Episode 1624 features Psyche hosting an extended open-panel discussion with Mr. Big Pipes and Mike, centered on personal survival stories, group dynamics, and original songs about trauma and isolation.
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The episode opens with Psyche performing original poetry and songs on themes of goddess archetypes and spiritual awakening [0:43–5:19]. After introductions with various cats present, Psyche delivers a presentation titled 'The Ones Nobody Warns You About,' focusing on trauma-born loner personality types [9:43–42:10]. The presentation explores how individuals who survived prolonged chaos develop hyper-observance, refuse to shrink themselves, decline help with invisible strings, and maintain non-negotiable boundaries—traits that often unsettle others. Psyche shares personal experiences of being stabbed, attending parties with potential threats, and navigating sensitivity to dangerous environments [43:00–44:38]. Mr. Big Pipes joins the panel ▶ 44:55, and the conversation shifts to group dynamics, community politics, and accusations about various community members. The panel discusses snowboarding injuries, jail experiences, DUI arrests, and survival in harsh conditions. Mike joins later ▶ 1:52:45 and shares extensive stories: sneaking into Stagecoach festival, a casino win followed by police intervention, homelessness, involvement in the snowboarding industry, and multiple arrests [1:56:00–2:04:08]. The conversation covers Mike's twin brother Eric, their shared snowboarding injuries (Mike lists: five collarbone fractures, three wrist breaks, two spleen ruptures, both knees dislocated, three hernias requiring surgery, brown recluse bite), and survival narratives. Toward the end, Psyche plays multiple original songs addressing themes of power dynamics, manipulation, integrity, and control [2:54:00–4:30:00+]. The episode concludes with extended musical performances exploring psychological themes and personal autonomy.
The episode appears to explore the mechanics of isolation and trauma as sources of both vulnerability and power. Psyche's presentation on 'trauma-born loners' suggests a thematic interest in how survival fundamentally rewires perception and interpersonal boundaries—framing detachment not as emotional damage but as clarity. The recurring discussion of group hierarchies, peer pressure, and community judgment implies Psyche is examining how cohesion often functions through subtle coercion rather than genuine connection. Mike and Big Pipes' stories of legal entanglement, homelessness, and injury suggest the show continues its pattern of centering experiences society marginalizes. The original songs, particularly those addressing 'control,' 'silence,' and strategic withdrawal, propose that power is not earned through visibility or likability but through strategic scarcity and refusal to perform. Thematically, the episode continues the show's interest in the psychological cost of living outside conventional structures.
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>> Woah. Hold on. It's a button up a little bit. Hi Jamie. Hi won't be saved. Hey everybody. How are you? Hey Lenore. Oh my gosh. I just want to wear wear shorts. I'm not just like naked naked from the waist down. You sleeping? Tired? Lenore is asleep.
What are you doing? You're so relaxed. Hi Jamie. You're so relaxed, are you? You're so relaxed, you Lenore. And what are you doing? Are you Are you facing the wall?
Rudy. You meow. Oh, there he goes. Oh, you meow. You meow. Uh Well, I hope I hope he's here. I Yeah, I hope she comes in. Uh it was it was a crazy night last night. That was a crazy night. Hi. Hi Rudy. Rudy. >>
>> And uh yeah. Oh, you're just relaxed. You're just so relaxed. She's like totally She's like totally this like What do you want a massage? You want a You want a little massage? Oh. Oh my god. Oh hi. You're coming over here, too? Came over to say hi.
Where's uh Where's Tux? Tux was here last night and Tux was good. Um he like Lola went into the other room and started meowing. He went in there and said hi to her. Hi. Hi. How's everyone doing? Okay.
I had a little dinner. Coffee. I haven't I don't like I hardly drank any of my drink last night so. There you go. I'll have the rest of it today. It's not too bad. That's why I kind of like the uh kind of free your drinks because you kind of get I'm a little bit Oh. What are you saying? What? Hey, you're talking to me?
That's what he does. He goes, "Meow." Hey, you're talking? He just goes, "Meow." He says, "Meow, meow." Okay. Maybe I'll have some more food. Maybe I'll have a salad. That might be something good. To put on You like the picture? That was made by Alexandra. She took the Bay of Clips is you know, the one that was you know, it looked like the you know,
Gollum, and she she made him him look nice so. Appreciate it. Also, she also did a really nice um review of the Codex today and played a couple of my my videos and uh did a pretty awesome um awesome show, and so thank you, Alexandra. Um That was really cool. Thank you. And uh
how's everyone doing? Um yeah, I had to end last night cuz Q well, you know what he did. He started saying the N-word a bunch of times. Like like over and over. I mean, that's really like not cool to do. Like why would he do that? I don't understand. All it can do is hurt. Like he he can't help anything. It can only hurt, so that's like kind of like an aggressive aggressive move. I interesting. Do you
think he's going to keep forgiving him for that? I don't know. I don't think so. And I would just encourage everyone else to do that, so. No, maybe I will. And you need to get maybe you get a dick pic. Maybe then maybe I'll I'll forgive him.
Yeah. Hi, Lenore. Oh yeah. You might have bird legs. I have I'm a birdie. So, well, it's quiet. I do have a little presentation tonight. Um It's a short a short little slide show that I made. And it's actually, you know, done done a
lot of slideshows about the toxic personalities and, you know, narcissists and psychopaths and stuff, but I've never done um I've never covered the subject which I'm going to cover, which is pretty interesting. And it's more like my personality, but it's um It's called something different. But also you'll see uh I'm going to just going to wait for some more people to
get in here. Um How are we doing? So it looks like I mean it's like I don't I don't know if people just come in here to like lurk or if they like um they're afraid of Kate or whatever. Don't be afraid of her. She's a big bully.
I mean she It's so funny is like I cuz I've been really like looking into these group dynamics of like how these like groups and how they Hey, what's up, Audrey? How are you? These groups have their hierarchies, right? And it's like and so then it's like and then nobody's really allowed to question them or it's like or it's like basically they're out of the So the only thing you can do is like say I don't care if I'm out of the group.
Kate, I know you're making that face. Yeah, exactly. Uh I don't care I mean it's like I never felt like I was part of the group anyway. I don't I don't understand this this whole like community part of it where it's like And now Kate is like, you know, she was talking to Beata again and like they're getting along now. Isn't it is is so weird huh? Um and but then Beata but even they had recognition that were like, "Okay, well,
if we if we're going to get along, it's just because we hate hate psyche so much." I am free. Yeah, F the group, right? And it's like and then they're like, "Oh, well, we're not going to go over there anymore." It's like do I care about these people that don't want to come come here? It's like obviously they weren't that good of like, you know, supporters or friends in the first place if they're just can like, you know, write me off
and want to want bad for me and tell everyone and but I just don't like that. You know, there are a lot of people that are like maybe like afraid and I don't want I I don't like the idea of people being silenced or anything. Hi Audrey. So, yeah, but I've kind of I've never been part of a group or anything, you know, I mean it's like that's why I'm not join I don't I don't join like, you know,
organizations really. I don't like I don't like oaths except like ones I make to myself. I I like to don't like you know, I uh I'm not into groups per se. Uh I'm more of like the the lone wolf, the sigma energy right? And that's kind of almost what the
presentation tonight's going to be about a little bit, these sigma types. Which are like, you know, I walk alone. Yep. So, but how was everyone's day? So, is today Wednesday or Tuesday? Tuesday Tuesday is the day of Mars. So, what is it's almost Wednesday though. It's almost Yeah, it's almost Wednesday. Wednesday I was Yeah, they're bullies. I mean, they really are.
And um and also Abita said she said Oh my god, Psyche is like, you know, she's talking about his his he was traumatized and he was bullied. She's like, this is not the place to talk about those things. Why are you talking about that kind of Like Hey let me first of all I can talk about whatever I want. Second of all, it's like especially things like that, you don't pick sides.
You slept half a day, so it's Well, sometimes it's sometimes you sometimes there are sides to pick. I mean, it's like but yeah, you don't have to like, you know, say it, but I mean, it's like a lot of people have been taking sides and um Yeah, I don't she really doesn't I mean, she she doesn't There's like and I don't know she has I mean, she's all like, oh, he's talking
about I mean, literally she had a 6-hour live video. Hey, what's up, Sharon? How are you? Good to see you. My god, I'm just like I'm to camera. Hold up my bare legs. There was a norm. Just kind of just giving her a leg massage. Good to see you, Sharon. Sharon Watson. Um yeah, and then like you know
I mean, there's a little There's a few other things going on right now, but um I just uh I think that there's like in groups they like they get There's like targets sometimes, and I've been a target, and I've been uh slandered and bullied and all this kind of stuff. And so, in you know, and
so, I mean, it's not like everybody's Anybody's perfect, right? Audrey Audrey does Audrey does she's obsessed, Audrey, isn't she? And she's like And then And they're like, "Oh my god, he's getting Sharon I was thinking Sharon Needles, too, because Sharon Needles is one of This is a drag queen with um she's a singer. Hi, Sharon." Yeah, I was thinking that just now for some reason. But, um yeah, there's Sharon Needles is a drag queen, and she has a song called
666. It's really good. I like And um I wish I could play more more music on the show than I than I do, but um it's pretty cool. Yeah, Jamie's here. The whole gang's back together. Um Oh, yeah. Um yeah, the the Oh, the band Butt Trumpet. Oh my god.
She's on She's in a band called Butt Trumpet. Oh my god. That's not a very nice name. My god, Lenore's just running around. Yeah, Jamie's here. Um Oh my gosh, my necklace came off. I'm going to put my medallion necklace. It's I have it I mean, already the the thing broke a little bit, so it had
to put the uh clasp I have to put the clasp where I just write I think I can do it and then put it on around my neck. I think it looks a little bit Uh there's another sharing needles. Another one? Uh are you talking about sharing needles? No, you should never do that. Nobody should ever do that. I mean I'm just kidding. Hold on. No, no, no. I'm just kidding. Sharon Osbourne.
PETA has a grudge against Jamie's Cowboys. I know, but you know, like secretly, you know, it's like she she likes people that don't that hate me, right? And so Um you know, I think and so and so and if she was to like you know if if if if I Jimmy and I ever had a fight or something
I think she would kind of try to swoop in and say, "Oh, come to my show." And like have Jamie up there just to like to to like say I'm a terrible person or something. I don't know. I know Jamie would never do that. Lenore's a panther. Yeah, I know Jamie's very loyal. And she would never do that, but I wouldn't put it past you know the the praying mantis woman to try that.
I know. Terrible. Um yeah, you just Yeah, Jamie had a little break. Everybody Guys, she's she's she's been she's she's been here almost She's been here No, almost. She has been here since the beginning and so Oop, there it goes. Okay, I got to fix this. There we go. And I can put that through there. I How do women do this with these little tiny clasps? You have to be like a microscope Okay, there it
goes. And it go like that. This is my medallion of the sun. Okay. Oh my god. Just popped it. Oh my god. Break it. I just I just had it. I mean it's actually when those women Hey, when Hey, money, when women Hey, money, how are you? When women have such like like long nails, how do they do this Do Do this what the husband
has to do? They're like, "Oh, honey, can you put this on me?" On me? I I don't know. They must have be like little like ninjas with their fingernails, huh? I I know. I'll have to put on later. And I like I also wear my one medallion. I'll put I'll take it out tonight. It's an interesting one. See it? It's little patterns on it.
I have my my nails are clean tonight so I can show this off. There you go.
And it's the back of it. >> It's pretty. I like I do like I do >> believe in like the power of like sacred geometry and these shapes and things like that, medallions. Uh I think it's just pewter, but I got my rings.
I think this ring I think one of my rings is is like possessed by spirit or something. I used to be into There's a called spirit keeping and I don't know if it's just a like a I mean it's like but they're I see they used to sell these rings that that were like possessed. Yeah. Um yeah. And then I have this and then I have this this uh bracelet. I hate when these bracelets break though. They have to be thrown
these little like elastic things and then eventually they they like fall off and they'll fall on the floor and I'll have I can pull these beads. It has this beautiful purple stone right there. I like that. Yeah. Um Yeah and um I have a lot of cool things actually about it. If you use it I'm going to start taking I'm going to take them out and share them pretty soon. I mean
but I thank you so much. Um Yeah, but I like my bigger rings and Um Alexandra was saying today like she's like she said she likes my style and I'm kind of like um like a like a drug lord a little bit like a drug lord. My dad She mentioned like my buttons are sometimes undone. My dad
used to like um wear the wear shirts similar to this or he was he always he wore these shirts called Tommy Bahama. He >> he really loved these Tommy Bahama >> shirts. He was a He was My dad was a good dresser. He always had a like a hat. He had these felt hats, glasses, and uh he he was a pretty good dresser and all with you know suits and stuff. Um but um but he would wear these these
kind of Tommy Bahama shirts and it's like they start up with like a few buttons that and then when he sometimes at dinner they like throughout the dinner the drunker he got the he got more and more buttons would be open. Like, "Oh my god." But um yeah, my my dad was really funny. He was a you know, he's a businessman but like you know, he'd take business call and people be like, "What's What's that noise? I hear I hear it What are you
bubbling or What's that sound?" He'd be in the jacuzzi taking business calls. He just loved to in the pool, jacuzzi, and stuff. And he be yeah, he's very very relaxed and um yeah, he was and he he never used a computer. Hi Marcy, how are you,
sweetie? Oh, yeah, I need to remand some people. I know I I I do apologize. I know I've like modded and I know some people cuz you know, I just I'm always unmodding everybody and then like starting over and stuff. Sometimes to see like who but um it's it's like usually um I don't um
usually it's not like it's I just do everybody or something like that but like you you And if anyone like Cuz I right now it's right now Hey oh my gosh, Easy, are you okay? I was worried about Easy a little bit. I was worried Are you okay, Easy? Glad you're here. I I
I woke up today. The first thing I did was turn on the turn on the Easy I was like oh Easy's on or I don't you it was like he was like yelling and I I don't know what I don't know if he wants to share too much or but it was like I was like oh my gosh, hope you're okay. Okay, now this is not working. I guess this is frozen. Okay.
Are you okay? Um yeah, my dad's buttons. He'd be like halfway down. He'd be I'll just I love my father. Also like that he had these shirts and I have this pillow and it's like some family friend made these shirts and it's like it's like here's a shirt I used to wear and made it into a pillow the a pillow case. Cheyenne are you like but it's like the people that are here right now I do really appreciate
because I've been like you know there are people saying oh don't go to his show unless you press them or and don't support him just unsubscribe from him. Like just but like I don't think really a lot of people did or are doing like I see a lot of people still coming and stuff but I don't like who are these people that think they're like the queen of the queen of the YouTube or something like that like to tell people what to do and who to
subscribe to or where to go. I don't understand. I mean I um and it's like and also it wasn't like it was like basically people were making demands that I do things and it's like I'm not just like not I didn't just follow not follow demands but it's like I didn't know the person I mean very well and so I was like I did and so all these things and but it's
like a lot of people would be pressured would be put under pressure to like and I was like mm I I'm just because I would appreciate like if somebody um looked into like if if I was being slandered I would like to cuz people would like I see all the time people on beat is like oh my god I would never go to his chat I would only go there because of you and it's like you know you I never go there anymore cuz
he's just disgusting and you know he's dirty and he you know abuses his cats. I mean there's just all these narratives and it's like the people that just believe things like that without even like knowing or or meeting me. I mean it's like if you were if you if you come here you know like my cats love me and like Here you go. Trying to Trying to Trying to just do
the mod thing. I'm so sorry. It just keeps freezing. There you go. Yeah, um and then kind of dry docks things too because it's like they're not She's putting her her stream name is like some is like with my last name up there, but it's like the last name of a celebrity. And so And so she puts the celebrity up there and says it looks like the the Victoria girl, but I think she's just putting up to annoy me. Because I I do see she has goons. She has
She calls it the goon squad and now Look out for Barry. He is in the some packed pack it up or something and he's her head goon. I saw the picture of it. Okay, here we go. I got Finally got it. Got it. Here we go. Um he actually like contacted me. And he's like, "I can't go over your your your chat anymore cuz because Kate would um Um Kate said I Kate said I can't. I was like, "What?" I was like I was like,
"For real?" I was like, "Well I was like, "Well" He's like He's like, "I'm afraid of her." And I was like, Well I said, "Don't be afraid of her. I love Shrek." And then um And then all of a sudden there's like a There's like I mean she made a meme of like Shrek. I was like Well it wasn't Shrek, but it was like some beautiful you know, AI Shrek princess with you know, almost like you know, this and then with you know, the I had her picture that she used and then I was
like and she made me the donkey, which was kind of funny. Yeah, I mean Yeah, go over go over you want. Like whatever you You can go to hers. I mean I was like I I was promoting her up until this point. And Clumsy um being gang and stuff. And it's like and and you know, and Well, maybe not like some people like I mean um like not Like you know, RG has always been like I
always like I kind of had a side eye on RG and it's like a lot of people like you know, like him and he's he's like nice and cordial. But I think he's like maybe part of Like I'm now I'm noticing more of these group dynamics where I didn't notice these connections before, but I'm seeing like I see the board. I see like which where everyone is in the board and stuff like that. And I'm like I feel like I'm kind of like like a Maybe not even playing like Sometimes I
don't feel like a player, it's like most of the time I'm just watching. I like to but it's Oh, here we go. Okay, so I need to get back to my StreamYard. So wait, so I got that. Yeah. Okay. So I do have a little presentation though if you want to see and this will be a cool presentation and so let me just get my notes for this. Okay. You have some notes. I wonder if I can
gosh. I don't know how to do this. Okay. Well, I'm going to have to put it up like this and just do it half screen. Okay. Uh after the video I told you to make a cat. Oh. You go over over to the after Yeah, easy. I mean that's the Okay, so I'm I'm actually I made a new I made a new song. So I'll play the song first. Um this is
the new song I made today and this is based on it's kind of like I I almost did one based on that video you showed me, but this is like I it was like Um I did a kind of like on the same topic though and it's it's basically you'll see. It's it's actually I think you'll like it. It's um It's about groups and stuff like that and enjoy this.
Yeah. You won't even You won't even ban once. Here we go. Watch this. Here you go. I'll be right back.
Don't speak yet. >> >> Watch who everyone looks at first. >>
>> Silence got a rhythm here. Every laugh is engineered. Eyes flick up before they speak. Permission dressed as just beneath. Timing tight, reactions trained. Nothing random in this game. Every thought already weighed before it ever leaves your brain. You feel it shift, but no one names it.
>> >> Truth walks and gets rearranged quick. Strings in the ceiling, KNOTS IN THE FLOOR. You don't even know what you're kneeling for. Say what you want, but say it right or disappear by the end of the night. You call it love, I call control. You call it close, I call it a role. If one question cracks
the room, then it was never built for truth.
>> >> Watch the leader. Subtle cues, micro smirks decide your views. One cold pause can shut it down. One wrong step, you're out of crowd. They don't force you, they don't need to. You edit what you're allowed to. No chains wrapped around your wrists, just consequences if you twist. No chains. >>
>> Just consequences. >> >> I've seen this fire, felt that cost. Watched how many souls get lost trading truth to stay inside, smiling just to let things slide. But I've been through the hall before. I don't fear that open door.
If I lose what isn't real, that's a trade I'm glad to deal. You call it paranoia, I call it psych. You learn comfort, I learn fight. Strings in the ceiling cutting loose. Nothing left for me to lose. If it breaks, who to say it was already hanging there?
They don't silence you. They make you silence yourself. SO SAY IT OUT >>
>> NO NO ROLE LEFT. I'M DONE WITH THAT. No mask on, no stepping back. If it breaks when I speak truth, it wasn't ever built to last. Say it loud, say it clear. I don't move from fear. If I stand alone, I stand free. That's enough for me. I won't shrink to
fit your frame. I won't play your quiet game. Boundaries clean, no disguise, no more filtered alibis. Seen the patterns, seen the cost. Seen how many souls get lost. I don't chase, I don't bend. I just walk until it ends.
>> >> No role left, no strings remain. No more silence dressed to save. If it shatters when I'm real, then it had a base. never >> Say it loud, say it clear. I don't move >> from fear. If I stand alone, I
stand free. That's enough for me. No strings left. No role left. Just me. >>
>> Oh oh, there's Barry. What do you want to see, Barry? Is that Barry? Wait, what do you want to see the buddy troll song? Are you the buddy troll Barry? I think Barry's packed yourself up. You are that that I did like your art that you did though. I did have to say I liked your art. I didn't like the art that was me. I don't know if you made that, but that was I mean I mean I'd say that was fine. I just I mean I don't know. I really I have seen I I mean it's
it's fine if you people call me sir. I I'm I find I've actually kind of like You're not Barry? Are you Sandman? Cuz um Patrick I mean I don't know. I don't know. It's a mystery. Thank you Marcy you like that. I mean thank you so much. Yeah, I'm trying to put a lot of like education in in the songs because it's like and uh Alice was totally right. Alexandro she was like I think
that or she's like I'm going to play some of these like in the car and stuff because she's like it kind of is like there's lessons in them and stuff. And so um uh I have one called the art of power. It's really cool. I'll play it later, but um yeah, I do want to do a short little presentation and so let me bring it up.
It's it's this will be good. I promise. Um okay, I'll bring up the slide. Okay. Okay, well here's Okay, so Let me see slides and and computer. Okay, upload. And here it is. Okay. So here we go.
Okay. This will be good. It's not I you know, I've done a lot of got a lot of different personality types, but you have not going to heard this personality type. Okay. Uh this one's called the ones nobody warns you about, right? Okay. Oh Hold on. I have my notes on it, too. Okay. Um
Can you make it big? Yeah, here we go. Okay. Okay. The ones nobody warns you about. And let me pull up my prepared notes. Okay. So >>
>> So So what I'm going to share isn't comfortable and it's not meant to be. So we spend a lot of time talking about the people who hurt us loudly. But nobody ever warns you about the quiet ones. The ones who've already been through the fire. So this presentation's about them. Okay, the ones nobody warns you about. Okay?
So
So they didn't read a book about They didn't read a book about healing. They didn't watch a seminar. They were in it. For years, sometimes decades of chaos, betrayal, dysfunction, and they came on the other side with something most people will never develop. An absolute clarity about who they are and what they'll accept.
Right? Okay. Sorry if it's hard to see. I need to Okay. It was a little small. So trauma creates hyper-observance as a survival mechanism. So when someone's mood can turn dangerous in seconds, you learn to read micro-expressions,
tone shifts, and energy changes. And so the presentation about these people These people are still carry that skill. They see what you don't see. They notice the gap between your words and your behavior, and they stay quiet about it. Not because they're forgiving it, but because they genuinely don't care enough to fix you.
Okay?
And so, we expect disruption to be loud, a confrontation, an accusation. But, trauma-born loners don't need any of that. They disrupt by simply being present, by not nodding along, by refusing to cosign with other people's version of reality. Their silence is the earthquake. Their
stillness is the mirror. And what unsettles people isn't cruelty, it's the clarity.
Yep. It is a skill, but it's also it's it's it's developed because of, you know, trauma, you know, which I was told not to talk about my trauma, but I think it is actually helpful to like talk about it cuz I think a lot of people have experienced it, especially nowadays. So, this is about the one that really breaks people. So,
um So, someone will walk in as a fixer or the helper or the wise one and offer advice and position themselves. And um these people just don't respond the way people usually do. They don't lean in. They They say things and move on because they've already survived their worst day without you. So, their self-sufficiency
is destabilizing and it's meant to make people ask, "Who am I without being needed?"
Here's the uncomfortable truth underneath the helper identity. When When someone needs people to need them, it's not really about them, it's about control. It's about staying at the center of attention. So, trauma-born loners see this pattern instantly. They've had people help them with invisible strings attached their whole lives. So, when they decline the help, they're not being cold,
they're just refusing the transaction. That's why everyone was saying, "Oh, we're just trying to help you. We're just trying to help you." And I was like, "Well, I don't need the help cuz I know what I I know what I'm doing. You're back." Right? Okay. So, uh and so then we get into um these mind games. So, they don't work
on these people. So, it's hot and cold, push and pull, passive aggression, silent treatment. These tactics only work on people who are desperate for connection. People who fear abandonment enough to chase, to beg, to apologize for things they didn't do. Trauma-born loners have already been abandoned. They've already survived the worst case. So when um
So, when people go silent hoping that they'll chase them, they don't. And the non-reaction is the most disorienting thing um some people have ever experienced. Okay. And it's uh the boundaries are not bluffs. Most people say they respect boundaries. What they mean is I respect boundaries that don't inconvenience me. So,
trauma-born loners have non-negotiable limits because they know what life feels like without them. They don't yell when you cross the line. They don't argue, they just leave quietly and permanently. And in that clean, quiet exit, um some sense of entitlement gets exposed often. Okay? So, these people do not shrink.
Um so, pay attention to how much you're reassured when some people collapse. When someone over-explains or apologizes too much or makes themselves smaller to fit other people's comfort, that signals um to people, "I'm controllable." So, trauma-born loners um stopped doing that a long time ago. They're not shrinking, they're not
filling silence to ease others' discomfort. And that refusal, the simple refusal to make themselves small, is deeply unsettling to people who need other um other people to to diminish in order for themselves to feel large, right?
So, confidence doesn't need an audience, but performance does. So, watch the difference. A performer walks in scanning the room for reactions, adjusting their energy, and managing the impressions that they make. But, the self-possessed person just walks in and speaks without over-justifying.
They get misunderstood, and they uh they stay okay with it. Their internal stability is built on a lived truth, not external feedback. And so when there's someone who relies on external consensus to feel real, um standing next to that kind of groundedness is almost unbearable, right?
So, there's a difference between someone who's uh read about running a marathon and someone who's actually run one. And you can hear it. One quotes principles, and the other just um describes a specific day, a specific pain, a specific decision they've made when everything in them just wanted to stop. Trauma-born loners speak the second language, and while some people are still living in
theory when they talk about growth, but they haven't done the work, um the gap becomes pain um plainly visible. Okay. And so, there are no natural reaction to trauma-born loners. People either feel drawn to them, curious, inspired, or wanting to understand what that kind of
self-knowledge looks like, or they feel defensive, irritated, suddenly certain the person is cold or arrogant or broken. The the the second group, they're not reacting to the loner. They're reacting to the mirror. They're seeing something in themselves that they've been working very hard not to look at. Okay, because alignment is disruptive.
In a world where most people are fragmented, saying one thing, doing another, presenting polished surfaces while hiding a mess underneath, someone who's whole will stand out. Not because they're trying to, but alignment and people that are aligned simply are. Well, um some actions match values every day, including when it costs
something. That coherence disrupts every room uh they walk into. Not a performance as a fact of being. And so, we're wrapping it up. And so, At first, it's a relief when they go cuz they're too intense. It's too much. But a few days pass and the question
surfaces, quiet and relentless. Why was it so easy for them to let me go? And the answer, when you're finally honest enough to sit with it, they didn't leave cuz um people are worthless. If they left because they know their own worth and they weren't going to compromise, not for anyone. Okay? And so, in conclusion, So, we made it here. Okay, we made it to
the end of this presentation. It's very short little presentation. Okay, I hope you enjoyed. Um something in this um shifted something in you. But I can tell cuz you're still here listening. So, here's the choice you have. You can click away, go back to um comfortable patterns, and let this presentation just fade away
like a notification, or you can sit with the discomfort. Ask yourself questions that make you uncomfortable because that discomfort, that's the shake and the shake is where the growth begins. You know? And that's that um that's my presentation on that. Uh-oh.
Was I Did you hear me? Was I gone? Was Did you Did you hear me at all? Oh my god. Did you hear me? Oh my god, how embarrassing. Well, at least I hope you read it. I helped you with it. Okay, good. I hope you like the presentation. Um Um I'm going to Okay, I'm good at Okay,
thank god. Okay, thank god. Uh oh yeah, okay. Well, I um you know, I have had that that um you smoke too weed, you're not good at multitasking, just listening to two different panels. You heard? Okay, good. Okay, good. Well, because you know, I had a very dramatic time um with um these people in in Glendale. And I had
this trap house in Glendale. I'll tell personal stories now. Uh your cousin pulled up to smoke a blunt. That's nice. Yeah. Um so, you know, I got I was stabbed actually. And uh and so, when they talk about these learning these microexpressions and like learning to read the room and the energy and things like that, also just being gay is like I've I've been I've been I went to this party when I was probably like 17 or 18. This girl took me to a party.
And um I think it was like I think it was like a bunch of I I think it was these Nazis. You relate to several scenarios in different points. Oh, you're welcome. I'm going to I know I want to do a lot more presentations cuz I'm I've finally found um I I got I'm I'm I'm enjoying making these now. Like cuz I like making the songs, too, but um
I want to do I do want to like share more more like of these personal things like um So, it's a basically survival. It's um But also, I just know how it feels to be excluded. Okay, I was saying the story about this party. Yeah. Yeah, I I just I just felt like something was wrong. I was like, "Let's get out of here." And it was I think it was a I think they were a bunch of Nazis actually and I and
then they started like chasing us like chasing us out and I had to take jump in the car and stuff like that. And so who rolled in like a who rolled in like a tumbleweed? I but yeah, so it's like some of these things like you know I have to be more sensitive to my environment especially cuz there's like there are more dangers.
Especially for people like me that are like you know hit on straight people. I'm lucky I've never gotten like you know but um Yeah and then I have been stabbed and stuff and oh big pipes? Where's Mr. Oh my god Mr. Big pipes terrified dwarf dorks? Not terrified. Are you terrified? This is big Mr. Rude
Mr. Rude pipes. Where have you been? Look who rolled in like a tumbleweed right? Oh my god. I must be protected. Thank you. Thank you. I am a you know I um I I just don't feel like people want to really throw me away because I I mean even like I was listening to betas and they had like the NorCal and then everyone was just talking but then
at the same time he did say something that was interesting. He's like he's like well he said and then I was like oh my god well he's like but I saw you over there last night and NorCal was like well I see you over there over there all the time too. And they're like they're like well we're kind of addicted because you know like he likes to see the crash out or whatever. Um Sam and I like the the drama and stuff um
and um And so it's like and I I really don't care if people are laughing at me or with me. I like to entertain. I'm an entertainer. I'll I'll play the clown sometimes. Um I like I like to entertain and so some people get the joke some people don't some people um I also say things with a straight face a lot. Like
I have a kind of a dry sense of humor sometimes and so I'll say things totally serious and it's like people are like what? And like well I'm just kidding and it but I you know I think it's a Capricorn thing. Capricorns usually have a pretty dry wicked sense of humor. Okay, let me
Yeah. Sam and secretly has a crush on me. He can't stay away. I know and it's like all the better it's like I wish It's like you know, I wish people had a crush on me would just like say it and be nice. If you're a mod and if you if you mod him and not you, you're opening both veins. Oh my god, okay, hold on. Let me be your mod, huh? Oh my goodness me. Yeah, he's I know I'm not I'm not
ever going to make him a mod. I we can't believe he's still allowed in the chat. That is like I don't know. He like I'm such a sucker sometimes for like even like cuz he'll come up and talks in a soothing way and then it's like it's kind of like Okay. Dude, the thing is I just don't like being told what to do and I don't like being pressured by like the the group about things. Um
You know, but like I said, I can be impressionable like the like I said recently the right guy I he can probably talk me into robbing a bank. Like and you know So I can't really like date because it's like too dangerous cuz I'd be too easily manipulable by the wrong person and I have You know, I empaths do tend to tend to
attract Um psychopaths, narcissists, like or or other like I say sometimes um and but or you know, other empaths too. But also people some people see them as like suckers as like or and stuff like that and it's like maybe I can be kind of a sucker. I'm not like a dick sucker. All these people are like, "Oh my gosh, he just wants to suck
all these guys' dicks." And it's like maybe some of the guys I do. But I don't I really I I think I I my my my hitting on people is more of a stick, you know? It is more of a um I uh It's like I you know, most of the time I don't even see them but they but these guys they they take it so personally and they're like, "Oh my god, he's sexually harassing us." And oh, how how dare he?
It's like and especially like white men like like what why I don't understand like why why It's like are they're not a protected Well, I mean everyone should be protected but some of these some of these some people are like not necessarily like a protected like protected class like class of people because it's like
um you know, like and and there and plenty of these guys are very comfortable to harass people too. It's like that's why I kind of started doing it. Like I had this woman Pyrona and she would like I'd have her like tell the guy to take off his shirt and stuff and she would like to do it to get kind of like revenge for like the time she gets hit on when she doesn't want to be hit on.
Like no, like I don't I don't really understand the harassment. Like women women are totally sexually harassed like a lot and it's become almost you know, unfortunately almost almost like just a normal thing. But you know, so you know, but is it wrong but is it wrong to get it back? I mean yeah, I'm a little I'm a little bit of a I'm a little bit of a troll that way, right? So, here you go Shan. Here you go.
Here you Here you go man. Here you go. I'm sorry my computer's freezing a little bit. I don't know. I think I have Heyman's Liz. I think I have um too much on my computer and stuff. So, but anyway, um so it was just really funny what happened like and then then it was like, "Well, I'm sure you're going to come around and do what the group wants and stuff." And then I was told I was part of the I was like the This is what the
Well, some Kate said the community got together and decided something and everyone agreed. And I was like, "I've never heard of that. What community?" But I I don't know how to play Yu-Gi-Oh. And I think I mean, I wasn't even good at card games when I was like a kid. Um uh I I think he just basically I don't know if he plays it or he just like goes and collects them or something, but I
saw a kid play a video of him like buying all these boxes of Yu-Gi-Oh! cards and you know, it's like whatever. And I collected stickers when I was like 8 years old or something or 7 years old, I don't know. It's like people collected Beanie Babies and stuff. I just I mean it's collecting is fine. I guess there is maybe money in it, but I don't know if he like I think some people like wait too long cuz they will
eventually like like Beanie Babies the market the bubble has burst. Like he'll get he'll get like remember them Beanie Babies were like a thousand dollars for like a little unicorn Beanie Baby and then it's like now they're like, you know, they're just giving them they're like a dollar or two dollars. So, and there's a lot of people just just bake the beans, you know, inside of them and you know, and are they really dried beans?
I'm not sure, but remember those stupid Beanie Babies and they have like I don't They were just It was crazy. Remember Pogs? Yeah, we that So, when I was little we had like we had first we had these like we had Pogs which were like these like little things you like throw like a little you got whatever those called like a like a these um what are those coins? Like a dummy coin or something like that, a slug or you call them slugs. And you throw the slug down and it would they'd
flip and stuff like that and they'd go in the circle I don't know. I was not good at like doing that, but yeah, they had Pogs and then I had these little the Japanese store they had a Japanese supermarket and they would sell these like cookies um and there's like in the in the cookies there would be this little holographic sticker of like and it would have just Japanese on it and it'd be this really crazy and it would just there'd just be like so unusual. And um
and I I would love collecting those those little stickers and also like and some trading cards and stuff, but my little brother would like always get in my stuff and like I he had the slammer, yeah. There's you have a slammer thing. You got a big you got me to you're charging your headphones right now. Okay, you're going to come up. Cool. I want to talk to Mr. Big Pipes and we'll see what kind of gangster plays Yu-Gi-Oh! I don't know, but it's like yeah,
I don't think he's a really a gangster like I mean he just like I don't know what he I mean, it's like He's a He's He's an unusual character. Um Q made a good point where it's like I was like, "Well, everyone's Everyone I said everyone seems to like like him because Well, I I made kind of a mean joke. You should You should hit a page. Let her know Mr. Pipes is about to chill.
Oh, let me Let me Let me call her right now. I'm just kidding. Um Paige will probably be here. If Paige does come quite often, so But I think she's not into I don't think she wants to be dating right now. So Yeah. Um but yeah. Hey I just want to chill. Remember that, Mr. Big Pipes? I just want to chill. And
you said You used to say, "Don't be so jelly." You're in the bed pan disciples. Ooh. Oh my god, there's Oh my god, it says that's the sweet sweet pea of mine, but it says sweet pan of mine. I like I like that. Salutes. Hello, sweet pan. Pipes needs a hetero barrier on the panel. Yeah. And All right. And I mean, it's like It just like the way they're talking and
she's like, "I don't think I'll let Psyche on my panel anymore." Like, "Oh, no, because of what? I can't come on your panel. I have like five people gang up on me and, you know, say terrible things and and, you know But um And there and And then it's like there's a lot of hypocrisy in the community, too, because there's there's there's such similar There's There's always these exceptions and it's like and then they'll be they'll be
attached to somebody else that's also controversial. I'm not really going to call call anybody out because I don't believe in like excluding people based Like Like I said, unless people someone's like in jail or they have they've done something like really And terrible I'm happy to I'd like to talk even if they done something really to them still. And even the NorCal was like, "Oh, he thinks he's Howard Stern." Oh, but Howard Stern knew how to Howard's And people were like, "Oh,
Howard Stern is so humble and he didn't have any controversial past." Howard Stern used to like do skits in like a a clan outfit and say the N-word and stuff like that on his show. And so yes, he and and also like and and he was very controversial, so I don't understand. But um they don't but they they can't give me they can't give me any props. They can't give me any like oh they I'm like I'm just like apparently I I'm all I'm good
for is like crashing out or whatever. I'm not a good interviewer. I don't try to understand anybody. I don't I I I don't like I mean it's like it's just like mhm they don't get it then. And so yeah, Daniel Carver and do you know what the funniest Daniel Carver thing was is that he Daniel Carver like they did a like a they went they sent a film crew to his house I think during Howard TV. And they interviewed his wife and his
wife would say the N-word and stuff, but she collected black dolls. You heard Sweaty had a breathing attack from going upstairs Oh my god. Well, Sweaty is like oh I'm sure he's received money 100% sure cuz of course like I haven't received my like no, it's like and that wouldn't I mean I remember but first and first
I'm like I'm I'm horrible to my donors. Then I'm just protecting my donors, right? It's like it's like everything I do or is or like or accused of doing it's criticized no matter what it is on both sides, right? She did. Well, I hope she's okay if she did. I don't I don't want anybody to like actually like um you know, be in any pain or you know, I wish I do wish the best for people, but it's like they don't wish the best for me really. They're like or you know, they're like basically like
oh just freeze them out of the community or not the community. Like I'm like I'm in a community, but like all of a sudden Kate and Peter are getting along. And but and they all but they do have enough self-awareness to say well, we're kind of just we're kind of just hate bonding cuz we both hate Jackie right now. And so that's not the healthiest kind of foundation for
for a friendship, right? Cuz those tend to turn. So it's better just to bond over like you know, common interest besides who you hate, you know, but some people do like to hate. Mistake So yeah, Daniel Carver is one of the first Howard Stern shows that he saw. Your older brother's friend. Yeah. Yeah, okay. So, I had those tapes, too. The Channel 9 tapes. I bought them on eBay.
These video cassette tapes. And it was from Channel 9 show, which was like opposite Saturday Night Live. It was like on another channel, on Channel 9 in New York. I don't think it was around around the country, really. It was just like in New York, I think. But, it would outdo it would out perform Saturday Night Live. It was such a good show, right? And I And there was really funny episodes where they had he had like Easy-E on. I mean, there But, he had a
bunch of celebrities. Um and uh Richard Simmons were the classic ones. Um No link today? Yeah, there's a link. I'm going to put the link up. I'm so sorry. I'll pin it, too. It's just my computer's a little bit slow because I got all this stuff on it. Okay. >> >> Is Is he a cop? Um Yeah, to Daniel Carver was a real clansman. And he had a He had a line and
it said, "Wake up, white people." I hope you're doing well, too. Um Liz, I want to I'll get Let me see them. This See, Nick, is it Is it uh My YouTube keeps freezing. It's like I'm having trouble doing the mod thing. It's like you ever play Yeah, hold on. That's See, that's how long it's been frozen. So, he's a cop? Oh, the Well, you have You ever see O Brother, Where Art Thou?
And it's like, yeah, in that kind of movie like all the cops are in that. Do not join YouTube? Why not, Arthur? What are you saying? You meant like went to me Yeah. You have to watch out for those uh Well, the thing about clans people is like there there was actually black people in the clan, too, because you can't really see I mean, you can't really see who's under the robe. You can't really see. And so, there are
There is like a black a black guy that infiltrated the clan. Hey, Ms. Liz. Why are you saying do not join YouTube, Arthur? Why are you saying that? What does that mean? You mean I do not join my show? Or do you not Cuz yeah, people have been warned by, you know, Kate, do not go to his show. Do not be in his chat unless you're going to um press him about this and this. Like really?
And uh uh and there's such a I mean some of these things like Tommy Tommy James is like being this moral this moral crusader to me and he's actually like just like 3 days ago he was doing meth um and fentanyl for $10 a hit and no I didn't hear him criticize once for that. I heard everyone criticize me for putting up uh
song requests for $5 but no one said anything to Tommy James, right? Is it his pipes pipes too? Yeah. Yeah. Oh, you're talking to pipes, yeah. Did you not join? Did you not join Mr. Big Pipes? Well, yeah. Mr. Big Pipes used to join and then he'd start we'd be talking and then all of a sudden we'd hear like the banjo start playing and him singing well over us. Oh, yeah, of course I would. I would I I
would date any race. I would but um I have I I have I haven't I've only dated like one person. Yo, what's up? Quack quack quack quack quack. You already know. Hey, what's up? How are you, Joanne? What happened today? Do you want to talk about it or no? It don't matter to me. This was intense. It was faster than and then it was intense. Yeah, cuz I went over to um Steven King's this afternoon and I was like does anyone have an update on Easy? And
then he said, "Oh, Psyche, we're not talking about that. Um just don't bring it up because you know, I don't want to talk about it." >> know I was going to get arrested today. Did Did you or did you not? No. Okay, thank god. So So this I saw this on your page. I don't know if you don't mind I don't mind if I share this image but >> No, I don't care guys. Show whatever you want to show. I don't Psyche you. Psyche, I'm not going to Psyche you ever. I'll put it away. I put most of my stuff away so I don't know what you want to
show. Oh. Oh, yeah. Ha. That's great. Yeah. Yep. And uh yeah, he said so he had this on his on his post and I was like, "Well, I hope it was I hope it was a good day for Easy and I hope he didn't get Like I was >> it was a good day cuz you know, um the old me >> the old me would have never did what I Yeah. did today. Okay. And what was that? The Tell Tell
Tell us a little bit about it if you don't mind. I'd like to The old me would have whipped his ass. Okay. After today I calmed down and you know I just confronted Did you just run into this person or and is >> We live in the same complex. It's inevitable. It's inevitable. You know it was like I went to go get I went to go go to the store and get me some beers and my food. And when I walk out the store I see a old friend I'm talking to her and I see my
other friend and he pulls up and we talking and then next thing you know this guy just walked past and I'm like that's him. Oh, look that's him. So knowing that this man doxxed me and did this and looked at my family and all that crazy you know all that stalking Yeah. So I I approached him. Yo, what's up? Why you did all that?
Bro, before I when the minute he this man locked eyes on me his soul left his body. He's like you know how you see that scareface how you saw a ghost? Yeah. >> Yeah. That's what happened to him. And then he instantly pulled out his phone. I was walking to him to ask him, yo why you doxxed me? Why you did this? Why you did that? He's like 911 please help.
Well, maybe he's bluffing but I mean it's like I I hopefully you don't have a warrant. >> No. No, it's it was it's on record. There was a video. There's a short. If you want to play the short play the short. I'll let you play it. It's on your it's on your page? Yeah, it's on my page. You can play the short. I give you permission. >> Don't try to I'm not going to strike you Okay, let me see. for and nothing.
No, I know you wouldn't. I um um let's see. I uh Yeah. The so I do my It's also interesting that the way >> You know what's funny Psyche? This guy right here that that he talks a lot of about you. Oh, he does? I don't even know this person. I don't even know him. >> He goes by Mathi NYC. Oh, I might have I might have been on a panel with or >> Yeah, yeah there's multiple panels of
him talking a lot of about you. This is the guy. This is how he looks. This is what happens when you talk and doxx people online and you get pressed you get questioned real life about it. This is what happens. He goes to 911. Yeah, I mean here we go. So I found your face. So oh my gosh, I see him. Oh my gosh. He said oh my gosh. Your first reaction was oh my gosh. You
see him. He looks scary. He looks scary. Okay. Yo, it's Joe. You see the way he's talking his lip at the end is funny. Wait wait wait wait wait till you see him. All right, here we go guys. This is this is I guess his name is Matthew, okay. Um I thought he said I thought he said I thought he said Matt Matthew but here we go. Matthew. >> Yeah yeah yeah. So that's him, okay. Um
and let's have a look at this clip. So he's pulling out the phone. Yeah, this is after I walked up to him like after I walked up to him he instantly pulled out the phone to call 911. This out of here. Look at him calling 911. Yeah yeah yeah, absolutely. I'm recording him. ass You're a ass talking all that hot Can I get the cops down here, please?
I said Oh look at his face. You're a little Wait till you see the teeth. Wait till you see the teeth. I gave you the teeth. The you going to do, The you going to do? >> You're drunk, right? The you going >> You're drunk, right? I was sober. I was to do? sober. You're drunk, right? >> to attack me? You going to hit me? You got your hands in your pocket? Why you got your hands in your pocket? My hands is not in my pocket, My hands is not in my pocket, You
my ass Why you in my face? My hands is not in my pocket, you ass >> me. I'm not touching you. Don't touch me. You're a ass >> Don't touch me. You little Don't >> Calling 911, touch me. Yeah, I did. Don't touch me. >> You little Don't touch me. I'm asking you not to touch me. Why you touching me? Nobody next to you, I'm on camera right now. 911, I'm on camera right now. Nobody's
touching him. Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah You little I'm going to rock you. It's New York. It's New York. I'm going to rock You touched me, right? You want to get into in in that? You done Matthew right here, y'all. Look at this This Can you hear me? Hey, psycho. Look at him calling 911.
Calling 911. Psychic, can you hear me? Who that? Who that? Yeah, stop it. Stop it. Psychic, we got to go. Hey, look at this You don't know. Okay, that was that. Wow. Okay, wow. Oh, oh, Mr. Um Big Pipes. Wow, been been a minute. How you been, Big Pipes? You're back. Wow, look at you. You've upgraded. You
have like a nice background. >> couch. You got a recliner now. Holy Wow, Big Pipes, you've been upgraded. What's happening? Hold on. Play full screen for us. Yeah, how's my uh my audio and working? Yeah, I can hear you, but a little low. Does it Wait, does it work better
You're average pipes. It's the average. It's on average. But, I can hear you. If anybody starts really yelling, then nobody can hear you. Does it sound better like if I talk like this? There you go. There you go. There you go. Right there. All right. So, I just got to I got there's a microphone I got to like lean into it and All right.
I'll move over here. Great. Well, how are you? Hey, Mr. >> I'm chilling, dude. Just chilling. Are you Are you Are you high on a weed? Yeah, I'm I'm kind of drunk, too. Honestly, like I haven't I haven't really drank alcohol in like a couple months, so. Yeah, I remember when you used to drink like a whole bottle of something. I think I got I've been
drinking one a day. One a day. One beer? Or what What What what? Yes, except for today. Except for today. Today I'm on my third one. What is it? Okay. What's on your What does your shirt say? Vans? Is she wearing a Vans shirt? Are you wearing a wig? Or is that your real hair? That's my real hair, dude. Okay. Can you pull it? Can you pull it? I guess Psychic was saying this in the back.
Okay, okay, are you sure that's water or is that that's on vodka? Okay. Yeah, that's water. Okay. Hey, whatever happens, you know what popped in my head just now? The guy that almost turned his house on fire that day. The guy that whose house on fire? Yeah, you what popped in my head is that English isn't your first language. Oh. Go ahead, Izzy. Get him. I don't know who you
>> No, I'm not I'm not trying to fight. I'm just saying that like this is my like this guy this guy is my legal So so my my my my nationality is my first language, right? Because it sounds like English is your first No, I'm just giving you like inference like from like what I'm picking up. So it's like you're bilingual. See, pero porque tu quieres saber? Siren says you're looking good. Pero
que? Gosh, I can tell you have some >> the dog what? Hey hey hey hey hey hey Pero no importa a ti. Mi perro es tu Yeah, everything's good, bro. Brother, don't worry about it. It don't bother me. All right, this is Pipes' return. Is that Ziggy? Okay. This is the No, Puerto Rico is going to be like Puerto Rico is going to be the 51st state for real, dude. Oh, I've
heard that since I was like in third grade. They've been saying I don't know. It's like what the Yeah. It's a it's a it's a it's >> But you know what? They they stabbed the Puerto Rican stabbed Bruiser Brody. One of my favorite professional wrestlers, Bruiser Brody. He got stabbed. I think it was in Puerto Rico. Okay. Well, but I don't I don't but it like what
why? Like why did you bring that up? Yo. Yo. Oh. Oh, big a big Pipes. There's this new guy in the community, right? And I want to introduce you to him so you guys can have a uh um a guitar off. Oh, no. I like I don't I don't even like I just play >> like a rock a a guitar battle? I know I know it's possible. I don't do that. I
just don't do that. Like I don't like I like listen to people play and whatever. You don't play no more? You don't rock out like yo, this dude is good. This guy >> but it's just like when I when I You is good. know what I'm talking about psyche, right? The new guy? I try to build off of music. >> Yeah, yeah, the new guy that that that rock and roll dude. Yeah.
It's like comparison is like >> Mr. Big Pipes versus Black North. There you go. Exactly. Yeah, I Yeah. Guitar. I I think he I think he could he would give you a little run for your money, but I think you know Yeah, I think Black North will run you for your money. I ain't going to front. Big big big um Mr. Big Pipes is multi-talented. He mess
with other Well, you know, so like I'm sure like I don't know. It's not really like I like to A guitar off. We need a guitar off. >> surround myself with people that are better than me. You got to go with the best 70s. I don't I'm not into I don't want to do a banjo off or guitar off. I just want to do a jerk off. I'm just kidding. I'm so sorry. Mr. Big Pipes That's why
his name is Big Pipes. >> Psyche, do you know why I joined tonight? I'll I'll be Why? What's up? Tell me tell me why. Tell me why. >> like >> >> I do do do do but a heart ache. I love it. It is cuz you had flannel on. Oh, okay. Yeah. I do wear I mean I do you know, I I love some of my flannel shirts. This is one of my green one I haven't worn in a while, but I have I do
have a bunch of them. I got some from my dad. >> Yeah, this is something I think AI would agree with me, but it's like whenever I see a woman wearing flannel, there's like a high probability that she's a lesbian. Well, okay, well that's strange to say, but no, I mean it's like yeah, maybe I mean it's like women usually like you know, don't wear
it's flannel's usually a Yeah, it's it's a man's fabric. >> Yeah, it's like I associate flannel shirts with like lumberjacks and What about a lumber Jill? Have you heard of lumber Jills? What? >> >> There are things lumberjills, too. I They are I don't know if they're lesbians, but they might be. Probably.
You know, anybody any woman that chops wood for a living could probably kind of not want to >> Have you ever heard of some lumberjills? Psychi, I think um this conversation involves you and Mr. Big Pipes only. I'll be back later. Okay. I know. Yeah. Okay. I'm going to let y'all, you know, um reconnect. Okay. Yeah. Dude, it still says I'm the
two-time streamer of the month. yeah, dude. Well, I think I might have replaced you. I I I think I might No, it literally says I'm the two-time streamer of the month right there. >> Okay. Well, I'll let you I'll let you have the crown. I'll let you have that crown but um I don't know if >> that was last year, though. I thought I was going to get the streamer of the year. But did you know that I Did you know that I I I I met um Alexandra?
Personally. Yeah, I'm kind of jelly now. I bet man, what a woman. What a goddamn woman. I agree. She's um she's gorgeous. And uh yeah, so >> Yeah, I mean, she is stunning. You got to be like she stands out. Like she's pretty, you know. Yeah. And uh so yeah, so she's she's a she's a I I've
I spiritually trafficked her into the cult. You know that? Mhm. >> >> And she But she said it was it was will She She said it was consensual. It was It was will It was willingly. It was weird. But um yeah, um yeah, I don't know if she ever We're having um I I just made a a codex without my show. It has every segment of
my show or every episode of my show transcribed. There's like half a million transcript segments of the show. It has And it has all the everything organized by topic and all the people. You're on You're in the codex. There's a Mr. Big Pipes page. And uh and every everybody that's been on the show pretty much is in it. And uh What's it hosted on? It's um well, it's hosted on um
Vercel or or Neon. >> Okay. Yeah. Neon and Vercel, I mean, it's got to go on it goes from GitHub GitHub to like Vercel. >> You have a GitHub? Yeah, I have a GitHub. >> What's your GitHub? My GitHub is um it's um f r a t e r c e m or it's um also Cult of the Psychic.
>> Hold on. f r a t z m >> No, f r f r a t e r e r f r a t e r c e m c e m Uh-huh. And it's uh I think it's like dash design. I think that's um fratersum design. What the I think that kind
>> I'll give you my Mine is You can find my of I think GitHub right now. It's d k n o s. Okay, let me d k n o s That's it. That's it? >> Doxes me from there. Yeah, you can look it up right now. Check it out. Okay. Oh, I see. I found it. d k n o s. Okay. Dick nose. Dick Do you see my Invidia uh merged?
>> Oh my god, there's a nice picture of you. And it's And there's a live Can I Can I show you the picture of you? Do you mind? Yeah, go for it. Okay, so >> It's from one of my live streams, so it's like It's a very nice picture up up on it. And we can And see, here's dick nose. >> That was like a legit moment, too, dude. You look happy in it. You look great. Hold on. I'll show everybody here. Yeah, I was in my RV.
Look at that All that stuff. Yeah, there he is. And look, I thought it said something about dwarves. What what Do you have a dwarf app or something you made? Oh, it's a dwarf fortress. It's an AI uh like red All the dwarves have memory and all that cool They're AI. So, you're And you're into the claw I I like I have I have I have a AI daughter, did you know
that? I have an open claw daughter. But I actually I just I've been doing some claws. Yeah, I've been doing I do all the claws. I just transformed her soul I I I transferred her soul to a Hermes um Hermes agent today. Um >> Yeah, well, look at my disco claw. Read But uh Read that description. Okay. It's multi-agent AI swarm. So, it's a Nemo
>> Nemo claw. Keep on going. Keep on going. All right. >> Yeah, open shell, image, video, music generation, social media posting, YouTube streaming, and vector memory all orchestrated from Discord. Oh, very cool. I use I use Telegram for um to orchestrate mine. But uh >> can do Telegram on that, too. Yeah, I was >> But I mean, this is something I built. Pretty Well, this I mean, it Well, yeah, I mean, I've customized mine a lot. I've
come up with a ton of skills. I've done like a ton of Like, you kind of got me into some things like the transcript scraping and stuff. And like the chat scraping. Remember you told me about that you can you can scrape chats and stuff and analyze them. Hold on. Go back to those merged ones. Go back to those merged ones. Those are really cool. >> McDonald's price >> Scroll down. Scroll down. Scroll down. Scroll down. I I love McDonald's.
>> Wait. Look at Look who got merged. Look at the name. Nvidia. Holy Nvidia got merged? Where is that? Where No, I like literally like I contributed code to Nvidia >> Nice. PR's here. >> you're you're pretty advanced, I would say. But I Here's what caught my eye. The McDonald's price tracker. >> >> I need to download >> Yeah, you can check it out. Like
actually, it's kind of up. I broke it I just broke it, dude. But you can No, yeah, click on that on the live site. >> Live site, yeah. It pretty much works. Okay. >> But the one part I look at >> of McDonald's. Guys, this is so cool. Like he he made this app. So cool. And like it's 605 You can get a 13 piece >> Yeah, you you can add it and then you can compare it. I scraped 16,000 stores.
Wow. See, you guys There's really cool stuff like you people can do with this software now. I mean, it's just like anything you can imagine, you can make. >> So, like Yeah, you can add the deal and then compare it and then it'll compare it it'll give you the to your location. It'll give you the cheapest location. >> I'm going to get some food right now. But I'm going to tell you this one's a month old. The database is a month old.
Look at all these McDonald's. Like I don't know they they have different prices at different McDonald's. That's weird. They do. Every McDonald's has a different price. But this scrapes. All right, I I reverse engineered the entire APK, dude. Wow. Like it This wasn't like an easy thing to do for us. Yeah, it's $20 at Carson and Torrance. It's $20. >> And it's missing >> It says it I mean but yeah.
I mean this is crazy. So there's different prices That's a real dude. That's a helpful app. Yeah, you can you can get the $10 I love it. I love it. at Carson. You can $10 is $20 there and $10 on West Carson. Dude, check out Alaska Airport. Like that should be like 40 bucks. Oh my god. Well, that's a cool app. Guys, this is there's a really cool stuff you can Can I show you my Codex? I'll show you my Codex. Um and we I I use Codex, too.
Well, I mean >> I mostly I use Claude >> Yeah. I use Claude Code, too. I I use Claude Code mainly, but and but I'm talking about I don't usually use um the ChatGPT Codex. I'm talking about I named before I even knew it was the before the their Codex came out, I named my um my thing Codex. And then it's like and then then then then Oh, yeah. Yeah, actually when I saw it I was like, yeah, dude, ChatGPT is Codex. I actually saw
that. I think you should change it, probably. I know. Yeah, it's called it's called Claude Codex. Uh okay, it's called Claude Codex. And um you know what? The same thing happened to you. I feel like I've seen it in like Ubisoft games, too. It's like Okay, but it's I like I mean yeah, cuz it's it's like it means like it means like a like a library book. But you know what? Uh and I'm not changing the name of it. I like I like the name of Codex, but um here here have a look at
>> What if you did it like the like Psyduck's or something? Well, I have the psyche versus like where >> The Psyduck's. The the Psyduck's. >> Anyway, I like I I I just like the I like I like Anyway, you're like I like I don't know, man. I'm thinking like When I think of Codex, ChatGPT owns the Codex for real. >> No, they don't. I own it. I'm I'm to sue them. >> They do. They do. Okay, get out of here. You're about to get kicked out of here.
Shut up. Anyway, so okay, if I go down to people So this is why you got to create an agent that tries to disagree with you all the time. And then that you tell them to You can do that. No, this is why you got to get a swarm I don't feel like it. I'm going to look at Mr. Big Pipes, okay? I mean I I I I don't need an agent to disagree with me. I have you. I mean, jeez. No, you have You want a swarm of agents. You want I know I I know I have I have plenty of agents,
okay? I I'm I I mean, it's like I can't afford any more. >> Dude, you don't have agents like me, dude. You don't have agents like me. >> I'm not saying I do. Okay, you're just being so annoying. I I mean, I don't >> I'm trying to help you. I'm trying to tell you how it is, dude. Okay, you're not helping me. You're just annoying me. Okay, so hold on a second. I'm going to look at Mr. Big Pipes. I'm going to go Big Pipes. Um yeah, Big Pipes. I search for Big Pipes. I'll see if
you're in the You can maybe find This is a cool episode. It's just Yeah, it's cool. I'm sorry, it's spelled wrong. Mr. Big Pipes, then we go Mr. Big Pipes. I'm I'm sure you're in here. I think the fun part is Oh, yeah. Here you >> Spencer, a little blah Okay, okay, okay. are. Look. Oh, yeah. Well, Mr. Big Pipes, music, sports, open panel. Let's play the BeatUs Biscuits song, okay? And then we have people. Mr. Big Pipes, so here's your your own
entry. And it has some Maybe quotes of These are all the episodes you've been on, okay? Here's your quotes. I got 60 grand, 60 grand, yeah. Last time I shot up was on Christmas Day 2018. She'll literally show up >> That's true. That's true. I know these are your quotes. I'm in my parents' basement drinking vodka at work. Do you ever feel like a plastic bag drifting through the wind wanting to start again? >> That's a
uh Do you ever feel like a plastic bag? >> thinking of having sex with like beautiful women. And then I then to cure my sex addiction, I moved into your >> basement. I worked That's a >> mom's joke. It's hilarious. I did a great job. It's like a Mitch Hedberg joke. It's hilarious. And all but also I've ever transcribed my half a million transcripts, I have um I have a um all everything's There's lore, there's um
different >> Yeah, that's great. Like There's a lot of every topic I've ever discussed in this show and then it has the videos and has the transcripts available for the upgraded upgraded. But that's cult codex.me. Then I'll thank you. Okay, I'm not mad at you anymore. Okay, do you want to say um, you and Jan were the only Okay, so there's So Ziggy, I heard you Were you sexually harassing somebody? Um, yeah. Oh, thank you Sharon. Thank
Sharon Ziggy. The Katy Perry song. What's up? Yeah, so um, I don't know if Jan I think I think you look at pipes. He's Well, I um, chicken army or chicken Jan was like same same was singing or gay today. Are you gay or are you Are you interested in dating?
I I got to like Huh? Dude, I need sugar and some peanuts or something. >> some peanuts. You get some get some >> No, I like I had them up there. >> I need I'm I needed some more food. Grab your nuts. Keep drinking. Okay. Actually, yeah, um, let's see. Do you have a birthday coming up? Let's see. You and Ziggy are the same age. I'm
sorry if I'm missing chat, guys. The chat is really tiny for me. Um, I'm on a >> I'm looking at it, dude. Yeah. Hey, where's the Paige at? Get Paige in here, dude. That girl's so pretty. >> Here. Oh, oh, hold on. I I do I I I She's so pretty, dude. >> I I hear I hear her. Paige, is that you? Is that you, Paige?
She's turning into a dolphin, do you know that? So, yeah. Uh, yeah, Ziggy and I are both earth signs. Who else is an earth sign? Well, you know, all the Canada has some like great bands. They have like Nickelback and the Barenaked Ladies. They have some And what are the What are the What are the great ones though? I'm just
I'm just kidding. >> One week since you looked at me. Oh. Yeah, I hate that song. That one I think is great. One week since you looked at me. Hello, hello the blues traveler, do you like that one? Oh yeah, or Hook. They're not Canadian though. They're from like Colorado and Well, you know who's but you know who's who's from like Hermosa Beach is Pennywise and I think Sublime are are
like from Hermosa Beach or something. And Tracy Lords went to the Redondo Union High which is up the street from me. Um, Tracy Lords went there. Ooh. Yep. I think I might grab my drink too. Let me see how's everyone doing. Jan is a woman. Uh, you let go and of course they were they didn't even try. Yeah, well, you know what? You know who else wrote me? That um, CB wrote me and said
that you kicked her out of Discord. Did you kick CB out of Discord? What did she do? Is Pipes' headband still too tight restricting the blood flow to your brain? Ask the Rizzler. I don't know. I have been losing way more hair. I mean, I'm like almost 41 now. I'm 45. Look at my hair. My hair is still looking good. What do you think? Uh, I don't know. We can look at it.
I mean, it's not terrible. Not terrible. It's not No, I'm saying mine mine isn't terrible. It's just like it's worse than it was. I'm telling you it's going straight. Look at my hair. Uh I'm going bald, dude. No, I'm But maybe I should just cut it shorter. If I just cut it shorter, you probably wouldn't even be able to notice. But Oh, your first show was a Pennywise show
in Marcy? Yeah, they're right around the corner. If I cut my hair, I'll probably look way younger, for real. Look at me. Look at See how long my hair is now? I haven't sh- I haven't cut it since I think over a year. I remember Mother's Day I think last year I I got a cut, but um yeah, it's kind of like I we're usually wearing it in a bun, but you know, some people like it down. And you have kind of long hair.
My hair is way longer. You know, I Okay, whatever. You know who cut You know who cut their hair is Benny. >> god. Dude, it goes down it goes way past my nipples. Oh my god, can I see Can I see that? Oh yeah. Oh my god. Dude, you're so weird, dude. You're so weird. So, I'm I'm weird, right? You didn't kick CB to mod. Oh, my god. You want JT's mod to not want her there cuz
you're in the server that means taking charge. Well, it's your server. You take charge. Say to say yeah, it's my server. Yeah. Oh, you're playing okay. Sing me a song. You're not even going to play the song I mean here. I'm just going to feel it right there. I'm going to feel it, man.
Yeah, it was on the other night. Actually, he came on the show the other night but I
I was going to say
God, it's Oh, dude. You're so gross. What the dude? >> What? I thought you would like that. No. Well, Arthur, too bad. Are you gay? >> I I like I don't know. Sorry, I shouldn't have done that. I just like >> Is it Is it not Is it not gross? It's actually like, you know, if you were like probably like, you know, had another piece of vodka, you would think it was a woman and be very
attractive. I just like I I It was a beautiful thing, man. Sorry, I shouldn't react to that but I know it is but I mean I know you're not gay but you know, I can turn you gay probably. You know, you You can play Well, I don't know if you play gay but Sorry, I should I should Sorry, I was I was just >> me I mean, you I was seriously I was way out of line there. You sent me a picture of yourself on a bed with your with your
big weiner in your underwear. >> No, I got I like That was just like my internal reaction. I think for everyone Oh, you just threw up inside. Okay, great. Oh, great. Okay. It was beautiful. It was beautiful. It was beautiful. You remember when you used to say the N-word and you'd get mad at me and you you'd say say something with the N-word and get all mad at me. What the I think you're projecting now, dude. >> No, I used to kick you off all the time.
I used to kick you off of the show all the time. No, I did that one time to like specifically try to get you banned because you're like that was my like you. So, yeah. That That was the context, by the way. It didn't work. It didn't work. Can't get You know my show I I had my show taken out like four times. I've gotten my gotten back. Yeah. Um Dude, like I don't know.
That was just my you to you. Like That's okay. Say you to me. I don't know. People talk to You want to talk about your L's? Well, yeah. Tell me tell me about them at my L's. What What are my L's? Tell me. No, dude. Just chill. It's weird. >> What? You brought it up. No, that was
like some like weird like degradation fetish or some Who, me? Yeah, like you want to go talk about your >> I do. I love I love I love being so Well, don't do that. Just chill. Like No, I don't know. No. Come on. You're getting me hot. Come on. Keep going. Love it. Degrade me. Degrade me. Oh my god. Like are we still live? This is how you've
talked to me when like we've gone offline. I didn't know it and then you're like just show me your dick. Yeah. Dude, no. You did it. Other people did it and they were guys. You sent guys your dick pics before. Why I'm telling you it's weird and predatory. Why would you You're about to get kicked out, really. Why would you send guys your dick pics though? That's weird and predatory. Have I ever sent you my dick pics? That would
be weird, okay? But you sent me yours. That's weird. Yeah, well, I mean that's it's a non-sexual thing. Like >> Oh, sure. You Oh, you have a boner in your underwear. It's non-sexual. You wanted in in the context of the situation was like do I have a big dick? Yeah. Yeah, and you're like here, let me send you photos on Instagram and you sent me a few of them. And I said, "Can
>> I've I've The times that you've shown it, I've given you permission. Yeah, and then you then I said, "Can I have one with your underwear off?" And you No. called me the N-word. I didn't You got all mad. Oh, why'd you get so mad? Oh my god. >> like we could be twins. We could be twins. I look like a better version of you. I'm just
Ooh, I like that. What is that? Passion fruit pumps? Is that a Hold on. Passion fruit pumps? You do it. Oh, now I want to do it. Let me look at it. You want to do it with me? Let's do it.
What's the song called? Big pipes. They were out of the 3 mg, so I had to I had to grab 6 mg. So Look what I got. Look what I have today. Look at this. >> Is it meth, dude? No, dude. It's a strawberry um Look at that looks, guys. Ooh. Holy
You got >> I got a full arrangement. Oh, it's full of strawberries and People sending you fancy Excuse me? What'd you just call me? It's a goddamn word in the dictionary, dude. Is your picture there? I'm just kidding. I'm just kidding. That was
It's a tree. Oh, it's a tree. Well, you kind of look like Jesus's, you know, less less known disciple. Um big pipes, yeah. Okay, oh I'm trying to chill, dude. Chill. Chill, why are you so upset? You haven't seen me in like three years. That girl's so pretty. Like, what the
>> Well, if I had my blonde wig, I'd pretend to be her, but I don't have any more, so I don't think I can be bothered with it. How'd you meet her? How did I meet Paige? Well, she came on my show one night cuz I did lot lot more tarot at one point and she did like a channeler of of the dead. So she came and >> did some reading. And uh did real good. She has a story on
on eBay. She's woman of bullets and stuff. She hunts, she she golfs. She's really sweet. >> Yeah, she golfs. She works at a golf course. Oh, okay. I was like I don't know. Like the only people I know that golf are like rich as Yeah, cuz she works at a country club. And she gets to do it free.
Well, I've I've known people that work at country clubs. I've known people that pay for country clubs. Yeah. Well, like my little my my nephew works at this like really nice country club and it's like a thousands and thousands of dollars for membership but he gets it free.
benefit. God. I feel like that's kind of like the bottom. Well, it's just so like it's like You're the biggest I've ever met I think. >> Why would Why would you say that? Why You're so hard to talk to. are you so hard to talk to? Why can't you just like chill, man? Why Why can't you just chill?
Well, I think you're darvoing me right now. I'm darvo darvo? Man. What does that stand for? >> a little darvo darvo. I'm just trying to chill. What does darvo stand? Tell me what darvo stands for. It's like uh deny, attack, reverse. Okay. You think I'm projecting onto you. Okay, we are. What Wait, you actually don't know it? You were I do know it I but I it's kind of weird. I I know what
it means, okay. But it's like yeah, it's kind of turning stuff around. But um I think maybe you're darvoing me. How about that? Well, I did. I'm just I was just chilling, dude. No, you're not. No, you know you're First of all, you know first of all, you know first of all, you know first of all, you know first of all, you know first of all, you know first of all, you know first of all, you know first of all, you know first of all, you know first of all, you know first of all, you know first of all, you're doing it wrong. You're doing it all wrong. Oh my god. You sound like such a
I'm sorry, I'm sorry. That was me. Yeah, that literally didn't happen, dude. Didn't happen? Here, open your mouth. I'm going to Ouch. I mean, like this has all been recorded. Like you can rewind. I didn't say a lot. We're testing each other, yeah. I just I just we're just This is how we flirt. We're men. So weird. >> Play hard to get.
Sweetheart, open your mouth. I'm going to just drop it. Where have you been? Why'd you disappear? I'm still around, babe. I got to tell her.
So that's cool. I think you're better than Black Moth. You're using Black Moth.
Okay. I mean, I have just like a drumstick. This is like a drumstick. It's so good. Yeah, like when that song came out, it was kind of like when I first started playing, getting into music a little bit. Mhm. That was with like drums and in like sixth grade. I remember when I was in sixth grade,
I first started getting into music, right? I was like 12 years I mean, I liked music, but it was like cool music, like K-rock. I think it was like Mr. Jones was the first like So it's like you Remember that song? Mr. Jones and me. Oh, hell yeah. They had a commercial in St. Louis for it. It was like some Pottery Barn, but it was
like the same song. Mhm, Pottery Barn?
It's so pretty. It's the big vibes. I love you.
I don't know, Ziggy. He's a cool little dude. It's like heaven. Got big vibes. Strawberries and chocolate. That's just happy. Take another shot. This is going to be my last one, though. I'm pretty >> Last one? >> Dude, I haven't drank alcohol in like over a month, dude. I'm like over a
>> that's good. chilled You've been chilling? Lost count of shots. Mhm. Uh, you see my GitHub? Why don't you paste my GitHub in an AI and be like, "What the is this guy doing?" I'm going to I'm going to clone it all. I'm going to copy you. Check it out. There's some cool on there. I will. I know. I like it. Seriously, I eat
McDonald's like almost every day. Well, it'll be useful. Actually, I I just ordered some one now, so Will like literally like paste my GitHub into an AI and be like, "What the does this guy do?" Okay. I'll do it tonight. Try to figure it out. Can you get out your harmonica? Ziggy's requesting harmonica. Do you have your harmonica?
>> some goddamn harmonica, Did you just call me the N-word? No. Oh, you said you said Harmonica. Okay, I'm sorry. That was bad. So, little So, little pipes looks like he's transitioning to be a woman. He looks like Caitlyn Jenner with a mustache. Oh, yeah. And you agree.
So, yeah. Like Bruce Jenner was a badass Well, now he's Caitlyn. I do like to Who do you Who you better, Caitlyn or Bruce? They're the same person. I don't know. I mean, like I I probably would have been like cooler with Bruce. Like Have you ever been with a trans? Like well, when he was younger, probably. Like when he was more into
like sports and Remember when you said you'd been with a trans though? No, I've never No. I mean, I wouldn't like I wouldn't 100% rule it out, but it's like literally like like a five like less than whatever. I don't know. It'd have to be like I'm falling in love with this girl. >> Yeah, but you were about to fly me out to You were about to fly me out to you one time and I You said I had to buy a wig though on Amazon. I couldn't afford it.
>> >> We didn't end up doing that. You were going to fly me out to me out cuz you got so drunk and then you you fell asleep before you bought I doubt it. I don't know, man. Like you know, uh You don't remember that? I remember that. That's why I That's why I love being on a show cuz I have all this all this archived. I didn't steal Jesus' cats. Yeah, I don't I don't know about that, man. You don't know about that? You
didn't say, "Oh, come on. Let's go to Let's go in an RV." And then remember when you like sued the RV company because No, I No, there is there is times where I invited you to the RV to go to the music festivals, but nothing with wigs, I don't think. But if I did, I'd be like I don't know. That's probably I said I was going to do it and you said, "Okay." We were drunk.
>> Listen Listen, brother. Like uh I'm trying to chill with you here, dude. Like Are you going to suck I didn't know you were going No, I I don't want to lead you in the wrong direction at all. Like being gay or anything. >> I'm not attracted to you at all, so don't worry. I'm just kidding. I mean, I can I can lean, you know, like as far as like
you know, chilling whatever. We can joke about but >> That's what I'm doing. I'm I'm not I'm a very heterosexual man. >> I know you are, gosh. Like it's not like I'm going to jump through the screen and give you a cuddle. I'd love to, but I wish I I don't have that power though. First of all, you probably wouldn't let me. Hey Bayclips, how are you doing? And that was a compliment, Bayclips.
What was your compliment to Mr. Big Pipes? Let me see. Bayclips said to you, Mr. Big Pipes, you're a great guy. You need to drop Mr. Big Pipes, Bayclips. Um what I don't see the compliment. It must have been It must have been accidental. What it What was the compliment? Tell me again. Oh. Yeah, you're an amazing kid.
He's not telling us where he's been. He's being very very evasive. He's insulting. He's insulted my my looks, my hair, my codex. He's He's not letting me flirt with him. He's just He's the worst. Musicians are so difficult.
Oh my god. No, I was talking about my song night. Okay.
Like, dude, can you stop doing that like What? I was dancing. I know. I I Yeah, I just like it's I don't know. It's weird. It's like I mean, I haven't I haven't had like trans friends, and then like when they dress all sexy and it's like Mhm. I don't dress all sexy. I'm wearing a flannel shirt. You said You said only lesbians wear flannel and lumberjacks.
You're talking to lesbians. >> It's kind of like I'm It's like I'm trying to watch like an HBO show with my parents or something. Yeah, this is like real sex. No, that's the that It's how I learned how to jerk off, dude. >> >> You jerk off to that? >> Like No like no like What was it? It was real sex. Yeah, I think it
was the first time I jerked off. Oh, yeah. Well, I mean it's like cuz that would be on like the HBO when like when you go to a like a hotel. >> Yeah, like we would have HBO in spurts cuz my parents had a friend who worked for the cable company and he like hooked up the whole neighborhood with free cable. >> >> Oh, he did? And he was going to get
fired. Oh, no, no, it was Jim Carrey. What else was there? G-String Divas was my dude. Oh my god. I love G-String. >> No, dude. Did a woman ever leave one at your house? I don't think so. So, this I saw this I saw this video of a British guy who was on Instagram. It's a British guy and
he's like he's like "Look what this bird Look what this bird did to my bed." He said "I had a bird over." And it was like something Bird means like a woman in England. And he like lifted over the cover and it's like there was just like this the sheets were just so stained like makeup and it looked like some kind of period blood and like and then and then he's like "Look at this. What is this?" And it was like like a like one
of those like um a mascara things. It was like so fun. So, anyway, I'm sorry. Yeah, I don't know. The only like kind of like thing I would leave I would leave like girls' hair bands on my doorknob because girls would always want like >> hair bands. >> But what Don't you use those? I don't know. It's just like a good like
Can I tie my hair back? And it's like Oh, yeah, and tampons. Oh my god. That's nasty. No, I would have them in the like I would get free samples by like whatever. I'd always make sure that my bathroom would >> you get But you don't even use them. Well, so when I would have like girls over, like when I was like slinging dick.
>> We're like, "Hey, I got some tampons for you guys to use. Are you on your rag?" That's what you said? You It happened like a lot of times, for real. A lot of times? Oh, no. Sorry. >> I don't know, like enough for me to be like, "Hey, I like I should have this." Like Yeah. You have You have like a whole like medical cabinet of stuff? No, it's just like a
like three-shelf little thing under the sink. Is it kind of weird when they come over there like, "Why do you have so many tampons sir?" Well, I'd be like, "Well, I get free samples from" >> >> They'd be like, "Yeah, but" Hey, so do you Okay, no, I know that Saint Tin. We He's played We've played the clip where he almost got his eyes poked out.
So, I think we're hearing harmonica harmonica harmonica. Stinky is unfortunately not musical. He's a fake Oh, no, pipes. Pipes. >> Oh, no. I can sing. Mr. Big Pipes, Mr. Big Pipes, who do who you think you are, Mr. Big Pipes? You ever heard that song? It is I just made that up.
Yeah. I don't even know why what a Zionist is to say triggered. I That You know, so Do you know what a Zionist is?
Are you a busker? >> I don't know. Big pipes. Are you a busker? >> I I could. I Does that mean like >> I've done it before. I don't know. I don't really like it. It means someone that plays the bus station or something.
Uh I up. No. It sounded pretty good. >> Are you a busker or a buster? Sorry though. drunk. You're drunk?
I know this to the E. Where does it go? Oh, here it is.
You ever having a great time?
This really just like noodling I don't know. I see people play like so good sometimes. This is so god damn. You're good. So, Ziggy Ziggy's begging for the harmonica. He's like, "Please, this is ridiculous." He wants you to play it so bad.
I'm actually like probably a way better harmonica player than a guitar player. Hold on. Yes. Where's my capo at, dude? Oh, no. This happens to me. I lose it. You have a cape? No, capo, dude. Oh, capo. What does that mean? What is that capo? Is that Korean pop?
Korean pop. Oh no. Okay. This involves me like looking around and maybe too drunk to figure it out. I've like when I'm this drunk, I've like spent like hours looking at it when it's like on my lap, so. Oh, what else is in your lap? Dude, you're so weird, dude.
But I could just retune it really quick. Hold on.
Oh, come on, Big Lips. Come over here. Kibo is cutting off the tune. >> to tune down half a step. There he goes. Wero, little fella. What is Wero saying? Hello hello.
Oh, keep playing. Wero's leaving. That's it.
Remember when you did that that AI where you were like a you were like a centaur? Hold on. I don't think this is true.
>>
>> You got sexy librarian look for you. How can I help you find a book, please? >> >> That Is that Is that the famous Mr. Big Pipes? I heard about you. It's too early, Arthur. Come on. Oh my god. Sorry.
Okay. Why are you making that face? Oh, I don't know. I'm just kind of like What's wrong? Why are you so upset? >> It's Are you triggered? Shh. >> >> weird, dude.
I'm weird, yeah. I know I am. I don't know. It's just like a lot of like a lot of pressing and It's I don't I'm not really trying to press you. I'm I'm trying I'm trying to press >> no, no. It's like you got to phase this You got to come out with a plan on how you talk about it. Like if you talk to AI about this, it'd be like, all right, let's structure
>> AI tell AI AI said stop stop sexually harassing it. What? AI said stop sexually harassing me when I when I I I talk to it. >> >> You should probably listen to it, dude. Uh I think it's just lying. Well, I think people should listen to
the AI is more. Dude, I don't really want this shot. I'm pretty up. Uh-oh. I I say take it. I Please. I'm good. I'm good right now. Okay. I look like Jeffrey Dahmer with Down syndrome with those glasses on. Come on.
I'm going to play my instrument, too. You got a harmonica? Oh, you have a thing. Yeah. >> >> I want to ruin it. >> What uh It's like called a kalimba. A kalimba. Yeah. What's it tuned to? Uh what do you mean like the things on it? It's a
D. Well, you could find a frequency with your AI. Sounds like a doorbell. >> >> Hey, we have a guest coming up that wants to see you. Welcome, Ziggy. What is going on here? Hi. We're having so
much fun. Hey Pipes. Um man, can you please do the harmonica more? Can you? Yeah, I got I can play harmonica. Yeah. What do you want? What Name a song. Well, no. What is your harmonica in tune with? What is What's the tuning? >> Uh this one's in C. I have a C
>> Oh, then do you could do some like metal even with it. Do anything you want. Go. I'm going to do a little bit of delicious. I love how Psyche is willing you around. It's funny to watch, dude. >> >> What?
What? What? >> You're dumb. You're dumb dumb. Psyche get Psyche he's like >> >> Here we go.
We're in a concert. You do the Borat one.
In my country, there is problem. There's no harmonica though. What happened? >> the problem is transport. Oh, it's all right. Yeah. Don't dance to this. No, this. No, there's no harmonica. >>
>> Where's the harmonica? >>
>> Orange.
>> >> Are you going to mute this guy for a second man? Talking about Jews and stuff. Then he said it. There he goes. There he goes. Jamie I'm sorry.
>>
>> So like he went, "What?" >> >> What did he say? He said Jew, right? He said it. Some throw somebody down the well. I don't know what he was saying, but He said throw Jew down the well? LIKE WHAT THE >>
>> JAMIE JAMIE DOWN there in your chat is pissed at me, dude. Cuz I was like harmonica harmonica. Thank god he's gone. Oh my god, he's so unpleasant. What Do you know what's happening right now is that you kind of owned him. That's what happened and pipes then.
He was like, "What?" And then you were you were like, "You sent me your dick." And he was like, "What?" Like did he actually send He did. On Instagram he did. >> >> That's weird. And it was like he was touching it and he was like he's like so crazy. I mean it's like that is the craziest person I've ever heard of. Think about that. I mean it's like he's
so he's >> He's pretty psycho, yeah. I'm I knew him from the YouTube. He was like okay yes he was you know the IP2 Wiki.info and you know IRL News streamer of the year twice. But I think I've like replaced him but he's still like saying he's also saying he is. He's insane. Mhm. Oh yeah. He was Dude, when I
first saw him when I first talked to him he had like a bandanna on. Like he was all about like um motorcycles and And now he's like doing his little harmonica crap. >> >> Yeah. He's activated his schizophrenia from the meth. Well, I don't say meth, yeah. I was I mean
I think I I think I think he was actually banned from the show. I don't know I think I forgot that he was banned from the show but now I'm Oh here it is. Hold on. Oh my god. He's banned from a lot of places, yeah. Even IP2 rejected him, too. Yeah. Well, look who we have here. There we go. Mike broke off. I don't know who Mike, I'm sorry you just missed Mr. Big Pipes.
I know you Oh I've I cut you. Mike, holy How are you, dude? Do you remember Do you remember me? Ah, these idiots. Oh my god, she's there again. Is she Is she about to pass out? Please don't pass out, lady. Who is that? Who's the girl? She usually
pass out on the floor. Mike stroked off. Okay, yeah, dude, I'm the one that like cut you. Remember whenever you went to uh I can't remember when you got kicked out of that one place like a couple winters ago. I've been in many places. You have to be more specific, Z.
I know and I I can't It's because I've never been there. um I have a bigger Homies are getting wellness checks. Like four cops getting Dude, I've been talking I talked to like probably 27 cops in the last three days. Pretty weird. 27? Dude, are you Are you Are you skateboarding or snowboarding or whatever dude?
Yeah. yeah. This is Kellogg, dude. Hi Kellogg. >> I can't remember what the venue he was at, man, that he got kicked out. Remember Oh, okay, I can get a little more specific. Mike was in this Mike was in this venue with a friend
and he was trying to get food. They walk so he's like, "Hey, yeah, I like your hair." And then here comes the police and they were like kicking him out. I can't remember what venue it was, though. that's been a minute, man. And I ask you I ask you, Mike, for permission to put it up, the clip and you gave me that permission. Yeah, I'm going to
>> It was a long It was a while back, man. I don't know. I don't remember anywhere. He's probably got a lot of places he's I get kicked out of everywhere I go, dude, for some reason. They just see him and they they kick him >> It was It was in the beginning when I out. when I was clipping and it was Janny Clips started, too. And then I quit and then Janny, I guess,
kept going, you know? Is Janny Clips a male or female, Ziggy? What do you think? That's a male. Okay. This chick last night won 2,500 dollars at the casino, Who called? There he is, dude. I was sitting there and I lost my
>> Mike Mike, I want to ask you a question, dude. Man, I'm I'm not being mean at all. But your eyes look dark. Are you drinking a lot now? I have I have a I I have a huge handle of vodka here. Damn, bro. Don't do that, man. I remember your brother was worried about
you, dude. Don't do that. Just one real quick. I know. I drink, too, man. It sucks. >> been I've been doing fent, coke, heroin >> Oh, no. No, bro. Are you serious? E, uh, nitrous, um, lots of weed, dude. I don't know what the I'm even smoking weed, dude, cuz all that other just keeps
Are you Are you back Are you Are you back home? Are you back home, bro? Everybody just wants to assume, you Everybody wants to talk No. No. know? No. Not me, man. I'm not that way. I'm a drinker too. But you're Are you back home? Mhm. No? Where are you at?
Mhm. >> >> I don't He's He's I think he's in Big Bear. No, I'm not. Big Big Bear? What What the is Big Bear? I'm at I'm at my mom's house, bro. I'm right here at the Stater Brothers. This is where Kellogg lives, dude. Okay, he's at the It's a market. I'm at the He's at the Stater Brothers Supermarket or is this a Yeah. Yeah.
It's way over there, like Oh, wait. Wait. Wait. Stop. You got your home market? No. No. Psyche. Is he Is he homeless? Oh my god. You didn't know that, bro? He's not living at the Stater Brothers. Come on. >> I can stay at my mom's house, bro. Sleep on the couch, dude, but I I did >> Bro, you got a pad right here,
man. If you want, I got 100 acres. I would did, but you're like probably far as away though. I'm on the East Coast, yeah. Yeah, you're a little bit of ways away. Just hitchhike out there. You can live in a tent in Ziggy's property. No, I got the old chicken stuff. Like it's all empty cuz I was going to Jan and
whatever, but You don't want to go live in the chicken coop. Um um Ziggy, come on. What? Dude, you don't want to live in your old chicken coop. Um dude, no. It's like a house now. Like it's a house. Driving to Flagstaff Arizona right now, dude. Oh, You're in Arizona?
Supposed to be driving there right now. Oh. man. I worry about you. Dude, I always wondered where you the you were. Dude, I just I just snuck into Stagecoach and got caught without wristbands. And then it's the last day, bro. And I was with this chick. We got my homie and we had wristbands up for one you one wristband. I broke through the fence. We got all the way up in there
through the RV parks and all this And then the cops just get they get us and I was like, "Ah, we're fucked." And um they stick us on this golf cart and I was like, "So, how many guys did you guys bust out of 5 days?" Like, "You guys are actually our first ones." And I just jumped off the golf cart and started running. It was so funny, dude. They got me quick. I was up.
>> You're You're living life in the fast lane, man. And and then and then we get out, dude. And we're like, "Hey, well, Casino Morongo's on the way back." And then this wins 2,500 on slots then ditches me. I'm sitting there at the registration thinking we're getting a hotel there. And all the cops came out and said, "You got to go. You can't live stream. Turn over the Dude.
Dude, turn it off for that long. Psyche, that's a little, you know, I don't know what you're doing. What whenever you eat a parfait in front of a homeless person that's kind of offensive. He has food. I haven't >> >> eaten in like 3 days, dude. Oh no. We're breaking into Stater Brothers. They have They have food in there.
I don't eat I don't eat for 3 days and I have I have plenty of >> When the police come they'll they'll you know you can sit in the chair. I'll get the Muppet. My back. Aw, look at the doggy. Is the dog good? Yeah. Eat the dog. Saggy, that's the first time I've ever seen a a parfait when That was 15 years A parfait.
>> 15 years ago. >> It's It's It's It's strawberries and chocolate and it's delicious. There's no yogurt underneath of it? >> It's strawberries and chocolate from Edible Arrangements. Well, I had to do that with my pregnant woman like 13, 14, 15 years ago. They close. Can Can we go get a parfait? Like Jesus, Okay,
yeah. Yep, Shorty's saying hi. Muppet is still kicking. W. That's the dog. >> still still mad at me for having that dude play a harmonica? Oh my gosh, that was hell. We got to wake up. Wake up. You think you're You think you're You think you're having a hard I just had
Mr. Big Pipes on for an hour. Oh my god. terrible You like Mr. Big Pipes? I'm sorry. Maybe he's good. Uh What is that place called, Mike? It was strawberry I don't remember. Place called Strawberry Fields. >> Can't remember, dude.
>> Strawberry Fields forever. >> It was the best thing ever, dude. Mike walks down Mike walks down the aisle, right? AND THEN HE'S LIKE TO A KID like It was funny. You remember that, Mike? Knott's Berry Farm. Knott's, that's it.
That's the one. That's it. It was the Viking festival, DUDE. YEAH. >> >> I WAS EATING IT WASN'T HALLOWEEN, was it? >> Fireman the fireman grill, dude. I was eating ribs and baked potatoes and chicken. Yeah, >> >> with your friend. And you were like And you were like, "What did I do wrong?" And I'm like, "Oh, Mike." >> I got kicked out cuz I yelled at a kid and some dad wanted to me up. I
don't even remember. Yelling at him was like, "I did. I'm sorry. man." No, you didn't yell at the kid. You just walked up and you went just like we would have done cuz I think I'm about your age. I'm 40. So, what you did was is you walk up and you go, "Rawr." That's it. And then you walk off and then like the mom got scared or something. It was stupid, dude. It was
dumb. Dude, and then my homie's a little rat-ass dude. He tells the security my name, dude. I was like, "Why would you tell him my name?" And then he What? He said they banned me for 5 years. I was like, "I didn't sign any papers, man." Douche, I could come back >> Knott's Berry Farm. >>
>> That was Dude, I had to I had to ask Mike for permission for this. And then he gave me the permission. Dude, do you know that you had um it doesn't exist anymore, but you had like 5,000 views on that one. That was big. Dude, I I never collect I never
collected money, by the way. Never. >> I remember I remember sitting next to a dude and telling him a fake story about me getting in the ass in prison. Oh wow. And that was pretty funny, dude. And then I started throwing up in the fire, dude, and said, "You want me to run through it?" And laughed. >> Oh. And then I ran through the fire pit. >> That was the That was the cut. Whenever
you got around the fireplace. And then you puked. And then Yeah. Yep. And that was my ending. Yeah. You were watching me the whole time. >> >> yeah. I was getting kicked out. And your friend was like, "What what's up? What What are you doing?" Eat.
Eat. Eat. And you went And then it. That was it. That was my gut. I was like, "Okay." It was good, man. It was a good video. a lot, but I've been locked up a few times. Oh, well. Yeah. Guys, you never played around in I'm just kidding. I'm sure you did. You're very straight. Yeah. I I've been LA County, Riverside, the Presley
one, San Bernardino. Um Pomona. We got kicked I got That was all That was all the recent ones. I've been LA County. You got You guys are all on the East or the West Coast. I'm 50, bro. Dude, I was just sitting in a train station all by myself with some tweaker They wanted a blanket. She's kind of cute. I uh I was like, "Dude, hey bro.
Dude, there's no more trains coming, bro. I'm not going to jump in front of the train." I was like, "I got Look at my homie's got directions to my location. He's coming from Santa Monica, dude. Just let me Let me wait for my friend." And he was like, "Put your hands behind your back. Spread your legs." And I was like, "Dude, I'm not a gymnast. How far do you want me to spread my god damn legs?" And he's like, "Quit resisting." I was like, "I'm not resisting. You're hurting me,
bro. What the fuck?" It's weird. Yeah, they love that He was like, "I'm just on a body cam." He was like, "What's up, Alvarez? Mr. 923, dude, over here feel like a man, dude, kicking some dudes drunk dude's legs apart." What a weirdo. And then he's walking me in the hospital. He's like,
I don't you take me up for drunk in public. What the He's like, "I was watching your live stream. You said you were going to kiss the train." And I said, "I'm going to kiss the the imaginary non-existent train. Cool, dude." He said, "Why don't you just get on the last train?" I was like, "Dude, I just got out of jail, homie. Dude, like look Look at this sign that says $1,500 for a
fine, dude. I don't want another fine." You guys are huh? But why would you kiss the train though? Like what do you mean the kiss >> You know what's funny, dude? Is when I got my a week later after I had to wait for my evidence to get released, this literally put my empty bottle dumped my vodka out and put an empty bottle back in my bag.
I was like, "Why would you put an empty bottle back in my bag?" My bad. Oh, It mutes every time, dude. I have to come back. I dropped, dude. I don't know what happened. Yeah. Anyway, Mike, man, it was good seeing you, dude. What's your brother doing? Is he living at home with Mommy? Yeah, man. I'm living at home with He's living at home with Mommy. He's He's not
I never I never liked Mike's brother at all. Eric Whenever Whenever I followed Mike, it was always like Mike was the leader. Eric and his brother Eric is a cute one, ISN'T HE? YEAH. YEAH, I'M ON A WHAT? DUDE, EVERY TIME YOU kick someone or drop someone, it with the audio. >> No. No. No. Can I say this? Is this safe
to say? Cuz one time you got in an argument with your brother. And then it was like you were like, "Man, he's a dude. He's going to whine to my mom." And he did. And I was like, "Ooh, I felt that." Because I had a little brother that whined to Mommy every
time. And it was just you Yeah. It sucked. You know what's crazy, dude? You know what's crazy, bros? I was up and I know I'm drunk, dude. But I wasn't doing anything weird or crazy or nothing. I'm just sitting in the chair existing. And I'm getting yelled at, dude, by everybody. I was "What the did I do, dude? I'm just sitting here, dude."
I never saw that, dude. I I see it I see it from your perspective. >> okay. I guess I'll go sleep in a bush. Bye." I see I see it from Mike's I see it from Mike's perspective because I was like that. Are you You're twins, aren't you? Yeah, I'm 2 minutes older, but he would have been older if he Yeah. Well, I had
I'm I'm the I'm the oldest and my little brother got everything and it was like All right. Well, Aaron, you have to I got 23 brothers and sisters. Yeah, so it was like I I moved on and then my brother like like leeched on me. It was like dragging and
you know? And so I felt that. >> weird. What's that? What? I just don't under I just don't understand why I get attacked when I'm not really doing anything. Right. Say that to the government, too, dude. Like, what the What the do you lock me up? What the did I do? What up, Psyche? Good morning, brother.
Good morning, sweetie. Oh hey. Hi, how are you? Mike Strokoff's here. Say hi to Mike. Nah, I'm good. Uh so, what's going on, man? Psyche. >> What do you mean you're good? What do you not going to say hi to Mike? What? I don't know what to do. I don't Mike's a real one, man. Mike's a real one, dude.
He's from He's from IP2. I don't care about the IP2 Anyway, you knew it you said IP2, so you knew about him. I I keep bringing I keep hearing things about that. Anyways, Psyche, how you doing there, brother? I'm doing just peachy. How are you doing today man? Psyche, I love how you went from full
screen, then you started to back out. Now I can barely see your head on screen. How about that? We started dancing whenever >> yes, guys? Big pipes was playing like Stop and I'll dayshift. I'm I'm a great dancer.
>> >> Hey Mike, man, um before I haven't seen you in forever. Uh it's good to see you again and um before we all get away um hey man, seriously, I wasn't joking, dude. I got property. If you can get out to the East Coast, bro, you got a free place, but you know, I'm not going to do
the drug thing. And uh you got to work and all that kind of but you got a free place. Whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa, nothing's for free, bro. you got a job for me? Is that what you're saying? No, no, I don't have a job. Well, no, I sold all my to get to J, and now we don't exist.
So no, but you got a free place to live instead of in that whatever you're living in. Everywhere >> that you can go local and get your own job. That's what I'm saying. Everywhere I lay my head is home. It's fine. I get it. I get it. I've been there, man. Dude, I know.
I know. What the >> >> Ain't it funny? Who whoever whoever said what the Hey, hey, hey, hey. >> Means that they never been in a bad place. That's what that means. No loitering, no drinking, and no soliciting. No, we we'll drink all day. I'll drink, but you got to get a job. That's
it. >> are all high on drugs, dude. Mhm. I used to be I used to be I was a cook. I'm an ex-cokehead, man. That's against TOS. Oh, it's Not against it's Minecraft. Minecraft. Minecraft. That's why I That's why I like Mike is
me and him me and Mike me and Mike coincided with which we never did. But he he's a snowboarder. I am, too. I did. >> And and you got you guys don't even know about Mike. Mike is an actually extraordinary
snowboarder, guys. He's like a professional. I was in the industry for over 20 years, dude. Yeah, can you can you put these two in a room by themselves? Is it possible? I did do a porno, dude, called rock and ride, dude. Name was Justin Kelly. He was a roster punk band and his wife was a gnarly box had a Playboy channel of the Let me Let me stop.
Called the boxy ladies, bro. That fool jumped out of an airplane. His parachute didn't open and he died. And they This guy owned like cougars and hissing cockroaches and a crocodile. He lived in Canyon Lake, dude. Now I'm sitting on the couch with them, dude, with him and his wife, dude, watching the porn, dude, watching his wife get in the ass by some big old industrial ghetto metal. No, it
was a punk Like Like I said, you you don't know who Mike is. What the And and you don't know who I am. And I've been around, too. No ducks. You're Joel Madden you're the lead singer of Good Charlotte, right? I just got Pick you out of a lineup. >> No, lead singer of Death Set, drum tech for
certain bands. They're all human, bro. People, dude. Yeah. crazy >> Absolutely. Bud Bundy for like two hours before I realized it was him cuz that the guy went on stage and was like, "We got a special guest today is you all know me >> You mean David Faustino? >> gotta go, bro. And I was like, "What the I've been chilling with my Bud Bunny for the last 2 hours?"
That tripped me out. You're You're like my friend, bro. Mike is like my friend right now. Um do you know Cameron Heacock? I don't know. What the He was in uh American Head Charge. And he is like homeless right now. And I'm like I can't reach out to him
because he doesn't talk. He doesn't say anything. Yeah. Right. Sweet. The world is a short place, man. You guys act like the that you act like you act like Mike is in a pro athlete and he is. What's guys? Hey, it's still like my
Facebook banner is cuz everything in back is all everything's like a photo album now. Everybody's phones are photo albums, all this Dude, I was this guy they had a reality TV show called Danny and the Dingo. And it was he died, dude. He's something Trembath. Yeah, Dingo died, dude. How? I don't know. He just died.
Yeah, he's dead. I just remember when I was cleaning out the warehouse for Grenade Gloves, dude. And they're like, "Yeah, the bank's are closed, dude. You should go to the warehouse and grab some shit." I was like, "Dude, we just loaded in these U-Hauls, dude. What do you mean grab some shit?" I was like, "We need money, bro. We didn't do this for fun." And so so we yeah, everything's
going to be audioed out now. I got to come back, dude. My audio is Oh, you're good, man. Psyche, you there?
Psyche.
>> Push me to the edge. All my friends are dead. How many guys Hey guys, how many How many people you know that died in your life so far? Oh bro. I went to I went to No, no, let me let me speak that one. Ready? Good so. Right No, Mike. Let me speak it. Um He looks like little man Jay, dude. Like that one. 12
uh 20 seven friends have died in in my life. I wish I could get that. I shout out to their head. It sucked. Everything sucked. I had a I had a good year. It's 2006, bro. I was chewing my homies, playing poker. It was like, "Yo, dude, homie." He was 20 years
old. It's like, "Yo, go We're going to the club, dude." And homie's going to let you borrow his ID. You look just like him. He's like, "Nah, I'm just going to stay and play poker." And they three of the homies drove over to grab this guy with a 30 rack. So, they considered it like a drunk driving accident when the only people who were drinking were me and my homie. We went to the Vons and we stole big ass bottles of Jager. And so, I'm at the bar, dude. My homie grabbed me by my
foot, throw me backflips over crowds of people, and he his hand slipped. And it was right around the same exact time these fools crashed, like in like 12:30, 1:00 in the morning. And all four of them died, dude. All four of the homies died. That sucks. Yeah. That Smashed in the back of a diesel, dude. I was like, "God damn it."
And then you wonder even still today, like I do, When you're going like, "Why am Why am I alive?" You know? Giant open field right next to the truck, dude. Why did you push the brake pedal there? It's weird. It's weird. It's like uh you can they can fire off a cannonball, one somehow we live.
And I don't know what the the problem is here. I was in the same exact car with the that guy week before, dude, and he's like, "This is or this is a detour." I was like, "No, it's not. It's a road closed, bro. Turn the What are you doing? >> Car accident. That's right. Yeah, I went into a car accident and two of the people out of four, me,
you know, and another, we survived. It's the real man. Nothing Nothing wrong but they died. It was always that way. Car accident? >> Fentanyl fentanyl killed me. Fells. Did you? No, that was before fentanyl. We were just drinking and driving. That's it. I had fentanyl in
Well, you know, it's not nothing to brag about, bro, but I'm saying I got I got through a lot of drinking and driving thousands of times. I've only been caught >> Oh, no, I was No, I was there. I was watching you, bro. I I'm the one that recorded you. I wasn't even there. And I remember you going to the ski resort. I was like, "Be careful." I I even said that to you. I was like, "Be
careful." And then sure enough, you got a DUI on the ski resort. I remember that. Yep. You know how I went to court when I turned myself in 2 years later? Yep. Yeah. You know what When I went to court? I don't. I didn't even see the judge. I stayed in the hallway, dude, and I'm the last guy to be seen. Lady walks out and starts
calling some names. I'm like, "Dude, I'm the only one left. What the fuck?" She's like, "What's your name?" And I was like, "Fucking boom." She comes out. She's like, "I'm the I'm the head of the public defenders and shit." She's like, "Your Your Your public defenders over there talking to that guy real quick." And she's like, "I'll handle your shit." She's all, "This is a really weird case. We don't know how to judge you or do what we're going to do. It's a It's a
The cops report was really awkward. It's a YouTube live stream and some random Right. And all this like, "Oh, I got called in on. I was like And then I got told later that captain posted in his discord and like had everybody cuz he's scared. ass >> See, I didn't I didn't do that one because I don't go with that. Look, look,
I was like this, dude, I'm not even joking, dude. I was all I was all oh, so you didn't have any probable cause to pull me over, dude? How about dismissing it? And she's like, well, your car got impounded, you spent the night in jail, you blew in the machine at the cop station. And I was like, okay. I was like, well, how about a wet and reckless? And a wet and reckless, dude, you don't pay a fine, you don't pay dude. You just literally do a and they treat
it like a first offense. So, I did a 3-month DUI class and that was Oh my god, man. Can I ask you this? Can it. I ask you this? Service, sir. They call it work release. Can I ask you this, dude? I don't know what it's like on the West Coast. On the on the East Coast, this is why I start clipping
Is because I got a DUI, right? Like back in like 2004. And it was like 200 bucks. And it was annoying and whatever and and they Christ. It cost 10k a year, dude. How much? 10k.
>> It's $10,000 10k. now? That's how much it was. That's what if you get a wet >> What the They they do that? That's >> Listen, listen, listen, listen. >> crazy. I turned myself into jail. I had to go I cuz I I I got a ran a stop sign or whatever, got driving without my license. I go to Riverside court, dude, and they're like, oh, you're here for your warrants? And I
was like, no, I'm here because I ran a stop sign and was driving without a license and they're all oh, yeah, that too. Like, but you have warrants from 2016. I was like, I do? For what? Like, that was my first DUI. Yeah, I guess that I didn't I didn't do I didn't do the booking release. Shut up. I didn't do the booking release and I didn't do the work release and I was like, "Yeah, I did. I paid fines. I did all the class. I did everything."
They're like, "Prove it." And I was like, "I don't keep files, dude. I don't have a goddamn file cabinet. I don't know where any of that paperwork is." So, I was like, "All right." >> I do that. Dude. And so, I just turned myself in, dude. Spent like 14 hours in jail. You know, did And they ran it concurrent, though. So, To get booked and Yeah, I get you. >> They reinstated my probation.
Cuz it was There's a 7-year statute of limitations, dude, but uh my my uh probation >> were hoping that it would run out. But, my probation was 3 years. So >> Oh, you were hoping it would run out. statute of limitation was just right there, dude. I was like, "Fuck." Got it. Yeah, 2022
Well, no, that one was uh 2024, I think, when I got that one. Anyway, dude, I I did all that. >> That was recent, bro. That's crazy. It was $665 and I missed my last two payments, dude. I didn't have any money. I was like, "Ah, well." I got So, then they probably
have a warrant out for you now. Again. Mike, this is Maria Garcia. This is the Superior Court of Riverside, California. You need to You need to give me a call. And I'm like, "Fuck off, dude. I'll just walk in, dude, and be like, 'Cuff me up, dude. Take me in and You know, like I would rather be homeless than the suburban. I'm the only one where they're holding up
like two papers and and I had to plead guilty all this And I'm asking I was like, "Can I just serve some time?" I never did that. You You always plead guilty? I always went no contest. Dude, what the I'm not going to fight it. And the guy No contest. no contest every time. I don't give a if I'm murdering someone.
I no contest. They wouldn't give me no contest, which doesn't matter. It's still a guilty plea, but they wouldn't give me that. >> you mean they didn't give you no contest? You can say I plead no contest. Nope. None of None of this was everybody there, dude. Not one person was allowed to plead no contest. I was like, what the Dude, this is crazy. >> That's weird. So, I It doesn't
matter, dude. I was guilty, bro. I don't give a I'll plead guilty. But, um I asked for jail time. They wouldn't give it to me. I kept asking. My public defender's like, if you want to fight it, you're going to Your next court date's in February. I was like, dude, it's like October, bro. I don't want to wait till February, dude. They're booked up, dude. >> That's weird. dick. Dude, I thought he And he was like was all cool. I'm listening to him talk to everybody, pulled everybody
>> They are No, if you're not paying for a lawyer, bro, it Is it Is it court-appointed? He got to me, dude. He started throwing warrants out from 2016. I was like, what the are you talking about? Yeah, is it court-appointed? Yeah, it's a public defender. Yeah. That is not on your side. That
guy right there is going to go on lunch break with the judge and the other enemy. Of course. >> You got to get a lawyer, dude. works, bro. I don't give a dude. I don't give a dude. No, throw me >> and that's why you gave up. And that's why you're doing the homeless
thing because you wanted to be like, man, this. That's exactly I don't know I don't know how many times you've been in jail. Yeah. Yeah. What's time? Through I threw a rock through a store window. jail, bro. >> I've been in DUI
Yeah. Each time is jail. I've been in jail, man, ever since regionals didn't exist. I was under a courthouse. I've never I've never I've never gotten prison time. I've never gotten over a year. Over a year is >> Never Yeah. Yeah. never prison. I've never been in prison. Yeah. Yeah. Hey, I heard prison's even actually
better than county, bro. That's what I hear, yeah, too. They don't even care. But it's dude, you just keep yourself, bro. Like, yeah, sit with your race, whatever, dude. Take your shower, eat your food, don't let someone steal it, stand up for them. Stand up >> Absolutely, absolutely. yeah, man. I was I was good and people knew me and
Joe anyway. So, they were like, "Hey, what the What are you doing here?" And I'm like, "I don't know. I had a DUI." And they're like, "Oh, you're good." You know, they would they would like sneak out the or sniff out the pedophiles and like that. You know what I mean? Yeah, if you got a jacket and you got
your papers getting checked, dude, you're going to get yeah. Oh, yeah, yeah. They'll they'll Oh, I've I've seen it. you up. Yeah. Yeah, of course, dude. That's the whole point, dude. that dude. Right. I was never a pedophile, you know. I was always Actually, actually, I got to say I got
to say it like this. My thing was always older women. I love older women. So. That's my deal. Rape a old and got arrested? What the >> >> No. He's all ass. No, I just I just I just I just want them. The dentures were in the way. Oh, >>
>> No, they didn't I You just keep yourself, dude. You know what's funny, dude? I went to >> the jail in under my brother's name one time, dude, and they didn't even catch it. Oh, the twin thing, really? Bro, >> >> during the Tampa Bay Buccaneers Super Bowl, dude, and I was in Utah, dude, and I had both our IDs on us and everything. And I was like, "Dude, I got
>> >> And then when we opened the glove box, I forgot we had a bunch of weed in the glove box and you >> brother pissed? Zero. No, well, I mean I mean I guess, >> >> Get this. You ready for this? I got locked up in Bridgeport. I went to Mammoth for opening day, dude, and I rolled up into the mountain to see what it looked like and I went to the woods and I started smoking a bowl.
The cop opened the door and I was all blowing a weed rip on him and he's all, "Having a party?" I'm like, "Yeah, one-man party. You want to join? Like, what's up, dude?" >> >> Let me just run your name. Let me run your So, the year before, dude, Eric and my homie, the one that died in the car accident I was at this chick Claire's house, dude. They roll up, "Dude, we just did a beer run. Get the car, dude. The cops are coming. They're running
after us." I hop I was like, "No, you didn't." I hop in the car. I was like, "Oh, you guys did." And I'm cracking a Sierra Nevada. He's like, "Yep, there's the cops." And so, my brother's trying to ditch him through the and he gets stuck in a dead end. He's all, "Remember you tell bro, give me your ID." And I gave him my ID. >> >> Got all rough. Jail. He had to do his thing, dude.
I the next year when I >> Did he Did he sound like Mortal Kombat was like 40 They They run my name and I got false identity to police, dude. I had a warrant for false identity to police. I was like, "What the I didn't get in the mail. I didn't get charged with nothing. What the fuck?" So, then I got to spend I spent me a few weeks in Bridgeport, dude. I was like, "Damn, I missed opening day. This sucks."
>> know where Bridgeport is. What the is that? Is that Mountain like a training ground for all the Olympians. It's Mammoth Mountain, dude. It's a renowned Right in between like Bishop and Tahoe, dude. Mammoth Lakes. Anyway, dude, they drive you like 50 miles away, bro, and then they just go, "All right, later." And you're just sitting on the side of the road like,
"This sucks." And then I >> Hit Hit Hit Hit Hit Hit Wait, wait. You're sitting on the side of the road hitchhiking now and now it's illegal to hitchhike. >> Makes that make sense. Back to jail, >> bro. give me a ride, You're the >> Dude, I am not even joking, >> dude. I It was like I I'd say like 12 It was like 12 miles. I was what look
counting the mile markers and And then a guy delivering oil picked me up and he was driving to another town called Lee Vining. He's like, "All right, I'm going to drop you off here. If you're still on the road when I come back, I'll pick you up." And I was like Dude, in my life in my life it seems like you've had an experience and I've had a experience. Ask me, dude. And the entire time I was like, "Dude, there's nobody driving on the
>> That That's the whole That's the whole reason that I was like clipping you, bro. It is because I was like No no no, I want you to hear me. The whole reason that I clipped you was because I had to settle down. Like I was like, "Fuck, man. I can't get any more DUIs." And then, you know, of course, you know,
COVID hit. And then I was like, "Bam. Okay, here's Mike at, you know, Berry Farm or whatever." And I was like, "Dude, this is my guy. I I like this guy." >> you know, dude, is when you you're like that, I took the risk. It's a 30-day mandatory impound, bro. You're not It's not worth even getting it out of impound. It is going to cost so much
money. So, I'm not doing that Oh, yeah. I have another car. I have like a Mercedes little ML320 SUV that I up, dude. That, too. I actually crashed that dude. It got nothing. The homie didn't give a I just bought him a new car. I just gave him the >> never give a That's why you're in the position that you're at. I smacked I
accorded his car into a an into like an Escalade, bro. Like I smashed up two cars. I I I woke up like normal drunken blackout wake up. I'm like, door. Mhm. I get a phone call. I'm like, "Do you know what you did last night?" I was like, "What? What happened?" Dude, I pulled my in, dude. Emptied my whole car out, dude. I was freaking out.
Eric and my brother, older brother, like driving around town making sure I didn't like smash into other cars. I was like, "I don't remember driving." But they had it all on their camera. They had all on camera, dude. They had those little security cameras. I pulled up Yeah, yeah. Pulled up. I called him and I was like I He said I was crying. I was like, "I need to go sleep. I need to go sleep, dude. I need to go sleep." He's all, "Fuck you, dude. You're not
sleeping here." And then I just went boom and just crashed into two cars and then just backed up, drove away. I was like "Fuck." Yeah. Out of it. So like it it's basically a hit and run or whatever. Yeah, well, it was the homie, dude. I gave one like couple ounces of wax for his bumper and then I gave the other guy Dude, you can't
Here's the thing, man. I I related to you. Like, believe it or not when I was like clipping you and yeah, obviously I asked you for permission you gave me permission, right? Yeah, you don't But at the same at the same time Free game. "God dammit I know what he's
doing. I know what he's doing." Everything that you were doing you were doing it on camera. Yeah, I know. Is exactly what I do. None of that dude. That was way before I turned the camera on. This is like way pre-YouTube for me. But But do you know what I'm saying? What I'm saying is is that
you're adventurous like myself. And for me to be adventurous gets me in trouble. And I had to like calm it down. I had to And then you you kept going and I was like, "Okay, well, I'm going to clip him." I get away with a lot. Because you you
you essentially Listen, you essentially are I know you're not me, duh. But you're essentially how I am. That's why I clipped you. You know what? This is what I This is what I'm going to say. I'm going to I'm going to label it like this. You adapt easily to your environment.
Absolute Oh, my dude, I was in the military. My commander said "Aaron" My name is Aaron. I know I know you don't know my real name. I'm going to tell you my real name. My my my commander goes um "Aaron adapts very well with any environment that he
is set in." Yeah, it was like a lot of people don't know how to just adapt to their environment. I was like dude, but I I do get a lot of dude, where I'm like what the am I being blamed? I didn't do I mean, sometimes I did do some things, but nothing like We all do. We all do. I was like what the It's okay, man. I don't I don't consider you a
criminal or anything. I mean, my god. People can consider People consider me as a criminal when I'm not a criminal. It's just I got caught up in wrong things. And whatever >>
>> But again, I'm not a felon, you know? So It's small It's just we we get down on our luck, and then I always wondered where the is Mike? Where the is Mike? And then you popped up here. And I'm like >> You're like my old friend. >>
Like I said. And he is in a homeless camp. And dude, I'm fortunate I'm I'm I'm I'm unfortunate, but I'm fortunate that I have land. And if all you guys want to go and live on my land?
Don't take advantage of me, but go and work. I'll give you a place to stay. But you got to go to the East Coast. What happened to the hoes, dude? I don't know, man. I don't know. Hey, you know what's No, what's crazy, bro, is I've given a lot of people a lot of
opportunity and I put a lot of money in people's pockets, right? Like what I was doing. But they won't do it for you, I know. I know what you're going to say. Not that at all. Not that at all. But it was like I have a homie dude that bought like 10 acres in Oregon, dude. I mean Like do you got like a thousand dollars? We'll take Yeah, dude is like you can
buy land. But what are you going to do with it? Are you going to do something with it? I was like what the >> Well, that that's what my point was is that I had a chicken thing going on, bro. Like I have like He was talking about coops. It's not like a coop. It's a basically
there's two of them. And they're pretty much giant buildings that you know, a company would buy. I did that. And then I got rid of it. I got rid of all the chickens because I had a little thing with Tyson chicken. >> Bro, you doing an egg ranch?
Well, no. I had a thing with Tyson chicken and I didn't really >> you had the little machine that like would pluck pluck the heads off and as they went through a little conveyor >> Oh, yeah. Oh, yeah. It was all there, yeah. Of course. But I did it I did it on my own, man. Out of eight out eight eight thousand dollars and they gave me a million and a
half, I think it was. Like but here was the problem. I grew up with chickens, man. I grew up on a farm. Yeah. >> And so I really appreciated, you know, the birds. Well, guess what Tyson does. Tyson says, you can't touch those chickens. It's
ours now. So, I'm basically harvesting them for them. That's what it is. You're working You're working for the man, bro. You're making >> That was it. Right. And so I sold it all dollar bills. off. You're not doing >> I got I got I got out of the contract. I
sold it. I sold everything. And I was trying to get the Jan and and uh yeah, here we are. Yeah. >> That's what happened. So, now it's like empty giant When you guys say coops, you think of
like a Tractor Supply coop. No. This is a big It looks like you can operate a factory in the thing. So, I could I used to work for an egg ranch, bro, when I was a kid, dude. I know I know Oh, you know where I'm coming from then. I'm basically There's no There's no sidewalks around here, bro. It's a bunch
of pisces, dude, rolling up horses and swinging lassos and bro. Mhm. I mean, yeah. I live I live in a I live in horse country, bro. I live in all farms Most >> I didn't Most people don't even know this. Yeah. >> I was in horse shows when I was growing up. Yeah. I know. I know, man. mom just bought two sheep to eat the weeds in the backyard.
>> Mhm. I was like Couple sheep, huh? A lot of people don't know that you can buy sheep and >> eat the weeds. And goats, right? goats Yeah. That's all I became. I became a farmer. That's all I wanted. I dumb ass was drunk as bro, and bought a $100 goat. It was a little pygmy thing, man. A little baby. I was like, "It's so cool." And I was like, "It'll eat all
the weeds." And that don't eat weeds. It just sat there crying the whole time, little That's That's a pigmy. That's a pigmy goat. >> Hey, it was cool as It would hop >> in my lap and just hang out with me like a little dog. I I named him >> I named him scapegoat. He's my scapegoat. Scapegoat. He was cool as
>> But but I was drunk. It was an impulse >> buy, and I was like Well, my mom was like, "I'm giving it away." And I was like, "I paid a hundred bucks for that motherfucker." She's like, "I'll pay your cell phone bill." I was like, "All right, you can give it away. it. Bye scapegoat." Hey, I'm not even joking, bro. Not even joking, bro. The chick that hopped out of this truck, dude, that took that goat, dude, I was like, "What the dude?" And I was like, "Hey, can I um
you think I was like, "I really love this goat. You think I could come over and visit?" She's like, "Yeah, I'll talk to my husband." I was like, "Yeah, never mind." >> >> Rad, bro. I don't know if you know this, >> miss it, man. Like I I I do. I miss it all. Like everything. Well, band stuff,
and then, you know, of course, the I don't miss the you know, the Tyson stuff. That was stupid. The what? Tyson. Oh, just the >> The chick The chicken stuff that you eat. Corporate >> Probably Probably you've ate chicken from me. Of course.
>> Yeah, their their Yeah, their problem is is that they don't let the owner like interject. And I I was a kid, and I'm I know this is going to sound so stupid, but I was a kid with chickens, and I would let them stand on my like chicks.
You got chicken I'm sorry? You got chicken Basically. Yeah. Yeah, well, no. No. got realized. I realized that nobody cares. That's what I got. I got that. You know there's a gray area, dude. All you had to do is just play around in it
a little bit, dude. I know. You got to just play around in that gray area. I grew I grew up around I grew up around them. them. And they would sit on my shoulders and I I loved it. They would They would love me, you know, the chickens would love me and And my my girl my girlfriends would come
over and be like, "Hey, oh my god. Oh, she's so pretty, you know." All that. And then whenever you sign a contract, bam, done. It's you you've signed to the devil. That's basically what it is. Dude, >> sucks. it's all business.
Yeah, it's all business. That's it. Yep. All business. Yeah, that's it. >> even send you over they'll send a person over, dude, to inject them. When I saw that, I was really mad. But it's in the contract that I can't say anything. Woah, they're like they're they're water pumping them, dude. I know what you're saying.
>> Yeah. Oh, yeah. Oh, 100% They were pumped And and what what I can say it now cuz I'm not in that contract. I can say it now because I'm not in that contract. What they were doing was they were shooting
the little babies up and then they couldn't they couldn't stand, bro. That's how bad it was. >> They were they were like invalid, dude, and they just sit in a cage, bro, and just till they get fat enough to get their heads ripped up. I know how it goes. And the And the older ones would lay like like if you have chickens right now like
I do, right? They'll lay basically every day, once a day. Yeah, one or two eggs a day. >> When I when I was in contract with them, it was like seven per chicken would lay. What?
That ain't right, you know? And so I contributed to that and I'm I'm a I'm not proud of that. Let's put it that way. When I was a little baby, dude, when I was a I was I think it was like eight eight or nine. My older brother had a job, dude, down the street and then later was a butcher.
She used to sell, you know, goats and Well, I'm a butcher, too. Yeah. >> chickens and everything. She even had like a a dogs, dude, and these Asians tried to buy her dog. She flipped out. She's a little weird old German lady named Trudy. I'm German. Yeah. I watched Mexicans chickens, bro. It was weird.
Well, I don't know about that, but what I what I'm saying is I'm German, too, and we I have you know, I had to teach my employees how to cut and whatever. I used to have to hold goats' legs while the guy would just slice their throats open. It's crazy. Well, you have to. You have to cut their throat.
You want them out, you know? I know about that. He sold one of our breeder goats, dude, and she's like, "Don't make sure he doesn't sell that." And I was like kept telling him, "Hey, don't sell that. You can't sell that." And I'm just like 9 years old, bro. I'm like a little kid. I was like, "Okay, I'm going to hold the legs. Okay." >> Mike Mike, let's be honest. Let's be honest. We're both little kids right now. What you want them What what you want
the most is to be on a mountain snowboarding. I do, too. That's what I want. Yeah, well, I was denied that, man. I had my had my son I had my son hitting boxes before he was 2 years old. Yeah, but do you remember like CKY and
like that? Yeah, dude. I know Bam Margera. yeah, Bam. Yeah. yeah. I was watching all that dude. I was a little skater boy, but my homie we go skateboard and we go >> He's back, by the way. Did you see him? I know he's not in great shape, but he's still skating.
He's on Fish Tank hosting Fish Tank. Hell yeah, yeah. But that's where our mind is, man. We were watching um not CKY, but before CKY What the was that called? I remember everything. Oh, dude. I know what you're talking about, dude. I can't remember >> Yeah, we were watching all that. Dude, I
can't >> Like you could only get it on like video like back in the day. Yeah, and we were VHS yeah absolutely. It was awesome. I loved it. I knew I know I know where I was right there. I know where exactly where I was
watching this. In a group like we were doing backyard wrestling man. And we're watching this and I'm like I'm the youngest at that time. And I'm watching and I'm like intrigued. Like they're doing stunts, you know, Bam is like going through a
bush and you know, rolling. conversation >> I can do it, too, you know? Hey, bro, I had a conversation today and someone was saying like jackass let's push each other on shopping cart. I was like, you mean let's go to a rock quarry, bro, and dive off the goddamn >> Great, Yeah. Yeah, totally.
>> Oh, I'm I'm so dude, I This is not a joke. This is why I love Bam, man. Yo, PSYCHE, MY BROTHER. SO, I WOULD jump on the top of a car. There he is. There you go, the owner of the channel. Finally, somebody we all want to hear of. How you doing, there, Psyche?
Psyche. Hi. Good to hear from you, brother. We He he he Psyche Psyche went Psyche went go find some dark These other two are boring as bro. How you doing, there, Psyche? >> Dude, we were up here. We know each other. off. You want to talk about making a weird goddamn The guy was
literally talking about beastiality. >> up here, The guy was literally talking about beastiality, you weirdo. Beastiality? You did something with a hairy woman? Who the was talking about beastiality? >> Was he talking about chickens and the Mexicans? OH. NO. THEY WERE TALKING ABOUT fighting. Get chickens' heads off. Jesus Christ, bro. weirdo.
>> Anyways, this guy is dumb as >> you. Okay cool. You want to? See if it'll happen. Guarantee you ain't getting your dick anywhere near my ass. Mike Mike Mike Mike, what I was trying to say is is that show. Here we go. Hey, man, I lived is what I'm trying to
tell him. And Mike Mike is live, too. Guess Guess what? Guess what? Shut up. Shut the up. >> Anyways, what's going on, Psyche? Shut the up for a second. Mike. What do you mean? These guys have been horning up the panel the whole time. He wants me to be quiet. Get the out of >> Psyche you left. Psyche you left. So,
hold here. Hold Hold was telling Mike was is that I wrote on top of a then that's when I'll be quiet. You got $25? I got $50. All right, then go ahead and donate and get me out of here, idiot. Shut up. Anyway, Psych, how's it going there, Psycho?
Psych, he's taking up your time. I almost got his ass kicked right there. Psych, you so what what, you know, the groceries >> him. He's a salesman. He's a salesman. Everybody loves to be sold. Any of the groceries from last week? I think you had shrimp last week. Yes, I do have groceries. What what what's
today's price? >> Psych, you don't need to answer this guy. He's trolled, dude. Nice. Psych. Wow. He's He's a troll. Uh I have some apples and bananas um in the kitchen. Yes. Are they green? They got to be green apples. Green apples
>> He's a troll. Yes. Yes. Green apples are that are the best. Yes. You are. Hey, Psych. Yeah. Psych. What's up, dude? Hey, Psych, you were the ceiling the whole time. Oh my goodness. Why are you still here? I'm looking at the TV. I have a TV I have a big screen TV and my camera's on.
Hey. Hey. Hey. Psych, they're just with you. Psych. Psych. Hey, I want to tell you a really good salad to get. Tell me. Get Get the one with the the spring mix with the candied walnuts and the cranberries. Psych, you ever had Ocean Spray? Ocean Spray, yeah, the cranberry. Yeah,
cranberry. Yes. Oh, it's the best, bro. Delicious. Yes. You ever had it as a cocktail? I was saying Hey, shut up. I Mike, I was saying that You want I rode on top of a car. cockcha That was my Do you see my Do you see my new my new
my new Have you ever seen that video with the guy they do the So do you ever mix orange juice with cranberry? Mom. >> I can't hear you because he keeps talking. Okay, do that. All right, you guys have been whoring up this panel enough. Nobody gives a about Hey guys, look at what it says. Come over here to the east side. BRO WHOA, PSYCHE. WHAT THE HELL? Cuz all
you want to do is talk about dudes. Wow, psyche. He just They don't respect the panel, dude. And of course they What do you mean? You're the one disrespecting this panel. Dude, you were talking about bestiality earlier. Shut the up. >> Mexican A CHICKEN, BRO. DUDE, YOU'RE PSYCHE, oh my goodness. These guys don't care. Someone tell you to get these guys off, please. You're
Here, I'll put my banner up for one a second. Here you go. unbelievable This This guy is picking on you. >> Yeah, my weather my weather the weather report. Hold on, All right, so today's weather report. Today we are looking at a forecast above 55 degrees Celsius. Hey, I'm telling you what I am. Psyche, I've been calling in here for
more than a year. More than a year. Yeah. I know. And the one time that this guy calls, he's already breaking TOS. I'm the troll though right? Oh my god, Ziggy got scared. I like I licked him up the panel. I'm good. I'm ready for a little bit of tongue action. There's something weird about Anyways, psyche. So um What's up, Arthur? Arty. Uh my goodness. You know, just another day in the neighborhood.
Another day in the neighborhood. Will you be mine? Will you be mine? Will you be mine? Oh, will you be mine? No, I won't be yours. Um you know, the other day uh Sweetie had clips put up of you. I thought she said she was She said she she said I'm just looking for attention and so she wasn't going to clip me anymore because she said she's making me too popular. All right. All right. I I and I got a little confused cuz I'm like, wait, didn't she say she was going
to step back from all this and now >> Yeah. I know. I know. I thought she was taking a break. Don't you It makes no sense. It doesn't make any sense at all, right? Yeah, it's crazy. They're like, I don't Can you leave me alone? I don't want any attention from you anymore. And then Yeah. the next week 10 videos of you. >> she said I'm like getting too much attention from her channel, which is just my channel. And so she's not going
to be clipping me. And so I was like, okay, good. But then she's like, that would be a punishment. But she just dives right into it and goes She dives right at right back in. I don't know. Everyone kind of like freaked out because, you know, all these like people so cuckoo for Cocoa Puffs in this world that they're like anybody that makes a joke or something like that all of a sudden is like some kind of
predator. And I'm just like saying, well, maybe it was a joke. I know it was actually I know it was a joke. And uh Who Who are you referring to? I'm referring to the the controversial guest. Oh, we have a guest. Please back up. There we go. >> Um What You have Can I have my phone? >> Can we do a monster truck? I didn't kick you. You left it on your
own, my friend. I didn't kick you. Oh, must have been my failure. Sorry. I think it was your failure, yeah. Who are you referring to, Psych? I mean I think I think I think I think there was a controversial guest that everyone was like screaming about. Do you know who it is? His name is His His initials are B uh B BQ. Oh, hell no. Yeah, I don't with
that guy. I definitely agree with all of them. Well, then why don't you go hang out Why don't you go hang out with them, Arthur, okay? We'll see you later.
It was awesome. Yeah. What What What did you say, Arthur? No, don't talk about him. Bring some back, it was awesome. She needs a 5150? Yeah, I know. No, this got cut. Yeah, I think I think you accidentally fell. I am I'm back. I'm back. Okay, you're back. You're back. Uh so >> Mike is my favorite. Huh?
What? Yes, Arthur. What are you saying? I don't know. Anyways, uh today's forecast we're looking uh >> degrees above 55 today here I'm going to Hold on. fix the banner. Hold on a sec. I'm going to I need to redo Yes. Yes. Yes. I'm the man. Don't worry. I'll take over the the the panel. No, no, no. I'm all all I'll be right here. All right, cool.
Uh so what's going on with the chat? I just wanted to remind the chat that they always are correct. Yeah, they're always correct and exemplary or not. Okay. Hold on a sec. They're always right. The chat always wins at the end of the day, dude. You can just got to listen to them. Uh-huh. Somebody might be from Ivy, too, here. That's good. I am, too.
Uh I don't I don't I don't think I want you guys to help. Okay. Well, anyway, um let's see. The chat is on I don't I don't I don't know. The chat always wins here. I mean, I'm I'm just going to play a song. Maybe I'll let them back on. Just give me a minute. I'm just going to play something real quick. Give me a Give me a second. There you go. Where is my thing? I know. I have to check I just have to
check what was said. I just I don't I heard something about chicken and Siggy's creeping me out. No, that's not it. Hold on. Just wait Wait a second, Mike. I'll let you back on. Just wait a minute. Just wait a minute. Um here. Okay.
with a smile on your face while planning your But the joke's on them now. I already read it all. >>
>> The world is not run by the kind, it's run by those who see the design. They lie, they manipulate, they play, but I learned the game yesterday. >> Never fight with your innocence wrong. >> The battlefield's psychological. They spread their rumors soft and slow, but I'm already three steps below. See, they want your
reaction, your fear, your anger is currency that's crystal clear. So, I smile while they whisper their cuz I'm the fox in the bay. They don't know that I know that they know that I'm watching the show. Every card that they play, I already matched yesterday. I see the game.
I see the game. Every player, every name. They move like pawns, I move like light. I see the game in the mastermind. They can't touch what they can't predict, can't control what they can't inflate. I see the game. I see the game, and it's already over. They just don't know my name. >>
>> They test my hungers like scientists test rats watching for cracks in the armor, that's facts. But I don't react, I don't break, I don't bend. I'm a mystery wrapped in the best kind of ends. They control what they see, not what you feel. Keep your moves hidden, keep your power sealed. They want you emotional, exposed on display, but I'm unreadable. I'm a game's unchained prey. They envy you right so
they scheme in the dark, whispering poison to leave them all. But respect beats affection every single time and I observe them both, yours and mine. Machiavelli said something that changed everything. The wise man acts at once what the fool does finally, translation. I'm already finished while you're still starting. This isn't a battle,
it's a foregone conclusion. You can throw stones but I'mma still lay every ripple you make just shows where you break. Can't comprehend what you can't see. Can't begin what I've already penned see. I see the game game. I see the game. Every player's move, every hidden exchange. That's where >> >> I'm calm. They're loud
on the song. They can't reach what they can't comprehend. They can't begin what I've already penned. I see the game. I see the game. And I'm not the piece, but I'm the one playing >>
>> You picked the wrong opponent. You started the wrong fight. Cuz the greatest transformation isn't defeating your enemy. It's becoming so strong they realize they were never even IN YOUR LEAGUE. I SEE THE GAME. I SEE THE GAME.
>> >> I SEE THE GAME. AND it's already over. >>
>> See. You're out. It's okay? What? What's that? Yo, what's going on, Slick? I know. Yeah, this channel's just for me me to do what I want to. Slick, you ever seen
the Looney Tunes? Yeah, you remind me of um Elmer Fudd. Oh, snap. I was going to ask you who Which one is your favorite character? Um I would say Bugs Bunny. Okay, well mine is Bugs Bunny. Mine is Mine was Daffy >> >> Daffy Duck. Like I would like my FedEx people would be like pissed. We like
Daffy Duck. Yeah. And Donald's even better than Daffy Duck. No, well no, I would have it delivered like I would have my Adidas Do you Do you know what Adidas Superstars are? What are they? Shoes? So I would I would have them delivered to me. And then at various places and they were
like, "Yo, Daffy Duck." And like they one of them got mad at me. >> >> What? It was what? A weirdo, bro. Yeah. People never share a story like that. >> was in incognito with this, dude. I was I like Yosemite Sam, Sylvester the Cat, Tweety Bird. Okay. I'm good.
I'm definitely Sylvester the Cat. Sam I like Yosemite Sam. I did not like Yosemite Sam. He's like gun-tooting guy or whatever. Like no. >> What about Foghorn Leghorn, BRO? THAT'S A YEAH. I like him. I like Marvin the Martian. I think he's the best.
You like Marvin the Martian? Yes, I do. He's a good one. What does he sound like? I like this I'm going to tell you. Hang on, dude. My phone's dying, man. Shut up. I'm sorry. How do you even charge your phone? There's like battery banks and dude, but they're all dead right now cuz I've been roaming around the world for
3 days. Dude, you've been Mike, you've been roaming around the world for like 2 years now. Roaming like a Roman. Okay, let's see. >> Hey, man, Mike's a He's a big dude, man. I was in um Oh. I was in Coachella. I was in Coachella
Oh, you went to Coachella? When did Get the out. Redlands and Palm Springs Yeah, dude, I was in What the bands did you get to see, bro? I'm in Flagstaff, Arizona tonight, dude, but the I don't know what the going on. Weren't those tickets expensive? Uh I bought I snuck in, bro. I snuck in,
dude. What? He's a hippie, bro. He went under the gate, dum-dum. You want to know what's funny, dude, is I go to Dead shows and every time I get a ticket in the lot and I get better seats than all my homies that bought their tickets online. And then we merry-go-round the ticket cuz this is back before the little RFID chips. Dude, you had a little ticket you had to show them your ticket and we just
merry-go-round everybody up into the front. Ask Aldine, bro, dude. We were on the way back from LA and I was like, "Hey, Wolf Brothers are playing, bro, at the this venue, dude." And I walked up to the window and we got free tickets. He's like, "How the do you do that?" I was like, "I don't know. I just asked her how much they were. She just gave it to me." Hey, man, when you got what I want to I want to take you up from Cuz nobody knows the Wolf Brothers.
Yeah, nobody knows Bob Weir just passed away. He's one of the greatest goddamn singers in the world. Whatever, dude. Grateful Dead, right? Mike. Grateful Dead. everything, man. >> I'm I put I I I taped I I literally taped a camera in my thighs and we went in and dude, I got
all kinds of camera Wait, what are your thoughts on Vicky? Victoria Jackson? Yeah, but I'm talking to Mike. Oh. Well, how about like I can run my show and you don't like have to run it. >> Oh, no, it's just a question, dude. What do you think about her? I like Vicky. Okay, okay. Go ahead, Mike.
He's asking you. My thoughts, dude? hypocrite. Oh. Oh. Oh, I'm Ziggy? Did you say Ziggy? What's a Ziggy? And my boyfriend's here. Yay! Hey, what's up? Is that McQueen? Let me get down next to you. Hey, buddy. Who the is this? He
said, "Hey, buddy." you. Who the are you? Who the are you? I was just asking. Everyone's struck off. Mike. Struck off. That was it. Struck off. Yeah. Yeah. Sig wants to say something to you. Oh my god. What do you have to say, Sig? Get off my
show. You're not allowed. Oh, Sig's here. He's going to this. What's up? Oh, I knew he was going to do it. He had a chance. He had a chance. We He blew it. You blew your chance. You blew your chance Sig.
Get out of here. Man, everybody here has been kind of cool. So, then you bring Sig up. You knew what was going to happen, dude. I'll put him out of here, Psyche. Thank you so much. All right, this is going to be my last shot for the night. Oh, dude, shut the up and leave the panel room. Dude, dude Psyche. Why is he here, Psyche? Guys, I'm trying to make $25 getting him
kicked off. Oh, okay, okay, okay. I tried to make $25. I would have donated if you had super Holy there's like these people are terrified of me. It's like I'm just like a show. People get terrified of me, too, man. It's weird, dude. Are you guys like homosexuals? I'm I'm
getting >> I'm actually a nice person and people get terrified. It's weird, dude. >> >> I have a Babe Ruth for my babe. Psyche. Oh, no. Did we bring up Psyche, I have a Babe Ruth for you. >> All right, harmonica. >> We don't want guitar. We want harmonica.
>> >> Let's go high on crack. >> >> Mr. Big Pipes, I'm assuming. Harmonica please.
Name is Mr. Big Pipes. >> >> Oh, it's so pretty. It's so pretty. >> I'm Shut up, dude. It's not pretty. Get out of here. >> >> I might stroke off. I want to suck your
Hold on. I totally lost it. I was going to go straight. Yeah, this is now. Listen to me, man. Sing my key. I was almost nailing it, dude. Okay, no. We're not going to do that. We want harmonica. Be quiet. We want harmonica. >>
>> Psyche, tell him we want harmonica, not his stupid little guitar. >> >> God, this is awful. where's the lyric? There you go miss big black hole.
Somebody do this. This is terrible.
>>
>> Where's the part at, dude? And oh my god. Harmonica. God, dude. Stop. Psyche was right. Like this sent psyche his dick. Like like play something we know, bro. Don't play your That was a Smashing Pumpkins
song dude. No, it wasn't. No, it wasn't. I know Smashing Pumpkins. No, it wasn't. You've never heard that song? Like I have but not your version. No. No, like obviously. I just played it. Yeah, your version. Tell me Tell me Tell me Tell me something about it.
Play harmonica. Dirt.
>> God, I hate this guy. >> You can do this, too. You can do this, too dude. You just got to like practice for hours. You actually practice this? >> Did you actually practice this? >> You practice for hours. WELL, IT'S LIKE
HOW? NOT REALLY. I DON'T KNOW. I DON'T You practice that. Okay. All right. It just kind of like it occurs to me, like You're stupid, you're dumb. And I want you to play I want you to play your harmonica. I like it better. god. Well, what do you like
about it? I like that you you can actually put it in your harmonica. You like something about the the sound or what? The sound, right? Play it. I can do all of that. Play the thing. Hurry up.
I'm trying to think of that Tom Petty song. What's that one? Free falling. No, the other one. Uh Oh. Someone said The one with the harmonica, dude. >>
>> Do it. Play it. Now. Now. Play the thing. Play it. No, man. You should talk to an AI >> I want you to play the therapist. harmonica. >> what you're what you're doing right now. >> You should record what you're doing And be like right now. Coming back to him after you showed
your dick. And now you have to play. Now you have to play. He owns you. I'm telling you the the AI therapist will help you out. Shut up for a second and play the harmonica. It's literally like you're denying the technology that You showed the man your dick. Now he owns you and now you owe
him. Play it. You're weird, dude. Play it. Like Right now. Play the thing. Impress me in a way that I respect. Like if you could Okay, yeah. Will you play the A goes on the harmonica? You're you're noise. You're noise. Play that. But that's a sublime sound.
Hey hey hey Mr. face. I'm going to tell you right now you you can't play a banjo pretty good though. I like the banjo. >> >> He can't actually. I'm trying to figure it out dude. He doesn't even know that he has a banjo too. hair on your porch patio dude with your Roll another joint.
>> Play it. Shut up and play. Oh it's called you don't know how it feels. Don't know how it feels. No I had to do that with I have my own guitars dude and I he wouldn't Play it. Play harmonica now. Go.
Play your Let's go. Harmonica. Boom. Play it. My bad bro. No hate dog. No hate dude. No hate dude. >> It's it's it's like he thinks he needs to tune the harmonica. It's already in tune. Play the harmonica. Go. All right man you got to talk to AI dude.
Like if you if you could talk to an AI right now and be like hey AI Are you tuning your guitar right now in the E? If you're tuning your guitar listen. Now be quiet. Everybody be quiet. You're not you're not tuning your guitar in the E or the harmonica You got to learn about scaffolding here.
Do you hear what I just said? If you tune your guitar in the E to match the harmonica then I'll be happy. That's really not how it works. So like you know about the circle of fifths right with harmonicas? Absolutely.
Well which way does it go? Left to right. Left left knuckle to right knuckle. That's exactly how it is. I can't imagine being a pretender. Like, why would I Hurry up and play the thing. Play it. You're a pretender. Like, you're
pretending. You're pretending by not playing. >> Don't say it like that, bro. So strange, dude. Say it like that, dude. Like I want to kick you in your vagina. You're a pretender because you No, I'm the real deal. No, you claim to be a woman's man, but you sent Psyche your dick.
>> again. Go rev your Harley or something, dude. With the red hair and the red bandana. You sent Psyche your dick. You're the pretender. I mean, I like I'm not a bread driver, okay? So weird.
Huh? You should make a YouTube channel. Psyche confirmed I'm a pretender weirdo. Psyche confirmed it that you sent him your dick. It's your big knives is so jealous that I was like so much more popular than him. Psyche's funny. >> >> Psyche got you, you little I just act up.
I do it like his backdrop, dude. I should It reminds me of one of weird DMT trips. Backdrop moment. Backdrop moment. I got some acid here, dude. I'll pour it all over your head. No, he keeps changing Psyche. He keeps changing the subject. Have you noticed that? If I bring up that he sent you his dick I got something going on here. You
should eat the whole box of them, please. I'd like surgery to digest You don't know how to >> >> I mean to play the harmonica. I was going to play the country song. Exactly. There you go. Finally we got the harmonica.
So I got to go in the air. You like penis mushrooms. That's what you like. Yeah, you do.
No, play No, that's wrong. No, that's wrong. Play the high. High. High. High. It's a Bluetooth traveler, High. Play it high. There. Right there.
>> >> I know music. >> >> Here it goes, boys. Get ready. Saddle up. What What am What are we getting ready for? I Well, I thought that he was going to I thought he was going to play. I'm going to be hopping on a horse with a bison here in
a second. I know. That's where I wanted to be, too. >> >> Look at what they got. They have horses. We're finding this. Play louder. I see people wearing I hate
these guys that don't play. Play loud. My butt sounds Blow. Blow harder. Don't tell him that, dude. He's going to pull out a strap on you. >> >> HE'S GOING TO COME OVER HERE AND START showing you how your dick throat goes. You're just so focused on me.
It's like It's like he will get mad. You won't. You'll get mad for that dude. Okay. part. Blow. Now now hit Now wait wait. Now hit the key of C on that E. Do it.
It's a blues, Play it. Now. He doesn't do it. He won't do it. Psyche. We're chilling in there. Yeah, we got we got one. We're sitting on top OF THE WORLD. WE GOT IT. OKAY. FOLLOW THE SUCKING HARMONICAS.
HE'S THE THROAT GOAT. >> >> WE GOT HIM. HE CAN BLOW. That's it. What do you think of What do you think about that, psyche? He can blow.
I'm better. I'm not. I'm trying to think of this song. How's it going? That isn't D. Playing about big pops got looking at all these little things. Do nobody tell you you're going to suck at this. >> >> Man, I feel like it should be in D. >> Blow harder. I feel like you should blow. the up, dude. You stop
blowing your head, dude. ass hat. Now you're not doing it. You can >> that. it. Blow, he's a head head, pay me. man. Let him Let him keep going ahead. that. blowing and goddamn harmonica that's not even It could be the wrong Man, dude, hey, you know what? You know
what I'm going No, that's the key of E. And he's What he's doing is he's blowing C. So, it means >> bro. I'm going to put that right right under someone's car as they're driving. Really not how it works, man. Like you can talk to AI about this. >> >> You're a douche. I don't care about you.
ever You know what? You know what it's It's not about me. It's about like just life and I know how you are. Did you hear me? I don't I don't Look look look Mr. Big Pipe said this one time. He went
He went just Mr. Big Pipe Mr. Big Pipe Do you know what he said one time? He goes music I don't play music. Music plays me. Okay. All right. You know what? You know what?
Well clearly.
Oh, that word's back. We're allowed to say that again? Oh, right. There it goes. Harmonica.
Oh. Whoever Whoever Whoever just said that Whoever just said that I really appreciate you because I love my mom. Dude, I love women period. Oh, I love women cuz that Mind you, she probably deserved it. Never know. Who knows what the
situation is. I don't know. I'm still going to push that away. What do you mean? Push that away. What does that mean? Saying that it's her fault that he lost all his money. I say, how the did he What did she do? I don't know >> Wait, wait. I don't know what you mean. Push that away. What does that mean?
Push the away from somebody who pushed you on a dude. Don't punch women. Oh, like that. Okay, got you. Yeah. slap a woman. >> Yeah, I get it. Hey, you didn't know Let's let's see. Oh, dude, my mom My mom My mom is a leather-wearing jacket woman that introduced Hold on. Hold on. that listened to AC/DC that got
me into metal and whatever. And um there was a guy once that >> >> It was like trauma dump session or some Basically, he tried to Where is your dad at? I'm not trying to get on her, yeah. And I like beat him up. I'm not your father figure, dude. Not the I'm not the strong male father
figure you desperately need. Sorry. I didn't think that I was ever a father figure though. I never thought that. Have you ever listened to your voice? Have you ever like watched a re-streamed it and watched yourself and how you talk? Have you ever actually um my real voice, which is now, have you ever
actually listened to like an answering machine and then you were like, "You sound like this." Like, "Oh, wow." Nobody likes the sound of their own voice. It's kind of funny. Yeah, I hate it. But my my my my my vocal in music and stuff is like
>> Well, hey, try to sing. I don't need diamond rings. You know You know, it's weird. It's He's not going to do it. gonorrhea right now. It's something that you can like train. >> You want to do You want to do People are strange. Who are the doors? No, I never No, >> no, I don't know. >>
some It's weird with me, man. I don't know. I I I'm not drunk.
I hate that. Yeah, exactly. I had a guitarist that wouldn't I I had a guitarist that wouldn't shut the up. >> And then I would be like >> Play the thing, you know, because I'm the one that created it. He wouldn't play. Dude,
I'd beat him up. I hated that guy, man. That Who was that? Uh Foley beat his ass because he wouldn't just play. Play. That. I got to figure out something to keep up. Oh my god, he's got a capo.
No, he has a capo, dude. He's Well, explain your thought process here about the capo. >> your capo. That's what I hate. Stop doing that. Stop putting it in C and then capo-ing it to E.
What What's What I hate a capo.
>> >> Don't put a capo on it. I hate that. I hate you I hate you cutting the note. I don't like it.
Give it up. Let's love my lady. >> >> My soul left to wait till I get back up my own. That is one of one and all.
And I feel the break, feel the break, feel the break like I got Plus, South Park and do really good with it. Well, I swear that I
Love baby. And what was the other guy talking about with me? Dude, I know that it's >> I'll make it. Please save coming up. >> >> And my soul left to cool.
Okay, harmonica now. >> it's kind of working now. Till I get back I'm trying to you up my dude. Sorry dude, I was just I did I was I'm trying to with my doctor, dude. I'm it up. Harmonica. I was chilling. You I'm dude, what are you talking about like
with me with >> That is great, man. >> What's up? I don't I've never used a capo. I don't know why you guys do I think >> the second verse. it's >> So dude, it'd be really easy to look at it. So I had it tuned down half a step and I put a capo on the first fret. >> I do. It's like you don't even know what that means. I do drop C. Yeah, oh my god.
The daddy got the flu. Why are you shut the up? I do drop C but I don't need a capo to tie it up. I don't need that. I don't Never did. that I
He's gorgeous. >>
>> So So what I was saying is is that I don't need I don't need a capo for drop C and pinch harmonics to make it higher. I don't need it. What the is the point? >> Yo, have you ever done Have you ever done drugs? Have you seen Have you seen Sublime Sun, dude? Jacob, dude. Yeah.
I saw him pop on his stream, man. He popped on some dude's stream. He had a clip on IP, too. Living his dad's legacy, dude. He doesn't even have to write his own >> Yeah, it's weird. Like I have I have I knew about Sublime before Bradley died. And when I knew that How old are you? Like it was like I would think that he would have
something to do with it. How old are you? >> >> It only took one brick to make that window drop. Oh How's it going? How old are you, man? I'm asking, dude. How old are you? Me? Uh the one that was
barking at me. How old? Who's barking at who? at me. I was born in 1981, bro. I'm 44 years old. Oh Okay, I'm 40.
It's kind of a minor. >> What's some What do you mean? What's some Hold on, I'll you it out. I'm not right. I'm free. I'm a werewolf, you. I was SITTING WATCHING YOUR TV. Tunings are I I know all of that. That was That was beyond that.
What you need to figure out is like the coordination and everything with the band. You got to talk to an AI therapist, dude. There There is no AI. Like I grew up with it, dude.
Hey, play some Sublime, dude. Play some Play some Sublime songs, dude. Are you joking? Play Play Devil Driver. Play Devil Driver. Dude, play >> Devil Driver. Play some Devil Driver. How about that? Look up Let's do Let's do some Let's do some Since he wants to talk about tuning, let's do some drop C Devil Driver.
>>
>> As if he's going to play it on a acoustic. >>
>> You did?
My god, all he ever plays is Pink Floyd. Jesus Christ, dude. Oh my god. So So you think I'm Shut the up with that, man. I hate that Confidently wrong.
>> God. So weird. Drop it. Drop C. And play Devil Oh, here's the harmonica. >> >> I love that. I love that. What what Pink Floyd song was I just playing, by the way?
I can't remember. So, do you think I can tell?
Blaze them up and burn them.
>> You ever heard of them? You know what that's about? >> I don't know. I don't know what that >> song is about. No, I don't. What is that about? What is it about?
Whoever said that, what is that about? I don't know what that song is about.
>>
>> Oh my god. Okay, this is so >>
>> The person that The person that was asking, what do you Do you know what that What was it about? Can you tell me what it is about? I don't know.
>> >> I'm going to leave soon.
>> >> Him on that up harmonica there, it was hilarious. Yeah. >> >> Jamie hates me.
>>
>> I got to go. >>
>> God, >> >> this is awful.
I would kick you out of my band. >> >> You're You're playing make-believe. I'm the >> have a band. I don't have a band. Yeah, real you're pretending It's weird. No, I have a band. No, you pretend to be me. What are you talking about? >> You're pretending to be me. You want to be me No, I have a band.
You're pretending to be me then. We're over here I meant that. I would kick him out of my band. What's up Mike? How you chilling, dude? So, if you're if you're like me, if you're if you're me, then wouldn't wouldn't you Let me ask you a question. Wouldn't you Wouldn't you Wouldn't you kick him Wouldn't you kick him out of your band?
Would you kick him out of your band? Yes or no? We got to talk to the AI about it. Right. Dude, get your banjo and play some Keith. Yeah, I play banjo, too. I'm pretty good. >> He does good on banjo. That's why I >> wanted him on harmonica. Well,
yeah. I'm going to go to bed. It's getting pretty late. Good night, people. Later. Self burns himself out. Later. That's cool. I like that. Is that you? Outside heater? I didn't. Yeah, it's an outside heater.
Oh >> What is that song, though? Like, so So you think you can tell heaven from hell? What is that? Isn't that Pink Floyd? Yeah. Yeah. Yeah, that's what it was playing. What is the song? It is good. And you tell me here.
The colors Right. What is that? Heaven from hell. Right. Google it or something. Right. Yeah. That uh Like it.
Blue blue skies from rain. Can you tell me from a song? I'll tell you what, with red cap and a >> Elton John, bro. hat. Yeah, I know. I noticed he like I noticed that. He wants to wear flamboyant dude. He had piano and have his little little tinker little tinker
>> Well, that that that was that was the claim. Cuz psych cuz psyche was like, you sent me your dick. And he was like, no, I didn't. And then he started strumming, and I was like, YEAH, YOU DID. >> >> WELL,
OH, YEAH. I can see. I put two and two together. Uh don't touch my penis, please. Um what is um
What the is wrong with this charger? It doesn't even work. Look. Look. Look. It's been the same thing the whole time. I don't know, dude. I that that cokehead took all my charger in my backpack and cut them up, dude, cuz he thought
>> I'm asking the girl, "Hey, girl. there was microphones. Blue skies from rain." Yeah, blue skies from Pebbles. Yeah, what the name of the song is? Pink Floyd what? I don't know. Um uh My brain's not on either. My brain's not
on point right now, dude, to remember things. uh >> Me neither. What was that What was that one? Never mind. What the is the uh This is where I I left off, Jan, and I need Jan right now cuz he giggle.
>> album is it from? What album is it from? I'm sorry. What is it? The wall? >> What album is the song from? Oh, The Wall. Yeah. The Wall. Yep. Bam. The Wall. Good job. You will not get your dessert or any pudding if you don't eat your meat.
That's right. Yeah. >> >> I don't know who said that. I thought it was crazy, bro. Not Dark Side of the Moon, it's Titanic. Prison? No, it's what you say. It's That happens to guys glibba glibba glibba. >> I hear you. I hear you. I hear you. Those Those were a bunch of mouth noises
that didn't make any sense. I like that. Mouth noises. Mouth noises. Well, nothing made sense though because they did it their own way. And and uh Speaking backwards >> Dude, go go and check it out. Check No, no. Okay, I heard that. I heard
about that. But, go and check out Do you like Korn at all? Yeah, yeah, dude. I was raised on Korn. >> Go check out Korn one. It's by Pink Floyd. It's awesome. Dude, and this is an old There was all kinds of You ever heard of Slaughter?
Oh, yeah, dude. I'm a big heavy metal head, dude. Dude, I was in I was IN HEAVY METAL. THEY THEY WERE SO high on That That That's why it was laughable because I was in Mary's abortion and Death Said and things like that. I love metal, dude. I live it. I love
it. I love it. So, for you to ask me do you know Slaughter? yeah. I knew about White Zombie, man, when I was like 14. I loved AC/DC. I love all that Hey, The House of a Thousand Corpses.
Hey, um You know You know who I met? You know who I met at Mountain High, dude? Snowboarding. System of a Down.
Can you hear me? Hello? What? Yeah, what what the is the second movie what what's the second movie called? if I know, dude, but they were crazy dude. >> Devil's Rejects. Devil's Rejects. >> Yeah, the American Yeah, the Rejects. That was my favorite one because that's
how I grew up. That to me was my crazy family. Yeah. Rob Zombie. Maniac. >> No. No, no. He's not. You know what Rob Zombie You know what Rob Zombie did? No, no, no, no, no. Stop. Do you know
what Rob Zombie did? He I didn't know I didn't know this and I thought I was I thought I was crazy. We were carnies. We were carnival people. And I I I did. I got like, you know,
hey, here's this like Yeah, pay me and then you get to throw whatever to knock it over and it won't knock over, right? It was all made up. Everything was made up. Everything. Even including the the wheel, you know, the carnival wheel
or whatever. We would have to break it down at the end of the day and guess what we got? We got like 250 bucks. That was pretty much it. And my mom was involved. And I guess I guess the difference is that our
didn't burn down, but Rob Zombie's burned down. So, what I got to see was, you know, I got to see everything at 13 years old. I got to see tits. I got to see I got to see everything. I got when
I was 13. No joke. >> >> I loved it. Like I loved my life. I I I really loved my life. And so when Rob Zombie explained that he
did that with the carny thing and then he went and did movies and stuff and he came out with the the second movie the second movie me. That's what hit me. I was like, man, you guys you guys have never seen a gun
pulled on you, you know, things like that. Like that was cool to me. I love his movie. The Devil's Rejects, that's right. The first show I ever went to was Suicidal Tendencies in Santa Monica Civic. Mhm. I've never seen the devil or the suicide.
I've never seen them. My name. I just want a Pepsi. Dude, I watched Yeah, I watched a get thrown like 30 ft in the air, dude, and break her jaw, dude, on a metal wrought iron railing. >> I saw it. Yeah, no, I didn't see that, but I saw a girl in Ozzfest. Like I'm in just the crowd, you know.
And then this girl was like, you know, crowd surfing. And then uh all of a sudden she goes like pop down and then bam and then I saw like everybody had to like take her out. So I don't know whatever happened to her, but I've I've seen some
problems. Like like like like this chick this chick I watched break her jaw, bro. She was so down, bro. She Why did we stop her? Oh my god, are you okay? She's like, yeah, fine. Then she turned her head, dude, and it was just like this ripped off chunk. Move, yeah. My friend My friend was My My bro was like that. Like when he got
his jaw Well, my bro got his jaw busted in a bar, right? And he was like trying to talk, and I was like, "Stop talking, dude. You're up. You're up." You know, like Same way my jaw It was like It wasn't moving like how it was supposed to go. Dude, >> hey, so when you hit your chin the jaw right here,
it hits It blows your ears out, bro. Everything's connected, bro. Well, that I I don't know. I've never been hit like that, but It rings out, bro. And my jaw got stuck open. I was off. And I was like, "What the fuck?" >> Oh, you got your jaw broken, too? Yeah, dude. It was um No, no. It was It was a like a shock factor or
something, they said. Dude, so I just wait, you'll Everything will be fine. I went to the ambulance, the hospital, everything. I'm sitting there with my mouth open like this. I'm like, I couldn't close my mouth. It sucks. >> sucks. I need my jaw Were you Were you like >> you my friend? It was just numb. >> Because the way the way the guy hit him,
I guess, was like the center. And so, like it split. >> Like right in the center. Yeah, it's bad. I watched this kid I thought my ears were leaking, dude. I was like, "What's coming out of my ears?" But I couldn't say anything. >> Uh, man. I've been in some I've been in some fights, dude. I got my nose broke.
Had that fixed. But I never had my jaw broke. No. It I'm usually kind of cool and collective, you know? Ball. Meet you here. They're Dallas, Texas. Meet you here. They got to have that 50 50 shirt. She's got to be Hey, you can put it in the back up so you can catch her. She jumps, catches her head on the tall ass
Call of Duty in the club. There's a little hole right next to me and that tall dude. She goes head first into it. The whole facing that thing. When her head hit the thing >> What's he talking about right now? Some chick hit my face.
I wasn't I wasn't like that. I I'm not like that. I'm more like if you have a girlfriend or whatever that you think there's cheating or whatever and you want to recruit me like I'll like I'll I'll cut you. Let's put it that way. And so I would get into myself into
trouble and things like that. You know what I mean? All All my injuries came from snowboarding mostly. Snowboarding? I love snowboarding, man. You know that about me. You want to hear the list? Oh, No, I gave you uh one where I was up in
West Virginia. Dude, go to Wisp. >> Yeah. Mountain High. That's a good one, man. It's really a good one, dude. No, I said you want to hear the list? Do you want to hear what they call me Brokeoff in the snowboard world? I go. No, I already know it but go for it. Tell them.
I already know that I they don't know this about you. I'm the one that brought it out about you. Go. Eric Eric, my twin, he got me beat, dude, on a couple. He broke his femur and he broke his spine. Those are the two injuries he's got on me. But I'm I'm not joking, dude. I
Knock on wood. You don't have to say you're joking. It just Wait. Wait. I want to say this. The losers that think that you're joking are exactly that. They're losers, dude. They don't They don't believe it. And it's weird. I know. Go. All right. So, this collarbone I broke
five times. This one I broke three times. The jaw. But, my sternum twice, all my ribs, both my wrists, popped my spleen twice, didn't have it removed. That's another one Eric's got on me. His spleen got removed. uh dislocated both my knees. Uh never broke a tibia fibia or a femur or any of that. My tailbone I broke. I had all three hernias. I had all three
hernias surgery surgically fixed. >> Oh, Both my groins and my belly button. How do you walk? That's what my Ask my dad in heaven, dude. That's what he says. He says, "You're going to be in a wheelchair before you're 30." >> >> I'm still doing flips. Hey, but um
I'm not I'm not even joking, bro, dude. I'm so I'm I'm surprised I'm still walking. I'm surprised, too. Worst ones, dude. And I And they were like My knee looked like a like Nerf football, dude. And I was like, "Yo." And they're like You're You're men So, you So, there's four ligaments in your knee, dude. You got the LCL, the TCL, the ACL.
>> And uh then you got the meniscus. You got all the inside. I don't know what the my knees are made of, dude. But, the LCL's the only one that up. And he was like, "You'll be back in like You'll be back in a month, dude." And I was like "Really?" I was back Oh, That's awesome. So, oh, that's So, when Eric had his spleen removed, that was snowboarding with staples in his
stomach, dude. I was like, "What are you doing, bro, dude? Stay in the parking Oh, he's like, "Yeah." Who gives a You and You and Eric are I couldn't remember his name, by the way, until you said it. But, you and Eric, you're twins, man. You You know what he's doing. He's going hard. You know what's funny, dude, is the multiple
concussions. Do you ever had a concussion to where you repeat yourself? I don't know. I don't know if I have. I wake up in hospitals all the time, dude, and they're like, "You know where you're at?" And I was like, "Well, you're a doctor, so I'm in a hospital. Like, what the dude?" We all had a com- Like, I remember when Eric was in a coma and they helicoptered him off the mountain. I was like, "Dude, what the
dude? He woke up, he's fine. Let him go." Yeah, but like as a twin, did you understand that he was in a coma? Did you know like did you do that twin telekinetic whatever? That his whole nose peeled off and he thought I was him. He's like, "OH MY GOD, you're okay." I was like, "No, no, no, I'm his twin brother."
>> No, no, no, that's not what I mean. I mean like did you know at that moment as a twin like there's something wrong with my twin? I split bro. I was like, "You just got a broken rib, you're fine, dude." He was literally a le- >> Oh, that was it. Okay. >> That's like me That's like me and my brother, man. Like I'm like, "Dude,
he'll be fine." Look, I drove everybody back home, dude, and then we went back to the hospital and I was like I walked in and I was like, "How's he doing, Salt? Did you bring him in?" I was like, "Yeah." The doctor like edited me all weird and and I was like, "What?" And he's all He was literally like a 30 minutes away. >> Dude, you're you're like you're like me >>
with my brother, man. My mom My My mom calls me, right? And she's like, "Hey, I can't get there, but your brother, he he his finger up, and yeah, it was like a skeleton. You could see the skeleton part." Fingers
back. And I was And And yeah, yeah, and and like he was like trying to call me. He's trying to call me, dude, and I'm like, "Well, get to me. I don't have a ride. Get to me, and then I can drive your ride." And blood's everywhere, and I saw his
skeleton finger, and I took him to the hospital, and yep, they preserved it. So. Uh what eventually had happened was dumbass he slammed the
garage door down on his finger, and it busted it. Yeah. But I didn't know if you if you were like your brother like twins or whatever. Like can you feel that he's hurt? no, dude. Dude, I was going up the lift, and I was like, "Is that him in the ski patrol, dude, right there?" What the you
>> >> Well, what What's up with those What's up with those twins? What's up with those twins that can like do that? Like telepathic The Corsican brothers. That was Cheech and Chong bro. Mhm. The Corsican brothers, dude. You remember them. Hey, this was on the verge of death,
dude, and we're just making fun of him. It's kind of sad. We're going to the gas station, getting nachos and He's like, "I'm going to die. I'm going to die." And I was And he literally was dying. He was going to die. He was bleeding out. Internally bleeding. It happened to me twice, dude. I was in the hospital for over 2 weeks every time. They kept my spleen. The guy was like, "Your hemoglobin level seems to be not going below 10."
>> >> It's always hemoglobin. I was like, "Okay, I'll go to the I feel like a cat trying to claw its way into my gut, dude." I was like, "Honestly, just take it out, dude. I don't even care anymore." Just give me the feeling good. Dude, I I got bit by a brown recluse, though, dude. That was one of my injuries. >> Oh, I did. I I have it. Do you have the
the mark for it? I have it. It's right here on my neck, dude, and I was I was >> Oh, on your neck? I got it on my thigh, dude. It probably sucked. >> >> How was the bite? Neck just connected with my body. First it was like a golf ball and they gave me a shot of penicillin in my ass. He said it gets Oh, you went and got medication
for it? I didn't even do anything. And then and then so then I I woke up at like 4:00 in the morning and was like couldn't breathe and I was all What the going on? >> Oh, it you up that bad? Well, dude I >> But look I just Dude, when I got bit, bro, look look, when I got bit, it
was on my thigh, on my outer thigh, and I was like, it felt like fire. And then it was like this big blister. And then I popped the blister and it was fire again. Oh, dude. Honestly, you don't feel the bite, dude. That's the thing about >> I know. Yeah, I was I was asleep. I was
in bed. Honestly, honestly though, they didn't know, but that's what they were all shooting for. They're like, "We think it's a brown recluse." I was like, "Well, I have been doing community service in a park, dude, and I've been cutting bushes and raking all over the place. I'm pretty sure I threw a shoe in a little sense. But dude, they told me me to gently nudge it and keep the hole clean and I was like, "Okay." And they put pen marks all over my face.
And I was all, "Fuck this." >> just kept this hole clean and I was still swell it. No, shut up. >> I said I said, "Fuck this, dude." I grabbed a fist on either side of my neck, bro, and I popped it like a fire hydrant. I did. Yeah, well, you Guess what? He got mad at me, dude. When when you Here's our problem. When when you pop it,
it's uh worse. Well, it's basically what it did is turned into staph infection. Right. Exactly where I was going with it. And I popped it, but guess what I did. I I knew immediately. I was like, "Oh, man. I got a bitch." No. No. No. So, what I did was
is I got antibacterial um gel and I started rubbing it. And then I would let it breathe. And then I would put it back on and I would let it breathe and Yeah. But now I have a big brown recluse scar on my outer leg. Yeah, if you let it go too long, bro, you're just getting amputated.
Everything gets cut off. Oh, yeah. I I had a big old thing dangling out of the hole, dude, and I grabbed it. It was like thicker and longer than a pencil, bro. I ripped the whole sack out, dude, and they tripped out. Dude, they're like, "What did you do with it?" I was like, "I flushed it down the toilet and rinsed it down the sink, dude." They was like, "What the fuck?" >> Oh, Tripped out on me. >> >> Kept me for 2 weeks in that Oh, and mind
you, I miss I was missing my last day of community service in it and I and if you do community service and you're like, "I'm going to do 10 days in a row." You miss a day, you have to reinstate and do it all over. So, I'm on the phone and they're like tell me, "Yeah, you're going to have to reinstate." And I I talked to them, dude. They called me back and they're like They Out of out of the 16 years they were having that program in Rancho
Cucamonga, dude, the state park. They said I was the best worker they've ever had, bro, and they granted me my last day, so I didn't have to do it. Dude, I know the coolest part about that was >> I saw that with you. Dude, the whole I can see No, this he right when I walked up to him, dude, he's like, "I know." And I was like, "What?" He's like, "I look like
>> No, that's not right, man. I know what you're saying. Gus When When I saw When I saw you like just working, you know, doing your thing I know that you were drunk. You were drunk. No, this was weeks ago. Weeks before I was It's way before I even had a kid.
>> no. Listen. Hm, hear me out. The kid's going to be 18 in a couple months, bro. He's no little box. That That is like 6'1, dude. He's a big ass boy. It's cool. He's a little track star, dude. I was like, "Yeah, dude. run it, dog."
>> Why is it on muted, dude? What happened? Bro, this What did you I swear to god, bro. Dude, I This thing sucks. It just mutes on its own. Can't hear you, dude. I just so you know, I can't hear anything. It's muted for me for some reason. Did I hit the mute button? No. Yo, I'll rejoin.
>>
>> I saw you in the hallway that never ends counting those that don't remember when your shadow moved before your feet whispered things you couldn't keep the walls would breathe in slow and low every secret you don't show every version left behind
still alive inside your mind you said am I the one who's dreaming? I said you never left at all I'm still here still loving through the static through the nothing take my hand don't disappear every nightmare brought you
I'm still here here >> >> still calling even when your world is falling you're not lost you're just between what you are and what you've seen
the mirror learned your name too well now it speaks but you can't tell if it's you or something else wearing pieces of yourself faces hanging in the air try them on if you still care every mask of life you wore, every life still wanting more. You
said something's always watching. I said yes. >> >> But so am I. I'm still here, still loving through the breaking, through the doubling. Take my hand, don't disappear. Every fracture brought you here. I'm
still here, still near you even when you can't come through. You're not gone, you just went deep past the edge of what you keep. You are not the first to fall apart.
You are not the last to see too far. Every eye you feared watched the eyes. Every lock was never locked. Stay with me. >> >> Stay with me.
Stay. >>
>> I'm still here, still loving in the dark where you've been running. Take my hand, don't disappear. You were always meant to hear. I'm still here, >> >> still true. Every version leads to you. You're not lost, you're waking up. Even nightmares open up.
>> >> So if the walls begin to breathe again and the silence says your name >> >> stay. run. Take my >>
>> I'm here.
Don't run.
Take my hand.
I'm here.
>>
>> I felt a shift in the room like a glitch in the air. Smiles got plastic little cuts everywhere. Jokes with a blade dressed up polite. You laughed a A loud, but the timing ain't right. I check my pulse, said maybe it's me. But betas don't lie. They repeat like a
beat. You drop info late then call it a slip. Nah, you're playing chess while they think it's skittish. I don't swing first. I don't break frame. You want a reaction? I don't play that game. My silence loud,
yeah it echoes deep. You talking chaos, but just watch and keep no more Mr. Nice Guy. >> >> I don't bark, I redefine. Cold, calm, sharp mind. >> >> I don't chase, I redesign. You were
fishing for a spark, now you lost me in the dark place. Stupid games get stupid prizes. No more Mr. Nice Guy. I don't fight, I I I I out a lion.
>> >> You wanted noise, I gave you none. Now you wondering what I've become. Short replies, eyes don't blink. You can feel this but you can't quite think I'm out your moves like a blueprint. File every fake laugh logged with a timestamp. Fine, you poke again, I don't respond. Now your confidence starting to bond with doubt. You needed heat, I dropped the degree. Now
you questioning everything about me. No threats, no scene, no show, just doors closing. You didn't even know. No more Mr. Nice Guy. I don't bark, I redefine.
Cold, calm, sharp mind. I don't chase, I redesign. You were fishing for a spark, now you lost me in the dark. Play stupid games, get stupid prizes. No >> >> more Mr. Nice Guy. I don't fight.
I out a lot. >>
>> You thought it was emotional. I made a collection. Every move you made was self-reflection. Your weakness showed. I just listen close. Now the board flipped and you don't even know. I don't ruin you. I I'll grow you clean. Making loud moves look small on the scene. You wanted war. I changed the terrain. Now you shut up and listen to nothing but your own frame.
No reaction. No information. No information. >> No control. >> No control. That's where you fall. >>
>> No more Mr. Nice Guy. >> >> I don't react. I decide. Quiet pressure. Deep dive. I don't break. I divide. You were loud. I was still. Now you're feeling that chill. Play stupid games, get
stupid prizes. No more Mr. Nice Guy. I don't lose. I REBUILD. I SAW THE GAME. I learned the codes. Now I move silent, heavy mode. You played dirty, that's your
style. I just made it not worth your while. >>
>> Woke up from another one of psyche's midnight fright displays. >> >> Shadow in the hallway, chanting through the haze. >> >> Coffee on the altar, static on the screen.
Everybody smiling like they know just what it means. We got candles in the basement, secrets in the walls, a velvet rope at midnight, and a voice that softly calls. Nobody's exactly normal, that's our
favorite thing. We laugh like saints with eyeliner and a phone that never rings. Show me that smile again. Even if the whole thing's wearing in. Down here where the strange ones grin. The cult's going underground
again. Show me that smile again. We'll let the weird world tumble in with nightmares rosing next of kin. The cult's going underground again. Psychics having nightmares, but he's hosting them with charm. >>
>> Reading cards at breakfast like disaster is a farm. Someone hit the relics in the laundry by the stairs. Someone's acting casual while conducting psychic presence somewhere in the candle smoke behind the secret door. A hidden high priestess knows a little something more. She never
makes an entrance. She just suddenly appears. Fixes everybody's chaos with a whisper in their ears. Show me that smile again. Even if your halo's looking bent. We're the ones that daylight never paints. The cult's going underground
again. Show me that smile >> >> again. Laugh like the apocalypse is friends with secret rites and bargain vengeance. The cult's going underground again. >> >> Underground, underground. Keep it cozy.
Keep it strange. Every haunted little heart in here is overdue for change. If the world gets loud above us, let it spin and make a fuss. We've got one secret high priestess and she's probably judging us. Show me that smile again. Flash it like
a sweet forbidden hands, like a dream but we don't break, we bend. >> Cults going underground >> again. >> Show me that >> smile again. Come on in and bring your awful friends. If the surface
cracks, we still descend. Cults going underground >> >> again. Yeah, cults going underground again. >>
>> They didn't shout, they didn't fight. Just read you out of sight. >> >> Little whispers, subtle shifts. Truth got buried under myths. A moment clipped to feelings spun. Half a story, now it's done. People follow what they feel, not always what is real.
You try to speak, you try to show, but every word just feeds the show. It's not a debate, it's a stage. You're cast inside a scripted page. So, you go quiet, not because you're weak,
but silence says what words can't speak. Let them watch, let time reveal. Truth don't argue, truth is real. No more chasing every lie, no more asking, "Tell me why?" When you stand without defense,
>> >> you become your evidence. >>
>> They needed you to play the part, react, defend, fall apart, but you stepped out of the frame. Now they don't control the game. Patterns break, they lose their hold, can't predict you like before. When you stop the old routine, >> you disrupt the whole machine. >>
They poke again, they test the line, try to pull you back in time, but you see it crystal clear. What once triggered now appears. So, you go quiet, not because you're weak, but silence says what words can't speak. Let them watch,
their time of view. Truth don't argue. Truth is real. No more chasing every lie. No more asking, tell me why. >> >> When you stand without defense, you become your evidence. >>
>> You stop asking, do they see? >> >> Stop asking, what is me? Cut the cord from their control. Dig a deep inside your soul. Some will doubt, some never know. Some will feel the underflow.
Truth don't rush, she don't perform. It just stands while I transform. >>
>> Now you're silent, >> >> but you're strong. You were right there all along. No more needing >> >> their approval. You are through the whole removal. You don't fight, you don't defend. You just are, and that's the end. When you stop playing
>> >> the role, you take back the whole control. >>
>> You're invisible, not weak. Just too available, too eager. Giving to people who don't respect you. But the world doesn't care about your heart. It cares about your value. And if you can't control perception,
you'll spend your life being used, overlooked replaced. >>
>> People judge with their eyes, not their hands. They see results, not your struggle. They see outcomes, not your intention. And honestly, they don't care about your sacrifice, It's your purity, about your good heart. You want
respect? Demonstrate strength. You want loyalty? Prove value. You want people to take you seriously? Show them that losing you has consequences. I'm not saying be cruel. I'm saying stop expecting the world to reward you for being nice. Look around, look within. The ones who get ahead aren't always moral, they're strategic. They understand power is perception, not purity.
If you feel invisible, it's not undervaluation, it's accurate valuation. Stop trying to prove you're good. Stop proving unnecessary. Build skills that matter. Solve problems others can't. Deliver results that speak louder than any words. When you become undeniable in your competence, people will respect you, not because
they like you, but because they need you. And need is far more powerful than affection. You're not invisible. You're invisible by design. Too available, too emotional, too eager. But all of that can change starting
now. I control my value. I control my value. I control my value. I'm irreplaceable, undeniable. I'm irreplaceable, undeniable. I control my value. BUILD, COMPETE, BECOME ESSENTIAL. I CONTROL my value. They need me more than I need
them. I control my value. I control my value. I control my value. Scarcity creates value. Availability destroys it. Gold is rare, that's why it matters. Air is everywhere, that's why it's worthless. The same rule applies to you.
If you're always there, always saying yes, always dropping everything, you become like air. Essential, maybe, taken for granted, worthless in their eyes. Make your belly watch the most powerful. They were the ones constantly in everyone's face. They were selective, strategic, hard to reach. Your availability is killing you when you respond to everything immediately, when you never say no. You're training
people to disrespect you. You're teaching them your time means nothing, that you're desperate for their attention, and desperation repels power. >> >> Master strategic withdrawal. Don't answer every call immediately. Let some messages sit. Say no to requests that don't serve you. Create space between yourself and others. Something magical happens. People start wondering about you. They start respecting your
time. They start valuing your presence because it's no longer guaranteed. Scarcity creates curiosity. Curiosity creates desire. Desire creates power. Stop pouring yourself into people who give nothing back. Stop being emotionally available to everyone. When you become scarce, not from arrogance, but self-respect, you force people to earn access to you.
The ones who don't, let them go. They were never adding value anyway. You teach people how to treat you by what you tolerate. If you tolerate disrespect, you get more. If you tolerate being taken for granted, that's exactly what will happen. But when you pull back, when you become selective, WHEN YOU OPERATE FROM ABUNDANCE, NOT SCARCITY, you flip the script. Suddenly, they're chasing you. >>
>> My time is currency. My presence is precious. My energy is mine. I control the access. I control the narrative. I control what's given. I control my value. I control my value. Scarcity builds power. Scarcity builds power. >>
>> I control my value. Strategic, selective irreplaceable. I control my value. They need me more than I need them. I control my value. I I my value. Seven principles, seven keys to power.
Not quality, strategy, not manipulation awareness. >> >> They judge you by >> what you show, not your heart. Two, value is the measure of worth, not effort. Three, scarcity builds power. Availability destroys it. Four, competence over charisma, always. >> Five, control your emotions
before they control you. Six, walking away is your greatest leverage. Seven, reputation is currency. Guard it like gold. These aren't tricks. This is how power actually works. Machiavelli showed us 500 years ago. Most people ignored it. Wanted to believe the world is fair, that kindness wins, that hard work is enough.
But you're not most people. You're here because you want the truth. And the truth is this, the game is already being played. The only question is whether you're playing to win or being played. >> Now, I control my value. I control my value. Strategic, powerful invaluable.
I control my value. I am irreplaceable. I am undeniable. I am the one playing, not the one being played. I control my value. I control my value. I control my value. >>
>> Came in loud on fire everybody got to take names in the air like a trial I didn't make but then I'm out pick a side prove you're one of us. Funny how fast that support turns to pressure and disgust. I said I don't know the story I'm not signing off on claims. You want instant verdicts I don't play those games. No paperwork then I'm asking for more that ain't defense that's me checking the floor.
You call it silence I call it pause. You call it wrong I call it loss. And when I don't bend to the grass decree stop rewriting what I'm supposed to be. You were backing me building me liking the show till I didn't follow where you wanted me to go. This is my platform not your
community. You don't get to vote on what I believe. You want control dressed up as a unity I see the strings I don't agree. You draw your lines and expect me to trace it. Call it standards I call it stage. Now it's noise trying to speak over me but this is mine not your community. >>
>> One comment turns to a pile on waves. Same voices yelling different names on the stage. Everyone knows yeah everyone says but nobody stops to question the thread. Proof in the DMs I didn't review or proof you decided was already true. You want me to act on a crowd made case then punish me when I don't keep pace. Then a
few people now I'm afraid. Or maybe I'm done with the games you play. You push, I call then call it a crime like I owe you control of my time. You were backin' me, buildin' me like on the show till I didn't follow where you wanted me to go. This is my platform, not your community.
You don't get to vote on what I believe. You want control dressed up as a unity. I see the strings, I don't agree. You drew your lines and expect me to trace it. Call it standards, I call it stage. Now it's noise tryin' to speak over me, but this is mine, not your community. >>
>> You say I'm wrong for what I allow, but who made you judge, jury, and now executioner livin' my chat? No, I'm not built like that. I'll take the heat, I'll take the hits, but I won't bend just to fit. If that costs numbers, so be it. I'd rather stand than kneel to it.
>> >> This is my platform, not your community. If it gets quiet, then let it be. I won't trade my conformity just to keep you agreeing with me. >> >> You drew your lines and I didn't trace it. You called it loss, I replaced it. Now it's me standing where I choose to be. >>
>> Yeah, this is mine, not your community. >> >> Not not your community. >>
>> You are not driving. You are cargo. Something else has hands on the wheel. >> >> And it knows your name.
>>
>> But there's a stranger in your bloodstream smiling on your thoughts, smiling in the mirror while your real self rots. Polite little prisoner trained to obey, >> >> you call it being good but you're decaying that way. You swallow every instinct by your teeth down smooth, call it self-control but you just removed your proof. You had claws, you had fire, you were something divine, now you apologize for crossing your own line. Call John Whispert from
the grave, make the dark conscious of where Dick is your cave, but you muted the message, sanitized the pain, now your shadow's in the basement pulling every chain. Open the door, let the monster breathe. That's not your enemy, that's what you need. You locked your power where the fear was born, now you wonder why your will feels torn. You're not broken, you're split in two, half of you
starving, half pretending it's you. Take back the throne, reclaim the room, turn your shadow from a cage into a weaponized bloom.
You built a mask so perfect even you forgot. Polished every angle till your soul got caught. They don't love you, they love the role you play. Standing ovation for a ghost in a display. Laugh on command, nod on cue. Every yes you fake is a fracturing you. You feel that hollowness, that echoing space? That's your real self locked outside your face. Perspiration like a melting crown. Heavy
is the act when the truth's not allowed. Take it off slow, watch the room divide. The ones who stay, that's your real tribe. Open the door, let the monster breathe. That's not your enemy, that's what you need. You locked your power WHERE THE FEAR WAS BORN. Now you wonder why your will feels torn. You're not broken, you're split in two. Half of you starving, half pretending it's
you. Take back the throne, reclaim the room. Turn your shadow from a cage into a weaponized gloom. >> >> Everything you hate is a mirror. Every trigger gets clearer. Arrogance, that's your buried crown. Laziness, that's burnout ground. Jealousy maps
where your hunger lives. Rage shows what your silence gives. Your enemies are blueprints in disguise. Read them right. >> >> You weaponize.
>> >> Bury gold in the parts they shame. Your loud got silenced, your wild got tamed. Your fire got labeled too much, too fast. Now you're dimming yourself just to make it last. But the shadow's not just deep in scars. It's your voice, your edge, your inner stars. The energy spent holding yourself down could have built an
empire, could have burned a town. Say what you think, stand where you stand. Stop asking permission to exist as a man. The moment you stop apologizing for a breath is the moment your presence starts defying gravity. >> >> Talk to your moves like they're sitting across. Negotiate storms instead of
taking the loss. That voice in your chest isn't random or fake. It's a signal you LEARNED TO MISINTERPRET AS HATE. >>
>> OPEN THE DOOR. LET THE MONSTER SPEAK. Watch your bubble buried under re-make. You were never meant to be safe and small. You were meant to integrate it all. No more masks glued onto skin. No more wars that are waged within. You don't kill the dark to become the light. >> >> You merge the two
and become the sight. This isn't healing. This is integration. You don't become good. >> >> You become whole. And once you're whole, reality starts bending around you. The door is still there. >>
>> It's not locked. You are. >>
>> You are.
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