy. Don't die
Be the sip and wine crying about her ex top's gone flying. It's a certified mess. She's spilling all the tea now the chat's on fire
Docs by a cat and her farts gone viral. Welcome to the panel. Ain't no rules to this if you're saying turn back
You will not be missed since in the dm's chaos in the chat this shows more crack than a tick-tock brat
Scream cry troll or overshare. It's a live stream circus and you're already there. Welcome to the panel
We're all gonna regret this
Page got simps like flies on cheese blocking blushing. Oh, got someone please mr
Big pipe drops a hex than a beat we mute him again, but he still won't leave
Got he's in a wheelchair busting all the balls roast so hot they're melting the calls
He rolls in deep with a smoke and a smirk got banned three times still back for the work
The smoke you just an off cam making love mods don't care. They just push and shove
Carly's cat cake got a dox and list farted on like now. That's a twist. It's not a panel
It's a public breakdown internet therapy in a speedo gown keyboard warriors and wash up freaks
This is your brain after two switch weeks. Welcome to the panel. Need to shame at the door
One more drink and someone's on the floor drama delusion thirst traps in cloud
It's a digital madhouse cream it out loud
Lash, coaster, overshare. If your mom saw this she'd say a prayer. Welcome to the panel
We're all gonna regret this
I'm just it's
Do you want to go home?
It's all up to you.
I'm going to start my life again.
Friend.
Wow, it's really rich, right, isn't that really rich?
Oh, I mean, dear God, how blaming the victim.
She's sitting literally with the guy that's doing it to me.
Literally sitting on a panel with the guy doing the shit to me.
Literally, literally lapping at me.
Maybe not about that specific thing, but sitting up there lapping at me.
Smelly.
I love you, Jamie.
Hey, J-Dog, come on.
Nancy's my friend.
Jamie, if you want to come up and talk.
That wasn't?
Okay, well, that was polite.
It's kind of like my father passed away from cancer.
It's not any kind of thing to...
Hey, Barry.
Barry, how is that clip though?
What do you think?
Barry, considering the circumstances, I thought I did pretty well with that monster,
with that monster Shannon on your panel.
Yeah, and thank you for...
Yeah, it's not fun.
Especially, like I was saying, the person that...
Someone said something about...
Oh, yeah, someone said something about cancer, and I was just like that.
Oh, yeah.
This guy, Hell Walker.
I knew.
He ended up taking me to this King Diamond concert.
How Vita would always say, oh, clumsy and Emma hates you,
and you treated them badly.
Here's why this woman, clumsy, clairvoyant.
Not clumsy in the chat.
This woman named clumsy clairvoyance.
Well, I introduced her too.
I donated this woman.
I was in her chat.
So this guy, Hell Walker, appeared on the scene.
I met him at Emma's.
And then, oh, he's had a stage three or four terminal cancer, right?
Oh, just the amount of sympathy.
Oh, my gosh.
Oh, I'm peeing blood.
I mean, just going into very graphic detail about his cancer symptoms.
So I posted a picture of him that when he was here with Trix in his lap, right?
And then I posted nearby...
Hold on.
You don't like Shimali, but you can be...
Yeah, then I posted, maybe like, you know, nearby, hey, I have a new boyfriend.
Maybe I'll talk about Mizer.
Maybe I'll talk about some guy on Grindr or something.
I don't remember exactly, but I wasn't talking about him.
So he was just like, he blocked me in, you know, traveling Gypsy's chat.
He told all of them to like, oh, I'm some kind of monster, right?
Okay.
Okay.
He's a real person.
Oh, yeah.
No modding with feelings, please.
No modding with...
That's what Alex was doing.
And then I had to unmod him.
And now he's timed up for the day.
And then somebody else said, yeah.
Yeah.
Like I said, this guy lied about...
This guy Hellwalker, okay?
So he was...
So he told Clumsy, like, you know, and other people too.
This woman, the galactic-ness.
Like a lot of people, like a bunch of people that I was in this group.
Just drop Psyche, like, don't talk to him again.
It's like, you know, he's the most evil person.
You know, he's, he's hitting on some straight, you know, I'm a former, you know,
Royal Marine, Afghanistan, whatever.
And, oh, Clumsy dropped me.
Oh, I went to her chat.
Get the fuck out of here, Psyche.
Get the fuck out of here.
Turns out he would faking cancer.
He didn't have cancer.
But then they started dating, okay?
And so that's why this woman, Clumsy, Claire Boyans, never forgave me.
And then she started dating him.
And then she would, then she would, like, later would say to me,
Well, it was, you know, I wasn't mad about him.
Really.
Yeah, it was sick.
It was sick.
And then he, like, Karma, sorry, he dumped her ass for the other galactic-ness.
He was her mod and shit.
But she never, she never gave me.
She never forgave me, okay?
Other people realize what happened and, you know,
I was able to make up with some other people.
But I never treated anybody bad.
I never said,
Oh, how are you, Barry?
Yeah, I never, gosh.
Yeah, maybe I did make occasional jokes,
like, you know, gay jokes and stuff like that.
Like maybe like one time I said a gay joke in the chat,
like when I was really drunk and I was like,
I said basically, oh, hell walker, you know,
stay over, but we didn't touch or something.
Or like, you know, I sit on my side of the couch.
You sit on his.
That's basically all I said.
Whoa, you would think I said, like, you know,
I was licking his butt or something.
I don't know.
It was just like, hey, careless Kate, what's happening?
Well, you were there.
Hey, what's happening?
You have to rewind, rewind a little bit.
Yeah.
What's happening?
War is happening.
Well, I don't, you know, it's fine.
Was there going to be a war?
Like what did I do?
I'm like, war is declared on me.
War is declared on me.
Like who's tough now?
Oh, Barry, hold on.
Who's tough?
Like who's tough?
I can't.
Who are you saying is tough?
Is that the real Jim Nick?
Okay.
Yeah.
But I'm talking about this other woman in clumsy.
That's a terror leader that I knew.
Okay.
Hey, mister.
It's okay.
I'm sorry.
Is that the real Jim Nick?
Okay.
Yes.
Jim Nick.
What's up girl?
And I don't want to, I don't want to like get in the middle of this,
but I'd like, you know, I don't want to like, you know,
all I'll say is
you've been always really cool to me.
I've never had a problem and I,
I don't know.
I just like, I have a problem with how you've been treated by a lot of people.
I think I've expressed that to you.
And I hope you're okay.
Okay.
Blue beam.
That's how KZ talks.
KZ talks like that.
And do I know you?
I've never seen this person blue beam before.
That's how KZ talks.
But KZ is going to come up like,
and some voice.
KZ, I'm not like dumb.
You know, I know energy.
Okay.
I, even if that's not how you would say,
I just know the energy about it.
Okay.
Do I know, I don't know.
Why does someone in blue beam
ask for the link
that I've never seen?
Right.
It just doesn't make sense.
Does that make sense guys?
Today some random person I've never met before
or heard of is going to show up
and then he wants the link to come talk on my panel right now.
Who are you?
Do you have something relevant to add?
I mean, I don't understand.
I'm sorry.
I don't think I'm wrong about this.
I just feel the energy.
Despite what people say, I am a psychic.
Okay.
I did like the quick kick clip.
Quick kick clip.
I liked it.
Time.
Time.
You're losing points as a mod.
Second by second.
Okay. Time.
No.
No.
No.
I'm not some kind of like
you know, chooch off the,
off the, you know, the wagon,
off the turnip truck or whatever.
Okay.
He could say
I like the reading or something,
but no, he's like, he's talking like KZ
asking for the link
when I'm in the middle of this.
Right.
Oh, gosh.
Okay.
I don't know.
Hey, come on.
Hey.
Okay.
Barry, I hope you have a relationship where you're able to
joke like that.
I really did.
Come on.
Don't pick on Jim.
Next, please.
Yeah.
Homie Johnson.
I'm not.
Yeah.
I'm no chooch off the turnip truck.
I really am not.
No random person's just going to come out of the blue.
Blue beam.
And when I come on panel in the middle of this and say,
Hi, I'm new here.
Can I get a reading?
Well, you know, it.
I already said that was my mistake.
Okay.
I don't remember you, you were warning me about that
specifically, but, you know, my mistake.
My mistake.
I made a bud.
I've had a bunch of mistakes.
I'll take responsibility for some, for some bad decisions.
Homie Johnson.
You're just, I mean, I can tell this energy.
I know the energy.
Why is he so desperate to get on panel?
Casey, I told you, you can come up and pay the fine.
Right.
Okay.
Please, please, please don't tell me how to feel.
Please.
My crotch.
Oh my God.
Here are the back.
Hey.
Yeah.
No money would be like this.
I had, I already had enough with Alex.
Alex was high.
He, I mean, there were 60 people hidden.
I had to untime out 60 people.
What, what's, what's BS?
Hold on.
Oh yeah.
J-dog.
Okay.
Don't mow with your feelings, please.
I don't know.
Is there, is he J-dog?
Come on.
My first name is on a docs.
Okay.
Okay.
Okay.
Okay.
Okay.
Okay.
Okay.
Okay.
J-dog.
Okay.
Okay.
Okay.
Okay.
Uh-oh.
J-dog, what are you doing?
Let me see.
Let me just look at the message.
This feeling.
Let me see.
My crotch.
Okay.
Okay.
Okay.
Okay.
Why are you going back and for the guys.
like, you know, that he's that important to be here?
I mean, really?
Is my crotch really that integral part of this chat?
Smelly is my crotch.
Okay.
Who's this Torren's night person?
Torren's night?
You're a smelly.
Oh, hey, why are you banning smelly?
Oh my gosh, guys, guys, guys, guys, guys, guys, guys.
I need to like, do like some serious, like, yeah.
No modding with your feelings, okay?
Well, Jay Dogg, it's okay.
I mean, it's like, well, it's like,
no, I'm saying, I agree with like, you know,
well, don't make fun of Jay Dogg's, you know,
but really, it's like,
not that big of a deal.
Jay Dogg, you're a very good looking guy,
but you can't, I can't, so you can't,
oh, at home, what are you talking about?
Anyone wanna come up on panel, though?
Yeah, here, I'll have you up on panel, anyone?
Kate, wanna come up?
Jamie, Clumsy, Jay Dogg, I mean, Jay Dogg,
you know, you did have a good run this morning.
I mean, is anybody else wanna come on panel?
What's going on?
Barry, wanna come up?
Let's have a chat, let's have a chatty chat, chat.
Okay.
Jim, Nick, wanna come up?
Okay, here we go.
Yo, Saki, what's up, bro?
Hello, how are you?
Good, good, bro.
Dude, I'm blocking the same person's account,
it's that smelly, they keep saying,
oh, you have a cancerous growth on your nose,
they got that from BlackRG,
and now they're rolling with it.
I hid that one, Barry keeps on hiding it,
I blocked it, they came back on another account
and they're asking me the same thing.
That's what I did.
Hey, you know what, Jay Dogg, you can just block them,
like personal block, and then it's like,
they say threatening stuff, or like,
I mean, it's like, it's kind of like just like,
like light-rolled, I mean, it's like,
we know what you're doing.
No, I know, it's just annoying, that's the only thing,
and then they got Barry over there.
I'll just block them, like from you,
then it's like, then you know,
and then I'm not on the screen or anything,
because then everyone's just up in arms about it,
it's a big distraction.
Okay, I'll go ahead and do that psyche,
so that way, you know, there's no,
there's no intrusion.
I appreciate that.
You okay, bro?
No problem, no problem, man.
What's going on, man?
You okay?
Well, I read the text from you, yeah, so.
Well, because I didn't catch it, bro,
I was at work, bro, so I actually didn't catch it,
like what happened?
She wrote you like a personal message?
Well, I wrote her and I said,
well, you know, have fun with your real friends,
you know, Katie, Sweet Pea, and
Bronzeberg, and then she wrote back,
and I said, oh, I said,
thanks for treating me like worse than garbage,
and she said, tell the fucking truth,
oh no, that's another person, hold on.
Then she said, oh, yeah, hold on once again.
Okay, hold on, she said, okay, so.
Then she said, please don't contact me anymore.
I refuse to take abuse or be your punching bag.
You'll pay me for everything
and for giving everyone else who makes fun of you.
Like I don't get enough people lying on me.
I only stated facts and never ever mentioned you
in a disgusting manner.
I was nice and cordial when I took your link,
explaining the BS things you were mentioning
about Aaron's death.
I don't think it's funny.
I never laughed at you being said stuff, not once.
I defended you and said, same things happen to me,
but I'm a woman who lives alone.
J-Doc has threatened me over and over.
I have sent you the screenshots
and you enjoy him making you feel like you are correct.
I don't like liars nor people that take your responsibility.
You hurt me over and over.
And then she posted the link
from the twip kick thing and she says,
I was nowhere near this panel
where people made fun of you and giggled.
Yet you always blame me.
Please stay away from me.
I know who I am and one thing I am not is a liar.
That's it.
Like.
Dude, what the hell?
Well, you know it's not over, right?
You know that she's gonna come back.
As far as like, this is,
she's just saying that right now.
Like, this isn't over.
This isn't over.
You guys are both, you guys are getting past this, man.
You guys are gonna be.
I have a feeling, I have a strong feeling
you guys are gonna really reconcile this.
And I want you guys to reconcile that.
See, because it's like, she's decided for months
since like May and I've been taking,
like talk about taking abuse.
I mean, it's like slandering my business.
Like the whole reason, hold on.
Kay, let's, you know, let's,
hold on, I'm gonna mod the real gymnast
because there's so many fake gymnasts.
I'm just gonna mod the real gymnast, okay?
So I know that the real gymnast can, okay?
But no modding with feelings or no, okay?
No attacking.
Okay, anybody, we're gonna keep an eye on the chat.
Already Alex, I had, like,
I was insane to mod Alex, Alexander.
You're gonna give him a managing mod?
What's up?
Getting Alex to get a managing mod,
Alexander McQueen?
He never got a managing mod.
He got regular mod and then he started.
Oh, okay.
There was 60 people.
You had to unhide 60 people this morning.
What the hell?
He went to town on everybody, huh?
Yeah.
Damn.
I had to unhide Jesus Christ,
I had to unhide Ziggy and there's like a bunch of people
and a bunch of people I have no idea who they are
and stuff like that, right?
Yeah.
Damn.
But yeah, I have a theory
that you're gonna recognize.
What do you think this stage, like what else?
Well, we'll never learn.
This stage, by the way, thank you for like,
at least like saying I was welcome
in KK's chat this morning.
Because you know, I went KK's chat this morning
to say hi and then I said,
get out of here, Psych, you're not welcome here.
Not her, but it was people in the chat.
And I was like, I'm not welcome here.
And then this stage was like,
you're fine, you can be here or something.
Like, I don't know why people say it's like, right?
But, right?
Toren, you fuck ups wouldn't even chat
if you didn't have that little wrench to aid you.
It's your time to troll, but you're actually,
wait, I don't know what's going,
I mean, it's like I have to watch people.
Okay.
So, I don't know.
Here's the problem that I have.
People saying I'm gaslighting.
How am I gaslighting if I'm pushing
for both of you guys can reconcile this?
Gaslighting would be the stuff.
I don't know, is it healthy for,
I don't know, it's like, I mean, it's like,
I feel like I've just been like,
you know, just like treated like worse than garbage.
Hold on a second.
Mason.
J-Dog.
What's up, Mason?
Hey, J-Dog, were you trying to offend me earlier
because, well, Black RG was saying stuff
that I couldn't believe like you were saying earlier.
Yeah, yeah, I was backing you up.
Black RG, he's a liar, man.
Don't believe him.
He's a troll.
He tries to slander me.
He'll talk shit about you.
He's, don't believe him.
Don't listen to him.
J-Dog had nothing to Black RG at all
and he was saying that kind of stuff like,
that's what he does.
That's what he does.
He's a piece of shit.
Just ignore him.
He's a crowd.
J-Dog, I was just chillin' with stuff like Billy, man.
We involved in the Carter versus Billy.
We involved in the Carter versus Billy best.
My question to you.
Okay.
That's all I was doin', J-Dog.
I was just chillin', man.
And then he had to say all that stuff.
I know, I know.
He gets bored and he tries to fuck with people.
That's what he does.
He gets bored and he don't have nothing else to do.
He has no girl, he has nothing going for him
and he has no job.
All he does is try to fuck with people online
and then stalk and harass people.
That's all he does all day.
24-7.
J-Dog, the thing is, I think, I agree with you.
I'm gonna say it because he started something
that I never even heard of
because he said like,
oh, don't believe what J-Dog says.
I mean, I never said anything like about that.
Yeah, I know.
That's what he does.
He's trying to slander my name.
That's what he does.
That's why it's like, oh, I just ignore him.
Like he's crazy.
J-Dog, just ignore him, like, right?
Yeah, yeah, just block him.
That's what I'm gonna do.
Just block him from here on out
because that's what psyche says to do.
You know, I don't wanna, you know,
lose the rent or anything like that.
Just click on the person's name and then go block.
And then I won't even have, like,
usually the chat on the screen.
And so you won't see the problem.
Yeah, J-Dog, because the thing is, J-Dog,
he has nothing to do with me anyway.
So I never talked to him, really.
Yeah, I know.
He just came at you for no reason.
That's what he did.
That's what he does.
J-Dog, that's exactly right.
Yeah, he came at me for no reason.
Yeah, he attacked you.
That's what he does.
He likes to attack people,
especially when they're, like,
not even knowing what the hell's going on
and has nothing to do with them.
Yeah, I can agree with you, J-Dog.
Yeah.
Wow.
It's like, the carnivores was discord gangstalkers
and Beedot was one of their main goons.
Like I said, gangstalking, that's the feeling I get.
Right?
Right?
I was just walking around gangstalking too
and it just gave me, like, PTSD about it.
People were like, oh, it's not gangstalking.
J-Dog, what is gangstalking?
Well, they have a bunch of people
coming after one person, like a common enemy.
Like a gang, literally, like what it sounds like,
a gang is like stalking a certain individual.
Like where they harass and they go after a person
and they're constantly fucking with them.
That sounds like new stuff, J-Dog.
That sounds like new stuff to me.
Yeah, that's what they do, man.
That's what these trolls do.
Yeah, I mean, gangstalking is real
and I've had experience with it, okay?
So it's not a joke.
It's like, it's scary.
It's, what else is it when I have, like,
every day of the past week,
I've had people at six in the morning
come banging on my door looking for scrap metal
and I had it, right?
It's like, what is the stuff?
You love the intro.
Sam, are you just being specious?
Can you keep saying that?
But I don't, I didn't play,
I played a different intro, I don't know.
I don't know.
Why do you, you'll keep saying that,
but it feels like it's, like, not genuine.
It might be a fake Sam, man.
No, it's a real Sam, man.
Oh, is it?
Oh, he said it's a clone human chat.
Okay, but it's the exact same everything
and you're talking, right?
I don't know.
Okay, Mike Putch is Ben under,
are you Ben under smelly?
Oh, look, it's smelly.
They're cloning you in the chair.
Is it him?
Okay.
Yeah, it's him.
I know it's him.
He's lying, so I'm all.
Psyche, Psyche, what do you mean it's him?
It's like, Sam, man?
I'm talking to Sam, man.
He's like trying to get a mod for some reason.
I don't know.
Like, I'm really not like gonna be,
I'm really gonna just be unmodding people,
not modding people right now
because it's like, I have the mods just going wild.
Like it's like, you know, actually today
I had people saying, oh, we're sending people to your house.
Not one mod.
I mean, there's a lot of mods in the chat.
Nobody did anything and I had to do it
and it's like, well, mod,
if they're saying they're sending people to my house,
they're sending the cops to my house and stuff like that,
just hide them.
And then time, you kept unhiding them,
you just time it up for a day when I was hiding them.
Yeah, see, time's a double agent.
He can't be, you can't, he wants what he's feeling.
Oh, it's like, sweet peas the homie.
If you were to say, I'm friends with Sweet Pea,
I'm fine with that.
When you say sweet peas the homie,
that implies like, she's cool with all bunch of people,
right?
I don't know, in my mind.
That's why I'm lying.
They're cool more than just like that, yeah.
Like a homie.
I know that you and I work cool and stuff like that,
so I can understand that, man.
Yeah, yeah, we're cool, Mason.
We've got no beef.
Yeah.
Yeah, there's no, I mean, fake Sam,
like why would there be a fake Sam man?
Sam man, Sam man, what?
You're a big help, Sam man.
It's like, I could have had a nice discussion
with B to last night over 10 minutes.
You kept interrupting first of all
in the first 10 minutes, and then I said,
well, tell me before like the 10 minutes is up.
No, you didn't.
You waited until, you know, got that dolla, right?
Whatever.
Okay, hold on.
Who's this?
Is this Jim Nick?
Hold on one second.
Just make sure we got the real Jim in here.
It's me.
Hi, it's me, how are you?
Hi.
Okay, so you're trying to say basically that your mods,
like you're like hiding them,
meaning like infinite, infinite,
and they're like then changing it to a timeout, right?
Well, that's what time did.
Like I was, I kept hiding like people that were saying,
we're sending people to your house
or the police are on their way, you know, and stuff like that.
I call the cops on you and then I would hide them
up for 86,000 seconds, just like 24 hours or whatever.
Now I was like, time stopped and then he did it again.
But I, and then he, I don't know, I like time
and he didn't really say bad things about me,
though he was in that chat the other night, you know,
where it's like fucking shitting on me,
but I just like, I just need to trust my mods
and stuff like that.
And it's like, and really,
if someone's saying they're threatening,
like, you know, me or anybody else in the chat,
you can just hide them, you know, just hide them.
That's the thing, that's the thing right there.
It's like some of these mods, like they're,
we're not all aligned up.
Like some of these mods, we don't get along with each other.
See any cops to my house?
It's not like, oh, 24 hours.
Oh, I want to see them tomorrow.
They'll come to you.
Yeah, that's what they do.
So they'll undermine, they'll undermine
what the other mod does.
That's what they do, man.
Wait, I'm the channel,
I'm like, it's not supposed to like,
maybe we were doing it at the same time
or something like that,
but it happened a couple of times.
I was like, I'm feeling on that.
But.
Yeah, dude.
So did they actually show up after that happened?
They said it in chat?
Well, that was like right at the end,
kind of like at the end of the earlier chat today,
like, was someone named uncomfortably num,
then said, oh, the SWAT team's come into your house.
And then like, and Bita quickly called somebody
and said, that's not the real Katie.
Like, but why would somebody be pretending to be her?
Like, I don't understand.
It's like, she's like, kind of like irrelevant.
I don't know.
Well, I mean, that's what they do on Discord.
They like play these mind games with you to fuck you up.
Oh, and then they'll use,
and they'll use that live.
This is what they do site.
Trust me, they go on Discord.
They'll use you as a locale, right?
They'll play a bunch of fucking mind games on you.
Sam and see Shano because he has his own fucking Discord.
He does the same stupid shit there.
So does Barry.
And they'll fucking sit there
and they'll roast everybody.
Like, I went on Barry's fucking Discord.
And like the entire thing was just like
roasting me the whole time.
And Barry's like.
Oh, I know.
Well, I believe it's a superb tune because of that.
I was like, why the fuck would I want to be
on a Discord where everyone's just
dogging me the whole time?
And you see, I see the messages come on.
Remember Katie had that special like,
or she had a thing about me.
She's like, oh, psyche, the weirdo lurker
because I was seeing the messages
where they're talking shit about me
and allies talking shit about me pop up and stuff.
And I think while I was doing the show
and it was kind of distracting.
And so I was like, what's this bullshit?
I'm just here to like see these messages and shit.
I'm not crying, Barry.
I'm just saying that your Discord is pathetic.
Did you guys?
If that's your content of your fucking Discord
is just like roasting a nobody,
someone you haven't even fucking met in real person,
you fucking have more problems than fucking we ever do.
Okay, bitch.
Yeah.
And I don't do the good Katie impression.
That's J-Dog with the good Katie impression.
You do the ham sandwich, J-Dog.
Oh, what are you talking about?
Oh, I'm Katie.
I'll have a ham sandwich for my birthday.
That's how she talks.
That's how Katie talks.
She talks like that, like a KZ, like a female KZ.
Ham sandwich.
Ham sandwich, you're right.
Did everyone see it from the other night, by the way,
from, it was on Twip Kick.
Can I play that?
Is it okay if I play that?
I mean, it's like, did everyone see that?
It's like kind of short.
It's just like a-
Yeah, it's on Twip Kick.
Nobody should get mad about that
She shouldn't get mad.
because it's on a Tripp Kick.
It's not on-
Yeah, it's like, you know, okay.
So here we go.
This is the other night on Kate's panel.
This is really funny, it's on Twip Kick, by the way.
This is, you guys can see how I'm treated.
Well, I'm not saying Kate or Barry.
I mean, there's this woman on the show,
this woman, Shannon or something.
Oh my God, this is monster.
Okay, just check this out.
Check this out.
For everyone.
Do, do, do, do!
Yeah, yeah.
There!
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah!
There!
Ah!
Ah!
Shit, shit, shit, shit...
What the fuck is that?
That's what that looks like.
Oh!
Sh-
What do you want?
Oh sh-
Yes?
Shi-
Shit.
Shit, shit, shit...
Shit!
Shit, shit!
Shit!
What the fuck is that?
What the fuck is that?
I hope some other people in my channel, like, run lives and like, fuck.
Why don't you come up and show us your fucking beta pose with your little American flag song, bitch?
Seas is cooking tonight.
The fucking weirdo?
Why don't you go lay in a fucking puddle of fucking goddamn kitty litter, fucktard?
Oh, I'm here to go play Drishtackos with Alexander Meyer.
You haven't realized you fucking bitch?
The only reason why she's over there is because you have an audience sometimes and she wants to fuck beta over.
You didn't realize her content's beta?
It ain't you, face boy.
It's not you and your little fucking weird-ass pussy cat you got over there.
I have a question for you, psyche.
Are you that broke that you actually have to charge people to open a fucking panel?
I mean, are you really that goddamn broke that you have to charge people to start fucking talking to them?
No, he's just that. He's just that pathetically disparate.
Did you guys see his new advertisements?
Come join my popular panel.
I'll give you readings, but I don't even know what the fucking death card means.
But I can show you my fucking tank dressed in American flag in my baby bitch pose.
That is a real sight.
That is a real sight, people.
So you do what?
No, I watch fucking clip.
I watch fucking beep.
I watch fucking journey.
I watch fucking trip kick because I'm watching four hours of some gay guy pretending to be a psychic fucking beg for money for fucking
Fuck out of here.
I forgot what to do.
So fucking weird perverts all up in there all the time.
Fucking weird.
If Jimbo was up there telling women that the only way they could get up on the fucking panels that they show their tits,
they would fucking roast him for eternity about being a sexual predator.
But fucking psychic can sit up there and say, well, you can only get on the panel if you show your fucking shlong.
Ew, you're a gross out motherfucker.
And then he's laying on a fucking puddle of kitty litter fucking talking about how he's the devil.
You're fucking weirdo, bitch.
The only reason why you get any attention that you do is because you're a hell of a hell of a hell.
So, so Shannon, Shannon, can he come up here and give you a tarot reading?
I'll pay for it.
Oh, please allow him.
I would love to fucking rip his little American flag shit up his ass.
You hear that site?
I say you five dollars for a tarot for Shannon.
You gotta come up here and do it.
Yeah, let's see how will you read tarot.
Tell me what the death card's about again.
Because you totally fucked that up.
I don't know.
So you said he didn't you so you said he been reading them wrong the whole time.
Yes, he doesn't know what the fuck he's doing.
He might as well get up some baseball farts and pull out Joe DiMaggio and say today I think you're gonna hit a homerun.
How the fuck you got tarot in his name and he can he read the cards.
I don't know.
How's he trying to act like he's a celebrity and people want to see him.
Fucking cats sleeping on fucking kitty litter and writing a fucking e-bike to get fish tacos.
Are you guys really buying that shit?
Shannon, Shannon, you killing them.
They were reading.
She said you don't read the cards right.
Oh my God.
Prove to us that you read the cards right.
Yeah, right.
Because that's fucked.
Hey, that's fucking good.
Because I don't got some readings from you, man.
You giving me raw readings.
I'm gonna tell you what they really fucking mean because he goes all over the place like he's full of shit.
He doesn't know what the fuck any of them fucking mean.
You know how long I've been watching tarot.
Tell me again how the death card is.
What was it?
You said it was it was about something something someone in your life leaving you.
Who are you talking about?
Shannon, Shannon, you can't tell me because I'm telling you I got I pay for readings from him.
So you telling me that he read to me the wrong shit.
The one fucking time I saw him reading he said the death card was about leaving something behind or whatever else.
That's all the death cards about it's about new beginnings.
It means the end of a fucking right cycle in your life and a beginning one.
So I can tell you right now.
Exactly.
He pulls out his little Disney princess cards, talking some shit about the four cups.
Motherfucker doesn't know shit about cards.
At least get out the key they give you and it fucked hard and read what they mean.
$85 for the cats.
Yet I've never seen him buy shit for his cats ever.
I've seen him buy an e-bike.
I've seen him fucking ride to the fucking beach and buy fish tacos.
I've seen him try to get the butcher's fucking phone number.
I've seen him fucking pull his legs up like he was a fucking female and his little fucking red, white and blue panties.
But I haven't seen him do shit by shit but lick fucking goddamn snatches of women that he think are more popular than him.
Hey, where's your trilogy out there?
Where's Psyche's beauties?
Not one of those fuckers talk to you anymore, dumb shit.
That's for a fucking goddamn friendship.
Here's the truth, Psyche.
I'm gonna give you a fucking truth.
You know what?
You were cannon fodder.
Bita brought those fucking people to your fucking place because she didn't want you to fucking have a real stream.
She didn't bring you to Sandman's.
She didn't fucking bring them to fucking capes.
She didn't bring them.
She brought them to your channel.
And none of us knew who the fuck you were.
You were just one of her weirdos that she fucking had in her back pocket.
So instead of losing her channel, she could fuck with yours.
Good job.
Such entertainment.
Yeah, dumb shit.
Who the fuck is this?
Who is this?
First of all, Shannon.
You'll never find me.
You have a channel.
You're just a moral abuser.
What is this?
What is this?
What's about to hold a cunt card for her?
So she got that.
That's her first card.
Yeah, exactly.
That's her only card too.
That's her only card.
That's her only card is a read-off.
So you can see what you can read or write.
Yeah, let's see the cunt card.
Let's see the cunt card.
I can't bet it's not appropriate for Kate's show.
I have more respect for Kate than to get her up.
That shows the cunt card.
I want to see what card you take.
Just look between your legs,
and it's that smelly snatch between your legs.
That's all of this.
You wouldn't know what a snatch would look like
since all you fucking smell is asshole.
Wow.
You got me there.
I think I left shit.
Oh my God.
Why don't you stay out of pussy?
Why don't you stay out of pussy, and it won't smell like shit?
I don't even know you.
What are you talking about?
If you don't even know me, how can you talk?
You're talking about some character you see on this.
This is Shannon.
She's the queen of Jinx.
She ain't queen of shit.
She's queen of pussy.
I'm certainly not the queen you,
but I'm the queen of shit.
Never be the queen. I am good.
Don't worry. I don't want to be.
I didn't realize that turning your couch
into a fucking litter box made you a queen.
You don't see me.
No, no, no, no.
You know this bitch.
I don't even know this bitch.
I don't even know.
Oh my gosh.
In my video,
they need to be out of pussy.
Why don't you eat that a little bit?
I don't know how she knows me.
Why does she know so much about me?
I know zero about her.
Well, because you get clicked
because you're an LOL cow.
You're an LOL cow.
Really? Well, milk me, bitch.
Milk me. How about some fresh grass?
How about some green grass?
Honestly, because you're having a little bitch shit.
I don't know if I can see it.
Okay, go.
Go be sad.
Go be sad.
I know.
I'm the only member here.
You have to respect me a little bit.
Side cake.
What did you pull apart?
I had a premonition.
I was going to hear some dumb plot screaming about me on a show.
And then I came over here and hear your work.
I think I'm perfectly...
I'm perfectly...
Oh gosh.
Make sure you pull out the key for the card
so you actually know what they mean.
I don't need to wait for the card.
Oh yeah.
And every year old is so gifted doing tarot.
It started.
It's called like...
I've been doing tarot since I was two.
So I win.
You haven't been doing tarot at all. Have you?
Yes, I have. I do tarot every fucking day.
Okay, well, you know, you should be careful
about disparaging fellow readers.
The karma's really bad on that.
Oh, yeah, okay. I'll worry about my karma
as you're spreading your season in America.
Okay, give a show.
I really fucking stream that everybody clips
because you're a total retard.
I have a reading party.
If you want to fucking shut up, I'll give you a good reading.
But if you don't want to shut up, then it's fine.
Oh, are you big mad? Little mad.
Let's just do my after a little reading.
Oh, of course.
All right, do the reading.
Sike, do the reading.
Okay, so I will do the reading.
Okay, this was Shannon. This Shannon's reading.
Shannon, do you receive justice for something
in the recent past?
Is it a court case or something in the recent past?
But something was made fair for you.
And you've also got, you see all these options
available to you now because of this.
But it's a lot of confusion because of it
because there's so many. You're going to want to pick
the one that you most gravitate towards.
That looks like something to do with love
because there's like a two of cups.
And this is like two equals
meeting and starting
something that can grow into something bigger.
You're also coming up as queen of wands.
And so you've got a lot of good fiery power.
So, like normative mom card, okay, whatever.
No idea how right?
Also because you are
a lot, some more about that card.
What's the more about the card?
Well, it has courage, confidence, independence, right.
It's Norman Bates's mom.
That's what it said.
That's what Nair was like.
That is Norman Bates's mother.
Did you ever stop psychos.
That's Norman Bates's mother, okay?
That's queen of fucking wands.
Somebody go look up with a queen of wands
Very confident independence. Okay. Yeah. That's what it says. Okay. There. Yes. So that's, that's not a date mom. Okay.
Lie some more because it's not going for you. Go ahead. Okay. Well, whatever, whatever. I'm going to do this quick reading for you. Okay.
Finally, we have the 10 of, the 10 of wands, which means you've been carrying some burdens. You've been carrying other people's burdens.
Maybe because you're in the screen energy, like a lot of people go to you for help and things like that. No, you don't.
But it is very heavy. It's like, how do you got burdens going on in the future?
It is correct. The queen of wands is passion, confidence, charisma and fierce independence symbolizing someone who boldly pursue their dreams with courage and enthusiasm.
This card encourages you to express your authentic self and brace creative endeavors.
And that was an active bro in shape.
And ask your fan, you motherfucker. Okay.
You're doing it since you were eight, but you can't even get the cards right.
I got all the cards. Exactly.
You don't even know to look to see if the cards reversed. You fucking tarred.
I told them reverse, they're not reversed. You fucking card. Okay.
Anyway, they'd come out reverse. They wouldn't just turn them upside down on my own. Okay.
Well anyway, you know nothing about tarot. So whatever.
I think they're very happy.
Thank you. Thank you for having me on.
I guess that just leaves one score. He can't hit me.
Then let this be our final battle.
Yeah. That was a good one. Alright,
what do you think, Jim? Next.
Are you there, Jimmy? Jim? Hey,
sorry. I grabbed a candy.
Yeah, some candy. Well, I think
that that's a pretty good fucking appearance. In my opinion, I like
Shannon or just like her. Oh, yeah. She's a joy. She's
a wonderful, wonderful woman. Actually, I just love her.
What a bright ray of sunshine in my day. But you know what?
There was like really no way. It's like whatever. It's like
I got everything perfectly right. And then, fuck,
that was Norman Bates' mother on the card, by the way.
Oh, what do you mean?
She was just waiting for me to get out of the hospital so she had
constant fucking talk. Hey, Summer.
Her life is so fucking lame. She has nothing else to talk about.
Yeah, that woman, Shannon, basically just
irrelevant. I've never heard of her and I do not want to
come across her again. She was just very unpleasant. But, you know,
hey, thank you, Guadalupe. Thank you so much. Oh, thank you so much.
Nice. And this is a person Alex was trying to hide today.
Thank you, Guadalupe. Thank you. Thank you.
I don't know. I don't know. And it's just because people like Bita continue
to slander my readings and things like that. And so,
you know, she's calling me locale and, you know. Well, she
has a way about her. Look, I talked to her on the phone privately.
Thank you so much. She does have a way about her that can come off a bit harsh.
I don't think she has a mountain tent.
Fucking god, can I give her Shannon? Shannon?
I do think that she was correct when she was talking about the death card.
It normally does mean like a, like a...
Right. It means transformation. It can mean, it can mean a literal death. And it's like, as for someone
leaving you, yeah, it could mean someone... Yeah. Or like a new beginning
like processing it. Right, right. So, and then she,
I mean, I know what the cards mean. I know what the death card means. It doesn't just mean
death, right? And I did, I mean, I did. Yeah. So, I mean, I know
like I said, I've been reading since I was eight years old. It's like, and then
you have this guy. Yes, really. And this guy... How did you get into
that? Were your parents into it? My parents weren't, they're just not religious.
And so they basically let me explore like I wanted to
explore. I had a reading as like a, you know, like a
fair or carnival or something like that. And I was, I got really
into it after that. My sister used to ice skate and stuff. And so there's a
bookstore. And that was like one of the first things I remember buying was like the mythic
tarot and the tarot of the cat people. And that's when I was eight years old.
And so I was also about the satanic Bible. And I was
like, you know, 10 years old and everyone's like, oh, you're buying this.
And it's like that. I was always into the vehicle. I was always into it. And
so, hey, hey, baby, hey, look at my baby. Hold on.
Oh, look at this cutie pie.
How many cats do you have? Four.
I love its eyes
with the black. And
I don't know. Then I also have
this, who's this other woman from
the Carterverse? I mean, did you know this? Do you know anything about the Carterverse?
Yeah, I was kind of where I stemmed from a little bit.
But I didn't ever talk back then. Because I mean, I don't play the whole thing.
This woman is from the Carterverse. And she
just, I just came across this clip today. And I just found it pretty interesting
because it kind of is, I'm sorry if you guys did see, I did play it a little bit earlier.
I just want to play just a little bit of it. Because
this is interesting. Because I don't know, maybe
you'll see something that is like
irrelevant or something. Let's have a look. Can we just have a look
for one second? Let's have a look. Watch this.
What? Look at this.
Oh, that's Crystal Anne. She's kind of like, you gotta suck.
Crazy.
You want to play these fucking games? Then show up, bitch.
Come on.
For you to sit there and call my friend a fucking rat. No. Fuck you,
Beta June. Beta Jules, fuck you.
You want the pants back? You want to continue blackmailing your
ex-friends that you screwed over? I don't give a fuck anymore.
I'm done.
You literally are shitting on Jamie, who's my fucking friend.
Literally pitting people against each other. Which is uncool.
You're literally fucking crazy. You don't give a shit about me,
Beta. When I was in Cali, not once did you
ever let me come to your apartment. And we are so-called besties.
I let you into my life with my mom.
Fuck you, Beta. Hate you. And Rick, if you want to
continue talking to Beta, you can lose me too.
Okay, so can I put some context?
Go ahead.
Okay, I don't really know that much about Crystal Anne. I think she said with Trisha.
Maybe? Did she? I think so.
She pretended to have a baby or something and it was like some doll.
Does anybody remember that?
I didn't follow that long. But I remember I went on her channel one time because
Aaron Carter blocked me on his Instagram and then he was running her channel on
Instagram and he was like, fuck it.
I was like, fuck you, bitch.
Well, I'll just play a few minutes.
Okay, this girl is on social security, I believe.
She actually has mental illness.
I don't mean to say that in a rude way.
But she literally thought that this baby doll was her baby or something.
Was there people harassing Aaron Carter?
Yeah, but he was psycho and on drugs.
He kind of invited it himself.
Okay, well, I'll just play a couple of moments.
He would stream 24 hours a day.
I do remember he came on Dr. Phil and he was
all strung out on Dr. Phil and then of course he met a fat ending.
But it's like, if he's on drugs and stuff like that,
is there such a thing as people enabling
or people putting, I don't know.
Because people are a product of their environment.
Definitely. And especially like an ex, kind of like superstar,
celebrity.
Of course, people like you.
Those people are like some special class.
I was just like a man.
And I mean, it's hard to do with people that are on substances.
So like, you know, when you're enabling,
you know, when you just want them to get better.
There are definitely a lot of people that were enabling them.
You shouldn't speak loud.
You're enabling yourself.
I wasn't talking about myself, but okay.
No, but you're projecting everything onto others,
but you're not looking into the mirror.
I look into the mirror every day.
But thank you for your input.
How about you speak about yourself before you bring up others' problems?
Because we were talking about Aaron Carter.
Okay, that was the subject at hand.
We were talking about Crystal Ann.
How should we relate to that?
We're going to talk about you now, about that.
Hold on.
I plead the fifth.
I don't want to talk about myself.
This is my thing.
We're talking about someone who passed away.
We can judge them all we want,
but we can't judge this one.
Oh my God, I have cancer.
Everyone give me $10 a day.
Remember that?
$10 a day?
I've never asked that once in my life.
Jim, doesn't it hurt your tongue to lie so much on the internet?
Does it not hurt your tongue to be so judgmental
without any proposition of any awareness of what is reality
versus rumors and positivity?
Judge it that way.
Okay, I'll get you.
Let's watch for a moment.
I don't want to...
Hey, guess what, Arthur?
Sweep your tongue side to side like a snake.
How about you use some tooth floss?
You don't have any teeth, my bad.
Oh yeah, I have teeth.
I have enough teeth to bite your neck artery off.
Okay, so Arthur, if we're talking about the Aaron Carter thing right now,
I'm just trying to get to the bottom of it.
I don't want to attack Jim.
I know she has maybe going through some medical problems,
and I'm sensitive to people with cancer and stuff,
and my father died of cancer.
But she faked it. That's the issue.
I'm sorry, what?
You faked it.
I faked what? I just got a biopsy.
It hasn't come back yet.
Helen, why were you telling everyone you already have it
if you don't even know?
Because I go by the wind of my blue jean shorts
in the wind of the white shirt and my hair.
I say what I feel in the moment.
You see that? You see that?
She feels like, oh, I feel like I have it,
so I'm going to say it. You think that's okay?
That's what the doctors told me at the time.
So I posted about it.
I don't want to be frapped from it.
Yeah, medical stuff is under so privacy.
I don't want to be...
Arthur, Arthur, Arthur.
Arthur, if you ever went through a fucking thing
I went through, guess what?
I wish you hope and well.
Not fucking sit here on your goddamn fucking desktop
or your fucking iPhone or fucking whatever
fucking stupid Obama phone you have
and fucking bash people over the fucking head, okay?
Look, don't get me wrong.
I definitely do wish the best for you, alright?
No, you don't. Shut the fuck up.
You're a fucking loser.
Arthur, I don't want...
I don't know enough about it
and I don't want people being accused of that.
Why are we talking about the dead then?
We're watching this
and okay, but thank you, Arthur.
Thank you, Arthur.
I'll stay here.
Oh, but I'm sick of the drama.
Oh, how about I call this out?
Bita, maybe stop talking sexually on me
because you were really embarrassing
when I was getting my hair done.
It was a really embarrassing call.
And even from an outsider looking in,
she even thinks you're the common denominator
of pitting people against each other.
So fuck you, Bita.
And damn straight, I did tell Gamble we had a fallout.
You want to know why?
You threatened to call the police on me.
That's why.
I'm sick of this shit.
I'm not the best for you, Gemma.
Just wait.
I just don't like when you lie, that's all.
Shout out to Gemma.
You suck it.
This bitch is nuts.
Gemma is nuts.
Come on, Arthur.
Oh, Bita, call the police on me,
but you have my news, weird, right?
Okay, go ahead, do it.
Call the calls.
I don't give a fuck.
You go from calling the cops to literally saying,
happy birthday, then you sit there and say,
oh, I'll use you for money?
You're going to throw your gifts into my face
from the years before?
Because I got Jamie that ring that Ashtray
didn't want her to get?
How about I give you your fucking pants back to
that I never fucking wore?
Because I knew you would do something like this, Bita.
Whoa.
You want to know why you lost all your fucking friends, Bita?
Because you can't fucking keep a secret.
That's why.
Oh, shit.
So who's the rat?
Not Jamie.
You're the rat, Bita.
And you know what?
You want to know why I've been in so much shit
the past like, let's see, in the ab of shit?
It was all because of you, Bita.
You, Bita.
Psych, is this that Pocahontas shit?
You live in some fantasy land.
I don't know.
And let me tell you.
You and your friends.
You remember when you were in options, Arvy?
Acting all sexual.
Make that.
She was like, yeah, I saw this clip
of the Arvy, whatever.
Is this the, the, the, the what's it girl?
The girl that works at the Gulf?
She's like from Canada?
No, she's from like the United States somewhere.
Yeah, Paige.
Is this Paige?
No, that's not Paige.
No.
Oh, come up it.
It's not Paige.
This is Crystal.
It's so much better if it was Paige.
Crystal and from the car reverse.
Makes sense.
Like I said, the oranges don't even exist.
And if you actually think,
anyone can 5150 me beat up,
you're a fucking snake.
Because if I was at your place,
no one would have 5150 me.
Because you know what?
It's bullshit.
That is a bullshit excuse.
You know what's sad when you do watch this live?
Hey, you wouldn't even invite me to your front porch.
Yeah.
Gamble at me.
Don't care if I show up on his front porch.
Some friend.
You are really beta.
Some friend.
Yeah.
I mean, okay.
Okay.
Okay.
Okay.
Okay.
Okay.
On behalf of beta,
I would never let these people in my own house.
Okay.
It just seems like a little,
I mean,
it's like people can come to their own conclusion.
I mean,
it's like,
but yeah,
I mean,
she seems like,
you know,
little,
you know,
there's something about crystals.
Instead of something about Mary's and crystals,
you know,
crystals,
you know,
I got to say.
You cause a lot of the problems on yourself,
beta,
because this is what you do.
Bum bum bum bum bum bum bum bum bum bum bum bum bum bum.
And you never stop.
And you know what?
You always have to be center of attention.
So guess what beta?
Yeah,
I'm making you the center of attention.
Okay.
Because you asked so much shit behind my back,
but I'm done with you.
I am.
I've had it with you.
I'm tired of you.
I'm done with you.
Yes.
I'm sick of you.
Yes.
So beta,
go take my nudes
and shove them up your fucking asshole.
Why?
You lying ass bitch.
What the fuck?
You're the biggest snake.
And all you do is hurt people.
And then you wonder why I get pulled in drama
is because you're the one that's messy as fuck.
Not Jamie.
You beta.
So guess what?
Shut my middle finger.
Put it up your ass because I'm done with you for life.
Damn.
Fuck you.
You care more about stupid podcast with Michael Doyle
than your own friends.
That's the damn truth.
You don't even ask anyone how they're doing.
What are your thoughts on that?
You lost all your fucking friends
because of you beta
because you try to play sides.
And you know what?
The ones that are loyal are the ones that aren't snitches.
What are your thoughts on this?
So go take your ass back to Ella
and try to manipulate again
because it's not going to work.
Because you try to use people as weapons.
You're using Karen as a weapon.
You use me as a weapon.
I don't believe that.
You use other people as a weapon.
But you never admit when you're wrong, beta.
And you let me do the full every fucking time.
And I'm done.
You sit there, you talk to Karen, and you know it.
So don't put that on me.
Fuck you, beta.
Go shove my bacon now up your fucking ass
and go crack an egg in it because I bet it'll sink.
What?
Jamie and Nancy have been nothing but really good friends to me.
And they care about me on my birthday.
You know what?
You didn't give a fuck about me on my birthday, beta.
Beta, you're gaslighting.
Your high manipulation wasn't going to work this time.
It's not even her birthday yet.
And they have worked when Aaron died, but I know better now.
And now I'm more aware.
And you know what?
I'm really going to call you how it's like, okay?
Imagine being in your late 40s
and having your friends booze shown on a podcast.
Real classy, right, beta?
Classy beta, right?
So what are your thoughts on that?
You want me to expose more?
I think you're the one who really docks Abba
because you're the closest to her.
Ooh.
Look at how many people you burned over, beta.
That's true.
Look how many people you fucking backstabbed.
Look at how many screenshots you have.
That's true.
Where did I get all that shit from?
You, all the way back in 2020
because you were sharing Gamble's discord stuff
to me and Abba,
knowing it would trigger us.
So you're messing us, fuck, beta.
And you know what?
A real friend doesn't show,
just because my nudes went flying out.
No friend goes to my,
like you, beta, you literally said,
you sitting in my own nudes and said,
what would your parents think of these?
What?
What would you feel if your dad sees this?
So you have to be the one that sent it.
So maybe Ella's right on that part.
Like, I, I like Jamie.
Jamie's a great friend.
Nancy, great.
Karen, you know, she can be good,
but beta, stop using people as weapons.
Stop going behind people's backs.
Maybe for once.
Think about other people and not just yourself.
Damn.
Because you do buy your friendships
and they get them to do what you want to do.
And you try to make everybody be your bitches.
That's not going to work here.
Can I just say something?
Yeah.
To be honest,
I just want to give a different opinion real quick.
Beta has never really sent me money.
She sent me, I think like 11 bucks for some lunch
for food on my birthday.
She's never bought my friendship.
Like behind the scenes, she's always been so very caring.
It gives me like really great advice.
And to me, she's a really good friend.
I know that y'all have your differences.
I, I, I, yes, yes, we've had our differences,
but we talk like mature adults and we work it out.
Okay.
And that's what mature people do.
Talk to her like a mature adult, like several times.
And she continued to slander me.
And continues.
Yeah.
And continues to.
Yeah.
Continues to.
And personally.
Okay.
Can you understand where she's coming from?
Can you understand where the site is coming from?
I can understand both their perspectives.
I never,
I never went after her anything personal like, like about like,
you know, her, her job, like, you know, like her thing.
And she's always like, Oh, Saki just cares about, you know,
she's another one of those fish tacos and dick.
Like it's like a lot of these like things.
Yeah.
A lot of these things that are said, it's like she's loud.
She has her whole like sweet pea that woman Katie,
like I've read the text message Katie sent me.
They say, Oh, you know, I, like I started or something
like sweet pea and Katie and, and Brodsburg, I had no,
I never know anything about them.
I don't know anything about them.
I know it's like, I don't know.
I, I, I, okay.
This is the way I, can I say how I see it?
Can I say something?
Cause you were bespoke, Jim.
So Jim, the first thing that came out of your mouth was,
well, you know, beat is a good friend.
She gave me $11 for my birthday.
So literally the first thing that came to your head
was monetary.
No, it wasn't.
It wasn't.
I was going to the ladies.
You're not listening because I was,
Can you understand where I'm coming from?
I understand where you're going.
But I was, I was.
Stag wagging.
Crystal was saying that she buys her friendships.
I said, well, for me, it wasn't like,
hasn't been like that.
Okay.
So I'm stating my opinion.
Okay.
Well, I see what's happening between psych and Vita.
Vita put in a lot of energy and time to help psych,
kind of like create a channel and like create like,
you know, viewers and then, you know,
and then to see him befriending someone who's attacking
her personal family.
Right.
That goes a step beyond just.
You know,
Butting up with Allied Baster computer who's currently sending
scrap metal people to my house.
Right.
Currently sending pizza, unpaid pizza to my house who's
currently sending manure to my house who's currently
striking, you know, trying to privacy striking me all the
time and stuff like that.
And so,
So when does this end?
When is this end?
Because it always goes back to uncle effort.
It always goes back to uncle effort, that kind of thing.
You know, and it's like, I didn't say that.
I kicked Arthur off the panel that day.
And I, and she's like, well, you didn't defend me.
So I'll never defend you.
I mean, it's like, okay.
But it's like,
Every time I go into her chat,
it's like some kind of like attack on me.
And it's like,
It's a low blow.
Yeah.
Like really.
And it's like really attacking my, she's like, oh,
you're stupid business.
Like who cares?
You're losing like a dollar.
I don't know.
She's like, you know,
that she literally said like,
I mean, it's like,
you can see these clips on strip kick then whatever.
You can see how I'm treated on her panel where she had
that four people against one.
It has to like, I mean,
I was actually one able to do one on one with her
last night on my show a little bit.
And on salmon for 10 minutes before I was,
you know,
clapped off or whatever after, you know,
exactly.
I got 10 minutes of immunity.
And then right at the 10 minutes,
like, I was like, okay,
but I just, you know, so, you know,
I didn't really get a chance to discuss,
you know, discuss things with her.
I've tried and it's like,
she said she's like, you know,
about to call her.
So I didn't call her.
Now she's, you know,
and then now she said not to contact her again
because, you know, I said,
well, you know,
have fun with your friends, you know,
Katie,
Bronzeberg and sweet pea
and things for treating me like less than garbage.
And then she said,
no, we'll never contact me again.
I'm a liar
because J-Dog threatened her or something.
I don't, I don't know.
It's like always about something
that somebody else,
it's always about this person said that
and I'm associating with them.
She has people on her panel every day
just screaming about me.
I'm disgusting.
I'm covered in fleas and ticks
and there's shit all over my floor.
And, you know,
it's like, you know,
yeah, she has, you know, said,
okay, she thinks I don't,
she doesn't think I have HIV.
And she like did say to the HIV Awakens Tarot
to like, you know,
change your name or whatever.
And she did, you know,
say she thinks I love my cats,
which is like, if anybody knows me,
it's pretty obvious.
And it's like my cats are happy
while taking care of,
but it's like, you know,
there's a lot of these other narratives
that are going on
that she's happy to talk about.
And she was happy to go on
Bronzeberg's show
and sit on that panel
and talk shit about me.
You know, and, you know,
even there's,
there's other people
that were on the panel too.
And they just didn't like,
you know, really go in on me
and stuff.
They were just hanging out basically,
but she was just happy to like,
oh, here's my problems.
You know, here's my,
here's what I think about,
you know, all these very,
it just got very, very personal.
And it's like,
and I didn't get that personal.
And maybe I'm getting
a little bit personal today
with, you know,
some of this,
but she's, you know,
she's basically told me
to go fuck off and like,
you know,
and so,
you know,
it's like,
it's sad.
And it's like,
she did bring a lot of people
to my chat,
but that,
who had,
who had a good point
that Shannon had a good point.
She just wanted to,
well, that's what Shannon's
opinion was,
that she brought a lot of,
she wanted to like,
you know,
get some heat off of her
and just like,
you know,
bring these people to my panel.
And so,
I don't know.
I just,
I see the point in that
she brought a lot of
negative,
like there's been a lot of
negative,
it's my fault,
because I did say,
you know,
yeah,
I don't know.
It's like,
yes,
sometimes I was
into the drama,
but I was always trying
to work things out.
We always got along fine
one-on-one on the phone,
but it's like,
then it's like,
and I get along with her
fine on her panel one-on-one.
And then it's like,
she brings other people on.
She,
she says,
I accuse her of,
you know,
I'm accusing her
of these conspiracies
and stuff.
I just quoted what she said.
She said,
oh,
they asked about her ex-husband
and she,
she said herself,
they'll never figure it out
in a really like,
you know,
way that it's like,
what is she trying to,
like,
she's like trying to like,
see scary.
And plus I don't like how
she was like,
you know,
said this thing about
Alexandra was like,
she's like,
oh yeah,
clumsy was going to
go beat up Alexandra
or,
you know,
something like that.
I mean,
I mean,
you can see these clips.
Right.
I mean,
it's like,
you know,
and then it's like,
you know,
she's just,
she's,
she's been mean.
She's been,
and people have said,
wow,
I don't like how she treats
you.
And it's like,
she's bullying you.
And I'm like,
just so willing to
overlook it
and try to try it.
I try to try it
since May,
I think it was like May,
like,
I was buying with her up
and like from December
or like last year
up into like May
when that thing
with Arthur happened.
And then ever since then,
it's just been like back
and forth.
And then she started
attacking me herself.
And it's like,
and then it's like,
oh,
she didn't say it
or she was drunk or something.
I got,
I've gotten drunk
and said stupid things
and stuff like that.
But it's like,
oh,
it got
a really,
really
nasty.
It got nasty
and it's like,
I didn't try,
I didn't
get as nasty with her
as she
continually
tried with me,
especially it was
slandering
my tarot
trying to turn
me against people
and telling people,
well,
it's him or me
and stuff like that.
And she chose
these people sitting up
on her panel.
And plus,
she wouldn't let me talk
to her one-on-one.
She was on her panel.
She would always have
to have all these people
screaming over me
four against one,
five against one.
And they're all yelling
at me
and she's like,
even Kate,
Kate doesn't like me
very much,
but Kate's like,
wow,
if I had someone yelling
at me screaming my ear
like that
I would have been
upset too.
So,
I mean,
people can
come to their
own conclusion.
Of course,
she's going to have,
like,
you know,
a lot of people
support her.
She has a much bigger
show than me.
She's saying a lot
of stuff that you just,
if you're a friend,
you shouldn't have
be like
trying to put
out there
and like
things that are
very untrue.
And it's like,
I can't even
really defend myself
because
that's his friend.
If she's saying it,
it must be true.
And it's like,
and so it's just
a nasty self of them
that it's upset me.
Maybe we have
gone back and forth
pit-for-tack
a little bit.
And it's like,
I take responsibility.
I have not been
a perfect person,
but I have not gone
to,
like most of the stuff
I've done
has been a response.
What is she mad about?
I did A.I.
thought.
And then my A.I.
is terrible.
I'm not talented.
I'm just like,
just like,
a monster person
that,
I mean, it's just like,
just,
he's just painting
me like that.
And it's like,
whatever that woman
was saying,
I just related
a little bit to that person.
Let me all know
I get some money
for being a mod.
Sure,
I'll hook up.
Sorry,
I was reading your chat.
But you know what?
And I get out there.
Here's where
I draw the line.
Sure.
Is when it gets
too
emotionally kind of like
activated,
that there are people
showing up now
at your house,
at her house,
like,
well,
that was like,
she had to kind of like
set.
She has the guy on her
and she was sitting on
the panel,
cacawing with them.
Maybe it wasn't over
like,
you know,
the stuff being sent to
my house,
but she was laughing
and with them
about other points
and stuff like that.
They're all sitting
on the panel,
like the other day
or two and a half hours
thing.
Oh, psych.
He's just,
I mean,
it's just like,
then she's like,
accusing me.
She's like,
I was like,
oh, play this thing.
She's like,
oh, so you can strike me.
I would never strike.
I would like,
I don't strike.
I would never strike anybody.
It's like,
and I,
you know,
I'm a reasonable person.
Okay.
I'm a reasonable person.
I also don't like
how she
treated you
and some of the things
I've seen.
Okay.
I don't know that.
I just personally,
and I'm sorry.
You know,
and Arthur,
I didn't agree with Arthur
coming at you like that either.
And I don't know.
What's that?
I didn't.
I didn't like it.
You think I did like it?
You think I wanted him to,
but I wanted you to be able
to respond
because I,
I don't know.
And I don't,
and he was saying the thing,
but no,
I've talked to you on
Instagram and private,
like when we,
when you were maybe
like on an off time with
there and whatever.
And it's like,
you know,
you know,
I did express sympathy.
I mean,
I have several times
had your back.
I have.
If you don't know,
I have.
And I've said,
you know,
I've told people,
don't pick on Jeanette.
She's,
she has a serious illness
and it's not right
to be picking on her like that.
And so if,
if Arthur went too far
with that,
I didn't know
he was going to start
saying that.
And so it was kind of
just caught me off guard.
But,
you know,
I wanted to give you,
you know,
to respond to whatever
you want to say about it.
I'm not trying to bully you.
I'm Jeanette.
I'm not trying to get you
on my side or whatever.
I understand if you're friends
with her and I don't
have a problem.
You can go,
you know, do what you want.
You know,
I want you to be happy.
I want you to be healthy.
I want you to like live
your life and,
you know,
it's like,
if you,
you know,
hate me or whatever,
it's okay.
I don't need your sight.
I've never had a problem with you.
I've never had
an issue with you.
Why would I have anything
against you?
I know,
she tends to like
want to like have people
choose sides.
Like,
and I don't,
anybody be friends with you?
No, no, no,
we both know,
we've talked about this before,
you know,
that we're both adults
and we can deal with
our own issues ourselves
and not to take sides.
And that's like
a mature thing to do.
It said,
it said,
it's him or me
or like,
if you go over there,
you can't come over.
And she's like,
tell that.
And then,
and it's also like,
it's like all these people
that were here,
it's a horrible thing.
And these are her mods.
And it's like,
you know,
and so maybe my mods
would talk shit too,
but it's like her mods
talk magic.
If I go over there,
90% of the everybody's
against me,
including all the mods.
So she comes over here,
maybe 10%
or somebody,
and it's like,
and I don't necessarily know
her history with some people.
So sometimes she has
the relationship
where they can go back
and forth and stuff.
I don't,
I don't really,
I try to get in the middle
of other people.
I would always,
always like,
whatever,
like our relationship,
why does all these other
people always keep getting
dragged into it?
Because people were trying
to definitely cause problems
between us
because they thought
that he gets funny or whatever.
And it's like,
but she lets them win.
And she does.
I mean,
she just let them win.
And it's like,
am I happy?
No,
is she happy?
No.
It's like,
but they're all happy.
And it's like,
that's what I said to her.
And I gave her,
I wrote a nice message
the other night.
And then I found out,
some other really bad stuff.
And I got really upset
based on something
because she's bringing
other people I know
into it.
And she's always been saying,
Oh, well,
look at you did to Emma
and clumsy.
And it's like,
she doesn't know anything
about their personal
relationship with them.
But she's like,
so it's like acting like
I was at fault
for all this stuff.
And I just found out today,
the guy was faking cancer.
That was like,
you know,
think there's a guy
hell walker,
those faking cancer.
And that was the reason
for the clumsy clairvoyance
or whatever.
It's like,
so,
I don't know.
It's like,
I guess,
I guess I,
I don't know.
I feel bad now.
Like,
I mean,
I think it's good to vent
to someone that
is kind of like,
you know,
friendly with her.
And I,
Yeah.
And you're,
you know,
I like you.
I've always,
I've always like,
like,
you know,
it's like,
remember,
I went on your show
and like,
and it was just fun.
It was just fun.
Yeah.
And I'm sorry.
I love good times like that.
Yeah.
I mean,
I mean,
like good times.
I meant like,
like having a good time like that.
I didn't,
okay.
Yeah.
And now a good time
is going to watch and be like,
she loves me.
Big pipes is like a band again
from my show because
he said the N word,
like 20 times in a row,
like try to,
oh no.
Are you okay?
What's up with you?
How long psych?
Are you?
I've heard you've had a lot of
disturbance in the force recently.
Disturbance in the what?
The force.
The force.
Force.
The force.
The force.
Okay.
Like the force,
like the start Star Wars kind of force or what?
A lot of disturbance in the force.
Hey,
wait, wait, wait.
Psych.
Psych.
I'm going to go.
Okay.
Thank you.
My mom took my car to buy a new car for herself.
But.
Thank you.
Thank you for talking to me.
Okay.
But I do hope,
I do hope things get better.
Okay.
Okay.
Thank you.
I appreciate you.
Everyone happens, you know,
I respect you and I wish you the best.
And I hope you're happy.
Okay.
Thank you.
I appreciate it too.
Okay.
Love you too.
Before you go,
before you go,
is it Jimny or Jim Nye?
It's Jim Nick.
And it's a bird.
You can call her.
Is it Jim Nye or Jim Nye?
It's Jim Nick.
Good name.
Nick.
Right.
So how are you doing, Psych?
Well,
you know,
I've been better,
but I think I'm on the right track.
You know,
I'm kind of like standing up for myself finally.
You know what?
No.
I feel like I let myself be bullied.
And it's like,
well, I can't like,
you know,
it's like,
you know,
I'm not trying to say,
oh, you know,
treat,
you know,
I do like,
you know,
I do respect all women.
And it's like,
I'm not trying to like attack a woman and stuff like that.
But Bita and I,
it's like,
she really has really gone in hard for me.
The Reds are coming.
I'm so nice.
So,
I page.
So now that it's gone on back and forth like this,
and maybe there should be a middle ground consensus
and a way to move forward.
Because no one's getting anywhere this way.
I agree Prairie,
but it's like,
I guess the only way is for me to,
you know,
all of this,
like this will be the last,
you know,
I'm just going to,
I just kind of have to move on.
It sounds like,
it sounds like you've concentrated,
there's a mal-efficiency
in all of your stream tonight.
Mal-efficiency?
What do you mean?
Well,
it seems like
you're still talking about stuff that happened yesterday.
No, this happened today.
This has happened today.
It's got the,
I got the message today.
I don't know if you've been watching,
but you got the message.
Apologies.
Apologies.
But anyway,
do you know what,
do you know what duck feathers are?
You know what I mean?
Dog feathers.
Water of a duck's back.
Like freemasons or what?
No.
Do you know what water of a duck's back means?
Oh, okay.
Yeah.
I know water of a duck's back is,
but it's like,
when you're being slandered
and people are believing the slander,
because it's turning into an echo chamber.
And it's just like constant.
And then it's like,
I'm being every morning scrap metal workers coming here
and knocking on the door.
And it's like,
then she's hanging on the panel with them.
And it's like,
she's fine with them and they've docked her
and they've sent stuff to her house too.
And it's like,
she's,
she seems to be fine with all these people,
but it's always me that it's supposed to be this.
So I know,
I'm not,
I'm not going to try to attack her.
Okay.
I said,
I don't want to see the video that you showed today
about the door-dash people.
And you said,
you're landing,
you're landing,
you're landing.
Is it paid for?
No.
Go fuck yourselves.
I didn't say that today.
I didn't say go fuck yourself.
I said,
oh, it's a prank.
I've never rude to the people like,
you know what I mean?
You know where to go fuck off.
I'm not paying for shit.
And that is my,
that is my front door on a,
right?
Is that necessarily fix the issue?
I don't know if that would fix the issue.
You're putting a thing on the door because people are still,
I mean, adults will come.
It's still people coming in the property.
They have to come all the way back on the property.
My front door is on this guy's channel.
His whole channels clips from my show and stuff like that.
He has other personal thing of other people on there too.
That is basically doxing people's relatives and stuff.
And I don't know.
It's like,
I think I've gotten pretty bad with the knocks
and the constant harassment from this guy.
And it's like,
she's sitting on a panel with him and this guy is like,
and he's also done stuff to her too.
And it's like,
I don't know.
It's like,
she's fine sitting on the panel.
She never necessarily laughed at that part of it.
Like,
but she was laughing at other parts with them and stuff.
Okay.
And so,
Do you know what though?
I'm not a big fan of Disney,
but one thing comes to mind.
Let it go.
Let it go.
That move.
I know I will,
but you know what?
I need to like,
just let my side,
like tell my side of the story and defend myself
because I've been just basically being walked over
and it's like,
I need to be,
I need to grow a pair.
And so,
but I'm going to,
I'm not going to bother her.
I'm not going to go to her chat.
I'm not going to start calling her.
I'm not,
beyond this,
this is the last time.
I'm not even going to mention her.
It's like,
you know,
we can go our separate ways.
It's bad.
It's regrettable.
I tried to apologize a billion times for a billion things.
She calls me yelling.
She called me yelling at me several times over things that I
want to change gear and not talk about this anymore.
Well,
yeah,
we can.
Sure.
Go ahead.
But it's like,
you know,
I mean,
she's having a live.
I'm sure she's going to be talking about me a lot about it,
but I'm not going to be going over there.
Even looking.
Great.
What would you like to talk about apart from this?
I'd be happy to do a reading for you.
I'd be happy to.
No,
no,
I don't do readings,
mate.
I'm not into that type of.
You are on a tarot show.
So what the fuck are you doing here then?
I mean,
it's like,
really,
it's like,
but the show is about,
you know,
because that's what.
No,
no,
no,
no,
no,
no,
no,
no,
no,
no,
no,
no,
no,
of course I am,
but anyway,
I understand reality as well.
Would you like to talk a bit about reality?
Tell me your version of reality.
Did,
oh right.
Um,
did you see what happened in Virginia?
In,
in where Virginia?
Yeah.
What's,
what's in the news?
Tell me.
Um,
Every single American commander was dragged from every command post in the world to come to one building in Virginia today. Did you say that?
I did not. I don't really keep up with the news because I think a lot of it is just fake.
I'm only trying to step it up and try to make a little break. But anyway, it was quite disturbing what happened in Virginia today.
I'll let you digest that in your own time. I'm not going to make this conversation about that.
But anyway, I was just trying to break the momentum because I was there.
I said it. I mean, it's like the toothpaste is out of the tube. Whatever's been said has been said. On her side, on my side, I'm going to move on.
I'm going to respect her wishes. I'm not going to go to her chat. I'm not going to bother her. I'm not going to call her.
There's going to be nothing. I'm not going to poke at her. There's not going to be any more AI song.
I'm not going to see that. Throw away all the ones I made about her.
Just know it's like, you know, there's two sides of every story. She was the one saying choose a side.
And the people that, you know, there's certain people that are smart enough, like, you know, they didn't.
I appreciate those people who are just like neutral. But there's a lot of people that just like, you know, are very into the idea.
Can I ask you a question here, Psyche?
Yes.
A movie of your audience, IP2 and IRL Circle Juris.
I came out of Benny Blanco, okay, off of Benny. He was the first person to ever promote me.
That was Benny Blanco. That's the first person I was doing terror readings in his chat. He's on IPC.
Benny Blanco from the Bronx.
No, Benny Blanco. He's from PA. But then I'm friends with St. Kent and I'm friends with like Trident.
And I've met, you know, and I like Elisa Jordana, who's not in IP2 anymore, but she was.
And then, you know, and also Alex Mayers was on IP2. She has to be removed from IP2.
I'm great friends with her and I've met her in person and I knew her for about a month and she treated me very respectfully.
And there's a lot of stuff that went on with her and too that I didn't quite, I mean, it's like I really didn't like.
And, you know, and it's like, and also she made an effort to come meet me in person after like a month.
And it's like, of all the time knowing Bita and everything, there's been zero effort to for anything to ever ever.
And I did want to, you know, I did want to.
I don't know that I've been talking to Alexander Mayers longer than you. You know that.
Okay. Well, do you have anything, you know, I hope, you know, well, like I hopefully it's all positive, you know, it's like I went.
When it comes to IP2 and IRL, what's positive about it?
Well, that's what I'm saying. I'm starting my own thing where it's like going to be a friendlier community and basically more of a more spiritual people,
or at least like not like as toxic. Okay.
I want a less toxic. I mean, IP2 is basically kind of like, it's basically about the audience and it's like about trolling and stuff like that.
That was never my vision for this. And it's like, I did get sidetracked a lot and I'm very distracted and stuff like that.
There is just like a lot of mean spirit of stuff that I don't care about.
And I always wanted to like, you know, be a positive force in it. I didn't get dragged down into a lot of negativity with it.
But you know what? I have the ability to take a new direction.
And so I will be, and the show will be focused on the occult.
It'll be focused on metaphysics. It'll be focused on tarot. It'll be focused on recovery from narcissistic abuse.
It'll be protection against toxic personalities, which I do have a lot of experience with.
But technically, all you put yourself in a bubble.
Well, you know what? If I need a little bubble of protection, if I need to, however I want to run my show, that's how I'm going to run my show.
She was always like, do this, do this, run it like this.
Don't take this, don't have this person on, but have this person on.
Don't take people out of the chat to tell me what to do, how to run it.
She has a problem with how I type of my thing. She has a problem with my AI music.
She has a problem with this and this and this and this. I mean, she has just so many problems.
There's nothing positive come out in a long time. And I love this. I love her.
Okay. I got a fucking tattoo of this, of her.
Stupid me or whatever. But now it stands for be kind gang.
Are you saying you put a female's name on your body?
No, I didn't. I do have an Arabic style thing, but I can very easily stand for something else.
Arabic style. Do you mean Jewish?
Do you mean Arabic or Aramaic or Jewish?
Excuse me?
What did you mean?
Do you mean Arabic or Aramaic or Jewish?
I didn't say it's not, okay. Well, first of all, I'm, first of all, I do have studied Hebrew.
I have studied Kabbalah, okay.
Whether you call it Judaism or race or religion or that kind of thing,
whatever Christianity grew out of Judaism, okay.
So did Muslim, okay. That grew out of Judaism, okay.
They're all Abrahamic religions, okay.
So I don't know how to study.
I don't remember Aramaic.
I don't remember Aramaic.
I mean, Aramaic.
I think Aramaic was what the original Qur'an was written in, right.
But then they have the Talmud, which was an oral tradition, okay.
And so, yes, I understand. I've studied it a lot, okay.
I'm not some, like I said, some shoe shop.
I've studied.
Do me a favor.
Please tell me you don't follow the Talmud. Please.
I don't follow it. I've studied the Talmud.
I don't think that, I think it says really disgusting things about Jesus.
I like Jesus's message.
I don't like saying Mary the hairdresser.
I don't like saying Jesus is burning and excrement and hell.
And, you know, all this kind of other kind of stuff, right.
And I know there's a lot of controversial stuff that has been,
that's why the reason it was an oral tradition.
I don't agree with everything.
I have studied Kabbalah or Kabbalah, you know,
and it's like there is like a lot of light in that, I will say.
And that's Esoteric Judaism, you know,
and I've studied that carefully, but I've also studied very...
Esoteric Judaism.
I mean, can you explain Esoteric Judaism to me please?
Come on.
Every religion will have an exoteric side,
which is like what is presented to the masses,
and it will have an esoteric side,
which is like for the people that study into depth,
into their secret meanings, there's other meanings.
Okay, so it's like, you know, just like, you know,
in Tibetan Buddhism, I'm initiated in Bajrayana, right?
And it's like, and so that is the esoteric Buddhism
or else they, but they also have, you know,
the normal Buddhism, right?
Like just like that.
But everyone's taught and then they have secret teachings
and things like that.
And so, which usually requires, you know,
by a teacher, which I have that teachers, okay?
And so don't, you don't need to like, you know,
you can test me on things, but I'll say...
I'm not testing mates.
I mean, the Old Testament's very violent,
just like the Talmud.
Yeah, the God of the Old Testament is a jealous God.
He's also, you know,
destroy all your enemies and throw their children out
and stuff like that.
I mean, it's pretty scary in the Old Testament, right?
And then the New Testament, Jesus comes,
and it's like, he's like the love.
He's like the God of love.
And it's also various episodes.
That's why I don't follow Abrahamic religions at all.
Right.
Well, I'm just saying, all I'll say is I've studied them
very carefully.
I've read the entire Torah or the Old Testament
and I scanned it in Aramaic and I did learn Hebrew.
Okay.
It is like, not like I'm perfect at it,
but I do know the letters and things, right?
And, you know, basically I've studied so much of it
that it's like, you know,
religion is basically like a boat.
You use it to get across the river, right?
But once you're on the other side,
you need to carry the boat around with you.
You know, you don't.
So I've gotten to the other side.
And I don't know, you can say I'm, you know,
people can say whatever they want.
I have my own relationship with the divine.
And I feel like...
Great.
Can I just confront you with the religions you've studied
with the passive, let's just say, can we say,
religions of a certain value that's very pagan?
Pagan.
Okay.
Well, pagan.
So you're talking about like, you know...
No.
I mean, this shit, you...
Sorry.
I've never said that.
I mean, the card reading, things like that.
We can do the bones.
These are things that are sort of like,
no, no, no, it's in the Abramics.
But you follow those type of...
Well, I said I studied them.
I was in the Church of Satan at 18 years old.
Okay.
So as soon as I could...
Look, you're just 18 years old.
Fucking hell.
I studied it and that was like, you know,
12 years old.
And I've been tarot since I was 8 years old.
And so, yes.
That's my kid.
Yes.
What?
I had.
What?
My first text was the tarot of the cat people.
And probably my second deck was called Mythic Tarot.
And I was...
I was in...
It's my life.
It's been my lifetime passion, you know.
So you're very transient in your beliefs,
very transient in your beliefs.
But when it comes to YouTube,
you won't let people talk sense.
I don't...
I don't...
It's not...
Other people's relationship to God is none of my business.
Okay?
That is between them and God.
And so, give me the same respect.
I have my own relationship with...
Or shall we see God...
Shall we see monotheism and polytheism
when it comes to that sort of sense?
Well, monotheism and polytheism are quite...
Different, you know.
But they say like...
Same thing.
It's the same thing.
Not the same thing.
Because it's like...
It is monotheism and one God.
And polytheism is a holy God.
But we're talking about multi-Gods, I mean.
Come on.
Come on.
There's literally billions of gods.
There's more gods than there are stars in the sky.
Hinduism, okay?
And then...
Or there's like thought...
Like, you know...
You know...
The monotheism where there's one God.
But still, there were...
If you read into it, there are still other gods.
I mean, people worship other gods.
And it got...
Believe America's becoming very monotheism.
And it's called orange monotheism, to be honest.
America?
Well, yeah.
But America, I'd say, is more like...
Consumerism, I think, is more of the religion of America, right?
It's like...
I mean, there's people of all...
It is freedom of religion.
It's also freedom from religion.
It's not forced to either live under religious law.
Like, are the Ten Commandments law?
No, are they laws of America?
Not laws.
But without getting kicked off, it's like...
Do you see what happened in Virginia today, fella?
Explain it again to me what happened.
I didn't really catch it.
Every single military leader, commander, captain,
colonel, admiral, general, were summoned to one building
in Quantico, Virginia today.
Stood in one building when Secretary of Defense...
I understand.
...not sorry about all this.
Oh, yeah.
I understand.
See that, I mean, come on.
She says, I will not be back.
So whatever.
If someone's not gonna be back because of whatever I'm expressing,
you know what?
It's like people are gonna have to leave.
No, I'm not talking about you.
I mean, stop it.
You just...
I mean, come on.
Did you see what happened in Virginia today?
No, I didn't.
And what do you have?
There's something kind of durable on a tank.
What is that?
Like, what is the point of that?
Right.
You didn't have to finish, but I said it.
Could you imagine a country's military leadership being dragged
to one building that would be heard by one person to do it?
I don't understand the point of it.
I really don't follow just like regular news,
because I think it's all but the bullshit.
Most news.
But anyway, it's not bullshit what happened today, mate.
It's very disturbing.
So everyone told us about some building.
Everyone was summoned to one building.
What's the deal?
Tell me what's the importance in your mind.
I want to hear it.
Well, no, it's very disturbing,
especially what Pete Essex had to say and Donald Trump.
Okay.
Well, you know, this is like getting into politics,
which is not really the focus on politics.
It's not politics.
It's about what's said today.
It's got fuck all to do with politics.
It's about optics.
Optics.
Okay.
Optics.
So vision or what?
Explain.
Explain.
I don't know.
I'll get your point.
What's your point, sir?
Right.
My point is if you don't believe what they say,
now you're a person of interest and you're going to have
the military point of view in your own country.
Oh, now you've like gotten me.
Now I'm in the military scope.
Well, I know plenty of military people.
There's plenty of military people in the chat.
Hold on.
I lost connection to something.
Hold on.
Do you hear me still?
Hold on.
Do you still hear me?
Okay.
What's that on saying?
It says the browser's blocked your screen.
Okay.
And I don't know.
Yeah.
Well, that's why I don't get into politics,
because then it's like, what?
I don't want to be some kind of target for some political
belief, right?
And it's like, and so if you're trying to get me to a
corner and say, I believe this or this,
and you're not going to focus on the show.
And if you continue on the path when I say,
I don't know anything about it,
explain your point of view.
Listen.
Listen.
Listen.
I'm on America side.
My point is, you don't know what's happened today,
but it's very substantial.
Okay.
Well, maybe I would get into it.
I've had other stuff going on right now in my personal
life, okay?
And so to be focused on the news.
So I haven't seen the exact news story you're
talking about.
I've, you know, maybe I'm just in tunnel vision in
the panel versus whatever.
People can, you know, at this point,
everything that horrible that's been said has
been said.
If you're going to be, you know, be here,
like not just you, but it's like if people
that want to be here can be here.
You don't like me.
There's a million other shows.
There's a million other shows.
If you don't want to focus on tarot,
I really don't have a, it's something to
offer because it's like, I'm a tarot card
reader and I can discuss.
I mean, right.
Again, you won't read my tarot,
so I'm not going to because I respect whatever
people would like.
I'm not going to force it on people.
But if you're here,
can you tell me what the world tarot will be?
Please.
What the world?
What are you asking?
What it means?
Or what is it?
What do you mean what it will be?
No, can you tell a tarot for human society?
Please.
Can I pull a tarot for human society?
Yes.
Okay.
For this, it's for human humanity in general.
Like, right?
I'd be happy just one card or what?
You do what you've got to do.
You are the psych after all.
I'll do three cards in general.
What's going on with humanity as a whole?
Okay.
That's an interesting question.
Okay.
We can have a look into the energy of
humanity.
Can we look into humanity as a whole?
What is the general energy with humanity
right now?
Okay.
Okay.
Oh, we have the 10 of cups.
Okay.
10 of cups is a very good card because this is
like the ultimate happiness.
And so there is like a happily ever after here
somewhere.
Okay.
10 of cups is celebrating.
It's with your family.
It's just all good things.
10 of cups is just an abundance of good emotion.
Okay.
So there's, I see there are, there is a lot of
positive.
Okay.
Okay.
But that, this is also, there's three cards that
could be in the past.
But we also have the emperor.
Okay.
Emperor.
This is the one with the authority, the one that's
in charge.
This is like, this is perfect for the present
moment because.
Oh, oh, oh.
Did I just get out?
I'm sorry.
Yeah.
The emperor, right?
The authority rests with him.
And this is almost like, I feel like a world
leader rather than just like a certain leader.
I think, and this is also the authority, right?
This is like, or who's in charge?
Okay.
The emperor.
Okay.
So the ruler of all, right?
Okay.
What's in the future?
Okay.
10 of cups.
We had a happy path right now.
It's in the control of the rulers, right?
Well, what's, what's the, what is the future
for us?
What is the future of humanity?
Right?
We're in our authority.
We're in our authority.
We have a happy path.
Or some kind of, maybe the happiest part is gone.
Okay.
We have the hermit in reverse.
Okay.
This is the time of like getting out of our
selfishness and coming together as a community.
This is the time out of rather than being on
solitary journeys into coming together and having
multiple, multiple groups.
It's not about solitude anymore.
It's about the collective, I would say.
I would say that's what this represents right there.
Could you tell me how much collective community
survives around the world today?
Survived?
What do you mean?
Like what collective survives?
Because you know what?
Whether it's a person or there's eight million people.
May, come on.
Are you, are you listening to me?
Are you listening to me at all?
Go ahead.
Get your point, please.
Well, there's no community.
There's no collective.
There's only one collective going on and that's
superiority of a collective that wants to
control humanity.
Well, I think we can also come together as a
people.
There's a collective of human beings, right?
And it's like, that's ultimately what we're
about.
Nobody is an island.
We are all connected to each other.
And so despite, like, you know, there is like a
lot of, I think, you know, selfishness, but I
think that's going to change.
I think it's, we're going to the age of
Aquarius, right?
And Aquarius is the air sign.
I'm on Aquarius.
I'm informing you.
I'm informing you.
The world's getting fucked up deliberately by
you.
The world is an illusion, my friend.
The world is an illusion.
We are all temporary beings on this planet.
Okay.
But what is real is the spirit and the spirit is
one.
Okay.
Or all, you know, the spirit and this is just
an illusion that we are working through things
through all these bodies and this duality,
which is multiple, right?
It's like, but there's a secret unity with
everything.
Okay.
And it's like there's not any human being or
even animal being or piece of life.
It's all life.
It's life.
And even death is life.
Okay.
Life and death.
The light, the light and the life is being sucked
out of every country.
Well, that's a very, you know, whether that
or not.
Okay.
I mean, I know you don't pay attention to
global events, but the world is getting the
life and the wife sucked out of it.
It doesn't matter because the world is
a temporary thing.
The world will be destroyed.
The new worlds will be created.
It goes on and on forever just as a cycle of,
you know,
I know about physics.
Whether it be created or destroyed, it can
only be transformed.
Right.
Energy cannot be created.
You're talking about quantum physics, right?
It cannot be created or destroyed.
It can only change form.
The energy, the life is always there.
The same water that is on this planet
is the same water that was on the planet
a billion years ago.
The human language, the human language,
the human language when it's controlled,
controlled too many kinds,
that the world cannot be happy
of the human factor at all.
Well, you know what,
whether we destroy ourselves
or we figure out a way out of it,
it's still this temporary thing
because we will all pass away.
There's not going to be a way that we're
going to live forever in this one body, right?
We're going to constantly die
and the energy will transform.
Whether it transforms into like a tree
or it transforms into like a cloud
or whatever it transforms into,
it constantly is in a process of transformation,
okay?
Everything.
Oh, cool.
The transformation is junk boots
and nutty isn't quite right.
We've already had that
and we can have it again
and the history repeats itself.
And it's like you can look back.
There's always been these violent times
and it's like there's just cycles
and cycles and cycles.
It keeps going around and around and around
and we're going to go back to the caveman again
and we're going to go all the way to the fucking,
you know, the robots running everything
and then back to the big,
that's going to destroy itself
and then we're going to be reborn.
Can you ask a serious question?
What have you been smoking tonight
because it looks fucking champion?
I've just spoken weed.
Yeah, but what type of weed
do you smoke in there, fella?
It's a Tiva.
That's a Tiva.
What time of day is it where you are?
It is 6.30 p.m.
I suggest you switch to Indica right now.
Well, that's when I want to go to sleep.
That's going to be a little bit
when at night time, you know,
then I will be,
but I'm just trying to, listen,
I just had a nap.
I just had a nap all day.
I've had a long day too.
It's been very emotional.
I've been having my sleep schedule destroyed
by people knocking on the door
looking for scrap metal at all times of the day.
Not their fault.
Not their fault.
They're nice people.
They're nice people.
There's all kinds of people that I've met.
That's why I came up here to change gear,
to take your mind off it, fella.
Well, thank you.
I appreciate that.
And I hope that I've been open to a discussion.
I'm not trying to like, you know, really debate.
I'm just trying to come to peace.
I'm trying to peace and understand you as well.
Leave me, John.
There's a big difference,
a fever and then you get, there's a big difference.
Right.
There's hybrid.
So, you know,
I think I did come here for you to change gear
because it was a,
it was like the old motive goes,
do the same thing every day
and you expect the same thing.
You know what I mean?
You keep repeating yourself.
You keep repeating yourself.
And I came here to change gear.
You brought up this,
this whatever happened in Virginia several times
and it's like, I just, I, I, I,
But it's going again.
I don't know anything about it.
I'll look into it.
Very important.
What happened in Virginia today.
If you don't realize what happened in Virginia today,
I'll look into it.
Important to you.
Not my problem.
Not my problem.
Find the relevance it has to me.
Okay.
Let me see.
No, I'm not,
I'm not allowed to talk about things like that
on to Google.
So, sorry about that.
Okay.
Well, you know,
it's always a pleasure talking to you Vanguard.
And it's like, you know,
you're an intelligent person,
but you have to respect an intelligent person too.
Don't discount my intelligence.
I didn't disrespect your intelligence.
I said I came up to make you change gear.
And take you off your fucking psychological loop
about beta and all the bullshit.
That's all.
I came up to be nice.
Thank you.
Thank you.
But, you know,
that thought just necessarily going to,
I mean, I'm done with it.
I mean, like I said,
like I said,
everything I'm going to say about it.
It's like,
I'm going to continue on with my life.
I'm going to be switching gears
a little bit with my show.
I'm going to be more focused
on what I came here to do.
But always maybe going to be
some kind of like, you know,
I do have a marketing background too.
And so, you know,
I do like to help people.
I want to help people do channels
and be successful in channels
and all kinds of things.
I want to help people with marketing
and I want to continue to
come up with all kinds of...
Can I just answer somebody in chat?
Which theory
thoughts on the Tartaria concept?
That's very interesting.
What is it called?
The what?
The Tartaria concept.
Tartania concept?
I can't...
Tartaria.
Tartaria.
Okay, Tartaria.
Well, Tartaria, I think,
is just basically Russia, you know?
Yeah.
Yeah.
It's just basically Russia.
It's like a fake kind of thing
where they had like,
you know,
a unicorn as the fucking,
you know,
mascot and stuff.
It's just like,
you know,
it's just kind of like, you know...
I'll let you talk about
Tartaria.
Tartaria.
Tartaria.
Tartaria.
Bullshit.
You let me go for the piss
and I'll let you talk
about the Tartaria concept, please.
You go ahead.
I'll just tell you it's bullshit.
It's Russia.
Okay, it's just Russia.
Okay.
Hello?
Hello?
Uh-oh.
I think I've lost him.
Vanguard.
What happened?
Oh, no.
Hold on.
What happened?
What happened?
Let's see.
Hello?
Hello?
Hello?
Hello?
Hello?
Hello?
Hello?
Hello?
Hello?
Are you still there, psych?
Can you hear me?
I'm on my mic.
What?
I'll be back in a little bit, okay?
I want to talk to you soon, okay?
I love you.
Thank you.
All right.
Alex walks the beat in the city light
flashing blues under New York nights
but his heart's up north where the river's run free
with a blonde hair cutie from April Country.
He's got a badge of dream and a thing for a laugh
caught a glimpse of her smile.
Now he's doing the math from the Bronx to the bush
so he's thinking real deep.
Paige, are you the one I've been missing in my sleep?
Paige, will you fall in love with me?
Swap your fishing rod for a badge and a bee
I'll bring the charm you bring the fear
Maybe I'll be your melody right here
We'll build a fire from a city spark
hunting love in the big old dark
So what do you say?
Let's rewrite destiny
Paige, will you fall in love with me?
Paige, will you fall in love with me?
He dreams of a booze in his uptown bed
laughing at the dumb ass jokes he said
She's gutting trout, he's eating steak
Somewhere in the middle they both take a break
He'd trade his night stick for a fishing pole
Chase her laughter like it's his patrol
Paige, don't you know you're the catch of the day
and this cop's got one hell of a line to say
Paige, will you fall in love with me?
I'll buy the truck, you ride shotgun free
We'll mix moss and ice with whiskey pride
City morning while Canadian bride
I'll keep the peace, you keep it wild
Together we'll tame each other's styles
What do you say?
Maybe set me free
Paige, will you fall in love with me?
You clean your kill like you clean house
I just want to kiss that pretty mouth
You fish, you hunt, you drink like a king
Damn girl, you make my siren sing
Paige, will you fall in love with me?
Let's blend our flags and plant a tree
I'll hold you close like a holding line
Give you my heart and maybe my spine
I'm just a cop with a country dream
A bonfire's deer and a northern queen
So say the word girl, give me that king
Paige, will you fall in love with me?
Come on Paige, what do you say?
New York's got nothing on your smile anyway
Come on Paige, what do you say?
New York's got nothing on your smile anyway
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