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Psyche premieres a brand new community song about tarot and mystery during an open panel livestream, dealing with technical difficulties and discussing community engagement and disruptive trolls.
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Browse era →Welcome to the night. The cards laid out for show. Stars shining so bright. Watch the secrets unfold. There's magic in her hands. Whisper what the future holds.
Dance to the mystery. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. So, let the tarot move with the rhythm. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Flow.
Hearts in the balance. Every card and open door. Feel the romance in every arcane war. Destiny entwined as the moon begins to soar.
Dance to the mystery. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. So let the tarot move with the rhythm. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Wo.
Crystal visions in her gaze. Time can steal this moment. Life's uncertain dance we chase with love. Woen potent
dance to the mystery. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. So, let the tarot move with the rhythm. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.
Hello. Just one second. I'll be right with you. Let me see. Okay. Oh So that's all open. I have a new song. We'll see how it goes.
I'll put the new song up. Uh oh. Okay, here it comes. Try another video, too. Just delete one. Let me see. Let's try this one. How are you guys doing today? Hope you
guys are all good. Let's see. Uh oh, not Google Drive. I need to go add file. Choose files. Actually, it is in the Oh, it's in the Yeah, Google Drive. Okay, I'll try this one, too. And see if this one works. Okay. How are you guys? Let me see. Hey, everybody. 13
people. You like the new songs? Okay. What's what's what's wild with the AI pics? These are those are just uh where where am I going wild on my oh on my uh on my community page. I use a few but they're actually there. My picture is just kind of put in outfits and stuff. Um we get to 25 people, I will
play the new song, but let me see how this is working. I think I have the dehy thing downloading. Let me see. Is it working? Okay, the song's ready. But I'm going to try another Dehigh thing. Let me see. Um, let's see. Add, choose files. Okay.
Discord shocker. I think this is it. I don't know. Do I have this one downloaded? See if it's working.
Okay, maybe not. Oh well, 25 people. Hey, what's up guys? How are we doing today? Let's see. Sassy, Halo, KZ, Reality, Nancy, J Dog, Halo the God, Vicki. Hey guys, Halo Samantha Avery, thank you for being
here. KZ, how you get everybody? Hey guys.
Well, you know, work on it. Work on it. Easy. That thing's impossible, right? I think I've I think I've uh done that a few times. Oh, wait. It's working now. It's working now. Okay. So, we'll see how this goes and then we'll see the song. 25 people
in the chat. We'll we'll start the song. Everybody maybe share share the live. I have the new hashtags I'm using too. Um I'm doing pretty good today. You know, I had a I have a really good dinner last night. It was really good. I got these lamb euros. Eur g y r o s,
right? They're really good. Really good. Okay, so this is not working. I guess I'll try one more time. It keeps going like sideways like you know when I try it. I just have to just have to wait while I'm sideways for one second. I think it should work. It will go I
will go sideways probably. Um guys also I cleared out my ear. I got this like really crazy I know it's kind of gross but it's like this camera. It was like 12 13 bucks because I had my I couldn't hear out of my ear because I was like using Q-tips and it's like I clogged my whole ear, right? So, it's kind of gross, right? But then I got this camera thing and it's like this
little camera and it's like you hook it up to your to your Wi-Fi and then it's like you put on the app and then it's like it sees like you go inside your ear. My ear is so gross. It's like all hairy inside. Then I just saw like this disgusting like it was just impacted. It was like disgusting. I dug it out for a while there. did took a bath and like got it all hot and stuff and it's like I
kind of like I did for the first time in like a week my ear cleared out. Now my other one clogged up again. I need to like work on the other one now. I know it's like I'm half deaf right now. It's like it's going crazy. But uh the good news is that you know my ears are my ears are clean. So that's some good news. And it also came out with all the other tools like
this. It comes with these like little tools and you're just like But I guess you're These won't attach to the camera. You're supposed to like figure out through the camera like where to go. It's crazy. It's crazy stuff. Okay. When we get 25 people in here, I'll I'll I'll premiere the new song. Um just let everyone know that we're live. Okay. So, here's the third dehy. >> Man, what are you doing?
>> I'm sitting I'm just sitting here looking at you in a state of shock. See? Uh, >> Scott, what? >> I'm in a state of shock just watching you. >> Why did I just hear Discord? >> You were just in my Discord. >> Uh, no. I'm in a Discord. I didn't even remember.
>> Remember when you sent me that picture of a of a of a gerbble? >> Uh, yeah. Um, >> you remember that? >> Right. Hey, >> remember I asked you for nude for your nude photos and you sent me a picture of >> South Park. >> Lemieu Weekes the derbal from South Park. Yeah, >> that wasn't that wasn't a new right. It
was a good look. >> That wasn't a good I know that was a good episode, but it didn't make any sense for what I asked. And then you sent me a picture of a of a giant cartoon gerbble. >> He asked for nudes and so I just sent you the inside of my >> Oh my god.
I'm so happy. >> I was hoping that wasn't the joke. I was I was
wow. Oh gosh, that was pretty funny. Okay, let me get my letter. I know. Yeah, we need to get more people in here before like Arthur comes in and says, "Where was everybody? Where is everybody?" And I'm sorry, guys. I was on at like three in the morning. And I had a great panel. I had like seven people on the panel. We had Crystal
Marie. We had um uh we had a bunch of people here. We had this guy Reer Red. We had JT for a little bit. We had we just had a bunch of people here. It was fun. And then I said like then people start someone came on and their name I'll tell you their name.
It was a it was a guy's name but then when you clicked on the name it said Amanda hug and kiss. So I was like okay that seems like it's going to be a porn bomb or some nword bomb you know. Well they can't porn bomb. They just nword bomb. Right. So but he was like sitting there and then he was backstage and he was like oh I want to read it. Can I Oh, please just I
just want to read you real quick. And I was like, yeah, I've heard that before, too. And I was like, but then I get like I get tired of like seeing them backstage and it's like, well, may I like maybe there's like a 1% chance like if someone needs help, I'll do a 1% chance of maybe like helping somebody. And I was switched over and then it was like nword, n word, nword, n word,
nword, nword, n word. It sounded like Tony's voice again, you know? He just that's all that's that's all he does is just like you know and if he can't just regular bomb he'll nword bomb if he if he doesn't get on me like yeah it's just it's not like him he he like he really does like to do the poor bomb better because you know the nword doesn't really do anything it just kind of bothers me because I don't like first of all I don't like the word and second of
all it can be like you know probably reported so I I um yeah so I you know just ended the show and went to But it it sucks that people will do that and it's like they think it's I mean it's like the same person. That's basically not a lot of people. It's like this is the same person. He probably does it to like a lot of people in other shows.
We're almost at the 20. Well, I'll do it at 20 people. I'll play the song. I'll replay it at maybe like when there's more people. But yeah, it was kind of like a kind of sucky because we were having a good conversation like okay, let's bring people into it. And then there's just people that are like people just sit around waiting for me to go live so they can try to form bball and like
that. So I think next time it's like somebody that I don't know comes here and like oh I want to come on the panel and this will be controversial that people say oh you're charging people to come on the panel but I'm going to start charging people I don't know with no camera on and like some weird name. I'll say, "Okay, if you want to read on the panel, send five bucks or more, then I'll let you on the panel."
So, somebody I don't know that was a suspected porn bomber, I'll just do that. Is there anything wrong with that? I don't think so. Because it's like, you first of all, they're asking something for me. They're asking for a service and I can do it for free if they're in the chat and I'll do it for free from somebody I know, familiar with, for sure. But if it's like some random person that gets here and like just
wants to come on my piano and then it puts me my show at risk and has has all my donations at risk. I mean everything's at risk if I like let people up sometimes then you know they can like throw a few bucks at me and then maybe I'll know they're legitimate. If not I'll have to end the show anyway but I got a few bucks. So that's going to be the way I'm going to deal with
that from now on. I think it's a pretty good idea. By the way, how much is lifetime ban on Berto? Make a make a uh offer. Make an offer. Um yeah,
you know, if it's like, you know, Berto is not the most important person on the show, right? Several hundreds. Yeah. You think so? I mean, I would say several hundred if it's like, you know, a a friend of the show, you know, but it's like some people I probably wouldn't even take. I would like just refuse, you know. But I don't know. He's not I mean, it's like
I've let him on the air recently and stuff. I don't think they're a bad person, but you know, if you want to make an offer, go ahead and make an offer. We have 20 people in the chat. Let's play the new song. So, here's a new song. I've never I haven't listened to it yet. I just, you know, put the concepts through. So, see if you like the song, guys. Okay.
Well, in his stars and stripes parade, fish tacos on the table. Another wild charade. He's hitting on the straight men. Come on, lose that shirt. Meanwhile, BA's on the hotline yelling till it hurts. Pretty pages dodging
simp. And here comes a porn bomb. Oh Lord, we don't need. Welcome to the madness.
Welcome to the show where the hard debate still no go. We're laughing through the trolls making gold out of hate. This is psyche awakens. We're never closing the gate.
His kitties purring with fuzzy bear stirring pots like he's cooking up a scare. Trucker rumbles in salmon's chasing views. DJ Electric cartoon face breaking all the rules
got the trolling game down to an art waiting in calm but sharp de on the ever slurry free and Michael spirits here in every me
we've laughed we've gone too We've turned the trolls into our own memoir. We've bent the rules. We've heard the
damn crew still. We've turned the trolls into our own memoir.
We've bent the rules. We've heard thems
That was cute, huh? Hi, Empress Janet. You loved it. Okay, good. I need to put, you know, I I had to think about all the things I put in there, but I need to make some more with other other jokes and stuff like that, you know, but that was like kind of like a soon the aon
the soon the n will be said without repercussion. I don't know about that. I don't know about that one. Interesting theory. Hi Janet. What's up guys? Oh, hold on. I'll get my thing off. Hold on. That was a cute little country song though. It was supposed to be like a whimsical whimsical folk song. I'll turn this off
here. There we go. Hi guys. How am I How am I looking at you today? Hey time, how are you? Janet, what's up? Let me get the Let's have a free day. It's a what is it? Saturday. Let's do a free a free uh free day here. On up everybody since I
had to end the panel early this morning. I was doing a free morning. I mean it's like I do mostly free panels u occasionally and they get a little bit much for me. I monetize. I hope you're having a wonderful day too, sweetheart.
Um yeah. So the chat GPT is now on chat GPT5 and it just I noticed that it's a little smarter. It's like actually like a little bit it like knows some kind of questions that I maybe want the answers to and so I learned some some cool
things and he got some good ideas. Okay. Oh yeah, green. I like green and Okay. So let's see. Let's do a collective reading. And if you'd like a reading, free reading, let me know. Um, did I put the link up to? You'd like a free reading, let me know.
If you'd like a a paid reading on the channel or through the chat, you know, um, I can put up my banner. Okay. That I'm also happy to do free if you'd like. Here's a collective. And people that say I don't shuffle. I do shuffle. Like I maybe don't shuffle like a Vegas person but
shuffler. See, I need to maybe work on my shuffle and like have a little bit more dramatic flare to it. But it works for me. I mean, it's like people like, "Oh, you're not shuffling. You're just picking out the cards." And no, I'm not. The cards are face down. Do you see how they're face down? Like I can't really pick them when they're face down unless I could see through them. And I really can't.
Okay. Good to see you, too. man. Okay guys, look what we have first. We have the star card. Okay, the star. This is some Aquarian energy and I know I have some Aquarius and a lot of people might have check your placement for Aquarius. But the star card is like make a wish card, a wish coming true, good
things happening. Um, also you got a lot of star power, a lot of energy uh lately. Okay, what's the agenda today? What's it's Saturday? Hea, what else do we got? Oh, we have the sun and the star. Looks like almost the same person, too. You got this blonde or any anybody blonde to go gone blonde but sun and the star and the sun is a kind of a star too. So maybe it's talking about the
sun, right? And sun is all positive things too. It's all it's all um good things. It's one of the most positive cards of the deck if not the most positive card in the deck. Okay. Okay. Hi He man. So really got that fire power going right. And we got the three of wands.
Okay. The three of wands is a uh coming together of like you know of three. It's like a kind of like um um guing you guarding you. Um the it is a wand. It is some kind of passion stirring up. It could be a third
party too. Threes are usually a third party or something like that. Okay. So you might want to watch out for that. But I think it's a third party in a positive way. some some people looking out for you and we got a six of wands and so yeah here they all are there are there's a lot of people actually yeah those are the wands they'll all the
people will start coming out if you need them right I don't feel that's an attack I feel that's a victory that's kind of victory for you coming okay and then we have the hierofit and this is kind of led by this higher power and this one looks very liy with a uh a couple of the owls if those are the screech owls but
that's very it's a black hair and the you know I think Lilith is a connection to the divine and finally we have this eight of wands and so there's going to be some kind of really fastm moving news maybe from that higher authority maybe some communication coming through so listen out for that
okay yeah do I have advice for the chat what's the advice card today okay it's going to be this one 10 of wands the advice is like not to, you know, it's like there's a lot of energy activity. Don't get too overwhelmed. Be careful of uh taking on other burdens and know that you can
stand up to to any of them even if you feel like, you know, you're carrying a lot. You can handle this, okay? But don't at the same time know carry everyone's burden. And then we have this nine of pentacles, right? This is just abundance around you enjoying the world. You have you have plenty for not only yourself, for everybody, right? Hey, Summer, how are
you? So, that's that reading. I hope you enjoyed that one. Hi. Yeah. So, anybody else would like a few cards or anything like that? You got it. Yeah. And letting things go. Yeah. Cuz that uh that T of Wands is like, you know, usually about carrying a
lot of burdens. It may feel like See, she's like she looks maybe almost she doesn't look overwhelmed. She just looks like determined, right? She's like gonna She's She's gonna deal with all of them, right? Good. Good to see you, Summer. I had a I had a few naps this morning and uh Oh, yeah. A few naps in there, you know. Good morning. Um I still have my
other It was nice. Oh, thank you. Yeah, I like these cards. This is the Cat Full of Spiders deck. It's a Christina Reishi design deck. It's really cool. So, yeah. I hope you enjoyed the collective. If anyone wants some cards, I got you. Yeah. Who is is anybody here last night when it was just like um you know I got
nword bombed pretty badly you know it was like I was too slow to I knew and it's like I was on my um Amazon Fire tablet which is slow and so it's like on this tablet I can get it off in a second but my Amazon one which I had to use last night because I didn't have my stuff plugged in and so my tablet was other tablet was dead and my other tablet doesn't work half
the time either. Let me see it's not charging right now. I just don't know. Um, what happened is the the guy was backstage and I was like I looked at the name. It was a male a man's name and then when you clicked on the name it has Oh my ear just opened up. You click on the the name the the name backstage was
Amanda Hugging Kiss. If anyone sees that Amanda Hugging Kiss, that's a porn bomber. I think it's another one of Tony's. It's just in general if it's like a name like that like I should have just known. And I had a feeling and I was like but he was backstage for a long time just begging for a reading um backstage and I was like I was like and I told everyone I was like it's probably going to be an
Edward bomb or bomb but I'll just take a ch and I did and so it didn't pay off. I had to delete it right. Uh yeah for what? Not for any reason. It's like just it's just Tony trying to harass harass me ruin the show. have me end the show. See more butts. I mean, I've had some
people with those, you know, dumb names in the chat before, but usually they weren't weren't that bad, but Okay. So, yeah. I mean, it's like I shouldn't Yeah, it's getting really old. Isn't it getting old? What's that noise? The nword bomb is getting old, too. Uh oh,
your cat's knocking over some stuff. I'm going live less now. Um because it's um like the slandering, the bullying, the um just constant harassment, the being accused of being a scammer. Um
just like mean people in the chat, even like some friends like, you know, laughing at me, you know, and so he's not uh Yeah, he's never going to give it up. Yeah, it was just I could just tell by the voice when he was like just saying the N word, he said it probably like 10 times, which is like even if they got it down, it's probably
bad for the algorithm. Yeah, I can't um it's like the negativity is like I'm sensitive to negativity and so you know it's like people just can use that to their advantage like in you know also on on TikTok like you know like I can be on YouTube for like hours and I'll get like
maybe at the most 20 likes and then I now I have access to see the dislikes and stuff like that and there's a sizable amount of dis more than more than normal people like you normally what people would get. It's just like people come here every day just to dislike it. And um and then on Tik Tok, I go there and it's like I'm just doing
readings. I'm like doing fast readings and everyone's nice to me. I don't think anyone I don't think I've had one troll there. Like all the episodes I've done. Uh and then it's like the likes even though, you know, you can like multiple times, I get like eight, six, eight, 10,000 likes I've gotten before. And that's like people are just like sitting there tap
like they they they like me. So yeah, like yesterday on on VA's show, and I'm not saying Vita did anything, but she's just picked up Arthur's call and Arthur's like, "Oh, what? Psyche has no people in in the chat anymore. What's like what's wrong?" "Oh, it's because he's such a grifter."
And then she like she kind of laughed at that and it's like okay well you know my friends are thinking like laughing like that and like not defending me or like that just gets the enemies all excited and then everybody else is like oh if she doesn't with them like then he must be a bad person or must be true or whatever. I would love I no matter what people say I'll defend people about what
people bad people say about them. Sometimes it gets said on my show which is like regrettable. I think it sometimes says more about them than it does about the person they're they're saying that about but yeah maybe I have been slow to like kick people off immediately when I say that or but and it's not all about money. It's not
all about money, but this is about like um respect. And I do feel like I'm like it's okay if like people say about me and like personal things. They don't like me, but it's like I take my business seriously. And it's like like it is like this this thing is my like my business, my page, my you know, my my pinnacle, my child. It's like trying to
grow it and it's like it's like people attacking your baby kind of thing. It's like you take you take it more personally than they're attacking yourself. If someone says you have an ugly baby, you're gonna say you're not you're gonna get maybe upset because it's not saying anything about yeah, it's a reflection but it's a reflection of you kind of and then it's like I don't know. I don't know if I'm
explaining it. You love me and people they're always triggered. Yeah. Well, I mean I I mean people Yeah. And then trolls will say, "Oh, you're so triggered." I'm like, "No, you're triggered because you keep you keep saying like last night Stig came in." And it was just like I was like, "Okay, well, I'll let you on panel." Like, "Whatever." I was like, "I don't dislike you. I'm not mad at you." And then he
started saying, "Well, you arbitrarily enforce the rules and you don't get to make the rules. YouTube gets to make the rules and YouTube doesn't have those rules." I'm like, "Well, I can make any rule I want. I I I can make YouTube's rule. I can follow YouTube's rules and I can make my own rules because it's my chat." And he's like, "No, you can't." And I'm like, "I'm not going to argue about it. That's just how it is. I can
make the rules. I'm God here basically. And he's like, "No, you can't." So, I finally just like um banned him permanently and he's not welcome on the panel or or the chat anymore. I'm just sick of it because I like just I told him to stop arguing with me about it and he wouldn't. He just kept going on and on and then he kept going on other accounts saying the same It's like
I just don't feel like continually having to explain myself. just like what I say will go on the show or else I just won't do the show if like I can't like even like run it like I want to and I can't. It's like so I don't know. Hi evil Ronald McDonald.
I'm trying to I'm trying to but it's like and so I just like and I love like 90% of the people out here I love. It's like and then it's like just like last night it was just like having that happen and then just like leading like deleting another live like you know deleting. It was a good live too. We're having just fun and just like just chatting and there was you know people arguing just
puts an end to things. It just stops things. I used to like restart and stuff like that and then it's like now I don't even feeling like restarting. I was just like whatever. It's like it kind of feels um kind of feel hopeless. I I really do want to continue doing panels and I was
like, "Okay, I'll do I'll do open panels and like let people on take the risk if I get sponsored and stuff." And that that's like, you know, everyone says I'm trying to like scam people or charging everyone to come on the panel when it's like actually it's working. It's worked fine for me. So, I don't have anything wrong with wrong with the program, but I don't know. It's like they want to make it seem like I'm so greedy, selfish, money
hungry. I don't care about anything except money and dick. And that's like the narrative and it hurts my feelings. Um but you know because it's not true. It's like pretty much the opposite of what's true. But that's like the running, you know, it's just like the it's like I
can't keep defending myself about it because it's just like I I just but I'll but people will continue to attack me about it and then if I don't defend myself it looks bad. If I do defend myself it looks bad. So I can't win. It's just like so you know I but it's not even the like the numbers are fine. That's f I mean it's like if I have 22 people I mean there's other
people you know VA had like a 100 people all all day you know for like just 24 hours or whatever she streamed and you know I'm just like this little like here with like 10 people you know 15 people and it's like I'm fine I'm fine with it.
Yeah. And I don't want I know it's like it's just like sounds like I'm just complaining and stuff. So it's like I just won't even continue to address you could just go out. My ears are my um my uh you know I I use AI. I don't say hey I I I made all this myself. I did
all the instruments. I wrote all the Do I ever say that? No. But it's like I do input like a lot of information in it to get the the lyrics, you know, and I Yeah, it's like I don't know how to play instruments. I wouldn't be able to produce them otherwise. And so why is it a big deal? I don't understand. And do you know that
AI is used by professional musicians, too? It's like, you know, usually there's some kind of effect or something put on the voice. Like what we hear produced is not necessarily just like the raw thing. So let's like you know they hire musicians coming in and blah blah blah blah it would cost like a million dollars right to produce something so I have an
alternative I can make use of the AI and it comes out with interesting funny results I don't understand why I get so like and then it's like is everybody criticized for I mean it's like I just I never heard other people criticized for using it so I don't understand why it's such a big deal if I do Right.
It was a joke around that I'm a biscuit hater. Oh, yeah. I hear. Yeah. And it's like the biscuit thing. I was like, let me just take something very arbitrary that doesn't really bother me and I'll see if it is used as like a hammer to attack me because I like biscuits. That's fine. And I I've seen that super biscuit song. I just but but I was like I don't want I
didn't want to play it on my on my show one night because I don't like music being played in other YouTube channels on my show, right? So I was like so and then it's like just relentlessly jokes about biscuits and it's like okay well it didn't really bother me. I just kind of pretended it did to see if it would
be used to attack me and it is. And so yeah, I mean, so if I don't have a sense of humor about some things, it's just because it's like if some things are like just been used to attack me, I don't find those things very funny and like or to get a bad reaction or something like
that. But I don't mean to be like so humorless about it, but just that particular thing was just like, you know, a test to see if I like say something bothers me, am I going to be constantly attacked with it by even my friends? And yeah,
yeah, I'm out of pot too. I talking about the AIDS jokes. No. Um, those are another thing that it's like like all of a sudden people start coming in. Oh, some some lady called in. Oh, I noticed you have facial What's it called? She says, "You have facial something. Your facial like
like destruction of your facial fat." I forgot what the term was. She says, "You have facial something." She's like, "How's your is that from your HIV medication?" It's just really offensive. It's like, "Well, no, I don't have HIV. I've always been D." I mean, it's like, "Oh, and then I'm on drugs and then I'm this and that and good times." And everyone's just laughing along with good
times. Oh, you know, it's like and that gives so many like good times who's just a he's just like some kind of like that he finds, oh, I can get attention by making fun of psyche and it's like, you know, and then people will laugh because, you know, he's just turned into
like a big joke, right? And so, no one defends me. Facial said his facial What? It was like not facial swords. It was like facial like deterioration or something like that or like um the my facial the the the fat on my face is deterior or something like that. It was just like
some kind of dumb HIV thing, but it was like but then it started happening like a lot and it's like so anyway. Yeah, Canada dry. I don't know. I don't know. He doesn't He's not funny like I don't know. I don't know. He's kind of
I keep giving him chances too. Um constantly disappointed. Some people's personalities just changed too because like some people were so cool like I liked him a lot. Like never really had a problem with him. He just turned into like some smug And then I was like talking the other
day like about like my certain theories about the news media and like how like a lot of stories are just scops and he's like, "Oh, really? Tell me more." Oh, what? Oh my gosh. So interesting. Blah blah. You're just talking a sarcastic thing. My teeth are fine. Lost my teeth. Like, what's your problem?
Yeah. Who's on the list? Um, well, you know, I don't even know who everybody is, you know, because people can have different names and it's like, of course, they'll come troll worse on other names. They have voice changers. Um, but who's on the list? You know, Sig. Um,
anybody I've had to like kick off multiple times, you know, which is like a lot of people. I'm getting kind of weary, weary continually like letting people up. It's just I have a forgiving nature. Like even s I promise have kicked him off the show a hundred times. Like not even lying a h 100red times I must have like
kicked him off the show. And it's like he's like, "Oh, if you don't like me, just say it and say I'm not welcome on the show." And I'm like, "Well, it's not that I don't like you. It's just like you keep coming on and just either harping on me or like criticizing me. You don't have anything interesting to say or see that." And it's like, and so if I could have a
normal conversation, which I keep wanting to try to do, and then but he couldn't, then he has to start criticizing me again from the chat. So I don't feel like having him on anymore. Like if I keep uh giving him chances and stuff, it's like eventually like I shouldn't keep giving him chances because that just lets everyone know, oh, you can do you can get away with whatever you want over there and he'll just, you know,
keep having you on. It's like, you know, I know everybody else might might kick you off, but he's like the one person that will like, you know, he's nice enough to like keep letting people on because he doesn't hate I don't hate anybody. I don't hate anybody. And there's not one person in the world I hate. Like as you can see, like people have problems
and they might have traumas and other issues. They might have mental issues and things like that. And so I'm a little bit sympathetic or empathetic or you know, I'd like to be given second chances sometime. I'm never given second chances. When Emma wanted me gone, there wasn't even a conversation. I
wasn't even able to defend myself. She just, you know, um, she stopped talking to me, blocked me, blocked my name in her chat. I apologized like a thousand times. And it was just like, "Oh, well, he's harassing me on Instagram." I I didn't see that on Instagram. I just I sent her one thing. I said, "I'm sorry. Can you please unblock me?" That's all I said. I wasn't harassing her. I said that one comment. So, she's like, "But that's
apparently stalking her over social media because I was already, you know, connected to her on Instagram, but whatever.
But maybe I should just be like as mean as her and like just nobody gets any chance. You know, she's f her show's fine. She she doesn't get attacked for bombed. Her chat behaves itself or her mods are like pretty good like pretty good with getting at every every like little thing. They're pretty good at getting all my accounts banned. Um I wasn't even really doing anything. Um
just saying saying hi in our chat I don't know Jimmy. I don't know Jimmy. I mean it's like I I've just been on his you know I've been on his show one time then he was on my show one time. Both times he took off his shirt and like everyone was laughing and stuff like that. I don't know if I was being used as like to to
do that or something. I don't I don't know. I have nothing against him. he won't come on the show anymore because he like he's been harassed or something for coming on the show or he thinks he'll be harassed or something or but he so he he won't come on the show but I have nothing against the person I don't I just don't know him you know it's like people people try to make these decisions for me oh you're allowed to talk to this person you're not allowed to talk to this person you know we're
taking down your show blah blah blah right
meanwhile the show is the show is still up and then people are like, "Oh, this is why your show got taken down." The show was never taken down. I have I was false flags and then I was back then the everything was taken
down. I mean, everything was taken off, you know. So, I'm fine. Absolutely fine. You feel like cooking summer? That sounds sounds good. have a homecooked meal. I had a really good dinner last night. It's a couple lamb euros. Uh what else? With French fries and uh Turkish coffee. The Turkish coffee was kind of disappointing because it's like,
you know, I like a strong coffee. Like a So, it came the Turkish coffee came and I have the cup still. No, I don't. I Okay. But it wasn't a regular cup and it was like filled this much. I know it's stronger, but it was like honestly I don't want like two shots of coffee. I like, you know, I'd rather have like a full thing of like the full I I want a cup of mud. I would drink a cup of mud.
So, I know summer it gets me down sometimes though because it's like especially like it was like my intention. I'm not like a mean person. I think I came on here trying to be not trying to be nice. I just am nice. I am like people take advantage of that though, you know, and it's like but I don't want
to be not nice. I don't want it to change me into like a mean person. And sometimes I feel like it gets me out of my positive energy, my good my like good element. And then in turn it's like I don't want to spread negative energy to people or like you know my own stuff to people.
But thank you. Yeah. But there's a lot of people that is like they're like, "Oh, I don't go to word there anymore because of the because of that, because of that, because of that." And it's like, well, the but the reasons they're they're saying are not even true. I mean, it's these are just things people say. They keep and it's not things that are
untrue. That's what's annoying. It's like, and it's not about me. It's okay if you can say anything. I was fine with the fish taco jokes. I'll play into like these the some of the stupid jokes and you know I do clown sometimes and it's like you know it's like then it gets to like it starts making like what's supposed to
be funny and like you know joyful and like just joke it turns into like some kind of like personality defect I have or some kind of like I'm I'm always
They're talking about you. You're doing something right. So, just ignore them. I get talked about all the time. Okay. Yeah. I know. I know that there there are people that are criticized and it's like but I feel like I get it pretty bad. I don't I've seen people Yeah, people get it bad, too. I mean, when I was watching
Beeta when she started, like, yeah, she would get porn bombed continuously like, you know, a lot. I was like, "Wow, what's that about?" Like I that I guess it's like some of the some of the trolling communities like involved in stuff like that. I know they he honestly he sat back the person sat back there for half hour. I'm like, well, if he's like sat back there half hour, obviously maybe he does want
to read because it's like, who wants to who wants to really porn bomb that bad? But yeah, this guy does. Um or n word bomb. Yeah. And yeah, in the mod mods, you know, if if I want someone hidden, which I've been wanting more people hidden lately
because I just like had enough, then I'll let I'll just ask mods, can you hide the person? But usually I'll just do it myself. And I appreciate if mods if I don't say anything about something and I miss something either bring it to my attention or um time them out for an appropriate amount of minutes. But it's like there's certain things that there's like zero tolerance. If it gets into like racial
stuff, it gets into doxing, if it gets into slander, or if it's just like rude like cruel or I'm down to hide those people. those come on different accounts.
So it's like almost not even like but at least like like S just kept giving himself away like so just continue to ban their accounts eventually we'll get to all of them because it's like it's not like you can make unlimited accounts. I mean I've tried right I only have like 10 um
you were Jay Dog. I'll have to go look at the list again. I I mean I don't know. I I don't know why I have to check my banned words, make sure that they're not being tampered with by managing mods. Like because sometimes like I've had that happen. Really annoying,
right? Yeah. The celebrities. Yeah. But it's like celebrities have like, you know, on the other hand, they have so many people that like love them and talk well about them. I don't get I don't I don't see when I go to other shows, it's like if I'm being talked about somewhere, 90% of the time it's in a really negative
context. Like I see other people, oh, I love her. I love her. I love her. Oh, she's great. Oh, I love her. She's perfect. Blah, blah, blah. You know, he's Oh, I love him. And it's just like for me it's like, oh, do you see what he's doing that? like, "Oh, look at it. It's just like so negative about me." H your lies spread about you multiple
times a day. You're going to be over that. Yeah. Yep.
Poor mom every show. Okay. Thank you, Summer. Thank you. You're amazing, too. Well, that's what keeps me That's what does keep me here. And I still have gone and maybe I've done a little bit less and I've been really tired lately and stuff um a little bit worn out but um
and I will be back you know longer shows and stuff. It's just and I've been but I have been doing it every day but it's like if I get if I keep getting porn bombs I just like I'll go to like a friendlier place like
I don't know. I don't even think they have I've never seen anybody get porn bombed on on TikTok. And they do have like, you know, people come on and can talk and stuff like that. Thank you, Summer.
Yeah guys. Yeah, maybe I maybe I will. You know, it's like I've been giving people back wrenches and stuff like that that have kind of proven themselves. But but anyway, I want to show you this thing. This is my thing I got because I like I had this
little problem with like my my ears were all clogging. So, this has a camera on it. You just go in, you can see the camera. It's really gross, but when you go in, you can see everything. like my inside of my ears really hairy and there's a big blockage in there.
Summer if I if I if I I'm listening to other shows like if if I was if I listen to other shows I I it's always negative. It's like it's never nothing ever positive. It's always negative and I'm sitting right there like you know I don't announce myself always some and then but then sometimes I'll say things like on your show when random guy was
like oh psychi is just my like he'll I I own him for the next two months like I I really don't like the idea of anybody owning anybody. Also it's like a donation is supposed to be done with like love and sometimes for a purpose. It's not to be done to like try to own
control or make me make me your I mean, it's like it's like that. I mean, so I'm not it's not I'm not going to be right. Yeah. Well, J, you can like always hit me up if you are if you are um blocked or something. I'll always look at the lists for people and stuff. So
>> I'm I'm trying I'm trying
it's like but you know people I mean it's just like and then it's like people are kind of sheep sometimes in a way where this like if someone says something then everyone just believes it. It's like and then it's like it's like so effective to slander. That's why it's like illegal, right? because it's effective because it really can hurt reputations. It hurts which
basically hurts the business. Hurts everything. Like no one no one even asks for readings here anymore. Like I did one last night. The lady was like so thrilled. Like she's like, "Oh my god." She was this lady in Broa like loved it on TikTok. I'm getting messages. Oh my god, you told me this and this happened. Like it's like so I know I'm good. I'm
I'm getting the positive feedback, but it's like nobody wants to. Um I don't know.
But yeah, I did come just play the song and stuff like that. So, I'll play the song one more time and then I'll be back later. But thank you guys for being here. I love you guys. Hope you have a fun day. Here's the new song again. I'll see you later.
Well, in his stars and stripes parade, fish tacos on the table. Another wild charade. He's hitting on the straight men. Come on, lose that shirt. Meanwhile, Beta's on the hotline yelling
till it hurts. Pretty pa dodging like dodgeball in the gym. Canada dry off. Summer spunky flashing chaos on the feed. And here comes a porn bomb. Oh
Lord, we don't need. Welcome to the madness. Welcome to the show where the hard debate still no go. We're laughing through the trolls making gold out of hate. This is psyche awakens. We're never closing the gate.
His kitties purring with fuzzy bear stirring pots like he's cooking up a scare. Trucker rumbles in salmon's chasing views. DJ Electric cartoon face
breaking all the rules got the trolling game down to an art waiting in caling
free and Michael spirits here in every me
too We've turned the trolls into our own memoir. We've bent the rules. We've heard the damn crew still sing along.
We've gone too far. We've turned the trolls into our own memoir. We've bent the rules. We've heard thems All right. Who's got the fish tacos? And
why is Arthur still talking? Work on the first time.
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