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The episode begins with Psyche getting ready and discussing his plans for the day ▶ 0:10. He talks about Sandman and Gotti's failed promise to help him with dinner ▶ 1:04 and expresses his desire to see Sandman's butt hole ▶ 4:45. Psyche also shares his experiences with his chat, including a poll where most participants stated they didn't like him ▶ 7:26. He then switches to discussing his basketball uniform and claims his family founded Harlem ▶ 12:24. Psyche also talks about his background, mentioning knights, the Merovingians, and a witch ▶ 12:45. He claims to have trained Shaq and taught him how to play basketball ▶ 12:54. The episode ends with Psyche playing a Rumble stream and discussing his show, including an episode with Victoria J and Tommy James ▶ 14:00.
The episode appears to touch on themes of identity, community, and the blurring of reality and fantasy. Psyche's conversations with his audience and his sharing of personal anecdotes suggest a desire for connection and understanding. The episode also suggests a pattern of self-deprecation and humor, as Psyche makes light of his situations and pokes fun at himself.
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>> Hi. I'm putting a clean shirt. Put my hair back a little bit. Not a button-up shirt. It's like a t-shirt. This is like me in a few months. I'll be like, "Ah." I'll look like this, but I'm in light skins. I'm just kidding. Maybe not. Maybe not. Maybe so. Who knows?
Let's see what happens. I don't know. Sandman was pretty rude. I mean, Now I don't have I'm going to stay up I think if I stay up past midnight, maybe I'll be able to get something going. It's up 2020. It's a little suffering. A little
suffering. Probably I deserve. All I deserve it. What happened? It's just like, you know, Sandman and Gotti were like, "Oh, you know, we're going to like we'll send $5 each and stuff so you can get dinner." And then like they're just like, "Oh, they're like oops. Never mind." Like
And here I am looking like you know, sad and stuff. Actually, I should be happy. I mean, I can wait till midnight. I can wait till midnight. It's like you know. I'll put my link up. I don't know. People just want to come up here and like like abuse me basically and like it's my show.
It's okay. It's okay. It's like no one like I'd even do like a clap token, $3. A limited edition. Like just basically like a 24-hour clap for anybody when they choose to use it. Um I would even do I would have even done three
for for like $9, but no one wanted it. Hey, what's a chula, Siki? Yeah, just clumsy. Hello. What's a chula? Oh, thank you for the Oh. Oh. A vagina? What am I?
Who am I? I don't know. I'm Jean Valjean. Maybe. Maybe not. Maybe I'm in The Phantom of the Opera. Maybe I'm the angel of music. Just maybe. Just something to consider. Maybe you and I are not that different.
Brothers and sisters in our path of life. You know. I'd be careful because with what I with what I expose because I'm just wearing a towel right now. Under and I have t-shirt. And so I don't want to like get under the blanket and then auto Oh my god, then my laundry's ready. I think the speedo might be in
there. Speedo might be in there. Hold on. I'll see what's I'll see what's available. Really, I just want to throw on some underwear. Okay. Hold on.
Oh my gosh. I Where do I have I have a Yeah, I have a pair of something in You can't see me, right? Oh, I'm changing in the corner. You can't see me, right? Oh my god. How embarrassing would that be? No. I already embarrassed my myself enough. Oh my gosh, there you go. I'm wearing wearing pants.
I believe that I believe that something happens at the last minute. Maybe the last like, you know, the last 10 minutes. I think by midnight Hold on. Before midnight, something will happen. I'm going stop this. But then the problem is at midnight the McDonald's drive-thru closes. And then they have to go from the
further away McDonald's. I want my McDonald's now. Yeah. I mean, Sandman I think I got him basically. I I mean, it's like he said I think he agreed to get I think he agreed to the butt hole thing. At least to show me his butt hole. I
think so. I just want to see it once. I'm not going to share with anybody. I just I just want to see for myself what it looks like. You know, there's so much you can tell from a man's that butt hole. You can tell just a lot. You can tell how clean he really is. You can tell you know.
I almost, you know, almost everything. Almost everything. More than I want to know about Oh my god, I hear my neighbors. I need to please
I hear people outside. Talking loudly. Do you hear those voices? Do you hear that?
I hear them going inside. What was that about? What was What in the was that about? Okay. You heard them the voices? Yeah, I heard the voices outside, but they stopped. They stopped. Um Guys, if you do like end up like, you know,
helping me out, you know, you know, I won't I don't usually I usually don't reveal the the who who donates and stuff. Just cuz I want for their own protection but if you do you want a shoutout, let me know. If you want a shoutout. If you want a song or something, let me know if you want a song. You want to see me try to go get go to the McDonald's drive-thru at the at the nick of time.
You can do that too right now. Want to help me out eat today. I don't know if I'm going to I don't want to be begging for food shits. I had I had a great um fish tacos yesterday. I got I got I was already blessed yesterday. So I shouldn't be greedy. Or is it day before actually, but still I was blessed. Those fish tacos
have gotten me up till now. And a couple fries that I got. But um yeah. >> >> I tried I put a few bucks into my Codex and then it's like, "Oh, you have to pay the main subscription fee." I'm like, "Oh fuck." But that will still take a few hours and whatever. They took away $5 that I could
use tonight for like more cigars or something, but or another drink, but you know, it's all my fault. I know. You heard the voices? Yeah. Like I don't even know. Like there's nobody really here like um in the chat really. Like I hear people commenting. I don't know. I did a poll. I said, "Do you like me or do you not like me?" Yes, I like you. I
don't There was one person that said they liked me. And then four people said, "No, we don't like you." And I was like, "Okay, that's pretty much my chat." Like, you know. So I guess like, you know, they'll be honest and stuff, but kind of hurt my feelings a little bit, but it's okay. You can just watch me suffer while I just like, you know,
not contributing anything like I'm in need. It's like Thanks guys.
Thanks guys. I was opening the chat for you guys. You know, like you know, if you want to come up and stuff. I'll probably just like take myself off of the chat and then you guys have at it. I enjoyed it too. That was fun. You know. Thank you for chatting with me and stuff.
Sorry, guys. I I hope I shapeshifted into better something better, but I shapeshifted into like something worse. And uh Yeah, that's a clue. But anyway, I'm having problems. You want to come up? Come on up. I'm just going to like I'll just be my basketball uniform. Oh
my god. Sorry. Hold on. I need to switch that up. I'm so sorry. Hold on. My avatar is like a Hold on. I can't edit avatar. Here. This is my basketball my basketball days. There.
How do you turn off the camera? Oh there. It's my basketball days. That was the Puft Marshmallow Amanda. I think or is it SpongeBob SquarePants Amanda? I forgot which one it was.
I also have a ghost. I'm going to feed ghost or who's afraid of a ghost? I have a ghost around here. His name is ghost. What does he look like? A ghost is a most.
Okay. I'm going to yeah. I play basketball now. I can hoop. Do you want to watch me play play with some men and stuff and getting short help me guys. Subscribe. Yeah, that's ghost right here. It's a cartoon to me of ghost.
Let's run one in front of panel. Let's go let's run one with me. Get up here. Who's afraid of me? Who's afraid of a ghost? Hello. Come up. I don't bite only if you want me to. What's that song?
Wild thing. You make my heart sing. You make everything groovy. Wild thing, I think I love you. But I want to know for sure. May I have permission to crash out? Ghost already did he took the
whole crowd. Hotter gold dance of fire. Ghost shows up. The stakes grow higher. Dum dum that's his war cry now with me. Ghost gets loud. The stakes get higher. Ghostober.
I don't know what what comes next but it's Ghostober. I don't know. I don't think you will want to see me in my basketball uniform. Playing basketball like I own the the Harlem Globetrotters. Do you know my family founded Harlem?
Do you know that? Harlem, New York. My family found my family found they're called the Janongs. And they they founded Harlem because they were from the Netherlands but he was actually from France and he married a Netherlands woman. True story. I also have a witch in my background. I have
I have knights. I have the Merovingians as kings. I'm the whole package guys if you didn't figure it out. I trained Shaq. I taught Shaq how to play basketball. I said they just show the video of me and they're like do the opposite of what this guy does. He's the best basketball player in the world now.
And they said just do the opposite of what this white person does. Shaq now rules the world. Isn't he like on everything? Isn't he on the $20 bill now? Is Did I Did I Shaq was on the $20 bill, right? Or is it Harriet Tubman? Who's on the $20 bill? Good times with
with some good times status. So I guess I'll just put it on like a Rumble stream of so we can have like something to watch cuz I'm kind of getting a little bit sleepy sleepy vibe but if I play Rumble I should be okay. I just play some like my show or something Tripkick. Let me see.
I'll play some Tripkick. Okay, let me see what's on Tripkick. Am I on it recently? Yeah. Do you want to watch what happened the other day with Victoria J on my panel and Tommy James? There's a part one and there's a part two. I mean it's actually a three-part
episode. Do you want to watch some of that? Okay. I like Shaq, too. I like Shaq. He can he can put his basket in mine anytime or his ball in mine anytime. I'm sorry if that was too too too much. I'm sorry. Here is Saman versus KK and
Tommy James on my show. So I have permission to crash out. Yeah. I have permission to play this because this is on my show. Okay?
Tricia Heaton looks great at >> god. Here is her number one secret. Regular milk or oat milk? >> Uh regular. Very special guest, welcome. You haven't seen her for a while. Hello. Hello. Hi. Oh, it's KK. Hey hi KK. What up, guys? What up, Bobby? I'm uh Saman Bobby You guys were going to let Saman
apparently had some things to say to me and I was just curious what those things >> do you want to come up and explain it to were. KK, Saman? Saman scream like you always Oh, you know I'm ready FOR THE SMOKE. WHAT HAPPENED? WHAT HAPPENED? What are you talking about? You have some things What what you was talking about me. You always got me in your mouth. Told Black Ass Cracker I was You got a rage off. Black Ass Cracker make you rage, baby. He told you to end
your life. You don't need to worry about me no more. What the >> need to worry about me no more. He control you. >> >> He's aggressive. Yeah, you don't worry about me abuse by the way. >> >> BY ME. YOU SHOULD SAY THAT. HE SAID. What what happened? ARE YOU I'M A BUM ASS YOU PUT FURNITURE on your wish
list. Why are you worried about it? You put a bed ON YOUR WISH LIST. I >> ME and my wish list? BOUGHT IT. You need to put a bed Why are you mad? You told me I was a GREEN LITTLE FELLOW. I BET HIS bed doesn't have a bed frame. I bet he doesn't have a bed frame. I sleep on a air
mattress, Tommy. Oh my god. OH MY GOD. I SLEEP ON A BETTER BED than this. I sleep on a better bed than this YOU WASH YOUR DISHES OUTSIDE. YOU TOLD ME THAT. YOU SLEEP YO, YOU WASH YOUR ASS OUTSIDE. I imagine TELLING PEOPLE YOU ACTUALLY
WASH YOUR ASS OUTSIDE. WOW. YOU HAD A SHOWER OUTSIDE. HE'S MAD. OOH. IT'S SO EASY. YOU HAD TO WASH YOUR ASS OUTSIDE. I got a better bed than you, bud. You told people that not me. You on a air mattress. You don't have a bed frame.
You don't have a bed frame. Hey KK, he doesn't look He doesn't have a headboard. Look behind me. Look at my headboard. Look at my headboard, Saman. Saman, do you need a headboard, papa? Look do you have a headboard >> >> Who told you that, KK? Not me. She also said how dirty you were.
>> That's crazy. I told people the world. Why are you still fixated on it? He's mad. Your information not me. Why are you Why are YOU MAD? WHY? I DON'T I DON'T NEVER SHOWER OUTSIDE. NEVER. Bobby and him was like Please Saman don't leave. >> >> I never had to wash my
ass outside. You don't comprehend. Oh oh yo yo KK it's crazy. You told her all of this about Daya but YOU WANTED TO DAYA. YOU WANTED to Daya. Remember? YOU WANTED TO DAYA. REMEMBER THAT? >> >> WHY YOU CAME OVER HERE AND LIED? HE'S FUNNY. He's funny. Absolutely nothing's
changed. Holy Black Ass Cracker told you to get off Black Ass Cracker told you to get off the internet. What happened? Black Ass Cracker told you to get off the internet. I'm raged but what? Didn't you I'm raged and he's rager. Didn't rage. The rager. Why didn't you duck the Why hey why did you duck the fade?
Is it cuz he's aggressive? Is that why? I'm even I'm going to go waste my time, YOU CRACKHEAD. >> OH WOW, he's mad. Look at him mama. Why did you Why cuz I cuz I sleep on a better's foundation than you and wake up on a better bed than you every morning? I wake up on a better bed than you every morning.
YEAH. YEAH. >> >> I ACTUALLY LIVE IN APARTMENT. I TOLD YEAH. I TOLD PEOPLE HER BUSINESS NOT ME. A JUST out in that house. That's the funny part. That's the funny part. Take it to him say the same thing. What Did you clean your papers up? Did you clean your papers up yet? Yeah. The papers are up.
How come a grown man I live with my father right? >> How come a grown man How come a grown How come a grown has to tell you what to do with your stuff? I live with my dad, papa. Oh, is that why? Is that a real answer? >> Oh. Yeah. >> >> Well, that's okay. At least you're being honest for once. God bless America, yeah. Damn. You can't tell the truth for nothing, can you? Even No what what
What what What what I don't what what I live with my dad, KK? I don't know who you LIVE WITH. OH. MR. RAGER. MR. RAGER. OH, now you don't know who I live with, right? Yeah. I I like that answer. I mean he says he lives with his dad so whatever. I'm going to run with that.
He says HE LIVES WITH HIS THAT'S HIS BUSINESS. I have to tell him He got KK wash her ass outside. He's a liar dude. >> Do you want me to tell it all? TELL IT ALL. OH, I'M WAITING. YOU WERE TRYING TO TELL THE ICLOUD. I got all my DMs back, baby. >> I DON'T DO YEAH, you was I got ALL TELL IT ALL. I'VE BEEN WAITING,
You a bum. ALL THAT YOU TOLD ABOUT JEWS, ZAYA, ALL OF THEM YOU TOOK all of your money. You took all of your money, you bum Hell yeah, baby. Thank Thank god. god. >> Thank god, man. I would have money, too. >> I would want to I would run ALL THEIR POCKETS. I'D run all their pockets. I'd
run all their pockets. GOOD JOB. ANYONE OF THEM ZAYA. OH, NO. SOUNDS LIKE JEALOUSY. You You sound jealous. Yeah, well, you didn't want to him? I'm like >> No, not even a little bit. >> Who didn't say that? No, uh-uh. Put that PUT THAT ON EVERYTHING YOU NEVER SAID YOU WANTED TO
ZAYA. Why are you so so pressed? Thank you. He's doing the moonwalk. Why you moonwalking? Who is moonwalking? I don't have to prove to you. I'm not like you. I make no sense. He's pretty disgusting. Zaya is a group, but you wanted to him. You're right, he is pretty disgusting. >> >> Are you going to go with him? Right? You wanted to You wanted to vision me after
you visit Blackish Cracker. I'm like fantasies Hello. Does that involve me? Yo, why you wanted to vision me after you visit Blackish Cracker? Naturally, no answer. Right? >> What? Hello. Why you wanted to vision me after you visited Blackish Cracker? Show proof. Oh, I GOT THE PROOF. SHOW PROOF. HE HE
ALWAYS SAYS THAT. He always says that. That's funny. But he never shows anything. >> >> It's crazy. Like he's a bad liar. Show it. Yeah, never forget I had a black KK. Never forget I had to block that Never forget >> Oh, yeah, probably. Probably cuz she finally threatened you with actual action for what you were
doing. came to the lion's den. Clearly you don't This is not a lion's den. You don't know anything. You would never hold that against All this and he's got to You don't even live your life. That's what it is. You're stuck on repeat, scared that something's going to find out he's not gay. >> on a wish list. Who does that? Why are
you watching me that closely? >> sofa on a wish list? He's afraid of his identity. Why you >> he has somewhere to At least he has place to put a sofa. At least he has somewhere to put a sofa. I doubt I bet you can't even put a sofa in your place if you wanted. Sounds like just hater talk. Hey, Tommy. SINCE YOU
WON'T ANSWER any of my questions, would you mind asking him for me where does he get his furniture from? Can you ask him, please? Hey, where do you get your furniture from, Pablo? Pablo. That's from my Pablo. Hip Pablo. Hip Pablo, where do you Where do you get the furniture from, Pablo? From my pops. From my pops. My pops got
>> From your pops. Your pops got it, okay. I can go with that. Do you even have room for a sofa? Yeah.
Here's all I have to show. You got it here. The real reason you're stiff after sitting. You can live a very long time without getting Everybody felt they were there at the
beginning of the great experiment. Like we were the chosen people. But Osho's agenda was simply to raise the consciousness of humanity. That was his goal. America was land of promise. It was my conviction we will have no problems.
I don't think America has a place for these people. Everyone in Antelope mistrust Rajneesh. I want that guru and his evil influence out of my city. They're run by satanic power. There is talk of vigilantes who may seek revenge on the Rajneeshees. A bomb went off in the middle of the
community. More than 60 followers evacuated. It was a catastrophe. I'm mostly on just terrified. If I didn't take measures to protect our community, no one else would do it. We now call upon the governor to disarm this cult's army now.
If the government does decide to get you, they're going to get you. There is bias, there is prejudgment, religious discrimination, and this is democracy. I've had enough of it. We were going to mount a full-scale assault. >> We will be ready to protect ourselves. >> >> I grown up understanding thou shalt not
kill. But it happened. There's darkness in all of us. Doesn't make you a bad person. >>
>> It's creepy. That's why That's why this show is called My Nightmares. Imagine that I woke up like that. If you look at deeper into the story what that woman did for Rajneesh, she like poisoned Oh my I want to say it. She did terrible things with the salad bars. I'll just say that. Um but it's that's the that's the
character or the person from that Rajneesh Osho. His name is Osho. By the way, if you read ever read Osho, he's like a really profound, great spiritual teacher, and I would recommend checking out his stuff. But yeah, he did come over in the like the '70s or '80s to America, and he kind of took over a community. He had He had all these Rolls-Royces and stuff and
and then his um his He had followers who were a little bit militant and stuff and were trying to like get him to win the local elections and getting involved in politics and all kind of s- crazy right? And uh eventually she got in big trouble because she was trying to poison the salad bars and stuff. Yeah.
That's all I'm just a little hungry. I'm just waiting till midnight. I think I might be getting some
That was good. I got a good tobacco thing. I'm not getting donation after midnight. Not sure. But then the drive-thru will be closed. Osho was really cool. Yeah, he was really cool. They call His name was Rajneesh Osho. Like a lot of gurus came to the United States for like Wow, they were getting invited to the US. They were making ashrams and like like all all kinds of centers, and like a lot of money was going into cuz the yoga, of
course. You could start with Yogananda was like a big sensation. And you also had um different uh great spiritual gurus and you know, really like I mean, there is like even no matter what religion is like if you read some of their stuff that's like, "Wow, it's like that will teach you about detachment. That will teach you about spirituality, even respect for some some
of these god concepts, god goddess, you know, or we to say spirit, like whatever it is." I think it's like all the same spirit, but it's like, you know, kind of individuated and stuff. I don't know. I mean I'm not there. I mean, maybe I'm there. I'm trying to work on it. Hey you guys, I found a ton of tobacco in this little cigar right here. I'm just got lucky.
I just found a nice big old tobacco head. After and I might do like a blinker and smoke the tobacco. Oh, it's not a blinker. I'll just take a little hit. I don't want to fall asleep, but
Okay, that's enough. You're on a vibration kick? Yeah. Get into your heart like you know it's green like the heart the heart is like that's like the center of your body kind of, and it's like just focus on that, I'd say. Like, you know, just like imagine that.
Yeah. And the earth is kind of like green, too. Like if you look at the earth from space, it's kind of like this like place where we can like live in our heart and stuff. I should get some rolling papers, but I'm like you know, my my fingers will get even worse worse uh green. So, I mean, they're not bad right now. I did like I haven't scrubbed under them all I could, but they get bad kind of quick, but I I mean, they're not totally bad.
A little bit better than usual. I don't know. Hey hey Lava, how are you? Hi everybody. White dog 2020 easy. Got Rudy coming down. Rudy, you you here, too? You're my Oh, you hear me saying hi to everybody. You want to say say hi, too? You've been looking for your brother, too? Yeah. Oh, there he goes. Rudy Rudy's walking over there.
You see the greens. Oh my god, you must see my leg. I'm supposed I am wearing pants. I'm wearing I'm wearing shorts. I'm wearing shorts. You see my not being me. But look at If you ever say, "Oh, he's not white." Like look at the top of my knee. That is like white as a crystal ball. That is like Look at it just It's white. It's like just the color white.
You have to say I'm pretty like if you just judge me by this knee I'm very light. That's I mean that's the thing like I don't know. I think I'm you're getting blamed for Oh, Jamie, don't listen to them. Don't listen to them. You know who's helping me out, too? Unexpected people, you know, Alexandra made this a great video about Trixie and
putting our our like, you know, good thoughts and prayers um, you know, in the best way in the best way for him, right? And then, um even Christine, who I was like, you know, a little bit at war with, you know, I talked to her today. She said she and other people are are looking at the um the next door all the time checking for any like they're like
they're in the background. They're worried, too, you know. So, I don't just have like nobody. I talked to all the dog walkers. I talked to the up and down the streets. I put it on Nextdoor. You know, I don't think he's like right so close where he's going to be replying to me right now because he's been like gone for 24 hours before, not this long. And so, he might have like gone for a little too much of a wander
and stuff. My guess, but, you know, I love Trixie and I can have his picture up and show you guys like here's a picture of Trixie in my knee. They don't know they don't know they they don't understand the language of the cats. They don't. It's ironic for people to call themselves affiliated with some kind of kitty and something like that. They don't know much about cats. They don't know like the the secret language of cats that we know,
right? So, if you just watch and I mean if you just watch my show, you'll learn the secret language of cats and stuff. How they how they're actually like my my like my actually my children are are my cats, you know. But, all I have to all I have to share right now is just this image of Ghost.
I know, he does. I recommend I recognize I I hear he comes inside meowing and stuff. I mean, it's like you can kind of see the other day he was kind of like a little bit intensely meowing and stuff. Hey, why isn't anybody coming up on panel? I don't understand. Like I need a friend. You know. Besides Sandman, I mean, he's not my friend.
He just comes up here. He's like a snake in the grass. Trying to I don't know what he was doing, but he was up to no good. Up to no good. Okay, I'm going to lay in my covers. I'm waiting for midnight. At midnight, maybe I'll be able to get some food because I don't know. I have some kind of good feeling about this midnight. I have a
good feeling about midnight today. Okay. But, you can watch me like under the covers for a little bit. Maybe I'll I mean, I want to put on a video, but I really have to be careful about the videos I put on because I can't play it off YouTube because then it will like I'll fall asleep and then it will go I made a mistake today night. Oopy. Oopy. Um so, I do have like some videos that I
like and play. Let me see. Is there anything you guys want to see?
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>> You're a smear making contamination guilt by association You want So, you cook up a persona at the stands you perform it you're just a storyteller >> >> You're a smear
running hot running dirty loop the lie make the weak look worthy panic rage little paper crown on plywood stage You're a smear but I don't fit the >> >> part, you say. Keep me as an art.
Me, a machine everybody sees the theme you got drama in your bloodstream static in your dreams Really? Clip it. Frame it. Sell it. Shame her. Blame her. Over. Tell it. >> >> Spin it. Clip it. Frame it. Sell it. Me, a projection Can't you smell it?
False glow, fake deep, bad faith, cracked halo. False glow, fake deep, bad faith, cracked halo. First comes the grand theory, then the caskets assigned. Then you act like you got X-ray vision straight into my mind. And everybody's a puppet. Everybody's in play till the
facts hit the room and your mystique melts away. You call paranoia wisdom, call projection a gift. You call smoke a revelation while the evidence drifts. One aesthetic detail, one vibe, one phrase, then you build a whole mythology and set it ablaze. No receipts, just dramatic pauses, coded little
sneers. No substance, just a fog machine. Hominy years you got your audience trained to clap when you sneer at the screen. Like a bargain bin oracle selling fear as a theme. You don't prove it, you imply it, set it loose, and then deny it. Play conductor for the chaos, then say "Well, I never caused it." You're a smear machine running hot, running dirty. Cut
the tape, loop the lie, make the weak look worthy. Copy, paste, panic rage. Little paper crown on a plywood stage. You're a smear, but I don't fit the part, you say. >> >> Keep me as an art. Me, a machine everybody sees the theme
you got drama in your bloodstream static in your dreams static in your dreams plastic queen of the maybe me >> >> static in your dream you call it tooth, I call it theater with a cheap smoke screen. This is how you do it, right? Float a charge, then dim the light. Let the audience connect the dots while you act
shocked at what they got. I'm just asking questions, sure, with a loaded wink and a poison slur. I'm just noticing a trend. Yeah, every witch hunt says that in the end. You need a villain, need a storm, need a target to keep you warm. Need a nation I throw like me, so the bored crowd feels elite. But, here's the rot beneath the You confuse control with loss. You confuse attention with power. You built
on the world's body of You want me trapped in a costume. You stitch from gossip and spite. >> >> Want me chasing every breadcrumb while you dine out on the fat. But, I see the rig at sweetheart. Every pulley, every cue. You're not exposing the darkness, you're
manufacturing it, too. You sell a tremor as an earthquake, a whisper as a war. You make a paper mask and scream "There's the monster I was warning for." That trick is old as Palestine. That crown is tinfoil on skin. You can farm that fear for clicks, but you can't make fiction stick. That trick is old as Palestine. That crown is tinfoil on skin. You can farm that fear for clicks, but you can't make fiction
stick. Fact, fact, fact, your tower tilts. Shred by shred, your story splits. You can sneer, perform, accuse, still not prove, still just fumes. You're a smear machine running hot, running dirty. Same old tricks,
same cheap script, same truth done dirty. Copy, paste, panic rage. Little paper crown on a plywood stage. You're a smear, but I burn that part, you don't. Access to my heart. Me, a machine, everybody sees the theme you got
drama in your bloodstream static in your dreams >> >> Let me translate it for the room. You package romantic prophecy. You spray paint motive on strangers. You call panic insight. You call performance proof.
You call that power. I call it what it is. A cheap set a tired script and a liar begging for better lighting. >>
>> I can get some Wet n Wild. I can I can get some at CVS or whatever. But, I don't know. It's It's 30 minutes to midnight. That sounds good. Well, it won't be a little after midnight, I think, tonight, but Um Trixie I mean, Trixie's right here. And Lenore's over there.
Do you want to Do you want to cuddle up, Purdy? Yeah. Yeah, he's a good cat. They're good cats. Hi babe. He just meows. He just likes to meow. He's a good boy. He's a good boy, huh? >>
>> Okay, you want to cuddle? You want to cuddle up? I mean Yeah, he's like, "Yeah." Kidea Kidea yeah Kidea. Kidea, come on. Come on, Kidea. Cuddle up with me. Come on, cuddle up. Come and cuddle with me. You're rubbing your face on that? Okay.
Rub your face. You're being a little This is like the little routine before bed. He rubs his face on something. Makes him Makes him feel good, okay? Rub your face on it a little bit. Okay. Come on, come on, come on. Come on, cuddle with me. Okay. He's having a fun time. Okay. Here. Can I sit down?
Can I sit down? I'm just waiting till midnight. Mhm. I'm just thinking about what I want to eat. Oh my god. I have something so good. Some spicy Taco Bell. That sounds pretty good.
Some spicy or or real tacos. Oh my god, there's a Mexican taco truck that will deliver at midnight. Oh my god. She lives right up the street from my house, but I don't know if they'll make it in time. I don't know if it's still parked. I haven't been there for a while. And it makes like really good Mexican food, really good tacos. I love Mexican food. It's like my favorite. Yeah.
So, let's just say a prayer for Trixie, you know, I hope he's okay out there. And Trixie, I hope I do you right. Like, you know, I hope I put out all the good right efforts and I hope I make the right choices in helping you figure out your way home. And it's like there's so much I can do. I believe in like, you know, I believe in miracles. I believe I can
like get a phone call. Hey, we have your We saw your ad on Nextdoor. We got contacted maybe by people that are are in this community and they said, you know, they they they put they shared his picture and stuff and you know, we found him and like, you know, him by him by his little nose and he's so sweet and we almost wanted to keep him ourselves, but we know you love him and like, maybe
that will happen. And I just want to think like that thought and prayer. Like, that he like comes home safe and he comes home maybe he like, you know, got He and I've seen his dad before. His dad looks just like him. You know. Um But I hope you're okay, Trixie. And
thank you for everybody like for your good thoughts and stuff. And I know, you know, it's all so hard. And And Jamie, I hope I don't I don't think anyone's mad at you for anything, sweetheart. I think it's like, you know, there's different energies going on right now. There's different And I'm certainly not mad at you ever, okay? Nothing's Nothing's your fault, okay? I love you. I love you. And I love anybody else watching right now. Maybe they're a
little bit mad at me right now and I I'm sorry. I just want to be a big guy. And sometimes I try to make people laugh and it doesn't work. And like, sometimes I like, you know, don't do the right things always, you know? And I'm just sorry and you know, I'm trying not to be like any kind of I'm just trying to be myself. And it's like I'm just I I
really am a loving person and I'm sorry if I like, you know, if you anyone takes anything personal with the song or anything, don't take it personal to anybody. It's just like it's about The songs are about if who puts those rules and I think And I don't think like anybody who's participating in this show on this channel has or been a guest or anything has really participated in that kind of
thing, you know? It's about like people that are like, you know, really like out there trying to hurt me and stuff and that and that are not forgiving and that are not giving me a second chance and stuff. And so, I get a second chance with some people, I appreciate it and I'm I don't want to screw up the second chance, you know,
because they're not They're not always given, you know? Sometimes it's like all I need is a second chance to prove myself and stuff. I'm not bad, okay? I'm not, I promise you. Like, I would never harm anybody and I don't wish bad on anybody. I want people to be happy ultimately. I want people to get along. I want to introduce people to people. I want I want everyone to have more friends. I
want everyone to have more money. I want everyone to be happy. I want just good things for people. And that's like, you know, if I have to take some brunt of like take some people's karma off of them a little bit, give people like a way to exercise some of their their demons and stuff like onto me and it's like because I can handle this kind of stuff, right? I'm going to
I'm a I'm a mirror. I'm a projection machine. I'm going to say I can like like pull out these these ghosts and they're all supposed to be hanging out backstage, you know, you know, hanging out smoking a blunt or something like that, you know? I don't know if you guys can hear me, but you know, I just want to thank you guys for being part of this show and
stuff and you know, even like even if you just talk and chat or or if you even like or dislike the stream or whatever, you're just like you're participating in it and stuff. Even if you all said like, you know, four people said they don't like me, one person said they like me. I'll do that poll up. Well, that's okay. You know, but And you know what? That's one person besides myself that likes me.
So, there's two people that like me. If I would have voted in the poll, but I can't vote. But if I would have voted in the poll, I would have given myself a like. I do like myself, you know? I like myself. I think I'm a worthwhile person. I think I'm a smart person. I think I'm creative. I think I give a lot of myself. I think I'm undervalued and underappreciated at times. But then when some people do see my value and it's like and it's like I'm not just a
I don't I don't I'm not I don't just want to take. I want to give back. I want to make you happy. I want to like I want to bring miracles to people. I want to like bring happiness. I want to like help help help help. I want to love. I want to share. I want to I want to do so much and it's like it's a little time, right? It's like, but you know, I don't know if my time is
short on YouTube or but you know, or what's what could happen, you know? My friend my friend was just murdered, you know, that's like the fourth person I've pretty much lost. Um you know, in the last couple of years, you know? And then it's like so funny, always easy. It's like I'm like not It's like that you know, it's a little bit difficult for me sometimes and it's like, you know, I just like the people that stay by me
and people that have helped me out. And I'm sorry if I'm like not being a good friend, you know? It's like I'm not necessarily like the greatest at social stuff, but I'm I'm bad at like calling when people want me to call and I'm And then it's like and people get mad at me and stuff, but it's like, you know, I'll be here like, you know, saying I I forgive I don't need to I'm sorry. I'll say I'm sorry. I don't need I don't need
people to say they're sorry, but it's like I was given an apology and I appreciate that. And I thank you for apologizing and you know, I'm sorry to you. Cuz I did bad things to you and it's like, you know, I I said terrible things and I felt guilty or I still feel guilty, you know? I didn't mean them, you know? And sometimes we say things we regret and it's like I appreciate her for like
allowing me to say I'm sorry. I appreciate her for saying she's sorry. I appreciate her being on the show. I appreciate, you know, us having a laugh and stuff and getting a little bit wild and stuff. And that was fun. You know, I'm sorry I'm a little bit stoned right now. I'm a little bit down, you know? I miss my cat. I miss Trixie. He was a cuddler or he is a cuddler, you know? He
likes to cuddle and stuff. And uh he's a sweet cat and it's like it hurts that he's not here. And it's kind of like I'm lacking some energy. I'm lacking some motivation. I'm trying to like do my best like wash take a bath and like, you know, do what I can to like open the possibilities that he'll be
found. I'll get a phone call. I've already gotten a phone call. This guy's like, "I'm going to keep a lookout for this cat. I live I live a little bit further in my own way. And I have cats. These cats like to come there all the time. And like they I get some that look like your cat. And I'm going to keep an And it's I just appreciate that. There eye out." are a lot of cats that probably do look like him and it's like but he has very distinctive nose features features on
his nose. So, if you check out you know, if you ever see the picture like and he's he's the thumbnail of some stuff. He has like little freckles on his nose. They're really distinctive. You know, he's a he's very sweet. He's like a little He has like a little tiny little red mark on his on his chin and he's like, you know, he's a very very sweet and he'll come up
to you and he'll jump on your lap without even knowing you. He'll want to walk on you and, you know, he'll test you out and you know, he's like a little sweet cat. He's She's tricky. He's mischievous. You know. He was born on March 14th. So, he's like a Pisces, I guess, right? Pisces now or an Aries? A Pisces.
A little sweet little cat, you know? Always good cuddler with me. You know, he came back in the 24 hours. He's been gone for a few days. You know, I feel bad enough, you know? People rubbing it in and stuff, but it's okay, you know? It's like and I know probably it's my fault and stuff. You know, I got Lenore. Oh, there's Lola
right there. You want to go on there? Okay, Lola. Lola Trixie's mom. She hears me talking and she You want to move like with and Lola? Yeah, almost it's almost midnight. Is someone backstage? No, no one's backstage. I love ghosts, but I was just up here. This is that cartoon. Gosh darn it. Gosh darn it. The heck is it? 11:50. Oh
my god. It's happening at 11:00. 38, okay. Well, it's still like a lot of time, but 22 minutes, okay. But it won't come in 22 minutes, that's the problem, but it's okay. I'm trying to stay awake for another few minutes, but I just want to tell you guys that I love you. I was trying to be around on YouTube. You know, it's like the thing is like I'm not trying to like say, "Oh, I'm
making any kind of like weird self-harm." I would never harm myself. I was trying to say if anything ever happens to me, it's not because of self-harm. And so, you know, try to like investigate for me. Like I don't If I would I know some great investigators. Try to like, you know, maybe there's something more to it cuz I wouldn't do that, you know. I was feeling like paranoid and stuff that I would that something bad would happen to
me, and I, you know, and I don't know. It's kind of like as above, so below. So, my channel is under attack. I felt under attack. I felt my spirit was under attack a little bit, and you know, I was feeling I was under attack by all these people, and you know, at the end of the day, like I don't wish bad on them. And like like Christine, like, you know, I you know, I heard she was going through a medical procedure. It's really really painful one. I
All I wanted to say is that hopefully she's okay, and I'm sorry I was teasing her on that thing that like nearby that day and stuff, but it's like Wow, it's like you know, I mean, yeah, I'm a jerk, and like I don't think about people, and like, you know, what they could be going through. Like and maybe I I do like, you know, not like practice what I preach all the time, but you know what? I have some awareness of myself and my flaws.
Uh I'm trying to I'm trying to do better and stuff. I'm just cuddling with Lola. She's under the blanket. Reese is right in front of us. And it's, you know, I just feel their heartbeats and stuff, and you know, I miss Tricks, and you know, she misses Tricks, and it's like, you know, Lola misses Tricks, and Reese misses Tricks, and we're all kind of sad. We're all kind of just like, "Where's our little buddy?" Like we
loved him every every morning, you know. He's like he always here usually. And he's not here tonight, and like, you know, we all feel it. We're all like around each other right now. So, we're family, you know. And I don't know. I don't know what else can else can do. Yeah. I'm trying to do my best.
You know. It hurts feeling people think I might not trying, and uh I'm like I don't care, or I did that. I don't know. I'm just like Like if he's like my son, you know. Hello.
I need someone maybe to come on panel or something. I don't know. I don't want to fall asleep or anything. So, if someone join the panel.
Just kind of don't want to be alone with my thoughts and stuff. Hi, Johnny. How are you? We invite guests. Anyone wants to come up and say hi. You called? Oh, I'm sorry. Hold on. I'll look at the I'll look at the thing. Hi. If anyone wants to come on panel. I I don't know. My phone's up and ringing or something. Wait, I had my I brought
my phone back with didn't I? From I had it It's probably in my my pant pocket or something. Hold on. I don't see it yet. Hold on. I have it around here somewhere. I think it's Oh, wait. I took a bath. That's why it's in here.
I don't know what I did with my phone. I think it's around here someplace. Sorry I've been a little bit just chatting. I'm sorry. I'll look for it. Do you have my It's around here somewhere. It should go to my computer, so I can like look at my computer thing. I can see it there with some of the stuff.
I'll call it Oh, I'm sorry. Okay. I see I see I see the I see the things. Okay. I saw the messages. Thank you for the messages.
I'm sorry I missed your call. I need to find my phone. I suppose I just had it when I was at the store. Let me turn on my light. A little bit a little bit bright. Okay. Let me see. Where did I put my phone? In these pants? In this shirt? No.
I mean, I had it. I'm sure I had it when I came in. Oh, is that it? Hold on. I might see it on the floor. No, that's that's my book. Hold on. Where did I put Lenore? Are you sitting on Are you sitting on my phone, my dear? No, I had it up there. Can I see what you're sitting on? I think you're sitting on something. Okay, you're not sitting on it. All right. But I found it. I found it. It's up on the thing.
Okay. And you have it? Oh, it's dead. The phone is dead. I need Oh, no, it's on. Hold on. It's on. It's just not ringing. Hold on. It's very very very low. Hold on. Turn it on. Okay. Make sure I get the messages. Okay.
Okay. Well, it's a little quiet, so I'm going to um I'm going to call. If I If I can call, I'll do a call. Oh my gosh. Hold on. Oh my gosh. Thank you so much. Thank you so much. Guys.
Thing that is is here. Thing that is. Are you going to come up today? Thank you so much. That will just help help me a lot right now. Thank you.
I need to figure out Oh, there's my lighter. I'll find Is this in here? Yeah. I mean, it's a mess sometimes.
Found everything I need. Okay. >> >> How we doing, guys? I'm now awake. Now I'm waking. You're in bed? Hey, what if we have This is called Psyche's Nightmares. So, you don't be a nightmare is if you turn on your camera and I see you laying in bed
with your shirt off. That That would be That would qualify as one of my nightmares. Thing that is. Hello. You know thing that is that you were called yesterday? And Alexandra wanted to talk to you?
And you didn't you weren't here? Thing, she We think you're an alien. And I I think I'm an alien, too. She wanted to talk to you because she wanted to ask you some stuff, you know. You saw her in the panel. She was She wanted to ask you a few questions.
You missed yesterday. Oh, you missed a lot. You can go back Thing that is, it's not even private. Go watch some of that interview. That is great. That is part of the Psyche lore. That is part of the Psyche verse. That is part of the Cult Codex forever. What happened? That was just epic. Just so many things happened.
So many things. I'm just going to open my door so I can hear.
Lola. It's Lola. I miss Lola. Lola and running in. She's looking outside the front door. Wow. How we doing, guys? You missed a lot yesterday? Yeah. Thing that is, just go back yesterday. You can see.
You didn't see what happened? Like Gotti was on. Alexandra was on with RG. They might have a a Star Trek stream together soon. Pretty cool. Pretty cool. Like they might They're going to be They could be the next Siskel and Ebert. Like
seriously. And look, and I brought the I brought people together. You heard about her and RG? Yeah. Well, I mean, it's like, you know, they called themselves a few names. Now they're now they're I think they're friends. They Even the cats can't stand being around me. They all run away.
That's not very nice to say. They all just run away from me? Hey, Lola. Lola, did you just run away? Lola. You just ran away? You Oh, no. You don't You're not going to run away? You love me? Why do you be so cruel? Even the cats can't can't stand being around me. Then why are they around me?
Cuz what? Lenore, you're there too, sleeping right there. All three are around me right now. We're all worried that we're all like a little family. You're going to be be so cruel? Alex game likes me. I see even I see you in Alex's chat. Like but why are you being mean to me? You know Alex and I reconciled?
Did you know that? I know you tried to warn me, but you know what?
It's okay. It's okay. You know, sometimes I just have to learn by myself. You know, I can only be told like, "Oh, don't touch that. Don't don't touch that. It's fire." You know, don't go near the stove. It it it'll burn. And then it's like until I felt that hot burn, I I had to touch the stove.
Now I'm more careful. And I wear an oven glove.
I wear an oven glove now. So let me see. I'm going to turn on my phone ringer in case anyone wants to call me. I don't know why the ringer didn't go up. It says it's on. It's not ringing. The volume I don't know. Guys, I want to get my professional AI from Google. I want to get certified by
Microsoft, by Google in AI. Um they're like kind of like long courses. Like they're 3 months long. You take a big exam and stuff. And I want to be like that good at AI that I can like, you know, become basically, you know, certified in it. Okay? I want a certification. I want to get I want a certification. I don't want to be certified
nut. I like I I I know people just think I'm a nut right now, right? I want to be certified AI person on Google. Try to warn the pool smoker he'd be banned. Yeah, I just banned the pool smoker. Yeah.
I don't know who pool smoker is, but I'm just guessing it's something to do with Paul Shepherd. Just a guess. Cuz it's PS, Paul Shepherd. You know, you hurt.
Scraping up the back of this with a match my matchbook, okay? I have some tobacco left.
I hear something. That's what I say, my friend. I'll be right back, guys. I'll be right back. I'm going to put it on I'm going to put on I'll be right back.
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>> >> In the city where the mirrors breathe, every door reflects, every face believes. The suns burn bright from a thousand towers, but I have never felt their power. Light without warmth, shine without shadow, a glittering road that goes nowhere. Hollow, they said, "You
won't need fire here. The streets blaze bright as the face you fear to see." They said, "Put down your little lantern. What can one flame mean in a city made of gleaming?" So, I walked inside when my lantern darkened and unlit, watching the pilgrims praise their own perfect image of it.
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>> At the center of the city of light stood the temple where they go at night to ask the great mirror, "Who am I?" And the mirror always answers, it never lies. It tells you magnificent. It tells you chosen. It tells you the story you
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sealed, and signed. The self I'd always wanted to find.
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>> But I raised the lantern. I struck the spark. One small honest fire in the palace of the dark. The flame was almost rude against the temples' endless glow. Not beautiful, not polished, just burning, just so.
And the mirror trembled at something it could not reflect. A presence without performance. A face without a verdict. The crack came like ice breaking on a still lake at dawn. Not a shattering awakening, something frozen moving on.
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>> I I I got a love offering of some tacos and a coffee and some nuggets for the cats. And which they're eating and Ruby loves it. Lola, here's your piece. Here's another piece for you. Lola loves it, too. My favorite Doritos Locos Taco. Thank you so much. Very thoughtful.
I'm just going to put this in here. She's an anonymous donator, but
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>> Thank you so much. I don't know what to do with my mouth full. I'm sorry. But damn is that good.
Delicious.
You want chicken? Here.
Ruby likes this chicken here. No. I'll share with you.
>> Really good.
Thank you everybody for the good thoughts. Thank you to the donor. Keeping me alive, you know. Helping to keep me alive.
I washed it tonight. It's all right. There's a ghost in the room, I think. I washed it tonight. It just looks greasy cuz it's wet, still. I got out of the bath. I have one big dreadlock. Well, that's what my wig looks like, too. Kind of frightening.
Oh, Rudy Oh, they love these chicken nuggets. They love these nuggets. Here, here Lola. You get more and then Rudy get some more. Rudy, you like the chicken nuggets? Here, that's a treat from our friend. He loves you very much, okay? You have friends.
What are you I I zoom What are you? At this Alex's number one is like what You're hopefully you're 21 over, right?
Who are you? That sounds like RG RG would almost say. Are you RG? Oh. I don't know what I'm on.
Oh my god. There's honey dipping sauce. I still have a I still have a piece of chicken left. I'm going to put it I'm going to use the honey dipping sauce. This is like This is like so heavenly right now. Hold on. Wait, no, this is like Hold on. That's the chicken. I thought it was a cinnamon bun for a second.
I'm going to share this with Rudy. Huh. And Lola, here. Hey guys, this Here's your treat coming home okay? Yeah.
Chase will be back.
I have a bunch of hot sauces. Let's save those. These are so special. These are so good. Want to see my balls? Those are good. These are These are cinnamon cinnamon cinnamon balls.
That is the best thing ever. Did you see what I did there? This is the best.
Wow. Oh. That was so good. Coffee. The guy I I was really cute. I just met him at his car and he's like I didn't know they had coffee at at Taco Bell. They never had the And I was like, yep. Yeah, someone kind of special making sure the coffee machine's working and stuff.
It has hot coffee, still. It's uh cuz it I thought it was not as hot, but it's because it had this double cup on it. But
Oh my gosh. Chalupa nacho cheese tacos. Oh my gosh. Hold on. Where are the You want some more? Here. Rudy here. Have some more chicken. Lola. Have some more chicken. I love you. Damn Oh, it's
Sandman under the alt. Sandman, you know you're impersonating. He's under a He's doing sock puppets. I like Starbucks coffee, too, but it's a little bit expensive for like regular day. I mean, it does have occasional Oh my gosh. Does everybody like these? I'm going to put I'm going to try this this these ones I'm going to put it in the honey
sauce. Will that be good? The cinnamon sticks and honey sauce?
Yeah. Surprisingly, it works pretty well. Mustard is a little bit off-putting, but
That's pretty good spicy. I like it. Hey Lola. Don't forget every day, yeah. I mean, it's like, you know, I get on your birthday, you get a free Starbucks, you know, if you have the app. So, you can go on your birthday and get a free whatever you want. And then they'll have different things like buy one get one sometimes they have. But, you know, I've just been going to
McDonald's but the for the dollar coffee then just getting it refilled all day and stuff. Hi, good to see you, Lola.
So, that's you and your brother Sandman pretending to be the where you're trying to like throw a wrench into like, you know, a good friendship cuz you're jealous.
Yeah. Hey, let's go over here. Then he'll come back on here and his I was like, "I wasn't me. That was I wasn't He He totally gave himself away." I probably won't now that I like hardly called him out but Oh. Taco Bell. And this is called Midnight at the Border.
It's a good one. Hey, I was at the Bell. I was at Wendy's. I was at Wendy's. I was Is Is Wendy here? Or is the wig in the wash?
Yeah. Tacos, you like tacos? You like a tacos? You like There's a place in I went to Vegas before and we went to this place called the Pink Taco. And it was pretty good. Pretty good tacos, if I remember correctly.
The cats ate that chicken. Look guys, I'm I'm growing back. I'm coming back to life a little bit.
I asked for two books of matches. The lady looked at me like I was crazy, but look, this is my second thing. I only have like four or five left. I'm going to need every last match until I can get >> >> um a lighter tomorrow, which I'm going to get. I'm going to get some cigars. I'm going to get maybe a couple drinks. I'm going to get a coffee.
My cats is My cats are are so Hey, they love that chicken. You like that chicken? The chicken nuggets they're eating but playing. Rudy and Lola are playing, being playful. Look. I mean, it's not like the beach is that way. I know they're
like long and lanky or whatever. I know it's like they're shock But like, shockingly, they have muscle tone there, a little bit. This is just a little bit Just a little bit of something something. It's just even if it's like 1% muscle and 0% body fat, there's a little something. Hey, we have a guest coming to the show. Let's welcome He's cute.
He smiles. He loves to debate. He loves the Raiders. Let's welcome BG. Psych, you look like a Auschwitz survivor. Somebody already said that joke and I didn't laugh laugh the first time. I know, dude. I was looking at you right now, man. Like, it's They're not lying, dude. It's not a joke. Honestly, now I
now that I think about it, is it a joke? Ah. Oh, I'm out. No, no, no, no. I'm out. What? I swear I have a have a pretty Hey, why does he have to leave? He was looking at my arms, the pervert. Get back here, BG. Now. Get back here.
I won't stand up again. I'm not wearing Speedos. I didn't even show anything. I just showed my belly and belly danced for you a little bit. But you left the Is that homophobic? I just belly danced. You haven't seen a belly dance before? So, so what a coward. What a weirdo.
>> >> You guys he just ran. He said, "Oh my god. Oh, man's belly." Is this the same BG that showed his butt hole to a guy? I think I heard a story of him showed a butt hole to his uh to another guy. Or he asked to see some guy's butt hole and then watched him. Who was that guy, BG? Who was it?
Hello. He's gone. What? I didn't do anything. I just was talking to like a friend of mine and making a little joke.
Hello. You understand that he's not typing right now? Oh, there he is. Cultural appropriation What are you talking about? Alex is number one because Sam man
is Puerto Rican and he appropriated the black or the or the N-word. So, you're I mean, he's not allowed to use that word. Can you take away his N-word card? I want to say ninja from now on. I want I want Sam man to just say ninja. That's all he's allowed to say now. And he has to be calling me a ninja. He
has to call me sensei. If he wants back on the show.
Okay. Sam man Remember when in Rikers Island? Remember what happened when you dropped the soap? Oh Sam man, remember what happened when you dropped the soap?
And it was liquid soap. So, you couldn't pick it up. And you loved it. You were like, "Oh my god. Oh." "Yes. Yes, daddy." Remember that, Sam man? Yeah. Three years local taco and fries and the
cinnamon swirlies. The cats have um chicken nuggets.
Yeah, that word is banned, but cuz I think we played it out. I think I'm officially retired from saying that word. Just because I don't I think it's they're the best. And look. I got a whole burrito burrito taco box.
Thank you so much to the donator for that. Thank you so much. They're the best. And the cats love these chicken nuggets. They they're eating all these chicken nugget Here's the chicken nugget. They're eating these chicken nuggets up. Lola loves it. They need to get They're having a nice treat. >> >> So, I'm just having a
vagina spiders I like that name. Yeah, I got a coffee with this one. I got a I got a a cinnamon coffee.
7% Dominican. So, it's really hardly any Dominican, Sam man. It's not very much Dominican. Mostly Puerto Rican. I have I want to use dough balls. These are so good. I'm having one of these. They're like sugar They're like They're like a churro like with a little bit of cream inside.
Oh yeah. There's cheesecake coma.
That's awesome. Uh >> >> It was so funny when Bronze was like, "I'm not a gangster." And I know everyone's a gangster. I know like I know he's like he thinks he's a gangster. He's like, "I'm not a gangster." I know he I know he's not. Like Whoever thought you were? I don't know.
Like people thought he was a gangster. Okay. >> >> Hey, did you ever see those people like I don't know if it's Taco Bell, but actually there was a Taco Bell party and I got I saw this in in like the San Pedro news and it's like and then something happened to like the dip or something like that or or someone brought an appetizer. Let me see if I
can find it. It was like a weird story. Hold on. It was like San Pedro Taco Bell party scandal. I bet I can find it. Okay, the San Pedro Taco Bell scandal
involved a series of disturbing incidents at the Christmas party held on December 18th, 2022. A former employee, Alana Bickel filed a lawsuit against Taco Bell and its franchise owner claiming excessive alcohol consumption, inappropriate behavior, and threats following her reporting of the incident.
Bickel Weem witnessed her co-worker engaging in explicit activity with his wife in front of others and another woman was also involved in an intimate activities with her female manager and another female co-worker. Oh, here's a good part. The incident also included vomiting in the guacamole bowl of a guest.
Oh my freaking lord. That is disgusting. Can you imagine eating like guacamole? Oh my I'm not going to think about it. Terrible. Bickel Weem reported the incident to human resources and the franchise owner leading to threats and a car window shattered by associates of her former co-workers. The lawsuit seeks unspecified damages. Okay?
So guys it can happen to any of us. Yeah, they're the beaters of life, right? >> >> I know I I'm 2020 helped figure this out and you know, you know you're my This is my backup
account, but if you're a good mod here, I'll like probably make you a mod on my real account, but I'm just like, you know, I can't stream on it for a little while, so.
Yeah. Like Sam man never has evidence. He's always like call like saying he has all this evidence and then he never produces anything. He he he got it. So, okay, Amber. I I'm I'm kind of a simp, too. I just want to um we're right people.
I'll I'll bow down to people and give them their give them their flowers and stuff. >> >> Mhm. I I don't Did I meet you at I don't know if I met I don't know where I met him. Okay.
We got here. Oh, more fries and a little bit more chicken. Okay. I do have this honey mustard. I'm going to put some hot sauce on these fries. Oh, this is mild sauce, but it's like should be good on the fries. chicken or maybe chicken. This was a good meal. Thank you for the meal. Thank you. Appreciate you for sending me
the meal. I don't have room in my heart to hate either. I I try to be a forgiving person. People project on me sometimes the wrong idea. Wrong image. I think like We're We're all like
kind of like survive this thing called life and try to like learn as we go and you know,
Well,
I don't know. I know it's F A F O. Oh. He's F W I W F W Mhm. Okay. Okay. Let's
Mhm. Oh. >> >> So, I'm going to put some more hot sauce on this. I'm sorry. Taco Bell. Why you making a face? Taco Bell. Yo quiero Taco Bell.
It's so good. There's good fries. Look at these fries. I put hot sauce all over them. Look how good they look. They're pretty good. Okay. So, I'm going to put up uh my link. Who's brave enough to come up on the panel tonight? Okay.
Okay. He's brave enough.
So good. >>
>> Well, this is food, you know.
But it's just it's like chicken nuggets. Can cats eat chicken? Cats can eat chicken? A little chicken nugget once in a while for the cats? They eat bird, poultry. I peeled off most of the skin off of it. So it's like pure chicken. So you you call it Taco Bell, I call it chicken.
You say Jack in the Box here in a glow? Look good.
Would you let me starving? Look at that's not Sandman cuz the punctuation is too good. Who is that? Is that That must be That must be his brother. >> >> That must be the brother. Is his brother smarter than him? It's okay. I I like pigeon.
I like pigeon. >>
>> Well, I see. A little bit of cheese on it. I had cheese on it.
>>
>> Well, I was there too. Well, I like Peppers. I think they're nice people. They didn't really have my back. With Sandman. They kind of like I guess it felt like the the scene from Carrie where she's like all the blood's coming all over her and stuff.
And she's like, "This is the worst prom ever." That's what I kind of felt like. Kind of felt embarrassing a little bit, but you you know what? I'm human. I didn't want to be kind of like Sandman laughing at me and stuff. That's kind of like below me, I think. I should be laughing at him.
Maybe he he is laughing. Maybe he Maybe he has a reason to laugh. I don't know. I try not to let it get me down. Thank you so much for the the food. That was very sweet of you. >> >> You know, I appreciate you. Let me see if my uh >> >> I can play work with my codex. I'm going to be
playing with my codex a little bit and um you know, I appreciate you guys. I appreciate you guys. No one else wants to come up. I guess it's just going to be a quiet night, but thank you for being here. You know, I appreciate you. I love you. Even though that four people said they don't like me, one person said they like me. Maybe I'm just doing it for that one person that likes me. I love you. Have a good night. >>
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