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Browse era →welcome to the night the cards laid out the show star Shin is so bright watch The Secret sunfold there's magic in her hands whisper what the fure
HS dance to the mystery yeah yeah yeah so let the tarot move with the withm yeah yeah
yeah wo hearts in the balance every card an Open Door feel the romance in every Arcane L
Destiny inwin as the moon begins to soar dance to the mystery yeah yeah yeah so let the tarot move with the
rythm yeah yeah yeah W Crystal V and her gaze time can steal this moment BL on
certain dance we Chase with with love woven poent dance to the mystery yeah yeah yeah
soow let the tarot move with the Rhythm yeah yeah yeah
hello hold on I keep forgetting to take off the ball okay what's up guys here I am how's it looking today fix it okay there we go yeah how are you guys had fun night last
night I did some IRL for the first time on my stream I went to Whole Foods he took you guys with me it was fun it fun um I just need to figure out how to get my data working on my phone I don't know what's wrong with it maybe it's I used up all the data last month and it needs to reset I don't I don't know I paid for the new month and stuff so but as soon
as that happens then I'll be able to go like to the pier and like to the beach and I I to get a bathing suit now um maybe like a skimpy little maybe a spedo or something I would do that um I need to find board shorts or something like that um I just went to Noah's Bagels and I got a coffee and a pizza yeah it'll be fun it'll be like
even Whole Foods last night was fun what's up sweet pee how are you just went to Whole Foods and like I just went like picked up a couple beers and then went to the the uh the food counter and like picked up some foods and stuff I got um I got brussels sprouts I got um a turkey burger just the just the meat and the toppings on it and then um and I got
like this um cucumber tomato pepper salad it was really good let me see I ordered a vanilla cream cold brew it looks like it's a regular cold brew but I'm try it out it's actually got vanilla in it that's good maybe I maybe just a cold brew I didn't I should say cream cold
brew or something I like the cream cream when they had but it's good I don't like black coffee that much especially cold black coffee but I like to mix coffee I used to drink a lot of coffee like when when I was like um probably like 12 13 they had this I don't know if it was javala or something but they had this Co they
would send you coffee they'd send you a free coffee maker and then they' get you the coffee Club they send you like these really expensive like things of coffee every month but they give you a free coffee maker and the first coffee is free and stuff just like the Columbia house or the BMG you ever guys you ever do that it's like like you get 10 CDs or 12 CDs for a penny you pay for like $10 shipping when you get the first 12 CDs
it's awesome and then the next then you start getting CDs in the mail and they're like $20 each what's up Jay dog how are you yeah I'm pretty good the coffee is really good I have the pizza bagel to eat I got some cigars I got some drinks for tonight um I had an interesting night last night um I I'll I'll share some of it with you maybe in a little bit but kind of interesting
it's not maybe not everyone will um will will agree that it's like you know but I have fun last night um you know just me safe alone in the house but hey Lenor Lenor is trying to get the food the cat I just got the cats a big like 30 PB bag of food and they
plenty of wet food and water and here's Rudy over here Rudy's walking around how's everyone today happy Saturday yesterday was a great day and um let me just check my Discord see if anything is going on because I did just wake up like at 2: in
the afternoon I went out and ran some errands yeah looks like it's been quiet been quiet on my Discord any messages yeah okay I'm all good on Discord yeah so beening pretty good um it's
Saturday going to see who's uh who's around right now I didn't see like at Leisa is not on today I didn't see anybody on else on right now I know I don't see a lot of I have so many recommendations or I have so many subscriptions I have like 2,000
subscriptions so I don't really see oh thank you I don't really see um all the channels in my in my subscribe or get notifications it's too impossible to keep up what's up guys so yeah I think I got a really good pizza bagel today got like sometimes like there's something in there that
doesn't make it very good but uh this one's on aago bagel and then he put a lot of sauce on I like a lot of sauce a lot of cheese and pepperoni and cooked it and the coffee is really good one of the it's better I think it's better than Starbucks kind of and it's like way cheaper it's like Starbucks is like $7 a coffee this is like I think three 350 $4 so to closer
it's closer maybe I'll start getting coffee here but I got way back on coffee see here we're looking today a nice chat going on in the room how's everyone doing yeah I'm not sure about my cash up right now I'm just going to take down the banner it's just St been working so if
you if you guys do want to book a private reading um or um send a donation or anything like that um there should be well the link is in the description um just ask me and then I'll have to add it to the description if you're interested or hit me up on um on Discord too private reading
um yeah it's just like my cash up is just they've been like um cancelling every payment that people have made and so people have been trying to use I just don't want to frustrate anybody or like do anything with my account I just have to make sure it's fine before I start plugging it again but I'll try to put the description I'll put I'll put the link in my descript if I can in right now you
see more I edit that how do I edit the description for my channel edit okay see okay I got it I got it okay I'm adding my PayPal name to my
description in case you do want to acquire or book of personal reading I'm doing like $25 for about an hour and I'll take care care of all questions you have there you go so that's saved on my description and also it's it's on Discord just oneon-one on Discord um through video and stuff like that that's
the best way or I can do it through test our new cash app oh okay Nick Nick just send me a little Nick and then you test then you test the you test mine Nick when you when you get that catch out you test you test M you test mine right by sending me a few Books Okay no that's fine I don't know I don't s no like a joker tried to send me
um 20 bucks last night and it just said oh was canceled for my safety and then like someone was trying to send money for a reading yesterday and like it come saying it just canceled right away so I'm not trying to thank you thank you sweet pee I will have a good night because I'm gonna get this drink this coffee right now and I'm going to eat the
pizza Big Rob was on panel no cam first time okay well how what did he sound like did he sound like a Samoan guy whose panel is he on I've asked him a million times to come on mine but he no it is his first time so somebody else got to pop his panel Cherry but um yeah Big Rob you
know monies and Honeys yeah so yeah but I don't know about um about Big Rob um um I thought he was somebody else and people were telling me oh he's this other person it's I don't know if I'm starting to think that there's like just like a bunch of people that have the same personality or something like that the same like I don't know but he didn't came up that's kind of suspicious you
can always like how does the moment St hey what's up man no that's Jamaicans okay I'm sorry that's very bad um hi I miss swu I you know you ever see um do you ever see 98 fiance there's this um this woman named Kanani she has a sister named Kini and like she her dad is Samoan and her mom is like um I think
Hispanic but I think they're a Mormon family and then um and then she went so colani went to like when she was like 27 I think she said she went to Samoa and then like a SW was her tour guide and he was like you know just breaking Coconuts on the rocks and just running around in his little skirt and you know with no shirt and just like you
know having fun and stuff and then uh and so then she she lost her virginity to him like when she was like 27 and then then I think she got pregnant or something or she came back home and was pregnant I'm not sure but then so she she flew him out to live with her and stuff like that and when they go to the airport he go he he does a I think I called the Haka he does a Haka dance or
he does some kind of Samoan traditional dance he likes the Samoa Girl Scout cookies yeah I don't know if it's related to the Samoa like maybe they are I've heard of those I like the what's I like the those uh you know everyone like the Thin Mints of the I I'm not big that make into chocolate mint like that but I like the uh the biscuit ones they had some kind
of biscuit cookies like and they I like the uh the cream build like they they like a vanilla cream I think big to is on Fearless Soul Fearless Soul this Fearless Soul Channel okay well if you are you on my Discord Nick you have to like um if you can like let me know about exciting exciting developments in the in the in the panel verse or the anybody else too you can give me tips
say go to this panel go to this panel I'll do not the snicker doodles it's like the snicker doodles I know I like the ones that I think they're like ones are like the Oreo knockoffs I think and the other ones are like the bisc ones they're like they're kind of they're not they're not Snicker noodles they're biscuits they're more of like a vanilla I don't know what I I haven't had girl
cookies in a long time they sometimes sell them around here it's like I just hey what's up Nancy how are you sometimes sell them around here um and it's just like I kind of like I'm kind of like you don't do Discord okay I understand that a little but you can um always um post on my community wall or something like that and tag me in a post or something like that or um you know if Nick wants my private phone number I'll
probably give it to him but it's okay guys yeah I'm getting a lot of I'm getting a lot more you know lot of messages on my phone and a lot it's like getting exciting it's like kind of like you know Bea sent me some me some cool pictures today of like she's like you're gonna look like this in 15 years or something like that and it's like this really I think it's a huge Jackman maybe with his cats at home or some AI thing with my I'm not sure it
kind of it kind of looks like me um but yeah it was really sweet um she picked me she these and it was like this you know this guy with his cats and like he looks a little bit older than me but he's still probably pretty goodl looking so it's okay you don't have to do Discord my Discord is kind of like been very quiet lately I I let Janet and uh a few other mods few other people like I
just like let them have at it at one night I like just take you know just clean it up and like half the people were removed and so about H Jackman I like maybe that's why she likes me she has this everyone was like I look like autistic Wolverine okay sweet pee I know it's it's not a bad I know you know there's been just there's some some drama there too but it's like now it's calm down it's just very quiet it's also I like my
Discord you can do the free call what's up ba I was telling I was just telling everyone I got I woke up and I turn on my phone and there were these really cute pictures I was like is that he Jackman and it's like he's he's sitting around like in his house with you know dressing really nicely with his cats all around I was like and you're like that's in 15 years it's very
sweet kisses guys look what I have today this a cool coffee cup
too I didn't know well I didn't know there's a secret VA I thought you like you jack yeah but that's what I've been told like I like like but people say autistic Wolverine they don't say Hugh Jackman they say autistic Wolverine and I don't know if that's a compliment or not it's better than Mr Rogers I suppose Mr Rogers is a
nice looking man um it's better than well I like kind of like you have a migraine some coffee this is a cold brew from um Einstein Bagels I also like Starbucks once in a while but this was like you know four bucks instead of this is that's poor I know well okay so if you go on like adult websites okay they
they'll have like a section it will say for women and it will be like an adult movie that'll be like you know there'll be nudity and stuff but it will be like very romantic very have you ever seen this it's like these it's like pouring from women and it's like just like the guys just like oiling up and like you know bringing roses to women and kissing and Mak it's like so different than the
regular the regular adult movies right it's like but and it's kind of like I was like oh it's for women so gay people like it it's kind of like not hardcore enough for guys I don't know okay also I'll tell I'll share a story guys um I I've dip my toe and like doing
adult video like not like not like solo videos right I'm just like talking about webcam stuff okay and so I'll just say I did it recently okay I just want to try it out okay and to see I just was in the mood okay so I got approved for the site right and submitted my ID and everything okay so
they won't tell you when I did this it was recently it was recently and so I went on and um and then people will come in I don't know if they have my sound on or anything people come in and out of the room you'll see it but it was like really like Fast where it was like a lot of people were coming in I was like well that's a lot of people like especially just for you know I'm like oh just little old me there's like people there
that are just like tattooed hunks like they're doing double like I don't know there's like there's like group scenes and stuff like that so I was like okay I'll just try they just see how it goes you know I just I'm not shy or anything but you know the people in the room they were like I think they were all women it's like I don't or else they're just saying they're women but they were like
making they were like women I don't know it's like like I think I might be more appealing to women than to Men I'm not sure it was weird though and then there was like some guy was like oh I want you to do my girlfriend and like I don't know like this guy was like talking I
was like what's going on and then people were say oh my my P SS Y is so like I was like oh it it was shocking like the people that were commenting and then I started getting tips like again I was like you know sure it's not like mean for my first time like doing that like been I did it like maybe one time a couple times like 15 years ago or something like that okay
but like just to get yeah to get TI I got I started getting like someone kept tipping like five tokens maybe figure out what website five at a time and so for five times and it was like and they were like it was a woman and it was like so it was interesting so I don't know if I'll ever like if you like really are interested in seeing me do that it's like I'm not shy and stuff and it's like
this is not it's not a paid website or anything it's just like just tip based and stuff like that but if you are interested I'm not going to share it here or say the website here you can go in Discord and ask me there and I'll tell you my name on the other website but and you know you can I don't care who watches I don't care but um yeah it might be too much of me might might be it might be like a little if you want
to see and I'm G to try to keep it pretty fully clothed over here I'll save I'll save my parties know I got out the oil not last okay last night I got out the oil and stuff and but you know it was it was cool it was like it was fun um yeah last night I I did yeah
if you're interested in seeing that like yeah I know yeah it's like I try to um well it's like I've been through you know a lot of hazing a lot of like roasting a lot of teasing and I've been through a lot of stuff right thank you so but that's that and it's like you
know it's like you don't it's like you don't it doesn't cost anything it's like all free this this website which is kind of like okay wow it's like cuz I'm sure a lot of people are just there watch and I I've watched for free I don't think I've ever donated tokens on that website maybe now I now I have some so now I can donate some but um um and it's just like basically just kind of for fun but maybe we'll turn
into something like you know a little extra income Source that'd be cool I don't know but I think like a lot of people there are on it for a long time and it's like you know there's people like you have to have for me you have to have like kind of like a liking for like skinny guys yeah I did I did so I got so I think the same person took me five tokens five times you think you El love me yeah but like guys like I say I like
I'm honest I'm honest and everything like I'll tell and I'm not embarrassed like you know it's like I'm just like I don't think there's anything wrong with I don't have a Moral Moral thing and and maybe people will here and they're like oh you know but it's like you know Oliver you're gonna you're going to check out my my handle's hunky Hunky hunky guy or something boy I'm not
sure yeah but you know what else is like I looked pretty it's like I was pretty impressed I look pretty good on camera like because it's like you know I'm looking at my tablet and seeing you you see myself and I was like you know I was I was like I still got something there I still like you know I I'm not like you know there's all different kinds of people looking there and it's like some are very good-looking some are not so
good-looking almost everybody gets some people in but I I just had like a lot of people coming in in the room last night and for my first time it was like Wow testicles wants to make me straight for a night yeah I I I was I've been straight for a night a few few times
but I've hot thank you so much yeah so that was it was interesting um it was a good experience um you know it's like I just don't you know some to be careful with those like people can clip it and like you know they can like the next thing I know I'm on horn pornh Hub and stuff and not getting any tips from that those videos and stuff so hopefully it's not be like it's you know
they're not not like pirating my party my work and like you know basically it's basically free to watch anyway and so you might as well let let me I know how to deal with the female I don't know I I was I was kind of like driving like a kind of unfamiliar car and then like the radiator started
leaking I'm not sure no um yeah I I I did okay you can't well I don't know Oliver a guest let's say hello to Our Guest okay uh oh hold on guys I don't know about
this okay hold on now I know oh okay I know who it is
now Nick Nick could do this on he could he could do this and he could just do this on that website and he would be getting tips and like you know I have to do a little bit more to get people excited there we go we're having the little you're rolling is Tire
today yeah what if it's like what if it's like the car remember Night Rider with Michael what was his name Michael Landon or something like that and he was like he just um I'm just going to mute you but we're going to stay watching you yeah so Michael he's like hello David or Michael his name is Michael or D or something like that and he's like hello and his car would talk to him that's the kind of car I need
right don't tell I know maybe it's good you know ni I mean it's like really it's like I was like well IID just be like sometimes I'd just be doing this without a camera there and then it's like not on and then it's like then I'm there's no tips there's like no benefit and everything and it's like then like being able to like have people and talking to you in the room and stuff like that and it's like and everyone's like really
like saying nice things and like wow it just really flattering why does Nick think we want to watch this I don't well I like it I like Nick flipping the
tire I wish there was a way to zoom right in right it's okay he'll he'll he'll move it closer over here yeah these tires are heavy I think they're like 250 PBS 300 lb they tractor tires right he's wearing his he's wearing his um his red white American flag bathing
suit or shorts or something like that God Bless America
guys it's okay I'll watch him yeah is a good exercise you have to get closer Nick can't we see like a little bigger in the distance okay well I'll just I'll put I'll just put myself back on too okay I'm watching you Nick we can all keep an eye on him he's like exhibition I'm kind
of I'm kind of exhibitionist too where it's like but I was always like so shy and like I think oh I'm so skinny like I'm so like white pale and skinny and stuff but now I like I like took off my shirt and I was like wow I have my tattoo on my chest and it looks really good and I my tattoos on my arms Nick used to be a female I would not be surprised okay yeah I I I just like look good and it's like I was like I just
look good on the camera and stuff but it's I'm not sure not everyone's cup of tea like some people would go right in the room and then leave right away a lot of people were like come in and they stayed the whole time almost um I don't know I wanted to keep it I kind of wanted to keep the show go like keep it going a long time but then it's like when I get tired it's like I'm like okay that's why I just ended it but um I did a nice probably hour or something on
it are you here ah ah ah Lenor Lenor L she CLA my leg she just like came up with my leg with her claws up Nick used to be a female yeah well let's not make ACC we don't know I don't want to trans investigate Nick says prick Johnson I didn't know if it was Nick I said it said prick John I was like uh oh
what is this but it's prick John okay so how's everyone doing nice 18 people in the chat yeah so also I would say you know like not I'd say if you guys are there's like some kind of extra you know ex you you need extra income like pretty fast I would say without you know blowing blowing
everything out and just doing on your own solo I say do solo stuff right I'd say that it's a good it's a good way to make make a few books I think right if you're like you know but then but then everyone has like this moral thing against it I'm already like you know I'm already out of morals of you know America you know you know out of
just being gay alone so so gays can get away with things other people can't maybe but there are a lot of people on there like I know there's a guy um his name is um what's his name well he has a it's called his name is Shan Sean gatz he's really goodlooking he like a tattoo artist and he like tattooed his face he tattooed
his eyeballs his eyeballs and stuff um he's tattooed his P wiener and his Chad and stuff but um and he had an only fans and he made a million dollars like or over a million dollars in a year on his only fans just like and it's like so it's like you know guys are like you know there's a lot of straight guys like there's a lot of gay men like I I don't know I just had a lot of women in my
chat last night it was like a lot of women on my only fan so I don't know if I'm just more appealing to women and stuff I didn't know women were really like like that like CU they were like talking like like men and stuff being very and it's interesting May didn't think I'm straight I don't know I really didn't have any tags set up at all it was just like I just I Disappeared yeah the
sandwich shop um yes it's the gas he a he has a truck a food truck have I tried only fans uh like because yeah I mean I haven't tried it I mean because it's so confusing when I look for other people's only fans I look for some other people and then it's like yeah it's not a bad price um you know it's like is I I haven't had such demand I don't think for my I need I need like some my demands right you
watch his lives yeah he's a really nice guy he has a he has a cool girlfriend um or Beyonce or something like that and like they sit on a food truck and like they have he's a really good um cook Sandwich Artist and stuff and he has a really cool body modification yeah he yeah he he was and and her only fans is their coup's one and then he has his own and he started
it before before her and stuff like that they have a couple's one and then always on their show everyone's like what's the only fans what's the only fans it's linked up there in their in their description but they don't and and uh they made a lot of money off of it I think they they bought the whole food truck and stuff yeah well who's this who's
Jenna haven't got permission yet for what are you talking to me Arman yeah his wife is yeah his wife is beautiful his um it's his wife okay yeah I think she's like I thought she was aric but I think she's maybe Hispanic or something like that and then it's like she wears these like little booty shorts
when she's on the food truck and she always bending over and everyone's like yeah yeah and it's like his name is Sean or it's called gatz Deli but it's his name is Sean gats gatz and uh he's really he's really hot he's I mean they're nice it's like their chat is like so popular and
fast oh yeah oh so here's what's funny okay so Alisa yesterday we were talking about um permission from someone's mother okay so I don't know if you're talking about Chris Hall or whatever for okay but listen to this so Alisa had this guy out I think um she would take him out but he's he's slow I think he's in his late 20s maybe he's in his 30s but he's he's a little bit slow but he's really like I don't know if this is the same guy but
he was like singing he could like imitate like any like singer and stuff like that he was like he he was brilliant in his own way and stuff but then he was like kind of like you were kind of like little bit out of it but um so she was like so yesterday she is trying to get trying to get people on her show so she was she called tan mom tan mom was not feeling well or something so tan mom said no then she call then she gets a call call from this
guy and he's like hold on let me put my mom on the phone and the mom's like hello and the mom's like well I want to be if he goes out with you I need to be there supervising and it's like you can tell like the mom does not like want I was like I was like the mom doesn't want her her son around wild women alone with Alisa and like you know Lisa is giving giving a you know you know buying
alcohol and stuff like for every you know but it's like you know people are like oh you're exploiting mentally no it's not she's really she's really sweet people and stuff like that did you see that who is prick Johnson it's just Nick Johnson with the the P in front of his name but it was so cute like the mom was and his mom was like so cute she was like oh and yeah okay so Jenna Shay has a pretty successful only fans yeah I
mean it's like I would just be afraid that I'd have like one subscriber so I I don't I don't even know I just like I just I need if I get because I go into some chats where they're like What's the only fans so it's like there's people that are like so attracted to the host and stuff like that that they think they have only fans okay so it's like but I haven't gotten everyone saying oh Jenna miscavage yeah heard of David M scavage
I don't know that's Scientology or something am I right or am I wrong David Miss cavage oh so I don't I wonder if she's involved with Scientology I know that's the name of the guy David Miss cavage it's like Tom Cruz's like worship or something like that
bronze bir is Golden Girl yeah time oh time to shave getting time to shave again yeah look it's only been two weeks remember I got like two weeks ago I had I got a shave and this is two weeks growth already what happens in two weeks now I look like you know I don't have um I don't have a razor I need to get razor thank you uh yeah I'm not going to really
comment on that because like I just think they they can be scary you're welcome I have an awesome only fan I do awesome thank you maybe I would yeah like I'm actually like okay so I would I like bought that book Dianetics when I was a kid and stuff like that it was very hard to read very impossible you're supposed to like learn all the language and there's a million all these words that are just common to that and so IID read it and then it's like and then I I
called like the number on it and like I talked to the I was like 10 years old or something they sent me books and stuff like that they sent me more books and they sent me but I got on a mailing list and I kept getting like okay I don't sh thank you Bron but they they I get on their mailing list and we get phone calls all the time oh so it's like and then I used to watch these videos of
former former people from that church and everything and they would like if they left they when they get audited and stuff they like tell their whole like life story all their dirty secrets and stuff and so when they leave the people will go protest outside their house and say oh this person did this this person did that like they're evil and stuff it's like it's like it's kind of crazy are you kissing me nor
here it also was kind of funny like last night or yeah when I whenever I was doing that that that webcam show U the cats kept jumping up on the couch and I had to keep pushing the like put the cats up and then and then like Lola was like you could just see her in the back of the camera like she was just peeking just
watching what is this Terror Destroyer is now advertising for my show please do not spam a nice have a nice Terror Destroyer I don't think I don't know this is this is this is that's that's not my typical where'd you get that from I don't know you can leave teror Destroyer I don't care terorist doesn't really bother me she just like she sometimes she
sometimes is funny in the chat what is Nick doing that's we said we said we have like three quotes like where's beta where's psyche and what is Nick doing those are like the three top three comments on my show oh something's Haram on Saturday what's Haram I I know what Haram means but what is Haram what what is Haram on
Saturday you know Haram is like unclean unclean or something like that and like you have to bless meat so the meat is Haram not Haram not Haram and it's like I learned from from 90day fiance a little bit because they had people from Morocco and Tunisia and um turkey and
um other countries right yeah are you feeling better be I know B had I'm like a little bit congested this week you know but I'm feeling okay are you feeling good beta I know B had a like a flu you love the show I I do too I love that's what I I got started on like YouTube lives I mean I would watch um I would watch tarot live tarot and I would
be like a lot of tarot for a while but then I was like and I was also last year I early last year I was on panels for a while I I was go I go on different panels and then I like left all these panels and then I like went started my channel and went to different panels why are I live so early um it's not too early it's 3:30
it's like I just um woke up I just picked up some food I'm sitting here just drinking coffee right now I I know sometimes I'm so drunk like by by the time it's like 700 p.m. I'm already drunk and stuff like that and and so I like to have like a little silver silver stream I just couldn't wait to talk to you guys either you makes a vegetarian walk with
bacon for B uh oh be watch out Ilia is trying to get you to eat
bacon yes you can join Crucible ghost but you know you know know the rules and stuff and so just be respectful you're welcome anyone is welcome to join like you know I'm going to do like the like the people that porn bomb though it's like um like cuted oh look at
this everyone salute the flag yeah let's all get along guys we want to I know it's been there's so many people like um so many relationships like you know and there's I know there's I talked to people and they said oh I was told you know your your chat's toxic or your chat's dangerous and all this kind of stuff and like
and
Hello Ghost how you doing buddy good how are you today good good early night you had an early night or I having an early night mean we usually don't talk till it's like 2: amm my time oh it's 2 am oh wow you're like an you're like no it's
not now I said I'm saying that we usually don't talking Us 2 am okay yeah um it's not yeah people are afraid yeah so yeah I'm not sure yeah I'm not sure like you know but it's like you know you know hopefully I just want to keep people feeling safe protected in this chat too and stuff like that I don't want people to be it's like you know there's there's going to be people
that are like you know that like leave like especially people with sometimes like other tarot readers that have more I say familyfriendly or like you know they have more like you know like my Show's kind of crazy can get kind of crazy it's a little wild and it's different and stuff like that but I hope that I keep people safe happy I think I've had a had some some some better
shows recently like it's just like you know where it's like you know had a nice big what what does safe mean safe means that you can like just like you know feel free to express yourself and feel free to like be who you are and like as long as you're like not hurting anybody or like or like trying to hurt the channel and stuff like that and also that you're not going to be targeted and stuff like that just because if you're on the channel and stuff like that so it's like you know I don't like people when
they're like oh well you can't be friends with this person you can't go to this show and like you know I like I'd like to you know I'll make my own decisions who be friends with and stuff like that but you know get get crazy so I had well I had one question though okay let's just say an uh somebody else they gave me a ter reading and I really
appreciate it it was last night actually and uh the card they brought up was uh what's that one where they mean harm um it's the uh can't think of it now were they what were they doing on it it means harm the card means harm means harm okay so was it was it a sword is it a major card or was it like one of
the I think there was a sword I think there was a sword on that is there is it a heart with like or was it 10 swords in someone's back or is it a heart with three swords in it those are like the most I think it was the three swords yeah Three of Swords so yeah harm you mean harm it means heartbreak or stabbed in the heart a few times and stuff like that um yeah basically what it tells me
is like there's been a a huge heartbreak and maybe trauma and stuff like that I always say you can always like pull the swords out your heart can heal and things like that and also like the swords can represent words and so it could be something someone said it could be something someone made you think and stuff like that we can do this to ourselves and stuff like that so that's what this the swords can be very sharp you know but they can also like you know
they can cut cut ropes and stuff like that and they can they can like stear away cobwebs and stuff right like I have another question though so like uh we're reading the cards right there's uh three swords in the heart correct yeah but you just said we can pull the swords out I mean where did where do the where do those cards get their like uh Power from if we're allowed to pull them out I mean
well what I'm saying is like allowed to pull them out pull out the swords you know so it's like but I'm saying like swords is like that's like that's like the swords have been put there by somebody but we all been through heartbreak and stuff like that you know we all we all had our hearts broken about something right our the point is our heart heals and stuff like that but it's like if we like it's like it's kind of like if we leave in like the the thing that's hurting them or like we continue to like let the people throw swords at us and stuff like that then
it's like going to be harder to heal the healing will be slower and stuff so it's like we really need to like listen like take care of like how we take words because words like sword is like the word word with an s in front of it right and so so words are can be swords like right I don't know I didn't pull the card man the card was pulled for me so I don't know who's operating tarot reading
I don't know who I don't know whoever you want to pick but you're saying that we should basically play whoever's doing that so we should be able to pull the swords out I mean the car was already that's Destiny that's like pre- Destiny well I no say I usually say okay maybe it could mean maybe you'll have your heart broken in the future maybe maybe maybe it's a warning about something I'm saying more likely it's like you had
your heart broken already and that's why there's other cards that are like on defensive they have these wands around them they put these walls around them or they they'll be blindfolded and stuff like that um but I would say it's not like predicting anything it's saying there's been heartbreak and it's like but you know one it's basically the the tenis swords is like the worst it's like being stabbed in the back and stuff like that the three of swords is more about
you've had your heart broken and stuff like that and I I always believe that we can heal from heartbreak that's like pulling a card saying that you might get your heart broken but um wouldn't you agree that like 99 point something per of people get their heartbroken so that the T the tarot the Tarot deck there's every single card is going to
have some relation to some part of your life right it's like because it's it's a story of life like ter it's like the the to tarot comes from the word Torah right and so it's like it also is called like the keys of TH or something like that and and like that's the first Tarot deck especially Egyptian you know and there's a th Tarot deck too and stuff like that but there's going to be either a spiritual meaning like to the card
there'll be an Earthly meaning I mean it's like it depends on like how like the reader can interpret things like their own way and they like a lot of tarot card read are channelers and they'll also be intuitive and also notice specific details that like I always like will notice different things about the cards when I read for different people and I'll point out those details I notice when I'm talking to that person and it's like 90% of the time they'll be like whoa okay that that makes a lot of sense that think that's
like something specific um but yeah it's like also I'll say also you know carot um you can take it seriously you can take it for as entertainment purposes only you know it's not medical advice it's not like you know mental health advice um it's actually but it's just like kind of like you know there's psychiatrist and there's life coaches and stuff like that
like tarot is on more of the life coaching more of the it's it's almost like um your a bartender or a hairdresser or somebody that you can like you know you talk to these people and they're like almost like amateur therapists because they just like know a lot of people and they've been through like all these people's stories and stuff like that people tell them everything and so and so they'll sit there and so sometimes people with getting tarot reading they just want to
talk about something or they want to hear or they feel like they're in the dark about something they want a little bit of light shown on it it's not like this is your destiny this will happen whatever I think our Destinies up to ourselves and whether either up to ourselves or ourselves and God and stuff like that right and so um so I I'm not going to say oh this will happen 100% like you know we all we
can always change our dat and fate and destiny these are debatable topics too like free will over determinism and all these philos philosophical things but my belief is like I'm that's why in the Bible it says no fortune tell like fortune telling so I don't believe I'm doing like the fortune telling I believe I'm doing more of the ex examining the
things in the subconscious or examining past um and current energies for how best to proceed for the Future Okay so oh he's gone okay well Crucible ghost thank you I hope I did um yeah hope I uh answered your question we got Nick here anybody else want to
hop on the panel and say hi hope everyone's doing good I really like this coffee today this is my vanilla coldw from Einstein Bagels I like logo too Einstein Bagels looking through like little Bagels like I think it's like Illuminati Bagels
right they're kind of going like this I put some trousers on yeah Nick is out there in his red so I saw this thing with Logan Paul and Jake Paul and it's like this guy sewer King does this um does these um shows about like KSI Jake Paul and he was always saying like Jake Paul is gay and and he's really funny
but Jake Paul and like Logan Paul were like saying oh we're we're gonna have a fight together a wrestle they're like this is going to be erotic and they're like when are we G to go from Brothers to lovers and then then he's holding up the and I just thought about that because he's holding up these boxer shorts and they're these red white and blue boxer shorts hey so I had the aago
Bago I think I had my aago bagel um man I think I got the pizza bagel on an aago bagel yeah so I'm doing good today Lenor is over there Lenor is over there over there here we
go see I bet Nick has that build he has that he like this great great build I you know he's playing basketball there's a chatter Bundy was around like six years he was schi mask mod in season one beat him met him in real life he hasn't typed or been seen since yeah so I met C I
didn't meet ski mask Andy in person I just came across a show one night after hearing like Saint had made a prank phone call where he's like H he called him blunt sponsor hi this is ski mask Andy and I'm looking for free blunts I just like to smoke blunts on the stream I can't remember the exact voice he did but he did a really funny imitation so I found ski Mas Andy and then I was like
typing in his chat before and it's like I I was banned like very very quickly so Al Bundy no one seen him in six years okay I'm sorry about that ba and the last person that saw him was was be well he's probably buried in her yard now I'm just
kidding maybe buried in my yard Nick's parents are the watching at the window and wondering what drugs he's on today
you can see them I can see them in the window like what is he doing now you imagine like his parents walking to the bathroom at night and they go through this like this blackl room with like all these masks and dolls and things spread everywhere and it's like an art project right everything's glow they're like walking through is
like just glowing the tire guy that's Nick that's Nick
Johnson Nick yeah so having a nice day I'm enjoying this coffee I got a few um I got a Twisted Tea to drink later so I I'll start drinking maybe at four or five but I'm having a nice uh it's a nice day yeah but I had a nice uh nice long sleep last I think I went to sleep the sun was kind of coming up so maybe 6:00 in the
morning 5 in the 600 in the morning when I went to sleep and then um I woke up at like 2: in the afternoon today we got pizza Bagels um and the coffee and some drinks
and cigars and cat food yeah HK um it was raining yesterday it was this morning or last night it was raining yes yesterday morning it was it was raining and then it was kind of overcast today's a nicer day it's a nicer day yeah I think we have North Koreans in the in the um in the chat sometimes I know but I know we had some guy from Israel the other night typing
Hebrew we had we have North Korea I'm in just not sure if they're really from North Korea you know it's like I don't I don't know if my Show's allowed there might be banned in North Korea I'm not sure I don't know if they have American YouTube shows but this is making me really patriotic
though so yeah I like big big Pat so like I like Pat like P that's like psyche awakens tarot is Pat and so if anyone ever gets a tattoo of my show you can just put
P yeah I don't know what's wrong with my my everything's been going wrong with like the internet lately it's like um like I can't my dat is not working my phone my cash app is not working I did by the way guys I posted my um my my PayPal on my description right and so that's also an alternative but I know
it's like you know people have one or the other usually so but I am I am I did a a private reading yesterday it was like um I did like about an hour um for 25 bucks and I read was went through a bunch of cards a lot of cards answered questions yeah like it was really really
cool yeah and he was doing this the other week he did it for like two hours oh look he just kicked the ball or was that a bird or a ball yeah there's a trampoline there this this is like he's like a big kid you know got he's got his
trampoline cool house though it's a cool little nice property just imagine like they had this beautiful lawn and then do you know anyone who's a medium yeah I know many like and I think um well it's like you know be baa is a medium like you know she she does a different style of
readings through like her her diary and her poetry and I love that and then um Prairie pagee is a medium um and she's done a channeling of deceased people before and then that I know um you know and and I know a lot of Terror readers and like I think Terror readers and I think all women are mediums you know and all men too can be you know I think women are more receptive and so it's
like I think the more feminine you're in touch with your feminine side the more receptive you'll be the messages and things like that yeah he might be for the Pogo Pogo to yeah he's like it's John Wayne Johnson Nick Wayne Johnson instead of John Wayne gasy look at him he's doing cartwheels now
I like when he would he would like cartwheel into the the tire and stuff how's everyone doing what did G7 say it was funny Nick's doing a chest move killing all the grass so he doesn't have to mow his parents grass this summer exactly right
guys yeah well in t that's why I do that's why I on my show you can come in like any day and say can I have um can I have some cards and for free I'll do you know I'll do it probably three minute reading you know and I'll but I I go fast on my readings but it's like you know I I was able like like yesterday this the reading I was doing like the
longer reading it was very detailed and it's it's like I got a lot like I can do like very long detailed readings too right but you know me my mind's working really fast I'm trying to like get everyone um in this in the chat reading and stuff like that so but also um I I will do it fast too like I'll I'll like probably I can whenever you're like
ready for the reading like a private reading I'll you can just just email me I'll do it within a few hours you know or whenever we can whenever you want to talk you know you can do it on the phone we can do it through Discord um video chat or we can do it through FaceTime um or just on the phone or I can make you a video too Al bunny says hi
NorCal I talked to one medium and she was right on oh yeah well there's a lot yeah there's a lot of great me like a lot of great um readers on YouTube like a lot of people just do like you know I like the live readings you know like when they do live readings but it's very can be very like a lot of information coming from for a lot of people and stuff like that but I found some like there's this lady Nam Queen of Pentacles
tarot you can look her up um she does these really long Collective readings and like but then it will like a lot of it will hit for me and like um there's a one named australa 5D you know I know a lot I know a lot of other a lot of other you like to speak the decease yeah too much d on that lawn maybe good times should take a lesson yeah D DDT yeah that lawn is that lawn
is dead Nick is Nick is mowing the lawn or preventing himself from having to mow the lawn later little I need but yeah I need to I I need to get like a cute like little bathing suit like that like like um for I can go to the beach and stuff like that do IRL I'm thinking of like I don't know if
I go if I'm going to do much of more of the the webcamming but maybe I'll get get some like like little wife beaters or like I don't know like like little maybe I'll start like working out more or something like that and again know I don't know I think I looked pretty good I think I looked pretty good last night would I yeah I I'll wear one but
it's like you know okay so I used to like I used to um be in Junior Lifeguards okay and so Junior Lifeguards you had to like take a swim test before to get accepted basically I think you had to swim like a minute D had four laps across like the Olympic sici pool and like in like a minute and a half or something like that and it was like I would it took me a
long time I would just be so slow at swimming you know and I I would never and then it's like then finally like I just like got motivated and I learned I got really fast and I started being being able to to pass the thing but you would have to be in a speedo when you were on the swimming training and so I was I was I was in Speedos doing that and stuff like that um cuz
you swim faster right but have we seen psyche's cheeks by the way quite skinny right right but I'm it's skinny but it's like I'm kind of like U I don't know I was I was impressed I I was like I like okay on the camera I know it's like I have a do but
uh yeah he saids no I haven't yeah so if anyone wants to uh if anyone is interested in like seeing that you know it's like it's it's free and stuff like that you can and it's you can go but you have to like just hit me up on dis Discord about it and let me know personally okay hold
on hey buddy hey what's up Oliver yeah I just want to say a lot of people I think a lot of people maybe they haven't been exposed to um like performance art and so there's a lot you could read into this this is is clearly like he's got the America short so he's said he's
making a political statement about maybe America ticking on more than they should um it's also an allegory to uh Copus you know the Greek the Greek god that would roll the ball up the mountain every day and then it rolls back down he's got to do it again forever so it's like uh you do stuff in life that that
just take up your your time and energy and never get you anywhere okay right right uh and also always flipping a big old tire around MH I know there's there's a lot you can yeah so this is Art it's per can be performance it could have like and it can mean any of that it can mean he might have a different meaning it's like that's what beautiful about art is everyone has their own interpretation of it and stuff
like that but it is like I I think it's like I think all a lot of what he does is like a beautiful performance and like probably more meaning to it than it might it looks like at first and stuff like that you know so it's it's just interesting it's like maybe I I just I even even if you take it eye candy he's just a sexy guy rolling around a tire that's like that's but yeah also like
you know Copus like yeah he did like push the thing up the mountain and it roll down but you know he had really nice arms and stuff like that and he was actually like probably pretty popular in Hell or whatever because he was probably like all buff from Rolling that rock up the hill all day so maybe he like he like I hope I'm popular in Hell well yeah it's like you know they
say they say what do you go you go heaven for heaven for something hell for company I forgot how the saying goes no all the all the good music is going to be in hell so that's where we're that's where we be yeah it's like yeah you know the music has very Lucifer like a like aliser
Crowley is basically probably the founder of modern day music like um just because where was he he was from England then they started the tabis talk institute around that time and it was like and then he was and he predicted like it would be like music would be like the way to like for people to become like li like Li liberal or whatever he even has a book called liberal it's called
liberal so I don't know if it's like that a political message in there or something like that but um yeah Crowley um basically predicted like the modern rock and roll he's like people are going to be doing sex drugs in rock and roll he was way ahead of his time and everything with that he was doing that like the 1800s he was being bisexual and he was experimenting with drugs and partying and stuff like that and doing
the magic thing the ult and he brought all the secret society teachings out for his own societies he basically you know but he but he wrote A lot of the stuff too he's also he was initiated into masonry in Mexico and so into Freemasonry and so um so the modern day Masons will say oh he's not really he's not like initiated because they I don't
know but it's like yeah he was in Mexico and stuff and know that's just as official as as any it's like a worldwide thing you know but they'll try to say oh he was initiated in Mexico so it didn't count and stuff like that no he and he also he was in the Golden Dawn I think he took over the Golden Dawn and then he just took all the materials there put brought it to the Otto his own
organization and uh then he did the thma thing and uh and then you know an Anton La based a lot of the Church of Satan teachings on some of aler Crowley's work um Gerald Gardner basically um but like I don't know if he plagiarized or just was heavily influenced by Crowley because they have all these all the all
the wick stuff is basically like the Lima just slightly written slightly a different way but it's very similar and so yeah that sto um orange with the tire did he finally find a home U usually black women wear animal print beaks okay beo will come at one day Chris came up
one day at Chris K Devil in Disguise yeah banana hammock leopard panties differently sorry guys I'm missing I bet psych was po popular speed look lot lot as Peter lot OS Peter gazers okay is Estonia well I miss a lot of comments guys oh the Raiders
owner okay sorry sorry I missed your comments guys yeah I'm just having nice conversation with Oliver how's everyone doing so how's your night Oliver how's your weekend going I had no weekend I had to work I have no weekend in weekend you're not not are youing just have weeks that
go for step Days Seven day long weeks right yeah sucks well and that's what we that's like almost like the cispus thing too is like sometimes we have these jobs and it's like we just work and work we do the same tasks over and over and then we just repeat it repeat it repeat it feels like we're not going anywhere that was
problem with my one of my last jobs is like there was just like I could work do the best job I could and that was just expected but it's like there's no way for advancement no other position no higher position I can go to and so it kind of like it's a little frustrating and stuff so yeah noral Raps like he talks normally I saw no different okay yeah
NorCal and be La rap yeah I want to do like um stuff in my Discord we can have like um we can play music on the Discord and stuff like that so we can do after after parties and stuff like that also my backup Channel I might be able to so I'm not playing on monetizing it I might be able to do like some song nights and stuff on that but I just want to figure out or maybe I'll figure out the TTS on
one of these channels and then um people can like send for songs and me messages on the screen and stuff like that I think I will get monetized soon um and so then I'll be able to like do the Super Chat thing and stuff like that okay what's this
one okay I already told you this one is it Metallica no or is it is it it's a rap song from like the I don't know is that one of those slower than that it's like it's a big moment in the song It's a big big moment in the song it
goes not like Terminator Terminator goes it's not oh yeah i' been caling in the air someone said reminded meall very good bad boy Breeze all right
yeah teaching this is what I do what I was called To Earth thank you I like I used to like STP too the Temple of the Dog is that what they had what's going on here Nick Nick is doing this he just he just put the camera on the
dirt was carefully watch watching yeah yeah so there he is at his happy trail oh wow you can see his dick rot kicking around his ball this americ for opening all our third eyes and our brown
eyes and all of our eyes and uh have a really good stream thank you Oliver great talking to you laters okay later thank you Johnson is ready to g hi
guys any comment on um uh any comment on that no no it it wasn't um you know I I I just was honest with her it's I don't care if she shared my text message to her or whatever it's
like all I said was like you know um that I had to remove her as the co-host of the streamyard but she's still welcome on the show and you know and then it's like you know it's okay Met George once at up
Venice be as a tiny little man who George Michael oh yeah George Michael right
marle look at
this yeah yeah me too I'm glad yeah it's like um yeah it was kind of like you know it was like I know that everything could have been resolved you know like time but it's like I was just ready to I it's like I have such good momentum right now with the channel and stuff like
that yeah well yeah it's like you know it's like we can all we can all we all have our you know we can all have our teams and we can all you know support each other and stuff like that but you know she has her show and I have my show and it's like and then she helped me out and stuff like that so I'm not going to say anything any NE I like she's a great person she's a wonderful person I hope
she comes back to the show but El Dorito yeah I love uh some of the new wave I I like Courtney you love or hold is some like New Wave songs too right thank you I love you guys too and it's like I do love I do love I mean I love Humanity right and I think that that
some people will do they'll act out based on her you know I do too I I'm not I'm not perfect right okay hold on you to take a break here I'll put I'll put it on double
Yeah well yeah was like you know and I I don't think she was like I was just basically like sometimes I go out and I like go drink alcohol and stuff and it's nice sometimes to have someone running but I should be like maybe prepare better to have like so I can just run the show and stuff like that you know we can and we all run our shows like we want to run run them and stuff you
know yeah I know like you know so but I think I'll be able to to build um to build back better right B BBB I'll be able to to get uh get back up you know also the controversy like and stuff like that there's like a lot of people in the rooms the other night and stuff like that but still I feel like I have a good you're H Like the Wolf or be I don't know if I'm being like Shadow Bann at
all because you know people keep saying like the n-word and stuff I keep saying please don't say that and it's like they're just like oh whoa we're not allowed to say the no it's not it's like against the YouTube policy that's why I say that and it's like so maybe it won't be a strike or something that but it's like if the AI reads that that words cominging up all the time and stuff like that and they they might shadow bear and stuff like
that oh make me over I'm all I want to be a walking study in demonology um yeah I love a whole that was like when I was like a teenager like um I was like like pretty on the inside and live through this like right around the time B passed away I started like getting into her and I was like really
into her music U also Marilyn Manson I went to actually whole and Marilyn Manson toured and so they went to LA and it's like um I think I I had ecstasy or something like that and they went to LA I went to this whole Marilyn Manson concert and I was like hle came out and quit the tour that day like but they they still performed that but that was their last show they did they quit the
tour because she was like oh Marilyn Manson Burns crosses and tears up Bibles and he's all weird and stuff and then um and then Manson came on and he like jumped off a speaker and he broke his ankle like in the first song and so yeah Billy Corgan yeah that's one of her Muses also she has um who is that woman that does there's a
there's a songwriter she wrote hey yay yay yay yay what's going on whoever that is she um she wrote a lot of Courtney Love Songs Linda Linda Perry is that her name yeah I it's like and you know it's fun I love be's panel and like how that goes and I love other people's panels
and it's like and I love my panel and it's like we all kind of have our controversial moments or it's like you know mainly we're like friends and stuff like that you saw whole at the Hollywood padium Courtney lifted her skirt over your head oh my God I think I I think I was at the plum you saw whole and Nirvana at the padium wow that's
crazy yeah yeah I just need to be careful with that you know it's like I I don't like I don't like my uh yeah if I allow it they hate me if I regulate it they so so it's like so it should not allow it and they'll like me I know she wasn't wearing panties yeah yeah I think she was kind of famous for that yeah yeah we can yeah it's just yeah
everyone can come back and and it's like you know and everyone's still welcome on the panel and stuff you just you know there's certain people that are probably banned from the panel like um MC Nemesis who just like over and over and over and over um never like every time just has to drop that drop the end bomb and then you know Q was very disrespectful the other night I don't know might give him another chance he porn bombed which is a
no no um Noel porn bombed three times no no and other people too I mean it's like so I just have to have the people I I know and trust and stuff like that you know up it's Jam's Cowboys here what's up Jamie how are you
Jamie's been awesome Jamie has been like one of my mods since I start I started streaming she she's been almost almost every chat it's like so so awesome a lot of you guys are are so awesome you love Crystal
an yeah Noel did three times um she um it was like a few weeks ago like she like just like she was wearing she's wearing the same sweatshirt this Reese's Peanut Butter Cup or something sweatshirt this orange sweatshirt and then she like just pulled up her top and then like and then I think like then the last and she did it twice in in one night and then like the other night she came back and she was
like she's like laughing and then like I think Oliver was like I think it was Oliver or maybe like somebody else in the chat I don't know if it was Theo or something but they were like she's like I'm going to do it I'm going to do it and like reaching like trying to stop to close it and then she did it and everyone just
screams yeah so you know it's like you know modding is not not an easy thing because people have different styles and it's like and so yeah but you know I i' really I try to like you know I keep I keep I keep unblocking everybody even Terror Destroyer who's just like a who just comes in but Terror Destroyer I don't know if she was blocked today but she just typed one comment today so it's like a lot of times if you just ignore
these people don't give them they'll just like leave and stuff like that black and magic in it
woo I've seen her with the legs in the air yeah it's like think that's why I'm keeping I'm trying to keep my like my legs in the air at times for like you know the appropriate appropriate platform but like I said guys I did this like you know I I did like a little web webcam show on another website the other like last night and um and I was like all women I think like in the chat
because it's like they just kept or it was like one I remember one guy and he's like I want you to to do my girlfriend or something I was just it was just shocking right so and he's like in my chat I you imagine his girlfriend he's like he's like looking for he's like on chat his on I
will I will Lenor is over here but the cats kept come and the cats kept jumping up and stuff like I'm like no no I can't have the cats like up here right now and then like I put like um like Lola behind me and you can see like Lola peeking peeking at me from behind it was pretty
funny I know uh yeah yeah imagine oiling up Nick yeah as a joke I don't know I he oiled up the together the other day Black Velvet Black Velvet and that little I don't
know I don't know how the song goes and ancy how are you
doing oh yeah do I need a razor maybe I I need to get a razor I think I need to get a look how oh my gosh kind of like growing a little and my my uh I don't have a PO Box I don't
um but uh we can like um we can discuss that too um you can either yeah not I'm not sure if you can contact me on Discord or something like that maybe hey come on up hey babe Here Comes tricks
um okay I had I had this electric razor I mean I don't like yeah like I used to use like a with the mock Mach 3 or whatever and it's like but then I like I started using these electric razors they're really good they're called um one blade they're like these green like thing and they work really well and then um but um then I I lost the charger to one
of them and then the one that I have the charger for is not charged anymore and so I need to like find like way different clean shaved yeah I know and it goes It goes really fast I did love my shave I got the other day from the Mexican guy went to the little barber shop and he like like a close shave and stuff and then like you know it's like a little cheek massage and and uh you know it like a put on cologne and stuff like
that and it was nice but then it was expensive it was like very it very I thought it would be like a $10 Dave it was like probably three times that amount but he was cute I'm thinking maybe doing an Amazon wish list too maybe I'll start posting that and it's like the Amazon wish list you don't have to share your address really you can
just um because I I do need a few things and new like for my show and I'm you know I'm trying to save and stuff like that I'm booking some readings and stuff I'm you know able to like start slowly like getting I'm going to get like the headset microphone I'm going to try to get like a a new tablet like a Amazon Fire CU they're really inexpensive I'm
going to try to get it's not my computer fixed I get a new computer eventually I want to go to Florida do IRL this year I live in California yeah $10 Philip shaver would do the job yeah I need to I just don't have like places that like I mean I have it's I need like a 20- minute walk yeah
like a 20-minute walk to uh to CVS or to Walgreens or something like that and uh yeah maybe I'll do that but yeah my my beard is gray it comes in a little bit gray on some areas my hair is totally dark still I'm the only one of my family that's not gray haired like my little brother he's like four four years younger than me he has gray hair but they all have kids right I just have cats and so cats are a little bit less
stressful I think but I do have my a little bit of gray in my beard but Perez Hilton gave me his address the other night I'm like is this the real Perez it was that's awesome
yeah exactly yeah yeah like like it's not only about our safety it's about our you know our friends safety and stuff like that so we're trying to keep things as safe as possible hey the gay guy is supposedly the one styling everybody not the other way around I know yeah and I have a I mean I have a fashion merchandising degree too and it's like I'm really into facials and stuff like that it's just like you
know I um I do like a little bit of a beard people have said oh Gillette the best of man people been saying they like the beard better um and then uh some people like a clean shave the better but yeah I think I need to shave it's been two weeks this is two weeks of growth right there may maybe I look a
little bit more masculine because I was very baby faed when I got my when I I I shaved my face I was very baby faed you're watching be okay so here's the coffee I love this coffee Einstein Brothers well gray hair is kind of distinguishable distinguishing too but my father was all gray hair like most of
the time like I think about since I was 10 he was all gray hair all Gray beard and he was just in his 40s and so well shorty uh yeah well here's what happened shorty and I was a teenager I had like the worst acne like really really bad acne like it was just like pizza face like just like pimples and
everything and I went to dermatologist and they're like okay use Neutrogena stuff like it's non- cogenic it doesn't clog your pores but also my mom took me to like this facialist and it's like and she the first time I had the facial she goes and she like pops all the pimples and stuff like that and like and everything it was so painful and my my face was all bloody I was crying and stuff like that no just not crying but I
had tears going to my cheeks when she was doing it right yeah my beard scraggly I need to line it up I'm G to have one I know it's a little bit scraggly huh um but um but I yeah she pops all the pimples and it's like and it was it was all like but then it's like it healed and it healed really beautifully like it and so like I really like didn't have acne after that I also
had a nose job I had um I had Botox once before it's just like from my forehead that like years and years ago it's just it's like so temporary just like and so I had this filled in before too this little dent on my head I had that filled in it looked like this for a while and then it went back to normal yeah people Armen you have to go to a
facial you know it's like because most people when they go to facials they don't have acne anymore but I did and so yeah they just like she takes like she pops every pimple and like squeezes them and like so um and I had that a few treatments and it's like in my skin looks really good after that um yeah
well I needed I needed a nose job and we shopped around I I got a really good surgeon too I got a really good surgeon um he's passed away now he he did Jane Fonda's facelift and he is in Beverly Hills his name was Dr leaf and he was a really talented s my my nose look like a like a bird beak is Lenor here yeah she's right
here Lenor Lenor you see you're sitting up there what are you doing Lenor just sitting up there yeah no one's perfect yeah but you know it's LA right it's LA and it's like La is like a little bit more you know we
have the most beautiful people all around the world coming to La you know stuff for like you know either like say to be celebrities it be models actress actor be waiters and stuff there's so many beautiful people here and so it's like you know people are a little bit more looks conscious here it's just oh yeah so Dr pimple popper you like like that show Dr pimple popper is like it's
on TLC there's people that will come with like huge like knots on their head and stuff like that or they have these they call limp Lim lipomas or something like that or these big big like large pimple and so she'll like cut them open like squeeze out and all this like it look like look like like chicken coming out and stuff it's like so so
disgusting and uh there's also a show called my feet are killing me and there's a really good scene in that where this guy comes in and he's like he comes he has his boots on and so then the doctor starts pulling down his his his uh his sock and you just see this skin flakes all just like going everywhere around the room like flying and then they pulls it off and his toes
are just like stuck together curled it looks so disgusting and he has to like yeah I know it was so gross but then it's like then they like they basically like a sand blaster and they they soak his feet and they like clip all the nails off and stuff like that and then
it's like they look normal again right yeah yeah that's a really okay it looks good now okay good so how's everyone doing the best is a cow hoof doctor on YouTube is a cow hoof doctor that means he scrapes out the cow hoofs or the horse horses or something like that or what is a cow ho
doctor yeah Nick's been around Nick's been for like an hour blade toe is bad enough no I want to see that that me more turns into a goblin okay yeah I'm not I'm not hard on myself I'm like you know I think my confidence is like way up now since I I got so so many people being so complimentary on the on the webcam show
and stuff like that and like they I feel complimented that there are mainly women in there and stuff like that but they're also men yeah are going turn that yeah check out that movie or check and check out um check out my feet are killing me check out Dr pimple popper there some interesting uh I know I used to watch a lot of like the classic surgery nightmare shows and
all kinds of stuff some people have had really really um unfortunate results how's everyone doing today oh I'm a little bit congested today a little bit got got my coffee almost done we'll start drinking soon what's up He-Man how are
you yeah I think I'm my straw melted by now
hello everybody yeah what what do they do for blackheads on that show well like on on the show okay black are you talking about Dr pimple popper because I don't think like she really like I think people with blackheads they can mainly pop them themselves and she does like these really big like like lipomas like they're these big like ugly like welts
and they're like or like she's had like she cut up with like things on the big bumps on their scalp there's people that would get like um their ears pierce and they'll turn into cauliflower they cauliflower ears and then they'll like have to cut off all this stuff and they they like shave down the skin and like it'll just go she's always comparing like all the excretions to like some kind of food like sometimes
it like a chicken cutlets sometimes it looks like like um like macaroni I mean it's just like it's one most disgusting thing can't put his foot on blad's toe barf his mouth yeah I'm not surprised that Saint did that you know there's a special tools there have at Sephora to remove blackheads yeah I used to get blackheads on my nose a little
bit this is a freckle right there oh yeah the keloids oh yeah you see the keloids on the am I so you're asking if I I am bad boy well I yeah I am you your avate for one I'm sorry baa um yeah bad boy I am like well at least people were saying that last night
like so I
know what did you get me into uh giant labia I think giant labia inspired me to to do that last night I'm not sure but it was fun it was fun it was like um you know it's like I was like oh I wasn't I didn't feel like I was getting paid then someone kept tipping like five tokens at a time it's like not you know just for my first night I probably did half hour to an hour and stuff like that
giant Leb giant lebia is hung with the huge lebia how's everyone doing well yeah I believe I believe we're equal we're equal right I believe like no one's inherently better than another human beings some people have just done
bad things to other people and that's the thing thr the truck has made truck tire has made strength and energy shees I know the more he the more he he works more he now we have all these balls he's going to play with all these balls now ni why are you getting sick bad boy okay
you got mad strength don't get sick I don't what's E what's you about bad boy Breeze but um yeah so if you guys do want to check out my more adult thing you know and it's like it's free you
know it would be great if you could um throw me a few tokens or whatever because I think um you know maybe I'll be able to but I can like figure out some other like um you know now I'm selling readings I'm about to get monetized I'm I have some other websites going and stuff like that and maybe that will be like um I'll be able to maybe
I'll be able to save up for Florida you know save up for Vegas this year few Tri few trips I want to take you know and it's like kind of expensive to take and stuff like that but so I needed like extra income streams and stuff and so that's just like you know I don't feel moral thing about it or anything IL ilas is in
Europe where are you from Ilia if you don't mind or Ilia if you don't mind me asking but country yeah everyone always thought I had a eating disorder they they like oh he's anorexic and I did like I was like you know I didn't really like care for like eating at school and stuff like that um I but I I'm I'm more of like a
midnight snacker and I'm also like I also whenever I go to restaurants i' always oh you're from Finland awesome but whenever I go to restaurants I always will take take like take it home and stuff and it's always better tastes better to me like later when I recook it and stuff like that I don't know why I love leftovers yeah
but yeah beening they go to son to get naked with their family well I don't know it's really weird like you you look at different parts of the world like in in Turkey they do this oil wrestling right and they like they'll like oil each other up they'll stick their hands on each other's pants and like they're little and they'll be all oiled up wrestling right these men they're very masculine men I'm sure it's like very like not
homophobic but and then and also the turkey they have these Turkish baths right or Russia they have the same thing you go in this thing and then you you get you're like naked on this table and they like take these leaves and they just like slap you with these leaves on your naked body for like you a while and stuff like that but it looks like it it's a looks like it's a you know it's
good for your skin and stuff like that I hope everyone did I cry if I cut a finger no I don't I don't cry I um I don't know I like I I seem to cut myself kind of often and stuff like that um so I'm I'm always yeah everyone everyone hopefully we we all get along in the chat you know
I just don't want people I want people looking out for each other and nice everyone's here just being try to be friendly right yeah do you want to see my you want to go to hotring that sounds nice I'll show you my bagel though today
so it comes in this little bag
okay they give me a free chips they G me free chips maybe they like me or something they the first time I went they didn't me free chips every time they give me free chips now sea salt potato chips
you're good oh yeah Oliver try it like they just opened this one at um like nearby me but um and it's like they had a different bagel place there before which is a good bagel place too I I like garlic bagels and stuff they're always out of them when I go there why get for you why me is a wife's tail set up to
sell more booze okay so the wife's tail okay so I always heard like in France too it's like they would even like they would give like the teenagers or whatever like their kids would drink one drink wine at dinner like a little bit of wine I always heard that like you know couple of beers a day or like a couple glasses of wine a day was healthy right You' apply some sauna honey on a
naked back in the sauna oh IL I would like that yeah if anyone wants to ever do IRL and like you know I'll go out to like your country and we can go be naked in the sauna and you can pour honey on me and
stuff yeah I think a little red wine because it's like basically like fermented grape juice right and it's so it's like a it's got the some good and it's got tannins which are supposed to be good for you and it's like yeah my dad or my my yeah so we'd always have wine at dinner my favorite what happens in the sauna stays in the sauna
right I'm very I'm really interested though oh come on be nice to ba come on by France has higher liver disease than most that's interesting they get naked yeah well they do here too like they I mean they get uh I know there's
these Korean saunas and everyone's naked and stuff and uh you know it's like in most gyms like people are like getting naked and stuff like that but it's weird because it's like um if you don't grow up like that where give group showers and stuff like that it's like different it's like you know they sometimes you know they used to have high school locker room and stuff like that and they have to shower for football practice and they have but my school was really small we didn't have that kind of thing we
just had a bathroom you can change it and stuff and it's like so um so we weren't really so people are very like shy like so when I was at College it's like you know people were like oh like just covering themselves with a towel and everything you know yeah P taught me about like things too
about you know having a tougher skin having a you know and I I I I do have a thick skin you know Japan does that too I know there's I've seen the Japanese thing where they they're all like they all like get naked and they're like putting up these like wrapping these things around them I don't know if it's a like a religious thing or something like that and all the men are like with these like
kind of thong tied around them and or getting naked and yeah I kind of like I kind of like that what is this guy doing I know Jim Nick he's he's he's doing his workout today he's been doing this for like an hour he's been rolling a tire around and doing cartwheels and uh kicking balls and um killing all the grass on his lung
yeah yeah so it's like I know it's weird it's like I I would kind of like prefer like I told you I went to jail that time like I went to county jail for like three days and but I was so excited for like the shower and I was like and then it's like and then they get you all naked in different rooms and there's this kind of overweight guy and he's like oh I'm G to cover my wiener with like this this piece of paper and everyone's like oh don't even worry just like they're like
don't bother they're like who cares no one cares we're all we're all we're all doing it and then when we walk down they make you like all walk in a line to the shower and then the female um Corrections Officers are all like pointing and laughing at people and stuff like that it's so embarrassing but I don't think they were laughing at me but it's like they're like they're like whistling and stuff like that everyone's laughing and then everyone goes in the shower and there's like go it's like
three guys to shower head and stuff like that and it's bunch of n naked Mexican guys and black guys everyone's just like doing a towel snapping or what it just it was very gay but it's like it was kind kind of like that I was like I was really excited about that and I also took a second shower they're like come
on like when I got to like the more permanent Wing like I just stay for like a night but um they're like come on take a shower with us and they're like here borrow you can borrow the shower shoes cuz you're in you know and I had the trash the trap house it sounds humiliating de humanizing well you know it's like that's what kind of jail kind of does that a little bit too it's like
you know it's like but also it's like since everyone else is in it together and stuff like that and it's like so who was the boss who's the bottom where yeah no they weren't like no I remember when we all walked down like naked to the um to the uh the shower room whatever yeah I dropped the soap and I there was liquid soap it just went
through my fing no um yeah when you're walking down there's a female everyone's watching all the guys walk down and so and there I think they're just whistling and laughing and pointing and stuff like that maybe I'm just like I'm kind of exaggerating um but I just that's how I felt like it felt like and I remember that there were there were definitely females they watching but a lot of the females like um like when I was getting released like
there's these like really Butch like these black ladies and they're like they're really Butch like really obviously lesbian and then the guys in the cell were like on the holding cell they're like oh my God she's so damn fine I wish I could clap those cheeks and everything I'm like um I didn't I didn't like I was like CU that would have been kind of um
embarrassing maybe and I just tried and I just like you know it was I didn't I didn't I don't think but I might have gotten a little Chub I'm not sure I don't remember I think there might have been somebody with I don't know but it's like I was in the straight people Wing because I like otherwise if you say you're gay they take you to like the 51 it's not 5150 it's like more like the jcat or like the
transsexuals or the drag queens or like very gay and it's like I'm not really more like I was like I kind of treating it like I just wanted to be with the straight guys and stuff like that that's Nick Johnson
yeah I I hope I I hope she's okay and everything or don't I don't know yeah no AR Armen it's all mixed it's all mixed in I think it's like I think in a female prison it'll be all female kind of stuff I because you know but I think with males they they like the
females you know femal better than Russian prison right uh I don't think so Ilia you know what also um I don't think they did but I saw like um definitely like some kind of like there was a guy that he made like a cake out of Oreo cookies or something it looks so good it was like a professional like little cake that he made and he was like giving it to some other guy and
like and all the guys were like when I I I met the guys in my like the wing or whatever and they're were like oh one guy was like you're cute to me and then and then the other guys are like you're so skinny you need to like do 500 push-ups a day and uh and I was like okay and then um and then they all gave me their food and stuff they all we got these little sack these little plastic
sacks with like I think they had chips in them and like like vegetables and little they weren't very good right but you know and oh milk it had milk in it the milk was always warm and stuff I think it I forgot what it was called it was like it was like some kind of brand of milk and it looked really good but it was always like just kind of warm yeah you want to go to prison in El Salvador I've seen some of the um yeah it looks
pretty sexy in there it's because they're all all these guys they're all packed in there they're all just in their boxers like and then it's like and I think there are people you know hooking up and stuff like that too and stuff like that yeah that'd be crazy huh Colombian president yeah it's like I don't know it's like I I just like I would I think I could get along and any of these person even as a gay guy right it's like I think I could get along and
stuff like that with people and it's like I think I know I might even be popular and stuff like that but yeah police the police invest yeah I've had a couple just nights in a holding cell you know and the but nowadays for the things that I got arrested for you can't even you can't even go in a holding cell nowadays or they just they would just um book you
and release you immediately so the only reason I did that few days in prison is because I had like I could either do 15 days community service or they said it would be like like three or four days in in county jail and I was like I want to take a shower I don't want to like have to like wake up and like go to like community
service and that'll be a big pain in the butt and so um I eventually just chose the county jail I stay for three days and then they offered like to let me out I didn't know how long i' would be there they let me out but then they I had to do 10 days community service and so then I got then they sent me to this horse ranch like
the police horses and I had to clean out the police horses stalls I got fired from that chop which is a free you know Free Labor I'm just basically volunteer I got fired from that because I was smoking in the ous or not the OU housee in the portal potty and uh and leaving the cigarettes on the toilet and stuff and and I was not supposed to be smoking there and I would like just like go like sneak off and do cigarette breaks and
stuff like that and so the ram Ranch
yeah but it's interesting so yeah so I did like the little adult we have a cam show last night I don't know oh you can oh you lost your emojis I don't know I don't know what happened wo look at this look at those abs what a stud muffin oh spitting
are those are those boxers or like boxing trunks or shorts or bathing suit it's a bathing suit okay hey Jamies how are you reality Nancy how's everyone doing today we're having a nice fun earlier stream I'm just finishing my coffee then I'll probably break out my Twisted Tea we'll see how things go tonight I just I know I just like last night I got a couple
more Voodoo Rangers I only finished one and a half of them and Voodoo Rangers not not good the next day wish we could play play Ram Ranch it's the flag he wrapped around his loins yeah just like a loin cloth
right what's up Tracy hey nobody yeah so I think Alisa took the day off today she was on yesterday and it was funny yesterday like like I said it was just funny she because she had um she was calling this she this one slow adult on her show and stuff like that and it's all these people like they're always like have some kind of talent and stuff like that but it's like
they're like oh I'm not really supposed to be out walking the streets with like Alisa Jordana and so the guy she was trying to get the guy to come out and his mom came on the phone I was like well I want to make sure I'm there to set chaperon if he comes out he I think he's like in his 30s you know he had a sweet little old mom how's everyone doing it kind of
funny um she also you know she well um well so 2020 so there was a guy she had and he was like he was like this kind of like he's I thought he was like an accountant he's like ball guy and then he would like he would like sing and he would like just like he would not know the words to the songs but he like knew like the exact like Cadence of the the singer and and he was able and he was just like he then he was
like really weird otherwise but he was out dancing too and like it's just so funny and then people are like oh you're exploiting people like no it's like she's like giving them a fun fun night and like giving them a little bit of uh just like Howard Stern you know how he had all the wack Packers and stuff he treated them well he made them like certain kind of celebrities he got them they were able to do their own bookings
and like a lot of them had got a manager through their show got booked on the weekends to appear appear at places and so and then they got probably paid pretty well and stuff like that you know and so then they that's why they have that's why the managers are there to like you know make sure they could um yeah I don't know Jamie I don't know you know it's up to her um well okay so you say she exploits people I wouldn't say
exploit it's like you know it's like I say she's very into content and stuff like that and it's like you know people can say Howard Stern would exploit people because he'd say the and stuff like that or you know these people have these a lot of mental problems some of them but just like a PT Barum um when they had the freak shows and stuff like that these are people that were like outcasted from society maybe they were
like poor and like and plus you're poor with this this like a something like a bearded woman or like you know whatever whatever like whatever different kind of freaks you know siamese twins or whatever and they were able to like make money and they're able to be kind of a celebrity and people and people would like be more Curious than like oh my God you're bad like they'd be say oh how
interesting like how how fascinating right yeah yeah lesser a lesser form of I mean you know it's like we all will like you know not exploit people it's like you know there's a exchange of energy and sometimes you know people like will like they'll be controversial which should you like should should we be ignoring these people or like you know I always
believe yeah oh come on not very nice um yeah I get pressed you know it's like I have to like you know I have to be like uh willing to do that you know now I'm especially now I'm like more of a not not famous okay or on to any extent but I'm more of a p more of a public
figure right it's like like I like a you know nice chats thank you thank you 2020 yeah I'm just enjoying the show because it's like I always wanted to have a show right and it's like then it's like okay so that will never happen you know I need a studio I need a broadcasting degree I need blah and now it's like we can have our studio at home we can like be our own cameraman our own
writer our own producer you know it's like and then um you know have chat interaction and stuff like that okay so Nick is gone okay let me just remove him from stage come back Nick when are we ready thank you guys you guys are so sweet yeah so what's up Sanctuary Seeker
how are you thank you guys you're so sweet yeah I kind of like you know I wish I I need to like take a nice shower or something today my my hair is all messy I have bed head still um that you know can can never I can just can't wait to get on and talk to you guys it's so much fun and now I can sit on my couch I
can have a I can have a few drinks I can like have a conversations have fun do readings and it's like perfect right it's like so good and I was so shy to do it for like a long time and like oh no one want to watch me no no no one will like me blah like a lot of us will have these stories we'll tell ourselves why it won't work and it's like yeah it's harder and some people it's it's a you know depending on like your your
audience and like and how much you're promoting your channel andu I'm out promoting like a lot on um on different panels and stuff like that and it's like then I'll get a lot of the people chats um interested in subscribing and stuff like that and then so it's like a lot of like um self-promotion and stuff like that and um but I can give you guys tips for like increasing subscribers if you ever want
to um but you know it's like you saw like I had an increase of subscribers and there was a little bit more problems and stuff like that but everything works out right yeah maybe I'll do a shower stream sometime I almost read tarot five years ago a bit um but you held yourself back you suck though well don't say you suck because it's like I think everyone can learn tarot and everybody even if you
don't know the meanings at first right if you get right or wait they'll have a story on the card you can just look at the symbols you can read about it meditate on things Nick is in the shower okay yeah Oliver go ahead and give us a tip for um for increasing subscribers or just succeeding on YouTube you know I just my tip is just go one step at a
time like start with being in chats being a mod in chat um going into open panels starting your channel putting some content on it getting to 50 subscribers um start doing live streams continue building your audience and when you feel ready um start doing open panels or streamyard connect streamyard
to it and then it's like it'll get a lot more people here that see open panels okay 2020 so it sounds like you so it sounds like you know you're like more left Rin about it like which like a lot of men we'll do this like they'll be like very left brain okay and there there's good left brain tarot card readers they'll go bu by the meaning meanings of the cards but I think it's
like good to know the meanings it's also good to have intuition about it a recept receptive and like listen to the messages messages will come through and like you know always all these messages are constantly being being communicated to us and so it's like I like try to like find the message that's coming out and uh yeah so yeah it's it's hard it can be difficult you know and so maybe it's like you know you can just do
readings and just purely the meaning from it and something you give be six different meanings of cards or more yeah well that's the thing 2020 is like there will be a lot of multiple things that's part of the intuition about what is this trying to say here like what could this mean so sometimes I'll give a few meanings of the card and stuff like this can mean this this could mean that but yeah it's a I I've been doing
it since I was eight years old and stuff like that I kind of like have I had natural Affinity towards it and I was like just very into like the new age ult as you know from as a childhood I I got the Church of the the Satanic Bible when I was probably eight years old got the Necronomicon when I was little I got I went to the psychic Ice Ice book shop I
buy spell kits I buy um you know books on fairies and like crystals and jewelry and U so I have a lot of cool stuff too yeah so Houdini like um I don't know if it was his mother or his wife maybe his mother but but he was always skeptical and then like so he told his mother like let's have this code word
that I'll go to mediums and if they can ever like come up with a code word we'll know that there's something to the afterlife and this and so I think yeah I think someone did get the code word it was just shared between him and his mother and someone like a medium eventually did say that code word and stuff like that and so I think he might have been convinced right
very good yeah Houdini is an interesting story yeah I don't know I'll look it up I'll see the Houdini and his mother Houdini his wife let's see what happened I just know there's a code word involved
okay it says says before his death Harry Houdini and his wife Bess agreed on a secret code phrase rosabel answer tell pray answer look tell answer answer tell which spelled out believe when decoded to be used as a message from the afterlife if Houdini could communicate after death uh then it says the word rosabel
was the name of a song best saying in her act when they first met and he was also inscribed inside her wedding band after Houdini's death in Halloween in 1926 best continued to hold seances every Halloween for the next 10 years hoping to receive messages from her husband using the secret code well it says that um the word the
believe part was never decoded but I think someone said rosabel yeah and I I know some of these stories but it's like I forgot the details of that I'll see if I can tell you the more another is a this is from Magic pedia called the Houdini
codee and so maybe that's the interesting thing we can do is like we can have maybe have passwords with our loved ones if if you ever pass away I'll go to yeah he was skeptical about this stuff yeah and there are like like a lot of like just like so you ever seen the movie Ghost and it's like so ghost is about you have to see ghost if you haven't seen it's very it's like Patrick sesy demore demore and would be Goldberg
and so he dies and then um and then he like finds this psychic and she's like a fake psychic and she was like you know she she didn't believe in her own power and stuff and so she was all freaked out when she like could hear and see spirits and stuff like that and uh but she was like kind of a f so she even she didn't believe it she was a psychic and stuff like that so some sometimes people that
will be psychic will be the biggest Skeptics and stuff like that and it's especially if they have like an intention of just like doing doing like kind of like the general like more General cold readings and stuff like that and stuff like that but yeah give beer your password and stuff like that so let's see I already go through a couple cigars I think I did oh here's
one I went to two two cigars already okay yeah okay this says a Houdini code despite the skepticism houdan best advise a secret message that he was to be used to test the viability validity of any so-called Spirit message coming
from either of them should EI either of them pass he died in Halloween 1926 his wife beatric beatric or beess offered $10,000 to anyone who could perform an produce an authentic message from the spirit of her husband every Halloween for the next 10 years she held a seance hoping in vain for her spirit to Spirit to uh show
up okay so the last one was 1926 she never received the message um and now they do annual seances but now now now they know the code words though right so I I don't know if it would work anymore but pretty
interesting but I've had enough like confirmations of from people like and from doing so many readings to know that there's something to it right to know that there's you know it's like because I'm just like most of the time when I was doing Etsy readings I would not even have the person's name really I would just like just read and then tell them and it's like I just got really good feedback and people were just like oh you know
amazing amazing and I get good feedback on my the only good people I don't get good feedback from are like Skeptics who are like no matter what I say they're gonna say oh they're gonna they're gonna say oh it's all it's all fake one e
yeah his password is muffins I think it was believe but people read but I um in hindsight they're never 2020 well you know it's like you can because it's like it's looking at past and current energies and the future can always be altered and stuff and sometimes it's a warning in the reading and stuff like that or they'll receive and things that
will maybe help them avoid a a bad path that will take them you know and so um I like to mix it mix my readings with like a little bit of like um practical advice and um positivity like I don't like to leave people thinking oh I'm doomed or oh something bad's going to happen and something like that because that will be self-fulfilling and they
they just be looking out for something bad so I put something good some good seeds then they have something positive to think about I think we're all in charge of our future so how's everyone doing there's marbles up there Mr Marbles marbles marbles
hi yaw hey Inon Karma how are you seeing you guys yeah so I'm a little bit um I'm not shaving today my bagels have gotten cold I have my my uh Twisted Teas around start with the chips maybe finish the
coffee yeah I would say if you but if you're into reading and stuff like that like for me it's hard to read for myself because it's like I have so many interpretations of everything and how they could um yeah marble Mr Marbles he he kind of fights with the cats though he fight he fights with the other cats I'm doing
good yeah good to see all you guys thank you for coming today yeah I know you're just kidding you can't read for yourself yeah it's hard it's like harder to read for because I'm so like everything can have a million meaning I know so many meanings to it that's why it's like when I'm reading for someone I can like focus on them and it's like and then I I just Channel easier there's too much that comes to my
mind for myself and I try to read for myself and also I don't want to like you know say oh this is this is GNA happen this like I don't like to like and I I know why people because people will take tarot readings very seriously and things like that so it's like I mean I used to get a reading from this one woman friend she was a friend of mine and then I would ask I would say will I will I be
okay that's I just say that would be my question and then she'd be like okay and she pull two cards she like oh nope you won't be okay nope n and I'd be like damn I was like it's not very hopeful and so I always believe that we will be okay I think everyone will be okay and we we should all think that we're going to be okay right might but you can have interpretations for them maybe at this moment this is something to look out for
this is not this this is not going right right now like little warnings and stuff like that not oh you're doomed or you're you're GNA have your heart broken or you're gonna someone's going to die like all this kind of stuff right um there's a lot of interpretations to the cards like death can mean transformation um being being a hangman could either be know you're like you're vilified and like you know trapped or it can mean like you know you're seeing
things New Perspective and you're enlightened and you're just you know you're you're upside down so you're seeing things from a different perspective the devil card can mean you're either maybe a Capricorn and like you know you're disconnected to the Earth or it can mean like you're um enslaved to like your lower self and stuff like that and so there's different meanings for different people and things like that you have to like always and get second opinions too get readings from there's a lot of people on
YouTube um a lot of great readers like very talented readers I know a lot of them are just like do just generals and stuff but you'll find people that will do like readings um free and free short readings too and you know go see who speaks to you go see go see who like you have a connection with find somebody
like you know because um I believe there's a good good uh there's good reader compatible readers for everybody right um sometimes it's best not to know well okay so but what is what are you what are you really gonna know it's like say it's like the future is still Unwritten okay and so it's like sometimes people have prophetic
dreams about something happening then it happens and things like that maybe that's a warning maybe that's some sometimes so it's like maybe there's messages but it depends on if it's best to know or not right you don't want a um you find a connection to me thank you yeah yeah you don't you don't you want to um you it's better to know all the information because it could be a warning and stuff like that but you
don't want to like um do self-fulfilling prophecies where oh this will happen and and just go and just believe something and then it happens you know because that can be like Law of Attraction too what we focus on when we get more of and stuff like that so I we we can all improve we can all do better so that's awesome I'm happy have a connection to me and I
definitely feel connected to my chat and my panel and people I read for I believe there's a reason like we we come together and things like that I am a male tarot reader they're kind of like less common you know um females are just naturally like they say they say tarot is like poker for women and stuff like that and women are really usually attracted to esoteric arts and things
like that and uh sometimes men are more skeptical and more left brain about they oh there just some it's just a random card and just like no it's like things will come up at the right time the right messages you know but we're constantly giving messages in life that's what divination is it's like looking at a cloud seeing a shape in the cloud what shape do you see what does this mean to you like seeing certain animals and
birds and like finding what the bird means or like coming across synchronicities and things like that you open yourself up to this you're going to have a lot of see a lot of messages right everyone everything comes into your life for a reason yeah and because we all we also all connected as on a soul level we're all one right and we all we're all different but we're all the same in a certain way
right and so yeah I definitely believe that too people come into your life for a reason a season a lifetime you know but there's always there's lessons in all in all those all those relationships so sometimes there's a reason sometimes the reason's good sometimes the reason's bad and maybe there's a lesson to be learned right and
if there's a season it was just meant to be a short like just Mary Poppins like Mary Poppins comes in and she like she like helps out gets gets the family back together and then she leaves you know she came for a season you know and then there's a lifetime where it's like you're always be connected to this person right and no matter what happens because we'll go through a lot of stuff over lifetime no matter what happens it's
like that's the strong relationship working be you know your friends forever right and in is that looks like kind of like John lenon a little bit I'm not sure
okay I'm G grab my Twisted
Tea cheers guys big tall boy Peach pisses you is John le oh awesome we used to have an art print a John lennin art print he did a really did really cool like they they're kind of like line drawings but it was like and it was a picture of a guy at a piano I think it was John lard
piano he had the GL glasses and we had that above our piano at our house cheers
guys that's good stuff it tastes like tastes very peachy like sometimes I'll drink it and it tastes more alcoho than others but now it tastes like Snapple I it's good that I drink a coffee before
him yeah I like I love John Lennon though he goes talking about mind games forever oh so in is that um is that a song called Instant Karma I just know I know mind games and I know some of the Yoko Ono Jo lenon stuff I think she used to on Howard Stern I'm not sure Yoko own I'm not sure
but or she didn't like Howard Stern I don't remember exactly but you guys are doing good yeah so having a little afternoon stream kind of clean up my house a little bit today it's a little bit messy
I needs a little vacuum I got weed all over my table all these cigar butts got some candles I had to get a new lighter today where's my lighter I keep losing here it is I keep losing my lighter but I like this candle I have this pineapple candle e
no hey Divine growth how are you you some with art yeah so this is a pineapple candle got this from Michaels for like three bucks three for $10 pretty good deal these big these are like long lasting candles I have a Michaels right nearby like and I'd recommend like there for like Halloween stuff or like
Christmas or whatever decorations they have a lot of really cute decorations and stuff of course I use Halloween stuff all all year round right never mind the witch Beware of the cat I have and I have like a little Cupid yep with a stamp yeah there's like a little red like a little red stamp it's like a Chinese looks like a Chinese kind of or something like that he it has a stamp on it it was actual print yeah I
think maybe a thousand made or something like that it was numbered right yeah we're chilling and chatting we have the open Panel going a little bit of earlier day um uh I'll do readings and stuff like that I just just telling about my night last night and eating some food I love Halloween too
yeah I love Halloween all year round but I'm I'm a winter baby and so and then my so it's like my birthday is like one two weeks after Christmas actually my Christmas day in Russia or it' be considered the 13th day of Christmas according to like the 12 the Christmas song uh yeah and so um I love Christmas
too I love Halloween Christmas Thanksgiving Yoko is not doing well um open Panel is like if you click the pinned link there should be a pinned Link at the top of this chat or I can post it again right now and you just click that and then you can um enter studio and you can be on the show if you want
I'll do a reading or we can just chat and stuff like that here's the link it's also pinned I don't know if you see it pinned there we go yeah I know yeah see I get that's why I started the panels I started in like the beef sector which is like I I think the first panels I was on I played Hood Jeopardy one night it was like all black
panel I was like this white guy call I got last place and it but I still scored some points and stuff and I I knew most of the answers but it's like they just like wasn't my questions I didn't figure out I figured out other people's questions everyone got the easier questions I thought um but I went on these black panels and they were really Rowdy on them and they're like that's why I got the name je nickname Jeffrey
dmer it's pinned okay yeah there yeah so if anyone wants to come up you know Nick is up here sometimes I don't know if he's in the background still no he's gone um we had uh Crucible ghost come on this um come on today and we had we you know it's it's a little quiet right now it's 5:00 p.m. almost here um Los Angeles the sun's going to go down in a couple hours I'm
just starting my first Twisted Tea I just didn't see anybody else um streaming today so I thought I'd give it a go on early I'm in a good
mood so how's everyone doing today you like a reading let me know I do have my um my my um private readings are open contact me on Discord for a private reading it will be over Discord in the um it'll be about an hour I'll just oneon-one talk about anything you
want pull a bunch of cards um anything like it's I think it's a pretty good deal but it's also it's fun and it's it's like if you want more detailed readings that's the way to go because I do very quick short readings um on this channel usually but I have done over 1,00 readings on Etsy and thousands of readings in my life for all kinds of
people for celebrities and all kinds of stuff so and I usually I get really good feedback I want to thank the the the the other day the C the uh client who had a nice um nice private reading yesterday were you kissed last night you felt like you were kissed on the forehead well let's see let me pull a
card for you we kissed last night see look at this this s this is called trust okay it's number um 14 but look they're dancing it could very well be a kiss but it looks like the astral plane something was happening on the astral plane maybe they're like what ghost loves you I
don't know maybe it's this kind of it's interesting kind of looking couple right he's kind of Dancing with the fairy or looks like astral plane something could be a ghost it could be a spirit with the legs legs up in the air too that's like me what go what ghost loves you here
yeah you know I think probably a lot of ghosts I think I think there's a lot of ghosts that are very attracted to human beings right they spy on us in the shower they they watch us get n have sex and get naked and stuff but I do feel like some it's some
kind of spirit you can trust or you have some kind of trust with and so doesn't feel like malevolent Spirit really right feels like it's positive okay
yeah and sometimes we'll get these feelings too we these feelings of like the well the other night I was on and I was like seeing like colors go across the room and there's like all these strange noises and stuff you're welcome Divine growth and so um you know I definitely will see like I'll see orbs and it's like I'll see orbs on on certain videos
just like all around and stuff like that and or photos and stuff like that so there's something there sometimes right
you're welcome guys so I'll drink more of my Twisted Tea a little bit messy here I don't know but I I told you guys I I tried like some of this like I'm trying thinking about branching off into like a little bit of an adult stuff okay adult like and I'll keep that more on the other
channels than on this channel right um but uh if you are interested in that I can give you my that link but you can't remember my Discord I don't really want to post it here and depends on how much you want to see you know like everybody's cup of tea right but I think it went pretty well last night it did
and uh got some tips and that was a nice ego boost and stuff like that and so um now I have some tokens on this website and think I'm might be able to trade them in or yeah we kind of Backstage uh how how how how runchy are we getting um not too runchy I mean it's like you know it's just solo stuff it's
just solo and it starts out like kind of like just like me clothed and eventually not so clothed right but yeah so it's like you know I I was yeah I did I did get fully fully unclothed but I got some good feedback and uh you know just uh it's a it's a
free website too basically it's like you know you can watch for free and stuff but it's like then people do yeah it's not it's not like there's no penetration or something like that it's just just kind of softcore you're little you shocked to vine growth I'm sorry yeah 2020 You're Gonna Come are you gonna come watch sometime are you smile is that a smile
yeah I don't know it's like I I mean it's like I just didn't do that for like a long time right and it's like um I did it I did like some webcaming before I think I made like 50 bucks but it's like I like I like stopped doing it because I was like and also too many people coming in and out now I have like a lot of privacy and stuff like that and better camera and stuff like that laugh
like Sam yeah well but it was it was good like before like when I did it like years ago I like was in the dark glasses and a hat and stuff like that now I don't even care anymore uh yeah well okay I'll drop the link you guys if you guys want to look it up you can I'm not shy okay but yeah guys but if you
don't even if you don't tip just at least shout me out in the chat and stuff like that let me know you're there um let see I can find my basic member okay how do I do this let me see basic member of 25 tokens
okay I have no save Private shows
okay okay I'll post a link in the chat you guys but I'm not I'm not on right now okay maybe I'll go on later offline okay I can post it in the chat I think you guys want
that can you see this link I'm not gonna be I'm not gonna post this all the time okay I'll post it right now you guys want to stop just you can add me as your favorite and uh if you're interested in seeing okay but
all I ask is like don't please don't like share or anything like that I mean it's like I ultimately don't care but it's like okay 2020 charge up that phone they stop violated
okay you guys see the link though did it come up uh oh yeah it was um it was deleted message deleted by the Google moderator team okay well
you look me up there I think that's
fine yeah Divine of course
okay yeah and all you have to do is like if you go on anybody's chat there you just take off their name and then put put that usern name there you should be able to add as add me as your favorite then will yeah but it' be cool to see some of you guys there like you know try not to be like too it's not too explicit there's people there with like d doos
and but vibrator I so I I don't do that stuff right now but who knows who knows I might if I get requests for private shows who knows so yeah come on drop a comment drop a drop a tip and stuff like that you know if you enjoy you can like talk to me and stuff in the chat and stuff like that so just another thing maybe do only fan
someday yeah I hope that's yeah I don't want to get into trouble either for for posting that that other link but I yeah I don't know the Google moderation I never had that message ever You' never seen that where it says the Google moderation team so cheers
guys awesome awesome Michael that sounds awesome you can do some IRL travel share your life you know so 2020 you're going to watch me are you gonna be there are you you are you gonna see that yeah yeah I didn't mean to like I know
that's why I also need to be careful about what I say to you on the show I know because like Emma has the O right and uh but she would like always say don't mention o in the chat like just like promote her regular website and stuff you might
okay Divine I'm listening you might 2020 okay you're not going to bed soon okay well maybe I'll maybe I'll do it pretty soon you know it's like U you guys are interested in that I might take a shower and then come out and like do a little do a little show you guys are really interested in
seeing that you got to let me know feedback too here like um and say okay you screen cap just let me know feedback like on the show like if you want to see something more or like less or I don't know you just tell tell me and so you know I I'm actually like know I used to be like really insecure about that and it's like I'm just skinny and stuff got a terar reading for me she's Prett getting warnings and Karma because how
she treat me you say anything when you're leaving okay well let the Karma work itself out but let me have a look at this hold on
okay um I think this will bring this will bring some clarity to the situation like when you know I think she's like clear about something she just leave I think yeah I think that there's going be Clarity no matter what you say it's like you can either like you know and it's like going to be a new rebirth for you it looks like this says
rebirth something new happening for you okay maybe the relationship will start and also you're going to be blessed in this too thank you thank you 2020 says blessings and maybe they look like they're kind of like let like letting go like letting go right so let them go um or maybe he's trying to catch these catch these swans or something like that there's a hand reaching out
there's some swans there wait so say something I think you I think you'll be clear exactly what to say and stuff like that but it'll be made clear also I think it's like you you're all this this this leaving will be a blessing for you maybe he just like let let them go or something like that should you say something or shut up okay it says this is inv invocation
which is like saying something it's in the reverse so maybe don't say something okay it sounds like invocation in the reverse like don't say something because it will be like a almost like a spell right and so maybe even even not saying anything will be more powerful right so yeah thank you so much 2020
yeah it looks like it looks like say don't say something but and but I think you're going to I think this is the best move for everybody too like you know Letting Go how's everyone doing tonight you're welcome my pleasure bag clean up some of this trash around here
got all this syrups and Butters and food on the table I got this Buffalo Wild I got a little little thing for my hands right now a wet wipe Buffalo Wild Wings clean up my
hands every welcome guys I'm pleasure to be
here um okay so divine grow okay so a few days ago um okay so I'm blocked on her Discord now right I don't know when she blocked me or something like that I I did send several messages apologizing okay but I was on her show the other night and then I bought a reading it's like 20 bucks for a reading right because I'm not a member anymore I was her first member but I'm not a member anymore and I left then she kicked me
out of the Discord and all this kind of stuff right um but then the so she was like okay I'm gonna put this to a poll she's like should I do a reading for psyche and then it's like it was like 60% no 40% yes so I started rallying the troops and I went to my I started my show I'm like please vote for me yes and stuff like that her poll the poll had over 200 votes in it which is this is a
big poll right um and she had the poll right and and then so the and I ended up winning the poll and she did a really great oh you were there yeah she did a really great reading for me that night she was friendly she was smiling she was genuine and stuff like that and uh then I like went back to like they thank her and stuff like that on the Discord and then
it's like message cannot be delivered we're not she she unfriended me or blocked me or something and so that was kind of disappointing she also was thinking like oh I have Bots I just have I'm like I I rigged the poll I did not rig the poll I just I I I voted on my accounts but she kept block I my accounts kept getting timed out and stuff like that and I think that takes away the vote anyway but they just kept
timing me out they didn't even like block me so I was like giving messages I know I love Emma I know she took what I said the wrong way I I taking what she said the wrong way we had misunderstandings before stot broke the camel's back she has people coming back and forth saying I'm saying this I'm saying this I'm badmouthing her I really wasn't I didn't really badmouth her I say I would there's nothing negative I
have to say about her I was just upset with you know she kind of like said my show was toxic and like she's like oh and you know um I get drunk and I fall asleep on the pan in front of everybody you know and after she like was a guest on my show and I I did a good interview she told me to take the interview down so always kind of like hurt feelings and stuff like that but I'm always man enough to apologize but I'll make people
be mad at me and stuff like that this just happens to me you know I try to do my best to like make everyone happy and you can't please everybody there's GNA be people that will just walk out and that never forgive you for for silly mistakes right I think all my mistakes were pretty silly sometimes I was drunk sometimes I so but I wish her the best and it's like you know I probably won't be over there
that that that often it's like maybe a month in a while I like a reading but it's like you know she's gonna put it to a poll every time and like just be she said like before she doesn't hold grudges and then she like really held the grudge against me like I I wrote her a lot please forgive me I'm sorry I'm sorry or just unfriend me like like if you love me let
me go she eventually unfriended me and I can't get a hold of her other than her show I get timed out there immediately by the mods and so I was a mod her for seven months I was one of her first mods when she and I was I was there from from 3,000 subscribers to 20,000 subscribers and we used to like before she would like start her readings like I used to just say I'll do a card for a
card we would just read cards for each other like pull cards for each other and stuff like that and it was just like we and I just like you know we just got along and it's like um then we had like misunderstandings and I would get drunk she's like don't be drunk in the chat and stuff but it was like in the middle of the night usually and you guys know I get kind of drunk in the middle of the night and it's kind of like we were just we just joke and trying to make the crowd laugh and it's like a little bit
more of a kind of like you know sexy stream she got mad at me because a mod said oh he's saying something about your thong like and it's like even if I had said oh Emma's thong that's not even that bad but what happened was someone said sing Cisco and I was like Yeah The Thong Song like Cisco thing let me see that thong and I but she's like I heard you're talking about my thong and she's
like and then I said a diddy baby oil party I said we're at at 100,000 subscribers we're going have a diddy baby oil slip inside and I was like sh don't tell Emma and she said she said delete that right away and I deleted that and then she like the next day she's like oh well I can't have you you're you're you're so she's like have you heard the new allegations against P Diddy I'm like well I've heard I heard
the same crap I I just really I don't know like and she's like she's like you're basically calling me a blackmailer extortionist and a molester and I was like what was like I was like that wasn't the that wasn't the intention at all and so but yeah it's okay you know people have mods they can choose who their mods are or not I'm not going to be insulted but that happened the same like Day within two days I also
Benny unmodded me for like no reason either now Benny won't talk to me people are saying oh psyche's trying to seduce you and stuff like that he's like an old man and so like I think Benny's like 23 or 24 years old it's like you know you know he's younger than me like 20 years and stuff like that but he's a full full grown adult everyone's like oh he's on the Spectrum and stuff like that or
and stuff I'm like I don't think so I've always found him intelligent and and uh you know maybe a little emotional and look a little bit a little kooky a little bit but I always enjoyed Benny but I'm blocked on his channel now U other people just want to make me mod now people are now people that were on the show and stuff are like oh well you're I was told not to go to your chat it's like it's dangerous or it's um you know it's like there's it's
toxic or stuff like that and it's like I have like the best show I think I don't know so I don't know if it's like with some people it's like oh the feeling of competition I just don't feel that feeling of competition right I feel like we can all help each other we can all like especially people like that are like you know we don't have like a million subscribers we have like you know thousands maybe and so and so so it's like we can like let's get each
other to millions and stuff like let's all let's all be successful I want to help everybody right and so but I think also we're doing something really cool here where it's like um there's not that many open panels or people that run I mean there's you can always find some open panels right or streamyard people right always but just click search open Panel then go filter and just look for
lives and you'll see all the open panels but there's not that many there's sometimes there's just one or something like that and it's like and so and there there's people that I've met the same people on a lot of panels over and over again like or see people in the same chats and stuff like that so I know I'm in the same like area of YouTube and stuff like that and it's so cool to find people that know people that know people it's like so everyone usually knows I'll
go into a chat and everyone usually knows me there's only so many viewers yeah but it's like where wherever the viewers want to go that's cool with me like because people like if I advertise somebody and they they love the other person and if if they stop coming here it's like they'll maybe that the other person will advertise me and they'll like me more and it's like so it's like people can go where they want to it's
basically about getting all of us out there yeah I'm almost a two CR 2,000 Subs right at at like over 5,000 watch hours now my watch hours are just going so fast like I remember when I was trying to get 50 watch hours right or 50 subscribers took a long time then it's like I think this year I had like a 2,000 beginning of the year now I have I
thought oh maybe by a April or May I'll get like enough um hours no I had it by February 29th or 28th I had my 4,000 watch hours and so so really cool and I've had I've had help guys I've had I've had people promoting me I've had like you know other people promoting me I've been not promoting myself and it's like and so that's also you know I could
if I was not roing myself and everything it probably go a lot slower yeah and there's compet I mean it's competition because we all have our own channels and stuff like that but there's also like you know you can collaborate like you know um you can like come together with I can have different tarot readers on my show I'm not insecure about oh I'm they're a better reader than I people are going to like them better than I I want to
showcase people's talents and so so it's like yeah there's competition in a certain way where it's like and they might feel more than I do because it's like I'm just doing my thing I'm not like worried about that I'm just trying to help people I'm trying to like say hey promote your channel here like let's all like the real competition is like us versus like these people with a million subscribers right which that we're trying to get there someday right and so
I believe we can all take off in a certain way and then we can like be have like our own parties and our own like Vegas trips and like you know we'll be able to like do IRL together and all kinds of things like so I'm not I'm not there's healthy compet I yeah I would really love to I would
I'd love to that's why I like you know I was so excited the Q is in the air Q is nearby and then be was like oh q and I you and I can all do IRL and like can I meet up and like we we'll go walk and I was like I was so excited then Q comes on porn bombs me and like like other stuff and it's like so and then um also this guy scribbles is really cool scribbles is a really cool guy um he's a
kind of a peckerwood vibe to him a little bit but um and uh and then I was like he's like in Riverside or something and I was like oh would you ever come to like Redondo and do IRL with me I think he thinks I might be a woman or something like that I don't know if he knows I'm a gay guy or something like that or how he would react to that but he was like yeah definitely and I don't know he's never come to the channel but he was letting me promote
his channel channel there Alisa Jordana also like lets me um post my links in her Discord sometimes that's really really nice she has a big Discord she has a big audience and stuff like that so that's really really generous right yeah yeah there's competition but other people will take it more seriously because some people will just like Tanya Harding and ncy carrian right there that
was competition right they should have been friends and stuff like that but it's like there was competition with the Olympics and stuff and so they tried to like hurt Nancy car's ankle and stuff like that like that's like competition where you're try to take out the competition right it's like oh I'm GNA take out the competition so it's like I'm the only one left but there's if you collaborate you can like help each other you can grow together right so everyone doing good
yeah I feel like my channel is doing well it's like I know yeah yeah I'm just like I'm just doing my thing you know it's like I'm like and that's that's better too that I'm not a mod in all these chats anymore because that was that was taking a lot of time away from my show and I was worried about like you know with Emma I was like you know I was like I didn't want to compete against her and stuff and like but I do like late night shows and stuff
like that so now even if I compete like I will try to yeah thank you I yeah I know people take it more seriously and I like but I I just have I'm in a spirit of camaraderie like Hey we're all doing like the same thing we're all we have something in common we like streaming we like live streaming we like um YouTube We like open panels and stuff like that let's like collaborate and let's like I'll be on your panel you be on my panel
like I'll do readings for your chat you know um give me a plug I'll plug your your chat and like you know or let's all go here from here when I end and someone else is going live and stuff like so always let me know if like I'm planning on going you can say I'm planning on going live this this time even if I'm doing in the middle of the show I'll say post your link if you guys feel like going over there go over there I'll
try to be over there soon you know and so it's really cool we can we can share we can share and stuff like that that's what the spirit of the world is like we all have we all have these common resources and it's like and it's all about the access to the resources and stuff like that but really thank you very much really it's like you know they there're meant to be shared it's like the world's been to be
shared not to be hoarded from certain people and then the other people are all out of out of luck and doing all the work and like you know there's like an unevenness sometimes I like to have like the camaraderie but also I'm a Capricorn you know so that's why I also like you can see like my steps that I took towards my channel and I knew that once I started my channel it would be success I knew
because I'm a Capricorn like when I put my mind to Something Like You see I've taken one day off this year there was one day I didn't stream okay and so it's like when you have this I had this energy of like climb the mountain step by step go higher high like and it's like just like not trying to go too fast sometimes there's steep steepness to it and everything 2020 I think he's talking to
me who's talking a little bit about a lot of people consider is a competition on YouTube and other channels maybe are yeah maybe other channels are competition but there's like you know how can I be competitive when it's like certain people have 20,000 subscribers I have like one almost 2,000 right and so it's like they're they're 10 times bigger than my channel right and it's like and these people are helping me
sometimes too you know it's and so I'm I'm happy to help them and so I really want to get to the 100,000 subscribers you know who knows how long that maybe my next year who knows I'll put that in The Ether like I'm gonna let's man that's for you guys too let's all manifest 100,000 subscribers let's like set this thing on fire but like I said there's like only so many people that do the open panels there's a lot of the
same people in the panel verse right and so uh and I think it's like an untapped resource I think more people would like love it I think like or even just watching the panels and stuff like that a lot of people don't haven't even figured out live stream or the live shows right
so but this this is my life though it's like basically i' I just put all my my energy into my my stream like my baby I'm trying to grow this baby to healthy healthy uh healthy adult right and so I'm still in this infancy stage you
know probably you know I've only been on doing lives for probably six months seven months yeah and I've only been live streaming or only been open paneling for since January about my birthday I started and so when I started doing open panels the show really really took off you know it's a little bit um little bit quieter chat today but it's still early
and stuff I think it'll be wild chat tonight also some of the controversies died down so we have but it's a little bit more peaceful right it's like some of this I felt like some people were just trolling over and over distracting and stuff like that and all people are fighting in the chat and stuff like that so yeah cheers
guys like Rodney King of the YouTube I'm like can't we all just get along you know we're all human we're all trying you know we're all working hard I think a lot of us are working really hard on this and we want to it's a great platform you know I would say focus on one platform
you know Rumble the feels say rumble you can show naked people and you know Tik Tok you can't do anything twitch is like M for video games let's all get along I think YouTube's a perfect perfect platform for like a lot of things from for like building a genuine audience like I think Tik Tok there's a lot of not Bots but there's just like a lot of people from all over the world
like like big audiences and stuff like that but it's a little bit chaotic with all the people sending roses and all the graphics coming on the screen and stuff like that so this is pretty much my dream show I have i' always wanted to have like a Howard Stern Show type show like a little bit wild guys taking off their shirts you know I can't have well it's more of a
gay Howard Stern like Howard Stern like he you know he had a lot of porn stars and getting naked and stuff like that I can't really do that here but I can get naked on a another on another platform and you can you guys can watch if you want yeah if you're into skinny guys or if you're I don't know or maybe it's not your cup of tea so I'm just but I'm just
put putting out there it's better than the Howard Stern Show thank you 2020 I think I'm getting interesting guests I think I'm having interesting panels interesting chats I'm able to like I'm not just SP streaming I'd feel really lazy if I was just sitting here watching TV you just like you guys are
just watching me sleep things like that I like to have always talking always interactive and it's
fun so been on for nice two and a half hours it's 5:30 let's see is there anything anybody else um streaming right now or want to check out somebody let's see I'll show you guys how to do it you go you guys go you guys go click on live and you'll see who's live um kick rocks on YouTube something
about chicken Andy is up I don't see or also you can also go to your subscriptions and you go activity you'll see there's a little red dot like Emma's live right now she's get get ready she's having a movie night so you guys can check and she's you know get ready with Emma she's the only one
broadcasting right now oh M Mr T is broadcasting open Panel Saturday night open Panel with Mr Mr T um Big River nutterville gaming code mobile okay but there's not many PE Sky oh Sky High this guy Josh I know he kind of like pissed me off though
so yeah there's just like there's a lot of the oh the people's podcast right I was on you guys want to go over there I have voer I'm yeah a little bit but I'm I'm I'm maybe like more of an exhibitionist you know it's like but yeah I always like I was always I'm always a shower peeper like tricks too like tricks like to people in the shower
if I've ever if I you know um kind of like the locker room Vibe you know or like the the gym locker room Vibe and stuff like that I'm a Boyer yeah I like I like to men are very visual like to watch but it's like more kind of an exhibitionist I like to be watched too so that was kind of fun last night when I did that little little web
cam show on you know out of the blue and stuff like that so I hope uh you guys ever want to check that out
yeah how are you guys doing so maybe like let's guys want to head over to like another Channel because this channel I usually has Alexander let me see who's over there right now there's 10 people on the panel already I know any of these people like let's see M okay it says M Ry Michael
Bruno F toy Dan Dan Mitchell Hank Hill Casey I don't know these people Josephine it's called The People's podcast if if anyone's interested oh Boston strong is in there okay I'm going to post this link and we can go over
there maybe I'll maybe they'll let me on the panel maybe not but let's go to this channel since it's kind of a little quiet in here today and I'll be on later tonight okay guys down so guys come come over here say
hi and I'll be back guys okay I'll see if I can get on their panel okay I love you guys it's called The People's
podcast I'll see if they let me on okay I love you guys I'll be back tonight
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