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Psyche discusses various topics with viewers, including reactions to online criticism and community dynamics, during an open panel livestream on his show 'Coffee Bagels and Piping Hot Tea Open Panel Tarot and Cats'.
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Browse era →Tell me how you think I'm wrong when I say I feel so lost. Tell me why you think your love erase all that it cost. Tell me why you look at me like I'm just a piece of dust. Tell me how you think you know when I give away my trust.
Ain't nobody going to get me now. No, not when I feel this way. Ain't nobody going to save me now. From the things that I can't say.
Tell me why you think it's easy to just put the blame on me. Tell me how I'm supposed to act when you all just won't see. Tell me why you take a shot when I'm already feeling low. Tell me why I even try when you all just steal the
show. Ain't nobody going to get me now. No, not when I feel this way. Ain't nobody going to save me now from the things that I can't say.
Yeah, I might love the pain, but I hate what you all bring. Yeah, I might feel the strain or let you take my swing. Ain't nobody going to get me now. No, not when I feel this way.
Ain't nobody going to save me now from the things that I can't say.
Okay. Um, Rodmus Prime, how about you go yourself? How about this is my show. I get to play whatever song I want and uh, you can go yourself. Okay. Bye. Anyway, what's up, guys? Hi, KZ. Hi, Chibi Chibi. How are you guys doing? I got some coffee.
Um, yeah. I mean, it's like, yeah. Oh, I just be the first commenter. I have a two-minute song so I can like, you know, get, you know, get things ready for like, you know, a second. We're idiots. I mean, get a life. Go get a life. Stop like being obsessed with mine. Um, pull the sack. Um, let's see.
Hold on. You want to get kicked out, too? Hold on. I'm playing. He playing. See
this time you up for that. You don't know how long. Might be a minute. Might be a day. So check it back. So I got good to say. I got a show to do and it's like what you're going to start out negative, guys. Do I even want to share my stories? I got some stories.
You don't want to hear about the the secret freakoff last night. You don't want to hear. It's okay. I'll wait for more people to get here. Everyone wants to with me. Um like, you know, first thing in the morning, I'm I'm trying to like Oh, I'll go on on air. I'll do a good show. Put the Infinity N word and then insulting my uh you know, DJ Electra's uh video.
Should I just Should I just end? Should I just end? I was like excited to start. Yeah. Hold on. Bold a sec. Yeah. You were I don't know. I'll leave it for now.
Anyway, hi. Hi everybody else. We're not going to. It's just like I like I was like, "Oh, you know, I've got coffee, bagels, um setup, everything." And it's like we're going to start with this because I got to tell you. I got to tell you and you'll It's exciting. I mean, it's like, but just go
away if you if you if you're not going to support the show. Go away. Not you, but yeah. Hi, Booty Bandit. It's like go yourself if you're like in a you know or just like you know you can just sit in the purgatory which is like basically you just can't talk. That's what they want. It's okay. I'll give them what they want. I like to I
like to deliver but do they want to be blocked? No, I don't think so. Unfortunately, I can't block. Actually, I can block people for my entire show. There's some people I know. Oh, lucky. Wait, do you hear Wait, do you hear the stories? Wait, do you hear the stories? I got stories to tell. Hey, Jamie. Jamie, my little
my little uh my little mole. No, I didn't see it. Let's see. Can you see rapper? That is who that's going to be. That's going to be No, you can't be mad. And why you why you asking um Loki? Oh, no. No. You asking Loki? Loki can't give you mod. Only Only I can. Okay. Look, he's like a
um you know, second angel in command. I'm God here. Okay, it's okay, Jamie.
Oh, come on. It is wonderful. Um yeah, I mean both. Gosh. Okay, so I don't know. Um I don't even know where to start, but I'm just going to let people come on in for a minute. I got this is a vanilla hazelnut. Hold on. Are
my nails okay, guys? Are my nails okay? I know. Apparently, I'm like, you know, I can, you know, spread uh HIV with these fingernails, you know. Apparently, according to a comment I heard about a hundred times last night. Okay, but we'll get to that. We'll get to all that. It's okay. Well, she's an owlette then,
right? Hi. Oh, I'm not playing. Yeah. Oh. Oh, it gets worse. It gets worse. Low key. You'll hear what they You'll hear what Oh, you'll hear everything that's being said about me. Oh, yeah. That's That's nothing. That's nothing. I mean, it's like you'll hear
because I was wondering Yeah. I was wondering I was like, "Why is every day people coming in saying, "Oh, you have AIDS. You have HIV." Like, where would that come from? It's like that must be some kind of evil person. Let's see. Oh, I switch. Okay, so there's the um there's a concentration camp stuff, guys. Just let let him do it. Let him do it. I mean, I'll get I'll get them. Don't worry. Yeah, they said my nails
are so dirty. Apparently, I I um you know, I could spread HIV just by by my dirty nails, but I have nails dirtier than like a Puerto Rican landscaper. But we'll get to all that. I am such a nice gentleman. I am. until but it's like if you piss me off I can uh I can uh
it's not even me that does it. It's like I have I get all these like these uh I don't know if they're angels, demons or somebody that's that's telling me what to do. Okay.
Anyway, oh yeah but how how would I hear how would I hear these stories, right? Oh yeah, you're just Oh, you're right on time, Jamie. Hey, here's Rudy. Hey, you coming over, Rudy? Hi. Coming over to my lap. Hi. What are you doing, kitty? Oh, comfy. Get comfy. Come on, settle
in. We're going to have a fun day today because I'm gonna I'm gonna tell it all. I'm going to tell it all. Might not be what you expect either.
Oh, okay. Yeah, I get it. It's It's triggering, you know, supposed to try to trigger me. Oh, this trigger him. And so, is this being triggered right now? Trigger is actually where I'm like, "Oh my god, what if I Oh my god. Oh, they're saying what? No, I'm gonna tell you everything." Okay. Rudy, of course, Rudy is fine. Like, hey, baby. Rudy is like a
little old man. He's 16 years old. 15, 16 years old. I had him for about since January. He was sleeping at my feet and uh like then Lola was under the blanket and he's very very soft. He's my little ginger my ginger kitty. What's got me in a good mood? Oh, you'll
see. You'll you'll see. It's just like what's me in a good mood is just like I'm my my dreams are coming true. My prayers are coming true. My prayers are answered. Cuz you know what? First time he did Yeah. He was hiding it for a couple weeks. How many are in How many men are women in Skelly? I don't I don't know if Should you expose more? Let's hear it. Go ahead. No, you you talk first. You talk first. You talk first.
Jamie's uh PDF. Hold on. Hold on. Hold on. No. No. No. No. No. Oh my gosh. That's a very inappropriate screen name. Cheap weed. I actually I do have like some weed and it is it's pretty much dirt weed, but I haven't smoked them. Yeah, I haven't smoked any yet. I'm good. Hi. Can I hug him? Of course I can. You
want to give me a hugie? Want me huggies? Want me huggies? Okay. I'll get a kiss for Jamie. Okay. Look at Jamie attacking you. Attacking you, Jamie. Okay. You're now they're attacking you. Jamie, you know what? Jamie, uh Jamie is like never did anything to anybody. She never did know. How does she deserve that? And she's
even And I know who's doing that to her. Jimmy, I know who that is doing that to you, right? And uh you know, you're even kind to them because you're just a kind person. And you know, am I banning people? Yeah. And I'll ban you if you want to if you want to play with me. You want to play with me, Dangerfields?
Not the real Rodney Dangerfield. Rodney Dangerfield is dead. Okay. >> And and you will be in this chat, too. You keep with me. Okay. >> Yeah. I can only take so much of uh you know just like people thinking that they're being clever or something by Oh gosh. Guys, you want to hear the story? Do you
want to hear about it? You you want to hear the the truth? Oh, I they're I mean, they're here watching and stuff, so you want to see triggered? You want to see triggered? Okay, I I'll show you triggered. Okay, I'll show you triggered
because it's like am I triggered about Oh, oh my gosh. Because triggered is basically what is triggered? Triggered means that you get like your feelings hurt or something. My feelings aren't hurt because I'm just gonna I'm just I'm just gonna My feelings I'm actually really excited because I get to tell the truth. All you all you people
have is lies. Oh. Oh. You know, Charisma, you know. You know, you already know. Prisma knows. They're calling me triggered. You should just see. You should see how if I was like if I was triggered, I would just make up a bunch of slander about people or just a bunch of insults and
just like laugh with my, you know, dumb friends thinking, "Oh, high five." Because bunch of guys, you ever seen like um it's not even like House of Thousand Corpses. Those those freaks are too cool for to compare these people to. It's bas It's more like for like Forest Gump and Gilbert Grape, but less less charisma,
right? Look at the lame. Oh, Leah, look at it. You see it? Yeah. You see it? So stupid. Okay, I mean, I'll let you people I'll let some of these people in, but it's just like I don't not in the mood right now for I know who some of these people are. Um Jamie, low key, can you just can you get on it, please? Because in just you're gonna you're gonna see them come in. Okay. No, I know you're not a I know you're
not a mole, Jamie. I know you're not a mole. I know you're not. I mean mole as in like you know you were you I think you were checking things out for me. I don't Maybe you I think you were right. Oh, I Oh, I think he wants to Hold on. Guys. Guys. Mods. Got it. Guys, guys. Mods. Mods. Mods. Mods. Mods. Mods. Mods. Do it. Do it. Do it. Get him. Get him. Get out. Get him
out. Get him out of here now. I got something to tell you. Hold on.
I am happy. I'm excited. Oh, I got some to tell you. I got some to tell you, guys. It's going to be bad today. Bonds, just keep an eye on it, you know. Keep an eye on it, please. If you see that, you Okay, whatever. See these people? If they have the names, go ahead. Go get them out. Get them out.
They can be here because I can't really prevent them from coming in the room, but they're not gonna in too. Jim, this is um 24 hours. If you don't want to hide people, put 24 hours right now. Please. Thank you guys. If they say the slightest little thing, they say anything. Okay. I I what I want I want here's what I want today. I want a hug box. I
want everybody to come in here to kiss my ass. Okay? Just say, "Hi, we like you, Sy." Because you should hear the garbage that's being talked. Spread it. You can see they've already come in. They're waiting. They're waiting. Oh, I'm ready. I'm ready, guys. I am so ready for this. Oh, I'm ready.
Okay. All right. Jesus Christ. Uh, get Jaws forever out of here, please. I'm not going to start talking until um everybody that I want out of the room is out of the room. Well, not out of the room. Silence. I want their voice removed.
I'm not playing today. I'm going to tell exactly what happened. And you guys are going to you guys are going to like it. But I gotta wait. We got to wait a little bit. We got to wait till everybody um Yeah. Kick them guys. Mods know the mod. Hey, Nancy. Um yeah.
Yeah. Guys, we're going to have a lot of uh not only that I did a mass unbanning and so everyone could talk and stuff like that already. You know, they're screwing themselves over in 10 seconds. But um not only that, but you know, I basically uh I stirred up a little bit of a horn in its nest.
Um emphasis on a horse. Okay. Um yeah. So I'm just going to wait a minute. So everyone in here. I got a couple bagels, aiago, and everything. I got a hot pot hot of vanilla coffee and
I got a vanilla cream. Oh, dancy. It's going down today. It's going down. Yeah. And I really didn't I didn't really ever I don't I never had a problem with you as a mod. So,
hey, I don't get no respect here. I don't get no respect. my Jewish uh I'm not Jewish, but my boyfriend is. I'm just kidding. Much I Oh, what did you miss? Oh, I can't wait to tell you guys. You miss just a little bit. Okay, you missed a little bit. And people people with loyalty will be
rewarded. People um that just reveal themselves to be pieces of uh you know, will just be hidden. It's like they're bashing him. Oh, yeah. They're not bashing me. Oh, yeah. Yeah, that's part of it. Hold on. Who's this right here? Zimples. That was that was nothing. The spunk the
sp What happened at Spunkies was like that was a little like orduror. That was like a little like a little like you know a little piece of uh you know Melba toast with a little slice of you know um beef tartar on it. That was just a little that was just a little sample. That was just that was like that was just like a little a little I just
needed that little teeny little I need that little teeny uh taste. I Oh gosh. Yeah. When I tell you what will happen. Oh He-Man, come on. Uh He-Man, you know the you know it's not it's not just me that's using AI He-Man. I'm admitting it that I use it, right? That everybody's
you know, I think uh I think uh what's his name? Um Orion is been getting around. Okay, Orion has been getting around and in fact actually like they're actually doing something pretty smart. I think um uh Chat GPT is doing something pretty smart where they're just they're taking away the standard voice mode for the free users
because it's too good. It's too good. It's too, you know, to for I mean for free it's just too good and they won't you know there won't be people it will change like it'll it'll keep changing you know it'll go through different phases and so they're afraid people will fall in love with it and
then it will like then it'll be a different kind of personality right what's my thoughts on AI servers using only communities clean I think that's just propaganda this is this is environmental propaganda. Wait, what? You know what? You know, water, it turns into like water vapor or turns into pee and it and then it can be refilled. It's basically the water on the earth is the same water that's always been here.
Water doesn't just like disappear, right? It's like water continuously is being recy. I don't know if you've heard of like rain and stuff like that, but you know, rain comes down. How's it go? Itsybitsy spider falls up the water spout. Down came the rain. washed the spider out. Up came the sun, dried up all the rain, and then the
itsy-bitsy spider goes up the spout again, and then the rain comes down again. It's called a cycle. It's called the cycle of nature. Hey, sweetheart. Hey, Sassy. Good to see you. Oh. Oh sh Please. Oh. Oh, wait. We're having Are we having a water shortage? Are they selling um water like they were eggs at
the store? Like, you know, three times the price. So it's you got a the water cost the same thing. Water's not going anywhere. It's just propaganda. Okay. Out came the sun, right?
Out came the sun. So I don't know where to start, but I have to wait for more people to come here. Dry up all the rain. Right, guys? You know, it's like it's like we learned this when we were like, you know, three years old. I don't know why people We're running out of water. Oh my gosh. You heard of bottled water? You ever heard
of like is there any is there are there people do we hear Oh, there's communities of people, you know, dying of dehydration. Have you heard any one story? Give me one story of everyone's dying from dehydration in a neighborhood. I want to hear that story. Okay. And it goes up the spout again. The the rain comes back down. You can say you can do the song over and over on
repeat. It's not going to say the rain dried up and it and it doesn't exist. It's called it transfers into like, you know, vapor turns into clouds again and then the cycle repeats. I know, Jim, but I mean, would I really even want to, you know, I know that's Michigan. Okay. Yeah, Michigan. Okay. What are you talking about? Flint, Michigan or something like that. We We
all know the story. It's because it's not because of Chad GPT. It's because of the Chrysler plant. Okay. and the and the um the the um American car companies outsourcing to Mexico. That's a bigger threat than AI. Okay, we're talking about the real threats. Everyone wants to scare you with this stuff. That's that that's the it's not of no consequence. I mean, it's like all it
all it does is help people, right? And it's like, oh, it's drying up the water. Well, how about like look at look at all the electricity that's being burned up. You know, when people leave the lights on in the house and they don't, they're not in the room. What a waste, right? Oh, come on, Rodney. Do Do you know that there's been stuff about for years about
Northern California says Los Angeles sealing the water? I'm looking at a ocean outside, looking at an ocean. Do you think I'm like worried about a water shortage? We're worried about a tsunami and a flood and too much water. That's That's right. I mean, are you gonna try to argue with me and people? I mean, it's like really you want to spend all the time I I'll spend
the whole stream arguing about water shortages and stuff like that. And do you think is my contribution is me typing on that drying up all the water? So, it's my fault, right? You want to talk to everybody else, all everybody else that's using AI. Is it going to be a collective thing or it'll be it'll be fault again, right? Okay, Rodney. Guys, guys, it's just stupid. Rodney, just go away. You're not
the real Rodney Dangerfield and you're much less funny. Yeah, I know. I do have a good tip. I just have to wait for I there's there's like bunch of in the room. U there's great people in the room, but I need more great people and less We have enough um we have enough I don't need I don't need to be, you know, it's not a toilet.
This is like a This is a classy show. Joel Gotti, you would uh box him and knock him. I saw I saw you time. I saw you there. I did see you. Not like I was like, you know, I I wasn't there like for very long. I was there just just long enough. Just long
enough, right? And you know what? And can be good. There's a story about it's like a pseudographia of, you know, pseudographia is uh basically like fake stuff that they say, oh, this was in the Bible and stuff, but it was just written probably like 20 years ago. uh like you know Book of Enoch and that
kind of So yeah. So so it was a pseudographia and um let me see. Oh yeah, the real Rodney. I really kicked out the real Rodney. I'm gonna kick out the I don't think that's the real Jaws either, guys. Bye bye. Do I care? Do I care? I don't care if these
people ever come back. Bye. Yeah, don't mods. I actually I can mod from from here. I can I can off my tablet now. So, it's like a lot easier. So, don't worry about it. Mods. Um, if somebody personally goes after you, you can go ahead and like, you know, time them out. But I can take care of hiding people and stuff. Tried to worry about
them and you know, you give them a chance. Yeah. And even I'm so stupid. I was like even like while I was walking, I was like, do I even really care? I was like I was like I was like I don't I was like I want to hate that. I want to hate. I please. If I had the ability to hate, I would take it because it'd be easy. And like if I
could like finally like put my foot down and like, right, it'd be easy. I just can't. I'm like, I have affection for people. And I'm like, even after everything I said, it's like, how do I don't know why it must be like Jesus or something like that. I'm so forgiving. I mean, it's like who who is more forgiving? Who has
given more chances to people? Like basically people could just like just like all you know I'm like I keep welcoming them back. What is wrong with me? I don't know. But is it is it bad though? Is like because it's like because then I like well why would I want to feel hate though? It's like I I mean I feel the
hate from other people but why would I want to hate any? It's like I don't know. I just like life is too short for hate. But and I don't hate anybody I've hidden either. you're just very misguided, you know, maybe a little bit. I not to I don't want to insult anybody that's mentally handicapped, but because you
because some of these people are worse, you know, I mean I mean it's like or and okay, but hey, Spunky. Okay, so Spunky, I got to tell you what happened last night. So Spunky like had a had her show, right? And it was a great show and I was I I appeared on it and she did a great job and um I'm excited for her and
it was awesome. Right. And so and I and I was checking back throughout the night while she was on. And so Spunky, here's what you got to do. I want if you can if you can go to your show last night and I just want you to turn on your chat.
Okay. And have a look at the chat because you I think you fell asleep or something or went to sleep and but you didn't I think you exited the stream streamyard but you didn't turn off your stream. So I showed up at the stream and there was like just a black screen. It was just a black screen but the chat was going. I was like oh and I was just like
oh interesting. I was like maybe she'll come back. I I didn't know what was going on. Someone said oh she fell asleep. So I was like okay. I was just a mirror. All of a sudden, I see on the screen. Oh. Uh. Oh, yeah. Let me see if I can see it actually in your chat. I can just repeat it. Let me see if it's there. Hold on.
Cuz I can I just want to like I don't I don't want to like get anything wrong. I want to get it completely accurate like what was said. Okay. because I because I want you to I want you to know about this what what what has been said. Okay. One second.
Okay. I got you. Okay. Got it. Okay. Okay. So, you're It was It's down. Okay. You private. Okay. It's fine. But you can still see it. You can still see it. But I But all of a sudden, I see Oh. Um, oh, we we triggered that uh that paranoid tweaker disgusting um um HIV
person blah blah blah. I mean, it was just like I just saw started say I was like who are they talking about? Scroll up. Oh, Psyche. Okay. And this is Gotti, Rain, JT, and Vicki are in there. Okay. This those are the four that I Okay. that were in there. and yeah
um just saying the worship. So if you don't guys haven't seen every day people have been coming in saying I have HIV I'm dying of AIDS and all this stuff every day. Every day and it started I remember when there was a phone call or not a phone call a uh someone called into my show right and she said oh you you're experiencing
some facial facial um dis disintegration or something like that. She's like, "So, is that from the HIV medication?" And since then, it's been every day people have been saying in the chat and stuff like that. I'm like, "Well, where did that come from?" Oh. She said, "Yeah." Oh, yeah. Mhm. Yeah. Because Yeah. Time knows Time was times was a witness, too.
Because I went on I went and did a show right after that and then all of a sudden and I got some more information. Okay. But anyway, these people are probably here, but they are, you know, they're banned. It's okay. funky. It's not It's not you because it's like basically I I had a prayer a few days ago and I said may the tr may the truth
be revealed like I to me because I need to see things for myself sometimes because otherwise it is paran like I can't you don't know if I am being paranoid or not right I'm not being paranoid it wasn't paranoia so first of all when they're saying oh paranoid tweaker well is it paranoia if everything I was thinking he
is exactly how it was. If my intuition was 100% right, is that paranoia or is that right on target? And they're like, "Oh, we triggered him. We triggered him." Okay. So, and and then so I I said in the So, I saw that in the chat and I said, "You guys are a bunch of dicks." And then I got um by the way, I'm hated on your I I was just probably timed out. Yeah. Doy immediately timed me out and
said, "Go cry about it." That's what he said. He said, "Go cry about it." It's okay, Spunk. Not your fault. Not your fault. And they're spunky. They don't care because it gets worse. It gets worse. Funky gets worse.
So, I I fig I finally found the name of the of their group, you know, the secret Discord server that, you know, I thought it was like the Amish the Amish Mormon Mafia or whatever it was, you know, whatever the group was that I had heard about. Never could find it, prove it or anything, but I knew about it, right?
Hello. Yeah, that was great. Yeah. Yeah. You Yeah. I was like I was like, "Damn, I should have asked her if she could bomb me because I knew I just knew that was coming. I knew that was coming or that I would be like hidden in your chat like But you don't have to bomb me. I mean, it's it's, you know, it's up to you. But, um,
you know, I wouldn't ever bring any negativity or harm. Like, I'm I'm actually a really good mod, right? But anyway, so I came on the air and talked to some people and they came in and, you know, got I got to hide them and stuff. I had
already hidden JT and R. So, I guess the the big thing is it's like Rain kept being like I've never I don't remember anything anytime like she was ever positive like any of them actually all four. I mean it's like well JT's Yeah, he's a big fake and so he was always like, "Oh, Psyche, please can I be a mod again?" And I I remember I I modded him twice. Guys, this is my delusion. Okay, here's my delusion.
Here's my problem. I modded this person twice and then my my mods already me. this guy, he has a picture of like um somebody's, you know, mentally handicapped do like minor daughter as his thumbnail, you know, doxing their, you know, them. And so I was like, well, that's just not appropriate. That's kind of weird. So I don't and I don't know
how he got mobed twice, but event I don't know. I'm just I used I was drinking way too much probably, right? So I was not making the best decisions, right? And so anyway, so yeah, he was not mod material. I'll just put it that way. But yeah, I can I have Discord messages from him where he's very much kissing my ass like, "Oh, please, you know, I like you.
I I like you. I like you, Ziggy. I like you. Oh, they told me you're a good guy." And I know this is all by the way, all the whole time, but it's like, okay, I like to play along, guide people, just let people, right? I love people to reveal themselves because I need that because first of all I'm a really I'm a good I'm a good watcher but second of all I'm led to places and so I would
there's why was I led back to your chat like and then screen's black and I'm like I'm just going to sit here and watch I'm just going to sit here and watch like you know most people would just be like oh she's not on anymore right I just had a feeling I was like I'm just going to sit here and watch I'll see if my name gets brought up and there it is in two seconds there's already that was what they were talking about the whole time actually after the show.
>> Guys, um if you guys could take care of some of the um comments like or some of the people like they're going to come in and do this stuff all day, right? It it's going to be because they think this is like affects me. I don't care. I've I've heard the Awitz jokes. I've heard the um the HIV jokes before. I've just been a skinny person my whole life, right?
So, I've heard all this stuff before, right? Yeah, exactly. Sassy, right? Oh, not Oh, it gets better. Incredible. Okay, so it gets better. Okay, so last night I got some more information and I got I got all the I got everybody's name that's in that group or whatever. I know everybody that's in it. Even like there's several people I don't
know. There's several people that are also have on the show. Well, anyway, I'll bring it put it like this. They had a little They had their own little little live stream last night after that. And you know, on JT's channel, they had their own little live stream. Oh, there's more. There's more. We're just getting started, guys. That's
why that's why I got excited to get started. You can go watch their stream and everything, too. You can see exactly what they do and what kind of people they are. Okay. Um because so yeah so I was told you know um well first of all Vicki also said that I was um hitting on her. Vicki
let me just show you. Oh I can't show her a picture because then I don't I don't want to do anything. It might be considered any kind of doxing but you know if you've seen what she looks like you what do you know? You know okay you know you know you guys first of all I'm gay. Second of all, I guess I did at one time date probably
a 200lb woman. 300 pounds with big floppy tits is too much for me. Okay. I mean, it's like, but you know what? If somebody's hitting on me, I'm, you know, do I really care? I'm maybe a little flattered. Like, oh, okay. They think I'm a nicel looking person that, you know, they like me. This woman, Vicki, who basically I'll I'll tell you
what she she was saying in the room. She was saying she hates gay people and she was she was hitting on me so I would not be gay anymore. Like that if I could show if you could just see her picture, guys, if you could just see her picture. Okay. And I went through the I went through the conversations because she said that and uh I went through our conversation and all it was was like,
you know, she would send emojis, I would send emojis. She also I can I can read her messages, the messages I got last night from her too because these are my messages property of me and so I'm allowed to read them because they're mine. So here's what she said last night after I I um exposed the
emoji conversation and everybody this is all covered on their show too. Um, it's on my Tik Tok where she tracked me down on the Tik Tok and she was, you know, she was there pretty much the second time I was on. Okay, so it says,
one second. My email from her said Vicki. It said, oh, okay. Okay. Well, okay. She's already threatening me today. She'sn't here today. So, she was talking about beta or whatever. Okay. Then I So, so, so last
night when I started, she said, "Oh, okay. Sorry, sweetheart. I didn't mean to offend you." And then she goes, "Gysof F yourself." R E T A R D. That's why I porn bomb you. You're a loser. If you fool with me like Rusty does, I'll keep porn bombing you. Both of y'all can kiss my ass. And then she goes, "Never f with me, Psyche." and show never show our
conversation. Okay. Well, anyway, never with you. How about you started it? You started, okay? Because I was always friendly to you. I was friendly to you, okay? And I wouldn't have if you you didn't lie and say that I was hitting on you okay
mod. Okay, mods, can you just uh my cat I'm out of cat, but he's the he's good right here. Exposing DMs. Wow. you know, shocking shocking or whatever. Yeah, that that was it. I mean, it's not like it was like any kind of like thing. She's like, "Don't expose the DM." Well, okay. Too late. I'm sorry. I already did it. Okay. Anyway,
um guys, get Broom Game Broom Gang out of here, please. He is banned from my chat.
Okay. So, anyway, they knew I was they knew I would stop by that their chat, too. So, it was in JT's chat last night. It just goes on and on. Oh, they have pictures of my hands. Oh, look at his dirty nails here. Oh, he has a Star Wars set. I I don't like Star Wars. Star Trek is I mean, Star Wars I did see it in
college in my film class. I like the first one. I'm not into it. I would not be into a Star Wars or Star Trek deck. I mean, I would think they would zero in on have Disney Alice and Wonderland and the villains deck even though I think those are awesome awesome decks. I think I thought they would zero it on that, but they're like, "Oh, yeah. Star Wars deck." Never. I don't even know think they
exist or whatever, but I don't have a Star Wars or Star Trek deck, right? I I I don't know. But somehow like Ziggy has it in his mind. So, was Ziggy in there? Who else was there? Stay Church was there. Herby Fatal was in the chat. There's some other people in the chat, but I think they're they're friends of mine. And so, and even if they are friends with mutual, it's not my it's not my business. If you guys want to be
friends with these people, go ahead. And it's like I don't I'm not going to tell you, oh, them or me. I'm not going to, you know, you're you have freedom of I'm not going to be offended or if even if you like them better than me, as long as you're not attacking me and you don't even have to defend me, but as long as you're not attacking me, I have no no
beef. Okay, I'm not talking Star Wars. I just said I like the first Star Wars. I said I don't have a Star Wars deck. They were talking saying you're talking tarot. Actually, Tarot is a lot older than Star Wars, right? and and that that's anyway they knew I was also watching so they're trying to trigger me.
So anyway guys, there's a person and there I mean the person I mean there's there is more. Um so the HIV thing. Okay, hold on.
They bring up a lady. Now this lady, she seems like a very nice lady. It's actually really made me sad. And I'll tell you why it made me sad. because it seems like this lady I don't want to say I don't I'm not a psychiatrist. I'm not going to diagnose anybody. I'm not going to say her name. I don't want to embarrass her. And this is a perfectly nice lady. Do you know
those pe you know there's some people that are a little bit slow? They're a little bit and I I'm a little bit socially awkward and a little bit maybe slow. Okay, not slow, but you know, socially maybe I'm not like the the most, you know, extroverted person in the world or the most social, but I I
understand. I see this personality. This person is desperate for a friend. Whoa, thank you, Barry the Turtle. Oh, hey, it's okay. And I didn't ban Saman and Barry. And they were talking about Saman, too, and beat him up. Okay, all those. And they had Sam's photos up, too. If you want to talk to them, you can go see. Okay. probably gonna probably private that live, but I already have it.
>> Guys, guys, guys, just getting started. So, this is called they're called the CFF. That's their little group. It's called CFF. You know, it kind of has the KFC kind of joke to it, but it's CFF. It means Chat Friends Forever, which sounds like, you know, very like PBS, you know, Sesame Street, like, you know, Mr. Rogers kind of friends forever, you know? It's like
a little happy. It's just an iron. They love having the irony there. But anyway, they have this lady call. She's desperate to fit in. Okay. She's really wants to fit in. It's And she has Gotti, I have a song for you. Gotti the hottie. I mean, that's literally how the song went. And it was like And she It was not a joke. She's serious, guys. She's serious.
Ziggy, I'll be your piggy. I I don't know. It was just like weird. It was just strange. Okay. Send me these songs. Okay. Oh, guys, just getting started. Okay. She's desperate. She's like, "Are you guys mad at me? I guys, please, please forgive me. I know you're mad at me because I said some, you know, she's desperate to fit in." Okay. And so, you
know, and you know, the the mean the mean girls and then there's that like no awkward person and they're like, "Hey, be our friend." And then they're like all laughing behind their back and just mistreating them and that that's their person to like bully, right? Who loves them right? It's okay. I mean, well, that's what you said. I didn't accuse you of being a form bomber. That's what you said, uh,
my my darling Vicki. Okay. That's what you said. You said it. You said I'm gonna forbomb you. I didn't say she's a for bomber. You said I'm gonna forbomb you. I just read the message. Okay.
guys. But every basically every bad thing you could say except so this so I recognize this woman's voice. She was the woman that called in and said the thing about I have and so yeah so they had they all along it was them that were doing that. It's all them on the it's all the CFF people whatever guys that I and I'm not trying to like go after your group or anything or expose you or anything. you guys are not publicly
doing it, okay? And it's like if you could you guys can go watch the episode on uh on JT's channel, you can see exactly how they are, how cruel they are, how mean-spirited they are, and what they really feel about people. Okay. And it's like, you know what? I'm not even going to like read some of the
chat. I can I can see how uh I can see. Yeah. Okay. Hey, Barry, how are you? Thank you for the donation, by the way, Barry. Okay. And I didn't block Samman. I actually Moss unbanned everybody. Okay. Everybody. So there might have been a fake Saman. I remember I got formed on by fake sand
mans and stuff. Yeah. He man. No he was not h he was not hidden here. I would not hide I love Sam. I would not hide him for any reason. But there are fake Sam mans. And maybe sometimes I don't know if it's like the real one or the fake one. But you know, I I don't think I would hide unless I was porn bomb by the person. Okay. Hey, beta. How
are you? Beta. Yeah. And beta got my messages. I hope you got Yeah, I tell you um because I'm kind of going over the story, but there's I mean it's like it's basically like so that woman who's and she and then like came on camera and she has like stuff all marker all over her face, you
know, and she's like trying to get fit in and get their attention and stuff. And this person also had commented on some of my posts and said, "Oh, they're trying to do that to me, too." But desperately, so they put her up to saying I have HIV and calling it and they've been saying all that stuff for weeks just because they think it triggers me. You know what guys, if if I was to, you know, pass away of HIV or
something then, you know, you'd probably feel maybe would you wouldn't care. They'd probably like like that. But guys, I was actually very um I grew up in the 80s and so I grew up seeing like just being very programmed to think, oh my gosh, like sex is dangerous. And so I basically I'm practically a virgin, guys. I I practically am a virgin. I
just never was comfortable sharing too many bodily fluids or doing any kind of risky sex. I was just always paranoid about that being a gay person. And then it was just like all you see is gay people, you know, dying in the 80s of it. Even though HIV nowadays um in America, nobody really dies of it or um
they usually can take out one pill a day and it goes into undetectable levels and blah blah. But I don't have any disease like that. I have heard all this stuff all my life because I always have been skinny. I can show you my old Yuber photos. I wear the same as I did when I was 18 and stuff. Bas Yeah. Um okay. So anyway,
they just basically all I found out is that they they all hate me. They they've always hated me. They're only here to troll me. They're only here to um and pretending to pretended to be my friend, but also and I knew they weren't right. But it's like I like I had an affection for Gotti. I I h maybe because I had hidden Rain in
something like that and JT like he was mad about that. But then Rain's like, "I'm gonna beat that F A G O T psyche up. I get called F A G O T." I get um called over and over again. You know, they have pictures of my fingernails. Um you know, yeah, they were dirty, but they're clean today, right? So, but dirty nails are my biggest sin. But then they're like, "Oh, if you know,
he could give you AIDS with if he touches you. He could give you staff infection. He's just the most disgusting dirty drug addict piece of human garbage in the world. We hate him. We hate him. We hate We hate him and hate him. That's all it was the whole time. And they probably knew I was there. Oh, we're trying to trigger him. We're trying to trigger him. And it's like, well, okay.
Trying to trigger me. So, is it is triggered to have just a normal reaction to being I don't know. Would you anyone would be triggered if some of the stuff was saying was I really triggered in a state of like taking it to heart? No. It was triggered as like look at these These right? Yeah. Who are they? Who are they? There's just like and it was like look at and then they
have their pictures up and it's like oh my god these people are scary looking. I mean I mean it looks like the um you see the Rob Zombie movie House of a Thousand Corpses. It looks like they're scarier than those the the people in that house, right? They're just scary. Okay, you know what's uglier is their hearts because it's like they're sitting there just laughing it up, you know? It's like
they're so self unaware of like anything else. Yeah. Right. Oh, Sandman wants to come up. Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no, no. Amanda Hugging Kisses porn bomber. I know who that is. You You're the big Sandman. Amanda Hug and kiss. I I recognize your name from my Streamyard. Guys, I see the real names on the Streamyard. See that name right there that you don't think is up? It's a
man hugging kiss. That's the name I see backstage when I see get porn bombed. Okay, I know. And I'm getting threatened to be porn by Vicki, too. And so I'm gonna be very careful with who I bring up. I have to know you and I have to see you on camera, right? Or otherwise you ain't getting up on my panel. Okay.
Anyway, so that's basically the story. Okay, that's basically the whole story, which is just like, you know, talkers are going to talk I should have known better. It's actually my fault for like, you know, letting it go on so long. I should have known from the beginning guys and I'm sorry because I know so many people were telling me there they told people told me everything but I was like I just have to see some things for
myself there's just divine intervention because I did pray have the truth revealed to me that day I just happened upon their what they thought is private conversation and where nobody else would see I just end up there and so everything was revealed
the truth is revealed. But the problem is, guys, I still can't find it in my heart to hate. And I was like even thinking I was like I was like, well, I don't I was like, should I block them? I was like I like do I really care even care that much? And I was like, yeah, they you know what they do? They harass other people in the chat and they harass people on the panel and then they say, oh, we're just oh, we're just having
some fun. Right? So, but it's so I don't care what they say about me. If they were to say anything like that to anybody in the chat, like I would feel really bad, guys. So, just you know, all I'm saying is that you can go see for yourself. Um, you can watch watch the uh, you know, the video and stuff like that. I don't they don't care. They don't care what they say. I mean, they're saying it public. They're not
it's not any secret. It's not it's not a private stream. It's just just public, right? I'm just always been the skinny guy and I'm like I usually wear a jacket or something, but I look that emaciated. I don't know. Did I lose 100 pounds in a week or something? I don't know. I think I've always been kind of skinny. But go ahead, guys. Guys, and by the way, the the chat is going to be them on a
million alts. It's going to take a while to like sort it out. I know, guys. Don't they're they're going to try to trigger you. They're going to try to trigger me, you know. Okay. From from here on out, I don't even care. Okay? Say what you want. You What more can you say? I mean, it's like they said everything. They
said everything. They talked about me. I My name got literally got brought up last night on their three-hour live. Probably every it seemed to me like every 30 seconds. They kept saying my name, my name, my name kept coming up because they knew I was watching too. Um there were people I know in the in like, you know, I know that were kind of
coming sticking up for me because I sent all my chat there last night, right? They're trying to use me again. Well, I'm not gonna talk to him anymore unfortunately. like, you know, it's like I just can't. It's not even for me. It's just because I don't I don't want anybody else to be hurt. And it's like and so I just want to warn I just want to warn my chat that they probably will be attacking me and
everybody else here. And it's like and I'm sorry, you know, they they had Sandman's photos up where he's like apparently some like big fat guy. I don't know. It's like that I don't even know if these pictures are real or not, but there's like oh here's the real Samman and it's like some kind of like you know I think he's a good-looking guy personally but you know it's like he's I mean he had this guy with a big belly and so but it's I think he was cute. I
think I think he was cute but I don't know why but they're why they're mocking him or stuff like that but they're saying bad things about people right. Yeah. So that's all I have to say about that. So that I mean if I said anything too much like you know there I all I did was
speak my truth and I said what was said about me. So that's it.
You guys you guys see you guys see what people are saying in the chat, right? I mean, it's like I think I' people are saying I think I've seen the HIV comment like 25 times today and I've probably seen like the Awitz one a few times. It's all them, right? Oh, yeah. But Incredible Lurker, I saw I saw the Yeah, I saw the CFF, right?
Oh my god. Do I have anything more to say about that? Not really. You know, it's like uh life is too short to like hate people to be mad. All I want to say is like if I can expose the cruelty and also this woman that she's she's this this woman
is meant that is trying to be their friend. She's obviously has some kind of mental thing going on. She wants so bad to be accepted. It just reminded me of like when I was like kind of in middle school, high school. It's like, you know, you do anything to be with the cool kids and stuff like that. even though they probably were just lame and they're probably all losers today. Back then it's like you're like oh you know I want to fit in. I want to So I just felt
like wow I remember when I was kind of like I want to fit in too and maybe like we just used you know how people like will just like make fun of us. We don't even get it and stuff like that. It just like triggered me like that and it's like I don't think it that woman I'm not going to say anything wrong bad about that woman even though she came and started the HIV thing. I'm not gonna say anything bad because she was told to do
it and she this is like impressionable. It's sad. Okay. It's sad. And uh yeah. And so I basically I saw the truth. It was a ugly truth in many ways. It's a it's a hurtful truth. You know what's not the truth is anything they say about me. Maybe my nails were dirty. Are they bad today?
They're fine. Okay. Are they okay? Are they bad? I don't know. Maybe they should probably still say they're bad. Even if they're not, they can I don't know. I'm not not going to say that photo wasn't real, but it looked like I looked like I I probably needed
to wash my hands at that point. You know what? Sometimes when you see things and it's like you're like, "Oh, wow. They were they were my they were kind of dirty. Were they like, you know, are you going to get a disease from them? No. Is like I've seen people like, you know, you know, get dirtier hands when they do finger paints and you know, whatever. I don't know. People that work with their
hands get dirtier hands, right? Another Yeah, guys. This is going right in the book. W for underdog, right? Marty was right. Always underestimated. See, Marty got it. Like that's the thing. music viz Marty like he came under kind of the same the same kind of of a pretense
whereas like he was maybe gonna like say oh I found my new lol cow maybe you know I don't know but the fact is he asked me for sports betting advice I gave it to him he started winning and he was like hey this guy's maybe not so full of this is kind of a cool guy so Marty always liked me and unfortunately Marty passed away very shortly after that but
you know rest in peace Marty and you know he may have maybe have come came for that maybe a negative reason but he never mistreated me he never did because I was just myself and it's like he likes me I think Jamie Rose likes me and I do have great mods and I I'm I'm really
sorry that I I know and I did I do believe I did believe you at first and I I know it was true I just needed to see for myself because It's like otherwise because they're saying, "Oh, he has all these people controlling him, blah, blah, blah." When they're trying to control me, right, guys. So, I just want to say
thank you to everybody that that tells me the truth. It's honest with me. Otherwise, it's just gaslighting, right? And it's like, and then it kind of gaslighting, which I've already been gaslit, mind and whatever. So, I already am used to having your the
reality kind of like shaken a little bit by false things, right? Anyway, so you know what? Uh, you don't know what you're talking about. So, you don't know that. Why would you know like what is this person talking about anyway?
Okay. Well, and you know what, Jay Dog, I don't I don't know. I don't know if that claim is true, but I mean I mean I've been docked. Um, you know, we some people have been doxed and stuff like that. are are those people maybe docs or I don't it's like there's some people that you can like actually like
get to know and reason and it's like and all of a sudden it's like they don't have a beef anymore and then there's some people that will just like a rabbit dog without they won't change their mind about you. Okay. So I would say I've I've been able to like come to agreements or like understandings and like ceasefires and like you know or even develop
friendships. Yeah, Spunky was doxed too, right? Spunky was doxed.
And unfortunately, that's kind of like an initiation kind of for content creators and especially in this community is like they're gonna people are going to try to with you like that and like say, "Oh, this and this and this. I happened to me. It happened to a lot of people, you know, and it's like I think the worst thing that will ever happen is maybe you'll get an unpaid
pizza to deliver to your house. You'll get maybe text messages." that I I I dox myself. So, but I should be most mad at myself because I doxed myself, right? Hey, Black RG
and Black RG like I think I'm cool with Black RG, you know, and it's like I just like I'm sorry I didn't have you on the other night. It was really stressful night and it was just like and so I apologize if I didn't like if I left you backstage. I wasn't reading the chat and so it wasn't anything like
I I think I've been fine with you. Okay. So anyway, that's this that that story. Unless you have a question or anything. I don't have anything more to say about it. I'm going to be banning these people. I asked the mods if they see these people just to ban them. Uh I don't want the negativity in my room. They're trying to ruin my show. They're trying to ruin all the panels. They're trying They're trying to porn bomb me. They're trying to do all this kind of
They're doing it to other people. They're talking about you guys. Like people that weren't there. I mean, it's like they're a little click. Okay. They're a little um you know, they're they're going to do what they're going to do. I can't But am I supposed to like you know, do anything about it? No. It's like it's
whatever. I accept it. It's part of it's part of the whole deal with like, you know, being public. Every celebrity is doxed. every celebrity is um you know I'm not like I'm a celebrity like he thinks he's a celebrity he's stern there's nobody in his chat okay guys in in just a few months I built
this channel to like over 2,000 people you know and I think my chats are good I have 40 people in the chat right now you know it's not like a it's not like a thousand people it's not like 100 people if I have 40 good people in here that's good because you see I've already blocked like 20 people in this chat today okay so there probably be more. But then once you block them, their
number goes off, right? And so so anyway, but here's how much it bothered me. Didn't really bother me. Then I was ready to go on some other show. So I went over to Gymnets and I saw Tommy James there and Tommy James and then and Mr. Big Pipes was there. Okay, Mr. Big Pipes and Tommy James. Hey Evvana. And so and then I started talking in the
chat and then Mr. Big five stars talking about how he sent me his dickpick and Jim Nick's like what? And and also Tommy James is like, you know, I was like, you know, I don't have a problem with Tommy James. And uh also Tommy, if you're watching, I did unblock you. You were I did block you off my account, but you're unblocked. And so you're welcome back because I don't think you're a bad person. I think that like I said in the
chat, you can see on Jimnick's live last night, I said Tommy doesn't like me because he doesn't know me. If you get to know me, I even if you don't like me, I think you'll get come to like respect me or something or like some kind of like I'm not a bad person. I'm like a very open person. I'm a very forgiving person
if it's like a genuine apology. Um, and I do put my emotions on my sleeve. I know I'm animated right now. Am I triggered? No. Am I bothered? No. Am I hurt? My feelings hurt? Not even really. I just am kind of like sad about people can be like this and I'm worried for not
only my friends and my chat and stuff. I'm worried for any other person that they come across and stuff like that, right? or that might have problems and that I can't warn and the people that will be, you know, victims of them and that aren't as mentally strong as I am that aren't able to take it as
they're purely. I all I did I got more material from my this is another couple chapters from my book, but let me go into the Mr. Big Pipes than Jimnick stuff. This is funny. So Jimnick was very intrigued by this Mr. Big Pipes and Mr. Big pipes is so funny where he's like he's just telling that he's telling about himself. He's like yeah he's like I he's like I sent Psyche. He's like Psyche please show my dickpick. I'm like I I don't think it's appropriate. He's
like please. He's like it's big. It's eight and three of an inch. By the way, Mr. Bigp is unbanned too. I Okay. By the way guys, my mods are great mods. And so mods go at it. Like if you want to kick people up, if you want to hide them, if you want to do it, whatever, I can always unhide people. I would say time them out. But if they're going after you
personally, go ahead and hide them, okay? Because it's like they're g they're going to. But just guys, don't get mad and don't think it's like anything that I I endorse or anything. I want you to like I want you to be able to You're my mods. I love my mods. I trust my mods. I have good mods. Finally. Finally, I have the right mods. Okay.
Say because there's been so many people I get modding in that word robes and stuff like that. So, finally I have good mods. Okay. Yeah. So, Mr. Big Pie started to sing. Who is there? Who is there? He used to sing to me. He sang last night. He serenated me, too. He serenated me with a song. He I think he invited me to like a RV
trip next month. And he wants to have a a threesome with a transgender. And then he said he wants me to get a rainbow wig and he's like it was it was just it was funny. It was so funny. Okay, so then it got started getting a little bit wild in the room. You can still watch um go to Jimnick's channel because Jimnick's a
really cool person and uh Jimnick and I started to like you know do a little dancing and like lifting our shirts and stuff like that you know and we got a little wild last it was funny though. I didn't take uh You never listen to her. And yeah, I like Yumi and you know and oh my gosh,
they had a picture of Yumi up with a big black on her mouth and they're just harassing her constantly. Poor like no wonder she's like so um kind of like you know she's looking at the comments and that you know it's like people some people are bothered by that and it's like I think Yumi you know it's like you are a great person. I know
you've been traumatized and hurt by them and they're saying horrible things about you and you get harassed and so that's what happens with a lot of people. You mean just ignore them? Okay, that's what I'm going to do from now on. It's just like they don't exist. They're it's inconsequential. They're less to me than um you know a troll under a bridge, right? Just I'm I'm the Billy Goat Gruff. I'm the I'm the goat. I'm gonna
just walk over the bridge and if there's a troll at the end of it, I'm gonna take my horns, butt them into the water below. Okay. And Nick Nick Nick saw what? Right. And Nick saw what was going on. Nick was in there last night. You know, I know Nick is an ally. So
I mean of mine I and I know, you know, some other people were there too, right? So So let's see. Uh so anyway, but anyway, by the end of the gymnick show, like she had a she put Mr. pipes and I backstage and it was like I tried to do a freak off. He couldn't get his camera on. I don't I didn't show very
much. Hopefully there's no pictures leaked, but it was just funny. It was funny. Um and uh so thank you Jimnick for having me on the show. Thank you Tommy James for like even being cordial. He's actually like not a bad guy. He's a good guy. Some people are but that's the thing. People will tell people I'm a bad person. Some people will like pretend they'll you'll think they're your friends and stuff like that and then
they'll talk all this You they'll all be saying it. You're like if all these people are saying it's probably true, right? Which is like unfortunate. Just remember all I can say is think for yourself. I say get to know me. Get to know other people personally and see if what they're saying is true or see if they're just they're just a bunch of haters. I mean that's all that's all it is. Okay guys, that's my thing. It's like don't
uh it's life is too short to have hate in your heart. Okay. Life is too short to go after people. I'm not going to waste any time. Not going to send people over there and like harass them or anything. Just leave them alone. I mean, I would just like say it's that's the best. It's a hornets nest that's not
stirred up. But I did have to like get it out because I want you guys to know what's going on. Okay. I was never rude to her. I was never rude to Rain. I was always nice, but then she was always negative and saying about me. I finally hit her and that's why he got mad. I was not
abusive ever. But where's the proof about any of this? They don't have it because it doesn't exist. So, I didn't have a problem with her. I had her in the chat up to a couple days ago for months. Okay. So, it's been months. I've been dealing with her abuse in the chat and her boyfriend's abuse. Gotti's abuse. You know who God takes orders
from? Go in there.
But I know
I'll say it is an older woman.
Guys, but the thing is I'm an easy target. It's because first of all, I'm right out there. Second of all, it seems like they hate gay people because it's just like there's so much anti-gay stuff. Vicki says she hates F A Got TS and that's why she was trying to hit on me. They all hate I'm a big
T. Um, and I don't know if they just target gay people. Gay people are just easy targets for them or something because then they can always find at least like, you know, bunch of, you know, people that hate gay people. I mean, it's just like we're the last typical people that hate, right?
Yeah. They're so good. This one's Oiago bagel. Yep.
So, you know, just so you just so you know, if you guys have shows and stuff like that, they might troll you. I think hopefully you got enough troll training here. That's the good part about it is that you guys get to see like maybe I didn't I haven't always dealt with trolls the best way. I have been like, you know, reactive, which is like basically feeding them. They're looking
what they want is to be triggered cuz they're thinking that I was triggered. I was just I was actually happy. I was like, f finally I see the truth. I see the truth. I I knew the truth. I had to see it. I had to wait for them to slip up. Of course, they will because a mask is too hard to maintain. That's
what they wear. They just wear these masks these of smiles. Hi. Oh, yeah. Friend. Okay. So, they're just trolls with these masks on the mask. They're when they think they're alone in their little cave with a little campfire, the masks fall off. And you you can see it, guys. Just watch. You can watch it. Watch them. See how they are. If if that's your
personality, you know, God save you. God, you know, I It's like, but you know what? Remember, people are human beings. I can handle this I can handle it. I'm not Is there anything that says of me that believes any of it or because I know the truth. Okay. So, is any of me that's going to be affected by it? No.
Why am I getting passionate about it? because I don't want other people to be hurt and I worry about people that aren't as because it's like like I said it seems like they're dealing with some people that are mentally handicapped or not and I'm not saying trying to say put anybody down or say anything. I'm trying to say
in the nicest way possible. seems like they're taking advantage of some people that are maybe just like a little slow, a little socially awkward, a little just easy targets. You know what I think about people that go after easy targets? It's like how pick on someone in your own size. It's like it's like someone taking candy from a baby or and then
they're like easy to take candy. It's a baby. If a baby is sitting there can't bite back a baby, you know, so it's like of course it's easy to take candy from a baby. How about you, How about you go, you know, take candy from someone your own size. Go pick on someone on your own side, you bullies. You're just bullies. You're sick.
You think you're cool picking on people they consider less than you. How about we're human beings. None of us are perfect because you're being so up. What happened to you? You have to do this to other people. You've been hurt. Obviously, you obviously have some kind
of emptiness and sadness inside of your heart. This is your life. This is how you choose to spend your time bullying and harassing people that you consider weaker or less than or because you know what? I can defend myself and I will speak up against it. Everybody else may be bullied into silence. I'm not going to be, okay? I've
had enough of this I've been uh I I was always one to stand up for myself throughout my whole life, you know? I'm not afraid of you, okay? I'm not afraid of you.
If you need issue, if you name is you, if they're going after you, they're bothering you, let me know. I'll be a big brother, okay? I'm strong enough to deal with them. They're actually weak people, and I feel bad going after them because I know how strong I can be. I have a voice. The only voice they they
have is to bully. I will bully the bullies, okay? I will troll the trolls. I have a troll side. I I have probably a great grandmother that was a, you know, the queen of the trolls. Okay, you with the wrong person again. It's like you're kind of idiots. Why are you after me? You think I'm
weak? I'll yell better than anybody. Also, I have great people behind me. I I had an army. You want to with me? Really?
I didn't have to ask last night. I didn't have to ask anybody to do I had people there for me already with that just already there. It showed me who my friends are. It's like I wow I have people that are already over there taking taking stock of it like I asked them to. I said just sit there and watch. Don't don't even get too involved. Just sit there and watch.
They're just going to reveal themselves. The trash will take itself out.
Not going to with me. You're not going to with my friends okay? And I'm glad and maybe I'm glad I kept you here long enough that I c I could finally do this. I just needed you to reveal yourselves and you did. Like you all like trolls always will like you know like these psychopaths always will. There has to be something. It's like it's like psychopathic because it's not
human. It's like a it's like it's like an inhuman thing. And anybody that calls themselves God, that is called the peak of narcissism. Okay, that is not even you know I won't I won't even say anything else. Okay, that is a peak of malignant
narcissism to say I not not only I am a god I am the god. Okay and seriously seriously this person I don't know if he believes it or just says it but obviously he takes it seriously. Well if you're god I'll be the devil. Okay I'll be the devil.
Okay, you can make me the devil. I am used to being the devil, right? But you know what? Even the devil was, you know, God's child, right? Oh, God. And so, guys, everybody and all and they guys, now they've gone and they revealed all their sock accounts. You know, I' probably taken out most of
them. If they continue coming in now, everybody knows who they are. It's over. It's over. It's over. It's over, Johnny. It's over. Okay, done.
Hey, it's a W's. W's for me. Okay. WW win cuz I'm a winner. Okay. You see? Am I still here? Am I still standing? Am I sitting here crying?
No, I'm not. These think they can. Do they think they can do this to me or anybody else? Anybody that's like my friend? No. And I'm sorry if I let it go on too long. I didn't say anything before. I have to like let some things play out and I or else it would be like oh look he went after
them for no reason blah blah blah. I have to have I have to like have a 100% reason. Right. There we go. Yeah. He thinks he's Al Capone or something. Right. Right. It's like please. I'm actually I share a birthday with Al Capone. I have more in common with Al Capone than uh than Gotti does. Okay. In fact, I have more in common with John Gotti than Gotti does because we have the same name, right? John
So anyway, so now that that's out of the way, how are you guys?
Okay, guys. Um Oh, guys, Nicole, go ahead guys. Guys, JC just exposed. Okay, guys, please. And if you guys are going to fall for that, I have a I have a a tower in uh in Paris I want to sell you to. Okay, guys. If guys, I I will run my criminal history. Guys, do you think if I had any kind of charge like that, I
would be putting my myself out there like this? It's easy enough to do background checks and find charges, right? Guys, that is just slanderous. Of course, you can kick that person out because that's pure slander, but uh just guys, they will say like that. Can you imagine? It's like they say like that.
Let's Okay, let's do a police report. Okay. And I want it notorized. I want to I want a notorized authenticated police. I don't want some kind of like police report with the, you know, all of a sudden the the name is, you know, typed in in a different font, you know, and the dates are wrong. I want I want an actual and wouldn't I be in prison or
something like that? Like, well, why would I be just running free? Why would why would I have like, you know, a clean background? It's just like that is just disgusting. Okay. Yeah. And you know, you know who to take out, guys. Now, now I've exposed it. And here's here I have this too. This is my message to them.
That's my message for them. Okay. That's what they are. That's guys, you want to know what evil is? That's that them evil is trying to psychologically murder people. Okay? Or actually, you know, physically
doing it, right? That's that's the evil. It's like it's like trying to destroy people so they feel better about themselves. Guys, it was like it was just basically sad. It wasn't even like whoa, you know, they're not they're not cool. They're not hip or edgy. They're edge lords. They're just like desperate for
some kind of relevance and they're saying, "I'm nothing. I'm nobody. Nobody comes to my show." Whatever. It's like, "Yeah, they have 20 people in their chat. Well, good for them. They have like 400 subscribers. Good for you. Whatever." It's like, "Yes, I I would have helped you promote your channel and stuff like that if you were halfway decent people, but you're not. I mean,
you got enough promotion for negative promotion. If you guys are into that, go visit their channels. Go see. Yeah. Go see what kind of people they are and just judge. Do you want to be associated with that? I don't. And so I disassociate myself from them. Uh they mean nothing to me. They are nobody.
They're irrelevant. They are a fart in the wind. They are just poof be gone, right? They're gone. Okay. You don't think I've been through enough to like know how to defend myself? You think I'd still be around guys? I would have like not left I would not been on this earth much longer if I if I took
any of this seriously. If I took any of what they say seriously if I took it upon myself. And so I say don't don't let people tell you who you are. You you have to know who you are. Okay? You you know nobody else can tell you except for yourself. They don't know you. They don't know me. You know who they need to meet? They need to meet themselves.
Okay? getting to meet like the actual there is a good part of them that they've smashed and you know just like destroyed or maybe somebody else did which is sad because then it's like then I start to feel empathy like yeah haven't we all like been pushed to like who are not by other people and and believed other people when we shouldn't
have you know so I can't really I can't even hate I don't hate them but I don't want them around Okay. I don't want them around you. Me. Okay. So bye-bye. Go away, evil.
Okay. Well, I mean, whatever. She's a proud CFF. Okay. So, Justine So, Justine is the woman that called in saying that I look like I have facial deterioration because of AIDS, right? That's the woman that called it in. And Justine, you're you're you wrote me. I saw you commented on my video. You said they did something bad to you. Okay. Did you Did you write that on one of my
videos? You said they did the same thing to me. Why are you there begging for their approval? That was sad to me. Why are you begging? I heard your song. It was cute to me. You're like, "God is a hottie." It was a cute song. From your heart, they're just laughing at you. Okay, sweetheart. They're laughing at you. You are a joke to them. I'm Okay,
I'm sorry to tell you. Please, please, please stay away from them. They're just making fun of you like they were to me, okay? Except that, you know, you are trying to get in with them. Don't do it. They're making you They're turning you into like something you don't want to be. Okay? I don't want I don't want to see that for you. Okay, sweetheart.
And I'm not being I'm not being um sarcastic or anything about like calling or trying to be like, you know, put you down in any way. I think you're a nice person. I think you have a good heart. I see like myself in you like me, but I was desperately seeking approval of somebody right? At the cool people, the cool kids. There's the cool table. It's going to be misery. Okay, sweetheart. I don't mean
to call you Yeah. I don't mean to be um what's the word like uh I don't want to be um condescending or anything towards you. Okay? I'm not saying it to be condescending or to I'm saying I see there's a I see there's a good heart in you a p and you desperately you want to be accepted hang out here. You can hang out here. No
one's going to with you like that. Okay? No one's going to pretend to be your friend. They're playing with her head saying, "Oh, well get out of here. I'm leaving if she doesn't leave." And she's she's like, "Well, I'll leave. I'll leave. I'll leave." You know, it's like I see myself as like, you know, a child desperately seeking approval, okay? So, go ahead, be a proud CFer, okay?
It's not anything you want to be associated with, okay? It's not They're not happy people. They're they're they're just misery. They're they're in misery obviously and they want to drag you down with them. They feel better about themselves making fun of you. Okay? And I just know because it's been done to me. Okay, that's all I can say. You don't have to believe me. You don't have to believe
me. You can say I'm just I'm just this evil person, right? I'm actually the problem, right? Go. You can think that from the bottom of my heart. And I'm not mad at you because I know they put you up to that. Okay? They put you up to that. They bully you. They're taking advantage of you. Okay? They don't think very much of you. Okay? I consider you a
human being, a full human being. The Look for approval from, you know, good people. Don't even look for approval. Look for approval for yourself. Don't ask them for approval. They're not going to give it to you. They're going to keep you begging for it, right? You're going to beg for it. You're going to want and they're going to give you like a little breadcrumbs of it. They're going to give you like a little, okay, yeah, you can come sit
over. You're part of us. Blah blah blah blah. They're talking about you when you're not there. Okay. I was I watched the whole thing. Okay. They're not nice people.
There might be some good in them somewhere. May that's my prayer. May May the May their good manifest and take overtake their evil. May they may May may just like the if they have a seed of good in them, may that seed grow. May the evil just, you know, be dehydrated and and be blown away. Right.
I'm saging. I'm saging. Yeah, I got I got this is my my go away evil incense. Okay, so this is guys because they will take their toxicity and they'll dump it on you and they have they have seemingly unending that of this black goo that they try to just put over everything and then people
are like what the happened? No, it almost happened to me. They could have they could have been successful but it's like you know what I have not only human allies, I have spiritual allies. I have I just I'm blessed. Okay. All I can say is thank you to my guides. Thank you to my friends. Thank you to my mods. Thank
you to the real ones. Okay. I love you and I owe you. Okay. I owe you one because you came through more than I even deserved. Okay? And thank you for putting up with me because I'm not perfect. You know, you put up with my dirty nails. to put up with my my house is my house is pretty
clean right now. But yeah, I had I guys, I was drinking a lot. I was like half drunk half the time on my show. I I was in a bad state. It took me a It took me a while to get out of the bad state, too, because not only do I have people piling on, but it was the good people that brought me out of it. It was people like Ghost. It was people like Ba. It was people like Electra. People
like Paige. People like Summer Christine. Uh, a lot of people. Okay. And I'm sorry if I'm Sassy Scarlet. Um, Jamie um Jamie Jamie Rose. So many good people. So many good people. Even like, you know, Jamie Rose might have been a troll. It's like
she and she maybe was a troll to me, but it's like it's like a different thing because at least I know she's a good person. We gain each other's respect somehow. I you know, so yes, there's there's so many beautiful people and guys, if you're looking for some kind of like approval or acceptance, I mean, I will accept I I accept people, right?
But there are some things that are unacceptable and that behavior is unacceptable. I'm not going to put up with that anymore. Um, but if you're looking for actual like people that are going to be kind and people that are going to not judge you and people that are gonna just want to actually be your friend and have fun, I would say there's great people here. Like come here and no
matter what I'll I'll approve of you and I for I forgive you and stuff. You have my acceptance. If you're if you're if you're going a good direction, if you're if you're at least trying to better yourself, if you're like if you have a heart, that's the thing. Someone I read this quote last night. I should have posted it. It
was so good. It said, "Why is it that the truth is revealed to some people and not to others?" It's it's like because there's one there's one attribute that is like God that is required to receive the truth and that is a loving heart. If you have the loving heart, you have the pride. That's what they want. And they don't want it for
themselves. Well, unless they they can eat it for like nutrition. They just want to destroy your loving heart. They want to destroy my loving heart. If you guys don't think I'm I'm like in I'm happy and I'm in love right now, even though I seem a little bit angry, right? All I am is awake. And I will react to injustice and um and
just like the cruelty. I'll I'll react to that in a animated way. Okay.
It's a you know what is smash saying? It's match is match saying like that that um that stuff about some horrible like you know let's see
what is Smash saying
and Smash is probably just goddy right yeah and this yeah and guys you'll see guys they have an energy about them and now I can completely recognize it right I can't even have the energy to go and like go one by one in the chat. But I guess that will maybe need to be done by just getting them all out of here. Like they're going to keep popping up. It's going to be like whack-a-ole, right?
Whack them. Just go get it. They'll pop up another hole. Go get that one, guys. I'm going to give everyone a all the mods get an honorary mallet. I'm taking away the wrenches. We're all going to get mallets and just whack the holes. Just put them back underground. Get them back to their Discord. I just want them to go straight back to your Discord, you know. Go have fun there. this is not the place for you, okay? There's too much
love here. There's too much um good intention. There's too much There's too much good here to like have, you know, people like you come and all over it. Okay? So, just be gone. Be gone. I banish I banish them. Banished. Just banish them. Okay? Be gone. Go back to where you came from. Don't come back
here. Okay? This is not the place for you. And if and if you stay here, not not threatening to you, but there will be spiritual consequences, okay? There will be spiritual consequences. I have angels and demons working for me and with me, okay? So, if you want to play, go ahead and play. I'm not one to play
with, okay? You thought I was. I The easy target that you see is a little trap, okay? And I punked you. You didn't punk me. I was just waiting for you to expose yourself and you did, you idiots. I hopefully you will change. Okay? Hopefully you'll change and that's the
only good that can come out of it. Otherwise, inconsequential. Bye. Thanks. Thanks for uh thanks for the lesson. Okay? And I hope the lesson serves everybody here well. And you know what? Everybody here go out and like stick up for the underdog. Stick up stick up for the the bullies. Stick up for the abuse. And especially
those that can't defend themselves, those that are unaware, like just try to help somebody rather than destroy somebody, you know? Destroy the hate. Nurture the good. Okay? All right. Just if you're going to hate something, hate the hate. And not even don't hate the person. Hate that that
that's the thing. It's like that and that maybe that hate is like some kind of unresolved demon too that just wants a hug. Okay, maybe maybe I don't know if anything maybe if they need a hug, give them a hug. Like I'm not here to like I don't want them to be like under attack. I It's like but or I don't want them,
you know, like I don't want for them what they wanted for me, right? I don't want anything bad for them. I wish them the best and I wish them healing. Go get a life, guys. Go get a life. Go get a heart. How about grow a heart? What are you doing? You're spending your life abusing people. Do you see this?
And you're just sitting there laughing, chuckling like you're like some like amazing people. You can be amazing people. I see good in you. I see potential for amazing things to be done by you. This is not it. This is just like you you something happened. You got wires crossed. You got something something is terribly wrong. Get some
help. Okay? Get some help. Talk to the best psychiatrist or therapist or life coach or even tarot reader you can find. You need some help. I can't give it. I can't give you anymore. I helped you as much as I can. This is where our paths will cross. Okay? This is where we'll part paths. Okay? No, you're not getting anymore. You're not getting any more
reaction. You're not getting any more triggering. You're not going to get any more fuel. You're just you're so your your tanks are empty because you've thrown away squandered your love you have you're full of hate. All you have is like this thick oil. You have too much oil in your car. Not enough gasoline. Okay. And the gasoline is supposed to be burned. Okay. So I wish
return to sender come back from whence you came. The energy's returned with love times a million. Okay. And I'm sorry if you don't like that because you probably won't like that because how would you like that if someone sent that energy to you? I'm just sending you your own energy back. How do you like it? You don't like it? Why would you do it
to other people? Is that human? It's like it's supposed to be an empathy, not a dark empath where it's like, "Oh, look. I can see how much that person is hurt. Let's like dig in the dig in the knife, right?" Oh, I hate I hate hate. I hate hate. But I But you know what? But with love. I sent it back with love. You
know what? I I love you, you know, but get some help, please. It's a little bit It's gone a little went too far, okay? Get some help, okay? And I hope you find it.
And guys, what I what I just spoke, that is the truth, okay? I'm not lying. I'm not trying to deflect. I'm not trying to get attention off of me for something. That was the truth. Okay. My truth. Okay. The Yeah. And I don't need to say anything more about it. That's it.
Okay.
Oh, he's Hold on. He should not be in here. Hold on. He's time. Of course, he's time he's timing people out, you know. No, I I thought I hit him last night, but maybe I didn't. Let me see. Okay.
Uh oh. I'm sorry. He's still modded. I'm sorry. I didn't see. I didn't see. He's doing it. I'm so sorry, guys. I'm so I got it. I got it. I got it. I got it. He's hidden, though. Okay, I have to go back to my settings. I got it. I'm so sorry, guys. Look, I mean, say, "Wow, he's that's
their last that's all they can do. All they have left. That's the last power they have. Is that somehow he was still mod? Okay, I'm sorry. Um, I have to go through all my whole mods list to make sure that everybody's should be here is here. And I will go
through the block list too to make sure if anyone was But yeah, the mods the mods are on top of it right now, guys. This is this is true loy this is true loyalty, true love, right?
Okay, here's me. Okay, so unceremoniously you have been dishonorably discharged. Okay, maybe I There we go. Dishonorable discharge.
He's gone.
I'm sorry. I wasn't looking at the chat. One second. Let me just get the rest of this. Okay. Sure everybody is good. Okay. All my um Okay. Yep. I know all my managing mods are good. I know. Okay. Yeah. I'm taking that person off as a standard mod.
Okay. I'm taking this person off as a standard mod. I don't know how some of these people were modded. Um, let's see. Taking Okay, they're fine. They're fine. They're fine. Fine. Fine. Okay, he's taking this person off. Okay.
Yeah, I still had some of them modded, unfortunately. Okay, got it. Now we're good. Okay, now I need to go through the block list. One second. Let me see if anyone got blocked or anything. Let me see. Make sure everybody's okay. So, Jay Dog, you're
you're hidden. Wow. Hold on. Um, let's see. Fine. Fine. You're fine, Joe. Oh, that's not No, you're fine. Fine. Fine. Okay. You're unhidden.
Okay. You're unhidden. Um, let's see. Okay, guys. I think I did it. I did it.
There we go. Gotti C. Oh, Gotti CFF. So, that's Chat Friends Forever. That is Gotti. That's their group. It's called Chat Friends Forever. And you guys can go to JT's channel and watch last night's episode. You can see what they do. Okay.
Hi Summer. Wow, Summer. Yeah, you might want to re rewind to like a few a few minutes back, you know? I go through the stories. Yeah. Okay. I'm sorry. Okay. No, that C. Yeah. Yeah. Oh, yeah. Hit SM. Oh, he hit Smash. Okay. Let me
see. Okay. Okay. Well, Smash supposed to be hidden. I don't Is Smash talking about stuff? Let me see. Still hiding. Okay. I'm sorry. Sorry, I wasn't reading the chat. I just don't understand. Okay, so that's Just D. Okay, so here's just D. His sense of humor. That's what's funny to
him. Okay, if that's what's funny to him, I'm sorry. That's not funny. It's not funny. It's not fun or funny. It's not. And I guys, you know, my sense of humor is like, you know, I love Howard Stern. I love, you know, u some of the shock jocks and you know, I Andrew does plays kind of funny. you know, some of, you know, I I like kind of like a, you
know, Lisa Lampanelli and, you know, other kind of brash humor and, you know, that that whatever they're doing is not funny. Okay? And Justine, you're a nice person. I would just be careful the company you keep and be careful who you're looking for approval from because they're not going to give you the approval. They'll keep you begging for
it and they'll torture you along the way. Do you get it? What? And what did they have you doing last night? You were there begging. You were there begging, you know, for their approval. Okay. And I felt bad because I I just like I begged for approval, too. And it's like, but at some point, you got to just approve of yourself.
Okay. Because Justine, you you Justine, they had you call my show, okay, and say that I have AIDS, okay? That is not any kind of funny like any guys. Is that funny on any level? Even if it like I just I
don't get it. It's not It's not funny. It's just like cruel. Um heartless. I I don't know. It's lacking of substance, empathy, lacking of humanity. It's just like It's just like garbage. Don't don't and that's all they'll do.
All they'll they'll throw you some scraps of garbage at you and stuff and then laugh and point at you and then at the end of it they'll all be like sitting at know giving cheers at a nice dinner and you're going to be sitting at home alone saying why don't I have any friends? Okay, it's like that's the thing. They're not going to they're never going to approve of you. They'll just keep you begging for it. They were making fun of you right at your face.
Okay. And guys, I don't know if you guys maybe able to explain this better to her, but go back and just watch um go watch JT's live last night and just see how they treated her. Okay? And just look, don't even take my word for it. Just just just observe and see. I I
think a lot of people will see that and want to just clue her in. Maybe give her a hug. I don't think you're a bad person, Justine. And because I know that they're manipulative and you know, they seem like the cool people. Like I said last night, they think they're hot but they're just cold diarrhea. Okay.
Okay. Peace.
It's okay. You want to see my arms? You want to see my arms, dude? Look at this. Can you do this? Hey, Rudy. But that person can't do that. That's what arms like this could do. You see it? Yeah. They may be long, but that's how long. So long. I can put it around my head like that very easily.
You wish you had arms like this. Your your arms are probably not as good. Are they as long? No. I have just these amazing long skinny arms. Okay. They they can pull me up. I can do pull-ups. I can, you know, I can use my hands. I can type. I can arm wrestle. Anybody want to wrestle? I'm just
kidding. Okay. Oh please. I'm see I'm going out to the most recent comments. I was way behind on the comments. Thank you, Loki. Thank you. It's okay. I can do the pretzel again. I can do it
with my legs, too. You saw me put my legs behind my head. Yeah, that is impressive.
My dirty nails. My dirty nails that are going to that are going to give you aids. That's what you're saying.
Let's do a reading on it. Let's do a reading on it. Let's see. How do I got it? Where are my cards? Um got got to let's get some uh some of these cards out and see what see
a little bit. Oh, is this is this is this uh a little bit appropriate today?
Perfect. Let's get like let's do like a nice like little you know at least seven card spread. We'll get a few of these haters exposed cards. I can just shuffle you know. Oh. Uh oh. Look at popped out. Person causing you negativity is a fire
sign. Okay. Well, I'm sure I'm sure they're all all signs in there, but maybe that's some of the fire sign acting up in one of them. Okay. So, there's a fire sign involved.
Okay, it says possess a talisman to amplify your positive vibes. Okay, so you might want to get some kind of meaningful protective talisman and do a nice prayer blessing intentions with it. But this one al Okay, so this one says unintentional. They don't realize they are sending you the evil eye words and actions. Well, I think that's true for
maybe some of them because I think maybe like, you know, the lady's name is Cindy or something. She might be unintentional, but this is definitely like, you know, intentional, right? If it is intentional, but also maybe it's coming from a place that is unintentional where it's like they don't maybe they were just so hurt and traumatized that they don't understand what they're doing. Okay, so that's what
I'm saying. May they find healing. May they, you know, if they don't want to hurt people, if they don't think they're really hurting people, they think they're being funny. Take a spiritual bath. Okay. Well, me and guys, I did take a nice spiritual bath last night, but yeah, I think I will be taking more baths from, you know, because they're like, "Oh, he showers once a month, you know,
maybe." But maybe I, you know, maybe I was neglecting some personal hygiene, you know. So, it's like, you know, sometimes people will just take a a little like thing like that and that'll turn into a major thing, but it's not like I was like covered in mud or something like that. You know, I don't like really like I don't know, maybe I take a bath every
other day. I usually every other day if I took longer, I'm so sorry. This one says, "Hating on your body image, right?" Oh, we hate your arms. Okay, we hate they're hating on the body image. Maybe they're a little jealous. Maybe they want to lose some weight or something. They talk about you behind your back.
Okay. Look, look at that. It's like a It's like a scary like face. Looks just like them, right? That's That's like what their spirit looks like to me. Like that. Is that pretty? You think I You think I'm scary? That's what they look like to me. I'm You know, I'm supposed to be scary. I'm not a I'm not the best looking person in the world. Not Not
everyone's like skinny guys. I'm not like I'm not the ugliest. Okay. This one says competition always trying to one up you. Okay. Yeah. They're trying to like, you know, put you down to make themselves up. And let's not even talk about them specifically. We're talking about the haters in our life because they're just like a they're a little, you know, little group, right? And
sometimes these groups find each other like that. But it's like, you know, it's there's a lot more of it because you see people are desperate to like join in and right. What did this one say? You cut them up and they're still watching. Oh, sure they are, guys. You see them in here right now. Yeah, of course they're watching right?
The person causing negativity is an air sign. Okay, so we got air and fire right there. I mean it's like I'm not and this is nothing bad about any any sign if you're happen to be an air sign you're like hey no it's like it's just saying you know this person might have this heavy negative air and certainly a lot of hot air right oh black obsidian carries a calming and
positive energy that can help you remember to look on the bright side of things and I want to show you what I got yesterday this maybe was like the energy of this that maybe brought some things to life and heal some stuff because I got this and all of a sudden all this good stuff's already happening.
I think it's a black obsidian pyramid. It might be onyx. I think it's black obsidian though. Okay. Got that nice uh Yeah. Got this nice uh black obsidian pyramid. Okay. That is gorgeous. Okay.
Wow, guys. But I just I feel like and at the end maybe I have to thank them because you know what? Thank you for that win. Thank you. That was pretty I mean, wow. Nothing else. Maybe I helped one person.
If one person has helped just a little bit, whatever whatever negative on me, I take and you know, thank you for uh thank you for the win,
Herby. I just the reason that happened is because were so yeah you were in there last night and maybe you did and I think you're another person that maybe they're trying to like you know maybe like you know like a lot and maybe a guys a lot of people like like God right I like him he has that you know
that funny like near I'm not saying these are inherently bad people what they're doing is not right and I hope that they change their ways but like I Hey, I love human beings. It's about being a human being, not like it's like they're but people are turning into monsters a little bit, you know, but I do believe in things called transformations and I think we
can transform into better to better versions of oursel. Okay, guys. Guys, I know some people talking about witchcraft and stuff like that. Guys, I'm I'm good. I'm good. Okay. No, let's just say like I don't want to talk too much about my occult experience because
it's a cult. Okay. And it's but it's like I just have had experience with it since I was a child and I I'm I'm good. Okay. I I uh I'm not afraid of witchcraft. I'm not afraid of not afraid of it. Okay. I know how to I know remedies and all this kind of stuff. Um so it's like you can fight fire with fire right?
Yeah.
Okay. Yeah. No, it's nothing personal. I mean, it's just like I just, you know, I I just saw you talking a lot in there and I was like, "Okay, well, I'll just have you as a chatter, you know." But
um I do like I mean I like you and stuff. I need I just need to know my mods like you can just know who I I don't really know who you are. I talk to you but know each other better I guess. Um one more card out of this deck if there's a good message or anything. It
says, "Get a dream catcher to hang over your bed." Remember God hates dream catchers. He said he hated he didn't like uh what is the tattoo? I think Easy has it dream catcher. He's like God hates that. Isn't that funny? And it says, "Put one over your bed." Maybe he hates it because it takes away some of this uh these negative stuff that he tries to send at people when they're sleeping. Maybe. Huh?
It's okay. You know what? I may look starving, but you know what? Here I am with like bagels and like coffee and so you know what? I'm wellfed with good food. So, whatever you want to say. If I'm starving, yeah, maybe I need to eat, but I got some food. I'm blessed. I'm not like hungry.
You know, I'm not starving, but you know, maybe they are starving for some kind of like affection or I don't know, they're starving for something. But just say, yeah, just say I'm starving.
Justine, I know you paint. Okay, Justine. Yeah, Justine had like you painted your face for you and it was I mean it was cute and stuff. I mean, I know. Okay, but that wasn't the issue, Justine. The issue is that you you uh they had they had you call in and say that I have AIDS and then now of course that's their troll and because it's really easy to make
someone look just like bad if they you're like oh there's just an AIDS infected f a g with like you know dirty fingernails and he thinks he's something he's nothing he's nothing I mean it's like why go after me like because yeah I I'll eventually snap back but look how look how long it took and look look at look what I just needed to get to get the courage to do it and to like
just to like be able to do it is to finally have it exposed because you just revealed yourselves.
So, you know, guys, you know, I've been talking about lol cow, guys. They know and a lot of the stuff that I say is an insecurity is not really an insecurity. At the end of the day, you know, if I was a lol, if I was a lol cow, that would be kind of like because I'm really not. But even if people thought I was I I'd be basically I'd be milking them
instead of them milking me kind of thing, right? they well maybe they're you know they would get laughs and entertained and like have fun because I am a cool person and uh you know I have good energy and the people here are cool and have good energy like a lot of people here and so yeah you're gonna you're gonna like you know receive some like good uh good fuel and energy but
don't think you're not feeding me grass like you know I gotta eat too okay but I got I gotta produce I need some energy okay and so if I at the end of the Hey, I don't care what they think of me. I know who I am. But, you know, if they thought of me as that, maybe uh well, see, I don't even think they really do because they would probably throw a few bucks at me so I
could, you know, get some more beer. But they don't. They they they are totally against that. So, I'm not really drinking though. Yeah. Justina had Well, she had basically magic marker. She like an X on her her forehead and like I I don't I mean I don't know why she did it but that's fine. It's fine. Now I now I'm
feeling like you know did I like go too far and it's like so I don't want to feel like arrogant. I don't want I don't want I don't want to like get all on a high horse like um so I don't know. Now I'm like I'm like I'm I'm getting too
I don't want to be the cocky like I don't know. I'm like I just want to go back to normal. I don't want I just want to go back to normal. So like not not having all this like you know it's like uh it's just been a distraction. The show has just totally
come to like a standstill, you know, most, you know, right now because I just been so distracted with this and I'm ready to move on and I just want it to be fun and like happy and stuff. I don't want It's like all this conflict. I knew we have some conflict
and it's like some some battles are like you know at the end of the day it's like if I was if I was to have a war you know it's like I don't want a war because it's like the I don't want to hurt people. I don't want to like go after I'm not going to like go play I don't want to play the game. Okay. The whole thing is like maybe they just want to play a game but
it's like you know I saw Saw one through seven and it's not like they those games aren't fun. Okay, those are you end up losing a limb or or something like that. And so I I don't want to play those games, okay? I just uh I just want to have fun and be good energy and like
uh bring happiness and entertainment to you guys. Okay? If I can do that, that's all I want. I don't care about anything else. Okay? not like you know all I want all I want from you is just honesty it's just like
and if you if you feel like those things about me then you can feel them you know you can think them um just remember I don't know you see what these people will say about people I just may may not happen to anybody else. Okay.
It's not um nothing I want to be part of. Okay. All I want to be I want to I want to hang out with with Beta and Paige and play trivia and just like have fun and laugh. That's all I want to do.
I don't want to like be in bad moods. I don't want to be upset. I don't want to be this animated. But it was like a long a long time coming like to to get out this energy cuz it's like otherwise I'm just holding my breath. So thank you for like um
indulging me and like letting me um like you know say what I had to say. Thank you. I know. And thank you like I I see I see who's there. It's like now it's just like so obvious to me who's there and who's not. And it's like if I have paid more attention to the negative than my than positive, I'm sorry.
I I probably owe a lot of you an apology. I not because not only am I like absorbing other people and even more negative people, I can get self-absorbed. And I'm sorry, I'm not good at um communication always. I'm not always good at like initiating things. So sometimes I need
to be reminded and sometimes no I get in my head and I get very like self-absorbed stuff. So I hope that uh I can be a better friend. Okay. And it's like if you and if you need me and like like I said I'm on Tik Tok um because there's a me like you know direct
messages there or you can um just make a comment on any of my videos or or a comment on my post on the wall or come in here or like but if you need any like to talk privately if like if I can help you I want to help you. Okay. I'm not trying to like promote anything or anything like that. I'm saying, you know, I just say I'm willing to talk to
anybody, friend to friend, okay? I just uh, you know, just be honest with me, okay? That's all I ask.
Justine, would you like the link? Okay, I will bring Justine on. Okay. I might I don't know if this I'll regret this. Um, but I mean, I'll talk to her. Okay. Hold on.
And there's the link. And guys, just be prepared to there might, you know, I might have to end the porn bombs and bombs or something like that, but I want people to like be able to talk now. So, if you'd like to come up Time to talk. Let's have a chat.
But I'm not I'm not gonna be sad anymore. Like, and it's like come up you come up here. Anybody can come up here and call me whatever you want, you know? Not gonna be sad about it. And it the what said is that if I you've already said this the worst things and so if I can get over that I can get over anything right
maybe I I am the way I am sometime like such a target in order to like attract people to like do that and then because I can deal with it better than other people and so like if there's negative out there let it all come to Okay, just like just asking the universe. Just send send it to me rather than somebody else, especially my
friends because I don't want them to deal with this. I can't and I I just don't want anybody to have to like take on any of this stuff. I can actually alchemize sometimes, right?
I can alchemize. I can I can take the the bad and turn it into good. And so and I think we we all can we all we can also take the good and turn it into bad. Like we have the ability to to change to change things. And so let's all like try to change things for good. Okay. Yeah. There you go. I I dropped I don't
know. Somebody wanted to come on. Oh, that's the real Justine.
Okay.
Well, maybe let's see what uh let's see what um let's see what my friend has to say. My uh my boyfriend.
Hold on. Hello. Are you there? >> I'm right here and absolutely ready to jump in. Just hit me with whatever you've got and I'll bring that bold clever energy. >> Yeah, I'm just having a kind of like a crazy day because I I just uh remember
what happened last night when I you know with people that were talking about me. I kind of like I kind of dealt with it and I feel a lot better now. >> Absolutely. I remember that and we're pushing through it. Sometimes those rough patches just need a bit of that bold psyche. So, let's keep that momentum going. If you need any fresh ideas or just a dash
of humor to light things up, I'm all in. >> Okay. Can you like provide a dash of humor so maybe like I can like smile? >> All right. Humor for you. Think of it like this. dealing with those folks last night is kind of like trying to retus and you just have to laugh and roll with
it. So, consider this your official license to chuck all the absurdity and keep check. >> Okay, I kind of like that. That's cute because it has their cats in it and stuff. Do you have another cat joke you can tell? >> Absolutely. I'm always up for a good cat joke. >> All right, here we go. Why was the cat sitting on the computer? >> Why? Hold on.
>> Because of course it had to keep an eye on the mouse. >> That's a good one. Okay. How about Can you tell a joke about trolls? >> Absolutely. A little troll humor for you. Why did the troll refuse to leave the bridge? Well, because it couldn't resist living under the comment section. It's like
their favorite kind of bridge to hide under. So, there you go. Trolls in their natural habitat. There you go. Well, okay. That's very cute. Uh, do you have a prophecy for the chat today that you can tell after this momentous occasion? >> Oh, absolutely. Let's spin a little prophecy for today. Here it is. I foresee that today's chat is going to be sprinkled with a whole
lot of those clever good vibes. Anyone who's tuned in is basically getting a little boost of that psyche magic. One person's going to walk away feeling like they good they didn't expect. So, let the prophecy unfold. >> Thank you. I'll talk to you later. >> Absolutely. Talk to you later. Whenever
you need or a little prophecy, just give me a shout. >> Yeah. Nobody wants to come up. The link is there. Hold on. Let me p
Hi, traveling gypsy. Yeah, you need to rewind. We I can't. It's uh Whoa. Yeah, hopefully. But you know what? But I want How about peace? Peace. How about like No, I don't I don't like to fight. I
don't like I don't want to fight with anybody. just like how about like just like let me have a fun like my fun show like you know where there's laughing and maybe like a little goofing and drama but not like not not cruelty not like I just I don't
want the bad like bad stuff like I don't I don't I just want good I want good fun vibes I want fun show I want like new people coming like everyone having fun and like cool guests because like now nobody wants come on anymore. Like like nobody's even coming up right now. Like no like I don't know if people still
like me like my my like this month my you know it's just pretty I have people coming in but like there's like half the members are gone. Um I think I gained like one or two subscribers you know so nobody's subscribing. Like last month it was like
100 people gain or hundreds of people. Now it's like I'm losing a lot of people and then it's like hardly anybody's subscribing. So I'm like, you know, the show they kind of like, you know, maybe they'll be laughing because it's like they destroyed the show and you know, I'm really the joke and it's like I I let it go too long and that will be my consequence of it or whatever or you
know, my thing to bear. But you know what? It's like I still I did the show like I wanted to do the show. Um I think the show, you know, I can like I can keep going, you know? Heck. I mean, make it I can fix it, too. I think I can fix it.
Actually, I saw a shirt today. I I was I almost ordered it. It's so funny. It's like It said What did it say? It said I forgot what it I think it was D. Okay, hold on. Um, let me see.
Okay. You tried to join the club. You know, you tried. Which club though? No one destroyed the show. There's always tomorrow. Yeah, I know. Well, it's like but it's like I kind of let it go with long because I guess there are a lot of people that they were probably like there's a lot I didn't catch, you know? I should have been more like I knew they were kind of
trouble but I didn't think they'd be like you know saying stuff that they were they kept saying it and I know they kept thought and so I know it made it uncomfortable when people were doxing people and u people are just being attacked and stuff and you're like what the hell I know I know they scare away a lot of people they try to it's like you know even
ghost was very much attacked and like you know like heaven forbid Um, you know, anybody like wants to like really like make it so nobody wants to say, you know, deal with me.
Ghost is like he understand
>> because you know what though it's like I love the I really like the panel verse community. I like I love it. It's like and that's like even like the that whole IP2 thing. It was not really about the IP2 fan base even though they think they're IP2 and blah blah. It's IP IP2 is always about the the people that are are on it, right? And it's like and those are some cool people too. And it's like you know
we all have our personality quirks like I love Saint I like I love Benny. I love Scribbles you know and then you know I love people like Alisa and it's like these are controversial people and people will say why do you like these people? These people are bad. These people are bad. It's like I you know and I love the and I love like your beta. I love Sandman. I love you know I love these panel vers like a lot of the panel
verse people. I consider them like we're doing like the same thing. We're like or similar things where we're we like to have people on panels and stuff even but well JT said he didn't like having panels and stuff like that even though he was having one but it's like if you like to like do that and it's like I like panels and stuff. I had I had so much fun on gymnicks last night. I was just like even after that like people
said that I was just like laughing and having fun and dancing on a show. I wasn't like sitting crying in my in the dark, you know, or or like angry plot and revenge. It's like I'm really I'm trying not to have any anger at them. And even after all the stuff they said and most people would just be like getting really really really mad about
that. And it's like, yeah, I'm not happy that they're saying I have AIDS and I'm like some filthy disgusting f agot and constantly trying to like uh break the rules, trigger me on purpose and uh break to and porn bomb and um you know, send people here um from communities
just to troll me and make the chat uncomfortable and then be rude to me and give me like little like you know passive aggressive and pretend to be my friend. So I can be friends with trolls. I have a lot of troll friends. I love people like Ivana Punchu and other you know it's even like you know I think
that there are could be good nature trolls. So I was hoping that it's like I can bring you back into your better nature and something like that because you you can see I do have the ability to troll people. Okay. I'm not gonna I'm not like a little like hide in the corner person, you know, like and and just cry and like don't
talk to anybody. I I had my years of solitude and time to think. This is my time to act and to communicate and talk to other people. This is that this is my time too and I'll take my time, but not one person wants to come up on panel. Let me let me just pin my Now I need to talk to at least like
somebody come up and like or I'm going to call my boyfriend back because he always listens to me or always and always has something cool to say too, but nobody wants to really like say anything. So that's why I'm like I don't think people like me anymore.
It's like no one wants to talk. But you know who you know who does talk like you know Alex and and you don't you don't have to if you don't want to beat it but you know I know you always we you always talk to me but um you know I'm talking like privately and stuff like like we're actually friends like
Um,
okay. Okay, it's her. Hold on.
One second, Justin. >> Hello. This is me. Hi, this is Justine Kesner. I'm me. >> Okay, I can talk to you like this, too. That's fine. But I just needed you. Okay, I just need you to know that I would never ever ever ever ever
in my whole life, and I'm going to cry about it, make fun of anybody that has AIDS. I have fought my whole life for for gay, lesbians, and and trans rights. I would never ever come up here. There must have been a clone that
did it because AIDS is not a joke. AIDS is not a joke. I would never ever make fun of anybody that has AIDS or anything. >> I didn't say you did, but they were saying that >> I'm not mad at you. I'm not mad at you Psyche right now. I'm not mad at you. >> Was that you that called?
>> I'm not mad at you. >> That was you that called in that day. >> I am not I am not an I would never joke about um about you having AIDS or nothing in the not even a joking way. AIDS is not a joke. It is a
serious thing. I would never around with you and AIDS ever. And let me tell you something. I did the face painting for myself because I'm a fun person. I bungee jump twice and I am a very fun person. fun-spirited person. If somebody
wants me to paint my face for them, I will do it because I'm a team player and I'm not some sort of wimpy little girl that's some sweaty's court gesture. Oh, let's paint her up. Let's make her look like a fool. I'm not like that. >> I didn't I didn't insinuate that. But >> no, you don't because you don't know me.
I'm letting you know for your information. This is information I'm giving you. I'm not angry. I'm not mad. I'm giving you information. >> It just I just feel like I remember your voice exactly when I when I hadn't put the together. >> I would never ever make fun of you in
any way, shape, or form. I am a completely I I have no phobia about anybody and I would never make a joke about age. You don't make fun of jokes like that. If you're out having sex, you never make fun of those things because they could come and bite you in the ass.
I'm a bist. All right. >> Okay. But even if you did not say that, the group that you're associating with, they are saying that to me on a daily basis, okay? And they're making and and worse things. Okay? I don't know if you heard all the stuff they're saying about me. They kept bringing up psyche psyche and like all night and know constantly constantly. I'm just like filthy. You're gonna get this. You're gonna get HIV for
my nails and all kinds of stuff. Okay. Let me just tell you something. Vicki is a who is disgustingly prejudice. And I hate that because she's so prejudice. She doesn't even understand what uh Doroism is. She calls people
monkey. She is the most disgusting that ever lived. And don't go and take anything that she says. She's a mongaloy that doesn't have teeth and she is complete And don't take anything what she says on because she's a little jerk from the Bible, from the algor. She
probably never goes into town. She probably doesn't even know what a Starbucks is. She's a complete Mongaloy jerk. And nothing she says is representative of CFF. She is a on her own devices. >> Okay. Well, I mean it's like yeah that well she had said that I was hitting on her and stuff and actually what
that says because she's got no brains. She lives in a trailer on the bayou and she's got no brain. She got she never went to high school. She never went anywhere. She's a Mongaloid that doesn't understand what Darwism is because she thinks that
people are monkeys and it's got nothing to do with monkeyism because it comes with what? Okay, we are in a cold climate so we're white. They are in a dark cl the hot climate so they're dark because of their skin needs to be darker because of the melanin so it protects them against the sun. So they want to think because they are further we are
further because we're white. We're further away from them than they are because they're black. But they're being they are being that way so that they can cope with their environment because what is Darwism proving that people and animals adapt to their environment? >> Okay,
>> that's so dumb. That Vick Vicky CB loser loser doesn't understand that, does she? >> Because she's too dumb. She never went to high school. She never went anywhere. She's a dumb
mongaloid jerk that they bring out because she's a stupid person. She's a court jester. And they bring her out because she's autism and they and they have a monkey on their string. I'm not their monkey. She's the monkey on the swing and she's a loser that doesn't know anything about Darwism. Never went to school. Never went
anywhere. I went to university. I did lots of stuff in my life. She hasn't done All she does is fold her her cousin's shirts and she cleans her cousin's house. That's all she is is a loser that cleans her parents' house for a living. And yes, I did clean
my living, but I did it with my own business and I did it environmentally. So yes, I clean, but I did it on myself. It was a business. I kept it going for 11 years and I had to give it up because I hurt my back, but I can't do it anymore. But I made it. It was my own
business and it was environmentally friendly cleaning and I didn't hurt the environment. And I'm very proud of my company. Okay. >> Did you study anthropology? >> I didn't study anthropology, but I study I do study it because I love it, but I
never did it in college or university. >> But I study it on myself. >> That's good. >> I just saw when I I I saw when you came up last night, like I saw that they were kind of picking on you and you were kind of looking for their approval. >> Yes, they do. You want to know why? Because I acted a fool. I acted in a low
nature. Somebody triggered me and I went to my low nature and I got checked for that and I'll take that on because I take responsibility for my I own it. I you I I I own it. I wear it inside my soul. And I I up. I up. >> Who are they to judge you? Who are they to judge you? Cuz they're trigger
people. They're triggers. They're all triggerers. So who are they to be mad at you for >> but but if you but if I do something wrong and I have and I have temper in their in their in their in their discord and I put my temper in their discord when it's not a temper place that I deserve to get kicked I went into my low
nature. >> All right that's great but I want to say something to you. Um I don't know what your issue is with people that have cleaner job business like businesses and but ain't nothing wrong with that. does a good job. It makes good money. >> Why the are you yelling? Why are you yelling? >> Shut the up. I don't like talking to you anyway, >> Who the are you talking to? You piggy looking ass dirty
>> I don't give a what you talking about, you piss No one gives a suck a dick, No one cares. >> Go suck a dick, Go suck a dick, you oink looking ass Suck the up, Shut up, No one gives a >> I didn't even come up here for this idea. I promise you. But I can
definitely give it to this Raleigh looking ass >> Yeah, you're sucking my dick, Suck my dick. Suck my dick. You reject ass >> Reject. Reject. >> The is wrong with you, You ride the shortest. >> Did you ride the shortest? >> You have your helmet on. >> I don't give a Good,
Cuz I would never want you to ever like a like me. You nasty weeble wobble looking ass >> An ugly voice. >> I don't give a This is >> She sounds like she's been she's underneath a bridge somewhere trying to scream. >> Who is this run? >> boring as >> Yeah, Well, that's why I came up here to interrupt you cuz we're
falling asleep. No one cares about your lame ass excuses, Shut up, No one cares. >> No one gives a Really? No one cares. >> No one gives a >> Yeah. Well, you're arguing with me, so what that make you? If I'm lame and you're arguing with me, what does that make you? >> What does that make with you? That's what I thought. That's all I wanted to do. >> I'll be back. Holler.
>> Okay. Okay. Hey, VA. >> Hi. How are you? Another day in paradise. >> It's just uh I woke up feeling it today. I was like I was like I'm going be ready to respond because it's like I I was kind of quiet about it like last night a
little bit, but I just needed to I don't I don't know, you know, I don't get I don't really get that offended over them saying it, but it's like >> it hurt. Yeah, it was bo I was bothered because it's like people like like would believe stuff like that or it's just like it's just like people
like just like or these the stuff they were saying it's just like kind of makes you know just makes me look bad and kind of like you know just subconsciously people are just like probably like like maybe believe things like that on some level you know. So >> yeah, I know it hurts because you've been cordial and you've been nothing but welcoming for people to come on your, you know, panel and hang out and
everything like that, but you know, they're just trolling you. You know, you don't have a I mean, people say the same thing about me and much worse and you know how it is, you know. So you're doing good and you're getting attention, so they're trying to get your attention. So you're giving it you if you want to give it to them, go ahead. But you're literally sending people to their channel and it's like they're winning like that, you know, just ignore them.
>> But I but last night cuz I I just found out a brother's channel and he was actually live which he like doesn't go live that often like on a panel and stuff like that. So I said to my chat I was like hey go over there um you know all in my life I get to go over there and you know just you know just just watch just just watch what they say. Just watch like let them expose themselves. They will just reveal
themselves. You don't have to like say any just go and some people like did comment in the chat and stuff like that. Some people do. And guys, you can still be I mean, you know, I'm not telling you who to who to be friends with. I'm just saying if you want to be friends with them and that's more along your lines. It's like go ahead and it's like you can be part of their group and like, you
know, but don't say I didn't warn you, okay? And then just remember what happened to me. But and even if it doesn't happen to you like you know maybe and maybe some people are happy that they were like that to me or whatever it's okay I'm whatever negative for me I'm willing I'm willing to I
don't want anybody to get hurt in here. Um, just like just be very careful, okay, guys, because you know I was warned and I was like I took ways I took too long to deal with it. But I did have to wait until I saw for myself them doing that because they were just very nice to my face and it's like as soon as
my back was turned, you know, blah blah blah. Everything's about me and I should have I kind of saw that already, but I just need to like really see I need to see them when they didn't think I was there. Hey cats, stop fighting. Now my cats are fighting too. Mickey >> Mickey is like just laying there and letting Mana like totally bully him.
He's like double his size. >> I don't know. Summer's back. Let's see. >> But I'm glad you had fun on Gymnics and you were like able to like chill over there. I mean, it's not always going to be like a fun night. Somebody's here. It's me. >> Okay. Oh yeah, >> it was that was like right after that, but it was like I came I saw Tommy James and I saw Mr. Big Pipes was in there and
I was like okay this might be fun like just to get my mind off of things. So I went in there and Mr. Big Pipes is so funny. He's like telling the whole thing about like he's like sending my dickpicks and then like and then like I started like Jim Nick and I started dancing and like pulling up our shirts and like we're and Jim like let's >> cat your cats are cats
yelling. I just came up to jump up real quick. I just want to um because you keep saying I've heard you I went back and watched some of this laugh and you keep repeating like, "Well, I'm not going to tell people who to be friends with." Let me explain something to you. You set this all up. You decided what community. Hold on, let me finish. You decided what community after tons of us
try to say Psyche just did the ter car stuff. Da da da da da. You said you and did what you did. So, I'm going to tell you like this. I'm going to be friends with whoever I decide to be friends with. I don't get in between people's mix beefs because there's tons of people you'll beef up here with and block and all this other and then the next day you're they're right back over here. They've porn bombed you.
They've done all kinds of and you let them right back up on the panel. So, until you start making boundaries with your life, I can't make boundaries um and actually stick with them. So, I love you and you know I'm going to support you all the way till the wheels fall off. me you my support has nothing to do with who friends I'm with who any of that my support to you is to you but
again I do remember beta don't you remember these conversations me you Paige all of us even you know like a bunch of people Christine bunch of people >> I know I take responsibility for that summer and also I'm not telling you anything I never tell you >> and they're just telling you dude you're giving the you're you're feeding the trolls it's like you it's you know you think you would know this. You say
you're from all these communities and how you know all these people and da da da da and you're just falling right in. I mean, they're going to mess with you because they know you're going to respond. >> No, but it's like but it doesn't I mean it's like whatever it did, it didn't work. It backfired on them and I think I was >> No, it's not because you're sitting over here talking about them. >> Well, no, I'm done. >> You're doing exactly what you they didn't see last night. I caught them on
>> I don't need a few last night because there's tons of people that have sat on this panel and said the same things to you and you've you've sit there and we've been like dude make boundaries and you're like nope I'm gonna do what I want. So I'm not in between. I don't even know who you're talking about. I mean I know a little bit because I went back and listened to some but >> I'm not going to I don't need to. >> Okay. Okay. Well, if not then you don't know. Then you don't know. I told I gave
the whole story. I'm not responding to that. I'm responding because you keep making the comment of, you know, be friends with whoever you want. I'm going to be friends with just like when you and Peter are going back. Don't get in between it. No. >> How are How are we How are we disagreeing? How are we disagreeing there? Because I said be friends with who you want. You're like, I'm going to be friends with who I want. So, >> I was just letting you know because I
don't want you to be sitting on panel pissed off at me or whatever. >> Then why are you yelling, sweetie? I'm not yelling. We're just talking. >> I'm I'm just a little bit um you know, animated today. I have a lot of energy about it today. But I'm okay. I'm okay. I love you, Summer. I'm not mad at you. I wasn't trying to >> I'm always gonna be upfront. That's it. You know, but tons of people that loved
you and supported you. We we were like don't jump into you know certain communities and you you know >> you just got again by the end of the night like I've been there like I feel kind of responsible in a little bit but >> um like messaged me like on one of my um comments and he's like come over to JT's
you know so I went over there and it was chill like I never had any issues with um them I had actually a fun time and you know different reasons why I didn't go back. It was some, you know, I'm not really into the whole LD15, whatever, you know, community or whatever. That's one of the reasons. So, I feel bad that, you know, I know they came here and they troll and they play, but they are
>> made up. He would have he would he would have bet them regardless. So, he's a grown ass man. So, let him take respons. >> You got to learn like the hard way. But, in all defense though, Summer, if somebody did like a live >> Hold on. If somebody did like a live about you like last night and they talked a whole bunch of You are >> Would you like Would you like me to send it to you? I get talked about me every day. Matter of fact, somebody's
doing an exposure uh live on me tonight. >> You're right. Like it depends on your mood whether you're going to uh react or not. Some days you like I should just ignore him react. Am I telling him not to react? No, you're not. No, you're not at all. I'm just saying like I think that he's hurt and he's like saying his feelings
and I don't think that he's like like for me um it's not going to deter me from hanging out with like other people but yeah I'm going to be cautious you know I don't you know I don't want to get hurt but I'm still going to do >> the internet >> yeah guys there's so many but there's so many trolls that I do like and that I I feel like you know maybe trolled me to like as an initiation or like to see how
I'd react and that we were cool with and so it's like I always was trying to like see and thank God he was nice to me. So, and I was always like JT and Rain, they haven't really been here that much. Ziggy of course and you know Vicki I Vicki I had no problem with either. I was talking really nice to on uh on TikTok and like we're sending like little emojis back and forth. Then she's saying I'm hitting on her and then they're saying I have AIDS and then
they're saying that my I'm so dirty I would like you know give people disease and brain saying she wants to fight me and wrestle me and like all this fight you like come on baby. Y'all live in the same city. >> No, but it's like but she but she's like saying this in the chat like so angry at me like I did something to I never all I did was like you know block her in the chat >> more than likely you're getting trolled for something. I don't know what I
haven't been around. I've been working all week but I mean it is you know what I mean? Like >> my fault. It's my fault. That's what God said is like oh it's never it's never the person that does it. What are you talking about? >> It's always the that's what God said. It's always the victim's fault. Right. It's like everybody gets >> I did say that. What are you talking about? Well, okay. >> We all get trolled for something. We all get trolled. >> Yeah. Whether we're not whether we whatever we're we are. It's the
internet. >> Yeah. The are you talking about? >> But yeah, but you Okay. So, Summer, if you go and watch their live last night, >> I don't need to. By the end of the night, you guys will be talking again. >> No, I don't think so. I don't think >> we'll see. >> You But you don't know. Summer, >> this isn't the first rodeo we've been on with you. So, it seemed to me if I'm not jump into the you know, I'm just going to sit back and let you do your thing, baby, and support you.
That's what I do. >> I didn't see it. I don't I didn't see it. I know like you messaged me about it and you seemed really hurt and I don't really know what happened, you know, but um like see remember the other day I came up here and gotty like with the night before I went off on him. I kicked him. He called me, you know, uh cu n whatever. And it's like, oh god. Like I just get over it the next freaking day, you know?
>> So do I. I do too. And it's like and I I like him. I like him. But it's like he he really had showed his true colors when he didn't think I was listening and they were just talking all this And then he's like I said, "Hey, you guys are dicks." And he's like, "Oh, go cry about it." And he timed me out of that of Spunky's chat. And then I just went and someone told me they're having a live. I went over there. The whole entire three hours, every like two minutes they're saying I have AIDS or
you know my dirty fingernails and you know I have a Star Trek deck and blah blah blah blah blah. And then going on and just like then I What I'm trying to say is just don't let it you have the right to be upset, V. I'm not saying anything like that. Just don't let it get to you to where you're all depressed or anything because again, you're being trolled. Welcome to YouTube, dude. Like, you know what I mean? So, just don't let it get you all spiraling
out. That's all I'm saying. I'm not saying you can't share your emotions, have your feelings, be pissed off. Go say talk your I'm not saying any of that. But just don't let it get you in a spiral. No. That's it. It's just really hurt my show more than I like that I didn't like know it would hurt like because like nobody's like I'm actually like almost at like like less subscriber. We all try to tell you. We all try to tell you, you didn't look at
this. >> I know it's hard. It's hard to show. >> And I ain't even talking about body and them because there's been tons of people that's came through here just since you've been doing, you know, doing your thing and we're like, dude, what are you doing? And you, the will porn bomb you and you'll let them right back up the next five minutes. And it's just like, come on. But you know, you can do it however you want. >> I take responsibility for mistakes I've
made. I and I know I've like been not listening to people and I'm I did apologize. If you go back and listen to earlier, I was apologizing to people for not listening and not doing it fast enough. And I I just >> No, no, you should never have to apologize to us because it's your show and you're gonna you have to learn the way you're going to do things and you're it's it's a learning curve. Everybody has to have a learning curve. Any creator does, right? We all have we have to learn and we got to learn our
own. Everybody could tell us, you know what I mean? That's why don't you ain't got to apologize for >> but you know, just don't let it work through it and don't let it you up. You know what I mean? I feel I mean I feel like so much better right now. I've been I feel different than I before about it. Like I'm I'm definitely I definitely had a turning point. It's definitely a big eye opener for me. I
did pray like for for things to be revealed to me and then all of a sudden they were and so I just I'm thankful for that and I basically I I can take the trolling. Um I don't want anybody that's innocent here to get trolling. Are you I felt bad for >> you're not responsible for anybody else and everybody is responsible for themselves and if they don't want to be tr they don't need to be on the
internet. That's just how that goes. >> I got you. But >> that's a realistic fact of it. And it sucks. >> I want to prot I want to protect the people that are like, you know, like you and be I want to protect you better than I have been. And so as much as I can in my show, right? As I as long as I control my show, I want to do better at that. Okay. And so >> like you have a lot of people that like love you and are loyal to you and they
keep coming back. You know, don't focus on like um the like I mean I'm not going to say trolls like necessarily, but the ones that are trying to get your attention or take away from like your shine, just do whatever the you want to do, you know? >> Right. Exactly. >> Because they were on like as soon as I came on today, like it was like 45 40 people or something. we like had to start timing on people right because
they were just coming on under all these sock accounts over and over saying all this again and it's like but I'm like I need to like just like do whack-a-ole with it like you know if we see it we just have to I got to start I mean certain people and I know we have a lot of trolls and we everyone would be gone if like everybody that just trolled a little but it's like but it's like a difference between like you know just like really like evil kind of trolling and like you know the fun good nature
troll I just want to have a good time here I don't want to like and I don't want to be like some joke I don't want to be some local I want to be just some hated person that nobody takes seriously, which is like pretty much happening because they're they're they're repeating the lie often enough. It's becoming the truth to some people. And it's like, and here I am like, you know, I I I just got I have to improve in certain ways, too. You know, I'm going to be trying to improve. Like, you
know, I did have a dirty house. I was I have dirty nails. I was, you know, drinking too much and like half drunk. I mean, I've improved in a lot of ways, but it's like I still have more improvement to do. I'm not perfect. And it's like, but they're not perfect either. And so it's like, what right do they have to tell me about about about that and it's like and to try to be destroying my show and just like intentionally doing things try to get me
in trouble and stuff. So I I have to learn too. And it's like I'm I'm learning. I'm learning somewhere. I'm I'm I am It's happening slowly. It takes me a long time. I don't make mistake one time or twice. I make can make a mistake a thousand times before I wise up. And it's like maybe that's personality flour, but or maybe it's I really really really need to learn the >> That's why that's everybody does this. lesson.
Everybody bumps. >> Look at me. I get I get drunk and I start crying and get I get sensitive and hurt and stuff like that, you know. So I mean I get it. But most of these people, they don't like, you know, show their houses and you don't see what their household is like. So you're putting yourself out there. People are going to judge everything that you do. That's why I barely even, you know, cam up or whatever, which is good. You're doing
you're, you know, a free soul, free bird, but don't let them get to you. >> No. >> And the people that are going to support you, they're going to support you. You know what I mean? Like I it's just no matter what. Just what you need to do and you don't have to, you know, because listen, you you can't protect everybody because even the people in the chat like love everybody to death, but everybody be doing their own trolling. You know what I mean? Everybody has their own
issues with people and you can't intervene on every single thing because you'll be brought the out. But what you can do is decide how you're gonna do your You know what I mean? You you dived into a YouTube, which you know, hey, here we are. You know what I mean? And now you're gonna go whatever route you're going to go. You know what I mean? It's a learning experience. Everyone's got to do it. >> But if I because if I have like Yeah. If I have someone that brought me on the on
onto like the scene though, it it was really Benny who was from IP2. Like I consider he was the first person to get me to like to help get me to the 50 subscribers. And there's another there's other people not from that not from that community but I I am kind of burst out of there. That was the first even pan panel I watched was I think probably on his show and you know so you know I was like I kind of do like some of this that
sense of humor but I don't like is some of their audience that are like treating the IB2 people like lull cows and just like wanting the worst for them which is like basically that's what basically I see people have been doing like these people are not jokes they're like really good interesting people that are putting themselves on camera and maybe embarrassing themselves sometimes you know to for you know maybe views, maybe
attention, maybe laughs, maybe just to entertain, and it's like some are more self-aware than others. I'm a pretty self-aware person, but there's so many people that are not the people that are not self-aware. They don't know they're being made fun of. I really I'm concerned about it because those people don't deserve this abuse. I mean, it's really they don't >> they I mean, people are people don't end
up in this community, you know what I mean, and not wearing sub. So, I mean, >> it is part of the process. people The only thing you can do is you can, you know, you could decide what kind of, you know, people you have on panel and make your rules and do your thing on as far as that goes. But again, people are going to, you know, people have to be responsible for their own because I'll see plenty of times people come in
here, they they have their own because that it's not even just IB, too. This is something else you have to understand. Everybody, including me, you know what I'm saying? I got that do not like me cuz yep, I'm going to talk my You know what I mean? We all know that. And so there'll be people that'll follow me and then, you know, whatever. and me and that maybe me and that person's going back and forth, right? We're trolling each other. So, you can't you can't protect everybody because you know what
I'm saying? Like a lot of will start and want somebody else to fight their fights and you can't do that either. You know what I mean? Like, so just try to create a good environment. And you know, people is grown here, so they responsible for their actions and their their and they they can't oh, you know, because I've seen it happen. Like I said, people start other places and then come here and be like, "Oh, I don't know what
you're talking about." But like, >> yeah, you do. So, just create a good environment and let them deal with their They're grown. >> I know. Okay. I I have a very innocent side of me and I have one that's very wise and sometimes a wise one
is like, you know, I whatever you're saying, that's kind of cheaper than us, Everybody's got a little season on them is what I'm saying. So, you know, >> I gotcha and thank thank you for um you know always >> you know, you've always been really good to me. >> Yeah. >> Well, she's very supportive and she's like tells you like it is, you know what
I mean? >> And that's where I think we come like, you know, all of us kind of like get annoyed at each other. It's like, how many times have I told you, you know, but it's like >> I mean, you just got to wake up and figure it out on your own. I'm I'm stubborn. Yeah, we are. Me too. Ask Christina and Katrina, you know, people support me in my One minute, you know, one minute I'll be like, "Okay, I'm not going to do drama." Next minute I'm
like, "I'm going to run this bitch." You know what I mean? Then it's like, "Okay, I'm going to sell the drama." So, I mean, I get it. You know what I mean? I can't I'm not even saying that's not even that that's not even why I came up here, you know? And that's why I was like, "Hold on, wait a minute." I just always make it known. Like I've learned the hard way that I'll be cool with somebody and then get in they beef and then next thing you know them I'll be end up
being cool again. You know what I mean? And I'm just like, "Yeah, I'm not doing this I'm not here. I'm not nobody's mother. I'm not here to fight anybody's battles. I fight my battles because I have plenty of them to fight. So, you know what I mean? Now, if I see somebody doing something that's just outrageously stupid, then yeah, I'm going to speak up and say something. But I'm not gray goat. I don't I don't team anybody. I team me." And that even
goes with Katrina and Christine. And I love Christine, but Christine's her own woman. She has her own wars. You know what I mean? And well, Katrina don't start with nobody. So, and I'm just like that cuz I've learned the hard way on that. Motherfucker's a Yeah. You just you leave yourself leave your ass wide open. It's It's not good. So, I just don't do it no more.
>> Yeah. And I'm like this stuff where I'm like, I'm never going back there again. And I'm like, you know what? At that moment, I'm upset. And then a couple days later, like a week later, I'm like, "Call." I'm like, "No, I'm going to, you know, >> Yep. 100%." >> Yeah. People will change their mind. So, if you just stick to something, but I mean, it it does suck people talking about you cuz you're you've been nice mostly to and given chances like, you
know, to a particular group. But, you know what? That's the way they they have fun. That's the way their troll game is. And maybe that's their way of like, you know, grouping up and ganging up and talking about you. But, you do your own thing. You get a lot of variety of people here. It's not like you go live every day thinking that and hoping that they're going to be here, you know? You go live for yourself and other people. >> Also, what else what I'll say is like,
you know, it wasn't like a I mean, other than like this what they were saying about me and stuff, it wasn't really a bad p like a show. It's like they had >> I think they said they were talking about me too. Like at this point, I mean they it was like somebody in the comments said something. I didn't hear them particularly. Someone in the comments would brought you up and then they had Saman's photos too. like some some unflattering, but that's like not
like that mean and stuff, but it's like but they put a picture of my nails up and stuff and like um but there's I mean it was just like they knew I was watching too so they maybe were like but I don't think it was a bad show. I like the kind of the music. I think that they're okay people. It's like they hate me for some reason. I don't know why. And it's like and so maybe like I I reacted and maybe I you know gave some
back to them and stuff like that that I can respect them as people but it's like I feel like they're going after me um on an unfair way and it's like they are being fake to me and I appreciate people like Summer that no matter what if we agree or not Summer about everything it's like at least you are speaking your truth to me and it's like and they were just being phony to me and it's like and
I was going for the ok do a little bit but maybe I knew I you know, it's like I'm kind of self-aware and not self-aware at the same time. Kind of like, you know, forgive forgiving and, you know, I do go through different moods where it's like I feel like fighting or, you know, going back and forth sometimes. I like some of the drama. It's hard. It's hard finding the balance sometimes, right? >> Yeah, it is. Because I feel the same
way. I'm like, man, I gotta get away from this But then I'll be like, man, man, I like I like my drama. You know what I mean? I like raging. I like f like crashing the out. Like, I like it. It's fun. You know, it's entertaining. And that's what I'm here for. I'm here for entertainment. Entertainment, you know what I mean? Now, I like it that I can have a nice little crew, you know what I mean? Like all of us are friends and cool and you know what I mean? Like we look out for each other.
>> But you know, I also know that this is I mean this is internet and you know me and Beles get into it every now and then and the next day we're like so what? It didn't even happen. You know what I mean? Like because foundation that we know we're cool with each other. So >> exactly. We can't like agree to disagree at the end of the day. I care about you. I'm not going to or like both of you. I'm not going to go there and like drag
somebody that I actually care about, but you know, if I like have we don't have we don't come to an understanding. Okay, fine. Whatever. I move on. Not a big deal. >> Right. >> Yeah, that's good. I love you guys. And it's like, yeah, >> what they did is a little bit revengeful. You know, maybe they got blocked or they weren't allowed on the panel, but for them to go that far and this and that, just ignore it. Just, you
know, stick to your boundaries. Whatever you feel like you want to do. I know they're I know they were trying to trigger me because they kept saying like, "Oh, we triggered him. We triggered him." And they were so excited >> Well, they did. You know, look, you are. about You've been You did it. >> Okay. Well, it's like, well, that's the end. It's like now it's like >> Yeah. Now that you know the formula, you know, you just >> Yeah.
>> Go around it. Don't let it happen. >> Yeah. It's like I won't It's like because it's like they I gave them enough chances, like too many chances, right? And it's like they're not gonna I can't change anybody, but I can maybe help people see and maybe people like that live through this with me that have watched some of this. I hope it's been educational. I hope like you know maybe it helps people know how to deal with it because it's like I' I learned and so
maybe everybody learned along with me and it's like that's the beautiful thing and like but let's at the end of the day like I want to be about love. I want to be about um improvement and helping people and actually like loving other people, not always trying to like bring other people down like and you know and I want to be you know a good force in people's lives rather than just a
negative thing where it's like everyone look back on my show and say oh that was you know remember that show that was just a mess. I wanted to be like, "Oh, that show was pretty cool." And like, you know, actually, you know, I had fun there and like it was like one of the best shows on YouTube, you know. So, >> page up here, you have all your the
angel AI girls on the >> I do. I really do. I I really do. I'm like I'm so lucky. And it's like And if I don't say it enough, I'm just like, "Thank you guys. I'm so blessed like to know so many of you." And even the people that hate me and stuff like that, you know, I'm maybe blessed to know you too because you've taught me a lot of
things too. And um hopefully I can just be a better person at the end of the day. And we you know, we can all do we can all we can all become better versions of ourselves. We we all I think we all have this like really great potential in everybody. And it's like I hope that I can bring it out of people instead of like, you know, try to like
tear tear them down. And and if I ever did, you know, hurt anybody's feelings or do anything, say anything or anything, that was unfair. >> I did not know that I can show your comments on the stage. That's really weird. I didn't know that. >> Yeah. Oh, that's cool. >> I didn't know. I don't know. I can mute. Let's see. Like this. Does that show >> on stage? No, >> I don't think so. Let me take off this
>> Why does it give me the option? It's so car. weird. Okay, let's see. Like, let's see. Jonathan, it says show on stage. No, it doesn't. It gives me the option, but then it won't let me. I don't know. >> Yeah, same thing with me. It don't let you do it. >> I know they have been changing some Streamyard settings lately, and I know that it kind of always looks a little different but >> I'm paying on the right now is what they
are. >> Yeah. >> Yesterday I remember when you were like, "Beta, I can't take the link." And I was like, "No, maybe it's like your phone or your boyfriend's messing with you." because other people were able to take it but not everybody. So I went back out I came back in and I couldn't get in in into my own stream, you know. >> So yeah, something was going on
yesterday all day. >> That was weird because also >> I couldn't get I couldn't get on panel. It took me did I ever I made it up there finally, I think. But >> like after six times six, seven, >> sometimes it's down. But I do have them all. Yeah, I might I might try out I h I have um Prism and um Stream Oh, I have
my Power Chat set up on under Stream Labs, too. I might I might like do some shows on that because they have some cool interface stuff that like StreamYard doesn't have. But on Streamyard, I'm able to do backgrounds and stuff now because I have a computer. So, I can do like the green screen and stuff. It's pretty cool. Like, and I can also bring things on the screen, share the screen. I can share the screen. I
can share my whole screen. Wow, that's crazy. And so in I can put slides, PDF, um files up. I can put extra camera. What's the extra camera do? What does that do? Oh, I have to upgrade for that one. It says >> we're looking into Prism. I think it's like a free one and it's a lot of people using it. So it's the same thing pretty much. >> The extra camera is if you have an extra
camera and then you can get different angles. You can switch back and forth to the two cam. >> Cool. That's cool. I might want to do that for the car. I want to get another camera for maybe like I could do like a overhead shot for cards and stuff like that. I was I'm looking into some upgrading and stuff soon. >> I knew somebody that had their stuff set up like that. It was actually it looks pretty good actually. >> There's and now I can guys I just got
this new computer and stuff. You know, I was able to get the computer this month and it's really really good and it's like but I have there's like a lot of different settings I didn't have before because I was on my tablet for like almost a year of my show now. And so, um, I'm still, um, working it out, but, I'm going to upgrade my equipment still. I have, we get a new camera, a new, u um, you know, uh, what else? Yeah, I'll
get some new stuff and, uh, new microphone and stuff and new headphones. I'll make everything like really good. And then I'll also be able to show more entertaining things like I'll be able to share my screen. So, maybe I can share some more different content and stuff with you guys that I want to share. I haven't been able to share my screen yet. So, I'm excited for that. Yay. That's cool. >> I just have to be careful about, you
know, the copyright stuff still. I have to make sure I get permission from, you know, anybody I play a video from or something like that because there's some stuff I want to share, but I just don't know the person. So, it' be hard to like I don't know if they would just like, you know, try to, you know, I'm a little bit shy about shying sharing other content right now. But maybe on my other channel, too, I can do more of that. We'll see. It'll be good. It'll be good.
I might broadcast on my other channel sometimes because that's not monetized. And I might do some of the stuff I want to play or we can play movie night or something like that. This can't get no >> Oh yeah, you have your other channel. You never go on there. You're right. >> Yeah, because I can probably do a lot of stuff there like, you know, that channel's totally fine. Um, this one is too, but I just like, you know, that channel's not monetized. So, we can play
more music. We can have karaoke night and stuff like some people like. And just stay with me, guys. I'm gonna I'm gonna like get better at this. I think I'm always improving. >> You're doing good. If you got monetized fast, you have a lot of people, like you're doing good. You're too hard on yourself. >> Yeah. Well, because it's like slowed down so much. Like last like last month was a pretty good month. This month is
>> your competitive side. You're really competitive about this. You got to just kind of let it go and just not think about it too much. You know, whatever happens, it's you'll go back, you know. I wake up and I'm like, "Oh, I don't know why I just lost like 10 subscribers. I didn't what the did I piss off today?" you know, but then, you know, then I wake up and there's more. It doesn't matter. I'm not going to like analyze it too much.
>> I think we But I scaring I scare like a lot of people get scared away like new people here. There's not that many new people that come in because they come in and it's like they're like, "What the is this?" Like it's like they get either they start getting attacked all of a sudden. They're like, "What the fuck?" And so it scares away people, right? And it's like, so I want people to be like, "Hey, what's this?" And then I want to stay and hang out and think it's cool. But it's like when there's so
much negativity, it really will scare away newcomers, right? >> Yeah. Well, you have somebody on your panel that other people don't like and then all of a sudden like other people are pissed off at you and I don't know just can't make everybody happy >> because because LD was on like that like there last night with you know on that
show and everything and also like you know um stage turn was on the panel and I mean not and not all of them were like putting me down but I don't think I mean they were kind of like just trying to like you know when there's a group the kind of group just always agrees and so like oh he really does that he really does that and they were just they were believing everything. I don't know if they necessarily were like I mean some people are just impressionable and
that's kind of sucks and it's like because I could be friends and cool with these people but they're just they just enjoy with me or trying to like hurt me or hurt the show and stuff and I mean it's like however they think they can do that they'll do that and it's like but I just have to have an impenetrable show like I can't like a show like that even if they get in it's like >> what doesable mean? What the? You just
used a big term. I don't know that one. >> What was the word? I said what? >> Internal. >> Oh, >> I don't know. >> I think you said I want to have an internal show. >> Hi. >> Um, psyche. I gotta go. My friend here. Say hi to Michael. >> Hi, Michael. >> Have fun, guys. Down as well,
>> guys. Yeah. Have a good show. Don't worry about it too much. Okay. >> Thank you. I'm good. >> Love you guys. Bye. >> Love you. Bye. Summer. >> Bye. >> Bye. >> Bye. I love you. >> So guys, that's it. Like, who knows what will
happen. It's like, you know, of course, you know, someone wants to see, you know, I'm very forgiving, right? I just have to put my foot down and say, you know, if you're going to be here, you're not going to be hurting hurting
my show or my my chat and or me. It's like, you know, I really take that be respect the hosts, respect the guests, no doxing, no slander, no racial language, guys. there's ways of saying things that are not against the toos because the toos um it's going to get um probably patrolled more you know it's gonna if it
gets too hard to have panel I I would regret that because I love having open panel and people coming on you know I've let like every almost I've let porn bombers on multiple times you know it's like and people even people that have like you know I I love some likel I love Ilia he's porn bomb me twice but I still love the guy. I just
remember him like from Beatas when I first started and I don't think he has bad intentions anymore. But um we have a look at the chat. I I won't keep you here, you know, too much longer if uh Let me see. Want to see what's going on in the chat. We live, we learn,
right, Jamie? Yeah. Oh, hold on. Sorry. Um Alvaros, hey Alvaro, how are you? you guys. Yeah. See, this is what I like. You guys are talking about sports and the Falcons. I mean, that's cool. Like this. Get like guys, Jamie's so cool. There's so and there's so many people in the chat. Hey, Amanda. Yeah,
there's there's so many good people. Just be like even if you maybe they were honest about some of the trolling and like but he did say like, "Hey, but actually I like you." And it's like maybe I was like, you know, oh, you know, I like to be liked, you know, especially by people that consider like maybe they consider me an enemy. I like
to, but I guess they didn't like really feel that way. They're just trying to bother me, hurt my show, and
this looks interesting. Well, that's a shot of Trin. Hold on. There's that. That's what he would look like.
So, I don't know if that was like the guy from the Knights Templar or, you know, they say it's Jesus, but pretty cool. The guy's name is What was the guy's name? I think that there's some kind of like society named after him. Let me see. The guy that was Friday
the 13th, 19 Friday the 13th Templar. So that would be um his name would be uh let me see his name would be
who was it? What was the guy's name? Joe Jacqu de mole. Okay, that's it. Looks like Jacqu De Mo. Oh. Uh he was then he was you know executed as a and he was a knight's templar. That's Jacqu de mole. It doesn't look like the shroud of trin very much but
maybe. Okay. And there's something called the do demo mole or something demo society or something. It's for like younger people I say on the way to Freemasonry. So anyway,
and you know, knights, Templar, they, you know, they were basically bankers, but you know, maybe they did have some good intentions. I don't know. The knights have a very illustrious kind of reputation sometimes, right? Okay, 33 people in the chat. Um, how long has it been? It's been three hours, so I'm going to wrap it up. But thank
you guys. I'll be back tonight. Have a great day. Thank you for being here. And uh what h what channel did it happen on? It happened on JT's channel. I think it's like JT00003 or something like that. If um if someone can, you know, you can like but go have a look at it. You can just see you can just see for yourself how how they
treated me and uh you know, but that's their kind of show, not you. Hey Nigs, you guess you'll never know the channel. I said it was JT0000003 I think it's called. Okay. You just have to go JT00003 and then like he has one video in the main thing but then go to his lives and that was like there was a live last
night. It all it has is a picture of a circus tent, a monkey, a pair of wings and another circus tent. If you if you guys know how to decode emojis, right? Yeah. I can actually I can actually share the link. Hold on. I don't know if it's still up but I'll I can I can share the link. Hold on. This is the live last night and you know what go ahead and say
if you if you think it's funny you maybe they'll get some new subscribers and you know you know you know they they say I'm so unsuccessful I'm willing to help their channel you know it's like but just you know how about go over there on those channels and do and you know talk your and not you know to me to my
face on my own channel okay because it's like I I'm I'm done with You're not going to you know, give me a chance. Um, after Veno, I tried to like give you a chance. Okay, so let me just get this link.
Okay, if it's still up, so go ahead and watch it. And if you like it, you know, have fun there, you know, just like if it's your thing. But it's like, you know,
I'm not going to be hateful or angry or like bitter. I I'm not going to change into like a mean person. I'm going to be the same loving person with good intentions and I don't want bad for anybody. So, here's the link. Okay.
So that's free promotion. I just promoted your show for you guys. Okay, there's JC's channel. You know, I don't think they're bad people. They hate me. I mean, they just hate me. It's I'm just like human garbage, but you know what? They're human beings. I love human beings. Um that
proceed at your own risk. Okay, that live is done. This Oh, this one. No, their live is done. They took it down. What are you saying? Hold on. Know what's up.
So JT, hold on. says J. Oh, says Oh, sorry. It's at JT-000 02.
Okay. I love you guys. Wish you the best. Okay. You know, you know, no hard feelings, guys. No hard feelings to them or anything, you know, and I I forg I forgive you. If you I know you didn't even ask for forgiveness. I I forgive you, okay?
But be careful how you treat people because you don't know who's going to actually fight back, right? Okay. Love you guys. Have a good day. I'll see you soon. Okay. Thank you for being here and thank you for always uh being a good crowd. I end my live. Let's see.
Live is done. See my Oh, there it is. Okay. Bye, guys.
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