Trix discusses the importance of balance and responsibility in one's daily life, and performs a tarot reading using a 4-card 'cat tarot' spread, but the show is disrupted by a user named Grimshaw who is accused of 'porn bombing' the stream.
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The episode starts with Trix introducing the show and explaining the tarot reading he will be performing ▶ 0:00. However, the show is quickly disrupted by technical issues and the appearance of a new user named Grimshaw in the chat ▶ 5:02. Trix is cautious of Grimshaw, citing concerns about 'porn bombing' and requesting that he introduce himself and explain how he found the show ▶ 5:07. Grimshaw claims to have found the show through recommendations, but Trix remains skeptical ▶ 5:53. Despite the disruptions, Trix attempts to continue with the show, discussing topics such as celestial alignments and numerology ▶ 9:54. He also explains the importance of balance and responsibility in one's daily life, citing the sixth house in astrology ▶ 10:04.
The episode appears to be centered around the theme of balance and responsibility, with Trix emphasizing the importance of being mindful of one's daily routines and maintaining a sense of balance in life. The disruptions caused by Grimshaw also suggest a theme of chaos and disruption, highlighting the challenges of maintaining a sense of order and control in the face of unexpected events.
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welcome to the night the cards laid out for show star shine is so bright watch the secret sunfold there's magic in her hands whisper what the future
holds dance to the mystery yeah yeah yeah so let the tarot move with the rythm yeah yeah yeah
wo hearts in the balance every card an Open Door feel the romance in every Arcane more Destiny inwin as the Moon begins to
SAR dance to the mystery yeah yeah yeah so let the tle move with a with yeah yeah yeah
W Crystal Vision in her gaze time came and steal this moment life UNC dance we Chase with love W and pent
dance to the mystery yeah yeah yeah slow let the tarot move with the Rhythm yeah yeah yeah
hi I know you're getting you guys are getting Tock go the intro no but don't I do need to play every time because I need a minute to collect myself to post my link and pin my link and start the show over so it's a good perfect thing so don't worry about me playing the
intro I know what I'm doing I even knew the guy I knew the guy was going to do I don't know I just I just have to I'm still learning I have to test things a little bit now I know now I'm I'm very wise no exactly I was like oh 90% chance this will happen it's it's a little bit of a
test stream I'm going to keep trying to pin this it's an awesome intro though too and I love it gets me in the mood to like restart the show so there we go I got the link pin okay
guys yeah I don't know people are just nothing better to do ruin my show but
my back up won't happen again I know all the tricks
now know the
tricks that's my show intro I'm sorry in your show so I'll play the intro hope you guys are good I love that show intro so much that song is playing in my head all night where's my lighter okay hold on one
second all you guys yeah we got we got peab bombed a few times I'm still I'm just like I need to know 100% how they do it right now I know I was like at 90% or I had the 10% doubt now I'm at 100% I I
know for sure who's who's doing it now so I'm all
good hop back on the panel thank you who are you sir hey babe how are you sir you have to Pat Post in the back chat tell me who you are where you came from you can't just don't don't just say
hi okay say who you are and how you found the show and why you're here okay how did you find my show and why are you here
guys do I do do I I can't hold on one second my boyfriend's up here he's gonna beat your ass if you screw me over okay hey what's up what's going on okay there's somebody backstage there's somebody backstage that he said his name is Grimshaw he is he said he found my
show through recommendations he can I see your can I see you on camera um can you your camera real quick or show me you're the same person in your photo oh Grimshaw yeah I know I know a scrimshaw but I don't know a Grimshaw okay Grim sha it's just I've been poor mom like three times already tonight you can participate in the
chat talk to the chat and like get get to know my chat I just have I'm a little bit protective of my panel right now because I don't want to start the show again that then then uh Jim will like say you know stop playing the introduction every time I know so no no offense welcome to the show you're
welcome to be in the chat you're in your Greek salad have olives and Peta cheese that's what I really like that I'm just eating my Wendy's having a Wendy's Brew coold brew yeah that guy's a porn ball I I already know I already know not going to be made look like a
fool all night right you have to be in the chat you have to like talk in the chat a little bit okay hey okay find your webcam he's going to find his webcam and show me two minutes ago well that's a good start uh oh yeah yeah it's better if you're on your
webcam and like I just know or you can just talk in the chat too and uh you know participate in a little bit I'm just trying to like get my show started again I just can't like just be like shot down shot down shot down and then like you know I'm G to get tired um eventually and then it's just like it's not fun anymore so but thank you for coming though it's really cool if you really are a genuine
person and I'm like we just want to chat and stuff like that that's awesome but I just have a feeling about things already I know I'm under attack tonight right come on come on my boyfriend I kept I keep going all the way back instead of like sorry I keep going all the way back
instead of closing out the okay thing you know what I mean okay so what's going on what's up wait is it just us is it just us I Think We're Alone Now it doesn't seem to be are I know um porn bombs to become a
vegetarian I know I'm about to become a vegetarian too but I still have this meat Burger to eat and stuff like that good to see Mojo Joo yeah I it's somebody just brand new then they instantly find the show on the recommendations and then they want to come on the panel instantly that's kind of a indication people usually like when I like feel out the show before they just jump on the panel they don't know I haven't said anything talked about anything I'm a
little bit smarter now unless I know you personally not letting you if I if I would have known I mean I I had to like do a bunch of stuff like on my phone in order to get to do this so like I mean but but I did for in fairness did chat in the chat for a couple of days before like I you know yeah yeah I guess so
you're right it's kind of like the the right way to do it I he's trying just um talk in the chat oh I'm just telling I'm just writing message what are you writing so I'm talk in the chat get to know the show earn my trust oh he says oh I did
it again oh no I almost did it I almost did it again I didn't do it again I'm looking for the live on YouTube right now oh there we are all right I always have the stupidest look on my face okay you're beautiful happy cater day everybody yeah
some Wendy's I think I spicy nuggets W yeah so check it out uh remember how I was talking about the portals and stuff yeah okay so like there's that uh the celestial alignment whatever is like a portal right and then we have to be like
like uh like our chakras you know like having like pretty much be as balanced you know have everything balanced as possible and like be in a higher vibration like during this time and so um there was another thing that I noticed today right and I wasn't I wasn't even thinking about it but I reached over and I grabbed like my
journal to put an entry in and realize it's February 2nd or February 22nd so it's yeah but then it's like two two two two yeah two and then 2025 so like it all boils down to six right but it's like a 22222 portal right but like the numerology because there's that five at
the end breaks it down to a six and what's this what's in the sixth house or the sixth house is what rules what the sixth house rules let me see well sixth house rules like that like by sixth house I think is Libra but let me see the six six sign let me see Aries right balance balance you're you're
right on the right track yeah what is it Aries because hold on Aries Taurus Gemini cancer Libra Leo Leo House of the sun okay no uh yeah so so uh it's it's about routines
family and like responsibility you know like uh like you know it's like um oh man I I actually wrote it I actually wrote it down where is it it down also be because it's 2222 it's like an eight two right it's like
an eight but it's like two for the two February 2nd or February 22nd 202 and then 5 five2 yeah five twos really quick he said he said I'm I'm not goingon to lie I porn bomb you guys like three times so I was right yeah
right you but no thank you um I've had enough of you tonight and uh so return to Center for you Susan can you do a little Return to Sender to our friend Grim in the back chat because he pm on me three times so like okay so today the number breaks down to six love care and responsibility routines
remember what we were talking about like uh um like when in all the like our astrology like when it comes to like where our placements are and stuff it's uh we're like routine or like where my placements are anyway like remember how I said how we were like it was routines that like how
like I can't remember what uh what planet or whatever it was but it's in the sixth house in sixth house what is is that ruling Venus well it says sixth house is a it's I think it's like um it says balancing work and personal life responsibility work Health daily routines and service the house health and
service let me see who it rules it says sixth house responsibilities in your in your everyday life encourages you to reflect on your routine and prepare for the unexpected as a healthiest version of yourself yeah yeah like too
remember my goodies my goodies only I know I I I just I have the I know the energy now I like I just I just know the energy of it that's why I was like I just know someone that's gonna come to my show just right when the show starts with like a weird name and like not showing their on the camera and then then they just said they found
my show and they don't know anything about the show or anything it's like right it's like I I'm just and what dides he say he talking in the back chat he says oh is he oh yeah I see I see look six po six six posts already that's the number dude I'm telling you it says uh Hershey Square are you gonna porn bomb me back nah no we keep our dick I
don't have I don't have time to do stupid things and hurt other people you know that's what you're doing my friend in the back well I mean we didn't we didn't say you were stupid we just you know we say you unintelligent you know you're probably really intelligent yeah you know like for whatever reason you're bombing it's
like it's just a manifestation of like your you know how you feel inside maybe you're broken or whatever you know maybe you're jealous maybe you're threatened maybe you're just like uh yeah maybe people maybe you know people just don't like you as much as they like lonely he's lonely he figured out how to use a computer and how to like how to like
the frequencies and stuff like that to like bother people and stuff like that he's I'm a really good channel right so and that I don't know I don't know I don't know why he hat me or whatever but it's okay was Return to Sender enjoy enjoy okay all the negative energy you brought to my channel tonight it's all going back to you you know I hope it was nice
energy because if it's not nice you're not going to like what you get back right like sending a piece of to somebody in the mail and then you get it back you open it up you're like oh now it's even worse right okay so enjoy remember that remember that remember that bomb that like Rick and Morty and Rick and Morty where he like he goes and it's like a it's like a poop and it's like a a fart bomb and there's a giant piece of poop that comes up and
gives the finger right that's that that's it's returned with the middle finger and it right so me that means Karma it's like when you when you put out you get back right that's a that's like a unal law not my law so all all the
best neighbor yeah I wouldn't mind big top porn bomb me I wouldn't mind you know I'm waiting as long as it's with himself you know but no yeah I'm a little bit not U I'm not I don't like to I'm overpaying for like only fans I never paid for only fans
actually but I'm over paying for like um paying for paying for like that kind of stuff I have a boyfriend and and I'm a all I need is my boyfriend I mean I don't I've never I've never paid I've never paid for for porn or anything like that I think that's me there's so out there but it's like you know if you want like a special there used to be this website called byat and men and it was
like really really good yeah that's I like that I like that yeah that's a hot one I like I like that one yeah yeah yeah IED a few times to that you know it's like it's like also I mean you can't you're not satisfied you're not satisfied with the ones you get through like the the search engines like I mean I don't know kind of talking about when
it was way back when it started and stuff and all not everything was out already like they didn't all was no you're right you're right so was more exclusive you're right you get more content I guess I guess it would be worth it that website was really awesome you know it's like and there's stuff I've seen on there that I never saw anywhere else and stuff or ever on any
a lot that is still still like you know exclusive to that but yeah over I have I have a hot boyfriend and uh's I need anymore well I can't I can't compete with that I mean yeah I mean keep it pouring but I mean if you want you can you can compete with
that there's a there's like a uh x hamster x hamster is what I've been using recently uh but there's like this live feature that's just like very sus I don't know like I don't know if I even want to comment on it at the moment cuz I haven't like put my entire case together yet because I lack uh like just
two little pieces of information and it will prove my case yeah well I don't know I would live stuff I would just go to like ChatterBait or something because that's like pretty much free and like unless you want to like send tokens yeah that's what I'm saying like for free you know like I mean there's I don't know I
hate the m that are just like they're like thirsty for like tips and it's like is is it is it like a is it like a two-way is it like a two-way camera though like I mean I don't know weird I don't need
it my cornhub red tube ice hamster there's enough content on there why I don't need to like go through the the personal cams on there yeah I like to save like the the twoa cams for like my actual boyfriend and so
that's why this first time I ever did that oh yeah that was fun that was fun yeah so yeah the uh so six would be like the routines and stuff you know so uh routines right and it's like kind of so like where like on 222 it's like a
portal right and it's it's kind of like a it's I don't know it's kind of sort like a it was a synchronicity for me because uh I heard something about or you know um like mini portals or whatever you know just like and it wasn't even a a a thing in my like I wasn't even thinking about it you know and um I don't know I
don't know what I'm trying to say yeah well you know you know 222 also if you met Sig it's his birthday so happy birthday Sig you're friend of the show Even though you're controversial like that it Sig's birthday and tiger butterfly was talking about she like she pulled card for him last night and it was literally like she pulled like a two like a two of something and then she pulled a 22 like she was like it was like 222 and he's like oh you just
pulled those out on purpose because you know my birthday's 222 she's like no I just pull cars up random but she's like she's like I know it's your birthday like so it just makes sense right that's the thing yeah came yeah you're like 6 so that's cancer too right um big tall that's like the sign of cancer is like a 69 and the 6 plus sign is 15 that's also
like also equals a six but also 15 is like the devil card so the lovers of the devil and the lovers and the devil card are very similar cards if you look at them they both have like a this big being above them with like two people be below them right and it's like Adam and Eve in hell and Adam and Eve on the earth and stuff like that right yeah
yeah yeah yeah no no yeah that's like yeah uh yeah cancer cancer I'm a cancer actually uh like a right a rising sign yeah your cancer
ascendant Alisa is a is a cancer um sun and she's a Scorpio Moon and ascendant so she has a lot of a lot of water right there yeah Mom was also a cancer my dad was a Gemini and uh so Gemini cancer they're like Signs next to each other just like kind of like you're like Capricorn
Aquarius kind of and like and Susanna has like I'm I'm a I'm a Capricorn Sun Aquarius Moon all first house and stuff like that leoo yeah I'm a Leo I'm a Leo North Node I'm a North Node Leo that's that's like from of the fire chart bu of Scorpio Libra S I totally see that totally 100% says
he has crabs and he's a Leo he's a Leo with crabs okay well you got to get that shampoo right you gotal shampoo yeah no just Nar it dude Nar it all Nukem sh it all off n man there's this stuff called a magic
ball powder right and uh and it's like it's by this by the brand top hat right and it's a hair removal like powder right and what you do is like you you put it you put it like wherever you want the hair move I mean I put it on my balls and on my butt once and it like it made it like you know you follow the
directions like to the to the letter like you do not miss a a second to the letter and straight up I was like baby smooth for like two weeks almost yeah well I us stff on my face and stuff like that and then it's like but it would kind of like sting a little bit yeah yeah those
are like highly toxic chemical he said he used used to use this ball powder on this hairy Magic Ball powder and it takes off the hair on your balls and it was yeah it was a it was no it was baby smooth like for no see I mean you're talking to a person that like in high school used to shave their chest
and their stomach like I'm really really hairy like I'm really hairy like hair everywhere like I'm super hairy all right it's on my back it's on everywhere and uh I used to shave everything in high school and it was horrible it was like the worst thing I yeah and so putting up with all that garbage you know it was just like way too much you know I'll just take a trim or to it keep it trimmed you know like at least keep
it tamed you know but I can't do anything about the body hair because it's like dude it's like instant it's like instant ingrown hairs instant ingrown hairs from like the bottom of my neck all the way down to my crotch like No my only hair right there much CH yeah no going swimming was like a fiasco for
me oh my God it was not worth it okay wow little okay yeah he's my sugar bear it's my sugar bear right there I'm panel with my sugar bear
yeah there's a movie there's a movie by there's a movie by ICP there's a movie by ICP called Big Money Hustlers dude there's so many awesome great funny on Liners in that movie dude it's so great it's dude I I recommend it to everyone I know everyone hates ICP but the movie is called Big Money Hustlers and it's a good movie so he also should watch I
don't hate ICP I mean I don't like icp's music I think Shaggy to do is kind of hot and stuff I like the Jugo mentality because it's like the jugal are kind of like they're kind of like a big happy family I dated I dated two jug oh my God they were both like straight some
straight straight ex-boyfriends jug they were both jug wow am I a jug you guys I don't know maybe we I think I think maybe we all have a little bit of jug in us who who knows you absolutely this panel this panel absolutely yeah jugal actually jug you don't want to claim jugal because I think the federal government classifies
as a gang right now right hey tiger how are you tiger get in the sandwich you're you're in the sandwich between two gay guys you know when God when God when God when God visited when God visited Abraham he had two guys with him that were like really hot they were like
other like Angels actually you know they had like two like he had like two very handsome attractive like strong men with him and then uh and yeah and then like and then God you know God decided to stay a little bit a little bit longer with Abraham to sort of like humor him because he was being like a host a good host or what not and the other two were just like no this we're going to
Sodom and Gomorrah they were like on their way to Sodom and gamor we have the whole story of lot and the and the angels and interesting so yeah you know and and it even says like in in that passage where like where when they go like that there was like homosexuals there right
that's one interpretation of the story and they said oh the guys put the Angels oh one's echoing no that's me sorry my my TV no it's my TV playing okay it's okay yeah I got you in the headphones and the TV's turned all the way down I was going to
start I was gonna play something you can yeah just I can see what's going on the screen I can see what's going on the screen it's just like slightly delayed I think Jamie's a Jamie's a jugle I think she I think I bet you look really that clown makeup too Jamie like you know they have the juglet a jug
jug yeah I'm I'm into like um I'm into like um twisted and Twisted Insane hey what's up tiger H what did you say say she's a Hermit oh yeah I'm a hermit I'm I'm a life path n and life path n is like the
hermit card and uh and so I I like being alone because I get a lot of like life eight that's a power number other people's lives I cause a lot of chaos yeah cuz you're fire that's like
that's Leo that's uh that's strength that's strength for me I'm life path I'm life path 11 life path 11 so it's either so it's uh so it's I mean if you want to break it down to two because that's controversial people say you have to reduce every number to the minimum but the Master numbers don't reduce right if I'm correct correct so so 33 so 33
doesn't reduce to a six 11 doesn't reduce to a two or is it just 11 because like I know that's just that's just controversial it can I think you can reduce them and you can like learn from like the the single number but it's also like the D those double digits in a row also you look at you can look at three and three that's like that's like the my
uh my uh my when you do the math when you do the math on my birthday and everything and my name like it all boils down like the last number is 11 it add like it adds up to an 11 both me and my brother were both the life pth 11 but 11 11 it's like 11 has two ones right and so that's like one in one you know it
could be two it could be one in one still Duality that's cool yeah but that's cool because it's there's me and my brother right it's two you know and we and are both of our life pads were 11 right yeah isn't that crazy what's 11 like 11 is what 11 ter card is justice
justice it's Justice it's Justice or or or it would be high priestess yeah is considered also illumination right it's like 1111 111 it's like a illumination right yeah like my my my brothers his twin brother is also 11 so
there's 1111 right right yeah and it's crazy like yeah I know that's what I'm saying like it's it's it's like super interesting like how things worked out like my mom said she was not going to go on that on the op she wasn't going to go on that table you know on that uh that bed again like you she wasn't going to go she's only going twice basically she was only promising like two kids you
know she like I'm only going up there twice and my dad wanted three kids and so like literally by to your wish he lit he literally wished so hard that she got twins me and my brother which is crazy because the star we're both aquarians you
know yeah it just blows my mind I don't know it just like totally blows my mind Tiger Blood um big tall is saying first Big T said he wants to reading about his career as a Playboy model play you me play play girl okay yeah okay well you're tiger blood too both of you are tiger blood but yeah you can both yeah you can both
both give him a reading but Susanna's telling us 11 is a teacher 22 means self-mastery I think 33 is more like an ascended Master kind of card and uh so yeah we all master yeah look look look look I just pulled these two that came out right now look I just P this I just
pulled this one this is the first card I pulled Justice look at that look at that I didn't even try look I didn't even try I didn't even try didn't even try okay I think that's this is this is about his uh this is about his Playgirl
career all right let's do his Playgirl career ask about his playg girl career uh and who is this that I'm talking to Jay big tall big tall ask about his Playboy career oh Big and Tall oh yeah yeah okay yeah there's there's like a there's a daddy section you know I'm sure I mean I don't know if not
you could always do gay porn they'll pay you for that anyway play uh play girl play point at least right better yeah sometimes sometimes sometimes but they'll Swindle you okay and apparently the N of Pentacles was on the back end okay
how you guys doing good sorry I'm just shuffling I'm just shuffling good I want next okay he'll do next okay we got uh I got the fool I got the fool the fool all right this is like a stepping into the unknown right but I
also have that with with the Knight of stabs the Knight of stabs is like rushing in this is guy he's like uh he doesn't take his time this is like rushing in with action okay with the fool right towards the ace of cups like towards something that you know uh a
Fool in Love pretty much rushing in you know um towards this ace of cups this this is a positive thing though oh butter showing a c too just showing a c I'll show real quick the devil oh okay so it might have to do
with uh cont might have to do with contract yeah yeah like with yeah contract yeah contract definitely contract maybe the fool the fool is clarified by the page of staffs okay so this is someone that's
like immature maybe you don't have experience in this in this uh contract like whatever surrounds this contract you know maybe you're rushing in too fast cuz you think cuz you think let's yeah let's clarifly this ace of cups yeah okay yeah it's Queen of Pentacles in Reverse Queen of Pentacles in Reverse
here don't rush into this this is like this ace of cups is an illusion okay she's like it's she's the queen of cups in Reverse this is someone that's like not again yeah the devil again okay yeah oh what's the what's what's the advice for the situation what's the advice you tell me the advice
the advice is the seven of Swords get out while you can okay where should I go where should I go where do I go I don't know let me see it where do I go don't don't I wouldn't I wouldn't see I wouldn't uh two of Swords it's kind of
like two of Swords would be like imp pass or something you can't see right so I wouldn't tell anybody about it you know keep the argument don't don't AR don't argue about it just go and then there's a a tower that's the tower is like you know pretty much a an ending a painful ending you know but like there's a more more structure no I don't think
you're GNA die look here's another card right here I ask for another clarification and it's the two of Cups it's coming coming into Union all right so you're rushing rushing in rushing in like a fo ring in like a fool look you're rushing in like a fool right maybe maybe naive naive maybe
naive Knight of stabs clarify the Knight of stabs look Knight of Cups in Reverse Knight of Cups in Reverse so I don't uh when it comes to when it comes to your uh your Playboy uh I think I think you're rushing I think you're rushing into I think Knight
of Cups this isn't uh this isn't someone that's like emotionally available basically you know this is this is someone that's yeah so this does look like a play this looks like a Playgirl reading as a matter of fact okay yeah play girl reading terer butterfly says what are you getting defensive don't be defensive no I'm I'm trying to learn
here I'm trying to learn trying to learn these cards well actually I was I was doing big and tall's uh Playgirl yeah he says he wants to be a Playgirl model and look he's a fool he's a fool it's look he's a fool right he's a fool he a no play he Ain no playg girl model he's the page of
staffs look look look look look look russan russan in like the Knight of staff's like I'll save you but in reality it's like he's not like he's like he ain't G to stay he ain't G to stay yeah so KN of steps they come in and justice fast as they leave and and he'll defend he'll defend
himself though he know he knows how to defend himself though all right and also he's yeah rushing into this rushing into the ace of cups you know but it's like Queen of Pentacles in reverse because that's like that's what this is bad yeah this is like getting away with something this is like
stealing super bad stealing a union guys guys guys homk what yeah I don't I don't recommend it I don't see I don't see I don't see anything good in the cards right now for it it's a t of stabs you're just GNA burden yourself you're gonna burden yourself with this you know you gotta let things you got to let things come to
you let things come to you because I just pulled the empress card so you know so let things come to you sit in your Empress energy okay guys that was for big tall I hope you like that big tall now for now for Jamie okay I'll leave again hold now it's for Jamie yeah now for Jamie okay
because you got me confused okay I really do that often well I was told to put cards for big and tall and then you came on the panel and I was told I'm reading for you and
I'm like wait no guys I'm sorry well if we were both read if we were both reading for Big and Tall then that means then that means the devil and all that stuff had to do with big and tall so why don't me and you why don't me me you and tiger you and I okay now I'm leaving okay we'll all pull one we'll all pull one we'll all pull
one let's all pull one card me wait psyche psyche let's do a three card pull okay me me you tiger butterfly pull a card for Miss Jamie Rose thank you
sigy get down here let's do a three card pull a three card pull let's see there it is all what is it yeah three card pole the tower okay you got the tower what do you got sh what you got
okay for gaming Road I got the five of Sword you're feeling defeated in some way it's like lot of sadness it's there I hold on I got king of Pentacles what's that
mean am I gonna die qu talking about dying I'm sorry king of Pentacles king of Pentacles psyche what was your what was this card Five of Swords yeah are you fighting with your
man because you didn't necessarily ask a question we're just pulling something that's in the energy or like it's in your in your energy this like it's your question you can also represent the king of Pentacles you know this is a king of Pentacles right king of Pentacles is like someone that their money all have both masculine and femin but when it com
but when it comes to when it comes to are you having a tower moment like because it when it comes to the uh the of Swords that's argument you know that's kind of like resentment that's that's that's jealousy it's it's bringing it's bringing a power pull another card tiger Justice okay probably something in the in the legal
system nope wrong again internal or or yeah or maybe Justice is being called on the situation you know Justice like you know as right like who's right who's wrong in the whole situation with this argument with the king of Pentacles the hanged
man is you got a new perspective on the situation or you're trying to get a new perspective in an uncomfortable situation you're in an uncomfortable position you know needing Clarity on uh or A New Perspective on a situation Yes
again yeah not taking not taking action it's Ace of ace of Wands in in Reverse so let's got you stuck I thought you were supposed to be PS well for one thing I'm refusing to P you again hey I'm I'm like neuro
diverent Auto cyant okay like I don't I can't read your mind same Jamie j I'm just on the I'm just on really no card be wrong apply to somewhere in your life you have to like
look how they apply to you somewhere I could say but I don't like the disrespect I'm just I'm just I'm just on the Spectrum autistic
okay don't be offended don't be offended okay don't be offended you're dealing with a lot of different personalities everyone's like everyone let's all like deal with all kinds of personalities but don't disrespect me you don't understand how I've seen things I've just chilling I've just you're not
chilling I'm chilling chilling like a villain exactly yeah she is chilling you I mean you're laughing right I am I'm having a great time you see look death death is like the devil is here oh no death this is
like ending something yeah stop stop not moving or stop not doing something right there's a king of staffs you got to start like acting like action taking action no responsibility for your actions right there you know so it says taking responsibility for actions or own your actions right and like you know the advice would be like take a rest right
you know give it a rest I mean I'm not attacking you verbally this is just no yeah I'm talking to you no I'm not like attacking you I'm not attacking you this is literally the cards that are coming out this is literally the cards that are coming out right you know um I'll even do another one I'll do another clarification six of
cups do another reading yeah um six of Cups that's um what is that that's like Nostalgia yeah this is like a six of Cups that's do that yeah Nostalgia Nostalgia this is a past you know it could be like a this could also be like yeah past memories of the past
all right eight of Swords you know something this guy look look he was he's like trapped in his thoughts right and then that then there's like this like Boulder of a cloud and then there's like this little house up there in the corner of like a and there's like something watching you right so it's it's probably that king of Pentacles all
right you feel trapped in your thoughts about what this of Pentacles thinks about you maybe all right maybe that's what's keeping you up at night like you're worried about what this king of Pentacles is because the king of Pentacles is like he's facing he's literally facing away like like pretty much like enthralled with this ball of his right you know he's just like he's got his back turned to you he's got his back turned to you on the
board look on the board on the board he's got his back turned to you all right and and and on the board on the board what I'm looking at right now the my diving board right look so this is this is this is the king of Pentacles right he's facing away from
you this is you this is you all this right here that's you okay so he's facing away the big wizard yeah look he's facing away so so this this has you stressed out you know you're worried about what what he's thinking about you I none of that let me tell you something I worried about
but but right CU you you won there's Victory there's Victory you you came out on top of the situation because you know you're probably worried about look at that because I worried about I worried about the wizard I worried about the wizard know that right you know you you
you kept to your you kept on your this is like uh you know your SC down T toes down yeah exactly T toes down for sure that's what that is right there four of Pentacles look at that she's like this is mine I'm
leaving page of page page of Swords is like the spying energy this is like mental this is like like you know spying I take that as a spying you know look it you know the other notice just another sword in there you know those are like thoughts or his thoughts or something and he's like or you know you're a
thought yeah it's like it's like you you fighting off those thoughts that were like surrounding you you're a thought you're thought Knight of yeah Knight of Pentacles Knight of Pentacles you slow procrastinating I'm real fast or he might be actually no I think that might
be the procrastination on the king of Pentacles side you know you know you know you already know you already know already I'm stop at the I'm yeah I'm gonna stop at the high priestess because you already know I'm just telling you I'm just I'm just telling you I hope that was I hope I hope that was confirmation I hope that was conf love you kiss kiss K love
you love you're the best love you anyways what's up Psy what's up Psy yeah what's up this is in the chat yeah what's up psyche I'm here what's up guys how are you hi Cy voodo Ranger Lenor is coming over Lenor G to come over here and say hi
Lenor can you say hi to the chat come here the
oh my God look at that baby look at that baby that's toothless that's tooth so cute very baby it's so yeah it's Toothless toally Toothless I used to have a black I used to have a black cat growing up his name was baggie
we called him baggy his PIRA you know he a panther or whatever we called him baggy for short he was an indoor outdoor cat what happened to him and and okay so so I heard I heard somewhere someone told me that uh the three collar male calicos are like one of the rarest cats that you can find like that combination
of jeans is like super rare kind of like gingers with blue eyes or something um someone who's someone that told you that yeah I can't remember who this person was or where I read it but I think like Calico male Calico like three color Calico males are like really rare all right and uh there was one time in Chicago I was like I don't know I'd been
like five or six years old or something like that and or maybe seven or eight I was probably five six seven and we found a cat like curled up in the corner outside and picked it up and there was like this green slime all all over its like back like its ass and right and it was just like curled up in the corner like freezing to death so
like we I took it in I gave it like a hot bath you know and dried it off and it was a male and it had it was black orange and white and he was and like and he was always sick he like always sneezed and it'd be snot like flying out of his nose all the time and we called him scruffy and he ran
away and that cat was like worth a lot of money started off with like a Feelgood story it ended in a very bad story a Feelgood story but then it like it's like I had a million dollars but I lost it yeah that was like where are you going that bro that was a little
pessimistic sorry guys what happened like it just died maybe I'm just maybe I'm just unloading my trauma hey what's up that's cool you look a you look a little uh I'm in the back chat hold I'll bring this person up guys if we get porn bomb I'm sorry okay okay okay I was I was no
he was he no no no no so sorry I didn't know he was just like like staring I don't know I don't know what you're looking at that's all hi how you guys hello we're doing good what's going on no yes um I'm just chilling you know what I'm saying I find your stream interesting very interesting
I have a I have a beautiful cat it's a it's a Manon I don't know if you ever heard about those um those cats I know about them Coons yeah I have yeah he's probably outs just yeah he's probably like hunting yeah he's probably outside eating eating the neighbor's chaha yeah yeah yeah for
sure yeah I wish I have to look for him but he's a huge cat he's actually very beautiful but whoa dude those cats will mess you up man dude my cat my my cousin had a a Russian blue and that cat was like gnarly like he dude yeah it's like one of the cats you don't with for sure
yeah man don't know how's the hair with that act like dogs for some they they act like dogs they're very friendly but I have seen SE really crazy ass CU they're the size of a small dog they tear your face off you know yeah would just tear you apart
you know I I don't know if you ever seen this video of just like this woman just went to a supermarket and this cat was up there in the and just just attacked her out of nowhere it just ripped her apart yeah it was it was terrible that's scary yeah like what about those uh those cats that have like those those pointy ears what the are they called like a lyx or whatever like the
B kind of but like it's a it's smaller but it has like the two like ears I can't remember what it's called thank God who is this I don't know why I wanted I don't know why I wanted to say Sephora like my gay ass like what the shut up for
a okay I always trust the Chucky doll for some reason I probably shouldn't but I trust Chucky doll I think I think I know Theo just chilling okay cool call CH when I was younger that's why I got the Chucky that's cool is your name
Charlie what up what up yeah my grandparents my grand my grandparents made me watch The Exorcist when I was really little and so whenever I threw Tantrums I said Chucky guided to me and then like I kind of sort of blamed everything on Chucky I said the spirit of Charles L
Ray entered my body and made me and made me throw here Rolex into the street in Mexico neck like a violin it's like the Exorcist is going to get me but like Chucky's GNA get you
how you I just have one to say I sayala give me the power I beg of you yeah you know some Voodoo know some Voodoo yeah you know actually when when I work at the haunted house when I worked at the haunted house D they put
me in the dragon room and it had to be like this Monk and so like I did that chant I did like some throat singing in there and then uh and then I did the chant the Chucky chant I said uh a do D
do y yeah it's fine no that's weird I I would I would I would I would throat sing for you guys right now but it'd be too loud okay yeah just do it go ahead funny okay okay I got to smoke a little
bit more let's saying I switch to Lucky Strikes and stun wonders for my stom I'm gonna pull a few cards from this deck just for for General the tap okay sounds great let's hear it this one
says this one says whirling around in an eternal nightmare hold put go I got to go wait stay stay for the reading this is General okay you got to go hold on I'll
do a couple more wait no no no no no so wait what was that card what was that card yeah okay it says whirling around in an internal Nightmare and it's got like a little carousel that's for you
f says the Army of Darkness the Army of Darkness ready ready for Miss yes is that for me scary for everybody are scary CS everybody we got says this one says world's it says um Lincoln or Lucifer
Hallsworth wins again world's greatest bastard 189 8 whoa world's greatest bathroom bastard bastard yeah father that that's what she looked like dude that's her that's her that's
that's the that's that's the demon that's that that's showing herself that's that she's present she's she's totally present more okay says rumor said her husband's drowning was no accident yeah dude it's that energy dude it's that energy I'm telling you look she's
got a new in hand D she's ready to go like no I'm man look for her you have to hand it to Aunt Betsy she was quite the looker yeah dude
I'm look okay like no that was her that ain't her that me bet hang on guys that's her dude no straight up no it's blasphemy dude she that's that's blasphemous dude I'm telling you
look look it's the opposite of this it's look it's the opposite of this look was it wasn't me ham Hamer right right yeah it wasn't me okay but it was
upside down it was upside down and on top of the head okay and and the two and the two before that the two before that okay the two before that right like that one demon card that came out right it said that was her and then on the on the merry go round I'm telling you dude with these cycles that we keep repeating okay that's totally a message all right
that's a message it's the chaos on the the Carousel okay we're all going around and around and round and round right and it's and it's that that is the that chick right that that that lady demon she's the one controlling this stuff right so she's sitting there and she's just like getting all the money from your parents because like you guys want to go again
Daddy you know and then right followed by that for the next one the next one what was the next card after that um uh the real looker one right the real looker one dude it's like it's it's like what is it uh hamburger it's Hamburger
Helper this is insane this is crazy you can't really believe this is so Fu it's true it's true dude repeating Cycles repeating Cycles you're here for a reason you're here for a reason it's
it is come BR Vibe down come on I'm just saying saying it's like it's not real and if I believed in in it I would you're right it's it's not real it's not real in a sense that like you
can't see it well I don't know your life I can't I can't apply it to your life you know like you should be a you come here tells you guys your cards fake they not real oh
me okay it's okay just like a me don't me I don't have a British accent like that stop stop it Chucky stop it I was talking about Jamie I'll your D Ass out of here in one second you're a look I don't believe in you I don't believe in psyche I don't believe in a what's this believe in you
I believe in you Jamie I believe in you okay well she's in a bit I make you believe just by being myself and like and I'll show you some things okay but if you like have an attitude where like I it's all fake nothing's real and you're gonna always have that negative thing if you have open mind about things and say how does
this apply me it's like you can just be negative and like but all your life you can like not believe anything and you know everything's bull right it's a dry cup it's a dry cup if your cup is empty will pour our We Will We Will We we pour yeah you know hold on one second one second we're the water berries we're the water
berries we we'll fill you up a little bit you know we'll tip you we'll tap you off on love you know it sounds like you're so exquisitly empty Jamie also entertainment purposes only take what resonates leave the best behind you can say I'm just you don't believe in me you can say everything's you can like but I know I know
you said you said I saw your I saw your Discord email where you said I love you she's sming right now I believe that okay I believe that and I know you're a little bit you're you're a little bit salty but you're a little bit you have a little bit of sweetness like a rais shut up I'm trying to listen I'm dried up
yeah crazy Jamie Jamie Jamie the reason reason I love you is like I see your heart I see your heart okay thank you I know you you have yeah I like you you can read yourself you can like I know you get messages I know you like see symb symbolism in the world and I
you can reach for yourself too like I know you don't need you're high priestess energy you're you're very intuitive right and it's like sometimes
but you don't have to like you don't have to like say say you don't believe in me you don't have to say you don't believe in me that kind of hurts when you say you don't believe in me you don't to you don't have to believe in my abilities or my talent believe oh my God that's a sexy woman right there in that little card what is that I'm just trying to listen I'm just trying to
listen in the right that's all I'm trying to say I mean if you can convince me to believe in what you believe in then I I'll listen to it nobody's trying to convince you of doing our thing yeah up Chucky so piece of so so there's got to be there's gotta be uh there's gotta be yeah what's
up CH hairline anyways go on um my hairline no so so uh tell me got be there got to be there got to be something there got to be something that you got to like connect uh connect with as as in like so so think of a situation you know think of a
situation in your life right and then just ask a question on that situation you know you can go yes or no or you can say why you know even but you can't say exactly who like give me the name I can't give you exact dates I can't give you like exact numbers you know like I mean the numbers that'll come out I'll say if they're significant one way or another they might not be whatever but
you need I need like a situation to like pull from to give it more to give it more to give it more context just to give it more context just to give it more context just to give it more context because like it's I could just do I could do vague I could do vague poll readings every day you know all day and they're all going to say something to someone at some degree you know but like if you want to get more specific
and actually have some confirmation I would actually like that too you know so like if you think on something specific you know like or maybe not so specific I don't want to get details on your private life or whatever but just think of something okay and and give me a question on that situation okay something that's relevant to all right I'll give you a question am I able to
get Jamie is that possible in in the near in the near future Jamie were you able were you able to would you get with Jamie okay no that's a good question that's a good question right one popped out already one one one popped out already okay the card is The Wheel of Fortune in verse so it's probably not likely okay because it's like you know
the yeah Wheel of Fortune in Reverse it's not likely but hey we'll clarify we'll clarify we'll clarify the situation we'll ask why okay all right look yeah no it's just uh it's literally just not meant to be it's not meant to be right there it's the herant and then the the nine of Swords nine of swords in Reverse it's like I wouldn't lose sleep over this you know it's like you're not
losing sleep over this I'll just move the next one you know what I mean yeah yeah look Eight of Cups literally you you literally just said I'm moving on right Eight of Cups is literally moving on that's that's the meaning of this card is walking away moving on moving on you you you what I'm saying look three
three of cups look this is this is what we're doing now look three of Cups this is the party card this is the party card right this is the party card right these are multiple connections this is like third party situations that's pretty much what you're in right now party you know yeah just go to a party just forget about it yeah third third third party situations right here that's that's
that's what you're in that's what you're in you know so yeah so what what do you think about that what do you think about that that's pretty good was that somewhat convincing I think it was It was kind of convincing you're very accurate that's for sure very ACC yeah you know yeah yeah look the tower look your Tower your your uh
your what is it your your pessim your your skep iCal tower has fallen literally this is literally the next card that's the next card funny oh that is pretty funny okay that was accurate that
was so I'm telling you man I'm telling you it's it's it's all about interpretation and in context right it's like uh like I I found this like really interesting too because like I I'll go on tarot channels right and like there was one guy that came out I came his name is Stephen or whatever why are you trolling all these why you uh spamming all these like all the tarot channels and it's like oh I'm not spamming them
I'm literally pulling cards as the reading is happening just so that I can like if I go on lives right like just like I just sit in the lives and I pull cards on the situation and it's literally it's like almost real time I'm literally getting and it links up like really cool to like to the point where like I'll match cards you know it's like I'll match cards I'll match cards with
the with the lady or the or the dude on the screen you know sometimes it'll sink up you know like yeah it'll sink up right here look the lovers yeah you know you know it's just like um it's just there's just like little these little coincidences you know that superpower I don't know I don't think it's a superpower I just think I just
think it's just a it's it's like associations I know dude it's not it's not superpowers ability right like no what it is it's literally it's it's it's probability it's like probability you know like basically you got to know you got to know what each of the cards represent or the symbolism
like the symbol symbolism inside the card it's like you take the symbolism within the card and then you apply it motorcycle crash out of a thousand and something people they're going to know somebody that got motorcop crash so then you play off that and you're like oh is his name start with whatever and then
they're like oh just like that yeah look Ace of Swords the fool Ace is towards the fool that's the that's the walking towards the truth walking towards the truth tiger butterfly thank you you stupid that's
what you said don't call me stupid Lita don't call me stupid I'm not stupid okay I you stupid you're stupid you're stupid stupid stupid is you stupid
stupid any just cuz carito was just cuz carito was looking at me don't be all jealous jealous jealous
my tower okay he was burning fire he's got to use me powers in the car master I'm gonna go to bed I love go to bed but I do love you thank you for the car reading you're welcome
I okay good night hey what does blue eyes white dragon mean blue eyes white dragon I'm joking I don't know it's a joke Hey where's psyche are you are you trolling are you trolling where's where's psyche Psy I'm
obviously man you know you know how you know how bad you know how bad trolling with someone that has uh schizophrenia dude it's so terrible dude it totally sucks it totally does dude I've seen I've seen no straight up dude no I see I've seen how it tears people apart and I've like I've too have
experienced like like uh like very coat like covert gangstalking dude and it's just like insane dude it's insane and the the only the one the one factor that makes all the difference is this phone this phone any phone that's the only factor that that
makes it contributes to it like immensely you know because I don't believe maybe you should not join these or see someone no exactly no exactly you know but but but I do also believe okay that um that there are other you know that there are other you know there are other like forces at play you know because I have a friend of mine that's
like that's a like schizophrenic okay he's like schiz AF right he kid so have he's been diagnosed and everything like that you know he self-medicates but he's actually good like he's great his name is Charlie he's awesome he's like my homie right anyhow um there's been experiences that he's had okay that he's like talked to me about it right and I don't want to like I don't feed into delusions and and I I'm not
like okay dude like I'm not gonna like bug out with you uh do any tweak your hacker or and and I'm not gonna like and as soon as you think that I'm part of it then we're not friends anymore like I'm not gonna deal with that right just too much right anyhow uh so you know but I hear him out you know I hear him out what he has to say and like you know we'll put it to the test a couple of times and I'm
telling you there's been more than a couple of times where whatever was he was what he was talking about was what he was talking about like there was some that has happened like when I when I've been with him that was some real and it's not all complete but with someone
with schizophrenia it's that much worse okay and it's like almost discrediting you know no one's going to believe a damn word he says you know no one's going to believe a damn word I says I'm a recovering drug addict you know so like No One's Gonna like believe anything I say you know but like the shit's real you know like there's there's there's something uh other than
like uh like predetermined like you know health conditions or you know U mental chemical imbalances or whatever there's like something more to it you know maybe even some people like are more prone to it when they're schizophrenic you know they're able to tune into that because of the frequency that they're at you know I know it's all about
vibration yeah like yeah to me personally I think I know that all that is fake but I know I don't like blame people just like I don't blame like I know God's fake and I don't blame people for believing in religion but I believe in energy good energy so as long as it's bringing good energy then I don't have a problem with it and I try
inter but that's my own belief no you're totally good no dude you're totally good no I get I get I get good vibes yeah look you know fool the fool in you got the fool in reverse and then judgment right so you're using good judgment that's that's what it looks like you're not a fool right yeah I'm just saying how it
is no that's good that's good yeah people don't when I'm I try to make it obvious i a with people like that yeah like yeah I know yeah it's having it's it's like having a sense of humor like being chill at least be at least being able to take it you know like I mean people be talking at
least know like you know like no one's perfect you know so sometimes like I don't know yeah because I've been through my own difficulties in life I've been through my own hardship so I know I know like as long as this helps people then I'm all for it you
you ain't Charing money and you ain't trying to like scam people so it's all good right that's what well see yeah that's that's what I was saying with like uh with psych you know like he's the one that has his channel he's listening to us right now he's a Voyer he likes to
watch sorry dude I'm goofy as hell espe no I got you I laugh a lot too yeah I mean you know I got I got to get into the the spiritual
realm hey you won't get on laughing good like a different I'm in the shadow realm hey i' be i' be in there too i' be in there too I got friends I got friends there I got a couple of friends in the
shadow reals no for sure got Raiden I se Raiden the other day Raiden dud yeah Raiden from Mortal Kombat dude Subzero we all out
there deep as yeah that was my dude Subzero I'm only to like their ankles you know I remember that game aot I'm Savage yeah my uh yeah dude we used to play it all the
time I still remember the Mortal Kombat uh Mortal Kombat 3 cheat codes for the super Super NES it's pretty crazy what it's like burned in my memory the last one I played they were talking about the shadow realm that's why I brought it
up I think it was for p four let see here I missed my PlayStation 2 damn Vader I used to play Mad games whenever I see a ball person like that I just want to get a piece of cheese and put it in the palm of my hand
and just smack them on it yeah do that thing like the cat does heads so shiny come on where's psychic by the way I wanted to get a read uh psyche yeah
reading psyche you want a reading yeah yeah I would love I would love a reading tiger yeah Shin very shiny like this bald head well we can probably look through your head and look at your head to your
future the way it's it's like it's like you're so bald it's it's like you're so bald we could see what's on your mind already yeah you have a question Mr Vader yeah you had a question for Miss Miss tiger
butterfly but do all faor and put on a hat I don't know like me was right you know J just she just dropped off you know God I thought I had a chance for her she just went away disappeared
damn all right my question is will I get laid my question is will I get laid that's I can answer that for
you unless you go for a super fat she's pulling wait wait she's pulling she's pulling hang on okay that's most likely right what is it what is it you all got cards man I got to go buy me some cards me
too oh what cards I'm G make up my own meanings for the cards though because I'm that like in Inc connected with my interconnected with my mind that I can come up with my own meanings for every card yeah I I suppose yeah I mean um
ultimately ultimately you could but like you got to know like every single thing of that card you got to be able to recognize whatever that card represents you know and that's like literally walking the walk you know so to speak so you actually understand what those cards like represent so you can recognize that
you know so like I mean I already know I started like making my own Tarot deck actually like you know making my my own cards and and you know see I got I got one I got one right here you know a of Cups and uh and I started with the swords actually you know and the swords is all about the mind dude and like I straight up almost goddamn lo my mind the last two years and so it's
taking me two years just to get through the swords and I'm telling you like like I said I almost goddamn lost my mind the last couple years right and then now this year you know ace of cups right you know this this is like uh this is working on my on my on my emotions right and look at me I'm
feeling I'm good I'm giddy you know remind me Jim Brewer you know know that is who's Jim Brewer there it is he's a comedian no he's off of uh Chappelle's what's that
movie called where he sells weed how oh no I don't I know I I know I know what you're talking about I just can't picture the the actor or whatever half bited the dude his name he's like oh oh my God
yeah I'm I'm pretty goofy
nachos you know that yeah that's just pretty funny sorry like this air is like the best air you know my laugh is more this air is like the best kind of air but you just have like that
left yeah I'm sorry I just keep laughing dude I keep laughing I'm giggling maybe maybe I'm giggling sorry maybe it's a g maybe it's like a a defense mechanism maybe I'm doing it because I have anxiety maybe maybe you're triggering
me see why like a high Big Thing I Do by the way I like your house you have a beautiful house I mean I noticed all those pictures I mean you have a bunch of pictures out there in your wall yeah that's all my artwork that's all my artwork oh okay you're artist PR yeah I got a whole bunch more I got a whole bunch more the stuff that on the walls that are the stuff that is like kind of
sort of not done yet so just so I look at it every day it just like makes me want to finish it more in theory keep me in theory yeah it keeps you warm up I don't know I don't know I gotta you know I don't know I a make I get anxiety
too yeah so wait wait it's like you think nature did this yeah know it's whatever makes you comfortable vote yeah he can I ask this weird question it's probably like the weirdest question ever but you ever decide to like do a
reading um while you're naked you know just like a um you know so so like so like about that so there's like uh I mean there's there's a practices where like you know you're uh when you're doing like a ritual and stuff you know there's some people that think you know that feel
like your clothes or the colors of your clothes like affect the spell expect affect your your casting or you know energetically it's some degree so like so I don't know maybe like lives or whatever maybe like you know turn into to like like naked tarot live or whatever you know you probably blind
people bro you know you took off that sweatshirt swe forever people do readings while they're naked is that is that a thing or maybe I just made it up I don't know um I don't I've never I've never I've never seen anything about like like that but I don't
know that's a good idea though it would it would not really I mean I mean it would just get boring you pull the same cards over and over again hey pych what's up where'd you go what are you doing nothing I'm here I'm
watching yeah I just pull the herbit Ran Over By Reindeer want be alone I just want to be alone okay you did who for who's this I I just pulled for you that's that's yeah I just pulled a herbit
yeah yeah look no that ain't a look he's look he's look look at this he's uh he's uh taking right he's he's uh taking a like taking you know a rest from juggling
materials Two of Pentacles you got the Ace of Pentacles right taking action right on something physical from juggling you know and then like Yeah from juggling and then the materials and this is like the rest card right her meting is that what you're doing
psyche oh hey Jamie's up Jamie's up for some naked tarot okay yeah yeah t who the a naked tarot Lives who said that oh yeah that was me oh yeah that's was me who was you he's gay I I come from a different
community no I'm not making fun of gay people what community are you from where you from uh I guess people call it the yelder verse um the yelder verse you you know you're on like a gay panel basically right no I don't don't do now not you not you I'm talking I met him he's like he's like he said I said iown yeah I'm definitely an unknown I
know this guy he Rob but he's down there you know he's just spamming the chat yeah he he invited me here he told me he was like all right this is a good place you know just have fun over here I don't know if you ever seen him before what's your name homeboy oh me um call me yeah you call
me Vader Vader as in Darth Vader Darth Vader can you give us your up
some to be so bold Vader up with your lightsaber your met aror my name isth Vader oh you got a whole intro that's it's more like Steph Hawk
okay Vader like verse all right my name is Darth Vader but I've got half a helmet Ste Stephen Hawking Stephen Hawking as Darth
Vader no keep going keep going keep the keep the beat up real Dar Vader vad you have a beautiful singing
voice Darth V in a wheelchair you guys want another car says yes says never to be parted again and here's the picture have you seen Chris deah oh that's giving me m that's giving
me Mommy Dearest Vibes oh my God no wire hangers no wire hangers yeah that's giving that's giving me Norman Bates Vibes
too different ouch thanks Psy that that resonated that resonated deeply and and you're right totally no it didn't no it didn't I'll do a general read totally did I'll do three card read for the whole chat okay you're the Chariot so guys we're moving forward
we're like moving beyond like the past right says Lord I hear the horses it's it's moving out of my mom's house like there's a little crab in there I
deal with a few crabs IAL I'm a cancer I'm a cancer Rising Scorpio Scorpio is also water sign got CRA and he's in jail yeah oh please yeah little crabs also we
have this Two of Wands and so this is Lord of dominion so it's like we're taking control of our lives right we got this like not only one wand in our hand we got two wands in our hand two always fighting that's that's us sword fighting that's that's us sword fighting psych we're sword fighting this this was us last night last night this is
me qu night right and then we got the seven of Wands and this says Lord of Valor we're also like brave people and we can also like we stand up for the weaker people and we like and we stand up for everybody we also have the sun Watching Over Us two snakes swords or the wands all intersecting and stuff
like that beautiful almost creates like a five it looks like a five um and that's like a our hand and we have a hand that's like that's what makes us different from other species thumb Mars Mars right exactly the hand with the eye in there dude I'm telling you this is action Mars This is an attack okay I
told you with that hand the hand dude remember with the eye and the demon I'm telling you this The Entity that's present in society everywhere it's huge okay and it's like we have to slay this demon by being nicer to each other
okay this is crazy call me hard right baby but here's my okay I'm sorry Jamie you go ahead I seen Carly car yeah that was just a little like mini read for the I just do like I like to do like short and sweet reads like
but U I hope it resonated and stuff no yeah yeah definitely hey can I say something real quick teon hey ter thanks for having me on again and podcast I'm g go join a different I gota go join my other
hey can you me a favor love y'all sub to Choice good call good call I to do that too I to do that too
go to bed good night peace out Jamie I was for PE out yep peace peace good job peace see what I'm saying this is all evil this is all evil right now is evil work that's what
I'm saying all clear the energy clear the energy not me that's bringing this evil energy on what what what like what what' you say instead putting Jamie as the queen of the chat right now hold on she's she the cream and the Oreo
okay I'm Brown she's she's she's the cream filling in the twinkie no no no you're the cream filling no no no Psy is the cream fing we're the brown we're the okay I'll be the cream filling I'm kind of black and white I'm
kind of black and white likeon it's black white who knows
get it let's go it I'm do you like my
hair know go go I'm I'm the Kore fing in the Oro I did it tiger butterfly how are you doing right now you there tiger butterfly fine okay you're good here tiger butterfly here just chilling everyone everyone here is really
nice oh that's good thanks yeah you're welcome I want everyone to be happy that's that's all my show's about is like everyone everyone being happy and like getting answers and we have different styles of people everyone's gonna certain people they appeal to or that appeal to them and stuff like that we can all as long at the end of the
show friends also understand a show and like on a show like sometimes there's drama sometimes there's like things said that we don't mean and St like that hey I got a question um yeah psychic right can I
call you psychic psychic you have a psychic psy psy psyche Psy yeah what what do you think about King Rob down there have you ever heard him on panel is he has he been on my panel or another panel you know King Rob in in the side ch right there um his his name is big
tall sexy King Rob always oh yeah yeah yeah I like I like him he's always like he like hangs out here a lot and he's like fun and like I always like when I like see is I want to see a bigger picture than I have he always telling me he's a skipper he's been Playgirl he's like a model for Calvin Klein and then I'm like send me a picture and heired
confirmed ter confirmed it confirmed it well yeah ter confir well he was asking about being play playg girl model but then I was like hold me and he's like I'll hold you then I'll drop you and I and then he's like he's like you're too heavy for me but then he said then I said I'm 1 pounds and he said he could like bench press 800 pounds the other day so you can hold me you can hold me like a baby in your arm okay 800 pound
is said baby baby baby like baby baby baby like baby baby I thought you'd always be mine I know I'm crying right now he says big girl Don't Cry he's he's just teasing me call me GRE let know F he's using that picture for a long time that's not that's not really him of course that's not he's actually
he's actually a 600 pound woman I I I'm psychic I can see already 6 he was on my 600 pound life in like three episodes of it and uh and he like he trolls a little be fine I'm just kidding I know you I'm just kidding stop calling me green go I do not look like that guy okay I look exactly like him but I do not look like him okay
please honestly I believe he's attracted to you that's why he's here just come here to I hope so I I hope come here a little bit attracted to me like in some way no he's definitely a good guy for sure yeah he's a good guy TR you want to say hi to
look at Trix smile though hey Trixie I like Trixie she's always smiling Trixie cute I don't I don't know about Lenor though Lenor is kind of like she's over Len Len lenes like seees even have a cat like twice her size and
she body look trixy is legit lenar is little little l i don't trust hang on guys hang on guys hang on you know L kisses she gives me kisses she goes she cuddles with me and she's like she's like the sweetest cat actually but she's very protective of me she's like
little black panther that oh the Black Panther definitely is um Big T nuke harmless Soul okay Big T harmless Soul okay butterfly is saying
Chariot hold on we got this we got this Chariot C earlier too right even I know Big T's a har Big T's a harmless Soul because if anyone's like a not if he was not a harmless Soul he wouldn't be here Susanna was Susanna was saying about big and that was my interpretation
but no no you're for the for the for the chat Chariot hermit streng streng being alone right
come right come on let's go okay got some wands we got what's the one behind that is that the Five of Swords or what the Knight of Wands and the what's the behind it are you okay why you laughing okay sorry I'm laughing just I just don't
think like come on I'm sorry Jamie Jamie jie Jamie Jamie Jamie Jamie Jamie Jamie calm down it's a different language than you speak you have the intuitive side we like P cards and stuff like that you J Jamie Bing on just laughing laughing at
me okay and like like not laughing with me laughing at me it hurts my feelings okay and don't hurt anybody's feelings here okay you can let you can let not believe in it I didn't I didn't I said entertainment purposes only if you're entertaining that's fine but if you're going to like laugh at me like I'm an idiot or like these cards these laughing at me they're holographic don't laugh don't laugh at
anybody okay we're all here like be friends to help other exactly who ping cards on okay I laugh that was your card Jamie she said that's exactly your card Chariot forward you got and then was after the
CH panel I got your reading okay Jamie Jamie I'm sorry Jamie I'm here yep it's okay Jamie Jamie at least at least like even if you don't believe in it at least like show some respect because we have our own art form and it's like we take it seriously and it's
like even if you like don't if someone's like a master Craftsman you don't like their piece of art and stuff like that you can still respect their you're right you're right you're right okay okay no worries no worries I just I believe you I'm with you I'm sorry my go on it's okay it's okay no you're fine you're
fine yeah and I see you and I love you I see I was trying to say I was just going off of what I was thinking I won't make it I won't make a beep you have no no no you can talk youie if you have a good heart you not up not one I want you to talk I want you to talk
Crucible Cru come here to Crucible ghost wants a reading I just want to do a quick three cards for Crucible then anybody else can for Crucible Crucible ghost because Crucible ghost as for reading I don't know they came for the first time Cru ghes I got this princess of Cups okay so you got
this you got this young youthful energy okay oh you have a question Chris I'm sorry you have a question
Crucible hi Crucible I'm sorry I I had myself I had myself muted sorry dude it's okay what's up how are you good how about you how you been good dude yeah I got this energy three card reading okay I won't I won't be exactly okay
princess of Cups and this says this is like also like the page of cups it's like this really innocent like emotional energy you have and it's also like you controlled your emotions too because you're above the you're above the waves but there's like still like a little bit of chaos around you too like you got this beautiful
okay someone's laughing at me don't laugh at me Jamie stop Jamie can you can you m her oh my God Jamie Jamie Jamie be respectful be respectful of disrespectful Jamie Jamie Jamie stop
Jamie Jamie TI really laugh I'm not stop ticking you until you stop laughing Jamie you also got this money opportunity like really like really like a sense of like you have like Jamie Jamie Jamie Mak you
laugh I'm tickling you I'm tickling you in the astral world laugh I don't care if you laugh with me laugh at me just just laugh okay okay if my next card is to mute her it would be great go ahead and pull my third one okay the third one okay you got the page of Pentacles okay third let's
go see what you did Jamie you froze up the show what h Hello Jamie good job I'm still here Jamie I got the dev I got the devil card okay and
that's yeah the devil the devil card okay so this is like really good opportunities being presented to you and you're like maybe like really um trusting about all this but be aware it could be like the devil behind all these like innocent offers being made to you to like trap you in something okay this
beware could that possibly be Jamie Jamie exactly we know you already know Jamie it's okay you know Jamie know Jamie is know Jamie is Satan but but it's okay okay we still love you anyway Jamie I'm a Satanist anyway I'm telling you I believe in this now that last
card really I'm really convinced now that last card I said Let It Be Jamie and you pulled the devil card I'm convinced yeah Jamie's not laughing now Jamie stop laughing when the truth came out little Jamie Morning
Star so Ling I'm cry laughing okay good good Go funny Jamie Jamie you got the Medusa side for you you had a little bit of Medusa in you I don't know what that means she turned me stone with her look with her like that that mean look she gives them
but she's laughing though she's laughing okay and she has all these eyes thatch don't look like she's laughing oh my bad she's smiling smile T tongue sticking out with a smile right yeah they don't look yeah maybe a smile but she don't look like she's laughing she's like let me let me give you she's like she's like let me give
you top daddy hard it's hard to laugh your mou right was yeah I see right Jamie in the middle eyes there's two middle eyes right there whatever I'm sorry okay I'm sorry now I'm laughing wait pause can we like can we
rewind five seconds what's that Pearson you got brother in his eyes oh Jesus oh man what's that called Bridge brother Bridge piercing Bridge piercing got
put what are those called the Fang or what you the Medusa things things yeah things hey look what I P Hold On Let's see tiger butterfly pulled a card hold on one second look what she pulled oh we got the death
card endings all right endings are New Beginnings though also He's a I love the flag look at the flag what's on the flag is that a is that like a rose is that like a a white rose or oh that's another thing I'm GNA paint I
want to paint that because that's it's pretty cool uh I can't remember the name of that flower but it's a it's it's a type of flower I think it's a lotus flower Lotus okay oh cool I didn't know that oh I'm actually working on a it's kind of very Lotus flery hang
on that Buddhism right I'm to B in Buddhism and the lotus flower wash your hair okay Jamie can you do use a soft a please I mean I'm not saying no you can't say what you want to say yeah perfect okay can I say one thing to
Jamie if you guys don't mind real quick I I actually just put Jamie's name in my journal would you like to know what my journal is called why would you that's the death note I actually had one actually have I actually have one of those I've been hey don't bring out that
sorcery brother no but it's no no it's not like it's not like an actual one it was like the one I got for the for the anime cartoon I don't care if it's real or not don't put my name in it all right I'm not believing in it but don't put my name in it brother I don't even know your name actually I put anything in
it their hair disgusting take a bath you gross ass Jamie dirty take a fcking bath take a bath take a bath I do I why are you telling people to take a bath Jamie you dirty ass maybe you should take a bath I take baths every
day but you know about bath you know about bath drink some mouthwash all that You' be talking everything off right yeah see yeah you're just s you're just sitting in your own ass water in a bath that's not true no that's fine that's fine you can it also there like
very little how's the chat going the chat's going good the panel's going okay jealous bit chaotic it's just fine I'm drinking I'm drinking too chaotic I'm just jealous I wish I could take a bath all I have is a shower you can take a come over take bath I'm jealous I wish I had
water scrub scrub a dub dub two the other night o okay we all can make your own little guys cleansing bread guys one second go ahead well you said one second no you talk brother you said one second it's
your panel no one second's all take a cleansing breath like and I was like all all chill and like go back neutral for a second Jamie Jamie breath bre Jamie Jamie's breathing out right Jamie breathe in bre in with everybody we're all doing it together
JS she kind of sounds like energ is yeah I like that too I'm a debater too my name my last name is baates so I'm like debates right but you know you know else American Psycho remember that movie Norman Bas the real psycho Norman
Bas um psycho Norman wait was that was that oh hey I got Norman bit off the last card that you showed I got nor I got Norman bats the last card that you pulled right did they say Norman baites the last the last card that that's why I told you my real last
name Jesus if you pull a king of if you I you know what everything that you're saying is true if you pull a king of hearts right now go ahead do it a king of hearts ofs that's not even in the it would be the king of Cups Maybe look look you want you want a king of hearts look you want a king of hearts here's a
king your King of Hearts buddy hang on no he's not here's the King of Hearts there you go oh there's a king of hearts right there you go is this what you guys and that that just been there look that has been there that's been there that's been there for almost a year and a half
you know what straight up it was there's your king of hearts chicken maybe maybe no no honestly quite honestly you know because we're like you know we're proving a point here that like you know tarot there is something to tarot you know and I've been pretty spot on with like you know like so far
you know like speaking real time like real time you know I don't believe in it sorry you know make a decent connection I like that you believe in like a person that makes that carves out of like a a bird out of a piece of wood is that word real no is that a talent that they have to carve the piece of wood does it mean something does it represent something yes yes yes
okay uh like when you go to a casino and you count cards let's say you're that good does that mean something playing poker the gambling yeah when you play poker if you're actually able to you're cheating you're cheating the only way to win at poker the only way you been you win at poker is being manipulative okay
or you lie you lie or you cheat you gotta cheat the only way and if you count cards look if you count cards it's cheating counting cards is cheating okay so you gota you gotta lie or cheat to be good at poker really good at poker you what you're doing is not cheating you're pulling a c out
Rel glad you agree how's it relative sir it's relative to like real time like as far as like uh the situation at hand like let's let's put the situation at hand for example are you ready yeah it give me give me another reading let's see go ahead there you go look you said give me another reading right as soon as
you said that here's the empress okay the empress the empress is receiving energy right now like you are like the female version of an empress you want it okay this is you you want to you call something well this is feminine energy rece being a anymore it's a female you're just in the receiving aspect okay it's just like the emperor
the emperor would be the one taking action the empress we all have Empress Emperor whatever energy whatever so you this is you receiving or wanting to receive something and just straight out of your mouth right okay King Of Wands okay because king of yeah king king of King Of Wands this is you saying this is okay like this is you taking
King Of Wands yeah see you know this this is this is you taking action okay like you know yeah calling it out you know let see right look at this four of Wands four of Wands for like an establish like this is like this is like an establishment okay these aren't these actually aren't really bad cards right
now King of Swords this what you're doing right now you're being this is skeptical this is skepticism totally okay I don't okay the star right there yeah it's it's dude it's skepticism because this is like hopes and dreams like dreaming yeah yeah it's it's being sked look the
emperor look the emperor literally what you do hopes and dream let me pull a card a random card that's like Dude do you realize what you're saying it's like uh has anything ever came true from your cards I mean if you do it enough it probably would eventually but like I just said pull my sh just by probabilities just by probabilities you know Al you know there
is a yes or no kind of like thing each card could be like a yes or no and you could go by that if you want you know but that's just like flipping a coin right you know so like I mean if you want to go flipping right I mean I mean it's just like you know when when would you when would it be necessary when when would it be necessary to flip a coin what are you going to flip a coin you wake up in the morning you flip a coin if you're going to get up or not how would it be necessary should I do this
should I flip a coin no you should make up your own M let's say let's say okay how would it be necessary flip a coin when you start the game at a football you start when you start a football or you start a soccer game you flip a coin you start a football game when it's necessary there's other that's what you do in football it's the rule not just C you pulling a card I'm not say I'm not saying there's anything bad well
actually there is kind of bad because you guys actually react on the that you pull like you literally pull react on it because it's funny it's funny it's entertaining because it kind of gives an Insight on like what's actually happening or like you know basically like you don't serious either it's funny you don't even take it serious either do I take it seriously I mean I don't I don't take anything seriously I take I take the knowledge seriously okay me
because it's all about knowing what what the what the these actually mean God I mean it is it's information it's totally information it's so much information dude you like it's information to look at a card and say like I looked at this card so this is gonna happen it's the mountains it's the mountains of information that go into interpreting the cards okay we're
talking about astronomy astrology uh numerology uh there's only so many cards you pull the same one so many times right 78 78 78 cards8 78 cards
Dude it work on it so every now and then dude like it soon soon as I'm telling you dude uh I'm telling you dude I'm you know what dude I'm sitting here respecting it but but I do think it's kind of you know Jamie I don't know I don't feel like you're respecting it you're just like cussing and stuff and just song kind of like like like
dumb because I mean you haven't provided any kind of like knowledge like let me see let's hear some let's he let's let's let's well let's hear some of your uh fing B you know enl enlighten me enlighten me like give me give me your perspective because I'd really like to hear it's good to be okay I don't I don't flip a coin brother I don't do that
you don't I don't pull something and look at something and say this is gonna happen because it's like that's not exactly what arrow is the bird well well listen like we're actually gonna talk the burden of proof is on you since you said that that works you have to like prove that that works the burden of proof is on you do it none of y'all can ever do it I'm sorry y can never
exactly you can never be the mar dog and it's are you going to do it now well I think I think jie let him do let apparently apparently you guys apparently you guys have like the wrong I guess you have the wrong idea I guess you guys have like the wrong idea of what idea what your is concrete evidence do it dude do it so what so what so what you think I'm GNA tell your
future you think I'm gonna tell your future yes that's what that's literally what you're trying to do no I'm not trying to tell anybody's future it's not that's that's not the intention dude the attention Okay is whatever these cards represent okay it doesn't make sense at all let her talk well well you got it applies to something that's
going on in your life you know but some people are just like wounded by their pasts or like wounded or just blind you know some people don't see the that's going on around them what is that I could play with little I can play little race cars I could do the same thing as what you're doing right exactly there there's lots of ways of divination D lot of ways you could roll dice you
could roll dice you know there's diving rods you can know there's pendulums you know there's all types of divination you know you could you could read ruins you could read tea leaves you could read your fing Palm I know I know he's gone he's gone and you know they're not gonna they're just gonna like laugh no I just told them off I just told them off because like straight up I explained it to them it's like entertainment purposes
only they're just gonna laugh and like say it's stupid I'm gonna give I'm just gonna give them a response or reply or reply and another reason and another reason and another confirmation and they're just going to be they're just going to be blind so whatever I don't care keep coming like it's my show it's like you don't have to agree it's like you can
like have an open mind you don't have to like laugh and like like just like say I'm stupid or say it's like it's it's like it's my art okay it's my art his art it seriously we and we know some okay you can learn some but if you're not if you're gonna say you're dumb and you're just gonna laugh and like troll the whole time not even like listening for a second like even like Sig the biggest troll like
listen for a second that was so disrespectful to them of them okay and guys I love you I love you guys and we're we were doing teror for a while I was gonna I'm gonna say we stop doing tarot for the night okay we can stop doing tarot we can like I'll pull one more card because who's G ask for a card and I'll give her I'll give her a card and she you one question you can answer her question too and then you guys can come back if you want after that we can
talk about other stuff but I'm I'm not I'm tired of like my my profession my art being made a mockery of okay okay I'm not trying to prove stuff to you he's not trying to prove we we can't okay and we we told you the best we have about divination and Tarot and it's like he's like oh you can just flip a coin did I say I don't predict the future I
get the current energies I try to help you move forward trying to help you if I can't if I can't help you and you're just gonna laugh and like that it's okay guys I love you too you're welcome back when I finish the card reading okay it's but it's it's our art it's hurting our feelings um well maybe I don't know if it's hurting his feelings my my feelings aren't hurt my feelings aren't hurt I think I think I stood up well like dude I gave him so many
examples and so many confirmations and he was on for a while listening and talking and laughing I explained it I explained it and it's like and then we're how can we like communicate anything to anybody when there's like just people like hating so hold on I'll do I'll do a card for Susan if you wants me to if you guys don't want me to like guys you don't
have to be here dude it's it's ter it's Taro and cats but the cats got their claws out tonight right guys I mean it's I I love I love those guys I liked it but it's like I like having them on but I mean to leave no it's okay it just it just like but I do get hurt I'm
going asking for a reading and stuff it's like if you don't if you don't want a reading then say I'm not interested in Tarot I don't believe in it I'm not really interested if you have an open mind and say you can say okay because there's not like you're not gonna get a definite answer like tonight about like exactly what like I'm not trying to predict the future there's stuff to think about in that if you're not like open or willing and you're gonna make
fun of it and like that and I asked you I said it's like this is my art okay this is my art don't make yeah of course okay go ahead tarot is a tool it's not a divination experience right it can tell you okay in this moment yes this may
happen in the future however if you make a decision the next moment that can change that's what tarot is right we are master of our own fate okay and I'll bring him back up and Jimmy can come back up too if she wants to like
and it's like and guys it was just like Cru have your mic talking I was talking to he was making really good points okay good well but I and I have a reading right now for Susan and then we're we're gonna you you ruin the vi dude stop you ruin the vibe with the tarot okay and I don't feel like
doing more tarot after this but you were in the vibe with your like yeah I shouldn't okay what no I'm I'm an emotional person react emotional brother I don't want to hear you you're arguing I'm trying this is my show I'm talking to you right now okay you came up here disrespectful to Meer and myself and to tiger butterfly and so did so did Jamie and Jamie I love
you and I love you too Crucible and it's like but you ask for a reading AR with it it's not to be ar it's not to be argued with it's like something you're supposed to listen to and like say okay maybe it applies now maybe apply in the future maybe like I can like think about this okay but it was like it's not right to like just come up here and troll when you're
supposed to be my friends okay so Susan Okay I'm going to take it can I apologize okay fine than you yes you can it's all good it's all good man I was I wasn't I wasn't like particularly offended I I mean I feel like I felt like I felt like I just like you know I don't know uh I provided you with like enough you know enough evidence you know
to prove my case you know I took it as like a debate thing though like like what he just said what's makes sense py said just said it like it's not going to predict the future which is what everybody says it's going to predict the future it's kind of like like rolling a marble if you're gonna act on it you're not going to act on it it's not gonna like it's
not too you can roll marble onto like a like a yes no and then you can get that's that's divination right you can read from you can you can like look at your TV dinner and how the vegetables are placed around the TV dinner and you can get messages from that okay you can get messages from the clouds looking the clouds and finding shapes in the clouds what does it mean
to you as question it's not me trying to tell you this is what's going to happen this is you know I like I said when I predicted sports sports um betting and stuff like that I said it's based on how good I think the butts look in the in the pants right it's like and how cute it wasn't about like I'm predicting the future right okay so I don't think
anyone can predict the future brother right and that's what that's what God either something yourself you know why you know why no one can predict the future you know why nobody can predict the future because the future already happened the the future already happened the future already happened because time
is not linear yeah I'm gonna pull card for then we can we can put down the ter card we can have fun and talk and stuff like that because it's like this is like serious right now doing the tarot card and it's like I just don't like people just like laughing hysterically and like then arguing about tarot good or evil is tarot true or false is tarot real or not that sounds like a I don't want to get
it I will okay no no no you don't have to I don't want to argue all night okay we can argue all night about it because it's not something that's proven or not proven I'm not supposed to prove anything okay so Susan we have for you all right suzan we got the Queen of Pentacles so you're in your abundance yourself okay and so and then this Queen of Pentacles what so we got a lot of
different things down there abundance also this higher higher um higher thing gu you and fertility um growing something being able to create things manifest things in the world okay so there we go thank you Jake too thank you thank you for standing out for me Jake also okay we have the seven of Swords it says Lord of
unstable effect okay and so maybe like you have to maybe like your efforts have been uneven or something and you need to instead of focusing on a couple things focus on one thing or something's distracting you and so it's like it's weakening the effect of what you w to bringing into the world and so just like you can it's like a little bit of an unevenness with what you're trying to do
and so you know I would say stay balanced and like focus on what you want then we have the Wheel of Fortune and so things are really going in your favor right there it looks like the wheel is turning your favor you're also in control of the wheel because there's Susanna right up there okay out Jamie Rose by the way I love you Jamie Rose but you were getting a little bit you're getting a little bit disrespectful okay but then there
there's the two swords right there also really good with your words you're able to manifest things in the world with your words the wheels turning in your favor and then all these Pentacles are are in there so that can be like a lot of prosperity coming for you and things like that okay so that was my reading for Susanna if anyone else wants to do for Susanna and then we'll this like we'll either end the stream or we'll like decide to have fun and like and like talk and stuff like that and yeah
tiger okay got you justice this for you Susanna three of Pentacles and we have the five of Pentacles three that looks like a three that's a five right there oh that's a
five yeah yeah the three of Pentacles is a second card you might be a little bit off on the um on off on the stream the time of the stream yeah I was looking at the TV yeah there there's a delay on the TV so you're you're right right
like I'm I'm on my phone like I can it's real time on my phone but it's like a slight delay on the screen hello good back okay you go ahead now wait is this me now you're up for Susan uh what was Susan's question she
didn't really have a question she um I don't think she like um she just wanted look that's funny I think she's thinking of a question right now because it's the hanged man or maybe she needs to to get a different perspective on something maybe a second opinion or just like you know
her head's detached from her body meaning like she's like in her head um that's splitting the deck with the Knight of Swords Knight of Swords it's like I get this one that's kind of yes big and tall yeah it's like uh rushing into
something usually but this guy looks like he's like I don't know like eating his words almost is what I got is what I get and then on the top of the deck we have the Sun so it's like illumination this is like yeah illumination so happy happiness right so
11 okay okay we I think we all all three of us got it yeah that was that was from that was but you know he has he said need to take opinion take all those three readings whatever resonates I hope you hope you like that I think everyone has a good perspective we all have different styles we all had a different pull of the energy and I wanted to get
everyone to do a reading and then if you guys are like tired of the show or like say something about the five of Pentacles yes of course say whatever you like there's a vision I had actually the other day that I was talking to about with somebody
else I was at work and all of a sudden I see that I'm in it like this Cathedral and I look I mean it was like a giant cathedral but then there's this giant mosaic
what is it with the glass windows yes yeah St glass stained glass windows there's a stained glass window of an
Angel and that's kind of how I'm starting to see like the five of Pentacles say yeah you're out in the cold but there's an angel watching over you still there's also a door you can knock on right there's a door you can knock on and then they might let you in
right yeah that's true because they're not necessarily like being told to go away they're being like I think they're walking towards the door and then it's like maybe they think that they're not welcome inside but you never know because in the Bible it says knock on the door shall open right right but now all every day now everyone has
ring cams so like they see you coming anyway a lot more people open the door to you then that will that will I mean maybe like there's a lot of people that were like you know will not open the door if they don't recognize the person but there's a lot more people I mean if you have good intentions and you're like coming for a good
reason there's people that will open the door for you okay so don't feel like you're being left out because there will be people that will bring you in and there will be people that do care about everybody okay so I love that my my door's like by the way my doors open even the people that hate me and stuff and they they leave me
out in the cold and stuff like that I'm I'm I'm fine I'm in my warm apartment and stuff and I will I leave my door open to people if they come come at me the right way okay and so I'm not like I never will like kick anybody out of my life but I cannot take the same like behavior and stuff like especially if I
try to set boundaries and I just keep going over the boundaries again and again my goodness okay I'll shut up yeah no no no no no I I'm just I've cut a lot of people like I
I I know what you're saying right I'm talking metaphorically guys it's like the door to my heart it's like I I have an open heart towards people even if the people hate me and they they like trash threw me away like a piece of trash out of their life and it's like and they go away and they say go away because it's like there's maybe there's something going on with them and stuff like maybe it's nothing nothing to
do with me but it's like I was just like the the whatever like in the I was there was there at the time and an easy easy person to throw away right but I am not trash and I will not be thrown away really and it's like and I will go on and do my own thing and stuff like that and I'll let them do their own thing and I will still love them from afar and if
they they want to come back to me and they want to like come at me correctly I'm my heart's always open for them okay and I I do have an open heart and I will open the door for them but I cannot be continually yeah I know boundaries there you go confirmation
confirmation Jim doesn't even have or big big Rob doesn't even have a door he doesn't even believe in door right well I believe in a door you don't want to like let the raccoons and possums all come in move under your couch like I did one time maybe maybe maybe he was born in maybe he was born in a
barn I lived in a barn for a little while you you know they do Susan a farmhous it was more like a farmhous sus Susan had like some a mama cat bring her kittens to to Susan right and the kittens are all meowing and the mama cat knew that this is a safe place to bring the kittens right
especi yeah so that's a really sweet uh sweet story okay your heart is not open your'll die you said you don't have doors Jim so your heart your heart's a door right you're born in a farm okay yeah okay Jim we can agree to disagree okay shot the window I know you Fe the raccoons are men forever in the neighborhood except
for me they're friendly with me but they rob they rob your neighbors right I had raccoons all like well the my raccoons were kind of fighting with my cat sometimes and they were all pooping on the roof next door and and and they were all fighting outside and stuffy psyche you know why it's because it's you were feeding them and they were stealing food from your neighbors like you were giving it freely see that's how
much you care I just I just had my door open so things things were come in at night exactly exactly hey hey let's place that metaphorically a cat but no other animals will figure out the figure out the cat door right so I have to have like a little
door cats cats are always welcome right cats are any cat is welcome in here but yeah everybody wants to be a cat right okay let's make that into a met let's let's make that into a metaphor and then and then and then like oh
sorry hang on yeah I didn't mean to like cut people off the panel without saying goodbye to them and with and just like abruptly cut them off the panel but it's like no I was trying I was trying to do something I was trying to say something to somebody and it's like and they were just not in the right mindset and they
were just like making trying to make me I don't dumb or something like that but I know know if they're trying to make me look they love me and and and they're they're good people and it's like and I do love them and so I'm sorry hey Jamie what's up got Jam's Cowboys here I love Jamie's Cowboys she's like one of my top have to do something Jamie I'm sorry I never did this before to you and don't
be scared because might might might hurt for a second and then you'll realize what I'm really doing okay hold on one second okay Jamie look now what I'm doing now that's what I did now okay she gets it now Jamie try again say say
something you see you see what I did okay I had to remove her as a scanner moderator because I wanted to make her a manager and I just gave her a promotion but I had to remove her as standard first in order to do that so I didn't want s congrats I didn't I didn't bring cake for the office party let's kick
here Jamie are we good Jamie j Jamie you're all good okay I Jamie I I don't know why I don't know why Jamie wasn't a managing moderator before because she's my like one of my like top mods she's been here like she's almost on every show from the beginning and uh really supporter of my show even likey awakens top
mod my top top mod what are hold on what are you what are you um me you have to comment in the chat so I can see if you're if you're a manager I can't I can't comment on the chat unless I get out of the streamyard because it's a Facebook live I I can check on I can check on I mean Facebook Facebook sorry
I think you I think you are manager all hey bye big tall got K Hill we got BBL a Brazilian buttlift okay oh yeah he said big yeah big to got some cake you can you can serve it you can serve it my wedding with with the okay you got that Jamie you're manager now okay you can serve it me and I's wedding
M and I gonna get married someday yeah
yeah so uh marriage man I wish my brother hadn't gotten married it was so funny dude she like she's she like got him all drunk she picked him up after a bender with like one of his friends or one of our friends and she had the papers in the center
ccil and was like hey you want to get married and he's like yeah best idea ever and she was like well I got the papers right here and he's like no serious I totally will and they like went to the courthouse and got married isn't that a little sus what do you think that's
hilarious what do you think pych isn't that a little sus I think that's little sus like she had a plan yeah it's like like you know we hopefully like you know everyone has sometimes when we're when we get married and stuff like that our partners have plans first and stuff like that hopefully it's all like it should be a mutual plan that's what like a marriage
is really about is like about creating a plan together not having a plan being on the same being on the same team being on the same team you know like having each other coming together as one like you know when you're parents you have to have like the same you know same basic idea you can be like the good cop bad
cop some sometimes you can play that role you operate yeah you operate as a unit though like you don't you can move you the unit can have like move independently you know like it has its own independent Parts but like you know when it comes to like being on the same team it's like you do nothing but benefit the situation and not like you
know I don't know like uh like damage the situation you know right because you gotta you go least right it's a because you're a team and it's like you're also basically like not like you're both you're two minds right always but it's like you're going to you have to come together as one two two bodies too but there's two bodies
one mind and even we have the left brain right brain can be like can be like oper in two places at once you could be a two you be in two places at once you can be in two places at once right yeah you know time travel that's that's teleporting dude can I
teleport through you psyche can through yes can yeah yes would it be crazy to switch bodies come into my heart yeah we can switch bodies and we can do all that kind of stuff because that's when people love each other they can do a lot of lot of cool things together they can like manifest a lot of cool things together
they can be like strong strong it's like the Two of Wands it's like that's like a power card it's like when you bring the two wands together that's like that's like the K cateus right it's like the even if they're Catalyst the Catalyst Catalyst but also the cateus you know the cateus is like the two
snakes right the two snakes the medical symbol yeah look check it out cus you have very similar similar sounds to them right check it out check it out okay I'm I'm gonna show you so I acquired all of
these I acquired all of these things um like over time and and didn't actually realize what what I didn't really even like pay attention or didn't realize but until I I received the pentacle but check this out so this this chalice that's right here all right I
got from like my old tattoo the tattoo shop that I worked at with my brother was like when we first opened it like 2011 or something like that so there's the black chalice you see it y hello you see see it so that's the
cops okay that's my cups right so that's my cut right so um I was this was earlier this was late this this past summer right I was uh moving stuff into the shed in the backyard and there's like a little stump that was cut from like you know there was like a stump from like a little miniature tree that
was cut like just above the ground and I was like I almost tripped on it so on my way back I went I pulled it out of the ground and this is what I got you see guys you put can you put like a shine of light on it so we can see better can you see
it wait sorry I see the it's a stick the stick right it's a it's a wand it's a wand look a tree wand right take a whole tree that was a w right this this this was sticking out of the ground and I almost tripped on it and I pulled it and it came out like super easy like
sort of the St Stone style and this is what came out yep so that's a wand right if I ever seen one it's not just a branch of the tree it's like the tree itself right yeah yeah it's like this it's like the main root to like the little mini tree and
then uh so we got wands right look swords my friend Charlie last year gave me this sword it's a lightup sword but it's a sword we just we saw the wand and the cup and the sword but can you put a light on that cup painting again because
not everyone could see that okay yeah yeah it was all it was all dark for everybody I got you yeah here there we go you guys see that there's the cup yep awesome
yeah so so so and then uh and then the pentacle okay the pentacle that I got okay is this one on my neck uhuh I don't know if you can see it okay I don't know if you can see it or not the pentagram the pentacle a pentagram right and that's a traditional
Pentacle the pentagram right so and that's that's the one um my friend Jeff he's the one who gave me the th deck for for like my birthday SL Christmas it was like wrapped in like a like red I don't know like like red material and he like put this Pentacle
on it so that's like the pentacle right so I'm a magician yeah all the four elements that you're disposed plus you got the spirit too right so you got it's like the five right again the five the hand you got this power power in your hands right you manifest can spear no cuz I I I'm not going to stab Jesus while he's
like spear no one said spear I said you got the four elements you got the you're like a magician it's like you got the sword the cup the pacle and the wand and it's like and you can manifest things and you can but I said the spirit not the spear the spirit oh spirit Spirit yeah totally yeah yeah I was
Ed Spirit of Destiny not the Spear of Destiny right have you ever did you ever practice wi like wik or read about it like the W well I know came up with wi Jo Gardner right and it's like wi is like a really cool natural religion but I will say it was it's all Based On th Lima it's all
aliser Crowley aler Carley wrote all the all the basic W Wicked read and all the all about of the law right no not really well from the teachings it's said well aliser Crowley is like was like highlighting some of those teachings too but what what do what's your take on it butterfly good
h i was what I was saying real quick was that aler Crowley wrote those all the rich all the all the wicked stuff that's B that's taken from El Carly yeah but Ela car took it from somewhere else too eler Cary took it from somewhere yeah JD from Crowley
okay oh okay so yeah because uh there's so many the Pagan stuff too like I mean aliser Crowley didn't like make didn't like yeah there's a lot of pagan stuff too Al crley was God about the goddess in the book of the law that's goddess newat and then that that was like um um
rur kit like the Mars and it had the new which is like the sky goddess and so it had yeah it's the Lord of the Lord and the lady but he had the he had the three gods and so um and or something it's the lord it's it's
the Lord the lady in spirit yeah also also the like Isis Osiris and Horus because the first age was the age of Isis which was like the mother and it was like about the mother the maternal energy then there had the Osiris which is about kind of like the father energy and then they had in Isis and Osiris birth the horse and that's a child energy and that's the age we're in now
like the age of the child like yeah yeah like birth Life Death mother Maiden Crone the Trinity also the Trinity like father son Holy Spirit too there's a lot of trinities right number three that's very important number three that's like 33 is important because it's like The Duality and The Trinity and things like that where there's like the in the in
the SAR of David is like the two triangles right intersected bringing above the hexagon in the middle that's six right it's six Namaste everybody six it's six yeah exactly exactly there we go that brings us back to number six so so there's a so there's a theme there you know and uh
and it has to do with this little mini portal that we find ourselves in because we're definitely in it I'm in it I know we're right now well it's 11:40 here and like we're I'm I'm still on 22 140 it's 1 it's 1:40 right here oh sorry it's 11:40 here but I'm saying the
dat4 oh yeah so it's 1:40 a.m. here right I'm saying it's 1:40 a.m. here so it's the next day I'm literally this is the portal dude we're time traveling right now yeah and Big M and a Satanist but today I will leave that behind Okay well you know whatever what there's black KKK members
these days you can't tell who what color anybody's under the robe there's black people that that that resonate with a KKK I mean it's not not not it's a kind of I I have an aunt look I'm mostly Mexican and I have an aunt okay that was in that was a clan member okay her name was Brenda she's fatest big fat basketball lady with no teeth and she
cussed a lot and smoked a lot of cigarettes with my grandmother and um she she wasn't a bad woman but like you know she she definitely was a bad woman I didn't realize she was a clan member until like whenever but like my family's Mexican mostly you know so that's just saying something I suppose I
don't I support the KKK though but it's like funny because like a white grandfather can have like then his daughter can marry a black guy and he has a half black grandchild and he will love that grandchild more than anything right and that will that will kind of change right nowadays before maybe they would reject that child but I think like
if you have a grandchild you see them as a baby and you fall in love with them as a baby and stuff like that and you're like this is my blood and you're GNA like change your mind that sounds very that sounded very ritualistic black and white are you sacrificing babies are you
sacrificing babies that was all not all I'm just kidding I'm just kidding I'm just kidding all right y'all I'm getting exed okay yeah I know Laura I know I know and and but I really want to thank you for being here tonight and I'm sorry disrespect yeah you you you you like made it to the final stretch you made it
um you're awesome and you're awesome and I love you okay and hook on Discord if you can but I'll I'll look up on Twitter if I can like start my Twitter account again but look me up on Discord because you're welcome there and and me's there and I'm there and like Jamie's there and like a lot of other cool people um and so yeah Jake is a full on theistic okay thank you tiger butterfly we love you
okay good night good night have a sweet dream dreams okay well let's hope so that would be nice change yeah we wish you good dreams we wish you good dreams okay we love you thank you love you too you're welcome okay let's welcome back Crucible ghost he'd like to he'd like to say some
more something more I think hope BEC comes we're not doing tarot readings Crucible ghost and so we don't have to argue about tarot just have a fun night and and a little party okay all right I agree okay what's that mean wait who is this how you doing brother Crucible it's Crucible ghost
GH you're gay right are you gay dude come on I thought you said no I'm sorry you're not you're not you're not come on bro I thought you were gay but I no I didn't think you were gay but I remember somebody was was like I talked to you a lot that had your same voice I mean that's all right no I'm not
gay no okay but no no I that's why I asked I didn't say I didn't say it I said I said I asked I'm I'm also not by either okay wait no no you're fine you're fine I'm not trying to straight people are fine buy people g whatever your sexuality I don't care it really doesn't matter I was just wondering what
that car told you I was gay no no the car didn't say
tou got got him okay you're Gon Do got okay Cru goes I'm watching you look at my eye look at my eye don't look at you better look at him don't look at me I'm looking at you I'm looking at that Big T right there I love that big T it looks almost like a cross no that's actually dude I joined so many panels
that's my name they don't even they call me tiger look tiger for tiger oh yeah he had tiger on his cap guys we're having a lot of fun we have over 10 people in the chat only we only two and a half hours even though I got this is my fourth stream tonight because I got porn bomb three times I want Jamie hey I got a joke I got a joke
I got a joke you want to hear a joke go ahead go ahead okay look so like uh so when we talk about tiger butterflies say tiger right and then look the word for Tiger is who look who look who who right yeah who tiger who
tiger who tiger whoer whoer you'll never get to the bottom of it you be like who butterfly that was really funny can I ask you a joke sir
you yeah you me uh yeah you no not you uh not can I hey do you know why play baseball do I know why do you know why orphans don't play baseball no they can't find
home oh go that's a good one I haven't heard that heard I haven't heard that one I haven't heard that one funny man well no that's why there's so orphans orphans can't find their home but that's why there's Services you know that like you know Ian that ain't funny but you
laughed sir right I mean I don't know I mean you gota you gotta be able to laugh out some everything dark dark I mean it's dark humor correct I have the darkest of humor well I mean I the darkest or no I'm just uh I have I have a sense of humor I know I find things funny that people don't I'm not challenging you I think we can get along with a sense of
humor I'm not challenging on your dark humor I just made a little you kind of you kind of freak me out sir by the way if you were alive in like like the 1700 you got You' have got burnt oh absolutely absolutely maybe I have I know I know uh psych psych has uh
psych has lineage in the in the uh Salem like in Sal don't you say yeah damn yeah he's got he's got he's got royalty in his lineage too it's pretty crazy have you ever watched the movie Hocus fcus kind of stupid question you probably have everybody has but Hocus Focus yeah was that actually was that actually filmed
in Salem do you know uh Salem Missouri probably yeah probably yeah s them something right sir you yeah go ahead it says and Maro vians vigians I can't I don't know if I can pronounce
that sorry uh Sanderson sisters yeah okay Hocus Pocus yeah Sanders oh yeah Sandy patter yeah let's go hey you you sound like a guy that likes to play a lot of games probably open World Games if I'm correct um like but you said like open World Games as in like uh like Grand Auto oh yeah see I never I never really
got into that but there's this one game that I that I saw that was like surviving like what um I really oh my bad I apologize I thought I read you but I thought that you were GNA be a Fallout guy did you uh and like did you watch the TV series Fallout it was great no no no um no I I did see the LA The Last of Us or whatever I was thinking about making a video game oh
yeah that is a good point that's a good point dude The Last of Us yeah I played that and I watched it it was a good TV show man yeah that's you know like like for it was for btim they did like the little switch with like the gay couple the gay couple thing you know but it was still the dudes were like still you know very obviously gay so like uh um I think now they like if they shouldn't switch
it up if they're gay just make it gay you're gonna get a lot no they did they did yeah yeah yeah yeah it was pretty cool the way they did that because I wasn't I wasn't expecting that I only I didn't play the game you know I just watched the I just watched it you know yeah it was pretty cool bloodline of Mell Jesus and Lucifer oh my God that's like it's like
never mind um wait so uh wait was what were you talking about about um I think we were trying to get along we were talking about games have you played Red Dead Redemption 2 uh no no no my cousin plays it though like he's uh I don't know we kind of trade the PlayStation back and forth
every now and then like do you even play G but there's a no not not as much as I used to like said PlayStation 2 is like the most but uh but I was thinking about making a video game like a parody of like Battlefield and like Call of Duty PlayStation yeah and call it battle duty that's like 10 years ago brother
PlayStation 2 was like right and all the best games are dude man I'll show you my memory cards bro I'll show you my memory cards man Final Fantasy 7 yeah I was a big Final Fantasy fan I like Final Fantasy parasite Square en uh um Microsoft whatever oh no
no not Microsoft squaresoft sorry squaresoft Square Enix um oh man you one game that you can relate you can relate to this one dude because I I was the boss at it but back in the day bro do you remember uh Tron with the bikes I used to everybody up in the high school yeah I used to them all up I
was good at that game I was it yeah that was a good game that's cool what you like what is it they tried to make a movie go ahead sorry no they did they did do they do uh they did do a movie on it didn't they they make a Tron movie
well they did two of them yeah they did one back in like the 70s or 80s or something then they made a newer one uh yeah but yeah they brought the same yeah but I dude I was a boss at that game dude yeah yeah I don't think I it was L like it was like basketball but like digitally I cross them up they'd run into my
line yeah I like ski ball ski ball back back he said lime yeah lime wire oh my God I haven't heard anyone mention that in 20 years right like Napster and all those like uh what the what are they all called I mean I don't know my friends all did this kind of stuff like
um so I didn't you know like Torance or bit Torance or whatever I don't know you see the content though you seem pretty cool I'd probably invite you dud like I do a lot of fishing in like Michigan and you seem like a cool dude to like fish with yeah I like fishing my cousin
taught me how to fish actually in Kentucky like yeah yeah if you go like deep State dude you look at the stars you can see like what oh dude yeah man yeah oh man no I'm telling you like the stars are awesome out there you know you know it's really funny um uion brother it's ruining everything
really know absolutely yeah that's that's what it is like my uh my my dad okay so my my dad when my dad was like a little kid right he asked why there was so many stars like why there wasn't why was there wasn't and he stars like in the city or whatever right because he came from Mexico Mexico had a bunch of stars right and he's like so he came in the city he's like he's like he wondered
he's like why AR why aren't there any stars in the city and then his uncles told him because if they put those stars out the black people would steal them oh jeez well I was gonna say that's what they told my dad that's what that's that's what they told my father so that's that's the influence that he had
that he had growing up just that's just an example on like you know and he raised me and he raised me I was gonna make I was gonna make the example like people that go to war like to Afghanistan when they go there they come from the like the middle of the United States they go there Afghanistan like there's literally like no light pollution you can see everything they
said it was very beautiful there's places like that in Missouri like and in Arkansas um what is it uh Eureka Springs Arkansas and there's another place in uh uh it's as a it's near Salem Missouri it's like it's it's Astro Valley in s
Mich there is also a place in Michigan yes it's a it's it's up at the up it's like Rasberry area it's like up in the yeah that dude yeah you can see a whole Milky Way up there dude it's so cool oh my God have you ever seen it I haven't yeah yeah I have I you so yeah there's places there's places up in Wisconsin
you could see that so like I live like a nice big area I don't know where do you live what's the country do you live on or where do you uh I live in Michigan but I live like down towards like Indiana kind of towards Lake Michigan like I live in the bottom corner there so but Michigan yeah I really can't Michigan oh
okay Michigan that's well that's not too far I had a friend that that was in um Niles oh yeah that's like yeah I've been to NES a couple times for their haunted house like twice in my life yeah I do yeah did haunted houses yeah I uh Hell's Gate Hell's Gate
hellsgate hellsgate haunted house at in uh in Lockport Illinois I work for that company it did Statesville haunted prison City of the Dead and I've been with that company for like 20 23 years or something yeah are we supposed to be debating or getting along I kind of feel like we're getting
along I I think we're getting along yeah I don't know yeah I mean what's what's like what's there to argue about I mean I don't know I like I like debating too well I I come from a debate work I'm I'm a good I'm I'm I'm really I mean I don't know I never joined the debate team or anything like
that I was I was too busy uh yeah butan I can't remember well nothing it wasn't an argument I was just hanging out with you I said in Afghanistan obviously you can see less light pollution you can see the stars a lot more I'll make an argument if you want one but I didn't even know there was like a debate did you go to
did you go to did you go to Afghanistan ahead did you no I'm asking you did you go to did you no oh okay we'll see yeah no I didn't either I didn't either and you know thing is like when I was in high school right U my senior year I broke my spine in six places in a car
accident right I was on my way to school and that's what had happened and so like in my that was like my last plan you know I was like if and if if I wasn't doing at least this by this age or by this time then I was just going to enlist in the Army and do a tour and then like I guess by that time I'd have at least a good idea of what I want to do you know what I
mean and that was my like if all else fails kind of plan you know and so yeah F and of course after you have like a T1 to T10 spinal fusion you know there's like there's no way they're going to take you you know not even not not the Air Force not anything dude like probably wouldn't like they wouldn't expect me even to get
through PT you know like which I probably could I mean I'm still in pretty decent decent shape I don't know I don't know I mean we were just getting along you seem like d you seem like you haven't been you haven't been liked most in your life so you're
like I mean it's okay brother you don't have to be it's the opposite I mean I mean it's the exact opposite I've been I it's like I can't even complain I can't even I can't even complain you know um there are some people that don't I don't I think I trigger people I trigger people into
like wanting to yeah I think it's your substance and I and I never do that what the are you even talking about I think it's like you're like dude you come off kind of wrong you know like I I yeah I've got I I've gotten that some you know a few times and it's just like I yeah I don't want to say like
just for lack of a better like you know uh description would be like for like just misunderstood you know like I'll say something but it doesn't quite come out the right way or I'm I'll try to make a point but it takes it takes me too long to make it most of the time so like people lose Pati can I ask you a real question have you ever been told
it's okay yeah you're okay it's fine you've never been told that that's all right I know not often I know ex I got him right again yeah I knew that it's all right man it's all right dude I ain't got you know what I'm not going to
sit here and Sh debate yet I'd rather just talk to you let you talk a little bit yeah cool we're practically neighbors so yeah I mean maybe yeah might as well fish together maybe yeah yeah that's what I'm saying I mean not right now unless you unless you know how to go ice fishing like I got I
I can BR bring the pickaxe can you can you tie a hook no I can't I got you man I got you I got you I I got I got a good little technique I just learned too really little technique oh yeah yeah
yeah uh but dude it's all right man I'm not even I'm I'm about to leave and like go debate and like do my but D I ain't trying to hate on you man at all no yeah yeah I'm not I'm not offended at all dude I like I you know I sh I'm not saying that you're offended I'm just
gonna tell you that whatever you're feeling it's okay man it's all right you're not alone is that fair to say that's why we're here I think so I think that's exactly the reason why we're here well not me I like to debate well how like I'm saying we as in like a collective like on the collective
chat you know like everyone on the channel make the argument that men this is why men come over here like d men are alone I mean at least 80% of them and that's a high that's a high number by the way yeah you know um that's for many many reasons you know
many many reasons I agree yeah there's yeah there's so many reasons you know like uh getting New Perspective on like what like love or companionship like really is you know or you know just like perspective and I you gave me one
you gave me a new perspective too and I appreciate it oh but what you were just saying I'm so sorry to interrupt you go ahead yeah no no no you would interrupt I was I was done yeah you were saying something about love I think you're saying something
about like yeah I heard yeah remember marijuana shortterm memory loss well we're supposed to debate dud I think you're a piece of sir and this is why let me
explain because you read those cards sir you should go to hell sir I'm not reading I'm I'm not reading anything I'm just I'm just you were reading them earlier sir yeah earlier earlier yeah totally we're not allowed to do that now no I don't really give a man you seem pretty
like you want to argue about something I don't want to but there we are I think we're getting along brother technical diffic difficult difficult technical oh there he is no be freezing up on us
chy say something say something real quick oh yeah you're good you're back say something check check oh no I'm I'm I'm like uh I just looked left in the chat because I you left me for
chat no I'm just with you
hello welcome to my channel glad to have everybody
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why do I hear myself how are you guys doing yeah we had a fun panel good show guys you were hanging out even when the show was off you guys are great thank you me for holding it down what happened I was this this this guy that um he wants a tarot reading he has this girlfriend he's in La I think
and uh he's having a hard time and he wanted a reading and so I went over CU he was live and I just told him I my panel was on what's up me I told him my panel was on and or my show was on and to come over for a reading and stuff like that I don't I don't know if he will tonight he's a cool guy cheers guys guys are welcome on the panel back thank you guys for hanging
out still you guys you just Everyone likes each other right little technical difficulties right but I'm trying to like bring people around like on YouTube from different places and like bring them over here and stuff like that that sometimes too and so I'm even when I'm like not feeling welcome on my own panel cuz whatever Cru ghost was like I was like should I just leave and he's like
yes please leave like okay your wish is my command sir I'm here to make my my chat happy everyone's happy me I'm happy you're happy I'm I'm fine you know I think he he Vibes with Vibes with Caesar I've have a Caesar um not everyone Vibes with me right but everyone I just want everyone to be
happy right so I hope everyone's having a good night I still like another beer left after this it's only midnight 12:07 still like a coffee left Beau for
Wendy scan scan the QR code for like a need coffee I'm back guys sometimes I don't know if people want me here but it's it's a but my show is a platform sometimes they get in the way I'm a little I'm a little bit uh I'm a little bit much sometimes it's okay if you guys don't want me here all the time
I don't have to be here all the time I'm trying to like um trying to make the show the best show can be I want everyone to like be able to talk one in one sometime I'm sorry I came back and I was like uh oh everyone left the panel still we still have 10 people in the chat how cool is that right I know people with
50,000 subscribers that have that have less people on the panel okay I'll talk to Crucible just it's just me's on the panel right now you you want to talk to me you do well yes sir I mean I joined he back's back he's back okay he's back too
you talk but talk to both don't tell me to leave again it'll hurt my feelings Hey Jake I think we were getting along pretty good me no I know you and me were I saw I saw a Little Love Fest I saw little bro Fest in there I thought I was interfering I thought I was interfering I thought I was a little bit too gay for you and so I was like I'll leave these two guys alone and I'll go try to bring other
people so Jake all you have to do is click the pin link there's a pin link and then you just um enter Studio you shouldn't make your own enemies we had a bromance you're welcome to join our Bromance we don't have problem with it I'm welcome to join okay I'm already in the BR okay feel are okay I'm
sorry and and you're not and he's by the way he said he said he's totally straight right and then he's like having a bromance with my boyfriend my boyfriend and you're like you told me to leave the room it's my show too straight straight on his dick
you stra on the dick stra on this dick you need to happy yeah go go ahead Cru ghost we we'll teach you some things okay you're you're you're in the middle of our Oreo cookie right now you're
the I don't think that's an Oreo cookie wow there's like a major there's like a major delay it's crazy it just gets it just gets like more and more delayed like the time just kind of just like is the universe expanding me again it's me again I'll leave I'll leave I'm talking about you I'm talking to you I'm talking to you I'm talking to you I'm talking to
you I'm talking to you it's not me it's oh talking you I just kicked him out oops oops oh my God I'm saying my delay right did you kick him out what I kicked him out iing to myself there's there's a there's a there's a
a delay from like the phone is it still here I don't hear him there's a delay from like Yeah from like my phone to the TV and the the time just keeps getting further and F further apart and I was going to ask if you think that that might be like the universe
expanding welcome Jake to the panel tonight Jake what's up hello hello hello Jake is a he's one of my mods he's like a big supporter of the show and like always in the chat I think this is the first time on panel right yeah this is going to be the first time I believe yes so we're popping your panel cherry popping your panel Cherry tonight and so
welcome to the panel hey what's up how are you the second time I've ever appeared publicly I'm good thank you for asking how are you good very good thank you for being a mod and and uh you we got a great chat going on toight and I know you have fun in the chat and stuff but welcome to the panel and say hi to
thank you for having me welcome hi me hey what's up man what's up wait who who am I talking to right now who is this this is Jake oh hey what's up Jake old old guys Jamie can you come on the panel too Jamie I know I know you're
like usually shy and Jamie never comes on the panel but I talk to Jamie in P in not in person but on on chat I want Jamie to come up too because Jamie is such an awesome person and she's such a sweetheart I'd love Jamie to come on the panel but if you don't want her it's fine Jamie's a little bit shy sometimes on the panel but uh yeah Jake how' you find my show in the first place though and how like what what what attracted
you to my show and like why do you why did you say to say it to my on my show that kind of thing well I found it randomly one night when I randomly got compelled to look up tarot and then I found the live stream and then after that I just kept watch it felt compelled to stay yeah Jamie is awesome well you know I I se open I put open Panel in the in
like my search bar on YouTube tonight I was looking for open panels because I was trying to invite some people over to the show and stuff and my show is like the first show to pop up so it's like it's pretty cool it's like that's yeah and you know like when uh when you want goo like don't you like have to like pay
Google or something and put your like put your business up like higher on the list of a search engine sometimes well Google but Google owns YouTube and stuff like that but on YouTube I come up first and stuff like and I'm not even monetized yet when I get monetized and then I will have and then I'll like promote the Super Chat feature and then you YouTube makes money and so that will
like encourage them to put me higher in the algorithm too I don't know if I'm recommend it all the time but I know I'm coming up when you search for me that's the best sign right yeah you've got like some the best engagement behind the tarot tag for
sure I agree I agree uh that's I have the exact same story as Jake yeah the exact same story as Jake that's that's that's wild I let YouTube do its thing YouTube just kind of just plays you know like a uh you know the videos I just randomly this this video YouTube sent me
in my boyfriend right they put me in the his recommended and then he like found me right and then he sent YouTube sends me um like people in my chat and like people that like like my show and that that my show will appeal to it's so that's so cool you can meet your soul tribe here you can meet like people
that I was like listening yeah I was listening to to to the conversation and then like I heard psych talking and I'm like who is this guy and I came up and I looked and it was just like it was just like
Mayhem and I'm like oh this is I was like this is great this has got like I was like this is so juicy I can't I don't have a normal Terror show Jake how are you tonight like thank you for being in my chat tonight and the Jake I know what were you saying Jake you said you're like you're a a Satan
right you're the Satanist I he to theistic Satanism correct I when I was like 16 17 I was reading all my brother my brother practiced that I was probably 10 years old or maybe 8 to 10 years old when I brought this Satanic Bible and then the like lady at the store was like oh you're by the Satanic Bible she's like be careful with this right and then um
and then I read I was reading Satanic Bible for like the next eight years and then when I was 18 I joined the Church of Satan when you join the Church of Satan all you have to do is basically anyone can join but you have to fill out this 100 question questionnaire right and it's like a CIA kind of like they ask you all these personal questions on it and you so they build a profile of you so I don't know what how they use that for I don't know if it's all the
CIA behind it and stuff like that and it's all like some kind of it's and it's 100 bucks too to join but I'm a card carrying member I've never left it but I don't you know since since then since then grown be on the who you're you're laughing why are you laughing stop laughing at me this is that I've grown me on no no no no no I'm not laughing I'm just saying you're card car you're a
card caring member of the Church of Satan I just thought that was aw am well they actually send you a red card you this little red carard with an Le on and stuff like that and it's like I I don't think I have the card anymore wa that's what I'm saying I'm not laughing at you I just think that's awesome that's so
cool my brother my brother like he he like he was all about that you know it's good interesting read you know but like I I can't argue with the logic that's all I gotta say it's like good message right right Jake and we Jake and I like have like talked about I think we had a debate last night about and then we he was
talking about we order of nine angles and the Order of nine angels and like I think like a lot of it is like kind of you know Michael Lino too um Jake right Jake's microphone is off but Michael aino right and it's like he has the eyebrows that look like little horns on his on his on his face and stuff like that and I don't know if it's all CIA because he was a military he was
high in the military and stuff like that and I think he was also like another another character named Bill I don't know not Jordan Peterson it's like this guy named Bill something but um that looks like you guys talk about it I'm pretty bad with the names I'm bad with names too there's a guy there's another guy named Bill and he would like
all these guys that had these public seminars about Satanism and about and conspiracy theories I think they're most mostly government guys right and they're they're basically all these put they're just put out into the World by approved people to talk about and stuff like I I just I recognize a lot of people in the celebrity world that play different characters right and it's like all you need to have is like you
know like a little bit of a different look you know a little bit of a distinct look and you can like you can like blend in this in this world and become a different celebrities I think Amy wi housee is Lady Gaga I think um Justin Bieber is the weekend Marilyn Manson who else is what who else is he does he have another character he might
have another character character but I met Manson I met I went I been to like five Marilyn Manson colleges probably and I I met him once because he did an art show and I so he and I got the this poster with a it was called Coline it had a p sign on it it had Dill CLE and Eric Harr PE sign right so he signed that for me and shook my hand and
stuff I also know twiggy's ex-girlfriend Jessica she was in jack off Jill um you're back Jake yeah I've been here the whole time I just was up for a few minutes but yeah Jake have you studied aliser Crowley yeah he looks into Thelma and such uh her medic Order of the Golden
Dawn and whatnot is uh often heavily associated with his Works um right well wife did a lot of stuff right that Rose Kelly rose Kelly was the one that um that um that transcribed the book of the law and he was like his channel for that he also would have sex magic and he would like write down everything they said during the sex magic he also um he
also founded the LMA he also took over the Golden Dawn it was it was run by another guy and then he took over the Golden he basically like ran to went over there and like broke into the offices and like took over the whole the whole thing and but he also he was initiated in Mexico as a Mason and stuff like so Masons will say oh Al is not a Mason but he was a very decorated Mason right he had the Magic by Magic and
theory and practice by aliser Crowley right yeah by Master theion theon's like the Beast right it's a theion right Master theion he's also known as P Pabo and like a lot of different names he had a lot of pseudonyms he like basically brought all the Masonic knowledge to the masses or at least to his own secret society
now it's all to the masses everyone has he predicted like the age of Horus he predicted like um that how the he he basically founded rock and roll right he's on the cover of Sergeant Pepper's album right um and he he like predicted how he died broke he died well he died broke he was a heroin addict he died he died in like I think he he was in
comfortable nursing home but then at the end he was he said I think he said I'm perplexed he was like I'm perplexed yeah oh he had really good him toan right I love the him pan yeah um and Le you know Le's daughter um she I think she's Taylor Swift like a
contract man this shit's like a contract man I I actually read I read this dur in summer last year yeah a lot of stuff involved in a lot of that is very contractual well Crowley also said about like he said he really believed in the Oaths he was like Oaths are like non non-breakable all binding and once you
take an oath he was very into the oath stuff I'm against taking Oaths personally y I don't want to be those are contracts man that's a contract contracts right but pan I resonate with pan pan pan is pan is like um Baff pan is Capricorn you know Pan the story of
pan turn into Capricorn is like they had this uh this apus apus is I think the Egyptian okay but they or or no Bas was a Greek but and he was like this he started taking or no he was Egyptian but he started um attacking all the gods and all the gods started running away they turned into all the astrological signs
but pan turned into like this fish but because he's already goat this goat fish and stuff like that and so that's Capricorn right yeah um yeah that says oh on Oaks on poth or something hold on let me see I can't really I can't really see it but yeah he has guys you can read Crowley's work he's a trickster you have to like
take what he says yeah the O Theos you know Theos means Theos means god of the oath yeah on the on the oath on the o of the oath of the oath of the oath yeah yeah and guys when you say an oath that means like you say like I'll have my tongue cut out if I talk about this I like to be able to talk about anything that's
why I don't like I don't get into Oaths and I don't get into like secret societies where I have to like keep secret I'm a big mouth I'll probably give away all I'll probably give away all the secrets and stuff we have another ghost guest tonight oh J can we go Jake is back yeah sorry about that technical difficulties no problem that happens on the Y yeah I have this book
too I'll show you my book hold on unfortunately all my stuff is electronic CU I refuse to pay for it I am broke yeah this this was uh this book was actually given to me by my uh my friend Daman and yeah I think he was doing black magic me honestly with two other
people this book called Magic and it's like all four parts of it mysticism part two magic 2 Elementary Theory magic 3 and theory and practice and part Lia and this is how thick it is it is a thick big book pretty cool snap you
okay I'll Take It Off full screen hold on you first there you go you guys talk you guys talk I'm you got you broke up I can't I can't hear you you first cuz we were talking at the same
time anyway have you read uh or looked into the Lesser key of solivan uh Solomon yeah no uh I have't it has to do with like ritualistic summonings it's mostly associated with like demons and such
however the same methodologies that work for like demonic entities also work for Angels so it's mostly about the intentions of the user yes okay uh I have actually something I have something about that and um um in my book here that that I wrote you're talking about the the goaa
spirits right the go the 72 demons we're talking about yeah like Angels and Demons pretty much like we're talking about that okay so I have something about that in my book here I'm going to read it because it's say it's literally talking about that exactly let me see it's not in this one hang on
we also have the demons like we have we have Bell we have as asius we have Pimon we have that's the one dude he's crazy if you ever see the movie hereditary it's all about Pon right it's all about yeah that movie was crazy no so I
don't think it's in this so basically oh okay here we go yeah this is what I'm talking about right here so um here we go with Legions here we go uh okay so uh we were discussing the meaning of no that's like okay uh okay so okay yeah
that's it so it's like Legions like demons or Kings or Angels were all Center were all created by God right created for a very specific purpose each each representing or rather being that thing exactly like you know like a pure vibration right so a feeling an emotion an energy a vibration
a tone like angels and demons are vibrations like created by uh encompassed and reside within a spectrum of emotional frequencies right so it's like a spectrum right for like love and fear it's like a whole Spectrum High vibration low vibration and then it goes to like the center I guess like zero
whatever right or Omni or whatever you call it and um and so within that right so like you have there's a there's there's more on that so like uh when it comes to like lower vibrational forces you know they like he
says they they still they still answer still they work with angels right like there's the opposite of St Michael right St Michael has Legions of angels under him as if like St Michael was um protection and or like you know what's another thing that St Michael represents psyche or strength St Michael oh St
Michael I would say he's like he's like a solar angel I would say or is he an air Angel because he has a sword right no he's the king of Swords Michael's the King of Swords so he's he's like well bad example bad example bad example let's say let's say something like uh uh okay let's just say Aphrodite right Aphrodite that's the goddess of love right so the the goddess of love it
would would have its own vibration like her she has her own vibration right and our chakras our chakras yeah our chakras are like a cord it's like a cord you know so like our chakras are a cord right uh we could like tune our chakras or we could like to T tune our chakras to these exact frequencies like if you
can know if you knew the frequency of Love You This frequency of whatever you know you can actually you yourself tune these frequencies inside you to like vibrate at that and then just and be you know what I'm saying it's kind of like the condol Rising you know like um that's a good point catales
okay yeah go ahead if you want to get in touch with these frequencies study um study Hinduism because Hinduism has the all down like Ganesha is like the root chakra you to get through Ganesha and then you can like then you can have right Mantra right it's all about mantras and the the vibration sound
right yeah okay see uh yeah so like uh let me see uh okay so think of your soul is a musical scale a multi-layered tone or note that holds its own frequency vibration right this is this Oh wait just like there's seven musical notes like a b c d
e f right right right exactly you want to see this is this is like right for my journal right for my journal right here this what this is just this is what I'm reading from right this and it says exactly what you just said right so uh tone note that holds its own frequency vibration right and it for example and
it did like the uh g fshp e d CB a and then it goes on you know so then so the G major treble cleff right basically complete Soul would be like the whole G chord you know would be like FSH e wait is it yeah g g major is f Shar e d CBA
right so do like a a you know those are all the notes in the chord right so you you have it tuned a guitar yeah like if you have a tun yeah yeah a guitar exactly the bottom of the guitar almost the bottom they this this like our stomach is hollow and so it's
like okay yeah look okay yeah so so so so so so going on so going on that was like the low VI low low vibrational this is like emotional okay like emotional like emotional energy you know and it's like measurable you know what I mean um like science is proven like you know the existence of like how Our intention and
stuff like affects matter you know so there isit experiment right that too you know there there's something in it too like being observed right so so yeah so like that's another thing that kind right right right um The Observer you know um when it comes to like
resonance and like vibrations like you want I guess the I mean I don't know I would say if operating in low vibration like really dark low vibrational things like creates a lot of karma you know what I mean and uh and you literally stay out of the earth you get reborn into another Soul into
another body reborn you know like karmically you know so you you you dwell on the earth you know and if you take you make that choice every single time then that that makes you like a low vibrational entity technically you know what I mean you Harbor all of those experiences Harbor all of those intentions Har Harbor all of those like
you know that all that Karma you know so people can be reborn into like their own Karma you know there's just those people those toxic people you know what I mean they're just like reborn you know and it's like um they exhibit the same behaviors because it's the same energies you know just speaking through different peoples and like working its way into like relationships
and you know and then working its way into thought forms and stuff and then and then it's just like a massive like it's a it's like almost like an epidemic you know because it starts to what what happens is it like starts to resonate with everything you know like a G chord you know like you know it's like
G it's like a f sharp E D C B A and E is almost like the G is like almost like the seventh letter and like the seventh chakra and like then the G is on the Prem Masonic like the the G is the compass between the compass and the thing and that's like your the crown chakra they always want to steal the crown right it's also about the Kings
right the Kings have a crown of a lot of Co right you know so like so with the low vibrational stuff um the more people that like are like deal like are in the South node I suppose like South node resonates more with like low vibrational frequencies you know like emotional frequencies so
those that are in the South node you know can easily be like when it comes to disembodied entities okay which is another thing when you're talking about demonology and stuff like that and then like pulling pulling one through the through the the rip you know what I mean or or summoning one because they like Run free on Earth right now you know I guess God's working on New
Jerusalem supposed so like and so like when it comes to like summoning or like like uh like calling on those like low vibrations like you really got to understand like what you're channeling you know and like and for what purpose because like you can insult something you know you do you you do something for a really stupid
reason like you know on something really Petty and then like you'll you'll get totally for it you know what I meanon was about like summoning these en these demons but then he would like bind them and he would like T torture them and he would like put make them slaves
and stuff like that right I that right and so it's like Solomon is like is a little bit too controlling of the Demons I would say you can talk to them like friends and stuff like that they'll give you information they're like actually chill beings for they are they are of God they are of
God okay they are of God they have no they they're the forces that were created by God some of them resent like you know mankind or whatever but but literally they can't lower vibrational forces can't do anything other than be low vibrational they can't Ascend to any other level about what they were where they're at okay it's like impossible
human human beings were like because first all the all the Gin right the Gin were in charge the demons were in charge and then they created humans and and God was like bow to the humans and they're like no we're here first and stuff like that but God made the humans to be able to like bring the Angelic force and control the demon Force because the demon forces can work
with us instead of against us but they can have give them control they can have full control and they'll put us with our lower impuls they really want to be forgiven list thank you Tracy yeah that brings up a really good question yeah what is the ultimate motivation of the rebellion was
it like selfish for them to be power or was the more altruistic things so I've heard the that's that's that is that is a good that is a good question were you done I'm sorry the Rebellion Rebellion because Rebellion rebellion of like okay so Lu I'll put it this way so Lucifer was God's favorite cherub his covering Angel the leader of his choirs the most
beautiful angel right but Lucifer wanted to be like God and so God loved Lucifer so much he's like I'll give you your wish and it's like I'll make you the god of your own world and so he gave Lucifer control of the earth and stuff like that and so Lucifer had to fall to the Earth and he had to learn how hard it was to be God right but God still loves Lucifer
Lucifer still loves God and we're trying to like get back to God right but we have to like go through the whole Evolution all about and it's about Free Will and Free Will is like the gift God it's about it's about Pride it's about Pride go go ahead go ahead what was it was it okay the pride The Pride part of it okay I'll let Jake talk in a second but the pride part of it was like Lucifer wanted to be God when actually
he was like part of God and stuff like that but he wanted to be better than God or like bigger than God a creation it was a creation of God God created that right that God created that it's it's not a part of him it's like he created it we we we we are part like like we are
part of God we have the ability to ascend we have the ability to emit energy like we can create and affect the third dimensional world right we're also we're God's image we in God's image is God does God have a human image in a way is God like partly human where he's like both light beings light beings light
beings dude not but we're not we're not totally light beings because we have we were like light in the physical material shell right so we both the light and the dark us The Duality right meat suit computer me a meat computer yeah yeah me computer you said you had a theory you had a theory on something Jake yeah
let's hear Jake I'm sorry from the John Milton perspective the reason that Satan led the Rebellion had to do with the pain that mankind would feel because the plan was to have uh Jesus with the whole crucifixion thing from the paradise l in this book
Paradise Lost talk about right yeah yeah by what is it yeah yeah yeah Paradise Lost I'm familiar and also the John Milton quote is the mind is in itself its own place and it can create a hell of heaven and a heaven of hell we we have the free will to choose either right yeah and that was after the uh the
Rebellion but there was a Satan's motivation or Lucifer at that time was to eliminate the pain of mankind but at the same time that would also elim our Free Will so yeah right now now we're getting to the Prometheus Theory okay so Prometheus so free will you're right so basically so basically when uh when it
comes to like uh like demonology and things like that when someone when someone says a demon okay um they're thinking just like you know so I mean there's different levels of like entities right when it comes to like conscious entities right um but the dense energies there there some of them that aren't really even conscious
they're just present and just them being present will like will res will literally affect the area around it you know what I mean it's like how emotional energies can stain you know and have like residual hauntings and things like that you know but when when it comes to like disembodied entities like or when
pure with of like pure energy these things have never been human before right that's like you got to think of like everything that that encompasses like with all the legions that that low vibration from like wherever that one stands up down to zero that it it commands you know yeah and then you got
to think about the higher vibrational ones as well because if you decide to work with angels it's kind of the same but also the right it's a it's right no no absolutely and it's like a balance you know and but but for some reason it's a lot easier to like like a lot it's a lot EAS easier for most people to like uh to like catch on when you're talking about like the negative entities
when you're talking about like demons and things like that because it kind of like gets people's attention for some reason it got my attention you know and it's like the when it comes to angels too like Angels it's like the exact it's just you know there's a there's a there's a equal in opposite Angel for you know there's a exactly for every you
know that's like the in the song there's a story of Solomon and when when he summons all the all the demons and there's an always an angel to cancel him out so so go ahead so it's like you call so let's say a G major C or you can call it
m m like you know the the M you know uh consider every note in the scale from one octave to the next starting the lower octave g to g right there are eight notes total now replace each note with the with the chakras from the bottom to the top like root sacred solar
plexus heart throat third eye and Crown etc etc says every chakra must be at the correct tone in order to achieve resonance with higher vibrational energy or frequency so like you know like if they're all balanced you like create that that tone that resonates with like
um the higher good I guess you know like that's how you tape into like the Collective Consciousness right so like when you're a low vibration right you have like low thoughts you're tapping into the low vibrational sub like you know Collective Consciousness like where you find the demons and stuff you know especially where you're empathic or you have like
Intuition or you know you just observe it and we're giv these gifts right we're giv the gifts of intuition we're given the gifts of empathy we're giv these higher these higher gifts that will bring us to a higher place right we and we hand him the will to good we can also go give are all our lower impulses just like think we're just like a material being think of ourselves as demons I
think thinking ourselves as demons as much a mistake as thinking ourselves as God we think of ourselves as humans we can see like both sides of it right we we can be the mediator we can like try to bring them together because I think we're both like children of like the Satan and God like Satan's a beautiful woman maybe that's why they call that's why they call them mediums Yeah medium we're the
intermediaries right we're between both sides right get and everyone everyone is all human beings are right I don't like to I'm Bingo there's a difference I'm Bingo there's a difference there's a difference what what go ahead I said I'm bilingual there's a difference biling yeah it's bilingual
bisexual what whatever you want to be bilingual this means know you know you know more of the language you know it's a bilingual you speak you speak both sides right you know how to speak both both languages right you can communicate
both right okay see I said everyone understand what I said to you yeah I do you said you said uh you said uh wait did you say you are my daddy papy right or
daddy yeah CCC C scum brought up so what do you guys know about like the vampire stuffs like the mythologies behind that about vampires real quick I'll say like scum say scum say we're all we're like human beings are vampires okay well human beings we're we're basically the top of the food chain
until you get to the aliens and then the the vampire aliens and then the zombie vampire aliens it gets higher and higher right we basically zombie vampire alien unicorns yeah zombie vampire the unicorns are the highest zombie vampire alien unicorns are like the top of the food but us on Earth we're like we can we eat every species and we know how to
trap every species and then we trap ourselves too right and we can put each other on hierarchies and stuff like that so at the end of the day we all are human we all have this Divine part of us that's what's really special about being human is like we have this Divine us how are you guys doing yeah so you don't so so not only so not only put that on the pedestal but you you got to put the dick on the pedestal
too probably said some stuff like that yeah let me see wait really he did oh yeah probably talked a lot the specifically like the imery the archetype behind
projection spero or SP whatever he was really into that he probably he probably had really good dick jokes he probably had a really good he probably had really good dick jokes Carley was like by bisexual before being bisexual was cool it was like when it was a very secretive thing and he was like openly bisexual and like experim he was about
experimenting basically and he didn't know the truth basically but you know he got close to it but he was about and what he said was experiment and like take things take life as an experiment try things and see what the result is and like he the scientific method all put out and that's like also B but our Science is based on that too today making experiments having theories but
not not not thinking of the ultimate truth but experimenting and trying for ourselves and our own experience right yeah exactly yeah where did that's kind of like what I've been doing since I was like fourth grade oh yes oh I recognize those symbols what do you mean your book of knowledge where from
which where does it all originate all this stuff up yourself yeah recogniz yeah it's artistic it's intuitive it's like CH it's channeled right yeah this is a this is a this one right here is like thought House of reflection stray ideas and Reflections as spheres of thoughts
merging col us and becoming new ideas uh son sonar P or sonar pings like you know hidden deaths ripples in water right um and then there's uh this one's also a really good one this one right here that one's good it's like expansion
right but you got to go like this you spiral out you don't want to just go straight out because you're going to like challenge challenge yourself let's just put it that way have you have you been contacting entities
uh there was one that there was one that um that presented itself to me in a dream actually wrote The Dream down um and it was really crazy too you've got some stuff there that like people don't usually have a hold of
and really the only way people get a hold of that is like by doing Spiritual Works yeah I mean the the sources come from everywhere dude like uh like there's like there's sign and meaning in everything it's all about the associations and experiences and which ones you choose to like acknowledge you know what I mean and and you can
literally make it it's just so hard getting in getting into like the right uh feeling or the right mindset you know because there's so much like illusion everywhere and then everyone's illusioned by the Illusions and it's kind of hard to like I don't know sometimes it's just like you know sometimes you just like Jump On In you know for a
dip uh but but yeah there's so like basically with uh uh so in the dream okay it was crazy too this is just um see yeah in the dream okay so this so in the dream there was like this um
okay uh hang on okay 's see happy okay happy laughing good feelings I was in is it so I was in school again felt like starting a new year at a new school new grade like high school this is my dream or something again I was with someone I don't rightly know if it was Oho that's my brother he died but kind of felt like
it might have been or maybe he was there I don't know exactly either way I was figuring out my schedule or going to my classroom seeing all the people who were there with me some were similar versions of people that I was in high school with like this girl L shinski she's the one that stuck out wait she's the one that's
stuck out uh Katy pericone Carly Barett Tina Cosby I'm just a name Con on my homies all the all the um all the cool uh quirky alternative types uh with smarts are the ones that held high academic ability in my eyes anyway all right so as I who as so as I and whoever
I was with uh let me see I don't can't read that uh I whoever I was with will'll call them two okay so listen to this part this this part just came together completely organically and and I'll continue right so okay so so so as I and
whoever it was I was with we'll call him to or maybe SPI okay because like the number two right as in two in Spanish right in in in Spanish to is you like when you say no to you know like no U okay so U is St right and SP would be
like number two right or maybe SP right u in Latin like right right right now listen now listen it keep like like it gets crazy so like this is navigated our way so we navigated our way through the Halls during the uh during the grace period in between classes locating where our next classes were to you know were
to like begin right so I noticed the cafeteria lunchroom area and took time to see who was around leisuring about more or less scoping out potential hotties or crustworthy eoad uh decided this stream was as decided the stream companion of mine slightly resembling my brother in energy
not act not visually would be called V2 svi Tu okay and I looked into it right spe to in check okay so I said and so I looked it up because I was like that sounds like something so interest interesting enough I just looked up Googled the word spu and here is what I
found the downloads are incredible back to back to the message right one two 3 4 on the clock so it's one two 3 four on the clock when I when I was like you know like like noticing this right 1 2 3 four progress right forward movement order of operations uh Divine time right Vu as a
surname is taken as the first part of a person's inherited family name Clan or in some cases uh patri uh patronic or whatever patri patri I don't patronic I don't know uh so that's how you say it in cck or whatever Russian in the Hindu language and Marti whatever right and
the translation and in transliteration so so in the Hindi language and translate transliteration I see you in Latin okayu me you right okay or two yeah two and then you right and then I see you is that's how you say it in Latin or it's in Latin right I've noticed V2 in many
other dreams like so like this person it's kind of like someone that you see in your dream that like you know in the dream but you don't know like you know in the dream but you don't know in real life you know what I mean yeah so like yeah so like to right so that that so someone that's think your compan your friend you know but but you don't know this person but you know them in the dream basically and they're
different every time or whatever but that's what I just that's the that's the that's what I named it right and in many other dreams right so I saw them in many other dreams always manifesting as a handsome likable attractive funny adventurous mischievous rebellious kind helpful resourceful intelligent independent positively flirtatious encouraging not in a negative not a
negative influence but one who promotes inspire action towards Free Will curiosity expression experimentation experience and what is it acquiring knowledge through actions that naturally inherit experiences knowing and learning Right male comrade a rather ideal desirable companion as I said he is with
me or is present in many other dreams that's that's like what I received about this person like you know this a spe to or whatever uh so I just couldn't quite identify who it might have been but knowing that I somehow knew this person well based on how deeply rooted this air of familiarity that encompasses our connection which makes sense which why I
thought or suspected it could have been seison it's my twin brother right even when seison was alive I would I would see S2 uh and we'd be on all kinds of Adventures in situations the one dream I had with Anita and the elevator Hotel the weird I wrote about that earlier or like you know like back back weird Shadow Gothic mind my mom was being that
times F2 and myself along with Josh and honeycom RP restricted areas ventilation chefs and yeah so we were B basically we like like explore together right or he's always there like an exploration type thing right so just stay with me or stay with me so the hotel that an on it was having her get together right again
again in another again in another school dream I mean two other school dreams right uh one on a school bus just about to leave a field trip we decided to screw this and then jumped out of the rear emergency exit door and ran off a couple other students also jumped out after we took off the other took place
in a in an old condemned abandoned and dilapidated school this one was it was like s Hill TP this one had questionable struct this one had questionable structural Integrity as it was falling apart resembling dark the dark dimension in a silent hill game yeah comp complete with the sketchy
crumbling stairwells and inaccessible floors giant creepy coverboard ATS you know uh py and rope elevators like the like Notre Dame style Bell Tower we found a girl that was living in the building who showed us around you get the point many others I can actually remember remarkably that I'll get to later or else uh elsewhere eventually
and then so uh forbears IQ I don't know what that I can't remember what that means in English so it's the website oh yeah it's the website that I the names in India nor whatever so I cited my sources right so Mor Mor so swe to so uh the dream I got to get this part I before I forget right uh after passing the lunchroom spotting a few bits of eye candy here and there I don't know why
I'm playing gu spy uh I don't know why playing gu spy was so pre prevalent in my dream or why Finding cute dudes was like heavily noted I have no idea this was just happening right S2 and I along with this raver version of L spent our uh spotted our designated CL it was the lecture hall s sort of like Auditorium students clamoring entering through the
doors Smiles all around excitement in the air laughter and and exclamatory yups and screeches a teacher or Professor stood in the hall in front ushering kids uh welcoming students and redirecting others sweet to and L continued walking past as I stopped great Prof okay so to get the professor she was an older cheerful woman with the small she look like Mrs Claus
basically type of hair I promised uh say I promised this wasn't as hogarty as it on so this lady tells me that there are guests what is it guest inspirational speakers doing a lecture right so it was Mitt Romney and New York as in flavor flaves ex-wife from I love New York super random so she goes in she goes on to say that I have the option to
attend a lecture or write a paper on some like French dude right and I was like okay whatever so I couldn't even spell the name uh I said thanks and walked off the walked off in the direction that feu and body walked off it right so we were we were ditching class basically so uh suddenly after leaving the the school I find myself at
at a campgrounds where music was playing now too much time not now too much time has passed to remember details from this part of the dream but all I know is that there were lots of laughing like full on guardal laugh tijing laughter we began to look at the sky the sun was going down this is the part right here some guy came out of his tent and called me
over to get a better look at the Moon right so he he could show me something I don't remember what he called this phenomena but it had something to do with the moon partially eclipsed but still catching a direct Ray of sunlight so like it was like the moon he pointed it out and it was like the moon and it was like a little Shine On The Moon that
was like kind of reflecting light but it was like I don't know if it was like coming from the moon or if it was just like that little beam of light before eclipses or whatever right and so I uh I pointed out so like looking super bright producing its own like reflected beam I shined super it shines super bright I remember pointing out the position of the sun because the sun and the moon
were kind of both the sun was going down but the moon was out and that signified nearly a nearly approaching Eclipse much like the one I I saw in Minnesota at Crystal sky during the Lionsgate portal that was pretty much the end of the dream so basically so I looked at the name spu right spu the translation is like your entourage
okay it's like the people that you carry with you it's also translation for for light or
shine very interesting yeah okay and so they so light or shine you know I name them spu and that that translates to light or shine or like or literally quite literally the reflection of light that you receive off of a
planet and and you can look you can look this up if you want too svi Tu okay and and and and that's and then and you like what I read to you was is how literally I put the name and everything together of this thing so it was like I think that was a manifestation or has been a manifestation of an extra dimensional
being because it is in dream space do you think it could be a human perhaps meeting you within the dream space I've had experiences like that like have you ever like so you like write something down right like after you wake up and then the person that you're supposed to be contacting they write something down and then you're supposed to like have had that phrase
shared between you in the dream and then if you both write it down like without actually telling each other what it is okay okay hey psyche psyche py you know what he's doing that that that is a perfect um that is a perfect uh what is it auto what is it the um uh that WR uh
oh man the the girl the lady she was going to Auto writing not a it's purely platonic my guy wait what's on I was just responding to one of psyche's comments I'm still listening buddy oh it's not it's not it's not
yeah this this is all platonic man we're having a discussion I mean you're part of this your part of this discussion too but yeah yeah I was just listening intently to what he was saying P come back yeah no B you know cuz um like it's uh it's something that's like
extremely it's it's something that's extremely significant because uh uh I'm I've I feel like I've experienced uh like I know like I like I I do feel like beings have presented themselves to me I I I do know actually I actually can
prove that the fire Spirit like the fire the fire Spirit or Spirit of fire has like showed itself to me on a couple of occasions in the fire Through Fire it's like beings like the beings like that I don't know like what are some of
your experiences like have you had any have you had any experiences with with other
beings
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hello there we go there we go okay sorry about that back on every now and decides to screw me over I'm still I'm telling you technical difficulties no I'm saying um uh entities I'm saying like our our our beings like like what's have you had
any experiences with with those yeah I've had quite a few of those types of experiences throughout my days a few of them induced intentionally a few of them just kind of organically okay
um the the the Earthly ones they're pretty fair uh Earthly entities I it's kind of a a wide category because that could be anything from like B to like myal creatures to like Rogue entities
exactly yeah yeah ghosts Stu like that pretty wide yeah yeah right that's what I'm saying it's like it's like fair you know you like you don't know what you'll run into it's kind of like like it's like you turn into Antman and you like fall into a glass of orange juice with high
pulp in my dreams I feel like every time I have a dream it's extremely significant either I'm being told something like message or more likely more often I should say anyway it's like a go somewhere like I'm interacting with other people or something
right um I don't know um dream journals are kind of difficult to upkeep but those are good to have where's wait for his input I don't know I don't know but I gota let my dog I gotta let my dog in see if it come in
finally there he is there's the man of the hour good to see him I'm here me a minute but whatever whatever you want to ask me I can talk about anything we have another guest tonight let's welcome beus kitties to the panel my besti right here meow meow meow meow hiow meow meow
meow meow meow what do you think about dreams VA what dreams you about dreams oh yeah I can go all into it sometimes I think like um what if we're living like we live reality in a dream and when we're awake it's actually like a dream have
you guys ever thought about that like reversed oh life is a dream life is a Dream It's merely merely merely life is that a dream right it really is have you ever thought that like what if When We're Dreaming it's like our subconscious mind and really experiencing like like real life but when we're awake
it's only like minimal have you is it just me am I thinking crazy I think our life is like like what we're talking about but our life is like a dream we're like more more lucid dream where we have some more control and then that dream when we go to dream it's like more of like our subconscious playing and stuff because bad things will happen
in our dreams like things we never want to happen will happen in our dreams we can play the Psycho Drama just like a play but on our life our life is more like real and stuff like so when bad things happen in our life it's more real in our dreams we can contact our loved ones in our dream we can um fly in our dreams we can like imagine things and sometimes good things sometimes bad things but it's like things that we
never want to happen in our real life right so some of my my some of my dreams were true that'd be really scary because I've had some scary dreams right but it's always when you wake up and and you're like I yeah I've had really scary dreams and it came true like years later but not in my life like I I witnessed like you know you know some kind of like
a like plane crash thing like about it was like by the shore ocean and everything and then like a couple years later it happened somewhere exactly alike it was crazy but um I don't really know what what it is what it is about dreams but sometimes I feel like that's like our real subconscious and like have
you guys ever had dreams where you think it could be like your past life like you um like I'll give you an example ex I used to have this dream where I was some kind of a middle eastern princess but I was getting married to like a molian I don't know if they were like Chinese or Mongolian um prints and it was like all
done in in like truth to get like two countries together it was like forceful marriage and we're like in this Carriage thing where they would carry around it was like the weirdest thing ever but I always was like What if this really happened like way back in the you know who knows history and I never knew about it crazy again I'm a little
crazy I think we're all a little bit mad here right I think that's the beautiful thing about life is like to be a human is to be mad right I don't get mad I don't get mad I don't get mad mad mad mad I got I only got mad like 20 times aight no I'm saying it's mad like crazy like the treasure cat the treasure cat
says we're a little bit mad here in Wonderland right we're all mad
we're having a great show tonight time have you guys have you ever had a dream like let's say you have a dream that Meer is like flirting with another guy and you wake up and it's so real you're pissed off at him for no reason and it's like it was a dream I'm giving an example like I had this dream like I was
my and then and then you up be he was on with my friend I woke up I was in the B worst mood and he's like what's your problem and I'm like you and he's like what did I do I was like you were with curly in my dream he's like what the like what is it
am I like getting accusing up but we both get jealous over we both get jealous like me and I that that's how I know he loves me because he got jealous and I got jealous and then it's like see if the other person even cared and they didn't care like so like I didn't really it's like it's not more like so I so I have a like I kind of
sort of have a new look on jealousy right um because I've been kind of like I I have been I mean I don't know like it's kind of hard to admit to even yourself that like you were jealous of it of something right or like you know more or less like you got to like pinpoint what jealousy actually feels
like you know and yeah I think you know and and I I know you know I I I like I know what jealousy feels like you know it comes from like self- wounding you know because like everyone's going to be jealous of something else you know something that they feel like they're in lack of it's like the lack mentality you
know what I mean and um or being left out mentality you know uh not you know like not being a Low Mentality kind of deal um that's like where I think all of this like derives from
what I say is like jeal is about like okay so go ahead be I said was that muser talking because he's Frozen and I couldn't tell that was me sorry no I was just moving I was I was I just wasn't I just wasn't
moving you was just weren moving yeah um just oh hi baby what look at wait is that oh that's tricks any news wait where's any news from Magic no I love I love my blanket out also my neighbors started bringing
Freya into the house and like I went outside today and their like screen doors were like claw through and like knock like through look at this look there Rudy's there hi Rudy hi oh
in the RV in The Gatekeepers and and trans L you're in the cat RV Traditions using their Whispers And St let him just do IRL in there let him just do his IRL in RV he's probably
filming like you know doing his only F or her just l so when it comes so when it comes to like so it comes to like entities do do you believe in like disembodied so like disembodied burdens like people's burdens that like that are disembodied it's like they're like it's almost like dust mites or whatever you know if you ever seen my uh my neighbor
tooro the little dust Sprites but like the really the critters version of those you know because they attach themselves if you're at a low vibration and you resonate with that with that thing it's going to stick to you it's not necessarily alive but it's still ests you know space around you because your vibration gets
lowered it's like the Walkins okay so the walking theory is where you leave your body because you're like basically your soul leaves your body and you like leave your body alone and then there's walk-ins that are like waiting to like inhabit a body and stuff and so people people Souls b a thought a
thought straight up it's just like when you um let's say either you're walking or you just see your own shadow or something like you see your another like something like that like I'm you know like you're let's say was telling me that um he was walking or he was just in his house and
like walking and then all of a sudden he saw somebody there and it was like like it was himself it was like an outer body experience where he was like okay look yes yeah so i' i' I've seen exactly that before like I saw a copy of myself uh fast forwarded like in a few
years it was like in the reflection of reflection so it's like it's like uh it was like a different timeline or whatever is that what you're saying well I don't know I've never experienced that ever so I don't know I was trying to understand what you mean by that like outer body experience uh it's basically where when
your body some but spirit someone well it's but usually attached by a cord you're like golden cord that cannot be severed like this like spiritual cord you can go explore outside your body especially when you dream and stuff like that and you can go meditate and you can go outside your body and stuff like that you're still attached to your body with a cord it's like it's like you're with a on a balloon or something like that and you
still have the tether to the world and stuff like that no want like leave your body for too long so so so it's it's it's linked to it's it's linked no no no so so when it when it attaches itself to you it's linked to your subconscious and your and your conscious right and your like waking conscience right so you know it manifests in your waking conscious and it also and it resides in your
subconscious as well because it's all in your frequency like your whole vibration is altered because you have let's say you know if I hit like if I had a guitar string right like you know I hit the note but if I put something on the Note like a cotton ball like it's going to dampen the sound basically right so that's that's kind of like what these like disembodied entities or like attachments like when they said like
spiritual attachments that's kind of like what it's doing you know and the only way that you're going to be able to shake those off is by raising your frequency meaning you have to be extra loud doing it so that these things shake like are no longer a match and then like fall off you know but like that type of healing is extremely difficult having like uninvited guests into your
house because we have this house our body is like our house right and so we can invite these beings in and then they if you invite too many in they invite their friends and then they take over your house and stuff like that and then and they can kick you out of your own house right yes yes yes okay so yeah that's what we call possession a possession go ahead Echoes and
vibrations so like with vibrations so with vibrations right so like it dampens your your your vibration right you have to like uh like you know get I'm saying it it it manifests as well like okay think of think of a thought okay think of egregor like an egregor you know what those are it's like it's a
group also group Spirit like several people have the same Spirit right yes you guys want SC me I want to get scared don't get scared think of think of that think of that as a thought form think of that think of that as like a a thought form or it's like a
we create the vessel we create the yeah we create the body right and then whatever you know the body becomes a vessel right but if if there's a vessel that's like disembodied it can be used it can be possessed and used as a vessel so like you can get lower lower dimensional beings in to have effect on the 3D by taking the next step into this
thought form okay so like jealousy our thought form on jealousy is like an egregor essentially but but it goes way deeper than that you know when it comes to right exactly so people say about gangs like certain like a thought thought thought thoughts right also g g
they have the same mind it's like same mind in a lot of bodies right and it's like like I said thoughts F thoughts thoughts it's like if the same there can be demons that can take over several bodies at a time and they'll all have the same thoughts and so they'll be saying things almost telepathically you'll think oh they're telepath no it's
like they're just being taken over the Same Spirit talking to you different precisely yeah that's that's that's exactly that we made that point earlier on in the show too we we were saying exactly that you know like it uh it manifests to different people you know uh and the more you vibrate with that frequency or the more you resonate
or the more power you give it really you know like and the power is in thought yeah you know because it's the Observer it's the Observer experiment hold on let me say something I think that's why I never see anything because I never really give it any power or that much thought like I maybe because I don't
believe it I don't see it does that make sense happens with the spirit when they say you have a spirit in the house and people have see like Paranormal Activity they're saying don't acknowledge it right because when you acknowledge it you're giving it power you're like leaving in and stuff like that if you ignore it yeah it basically go away you've noticed it as soon as you've
already noticed it it's going to so okay so so I was I was going to make a point earlier when we were talking about like astral like the being on the astral plane or astral travel right we were we were like referring to that um being outside of your body uh anyway so like on the astop plane okay um there was a book there was a book I was reading that had a chapter on astop projection right
and um it said something about uh seeing seeing anim on the astop plane while your Astro projecting is like or in dreams even those are like um those are those are messages those are like guides and stuff right so like the whatever rep whatever the animal and whatever state it's in it represents something that's like significant right and that's like
the Angels talking to you now um when it comes to what were we were just talking about uh being outside of your body okay when you see in your environment when you see in your environment on the astral plane if you see anything that like develops two eyes and if you see a face basically you see two eyes and nose and a mouth on the astroplane you're told not to acknowledge it because it's an ENT per
it's a potential entity that's going to like latch on to you now like that man IAL to I'm confused is this in your dream or is this like in reality like when you're awake your dream or imagination as plan is your dreams or imagination or like whatever you see when you like close
your eyes and like can go somewhere else that's the astral plane like whatever is not I believe you listen to guided meditation and it's peaceful and all these like things you're going to have like peaceful dreams right and then if you are watch like I'm confused well not always because conflict is inherent with
Enlightenment I don't know I guess I you guys are so deep and you you know you guys are so deep and I I look at par yeah no just I I love the deep conversation too guys we don't have to go so deep we can like party tonight no no I like it I love it I I just you know
I I'm just sometimes I think I need to expand my imagination it's good to mle over it's just good to M over you know because uh go ahead have you ever seen uh the Harry Potter movies read the books okay Harry Potter never read the books I did see the movies you know the scene where like they're all practicing the defense
against the dark arts against the Dementors and stuff yeah in layman's terms that's what we're doing great I guess the only ter I've had OU experience is when I did shrooms mushrooms like just chocolate mushrooms oh man that's a good time yeah that's
expect wait wait wait expecto felo it's like what the hell is happening over here you know what am I see Pronto Pronto C spells like uh oh here he goes let make sure
everyone in the chat we have 10 people in the chat tonight we four hours and still got 10 people in the chat here we got Meer here we got our friend um our friend Jake here and uh we're just having an awesome chat we're talking about difficult subjects and deep subjects I like I like us being able to talk about these and we can
debate and we can like um we can think about them and have fun and stuff like that but yeah I really like this conversation and I think we're going in a good direction totally it's it's a it's it's expression it's like uh it's it's that's what I'm saying like it's a when when I've been like telling everybody like barking about this like planet alignment thing like for the 28th
right where we're in like literally a mouth we are in the mouth of a giant portal and then you I mean it's no longer it's still um I know no it's no longer 222 like we missed the mini portal but like I you know I feel like more B is 6666 right right right so that's so that's so yeah so that's like
progression right because it goes all the way to like you know five anyway uh change right so we have to shed our skin in order to like go through this portal okay the planets are aligning on the 28th and so that's the portal right there like it's an eclipse like all the planets are all aligned you know that's like align all the sh there's like the
same amount of planets as the same chakras yeah on the 28 yeah it's literally happening right now you can go like yeah you can look up at the sky right now and look at it it's happening right now yeah you can see it there's a like I think it's like Mars I can't remember who it was like Mars Mars
Venus Jupiter Saturn uh and Mar Venus Earth Neptune M it's m that's that's a progression of the planets Mars ver Venus Earth Neptune um right but but the ones that are going to be in line the ones the the planets
that are going to be aligned right I'll look I'll look at up right now so but but yeah on the 28th the 28th is supposed to be where it aligns but like there's a there's a opening right of the mouth which is like leading up to just like in full moon it's like 3 days before is like super heavy
and hit and then it WIS so like so with this uh this alignment okay exactly and you got to be balanced okay you have to be balanced have be be like raise your vibration and be in good spirits don't be on anything that like
is is bringing you down okay anything fling or dampening your you got to just literally the the theme the theme is the theme is literally to just let go like straight up let go even if it's just for this couple of weeks dude if you could literally make it that far you're you'll be good okay
that's like literally cutting off all of that like you have no more ties to whatsoever like you are done and you are on the path V one okay all adjustments will be made as necessary after that point on because of free will of course you know but still that's this is the one you want to make it to when the plets are aligned the
chakras are aligned and because the chakras you can't be either body they Lin you go straight up your brain it's the year of the snake of the snake said you're the snake for crying out loud cini calini or Rising okay like not all the
but you know we can at least try we can at least try I am a Cancer born in the year of the bull right on I'm a rabbit okay I'm a Aquarius but I'm a cancer yeah cancer
Rising though cancer Rising Aquarius I am directly in the center Rising I'm a Taurus and I'm a rabbit you're a rabbit too nice so we got we got we I'm Tracy's I'm one of Tracy's rabbits I'm a monkey I'm a monkey I'm
like a goat I'm a goat monkey um Aquarius I'm like an alien right I'm an alien goat monkey that's what I am Prometheus yes it's like the firstus prome like love he created Humanity actually he loved human beings
and he saw human beings were like Naked and Afraid in caves cold shivering yeah he's like he's like I want to bring them fire the gods were like no don't bring them fire they'll be happy they can cook stuff and fun it's kind of funny how you embody that energy but yet you're you you were
born in the year of the monkey it's like it's like only what's his name um I just said his name uh uh what was that God's name that I just called you Prometheus okay not God whatever uh Prometheus I said Prometheus it'd be it's funny that Prometheus would incarnate in a body born in the year of the
monkey right right I don't know I was also born in the year of the too it was kind of between the and the monkey I'm January 7th the New Year's Fe February 2nd or February 7th or whatever I'm between the and I'm like a chicken monkey alien goat kind of monster right I'm still a cool guy guys
don't don't judge me okay sounds pretty F sounds like a fairy to me sounds a fairy to me sounds like a fairy yeah I'm a big fairy I'm like a big fairy okay I'm like a king I'm like the king the king of the fairies in a way I don't know what what do they call
him hold on the king of the fairies what's his name midmer Night Dream Tyrone it wasn't oh I was think I I was thinking Goblin King I'm I'm thinking David hold on who's Tatiana's husband I have to look at taana Tatiana means
Queen of the fairies Tana okay um she was married to this guy oh I have to look it up hold it's it's a it's a Goblin King getting attacked by trolls that's this channel we haven't
been I got poor mom three times tonight my first three I got porn bom one time last night his name is obaron o r i o n OB they're gonna just change their names like mine was so good that I couldn't even believe that I had a guest up his name is eldo
they used his picture they did a pre-recording of his voice because I even It On full scream I'm like ELO is that you he's like yeah it's me and then I'm like okay I put them on layout and then in a minute he goes hold on I'm G to change my picture and he changed it into the you know naked black gu picture and that's
how I got porn bomb and then I got bombed and then I had to restart my stream I started my stream like four times yesterday because I was trying to keep this video up for a purpose you know and boys too you hear the high pitched like frequencies they use in it it's like it's like some kind of disturbing frequencies they use sometimes they just
use that instead of the porn bomb tonight this might take four tonight because I got porn bomb really good like they can literally use my picture listen to like like kind of like if you're a guy imitate your voice record it and then bring it I've had this done to me with two separ people
it's insane they use AI everything but you guys think I you guys you guys you guys think I have ADHD they have like way too much time in their hands if they're like sitting there recording people's voices and like have it to a porno video and like putting on their computer and they're
sitting there for hours trying to figure out how to ruin our shows for 10 seconds and then we always win because we're like quicker than they are we already know that really is like it sucks when you have like a 100 people watching and you're on something right like you're on a subject and then all of a sudden you have to restart all that again it's like they usually do it to me when I have
like a lot of people watching when I have like few they don't do it but late at night these times yeah there is a bunch of people that are just looking to raid and play around you have to be really careful as you was like it was like the fourth channel the fourth stream I did it came out in 10 like 10 seconds and somebody
name I didn't recognize weird name that was different than their other name and I was like you definitely need a backup Channel just in case you know so you a back this channel is Almost monetized guys it's just because V and I are doing so well we're gonna attract some some shitty people to us that's why tiger butterfly I'm gonna
tell you why you need a back channel it's not because you need a backup channel to protect this channel so let's you know you get a strike for one week say you have to be very careful so not to get porn bomb or anything right so you can use your backup channel to stream there and then come back to your main Channel and a week later when your
restriction is over and then God forbid your main Channel ever goes down everybody can find you on your second channel right if I need to if I if I need to like start another Channel and have people I can get 50 50 subscribers in a day I can do it because I have yeah all the people that subscrib here will
subscribe there as well yeah right and you know it's like most of my sub I don't know if I'm Shadow banned or not because I've been I've had enough negative stuff in my algorithm to be Shadow Bann I don't think I am but if I am I think you're fine hey I think I'm you it's a monetization is not even the
most important thing to me but I am almost monetized on this channel it was like a six month seven month of me doing these shows like many hours and stuff like that and getting the subscribers getting the hours and stuff like that it'll be another up crime how can how can you how can you be a shadow how can they like Shadow ban you when
you literally are a card holding member of the Church of Satan you're like that's like that's like your Platinum Plus for the Shadow not it's not people that are doing it it's really the algorithm it's really like the the algorithm here like it has AI That's the that's the entity
that's the entity I've been talking about yes yes I don't know I don't know I don't know what I don't know the name I don't know the name I don't know the name let me just tell you the name is iwas and then how do you spell it a i w
it's AI I just call it ai ai it's AI you can call it I you call I or the I okay it's just artificial intelligence just picking up on you know key words and you know or or people will do this they will porn mom you and Report you right away it's either one of those two
Al it's trying to it's it's I've never had one strike I haven't had one strike and I've been poor mom 50 times at least 50 times yeah but guess what I I had one strike just one and that whole week I didn't stream just because of that I was so scared of streaming cuz that's it said if you get another strike then it's going to be like two week probation so you never
know when it's going to happen you it could be just perfect timing for that person because usually when you get porn bomb you delete it right away or you private it right so if you don't catch it right right yeah you can get a strike no I'll say is that you taught me how to deal with it and so that one strike you had that I'm the worst person
I get more porn bomb than anybody else because I drink when I stream and if I don't drink I would be on top of it but when I stream I usually drinking beer so I'm off you know like I'm sorry about last night I was so drunk oh no no problem how drunk I how drunk I last night and I went with me I was like have to
go remember was here Joe was here Joe is here and Joe bisexual and all this Jo was like talking all he was admitting everything like Joe was like drunk bisexual guy like he never said that on any other channel or anything I think I think I think I I think he started having a crush on
me me everyone has a crush on everyone has a crush on me everyone falls in love with Meer they tell me I've known Joe for like a really long time um gets really really drunk and he gets feisty whether it's like women or men but I think I don't I don't know I he has had girlfriends and everything he
might be bisexual but after you guys ended your life and you went to do your cute thingy like oh let's go just you know talk and everything I saw Joe at Good Times panel I mean in in his chat he was begging to come up you know and good times in a grumpy mood and he's like no $25 for anybody that wants to come out so I was like please let Joe up
he needs a buddy so he was like okay so he want he was up there with good times um be Joe is in such a good he such a good Moon last night he had his legs behind his head and stuff like that and was like he's like say I'm bisexual he's like love me love me he like he was he was like really he say right indirectly without saying it I always thought the
same yeah he saying directly last night he was like I'm a bisexual guy he was saying he told me everything like really I never heard him say that another Channel he's always like I'm a straight guy like you know you're whatever last time he was like I'm a bisexual guy you mean I call him out all the time for being bisexual all the time he was saying he was telling me he was saying
that himself he was saying I'm bisexual yeah he does he's like yeah maybe a little that's why I always told him if he comes to California we're definitely hanging out because I like people I like people like that you know they're open and they're funny but yeah now he's a sorry he might just dropped the n word you have to be careful with that you know I know well Jamie Rose I had to
kick Jamie Rose off the pant I I didn't mean to she was just like I was doing tarot and like we were trying to do tarot and like send messages to her because she was asking for tarot reading and then she was like you guys are you guys are dumb you guys are stupid she was just like laughing like and I was like she just being rude and and I was like Jamie I love you but
you're being disrespectful and I told her few a few times before she went off the panel I was was like Jamie it's my craft it's my job it's my love and you're like making fun of it and just like making a mockery of it and and nothing nothing we could say would like make her change her mind nothing we could tell her no messages she would not
accept any messages she's hurt but I know she's hurt and Jamie I love you and I had to kick you off I'll talk to her yeah don't worry yeah yeah I love her so much love her so much skepticism is totally fine but when you're like oh you're stupid you're dumb and saying mean things no Jamie gets a little she
gets a little naughty sometimes most of the time she you know she gets a little naughty I it's not just you it was another on Sam Man's panel but I I blame that one on S you know and he kicked her off so I was like I don't know she gets she's a little feisty one Bea tonight Barry emailed me he's like samon wants Sam has summoned you he said samon wants you
really such an instigator so Sam's panel and samon was like really super cool and Sam's like oh you're gonna hit on me and say you want to spread my cheeks and clap my cheeks I was like I was like no Sam man because I have a boyfriend now and uh I'm not gonna hit on you anymore I just want to like chat and we were having a good chat and then some chicken in his chat I
forgot her name and she was like she's like oh if you eat a lobster you're gonna go to hell because um because you know there cace and and any like it's in the Bible and I was like well you know Al in the Bible you can't go to the bathroom without without going to hell she said I didn't ask your opinion she's like just shut the up she said oh
I'm not to be rude okay not to be rude just shut the upud was Sammy the little white girl with the red hair Sammy yes exactly exactly she the one that like talks like she's she's like white but she wants to talk black right she's black yeah don't worry about her she's just don't yeah I would just ignore her I'll
ignore her but I was like I was like okay they think having me on and everything but it's like you know it's like she hates me every time I go on the panel she's like oh I don't I don't like your voice what is that I don't know really either she such a bit because I was like nicer I was like hey you look like it's not you she's like that with a
lot of people like be she when she doesn't know people she just like this is my territory she's like very young what is that me did you paint that what's that that's a crown I like your shirt too yeah Crown I it's like a shot CU I see a few different things in there like I see two
people yeah it is it's like a sh you're right I see the two people I see bring breing a demon out of out of their hands right it's like a demon is like a dog I see a frog a frog okay we all see is that is that Kermit what's that
hello I'm Kermit the Frog no it's how many songs are about rainbows and what's on the other side I see an angry like little munchkin cus the middle yeah it uh so hang on a second hang on hang on H on
I'll show you what the plan is right now oh I'll put my full screen I'll leave if you guys want me to see leave too let's name all the things we see well I'm trying to bring them up my phone's really slow guys I'm a streamer from like a $30 phone and like a $10 light and like I have a $10 um selfie stick
basically I'm I'm I'm doing it though guys I'm doing it you have to admit I'm like goad muser I'm G Shut Up Hold It Off I like the paisle there you go everybody who is in chat what is your favorite color
today today or every day I don't know do it CH sorry about that all right so the the plan is to take to take these moons it's like a full moon cycle right and put it inside like the those little red
circles oh that's cool that make a cool Crown that's really cool yeah and it'll be like the whole uh chak lineup that you were talking about that's a plan yeah it's actually a gift for my uh for my cousin for my cousin she had a sh had like a Kera like
a couple years ago and uh yeah it's kind of been in the works since then oh that's really cool that's awesome yeah it's been just kind of just sitting in my closet so fig I'm just gonna are you gonna do one for psyche you should do a painting for psyche
and actually actually I think I I already did I already did I already did you want to see it yeah will you send it to him so he can put on his wall when he's going live yeah totally hang on a second like you're lucky you have a really nice
boyfriend he's very cute he found love in a hopeless place he found love in aess place yes we had we we had we had cyber sex last night you did wow that's really cool oh I like
that is that on a stone or you did that like on a canvas thing oh look at the little guy it's a canvas board it's a canvas board yeah look at the little look at the little guy in there I like it it almost looks like a tile thing he like it's accent I like
that look he's going towards the city like is walking away from the city yes I I'm this I'm giving this to you look at this look at the step Stones py this is yours for me okay I can have that you're send to me
yeah come you're come visit me and like sleep in my bed yeah why not I'm not gonna sleep on your floor I'm in I haven't been in love forever I've never been like really I Fall In Love sometimes but I'm really in
love right now and uh that's why I'm like really emot you're you're in hardcore like I promise not to hurt your feelings intentionally no no you can't you can't you can't cuz my boyfriend can hurt my
feelings shut up stage leave me are in charge I'm leaving the stage no you can't leave the stage you are the stage yeah you can't do that right a stage he's admin psyche is the
yes yeah right psyche awakens it's happening Sharon or I don't know yeah it's gonna be on here I Jake I've always seen you in the chat I've never seen you join the panel before yeah I normally don't make yes good to hear your voice
yeah it's cool yeah I got like did you feel like third wheel until I came up uh no it's been it's been all right we having a pretty intense conversation about like greens and stuff yeah and and entities and things like
that now I got a couple of other like really about what oh no you first no I said uh uh with like the the enti The Entity thing have you guys ever seen the movie The Entity have you seen the movie The Entity
before yeah I did that's a scary movie yeah so be doesn't like to talk about those entities I don't care seen I feel like my cats will protect me against any they'll just paw them away you know I'm not afraid of I'm afraid of
human exactly I'm I'm afraid of spiders the the vessels spiders are spooky but I tend to even though they scare me I tend to help them right you so the things that's that
that scare you you you help them yeah like I'm afraid of spiders badly but like so I've caught a few spiders and then I fed them and then they got really big like damn near the size of my palm and I released them back into the wild yeah that's really cool that's like
you desensitize yourself to like it's like you put you put that SP you put that spider and like you put that spider in like the hyperbolic chamber like that Goku trains in and Dragon Ball Z made them all suit made them all super ripped in the animal kingdom because think about how long their lives live they don't live for very long you know
but you just like put them in that like no they can live up to like eight years me some of the even like Daddy Long like household ones can live like you're right yeah I had a no I didn't know that yeah not spiders they don't have fangs or Venom and uh
they eat honey honey way or sap yeah the little little homies I just did not know that tiny bugs and stuff they don't they don't really they're like yeah more close related to crabs than spiders I live in
California California has the highest population of spiders in any other state Texas has the highest population of snakes than any other state that brother yeah my brother my brother yeah my brother collected Ang
spiders like big like big ones like the Goliath bird eater he had like a uh Singapore Blue uh frecking there's this one like tree dwelling one and a boreal one uh they call it like the the it's like a tree ornamental I don't know they called it yes it was apocal
triata that's the that's the ter the the the species apoc theia stata that's the only talk about Teddy Bears kidding can we talk about
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bear it says Arachne in Greek mythology was a lydian woman thought by some to be a princess was highly gifted in the art of weaving born to idmon a famous dire in Lydia Arachne was no ordinary Weaver and the very active we heard weaving was sheer magic and a sight to behold soon news of ere's artistry spread far and
wide and it said that nymphs in the forest left their Frog King and gathered around Arachne to watch her weave so moved were they by her skills that they remarked that she surely must have been trained by none other than goddess of goddess of weaving all this agulation was more than a r he could handle and being an
ordinary mortal who is quite vulnerable to human failings she became quite arrogant in her Superior skills she was annoyed at it being regarded as the pupil OFA began bragging about her skills for King herself be far more Superior than Athena now when the goddess of weaving heard of ARA's bold
claims she was upset but nonetheless decided to give the young woman a chance to regret her Folly disguised as an old woman Athena appeared before her Arachne and warned her of her consequences of provoking the Wrath of the Gods but her acting was not a bit remorseful and challenged Athena to a contest declaring that if she lost she would accept any
punishment Athena would decide to her that time Athena revealed her true form and accepted the challenge the stage was set for a battle in which a God and Immortal pitted their artistic skills decid the better artist was the nym who had come to watch Arachne weav straight back horrified arachne's
audacity but Arachne was unshakable and stood her ground and so the contest began Athena at her Loom and er acting at hers each working with the threads of gold and a splendid array of colors to decide who would outdo each other in Ultimate trial when unfolded was A Feast for the
eye Athena created a tapestry with scenes of the history from the gods she portrayed Zeus as the center of the Olympic champion as well as her own contest with bidon as the Victor which ultimately made people of Athens Nam the SE after her after the corner of her P tapestry she actually depicted humans
who had dared to defy the gods and who had been punished without a trace of Mercy as for Arachne she deliberately chose scenes that depicted the infidelities and Amor of the Gods she vividly portrayed Zeus as a string of indiscretions she showed how Zeus had
turned into a swan to rape the Spartan Queen Lita a bull to seduce Europa and to abduct AUM a shower of gold to seduce danam and as a Saturn to seduce antio rach's work of art according to Latin narrative featured 21 scenes of the
various misdemeanors of the mighty Gods including pidan Apollo diis and others although rachne had shown little respect for the gods by choosing a subject that made mockery of the Supreme deas of Olympus even Athena had to admit that her work was brilliant and and Flawless that however was not enough to
comea down who was incensed by arachne's humiliating portrayal of the Gods at last Athena destroyed in Anger arachne's tapestry and Loom Arachne like many of the foolish Immortals had dared to question the supremacy of the Gods she had in her arrogance over her acts over her ARS been blind to the consequences
of challenging the gods still in Anger Athens transformed Arachne into a spider Arachne and GRE claiming that Arachne and all her descendants would henceforth hang forever from threads and be skillful Weavers interesting fact that relates mid the history that the art of
weaving is said to a virigin in antola a part of modern turkey and spiders have been a constant source of inspiration for man to refect skill the story of er acting from Greek mythology has also been immortalized by science and the tal
class name for the spiders is arachn so basically okay right right yeah go ahe well basically say is that Athena turned Arachne into a spider and then she hung herself right and so Ira there's a thing there's a such thing as
like a go there's like true spiders right there's like a true spider right a true spider would be the ones like house spiders and things like that tarantula spiders are are different you know um then there's a boreal spiders you know but the true spiders are the ones that like bite you in the night and things or like you know you jump in the
leaves and they get bit by a spider whatever those are those are the the true spiders and and it kind of sort of like pinged or like something about what you said that Daddy Long Legs aren't spiders but they are arachnids right because they have eight legs or they don't have eight legs
they do you wanted you wanted you wanted teddy bears you wanted teddy bears yeah I wanted I was like literally like trying to distract myself from because I feel like if I think of spider one will appear or something a look teddy bears have you ever heard of the story
are you dressed the of Paris H have you ever heard the myth of the Judgment of Paris no old mythology okay so there's this guy called Paris right and he was tasked with choosing who was the most beautiful goddess and he says afy of course so Hera
being Jake you're missing a little part of the story where ays was not invited to the to the to the wedding through were an apple of discord and the goddesses fought over it and they said judge us for our Beauty and they said Paris was chosen to judge for the beauty it was Athena har and
Aphrodite Athena offered him Spoils of War Hera offered him you know a beautiful wife and happiness and after that he said the most beautiful woman in the world go ahead I'm sorry yeah yeah you're right that's exactly it that's the gist of it but yeah if I was ever asked to choose which goddess was the most
beautiful I would say Hera of course because damn she's scary Hara uh yeah no that's yeah you're did you have you watched uh have you watched the um uh uh the where uh what is it the guy from The Fly what the um
David Duke no David du the is my problem uh I can't remember he plays Zeus or whatever Jeff goo Jeff go yeah I can't remember the name of the show but it's like that like Hera like scary scary woman Hara is the goddess of women so so Hara is the scariest goddess because she's a goddess of women right another goddess of beauty another
goddess goddess of women okay I'm going to shut up she's like the emper she's like the emperess guide of women sort of sort of sort uh Joshua bloom or Joshua Benjamin uh so the planets personified as gods that those are two different systems so like for example Jupiter and like Saturn don't exactly have direct
equivalence in the break Pantheon they're two different belief systems entirely right right yeah totally yeah Saturn ate his children yeah uh Kronos did thato yeah is there like a correlation between the two there there's a strong correlation because the cultures were
assimilated so like a lot of the beliefs kind of merg but from their Roots they're different it's the it's the hexagon it's the hexagon at the top of Saturn Saturn is very similar to Kronos but there are distinguishing differences
there especially if you go back like the Roman God Saturn uh dates back like truskin and trusk but but Saturn and Kronos are basically the same God and was like Saturn and Kronos that are both the bower of the children right yeah and then like the Greek gods like Zeus and all of them those guys come from like
Syria and Babylon that's that's the difference between the roots yeah I've heard that the Black Cube is a I'm looking I'm looking for something right now okay the black Black Cube okay Black Cube is the cube of Saturn if you look at Saturn the
planet Saturn has the hexagram or the hexagon on the top of it it even has if you look at Saturn the planet it has a hexagram on top of it it's like the six is it's a Capricorn Planet it's the clet of karma it's the tough tough teacher the tough Taskmaster but also a father
there you know cron Kronos eating devouring whatever it's just like life life devours death right life and death are like this dance and when you're alive you will die right yeah on earth right and so I'm gonna shut listening no I I'm hearing you
yeah hello so um the chief deity of ancient Rome was yanis the two-faced God yeah that's where the name comes from that's the name what Janu where January
comes from July comes from Julius and both January babies Janice the gate Janice Yan J what I thought he was saying I thought he was saying like January like that's I was like what yeah in Rome it would be a yes or yeah
because J is not a it would actually be an I so it be like I can't pronounce has that word so it's like it's a weird pronunciation because the J does not exist in the Latin script yeah Hey Jake how old are you I am 27 I'm sorry
27 27 oh for sure cool okay no I was just wondering often times people think I am much older than I really am no for sure no I was just uh uh there's like um there's like a I don't know there's I know like
27 oh yeah like so sorry I don't know I I got stuck I was trying to think of think of something but like I got like a sharp ringing in the left ear right now and it totally distracted me and caught me out of guard there's a theory that ringing in the ears has to do with like Spirits
trying to communicate yeah uh like they're like I don't know a signifier there's something on the left and something on the right but I can't remember which one's which and it could also be tonius could definitely be ttis the doctor we having very much fun
thank you very much you appreciate it yeah hell yeah Psy yeah I especially so many times like this is a this like this you know I uh I enjoy the uh the crowd what about you beo what's going on with
you what are you doing are you still listening yeah I'm just cleaning listening and cleaning up a little bit because last night I don't know if you guys noticed out drinking and then today I like literally slept all day operating so I'm just cleaning at like
1:40 in the morning what time is it no 2: in the morning um and I'm just listening to you guys the cats are a mess you know every day I have to clean it's ridiculous have two cats and it's like Jesus these guys yeah there's yeah no I feel you I have a husky so imagine dealing with
that hair cuz he's just he's just now shedding his undercoat and it's like oh my God I pulled out like a half a garbage can full of hair just on them yesterday yeah I run the Roomba like every day twice and it fills up I don't know where all these hair comes from when I brush them it's ridiculous but yeah I'm just listening to you guys and
I and I brushed them and I squeezed them and I put little bows in their hair yep but um yeah what do you got where did psyche go oh no no oh no oh no oh no oh no I don't know he dropped off the
chat oh the P he dropped off he dropped off the panel I I can't watch the chat got
porn let's see what let's see what the CH is saying here's a question what is the meaning of life the universe and everything it's 42 what is the meaning of life yeah he uh
the universe and everything it's it's all for you it's all for you right it's Lally it's all for you what's the meaning of life to be one right but like not not in like the Mind state of having lack it's just the goal it's just the destination you know
it's not like it's not the the trip it's not the journey it's just the destination but that is the the meaning of life is the destination or no the meaning of life would be I don't know I'm getting like it's like I feel like uh I feel like uh um
like uh like to De too Dum like you know like my arms getting all like twisted up like pointing different directions
yeah yeah likewise Jake Hey Jake can I ask you another question of course yeah yeah so do do you have a do you have another uh do you have another Channel like a YouTube channel no I have no public presence oh okay okay cool no cuz like you you like you you like sound a lot
like someone that uh yeah I know it's just it's just it's just a voice sound a lot like someone and like you know stuff that you talk about like sounds yeah like a lot a lot like someone that I that like uh that I saw like on on another Channel or whatever but like it's not like a channel it's just like I saw just like videos or whatever I don't
know YouTube does its thing dude I think like Spirit talks through media like that you know yeah just that familiarity yeah I feel it okay I have I have a story to tell but you you listen to it you guys can see here afterward I just have a story to tell I'll just tell the story it's called The Descendant of Anana Nano is like Venus
okay said from the great above she she opened her ear to the great below from the great above the godd has opened her ear to the great below my lady abandoned Heaven and Earth to descend to the underworld says with me in her possession she prepared herself she placed the shuga the crown of the step on on her head she arranged the dark
locks of her hair on her forehead she tied the small La piece like lauli beads on her neck okay she said if I did not return set up lament from my ruins beat the drum for me in the assembly places Circle the houses of gods tear your eyes at your mouth and your thighs dress yourself in a single garment like a
beggar I'm going to skip through the little bit story Nana said because of my older sister ragal her husband galana the bull of Heaven has died I've have come to witness the funeral rights let the beer of his funeral poured the cup let it be done then he spoke say here Anana I
speak to my queen I will be the give her message so entered the Palace of rishal so Anana went to the Underworld the queen of the underworld had said my queen has made a tall as Heaven as wide as Earth as strong as the foundations of the city wall Waits outside the palace Gates she has gathered together the seven me she has taken in her hands with
the me in her possession she's prepared herself on her head she wears the Sha the crown of the step across her forehead the dark locks of her hair are carefully arranged across her neck she wears small lapis beads at her breast she has a double strand of beads her body is wrapped in a Royal robe her eyes
are dobbed in the ointment let him come let him come around her chest she wears a breastplate come man come on her waist she wears the gold ring in her hand She carries a Lapis measuring rod and line when Rich call heard this she slapped her thigh and bit her lip she spoke the matter to
her heart and dwelt on it then she spoke come Netty my chief gatekeeper of C he heed my words both the seven Gates of the underworld then one by one open each gate a crack let inana enter as she enters remove her royal garments let the holy Priestess of heav enter bowed low NY heard the words of the queen he
bolted the gates of the underworld then he opened the outer gate and he said to my maid come Anana enter from her head the shagura the crown of the step was removed an Anana asked what's this quiet inana the ways of the underworld are perfect they may not be questioned from her neck the small lapis beads were removed and N asked what is this she was
told quietly Nana the ways of the underworld are perfect they may not be question question when she into the third gate from her breast the double strands of bees are removed what is this she was told Ina quiet the ways of the underworld are perfect they may not be questioned the fourth grade they U they said please let him come let him
come was removed and asked what is this she was so quiet in an the underworld is perfect the am be question the fif gate her gold R was removed Anana asked what is this she was told quiet Anana the underworld is perfect they can not be questioned the sixth gate the lapis were removed etc etc the world Rob was removed and so naked and bowed low and N
entered the throne room rishal Rose from the throne Nana started toward the throne the anuna the judge of the under underworld surrounded her they passed judgment against her then arish fastened Onana the eye of death she spoke against her the word of Wrath she uttered The Cry of
guilt she struck her Nana was turned into a corpse a piece of rotting meat and was hung on the hook in the wall after three days and three nights just like Jesus right Nana had not returned nunar set up a lament for her by the ruins she beat the drum for her the assembled palaces she circled the houses of the Gods she tore her eyes she tore
her mouth she Tor her thighs she dressed herself as a single garment like a beggar alone she set up for nepur the Temple of enl when she entered the holy Shrine she cried out oh Father enl do not let your daughter be put to death in the Underworld do do not let your bright silver be covered with the dust of the underworld do not let your precious
lapis be broken into stone for the ston worker do not let your fragrant boxwood be cut into wood for the woodworker do not let the holy Priestess of Heaven be put to death in the Underworld father en answered angerly my daughter craved the great above Nana craved the great below she who re receives the me of the underworld does not return she who goes
to the dark city stays there father Ena will not help okay I'm GNA so she went to a few other people and they refused to help her but then she went to anky and anky an is like preus an is like the he's a little bit like Satan a little bit an not let your daughter be put to
death in the Underworld and so father iny said what happened what has my daughter done not queen of all lands holy Priestess of Heaven what has happened I am troubled I am griefed from under his fingernail father Inky brought forth dirt he fashioned the dirt into Kara a creature neither male nor female from under his
fingernail of his other hand he brought forth dirt he fastened the dirt into a gallor a creature no nor male nor female go gallor he gave food to his life food of life to the Kara he gave the Water of Life to gor saying go into the underworld enter the door like flies arish the queen of the underworld is
moaning with cries like a woman about to give birth no linen spread over her body her breasts are uncovered her hair swirls about her her head like leaks she cries oh oh oh my inside cry also oh oh my inside when she cries oh oh my outside cry oh my outside
Queen she'll offer you a gift ask her for the corpse that hangs on the hook on the wall one of you will sprinkle the food of life on it the other will sprinkle the Water of Life inano Will arise the kungar and the galur heeded ank's words they set for the underworld like flies they slipped through the cracks of the gates they entered the throne room of the queen of the
underworld no linen was spread on her body her breasts were uncovered her hair swirled her head like leaks arish was moaning oh my inside they moan oh my inside oh my outside oh my on my heart on my heart my liver Li oh my neck on my back on my on my
crack my neck my my crack the key sto she asked she looked at them she said where are you moaning who are you moaning and groaning sighing with me if you are Gods I will bless you if you're Mortals I'll give you a gift I'll give you the water gift the river in its fullness the kungar and gulata answered
we do not wish it rishal said I'll give you the grain gift the Fields in Harvest the kungar and guar said we not wish it she said what do you wish wait wait give her the what give her the give her give her the what they said give her the um the water gift the river in its fullness they said we didn't know and rishal said I'll give you the grain gift the fields
and harvest they said we don't wish it and they said um we only wish for the corpse on the wall and so the corpse was given to them and gallor sprinkled the water life from the corpse andana Rose andana was about to ascend to the underworld when the anuna the judge of the underworld seized her they said no one ascends from
the underworld unmarked if Anana wishes to return from the underworld she must provide someone in his place as Anana ascended from the underworld the gala the Demons of the underworld clung to her side the gala were demons who knew no food knew no drink who eat no offerings drink no Libations accept no gifts they enjoy no love making they
have no sweet children a kiss they tear the wife from the husband's arms they tear the child from the father's knees they steal the bride from the marriage home the demons clung to an an small Gala who accompanied accompanied Anana were like reads inside of low Picket Fences the large Gala who accompanied Anana were like read the large pick fences the one who walked in front of
Anana was not a minister and he carried a scepter the one who walked behind her was not a warrior he carried a mace ninar dressed in soil so clust sackcloth waited be outside the palace Gates when she saw Anana surrounded by Gala she threw herself in the dust in Nana's feet the gala said walk on Anana we should
take nun chubar in your place inana cried no not nun chubar he is my constant support she is my suitall who gives me wise advice she's my warrior who fights me my as side she does not forget my words she said up a lament for me by her ruins she beat my drum and my places so this is a real one this is her like best friend friend right she heard she strle
The House of the Gods she tored her eyes her mouth her thighs she dressed herself in a single garment like a beggar alone she set out for Nur like the Temple of Eno she went to ER the Temple of Nana she went to Udu the Temple of ani because of her my life was saved so they said I will never give nunar to you the
gala said walk on and N we'll accompany you to Uma okay so the G said walk on C of Nana who will take we'll take sharah in your place she said no not sharah he is my son who sings hymn to me he is my son who cuts my nails and Smooths my hair is our manicurist and her hair stylist like her best friend right she I
will never give shirro to you the kala said walk on Anana we'll accompany you to B tibera lul the son of Anana who is dressed in soil sock cloth when he saw Anana surrounded by the gala threw himself at the dirt of her feet he said walk on Nana we will take l in your place she said not Lula he's my son he's
a leader among men he's my right arm he's my left arm I'll never give L to you this is her gay best friend by the way so like walk toity we will walk with you to the Big Apple Tree in urak in urak in the Big Apple Tree dumuzi the husband of Anana her husband okay this is her husband was dressed in shining me
garments he sat on his magnificent Throne wait wait wait wait wait did you say knee garments knee garments me Mee garments Me Oh Me me garments okay and the g seized him by his thigh they poured milk out by his seven churns they broke the Reed pipe which each shepher was playing andana F fastened on
theu with the eye of death she spoke against him in the word of Wrath she uttered against him the Cry of guilt so basically dezi her husband was like sleeping with other women didn't care that she was dead right her Gab best friend cared her manicur and her hair cared and her like best friend assistant cared her husband was
like it sounded way too sexual for my nature I mean well I know that was just probably my mind so she got she said she said take dezi right and she so dezi leted out a wh he raised his hands to heaven to U the God of Justice and beseeched him oh U you're my brother-in-law I'm your
husband of your sister I brought cream to your mother's house yeah I brought milk to n's house the one who Carri food to the holy Shrine I'm the one who D brought wedding gifts to Earth I'm the one who dance on his holy knees the knees of Anana U you are a just God a merciful god change my hands into the hands of a snake change my feet into the
feet of the snake let me escape from my demons do not let them hold me merciful U accepted de's tears he changed the hands of dezi into the snake hands he changed the feet of dezi into snake's thei escaped from the demon they cannot feet hold him I'm almost at the last page okay okay that was the last basically
she replaced her best friends with the muzi but she eventually forgave tozi and stuff like because that was her husband and stuff she did love him and stuff like that but more loyal than her husband was her manicurist her gay best friend and her and her straight best friend okay right cuz she was on her routines cuz she was her routines she
like put more emphasis on her routines than than everybody else but but she went to she went to hell and her her gay best friend and her manicures and her like straight best friend were all crying and like lamenting for her her husband didn't couldn't care less she replaced so she replaced herself with
her husband she escaped hell so she's on Hell she's on heaven for six months of the earth and she's on hell for six months months of the earth they may even trade right another six another six that's another six uh another six right there yeah routines right routines right there I said routines you know good good
routines good routines bad routines you know good Cycles bad Cycles just got to be balanced because the just be happy be happy the transexuals and she sent Yankees s transexuals to Heaven they they they charm the queen of the underworld they're so they're so Delight to look at
but they like snuck it they got off the meat hook and they snuck her out of hell because they're clever you know you have don't to ever doubt the transexuals they're like masters of Illusion right Transformers shape shifters Transformers robots in Disguise meet the eyes
right every around the best night yeah you're there
who me yeah a this is for that's R it's so cute I love that you're so sweet I'm just listening to the stories and um organizing you like the story yeah it's the oldest story in the world
it's like the oldest story in the worldent of the underworld here's the I have one more beer left guys I'll stay for one more beer over 10 people in the room tonight down to hang half hour half hour everyone here is a clair boy
everyone in is a boy World All Care readers even like Jamie left earlier saying it's all she's a psychic too and whatever we're all psychics guys we all know way more than we should we're all have a you have big hearts
too Jak left okay I'm here with my boyfriend my boyfriend is playing this guy that um he takes like the pets like voices and then they he makes songs out of them it's really cute yeah open your guys guys listen to
that open your heart let the music blow in his famous one was like um I go meow kala and kala I think that's kala right there that passed away that's a famous cat it's it's not grumpy cat but it's like no this guy this guy makes music
out of the pets like meow and like the dog you know it's really cute the I would go ahead yeah no what were you saying man there's a guy that has a song called Mean Kitty Song and he made it like 15 years ago
his kid name was Sparta and it was like it's a mean kitty it's a mean kitty mean kitty mean kitty Sparta socks me every way that I walk he's under the couch and he's wa ready to stalk and he had this really cute song about like Sparta and then like he was on and Sparta like died it's like the saddest thing I've ever saw in my life SP was like you know
yeah it was really sad I'll play it for you guys if you want but if you don't want to it's fine we all chat for minutes I'm you're doing dishes you want to hear me kitty sure whatever you guys
like yeah mean kitty is it mean kitty yeah it's called mean kitty I'm gonna play it right now okay I don't know what's happening but my cats are just listening to
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you guys like that that cute oh he loved his Kitty he that's so cute I'm crying there's nothing cuter than like a guy loving like their cat I AG cute I agree because a guy a guy that lovees cats is like a good guy you
know it's a good guy my ex used to be so scared of cats like I was scared of spiders well I'm still scared of spiders but it took me like three years to convince them to get a cat and then now that we're not together anymore he
has four cats a whole lit of cats what do you love birds gonna do I'm gonna be in the chat I'm gonna hang out in the chat and just you know do some stuff so I can multitask I love
you you know you know my heart my heart my heart be you are too every time I see you live I'm like Yay psyche's live and when I see Meer I'm even happier because I know you're happy and um he's just amazing you know co-host you guys make a really good balance um especially it
comes to the readings you do a really really fast precise one Everyone likes your reading psyche like people are like oh my God it was so on point I was just talking to Gigi this morning and she's like VA psyche did this precise reading and then what I like about Meer is that he goes more in depth with his reading so you guys make it really good balance
together and you know good chemistry cool that's awesome that's that's good to hear love you yeah people keep coming back love you Psy was good talking to you thank you for playing the songs and showing me the teddy bear Mo I'll see you guys I'll be in the chat all right how we doing guys it's
just me and me now that's cute be is sweet I love be I know I know I told I told you you love I told you she's such a she's such a level levelheaded person say hi sorry if I'm a little dark you
guys okay what's that noise it's like a humming it's driving me nuts okay you can just take over whole chat you just no no hey no no what are you doing don't do that don't don't I'm I'm the one buzzing I'm always the one with the pro I'm always the one causing the problems okay I'm always the one no it's
usually me it's it's usually me no it's me it's me it's me I'll don't leave God damn it don't leave come back in I'll just turn it down it'll be okay please Blue
Moon you left me standing alone without a dream in my heart without a Love of My Own oh there you are okay I I won't leave you I'm always like stage watching you and stuff like Everyone likes you more than it's okay no one likes me that's
not true that's not true I'm just I'm just the flavor of the week that's all what I want to do is I like I'll be like the backstage I'll be the executive producer you're you're obviously more likable than me everyone I'm not no one likes me like really no one likes me but people like me no one likes me I
like hey you you exist look I came in I came in when you were like already like balls deep in this you know right so so you know there's Everyone likes you more than they like me that's cool I like that I I want to be like just like with a with a
man and a woman like they like the man will be like everyone will like like the man and then the woman will be in the background like watching everything I don't I don't know makes sense I don't know makes sense but no one likes said about liking it's it's about the it's about it's about a message you know and it's like I I don't like I don't like people trolling I don't like people being dicks or
whatever and so I just point I like to point out this that people like it's like pointing it out in a way you're more relatable to people I'm like a mess and everything but I'm like really not a mess you're like more like like you're like you have the talent you have like the art you have like the like
the good like the better readings and that you know Everyone likes you more than me but it's cool that's totally Your Shadow talking and I'm not I'm not I I'm not going to like defend that just because like it's just like kind of sort of feeds into this entity that we have to like Purge you know and um because I think you're
awesome I think you're amazing you know I'm I'm I'm like I'm happy where I am I'm happy like with how things are I'm happy with like they can like you more and like you can I'm not great social it's not about it's not about it's not about liking more or liking less because that puts us in a in a state in like in
an idea of lack like we're trying to get out of that lack mentality okay they don't like you know I mean there's people that have known you longer okay so that's that's how I look know me longer and then they'll like love you a lot more they'll know you better they'll know you better you know I don't need to be loved by people I just need to have
my platform stable and stuff like that I want you to be this you can be the star of the show I want you to be the star I like you I want you to
like I just I'm like the little like I'm like that one little star shining bright through the night will you ever be Lely while your star shining bright you can be like a big star I just I don't mind being in the background it's a Everyone likes you more it's fine oh wait wait wait hang on a
second no it's fine really it really fine I want you to be a bigger star I don't care if I'm big I I just want the platform the platform so I can have you there how ridiculous that sounds no it's not ridiculous it's not ridiculous I'm like no seriously I'm a
loser I'm I'm a creep what's next song I'm AEP I'm a loser but the hell but the hell I'm all alone now I'm usually all alone now I have somebody I have somebody is that how you see yourself is that how you see yourself because I don't see you that way I don't mind I don't mind I can I I
don't mind being the I don't mind being the background all it doesn't feel like it doesn't feel like you truly mean that I can I created this panel I created this show so everyone can shine brighter than me that's why that's why I get hurt when like people that are like try to like let shine bright and stuff like that and
I'm just like the little like light in the background saying go for it and go for it and then they like they turn on me that's why I got hurt by those people yeah like you're providing them with the St you're providing them with the stage that that's kind of like um it's kind of like what Jake was saying earlier he said like I was like I guess we'll take this like like something about the stage you know it's like oh I guess I guess I'll feel the silence or something like
that and then he continued on with like his uh his like story or whatever and um yeah it was like I I don't know I can't remember all I know is that I'm having I'm having like fun going to like everywhere and like making friends with people and stuff like that and like sending people to my show I don't care
if you're the star of the show like I'm like happy it's stupid when you put it that way I don't like that cuz it's your show it says it's psyches psyche awakens it's okay I don't but I don't need to be the most popular not the most I've always been like the least popular person everywhere I know I have something I
know I have I know I have a good I like bouncing I like bouncing ideas off I like bouncing ideas off of you and off of other people I want talk to people and it's like I don't care if I'm part of it I don't like I don't if everyone else is happy and I'm not happy I'm still I'm happy that everyone else is happy if it makes sense I don't know if it makes sense but I'm happy that's a
paradox that's a paradox that leaves a whole that leaves a hole for that leaves a hole for resentment I that Lees a hole for resentment or contempt you know that's not good no I don't have I don't have like the contempt or I have a little bit of jealousy um I have a little bit of
like I I know I'm not the best right and you are the best and the but you're my boyfriend the best either come on you are the best like like language like words like that words like words like that kind of like I don't know like words like that kind of like I don't know they uh I mean I could
just I could just say thank you and be and be gracious because it's a compliment but I don't feel like it's a compliment I don't know why I met you I don't know I have this panel I don't know why I have met such a great boyfriend I don't know I'm I'm I'm nothing I'm like a little person I'm like a nothing you're like this shining star right you're you're the real star and and you're everything and you're
everything at the same time I'm I'm okay I'm I'm just okay in the background I'll just be okay in the background I'm like I'm like no people tell me to go away and they want to talk to you and that's cool that's good with me because I need to go and do my own thing and like talk to
other people in the background and not talking behind your back or anything I'll tell you everything I talk about with all the other people but I'm I'm I'm back and in background talking people trying to get them on my show and uh I'm trying I'm I'm like the I'm like the um the backstage kind of thing even I put myself on Center Stage and I'll
I'll be I'll try to be the star the show sometimes but I want to make other people the Stars I'm really trying to like make this platform so other people can shine and I don't care if I shine very much I want other people to be happy this is for my CH my channel is I'm I already like live way past my lifespan right I I like especially that at 30 years old I'm already like 44 like
14 years everything that happens now is like a bonus it's like it's like a a free dessert at my dinner like every night like it's it's all treat to me I want you guys to be happy I don't care if I don't care if like I'm not happy in the moment or whatever I'm really ultimately happy that you get to shine other people get to shine I've already
I'm already I've already had my happy times I already lived my life okay everything now is a bonus to me really it is like IO I really should have I like I like Bon B bonuses I mean bone B boner bonuses yeah you saw my Bon you myone
already said too much yeah we did Dick Pics we sent dick pics we had a private show Mis and I are very happy together okay me and I are fine me can talk to anybody he wants to um any way he wants to I won't get
jealous anymore I don't re I was jealous at one time just to test him see if he would get jealous back he got jealous back so I know we love each other that's all I that's all I really wanted to know I just wanted to know does he care and you care yeah that's what I care about right yeah I care about you a lot about
you I do I do do you do I do of course I do no I know I know you here I know you do dude moreing it's okay no no no guys just Jing I know me loves me if I didn't I
would just like so insecure that I would be like get this on my show no but I love him so much I was like take over my show you can have my show when I when I go take take the show okay I love you
what what kind of do is that all for you it's all for you that's what that's what the nurse said before she killed herself after Damian and in in the in uh in the that one movie it's like which she's like it's all for you Damian and then she
jumps off the balcony and like breaks her neck well but she really didn't mean it though she it really was all for Damian it really was all for Daman I'll the no that's not going to do that's not going to do me any how are you going to me me me it's for you I did this for you
no I'm not NE I'm not necrophiliac I'm not a necrophiliac I like my my men Al me remember me when I'm gone I'll be gone first okay I know I'm gonna be don't no no I'm not saying how do you know that how do you possibly know that I have a terminal illness you don't so right but I'll be I'll be on I'll be on
First and you you will live on you'll be fine I'll be you don't know that you don't know that abely Chad mark my words mark my words I'll be gone first M will be here my he's my he's the person that I'm
selecting to take over for me not a weird weird I don't want it I don't want it no stop no no yeah no no I don't want it I know you don't I know you don't I know you you're no baby no you're my You're My
Chosen One You're My Chosen One okay I'm getting but it's true you're my chosen one and I love you and I'm sorry if I was too weird I say something wrong but you're my chosen one you're the you're the one I want here or else I love this
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