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Psyche opens with original songs about resilience and identity, then addresses ongoing conflicts with Beeta and Alexandra, discussing allegations, moderation decisions, and inviting affected parties to share their perspectives.
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Psyche begins the episode [0:38-4:53] with an original song about confronting false narratives and personal identity in the face of public accusations. After the song, at ▶ 5:10, Psyche discusses the escalating drama, explaining that Alexandra visited Beeta's stream after striking Psyche's channel, and that Beeta did not allow other panelists to respond to the allegations being made. Psyche notes [6:04-6:10] that he received strike notifications and plans to file privacy complaints. At [7:00-7:04], Psyche mentions being accused of animal abuse in chat and references the accusation that he's a "cat choker." Around [8:07-8:21], Psyche discusses an incident where Alexandra allegedly made comments about Rick's deceased father and suggests her statements about grief timelines were inconsistent. At [9:13-9:37], Psyche alleges that Alexandra created images depicting his parents with lizard or reptilian features. A guest, Hannah, joins at ▶ 14:46 and shares her perspective on the conflicts, explaining [15:01-15:37] that she has documentation of Rick sending her information about Cararissa and other allegations. Hannah provides context at [16:02-16:13] regarding Alexandra's homelessness history mentioned on Kiwi Farms. Throughout [17:02-23:56], Hannah and Psyche discuss various instances of false accusations, documentation they've saved, and the dynamics of the group. Psyche closes the panel segment around [24:41-25:08] and thanks Hannah. At [26:15-30:06], Psyche provides a detailed timeline of his friendship with Alexandra, describing their initial connection last year, the gifts and support she provided, her sudden turn against him in December with AI art, the reconciliation, and subsequent escalation involving doxing of his family and death threats. At [30:18-31:06], Psyche discusses indictments against members of a group called "the kennel kickers" for cyber bullying and harassment, mentioning Tony the conductor as a key figure. The episode continues with Psyche discussing Kiwi Farms [32:08-35:59] as a source of documentation about these conflicts. At [37:01-37:34], Psyche announces he may continue streaming and indicates he plans to visit other streamers' channels. The episode concludes [38:01-42:15] with a second original song about building identity through adversity and choosing self-determination.
This episode appears to represent Psyche's attempt to reclaim narrative control following what he perceives as coordinated campaigns of false accusation and harassment. The artistic framing—opening and closing with original songs about resilience and identity—suggests an interpretive stance that frames the conflicts not merely as interpersonal disputes but as an existential challenge to his autonomy and credibility. The episode's structure itself (artistic opening → complaint narrative → guest testimony → detailed timeline) appears designed to establish a pattern: that Psyche offers context and documentation while others operate through accusation and public pressure. The repeated emphasis on 'receipts,' saved files, and documented evidence suggests Psyche's strategy is to position himself as the truth-teller in contrast to what he characterizes as performative, accusation-driven behavior from Alexandra and Beeta. The discussion of Kiwi Farms and 'kennel kickers' indicates Psyche's attempt to contextualize local streaming conflicts within a broader ecosystem of documented online harassment—a move that appears designed to legitimate his framing of events. The animal abuse allegations receive particular emphasis, suggesting these function symbolically as the core accusation he experiences as most damaging and most important to refute.
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Da da. Woah. Woah. Woah. through my face. We borrowed in a stranger wearing my own name. Every whisper found a hungry crowd. Every
spark became a flame. They say they know what's in my heart. Like they live beneath my skin, but no one sees the night. So where these scars have been? You can build a thousand stories. You can paint me black and blue.
But no LIE CAN CHANGE A PERSON that I know IS TRUE. I'M NOT AFRAID. I'm not the monster they created. I'm not the shadows they keep chasing. I'm just a human being. And I laugh, I cry, I break, I heal. Every wound is something real. If no
one's standing next to me, I still stand. Honestly, you don't have to understand. I'm still here. I'm still a man.
The silence echoes out and now then every voice that call my name. Friends became familiar go and nothing feels the same. I feel abandoned in the storm. Like I'm talking to the rain. Wondering if anyone can still see through the pain.
Every night I ask the darkness. Is there someone listening? Then I hear my own answer. You survived everything. I'm not afraid. I'm not the monster they created. I'm not the labels they repeated.
I'm just a human being. I carry hope inside these scars. Searching underneath the stars. Even if I'm standing alone, this broken heart still beats its own. You don't have to understand. I'm still here.
I'm still a man.
I won't become the hate they need. I won't surrender who I am. I rather walk through fire alone then let revenge become my hand. Take me someday to the rise quietly without a sound. Let me be all the stones they threw. will build a higher ground.
I'm not afraid. I won't disappear in silence. I will surrender to the violence. I'm just a human being. I never claim to be a saint, but I won't wear the mask they paint. If the whole world turns away, I still have
something left to say. Now what they say I am. I'm more than every accusation. I'm more than someone else's story. I'm flesh and blood. I'm hoping hurt. I'm trying to find my way.
And if I'm walking by myself tonight, I'll keep walking toward the light. >> >> Because I'm still alive.
I'm still alive. And no one gets to tell me who I am.
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>> Wow. Okay. I hope you like the thumbnail. I like I do like the thumbnail. I like it. Um well, if you didn't know, I'm sure you probably saw, you know, like the the scandal continues. you know, I guess um Alexandra went over to uh to beas,
you know, right after striking me for a video um with my, you know, information in it, you know. So, we'll see how that goes, right? But um yeah, so um yeah, but Beeta wouldn't let anybody up or you know she was just listening to Alex. I guess you know it's like you know I I mean it's like if someone's like actively being attacked
and allegations are being made and stuff I would let them up at the same time. Um you know I guess you know she's a difficult Yeah. Um yeah she Yeah, she's she's on the strike strike uh strike thing. So, I got to get those uh those privacy complaints filed, right? But um yeah, and uh oh my gosh, you know, beta, I guess they're friends, you know, I
mean, it's so funny. I know she did bought Docs Bea's family and you know, and Bea's name and stuff, you know, beat it. That's all that's all in the past. All forgiven because they can hate bond over me. They can hate bond over, you know, Crystalanne and you know Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. you know, so if I if I go if I go out of this thing, you know, whatever, you know, I I mean, I'll be back, you know,
but uh we'll we'll see. We'll we'll just see. We'll we'll see uh see what happens, right? But uh yeah, it's pretty amazing. Pretty amazing. Um you know, so I thought I'd let you know, give um a chance to respond um if anybody that wasn't given a chance over there to tell
their side of the story. I was actually just in the chat um and then person said no cat chokers allowed. So again I'm being accused of animal abuse um and hidden in chat's not given um you know I let beta talk for a long time in my chat yesterday calling me all kinds of before I finally had enough of it. But
um I all I was doing was responding to to um you know that that monster. Oh, they're two monsters. You know, all I was do all I was doing was responding. But, you know, in that p that person's terrible and know Nancy were a band, too. You know, I met I met Nancy and Bea's chat probably about a year and a half ago. You know, that's where I met Nancy. And you know, we know Beeta
turned against her because she thought that thing that is was talking behind the scenes with her. And I guess Beeta is just very possessive. And also, you know, yeah, who are the ogres in my thumbnail? That's Beta on the left and that is Alexandre Mayor's. You know, this is like know they are it is kind of photorealistic. Well, at least the beta one is I just typed in kind of like, you
know, tall black lady for the Alexandra and it came out came out pretty accurate. But uh yeah. Yeah, the the beta one. Yep. You know what? Did this didn't sound like eighth grade Sharon? What me or were there? I mean, did you hear were you at beatas when uh when Alice came up and um started started
spouting off and now she's uh yeah um you know they got Rick Rick who's um ch you know son died of cancer you know um attacking him Alexander said she's already over her father's death which you know with that she wasn't saying that the other day but she was saying I was I was manipulating her and stuff and she didn't seem to care and she said oh she said two years
is enough time because that's how much time I've had with my father's death but two years is enough time she said, but you know um you know so but I guess you know she said today she's like oh she's like she's like I'm over that. She's over that. She's like oh you know so so Rick should get over it right and like you know >> pretty sick pretty sick actual people have died actually actually taking my
over there. Yeah I know. Yeah sorry actually taking my father's photo. I don't know if you've seen that one where she took my father's photo and put some, you know, a lizard lizard skin on him and um and a tail. And same was my mom. She did that. You know, Vita doesn't have a problem with that. Yeah. That's like eighth grade over there. They're like, you know, that poor poor thing that is is being like, you know, um you know, attacked by people and you
know, I mean, he he even he was threatened by Alexandra. Speaking of, she's talking about she's getting all these death threats and stuff like that. Yeah. Amazing. Amazing. you know, when I played the death threat she's made against me, she several several death threats. But anyway, um, and then Christine saying that it's fine. There's no karma for hurting me. There's no jail time
because, you know, I'm it's I'm the problem right? Yeah. Yeah. It's just like Yeah. So, sorry, Sheriff. I didn't mean to like it. I'm a little bit, you know, I'm a little bit I guess what triggered or something like that from from just having to listen to that that just
garbage, you know. Um that I guess uh and she's turned on Crystal. But guess what? Beta is clean. Beeta's clean. She beta Beta has absolutely nothing. All the stuff that Alexander said about Beta, everything all the you know over a year of her going after her, that was
oops oopsie. Oops. It was just a mistake because you're clean, VA. Wow. And VA just going after the content. I mean, VA just not even challenging anything. I mean, okay. Just basically give her the red carpet. I mean, it's one thing when I had her on my show cuz we were friends at the time,
you know. Yeah, she's clean according to Alex. Yeah. Um, so whoops. I guess beta beta, your family doesn't own slaves um in Iran like she was saying. Um, but I mean I mean she's kind of so sure about it. It is so fake. Isn't it fake? Isn't it so so disgusting? You know, and then doxing me on the over on VA saying my last name and stuff. VA
didn't even correct her say don't say that going um she brought up children. She brought up big troll's daughter and stuff like that. Um no no response from VA ignoring the chat. Beta not letting anybody else on. Not Crystal. These are people that were they were active. not Rick, not uh people that are actively having um stuff said about them, right?
Then no, they can't respond and they're not even in chat. They know I I can't even talk in the chat because person says I'm an animal abuser and you know, beta has no problem with me being hidden for for that, right? Like for that um false accusation. I mean, even I with the whiskers thing, I was like, well, I I mean, I can't even believe it. I mean it's I just hope that
it's like I'm I'm not I'm seeing things right now. I just hope that I'm hallucinating what I was saying. Even I can't even I mean it was I couldn't even watch that. It's so hard to just even think it's like that. That's the thing. It's like it's like that's I mean I am just so sick and I can't even like think about that. And we call it animal abuser for my cat my children by beta by beta's now
beat saying it. You know beta says it now. You think she would know better. I mean, I I've even defended Beeta throughout the stupid whisker thing and all this stuff. And you know, but she comes on uh she and Saman come on doing a double team. Oh, this and this and this. Oh. Um Oh, go where's your cats? Where's the
cats? Cats. No one's ever had an animal run away, right?
>> I mean, it's it's it's crazy. It is really crazy. Um, yeah. I mean, I I can listen to that. They have Omate just talking about he's just saying thing that is likes to like suck his own dick and drink his own comment stuff and and like they say that cuz I love my cats to get to me. I know. I know. But you know what? But that the thing is people don't
get that. People don't like most people don't see that and they'll just believe what she says because they're like followers, right? They're they're just uh you know, I don't care if people don't like like me. I I'll talk to them still and stuff like that, but I'm not going to make accusations like that against them. And like, you know, um like they would do to me because I'm not that low. I'm uh I have a heart, you
know, which is why I hold back so much with the information I have. I hold back a lot, you know, but you know, but the more you push on me, the more you push on me and keep going on me, it's like that I will I will
start to talk more, you know. Yeah. Yeah. And that horrible that person is just horrible. Person was in my chat. I was always nice to person. I never did anything to person. Person just turned on me because beat it. You like to stay uh medium with everyone but it's getting so mean and hurtful, right? You've watched so many streamers get targeted but never seen those kind of hurtful comments. I know it's getting so
disgusting. It's getting so disgusting. Uh and they're they're changing the game and for the for the worse. You know, they're ruining basically the Oh, here's we have a guest. Okay. Yeah. They're ruining basically the the whole streaming community for everybody. And you know, when it goes away or when it just is like, you know, so disgusting, no one wants to be in it anymore. You can blame them. I mean, they're they're
they're bringing in this attitude. Here you go. Here's the link. Yeah. And uh and you know you know I they're attacking um know Karen and uh you know I hope Rick comes over here and I I want Rick to tell his side of the story if people if he wants to too because you know I Yeah, we have a guest. Okay, let's welcome >> Hannah. Yeah.
>> I saw a lot of that garbage and a friend >> Hi. that knows about all this called me and said you know stay out. I started making a video. But Vito is a liar because I show proof like Alex said to her. I always show receipts. I haven't talked to Rick. The last time I talked to him was right after I came out of the hospital and I talked to him briefly. He never
said you or anything. You know, we had a talk and I just decided that, you know, he was still going at Cararissa and using uh Za and I was just sick of it cuz all he did was and I have everything. I keep everything. I have his text where he's sending me stuff on Cararissa. Call her job. Call this. Call wherever she was training. I didn't call
any of those places and I wasn't going to. That's all he does. He did the same thing about Alex before. He was He's the one that sent a picture of her sitting with an afro and with a sign saying that she need I don't know. It was weird. Is >> that real? Is that real or is that a fake? Was that like a AI picture? >> No, they didn't have AI then. I I I don't know. It didn't look like I It had to be fake cuz you know they people can
make fake pictures because I don't think she was ever on the streets holding a sign like that. >> Well, according to the story I the story I >> though I can show it came from him though. >> Yeah. Well, yeah. On Kiwi Farms it says that she was um you know staying with her mother and her sister and she was kicked out and she was homeless and then she went to move with her dad. So she was homeless for a period and so I know >> She's on good then do you know if she about that.
was homeless and you know I mean and I don't have to worry about anything. My I my I come from money and everybody knows that. I mean that's why I got to live all over the world and my mom's dad was a politician and she was engaged to Gon who became president of Bolivia in 93 and I had to be the one to tell him that she passed away and I I
don't I'd never met the man and he knew of me and he said well you were actually born on my birthday. >> I said when's your birthday? It's July 1st. He said and and and then I told him about my siblings. He said oh I didn't know you had siblings. I just knew of you >> and that when your mom was said she was pregnant with you, I told her that, you know, I come to Bolivia and I'd raise
you as my own. She told me that. >> But yeah, so I don't have to worry about So, I'm not going to let this bother me like it did. I'm not on drugs anymore. It started getting me triggered until a friend of mine that was involved with these people, she called me and she said, "Karen, don't get triggered. Don't react. Don't react." So, she she talked me down from it. >> Yeah. cuz black RG's in the chat is
saying, "Oh, INX is 350 lbs." I just want to say I've seen INX on camera. She's not 350 lbs. She >> No, not at all. 12 actually. >> Look at him. And that's Stephen. And that's who uh Kiwi Farms wants. And so I'm giving him his information. >> So yeah, he can go to hell. He's a coward. And he's on the clip where he's saying, "Yeah, yeah." And then he was promoting his podcast. So I sent that to Kiwi.
>> I But she I mean she Alice was going after him in the chat. I mean she was going after you. She was going after me. She was going after Crystal. Um, but she said Bea is clean. She said she beta absolutely nothing. I guess all the time she was attacking Beeta, I guess it was over nothing because she said beat's totally clean. Bea's done nothing. >> Bea clean. She said a lot of stuff. She sent me this court information in 2024
about uh Alex and told me to go go to the to the station to the courthouse and give him that information on her because she got it from Amber. >> Oh wow. Oh wow. >> It was some serious stuff. I still have it. Yeah. I I save everything. >> Yeah. Yeah. And that's why it's good that you save everything that I mean. Yeah. >> Oh, yeah. I have a you know, I save it to my hard drives. I I have extras and I
and and everything I had on my other computer, I have it on an extra hard drive that I get because I get a bunch of those for movies and stuff that I download that I keep. >> So, you surprised. I mean, like that one that Bea where she's busted saying something. Uh she was shocked that I had it and I said, "Bita, you're lying to me cuz look at this. hear you tell telling
your two ex-friend, let's have Karen go after Barb and Ella. >> Okay. >> You know, and and Eldo saw it and he said, "Well, that sounds like Vita." And and Crystal lied and she said, "Well, no, I don't think it was." She knew it was. >> Yeah. Well, I was I was on Crystal's last night. Crystal let me up and
Crystal I mean, I was like, you know, she wasn't She wasn't very nice, but she wasn't completely completely mean. And uh she let me up for as long as I wanted to be up, I guess. But um uh yeah, now Gamble is saying, "Oh, well, you know, Crystal's letting Psyche up to to bother Beeta and stuff like that. Can I show Beeta's pick?" Yeah, I can show Beeta's picture. Hold on a second. Because you
know, Beeta has no problem going after me, calling me a cat abuser and all this stuff. Um and so, uh we do have this uh you know, we do have this one that I've gotten from some place. And this is >> Well, they said that about her cats. Yeah, that is her real picture. It came on when she was yelling at uh Q45 and he put it onto his profile picture and they made fun of her and that he went at her
on on Skeelly's and Skellyy let him do that and then Trisha got on and went at her. But yeah, this is where it came on by accident. Another clear picture where it shows the skin tags around her eyes. >> Yeah, that that's a real one. That is a real one. Twitch. That is a real >> That is a real picture. her cam came on.
She didn't have makeup on. It was late at night. >> Yeah. >> But her face looks like that. And I have another picture of her. It's more clear because she'd complain about skin tags around her eyes. And I'll send it to you. She It's clear that she has skin tags right around both eyes, like around the um under the eyebrows, >> but over the lid of her eyes, and then below that, too. And Crystal said,
"Yeah, she her ex-friend said that yes, she had it." And you know the people get it cuz something about the skin and she was trying to get it fixed. I guess they can get it fixed. I don't know. >> Okay. Two go to Grateful 2026. There there's a video with more pictures of Beeta. Like another picture of Beeta where she's bald and >> that's why she's so mad. Yeah. She went nuts. Yeah. She has a bald spot on the
top of the head on one side and that's why she puts combs over her hair like that, you know, to have that. But yeah, so I'm She knows cuz she always told me, "Y'all I wasn't thinking about you. You tell the truth. Yeah, cuz I show proof. I've always done that. And I had one enemy that in in real life for the
longest time and I hated him and everything. And then we finally got cool and we were with a group of people that we knew and he you know what he said was he said the one thing about Karen >> is that she always tells the truth because even if she's involved in it anyway, she'll bust herself too. And that's true. I tell the truth. I did it.
You know, you did this, too. >> I've never seen I've never known you to I mean, everything that you've said is checked out and you have receipts and I know about it, you know. >> And that's what he was saying. He said she always shows proof and it's like we do real life. I was surprised he said that because me and him went at it a few times in real life and he'd lie about stuff. But for him to say that, I was
surprised that he said that one thing about Karen is she always tells the truth. And I was surprised. It was like, damn. coming from him. >> He lied. So, I always do. I I always feel I have to I show proof. That's why I've been on the news media sometimes. Um because I do show proof. I I have my phone and camera and I've caught some
things and I was on the news media a couple times over it and especially on the rescue of a cat. I had pictures and they came in and um got the cat from that guy. I mean, he was abusive and broke its leg. VA is a modern person and um I was typing in VA's chat about like a little
bit about Alex. I had Alex dox my family and then um person hid me and person said oh no cat chokers allowed and so you know beta obviously has no problem with me being slandered um in the chat with no no right to defend myself um you know so I mean that's just uh it's pretty sad you know pretty sad um >> yeah it just it's better to stay away
like that friend gave me good advice because me and her used to go at it and she was good friends with Gia I showed Gia's last communication with me we were cool she hated Crystal and did a a uh Discord chat, you know, it was titled Let's Get Crystal 5150. And Barbara was there, you know, and I have and I found the
proof on it because she said, "Oh, I was never in a group about the 5150 and I just laughed to myself because it's like I have it on my computer because we were all in there >> and was afraid of me then because me was she was saying it was a fake a person imitate. Like why would there be a fake person back then like when she wasn't even known? I mean it's like >> No, it's it's them in there. It's it's a
group chat. It's it's images, videos, you know, and it's Yeah, I have it. She doesn't know that I had that. So I remember she was scared of me and she wouldn't say much and me and Vita were going at it. >> But >> yeah, it's good. And if you know and then the other truth is um that Alex never sent Brandon $1,000. I thought
maybe he was telling the truth and then he said 4,000. So now he's trying to come at me. >> Yeah, we know. We know he's he he lies and you know um you know >> and he doesn't let it go. He keeps he gets obsessive and he thinks Crystal and Gamble are done for good. No, she hates him because yesterday on her live she said that pedto Brandon because she
hates pedos and she she that's one of the reasons we had a falling out again because I talked to him and she was trying to make me not talk to him and she even said it you know she talks because that pedal Brandon. >> Yeah. He's trying to say like w Crystal. Oh Crystal, you know he agrees with her now. >> Oh no. She can't stand him because she says he's a pedo. She never liked him.
>> Yeah. >> You know but Yeah. So, I'm just going to stay away. And I appreciate uh Reality Nancy. She commented um she could use her account. I don't think I have her hidden or anything. >> Okay. >> Yeah. Oh, and when Null comes around, why don't you interview her because I I'm not a person who interviews because she wants to connect with me.
>> Okay. All right. Well, I'm gonna go ahead and um Yeah, I'm gonna get off now but >> Okay. Love you, too. You have a good day. Okay. All right. Okay. Bye. Bye. Bye. >> Yeah. And so we're getting, yeah, we're getting like the we're getting like the true sides of the story now, you know, it's like I really am about the truth and it's like that's, you know, really even if I look bad in in some things, you know, because I'm not perfect person
either, but I'm certainly not an animal abuser. I'm certainly not uh, you know, and as for like these things with saying dogy and stuff. Yeah. Okay. I'm sorry. I'm sorry, Sharon. You know, it's like, you know, I mean, not everyone's going to like everybody, but you know, you know, we had, you know, beta having Alex up, you know, uninterrupted um, making accusations and stuff. I did want um her to have a chance to uh
defend herself and uh say what she wanted to say and and same with you if you want to come up you know you're welcome to share your experience too because I know Sharon was once you know I met Sharon and Alex sh and Alex mod and stuff. Yeah. Um, and you know, Alice, you know, like she does everybody turn on her and you know, and these are people that, you know, just like she turned on me, you know, a couple times.
And I think Bea was like, "Well, didn't you like, you know, weren't you like didn't you weren't you didn't you like accepts psychi's apology back, you know, in a April or something?" And it kind of got glossed over. Yeah. So, I I'll give like a little timeline of events. I think I met Alexandra last year um and she came to my chat and we had a great conversation and it was a time and I think like you know I think maybe she
she gave me a hundred bucks after um after that that show or something like that you know she and it was like wow you know this is somebody that understands like my that thinks I have talent and you know all kinds of um we had some good conversations and for three months we were we were friends and we actually met in person. Um she came and drove over one night and took me to dinner. I I always I I always would say,
you know, she um you know, she was very generous um um you know, the gifts um and things like that. And then in December, we were supposed to do this holiday extravaganza kind of thing. And u all of a sudden one day she posted this AI art of me that said like, "Oh, I wonder what Psyche dreams about at night." And it was my cats all with these big bags of money like and I was
all dirty on the couch and like the cats were just walking all over me and I just had a weird feeling about it. like just didn't it just rubbed me the wrong way. And so I wrote her and I said, "Are you turning against me now, like everyone else?" Because um you know, because then I'm just going to quit YouTube. And I didn't get back to her for a day. But then by the next day, she had said uh you know, you know, no, don't never talk
to me again, blah blah blah. And then she started posting um these memes uh on her show, me burning in the dumpster with the Sam and Bea burning me in the dumpster. She posted me started posting me like really baldled out. But now it gets to like where I'm just like so disgustingly bald and ugly and just like deformed and I got the cat on my shoulder. Uh, you know, like you know, which I love. I love when the cat gets
on my shoulder, but it turns into like some kind of like like weird, you know, anything that you know I I treasure. It's like kind of like kind of trashing it. But she but I think the furthest it went was when she posted like me and like like ice cream truck and then she had like like a like a child Joker and a child Benny Blanco I guess and was saying come to Psyche's Playhouse or something like that by that and then she
started posting me with me having sex with Tommy James and stuff like that and by that point it was just so ridiculous. I almost started laughing. I thought it was kind of silly at that point cuz nothing was she said my last my name and stuff like that. But we uh we actually reconciled you know she posted like something nice called the Dear John show and she was very complimentary on on me in that and said you know and then uh we
became friends again and all of a sudden you know and she was also she was very generous again. I never asked her for any anything. It was always a surprise from sending flowers to me u from sending you know a fish taco one day for lunch. She sent me um some cash apps. I you know I put her up on my my cool codeex as like you know I I advertised her channel had her up on the front
page. I I edited it you know that so she would that in her profile how she would like it and stuff like that. I just I gave her almost full access and uh and I did that and then um you know the Brandon Q situation when she got me pulled back into that stronger you know I didn't try to pull her into it. She did herself into the situation. Uh the
reason that she um got mad at me again was she's was when Brandon turned against her. Then she said I I um it was my fault somehow and I was trying to humiliate her by having her be friends with Brandon or something like that. But then it started now she then she started doxing my mother, my father um our family business um our um you know the
the website my apartment complex um and you know encouraging um people to harass me and and then she started with the death threats and I never I never I don't threaten people. I don't I mean it's like I and especially though so but no but she has plenty of plenty of death threats um are logged of her against me with including Christine saying that she
would have no karma no bad karma for hurting me nor would she um face any jail time for her to be because I am such a bad person. Okay. And then Christine has the nerve to come in here and said leave Alex alone like I'm going after Alex or something like that. Yeah. So I mean it just gets so sick. Have I gotten any? No, I have not because you know what that that the group that does
that um they had two indictments for cyber bullying and harassment. Um and so they they've stopped doing most of that stuff and um you know which is good because you know so yeah there I mean I guess there was a couple a couple bags of concrete. I don't know. I don't I don't know exactly who who sent those, but there was Yeah, there was like maybe
last month there was a couple bags um which just got, you know, given away. And uh who were they? Uh well, we know they're called the candle kickers, you know, and all I'll say is like that. I know that, you know, that Tony the conductor is their their fall person um who they let he's actually got the one of the indictments. There was actually another person that was indicted as
well, but he got indictment for something else and Yeah. and he stopped because you know now they're probably watching him care very carefully because the you know the federal government is involved in this kind of thing you know so obviously he's going to like you know obviously too if they if they look into his records they can see all the text now numbers and they can see all the messages where he's directing people to my house to and on Christmas I think I got like 30 bags of concrete and all
that stuff right and you know that's what started the problem with my neighbors I I didn't start it started it was people attacking me and then she's saying oh well oh his poor neighbors you know the the guy who was so irritated he I I woke him up uh or you know I must have woken him up at night. It was 9:30. Yeah, they think textiles are untraceable. No, it's all IP address. It's all I mean it all goes back. They have down to where they are. So you know
if the if the federal government starts getting involved, you know, you're basically you're because all of it is all of it is uh yeah, it was apparently some guy that a black guy that had gotten raped or something like that. And then they were laughing about that. I mean, it's like so, you know, I mean, I'm just going to let the let the, you know, karma and the god and and the law take care of all that because, you know, obviously they they've slowed
their role. But you can look up kennel kickers on um on Kiwi Farms and you can get the whole rundown. You can get all about how they um how they actually bullied uh this guy Gary Chapen. Uh, and they also bullied um at one point the Tony the conductor who was so desperate for friendship or or something that he kept trying to like, you know, he drank
toilet water, he um he uh microwaved his own cell phone and all kinds of things to get in with them and they never actually let him in, you know. Yeah. All the stuff about you, if you listen to the streamer, you can listen, you can't listen to that streamer is Yeah. Yeah. Exactly, Sharon. Exactly, Sharon. And uh Oh, yeah. I know Black Black RG has both the cameras on BlackRg. Well, you're on
that website, too. You can look up Black RG. He's um featured on Kiwi Farms, and you can get uh all the information they have about him um as well and what he does and everything. He's also kind of like a lower in the hierarchy, I guess, of the kennel kicker, who was actually run by some guy with the name 007. Um but it's all on there. Just search kennel kickers on Kiwi Farms. You can read the whole thing. There's a whole thread about it. Um and all the stuff they've done to other people, right? And
RG is a snitch. He's a little He's he's going to run back and forth and you know I mean but he is does he have any information about himself out? No. I don't know if he's that that that you know that person the pcanon person or whatever. It does sound like him. It does look like him. He does have the same dog, but who knows, you know, he always but he he obviously is maybe bothered by by that. But if someone said I if someone like for example like
Brandon's already coming in here and he started posting like an address and everything was it wasn't my address and so it's like I'll just let him do it and it's like okay well that's my address. Okay, go ahead. But you know what? Yeah. And I but I'm listen I don't go as low as them at docing. If you want if you want the doces, you know, go to Kiwi Farms. I mean all the information is on there. You know, Kiwi Farms is kind of
like uh I was a little bit leerary of it because it's like, oh, this is a doxing site, but then it's a site that actually stands up for the truth in a certain way as in like, you know, they don't think what the kennel kickers does is right, you know, and uh they think that it's like it's like this uh moral selectiveness because they say kennel kickers will say, "Oh, well, you know, we we're going after Gary Chapen because
he's a PDF and stuff." There's no PDF on Gary Chapen's record, who's a blind man with a mental disabilities, by the way, who they had to go to Groovy Jimmy's door asking for Gary Coleman, who they sent a angry angry black guy to his house looking for a free laptop that punched him in the face. There was actually a video with him with like all these welts and stuff on all over his face.
you're not. Okay, it's okay if you're not a fan of it, but it's like, you know, but in that situation, okay, and also, you know, that, you know, Alexander's on there, too. Go look her up, too, okay? You can get the whole story, okay? You get the whole story because there isn't good information there. Um, and I don't think they go after people unless they really really deserve it. And it's like in because
it's like if they were because basically kettle kickers is trying to be like a version of that, but it's like um Kiwi Farms wants nothing to do with them, right? They think that they're they think that they're disgusting because they go after people they they keep calling people pedophiles um that are like, you know, like a 30-year-old man and a 20-year-old woman. They consider that pedophilia over there, right?
It's just like they're saying, "Oh, well, I'm a PDF because I like Joker, you know, or friends with Joker who's 26 years old and I'm 46. I'm going after people 20 years by minor, you know, which is like just like I mean, it's just so stupid, right? I mean it's like I mean you know I'll even go to this far to say you know it's like you know basically on my show I went to people 21
and over and stuff like that maybe it's like even 18 is too young I think to be participating in my show right but um I don't know it get crazy it gets crazy right and so yeah and so you know I mean basically it's a website okay and there's like you know the people on the website there's people that go too far about some things right but there's also people that are just putting out the
truth and also I I mean there is some justice in it I would say because it's not as bad as the thought site as I thought and you know what and I wasn't on that site you know I look I looked for my name and all this stuff you know all and say I'm not on there you know it's like and uh but you know who is there was on there's some people in this community that are on there okay including this one guy Jimmy Death um who's part of the kennel kickers right
and he was in the chat yesterday um attacking me right so anyway you know sorry not sorry I'm not doxy I'm I'm directing to maybe a site where you can get more information about these things if you are interested. Okay, I'm not going to give out the exact URL of everything. You have to go to go there, search yourself. All you have to do is go search and look for their names. Okay, there's plenty of information
available. You can see the history of these people. Okay,
it's just sad. It's just sad. Um I've been on for I'll stay on for a few more minutes. I mean I say I guess like you know guys you know if you want to go and I guess you know be is still streaming and I guess Eldo if anyone has if Eldo is still streaming can someone post Eldo's um link or his channel name because I want to go over there and go on the panel. I think I'll wrap it up
here and I'll I'll just put my last my my newest video and then I'll like um you know if anyone has um Big Eldo's channel can you post in my chat? I just had trouble finding it and uh I'm going to go over there but we'll um let's see. So here's my newest video. Thanks for being here. I'll be on again tonight probably. I'm just having a couple
drinks right now. Um yeah, here you go.
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